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Hey Baaabe.. I don’t know if you’re gonna get this.. But shit has really hit the fan here. Ha..me and the pack are trying to hold it down.. But I don’t think we're going to make it.. I’m running out of magic to stay shifted. And I know David will be soon, but David found Sam and another vampire named Vincent.. So we're getting more help now. I cleared out the shades I needed to do..so.. I decided to record this for you. I want to believe that we can survive this but.. I don’t think we.. no.. I can. I’ve been trying to stay hopeful. I’m glad you decided to watch from home.. I don’t want to imagine what it would have been like… actually.. I don’t even want to put those thoughts in my head. Haha..

Baaabe.. I know the moment everything cut off you practically ran here. You’ve always been like that. I know you’re probably cursing out Jett as you listen to this. You’re something else… and I always wonder what I did to deserve you.. Perfect in every way. Even the little imperfections you try to point out and bully yourself for. I love everything you hate about yourself.. And the things I’d do to hold you one more time.. Honestly.. Is it wrong that I wish.. We never took this job?.. Christian messed up his leg.. David keeps taking injuries.. And it’s at any moment he’s going to crash.. And the thought is terrifying.. Milo....God…..Milo.. I refuse to believe Milo is dead. His short ass is probably cursing out Jett with you..

Baaabe.. I love you.. And if I don’t make it.. I want you to keep living, don’t mourn over me forever… you know I hate talking like this.. I hate having to be serious. I hate all of this.. God I..- want to be in your arms again, I wanna feel your lips.. I want, everyone to be out of here. But that can’t happen. And so I have to make this.. Not really.. Have to.. I want to.

Let’s say.. We all live, throughout this mess.. Maybe I could finally convince you to play Destiny with me. I think you’d be a great Solar warlock, or perhaps a Strand, hunter, or we could try Minecraft, you and David’s mate.. Play it a lot.. It looks like fun. Or at least when it's not nighttime.. Those damn creepers can be scary- the amount of times you get blown up is so funny at times,.. And don’t get me started on the amount of times you’d died trying to fight an enderman.

Ha.. leave it to me to start thinking about games at this moment. It makes me happy, you make me happy.. I’m wasting time.. I can close my eyes,, and imagine I’m.. In your arms again, kissing you.. Running my hands over that beautiful body of yours…god.. I wish things didn’t have to be this way. Well.. I got to go now baaabe.. I love you.. So fuckin much-.. I’ll…see you later.. Hopefully.

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