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Jungkook lay on his back, staring up at the ceiling. His heart had finally calmed down...but with it came the full weight of what he had done. And the repercussions that were no doubt waiting for him.
He heard Jin shift beside him. His head snapped to the side, eyes searching in the dark to see if Jin was awake. He couldn’t see much...but something told him Jin wasn’t asleep. Still, his chest felt like it might burst if he didn’t say something.
Jungkook wet his lips “Jin…” he whispered..staring back at the ceiling, because facing Jin kind of scared him at that moment
But there was no response from the elder.. But he heard Jin shifting slightly again.
“You are not asleep…” Jungkook said. He wasn’t even sure if it was a question or a fact
There was a long pause....once again....Just enough to make him more nervous
“No..." Jin said eventually ...his voice was flat and quiet. Like he was holding something back...anger, maybe. Or worse.
Jungkook turned on his side, eyes trained on the outline of Jin’s face in the low light. His heartbeat was back to pounding against his ribs.
“Jin…” he tried again, voice cracking at the edges “I’m really sorry..”
Jin was silent once again
Jungkook sat up slowly. The sheet slipped down to his waist. He suddenly felt cold...maybe from the nerves..but Jin didn’t move. He didn’t even look at him. Just lay there. Perfectly still, and Jungkook was sure Jin was ignoring him and rightfully so.
“Baby…” Jungkook whispered “Please…”
“I’m fine, Jungkook.." Jin said finally. His voice was calm...too calm. And that scared Jungkook more than anything else “Just go back to sleep. I have a big day tomorrow..."
That one hurt Jungkook. It felt worse than yelling.
Jungkook frowned, eyes still searching Jin’s face, even if it was turned just enough to hide from him “So ...you are upset.." he said before he could stop himself
Jin let out a breath, a long and heavy one. Then, all at once, he sat up...like that sentence flipped a switch. He still didn’t look at Jungkook. Just dragged a hand down his face.And when he finally turned just a little, just enough for the light to hit his face...Jungkook’s breath got caught inside...His eyes were red!!
“Shit...” Jungkook whispered, heart sinking “Did you...did you cry?”
“No" Jin snapped and turned towards Jungkook “No, I’m thrilled that you froze in the middle of us almost having sex, said nothing, and then rolled over like it was just… done. I feel amazing about it...why do you ask Jungkook?”
Jungkook was stunned for a moment...a few seconds before this he thought maybe Jin yelling at him was better than giving the silent treatment, but right now he was rethinking his choices. “Baby....it...it’s not...please, let me explain...” he stuttered
Jin let out and exasperated sigh and crossed his arms “Yes. Please...” he said, finally meeting Jungkook's eyes “Explain it to me...” he gave him a nod to ask him to speak
But ,Jungkook’s throat tightened. He saw Jin’s eyes up close now. They were puffy. He had cried. And it did something awful to Jungkook’s chest, but he still couldn’t find the words he wanted to say.
Jin's jaw clenched in anger “You could have just said something!” he said, his voice cracking....not from anger, just… exhaustion. Hurt. “You think I can’t handle your honesty....If you didn't want to have sex...you should have just told me..I’m not mad you didn’t want to...I’m mad you didn’t talk to me. Whatever the reason was…"
“No… baby…” Jungkook interrupted immediately, his hands flexing uselessly in his lap “I wanted to. I still want to. I just....” he swallowed hard “I freaked out. And I didn’t know how to say it without sounding like an idiot..”
Jin stared at him, eyes tired, brows drawn. He didn’t say anything. But the look on his face said it all..he just wanted to know the truth
Jungkook breathed in shakily
“…What, Jungkook?” Jin asked softly. “Just tell me..what is it that made you hesitate?!"
Jungkook exhaled, trying to calm his nerves before speaking“I… I sort of… I mean, I tried to educate myself,..you know...” he began, stumbling over his words. “Like..how to be with a man. I thought I had it all figured out. What to do, where to touch, positions… I even watched...never mind. The point is, I thought I knew. But then we were there, and I felt you...on me...and I just… panicked ”
Jin blinked slowly. “It’s not the first time you have felt me. We have been close before...”
“I know..” Jungkook said, running a shaky hand through his hair. “But it was never that close to actually… happening..And my brain just wouldn’t shut up. What if I did something wrong? What if I hurt you? What if I made a weird sound or… or wasn’t prepared properly. I didn’t even know who was supposed to top..”
Jin’s eyes widened slightly as Jungkook kept going, his expression shifting from surprised to stunned.
“I mean, I always assumed it would be me...” Jungkook added quickly, ears burning “That I’d… you know… do it. Top. Whatever. But then I started thinking...what if you wanted to? What if you were expecting to? And if you were, I’d be fine with that....I think..." He gulped nervously before continuing "I just… wasn’t ready. You know....D.. Down there.”
He looked at Jin, eyes wide, silently begging for help.
Jin sat there, stunned into silence for a moment.
“Jin… baby… say something..” Jungkook said again
Jin slowly shook his head and then he exhaled, slowly...
" You idiot...” he muttered
“Jin...”
“You motherfucking idiot...” Jin snapped, his voice sounding suddenly sharp and tight with disbelief and exhaustion.
“Baby...” Jungkook barely got the word out before a pillow hit him square in the chest and Jin was already reaching for another.
“Jin, what...?!” Jungkook asked in surprise
“You asshole,” Jin shouted, launching the next pillow like a missile. “You chickened out because you thought I wanted to put my dick in you?!”
Jungkook caught the pillow mid air, freezing in place “…Yes?”
“Oh my God!!” Jin hissed.
“Sorry ” Jungkook muttered quickly, already stepping back as Jin stood up abruptly, like he couldn’t sit still a second longer.
“Oh my fucking God, Jungkook!” Jin was pacing now, fully spiralling “In what goddamn dimension have I ever looked like I wanted to top you?! Have I ever given that impression? I’ve always made it clear how this works..maybe not with the exact words...but you knew!”
“I know...But...I still didn’t want to assume...” Jungkook started, then immediately winced
“‘Didn’t want to assume,’” Jin repeated mockingly. “So instead, you go quiet mid-sex, roll over, and pretend to be asleep?!”
“I panicked!” Jungkook cried. His voice cracked with guilt. “I was on top of you, and then I felt you....and it hit me that we never talked about who’s doing what, and my brain just melted down! Also, I’m not… I didn’t… shave.”
Jin stared at him like he had grown a third eye “You didn’t shave?!”
“Or clean…” Jungkook mumbled. “I didn’t think I’d be the one...”
“IDIOT!” Jin shrieked before Jungkook could complete the sentance, grabbing the nearest cushion and flinging it so hard it nearly knocked over a lamp. Jungkook flinched like a scolded puppy
“Baby...please...don’t break stuff...”
“You could have just asked Jungkook!!!" Jin yelled
Jungkook swallowed down " Yes...I know! I m really sorry, I should have.."
" You don’t even understand what I went through tonight..” Jin said, interrupting him.. His voice cracked “I thought...I genuinely thought...you realized you didn’t want to be with me. That I disgusted you. That maybe you didn’t want to be with a man after all..”
Jungkook’s face crumpled. His chest physically ached hearing that “I’m sorry..” he whispered. “It wasn’t that. It was never that..”
“You almost gave me a fucking heart attack, you idiot..” Jin muttered, rubbing his temple
“I’m sorry...” Jungkook whispered. “I didn’t mean to hurt you. I swear I didn’t..”
Jin let out a long sigh and collapsed onto the floor, legs crossed, face buried in his hands as Jungkook stood there awkwardly, still apologizing.
“I can’t believe this..” Jin mumbled after a while “I can’t believe I’m in love with a fucking moron..”
Jungkook clenched his fists nervously “ Jin I didn’t mean to...wait. What?” he blinked as realisation dawned upon him once again
But Jin wasn’t listening anymore. He threw his hands up, ranting at the ceiling “I fell in love with a dumbass. A full...blown dumbass. God hates me. Of course He does. I knew I was being punished. This is for burning that bitch’s car that night, isn’t it?”
“You said you love me,” Jungkook whispered, almost in awe...a stupid smile blooming on his lips
But, Jin’s red rimmed eyes gave him a death glare " What the fuck are you smiling at? Huh?" he snapped
“You love me,” Jungkook said softly, eyes lighting up despite everything
“There’s no hope for you...” Jin muttered. “You are an idiot. You are my idiot, apparently, and I don’t know what kind of karmic debt I’m paying off, but here I am..”
Jungkook took a step toward him, ready to fall into his arms.
“Don’t you dare,” Jin said, pointing a trembling finger. “Don’t you touch me...”
“I’m sor...”
“Get out!” Jin said
“But..”
“GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING ROOM, JEON JUNGKOOK!”
Jin got up and shoved him out the door with surprising strength. Jungkook stumbled into the hallway, shirt half-on, blinking in the silence.
The door slammed shut before him, and he instinctively stepped back
But it opened again and Jin stuck his head out, eyes blazing. “And if I see that dumb smile on your face tomorrow, I will throw the television at you...”
Then it slammed shut again.
Jungkook stood there, barefoot, half dressed, alone in the hallway...Still smiling...Because Jin loved him.
Even if he was the world’s biggest idiot.
---
Jungkook knocked on the door to the room softly at first… then again, louder.
It creaked open after a few seconds, revealing San in pajama pants and a deep scowl “I’m not going out to get different condoms..” he said flatly, voice hoarse with sleep. He rubbed his eyes with the heel of his palm and squinted at Jungkook and his barely dressed appearance
Jungkook blinked, momentarily surpeised. “What...no. Who...why would you even say that...forget it,” he muttered, dragging a hand over his face “Can I sleep here tonight?” he asked , looking desperate
San just stood there, blinking slowly like his brain was buffering “What happened?”
Jungkook smiled despite the situation he was in “He kicked me out..”
San leaned against the doorframe, arms crossing over his chest “Why? Did you do it wrong?”
Jungkook frowned “No!!..” he said, walking inside and flopping onto the couch like a man freshly defeated “ But ,I fucked up majorly!!"
San squinted in confusion. “…So why are you smiling?”
Jungkook looked down at his lap, the smile still hanging on his lips... brighter than ever “He said he loves me..”
San just stood there, looking painfully done. He blinked slowly. “You know what? It’s too late for my brain to process whatever disaster you are bringing into my hallway. Come and sleep.... Don’t snore. If you do, I’ll strangle you in your sleep.” he warned
“Got it,” Jungkook mumbled, already pushing off the couch and heading toward the bed
As San turned back into the bedroom, he muttered to himself, “I need a new job...”
Jungkook grinned as he climbed to the bed under the covers “Thanks, hyung....Didn't think you would open the door”
“Just Sleep..” San muttered as he tried to fall back to sleep
“Okay...Good night"
“…Shut up!!"
---
Jungkook showed up at Jin's room the next morning with San, trailing behind like a guilty puppy. San was there to drop off some papers, but the second Jin opened the door and saw his boyfriend with his manager, he sighed like he was already tired of his existence, turned around, and sat back on the edge of the bed without a word. His attention went straight to his phone, scrolling through it like it was the most important thing in the world.
Jungkook hesitated in the doorway.
San nudged him. “Don’t just stand there,” he muttered. Jungkook nodded stiffly and stepped inside, and placed the folder quietly on the table beside Jin’s bed
He cleared his throat “Jin…”
“Shut up!!” Jin replied flatly, eyes glued to his screen.
“Jin, please..”
Jin didn’t blink. His thumb just started scrolling faster, angrier...more aggressively.
San sighed loud enough for both of them to hear. Clearly, this was not his first time being the unwilling audience to one of their dramatic episodes “For god’s sake, just make up already. You have an event tonight, and I’m not letting either of you show up looking like this. I’m gonna go get breakfast. Your team gets here at eleven. Figure it out.. understand!!”
He didn’t wait for a reply as he left the room immediately The door clicked shut behind him and silence filled the room again.
Jin still refused to look at him and Jungkook just stood there awkwardly ... chewing on his lip nervously.
“…Jin,” he tried again after some time
But Jin refused to give him a reaction once again.
“Baby…” Jungkook called softly
“Don’t baby me! ” Jin muttered with a roll of his eyes.
Jungkook smiled softly “Who else would I baby?” he mumbled, inching closer. When Jin didn’t shove him away, he sat down beside him and slowly wrapped his arms around his waist.
" Look at me..." Jungkook said , almost whining
Jin let out another sigh, a dramatic and exhausted one “You have got some nerve talking to me like this after what you pulled last night ”
“I know...” Jungkook said pouting, he pressed a kiss to Jin’s cheek. Then another, just below his ear “I was a dumbass like you said...and I am so sorry. I didn’t realise what I was doing would hurt you. Or...I did. But not like that. It didn’t really hit me until I said it out loud and saw your face and…”He trailed off.
Jin finally turned his face toward him. His eyes were unimpressed, his lips were pursed. But he didn’t push him away
“I’m really sorry...” Jungkook said again, pouting a little more...He leaned in and kissed his forehead “Forgive me?”
Jin just blinked
“Please…”
Jin didn't talk for a while and then he rolled his eyes in annoyance "You are lucky you are cute...”
Jungkook lit up instantly. “Thank you,” he grinned, leaning in for a kiss that turned deeper, heavier than intended.
"Idiot!!" Jin muttered poking Jungkook's cheek inock anger
Jungkook scratched the back of his head awkwardly, cheeks still flushed. Jin just smirked and leaned in to kiss him again.As Jungkook melted into it, sighing softly against his lips, completely unsuspecting...Jin reached down without warning and grabbed his crotch. Hard.
“You gonna run away again?” Jin asked, his tone was all sarcasm as he squeezed his balls in his hand, enough to make it hurt
Jungkook gasped, eyes flying open, body going rigid “F—uck! Jin..!”
Jin didn’t flinch. He squeezed even harder, watching him squirm “Did you forget who you are dating...." He raised his brows " Now...That’s for yesterday..”
“Jin, please...” Jungkook winced, struggling to breathe. “You are gonna make me see god...”
Jin leaned in close, voice calm and devastating “Just so there’s no confusion next time....I want this inside me. Not the other way around. Got it?”
“Y.. Yes! Yes, I swear...” Jungkook was on the verge of going blue
Jin squeezed once more, rougher this time ..." Do you?"
Jungkook nodded aggressively “Yes...Please..let go...I'm sorry..!”
Finally, Jin released him, gave his cheek a condescending pat and stood up
Jungkook groaned clutching himself, breathing through the pain “You might have just detached it…”
“Good...” Jin was already halfway to the bathroom, untying his robe. He paused at the doorway, looked over his shoulder, and smirked “Now you won’t waste time wondering where to put it...easy!!.” Then he disappeared inside, shutting the door with a click.
Jungkook flopped onto the bed with a dramatic groan, limbs sprawled, face buried in the comforter.
They were fine again. Almost!!
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Jungkook’s eyes almost popped out of his head when Jin stepped out of the styling room.Sure, he always knew Jin was handsome...painfully so...but sometimes the man just hit different. And tonight was one of those nights.
Jin looked hot. Not just in a glossy, airbrushed, magazine cover way. He looked grown. Powerful... Mature in a way that made Jungkook’s breath catch inside
He wore a distressed aviator jacket layered over a crisp, blue striped button down and a black tie, tucked neatly into flared black trousers. His hair was styled just the way Jungkook liked it...slicked back, but a little messy, like he hadn’t tried too hard.
“You look hot today.." Jungkook whispered as they walked together, keeping his voice low so no one else could hear
Jin didn’t even look at him...just smirked faintly and kept walking. And maybe that was why Jungkook felt so on edge the entire evening. As his bodyguard, Jungkook was expected to remain a few steps behind, blending into the background, but tonight, Jin’s presence was magnetic. And no matter how much Jungkook tried to focus on the job, his mind kept drifting back to how stunning his charge looked.
At the show, everything went as expected.. loud fans, camera flashes, media buzz. None of it phased him. His eyes barely left Jin, while quietly surveying the space around them, his instincts kicking in as he checked for potential threats.
Jungkook was trained to protect Jin, and tonight that meant remaining vigilant even as Jin drew the attention of the entire room. Jin’s allure seemed effortless...he had ann aura of confidence that made everyone gravitate toward him that day . He didn’t even realise how tense he had gotten until Jin was finally seated and the lights were dimmed for the show to begin
During that short short break he got, Jungkook checked his phone. Social media was already exploding...Jin was trending worldwide for his visuals. Again..
He quickly scrolled through photos fans had uploaded. Jin’s side profile in one. His soft smile in another. There was even one where Jungkook could be seen blurred in the background, staring at him like a man hypnotized.
He locked his phone and tucked it back into his pocket. He couldn’t let himself get distracted, but it was hard. He always had to keep his guard up
Later, at the afterparty, Jungkook stood near the photo-op area, his usual position...close, but not in the way. Jin had changed into a much more relaxed look...a sleek black shirt and brown pants and the attention he commanded now was ten times more intense than during the show for some reason.
Jungkook saw how the brand director stood beside Jin, proudly showing him off to a parade of industry insiders and influencers. Jungkook’s job was to stand back, out of sight, while Jin worked the crowd with ease. It wasn’t new for him, but tonight, there was something different in the air.
Jungkook’s eyes never strayed too far from Jin. The man seemed to be everywhere. He couldn’t help it. It was part of his job, sure, but it was also personal. Watching Jin interact with others, seeing how the world treated him...teh admiration and the loving eyes towards him..it stirred something inside Jungkook. Something protective.
San was somewhere in the mix, chatting with some acquaintances. But Jungkook remained in his position by the security monitors, eyes shifting between the admirers and Jin’s ever growing crowd of followers. His role as bodyguard meant staying vigilant, but tonight, it also meant feeling something deeper...a tension building under the surface.
---
The car ride back to the hotel was mostly quiet.
Jin sat with his arms crossed, sunk deep into his seat, eyes closed...He wasn’t asleep...probably just exhausted from the long day, the constant stream of attention and all the champagne and wine he had indulged in at the party. . San scrolled through his phone beside him, too tired to say much. Jungkook sat in the front passenger seat, eyes on the road even though he wasn’t the one driving. His gaze occasionally flicked to the rearview mirror, catching glimpses of Jin’s reflection
When they arrived, hotel staff rushed to open the doors and escort them in. Jin nodded politely but said nothing, heading straight for the elevator with San following behind.
Jungkook was about to step in with them when his phone buzzed again. He checked the screen and saw that it was Yoongi.
“Go on up..” he said quickly. “I’ll join you in a minute..." He said , his eyes fixated on Jin
San raised an eyebrow. Jin didn’t say anything, just hit the elevator button with a smirk and disappeared behind the closing doors as Jungkook stepped aside and answered the call.
---
Upstairs, San placed Jin’s jacket on the nearest chair as the two stepped into the suite. Jin made a beeline for the minibar, he cracked open a bottle of water and drank half of it in one long gulp
“You good?” San asked, eyeing him
Jin nodded slowly “Yeah. Just tired..”
“You should rest..”
“I will" Jin smiled
San gave him a skeptical look..but he didn’t press. “Our flight’s in the afternoon. Be ready by twelve...tell that to your boyfriend too ” he said, already heading for the door
Jin hummed in reply, already slipping off his shoes and padding into the bedroom. He left the lights off and wandered to the balcony, he slid the door open to let in the quiet hum of the city below. The streets were nearly empty now. The wind was cool against his skin, helping him sober up after the night he had
He stood there for a while, arms folded on the railing..just quietly watching the night.. it was then, he heard the door beep softly behind him somewhere
He didn’t turn to look , because he knew who it was.
Soon he heard footsteps approach him and a familiar warmth pressed against his back. He felt a pair of strong arms wrap around his waist
“You realise we are outside, right?” Jin murmured, his voice low as he felt Jungkook kiss the curve of his shoulder
“Mmm,” Jungkook hummed, resting his chin on Jin's broad shoulder
Jin smirked, glancing at him over his shoulder “You looked like you were about to bite someone’s head off tonight..”
Jungkook scratched the back of his neck, looking a bit sheepish “You noticed?”
“Everyone noticed.." Jin said with a knowing look.
Jungkook sighed, stepping back. “It’s hard...okay!! Watching everyone all over you like that. I know I’m not supposed to let it get to me... but it does..” he admitted
Jin’s expression softened into a smug little smile as he turned to look at him “You are supposed to care. That’s literally your job..”
“You know that’s not what I meant.”
A glint sparked in Jin’s eyes. He leaned in, voice changing to a teasing tone “Hmm... so you were jealous. What are you gonna do about it, Mr. Jeon?” His finger trailed down Jungkook’s collar, slowly undoing a button, then another..
Jungkook arched a brow , as his eyes followed Jin's finger “We are still on the balcony...”
“I thought you didn’t care..” Jin said with a wicked grin.
Jungkook smirked and grabbed his wrist, tugging him back inside“I don’t. But it wouldn’t hurt to be safe, right?”
Jin laughed as he stumbled in after him “What exactly are you doing?”
Jungkook didn’t reply. He just looked at him, dark eyes smoldering and started unbuttoning the rest of his shirt. He shrugged it off and let it fall to the ground..
Jin’s gaze raked down his body. He bit his bottom lip “Why do you look like you have ulterior motives, Mr. Jeon? Should I be scared?” he tilted his head , looking almost innocent
“Says the man who tried to break my dick this morning...” Jungkook scoffed
Jin grinned wide as he sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled Jungkook toward him, unbuckling his belt while keeping eye contact with the younger “Well... I thought you were too chicken to fuck a man...” he said, eyes twinkling
Jungkook’s mouth crashed into his before he could finish the sentence. Jin fell back with a surprised laugh,with Jungkook settling over him
“Then teach me..” Jungkook whispered against his lips, “Mr. Kim..teach me how to do it!!"
Jin let out a soft chuckle, flipping them over so he was on top "Gladly...” he winked mischievously
Jin reached for his shirt and tossed it aside with a playful smirk“That one’s expensive,” he said, eyes flicking down to Jungkook as he straddled him. “Better not wrinkle it.”
Jungkook laughed from underneath him, hands already trailing up Jin’s sides, thumbs brushing along his ribs.
“You are so beautiful,” Jungkook murmured, almost in awe.
Jin softened at the words, the tension in his shoulders easing. “Jungkook..." He called softly " I know I said it in the middle of all that frustration last night..” he paused for a bit “But I meant it. I love you..” Jin stilled for a second, eyes scanning Jungkook’s face. But before he could say anything, Jungkook tightened his grip on his waist, with a fond smile
“No pressure..” Jin added with a gentle smile “I know you might need time to get there. I just… I want you to know where I stand " he said, before he leaned down and kissed him again..deep and slow, it was full of something unspoken that made Jungkook’s chest ache...mouths moving lazily, lips parting with soft, wet sounds that made both of them dizzy.
Eventually, Jungkook rolled them over, taking control.. both of them breathing harder. Jungkook sat back on his knees, hands tugging at the waistband of his own pants. He kicked them off and reached for Jin’s next. Jin lifted his hips, letting Jungkook slide the fabric down over those long, toned legs, while he kissed a trail behind it as he went
He pressed his lips to Jin’s collarbone. Then down to his chest...licking over one nipple before sucking gently, making Jin arch with a breathy gasp. Jungkook moaned softly at the reaction, repeating the motion on the other side.
His mouth moved lower, wet kisses over Jin’s stomach, tongue flicking lightly at his navel. Jin’s hands threaded through his hair as he went, his thighs twitching as Jungkook finally settled between them.
“You have beautiful legs" Jungkook whispered, lips brushing the inside of Jin’s thigh “I never told you, but… I’ve always thought so..”
Jin let out a shaky breath, head falling back against the pillow
Jungkook’s kisses grew more intimate, more teasing...trailing up one thigh, then the other. He pressed his mouth against the bulge in Jin’s boxers, soft and slow, feeling Jin twitch beneath him.
Jin inhaled sharply “Fuck…”
Jungkook did it again, nose brushing the damp patch that had begun to form. His tongue flicked lightly over the cloth...a little curious
"Want to take it off?” Jin asked, voice thick with want.
Jungkook only nodded...He pulled the boxers down carefully and tossed them aside. His eyes widened slightly...taking in the sight of Jin...raw and real in front of him.
Jin raised a brow.. his ears feeling warm seeing the way Jungkook was looking at him “What?”
“Nothing..” Jungkook said, cheeks pink but smiling “Just… yeah. Wow..” he muttered
Jungkook dipped his head and pressed a gentle kiss to the tip of Jin's hard cock...just soft enough to make Jin's breath hitch in his throat. His lips lingered there for a second before he leaned back a little and let his tongue flick out for a kitten lick , right there on the slit...making Jin’s entire body twitch under him.
“Fuck..” he whispered, eyes fluttering shut as his hand moved instinctively into Jungkook’s hair
The sound alone made Jungkook's stomach clench... But it was the way Jin was looking at him, the way his fingers tightened at the roots of his hair, that made him want to try again. To do better. To memorize every reaction he could pull from this man
He did it again, a little firmer this time, tongue swirling slowly around the tip before kissing it again
“You don’t have to do this.." Jin said gently, reaching down to touch his hair again “It’s not the easiest thing, I know. And I’m… big.”
“I want to try” Jungkook replied.
Jin nodded and let him. Jungkook opened his mouth and took the head in slowly, carefully, trying to check how far he could go. Jin groaned above him, fingers tightening slightly in his hair
Jungkook bobbed his head a little, getting braver...until he gagged, coughing and pulling back quickly.
“Shit..” he muttered, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand
Jin laughed softly and leaned forward to kiss his forehead. “It’s okay. You’ll learn. It takes practice...”
Jungkook looked up, a little embarrassed, but Jin only smiled at him
“Here..” Jin said softly ..He guided Jungkook back against the mattress and straddled him again “Let me take care of you instead..”
Jungkook let out a surprised gasp as Jin lowered himself, taking him in inch by inch. Jin didn’t rush. His tongue, his mouth...he felt every movement in his very core... driving him insane
Jungkook moaned loudly...he knew he sounded desperate...but he didn't care..his fingers got tangled in the sheets. His hips lifted off the bed before Jin pushed him down with a firm hand on his stomach
“Stay still..” Jin whispered before he continued
But before Jungkook could tip over the edge, Jin pulled off with a pop, breathing hard
Jungkook whimpered...almost like a while “Why’d you stop?”
Jin was flushed, hair messy, pupils blown wide.
“Because I want you inside me...” he said, almost breathless before he tugged Jungkook’s underwear down fully, eyes glinting with something between fondness and desire.
“We need..”Jin began
“I have it..” Jungkook said quickly, reaching for his pants that was on the side
Jin raised a brow at the sleek, expensive looking foil pack Jungkook pulled out “Fancy, Mr. Jeon. You were prepared...Some overconfidence you have , still carrying a condom after what happened last night ” he teased
Jungkook grinned, a little sheepishly " Jin.. don't tease" he pouted
Jin chuckled “We still need lube..."
Jungkook blinked " Ohh damn !! I don't..." He almost looked disappointed for forgetting an important detail
Jin bit his lip, trying to hide his teasing smile ".. it’s in my bag ” he gestured toward the corner of the room.
Jungkook's face lit up almost instantly...he climbed off the bed in lightning speed and ran to the table where Jin's bag was...he rummaged briefly, then returned with the bottle. He didn't waste another minute..he tore open the condom packet and rolled on the condom, eyes flicking to Jin’s face...checking, still a little unsure despite everything.
Jin noticed his confusion and sighed . He picked up the lube bottle and looked at Jungkook “Do you want to prep me or should I?”
“Ahh...You do it..” Jungkook murmured, watching him closely
Jin nodded and slicked his fingers before reaching between his legs, his eyes locked on Jungkook's as he eased in the first finger. The slow glide, the way his breath caught...it was mesmerizing for Jungkook. He moved with slowly, teasing himself open with . One finger became two, stretching , then three...his jaw tightened slightly as he adjusted
Jungkook's eyes widened slightly..he couldn’t look away.
“Can I try?” he asked in a low voice
Jin’s gaze met his...it was dark and inviting as he nodded , giving permission “Go slow..”
Jungkook swallowed and nodded, his fingers trembled slightly as he slicked them. He pressed one finger in, hesitating just enough to feel the resistance give way to heat. His breath hitched..“You are… it’s tighter than I thought..” he murmured.
Jin let out a breathy chuckle, eyes fluttering shut for a moment “You’ll get used to it..”
After a few moments, Jin looked at him “You ready?”
Jungkook nodded, licking his lips “It won’t hurt you… right?” he asked looking a little nervous
“I’ll tell you if it’s too much... don't worry!!" Jin said calmly, even as his eyes burned with anticipation
Jungkook nodded and poured a generous amount of lube into his hand, slicked himself up, then lined up carefully. He leaned down to press a soft kiss to Jin’s thigh before slowly beginning to push in...pausing often, eyes locked on Jin’s face for any sign of discomfort. But all he saw was quiet encouragement ..and want.
Once he was fully inside, he stilled, trembling slightly. It was tight....warm and overwhelming. He closed his eyes briefly to get himself used to this foreign sensation
“You can move ” Jin whispered and that's when he finally opened his eyes
So Jungkook did....Slowly at first...his hips moving in slow rolls as he tried to adjust to the overwhelming heat wrapped around him. Every inch felt like it was pulling him deeper, drowning him in sensation.
Then again...and again...Each thrust came with a soft gasp, a low moan or a whispered name.
“Don’t come yet...” Jin said breathlessly, catching the way Jungkook’s cheeks flushed, the way his eyes fluttered like he was already fighting to hold on “Just a little longer..”
“I’ll try..” Jungkook groaned, his jaw clenched “You are so tight, I...fuck, it’s insane…”
Jin arched up into him with a helpless noise, his hands gripping at the sheets as Jungkook sank in deeper, the rhythm picking up without meaning to.That sound...Jin’s moan... it hit something deep in Jungkook. He needed to hear it again. He needed to pull it out of him..
So he moved again, this time deliberately, hips tilting just right. He watched Jin's face twist, his mouth parting in another broken sound and Jungkook did it again. Deeper...Slower...Harder
Every thrust made Jin’s fingers dig in a little more, made his breath catch a little louder.Jungkook felt himself losing himself with every second. “You feel… so good..” he whispered, his voice was hoarse as he said it “I can’t stop baby...”
Jin’s hand slipped up to Jungkook’s neck, pulling him down into a messy, desperate kiss. “Then don’t..” he murmured into his mouth “Just… keep going...”
He listened, responding with quiet thrusts, eyes never leaving Jin’s face
“I’m close..” Jin breathed out after a while
“Me too.” Jungkook gasped, feeling Jin clench around him...making it nearly impossible to hold back.
They came moments later, almost together, bodies locking up before trembling through the waves of release.Jin let out a soft, breathless laugh as Jungkook collapsed on top of him, spent and panting “That was embarrassingly fast… for both of us...”
Jungkook smiled and rolled off with a satisfied sigh. He tossed the used condom into the trash before returning with a warm cloth. Jin accepted it with a lazy smile, and started cleaning himself up as Jungkook lay flat on his back, eyes fixed on the ceiling, chest still rising and falling.
“So…” Jin rolled onto his side, propping his head up on his hand, eyes studying him “All your confusion cleared up?”
Jungkook chuckled, still looking breathless “Oh yeah. I’m most definitely not straight... All I can think about is when I get to do that again...”
Jin snorted “There goes Mr. Jeon, ‘I don’t really like sex that much' Jungkook ”
Jungkook flushed and turned away with a sheepish grin, pulling the blanket up over his shoulders. Jin chuckled and moved in behind him, wrapped an arm around his waist and pressed a kiss to his bare shoulder
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