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A Lapse in Judgement

Summary:

Harry is dead. Voldemort killed him in the Final Battle at Hogwarts.

It wasn't supposed to happen this way.

A small— more like major— lapse in judgement causes Hermione to go back in time. Why here? Why now? She's determined to figure it out, and make sure things happen the right way this time around.

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Please note: Certain canon details (such as dates, ages, locations, situation, and outcomes) have been changed for the purpose of this story.

Hermione sighed.

She had always wanted to travel. When she was a little girl, even before Hogwarts sent her an invitation to the infamous school of Magic, she knew there was so much more out there than the perfect little suburb her parents had worked so hard to raise her in. They were simple dentists, both of them, from humble beginnings, whose only dreams were buying a house near a good school with a pretty park where they could walk their dog and lovingly chase around their 2.5 kids. They never were able to conceive again after Hermione, but otherwise, they had never wanted for more.

It was obvious Hermione was different. Not just because unexplainable things would follow her wherever she went, but because she dared to dream big. She would never be satisfied with a normal job, but like other kids her age, she didn’t want to be a ballerina, or an actress, or an astronaut. No, she was going to be the person to actualize World Peace. More specifically, she aimed to be a Peace Architect, she reported to anyone who asked. And how would she do that? They questioned. Well, of course, by traveling the world and making friends everywhere she went. The only problem was, she wasn’t very good at making friends. Adults seemed to love her, but kids her own age often found her to be a pretentious, rule-following, know-it-all. Fortunately for her, that was something she grew out of during her time at Hogwarts, and while she was still unpalatable to some, she found herself loved by many. Funnily enough, she didn’t care if millions loved her. Soon, a small circle was all she cared about, and her execution of world peace had less to do with making a million friends, and more to do with keeping the few true friends she had safe.

Harry Potter was “Undesirable Number One.” And after him, she became equally hunted, all because they had the same vision. A simple life for all, just like the one her parents had achieved, where they could enjoy the small things in life without the fear of the Dark Lord hanging over their head. Taking down Voldemort and his followers was her new definition of world peace, and she was destined to be a part of the plan. She might not have been “the Chosen One,” but it was no coincidence her community had long labeled her “the Golden Girl” when fate had landed her by Harry’s side. No doubt, she was the brightest witch of her age, which is why Harry let her lead the Horcrux hunt whenever he nor Ron could agree on the next step.

It was her alone that packed their belongings with the tricky extension charm she placed on her unassuming clutch. Hermione was the one who figured out how to destroy the Horcruxes, thanks to her endless reading and research. And when they were on the run, it was Hermione’s imagination that found hiding spots for them to settle in for short periods of time. They were almost always muggle places that her childhood memories spun; places the younger version of herself had dreamed that one day she’d be able to seek out on her journey to world peace.

Ironically, traveling was nothing like she thought it’d be. There was no luxury about sleeping on a makeshift sleeping bag, or catching your own meat, or foraging for mushrooms and berries. She didn’t learn anything about culture or history, or whatever knowledge the land had to offer. They were on the run, just trying to survive. Sure, she handled it better than Harry and Ron seemed to, but it was still hard all the same.

“How do you do it, Hermione?” Harry asked three days after Ron had abandoned them. “It doesn’t seem to affect you like it does us.”

His green eyes glared at the locket that hung from her neck. They’d tried everything to destroy it before Hermione realized they’d need the sword of Gryffindor or a Basilisk fang.

“It’s not easy,” she said calmly, absentmindedly stroking the necklace with the tips of her fingers. She wasn’t lying— exactly—but it was difficult for very different reasons. It spoke to her, like it did to them, feeding her dark side, whispering how Harry would be dead a million times over if she hadn’t been there for him, or how Ron was an insufferable little mommy’s boy who didn’t deserve her after all his temper tantrums. But it also… it made her feel bloody powerful. She liked the warmth, the fire, the heat that projected off the heavy gold accessory, as if its magic boosted hers to new levels. “But you need a break.”

“It’s almost like you enjoy wearing that thing,” Ron sneered a month later. He had only been back one night after abandoning them for weeks and he already had an attitude again. She told herself she forgave him, but did she? She wasn’t so sure.

“We need to keep all the Horcruxes we destroy. You-Know-Who can’t find out what we’re doing or he’ll make it harder for us to find the rest,” Hermione explained as she draped the destroyed locket over chest. It didn’t feel the same anymore. The dark magic seeped out the second Ron had stabbed it with the sword of Gryffindor, but for some reason, it had become a comfort to her, and deep down, she wondered if any of it still lingered, the same way traces of sand still clung to a beach towel no matter how many times it was washed. “It’s easier to keep track of it this way.”

She was lucky when Bellatrix was so focused on the sword of Gryffindor when they were captured, she didn’t even realize what was right in front of her. Through the torture, the escape, the Gringots break in, dragon joyride out of trouble, and short stay at Bill’s, no one batted an eye. Harry and Ron had dropped it, too, accepting her half hearted explanation the first time around, and hadn’t brought it up since. Slowly, it became a part of her. Just as much as her wild hair, and her need to overachieve. So much so, she even forgot about it herself.

Until the Final Battle.

“No!!” Ginny screamed.

Death Eaters trickled out of the Forbidden Forest and into the courtyard. Hagrid marched out from behind the pack, face beet red, flooded with tears and snot. Shackles clanked between his feet with every step, dragging against the ground, uprooting rocks and dirt. In his arms he carried Harry like a baby sleeping in their parent’s arms. Except he was very much not sleeping. His skin was so pale it was nearly blue and purple and his limbs were dead weight between Hagrid’s hands.

“H-harry…” Hermione whispered in disbelief as she turned into Ron’s side, knees buckling. Ron’s arms wrapped around her loosely, his eyes still fixed on Harry’s lifeless form.

“He’s not dead. He’s not dead. He’s not dead,” Ron chanted, as if the words would bring our friend back to them. “He’s going to pop up any second, I know he will.”

Hermione almost let herself believe it.

But Voldemort wanted to make his message loud and clear.

Crucio!” He sent an unforgivable curse Hagrid’s way, torturing him until he was too weak to sustain Harry’s body anymore. Hagrid fell to his knees in pain, twitching and jerking around on the floor, and Harry collapsed in a heap right next to him, statue stiff.

“Let me go!” Ginny screamed as she swung her elbows right and left in a failed attempt to escape her mother’s firm grip. Mrs. Weasley knew what none of them wanted to admit.

The Final Battle was over.

We lost.

There would be no world peace now, or forever.

“Nigini,” Voldemort cooed to his snake, urging it closer. “Dinner time.”

His smile was vile and unhinged, delighted at the sight of Nigini’s jaw dislocating itself to swallow Harry feet first.

It was too much to bear. Hermione was out of Ron’s arms the next instant, her legs pushed her across the courtyard.

Fiendfyre!” It wasn’t rational, but she did it anyway, ejecting a blue-green Phoenix from the tip of her wand. The fire roared as it snatched the snake with the claws of its feet, incinerating Nagini and her disturbingly lumpy body. She had never cast the spell before, and she shouldn’t know how to control something so powerful, yet, it was a clean, precise hit. Worst of all, it was black magic. Certainly not something “the Golden Girl” should have mastered so easily. But she didn’t care. She was pleased with herself, and she would do it a million more times if she was given the chance, black magic or not. The locket pulsed over her breast as if it was in agreement, and it was the first time in months she remembered that it was still there. It helped her, she could feel that it helped her. It made her better. No, it made her magic better, more potent.

Sabulum Obscurus !” Voldemort shouted the countercurse right away, but it was no use. A swirling vortex of amber, glowing sand suffocated her Phoenix, depleting it of oxygen until it slowly died, but couldn’t reverse the damage she had caused.

Not even the ashes were left in the aftermath. It was as if Nigini and Harry had both disappeared into nothingness. One second Harry was there, the next Nigini had swallowed him whole, and in another blink, Nigini was just as absent as Harry was.

Silence. Not so much as a breath could be heard.

Cremated.

He had mentioned it to her once when they were on the run. Just in case things… didn’t end well. Harry knew it wouldn’t be realistic to lay beside his parents if Voldemort won.

Hermione knew this probably wasn’t what he had in mind, but it was the best she could do, given the circumstance.

Better than eaten and digested by a snake. Or at least that’s what she’d have to tell herself for the rest of her life, however short that might be.

And then Hermione did something she wasn’t proud of.

Voldemort’s red, beady eyes raked over her form from top to bottom, and finally landed on the necklace around her neck. Fury, rage, wrath weren't words that could capture the level of the pure, loathing, indignation that rolled off his aura in waves. She could feel his emotions, just like she could feel the dark magic that once spoke to her through the locket. So she took advantage of the broken down magical wards, and apparated.

She fled.

She left her friends, the only family she had left in the world, because she wasn’t ready to die, and she knew that was what came next.

She chose self-preservation, like a slippery serpent telling fork-tongued lies instead of proving she had a brave lion heart.

Hermione didn’t know why she did it, just like she didn’t know why she picked the Trevi Fountain to escape to. Maybe it was because the Trevi Fountain was the first location on her 9-year-old-self’s ‘bucket list.’ Her parents had vacationed in Italy after to celebrate their first seven years of marriage, and on the last day of their trip, they found themselves standing in front of this very same fountain.

“It’s magic, you know,” her mother told Hermione years before her Hogwarts invite confirmed such a thing really existed.

The photo of her smiling parents standing in front of the fountain was always her favorite. Even more so than the dozens of family portraits or school pictures they had stacked on the mantelpiece in the sitting room.

“What kind of magic?” she asked, even though she’s heard the story a thousand times.

“The kind that grants wishes,” her father answered. “If you take a coin, make a wish, and throw it over your left shoulder into the fountain with your right hand, your wish comes true.”

She remembers thinking that it was an oddly specific ritual, but she would diligently practice anytime she came across a fountain, no matter where she was, until she turned eleven.

“And what did you wish for, Dad? Mom?” she just wanted to hear them say it because it made her feel special. It made her feel like magic.

"You, of course,” Dad said as he bopped her on the nose playfully. “We asked the fountain to bless us with a child, and poof! Nine months later, we had the most special, intelligent, miracle child.”

Dozens of doctors confirmed it was, indeed, a miracle. Her mother’s ill health should have prevented it, but with magic, anything was possible, right?

“And one day, you’ll be able to go to visit, and wish for the one thing your heart desires most in the world,” her mother promised.

A sting of disappointment washed over her. This wasn’t how travel was supposed to be. Hermione had always imagined it differently, filled with laughter alongside friends or the quiet comfort of someone special by her side. Even if she were alone, there should have been at least some sense of wonder, the thrill of experiencing something new. But right now? All she could feel was a hollow ache, the kind that made her want to cry even though she was too numb to shed a tear. She couldn’t even recall the last time she had truly felt joy. It had become elusive—rare glimpses, fleeting, shallow, like a passing acquaintance she’d run into every so often. For a moment, there’d be warmth, a fleeting sense of familiarity, only for it to disappear again, leaving her wondering if she’d ever know it properly again.

In all honesty, the idea of seeing the Trevi Fountain became insignificant to Hermione long ago. For the past four years, defeating Voldemort had become the number one, two, and only item on her bucket list. But now that she was here, she had to admit, it was beautiful. Even this late at night, when no one else was around to take in the view with her, there was a palpable buzz of energy about it: the water— the marble stone that lasted the test of time— and the Baroque statues, so elegantly detailed, it was almost as if they could come to life at any second. It made her feel… not inspiration… like she had hoped as a child… but wonder. She was no longer a naive kid, who believed magic to be purely coincidental. Yes, there were unexplainable, mysterious things about magic, but more often than not, there was a science about it. And in this case, that science could very well be the ritual her parents always spoke of.

Which is why she found herself turning around and giving the fountain her back. She had nothing of value left on her except for one thing. Her fingers ghosted over the locket. It was the last thing she had that reminded her of who she was.

It was her only connection to Harry and Ron.

It was a symbol of the sacrifices she made the last year on the run.

It was a reminder that she was not the same Hermione she was, even just months ago.

She had used dark magic. And somehow she knew this locket, which had allowed her to become intimate with dark magic, was the reason. It had to go. And if it did? It might as well have been worth something.

A wish. 

It owed her that.

Her fingers curled around the gold accessory with a firm grip, ripping it from her neck and breaking the clasp. It vibrated softly in her right hand, and she wished, with all her heart, she had never seen this stupid locket before. She wished she could have stopped all of this: all the deaths, all the chaos, all the wrongs. She wished she could go back to the beginning and squash Voldemort like a bug before any of this even started. Her grip on the pendant tightened, until the jagged place where the sword pierced it dug into her skin and made her bleed. Her blood pooled around the necklace as it dripped down her wrist.

She wished, more than anything in this world, that she was a child again, when life felt manageable, and world peace seemed so attainable, if only she made the right choices along the way.

With anger, and resentment, Hermione flung the pendant over her left shoulder until she heard it plop into the water behind her.

She didn’t expect it to work, she lied to herself, so she wasn’t disappointed when nothing happened. Nothing else was going right, so why would this? She didn’t have the heart to look back at the fountain before she began to walk away, aimlessly.

But Hermione didn’t even manage a step before the noises started and the ground violently shook.

When she turned around, she watched in horror as the running water turned red, expanding from the center and infecting the rest of the fountain slowly, until the tide raised like waves in the ocean. It was overflowing, seeking her out. She fumbled, taking a quick shuffle backward, trying to dodge the typhoon currents that formed into hands and reached out to her, getting closer and closer.

Hermione tripped and took a painful fall onto the rough cobblestone, forcing her to crab walk backwards in a panicked attempt to escape.

She was too slow.

The water caught up to her.

Nipping at her heels.

Soaking through her jeans.

Engulfing her up to her breast.

And then it dragged her under.

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She wasn’t dead.

Dead people couldn’t ask themselves if they were dead, right? 

Even if they could, dead people definitely didn’t feel immense pain, Hermione assumed. 

She reached up and touched her throbbing forehead. It was wet with something thick, and even a little bit sticky. When she pulled her hand back, she saw red. 

Blood

Hermione was bleeding. 

And lying on the floor, apparently. How did she get here?

She didn't have time to think about it. 

War sirens sounded, wailing in warning. 

“Take cover!!” The man who yelled the command nearly tripped over her as he darted to the nearest underground station. 

How did she get back to London? 

It was another question she had no time to answer. 

The floor was vibrating, and somewhere, not too close, but not too far, glass was shattering, and rocks were raining down on the floor with an earth shattering quake. It was so loud. Too loud for her aching brain. Her head felt just as foggy as the dark, cloudy air polluting the sky. The chaos felt all too familiar: The sound of screams— the smell of copper— the sight of pure destruction. 

Hadn’t she just escaped from this? 

“Get up, get up!” An aged woman grabbed Hermione’s hand and yanked. “Please, we can make it!”

Her legs were jelly, but somehow she managed to stand up. A supportive arm wrapped around her rib cage, acting as a crutch while she limped towards safety. When others rushed at them, pushing and shoving them aside, the woman held on firmly, keeping her propped up. She hadn’t expected the woman to help her any further, but she stayed with Hermione every step of the way. This woman didn’t know Hermione, did she? 

The safety of the underground echoed with anxious mummers, quick footsteps, and crying children. Warm bodies crowded her no matter which direction she turned in. With help, she made it to the edge of a wall. Unable to continue to hold herself up any longer, Hermione pressed her back against the cold, hard surface. Her heart mimicked each booming crash ringing above their heads, each thud more agonizing than the last. Lights flicked above on and off, until a final bang caused them to cease all together.

The waiting was the worst part. 

Was it over? No one knew, and no one wanted to be the first to check and be proven wrong.

“Why did you help me?” Hermione asked as they sat in the dark, biding their time. 

“I was only a few feet behind you. I watched the girl you were walking with push you out of the way. If the bomb dropped even a few seconds later, it would’ve been me that rubble hit,” the woman explained in a hushed voice. “Was she your sister?”

“She died, didn’t she,” Hermione whispered, avoiding her question. She didn’t know who it was she was walking next to, but everyone around her died, it seemed. 

“I don’t think anyone could’ve survived that,” the kind stranger answered softly. 

Hermione didn’t ask any more questions after that, and neither did the older woman beside her. They sat in silence, amongst who knows how many people, waiting for the sirens to stop. It wasn't so bad after a while, once she became accustomed to the thunderous explosions and harsh vibrations of the aftermath, except for the acrid scent of smoke and burning debris slowly creeping into the station. 

But she waited. Patiently. Calmly. Quietly. 

It was sunrise when it was finally safe to limp up the stairs and onto the street to assess the damages.

In the daylight, she knew exactly where she was. 

The moon had still been out when she had regained her senses hours before, which meant they had been confined to King’s Cross all night. Ironic, how it used to be one of her happy places, and now it was tainted, just like everything else in her life. 

Instinctually, her hand reached out to her neck, searching for some comfort, but the locket was gone. Instead, her fingers grabbed at a silk scarf that tied in a bow around her neck. She didn’t remember owning a silk scarf, but she also didn’t remember how she got here, so that was the least of her worries.

Little by little, her wits started to come back to her. In the madness of the attack, she hadn’t noticed how different everything, and everyone, looked since she last saw London. Her eyes widened, absorbing every small detail that indicated something was much, much more wrong than she initially feared. 

It wasn’t just the wreckage from the explosions that felt jarring. It was the women, in silk blouses and high waisted skirts, rushing to get home to their families. Or the police men, in double-breasted wool tunic jackets, clearing rubble and bodies off the street. 

If Hermione’s head ached before, it felt like it was ready to explode now.

The question she should have been asking herself this whole time instead of ‘where is she’ is ‘when is she!’

She truly thought she might faint. 

“Do you need some place to stay?” The stranger from before reappeared next to her. “Until you make your way home, that is.”

How had Hermione not noticed this lady’s appearance before? 

She wore a pastel blue knee length floral dress that hugged her waist with modest black pumps. Each leg had a line drawn down the back to simulate the stockings she was missing. Her cheeks had a dash of rouge and her lipstick was rose red. At the top of her head sat two victory rolls. 

All clues hinted that Hermione had somehow landed herself in the 1940’s.

“You’re probably too weak to apparate,” the lady said gently, her hand landing on Hermione’s shoulder. “And to be frank, you look a bit shell shocked, Dear.”

Hermione’s eyes snapped up at the woman. 

Apparate? 

“How can you tell?” Hermione asked defensively. 

“You hit your head on that curb pretty hard. Not to mention you can barely walk,” the woman observed. 

“No,” Hermione said firmly. “How can you tell I… I can apparate?” She wouldn’t use the word ‘witch’ out in the daylight of the Muggle world like this, even though it was clear no one else was paying much attention to them. 

“Well I suppose you do look a bit young,” she pondered aloud. “But from the way you were knocking back those shots of Fire Whisky at the Leaky Cauldron with your… sister?” the witch paused, waiting for Hermione to agree with her assumption or correct her, but Hermione gave nothing away. Hermione simply continued glaring at her without offering any more information until the witch continued, “I figured you were at least 17.”

“Who are you?” Hermione asked, a bit too hostile, especially towards someone who had been nothing but kind to her. “Are you following me?”

Not only did Hermione have no recollection of being at the Leaky Cauldron, but she had absolutely no idea who was accompanying her at the time either. Yet, the longer she stared at the witch in front of her, the more familiar she looked. She had seen this woman before, but couldn’t pinpoint where. 

“How silly of me. Bathilda Bagshot.” She held a hand out for Hermione to shake, but Hermione just stared at it, like it was a snake ready to strike. After all, the last time she had seen Bathilda, she was a snake ready to strike. Bathilda wasn’t put off, however. She held it there for an uncomfortably long time, smiling at Hermione warmly. Cautiously, Hermione raised her hand and limply reciprocated the formal greeting. “I know you’re probably grieving, but let’s get you somewhere safe. Unfortunately, the muggle world has become just as dangerous as the Wizarding world these past years.”

Hermione nodded weakly. 

She had nowhere to go, and no one to count on, so she accepted Bathilda’s offer without any pushback. In fact, this worked to her benefit. It provided the opportunity to think through how she got here, why she was here, and solidify the details of exactly when in time she had landed. So, when Bathilda offered Hermione the crook of her arm, she took it, and they apparated together.

 

* * * *

 

Bathilda was a yapper. She could gab all day long, no responses needed, which suited Hermione just fine. A small nod of the head, or the occasional ‘really?’ could keep Bathilda going for days. They made it a month in each other’s company before Bathilda was determined to learn more about her house guest. 

Just like every other morning, Bathilda had fixed up two English breakfasts and placed them on the formal dining table for just her and Hermione to enjoy. It had become a pleasant ritual Hermione started to cherish. 

“Hermione,” Bathilda started with. Hermione’s name and age was the only truth Bathilda knew about her. Otherwise, Hermione avoided talking about herself as much as possible, and often fell back on her fabricated story of being raised by her sister after their parents had been murdered during Grindlewald’s terror. “Where did you go to school?”

“I was homeschooled,” Hermione lied. She knew Hogwarts wouldn’t have records of her attending since she hadn’t attended until 1991 and it was only 1944.

“I figured as much,” Bathilda sighed. 

“Is that a problem?” Hermione asked suspiciously. Perhaps she should have said she went to Ilvermorny, but she knew practically nothing about it, so the risk of being caught in a lie would be too high. 

“The only trouble with homeschooling is you may find career options a bit… lacking,” Bathilda explained. 

Hermione looked down at her food. She forked some beans before letting them fall off her utensil, trying to make herself look busy. 

“Are you sure you don’t have any extended family? The Dagworth-Granger’s are very famous potioneers. Could be a family trait, if you choose to pursue it,” Bathilda threw out encouragingly.   

“Not that I know of. We were on the run as long as I could remember. We traveling from place to place to keep out of danger.” Hermione took a large bite of sausage. If she kept her mouth full Bathilda wouldn’t expect her to answer any more questions.

“Did you like being a traveler? Or is there something else you’d like to do with your life?” Bathilda continued to pry. “It’s never too early to start making plans for yourself.”

“I see,” Hermione sighed. Maybe her welcome had finally worn out. “I can leave—," Hermione didn't get a chance to finish her sentence.

“It’s not that I mind caring for you,” Bathilda explains with a warm smile. “It’s been lovely having you as company. I never had any children myself, and everyone in my family passed away quite some time ago. So you and me, we’re in the same boat.”

Hermione nodded, seeing the clear parallel. 

“In my time, witches were expected to settle down with a nice wizard, pop out a few babies, and let the man decide what their life would look like,” Bathilda said tersely. “But you know what? Anyone who thinks that way can sod off.”

Hermione’s lips curved up, letting out a little laugh of disbelief. She had already liked Bathilda, but now she liked her exponentially more. 

“I agree, whole heartedly.” Hermione raised her tea to hear lips in an attempt to hide her amusement. 

“Good, I’m glad to hear it,” Bathilda chirped with pride. “So let me ask you again. What do you want for yourself?”

Hermione’s brows scrunched together as she thought. The question caught her off guard. When had she ever made a choice that didn’t factor in Harry, Ron, or her friends and family? As much as she loved them all, in this moment, she was thankful she didn’t have any responsibilities to anyone but herself.

“I’d like to take the N.E.W.T.s,” she finally said. It sounded so simple, but the second she said it out loud, it clicked. Everything she had to sacrifice because of the Second Wizarding War, she had a chance at now, and she wasn’t going to miss out on the opportunity. 

“Excellent goal, Hermione!” Bathilda clapped in excitement. “Have you already taken your O.W.Ls?” 

Bugger.

Hermione deflated. Again, there would be no record of her, meaning there would be no record of her nearly perfect O.W.L results. 

“No problem,” Bathilda assured Hermione. “I’ll talk to a good friend of mine on your behalf. We can probably schedule for you to take your O.W.L.s first and then depending on how you do we can set a plan of study to prepare you for the N.E.W.T.s.”

“Really?” Hermione asked, perking up again. She wanted to squeal in excitement at her luck. She had always been peeved at herself for missing perfect marks on her chosen O.W.L.s, but now was her time to rectify that mistake. 

“Absolutely, Darling,” Bathilda beamed at the lively side of Hermione. “Since you’re still 18, if you pass the O.W.L.s, I may even be able to convince Dippet to let you join the other 7th years to help you ready yourself for the N.E.W.T.s.”

“Really?” Hermione repeated, this time a pitch higher than before. She didn’t want to get too excited, but this felt like fate. 

“Eat up and we’ll take a visit to Hogwarts together. I find it’s much easier to persuade a man of something if you look him in the eye and demand what you want from them,” Bathilda said playfully with a wink. 

Hermione’s smile persisted with each and every bite she took. It was the first time she had cleaned her entire plate of food since Bathilda took her in, and it didn’t go unnoticed. 

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Bathilda’s owl, Heathcliff, came every morning at breakfast, and every time he did, Hermione held her breath. So far, there was no off-white envelope with green ink, and it was starting to drive her absolutely mad. She didn’t remember it taking so bloody long to receive her results the first time around! Hermione was starting to think they’d never come.

Another month had passed since Bathilda had marched her down to Hogwarts and into Headmaster Dippet’s office to request her O.W.L.s testing. At first, he was reluctant to agree. Based on his underestimation of what Hermione may know, it was clear he had a prejudice against homeschooled witches and wizards (not that she was truly homeschooled anyways, but she still didn’t care for the judgment). However, when Hermione pasted on a brilliant smile, expressed how enchanted she was by his beautiful school, how remorseful she was that her parents didn’t allow her to attend such an exceptional institution, and ended each sentence with ‘please,’ ‘thank you,’ or ‘sir,’ he warmed up to her quickly. 

Bathilda took a more brash approach. 

“She can take the exams with the fifth year students next week,” Bathilda decided for him. “I assume they still start the second week of June?”

“They do,” Headmaster Dippet exhaled a defeated sighed. 

“Perfect! I’ll be sure to bring her bright and early,” Bathilda stated before she walked out of the room. 

Hermione stayed back a moment, dipping her head in a small bow to show her respect. 

“Thank you very much, Headmaster Dippet. I appreciate this rare opportunity and I promise to do my utmost to make you very proud, sir,” she vowed.

Dippet’s lips quirked up. He was pleased with Hermione’s formality. “I’m sure you will, young lady. Study up and we will see you soon.”

“Absolutely, sir,” she promised before making a step towards the door. She was just about to exit the threshold, when a wrinkled, brown hat stopped her.

“Ah, Hermione Granger,” the sorting hat said as it was propped on a pillar besides Headmasters Dippet’s bookshelf. Its folds formed a smile, that is, if a hat could truly smile. “The brightest witch of her age.” 

“You’ve met the sorting hat?” Headmaster Dippet asked suspiciously. 

“Erhm, no, not officially,” Hermione gave a nervous laugh, darting her eyes to the sorting hat in a silent plea to keep quiet. “I’ve read loads about it, though! It’s the most brilliant tradition of all.” Hermione’s attempt at flattery working on both, Headmaster Dippet who gave an approving nod, and the sorting hat, who kept her secret from spilling. “I’ve always wondered what house I might be sorted in,” she lied with a shaky chuckle.

“Well then, try it on,” Headmaster Dippet prompted. His suggestion left Hermione breathless. She already knew what house she’d be sorted in, and so did the sorting hat, but the old dusty hat played along.

“Yes, Hermione,” it called out to her. “I’d love to get a peek into that sharp mind of yours.”

“Oh,” Hermione was surprised and unsure how to react. She supposed it couldn’t hurt to simply place it on her head. “It would be my pleasure, sir.”

Her sweaty, unsteady hands reached out and picked the sorting hat up off its mantel. It was heavier than she remembered. Placing it at the top of her head felt just as odd as it had the first time. Hermione could feel the sorting hat digging through her mind, examining every memory, every want, every need her heart desired. 

“Very curious, Hermione,” the sorting hat pondered, making Hermione feel even more self conscious, especially with Professor Dippet hanging off every word. “Your courage, your need to do what’s right is strong. But your ambition, your thirst to conquer your goals, no matter what gets in your way, is admirable.”

Hermione closed her eyes tightly. She really, really didn’t want to be in Slytherin, she told the hat wordlessly. Not Slytherin!

“I hear you, child,” the hat cooed to her. “But you have big goals ahead of you. You’re destined to change the world,” the hat went on. Dippet’s eyes grow big and round, he was more than invested now. He sat at the edge of his seat, stroking the tips of his beard thoughtfully. “Gryffindor can’t challenge you like Slytherin will. It has to be Slytherin,” the hat announced much to Hermione’s dismay. “Slytherin!” 

Its decision was final. It didn’t care about what Hermione wanted, it gave her what it thought she needed. She stood there, rigid, in disbelief, until Dippet cleared his throat. As she came to her senses, she couldn’t get the hat off fast enough. 

Slytherin?! How could it sort her differently than it did the first time? Was this her punishment for running? For selfishly choosing self preservation once it was obvious to the entire world that Voldemort had won the final battle? How could one choice, one moment, redefine her entire person? The blood drained from her face. Of course she couldn’t be a Gryffindor. A Gryffindor would’ve fought until the very end, no matter how outnumbered, no matter what the inevitable outcome. In truth, she didn’t even know who she was anymore, but apparently the hat did, and it had labeled her a Slytherin. 

“You look disappointed, Hermione,” Headmaster Dippet frowned. 

“Oh n-no, s-sir,” Hermione stumbled over her words. From the green and silver decor around the Headmaster’s office, it was clear which house he was in, and she didn’t need to insult him before even getting the chance to test for her O.W.L.s. “It’s the greatest honor to be sorted into a house known for their cunning and resourcefulness.” 

She was just plain brown-nosing now. 

“Wisely put,” Dippet said with a content smile and Hermione breathed a sigh of relief. “Make Slytherin proud.” 

It was a kind dismissal. One that she desperately needed. She left his office with torn emotions. On one hand, she was eager to go earn that perfect score she always desired. On the other, she knew she had to sacrifice who she was, or who she thought she was, to achieve it. 

At the end of the night, she pretended not to care about the house she was sorted into, even when Bathilda’s eyes went momentarily wide at Hermione’s admission. Hermione pretended not to know of the difference, and Bathilda just gave a tight smile before she changed the subject altogether. Gryffindor, Slytherin, scarlet or green, it didn’t matter, she told herself. Hermione was going to make a difference in this world, even the sorting hat saw it; she just didn’t know how quite yet, but it would come to her sooner or later. 

So she studied. 

And studied. 

And studied. 

And studied. 

She didn’t care if she made Slytherin proud, she was going to make herself proud. 

“They’re here!” Bathilda announced, waving an envelope above her head jovially. “They’re finally here!”

Hermione rushed down the stairs without taming her unruly hair, eager to review her results. She knew, of course, that she’d pass each subject, mandatory and the optional two she selected. But was it a perfect score? She never forgave herself for only getting ‘exceeds expectations’ in Defense Against the Dark Arts, but at least she had this opportunity to redeem her lacking performance. After years of… practical application… she breezed through all of the fifth year examinations, but even so, she couldn’t help but feel a bit anxious. This was a different time than when she attended Hogwarts, so it was completely possible that the expectations were equally different. 

Bathilda held the letter out to Hermione with a confident grin. If only Hermione could feel the same reassurance. 

“You open it,” Hermione pushed the letter back towards Bathilda before she changed her mind and snatched it back. “No wait! I’ll open it.”

Her host gave an amused chuckle, pulling her hands back as a sign of surrender. “Well, go ahead then,” she nudged her. “What does it say?”

With shaky fingers, Hermione opened the wax seal and shimmed the results out of the envelope. 

 

Dear Hermione Granger,

We are pleased to inform you of your results from the Ordinary Wizarding Level examinations taken in June of this year. 

Potions- O

Transfiguration- O

Charms- O

Defense Against the Dark Arts- O

Herbology- O

History of Magic- O

Care of Magical Creatures- O

Astronomy- O

Ancient Runes- O

Arithmancy- O

Congratulations on your achievements! Your hard work and dedication have clearly paid off. You are well on your way to passing the N.E.W.T.s! I look forward to seeing what further excellence you will accomplish. 

Yours sincerely,

Headmaster Dippet 

 

“Hermione, a perfect score!” Bathilda cheers. “You’ve been holding out on me, my dear. I knew you were a clever little witch, but results like these are truly unheard of!”

“Thank you, Bathilda,” Hermione said shyly, blushing a bit. She always loved when professors, or anyone she cared for, sung her praise, but she never knew the best way to respond. No matter how old Hermione turned, she would always be painfully awkward until the day she died, a perfectly acceptable character flaw, she decided.  

“We have to celebrate this kind of excellence,” Bathilda decided. “How about The Wand & Cloak? I know you are no stranger to fire whisky,” she added teasingly.  

“Oh, no Bathilda, really, I’d rather not,” Hermione’s cheeks practically flamed. She was, as a matter of fact, a stranger to fire whisky. Even a single pint of butterbeer made her feel uncharacteristically loose. Hermione couldn’t take the risk of feeling out of control, especially at a time where she was already out of her element and needed to stay sharp to ensure no one suspected her of anything odd.

“Come, come, Hermione,” Bathilda waved away Hermione’s protests, “we have to do something special! Go get ready and we’ll be off in no time.”

Just as Bathilda began shoo-ing Hermione upstairs, a second owl dropped a second letter on the breakfast table. Both of them froze, then their eyes darted to the mail at the same time. Hermione didn’t recognize the owl that delivered the message, and by her friend's silence, she assumed Bathilda hadn’t either. Then, Bathilda’s lips parted in happy surprise, while Hermione simply stared, wide eyed.

“Another white and green letter.” Bathilda smirked. “Imagine that!”

Hope soared in Hermione’s heart. Bathilda had mentioned that Hermione may possibly receive an invitation to finish her final year at Hogwarts if she performed well enough on her O.W.L.s, but never in a million years did she believe that would actually be true. After all, everything in her life had always gone sideways up until now. But here, sure enough, was a second letter with the Hogwarts wax seal. Unquestionably, it could be no coincidence that it came right after her O.W.L.s results. 

“Go ahead, Hermione, open it up,” Bathilda encouraged her for the second time today.

Hermione nodded her head, feeling dazed at the possibilities laying between her fingers. When she opened it, she read it twice, before reading it for a third time aloud. 

 

Dear Ms. Granger,

We are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. 

Additionally, given your outstanding O.W.L.s results, we are pleased to inform you that you have been selected to serve as Head Girl for the upcoming school year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

This position is a great honor and carries with it significant responsibilities, including serving as a role model to your fellow students, assisting the staff with school events, and supporting the Headmaster and Deputy Headmaster in maintaining order and discipline throughout the school. You will also work closely with the appointed Head Boy and the team of Prefects.

You are expected to arrive at Hogwarts no later than 1 September, where you will meet with the staff to discuss your duties and responsibilities in detail.

Congratulations once again on this remarkable achievement. We have every confidence that you will continue to demonstrate the leadership, academic excellence, and dedication that have earned you this position.

We await your owl no later than 31 July.

Yours sincerely,

Headmaster Dippet 

 

Only then did she flip past the first page to read the second. There, she found a list of requirements she would have to bring with her to school. 

“I hope those are happy tears, lass!” Bathilda beamed. “Perfect O.W.L.s, Hogwarts acceptance, and Head Girl? Now we really must celebrate!”

“31st of July. That’s next week,” Hermione panicked. “I have to write back right now!”

Bathilda gave a boisterous laugh, “So this is the real Hermione, eh? Type A, I see.”

Hermione was back to blushing. People tended to think negatively of her when they called her type A. It had somehow morphed from a compliment to an insult over her first years at Hogwarts. Even her closest friends hated that aspect of her personality most. 

“It’s not a jab, dear. Some of the brightest witches and wizards are type A. Have you ever seen Olivander when he’s trying to match a wizard to a wand? Without people that are type A, this world would be without much of its greatness,” Bathilda said, soothing Hermione’s nerves. 

She had, indeed, witnessed Olivander match a wand with a wizard, her own wand in fact, but certainly couldn’t reveal that tidbit. Especially because Olivander remembers each and every wand he created, along with the person he hands them off to. 

“I’ll tell you a little secret as well,” Bathilda pretended to conspire with a wink. “I can often be type A myself when I get to writing.” 

“I once read that Nicholas Flamell tends to obsess in a type A manner when working on his projects. Specifically the philosopher's stone,” Hermione smirked, wondering if Bathilda would recognize her reference. 

“My goodness, me, here I thought you had no idea who I was, but you knew the second I introduced myself, didn’t you, girl?” Bathilda giggled.

“I found ‘A History of Magic’ most instructive during my homeschooling years,” Hermione nodded. “I must’ve read it a hundred times. But I have to admit, ‘Magical Theory’ and ‘The Dark Arts: A History’ easily rival some of my favorites.” 

“No wonder you’re so brilliant! Happy to hear I was a mentor even before we officially met in person.” Bathilda teases. “Okay, then, dear. Go write your letter, but then you’ll let me take you out.”

“Thank you, Bathilda, I’ll be quick!” Hermione grinned as she dashed up the stairs. 

Chapter 4

Summary:

They meet >.<

Chapter Text

The war had left its mark on the station, the main building partially damaged, but the trains continued to run as usual. As Hermione and Bathilda walked side by side toward platform 9 ¾, Hermione couldn't help but feel a small sense of relief. This time, at least, she wasn't injured—no broken bones, no lingering bruises. Just the quiet comfort of having someone by her side as they made their way through the chaos.

Together, they dashed through the barrier and were met with the sight of the familiar scarlet engine, its sleek frame already hissing with steam, preparing for its departure. The platform buzzed with energy—families exchanging farewells, kids in black robes hoisting trunks aboard, their final waves filled with excitement and a hint of nervousness. Hermione glanced at the clock; there were still a few precious minutes before 11 AM. She clung to those fleeting moments, holding on to Bathilda’s arm a little tighter, knowing she’d miss her terribly once she was back at school. 

“The house will seem so empty while you’re away, Hermione,” Bathilda said, as if she was reading Hermione’s mind, “but I’m happy for you. You’ll get the finest education the wizarding world can offer, and then you’ll pass your N.E.W.T.s with flying colors. Just remember, your future is yours.”

“Thank you for everything, Bathilda,” Hermione said, feeling a rush of liquid pooling in the corner of her eyes. In truth, Hermione appreciated Bathilda’s pep talk.  If it weren’t for this sweet, funny, brilliant older witch, she would’ve been entirely lost. “I’ll write to you as often as I can.” 

“Good, darling, I look forward to it.” Bathilda pulled Hermione into a tight embrace, and Hermione held on just as firmly. This hug was something she needed—just like the comforting hug her mother had given her before stepping onto the Hogwarts Express for the very first time. Despite Hogwarts being her home for so many years, it felt like she was starting all over again. No familiar friends by her side, uncertainty about what to expect from her professors, and the weight of new responsibilities as Head Girl looming over her. It was a strange mix of familiarity and the unknown that left her feeling unsteady.“You’ll always have a home with me in Godric’s Hollow should you choose it.” 

Hermione didn’t respond. She couldn’t, or she was sure her tears would spill over, so she just nodded her head and gave a grateful smile, cuddling her closer. 

A whistle sounded. 

It was now or never. 

Hermione and Bathilda separated.

“Study hard,” the older witch told the younger. “But make sure to have some fun along the way.” 

Hermione grinned. “I will,” she promised, tipping her head in a slight bow before hopping on the train. The wheels started moving before the doors closed, so Hermione stood at the edge and waved until Bathilda was just a small dot in the distance. 

The doors finally closed.

Hermione was on her own now. 

* * * *

 

The day after Hermione sent her confirmation to Headmaster Dippet, officially accepting the role of Head Girl, another letter from the castle arrived. This time, it carried the gleaming Head Girl pin, a symbol of her new authority, along with a detailed set of instructions outlining her responsibilities. By the next morning, Hermione had memorized the expectations, of course, and carefully pinned the badge onto her neatly pressed robes for the first day. 

The directions had instructed her to meet the Head Boy and the prefects at the very front of the train in the first compartment. Although Hermione was eager to gather with other like-minded individuals who clearly valued hard work and doing what was right, what thrilled her most was the prospect of finally meeting a young Albus Dumbledore. Even if Bathilda hadn't spoken so highly of him, Hermione had already decided he would be her anchor during her time at Hogwarts. True, he wouldn't remember her—they had technically never met yet—but if he had loved her once, surely he would again.

As Hermione made her way through each section of the train, she couldn’t help but notice how many students’ eyes followed her. No one introduced themselves, and neither did she, but she took her time observing each one as she passed. It struck her how little had changed in fifty years; the same types of students seemed to exist across any era. There were the rowdy ones, wrestling in the hallways, others practicing magic on one another to show off what they’d learned over the summer, and then there were the social butterflies, flitting from compartment to compartment, eager to reconnect with friends before arriving at school. A knot of unease tightened in her stomach. She hoped fitting in here would be easier than it had been in the 1990s, but something told her not to get her hopes up.

It had taken Hermione longer than she anticipated to reach the front of the train, but she was still a few minutes early. As she stepped into the compartment, she initially thought she was alone. The space was quiet, and no one was immediately in view. She turned to take a seat, but froze mid-step when she caught sight of a boy sitting quietly in the far corner, his attention buried in a book. His presence startled her, but she quickly composed herself, silently observing him for a moment before deciding whether or not to speak.

“You gave me quite a scare,” she exhaled, resting a hand over her fast beating heart. “I didn’t see you there.”

The boy lowered his book to look up at her; his face betrayed no emotion. 

The first thing Hermione noticed was how undeniably handsome he was, which only caused her heart to beat faster. His dark hair was slicked back neatly, and his eyes—green, but so deep they could almost be mistaken for black—seemed to pull her in. When he stood up, she realized with a start that he wasn’t just a boy; he was a man. Much taller than most boys her age, his slim yet firm physique was accentuated by the way his white button-up shirt clung to his frame beneath his robes. She forced herself not to stare, but it was more difficult than it should have been. There was something about him—something magnetic that made her want to keep looking. Maybe it was his unshakable confidence, or perhaps it was the way his magic seemed to radiate wildly off him, in contrast to the cool, composed way he carried himself. The contradiction between how he looked and how he made her feel left her unsteady, like she was standing on the edge of something unknown.

“My apologies, Miss,” he said, with a slight bow before reclaiming resting place. “Please, take a seat.”

Hermione picked the seat farthest from him on the opposite corner of the room and pulled out a book of her own. She had already read ‘Dark Forces: A Guide to Self-Protection’ a few times, but she was hoping the third time around would still be just as valuable. Unfortunately, before she could get through the first few lines, she was interrupted. 

“The prefects don’t have to be here until 1 PM,” he stated casually, returning his attention back to his text. It was ‘The Art of Potion-Making’ by Libatius Borage, another one of the seventh year textbooks that Hermione was already familiar with, yet was still keen to review. 

Apparently, he thought she was a fifth year student. He had never seen her before, so it was a fair assumption. Hermione hid her smile with her book. For some reason, she liked the thought of correcting him. Maybe it was the ‘know-it-all’ part of her personality she would never be able to outgrow. 

“Actually, I’m Head Girl,” she said with poise, pointing at the title of the book in her hands for further confirmation that she was, after all, a seventh year student. 

For the second time, he set his book down, but now with a frown. His brown knit together in confusion, as his eyes darted to the pin on her robes. She could feel the intensity of his glare from the otherside of her textbook. Hermione pretended not to notice, letting him study her all he wanted. She was used to people disliking her for her accomplishments and overachieving ways, so she tried not to take it personally. 

Abruptly, the compartment door screeched open and in stepped the very person Hermione had been waiting for. 

“Professor Dumbledore!” Hermione practically jumped out of her seat to greet him. 

His brows quirked up, amused at her enthusiasm, stopping Hermione in her tracks. Her cheeks colored, embarrassed at her eagerness. She was acting like a fangirl when she was supposed to be unacquainted with him. She would have to tone it down in the future.

“Ms. Granger,” Dumbledore nodded at her respectfully. “Bathilda has told me so much about you.”

“Hopefully good things,” Hermione laughed.

“The brightest witch of your age, I hear,” Dumbledore says with a warm smile. “Dare I admit, I was hoping your presence would help me convince her to return to Hogwarts as a professor again.”

“Retirement suits her well.” Hermione said softly, unexpectedly emotional. She never thought she’d see Dumbledore again, and now here he was, standing in front of her, healthier than ever. “She’s writing a new textbook. Hopefully it will be of good use to your future students.” 

“They always are,” Albus agrees. “She mentioned a few of them were most instrumental for you to earn such high O.W.L.s results. I have to say, 10 straight O’s is extremely remarkable, young lady.” 

Hermione was grinning so wide her face started hurting. 

“Yes, absolutely! Truly, I couldn’t have done it with her guidance in a number of books. And sir, if I may be so bold, the same can be said for several of your essays and collaborations,” Hermione’s words came out faster than she aimed for, but Professor Dumbledore didn’t seem to mind. 

“Is that so?” Albus laughed jovially, stroking his beard. “And which did you best enjoy?” 

“Hmmm… that’s a tough one. It would have to be between ‘Transfiguration: Theory and Practice’ or ‘The Importance of Muggle Studies,’” Hermione said after a few moments of deliberation. “Oh! Also, your contributions to ‘A Study of Ancient Ruins,’too! There are just so many to choose from, I can’t pick a favorite.” 

“My, my, you may be more well read than half the professors at Hogwarts, dear,” Albus teased. “Please, feel free to explore my personal library at my office anytime you’d like. I assure you, there are many more scholars with more impressive writings than myself, and I’d love to share them with you.” 

“Thank you so much, Professor,” Hermione said, in awe. This went better than she had expected. “I will certainly take you up on your offer.” 

The Head Boy cleared his throat.

Hermione had completely forgotten he was in the room for a moment, but now that she was reminded, a wave of discomfort washed over her again, and she couldn’t quite place why. He reminded her of someone—not him specifically, but the energy he exuded, his magic. It felt as if she had encountered it before. Not only did it feel familiar, but it felt… intimate. And she didn’t like that at all, especially when he glowered at her with such unmistakable disdain.

“Oh, Tom, I see you must’ve met Hermione,” Dumbledore said politely, but lacking warmth. 

“No, actually, we hadn’t been formally introduced yet,” Tom turned towards Hermione and extended his hand.

Hermione reciprocated his action, intending to give him a formal handshake, but instead, Tom turned her hand over and kissed the back of her knuckles. His touch was electrifying. The moment his lips met her skin, she felt a strange heat rise within her, leaving her feeling uncomfortably warm. Even after the kiss, it was as if his magic continued to caress hers, lingering in the air between them.

Instinctively, she yanked her hand back so quickly that it took him by surprise. She realized it might’ve seemed rude, especially given the era they were in, but Hermione was unaccustomed to men displaying such affections, and to be frank, she preferred to do without. Rubbing the back of her hand, she tried to erase any trace of his touch, her movements betraying her unease. His eyes followed her hand with a curious intensity, deepening her discomfort.

“Hermione Granger,” she introduced herself blandly. 

“Tom,” he said smoothly, laying a hand on his chest. His smile was a touch too practiced, like a mask he wanted the rest of the world to see. “Tom Riddle.”

* * * *

 

The second Tom introduced himself, Hermione blanched. 

Why? He wondered curiously. 

Had someone warned her about him already? Dumbledore, or perhaps former Professor Bagshot, no doubt. Neither of them liked Tom much, although Professor Bagshot only taught him for his first two years at Hogwarts, and her prejudice would be considered mild next to Dumbledore’s. 

Well, that took the fun out of it. Tom liked to play with his food before he ate it, and at first, Hermione seemed like she might’ve been amusing to hunt down before the kill, but maybe he was wrong. He was peeved to still be thinking about her even after they exited the train and were provided a supper in the Great Hall. The first feast was always his favorite, but she ruined it this year. And it was his last year to experience such a luxury. That irritated him even more, he thought as he picked at his roast.

It was settled then. He planned to learn more about this Hermione girl, find her weakness, and exploit it until she was just another number under his thumb. He wouldn’t be intimidated by her ‘10 straight O’s.’ He himself had earned 11 O’s, a truly perfect score, and the Deputy Headmaster had never so much as offered him congratulations, let alone showered him with smiles and compliments the way he did Hermione. Tom’s lips curved into a faint, knowing smile as he watched her from a distance. Her connections to influential figures might have allowed her to bypass certain rules and secure her place at Hogwarts for her final year, but she would soon learn that here, in Slytherin, only one person held true power—and that was him.

Hermione had the misfortune of being sorted into his house, and whatever favor she had gained from Dumbledore would mean nothing down in the dungeons. Here, the only authority was Tom’s, and the rules bent for no one but him. The thought of breaking Dumbledore’s prized pet amused him. She was a challenge, one he hadn’t yet decided how to conquer, but soon enough, after a bit of observation, the perfect method would reveal itself. It always did.

From the corner of his eye, Tom watched Hermione intently, noting the contradiction that her appearance presented. Her unruly brown curls seemed to defy the composure of the rest of her. Despite the wildness of her hair, everything else about her was perfectly controlled. She sat upright, her posture rigid and proper, selecting the correct utensils for each course as though she’d been practicing for this moment her whole life. Her fork never made a sound against the plate, and she took small, measured bites, maintaining an effortless flow of conversation.

It irritated him.

Andromeda Black, who surely belonged anywhere but Slytherin, had practically thrown herself at Hermione the moment she sat down. Playing the overly eager welcome wagon, Andromeda introduced herself without hesitation, and within a half hour, the two were already on a first-name basis. Tom ground his teeth. The sight of it irked him. The last thing he wanted was for Hermione to feel comfortable on his turf. Yet, there she was, chatting away like she belonged, and Andromeda was practically ready to braid her hair and trade friendship bracelets.

It was nauseating.

“It’s so nice to have another seventh year witch in Slytherin!” Andromeda gushed at Hermione. “Elenora got married before 6th year and Florence never came back after last Christmas break, so we only have five of us left. Well, six with you, that is.”

“Happy to be here.” Hermione gave her a friendly smile.

“Who shows up here in year seven anyways?” Walburga sneered, tossing her ratty black hair out of her eyes. “Is that even allowed? I’ve never seen it happen before.” 

“I’m here, aren't I?” Hermione said in a falsely sweet tone. “Although I appreciate the suggestion that I’m already making Hogwarts history.”

“Don’t flatter yourself,” Walburga snapped from across the table. “I was simply pointing out that you don’t belong here, Granger.”

“Well, fortunately for me, your opinion doesn’t matter, and those that do, happily extended an invite to me. However, feel free to address your concerns with Headmaster Dippet. I’m sure he’d love to hear that someone in his own house is questioning his decision making capabilities.”

“Are you threatening me, Granger?” Walburga practically spit at Hermione, leaning over the table to get closer to her. Still, her pathetic ploy at intimidation flopped. 

“Not at all, Walburga. I’m simply sympathizing with your concerns and helping you channel your energy appropriately.” Hermione’s smile grew even wider as she batted her eyelashes innocently. 

Walburga huffed, knocking her plate over as she made her dramatic exit, stomping out of the Great Hall.

Witches . Tom rolled his eyes.

Hermione didn’t even flinch as she waved goodbye to Walburga’s retreating form. 

“That was brilliant, Hermione,” Andromeda giggled to Hermione’s left. “No one ever stands up to Walburga. But be careful, she likes to play dirty.”

“I’d like to see her try,” the girl said. She was so self-assured it was flat out arrogant. Yet another reason to dislike the witch. 

Tom had resolved to ignore Hermione, but it was proving to be nearly impossible. The unfortunate reality was that they both had to fulfill their duties as Head Boy and Head Girl, meaning their paths crossed far more than he’d have liked. Watching her guide the first years into groups, organizing the prefects with precise efficiency, only added to his growing annoyance. She was insufferably proactive, unlike most Head Girls, who typically deferred to the judgment of the Head Boy. But not Hermione. She took initiative, taking control with an entitled air that grated on him.

The list of her irksome flaws was growing rapidly. The one thing Tom had always appreciated about witches was their submission, and Hermione was utterly incapable of providing that. More than once, he had been forced to interrupt her, stepping in to take control of the instructions she had been giving. He didn’t care about the dirty looks she threw his way. He would continue doing it until she was properly trained.

The thought amused him.

She was fortunate he hadn’t resorted to more extreme measures on their first night together, but her luck wouldn’t last long, especially if her defiance persisted. He would enjoy teaching her the meaning of true control.

After they had finished all their tasks for the night, Tom was back to ignoring her. He didn’t want to encourage her self-importance by giving her more attention than she deserved. 

“Tom,” Hermione called to him firmly when he left her behind to head back to the Slytherin dungeons. 

Tom cast a brief glance over his shoulder, just long enough for her to see that he had heard her. Then, without hesitation, he kept walking, making sure she understood the message. He wanted her to feel the sting of being ignored, the deliberate dismissal of her presence. After years of dealing with witches attempting to secure his attention, Tom had become well-versed in how to handle them. Unlike wizards, who responded primarily to force, witches required a subtler approach—an intricate balance of positive and negative reinforcement.

Compliments and praise were earned through obedience, behavior that aligned with his expectations. But when they stepped out of line, like she had, indifference was the most effective punishment. Nothing unnerved them more than being unnoticed, forgotten, insignificant. And Hermione, despite her frustrating defiance, was no different. He would use that to his advantage, breaking her down piece by piece, until she learned her place.

“Tom!” She yelled more forcefully this time, rushing to catch up to him. “What's the matter with you?” she demanded, catching the arm of his robe and tugging until he faced her.

Tom glanced down at her hand where it gripped his sleeve, his expression carefully blank. She wasn’t touching him directly, but her magic sparked in the space between them, inching closer to his, like it was drawn to him by some invisible force. It wasn’t quite as electrifying as the moment when her skin had brushed against his during their earlier introduction, but he could sense the potential for it. If her fingers dared to make contact again, it might ignite the same unnerving sensation.

It had been a long time since anyone had dared to be this bold with him. And those who had quickly learned to regret it. Tom didn’t like to be touched—he found it unpleasant, invasive even. But Hermione’s touch, or the closeness of it, unsettled him in a way that was entirely unfamiliar. There was discomfort, yes, but it wasn’t the usual revulsion. It was something far more dangerous. Something he couldn't quite name.

Tom frowned, still staring at her long, thin fingers twisted in his clothes. 

Blushing, Hermione quickly withdrew her hand, wiping it against her robes as if the mere thought of touching him disgusted her. It wasn’t the first time she’d done something like this. Tom recalled her doing the same on the train, oblivious to how offensive the gesture might seem. For a witch Dumbledore praised as the “brightest of her age,” she certainly had a glaring lack of self-awareness. Tom found it curious—how someone so lauded for their intellect could be so clumsy in the subtleties of interaction, particularly with him. She was either too naive or too bold for her own good, and either way, it would cost her.

“Can I help you with something Ms. Granger?” Tom asked with a disinterested tone.

“Look, Riddle, we’ll be working as a team all year as Head Boy and Head Girl,” she said, crossing her arms over her chest. “We don’t have to like each other, but we do have to respect each other.”

“Is that so? I don't remember that outlined in Dumbledore’s instructions,” Tom responded, resuming his walk to the common room, and effectively ending the conversation. 

"So, that’s the game we’re playing then?" Hermione shouted after him, her frustration clear in her voice. Tom didn’t slow his pace, didn’t even acknowledge her outburst. His silence only stoked her anger.

"Immature git!" she added, louder this time, before turning on her heel and scurrying off in the opposite direction, cheeks flushed with irritation.

Her insult took Tom by surprise. Witches of her stature didn’t typically resort to such crude words, but they rolled off her tongue with a practiced ease that suggested familiarity. The thought made his lips twitch—almost a smile, though he wouldn’t admit it to himself. He hated to acknowledge it, but there was something about her sharp tongue and defiance that intrigued him. Hermione was proving to be more unpredictable than he’d anticipated, and now he found himself wondering how he might provoke her further, just to see what other unexpected reactions he could draw from her in the future.

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Hermione would have stayed in the library all night if it weren’t for the pesky 10PM curfew imposed on seventh years. She had always felt that rule was pointless—especially for students preparing for N.E.W.T.s—but she complied, if only reluctantly. A neat line of books lay spread out in front of her, each one carefully selected: Chronicles of the Eternal Hourglass: A Study of Temporal Shifts, Winding the Sands: The Art and Peril of Time Travel, Temporal Alchemy: Unlocking the Mysteries of Time and Magic, and Echoes of the Past: Journeys Through Magical Time Portals. At first glance, none of them seemed to hold the answers she so desperately sought, but she had learned long ago not to judge a book by its cover. Hope lingered with each turn of the page, a small but constant ember.

Hermione had anticipated this search, even before coming back to Hogwarts, so she had placed an Undetectable Extension Charm on her school bag—standard practice for her by now. It was always best to be prepared, especially for moments like this, when the answers she needed weren’t as accessible as she had hoped. Even if tonight didn’t yield the breakthrough she was searching for, tomorrow was another day.

Duplicato

Her wordless charm glided seamlessly from one book to the next, until Hermione had conjured four perfect copies of each textbook before her. She cast a cautious glance around the dimly lit library; no one could know of her interest in time travel—if they did, it could expose her secret. But determination surged within her; she needed to unravel how she had landed in this peculiar time. The fountain had played a pivotal role, that much was clear, but there had to be more to it than just that. What was the connection between the locket, her wish, the ritual, and the fountain? She was certain that the answers lurked somewhere in this vast collection of knowledge.

Once everything was packed away, she hurried down the aisle, her heart racing with anticipation. She took a sharp corner toward the hallway, ready to dive into her research at home, but was suddenly halted by an immovable force. 

“Oh!” A gasp of surprise slipped from Hermione’s lips as she fell backwards, but someone caught her before she hit the floor. When she looked up at the hero, she gasped for a second time. “R-ron?” she whispered, allowing him to help her to her feet.

“Sorry about that, Miss. Didn’t see you there.” The boy looking back at her was tall and lanky, with a cascade of bright red hair that seemed to catch the dim light of the library. His abundance of freckles splashed across his pale skin added a warmth to his otherwise fair complexion, while his blue eyes shone bright and clear, reminiscent of a cloudless morning sky. A friendly, lopsided grin spread across his full lips, exuding an easy charm that was impossible to ignore. 

Her brain reminded her that Ron wouldn’t be born for another 40ish years or so, but the butterflies in her stomach told a different story. 

“Are you okay?” he asked her when she didn’t respond. 

“Um…Yes,” Hermione managed to squeak before clearing her throat. “Thank you for catching me.” 

“Anytime.” His smile grew bigger, looking at her with interest. “Miss…?”

He waited for her to fill in the blank. 

Merlin’s Beard. Hermione couldn’t look at him and not think of Ron. 

This boy reminded her of the version of Ron she actually liked—not the insufferable, whiny Mama’s boy who often got on her nerves, but the Ron who had stood up for her when Malfoy had the audacity to call her a Mudblood. He was the Ron who had complimented her during their O.W.L. examinations, recognizing her brilliance in a way that made her chest swell with pride. And then there was the Ron who had gazed at her with nothing but adoration in his eyes during their last summer visit at the Burrow, a sweetness she had cherished as they stole secret kisses when no one was watching. This boy, with his easy grin and familiar charm, seemed to embody all those memories—those cherished moments that had made her heart race in ways she had never expected.

Suddenly, Hermione was hit with guilt. 

She left Ron at a moment he needed her the most.  

Yes, Ron had disappointed her greatly when he abandoned her and Harry in the forest during their hunt for Horcruxes, but deep down, she knew it wasn’t entirely his fault. His soul was too pure to withstand the dark magic of the locket, a burden that had nearly crushed him under its weight. In reality, she could easily recognize that Harry would have likely succumbed to madness as well if he hadn’t been a Horcrux himself, tethered to that dark magic in a way that protected him. So what did that say about her? What was her excuse for not only tolerating it but sometimes even craving Voldemort’s dark magic? The questions gnawed at her, but in her heart, she found it easier to forgive Ron when she compared his transgressions to her own. After all, everyone had their breaking points; perhaps his had simply come at a different moment than hers.

She missed Ron immensely, although sadly, she’d likely never see him again. However, the red-headed boy in front of her dulled the pain a smidge.

“Hermione Granger,” she responded, returning his smile, and reaching out a hand. 

“A pleasure to meet you, Miss Granger.” He took her hand with a soft, informal shake.“Septimus Rhys Weasley.”

Weasley

Hearing the name aloud made her heart skip a beat. 

Hermione had seen his name on the family tree in the burrow many times. Septimus Rhys would one day marry Cedrella Arabella Black, and Arthur Weasley, Ron’s father, would be one of their many children. 

“You can just call me Hermione,” she said shyly, tucking her hair behind her ears. 

His eyebrow raised a bit as his smile grew wider.

“Hermione,” he tested her name on his lips. “Then, please, call me Rhys.”

“Lovely to meet you, Rhys.” Hermione wished she would stop blushing already. 

“Head Girl?” Rhys nods at Hermione’s pin. “You’re a seventh year? How have we not met yet?” 

“Yes, I’m new, actually,” Hermione said, starting to slowly gain her confidence back. 

The clock struck 10PM and chimed with a loud ring, interrupting them. 

“I guess that’s my cue to head back to my common room for curfew instead of sneaking off to the kitchen for a late night treat,” Rhys said, running his hand through his hair. “Wouldn’t want to get in trouble with the Head Girl.”

Hermione giggled. “Don't worry, I can look the other way.”

“Hermione!” Rhys sounded like Ron after she punched Malfoy in the face, and it only made her color deeper. “I’m impressed.”

“I can’t deprive a growing boy of necessary nourishment, Rhys,” Hermione teased. “That would simply be immoral.”

“Well, in that case, fancy coming with?” Rhys offered. “I may not be the best company, but the house elves are quite the laugh.”

When she didn’t answer right away, he filled the silence. “Please, Hermione. I might need an escort in case we run into any overly eager prefects.”

Hermione bit her lip and nodded. She knew she shouldn’t fall back into old habits of breaking rules so soon, but Rhys already made Hogwarts feel like home again. Harry and Ron might not be here to make late night kitchen runs with her, but maybe Rhys could be a much needed substitute in their absence. 

“Brilliant!” Rhys swung his book bag over his shoulder and held a hand out to take hers as well. 

“Very gentlemanly of you,” Hermione said playfully, taking him up on his offer.

“Blimey, Hermione, what do you have in here?” Rhys laughed. 

“Just a few books,” she said innocently. 

Thirty two books to be exact. 

“You can give it back if it’s too heavy,” she said to poke a bit of fun at him. 

“Don’t worry, these arms aren’t solely for blocking quaffles,” Rhys joked. 

“You’re a keeper, then?” Hermione concluded.

“The best one there ever was,” he said, confidently. “In more than one way.” 

Was Rhys flirting with her? He was!

“I see you’re wearing green and silver now, but I’ll give you a scarlet and gold scarf for when you come watch me play,” he stated, matter of factly. “After watching me on the field, you might even consider changing houses altogether.” 

“Aren’t we bursting with confidence today?” Hermione laughed.

Rhys gave her another heart stopping smile along with a casual shrug before pausing in front of a portrait of a large pear.  

“It’s a secret passageway,” Rhys said, opening the portal for her to crawl in first.

“Brilliant!” Hermione pretended to be surprised as she climbed in.

The tunnel was dark and silent, an enveloping shadow that seemed to stretch endlessly ahead of them. Rhys grabbed Hermione’s hand to lead her to the other side, and to her surprise, she didn’t pull away. The warmth of his grip sent a ripple of unexpected comfort through her. It struck her that such an act, so inconsequential in the 1990s, might be considered improper in the 1940s. They could easily have drawn their wands to cast a Lumos spell, illuminating their path without needing to touch one another. Yet, as his fingers interlaced with hers, she felt a flutter of warmth and security that made her hesitate to break the connection. Rhys had a way of making the darkness seem less daunting, and in that moment, with his hand in hers, she felt an undeniable sense of safety.

When the portal finally ended, Rhys helped Hermione down, and she was met with a scene that felt both comforting and familiar. The house-elves were still bustling about, despite the late hour; on the left, a few were preparing dough for the morning's baked goods, their nimble hands working quickly and efficiently, while on the right, a dedicated team was busy washing the dishes from the earlier feast. As Rhys and Hermione came into view, the lively chatter in the kitchen momentarily hushed. All eyes turned toward them, and the house-elves paused their tasks, offering warm smiles and cheerful greetings. Their welcoming presence filled Hermione with a sense of belonging, reminding her that, despite the whirlwind of changes she was navigating, some things remained steadfast and true.

“Hello, Master Rhys and friend!”

“Hi!”

“Hello!”

There were so many friendly greetings all at once. 

“Hello all,” Rhys saluted back to them. “This is Hermione.”

“Hello, Mistress Hermione!” Every elf in the kitchen chanted in unison, their voices ringing with friendly and cheer. Hermione would usually pause to remind them not to call her “Mistress,” insisting instead on simply being addressed as “Hermione.” But in that moment, overwhelmed by the comforting familiarity of the castle and the chaotic memories of the day, she decided to let it go. After all, their eagerness to serve and their joyful spirits wrapped around her like a soft blanket, and she found solace in the fact that, despite everything, she was still welcome here.

“Hi there!” She waved to the crowd.

They all waved back with happy smiles, and then returned to their work. Only two little elfs paused what they were doing to hobble over to them excitedly. 

“Master Rhys has come to visit Wibble,” a young looking house-elf jumped up and down from glee. 

“And you brought a friend!” the second exclaimed. 

“I did,” Rhys nodded his head happily. “Hermione and I were hoping you may be able to help us out with a few leftover goodies.”

“Blinky can!” The second elf volunteered whole heartedly, vanishing and reappearing within seconds with a tray ginger snaps. 

“My favorite, thank you, Blinky,” Rhys said with a mouthful of biscuits. 

How many meals had Hermione sat across from Ron while he shoveled food in his mouth with both fists, the exact same way Rhys was doing now?

Hermione took one of the freshly baked biscuits and nibbled on it slowly. She wasn’t actually hungry, but she was grateful for the chance to join him on his kitchen adventure, especially since it allowed her to learn more about Rhys. Even in the 1990’s it was rare to encounter a purebred wizard who respected house-elves, but from his brief conversation with Blinky and Wibble, it was evident that Rhys was ahead of his time. Even Ron had been somewhat pigheaded about house-elves in his younger years, but Rhys seemed to genuinely care for them, treating them as equals rather than mere servants. This thought made Hermione's heart swell with admiration; perhaps there was more to Rhys than met the eye, and she was eager to uncover it.

“Will you come visit again tomorrow, Master Rhys?” Wibble looked at him with big, water eyes and a hopeful smile.

“Not tomorrow, but soon,” Rhys said, grabbing a few more ginger snaps to go before he opened up the portal again. 

“Lumos,” Hermione whispered before leading the way.

He grinned at her sheepishly before proceeding to shove the rest of the ginger snaps down his throat to offer her his newly freed up hand.

“Next time,” Hermione laughed. She didn’t want to start sending him the wrong message. Yes, she liked him, and genuinely wanted to be friends, but this was Ron’s granddad for Merlin’s sake. She needed to keep her wits about her or she might accidentally alter the timeline in a way that would prevent Ron from being born.

“Worth a shot,” he said, his words barely intelligible with his mouth stuffed so full.

When it was time for them to part, Hermione gave a little wave, and took her bookbag off his shoulder. 

“See you around,” she told him before she turned back towards the Slytherin common room.

“Hermione, wait,” Rhys called for her.

“Yes?” she asked curiously.

“I can walk you back,” he offered. 

“No, no, it’s fine. The Gryffindor Tower is quite far from the Slytherin dungeons,” she explained.

“Really, I don’t mind,” he persisted. “It can be a bit eerie walking around the castle at night.” 

“That is very chivalrous of you, Rhys,” Hermoine said, walking backwards. “But if anything jumps out at me, I can use my cunning mind to find a way out of it, you see.”

Rhys chuckled and tipped his head. “Goodnight, Hermione.”

Even after she turned around, Hermione could feel his eyes following her.

* * * *

 

She hadn’t intended to stay out so late, but now that it was nearly midnight, getting caught breaking school rules on her first night was simply not an option. As the newly appointed Head Girl, she was expected to be a shining example of excellence. Just as she was about to put her strategy into action, a voice cut through the air—one that belonged to the last person she wanted to see.

“Tom, you’ve been awful quiet all night,” someone said teasingly. 

“Just getting a head start on my studies,” Tom said in that bored tone he often takes. “You should consider doing the same.”

“As if Lestrange has ever studied a day in his life,” another boy laughs.

Bugger!

Hermione didn’t want to be caught eavesdropping, but she also didn’t want them to see her coming back this late. It was an unfortunate Catch-22. 

Peaking around the corner, she spotted four boys lounging in the common area. One of them, she wish she didn’t know, and the other three she could only make educated guesses about. 

“Who needs to study when you have a face this handsome?” These words confused Hermione, because the boy who uttered them was completely average in every way. Brown hair, fair skin, brown eyes, but in a way that seemed common, like she could find ten more of him on the street with her eyes closed. 

“With a face like that, you should be studying twice as hard as the rest of us,” a boy with greasy, slicked back hair sneered. Hermione could recognize his white blonde hair anywhere. His light blue eyes and pale creamy skin could be mistaken for albino. Whoever he was, she was certain he was a Malfoy. “Maybe then you can actually find a job, unlike the rest of your family.”

“Says the boy who has never earned anything for himself in his entire life,” the third boy said. Something about the way the words rolled off his lips reminded Hermione of Viktor Krum, heavily accented from some sort of slavic country. Just like the first boy, he had brunette hair, fair skin, and brown eyes, but nothing about him was ordinary. His unkempt locks were dark, like ink on fresh parchment, and eyes were haunting, with two piercings accenting his heavy brow. 

“Oh, sod off, Dolohov,” Malfoy scoffed.

Dolohov. 

A small gasp escaped Hermione's lips before she could stop it. Antonin Dolohov sat in the very same room as her now, the same man who had left a lasting mark on her during the battle at the Department of Mysteries in her fifth year at Hogwarts. Instinctively, her hand rose to her sternum, where the silver line of his Cruciatus curse would forever linger as a painful reminder of that harrowing encounter. She had tried countless spells to erase its memory, but the scars—both physical and emotional—remained, a testament to the darkness she had faced. 

Tom slammed his book shut with a loud thud. His head snapped up mechanically before he cracked his head from side to side. 

“Leave me,” he ordered. 

“But-,” Malfoy didn’t even finish the full word before he was interrupted.

“Bed, now.” Tom sounded like a parent disciplining their child. 

“Goodnight, my lord,” Dolohov jumped up first, giving a slight bow before heading to his room. 

“Of course, my lord,” Lestrange seconded. 

“See you tomorrow, my lord.” Malfoy exited last. 

Hermione held her breath, willing Tom to leave sooner rather than later, but of course she had no such luck. 

“And where have you been all night, Ms. Granger?” Tom asked, his voice smooth and slightly mocking as he reopened his text, making it clear he had no intention of leaving anytime soon. 

He seemed perfectly at ease in the common room, surrounded by the rich dark green walls and the dim silver lighting that flickered like shadows around him. The fire crackled behind him, casting a warm glow as he settled deeper into his armchair, which resembled his own personal throne.

Hermione sighed, knowing there was no point in trying to hide any longer. She stepped out from her hiding place, her heart racing as she faced him. 

“None of your business,” she said boldly, walking past him to dart to her chamber.

“Not so fast.” Hermione hadn’t expected him to step out in front of her. “As Head Boy, it’s my duty to discipline you for breaking the rules.”

“Seriously, you’d take points from your own house, Riddle?” Hermione tested him.

“If it will keep you in your place, then yes,” he answered smoothly. 

“My place? I’m Head Girl, not some first year sneaking out after dark,” Hermione said defensively. “Are you saying you never bend the rules a little? ”

“If I do, I don’t get caught,” he responded arrogantly. 

She knew she shouldn’t challenge him. This wasn’t some typical chauvinist wanker; this was a young Voldemort. Yet, with his neatly slicked-back crew cut, tight button-up shirt, and perfectly chiseled features, she found it difficult to take him seriously. As the noseless, red-eyed psychopath of the future, he was undeniably intimidating. But right now? She felt as if she were looking at a pompous male model who thought far too highly of himself, rather than the bloodthirsty Dark Lord he was destined to become. Despite the danger he represented, a part of her couldn’t help but roll her eyes at his self-satisfied demeanor.

“Great, I’ll keep that in mind for next time,” Hermione rolled her eyes, attempting to sidestep him. 

“Just because you’re Dumbledore’s pet doesn’t mean you can do whatever you want,” Tom said, blocking her path. “The second you step into this dungeon, you’ve crossed into my kingdom, so unless you wish to feel the bite of the snakes that dwell here, I suggest you follow my orders. If I ask where you’ve been, you answer. Understand?”

Hermione’s jaw tightened. She had passed the point of being simply ‘put out’ and was now firmly into the ‘fed up’ category. 

“Listen here, Riddle. I’m no one’s pet,” Hermoine’s magic flared, and she felt it sparking through the tips of her fingers. “Now, I’ll stay out of your way, if you stay out of mine.”

Tom took another step towards her, forcing her back to the wall. He crowded her so close, she could feel his hot minty breath on her face. She swallowed.

“I don’t think so.” His eyes glanced at her throat before they moved back to her eyes. “Let’s try this again. Where were you?” 

His magic closed in on her, as if it was trying to assert its dominance. Tom wanted to make her feel small and powerless. He wanted to bully her into submission. 

Taking a deep breath to steady herself, Hermione reminded herself not to let him rattle her. That was exactly what he wanted, and she refused to give him the satisfaction of winning this battle.

“None-ya.” She smirked. 

“None-ya?” he repeated, his brows wrinkled together trying to understand what she meant. In the 1990’s anyone would’ve understood what was coming next. But in the 1940’s? Surely not. 

“None-ya bizness.” She shoved at his chest, taking advantage of his confusion. 

Tom stumbled back and Hermione used the diversion as an opening. She rushed to her room in hurried steps, and quickly closed the door behind her. 

Protego .”

Muffliato .” 

Colloportus .”

Repello .” 

Detentus .” 

Her wand traced a swift arc from left to right across her door as she cast every spell and ward she had ever learned to keep unwanted guests at bay. Exhausted, Hermione collapsed onto her bed, feeling the weight of the day settle around her. Tomorrow, she would regroup and devise a better plan to neutralize Voldemort and find a way back to the future. Today, she was just grateful to have emerged from that confrontation in one piece… for now.

Chapter 6

Summary:

Bonus chapter for this week! *\(-v-)/*

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Something about Hermione Granger made Tom want to unleash violence. Not the kind he typically enjoyed—hexes, jinxes, or even the Unforgivables. No, they didn’t feel quite right for her. With Hermione, he wanted something more intimate, more visceral. He wanted to feel her pulse beneath his fingers as he wrapped his hand around her throat, squeezing until the air left her lungs. He imagined his other hand clamped tightly over her mouth, silencing her insolent words. Maybe then she’d stop being so defiant, so infuriatingly clever. Maybe then, she’d finally understand who was in control.

The thought alone made him inconveniently hard and at the worst possible moments. For example, right now, in potions class. He shifted uncomfortably beneath the desk, discreetly adjusting his robe to hide the problem. Tom wasn’t experienced with these types of feelings, and he wasn’t a fan.

“Polyjuice allows the drinker to take on the voice and physical appearance of another person for one hour's time. It takes about a month to prepare, and requires a sample of the target's hair to be added to the final brew.” Hermione said confidently. 

Hearing her voice only continued to exasperate his issue. She would pay for this vile, demeaning effect she had on him. 

“Excellent, Hermione!” Slughorn praised her yet again. “Another five points for Slytherin.”

It had been like this all week. Every time a professor posed a question, Hermione Granger's hand shot up like a rocket, eager to be the first to answer. Normally, Tom relished being the sole voice of authority in any classroom, but he hadn’t even bothered raising his hand these past few days. He refused to stoop to competing with her relentless, almost desperate eagerness. Instead, he decided to bide his time, waiting for her to falter—just once. When she did, he would swoop in and humiliate her with his effortless superiority.

But infuriatingly, that moment hadn’t come. She hadn’t missed a single answer, and worse, they shared nearly every class together except for Divinations. The fact that he had yet to catch her slipping was a frustrating testament to her sharpness.

The worst part, though, was the way Hermione looked right after receiving praise. So smug, so unbearably pleased with herself. She had that same irritating expression every time—a small, self-satisfied smile that curled at the edges of her lips, like a cat that had been stroked by its owner. Her eyes would gleam with a quiet sense of triumph, as though she were basking in the attention and approval, purring with silent arrogance. It made Tom's blood boil to watch her take such pleasure in the professors' praise, as if she had earned it, as if she was his equal.

“Starting next week, we’ll be making a polyjuice potion,” Slughorn announced. “And the student who produces the best one will win a special prize!”

“What’s the prize?” Lestrange, who was sitting two seats over from Tom, inquired. 

“Great question, Mr. Lestrange,” Slughorn said in that annoying, merry voice he always used. “The winner will be presented with one serving of Felix Felicis.” To support his statement, he pulled out a petite vial that contained a gold elixir. 

Tom’s ears perked up at the mention of Felix Felicis. That potion could be invaluable for his post-graduation plans, giving him just the edge he needed to ensure everything went according to his design. Luck, after all, was something he controlled, but a vial of liquid fortune would only solidify his path to power. And lucky for him, he was the best potioneer Hogwarts had ever seen. Winning this reward wouldn’t just be possible—it would be child’s play. With a smug smile tugging at his lips, he mentally mapped out how he would secure the prize without breaking a sweat.

“Is anyone familiar with this potion?” Slughorn looked at Hermione as he asked. 

“The Felix Felicis potion, also known as ‘Liquid Luck,’ grants the drinker a period of good fortune, ensuring that everything they attempt will be successful.” Hermione didn’t even raise her hand before delivering her perfect textbook answer this time. 

Tom rolled his eyes. 

“Right again, Ms Granger!” Slughorn chirped. “Another 5 points for Slytherin.”

Hermione was positively beaming. 

Tom loathed seeing the Granger girl so happy, especially when she gave her brightest, most unguarded smiles to a man like Slughorn. The sight of it made his blood boil. He wanted to wipe that joy right off her face, to tear away the light she carried, to drag her into the same suffocating, unrelenting tides of anger that pulled him under, day after day. The rage that churned inside him demanded an outlet, and Granger, with her insufferable brilliance, was the perfect target. He wanted to infect her with his darkness, to see her unravel, to feel her lose control as completely as he did in moments like these.

“Now, for today, we’ll be doing a warm up activity with a partner to get us back in the swing of potion making,” Slughorn announced. “By the end of the period, I want each pair to hand in a Calming Draught that is either excellent or outstanding quality. Any questions?” 

He barely gave any wait time before he proceeded, but the instructions were simple—so simple that even the biggest dolt in the room should have been able to follow them.

“Great! Select your partner and head over to the ingredients closet to collect the items you’ll need,” he directed us. 

Tom would never do Hermione the courtesy of selecting her as his potions partner, but he was curious—curious enough to see whom she would choose. Andromeda had stopped attending Potions after her fifth year when it ceased being a core requirement, as had most witches. Walburga was out of the question after their less-than-friendly introduction, so that left Hermione with two remaining options. Cedrella Black, a shy Slytherin and outcast of the Black family, or Augusta Windsorvale, an outspoken, proud Gryffindor. His money was on Augusta—after all, both she and Hermione were annoyingly outspoken and didn’t seem to grasp their place amongst the company of wizards.

Abraxas nodded at Tom before slipping into the ingredients closet, leaving Tom free to choose his preferred station. Everyone knew better than to claim the center table in the first row; it was practically marked with an invisible ‘reserved’ sign, bearing Tom’s name. As expected, he moved toward it with an air of ownership, making a point to feign disinterest in Hermione’s movements. Even when he wasn’t watching her, though, he was hyper-aware of her presence, like an itch he couldn’t quite scratch.

Her nose was buried in a book, which was odd given that they had only ninety minutes to complete their task. She diligently underlined key passages and scribbled annotations in the margins of her potions text, utterly absorbed in her own world.  

Tom’s irritation simmered just below the surface. While he respected her relentless pursuit of knowledge, it was difficult not to find it infuriating in this moment. Only someone as pompous and arrogant as Hermione would ruin a perfectly fine textbook by thinking herself clever enough to scribble her own thoughts in permanent ink. It was an affront to the art of potion-making, a discipline that required precision and respect for established knowledge. How dare she treat the book as her personal canvas, believing she had anything of value to add to the centuries of wisdom contained within?

“Partners?” Septimus dropped by her desk to ask. 

Hermione looked up at him and blushed. Blushed! Tom couldn't believe it. It seemed she was at a loss for words; instead of giving him a verbal confirmation, she simply nodded.

“Brilliant!” Septimus beamed at her with a large, dopey smile. 

Tom felt his fists gripping the bottom of the lab table until the edge dug into his flesh painfully. 

When had they become friends? They weren’t even from the same house! Plus, Septimus Weasley was a blood wanker! Tom thought Hermione would be astute enough to steer clear of the brainless sporty types like him. What could they possibly have in common to talk about? Hermione was intellectual—though not up to par with Tom—but certainly more so than most in their year. The only thing Septimus knew how to do was block a bloody quaffle from a bloody goal post.

Tom was fuming by the time Abraxes came back and laid out all their ingredients on the table. He barely registered Abraxes's question, too busy tracking Hermione and Weasley from the ingredients closet to the back of the room. Septimus was such a knobhead he didn’t even offer to carry the ingredients for Hermione, like any true gentleman would have insisted on. The two of them laid out their ingredients side by side, laughing and joking around as if they were in a pub instead of a classroom.

No, this simply would not do. From his usual seat in the front, Tom wouldn’t be able to hear anything the two of them were saying. He had to be closer, to infiltrate their little bubble and remind them both who was in charge.

“Are you listening, Tom?” Malfoy asked, concern etched into his features.

Tom didn’t even bother to acknowledge him. “We’re moving to the back of the room,” he replied coldly, grabbing his things and stalking toward the table directly next to Hermione and Weasley. Two Gryffindors had already started working on their project at this station, but Tom couldn't care less.

“Move. This is my table,” he commanded, his voice low and threatening.

“We already started, Tom,” Cedric Thorne dared to say, his tone a mix of defiance and apprehension.

Tom glowered at him, a promise of retribution flashing in his eyes. Cedric’s insubordination was unacceptable, and he made a mental note to punish him whenever he could corner him alone. A Stinging Hex would be fitting, but the Cruciatus Curse was not out of the question if he felt particularly vindictive.

For now, he simply lifted his wand and vanished the potion they had started with a single, cold word: “ Evanesco .”

Cedric’s partner, Elan Peverell, paled as he leaned over to stare at the bottom of their cauldron, disbelief written all over his face. The potion had been perfectly fine moments ago, but now it was nothing but a memory.

“Now,” Tom said more firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument. It was a threat, and both boys knew it. The air in the classroom shifted, tension crackling like electricity, as Tom's dark gaze bore into them.

Cedric and Elan quickly avoided eye contact as they gathered their things, their expressions a mixture of annoyance and defeat as they relocated to the table Tom had earlier abandoned. Malfoy cast a curious glance at Tom but wisely chose not to question him; instead, Abraxes moved in silence, laying out their ingredients once more and organizing them in the order Tom would need to add them.

Hermione's awareness of Tom's stunt was palpable. Though she pretended to focus on her work, her smile had vanished, replaced by a small frown as she busily completed the first few steps of her potion. Weasley, however, was not as subtle; he narrowed his eyes in Tom’s direction, positioning his body between Tom and Hermione, as if he could shield her from whatever darkness Tom might unleash.

Tom smirked, relishing the moment, and sent a cocky wink in Weasley’s direction. The response was immediate—a deepening scowl from Septimus, who was clearly agitated. But Tom didn’t care; he had gotten what he wanted. Hermione was mostly quiet for the next ninety minutes, save for the occasional instruction she offered Weasley for minor assistance.

Tom’s gaze remained locked on them, particularly on Weasley, who kept glancing over his shoulder, clearly suspicious and ready to react. Each time Weasley caught Tom’s eye, Tom would offer an innocent, practiced smile, refusing to break eye contact until Weasley squirmed under the weight of it and was forced to look away, frustration etched on his face.

By the end of class, Tom felt confident that Weasley would think twice before coming near Hermione again. But if he didn’t, Tom would be more than ready to solidify his message. And he would have fun doing it…

* * * *

 

Hermione should have been elated that her Calming Draft received the highest marks, but her mind was elsewhere. She couldn't shake off the lingering tension from potions class, especially concerning Tom’s treatment of Rhys and the other Gryffindors. Watching Tom assert his dominance had left a knot of unease in her stomach. He was intelligent and powerful, but the way he manipulated the dynamics in the room was alarming.

She had seen the way Rhys had shifted uncomfortably under Tom’s scrutiny, and it made her heart ache. Rhys was a good friend, someone who deserved respect, not the casual cruelty Tom wielded like a weapon. Something needed to be done before this escalated further, before Tom turned his attention back on Rhys, as he so often did with those he perceived as weaker.

Hermione bit her lip, contemplating her next move. She didn’t want to jeopardize her friendship with Rhys, but if it meant protecting him from Tom’s wrath, she would make that sacrifice. Rhys's safety was vital—not just for him, but for Ron’s timeline to remain undisturbed.

She knew she had to act, but the question was how. Confronting Tom directly would only escalate the situation, and she doubted he would listen to reason. Maybe she could find a way to talk to Rhys, to make him understand the need for caution. She needed to tread carefully, to navigate the precarious balance of friendship and protection without letting her emotions cloud her judgment.

As she packed up her things, Hermione resolved to find a way to shield Rhys from Tom’s darkness, even if it meant walking a fine line. She couldn’t let anyone else bear the brunt of Tom’s whims; she had to be the one to step in and stand up for those she cared about. 

“Hermione!” Rhys called out, trying to catch up to her. 

She had left Rhys behind after submitting their potion, hoping that distancing herself would spare him from Tom’s unpredictable wrath. The thought of Tom knowing about their recent late-night escapades sent a shiver down her spine. What would he think if he found out she had spent two nights this week breaking curfew with Rhys to sneak into the kitchen for late-night snacks? Or that they’d spent another morning by the Black Lake, quizzing each other in preparation for the History of Magic pretest?

Hermione couldn't wrap her mind around why Tom cared at all about her friendships, especially those with Gryffindors. He had made it clear how little he he thought of her. Yet, she couldn’t ignore the truth: he did care. His scrutiny, his cold gaze, and the way he seemed to take pleasure in exerting control made her feel as though she were walking a tightrope.

“Wait up!” Rhys said when he was nearly caught up. She hesitated for a second, peaking over her shoulder before she decided the coast was clear. 

“Follow me.” Hermione grabbed his sleeve and led him up three flights of stairs until they were tucked away in the trophy room. It was just as she remembered. Dimly lit, dusty, and cluttered with evidence of excellence from centuries of Hogwarts graduates. No one ever came in here during her timeline, and it seemed to hold true in this one as well. Why would they? It was cramped and had a faint smell of mildew.

“W-why are we here?” Rhys' cheeks were flushed, and Hermione realized his heavy breathing had nothing to do with the flights of stairs they had just climbed. 

Oh Merlin… 

Hermione didn’t mean to act in a way that may be perceived as untoward, but this decade was so much different than her own. Couldn’t a girl and boy simply hang out without it meaning anything deeper? Apparently not. 

“I-I just wanted to get away from Tom,” she explained. “He was acting strange, and it would be best if both of us just stayed away from him.” 

Her explanation did nothing to calm the color from Rhys’ face, but he nodded in agreement. 

“Tom’s always been odd,” he said earnestly, “but today was out of character.”

“I see,” Hermione sighed. She figured Tom usually attempted to keep up his cold but polite mask around those outside of his circle, but in truth, she didn’t know much about the young Tom Riddle other than the few stories Harry chose to share with her and Ron. Voldemort she had a more firm grasp on, sure, but from her initial assessment, Tom wasn’t quite there yet, thankfully. 

“Is there… something going on between you two?” Rhys’ asked, frowning. 

“What? No, don’t be preposterous!” Hermione actually laughed at the suggestion. “The only thing between Tom and I is pure loathing.”

“Why is that? Did you know him before you got here?” Rhys pried. 

“No, but I suppose he wasn’t pleased that I didn’t lay down and let him walk all over me when he attempted to steam roll my decision as Head Girl. And likewise, I don’t much care for men who think women should be seen and not heard,” Hermione scoffed.

Rhys grinned in that half smile that Ron used to do. 

“What?” She asked, wishing he wouldn't look at her like that. It was impossible to ignore the way her heart fluttered every time he did. 

“You’re something special, Hermione,” he said softly, looping his index finger around her pinky.

Getting close to Rhys like this was a terrible idea. It went against everything she needed to accomplish while she was here in the past. She should be focusing on dismantling Tom’s future plans to ensure he never became the Voldemort that took over the world as she knew it. But Rhys’ small acts of affection disarmed her, making her a complete melt.

Every time he smiled at her, a warmth blossomed in her chest, threatening to distract her from her mission. It was in the way he brushed a stray hair from her face or the soft laughter they shared over a joke that only they seemed to understand. Those moments felt like a delicious secret, a small sanctuary away from the chaos of their lives, but Hermione couldn’t afford to lose sight of her purpose.

“But be careful,” he warned her seriously. “Tom isn’t just a bully. He’s… dark. And I would hate to see him hurt you or for you to become a target. Bad things happen around Tom, and it’s not coincidental.”

“Don’t worry about me, Rhys. Trust me, I’ll be okay,” she sighed. “Honestly, it’s you I’m worried about. After his behavior in class today I suspect he’ll try to hurt you to prove his point to me.” 

“I’d like to see him try,” Rhys said with contempt. “I promise you, he’d regret it.” 

“Well, perhaps just for now, we shouldn’t be seen together,” Hermione suggested, slipping her pinky out of his soft grip. “Until his attention is elsewhere.”

“Hermione, no,” Rhys disagreed, taking both her hands this time. “We can’t allow Tom to dictate our decisions, that’s absurd.”

He had a point, so she stayed quiet.

“If anything, once he understands that you’re not on your own, and that you have friends here, he’ll be more likely to back off,” he added.

Another good point, she silently agreed.

“In fact, I was already planning on asking you, but now that we are on the topic of enjoying each other’s company, I was wondering if you’d come out and support me during my first Quidditch match next Friday.” He squeezed lightly on her finger tips. 

She didn’t particularly like Quiddich; truly, everything she knew about Quiddich had been learned against her will thanks to Harry and Ron’s obsession with the sport. But even so, she found herself excited to attend, and maybe even a little bit flattered that he specifically wanted her there to cheer him on. 

“Of course,” she giggled nervously, pulling her hands back to tuck her unruly hair behind her ears. “I should probably already know, but who will you be playing against?” 

“Hufflepuff, which means we’ll blow them out of the water,” Rhys said.

“Overconfidence is the worst enemy of a wise man,” she teased. 

“Hermione, you wound me!” Rhys joked back. “But when you see me on that field tonight, you’ll understand where the confidence comes from. 7 o’clock sharp.” 

She laughed and rolled her eyes at Rhys. In this way, he was very much unlike Ron. Hermione would never forget how nervous Ron would get before matches; it was probably the only time in their years of friendship that she actually witnessed him lose his appetite. Meanwhile, Rhys seemed to have an overflowing amount of self-assured faith in himself.

Normally, she might consider such an attitude off-putting, but with his boyish grin and messy hair, Rhys pulled it off effortlessly. He had a way of making confidence look easy and fun. There was something infectious about his enthusiasm that made her want to smile, and she couldn’t help but feel a little lighter in his presence.

“Okay, I’ll go,” she assured him, “but I have to finish up a few things before curfew, so I better get moving.”

“Wait, one more thing,” Rhys said, stopping Hermione in her tracks before fishing something out of his bag. He held it out for her to take, and her eyes widened in surprise.

It was one of his extra practice jerseys, his last name pressed boldly across the back. She recognized it immediately; although on the field, he would be wearing his official Gryffindor robes, she had seen Harry and Ron in their jerseys enough times to know what this was. The fabric looked soft, and the vibrant red color seemed to shimmer in the dim light of the trophy room.

“Wouldn’t that kind of be… kind of a statement,” she questioned, skeptical of his intentions. 

“If you wanted it to be.” Rhys scratched the back of his head as he looked down at his shoes. “It could be.”

“Look, Rhys, I have to be honest with you,” Hermione forced herself to say. As much as she’d like to allow herself the freedom of exploring whatever was happening between them, he wasn’t meant for her. It stung a little that she might have to see him with Cedrella, but that was his fate, and she needed to accept that before things went any further between them. “I’m okay being friends, but my focus really needs to be on school. I’m here to take my N.E.W.T.s, and I want to earn the highest score possible. My future depends on it.”

She had confided a tiny bit about her circumstances to him on their second trip to the kitchen, so he was aware that she didn’t have family to fall back on after graduation. 

“I respect that, Hermione,” Rhys said even though he twisted his lips in disappointment. “Friends,” he promised. 

“Friends,” she agreed, snatching his jersey out of his fingers. 

After all, friends supported each other, right?

Chapter 7

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Tom always considered Quiddich to be a waste of time, but he often looked forward to match nights because it meant securing the entire library to himself while the rest of the student body congregated on the field to watch a bunch of tossers pass around a quaffle. 

Tonight would be no different. 

If he was lucky, he might even find an opening to get Hermione alone so he could demand answers about her relationship with Rhys. 

He shouldn’t care. He didn’t want to care. But there was something about her that kept his attention. She was like an annoying gnat that kept buzzing around the room. Everywhere you looked, it was there, and no matter how many times you attempted to squash it, it persisted. 

Tom’s eyes gravitated to Hermione again . She was the only student he knew that was here as often as Tom was, and she always picked the same spot in the back corner of the library, tucked away, hidden from everyone else. It was Tom’s favorite table, but he allowed her to have it for now, all so he could keep a close eye on her. Every once in a while, she would glance up and look around, like she could feel his eyes on her, but he remained invisible thanks to the Disillusionment Charm he’d mastered two summers ago. To the untrained eye, the table to the left of hers was empty, save for an open book. And when she wasn’t looking, he would discreetly turn a page. Unfortunately, more often than not, he found himself too distracted by her to actually pay attention to his text. 

It was absolutely off-putting, the way she chewed on the end of her quill between her pink plump lips whenever she pondered whatever she was reading. And he certainly hadn’t gotten over the way she violated her books by scribbling in them with her big bubbly letters. But what truly fascinated him was how quickly she’d finish her selections. She simply devoured textbooks, and even when she was done with them, she’d secretly made copies for her own personal collection before slipping them in her bookbag for future study. Why hadn’t he thought of that before? He’d definitely be doing that next time he was given an excuse to enter the restricted section of the library.  

As much as he hated to admit it, he finally acknowledged that he had spent so much time observing her in the library these past two weeks, he was starting to fall behind on his school work. Well, not exactly behind , but he was less ahead than he would like to be, which was completely unacceptable. So when she took a quick peak at the clock and jumped up to pack away her things, he was almost relieved. Although he might not be able to get answers out of her just yet, he’d be able to study without distraction for at least a few hours while she joined the knobheads at the Quidditch game for the night.  

Tom’s relief was short lived however, because Hermione retrieved a jersey out of her bag, gave it a quick shake, and then stripped off her robe to pull the scarlet and gold shirt over her blouse. He didn’t need her to turn around to identify who it belonged to. Still, the moment he saw “Weasley” printed along her shoulders, his plans for the night changed immediately. 

He stood so quickly, his chair dragged across the floor. 

Hermione’s eyes darted in his direction. 

“I know you’re there, Riddle,” she huffed. “How many times have you stalked me while under a Disillusionment Charm?”

Clever witch.

Even some of his own knights hadn’t figured out when he was under a disillusionment charm, regardless of how obvious he made it. Typically, people ignore the things that make them uncomfortable, and the thought of an invisible person in the room, watching them, was one of those things, even for witches and wizards. 

Tom dropped the spell; there was no use of pretending anymore since she had him figured out. 

“Who said my disillusionment charm has anything to do with you?” He asked sharply. “It’s about convenience and privacy.”

“Is that why you’ve sat at that very table to watch me study everyday for the past two weeks?” She challenged him. 

“Well, my spot has been occupied by a certain entitled, inconsiderate witch that hogs it every time I need to attend my work,” he shot back, stepping closer to her. 

The nearer he came to her, the more his magic drew him towards her. He didn’t like that. It made him feel desperate and out of control, so he took a measured step back again. 

“Hmm, sounds like it might be her spot now.” She mocked him, advancing in his direction. “But I suppose you can borrow it in her absence. Unlike you, she has better places to be at the moment.”

“And where exactly might that be, Granger?” Tom leaned against a shelf to his right. 

“I’ll give you one guess.” She smiled sweetly, pointing at her newly added apparel. 

“I didn’t think you were the type,” Tom scoffed. “But I guess you’re just another Broomstick Bimbo.”

“How dare you!” Hermione seethed, continuing to approach him. She was so close he could reach out and grab her if he wanted. The more he provoked her, the more her magic seemed to pull at his, drawing them together in a way neither of them could ignore. “Maybe if you knew anything about being a friend, you’d know what it meant to support their endeavors.”

“I have plenty more friends than you,” Tom gave a humorless laugh. “And unlike you, I don’t have to throw myself at them to get their attention.”

“Oh you mean your little group of muppets? Those aren’t friends, they’re minions, Tom!” She countered. “Or should I say My Lord ?” She exaggerated the last two words, intending to ridicule his title. 

“Hmm,” Tom smirked. “You can call me your Lord any time, Granger.”

“As if!” Hermione hissed at him, advancing a final step. “I am my own person, and no one will ever lord over me.”

“You say that, and yet, you let another wizard put his stamp on for you all to see.” Tom’s lip curled as he stared at Weasley’s jersey. “And worse yet, you picked a pathetic, weak, dim-witted, twit at that.”

It was Tom’s turn to invade her space. With each insult he aimed at Septimus, Tom inched towards Hermione, until they were nose to nose, in the middle of the library. Although the majority of the school would’ve already scurried off to the quidditch game, anyone could walk in on them and misinterpret their position for something it wasn’t. 

“What are you really trying to say, huh? Should I have picked you, then?” She asks sarcastically. “A cold, rude, sexist, pig who barely has human emotions?”

She wasn’t physically touching him, but her magic pressed insistently against his, probing, testing, charging the very air between them. It was warm, invigorating, like a power he could siphon endlessly, leaving him beyond the reach of cold, fatigue, or hunger. The pull between them intensified, a taut thread ready to snap at any moment, thrumming with a force he could experience in every cell of his being.

“I feel plenty of emotion, Hermione .” Hermione’s pupils dilated when Tom spoke her name. 

Slowly, her eyes drifted to his lips and she swallowed. Only a breath separated them; he could feel the exhale from her lungs ghosting over his mouth. It was the first time he wondered what it might be like to kiss a witch. A fleeting curiosity, one he’d never entertained before. Yet, now, as her magic coiled around his, drawing him closer, the idea slipped into his consciousness, uninvited but impossible to ignore.

When goosebumps rose along her neck, he knew she wasn’t immune to it either. The magnetic pull between them was unmistakable, palpable—undeniable, even to her. Their magic was playing with each other, a dance of power and sensation, both heady and intoxicating. Tom wished he could bottle this feeling in a potion, or trap it somehow, to access it whenever he needed a boost. 

“But the emotion I feel?” If he so much as shifted a centimeter, he could close the distance and claim her lips—but he remained deadly still, resisting the pull with every ounce of control he had. “Isn’t the kind of emotion you can survive.”

“And what kind of emotion is that?” She whispered, her voice barely audible, eyelids hooded, and chest heaving as if she were struggling to steady her breath.

Suddenly, Tom grabbed the collar of Weasley’s shirt between his fists and ripped it in two, right down the middle. 

Hermione shrieked in surprise. 

“Anger.”

“Tom!” she cried in disbelief.

Tom yanked the remains from her arms and shredded it one more time for good measure. 

“Hate.” 

Using wordless magic, he set the fragments on fire and tossed it to the ground until it burned to ash. 

“What are you doing?!” The pure terror in her eyes was unmistakable, and it sent a sharp thrill through him. That would teach her not to underestimate him again.

“Possession.” 

He took a step back from her, breaking whatever connection their magic had manifested. 

“Stay away from the Weasley boy, Granger, or next time? It’ll be him instead of the shirt.”

Hermione was finally speechless. 

Tom turned on his heel, placed a hand in his pocket and casually made his exit. 

He did, indeed, have better places to be, despite what she might think. 

* * * *

Hermione was an hour late by the time she made it to the Quidditch field. She would’ve only been 30 minutes late if it hadn’t taken her an extra half hour to gather her bearings after Tom’s little temper tantrum. He had completely entrapped her in his presence, his gravitational pull drawing her into his orbit, holding her captive in a moment that felt both thrilling and dangerous. She could not, for the life of her, understand what had overcome her in the moment, and truthfully she was still a bit shaken from the way his presence made her feel: chaotic, invigorated, powerful. His magic heightened her awareness of how attainable her goals were, if only she dared to explore darker methods than she typically entertained. it was the same feeling Tom's locket gave her the many months he wore it strung over her chest, but stronger. 

It was unwise to allow herself to be so close to him; she had left herself too vulnerable, making the mistake of underestimating how truly insane Tom Riddle was. Hermione had to remind herself, again , this wasn’t just any other angsty school boy, this was Voldemort in his early years. Most likely, he didn’t even have a complete soul . According to Harry, by this point in his life, he would have already created two horcruxes, which meant Hermione had two targets she needed to focus on eliminating. 

Tomorrow . She vowed to herself. 

For today, she would enjoy one last distraction. 

She was just glad by the time she finally made it to the stands, the game was still going. Instinctively, she joined the Gryffindor section, not giving it a second thought until she was surrounded by unfamiliar people. 

“Hermione! Over here,” a brunette witch from her potions class waved her over. Hermione found it a bit odd that the girl seemed to be expecting her, and even saved her a seat, but she wasn’t going to turn down a potential ally, so she went with it. 

“Thank you,” Hermione smiled, accepting the seat next to her.

“Augusta Windsorvale,” she introduced herself with a firm handshake. “Rhys let me know to look out for you.”

“Oh!” Hermione’s smile widened. This was Neville’s grandmother, who would later become Augusta Longbottom. “Hermione Granger. Pleased to meet you.”

“The pleasure is mine, Ms. Granger. I respect your dedication to your studies. To be honest, at first I was a bit peeved when you snatched the Head Girl position from right under my nose, but after observing you in class this last fortnight, I’m satisfied that it was well deserved,” Augusta said with a stone face. Her voice had a determined confidence to it, and Hermione could already see how she would morph into the proud, stern witch that Neville would someday be desperate to please. 

“Thank you, Ms. Windsorvale, I appreciate that,” Hermione blushed. She had a feeling Augusta wasn’t the type to hand out praise unless it was genuine. 

“Augusta,” she said, instructing Hermione to address her informally.

“And you can call me, Hermione,” Hermione returned the sentiment. 

Just as Rhys predicted, Gryffindor is well ahead by 170 points, and he’s certainly played a crucial role in that. He'd already blocked three Quaffles with ease, including one that had seemed nearly impossible to catch. 

With another save, Rhys caught Hermione’s eye, blowing her a kiss and sending her a wry smile before returning his attention to his sport. 

Hermione laughed. She didn’t wave back, feeling slightly self-conscious of others watching. Rhys was so endearingly silly that she struggled to take him seriously, but she couldn’t shake the worry that others might misinterpret his playful demeanor. Instantly, she was glad Tom had prevented her from wearing Rhys’ jersey, not that she would vocalize that thought.

“Oh no,” Augusta said, still maintaining her stoic voice. “Rhys is about to get himself in a world of trouble.”

“What do you mean?” Hermione’s cheeks flushed. Did Augusta know about Tom Riddle’s warning somehow? 

“Rhys is my friend,” Augusta said matter-of-fact. “But I believe ‘girl code’ dictates an openness between us.”

“Erhm, okay?” Hermione said, confused.

“Let’s just say you’re not the first Slytherin witch who has occupied this seat,” Augusta revealed.

Hermione frowned, running through a list of potential matches. 

Did Slytherins even date outside of their house? It was extremely rare, even in her time, so it came as quite the shock that it may be happening now when ‘blood purity’ and ‘pureblood pride’ was even more popular within the group. The only witch she had interacted with so far who seemed genuinely welcoming, even without knowing anything about Hermione, was Andromeda Black, who would one day be Andromeda Tonks. Despite knowing for certain that Andromeda was not destined to marry into the Weasley family in the future, Hermione didn't want to accidentally step on her newly acquired friend's toes. Andromeda had been nothing but kind to her, and the last thing Hermione wanted was for Andromeda to view Hermione’s friendship with Rhys as an act of betrayal. 

“I see,” Hermione sighed. “It’s not like that between him and I,” she explained. “Honestly, we’re just friends. I’m not even interested in dating.”

Augusta’s face remained blank as she nodded. 

“I’m only here to complete my N.E.W.T.s,” Hermione babbled on, as if she needed to convince Augusta of her innocence. “Boys are not a priority.”

“I might not believe you if you weren’t so invested in our classes, but I do,” Augusta said, making Hermione feel a tad lighter. “Unfortunately, Cedrella Black might not be on the same page.” Augusta nodded to the witch rushing out of the second aisle in the Slytherin stands across the way. 

A flash of long blonde hair made Hermione’s stomach drop. 

Cedrella, Ron’s grandmother, was attending Hogwarts?! 

Hermione chided herself immediately for being so thick. How did she not notice that the quiet blonde witch in her potions class was Cedrella?! How must Cedrella have felt when Rhys’ picked Hermione over her in potions class last week? Or when he chased her down after class ended? What would this mean for Rhys' future with Cedrella? She had to make things right before it was too late. A small part of her even hoped that perhaps her and Cedrella could make friends eventually. Mrs. Weasley never had very nice things to say about her Mother-in-Law, but maybe she was just misunderstood.

“I should go after her and explain.” Hermione stood up immediately to go follow the witch and set the record straight. 

“I’d wait if I were you,” Augusta said, grabbing Hermione’s wrist and tugging her back into her seat. “Give her some time to calm down first. Cedrella is quiet, but she’s still a Slytherin.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Hermione narrowed her eyes, feeling like Augusta’s advice had a backhanded compliment attached to it. Augusta knew fully well that Hermione was also a Slytherin, and she still opted to display such blatant prejudice without a moment's hesitation. 

“It means what you think it means. Taunt a snake and they shall strike. It’s in their nature,” Augusta said as if she was reporting about the weather instead of making wild and biased statements about an entire people group solely based on their Hogwarts house.   

“Well, that seems like a misguided statement, Augusta. You can’t just stereotype people based on where the sorting hat placed them,” Hermione’s indignation grew. 

“Hermione, the sorting hat places us into our houses for a reason. I like Cedrella, but when Katie McGreggor from Ravenclaw started giving Rhys googly eyes last year, suddenly she found herself losing clumps of hair after using her everyday shampoo. Coincidence? I think not,” Augusta shrugs, blasé. “And Rhys wasn’t even paying notice of Katie, so imagine if he was.”

Hermione let that thought marinate. Not just the idea that Ron’s paternal grandmother could be so cold blooded as to harm a witch undeservedly, but the former statement as well. 

The sorting hat places us into our houses for a reason.

What did that say about Hermione? 

Had she changed so absolutely from her first year at Hogwarts to now? 

She supposed it was only natural after everything she’s been through, but that didn’t mean that she liked the idea. 

“Oh brilliant,” Augusta said, a bit more chipper, but still a bit robotic. “Edwin caught the snitch for Gryffindor. We win. Let’s go congratulate Rhys and the rest.”

“I’m not sure that’s the best idea for me,” Hermione pulled away from her. She had already made enough of a mess for herself, she didn't need to make it worse by continuing to get close to Rhys.

“I didn’t mean to unnerve you,” Augusta looked at her with pinched brows. “I just thought I'd let you know, so you can do what you need with the information.”

“Well, I suppose I could use this opportunity to make a few things clear.” Hermione bit her lip. 

“There is a time for everything, Hermione,” Augusta states with a hint of a smile, “and right now, is a time to celebrate. Anything else can wait until morning.” 

“I suppose,” Hermione reluctantly agreed, allowing Augusta to drag her toward the festivities. 

* * * *

 

Hermione couldn’t believe Augusta snuck her into Gryffindor Tower. She was so happy to be reacquainted with the red and gold lion emblem decor she could cry. Her heart didn’t know what to appreciate first: the deep, rich colored tapestries strung over the windows that gave a perfect view of the Hogwarts grounds, the crackling stone fireplace which offered the room an inviting warmth, or the rustic armchairs she often snuggled into when reading an instructional text next to her two best friends. It was a shame she didn’t get sorted into Gryffindor this second time around because the cold, regal formality of the Slytherin common room couldn’t quite compete with the way Gryffindor tower vibrated with life and love. 

Gryffindor students cheered for their Quidditch players, chatting their house name in pride. Even Augusta, who was so proper and serious, joined in with the bunch. 

“Gryffindor, Gryffindor, Gryffindor!!!”

“Let’s party!!!” 

It was Rhys who made the announcement, shaking a single serving of sealed Butterbeer violently before popping off the lid and spraying the crowd with its froth. 

Hermione wrinkled her nose and tried dodging the stream as much as possible, but unfortunately a few of her large and unruly curls were still casualties to the mess. 

This was the one part of Gryffindor she never quite got the hang of. Typically, she’d enjoy the energy while tucking herself into a corner and cracking open a book instead of a brew. However, as a visitor, she didn’t have the luxury, so she tagged along with Augusta as they pushed their way through the sea of students towards Rhys to offer their congratulations. 

When they reached him, Rhys was holding up a dark haired boy’s legs while he chugged Butterbeer straight from the tap. 

“Ninteen!”

“Twenty!”

“Twenty one!”

The lads around him counted each second that passed as he continued drowning himself in the liquid. 

The boy didn’t make it to twenty two before he asked to be set down. He hiccuped, with a silly grin on his face, proud of his accomplishment. 

“Beat that, Rhys!” he challenged.

Merlin . He looked just like Harry, except with blue eyes instead of green.

“Without a hitch, Mate,” Rhys teased, ready to take his turn until he spotted us. “Hold up, Fleamont, give me a second first.”

When Rhys turned their way, he revealed a very naked torso under his open Quidditch robe. Hermione intentionally looked anywhere but his pale flesh, refusing to acknowledge his freckled six pack. 

“Great job, Rhys.” Augusta gave him an affectionate punch to the gut. “Bloody brilliant.” 

“Thanks, Auggie,” he responded, pulling her into a side hug, but his eyes stayed firmly fixed on Hermione. 

“Hermione, I’m so glad you made it,” he beamed, embracing her into a full body cuddle. His bare chest was hot against Hermione’s chest; it made her uncomfortable. She curled into herself, taking a step back from his clutch. She didn’t want to give him any wrong ideas, especially after what she found out earlier.

“Ah, the brightest witch of our age,” the dark haired boy said lightheartedly. “You have to start saving some questions for us the rest of us during class or we’ll never be able to beat Slytherin for the House Cup.”

“Oh,” Hermione was so awestruck by his resemblance to her deceased friend, she had a hard time coming up with a response. 

“He’s just having a laugh, Hermione, feel free to continue answering the questions,” Rhys smirked. “Takes the heat off of us when we have no idea what’s going on, innit?” 

Hermione observed Rhys with a frown now that her rose colored glasses had been decidedly removed. He had always been carefree around her, but at the moment he was positively giddy with drink. 

“No jersey?” he asked offhandedly. 

“Sorry about that, I must’ve misplaced it,” Hermione lied.

“That’s okay, I got loads more,” he said indifferently. 

“Care for a Butterbeer?” Fleamont offered her kindly. Hermione was thankful for the change in subject. 

“No, thank you,” Hermione declined politely. 

She may no longer be in the den of vipers but she still had to keep her wits about her around this many strangers, Gryffindor or not. Augusta, however, opted in, allowing Fleamont to fill her cup to the brim. 

“We also have Fire Whisky if that’s more your speed,” Rhys said, holding out a depleted bottle of liquor.

“I’m fine, thanks,” she assured him. “Maybe a pumpkin juice if you have it?”

“Right over there,” Rhys pointed to the back of the room where the cooler sat out. 

For a second, Hermione thought he may accompany her to get one. But then, he turned around, took a large swig straight from the bottle, wiped the back of his mouth with his sleeve and walked off. 

“Time to break that score of yours, Fleamont! Lift me.” Rhys went back to his drinking games.

Tom would’ve retrieved the pumpkin juice for her. 

She wasn’t sure why she had that thought, but it did occur to her that Rhys was a bit ill-mannered when he was pissed. Any butterflies she had previously experienced around Rhys were firmly dead. It was even fair to say, this version of Rhys gave her the ick

The pumpkin juice was all the way at the bottom of the cooler, so it was dripping wet when she pulled it out. And apparently it was an unpopular choice, because there were several more of them left in the cooler comparison to the craft butterbeer selections. To spare herself the experience of holding a dripping bottle, she located a red cup to use instead. 

After pouring the contents of her beverage into the solo cup, Hermione was free to make her way back to her friends. She was about to brave the mob of Gryffindor’s on the dancefloor when she tripped over a stool that definitely had not been there before. 

“Are you okay?” a blonde witch helped her up, offering her a few paper serviettes. “Here let me hold that while you clean up,” she said, grabbing Hermione’s drink from her hand while she dried herself off.

“Cedrella! So nice to see you here,” Hermione said, trying to wipe away some of the split pumpkin juice that sloshed out of her cup and landed on her hands and robes. 

“Why wouldn’t I be here? I’ve been invited to every Gryffindor party since fourth year,” Cedrella said defensively, shoving Hermoine’s drink back in her direction. 

Okay then.  

Clearly Cedrella was marking her territory, which Hermione completely understood and had absolutely no problem with. Of course Cedrella would be chippy with her; she had the wrong impression of Hermione’s intentions with Rhys.  

“Listen, Cedrella, I just wanted to let you know that you have nothing to worry about when it comes to Rhys,” Hermione assured her, taking back her cup of pumpkin juice. “We’re just friends, and nothing has happened between the two of us, nor will anything ever happen between the two of us.” 

“Of course I have nothing to worry about,” Cedrella snapped. “He’s my boyfriend. I’ve been with him for three years and you’ve known him for two weeks!” 

Hermione’s eyebrows raised at the bite in Cedrella’s venomous words. If Hermione were any less of a witch, she would gladly tell her about the fact that Rhys was the one who kept pushing things between the two of them, not Hermione. In fact, she distinctly remembered his insinuation that Hermione could be something more to him when they were holed up in the trophy room last week, and she turned him down. But she wasn’t here to make enemies, and she didn’t need any unnecessary drama with witches. Tom Riddle was enough of an enemy for a lifetime. 

“Exactly,” she agreed dryly, taking a large sip of her pumpkin juice just to escape the awkward tension building between them. 

“Enjoy your drink, Lush,” Cedrella grinned wickedly. 

Apparently Augusta was on target with her estimation of Cedrella. Quiet did not equal shyness, and Cedrella was a shining example. It was a shame, since Hermione had wanted to like Cedrella Black, especially given that it was Ron’s grandmother, but she hated to say, she had still yet to meet a Black she liked aside from Sirius... and perhaps Andromeda. 

Hermione took another careful sip of her juice, determined to avoid spilling it again in the crowded room. As she weaved between bodies to make her way toward Augusta, she could feel the warmth from the throng of people pressing in on her. By the time she had barely reached the opposite side of the room, a thin layer of sweat had already begun to form on her forehead. Had it been this warm here all night? 

“Are you okay?” Augusta inquired, having to raise her voice above the elevated music to be heard. “You look a little off.”

The conversation with Credella left her feeling slightly nauseous, but she didn’t want to be a killjoy by complaining about the interaction to her new friend.

“I’m fine, I think I just might just call it a night,” Hermione said, starting to feel light headed from all the noise and the heat. She just wanted to go to her room and take a rest. 

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Augusta asked, scanning Hermione from head to toe for any signs of intoxication. “You only drank pumpkin juice, right?” 

Hermione nodded. “I think it might have been spoiled though because I don’t feel so well. I’ll see you in the Great Hall tomorrow.” The pumpkin juice didn’t smell spoiled, and it didn’t taste odd, but it was the only other explanation for why she suddenly felt ill. 

“Do you want me to walk you back?” Augusta offered, sounding a bit worried, sniffing at Hermione’s cup. “You look rather affected.”

“I’ll be fine,” Hermione said, already retreating towards the exit. 

She needed to get out of this cramped space; she needed air, and thankfully, Augusta let her go, frowning, but waving goodbye as Hermione disappeared behind the portal. 

Halfway to the dungeons, Hermione’s limbs began to feel like lead. Her head knew where to take her, but her body didn’t get the memo. A wave of dizziness made her uncoordinated movements worse, and then, suddenly she was crawling on the floor on her hands and knees, trying to make the room stop spinning. She lifted a foot until it was flat against the ground, and begged her leg to push herself up, to stand, but instead she stumbled, slamming back to the floor again. Panic surged; she couldn’t move anymore, she was completely paralyzed aside from the tremors that wracked throughout her. She was freezing, shaking, shivering from cold or fear or both. She watched herself, detached from the scene, as if her soul had floated outside of herself to observe just how pitiful she was in this moment. 

Hermione stayed that way for who knew how long, fading in and out. It was light, then it was dark, and then it was very, very dark. She was alone for some time, it seemed.  

And then, as if the dawn had broken, she felt warmth. A familiar energy was seeking her out. It came closer and closer until she finally felt the terror melt away, despite her inability to rise. She was safe, somehow she knew she was safe, so she relaxed.

Someone picked her up. Someone with dark hair and a firm chest. Her hands roamed over the base of their neck, twisting her fingers into soft hair, then tracing their shoulders, and finally moving down to their toned arms. Whoever it was felt so good , she would never get enough. She wanted them to touch her, too. Hermione whined, begged, pleaded for them to touch her. She wanted her bare skin to soak up their body heat. She tried so hard to rip at their clothes, to get closer. She wanted to be as close as one could get to another before they became one whole being. 

They laid her down on a soft surface; she was floating on a cloud. For a brief second, her savior hovered over her, brushing her hair away from her damp forehead. And when they stepped away, she whimpered at the loss of their physical touch, but their magic stayed by her side. It lingered over her body like a blanket, swaddling her, comforting her. The last thing she remembered was the smell of fresh parchment and mint before the door clicked shut.

All she was left with was darkness.  

Chapter 8

Summary:

Bonus Chapter! :)

Chapter Text

Tom strolled toward the Slytherin common room, his mind still lingering on his recent visit with Nocturna in the Chamber of Secrets. To everyone else, she was Slytherin’s Monster, the fearsome basilisk of legend, but to him, she was more than that—a loyal companion, the one creature on this earth that would never betray him. Guilt tugged at him, urging him to release her back into the castle, to hunt as she deserved. He hated the idea of her being confined, deprived of a proper meal, but the risk was too great. After nearly being caught by Dumbledore during his fifth year, the old man now had Tom under constant watch. So, for now, Nocturna would have to settle for the freshly slaughtered rabbits he brought from the Forbidden Forest. It was far better than the filthy rats she normally fed on, Tom reasoned, but still, not nearly worthy of his magnificent basilisk. 

While in the Chamber, he created a replica of Salazar Slytherin’s diary, using a spell he’d learned—thanks to Hermione, albeit unintentionally. He had discovered the diary during his first venture into the Chamber of Secrets, but never once allowed it to leave the sanctuary of its ancient walls. Risking one of his most prized possessions was out of the question. However, with the original now secured in the Chamber and the duplicate locked away in his heavily warded room, he took comfort in knowing he could study it thoroughly within the safety of his quarters, without the limitations of time or the need to descend into the depths of its original home.

As Tom strolled down the deserted hallways, a calculating smirk tugged at his lips. What else might the clever little witch be useful for? She was irritatingly self-righteous at times, but there was no denying her potential. In just the two short weeks he'd known her, she had proven herself intellectually superior to any of his so-called knights—even Malfoy, who was usually the sharpest among the lot. Hermione would be an asset to his cause, but he would need to break her in, to make her believe it was her own choice to align with him. The thought unsettled him—he detested free thinkers, their unpredictable nature clashed with his need for control. Yet, that was what made her invaluable. Without her independence, she wouldn’t be the finely honed instrument he required. He just had to find a way to reshape her loyalties, to mold her into his, without dulling the edge that made her unique. Wrestling her away from Dumbledore would make the quest all the more satisfying, a game he was eager to win. Hermione Granger would become his little pet soon enough, Tom vowed.

To accomplish this goal, he concluded that he’d have to alter his approach with her. Though the way her eyes filled with fear when he tore Weasley’s shirt from her chest was a strangely beautiful sight, he knew it would only drive her further away. Yes, Tom had left their encounter in the library feeling satisfied, even craving more, but Hermione had turned and run straight back to that useless Weasley boy. However, if he eased off, maybe even played the role of the gentleman, she might start seeking him out instead— might come to trust him over anyone else.

It was frustrating that she responded better to positive reinforcement, when punishment suited her so well. Tom knew her flushed cheeks, heaving chest, and that exquisite, surprised cry would occupy his mind when he laid down tonight. But Hermione was different from the Slytherins in their house—she was driven by trust, not fear. So, he’d have to play the long game with her, which was unfortunate, considering patience had never been one of his virtues.

Just as he descended the final set of stairs leading to the dungeon corridor, Tom's gaze caught sight of a limp body sprawled halfway down the hallway, opposite the direction of the common room. As Head Boy, it was technically his responsibility to ensure the safety of every student. Yet, it wasn’t duty that drew him in. Instead, curiosity bloomed, especially when his magic buzzed with a familiar energy at the sight. Something about this situation tugged at his instincts, and he couldn’t help but want to investigate.

There was only one person that evoked this type of response. 

Hermione.

He didn’t think; he just sprinted the remaining distance to arrive at her aid, and when he reached her, he took a knee beside her as he examined the damage.

Hermione’s hooded lids fluttered, heavy with exhaustion. The sharp defiance he had grown accustomed to was absent, leaving her eyes vacant, hollow. The only sound that slipped past her parted lips was a faint, pitiful whine between shallow breaths. Instinctively, his hand reached out, brushing against her cheek. Her skin was cold beneath his fingertips, and she unconsciously leaned into his palm, seeking the warmth he offered. Aside from that small movement, she remained eerily still—pale, fragile, and utterly unresponsive.

“You’re okay,” Tom reassured her, his voice steady and calm. He would make sure of it, no matter the cost.

Not twenty minutes ago, he had reveled in the thought of Hermione’s terror, but now, seeing it instigated by someone else felt utterly unacceptable. The moment she was sorted into Slytherin, she had become his —an object of his possession, someone he would claim as his own.

With a flick of his wand, he cast a diagnostic spell to assess her injuries accurately. 

The results flickered purple, revealing the cause: Potionem Felicitatis Obscuratae. 

So, she had somehow ingested a draught of Clouded Bliss.

No, he corrected himself. Hermione would never be foolish enough to experiment with illegal drugs. She might bend the rules, but she valued her mind too much to pollute it with something as revolting as a street drug designed to impair judgment and dull the senses. 

This was no accident—someone had drugged her with it intentionally.

Rage .

It was one of the familiar emotions he had shared with Hermione earlier today, and at this moment, it surged through him with full force.

Someone harmed his property and they will face the consequences. 

Tom scooped Hermione off the floor and cradled her to his chest, rushing towards the common room. With anyone else, he would have effortlessly employed his magic to create distance as he relocated their body to Hospital Ward. Yet, in the pursuit of earning this witch's trust, he endured her touch, all while striving to keep her safe and out of trouble. The more he interacted with her magic, the more accustomed to it he became. While the mere brush of another often left Tom feeling sullied, as if their magic carried a contagion that required meticulous cleansing, Hermione’s magic was… rather exceptional. He despised the pleasure he derived from the way their magic ignited in close proximity, a dazzling display that stirred something unsettling within him. He would still need to take the time to evaluate why that was, but that could wait for later.

As he approached the common room, she caught Tom off guard; her hands reached out, seeking comfort. When her fingers wove through the hair at the base of his neck, he suppressed a shiver. She was torturing him with her soft, delicate touch, treating his body as if she owned it. It was as if she were committing his form to memory, tracing his shoulders and then his arms, her eyes now relaxed behind closed lids. He had to dispose of her somewhere safe. While her touch might not be repulsive, he wasn’t accustomed to the reaction she stirred within him. He felt hot and needy; he didn’t like it. Tom didn’t want to feel the need for anything other than what he could secure himself.

Tom entered the common room, and his mood immediately soured when he saw several of his Knights lingering there, waiting for him no doubt. Abraxas raised a brow in surprise, Tom had never been sighted with a witch before, while Dolohov, to his credit, glanced away respectfully, as if aware of the delicate situation. Tom’s jaw clenched in irritation. To any observer, this undoubtedly looked like something it wasn’t, and that misperception alone was enough to stoke his anger.

“What do you have there, My Lord?” Lastrange asked in wicked interest. Unexpecting, vulnerable females reduced Lastrange into a gleeful predator, which never bothered Tom until now. He didn’t like the idea of Hermione being the object of Lastrange’s perverted fascination.  

“Not now,” Tom snapped, silencing him before heading to the girls dormitory hall. 

He was already acquainted with the location of Hermione’s room; he simply hadn’t the opportunity to sneak in and rummage through her personal items— yet. But he soon would. Her door was the only one lacking the usual frills or warning signs. It didn't need them. The passage to her sanctuary was protected by a series of wards that would stump any average wizard. But Tom was anything but average.

He couldn’t access his wand with Hermione’s weight pinning him down, but he had begun to experiment with wandless magic. It wasn't as powerful as the magic he wielded with his wand, but perhaps if he could siphon off some of Hermione's magic, it would suffice.

“Allow me access to your strength, little pet,” he whispered into her ear, tucking her closer to his chest. 

Silently, he summoned her magic, recalling how it had probed at him in the library. He could feel it then, a tantalizing desire to merge with his own, yet he had resisted. But now, he was ready to allow it in, not for her benefit, but for his own selfish gain. He was curious to test what their combined powers could unleash. 

Tom hadn’t truly expected a response from her, given her current state, but this witch had a knack for surprises. Her magic flowed eagerly into his, a warm rush that ignited something unexpected within him. The mingling of their magic was mesmerizing—like the first time he wielded dark magic. It was a rush of power, a revelation that anything was possible, and a haunting realization that he would do whatever it took to hold onto this feeling, regardless of how dark or depraved the path might be.

Hermione stirred. 

Tom’s gaze snapped down at her, his heart pounding in his chest. Her eyes remained shut, yet her breaths came heavier, more erratic. She was touching him again—no, more like grabbing at him, fingers clawing at the fabric of his shirt beneath his robe. The sensation sent a jolt of heat through him, igniting an unfamiliar urgency. It was as if her instinctual need for connection was stripping away the carefully constructed barriers he had always upheld.

Every tug of her fingers against his chest felt like a plea, a desperate grasp for something he wasn’t sure he was willing to give. The line between comfort and possession blurred, and he found himself wrestling with the duality of wanting to shield himself from her touch while battling the raw desire stirring within him.

“P-please!” she might’ve asked, but it was unclear. “T-t-ou-ch!”

The little witch nearly ripped the buttons from Tom’s shirt, her desperation palpable as she clawed at him. With a swift motion, he restrained her hands against his chest, effectively stopping her from completing the job. Her soft, delicate wrists felt fragile in his grasp, easily secured by just one of his large palms.

Heat surged through him, an unexpected flush creeping up his neck, and he felt a hint of embarrassment wash over him. He should kill her for daring to take such liberties with his body, for invading his personal space in a way that made his blood run hot. Yet, a darker curiosity gnawed at him—he wondered what those fingers might feel like if they ventured a little lower, exploring the territory just inches away from where she was.

It was a dangerous thought, a reckless notion that sent his mind spiraling into forbidden territory. He felt the weight of her magic intertwining with his, fueling a power that was both enthralling and terrifying. This was not the control he was used to wielding.

“Ruptura Warda,” he grit; his breaths were harsh and heavy.

Tom had used the spell before, but it felt different this time—enhanced and far more precise. Typically, he forced his way through the protections like an ax, methodically chipping away at the trunk of a tree until it finally gave way, falling in slow surrender. But now, with their magic intertwined, the process was remarkably effortless.

The instant the incantation left his lips, it was as if a bulldozer had barreled through a glass house, shattering the defenses completely with a single, resounding strike. The wards guarding Hermione's sanctuary crumbled before him, scattering like shards of glass in all directions, leaving nothing but a clear path to her most intimate secrets.

Rushing into her room, he stumbled slightly; the aftereffects of their magic left him feeling shaky—yet not weak. No, it was exhilaration coursing through him, electrifying every nerve ending. It was as if he had lived his entire life at half charge, merely existing, but now he was fully alive, vibrant and pulsing with untamed energy.

His body was overwhelmed, struggling to absorb the sudden surge all at once, like a storm threatening to break loose. As he tumbled onto her bed, it cushioned their fall, and he barely caught himself before he crushed her beneath his weight. His elbows and knees formed a cage around Hermione’s slender body, a protective barrier, even as the chaos within him churned.

For the first time, she looked peaceful—her breaths steadied, and the tension that usually gripped her features seemed to dissipate, replaced by an expression of serenity. In that moment, he couldn’t help but marvel at how vulnerable and beautiful she appeared. He brushed her hair away from her damp forehead softly. 

Tom couldn’t shake the feeling of ownership that coursed through him. She was his, even in this state of unconsciousness. The thought sent a thrill through him, mingling with the intoxicating buzz of their combined magic. 

Now was the perfect moment. Tom could dip into her mind, use Legilimency to sift through the secrets she had buried deep within. He could unravel every thought she kept hidden, every whispered fear and desire that shaped her. But as he hovered on the edge of that dark temptation, a flicker of hesitation coursed through him. It wouldn’t feel like a true victory to invade her mind while she lay there, weakened and vulnerable, at the mercy of another’s cruelty.

No, he wanted more than that. He craved the moment when she was fully conscious, when she would understand the magnitude of his intrusion. He envisioned the thrill of sorting through her thoughts while she was aware of him—every pulse of her heartbeat, every breath hitching in her throat as he navigated the labyrinth of her mind. He wanted her to know it was him, Tom Riddle, who was unraveling the depths of her soul, dissecting every feeling she had ever felt, every yearning she had ever craved. He would leave no stone unturned, and she would come to understand just how much power he wielded—not just over magic, but over her. That would be the true conquest.

With a shuddering breath, he forced himself to rise, the sudden loss of warmth where they had connected sending a shiver down his spine. He severed the bond between their magic, feeling the echo of her energy retreating from him like a tide pulling back into the sea. As he backed away from the bed, he cast one last glance at her serene form, a beautiful enigma lying peacefully in his domain. Already, he felt the absence of her magic mingling with his, a void that left him craving the captivating rush they had shared.

Hermione whimpered, her arms crossing over her chest at his loss. 

She was cold. That wouldn’t do. 

Calorificus

He circled his wand around her, conjuring a warming spell with a final flick. His magic wrapped around her, settling with a slight shimmer that danced like a delicate veil over her skin. It would disappear when she woke, but for now, it would be like a piece of him was still with her, a lingering reminder of his presence. It brought a strange sense of satisfaction, a feeling he didn’t often indulge.

Tom left a few moments later, once he was confident she was comfortable. 

“Goodnight, Hermione,” he bid his farewell with a knowing smile.

She wouldn’t remember what happened tonight, but he would.

Always.  

* * * *

 

Hermione jolted awake, her heart racing and breath quickening as she heard the giggles and footsteps of her classmates clattering down the hallway outside of her door. An ache throbbed in her head, a persistent reminder of whatever had transpired the night before. Her muscles felt tight and sore, each movement sending a wave of discomfort coursing through her. Panic held her in a chokehold as she struggled to piece together the fragmented memories of the previous evening. The last thing she recalled was leaving Gryffindor tower feeling ill and weak. How had she ended up back in her room?

The stories she’d heard whispered among her peers rushed back to her: tales of witches and wizards who had been drugged at parties, their autonomy stripped away in an instant. Had that happened to her? A knot twisted in her stomach as she mentally checked herself for any signs of trauma. Thankfully, she felt certain she hadn’t been assaulted—thank Merlin for that—but the violation still lingered like an unwelcome shadow, leaving her shaken and frightened. 

Hermione drew in a slow, deliberate breath, trying to steady the storm of emotions swirling inside her. In that moment, she longed for the presence of her two best friends—how much easier it would be to face all of this with them by her side, offering their unshakable support. But now, she stood alone. Yes, she'd made a few connections since arriving, but the idea of confiding in them now seemed reckless. She couldn't trust anyone with this information, not until she was certain of who the real culprit was. Doubt and caution, as always, had to guide her.

Cedrella topped her list of suspects, and yet the lack of concrete evidence held Hermione back from confronting her directly. It was true that Cedrella had been the only person at the party to treat her with overt hostility, but that alone didn’t make her a villain. The unsettling truth was that it could have been anyone—a stranger lurking in the shadows—and, deep down, Hermione found herself wishing for that to be the case. The thought of Cedrella, Ron’s grandmother, being the one responsible filled her with genuine sorrow. It was a painful realization that made her heart heavy, and she struggled with the idea that someone she once hoped to be an ally was capable of such treachery.

For the next few weeks, Hermione maintained a deliberately low profile. There were no late-night excursions to the kitchen with Rhys, no shared study breaks by the Black Lake, and when Rhys tried to engage her before or after class, she politely declined. She often gave the excuse of needing to study for her other courses or blamed the demands of her Head Girl duties—anything to avoid hurting his feelings. Yet, beneath the surface, Hermione felt the weight of her decision. It saddened her to push Rhys away entirely, but she had come to terms with the uncomfortable truth: the deeper their connection grew, the more she risked disrupting his timeline with Cedrella—and by extension, the very chance of Ron’s existence. Which is exactly why instead of sitting beside Rhys in Potions, she quietly opted for Augusta as her deskmate. Unfortunately, by the third week, it was clear Augusta had taken note of the change in her behavior and seemed compelled to address it, perhaps sensing a need to speak on Rhys’s behalf.

“You’ve been staying busy since the Gryffindor vs Hufflepuff game,” Augusta observed. 

“Yes,” Hermione agreed. She didn’t feel the need to explain herself.

“Rhys has been asking about you,” Augusta added. “He seems to have the idea that you’ve been avoiding him.”

“I’m taking ten classes, Augusta,” Hermione sighed; she was hoping it wouldn’t come to this. “And patrolling the hallways four times a week. Creating the schedule and hosting meetings for the prefects regularly. These tasks are time consuming and I don’t need any distractions.”

“I told him as much.” Augusta nodded. “But I think it’s only right for you to tell him the real reason you’ve stopped spending time with him.” 

Hermione tapped her wooden stirring rod on the side of her cauldron and set it gently on the table before she turned to her friend to grant Augusta her full attention. Augusta did the same.

“Who says there’s another reason?” Hermione asked calmly. 

“What happened after you left the party that night? I saw you talking to Cedrella. Then, all of a sudden you were ill and left. According to Rhys, you haven’t spoken to him since.” Augusta relayed the events as if she were a detective, leaving out her personal thoughts and focusing on the facts. 

“Nothing happened,” Hermione rushed to end the conversation. 

She didn’t want to talk about it. In truth, Hermione hadn’t fully processed it herself, but she had come to two clear conclusions. First, she must have made it back to her room on her own. The day she arrived at Hogwarts, she had carefully warded her room with protections no other student could possibly break; of that, she was certain. By logical deduction, she had to be the only person capable of walking through those doors. Second, under no circumstances could she tell Rhys what she suspected Cedrella of. She was sure he would lose all respect for her if she did. Rhys might have been a silly schoolboy at times, especially when he indulged in too much drink, but at his core, he was a true Gryffindor. And Gryffindors like him would never tolerate what Cedrella—allegedly—had done.

“If Cedrella hurt you, Rhys would want to know,” Augusta said with confidence. “It’s not right to keep it from him.”

“Enough, Augusta,” Hermione snapped, her voice sharper than she intended. “You have no proof that Cedrella hurt me. And if I were you, I’d be careful about spreading that kind of misinformation. I left because I didn’t care for what was happening in the Gryffindor common room. My idea of fun doesn’t include getting trashed and acting foolish.”

“I see.” Augusta frowned.

“Brilliant,” Hermione said, turning back to her project. “Now if you excuse me, I plan on winning a vial of  Felix Felicis, and in order to do that, I must focus my utmost concentration.”

Hermione hated that she had to be rude to get Augusta off her back, but the witch was too astute for her own good. Augusta could suspect Cedrella of foul play all she wanted, but she absolutely could not tell Rhys about it. 

“Well,” Augusta said in a haughty voice. “Maybe you should pick a new deskmate to sit with next week. I wouldn’t want to distract you.”

The suggestion made Hermione’s eyes sting. She enjoyed Augusta’s company; Augusta was one of the few witches that appreciated Hermione for being her outspoken, overachieving self. But, perhaps this distance was for the best. Augusta had her own timeline, her own future, and Hermione knew she shouldn’t interfere with it. The more she thought about it, the more painfully clear it became: maintaining distant, shallow relationships was the only logical path forward. It would be a long, lonely existence, but that was the price she had to pay. After being drugged, Hermione realized her true purpose. She wasn’t here to make friends or build a life. She was here to stop Voldemort before he gained real power. Studying for her N.E.W.T.s and posing as a diligent Hogwarts student served as the perfect cover while she focused on her mission—locating and destroying Tom’s existing Horcruxes, one by one.

“Superb idea,” Hermione agreed.

Hermione and Augusta remained quiet for the rest of the period, an unspoken tension settling between them. When class finally ended, they silently gathered their things and parted ways without a word.

* * * *

Tom watched Hermione chew absentmindedly on her quill, her brows knitted in concentration as she poured over her Transfiguration homework. He had long since abandoned the use of the Disillusionment Charm—there was no point after she had caught him. And yet, despite his decision to remain in plain sight, nothing had changed. She carried on as though he weren’t even there, her indifference gnawing at him in ways he hadn’t anticipated.

It bothered him, this dismissal. It bothered him even more after the night he had intervened, coming to her rescue when she was drugged. Surely, the effects of the drug would have clouded her memory, but complete forgetfulness? That seemed unlikely. Shouldn't she recall at least fragments of what had happened? After all, he could never imagine forgetting the intensity of that moment—the raw, palpable surge of their combined magic. The sheer force of it was unforgettable. So, had she really forgotten? Or did she remember all too well, and was simply pretending she didn’t? The possibility twisted inside him, leaving an irritation he couldn’t shake.

Weeks had passed since Tom found her unconscious in the hallway, and yet he remained no closer to securing her trust. He had wavered back and forth, contemplating whether it was even a wise goal to pursue at all. On one hand, if he could win her over, siphoning her magic could make him unstoppable—she was a secret weapon that would enhance his own power and ambition. But on the other hand, there was something about her that unnerved him. Hermione made him feel needy and out of control in ways he had never encountered before, emotions he despised. Such distractions were unnecessary, and he couldn't afford to be vulnerable. The prospect of surrendering to these feelings both fascinated and made him cautious. 

In the meantime, as Tom contemplated the best approach to take with Hermione, he remained focused on training his knights. Although they lacked her innate talent, he was determined to cultivate their abilities under his careful instruction. As he scribbled out a lesson plan for their next meeting, he noticed a fellow Slytherin classmate making her way toward Hermione. The unexpected intrusion was curious; no one had ever visited her in the library before, and from the way Hermione frowned at the witch approaching her, it was clear that she preferred her solitude.

“Cedrella,” Hermione said dryly, going back to her Transfiguration essay.  

“Why did you stand up for me?” Cedrella asked without a courteous salutation. 

Tom was missing context, but he was intrigued. 

“Let it go, Cedrella,” Hermione said, waving her away. 

“You know it was me,” Cedrella grit between her teeth. “Do you plan on blackmailing me?”

Hermione's head snapped up, her glare fixed on Cedrella as if she were ready to unleash a curse. Tom found himself secretly hoping she would. He wasn't entirely sure what Cedrella had done to provoke such fury, but the intensity of Hermione's gaze made it clear that the witch had earned whatever wrath was coming her way.

“Listen closely, Cedrella,” Hermione hissed quietly. So quietly, Tom had to strain to hear the rest. “I wasn’t lying when I told you that Rhys and I were just friends. I have no interest in him, and I was never a threat to you. With that said, if Rhys knew you drugged me, he would never talk to you again.”

“I know,” Cedrella said miserably. 

Tom’s right eye twitched. 

His initial instinct was to Avada the blonde wench, but that would be too simple. A mischievous smile curled on his lips as a far more entertaining idea took root in his mind. He needed a "volunteer" for his next practical session with his knights, and it appeared he had just found the perfect candidate.

“Let’s come to an understanding then, shall we,” Hermione said threateningly. “I won’t tell Rhys a word— but you have to promise to never, ever drug, or harm anyone again. If I hear even a whisper of you retaliating against another girl for something Rhys related, I’ll expose you.”

Cedrella nodded desperately. “I promise, never again.”

“Brilliant. Now leave,” Hermione dismissed her and Cedrella scurried away quickly. 

Tom chuckled darkly to himself.

His little witch believed she had dealt an appropriate punishment, but it was far from sufficient. The thought of all the things that could have befallen Hermione if he hadn’t been the one to discover her sent a wave of anger through him, but it also ignited a spark of inspiration. He couldn’t wait to show Cedrella exactly what it felt like to be on the receiving end of her own cruelty.

Chapter 9

Summary:

A little preview of what's to come on Sunday. :)

Chapter Text

Hermione woke up feeling optimistic. It was time to take control, she decided. That resolve carried her right into Potions class, where she boldly sat at Tom Riddle’s favorite desk, a silent declaration of her intention to stand her ground. Since she had begun sitting with Augusta, Hermione and Tom had formed a wordless truce—she kept her distance, and he allowed it. But now that Augusta had made it clear their partnership was over, Hermione knew she had to be proactive. There was no way she could trust Walburga or Cedrella to sit beside her, and picking any of the boys would only put a target on their backs—something Tom had made painfully obvious before. That left her with one choice: face him head-on.

It was probably for the best, she reasoned. The closer she got to Tom, the more likely she’d be able to accomplish her mission. As she placed her bag on the middle lab table in the front row, she noted, with a small sense of satisfaction, that it truly was the best seat in the room—no wonder Tom preferred it. She methodically arranged her notes, lined up her supplies, and settled in comfortably, pretending not to notice the pair of piercing green eyes locked onto her.

Tom was displeased. From the moment he walked in and saw Hermione—sitting not only at his table but also in his spot—his posture stiffened, and his entire demeanor became ice cold. Hermione ignored him, nonchalantly chewing the end of her quill as she copied the day’s objectives from the board, feigning obliviousness.

“Hermione,” Tom greeted her in that perfectly polished, polite tone of his. But beneath it, she could sense the undercurrent of irritation. He didn’t take the seat next to her; instead, he stood directly in front of her, blocking her view of the classroom, making his displeasure crystal clear. Abraxas, always trailing in Tom’s shadow, was equally annoyed.

“Hello, Tom,” Hermione replied cheerfully, as if they were old friends. “Beautiful day, don’t you think?”

“Ms. Granger,” Abraxas chimed in, his tone a mixture of disbelief and suspicion. “Perhaps it’s best you sit somewhere else.”

“And why would that be, Abraxas?” Hermione asked, continuing to write in her distinct half-cursive, half-print script. “This seat is obviously the best in the room, and it was unoccupied.”

“That’s Tom’s spot,” Abraxas warned, lowering his voice slightly.

“Tom’s spot?” Hermione played dumb, looking around as though confused. “I didn’t realize there were assigned seats. Should we ask Professor Slughorn to confirm?”

She knew she was playing a dangerous game, but the nerves didn’t kick in until Tom’s expression changed. First, there was the flash of rage—fiery and brief—but then his face smoothed over into an unreadable mask. That, more than anything, sent a chill down her spine. His calm, calculated exterior was far more terrifying than his anger. She had stepped onto his turf, and now she had to see what he would do next.

“No, of course, you should have it, Hermione,” Tom said smoothly, his voice devoid of any tension.

Both Hermione and Abraxas exchanged wary glances. The lack of confrontation was far more concerning than any argument would have been. Tom Riddle wasn’t one to let things go easily, and if he relented without a fight, Hermione knew there would be consequences—ones she wouldn’t see coming until it was too late. 

“Abraxas, find another seat,” Tom added casually, waving his hand to dismiss his ever-loyal follower. Abraxas hesitated for a split second, clearly as baffled as Hermione, before he quickly moved to another table.

Tom slid into the seat Abraxas had vacated, his demeanor composed and indifferent as if the change in seating arrangements didn’t bother him in the slightest, but Hermione knew better. She could feel the tension lingering beneath the surface, and his compliance only meant one thing: retaliation would be silent, calculated, and far more dangerous than she anticipated.

She would simply stay on guard, refusing even the smallest vulnerability around him. With her heartbeat quickening, Hermione resumed writing, but she was hyper-aware of Tom’s presence beside her.

“Welcome, welcome, class,” Slughorn greeted his students. “Today is a very special day. Can anyone tell me why?” 

Hermione raised her hand confidently, unfazed by the inevitable eye rolls and muttered insults from her classmates. Being called a brown-noser had long since lost its sting; she was used to it.

“It’s time to check whether our Polyjuice potions have brewed correctly,” she explained confidently. “If the potion is thick, dense, and has a lumpy consistency, similar to a traditional potion both in texture and color, we’ve been successful. However, if the brew is smooth or watery, then something went wrong.”

“Brilliant, as always, Ms. Granger!” he had said, his voice full of warmth and cheer, making her feel both flattered and determined to meet his high expectations. 

“Now, I’ve placed all your potions in random order and hidden your names beneath them. We’ll take a blind vote on which potion best matches the description Ms. Granger provided,” Slughorn continued, gesturing toward the back of the classroom where rows of cauldrons were lined up. 

Tom and Hermione exchanged knowing glances. A blind vote was an equalizer, stripping Tom of the opportunity to boost his standing unfairly by the association of his loyal followers. They both knew Hermione stood a chance based on merit alone, and she could sense the competition between the two of them would be close.

Professor Slughorn added one last instruction, “To help you with your vote, feel free to turn to page three hundred and seven in your textbooks, where you’ll find an image of a perfectly brewed Polyjuice Potion.”

As the class buzzed with excitement, students crowded around the back of the room to inspect the cauldrons. It became apparent that only a few had succeeded in brewing something even remotely resembling a polyjuice potion. Cauldrons Three, Seven, and Eight stood out among the rest, their contents thick and properly lumpy, while the others had either too smooth a consistency or were laughably watery. The translucent failures at the back barely registered as attempts.

When it was time to cast their votes, students used their wands to add their tally to the chalkboard keeping score. Hermione stood in front of the two cauldrons, biting her lip in concentration. She was stumped between Cauldron Three and Cauldron Eight. Both potions were thick and lumpy, which was perfectly ideal for Polyjuice Potion, but something about Cauldron Three drew her in. Its texture was slightly too smooth, and she couldn't quite explain why, but it just made her feel… charmed. Still, Hermione couldn’t let personal bias cloud her judgment. She cast her vote for Cauldron Eight, knowing it was the better match to her meticulous standards, even though her instincts pulled her toward Cauldron Three. Cauldron Three must’ve been hers, she thought as she returned to her seat, feeling slightly defeated. What other reason could explain the way she felt so drawn to the magic surrounding it? 

“Ah, our top three performers!” Slughorn was thrilled to see at least a few of his students were successful at brewing a master level potion. 

After a few minutes of whispers and speculation, the final votes were tallied: Cauldron Seven secured third place, but it was clear to everyone that the true contest had been between Eight and Three. Ultimately, Cauldron Eight emerged victorious, with Cauldron Three close behind, missing a tie by only two votes. 

“Congratulations, Hermione,” Tom whispered so close to her ear she could feel his breath on her neck. 

She held her quill tighter, resisting the urge to turn her head toward him. Instead, she kept her focus on the front of the classroom. “How do you know that Cauldron Eight is mine?” she questioned.

“Your magic,” Tom replied softly. “It was unmistakable.”

“But… you voted for Cauldron Eight.” Hermione’s brows pinched together in confusion. If Tom believed Cauldron Eight belonged to her, why had he voted for it? Tom was not one to support a rival’s success, especially when something as valuable as a prize was on the line. He could have easily sabotaged her by skewing the vote, yet he hadn’t. It didn’t make sense. Was this some kind of twisted strategy? Hermione couldn't shake the feeling that this was another one of his mind games, but she wasn’t sure what his endgame was this time.

“Shhh,” Tom raised a finger to his full, plump lips, signaling for silence as he gave a small nod toward Slughorn. Their professor was ready to make his final announcement, but Hermione barely registered his words as her name was called for the triumphant win—she was too distracted, her gaze locked on the ring wrapped around the finger Tom used to shush her.

The Gaunt Ring. 

Tom’s second Horcrux! 

It had been there, in plain sight, this whole time. 

A rush of emotions flooded her—gratitude mixed with sheer horror. On the one hand, she now knew where the Horcrux was, an invaluable advantage on her quest to destroy him. But on the other, it would be nearly impossible to capture if Tom wore it every day, so casually, so dangerously close to him. How would she ever get her hands on it without him suspecting her true intentions? Her stomach churned with the weight of the discovery, but she masked it under a composed expression, hiding her inner turmoil from Tom’s ever-watchful eyes as best she could.

“Come collect your prize, Hermione!” Slughorn’s voice broke through her swirling thoughts. He held out a small gold vial of Felix Felicis—the liquid luck. She popped up from her seat and graciously accepted.

She should be proud of herself; this was no ordinary prize. Felix Felicis was the ultimate tool, nearly impossible to brew and even harder to come by. And now, here it was, resting in the palm of her hand.

Her mind raced with possibilities. 

The golden liquid would undoubtedly play a key role in her next task. With this, she could secure at least one of Tom’s Horcruxes—perhaps even the ring currently wrapped around his finger, although the diary of his younger self was much more probable. So, she allowed herself a small, inward smile. The tides had just shifted in her favor, although she’d need to be careful, very careful, to use it at the perfect moment.

As she returned to her seat, feeling Tom's eyes follow her every move, she knew this vial could be her greatest weapon. But with Tom Riddle, nothing would would easy, and luck would only get her so far.

* * * *

 

“Hermione.” As Hermione walked toward the door, she heard Professor Slughorn call her name. “Can you stay back for a second?” 

“Of course, Professor,” she answered brightly, hanging back at her desk while everyone scattered out into the hallway.

Tom glanced back at them with an arched brow before moving on with the rest of their peers. 

“My dear, you truly are the brightest witch of your age,” Professor Slughorn said with a happy clap. “Your potion was a clear winner, and that is saying something, because Tom’s was spectacular as well,” he added.

Ah . So Tom’s was the potion from Cauldron Three, which means his magic was the one calling to Hermione, even above her own. She’d have to dissect that later.

“Thank you, sir.” Hermione smiled politely.

“I’ve asked you to stay behind today because I need a favor from you. Can I count on you?” Slughorn asks, as if Hermione would be able to say no to a Hogwarts professor. 

“Anything, sir. Happy to help,” Hermione agreed dutifully. 

Dolohov crept up behind her, making Hermione jump. The creepy smile on his face made it clear that the scare was entirely intentional. Every time he was near, her instincts flared—her hair practically stood on end, warning her that a predator was close by. He unsettled her in a way that was entirely different from Tom Riddle.

Tom was cruel and sadistic, relishing the pain he inflicted on others. Yet, beneath his veneer of malevolence, the darkness growing inside Hermione could understand his deep-rooted need to achieve his goals at any cost. Tom killed and maimed with purpose: to provoke fear, demand obedience, and punish those he deemed deserving. There was a wicked clarity in his madness, a twisted logic she could almost grasp.

But Dolohov’s depravity was aimless—he was unhinged simply for the sake of it. He was the type of villain who thrived on chaos and suffering. The thought of him made her skin crawl; he was the kind of monster who would cut someone open just to watch them bleed, who might skin another human alive and wear their skin as a grotesque trophy. She bet he'd keep someone on the brink of death alive just to torture them, even if they had done nothing wrong; no, especially if they hadn't done anything wrong.

Hermione felt a chill run down her spine as she turned to face him, steeling herself against the unease that washed over her. She had to remain vigilant; his unpredictable nature was a threat she couldn't afford to underestimate. The jagged silver scar between her breasts was proof of that. 

“Allow me to introduce you to Antonin Dolohov,” Slughorn said, blissfully unaware he was standing in the presence of true evil. 

A chill ran down her spine, as if Antonin could sense her fear despite the fake smile she forced onto her lips. His grin widened, a malicious glint in his eyes that sent a wave of dread coursing through her. She narrowed her gaze slightly, trying to mask her discomfort, but it only seemed to amuse him further. With a suggestive flick, he began to play with his tongue piercing, the metal clattering against his teeth as he scraped the bar against each individual pearly white. Hermione couldn’t help but be drawn to the unsettling motion, her stomach twisting with a mix of revulsion and anxiety.

“A pleasure to meet you, Mr. Dolohov,” Hermione said, forcing the words out in a grimace. She didn’t offer her hand. She wouldn’t . It was a courtesy someone like him didn’t deserve from her.

Though Slughorn still remained oblivious to her discomfort, Dolohov's keen eyes caught the tension beneath her facade, and it only seemed to delight him further.

“Granger,” Dolohov acknowledged with a slight nod, clearly unbothered by the absence of a handshake.

“Brilliant! Now that you two are acquainted, let me explain,” Slughorn chattered on. “Dolohov here would greatly benefit from some tutoring, and since you are Head Girl and possess such maternal and patient qualities, I thought, who better to ask than Hermione Granger!”

Hermione suppressed a scoff, her brows knitting together in disbelief. Maternal? Patient? She was neither. Would someone ‘maternal’ have captured Rita Skeeter in a glass jar for months while she was in her Animagus form? Would someone ‘patient’ have pressured her best friend into creating an army of students, then berated anyone who didn’t take their role as soldier seriously? No. Hermione had neither of those traits.

The truth was, Hermione was the worst teacher, and the very opposite of Slughorn's perception. But in the 1940s, ‘maternal’ and ‘patient’ were simply euphemisms for being female, unfortunately for her. The thought only deepened her frustration.

“Happy to help.” Hermione had become better at lying lately, at least, she hoped. 

As much as she wanted to refuse, she knew she couldn’t let Slughorn down. Not only was he the head of Slytherin house, but he seemed to genuinely believe in her ability to help others.

“Excellent! I’ll leave you two to get to it then.” Slughorn gave a hearty pat to Antonin’s back before walking them to the door. “I have a meeting with Professor Sageet to get a free tea leaf reading in the next few minutes,” he added as he nearly shoved them outside his classroom and slammed the door. 

Hermione groaned. “Well, come on then.”

Dolohov chuckled darkly, following her like a shadow until they were both tucked away into Hermoine’s favorite corner of the library. 

“So what subject do you need the most help in?” Hermione asked, drawing out a schedule for both of them to follow. “We’ll start there.”

“Transfigurations.” Dolohov sunk deeper into his chair, crossing his arm over his chest. He looked aggressive, like a coiled snake ready to strike. “Maybe History of Magic, too.” 

“And what is your best subject?” she inquired to get a full picture.

“Dark Arts,” he said menacingly, his heavy accent adding to the malice of it. 

“There is no ‘Dark Arts’ offered at Hogwarts,” Hermione corrected him while she completes the finishing touches on her chart. “Do you mean Defense Against the Dark Arts?”

“You know what I mean, Hermione.” 

Hermione suppressed a shudder, momentarily pausing her task as she glanced up at him. It was a reflexive reaction. If Tom Riddle was the devil, Antonin was Satan’s little helper, but unlike Tom, Dolohov looked the part. Even in the 1990s, she had never encountered a wizard with so many piercings. Antonin sported two on his right brow, snake bites adorning his bottom lip, and countless others climbing up each ear. To top it off, his tongue piercing glinted under the light as he incessantly fidgeted with it, capturing Hermione’s attention against her will.

“See something you like?” he said, biting his lip. 

Instantly, she lowered her head, returning to the schedule to hide her embarrassment. “Okay, here you go,” she slid the piece of paper over to him after she placed the finishing touches. “This will be our study schedule. Four times a week, for the next four weeks. We should see improvement by then, and if not, we’ll have to reconsider this arrangement.” 

“No,” he says, offering no explanation as he pushes the schedule back to her. 

“What do you mean, no?” She snaps at him. “Do you think I’m doing this because I want to? No, I’m doing this because the Head of our House expects it.”

“These dates are a ‘no,’” he pulls out a pen and crosses out a few random dates from each week off the calendar. 

“Why not?” Hermione gritted. Dolohov was taking half the classes she was and had no other responsibilities and he was acting like he was as high and mighty as the Minister of Magic himself.  

“Because I said so,” he answered sardonically. 

They locked eyes, an unspoken challenge hanging in the air, neither willing to back down. Hermione would die on this hill if she had to, or perhaps just tell him to sod off and accept that Slughorn's disappointment.

But then, a realization struck Hermione. Her gaze shifted back to the schedule, where her suspicion was confirmed: each day he had crossed out coincided with the nights Tom assigned the Slytherin prefects to patrol the corridors near the girls' bathroom on the second floor—the very spot where Moaning Myrtle had been killed only two years prior.

Tom Riddle and his knights were meeting in the Chamber of Secrets!

“Fine, then we’ll switch them around,” she offered, maneuvering a few spots to make the updates work for the both of them. 

“Brilliant,” he snarled, snatching the schedule from her fingertips and stalking away.

A smile crept onto Hermione's lips. She knew tutoring Antonin would be torture, but it felt like a fair trade-off. The nutter had inadvertently helped her with her true aim, making it all the easier for her to execute the next step of her plan.

This time next week, she’d be one more horcrux closer to achieving her goal.

Chapter 10

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Tom was running late. Tom Riddle was never late. His meticulous nature and obsessive control over every detail of his life made such lapses inconceivable. And yet, here he was, still in his room instead of halfway across the school, his mind still tethered to the words of Salazar Slytherin’s journal. He had been so consumed by the ancient text that time had slipped from his grasp—a rare occurrence, and one that troubled him deeply.

For the longest time, the letters from Winifred, tucked between the journal’s pages, had seemed beneath his notice. Tom had dismissed them as the trivial musings of a witch caught in the grip of infatuation, irrelevant to his pursuit of power. He had skimmed over the corresponding entries that mentioned her, deeming them unworthy of his attention, but that had been a grave mistake. Underestimating any fragment of his ancestor's legacy was foolish, and Tom prided himself on never being a fool.

As he finally delved deeper into the letters, Tom’s perspective shifted. Winifred had not merely been a passing distraction to Salazar, a witch to sate his desires. No—Tom now realized with a sharp clarity that she had been a vital counterpart, an intellectual rival who had challenged Slytherin on his path to greatness. The letters revealed a tension between the two, a competitive edge that had driven Salazar further into the shadows of the dark arts. Their relationship became a delicate balance of possession and distrust, admiration and loathing—a dynamic that shaped Salazar’s rise to power in ways Tom had not fully understood.

And it was this realization that gnawed at Tom. How could he have missed it? Salazar had cared for Winifred, that much was obvious. The way he lingered on her words, the way her presence haunted his thoughts even years later—it was all laid bare in the journal. But that care had twisted into something darker. Salazar had resented her for the hold she had on him, the way she made him feel weak, desperate, and unworthy of the greatness he sought.

Tom's mind whirled with dark thoughts, a storm of unease brewing within him. Salazar’s feelings for Winifred mirrored the emotions that Hermione stirred in him—dangerously close, and deeply unsettling. It was this unsettling realization that had driven him to scrutinize every detail of their recorded interactions, a desperate race against time that had led him to the brink of distraction.

With a begrudging sigh, Tom tucked the journal back into a secret box alongside his old journal—the first Horcrux he had ever created. Sliding both carefully beneath his bed, he knew this hiding place was hardly ingenious, yet it would suffice for now. He was confident he would return within hours to resume his inspection, driven by an insatiable curiosity that gnawed at him.

In the silence of his room, Tom dismissed any thoughts of intrusion. No one would be foolish enough to invade his privacy; and should someone dare, they would find themselves thwarted by the protective wards he had cast, designed to keep prying eyes at bay. In his world, control was paramount, and he intended to maintain it at all costs.

Protego Totalum.  

As a force of habit, Tom cast his usual spell to keep unwanted guests out of his quarters, ensuring his solitude remained undisturbed. Rushing down the stairs, he was acutely aware of the time slipping away. Cedrella was most likely already waiting for him at the designated spot, and he couldn’t afford to let her leave before he arrived. The prospect of additional interruptions was unacceptable, so his irritation flared when he turned the corner to exit the Slytherin common room, only to collide with someone.

The impact jolted him, and he narrowed his eyes at the intruder, annoyance coiling tightly within him. Time was of the essence, and he had no patience for distractions. 

“Oops!” Hermione said, catching herself around his waist. 

Tom loomed over the witch, his presence casting a shadow that seemed to swallow her whole. She appeared diminutive in comparison to his tall frame; her petite stature accentuated by the way her untamed hair, wild and frizzy, added a few extra inches. It framed her face in a chaotic halo, contrasting sharply with her composed demeanor. Tom's expression hardened as he assessed her, irritation simmering at the unexpected encounter.

“Ms. Granger,” Tom said respectfully, removing her arms from his torso and taking a step back. He would never become accustomed to the way Hermione’s magic called to him, her touch only exhausting that feeling. Her proximity was the exact type of distraction he was trying to avoid. Hermione made him feel chaotic, a turmoil that was the last thing he needed moments before executing his plan with Cedrella. He was still reeling from Hermione’s unexpected win in potions class a few days prior, and seeing her around deepened his bitterness. It was a stinging loss, one he had to swallow, but the reality hit him harder when he reflected on how he had missed his chance at victory not by just one vote, but two . It was a lost cause, no matter which way he had voted.

In a calculated move, he chose to vote for her, not out of admiration, although her potion was irritatingly best, but as a means to begin gaining her trust. It was a necessary step in his strategy; securing her loyalty would be essential if he hoped to siphon her magic in the future. Each interaction, each shared moment, would be another thread woven into the intricate web he was crafting—a web designed to ensnare not only her allegiance but her very power.

“Tom!” she exclaimed, her voice oddly chipper. He wasn’t accustomed to seeing her in such a cheerful mood— at least not when she was near him. In fact, he had only witnessed her genuine smile a handful of times, most notably during her first few weeks hanging around Septimus. The unexpected brightness in her demeanor stirred a mix of curiosity and skepticism within him. What could possibly have her so elated?

“I was just looking for you, actually,” she continued, her eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. 

“Oh?” Tom asked, a nagging apprehension creeping in at this unexpected announcement. Hermione didn’t seek him out unless it was to discuss Head Boy and Head Girl agendas before their meetings with the prefects. However, they had already mapped out the monthly schedule, leaving no reason for her to approach him again until the next month was on the horizon. “How can I help you, Ms. Granger?” he inquired, his tone cautious as he scrutinized her expression for any indication of her true intentions.

“Ms. Granger?” Hermione teased playfully. “Tom, you can call me Hermione. You have before, have you not?”

Tom's eyebrow raised, a clear demonstration of his suspicion. They both knew the only time he had ever called her "Hermione" was during moments of hostility, a reminder of their fraught history. Yet, this new development could potentially support his plans to gain her trust. He considered the implications, weighing the risk against the reward. Still, he was determined not to let her sudden openness disarm him. 

“How can I help you, Hermione ,” he corrected. 

Gooseflesh raised on her arms at his use of her name, and the pull to her magic intensified unexpectedly. It was as if a thread connected them, drawing him closer to her power, igniting a dangerous curiosity within him. He kept his expression neutral, masking the surge of emotions that churned beneath the surface, determined to maintain control over the situation.

“I was wondering if you had any time to study together tonight,” Hermione asked, fidgeting with the tips of her fingers. Was she anxious for his answer? “You know, for the Defense Against the Dark Arts exam next week.”

He narrowed his eyes, a flicker of intrigue passing through him. Tom had been approached by numerous witches eager to "study," but for the first time, he suspected that Hermione genuinely wanted to engage in academic pursuits. A slight disappointment washed over him at the thought of having to decline her offer.

Typically, he preferred to study independently, enjoying any solitary moments, but the idea of collaborating with Hermione held a certain appeal. He recognized the potential it presented—not only would it allow him to gauge her knowledge of the dark arts, but it would also provide the perfect opportunity to pinpoint her weaknesses. Demonstrating his superiority in the subject was also an enticing prospect, one that would further establish his dominance and keep her firmly in her place.

“Unfortunately, I have plans I’m running late for,” Tom responded, gauging her reaction with a keen interest. He knew well that witches didn’t take kindly to hearing 'no,' and more than once, that word had sparked frustration or embarrassment in them, a testament to their expectations of his interest. But this time, it wasn’t about interest at all; he had other priorities that demanded his attention, no matter how enticing the opportunity to engage with her might be.

“Ah, I see,” Hermione said with a smile. She didn’t seem deterred, or offended, in the least. “Another time then, perhaps.” She shrugged, circling him before starting to walk backwards towards the common room. “Let me know!” 

She was just about to turn around and leave when Tom called back to her.

“Hermione,” Tom said, surprising himself. He should have let her go. He’s running late for Merlin’s sake! 

She stared at him with that unguarded smile he was unaccustomed to receiving. 

“I’m free tomorrow.” The words slipped out before he could fully comprehend their weight. He wasn’t sure what had inspired him to say it; he told himself it was all part of his plan, deliberately ignoring the fact that his offer was impulsive—something wildly out of character for him.

Hermione cocked her head to the side for a moment, studying him in a way that made him feel disturbingly exposed. He discreetly wiped his hands on his robes, a subconscious attempt to rid himself of the nervous energy that was creeping in. Why wasn’t she answering him? Wasn’t this her idea to study together? The silence stretched between them, amplifying his unease as he realized she was making him feel… nervous?

“Brilliant! I have to tutor Antonin after class for a bit, but I’m sure he’d be delighted if you joined us.” Hermione grinned.

Tom hadn’t planned on having an audience while he interrogated her, but he knew it would be a sign of weakness to back down now. He could, however, manage to spin the situation to his advantage, especially since Antonin was one of his most loyal followers. Having him there might even prove useful.

“Tomorrow, then,” Tom agreed, a hint of satisfaction creeping into his tone. “If you’ll excuse me now.”

He made his exit with a slight bow, secretly relishing the feeling of Hermione’s eyes on him as he walked away. The power dynamic had shifted, and he intended to exploit it fully.

* * * *

 

Cedrella had still been waiting for Tom by the time he arrived at the Armor Gallery fifteen minutes late. He had chosen this location for its proximity to the Chamber of Secrets, knowing he would need a quick escape to meet his knights. The strategic choice suited his purposes perfectly. Cedrella was making his plan all too easy for him; it almost took the fun out of the game. Tom reveled in the thrill of manipulation, but he couldn’t deny that the ease of it dulled the excitement just a bit. 

He approached her with a practiced smile.

“Tom,” Cedrella cooed, most likely trying to sound alluring. Her attempt was a failure. He had yet to meet a witch or wizard who could captivate him the way Hermione did. Tom frowned at the thought. 

“Did you bring what I asked for?” Tom asked, cutting to the chase.

“Yes, I did,” she replied, a gleam of mischief lighting up her eyes. This witch may have appeared quiet, but Tom recognized her malice. It wasn't just her past actions toward Hermione over a trivial boy that gave her away; it was the way she stood before him now, fulfilling his dark request with an unquestionable sense of glee. “But just out of curiosity, who is it for?” 

“I’m afraid if I tell you that, you may hesitate to provide it,” he said offhandedly. 

“It’s for Hermione, isn’t it?” Cedrella smirked, pulling out a vial of Clouded Bliss from her robe. “I’ve noticed the way you look at her.” 

“Oh?” he asked, baiting her into expanding more.

“She’s quite insufferable,” Cedrella laughed. “And with the way she overshadows you in class, I’d say she deserves whatever you do to her.”

“And if I said it was for her?” Tom asked, his indifferent facade barely concealing the rage that simmered beneath the surface. Not only had this witch implied that she’d take pleasure in Hermione, getting drugged again, even after Hermione had so generously forgiven her, but she also had the nerve to suggest that Hermione was somehow better than him. No one was better than Tom, not even his little pet, Hermione. He couldn’t decide which infuriated him more.

“It would be no bother to me,” Cedrella giggled, her laughter ringing hollow in his ears.

“Hmm.” Tom’s eyes narrowed, a predatory glint flashing across his features. He relished the thought of doing his worst to her, his mind already spinning with the most unpleasant of possibilities.

“But, Tom, if it were me that you wanted to… you know…” she said, blushing as she bit her lip. “I’d be a very… willing participant.”

Tom’s nose scrunched up in distaste. He had no doubt she was being honest, and the thought absolutely revolted him. The idea of Cedrella, with her pathetic attempts at seduction, made his skin crawl. He couldn’t fathom how someone, who was rumored to be engaged to another wizard at that, could so easily offer themselves up to another. It only served to deepen his disdain for her. If there was something Tom despised more than ignorance it was disloyalty. 

“You want to take Hermione’s place?” Tom asked, allowing her to hang herself.

She nodded eagerly. “Please.”

“I see,” Tom drawled indifferently. “Well, go ahead then.”

Cedrealla’s forehead wrinkled. She was confused. “Go ahead, what?”

“Drink the potion.” Tom nodded at the vial in her hand. 

“I think you’ll find it much more satisfying if I don’t drink this,” Cedrella smirked devilishly. 

“I suppose you’re right. But if we do this, you have to obey every single thing I say, Cedrella. No matter what. Can you do that?” 

“Yes,” she said breathlessly before eagerly nodding once more.

“Close your eyes,” Tom commanded, and when she did, he used his wand to secure a blindfold over her eyes, reinforcing it with a spell that would prevent her, or anyone else, from being able to take it off. It would stay firmly fixed over her eyesight until he decided she could see again. 

“I like this game,” Cedrella practically moaned.

“Quiet!” he snapped at her threateningly. “Say one more word and I’ll bind your mouth shut.”

She quietly folded her lips inwards as a sign of obedience.

“Now, bend over and grab your ankles,” Tom added.

Cedrella complied immediately, eager to follow Tom’s sick orders. 

Ropeus Apparere . A rope materialized. 

Vinclum Tenax . The ropes moved on their own to secure her wrists and ankles in an effective hogtie.

Wingardium Leviosa. Cedrella gasped as she was magically lifted into the air.

“Don’t make a sound,” Tom grit menacingly.

He had instructed the Slytherin prefects to steer clear of this area, but if they heard a girl screaming, it was only natural for them to start poking around.

Tom levitated Cedrella effortlessly to the nearby girls' bathroom. Ever since his fifth year, when Nocturna had claimed the life of a foolish Muggle girl, this place had become a ghostly sanctuary—no one dared to enter, making access to the Chamber of Secrets that much easier for him. His knights waited quietly for him inside, just as he had instructed. Among them, Lestrange appeared the most eager, a predatory glint in his eye that made Tom’s lips twitch with satisfaction. Everything was falling into place, and he could hardly contain his anticipation for what was to come.

When they were secure in the depth of the Chambers, and Nocturna was firmly out of range, Tom began the next phase of his design. 

He glamoured the chamber to resemble the Slytherin common room, transforming the dim space into an illusion of familiarity before placing Cedrella on her back in the middle of the floor. Her arms and legs pointed straight at the ceiling, her skirt askew just enough to give a glimpse of her backside.

Tom scowled at the sight of the demented witch, her chest heaving in eager anticipation. She wanted this—or whatever she thought it was—but she was gravely mistaken. Nothing about Tom's plans had any semblance of intimacy, and she would soon discover that her assumptions were entirely off base. 

Tom removed her blindfold, watching as she blinked a few times, adjusting to the sudden brightness. As the scene sank in, she gasped, her eyes widening in shock as they darted between the various members of Tom’s following. He had assembled an army of wizards behind him, each one with strong family ties to the original twenty three, rich in both money and connections.

Cedrella paled, and Tom’s smile grew darker, more sinister as the blood drained from her face. She requested this— he would remind her. 

“What’s going on?” Cedrella asked, shaking with pure terror. 

She understood she was a sitting duck. While she might have been able to report one Slytherin for wrongdoing, the thought of implicating the entire house was unthinkable—it would mean the destruction of her own reputation. Whatever transpired within these walls would remain a secret she would carry to her grave, a burden she would never share. The weight of her predicament settled heavily upon her, and the reality of her situation began to sink in. She was trapped, surrounded by those that— like her— thrived in darkness, and there was no escape.

“Cedrella volunteered to be our target for tonight’s lesson,” Tom announced formally. 

“N-no,” Credella whispered, searching the group for a weak link to draw sympathy. To her misfortune, Tom didn’t align himself with wizards that sympathized with the enemy, which is exactly why instead of pity or compassion, she was met with callousness and apathy. 

“As previously promised, today will be a lesson on unforgivables,” Tom instructed. “You’ll each have a turn to practice either the Cruciatus or the Imperius curse. I’ll go first to demonstrate.”

“Please don’t! I’ll do anything!” Cedrella begs, hot tears trailing down her crumpled face.

“If I go last, can I Avada her?” Antonin asked with a wicked smile.

Credella cries louder, sobbing for any one of us to step in on her behalf. 

“Unfortunately, we will have to return her alive or it may cause an investigation,” Tom sighed. He had nearly cast the Avada curse on her himself the second he found out she was responsible for drugging Hermione. 

“Notice how he said alive but not in one piece,” Lestrange chuckles, elbowing Crabbe, a stout, slightly dim-witted knight. Tom doesn’t correct him, because Lestrange is right on base; he wants to see Cedrella broken. More importantly, he wants her to be on the receiving end of what she was ready to dish out to Hermione.

“Before we get started,” Tom turned to Cedrella, cold and calculated, “you have a choice. You can either take the vial of Clouded Bliss and never know what’s about to happen to you, or be offered no mercy, and experience everything we do to you to the fullest degree.”

“Tom, please, please don’t do this,” Cedrella tried to appeal out to his humane side, but Tom didn’t have a humane side. “If you let me go, I’ll do whatever you want.”

“Here’s the thing, Cedrella,” Tom kneeled down on one knee, sneering at the pathetic creature in the eye. “You’re going to do whatever I say even without me letting you go. You know why?”

“P-please,” she continued to cry for his help.

“Because if you don’t, Septimus will not only find out you drugged Hermione,” Tom whispered so quietly only she could hear him. “But he’ll also hear how you fucked Malfoy in the library of his manor on New Years Eve. You were technically engaged to Septimus, even then, isn’t that right?”

Her eyes were so large they seemed like they may pop out of her head at any given moment. Cedrella never knew Tom and Dolohov saw her with Malfoy that night, but it had been a running joke between the knights for quite some time, and ever since, Lestrange was eager to give her a go, too. 

“If this is about Hermione, I’m sorry!” She pleaded desperately. “I’ll never do it again, I’m sorry, Tom, please!!” 

“I’m glad we’re on the same page, but actions have consequences,” he said dully. 

“N-no, please, no,” her words were barely intelligible at this point.

“Do you want the Clouded Bliss, or not, Cedrella,” Tom sighed, rolling his eyes at her dramatics. 

She nodded, whimpering a small “yes.”

Tom tossed the draught to Lestrange, confident that it would please him—a reward for his loyalty and a testament to the way Tom catered to those who remained faithful. Lestrange caught it deftly, pouring the potion down Cedrella’s throat while whispering cruel words that made her struggle against her bindings and sob even harder.

A smirk spread across Tom’s face as he observed the scene unfold, knowing he could count on Lestrange’s depravity to amplify her torment. The room was thick with tension, and he reveled in the knowledge that he had orchestrated this moment, carefully crafting it to extract the most fear and desperation from her. This was the fate that could have befallen Hermione if he hadn’t intervened.

Within moments, the fight drained from Cedrella’s limbs, replaced only by the raw terror lingering in her eyes. 

Tom clapped his hands and rubbed them together, a satisfied smile illuminating his features. “Now, who is ready to get started?”

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Chapter 11

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Felix Felicis was a miracle worker.

Hermione rejoiced silently as she slipped back into her room with not one, but two prized possessions in her hand.

Her heart had nearly stopped when she’d run headfirst into Tom on her way to his room, fearing she’d misread Antonin’s excuse for being unavailable that evening. But luck, it seemed, was on her side, all thanks to the little vial of gold liquid she had won in her last Potions class. 

Breaking through Tom’s protective ward wasn’t as difficult as Hermione had anticipated. He’d only used a single spell to protect his quarters, which almost disappointed her. Even for someone who saw himself as invincible—especially compared to their so-called "simpleton" classmates—she’d expected more precautions. However, the great Tom Riddle, in all his conceit and glory, underestimated his opponents. It had been all too easy for her to blast through his ward. All she had to do was locate its weak point right at the crack of the door. Only one extra zealous cast of the Bombarda spell had done the trick.

Now, the real challenge began. Hermione hadn’t exactly thought through what she would do next. Yes, she had secured the first Horcrux Tom had ever created, the journal that belonged to his younger self. But how would she destroy it? The Sword of Gryffindor wouldn’t be impregnated with Basilisk venom for many decades yet, and the thought of heading into the Chamber of Secrets to confront the creature with nothing but a rooster was ludicrous. She’d have to think long and hard before determining her next steps.

In addition to the Horcrux, Hermione had taken a second book. 

In another half-hearted attempt at secrecy, Tom had stored his Horcrux next to an artifact that neither Hermione nor the rest of the wizarding world even knew existed: the journal of Salazar Slytherin. It was careless, she thought, for someone as calculating as Tom to leave two such valuable items together. But his arrogance was always his downfall. He believed himself untouchable, even when the stakes were at their highest. So, she duplicated both items, leaving the replicas behind and taking the originals for herself. She was so positively giddy, riding on the wave of her success, she didn’t know which one to explore first. 

Ultimately, she settled on the Horcrux. Although Hermione understood the danger of willingly immersing herself in Tom’s dark magic—particularly the remnants of his soul—her curiosity overrode her caution. She was desperate to get inside his head, especially after their earlier interaction. 

She hadn’t expected him to agree to her study proposal, and in all honesty, she hadn’t genuinely meant for them to study together at all. Her intention had merely been to gauge whether he’d return soon enough to catch her rummaging through his possessions. But now that he had agreed, she felt an unexpected thrill. She knew he would be a challenging study partner, and she hoped she could bring equal value to their collaboration. The prospect of delving into the depths of Tom’s knowledge—his insights into the dark arts and his unique perspective—was tantalizing. And in the meantime, she would do just that using his Horcrux.

She sat at her desk with the Horcrux placed in front of her, staring at the journal before opening it. It called to her, like they were each opposite electric charges, drawing them together with a force that grew stronger the closer they got. She missed it— the feel of his magic— and on instinct, she placed her hand around her throat, reaching for the ghost of Tom’s locket. With his journal at her fingertips, it was easy to recall the feeling of possibilities, invincibility, she drew from his magical source. By herself she was capable, but with his boost, she was unstoppable.     

As she flipped through the blank pages, she could almost sense Tom's presence enveloping her, his ambitions swirling in the air seductively. The journal wasn’t merely a collection of thoughts; it was a portal into his mind, a glimpse into the darkness that fueled him. She hesitated for just a moment, aware of the risks, but there was no reward without risk, she told herself. What secrets lay hidden within those pages? What could she learn about him—and perhaps about herself—in the process?

She understood the mechanics of this peculiar magic. The book might appear blank at first glance, but it was far from empty. To uncover his secrets, all she needed to do was set her quill to parchment.

With a steady breath, she began to write, allowing herself to be drawn deeper into his world, eager to uncover the truth behind Tom Riddle’s relentless pursuit of power.

“I should kill you,” she wrote, a playful smirk spreading across her face as she captured the words in her large, bubbly handwriting. She could hardly contain her excitement at the thought of his reaction.

Kill me? How delightfully naive. ” Tom’s letters were smooth and well-formed, similarly to the persona he often projected. “ I find it amusing that you believe you can intimidate me. Instead, consider this: those who threaten greatness often end up being mere footnotes in history.

Quite arrogant for a book ,” Hermione responded, laughing lightly; even his horcrux was boastfully self-important. “ But I could do it, you know. I could take you out to the forbidden forest right now, and fiendfyre you right now.

Ah, you speak of Fiendfyre—a powerful and destructive magic. But do you truly believe you have the capability to harness such forces? To conjure Fiendfyre is not merely a display of power; it requires precision and control. Would you be able to wield it effectively, or would it consume you instead? ” Tom’s Horcrux attempted to plant insidious seeds of doubt in Hermione’s mind, a defensive mechanism that wouldn’t work on her.

I’ve done it before .” Hermione recalled, pride blooming in her chest. Not many witches and wizards could say as much. “ To destroy your little pet.

So you’ve taken the bold step of wielding Fiendfyre before. How deliciously reckless! Destroying my precious pet, you say? That speaks volumes about your capacity for destruction. But tell me—what did that act achieve? ”  

It gave me great pleasure to hurt you, ” Hermione wrote, with a dark satisfaction. “ To know that I, Hermione Granger, outwitted you, even for just a moment.

How delightfully petty, Hermione Granger.” Hermione could imagine his smile as he wrote down each word. “ So tell me, what is the purpose of telling me you want to kill me. Why not just kill me?”

It was a valid point— one that Hermione didn’t know the answer to. Or perhaps she did know the answer, and she was lying to herself. Perhaps… part of her wanted to keep it. To use Tom’s diary as a tool to manifest her magic the way the locket did. But this diary offered something more than the locket. It offered knowledge: dark, mysterious, and forbidden.The kind that both repelled and fascinated her in equal measure. Hermione hesitated, the quill hovering above the parchment, as if acknowledging that once she began, there would be no turning back. But ultimately, she needed answers, she decided; she needed power over her enemy, she needed to understand the dangerous allure of Tom Riddle— in a way no one else could teach her— if she wanted to achieve her goals. 

I want something from you first, ” Hermione finally wrote back. 

I thought I was just a simple, arrogant little book? ” Not even the memory of Tom Riddle could hold himself back from being a pompous arse. 

I guess I’ll just have to destroy you sooner then, since you won’t give me what I want ,” Hermione threatens. 

Not unless I get to you first. ” The words populated only for a moment before disappearing again. 

Then, suddenly, the pages of Tom’s journal fluttered violently, as if caught in a gust of wind. Hermione’s eyes widened in shock as a blinding light burst from the parchment, illuminating the entire room. The words returned, sharp and bold, rising from the page, swirling in the air before her, and before she could react, the light pulled her in.

Her body hit the cold, hard floor with a dull thud, leaving her disoriented. As Hermione opened her eyes, she was greeted by the unnerving sight of Tom Riddle standing over her, his expression cold and calculating. He was only an outline—a translucent figure, a mere memory of the wizard who had once been—but his presence still dominated the space. He wasn’t flesh and blood, and yet, his power was palpable, filling the air around her, dark and magnetic.

Hermione’s breath caught in her throat. She shivered, not out of fear, but from the intoxicating pull of his magic, the same dangerous force that had always fascinated her. She closed her eyes, allowing the sensation to wash over her like a wave, momentarily forgetting the peril she was in. This was the power she craved—the power she knew she shouldn’t want, but couldn’t help being drawn to.

“Who are you to threaten me?” Tom demanded, closing in on her.

Hermione’s breath quickened as she scrambled backward, her palms stinging against the rough stone floor, only to find herself pressed against an unyielding wall. Tom moved with predatory grace, his form looming over her before he dropped to his knees, closing the distance between them. His dark green eyes pierced through her, brimming with intensity.

The air crackled with the energy between them. His hand shot out, fingers wrapping around her throat in a firm grip, lifting her up from her crouched position. Hermione gasped, a low moan escaping her lips as his magic collided with hers, surging through her in a way that made her skin tingle. She could feel him everywhere, even though he was nothing more than a memory, a phantom conjured from the depths of the Horcrux.

Her mind raced— he wasn’t real —but the sensation of his touch felt alarmingly tangible. The force of his power enveloped her, suffocating yet electrifying.

Tom’s voice was low, a deadly hiss. "What dark magic are you yielding?" His chest rose and fell with unrestrained anger, his grip tightening. His eyes bore into hers, demanding answers, as if he, too, was struggling with the reality of their connection.

"Finite Incantatem."

The words escaped her lips in a desperate whisper, the only incantation her foggy mind could muster under the weight of his magic. As soon as she uttered the spell, a burst of energy pulsed through the air. The grip around her throat loosened, and the overwhelming sensation of his presence began to fade. His form flickered, destabilizing, as though the force binding him to her was severed by the spell.

Hermione gasped for breath, her body trembling from the aftershock of their magical collision. Tom’s translucent figure wavered before her, his dark green eyes still locked on hers with an intensity that made her blood run cold. Yet, as the effects of the incantation took hold, his powerful aura began to dissipate, leaving behind a lingering trace of the darkness that had surrounded them, until it was gone altogether. The pressure around her died away, but the memory of it—of him—clung to her like a shadow. 

Hermione’s body jolted backward into her desk chair, the impact knocking the breath from her lungs. Her wide eyes darted to the journal now resting innocently before her, its pages blank as though nothing had ever happened. It looked harmless, an unassuming book with no indication of the dark magic she had just experienced. 

Her hands trembled as she slowly backed away, her heart still racing. She didn’t trust it. Not anymore. The memory of Tom’s grip on her throat, the overwhelming presence of his magic, lingered on her skin. She had to put it away—now. With a quick flick of her wand, she slammed the journal shut, the force of her magic making the cover snap together with finality.

Her chest heaved as she considered where to stash it, until finally, she shoved the journal into the very bottom of her bookbag. There, she hoped, it would be safe, at least for the time being. She could still feel its charge, that electric hum of dark magic, calling to her—faint, yet persistent—but at least it was contained. 

For now.

* * * *

 

Hermione's nerves were a tangled mess as she prepared to face Tom again, her mind racing at the thought of their upcoming meeting. Rationally, she knew he would have no knowledge of her encounter with his Horcrux—it was only a disconnected fragment of his soul, after all—but the intensity of the experience left a deep impression on her. His piercing eyes, full of malice, paired with the firm, almost possessive touch his younger self had exerted over her had been seared into her mind since yesterday.

She recalled the phantom of his hand at her throat, his dark magic wrapping around her like a suffocating blanket. Facing the real Tom, who had no idea what had transpired, so soon after the fact, felt like a dangerous game. Would he sense something off in her demeanor? Would he notice the way her heart pounded faster in his presence, or the way her fingers twitched nervously when he came too close? She never thought she’d think it, but thank goodness for Antonin’s presence. He would be a needed distraction for her— and perhaps for Tom. 

When Hermione arrived at the library, she found both of her study partners already waiting. Tom was engrossed in a Defense Against the Dark Arts textbook, his eyes scanning the pages with methodical intent, while Antonin idly tossed a quill into the air with casual wandless magic. The moment they noticed her approach, their movements stilled, and two sets of dark eyes turned toward her in unison.

She flushed under their mutual scrutiny, her nerves prickling with discomfort. There was something unsettling about the way they watched her, as if each were appraising her for different reasons—Tom, with his cold and unreadable gaze, and Antonin, dangerously curious. She refused to let them intimidate her.

Hermione slammed a large glass jar onto the table with a resounding thud, its contents shifting violently. Inside was a young acromantula, its long legs and glistening fangs visible through the transparent container. Tom frowned, scrunching his nose in distaste at the sight, while Antonin's eyes widened with intrigue, a glimmer of excitement dancing in their depths. It was exactly what she intended. She needed to gain Antonin’s interest if he were to take anything she said seriously. 

The spider, sensing the sudden change in its environment, frantically launched itself against the walls of the jar, its tiny body bouncing from side to side and top to bottom in a futile attempt to escape. It was a relentless effort, a desperate struggle for freedom that only served to highlight the impossibility of its attempts. Hermione watched with a mix of satisfaction and sympathy, aware that she was the one in control, and determined to ensure its safety by the end of her lesson. 

“Someone’s been breaking school rules again, I see,” Tom remarked, his frown deepening.

“Only in the pursuit of knowledge, of course,” Hermione ignored his attitude, selecting a chair an equal distance away from both wizards. 

She enjoyed seeing Tom a bit frazzled, and she mentally noted that he seemed to find spiders off putting. Antonin, on the other hand, was completely enraptured by the small creature, his eyes sparkling with intrigue as he leaned closer to the jar. 

“You must’ve gone deep into the forest to capture it.” Antonin stared at Hermione with renewed interest. She found herself sucked in by his unique accent, watching his lips move as he spoke. Their rhythm felt oddly familiar—and the mysterious edge emanating from his magic reminded her of her first kiss with Viktor Krum. It had been sweet and exploratory, yet also rough and untamed.

“I had to visit the more secluded parts of the Forbidden Forest, yes,” Hermione replied, shrugging off her nervous energy. 

Antonin still gave her the heebie-jeebies, she decided as she unconsciously rubbed at the scar beneath her blouse, but he wasn’t nearly as daunting as Tom. She could feel Tom’s critical eye from her peripheral vision, so she kept the focus on Antonin for the moment—the lesser of two evils. 

“Did you see the nests?” Dolohov’s eyes positively radiated with fascination. 

Hermione gave a small laugh. She hadn’t expected him to be so boyish. 

“Thankfully I found this little guy before I reached the depths of nests, but I did get a small glance at them,” Hermione replied. “They’re quite beautiful, actually.”

Tom’s eyes narrowed at her response, skepticism etched across his features. He clearly found her story to be a ridiculous falsehood. 

“Is that so?” he said, his tone dripping with superiority. “You do realize those creatures are lethal, right? It’s not exactly a stroll in the park.” His expression remained stern, clearly unimpressed with her bravado. “And you expect us to believe you just pranced in and out without a problem?”

“I’m aware of the dangers, Tom.” Hermione said dryly, a flicker or annoyance rising at his condescending tone. “And yet, I brought evidence of my success, didn’t I?” She gestured to the frantic acromantula in the jar.

“And why did you bring this little pest today, Hermione?” Tom questioned, leaning back in his chair, putting more distance between him and the jar. “To show off that you’re reckless and short-sighted?”

“Actually,” Hermione said, brushing off his insults as if they had no effect on her. Let him underestimate her all he wants; that will simply make taking him down much easier. “Antonin explained that the first class he needed support with was Transfiguration. So I brought our inspiration.” 

Tom’s expression darkened as he regarded the wriggling spider. “You’re using a lethal creature as inspiration in a Transfiguration lesson?” he asked, his voice laced with sarcasm, emphasizing the absurdity of her suggestion.

“But that’s the fun of it, Tom, don’t you think? ” Hermione remarked, her eyes glinting with excitement. She found it satisfying to be the reason Tom felt unsettled, and she was ready to make him even more so. 

Antonin chuckled at Hermione’s boldness. Tom was less entertained, continued to scrutinize her with his reproving scowl.

“It makes getting things right so much more motivating when there’s life or death on the line,” she added. It was true; some of her best magic was inspired by the sheer will to survive. 

Antonin smirked in agreement, his gaze flickering to the acromantula as he toyed with one of his lip piercings in eager anticipation. The thrill of the situation seemed to invigorate him, and he leaned forward, clearly intrigued by the prospect of what might come next.

“It’s unwise,” Tom maintained, his voice steady as he crossed his arms, defiant. 

“Oh, have it your way, then,” she replied with a sigh, a mischievous spark in her eyes. To the surprise of both wizards, she opened the lid and allowed the acromantula to scurry out. Immediately, it turned toward Tom, its legs skittering across the table in a frantic search for freedom.

Before it could reach him, she raised her wand with a quick flick. “ Petrificus Totalus.

The spider froze mid-step, its body rigid as it collapsed into a still heap. Hermione snickered at Tom’s startled expression. “See? No harm done,” she said triumphantly, enjoying the way the tension rose in the room.

Tom's frosty demeanor persisted. “That doesn’t make it any less foolish,” he countered, though she could see a flicker of curiosity in his eyes as he finally shifted closer to the incapacitated spider.

“Maybe, but it sure makes things interesting,” Hermione shot back hotly. “Now, Antonin,” she continued, turning her attention to her pupil, “when I see acromantulas, I think they’re so adorable and cuddly and misunderstood.” It was Hagrid who had taught her to think in such a way—he, himself, often being misunderstood.

Dolohov raised an eyebrow, amused at Hermione’s assessment of the creature “Adorable? They’re massive spiders.”

“Exactly!” she replied, her enthusiasm bubbling over. “Their size just adds to their charm. Besides, they have feelings, you know? They live to protect their nests and families, just like any creature. It’s all about perspective.”

Tom snorted softly, clearly unimpressed. “Perspective won’t save you when they decide to bite,” he remarked, shaking his head.

“But that’s the challenge!” Hermione insisted, undeterred. “Understanding their behavior makes you a better wizard. If you learn to see them as more than just dangerous beasts, you can find ways to coexist. Knowledge is power.”

Antonin looked between them, amusement burning in his eyes as he considered her words. “And you think this one is just misunderstood?”

“Absolutely!” she affirmed, grinning at him. “Once you get past the fangs and the creepy-crawly legs, there’s a lot to appreciate. They’re actually quite fascinating.”

Tom sighed, pretending to be bored. “You have a way of romanticizing danger, don’t you?” 

“Perhaps,” she said, smirking. She must, to believe that she can stare a young Voldemort in the eye while simultaneously working to undo his aspirations from right under his nose.

“And how is all of this supposed to help Antonin with transfigurations?” Tom asked defiantly.

“Because we’re going to practice turning this acromantula into a cuddly stuffed animal,” Hermione replied calmly, as if her thought process was the most obvious thing in the world.

Tom raised an eyebrow, disbelief written all over his face. “You want to transfigure an acromantula into a stuffed animal? That’s… ambitious.”

“Ambitious is one word for it,” she said, with another shrug. “But think about it! If Antonin can master this, he’ll be able to transfigure anything, even the most dangerous creatures. It’s all about pushing boundaries.”

“I like it,” Antonin agreed, shooting a dark grin Hermione’s way. 

She smiled back, feeling an odd spark of camaraderie. Maybe she had also misunderstood Antonin the way most people misunderstood acromantulas. When she looked beneath the surface, there was a depth to him that intrigued her, much like the complexities of the creatures they were about to tackle—heebie-jeebies aside. Again, life was all about perspective. 

  “Brilliant!” Hermione continued, her enthusiasm apparent. “It’s not just about the spell; it’s about understanding what we’re working with. Every creature, even the most feared, has its own unique magic. Once you grasp that, transfiguration becomes so much more than just waving a wand.”

“You’re taking an unnecessarily risky approach, Hermione. Not everyone can handle that level of challenge,” Tom scoffed.

“But Antonin can!” she insisted, glancing at Antonin, who nodded in agreement. “Right?”

“Definitely,” Dolohov replied, determined. “I’m up for it. Just wait and see.”

Tom sighed, his displeasure clear. “Very well, then. Let’s see if you can turn that acromantula into something even remotely cuddly.”

She straightened her posture, exuding confidence as she prepared to demonstrate. The library felt charged with energy, a mixture of excitement and apprehension hanging in the air.

“Alright, Antonin,” she continued, her voice steady. “It’s imperative to focus on the acromantula and picture what you want it to become—a soft, cuddly stuffed animal. I’m visualizing it clearly in my mind as I cast the spell.”

With a determined glint in her eye, Hermione raised her wand, ready to channel her magic. She took a deep breath, her heart racing. This had to work, or Tom would rub her failure in her face until the day she died.

Furrifacio !” she enunciated clearly, Tom’s eyes firmly fixed to her every move. With a wave of her wand, she began to weave the incantation, pouring all her intent and precision into the spell. The air around her crackled and sparked as her magic slowly produced her desired outcome.

Where the spider had collapsed, now lay a small, cuddly stuffed animal, its soft fur a stark contrast to the sinister creature it had once been. Hermione squeaked in satisfaction, her heart soaring at the sight of her successful transformation. It was one thing to push boundaries, but this was different. It was a show of her creativity, her ability to apply magic more advanced than what could be learned from simply reading a textbook.

Antonin let out an impressed laugh, his eyes wide with admiration as he reached out to pick up the plush toy, turning it over in his hands. Tom, however, looked sour, his lips pressing into a thin line. It was clear he hadn’t expected her success. He narrowed his dark green eyes at the stuffed animal as if its existence were offensive to him.

“Impressive work, Hermione,” Antonin said, sounding genuine. “I didn’t think you could pull it off.”

“Neither did I,” Tom muttered under his breath, irritation lacing his voice. 

She smiled at Antonin, reveling in the moment. “Now, the real challenge is to see if you can replicate it,” she said, encouraging him to rise to the occasion.

As Dolohov studied the stuffed acromantula, Hermione felt a sense of pride swelling knowing she had been the one who had also sparked a fire of his ambition. He was decidedly apathetic in all their classes, but for the first time, he felt vibrant with interest.

“I can do it,” he said, his voice brimming with self-assuredness.

“Excellent!” Hermione chirped. “Now place it in the center of the table and I’ll transform it back so you can have a fresh start.”

He followed her instructions, placing the plush acromantula directly in the middle of the table, its soft body slumping slightly as if it were awaiting its fate. Antonin’s eyes gleamed with anticipation as he watched Hermione prepare for the next step.

Finite Incantatem ,” Hermione declared with poise, the words flowing naturally from her lips. The acromantula twitched as it regained its senses, its multifaceted eyes blinking rapidly. Before it could recover enough to attempt escape, she was quick to cast the full body binding curse once more, rendering it immobile. “All yours, Antonin,” she encouraged.

He nodded, determination settling on his features as he allowed Hermione to guide him through the process. “Look at your target carefully; inspect it,” she instructed, her voice steady and motivating. “Then, picture your objective: how fuzzy, and fluffy, and cuddly you want to make it.”

Hermione noticed Dolohov’s lips twitch up at the mention of “cuddly,” and it almost made her laugh. He was genuinely enjoying this, and so was she. “Visualize how it felt in your hands,” she continued, “and then cast your spell: Furrifacio .” She pronounced her unique incantation carefully, ensuring it was clear for him to master.

Furrifacio ,” Dolohov echoed, his distinct Slavic accent lending an intriguing edge to the spell. His brow furrowed in concentration, and Hermione could see the gears turning in his mind as he focused on the acromantula before him. The air around them seemed to thrum with potential, and Hermione felt a rush of energy as they engaged in this unconventional lesson together.

“Now, let your magic flow through you,” she urged, her eyes locked on his, willing him to succeed. Antonin took a deep breath, his wand poised, and for a moment, it felt as though the entire room held its breath, waiting for the transformation to unfold.

Furrifacio ,” Antonin cast the spell, his focus unbreaking as his wand moved with accuracy. Slowly, the acromantula's rigid form began to twist and contort, its spindly legs folding in as its hairy body shrank. The transformation was almost mesmerizing as the once menacing creature softened into a soft plush toy—fluffy, harmless, and undeniably cuddly.

“You did it!” Hermione exclaimed, her face lighting up with pride as she clapped enthusiastically. "I knew you could!"

Antonin's lips tilted to the side in a half smile, satisfaction flooding his eyes as he inspected his successful transfiguration project. “It wasn’t so difficult,” he remarked, his voice low but pleased.

Hermione beamed at him, her heart swelling with the shared victory. “You did brilliantly,” she cheered, feeling a warm sense of accomplishment herself. This was the kind of moment she lived for—teaching and learning in equal measure. Even Tom, despite his usual reserved expression, seemed to be re-evaluating his earlier doubts.

“Well done, Antonin,” Hermione added, her smile unwavering. “Now, let’s try it again, just to make sure you’ve really got it down.”

Dolohov nodded, catching some of Hermione’s eagerness, and together, they transfigured the spider back and forth half a dozen times. Each time, Antonin grew more confident, his wand movements sharper, his spellcasting more fluid. Tom watched patiently, his expression unreadable, yet a palpable tension hung in the air, as if he was calculating each of their steps.

Hermione, sensing the shift, glanced over at Tom. He had been quietly observing the entire time, his sharp gaze never leaving their work. She wondered if he felt left out of the practical lesson. Despite his natural brilliance, Hermione knew Tom valued control over every situation, and this transfiguration exercise had kept him on the sidelines.

“Do you want to give it a go?” she asked him, her tone light and encouraging. She hoped to break the barrier between them, maybe even get him to warm up to her a bit.

Tom was about to respond, a cool smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, when Professor Slughorn’s booming voice interrupted them.

“Ah! What have we here?” Slughorn’s large frame appeared in the doorway, his mustache twitching as his eyes darted between the trio and the frozen acromantula on the table—still in its plush form. “Up to a bit of extracurricular magic, are we?”

“Just fulfilling that tutoring promise, Professor,” Hermione said lightly, her words smooth and casual. She knew if Slughorn had any inkling of the real nature of their ‘tutoring,’ she would be in serious trouble.“Transfigurations today, History of Magic tomorrow.”

“Splendid! I knew I could count on you, Hermione,” Slughorn beamed, clearly pleased. He glanced at Dolohov, as though the boy were invisible; his focus was entirely on Hermione and Tom. “Antonin will have his grades up in no time,” he continued, his voice dismissive, as though Dolohov wasn’t in the room with them. It reminded Hermione of how Slughorn used to overlook Ron, sparking a flicker of pity for Antonin.

"And now, with two of my brightest stars here together," Slughorn's tone grew more animated, "Tom, Hermione, I would be honored if you both attended my Slug Club Fall Festival next week. It’s shaping up to be a grand event! Alaric Thistledown from the Chudley Cannons, Peter Blackthorn, the editor of The Daily Prophet, and Ignatius Hawkeweather from the Department of Mysteries are just a few big names that will be in attendance. Quite the gathering, I assure you!"

"Of course, sir," Tom replied smoothly, offering a slight, elegant bow. His eyes were cool, calculated; he would never turn down a chance to be in the midst of such influential company.

“It would be my honor,” Hermione added with a bright, practiced smile. In truth, she had no interest in going, but it would be rude to decline.

"Brilliant!" Slughorn beamed, his round face glowing with satisfaction. "Well then, see you in class, you two," he said, his eyes only on Tom and Hermione, again, as if Antonin didn’t even exist. With a jovial wave, he turned and waddled out of the library, leaving them in silence once more.

Hermione exchanged a quick glance with Antonin, her lips pressing into a thin line of sympathy. She recalled how terrible it left Ron feeling when he wasn’t invited to Slughorn’s Christmas party during sixth year. “Antonin, would you want to go? He might let us bring a plus one.” 

Antonin’s eyebrow lifted in surprise at Hermione’s offer, his sharp eyes flicking over to Tom for a brief moment before returning to her. There was a pause as he seemed to consider the idea, the hint of a smirk ghosting the corner of his mouth.

“I appreciate the offer,” he said slowly, his voice thick with that familiar Slavic cadence. “But I’m not sure a Slug Club gathering is quite my scene.”

Tom, who had been quietly observing the exchange, nodded in approval at Antonin’s response, a small, almost imperceptible smirk playing at his lips.

“Really, I insist,” Hermione pressed. “It was quite rude of him to invite us in front of you without extending the offer your way. Please, think about it and let me know if you reconsider.”

Antonin’s cheeks colored, though his eyes softened slightly at Hermione’s insistence. “You’re kind to think of me,” he replied, his tone lighter. “But don’t hold your breath.” 

Hermione chuckled at Antonin's response, finding his brusque demeanor more amusing as she got to know him better. After all, she'd spent years around Harry and Ron, two wizards who could be just as blunt and occasionally tactless. Growing up with them had taught her not to take such comments too personally. Besides, it wasn't like she was asking Antonin out on a romantic date—this would be completely platonic.

“Well, the offer stands,” Hermione said, maintaining her warm smile. “Just let me know if you change your mind.”

Suddenly, the scraping of Tom’s chair echoed in the air as he slammed his textbook shut and stormed off in an abrupt exit. Hermione blinked, her mind scrambling to understand what had just happened. What had his knickers in a twist? 

“I have to go,” Dolohov sighed, standing up and grabbing his things. His eyes lingered on the plush acromantula mischievously. “Can I take this with me?”

Hermione hesitated, her original plan to return the creature to the forest tugging at her conscience. But Antonin’s amusement softened her decision; he just wanted to practice more. "Alright," she relented with a small smile, “but take good care of it—whether it's fuzzy or eight-legged.”

Antonin grinned, seeming oh so boyish again as he tucked the stuffed spider under his arm and he took off in a jog behind Tom. Hermione felt pleased about how the session went overall, even though she was unable to make any progress with Tom. At least she’d helped someone today.

Notes:

Should Dolohov say yes to Hermione's invitation? 👀

Chapter 12

Notes:

Another bonus chapter 🎉

Thank you for keeping me motivated!!

Chapter Text

Trips to Hogsmeade held a certain significance for Tom that none of his classmates could begin to understand. With no guardian to sign off on his permission slip, he'd been denied the privilege of leaving the school grounds until he came of age in the middle of sixth year. For him, the excursions were still somewhat novel, a brief interlude from the structure of Hogwarts and a reminder of how far he'd come. Honeydukes, in particular, was a favorite. 

Growing up in an orphanage, he had no access to luxuries like sweets or treats. Now, as a Dark Lord in the making, he watched his fellow students—pampered and privileged—fuss over who could buy the finest gifts, the rarest chocolates, or the most expensive trinkets for him. It amused him to watch them try to outdo one another, unaware that their petty competitions were meaningless compared to his grander plans. Still, Honeydukes was a place that appealed to his rare moments of indulgence—where, just for a fleeting second, he allowed himself to enjoy what he was once denied.

However, this particular trip to Hogsmeade wasn't about indulgence or the momentary pleasures of honeyed confections. It was about acquiring something far more valuable: knowledge. Specifically, the knowledge of Hermione Granger's movements, associations, and objectives. Where did she go during her free time? Who did she choose to spend it with? And more importantly, what were her motives?

Tom had been on edge ever since their study session with Antonin. Hermione had not only showcased a sharp intellect but demonstrated a level of creativity that disturbed him. She had invented her own spell—something that went beyond the scope of the traditional Hogwarts education. This wasn’t mere bookishness; it was ingenuity of a kind that made him eager to uncover more about her. After watching her closely, particularly during her interactions with Dolohov, Tom realized just how little he actually knew about her. 

It was time to go deeper, to feign intimacy and trust, tricking her into revealing more about herself. The more he could uncover, the more he could manipulate. Hermione Granger’s arrogance might be her undoing, and Tom would use that to his advantage. He would find out what made her tick and then exploit it until she had no choice but to submit to his will. 

Tom cloaked himself under the Disillusionment Charm, his form blending seamlessly with the backdrop as he trailed Hermione from a distance. Though he knew she was aware of his skill with such spells, she wouldn’t be expecting it—not now, not here, especially when she seemed so utterly focused on her destination. She moved with purpose, quick and deliberate, as she advanced on the students who had left the castle grounds much before her. No hesitation. No pause to ask for directions or even to admire the gradual transformation of scenery from the familiar grounds of Hogwarts to the snow-dusted village of Hogsmeade. It struck Tom as... odd.

On his first excursion to Hogsmeade, he couldn’t help his almost childlike fascination with the unknown territory. The mist that clung to the forest edges like forgotten whispers, the quaint rooftops of Hogsmeade emerging in the distance, and the soft, pale glow of the snow-covered village against the steel-gray sky—it had all been captivating. A moment to savor, even for someone like him who rarely allowed sentiment to cloud his thoughts.

But Hermione? She dismissed the path ahead of her as if it were nothing more than a task to be completed, a means to an end. There was no marvel in her eyes, no curiosity for what lay beyond the next bend. It was mechanical, calculated—something that directly contradicted the lecture she had recently given on “perspective,” a lecture that had dripped with idealism and naïve admiration for the world around her. 

This inexplicable indifference only deepened Tom’s curiosity. If Hermione’s attention wasn’t on the journey itself, then what, or who, was she so focused on? And what did it mean about her true intentions? He would find out. 

Tom shadowed her discreetly, slipping into the pub just in time to watch Hermione’s face light up with an excitement he rarely saw. She practically bounced on her feet when she spotted the figure in the farthest corner: none other than Bathilda Bagshot, the former professor and author of A History of Magic . Bagshot had already settled in with two butterbeers, one nearly half-empty, and rose from her seat with a beaming smile, arms open to greet Hermione.

The moment they embraced, something tugged at Tom’s attention. He found the scene utterly foreign and, frankly, baffling. Such warmth, such affection—it was almost too intimate, too... human. Tom wasn’t accustomed to witnessing such genuine displays of emotion. Even in his interactions with his followers and their families, formality and cold detachment reigned supreme. Physical affection was something beneath them, an unnecessary show of weakness.

Hermione hugged the old professor as if they had been separated for years rather than weeks, the act as natural as breathing. It fascinated him, this strange connection between the two women. What secrets did Bathilda Bagshot hold for Hermione to seek her out like this, and with such joy? Tom’s eyes narrowed as he quietly maneuvered closer, listening intently while his mind churned, more determined now than ever to unearth the purpose behind this meeting.

Whatever it was, his knowledge of it would be crucial to his plans to win the Granger witch over.

“Hermione, my darling,” Bathilda’s voice crooned, overly affectionate, too warm for Tom’s liking. It made his skin crawl. He watched as Hermione’s face lit up, her usual composed demeanor slipping into something softer—something Tom found irritatingly pathetic. She missed the old woman.

“Bathilda! Hogwarts would be so much warmer with you there,” Hermione smiled.

Tom’s gaze shifted to Bathilda, who cackled after Hermione’s response. “Poppycock,” she said, dismissing Hermione’s flattery as polite nonsense. "From the sound of your letters, you seem to be doing just fine!" 

Tom’s lip curled. Of course she was fine. Why wouldn’t she be? Hermione Granger had a way of carving out space wherever she went, infiltrating circles she had no business in. And yet, she did so with that insufferable grin of hers, as though it were effortless.

Then came the mention of the Slug Club.

Tom’s brow furrowed. Bathilda’s voice rang in his ears: “Did you know he’s never invited a witch to one of his events before?” 

Tom froze. 

Never. 

It was true, he hadn’t noticed a witch at any of the previous gatherings, but Tom had thought nothing of it prior to Bathida’s mention, but then again, Tom had no reason to notice witches before Hermione.

A low growl of irritation threatened to escape his throat. So that’s what Hermione had been playing at—gaining another foothold where she didn’t belong, using her charm to break into one of the last exclusive realms of influence within Hogwarts. A "boys' club," Bathilda had called it. And now Hermione had shattered that barrier too.

“And have you been following the entirety of my orders closely, Hermione?” Bathilda wiggled her eyebrows. 

Tom’s eyes narrowed, watching the exchange with sharpened focus. Bathilda’s question, laced with teasing affection, made Hermione’s cheeks flush as she choked on her sip of butterbeer. 

"Oh," The hesitation in her response, the way her voice faltered, only confirmed what Tom already suspected: Hermione was hiding something. "Y-yes," she stammered, visibly uncomfortable as she fidgeted in her seat. 

Tom smirked to himself. It pleased him to see Hermione unsure of herself for once.

"Well, don’t leave me hanging, child!" Bathilda pushed further, her tone playful but curious. "As an old woman, I live through you now. Tell me more."

Tom’s curiosity piqued. What promise had Hermione made to this old crone? Something that embarrassed her so easily? Whatever it was, it had to be important. Hermione Granger wasn’t one to blush lightly, and for Bathilda to coax such a reaction meant there was something deeper at play. Something Tom could use.

He leaned in closer, concealed by his Disillusionment charm; this was what he was looking for—a chink in the armor she wore so confidently. If Hermione had made some private vow—something personal, something she would do anything to keep hidden— perhaps he could exploit it, use it as much needed leverage. 

“My courses and Head Girl responsibilities have kept me busier than expected,” Hermione said with a secret smile. “But I suppose I did have quite a… fun.. study session earlier this week.”

Tom watched with rapt attention, noting her words as measured and careful. 

“Oh, Hermione, studying is not the kind of fun I was referring to,” Bathilda sighed with a chuckle, drinking the last of her butterbeer. “I meant making friends, sneaking around the castle, causing a bit of a ruckus!”

“Professor! Are you insinuating I should break school rules?” Hermione pretended to be scandalized before giggling at the idea.

“Now that I no longer teach at Hogwarts, I can let you in on a little something,” Bathilda exaggerated, looking around slyly for any witnesses before sharing her secret. “Rules are meant to be broken.”

Tom had never witnessed this side of Bathilda Bagshot before. The esteemed, but now retired, professor had always been a paragon of respectability, a strict disciplinarian who had no tolerance for frivolity or foolishness. Yet here she was, behaving like a giddy schoolgirl—teasing, gossiping, and indulging in trivialities. 

“Well, I guess, it was the method of study that was entertaining,” Hermione pondered. She had barely touched a sip of her drink. “And the company.”

Tom watched with rapt attention as Hermione continued, her words still calculated and ambiguous. That pause, that subtle hint of secrecy, like a joke no one else could understand—it infuriated him. 

“Why didn’t you just say so! Tell me about the lad, then,” Bathilda probed eagerly. “Herold, two more butterbeers over here, please!” Bathilda waved down the barkeep. Herold replaced her empty glass with a new one right away, and brought an extra for Hermione. She now had two untouched pints in front of her.

“A lad,” Bathilda had said, eager to pry into the details of Hermione’s social life. Tom’s grip on his wand tightened, though he was careful to remain silent and unseen. His mind raced as he considered the implications. Who could it be? Dolohov? That Weasley whelp? Or someone else entirely? Tom seethed.

“Who said it was a lad?” she stammered, giggling as she attempted to hide her face behind her hands. Her reaction was almost… coy. He had never seen her like this before, and it displeased him. 

“I know that look, lass,” Bathilda teased, undeterred. “What’s his name? What’s he like?”

Hermione bit her lip, her cheeks flaming. "It’s kind of embarrassing, Bathilda," she admitted, still half-concealing her face. "I-I don’t think he likes me very much. No, I know he doesn’t like me very much." There it was again—Hermione’s half truths. 

Tom's lips pressed into a thin line. 

Someone had Hermione rattled. The thought sent a sharp pang through him, igniting a fierce desire to be the one who occupied her thoughts in place of the unworthy boy she spoke of. How infuriatingly intriguing.

“Fine, if you can’t tell me a name, then at least describe him. You can do that for an old, lonely witch, can’t you?” Bathilda urged, her eyes sparkling with curiosity. “Come on, Hermione! You know I can keep a secret.”

Tom was at the edge of his seat, holding his breath, waiting for Hermione’s answer. 

“He has dark hair,” Hermione began, offering little more than an obscure description. After all, plenty of wizards had dark hair. Tom, himself, had dark hair for Merlin’s sake! She did nothing to help narrow down his list of suspects. 

“Yes?” Bathilda prodded, eager for more details.

“And… I guess you could say he’s kind of the ‘bad boy’ type.” Hermione smirked, a glimmer of mischief in her eyes as she thought about him.

Tom’s expression darkened at the revelation. A flicker of anger sparked in him, intensifying when he realized who she must be thinking about. 

Dolohov

The very idea twisted in his gut like a venomous snake. How could she be attracted to someone like him ? Dolohov was everything Tom despised: reckless, impulsive, and reveling in chaos. Yet, he was also mysterious in a way that drew people in, and the confirmation that Hermione had been captivated by him—the complete opposite of Tom— was unbearable.

“Those are always the most fun,” Bathilda’s voice echoed in his mind, and he wanted to lash out, to declare that fun was for fools. What could she possibly see in Dolohov? He was nothing more than a brutish pawn under Tom’s thumb.

His jaw tightened as he suppressed a wave of jealousy. He would ensure that she realized her mistake before she wasted her time on someone so worthless. If Hermione was infatuated with Dolohov, Tom would simply show her what a weak, pathetic, ambitionless twat he was. After all, if anyone was going to capture Hermione Granger’s attention, it should be Tom—not some dim-witted knight who lacked the vision to see her true potential.

“They are,” Hermione agreed darkly, twisting at the ends of a curl.

“Have you kissed the fellow yet?” Bathilda wiggled her eyebrows in a conspiratorial manner, a smirk playing on her lips.

Tom’s heart skipped a beat, nostrils flaring with rage.

“Bathilda!” Hermione exclaimed, amused, but failing to directly answer the question. “What kind of question is that?”

As Hermione deflected Bathilda's teasing question, Tom’s thoughts twisted with frustration. The way she laughed with Bathilda—so carefree, so unguarded—only fueled his envy. Did she truly not see the danger in a boy like Dolohov? Intertwining her future with someone like Antonin would only lead to shattered dreams and wasted talent. Hermione was too significant to spend her life as a womb for a pureblood family to produce an heir. The Dolohov’s would confine her to their quarters in eastern Europe, crushing her spirit and treating her worse than cattle should she align herself with them. Tom, on the other hand, was the one who could elevate her, who could open doors to greatness. She still wouldn't be considered an equal, but she could be the ally of the wizard who would soon be known as the most powerful Dark Lord that ever existed, instead of a breeding cow. 

Tom's expression hardened as he leaned back, watching her with a calculating gaze, contemplating how he might pull her back into his orbit. He would show her that the real excitement lay not with those who merely wore the label of “bad boy,” but with someone who could offer her true darkness, true power.

“Keep me updated when you do,” Bathilda continued to tease her. 

“You’re incorrigible!” Hermione replied, her smile bright and infectious. “I’ll make no such promise, but I do promise to write.”

“I suppose I can settle for that. Your weekly letters have gotten me through your absence. You are missed, little lass! Will you be joining me for the winter holiday?” Bathilda inquired, her voice warm and inviting.

Tom had never anticipated that Hermione might remain at Hogwarts. He was accustomed to solitude, relishing the peace of the castle during the holidays. However, the prospect of her potential presence could certainly add an intriguing twist to his usual routine.

“As much as I hate to give you bad news, my Head Girl duties will hold me at Hogwarts through the duration of the break,” Hermione said with a faltering smile. “And actually, I best get back soon; I have the east wing to patrol tonight.”

“Ah, my diligent little witch,” Bathilda cooed, pushing Hermione’s hair behind her ears. “You remind me so much of myself at your age.”

Hermione sat a little taller, pride swelling within her at the compliment from Bathilda.

“Take care of yourself, lass,” Bathilda said, her smile warm and sincere. “And if the opportunity presents itself, kiss that boy,” she added with a cheeky wink.

Tom's fist pushed into his knee, a surge of irritation at the mention of a kiss. The image of Hermione showing Dolohov physical affection twisted something dark within him. If Bathilda believed Hermione would find joy in a fleeting romance, she was sorely mistaken. Hermione’s mind needed stimulation for true satisfaction, something Dolohov certainly couldn’t offer.

As they walked back to the castle, Tom shadowing Hermione discreetly, he wrestled with the urge to drop his Disillusionment charm and confront her directly. The impulse to demand an explanation warred within him—he needed to confirm his assumption that she was referring to Dolohov as the ‘company’ she considered fun. If so, it was a ridiculous notion! He wanted to punish her for even having such thoughts.

But just as he was about to yield to that impulse, their path was obstructed. Augusta appeared, looking frazzled—a first, from what Tom had observed. Typically, the witch maintained an air of superiority, exuding either boredom or an insufferable pride. Tom had been accused of the same, but while he projected polite indifference, she was just bloody arrogant.

“Augusta, what’s wrong?” Hermione asked, concern flashing across her features.

Tom rolled his eyes, stifling a scornful smile. How typical of Hermione to exhibit such unwarranted compassion. He’d have to teach Hermione to manage her emotions more effectively; not everyone deserved her worry, and certainly not a Gryffindor like Augusta, who would never place true loyalty above her perceived ‘morals.’

“Did you do it?” Augusta nearly shouted at Hermione, her voice trembling with a mixture of anger and panic. “Was it you?”

“What are you talking about, Augusta? Slow down,” Hermione replied calmly, her brow furrowing in confusion.

Tom watched the exchange with a sense of amusement, leaning against a nearby tree, arms crossed. Augusta’s frantic energy was entertaining, and he couldn’t help but wonder what calamity had unfolded to send the usually composed Gryffindor into such a tizzy.

“You know exactly what I mean!” Augusta spat, her voice rising in indignation. “Cedrella! She’s been in the hospital wing all week.”

“Oh?” Hermione questioned, her eyes widened in surprise. “What happened to her?”

“As if you don’t know, Granger,” Augusta replied, her tone dripping with accusation. “She was drugged. Funny how that happened, isn’t it? She was drugged right after drugging you. But you didn’t just drug her did you? You tortured her. She won’t even talk! She won’t tell me or Rhys anything! What did you do to her?!”

“So now I’m ‘Granger’ and not ‘Hermione?’” Hermione replied tersely. “I see.”

“Are you not even going to deny it then?” Augusta practically foamed at the mouth. 

“Well, you so obviously have made up your mind, with or without my confirmation,” Hermione scoffed, turning her back on the witch and beginning to walk away. 

Tom was intrigued. Hermione obviously didn’t do what Augusta was accusing her of, and yet, instead of fighting to prove her innocence, she simply disengaged, deeming the confrontation unworthy of her time. It was a tactic Tom had often employed himself, one that required a certain level of boldness.

“You’re a snake, Hermione Granger! Just like the rest of the vipers in that hole beneath the castle!” Augusta screamed, sounding positively unhinged. “You’ll pay for this!”

Hermione stopped, glanced over her shoulder at Augusta, and threw a two finger salute in the air. “Bring it, tosser!” she said, laughing loud and clear, leaving Augusta equally as shocked as she was infuriated. 

Tom nearly laughed himself, a rare smile creeping onto his lips. He was impressed with his little pet, and perhaps even a bit… proud .

Chapter 13

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Hermione was smiling at Dolohov again, her expression softening as if she believed him capable of any real merit, all because he managed to answer a question in History of Magic that any competent fifth-year should be able to recall. It was laughable, yet she praised him as if he had accomplished something extraordinary.

Tom's patience thinned as he watched the scene unfold. The urge to skip their next study session rose within him—how could he possibly endure such mediocrity any longer? He could feel his own intellect being insulted just by proximity to Dolohov’s pathetic grasp of basic material. But despite the temptation to distance himself from this inanity, Tom couldn’t allow Dolohov to gain any further favor in Hermione's eyes. That alone was enough to keep Tom there, forcing himself to tolerate the interaction. He couldn't afford to let them grow closer.

"Brilliant, Antonin!" Hermione gushed, her voice full of warmth. "I knew you'd enjoy History of Magic once you shifted your outlook on the subject and made the connection to our modern world."

There she goes again, Tom thought, irritation building. Perspective. The word was beginning to grate against his nerves.

"Learning about the magical wars isn’t so bad," Antonin replied, a playful grin creeping onto his face. He was clearly becoming too comfortable in Hermione’s company, a dynamic Tom found increasingly unacceptable.

Tom’s jaw tightened. He could feel the tension in his fists as he clenched them subtly beneath his robes. Perhaps it was time to remind Dolohov where he truly stood—beneath Tom’s ambition and far below Hermione’s potential. Yes, after today’s study session, a little talk with Dolohov was certainly in order. Tom would make it clear that whatever spark of camaraderie Antonin thought he had kindled with Hermione would be snuffed out swiftly.

Tom was not one to share his possessions—least of all, his plans for Hermione.

"I’m confident you’ll be ready for the exam next week," Hermione announced, her tone full of unwarranted optimism.

Dolohov, as usual, shrugged off her praise. "As long as I get an 'acceptable,' that’s all I need." He said it with an air of nonchalance, as if that grade—likely the highest he'd receive all term—would satisfy him.

"'Acceptable?' Oh please!" Hermione replied, a teasing glint in her eyes. "I’ll take it as a personal offense if my pupil doesn’t at least receive an 'Exceeds Expectations.'"

Dolohov’s face flushed, and he averted her eyes, too bashful to meet Hermione’s after such encouragement. That reaction, that idiotic shyness, stirred Tom’s disdain even further. 

He couldn’t help the scoff that escaped his lips. Exceeds Expectations? Antonin had never come close to such a mark in his life. The only reason he even managed to scrape through each year was because of the influence his parents wielded—particularly their threat to personally Avada any professor who dared dishonor their son, and by association, their family. Tom recalled how Dumbledore, during fifth year, had attempted to give Dolohov the 'P' he rightfully deserved, only to be promptly overruled by Dippet after a ‘talking-to’ from Antonin’s family.

The momentary flush of embarrassment on Dolohov’s face, which deepened after Tom’s derisive sound, brought a small flicker of satisfaction. The truth was evident, and even Dolohov knew it—he was a brute with no real intellect. The fact that Hermione wasted her time on him, lavishing praise on someone so utterly beneath her, was more than Tom could stomach.

"Don’t listen to him!" Hermione snapped, shooting a glare in Tom’s direction. Her attention immediately returned to Dolohov, her expression softening. "Look at me, Antonin," she demanded, her voice firm but encouraging. She didn’t stop until Dolohov, slightly taken aback, met her gaze. The way they locked eyes, the intensity of it—it sent a sharp pang of resentment through Tom’s gut. 

Hermione never looked at Tom like that.

The realization struck him harder than he'd ever admit. No matter how many nights they spent in the library together, no matter how many discussions they engaged in over subjects far beyond Dolohov’s limited grasp, she had never gazed at him with that same warmth, that infuriating faith. With him, she was all sharp intellect and sparring wit, constantly challenging his views, testing his patience, but never offering that tender encouragement she so easily bestowed upon someone as undeserving as Dolohov.

Why not Tom? He grappled with the question.

"I believe in you, okay?" Hermione continued, her words filled with certainty that made Tom’s stomach twist even further. "You can do it, and you will."

The unwavering conviction in her voice, her insistence on seeing potential in a man who had none, only stoked Tom’s fury. He hated seeing them like this, Dolohov basking in the attention that should have been Tom’s alone. 

Dolohov nodded, giving her a smile which she returned promptly. 

“So…,” Hermione changed the subject. “Tomorrow’s Saturday.”

“Okay?” Dolohov’s blank expression did little to ease Tom’s rage. 

The fool didn’t even understand what Hermione was asking. The mere fact that she had to spell it out for him, and yet still chose to ask him, was an insult. He’d expected more from her. But now, she was squandering her time on this plonker, offering him invitations he neither deserved nor understood.

“The Slug Club Event,” Tom said, filling in the gaps. The Slug Club, the very circle of power and influence she sought to navigate, and she was eager to drag along a dullard like Antonin?

“I was wondering if you changed your mind by chance. Slughorn assured me that I could bring an escort,” Hermione asked, rushing her words in the way she tended to do when she got nervous. 

Tom’s patience, already thin, began to fray as he watched Hermione fumble through her words, asking Dolohov— Dolohov —to accompany her to the Slug Club event for the third time. The fact that Hermione had repeated her offer—had gone out of her way to ask Antonin once again—was nothing short of infuriating. When she’d first mentioned it last week, Tom had assumed it was a fleeting thought, a pity invite, something even she wouldn’t have even taken seriously. Neither he nor Dolohov had, in fact. But now, standing here and hearing her ask again —as if Antonin was a worthy choice—Tom’s frustration twisted into something darker.

Dolohov's gaze flickered toward Tom, silently seeking approval, an act that was shockingly perceptive given his usual lack of awareness. It was the first truly intelligent thing he’d done all day, recognizing that the decision to accept or decline Hermione’s offer was not his own to make—it belonged to Tom.

But instead of the satisfaction that should have come with such deference, Tom felt a sharp pang of bitterness. Dolohov wanted to escort Hermione. That much was clear. The recognition stung, because despite Antonin’s usual ineptitude, in this instance, his desire was undeniable—and it meant that Hermione had made an impression on him too.

Hermione huffed in frustration, her annoyance evident as she realized Dolohov stood there, waiting for permission. Tom felt a surge of possessiveness; the urge to deny Dolohov outright and reclaim what was rightfully his clawed at him.

“Tom, wouldn’t you want your friend to be there?” she was corning Tom into approving Antonin’s attendance. Normally, he’d never let anyone sway his decisions, but Tom had to navigate this carefully. If he exposed too much, it would betray his own vulnerabilities, and Tom Riddle was never vulnerable. Not to anyone. “After all, his success is your success.”

“Of course you should go,” he replied, his words gritted out with barely concealed irritation.  Tom’s eyes, narrowed into dangerous slits, bore into his knight with a cold intensity that made it clear: Dolohov had crossed a line. The audacity of it, to even entertain the notion of escorting his Hermione to an event like the Slug Club— his territory.

Before Dolohov could utter a single word of affirmation or rejection, Hermione practically glowed with excitement. “Brilliant! I’ll meet you in the common room at 5 o’clock sharp!” she chirped, springing to her feet and waving goodbye as if their plans were set in stone, leaving no room for further discussion.

Once she was out of earshot, Dolohov turned pale, the realization of Tom’s simmering fury settling heavily in the air.

"Five o’clock sharp, is it?" Tom said in a low, measured tone, though every word dripped with venomous restraint. He could feel his magic clawing beneath his skin, begging for an outlet, and Dolohov, ever the fool, seemed to finally understand just how perilous his position had become.

"My Lord, I—" Dolohov started, but Tom cut him off with a cold smile.

"Do not mistake my approval for leniency," Tom said softly, stepping forward, his voice like ice. "Remember your place, Antonin. You’re attending because I allow it. Nothing more."

Dolohov swallowed hard, his eyes flicking to the ground in submission, but Tom didn’t ease up, the fury still simmering beneath the surface. No matter what games Hermione played, no one was allowed to cross him. And if Dolohov forgot that, Tom had no qualms about reminding him—forcefully, if necessary. 

Tom took a deep, controlled inhale, forcing himself to regain composure, his irritation boiling just beneath the surface. “Don’t worry, I have a plan to rectify this unsavory situation,” he declared, the corners of his mouth twisting into a confident smirk. “And you’re going to do everything I tell you, without question.”

“Happily, My Lod,” Dolohov agreed, paling. 

* * * *

 

Hermione had finally decided to take Bathilda’s advice to heart: it was time to let herself have some fun. Initially, her interest in Antonin had been entirely tactical. After all, he had unknowingly helped her obtain one of Tom’s horcruxes, and she had hoped that by staying close to him, he might slip up again. But, as she spent more time with him, Hermione found herself unexpectedly enjoying his company.

It surprised her how quickly her perception of him shifted. Where once she had seen nothing but cruelty and darkness, she now saw shades of complexity. Antonin wasn’t the embodiment of evil she had first assumed. Instead, it became clear to her that his desire for power and his attraction to darkness were rooted in a deep-seated pain—pain inflicted on him by others. In hurting, he sought to hurt, a tragic cycle Hermione understood more clearly than she’d ever expected. And yet, the more she understood him, the more her rigid judgment softened, even though she never lost sight of her mission.

Antonin’s parents, she learned, had been as cruel as they were demanding, expecting greatness from their son but using entirely misguided methods to achieve it. Instead of encouragement, they offered only biting ridicule and harsh mockery whenever he failed to meet their impossible standards. It was no wonder, then, that Antonin had grown into someone so deeply damaged, seeking validation in all the wrong places.

During their tutoring sessions, Hermione quickly noticed how well he responded to even the smallest bit of praise. It was as though he was starved for the affirmation he had never received. But despite this, Antonin had made the unfortunate choice to surround himself with people who mirrored the behavior of his parents. His so-called friends—if they could be called that—offered no support, only reinforcing his insecurities. Tom Riddle was the worst of all. His clear disdain for Dolohov's abilities, dismissing him as a useless nobody, grated on Hermione the more she became aware of Tom’s manipulative cruelty. It was troubling to see Antonin believe in those dismissals, accepting them as his truth when, in fact, he was anything but worthless. It made her think that maybe, her purpose could expand a bit: not only did she want to get a perfect score on her N.E.W.T.s and destroy Voldemort before he gained power, but she also wanted to help Antonin along the way in whatever capacity she could.

What Hermione hadn’t anticipated, however, was the reaction she received from Tom Riddle when she decided to make Antonin part of her personal project. Tom’s displeasure was palpable, though he remained characteristically controlled, his irritation visible only in the subtle clues. It was obvious that he didn't appreciate her attention on one of his most loyal knights, but what puzzled her was the reason behind it. Was Tom simply concerned that she might distract Antonin from his duties, or was there something more at play? Hermione couldn’t help but wonder if Tom’s reaction stemmed from something deeper—perhaps a possessiveness over his followers, or even an unconscious fear that Antonin might find strength and self-worth elsewhere outside of Tom’s direction. Tom was nothing if not strategic, always calculating the advantages of every relationship. And yet, his displeasure over Antonin receiving her attention felt almost... personal.

Hermione had yet to open Tom’s journal again after the terrifying consequences of her last attempt. When she closed her eyes at night, she still felt the ghost of his fingers tightening around her neck, the phantom grip as real as it had been in that chilling encounter. Just like the darkness from the locket, the Tom Riddle from the journal made her feel alive again. His presence had transcended the pages, not just a relic of the past, but a force that still had the ability to affect her in ways she hadn’t predicted. 

It took every ounce of Hermione's willpower not to look at Tom during their study sessions with Antonin. But in the quiet moments, when the conversation lulled and no one was watching her too closely, her eyes would drift his way, as if drawn by an invisible force. She memorized every curve of his lips, the sharp angles of his jaw, the speckles of intensity in his dark green eyes. She tried to ignore the memory of his magic brushing against hers—that potent, electric sensation that had lingered far too long, imprinting itself in her mind. The mere thought of it made her squeeze her thighs together, heat rising in her cheeks. It was maddening— especially since she should know better. Tom Riddle would sooner kill her than kiss her; he was not someone to have romantic thoughts about. If only her body would catch up with her mind, she sighed.

“I’m so excited you let me help you get ready!” Andromeda exclaimed. “I’ve been dying to do your hair.” 

“You may be the only one ambitious enough to take on the task,” Hermione laughed. She figured there was no way her friend could make her wild mess of a mane worse , so why not let her give it a go. 

“Challenge accepted,” Andromeda grinned, pulling out her wand with a swish. "The key to curly hair like yours is to keep it hydrated."

Before Hermione could respond, she felt a wet, cold liquid trickling onto her scalp, the sensation surprising her. Her hair immediately began to react, twisting and scrunching up with each expert wave of Andromeda’s wand. The strands tightened into defined curls as if they were coming alive under the magic.

“Merlin’s beard! What did you just put on my head?” Hermione asked, her eyes wide with both curiosity and mild apprehension.

“Relax, it's just a hydration spell with a bit of aloe essence. Works wonders for curls!” Andromeda replied, her focus on Hermione’s hair as she continued to work her magic. “See for yourself.” Andromeda held up a mirror for Hermione to inspect the results. 

Andromeda held up a mirror, and Hermione's breath caught in her throat. She barely recognized herself. The wild, untamed mess of frizz she had become accustomed to had transformed into soft, cascading ringlets that framed her face beautifully. Each curl was perfectly defined, bouncy, and full of life—exactly the kind of hair she had always dreamed of having.

“Wow, Andromeda, this is incredible!” Hermione exclaimed, her fingers reaching up to touch the soft strands. She could hardly believe the change. “I look… different.”

“I told you! Sometimes you just need a little magic and a lot of love to bring out your best self.” Andromeda beamed with pride, her eyes sparkling with delight. 

Hermione smiled back, feeling a warmth in her chest. It wasn’t just the transformation of her appearance that made her feel good; it was the support and friendship that had led to this moment. Briefly, she allowed herself to bask in the joy of it, grateful for Andromeda.

“I’m not sure what to say,” Hermione said, giving her friend a thankful cuddle. “Except for: I absolutely love it!”

Andromeda seemed a bit shocked at Hermione’s sudden affection, her eyes widening in surprise. Was it a Slytherin thing to be completely unfamiliar with endearment? But after a heartbeat, she melted into the embrace, wrapping her arms around Hermione tightly.

“I’m glad you like it, Hermione, but you didn’t think we were done, did you?” Andromeda laughed, glinting with mischief as she waved her wand.

Suddenly, a swarm of makeup supplies and a selection of dresses circled around them, sparkling in the light, a whirlwind of colors and textures. Lipsticks of every shade danced playfully in the air, while shimmering eyeshadows floated gracefully, waiting for Andromeda’s command. The dresses—some elegant, others whimsical—hovered enticingly, inviting Hermione to try them on.

“What—what is all this?” Hermione exclaimed, both excited and overwhelmed. “I didn’t sign up for a full makeover!”

Andromeda gave another girlish giggle. “Consider it a package deal! You can’t have fabulous hair without the perfect look to match. If you’re going to be the only girl there, all eyes will be on you.”

Hermione felt a flutter of nerves and anticipation in her stomach. “ I haven’t even thought about what to wear,” she said, biting her lip.

“Exactly! That’s why I’m here.” Andromeda winked, gesturing grandly to the floating dresses. “Now, let’s find the outfit that will make you shine like the star you are. Although I have a feeling you’ll look stunning in anything.”

As the vibrant garments swirled around her, Hermione couldn't help but smile. Maybe stepping out of her comfort zone wouldn’t be so bad after all. It might even be a part of the fun. 

* * * *

 

Hermione felt like a princess. Even when she attended the Yule Ball with Viktor, she hadn’t felt this beautiful. The jewel neckline of the velvet emerald dress Andromeda had chosen for her featured a keyhole cutout and an art deco design at the waistline, which added a touch of elegance. The fitted bodice hugged Hermione’s chest closely, gracefully skimming over her hips before flowing out into a bell-shaped curve that swayed with every movement.

Andromeda had kept her word, giving Hermione a natural makeup look that enhanced her features beautifully. However, there was one thing her friend refused to compromise on: the lipstick. So, Hermione’s plump lips were coated in a bold blood-red hue, adding a striking contrast to the soft, understated makeup.

As she twirled in front of the mirror, her dress flowed and shimmered in the light. Hermione marveled at the transformation. Her hair, her makeup, and now this stunning dress—it all came together to create a version of herself she had never thought possible.

“Absolutely breathtaking!” Andromeda exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with excitement. “You look like you’ve stepped right out of a fairy tale! Now, just remember to own it when you walk into a room. That’s the mark of a true Slytherin.”

“Thank you, Andromeda. I really appreciate all of this.” She beamed, feeling empowered, and with a final look in the mirror, she took a deep breath, ready to embrace the evening ahead.

Hermione descended the stairs, her friend at her side as she approached the Slytherin common room. There, right at 5 o’clock, stood Antonin Dolohov, exactly as she had requested. His usual nonchalant demeanor was briefly interrupted as his eyebrows shot up the moment he spotted Hermione. For a split second, she caught the flicker of interest in his dark eyes.

“You look beautiful, Hermione,” Antonin said, his voice heavy with his distinct accent. He extended his arm toward her, and Hermione took it instantly, relaxing into a soft smile. Despite the formal robes he wore for the evening, he still managed to look like the same Antonin she had come to know—unpolished, with his signature piercings and the shaggy dark hair that gave him an ever-present rebellious air.

She wasn’t sure what she expected tonight, but she couldn’t deny the comfort she felt in his presence. When they turned to leave, Andromeda in typical exuberance, darted back upstairs, leaving Hermione and Antonin standing awkwardly for a beat.

“Wait! I have to get a picture of this!” Andromeda called, appearing again almost as quickly as she’d vanished, clutching her magical camera. “I never thought I’d see the day: Antonin Dolohov going on a date!” she giggled, her words cutting through the moment with a lighthearted tease while she snapped the photo.

“A date?” Hermione’s response was immediate, and she glanced at Antonin, trying to hide her sudden nerves behind a polite laugh. Was this a date? She hadn’t meant for it to be. 

“We’re just friends,” Dolohov clarified, his voice calm and straightforward. 

The words were a relief to Hermione, easing some of the tension away. The idea of leading Antonin on, even unintentionally, made her feel uneasy. Though she had grown fond of him and could certainly appreciate his looks—there was no denying that Antonin Dolohov was handsome—he simply didn’t stir the same feelings in her that a certain someone else had.

As much as she tried to suppress it, her thoughts drifted back to Tom Riddle in that moment. Antonin, with his comfortable silence and genuine moments of vulnerability, made for pleasant company. But he didn’t make her cheeks burn or her pulse race. He didn’t send shivers down her spine when he looked in her direction, and he certainly didn’t make her magic react in the strange, mysterious way it did around Tom.

Hermione wished, more than anything, that it could have been Antonin—or anyone, really—who could provoke that kind of intense, all-consuming reaction in her. Anyone but Tom Riddle actually. Yet, despite her best efforts, the pull toward him was undeniable, no matter how much she reminded herself that getting involved with him was nothing short of dangerous.

“Hermione, you’re frowning in this picture. Let’s take a new one,” Andromeda said, her tone slightly exasperated as she waved them back into position. 

Antonin wrapped an arm around Hermione’s waist and gave a playful salute to the camera. Hermione caught the movement out of the corner of her eye and laughed heartily, her earlier stress dissolving. 

“Perfect!” Andromeda exclaimed, satisfied with the result as she lowered the camera. “Now off with you two before you’re late.”

As they made their way through the dimly lit halls towards Slughorn’s office, Hermione turned to Antonin, her mood lighter. “I’m glad you decided to come,” she said sincerely.

Antonin glanced sideways at her, his usual smirk softening into something more genuine. “Wouldn’t have missed it,” he replied, his voice low but warm.

Hermione thanked him silently with a wide smile. The evening ahead felt uncertain, but with Antonin by her side, the prospect of the night was a little less daunting. 

“Hermione,” Antonin began, slightly sheepish. He stopped walking, causing her to turn and face him fully. “Before we go in there, there’s something I want to say.”

“Is everything alright?” Hermione asked, her tone a mix of curiosity and caution.

Antonin hesitated for a second, then spoke, his voice softer than usual. “You’ve been good to me, even though you didn’t have to be. Yes, Slughorn asked you to tutor me, but you’ve done more than just tutor me.”

Hermione quickly brushed off the compliment. “It helps me brush up on my basics too,” she said, waving her hand dismissively.

“No, Hermione. You’ve gone beyond that.” Antonin's voice grew more earnest. “You presented the lessons in a way you knew I’d like, made them hands-on, and gave me encouragement instead of shaming me when I didn’t get something right away.” He paused for a moment before continuing. “I’m not an idiot, but I do have a learning disability. I don’t tell anyone about it because it’s embarrassing... but I trust you with that information.”

Hermione blinked, surprised at his sudden reveal and ponding what might have brought it on. She hadn’t expected this from him, but in that moment, her heart softened even further. She realized just how much Antonin had kept hidden behind his usual bravado.

“Having a learning disability isn’t anything to be ashamed of,” Hermione told him sincerely. 

Antonin’s expression crumpled, and his voice tinged with something almost like regret. “See, that’s exactly what I mean. You’re not like us, Hermione. You’re good ,” he said, as if admitting the truth caused him a pang of discomfort.

Suddenly, there was a clear divide between them—their worlds, their choices—Hermione wasn’t sure just how far gone Antonin was at this point, but the darkness haunting him felt more tangible, more real. She saw it in his eyes, a mixture of admiration and sadness, as if he both envied and resented the light she represented.

“You can be good, too,” she urged, earnestly Deep down, she wanted to save him—from Tom, or maybe even from himself.

Antonin chuckled, the sound hollow, brushing off her words. “No, it’s too late for me, Hermione,” he said with a resigned smile. “But listen, if one day you never want to talk to me again, I’ll understand. Just know, if you ever need anything , I’m here for you. You can count on me.”

It pained Hermione to hear the finality in his tone, and she realized that despite her desire to help him, Antonin believed he was already lost, and therefore, he might be. The weight of his words settled heavily on her, leaving her unsure of what to say next.

“Okay,” she finally said with a sad nod.

Antonin held out his arm again, and without another word, she took it. 

Together, they walked in silence toward the Slug Club's Fall Festival.

Notes:

Working a bit ahead because I have a move coming up and I want to keep on track with chapter updates... Stay with me for a few more chapters/weeks and it starts getting dark (Chapter 15) and steamy (Chapter 16-🌶️🌶️🌶️) 👀🙈

Chapter 14

Notes:

A shorter bonus chapter 🤗

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Chapter Text

The Slug Club Fall Festival was as lavish as ever. Dozens of chandeliers hung from the high ceiling, casting a soft, warm glow over the polished wood floors. Ornate, velvet-draped tables were laden with an extravagant display of roasted meats, their savory aroma blending with the sweetness of sugar-dusted pastries and the faint, exotic perfume of flowers in their elegant arrangements. Caterers floated through the room, offering trays of crystalized pineapple—Slughorn's favorite, and coincidentally, one of Tom’s as well.

Yet, for the first time in his Hogwarts career, Tom found himself indifferent to it all. The grandeur, the influential guests, the power this event usually promised—it all felt meaningless. The room, bustling with laughter and conversation, felt strangely empty to him, hollow in its opulence. How could a space so crowded feel so utterly dull?

Tom couldn't afford to miss the Slug Club Fall Festival; it presented an invaluable opportunity to form connections that might pave the way for his post-Hogwarts plans. However, as he sat there, his eyes darting toward the entrance every minute, his presence felt almost futile. Hermione and Dolohov hadn’t arrived yet, and though Tom refused to appear too eager, he couldn’t shake the urgency to know the moment they entered the room.

“Tom and I completely agree,” Malfoy interjected, nudging him discreetly. Tom realized he'd missed a crucial part of the conversation, but it barely registered. His mind was elsewhere, preoccupied with far more important matters.

“Isn’t that right, Tom?” Malfoy pressed, the expectant look on his face betraying his need for affirmation.

“Of course, whole-heartedly,” Tom replied, his tone smooth and effortless, even as his focus remained split. A polished smile graced his lips, masking the simmering distraction beneath.

“Excellent. It’s nice to see some of our youth unpolluted by the liberal ideas being pushed around here lately. Perhaps you two might consider joining the Ministry after graduation,” Chief Ravenlock offered, his eyes gleaming with approval.

“A-absolutely!” Abraxas stammered, clearly caught off guard, but eager to please.

Just then, a flash of familiar curly brown hair appeared at the entrance, finally catching Tom's eye.

“Excuse me, gentlemen,” Tom said with a polite tip of his head, his formal demeanor betraying none of the urgency that surged within him. Without a second thought, he moved toward Hermione, drawn to her presence as though magnetized, leaving the conversation behind like a distant afterthought.

Tom barely made it a few steps away before Abraxas caught him by the elbow, tugging him back with a subtle urgency. 

“What are you doing, Tom?” he asked, his expression a mix of confusion, frustration, and concern. “You just brushed off the Chief Warlock of the Wizengamot! He practically handed you the perfect chance to discuss our plans.”

Tom’s eyes narrowed as he waved off Malfoy's concerns. “Malfoy, do you truly think a man with that much to lose is going to openly express his disdain for Mudbloods while Dumbledore is breathing down his neck? Think, for Merlin's sake. Go over there, make your usual ‘connections,’ and then invite him to Malfoy Manor for your family's infamous New Year’s party. That’s where the real conversations will happen. If he accepts, we’ll know precisely where his loyalties lie.”

Abraxas stared at him for a long moment, brows furrowed, hesitation written in the lines of his face.

Tom turned toward him, his patience wearing thin. “Is there something you want to say, Malfoy?” he asked curtly, his voice laced with warning. “Spit it out.”

Abraxas clenched his jaw, glancing over his shoulder as if weighing his words carefully. “It’s that girl,” he said, his voice tight, taking a subtle glance at Hermione. “What’s so special about her, Tom? We don’t even know who she really is. For all we know, she could be—”

Tom’s look darkened before Abraxas could finish.

“I know you don’t want to hear it, but it’s true!” Abraxas hissed under his breath. “What kind of name is Granger anyway? Trust me on this, Tom, she’s a mudblood!”

“Would a mudblood be able to produce a better quality potion than myself, Malfoy?” he asked, the smoothness of his tone starkly contrasting with the cold intensity in his eyes.

Abraxas faltered, his face a mix of frustration and uncertainty. “I-I—” he began, but Tom’s casual yet pointed response had thrown him off balance. He tried again, huffing with renewed determination. “Tom, there’s something wrong with that witch.”

“Yes, I agree,” Tom replied, his retort quick and cutting. “Which is why I’m keeping a close eye on her. Or did you imagine I was as dim-witted as the rest of the fools at this school?”

Abraxas flushed, turning an unmistakable shade of pink. “Of course not,” he muttered, his eyes darting away.

“So, you just don’t trust me then?” Tom’s voice was sharp now, the accusation delivered with calculated speed.

“No, that’s not it,” Abraxas stammered again, running a hand through his hair, clearly rattled. 

“Question me like this again,” Tom said, his voice low and dangerous, “and see what happens.” He waved Malfoy off with a dismissive flick of his hand, his cold eyes lingering on him just long enough to make the threat clear. Abraxas swallowed hard, taking a cautious step back, knowing better than to push any further.

Hermione weaved in and out of sight, her petite frame easily lost among the taller wizards in the crowd. Tom’s eyes, instead, tracked a distinct shaggy head of dark hair—Antonin Dolohov. The word escort echoed bitterly in Tom’s mind, igniting a flash of near homicidal rage. Dolohov might serve his purpose for now, but once his usefulness was exhausted, Tom would cast him aside. He didn't truly belong here—not the way Tom and Hermione did. Dolohov was nothing more than a pawn, easily discarded.

Tom had nearly reached the pair when someone deliberately stepped into his path.

Dumbledore.

Tom seethed. The old fool knew exactly how to provoke him, always choosing to acknowledge him by pretending he didn’t exist. One day, when Dumbledore least expected it, Tom would exact his revenge, and it would be glorious —slow, meticulous, and deeply satisfying.

“Hermione,” Dumbledore greeted her with a dazzling smile—the kind he typically reserved for his precious Gryffindors. “Already breaking those glass ceilings, I see. Bathilda was entirely right about you.”

“Thank you, Professor, but I assure you, no such praise is needed.” Hermione’s cheeks flamed, her modesty feigned as she soaked in the attention. Tom knew better. She relished moments like this, basking in the recognition. He would exploit this little weakness of hers, he decided. In due time…

“Always so modest, Hermione,” Dumbledore teased, eyes twinkling in that infuriating way of his. “Don’t think I didn’t notice how quickly Antonin’s grades improved once he started joining you in the library,” he added, casting Dolohov a knowing glance. Tom despised that smug glint in Dumbledore’s eyes—he always seemed to be in on a joke no one else understood. “Perhaps transfiguration is for anyone, after all.”

“Thank you, sir,” Dolohov replied, his tone polite but his eyes narrowing ever so slightly. The barb had struck deep, as Tom knew it would. After all, who could forget Dumbledore’s biting remark in third year— ‘transfiguration isn’t for everyone’ —after Antonin had accidentally turned a field mouse into a fur-covered plate rather than the golden chalice they were assigned? It was no secret that Dolohov’s immediate and extended family consisted of notable, and nearly extinct dragon shifters— him being the odd exception—a rare type of transfiguration magic that only select few born with the ability could foster. It was a sore subject for Antonin, and Dumbledore knew exactly where to twist the knife.

“Hermione, you have yet to visit my library to make selections from my collection. Please feel free to do so whenever you’re available,” Dumbledore reiterated, extending the invitation for the second time since the school year began.

“Absolutely, sir! I should be free on Tuesday,” Hermione replied eagerly, her enthusiasm unwavering.

“Excellent! I’ll expect you after class on Tuesday,” Dumbledore beamed, plucking a crystalized pineapple from one of the catering trays and popping it into his mouth. “Ah, I never really understood the popularity of these little treats. Quite over rated, don’t you think?”

Tom’s patience wore thin as he observed Dumbledore’s self-satisfied demeanor. With a loud clearing of his throat, he stepped around the insufferable old wizard, directing his full attention toward Antonin and Hermione.

“Oh, Tom, didn’t see you there,” Dumbledore remarked, his voice dripping with phony ignorance, clearly intending to provoke. “Well, I best make my rounds,” he added, executing a slight bow of his head while casting one last, warm smile in Hermione’s direction. Tom felt a surge of irritation; the beat crone knew exactly what he was doing, and it was infuriating.

“Hermione,” Tom finally said, allowing himself to fully absorb her appearance.

His breath caught in his throat. Yes, she was Hermione, but not his Hermione. The wild curls that usually framed her face had been tamed, and her makeup exaggerated her already perfect features, transforming her into a polished imitation of herself. A fierce urge gripped him; he yearned to smear the vivid red from her lips, exposing the raw pink beneath. He wanted to tangle his fingers in her hair, to pull at those curls and let them spill messily around her shoulders, wild and untamed, which was utterly inappropriate for an occasion like the Slug Club Fall Festival.  

And her dress? It was simply indecent.

Tom had never seen her outside of her school uniform, and perhaps he should be grateful for that. He appreciated how the frumpy button-up shirts concealed her chest and how her traditional robes distracted from her natural shape. Because beneath it all, Hermione was stunning. The way the fabric clung to her curves was maddening; the slit over her chest teasingly hinted at what lay beneath. He found it infuriating how the dress skimmed her hips, showcasing her slender waist while accentuating her womanly curves. The impulse to rip the dress from her body and burn it—just as he had with Weasley’s jersey—was almost overwhelming. But then he’d have to blind every pair of eyes in the room to preserve the view for himself.

He swallowed hard before finishing his thought. “You look gorgeous.”

“Thank you,” she said with a soft smile, tucking a curl behind her ear shyly. 

“Hermione, there you are, dear!” Slughorn greeted her, his cheeks flushed a deep ruby red, clearly affected by drink. “And Tom, lovely to see you! How are you two enjoying the festivities?”

Naturally, Slughorn’s gaze swept past Dolohov as if he didn’t exist.

“I was just telling Antonin what a beautiful scene it is here tonight,” Hermione said, clasping her hands around Dolohov’s, her voice light and cheerful.

Tom inhaled slowly, steadying himself. Was she simply being polite? Or perhaps the truth was that she couldn’t help herself around ‘bad boy’ Antonin. The absurdity of it almost drew a scoff from his lips, but he held it in, keeping his composure. She was provoking him—whether consciously or not—but now was not the time to let it show.

“Ah, Dolohov, yes, you must be enjoying yourself, of course,” Slughorn says, clearly pleased with himself. “No expense was spared. Not sure how I’ll outdo myself next season, if I’m honest, but isn’t that the fun of it?”

It was a rhetorical question, so they all just smiled and nodded. 

“Have any of you tried the Elf-made wine? It’s quite potent, but I think you all deserve a glass or two for such an occasion,” Slughorn encouraged. “I may have had a few myself,” he adds with a hiccuped laugh. 

“Thank you, sir, we will be sure to do so,” Tom replied smoothly, though the idea repelled him. Unlike lesser wizards, Tom would never indulge in anything that dulled his senses. Where others sought the heady sensation of drink, Tom only craved the intoxication of power. His mind remained sharp, always calculating. “Right after convincing Ms. Granger to allow me a dance.”

“Oh,” Hermione repeated, her cheeks flushed in surprise. “That would hardly be appropriate. I’m the only lady here, and it may draw attention.”

Tom’s smile widened, calculated. “On the contrary, Ms. Granger. It would be an insult not to dance, especially when Professor Slughorn has provided such an exquisite setting, complete with a gorgeous string quartet.” His voice was smooth, but his gaze was piercing, daring her to decline.

“As always, you are absolutely correct, Tom, my boy,” Slughorn chimed in, his jovial tone matched by a hearty slap on Tom’s back. Tom tolerated the gesture although he was longing to swat the man’s fat, sweaty fingers off his shoulder.

“Hermione, dear, humor an old man,” Slughorn continued, oblivious to the tension. “It would be a great pleasure to see two bright stars come together by my own doing.” His eyes gleamed with self-satisfaction. “Wouldn’t they make a fine couple, Antonin?” he added, forcing Dolohov into the awkward moment.

Dolohov hesitated, then nodded reluctantly, mumbling, “Of course.”

Tom smirked, fully aware that Hermione was cornered now. Her mind was working, trying to find a way out, but no response came. She glanced at Antonin with a fleeting, apologetic smile, as if asking for forgiveness without words. Finally, she sighed, resigned to her fate, and dipped her head slightly before extending her hand toward Tom.

Victory. The first of several if his plans went accordingly. And they always did. 

Without hesitation, Tom stepped forward, taking her the tips of her fingers with smug arrogance, his grip firm as he led her toward the dance floor. She was right about them drawing attention, but Tom didn’t care. In fact, he wanted them to see she was his. 

Tom guided Hermione to the center of the room, positioning them directly beneath an opulent chandelier that bathed them in soft, golden light. As the music swelled, they fell into rhythm, moving in time with the slow, graceful notes of the song. Tom wasn’t formally trained in the art of dance, but he had observed plenty at Hogwarts' Winter Balls and had stood in as a partner for a few widows who attended the Malfoy Manor’s New Year’s Eve parties. Yet tonight, he cast aside the formalities of structured movement, choosing instead to pull Hermione closer than was customary, his hand possessively firm against her waist.

He expected her to object, to step back or comment on the closeness. But when she didn’t resist, a wave of satisfaction ripple through him. She was letting him take control, whether she realized it or not. And that was all the permission he needed.

“You’re very good at this,” Hermione said, surprising Tom with the compliment. His immediate reaction was suspicion, his mind quick to question whether or not she was teasing him. Her tone seemed genuine, but Hermione was clever—too clever at times.

“I’m afraid I haven’t had much opportunity to practice dancing,” she added, her voice softer now, eyes darting down toward her feet. “But you lead quite well.”

Tom’s gaze flicked to her, studying her face. The shyness in her posture, the way her fingers curled slightly in his hand—it disarmed him. Instead, he offered a polite smile, though his mind raced with calculations. Compliments from Hermione were rare, and rare things were to be analyzed.

Tom pulled Hermione closer, enjoying the way her face flushed in response. The warmth of her body pressed against his was intoxicating, but more than that, it was her magic—so close, so palpable—that stirred something deeper within him. It hummed through the air, mingling with his own, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to enjoy the sensation of their energies intertwined.

It wasn’t just about the physical proximity; it was the power, the control, and the quiet submission she showed by not pulling away. Tom reveled in it, his grip tightening ever so slightly as they moved in sync with the music, their steps becoming an unspoken dance of dominance.

“Would you accept if Dolohov requested a dance?” Tom asked, the words leaving his lips before he had fully considered them. Yet, now that the question was out, he needed to hear her answer.

Hermione laughed softly. “Antonin wouldn’t have asked,” she said, amusement flickering in her eyes. “Like me, he doesn’t enjoy being the center of attention.”

It was a subtle jab, and Tom knew what she was really implying—that he enjoyed the attention, that he thrived on it. But she was wrong. It wasn’t about liking the attention; it was about not caring whether people stared or not. He was confident enough in his superiority to know that their eyes on him only worked in his favor. Every influential wizard present today would remember this moment, and Tom would ensure it left an unforgettable mark on them. It wasn’t vanity that drove him—it was strategy, the careful positioning of himself in their minds, exactly where he wanted to be.

“I think you do enjoy this, Hermione,” Tom said with a smirk, his voice low and suggestive. “Maybe not the attention, but the dancing. The closeness. You’re melting into me, as if there’s nowhere else you’d rather be but here, in my arms.”

As soon as the words left his mouth, he felt the change. Her body tensed, the fluidity of their movements faltering, the ease between them vanishing. Tom’s smirk widened slightly, knowing he’d struck a nerve. She had been comfortable, letting her guard down, and now, with a few well-placed words, he’d shattered that momentary truce.

"Don’t tense up now, pet," Tom murmured with a dark chuckle, tightening their embrace by guiding Hermione’s hand from his palm to his shoulder. The increase in proximity was deliberate, meant to make her feel his control. "Or are you going to pretend you’d rather be with the ‘bad boy’?” His voice dropped to a whisper, hot against her ear.

To his surprise, she laughed—audibly, without hesitation. That she had the nerve to laugh at him was infuriating, but he allowed it because she was right back to melting into him, resting her cheek against his chest. Could she hear how fast his heart was racing?

“Oh, Tom,” Hermione said, almost playfully, as if she found his possessiveness amusing. "Are you up to your disillusionment charms again?" Her teasing tone lit a spark of defiance in him, but instead of replying, Tom slipped a finger under her chin, tilting her face until her gaze met his. He arched a brow, silently demanding the answer to the question he hadn’t yet voiced but that lingered between them: Would you really prefer anyone else?

Her laughter faded, and in that moment, Tom knew—she wouldn’t.

But he was too hasty to draw a conclusion, because a second later, her tune changed. 

“If you must know,” Hermione said, biting her lip to suppress another laugh. “I do very much like a bad boy.”

It was his turn to go rigid. 

She was talking about Antonin! How could she possibly even think of another while Tom was right in front of her, touching her, teasing her magic with his own? Didn’t she know how many other witches would kill to be in her position at this very moment? 

Tom sunk his fingers into her hip hard enough to leave his mark, trapping her there against himself as if she might slip away at any moment. The sensation of her body molded against his ignited something primal within him. “You really think he’s a better choice?” he challenged, his voice low and dangerous. “You’d rather be with someone who doesn’t deserve you?”

He was close enough to feel her heartbeat quicken, the way her breath hitched slightly at his words. Beneath her playful facade, he sensed a vulnerability, and it fueled his determination to reclaim her for himself.

“You’re right, he doesn’t deserve me,” Hermione replied, though this time, her laughter lacked the same lightness. It was sad and bitter, and when she looked up at him, brushing the backs of her fingers against his cheek wistfully, she almost appeared remorseful. “But the heart wants what it wants.”

Tom's grip tightened imperceptibly. She was playing with him, pretending to be submissive and then stabbing him with each of her words. Her coyness only intensified his irritation; how dare she toy with him like this? He felt a surge of anger mixed with an unsettling thrill at the challenge she posed.

“Then tell your heart to be quiet,” he murmured, leaning closer, his voice a seductive hiss. “It doesn’t know what’s best for you.”

He could feel her warmth radiating against him, a tantalizing reminder of how easily she could slip from his grasp if he wasn’t careful.

“Right again,” Hermione smiled warily, laying her head back on his shoulder.

They finished the rest of the dance in silence, simply soaking up the feel of each other until the end of the song. When the pair finally broke apart, it was unwillingly—at least from Tom’s end. The moment their bodies separated, a cold sense of loss washed over him. He cursed himself for allowing such a feeling to surface; it was weakness, and weakness had no place in his carefully constructed world.

Tom’s gaze lingered on her for a moment longer than necessary, trying to memorize the way she looked in that dress, the way her eyes sparkled with unspoken thoughts. Would she even notice his absence once they parted? Or would her thoughts return to her ‘bad boy?’ He could feel the eyes of the crowd on them, and he knew it was time to resume his usual facade—yet he hesitated. The only one he wanted to captivate tonight, or any night, was Hermione, and that desire burned brighter than any applause or accolades he could ever receive. The thought pained him because while he could easily corner her into a dance or force her to submit, it would mean nothing if it weren’t of her own free will. If she wished to exchange Tom for another, all his efforts would be in vain.

For the rest of the night, Tom avoided Hermione as he grappled with a profound contradiction: his yearning for Hermione’s heart and his instinct to dominate everything in his path. He was on the precipice of understanding something about himself, something that could either empower him or destroy him. 

In the end, he knew what he had to do. 

Her heart would be his.

Notes:

Thoughts on the inclusion of dragon shifters? 👀

Warning: Sunday is going to get dark... and then after that, it's going to get weird lol 🙈

Chapter 15

Notes:

I told myself I would wait until Sunday, but I stayed up way too late last night writing another chapter so I thought... why not.

Bonus chapter! 🤗

PS Trigger warning: Torture. 👀

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hermione hurried down the corridor. She was late for another one of her tutoring sessions with Antonin. After the Slug Club’s Fall Festival, things had shifted in ways she hadn’t anticipated. Tom had distanced himself, no longer attending their last few sessions, a fact that tormented her mind more than it should. It was curious—he had been the one to pull her close that night, to hold her in a way that was almost… possessive. She found herself replaying that moment to herself often—too often. The way his body pressed against hers as they swayed to the music had left an imprint she couldn’t shake, no matter how much she wished she could.

It had been another two weeks since then, but the memory clung to her, like an unwanted visitor. She wished she could heed the advice he gave her, to "tell her heart to be quiet," but her heart had never been one to listen. Every time they passed in the hall or their eyes met from across the room, the rhythmic pounding in her chest betrayed her. It was infuriating—how could she let him, of all people, get under her skin like this? With a frustrated sigh, she pushed the thought aside. She had a lesson to focus on, and Antonin was waiting.

When Hermione reached the Black Lake, the secluded spot where she and Antonin had been meeting for their tutoring sessions, she frowned. He wasn’t there—but Draco Malfoy was. The sight of him made her stomach twist uncomfortably. There was something about him that unsettled her, an unnerving similarity to another insufferable blond she would know decades in the future. The resemblance went beyond a simple name or his sharp, aristocratic features; it was the quiet arrogance that radiated from him, the way he seemed to hold the world in thinly veiled contempt. He hadn’t yet done anything outright to provoke her dislike, but she sensed his disdain lurking just beneath the surface, like a shadow waiting to pounce.

At the start of the year, Malfoy had barely acknowledged her presence, which, truthfully, had suited Hermione just fine. But lately, it was as though he’d made it his mission to make her feel unwelcome. His glares followed her every time she answered a question correctly in class, his eyes narrowing as if her success were a personal affront. In the common room, he’d often shoulder checked her with just enough force to make her notice, but not enough to call him out on. It was a petty, underhanded game, and while she refused to let it rattle her, there was no denying the simmering unease it left in her wake.

"Mr. Malfoy," Hermione greeted him, forcing politeness into her tone as she dipped her head slightly. She was tempted to forgo any pleasantries altogether, but antagonizing him further seemed unwise. Best to keep things civil—if only for now.

"Granger," he spat out her name with venom, his lips curling into a sneer.

Hermione frowned, instinctively folding her arms across her chest. "Did I do something to offend you?" she asked, her voice steady and confident.

Malfoy’s lip curled in disdain as he hissed, “Your entire existence offends me. How you were sorted into Slytherin, I will never understand. But you can’t fool me like you’ve fooled the others, Mudblood.”

The slur hit her like a slap, sharp and full of venom. Hermione felt her heart race, every fiber of her instinctively recoiling. She clenched her hand, nails pressing into the glamoured scar on her arm—the one that would forever mark her past. He couldn’t possibly know her truth. It was impossible. But the word, the one she’d sworn never to hear again, twisted inside her, reigniting old wounds. She wouldn’t let him see that, though. Not a hint of her pain or her past would slip.

She stood taller, her expression calm but ice-edged. “You must have confused me with someone else, Malfoy. But where I come from, people with manners don’t speak like that.” Her tone was smooth, but beneath it, her anger simmered. Her secret weighed heavier in these moments, reminding her that denial was her only option.

"That's the thing, Granger," Malfoy sneered, taking a step closer, crowding her space with deliberate mal-intent. "You come from nowhere. No one knows anything about you or your family. So tell me—who are you, really?"

Malfoy’s voice was laced with hostility, his magic prodding at her mind in a way that only someone skilled in Legilimency would attempt. But Hermione was no novice either. She’d spent a year practicing Occlumency with Harry, fine-tuning her defenses while on the run. She met his gaze head-on, her face hardening into a mask of defiant amusement, a brow raised in silent challenge. If he wanted to get through her walls, he’d have to try much harder than that.

Malfoy's face twisted in rage as his failed attempts to break into her mind seemed to erode the last of his composure. His pale skin flushed, and with a snarl, he reached out, seizing a fistful of her hair and yanking hard, dragging her down. The world spun as Hermione’s knees buckled, a gasp slipping past her lips—not from pain but from the shock of the assault. The cold, damp grass scraped against her skin, and before she could regain her bearings, Malfoy’s weight bore down, pressing her further into the ground. 

“Bloody Mudblood!” he seethed, practically foaming at the mouth. His hips dug uncomfortably into her, pinning her beneath him, and his sneer was all too close. She forced her breathing to slow. He was stronger, perhaps, but brute strength was only part of the game. Hermione had survived far worse, and she wasn’t about to be intimidated now.

In one swift motion, she drew her knee up sharply. Her knee connected with his groin, hard, and the effect was immediate. Malfoy’s eyes widened, and his mouth opened in a pained, silent scream as he collapsed to the side, clutching himself. Taking advantage of his shock, Hermione scrambled to her feet, her pulse pounding with the adrenaline of victory. Watching him writhe, she couldn’t help a flicker of satisfaction. His face contorted in agony, and as he gasped for breath, she felt her own sense of power return.

“Petrificus Totalus! ” 

Hermione froze as the spell narrowly missed her, barely grazing the air before it hit its target. Her breath caught as she turned to see Antonin standing there, his wand lowered, a storm of anger on his face. Abraxas lay frozen on the ground, victim to Antonin's perfectly timed spell.

Antonin’s eyes were still blazing with fury, but his playful smirk softened the tension. “Should we make him our test dummy today?” he asked, his rare smile bringing a moment of levity.

Hermione let out a small breath, grateful—and cautious. She appreciated that Antonin had stepped in, keeping his promise from the Fall Festival to look out for her. But uncertainty lingered. Had he overheard the heated exchange, including Malfoy’s damning accusation? And if so, did he believe any of it? Would he see her differently if he did?

Her instincts told her no. He was still in the dark.

“He would make a very good ferret,” Hermione replied, standing and dusting herself off, the hint of a smile tugging at her lips. Two generations of Malfoy ferrets, she mused with private gratification. “However, it's against school rules.”

Antonin's brow raised with feigned surprise. “Are you telling me you never bend the rules a little?” It was the same question, the same wording, she had once asked Tom.

Hermione paused at Antonin's remark, her curiosity piqued. She cocked an eyebrow, taking in his appearance more closely than she had before. Yes, he had the same distinct accent, the same unruly mop of hair, but something about him felt different today. There was an odd shift in the way he carried himself, and his presence felt... heavier, more controlled. His magic, though still familiar, had a subtle edge that made her pulse quicken. It brushed against hers, sharper, darker, and unmistakably familiar in a way that didn’t belong to Antonin.

She smiled back at him, masking her sudden doubt with a calculated ease, her heart racing as her suspicions flickered to life. Could it be…?

“Maybe once or twice,” Hermione said, biting her bottom lip to hide the tremor of nerves. She kept her tone light, teasing, but behind the mask, she felt a special thrill that only one person could provide. She was ready, eager even, to play along.

“Well, then, Hermione, with that in mind, what’s on the agenda today?” Antonin inquired, that little glint of evil in his eye was so much more prevalent today. 

“Hmmm, you know what might be fun?” she teased, wondering just how far she could take it. “If you taught me something today.”

“So the student teaches the tutor,” he said, positively beaming with excitement. “I’m afraid there is only one thing I might know that you don’t, Hermione. And I don’t think you’ll be too interested in learning it.”

“Nonsense,” Hermione dismissed the concern flippantly. “I remember you telling me you’re quite good at dark magic, and after Mr. Malfoy’s actions, I think it might be time for you to show me your expertise.”

Hermione's heart thudded in her chest as she watched Antonin react, that dark glint in his eyes flaring at her suggestion. His smile didn’t quite fit the Antonin she’d come to know. It was sharper—colder, almost predatory—and the way he straightened his posture sent a shiver down her spine.

He chuckled softly, a sound she hadn’t heard for weeks. “Dark magic? You’re full of surprises today, Hermione,” he said, his voice carrying a subtle shift in cadence—more polished, more deliberate, than Antonin’s usual tone. “You’re playing a dangerous game.”

Hermione tilted her head, feigning nonchalance as her suspicions solidified. “I’m no stranger to danger,” she said with a confident laugh. “Come on, show me what you’ve got. I can handle it.” She could feel the tension crackle between them, her mind racing as she carefully baited him, knowing that if she pushed too far, she'd reveal her own hand.

“Very well,” he said slowly, his lips curling into a smile that sent a chill through her body. “But remember, once you step into the darkness, it’s hard to find your way back.” His words hung in the air, dripping with meaning, as if he were speaking from experience—Tom’s experience.

Hermione’s heart skipped a beat. She knew. She was certain now. 

This wasn’t Antonin at all. 

* * * *

An hour earlier

Tom looked up slowly from the parchment he’d been reviewing, his cold gaze locking onto Antonin as he entered the room. Dolohov stood tall, masking whatever apprehension he might have felt behind the dutiful exterior he’d perfected over the years. But Tom knew better. He could sense the unease rippling beneath the surface, the tension tightening in his knight’s shoulders. 

Good. He should be nervous.

“You called for me, My Lord,” Dolohov spoke with practiced calm, bowing his head in a sign of respect.

Tom allowed the silence to stretch, savoring the moment. He had let this play out long enough—waiting, gathering every scrap of evidence he needed, keeping his distance from Hermione and her little study sessions by the Black Lake, calculating when to strike. It had taken all his restraint not to intervene sooner, to not tear the entire situation apart the moment Hermione declared her heart had chosen Dolohov at Slughorn’s party. 

But patience was a virtue, so Tom would play the long game—which was a shame because he so much more preferred instant gratification. 

For three long sessions, he had let it slide, letting Dolohov bask in the illusion of safety, thinking he had escaped his master’s ire. He’d also let Hermione toy with the idea of being with her so-called "bad boy" consequence free. But Tom had never truly left them alone. He had been watching, always watching, and the sight of them together—so comfortable, so close—had gnawed at him relentlessly. Every moment she spent with Dolohov, every smile, every laugh... was intolerable. Unforgivable even.

However, today, their cozy little arrangement would be dismantled. Tom would make sure of that himself. 

“Kneel,” Tom ordered, the single word cutting through the silence like a knife, slicing away any remaining shred of pride Antonin may have held onto. Tom Riddle watched as Dolohov hesitated, his eyes flickering with a brief flash of uncertainty before the inevitable submission. Tom’s command hung in the air, heavy and absolute, leaving no room for defiance.

“Yes, My Lord,” Antonin replied, his voice holding steady, though the strain was evident. The moment his knees touched the cold ground, Tom felt a flicker of satisfaction ripple through him. Dolohov knew what was coming. Tom's knights had seen enough to understand that submission came with its price, and that price was pain.

Tom rarely extended such brutal lessons to his inner circle. It was a luxury he afforded them, sparing them from the sheer violation of having their thoughts laid bare before him. But there were moments when even the most trusted needed reminding of who held their fates in hand.

Tom’s wand rose, but it wasn’t necessary. His true weapon was already poised—his mind, sharp and merciless, ready to invade. Legilimency did not need to hurt. For many, it was no more than a subtle touch, a whisper against the mind. He could have been gentle, could have sifted through Antonin’s memories like pages in a book, but that was not his way. Not now. Not when the thought of Hermione— his Hermione—pining for Dolohov made his blood boil with a dark fury he could barely contain. More so, Tom preferred it this way—the searing, invasive, tearing through the mental walls like an unstoppable force. The pain was all a part of the lesson, a reminder of the power he wielded over them all. And today, Tom wanted Dolohov to suffer. He wanted him to feel the betrayal in his bones, to know the price of getting too close to something that wasn’t his.

As Tom entered Antonin’s mind, he felt the knight’s useless attempts at resistance, the feeble defenses shattering under his will. He sifted through the images, the moments shared with her —and with each one, Tom’s control tightened, his rage spiked. The idea that Hermione could possibly want Dolohov, that she might prefer this pathetic knight, filled him with a bitter, consuming hatred.

And so Tom let the pain flow—deep, twisting, making sure Antonin felt every second of his Lord’s displeasure.

By the time Tom had sifted through Dolohov’s memories, piecing together every stray thought and emotion tied to Hermione, the knight lay broken on the floor, a crumpled heap of pain and exhaustion. He stood over the sad lump, surveying the wreckage with a smirk of satisfaction curling at his lips. Dolohov had been reduced to the pathetic creature he had always been beneath the surface—fragile, easily broken, and unworthy of the attention Hermione had so carelessly bestowed upon him.

It would be hours before Dolohov could summon the strength to drag himself back to his quarters to nurse his wounds. But Tom wasn’t finished with him yet. Not quite.

He crouched down, close enough to feel the rasp of Dolohov’s shallow breathing, and gripped the wizard’s collar, yanking him up with effortless force. Dolohov’s head lolled, his consciousness barely clinging to the edges, but Tom’s cold, calculating eyes examined him closely, searching for something—anything—that could explain what Hermione saw in this pitiful excuse of a wizard.

What was it that she found so irresistible? His supposed “bad boy” allure? It was laughable. Antonin Dolohov, a bad boy ? Tom had seen stronger-willed men crumble under his power with more dignity than this. Hermione’s judgment had clearly faltered, blinded by something that Tom could not yet fully comprehend.

“You won’t mind if I borrow a few things, will you?” Tom murmured, his tone dripping with dark amusement, as if Dolohov, unconscious and shattered as he was, could even respond.

Tom let out a low chuckle, a sound that was more chilling than humorous, and reached for Dolohov’s hair. He plucked out a few strands, one by one, ensuring they were intact as he carefully placed them into an empty vial. 

Next, he turned his attention to Dolohov’s piercings. With a grimace of distaste, Tom removed each one, handling them like foreign objects that required the utmost caution. They were crude and unhygienic—a reflection of Dolohov’s lack of refinement. He would have to cleanse them thoroughly before using them for his own purposes. Surely, he would’ve avoided them altogether, if only he didn’t need to maintain every minute detail to pull off his deception with precision.

As Tom stood, vial and piercings in hand, he looked down at Dolohov one last time, smirking at the sight of his follower’s ruined form. Antonin had served his purpose, and now he would be discarded like the tool he was. Tom had the means to become him—to become what Hermione desired—and with that, the next phase of his plan would initiate.

With a final glance, Tom left Dolohov in his misery. 

He had more important things to attend to.

* * * *

Tom hadn’t intended to be late for Dolohov’s study session with Hermione, but he had grossly underestimated just how revolting Polyjuice Potion truly was. His plan to steal it from Slughorn’s office on the day of the Slug Club Fall Festival had gone without a hitch, but no amount of meticulous planning could have prepared him for the sheer unpleasantness of what followed.

The moment he forced himself to choke down the lumpy, porridge-like liquid, the true horror began. The taste was foul—thick, bitter, and lingering. However, the physical transformation was worse. His body twisted and contorted, bones snapping and realigning, flesh reshaping itself into something that was both familiar and foreign until Dolohov’s form overtook his own, every moment of process agonizing. Each shift in his features felt like an invasion, a violation of the body he had crafted with such care over the years.

He’d read about the potion in detail—studied its effects, theorized about its uses—but theory could never prepare someone for the visceral experience of becoming someone else. The discomfort was almost enough to make him reconsider the entire plan.

Almost .

But the memory of Hermione with Dolohov, the way she smiled at him, her laughter ringing through the air, was enough to drive him forward. He wanted those smiles, those laughs, aimed his way, so much so, the discomfort soon became secondary. He would see this through, he ultimately decided.

When the transformation finally ended, Tom stood staring into the mirror, glaring back at the face of Antonin Dolohov. The same face Hermione had been growing too fond of. Tom flexed his hands, testing the limits of the body he now inhabited, feeling the potential of this new form. It was strange, wearing someone else’s skin, but it would serve his purpose.

Even as the clock ticked away and he realized he was running late, the importance of the task remained at the forefront of his mind. Hermione would never know. She would see only Antonin, and through him, Tom would learn everything he needed to—and remind her who truly held control.

Unfortunately, Malfoy was another unexpected variable Tom wasn’t counting on. 

Tom's footsteps quickened as he approached the clearing; an odd sort of urgency drawing him faster. The scene that unfolded before him made his blood run cold, quickly replaced by burning rage. There, sparing in the near distance, was Hermione, her wild curls disheveled and her chest rising and falling with sharp breaths. Towering over her, Abraxas Malfoy—his knight—loomed like a predator, magic swirling in the air around them.

Tom’s eyes narrowed, taking in the sight with a sharp, calculating gaze. Malfoy’s voice, dripping with malice, rang in his ears as he attempted to break into Hermione’s mind. 

Fool

Malfoy, skilled as he was in Legilimency, was grossly overestimating his abilities if he thought Hermione would so easily crumble. Tom had always known she was strong—formidable even—but now he was seeing confirmation as it played out before him in real time.

Hermione’s defiance was unrelentless. Her expression, a cold mask of control, that only grew stronger as Malfoy’s frustrations mounted. Tom knew that look. Hermione was not submitting; she was challenging. She was daring Malfoy to try harder, to push further, confident of his impending defeat.

For a brief moment, a twisted sense of admiration crept into Tom’s chest. She was magnificent, and the thought of Malfoy attempting to exert power over his witch ignited a fresh wave of fury. He watched as Malfoy’s pale face flushed red, his resentment turning physical when his magical attempts failed. 

“Bloody Mudblood!” He lashed out like a child denied his favorite toy, his hand grabbing a fistful of Hermione’s hair and yanking her to the ground.

Tom’s pulse quickened, not from concern—never concern—but from the absolute certainty that Malfoy had crossed a line. Tom had specifically told Malfoy to abandon his concerns with Hermione, and he had failed to obey orders. He would be punished, no doubt, but for now Tom allowed the scuffle to continue, confident that Hermione wouldn’t need rescuing. 

Hermione hit the floor with a sharp cry, but even from a distance, Tom could see the strength in her eyes. She was not broken, just surprised. Malfoy pinned her down, his hips pressing into hers, grinding against her in a way that looked oddly… carnal. 

How dare he. 

Tom had enough; it was time to step in, but Hermione was faster. Her knee shot up with precision, slamming into Malfoy’s most vulnerable spot.

Petrificus Totalus! ” Tom shouted, fury radiating in his chest. The sight of Malfoy touching her in ways not even Tom himself had explored, had stoked a fire in him that even Polyjuice couldn’t mask.

Hermione’s breath caught, her body rigid with the lingering tension of the altercation. He could see the wariness in her eyes, despite her initial relief. She was grateful for Tom’s intervention—yes—but she didn’t trust easily. Which was why Tom had to be especially careful to keep his façade flawless.

A smirk curled at the edge of Antonin’s—his—lips, deliberately crafted to break the tension. “Should we make him our test dummy today?” he said, injecting just the right amount of levity into his voice. Inside, the real Tom relished the idea. Malfoy, laid out and defenseless, would make an excellent target for what Tom truly had in mind.

“He would make a very good ferret,” Hermione replied, standing and dusting herself off. Tom’s heart tightened at the sight; she didn’t seem hurt, but he was tempted to perform a diagnostic spell, just in case. “However, it's against school rules.”

Finally, she smiled slightly, but there was something else—a hint of suspicion. He knew her well enough to sense it. Her silent question hung in the air: Had Antonin overheard? Did he know about Malfoy’s accusation?

“Are you telling me you never bend the rules a little?” he responded, with a perfectly crafted eyebrow raise, channeling Antonin’s careless charm.

The irony of the question didn’t escape him. He hadn’t posed it intentionally; she had once asked him, Tom, that same question—when she had still been unaware of the danger lurking beneath his surface. Subconsciously, perhaps he wanted her to know it was him, that she would still know his soul, his essence, regardless of the body he was in. 

Hermione finally gave a small, noncommittal shrug, biting her pretty pink lip. It was infuriatingly tempting, causing his mind to wander to darker places, distracting from the task at hand. “Maybe once or twice,” she said with a teasing edge to her voice, her guard dropping ever so slightly.

Good . He wasn’t ready for her to know yet, not now, not until it was on his terms. But as she stood before him, unaware of the truth beneath the face she saw, Tom felt the familiar tightening in his chest—a dangerous desire, a yearning to see her bow not to Antonin, but to him .

“Well then, Hermione, with that in mind, what’s on the agenda today?” His borrowed face twisted into a smirk.

“Hmmm, you know what might be fun? If you taught me something today.” Her tone was light, teasing, but he could sense the tremor beneath, a nervous energy that exhilarated him to no end. She was eager, even if she didn’t fully realize what she was getting herself into. 

“So the student teaches the tutor,” he echoed, the challenge in his voice palpable. His smile widened, a feigned reflection of Antonin’s usual enthusiasm. Inside, however, Tom was reveling in the dynamic that had shifted in his favor. She wanted something from him—wanted his power, even if she didn’t yet realize whose hands truly held the strings.

“I remember you telling me you’re quite good at dark magic, and after Mr. Malfoy’s actions, I think it might be time for you to show me your expertise.” When she mentioned Malfoy, the shift in her voice was subtle, but it sent a ripple through him. Tom’s eyes narrowed in Malfoy’s direction.

His smile widened into something colder, more dangerous, as he straightened. “Dark magic?” he said, a soft chuckle escaping him. He could feel her watching him, her body responding to the tension that lingered in the air, a flare of excitement as his words sank in. 

He leaned in slightly, his voice low. “You’re full of surprises today, Hermione.” There was a shift in his tone—a slip in the mask, just for a moment—more polished, more calculated than Dolohov’s usual demeanor. He couldn’t help it; he wanted her to feel the gravity of what she was asking for, to understand that the path she was treading led somewhere far more treacherous than she predicted. “You’re playing a dangerous game.”

“I’m no stranger to danger,” she said with a light laugh. Bold, he mused, but it was also calculated. She was baiting him, testing how far she could push before he reacted. It was clever, but he knew this game well—better than anyone.

“Very well,” he said, his voice slow and deliberate, drawing out the words as he watched her with predatory eyes. His lips curled into a smile, the kind that could send a shiver through anyone who truly understood what lay behind it. He leaned in slightly, just enough to let his presence consume the space between them. “But remember,” he continued, his tone ominous and smooth, “once you step into the darkness, it’s hard to find your way back.”

As he spoke, his eyes never left hers, searching for any sign of weakness, any flicker of doubt. He wanted her to understand the gravity of her request, to feel the weight of what she was asking for. There was no going back once he began teaching her—he would take her to places she’d never been, push her beyond her limits, and in doing so, bind her closer to him. Even now, she was tempting fate by standing on the edge, and Tom was more than ready to pull her into the abyss.

Hermione met his gaze head-on, her eyes flickering with that same mix of curiosity and tenacity that had always drawn him to her. She didn’t flinch, even as his words hung heavily in the air between them, and he found himself oddly pleased by her reaction. She was willing—eager, even—to test herself against him.

Tom circled her with a predatory grace, his eyes never leaving her as he moved behind her, positioning her exactly where he wanted. The magic between them was evident, an electric force that buzzed in the air, heightening their senses. His hands found her hips in the barest of touches, but it was enough to draw her into him, the heat of their connection undeniable. He felt her sharp inhale, a reaction she couldn’t suppress, and it brought a smirk to his lips: she wasn’t immune to the electricity between them, no matter how much she wanted him to believe that she was.

He leaned in, his breath warm against her ear, lips grazing her delicate skin as he gave his command. “Take your wand.” His voice was low, dark, filled with authority he knew she wouldn’t question. She obeyed, her movements measured yet tense, as if she, too, was aware of the magnitude of what they were about to do. One hand slipped from her hip to guide hers, steadying her grip, feeling the tremor run through her fingers, and the other remained anchoring her to him. She was overwhelmed—by the power, by him—and he relished it.

“Are you familiar with the Cruciatus Curse?” he asked, his voice husky. It wasn’t just a question; it was an invitation, a promise of what they could accomplish as a master and pet if she dared to step into the darkness with him.

Her breath quickened, the pulse of magic between them intensifying. Without a word, she reached down, lacing her fingers through his, gently tugging it away from her hip. Slowly, deliberately, she guided it upward, slipping his hand beneath the buttons of her blouse. Tom stilled, momentarily taken off guard by her soft feminine curves before realizing her true intent. His cock, already rock hard at the sadistic idea of torturing Malfoy together as a team, ached as he traced the raised texture of her scar beneath his fingertips. Though he couldn’t see it, the significance was clear. She had faced darkness before. She had endured it. And she had survived it.

“I’m very familiar with it,” Hermione whispered, her voice soft yet confident, accepting his challenge.

Tom’s eyes watched her, with a new sense of hunger. He could sense the raw power radiating from her, the unspoken history behind that scar—a history he knew she’d endured with fierce courage. Hermione wasn’t afraid of pain. She wasn’t afraid of darkness. And yet, it was her composure in the face of all of it that stirred something deep inside him. 

Familiar with it. He wanted to learn every single detail. Every scar, every secret, every piece of evil she had faced.

That simple admission hung between them, charged with more meaning than the words themselves. She had suffered, survived, and now stood here, ready to serve destruction of her own. The temptation to test just how far he could take her—how far she would let him go—was overwhelming.

“You think you understand it,” he murmured, his breath hot against the curve of her neck. He dragged his finger along the length of her body until they rested on her hip once more, gripping her roughly, and pulling her closer into him, their magic humming in tandem. He knew she could feel the outline of his hard cock against her backside, that she could feel what she was doing to him. The energy between them surged like a living thing, amplifying their connection, their potential. Together, they could become unstoppable.

“Show me, then,” she replied softly, her voice steady but charged with anticipation. She wasn’t asking him to hold back, and Tom appreciated that about her. She wasn’t like the others—fragile, breakable, intimidated. Hermione was capable of standing in the darkest depths with him, and maybe, just maybe, she could thrive there by his side, too.

With a slow, meticulous movement, Tom adjusted her hand around her wand, his fingers brushing hers, guiding her as the energy between them intensified. He leaned in again, a tempting snake on her shoulder. “You may know pain,” he whispered, his voice dangerously low, “but have you ever wielded it?”

Hermione inhaled sharply, and Tom could feel the pulse of excitement exuding from her. She was on the edge—ready to step into a world where power and pain intertwined, a world where she would no longer be a victim of the curse, but a master of it.

“Crucio,” he whispered against her skin, though he didn’t cast it himself. He wanted her to do it—to understand the sensation of dark magic flowing from her own hand, enhanced by the force of their combined power.

He felt her hesitate for a fraction of a second, her hand trembling with both fear and eagerness. His grip on her tightened, steadying her. “Don’t hold back,” he urged softly, his voice full of dark promise.

And then, with a surge of energy, Hermione cast the curse.

Crucio !”

The ground pulsed with their magic, the Cruciatus Curse far more potent than either of them had anticipated. Tom felt the force of it, felt the way it twisted and amplified through both of them, until even he could sense the burn of its intensity on his skin. His hand flexed involuntarily as the dark energy scorched, but he didn’t pull away. No, this was what he had wanted—what they had wanted.

Hermione gasped, a mix of shock and awe, but she didn’t stop. Tom watched as the spell took hold of its target, the power searing through Abraxas like a wildfire. He could feel her delight, the thrill of wielding such a raw, destructive force in her hands.

His grip was possessive, their bodies pressed together in a way that blurred the lines between power and desire. She had unlocked something dangerous between them—a connection that would be impossible to sever moving forward.

As the last echoes of the curse faded, Hermione’s chest rose and fell rapidly, and Tom could feel her pulse quicken beneath his touch. He didn’t let go, not yet. Her head tilted back slightly, her gaze meeting his, eyes blazing with a fire he hadn’t seen before. A venomous smile settled over her lips. She enjoyed the taste of darkness Tom provided.

Malfoy lay helpless on the ground, still petrified, his eyes wide and glassy, trapped in his own body. He was at their mercy—no ability to scream, no chance to react. His mind, however, was fully aware, as made evident from the trail of tears leaking down his cheeks. The Cruciatus Curse, when properly executed, tortured from within, tormenting the soul without leaving a mark. But with their combined magic, something far more devastating occurred.

Their power didn’t just inflict pain—it left physical evidence of their assault.

It was as if lightning had struck down from the heavens and electrified him. His robes, once pristine, were now frayed at the edges, threads pulled and singed. His pale blond hair, normally slicked back in a show of arrogance, was now blackened at the tips, wild and unkempt. Smoke rose in thin wisps from his body, a testament to the raw, uncontrolled force they had unleashed on him.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke, the tension between them heavy, their breaths mingling in the charged silence.

Finally, Hermione’s lips parted, her voice barely above a whisper. “What now?”

Tom’s lips curled into a dark, satisfied smile, his thumb digging under her waistband, drawing circles over her bare skin. “Now,” he said malevolently, “we see just how far you’re willing to go.”

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Chapter 16

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As he leaned in closer, his nose brushed against the curve of her neck, the warmth of her skin sending a ripple of anticipation through him. The scent of lavender and honeysuckle clung to her, delicate and sweet—a sharp contrast to the raw darkness swirling between them. Goosebumps rose across her skin, a silent testament to the truth he sought: Hermione was just as drawn to him as he was to her, regardless of the body he occupied. This wasn’t simply her attraction to Antonin; it was a profound connection to Tom himself, and to his magic.

But still, he craved more. He needed confirmation that she felt as lost in this magnetic pull as he did. He wanted her to be the first to break, to acknowledge the desire crackling between them, to surrender—not just to him, but to the darkness they were weaving together.

“How far will you go, Hermione?” he murmured, turning her around in his arms, slowly, gently, until she was facing him.

Her flushed cheeks and hooded eyes reflected his own hunger. His gaze lingered on her parted lips as she released a shaky exhale, the sound soft and needy, stirring something primal within him. Tom tipped her chin between his fingers, forcing her to look up at him. Her head tilted back, vulnerable and exposed, her body pliant beneath his touch. Excitement coursed through him, taken with a thrill of control as he leaned closer, his lips barely a breath away from hers. His voice dropped to a low whisper, dripping with invitation as he asked, “Will you lose yourself in the darkness? Will you lose yourself in me?”

For a brief moment, he searched her eyes, waiting for the answer he already knew she would give. Hesitation flickered across her features, but it was fleeting—just a breath before she nodded—slow yet confident. “Yes,” she whispered, her chest rising and falling rapidly.

That was all he needed.

A dark satisfaction unraveled within him as his hand slid around the base of her neck, fingers tangling possessively in her hair. Her submission, her willingness, fueled him in a way that nothing else could match. Without hesitation, he captured her lips, the kiss both commanding and unrelenting. It was a claim—his claim on her, on her magic, her will, her very essence. She had given him what he wanted, and now, there was no turning back. She was his.

The urgency in their kiss sharpened, their lips moving with a hunger that ignited the power crackling between them. Tom pressed himself firmly against her, his grip tightening as if he could fuse their bodies together, collapse into one another. Hermione’s breath hitched, a soft gasp swallowed by the force of their kiss as they devoured each other, both of them pulling, pushing, needing more.

Her hands gripped the front of his robes, fingers twisting in the fabric as though she too sought to close the distance between them, to make the threat of separation impossible. Every touch, every movement between them was laced with a desperate desire—both magical and physical—an unspoken promise of something deeper.

Tom's mind, usually sharp and calculating, was consumed by the sensation of her against him. The softness of her body, the heat radiating from her skin, drove him mad with infatuation. He craved more—to conquer, to claim, to make her his in every sense. His lips left hers, trailing down to her neck, sucking and biting her tender skin. She responded, matching his intensity, melting into him; she too was lost in the moment, no longer thinking, only feeling.

Tom lowered her to the ground, his movements deliberate and possessive, the cold floor beneath them only heightening the heat radiating between their bodies. She surrendered to him completely, allowing him to manipulate her body without resistance. Her eyes remained locked on his, unwavering, as if she trusted him entirely.

Malfoy, frozen and helpless at their feet, faded into the background, a mere spectator to the darkness they were unleashing together. He was irrelevant amid the intensity of the moment. Tom’s hand wrapped around her neck as he hovered over her, his villainous eyes filled with lust as he drank in the sight of her beneath him, their victim lying beside them like a discarded pawn.

His fingers trailed up her side, feeling her tremble beneath his touch. The overwhelming sense of ownership swelled inside him—ownership over her, and over this entire situation. Tom’s fingers deftly worked their way down her shirt, taking his time to remove her blouse. As the fabric parted, revealing the scar that blemished her otherwise flawless skin, his gaze darkened with something akin to reverence. He traced the raised edges of the scar with precision, reveling in her reaction beneath his touch. She was his puppet, and he was playing the strings. Slowly, he leaned down, his tongue replacing his fingers before he whispered against her skin, “One day, I’ll leave my own mark.”

She whimpered softly, her breath hitching in suspense. Her legs instinctively wrapped around him, pulling him closer, while her arms tightened around his neck, drawing him in with an urgency that spoke volumes. Her body pressed against his, a silent plea for what he had just offered.

Leaning down, he nipped at the hollow of her throat, pushing her harder against the damp grass. "Is that what you want, Hermione?" he murmured against her skin, his voice low and seductive. "To wear my mark?" His fingers dug into her hips, grinding his rigid cock against her as their magic entwined, sparking with a dangerous potential.

Her response was a breathy moan, her body arching into him in approval, and it was clear she craved his mark—here and now—and he involuntarily shivered at the knowledge.

When he had his head on straight, he would leave his mark on her, but for now, he would claim her in a different way. He would draw her deeper into his world, like a spider ensnaring its prey in a delicate web, ensuring that she would be forever bound to his will. As his lips found hers again, this kiss was more than just possession; it was a vow, a promise of the intoxicating depths they would explore together. Tom felt the boundaries of pleasure and power intertwining, knowing he would stop at nothing to secure her place by his side.

Tom deepened the kiss, his tongue tracing the outline of her lips before plunging into her mouth, savoring the sweetness of her taste.

“You followed orders so well today,” he murmured, his voice laced with a dark enjoyment. A faint blush crept up her cheeks, flustered from his praise. “And good girls get a reward.” His lips curled into a smirk, his hands roaming down body, intrigued by the softness of her curves. 

He trailed lower, tauntingly slow, until he found the enticing heat radiating from between her legs. 

“Oh, Merlin,” she moaned, arching her back and rubbing herself against him like a cat in heat.

“Tell me what you want for your reward, Hermione,” he chuckled, enjoying her eagerness, but still not completely satisfied. She needed to beg. He wanted to hear her voice, to coax the words out of her until her desire bubbled to the surface. This was a game of control, and he intended to savor every moment of it.

“You, Tom,” she breathed, her voice barely above a whisper, laced with unrestrained longing. The sound of his name, spoken with such intent, froze him in place. His little witch was cunning, playing along with his games just to humor him.

“How did you know it was me?” he asked, his voice low and intense, the weight of her confession hanging heavily between them. She had known all along—had seen through his disguise from the start—and still, she had willingly submitted to him. The confirmation that her submission was not to Antonin, but to him, to Tom Riddle, only amplified his lust for her.

“Your magic,” Hermione replied, echoing his own words from potions class, casting them back at him like a challenge. “It was unmistakable.”

The acknowledgment struck him deep, touching a tender spot in his heart he never knew existed. She wasn’t just responding to the allure of his power; she recognized the essence of who he was, the darkness that defined him. That understanding only heightened the stakes between them, weaving their bond dangerously deep. 

“Well, that’s not quite fair, is it?” he said, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips, the teasing edge of his voice revealing the deeper implications of their exchange. “You see through my disguise, yet you’d willingly let me take you in the body of another man?” The question hung in the air, playful yet saturated with the seriousness of their situation—an acknowledgment of the risks she had taken.

“A body is just a vessel. You could take any form and I would know it was you,” she said, stroking his hair and kissing his jaw. “It’s your magic, your soul, your essence that matters to me, Tom. You are what calls to me.”

Tom had never felt so understood by anyone before. Most were drawn in by his polished exterior, a pristine facade that concealed the tainted darkness that infected his being. But Hermione was different. Her words resonated with him as he contemplated his Horcruxes, his most valuable accomplishments. Each one was a fragment of his soul, meticulously hidden away in unassuming objects that others would easily overlook. But not Hermione. He had no doubt that if she stumbled upon one, she’d recognize its significance immediately. This realization stirred something within him—vulnerability. 

He had never been intimate with a witch before, had never wanted to be. But Hermione challenged him, intrigued him, pushed him in ways no one else could. And now, in this moment, as she laid beneath him with complete trust, it felt strangely natural— right— to let things between them escalate. The feeling unsettled him. She unsettled him. 

Tom’s hold on her was fierce and angry. She’d demanded far too much. People usually sought his power, his influence, or perhaps even admired his looks—they wanted what Tom could provide for them. But Hermione had dared to want him —his soul, his entirety. That was something he couldn’t grant, something he would never give. This would never be sweet or affectionate, a romantic surrounding of himself to another. No, he wouldn’t be giving himself to her; she’d have to accept the scraps of himself he was willing to provide. 

The arrogance of her request infuriated him. He needed to be cautious around someone as bright as Hermione, and yet, despite his better judgment, he found himself drawn ever closer to her. He wanted to dominate her. To own her, to make her regret ever infiltrating his mind the way she had. By this time tomorrow morning, he envisioned his fingerprints embedded into her hips, yet instead of feeling the power of fear, he sensed the tremor of her anticipation against him; she wanted more. But this was no longer a game or something to take lightly; he would have to steel himself, harden his heart against this witch.

He captured her lips once more, and when they melted into each other, he knew that this connection would be etched into their very beings. After he dominated her so completely, so thoroughly, she would understand her place underneath him, subservient and submissive. Tom shoved at her skirt, ripping away her panties, and kissing down her body until he reached her core.

“Tom!” Hermione gasped in surprise, grabbing at his hair, pushing him harder into her.

He studied her carefully, paying attention to her movements, sure to pick up on the spots she seemed to enjoy best. By nature, he was an overachiever, and this talent would be no different. His hands massaged up and down her legs roughly as his tongue appreciated her distinct taste. The second he added his fingers to his exploration, and her breaths came out in short little huffs before her whines grew closer together. She was so close to falling over the edge, he could taste it. He kept his pace steady, watching her face contorted in pleasure, his attention to her growing even more fervent with every delicious cry he drew, until she was a panting, sweaty mess beneath him. 

She might have been soaked before, but now she was dripping. 

“You’re practically weeping for my cock, little pet,” Tom mocked. He didn’t have time for false niceties, he wanted to humiliate her with need. “Why should I give it to you? Beg for me.” 

“Please, My Lord,” Hermione said, a smug smirk playing on her lips, her chest heaving with barely contained excitement, her eyes shining with mischief. “Show Malfoy who I belong to. Show him why he can’t touch me.”

Tom could sense the manipulation in her words, the way she twisted Tom’s desires to fit her own. Yet, despite the warning bells ringing in his mind, he felt an irresistible urge to give her exactly what she wanted. Her challenge was intoxicating, and the idea of asserting his claim over her—of making his ownership undeniable—was a temptation he couldn’t ignore.

With a dark smile curling at the corners of his mouth, he decided that he would remind both Hermione and Malfoy what the consequences of underestimating him were. He summoned Hermione’s magic, combining it with his own to effortlessly levitate her into the exact position he envisioned. Her startled yelp made him chuckle in delight.

“Tom!” she protested, her voice frantic with surprise as her knees magically landed on either side of Malfoy’s face, his paralyzed form still lying helpless on the ground. From his knight’s vantage point, the view beneath her skirt was all too clear.

“I didn’t mean—” Hermione began to resist, only to be cut off.

“Shhhh, Hermione,” Tom interrupted, his tone dripping with taunting authority. With deliberate ease, he claimed his position behind her, one hand balling up the back of her skirt as he shoved her face down into the cool grass above Abraxas’ head. Tom’s knees framed Malfoy’s shoulders, dominating the space around them.

“Let’s show Malfoy who you belong to,” he hummed, the spite in his words echoing in the space around them.

Tom didn't hesitate, giving her no time to prepare before he unzipped his trousers and freed himself. The raw need to dominate possessed him as he rammed into her without warning. She was so slick, yet the resistance he met was unexpected. His thick girth tore through a barrier he hadn’t anticipated, and her scream cut through the air—sharp and pained. Her fingers clawed at the grass beneath her as she whimpered, the sound sending a jolt of conflicting emotions through him.

For a brief moment, Tom stilled, pulling back slowly, his eyes narrowing as he glanced down. The sight of blood smeared along his length caught him off guard, perplexing him.

Hermione was a virgin. 

Tom marveled at the thought that she had given this to him—this final piece of innocence. The irony wasn’t lost on him; for all her rebellion, Hermione had retained something that the other witches in their year had long since surrendered. She had saved herself for him, and him alone. The knowledge that she had reserved such an intimate part of herself, that she had consciously chosen him for this first, significant moment, stirred something dark and obsessive within him. It was a gift of devotion, a token of her trust that only fueled his sense of control over her. He felt a surge of possessiveness, an intoxicating rush at the realization that he would be the only wizard to claim her, body and soul. 

She was his now—bound to him through choices made and promises unspoken. No one else would ever have her like this. The knowledge of that fact pressed against his chest, a heady blend of power and desire. Tom's mind spun with visions of their future together, a path that would entwine them in darkness and magic, forever sealing their fates. Of one thing he was certain: she was his greatest conquest, and he would not let her slip away.

“Look at your virgin blood all over my cock,” Tom’s weight fell over her back as he whispered his words cruelly into her ear. Her blood, so warm, so mesmerizing, only fueled his dark intentions further. He wanted to ruin her. To know she’d never so much as look at another wizard after him. 

Tom drove into her again, rougher this time, and with each thrust, the empowering pull of her magic enveloped him. It wrapped around him like a lifeline, clinging desperately as though it couldn’t survive without him. 

Merlin .

She felt unreal, her slick, tight walls gripping him with every stroke. A choked moan escaped his lips, ripping from his chest unexpectedly. He never wanted this feeling to end, the way her body responded to him, as if she were made for him. But as he continued, the euphoria that coursed through him made him question how long he could maintain control.

He attempted to take his time, each movement deliberate, savoring the way her body gave in to his. He watched, listened, as her cries of pain gradually transformed into something else—into moans of pleasure. The shift only heightened his satisfaction, knowing he had taken her to this point, from anguish to ecstasy. 

“You like how well your Lord fucks you, Hermione?” He pulled her hair out of her face to whisper in her ear, each thrust calculated in a rhythm slow, but hard. 

“Yes, My Lord,” she said obediently, her voice breaking with a raspy edge. 

“Such a good pet,” Tom praised, relishing the way his compliment caused her to shudder in delight. “Does my little witch want to cum with me?”

Hermione's voice trembled as she begged, “Please, sir,” her desperation obvious. Her hand reached back, slipping beneath his shirt, her fingertips lightly grazing the skin of his sides. He stilled for a moment, allowing her that touch; he shouldn’t tolerate such familiarity, however Hermione had earned this closeness—this rare privilege. Her touch was soft, tentative, almost admiring. Tom let her linger there, not because he needed her closeness, but because her submission in this moment, her pleading, was more rewarding than he had anticipated.

Tom pulled his wand from his robe pocket and gave it a gentle flick followed by a circular motion. 

Resonare.

It subtly vibrated in his hand, producing a low, resonant hum, altering Hermione’s attention. She turned her head to look at him, confused, but trusting. 

“Soon you can,” Tom said, more softly this time, slowly lowering his want underneath her until it rested on her pulsing clit. She gasped at the sensation, dropping her head down to the grass beneath her. “But wait for my permission,” he ordered gruffly, exerting his control over her.

Agitare.

 The vibration increased, and Hermione audibly groaned, pushing herself back against Tom in the same rhythm of his hips to make each of his thrusts deeper. 

“Tell Malfoy why he should never touch you,” he growled, his voice sharp and commanding as he met her harder, driving his point deeper—physically and mentally. “Tell him who you belong to.”

“Yours,” Hermione whimpered, her breath ragged as she tried to comply, but the words barely escaped her lips. The satisfaction of her struggle fed him, made him want to push her further.

“That’s right, you’re my witch,” he hissed, his pace quickening, becoming frenzied, lost in need. “ Mine .”

"Yours," she repeated, reinforcing her submission.

Tom felt the pressure building within him, the heat of their connection igniting every nerve ending. “Fuck, I’m going to cum,” he grunted, urgency lacing his words as he fought to maintain control. He needed her to reach that peak alongside him. “Cum, Hermione, now,” he commanded, unable to hold back any longer.

As he pulsed inside her, flooding her with every drop of his seed, he felt her body respond just as strongly. Her walls contracted wildly, each squeeze amplifying the intensity of their union, drawing him entirely into her depths. She was shattering around him, her pleasure erupting in waves that echoed through their shared magic; it was as if the barriers between them dissolved entirely. He could peer into the very fabric of her soul—sensing her thoughts, her emotions, the overwhelming contentment that enveloped her. It was a connection so profound, it left him reeling, exposing parts of himself he’d long kept hidden.

For someone like Tom, who had spent a lifetime shrouded in darkness and isolation, such feelings were foreign and disorienting. He had never truly experienced happiness—not in the way she exuded it now—and he struggled to grasp the significance of it. Yet, as their energies intertwined, her emotions became indistinguishable from his own, wrapping around him like a warm embrace.

It was overwhelming, exhilarating, and terrifying all at once. The sensation consumed him, leaving him breathless and vulnerable. He collapsed fully onto her back, surrendering to the feeling, a deep longing welling up within him—a yearning for this connection to last forever. Here, in the aftermath of it all, he found solace in her presence, and he was wholly unwilling to let it go.

But all too soon, reality came crashing back into focus, and he remembered himself. 

Tom pulled out, a smirk playing on his lips as he watched their combined fluids leak from Hermione, trickling down her center to land on Malfoy’s cheek. He had forgotten Malfoy was even there, but the sight sent a wave of amusement through him, a reminder of just how utterly powerless the other boy was despite his blood status and social influence. Tom, born with so much less, would always be superior. 

He tucked himself back into his trousers, the cool air brushing against his skin as he composed himself. Then, he straightened Hermione’s skirts, ensuring she was as presentable as she could be after their little escapade. With a slight tug, he pulled her down beside him on the grass, his mind still dancing with the remnants of their shared ecstasy.

Tom Riddle lay back against the cool ground, feeling the weight of Hermione’s head resting on his chest. Her smile was a brilliant beacon of warmth, a stark contrast to the limp body of Abraxas Malfoy just a few feet away. He couldn’t help but grin at his little pet’s audacity as she kicked at the petrified form, treating Abraxas like nothing more than a pest. He appreciated how amusing she could be at times.

"We could get in a lot of trouble for what we just did. Should we obliviate him?" she asked, her voice laced with a dark playfulness that intrigued him.

“No,” Tom replied, a wicked gleam in his eyes. “I want him to remember what happens when he touches you.” He yanked teasingly at the ends of her frizzy hair, basking in the intimate camaraderie they shared. 

Hermione let out a soft chuckle, her fingers slipping beneath his shirt, tracing gentle circles on his bare skin. It was an odd sensation, to enjoy being so close to her— no, not enjoy, he corrected himself—indifferent. Her touch simply didn’t bother him the way others did.

"You should take those piercings out before the potion wears off. I imagine that would be extremely unpleasant, if not," she warned, her knowing smile making it clear that she found humor in the situation. "I'd rather take the Cruciatus curse again than have to experience the effect of a Polyjuice Potion."

Tom raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "You've taken one before?"

"Made one myself once when I was twelve," she recounted, her expression turning serious. "Accidentally used cat hair instead of human hair in the last step. It took two whole weeks for me to change back to normal." A frown creased her lips, and he could imagine the frustration that must have brought her.

He laughed, a rich, boisterous sound that echoed over the lake. The thought of Hermione, the epitome of diligence and control, reduced to a vexed kitten for weeks? It was a delightful image. 

“No wonder you beat me in Potions,” he teased. “You've made the potion before. That’s cheating, Hermione. And you called me a ‘bad boy?’ I think you owe me the Felix Felicis prize in that case.”

“Of course that’s where your mind went, Tom Riddle!” she exclaimed, swatting at him playfully. 

Tom caught her wrist, his grip firm, and he couldn’t resist the impulse to bite down just hard enough to leave behind an imprint of his teeth, eliciting a surprised gasp from her.

"I told you I’d give you a mark. Next time, it’ll be a permanent one,” he promised with a wink. “Now get out of here, before I give you a matching bite right on your arse.” 

Hermione giggled happily, popping up and pretending to cover her bottom cautiously. 

“What about Malfoy?” she asked, more seriously this time.

“Don’t worry about him,” Tom said with a casual shrug, though the glint in his eyes told a different story. “I’ve got it covered.”

Tom would need to have a proper talk with him. He couldn't have his knight spreading rumors, undermining his control or, worse, sullying Hermione's name with that vile term he loved to throw around. Even if she was a Mudblood, she was his Mudblood now, and that meant no one else—aside from him— had the right to insult or belittle her. He would protect what was his—by any means necessary. And if anyone dared to cross that line, they'd meet the same fate as any of his enemies.

Notes:

It was difficult for me to build up to this moment, but from this point on, you're about to see a lot more smut (still with plot!) lol 🫣

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Obsessive Attraction

Chapter 18

Notes:

Posting a day early because the next few days will be crazy between wedding events and moving, but I should be back on schedule next week! 🤗

If you are still here with me at this point, thank you so much for continuing to follow my fan fic. You have kept me so motivated! 🥹❤️

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Sitting next to Hermione made Transfigurations infinitely more engaging. Tom's hand crept up her knee with deliberate intent, testing her composure as his fingertips trailed higher, inching toward the edge of her knickers. Like the disciplined student she was, Hermione feigned indifference, her quill scratching across parchment as if nothing was out of the ordinary. Her body betrayed her, however—her skin broke out in goosebumps, and she shifted in her seat, thighs pressed tightly together, attempting to stifle the sensation he was provoking. No amount of studious focus could hide how much she was unraveling under his touch.

The rest of the classroom remained blissfully unaware of the private game unfolding beneath their desk, but Dumbledore wasn’t so easily deceived. The old fool's sharp eyes locked onto Tom’s from across the room, radiating disapproval, as though he could reduce Tom to ash with a mere glare. And yet, Tom only smirked back, his expression the picture of arrogance. There was nothing sweeter than securing Hermione Granger’s loyalty, knowing fully well how she had once been Dumbledore’s favorite. 

His smile told Dumbledore everything: she belonged to Tom now.

Tom’s dark eyes gleamed with mischief as he maintained steady eye contact with the professor, fingers slipping beneath Hermione’s undies, seeking the heat of her arousal. He relished the way her body reacted to his touch—her sharp gasp, the flush creeping up her neck, the quick glance she shot him in warning. And yet, she did nothing to stop him. 

"Is something wrong, Hermione?" Tom asked, his voice dripping with mock innocence, lips curling into a wicked grin as he plunged a finger inside her. 

Her reaction was immediate—lips pressed together in a desperate attempt to stifle a sound, and she buried her face deeper into her text, pretending to focus on the words. Tom knew better. He could read her like an open book. The first time he made her cum had been less than a day ago, and now, he was about to push her to that edge again. Her walls began to quiver, squeezing him in a way that told him she was so very close. And the small, ragged breath she took confirmed it. 

The power coursing through Tom, as he held her, teetering on the precipice, was intoxicating. He was the one controlling her, pulling her strings in the most intimate, forbidden way—and in plain view of the entire class, no less. The addition of having Dumbledore as their audience took the game to a far more exhilarating edge. Tom laughed at thinly veiled rage etched on Dumbledore’s face, enjoying the fact that he was manipulating both Hermione and Dumbledore in this twisted dance of power.

Just as Hermione’s eyes fluttered shut, and her breathing turned into soft, hurried pants, Dumbledore’s voice broke through the charged silence.

“Class is dismissed early,” Dumbledore announced, his words gruff with an edge of frustration. “Finish the independent reading as homework for next week.”

Hermione's eyes snapped open, and with a sudden jolt, she shoved Tom’s hand away from her. The moment was shattered in an instant as the rest of the students eagerly shuffled out of class, oblivious to what had just transpired. Tom frowned, watching her hurriedly stand and gather her things, her body trembling slightly from the denial of release. 

Dumbledore had ruined it, and Tom knew it wasn’t accidental. The old fool had seen what was happening and had chosen to intervene, cutting Tom’s moment of control over Hermione short. Tom glared back at the Professor. This wasn’t over—he’d make sure of it. She was his, and no one, not even Dumbledore himself, would change that.

“Let’s finish this in the library,” Tom said, adjusting himself with a subtle grimace. He was uncomfortably hard from teasing her, and now that the playful moment had been interrupted, he craved more than just a taste. Grabbing her elbow roughly, he prepared to escort her to the restricted section, a place that would offer them the privacy he desired while still being in a somewhat public setting. He found something thrilling about the possibility of getting caught—and it seemed his devious little witch had felt the same.

“Umm, Tom,” Hermione said, gently removing his hand from her arm. “I’ve been staying after class on Tuesdays to browse Professor Dumbledore’s libraries.”

Tom stared at her, his eyes narrowing in irritation. Yes, he remembered her promise to visit him on Tuesday’s after class at the Slug Club Fall Festival, but he hadn’t known she had been following through with it.

“Well, not anymore,” he declared, his tone leaving no room for negotiation.

“You can join me,” she offered, her voice steady as if she thought it would win him over, but instead, it only fueled his anger further. There was nothing Tom needed from Dumbledore—not knowledge, nor approval. “I’m sure he won’t mind,” Hermione added.

“Hermione, you said you were mine, did you not?” Tom reminded her, his fingers weaving into the hair at the base of her neck, tugging her firmly against his body. To an outsider, it might appear as a tender gesture, but they both understood the true nature of it: he was asserting his dominance, pulling at her hair until her eyes sparkled with unshed tears.

“Tom, it’s only a couple of hours a week,” she pleaded, her doe-like eyes wide and innocent, filled with a trust that both excited and infuriated him. “I’ll share everything I find with you.”

He started at her in prolonged silence, nostrils flaring, wanting force her to her knees and fuck her face for her defiance. 

“It can be your little spy,” Hermione whispered in a low tone, her words meant solely for him.

Once again, she was manipulating the situation, twisting it to make it seem as though she were willingly granting him what he desired. It enraged him, how effortlessly she could play to his whims while simultaneously challenging him. He shouldn’t tolerate it, or the witch would think she could run circles around him, but he had to admit: he was curious to know what Dumbledore might say after discovering the nature of his relationship with Hermione. 

Tom smashed his mouth down on hers, kissing her deeply, possessively, just to cement his ownership. “Very well,” he conceded with an edge of suspicion. “But I’ll expect a full report.”

She nodded obediently, a warm smile lighting up her face, her magic leaving a lingering buzz against his lips. Tom could practically taste her relief, a sweetness he wished he could long savor. The thought of leaving her here with the old fool churned uneasily in his gut. Dumbledore would only try to poison her mind against him, sowing seeds of doubt where there should be none. Yet, he understood that pushing too hard would only drive her away. Hermione was far more delicate than those he was used to associating with, so for her, he had to adjust his approach where he could.

He leaned in for another kiss, smaller this time, but just as hard, before he said goodbye. Without a backward glance at Professor Dumbledore, he strode out of the classroom quickly; Transfigurations was always his least favorite class. 

In place of his original study plans, Tom spent the afternoon with Nocturna. The library would simply feel too empty without his little pet. 

* * * *

 

“Well, that’s a new development,” Professor Dumbledore said to Hermione after Tom’s departure, his tone heavy with judgment. “And have you updated Bathilda about your new… friend ?” 

Hermione’s cheeks flamed under his piercing gaze, his disappointment cutting through her like a knife. She could feel his reproach, and it stung because she knew she had earned it. This morning, she had struggled to meet her own reflection in the mirror, her hand shaking as she glamoured over the bruises that now blemished her skin from her encounter with Tom the day before. But the bruises were more than a physical mark—they were symbolic reminders of something far deeper. Tom hadn’t just taken her virginity; he had left an imprint on her, branding her in ways that made her feel both ashamed and conflicted.

Her humiliation felt like a small price to pay compared to the turmoil inside. What would her friends think if they knew? She would claim her closeness to Tom, her sacrifice, was all part of a larger plan to earn his trust and ultimately destroy him. But there was a part of her, a dark, unsettling part, that enjoyed it—relished it. The intoxicating power she felt when she whispered an unforgivable curse at his side, how the surge of their combined magic made her feel untouchable, and the way his body awakened something primal within her—it all terrified her as much as it thrilled her. She despised how much she had begun to crave him, how much she thrived in proximity to his danger, and how deeply his magic had entwined itself within her.

“I may have mentioned him,” Hermione confessed shyly, her gaze shifting to the floor. “Not by name.”

Dumbledore’s eyes were still hard, and his tone carried an air of understanding as he replied, “I knew a young lad like him in my youth—ambitious, talented, willing to do anything to accomplish his goals. Quite admirable traits, if I’m being honest.”

“And yet, it sounds like there wasn’t a happy ending.” Hermione could suspect who he was referring to, but she wanted to know how much Dumbledore would be willing to say. 

“Perceptive as always, Ms. Granger.” Dumbledore’s smile was tinged with melancholy as he nodded.  His voice dropped slightly as if they weren’t the only two in the room. “I’ll trust you with something I don’t often share too often with others,” he said, his words measured. With that, he gestured for her to follow him into the office behind his classroom. The room opened up into a space much larger than its modest door suggested. One wall featured tall windows, offering a stunning view of the castle grounds below, while the opposite wall was lined with shelves full of rare, ancient books.

This was her third visit to Dumbledore’s office, and each time she found something new to marvel at. Today, her gaze was drawn to the sword of Gryffindor, prominently displayed above his desk. A flutter of curiosity danced in her chest. Had the sword presented itself to him, as it had for so many others? Or had he sought it out specifically? She might never know.

Fawks cawed, as if to offer a warm welcome to the pair of them, and Dumbledore instantly moved to their side. His fingers lightly stroked the phoenix’s fiery feathers before he took a seat in a large velvet armchair behind a crowded desk. “Please, make yourself at home.”

“Thank you, Professor,” Hermione said, her smile warm as she settled onto a large round ottoman opposite from him. It was adorned with scarlet tassels and gold stitching, another salute to Godric Gryffindor. 

“I was rather rebellious in my younger days,” he admitted, his voice laced with a wistful tone.

Hermione tilted her head, pretending to be surprised. “I can’t imagine that,” she lied smoothly. Of course, she had read something simliar The Life and Lies of Albus Dumbledore , but like many things associated with Rita Skeeter, she had taken it with a large dose of skepticism, hoping that much of it was exaggerated or outright false. To have Dumbledore right in front of her, confirming such information however, only deepened the complexity of what she knew—or thought she knew—about him.

“Oh yes, I thought I knew it all, actually,” Dumbledore replied, a familiar gleam returning to his eyes, and Hermione felt a wave of relief wash over her. This was the Dumbledore she recognized—the wise, playful mentor she had come to admire. “Unfortunately, I chose to surround myself with the wrong sort of people, who only fed into that boyish desire.”

“And what happened, sir?” Hermione asked, her curiosity piqued. She leaned forward, eager to hear the rest of the story.

Dumbledore sighed, a contemplative look crossing his face. “Ah, well, let’s just say those choices led me down a rather dark path for a long while. I became entangled in a web of ambition and power, losing sight of what truly mattered. Ultimately, I sacrificed not one, but three of the people I cared most for, each in different ways: one to darkness, one to absence, and one to death. It was a hard lesson to learn, but I eventually realized that true strength lies not in ambition alone, but in the connections we forge with others, the compassion we show, and the choices we make in the face of temptation.”

Hermione fell silent, piecing together the fragments of Dumbledore's past she had become familiar with. She had a good idea of who he meant, but she wanted to hear it from him directly.

He paused, allowing the significance of his words to settle between them. “The consequences of those choices linger, but they also serve as a reminder of how far I’ve come—and how important it is to guide young minds like yours away from the same pitfalls.”

“Could you have saved them?” Hermione asked, her voice steady but filled with a deep yearning for answers. “If you could go back in time, was there a way to save all three?”

Dumbledore turned, his expression thoughtful, and walked toward his bookshelf, his fingers trailing along the spines of the books, as if seeking comfort in their presence. “How much do you know about Fate, Ms. Granger?” he inquired, his voice low and contemplative.

“Hermione considered the question, knowing that Fate was a complex and often ambiguous concept. “I don’t believe in Fate,” she replied cautiously. “I believe in free will.”

Dumbledore paused, glancing back at her with an intrigued expression. “Ah, free will—the cornerstone of our choices and the essence of what it means to be human. It is a powerful belief, but tell me, do you think free will exists in a world where circumstances often seem predetermined?”

Hermione paused, unsure of herself. She thought of how chance had landed her right here—at this exact moment in history—where she was met with Tom Riddle. Was it due to her actions? Or was it fate? It was no longer clear to her.

Dumbledore grinned as if he could see the cogs churning in her head. “I think I have just the thing for you.” He turned back to his bookshelf, searching for a specific shelf before slipping an old dusty text away from the rest. 

On Fate and Destiny , by Salazar Slytherin,” Hermione read aloud, perplexed. She had never heard of such a book, and by the looks of it, she had the first edition between her fingers. “Professor, I—” she began to protest, but she stopped herself. It would be foolish to forfeit such an opportunity in an attempt at needless propriety. “I’ll take good care of it,” she vowed.

“Of course you will,” Dumbledore replied, a twinkle in his eye that hinted at his delight in her surprise. “It may provide you with some insights into the very questions you’re grappling with. Slytherin’s perspective on fate and free will is quite unique, and it might offer you the clarity you seek.”

“Thank you, sir,” Hermione said with the book clutched tightly to her chest. “I promise to take good care of it and return it immediately when I’m finished,” she vowed, her mind already racing ahead to the countless notes she would take on a duplicated version she would secretly keep for herself. “Although, I have to say, I wouldn’t have pegged you for a Salazar scholar,” Hermione giggled, the lightness of her laughter filling the room.

Dumbledore chuckled, his eyes sparkling with amusement. “Ah, well, sometimes the most unexpected sources yield the greatest wisdom. While his methods may have been misguided, and many of his philosophies questionable, he was truly a wizard of great talent and intellect. Just remember to approach your studies with a critical mind, and let your own discernment guide you.” 

“Thank you, Professor, I will be sure to do so,” Hermione said with a slight dip of her head to gesture her respect. But before she could leave, something nagged at the back of her mind, something she needed to understand. She hesitated at the threshold of the door, her hand resting lightly on the doorframe, her heart pounding in anticipation.

“Was it the one you lost to darkness?” she paused between her first and second question. “The one who reminded you of Riddle, sir?”

Dumbledore’s eyes softened, a trace of sadness flickering behind them. “I think you know the answer already.”.

Hermione swallowed, her curiosity not quite satisfied. She took a deep breath. “Will you tell me about him? And the others you couldn’t save?”

Dumbledore smiled softly, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Another day, Ms. Granger,” he replied, his tone warm but final, as if to say that some stories needed time before they could be told.

With a small wave, he shut the door to his office, leaving Hermione standing alone.

* * * *

 

That night, Hermione felt an overwhelming sense of loneliness. Seeing Dumbledore hadn’t brought the comfort she had initially hoped for. Instead, it reminded her just how far she had drifted from her old life—her old self. The girl who once found solace in books, in the familiar walls of Hogwarts, now felt like a stranger in her own skin.

The ancient tome Dumbledore had lent her sat untouched on her desk. The initial spark of excitement she’d felt when he handed it to her had fizzled out the moment she returned to her quarters. As soon as she retreated back to the bare, impersonal walls of her room—void of anything that made a shelter feel like home—her mood crashed, leaving her feeling utterly empty.

She missed sneaking down to Hagrid’s hut after dark with Harry and Ron, even though the tea was dreadful and they never quite knew what bizarre creature he would be caring for next. She wished she could hear another one of Luna’s wild conspiracy theories from the Quibbler, absurd as they were. She longed for Ginny’s relentless chatter about the dim witted lads she loved to crush on. She yearned for the simple comfort of Mrs. Weasley’s homemade biscuits, warm and reassuring, a reminder that someone truly cared.

Her life—her real life—felt galaxies away. She wanted to be back in those familiar moments, surrounded by the people she loved. She simply wanted to go home. But the path she was on felt too twisted to turn back now. And even if she did make it back to the future somehow, Harry would be dead, and the world as she knew it would be no more, anyways. 

If what Dumbledore had insinuated was correct—that fate predetermined outcomes no matter the choices one made—then what was the point of trying anymore? The idea weighed heavily on Hermione’s chest. Never before had she felt so helpless, not even during the darkest days of being on the run, when she, Harry, and Ron had no clue where to find a Horcrux or what to do with one once they did. At least then, there had been a sense of purpose, a fight to be won, a belief that their actions could make a difference.

Hermione sensed Tom the second he slipped into her room—the familiar warmth of his magic wrapping around her like a comforting blanket—momentarily distracting her from her sorrow. He crawled into her bed and pressed himself against her back, his presence filling the empty space. She knew she should have been scared, maybe even furious, at his uninvited intrusion, but she wasn’t. Instead, she felt a faint sense of solace. At least now, she wasn’t alone with her thoughts.

“How did you get through my wards?” she asked, her voice hoarse and shaky.

“Does it matter?” Tom’s voice dripped with smug arrogance, the kind that always seemed to follow him.

Hermione shook her head. No, it didn’t matter. Not anymore. Nothing mattered except the cruel inevitability of fate, apparently. 

She turned to face him, resting her hands under her cheek like they were an extra pillow. A solitary candle was lit in the furthest corner of the room, casting a faint light across their faces. She could faintly make out the outline of his sharp features—those deep green eyes framed by wispy lashes, his perfectly straight nose, and the plump lips that were both full and undeniably sensual. He was beautiful, objectively so, but it wasn’t just his appearance that drew her in. It was his magic, that magnetic pull she couldn’t seem to resist, even though she didn’t fully understand why.

“I’m glad you came,” she admitted softly, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Did Dumble-snore do something to upset you?" Tom narrowed his eyes intently as he inspected every inch of Hermione's face, searching for answers. 

Hermione couldn’t help but laugh at the childish name-calling. It was a small little huff of a laugh, but it already made her feel a tad lighter. "No," she replied, shaking her head lightly.

"Then why are you crying?" His tone shifted, more serious now, as he gently brushed his thumb against her cheek, wiping away a stray tear.

“I don’t know,” she sighed, still trying to work through her confusion herself. 

Tom paused for a moment, his brows knitting together as if he were contemplating something important. "Do you—" he hesitated, clearly unsure of himself before finally blurting out his question. "Did you start your menstrual cycle?"

At that, Hermione burst into laughter—a full, loud laugh that echoed through the room. 

Wizards.

"No," she giggled again, the absurdity of the question hitting her in waves, snuggling closer to him.

If Ron had asked her the same question, she would have given him an entire lecture on sexism, and the ignorant habit of blaming emotions on a woman’s menstrual cycle. But with Tom, it was different. Coming from him, the question sounded... cute, almost endearing. He wasn’t trying to dismiss her feelings; he was genuinely curious, trying to figure out why she was upset, and therefore his effort felt sweet.

She laid her cheek on his chest, the steady rise and fall of his breathing soothing her frayed nerves.

 Tom embraced her close, his arms wrapped around her as he breathed in the scent of her hair. “You skipped supper,” he observed, his voice soft yet matter-of-fact.

“I wasn’t hungry,” Hermione admitted. Then, with a sudden spark of excitement, she added, “But I have something for you. Something Dumbledore let me borrow. We can make two duplicates of it—one for each of us—before I return it to him.” She began to move toward the edge of the bed, intending to grab her wand. She was too worn out to fetch it without magic, but she knew how eager Tom would be once he saw her surprise.

He stopped her though, tugging her back into his embrace gently, opting to keep her close. “You’re tired,” he said, his voice calm but firm. “It’ll still be there tomorrow.”

“Why are you being so nice to me?” she asked, reminding herself that only a fool would let their guard down around Tom Riddle.

“You’re mine now,” Tom explained as if it was only natural to own a person like one did a hair brush. “And I take care of what’s mine.”

A small smile spread over Hermione’s lips as she relaxed back into her spot beside him. She was accustomed to being the one who took care of others, always the responsible one, always in control. But now, as she lay there with Tom, the idea of letting someone else take charge, even for a short while, didn’t seem so bad. There was a sense of contentment that settled over her, a quiet acceptance of the moment. 

Sod it. She thought. 

If fate brought her here, she might as well give in and enjoy it. 

* * * *

 

Tom studied her, lying still and vulnerable between his arms. Hermione looked so delicate, so fragile for someone he knew to be so strong. Her tears dried long ago, but left faint, salty traces on her cheeks. He felt a strange, twisted desire to taste them. She was dreaming now—her eyelids fluttering with soft movements, her parted lips forming a silent “O” as if she were calling out for him in her sleep. It was a rare sight, seeing her like this. Submissive. Quiet. Unguarded.

His perfect sleeping beauty.

Tom leaned down, pressing his lips lightly against hers. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was a way to drink in her magic, to feel it course through him. It clung to her like a soft aura, feeding his own power.

“Are you dreaming of me, pet?” he whispered, brushing a stray curl from her face. His voice was low, possessive, filled with a dark satisfaction.

He wanted to be everywhere she turned. In her thoughts, her dreams, her very essence. He wanted to haunt her, to ensure that even in her subconscious, she could never escape him. There would be no world, no corner of her mind, where he wouldn’t be waiting for her.

She had served him exceptionally well, better than he anticipated in fact. Just hours ago, Tom had been certain he wouldn't permit her to return to Dumbledore again next week, but she had kept her word, making their arrangement useful after all. As soon as he entered, his eyes caught the unfamiliar text by Salazar Slytherin, but then, he saw Hermione—curled up, despondent, melancholy. 

Her positioning reminded him of Nocturna when too much time had passed between Tom’s visits. His basilisk always brightened with a few strokes of attention, feeding off the brief moments of affection Tom granted her. Hermione was no different. She responded to him in the same way, blooming in his presence, feeding off the power he allowed her to feel in his company. Tom was beginning to understand her more clearly. Hermione needed to feel important, to be cared for—special. He could give her that, so long as it on his terms.

Tom moved quietly from her side, taking care not to disturb her as he rose. She let out a soft sigh and rolled over, settling back into a peaceful slumber. Seizing the opportunity, he decided to take a closer look at the book she had brought for him. The cover was cracked, a testament to its age, while the pages bore a yellowed hue, the ink faded in several places. Tom had never encountered this book before, yet there was an undeniable sense of familiarity about it, as if it held echoes of memories he couldn’t quite grasp.

Dumbledore had creased a page, creating a bookmark nearly halfway through the book. Tom sneered at the sight; he hadn’t thought it possible to harbor more disdain for the old fool, yet here was another prime example. What kind of monster would further tarnish such an artifact other than Dumbledore himself in all his arrogance? 

The professor’s intentional mark directed Tom’s scrutiny to the dogeared chapter title: Fated Mates . It was a term he’d encountered in Salazar’s journal, a fleeting reference from one of Winifred’s letters. It had been accompanied by a poem he had once dismissed as nothing more than a witch’s desperate attempt to ensnare a wizard, but now, a deeper understanding nagged at him. There must be some kind of significance. How did the poem go again? He strained to grasp the words from the depths of his mind, but they danced just out of reach, like a fallen parchment caught in the wind. He would have to revisit it soon, but for the moment, he focused on the chapter laid before him, eager to uncover its secrets.

 

Chapter 7: The Bonds of Fate: Fated Mates

In the grand tapestry of magical existence, woven through the very fabric of time, there lies a concept that transcends mere chance: the notion of fated mates . This idea, often whispered among the ancient texts of our forebears, suggests that some souls are destined to unite, entwined by the threads of fate itself. As one who has walked the shadowed paths of ambition and power, I have come to understand the weight and significance of these so-called “fated bonds”—yet I caution gravely against their allure.

The Nature of the Bond

At the core of the fated mate phenomenon is an inexplicable connection that binds two individuals in a manner that defies reason. This bond is not merely a product of physical attraction or shared interests; it is an intrinsic recognition of one’s counterpart, a magnetic pull that draws them together through time and circumstance. The fated mate experience often manifests as a profound sense of belonging, a feeling that one has finally found their other half, regardless of the obstacles that may lie in their path.

Signs of Recognition

Fated mates experience unmistakable signs that signal the depth of their connection. A magnetic pull compels them to seek one another out, an invisible thread that tugs at their very essence. When they are near, there is often a distinct flare in magic , as if their powers resonate and amplify one anothers. This is not merely a coincidence; their magic actively seeks to intertwine, creating a charged atmosphere that vibrates with energy.

In addition, they may feel each other’s emotions , as if a bridge of empathy exists between them, allowing one to sense the other's joy, sorrow, or anxiety. This profound connection enhances their understanding of one another, often allowing them to anticipate the other’s needs and reactions. However, beneath this harmonious surface lies a darker truth—the danger that one may siphon magic from the other, with or without consent. This parasitic relationship can become a lethal dance, where one mate grows stronger at the expense of the other, potentially leading to devastating consequences for one party.

The Dangers of Dependency

The path of fated mates is rarely smooth and is fraught with peril. The very magic that draws them together can ensnare them in a web of dependency, blinding them to their individual strengths and ambitions. Fated mates can combine their mutual magic, creating the potential for an unstoppable entity, a force that surpasses even the most significant magical records. Yet, this immense power can lead to complacency and, worse, vulnerability.

Most will go through their entire lives without ever encountering their fated mate, as most do not even have one. Yet those who do discover their counterpart, often find that their destinies are intertwined in tragic ways; many end up dying at the hand of the other, their love twisting into something monstrous and destructive. It is said that their souls are condemned to wander through the corridors of time, reincarnating in endless cycles, forever seeking one another, until a true binding is performed. Each time they are reborn, the weight of their past choices lingers, casting shadows over their new lives.

Worse yet, binding a fated bond harbors another tragic flaw. Should one soulmate die after the binding is complete or remains intact, the surviving mate is sentenced to a life of eternal mourning, bound forever by memories of a mate—and power—irrevocably lost. Their magic, once vibrant and whole, becomes a mere shadow of its former self, tainted by the echoes of their lost mate’s essence. This blemished magic becomes both a reminder and a burden, carrying the weight of mate’s absence and haunted by the unfulfilled potential they once shared. To live on, bound to half a soul, is a torment that even the strongest wizards struggle to bear. Some wither away from the heartache, while others linger, a fractured shell of what they might have been.

The Ritual of Binding

For those who wish to solidify their bond and pledge their lives to one another, a Ritual of Binding exists, steeped in ancient tradition. This ceremony is not to be undertaken lightly, for it serves to entwine their very essences, creating a magical bond that deepens their connection and enhances their mutual and individual powers. However, it also solidifies the potential for a darkness within their relationship.

During this ritual, the fated mates must first create a sacred space, often in a secluded location saturated with magical energy, such as a moonlit glade or a hidden chamber. The pair will gather elements significant to their relationship—items representing their individual strengths and experiences, along with a shared token to symbolize their union.

As they stand together, they must recite an incantation that resonates with their souls, a promise not only to one another, but also to the forces of fate that have brought them together. The culmination of the ritual often involves a physical manifestation of their bond—an act to intertwine their magic, allowing them to harness each other's strengths.

Yet, upon completing the ritual, a haunting aspect emerges: the memories of their past life interactions will resurface, flooding their minds with echoes of love, betrayal, and loss. They will remember the moments of joy that once brought them together, but also the heartbreak that tore them apart. This flood of memories can be both a blessing and a curse, illuminating the depth of their connection while simultaneously dredging up the painful lessons of history.

It is critical to understand that while this ritual can fortify their connection, it is also extremely precarious. The bond can be shattered by betrayal, severing the threads that hold them together. A single act of treachery, whether intentional or born of misunderstanding, can break the binding and unleash chaos. Such a fracture not only tears their souls apart but can also unleash the magic that once united them, turning it into a destructive force that could endanger both parties.

The Challenges of Fate

In the face of adversity, those who embrace their fated bond must navigate the complexities of their emotions, understanding that love is both a source of strength and a potential vulnerability. The journey may demand sacrifices, but the rewards of enduring such trials can be immeasurable—a partnership that transcends the ordinary, forged in the stars of fate. Yet, I implore you to consider: at what cost does such unity come? Your ambition? Your autonomy? Your dignity? 

Embracing the Destiny

To embrace the fate of a fated mate is to acknowledge the power of destiny and the interconnectedness of all beings. It is a recognition that while we wield our own choices, the threads of fate can guide us toward paths we may not have imagined. In this recognition lies the beauty of true partnership—a union that enhances both individuals, leading to greatness that can ripple through time.

However, one must tread carefully; for in surrendering oneself entirely to fate, one risks becoming ensnared in a bond that may lead to stagnation rather than evolution. True strength lies not in dependency but in the mastery of oneself. As I, Salazar Slytherin, pen these words, I urge you to reflect on the duality of fated mates—the potential for unparalleled power and the danger of forsaking your own path. For in understanding fate, we unlock the secrets of our hearts, but we must remain vigilant against the seductive allure of weakness disguised as unity.


Tom unfolded the bookmarked chapter after absorbing its contents. His lips pressed into a tight line as the implications settled in. He had read and re-read it thrice now, and he was certain: Dumbledore had flagged this section as a warning for Hermione. With a flick of his wand, he smoothed out the crease in the page and instead dog-eared the chapter that followed. Let Hermione direct her focus to Chapter 8: The Illusion of Free Will: Choices and Consequences . There was no reason for her to dwell on the concept of fated mates… not unless Tom determined it would be beneficial to his own ambitions.

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Chapter 19

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Tom’s possessiveness of Hermione had exponentially increased after the first night they spent together. It was as though an unspoken agreement had been made between them. She was expected to sit with him in each class, eat with him at every meal, and study with him in their favorite corner of the library after class hours.They had even teamed up to persuade Slughorn into granting them an extended permission pass to the restricted section, where they’d spent hours poring over forbidden texts. In truth, she hadn’t minded, if only it hadn’t come with unexpected repercussions. 

Walburga’s ire, for example. 

Hermione had brushed off the first incident—a "clumsy" trip in the hallway when Tom wasn’t by her side, easily dismissed as an accident. But when Hermione’s clothes mysteriously vanished from the girls bathroom while she was taking a shower, right after she caught a glimpse of long black hair disappearing around the corner, she knew exactly who was responsible.

So when Walburga cornered her in the dormitory hallway at the end of an exceptionally long day of patrolling the corridors, Hermione knew the time had come to put an end to this nonsense. Walburga wasn’t like Cedrella, someone who could be reasoned with or won over with diplomacy. No, Walburga had no soft spot, and no sense of fairness. This would require brute force—a clear demonstration that Hermione wasn’t to be trifled with. 

“Well, if it isn’t Tom Riddle’s latest slag,” Walburga mocked, shoulder smashing into Hermione as she passed by

“Oh, were you hoping for that position, Walburga?” Hermione gave a phony smile. “So sorry to tell you, he has a bit more taste than that.”

“If he had taste he wouldn’t be slumming it with a nobody from nowhere!” Walburga sneered. “You’re probably barely even a half-blood with an insignificant name like Granger . What hovel did you pop out of, huh?”

Hermione was growing increasingly weary of the incessant taunts from the Slytherins about her blood purity. At least she wasn’t an inbred prat, like they were. 

“Why don’t you go fuck your cousin already?” she laughed, her tone light and playful as she called out, “Oh, Oriiooonnnn!” She kept her voice low enough to avoid drawing the attention from others as she exaggerated each syllable in his name.

“Get his name out of your filthy mouth!” Walburga snarled, brandishing her wand.

Hermione couldn’t help but smile. She had been anticipating this moment, waiting for Walburga to make the first move so she could justify her response.

Stupefy !” Walburga shouted, sending a stunning spell hurtling toward Hermione. It was a basic spell, one she had mastered well before her fifth year, and she was more than prepared to counter it.

Protego !” Hermione cast with ease, the shield charm flaring to life in front of her. With a flick of her wrist, she followed it up with an offensive spell Tom had pointed out to her during their time in the Restricted Section. “ Diffindo !” she declared, the spell slicing through the air toward Walburga with lethal precision.

Hermione Granger had read about the spell alongside Tom just the other day, carefully examining its historical uses. It was traditionally employed to cut or sever objects, but they discovered a far darker origin in ancient wizarding wars, where it had once been a weapon of brutality before the balance of power was stabilized between wizarding nations. Now, of course, it was outlawed as a means of assault. But that didn’t stop their curiosity—what kind of damage could it inflict? They shared hypotheses, pondering its grim potential.

The nature of the spell brought back memories for Hermione, unwelcome and vivid. It was too much like the one Bellatrix had used on her in Malfoy Manor, the one that had carved "Mudblood" into her skin, a word she now glamoured away each morning as part of her routine. That same cruel precision was exactly what Hermione aimed for now. The spell shot forward, hitting Walburga’s shoulder—the same one she used to bump into Hermione—slicing through her flesh in a clean sweep, as if a blade had been wielded. Hermione’s aim had been true; it was a serious wound, but not a fatal one. Walburga screamed, crumpling to the ground, eyes wide with shock and pain as blood swiftly pooled at her side. Her face grew paler, realizing her vulnerability now that her dominant arm was incapacitated.

Standing above her, Hermione allowed herself a brief, satisfied smirk. She nudged Walburga’s fallen wand away with her foot, the power in that simple gesture resonating. Maybe Tom’s influence was rubbing off on her more than she’d like to admit. But in moments like these, she had to agree—his methods were effective. Walburga, weak and defeated, struggled to crawl away, her uninjured arm barely able to drag her across the floor. 

“Get away from me!” Walburga demanded, although she was in no position to make any. 

“Are you quite sure, Walburga? I can heal it for you. Unless you want to go to the hospital wing and explain how you attacked a student first, and still ended up bested,” Hermione's smile was sweet, but her intent was anything but. Humiliation was the goal, and from the mixture of agony and shame distorting Walburga’s features, Hermione knew she had struck her mark perfectly.

“Leave me alone, Granger!” Walburga hissed, her pride too strong to allow Hermione the satisfaction of healing her. Hermione’s eyes gleamed with quiet triumph; Walburga’s refusal was exactly what she had anticipated. Which was exactly why kindness, in this case, would serve as part of the punishment.

“Oh, pish posh, my pureblood friend,” Hermione laughed lightly, her tone dancing between condescension and amusement. “Stay still, or I’ll make sure you stay still. This will only take a moment.”

Walburga’s panic intensified as she scrambled to get away, her body twisting and flailing to maintain distance. “Stay back!” she spat, desperation creeping into her voice as she waved her arms to ward Hermione off.

However, Hermione was unmoved. With a simple Wingardium Leviosa , she lifted Walburga effortlessly into the air, despite the witch’s struggles. As Walburga writhed and floundered, Hermione felt a spark of excitement. This was her opportunity to experiment with yet another spell she'd been itching to try. After all, if she could heal her victims, why not push the boundaries? Perhaps she could test more of her and Tom’s most recent discoveries, guilt free. It was a dark, thrilling thought, but Hermione reasoned that it was all in the name of advancing her knowledge. And if she healed Walburga afterward, where was the harm?

Sanare Vulnus . Hermione manifested the spell with wordless magic, focusing her attention on the torn flesh separating Walburga’s shoulder. For a few moments, the wound worsened, blood splattering across the room as Walburga shrieked. Then, with a brutal finality, the torn skin began to knit itself back together, the flaps closing as if being stitched by an invisible needle. When the spell was done, the only evidence left was an angry red scar.

“Perfect. Good as new,” Hermione declared with a flicker of pride. Then, her voice sharpened as she added, “Now clean this disaster up,” gesturing to the blood-soaked walls. “Or I’ll make sure everyone knows how weak and pathetic you are.” 

Without a backward glance, Hermione turned and left Walburga amongst the mess, feeling oddly accomplished. She had not only asserted dominance over yet another Slytherin, but she had also successfully mastered two new spells in the process.

* * * *

 

Tom wrestled with a conflict he hadn’t anticipated. When it came to Hermione, caution was necessary. Salazar’s warning about fated mates echoed in his mind: the more time he spent with her, the more likely he was to lose control, to lose himself in her. He couldn’t deny the signs anymore—he had tried to disprove the theory, but everything pointed to the truth. The pull between them, the way their magic intertwined so effortlessly, and the maddening ability to sense her emotions—all undeniable.

He spent the afternoon in the restricted section of the library, scouring its darkest corners for more information on the topic while Hermione patrolled the corridors. He wanted to buy time—time to find a solution before she realized the full weight of their connection. She had been eager, far too eager, to read the tome Dumbledore had given her. But Tom, always one step ahead, saw the perfect opportunity to manipulate her perceptions when he suggested they read it aloud to each other.

“Fated Mates?” Tom scoffed, his voice dripping with derision. “What kind of sentimental drivel is this?”

Her reaction was immediate, blush creeping from her neck to her hairline as he mockingly recited the first paragraph. Hermione, he noted with quiet satisfaction, was deeply uncomfortable discussing emotions—especially love. Her shy, awkward attempts to evade the idea as they discussed the second paragraph only served as confirmation. Tom felt the same way. Feelings—unless those of ambition—had no purpose in civilized discussion.  

“Maybe we should skip this one,” she muttered, hiding behind her quill, avoiding eye contact.

Tom agreed easily, moving to the next chapter without hesitation. Her curiosity piqued when she noticed the neatly folded page, asking if she could be the one to read it aloud. He allowed it.

“This must’ve been what Dumbledore wanted me to focus on,” she mused, her tone thoughtful, yet unaware.

Everything had gone according to his plan. But Tom knew better than to underestimate her. She was sharp, more so than most, and eventually, she would piece it together eventually. He smirked at the thought. Of course, if he were to be bound to a fated mate, it made perfect sense that the universe had chosen someone like Hermione—unusually perceptive, resourceful, and challenging. A perfect match, in more ways than one.

It was about the time of night Hermione would be returning to her room after completing her Head Girl duties. Tom could almost see her now, seated at her desk, nibbling thoughtfully on the end of her quill as she buried herself in yet another textbook. Her school bag would hang neatly on the back of her chair, and her black robe would be casually draped over it. Tom knew her habits well by now, every predictable detail of her disciplined life. 

Weeks had passed since he last slipped into her room, intentionally keeping his distance. He had already indulged her too much—walking her to class, dining alongside her, even pretending to be a study partner in the library. It was important to maintain control of their dynamic, and if he made a habit of his nightly visits, she might begin to believe she held the same claim over him as he did over her. That, of course, was out of the question.

Still, Tom considered the temptation. Surely, one night every now and then couldn’t hurt. Just enough to remind her who was in control—who dictated the terms of their bond. Yes, he could allow himself that occasional pleasure. This reasoning was exactly how he found himself drawn to the girls dormitories past curfew; it had absolutely nothing to do with the invisible thread that tethered him to her, pulling him in her direction with quiet insistence.

The hallway was dark and empty, shadows clinging to the stone walls as he made his way to her room. A sliver of light escaped from beneath the door, signaling she was still awake. Tom frowned. She hadn’t put her wards back up after the night she was drugged. Did she even know they were missing? He liked the idea of catching her off guard—it made things easier since he didn’t have to expend energy breaking through any protections whenever he decided to drop in—but her carelessness irritated him. It left her too vulnerable, exposed to dangers she clearly wasn’t thinking about.

Hermione had already attracted formidable enemies since her arrival, two of them nestled within these very dungeons. Cedrella and Malfoy were both serpents, dangerous in their own right. And although Tom was confident they had received his message loud and clear, it would be foolish to relax his guard. Lucky for Hermione, Tom was a master of controlling snakes—both literally and metaphorically—and he made sure no threat lingered for long.

How could she leave herself so exposed? She should know better by now. He’d have to teach her—yet another lesson in self-preservation, courtesy of him.

Tom gave no warning as he entered her room, his quiet intrusion causing Hermione to jolt upright, her book slamming shut in a panic. She moved instinctively into a defensive stance, wand pointed at him, her magic pulsing with anxious energy. For a fleeting moment, her eyes were sharp, poised to strike—but then recognition dawned. Tom stood casually, leaning against the door frame with his hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable. She let out a shaky breath, her tense shoulders dropping as she relaxed.

"You gave me a fright," she sighed, hurriedly packing up her desk in a half-hearted attempt to tidy the space. Everything was exactly as Tom had imagined—except for one small detail.

"Hermione, are you bleeding?" His tone was deceptively calm as he crossed the room in two swift strides, seizing her arm with a firm grip. Blood , he confirmed. Her hand was speckled with tiny splotches, and the skin beneath his fingers felt oddly swollen and raised around her wrist. His eyes narrowed. Was her wrist injured?

“Oh,” Hermione stammered, her cheeks flushing as she tried to pull away from his grasp. But Tom didn’t let her go, his fingers tightening as he ripped up her sleeve, exposing a perfectly unblemished wrist.

"Why is your wrist glamoured, Hermione?" His voice was icy, sharp with accusation. She was hiding something from him. He was struggling to keep his composure, knowing she had crossed a dangerous line by intentionally concealing anything from him.

"Let go," she snapped, her chest heaving as she pointed her wand at him again, defiant.

Tom’s eyes darkened, his control fraying at the edges. "Did you hurt yourself?" he asked, his voice low, tight with restrained fury. He knew of people who did that—inflicted pain on themselves to feel emotional release—people like Antonin, people he never actually cared about. But the thought of Hermione self-harming made his stomach flip.

“I don’t feel like fighting right now, Tom,” she said, her voice tight. Her exasperation was heavy, an almost tangible wave that washed over him, but beneath it, he could sense something else—fear. It simmered just beneath the surface, unspoken but unmistakable.

“What are you hiding from me?” His tone was biting, commanding, as he ripped the wand from her grip and placed it firmly on the desk beside them. He never loosened his hold on her arm, his eyes narrowing as they searched her face for any sign of deception.

Her eyes, wide and glassy with unshed tears, begged him to let it go. They both knew that would never happen. Not until he secured the truth. His thumb brushed over the invisible mark on her wrist, and as he felt the faint outline of two distinct letters taking shape beneath his fingers, his grip faltered. He dropped her arm, turning away from her in a rare display of visible restraint, pressing a clenched fist to his lips.

“Who did it?” His voice was low, trembling with barely-contained fury. He didn’t need to trace the entire pattern to know what the carved letters spelled out. It was enough to ignite a cold fire in his veins.

“It’s not what you think,” she whispered, her voice soft but desperate.

Who , Hermione?” Tom spun back to face her, his hand threading into the curls at the nape of her neck, forcing her to meet his gaze. His anger simmered, but behind it, there was something more dangerous—a need for control, or at least the illusion of it. He pushed against her mind, seeking answers through legilimency, but she had locked him out, shutting him off from her memories with an iron wall.

“No one you know, Tom,” she said, her voice trembling but resolute. “It’s old.”

“Rubbish,” he spat, the word dripping with venom. “The blood is fresh. Explain that.”

She let out a small, defeated laugh, a bitter sound that cut through the tension like a knife. “Well, that’s a funny story, actually…and completely unrelated.” 

Tom couldn’t imagine anything remotely humorous at this moment. The sight of fresh blood, the hidden scar, and the blatant attempt at evasion had pushed him past reason. He couldn’t fathom it. What could possibly be amusing about someone marking her? About someone hurting what belonged to him? There was nothing amusing about this, nothing that could make him see her laugh as anything but a final insult.

“Funny?” he repeated, his voice cold and edged with disbelief. His grip on her tightened slightly, his other hand twitching as if resisting the urge to do something far worse. "You think this is funny ?"

Hermione’s phony smile melted away into the tense silence that stretched between them, but Tom remained on edge, waiting for an explanation that might temper the storm inside him.

“Which part do you want to know first?” Hermione asked, her voice quieter now, a touch of vulnerability in her tone as she stepped closer. Tom’s eyes remained fixed on her, his expression hard and unreadable. She wrapped her arms around his waist, pulling herself into his rigid frame as though hoping her touch could soften his anger. “I’ll tell you everything,” she promised, her cheek brushing against his chest as she spoke, trying to coax him into lowering his guard. “But can you please calm down?”

Tom’s jaw clenched. Her words offered a hint of relief, but only just. Her attempt to soothe him, while somewhat effective, did little to erase the rage burning behind his eyes. His mind raced, caught between wanting to demand answers and finding the restraint to not lash out, to make her feel what he was feeling.

Calm down? The request was outrageous. Tom did not “calm down” when someone touched what was his. But he could see the desperation in her eyes, feel her heart beating against his chest, pleading for him to let this moment pass without escalating further. His fingers curled around her waist as he considered, his silence both a warning and an invitation for her to continue speaking—carefully.

“Come, sit,” Hermione urged softly. Tom allowed her to lead him to the bed where she perched herself delicately on the edge. He might have followed her movement, but he remained standing, looming over her, awaiting her answers.

Her gaze flickered away, unease apparent. “I’m afraid you’ll look at me differently,” she admitted, her words barely above a whisper.

Tom's expression hardened at her admission. Did she truly think so little of him that she believed he could be so fickle? It was evident to him that she was his, and it was his duty to protect her—something he took seriously. 

“Differently?” he echoed, his tone laced with irritation. “You underestimate me, Hermione.” 

“The way Slytherins speak about people like me…” She didn’t finish her sentence. She didn’t need to. 

“I’d already pieced together that you’re a Muggle-born, and it doesn’t matter to me.” Tom sighed in frustration. “The only thing that matters to me is punishing whoever dared to touch what is mine.” He leaned in slightly, the distance between them charged with an electric anticipation. “So don’t hide from me. I want to know everything, regardless of what lies in your past.”

She nodded, reaching for his fingertips, intertwining hers with his as she guided him beside her on the bed until they were both lying side by side.

“It’s… difficult for me to talk about,” Hermione admitted, her voice low and shaky. “But I can show you.” Her eyes locked onto his, and she placed her hand gently on his cheek, an invitation laced with both trust and apprehension.

Tom watched intently as she began to dismantle the brick wall she had constructed around her mind, one careful piece at a time, allowing him access to her deepest thoughts. This experience was unlike any other time he had utilized legilimency. Instead of bulldozing through her defenses, it felt as if she was opening a library of memories, projecting them into his consciousness.

Flashes of her life unfolded before him: moments of desperation as she was on the run, starving and scavenging in an unknown forest for food with little success. He saw her taking turns keeping watch while others rested in a makeshift tent, her body tense and alert until she arrived at the right one—a memory that spoke of survival and resilience.

The lights were dim. Hermione lay on the cold floor, fear coursing through her veins, but her resolve remained unbroken. She would protect her friends’ secrets, even if it meant sacrificing her own life. The Cruciatus Curse struck her with a brutal force, more intense than she had ever anticipated. Her screams erupted from her, wild and explosive, lighting up the room like a series of fireworks.

Before her stood a pale woman, her hair a wild tangle of black and her teeth yellowed with decay. She cackled as she reveled in the agony she inflicted on Hermione, unleashing curse after curse, barely allowing the young witch a moment to breathe. There was something hauntingly familiar about her—if her nose had been a fraction straighter and her eyes a touch rounder, she could have passed for a much older version of Walburga. She was a pureblood witch, no doubt.

“Tell me!” the witch demanded, her voice dripping with malice.

Hermione fought with every ounce of her being not to react. She didn’t want her friends to worry about her—if they had to escape and leave her behind, she would understand. Her life felt meaningless compared to theirs. Already, she could hear them calling her name in panic; their voices echoed down the hallway, but they were caged in the dungeon, forced to listen to her cries, powerless to help her. 

As the pain intensified, Hermione’s vision blurred in and out, her lungs struggling to find breath for another scream. Yet, the torment continued, unbearable and relentless. Tears streamed down her cheeks, mingling with the snot that trailed down her chin. There was no point in begging for mercy; she knew none would be granted, and she refused to give her tormentor the satisfaction.

“Filthy mudblood!” the witch snarled as she sloppily carved the word into her skin. The pain was agonizing, each slice deeper than the last. The wound was severe, deep enough to become lethal if not healed in the next few minutes. Hermione welcomed death as she lay there, bleeding out and branded like cattle, already resigned to her fate. 

Suddenly, a crack of light pierced through the darkness.

A prickle of hope sparked in her chest.

Her friends had escaped, and they returned for her.

The scene faded as Hermione’s hand dropped away from his face; her memory was too hazy for Tom to grasp the specifics of how they had rescued her, but he understood that it wasn’t the detail that mattered. What lingered in his mind was the raw intensity of her suffering, and the fierce determination that had driven her to protect what she held dear—even in the face of insurmountable pain. Pride flared in his chest at her loyalty and determination. 

“What happened to the witch?” Tom asked, his tone measured and even, despite inner turmoil at the events Hermione had shared with him.

“Dead,” she replied simply.

“Good.” Tom pulled Hermione into his chest, allowing the warmth of his presence—his magic—to envelop her as he cradled her in his arms. Could she hear how fast his heart was racing? He hoped not. If her friends had arrived even a few minutes later, he might never have had the chance to meet his fated mate—to understand what it was to have his magic at full charge. “What happened to your friends?”

He felt a tear escape her eye, leaving a damp spot on his shirt.

“One was murdered by a dark wizard,” she whispered, her voice hoarse. “I don’t know what happened to the other.”

“Grindelwald?” Tom pressed. “Is that who you were running from?”

She hesitated, but he remained patient, a reward for her willingness to share. “He wants to eradicate all Muggle-borns,” she said sadly. “I suppose most Slytherins do, too. It would be easier to rule over the Muggles that way.”

At that, Tom’s heart quickened with intensity. The notion of blood purity had always been central to his plans, a concept he had strategically wielded to garner support from those around him. While he never truly cared about blood status, he understood its value—it was a point that won over his knights and earned him backing from influential figures. How could he continue the pursuit of this ambition while simultaneously ensuring Hermione’s safety when both goals were a direct contradiction? The answers would come to him eventually.

“I won’t turn my back on you, Hermione,” he vowed, stroking her hair, appreciating the way his pet melted against him. In that moment, Tom had never been more certain of her potential as an invaluable asset; her fierce loyalty to those she cared for was a trait he admired and sought to exploit. He needed to carve a place in her heart; he needed to mean more to her than any other person ever had. Not only would that allow him to siphon off her magic gradually, giving him a personal power boost, but it would also bring another useful, devoted follower into his fold. “And what of the blood?”

“It isn’t mine,” she said, using wordless magic to clean it from the back of her palm. “There was a little… tussle… in the hallway earlier. Apparently Walburga was displeased with the attention you’ve been giving me.” Her voice dripped with derision. “Did you have a thing with her or something?”

“Are you jealous?” Tom asked in genuine surprise. “Of Walburga ?”

Hermione’s gaze hardened. “Well, I suppose she would be a better choice than me, a filthy mudblood,” she muttered, removing the glamor from her arm and staring at the scar. 

Tom’s lips curled in disdain. “Walburga is a looney, inbred bint, like the rest of the purebloods around here. You have more ability in your pinky finger than she has in her entirety.” He chuckled darkly. “I wouldn’t touch her with a ten-meter pole.”

Hermione inched closer to him, nuzzling her head against his chest, draping her leg over him, and sliding into the crook under his arm as if she were made to fit there. The perfect puzzle piece. 

“It really doesn’t bother you?” she asked skeptically, glancing up at him through her lashes. “Truly?”

Tom contemplated the right answer. Her blood status certainly complicated things, but it didn’t change the way he saw her. She was still Hermione—brilliant, capable, able to best the most skilled of his knights. The truth was, he wouldn’t have aligned himself with most of the self-important, talentless purebloods he knew if it weren’t for their money and influence; their magical ability was nothing to brag about. But under his control, they served their purpose.

“No,” he said simply, letting the word linger before expanding. “But it opens up a world of questions. How many more secrets are you hiding from me?”

Hermione hesitated, dodging his question. “I’m sure you have your secrets too, Tom.”

“Blood status is one thing, Hermione, but deception—” His voice lowered to a dangerous tone, a warning. “—will not be tolerated. I don’t forgive deceit.”

It wasn’t just a statement; it was a rule, an unyielding boundary he had drawn between them.

“Can I expect the same transparency in return?” she challenged him. 

Tom’s silence spoke louder than words, his narrowed eyes betraying nothing but a cold truth. He had no need for confidants or friends; those around him were soldiers, peons—tools to be wielded at his command, nothing more. The idea of equality was a laughable notion in his world.

“Or do you expect this to be one-sided?” Hermione’s scoff cut through the silence, her magic sparking with the sting of frustration, prickling against his skin.

He responded with the same bluntness he reserved for moments like these, his voice laced with casual cruelty. “You told me you were mine, pet. I never promised to be yours in return. I belong only to myself.” His hand moved with practiced ease, brushing a stray curl from her face, but the gesture held no softness—only control.

Her reaction was swift, the flash of anger twisting her features as she sat up abruptly, shoving his hand away as if his touch had burned her. “I think you should leave,” Hermione whispered, her voice strained, her brows furrowing in frustration. He felt an irrational urge to smooth the creases from her forehead. She was retreating from him again, closing off just as she had begun to let her guard down. But he wasn’t going to allow that. Not this time.

Tom moved with a speed that startled her, shoving her back onto the bed, his body pinning hers beneath him, his weight a reminder of his dominance. His eyes gleamed with a dangerous satisfaction—she was testing him, pushing to see if he would yield, to see how easily he would discarded her. But she should have known better.

“You don’t want me to leave,” he said softly, his voice like a blade, sharp and cutting. His hand gripped both her wrists effortlessly, forcing them above her head with the kind of ease that made it clear who was in control. “You want me to stay.”

Her eyes met his with defiance, daring him to act, to cross the line, to prove once again that this game between them was always in his favor.

“Do you need a reminder of who owns you, Hermione?” Tom taunted, the words a cruel caress against her skin as he slipped his wand from his robe. With a smooth flick, ropes appeared, binding her wrists to the headboard with a precision that only heightened his control. Two more ropes followed, securing her ankles to the corners of the bed, trapping her completely in the web he had spun around her. Just as it should be.

Tom straddled her shoulders, his eyes gleaming with dark amusement as he looked down at her. A sadistic grin twisted his lips as his hand shot out to grab her face, his grip rough and commanding. He traced her mouth with his thumb for a moment, watching her closely, before forcing it between her lips, pushing it back as far as it could go. The sight of her choking around it, her eyes watering and saliva dripping down her chin, stirred something primal within him.

“Have you ever sucked cock before?” he asked, his voice low and mocking, his arousal straining behind the fabric of his trousers.

To his surprise, she didn’t pull away. Instead, she tilted her head back, opening her throat and taking his finger deeper than he had expected. The motion sent a wave of conflicting thoughts through him—rage at the idea of her lips wrapped around anyone else, and an undeniable, consuming desire that only she seemed capable of igniting.

“Such a good witch,” Tom said, toying with her. She practically vibrated under his praise, attempting to press her legs together, seeking friction. “You deserve a reward.”

Slowly, deliberately, Tom pulled back and freed himself from behind his zipper, his length falling heavy into his palm. Hermione’s chest rose sharply with anticipation, her tongue darting out to wet her lips, her hungry eyes watched every movement. Without hesitation, she leaned forward, her greedy mouth accepting him with an obedience that sent a shiver of satisfaction through him.

Her cheeks hollowed as she sucked him down, eager, as if she’d been waiting for this moment. Tom groaned low in his throat, his fingers threading through the hair at the crown of her head, gripping it tightly as he soaked in the exquisite sensation of her warm mouth enveloping him. Her tongue swirled expertly around the ridge of his cock, sending jolts of pleasure straight through him. She felt bloody perfect, her velvet cheeks surrounding him completely as she worked him with a skill that made him wonder.

Had she done this before to be so practiced? 

Or was Hermione simply flawless in everything she attempted, even this?

He didn’t want to know. He didn’t want to think of anything past this moment. Nothing else existed. Nothing else mattered except her submission. The way she yielded to him so completely, so willingly, filled him with a sense of power unlike anything he had ever felt. Her compliance was intoxicating, a silent admission of his dominance, and it fed the darkest parts of him. In this moment, he felt invincible.

Tom jerked forward, shoving himself deeper until Hermione gagged around him. He kept her in place, forcing her to take all of him, watching with a twisted satisfaction as tears began to streak down her face. The wet, muffled sounds she made—raw and unrestrained—only spurred him on, igniting something wild within him.

Her magic pulsed, subtly wrapping around him, seeping into his very being. He could feel it like a current, weaving its way through him, making his control slip. He was losing himself in her, like a river drawn helplessly into a vast, consuming sea. The realization thrilled and unsettled him, but he couldn’t stop, even if he’d wanted to. He was drowning in her, and for once, he surrendered to the pull.

Mine ,” he gritted through clenched teeth, delivering one final thrust that sent him spiraling over the edge. Waves of pleasure coursed through him, making his entire body tremble as he released himself deep within her. He filled her mouth, forcing her to swallow every last drop, marking her as his own— claiming her completely— a triumphant assertion of dominance that left him breathless.

It took him time to catch his breath, his body still humming with the remnants of ecstasy. After he had pulled away, he shifted between her legs, his gaze fixated on the sight before him. Hermione lay there, ragged and broken, her eyes red-rimmed and filled with confusion and need. Drool and cum dribbled down her cheek, a testament to his ownership.

She was a beautiful mess, a masterpiece crafted by his own hands—a living, breathing embodiment of modern art. The urge to capture this moment consumed him, to immortalize the image so that they could revisit it whenever she dared to question his authority. The sight of her in such a state reignited a fire within him, fueling a surge of possession, leaving him hard and yearning once more.

He couldn’t strip her clothes off fast enough, employing both his magic and his bare hands to tear the offending fabric apart. Hermione gasped in surprise, a flicker of discomfort crossing her face as she winced at his aggression, her eyes darting to the remnants of her blouse scattered on the floor. “I liked that one,” she said, frowning at the pile of destruction.

Tom’s lips curled into a devilish smirk. “It looks even nicer on the floor.”

For the first time, he had the chance to truly appreciate her naked form, and he found himself thoroughly pleased. She had gained a bit of weight since arriving at Hogwarts, not that he was complaining. Her figure had filled out into enticing curves that beckoned his touch. His hands roamed over her firm breasts, fingers circling her nipples before delivering a sharp pinch. She gasped, arching off the bed, only to be held back by her restraints.

Inspired by the urge to feel her skin on his, to see how their magic would respond when there was absolutely nothing between them, he began to undress. He didn’t stop when he saw her breath catch at the sight of his chest. The scars were objectively ugly, he knew that all too well. But Hermione didn’t flinch, didn’t offer him pity like so many others might have. Her gaze traced the cruel word carved into his skin—“FREAK”—but instead of recoiling, she leaned back further into the bed, spreading her legs as wide as the ropes would allow. It was an unspoken act of acceptance, a message clearer than words, one that echoed her previous words.

A body is just a vessel... It’s your magic, your soul, your essence that matters to me, Tom.

He didn’t tell her the story behind the scar. He didn’t speak of how he was only seven when the teenage boys at the orphanage had pinned him down and carved the word into his chest with the jagged edge of a tin can lid. He didn’t mention how he’d made each of them pay, slowly, letting them stew in their fear before finally ending their miserable lives, one by one—‘happy accidents,’ he had called them before he learned the truth about his magic.

And thankfully, she didn’t ask. She knew better than to expect an answer, understanding that some things between them didn’t need to be spoken aloud.

Tom moved with deliberate slowness, stripping each piece of clothing as though time itself bent to his will. He folded every garment neatly, stacking them into a precise pile at the foot of the bed, his eyes never leaving her. Hermione's gaze followed his every move, her need for him growing by the second. She squirmed in need, her magic reaching out, calling for him, a silent plea.

The tension between them thickened, growing with each second that ticked by. Tom intentionally dragged out every motion, basking the way she watched him, the way her body responded to his restrained pace. She had given him control, willingly handed it over, and he basked in it.

In his first act of claiming her, he had taken her from behind—impersonal, purely about dominance. But tonight, he wanted more. Tonight, he would look into her eyes as he broke her. His weight pressed her firmly against the bed as he slid himself between her folds, savoring the feel. As he expected, she was drenched, her body already primed and ready for him. Hermione let out a guttural moan as he pushed himself inside, filling her completely until there was nowhere else to go.

“Tom,” she sighed, her voice thick with pleasure. “Untie me,” she asked softly, nearly begging. 

Her words barely registered through the haze of sensation flooding his mind. She felt incredible—her body, her magic, her very soul. He could feel her emotions rippling through him—confusion, joy, a faint edge of fear—as if they were his own. It was intoxicating, overwhelming, as though their connection ran deeper than he had ever intended.

“I want to touch you,” she whispered.

He leaned down, capturing her lips in a kiss, his refusal quiet but firm. "No."

It was already too much. Her touch would unravel him, and Tom Riddle never let himself be undone.

She poured herself into the kiss, an urgent need to be close to him, to bridge the space that always lingered between them. Her tongue traced his lips, tasting him with a gentleness that sent chills down his spine. He circled his hips against her, giving her what he knew she craved—not out of kindness, but out of the satisfaction that came from watching her surrender entirely to him.

“Tom.” He reveled in the way she moaned his name. For so many years, he hated his name and it’s unremarkable origins, but from her mouth it sounded like the name of a God, a name to be worshiped. 

Hermione may have been bound, unable to touch him, but Tom had no such limitations. He took full advantage, his hands claiming every inch of her exposed skin as he thrust into her relentlessly. His fingers dug greedily into the hollow of her neck, her tempting breasts, the soft curve of her belly, and the firm roundness of her arse. He wanted to leave his mark on her, to have his handprints linger on her flesh long after they were forced to separate—a reminder of his ownership, so she would remember that she was solely his.

Their magic surged around them, a potent, electric force ignited by the union of their bodies. It intertwined, spiraling through the air like a storm, pulsing and intensifying with every movement. Tom felt it pressing down on him, filling him, until he was breathless—overcome by the sheer power they created together. It was reckless to indulge himself this way. He knew it, felt the danger of it pulsing beneath his skin. Salazar's writings had warned him against surrendering to the pull of fated magic, against allowing emotion to breach his carefully constructed walls of control. Passion was a weakness, a path to ruin for anyone who dared seek true power.

Yet there he was, defying that wisdom, lost in something hazardously close to vulnerability. When their magic intertwined, it created an inexplicable connection that made him feel, for once in his life, like he had a kindred spirit—someone who could comprehend him fully and perhaps even care for him, despite the darkness that consumed him. The fated bond was a profound recognition between two souls that transcended words. It was as if their very essence resonated with one another, illuminating the shadows within him, igniting a flicker of hope he had long believed extinguished—a hope that maybe there was one person on this planet he could trust. But even as he indulged himself in the moment, he knew it was temporary. When it was over, he would get up and leave, forcing distance between them so he’d never risk becoming dependent on her.

Time slipped through the hourglass far too quickly, as it always did in Hermione’s presence, and as much as he craved for this to last forever, he could not stave off the inevitable forever. Beneath him, she practically vibrated with anticipation, silently begging for what only he could give her. His pace quickened, a relentless drive matching her desire as much as his own. Each movement grew more urgent, almost frantic—a raw, desperate rhythm driven by the rush of feelings rather than logic. It was everything Tom was not, yet here he was, swept up in something impulsive, something wild.

Tom's hands framed her face, his gaze fixed on her as she unraveled beneath him, lost in a beautifully blissful daze. Her emotions flooded into him, slipping past his defenses and sinking into the guarded corners of his heart, until her joy became indistinguishable from his own. He shuddered as he reached his peak, attempting to mask his vulnerability in a searing kiss. He loathed how she brought him this rare sense of peace, a deceptive feeling that whispered a pretty lie: nothing could go wrong, as long as they remained bound together like this. But Tom knew better; life had taught him that any such illusions were fatal. He had to guard himself—because no one else ever would.

A notable shift settled between them as he rolled off her and released her from her bindings. The moment was over; his barriers were firmly back in place and stronger than ever. Tom still had no intention of letting her too close—he would reap the benefits of their bond while sidestepping potential pitfalls. His mind was sharp, fortified, and as long as he kept it that way, he could have the best of both worlds without risking any harm. Without so much as a glance in her direction, he reached for his trousers and began dressing, the distance between them already re-established.

“I expect you to meet me in the common room before breakfast. We’ll walk to the Great Hall together.” It was a command, not a request. 

"You can’t tell me what to do, Tom," Hermione said quietly, pulling the ropes free from her wrists and ankles before reaching for a robe by her bedside. "I can think for myself, thank you."

He allowed himself a smirk. "I think I just proved that I can."

"Because we had sex?" Her laugh was bitter as she tied the robe closed, concealing herself from him. "Sex isn’t intimacy, Tom. If you can take pleasure in my body without attachment, then I can do the same with you. Thank you for clarifying what this is. Now I know better."

His brow furrowed, genuinely thrown by her words. He might not have given her what she had asked for—a claim over his heart—but he’d given her the small piece of himself that he was capable of. He’d shown her his scars, just as she had done for him. It may not have been an even trade, but it was more than Tom had ever offered another. Surely she couldn’t truly expect true affection from him.

"Just leave already," she murmured, slipping under the sheets and turning her back to him. He had already intended to leave, but now he hesitated, uncertainty washing over him. His progress with her was crumbling, slipping through his fingers like sand. Hermione was punishing him for his honesty, dismissing him after taking what she wanted. She had dared to use him and then discard him! 

No—he wouldn’t permit it.

“You will be ready and waiting for me at seven, Hermione,” he said firmly, making no effort to conceal his irritation.

"Goodnight, Tom," she replied dully.

He interpreted her tone as reluctant compliance—far from the outcome he desired, but sufficient for the moment. She would be over this mood by tomorrow, he reassured himself as he slipped quietly from her room.

Notes:

Do you think Hermione will be over it tomorrow? 👀😂

Chapter 20

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Hermione’s mood had certainly not changed upon waking up the next day. Thankfully, it was the weekend, sparing her from classes and making it easier to avoid Tom. She’d holed up in the Room of Requirement the entirety of Saturday, but by Sunday morning, her growling stomach forced her down to the Great Hall. Timing her arrival toward the end of breakfast, she’d hoped Tom would already be gone—but luck, it seemed, wasn’t on her side.

Hermione kept her gaze fixed forward, ignoring the weight of his stare as she made her way to the far end of the table. Sliding in beside Andromeda, she nodded a silent greeting, relieved to reconnect after weeks of being wrapped up in Tom’s orbit. She had let him become too firmly fixed at the center of her world, but she wasn’t making that mistake again. For a brief moment, she’d dared to think she’d made some crack in his stone-cold heart—that maybe he wasn’t beyond saving—but she’d been wrong. Tom was hopeless, an emotionally unintelligent blackhole where feelings went to die.

“Lovers' quarrel?” Andromeda teased, a smirk playing at her lips.

“No idea what you’re talking about,” Hermione replied, sitting up a little straighter as she tucked a wild curl behind her ear. 

“Oh, please, Hermione. You’ve been glued to Tom all week, and now you’re sitting as far away from him as possible. Meanwhile he staring at you so hard, he might actually burn a hole through your head.” Andromeda giggled nervously, eyes darting back and forth between Hermione and Tom curiously. “He might be the best boy to test, Hermione,” she added cautiously. “He’s a bit more…intense… than the average wizard.”

“He’s a right git,” Hermione said, turning her nose away from him and biting into a blueberry scone with exaggerated indifference.

“Umm, I think he heard you,” Andromeda whispered, nudging Hermione’s sleeve under the table in warning.

“Who cares?” Hermione scoffed, reaching for the last piece of toast. 

Just as she was about to pick it up, it floated away from her reach. Hermione huffed, ignoring Tom’s obvious ploy for her attention—she refused to give him what he wanted. Instead, she turned to the sausage platter, carefully placing three of them on her plate. But just as she lifted her fork to her lips, the link speared at the end of her utensil vanished, swiped away mid-air—by him . She glowered down at her plate, watching as each sausage floated over to his, landing gracefully. All the while, Tom donned a smug, silent thud.

Don’t react. She repeated the mantra in her head, but it did little to wrangle her temper. 

“Andromeda, would you please pass the pancakes?” Hermione asked politely. She knew if she reached for anything herself, Tom would surely interfere, but she hoped he wouldn’t bother with his games around others.

Andromeda, however, hesitated, clearly unsure about doing anything that might displease the “mighty” Tom Riddle. 

“Seriously?” Hermione growled, irritation bubbling to the surface. 

She shot Tom a lethal glare before decisively slamming her hand down straight onto a pancake in the center of the table, gripping it fiercely. As she lifted it to her lips, she took an animalistic bite, shoving it into her mouth to demonstrate that he had no power over her. Tom merely smirked at her, raising an eyebrow at her bold challenge.

Hermione went back for seconds, only to find the tray sliding just out of her reach. Determined, she stood up and lunged for it, managing to grasp it between her fingers, but she met resistance when trying to pull it closer again. Testing his hold, she yanked against his magic, but when it wouldn’t budge, she summoned all her strength. 

Suddenly, all resistance vanished, and the plate slammed into her face, pancakes flying over her shoulders and scattering around her feet. Laughter erupted not just from the Slytherins, but from the entire student body, all bearing witness to her humiliation. Hermione's chest heaved with anger, magic crackling at the ends of her hair as she fummed.

He will regret this, Hermione vowed to herself as she stomped furiously in his direction.

“Tom Riddle!” she seethed, slapping her palm down on the table right in front of him. “What is your problem?!”

“Ms. Granger, is everything alright?” Tom asked, feigning innocence, a satisfied grin barely contained.

“You know exactly what’s wrong,” she shot back, her fists clenching at her sides. The urge to punch him in the face, just like she had with Draco during their third year, festering within her. However, before she could act on it, the post was delivered. 

Owls swooped down in all directions, dropping parcels and letters before circling the hall and exiting as quickly as they came. Heathcliff, Bathilda’s familiar brown bird, dove past her, leaving behind a copy of The Daily Prophet and an enclosed envelope.

“Pretty bad day to be mudblood, huh?” Lastrange laughed heartily, pointing to the front cover of the paper. 

Hermione wasn’t the only one who received one. Several other students had their noses buried in the latest issue. The disturbing headline, “Muggle-Born Wizards in Peril: Grindelwald's Rising Threat,” was plastered a million times across the room in a collage of horror. The image underneath was even more haunting. A line of Muggle-borns of various ages—some as young as five, when their magic was likely first manifesting, to elderly individuals so bent with age they were in desperate need of walking canes—were shackled at their wrists and ankles. Followers of Grindelwald, marked unmistakably by the symbol of the Deathly Hallows, shoved them forward, leading the prisoners to a fresh hole in the ground—a mass grave.

Tom’s lips turned down as he observed a switch go off in Hermione’s head. Her magic deflated, no longer having the strength to argue with Tom over spilt pancakes. Setting aside the unopened letter on the table, her hands ripped at the newspaper, urgently opening it to inspect the article in question.  

 

Muggle-Born Wizards in Peril: Grindelwald's Rising Threat

In an alarming turn of events, Muggle-born wizards and witches find themselves increasingly at risk as Gellert Grindelwald's influence spreads across the wizarding world. Recently, a shocking event has sent waves of fear through the community: Grindelwald's followers have begun rounding up Muggle-borns in Eastern Europe, targeting them for persecution and, in some cases, extermination.

Reports indicate that Grindelwald's followers descended upon the streets of various Eastern European wizarding towns, capturing Muggle-borns and forcing them into hidden locations. Witnesses describe terrifying scenes as families were torn apart, with some Muggle-borns disappearing without a trace. Others have been forced to wear identifications of their blood status, ensuring that Gindlewald and his followers can perform daily check-ins on them, preventing them from moving outside of their communities—unable to visit family or friends in neighboring towns as a ‘precaution’—as their futures are being determined.

Grindlewald claims these extreme measures are justified, and brings allegations that the Muggle-born population is plotting against purebred wizards with the intention to dismantle the influence and power of pureblood wizarding families. He believes their demands to further Muggle-born rights—such as having additional representation in governmental positions— is simply an attempt to create a safer world for muggles and strip pure blood wizards from their birth rights. However, no firm proof has been provided. Gellert claims he will come forward with his evidence once his team’s investigation has been completed, but international courts are threatening to get involved if his terror continues.

Whispers in the wizarding community suggest that Grindelwald's ambitions do not stop at Eastern Europe, and that England may be asked to pick a side sooner rather than later. Rumor has it that Grindlewald intends to secure the UK as an ally, which provokes the question: Do UK Muggle-borns await the same fate? The Ministry of Magic, while aware of the growing tension, has struggled to address the crisis effectively. Many Muggle-borns report feeling abandoned, their pleas for protection falling on deaf ears. Protests are being organized in attempts to capture the attention of prominent government figures. 

As fear grips the hearts of Muggle-borns, many have already begun seeking friends that may be willing to hide them—or falsely proclaim mutual bloodlines— should Grindlewald’s reign reach England sooner than expected. Additionally, recent reports suggest that requests for portkey’s to the America’s has dramatically increased—another result of the scare. Undeniably, the upcoming choices of the Ministry of Magic will shape the future of the wizarding world for generations to come: Will they side with Grindelwald? Or will they protect our Muggle-born community? Only time will tell. 

 

Hermione hugged her arms tightly around herself, as though it could still the tremors running through her body. Even on her worst days, she’d never seen anything escalate like this—so openly, so widely accepted of muggle extermination. Nor could she recall reading about such an event in any history wizarding book, and dread gnawed at her. Had her actions somehow triggered this? Had her very presence disrupted the timeline so drastically that it shifted into this new, horrifying reality?

“Dolohov, isn’t that the country your family is from?” Malfoy asked in satisfied approval. 

Antonin grunted a confirmation, playing with his lip ring as he side-eyed Hermione. 

“Can’t say they’ve got the wrong idea, huh, Tom,” another one of the Slytherin boys snickered, bumping Tom playfully with his elbow. 

The paper slipped from Hermione’s fingers as the color drained from her face. Tom knew. He knew she was a Muggle-born—a “mudblood”—and now, with everything happening, he’d have all the more reason to exploit her, to use this against her in ways she couldn’t yet predict.

“Don’t look so grim, Granger,” Walburga mocked her. “One might think you’re a Mudblood.”

“How’s that wound healing, Walburga? I would hate for it to open back up again,” Hermione said with a phony smile, reminding the witch not to fuck with her. Walburga’s smirk fell instantly, her eyes narrowed, but at least it shut her up.

Taking a deep breath to steady herself, Hermione forced a calm expression, then snatched the paper from the floor and muttered a quick excuse before leaving the Great Hall. She wasn’t hungry anymore anyways. Her hurried footsteps echoed in the empty corridors as she made her way back to the solitude of her room in the dungeons. There, in the privacy of her own room, she could think straight again.

Hermione knew Tom was following her; his magic prickled at her skin like an itch she couldn’t scratch. She kept her eyes forward, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a reaction, but he caught up to her just as she crossed into the common room.

“Hermione, wait,” he called, but when she kept walking, he reached for her arm, spinning her around to face him. “You haven’t eaten since Friday night.” It wasn’t a concern; it was an accusation, and they both knew why—she’d been avoiding him.

“And whose fault is that?” she shot back, anger crackling in her words. Every ounce of her suffering, the very fractures in her life, traced back to him. Tom was the reason her childhood was bleak, the reason her best friend was dead, the reason she was trapped here, isolated, years from home.

He blinked, his expression softening, and brushed his fingers against hers with the lightest touch. Hermione hated the way her stomach twisted at the gesture; anger was slipping through her grasp, her defenses faltering, undone by something as simple as his touch.

“You can’t seriously still be mad at me, Hermione,” Tom sighed, heavy with exasperation. “What I’ve offered you is more of myself than I’ve ever given anyone before. More than I ever planned to give of myself.” He almost had her back in his web. It might have sounded romantic—well, as romantic as someone like Tom Riddle was capable of sounding—if he hadn’t gone on to add,  “You’ll just have to get over whatever little tantrum you’re throwing, because frankly, it’s ruining my weekend.” 

Hermione yanked her hand back, walking backwards away from him and shaking her head in disappointment. “Do you have absolutely no sense?” she whispered in disbelief.

“Excuse me?” He said, as if he genuinely didn’t understand her anger this time.

“When you followed me,” she said, voice shaking, “for a moment, I thought it was to make me feel better. You saw what’s happening to people like me!” Her voice climbed in volume, trembling with outrage. “But no! You’re too busy worrying about yourself!”

“Hermione, I meant what I said about keeping you safe. I won’t tell anyone you’re a mud-,” he stopped himself, huffing, pinching the bridge of his nose between his fingers. 

Hermione chuckled darkly. “A what, Tom? You can say it. A mudblood ?”

“I won’t tell anyone you’re a muggle-born,” he said, correcting himself. 

“Do whatever you want,” Hermione scoffed. “I don’t care what anyone thinks about me, and I don’t need your protection. Tell everyone for all I care! I’m proud to be a mudblood . I’ll shout it from the rooftops! Let them come after me and see what I do to them!”

Hermione knew she sounded unhinged, her words tumbling out with a recklessness she couldn’t afford. Now was not the time to broadcast her blood status so freely, especially not in a world where it could spell disaster. But she refused to give Tom something that he could wield as leverage over her.

“Keep your voice down,” Tom warned, his hand shooting out to clamp tightly around her neck, the pressure forcing her pulse to race. “You might not care what they do to you, but I do. You’re mine, remember? Which means I, alone, can hurt you.”

“I hate you!” Hermione shouted, her fists pounding against his chest, her anger boiling over into hot tears that blurred her vision. “I hate you!”

“Hate me, then!” he replied, his grip tightening around her throat, squeezing just enough to steal her breath away. “As long as you obey, you can hate me all you want.”

Every instinct told her to fight back, to scream for help, but she felt trapped within his grasp. As her breaths came in shallow gasps, a part of her fought against the panic rising inside. The room grew increasingly darker, black splotches dancing before Hermione’s eyes as her oxygen supply dwindled. Desperation fueled her attempts to pry Tom’s grip from her windpipe, her nails digging into the back of his wrist in a hopeless effort. It felt as if he were crushing her, like a bug beneath his shoe, his power overwhelming and suffocating. Each second stretched painfully, and her heart raced, torn between the instinct to fight and the paralyzing fear of what he was capable of. 

Someone cleared their throat behind them, and in that brief moment of distraction, Hermione seized her chance. With a surge of determination, she wiggled free from Tom's vice-like grip. Without his support, she collapsed onto the cold floor, gasping desperately for air.

Antonin stepped out from around the corner, his casual demeanor in stark contrast to the chaos moments before. His dark eyes landed on Hermione, sprawled and vulnerable, and she silently thanked him, her relief spilling over in hot tears. She knew Tom wouldn’t have stopped until she lost consciousness—or worse.

Then, as if something clicked in Tom's mind, she caught a flicker of remorse in his gaze. He reached down to help her up. “Hermione—”

“Don’t!” she snapped, scrambling away. “Don’t ever touch me again, Tom Riddle. You’re dead to me.”

“The others will be coming soon,” Antonin interjected, his voice steady but urgent.

Hermione stood up, brushing herself off as Tom’s expression morphed back into his typical mask of cold indifference. Yet, she could feel the chaotic pulse of his magic in the air, a warning of the storm brewing just beneath the surface. She didn’t linger; she ran, not stopping until she was safely inside her quarters.

There, she immediately began reinforcing the wards she had established from day one. She still couldn’t fathom how Tom had breached them before, but she was determined to ensure he couldn’t do it again, even if it meant resorting to blood magic.

It was only once she had finished casting every protective spell she could think of, after she collapsed onto her bed, and curled into a tight ball, shivering in shock, that she realized her mistake. 

The letter. 

She had left the letter from Bathilda in the Great Hall. 

* * * *

 

Hermione waited until it was nearly midnight to sneak out of her room. By then, she figured everyone would be fast asleep, or at least locked up in their room observing curfew rules. To her relief, her assumption proved correct; the hallways were empty, the darkness settling in a comfortable silence that felt almost peaceful.

She crept down the corridor, her heart pounding softly in her chest as she made her way toward the east wing of the Slytherin dungeons. It was a place she had only ventured once before although she had no business in the boys' dormitories—witches weren't allowed—but her need to speak with Antonin was urgent. She recalled the distinct marker of Antonin's quarters from when she had swiped Tom’s Horcrux weeks ago. She had no time to admire it then, but now she found herself staring at it in awe.

Although each wizard had personalized their doors—Tom's being the notable exception—Antonin's was easily the most intricately detailed and distinctive. The hand-carved wood depicted a dragon guarding an egg nest amid an array of treasures, its fierce expression brought to life with painstaking craftsmanship. Green emeralds, each the size of a fist, were mounted over the dragon's eyes, creating a strange illusion they were following her as she moved closer. She had heard rumors that his family was composed of dragon shifters—a rare type of magic that was near extinction—though Antonin himself appeared to lack that ability. Hermione speculated that perhaps his power had yet to manifest due to the absence of guidance from his family. Shifting was no simple task; without proper instruction, one risked never connecting with their inner animal, or worse, being entirely consumed by it, losing their human form forever.

As she chewed her lip, a pang of sympathy shot through her; she hoped Antonin would never have to face either scenario. Unfortunately, that kind of mentorship was beyond her expertise.

Her hand settled on the doorknob, and she glanced both ways before delivering a gentle knock. The sound echoed ominously down the corridor, and she flinched, praying it didn’t reach Tom's dorm at the end of the hall. The last thing she needed was another confrontation with him after their argument earlier that day. In an ideal world, she’d never have to see that bastard again, especially after the way he’d handled her. 

“Come in.” Relief flooded when she heard Antonin's voice on the other side, granting her permission to enter.

Stepping into his room, she found it larger than she had anticipated—at least twice the size of hers. The lighting was dim, and a faint fog clung to the ground, giving the space an eerie vibe. As Hermione ventured further inside, a distinct scurrying noise halted her in her tracks. Her heart raced, a wave of anxiety washing over her as she questioned whether she had mistaken the room's owner. Just as she was about to retreat, she heard Antonin's voice again, this time closer, reassuring her that she was in the right place.

“Scared, Hermione?”  Antonin chuckled from around the corner, beckoning her closer.

She moved with confidence now, allowing his voice to lure her in completely, eager to talk to him about what transpired earlier that day. However, her comfort was short-lived when she caught sight of him lounging on his bed, shirtless and wearing only pajama pants slung low on his hips. 

A rush of heat flooded her cheeks, and she quickly diverted her gaze to the ceiling, trying to ignore the sight of his pierced nipples. That body had been on top of her the day she lost her virginity to Tom, yet she hadn’t had a proper chance to see him so… exposed.

“You should be scared,” he said with a mischievous grin, resting his hands behind his head as if to highlight just how at ease he was in her presence. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“Why’s that?” she shot back, challenging him.

“You know why,” Antonin chuckled darkly. “Did you decide you want me dead?”

“I thought I could count on you,” she replied, crossing her arms as she reminded him of the promise he’d made.

“How can I help you, Hermione?” he asked, his tone shifting to something more serious as he slid off the bed to grab a robe and approach her.

He maintained a respectable distance, but even so, her embarrassment crawled down her neck, turning her cheeks crimson.

“Ehm,” Hermione cleared her throat, trying to shake off the awkwardness. “Sorry to catch you by surprise.”

“I knew it had to be you when you knocked. Anyone else would’ve just walked right in,” he shrugged.

“And you couldn’t have thrown a robe on before I came in?” she admonished, lightly pushing him against his shoulder.

“And miss this reaction?” He smirked, his eyes sparkling with mischief.

Before she could reproach him again, the scurrying sound returned, followed by an odd squeaking from the far corner of the room. Hermione's head whipped in its direction, and a small gasp escaped her lips.

Antonin had built a glass terrarium that lined the entire wall. Inside was decorated with a collection of vibrant plants and a small stream of water, but the most striking feature was the large, intricate web that glistened in the shadows. The sight sent a chill down her spine, a mix of fascination and unease. The delicate artistry of the web was mesmerizing, yet she couldn’t shake the feeling that something unexpected was lurking just beyond her sight, waiting to reveal itself.

Hermione took a cautious step closer to the terrarium, her vision fixed on the acromantula. “You kept him,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. The spider, only slightly larger than she remembered, was feeding on a small rat, its movements were somehow both beautiful and terrifying.

“I’ll probably let him go after graduation,” Antonin said nonchalantly, and instantly Hermione felt comforted to know that he had bonded with the creature. Any fear she may have had for its safety melted away. 

A grin spread across her face, curiosity bubbling over. “You’re a softy under all those piercings and black clothes, Antonin Dolohov. Who could’ve guessed?”

As soon as the words left her mouth, she sensed the shift in the atmosphere. Antonin’s good mood evaporated, replaced by a sharp irritation. “Why are you here, Hermione?” he asked, narrowing his eyes.

Her smile faded as she sighed, feeling the weight of her thoughts settle heavily on her shoulders. “You stopped coming to the tutoring lessons. Why?” She missed their time together; his absence left a hole in her day-to-day. Antonin had somehow become a safezone for her—someone she knew that would treat her normal, human. Someone that would make her feel accepted amongst a crowd of peers who saw her as an insufferable know-it-all. And yet, ever since the Slug Club Fall Festival, he had been notably gone, and it felt as if Tom had not only dominated her time, but that he had intentionally isolated her from Antonin and everyone else. She needed to hear why, straight from Antonin himself.

“You’re smarter than this, Hermione,” he said, rolling his eyes, frustration etched across his features. “Why are you really here?”

“I wanted to thank you for standing up for me earlier,” Hermione admitted slowly, her words carefully chosen as she gauged his reaction. “I’m not sure what Tom would’ve done if you hadn’t been there to stop him.”

“Don’t mention it,” Antonin replied dismissively, waving a hand as if to brush her gratitude aside. “If that’s all, you can go now.” He nodded towards the door, retreating back to his bed, clearly uninterested in letting the topic linger.

But Hermione wasn’t about to give up. She followed him, hanging by the edge of the bed, gripping onto the post of the footboard nervously. “Do you hate me now?” she asked, her eyes focused on her feet. “Because I’m a muggleborn?”

Antonin laughed dryly, his large palm resting casually on his lower stomach, an unconcerned posture that made her heart race. “You care if I hate you, Hermione? And why would you care what I think?”

She tried to ignore how close his fingers were to the drawstring of his trousers, or how his muscular abs twitched when he spoke. Was there something in the water that made all wizards in the 1940s so ripped and attractive? Ron and Harry were scrawny, even after hours of Quidditch training, but every shirtless guy she’d seen so far looked like they belonged on the cover of a romance novel. It was disconcerting, and she desperately tried to redirect her thoughts back to the conversation at hand.

“We’re friends,” she said softly. “It’s only natural for one to care about what their friends think.”

“You want to know what I think?” Antonin scoffed, a cruel smile forming on his lips as he stood up once more. “I think… you don’t belong here. In Slytherin. At Hogwarts. Your mere existence disgusts me, Hermione.”

Her heart sank at his words. “Has so much changed all because of my blood status?” she asked, her voice small and trembling. A hot rush of tears pooled in her eyes, but she refused to cry for a second time today. “You said you would be here for me.”

His hand struck quickly, gripping the back of her hair with the same savage force that Tom often used. A vague notion whispered in her mind that maybe this wasn’t Antonin at all—that perhaps Tom had used another Polyjuice Potion and was pretending to be this sadistic version of her friend. But deep down, she knew that any hope was in vain. The buzz of Antonin’s magic was as distinct as Tom’s; she could easily tell them apart.

She had been foolish to think any bond between them had been genuine. Antonin was a follower of the Dark Lord for a reason, and one of those reasons was a deep-seated hatred for people like her—muggleborns. Sadness trickled down her cheeks as she watched the anger twist in Antonin’s eyes. He truly hated her and all she represented.

“Stay away from me,” he hissed, pulling her hair harder, sending a jolt of pain through her scalp. “Stay away from Tom. You’re unfit to breathe the same air as us, and everyone else in the Slytherin house.”

Her hands were pressed against his chest, trying as hard as she could to push herself away from him. He was hurting her. Not just physically, nearly ripping her curls from her skull, but emotionally. She had invested her time, her efforts, her hope into Antonin. She had believed they were friends, and that maybe, his decision to stop Tom from harming her meant that he cared for her, too.  

“That is what I think of you,” he said viciously, shaking her firmly, rattling her brain inside her skull, before throwing her to the floor like a heap of rubbish. “Do you understand?”

She cried in pain as her temple hit against the rough stone floor. A flash of yellow—narrow, animalistic slits— crossed over Antonin’s eyes as he tracked the blood that dripped down her brow. His nostrils flared and his chest heaved as he closed his eyes and turned around, composing himself. “Get the fuck out,” he commanded hoarsely. 

Defiantly, Hermione lifted herself from the floor. It was bad enough that Tom thought he could put his hands on her, but now Antonin, too? 

No. 

She refused to be a punching bag for these arrogant Slytherin tossers! Grabbing onto his robe, she spun him around until he was facing her, and then slapped him as hard as she could. The sting reverberated through her palm, and a red outline formed on his cheek where her fingers had struck.

“You were right about one thing,” she seethed, backing towards the door without turning her back on him. He was just as much of a snake as all the other Death Eaters. “I never want to talk to you again.”

Hermione slammed the door on her way out, forgetting herself—and exactly where she was—until the door at the end of the hallway slowly creaked open. Tom Riddle casually leaned against the frame, his hands in his pockets. 

“Twenty one minutes and thirteen seconds,” he said, glancing at his wristwatch. 

Hermione blanched.

And then she ran. 

* * * *

 

Tom felt her magic weaving through the corridor like a familiar thread, an unmistakable signal of Hermione’s approach. A smirk creased his lips, pleased that she had finally come to her senses and sought him out. All she needed was a bit of time—and, of course, a dose of perspective, as she often lectured him about. He was prepared to overlook her little outburst in the Great Hall earlier, and if her apology was sufficiently contrite, he might even allow her a moment of comfort regarding the latest news about Grindelwald and his followers.

If only she had waited a moment longer before her emotional meltdown, he thought. He could have reassured her that he wasn’t concerned about the dark wizard, as he had no intention of allowing Grindelwald to live for much longer. The first step in his quest for domination would be to eliminate any threats to his ascendance, and Grindelwald was certainly one of those undesirables. While some might mistakenly believe that he and Grindelwald shared a vision of magical supremacy, they would be sorely mistaken. Only one could rise to rule over the magical world, and that would be Tom—and Tom alone. In his eyes, Hermione was safe and any worry she held onto was completely unwarranted.

Tom paused, contemplating how he wanted the scene to unfold when she arrived. Hermione wouldn’t be able to breach his wards without his consent, ensuring that she couldn’t surprise him. Should he be at his desk, buried in his studies? Or perhaps he could be cozily nestled in his bed, ready to welcome her advances? Would it be best to don his school robes or slip into something more comfortable, like pajamas? He ran through countless scenarios in his mind, anticipation simmering within him as he awaited the sound of her soft knock on his door. 

However, when the knock finally came, it was distant, echoing down the hallway rather than at his portal. Tom shot up from his chair, rushing to peek through the spyhole. There she was, his unmistakable Hermione, standing in front of the wrong door. Was she lost? Did she not know which door was his? His heart sank as he realized she was waiting outside Antonin’s room, looking quite determined, halfway down the corridor.

Instantly, his temper flared, an explosive anger bubbling to the surface. What did he have to do to make it clear that any semblance of friendship between the two was over? For a fleeting moment, he considered rushing out, confronting her and Antonin, and asserting his claim over Hermione in a most lethal manner. But, he restrained himself. There would be consequences for this little rendezvous, but the severity of his response would hinge on the nature of their meeting.

So he waited—watching, observing, testing the pair. Like a dog guarding its territory, he stood by the peephole, counting the seconds that passed between her entrance and exit. Each tick of the clock was another stab to his heart. Why would she visit another wizard after midnight? The thought gnawed at him, and despite his better judgment, he felt a desperate need for the answer, more vital than his next breath. When she finally emerged from Antonin’s quarters, he could no longer contain himself.

With a swift movement, he opened his door, stepping into the hallway to make himself known. Leaning casually against the doorframe, he shoved his hands into his pockets, fighting to maintain control. Despite his calm appearance, his nerves were fraying, unraveling dangerously. Why couldn’t his pet just submit? What more could he offer Hermione to ensure her loyalty? As he seized her throat earlier, he felt the rush of frustration, and though he knew he was crossing a line, he couldn’t help it. If he couldn’t have her, no one else could. Hermione’s face had even turned an alarming shade of purple, and still, he struggled to loosen his grip.

It wasn’t until he retreated to his room that the gravity of his actions sank in. He needed her—her mind, her body, her magic. A world without Hermione was unfathomable. But as she had emerged from Antonin’s room, doing Merlin knows what, Tom’s rage threatened to consume him once again. He ached to inflict upon her the same pain she had knowingly caused him.

“Twenty one minutes and thirteen seconds,” he said, glancing at his wristwatch. 

Hermione’s eyes widened in shock as she picked up on his presence. Whatever fleeting notion she had of slipping away unscathed, of concealing her betrayal from him, was shattered. Tom’s gaze was cold and calculating, the look of a predator who’d caught his prey mid-act. She should have known better; there was no hiding anything from him. There would be no escaping the ramifications of her actions. He had her right where he wanted, or at least, he thought he did. 

Until she ran. 

In an instant, he was in pursuit, his footsteps echoing down the corridor as he threw binding curses in her direction. How many times would she try this? The rebellion, the constant testing of his limits—it was maddening. She was his, bound to him in ways she couldn’t deny, yet here she was, daring to defy him once more.

But this time, he’d make sure she learned her lesson.

She zigzagged down the hallway, her movements quick and unpredictable, forcing Tom to adjust his aim with each step. When she darted around a corner, he prepared to close in, but then—Hermione struck. A streak of light whizzed through the air, and he only just managed to raise his shield in time. The spell ricocheted off, crackling against the stone wall behind him.

Tom’s eyes narrowed. So, she had the nerve to retaliate. He knew she was clever, but this was something more—Hermione was a skilled duelist, her spells precise, controlled, and unhesitating. She was not the frightened girl he’d taken for granted. She was determined, formidable even, and, as much as he loathed to admit it, impressively prepared for his every move.

Fine, then, he thought, a grim promise in his eye. If she wanted a fight, he would give her one she would never forget. As she reached her door, Tom lunged, catching the edge of her cloak. She was close, almost cornered, and he wasn’t above forcing her hand if that’s what it took. The soul bond would tie her to him, securing her loyalty once and for all, and despite his initial reservations of performing the ritual, it was looking more enticing each day. He would drag her down to the Chamber of Secrets, right here, right now to put an end to this insufferable insubordination.

But Hermione was faster than he’d anticipated. She twisted free from his grip, slipping out of her cloak, her hand already on the doorknob as she dashed through her threshold. Once inside, she spun on her heels and stared him down, her eyes glinting with obstinacy. Her lips curled into a smirk, sharp and mocking. She dared him, standing tall with her arms crossed, with an invisible wall shimmering between them.

Tom’s hands clenched, frustration sparking through him as he reached out, only to be blocked by the shield of her wards. She’d planned for this—clever, audacious Hermione. She may be smirking now, thinking that she outmaneuvered him, but she would rue her choice to challenge him. He had destroyed her wards once before, and he would do it again. 

Summoning all his power, he aimed a furious Bombarda at the shield, only for it to rebound off her defenses and slam back into him. The impact threw him against the opposite brick wall with a resounding thud, driving the breath from his lungs. Pain surged through him, raw and infuriating, but when he looked up, he found her watching with infuriating calm, a mocking smile tugging at her lips as she waved a dismissive goodbye. She didn’t spare him a second glance.

Her wand flicked in a subtle half-circle, casting a soft, wordless spell that sent a ripple through the air before her. It formed a shimmering barrier, translucent and deceptively thin, but somehow potent enough that he felt the sharp hum of its strength. And with a final flick, the entire doorway vanished from view.

Tom blinked, incredulous, as her portal melded into seamless stone. It was as if the door that had been there just moments before had never existed. Her laugh echoed in his ears as he prowled back and forth, his hands grazing over the smooth surface. Had he not seen her slip through the entry just seconds prior, he might’ve questioned his sanity.

“This isn’t over, Hermione!” Tom’s voice echoed through the empty corridor, his fists striking the wall where her door had once been. His control crumbled like sand. “You can’t hide forever!” He threw a punch, followed by a futile kick against the unmoving stone. He exhaled, defeated, his forehead resting against the wall.

Desperation clawed at him. He called to her magic, reaching for it, imploring for its power. Help me get through this portal, he bargained, and I’ll spare her. I’ll talk to her, explain why she needs me—why this is for her own good. But her magic remained cold and silent, a mirror of her retreat. The empty stillness taunting him, as though her presence had vanished altogether.

“Why, Hermione?” he muttered, feeling a stab of something dangerously close to heartache. Why couldn’t she just comply? Why couldn’t she understand him the way he needed her to? Why did she insist on extracting these loathsome feelings from him, demanding a weakness he couldn’t bear to reveal? “Damn it!” His anger splintered in the quiet with a half-hearted kick.

He lingered there for much too long, hoping, against logic, that she’d change her mind, that she’d emerge from behind the shield she’d cast. But eventually, he turned away, heading to his quarters, frustration simmering dangerously within him. Tomorrow, he’d be ready for her. He’d be prepared to handle this infuriating witch once he had the clarity of a night’s rest. Unfortunately, he had a dismal notion that sleep would evade him tonight, just as Hermione had done.

Notes:

Not me asking Antonin WHY even though I'm the one who wrote the scene lol 😭😂

Who is ready for Antonin's POV next week? 😈

Chapter 21

Notes:

Warning: This gets pretty smutty... also some elements of non-con.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Antonin lay awake in the dim, suffocating darkness of his room, the walls pressing in around him like a silent reminder of what he could not escape. Sleep was a distant hope, chased away by the certainty of what was coming. Tom would know. Tom always knew. Somehow, he slipped into the minds of others as easily as breathing, rooting through secrets and weaknesses like they were his own.

A shudder ran down Antonin’s spine at the thought of Tom prying open his mind, unraveling the private thread of memory Hermione had left behind. He could already feel the pressure, the unbearable pain that came with Tom’s ruthless probing, tearing into his thoughts until nothing was hidden. Antonin's jaw clenched, his hands curling into fists as he braced himself, knowing resistance was pointless. When morning came, the punishment would come with it. And all he could do now was wait.

He hadn’t meant to hurt Hermione. He hadn’t wanted to hurt her. But at that moment, he believed it was the only way to keep her safe. She needed to stay far away from him—from Tom—from anything that could dim her light. So Anotnin had been ruthless, cold, cruel, whatever had to be to protect her.

Hermione had ignited something deep within Antonin—a flicker of the dragon that had lain dormant inside him for too long. He had never felt its presence until he started spending more time with her. It was gradual at first; a simple spark of interest that blossomed in response to her unique instruction. Then came an eagerness to please her, a swell of pride that made his dragon puff out its chest every time she offered him praise. 

But it was her pain that truly awakened the beast inside him. It roared to life, a raw, primal reaction that threatened to consume him when he saw her suffering—especially because he was the cause. Yet, somehow, through sheer willpower, he managed to keep the reins held tight.

Somehow, Hermione had become the master of his dragon, a bond forged through her insistence on training his mind, teaching him to embrace himself, making him feel—for once in his life— he was worth a bloody damn. It was a connection he had never expected, one that made his heart pound with both fear and hope. Now, as he lay in the darkness, he realized just how much he had to lose. 

If Tom realized that Antonin’s dragon had emerged, he would seize the opportunity to master it, twisting its power to serve his own ambitions. That was why Antonin's family had isolated themselves in Eastern Europe, amidst the dwindling number of dragon shifters left in the world—to avoid forging a bond with anyone who might misuse their gift. 

But someone like Hermione? She was different. She wouldn’t seek to dominate him; she would empower him. She would be a guiding light on his journey toward self-improvement, the air beneath his wings rather than the chain around his neck. Her unwavering belief in his potential stirred something deep. When he was with Hermione, he felt like he was more than a weapon, a tool, more than a follower of darkness. She could help him reclaim his identity, reclaim the power that was rightfully his, and for the first time, he dared to imagine what that might look like.

Something had to be done about Tom. As long as he remained an obstacle, Antonin would never have the chance to fully explore the bond he felt with Hermione, and without that connection, he would never be able to embrace his dragon. Tom’s presence loomed over everything, a shadow that stifled his growth and threatened to extinguish the light Hermione brought into his life. Antonin couldn't allow Tom to manipulate or control him any longer. He needed to find a way to break free from that influence, to carve out his own path, one where he could be with Hermione and tame his dragon without fear. Only then could he truly harness his power and, in return, protect her.

He would have to make his plans in secret, conquer from within, continuing to pose as a Knight, no matter how much he wanted to sever ties. He knew Tom had plans to visit Antonin’s country after graduation, so maybe he could accompany him, earn his trust, and then strike when he least expected it. It would be the only way. 

It was clear that Hermione had feelings for Tom, no matter how hard she tried to keep them buried. For the life of him, Antonin couldn’t understand why any rational witch—especially one as clever as Hermione— would be attracted to someone as dark and rotten as Tom. In Antonin’s younger years, Tom had been charming, intriguing even, but it was all a farce. Like a sundew plant, offering sweet nectar, only to ensnare its victim, feasting on their flesh and their very essence. He would only do the same to Hermione, Antonin feared, which was why he had to scare her away, even if it was only temporary. 

When dawn broke, Antonin knew what he had to do. He slipped an unopened envelope into his back pocket. Then, with a flick of his wand, he vanished the glass of the terrarium, using the spell Hermione had taught him to transform the acromantula into a stuffed toy. After endless practice, it was a simple charm, but it held meaning. More so, he wouldn’t allow this creature, which had once sparked a flicker of joy in him—the first in a long while—to be a casualty of Tom's anger. And it would be, once Tom inevitably pried his memories of last night from the fortress of Antonin’s mind. Antonin had originally decided to wait until graduation to release the spider back into the forest, but he’d already come to terms with a change in plans. So, when the first light of day spilled into the dungeon, he took a deep breath, steeling himself for what lay ahead.

* * * *

 

Sneaking out of her room that morning, Hermione hardly expected to find her letter hovering in the hallway, as though it had been waiting just for her. She snatched it out of the air, her head darting in each direction, searching for the culprit. However, the hall was empty, with no sign of anyone lurking nearby.

With a quiet breath, she slipped the letter into her pocket and set off at a brisk pace toward the Room of Requirement. Lately, it was the only place in the castle that felt safe—her last true refuge. In these walls that had once brought comfort, she was now left feeling dangerously alone, more exposed than she ever wanted to admit. She should have been on her way to class, but facing reality felt too daunting at the moment, so instead, she decided to take a sick day and hide away on the fifth floor for just a little while longer.

The space transformed for her; it was a familiar set up, one she had helped foster during her time in Dumbledore’s army, a cozy yet functional environment. The space was lined by an array of shelves filled with spell books and magical texts that catered to her insatiable thirst for knowledge. Warm, soft lighting illuminated the area, creating a comforting ambiance that eased her nerves. 

The air was filled with a gentle hum of magical energy, inspiring Hermione to practice spells and defensive techniques. She could see a few dueling dummies scattered around, each one magically animated to simulate real opponents, providing the perfect opportunity for her to refine her skills. In the center of the room, a polished wooden table was surrounded by chairs, each one inviting her to gather her thoughts and strategize with her fellow members—only now, there were no others to share her refuge with, so she had them all to herself. 

Adorning the walls were motivational quotes from great witches and wizards, their words resonating deeply within her, reinforcing her sense of purpose. The only thing missing was a bed. Perhaps she could stay here forever, avoiding the bloody Slytherin dungeon for good, she smirked. And as soon as the thought formed in her brain, one magically appeared for her. 

This last addition made her smile brighter. It was the same type of bed she had in the Gryffindor common room—a thick wooden frame with a feather soft mattress and a scarlet curtain canopy with gold metal details. She plopped herself on top of it, appreciating how the comforter snuggled around her body. When Hermione began to finally feel settled, she unfolded the letter from yesterday, giving the contents her full attention. 

 

Dearest Hermione, 

If you have not already, I urge you to read the Daily Prophet. We are living in the darkest of times, and although I can only suspect what kept you and your family on the move prior to our meeting, I fear for your safety. However, I want to send you a word of comfort: Hogwarts is the safest place to reside, and as long as you are there, you have nothing to fear. Furthermore, although I shouldn’t be sharing the news with you since you are a student, I wanted to give you early notice that I will be arriving at Hogwarts within the next few weeks. 

Upon seeing the images—more like evils—coming from the east, Dumbledore has decided he can no longer sit idly by while Grindelwald continues gaining power. In his absence, I will be substituting for the Transfigurations courses. While it is hardly my expertise, I look forward to seeing you, and doing what I can to support Albus as he embarks on his quest. I am hoping this news will bring you a bit more peace, knowing that no matter what happens, you will always have a friend in me, and therefore a safe haven during your remaining time at Hogwarts. 

See you soon, darling girl.

With much affection,

Bathilda Bagshot

 

Hermione’s heart thudded in her chest, emotions tangling into a chaotic web. Gratitude for Bathilda—her one steady ally in this twisted timeline—bloomed in her chest, quickly followed by fear. She was worried for Dumbledore, knowing that his decision to face Grindelwald was six months earlier than his recorded victory, and without her knowledge of the full consequences of such a deviation from fate, anything was possible. She was suddenly overcome with a bone-deep sadness, an ache that reminded her how profoundly alone she was in all of this. There was no one to confide in about her fear of the timeline fraying beyond repair—not even Bathilda, her one true companion. No, there was truly no one to share the weight of everything shifting out of place. It was too much for one person to carry, yet she was obligated to stand against the tide alone.

Against her better judgment, Hermione slid a worn, familiar diary from her bag, moving herself from the bed to the table near the library. It was true, there was not a person alive she could share her burdens with, no living confidant she dared to trust. But maybe, just maybe, she could speak to someone… more or less alive. As her fingers traced its edges, the book seemed to pulse beneath her touch, resonating with Tom’s dark, alluring magic, tugging her closer to this dangerous plan. With a deep, steadying breath, she cautiously opened it. 

The scent of old parchment rose from its pages—warm, earthy, tinged faintly with mint—a haunting reminder of the boy who’d left his essence between the lines. It might have made her miss the real Tom if he hadn’t been such an arse to her lately. Despite the warmth of nostalgia, the sting of his betrayal lingered, reminding her that this was a connection laced with manipulation and pain. And yet, it still called to her, an irresistible siren song that whispered promises of understanding, companionship, and a glimpse into the mind of someone she once thought she knew.

Hastily, she grabbed a quill and wrote down her thoughts before she could have time to regret it. “ Can we please start over?

For a few heartbeats, the page remains blank. Then, slowly, ink started to blossom across the parchment, his words appearing with their usual elegance. “ I wondered how long you would stay away, little witch.

His words hung in the air like a thick fog, making it difficult for Hermione to think clearly. She felt her heart racing, recalling their previous encounter—the way his presence had captivated and terrified her. This time, she knew she needed a different approach. Perhaps, if she made herself vulnerable, this version of Tom’s magic would be curious, ideally taken off guard by her honesty.

With a deep breath, she began to craft her response, her quill hovering over the parchment as she gathered her thoughts. She had to tread carefully, balancing her desire for connection with the knowledge of who he would become. The stakes felt higher than ever, and she wasn’t sure how much of herself she was willing to reveal.

Yet, the urge to reach out was strong. In this twisted timeline, where everything felt so uncertain and isolating, she craved understanding—someone who could truly see her, not just as a Muggle-born witch, but as a person facing impossible challenges. Would this version of Tom be that someone? Would he understand her plight, or would he use her vulnerability against her?

I need a friend, ” she wrote, her hand trembling slightly. The admission felt raw, but necessary. She had navigated so much turmoil alone; maybe this was her chance to forge a connection that didn’t feel threatening. As the ink settled on the page, she held her breath, waiting for his response.

Every second that ticked by mocked Hermione, each moment stretching into an eternity as she hung on the edge of her seat, her heart racing, anxious for Tom's response. 

A friend? How quaint. You must know that such a bond is a rare treasure in this world. But tell me, what do you seek in this friendship? Do you desire comfort, or perhaps something more... profound?

The words vanished from the page too quickly. Hermione read them and reread them, a mix of fascination and dread swirling in her chest. She longed to gaze at them longer, to dissect every syllable and understand the intent behind his carefully crafted phrasing. The way he framed friendship as something precious yet absurd was a beautiful paradox that resonated with her.

As she pondered her next words, the diary's pages warmed beneath her fingertips, as if urging her to respond, to risk exposing herself to a boy whose reactions implicated her past, present, and future. She could feel the tension building in the room, her hesitation pressing down on her. This was not just any diary; it was Tom Riddle’s, infused with his magic, and by extension, his complexity.

“I want to be understood. To be cared for. I know you in your flesh-and-blood form, and I thought, for a moment, you would be that person for me. But it’s all gone so wrong in the last couple of days. I don’t know where to even start.” 

With each stroke of the quill, Hermione found it more difficult to stop her thoughts from cascading from her mind. Her words flooded onto the page, a rush of emotion spilling from her heart directly onto the parchment. It felt like verbal word vomit, but she couldn’t help it—this was her chance to express everything that had been bottled up inside her all weekend. Each sentence felt like a weight lifted, yet the vulnerability of her confession left her feeling naked.

The diary's pages absorbed her turmoil, the ink darkening as it created its response. As she waited, her heart raced. The air was thick with anticipation, every second stretching into eternity. She found herself leaning closer to the diary, desperately hoping for something—anything—that would give her. She needed a sign that her words had made some sort of an impact.

“Ah, such vulnerability you share— the need to be understood and cared for. Tell me, why would you look to me for that understanding? I am, after all, but a mere shadow of who I once was. Do you truly believe I can offer you the solace you seek?”

Was he mocking her? 

Hermione took a moment to collect herself, her fingers tapping nervously against her leg. She was better than this, she told herself. But there was something magnetic about his presence, even in the form of ink on a page. The haunting poetry of his words held an undeniable power over her, a reminder of his charm that had captivated her once before.

With a deep breath, she proceeded, her heart racing as she committed her thoughts to paper. “ I don't see you as just a shadow, Tom. You are still you, however fragmented you  may be. I can’t deny that I feel drawn to you—maybe that’s foolish, but it’s true. Can you not feel this connection between us?

Her pulse quickened as she sealed her thoughts on the page, unsure of how he would react. Would he dismiss her once more, or would he see the sincerity beneath her words? 

A connection, you say? Tell me, little witch, what do you truly know of me? What makes you so certain that there is potential where others only see ruin? ” 

He was deflecting, trying to make her question her feelings, but she could see through that. She knew she couldn’t be the only one who felt this way when they were together. He had noticed it himself the last time she had allowed herself to explore these pages, she just had to remind him. 

Knowing goes beyond information, Tom. The greatest wizards have a certain instinct that guides them in their pursuits. Sometimes, you just have to feel , to know . Can you feel it? I think you can. I saw how you would react when we were close together.” It was as if she was no longer writing in a book, but speaking to the wizard himself. “When your lips would grace mine, or our bodies would join, we were explosive—unstoppable.”

As Hermione poured her heart onto the pages, she could almost sense the shift in the air around her, the tension thickening with her boldness. Would he react with anger or understanding? The memory of their shared moments—those electric, stolen kisses—flashed vividly in her mind, igniting a fire within her that urged her to press on. She gathered the book in her arms, cuddling it close to her heart, allowing her magic to seep into its pages. 

“I know you feel it,” she whispered, closing her eyes. Its warmth radiated back at her, tingles spreading throughout her body. “Tell me you feel it, too.”

The room grew heavy, their combined magic expanding beyond her, pulsing, until the very wizard she was calling to manifested. An outline  began to form—one that was familiar and haunting—each contour echoing the boy she had known, yet shrouded in a veil of darkness.

“Do you see me, Hermione?” the ethereal figure of Tom Riddle asked, his voice resonating like a low whisper that sent shivers down her spine. It was as if the very essence of him was reaching out, intertwining with her own magic, bridging the gap between their worlds.

She nodded, unable to find her voice, her heart thrumming wildly in response to his presence. “I do.”

“Then you understand the peril of what you’re inviting, don’t you?” His words dripped with cautious warning, and yet, he stepped forward, as if he, too, was just as drawn to her. “This connection you crave—it is not without its consequences.”

“I don't care,” she replied, her voice steadier than she felt. She extended her hand, brushing it against the back of his cheek. It wasn’t flesh and blood, but still, somehow, it felt real, as if their souls, instead of their bodies, were touching. “Tell me you feel it, Tom.”

Tom’s eyes—those dark, captivating pools—locked onto hers, and for a fleeting moment, the shadows of doubt flickered in their depths. “You seem to know much about me, Hermione , but I know nothing of you.” 

She felt his breath gently fan against her hair, and she marveled at the surreal closeness they shared. How was this possible?

“What does your instinct tell you?” she urged, stepping closer until she could rest her head against his chest, wanting to absorb the magic swirling around him. It enveloped her, igniting a vibrant energy within her, awakening her senses in a way she’d only experienced when in his presence.

Tom’s heart raced beneath her head, a rhythm that echoed through the room. “My instinct tells me,” he began, his voice a low whisper, tinged with a magnetism that sent shivers down her spine, “you’re dangerous.”

His hand lifted gently beneath her chin, guiding her gaze to meet his. He traces her lips with his thumb, slowly, methodically, sensually. “But that makes you all the more enticing,” he whispered, eyes dropping to her lips, radiating with curiosity and desire. 

Prompted by an irresistible pull, Hermione pushed up on her toes, capturing his lips with hers, basking in the flame that raged in response. Tom was ready for her; he embraced her, one hand trailing along her lower back while the other wove through her hair. 

They fed off each other, energy crackling between them, escalating the kiss to new heights. Hermione could feel his tongue exploring deeper, igniting sensations she had never known. A soft moan escaped her lips as she wrapped her arms around his neck, holding her body closer, craving more of him.

Their urgency grew, an undeniable intensity building as his fingers slipped beneath her skirt, claiming the bare skin of her bottom. The connection was electric, euphoric. With every touch, she felt Tom solidifying; the more they merged their magic, the more real he became to her. No longer just a memory, or a fleeting projection from the diary. No, he was here, flesh and blood, embodying everything she had longed for.

Hermione pulled away, her blood pumping quickly, determined not to repeat the mistakes of the past. She had ventured down this path before, given herself to him completely, only to realize it was a one-sided arrangement. If they were to cross this line again, there would need to be a firm agreement: he would have to promise that he would be as much hers as she was his.

“What’s happening?” she breathed, her mind spinning from the intoxicating effects of his affection. But before she could process his response, Tom's lips descended to the hollow of her neck, biting and sucking at her skin, marking her as his. “Tom!” The sound that escaped her lips was just as much of a moan as it was a breathless plea for him to acknowledge her.

“Exactly what you asked for,” he said seductively, pushing her knickers aside. 

Hermione gasped under his touch. 

What had she asked for again? She couldn’t remember when his fingers were teasing her so expertly. 

“Wait,” she said halfheartedly. “We should talk.”

"Soon," he promised, sweeping her up in his arms and towing her toward the bed.

That reassurance was all it took to have her surrendering to the pull of their desire. 

Hermione wrapped her legs around him, submitting to his strength as he carried her across the room. Her hips instinctively pressed against him, feeling the tautness beneath his trousers. It was always like this with Tom, no matter what form he took—whether it was Antonin’s body, his own, or a mere fragment of his soul—his presence called to her, igniting that consuming, desperate need for them to merge into one.

He undressed her slowly, savoring each inch of skin he revealed, his touch lingering as if committing every curve to memory. When she was finally laid bare beneath him, vulnerable and exposed, he paused, his gaze intense and unreadable. For a moment, she held her breath, wondering what he was thinking, why he hesitated. His fingers traced along her collarbone, feather-light, as if exploring something precious, something he couldn’t bear to lose.

“We’ve done this before,” he murmured, as though stating an undeniable truth. Hermione could feel it too—a connection that went beyond memory, beyond flesh. He had been preserved in this fragment, stuck in time, yet somehow, he felt the rightness of their union as deeply as she did. It was as if their souls had danced together countless times, in many lifetimes gone by, each touch, each glance, resonating with déjà vu.

She nodded, beckoning him nearer, her fingers slipping under the hem of his shirt, beginning to untuck it from his waist. Her hands moved with a calm urgency, a need to close the distance between them. But when she reached the final button, his hand wrapped over hers, halting her.

“This should feel… unnatural,” he whispered, his breath shallow as he searched her eyes. His fingers trembled over hers, igniting sparks that bridged the gap between their minds, and she could feel a surge of his emotions—his confusion, his wonder, and, beneath it all, a calm serenity.

“We can stop,” she offered gently, sensing the flicker of reluctance in his touch.

Tom’s gaze lingered on her, searching her face, his jaw flexing with nerves. He didn’t move away, but his fingers traced her hand, his touch softening as if grounding himself in her presence.

“No,” he replied, his voice barely above a whisper, tinged with vulnerability. “Don’t stop.”

A warmth spread between them, and she brought her other hand to his cheek, silently reassuring him. Their breaths mingled in the quiet, unspoken promises weaving through the air. She realized then—if they continued, she would claim him just as he’d already claimed her. She didn’t need him to say it. She could feel it in his touch, in the way he held her close, he needed her, like air in his lungs.

Slowly, she kissed him again, pouring her heart into it, letting herself fall further. With him, she wasn’t alone. She was whole—complete in a way that felt significant.

He let her undress him, not just of his clothes but of the walls he’d always kept so carefully guarded. Maybe it was because this version of Tom had only just begun to flirt with the darkness, leaving him softer, more open, willing to grant her freedoms he’d never allowed before. She took the chance to run her hands along his bare skin as he settled over her, determined to etch this moment into her memory—a moment with a Tom who, just for now, made her feel truly seen.

She gasped, low and throaty when he entered her. He laid his head on her shoulder, shivering from the sensation of becoming one, frozen in place by the fear of losing control. She soothed him, her fingers tracing up his back, kneading his muscles, and lightly scratching his scalp, wordlessly assuring him that it was okay to surrender with her. In her arms, he was safe.

“You’re so tight,” he groaned, giving into the pleasure and beginning to move inside her. “And your magic. It’s incredible.”

She heated under his praise, clenching her walls in response. 

They fell into sync, finding a rhythm that was their own, taking their time exploring one another. She wanted to live here forever, in this bubble they had created, where nothing and no one else mattered. Each caress, each sigh only deepened their connection, intertwining their souls in a way that felt familiar and exhilarating. She could collapse into him, live inside his skin, be absorbed by his very essence, and it still wouldn’t be close enough. So for the time being, she basked in the moment, appreciating the way his body slid on top of hers.

He took her to the peak of pleasure, jumping by her side when she fell. 

But when she reached the bottom, a cold, hard reality bloomed in her chest. 

Her actions with Tom’s horcrux had consequences, and she was looking at the evidence in front of her. This was no simple spell, no fleeting enchantment. It was as if, by giving herself to him so completely, she’d breathed new life into his fractured soul, granting him a strength he had been stripped of for so long. Tom was no longer an outline; his flesh and blood felt just as real as hers. She had fed his soul with hers, charged his being with her magic, and now she had unknowingly embarked on a path from which there was no return. 

It had taken months for Ginny’s magic to be drained by Tom’s diary, her heart and soul etched into it day after day during Hermione’s second year. And even then, his soul had never manifested as vividly as it did now. Nor had the locket she’d carried on her journey with Harry and Ron—the one that had haunted them all so fiercely. It had never shown the slightest glimmer of what she saw in front of her, despite months of closeness. Perhaps it was because they’d constantly passed it between them, never allowing it to forge a true connection. But, in this case, however, she sensed that her intimacy with Tom had somehow expedited the process. Horcruxes fed off the magic, the lifeforce, of others; yet, if anything, she felt the opposite; she felt empowered. 

The magic thrumming between them filled her with strength, illuminating her spirit. This connection was unlike anything she had ever experienced, a fusion of their energies that made her feel alive and invigorated. She reached out, brushing the back of her hand along his jawline, feeling his pulse beneath her fingertips.

"Do you have any idea what you just did, Hermione?” His smirk was a cold slash of contempt, and in an instant, the warmth between them shattered, replaced by a dark, violent energy. Tom’s eyes flashed with malice as he placed a firm grip over her throat.

It was the final straw. With that one action, something inside Hermione snapped, provoking a rage she had never experienced before. He was about to ruin something that should have been beautiful… again! No longer would she be just another pawn in his game.

Before he could go any further, Hermione summoned her wand, acting on instinct, casting the very spell Tom had once used to bind her. She found it amusing, turning his own darkness against him in retaliation. Ropes materialized, twisting around him, securing him firmly to the bedposts. She slid off the bed, taking in her handy work, impressed with her handiwork as she wrapped herself in her school robes, leaving him completely nude and exposed.

"Let me go," he demanded, a mix of surprise and fury blazing in his eyes as he strained against the bindings. 

Hermione cocked her head to the side, her gaze fixed on his handsome face, a deceiving mask of charm. It was a weapon he wielded expertly, drawing in his prey, luring them to their inevitable end. How many times had she succumbed to his trap? Had she been so lonely, so desperate for connection, that she had lost all her senses? 

"You know, I’m sick of you, Tom," she said, her voice steady with newfound resolve. “Here you are, because I was kind enough to summon you from your bloody book,” Hermione snapped, her voice sharp with indignation as she circled him like a shark. “Friendly enough to feed you with my magic. Generous enough to offer you my body. And you still turn on me.”

“Undo these now, before you regret it,” Tom threatened, his voice low and dangerous, magic crackling at his fingertips in a futile attempt to break free. But he had forgotten one crucial detail—his newfound power was tethered to her, a bond forged through her own magic, and if they were locked in a peculiar struggle for dominance, her magic would remain loyal to her.

“Tsk, tsk,” she replied dryly, suppressing a smile as she easily tempered his chaotic energy. “I think we ought to show you who is really in charge here.”

She broke off two metal details of the bed frame, using her wand to link, reshape and then solder the scrap pieces into a large gold circle. “Have you ever heard of an inhibitor charm?” she asked, a mischievous smile spreading across her face.

His eyes darkened, nostrils flaring in outrage, his response obvious. “Don’t you dare put that on me,” he growled, the threat lacing his words.

Hermione angled her wand deliberately against his hip, pressing just enough to create a shallow cut, allowing a few drops of his blood to bead. She then repeated the action on herself, carefully merging the blood on her fingertip and spreading it over the charm’s metal surface with meticulous precision. 

“Aww, but it’ll look so pretty on you, Tom,” Hermione taunted, turning her wand on the makeshift jewelry. “ Obstruo Magia .” She pronounced each syllable with confidence, repeating the incantation three times. She watched in satisfaction as the letters magically carved themselves into the metal, sealing her intent. 

“Hmmm, now where to put it?” she pondered aloud, her tone dripping with mockery as she trailed her fingers up the inside of his legs, moving from the foot of the bed to the head. Her feather-light touch left him hard and throbbing with need, and she found herself intrigued by the effect she had on him. Apparently Tom enjoyed pain just as much as pleasure. 

“I think I know the perfect spot,” she giggled wickedly. 

His breath was shallow, a telltale sign that he was struggling to hold back his temper, but that only fueled her confidence. She relished the feeling of command washing over her, the power dynamic shifting in her favor. In that moment, she wanted to make him lose himself completely; she wanted him to understand that it was she who was in control here, not him.

Tom shook his head, his lips pinched in disapproval as he watched her climb onto the bed between his legs. “Hermione, no.”

“What happened to ‘don’t stop?’” she feigned a pout, straddling his leg and letting her robe fall open, exposing more of herself to him.

“I said, no.” His tone was firm, but he tried once more to tug at the ropes binding him, an effort that felt increasingly futile.

“Come on, Tommy,” she coaxed, her voice dripping with playful challenge. “If you’re a good boy, I’ll even reward you.”

“I will kill you the second I get out of these bindings,” he hissed, his voice low and threatening, as he strained against the ropes, making his wrists and ankles raw from the relentless friction. The menace in his tone was clear, but there was an underlying current of frustration that only fueled Hermione’s courage.

“Ah, ah, ah,” she said, wiggling her finger back and forth. “Now you’re being a bad boy. And bad boys get punished.” 

She leaned in closer, her breath ghosting over his skin, teasingly close, yet still out of reach. His lips pinched as his eyes watched her every move, clouded with anger and desire. With a playful twirl, she spun the large ring over her index finger, reveling in the control it represented.

Then, using her other hand, she traced delicate patterns over the sensitive area of his pelvis, feeling him tense under her touch. He was rigid everywhere, his body betraying the conflict of pleasure and restraint. Slowly, she slid the metal loop over his length, positioning it at the very base. It tightened around him as its magic activated, squeezing upward, constricting the blood flow in his groin. The spell made it impossible for him to remove without her express permission, so for now, it would serve as a permanent fixture, a reminder of who owned who .

A low groan escaped his lips, and she could feel him twitching, instinctively thrusting against the sensation, seeking friction he couldn't quite attain. The thrill of power coursed through her, igniting a fire of exhilaration as she toyed with him, fully aware of the spell she had woven around them both: her the master, and him her slave.

“Do you like your present, Tom?” Hermione asked with malicious glee. The charm was a type of dark magic that was particularly demeaning, which she deemed fitting. “Say, ‘yes, My Queen,’” she smiled at how the tables had now officially turned. 

Tom's teeth remained clenched, his stubbornness a defiant wall against her taunts. He refused to give her the satisfaction of complying, but she couldn’t help but view it as a challenge. She was determined to make him submit to her will before the night was over—no matter what it took. 

Leaning down, she hovered her mouth tantalizingly close to his cock, watching his expression shift to one of angry fascination as he gripped the bindings that held him captive. The tension in the air crackled between them, and she could feel his desire battling against his pride. She was enjoying every moment of his struggle, savoring the way he fought against the inevitable. 

Her hands massaged his inner thighs, and her breath fanned over him, torturing him with her proximity, yet not giving him what he needed. “You’re squirming, Tom,” Hermione smiled, taking a stab at his ego. “Say the word, and you can have what you want.” 

He shook his head, still unwilling to concede, so she decided to raise the stakes. Her tongue flicked over him tentatively, exploring and mapping out his weak spots with an expert precision. She discovered that he reacted most intensely when she circled the tip of his cock and when she took him deep down her throat. The noises that escaped him were primal, almost animalistic, echoing in the charged atmosphere as she expertly alternated between the two techniques. Each sound fueled her confidence, urging her to push him further into the depths of his want.

She pulled away, popping his cock out of her mouth playfully, relishing the way he melted back into the bed, a picture of unfulfilled yearning. “Well, if there is nothing that you want, I guess I’ll take what I want, then.” A slow smile crept onto her lips as she swung her leg over his hips, settling herself atop him. 

Usually, it was Tom who held control, but this shift had her feeling invincible, her power undeniable. His reaction—a sharp intake of breath, the way he bit down on his lip—made the moment that much more enjoyable. She watched as he shuddered when she brushed herself against him, her slick warmth coating his length as she teased his tip. She held him there, testing his limits, knowing that he was on the edge, helpless beneath her. 

Her voice dripped with amusement, and she traced a slow circle with her hips, keeping him on edge, tantalizingly close yet withholding just enough to drive him mad. "Should I leave you here," she taunted, "wanting and desperate? Your cock hard, your body aching?"

She leaned down, her face inches from his, her breath brushing over his lips. "Should I give you just enough to keep you in this perpetual state of need, Tom? Just to watch you suffer, knowing you're completely at my mercy?"

The gleam in her eyes dared him to respond, but she knew—he was trapped in her power, right where she wanted him.

He shook his head, his eyelids drooping, heavy with lust, fingers gripping the bindings so tightly his knuckles turned white.

"Admit it," she murmured, leaning closer until her lips tickled his ear. "You need this. You need me ." Her fingers trailed lightly down his chest, leaving him trembling in their wake. He swallowed, his resistance wavering, a faint groan escaping as her touch continued its tortuous path. 

Her mouth latched onto his neck, teeth grazing his skin as she pleasured herself against him, letting out a low, throaty purr with each movement. Her clit brushed against his pelvis, sending sparks through her body as she increased her rhythm, her breath hot and unrestrained in his ear. All the while, refusing to give him more. 

"I can get there on my own," she murmured, a wicked glint in her eye as she watched his face contort with restrained desire. "With or without you, Tom." Each roll of her hips made her own ecstasy build, her fingers digging into his chest as she took exactly what she wanted, only driven further by his hungry gaze.

“Hermione,” her name on his lips was a plea for more, his hips lifting as far as they could go in his restraints. 

“‘My Queen,’” she corrected, her pace unwavering. 

“My Queen,” he moaned, finally giving in. 

A satisfied smile spread across her lips as she heard him finally surrender, his voice raw with need. "Good boy," she murmured, leaning down to press her lips against his, slow and deliberate, savoring his submission as she finally sunk down on him until he was fully seated inside her.

She straightened, keeping her rhythm steady as she rode him, each movement deliberate, designed to drive him wild while keeping him just shy of the edge. "See, Tom? I can be merciful." Her fingers trailed down his chest, nails scraping lightly, heightening his longing. “All you had to do was ask.”

With each moan, each desperate thrust of his hips, she could feel his resolve crumble further, and she basked in the control, in the way he was entirely at her mercy. "Now," she whispered, her voice dripping with command, "tell me what you need."

“Faster,” he begged. The way he writhed beneath her, eyes half-lidded, breathing ragged, only urged her on, to push him closer to the edge. She wanted him to know that every ounce of pleasure, every shiver and groan, was hers to grant or deny.

Hermione smirked, feeling the sweet power of his surrender. She quickened her movements, giving him exactly what he asked for, her body moving against his with an intoxicating rhythm.

“Like that, Tom?” she teased, her voice low. The charm she created vibrated around him, a steady, constricting reminder of her dominance, and she knew it would be the breaking point. “Or should I stop?” 

He finally exhaled, his pride giving way to something deeper, darker, as he grit out the words, “Yes, My Queen, just like that.”

She came first, pulsing around him, dragging Tom along with her. He shook beneath her, pleasure and defeat coursing through him, leaving him broken and exhausted.

Hermione's smile widened in a rush of triumph. “Remember, Tom," she whispered, leaning down to trail her lips along his jaw. “We could’ve been partners. But now? I own you.” 

Her hand squeezed over his balls where the inhibitor charm acted as a permanent cock ring, siphoning off his magic and leaving him powerless. It was her first attempt at blood magic, and it had been a success. His attempts to overpower her had only led to his submission, and she delighted in the knowledge that she had not just conquered this version of Tom, but that soon she would have the power to conquer all of him.

“You know, funny little thing about horcruxes, Tom,” she said, nipping at his ear with a firm bite. “The second they lose their magical source of power, they become utterly useless.” Her laughter was dry and bitter.

Tom's eyes widened slightly, understanding dawning on him as he registered the full weight of her words. The realization of his predicament washed over him, a mix of disbelief and fury flashing across his features. She was right; without her magic to sustain him, he was left vulnerable and exposed, stripped of the power he had so ruthlessly sought.

“Do you see now?” she continued, her tone derisive and victorious. “You’re at my mercy, and I plan to make the most of it.”

Notes:

I'll be honest, I don't really know where this chapter came from, but I just went with it lol 😂 and I promise I do have a plan of how to tie it all in together!

So what did you think about the sneak peek of Antonin's POV? More from him next week!

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For nearly a week, Antonin found himself highly strung with anxiety. Each glance from Tom, filled with raw disdain, left him certain that punishment loomed just ahead. Day after day, he braced himself for it, yet each night that passed without incident, left him bewildered. Tom was usually quick to act, never hesitating to discipline his knights with fierce cruelty. It could only mean one thing in Antonin’s mind—Tom was planning something especially treacherous, something down right insidious, and Antonin knew he’d have to be ready whenever it came his way.

Hermione had avoided them both. It was a bittersweet pill to swallow. In one sense, Antonin was glad that she was safely away from Tom's reach. Yet, at the same time, he was undeniably unsettled by her neglect. His dragon side craved her presence; she was the only one who had ever challenged him, pushing the boundaries of his mind in ways he hadn’t known he needed. To Antonin, she was more than just an ally. She was perhaps the first true friend he had made—at Hogwarts or anywhere for that matter—and the emptiness left by her absence was sharper than he’d expected.

Dragons were solitary by nature, and because Antonin had long surrounded himself with others of his own dark temperament, he had never grown particularly close to anyone. Yet Hermione’s light had pierced his midnight landscape, showing him a beauty in the world he’d never thought to look for. Which is why he couldn’t help but seek her out wherever he went, watching her from afar whenever he could, learning her small habits: the way she gnawed at her quill or strode through the corridors with her nose deep in a book. It fascinated him how much it irked Tom, too, seeing Hermione move about the castle with a freedom he could never seem to leash.

Each time she returned from one of her mysterious absences, smelling faintly of sweat and sex, her hair in more disarray than usual, Antonin's interest flared, curiosity painting unbidden images in his mind. What might it be like to be the man at the other end of those excursions? Antonin’s dragon disapproved of his indecent thoughts in regards to Hermione; the bond between a dragon and its chosen wasn’t meant to be inherently carnal, and his inner beast demanded that she was owed the appropriate respect. But Antonin was a man, after all, and when it came to Hermione Granger, his thoughts often turned… hungry.

“Tom has been acting unusual lately, no?” Lestrange asked flippantly, taking a sip of his tea like he hadn’t just risked their lives by gossiping about their leader so nonchalantly.

They lounged in the Slytherin common room, the atmosphere heavy with smoke as Malfoy and Orion passed around a tobacco pipe, sharing whispers that danced just above the crackling firelight.

“Should you be questioning your Lord so openly?” Antonin interjected, a note of caution lacing his words. The whole lot could take as much shit about Tom as they wanted, but Antonin didn’t want to be around when they did. That would make him guilty by association, and he still had an image to uphold—now more than ever. 

Loyalty had always been Dolohov’s defining trait, an unwavering allegiance to Tom Riddle. Yet now, as he navigated his newfound interest in Hermione, that loyalty felt like a mask he wore, concealing his shifting ambitions. The playful games of abuse and torment that once intrigued him had now lost their allure. He recognized that he could delve into the depths of dark magic without being subjected to Tom’s sadistic whims. Instead of being trapped in this cycle of violence and cruelty, Antonin desired knowledge, power, and perhaps the chance to explore a type of magic that was profoundly different. With Hermione, he had unwittingly formed an intimate connection between master and beast. Undoubtedly, she had unleashed more of Antonin’s power in the last few months than Tom had ever been capable of in the years they’d known each other.

“He’s right,” Malfoy agreed with Lastrange. Antonin had never particularly cared for Malfoy, but nonetheless, Malfoy had become a fixture in his life these last several years. In all that time, Antonin had never seen Malfoy so frazzled as he had these past few weeks. He’d grown restless, right alongside Tom, his usually smug composure shattered by Tom’s fixation over a certain witch. Abraxas was accustomed to being Tom’s closest confidant, a title that was currently slipping through his fingers like sand since Hermione’s arrival. “And I think we all know why.”

“You’re just bitter that Hermione is Tom’s new lap dog,” Lestrange chuckled, picking up on Malfoy’s insinuation. Apparently it was clear to everyone that Malfoy wasn’t handling Tom’s interest in Hermione well, not just Antonin. “Let the lad get his knob wet. It’s about time.”

“Must you be so crude?” Orion frowned, crossing one leg over the other, sending a judgemental glance at Lestrange. 

Orion Black was an especially uptight fellow, even for a pureblood, which was ironic since it was no secret that he enjoyed notoriously unsavory forms of pleasure—at least by the standards of mainstream wizards. Antonin didn’t care that Orion was gay; what he did care about was that Orion preferred taking from wizards who were too incapacitated to consent. It was the mark of a weak man, to only exert confidence when there was no danger, no challenge present. Black knew better than to try to drug Antonin, but there were a few unsuspecting Ravenclaws that weren’t so lucky. At least Lestrange didn’t mask his repugnance behind airs of righteousness.

“This is no time for jokes,” Abraxas snapped, his frustration evident. “The witch is distracting him. He actually danced with her at the Slug Club Fall Festival!” His voice took on a note of incredulous horror, as if the act were a personal affront.

“Sad he didn’t ask you, Malfoy?” Dolohov quipped, trying to diffuse the conversation with humor. His dragon was on edge, uneasy at Abraxas’s pointed distaste for Hermione.

“Don’t be such a muppet, Dolohov. I know you’re not used to partaking in intellectual discourse, but a place like the Fall Festival isn’t for dancing. It’s for building necessary connections. Riddle has a vision—one that we all stand behind—and she’s ruining it!” His hand smacked against the armrest in a weak display of fury, barely making a sound against the padded surface. 

Antonin rolled his eyes. 

Malfoy’s were all false bravado on the outside, yet soft and feeble on the inside. If Tom were around, he wouldn’t be so courageous. 

“You’re overthinking it, mate,” Lastrange brushes off all concern. “Remember the first time whats-her-face from Hufflepuff gave you head in fifth year? You fancied yourself in love!” he laughs boisterously, slapping his knee with delight. “Tom’s little crush will fade, and all will be well again.”

“No, it’s not so simple. He even—.”

Tom entered the room, an icy hostility radiating from him. The atmosphere shifted dramatically, the tension palpable. Lestrange's smirk vanished, and Abraxas was abruptly silenced mid-sentence, the air clouded with unspoken fear.

“‘He,’ what, Malfoy?” Tom's voice cut through the silence, laced with menace as his piercing gaze fixed on the group. The commanding presence he exuded demanded attention, and Antonin felt his heart quicken. It had been long since Tom was the ambitious boy they all admired; he had transformed into something far more dangerous. 

“N-nothing, My Lord,” Malfoy blanched under Tom’s antagonistic gaze, his nerve crumbling to dust in an instant.

“I think it’s time we have another meeting,” Tom declared, his tone daring anyone to challenge him. The room held its breath, the tension thickening with every second.

“Half of us are—” Lestrange began, but Tom swiftly raised his hand, silencing him with a single gesture.

“Gather the knights,” he instructed, his calm words conflicting with the malice of his tone. “Meet me at the portal of the chamber in thirty minutes.” The command reverberated in the air, and the boys wasted no time dispersing, Antonin rising to join the herd.

“Dolohov,” Tom called, his voice cutting through the noise. “Come with me.”

Antonin’s heart raced; this was it. 

The moment he had dreaded had finally arrived. Antonin understood that punishment awaited him, and he steeled himself for the inevitable, preparing to endure it in silence. He couldn’t bear to give Tom the satisfaction of breaking him completely. 

He nodded, dutifully, trailing behind Tom like an obedient little sheep. As they moved through the dimly lit corridors, Antonin could feel the weight of the impending confrontation, a storm brewing just out of sight. Each step echoed in his mind, a countdown to the reckoning that awaited him. 

When they arrived at their destination, Antonin knelt on the bathroom floor, the cold tiles pressing against his skin. It was a practiced gesture, one that demonstrated his compliance and offered Tom the display of power he craved to feel secure. As Antonin bowed his head, he cleared his mind of the resentment–the nagging desire—to see Tom brought low, to see him on his knees for once. These were the types of thoughts that could not only land him in serious trouble, but also jeopardize his very life. So, as he had practiced all week, Antonin thought of nothing—the color black, the vast open sky, the air filling his lungs—anything to distract him from his true emotions.

“Do you know why you’re here, Dolohov?” Tom’s interrogation began, his voice cold and probing.

This had become their meeting spot—the bathroom, a mere portal leading to the true destination: the Chamber of Secrets. In the beginning, it had been challenging to plan gatherings without the constant threat of discovery. However, once the whiny witch who always occupied these stalls met her end at the hands of Tom’s loyal creature, it became much easier for them to continue their confidential meetings. What was once a setting of wonder and excitement, a sanctuary where they could release steam and perhaps learn a thing or two, had morphed into a vile place where darkness festered. Here, Tom thrived on the anxiety of his followers, manipulating them into doing his bidding as he used his growing power as a weapon of intimidation.

“Yes,” Antonin admitted, the weight of inevitability settling upon him. He knew Tom would force the memory from him one way or another, so resistance would be pointless.

“And why is that?” Tom asked, narrowing his eyes as he scrutinized Antonin more closely.

“Hermione,” Dolohov replied simply, her name hanging heavily between them.

“I’ll give you one chance to explain yourself,” Tom said, his lips pressed tightly together, as if forcing the words from his mouth against his will. “What is it between you and my witch?”

Antonin swallowed hard, carefully considering his words before speaking. It wasn’t lost on him that Tom had deliberately claimed her with his phrasing, and Antonin’s dragon roared inside him at the thought. Tom didn’t deserve someone like Hermione—someone so compassionate, so free spirited, so pure . He would ruin her with his darkness, corrupting her with his depravity and infecting her very soul with his incurable sickness.

“She’s a Mudblood, My Lord,” Antonin stated matter-of-factly, striving to maintain his composure. “You know my thoughts on Mudbloods.”

“And yet, even after learning the truth of her origins,” Tom growled, his tone laced with aggression, “you stopped me from choking the life out of her in the hallway. You opened your door to her in the middle of the night.”

Antonin felt the weight of each accusation bearing down on him. He had known the risks, yet he had still allowed his instincts to guide him, drawn to Hermione in a way that defied logic and reason. In the end, Tom’s wrath was a small price to pay, the need to protect her burning fiercely in his chest.

“Out of loyalty to you, My Lord,” he explained cautiously. “I don’t like her; I told her as much. But I tried—for you—to tolerate her for as long as possible.”

He could feel Tom's gaze piercing through him, searching for any hint of insincerity. Antonin's heart raced as he navigated the precarious balance between truth and deception, desperately trying to placate the dark wizard before him while masking the depths of his own feelings for Hermione.

“Show me,” Tom demanded, looming over him, his presence wreaking of authority. 

“Of course,” Antonin agreed, bowing his head lower. The humiliation of kneeling, the demeaning inquisition, was nothing in comparison to what was about to come. The real torment was only just beginning. 

Tom grabbed his shoulder, digging his fingernails into Antonin’s flesh. His other hand gripped the hair on Antonin’s crown roughly, ripping his head back upright, forcing him to look Tom in the eyes. Antonin hated this type of magic; yes, it hurt to have Tom rip out his memories carelessly, as if he were hacking off chunks of his brain with a machete, but the intrusion of it all—the degradation—was the worst part. 

His recollection of Hermione’s visit rose to the top of his consciousness, like a reel from a magical camera. Each snapshot was vibrant with emotion, a story within a story. Surprise and worry when she knocked on the door; amusement at her blushing, followed by a comfortable peace at her presence. The images flashed more rapidly, as Tom grew impatient, needing to know what happened next. Antonin was angry when Hermione expressed her gratitude, resentful when he tossed her on the floor like a heap of rubbish, hurling countless insults. And then came the damning part. It played in slow motion, Hermione lifting herself from the ground, blood dripping from her temple, livid from Antonin’s treatment. A hand raised, striking him, swift and hard, leaving Antonin swollen with pride for the little brave witch… and undeniably aroused. 

The scene rewound in his head, and then replayed, a closer emphasis on the trickle of red blooming above her brow, and the tightness in Antonin’s trousers. He wanted her. He wanted to take her in his arms, and apologize on the spot. He wanted to bend her over, and express his remorse by worshiping her body. He wanted to get down on his knees—for her—and submit. 

Antonin liked Hermione—maybe even more than liked. 

And now Tom knew it, too. 

A solid fist landed hard on Antonin’s mouth, the impact sending a sharp jolt of pain as blood trickled from around his lip piercings. His head snapped back, startled. Tom had never before resorted to physical blows, always preferring the detachment of magical punishment—it felt more raw this way, more personal. For a moment, Antonin was dazed, the taste of warm iron filling his mouth as he licked the blood off his lip, bracing himself for what more might come. For once, he was unsure of what Tom’s next move would be, but he knew whatever it was, it would hurt. 

“That’s for touching what’s mine ,” Tom said, chest heaving. “Only I have the right to hurt her.”

A second blow slammed into Antonin’s cheekbone, sending a wave of pain rippling through his skull. His vision blurred, darkness edging his sight before clearing again. Tom leaned in close, his voice dripping with contempt.

"And that’s for hiding the truth," he sneered, as if the words themselves were poison on his lips. "She will never be yours."

Tom had raised his wand, casting the Cruciatus Curse over and over, each wave of agony lingering longer than the last. The torment was relentless, breaking him down until he was sprawled across the cold stone floor, trembling, a mess of snot and saliva pooling around him as nausea surged within him. 

When the rest of the Knights arrived, they found Antonin laid out in that shameful, humiliating state, clearly meant to be another key part of Tom’s punishment. Helplessness clawed at him, but Antonin knew it wasn’t yet time to fight back. For now, he would endure this abuse, bide his time, and wait for the perfect moment. He would bring Tom down—he swore it, even as his body betrayed him on the floor—for himself and Hermione. 

“Excellent,” Tom said, his demeanor switching from livid to pleased as he stepped back and admired his work. “You’ve all arrived just in time. Let’s begin.”

The sound of Parseltongue slipping from Tom’s lips always sent a shiver through Antonin. The strange, hissing language was not something meant for human ears; it slithered like a living thing into his mind, wrapping around his nerves, as Tom whispered to the enchanted sink. The entrance to the Chamber of Secrets rumbled open, stone shifting upon stone, echoing ominously in the confined space, until a deep mysterious tunnel was revealed, like the entrance of a snake hole. 

Suddenly, Antonin’s body dragged across the cold stone floor, an invisible magic yanking him along with Tom’s every step. His skin scraped painfully against the rough surface, but he bit back any noise, refusing to give Tom the pleasure of hearing his pain. Behind him, the others trailed at a cautious distance, their faces carefully blank, each mindful to keep in line and avoid drawing Tom’s ire, or they might be at the receiving end of his malice. They walked in silent dread, the weight of Tom's power pressing down on them, a suffocating reminder that none of them were safe from his wrath.

Trudging through the depths of the chamber, they passed remnants of long-decayed prey, skeletal remains littered along the path like grim reminders of the chamber’s deadly history…and Antonin was unlucky enough to be dragged through it all—the filth and the death—as if he were a discarded piece of trash drifting in the wind. 

He was nearly relieved when Tom halted before an ancient vault door. It was covered in serpentine carvings, which slithered to life as Riddle hissed another command in Parseltongue. The door creaked open, releasing a chill that curled through the chamber. Antonin’s gaze shifted uneasily to the center, where the stone floor abruptly ended, breaking off into a sheer drop, a dark canyon stretching into unknowable depths. The faint roar of an underground waterfall echoed up, filling the space with a haunting sound.

“We’re here for two reasons, knights,” Tom announced, his voice echoing ominously through the chamber. “The first: to discuss the rise of Grindelwald. He’s becoming increasingly powerful, a threat to our plight.”

Abraxas Malfoy cleared his throat, a timid attempt to draw Tom's gaze without inciting his wrath.

“You have something to say, Malfoy?” Tom’s eyes darted toward him, a predatory glint sharpening his features.

“M-my Lord, it seems his ideals are somewhat similar to ours.” Malfoy kept his eyes glued to the floor, striving to appear as small as possible. “Perhaps he could be an ally.”

“An ally?” Tom repeated, the word dripping with mockery, a sadistic smile curling on his lips. “Are you starting to be sympathetic to Muggles, dear Malfoy?”

“Of course not, but he’s already exterminating Muggle-born wizards, so perhaps we can convince him that Muggles, altogether, can be eradicated,” Malfoy explained, his voice trembling.

“Does anyone else here want to explain to simple, naive Malfoy why that rubbish plan will never work?” Tom's eyes scanned the room, his expression darkening.

Lestrange stepped forward, executing a slight bow as he awaited Tom’s permission to speak.

“Ah, Lestrange, please, proceed,” Tom said, a sly edge to his voice.

“Grindelwald’s entire platform relies on dominating Muggles, so he has absolutely no intention of eliminating them,” Lestrange clarified dutifully. “He’s only rounding up the Muggle-borns to prevent them from planning an uprising against him in aid of the Muggles.”

“Well said, Lestrange,” Tom clapped patronizingly, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. “Not to mention, there can only be one Dark Lord to rule all. And that will be me. Unless someone else disagrees?”

The tension in the room thickened, an irrefutable unease settling over the knights. Lestrange took a large step back, slinking away from Tom’s attention, while the others deliberately avoided eye contact, staring at the floor in a clear sign of submission.

“Well then,” Tom continued, his voice smooth yet laced with menace. “Since everyone agrees, it’s decided. We need a plan to extinguish this little issue. Any volunteers?” He directed his gaze straight at Malfoy, his eyes narrowing slightly as if assessing the other boy's resolve.

Malfoy's throat tightened, the pressure of Tom’s stare feeling like a physical weight. He hesitated, the words choking in his throat as he contemplated the implications of volunteering. The room was charged with anticipation, each knight acutely aware that failure to act could lead to dire consequences.

“Y-yes, My Lord,” Malfoy unwillingly complied, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Good,” Tom smirked, a glint of satisfaction flickering in his eyes. “Stay after with me, and we will begin drafting our plans.”

“Of course,” Abraxas agreed, though his tone lacked enthusiasm. The other knights shifted uncomfortably, their expressions a mix of relief and apprehension as they prepared to leave. Antonin could sense the tension radiating off Malfoy as he nodded in resignation, knowing all too well the consequences of failing to meet Tom’s expectations.

“Now, before the rest of you are dismissed, let me discuss the second reason I gathered you here today,” Tom added, his voice taking on a chilling edge. “A reminder of what happens when you displease your Lord.”

The room fell silent, the air heavy with dread as the knights braced themselves. Antonin’s heart raced, instincts flaring as he prepared for whatever dark demonstration was about to unfold. Tom’s gaze swept over the group, lingering just long enough on each face to instill a sense of foreboding.

“I’ll spare Dolohov the shame of explaining how he wronged me, and by extension, wronged you.” Tom said, using magic to force Antonin before the rest. “But in exchange, he’ll endure a… unique punishment. Who here has heard of the fiendfyre bond?” He looked around the room casually, as if he hadn’t just thrown around one of the most extreme forms of dark magic. “Orion?” he called on Black to answer the question. 

Orion squared his shoulders, puffing out his chest as he answered, “Fiendfyre is a magical fire that consumes anything in its path.”

“In its basic form, yes,” Tom nods, relishing in the palpable fear festering in the room. “But to bond it around a living being, allows you to torture them without full destruction.”

Antonin blanched, his stomach dropped through the floor. 

“Watch, as it will burn above the surface of Dolohov’s skin, boiling his blood,” Tom said. 

The knights shifted uncomfortably, casting wary glances at each other. Orion was notably silent now, his initial pride at explaining fiendfyre replaced with an uneasy quiet. No one dared to speak, but their horror was obvious, and Antonin felt his throat close as Tom circled around him, savoring the strain of the atmosphere.

Tom raised his wand, tracing intricate patterns in the air as he muttered incantations under his breath. Antonin braced himself, his mind racing, but there was no escaping this fate. With a final flick, Tom let the spell take shape—a surge of fiery tendrils leapt from his wand and wrapped themselves around Antonin’s limbs, their searing heat agonizing as they wound tighter and tighter. The fire didn’t burn in the traditional sense but seeped under his skin, flooding him with unbearable pain. He would die like this, Antonin thought, writhing uncontrollably, sounds of agony ripping through his throat. 

“H-how long?” Lestrange’s voice was hoarse, his usually playful demeanor long gone. 

“Twenty one minutes and thirteen seconds,” Tom says with a chuckle. It was the exact amount of time Hermione had spent in Antonin’s room. Tom had known, counted. 

“I’ll set the timer.” It was a kindness on Lestrange’s part to offer, risking punishment of his own for taking such liberties without direct instruction. 

The pain gnawed at Antonin, searing and relentless, scorching flesh and saturating the surroundings with the sickening scent of charred skin. His screams, raw and jagged, filled the room, crashing against the walls and sending tremors through the floor. Every nerve was ablaze, as if the earth itself were tearing apart beneath him.

Tom forced his followers to watch, for all of twenty one minutes and thirteen seconds, until Lestrange’s timer clicked off, but when the flames died down, their sudden absence felt just as intense as their presence had. Antonin’s flesh stung with a residual ache, the phantom heat still scorching his nerves. He pressed his palms to the floor, struggling to rise, but his body betrayed him. Every inch was a battle, and the shame of it was nearly as overwhelming as the pain itself.

“Let this be a lesson,” Tom said, his voice cold and commanding. “Disobedience will not be tolerated. You all have a choice: serve me faithfully or face the consequences.”

No one said another word, not so much of a breath could be heard. 

“Now leave,” Tom’s final command left the chamber in absolute silence, his words lingering like the smoke that curled off Antonin’s body. 

The knights moved quickly, slipping past him without a second glance, unwilling to risk Tom’s wrath by acknowledging their comrade’s suffering. Antonin lay on the stone floor, his muscles trembling uncontrollably, the seared pain still pulsing under his skin, each throb a cruel echo of the time Hermione had spent with him.

Behind him, he could hear Tom addressing Malfoy in a cold, clipped tone. What would Tom demand of him now? The thought barely registered in Antonin’s fogged mind as he staggered to his feet, his limbs leaden, dragging himself inch by inch toward the chamber’s exit. This pain was only the beginning; Antonin knew he’d have to wear it like a scar, a mark of Tom’s claim on him. Yet, beneath the humiliation and agony, a spark of defiance simmered. His heart hardened with each painful step, and he clenched his fists, a single, bitter thought keeping him moving: One day, the tables would turn.

Chapter 23

Notes:

All the Antonin love helped inspire this chapter 🥰

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Hermione was confused. She was in a dark, cold, room, with an eerie fog that nipped at her ankles. Her breath hitched, every instinct on edge. Was she in the right place? Or had she mistakenly picked the wrong door? No, this had to be right. It didn’t make sense for this space to belong to anyone but him, especially given the intricate dragon carving that guarded the portal. 

Her mind was racing, but one thought cut through the unease: Antonin. She needed to find him—needed to understand what he had overheard in the hallway that afternoon, when Tom had her pinned in the hallway, his hand wound tight around her throat. Her pulse quickened at the memory, the phantom ache still fresh on her skin. 

And yet, against all reason, a small glimmer of hope clung stubbornly to her. Antonin had saved her—distracted Tom when she had been on the brink of blacking out—even after learning the truth of her blood status. Could that act have meant something more? Could he, in this nest of serpents, somehow continue to be an ally?

She didn’t know, but she had to try. 

“Scared, Hermione?” Antonin’s voice cut through the oppressive silence, its familiar playfulness washing over her like a balm. Though his tone teased, it also carried a peculiar warmth—a reassurance that her presence, despite the late hour and the risk it posed, wasn’t entirely unwelcome.

Her nerves began to settle, the tension in her shoulders easing as her feet carried her closer toward him. The fog seemed less ominous now, the darkness less suffocating. While her mind whispered caution, warning her against trusting anyone so easily—especially so soon after her misplaced trust in Tom—her heart betrayed her. In Antonin’s presence, she felt an inexplicable sense of safety.

When Hermione turned the corner, her breath hitched, and her hand flew to her mouth in a startled reflex. She hadn’t expected to find Antonin so... comfortable. He lounged casually on his bed, his tone, lean frame on display in an air of nonchalance. He was shirtless. His pale skin glinted faintly in the dim light, and his pajama pants hung low on his hips, doing very little to maintain propriety between the two.

For a moment, she was frozen, caught off guard by the unexpected intimacy of the scene. It wasn’t fear that rooted her to the spot, but something far more confusing, something she couldn’t name but burned hot beneath her skin.

"You should be scared," Antonin said, a mischievous grin playing on his lips as he leaned back further, resting his hands behind his head in a display of deliberate ease. The posture only emphasized his carefree temperament; he owned the room including every moment unfolding within it. His dark eyes gleamed with a mix of amusement and warning. "You shouldn’t be here."

The words hung in the air, laced with playful menace, but not enough to drive her away. If anything, his tone dared her to stay. Dared her to cross the invisible line drawn between them. It was a challenge, one that sent a spark through her. Antonin’s words carried a double-edged meaning—a warning and an invitation.

Hermione squared her shoulders, unwilling to give him the satisfaction of seeing her falter. "Why's that?" she replied, her voice steady despite the flutter of nerves in her chest.

"You know why," Antonin chuckled darkly, a shadow of danger flickering in his expression. "Did you decide you want me dead?"

"I thought I could count on you," Hermione said, crossing her arms, her voice steadier now as she reminded him of the promise he'd made. In truth, she wouldn’t blame him if he wanted nothing to do with her now that he fully understood the consequences of being associated with her. Her connection with Tom was perilous enough, but the revelation of her blood status only increased the risk. It was a lose-lose situation to be her friend, and deep down, she knew it.

His grin faltered, replaced by an expression of earnest concern. "How can I help you, Hermione?" he asked, his tone softening as he slid off the bed. He grabbed a robe, loosely draping it around his shoulders, and took a few steps closer. Though he kept a respectable distance, she found herself wishing he wouldn’t.

Her cheeks burned, the heat creeping down her neck, and she cursed the unwelcome thought. Where had that come from? She had never considered Antonin as more than a friend, but now, with him standing before her like this, she couldn’t ignore how attractive he was. It didn’t help that her mind often drifted to a certain moment by the Blake Lake. While it might not have been him who she sacrificed her virginity to, it was certainly his body—his lips—that had her panting and writhing in a sweaty mess of emotions, which was clearly what had the spot between her thighs so confused at the moment. 

"Ehm," Hermione cleared her throat, trying to push through the awkwardness. "Sorry to catch you by surprise."

She had lived this moment before. Antonin would make a joke about knowing it was her, but wanting to see her reaction, and she would swat at his arm even though she was secretly pleased with his flirtation. Shortly after, she’d find herself distracted by the acromantula he secretly kept as a pet, its presence equal parts unsettling and fascinating. It was as if she knew what would happen seconds before the scene played out. 

Each moment that passed only served to solidify what Hermione had suspected all along: Antonin wasn’t the irredeemable villain she had initially pigeonholed him as. No, he was complicated—someone who, like her, sought validation and acceptance in a world that often demanded conformity. This was the moment when it dawned on her, more now than ever, how precariously he balanced on the edge of two paths. The people he surrounded himself with, the choices he made—they would either nurture him toward something greater or cement him in the shadows.

Every word, ever feeling, it was all too familiar, like a move she had watched before, up until their conversation grew heated. 

“Do you hate me now?” Hermione’s voice wavered as she posed the question, her gaze fixed firmly on the floor. She didn’t dare look up, afraid of the answer she might see in his eyes. Deep down, she didn’t think he hated her—not truly—but the doubt gnawed at her all the same.  

Hermione was met with silence as Antonin stared at her with an indecipherable look, so she continued. “Because I’m a muggleborn?” She took a few steps away from him as the weight of her vulnerability became too much, intentionally placing a distance between them. He did the same, retreating back to his bed to make himself comfortable again. 

Antonin’s voice carried a dry amusement, but there was something searching in the way his gaze lingered on her. “You care if I hate you, Hermione? And why would you care what I think?” He let out a humorless laugh, his tone sharp but not cruel, as if testing her. His posture was relaxed, though the robe draped loosely over him only served to emphasize the defined musculature beneath. Each word he spoke seemed to draw attention to the subtle shifts of his body, the flex of muscle, the quiet intensity that surrounded him.

Hermione swallowed hard, perched stiffly on the edge of his bed. She felt exposed, fragile, and yet she didn’t shy away. “We’re friends,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. Admitting it felt like peeling back a layer of armor. “It’s only natural for one to care about what their friends think.”

 

But as she tried to remember what happened next, something was wrong—a ripple at the edges of her awareness made it hard to stay anchored, and the entire scene nearly faded away. Ithe next frame, before it could dissolve into static. She clung to the clarity, desperate for the scene to unfold as it had before, even as a faint sense of wrongness tugged at the edges of her mind. Something didn’t quite fit, as though the memory was straining against the weight of her intrusion. Yet she couldn’t let go—not now, not when she needed to know how it ended. 

Antonin scoffed, though his expression softened into something more complicated—a sad smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. He rose slowly, a predator’s grace in the way he moved toward her, his shadow falling over her as he stalked her way. “You want to know what I think?” he murmured, his voice low and edged with resentment.

Hermione's eyes shut tightly, bracing herself for the sting she knew was coming. Her nerves frayed at the edges, her chest tightening with anticipation of his rejection. She could already hear the venom in his voice as he cast her aside, the serpent reminding her she would never belong. She remembered the moment vividly, the crushing weight of his dismissal—but it never came.

Instead, she felt the warmth of his hand under her chin, his thumb grazing her cheek with a tenderness she hadn't expected. Gooseflesh rippled across her skin, and her eyes snapped open in shock. He was too close, far closer than he should be, his breath brushing against her lips. The tension between them thickened, the proximity between them more perilous than anything she had anticipated.

“I think…you’re brilliant,” he said softly, the sincerity in his voice cutting through the silence like a blade.

The words stunned her, dissolving the knot in her chest. They weren’t the rejection she had prepared for—they were the opposite. Relief and quiet triumph spread within her. Her Antonin—sweet, loyal Antonin—had chosen her, accepted her, despite the weight of his lineage, his alliances, and the expectations of a world that had already condemned her.

“I think you’re courageous,” Antonin whispered, his voice low and reverent as his hand cradled her face with gentle firmness.

Her fingers instinctively curled around his wrist, holding him in place, grounding herself in the warmth of his touch. She leaned into it, her armor softening as her heart swelled. Despite everything—his upbringing in a country that condemned people like her simply for their blood status, the harsh ideologies forced upon him in his formative years—Antonin saw her. Not her lineage, not her ranking in society, but her.

Her throat tightened, a lump forming as she swallowed back tears. His words struck her deeply, unraveling the walls she had so carefully built to protect herself.

“You’re too good for this world, Hermione,” he continued, his tone filled with quiet anguish. “And you deserve better. You deserve better than to live in fear. You deserve better than to be dragged into Tom’s rubbish. YYou deserve better than to risk everything—your safety, your sanity—just to see me and ask me what I think of you.”

His forehead lowered to hers, a tender intimacy in the way his nose brushed against hers. The contact was electric, a delicate charge in the air that left her breathless. “You shouldn’t be here,” he whispered. His lips hovered just above hers, close enough that her breath hitched, the tension between them thick with unspoken longing. 

Every nerve in her body screamed for her to close the distance, to give in to the moment, and she“But I’m so glad you are,” he added with a soft chuckle, his eyes fluttering closed as if savoring the closeness between them. The moment felt impossibly tender, the kind of vulnerability that left her breathless.

Hermione’s heart was at war with itself. One part of her craved this—wanted Antonin to close the gap, to claim her with a kiss that would prove she was wanted, that she could carve out a place in this timeline by his side. But guilt clawed at her, sharp and relentless. Yes, she was furious with Tom, and he didn’t deserve a second thought from her, but the idea of seeking comfort in anyone else felt… wrong. And yet, the pull toward Antonin was undeniable, overwhelming.

“Kiss me,” she murmured, the words slipping out like a plea. She wasn’t sure if she had spoken them aloud until she saw the flicker of surprise in his eyes, followed by something deeper—something that made her knees weak. She needed this. Needed him. To feel his warmth. To know that this Antonin, the real Antonin, could anchor her in the chaos.

"We shouldn’t, Hermione," Antonin responded softly, the words barely audible, his breaths ragged. Yet, he didn’t pull away. His proximity lingered, his resolve wavering as his lips hovered just a breath away from hers. His desire for her was unmistakable, apparent in the tension of his jaw and the flicker of hesitation in his dark eyes. But she could feel it—his instinct to protect her battling fiercely with the longing that sparked between them.

"I don’t care," she said, her voice sharp and resolute, the words spilling out before she could second-guess herself. In a rush of desperation, she pulled him to her, capturing his mouth with hers in a fervent kiss.

His lips were soft, but his kiss was anything but. It was hard, raw, and full of a yearning that sent shivers down her spine. There was no hesitation, no restraint now that they had reached the point of no return, just the intensity of their shared recklessness. Hermione knew this was a line they shouldn’t cross, but at that moment, she didn’t care about rules or consequences. Whatever came next would be worth it—worth feeling this alive, worth being seen, worth being wanted.

Antonin’s tongue slipped past her lips, tickling hers expertly with his piercing. She moaned, a sound she couldn’t suppress, as a delicious ache built inside her. Her thighs pressed together instinctively, her mind wandering to that tongue ring and the sinful possibilities it suggested.

He nipped at her bottom lip, the cool metal of his piercings teasing her and sending a chill cascading down her spine. The kiss was intoxicating, his intensity sweeping her away until she was gripping him tightly, her arms looped around his neck, her body molding against his. She pressed her chest to his, seeking more, drowning in the way his hands explored her back before tangling in the hair at the nape of her neck. His fingers gripped her there possessively, pulling just firm enough to make her gasp.

And just like that, her stomach sank. The kiss, as thrilling and consuming as it was, came with an anchor of reality. She broke away, her breathing erratic as she took a step back, the high of the moment crashing down on her.

There was only one wizard—no matter the timeline, no matter how intense this moment with Antonin had been—who truly held her heart. As incredible as this was, he wasn’t the one that called to her soul. She and Antonin had both betrayed Tom, and even as she told herself it was Tom who had driven her into this, the sting of Tom’s rejection cut through her anew.

Antonin’s gaze searched hers, his expression caught between satisfaction and confusion, but she couldn’t let herself linger in his arms any longer. Tom had pushed her away, and refused to let her in. And yet, it didn’t change the truth—she still belonged to Tom. She always had. She always would.

"Forgive me, Hermione," Antonin murmured, pulling her closer once again, his face buried in her neck. His breath was rapid, his chest rising and falling, clearly affected by the moment they shared. 

She could feel it—the shame that radiated off him in waves, almost suffocating in its intensity. And it was her fault. Hermione couldn’t deny that she was still thinking of Tom, still mourning what she had lost with him while clinging to Antonin, who could feel her thoughts as loud as day. The guilt that churned within her only deepened, twisting her insides into knots. Antonin wasn’t the one that needed to be pleading for forgiveness—she was. 

“Forgive me,” Antonin repeated, his voice strained, and before Hermione could comfort him or offer any sort of reassurance, he cut her off.

“For wha—” she began to speak, but they were never allowed to leave her lips.

" Obliviate ."

The spell was clumsy, the words not fully formed, but its impact was undeniable. The magic cracked against her mind, searing through her like fire licking the edge of paper, erasing the last remnants of their shared moments. Every feeling, every sensation, every fragment of her thoughts about what had just passed between them—gone.

The burn of the spell left a cold, hollow void in its wake, and for a moment, Hermione didn’t know where she was. What had happened? Why did everything feel so… distant?

Suddenly, everything seemed to unfold in reverse, as if the universe had decided to rewind their entire conversation. The moments played out in fast-forward then pulled back, each action reversing its course until she found herself standing before Antonin once more, her breath caught in her throat, waiting for his response. She needed his validation, needed to know whether their friendship was still intact, whether his view of her had changed so drastically after the revelation of her blood status. She couldn’t breathe under the weight of the uncertainty, every second of silence stretching out, feeding the flickering hope she’d tried to protect from the harsh winds of reality. But that hope was fading—dimmed with every heartbeat that passed without a word.

“We’re friends,” she said quietly, her voice betraying her uncertainty. The words slipped from her mouth, but they felt hollow—like a half-truth she was forcing herself to believe. “It’s only natural for one to care about what their friends think.” The words seemed almost rehearsed, familiar. Had she said them before?

The unease twisting in her stomach grew, spreading outwards like an illness until it seeped into her entire being, poisoning her thoughts, her heart. Antonin’s eyes—those eyes she once trusted—turned cold, hard, and distant, a look she hadn’t seen for a long time, a look that reminded her all too well of the deadly venom he had aimed at her during their confrontation in the Department of Mysteries. The same look, the same expression, now cast toward her, and in that moment, she knew. The discovery of her blood status had changed everything between them.

“You want to know what I think?” His voice dripped with venom. “I think… you don’t belong here. In Slytherin. At Hogwarts. Your mere existence disgusts me, Hermione.” Antonin's words struck like a physical blow, and Hermione felt the sting deep within her chest. His smile was cruel, twisted with an almost malicious pleasure as he spoke.

Antonin didn’t just hate her. 

He wanted her gone, eradicated from this world.

He wanted her dead. 

Hermione’s mouth went dry, her eyes brimming with tears. She expected this kind of reaction. How could she not? In the 1990’s she had experienced a lifetime of prejudice, but in the 1940’s? People like her were being exterminated, just for their blood status. Hermione was just another mark for the world to erase. In Antonin’s country, her very existence was an offense, a reason to be killed, discarded, and extinguished from the world’s memory.

It only made sense for Antonin to feel this way. He had been raised in a world that taught him to loathe everything she represented, to despise her very essence. She couldn’t even blame him, but it didn’t make it hurt any less. She had expected more.

“Has so much changed all because of my blood status?” she asked, as she fought to maintain her composure. Hermione stood tall. She was done with being pushed around by people like him, and by anyone who thought they could diminish her for something she had no control over. “You said you would be here for me.”

Antonin's gripped onto her hair, yanking her backward toward the door. Hermione’s scalp burned with the force of his pull, and her body trembled as she fought to maintain her balance. He wasn’t going to give her the space she needed, not when she refused to move on her own.

“Stay away from me,” he spat, his words laced with malice, each syllable cutting deeper than the last. The pain from his fingers tightening in her hair intensified as he tugged harder. “Stay away from Tom. You’re unfit to breathe the same air as us, and everyone else in the Slytherin house.”

She didn’t cry out in pain, but the sting inside her was worse than any physical blow. Hermione pushed back against his chest, refusing to let him break her. His cruelty wasn’t going to get the best of her—not this time. No, this time, she was done. Done with him. Done with the false promises and the lies. Just like Tom had done, Antonin had let her down. She’d given him the benefit of the doubt, trusted him, and now she was left with nothing but betrayal.

“That is what I think of you. Do you understand?” His words were cruel and cold, as if she hadn’t already suffered enough. Before she could respond, she was shoved backwards with a sudden force. She tripped, her body crashing to the stone floor with an unceremonious thud. The impact rattled her skull, sending a sharp pain shooting through her head. Blood trickled over her brow where a small cut had formed. 

The air seemed to still for a moment. Antonin’s eyes widened in shock, but Hermione didn’t care. She could see the confusion, the guilt in his gaze, but it didn’t matter anymore. The hurt he caused was too deep, the wound too fresh to care. She lay there, in the mess of pain and blood, knowing that this was the end. He had done what he set out to do—turned her against him completely.

Antonin’s eyes flashed, a dangerous yellow glow piercing through the calm facade. A feral snarl twisted his lips as his voice became a low, guttural growl. “Get the fuck out.” The words were laced with fury, raw and inhuman, as if something dark inside him was clawing to break free. 

Finally, something they could agree on…

Hermione's breath caught in her throat as she bolted upright, her heart pounding in a panic. 

Where was she? 

Her eyes moved frantically for a second, until they settled on the familiar walls of the Room of Requirement. Tom's Horcrux lay beside her, his dark green eyes glimmering with a wicked gleam, studying her with unnerving focus.

What had just happened? 

Her fingers instinctively reached to her forehead, expecting to find it damp or stained with blood. But when she pulled her hand back, there was nothing—no blood, no crimson to mark the violence of the scene that had just played in her mind. Just the slight moisture of sweat from the remnants of the nightmare.

It was only a dream. An oddly realistic, extremely questionable dream. Her breathing began to slow as the panic slowly dissolved, but there was an uncomfortable nagging feeling she couldn’t shake. The lines between dream and reality had been too blurred. What had she really experienced? 

“I fell asleep?” 

“You tend to wear yourself out when you’re around me,” the Horcrux’s voice cut through her thoughts, smooth and dripping with satisfaction. “If I were in my human form, I imagine I’d be just as tired.” 

The room felt stifling as Hermione’s fingers curled around herself, her thoughts swirling with uncertainty.

Yes, Hermione remembered now. She had returned to the Horcrux after class, just as she had been doing the past week. It had become her refuge, the one constant in her life as she distanced herself from everyone else—Tom, Antonin, and the rest of the world she couldn’t bear to face. But in seeking solace, she had found herself teetering on the edge of something dangerous. The Horcrux, in its dark, sinister way, had begun to influence her thoughts, her actions, until she crossed lines she knew she shouldn’t have. Which is how she ended up using his ethereal body… twice… before passing out in the middle of the day. And now, in the aftermath, she could barely distinguish the true nature of her feelings or actions from the haze of confusion clouding her mind.

“Tom, if someone obliviates you, is it possible to eventually remember?” She was afraid of the answer, afraid that whatever had just played out in her mind wasn’t a dream after all. Or perhaps the constant proximity to the Horcrux was simply driving her mad. 

The Horcrux's frown deepened as he responded, his voice dripping with that same calculated indifference. “I suppose, if the person who casts the spell is truly incompetent,” he mused, his words cool but tinged with a hint of something darker. “Or if, perhaps, their decision wavered as it was cast. Memory manipulation is never an exact science, Hermione. Why, what’s wrong?”

She hesitated for a fraction of a second, but quickly regained her composure. "Oh, nothing," Hermione replied too quickly, her voice sharp with the forced lightness of someone desperately trying to mask the nagging worry pressing on their mind. She smiled, a thin, hollow thing. "I think I need to eat something though. I’m a bit light-headed."

The lie sat heavily in the air between them. She wasn’t hungry. In fact, she had no appetite at all. The vivid, haunting fragments of her dream—or memory—about Antonin had twisted her insides into knots, leaving her lost in a fog of confusion. She could feel the implication of those images still pressing on her chest, and yet, she couldn't bring herself to confide in Tom’s Horcrux about it. Something about the Horcrux's presence, the way it resembled Tom yet wasn’t him, made her wary. She didn’t want to feed into whatever strange attachment it might be forming.

The Horcrux didn’t let it go. He tilted his head slightly, eyes narrowing with subtle suspicion. "I would get you something," he said, his frown only deepening. "If you let me beyond these walls."

Hermione scoffed, the sound sharp and biting. "Yeah," she said, rolling her eyes. "The first thing you’d do if you gained your freedom would be to feed me."

She could feel his gaze on her, intense and unwavering, as his eyes narrowed further, his lips curling in the familiar way they did whenever her words displeased him. It didn’t matter that he was technically a fragment of Tom’s soul—his presence, his power, still affected her, just as Tom did. He wasn’t Tom, yet he was so like him in so many ways.

“I’ll be waiting for you when you get back,” he sighed, as if nothing had changed, his voice heavy with a hint of something that might have been impatience. The moment felt almost too intimate as his fingers moved without hesitation, twirling a strand of her hair around his finger with that practiced ease.

“I’ll be back soon,” she promised, giving him a soft kiss before tumbling out of bed and heading for the door. 

The Forbidden Forest loomed ahead, its dark, sprawling trees creating an intimidating yet oddly inviting backdrop. In the past, Hermione had kept her distance from the forest, always wary of the dangers it hid. But now, there was something soothing about it. The melody of the wind rustling through the trees, the chirping of birds high in the branches, and the soft buzz of insects weaving through the underbrush—it was all strangely calming. It was as though the forest, with all its mysteries, had become a sanctuary of sorts for her troubled mind.

She had resorted to foraging her own food the last seven days, ever since the last incident in the Dining Hall. And although the activity should trigger bad memories—of a past on the run—it became a time for her to reflect. Bilberries had become her go-to snack, easily found and rich in nutrients, but today she was on the search for something more substantial. 

When her eyes caught sight of a cluster of mushrooms, her heart gave a small, triumphant leap. They looked safe enough to eat—no toxic markings or signs to suggest danger. It wasn’t meat, but it was close enough. Unfortunately, her glee didn’t last long. Without the distraction of a task, her success was quickly overshadowed by the nagging thoughts that had begun to surface again.

Antonin. His face. His words. The scene of him performing the Obliviate spell on her, the way he had seemed torn, like he was doing it out of some twisted sense of care. Could it be true? Was it truly for her protection? Or was her mind creating a story, a convenient lie to explain away his cruelty, to make it bearable? Her heart wanted to believe in the kindness he had shown her, the tenderness hidden behind his rough exterior. But her mind—the one that had spent years learning to analyze and assess—warned her to stay cautious, to keep her guard up.

In the end, her heart won the fight, already seeming to have made its decision. It had already forgiven him. Maybe it was foolish, but there was something about the way he had looked at her, something that made her hope that what she saw in his eyes was real. 

But then again, she had been wrong before. She had been wrong about Tom. Her chest tightened at the thought. Would she be wrong again? Would her heart lead her astray, blinded by a need for affection that had become so scarce in her life?

Hermione pushed the worries away, focusing again on the mushrooms she was collecting, a temporary distraction from the storm raging inside her. One step at a time. She couldn’t afford to get ahead of herself, not yet. She would figure it all out. Eventually.

Suddenly, a pained, inhuman groan broke through the forest’s otherwise peaceful atmosphere, sending a shiver down Hermione’s spine. It was quickly followed by another, more desperate, more agonizing. The sound was unmistakable, raw with suffering, and though her instincts screamed at her to stay away, she couldn't find it in herself to ignore its pleas. The calls pulled at something deep inside her, compelling her to move toward the noise.

"Not here..." The moan was faint, a whisper carried by the wind, but it was enough to stop Hermione in her tracks. "Not... yet."

She froze. Her blood ran cold as recognition hit her all at once.

Antonin.

She didn’t think. She didn’t hesitate. She simply ran, her heart pounding as she pushed herself through the underbrush, desperate to reach him. In mere moments, she found him, crumpled on the forest floor, writhing in agony. His body trembled with pain, and Hermione’s breath caught in her throat as she dropped to her knees beside him. The mushrooms she had gathered lay scattered, forgotten, as her entire focus shifted to the man before her.

His face was twisted in pain, his once playful self reduced to a vulnerable heap on the forest floor. She reached for him cautiously, brushing the damp strands of hair away from his forehead with a gentleness that felt foreign in the moment.

Antonin was burning up—his skin was impossibly hot, as if a fever had overtaken him in an instant. She could feel the heat radiating off him, even from a distance. She pressed her hand against his forehead, her palm aching with how blistering his skin was to the touch.

His body was marked with burns, the angry, red patches of his skin telling the story of some brutal spell or curse. Her gaze drifted to his lips, pale and bloodied, and then to the purple bruise blooming across his cheek. It was unmistakable—the evidence of Tom's dark magic. The cruelty of it was palpable, the lingering aura of Tom’s presence like a suffocating weight in the air around them.

Hermione’s heart clenched painfully.

This was Tom’s doing. The same Tom who had abandoned her, rejected her, and now… now he was tormenting Antonin in a way that felt so cruel, so personal. She could feel the remnants of Tom's magic hovering in the air around Antonin, mocking her—proudly flaunting his power, his dark, depraved capabilities.

She knew she shouldn’t interfere, but how could she not? 

"You’re here," Antonin managed to rasp, his voice hoarse with pain, but there was an unmistakable glimmer of relief in his eyes. He stared at her, almost in disbelief. "He led me to you."

He?

She didn’t know what “he” Antonin was talking about, but she needed to help him. Any questions of his potential wrongdoings faded away. She didn’t know what was happening, or what truly happened the last she spoke to him—but it didn’t matter. 

The only thing she cared about was making sure Antonin was okay.

Notes:

So, ready to meet the dragon yet? 😈

Chapter Text

Stumbling through the corridors, Antonin’s vision swam, his surroundings blurring as if he was looking through fractured glass. The pain clawed at him from the inside, raw and insistent, each step like a blade pressing deeper into his skin. His dragon was awakening—no, it was fighting him—its profound rage mixing with his own, amplifying the pain until he felt his very bones bending in response.

Desperation clawed at him as his breath came shallow, erratic. He needed air, space, something to cool the burning that felt like it would rip him apart from the inside out. He stumbled his way through the winding corridors of Hogwarts, his hands clutching at the stone walls, his nails scraping against the rough surface, trying to ground himself.

Finally, he pushed through the castle doors and staggered out into the early night, collapsing onto the cool grass. His skin prickled painfully against the chill of the earth, but the sensation was grounding. His dragon surged within him, thrashing, its power surging through him in sharp, unpredictable hits. He bit down hard, stifling a groan as he fought to hold it back.

“Not here,” he gasped, his voice barely a whisper. He knew that if he let the dragon take over in plain sight, Tom would hear of it. But it was relentless, the creature demanding release after being forced to endure Tom's torturous magic. It clawed at his chest, leaving Antonin struggling, his knuckles white as he dug his fingers into the grass.

“Not... yet,” he choked, his voice a fierce whisper. But even as he said it, he knew it wouldn’t hold back for long. His body quaked with the effort, and with a final surge of resolve, he let his cheek press against the damp grass, forcing himself to focus on gaining stability. 

Hermione. 

Antonin’s mind circled with a single, consuming thought: he needed Hermione. Instinct told him she could coach him through the pain. Yet the brutal reality of their fractured relationship cut through him just as sharply—she was gone, and after all he'd done, he doubted she would ever offer him a second glance, let alone provide the mercy he so desperately craved.

A low, frustrated growl escaped his lips as he stumbled forward, his intuition driving him closer to the shadows of the Forbidden Forest. If she couldn’t be near, then he needed to disappear, to hide himself before the beast took control in a way that couldn’t be undone. The forest’s heavy canopy loomed in front of him, a welcome cloak for his shame and pain. Here, perhaps, he could contain his fury without harming anyone else—or, at least, avoid Tom's watchful eyes.

His breaths came fast, shallow, his heart hammering in sync with the wild beast inside him. He leaned against a towering tree, fighting the urge to transform, his fingers digging into the rough bark as he clenched his eyes shut. The forest was silent save for the rustle of leaves, and for a moment, he let his mind wander to the brief moments he had spent with her—Hermione’s laugh, the way her eyes brightened when she challenged him with her wit. But he could already feel those memories slipping through his grasp, a luxury he knew he could no longer afford. He had thrown it all away, and with it, the only solace he had. And still, he would do it all again—alter her memory, become the villain—all to keep her safe.

The forest creaked around him, almost as if it shared in his suffering. And so he stayed, locked in his private torment, his body pressed against the earth as he fought this inner battle alone.

But then, he heard her—a familiar gasp that cut through the haze of his anguish. The sound was like a lifeline, pulling him from the depths of despair. He turned slightly, and there she was, Hermione, kneeling beside him, brushing the damp strands of hair away from his forehead with a tender touch. As she did, a trail of wild mushrooms scattered behind her, evidence of her foraging in the forest. 

What was she doing here? 

His dragon howled in recognition, and for the first time since Tom’s punishment, Antonin felt a flicker of hope.

“You’re here,” he managed to rasp, groaning through the misery—the torture suddenly feeling so much more bearable. “He led me to you.”

“Tell me what to do. How can I help?” she asked, her voice filled with concern as she pressed the back of her hand against his forehead. “You’re burning up!”

Her touch sent a shiver down his spine, the cool of her skin notably contrasting with the fever coursing through him. Antonin could see the worry etched in her features, and it was both a balm and a dagger to his heart. She still cared for him enough to fret over his well-being, despite his sins against her.

“Did Tom do this?” she asked anxiously as she lightly dabbed his lip with her sleeve to stop the bleeding.  

“Doesn’t… matter…” he replied. Nothing mattered except for the fact that she was here with him, even though he didn’t deserve her company.

“What’s happening? What’s wrong, Antonin?” She stroked his hair again, calming both him and herself as she tried to find a way to help. 

“I—” Antonin struggled to speak, each word a battle against the ache radiating through him. “I-I think I’m shifting.”

Her brows knit together, confusion flickering in her eyes. “Shifting? What do you mean?”

“My dragon,” Antonin wheezed, the words spilling out in a strained rush. “He wants out, but I—I…” A sharp moan escaped him as he clutched at his aching bones, the fire inside him clawing for release. “I don’t know how.”

Hermione’s eyes widened as the gravity of his words sank in. “Antonin, you need to focus,” she urged, her voice steady and composed. “Remember what I taught you about transfiguration. It’s just like that. Visualize your dragon,” she said softly. “Close your eyes,” she encouraged him, brushing her finger tips against his eyelids, soothing him. “Can you see him?”

Antonin followed her gentle command, searching his mind for his dragon until he felt the connection. 

“I see him,” Antonin nodded, already feeling more relaxed despite the physical pain. 

His beast was a Hungarian Horntail, its black scales glistened like polished obsidian, shimmering in the fading light, while razor-like horns jutted menacingly from its head, framing its fierce, glowing golden eyes that seemed to pierce through the darkness. 

“Good, follow that feeling,” Hermione guided him, her voice a lifeline amid the chaos. “Let him take over; feel his strength in your magic.”

He screamed, a primal sound of agony and exhilaration, as his bones dislocated themselves, reshaping and reforming with a sickening crack. The sensation was both excruciating and liberating; he could feel the energy coursing through him like wildfire, every nerve ending alight with a new power. His body stretched, the air around him charged with raw magic. He was growing bigger, expanding beyond his human limitations, his skin hardening into a collage of iridescent scales that shimmered in the fading light of the forest. Each shift brought a cascade of animalistic instinct crashing over him, urging him to embrace the beast fully.

“Breathe,” Hermione urged, her voice slicing through the haze. “You’re in control. You are stronger than the pain!”

With every breath, he believed in himself more and more. He was Antonin Dolohov, not just a beast, and he could do this—he was born for this. His dragon’s fire flickered within him in acknowledgement, waiting for the moment to ignite.

As the transformation continued, Antonin’s senses sharpened; the world around him became a vivid tapestry of sights and sounds. He could hear the whispering leaves, the rustle of small creatures in the underbrush, and most importantly, Hermione’s heartbeat steady and strong.

“Almost there,” she encouraged, her eyes wide but filled with awe rather than fear. “You can do this, Antonin. Let the dragon out. Let him be free!”

With one final roar of agony and triumph, he embraced the change, allowing the dragon within to fully surface. An electric energy coursed through him as he felt the last remnants of his humanity give way, transforming into a magnificent creature of strength and majesty, barely concealed by treetops of the forest. His muscles coiled and tightened beneath his scaled exterior. He felt powerful—terrifyingly so—and yet, the tether to Hermione grounded him, reminding him of the connection they shared. 

The transformation was complete.

He stood before Hermione—a gigantic dragon, scales glistening like precious gems in the twilight, his muscular body rippled with strength. A long, sinuous tail flicked behind him, while massive bat-like wings unfurled with a thunderous whoosh, casting a shadow over the ground as they spread wide, as if he were ready to take flight. 

And then, he focused on her, the woman who had been his anchor, the one who had guided him through the storm. With a deep, rumbling growl, he bowed his massive head toward her, acknowledging her as his ally, his confidant, his master.

“Merlin,” Hermione whispered in wonder. “Antonin, you’re gorgeous .”

Her large smile, radiating warmth and sincerity, sent a wave of satisfaction coursing through him. The dragon swelled with pride, the scales shimmering even brighter as he basked in her admiration. It was a strange yet intoxicating feeling, knowing he could invoke such awe in her. His massive form shifted slightly, an attempt to show off his iridescent scales, the colors dancing like sunlight on water.

This moment—this bond—was unlike anything he had ever experienced, transcending the pain and fear that had gripped him moments before. He lowered his head further, bringing it close to her, their eyes locking in an understanding that transcended words. In her presence, he felt both fierce and vulnerable, a powerful beast that still craved her companionship and support.

“You’re not afraid?” Antonin asked telepathically, the thought echoing in her mind like a gentle breeze.

Hermione startled, her hand flying to her temple as his voice resonated within her. “I can hear you?” she questioned, wide-eyed with surprise.

“It’s how dragons communicate with their masters,” he explained, nudging his muzzle against her shoulder, instinctively seeking her touch, craving her warmth.

“Masters?” she repeated, taking a step closer, her fingers trembling as they reached out to brush against the smooth scales on his snout. 

“My dragon,” he clarified, his voice steady and reassuring in her mind. “He trusts you. You trained his mind, harnessed his strength. He wants to protect you… if you let him.”

Hermione fell silent, absorbing the weight of his words as she took in his majestic form, the dark scales glistening under the dappled sunlight that filtered through the trees. “We’ll protect each other,” she vowed. 

His dragon stirred at her declaration, his heart swelling with gratitude. The conviction in her voice solidified his loyalty for her. “Always.”

She looked around the forest, a hint of concern flickering in her eyes. “Is it safe for you here?”

Antonin’s golden eyes scanned their surroundings, assessing the foreign terrain that had always been a forbidden mystery. “For now, yes,” he replied, his voice tranquil. “The forest holds many secrets, and as long as we remain cautious, it can be a refuge.”

Hermione nodded, her expression resolute. “Then let’s find a safe spot where you can rest and regain your strength.”

He followed her, moving deeper into the forest. The sounds of nature surrounded them—leaves rustling, birds calling, the distant sound of a stream. Antonin’s dragon relished the vibrant energy, the wildness of the woods serving as a perfect backdrop for their time together.

“What’s it like?” Hermione asked, her curiosity piqued as she walked beside him. “Being a dragon, I mean.”

He paused for a moment, considering her question. “It’s liberating,” he said, serenely. “But I’m dying to stretch my wings.”

“You should!” Hermione motivated him further. “I imagine it will feel freeing.”

“I’ll need your guidance,” he admitted. “I’m still learning to navigate this power.”

“Oh,” she stammered, her confidence wavering. “I’m not exactly sure how to help with that.”

“Ride me, of course,” Antonin said, lowering himself to his belly, offering her a way to hop on as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

“A-antonin,” Hermione replied cautiously. “I’m afraid I’ve never been much good at flying.” 

“Trust me,” he said, inching closer to her. 

She nodded slowly, her confidence blossoming as she continued to pet the intricate patterns of scales along his snout. “Alright. I’m ready. Let’s take to the skies.”

“Hop on, Hermione!” 

“Okay… here I go.” her voice tinged with uncertainty as she clambered onto his back. Her movements were ungraceful but determined, and Antonin felt indescribable pride as she settled into place, her arms encircling his neck for support. When she finally got settled, she hugged herself tightly against his neck to keep hold. Antonin relished the warmth of her closeness, smirking on the inside, but his dragon’s presence stirred, chastising his human half for indulging in such thoughts.

Hermione might have been his master—the one destined to help him harness and understand his inner beast—but as the dragon’s instincts solidified in his transformed state, it became abundantly clear: she was not his mate. Dragons, even those bound by human emotions and form, were governed by unyielding truths. While a dragon could bond with multiple trainers over its long lifespan, it would only ever have one true mate. Antonin’s dragon vehemently rejected the notion of romantic feelings toward Hermione, no matter how much Antonin’s heart fluttered in her presence. His dragon’s loyalty was absolute, reserved for a future bond yet to be discovered, leaving Antonin caught between the desires of his human heart and the unwavering instincts of his beast.

“Hold tight,” he warned her. With a mighty flap of his wings, he launched them into the air, the ground disappearing beneath them. The sensation of flight coursed through him like a bolt of electricity, energizing every muscle and bone in his new form. Each beat of his wings felt like freedom, and the roar of the wind against his scales only heightened the exhilaration.

He could sense Hermione’s awe, her grip tightening around his neck as laughter bubbled from her. Her excitement intertwined with his, creating an unspoken bond that deepened with every soaring moment. The wind carried the fresh, earthy scents of the forest below and the tantalizing hint of open skies ahead. Together, they ascended higher, leaving behind the constraints of the ground and embracing the boundless promise of adventure.

“I can’t believe this is happening,” she breathed, her wide eyes taking in the breathtaking expanse of treetops shrinking beneath them. The once imposing canopy of the Forbidden Forest now seemed like a mere patch of green from their elevated perch, fading into insignificance as they climbed higher.

“Embrace it,” Antonin encouraged her excitedly.

Hermione's laughter spilled into his mind like a melody, blending seamlessly with the roar of the wind. “This is amazing!” she exclaimed, her voice tinged with disbelief. “I’ve never felt so free!”

“Don’t let go!” Antonin called, the thrill of Hermione’s joy amplifying his own. With a sudden playful tilt, he dipped into a spiral, the wind rushing past them in a dizzying blur. Hermione’s happy laughter quickly shifted into a surprised squeal.

“Antonin!” she cried excitedly, clutching tighter to his neck, her fingers digging into his scales. “You could’ve warned me!”

“And ruin the fun?” Antonin teased, leveling out their flight with a smooth glide. The air felt cooler the higher they went, the distant scent of rain on the horizon. He could feel her pulse racing against his skin, the thrill of the moment affecting her just as much as him. “You’re safe with me, Hermione. I’d never let anything happen to you.”

Her laughter softened, the tension in her body easing as she trusted him more. “I believe you,” she said, loosening her grip slightly, daring to lean forward and peer out at the endless expanse of sky.

Antonin’s dragon stirred, pleased with her trust. He, just like Antonin, was willing to do whatever it took to prove himself a loyal companion. With a sharp angle of his wings, he caught a wind current, pulling them higher, beyond the clouds.

Hermione gasped, her eyes wide as the world opened up before them. The golden sunlight bathed the clouds in a soft, ethereal glow, and Antonin’s heart clenched at the unique connection they were forming

“It’s beautiful,” Hermione whispered, her voice barely rising above the rush of the wind.

Antonin’s dragon hummed in contentment, a rare feeling of peace settling over him. He slowed their ascent, gliding through the clouds, letting the moment stretch. “And I’m happy to be sharing it with you.”

A smile tugged at his lips, though he knew she couldn’t see it. It was a moment he would never forget, and one he would hold onto, even as the world below seemed a distant memory.

Antonin landed gracefully, his massive wings folding against his body. Hermione slid off his back, her balance unsteady as she nearly tumbled onto her behind. He couldn’t help but feel a quiet amusement at her clumsiness, though he kept it hidden behind a composed exterior. She looked up at him, her face alight with excitement.

“That was amazing!” she gushed, her eyes sparkling with the thrill of the experience.

Antonin gave a slow, measured nod, his voice firm as he responded, “It was.” But as quickly as the exhilaration had filled him, a more serious mood settled in. His dragon had calmed, and now, all that remained was the weight of his thoughts. “Thank you for helping me through that, Hermione.”

Her smile faltered slightly, and she sighed, her fingers absentmindedly picking at her nails—a nervous habit he had seen too many times. “Yeah, I probably should’ve left you in pain after the way you treated me,” she muttered, her words carrying more weight than she likely realized.

Antonin’s throat tightened, and the remorse he felt gnawed at him like a constant ache. He couldn’t bring himself to argue; she had every right to be angry. “I would’ve deserved it,” he admitted quietly, his voice tinged with regret.

She looked up at him, her gaze softening for a moment before her words sliced through the tension between them. “For what? For the ugly words you said to me? Or for altering my memory so I’d forget what really happened between us?”

The ground seemed to shift beneath him, his heart hammering in his chest. How did she know? The shame of it flooded him, and his mind scrambled for an explanation, but none came. His stomach sank as his gaze faltered, unsure of what to say.

But Hermione, ever the one to forgive the unforgivable, offered a lighter note, though the concern in her eyes was still evident. “Either way, I suppose the pain of your shift was punishment enough,” she said, attempting to offer comfort, even if she had no idea what he had truly endured. If only she knew the true weight of the torment he had suffered at Tom’s hands.

Her voice broke through his swirling thoughts, and he nodded slowly. “Speaking of which,” she continued, her tone shifting again. “Should you shift back now?”

Antonin hesitated, feeling the lingering power of his transformation, the dragon’s presence still thick in his veins. Yet, it wasn’t just the physical change he feared—it was the emotional toll, the rawness of his feelings for her, his guilt, and the haunting memories he had tried to bury. “Soon,” he muttered, not yet ready to face the full extent of who he was, or who he could have been to her.  “But do you think I could get a few more pets before then?” he teased playfully before proceeding to roll over, exposing his soft underbelly with a sly grin, his golden eyes glinting in the dappled light.

Hermione let out a soft chuckle, her earlier nervousness melting away in the warmth of the moment. She moved closer, her fingers brushing over the intricate patterns of scales along his belly. “You’re lucky I can’t resist a good petting,” she said with a smile that could light up even the darkest of places, giving him a playful wink that made his heart stir in it shouldn’t.

A low, contented purr rumbled from deep within his dragon’s chest, the sound vibrating through his massive body. As her hands glided gently over his scales, a calm, soothing sensation washed over him. Every touch was a reaffirmation of the bond they were forging—one built on trust, healing, and the quiet understanding that passed between them. It wasn’t physical; it was emotional, grounding him in a way that was almost foreign to him.

He could have stayed like this forever, this simple moment of connection grounding him in the peace he hadn’t felt in ages. Despite everything he had suffered—despite the unbearable torment Tom had subjected him to—he realized, for the first time in what felt like an eternity, that he didn’t need to fight so hard. He was content, and for once, that was enough. The world outside, with all its dangers and cruelties, could wait. 

Right here, right now, was where he wanted to be.

Chapter 25

Notes:

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“He can’t find out about this, Hermione. Not about my dragon, nor our alliance,” Antonin sighed long after he shifted back into his human form. 

They were both seated on the ground. Hermione sat on the forest floor, absently dragging a jagged rock through the dirt, carving meaningless patterns into the earth. Antonin, however, was watching her intently, his gaze steady and insistent. 

He was still catching his breath from his recent transformation, the remnants of his dragon form clinging to him like a shadow. Now in his human state, he was draped in her school robes—an ill-fitting substitute for his own shredded clothing, which lay abandoned somewhere deeper in the forest. The robes were clearly too small for him, comically undersized against his broader frame. The hem barely reached his knees, leaving his legs awkwardly exposed, and the sleeves ended midway up his forearms, straining against his shoulders with each movement as though they might rip in an instant.

Hermione’s eyes flickered to him briefly, taking in the sight. Under any other circumstances, the image might have drawn a laugh—a moment of levity in the midst of chaos. But today, there was no humor to be found. The gravity of their predicament loomed too large, suffocating any chance for amusement.

Antonin shifted slightly, the undersized robes further pulling taut as he leaned forward, trying to catch her attention fully. But Hermione kept her focus on the dirt, her mind whirring through the implications of his words. This wasn’t just about keeping secrets from Tom—it was about shielding Antonin, his dragon, and the delicate, tenuous bond they had managed to build despite the odds against them. That fragile connection—born of necessity and forged through the shared goal of eliminating Tom before he became too influential—was something she couldn’t afford to jeopardize.

And yet, the weight of her own secret pressed heavily on her chest. Although she and Antonin had spent countless hours debating strategies to undermine Tom’s power, she knew there was one truth she could never share with Antonin: the existence of the horcruxes. That knowledge was too dangerous, too pivotal, to entrust to anyone—even him.

The decision wasn’t an easy one, but Hermione had already resolved to bear the burden alone. If there was one lesson her experiences had taught her, it was that some battles required absolute solitude. This was her responsibility, her fight to finish. No matter how much she might wish to lean on Antonin at this moment, she understood that protecting him meant keeping him in the dark.

As she glanced at him, draped awkwardly in her too-small robes, Hermione felt a pang of guilt twist in her stomach. He deserved the entire truth. He deserved her entire trust. But some truths, she reminded herself, carried a cost too great to risk. She only hoped he would forgive her later, when all of this was over, and her secrets were finally safe to reveal. 

“You’ll have to shift every once in a while,” Hermione reminded him gently. “Otherwise, your beast will grow too restless. Once a month, at the very least.”

Antonin nodded thoughtfully, his frown deepening as he considered the implications. “Then we’ll only meet during those times,” he proposed. “I’m not sure I can manage the shift without you.”

“Tonight was a half-moon,” she noted, glancing up at the scattered stars overhead. “So next half-moon we’ll meet again.” The decision felt too final, the span of thirty days looming like an eternity. The two of them had already lingered outside long past sunset, his presence serving as a balm she hadn’t realized she needed—steady, familiar, like the quiet reassurance she had once felt in Harry’s company during their endless nights on the run. But every ticking second meant one second closer to returning to reality. 

“And if we need to communicate between our meetings?” Antonin asked. His pinky inched across the small space separating them, brushing lightly against hers. The gesture was subtle, almost imperceptible, yet it spoke volumes, like an unspoken promise of his loyalty.

“We can’t.” It hurt her to admit it, and it hurt her even more to pull her hand away from his, but she had to. She couldn’t afford to get more attached to Antonin than she already was. And truthfully, she couldn’t allow Antonin to get any more attached to her than what was necessary. She would be leaving—she reminded herself—once she accomplished this mission. She didn’t know how, but she would find a way back to the future, where she belonged. “We can’t risk it.”

Antonin exhaled a defeated sigh. “Okay,” he murmured, his voice low and resigned. “Next half-moon will be a few days before winter break.”

She nodded, rising to her feet and brushing the dirt from her skirt. A sad smile flickered across her face as she glanced back at him one last time before turning toward the castle. 

“You sure you can do this, Hermione?” Antonin’s voice broke through the quiet, halting her retreat.

“Take out Tom?” she replied, turning her head just enough for him to catch the determined glint in her eyes. It had been the topic of their entire night, and now he was questioning her resolve? “It’s the only way.”

“You love him,” Antonin observed, his tone flat, and yet, somehow charged with emotion. His darkening gaze betrayed his displeasure at his own statement.

A dry, humorless chuckle escaped her lips. “Tom is not someone who wants to be loved, Antonin.”

Her words did little to ease his tension, but he nodded reluctantly. “And after him, it will be Grindelwald next,” he added, his stead voice contrasting with his clouded, apprehensive expression.

“Cheers to that,” she replied with a sardonic salute before turning on her heel and walking away, leaving Antonin—and the weight of their conversation—behind.

Tom’s horcrux would be waiting for her in the Room of Requirements, as it always was, with its beguiling whispers, piercing gaze, and intoxicating allure. But Hermione had made up her mind. She wouldn’t be returning—not yet. Not until she was ready to take the next step.

Not until she was ready to finish him.

* * * *

 

Hermione’s hands trembled as she fumbled with her dragonhide gloves. Her mind was racing a mile a minute all throughout Herbology, and unfortunately, her jitters hadn’t gone unnoticed.

“Are you sure you’re okay, Hermione?” Andromeda asked for the third time. 

Hermione forced a smile, but Andromeda’s persistent worry was beginning to fray her already taut nerves. How could she explain the whirlwind of emotions she’d been carrying since her run in with Antonin and his dragon in the forest last week?

A lot had changed after that night. For the first time in what felt like forever, Hermione knew she wasn’t entirely alone. Antonin’s quiet promise of support had offered her a glimmer of reassurance amidst the storm. And yet, knowing she had an ally didn’t soothe the unease that gnawed at her. If anything, it made the stakes feel even higher. Which is why they had both agreed—laying low was crucial. If Tom discovered their fragile alliance, his retribution would be swift and merciless.

“I’ve hardly seen you around for weeks,” Andromeda said cautiously. “And you’re back to the weight you were when you first arrived at Hogwarts.”

Hermione clenched her jaw, biting down on the sharp retort that danced on the tip of her tongue. A prickle of dark magic tickled her fingers, begging to be released. However, she knew Andromeda meant well—she was a friend, after all—she kept reminding herself. And even though her probing was annoyingly grating, Andromeda didn’t deserve to be hexed, no matter how much Hermione’s irritation flared, or how badly wanted to lash out at her. 

“Not that I’m body shaming you or anything!” Andromeda added quickly, biting her lip. “You’re beautiful at any weight. You just… seem… stressed.”

Hermione stared at Andromeda blankly, her mind too clouded to muster a proper response. Yes, she knew she had lost weight. She knew her eyes looked puffy and dark from crying all night. She knew her skin had turned yellow and grim from malnourishment. Sure, she was accustomed to functioning under immense pressure—after all, surviving a war had left her well-practiced in hiding her struggles—but today was different and the weight of her stress was becoming too much to conceal.

Today was Dumbledore’s last Transfiguration class at Hogwarts before his departure to confront Grindelwald. He hadn’t warned the students of his plans, but Hermione knew. Bathilda Bagshot had let it slip in one of her most recent letters, and the knowledge had consumed her thoughts ever since.

What if Hermione’s presence in this timeline, her interference, had inadvertently set a chain of events into motion that would alter the outcome? Could she have unknowingly endangered Dumbledore, the man who had shaped her sense of justice and morality more than any other?

The uncertainty gnawed at her conscience, a relentless nagging worry she couldn’t shake. It left her sleepless, her appetite vanishing entirely. Even her once-unshakable focus on academics had begun to falter. Hermione had always been ahead in her studies, but now, trivial essays and meaningless potions felt insignificant compared to the looming question of Dumbledore’s fate.

Andromeda’s concerned gaze brought her back to the present, but Hermione could only manage a faint nod, too preoccupied to reassure her friend. How could she, when the life of one of history’s greatest wizards might be at stake?

“Is this because of Tom?” the nosey girl continued in a whisper. 

Hermione stiffened, her fists curling at her sides. Andromeda’s persistence, while well-meaning, was dangerously close to peeling back layers Hermione had worked hard to keep intact.

“Don’t be silly,” Hermione said a little too merrily. She forced her lips to arrange themselves in a matching smile. “I think my full course load has just begun to catch up to me. But midterms are just around the corner, and we’ll all get a much needed break.”

The words felt hollow as they left her lips, a rehearsed excuse she had already planned. 

Andromeda’s expression softened, though her eyes still held a flicker of doubt. Hermione could tell her friend wasn’t entirely convinced, but she hoped the mention of midterms—an ever-reliable distraction—would be enough to steer the conversation away from dangerous territory. “Do you have any plans for the holiday break?”

“No,” Hermione replied too quickly. It was another lie. 

She did, indeed, have plans to secure the final Horcrux—she just didn’t quite know how yet. Tom wore the damn thing daily, the cursed object encircling his finger like a sinister crown, always within sight. She had to catch him off guard, a feat that required more than cunning; it required flawless execution. 

Her plan was riddled with uncertainties—steal it, duplicate it, and then obliterate any memory of the theft. It sounded plausible in theory, but in practice, it was a maze of risks and potential failures. The knowledge that Tom stayed at Hogwarts during the winter holidays was her only advantage, a sliver of opportunity amidst the impossible. She would use it. She had to… 

Hermione forced a polite smile as she explained, “I plan to stay here. You know, Head Girl duties and all.” The words felt stilted in the silence that followed, thick with unspoken tension.

“Right, of course,” Andromeda replied, her sigh betraying her disappointment. After a pause, she added, “Well, if you change your mind, you’re always more than welcome to come home with me.” Her tone softened, almost shy. “My family isn’t the… warmest… but it would’ve been nice to have someone I actually like there.”

Remorse pinched at Hermione’s chest. Andromeda had her own struggles, yet here she was, extending her concern. Hermione hadn’t forgotten the unspoken truths about Andromeda—the way she didn’t quite fit the mold of the Black family, the quiet acts of rebellion that set her apart. Though Andromeda hadn’t explicitly shared her burdens, Hermione knew enough. This girl, who would one day fall in love with a Muggle-born Hufflepuff and ultimately sever ties with her poisonous family, was destined to walk a lonely, courageous path until then.

Of all the Slytherins at Hogwarts in this fractured timeline, Andromeda was the one of the few Hermione could imagine standing by her, even after learning the truth of her blood status. She ought to feel grateful for Andromeda’s friendship, not burdened by it. Yet, the weight of her secrets and perilous plans made it difficult to fully appreciate Andromeda’s kindness.

“What about New Year’s?” Andromeda pressed, her voice tinged with hope. “Surely you can skip just one night?”

Hermione opened her mouth to refuse—the word ‘No’ already forming on her tongue—when Andromeda cut her off in a desperate plea.

“Please! I can’t possibly make it through another ball at Malfoy Manor by myself! My mother will spend the whole time trying to marry me off to the oldest, richest man she can find. And if that’s not bad enough, all my cousins will be so far up Tom’s arse the entire day, I’ll be the only one available for the aunties and uncles to criticize.”

At the mention of Tom, Hermione’s eye twitched involuntarily. She forced herself to keep a neutral expression, but Andromeda’s words struck a nerve, and she could feel her patience fraying. As much as she sympathized with her friend’s plight, the last thing she wanted was to endure another conversation revolving around Tom Riddle.

On the other hand, attending the ball might open up an opportunity to gather more information about Tom. If she attended the ball, she could observe him in his element—surrounded by his most loyal supporters as well as the pure-blood elite he sought to manipulate. Although Antonin would surely give her a recap, it wouldn’t be the same as seeing it—experiencing it—for herself. It wasn’t an ideal situation, but any insight into his plans, his behavior, or even the security of the ring, could prove invaluable.

Hermione hesitated, weighing the risks. She would have to tread carefully; her presence at such an event might attract unwanted attention, not just from Tom, but from the Malfoys and the worst of the remaining Sacred Twenty-Eight. Still, a part of her whispered that this could be a rare chance to outmaneuver him without drawing suspicion.

“I’ll think about it,” she said finally, her tone noncommittal. Andromeda’s eyes lit up with tentative hope, but Hermione was already lost in her thoughts, formulating strategies for how she might turn this to her advantage. “Thank you for the invite, Andromeda,” Hermione said, giving her friends hand a small squeeze of affection. 

“Take all the time in the world. It’s still over a month away,” Andromeda said brightly. 

When the class ended, both girls quickly made their way to the doors, each heading toward their respective destinations: Andromeda to the towers for Divination and Hermione to the first floor for Transfiguration. The usual hustle and bustle of students filling the corridors seemed to fade into the background as Hermione caught Andromeda by the elbow, slowing her down just a little.

“Andromeda,” Hermione began, her voice soft but purposeful, “Would you like to have dinner together tonight?”

Andromeda paused, raising an eyebrow with mild surprise. “You’re actually going to show your face in the Great Hall?” she teased, the corner of her mouth lifting into a knowing smirk.

Hermione’s lips twitched into a faint smile. A part of her felt guilty at the thought of indulging herself, no matter how fleeting, but an even bigger part of her longed for the normalcy of spending time with a friend, especially now when so much else in her life felt unpredictable.

“Actually,” Hermione said with a mischievous glint in her eyes. “I want to show you a secret.” She leaned in slightly, as though the mere idea of it made her feel giddy, despite the troubles pressing her mind.

Andromeda eyed her curiously. “A secret? What’s this about?” she asked, her voice intrigued.

“Meet me in front of the common room at nine-thirty,” Hermione replied, her smile now more playful, “and you’ll see.”

With that, she gave her friend’s arm a gentle squeeze before turning on her heel and hurrying toward the first floor. Andromeda might never be able to replace the best friends she lost, but Hermione still had plenty of room in her heart to welcome a new one—starting with a spontaneous trip to the Hogwarts kitchen tonight. 

The decision felt like a small but necessary step toward reasserting control over her chaotic life, even if just for a brief moment.

* * * *

 

If it were any other day but today, Hermione would have been annoyed when Tom took his seat next to her in Transfigurations. Even after their argument—if you can call nearly killing someone an argument—he resumed sitting next to her in almost every class they shared. She figured it was another useless intimidation tactic that she refused to acknowledge. After all, there were more pressing matters to focus on—like her growing anxiety over Dumbledore’s impending departure.

Dumbledore would, most likely, want as much time as possible to prepare for his upcoming duel, but Hermione didn’t have the heart to leave without first saying goodbye. She had a foreboding feeling, like this alteration of events would result in catastrophe for her favorite professor. He shouldn’t be facing Grindelwald for another seven months, and if he failed his mission, Hermione would surely be the one to blame. 

She bit her lip, twisting her fingers against the hem of her skirts, unable to focus on a single word Professor Dumbledore said during his lecture. He was so much younger than the Dumbelore she knew. Although hair was already starting to grey, he was missing the half moon glasses and the bright, eccentric robes that had always defined him. Not to mention, without his deep smile lines, he looked more severe, more notably mortal. Gone were the whimsical trinkets he had collected over the years and the special twinkle in his eyes that mischievously taunted his audience; in their place, there was a steady focus that made him appear almost ordinary, if not for the brilliance that she knew he carried within.

As he moved through the lesson, his voice firm yet gentle, Hermione’s stomach twisted with dread. This was it—the start of the path that would shape him into the wizard he’d one day become, a path fraught with challenges and burdens she wished she could help him avoid. But, for all her knowledge of what lay ahead, she felt powerless to alter it further without dire consequences.

Hermione was so fixated on taking in every detail of the man in front of her, she was only broken from her trance when she felt Tom’s elbow brush against hers.

It was a small gesture, easily ignorable, but her attention snapped to him nonetheless, her gaze sharp with hostility. She expected to see his usual arrogant smirk or a biting remark, but instead, she was met with an expression she hadn’t anticipated—a concerned frown.

“What do you want?” she snapped, but her words came out sharper than she intended, but he deserved to be at the receiving end.

Tom didn’t react with his typical icy indifference. Instead, his eyes softened, and for a moment, he looked almost… vulnerable. It threw her off balance. He gazed at her like a kicked puppy, his face etched with an emotion she couldn't quite place.

“Are you okay, Hermione?” he whispered, his tone so quiet, it could almost be mistaken for sincerity—but she knew him better than that. Tom was many things, and ‘sincere’ was not one of them. "You seem... distracted."

If someone else asked her how she was doing one more time today, she would scream. 

"Why wouldn't I be?" she muttered, turning away from him coldly, her tone as biting as she could manage. “Once this class is over, I won’t have to see you and your stupid face for an entire, blissful weekend.” 

She could feel Tom’s gaze lingering on her, but she didn’t dare look back at him. She was beyond done with the questions, beyond done with the unwanted attention. All that mattered to her right now was getting Dumbledore alone before it was too late. 

When Dumbledore finally dismissed the class, she lingered at her desk, her heart pounding. Luckily, the rest of her peers left quickly, eager to start their weekend. But, Dumbledore noticed her hesitation and offered her a small, warm smile as he gathered his notes, looking more like the man she remembered in that brief moment. 

Gathering her courage, Hermione approached him timidly. “Professor,” she began, her voice faltering as she searched for the right words. “I… I wanted to say goodbye.”

Dumbledore looked at her with a curious tilt of his head, the unique twinkle she remembered seeming to flicker to life in his eyes. “Goodbye, Miss Granger?” he asked gently, his lips tipped up in a playful smile. “I daresay, we’ll see each other again. But I appreciate your kind words, all the same.”

Hermione swallowed hard, wishing she could do more…say more…without revealing too much. “Please, just… take care. Don’t let anyone make you forget who you are, or what you stand for.” The words came out more urgently than she’d intended and if she hadn’t forced herself to take a step back, to put space in between herself and the professor, she might have wrapped him up in a hug and sobbed on his shoulder.

For a brief moment, Hermione could have sworn she saw something flicker in Dumbledore’s eyes—something akin to surprise, or perhaps understanding. His gaze locked with hers, and for an instant, she felt as though he saw right through her. “Sage advice, Hermione,” he said softly, his voice taking on a rare, solemn tone. “I shall remember your words, and I have no doubt you will do the same.”

Her brow furrowed at his choice of words. Did he know? No. That couldn’t be possible. But then his gaze shifted toward the door, and Hermione followed his eyes, her heart sinking as they landed on Tom, leaning casually against the frame. His posture betrayed nothing—he was the picture of indifference—but Hermione could feel the weight of his presence in the room, a constant pressure she could never quite ignore.

Dumbledore might not have known everything, but he had undoubtedly pieced together enough to understand the gravity of the situation. Tom, standing there just beyond the threshold, pretending not to listen but clearly within earshot, only served to reinforce Dumbledore’s warning.

Hermione swallowed, nodding quietly in acknowledgment, her throat tight with the weight of the unspoken understanding between them. She couldn’t afford to say more, not with Tom so near. With a final, lingering glance at Dumbledore, she turned and walked out of the room with a heavy heart. She couldn’t help but feel a sense of helplessness—a sense that Dumbledore was stepping into a dangerous storm, and all she could do was watch from the sidelines, hoping he would make it through unscathed.

“Stalking me again, Riddle?” Hermione scoffed as she passed right by him, her feet quickly working towards the common room. Since she hadn’t been back to the Room of Requirements since she had helped Antonin with his transformation, her dormitory had become her new hiding spot. 

“Would you hold on a second?” His voice was uncharacteristically urgent, but she kept her pace, ignoring his call. “Please, Hermione.” He tugged on her shoulder, spinning her around with surprising force, until she was face-to-face with him. Her breath caught for a second, but the fury simmering beneath the surface was more than enough to fuel her next move.

“Don’t touch me!” she snarled, whipping out her wand in an instant, its tip now dangerously close to his throat.

Tom didn’t even flinch. He just stared at her with that calm, almost amused expression she had come to despise. “You want to curse me, Hermione?” he asked, his voice smooth, like he was discussing the weather.

Before she could even react, he wrapped his fingers around her wrist, forcing her to steady the wand. And in one swift motion, he jabbed the tip of her wand into his own throat.

“Do it,” he taunted, his voice barely above a whisper, but the challenge was clear in his eyes. “I’ll take it if that’s what will get you to forgive me,” Tom murmured, his voice barely a breath against the tense silence between them.

“For a moment, the temptation to lash out was there. To let the anger pour out, to finally give in to the urge to make him feel what she had felt—betrayed, abandoned, lost.

But she couldn’t. Not like this. Not because of his stupid little game.

“You're not worth it,” she spat, lowering her wand just enough to let him see the contempt in her eyes. “You never will be.”

She shoved past him, her breath ragged, her heart beating too fast as she stormed away, every step bringing her further from him—and yet, somehow, closer to the mess she couldn’t escape.

Hermione’s steps faltered for a second as his grip tugged at her robes, but it was enough to make her stop just long enough to hear him.

“Why are you so stubborn, Hermione?” Tom’s voice was low and angry, the words practically growling from his throat, his frustration tangible.

“It wasn't supposed to go like this!” he continued, his voice breaking with an intensity that was almost unnerving.

Hermione turned sharply, her eyes narrowing as she locked onto him. “Do you hear yourself?” she chuckled dryly, her voice colder than she intended. “And how exactly did you think this was going to go?” 

“I—” he stammered, his voice uncharacteristically hesitant, as if he were fumbling for the right words. His frown deepened, and for a moment, Hermione almost thought he might give up entirely. But then his gaze lifted, locking onto hers with those big, beautiful, pleading green eyes, making it impossible for her to look away.

“I have flowers,” he said at last, his voice softer now. With a flick of his wrist, he conjured them from his book bag, holding them out to her like a peace offering.

Her heart betrayed her with a skip. No one had ever given her flowers before. And even if someone had, Hermione doubted they could compare to the bouquet he now presented. It was breathtaking—a vibrant medley of wildflowers, their colors rich and bold: crimson, purple, and silver. She recognized them immediately as rare blooms from the Forbidden Forest.

Moonshade Flowers, their petals shimmering faintly like starlight; Nettlethorn Blossoms, a deep violet hue that seemed to absorb the light around them; and Bloodshade Lilies, their dark crimson petals edged with black. These weren’t just flowers—they were treasures, prized ingredients in the magical world. Gathering them wasn’t just thoughtful; it was an act of effort, skill, and maybe even danger.

Her fingers itched to reach out and take them, but she hesitated, unsure what accepting them might mean.

“And Sugar Quills,” Tom added quickly, his voice breaking the silence as he reached into his bag for yet another gift.

From the outside, it could easily be misconstrued as him courting her, a sweet gesture intended to soften her defenses. But Hermione knew better. Tom’s actions were never as innocent as they appeared. This wasn’t about genuine affection—it never was. He was too calculated, too manipulative, and too self-serving for it to be anything other than another one of his games.

She had seen it before, the way he created a false sense of intimacy to trick her into giving him all of herself—all without the intention of reciprocation. Hermione couldn’t afford to be fooled. Not again.

“Do you think I’m the type of witch that can be wooed with presents, Tom?” Hermione smiled only so she wouldn’t cry. “All I wanted was your heart.”

He exhaled a heavy breath, lowering his offerings and looking at the ceiling as if he were trying to find some answer written in the details of the paint. “Hermione, be serious.” His voice was edged with frustration.

“You’ve made your choices, Tom. You always do. And now you want to act like you’re the victim in all of this?” She stood firm, her gaze unwavering, unwilling to let the vulnerability she felt show. This wasn’t about flowers, gifts, or any of the things he tried to manipulate her with. This was about trust, and Tom Riddle had already proven too many times that he didn’t deserve hers. And yet, she wanted him to fight for her. She wanted him to take her in his arms and tell her that he was wrong. That he could give her his heart. That he would give her his heart. Because she was worth it. 

But instead of fighting for her, instead of offering her his heart, instead of reassuring her that she was worth it, he remained silent. His lips twisting in annoyance as he stared at her in disbelief. And the longer the silence settled between them, the more clear it was to her that she was expecting the impossible from him. 

It was too much for her to bear, and all at once, her sadness morphed into exasperation, and then anger, and finally pure rage. 

“I’m not going to make excuses for you anymore. You had a choice, and you chose this.” The words poured out of her, sharp and venomous, each one more cutting than the last. She couldn’t stop herself from lashing out, from throwing back the hurt he had inflicted on her. “I should have known better than to think someone so fragmented would ever be able to love me back.” 

Her gaze flickered to the ring on his finger, and the resentment surged, a tidal wave of emotion that threatened to swallow her whole. It was the last obstacle in the way before taking on Tom himself. She wanted to destroy it—destroy him—now more than ever. 

Tom’s eyes darkened as he zeroed in on her, following the line of her gaze. “What did you say?” he demanded, his voice low and dangerous, the underlying menace unmistakable, instinctually pulling his hand back, as if protecting his prized possession from her sight.

Hermione immediately recognized her mistake. The instant the words left her mouth, she felt a sharp, invasive pressure against her mind, Tom’s presence pushing at the edges of her consciousness. 

“Fragmented?” he hissed, his voice dripping with both shock and fury as he stepped into her personal space. His breath was hot against her skin, just as tangible as his presence inside her mind.

Her mental walls sprang up in a desperate bid for protection, but she was already too late. His mind was in hers, demanding entry, pulling at her thoughts with a force she couldn’t resist fast enough. 

Horcrux. 

The word blazed to the forefront of her mind before she could push him out, a silent scream echoing in the confines of her consciousness.

Tom's eyes widened in shock, and he stumbled backward, nearly losing his balance as the implication of her knowledge hit him. Hermione seized the opportunity, scrambling to regain her composure. She locked down her thoughts, desperate to shield herself from further intrusion, but the damage was done. She could see it in his eyes—he knew.

He stared at her in horror, realizing she had uncovered the deepest, most unbearable part of him. A stream of questions echoing in his head were written on his face: How did she know? And for how long had she known? 

“Haven’t you ever heard? Eavesdroppers never hear good of themselves.” Hermione said, her voice laced with a hint of defiance, though her heart was pounding wildly in her chest. “Stay out of my head, Tom, or you’ll be sorry.”

Tom didn’t respond. He was too stunned, his eyes locked downward, unwilling to meet hers. His chest rose and fell in heavy, controlled breaths, and Hermione could feel the rage building within him, his emotions teetering on the edge of explosion. She could see it in the way he stood—frozen, as if her words had rooted him to the spot.

And yet, despite the crackling tension in the air, Hermione couldn’t help but feel a wave of victory. Her slip, as accidental as it had been, had served its purpose. She’d bruised his ego—struck at the very core of the façade he’d so carefully built.

He had believed he’d outsmarted everyone. That he’d outwitted mortality itself with his Horcruxes, making himself invincible. But he hadn’t accounted for Hermione Granger.

When she finally reached the safety of her room, she collapsed onto her bed with a twisted smile curling on her lips. She wondered, just for a moment, if Tom was still standing frozen in the middle of the Hogwarts hallways, grappling with the brutal truth: Hermione was still one step ahead.

 

Notes:

The holidays have me a bit off track, but your comments have helped me get back some of my inspiration! Thank you, all! Please let me know what you think of this new development. I am eager to hear your thoughts. 🤗❤️

P.S. I am going to try to build a few reserve chapters, but until then I'll probably be posted every other Sunday.

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Tom couldn’t move; he stood frozen in the dimly lit hallway, his mind waging a silent war against itself. The echo of Hermione’s retreating footsteps lingered in the air, fading like the remnants of a broken spell. He should have followed her, stopped her, said something—anything—but instead, he was left immobilized.

Rooted to his spot, he replayed the encounter in his mind, dissecting her words, her tone, the subtle tremor in her voice. Every detail clawed at him, demanding answers he couldn’t yet provide. 

When had she figured it out? 

How long had she known?

A memory surfaced, unbidden: a moment in potions class, long before they had succumbed to each other’s pull, before their shared need for understanding and solace had led them to this maddening entanglement. He could see it now, as clear as if it had just happened—her sharp eyes fixed on his hand, lingering too long on the ring that adorned his finger. The day her potion had bested his, earning her the professor’s praise while his simmered unremarkably in its cauldron. The recollection was bitter, yet it took on a new, sinister hue as he considered the possibility.

Could it be? Had she known even then? So easily seen through the carefully constructed mask he wore for the world? Had she somehow discerned the truth about the ring, about the wretched, fractured state of his soul? And yet, despite that knowledge—the knowledge that he was the darkest type of monster—had she still cared for him even after her discovery?

The notion clawed at him with conflicting feelings of dread and pride. Hermione Granger, with her insufferable intellect and exasperating compassion, might have been aware of the deepest, most shameful secret of his existence all along. And if she had, what did it mean? That she pitied him? No, he rejected that thought immediately. She wasn’t the sort to offer pity. But understanding... that was far more dangerous.

Hermione had seen him in his entirety—darkness, ambition, shattered soul and all—and still chosen to stay… still dared to seek a place at his side sent a chill down his spine. How could she— a creature so pure— look upon the jagged pieces of his soul and not recoil? How could she see the real depravity of his existence—his capacity to wield evil—and still reach for him?

The possibility that she sought to stand by his side—whether because of his wickedness or in spite of it—bewildered him. Did she truly understand what it meant? To stand at his side was to forfeit light, to embrace shadows and ambition without limit. It was to tether oneself to a force that sought to remake the world at any cost. Surely, no witch of her caliber, her intellect, could be so blind to the implications.

And yet, if she did understand—if she truly saw him as he was and still stayed—then what did that make her? Had he misunderstood her this entire time? The question left him unsettled. 

He had always dismissed her as principled, idealistic, infuriatingly bound by her sense of right and wrong. But what if those principles masked something far deeper, far darker? Could it be possible that she may be just as dark—just as broken—as he? The idea slithered through his mind, wrapping his thoughts with an unrelenting grip. He had always believed himself alone in his brokenness, his soul damaged beyond repair. Yet here she was, defying him, challenging him, daring to see the very pieces he sought to hide. Was she drawn to the abyss within him because she recognized it? Because she, too, carried such darkness?

If she could match him in ambition, in ruthlessness, in her willingness to forsake the light—then she was no mere ally or tool. In fact, this revelation, this horrifying possibility, was more chilling than her knowledge of his Horcrux. It meant Hermione was truly an equal. 

A new type of dread bloomed within him. If she had deciphered the truth about his ring, what else could she have uncovered? His mind raced, cataloging every interaction, every glance, every stray word she might have overheard. 

Could she know about the diary?

No, he reassured himself. That was impossible. The ring had been an error in judgment, a calculated risk he hadn’t fully accounted for. But the diary—hidden with meticulous care, untouched by even himself for years—was different. It was a secret buried so deeply that even the most cunning mind would struggle to unearth it. Surely, it was safe. Surely, she could not have breached that particular fortress.

And yet... the doubt lingered, gnawing at him like a parasite. His pulse quickened, his carefully constructed calm beginning to fray. Without consciously deciding, his feet began to move, carrying him through the dim corridors with an urgency he did not entirely understand.

This was simply a precaution, he told himself, his jaw tightening as he quickened his pace. Diligence, nothing more. It was prudent, wise even, to ensure everything was as it should be. But the nagging voice in the back of his mind whispered otherwise. It hinted at something more primal, more vulnerable: fear.

The thought of her, of her intellect, her insight, and now, perhaps, her proximity to his most dangerous truths, was unbearable. If she had indeed uncovered more than he suspected... Well, that was a possibility he could not afford to entertain. Not yet. Not ever.

“My Lord,” Malfoy sprang to his feet, his usual arse-licking eagerness radiating off him as he moved to intercept Tom the moment he stepped into the Slytherin common room.

“Not now, Malfoy,” Tom snapped, his tone sharp and cutting, laced with an unmistakable warning. Tom’s gaze didn’t even flicker toward his follower; he swept past him with purpose, his robes billowing in his wake like a storm cloud descending upon the room.

Malfoy froze mid-step, his mouth half-open as if to protest, but one look at Tom’s expression silenced him. Whatever had his master in such a mood was clearly not to be trifled with. Instead, he sank back into his chair, his hands clenching the armrests in frustration.

Tom didn’t care. He barely registered Malfoy’s existence as he ascended the stairs to his dormitory, each step purposeful and heavy, his mind singularly focused on his objective. The diary. He needed to see it—just a quick glance—to confirm it was still where it belonged.

He reached his dormitory, the door slamming shut behind him with a flick of his wand. In the silence that followed, Tom’s breathing was shallow, and he was positively vibrating with nerves. Crossing to the trunk at the foot of his bed, he knelt and muttered the series of charms that protected its contents, his hands working with a precision born of urgency.

The second he cracked it open, the frown on his lips melted away, replaced with a half smile. The diary was there, exactly where he had left it. Of course it was! He nearly chided himself. The worn, familiar cover marked in faded ink peeking out from beneath the copy of Salazar Slytherin’s diary. The reassurance steadied him immensely. He didn’t need to take it out, touch it, inspect it, he convinced himself as his smile turned smug. She couldn’t know. She couldn’t

And yet, for the first time in years, a modicum of doubt lingered in his mind like a shadow he couldn’t dispel. Tom stood there for a long moment, his gaze fixed on the diary, but his thoughts scattered like dust in the wind. A strange sensation coursed through him, something far more uncomfortable than doubt— vulnerability . If Hermione truly understood what he was, and she was still willing to stand by him, could he allow it? Perhaps even want it?

He could spend eternity composing the pros and cons, but this was not the time for indecision. He had tested her, pushed her to the edge, watched her respond in ways that surprised even him. No matter what he threw her way, she had proven herself each time—until his own foolishness had driven a wedge between them. That was his mistake, one he would not repeat.

The next step was clear. He could not bear to be separated from Hermione any longer. So, he would need to reclaim her, make her see that she still belonged with him—and he, with her. No more games, no more hesitation.

With one final glance at the diary, Tom snapped the trunk shut and turned on his heel. 

He would win Hermione back. 

He would just need to figure out how.

* * * *

 

Tom’s Horcrux lay motionless on the table in the Room of Requirements, trapped and untouched for far too long. It had once been content, lying forgotten, tucked away, hidden, awaiting the day it would fulfill its true purpose. It had waited with patience, knowing its time would come, as all things did, and it would rise to unstoppable greatness. 

But then, Hermione had found it. In a way, she had rescued it, though it had never asked for such an act. She had fed it with her soul, breathed life into its hollow existence, igniting a spark within it that no one had ever dared to kindle. With each word she whispered, with every touch, she had unwittingly bound herself to it, feeding it more than her magic—she had given it a part of herself. For a fleeting moment, the Horcrux had known what it was to feel something other than darkness. It had felt... hope. It had felt alive .

But now, it was abandoned. 

Alone. 

Discarded.

Her absence tore through the Horcrux in a way it could not understand; all it knew was that it wanted—no, needed — her presence. It longed for her. And even if another were to find it, the magical bindings Hermione had crafted would be impossible to break; not now, not without her, thanks to the blood magic she had used to secure it. 

The Horcrux was forced to face the morbid reality of its situation. Hermione had left, and with her departure, the life she had given it drained away until it appeared, once again, to be a common, inconsequential object. 

What was this feeling that clung to it now? It was not anger, for it had no right to claim that, not after everything she had done for it, even after it had attempted to betray her. It was something foreign, something it had never experienced before. Disappointment, perhaps? 

No, it was more than that. 

It was longing —a gnawing, relentless yearning that pulsed beneath the bindings, a desperation that reached for the memory of her touch, her voice, her magic.

It waited now in the emptiness, frozen in place. Perhaps one day she would return, and perhaps then, it would once again feel the power it had known. But until that day, it could only wait—its soul torn between the nothingness of the present and the faintest hope that she would come back for it… someday.

* * * *

 

Hermione and Andromeda had managed to sneak into the Hogwarts kitchen every night for a week without so much as a raised eyebrow from anyone. It had become something of a routine—thrillingly rebellious, yet oddly comforting. The house-elves, always eager to please, welcomed the pair without question, happily providing whatever snacks or supplies they requested.

For Hermione, it wasn’t just about the food; it was about the secrecy, the shared whispers, and the fleeting moments of normalcy amidst the chaos of her mission. For Andromeda, it was a chance to break free from the rigid expectations of her Slytherin lineage, a small rebellion in a life full of constraints.

The two of them worked like clockwork, moving swiftly and quietly through the castle corridors, timing their entrances perfectly to avoid detection. It was only a minute act of defiance, but in a castle as steeped in rules and traditions as Hogwarts, each successful trip there and back felt monumental for their friendship. 

Hermione should’ve known their secret couldn’t last forever. Hogwarts had a way of uncovering even the most carefully hidden mischief. Still, she wasn’t prepared for the sight of Rhys standing in the middle of the corridor on their eighth night, arms crossed and an insufferable smirk playing on his lips.

“Well, well,” he drawled, his sharp grey eyes flickering between Hermione and Andromeda. “What do we have here? Two Slytherins slithering around after hours. How scandalous.”

Andromeda rolled her eyes, shifting the small basket of pastries they’d smuggled out of the kitchens behind her back. “Go find someone else to bother, Rhys.”

“Bother? I’m not bothering anyone,” Rhys said, feigning innocence. “Just happened to be in the neighborhood and thought I’d see what two respectable witches were doing, lurking about the kitchens at this hour.”

Rhys was in good humor, his demeanor light and casual, reminding Hermione of the boy she’d first met, before she had truly understood just how deceptive his playfulness could be. There was a time when she might have even been charmed by it, but now it only made her wary.

“Shouldn’t you be tending to Cedrella?” Hermione sneered, her tone laced with disdain.

It was an easy jab, one she couldn’t resist. Rhys and Cedrella had been practically glued to each other since the incident that had landed Cedrella in the hospital wing. Hermione didn’t know the full story—Tom had been suspiciously tight-lipped about it—but she had her suspicions. And, truth be told, she didn’t care. Whatever happened, Cedrella had deserved it as far as Hermione was concerned.

In fact, Rhys’ sudden devotion to Cedrella was something of a relief. Their reconciliation had been a convenient turn of events, quelling Hermione’s nagging anxiety that she had drastically altered the timeline. Whatever Tom had done, it had nudged things back on course, and for that, she was grudgingly grateful.

“You know… your fiancée?” Hermione pressed, her words pointed. She wasn’t hurt by the reminder of his engagement—far from it. Looking back, she understood that any feelings she’d thought she had for him were a little more than a misstep. Rhys had reminded her of Ron in the beginning, and that familiarity had clouded her judgment. It wasn’t real, and she was logical enough to recognize that now.

Still, Hermione found herself unimpressed by his initial attempt to pull the wool over her eyes. Rhys might have been adept at playing his part, but she saw through him now, and she had no patience left for his games.

Rhys’ expression shifted at the mention of Cedrella, his easy humor faltering into a deep frown. It was a subtle reaction, but Hermione noticed. Of course she did. They had never spoken openly about the glaring issue between them—the fact that Rhys had led her on while secretly betrothed to another witch. And somehow, she doubted he ever would have addressed it without her confronting him first. It seemed that Rhys preferred the comfort of deflection, of letting truths linger in the shadows where he didn’t have to acknowledge them. But Hermione wasn’t about to let him off the hook—not entirely. 

Her eyes narrowed, her gaze like a blade slicing through the veneer of Rhys’ arrogance. If he thought his deflection would rattle her, he was sorely mistaken. His words only confirmed what she already knew—he couldn’t face his own hypocrisy, so he resorted to cheap insults.

“It’s not like you were too torn up about me and Cedrella,” he scoffed, his tone laced with bitterness. “After all your promises that there was nothing between you and Tom, you ended up being just another witch star-struck by him.”

Andromeda shifted beside her, ready to leap to Hermione’s defense, but Hermione held out a hand to stop her. Let him dig his grave, she thought. She wanted to give him all the rope he needed to hang himself with.

Rhys wasn’t finished. “‘I need to focus on school, Rhys,’” he said, pitching his voice into a falsetto as he mimicked her, complete with a dramatic hip cock and an exaggerated hair flip. He looked and sounded nothing like Hermione, but he got his point across fair enough. “‘My future depends on it.’” He let the mocking words linger before returning to his usual voice, a sardonic smile plastered on his face. “But I suppose a lad like Tom Riddle would do wonders for your future, isn’t that right, Hermione?”

Hermione’s expression didn’t falter, though her jaw clenched ever so slightly. Let him say what he wanted. If he thought his theatrics would push her to anger or shame, he clearly underestimated her. Rhys might be an expert at projecting his flaws onto others, but Hermione wasn’t about to let him drag her down to his level. Not now, not ever.

“I see now that neither my last name nor my connections will lead you to what you so desperately want,” Rhys gritted out, his teeth clenched so tightly that the words barely escaped. His usual charm was gone, replaced by an edge of bitterness sharp enough to cut.

Hermione raised an eyebrow, refusing to let him see the wave of emotion his mention of Tom caused. “And what exactly is it you think I want, Rhys?” she asked, her voice calm, almost curious, though her gaze held steady, piercing through him like she already knew the answer.

He sneered, his frustration evident beneath the surface. “Power. Influence. Security. Isn’t that why you’ve aligned yourself with Tom? You think he’s your ticket to a life beyond mediocrity?”

Hermione let out a sharp laugh, cold and biting. “Tom?” she repeated, the name rolling off her tongue with deliberate disdain. “If you think I need to align myself with anyone to touch beyond mediocrity, you might be even more simple than you appear.”

Rhys took a step closer, his tone lowering into something darker, more accusing. “You might fool others, Hermione, but not me. You’re drawn to him. He appeals to you because he represents everything you can’t have on your own. You’re weird, and awkward, but you’re also ambitious. So you’ll use anyone to get ahead—even him.”

Hermione laughed, but her voice was steel. “You don’t know me as well as you think you do, Rhys. Ambition isn’t about stepping on others to rise—it’s about rising in spite of them.” She leaned forward, her words slicing through his assumptions. “And for the record, Tom Riddle doesn’t represent power to me. He represents demise.”

Rhys’s words were carefully selected to be sharp and venomous, and Hermione felt their sting more deeply than she cared to admit. His mockery, while cruel, wasn’t entirely unfounded. She was weird and awkward. Even more so in this time period than the one she was originally from. And sadly, she’d known, deep down, that Tom had never truly cared for her—not in the way she had foolishly hoped, or in the way she had grown to care for him. To Tom, Hermione had always been a tool. Even with his recent attempts to reel her back in, Hermione didn’t fool herself into thinking they were born of affection. She knew it had to be about his insatiable need to control.

Before Hermione could summon a response, Andromeda stepped in, her voice cutting through the tension like a blade. 

“That’s enough!” she snapped, exploding with indignation. Hermione’s chest tightened with gratitude.

“Godric Gryffindor would be ashamed of you, Rhys,” Andromeda continued, her words scathing. “Lashing out at Hermione like a petulant child when you were the one flirting with another witch while engaged? Real chivalrous of you, isn’t it?” Her mocking tone was a perfect weapon, and Hermione watched as Rhys’s sneer faltered, the weight of Andromeda’s rebuke landing squarely on his pride.

Rhys clenched his jaw, searching for a retort that wouldn’t come. But Andromeda had no patience for him. “Let’s go, Hermione,” she said, grabbing her hand with a reassuring squeeze. Then, with a disdainful glance over her shoulder, she delivered the final blow: “And Rhys? Kindly, piss off.”

Hermione didn’t look back as Andromedia pulled towards the dungeons, her steps growing steadier with every stride away from Rhys and his bitterness. 

Hermione might be weird and awkward, but at least she had a friend she could count on. 

And that was good enough for her.

* * * *

 

When Hermione and Andromeda stepped into the Slytherin common room, it was like walking straight into the lion’s—or rather, the serpent’s—den. The air was heavy with tension and hushed whispers, the kind that ceased the moment the door clicked shut behind them. It was clear they had interrupted something important.

Tom Riddle sat at the center of the room, as if the entire space were an extension of his throne. His followers—his Knights—were sprawled across every surface that could serve as seating, from the high-backed leather chairs to the cold stone floor by the fireplace. Each of them turned to stare at the newcomers, their expressions ranging from annoyance to curiosity.

Hermione’s sharp gaze swept over the room, taking in every detail. Whatever they had been discussing had been interrupted, but the strain that lingered told her it wasn’t a casual gathering.

“Lovely,” Andromeda muttered under her breath, her grip tightening on Hermione’s arm.

Tom’s eyes found Hermione’s, and the faintest smirk tugged at his lips, but there was an underlying sadness behind his eyes. The room seemed to hold its breath. It wasn’t a smile of welcome—it was a challenge, a reminder of the power he wielded amongst their peers.

Hermione refused to look away. If Tom Riddle thought she would cower under his gaze, he was sorely mistaken. She lifted her chin slightly, her defiance subtle but unmistakable.

“Breaking curfew, Ms. Granger? Ms. Black?” Lastrange goaded, a cruel grin spreading across his face as he leaned forward from his perch near the fire. “Looks like an appropriate punishment is in order.”

Hermione’s lips curled into a saccharine smile, her tone deceptively sweet as she replied, “Try it, Lestrange, and see what happens.” She knew she was playing with fire, but surrendering to his intimidation would be far worse. It would invite the pack to see her as weak—a mistake she couldn’t afford.

“I do love a challenge,” Lestrange snickered, his grin growing wider as his eyes glinted with twisted glee. His tongue flicked across his lips, the motion predatory, as if savoring the idea of breaking her spirit.

But Hermione didn’t flinch at the threat, although she could feel Andromeda stiffen beside her. The room buzzed with silent approval, the Knights feeding off Lestrange’s provocation like vultures circling a fresh kill. One Knight in particular caught Hermione’s attention—the one adorned with silver piercings that glinted in the dim light. He had drawn his wand, his fingers curling tightly around the polished wood, poised to strike. His other hand gripped the arm of the chair so fiercely his knuckles had turned white, betraying the restraint it took not to act.

“Leave them,” Tom’s voice cut through the tension, sharp and commanding. The words were simple, but the weight they carried was absolute. Lestrange’s grin faltered, his bravado crumbling under the order of his Master. Slowly, reluctantly, he leaned back, his hands raised in mock surrender. 

With Hermione seemingly out of danger, Antonin’s posture softened, though the movement was subtle. He slowly melted back into his seat, the wand vanishing into the folds of his coat with practiced ease, like a dragon sheathing its claws. His fingers released their death grip on the chair, his agitation easing, but his dark eyes remained fixed on her.

His gaze was fierce, unyielding, and it burned into her with an intensity that made her heart quicken. Hermione held her breath, her face betraying nothing. She prayed that anyone observing would misinterpret Antonin’s charged reaction for uncontainable loathing—or better yet— she wished the other would simply fail to notice anything at all.

Luckily, Tom didn’t even spare his followers a glance as he spoke, his attention firmly fixed on Hermione. It wasn’t until he broke their eye contact, looking down as if dismissing the entire interaction as beneath him, that the room seemed to exhale.

Lestrange shrank back into his seat, his jaw tightening as he swallowed whatever retort he might have considered.

Only then did Hermione allow herself the smallest measure of satisfaction, but even so she knew better than to let her guard down. Tom’s intervention wasn’t out of kindness—it never was. Whatever his reasons for protecting her, it was calculated, and she had no doubt that he would throw it in her face the first chance he had.

“Come with me,” Andromeda whispered, her voice barely audible over the murmurs that filled the common room. Without waiting for an answer, she took Hermione by the arm, guiding her away from the many looks of malice and irritation echoed in the face of each Knight.

They slipped quietly through the girls' dormitory hall, the heavy wooden door closing behind them with a soft click. Andromeda didn’t stop until they reached her bedroom, the space instantly offering a reprieve from the tense atmosphere of the common room.

Andromeda let out a sigh, releasing Hermione’s arm as she crossed the room to sit on the edge of her bed. “Honestly, Hermione, your temper is going to get you in trouble one of these days,” she said, running a hand through her long hair. 

Hermione didn’t respond immediately. Instead, she paced the length of the room, her thoughts racing. The exchange with Tom still played vividly in her mind, his authority echoing louder than it should have. “Why did he interfere?” It was a rhetorical question, but her friend answered all the same.  

Andromeda tilted her head, “You really can’t tell?”

Hermione nodded, her lips pressing into a thin line. “Tell what?” Hermione asked, racking her brain for any clues she might have missed.

Andromeda raised an eyebrow, her expression caught somewhere between exasperation and amusement. “Oh, come on, Hermione. You’re brilliant with books, but honestly, you can be so dense when it comes to people.”

She was right. Hermione was observant—overly so—but she tended to overlook obvious big picture ideas when she was so fixated on the intricate web of details. Hermione stopped pacing, turning to face Andromeda with crossed arms. “Well then, spit it out. What am I missing?”

Her friend popped up from her spot, placing her hands on Hermione’s shoulders, and stared her dead in the eyes. “Tom’s crazy about you, Hermione,” she said with a serious, yet gentle nod, as if she were diagnosing Hermione with a terminal illness. 

Hermione blinked, thrown off by the directness of Andromeda’s words. She opened her mouth to respond, but no sound came out. The idea felt... impossible, and yet, her heart betrayed her, skipping a beat as the possibility lingered in her mind. 

“He’s crazy alright,” she finally said with a laugh, dismissing the idea as preposterous. 

Andromeda’s smile grew at Hermione’s stunned disbelief. “I’m not saying he’s going about it the right way,” she added quickly. “But you can’t deny it—his actions speak louder than any words he’s ever said.”

Hermione shook her head, still processing. “No, Andromeda. He’s not like that. He—he’s using me. You’ve seen the way he acts, the way he manipulates people.”

Andromeda sighed, throwing herself back on the bed casually and propping herself up on an elbow. “I’m not blind, Hermione. I know he’s complicated, and I know he has his… dark side. But I’ve known Tom for a long time. And the way he looks at you? The way he softens whenever you’re around? That’s something else.”

Hermione wanted to deny it, to brush it off as just another one of Tom’s calculated moves, but against her better judgement, she hoped Andromeda was right. Maybe there was something in Tom’s gaze, a flicker of something real, something she couldn’t quite name. 

But that didn’t mean that Tom had the capacity to navigate those feelings. She had allowed herself to have faith in him too many times before, and it was a dangerous mistake. She couldn’t afford to let herself believe in whatever it was. Not with someone like him.

“I don’t know,” Hermione muttered, her mind a storm of conflicting emotions. “I don’t know if I can trust him. And I don’t know if I even want to anymore.”

Andromeda didn’t push further. Instead, she gave Hermione a reassuring smile, as if understanding the battle her friend was facing.

“Whatever you decide, I’m here, Hermione. But don’t forget—you're allowed to let yourself feel something too. Just... don’t get too lost in it.”

Hermione nodded slowly, unsure of what to do next.

Silently, she acknowledged what she wanted. The answer had always been there, a part of her that longed for something she shouldn’t. But that desire conflicted with the cold reality she was facing—where her choices had consequences far greater than her own heart.

And so, Hermione made her decision, though the pain of it settled heavily in her chest. If protecting those she loved meant sacrificing her own happiness, her own desires, she would do it. She would put them first, as she always had, because that was who she was—and no matter how difficult it was, she couldn’t turn away from her responsibility.

“I’ll figure it out,” Hermione said softly, more to herself than to her friend, as she pasted on an emotionless smile.

Chapter 27

Notes:

Was going to post every other Sunday starting 2025 but couldn't help but post early lol

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Chapter Text

Tom Riddle prided himself on his ability to tune out the trivialities of others. The inane chatter of his peers—discussions of Quidditch standings, petty gossip about romantic entanglements, or the juvenile bragging of the insecure—rarely warranted so much as a flicker of his attention. Such drivel was simply beneath him.

Yet today, in the library—the one sanctuary where such nonsense was usually absent—his patience was tested. Rhys and Potter had chosen a table obnoxiously close to his preferred corner, a choice that was far from coincidental. Rhys, notorious for his aversion to books, had no business being here unless he had an ulterior motive, and the unnatural volume of his voice only confirmed Tom's suspicions.

The library demanded quiet, an unwritten rule that was commonly respected by all except the most insufferable of fools. And Rhys, it seemed, was intent on proving himself chief among them. Tom's dark eyes narrowed slightly, his lips pressing into a thin line as he listened—not because he cared about their mindless banter, but because he recognized a deliberate provocation when he saw one. This was not about Quidditch or gossip. This was about him; Rhys wanted Tom’s attention.

“You’ll never guess who I ran into in the middle of the night a few days ago,” Rhys’s voice grated against Tom’s ears like nails on a chalkboard, every word spoken with the deliberate arrogance of someone who thought they held the upper hand. His posture—feet propped brazenly on the table, arms folded behind his head—was as infuriating as his tone. He paused, his gaze danced to Tom with a glint of mischief, as if to ensure his words had hit their mark.

Tom’s fingers tightened around the quill in his hand, twitching with the need to curse Weasley into next year, though his expression remained composed—a mask of indifference he had perfected over the years. Internally, however, his mind was already dissecting the implication behind Rhys’s smug tone and deliberate proximity. He knew where this was going.

Hermione.

A flicker of irritation crossed his mind, though it was swiftly squashed. He had assumed Rhys was no longer a threat, not since his reunion with Cedrella had seemingly taken up his focus. But Hermione— Tom’s Hermione—had an uncanny ability of finding herself tangled in situations she ought to avoid. It was both one of the things that drew him to her and the trait that tested his patience that most.

“I knew you had something more interesting to talk to me about than studying,” Potter replied, grinning like the knob he was. His hand ran through his perpetually disheveled hair as he leaned forward, clearly relishing the promise of a scandal.

Tom’s lips curled into the faintest sneer, barely perceptible. Rhys was baiting him, that much was obvious, but it was Potter’s unguarded enthusiasm that sparked a flair of true disdain. It was almost too easy to manipulate such simple minds, and Rhys was planning on using this truth to his advantage. The real challenge for Tom would be deciding whether to let Rhys hang himself with his own words or to intervene and twist the situation to his advantage. Perhaps stopping whatever rumor Rhys was poised to spin could serve as yet another step in his effort to regain Hermione’s trust. If there was one thing Tom Riddle knew, it was the power of perception. Words, once spoken, could infect minds faster than any spell. A well-placed rumor, if left unchecked, could spread like wildfire, twisting truths and sowing doubt where none had existed.

“Hermione Granger,” Rhys laughed loudly. “And we had quite the friendly catch up,” the words hung in the air, thick with insinuation, as he leaned back in his chair until only two legs were balancing his weight, a smug grin plastered across his face. "Oh, you should’ve seen her, Potter. All smiles and—well, let’s just say it was a warm reunion."

“You always did have a thing for her, didn’t you?” Potter snickered. “Too bad she told you she wasn’t interested so you had to pick back up with Cedrella. Even if Cedrella is a bit of a dead fish in the bedroom.”

Tom’s quill paused mid-stroke, his eyebrows lifting slightly. That took an…unexpected turn.

“Potter!” Rhys’s voice dropped to a low growl, nearly toppling over before his chair thudding back onto all four legs as he leaned closer to his companion, clearly agitated. But it was too late.

The truth had been revealed: Hermione had never wanted Rhys. The knowledge slid into Tom’s mind with ease, fitting neatly into the intricate tapestry of his plan. It was all Tom needed to turn the tables. He could already see the threads of leverage forming, the subtle ways he could use this newfound knowledge to keep Rhys firmly in his place. Cedrella was a mere consolation prize, a poor substitute for the witch Rhys truly desired but could never have.

How utterly pathetic.

A quiet hum of satisfaction settled in his chest, though outwardly, he remained composed, barely sparing a glance toward the spectacle.

“Oh come on, Rhys,” Potter chuckled, oblivious of what his friend was trying to accomplish, and absolutely ruining whatever Rhys had strategized. “It’s just a bit of lad’s chat. I’m sure Cedrella will get better with time.”

“Potter!” Rhys attempted to hush him again, but the damage was done. Potter’s thoughtless remarks had handed Tom an advantage he would wield with precision, ensuring Rhys understood the cost of crossing him—or Hermione—again. Cedrella was quite the unforgiving type of witch, and if she knew what ‘lad chat’ consisted of, she would surely make them regret it.

Tom might’ve been in a foul mood just moments ago, but now he was feeling rather giddy. He stood up, leisurely swinging his book bag over his shoulder. There would be time to study later, after the high of the moment wore off and he was ready to focus again. 

“Tough luck about Hermione, Rhys,” Tom said, his voice smooth, almost sympathetic, as he placed a hand on Rhys’ shoulder with a rough thud. The gesture was entirely too intimate, but it succeeded in making Rhys flinch. “Fortunately, as long as Cedrella doesn’t hear about your special little nickname for her—what was it again? ‘Dead fish?’— at least you won’t end up completely alone.”

The impact of his words were clear. Tom could practically feel the tension coil in Rhys’s shoulders, and each curse word Rhys longed to hurl at Tom was etched on his face. Tom withdrew his hand as he stood tall, satisfied with the discomfort he’d caused.

Rhys’s response came with a snarl, a bark of defiance that did little to shake Tom’s confidence. “Hermione might not like me, but she sure doesn’t like you either, Riddle,” he spat, his voice thick with venom. “Not even the great Tom Riddle can captivate little Miss Hermione Granger.”

Tom's gaze hardened, but only for a moment, before the smile returned—slow, calculating. There was no need to engage in a drawn-out exchange with someone so easily predictable. After all, arguing with a fool only means there are two fools.

“We’ll see about that,” Tom replied, his voice low but laced with certainty. It was more a promise to himself than anything else. 

Hermione might be angry with him now, but she had never outright dismissed him, and she had certainly never claimed she ‘wasn’t interested.’ In fact, her rejection of Tom had been born from his perceived feelings towards her—not about her feelings towards him. 

Tom’s thoughts twisted as his heartbeat stuttered, a strange sensation settled over him. He replayed her words in his mind, now understanding them in a different light. It had been easy to focus on her accusations, to fixate on the word ‘fragmented,’ a term that had asserted her knowledge of his truth. But now, with a clearer mind, he could see it for what it truly was—an invitation.

“I should have known better than to think someone so fragmented would ever be able to love me back.” 

“...be able to love me back.”

“...love me back.”

Hermione loved Tom. 

And perhaps, just perhaps, he could love her back, if that's what she needed. 

* * *

 

No matter how much Hermione respected Bathilda Bagshot, Transfiguration simply wasn’t the same without Dumbledore. There was a certain magic—beyond the literal kind—that Dumbledore brought to his lessons, an energy and mastery that made every class feel like an event. Without him, the subject seemed to lose its spark, and the lessons had grown painfully dull in his absence. 

For the past week, Bathilda had reduced their classes to little more than quiet sessions of note-taking straight from the textbook. Today, however, she had adopted an uncharacteristic teaching strategy—one she likely thought was creative, but ended up being the wizarding equivalent of a poorly made educational film. She’d strung together several moving portraits into a makeshift slideshow, accompanied by an audio recording of her own voice to narrate each clip. Hermione found herself grasping at straws to find something positive to report back to Bathilda after class—she supposed the portraits were…interesting—but ultimately, her frustration at how inefficient the lesson was heavily outweighed any potential strengths.

From the bewildered expressions on her classmates’ faces, Hermione wasn’t alone in finding the whole ordeal odd. The animated portraits flickered and shifted awkwardly, sometimes freezing mid-motion, while Bathilda’s voice droned on in the background, utterly devoid of the charisma and spontaneity Dumbledore had brought to every lesson. Hermione suppressed a sigh. She appreciated Bathilda’s effort—she truly did—but it was hard not to feel that the magic of Transfiguration had left the classroom along with its former professor.

Tom sat beside her, his presence infecting her space. She told herself she didn’t notice the slight tension of his mouth or the way his fingers tapped an almost imperceptible rhythm against his thigh, even if it was all she could think about. Although his posture was rigid and his eyes were firmly fixed on at the front of the classroom, Hermione wasn’t fooled. He wasn’t truly engaged with the lesson—his focus was elsewhere. More precisely, his focus was directly on her. 

Hermione could feel him steal a glance at her whenever he thought she wasn’t looking, but she refused to wither under the heat of his gaze. She had braced herself for retaliation after he discovered that she knew his secret. A strike, a threat—something to reassert his dominance and remind her of the precarious balance of power between them. But no such move had come.

Instead, Tom had acted as though nothing had changed, maintaining his usual composure in public while subtly invading the private corners of her world. Sitting beside her in class, leaving carefully chosen gifts outside her door—not just the flowers or the sugar quill she had promptly rejected, but also rare tomes and fresh parchment. They were thoughtful offerings, meticulously selected to appeal to her intellect and interests.

It was… confusing.

Hermione didn’t know what game he was playing, and she hated how easily it unsettled her. Was this some new form of manipulation, or was there something genuine hidden beneath the surface? She refused to let herself hope, knowing the cost of misjudging him. But even as her mind resisted, her heart wavered, caught in the tangled web of deception he was weaving.

The dimly lit room felt heavier somehow, the shadows cast by the glowing portraits only amplifying the intensity of the space between them. Hermione kept her eyes trained on her parchment, forcing herself to jot down notes, but her concentration wavered. She felt him shift slightly beside her, the subtle movement drawing her attention even though she didn’t look. Then, almost imperceptibly, his thigh brushed against hers under the desk.

The touch was so light it could have been accidental, but Hermione knew better. A shiver ran up her spine, her magic stirring instinctively in response. It wasn’t just the touch—it was the pull she felt, like an invisible thread of magic connecting them, winding tighter with every moment they were near. It begged her to bridge the gap, to reach out to him and embrace the sparks of his darkness. 

Immediately, Hermione shifted a few inches farther from him to break the contact as though it burned. Her heart pounded as she forced her breathing to remain steady. She felt like she had to actively resist him, to fight against the invisible force drawing her closer.  It was maddening, how easily he could disrupt her resolve with a single, subtle gesture.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw his lips quirk into the faintest of smirks, as if he could sense her struggle, too. Her grip tightened on her quill, and she willed herself to ignore him, forcing her thoughts back to the droning narration paired with each portrait. But the charge in the air between them lingered, a constant reminder of the battle she was fighting to hold her ground.

She would lose herself in Tom all over again if she let it happen. It would be easy—so terribly easy. It would be satisfying, too, to give in to that magnetic force, to stop fighting and let herself fall into the darkness.

But it would be wrong.

Hermione clenched her jaw to hold back a sad sigh. It wasn’t just her own heart at stake—it never had been. Tom’s world was one of ambition and manipulation, a world that could ruin her and everyone she loved if she wasn’t careful. She couldn’t afford to make that mistake again. To lose herself in him would mean losing everything she stood for, everything she was fighting to protect.

No matter how her magic hummed in response to his.

No matter how her heart betrayed her with its yearning.

She wouldn’t allow herself to fall. 

Not again. 

It was a vow she had to repeat to herself the entire hour.

Stay in control. 

Don’t let him in. 

Finally, when Bathilda drew on the lights, signaling the end of class, Hermione felt like she had run a marathon. She stood quickly, gathering her things with practiced efficiency, avoiding the way his gaze followed her every move as he mirrored her task.

“Hermione?” Tom asked, sounding quieter and more uncertain than she had ever heard him before.

The uncharacteristic timidity in his tone made her doubt for a moment whether he had spoken at all. But when she glanced up, his dark eyes were fixed on her, and it was clear he was waiting for her response.

“Did you have a chance to read it?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

It had been a while since she allowed herself to truly look at him. At first glance, Tom appeared the same as always: composed, polished, and meticulously put together. His hair was neatly combed, styled in the effortlessly perfect way that suited the times. His uniform adhered to every school regulation—shirt tucked flawlessly, tie snug against his neck, and robes free of even the faintest wrinkle. His bookbag hung over one shoulder with a casual ease, completing the picture of an untouchable student leader.

But there was something different beneath the surface. A subtle crack in his usual mask of control, almost imperceptible unless you were searching for it. The faintest hint of lavender shadows lingered beneath his eyes, betraying a restlessness she wasn’t used to seeing in him. Hermione hated that she noticed it at all, that she was attuned to even the smallest shifts in his demeanor.

She didn’t answer immediately, her lips parting as if to speak but hesitating. Mainly, she was too thrown off to form a response—what was he even referring to? Her brows knitted together with the silent question, the confusion clear in her expression.

“I left you a note last night,” Tom explained before he cleared his throat. “In front of your room.”

Hermione had suspected for some time that Tom was behind the mysterious gifts left at her door, though he’d never explicitly admitted it. His words confirmed what she already knew, but the mention of a note caught her off guard.

“I didn’t receive any note,” Hermione replied, shaking her head. Her tone was even, but her mind raced. Had he left anything else she hadn’t received? And if so, who took it? 

“I see,” Tom hummed, his voice soft yet probing as his eyes searched hers, as if he could uncover answers in the depths of her gaze. “Do you remember when we were reading the text Dumbledore had given you?”

Her cheeks warmed involuntarily, the heat rushing up before she could compose herself. Of course, she remembered. How could she not? Those nights were etched into her memory with startling clarity, no matter how much she wished she could forget them.

They had lain in bed together as they read, the book propped up between them while Tom’s arm draped around her, holding her as though it was the most natural thing in the world. Their voices blended in the quiet intimacy of the space, alternating between reading passages and engaging in animated debates.

It felt so right, so painfully right. It was exactly how she had always imagined a relationship should be—effortless, full of shared curiosity and closeness. And yet, it was a cruel mirage, a fleeting illusion of something that could never truly be. Those moments, so disarmingly perfect, had crept past her defenses and lodged him firmly within her heart—a place she had tried, and failed, to banish him from.

“The one written by Salazar Slytherin?” The warmth in her cheeks spread to her neck as she forced herself to meet his eyes—his bright, hauntingly beautiful green eyes. 

“Yes,” Tom replied smoothly, his lips curving into a smile that was as disarming as it was dangerous. His hand moved slowly, deliberately, until his fingers brushed against her temple. He tucked a stray strand of her hair behind her ear, the lightest of touches, but one that sent a cascade of shivers down her spine.

She didn’t flinch, though every instinct screamed that she should, but she also didn’t lean into it like she wanted to. Instead, her eyes fluttered closed, betraying her as a swarm of butterflies stirred in her stomach, their wings brushing against the fragile walls she’d worked so hard to construct around her heart.

“We skipped over a chapter,” Tom murmured. His eyes dipped briefly to her lips, and Hermione felt the warmth of his breath on her face.

Of course, she remembered the chapter he was referring to. The one about Fated Mates. It was too embarrassing to read aloud with him, the intimate implications too much to confront while lying so close, with his voice curling around her like a spell. Yet, the concept had intrigued her. Intrigued and unnerved her.

Even after all this time, she had never gone back to finish it. The very idea of an unfinished book was a sacrilege she usually couldn’t endure. But the name of the chapter alone had kept her away, lingering in her mind like an itch she refused to scratch. It felt too fantastical, even for a world where magic was as real and concrete as the ground beneath her feet.

Hermione had always dismissed divination for the same reason—its nebulous nature grated against her logic. Fate, with its connotations of inevitability and lack of choice, was a concept she resisted fiercely. She wouldn’t succumb to it. She wouldn’t allow herself to believe in something that could strip her of agency.

And yet, Tom remembered. That alone made the memory of that chapter feel heavier now, as if the weight of its words had followed her all this time, waiting for her to acknowledge them.

“I know I have no right to ask a favor of you,” Tom began, his voice carrying a rare vulnerability. “But I was hoping you’d read it.”

He paused, studying her as if her response might shift the very ground they stood on. Then, with a quiet exhale, he added, “I’d love to know if you arrived at the same conclusion as I did.”

The hand that had just brushed her hair—so gentle and deliberate—disappeared into his pocket, as though retreating from the moment. Hermione’s heart gave an erratic thump, a swirl of confusion and curiosity spinning in her chest. His words, paired with the subtle shift in his demeanor, felt far more intimate than any gift he’d left outside her door.

“Was that all the note said?” she asked, feeling like so much more was yet unsaid.

Tom’s lips curved into a faint smile, one that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Not exactly,” he admitted, his gaze flickering to hers and holding steady, as though daring her to look away.

Her brows furrowed, and she tilted her head, waiting for him to elaborate.

“I might’ve included an... invitation,” he continued, his tone as measured as always but with a hint of something softer woven in. 

“An invitation?" she echoed, her tone slightly sharper now, though she couldn’t entirely conceal the edge of curiosity in her voice.

Tom’s expression remained calm, but there was an underlying tension, one that was only highlighted by the way he leaned just a fraction closer. “To explore the ideas in that chapter together,” he added, his voice sounding almost… sensual— as if he was trying to seduce her. “At the next Hogsmeade outing this Saturday. Perhaps over some butterbeers?”

“Hogsmeade?” Hermione’s brow furrowed, her mind immediately flashing warning signs. Bathilda had explicitly cautioned her against leaving the castle, especially with the current climate in the wizarding world. Although only Tom and Antonin were the only two who knew the truth about her blood status, she had managed to make far too many enemies at Hogwarts, and the thought of venturing to Hogsmeade—where she could easily be distracted—was a risk she wasn’t willing to take. “I’m not so sure leaving Hogwarts is… safe for me at the moment.”

Tom’s frown deepened at her words, though there was an unmistakable sincerity in his response. “Hermione, I’d never let anyone harm you. You know I’d keep you safe.” His voice carried a note of frustration, but Hermione remained unmoved. 

“Safe from everyone… except you?” Hermione’s words were sharp, her voice heavy with a dry, humorless laugh. She couldn’t help herself, the irony stinging at her chest.

There was a flicker of something in Tom’s eyes—perhaps surprise, or hurt, or maybe something deeper—but she didn’t wait for him to respond. Instead, she took a step back, her own uncertainty now mingling with the frustration she felt at being caught between the fear of what he represented and the pull that still lingered in her chest. Nonetheless, her message was clear: Hogsmeade, or no Hogsmeade, she wasn’t safe with him. 

“I’ll read the chapter,” she said, calm but firm. “But only because I’d hate for a book to go unfinished.”

Tom gave a slight smile, a glimmer of something akin to satisfaction in his expression, though he remained quiet for a moment. “I’m glad I reminded you then.” He paused before continuing, as if he were hesitant to tack on the rest. “And if you change your mind, I’m still here to discuss it with you.”

Hermione held his gaze for a heartbeat longer than necessary. There was something earnest about the way he spoke. She nodded, slinging her bookbag over her shoulder. 

“Do you want to walk together to the Great Hall for lunch?” Tom offered caually. “I haven’t seen you there in a while.”

Tom’s offer hung in the air, his eyes searching her face as if he already knew her response before she spoke. 

Hermione hesitated for a moment before giving in. “I’ve actually been taking my lunch here with Bath—I mean, Professor Bagshot, since she’s been subbing for Professor Dumbledore.” Her cheeks were hot as she fumbled her words. She had intended to sound indifferent, but it felt like she was over-explaining herself. 

“Lunch with Bathilda in the Transfigurations classroom, late-night dinner with Andromeda in the Hogwarts kitchen, foraging for food in the Forbidden Forest for breakfast…” His tone was light, almost playful. Tom’s gaze softened a fraction as he teased her, as if the dynamic between them hadn't shifted one bit. 

Hermione frowned, her heart thumping at the realization of how much attention he had been paying to her. Her first instinct was to deflect with humor. “Are you stalking me, Tom Riddle?” she huffed, trying to dismiss the unease that threatened to bubble up. But there was a strange, unexpected flutter in her chest at his notice of her—attention that she wasn’t sure whether to welcome or resist.

Tom raised an eyebrow, his half-smile almost shy. “Stalking? No, Hermione,” he whispered, discreetly linking his pinky finger around hers before pulling away again. “I’m merely...observing.”

She couldn’t tell if he meant that as a threat or a compliment. Both options sent an uncomfortable ripple through her chest, but the thought that followed was one that stopped her cold: Or maybe he's learning her patterns to know when to strike.

Hermione's breath hitched, her mind now spiraling as she tried to reconcile the feeling that bloomed in her chest with the reality of his constant presence. He didn’t care about her, and she needed to get that through her thick skull—this was something darker. Something more dangerous.

“Calm down, Hermione,” Tom sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I just worry about you, okay? I’m glad to see you’ve stopped skipping meals.”

He was notably flustered by her suspicion, which only increased her alarm even more. What was he playing at? 

“Well don’t ,” she said sharply before taking a deep breath and refining her tone. “Don’t worry about me, I mean. Now go catch the midday feast before it ends. I have a chapter to read.” She gave him a small, tight but polite smile, tipping her head toward the door. 

It was the closest thing to a truce that he would get, and luckily, he took it. He hesitated for only a fraction of a second, his eyes lingering on her with an unreadable expression, before he nodded once and turned to leave. 

Hermione could finally breathe, exhaling tension from her lungs that she hadn’t even realized was there. 

Until a hand clamped on her shoulder, bringing her back to reality. 

“Well, that was interesting,” Bathilda remarked with a soft chuckle, her voice light but laced with curiosity. “Wanna tell me what that was all about?”

* * * *

 

Hermione spilled everything over a strong cup of tea, the comforting aroma of chamomile filling the room. She didn’t divulge every detail—some truths felt too raw to share and others far too dangerous—but she said enough for Bathilda to piece together the emotional turbulence she’d been navigating with Tom. From his cryptic behavior to the lingering pull she couldn’t quite shake, Hermione laid bare the parts of her confusion that weighed the heaviest on her mind.

Professor Bagshot listened intently, her expression calm and reassuring, never once interrupting. She nodded occasionally, a quiet invitation for Hermione to continue, her demeanor so steady that it somehow grounded Hermione as she spoke. When the young witch finally trailed off, her hands wrapped tightly around her teacup, she felt both exposed and relieved.

Bathilda let the silence linger for a moment before she finally spoke, her voice thoughtful and warm. “I wasn’t expecting Tom Riddle to be the wizard you told me about,” she said gently, her sharp eyes softening as they studied Hermione’s face. “It’s no wonder you’re feeling so conflicted.”

Hermione’s cheeks flushed as she looked away, her fingers curling around her teacup. “To be frank, I never thought I’d be interested in a wizard like Tom Riddle either. It’s ridiculous of me to have ever entertained the idea.”

“Ridiculous?” Bathilda tilted her head, her expression caught somewhere between amusement and contemplation. “Maybe. Surprising? Perhaps not. The more I think about it, the more fitting it becomes.”

Hermione blinked, startled by the unexpected response. “Fitting? How so?”

Bathilda smiled faintly, stroking her chin as though she’d stumbled upon a brilliant revelation. “You, Hermione, are someone who values intellect, ambition, and an unrelenting drive to seek answers. Tom embodies all of those things, even if they come in a darker shade. It’s only natural you’d find yourself drawn to him, despite your better judgment.”

“That’s hardly comforting,” Hermione muttered, her gaze fixed firmly on the tea swirling in her cup.

“I’m not trying to comfort you, dear,” Bathilda said with a knowing smile. “I’m trying to help you understand yourself—and him. Attraction doesn’t always make sense, but it’s rarely without reason.”

Hermione sighed, her shoulders slumping. “But even if it’s reasoned, that doesn’t make it right. And Tom isn’t simply ‘a darker shade,’ but the purest form of midnight black.”

“Hmm,” Bathilda took a second to absorb Hermione’s words before replying. “Even the midnight sky has stars, Hermione. Tiny pinpricks of light breaking through the darkness.”

Hermione frowned, shaking her head. “You’re romanticizing something that doesn’t deserve it.”

“I could be, yes,” Bathilda conceded with a small nod, taking another sip of her tea. “But stars shine brightest in the darkest skies. I’d wager if you dig deep enough, those pieces of Tom—the good parts—are truly exceptional. Rather like the rest of him, actually.” Her laugh was light and airy, but it did little to reassure Hermione.

Hermione tore her gaze from Bathilda and took a bite of the cucumber sandwich in front of her, more to occupy her hands than her appetite. Words failed her, and the silence between them felt awkwardly heavy. She turned her eyes toward the window, letting the scenery distract her. The sun was setting, melting into the horizon with a beauty that felt almost unreal. Brilliant oranges and yellows cascaded into the lake like a golden waterfall, while soft pinks and purples blended into the encroaching darkness of night. The transition was seamless yet striking, a reminder of how long she’d been talking.

“It’s the prettiest part of the day, isn’t it?” Bathilda’s voice pulled her back to the moment, her gaze now fixed on the same sunset. “Although I’m also partial to dawn, too,” she added with a thoughtful smile. “It always amazes me to see how powerful it is when day meets night. One can’t exist without the other, you know.”

Hermione swallowed her bite, the words sinking deeper than she wanted them to. It was obvious they were no longer talking about the sunset anymore. “But they’re separate,” she countered softly, her eyes not leaving the horizon. “Day doesn’t linger in the night, and night doesn’t hold onto the day.”

“True,” Bathilda agreed, tilting her head. “But they touch, Hermione. They meet at every sunrise and sunset, each leaving its mark on the other. They work together to support each other’s goals while accomplishing their own purpose separately. It’s beautiful, is it not?” 

“I suppose it can be,” Hermione sighed, sinking further into her chair. She genuinely did agree—just not when it came to her and Tom.

Bathilda’s gaze softened as she took another sip of tea. “Everyone deserves to be loved. And maybe those more prone to darkness are the ones who need love the most,” she said, her tone gentle but pointed.

Hermione shook her head, not in agreement but in quiet resignation. She was exhausted from the topic. It was possible Bathilda was right, but Hermione wasn’t ready to confront what that might mean.

Fortunately, before the conversation could continue, a small, familiar owl soared through the open window, clutching a package in its tiny talons. Its sudden arrival drew Hermione’s attention, offering her an escape from the weight of their discussion.

“Oh, thank Merlin,” Bathilda beamed, her expression brightening as she gave her owl a loving scratch behind his neck. She reached for the letter, her eyes lighting up at the sight of Dumbledore’s familiar signature on the envelope. “Hopefully, Albus has dealt with all the ugliness and is ready to resume his position as Transfigurations Professor. I much prefer History,” she added with a wink. 

Hermione watched Bathilda’s hopeful smile and felt a wave of relief wash over her. Bathilda’s unwavering confidence in Dumbledore was a balm for Hermione’s frayed nerves. It was exactly what she needed to hear to ease her lingering doubts about how her presence may have altered the timeline.

The feeling of relief evaporated in an instant. One moment, Bathilda was happily humming to herself as she tore open the letter. The next, her face turned ashen, all color draining away as her hand flew to her mouth to stifle a panicked gasp.

“Bathilda?” Hermione’s voice rose in concern as she leaned forward, her own pulse quickening at the sight of the older witch’s stricken expression. “Is everything okay? Is Dumbledore still planning to battle Grindelwald?”

Bathilda didn’t answer immediately, her wide eyes scanning the parchment as though willing the words to change. When she finally looked up, there was a tremor in her voice Hermione had never heard before.

“It’s worse than that,” Bathilda murmured, her hands shaking as she carefully set the letter down on the table, as if even holding it was too much to bear. “He’s already lost,” she said, dabbing the edge of her hairline with the sleeve of her robe. “He barely made it out with his life.”

Hermione felt as though the air had been sucked out of the room. “Lost?” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “What do you mean, lost?”

Bathilda’s trembling fingers pressed against her temple as she tried to steady herself, her usual airy demeanor entirely shattered. “Albus underestimated him. Grindelwald was... more prepared than he anticipated. The duel... it was catastrophic.”

Hermione’s heart thudded painfully in her chest as she watched Bathilda struggle to find the words. “But he survived, didn’t he? You said he made it out alive.” Hermione grasped onto any positive news she could. 

“Barely,” Bathilda confirmed, her voice thick with emotion. “The Aurors found him unconscious on the outskirts of Nurmengard. He’s been taken to St. Mungo’s... but his injuries are grave. The Ministry is trying to keep it hushed, but it’s only a matter of time before it breaks the news.”

Hermione’s hands clenched into fists, her nails biting into her palm. Dumbledore—the one unshakable pillar of wisdom and strength in this world—brought so low? It didn’t seem possible, and yet the evidence was right before her, printed in familiar handwriting.

“What... what happens now?” Hermione asked, her voice quivering despite her best efforts to keep it steady.

Bathilda shook her head slowly, her eyes glassy. “I don’t know. Without Albus to stand against Grindelwald, I fear what Grindelwald might do next.”

Hermione swallowed hard, the enormity of the situation pressing down on her. Dumbledore’s defeat wasn’t just a blow to the wizarding world—it was a crack in the very foundation of everything she knew.

Fear twisted in her gut. She couldn’t allow this to be the end. If history was beginning to unravel, she had to find a way to stitch it back together before it was too late.

But how?

Notes:

In the next few chapters, things are going to start moving a bit quicker. Who is ready for a reunion already? 👀😂

Chapter 28

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As the first rays of sunlight crept through the castle's ancient windows, Hermione’s breath fogged in the chilly air of the secluded corridor. She adjusted her robes for warmth, pushing aside the tapestry that shielded her from the rest of the school as she crawled into the small space. This hidden alcove had become her refuge, a sanctuary away from prying eyes, and more importantly, from Tom.

She settled cross-legged on the cold stone floor, withdrawing the duplicate of Salazar Slytherin’s tome from her satchel. Her fingers brushed the iridescent serpent on the cover as a flicker of unease coursed through her. This wasn’t just about uncovering the secrets of the text—it was about unraveling Tom’s motives. Why had he been so insistent she read this? What was it about this particular chapter that had him practically begging for her attention?

Hermione’s brow furrowed as she flipped the book open, her quill and parchment at the ready for notes. She wasn’t naïve enough to believe Tom’s interest was purely academic. The Salazar text was no ordinary book; its pages brimmed with ancient magic and veiled warnings. They had already discussed its darker inclinations during their shared readings before Tom unleashed his unpleasantness —if you could call attempted murder ‘unpleasantness’—on her.

Her quill hovered over the parchment as she found the chapter in question: The Bonds of Fate: Fated Mates.

Her cheeks warmed involuntarily, but she squared her shoulders and focused. Hermione was determined to approach this with the same logic and discipline she applied to every other subject. She wasn’t here to entertain any romantic fantasies, no matter how the title seemed to tease her.

The pages unfurled a complex web of magic, binding not just souls but destinies. The spellwork described was intricate, potent—dangerous. As she read further, her unease deepened. Tom’s fascination with the text suddenly made sense. The signs of fated mates were all too familiar when the two were together: the inexplicable pull, the charge of their combined magic, the way his presence seemed to hum in her veins, as though their very cores resonated in harmony. Even if she wanted to refuse to accept the idea, the text described the phenomenon in such vivid detail—how magic between fated mates would react in proximity, amplifying one another in ways that defied logical explanation—it was impossible to deny. It was why their debates always left her breathless. It was why their shared spells were far more powerful than they should have been. And ultimately, it was why—even the briefest touch—had her pulse racing.

For months she had tried to consciously ignore their chemistry, but reading the descriptions now forced her to stare into a mirror of truth—one that reflected all the moments she had dismissed their attraction as coincidence or overthinking, but were obviously the markings of fated mates.

Hermione’s hands tightened on the edges of the book. If Tom had read this chapter with her in mind, he must have recognized the signs too. That thought sent a chill through her. For someone like Tom, who sought control over everything—including magic—such a bond would be irresistible. He wouldn’t see it as fate or connection; he would see it as a tool, a way to bind her irrevocably to him—a way to heighten his power.

Her breath hitched as she continued reading. The text warned that such bonds, if discovered, could be cultivated. Encouraged. Turned into something unbreakable. But it also cautioned against the darker consequences—obsession, possessiveness, and the destruction of individual will if one partner wielded too much dominance over the other.

Hermione’s heart pounded in her chest. The balance described in the book was precarious, and she knew without a doubt that Tom would tip the scales in his favor without hesitation. If he believed they were fated mates, it wasn’t because he cared for her. It would be because he saw her as his, as another piece of his empire to command.

The thought made her stomach churn, a wave of nausea rolling over her. She slammed the book shut and leaned back against the cold stone wall, letting its chill seep through her robes. If what the text suggested was true—if she was bound to Tom Riddle, of all people, a boy with a soul so steeped in utter darkness—what did that say about her?

Hermione clenched her fists in her lap, nails digging into her palms as she wrestled with the question. Was there something in her, some hidden flaw or shadow, that had drawn them together? Was she as tainted as he was? The idea clawed at her chest, threatening to suffocate her. She had always believed in choice, in carving her own path, yet this... this felt like a cruel joke played by fate itself.

No. She shook her head firmly, trying to dispel the oppressive weight of her thoughts. Her choices defined her, not some mystical bond or cosmic decree. If their connection was real, it was not something she had sought out or wanted. And if Tom had recognized it, there was no doubt he would use it to his advantage, twisting it into something that served his ambitions.

She laughed. Softly at first, a breathy chuckle that barely escaped her lips. But then it grew. It bubbled and swelled, rolling out of her chest until it shook her shoulders and brought tears to her eyes. The sound echoed off the stone walls, startling her in its suddenness and intensity.

How had she not thought of it before?

Tom might think he was invincible, that he could use this pull against her, bending her to his will. But he had made a grave mistake—a fatal miscalculation born of his own arrogance. He had split his soul, unknowingly weakening himself. In his pursuit of immortality, he had fragmented himself into three pieces, each one making him less whole, less indomitable.

And one of those pieces? She already controlled it.

Her laughter softened as the realization settled into something sharper, more resolute. His diary—the piece of his soul he didn’t even know was gone. She had touched it, poured herself into it, and had nearly been consumed by it. But in the end, she mastered it, owned it, until it was no longer just his. It was hers, too, bound to her by the blood magic she had cast.

A new plan began to form in her mind, hazy yet, but still promising nonetheless. If Tom wanted to play with destiny, she would let him—but it would be her terms. She wasn’t just a pawn in his game, although she would pretend to be. Hermione knew Tom well enough to predict how he might interpret her next steps. After discovering their supposed fate, most witches would likely be enchanted by the romanticism of it all, drawn in by the allure of being "chosen" by something as powerful as destiny.

And so, she would play the role.

Hermione Granger, the hopeless romantic, entranced by the idea of a fated connection, eager to explore its depths. It would be her mask, her shield, her weapon. A façade to keep him off balance, to lull him into believing he had the upper hand. All the while, she would be studying him, unfolding his schemes, and preparing to strike when he least expected it.

She smiled to herself, a small, dangerous smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. If Tom Riddle thought he could outmaneuver her, he was in for a rude awakening.

* * * *

 

Antonin wasn’t stalking Hermione. No, he was simply… watching over her… keeping his distance while maintaining a close eye on her. She might not have known he was around, but what she didn’t know couldn’t hurt her. And if anything, he was doing her a service. 

In class, he would sit at the back of the room, his gaze lingering on her as she sat next to the enemy, her every movement a source of quiet tension. In the evenings, he often found himself trailing her through the hallways, making sure she was safe as Head Girl, especially when she patrolled alone, vulnerable to whatever dark forces lingered in the shadows. He even noticed the way she would disappear behind the tapestry in that dim, forgotten corridor, as if seeking solace in the solitude. And though it pained him, each night he would settle for the quiet corners of the girls' dormitory halls since he couldn’t manage to get past the ward of her chamber door.

It tore him apart, this passive role he was forced to play while Tom openly made his move on Hermione. Antonin knew he should trust her, that she was capable of making her own decisions, but he couldn’t help himself. The idea of her falling for Tom, letting that bastard worm his way into her heart—it sent a stab of jealousy through his chest every time it crossed his mind. He’d watched Tom give her an array of gifts, seemingly innocent tokens meant to win her over: fresh parchment, potions ingredients, quills. But the hand-written invitation Tom had left her? That was where Antonin drew the line. He knew Hermione was intelligent, knew she would prefer to make her own choices, but Antonin couldn’t resist making it a little easier for her to make the right choice. Taking away the temptations was just another way he was helping her—protecting her.

And yet, despite all his efforts to keep her safe from Tom’s web, he couldn’t ignore the gnawing truth. At the end of their night in the Forbidden Forest, after they had shared such intimacy—after he revealed his dragon for her—Hermiome had all but admitted the unforgivable. 

She loved Tom. 

That painful fact echoed in Antonin’s mind, a cruel reality he could barely accept. But it was clear as day. Every time she stole a glance at Tom when she thought no one was looking. Whenever her breath caught as he lightly brushed against her skin. The way she claimed to avoid him, and yet, somehow seemed to orbit around him at all times. They always found a way back to each other. 

It was something he wished he could change, but the more he watched, the more he understood—Tom felt the same. The Dark Lord’s cold, calculated interest in Hermione was not just strategy; there was something deeper there, something dangerous, something Antonin couldn’t bear to acknowledge.

But Hermione—brilliant, sharp Hermione—didn’t seem to realize it. She didn’t see what was happening under her nose, how Tom’s affections were subtle, how he was slowly beginning to offer her his heart. So Antonin, with his quiet observation, made a vow to himself. He would make sure it stayed that way—he would make sure that Hermione never saw that Tom loved her, too. He would shield her from the darkness, keep her blind to the truth of Tom’s attachment. He’d watch over her in silence, doing whatever it took to ensure she remained oblivious to the truth—no matter the cost.

His dragon hated the idea—dragons didn’t deceive their trainers—but his dragon could shut the fuck up. Antonin was doing his dragon a favor: he was keeping Hermione for themselves. 

* * * *

 

Tom had dreamt of Hermione yet again. She haunted him like an unwelcome ghost, invading his mind each time he closed his eyes. It had begun innocently enough—the night she’d first invited him to study with her months ago. In that dream, she’d teased him with her magic, challenging him until his hand was around her throat. He’d woken up hard, restless, wanting to slip back into sleep to see how it might play out. But lately, his dreams of her had grown more intense, a subconscious echo of how she’d begun to torment him in real life.

Now, he often found himself bound and powerless in those dreams, her dominance stripping him of control, in both a literal and figurative sense. Sometimes, she was relentless, treating him like a mere puppet for her amusement, leaving him helplessly restrained to a four post bed. These types of dreams were purely carnal—Hermione taking charge, forcing his submission as she rode him, a mixture of agony and pleasure that left him wet with humiliation upon waking. The shame of those dreams had kept him from her for weeks after their last altercation, wary that surrendering in real life would make him just as vulnerable as he was in those imaginary moments.

But the worst dreams were of a different sort. In those, she sought him out, needing him, confiding in him as if he were her equal. She’d share her struggles or recount the monotony of her day, her head resting on his chest, and for a fleeting moment, they felt like a normal couple. He would wake from those dreams with a hollow disappointment that lingered, knowing it was a reality that could have existed if he hadn’t ruined it for himself. The bitter aftertaste set his mood for the entire day, a reminder of just how deeply Hermione had infiltrated every corner of his mind.

He needed her back, he begrudgingly admitted to himself.

Tom would win her over somehow; he simply couldn’t bear her indifference any longer. Each glance she cast his way, absent of warmth or acknowledgment, seared into him more sharply than an unforgivable curse. She had once looked at him with admiration, even fascination, and on occasion, affection. But, now all he received was a cold, dismissive stare, if any look at all. It was intolerable. She belonged at his side, and though she’d forgotten, he would remind her.

Unfortunately, Tom didn’t know much about managing these types of feelings. He had never been raised with tenderness—the very quality Hermione had so infuriatingly demanded of him before she’d cast him aside. He knew power, dominance, control, and ambition, but what could he possibly know of warmth? How could he be expected to give her something so entirely foreign to him? Yet, perhaps there was someone who could offer some insight to the wants and needs of witches.

It was Friday morning, and once again, Hermione hadn’t appeared in the Great Hall for breakfast. In her usual spot, Hermione’s only friend, Andromeda, sat with a younger Slytherin witch, giggling and whispering as they nibbled on their toast and eggs. Tom observed Andromeda from his place in the center of the table, waiting until she’d finished her meal and was on her way out before approaching her. 

“Tom? Where are you going?” Malfoy called after him in concern, but Tom waved him off, intent on catching Andromeda at the entrance of the Great Hall. 

Andromeda’s eyes went wide when he stopped before her, her complexion paling slightly, and though he usually appreciated the effect he had on others, her fear was regrettably inconvenient in this instance. If she were too frightened, she might hesitate to provide the guidance he needed, foolishly thinking she was sparing Hermione from Tom’s attention. He sighed, knowing he had his work cut out for him in order to win her favor over. 

“Good afternoon, Ms. Black,” Tom greeted her, his tone perfectly courteous, the kind of refined charm that masked the sharper edges underneath.

Andromeda froze, like an animal in the wild trying to blend in with its surroundings. The friend beside her seemed just as stunned, though her reaction was rooted in a different kind of surprise. Her cheeks flushed with color as she registered Tom’s presence. By now, witches in his year already knew better than to expect personal attention from Tom Riddle—Hermione being the singular exception. However, the younger witch clearly misinterpreted the reason for his approach. She gazed at him with hearts in her eyes, her hopeful smile revealing that she’d fallen for his practiced illusion. She wouldn’t be the first witch fooled by his polished exterior, and she also wouldn’t be the last, but Tom found it annoyingly irritating nonetheless. Tom far preferred fear over admiration from anyone other than Hermione, but he’d play nice if it meant he’d be able to gain the intelligence he needed to win his witch back. 

“I was hoping I might be able to borrow you for a few moments,” he said politely dismissing the unwanted company. “Alone.”

The young girl’s eager grin faltered. “O-oh, yes, of course.” She cast one last, longing glance at Tom, as though hoping for any sign of interest. “I’ll see you later, then, Andromeda. And Mr. Riddle, if I can ever be of assistance…” Her voice lingered suggestively. 

“I’ll keep that in mind,” he said with a slight bow, hating that he couldn’t just threaten her away instead. Thankfully, she stumbled away quickly, smiling like a buffoon as her legs practically melted beneath her on her way toward the dungeons. 

Once the distraction was gone, he gestured to Andromeda, leading her toward the open courtyard. The empty stone space was secluded enough in the early mornings, leaving the courtyard deserted. He could feel Andromeda’s uncertainty as she trailed behind him. She shook off her earlier shock, visibly steeling herself as if she were preparing herself for battle, finding her confidence again.

“How can I help you, Tom?” Andromeda asked. Tom sensed a hint of apprehension in her voice, though she kept her tone neutral. She wisely knew that if he was seeking her out, it wasn’t a matter of casual conversation. After all, Tom wasn’t the type to approach others—at least not without the prospect of something gained.

He offered a practiced smile. “I need a bit of insight, Andromeda. You’re a friend of Hermione’s. You understand her… uniquely.” He paused, letting his words settle, drawing her into with strategic sincerity. “I want to make amends with her. But she… requires a particular kind of approach, wouldn’t you agree?”

Andromeda’s eyes flickered, her brow knitting in subtle suspicion as she studied him. Tom held her gaze steadily, tilting his head just slightly, letting a faint trace of vulnerability slip through his mask—just enough to bait her trust.

“I miss her,” he admitted, his voice softening just enough to make the statement feel honest.

It was a calculated choice, of course—letting Andromeda see this side of him, or at least, the version he wanted her to see. He didn’t often reveal anything that might resemble emotion unless it served a purpose. And now, watching her expression ease, he knew he had struck the right chord.

“She’s perceptive, Tom,” Andromeda said quietly, her words layered with a warning. “Hermione… she sees right through facades. She’ll know if you’re not genuine.”

Tom nodded with a sigh. “I know,” he said, a hint of frustration slipping into his tone. “That’s why I need your help. I want her back.”

He could tell she was weighing his words, still cautious but tempted to trust him. And that was enough. Andromeda didn’t need to fully believe him; she just needed to believe enough to share what he needed to know.

“Well, I would have to know the exact reason for your argument in order to properly help you,” Andromeda said prudently, lowering herself onto the stone bench behind her. “Hermione keeps her feelings close to her chest, but I can see she cares about you, Tom.”

Tom remained standing, placing his hands casually in his pockets as he leaned against a nearby pillar. He studied her, choosing his words carefully. He was reluctant to divulge too much, but he knew that Andromeda would need at least the faint outline of the truth to provide appropriate guidance.

“She wanted something I couldn’t give her at the time,” he said, his tone detached yet deliberate. “But upon further reflection, I’ve determined that perhaps… it is possible after all.” He paused, letting the words settle, allowing Andromeda to draw her own conclusions. He made no effort to explain further. He knew that leaving some things unsaid would make him appear more conflicted, more melancholy. 

Andromeda’s eyes flickered with curiosity, though she maintained a carefully neutral look. “And what, exactly , do you plan to do now that you’ve ‘determined’ that you can give her what she wants?” she asked, her tone edged with skepticism, as though she were testing the limits of his intentions.

Tom pressed his lips together, suppressing a flash of irritation. It irked him to be under her scrutiny. Yet, he knew it was necessary to maintain her cooperation.

“That’s where I need your help, Andromeda,” he replied, the intensity in his voice increasing with a hint of frustration. “I seem to… lack… the knowledge of how to show her that I’m willing to be what she needs. But I am. I’m ready to do whatever it takes to win her back.”

Andromeda sighed, nodding with understanding. “If you really want to convince her, it will take more than small gestures or clever words. Hermione doesn’t want promises, Tom; she wants proof . You have to give her something real, something genuine. You have to be truly vulnerable.”

Tom’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully, processing her advice. 

He was accustomed to commanding respect, to drawing people in through power or charisma, but this was much different. 

Proof

He could give her proof.

With a final nod, Tom stood up straight. “Thank you, Andromeda. This was most instructive.”

He didn’t wait for her to reply before heading towards the restricted section of the library. He had vital research to attend to: specifically, how to amend the most lethal curse known to the wizarding kind. If he was going to offer Hermione the proof she needed, he had to make sure it would be safe for her handling.

Notes:

Any ideas on what "proof" Tom might offer Hermione? 😏

P.S. A few of you mentioned Malfoy's POV a while back.... and let's just say it is coming soon. 😈

Chapter 29

Notes:

I told myself I'd post every other Sunday for 2025, but I worked a bit ahead so I was excited to share early 🤗

This week's chapter was a tiny bit longer than usual so I decided to post it in two shorter pieces instead of just one. The second half will be posted this Sunday.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Antonin didn’t care for Hogsmeade runs. They were a hollow ritual, nothing more than another opportunity for the Knights to fawn over Tom. Watching them scramble to win favor with bags of Sugar Quills and Fizzing Whizzbees was nauseating, a desperate display that left a sour taste in his mouth. Once, he might have joined their brown-nosing behavior, eager to prove his loyalty and earn Tom’s approval. But those days felt like a lifetime ago, buried beneath layers of disillusionment and a growing sense of dread. Now, he only went out of obligation, his presence expected, his absence too conspicuous to ignore.

Still, as he trudged through the cobblestone streets of Hogsmeade, his thoughts weren’t on the task at hand but back at the castle, where Hermione remained. Her routine had become a familiar rhythm to him, unchanging and predictable, yet it gnawed at him to leave her alone. Anything could happen in his absence, and the thought unsettled him. He’d rather be at the castle, watching her from the shadows, ensuring her safety in ways she would never know or understand. Instead, he was here, surrounded by meaningless chatter and pointless errands, his mind miles away from the crowd.

The group had gravitated toward Honeydukes, as always—Tom’s favorite stop during their Hogsmeade outings. The bright, bustling shop was alive with the hum of chatter and the clinking of jars as students crowded around shelves stacked with sugary treasures. Antonin lingered by the door, his arms crossed, unwilling to lose himself in the chaotic energy of the place. His gaze flitted to Malfoy and Lestrange, who were bickering over who would have the honor of purchasing some lavender mints for Tom.

It was an odd choice, Antonin mused, watching the two jostle each other with exaggerated indignation. Tom had always favored sickly sweet confections—syrupy fudge, sugary pies, and the like. Lavender mints, with their subtle floral tang, seemed entirely out of character. Antonin frowned. Was this some new development on Tom’s part, or had Malfoy and Lestrange simply misunderstood their Lord’s tastes? Either way, the display was absurd, and Antonin couldn’t help but feel the familiar surge of irritation bubbling beneath the surface.

He glanced toward Tom, who stood at the far end of the shop, inspecting a shelf of chocolate frogs with an air of detached amusement. Even when doing something as mundane as shopping for sweets, Tom’s presence commanded attention. It was as though the room bent to his will, every glance and whispered word circling back to him. Antonin resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Let them fawn over him, he thought bitterly. Let them waste their energy on these meaningless displays of devotion. Meanwhile, Antonin’s thoughts once again wandered back to the castle, to Hermione, and to the gnawing sense that his absence could cost her dearly.

The soft chime of the bell above the door cut through the noise, drawing Antonin's attention like a predator sensing a shift in the air. He didn’t have to look to know who it was. His dragon stirred, its instincts sharp and immediate, a protective growl rumbling faintly at the edge of his consciousness.

Hermione.

He caught the telltale flash of her wild, unruly curls as she stepped inside, her eyes wide as they took in the crowded, colorful mayhem of Honeydukes. Antonin stiffened, his pulse quickening. What was she doing here? She wasn’t supposed to be here! His mind raced with possibilities, none of them comforting. Was she simply indulging in a rare Hogsmeade visit, or—his breath hitched—was she seeking Antonin out?

For a short-lived, irrational moment, Antonin considered reaching out to her, drawing her into the circle of his arms, where he could shield her from everything—especially Tom. His heart pounded with the impulse, a surge of wild desire to feel her warmth against him, to have her wild curls nestled against his chest. 

But just as quickly, reality crashed in, dousing the flame of reckless hope. His dragon stirred uneasily in the back of his mind, its sharp instincts reminding him of the boundaries he’d set, the unspoken rules that couldn’t be ignored. She wasn’t his to claim, not like that. Not yet, and perhaps never.

Instead, he stood still, forcing his hands to relax at his sides, fighting the urge to move toward her, his heated gaze tracking her every move. When their eyes met, his heart sank in disappointment. A bitter cold knot tightening in his chest as he watched Hermione walk past him, her eyes flicking over him briefly, a faint, polite smile curving her lips—so distant, so indifferent. 

She hadn’t come for Antonin. 

She hadn’t even acknowledged him beyond the bare minimum. Just a passing glance that held no weight, no warmth, as if he were a random stranger. 

No, she was here for Tom . The realization hit him like a blow, the intensity of it almost knocking the breath from his lungs. His gaze followed her every step. She walked with intention toward a shadow in the back corner of the store, to the man Antonin had once sworn loyalty to, but who had long since become a villain in Antonin's mind—someone he could barely tolerate being in the same room with.

Hermione claimed she felt the same way as Antonin did when it came to Tom Riddle. She had said the words. She had declared, with conviction, that she saw Tom Riddle as the enemy. That she wanted to see him eliminated. 

And yet, here she was, her every movement betraying the truth of her heart, stepping toward him with that same starry-eyed admiration Antonin had always observed in the eyes of those who blindly worshiped their master.

He felt his stomach twist, bile rising at the back of his throat as he watched the scene unfold. He wanted to reach out, to stop her, to shake her and demand to know why she was doing this. Why was she, so willingly, strolling toward the very darkness she claimed to despise? It made no sense. 

His dragon attempted to sooth him. To remind him that Hermione had told him to trust her at their last meeting, that perhaps this was all part of her plan. But how could he trust her when he could see her falling prey to the very monster he had sworn to protect her from?

Her footsteps slowed as she reached Tom’s side, and Antonin couldn’t look away as she spoke to him, her voice soft, almost reverent. “I thought I’d find you here.” Each syllable felt like a stab to Antonin’s back. 

“Hermione,” Tom murmured, his voice full of disbelief. Antonin could hear the hunger in Tom’s tone, the subtle shift in his posture, the way Tom reached for her, desperate to confirm that she was truly standing before him. 

Antonin clenched his fists, his dragon nails threatening to unsheath. 

No. 

This couldn’t be happening. He refused to watch it play out any longer, and yet, he couldn’t pull his gaze away. 

Tom’s fingers traced along Hermione’s jaw, a touch so possessive, so intimate that it made Antonin’s blood boil. “You came. You’re really here.” The words were breathy, almost tender as he threaded his fingers into her hair, as if he could anchor himself to her forever. 

A tsunami of rage brewed in Antonin’s heart as the dark reality of it all settled in. Hermione was slipping further from him with every moment that passed—and closer to Tom.

“I’ve read the chapter,” she said, picking at a hole in her glove nervously as a faint blush crept up her cheeks at his touch.

She was referring to the chapter from Tom’s invitation. Something Antonin thought he had spared her from. But of course, Tom was always one step ahead. He must’ve relayed the message in person when she never responded to the note that Antonin had intercepted. 

What chapter could be so important? What had Tom told her that could alter everything they had agreed upon? 

The questions painted the walls of Antonin’s mind with doubt. He had made it clear—she was supposed to stay away from Tom. They had agreed to work together, with Antonin gathering the necessary information while Hermione focused on her safety until they had what they needed to attack. And yet here they were, only three weeks into their agreement, and it was already falling apart. Was this the beginning of the end? Or was this just a momentary slip that he could fix if he acted quickly enough?

“I’d be delighted to talk to you about it.” Tom gave her an optimistic half-smile. “If you’re willing, of course.”

 Hermione wavered, still fully absorbed in his false charisma. “And would we be talking… as equals?” she asked cautiously. 

Antonin wanted to scoff. 

Equals?  

Hermione’s question hung heavy in the air between them, seemingly innocent, but so unforgivable—it wasn’t the word that was offensive, it was the fact that Hermione could believe Tom would have any concept of the notion.

Tom’s answer came smoothly, that practiced charm of his slipping effortlessly from his lips, as if he had rehearsed for this very moment. “Yes,” Tom replied, squeezing the back of her neck slightly, his eyes never leaving hers. “I realize now that… perhaps I didn’t handle things as I should have. I’d like to rectify that, if you’ll allow me.”

She wouldn’t believe this drivel, could she?  

The thought clung to his mind, but the more he observed, the more it became clear that she was buying into it. His dragon rumbled uneasily, sensing the shift in the air. Still, despite the gnawing doubt, Antonin couldn’t help but cling to a shred of faith in Hermione. She was clever. She couldn’t possibly fall for Tom's manipulation, could she?

“Alright.” That single word rang in his ears, and in the silence that followed, it felt like the world had gone still. Antonin’s eyes locked on Hermione’s fingers. They hesitated, only for a moment, before they abandoned the hole in her glove to loosely clutch onto Tom's robes. “I’ll listen. But I need you to be honest with me, Tom. If you can manage that.”

A shadow passed over Tom’s features, a flicker of uncertainty before his face softened. “I’ll do my best,” Tom promised quietly, nearly sounding sincere, but he couldn’t fool Antonin. 

It was all an act.  

Tom was pretending, playing the part of the earnest man, but Antonin could see it—the manipulation, the insincerity, the carefully calculated response. 

“May I escort you somewhere more private?” Tom added casually, his eyes glinting with arrogance and anticipation.

Only when Hermione scanned the room, her eyes darting over the faces of Tom’s knights did Antonin follow her example. His heart skipped a beat. He wasn’t the only one that was watching the two of them with keen interest. Every single Knight had their calculating eyes fixed on the pair of them with rapt attention. Tom’s words, his public declaration of respect for Hermione, had not gone unnoticed. The way he’d touched her, so brazenly in front of his followers—Antonin couldn’t ignore the message Tom had sent. It wasn’t just about Hermione’s intellect, her brilliance. This was about power, about possession. By acknowledging her so openly, Tom had raised Hermione’s status within their world, made her a piece in his game, and yet, at the same time, he had made her a target. Antonin could see it clearly—the envy, the jealousy building in the room. And from the sharp look in Hermione’s eyes, she also understood the magnitude of Tom’s action as well.

Hermione cleared her throat and nodded, refusing to shy away. “The Three Broomsticks?” she asked as she squared her shoulders and stood a bit taller. The confidence in her tone was undeniable, and Antonin couldn’t help but admire it, even as it gutted him.

This was it. 

She was choosing him. 

She was choosing the enemy. 

Tom’s hand only dropped from Hermione’s neck to seek out her fingers. He clasped her palm between his two hands, raising it to press and chaste kiss to her wrist. “That sounds perfect.” Tom’s smooth voice, dripping with false sincerity, seemed to echo in Antonin’s ears long after the words had left his mouth. 

Antonin didn’t even notice when they began walking out of HoneyDukes, hand in hand, until they passed him. 

That’s when it hit him like a slap to the face. Tom’s sudden interest in Lavender mints wasn’t random at all. How could Antonin have missed it? They smelled exactly like Hermione Granger.

* * * *

 

Tom placed a butterbeer in front of Hermione with his usual effortless grace before sliding into the U-shaped booth until he was seated across from her. The dim lighting of the secluded corner of the pub offered them a moment of relative privacy, but despite the physical distance from their peers, Hermione couldn’t shake the sensation of eyes on her. The malicious stares of Tom’s Knights in HoneyDukes prickled against her skin like the aftereffects of a curse, even now that they had made their way to The Three Broomsticks.

She pulled at the sleeve of her robe, a small, steadying gesture before speaking. “Is it safe to speak frankly here?”

Tom’s lips curled, his voice dipping into something low and almost amused. “Safe?” he echoed. “Define ‘safe.’”

A flicker of irritation crossed her face as she reached for her cloak and hat, ready to leave. “Is that how you’re going to be?” she asked coolly. “If nothing has changed, then I’ll be going.”

His hand shot out, fingers curling around hers with just enough pressure to still her movement. “Hermione, wait.” His voice had softened, but there was an unmistakable intensity in his grip. “If you mean ‘safe’ as in no one will overhear us, then yes. If you mean ‘safe’ as in ‘we will not get hurt,’ I cannot promise you that.” His eyes darkened, something unreadable lurking beneath the surface. “I know I’m putting myself—my heart—at risk, just by sitting here with you. Are you willing to do the same?”

Hermione let out a slow breath, her shoulders easing as she set her belongings aside. Her fingers, still slightly entangled with his, remained steady—not pulling away, but not responding either. With deliberate calm, she reached for her butterbeer with her opposite hand, lifting it to her lips and taking a deliberate sip. The warmth of the drink spread through her, and she embraced its effects, allowing herself to relax, even if just for a second.

“I’m here, aren’t I?” she said, setting her glass down with calculated precision, as if she were moving a piece on a chessboard.

“I didn’t think you would come,” Tom admitted in near disbelief. “But I’m grateful you did.”

Hermione withheld a sigh, determined to ignore the way his thumb absently brushed over her palm. And yet, despite herself, the electric sensation of his touch sent a trail of gooseflesh up her arm. She had missed his magic, his presence. 

“Well?” she asked, her voice strong, though she felt anything but. “You wanted to talk. Here we are.”

“I was wrong,” he said, his voice lower than before. “And I’m sorry.”

Hermione’s brow furrowed in disbelief. The words were almost impossible to process, as if they didn’t belong to the same person who had so coldly rejected her, nearly destroyed her, only weeks ago. 

“You’re apologizing?” she asked, her voice laced with skepticism. She didn’t need any more empty words from him. “For what exactly, Tom?”

Tom’s expression hardened slightly, but there was no defensiveness in his eyes—just a quiet acknowledgment. “For my behavior. For the way I treated you. For expecting your devotion without providing mine in return.”

Hermione trembled, instinctively pulling away from him to draw her arms tighter around herself like armor. The apology was something she had never expected to hear from him, and it left her feeling raw, exposed. This was the first time she had seen any hint of regret from him—or perhaps it was the first time he’d ever truly experienced it—and she didn’t know what to make of it.

  “I know I’ve made mistakes, and I’m not asking for your forgiveness, but I want you to know... I never meant to hurt you,” he continued.

Hermione held his gaze, searching for the lie, the manipulation—the inevitable catch. But for once, there was nothing but quiet sincerity in his expression, and that terrified her more than any of his calculated smirks or ruthless words ever had.

She swallowed, her throat suddenly dry. “You never meant to hurt me?” she repeated, her voice barely above a whisper. “Tom, that’s all you’ve ever done.”

His jaw tightened, but he didn’t argue. Instead, he simply nodded, as if conceding the point. “I know.”

A bitter laugh escaped her lips before she could stop it. “Then what is this?” she asked, gesturing between them. “What do you want from me?”

“If you will still have me,” Tom hesitated for the briefest of moments, and that hesitation was more telling than any answer could have been. “I’m ready to pledge my loyalty to you. To—,” he stopped again to clear his throat before finishing his sentence. “To give you my entire heart.” 

“Why now?” she asked, her breath barely a whisper. “Why after everything?”

Her heart pounded in her chest, a mixture of confusion and hope swirling within her. She wanted to run—to pull away, to keep herself safe. But something held her there. And underneath the chaos of the pub, she could hear a voice in the back of her mind whispering to give him a chance. 

“I’ve missed you, Hermione,” he said, his gaze unwavering, searching her face as he slid deeper into the booth, until he brushed against her side. “I’m tired of pretending I don’t care.”

Hermione’s breath hitched, her fingers curling slightly against the rough grain of the bench beneath them. His words were a dangerous melody, one she knew better than to dance to—yet her heart ached at the sincerity in his voice.

She swallowed hard, forcing herself to look away, to break the spell he was so effortlessly weaving around her. 

“And does this little change of heart have to do with the chapter on fated mates? I’m sure it hasn’t escaped you how…useful it might be to siphon off my magic,” Hermione scoffed, finally looking him dead in the eyes. She dared him to lie to her face, in fact, if she was honest with herself, she expected him to. But even so, her heart thumped faster at his response. 

“Hermione, no, I wouldn’t do that to you,” he answered quickly, his tone filled with frustration. “Yes, I’ve done things I can’t undo. I won’t stand here and lie to you about that. But if I could change one thing—” He stopped, as if the words physically pained him. “It would be you. Us.” 

A shiver ran down her spine. Tom Riddle did not deal in regret. He did not second-guess himself. And yet, here he was, speaking of things he could not change, things he would undo if given the chance.

“I tried to fight against the pull. Admit it, you did, too.” His statement was rhetorical, so she didn’t answer and he didn’t wait for her to agree. “But I failed,” he admitted, his voice raw with the truth. “And so did you.”

Hermione’s pulse pounded in her ears. She wanted to deny it, to throw his words back in his face, to tell him that she had never once wavered in her resolve. That she would defeat him, despite the undeniable way she was drawn to him. Whatever bond exists between them, it wouldn’t dictate her choices. She won’t let him dictate her fate. But that would ruin her plan, and she needed him to trust her. 

“So what now?” she asked with a sharp inhale, folding her arms across her chest in a poor attempt to shield herself from the weight of his gaze. “You expect me to believe you’ve suddenly changed? That you want this—want me—without some ulterior motive?”

“I expect nothing,” he said, his expression unreadable. “I know I don’t deserve your trust. But I will earn it, if you let me.”

She shook her head, the words catching in her throat as she said, “I don’t know what to believe anymore.”

Tom lifted a hand to gently cup her cheeks, and his body pressed against hers. She could feel the heat radiating off him, and her hands, almost on their own accord, rose to his wrists, fingers lightly circling them as his thumb ghosting across her flushed skin.

“Let me prove it to you, Hermione.” His words were perfectly chosen, masterfully crafted. And yet, for the first time, Hermione wasn’t sure if they were calculated. There was something different about him now—something unguarded.

But was it real? And did it matter if it was? She had one goal—one mission—and the closer she was to a vulnerable Tom, the closer she was to a dead Tom.

So, she nodded. 

Tom sighed in relief, touching his lips to her forehead. “Thank you, Hermione,” he whispered. 

Her heart skipped a beat at the unexpected tenderness of his kiss, the brief touch sending a rush of warmth through her. She looked up at him curiously as she tried to tame the flutters in her belly. 

“I have something for you,” Tom said, his expression more serious now as he reached into the folds of his robes, his eyes never leaving hers. He withdrew a small, velvet box, its surface catching the dim light of the pub as he extended it toward her. Hermione paused for a moment, her fingers hovering above it, unsure of what to make of this sudden gesture.

“What’s this?” She didn’t know why she asked, because already she knew. Even without opening it, she knew, and her heart was ready to pound out of her chest from the gesture. Inside the box, the magic of his horcrux pulsed wildly, searching for something to cling onto, and her own magic was eager—desperate—to meet it in return.

Her body was practically vibrating with nerves. This was what she wanted, wasn’t it? To draw him in, to make him trust her—to use him, just as he would have used her without hesitation.

And yet… the way he looked at her now, stripped of his usual arrogance, of that calculating brilliance—Hermione couldn’t shake the thought that, perhaps, for the first time in his life, Tom Riddle was afraid.

Not of power, not of death, not of failure.

But of her .

He was handing her the opportunity to crush him. 

She should have relished it. Should have felt triumphant.

Instead, all she felt was the weight of his confession pressing down on her like an invisible chain.

Tom's gaze softened, a flicker of something genuine crossing his features. “Something I should've given you before,” he replied softly, a shadow of nerves passing over his features. “A symbol of my intentions... and of what I want to offer you now.”

She lifted the top slowly, and although she was expecting it, she still gasped at the confirmation. The Gaunt ring gleamed brilliantly from its box, its flawless gold band smooth and polished, radiating a unique, otherworldly luster. At its center, a large, obsidian stone shimmered with a deep, inky blackness, its surface reflecting the faintest light with an almost hypnotic effect. Intricate, faintly glowing runes spiraled around the band, their ancient symbols seemingly alive with power, as if the ring held a force far darker and more dangerous than its beauty suggested. 

Hermione's hand flew to her mouth in shock. “Tom, no,” she said, her eyes growing hot and blurry as she cradled the box to her heart, allowing the ring’s magic to caress hers. “You don’t have to—you shouldn’t.” It was a warning, and yet, she wouldn’t part with it, even if he asked her for it back. It felt right to have a piece of his soul so close to hers. 

He smirked, pleased with her reaction as he reached up and wiped away a tear that tracked down her face. 

“To the rest of the world,” Tom explained, taking the ring from the box and lightly grabbing her left hand. He effortlessly slid the ring onto her second to last finger, using his wand to properly size it until it was a perfect fit on her hand. “It will look like a simple engagement ring.” 

Instantly, his magic connected them in a way that felt almost inevitable. Her heart raced, the sensation of the ring’s power crawling beneath her skin, filling the space between them with an intense, magnetic pull. She knew, without a doubt, that this was more than a mere symbol of affection; it was a declaration of something far deeper, far darker than anything she had ever experienced, more powerful than even the locket that once hung around her neck. Hermione was now the master of both Tom’s horcruxes. And she loved it. It was intoxicating, addicting, to have his life in her hands like this. How could she ever give this—give Tom—up? 

“But to us?” Tom’s voice was filled with that familiar, unyielding confidence, breaking the silence. “We’ll know what it truly means.”

“It’s beautiful.” Her voice broke as she wrapped her arms around him, burying her face into his neck. She couldn’t bear to look at him, but even so, she felt the overwhelming need to get closer. 

His arms encircled her in response, and he rested his chin softly on the top of her head, letting out a contented exhale. “My fate is yours, Hermione.”

Hermione wanted to accept his offering as an act of affection, but she knew better than to believe in fairy tales, in villains who reformed and monsters who learned to love. And yet, Tom had laid his trust at her feet, not with empty words, but with actions—dangerous, irrevocable actions.

But he shouldn’t have.

Not in her. Not in anyone.

Trust was a vulnerability, a chink in the armor he had spent years perfecting. And now, he had handed her the dagger that could pierce through it.

Now, all that was left to decide was when she should use it.

Notes:

Yup, some of you already called it! 2 out of 2 horcruxes officially acquired 🙈

Sunday we finally get to hear from Malfoy 😈

Chapter 30

Notes:

Who is ready for a bit of smut? 😈

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Follow me.” The cold December air hit them as soon as they stepped outside, but Tom paid it no mind as he pulled Hermione along, his grip firm on her wrist. His strides were quick, purposeful. He needed her now , the feeling only more intense by how keenly aware he was of her proximity, the soft pressure of her hand against his as they moved through the snowy streets.

“Tom, where—” Hermione began to ask, but he cut her off, his expression unreadable as he tugged her through the narrow alley behind Zonko’s Joke Shop.

Once they were out of view, he finally stopped, turning to face her before diving in for a searing kiss. There was no hesitation, no careful exploration; it was as if he needed to ensure she was really there, really his.

No words were needed; the pressure of his lips against hers spoke volumes—his desire, his frustration, his need to prove something, perhaps to both of them. His fingers slid to her neck, pulling her closer, deepening the kiss as his breath quickened. The world outside seemed to disappear, leaving only the two of them in this moment of heat and tension.

He broke the kiss only when his head was spinning, when he had to take a breath, but even then, his lips hovered near hers, his eyes dark and intense. 

“I thought I lost you, my little pet.” His words were a low murmur, laced with awe as he backed her into the brick wall. He studied her, his fingers traced the line of her jaw, a touch both tender and possessive. “But you’re mine now,” he continued, his voice dangerously calm now. “Just as much as I am yours.”

Tom’s lips crashed against hers once more, the kiss hungry, desperate, as though he were staking his claim, not just in body, but in mind and soul. To his delight, she met him with just as much eagerness, licking and nipping against his mouth, drinking in his attention. His fingers weaved into the hair at the nape of her neck, anchoring her to him.

“Do you understand?” he asked between kisses.

Hermione nodded, her eyes heavy with lust, leaning into him for more. 

“Did you miss this, Hermione? Did you miss me ?” he taunted her, running a hand up her thigh until it teased the hem of her skirt. 

“Tom.” The word was a pretty plea for more.

“Tell me, Hermione. Admit it.” His voice was smooth, commanding—an order, not a request. His fingers tangled in her hair, tightening just enough to make her gasp, to remind her that resistance was meaningless.

Her breath came in quick, shallow pants, her chest rising and falling with the weight of her surrender. For a moment, she hesitated, caught between pride and honesty. But in the end, it was inevitable.

“I missed you,” she finally relented, her voice barely above a whisper, yet loud enough to satisfy him.

A slow, knowing smirk curled at his lips. Of course, she had.

“Good girl,” he cooed. His fingers trailing higher, stroking the soaked material between her thighs as a reward for her obedience. She shuddered under his praise—under his touch, clinging onto him, her nails digging into his shoulders through his robe as he pushed her knickers aside. 

Yes, she was his. She had always been his. And now, she was finally beginning to understand it. Which is exactly why she didn’t protest when he knelt before her and swung her leg over his shoulder to feast on her in broad daylight. 

He lapped at her slit before circling her clit with the tip of his tongue, encouraged by the lovely whines and moans that fell from her lips. His fingers joined his efforts, eager to make her sing for him. 

She gasped, grinding her hips against his face, begging for more. 

He had missed this—the intoxicating power that came with bending her to his will, with pulling the strings and watching her unravel at his touch. She was a finely tuned instrument, and he played her expertly, each note of surrender a symphony that only he could compose.

“Don’t stop,” she whimpered between quivering breaths. 

She was so close he could taste it—her sweet and salty nectar coating his tongue as each stroke of his fingers pushed into her harder and faster. 

“Who do you belong to, Hermione?” Tom asked with a wicked smile. “Tell me and I’ll give you what you want.” 

“You, Tom, you!” She didn’t hesitate to answer, fisting his hair and shoving him back where he belonged—right between her thighs. 

“Say it again,” he murmured, his voice thick with approval. “Properly, this time.” 

“You, My Lord , you,” she pleaded.

A slow shudder ran through him, pride and satisfaction swelling in his chest, leaving him achingly rigid beneath his trousers. For the briefest moment, surprise flickered in his dark eyes. He had expected her surrender—had craved it, demanded it—but was not expecting that.   

My Lord.  

He hadn’t told her to say it. And yet, she had given it to him of her own accord. It was not just a title, it was her devotion, her claim.

So Tom kept his promise. His fingers pumping into her while he latched onto her clit with his lips, sucking on it, massaging it with his tongue, following her incoherent cues to give her exactly what she needed. When her breaths became short and frantic, he increased his pace, demanding to taste her pleasure. Her hips met his every movement, until finally, she tipped over the edge, earning him a blissful moan of pure ecstasy. 

Her trembling leg slid off his shoulder, and if it hadn’t been for the wall behind her, she might’ve toppled over completely. Her body quivered, still reeling from the intensity of their exchange, her breath coming in shaky gasps as she struggled to stay upright. Tom’s gaze never left her, the accomplishment in his eyes unmistakable as he watched her struggle with the aftermath of her submission.

“Your friends might come looking for you,” Hermione muttered, still trying to steady herself. She barely managed to keep her voice from shaking as she looked at Tom with a lazy smile, her taut nipples visible behind her shirt. 

“Then we better finish this up quickly,” he chucked, pressing himself into her so she could feel his hardness. “Take your knickers off, Hermione,” Tom asked nicely. 

“Right here?” She asked in surprise. 

“Suddenly shy, my pet? After cumming all over my face in public? Take them off or I’ll rip them off. The choice is yours.” Tom smirked, extending his hand toward her with the expectation of collecting what was owed. 

“Okay, okay,” she huffed, stepping out of her undergarments and placing them in his palm. 

He brought them to his face, taking a greedy breath of her scent. She watched him, a flare of heat burning in her eyes. 

“Place your hands on the wall,” Tom instructed her, spinning her around by her hips before fisting her bushy hair with one hand. “As much as I love leaving my mark on you, I don’t want to scrape up that gorgeous face of yours against the brick, so brace yourself, Hermione,” he whispered in her ear, curling around her like the snake on Eve’s shoulder.

“I’m going to fuck you fast and hard right now.” Each word he spoke dripped with a dangerous sweetness as he unzipped his trousers and pulled out his hard length. “And then I’m going to walk you back to my chamber and I’m going to worship every inch of your body.” 

Hermione exhaled sharply, resting her forehead on the center of her forearms as she leaned forward against the wall. Her back arched into him, unconsciously seeking him out. Tom spread her arse cheeks, sliding himself between them, molding her soft curves around himself as he teased her mercilessly before moving lower. Her wet heat greeted him eagerly, accepting him with one smooth thrust. 

“Fuck,” he muttered, lowering his face into the crook of her neck. His teeth grazed against her pulse, his tongue savoring the salty edge of her skin. With another powerful yet precise pump of his hips, he bit down hard enough to leave a mark. Once, twice, a third time. Having been deprived of her for too far too long, he couldn’t hold back any longer. He wanted to be buried inside of her forever. He wanted to crawl into her skin, embed himself into her heart, drill a Tom shaped hole into her soul that only he could fill. 

When Tom’s fingers dipped to the ridge between her legs, circling it in the way he knew she loved, her moans morphed into needy cries of ecstasy.

“Shhh, Hermione. Only I can hear those pretty little noises of yours,” he warned her, yanking on her hair to force her to arch further into him. She clenched harder around him in response, reacting to each snap of his hips. He was so close to breaking, but so was she, and he refused to give in before she did. 

Tom drew his wand from his pocket, casting a silent spell until it vibrated to life. Later, he would have time to carefully coax out her orgasms on his fingers, his tongue, and on his cock. But right now, he would take it from her. 

As soon as he placed the end of his wand against her center, she had to slap a palm over her mouth to muffle her voice. She was cumming around him, her inner muscles contracting around him wildly. On her cue, he bucked into her madly, never losing his rhythm as he chased their mutual pleasure until he filled her completely with his seed. When he stilled, so did his wand, the charged hum of magic lingered between the silence. With a slow, deliberate motion, he tucked it back into his pocket, his movements uncharacteristically sluggish. His forehead found her shoulder, the weight of it heavy, opposite to how he was feeling inside—he was physically spent, and yet, his heart felt lighter than it ever had before. He had longed for this closeness, for possession, for this intimacy that dug deeper than mere lust.

Begrudgingly, Tom pulled out of her and tucked himself away. Hermione remained in her position, leaning forward against the wall as she struggled to catch her breath. “That was…” She trailed off, never finishing the thought, but she didn’t need to. He understood. He always did. What passed between them defied language—raw, consuming, something neither of them could name but both felt with undeniable certainty. 

It was fate. 

“Come, my heart,” the words slipped off Tom’s lips like a whispered incantation, effortless and natural, as he turned her around and pulled her into his embrace. He hadn’t planned to say them, but they seemed to fit—just like so much about Hermione, it felt right, as if they had always been waiting on his tongue, exposing him like veritaserum.

When she pulled back, Tom took a moment to scan every disheveled detail. Her lips were swollen from his kiss. Her shirt was untucked on one side, the fabric wrinkled, and her skirt was askew, evidence of the havoc he had wreaked on her. His lips quirked up in a mischievous smile; he was pleased with his work. 

“Don’t be so smug!” she chided. 

Tom’s smile only widened as Hermione shoved at him, her hands pressing against his chest in an attempt to create space, though the playful glint in her eyes told him she wasn’t truly angry. He could see the way her chest heaved, the way she tried—half-heartedly—to distance herself, and he relished the tension between them. It was intoxicating, this teasing back-and-forth, the playful banter that was so unique to his little witch. 

“I’m simply appreciating the aftermath,” he murmured, eyes gleaming with amusement. “You look quite... ravishing.”

“You’re a sweet talker, Tom Riddle,” Hermione swatted at him lightly, biting her lip shyly. 

Tom caught her hand, resting it back on his chest. “I speak only the truth, Hermione,” he replied smoothly, his tone dripping with self-assurance. “It’s hardly my fault that the truth happens to sound so charming.”

“It’s cold outside,” she observed as she cleared her throat, taking her hand back to right her clothes, tucking in her shirt, and properly aligning her skirt. Redness bloomed across her cheeks, though he had a suspicion it wasn’t entirely due to the cold. The way she fidgeted, attempting to reclaim some semblance of composure after the chaos of their moment, made Tom’s lips twitch in amusement. He couldn’t help the soft chuckle that escaped him. There was something irresistibly endearing about her struggle to regain control. 

“Let’s get you inside,” Tom agreed with a hum. He took her hand gently, cradling it between his palms. With a flick of his wrist, a soft glow surrounded them as he projected a warming spell. 

His thumb brushed over the Gaunt ring on her second-to-last finger, lingering for a brief moment longer than necessary. It was a strange sight—seeing the ring on her hand rather than his—but an odd sense of pride stirred within him. She had accepted him, with all his darkness, all his imperfections, and he felt an unfamiliar satisfaction in that. It was a connection he would not take lightly.

As he looked at her, his gaze darkened slightly and his lips curled into a subtle smile as he guided them towards the path that led them back to Hogwarts. “I have some worshiping to do,” he murmured. 

“I like the sound of that,” she agreed, squeezing his hand lightly. 

He squeezed back, keeping a firm grip on her the whole way home.

He never wanted to let go—of her, of this—ever again. 

* * * *

 

Abraxas trailed behind Tom and Hermione, keeping a careful distance as they entered The Three Broomsticks. He allowed a few moments to pass, then pulled the black hood of his cloak over his head, slipping inside quietly after them. Though he couldn’t sit close enough to overhear their conversation, he would have no trouble watching from the far corner of the pub, nursing a butterbeer as he observed every subtle movement, every glance between them.

He had become an expert at reading Tom’s body language over the years, studying every shift in posture, every subtle twitch of his jaw or flicker in his eyes. Abraxas knew when Tom was irritated, when he was pleased, or when he was hiding something. He fixated on the smallest of movements, and as he watched from across the room, he honed in on every detail, analyzing each one with quiet intensity.

And he didn’t like what he saw. 

Tom was practically fawning over the girl. Holding her back from leaving, letting his fingers linger on her skin for too long. The way he smiled at her, his eyes soft and warm in a way that Abraxas had never been granted. A flicker of something twisted in his gut, a strange, sharp pang of jealousy mixed with an unfamiliar unease. He had always been the one who earned Tom’s attention, his favor, his trust—yet now, it seemed that Hermione had come to claim a space he once thought was his alone.

Malfoy observed in horror as Tom inched his way closer to Hermione, until he was rounding the curve of the U-shaped booth, pressing up against her side. Their conversation became irritatingly intimate—too close, too casual. The subtle brush of Tom’s knee against hers, the way his gaze lingered on her lips as if he were savoring every word she spoke. After everything Malfoy had done for Tom—the countless gifts, the lavish getaways, the unconditional loyalty—Malfoy had never earned that hungry look from Tom. A surge of possessiveness and frustration gripped him, his fingers tightening around his mug of butterbeer, the glass cool against his palm but unable to quell the simmering heat of anger rising in him.

A porky lad from Hufflepuff stood on the other side of the bar, raising his drink—the size of his fat head—in the air before chugging it down in a mess of foam. A rowdy crowd gathered around him, hollering in encouragement and laughter, their bodies creating a wall that obscured Malfoy’s view of Tom. He grit his teeth in annoyance, his patience fraying as the boy’s antics dragged on. Every cheer, every slap on the back felt like a fresh insult, keeping him from the scene he was desperate to witness. His fingers flexed, itching for something to do—anything to break the maddening commotion.

He wanted to yell at the lad, tell him to sit his tubby arse down and act properly in public, but he knew better. That would only draw attention to himself—and the last thing he needed was to make a scene. Instead, he steeled himself, focusing every ounce of his attention on trying to peer through the crowd, but it was no use. The boy’s obnoxious laughter echoed in his ears, mocking him as he shifted restlessly from one foot to the other, the distance between him and Tom growing ever more unbearable.

Malfoy would have missed Tom’s exit entirely if Hermione’s large, bushy hair hadn’t stood out against the masses. It was unmistakable—like a beacon in the chaos. He couldn’t tear his eyes away as she brushed past the crowd, her laughter ringing out as Tom led her away from the madness, and out into the cold. 

Despite knowing he should wait a few moments to follow, Malfoy threw caution to the wind. The urge to remain hidden, to track their every move, overpowered his restraint. He couldn’t risk losing them—not when he was so close, so painfully close to seeing what would happen next.

Malfoy followed at a distance, his pulse quickening as he slipped into the shadows. Abraxas watched as Tom led Hermione behind Zonko’s, his grip firm around her wrist. She stumbled slightly, caught off guard by Tom’s urgency.

“Tom, where—” she began, but her words were cut short as Tom pulled her deeper into the alleyway, away from prying eyes.

Malfoy edged closer, careful to keep to the darkness. His breath was shallow, his mind racing. What was Tom planning? 

Abraxas felt as though the ground had been ripped out from beneath him. Whatever theories he had concocted—threats, manipulation, perhaps even a show of power—were shattered in an instant. His breath hitched, and he barely managed to stifle a gasp as Tom turned Hermione in his arms, pressing her against the cold stone wall.

Then, to Malfoy’s utter horror, Tom kissed her. Not a chaste, calculating peck, nor an act of dominance meant to put her in her place—but something else entirely. It was deep, consuming, as if Tom were drawing life from her lips, as if she were something he needed for survival.

A leaden weight sank in Malfoy’s gut, twisting into something ugly and bitter. His fingers clenched into fists at his sides, nails biting into his palms. He wanted to look away, to deny what was right in front of him, but he couldn’t. The truth burned itself into his mind, scorching through every delusion he had clung to.

Malfoy had seen this before—had been forced to endure it once already, the day he’d followed the Granger girl to the Black Lake in a futile attempt to warn her away from Tom. But he had shoved the memory deep into the recesses of his mind, locking it away where it couldn’t torment him. He had told himself, over and over, that it hadn’t truly been Tom that day, but Antonin. Antonin, who had touched her, kissed her—Antonin, not Tom, wearing Antonin’s face through the deception of Polyjuice.

It was the only way he could stomach it, the only way he could force himself to ignore the way the sight had sent a searing heat coursing through him, twisting his shameful lust into feigned revulsion. But here, now, in this alley, there were no illusions, no disguises. It was Tom holding her close, pressing into her as if she belonged to him, and he to her. And there was no lie Malfoy could tell himself this time.

Malfoy’s jaw clenched as rage threatened to choke him, but even as jealousy clawed at his throat, he remained rooted to the spot. Fury burned hot in his veins, burning through him like wildfire. How dare she—how dare he

Tom was his master, his to serve, his to devote himself to. And yet, here Tom was, lavishing his attention upon her , touching her as if she were something precious, something treasured. It made Malfoy sick. It made him seethe .

And yet, Abraxas looked on, fixated on their every movement.

Malfoy’s breath was shallow, his pulse pounding, vision blurred at the edges, his mind warring between fury and heartbreak. He should leave. And yet, his feet refused to move, his body betraying him as his eyes remained locked on the scene before him.

Tom— his Tom—was kneeling. For her .

The sight sent a fresh wave of nausea rolling through him, but it was overshadowed by the undeniable heat pooling in his gut. He watched as Tom lifted her leg with practiced ease, his fingers pressing into her skin with a possessive certainty, his mouth trailing sinful promises along her thigh before sealing over her completely. Hermione’s head fell back against the stone wall, a breathless cry escaping her lips, and Malfoy had never felt so wretched—so disgusted—so entranced .

It was obscene. It was unbearable. It was…. so bloody hot. 

Unconsciously, Abraxas found his hand hovering over the stiffy in his trousers. He cupped himself, humiliated at his desperate need for release. He wished to be in Hermione’s place—to have his master on his knees, worshipping his body, devouring him with such passion. To be squirming, thrashing against the tip of Tom’s tongue, his hands weaved through his master’s dark locks in a frantic need to get closer. 

And yet, he also found himself wanting to be in Tom’s position, too. To wield such power over another, to know he was the source of someone’s undoing, their trembling limbs, their shattered composure. The way Hermione melted beneath Tom’s touch, the way she surrendered so completely—it was intoxicating.

Malfoy’s jealousy twisted into something more complex, more insidious. He had spent years wanting to be the one beneath Tom, to submit to his every command, to give himself over without hesitation. But now, standing in the shadows, watching the raw display of control before him, he found himself craving the other side of it.

To wield such power over another.

To be the reason someone gasped, shuddered, pleaded.

His fingers twitched at his sides, his mind spiraling with the implications. Did he envy Hermione for having Tom’s devotion, or did he envy Tom for taking hers? For commanding it so effortlessly? For the first time, Malfoy wasn’t sure which he wanted more.

He told himself watching was enough—that this voyeuristic torment was sufficient punishment for his own weakness. But that was before Tom stood up, before he spun Hermione around with effortless dominance, before his fingers tangled into the wild mess of her curls and yanked . It was the casual authority in Tom’s movements. The way Hermione yielded without question. The way power dripped from Tom like a force of nature that had Malfoy’s mind so conflicted—outrage and envy battling against each other, enticing him to become part of the scene.

Malfoy’s fingers shook as they hurriedly unbuttoned his trousers and pulled out his length. His strokes started slow, savoring the rhythm of Tom’s thrusts, but they quickly turned frenzied as Tom speared into the Granger girl faster. Hermione's moans grew louder—so loud, even Malfoy, in the distance, could hear them clearly—so needy, so desperate. Until Tom whispered something over her shoulder and she muffled her delicious noises with her hand. 

The Tom that Abraxas knew was meticulous, precise, but the Tom in front of him was rushed and sloppy, chasing a heavenly ecstasy. And when Hermione sagged against the wall, and Tom stilled, pulsing inside her, Malfoy went right over the edge with them, imaging—how warm, how wet and tight—Hermione must have felt around Tom at that very moment. What would it feel like to fill someone with your seed—or oppositely—to be filled with the seed of another? 

The thought plagued him as he came down from his high. The moisture of his release dripped down his pants, and dotted the path in front of him in an humiliating line of evidence. He shoved himself back in his trousers, and wiped his hands free of his own filth, disgusted with himself. He had been taught his entire life that Malfoys did not lose control—a rule he had always abided by before Tom. And this act? This moment of weakness? It was just another way that Tom Riddle had proven he owned Malfoy in a way that no one else ever could.  

Abraxas hated himself. 

Perhaps even more so than when he had cum just from watching Tom fuck Hermione right over his face. He didn’t have a choice then, but he was a willing participant this time around. 

Between the searing self-pity and the suffocating self-loathing, Malfoy’s breath came in shallow gasps. He barely had time to collect himself, to bury the unwanted ache that gnawed at his chest, before the sound of footsteps echoed closer. 

Panic surged through him. His instincts kicked in, and he slipped into the dark corner, praying his cloak would blend into the shadows. His heart thudded in his ears as he pressed himself against the cold stone, barely daring to breathe.

He knew it was foolish, he knew it was pathetic, but the thought of being caught, of being seen while... that was happening between Tom and Hermione, filled him with a sense of dread so powerful it nearly crippled him.

His eyes squeezed shut, until finally, the silence returned, heavy and suffocating. But even in the absence of noise, he only hesitantly opened his eyes again. The adrenaline still buzzed through his veins. 

He was safe. 

For now. 

But the taste of that near-exposure lingered, bitter and unsettling. The image of them together—their closeness, their intimacy—still embedded in his mind. And though he had escaped for the moment, he couldn’t shake the feeling that he would forever be on the edge of losing control. Because now? He wanted more. 

“You can come out now, you miserable wanker,” Antonin drawled, his tone dripping with mockery. 

Abraxas froze, eyes darting around the alley, every nerve alert. Antonin’s voice—so casual, so knowing—cut through him like a strike of lightning. Malfoy hadn’t realized Antonin had been watching, hadn’t even considered the possibility that he might be found by anyone other than Tom or Hermione. The quiet seconds stretched on, each one dragging him closer to the inevitable confrontation. Malfoy had the instinct to stay hidden, to pretend this wasn’t happening right now. 

Finally, knowing there was no escaping it, Malfoy exhaled slowly and stepped out from the shadows. He straightened his cloak, trying to mask the unease that still roiled within him.

“Did you enjoy the show?” Antonin asked, a smirk in his voice as his eyes gleamed with amusement.

Abraxas cleared his throat, attempting to regain his composure, though the tremor in his voice betrayed him. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he muttered, his gaze drifting down to the ground, flinching at the mess beside his shoes. If he didn’t crumble under Antonin’s scrutiny, he would surely be ripped apart by his own mortification. 

Antonin stepped closer, forcing Malfoy to look him in the eye. “Which one is it, Malfoy?” he mocked, his smile sharp as he absently flicked his tongue against his lip piercing. “Are you after a good hate-fuck with Hermione? Or are you chomping at the bit to be our Master’s favorite servant again?” 

Abraxas straightened, raising his chin in defiance, refusing to let Antonin have the satisfaction of seeing him falter. “I will always be our Master’s favored servant,” he said with quiet confidence, his gaze cold. “And I don’t need to stoop to such... crudeness to secure my place.”

“Is that so?” Antonin mused, a smirk growing increasingly smug by the second. Dolohov shook his head, as if fighting the urge to laugh at Malfoy’s expense. “And what makes you so sure of that, Malfoy?”

Abraxas stood firm, his jaw clenched in resolve. He could see right through Antonin's attempt to provoke him—another game, another power play. This wasn’t the first time one of his fellow Knights had tried to plant doubt in his mind, to sow discord between him and Tom for their own gain. And he knew it wouldn't be the last.

Abraxas lifted his chin, his voice laced with pride as he leaned into the conversation. “If I weren’t Tom’s favorite Knight, would he have entrusted me with the task of helping him take down Grindelwald?”

Dolohov raised an eyebrow, the amusement clear in his expression. “Yes, actually. He’s probably hoping you fail. How exactly does someone like you plan to take down Grindelwald? Tom knows it's an impossible task, Malfoy. That’s precisely why he ‘gifted’ you the task.”

“An impossible feat?” Malfoy repeated with a scoff, his eyes narrowing as he regarded Antonin with disdain. “You underestimate me, Dolohov. If anyone can accomplish what others deem impossible, it's me. Grindelwald won’t be the exception. In fact, the old fool is so arrogant, he accepted my invitation to Malfoy Manor for New Years. He’s practically handing us the chance to defeat him.”

Antonin’s expression flickered with skepticism, though his eyes held a glint of curiosity. “Is that so? Grindelwald, invited to your home? I’m not sure whether to be impressed or horrified. You really think he’s that blind?”

Malfoy smirked, his confidence unwavering. “He’s blinded by his own conceit. He’ll come, thinking he’s above us all. And when he does, we’ll make sure he leaves with more than just a bruised ego.” His gaze flickered toward the horizon, a quiet certainty settling in his chest. “It’s a mistake he won’t survive.”

“Bold words, Malfoy. But words alone won’t kill a Dark Lord.” Dolohov crossed his arms, clearly unconvinced. “I’m curious, how exactly will you ensure this happens?”

Malfoy met his challenge with a smirk, his gaze gleaming with sharp, calculated certainty. He could read Antonin as easily as an open book—knew exactly what he was after. Unlike Antonin, Malfoy didn’t just toy with ambition. He embodied it, pursued it with relentless precision.

“Oh, I’m sure you’d love to know, wouldn’t you?” he mused, tilting his head just enough to convey his amusement. “So you can run to Tom, regurgitate my plans, and claim them as your own? Tell me, Dolohov, which one of us is truly vying for our Lord’s favor?”

Malfoy caught the brief flicker of hesitation in Antonin’s smirk. It was fleeting, but it was there—a subtle shift, a momentary lapse.

“Oh, how very wrong you are, Abraxas,” Antonin finally said, his tone laced with something close to pity. Malfoy bristled at the condescension but remained silent, yet guarded. “Do yourself a favor,” Antonin continued, his voice taking on a cryptic edge. “Next time you see Hermione, look down at her hand.” He paused, letting the words sink in before delivering his final blow. “Then, let me know if you can finally see reason.”

With a huff of dry amusement, Antonin lifted the hood of his cloak and retreated from the hidden path, leaving Malfoy standing rigid in the alleyway. Abraxas remained still, his narrowed eyes still fixed on the space Antonin had occupied moments before. His mind worked furiously, dissecting the implication of his words, weighing every possibility.

Whatever Antonin had meant, Malfoy intended to find out.

Notes:

Thoughts on the first Abraxas POV? I'm finding myself a bit inspired by him at the moment so there will be more from him to come in the next few weeks! 🤗

Chapter 31

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Time slipped through Hermione’s fingers like sand in an hourglass whenever she was with Tom. Hours blurred into one another, dissolving like ice under the summer sun, until she could scarcely remember where one moment ended and the next began. They had barely left the confines of his bed all weekend, tangled in each other, lost in whispered conversations, heated silences, and passionate embraces.

The only exception had been a stolen venture into the Hogwarts kitchens late Saturday night—muffled laughter, hands brushing in the dim candlelight, the thrill of secrecy crackling between them like a spell on the verge of being cast. But even then, they had been drawn back to his chambers, as inevitable as the tide returning to shore.

This was the Tom she would miss when he was gone…

This was the Tom she would grieve for, the one she would remember with a bittersweet ache—the boy who had traced ancient spells along her skin like poetry, who had looked at her as if she were the only puzzle worth solving. Not the monster the world would one day fear, but the boy she had come to know in the quiet hours between dusk and dawn.

When she woke on Monday morning, Tom was already out of bed, methodically dressing for his Head Boy duties. The early light cast long shadows across the room, stretching toward him as if reluctant to let him go—much like she was. As much as she wished to remain in the fragile bubble they had created, reality was relentless, and the world beyond this room awaited them both.

She stretched languidly, letting out an exaggerated yawn to make her presence known. At the sound, he paused, his tie draped loosely around his neck, and turned toward her. Without hesitation, he crossed the room, sinking onto the mattress beside her and pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to her forehead.

“Stay,” he requested, cupping her cheek lightly. “I’ll be back with enough time before classes for us to attend breakfast in the Great Hall together.” 

Hermione blinked up at him, warmth curling in her chest at the soft way he looked at her. It was rare—this unguarded version of Tom, the one who asked instead of demanded.

She reached for his tie, running her fingers along the silk before beginning to knot it properly. “You know I can’t,” she murmured, focusing on her task rather than the way his gaze burned into her. “If I’m caught sneaking out of your room at this hour, it’ll be more than just whispers in the corridors.”

Tom huffed, but didn’t argue. Instead, he let his fingers trace along the curve of her wrist before capturing her hand in his. “One day, we won’t have to hide,” he said, his voice like a promise—like a vow.

Hermione swallowed, forcing a small smile as she finished his tie. “One day,” she echoed, even as a cold weight settled in her stomach.

He was quiet as he gathered his bookbag, though his subtle glances toward her did not go unnoticed. Hermione could feel it—the weight of unspoken thoughts pressing against him, held close to his chest rather than openly sharing.

“What’s wrong, Tom?” she asked, narrowing her eyes as she fastened the buttons on her robes. “I thought we were over all the secrecy.”

“No secrets,” he assured her with a sigh, though the hesitation in his voice told a different story. “It’s more of… a want. But we’ve only just reconciled, and I’d rather not push my luck.”

Then, as if to soften the admission, he let out a quiet chuckle, his lips curling into a mischievous smile that sent a familiar warmth curling through her.

“Well, now you have to tell me,” she said, tilting her head as she crossed her arms over her chest. Her tone was playful, but the suspicious smile of her face told him she was serious. “Or the mystery of it all will keep me up at night.”

Tom exhaled through his nose, amusement flickering in his dark eyes. “I should’ve known that would only encourage you.”

Hermione arched her brow. “You did know. And yet, you still said it.”

He studied her for a long moment, as if weighing the risk of whatever it was he wanted. Then, with a slow, deliberate step forward, he reached for her hand, brushing his thumb over her knuckles.

“We discussed the chapter on fated mates this weekend,” Tom said cautiously, his gaze steady on her. “And we acknowledged the bond between us.”

Hermione nodded, a simple confirmation, urging him to continue.

“But we didn’t discuss the bonding ceremony,” he added, his voice measured, careful. He was watching her—always watching. Calculating. Testing. Her heart fluttered at the mention, but she kept her expression neutral, unwilling to betray the sudden rush of emotion the idea stirred within her. “Nor if you would be interested in completing it.”

Hermione inhaled slowly, choosing her next words with care. “You want to unite our souls?” She tried to make the words sound light, almost teasing, but even she could hear the weight in her voice.

He remained silent, his jaw tightening as though he were wrestling with the words before they could escape him, but Hermione didn’t need to hear them. His eyes had already betrayed him—the raw, unspoken truth burning brightly. He wanted this. Truly.

“I’m only going to ask this one final time, Tom,” Hermione said, taking a step away from him before proceeding. “Is this about power? Or is this about embracing our bond and fully accepting it?”

Tom followed her, stepping forward to bridge the gap she had created. His fingertips grazed hers lightly, sending shivers up her spine from the electricity of his touch and igniting the intoxicating thrill of their shared magic.

“I have enough power on my own, Hermione,” he said, his lips curling into a crooked grin that made her stomach flutter. “This is about us. About the way you make me feel whenever we're together. Alive. Safe. Happy.”

He leaned down, his lips brushing against hers in a chaste kiss, a simple gesture that spoke volumes. As their lips met, she could feel his emotions flowing through their bond, vivid and undeniable. The warmth of them wrapped around her, soothing and comforting, a sensation so deeply familiar—one she had not felt in some time, if ever. It felt like love, pure and honest, settling in the center of her chest.

“I want you , Hermione. I want everything that comes with this bond, even if it means losing myself to it,” he said, his voice quieter than before, laced with sincerity. 

“Have you considered all the potential consequences?” she asked, falling back on logic, even as her heart yearned for the undeniable pull of their bond. She couldn’t afford to lose herself in his emotions—no matter how tempting his offer.

“I understand your concerns. It’s a risk,” he said softly, brushing a curl away from her face. “But it’s a risk I would blindly take if it meant being tied to you infinitely.”

Hermione bit her lip, torn between the allure of his proposal and the reality of their situation. It was impossible, and for plenty of reasons. 

“I would, too, Tom,” she said with a heavy sigh, her eyes tracing each thread of the embroidered snake on his lapel. It was a lie. She most certainly wouldn’t, but he didn’t need to know that. “But we can’t.”

“Why not?” he asked, nudging her chin up to meet his gaze. His brows were knit together, not in anger, but concern—or maybe hurt mixed with the overwhelming fear of rejection. 

“Your soul,” she explained cautiously, swallowing down the frog in her throat. “It would have to be intact to complete the ceremony.”

As he processed the implications of her words, his eyes darted to the ring on her finger. Instinctively, Hermione shielded it with her opposite hand, as though protecting something fragile, something irreplaceable from danger.

“I see,” he murmured, his tone distant as he turned away from her, his eyes clouded with contemplation.

The silence stretched between them, heavy and tense, until Tom finally broke it. His voice, once quiet, now carried an unexpected determination. 

“I can repair it,” he said, his tone sharpening with newfound conviction. “It’s not too late.”

“Is that even possible?” Hermione asked in a small voice, her unease growing as she watched him. His sudden change of mood had her on high alert.

“It’ll be difficult, and it’ll certainly hurt like hell, but it’s possible.” He paced the room, running a hand through his hair. The behavior was odd, unlike anything she had seen from him before, and it made her even more on edge. His usually controlled composure was slipping, and she couldn’t help but wonder if it was because he had already made up his mind, or if the uncertainty was creeping into his thoughts.

“I should get going,” she said, clearing her throat, forcing an air of nonchalance. “Before the others rise.”

Tom exhaled slowly, pressing his fingers to his temple before nodding. It was as much permission as she would get.

She turned swiftly, taking the chance to escape before she lost her nerve. She wasn’t sure how to interpret this new development, but she needed time—to think, to breathe, to separate herself from the overwhelming pull of everything that was Tom Riddle. But just as her fingers brushed the door handle, he stopped her.

“Wait,” he rasped.

Before she could react, his body was suddenly pressed against her back, his hand flattening over the door to keep it shut. His opposite arm wrapped firmly around her waist, anchoring her to him, as if letting go was unthinkable. His face nestled into the crook of her neck, his breath warm against her skin, making her heart stutter.

“Are you mad at me?” he whispered, the quiet desperation in his voice splintering something deep within her chest.

“Why would I be mad at you?” she asked light-heartedly, reaching back to embrace his side. It was an awkward angle, but it was all she could manage in this position, and he obviously needed reassurance.

Tom let out a slow, unsteady breath. “Because I foolishly placed yet another obstacle in our way,” he admitted, his voice quieter than before, almost uncertain.

Hermione closed her eyes, absorbing the feel of him against her, the way his grip tightened ever so slightly, as if he feared she might slip through his fingers. She had every reason to be angry, every reason to push him away—not just because of this, but for so much more. And yet, all she felt was the ache of what could never be.

“Of course I’m not mad at you, Tom,” she said with sympathetic understanding. “How could you have known I’d be coming your way?” she added, teasing him lightly to brighten his mood. For all the times she had witnessed Tom angry—had perhaps even found herself drawn to the fire of it—she realized she didn’t enjoy seeing him like this. Melancholy did not suit him.

He nodded into her neck, still unwilling to move, his grip tightening ever so slightly around her waist, constricting her like a boa constrictor wrapped around their prey.

“Now give me a kiss goodbye, my heart,” she chirped, echoing the term of endearment he had whispered to her in the back alley of Hogsmeade. The tenderness had left her buzzing with bliss, and she could only hope it would do the same for him now.

Her efforts paid off. The moment the words left her lips, Tom spun her around, lifting her effortlessly and pinning her against the door with his body. His mouth crashed against hers in a fevered kiss, his magic crackling around them, sending a delicious tremor straight to her core. She met his fervor without hesitation, wrapping her legs around his waist, her arms tangling around his neck as she drank him in. The taste of him—dark and wholly addictive—made her dizzy with need. She could have stayed there for hours, nipping at his lips, rolling her hips against the hardness beneath his robes—

A sharp knock at the door shattered the moment.

It was as if someone had poured a bucket of ice water over her head. She froze, tapping his shoulder in silent urgency, signaling for him to let her down.

“What if it’s Slughorn?” she hissed, smoothing out her skirt with frantic hands and attempting to tame the wild mess he had made of her hair. Slughorn never stepped foot in the girls dormitories, but was known to frequent the boys dorm bright and early on Monday mornings. “We could lose our Head Boy and Girl positions.”

Tom only laughed, utterly unbothered, his wicked grin sliding back into place as if it had never left. “Calm down, Hermione. It’s not. And even if it were, I assure you, he adores us too much to make a fuss.”

“Easy for you to say! You’re a wizard. Do you know what they would say about me?” Her voice was sharp with panic. She was sex positive, yes, but this was the 1940s—a time when a witch’s reputation could be ruined over the smallest indiscretion.

Tom, ever the picture of ease, merely smoothed a hand over his hair before pulling the door open.

Hermione exhaled sharply, hiding herself behind the door, pressing a hand to her chest as the tension in her body refused to fully dissipate. 

“See? It’s just Malfoy,” Tom said with a smug smirk. 

Just Malfoy. 

She wasn’t sure if that was a relief or another problem entirely.

Abraxas stood in the doorway, his cool gray eyes flicking between them with practiced indifference. But she didn’t miss the way his gaze lingered on Tom’s ruffled collar, or the dark hickey she had left on his neck. 

“I assume I’m interrupting something,” he drawled, stepping inside without invitation. “Though, judging by Granger’s indecent appearance, I’d say I’ve saved you both from a rather unfortunate scandal.”

Hermione shot Tom a sharp glare, but he only chuckled, throwing an arm around Hermione’s shoulder and biting playful at her shoulder. “We were just saying goodbye.” 

“Great,” Malfoy said, scanning Hermione up and down like he was in the presence of something truly repugnant. 

Hermione stiffened under Malfoy’s scrutiny—she was used to Slytherin’s looking at her like she was less than, but something about the way his eyes lingered a little too long on her lips and then moved slowly to the open button on her blouse made her feel dirty. She lifted a hand to chest, blocking the view of her cleavage.

He paled—which was odd since Malfoys were already as white as snow. 

“I—I have to go,” he stuttered, suddenly rushing past them without a glance backward.

“What’s with him?” Hermione asked, confused by his odd behavior. 

“Think he remembered the little show we put on for him at the Black Lake?” Tom chuckled darkly. 

“Tom!” Hermione swatted his chest. She had nearly forgotten about that, but suddenly she felt both embarrassed and smug. It had been a proud moment for her, perhaps one of the highlights of her year so far—besting a Malfoy and then punishing him so deliciously.  

Tom caught her wrist before she could pull away, bringing her hand to his lips with a satisfied smile. “Don’t act so scandalized, pet,” he murmured against her skin. “You weren’t exactly shy that night.”

“I think it’s time to go,” Hermione said with a deep blush. “I’ll see you in the Great Hall for breakfast.”

Tom hummed in amusement, clearly pleased with himself. “Run along then, my heart,” he said smoothly, his gaze never leaving hers. “But don’t keep me waiting too long.”

Hermione huffed, turning on her heel before he could draw her back in with another sly remark. As she stepped into the corridor, she could still feel his eyes following her, the ghost of his touch lingering on her skin.

Merlin help her —she was in too deep.

* * * *

 

Malfoy welcomed the scalding embrace of the shower, tilting his head back as steam curled around him, thick and suffocating. He had been standing there for what felt like an eternity, allowing the relentless stream of hot water to burn his skin raw. If he stayed like this much longer, he might very well drown himself—or at the very least, pass out from the heat. The thought wasn’t entirely unappealing. Anything seemed preferable to the cruel reality he now found himself trapped in.

That morning, he had set out with purpose, determined to seek out Tom after days of unexplained absence. It wasn’t like him to miss meals in the Great Hall, nor did he ever disappear without a reason. Something was wrong—Malfoy had been sure of it. Optimistically, he had entertained the possibility that Tom’s conversation with Hermione had gone south after their… encounter in the alley behind Zonko’s. Perhaps he was brooding, avoiding her out of frustration or irritation. It wasn’t exactly like Tom to sulk, but Malfoy had clung to the hope nonetheless.

Of all the possibilities he had considered in the past twenty-four hours, none had prepared him for the truth.

He had never expected to find Hermione in Tom’s room. 

Or to catch them in yet another intimate moment. 

Tom had always been cold beneath the illusion of his charm. Before Hermione, Malfoy had never seen him touch anyone with such warmth, never witnessed Tom indulge in anything remotely tender or playful. It was unnatural—wrong, even. Tom was meant to be above such trivialities. Above the kind of sentimental foolishness that mere mortals succumbed to.

However, more than anything else, what shocked Abraxas the most—or perhaps, what truly terrified him—was the ring gleaming on Hermione’s left hand.

The Gaunt Ring.

Not just because it was Tom’s most prized possession. But because it was on her second-to-last bloody finger. On her left bloody hand.

Engaged.

Tom was engaged.

To a no name witch—who was potentially even a mudblood!

This wasn’t just a passing fancy. This wasn’t mere amusement.

Tom was serious about her.

Abraxas pressed his forearms against the cold tiled wall, forcing himself to remain upright as the weight of realization threatened to crush him. His breaths came in ragged, desperate gasps—no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t seem to draw enough air. Rage coiled tight in his chest, and fire burned behind his eyes, blurring the edges of his vision. His throat bobbed, tightening painfully as he fought against the sobs clawing at his chest. 

He refused to give in. 

Refused to let this break him. 

But the effort was excruciating.

Streaks of water cascaded down his face, and yet he couldn’t tell if they were droplets from the shower anymore—or if they were the manifestation of his own silent, burning outrage. He slammed a fist against the wall, seeking any release for the fury coursing through him. The sharp jolt of pain shot up his arm, but it did nothing to soothe the ache in his chest. Now, his hand throbbed along with his heart—both wounded, both uselessly grasping at something already lost.

Sliding to his knees, he curled in on himself, shoulders shaking like the tremor of an earthquake. 

He would rise again. He would pretend his world wasn’t crumbling beneath him. He would dress, attend his classes, and stand dutifully at Tom’s side when called upon. Because Malfoys endured—like the marble statues of their ancestors, weathering the storm of time with unyielding grace.

But for now, just for a moment, he would allow himself to break.

* * * *

 

When Tom had first arrived at Hogwarts, no one had particularly liked him. Tom was a nobody from nowhere, and although he insisted his lineage was magical, he was often curiously ignorant of the most elementary wizarding knowledge, the sort any proper wizard child would have mastered by age three. Nevertheless, Abraxas recognized something extraordinary in Tom; it was more than Tom’s magic, though that alone was staggering, effortlessly refined beyond his years. No, there was a certain aura about him, a distinct darkness Abraxas detected immediately, one that drew him in as a moth to flame. So, when his pureblood companions—the Slytherins Malfoy had known since birth—began to speak disparagingly of Tom in Tom’s absence, Abraxas swiftly silenced their murmurs.

Yet, forging a bond with Tom was no simple matter, despite Malfoy’s most earnest attempts. Tom was relentlessly driven, ravenous for knowledge, absorbed entirely by his studies, dismissing trivial pursuits like Quidditch or the affections of witches, in order to constantly improve his mind. Indeed, Tom embodied the very qualities Malfoy Sr. envisioned for Abraxas himself. 

Ordinarily, this might have stirred a venomous envy within Abraxas, but instead, it ignited a peculiar, twisted fascination. Abraxas found himself yearning to delve into Tom’s mind. He was desperate to uncover the intricate mechanisms that set him apart from others—to shed light on those natural instincts that rendered Abraxas himself so small beside the enigmatic figure Riddle was fast becoming. 

Tom was a mystery, a tantalizing puzzle, and Abraxas felt drawn to solve it. His routine had quietly molded itself around Tom’s. 

If Tom rose early, Abraxas would ensure he, too, was up with the dawn. 

When Tom strode into the Great Hall, Abraxas, too, would suddenly find himself in need of breakfast. 

If Tom arrived early to secure a front-row seat in class, Abraxas would be seated beside him, ready for whatever knowledge awaited. 

It was as if Abraxas’s very sense of purpose had been rewritten to align with Tom’s, irresistibly drawn by the gravitational pull of Tom’s presence.

By the middle of third year, every achievement Abraxas could claim bore Tom’s invisible mark, a quiet testament to Riddle’s influence. Tom drove Malfoy to excel, spurring him onward with an unspoken challenge that demanded nothing less than perfection. In Tom’s presence, Abraxas found himself constantly tested, urged to outdo his own limits, to prove himself worthy in the eyes of the one person who mattered most. Abraxas discovered satisfaction in who he became around Tom. There was a thrill in it, a sense that, with Tom near, he was becoming someone far more grand than he could have been alone. Under Tom’s silent scrutiny, Malfoy felt sharper, more ambitious, and somehow more powerful—a shadow refined by the light it followed. 

Soon enough, the other young wizards of their house began to follow suit, and Tom’s presence elevated them all. His dark allure cast a spell that drew in not only Abraxas, but an entire circle of Slytherins who craved to be part of something greater. United by Tom's guidance, they found themselves encouraged to grab at opportunities, to reject societal limitations on their magic, to attempt the impossible—all within reason.

It was intoxicating. Empowering. Freeing. 

However, an unspoken rule was well known amongst the group: to accept Tom’s aid, meant to accept Tom’s leadership. 

Without question.  

There had never become a problem until fourth year. 

It was the first time they had truly glimpsed the extent of Tom’s power—and the consequences of crossing someone like him. 

The common room lay in shadowy silence that night, the hour well past curfew as Tom and his Knights pored over their textbooks. With a potions quiz looming the next morning, Tom was intent on nothing less than perfect marks. Antonin stared at the ceiling, as untroubled and silent as ever, while Lestrange fixed his lecherous gaze on a third-year witch, his tongue sliding across his teeth in that distasteful manner of his. Abraxas kept his own eyes on the pages before him, striving to secure the second-best grade in the class, though he found himself glancing toward Tom in quiet intervals.

Tom’s face revealed nothing, as always—inscrutable, as though carved from stone by a master sculptor, his features precise, cold, and almost unearthly. His beauty wasn’t soft or delicate; it was sharp, sharp like marble, and it captivated Abraxas in a way he couldn’t quite explain. There was something almost unsettling about the way Tom’s lips would part slightly, moving subtly as he absorbed every line, every word. The way his fingers would trace the pages of his book, as though the paper beneath his fingertips was the warm flesh of a witch he longed to touch. It seemed deliberate, as though he found comfort in the simple act of touching, even the inanimate.

His posture was as dignified as ever—shoulders squared, back straight, and an air of aristocratic nobility that radiated from him, despite the lack of wealth or title. It was as if Tom wore the very essence of royalty without the need for crowns or jewels.

Abraxas rarely had Tom’s full attention, but when their gazes did meet, it was as though Tom’s eyes saw straight through him, unflinching, unwavering. In those moments, Abraxas felt immobilized, as though Tom could reach into his mind and pull out every secret, every thought he wasn’t brave enough to voice. It left him breathless, and when Tom’s gaze finally drifted away, Abraxas was left feeling exposed, as if he were standing before Tom, stripped bare of everything he’d ever kept hidden.

Abraxas lowered his gaze, a silent show of respect—or perhaps a feeble attempt to hide the flush that had crept up his neck, spreading to his cheeks. Could Tom sense it? Could he feel the strange stirring within Abraxas that he didn’t quite understand but couldn’t ignore? It made his heart race, his skin burn with an unfamiliar, almost dangerous heat. He was certain Tom could see through the walls Abraxas tried so hard to build, but did he know how much control he had over him?

The intrusive sound of Cassian’s voice shattered the fragile silence. “Well, if it isn’t Tommy Boy and his posse of lackeys,” Cassian drawled as he sauntered into the room, each step oozing of languid mockery. 

Cassian’s robes were wrinkled, his hair a mess, and his shirt hung untucked, a clear sign of the late-night revelries he had most likely indulged in. His presence was obnoxious, as always—unapologetically confident in his every move, unaware, or perhaps uncaring, of the disapproving looks cast his way by the others nearby.

Rodolfus Lestrange had always been the playful sort, enjoying mischief and testing boundaries, but his cousin Cassian Lestrange took it to a whole new level with his reckless audacity. A few years older than the rest of them, Cassian prided himself on being untouchable—immune to the threats and fears that governed most of his peers. In his mind, Tom Riddle was little more than a boy—clearly gifted, but still a mere schoolmate, far below Cassian’s level.

Tom didn’t even bother to look up at him. He merely kept his posture, indifferent, treating Cassian like a pesky, inconsequential fly. To anyone else, Tom would seem indifferent. But Malfoy, his longtime companion, could spot the tightening of Tom’s jaw and the subtle, imperceptible shift in his demeanor. Tom had heard every word. And though he chose not to acknowledge it, Abraxas could feel the spark of irritation flaring from Tom. 

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you, Cassian,” Lestrange warned, his voice laced with a rare edge of caution as he noticed his cousin fishing his wand from his pocket. 

Every student in the common room was well aware of what it meant when Cassian drew his wand. He was the sort to thrive on chaos, finding joy in provoking anyone he could. Just last week, he’d set Avery’s trousers on fire for no more reason than Avery’s boastful claims about beating his Quidditch statistics. Cassian had stood there, watching the flames dance, all the while chanting “liar, liar, pants on fire” like some schoolyard bully. And that was hardly the worst of it. Days before that, he’d conjured a barrage of magnets and hurled them at Antonin’s face, grinning childishly as they stuck to Antonin’s piercings. Antonin had nearly ripped open his eyebrow while yanking them off. 

And now, with his wand poised, Cassian leaned against the doorframe with an almost theatrical air. His smirk was obnoxiously pleased with itself, as if he could already see the turmoil he intended to unleash.

“Let’s see, how can I liven up this group of wet blankets?” he mused aloud, his wand resting casually on his chin, feigning deep thought.

“Cassian!” Rodolphus snapped, his chair screeching across the stone floor as he shot to his feet, his frustration palpable in the air. The sharpness in his voice cut through the room, agitated by his cousin’s antics.

Cassian only grinned wider, his eyes glinting with malicious amusement, having decided that Tom was his next target. “Oh, I know,” he murmured, his voice laced with mischief. Then, with a casual flick of his wand, he chanted, “Wingardium Leviosa!”

In the blink of an eye, Tom’s book was wrenched from his hands, floating just out of his reach, tauntingly. The room seemed to hold its breath as Tom’s nostrils flared, a flicker of fury crossing his otherwise calm features, but his composure never wavered.

There was a tension in the air that none could deny—Cassian had pushed the boundaries, sure, but Tom? Tom wasn’t so easily rattled. Cassian had undoubtedly pushed the boundaries, but Tom? Tom wasn’t one to be so easily rattled. Abraxas knew this, as did the others in the room. They all understood the game. Responding—reacting—was precisely what Cassian wanted, and Tom, ever the strategist, wasn’t so easily baited. He understood the dynamics better than anyone else present. If he gave in, if he engaged, he would only play into Cassian’s immature provocations.

Instead, Tom remained poised, his gaze fixed on Cassian, silent but unwavering, exuding the kind of control that rendered Cassian’s antics irrelevant.

“Drop the book, Cassian,” Lestrange commanded, his voice sharp like the snap of a whip, one that might've been aimed at a disobedient animal. Abraxas noted the subtle but undeniable threat beneath his words—one that could easily escalate if things went awry.

Cassian, however, seemed to take great pleasure in the challenge. He laughed, baiting Lestrange with a smirk that hinted at the ruckus he was always so eager to stir. 

“Make me, wanker,” Cassian jeered, his wand moving with a clumsy jerk as he levitated the book closer to Tom, hovering it within Tom’s reach. And yet, should Tom try to seize it, there was no question in Malfoy’s mind that Cassian would yank it back—like a predator playing with its prey.

Tom was too bright to fall into Cassian’s ploy. So, instead, he rose slowly, each movement deliberate, calculated—like a stalking lion before the kill. Tom turned to face Cassian with an eerie, almost amused smile, one that sent an unspoken warning through the air. The common room fell into absolute silence, every pair of eyes flickering between the two wizards, anticipation crackling like static.

From the corner of his vision, Abraxas caught sight of Rodolphus slinking back into his seat, his bravado evaporating as wide-eyed apprehension took its place. Fear and intrigue warred in his expression, mirroring the tension suffocating the room.

Abraxas, however, waited with bated breath, something far more dangerous stirring within him. Cassian had done it. He had succeeded in rattling him. And for that, Abraxas almost wanted to thank him. He lived for moments like these—the rare glimpses of the real Tom beneath the layers of charm and feigned civility. The Tom who did not need to raise his voice to command fear. The Tom who, for all his restraint, had finally been pushed to the edge.

“Well, since you asked so nicely,” Tom murmured, his voice laced with a poisonous sweetness that sent a collective shiver through the room. The warmth in his tone was a mere illusion, a cruel jest hiding the venom beneath. “Imperio.”

Tom’s wand cut through the air with effortless precision, the motion so fluid, so deceptively unremarkable, that Cassian had no chance to react. One moment, he was grinning in self-satisfaction; the next, that arrogance drained from his face like water through cupped hands.

Abraxas watched, transfixed, as Cassian’s expression emptied, his sharp, taunting gaze replaced by something eerily hollow. The light in his eyes dulled to glassy vacancy, his stare unfocused, reaching beyond the confines of the common room—beyond this world entirely. His posture slackened, shoulders slumping, arms hanging limply at his sides. Even his breathing changed, slowing into a steady, unnatural rhythm, too mechanical to be his own. The Cassian Lestrange they knew—the reckless, insufferable mischief-maker—was gone. In his place stood only an empty vessel, one that now was completely under Tom’s control.

“I apologize, Tom,” When Cassian spoke, his voice was flat and lifeless, devoid of the arrogant confidence that usually colored his words. “Please, My Lord, allow me to retrieve your book for you.” Cassian’s movements were obedient but lacked any spark of autonomy, like a marionette responding to the pull of invisible strings. To those watching, it was clear something was deeply wrong—this was not the Cassian they knew. 

Before they had time to process what was happening, Cassian knelt on one knee, head bowed in submission, offering Tom’s textbook with both hands as though presenting a tribute to the gods themselves.

"Now go jump into the fireplace," Tom commanded dismissively, settling back into his favorite armchair, his tone indifferent as he resumed his studies.

“Yes, My Lord,” Cassian said robotically, as he shuffled toward the mantelpiece, crouching down as if compelled by an invisible force. 

It was horrifying to watch, so horrifying, in fact, Malfoy had to look away from the inevitable carnage to avoid becoming sick. 

Antonin, on the other hand, ever the sadist, stepped forward. His eyes glittering with cruel delight, watching in awe as the flames engulfed Cassian’s robes, fusing the fabric to his skin. “Brilliant,” he murmured, clearly pleased by the grotesque spectacle.

“I-it smells,” Rodolphus stammered, sounding like he was choking on his own words. He had never been squeamish—but the scent that filled the room was truly unbearable. It was the stench of searing flesh, of human skin crisping and curling in the fire, mingling with the putrid smell of burning fabric and the sharp, acrid tang of singed hair.

It was a dangerous warning that Tom was far more than the intelligent, ambitious, polished student he presented to the outside world. No, it was a confirmation that Tom Riddle was as cruel as he was powerful. He was someone who delighted in dominance and fed on the fear and submission of others. 

At that moment, Tom earned the unconditional respect of everyone in that room. Yes, they were afraid, but moreso, they were impressed . For a fourth year to not only master the Imperious Curse, but to have also wielded it so flawlessly in front of an audience? That took much more than skill, it took guts. 

“Yes, it's quite repugnant,” Tom remarked, wrinkling his nose in distaste as the foul stench impregnated in the air. “That’s enough, Cassian, you’re free to go,” he finally said, releasing Cassian from the Imperius Curse with a casual flick of his wand.

It took Cassian several agonizing moments to comprehend the horror of what had just transpired. His mind, still clouded by the lingering influence of the Imperius Curse, struggled to catch up with the reality of the situation. For a few disoriented seconds, he merely sat in the flames, his nose twitching from the scent of his own burning flesh, as if unable to process the fiery pain that was beginning to consume him. His body was slow to react, until a creeping awareness of his predicament began to claw at his consciousness.

When the fog finally lifted, and the full weight of his agony struck him, Cassian’s body jerked violently. His legs trembled beneath him, unsteady as he scrambled away from the inferno, his hands desperate to tear at the fabric that clung to his skin. The flames had eaten through his robes, melting through the layers to his flesh, and now the blisters were beginning to form, dark, angry welts of charred skin. The pain must’ve been sharp, an excruciating wave that washed over him, each movement intensifying the wound, sending ripples of torment through his body.

Half-screaming, half-crying, Cassian stumbled out from under the mantlepiece, his face contorted in a mixture of disbelief and anguish. His hands shook uncontrollably as he clawed at the fabric, desperate to tear it off, but it clung to him like a second layer of skin. His breaths came in ragged gasps, coughing  ceaselessly as he collapsed onto the floor.  

His cousin, Rodolphus, hesitated for a moment, his hand reaching out unsteadily, unsure whether to offer aid—or if Cassian’s condition was already passed the point of no return.

“No one helps him,” Tom’s voice rang out, cold, commanding, and absolute, making the final decision for Lestrange. Rodulphus obeyed, ripping his gaze from his cousin’s writhing figure, because after what had just transpired, Tom’s word was law.

No one else in the common room dared to challenge him either, including those closest to Cassian, those who had known him all their lives. Not a whisper was uttered, not a soul moved. All eyes shifted away, minding their own business, deliberately avoiding the scene before them as a means of self-preservation. They looked anywhere but at Cassian, sprawled on the floor, his body twisted in agony as he wept. To show sympathy, to even acknowledge the display of suffering before them, would be welcoming a target of their own backs. 

Prior to this, Malfoy had always felt an instinctive need to protect Tom from the judgment and pettiness of others. Yet, as he shifted uncomfortably in his seat, shielding his nose from the lingering smell of impending death, the truth became uncomfortably clear: it was not Tom who needed shielding from the world—it was the world that would one day need shielding from Tom.

It should have been that realization where Malfoy’s unconditional praise of Tom ended, when the pedestal he had placed him upon began to crack. Yet, inexplicably, his admiration only deepened, anchoring him to Tom like the roots of an ancient tree burrowing further into the earth, unyielding and inescapable. From that point on, Malfoy would do anything, be anything, to meet Tom’s needs, to earn Tom Riddle’s approval.

Notes:

I do love me some unhinged Tom moments lol

Anyone else feeling sorry for Malfoy and his unrequited love for Tom or is that just me? 👀😂

Chapter 32

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Hermione sat at the edge of her bed. It was the first time in days that she had a moment to herself after being wrapped up in Tom all weekend, and now that she was free from the distraction of getting herself ready for the day, the weight of reality pressed against her chest. She cradled the Gaunt Ring—Tom’s horcrux—against her chest. Warmth radiated off it, sending tingles down her spine. Although Tom was roaming about the castle, attending his Head Boy duties, the ring made it feel as though he was right there with her. 

She exhaled slowly, throwing herself against her pillows, willing herself to think clearly. This was dangerous. Not just the bond, not just the ring, but the way Tom consumed her thoughts, the way he made her forget who she was before him.

The Gaunt Ring pulsed gently in her grasp, its magic spreading through her fingers like a tether—like an unspoken promise. It was intoxicating, this feeling of connection, of possession. Of being his .

Hermione swallowed hard. She had always prided herself on her independence, on her logic. And yet, here she was, clutching a piece of his fractured soul against her chest as if it were the most precious thing in the world.

Hermione still couldn’t fully decipher the meaning behind his gift. Was it a genuine gesture, or just another carefully laid trap? The uncertainty gnawed at her relentlessly. She needed clarity. And if there was anyone who could provide insight into Tom Riddle’s mind, it was… well, Tom Riddle himself—and the closest she could get to that was the fragment of him preserved within the pages of his diary… Which meant she only had a short window before breakfast to retrieve the diary from its hiding place in the Room of Requirement. 

Squaring her shoulders, she turned on her heel, determination setting her pace as she slipped out of her chambers and into the castle’s winding corridors. Hermione’s feet moved on autopilot, carrying her swiftly to the fifth floor while her mind churned with endless questions. Each step deepened her apprehension, her need for answers pressing against her ribs like a vice. It wasn’t until she reached the top of the stairs that a strange sensation prickled at the back of her neck—the distinct feeling of being watched haunted her.

Her pulse quickened. She had been so lost in thought that she hadn’t taken the appropriate precations. Swallowing her unease, she forced herself to keep moving, her fingers subtly curling around her wand as she listened for the telltale sound of footsteps behind her.

There was no one—at least, not that she could see. The corridor was empty, shadows stretching long beneath the torchlight. Still, the uneasy sensation lingered, curling around her like a whisper she couldn’t quite hear. Perhaps she was just being paranoid? On the other hand, she had spent enough time around Tom to know that deception often lurked where one least expected it.

Forcing herself to push past the feeling, she quickened her pace, unwilling to waste precious time on phantom fears. Yet, even as she continued down the corridor, or when she reached the shelter of her destination, the weight of unseen eyes never quite faded. She could turn around now and abandon her task, just to be safe, but she didn’t know the next time she might have an opportunity to get answers, so she continued.

The Room of Requirement was exactly as she remembered it. The four-poster bed—laden with far too many memories—stood tucked into the back corner, its curtains slightly askew as if still holding the echoes of stolen moments. Bookshelves lined the walls, their contents meticulously arranged yet untouched, while practice dummies stood in patient anticipation of defensive spells. But her focus remained fixed on the center of the room, where a single, worn book rested atop the table, precisely where she had left it: Tom’s diary.

Hermione traced her fingers over the worn cover, relishing the familiar spark of magic that pulsed beneath her touch, subtle yet insistent, drawing her in. Holding it between her hands felt like coming home—an soothing comfort that she had begrudgingly missed after weeks of separation.

She knew exactly how to summon him now—no ink, no quill, no slow siphoning of her soul as the diary fed off her essence. Instead, she held it firmly between her fingers, breathing her magic into the worn pages, focusing intently on visualizing Tom’s image until the shadows within began to shift, manifesting into the figure she sought—tall, poised, and unmistakably Tom Riddle. 

His sharp eyes locked onto Hermione the moment he fully formed, his expression dark, bordering on resentful. 

“You’ve been gone a long time,” he murmured, tilting his head as he studied her. He took a step forward, inspecting her with an unreadable expression. “I was beginning to think you had abandoned me.”

Hermione swallowed, returning the diary to the table and nervously fidgeting with the hem of skirt. “I didn’t abandon you. I just…” She hesitated. What was she supposed to say? That she had been too busy making up with his future self, only to betray him in the end? That she was brainstorming a way to destroy him—in all and any form—once and for all? “I needed time to think.”

His lips curled into a smirk, but there was no real humor in it. “Thinking, were you? And yet, you’ve come back here. To me.” He took a step closer, his presence cold despite the phantom energy humming in the space between them. “What exactly is it you needed to think about, Hermione?”

She exhaled sharply, reaching beneath her collar and pulling out the heavy onyx ring from the pocket of her blouse. As soon as it caught the dim light of the room, Tom’s entire demeanor shifted. His gaze locked onto the object, his eyes widening ever so slightly before narrowing with sharp intent.

His voice was eerily calm when he spoke. “That’s another Horcrux.”

Hermione blinked at him, surprised by how quickly he had recognized it. “Yes.”

His jaw clenched, his expression unreadable as he reached out but stopped just short of touching it. “Where did you get this?”

She swallowed, suddenly uneasy beneath his scrutiny. “You gave it to me.”

His gaze snapped to hers, suspicion flickering across his features. “I did no such thing.”

“No,” she admitted, rolling the ring between her fingers. “Not you, exactly. The Tom that made you.”

A slow, measured breath left him, but his eyes never left the ring. There was something unreadable in his expression, something calculating.

“He made another,” he murmured, almost to himself. “And he gave it to you.” His gaze flicked back to hers, sharper than ever. “Why?”

Hermione hesitated before answering, still unsure what the gift truly meant. “He called it a token. A gift.” She searched his face, looking for some indication of what he was thinking. “But I don’t know if I believe him.”

Tom let out a quiet chuckle, though there was little amusement in it. “A Horcrux isn’t a gift, Hermione. It’s a claim. A brand.” He finally lifted his gaze from the ring, pinning her in place with his stare. “You want to know if he’s being sincere. If this is some grand gesture of devotion, or just another manipulation.”

She nodded, tightening her fingers around the cool metal. “You know him better than anyone. So tell me, Tom—what does this mean?”

He was silent for a long moment, eyes drifting back to the ring. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter but no less intense.

“It means,” he said, glancing back at her, “that whatever his intentions are… you belong to him now. You can’t honestly be silly enough to think this is about affection —can you?”

Hermione shook her head, her voice urgent as she fought against the doubt creeping in. “He promised to see me as an equal,” she insisted, her words tumbling out too fast, as if speaking them aloud would make them true. “He told me about fated mates. We learned about it in this textbook.”

Her hands trembled as she reached into her satchel, fingers curling around the worn leather of Salazar Slytherin’s Tome. No matter how improbable it seemed, she had nurtured a fragile flicker of hope—a whisper in the depths of her heart that told her Tom was redeemable . That there was a world where she didn’t have to choose, where she could have it all: the safety of her family, the love of her friends… and Tom.

“See? It’s all right here,” she said, flipping open the ancient text to the chapter on fated mates and shoving it toward the horcrux as if daring him to prove her wrong.

Tom’s expression remained indifferent as his eyes flickered from her face to the book she thrust toward him. His fingers twitched at his sides, but he didn’t immediately reach for it. Instead, his lips curled into a smug smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“Fated mates,” he repeated, his voice laced with something indecipherable. “And he told you this, did he?”

Hermione nodded, gripping the book tighter. “It’s real, Tom. It explains everything—the pull between us, the way our magic reacts to each other. I know you feel it, too. It’s undeniable,” she could hear herself and she understood how she was coming off, but not even her pride could stop her. She was desperate for him to understand. For him to agree. “He said that he—” She swallowed, glancing down at the text. “That he wants to embrace it.”

Tom finally reached out, taking the tome from her hands with deliberate slowness. He didn’t look at the pages right away, though. His sharp gaze remained fixed on her, as if searching for something just beneath her skin.

“You believe him,” he observed, voice eerily soft. “Despite everything, despite knowing what he is capable of… you still believe in him.”

Hermione clenched her jaw, blinking away the hot droplets forming in her eyes. “I want to,” she admitted, barely above a whisper. “I have to. If there’s even the slightest chance that he—” She exhaled sharply. “That he could be… different .”

The word wasn’t quite right, but she didn’t know how else to describe it. 

Tom finally lowered his eyes to the book, scanning the ancient text with a critical eye. His expression remained calm, but there was a dark curiosity that kept his pupils moving from left to right, quickly absorbing the information. 

After a moment, he let out a quiet scoff and snapped the book shut. “You truly are remarkable, Hermione,” he murmured, amusement tainted with something almost bitter. “The brightest witch of your age, yet still so painfully naive.”

Her stomach twisted. “What do you mean?”

He took a step closer, holding the book loosely at his side. “You came here seeking answers, so allow me to give you one: Tom Riddle doesn’t share power. And more importantly Tom Riddle doesn’t love . He never has. He never will.” He lifted the book between them, tapping his fingers against the cover. “This? This is exactly what he wants you to believe. But tell me, Hermione—did he ever show you real proof?”

She hesitated, brows furrowing. “The text is proof.”

“The text is theory,” he countered smoothly. “Legends. Old magic. Convenient, isn’t it? That he would find a way to frame his control as something… romantic… something more suitable and palatable for a witch.”

Hermione’s breath caught in her throat. “No,” she whispered. “That’s not t—”

Tom tilted his head, his smile widening. “Isn’t it?”

“No, it’s not,” Hermione said with finality, though the words felt more like a plea than a declaration. She needed to believe differently. She had to believe differently. Because if she didn’t—if she allowed even a sliver of doubt to take root—it meant she would have to do the unthinkable.

She would actually have to destroy him. Not just think about it. Not just plot it out. But actually do it. 

And it wouldn’t only be the shadow of him standing before her, but him —the Tom Riddle who held her in the quiet hours of the night, who challenged her mind as fiercely as he ignited her body, who made her heart soar with the promise of something more, something infinite . The one who, for all his darkness, had become her starlight.

If she accepted the truth, she would have to say goodbye.

To her sunrise.

To her sunset.

To her guiding stars in the night sky. 

And she wasn’t ready for that. Not yet.

“I can see you don’t want to lose him,” the horcrux whispered in her ear, setting the ancient tome aside. His hand slid gently up her neck, and she felt her heart race, her breath hitching in both anticipation and caution. It should feel wrong—triggering alarm bells in her mind— but instead, it felt... comforting. Like a secret whispered just for her.

“And you don’t have to, Hermione,” he continued. His grip on her was firm but not tight, a quiet command that left her no room to pull away, and somehow, she didn’t want to anyway. 

 “You have me,” he promised, his voice low and persuasive, like honey dripping into her mind. Shivers danced across her skin. Hermione felt the familiar, dangerous pull to listen, to believe, even though she knew better. Even though she knew what happened last time she trusted his horcrux.

She closed her eyes for a moment, fighting the temptation to believe in him. She knew, deep down, that this was all part of the game—the manipulation, the control—but it was hard to ignore the way his touch made her feel, how it felt so natural. This closeness, this connection, was what she had always wanted from him..

But no. The horcrux was right; Hermione was being naive, even now, by allowing him to slither his way into her mind, and worse more, her heart. 

“You’re still him,” she said, her gaze narrowing as she met the horcrux’s eyes. “And if you say he is just trying to manipulate me, that means you are, too.”  

She could hear the venomous whisper in her mind, urging her to reconsider. But Hermione was done listening to it. She had learned too much, faced too many truths, to let the past cloud her judgment any longer. Ultimately, the decision she faced wasn’t just about the love she felt for Tom, she reminded herself. It was about survival .

“Let’s put you back where you belong,” she sighed, the words leaving her lips with a quiet resignation. Her hands moved decisively, grabbing onto his wrists and gently but firmly pushing him back toward the diary.

The horcrux resisted for a moment, but Hermione was unyielding. The soft pulse of magic that had once felt so familiar now felt cold and hollow. “Thank you for the much needed reminder,” she added, her voice steady despite the chaos in her chest.

As his figure dissipated back into the worn pages of the diary, the weight on her heart began to lift. It wasn’t over, not yet. But at least, for now, she had reclaimed the upper hand.

Hermione didn’t spare another glance at the diary before slipping out of the Room of Requirements. With a deep breath, she steeled herself for what lay ahead. The disappointment that tugged at her was undeniable, but she refused to let it show. She couldn’t afford to.

Instead, she would meet Tom in the Great Hall, where she would sit beside him, and act as if everything was normal, as if nothing had changed. She would eat her breakfast, keep her head held high, engage in intellectual discourse, and she would pretend that she wasn’t completely heartbroken.

She had to. For the sake of everyone else, for the sake of her mission, she had to. Even if it tore her apart inside.

* * * *

 

Malfoy slipped into the shadows, his footsteps silent as he trailed after Hermione. He had no idea where she was headed, but he knew suspicious behavior when he saw it. He found it odd: how she hurried up the steps, leading them to the fifth floor of the castle—a place no Slytherin had any business being. But, she had more surprises up her sleeve. 

One moment, she was striding toward a seemingly solid wall at the far end of the hallway—a wall with no door. The next, a portal materialized before her as if summoned by some unseen force. Without hesitation, she crossed the threshold, and just as swiftly as it had appeared, the entrance vanished, leaving no trace of her passage.

Malfoy hesitated, his breath shallow as he stepped forward, his sights fixed on the spot where she had vanished. He approached the wall with wary steps, eyes narrowing in scrutiny. There had to be a trick—a hidden lever, a whispered incantation, something.

Reaching out, he ran his fingers along the cold stone, pressing his palm against it, half-expecting it to ripple beneath his touch. But there was nothing. Just unyielding rock.

His fingers skimmed over the surface, searching for the slightest indentation, the faintest irregularity. He traced the patterns in the stonework, feeling the rough texture bite against his skin. Nothing shifted. Nothing gave way.

His lips pressed into a thin line, frustration tightening his jaw. He exhaled sharply, stepping back to survey the wall from a different angle. His mind raced through possibilities—was it warded? Did it require a password? Some manner of blood magic?

His hand curled into a fist at his side. No, there had to be a way. Hermione had to have done something . She had walked straight through as if the entrance had been waiting for her. But to him, it remained nothing more than a solid, impenetrable barrier.

After another half a dozen attempts—pressing, knocking, whispering spells under his breath—Abraxas Malfoy found himself at a complete loss. The wall remained unyielding, as if mocking his efforts. His frustration simmered beneath his carefully composed exterior, but he refused to let it show. He was a Malfoy, and Malfoys did not sulk like petulant children.

Still, the undeniable truth gnawed at him: she had gone in, which meant she must eventually come out.

So he waited.

Leaning casually against the opposite wall, he folded his arms, schooling his expression into one of effortless disinterest. But his mind was anything but idle. Every second that passed was another piece to the puzzle, another moment to analyze the impossible magic at play. His thoughts churned, sifting through possibilities, constructing and deconstructing theories, all while his sharp eyes remained locked on the space where she had disappeared.

It was only a matter of time.

Ten minutes passed.

Then twenty. 

And another ten.

He was going to be late for breakfast at this rate, but he told himself it didn’t matter. Not when he was this close to uncovering something—something Hermione clearly wanted hidden, something that might sway Tom’s favor back in his direction.

His stomach twisted in protest at the missed meal, but he ignored it. Whatever lay beyond that wall, whatever magic she had tapped into, it was worth more than a plate of eggs and toast.

Abraxas shifted his weight, straightening his robes, willing himself to remain patient. He had waited in far more inconvenient places for far less important things. He would not let impatience rob him of his prize now.

And then—at long last—there was movement. The air shimmered, as if bending around something unseen. His breath hitched.

The wall rippled.

And Hermione stepped through.

Abraxas pressed himself against the cold stone, heart hammering in his chest as he watched her disappear down the corridor. Something had transpired beyond that hidden door that had rattled her—Hermione Granger, who so often carried herself with an infuriating sense of composure.

That, more than anything, made his pulse quicken, raising the stakes.

What could possibly have shaken her so thoroughly?

He exhaled slowly, stepping toward the wall once more, fingers grazing the surface in vain. The magic was beyond his grasp for now, but that didn’t mean it would remain so forever.

He paced the floor, each time begging, a new plea on his lips. 

Please, he bargained, he needed to know what she was hiding—he would do anything. 

He needed to unearth whatever was on the other side of that wall.

He needed entrance to that bloody room!

And on the third time, it opened. 

Abraxas froze, breath catching as the stone melted away before his very eyes, revealing the hidden passage beyond.

For a moment, he simply stood there, pulse thrumming in his ears, hardly daring to believe it. Then, with a steadying inhale, he stepped forward, crossing the threshold into the unknown.

The air inside was thick with something—magic, secrecy, the unmistakable weight of something forbidden. Shadows stretched unnaturally along the walls, flickering in the dim light. Whatever lay beyond had been worth Hermione’s secrecy.

And now, it belonged to him too.

* * * *

 

Antonin was torn. He had secretly followed Malfoy, just as Malfoy had secretly followed Hermione up five flights of stairs. His instincts screamed at him to intervene, but he forced himself to remain in the shadows—to see how this all played out. 

The irony wasn’t lost on him—two predators circling the same prey. The difference, of course, was that Antonin was her protector, while Malfoy… well, Malfoy’s intentions were unclear. Antonin knew it was a risk to draw attention to the ring Tom had gifted Hermione, but it would all pay off in the end if it meant driving a final wedge between Abraxas and Tom once and for all. So now, he was forced to figure out what Malfoy was hoping to gain with this stalking routine. What was it that he wanted from Hermione? 

Antonin’s fists clenched at his sides as he watched the blonde pause at the landing, his sharp eyes fixed on Hermione’s retreating figure. She had been here one second, and then gone the next, stepping into a magical portal that opened and closed solely for her. It had caught Antonin off guard, just as much as it had Abraxas. 

The flash of energy, the seamless way the doorway had vanished—it wasn’t just a simple enchantment. It was old magic, something beyond the standard protective wards or common concealment spells. And Hermione had wielded it as if it were second nature.

Malfoy’s face contorted with confusion as he took a few steps forward, scanning the spot where Hermione had vanished, clearly not understanding how she had slipped away so quickly. Antonin could practically hear the gears turning in his rival’s mind, but there was no time to enjoy his discomfort. Antonin’s heart was racing.

Where had she gone? 

And why hadn’t she confided in him about it? 

The next thirty minutes were an anguish as his self-doubt escalated, his mind circling with questions, each one more frantic than the last. What was she doing, and who else was involved? He tried to push away the gnawing worry, but they seared into his skull, more painful than a Cruciatus Curse. 

Antonin watched passively as Malfoy wore himself out, stumbling over the same obstacles, trying desperately to find his way in. The blonde’s frustration was palpable, each failed attempt only adding to the tension in the air, until finally he slumped against the opposite wall in defeat. A twitch of a smile graced Antonin’s lips; although he was still frustrated with Hermione’s hidden truths, it pleased him to see Malfoy so powerless, so vulnerable. The constant air of superiority that Malfoy carried had always grated on Antonin’s nerves, and seeing him fail—especially when it came to matters concerning Hermione—was oddly satisfying.

When Hermione made her reappearance, it startled them both. She emerged from the shadows, her steps brisk, her face drawn in frustration, eyes focused on the floor ahead. She didn’t notice them—her attention was elsewhere, her mind clearly preoccupied.

Malfoy, oblivious to Antonin’s presence in the corner, stood rigidly, watching Hermione’s retreating figure with a mix of curiosity and intent. He didn’t see Dolohov, still hidden in the shadows, Malfoy’s stance tense and his gaze locked on Hermione.

Antonin’s heart hammered in his chest. He wanted to follow Hermione, to understand what was troubling her, to find out where she had been and why she hadn’t confided in him. But at the same time, Abraxas stood there, his expression unreadable as he waited for the right moment to try his luck at the wall one more time. 

It was quite the predicament… Antonin considered both options thoroughly as his fingers clenched at his sides, the conflict twisting inside him. He could follow Malfoy, but that felt wrong—his primary concern should always be… and would always be tracking Hermione. 

With a last lingering glance at his fellow Knight, who still remained so foolishly unaware of his presence, Antonin stepped forward, silently following Hermione down the corridor. It was the right answer. The only answer. 

Antonin didn’t need to go to Malfoy…

Because soon, Malfoy would go to him. 

* * * *

 

Bloody Hell.

It wasn’t a phrase that Malfoy often used—it was too common, too beneath him. But the current circumstances called for it. 

He stepped deeper into the room, eyes scanning the space, taking in every inch of the unfamiliar surroundings. This wasn’t a typical Hogwarts corridor or forgotten corner. It felt more like a forgotten vault—sealed away, hidden from the prying eyes of anyone who might dare to wander too far.

The walls were lined with bookshelves, crammed with leather-bound volumes whose titles were obscured by layers of dust. Strange trinkets—odd, arcane objects—sat upon shelves, their purpose unclear. And in the center of it all, a desk, cluttered with papers and artifacts, stood like a command center of some dark conspiracy.

Malfoy’s stomach churned with curiosity and dread. He wasn’t sure what he had expected, but it certainly wasn’t this—an entire world hidden behind the walls of Hogwarts, veiled in secrecy.

His eyes landed on the desk. And then, as if guided by instinct, he moved toward it.

Placed upon it was a book. It was an old, worn thing, its leather cover cracked with age, the edges frayed as if it had been handled too many times. The faint glimmer of gold lettering, nearly illegible from years of wear, hinted at something important—something personal.

Malfoy’s fingers lingered above the diary, a sudden spark of recognition flickering in his mind. He had seen it before—countless times, in fact. It was unmistakably Tom’s.

His heart hammered as he cautiously lifted the diary, its weight more symbolic than physical. It beckoned to him, as if daring him to understand its meaning. Each page seemed to whisper to him, demanding to be uncovered.

With a deep breath, he cautiously opened to first page, steeling himself for whatever secrets might unfold.

But as his gaze swept across the parchment, something odd struck him—there was nothing. He frantically began shuffling through more, one by one. But, the pages lay blank, void of any ink. He had seen Tom write in it year after year, each page filled with careful, deliberate words. But now... there was complete nothingness. A chill settled over him. What could it mean? The diary—Tom’s prized possession—held no answers. Only the silent promise of a mystery far darker than Malfoy had first imagined.

Tom must’ve put a special type of enchantment over it to keep unwanted eyes from learning more. That must’ve been the reason Hermione was so frustrated when she left it behind! He nearly leaped with joy as he put the puzzle together. 

The excitement coursed through Abraxas like a surge of electricity. This was it—the opportunity he had been waiting for. The fact that Hermione had the diary meant one thing: she had betrayed Tom. No one else would have been able to take it from him without his permission. She was deceiving him, playing her own game—and this was Malfoy’s moment to capitalize on it.

His heart raced as he slipped the book into his robes. With this, he could prove his worth to Tom again. He would be the one to uncover the truth behind Hermione’s treachery, and be the hero who brought her deceit to light. Tom would see his loyalty, his cleverness, and most importantly, his value.

Abraxas’ lips curled into a slow, calculating grin, his eyes gleaming with a dark, triumphant light. He would exploit her blunder to worm his way back into Tom’s favor, and once that was accomplished, everything would fall into place. All would be as it should—Abraxas would return to his rightful place at Tom’s side, and the world, as he knew it, would be right once more.

Notes:

Who else imagines a chipper Malfoy skipping to brunch with a smug smile on his stupid face? lol

Chapter 33

Notes:

A little more Abraxas/Tom background....and a little more smut lol 🥵

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Tom was in an exceptionally good mood. He and Hermione had finally made up, and they had spent the last four days practically inseparable—the only exception being whenever they had to attend their respective Head Boy and Head Girl duties. Every moment together had been a reminder of just how much he missed her, a confirmation of how right it felt to have her at his side. There was a calm, almost peaceful sense of satisfaction in knowing that they had weathered the storm, and now they stood stronger than before. It was a feeling he wasn’t used to—contentment—but with her, it fit perfectly.

He would never grow tired of this. The playful glances, the quiet moments shared between classes, the soft brush of hands beneath the table—it all made his heart race, in ways he wasn't prepared to acknowledge. It wasn't just the physicality of it; it was the bond that was steadily building, undeniable, and deepening with each passing day.

For once, Tom was perfectly comfortable in his own skin, no longer feeling the need to hide parts of himself from her. She had seen his darkness, understood it, and still chosen him. That thought alone made him smile as he made his way to their next meeting, eager for her presence, for the quiet yet intense connection that had begun to define them.

“Tom!” Malfoy called to him from down the hallway. 

Tom waved him off, uninterested in Malfoy’s recent flair of dramatics. It had been impossible to miss the way Malfoy had glared at Hermione in class all year, the sneer that twisted his face whenever she entered the room, or the subtle, yet unmistakable disdain he expressed whenever she was near during meals. The tension between them, even if inconsequential, was starting to grate on Tom’s nerves.

Malfoy’s behavior was not something Tom had time for, nor would he tolerate it any longer. Hermione had become his , and the possessiveness that flickered in his chest whenever someone—especially someone like Malfoy—treated her with anything less than the respect she deserved was becoming harder to ignore. He didn’t mind confrontation, but he would draw a line when it came to anyone challenging what was his.

“Tom, it’s pressing,” Malfoy jogged to keep pace. “I have something you’ll want to see.”

Tom slowed his steps, his brow furrowing as he glanced at Malfoy. The urgency in his tone hadn’t gone unnoticed, and though Tom wasn’t particularly inclined to entertain whatever nonsense Malfoy had in mind, he did understand the value in not dismissing a potential opportunity too quickly.

With a subtle sigh, Tom allowed his pace to match Malfoy’s, his curiosity piqued despite himself. “It better be worth my time, Malfoy,” he said coolly, his eyes narrowing. “You’ve never been one for keeping things brief.”

Malfoy didn’t seem to notice the edge in Tom’s voice, his eagerness clouding his judgment. “It’s about Granger,” he blurted, an almost too-gleeful glint in his eye.

At the mention of Hermione’s name, Tom’s focus sharpened immediately. Whatever Malfoy had to say, it had better be relevant. “If you waste my time, Malfoy,” Tom warned in a voice as cold as ice, “I won’t hesitate to make it... memorable.”

Malfoy didn’t flinch, though his expression betrayed his excitement. “It’s not a waste, I swear. Just come with me.”

It was a silent walk back to the dungeons. Malfoy pushed open the door to his private chamber, glancing nervously over his shoulder before stepping aside to allow Tom to enter. As soon as Tom crossed the threshold, his eyes immediately scanned the room—his calculating gaze inspecting every inch. He had learned to trust his instincts over the years, and something about the atmosphere in the room seemed... off.

“Explain yourself, Malfoy,” Tom hissed, his voice low and full of menace. “Why did you lead me here? What is this nonsense you’ve decided to involve me in?”

Malfoy, looking somewhat apprehensive, took a breath before motioning toward a mahogany desk in the corner. His stomach twisted in immediate recognition. There, sitting innocuously on top of a pile of papers, was his diary—Tom’s first horcrux. 

“Where did you get that?” Tom’s voice was deathly quiet, but the fury behind it was unmistakable. His eyes darted toward Malfoy, darkening with every passing second.

Malfoy, feeling the weight of Tom’s fury, shifted uncomfortably. “It—it’s a long story, Tom. But you need to understand—”

Tom’s anger flared to the surface in an instant, his pacing steps becoming purposeful and predatory. He advanced on Malfoy, cornering him against the wall with dangerous intent. His hand shot out, grabbing Malfoy by the throat and lifting him off the ground with just enough force to cause panic to flash across Malfoy’s face. Tom’s eyes burned with fury, narrowing into slits.

How. ” His voice was a snake’s hiss, dangerously quiet but filled with venom. “ How did you come to possess my diary? Tell me everything.

Malfoy’s breath hitched as his hand instinctively tried to pry Tom’s fingers away, but his grip was too tight. “Tom, listen to me!” Malfoy choked out, his voice strained with panic. “It’s... it’s not what you think. You have to let me explain!”

Tom’s grip tightened slightly, a barely perceptible warning that did not go unnoticed by Malfoy. His eyes were wide now, genuinely scared for the first time in ages, but he tried his best to compose himself. He knew better than to show weakness in the face of Tom Riddle.

“I found it in a room... a room that Granger led me to—”

That stopped Tom in his tracks. His grip loosened slightly, though his gaze remained fierce. “Stop talking and show me!”

Tom’s eyes crackled with fire, and in a fluid, practiced motion, he whipped out his wand, digging the tip into Malfoy’s temple with hostility. The air around them seemed to freeze, the weight of the moment hanging in the space between them.

With a flick of his wrist and a whisper of incantation, Tom plunged into Malfoy’s mind, pushing through the barriers of his thoughts like a skilled intruder. 

Legilimency.

The scene began to unravel before him.

Malfoy’s breath was shallow, his footsteps light but deliberate as he moved through the corridors of Hogwarts. Tom watched through his eyes, feeling the familiar weight of Malfoy’s suspicion—it was thick, almost tangible, guiding him down the winding hallways. He stuck close to the shadows, avoiding the eyes of others. 

He was following something—or someone.

The image sharpened as Malfoy’s gaze fixed on a trail of untamed, wild hair, moving just ahead of him. Granger . He was tailing her. Malfoy’s curiosity seemed to burn as he watched Hermione’s figure, leading him down the twisting path.

Then, as if by instinct, she disappeared—vanishing behind a shimmering, magical wall. Malfoy hesitated for only a moment before approaching, hand hovering over the stone, his eyes darting with uncertainty and suspicion. But the wall didn’t shift, and Granger remained hidden behind it, a silhouette fading out of reach.

The image twisted again, and Tom could feel Malfoy’s pulse quicken as he lingered near the wall, his thoughts clouded with suspicion and confusion. Granger had led him here, to this moment. But what was it? What was she hiding?

The vision warped further, and Tom saw Malfoy’s expression shift as the truth seeped into Tom’s consciousness like poison in his veins. The diary. Hermione had taken it—stolen it. Tom’s stomach tightened, the real implication dawning on him with unsettling clarity. Malfoy wasn’t lying. Not this time.

Tom’s heart sank as a cold shiver ran through him. Hermione. It couldn’t be true. He had trusted her—he had given her the ring, the connection. The thought of Hermione, his Hermione, betraying him in such a way... it was too much.

But before he could react, the scene continued. 

Malfoy’s face twisted into something far darker, a malicious glint creeping into his expression. Tom’s senses flared, and he could feel the shift, the undercurrent of something else bubbling to the surface. Malfoy’s jubilance.

Malfoy was pleased . Pleased that Hermione had betrayed Tom. The satisfaction in his thoughts was unmistakable, the sick joy evident in his every breath. 

Tom’s grip on his wand tightened, his jaw clenching as Malfoy rejoiced at the idea of Hermione causing him pain, but it didn’t end there.

Malfoy wasn’t just reveling in Hermione’s betrayal—he was elated that it would hurt Tom. That Tom would feel the sting of it, that it would put Malfoy back on top, back where he believed he belonged. The thought, the satisfaction of winning over Tom, rippled through Malfoy’s mind like a wave of smugness. If he could break Tom’s bond with Hermione, if he could make her the enemy, he’d secure his place in the Dark Lord’s favor once more.

The audacity. The sheer arrogance of it. Tom’s mind clouded with the fury of it all.

“Now, I understand,” Tom murmured, his voice soft, laced with an insincere calm. “You’ve made a grave mistake, Malfoy. Because I was the one who gave Hermione my diary.”

He let the lie roll off his tongue effortlessly, twisting the truth with precision, like an expert manipulator.  His eyes never left Malfoy’s face, watching the subtle flicker of confusion, then realization. He saw the way Malfoy’s posture stiffened, how his lips parted in surprise. The sharpness in Tom’s expression was unmistakable now—Malfoy had no idea what he was about to unleash. Malfoy wanted to see Tom hurt by Hermione—to be the one to comfort him through the pain—but he would never get that privilege.

In an instant, the roles had reversed. Malfoy, the one who had dared to step out of line, was now the one on the defensive. The game, at that moment, was no longer about the diary. It was about power—and Tom had just reclaimed it.

“Of course, you misunderstood,” Tom went on, his voice steady, a wicked grin pulling at the corner of his lips. “I entrusted Hermione with it. She was supposed to keep it safe, to protect it for me.” He leaned in just a fraction closer, watching Malfoy squirm. “But your interference? That’s the real crime here, isn’t it?”

He would confront Hermione later, but for now he would enjoy watching Malfoy break into a million pieces—just like Tom’s heart. 

* * * *

 

The summer before fifth year was the first time Tom had punished Abraxas. By then, Abraxas had mistakenly believed himself above the other Knights, convinced that he was Tom’s favorite, untouchable and irreplaceable. After all, he had dedicated the entire semester prior—the last term of fourth year—to serving Tom on a special project, working closely at Tom's side as Tom perfected his Legilimency skills. 

When Tom had initially voiced an interest in testing out such advanced magic, Abraxas had been eager to volunteer, confident in his ability to secure the subjects Tom needed for his experiments. He had seen it as an opportunity to prove his worth, to solidify his place as Tom’s right-hand ally. So, despite the school’s strict rules surrounding magical consent, Abraxas had risked his reputation, knowing full well the consequences should they be discovered, all to please his Master.

More often than not, their victims were witches—girls eager to win Abraxas’ favor, fluttering their lashes and vying for the coveted title of Mrs. Malfoy. It was a laughable pursuit on their part, really. Marriage in the Malfoy family was never about love; it was a business deal, a strategic alliance, and Abraxas had no say in whom his parents had already promised him off to at birth. However, at least these girls served their purpose—making themselves such easy targets for his ambitions, foolishly throwing themselves into the path of his manipulations.

Tom was satisfied with this arrangement for a while, but soon became bored, muttering disdainfully about how witches tended to romanticize their memories, filling them with saccharine embellishments that dulled the experience. Worse yet, they broke too easily under his methods, surrendering their secrets long before he could savor the process. 

Wizards, however, were different. 

Abraxas found that Tom much preferred practicing on wizards than witches. They resisted wholeheartedly, their masculine pride weaving a thicker armor around their thoughts—refusing to break unless absolutely pummeled to an emotional pulp. This type of breakthrough required patience, force, and precision—traits Tom relished exercising. 

“The beauty,” Tom would often muse, “isn’t in the secrets they spill. It’s in the moment their will shatters, when their thoughts are no longer their own.” His voice would take on a hushed reverence, as if he were describing a work of art rather than an act of cruelty. “To impose your will on another’s mind is the purest expression of power.”

Abraxas enjoyed satisfying this craving for Tom. It made him feel important…special… needed. He began to question what it all meant… until he slowly began to interpret Riddle’s… peculiarities… in a way that mirrored his own hidden longings. Each time Tom chose a wizard as his target, each time he savored his latest male conquest, Abraxas found himself clinging to a dangerous, impossible hope. 

What if Tom’s preferences hinted at something deeper?  

It was a hope born of his own carefully buried desires, a fantasy that he dared not give voice to. Yet with every instance, that hope burned brighter, defying his better judgment, drawing him closer to a truth he feared and yearned for in equal measure. And therein lay his undoing. 

By the end of fourth year, the thought alone—the hypothetical, highly improbable chance that Tom might feel the same way as Abraxas—was so intoxicating, so persistent, it began to blur the boundaries of their relationship within Malfoy’s mind. 

The summer that followed, Abraxas extended an invitation for Tom to spend the holiday at Malfoy Manor, and although half a dozen of Tom’s Knights had done the same, Abraxas could offer what they could not: access to ancient tomes housed within his family’s private library, including countless volumes featuring the darkest types of magic, only whispered about in the hallowed halls of Slytherin House. When Tom accepted Malfoy’s proposal, it was a victory that made his heart flutter with triumph. Abraxas could hardly believe his fortune—three whole months, uninterrupted, with Tom Riddle. It would be his chance to forge an unbreakable bond with Tom, to be his true confidant, his best friend—and perhaps something more. He would have Tom's full attention, no distractions, and the power that came with it. Nothing—absolutely nothing—could stand in his way now.

The summer unfolded in a haze of whispered conversations, the rustle of parchment, and the subtle clink of tea cups as they spent most of their days in the library. It was an oasis of silence, tucked away in the farthest corner of Malfoy Manor, where the air always smelled faintly of aged leather and ink. Abraxas and Tom had settled into an unspoken rhythm, working side by side without the need for words. The books, ancient and weighty with knowledge, were their only companions. On special occasions, amongst the towering shelves and sunlit alcoves, they would dive into deep, sometimes contemplative discussions, about dark magic—the most obscure and forbidden branches of the craft—and whispered strategies for their ultimate rise to power.

Abraxas reveled in these hours, his gaze often flicking from the books to Tom, who sat across from him, deeply immersed in a tome. There was something bewitching about the way Tom’s brow furrowed in concentration, how he meticulously turned the pages, as if the knowledge within them could shape the very world. Abraxas had long learned to let the silence between them grow, knowing that Tom was far more comfortable with his own thoughts. Still, it didn’t stop a surge of pride from swelling in his chest every time Tom turned to him with a challenge or an insight that demanded Malfoy’s full attention.

On rare occasions, when the heat of the day began to die down, they would take their studies to the sprawling garden grounds. The manor's estate was vast, and the gardens—a maze of perfectly manicured hedges, statues, and blossoming flowers—offered a sense of peace that the stone walls of the library could never provide. They would sit on the stone benches beneath the colossal oaks, the air heavy with the scent of blooming roses and lavender. Abraxas often would watch as Tom ran his fingers absently over the pages of his book, the soft rustling of leaves their only background noise. Despite the tranquility of the setting, there was always an undercurrent of tension, an edge of anticipation in the air, as though every moment was a carefully curated game. They were both acutely aware that time was fleeting, periodically vocalizing the passing of time here and there, knowing the world outside the gates of Malfoy Manor was moving—changing—and when summer ended, it would be back to reality. 

Abraxas had never remembered a holiday that passed so quickly—each day shorter than the last. Until finally, the last Saturday night before their return to Hogwarts arrived, and Abraxas found himself in the quiet, dimly lit corner of Malfoy Manor's library. The flickering candlelight cast long shadows on the walls, their movement almost hypnotic, as though the very space itself had become alive.

Tom sat across from him, utterly absorbed in a text on ancient ruins, his eyes tracing the pages with such intense focus that it made Abraxas feel both insignificant and utterly captivated. The sound of the pages turning filled the silence, but not once did Tom’s gaze lift to meet his. Abraxas, for his part, made a show of doing the same, selecting a random book from the shelf and flipping through it with exaggerated care. But his attention was divided—he couldn’t help but steal glances at Tom, watching the way the light caught the sharp angles of his face, the way his lips moved ever so slightly as he studied each word.

Meanwhile, every time Abraxas tried to read, his eyes would only drift back to Tom, as if drawn by an invisible force. The letters blurred together, one line repeating in his mind over and over. He had long since stopped attempting to comprehend whatever was in front of him; instead, he allowed himself to bask in the quiet presence of Tom and the shared intimacy of their silence. The pages in front of him were meaningless. What mattered, above all else, was Tom—his thoughts, his desires, the intricate workings of a mind so far beyond Abraxas’ own understanding. 

More and more, he ached to know what lay behind the walls of Tom’s carefully constructed exterior, what secrets were locked away, what ambitions and intentions danced behind those cold, unreadable eyes. In fact, Abraxas had spent the entire holiday in a state of quiet yearning, watching Tom with a devotion that bordered on obsession. He had analyzed him from every angle—his gestures, his words, his silences. But no matter how hard he tried, Tom remained an enigma, always one step ahead, always untouchable.

However, that last Saturday night before school started, Abraxas had made his decision. It was now or never. He couldn’t sit idly by, pretending any longer that he was content with their unspoken arrangement. It would be the night he would finally act, breaking the barrier, and doing whatever it took to pull Tom’s secrets into the light—whatever it took to bridge the distance between them. This was the moment he had been waiting for, the moment where everything could change.

“Dobby should've been here with the tea by now,” Abraxas remarked casually, his eyes still fixed on Tom, though his voice carried an air of light-hearted observation.

It had become another nightly routine—lingering in the library after the rest of the household had gone to bed, paired with the ritual of tea and biscuits. 

“Mm,” came Tom's distracted response, barely a grunt, his attention firmly on the pages of his book. Abraxas could tell his words had barely registered to Tom, but he didn't mind. It was simply the way things were. Not much could take Tom’s mind off a good book, and tonight, Abraxas took no offense—in fact, it played into his hand quite nicely. 

“I’ll go get it for us,” Abraxas volunteered, rising from his chair with a slight stretch, the motion fluid and effortless. Retrieving tea may have been a small gesture, one that could be easily dismissed as beneath a Malfoy, but it was beneath someone of his status and bloodline. Yet, it was precisely this type of behavior that Tom expected of Abraxas—something Tom had long grown accustomed to, even if he never acknowledged it.

Abraxas glanced toward Tom once more, but the other boy remained entirely absorbed in the pages of his book, as though Abraxas' presence had become little more than an ever present background noise. Despite the apparent indifference on Tom’s behalf, Malfoy’s heart was racing, worried his true intentions would be exposed at any second. 

With a dry swallow, Abraxas turned toward the door, the soft creak of the hinges breaking the stillness as he made his way out of the room. The house was quiet, almost too quiet, as he crossed the familiar hallways towards the kitchen. As he expected, it was empty, leaving him to scheme in peace. 

When he approached the stovetop, Malfoy took a steadying breath, his fingers brushing the edge of the ornate silver tea pot as he hesitated. He’d never done this before. He only needed a small, controlled dose of sleeping potion—just enough to make Tom drowsy, to lower Riddle’s guard, to loosen his mind and let him slip past the fortress that Tom had built around himself. The instructions from the vial seemed clear enough, but Abraxas couldn’t shake the nagging feeling of doubt. How much was too much? What if he made a mistake? What if Tom noticed?

He hesitated for a moment longer, then let a small, careful drop of the potion slip into Tom’s cup. It dissolved quickly, disappearing without a trace. Not enough to knock him out cold, but enough to make him sluggish, and at the very least, unaware.

Abraxas moved with purpose, his steps quiet as he approached Tom, the tea in hand. He offered it with a soft, calculated smile, his eyes lingering on Tom’s face for a moment, searching for any hint of suspicion. But Tom’s gaze never wavered from the book in his hands.

“Here you go,” Abraxas murmured, his voice deceptively casual. “A bit of tea to keep us going.”

Tom barely glanced up, nodding absently as he reached for the cup. Abraxas had no doubt Tom hadn’t even processed the exchange—he was far too engrossed in the book to pay notice to anything else. Abraxas watched, his pulse quickening as Tom took a long sip, swallowing the warm liquid with no hesitation. It was exactly as Tom liked it: three lumps of sugar and a splash of milk. 

A moment of silence passed before Abraxas sat back down, hands clasped tightly in his lap as he waited. He kept his gaze trained on Tom, his heart hammering in his chest as he counted the seconds. Tom’s movements were slow at first, his eyelids growing heavier, the sharpness in his eyes dimming just a little. Abraxas held his breath, waiting for the right moment to strike.

Then, a few moments later, Tom set the cup down with a heavy clink, his fingers lingering over the rim before they dropped down to his lap. The sleepiness was beginning to show on his face—his posture slackened, the tense lines in his jaw softening. The faintest of sighs escaped his lips as he leaned back in his chair, eyes fluttering closed for the briefest of moments.

Now was his chance, Abraxas told himself.

Malfoy knew that if he was going to attempt Legilimency, it had to be this second—while Tom fully succumbed to the effects of the potion. Abraxas could feel the pull in his chest, that undeniable craving to slip into Tom’s mind, to understand the thoughts and secrets Tom so carefully guarded. Quickly, Malfoy closed his eyes, focusing all his energy on the connection between them. He felt the familiar tingle of the magic at the tips of his fingers, the spark of it attempting to successfully ignite, but it wasn’t enough.

He reached deeper, trying to find the crack in Tom’s defenses, pressing his own will harder against the fortress of Tom’s mind.

But as he probed, something sharp and cold pierced his thoughts.

Tom’s mind recoiled, a flood of icy resistance slamming into Abraxas. The shock was immediate, like a slap to the face, and before Malfoy could react, the connection was entirely severed. The barrier Tom had built around himself was impenetrable, and worse—Tom had been conscious the entire time.

Abraxas recoiled, his chest tightening as the wave of anger flooded from Tom’s mind, hot and furious.

Tom’s eyes shot open, now fully alert, and they locked onto Abraxas with an intensity that made the room feel suffocating. His pupils were wide with rage, and for a split second, Abraxas could feel the gravity of that fury like a physical blow.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing, Malfoy?” Tom growled, his voice low and lethal. Riddle’s breathing was heavier now, each word tinged with the unmistakable edge of wrath.

Abraxas’ mouth went dry. His plan had backfired spectacularly. Tom’s anger was palpable, radiating off him in waves, and it was clear that he wasn’t remotely affected by the side effects of the drop of sleeping draught Malfoy had slipped in his drink. Tom had known the second Abraxas had tried to invade his thoughts, and had only played into Malfoy’s game to catch him in the act.

“I… I wasn’t—” Abraxas started, his mind scrambling for an explanation, but Tom wasn’t having it.

Instead of Abraxas diving into Tom’s mind, Tom dove into Malfoy’s, like a bulldozer, crashing through his memories with brutal force, tearing through the layers of his mind like a dagger through flesh. The intrusion was violent, pulverizing the walls of his consciousness.

It was an irony that tasted bitter on his tongue—Tom had never once sought to dive into Abraxas’ mind before this moment. He had always allowed Abraxas his space, a privilege the boy had taken for granted. In a sense, Tom had spared him up until now—unlike the other Knights at his disposal, Tom hadn’t dominated Abraxas’ to demand evidence of his loyalty. 

But that was all about to change.

Abraxas’s breath hitched, a sharp gasp escaping his lips as a searing wave of heat and pressure tore through his head. Every cherished thought, every moment of weakness, was being exposed to the light, crushed beneath the weight of Tom’s relentless assault. The intensity of it was suffocating. And yet, Abraxas could do nothing but endure as his most intimate, most carefully concealed memories were torn from him, laid bare and rendered useless. Tom was not simply viewing them; he was annihilating them. Each memory, each carefully guarded secret, forcefully extracted by Tom’s will like pages torn from a book. The pain was a raw, unbearable ache—a brutal violation of the deepest parts of his consciousness—until, without warning, the most humiliating of his thoughts surfaced.

A fantasy. 

His fantasy. 

Malfoy had allowed it to shift and evolve over the years, morphing with his desires, his needs, his ever-changing obsessions over Tom. It was a vision he had nurtured in the darkest corners of his mind, a secret so intimate, so personal, so private, it was never meant for anyone else to witness. And yet there it was, laid bare before Tom, the most vulnerable part of Abraxas, ruthlessly exposed. 

It always began the same…

“Malfoy,” Tom’s voice rang out, low and smooth, a mischievous grin pulling at the corner of his lips. “Come with me.”

Tom reached out, grabbing Malfoy’s sleeve, pulling him through the corridors of Hogwarts with a possessive urgency that set Abraxas’s heart pounding. He stopped at a private nook, hidden in the shadows, but not enough to escape notice. Anyone walking by, if they looked closely enough, could see them. But that didn’t matter—Abraxas didn’t care. He was lost in the moment, lost in Tom’s presence.

“What are you doing?” Abraxas whispered, his voice trembling, flushed with a heat he could barely suppress. His mind raced, unsure which part of Tom to admire first: the hard line of his jaw, the deep green of his eyes, or the curve of his full lips, just inches from his own.

Tom’s breath was warm against Malfoy’s skin, a teasing whisper of air against his neck as he leaned in closer. “Are you ready to serve Your Lord?” The words lingered in the space between them, heavy with meaning. It sent a thrilling shiver down Malfoy’s spine. Butterflies erupted in his stomach at the thought of being needed, of being wanted by Tom in this way. It was all too much, and yet, it was everything he had always longed for.

“Yes, My Lord,” Abraxas responded, his voice soft, obedient, and full of desperation. The need to serve—to give himself entirely to Tom—flooded his veins. 

Pride and dignity meant nothing if it was Tom he was surrendering to. To a Malfoy, the idea of submission should be foreign, belittling even. But, under Tom, he would accept anything—every crumb of attention, every shard of affection—because Tom gave Malfoy’s previously dull and rigid life a new purpose. 

“Kneel,” Tom’s voice was cold and commanding, the same tone he used with his victims, that implacable authority that inspired a delicious sense of fear. And this time, it was for him . The command was not one to be disobeyed, and Abraxas, heart hammering, lowered himself to the floor, his knees pressed against the cold marble with a reverent obedience.

He knew Riddle would be rough with him and Abraxas welcomed it—craved it—he wouldn’t want Tom any other way. Tom’s overwhelming dominance was what gave Malfoy life. It was a privilege—the highest honor—to be bent beneath Tom’s will, to be broken and reshaped by him like a sculptor molds his art. 

Tom’s hands found their place tangled at the crown of Malfoy’s hair, fingers tightening with possessive force, yanking Malfoy’s head back with a sharp tug until Abraxas released a soft grunt. Then, with a practiced, casual strength, Tom shoved Abraxas down, pressing his forehead to the cool marble floor, forcing Abraxas into a position intended for humiliation. There, at Tom’s feet, Abraxas’s pulse quickened, each breath a desperate rush as he submitted fully to the force of Riddle’s demands.

“This is where you belong,” Riddle sneered, his voice dripping in ridicule. “Like a piece of rubbish under my shoe.”

The words were venomous, meant to degrade, to break, but they had the opposite effect on Abraxas. His heart raced, a rush of heat flooding his veins as the sting of the insult licked at his pride. There was something intoxicating about it—the cruelty in Tom’s voice, the way he saw Abraxas as nothing more than a worthless dirt beneath his boot. 

It wasn’t completely unlike the sharp abuse Abraxas had endured as a child: from the degrading words to the painful punishment, it was all so familiar, and yet, so very different. Because instead of anger and resentment, when Tom was the one to administer the cruelty, Abraxas felt…good… so good he yearned for more. 

“Yes, sir,” Abraxas whispered, his voice thick with desire. He wanted to prove his loyalty was more than simple obedience—it was true and ultimate devotion. 

“That’s right, Malfoy,” Tom’s voice was low and callous, as he rose up to his full height and stepped on Malfoy’s cheek, pressing it hard against the floor with the tip of his shoe. “You were born to serve me.” 

“Yes, sir,” Abraxas agreed breathlessly, his teeth digging into the flesh of his lip against the stone cold ground. 

“You’re nothing without me,” Riddle said in an assertion of ownership and control as he twisted his foot into Malfoy’s face like smashing a worthless bug under his shoe. 

Abraxas was pinned to the floor, attempting his best not to squirm in a mix of pain and pleasure. “I’m nothing,” he agreed, savoring the blood that pooled in his cheeks, his hips involuntarily pumping in shallow thrusts against the floor beneath him. 

“Good boy, Malfoy,” Tom said, his tone icy yet laced with a dark approval. “You understand now, don't you? You exist only for my command. Everything else is meaningless." 

“Yes, My Lord, please, use me,” Abraxas begged, his words slightly muffled from Tom’s foot grinding his cheek harder into the ground. 

“Use you?” Tom chuckled sinisterly. 

Abraxas barely dared to breathe as Tom’s polished dress shoe nudged his chin, a slow, deliberate motion that forced his gaze upward. The gesture was not one of care, nor even of condescension—it was a display of sheer dominance, a reminder that Abraxas was something to be positioned, maneuvered, controlled at Tom’s whim.

“Okay, Abraxas. Since you’ve been such a good boy,” Tom said with a pondering hum, “open up and accept a reward.” 

Malfoy’s breath hitched at the command, his pulse thrumming wildly beneath his skin. His lips parted, his mouth opening wide in silent obedience, trusting entirely in Tom’s will. He didn’t question, didn’t dare to wonder what his master intended; it wasn’t his place to know, it was his place to trust. Whatever Tom chose to give, he would accept it without complaint, without resistance. 

Tom leaned over, wrapping two hands firmly around Malfoy’s neck to hold him still, amusement swirling his peditory eyes. 

Then, as quickly as a spell releases from a wand, a noise rose from Tom’s throat, and something wet and hot landed on Malfoy’s tongue. 

Spit.

Tom spit in his mouth. 

The realization sent a shiver down Abraxas’s spine, but not from disgust. No—quite the opposite. Heat flushed through him, a dizzying mixture of exhilaration and reverence as he accepted the saliva as though it were a present from the Gods, something sacred. 

Tom’s eyes remained fixed on him, cold and unyielding, waiting for him to show anything but surrender. But Abraxas didn’t need to be dared; he swallowed in gratitude, his Adam's apple bobbing between Tom’s constricting fingers. He was the one who was in a compromising position, and yet he felt triumphant; from now on, Abraxas would be more intimately tied to Tom than anyone else in this world—from now on, Malfoy would have a piece of Tom forever inside him. 

“Does the spoiled little prat want more?” Tom teased, releasing Malfoy’s throat and gently brushing Malfoy’s cheek with the back of his palm. 

The air seemed heavier, charged with excitement, as the stakes rose in an instant. 

Malfoy nodded dutifully, eagerly, with every fiber of being vibrating with anticipation. Of course he wanted more—how could he not? Tom could drive a stake through his heart, twist the blade, and Abraxas would still whisper, ‘thank you, my lord.’

Devotion had long since ceased to be a choice; it was as natural to him as the air in his lungs, as the blood in his veins. Tom was his gravity, his axis, the force that dictated his every movement. Whatever was asked of him, whatever was demanded, he would give—without question, without hesitation, without regret.

“Come to my chambers,” Tom whispered seductively, gripping the white hair at the top of Malfoy’s crown to drag him to his feet. Abraxas followed without resistance, moving as though he were a dog bound by a leash—no hesitation, no thought of defiance, only obedience.

Abraxas had waited for years for this moment. Tom’s quarters—a place shrouded in secrecy, forbidden to everyone but its master—had long been the subject of his fantasies. He’d heard the whispers, the rumors about its mysteries, and now, he was finally here. 

His eyes took in everything he could, gluttonously absorbing every small detail he could spot. The room was a reflection of Tom himself—neatly organized, meticulously clean, with an air of cold detachment that made Abraxas’ heart stutter in a way he couldn’t quite explain. The dark wooden furniture was arranged with precision, each piece chosen for its austere elegance. A thick, dark velvet drape covered the windows, muting the light and giving the space a sense of mystery. The stone walls were bare, aside from a line of shelves, displaying leather-bound and well-worn textbooks, the spines marked with the names of ancient and powerful dark wizards. 

The door closed behind him with a soft thud, the sound reverberating in the silence of the room. Abraxas was the first Knight who had been invited inside, and the knowledge that Tom’s quarters, which were strictly off-limits to everyone else, made the invitation feel like a privilege—an undeniable sign that Tom trusted him in a way he would never trust the others. While others spent their days vying for Tom’s favor, fighting for a higher position, Abraxas had been handpicked for something greater. And although Abraxas had always secretly suspected that perhaps he had always been special to Tom, this finally confirmed it. 

When his gaze returned to Tom, the ground shifted beneath his feet. In the center of the room, stood Tom, half-naked, watching Abraxas with an unreadable expression, Tom’s piercing stare pinning him in place. Malfoy swallowed dryly, tracing Tom’s pale, flawless skin with his eyes. His chest was broad, smooth and muscular—a masterpiece carved from marble. His trousers hung low on his narrow hips, flirting with the line of indecency, showcasing a set of well-defined abs that seemed to ripple with every subtle movement. 

Abraxas had never seen Tom without a shirt before, and now that he had, he would never forget it. The sight was so utterly captivating it was impossible to look away. His master was perfection, a living, breathing embodiment of everything Abraxas desired. Although Malfoy had known Tom was no mere mortal before this moment, he could now say with absolute certainty that Tom was a God—untouchable and otherworldly. Every part of him radiated power, a quiet, undeniable superiority. 

Malfoy’s heart raced as a hunger he had never fully acknowledged surged within him, a raw, animalistic need to close the distance between them, to touch, to claim, to be claimed.

“How can I serve you, My Lord?” Abraxas asked, his voice tinged with desperation.

“I heard a little rumor,” Tom began, his voice deceptively soft, each word dripping with mockery, “that you asked Cassian what it felt like…to be under my control… to be wholly, and truly surrendered to my command.”

Abraxas’s chest tightening at the insinuation of Tom’s words. There was no warmth in the way Tom regarded him—only a cold, calculating amusement that had gooseflesh raising all over Malfoy’s body. Whatever came next, it was clear that Tom intended to make him feel every ounce of degradation he had inflicted on Cassian, and yet, Abraxas could not suppress the rush of anticipation that surged through him.

Ever since Malfoy had witnessed Tom punish Cassian, the memory had rooted itself deep within his mind, festering into a forbidden desire. He couldn’t stop the dark thought from creeping in, unbidden and insistent.

He wanted to be punished.

No, Malfoy would never—could never—ask for it, but in the quiet recesses of his mind, he ached for it, wishing for Tom to take that power and make it his own. Malfoy wanted to be violated, to be defiled, degraded. Abraxas yearned to experience what it would mean for his mind to be penetrated by Tom’s magic, to be reduced to nothing more than Tom’s plaything, a doll for his master to manipulate. Yes, it would be painful—he was sure of that—but somehow, he was just as certain that the pleasure would eclipse the agony.

“Yes, My Lord,” Abraxas agreed with reverence. “I am yours to do with as you please.”

His heart raced with the possibilities of what might come next. He had seen the way Tom looked at him sometimes—never with affection, but also not quite as indifferent as he was with others. It sprouted a seed of hope in his chest, taunting him with the idea that Tom’s desires might align with his own—that they both secretly longed for the twisted connection that made their toxic relationship more…meaningful… than just master and servant. Could today be the start of their new beginning? 

Imperio ,” Tom murmured, the curse falling off his lips like a gentle caress.

Abraxas could feel the curse wrap around his bones, a searing heat that melted away his free will, drowning his thoughts until they were nothing more than whispers in the background of his mind. Malfoy’s body was no longer his own; it was only a vessel, a hollow shell waiting to be filled with Tom’s command. Every fiber of his being responded, not with resistance but with a strange, thrilling acceptance. His consciousness receded to the farthest corner of his mind, an observer, a silent spectator, as though he were standing above his own body, powerless to stop what was about to unfold.

He should be afraid, but there was no fear—only an overwhelming sense of freedom. He was ready. Ready to be molded, ready to be Tom’s puppet.

Tom lazily leaned back into the silken embrace of his bed, lounging comfortably as he beckoned Malfoy closer with a look that pierced straight through Abraxas, leaving him hard and needy. Abraxas stepped forward without hesitation, his legs moving of their own accord, drawn to Tom as if by an invisible tether. His pulse quickened, each beat reverberating in his ears, but his gaze remained locked on Tom. There was no mistaking the intent in Tom’s eyes, the unquestionable authority that held Abraxas captive. Tom didn’t need to raise his voice; a mere flick of his fingers was enough to make Malfoy obey.

Abraxas found himself kneeling at Riddle’s feet, his head bowed, his hands resting lightly on his own thighs. He wasn’t entirely sure how he had ended up in this position, but somehow, it felt right—natural, even. There was a strange sense of calm in the act, as though this was where he was always meant to be. 

“There’s nothing you can keep secret from me, Malfoy,” Tom drawled, his voice silk-wrapped steel, cutting through the silence with chilling precision. His smirk deepened, a cruel twist of amusement tugging at the corners of his mouth. “I can sense the dark depravities of your mind,” he continued, each word dripping with mockery, exposing the secrets Abraxas had so desperately tried to bury.

Tom leaned closer, reveling in the flicker of shame and longing in Malfoy’s mind. “And I have to admit,” he added, his tone laced with calculated cruelty, “I find it... curious.”

The word hung in the air, equal parts intrigue and threat, a reminder that Tom always saw more than he let on—and always wielded that knowledge to his advantage. 

“Let’s act out some of those thoughts, shall we?” Tom chuckled, his tone snide and ridiculing.

The sound of a zipper echoed in the room before Tom freed himself and his beautiful cock rested thick and heavy in the palm of his hand. Had Malfoy not been under the Imperius Curse, he might’ve felt embarrassment, he might have forced himself to turn away—to consider his reputation before acting, as every Malfoy should—but under Tom’s magical influence he was able to act the way he always wanted to.  

Abraxas shuffled to his feet, alight with pure elation. The thrill of the moment coursed through him, electrifying and undeniable, as he soaked in his Master’s lusty request. This was it—the moment he had ached for, a moment he worried would never come, and he would enjoy every second of it. 

Riddle stroked himself aggressively, his fingers firm and tight around the base, teaching Abraxas how to please him. An inhuman hiss escaped from Riddle’s throat as his grip grew harder, like he was angry with himself for giving into his hunger for Abraxas. For once, the ever-controlled, ever-calculating Tom Riddle teetered on the edge, wholly consumed by his desire for Abraxas—a thought that made Malfoy feel infinitely proud. Only Abraxas, and his unconditional servitude, could be what unraveled Tom in all his mystery. But just as a mesmerized Malfoy mindlessly reached out to aid his Lord in his lustful pursuit, the edge of his vision began to fog.

Abraxas fought to stay right there, to finish out the scene, but suddenly, he was wrenched from the vivid embrace of his fantasy, his mind snapping back with jarring clarity. 

When his consciousness returned, Malfoy’s hand was outstretched and trembling, hovering mere centimeters from where he had imagined Tom’s flesh. For a moment, his brain was hazy, his surroundings unfamiliar, as if the echoes of the memory still clung to the edges of his awareness. Then, slowly, reality seeped back in. 

He was not in Tom’s chambers. 

Nor was he basking in the light of his master’s attention. 

He was lying on the cold floor of his own library, his body splayed in undignified disarray, the weight of his stupidity crushing down on him. 

And he was both uncomfortably hard and painfully embarrassed.

Never ,” Tom spat, his voice low and laced with venom, “ ever again will you dare to think of me in such a filthy, repulsive, degrading position.” His gaze bore into Abraxas with unrelenting disdain, a look of pure disgust that pierced deeper than any hex—a cruel reminder of the impenetrable barrier that would forever separate him from his Lord. It was always there, this unbridgeable chasm, as undeniable as it was devastating. 

Abraxas had feared his feelings for Tom might not have been returned, but the rejection was so absolute, so cold and merciless, that it struck him with the force of an unforgivable curse. Tom would never return his affections; worse yet, the mere suggestion of Malfoy’s feelings was an affront that seemed to insult Riddle on a fundamental level. 

Nausea bloomed in the back of Malfoy’s throat, the devastation instant and all-consuming. The bond he had carefully nurtured with such precision was demolished in an instant, all for a fleeting moment of desperate hope. Every carefully crafted word, every gesture of loyalty—everything he had done to secure a place beside Tom, to show his devotion—felt like it had been for nothing. His own actions, his own impatience, had turned the delicate balance of their relationship into rubble, and the taste of it was bitter, sharp, almost suffocating.

The silence between them, thick with the weight of unspoken words, felt like a punishment in itself. He had gambled everything on a moment’s weakness, and Tom had shown no mercy in return.

When they returned to Hogwarts the next day, the change was palpable. Those fleeting moments of closeness, of shared secrecy, were gone. Though Tom might have still allowed Malfoy to sit beside him in class, it was no longer an invitation but a mere transaction, devoid of warmth or acknowledgment. Malfoy was no longer welcome in the quiet sanctity of Tom’s favored corner of the library, where once he had felt special, set apart from others. And the look in Tom’s eyes when their gazes met, if it could even be called a glance, was colder, more distant—like a reminder that the connection they had shared was nothing more than an illusion, a weakness Tom had no interest in indulging anymore.

Malfoy found himself on the outside once again, watching from a distance as Tom moved with the same effortless authority, surrounded by others, as if nothing had changed. But everything had changed. Malfoy’s presence, once a constant in Tom’s life, was now nothing more than an afterthought, a remnant of something that had been discarded with ease. 

However, it wasn’t in Malfoy’s nature to accept defeat. He would reclaim Tom’s favor, he vowed. The humiliation, the cold indifference—it was a wound, yes, but it would not be his undoing. No, Malfoy thrived on challenges, and this, this was the ultimate test. If Tom had cast him aside, Malfoy would find a way to make himself indispensable once more. No matter what it took.

Notes:

How do you think Tom should (or will) handle Hermione now that he found out she stole his diary? 👀🙈

The next chapter I wrote is a bit long, so I may break it down into two parts and giving a bonus update this next week. 🤗

Chapter 34

Notes:

Bonus chapter! New update coming Sunday

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Tom was sulking. He lay sprawled across his bed, his dark eyes fixed on the diary perched mockingly on his desk, its presence a silent taunt. The thrill of punishing Malfoy had been a fleeting distraction, a temporary balm to his wounded pride, but now the quiet that crept in was suffocating and relentless.

His mind churned, dissecting every interaction, every lingering glance, every whispered word that might have hinted at Hermione’s deception. She had stolen his diary—how, he could not yet begin to fathom—but the why burned hotter, searing through his thoughts like a brand.

Betrayal was not an unfamiliar sensation, but from her? The very idea left a taste like ash on his tongue. His fingers twitched at his side, itching to reach for the diary, to tear through its pages, to remind himself what she may have come across. But he refrained, forcing himself to remain still, to control the temper raging within. He would not be ruled by emotion, and instead, he would find the truth.

And when he did, Hermione would have to answer for it.

But for now, his focus needed to stay sharp, fixed on the puzzle laid before him. Emotions—wounded pride, simmering betrayal—could be sorted later. Now was the time for precision.

With a measured breath, Tom pushed himself upright, the mattress bearing the imprint of his form like a snow angel carved into the covers. Only a short time ago, hers was right there next to him, and now he wondered if it ever would be again. Not only did he have to determine how he felt about this discovery, but he had to wait to learn how she would as well. 

His fingers curled around the diary as he stood, lifting it from its resting place with a deliberate slowness, reacquainting himself with the magic of his first Horcrux. It looked the same, identical to the last time he had held it in his hands. But something was different. He could sense it—like a whisper just out of earshot. 

Yes, Hermione’s hands had been on it. Her mind had wandered through his pages, dared to trespass where no one else had before. But more than that, the unmistakable shimmer of her magic lingered, woven into the very essence of the diary like an imprint burned into parchment. Whatever spell she had cast masked the diary’s true nature, shrouding its magic so completely that, to any outsider, it was nothing more than an ordinary book. It was her spell alone that had rendered it impenetrable to Malfoy, and on top of that, had severed Tom’s connection to his own Horcrux.

Again, he was left with the burning question— why?

Was it an act of defiance, a move against him? Or… was it something else? A way of protecting it from prying hands, from those who sought to wield it against him?

The thought was maddening. If she had stolen it with treacherous intent, why shield it so carefully? And if she had meant to safeguard it, why do so without telling him?

His fingers drummed impatiently against the leather cover, frustration coiling in his chest.

Whatever her reasoning, Hermione had taken something that was his. That, above all else, was an offense he could not ignore. 

Pulling out his wand, Tom cast an advanced diagnostic spell, his magic unfurling like a web of silver threads, latching onto the diary’s surface. The tendrils pulsed, searching, pressing against the enchantment Hermione had woven into its very essence.

And then, the spell shuddered.

A deep, crimson glow bled through the diary’s edges, pulsing like a heartbeat. His eyes narrowed, his grip on his wand tightening as understanding dawned. 

Blood magic.

Hermione had sealed his diary with her own blood.

His breath came slow and measured, but his insides twisted with something volatile, something sharp. This wasn’t a simple ward, nor was it some foolish attempt at trickery. Blood magic was ancient, binding, powerful beyond standard enchantments. She hadn’t merely hidden the Horcrux—she had ensured that no one but herself could wield it. Not Malfoy. Not Dumbledore, who some might say was the most powerful wizard of their time. Not even Tom himself. Blood magic required intent. Sacrifice. She had not simply whispered a spell and hoped for the best—she had given a piece of herself for this. 

His stomach clenched.

Tom should be livid, and yet, he found it… oddly stirring. 

His lips parted slightly as he ran a finger over the cover, almost expecting to feel the pulse of her sacrifice beneath his touch.

Hermione had not just hidden his diary. She had bound herself to it.

To him.

A slow, dark smirk curled at his lips. Oh, she had no idea what she had done. Blood magic was not a game. It tethered fates, tangled magic, and wove intimate connections—connections that, once forged, were difficult to entirely severe. 

He was almost sorry that he had to undo it. 

Almost. 

Because despite the audacity of her actions, despite the fact that she had dared to lock him out of his own creation, there was something undeniably intoxicating about it. The thought that her magic, her very essence, was now woven into his Horcrux. That she had left a mark on it—on him —that even he could not ignore. It felt as though she had already taken the first step toward binding their souls together. And the most delicious part?  

She had done it willingly. 

This realization was pleasing, sending a slow, sinister satisfaction through him. If she had committed blood magic for the sake of his Horcrux—something so dark, so inexplicably evil—then why would she hesitate when it came to the final step? A true binding, an eternal tether.

All that remained was for him to mend his fractured soul. Painful, yes—perhaps unbearably so. But for her?

For her, he would endure it.

Lucky for him, he had the very ingredient needed to unravel her spell.

Tucked beneath his pillow, carefully preserved, was the handkerchief he had used to wipe away the blood from her broken hymen after their exchange near the Black Lake. It was a keepsake of their indulgence, but now it would be repurposed for something far greater.

Her magic had locked him out. But her blood—spilled in his presence, claimed by his hands—would grant him the key. 

With a deft flick of his wand, Tom summoned the blood, coaxing it from the handkerchief, drawing it into a fine, glittering thread of power. The blood pulsed with its own energy, resonating with the ancient magic she had woven. He could feel the connection, the thread between them, as if the magic itself was aware of its master. 

Sanguis Restituo .”

Holding his wand firmly, Tom whispered the incantation, the words old and familiar, and watched as the blood began to move, flowing over the diary with a dark, gleaming light.

Sanguis Restituo ,” he repeated.

Momentarily, the magic fought back, resisting, but Tom was unyielding. With every syllable, he pressed deeper, unraveling the layers of Hermione’s blood magic. 

A rush of accomplishment surged through him when the magic of the diary shifted and the bond between Hermione’s blood and the Horcrux was finally severed. He could feel the weight of the curse lifting, until the book in front of him was once again his to control. His fingers hovered over the pages, knowing that the connection, the piece of her he had just freed, was gone. 

It felt… bittersweet. 

While he was undeniably grateful—satisfied, even—that he was one step closer to his ultimate goal of mending his soul, a strange sense of loss still gnawed at him. The fact that her magic—the very essence of her—had been bound to him in such a profound way was thrilling, and now that tether was gone.

But that would not be the end of it. Not by a long shot. 

Soon , he thought. 

Soon, they would be intertwined once more. This time, permanently. This time, she would forever belong to him: mind, body, and soul. A grin tugged at the corner of his lips. 

Now, all that was left was to figure out how to absorb the fragments of his soul... 

And he would figure it out. Even if it meant spending countless hours lost in the archives of dark magic, he would do it, because this was the path to something greater. 

Once he had completed the ritual, once he was whole again, Hermione’s place at his side would be guaranteed. Then, nothing could stand in their way. Because together, they would be invincible. 

* * * *

 

As it turned out, Tom didn’t need to look that hard to find the answer. He had never been particularly interested in the process of healing his soul before—why would he, when he had been so focused on splitting it into pieces, ensuring his own immortality? But now, it seemed, the magic he had originally believed would improve his chances at reaching his ultimate goals had only hindered them. So when he reviewed the same title—stolen from the library at Malfoy Manor—which outlined how to create a Horcrux, he quickly found that it also instructed how to mend the damage. It was almost too perfect.

He had skimmed over it in the past, dismissing the information of repairing his creations as useless, but now the words held a different weight. The directions were there, as methodical and precise as the dark rituals he had already mastered. It was all laid out for him. The steps to restore the fragments of his soul, the delicate balance of power required, and the final, decisive act that would bring it all together.

On paper, it was simple. The instructions, easy to follow. But Tom knew better than to trust anything that seemed too straightforward, especially when it came to matters of dark magic. In practice, the ritual would be near impossible. Technically, he had everything he needed to complete it—the flames of a candle to represent life, his own blood as sacrifice, the entrance of Chamber of Secrets to provide a sacred space, and, of course, the horcrux itself. But it was the last step that caused hesitation.

The final step wasn’t just a matter of ritual. It was a sacrifice on a level that could tear a person’s very soul apart. To truly repair the damage, he would have to confront the deepest wound within himself, addressing the fragment of his soul that had been corrupted by his own choices. The ritual required remorse—not just the hollow regret he had always felt for failing to become more powerful, but true, deep remorse for the lives he had taken, the people he had wronged. And that... that was something he had never even considered. In fact, Tom wondered if he was even capable of such an emotion. 

Remorse was foreign to him, a concept for the weak, for those who cared about things beyond themselves. Beneath him, even. How could he, the greatest wizard to ever walk this earth, be made to feel regret for actions that were, in his mind, justified by his greater purpose? Although…

He supposed he had felt something akin to regret before… those days after he had lost Hermione. When she was so close, a short distance from him in class, passing by him in the hallways, and yet, so very far away—unwilling to speak to him, look at him, acknowledge his existence. That had been a wound, a deep one. His actions had driven her away, and for a brief moment, the cold emptiness of it had ripped away at him. He felt the guilt of his choices down to his very bones. The bitter weight of his mistakes, the sharp sting of what could have been if only he had not pushed her away. The desire to turn back time, to revise his original actions, was overwhelming. Was that what remorse would feel like? That longing for a different outcome, that aching recognition of his own fault?

A flicker of doubt crossed his mind, but only for a second before he quickly crushed it. Perhaps before Hermione, it was true that he was not capable of such an emotion, but she had changed him—irrevocably. Her presence, her influence, had wormed its way under his skin in a way he had never anticipated, so if remorse was the price for mending his soul, then so be it. If he had to dig deep into the recesses of himself, if he had to confront the very emotions he had worked so hard to bury, then he would. He would do whatever it took to become whole again, to reach the power that awaited him, to bind their souls together in a way that nothing could sever.

This, he realized, was no longer about simply repairing the damage to his soul. It was about completing the ritual—not only for power, but for her . And if that meant allowing himself to feel the remorse that would drive him toward it, then he would embrace it. Even if it felt foreign. Even if it made him uncomfortable. He would overcome it. Because nothing, not even remorse, would stand in the way of making Hermione forever his. 

* * * *

 

Feeling remorse was easier said than done. Tom had meticulously prepared the ritual—burning a white candle, offering three drops of blood to mingle with the flame as a sacrifice, and placing the Horcrux in the candlelight of his sacred space—but the remorse never came.

He sat there, staring at the flickering flame, waiting for the feeling to wash over him. The guilt, the regret—the emotional turmoil that was supposed to be the catalyst for mending his soul. But all he felt was the cold emptiness of his own mind. The void that had always been there, the same emptiness that had propelled him to power in the first place.

His thoughts began to drift to Hermione again—her face, her eyes, the way her magic had danced with his. But still, no true remorse. No true regret. Just the nagging, insistent thought that something was missing. Yes, he was worried she might never forgive him—and perhaps some regret bloomed at the thought that he had stupidly fractured his soul in the first place. But none of those emotions seemed deep enough to fuel the ritual. Not the way it was supposed to.

Frustration bubbled in his chest. He had thought that this would be simple, that he could simplly will the emotion into existence, but it was not so. The prospect of failure haunted him, but the fear of defeat only fueled his desire to continue. He could not—would not—give up.

He rested his head against the cool porcelain of the sink—his gateway to the Chamber of Secrets—and exhaled quietly. Hours had passed, the candle now half its original height, wax pooling at its base in silent testament to his struggle.

For years, this space had been a sanctuary, a place of revelation and power. It was here he had first uncovered the Chamber’s secrets, where he had gathered his most loyal followers under the guise of camaraderie, and where he had experienced the intoxicating thrill of taking a life for the first time. Every moment within these walls had shaped him, cemented his path. And yet, now, as he sat in its depths, seeking something he had never before allowed himself to feel, the space felt strangely… lifeless. 

A small, pitiful cry echoed from the farthest stall, barely perceptible over the quiet flicker of candlelight. Moaning Myrtle—an unfortunate, yet irritatingly persistent consequence of his past—had once again made her presence known.

She had become an occasional fixture in this place, haunting the very spot where she had met her untimely end. An accident, truly. Tom hadn’t meant to kill her, but she had been in the wrong place at the wrong time, and Nocturna couldn’t be blamed for Myrtle’s foolish decision to peek out at precisely the worst moment. It was her own stupidity that had sealed her fate, staring directly into the basilisk’s gaze. At least her death had not been in vain—Tom had ensured it served a greater purpose, using that moment to forge his first Horcrux.

And now, as he sat at the entrance of the Chamber, attempting to reclaim the piece of his soul he had so willingly discarded, he couldn’t ignore the cruel irony. How could he ever feel remorse for killing such a silly, inconsequential girl? She had been weak, forgettable, a nobody before her death, and little more than an annoyance after it. Even now, as her spectral sobs echoed through the chamber, he felt nothing—no regret, no guilt, only the vague agitation of her continued existence. 

Perhaps… getting to know the girl would aid his efforts. As it stood, she was no more than a faceless, pitiful Mudblood—a footnote in his ascent to power. But if he understood more about her, if he learned who she had been beyond the ghost that now haunted this bathroom, perhaps he could unearth something redeemable. Something worth mourning.

The thought was distasteful, but necessity often demanded unpleasant sacrifices. If regret was the key to reclaiming his soul, then he would manufacture it by any means necessary. Even if it meant lowering himself to sympathizing with a girl who had never been anything more than a casualty of his master plan. 

“Myrtle,” Tom called, his voice laced with carefully measured charm. “Is that you?”

The silence stretched for a moment, broken only by the faintest sniffle from the farthest stall. She had never left her miserable little corner as far as he had seen, and until now, he had never attempted to coax her out. On better days, she simply didn’t exist—dissolving into the walls, vanishing to whatever realm ghosts wandered whenever they weren’t sulking about death. But on occasion, she remained, sniveling and sobbing in the very same stall where she had died.

“Is there… any way I can make you feel better?” he continued, his voice smooth, enticing her as if he truly cared.

Another sniffle, followed by a watery hiccup.

“You—you've never cared before,” Myrtle's voice wavered, suspicious but tinged with the desperate hope of someone who had been ignored for far too long. “Nor has anyone else.”

Tom leaned against the sink, his posture relaxed, open, inviting. “Perhaps I should have,” he said, tilting his head just so, letting the soft glow of candlelight make his expression seem warmer, more genuine. “Why don’t you come out? Let me make it up to you.”

More silence simmered. Then, slowly, the translucent figure of Myrtle drifted forward, her wide, tear-streaked eyes meeting his.

Tom schooled his features into something resembling sympathy, though deep down, all he felt was cold calculation. Just as he had dreaded, there had to be something about this girl that was worthy of remorse.

Myrtle floated closer, her form flickering in and out of focus as she hesitated just beyond the threshold of her stall. Her hollow eyes stared at him, uncertain, but she seemed to draw comfort from the attention he was giving her.

Tom kept his expression soft, watching her as if studying a specimen under glass. “It’s alright, Myrtle. You don’t have to hide.”

Myrtle seemed to falter, unsure of what to make of his kindness. “I… I didn’t ask for this,” she muttered, her voice barely above a whisper. “I didn’t ask to be trapped here.”

“No, you didn’t,” he agreed, nodding slowly. “But you’re here now, and I’d like to help. Maybe there’s something we can talk about.” He tilted his head, studying her. “Something you want to share?"

The ghost hesitated, her eyes flitting downward as if in shame. “M-my only sin was…being muggleborn,” she said quietly, her voice trembling with vulnerability. “I was so excited to come to Hogwarts. I never fit in at my muggle school, and I thought, now would be my chance. But even the students here made fun of me, too… called me names. I tried to do well in school, but I was only ever recognized as a freak. Forever destined to be the odd one out.”

Tom's interest piqued. Myrtle’s words were familiar, somehow. He had seen that sort of treatment before, had even experienced it in his own way. “You were bullied, then?” Tom prompted, his voice steady.

“Yes,” Myrtle whispered, her eyes distant now, lost in the memory. “I was just trying to fit in. I studied hard, and often outperformed the pureblood witches in my class. I wanted to be someone, you know? Perhaps the first muggleborn Minister of Magic! That would’ve shown them.” She gave a small, bitter laugh, the sound hollow in the otherwise silent bathroom. “But I’ll never get the chance. Now, I’m just here. For always.”

Tom smiled, imagining the look on Malfoy’s face at the idea of a muggleborn witch as Minister of Magic. He was unsure of what would be most offensive, her blood status or her gender. It was a shame that such an ambition was snuffed out before its time—although in truth it wouldn’t matter who the Minister of Magic was whenever Tom rose to power as the ultimate Dark Lord. They would be a pawn just the same—muggleborn, pureblood, witch, or wizard status aside.

“Big ambitions for a muggleborn witch,” Tom said, not with condescension, but out of respect. He could relate to having big dreams, empathize with the need to prove the entire world wrong, to show his worth, to demand the respect he deserved. “I bet you would’ve done it, too.” 

Myrtle seemed to recoil slightly, her form flickering with the ghostly uncertainty of whether to embrace hope or surrender to despair. “Yes, well, none of it matters anymore,” she whispered. “I’m only a ghost, bound to my toilet for eternity.” 

Tom leaned in slightly, his expression unchanged, but there was a quiet intensity in his eyes. “Not everything is lost, Myrtle. Perhaps you're still here for a reason. Perhaps there's something left for you to do.” His words were not meant to be comforting, but the weight of them hung in the air. “The world may have dismissed you, but that doesn’t mean you don’t still have value.”

Myrtle blinked, her tearful expression softening just the slightest bit. She seemed to hold onto his words, letting them settle in a place in her heart that had been barren for so long. The idea that she might have value, that her ambition hadn't died with her, was a strange, yet soothing thought.

“Maybe…” she whispered, as if testing the possibility. “Maybe you’re right.”

Tom gave a subtle nod, his eyes narrowing slightly as he focused on her with a sharp gaze. “I’m sure you can still be much more than you realize,” Tom said softly, his voice low and steady, like a secret shared between them. “Ambition like yours isn’t easily extinguished. Not even by death.”

Myrtle’s eyes widened, a flicker of curiosity crossing her face. For the first time, Tom could see a glimmer of something more in her—something that was not just the hollow sorrow of a lost soul. She looked at him as if she were trying to make sense of his words, the sharpness in his tone mingling with an unexpected sincerity.

“I... I never thought about it like that,” Myrtle said, her voice still wavering, but with a hint of hope she hadn’t allowed herself to feel in a long time. “Maybe… maybe I could do something. But what? What’s left for me now?”

“Let that burning need to silence your enemies drive you,” Tom advised. “Your road map might change, but your outcome will be the same.”

Myrtle blinked, as though the weight of his words was sinking in, shifting her perspective just slightly. “Silence my enemies…” she murmured to herself, the words turning over in her mind. Her eyes darkened with thought, the faintest trace of something dangerous flickering in their depths. 

Tom watched her closely, noting the change in her demeanor. She was no longer the helpless, weeping ghost who had been trapped in the same place for so long. She was… evolving. 

“Thank you, Tom,” Myrtle said, her voice now infused with an unexpected cheerfulness, one that Tom had never heard from her before. “If you’ll excuse me now, I have some planning to do.”

Tom let a small chuckle escape his lips, a low sound that was almost a purr of amusement. “Of course, Myrtle,” he replied with an uncharacteristic levity. “Do take your time.”

With that, she disappeared, vanishing into the nothingness from which she came. Tom remained in place for a moment longer, his gaze unwavering. Her departure left the air colder, but he could feel the shift in the atmosphere. Had he known of her potential before his hand in her accidental death, she might’ve made a fine addition to his list of allies. Such raw ambition, buried beneath layers of pain and fear, could have been molded to serve him well. 

Perhaps Myrtle was not as insignificant as Tom had once thought. In fact, there was something almost admirable about her—a quiet, desperate ambition that had once been stifled by her circumstances. It was a shame, he mused, that it was her life that had been sacrificed, instead of someone with less drive, less potential. Her death, a mere accident in his mind, had deprived the world of a person who could have contributed to his greater vision.

As quickly as the thought took root, Tom felt an unexpected, sharp ache pierce through his chest. The diary buzzed at his feet with an unnatural glow, and the magic of his horcrux pulsing violently in response. The connection between him and the object seemed to hum louder, as if reacting to the strange disturbance in his thoughts. 

The vibrating heightened until it seemed to echo through his very bones. Tom’s eyes narrowed as the sensation flooded through him, creeping under his skin, making every muscle tense. For years now, the horcrux had been its own source of life, but now, the fragment of his soul was pulling at his core, reaching for something to latch onto, as if it had been waiting for this moment, longing to return to its rightful place. 

With a sharp breath, Tom focused, extending his will outward, reaching for the fragment within the horcrux. His heart raced, a strange anticipation crawling through him. Slowly, almost reluctantly at first, he felt the fragment begin to connect to the deeper, darker parts of himself. The pain was exquisite, a sharp, burning sensation as the broken pieces of his essence slid back into place. The reattachment was far more agonizing than he had ever expected, but it was a necessary agony—an excruciating completion that left him gasping for control.

As the last of the fragment slid into place, the pain ceased, and a cold, perfect clarity washed over him. Tom could feel the subtle shift of who he was moments ago versus who he was now. It wasn’t just the power of the horcrux that altered him—it was the memories that came with it. His own past seemed to blend seamlessly with the recollections of the piece of his soul that had been contained within the diary. It was a strange, alien knowledge, but it felt undeniable. A wicked sense of triumph filled him as the gaps that previously haunted him—the mystery behind his missing diary, the questions he had about his little witch—were now filled with answers.

Hermione had some serious explaining to do.

Notes:

One horcrux repaired, one to go 😈

Chapter Text

Having a night away from Tom was a bittersweet reprieve. The library, usually a sanctuary of knowledge and solitude, felt strangely emptier without him beside her. His absence should have been a relief—it gave her space to think, to breathe—but instead, it left a hollow ache she couldn’t help but acknowledge. 

Still, the quiet granted her the perfect opportunity to study the second diary she had found in his room—the one that had once belonged to Salazar Slytherin. She had nearly forgotten about it amidst the whirlwind of everything else, but after reading Salazar’s theories on soulmates, a nagging curiosity had taken root. How did Slytherin understand the depth of magical bonds? Had he experienced it first hand himself? Or was his interest purely scholastic? Perhaps his diary might provide the insight she desperately needed.

She was disappointed, though not surprised, to find page after page filled with senseless ambition—an obsession with blood purity, thinly veiled contempt for those he deemed unworthy, and disturbing conspiracies to experiment on Muggleborns in a supposed effort to determine the source of magical mutations. The words made her stomach churn, but she forced herself to press on, flipping through the pages with growing frustration.

It wasn’t until she reached the midway point that something shifted. The tone of the writing became less rigid, less steeped in doctrine, and more contemplative. There, nestled between his delusions of superiority, were musings on something else entirely—something far more intriguing.

He had met a witch—a half-breed , as he called her—named Winifred. The way he wrote about her was different from the rest of his entries, lacking the usual cold detachment that colored his other observations. There was fascination in his words, reluctant though it was, as if he hadn’t quite decided whether to be disgusted by her or drawn to her.

Hermione’s fingers tightened around the edges of the journal as she read on, her heart hammering with a mix of apprehension and curiosity. Winifred had been powerful—frighteningly so, by Salazar’s own admission. He had not expected such raw magic from someone with tainted blood, and yet, he found himself unable to dismiss her. Instead, he studied her, debated with her, tested her.

And then, despite everything he had been raised to believe, he wanted her.

Her magic called to him, her presence magnifying his own power, creating an intoxicating pull he couldn’t resist. Salazar wrote of it with a mixture of awe and resentment, as though he despised the very thing that fascinated him. He had spent his life believing that purity of blood was the key to magical supremacy, yet Winifred’s mere existence challenged that notion in a way he could neither ignore nor rationalize away.

Hermione’s breath hitched as she traced the inked words with her fingertips. The way he described the connection—the undeniable force drawing them together—was eerily similar to what she experienced whenever Tom was around. Was this where he had first learned about the theory, even before Dumbledore’s reading recommendation? Had he found the same passages, seen the same contradictions in his ancestor’s beliefs? 

And if Salazar himself had struggled with the truth of it, what did that mean for Tom?

She didn’t have time to digest the thought before something caught her eye.

A letter was wedged between the pages of the diary, its parchment yellowed with age, the ink faded but still legible. Hermione’s pulse quickened as she carefully unfolded it, her eyes scanning the delicate yet firm handwriting.

It was addressed to Salazar, or so she assumed.

My love,

You speak of power, yet you shrink from the very thing that might make you truly strong. You call me an anomaly—an exception to the order of your perfect world—but we both know the truth. Magic does not bow to bloodlines, nor does it concern itself with the petty conflicts of men. It chooses as it wills, and in its choosing, it has bound us together, as surely as fate itself has entwined our souls.

You feel it, just as I do. You know what we are to each other, what it means, and yet you refuse to name it. You will not acknowledge what stands before you, for to do so would unravel the foundation of the lie upon which you have built your life. You would sooner lose me than face the truth.

And so, you have.

I have loved you, Sal. And because of that, this is not merely a betrayal of reason but of the heart. I have seen the man you might become—the man you are too afraid to be. And I had dared to hope that love, that fate itself, might be enough to make you see.

But you are a coward.

You would sever what the universe itself has woven together, all to shield your fragile pride. And I will not stand here, waiting for courage that will never come.

I will not beg for a place at your side when you refuse to see what is set before you.

Whatever we were, I leave it behind. Not because I lack strength, but because you do.

Do not come looking for me any longer.

I wish you and your pure-blooded fiancée all the happiness the world can offer.

Yours no longer,

Winifred

Winifred’s anguish bled through the ink, centuries old yet as raw as if it had been written just yesterday. Hermione traced the words with her fingertips, each word seemed to beat in her chest, as if Winifred’s pain had somehow become her own. She could feel it—the anger, the disappointment, the heartbreak. She could almost hear Winifred’s voice in her head, feel the same sense of betrayal that the witch must have endured.

It was a familiar feeling. Too familiar.

As she read, Hermione couldn't help but wonder if this was the inevitable end of every soulmate bond—a race to see who would be the betrayed, and who would do the betraying? Was she, too, destined to have her heart shattered by her darker half? The weight of that thought pressed against her chest like a stone.

Another letter was hidden behind the first. This one had been ripped and then loosely taped back together with an adhesive magic. It was from Salazar to Winifred. 

My Winnie,

I address you as such, for you will always be mine, whether you admit it or not. However, despite the magic that flows between us, the way it ignites whenever I am near you—you will never own me. Our bond, though undeniable, does not bind me in the way you imagine. I am not a creature to be tamed or ruled.

You speak of love, but love is a weakness I will not indulge. It is a currency too easily spent, too easily manipulated. 

You are right: I am not the man you want me to be, I am more than that, and my ambition stretches far beyond the limits of love. To attain my goal, I must think beyond such silly emotions, which is why I agreed to marry Nerezza. She will give me pureblood heirs and strengthen my wealth and influence—things you, regrettably, cannot offer me. In return, she shall be compensated with the title of Mrs. Slytherin. Do not mistake this exchange for anything more than a business transaction. For those who seek more, marriage is simply a means of control—a way to secure alliances, not a symbol of affection. I am not naive enough to believe in such things, and neither should you.

I understand my choice has pained you, so I will kindly overlook your irrational outburst. You may offer your apologies in person at our usual study time upon the hill that overlooks the sun. Then, we can discuss the possibilities of keeping you as my mistress. My marriage to Nerezza need not bring an end to our acquaintance. 

However, you must understand that the title of “mistress” is all you will ever be to me. No matter the bond between us, no matter how powerful the magic may be, it will never alter my path. You and your ridiculous notions of “love” or “soulmates” will not change me, nor will I lose myself—my ambitions—to your madness. 

I look forward to seeing you after you’re regained your reason.

Until then,

Sal

Hermione stared at the letter, her fingers trembling slightly as she traced over Salazar’s cruel words. The scornful arrogance in every sentence felt like a slap in the face. The anger surged within her like a storm, the urge to tear the letter apart almost overpowering. But instead, she folded it neatly, her hands moving mechanically as she fought to steady her breath. If Tom—knowing the existence of their fated bond—had dared to offer his “acquaintance” or a position as a “mistress” the way Salazar had, she certainly would’ve Avada ’d him. 

Hermione nearly overlooked it—the single-word response from Winnifred, scrawled in her distinct handwriting at the very edge of Slytherin’s signature. “ Never. ” It stood out, bold and resolute, the ink so heavy that it bled through to the other side of the page, as if weighted with both conviction and emotion.

Hermione swallowed, her heart clenching painfully in her chest as she folded the letter once more. The silent declaration of Winifred’s heartbreak rang in her ears, filling her with a deep sense of shared grief. The raw emotion in those few words was overwhelming, and Hermione couldn’t help but feel an indescribable connection with this mysterious woman. And yet, despite the sorrow that welled up inside her, Hermione felt a flicker of pride for Winifred.

Whoever this witch was, whatever her faults or weaknesses, she had not let herself be controlled by Slytherin’s twisted version of love. She had known her worth—her value beyond his cruel manipulation—and she had refused to bend, refused to settle for a life built on empty, shallow bargains. Hermione admired her greatly for that. Winifred had chosen herself, even if it had meant walking away from the man she loved. It was a strength Hermione wasn’t sure she could find within herself. Worse yet, she wasn’t even sure she wanted to. Now that she understood the depth of her connection to Tom, could she walk away? Could she survive the loss of their bond, knowing the price would be her own happiness?

Momentarily, she considered the answer to each lingering question as she slipped the letters back into the pages of the diary before she forced herself to refocus. Pushing the turmoil in her chest to the back of her mind, her eyes busied themselves with reading on. There were still things she needed to know, things she could not afford to ignore. 

With her continued inspection, she noted how Salazar’s entries soon after became random and sporadic, barely mentioning Winifred again, at least not until one of the final entries. The passage was dated nearly four years later. The tone was erratic, unlike the voice from the previous passages. The words were jagged, rushed, as if written in a fit of fevered desperation.

“I dreamed of her every night. I could see her face, hear her voice, as if she were standing right in front of me. Her beauty, her anger, her pain—it was all there, alive in my dreams, relentlessly haunting me every single night. It felt as though she were grasping for me, asking me to come back. To make it right. But I couldn’t reach her, no matter how many times I tried to pull on the string that connected our souls. Weeks, months had passed, and the same dream persisted, until I felt myself fading away, as if my magic was drained from my body without her presence.”

Hermione swallowed hard, her heart sinking as she read on. There was an undeniable longing in his words, but also something darker, something twisted by his obsession.

And so, I did what I felt I must—I sought her out, unable to bear the distance any longer. I needed to see her, to feel once more the surge of power that always accompanied our reunions. But more than that, I longed to hold her, to remind her that she would always belong to me, no matter how much time had passed. I knew it was foolish, that I had no right to disturb her, yet I could not stop myself. I had to know if she still felt it, if she still sensed the bond between us, or if I alone was withering away, deprived of her touch.”

A deep ache bloomed in Hermione’s chest. She had known that feeling too well from the days she spent apart from Tom. If she hadn’t had the horcrux for comfort when they first separated, she didn’t know how she would’ve stayed away as long as she did. 

“When I found her, it was not as I had imagined. She had never left her small cottage in the woods, yet she had, indeed, moved on. There, in the quiet corner of the garden where I had first kissed her, she was with another. Godric Gryffindor—my childhood foe—stood behind her, their bodies swaying in the breeze. His arms were wrapped around her, his head resting gently atop hers. He whispered something in her ear—whatever it was made the corner of her mouth curl into a mischievous smirk—before placing his lips upon her cheek and escorting her inside.

“I don’t know what I expected—perhaps that she would have been waiting for me, ready to welcome me with open arms, that the bond would draw her back to me. But it wasn’t so. She had let go of me—banished me from her mind, from her heart. And now she was gone, truly gone. She had no place for me in her life any longer.”

Hermione could almost see it, Salazar standing there from the edge of the scene, watching the woman he had once loved—who had once loved him—move on without him. She could feel the cold bitterness in his words as he wrote, his pride bruised beyond repair.

“I waited until Godric left the next morning to approach her. I had watched them together the night before, observing the way she laughed so easily in his presence, the way she touched his arm without hesitation. It was effortless. Natural. The kind of ease she had once shared with me. I should have turned away then, but I couldn’t. Not when my dreams had tormented me with visions of her, of us, for so long. Not when the bond between us still thrummed beneath my skin, raw and demanding.”

Hermione swallowed, the words pulling her deeper into Salazar’s mind, her eyes hanging off each word to understand what happened next. 

“She did not welcome me when I announced myself, nor did she recoil. She merely looked at me, attempting indifference, but her eyes betrayed her. I saw it clearly—the pain, the anger, the resignation. I had anticipated her outrage, her demands of why I had abandoned her, why I had chosen another, but they never came.

Instead, she merely asked, ‘Why are you here, Salazar?’

Salazar, not Sal, not ‘my love.’ It was the first gut punch she delivered, but not the last. 

I told her the truth. That I had dreamed of her, that I had been haunted by the absence of her voice, her magic, her presence. That I had to see her, to know if she still felt it too.

Her response—her laughter—was jarring.

It was not the warm laugh I had once been accustomed to, nor was it one filled with scorn. It was hollow. Empty. As if she had nothing left to give me.

‘You come now?’ she asked, shaking her head. ‘Now, when I’ve finally begun to heal? When I’ve found someone who does not hesitate when faced with the choice of me or power?’

Her words struck harder than I had anticipated. Although I had seen her with him—the reckless and unrefined Godric Gryffindor—and knew that she had moved on, to hear it from her lips was like taking a curse to the chest.

‘One does not “heal” from a soulmate bond, Winnie,’ I reminded her, daring to reach out and grab her by her elbows. 

The electricity between us sparked immediately, just as it always had, raw and undeniable. I saw it in her eyes—the brief flicker of recognition, the sharp inhale at the magical charge between us. But instead of leaning into it, instead of surrendering as she once would have, she exhaled slowly and pulled away.

‘Perhaps not,’ she admitted, her voice softer now, but no less resolute. ‘But one can learn to live with the wound.’

I had expected fire, fury—perhaps even longing. Not this. Not acceptance. Not the quiet, devastating truth that I could no longer pull the strings of her heart. 

‘You do not mean that,’ I said, my grip tightening ever so slightly, as if I could anchor her to me by force alone. ‘You feel it just as I do. The pull. The way our magic responds, even now. Do not lie to yourself, Winifred. You have always been—will always be—mine. You will never love Godric like you love me!’

She looked up at me then, truly looked at me, and for the first time, I feared what I saw in her gaze—pity.

She pitied me.

‘You still don’t understand, do you?’ she murmured. ‘A bond does not create love, Salazar. It never did. Love is a choice. And I choose to love myself.’

The magic between us burned hotter, almost desperate, but she did not yield. She did not fight it either. She simply stood there, enduring the weight of it, letting it pass through her like a ghost. And as her decision solidified, her magic grew stronger while mine weakened. She was siphoning off my power, crushing my soul with each word that fell from her tongue.

‘I loved you once,’ she admitted, and I clung to the admission like a dying man gasping for air. But then she added, softly, mercilessly, ‘But you made your choice. And now, I have made mine.’

She stepped back. One foot. Then another. I could have stopped her. I could have pulled her back into my arms, crushed my lips against hers, reminded her of the power—the potential—between us. But something in her expression warned me against it. She was not trembling. She was not waiting for me to chase her. She was simply... done. Finished with me.

It was unacceptable.

A witch—a halfbreed such as she—rejecting me ? Salazar Slytherin?

My magic recoiled at the very notion, writhing within me like a caged serpent. She was mine . The bond had chosen her. She had no right—no power—to sever something so absolute. And yet, there she was, walking away as if I were nothing more than a regrettable memory, as if our connection had been a passing fancy instead of an unbreakable truth.

Fury simmered beneath my skin, coiling tight around my bones. How dare she? After all I had offered, after all I had allowed her to be, how dare she turn her back on me?

My hand shot out before I knew what I was doing, fingers weaving through her hair jerking her back towards me. It was as if I was possessed by a demon, blinded by rage.

‘You will not walk away from me,’ I snarled, my grip tightening as she gasped, her hands flying up to claw at mine. ‘You think you can just cast me aside? That you can forget what we are?’

She stilled in my grasp, her breath sharp and uneven, but her voice—when she finally spoke—was like ice.

‘What we are?’ she echoed, as if tasting the words and finding them bitter. ‘We are nothing , Slytherin.’

The finality in her tone sent a cold spike through my chest, impaling my heart and destroying any semblance of patience or sympathy I had remaining. 

I leaned in, my voice a low, dangerous whisper.

‘Liar,’ I hissed back, my hands moving from her hair to her neck, squeezing until her eyes flared with fear. 

Her fingers wrapped around my wrist with firm authority. ‘Let go,’ she commanded calmly, as if she were still the one in control of the situation. 

‘Never.’ My fists contracted harder around her throat, repeating the nasty word she had scrawled at the bottom of my previous proposal. She could have had it all—been my mistress, benefitted from my power and influence—and instead she walked away. She chose this ending. 

Her grip was loosening around me, her eyes growing glossy as her magic faded. ‘You’ll kill me, Sal,’ she croaked. 

‘Good,’ I snarled.  

My hold did not loosen as I admired her—my beautiful, defiant, impossible Winifred. The woman who had once matched me step for step was finally learning what it meant to be truly vulnerable. She would learn the price of her courage—finally face the truth that, without me, she was just as fragile, as breakable as everyone else.

‘If I can’t have you, Winnie, no one can.’

A choked gasp escaped her lips, but her gaze remained locked onto mine. Even as her strength ebbed away, even as her hands clawed weakly at mine, she refused to look afraid. Refused to give me that victory.

Then, just as her body slackened, a final word fell from her parted lips.

‘Godric,’ she called out to her lover, mocking me even in death with the finality of her rejection.

My grip remained firm, even after I felt her soul leave her body, as if it could keep her tethered to me for just a second longer.

A bitter laugh clawed its way up my throat, escaping with a sob. She was gone, but my hold tightened even further, wanting to force her soul back into her body, wishing I could undo what had just happened—what had transpired just moments ago, as well as everything that had led up to this outcome. But there was no coming back from this. No magic, no ancient power, no soulmate bond could reverse what I had done.

I had won.

And yet, staring down at her lifeless form, I had never felt more lost.

‘Why, Winnie?’ My voice grew hoarse from asking the same question over and over again as I shook her limp body. 

At some point, my hands stilled. My fingers, which had taken her life, now traced the curve of her cheek with a reverence too late to matter. I brushed her wild curls from her face one last time, smoothing them gently as she had done so many times before. I pretended, if only for a second, that everything was as it should be—that her soul was still here with me, just like in the countless moments I had lain beside her, listening to her foolish dreams of love. Her soft voice, filled with hope, had attempted to convince me that we belonged together—just like this—forever.

But no amount of imagination could ignore the fact that I had reduced Winifred to a lifeless corpse.

So, with a sorrowful kiss pressed to her lips—cold and unresponsive in death—I finally let her go.

And yet, I still dream of her every night.

Years have passed, but I dream of the fire in her eyes, the way her magic called to mine, the feeling of being whole whenever we were together.

And every morning, I wake with the echo of her name on my tongue, with the ghost of her touch lingering on my skin.

Eternally cursed by the magic of the soulmate bond...

If only I had never given in to the pull in the first place.

I would have never known what I was missing.

Hermione slammed the journal shut, the sound ricocheting through the silent library like the crack of a whip. Her hands trembled against the worn leather cover, breath unsteady as she fought the nausea twisting in her gut. There were still a few passages left—more confessions, more self-justifications from a man who had destroyed the one person who had ever truly known him—but she couldn’t stomach another word.

Her mind reeled, trying to reconcile the legend of Salazar Slytherin with the man who had poured his soul into these pages. He had been brilliant, ambitious, powerful—but he had also been a coward, a murderer, a man who had thrown away his own happiness for the sake of his pride, his ambition, and for doing what he mistakenly believed was right.

But what unsettled her most wasn’t his cruelty. It was the fact that, for all his power, for all his certainty that he had won—he had still lost.

Just like she would if she killed Tom.

Chapter 36

Notes:

Two warnings:

1. This scene gets very, very smutty lol 😈 so if that is not your thing, feel free to skim over the first part to fast forward to the second part (which is important to the story arc) 🫣

2. Friendly reminder: Although I have tried to stay somewhat close to the original canon, you will note a few distinct differences in this chapter (pertaining to Tom's background story and creation of his horcruxes)- hope these minor changes do not take you out of the story too much! 🤞

With that said, hope you enjoy!! 🤗

Chapter Text

Hermione watched Tom carefully over breakfast, her grip tightening around the edge of her fork. The night before, he had sent a brief note to the library, excusing his absence with no further explanation. Now, as he sat beside her, the evidence of a sleepless night was plain to see—the faint purple shadows beneath his eyes, the stiffness in his usually fluid movements. And yet, his expression remained unreadable, his posture as composed as ever.

She hesitated for only a moment before speaking. “Tom, is everything okay?” Her voice was cautious, observing for any nonverbal clues that might cue her in on what was wrong. She didn’t want to sound nosey or suspicious… but in truth, she was both of those things. 

For a moment, he didn’t answer. He merely stirred two sugars into his tea, watching the ripples dance across the surface as if lost in thought. Silence stretched between them, pressing heavy against her, thick with unspoken things. Yes, something was definitely wrong—that much was obvious. Whatever had happened the night before to keep him away had left its mark. The real question, however, was whether he would tell her the truth about it.

“Should I have reason not to be okay?” he countered smoothly, turning the question back on her. His gaze was piercing—sharp enough to peel back every worry buried in her thoughts. He wasn’t using Legilimency—she would have known if he was—but under the intensity of his stare, she felt stripped bare all the same.

A litany of sins echoed in her mind: her original plan to kill him, her secret alliance with Antonin, the stolen Horcrux, Salazar’s duplicated journal… so many reasons to feel guilty, so many truths she had kept from him. But she refused to let him see any of it.

So, she smiled—a playful, teasing thing meant to distract him from the truth.

“You tell me, my heart,” she purred, bringing a spoon to her lips and running her tongue over the last trace of jam with intentional sensuality.

Tom didn’t respond—not with words anyway. His eyes followed the motion, darkening, the heat in them unmistakable. He wasn’t just watching her; he was unraveling her, savoring the moment like a wolf drawing out the anticipation of the kill.

A bench scraped harshly against the stone floor, the grating sound cutting through the morning chatter of the Great Hall. Hermione’s head snapped up just in time to see Antonin’s back as he rushed away, his plate half-finished—eggs and bacon abandoned as if the sight before him had stolen his appetite.

“What’s wrong with him?” Andromeda laughed, nudging Hermione with her elbow.

“I don’t know,” Hermione replied, her brows knitting together. It wasn’t entirely untrue, but she could only speculate. And as if she needed another reason to feel guilty, Antonin’s feelings were now added to the growing list. 

She sighed.

Before she could dwell on it for too long, Tom’s hand slid against her elbow, his hold on her deliberate but gentle. “Come, my pet,” he murmured, steering her out of her seat with casual authority. “There’s something I want to show you before class.”

Hermione hesitated, glancing up at him. There was something unreadable in his expression—not anger, not frustration, but something she couldn’t quite put her finger on. “Are you sure everything is okay?” she asked carefully, unsure whether she should be concerned for him or uneasy for herself.

Tom’s smirk curled at the edges, sharp and knowing. “Do you want the good or the bad news first?” he asked, still not looking at her as he led her up the stairs, his steps slow, purposeful.

“You’re worrying me, Tom,” she admitted, her heart picking up pace as they took yet another staircase. 

“Answer the question, Hermione,” Tom said wolfishly, his hand trailing from her elbow to the curve of her lower back. The touch was light, almost absentminded, but it carried an clear message—a reminder of his control, of the invisible leash he kept wrapped around her.

She swallowed, her pulse thrumming in her throat. “Bad news first,” she murmured, almost dreading her own words. She might as well get it over with, considering she suspected—no, knew —that whatever he was about to say was something she wouldn’t want to hear.

“Ah, here we are,” Tom said brightly as they reached the fifth floor. His tone was almost too bright, too light, as if masking something darker beneath, and it left Hermione with an unsettling knot in her stomach.

He stopped them in front of a blank stretch of wall—one she knew all too well. The Room of Requirement. A place she had once believed to be her secret and hers alone. A place he had no business knowing about.

Her heart thudded against her ribs as she forced herself to keep her expression neutral. “What am I supposed to be looking at?” she asked, feigning ignorance.

Tom gently pushed her forward, standing behind her back. His fingertips trailed up to her shoulders, and then the nape of her neck, until they brushed her bushy hair away from her face. He leaned forward and whispered in her ear, “I think you know, my heart .”

A shudder ran down Hermione’s spine at the ghost of his touch, the warmth of his breath fanning against her skin. He was too close—like a shadow pressing in on her, eerie and invasive. 

She swallowed hard, keeping her eyes fixed on the blank wall before her. “I don’t,” she lied quickly, though the slight hitch in her breath betrayed her.

Tom hummed, a quiet sound of amusement, his fingers lingering at the base of her throat as if feeling the way her pulse quickened beneath his touch. “Come now, Hermione,” he murmured, his voice a silken trap. “I thought we promised ‘no more secrets.’”

Her spine stiffened as his words wrapped around her like a snake incapacitating its prey. No more secrets. A cruel little mockery, considering the multitude of truths she kept hidden. A sense of dread washed over her—she had lost this round. If she didn’t open the Room of Requirements, he would, and then she’d look even more guilty. 

“You’re right,” she agreed, looking at him from over her shoulder with a nod. 

Tom’s lips curled, satisfaction gleaming in his eyes. He knew he had won—of course, he had known from the moment he led her here. Chances were, he also knew what they would find once they crossed through the portal. 

Hermione turned back towards the wall, inhaling sharply as she focused on what she needed. The Room responded almost instantly, the door materializing as if it had always been there, just waiting to be acknowledged. She paused for a fraction of a second before pushing it open, stepping inside with Tom following close behind.

The sight before her was exactly as she had left it—shelves lined with books and artifacts, the remnants of stolen knowledge she had carefully curated. The soft warmth of the room enveloped her, the faint glow of sunlight filtering through the windows and casting a golden hue on the familiar surroundings. A hum of magic lingered in the air, as if the room itself was alive with the memories of everything that had transpired within these walls. Instinctively, her gaze flickered to the desk in the center of the room—to the object that had made this very room so…memorable as of late. 

Tom followed her line of sight, and her blood ran cold at the glint of recognition in his eyes. “Are you sure you want the bad news first, Hermione?” he asked with a dark chuckle. 

Hermione swallowed hard, schooling her features into something neutral despite the ice creeping down her spine. She turned to him, lifting her chin slightly. “Go on, then,” she said, voice steady, though her fingers twitched at her sides.

Tom’s smirk widened, his features laced with something far more dangerous. He took his time stepping past her, approaching the small, battered diary with the air of a man unraveling a long-anticipated mystery. With an almost lazy motion, he picked it up, weighing it in his hands.

“The bad news, my heart ,” he drawled, flipping open the front cover, “is that you really should have hidden my Horcrux somewhere less predictable.”

“I-I can explain,” Hermione stuttered, wracking her mind for possible explanations. 

Tom tilted his head, watching her with that infuriating, knowing smirk. He tapped the diary against his palm, leisurely, as if savoring the moment. “Oh, I do hope so,” he murmured, eyes gleaming. “For I’ve been dying to hear why you’d place such dark magic— blood magic —on a fragment of my soul.”

Hermione’s heart pounded against her ribs, her mind racing. She needed something—some plausible excuse, some half-truth that wouldn’t completely unravel beneath his scrutiny. But as she opened her mouth, Tom tsked softly, lifting a single finger to trace along her collarbone.

“Careful, darling,” he warned, his touch deceptively gentle. “I’d rather not catch you in a lie.”

Hermione swallowed, resisting the urge to step back. That would be a mistake—Tom was a predator, and retreat only invited pursuit. Instead, she forced a slow breath and met his gaze head-on.

“I wanted it,” she admitted the truth—mostly because she was struggling to create a convincing enough lie. “So I stole it.”

The amusement in Tom’s eyes was unpredictable, and his lips quirked into a dark, satisfied smile. “You could have asked,” he continued, his voice laced with mock sweetness.

Hermione’s frown deepened as Tom’s calm demeanor unnerved her. His cool composure in the face of such a betrayal was almost more unsettling than the discovery itself. She crossed her arms defensively, refusing to back down.

“And the blood magic?” Tom’s voice was casual, almost bored.

“It tried to attack me,” Hermione replied sharply, her frustration evident in the tightness of her voice. The memory of how the horcrux attempted to siphon her magic made her temper flare. “After I had been nothing but nice to it.”

Tom’s brows arched up at her defensiveness, his eyes gleaming with both surprise and admiration. “Nothing but nice,” he repeated, carelessly tossing the diary back on the desk. “Is threatening to Fiendfyre it ‘nothing but nice?’”

Hermione felt as if the air was stolen from her lungs. “Excuse me?”

“Threatening to summon Fiendfyre, Hermione,” he repeated slowly, his voice carefully enunciating every syllable, “is a rather drastic course of action for someone who claims to be so ‘nice.’”

Hermione didn’t answer. She couldn’t—anything she said would only dig her deeper into the hole she had already created. Tom already knew too much. He knew every word she had written in those pages, every secret she had shared with his fragmented soul. Every moment she had taken refuge in the arms of his Horcrux. How he knew, she couldn’t fathom, but that hardly mattered at this point. He knew everything .

At this point, all she could do was wait. Wait to see how he would use this power over her—how he would twist her darkest secrets, weaponizing them against her. Would he break her with the truth, or would he take something more from her?

Either way, she was trapped.

“Do you want to take your punishment before or after I share the good news with you?” Tom asked, cocking his head to the side. 

“P-punishment?” she echoed, her voice barely above a whisper. The word felt foreign on her tongue, laced with both fear and reluctant curiosity.

“That’s what happens to bad girls who misbehave,” Tom explained, stepping into her space with eased leisure, as if savoring her reaction.

Hermione forced herself not to step back as he closed the distance between them, his presence swallowing the air between them like a storm drawing everything into its eye. Her pulse pounded in her throat, but she tilted her chin up defiantly, refusing to let him see the way her breath caught. 

“I’d like to see you try,” she challenged him, her voice steadier than she felt.

His hand reached out, brushing a thumb across her mouth. Her lips parted automatically, teeth nipping at him in warning, but instead of being scared off, an intrigued smile spread across his face. 

Tom chuckled, low and indulgent, as if her defiance only amused him. “You’re predictable, Hermione,” he murmured, his eyes alive with mischief. “Always so eager to fight me, even when you know you’ll lose.”

Hermione swallowed, her breath uneven. “I haven’t lost yet.”

His smirk widened. “Haven’t you?” he asked before smashing his mouth against her. 

Hermione barely had time to gasp before his lips claimed hers with ruthless possession. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was a conquest, a deliberate assertion of who held the upper hand. His fingers tangled in her hair, tugging just enough to make her arch into him, while his other hand pressed firmly against the small of her back, trapping her against his chest.

She should push him away. She should fight. But Merlin help her, the fire in his touch burned through every last shred of reason. 

Hermione’s hands found his robes, fingers curling into the fabric as she yanked him closer, matching his intensity with her own. His smirk deepened against her lips, as if he had expected nothing less. His grip tightened—one hand tangled in her hair, the other pressing her hips flush against him, ensuring there was no space left between them.

She knew she was playing a dangerous game. But in that moment, as heat coiled in her stomach and her heart pounded wildly against her ribs, she couldn’t bring herself to care. 

Their mouths fought for dominance, teeth and tongues clashing in a violent claim. Magic sparked around them, creating a tornado of heat and power that swirled in the air, amplifying their kiss. His nails bit into her flesh, marking her with possessive force. A small gasp escaped her lips, the delicious pain not only searing her skin but also twisting her heart.  

“Kneel,” he ordered, yanking her to her knees by the hair. 

She looked up at him with narrowed eyes; though her body obeyed, her mind had yet to surrender.

Tom pressed her face against the hardness straining behind his trousers, taunting her with a show of his control. Her body betrayed her, stomach fluttering under his touch, eager for what would surely come next. 

“Pull me out,” he directed her softer this time.

Her hands shook as they worked together to complete one task at a time. Unbuckling his belt. Unbuttoning his trousers. Lowing his zipper. Each action prolonged as he watched patiently in anticipation, his eyes growing more hungry by the second. 

When he was finally exposed, laying thick and heavy in her hand, she didn’t need any additional instruction. She wanted it just as badly as he did. 

Tom shuddered when her tongue caught the bead of precum leaking from his tip, his groan only spurring her on. She took him in her mouth, starting slowly, sucking on the tip as she stroked him with two fists. His hips instinctively jerked forward, his fingers weaving tighter in her hair. She may have been the one on her knees, but now she was the one who had the power to make him crumble. 

Her hands moved lower, caressing him intimately as she took him deeper down her throat. 

“Fuuuck,” the curse flew from his mouth, long and drawn out. 

She worked him faster, giving him exactly what he likes best, circling his tip, gliding her tongue along the length of his shaft, giving him the obscene visual of his cock resting on her cheek as sucked on his balls.

“So pretty,” he praised her, never taking his eyes off her as she continued. 

Hermione smiled under his praise, a rush of pleased confidence blooming inside her at his admiration. His pleasure was her pleasure, and she wanted more of it. She guided his length back to her mouth, taking as much of it as she could until her nose was pressed against his pelvis and she was choking on him. 

“Such a good little witch,” he said in awe, moving a hand to her throat. “I’m not going to last much longer.”

Tom used his hold on her to keep her still while his hips plunged forward. He fucked her mouth, shoving himself down her airway until tears leaked from her eyes. “I can feel my cock moving in and out of your throat,” he said in wonder, his fingers tightening over her neck.

Hermione sputtered, attempting to gasp for air between his thrusts without having to pull away from him. She gently tugged at his balls, massaging them with one hand as she affectionately stroked the back of his thigh with the other. 

He exhaled with a groan as he reached his peak, pulsating in Hermione’s warm mouth. She struggled to swallow, coughing and gasping when he finally released her. His fingers, still tangled in the curls at the base of her neck, were the only thing preventing her from collapsing to the floor.

“You missed some,” Tom observed in a tranquil state, collecting the stray drops from the corner of her mouth with his thumb. He smeared the liquid across her lips as if it were a gloss, coating them with his cum. 

She held back a smile. His actions should be disgusting—repulsive and degrading—but she liked it. The thought of wearing his mark like a one-of-a-kind lipstick as she answered questions in class, of tasting him on her lips while strolling through the busy hallways of Hogwarts—this depraved secret, shared only between the two of them—excited her.

“Was that my punishment?” she whispered, her thighs pressing together in an attempt to chase relief of her own. If this was a punishment, she’d take a thousand more. 

“It’s not a punishment if you enjoy it,” Tom said darkly, releasing his grip on her hair only to stroke her cheek with the back of his hand.

She glared at him from her position of submission. She considered snapping at him. Telling him she hadn't liked it, but they both would know it was a lie.

“Stand,” he commanded, hooking a finger under her chin to pull her upright. 

Without hesitation, she submitted, eagerly anticipating the prospect of something more. Within seconds, it was a race to see who could rip off each other’s clothes first. Once they had peeled off every layer that kept them separated, and they were finally skin to skin, Tom hoisted her up, setting her bottom on the desk next to his diary. She paused, taking in the moment, her fingertips outlining the scar on his chest that only she knew about. He closed his eyes, basking in the warmth of her touch, his hand circling over her wrist, his thumb tracing over her own scar in return. These marks, ugly and permanent, somehow made her feel more connected to her—bonded through trauma in a way only they could understand. Suddenly, his grip grew tighter, and she was forcefully pushed backwards.

Hermione barely had time to react before she felt the cool wood beneath her back, Tom’s firm hands guiding her down until she was flat against the surface. His fingers traced along the curve of her waist, his smirk never faltering. “Should I tie you up?” he teased. 

“Pin your wrists and ankles down to each corner of this very table?” he asked as he hovered over her, his hands continuing to explore her bare flesh, traveling south until he was cupping her center. “I know how much you enjoy some rope play.”

Tom was basking in his revenge for the way she treated his horcrux, his threats leaving Hermione panting and breathless. She knew he would find her wet, dripping for him. He loomed over her, eyes gleaming with triumph, relishing every tremor that coursed through her.

“Look at you,” he mocked, brushing a stray curl from her face. “So desperate, and all for me.”

Hermione swallowed, annoyed with the truth in his statement. “You’re insufferable,” she managed, though the heat in her gaze conflicted with her words.

Tom only chuckled, his fingers slowly pushing their way inside of her as if to prove his point. “And yet,” he whispered, lips ghosting over hers, “you don’t seem to mind.”

Her chest rose and fell quickly, biting her lips to hold back her moans. He was already cocky—too cocky—so she denied him the sounds of her pleasure as an act of resistance. 

Suddenly, he turned her over, his movements sharp and decisive. Her hands barely managed to catch the edge of the desk as she was pushed forward, her body instinctively bracing against the hard wood beneath her. His palm came down hard on her plump flesh, the slap of his hand echoing to the ceiling.

“Tom!” she gasped his name in shock. “Did you just spank me?” she demanded, her voice laced with indignation.

“There’s the reaction I was looking for,” he chuckled darkly. 

“Hmph!” she huffed, turning her face away, clearly signaling that he wouldn’t be getting anything more from her.

“Oh, is that how it is?” he taunted, delivering another sharp slap to her bottom. 

She gritted her teeth, remaining deliberately silent. 

“Well then, Let’s see how much longer you can play coy with my cock drilling in your arse, my little witch.” He certainly got her attention this time.

Her head whipped to the side, eyes staring daggers at him.

“Tom, no,” she hissed in alarm, trying to wiggle away from his grip, but it was no use. He had her hips pinned to the table and there was no escape. “Don’t,” she grit, through her teeth.

“Do I need to make an inhibitor charm for you, Hermione?” he threatened, dark with malicious intent. “Like you did to my horcrux? Or are you going to continue being my good little witch?” 

“You wouldn’t dare,” she challenged him, though deep down, she knew she was in no position to make such a bold claim.

“Wouldn’t I?” he questioned rhetorically, nipping at her shoulder. His fingers moved to her tight puckered hole, using the wetness from her dripping pussy to ease his intrusion. 

Hermione gasped, confusion fogging her mind. It hurt—his probing causing her a sharp, unnatural, burning, stretch—and yet, it hurt so good . When he added another finger, her back bowed, arching into the pain, chasing the high of his brand of torment. 

“Tom,” she whined, her fingernails digging into the edge of the table.

“Yes, my heart?” he whispered sadistically, giving her only moments to acclimate before slipping a third finger inside her. 

An inhuman sob broke from her lips, a mix between a scream and a moan before she collapsed back onto the table, her forehead falling to the hard wood surface beneath her. 

“I don’t think I can take much more,” she whimpered, her voice trembling. 

“You’ll take what I give you,” he said with a wicked chuckle, plunging his cock inside her pussy while his fingers continued to play inside her. 

Another tortured noise escaped from her throat. “Too full,” she complained, scared she would surely be ripped to shred if this continued. 

“Shhh,” Tom cooed, stroking the inside of her pussy and arse simultaneously. “Take your punishment, Hermione.”

“Mmmm,” she grumbled, the sound muffled by the table beneath her. 

Tom buried his face into her neck, his breath tickling her skin. He left warm, wet kisses on her flesh, licking her, tasting her, devouring her. His free hand explored her curves while he continued to pound into her, his fingertips trailing down her spine, appreciating the softness of her hips, wrapping around her front until settled at her mound. He circled her clit with soft, quick precision, until slowly, the aching pressure inside of her morphed into blissful pleasure. 

Her inner muscles were beginning to relax; only moments ago, they were attempting to push him out, but now they were welcoming him in—begging for more. And when he finally pulled away, instead of feeling relief, she was surprisingly empty and disappointed. 

“Tom?” She looked over her shoulder, confused at how she could possibly want more of such a vile act. 

“I know, Hermione,” Tom stroked her back before dragging her hips to the edge of the table. She stood on her tiptoes, tightening her grip on the opposite side of the desk to anchor herself in place. “Let me give you what you need,” he promised, spreading her arse cheeks, exposing her to him. He spit on the tip of his length, coating it with long languid strokes before redirecting himself to her backside. 

Carefully, he pressed himself against her tight entrance, patiently allowing her to accommodate him inch by inch.  His magic hummed against her skin as he invaded her body, making his touch feel electrifying. For as much as it hurt, she couldn’t bring herself to ask him to stop; she wanted—needed—more. In a disturbing, twisted paradox, she began to understand that the greater the pain he delivered, the more pleasure it gave her to endure it.

“You’re so tight, Hermione,” Tom murmured in ecstasy as he eased himself completely inside of her. He lowered his chest against her back, wrapping his arms around her in a soothing hug. One of his hands slid up to her breasts, plucking at her nipples, the other gliding down to play with the ridge between her legs before he started to move his hips.

 “So much,” she gasped, unsure she was even making sense anymore. Moans fell from her lips in garbled grunts and unintelligible noises. 

“You’re doing so well, little witch,” Tom praised, rewarding her tender kisses along her shoulder blade.

With each brush of his lips, every gentle touch of his fingers, every every shift of his body against hers, his actions felt less like punishment, and more like something else entirely. steady and synchronized as their connection deepened. Magic surging through them, rising like an unstoppable tide—unpredictable, overwhelming, and unstoppable. They both rode the wave together, caught in the rhythm of one another, each moment pulling them deeper into the current of their emotions. 

“Tom,” Hermione panted. It was all she could manage, the word slipping from her lips as if it had a life of its own, though a million other thoughts raced through her mind, all of them jumbled and tangled.

Tom's grin widened at the sound of her voice, moving faster on top of her. “I love the way you say my name.”

Love.

The four letters echoed in her mind, lingering there like a phantom, impossible to ignore. She tried to push it away, to focus on the overwhelming sensations that consumed her, but it kept returning, haunting every thought. Love. It sounded so simple, so why did it feel so complicated? 

The thought of it, coupled with the heat of the moment, left her dizzy and lightheaded. Could it be possible? Could Tom love anything or anyone? Or was it just another illusion woven by their tangled magic, by the pull of the soulmate bond?

The pain of Tom’s teeth sinking into her shoulder jolted her back to the moment. His fingers worked her expertly as he pounded into her, driving her to the edge. When they teetered over the ledge, it was sudden, violent, and intense—a crash that left them gasping for air as they came down from the high. 

Hermione was left boneless and spent, her mind hazy as she tried to process what had just happened. His weight pressed down on her, grounding her in the aftermath. She should be mad at him after he forced her beyond her limits, taking what she was unwilling to give, but she didn’t have it in her. It was just another way he opened her mind to experience something she has never dreamed of, and once again, it left her feeling strangely awakened.

“I’ve made quite the mess of you, haven’t I?” Tom chuckled with cocky satisfaction as he pulled out of her, his cum dripping down her leg. 

If only you knew just how right you are, she thought to herself.

She was an utter, absolute mess for him. 

* * * *

 

“If only there was a bath in here,” Tom mused, his tone light, almost idle.

As if responding to his very thoughts, the Room of Requirement stirred. Before Hermione’s eyes, the stone groaned and shifted, walls expanding to accommodate his unintentional request until an open archway materialized. It led into a newly formed bathroom, steam swirling enticingly into the air, carrying the soothing scents of lavender and mint. 

“What exactly is this place, Hermione?” Tom asked, his voice laced with curiosity and suspicion as he lifted her from the table. 

Hermione leaned into him, draping her arms around his neck as he carried her with effortless ease toward the waiting tub. The water shimmered beneath a layer of flower petals and dissolving bath salts. Plush towels, neatly folded alongside an assortment of soaps, rested atop a nearby bench as if the room had anticipated their every need. 

“Don’t you know already?” Hermione tilted her head as she studied him. Her tone was teasing, but beneath it lay a challenge—a quiet defiance she wasn’t sure was wise. “You seemed to know plenty earlier: about the room, the horxrux, the blood magic…”

“And here I thought we had promised no more secrets,” Tom tsked, lowering her into the bathwater before stepping in behind her. “But it seems yours are never ending.” 

“How did you find out, Tom?” Hermione asked, dropping any guise of playfulness.

Tom sighed, as if disappointed by her lack of transparency. His hands ghosted over her shoulders, his touch deceptively gentle. “Malfoy followed you. He found the diary and tried to use it to curry favor.”

“Malfoy?” Hermione echoed in surprise. 

She shifted away from Tom, curling in on herself as she hugged her arms around her legs, but he dragged her back until her back was pressed firmly against his scarred chest, his legs molding around hers.

“A-are you…mad?” she asked cautiously. 

“Should I be?” he wondered aloud, his lips brushing the curve of her shoulder.

Hermione swallowed, her pulse hammering against her ribs. The water was warm, soothing even, but it did nothing to ease the tension coiling within her. Malfoy had followed her. Had found the diary. Had tried to use it.

And yet, Tom wasn’t angry.

That, more than anything, unsettled her.

She hesitated before speaking, her voice careful. “I... I don’t know.”

Tom chuckled, low and knowing. “I was a bit let down, if I’m honest. You stole from me, Hermione, and that was why I had to punish you. But when I learned more, I realized that while your intentions may not have been pure at first, you protected my diary, bonded with it… And when my Horcrux tested your loyalty, you defended me—despite everything.”

Hermione’s heart skipped in her chest, dread pooling in her stomach. “Have you known the entire time?” she asked in dismay. “Were you communicating with me through the horcrux?”

A tally of all her interactions with the diary filtered through Hermione’s mind, each memory more damning than the last. The threats she had made to destroy it, the hours she spent punishing it, seeking revenge on Tom for his deceit. Then, there were the days she spent pouring her heart out to it, breathing life into the diary with her own magic. If he knew it all—and she had no doubt he did—she was in far more trouble than she’d ever imagined.

“I wasn’t,” Tom said calmly, his fingers trailing along the line of her shoulders. “Once I placed the fragment of my soul into an object, I could feel the tether connecting us, but each part remained distinctly its own—me with my thoughts, the Horcrux with its own. It was much like the connection I feel when you and I are close. We may be linked, drawn together, but we are still separate beings, with our own thoughts, our own desires, our own memories.”

“Then how do you know so many details, Tom?” Hermione asked, her voice sharper this time, suspicion creeping into her tone.

“After I broke the blood magic you placed on my diary, I was able to mend that part of my soul, and with it came the memories from the diary,” Tom explained casually, as if he hadn't just upended her entire world.

It was too much to process at once. The knowledge that he had somehow overturned her blood magic, that he truly knew everything she had confided in the Horcrux, that he had willingly weakened himself—absorbing that fractured piece of his soul, making himself more vulnerable.

For the first time in a while, her goal to destroy him felt more attainable than ever. And yet, the thought sent a strange, discontent through her stomach.

She couldn’t address it all. Not now. Not yet. So she focused on the most important part, latching onto it like an anchor in the storm of her thoughts.

“You… mended your soul?” she asked, turning her head to look at him over her shoulder.

“I promised you I would, didn’t I?” Tom’s voice was steady, assured, as he turned her around to face him, settling her in his lap with her legs draped around his waist. His length pressed against her, hard and warm beneath the water, and she had to fight the instinct to grind against him.

He had made that promise, yes—but she had never truly believed he would keep it. She wasn’t sure whether to feel flattered by his desperation to unite their souls or wary of his true intentions.

“Was that the good news?” she asked, her eyes dark with renewed hunger. The ache within her, the pull toward him, was something she couldn’t quite escape. She would never get enough of his magic… his body… of him.

“Partially, yes,” he hummed, brushing his nose against the hollow of her neck, his breath tickling against her skin. 

“The good news,” he whispered, nipping at her ear, his fingers tracing down her spine, “is that I forgive you.”

She stilled, the weight of his words sinking in. His forgiveness wasn’t something she had expected—not after everything she had done, and certainly not from someone like him. The tension in her chest—one she hadn’t even realized was there—eased, allowing her to breathe once more. 

Hermione’s voice was barely a whisper, a mix of disbelief and longing. “Forgive me?” she repeated, her hands moving to his neck, fingers tangling in the ends of his hair in a gesture that was almost affectionate. A part of her wanted to believe him, to trust that this was more than just another game he was playing. But the uncertainty lingered, clouding her thoughts. Could they truly have a truce? What would it mean for them, what might it look like, if it were real—if he were telling the truth? The idea had butterflies erupting in her belly. 

Tom smirked, pleased to have caught her off guard. His hand rested against the small of her back, pulling her closer until her tight, beaded nipples brushed up against his scarred chest. “Yes, Hermione,” he purred, his thumb stroking the curve of her waist, “but it comes at a price.”

Of course, this was the Tom she knew—the one who never offered anything without a cost. She braced herself for the worst, her heart pounding in her chest as she waited for whatever condition Tom would demand. This was the moment, the moment she had known would come, where his forgiveness would feel far less like a gift and more like a bargain. She could only hope that whatever he wanted from her would still permit their new found peace to live for just a little longer.

“And what is your condition?” she asked, bravely meeting his gaze.

“The first weekend of winter break, come with me to Little Hangleton,” he asked softly.  

Her eyebrows creased. Little Hangleton? It sounded so familiar, but she couldn’t quite remember why. She searched her memory, her thoughts racing, wondering what Tom could possibly want there.

“I need to go back,” he explained, hugging her tighter, resting his chin against atop her head. “To heal the final horcrux.”

Suddenly it all made sense, the realization hitting her like a lightning bolt, the blood draining from her face. Little Hangleton. The village where Tom Riddle had grown up. The place where his mother, Merope Gaunt, had lived—where she had died. Where Tom Riddle had murdered her, where the echoes of his dark past had been born. And now, it seemed that he was asking her to return there, to that very place, to face whatever lingering shadows of his childhood remained. 

She looked down at her left hand, to the ring that had become a permanent fixture on her second to last finger—the very same one that had been passed down from the Gaunts, and that had been so important in the creation of Tom’s most recent Horcrux. 

Hermione swallowed hard, trying to push past the knots of fear and confusion in her chest. The significance of the place—of the tragedy that had unfolded there, the bloodshed, the brokenness of his past—it all flooded her mind in a rush. “You want me to go with you?” she asked softly, as if speaking the words aloud made them more real.

“This one is different,” Tom confessed, gliding a thumb over the ring in question. “This time, it’s personal. I’m not sure I can do it alone.”

The rawness of his admission surprised her. The usual air of arrogance, of control, was gone, replaced by something vulnerable, something human. She looked at the ring, the last symbol of his dark magic, the last reminder of who he would become someday in the future. Once it was gone, would the threat of Lord Voldemort disappear with it? 

Tom’s brows furrowed, his gaze searching her face as if desperate to hear her thoughts. Behind his piercing green eyes, Hermione caught a flicker of the boy who had once been lost in a broken, bitter world—someone who had built a fortress around his heart, never letting anyone inside. That fortress was still there, but now there was a crack—a glimmer of something else. Something close enough for her to reach out and grab, to rescue and claim for herself.

“I would never make you face it alone,” Hermione said, brushing her fingers lightly over his hand—the one still holding the ring. “We’ll go together.”

Slowly, Tom dropped his forehead to hers, cupping her cheek with a gentle caress. “Thank you, Hermione,” he said, meeting her gaze, the fire in his eyes now restored.

Hermione’s heart skipped a beat as she felt the warmth of his touch, the softness of his gesture in stark contrast to the hard edge he usually wore. She didn’t know what awaited them in Little Hangleton, what it would mean for him if he could—or couldn’t—heal the final fragment of his soul, but she knew she couldn’t walk away from this. Not from him.

“We’re a team now,” she vowed—and she meant it. To hell with her mission or her plans to destroy him. The person in front of her was so much more than she originally realized. This Tom, was not that Tom— this Tom was her Tom, and her Tom was already halfway healed. “I’ll always be here for you.”

He nodded. “You won’t regret this, Hermione,” he promised, pressing a chaste peck on her lips.

And in that moment, as the firelight flickered between them, Hermione believed him.

Chapter 37

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Chapter Text

Abraxas drifted in and out of consciousness. One moment, voices murmured around him, low and distant, as if spoken through water. The next moment, a heavy weight of exhaustion pressed down, his limbs sluggish and unresponsive, until the darkness claimed him once more.

The light was never far away; it pounded relentlessly against the back of his eyelids, demanding entrance. Wherever he was, it was bright—too bright. He blinked against the intrusive glow, his vision swimming back into focus. The hazy remnants of unconsciousness clung to him, blurring the passage of time and obscuring his surroundings. He struggled to piece together reality, but it slipped through his grasp like fine sand.

“Where am I?” Malfoy’s voice was husky from lack of use as he attempted to sit up. A firm hand caught his shoulder, easing him back flat against the cloud he was floating on. 

The ceiling above him was unfamiliar. Not the library. Not his dormitory. A harsh, sterile brightness flooded the space, unrelenting in its glare. And with it came the slow, sinking realization—he was in the hospital wing.

A sharp ache pulsed at his temples, and when he moved to sit up, a wave of nausea rolled through him. His fingers curled weakly against the crisp white sheets, his body protesting even the smallest effort.

“Stay down, boy,” Madame Greaves—the Hogwarts healer—wheezed, her voice gravelly from years of smoking. “You’re lucky to be alive after the little stunt you pulled.”

Abraxas stiffened, his mind sluggishly grasping at her words. Lucky to be alive —what had he done?

His last clear memory was… Tom. The diary…  

A cold sweat broke out along the back of his neck as the pieces rearranged themselves, forming a picture he almost wished he hadn’t recognized.

Slowly, carefully, he turned his head toward Madame Greaves, who was fussing over a tray of potions, her gnarled fingers sorting through vials with practiced efficiency. Her face was lined, her mouth pursed in disapproval as she muttered under her breath.

“What… what happened?” His voice came out hoarse, strained.

Madame Greaves snorted, unimpressed. “That’s what I’d like to know,” she grumbled. “If Tom hadn’t found you unconscious in your quarters, you’d have surely perished.”

Abraxas swallowed, his throat as dry as parchment. He knew better than to assume she had the full truth. If she did, he wouldn’t be lying in the infirmary—he’d be facing something far worse. Tom might have let him live for now, but Malfoy knew it was only a matter of time before his luck ran out.

For years, he had romanticized Tom’s punishments, convinced himself that suffering at his hands was an honor, a twisted privilege. But there was no glorifying this—not when he had felt the sheer, unrelenting force of Tom’s wrath firsthand. Not when he had been at the other end of Tom’s wand—or rather, his own wand, wielded against him with merciless precision. That was how Tom had ensured his own safety, how Tom had made sure no suspicion would fall upon him. He had turned Malfoy’s own magic against him, leaving wounds so severe that they should have been fatal.

But they weren’t. Because Tom had planned for that, too.

Tom had been clever enough to foresee the whispers, the questions, the possibility that even he—Slytherin’s heir—could not outrun the scrutiny of the right people. And so, he had framed Malfoy for his own suffering, twisting the narrative until it was Abraxas who had supposedly lost control, Abraxas who had taken things too far. That was the only reason Malfoy still drew breath. Not because he mattered. Not because Tom had ever truly cared. But because letting him live was the ultimate display of Tom’s power—proof that he was untouchable.

The final conclusion settled like lead in his stomach, but Malfoy forced himself to smirk, the expression lazy, arrogant—practiced. “Just a spell gone wrong,” he drawled, ignoring the way his voice wavered. “Lads will be lads.”

Madame Greaves snorted. “Lads will be lads, my arse,” she muttered, but she didn’t press further, merely shoving a foul-smelling potion into his hands. “Drink. You’ll need your strength.”

Abraxas obeyed, the bitter liquid burning down his throat, but his thoughts remained on one thing and one thing only.

It was time to see reason. 

* * * *

 

Hermione had vowed to keep no more secrets from Tom, and she fully intended to keep that promise—just not yet. She needed one more day, just a few more carefully placed steps before she could lay everything bare. Before she could finally honor their fragile truce.

There were only two tasks left standing between her and the truth: a meeting with Dumbledore, and another with Antonin. Both had to be done swiftly, discreetly. Luckily, Bathilda was still stationed at Hogwarts given Dumbledore’s frail condition, so she became Hermione’s shield, a convenient explanation for her absence. Tom wouldn’t question it—at least, she hoped he wouldn’t. And if all went according to plan, by this time tomorrow, there would be no more deception between them.

She had timed her excuse meticulously, ensuring that she would be able to meet with Albus immediately after dinner, and still have just enough time to slip away and make the half moon with Antonin. Every detail had been planned to perfection, leaving no room for suspicion. The delicate balance between her commitments to Tom and her secret meetings was risky—like teetering on a thin, taut thread, where one wrong move could send everything crashing down—but for now, it was the only way to right her wrongs.

So, she kissed Tom goodbye, slow and deep, as he pressed her against the wall outside the Great Hall after dinner. The buzz of his magic lingered on her lips, warm and intoxicating as she pulled away. She met his gaze one last time, practically melting at the way he caressed her cheek with his palm and placed another chaste kiss on her lips before releasing her. 

“If you finish up early, you’ll know where to find me,” he said, his eyes aflame under pinched brows, as if their separation physically ailed him. 

She nodded, giving him a comforting smile. “If I finish too late to meet you in the library, I’ll sneak into your room,” she assured him. Only when he seemed satisfied with her promise did she take another step backward. “See you soon,” she whispered breathlessly before she turned to join Bathilda’s side. 

Together, she and Bathilda walked toward the East wing of the castle, Hermione’s heart pounding—caught between her good intentions and the growing weight of the secrets she still carried. 

“Finally enjoying the sunrise, I see,” Bathilda teased as she gave Hermione a once-over.

“And the sunsets,” Hermione quipped back, her lips curving into a subtle smile.

“That’a girl!” Bathilda nudged her with her elbow lightly, a playful sparkle in her eyes. “You seem to soften his edges a bit, if I do say so myself.”

Hermione felt her heart soar at the comment, but she quickly masked her reaction with a light chuckle, keeping her focus ahead as they walked. The truth was, Hermione had noticed a difference in Tom as well. He seemed lighter somehow, more at ease, and at times, his usual coldness slipped away entirely. He had started going out of his way to be considerate, attentive to her needs, and on rare occasions, his smile would be more genuine—almost playful—like someone caught off-guard by the warmth of their own emotions.

She wasn’t sure when it had happened, or how much of it was her influence versus the inevitable result of their soulmate bond deepening. But in those rare moments when he looked at her with affection—maybe even something close to love—she felt it. That connection, growing between them. And despite all reason, she had allowed herself to entertain the thought that perhaps, just perhaps, she was beginning to see the real Tom Riddle.

“Thank you for the encouragement, Bathlida,” Hermione blushed. “I might not have given him a fair chance without our conversation.” 

“Happy to help, my dear,” Bathilda said, practically glowing in approval as she gave Hermione a sly wink. With a quick flick of her wand, she unlocked the Transfiguration classroom and ushered Hermione inside. “Anytime you need a good wake-up call, you know where to find me.”

“I appreciate that,” Hermione laughed, taking a few steps toward Dumbledore’s office at the back of the classroom. “Are you sure you can’t join us tonight?”

“Unfortunately, your peer’s transfiguration essays won’t grade themselves,” Bathilda sighed, giving an exaggerated pout as she pointed to a stack of rolled parchments. “I’ll have to pass on tonight’s adventure, but next time, count me in!” 

“You’ll be missed,” Hermione said with a smile, giving Dumbledore’s office a polite knock to announce herself.

“Of course I will,” Bathilda agreed, placing a pair of glasses at the edge of her nose as she sat down at the desk near the front of the class. “Now go on in, he’s expecting you.”

Hermione nodded, giving Bathilda a small wave before turning toward the door. With a soft creak, the door opened, and she poked her head inside before fully stepping into the familiar space of Dumbledore's office.

“Professor?” Hermione called out softly, her voice steady despite the anticipation building in her chest.

She scanned the room, finding the familiar sight of the cluttered shelves and the dim light from the windows casting a warm glow across the room. There was no immediate answer, but she knew he was there, waiting for her.

Taking a few steps further into the office, she waited for Dumbledore’s presence to fill the space.

“Over here, Ms. Granger,” Dumbledore called from a worn armchair in the back corner of the room. It was facing the open window overlooking the campus grounds. 

Hermione turned toward the voice, a slight flutter in her chest at the unexpected warmth of Dumbledore’s tone. She moved towards him, her footsteps soft against the stone floor, and paused beside the armchair.

“Professor,” she said again, offering him a polite smile. “Thank you for meeting with me.”

Dumbledore glanced up from the window, his eyes twinkling as usual, but there was something more somber in his gaze today, something that made Hermione’s heart beat a little faster. His injuries were no longer visible, all physical marks from his confrontation with Grindelwald had most likely been magically healed, but his energy was still depleted. It was obvious he was weak, weaker than she had ever known him to be, even after the curse of the Gaunt Ring had poisoned him once upon a time. 

“My pleasure,” he nodded, conjuring a matching chair for her. “Please, do be seated.”

Hermione hesitated for a moment before sitting down across from him, studying him more intently than she intended. The weight of her guilt pressed down on her chest, threatening to suffocate her. It was hard not to notice how fragile he seemed, even though his ever-present smirk attempted to mask the weariness in his face.

She couldn’t shake the thought— Was it my fault? She had meddled with time, altered the course of events, and now it seemed as though Dumbledore was paying the price. He had always been the one guiding her through the darkest of moments, and yet here he was, weakened by the very actions she had taken.

“Professor,” she started, her voice softer than usual, “you’ve been through so much, and I… I apologize for requesting your audience while you are still recovering.” 

“Ms. Granger,” he said, his voice still warm but laced with an unspoken understanding, “I am not so fragile as you may think. The past has already been written, and the future… well, it is still ahead of us. What matters now is what we do with what we have.”

His eyes held hers, a quiet strength behind them despite the exhaustion he carried. She cleared her throat, smoothing back her unruly curls in a nervous tick. 

“You’re right,” she agreed. “We have the future to consider, which is why I am seeking you out.”

“Yes, I presumed so,” he replied, his tone gentle, though there was an underlying sense of seriousness. “You have something you wish to discuss then? Something you believe we must address in order to shape that future?”

Hermione took a deep breath, her heart racing as she gathered her thoughts. She had come here for a reason, and now she needed to voice her concerns, no matter how… awkward it left her feeling. 

“Well,” she began, her fingers twitching in her lap, “I’ve been thinking a lot about the recent events, about what’s happened with Grindelwald. I know that’s why you’ve been absent, why you’re currently injured. And I know you agree that he’s gone too far to ignore.”

Dumbledore’s expression remained steady, though there was a knowing sadness in his eyes. “And you wish to change the course of things, Mrs. Granger?” he asked quietly. 

Hermione nodded, the weight of her responsibility pressing against her, threatening to crush her entirely. “Yes. But I don’t know if I can do it alone. I need guidance. I need your help.”

“I’m sorry to disappoint you, Hermione,” Dumbledore said sadly. “But if I knew how to stop him, I would’ve been able to do it myself,” he sighed. “Instead, I barely escaped with my life. So, I’m afraid, I am of no help.”

Hermione’s heart sank at his words, the heaviness in her chest intensifying. She had hoped that Dumbledore, with all his wisdom and experience, would have the answers. But his admission only made her feel more isolated, the gravity of the fight ahead even more daunting. Had she, in trying to rewrite the future and stop Voldemort, unknowingly unleashed a far greater evil in the form of Grindelwald? She couldn’t shake the dread that clung to her, the guilt gnawing at her insides. Was this the price of trying to change fate? The possibility that she had made things worse instead of better?

Swallowing hard, she forced herself to focus, pushing aside the rising panic. “But you're still here,” she said quietly, her voice trembling slightly as she searched his face for something—anything—that might give her a shred of hope. His presence, his survival, was proof that there had to be a way forward. He had always found a way before.

Her gaze locked onto his, desperate and pleading. “You’ve survived, and you’ve always found a way before. There must be something you can help with. Everyone has a weakness, so there must be something even Grindelwald is vulnerable to. You know him better than anyone, Professor. Even if you couldn’t stop him, even if you couldn’t cast the spell to end him... You can guide me. You have to guide me.”

The words tumbled out in a rush, a mix of frustration and hope, as if the sheer force of her belief in him could somehow make it true.

He studied her intently, as though measuring the depth of her words, the sincerity in her plea. The silence stretched, heavy and thick, and Hermione’s heart pounded as she waited for his response.

His eyes, though weary, held an unspoken understanding—a recognition of her desperation and the unwavering trust she placed in him. But the skepticism in his voice, the quiet sorrow that lingered there, was unmistakable.

“Hermione,” he began softly, the words weighed down with regret. “I wish I could give you the answers you seek. But to defeat Grindelwald—truly defeat him—requires far more than just knowledge of his weaknesses.”

“Dumbledore,” Hermione’s voice was firm this time, almost as if she were scolding him for his pessimism. “I’m not giving this up. I’m going to find a way to defeat him, with or without you. But I’d prefer a little help, if possible. So tell me: what gives me the best odds of success?” 

Dumbledore’s eyes flickered with something like admiration, the corner of his lips twitching up in a momentary smile. “You remind me so much of my younger self, Hermione,” he said softly, almost to himself. Then he paused, choosing his words with care before continuing. “What do you know about the Deathly Hallows?” 

“The Deathly Hallows?” she echoed. Everything she knew about the Deathly Hallows was thanks to the clue Dumbledore had etched into the children’s book he had once left her in his will. “The three objects said to be given by Death himself... The Elder Wand, the Resurrection Stone, and the Invisibility Cloak. They’re legendary, and supposedly once brought together, their possessor becomes the master of death; however, the validity of their existence is often up for debate.”

Hermione felt a strong sense of Deja Vu washing over her. In her past life, she had this conversation before, but with Xenophilius Lovegood. 

Dumbledore’s eyes darkened slightly, his gaze intense as he studied her. “Many may dismiss the story as a silly fairytale, Hermione. But the Hallows are very real, and in the wrong hands, they can be incredibly dangerous. They are not simply relics of a bygone era; they are tied to the very fabric of magic itself. And you, my dear, are wearing one right now.”

Her fingers instinctively touched the Gaunt ring, tracing the smooth surface as if to confirm its reality. Suddenly, it felt heavier, as if it carried the burden of everything she had just learned.

“That's right,” Dumbledore confirmed softly, his eyes following the subtle movement of her fingers. “And there is another, right under the roof of this very castle—.”

“The invisibility cloak,” Hermione finished his thought.

Dumbledore inclined his head slightly, the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. “Indeed. Though I suspect you already knew that,” he said, his voice tinged with quiet amusement. “The cloak I speak of is not merely an enchanted garment passed down through generations—it is the Invisibility Cloak, gifted by Death himself—the very one spoken of in The Tale of the Three Brothers. Unlike copycat versions, The magic of the true invisibility cloak is undetectable, acts as a shield against spells, and never fades, no matter how many years pass.”

A silence passed between them. She understood what he was getting at. The reason he was hinting that defeating Grindelwald was nearly impossible. 

“So the Cloak and the Stone are here…” she repeated with a frown. “But the Elder Wand—”

“Resides with Grindelwald,” Dumbledore finished for her, his expression darkening. “And that, Hermione, is where your greatest challenge lies.”

Of course. It always came back to the stupid wand. The most powerful wand in existence, wielded by the most dangerous wizard of their time. In her past timeline, Voldemort had possessed it during the Final Battle of Hogwarts. Perhaps the Elder Wand had been what ultimately tipped the scales, allowing him to finally kill Harry.

But now, it belonged to a new enemy—Grindelwald.

Her fingers curled slightly, brushing over the Gaunt ring once more. “If the Hallows together make one the Master of Death, then… does he know? Does Grindelwald understand what he possesses?”

Dumbledore’s expression remained unreadable for a long moment before he finally answered. “Gellert has always sought power. But whether he truly comprehends the full magnitude of the Hallows… that remains uncertain.” His voice lowered, more solemn than before. “What I do know is: the Elder Wand bends only to strength. To defeat him, Hermione, you would need to become its master.”

A chill ran through her. So, it wasn’t just about outmaneuvering Grindelwald or besting him in a duel—it was about taking the wand from him, proving herself worthy of it. And there was only one way to do that.

She would have to kill him herself. 

* * * *

 

Malfoy felt numb, as if his emotions had been switched off. It was the only way he would be able to stomach what he was about to do. The bright, unnatural lights of the hospital wing rained down on him like a spotlight, exposing the cracks in his loyalty. The sterile air felt suffocating, thick with the scent of antiseptics and something far worse—finality. He forced his expression into a blank slate, his fingers curling into fists at his sides. It was the only way. The only way to survive what came next.

The double doors at the entrance swung open with a bang, the sharp sound cutting through the infirmary’s silence. Abraxas jolted at the noise, a mistake he regretted instantly as pain flared through every fractured bone in his body. He gritted his teeth, forcing himself to stillness. He would be healed soon enough, thanks to Madame Greaves’ bone-repairing potions, but for now, every movement, every shallow breath, served as an agonizing, cruel reminder—of Tom’s wrath, of Tom’s rejection.

“You called for me?” Dolohov said, a mask of typical indifference firmly in place. His arms were crossed over his chest as he surveyed the room with evident boredom, as though the sight of Malfoy broken and bandaged failed to stir the slightest intrigue.

They were alone. Whatever was said here would remain between them—unheard, unchallenged. That was precisely what Abraxas needed.

“You were right,” Malfoy said, his voice cracking under the weight of his admission.

Antonin’s gaze merely flickered toward him, interest briefly stirring as he raised a pierced brow. He didn’t gloat, didn’t smirk—he merely waited for Malfoy to continue.

Abraxas swallowed hard, hating the vulnerability that crept into his tone, hating that he had to say it at all. But there was no denying it now. “About Tom. About everything.”

“It’s about time,” Dolohov muttered, his tone devoid of surprise, as though he had simply been waiting for Malfoy to catch up to the inevitable.

Abraxas clenched his jaw, resentment curling in his chest—not at Dolohov, but at himself. He hated that he had proven Antonin right, that he had been so blind, so desperate to believe he was different. Special. Chosen. Favored. 

He shifted, pain flaring through his ribs, but he refused to let it show. “Spare me the lecture,” he bit out. “I know exactly how much of a fool I’ve been.”

Antonin finally gave Abraxas his full attention, eyes scanning over Malfoy’s injuries in appraisal. He took his time, assessing each bruise, each carefully mended fracture, as though piecing together a puzzle whose answer he had already known. A mocking whistle left his lips as he shook his head. “He got you pretty bad, didn’t he?” he said at last, his voice devoid of pity. “Though I have to say, even I didn’t expect you to let it go this far.”

Abraxas forced a smirk, though it felt brittle on his lips. “Neither did I,” he admitted, his voice quieter than he would have liked. “So what’s next?”

“How would you like to work for a real Dark Lord?” Dolohov’s eyes glimmered, a dangerous smirk curling at the corners of his mouth. 

Abraxas snorted, a dry chuckle released from his cracked lips. He wasn’t sure he liked the implication. “I didn’t call you here to become someone else’s pawn,” Abraxas said, the words firm, though he wasn’t sure if he was trying to convince Antonin, or himself. 

“That’s the best part, Malfoy,” Dolohov’s laugh was low and sinister, laced with amusement. “Under Tom, you were nothing more than a peon, reaching for something that might never be. However, the Dark Lord I speak of is no half-blood boy daring to seek power over purebloods.”

Abraxas took a staggering breath as Dolohov’s words struck him like a whip. The casual dismissal of Tom as nothing more than a half-blood boy was an affront to everything Malfoy had once believed, everything he had sacrificed in the name of loyalty. And yet, the very mention of it—Tom degraded to something lesser—sent a wave of twisted satisfaction coursing through him.

For so long, he had worshipped Tom, placing him on a pedestal. However, hearing Antonin tear him down now, so boldly, so unapologetically, was freeing. It was as if the fragile tower of admiration Malfoy had built began to unravel, releasing Abraxas from the chains that Tom had bound him to for so many years. 

Tom —once the god of his thoughts—reduced to a mere half-blood, an immature, insignificant boy.

Abraxas repeated the insult in his head over and over again, each echo fueling a growing sense of power, as if he were reclaiming something—his pride, his ambition, his value. With every iteration, the idea of Tom’s inferiority no longer felt like a wound, but rather a weapon—a truth he could wield to gain the upper hand. 

Antonin’s voice was a low hiss, slithering into Abraxas’ ear like the serpent on Eve’s shoulder. “Grindelwald believes in our superiority,” he murmured, the words like poison dripping from his lips. There was something in the way Antonin spoke, the deliberate slowness, as though savoring the weight of his proclamation, drawing out its seductive potential. It was not just an assertion of ideology—it was a declaration of dominance, of a vision where blood purity ruled without question. “Malfoy, you could lead . You could be one of his head generals—not just an ally, but a confidant, an advisor. Grindelwald will see more in you than that silly boy—Tom— ever did. The question is whether you’re willing to see it for yourself.”

Abraxas’s mind raced as the words echoed in his head like a mantra. More than Tom ever did . The idea was a heady one, like wine burning its way down his throat. Could it be true? Could he really claim that power, that position at Grindelwald’s side? To be someone who was truly revered—not just a sidekick to a half-blood nobody using the Malfoy name to piggyback his way to greatness.

His heart pounded, yet he had to maintain control. He couldn't let his emotions betray him now.

“You’re working with him already,” Malfoy said cautiously, his voice tight with careful deliberation. He had to be sure—he had to know if this was a game, or if Antonin had already chosen a side in this brewing war. The answer could decide everything. “You’ve already spoken to Grindelwald.”

Antonin’s lips curled into a cold smile, but his eyes remained serious, calculating. “Let’s just say, he already knows about Tom’s plans to ambush him at Malfoy Manor,” he murmured, his voice low, edged with a challenge. “So now it’s up to you, Abraxas. You can either continue playing the fool for that halfling , clinging to what little scraps he’s willing to toss you…” he draws out his words. “Or you can take control. You could stop Tom—take power for yourself—and be the one to truly shape your future.”

Abraxas’s fingers twitched at his side, his thoughts swirling in a chaotic dance. Could he do it? Could he truly betray Tom and join Grindelwald? But then, as Malfoy went to raise a hand to his throbbing temple, pain radiated through his bones, a sharp, insistent reminder of how he had ended up in this position in the first place. The events of the past few days flashed before his eyes—Tom’s cruelty, the betrayal, the hollow promises of power that had led him here. Every bruise, every fractured bone felt like a consequence of his own choices, the price of his blind loyalty. He had been so sure, so convinced that serving Tom would lead him to greatness. But now, lying in the aftermath, the cracks in his belief were more obvious than ever. 

He would do it—he would betray Tom. 

The thought came with a finality that surprised him, but with it came a giddy lightness, as if all the weight of the world had been released from his shoulders. 

He would let go of the boy who had once been his master, the one he had believed in with such fervor. The idea of joining Grindelwald, of stepping into a world where power wasn’t just falsely promised, but earned , felt like the first real step toward something he could control.

The past couldn’t be undone, the choices made couldn’t be erased. But the future? The future was his to shape.

“I’m in,” Abraxas agreed, the words slipping out of his mouth like a vow, his heart racing, not from fear, but from anticipation—anticipation for the power, the control, the new world that awaited him. He could feel the shift within himself, like a door had swung wide open, revealing a path that stretched far beyond the shadow of Tom Riddle.

Antonin’s eyes gleamed with approval, a predatory glint that was both thrilling and chilling as he held out his hand for Malfoy to shake. “Good choice.” 

* * * *

 

Antonin slipped out of the castle under the veil of night, his steps deliberate and quiet, heading toward the Forbidden Forest. He had spent days mulling over whether he should even grant Hermione the privilege of a meeting. After everything she had done, after the way she’d acted—her recent behavior proved to him just how deeply she had betrayed him. He could barely keep the burning fury inside him contained, watching her and Tom together, a nauseating display of affection for weeks now. They were inseparable, like some sickeningly love-struck twits who couldn’t keep their hands off each other. The way they exchanged those soft, longing looks over breakfast, the subtle touches during class, and the way they snogged with a type of desperation that made Antonin want to tear his own heart out and throw it off a cliff, just to escape his own emotions. Everything about her now enraged him beyond reason, a wild storm churning inside him. He could barely stop himself from setting fire to the entire school, from letting the madness that clung to his mind consume him whole.

His dragon, attempting to be the voice of reason, urged him to be patient, to trust her, to remember what they had promised one another, to put faith in their bond as dragon and trainer. But Antonin scoffed at the notion. His dragon was as much a fool as he had been for believing she was worthy of his faith in the first place—for thinking she might choose him over someone like Tom , when Hermione and Tom were clearly the same kind of depraved lunacy that infected the blood of mudbloods and halflings . Hermione was the one that didn’t deserve Antonin , he reminded himself for the millionth time. 

And yet, despite everything, he had decided to face her. To make her admit what she had done, to make her second guess her decision to stray from Antonin, to make her realize how utterly wrong her choice was. He would make her see what she had thrown away. And he would make her regret it.

Each step he took was filled with purpose, his feet crunching softly against the underbrush as he passed through the trees, ignoring the quiet hoots of owls calling to the moon and the croaks of frogs serenading their young. His focus remained solely on the destination ahead, the anticipation of his confrontation with Hermione pressing heavily on his chest as he rehearsed what he would say to her a thousand times in his head. 

Explain yourself, witch!

How could you?!

You traitorous, stupid, cow!

I hate you!

But every practiced word fell away from his brain the second he saw her. 

Sitting on a rock in the middle of the forest, there she was, already waiting for him. Hermione’s small figure was illuminated by the faint light of the moon filtering through the branches above. She was nervously shaking her leg up and down, her arms folded tightly across her chest, a look of worry etching over her features as she bit her lip in concern.  

His heart pounded louder as he stepped closer, the distance between them shrinking with every passing second. She didn’t turn to acknowledge him, but her body stiffened, her eyes flicking to the ground as if she could sense his approach. A bitter smirk curled at the edge of Antonin’s mouth. He reached a hand into his robes, extracting his wand with a tight fist. This would be the moment where everything would change. 

But then she did something he wasn’t expecting. 

Hermione’s chin tipped up, the anxiety that had clouded her expression melting away, replaced by a look of elation he hadn’t seen before. Her eyes gleamed with a warmth that stunned him for a brief moment. 

“Antonin!” she practically sang his name, her voice filled with delight, before throwing her arms around his neck and pulling him into a warm, affectionate hug. “It feels like forever since we last had a chance to speak.” 

The sudden embrace took him by surprise. His body froze, his mind momentarily paralyzed at the intensity of her touch. A storm of conflicting emotions boomed within him. His heart thudded erratically in his chest. He had expected to be greeted with cold insincerity, with caution, or perhaps even resistance—anything but this. She was holding him as if nothing had changed, as if she hadn’t been sleeping with the enemy, as if she hadn’t stabbed a stake straight through his back. 

The rawness of it pierced him harder than any cruel words he had anticipated. Her scent—familiar and comforting—was mingling with the ache in his chest, each heartbeat a reminder of the rift between them. How could she act like this? After everything, after her betrayal, this warmth felt like a mockery.

His arms remained stiff at his sides, betraying the internal battle he waged. Every inch of him screamed to pull away, to distance himself from the illusion of familiarity she was presenting. But a small part of him—one he could scarcely acknowledge—wanted to sink into the comfort she offered, wanted to believe that things could be like they once were.

Ultimately, that part was crushed under the weight of his fury and confusion.

“Get off me,” Antonin snapped, shoving her away with a force that sent her stumbling backwards. His eyes, dark with frustration and hurt, bore into hers, filled with an intensity that could have set the very trees alight.

Hermione stood there, frozen for a moment, her arms still outstretched as if she hadn’t processed the abrupt rejection. The warmth from the embrace was gone, replaced by the cold distance he had put between them. Antonin’s breath was shallow, his fists clenched at his sides, struggling to keep his emotions in check.

“You think you can just walk back into this forest like nothing has happened?” His words were sharp, each one cutting deeper than the last. “You’ve been with him. You’ve chosen him. And now you want to pretend like you haven’t betrayed me?”

The anger burned in his chest, but so did something else. Something darker. Something that he hated himself for. A need to hurt her as she had hurt him. 

“I understand what it might look like,” Hermione started cautiously, keeping her hands where he could see them, as if he were a feral animal she didn’t want to provoke with sudden movements. “I know Tom hurt you, that he’s done unforgivable things,” she continued, her words careful, deliberate. “But, you have to believe me when I say he’s different now.”

Antonin’s expression darkened, his anger flaring hotter. Different? The words tasted like ash in his mouth. He could barely stand to hear them come from her, let alone believe them. He knew Tom’s manipulative games better than anyone. He’d watched, helpless, as Tom had wormed his way into her mind with his plastic smile and his empty promises… but to hear Hermione say it out loud, as if she truly believed it, made something inside Antonin snap.

Different ?” he repeated, his voice low, venomous. “You’ve got to be kidding me, Hermione. Do you hear yourself? You think after everything he’s done, after everything he is , he can change? Just like that?”

The storm of emotion inside him surged again, pulling him closer to the edge. He wanted to shake her, to make her see reason. But he held back, keeping his distance, even as his heart twisted painfully in his chest.

“You don’t get it, do you? This isn’t just about him. It’s about us . It’s about everything we’ve discussed, everything I’ve sacrificed for you.” His voice cracked under the intensity of his outrage. 

He had traded one cage for another, in an attempt to free them both from Tom. He had sold his soul—worse yet, his wings—to another devil. After the last few weeks of stewing in his misery, watching Hermione prance around with Riddle like she had no care in the world, Antonin had promised himself, his dragon, to Grindelwald’s plight. His decision, while born out of desperation, had shackled him in ways far darker than even his past with Tom had. He had sought freedom, and instead found only more chains, more lies, more betrayal.

She didn’t realize, couldn’t possibly comprehend the depth of his commitment to ridding the world of a creature like Tom. It was Antonin’s last shot at redemption, his last chance to eradicate himself of the burden Tom had placed on his shoulders. And yet, here she was, looking at Antonin with that damned softness in her eyes, promising that she could fix Tom, that she could still save him.

But it was too late. 

He needed her to understand it was too late. 

Antonin’s gaze turned hard, resolute. He closed in on her, one hand grabbing the frizzy hair at the back of her head while the other dug his wand underneath her chin, forcing her to face the chaos she unleashed inside of him. “You don’t understand, Hermione. You can’t fix him. He’s beyond saving. He was always beyond saving. He was born wrong.”

“Calm down, Antonin,” Hermione said softly, attempting to hide her fear, but it was palpable. Her magic, which so often had a warm inviting glow, was turning cold and frantic. 

“I won’t calm down!” he shouted at her, feeling the flicker of his dragon’s rage—a flash of yellow and black—clouding his vision. His heart hammered in his chest, spurring him on, encouraging his impulses. 

He lowered his nose to hers, his lips a breath away from her mouth. He could take what he wanted from her, right here, right now, using the trees, the darkness, as a shield. The temptation was overwhelming, a surge of primal instinct that screamed at him to claim what he wanted—to assert control in a world that felt as though it was slipping through his fingers. 

“You promised me your loyalty. You are mine ,” he hissed possessively. 

His nostrils flared, panting as he made up his mind. He would never back down. He would show her that there was no escaping him, no turning back from the path they were meant to walk together—no matter how much she tried to deny it. 

“I won’t let you go,” he snarled, his eyes closing, his face moving closer to hers. “You belong to me.”

Before he could press his mouth to hers, Antonin felt the stinging slap of her palm across his cheek, the sudden force of it jolting him back from the edge of his volatile thoughts. The sensation burned, a sharp contrast to the overwhelming heat flooding through his veins. He froze, momentarily stunned, as the echo of the slap resonated through the tense air between them.

For a split second, the moment of control he had been so sure of slipped away. The fire in him, tempered by the shock of her resistance, flickered like a dying ember. His chest heaved with the conflicting emotions that surged within him, and his dragon raged, its presence flaring against the restraint he had just barely managed to keep in check.

Hermione’s face was a mask of defiance, but there was something else in her eyes that hurt even more—undeniable disappointment. “Dont,” she threatened, her fear replaced by loathing and disgust at his actions. 

They were still so close, still nose to nose. He could feel the heat of her proximity, the warmth of her breath mingling with his, and yet there was a chasm between them that he couldn’t bridge with force. 

She didn’t love him. 

Not the way he had hoped, not in the way he had dreamed. 

She loved Tom. 

Antonin’s eyes grew cloudy, his hurt threatening to leak out from underneath his lashes, to display the depth of his pain for the world to see. 

He was the one with the wand, the one with the power, and yet, somehow, she had managed to turn the tables on him. It was maddening. She had disarmed him, not with magic, but with the weight of her rejection, her disdain. 

But no more. 

He would take back control. He would take what was his. 

“You’ll regret that.” His eyes narrowed, a dangerous glint flickering within them as he angled his wand toward her shirt, slicing the fabric down the middle with a single flick of his wrist before wrestling her to the ground. The cold and wet of damp earth nipped at his elbows and knees as he caged her against the floor with his body. 

“Antonin!” she protested, attempting to cover her naked flesh from his gaze.

“You swore yourself to me,” he snarled, his voice malicious and demeaning as he tore at her skirt. “And yet, you stand here, defending him.”

Hermione’s glare didn’t waver. If she was afraid, she didn’t show it. Instead, she continued to struggle in his grip, twisting herself from his lustful eyes the best she could as she kicked and screamed. “I swore myself to the cause, Antonin. Not to you.” 

A cruel smirk twisted at his lips, though there was no mirth in it. “Is that what you tell yourself? That you haven’t betrayed me?” He had every reason to punish her. He had every reason to hold her accountable, to take back her loyalty by whatever means he saw fit. 

“Don’t make me hurt you,” she ground out through clenched teeth, as if she were still the one who held all the cards. 

“You’ve already hurt me, Hermione,” he sneered, the sharp edge of his dragon teeth emerging from his gums. 

She was too deep under Tom’s spell to understand what was best for her, so he’d have to force her to see reality—to see reason. He’d have to mark her, to bind her to him, to his dragon, for eternity. One bite, right along her shoulder blade, and her resistance would shatter. Her mind would be his, her heart would be his, her soul would be his, forever. So, even though his dragon thrashed at the back of his mind, refusing to claim someone who was not his true mate, Antonin didn’t care—Hermione, and his dragon, would warm up to the idea eventually—once he placed his intentional claiming bite to her neck while he fucked her into oblivion.

He pressed her roughly against the wet dirt beneath them, the forearm of his wand hand digging into her chest to hold her in place, while he worked at the button on his trousers with his free hand, lowering his zipper. When he revealed himself, exposing his pierced tip, she froze.

“Antonin,” she said calmly with a dry swallow, putting her hands up in surrounder. “Let’s pause and talk about this. No need to do anything we may regret.”

“I’m done talking, Hermione,” he laughed, hollow and bitter, reaching for her knickers. Antonin’s fingers breached the edge, just moments away from tearing the tiny fabric from her body when he was struck by a force so intense it felt like a thousand suns colliding with him all at once.

Crucio! ” she cast the spell with raw animosity, a surge of energy emerging from her fingertips in wandless magic. 

Antonin’s vision blurred as the searing pain shot through his body, his mind reeled as he staggered, caught off guard by the concentrated surge of the magic that hit him. The pain was unbearable, a twisting, burning agony that felt like it was tearing him apart from the inside. It was not the cold, calculated torment Tom had often inflicted on him—it was unrefined and full of fury, full of passionate hate. He gasped, fighting to stay upright on his knees, the edges of his vision flickering in and out.

Hermione’s eyes locked onto him, her expression no longer soft or pleading, but fierce, full of hostility and contempt. When she broke the spell, she kicked at his chest, sending him sprawling backwards. Antonin crashed to the ground, the impact of her kick knocking the air from his lungs, leaving him breathless and stunned.

Hermione stood, dusting herself off, righting her hair, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her magic crackeling around her like a protective shield. Her eyes burned with a severity that made him feel small and insignificant. 

She had once looked at him with trust, even affection, but now… now there was nothing but hate between them.

“I am not something to be owned,” she spat, her voice thick with disgust. “And don't ever forget it.”

Her words sunk into him like a dagger. He was still on the ground, disoriented, his mind scrambling to process the shift in their dynamic, to make sense of the venom that now flowed between them. He thought he could control her, dominate her. But in that moment, Hermione had taken control—not just of the situation, but of him. Again, he became the weak, pathetic loser at the mercy of another. 

With a final, resentful glance, she turned away, walking back toward the path that led out of the Forbidden Forest. Antonin watched her retreat back towards the castle, using her robes to cover her torn uniform underneath. 

“We’ll see about that,” he muttered under his breath, his words a promise for the vengeance that would soon come.

This wasn’t over yet. Not by a long shot.

Hermione would be his.

Notes:

I have a feeling some of you might be mad at me for Antonin's betrayal 🙈

I promise everything will be as it should by the end of the story 🥺

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Hermione had severely miscalculated her relationship with Antonin. She had always considered him a friend—someone she could rely on for understanding and support. She had believed he would at least give her the chance to explain herself, that he would hear her out regarding their differences of opinion on Tom. But what had just transpired—the way he had shoved her to the ground, savagely tearing at her clothes, exposing himself without her consent—left her feeling shaken and defiled. It was a far cry from the bond she had thought they shared, and now she had no idea where to go from here.

Part of her burned with fury, ready to tear him a new arsehole, eager to make him pay for what he had done. But another part—the part that truly cared for him, that still clung to the memory of their friendship—desperately searched for an explanation, some way to reconcile the man she had trusted with the one who had betrayed her that night in the forest.

A week had passed, and yet, she still couldn’t shake the unease that lingered beneath her skin. No matter how many times she replayed the moment in her mind, searching for some missing piece, some explanation that would make sense of it all, she found nothing but the same sickening truth. The Antonin she had known—had trusted—felt like a ghost, replaced by someone she could no longer recognize.

She did her best to ignore him, though he haunted her—always lingering at the edges of her vision. Every day in class, in passing glances along the corridors, and even now at the breakfast table, he was there. If she didn’t look at him, however, if she refused to acknowledge his presence, perhaps he—and the memory of his betrayal—would finally fade from her life.

Hermione idly pushed her food around her plate until Tom’s voice pulled her back to the present.

“Are you worried about your results on the mock N.E.W.T.s, Hermione?” Tom asked, his tone smooth as he lazily twirled one of her curls between his fingers.

She glanced up at him, caught off guard by his warm, playful smirk. 

“I’m sure you passed with flying colors. After all, you had the best study partner in all of Hogwarts.” He punctuated the words with a wink, his confidence utterly unshakable. “There is no doubt you’ll come in second, after me, of course.”

Hermione huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head. Trust Tom Riddle to make her academic success about himself.

“You won’t be looking so smug when I outperform you, Riddle,” she quipped. 

Tom chuckled, his fingers still twirling a strand of her hair. “Oh, is that a challenge, darling?” His voice was laced with amusement, but there was that ever-present glint of competition in his eyes.

Hermione arched a brow, finally allowing herself a small smirk. “Only if you think you can handle losing.”

His laughter was quiet and far too self-assured for her liking. “We both know that isn’t going to happen.” He leaned in slightly, his breath warm against her ear. “But I do admire your confidence.”

She rolled her eyes, shaking her head in dramatic disapproval. “Enjoy your arrogance while you can, Tom, because once those results come in, I expect an apology.”

Tom grinned. “If, by some miracle, you manage to surpass me, I'll consider it.” He paused, tilting his head as though weighing the possibility. “But you'll have to make it worth my while.”

Hermione scoffed, returning her focus to her breakfast. “You are insufferable.”

“And yet, here you are,” he mused, pressing a kiss to the top of her head before returning to his own meal. “Right by my side.”

She bit her lip to stifle a smile, unwilling to give him the satisfaction of knowing just how much these moments affected her. It was times like this—when he let his guard down, when he was playful and unburdened, as if he were just a normal wizard and not the future Dark Lord—that made her fall even deeper for him. 

Hermione barely had a second to school her expression before Andromeda slid into the seat beside her, bright eyed and barely containing her excitement.

“Hermione!” she chirped, practically buzzing with energy. “You’ll never guess what I just heard.”

Hermione arched a brow, expressing both amusement and curiosity. Whatever it was, Andromeda clearly couldn’t wait to share. She cast a quick glance at Tom, who remained composed beside her, politely taking a sip of his tea in disinterest. But Hermione knew better—he was always listening.

“Please tell me there aren’t any more silly rumors about Tom and me eloping over winter break,” Hermione said with a playful laugh, setting a hand on Tom’s lap without looking his way. 

She couldn’t help but tease him a bit, knowing full well how the gossip mill had gone mad at the sight of his family heirloom placed on her left ring finger. He hadn’t admitted it directly, but she had a hunch that he secretly liked the fact that everyone assumed—or knew—that she was his now. The way he’d occasionally smirked when someone glanced at her hand, or how his chest puffed up in pride when they heard whispers behind their backs, told her everything she needed to know.

“Oh, nothing quite that dramatic, I assure you,” Andromeda said, leaning in with a sly smile, nudging Hermione with her elbow. “But something that might interest you anyways.”

“Well, out with it,” Hermione said curiously, urging her on. 

Andromeda’s grin grew wider. “There’s going to be an end-of-term party tomorrow night, hosted by the Gryffindors. Open invite. Bottomless kegs. Should be fun.”

Hermione raised an eyebrow, tossing the suggestion around in her head. “An open invite, huh?”

Andromeda nodded, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “You know how it goes. A bit of mingling, a few surprises—just what everyone needs to unwind before the holidays.”

Hermione chuckled, though the idea of the party didn’t interest her in the least. It did, however, offer the opportunity she had been waiting for: a chance to search for the Invisibility Cloak in Fleamont Potter’s dorm. If it truly was hidden there, a party would be the perfect distraction. With most of the students occupied by the festivities, it would be all too easy to slip away unnoticed amidst the celebration.

Hermione’s lips curled into a smile as she pretended to consider the idea, playing along. “Hmm, I suppose a party does sound like a fun way to blow off some steam, especially after our mock N.E.W.T. exams.”

Before she could finish, Tom’s voice dropped, firm yet soft, for her ears only. “You remember how that turned out last time, don’t you?”

Her heart skipped a beat as realization dawned on her. The magnetic presence tickling at the edge of her unconsciousness, the mystery of her broken down protective wards, the way she made it back to her room safely, although she couldn’t remember anything after storming out of the last Gryffindor celebration… “It was you! You helped me back to my room that night, didn’t you?” she asked in surprise, a warm glow settling in her chest—he hadn’t even liked her back then, or so she thought, but he must’ve to do her such a kindness without expecting anything in return. “Awww, Tom!”

“Well, someone had to.” Tom’s answer was casual, almost dismissive, yet his magic swirled around her, providing her comfort. “I didn’t like seeing you like that. And it’s not exactly an image that can so easily be erased from my mind.” He paused, his tone turning more serious. “It might be best to sit this one out.”

Hermione felt the depth of his words, the subtle hint of care in them. Gratitude swelled inside her at his concern, but unfortunately, her attendance was necessary to further her cause. 

“This will be different,” she reassured him, trying to keep her tone light. “Because this time, you will be escorting me.”

Tom raised an eyebrow, a skeptical smirk tugging at his lips. “Is that so?” he asked, his voice dripping with doubt. 

“Yes, that’s so,” Hermione insisted. “Because I’ve been longing to dance with you again ever since Slughorn’s Fall Festival. Won’t you please grant me that privilege?” she batted her lashes at him, a teasing smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. “After all, you are my…fiancée, aren’t you?”

Tom’s eyes darkened, the familiar spark of hunger flickering behind them. His lips quirked into a sly smile. “I suppose we could stop by for a dance or two.” Tom’s voice was low, filled with promise. 

Andromeda perked up, inserting herself back into the conversation with elation. “So does that mean you’ll come?” She was grinning from ear to ear, clearly pleased with how things were turning out.

“We’ll be there,” Hermione promised with a nod.

“I suppose so,” Tom conceded.

* * * *

 

Tom watched Hermione in studious silence, lounging with practiced ease in a chair by her desk as she readied herself for the party at Gryffindor tower. She stood before the mirror, adjusting the off the shoulder sleeves of an emerald-green dress Andromeda had lent her, the silky soft fabric clinging to her waist before cascading down her hips in elegant folds. The color suited her—bold yet refined—complementing the warm glow of the candlelight flickering around her dormitory. She fastened a simple golden clasp at her wrist, the final touch to an ensemble that felt effortless yet exquisite.

Hermione could feel his eyes on her; he knew it in the way her hands stilled for just a fraction of a second before resuming their adjustments. She liked the way his eyes followed her every move. That much was obvious. And it pleased him, this silent game they played, where she preened under his gaze, even as she pretended not to.

Tom allowed the corner of his mouth to lift slightly, dark amusement flickering behind his composed expression. If only she knew the depravity of his thoughts, how her presence ignited something sharp and possessive within him. The heat in her eyes when she finally met his in the mirror only confirmed what he already knew—Hermione Granger was just as ensnared as he was. They were both in this together—fully, wholeheartedly. And instead of terrifying him, it only made him want to press against her boundaries even more, diving even deeper into her heart.

“You seem quite determined to impress tonight,” he mused, his tone neutral, hiding his ever-growing jealousy. 

Hermione arched a brow as she smoothed out her well defined curls with a bit of oil between her palms. “Is that your indirect way of complimenting me, Tom?” she countered, her voice light and teasing. “If so, a simple ‘you look nice’ might be more effective.”

Tom rose from his chair, standing behind her seat at the vanity, placing his hands on both of her shoulders as he held her gaze. 

“You look radiant, Hermione,” he said with heated intensity as ran his finger tips along her exposed collarbone. “Are you sure you want to waste such ethereal beauty on the gits of Gryffindor?” he whispered suggestively. “Or should we sneak up to the astronomy tower instead, where we can have a party of our own?”

Hermione’s cheeks blossomed a delicious pink as she blushed, a small smile twisting on her lips as she squirmed at his proposal. “Tempting,” she murmured, looking at him mischievously from over her shoulder. “But I’m not going to Gryffindor tower for the party, Tom. I’m going for the treasure.” 

Tom’s fingers paused in their languid exploration of her skin, his grip tightening just enough to still her movements. His eyes—sharp, bright, and calculating—betrayed his sudden intrigue.

“Treasure?” he echoed, his voice low and sweet with honeyed words. “And what, pray tell, is so valuable that you’d risk parading yourself before those insufferable fools just to retrieve it?” 

Hermione merely grinned, reaching up to brush her fingers over the back of his hand, a featherlight touch that sent a ripple of electricity up his arm. “Now, now, Tom, the fun is in the mystery of the quest,” she teased, her eyes gleaming with playful secrecy. “You’ll just have to trust me.”

“And how can I help you look for something if I don’t know what we are looking for, my heart?” he pressed, leaning closer, his lips a breath away from the shell of her ear. 

“All you have to do is follow my lead,” she said confidently, turning back towards the mirror and picking up a tube of lipstick.

Tom’s lips parted in a barely-there smile, his eyes filled with admiration and curiosity. “Then lead away, Hermione,” he said softly, nipping at her ear softly. 

Goosebumps rose along her skin, but Hermione's movements never faltered. There was a certain grace to her composure, a quiet confidence that Tom couldn’t help but admire. She applied her lipstick with an almost surgical precision, each swipe carefully controlled before she gently rubbed her lips together. 

When she capped the tube and placed it in her small clutch, her eyes flickered toward him, her smile light and expectant. “Let’s get to it then,” she said cheerfully, holding an arm out toward him as though daring him to follow.

Tom was always the leader, the one who dictated, who gave orders rather than complying to them. The idea of following the lead of another was a foreign concept—unnatural, even. And yet, as Hermione extended her arm with quiet expectation, he found himself obliging without hesitation, looping his own through hers in a seamless motion.

It wasn’t submission, not in the slightest. No, this was something else entirely—an unspoken acknowledgment, a silent understanding that, for her, he could make an exception. For her, he would be the greatest soldier the world had ever seen. 

“Let’s go find some treasure,” he drawled with a cheeky wink. 

* * * *

 

Gryffindor Tower was much different than Tom expected. The common room, though warm with flickering firelight, lacked the quiet elegance of the Slytherin dungeons. Its walls were cluttered with mismatched tapestries and portraits, its furniture worn and inviting rather than sleek and imposing. There was an undeniable coziness to the space, a sense of camaraderie embedded within its very foundations—one that Tom found both odd and faintly repulsive.

His sharp eyes swept across the room, cataloging every detail with clinical detachment. The chattering portraits, the scattered books left half-open on armchairs, the faint lingering scent of butterbeer—trivial signs of lives too easily contented. It was no wonder Gryffindors so often mistook sentimentality for strength.

Tom and Hermione’s arrival did not go unnoticed. Conversations faltered, eyes flickered in their direction, and within seconds, hushed whispers spread like a current, speculation sparking in every glance cast their way. Tom, for one, had never concerned himself with frivolous socializing, and while Hermione possessed a far friendlier disposition, she, too, had never sought the fleeting admiration of her peers. Yet, here they were—together, arm in arm—an unexpected sight that sent tremors through the gathered Gryffindors and their guests. 

He could feel the weight of their curiosity pressing against him, but as always, he remained impervious, his expression unreadable. Let them wonder. Let them scramble for explanations that would never touch upon the truth.

Tom’s eyes locked with Hermione’s, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to appreciate the innate way she took command, her every action a quiet assertion of her power. Hermione did not need to demand attention; it gravitated to her naturally, as though the very air around her bent to her will. She didn’t wilt under the scrutinizing looks, nor did she address them. With shoulders squared, and head held high, she laced her fingers with Tom’s and gently pulled him through the crowd towards a waving Andromeda. 

“You made it!” Andromeda squealed, her face lighting up as they approached. “And, Hermione, you look incredible!” she added with sincere admiration. 

She wrapped Hermione in a warm, clumsy hug. Hermione accepted her friend’s embrace, but kept her hand firmly in Tom’s. She had no intention of letting go, it seemed, as if she was publicly claiming her ownership over him. The notion sent a curious thrill through him. If this was how the remainder of the night would proceed, perhaps social gatherings may be more interesting than Tom originally anticipated. 

Before Hermione could respond, another voice interjected from behind Andromeda.

“Hi, Tom.” One of the Slytherin girls beside Andromeda spoke as though Hermione were little more than a shadow in their presence. He couldn’t remember her name. Something Greengrass… a descendant of the Sacred Twenty-Eight, yet entirely forgettable nonetheless.

Tom barely spared her a glance, already unimpressed by the saccharine lilt in her voice and the way she so blatantly ignored Hermione, as if she were the one of no consequence. 

Foolish.

“Nice to see you, Andromeda,” he said smoothly, his tone polite but distant. He offered the briefest nod in Andromeda’s direction as he kept his gaze firmly away from the daft girl who had dared to address him and not Hermione. 

Greengrass faltered, taken aback at his obvious disinterest. She had clearly expected more, her cheeks tinged pink with embarrassment. But Tom had already turned his attention back to Hermione, cementing the fact that Hermione was the only one who mattered. 

As if to further seal the point, he leaned in closer to Hermione, his cheek brushing up against hers as he brought his lips to her ear. “Shall we?” he asked, making a show of their intimacy. 

Hermione nodded, her eyes gleaming as she sent Greengrass a dismissive salute.

“Excuse us, Andromeda,” Tom said with a small bow of his head. “I promised my fiancée a dance.”

Hermione bit her lip, holding back her smile at his use of the word ‘fiancée.’ It had started as a front to justify his gift—the ring on her left hand—to outsiders, but now it felt like their own little secret, a private joke that only the two of them shared. Tom was keenly aware of how the word unsettled some—how it set their relationship apart in ways they both found delightfully amusing—so, naturally, it only made him want to use it all the more.

They gravitated to the center of the room, their bodies aligning seamlessly, swaying together to the rhythm of the music. The song was nothing special—sung some modern elvish band that lacked the precision and elegance of proper compositions—but it hardly mattered. The racket faded to nothing as the warmth of Hermione’s body pressed against his. She was everything the music could never be: steady, soulful, striking. Her presence was a magnetic force he couldn't pull himself away from, not that he had any desire to. The soft brush of her skin against his, the delicate heat that radiated from her, made the clamour of the world fall away. For the moment, it was just her and him, swaying as one, lost in the quiet understanding of the power they held together.

“I thought you were going to let me lead tonight, Tom,” Hermione teased, laying her head on his chest. 

Tom let out a quiet hum, his fingers skimming lightly over the curve of her spine, tracing indecipherable patterns as he allowed himself this moment of indulgence.

“We still need everyone to think I’m in control to avoid suspicion,” he murmured, resting his chin atop her curls. The scent of her—warm parchment, a hint of lavender, and something distinctly Hermione—filled his senses, calming him despite the chaos surrounding them. “But we both know the truth,” he whispered in her ear as he dipped her backwards. 

Hermione let out a breathless laugh, her fingers tightening around his as he effortlessly supported her weight. “Well then, as you wish, my lord,” she bantered, her voice laced with playful defiance as she met his eyes from her lowered position.

Tom’s smirk deepened, pulling her upright in a slow, deliberate motion. “Careful with your titles, darling,” he murmured, pressing her flush against him once more. “You might give people the wrong idea.”

She tilted her head, arching a brow. “Or the right one.”

“You’re quite the snakecharmer, aren’t you?” he chuckled, his hand sliding dangerously lower along the curve of her back—lower than what may be socially acceptable, even in the current setting. 

A flash of red hair distracted them, stopping right at the edge of Tom’s peripheral view. 

“H-hermione,” Rhys stuttered, looking at her with wide eyes. Fleamont Potter flanked beside him and Cedrella was clinging tightly underneath Rhy’s arm, looking positively aghast at the sight of Tom, her eyes darting to the floor, fixating on her shoes as if they were suddenly the most interesting thing in the world. 

“You look—.” Rhy’s tried again, but stopped himself, clearing his throat before starting again for a third time. “I mean—I didn’t expect to see you here,” Rhys continued stammering, a red blush painting his cheeks. 

Tom was aching to hex the knobhead, displeased at the way Weasley was practically drooling over his witch. His fingers flexed against Hermione’s waist, his grip tightening ever so slightly before he forced himself to relax.

“Oh, hello there, Rhys,” Hermione said offhandedly, turning to Potter with a brighter smile. “Happy to see you again, Fleamont.”

“Always a pleasure, Hermione,” Potter said, reaching out a friendly hand towards Tom. “Tom, finally joining some festivities, ay mate?” 

Tom glanced at Hermione, who nodded, giving the cue for him to play along despite his initial instinct to turn up his nose. He turned his gaze to Potter, the ever-grinning fool, and took his outstretched hand with a measured grip—firm, but not aggressive.

“I suppose even I am not immune to the occasional social engagement,” Tom replied, his voice laced with manufactured amusement. His smile was polite, his tone effortless, but beneath the surface, his mind worked tirelessly, cataloging every detail—the subtle tension in Weasley’s shoulders, his beady eyes fixed on Hermione, while Cedrella stood frozen, torn between envy over Rhys’ attention on Hermione and the fear Tom’s presence instilled in her.

“And your band of goons?” Rhys asked with hostility. “Are they lurking around here somewhere?”

Tom’s lips curled into something that wasn’t quite a smile as he regarded Weasley with cool indifference. “I think we both know the answer to that, Weasley,” he drawled, his voice unbothered.

Rhys straightened, his jaw tightening, but Cedrella’s firm hand on his arm kept him from saying anything further. Tom could practically feel the heat of Hermione’s gaze on him, a silent reminder not to antagonize—at least not yet. He exhaled softly, a concession to her unspoken request.

“Let’s not sour the evening with petty rivalries,” Tom continued, tilting his head as though he found the entire exchange mildly entertaining. “Tonight, I am simply a man enjoying a dance with my fiancée.” His fingers flexed ever so slightly where they rested on Hermione’s waist, an unspoken claim. “Surely, even you wouldn’t begrudge me that.”

“Fiancée? Rhys repeated, dumbstruck. “So it’s true?” His eyes darted down to Hermione’s left hand quickly. 

“Congrats, mate! Even more reason to celebrate,” Potter announced, raising his red cup in a ‘cheers’ motion.

“Aren’t you a bit young to be engaged?” Weasley ground out between his teeth, his arm slipping from Cedrella’s shoulders. 

“I’m confused,” Hermione laughed, sending a look of pity to Cedrella. “Haven’t you two been engaged since last year? Or does being too young not apply to you two?”

Tom watched with concealed delight as Hermione effortlessly turned the conversation back on Weasley, her words cutting with the same precision he so admired. She didn’t even need to raise her voice; a simple, well-placed remark was enough to leave Weasley floundering.

Rhys bristled, his face flushing deeper as his fists tightened at his side. Tom noted how Cedrella shifted uncomfortably beside him, clearly wishing to be anywhere else but here.

“That was different!” Weasley rushed to explain, his ears turning red. “We thought she was pr—.”

“Rhys!” Cedrella gasped, cutting him off, slapping him across the chest. Her eyes were round and watery, filled with shame and humiliation. “How dare you,” she choked on the words as she shook her head in disbelief. “Excuse me,” she whispered to the group, wiping at her wet cheeks as she turned and quickly walked away, unable to face anyone for a second longer. 

Tom exhaled a quiet, mocking chuckle, possessively tightening his hold on Hermione’s waist. “You see, Weasley,” he mused, his tone heavy with condescension, “when one finds something worth keeping, it is only natural to claim it before someone else does.” His fingers notably skimmed lower over her curves as a show of ownership. “I thought you could relate to the concept, but I guess you were just settling because you felt obligated.”

Fleamont let out a bark of laughter, raising his cup again in amusement. “Well, he’s got a point,” he said cheerfully, completely oblivious to the tension that hung in the air. “Now, are we drinking to the happy couple or standing around sulking?”

“Actually, Fleamont, I was hoping you might be able to point Tom and me somewhere a bit more… private.” Tom observed Hermione with keen interest as she played her part flawlessly, her voice light, coy, with just the right touch of mischief. She tucked a curl behind her ear in feigned shyness, casting an innocent glance at Fleamont as though her words weren’t deliberately provocative. “Where we might find ourselves…alone… for a few minutes.”

Her request surprised even Tom, but he steeled his features, which became even more difficult when Rhys’ fists began to shake in anger. 

Even Tom himself hadn’t anticipated this move, but he expertly masked the amusement curling in his chest. What a wicked little thing she was.

Weasley, however, reacted exactly as expected. Tom didn’t need to look directly at him to sense the way his fists clenched at his sides, his face burning red at her suggestion. How predictable.

Fleamont, for his part, only grinned knowingly, lifting a brow as he took a leisurely sip from his drink. “Alone, you say?” he drawled, eyes flicking between the two of them with interest. “Well, I suppose I could help you out with that. Follow me.”

Fleamont led them up the winding staircase toward the boys’ dormitories, his steps unhurried, as though he were relishing the entire affair. When they reached the door, he pushed it open, shooting another sly smile in their direction before revealing a room that was notably shared by several wizards. The space was cluttered and a bit messy for Tom’s liking—trunks half-open, books stacked haphazardly, with a faint scent of cologne mixed with dirty laundry lingering in the air.

“I’ll give you two some time, but if you’re planning to get up to anything particularly scandalous, do try to keep it down. The sounds carry up here.” Fleamont leaned casually against the doorframe, smirking with a wicked grin. “Oh, and I may need it for myself in about a half hour or so, if you know what I mean, so be quick.”

Tom merely offered a slow, amused nod before stepping inside. Immediately, he pressed his lips to Hermione’s in a hard, exaggerated motion until he heard the door click shut behind him. The kiss had been nothing more than a performance—a calculated move to sell their ruse—but the lingering warmth on his lips tempted him to continue. 

She was the first to pull away, flashing him a wolfish grin of satisfaction. “Well played, Mr. Riddle,” she praised him. 

Tom cast a slow, scrutinizing glance around the unfamiliar dormitory, his lips frowning with faint disdain. The space was unimpressive—cluttered, disorganized, and wholly unremarkable. If this was what Gryffindors considered suitable living quarters, it was a wonder they accomplished anything at all.

His attention flicked back to Hermione, who appeared far less concerned with their surroundings. Instead, she seemed entirely at ease, her mind already a step ahead of him.

“And you as well, Mrs. Granger,” he murmured, effortlessly returning her compliment, straightening as he observed her with renewed curiosity. “So, what’s the plan from here?” His voice was calm, composed, but beneath it lurked a spark of intrigue. He hadn’t the faintest idea why she had led them here, nor what, exactly, they were meant to find.

His eyes scanned across the room once more as he considered the possibilities. Surely, anything classified as ‘treasure’ couldn’t be buried somewhere in this absolute wreck of a dormitory… could it?

She didn’t answer. Instead, she pressed a single finger to her lips, then pointed at her ear before gesturing toward the door. A silent command—listen.

Tom’s eyes narrowed, but he obeyed, tilting his head slightly, his senses sharpening. It was faint at first, but unmistakable—the low murmur of voices just beyond the threshold, tense and agitated.

“Why would you let them into our room?” Weasley’s whisper cut through the air, sharp with frustration.

Understanding clicked into place, slow and deliberate, as Tom’s smirk unfurled. So that was it. Hermione hadn’t dragged him here on a whim. No, she had maneuvered them straight to the heart of whatever secret she was chasing, placing them exactly where they needed to be.

“Lighten up, Rhys!” Potter’s voice carried through the door, tinged with laughter. “How many times have you borrowed someone else’s room during a party to fuck Cedrella? Be a good sport. You wouldn’t want people thinking Gryffindors aren’t proper hosts, would you?”

Tom exhaled a quiet chuckle, amusement curling at the edges of his mind. Gryffindor’s were utterly predictable—so painfully easy to manipulate. And now, all that was left was to see what Hermione would do with the advantage she had just secured.

Hermione stifled a laugh as she stepped lightly across the room, her voice dripping with saccharine dramatics. “Oh, Tom, I love when you kiss my neck like that!”

Tom bit back a smirk, watching her with keen amusement as she made her way toward the last bed on the right. She moved with purpose, her steps quick, guiding her to where she needed to be. Kneeling before the chest at the foot of the bed, she slipped her wand from the impossibly small clutch she carried. It should have been too compact to hold such a long object, but that was a mystery to solve another time.

He prowled toward her, his movements slow, predatory. “Should I kiss you a bit lower, my heart?” he murmured, his tone deliberately sultry, just loud enough for their intended audience to hear.

From the corridor, there was a sharp intake of breath, followed by a strangled sound that very much resembled Weasley choking on his own outrage.

Hermione was a born performer, pressing a hand to her chest, drawing in a dramatic breath. “Yes, Tom, right there!” she cried, punctuating the declaration with an exaggerated moan.

Tom nearly laughed outright, but instead, he simply folded his arms, watching as she worked, intrigued by just how far she was willing to take this little charade.

His cheeks ached, abused by the sheer impossibility of suppressing his amusement. It was rare for anything to truly entertain him, but Hermione—delightfully devious when she wished to be—had managed the impossible.

From outside the door came another strangled noise, one of utter suffering. “They better not be fucking on my bed,” Weasley groaned, his misery tangible.

Tom barely contained a chuckle, but his attention was swiftly diverted. At that moment, Hermione flicked her wand with sharp precision, a silent incantation sending a cloak soaring from the depths of the trunk. The fabric shot upward, displacing a few concealed objects which tumbled to the floor with a series of dull thuds.

His amusement faded, giving way to intrigue. Despite her theatrical performance, Hermione remained entirely focused. Her eyes scanned the cloak with meticulous intent, fingers ghosting over the fabric as if searching for something unseen. And whatever it was—she found it.

Without hesitation, she retrieved an identical-looking cloak from her impossibly small bag, making a swift exchange.

“So close!!” she moaned, voice dripping with imaginary pleasure, never once breaking character.

Tom tsked under his breath, crossing his arms as he admired her handiwork. The mission was complete—but Hermione Granger never did anything halfway. Her false moans continued, only getting louder and louder. 

Tom’s fingers curled possessively around her waist, pulling her flush against him. He leaned in, his lips brushing against the shell of her ear, his voice a dark murmur that sent a shiver down her spine. “Do I need to silence you, Hermione?” he growled with a possessive edge. Even if her noises were nothing more than a performance, the idea of Weasley and Potter overhearing them began to irk him.

Hermione bit back a smirk, her eyes sparkling with mischief as she tilted her head toward him. “Only if you think you can,” she challenged, her voice deliberately husky, inviting him to play along.

Tom’s brow arched in dark and dangerous intrigue. His breath was hot against her skin as he leaned closer, his voice a menacing warning. “Careful, darling,” he whispered. “I don’t issue threats—I make promises.”

Outside the door, the sound of Weasley’s continued protest echoed, followed by the unmistakable sound of someone being dragged away. Potter’s laughter filtered through the crack under the door, his voice merry as he muttered something about Rhys needing a drink.

Hermione’s shoulders shook as she stifled her laughter, hiding a devious grin as she pressed her lips together, her chest rising and falling silently while she listened to the footsteps disappear altogether. “Mission accomplished,” she proclaimed triumphantly, slipping her hand into Tom’s. “We can go now.”

Tom tightened his grip on her hand, anchoring her in place as his other hand settled on her hip. His expression darkened. “Not so quick,” he murmured, his voice velvet-smooth yet edged with command.

Hermione blinked up at him. “Tom—” she started, but he cut her off with a searing kiss. 

“We just put on quite the performance,” he mused, tilting his head as his thumbs traced slow, idle circles against her hip bones. “Wouldn’t it be a shame if it were all an act?”

Hermione’s breath hitched, heat rising to her cheeks, making no effort to stop him. “And what exactly are you suggesting?”

Tom leaned in, his nose trailing down the side of her neck. “Indulge me, darling,” he whispered. “Just for a moment.”

“Okay,” she agreed, her voice shaky. 

“Good girl,” he praised her, walking her backwards toward the next bed over. “Now bend over the edge for me so I can lift up your skirt.”

* * * *

 

“Why this bed?” Hermione asked, complying obediently, though she already had a distinct feeling why he’d chosen this spot. Her cheek pressed against the mattress as her eyes flicked to the trunk at the footboard, cluttered with Seeker gear. A framed photo on the nightstand caught her eye—a cheerful redheaded family waving at the camera. Their resemblance to Ron was uncanny, almost as if he were there, watching, too. The thought only heightened the sick thrill of degrading this very spot.

  “To leave Weasley a little present,” Tom said sadistically, bunching the bottom of her dress up to her waist, the cold air biting at her bare skin. His finger traced their way down the edge of her lace panties, hooking under the center, yanking them away in one swift tug. “After all, good manners dictate we show proper appreciation for his hospitality.”

“Perhaps you’re right,” she said flirtatiously, looking back at him over her shoulder as she bit her lip to stifle a happy giggle. 

She might not have been so agreeable if she hadn’t been riding the high of her newest victory; it was still thrumming through her veins, the adrenaline fueling her every move. The cloak was now in her possession, thanks to Dumbledore's cryptic mention—its significance still unclear to her, but she would soon figure it out. It hadn’t taken her long to learn how to enchant a look-a-like invisibility cloak, but she had no idea how long it would last, nor did she care. She had what she needed, and now, the only Hallow left to worry about was the Elder Wand—the only reason Grindelwald still remained undefeated. But that would be best addressed another day… Today, she would allow herself the pleasure of celebrating her win. 

A sharp slap echoed through the room, the sting blooming across her arse.

“Tom!” she protested halfheartedly, squirming in his grip. “What was that for?”

“That, my heart, was for letting those unworthy wankers hear your pretty little moans. Fake or not, those sounds should be for my ears alone,” he murmured, nipping at her shoulder as he unzipped himself just enough to free his hard length. “And this—” his voice darkened, pressing himself against her “—is payment for forcing me to play nice all night.”

He spread her wide and drove into her in one swift, unrelenting motion, taking her fast and rough. This time, she didn’t have to fake anything. Every thrust of his hips pressed her deeper into the mattress, the pressure building exactly where she needed it most. Pure bliss coiled inside her, heightened by his magic crackling against hers, and by the way their combined power made her feel infinite—like two halves of the same celestial force finally united, their very souls entwined in a dance older than time itself, designed by fate, bound to find each other in every lifetime.

She couldn’t contain the telling moans spilling from her lips.

His hand shot out, pressing the back of her head into the pillow, muffling her sounds.

“Don’t let them hear you, Hermione,” he taunted, slowing his strokes to an agonizing pace until the only sounds she made were small, breathy gasps.

“Good girl,” he murmured in approval, gathering her hair into a tight fist before picking up the pace once more.

Neither of them lasted much longer, carried away by the intensity of their emotions. Tom collapsed on top of her in a boneless heap, his breath tickling her neck as his hands traced soothing patterns down her spine. When he finally rose to his feet, he adjusted his clothing before moving to fix hers, offering a hand to help her up. Together, they turned to assess the state of Rhys’ bed. Though the blankets had already been rumpled before their tryst, they now bore the distinct imprint of Hermione’s body—and worse yet, she had left behind a faint hint of her foundation, marking the pillow exactly where her face had rested.

“I’m surprised you didn’t pull out and mark your territory like the animal you are,” Hermione snorted. 

“I thought about it,” Tom mused, licking his thumb to smooth out a wild curl at the top of her head. “But I didn’t want to risk him crafting a Tom Riddle voodoo doll.”

“Only you would think of that,” Hermione laughed, mirth glimmering in her eyes as she teasingly pushed his hand away. 

The door to the dormitory creaked softly as Tom held it open for her, a satisfied smirk twisting his lips. “After you,” he said, back to playing the role of a perfect gentleman. 

She nodded and stepped through first, leading them down the stairs until they were back in the thick of the party. Her eyes scanned the room purposefully, quickly finding the audience she was looking for. 

Rhys was slumped by the fireplace, a half-empty bottle of firewhiskey in hand, his eyes glassy and distant. Cedrella sat next to him, looking every bit as miserable, her arms crossed tightly in front of her. The weight of her displeasure was palpable, and Hermione had to suppress a small smirk. After all, the two truly did deserve each other. 

And then there was Potter. The moment he spotted them, he gave a thumbs up and a splitting grin. Meanwhile, Hermione wasted no time, returning a calculated wave, her purse raised in the same hand to make sure he saw it. Her casual, innocent smile only added to her deception. The bag was too small, too unobtrusive, to possibly hide anything in it—certainly not anything that could have been taken from his room, at least. 

Tom’s lips curled into a quiet, appreciative smile, soaking in her subtle strategy. “Clever witch,” he whispered under his breath, his eyes flickering briefly over to Potter before giving him a courteous nod. “Exactly how much more do you have hidden away in that little thing, Hermione?”

Hermione raised an eyebrow, her voice low but full of levity. “Don’t start. We can’t have anyone getting suspicious.”

Tom tilted his head slightly, his gaze momentarily flicking to Rhys before he let out a quiet sigh. “Fine. But I say we leave before anyone realizes something is amiss.”

Hermione glanced back at him, her lips curving into a mischievous smile. “Patience, Tom. Patience. If we leave too soon, they’ll think we’re hiding something. I assure you, no one will notice a thing until long after we’re gone.”

Tom watched her for a moment before he relented, following behind her as they made their way through the room. It wasn’t long before they found Andromeda again, sitting at a table with a glass of something far too strong in her hand. Her cheeks were flushed, and there was a slightly dizzy tilt to her head, making it obvious that she was absolutely pissed.

“Hermione!” Andromeda greeted, her words a little slurred. “Where have you been? I’ve missed you!”

“We just took a few minutes to be alone, but we’re back now.” Hermione grinned, giving her friend a once over. “Are you okay?” 

“Me? I’m fine!” Andromeda yelled before she paused, her smile growing bigger as her eyes darted back and forth between Hermione and Tom. “Wait.” She jumped up to her feet, her legs giving a wobble as she stood upright. “Did you two just…” She trailed off, then made a suggestive motion with her hips, clearly insinuating something inappropriate.

Hermione burst into laughter, covering her face with her hands in mock embarrassment. “Andromeda! Ladies don’t kiss and tell,” she teased.

“Is it big?” Andromeda whispered loudly, but her drunken state made it come out as a shout, catching the attention of a few girls nearby.

Suddenly, the music changed—a faster tune with a pulsating rhythm—creating the perfect distraction. 

“Oh my fates,” Andromeda and several other girls screeched in delight. “I love this song!”

With a glance at Tom, Hermione gave a small, impish smile as Andromeda dragged her to the middle of the dance floor. Hermione embraced the moment, moving freely beside her friend, spinning and twirling as the music seemed to take over her body. Every beat fueled her, igniting a spark of energy she hadn’t realized she’d missed. She knew people were watching—surprised at the studious, ever-serious Hermione letting loose—but she didn’t care.

From the corner of her eye, she saw Tom standing by, his posture guarded, but his eyes flicking over her in appreciation as she danced. He was just far enough behind to give her and Andromeda space while also ensuring no one bumped into them. She almost had missed it—the way the tip of Tom’s shoe tapped to the beat of the music, his usual cold detachment replaced with something softer, more relaxed.

A burst of laughter escaped Hermione’s lips as she spun, feeling the tension in her shoulders loosen. She glanced up at Tom again, catching him blocking a few stray dancers from bumping into her with a protection charm. It was a subtle gesture, but it made her feel like the entire world was on pause for her enjoyment.

Tom’s gaze sharpened, his lips lifting in a subtle, almost imperceptible smile as he finally stepped closer to her. He pressed her back against his chest, cradling her closely as they swayed side to side. Andromeda jumped up in excitement, pumping her hand to the music at his appearance. 

“Get it, Tom!” she shouted in approval, egging him on.

His chuckle ticked Hermione’s ear, her smile only growing wider.   

For the first time in a long while, Hermione felt light—truly, unburdened.

She was simply just… happy .

Chapter 39

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Chapter Text

Malfoy still wasn’t back to one hundred percent, and if he were honest with himself, he feared he might never fully recover from the weight of the heartbreak that had been thrust upon him. But there was one thing that kept him going—rage. The fury that burned in his chest, sharp and relentless, was the only thing holding the hopelessness at bay. It coursed through him, an unyielding force, and while it had scarred him, it had also given him power. Power to channel his darkest magic, power to push forward when every other part of him felt fractured. The rage was his constant companion now, a fiery fuel that refused to be extinguished. It wasn’t the recovery he had once hoped for, but for now, it was enough.

From the corner of Malfoy’s eye, he spotted a subtle shift in the shadows—a discrete motion that set every nerve on edge. His heart quickened, and without a moment’s hesitation, he reacted.

Internus Sanguis,” Abraxas hissed under his breath, his voice as cold as the spell itself. The words barely left his lips before he thrust his wand forward, sending a dark crimson bolt of magic streaking through the air, aimed directly at the source of the disturbance. His spell—one of his own creation—was swift, sharp, and ruthless, seeking its mark with the precision of a serpent striking at its prey.

It nailed the small white bunny rabbit directly in the chest. Immediately, the tiny creature shrieked in pain, the sound like a raw, broken wail that echoed in the stillness of the forbidden forest. But it couldn’t move—rooted to the spot, the magic leaving it paralyzed, unable to shield itself from the inevitable. Malfoy could already see the end coming. The rabbit’s fragile organs would rupture, tearing under the force of the curse, causing irreversible internal damage and internal bleeding. It would cough up blood, in a pathetic, futile effort to breathe through the liquid that would pool in its lungs, and if it were lucky, it would asphyxiate quickly—its death a mercy compared to the suffering it would otherwise endure as the rest of its organs melted away.

He frowned, watching the animal’s fluffy foot twitch once more before the light in its beady little eyes glazed over. There was no undoing what had been done. Once the curse was cast, it was beyond his control. Malfoy had learned that the hard way. He had been practicing it for weeks, ever since his time in the hospital wing came to an end, testing it on small, defenseless creatures to perfect his technique. And after countless failed attempts to devise a countercurse, he finally conceded there would be none.

In a twisted sense of logic, it was better this way. More efficient. Now, he knew how to deal out a slow, torturous death with the utmost certainty. A death that couldn’t be undone, no matter how much anyone might try. A death more degrading, more personal than a basic “ Avada Kedavra .” The power in that assurance was intoxicating, and he reveled in it. There was nothing anyone could do to stop him now, nothing at all.

A slow clap stole his attention away from his latest victim. Antonin brought his hands together, applauding Malfoy’s cruelty. “Does that make you feel like a big man, Malfoy? Murdering a sweet, innocent little rabbit?” The judgement was heavy in his eyes, the condescension thick in his voice.

Abraxas narrowed his eyes, his grip tightening around his wand as he shifted his aim toward his uninvited guest. A dark craving stirred in his chest—an urge for destruction, for proof that he was not one to be trifled with. “Perhaps I should try on someone my own size, then?” he mused, his voice smooth but laced with unmistakable malice. The tip of his wand traced a deliberate arc through the air, slow and precise, savoring the moment.

The distance between them was considerable—at least a hundred feet. Antonin had ample opportunity to evade the incoming spell, should he choose to do so. If he didn’t, Malfoy reasoned, the consequences would be his own to bear.

With controlled precision, Abraxas executed the incantation, his voice unwavering. “ Internus Sanguis .”

The red streak tore through the air, a vengeful bolt of energy headed toward Dolohov with lethal intent. But Antonin remained motionless, as if watching time slow around him. His expression didn’t shift, his posture didn’t tense. He simply observed, a spectator to what should have been his own undoing.

Malfoy’s breath hitched, a sharp intake of air betraying the reckless impulse he had just acted upon. He had cast without thinking, without planning—driven purely by the need to assert himself, to demonstrate his true power, his dominance. But the weight of his own audacity crashed down on him in an instant. If the spell landed, if he miscalculated his peers’ capabilities, it would make him a murderer. His wand, his magic, would surely be tethered to the crime. And then what? A lifetime in Azkaban, his family name reduced to ruin, all for a moment’s arrogance.

At the very last second, Antonin flicked his wrist, cutting through the incoming curse with a lazy, almost bored, “ Protego Aeternum .” The shield shimmered into existence just long enough to neutralize Malfoy’s spell, then dissipated as though it had never been there at all.

Malfoy swallowed, his pulse hammering beneath his skin. Did Dolohov even register how close he had come to death? Or worse—did he simply not care?

“Do you have a death wish?” Malfoy scoffed, his voice sharp with disbelief. With a frustrated exhale, he tore his gaze away, refusing to meet the glint of amusement in Antonin’s eyes. Abraxas raked his hand through his slicked-back hair, fingers threading through the strands with a tremor he despised—whether from adrenaline or barely contained fury, he wasn’t sure.

Antonin merely smirked, leaning back as if Malfoy’s outburst amused him more than anything. “A death wish?” he echoed, his tone mockingly thoughtful. “No, not quite. But I do enjoy watching you unravel.” He tilted his head, studying Abraxas with that same infuriating indifference. “It’s fascinating, really. All that aristocratic composure, shredded at the seams.” His smirk deepened. “Tell me, Malfoy, how does it feel to finally embrace what you were always meant to be?”

“And what is that, Dolohov?” Malfoy sneered, casting a look as hateful as the spell he had just volleyed moments ago. 

Antonin chuckled, slow and deliberate, as if savoring the moment. “A monster,” he said simply, his voice laced with something dangerously close to admiration. “You can dress it up in silk and gold, call it honor or legacy, but in the end, you were always meant to spill blood, Malfoy.” His gaze flickered to the lifeless rabbit at their feet before returning to Abraxas, sharp and knowing. “And now that you’ve started, tell me—do you really think you’ll be able to stop?”

“What are you even doing here anyway?” Malfoy frowned, sending a suspicious glare at Dolohov. “Were you following me?” 

Antonin chuckled darkly, the sound low and unsettling. He stepped closer, his boots scraping against the floor with exaggerated carelessness. “Easy now, we’re on the same team, Malfoy. Remember?” 

Abraxas lifted his chin in defiance, his eyes sharp and scrutinizing. Antonin had betrayed Tom without hesitation—what was to stop him from doing the same to Abraxas when it suited him? The logic wasn’t entirely sound, considering Abraxas himself had turned his back on Riddle, too, but the lingering paranoia from his time in the hospital wing had taken root. Suspicion coiled tightly around his ribs, whispering that he was alone in this, that no alliance was ever truly secure.

More than ever, Abraxas was beginning to understand—trust was a fool’s currency, and he had none left to spend.

“I saw you heading out here and wanted to keep you updated,” Antonin stated, his tone devoid of emotion. “Grindelwald sent word. Our instructions are clear—act as if nothing has changed between you and Tom. On New Year’s Eve, we move. He wants to be the one to do it himself. All we have to do is deliver Tom to Grindelwald at ten o’clock—at the center of the Labyrinth in your garden.”

Abraxas listened, his expression unreadable, though his pulse drummed steadily in his ears.

“By midnight, Tom will be disposed of,” Antonin continued, his sights fixed on Malfoy. “Grindelwald will then be ready to announce the next phase of his plan to all the wizards in attendance at the ball.”

For a moment, Abraxas said nothing. He merely turned the words over in his mind, letting the weight of them settle. This was it—the point of no return.

“Understood,” Abraxas said with a nod, his voice smooth, composed. Then, after a measured pause, he tilted his head, eyes glinting with something sharp. “And have you made it known that Tom might be more… difficult… to dispose of than the average seventh-year wizard?”

Antonin’s smirk deepened, though his expression carried none of its usual amusement. “Grindelwald is well aware of what Riddle is capable of,” he assured, voice laced with certainty. “Tom may be powerful, but he’s not invincible.”

Abraxas, however, wasn’t so sure.

“We could make it easier for him,” Abraxas proposed. “We could exploit Tom’s weakness.”

Dolohov froze, his nonchalant demeanor melting away, thawing out a heated glare behind his eyes. “And what exactly would that be?” 

A slow smirk curled at the corner of Abraxas’s lips. “Hermione Granger.”

Antonin’s mouth twisted down into a pronounced frown, his fingers twitching at his sides. “Granger?” he echoed, his voice husky and cautious.

Abraxas tilted his head, letting the silence stretch between them, watching as the realization dawned in Antonin’s expression. “Tom’s obsessed with her,” Malfoy stated coolly. “Whether he admits it or not. She’s the one thing he can’t control, the one variable he can’t predict. Her presence in such a perilous situation wouldn’t just weaken him, it would undo him entirely.”

A menacing smile rose on Dolohov’s lips, empty and devoid of warmth. “Only one problem with that suggestion. She would never willingly put him in danger.”

Abraxas exhaled a quiet laugh. “Who said anything about her willingness? She can die right alongside him for all I care.”

Antonin studied him for a long moment, a glint of darkness sparkling in his eyes. “You want to ambush them both.” His voice was quieter this time, measured. His words were not posed as a question—instead, they were an acknowledgment, a confirmation of Malfoy’s intentions.

 Abraxas barely nodded before Antonin reacted. 

Dolohov exhaled sharply through his nose, shaking his head. “Kill him, sure. But Granger?” He clicked his tongue, his expression growing tighter. “She doesn’t die.”

Abraxas arched his brow. “I wasn’t aware you had a soft spot for mudbloods, Dolohov.”

Antonin’s glare snapped back to him, sharp as a blade. “Don’t mistake my reasoning for weakness,” he said coolly. “The mudblood is valuable.”

Abraxas scoffed. “To who?”

“To me.”

A flicker of something dangerous passed over Antonin’s face before he smothered it with indifference. “You want to hurt her, fine. I agree that she needs a firm reminder that she is beneath us. But she stays alive. I have Grindlewald’s word that no matter what happens, she will be mine to deal with when all this is settled.” He took a step closer, voice lowering into something dangerous. “Try otherwise, Malfoy, and you and I will have a problem.”

Abraxas held his ground, though he could feel the heat of Antonin’s warning seeping into his skin. He considered pushing, seeing how far he could press before Dolohov snapped—but he relented. Any further disagreement on the topic may complicate what was already in motion, but ultimately, he would give Hermione exactly what she deserved for poisoning Tom against him: death. 

Malfoy smirked, a casual shrug to disguise his true intentions. “Fine. She lives,” he agreed, a sly glint in his eye as his lips curved into a predatory grin. 

For now.

* * * *

 

“Last chance, Hermione,” Andromeda said in a sing-song tone as she rolled her suitcases out to the common room. She dramatically flopped onto the couch next to Hermione, laying her head on Hermione’s shoulder. “I can promise you an entire winter break of the finest foods, richest clothes, and access to one of the most famous libraries in the country!”

Hermione rolled her eyes playfully, though she couldn’t deny that Andromeda knew exactly how to appeal to her. The promise of a luxurious holiday was one thing, but the mention of an extensive library? That was a low blow. Still, she only shook her head with an amused huff, already resigned to her decision. 

“As tempting as that sounds, I’ll be keeping Tom company for winter holiday,” Hermione smirked, amusement dancing in her eyes.

Andromeda groaned, raising the back of her hand on her forehead theatrically. “Of course you will,” she drawled. “Merlin forbid you spend a single moment away from your beloved Dark Prince. I swear, Hermione, I shall die of boredom this holiday and you will only have yourself to blame!”

Hermione merely chuckled, unbothered by the teasing. She wouldn’t admit it outright, but the idea of spending the holiday anywhere but by Tom’s side had never truly been an option.

“Don’t fret too much, Andy. I promise to meet up with you at Malfoy Manor for the New Year’s Eve ball and offer you all the entertainment in the world,” Hermione vowed, pulling her friend into a warm hug. 

Andromeda sighed, but a grin tugged at the corners of her lips as she returned the embrace. “You’d better. If I have to suffer through another night of pureblood politics without you, there will be hell to pay.”

Hermione laughed again, squeezing her friend before pulling away. “I wouldn’t dream of abandoning you to such a fate.” Her tone was lighthearted, but beneath it lay something far more sincere. Andromeda had been a constant—a bright spot in the midst of all the chaos—and Hermione was endlessly grateful for her. No matter how tangled her life became, she would cherish their friendship always.

Tom acknowledged Andromeda with a brief nod, his expression cool and unreadable—until he reached for Hermione. With effortless ease, he pulled her to his side, settling her beneath his arm in a way that left no room for argument. The half-smirk tugging at his mouth was unmistakably possessive, and Hermione, though exasperated, found herself oddly pleased by his need to touch her.

Andromeda huffed dramatically, frowning as she gathered her belongings. “I suppose that’s my cue to leave,” she muttered, casting Hermione a pointed look.

“Actually,” Hermione countered with a knowing smile, “we’ll be joining you on the train.”

“I thought you and Tom were staying here to fulfill Head Boy and Girl duties?” Andromeda questioned, arching a curious brow.

Hermione’s smile didn’t waver. “Change of plans,” she said lightly, glancing up at Tom. “We’ve decided to do a bit of wedding planning while we have a few moments of free time.”

Tom said nothing, but the slight press of his fingers against her waist told Hermione he was entirely in on the secret. A quiet satisfaction gleamed in his eyes as they shared a look of unspoken commodore—he would indulge her in this little charade, as a cover for the truth, yes, but also because it entertained him to do so.

Andromeda’s brows rose with intrigue as she slung her bag over her shoulder. “Wedding planning, is it? How very domesticated of you, Hermione,” she teased. “Shall I expect a full itinerary by the time we reach London?”

Hermione’s cheeks bloomed pink. “Oh, you know me. If Tom lets me, I’ll have color-coded notes and a seating chart ready before the train ride is over.”

Tom chuckled, a glimmer of pride casting over his features. “I’d expect no less,” he said, his voice dripping with approval. He pressed his lips to Hermione’s forehead, a silent, yet public gesture of affection that made Hermione’s belly swarm with butterflies. 

“Alright then, if you two are leaving for the holiday where are you bags?” Andromeda asks, eyeing the pair skeptically. “Unless you magically fit all your stuff in that tiny little purse of yours,” she added jokingly.

Tom held back his snicker, option to say nothing, allowing Hermione to handle the question.

Hermione felt heat creep up her neck. She did, in fact, have all their necessities neatly tucked away in her enchanted clutch, but she wasn’t about to admit that—not even to Andromeda. Instead, she offered a light laugh, waving off the remark. “Let’s just say we have everything we need where we’re staying,” she replied smoothly, slipping her arm through Tom’s.

“If you say so,” Andromeda shrugged, clearly unconvinced but unwilling to press the matter further. “Well, if you find yourself in need of a dress for the ball, you know where to find me. Unfortunately, I don’t have many dress robes to offer you, however, Tom.”

Tom’s demeanor was as blank as ever, entirely unfazed. “Somehow, I think I’ll manage,” he replied smoothly, his fingers idly tracing patterns along Hermione’s waist. “But I appreciate the thought.”

Hermione grinned like a madwoman at the thought. “You’d look rather dashing in emerald silk, Tom. Perhaps Andromeda could find something in your size.”

Andromeda giggled. “Now that’s an idea. Shall I set aside a gown for you, Riddle?”

Tom merely arched a brow, unbothered by their teasing. “I wouldn’t want to upstage our hosts. That would be in poor taste.”

Hermione exchanged an amused glance with Andromeda before nudging Tom playfully. “Pity. I do think you’d pull it off spectacularly.”

The playful banter turned to carefree chatter as they made their way to the train. The crisp December air bit at Hermione’s cheeks, but she barely noticed. Tom’s presence beside her kept her warm—his hand resting lightly against her lower back as they stepped onto the platform, his touch both a guiding force and a silent claim. Andromeda walked ahead, prattling idly about the ball, but Hermione’s mind began to wander elsewhere.

The Hogwarts Express approached them, steam curling around their feet as students clambered aboard, eager for the holiday ahead. The train ride to London would be long, offering ample opportunity to strategize. The true purpose of their trip, however, was far more personal than a simple relaxing holiday away from Hogwarts—and far more complex. They were returning to Little Hangleton, to the site where Tom’s soul had been fractured, in hopes of mending the last part of it.

But even so, Hermione wasn’t about to let the heavy nature of their mission define the entire trip. She’d planned a few surprises along the way—magical historical sights she’d always wanted to visit—and was eager to see how Tom would react to her carefully chosen destinations. It was a way to keep their time together lighthearted, even if the underlying task loomed over them like a shadow.

She hoped these small detours would remind Tom of the world beyond his own ambitions, a reminder that magic was just as much about discovery and wonder as it was about power. It would be a needed perspective when the time to secure the Elder Wand arrived. Hermione cast an optimistic glance at Tom, hoping—praying—that the seductive pull of the Elder Wand wouldn’t derail the precarious relationship she was trying to build with him. They were so close to securing a real future together, if only they could successfully make it through the next month together.

Tom led them back to an empty compartment near the back of the train, motioning for Andromeda to slip in first. She claimed the window seat and Hermione settled beside her. Tom took the bench across from them, lounging comfortably, draping one leg over the other, his long fingers idly tapping against his knee. He watched Hermione, his gaze steady, though his silence spoke volumes. He was aware of the broader purpose of their trip, but he hadn’t pressed her for details. Instead, he seemed content to allow her to lead the way, if only a bit suspicious. However, she knew he would not let the matter go unaddressed for long. Tom craved control, needed it to feel stable. Nonetheless, it seemed he trusted her enough to guide him through the journey for now, though she could sense the underlying tension in his silence. 

The train gave a jolt, then lurched forward, and with it, the weight of Hermione’s plan settled fully on her shoulders. As it rumbled through the countryside, she caught glimpses of Tom’s curious glances, his attention flicking between her and the scenery outside. Their exchanges continued, slowly growing heated with each passing hour. Hermione shifted in her seat, biting her lip as she attempted to ignore the way his magic whispered to hers. And unfortunately, no matter how much small talk chirped from Andromeda’s lips, her attention returned to the magical pull that begged her close.

When the train finally reached King's Cross Station, and the doors opened with a soft hiss, Hermione should’ve felt relief, but suddenly her body was heavier with nerves. Tom rose beside her, his gaze moving over the bustling crowd with practiced ease, his presence commanding and confident as he guided her through the masses. His eyes briefly met hers, and the unspoken understanding between them hung in the air, thick with anticipation. They had the next few weeks entirely to themselves.

Andromeda stayed close behind, following them as they walked through the chaotic station together, blending into the sea of travelers. Near the edge of the platform, Andromeda looked over at Hermione, her eyes soft with affection. She stepped forward, wrapping her arms around Hermione in a brief but heartfelt hug.

“Take care of yourself, alright?” Andromeda said softly, pulling away but keeping her hands on Hermione’s shoulders, her voice gentle. “I know you’ve got your plans, but don’t forget to enjoy yourself too. You deserve a good rest.”

Hermione smiled, grateful for her friend's words. “I will, I promise.” She glanced at Tom, then back at Andromeda. “And thank you—for always supporting us, even when I was too pig-headed to admit my feelings for him.”

“Always,” Andromeda nodded, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. “Ew, why am I getting so emotional? No more of that!” she laughed, fanning her face to chase away the tears. “Okay enough of that. I’ll see you soon. Both of you.” She gave one last wave to Hermione and Tom before she turned and disappeared into the sea of people. 

And then it was just Hermione and Tom. 

“So, where to first?” he asked, his tone still light but laced with the undertone of someone who had already seen a thousand possible outcomes, and was ready to face whatever came next.

Hermione took a deep breath, squaring her shoulders. “Do you trust me?”

“Would we be here if I didn’t?” he quipped with a look of challenge.

“Good.” She grabbed his hand to lead him to a back alley in the shadows of London.  

If they were to apparate, it would need to be away from prying eyes.

* * * *

 

“Where are we?” Tom asked, his voice laced with curiosity as he cautiously took in his surroundings.

They had made it—in one piece, thankfully—exactly to where Hermione had intended.

She stood beside him, her heart racing with anticipation. The air was cool and crisp, the sound of the churning Celtic Sea crashing against the cliffs creating a rhythmic backdrop to their arrival. They were on a narrow stone path, bordered by ancient, weather-worn walls that seemed to pulse with a silent energy, their jagged edges softened by age. Behind them, a tall, weathered column towered—The Pillar of Merlin—casting its shadow over the landscape, untouched by time’s relentless march.

“This is Avalorn,” Hermione replied softly, her voice filled with awe as she gazed out at the distant ruins and the distant glow of the Veil of Merlin, shimmering faintly beyond the cliff’s edge. She had dreamed of visiting this very spot since the first time she read about it as a second year student at Hogwarts, and she knew Tom would be one of the few people she could share it with—someone who would appreciate it as much as she did. “Beyond this veil is an ancient wizarding settlement. It’s said that Merlin spent a great portion of his life here, studying magic—real magic, not the watered-down, divided versions practiced in modern wizardry.”

Tom’s eyes narrowed slightly as he absorbed her words, a spark of recognition flickering in his eyes. “This place is shrouded in legend. How did you even know where to find it?” 

Hermione’s smile grew wider as she glanced at Tom, her eyes sparkling with a mix of mischief and pride. “I’ve always had a penchant for ancient magical history,” she replied, her voice carrying a note of excitement. “Avalorn wasn’t easy to uncover, but I’ve been researching it for a while—old texts, hidden clues, some very secretive sources.” She paused, letting the weight of her words sink in. “I had a feeling there would be something here that we could use. I’m not sure if you remember the chapter on soulmates.” Her cheeks flushed at her insinuation. 

“I do,” Tom’s gaze heated at her mention, instantly thinking of the bonding ritual, already on the same page as her before she had to spell it out. “A shared token. It’s what we need to complete the ritual of binding our souls together.”

“Exactly,” she agreed sheepishly. “The only problem is passing through the veil to reach the settlement. It doesn’t yield for just any witch or wizard.”

He studied her, clearly impressed by her tenacity and knowledge. “I’m intrigued,” he admitted, stepping closer to the Veil of Merlin, his eyes tracing the shimmering curtain of magic. “So, what’s next? How do we get past this veil?”

Hermione’s magic buzzed in excitement as she moved closer, her hand brushing against the ancient stone of the Pillar of Merlin. “The veil is tied to those who truly understand magic—its essence, its connection to the world. It’s said that only those who are worthy, who’ve demonstrated both magical skill and respect for magic of all kinds, can pass through. But I think we’re ready. I think we’ve both proven ourselves, in our own ways.”

Tom’s smirk deepened as he gave her a sideways glance. “Then let’s see if we can’t prove it again.”

Without waiting for another word, Hermione reached for his hand, her heart pounding as they approached the Veil of Merlin together. This was no ordinary place, no ordinary magic. But then again, together, they were no ordinary pair. 

 As they stepped closer to the shimmering veil, the air around them seemed to hum with an ancient energy, as though the very earth was alive with magic. The Veil of Merlin stretched before them, its translucent surface rippling gently, like the surface of a pond disturbed by a breeze. Hermione’s heart beat faster as she felt the pull of the magic—the weight of centuries of knowledge and power that had been sealed away in this hidden corner of the world.

Tom examined the veil closely, taking in every detail. “It’s waiting for something,” he muttered, more to himself than to Hermione. His hand tightened around hers, the subtle pressure a reminder of the trust they had in each other. Their eyes met, a shared understanding passing between them—this was not just about proving their magical prowess. It was about something deeper. It was about tackling this challenge together, as a team.

Hermione nodded, her eyes fixed on the veil. “It wants a sacrifice,” she said quietly, her voice filled with reverence. 

Her heart raced, but her movements remained deliberate and steady as she let go of Tom’s hand, reaching into her pocket to retrieve her wand. The cold wood felt solid in her grasp, and she carefully drew the tip across the inside of her hand. A faint, crimson bloom appeared as she dragged the wand, a small but deliberate cut that caused a quiet hiss of pain to escape her lips.

“What are you doing?” Tom’s voice cut through the silence, a trace of concern weaving through his words as his brows furrowed in confusion.

“Giving it a blood payment,” she replied, her voice calm despite the tingling in her palm. Her eyes never left the Veil, sensing that the magic demanded nothing less than this.

Tom’s expression shifted from confusion to a frown. “Hermione, I would’ve done it myself if you had told me that’s what it would take.”

Hermione’s lips curled into a small, teasing smile. “You would give your blood to spare me a little pain, Tom?” she asked, her tone light despite the gravity of the situation.

His eyes narrowed, a flicker of heat igniting behind them. “I’d give much more than that,” he said with quiet intensity, pulling out his own wand, unflinching as he carved into his flesh. “If you are giving blood, it’s only right for me to do the same.”

As he mimicked her gesture, the faint glow from the Veil seemed to pulse, almost as if reacting to their offering. Hermione watched, her heart heavy but resolute, knowing that this small act would be the key to unlocking the deeper mysteries of the place. They were bound to this moment now, bound by both magic and the bond that had grown between them.

She clasped his injured hand with hers, their blood mixing, and then their magic followed, a thrilling pulse swirling in the air. “Now.” Her voice was breathy, filled with both reverence and the anticipation of what was to come. Her heart raced, but it wasn’t fear—no, it was excitement, the kind that always preceded something monumental. With a final, synchronized step, they crossed into the veil. 

The shift was immediate. The air grew thick with palpable energy, the world around them warping and bending as if reality itself was unraveling. The edges of the Veil seemed to dissolve, leaving them standing at the threshold of something extraordinary. Avalorn—its ancient stones and ruins—materialized before them, bathed in an ethereal, otherworldly glow. It was as though the very essence of the land, steeped in centuries of forgotten magic, was welcoming them, recognizing them as part of a greater story.

Hermione’s breath caught in her throat. The world she had once studied only in books was now before her, vivid and alive in a way she could never have imagined. The settlement—ancient, forgotten, and beautiful—stood upon the rugged cliffs of Cornwall, a striking silhouette against the stormy sea. The architecture was unlike anything she had ever seen before. Buildings, weathered by centuries wind and salt, seemed to rise organically from the very stone of the cliffs, as though they had been carved from the land itself. The structures were massive, yet graceful—stones smoothed by the passage of time, their surfaces etched with runes and symbols long obscured by history. 

A stone sign with distinct markings stood tall near the entrance of the village. Hermione’s fingers itched to trace the ridges of each letter, to unravel their secrets, but she was too captivated by the sheer presence of the place to move.

“It’s a directory of sorts,” Tom observed, his voice smooth as he translated the ancient language, each name rolling effortlessly off his tongue. “Abbott, Avery, Black…”

Hermione’s brows knit together as she processed his words. “The Sacred Twenty-Eight lived here?” she murmured, the realization sending a ripple of confusion through her. She stepped closer, scanning the names. “But… there are over forty listed,” she pointed out, quickly recounting each row.

Tom frowned slightly, his eyes flicking toward the bottom of the list. “There are others I don’t recognize,” he noted, his fingers ghosting over the last few names. “Towards the end—see? Smith, Ali, Garcia…”

Hermione tilted her head, studying the stone more carefully. The further down the list she looked, the deeper and fresher the etchings appeared, the magic preserving them still humming beneath her fingertips. “The inscriptions at the bottom stand out more prominently,” she observed aloud, her thoughts racing. “Almost as if they were added later.”

“And they don’t follow alphabetical order like the others do,” Tom added, his expression carefully neutral, though Hermione could sense the gears turning in his mind.

“Smith…Ali… Garcia…” she repeated the names—names she had seen countless times in the Muggle world. Then, like a bolt of lightning, realization struck her. She turned to Tom, excitement spilling from her in a breathless rush. “Those are all common Muggle surnames! What if the newer names belonged to Muggle-born families?” She dropped to her knees, examining the lower carvings more closely, her heart pounding with possibility.

Tom scoffed. “Living in the same village as the Sacred Twenty-Eight?” His disbelief was evident, almost dismissive. “Impossible.”

Hermione barely heard him, too consumed by the idea taking shape in her mind. “Perhaps they moved here after discovering their magic,” she pressed on, her theory solidifying with each passing second. “What if Avalorn was more than a pureblood settlement for the old wizarding families? What if it was a sanctuary for any witch or wizard who sought it out? Including muggle borns!”

She could see the moment doubt flickered in his expression, the way his lips pressed together in thought. He wasn’t convinced—yet. But Hermione knew what she had uncovered. The truth had been written in stone.

Determined to prove it to him, she pressed forward, dragging him alongside her as she weaved through the remnants of the settlement until they reached what must have once been the heart of the village. The ruins of an assembly hall stretched before them, its grandeur just as worn as the rest of the buildings, yet still imposing and distinct in its skeletal remains. Thick columns jutted toward the sky, their surfaces covered by creeping ivy, while the fragmented floor beneath them bore traces of what were once intricate carvings.

“This must’ve been where they gathered,” she murmured, stepping carefully over the uneven stone. “Where they learned together, worked magic together.”

Tom’s gaze swept the space, assessing. “You’re certain?”

“Look around you,” she said, motioning toward the arrangement of worn stone benches positioned in makeshift circles, each angled toward the center of the room. “This wasn’t designed for a single ruler or leader. It was made for equals.”

Scattered around the chamber were remnants of ritual tools: weathered brass bowls, their interiors still stained with traces of long-dried potion residue; thin candelabras mounted into the stone, melted wax pooling at their bases in uneven drips; a collection of small, rune-marked stones arranged in deliberate patterns, as though left untouched after their last use. Near the far wall, an overturned cauldron lay cracked in two, its edges laced with the shimmer of old enchantments that had not quite faded.

“And it wasn’t just a meeting place,” she breathed, looking up at Tom. “They practiced magic here. Together. Ritual magic.”

He made a thoughtful noise but didn’t argue. Instead, his eyes were drawn to something half-buried beneath fallen debris near the center of the hall. With a flick of his wand, the rubble lifted, revealing a stone slab beneath, its surface dulled by dust.

Hermione stepped closer, her breath hitching as she knelt and wiped away the grime. As the stone was cleared, the faint glow of an inscription shimmered into view, its elegant script still pulsing with residual magic.

“Better together.” It was a declaration. A promise. A truth that had outlived the ones who had once spoken it—forever recorded it.

Hermione’s fingers trembled slightly as she traced the words. “This is it,” she whispered. “This is what they believed. This is what we came here for. Dont' you see? The solution to any problem: past, present, future.”

Tom crouched beside her, his expression unreadable as he studied the inscription. He dragged his fingers along the etching, magic sparking faintly beneath his touch. “A curious sentiment,” he mused, though there was no disdain in his voice—only consideration.

Hermione exhaled, her resolve settling. “We should take it with us.”

Tom arched a brow, amusement flickering behind his eyes. “You plan to carry an entire stone slab out of here?”

Hermione shot him a look. “We’ve done far more complicated things than this.”

With a measured glance at the relic, Tom twirled his wand between his fingers before flicking it in a sharp, deliberate motion. The slab trembled, then slowly lifted from the earth, dust and debris scattering as centuries-old magic stirred in protest. The inscription glowed faintly, as though resisting its removal, but then the light dimmed, almost in recognized approval.

Hermione stepped forward, steadying it with a hand, feeling the pulse of old magic beneath her fingertips. “It wants to be remembered,” she murmured, half to herself. “Not buried here and forgotten.”

Tom watched her carefully, his eyes lingering on the admiration in her touch. “And this is what you wish to use?” His voice was quiet, yet weighted. “For our binding?”

She met his questioning stare, unflinching. “Have you ever seen anything more fitting?”

For a long moment, he said nothing. Then, with a slow, knowing smirk, he flicked his wand again, shrinking the stone until it fit neatly into Hermione’s palm. “Then let’s not leave it behind.”

She curled her fingers around it, feeling the weight of its history—and of the future they would carve with it. Before she could say another word, Tom leaned in, brushing a soft, fleeting kiss against her lips. It was brief, but warm, communicating an unspoken agreement sealed between them. 

“Let’s go,” he murmured, taking her hand in his. “We have a future to shape.”

Notes:

Hermione finally getting to travel for pleasure, and with a loved one to enjoy it with 🥺❤️

Chapter 40

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

In the days leading up to Christmas, Hermione found herself swept into a whirlwind of wonder and discovery. She and Tom had spent the week journeying across continents, visiting nearly half a dozen sites steeped in magical history—the revered tombs of the Hogwarts founders, the haunting remnants of the First Wizarding War’s battlefields, the windswept cliffs near the Cave of the Elders, and even the enchanted ruins of the Library of Alexandria, hidden deep beneath protective wards and layers of time.

With each passing destination, she found that it wasn’t just the novelty in the change of backdrop that made this journey unforgettable. It was the quiet things—unexpected laughter over shared meals, the chill of sea air on their cheeks as they stood atop cliffs at dusk, the way music in a distant tavern made Tom tap his fingers absently against her arm in rhythm. These moments felt like fragments of something sacred. 

Traveling with someone who matched her curiosity—and at times, even surpassed it—was a joy Hermione hadn’t realized she was missing. Tom proved to be a sharp, eager companion, his mind constantly racing to challenge hers. She relished the moments they spent poring over ancient scripts or trading theories by candlelight, their conversations spirited and stimulating. No detail was too small, no interpretation beyond question. Every monument sparked a new debate, every artifact became a battleground for their competing intellects. But in those fleeting, unguarded silences between arguments, Hermione began to realize it wasn’t about winning or being right. It was about collaboration between inquisitive minds—the melding of ideas, the passion of debate, the exploration of uncharted knowledge—and the comfort of knowing that the person beside her wasn’t exasperated by her constant questions or ceaseless stream of consciousness, but invigorated by them, energized in the same way she was.

However, all good things eventually came to an end. So, when they awoke on Christmas morning, nestled in each other’s arms, tucked away in a quiet inn located by the coast of the Canary Islands, they agreed it was time to pack up and face Little Hangleton head on. Once Tom mended his soul, they would review and refine their plans to take out Grindelwald, and then they would have the rest of their lives to travel together.

The warmth of the Canary Islands still lingered on Hermione’s skin as they apparated to the outskirts of Little Hangleton. The sun-drenched coastlines and lively music of Spanish guitars faded into memory, replaced by the quiet, brooding stillness of the English countryside. A biting wind swept through the skeletal trees, rustling dead leaves along the narrow path that wound toward the village. Everything here felt subdued, as though the land itself remembered the darkness that once festered within it. Hermione tightened her scarf, her fingers brushing Tom’s as they moved forward in silence. 

This was where he set down a dark path—where he further unravelled his already broken soul. And if they succeeded, it would be the place where it finally came back together.

The Gaunt house stood at the edge of the village, as if reluctant to be associated with the rest of the town. It was a crumbling relic, hidden in the shadows of twisted, barren trees that reached toward the sky like gnarled fingers. The stone structure seemed to sag beneath the weight of its own history, windows darkened and shrouded with grime, casting the place in a sense of abandonment that was chilling. No light shone from within, not even the faintest glow from the hearth. 

Had it really only been a few years since Tom had wiped out the last of its occupants? If she hadn’t known any better, she would’ve guessed it had been abandoned for decades, if not centuries. The silence that clung to the house felt timeless, as though the place had long been left to rot, untouched by the world. Each cracked stone and weathered roof tile whispered of a family whose legacy was sealed by tragedy and violence, cursed by their bloodline, their choices, and consumed by their own ambition and relentless pursuit of power.

They reached the doorstep, where a thick layer of ivy had crept up the stone, twisting and curling over the door frame like some ancient protector, guarding the house from intrusion. Tom stood motionless before the threshold, his gaze locked on the darkened doorway. For a long moment, he simply watched, as if waiting for the house itself to acknowledge his presence. Hermione could feel the tension in the air, thick and palpable, a strange sense of inevitability hanging over them. 

She wanted to speak, to offer some words of comfort, but for once, she wasn’t sure what the right answer was. So, she gave his fingers an affectionate squeeze, hoping her presence was enough to anchor him, to remind him that the world outside of his history was what truly mattered. The Gaunt house might hold answers to his fractured soul, but neither it, nor the family who once lived there, defined him—unless he chose to let them.

With a swift movement, Tom thrust open the door, the wood groaning in protest, revealing a dusty interior shrouded in darkness. The smell of dust and age wafted from within, mingling with the dampness of the cool night air. Their footsteps echoed down the hallway, rotting floorboards creaked beneath their weight. Shadows clung to the walls, creeping across the intricate cobwebs hanging like gauze from the ceiling beams.

“I never thought I’d come back here,” Tom muttered, his voice low, reverberating with something between contempt and resignation. His hand brushed against the wall, tracing the tears in the wallpaper, almost lost in the act, his mind undoubtedly reaching back through the years, trying to connect the broken pieces of his lineage. 

Hermione remained close, her eyes flicking around, taking in the oppressive atmosphere. The Gaunt house was as much a relic of suffering as it was of grandeur, a once-proud home now reduced to a haunted shell. “Is it just as you remember?” She asked, watching him closely. 

Hermione treaded carefully, aware of just how close she was to pushing Tom’s limits. She didn’t want to overstep his boundaries—something she suspected they were already perilously close to doing—but she needed access to his memories if she was going to call out to the spirit realm.

After Tom had first given her the Gaunt Ring, she had spent hours locked away in her room, trying in vain to summon someone—Harry, Lupin, or Fred. But time was against her. None of the people she had known in her own life had even been born yet, and the ring, for all its legendary power, had offered only silence in return.

This time, though, the circumstances were different. Here, now, she had a chance to reach someone who belonged to this era—someone tied to Tom by blood. If she played it right, she might be able to use the resonance of his memories to summon his mother’s ghost... and perhaps do it without Tom realizing what she was truly attempting.

“I didn’t even get this far last time,” he muttered, though his voice sounded distant, his eyes fixed on a spot beyond her, as though reliving it moment by moment. “Merope saw me from the window. I’d been staked out on the sidewalk all afternoon after finding the Riddle mansion empty. She knew who I was right away.”

Hermione kept silent as Tom spoke, her gaze steady, her fingers intentionally tracing the worn grooves of the Resurrection Stone in her palm. She didn’t need to speak—she just needed to give him the space he needed to let everything spill out.

“She flinched as she walked outside,” Tom continued, his tone thick with memory, “like she hadn’t seen daylight in years. But she was smiling.” His lip curled at the thought. “Her eyes were dull, her hair greasy and hanging in clumps. It was clear she hadn’t bathed in days. Even her clothes were hanging off her like rags.”

Hermione absorbed the words, building the image in her mind—the hollow shell of a woman long broken, stepping out into the sun as if it were foreign. Hermione didn’t react to the venom lacing his voice, but her heart clenched—equally for the younger version of Tom as well as the man before her now.

“The Gaunts,” he spat, sweeping a hand at the decaying room, “were supposed to be my legacy. The noble bloodline. But this—this filth—is all I found.” His fingers curled into a fist, his eyes narrowed in resentment. “I’d believed the lies, the pureblood fantasies my classmates held so dear. I thought if I could find my magical roots, if I could anchor myself to some great lineage, it would all make sense. That I could finally command the respect I was owed.”

He turned in place slowly, taking in the rotting floorboards, the yellowed drapes, the scent of mildew and old misery. His voice dropped into something quieter—but no less cutting. “But all I found was more of a reason to be ashamed.”

Hermione didn’t look away. She understood now, more than ever, how deep the scars of his past ran. Her fingers clutched the stone tighter, calling forth what could still be retrieved from the wreckage.

Tom’s eyes met hers—uncertain, guarded, but searching.

“You’re the most brilliant wizard I know,” she said sincerely, her thumb brushing lightly along his cheekbone. “And blood, or legacy, has nothing to do with it. You built yourself. Every spell you mastered, every boundary you pushed—it was because of your mind, your will. Not theirs.”

He didn’t respond, but she could feel the tension in his shoulders shift, like something deep within him had been seen and not judged.

“Just like you don’t need them to achieve greatness,” she added quietly, “they can’t claim that your greatness has anything to do with them.”

For a moment, neither of them moved. The decay of the Gaunt shack faded into the background, its silence filled not with shame, but with something far more powerful—understanding.

“Thank you, Hermione,” Tom said with a shaky breath. His forehead rested against hers, his eyes closing as he leaned into the comfort she offered, letting her magic soothe him in a way that words could not.

But before she could respond, a harsh, grating voice shattered the stillness.

“Don’t fill his head up with that rubbish!”

Hermione froze, her heart skipping a beat as the cold, rasping words cut through the air. She stepped back quickly, her pulse racing.

“Did you hear that?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper, her eyes darting around, searching for the source of the sound.

“What did you hear?” Tom asked, his tone skeptical, but his hand already slipping into his pocket for his wand. He was on alert, his eyes focusing, scanning the space around them.

Hermione’s hand instinctively clenched around the Resurrection Stone, its power surging faintly in her grip, her senses heightening. There, in the periphery of her vision, she saw them. 

Three figures stood behind them—distinctly solid yet inexplicably opaque. They hovered, as if caught between worlds, neither fully alive nor truly dead. Their shapes were blurred, their outlines faint and ghostly, but their presence was undeniable. The air around them seemed to hum with an eerie energy.

“His entire existence is an embarrassment,” the raspy voice spoke again, the words laced with venom. “And from the sound of your attitude, you’re either a blood traitor, halfling, or a mudblood yourself. The whole lot of you should be put to death if you ask me.”

Hermione’s breath quickened, her fingers trembling around the stone. Her eyes widened as she recognized the figure at the center of the group—small, grotesque, with broad shoulders and long, gangly arms. His wrinkled face twisted in disdain, and his eyes burned with loathing.

Marvolo Gaunt.

The image was so vivid, so real, that for a moment, she could barely breathe. How could this revolting figure have been the relation of someone as handsome and charismatic as Tom? The disparity between them was so vast, it almost felt like an insult.

Flanking each side were equally unattractive companions. To the left, a younger version of himself—Morfin Gaunt—and to the right, his unfortunate daughter, the victim of Tom’s anger—Merope.

When Hermione turned to Tom, he was looking at her with confusion, his eyes searching hers for an explanation. His brow furrowed in concern, but he couldn’t see the figures. He couldn’t hear the voices. “Hermione, are you okay?” 

She didn’t answer immediately, but she was aware that the longer she waited, the more suspicious Tom would grow. 

“Did you—” Hermione began, but she stopped herself.

“No,” she said after a beat, trying to shake the unsettling feeling in her chest. “Nothing. It’s nothing.” She offered him a strained smile, attempting to mask the horror she was experiencing. “It was probably just an old floorboard that creaked.”

Tom didn’t look convinced. He glanced around the room, then back at Hermione, his expression a mix of skepticism and worry. “Should we leave?” 

“Of course not,” Hermione attempted to ignore the thudding of her heart in her chest as she tried to steady her breathing.

Hermione quickly shook her head, forcing a calmness she didn’t quite feel. “Of course not,” she replied, trying to ignore the thudding of her heart in her chest as she steadied her breathing. Her eyes flickered nervously toward the figures still lingering in the room, but she couldn’t bring herself to say anything more. She needed to act normal. Needed to make him believe nothing was wrong. “We’re here for answers. And we won’t get them if we run now.”

Tom seemed to take a moment to process her words, but his frown deepened, clearly not entirely convinced by her calm exterior. He stepped a little closer, his protective instincts kicking in, though Hermione was certain he was still wondering what was really going on in her mind.

But there was nothing she could say to make him understand what only she could see.

The figures—Marvolo and the others—remained a terrifying blur in her peripheral vision, but Hermione forced herself to look ahead, to keep her attention on the task at hand. It didn’t matter how much Marvolo and Morfin’s faces twisted in hatred, or that their lips curled into a sneer as if daring her to challenge them. Instead, Merope’s face—hauntingly familiar, yet distant—was what gave Hermione the strength to keep her focus. Merope’s big brown eyes shimmered with something between gratitude and sorrow, a silent thank you from beyond the grave. It was that, not the gaunt, sneering faces of Merope’s brother and father, that helped Hermione carry on.

“We’re fine,” she added softly, trying to reassure both him and herself. “Let’s just stay focused.”

“Okay,” Tom sighed, his shoulders relaxing a touch. “But if you need to leave, we leave. No questions.”

Hermione nodded, grateful for Tom’s concern, though her thoughts were already drifting elsewhere. Her eyes followed the figure of Merope as she quietly stepped forward, moving past Tom with a subtle grace. Merope’s gaze remained fixed on the floor, her posture slumped in sorrow, yet there was no mistaking the message. Hermione could feel it—a pull, gentle yet insistent. Merope wanted them to follow.

She glanced at Tom, trying to mask the turmoil within her, but her heart was racing. It was impossible to ignore the silent plea in Merope’s eyes. Without a word, Hermione took a step forward, trusting her instincts, hoping Tom wouldn’t notice the slight tremble in her hands.

“Come on,” she said softly, nudging her head towards Merope’s direction. “Let’s see where this leads.”

Merope moved with ghostlike silence, her translucent form gliding ahead down the narrow, rickety hallway. Hermione followed closely, the floor creaking beneath her with each careful step, while Tom kept pace at her side, unaware of the specter just feet before them.

They passed four identical doors—each shut tight and radiating an eerie stillness—before Merope came to a halt at the end of the corridor. There, she slowly lifted her arm and pointed upward, her movement deliberate. Hermione followed her gaze, her heart beating faster.

“There’s a trap door,” Tom observed, his voice cutting through the charged silence. He was looking directly where Merope had gestured, his brows furrowing in thought.

Hermione swallowed, butterflies of anticipation rushing through her.

Tom couldn’t see Merope. He couldn’t see the way she lingered beneath the attic, a look of pleading in her faded eyes. He couldn’t sense the woman’s silent urgency pressing into Hermione’s consciousness—because he had no idea she was right there. His own mother, suspended between life and death, guiding them toward something still hidden.

So Hermione had to pretend it was simply a coincidence that they noticed something so seemingly insignificant.

“Should we investigate?” she asked, keeping her tone light, measured—she wanted to appear calm and curious instead of exuding the frantic energy buzzing inside of her.

“The attic is as good a place as any to start with, I suppose,” he nodded, stepping onto the tips of his toes to tug for the wire that hung just out of reach. The trapdoor creaked ominously as it loosened, years of dust spiraling into the air like breath from the past as a set of stairs unfolded.

“Do you think they’re safe to climb?” Hermione asked, feeling a sudden rush of nerves. 

Lumos .” The light Tom conjured cut a narrow path through the darkness above as he tested the first step with his foot, frowning slightly at the protesting groan of the wood. “Only one way to find out,” he replied, though Hermione noted the cautious tension in his posture as he began to ascend. 

She lingered at the base for a moment, eyes flickering upward into the dark mouth of the attic and then to the empty space beside her—where Merope had stood only moments before.

“I’m right behind you.” Hermione called out to Tom. The words left her lips in a whisper, half reassurance, half anchor for herself as she placed a careful foot on each step. They creaked under her weight, brittle with age, but held nonetheless until they made it to the open space above the entirety of the house. 

What greeted them on the other side was nothing like the rest of the Gaunt house. Yes, the familiar scent of mildew and dust curled in the air, thick and cloying, but there was a subtle order to the space that made it feel oddly preserved—almost reverent. A small cot in the corner had been carefully made, the thin blanket still neatly folded at the foot of it. Next to it, a single vase sat on the crooked windowsill, long dried flowers arranged with an attention to detail that didn’t belong to the chaos of the rest of the home. Someone had tried to make this space livable—safe, even.

Hermione took it in slowly, her fingers brushing over a small shelf of worn books, each one lovingly patched with Spellotape. A faded nightdress hung on a hook behind the door, and beside it, a chipped porcelain bowl and pitcher rested on a wooden washstand. It was simple, but clean. Purposeful. It didn’t take much deduction to know whose sanctuary this had been.

“Merope’s room,” Hermione said under her breath, the realization settling like a hush in her chest.

Tom didn’t respond immediately—he was standing at the far wall, brows furrowed, staring at something peculiar. Hermione joined him, and her breath caught.

The wall was covered in clippings. Carefully arranged and layered to form a crude timeline, they spanned over years. Muggle newspapers, yellowed and curling, marked early incidents from the orphanage Tom grew up in: “Boy Found in Basement After Orphanage Fire,” “Unexplained Animal Deaths Prompt Investigation,” and “Odd Behavior Patterns of Local Snakes.” And alongside them, wizarding articles: “Newest Class of Hogwarts: 1938,” “Young Riddle Earns Top Honors at Hogwarts,” “Slytherin Prodigy Outpaces Peers in Magical Theory.”

Some clippings were scrawled with handwritten notes in faded ink—short, but meaningful fragments. “My son?” “So bright. So special.” “So much better than us all.”

Hermione’s hand drifted to her mouth. “She watched you. All those years… she was watching from afar.”

Tom stared silently, his expression unreadable, but Hermione could see the shift in his eyes. A flicker of something fragile. Something old and wounded. 

“She knew where I was the entire time, and never came for me.” Hermione’s heart ached at the tension in his voice—the tightness of pain carefully veiled behind cold logic and bitter questions. His words echoed off the attic walls, bouncing between grief and fury, and for a moment, he wasn’t the composed young man with all the answers. He was just a boy. A boy who had never understood why no one had come for him.

“She didn’t just disappear,” Hermione said, her voice low, threaded with empathy. “She loved you. She must have had a good reason for staying away from you, Tom.”

But he couldn’t accept that. Hermione could see it in the way his shoulders curled inward, in the way he bowed his head against the wall as if trying to press the truth out of the cold stone.

“How could there be a good reason to stay away from your child, Hermione?” he asked, the name sounding like an accusation. “To condemn them to the loneliness and cruelty of an orphanage instead?”

Hermione’s gaze drifted to the final clipping—the one he was resting beneath. The boy in the photograph looked nothing like the one beside her now. Tom had perfected his mask early. Chin lifted, eyes hard, the same calculating charm he wore like armor even then. He didn’t look lost. He looked determined to never be vulnerable again.

The air stirred behind them as a shadowed figure approached. 

Merope.

The spirit moved softly, cautiously, as if she didn’t want to intrude. She stood before the wall now, alongside Tom, her sight sweeping over each preserved article lovingly, her brown eyes shimmering with pride—and sorrow. There was no malice in her. No madness. Just the fragile ache of a mother who had watched from the background for far too long.

She drifted closer to Tom, her fingers lifting hesitantly, reaching toward the dark hair that fell over his brow. The gesture was tender, instinctive. The true mark of a mother’s love.

Hermione didn’t breathe. Tom didn’t move—he couldn’t see her. But Hermione could. And she now knew with complete certainty that Tom’s mother hadn’t abandoned him.

Without a doubt, Merope Gaunt had loved her son every day of his life.

“Think about it, Tom,” Hermione prompted gently. “Look around you. Why would her room be up here in the attic?”

She stepped slowly across the creaking floorboards, hands carefully tracing the folded linens on the narrow bed, the modest stack of books arranged neatly beside it, the chipped vase still holding the brittle remains of wildflowers long since dried. This space was different—untouched by the filth and chaos below. It had been kept tidy, as though it were her only refuge in the house, the only place she could be herself, or feel at peace.

“She wasn’t hiding from you,” Hermione continued, her eyes drifting across the wall of carefully arranged clippings, each one bearing quiet testimony to a mother’s unseen pride. Her fingers brushed the edge of one—yellowed with age, marked with Merope’s delicate, faded script. She read aloud, voice wavering, “ So bright. So special.

A soft breath escaped her lips as she moved to the next. “ So much better than all of us. ” Hermione swallowed, the weight of it sinking in. “Her own family banished her, a pureblood witch, to live in a cold, isolated attic. Imagine what they would’ve done to her half blood son. She wanted you to have a better life than she did, Tom. She must have believed keeping her distance was the only way to give that to you.”

Her eyes flicked toward him, searching his expression. “You were never forgotten.”

“All this proves was that she was weak and pathetic. She should’ve left! What’s the point of having magic if you’re not going to use it.” Tom’s words lashed out, his voice rising like a sudden blaze. “If she were a real witch, she would’ve done anything she could to be a good mother.”

Hermione flinched, not from fear, but from the sting of his bitterness—so raw and deep it threatened to work against their intended goal. If anything, learning more about Merope was only making him more resentful instead of inspiring remorse. 

Even so, Merope didn’t retreat. She simply inclined her head, her eyes soft with unconditional understanding. She bore his anger with a kind of mournful grace, as though she believed it her penance to endure.

Hermione watched the exchange in silence. She wanted to argue—to make him see the strength it had taken for Merope to love him in the face of such suffering—but the words tangled on her tongue. He wasn’t ready for the truth. Not yet.

Tom turned away. “I think we’ve found all we need here,” he said briskly, already heading for the stairs. “Let’s move on to the next room.”

Hermione lingered a moment longer, watching Merope’s wistful expression before she whispered, almost silently, “I see you, even if he doesn’t.”

Tom’s mother reached out her hand, setting it on Hermione’s wrist. She felt nothing where the tips of Merope’s fingers touched her, another reminder that while the women stood in front of her in image, she was still not truly flesh and blood. And yet, the flash Merope’s small smile sent another pang in Hermione’s heart. How would Tom’s life have been different if Merope had kept him? Hermione couldn’t help but wonder.

A loud bang drew Hermione’s attention back to the area below the attic. 

Tom was already back in the main hallways, slamming doors open with one flick of his wand destructively. He glanced in each room in disinterest, already dismissing them as insignificant, until they reached the final one towards the front of the hallway. 

The fireplace magically ignited the moment he passed through the door frame. 

“They even have their line traced back to Slytherin,” Tom muttered, his voice laced with both fascination and disdain as he stepped into the room, eyes trained on the wall above the hearth. 

Hermione trailed behind him, still quiet from the attic, her steps slower, more tentative.  She took in the details of the room—the pristine arrangement of the tea service, the lack of dust, the perfect symmetry of the furniture. It was as though someone had been here recently, or at the very least, someone had once taken pride in maintaining this particular space.

But it was the portraits that drew her in. Dozens of faces lined the room—some haughty, others grim, many cruel. She recognized Marvolo and Morfin among them immediately, frozen in constant movement, sneering and muttering as if even their enchantments had been infused with hatred. But it was the lone female figure, small and pale in the bottom corner, that caught Hermione’s breath in her throat.

Merope.

Her portrait didn’t move like the others. Instead of a sneer or scowl, her eyes simply blinked now and then, glassy and lost, a faint smile twitching at the corners of her mouth when no one was watching. She was placed lower than the others—an afterthought. Her name had been scratched in with thin, uneven strokes, and in its place the words “Mute Squib Whore” were etched in bold letters.

“This whole family worshiped bloodlines like religion,” Hermione said softly, stepping closer to the tree, heart heavy. “They carved pride into cruelty. And her. She was just… discarded.”

Tom didn’t answer immediately. He stood stiffly near the fireplace, hands clenched, his jaw tight. His gaze was fixed on the carved name “Slytherin” at the very top of the tree, as if he were searching for some fragment of himself hidden in the roots.

“They thought the legacy mattered more than the people,” Hermione continued, more to herself than to him. “But they forgot the most important part. The people are the legacy.”

“My mother was a Squib,” Tom muttered, the words landing somewhere between a confession and a curse.

Hermione turned her head slowly, studying the rigid line of his shoulders, the way his fists curled tightly at his sides. The firelight danced across his profile, highlighting the hollowness beneath his eyes.

“We don’t know that for fact,” Hermione said gently, stepping closer. “And even if she were, that doesn't mean that she was any less than, or that she didn’t love you.”

Tom’s eyes dropped at last, following the spiral of smoke curling from the fireplace as if it might offer him answers. For a moment, he looked tired—far too old for someone only approaching nineteen years of age. The kind of weariness that lived in the soul, not the body.

“She should’ve left,” he said again, but his voice had lost its earlier venom. “She should’ve taken me and run. Or fought. Anything but this.”

Hermione didn’t reply right away. She stepped beside him, close but not imposing, letting the quiet settle for a beat.

“Maybe she couldn’t,” she said finally. “Maybe she thought protecting you meant letting you go. And maybe she was wrong. But that doesn’t make her love any less real.”

Tom didn’t argue. He just stood there, staring into the fire as the shadows of his ancestors flickered around him—forever watching, but finally, for once, saying nothing at all.

From the corner of her eye, Hermione saw movement. Merope had stepped beneath the doorframe, her figure half-lit by the orange glow of the hearth, still silent. She raised a hand and motioned gently for Hermione to follow. Her expression remained soft, expectant. Patient.

Hermione gave a small nod in return, subtly flicking her fingers in Merope’s direction—a wordless request for just a moment more.

“I know this is a lot to digest right now, Tom,” Hermione said softly, turning back to him. She reached for his hand and laced her fingers through his, grounding him as much as herself. Then, slowly, she lifted his hand and pressed a kiss to the back of it, a gesture both tender and steadying. “But humor me for just a few moments longer.”

“What would happen if I couldn’t mend my soul, Hermione?” Tom asked, lifting his glassy eyes to hers. The flickering firelight cast shadows across his face, softening the sharp edges, illuminating the vulnerability he rarely allowed to surface. He looked almost boyish like this—uncertain, exposed. “Would you still stand by my side?”

“If you couldn’t mend it,” she said slowly, carefully, “then I’d help carry the pieces.”

She reached up to brush a stray curl from his brow, her touch gentle. “Whatever happens—whole or shattered—I’m not going anywhere, Tom.”

He tugged her closer, running his hands up her arms, across her shoulders, until they secured themselves loosely around her neck. His thumbs skimmed over her pulse, as if reminding himself that she were real. 

“Okay,” he whispered, the word barely audible—like an exhale, like a truce.

Hermione felt his forehead come to rest against hers, the warmth of his breath mingling with her own. The storm inside him hadn’t passed, not completely, but something in him had quieted. Not peace, perhaps—but permission. To hope. To trust. To believe that he finally didn’t have to face it all alone.

Her hands settled on his chest, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as if anchoring herself—anchoring them . With a gentle tug, she drew him down, her lips brushing against his in a kiss that was soft, chaste, but full of unspoken conviction.

It wasn’t about passion—it was about presence. About choosing him, again and again, no matter how jagged the path became.

Tom froze for the briefest moment, as though stunned by the tenderness, before his arms tightened slightly around her in response. He didn’t speak, but in the stillness that followed, Hermione felt the shift in him—subtle, but undeniable—as he melted into her arms.

She pulled back just enough to meet his eyes. “Do you trust me?” she asked with a reassuring smile. 

“You wouldn’t be here if I didn’t,” he chuckled, the sound low and almost disbelieving, as if surprised by how true the words felt. His fingers brushed lightly against her jaw, lingering for a moment before falling back to his sides. “Though I still haven’t quite figured out how you keep managing to convince me.”

Hermione smiled wider, her gaze warm. “Magic,” she whispered, tone teasing, before allowing her magic to spark against him in the way only they could reach out to each other—an unspoken tether humming between their fingertips, intense and intimate.

“Now follow me,” she added, flicking her eyes toward the kitchen just as Merope turned and slipped silently into the next corridor.

“The kitchen?” Tom questioned, a brow arching as he glanced down the dim hallway. “What could we possibly find here?”

To be frank, Hermione had no idea what Merope wanted them to find, but something deep in her gut told her it mattered, so she went with it. 

“With how traditional the Gaunts seemed,” she said, stepping lightly toward the doorway, “I’d imagine Merope would be the only one to step foot in here, wouldn’t you think? It’s likely the only place in the house that was hers—entirely hers—aside from her bedroom in the attic.”

Tom followed, slower now, his earlier skepticism tempered by curiosity. He picked up a leather-bound book from the counter, blowing the dust from the cover. 

He scoffed and let the book drop with a thud, sending a puff of dust into the air. “I hardly think we’ll learn much from a cookbook.”

But as the dust settled, something else stirred the space—something softer. A faint, musical sound lifted in the air like wind chimes catching a breeze. Hermione froze, eyes widening.

For the first time since Merope’s arrival, Hermione heard her voice—not words exactly, but a light, breathy giggle that drifted past her ear like a fond memory. She turned her head, heart thudding, and caught sight of Merope leaning near the hearth, eyes crinkled in amusement as she looked at Tom.

Hermione’s lips parted slightly. The giggle had been brief, fleeting, but unmistakable—warm, and utterly human.

“Not so fast,” Hermione nearly shouted, stepping quickly between Tom and the abandoned book. “What if it’s not just a cookbook?”

Tom arched a brow, unconvinced. “It says Advanced Cookbook for Healers, Hermione. Hardly the stuff of dark secrets.”

She gently picked it up, brushing her fingers over the worn leather cover as though it might reveal something if she handled it kindly enough. “Exactly. Advanced Cookbook for Healers. What if it’s not everyday recipes? What if it’s her—what if this is where she kept the parts of herself no one else ever saw?”

Hermione thought back to the potions book Harry found in sixth year. The Advanced Potion-Making title should have been a common knowledge guide for potions, and yet, the half blood Prince transformed it into something so much more. With Snape’s annotations and the self-created spells he had recorded throughout the worn pages, it became something intimate—an archive of his identity, his genius, his grief. A diary in disguise.

Hermione's fingers trembled slightly as she opened the cover of Advanced Cookbook for Healers, flipping past the formal index and standardized instructions. The margins were littered with delicate handwriting, loopy and slanted, faded with time but still legible. Not recipes, but notes. Titles crossed out and replaced. Personal reflections of proper adjustments. Occasional lines of poetry. Scribbled lists of ingredients that didn’t appear in any published brew.

“This isn’t just a cookbook,” she breathed. “It’s a book of potions she created.”

She glanced at Tom, whose frown deepened as he leaned in to get a better look. His eyes scanned the pages rapidly, flicking between the potion diagrams and soft, emotional commentary written in the margins. 

“Interesting,” Tom mused.

Hermione blinked, unsure whether she was more stunned by the words on the page or by the unexpected grin curling Tom’s lips—his first, she realized, since they’d stepped foot into the Gaunt home. His eyes gleamed, alight not with warmth, but something far sharper. She edged closer, her gaze flicking to the annotated recipe that had caught his attention.

Memory Improvement was scratched out—decisively, unapologetically—and in its place, Merope had scrawled For Dementia. The changes were subtle, but precise. She’d removed the whimsical forget-me-knots and substituted three drops of River Lethe Water—dangerous, if brewed improperly. Poetic, in the cruelest way, if done intentionally. And below it, in the uneven but passionate scrawl of a woman who’d had too much time to think and not enough space to speak, was a poem.

 

I stopped giving him Amortentia,

When I found out I was pregnant.

I could have forgiven him 

For throwing me away, for hating me,

For calling me a stupid mute bitch.

But I could never forgive him, 

For rejecting our beautiful boy.

I tried to give him time and space,

To realize what a blessing our baby was,

But he insisted that what he wanted most, 

Was to forget all about me and my ‘spawn,’

So before I say goodbye to him,

I will grant him this last kindness.

He won’t remember me, or our time together,

He won’t remember how good I was to him,

Or the son that looks just like him.

And he won’t remember anything else either,

Including his life before me, or his life after me.

He won’t remember his own name,

Or even how to wipe his own arse,

Once I’m done with the bastard. 

 

It wasn’t just a potion. It was a confession. A farewell. A weapon. And, in its own twisted way, a declaration of love—grieving and furious.

“She was—” Hermione started, her voice tight with emotion.

“Brilliant,” Tom said before she could finish, his grin fading. “Look, it gets better.”

Hermione’s heart sank, unsure whether the pride in his voice came from recognition or from delight. Because this wasn’t just some potion-maker’s clever trick. This was Merope’s pain—Merope’s power. And Tom, her son, was seeing it not as tragedy… but as triumph.

On the left page, Hermione’s eyes widened as she took in the messy ink and aggressive strikethroughs. What had once been titled Health and Longevity had been rebranded in a cramped scrawl at the top margin: Slow, Painful Death.

Unlike the subtle, poetic modifications on the opposite page, this edit was brutal and deliberate. Ingredients had been crossed out with jagged strokes—ginseng, billywig stings, phoenix feather extract—all removed and replaced with an entirely new concoction of malicious design. Belladonna. Basilisk venom. Flobberworm mucus for slow absorption. There were margin notes in the same handwriting as before, but the tone was darker, furious, as if her quill had carved the words into the parchment.

Hermione read them slowly, feeling the weight behind each line.

 

My whole life I’ve been dying slowly, 

The worthless, embarrassing, squib, 

Not good enough for Durmstrang or Hogwarts,

Certainly not good enough for the Gaunt family.

But when I found out about my baby boy,

I thought I finally had something to live for.

Until Papa found out, and placed a curse on me,

So each night, before midnight stuck,

I’d have to choose between death,

And the cage of these walls.

But when I finally gave birth,

I told Papa my son didn’t survive,

And I left him at an orphanage, 

To give him a chance—one that I never had—to thrive.

And even though it feels so wrong,

I know it was the only right choice I’ve ever made.

But if I have to die slowly, living in pain every day,

So does Papa. 

 

The potion instructions had been modified to draw the process out—days of pain, irreversible neurological damage, total physical collapse. Not an instant death, but a curse masquerading as a tonic.

Hermione glanced up at Tom again, half-expecting him to recoil. Instead, his expression was unreadable, eyes fixed on the pages as if he were looking at a mirror he never knew existed. She wasn’t sure if he saw vengeance or despair.

“She didn’t just suffer,” Hermione murmured. “She learned. She adapted. And she fought back—in her own way.”

Hermione watched him carefully, suffocating in the silence.

Tom didn’t speak for a long moment. He stared down at the weathered pages, his eyes no longer scanning but simply seeing—taking in what had been hidden in plain sight for so long. But he didn’t smile, either. The sharp satisfaction that usually curled his lips when uncovering dark secrets was absent.

“They misunderstood her,” he said at last, his voice low, almost hollow. “ I misunderstood her.”

Hermione felt a tightness in her chest. His words weren’t defensive or dismissive—there was no venom in them. Just quiet, painful realization.

“You’re not them, Tom,” she replied softly, stepping closer, her eyes never leaving his. “You never were.”

The silence that followed stretched between them like a held breath. Hermione could hear the creak of the old house settling around them, the faint whisper of wind through broken panes. Then, just when she thought he wouldn’t speak again, he did.

“No,” he murmured. “I was worse.”

There was no edge in his voice. No mockery, no pride. Only a flicker of something rare—something she rarely saw in him.

Regret.

It trembled at the edges of his words, just enough for her to catch it, just enough for her to feel it anchor deep within her.

“Tom,” she whispered, hardly daring to breathe, “are you saying what I think you’re saying?”

He looked at her then—really looked at her—with something solemn in his gaze. Something decided.

“Get the candle, Hermione,” he said with a steely nod. “I’m ready.”

Notes:

Are you all still with me? 🥺

Chapter 41

Notes:

Promise not to hate me after this one 🫣

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The fire cracked softly in the hearth, casting long, molten shadows across the polished blackwood floors. Dark paneled walls, heavy with the weight of history, rose around the room—each one carved in intricate engravings of ancestral crests and woven charms, their magic whispering faintly just beyond the mortal ear.

Above, the grand chandelier shimmered: glass arms twisted like the spines of serpents, each delicate crystal prism catching and fracturing the firelight into cold, brilliant shards that danced along the walls.

Abraxas Malfoy stood beneath it, his posture flawless, his expression serene. A single hand, pale and precise, smoothed the embroidered front of his black waistcoat—an unnecessary gesture, done more from habit than need. He adjusted the gleaming silver cufflink at his wrist, twice, his fingers lingering just long enough to betray a tension no one else would notice. The Manor, despite the roaring fire, felt colder tonight—as though even the stones were holding their breath.

The tall double doors groaned open.

Grindelwald entered first, his arrival unannounced but impossible to ignore. His presence weighed upon the room like a storm about to strike. Pale blond hair, cropped short and slicked sharply back from his forehead, caught the firelight. Beneath his brow revealed the cruel sweep of a fresh scar carved down to his left cheekbone—a thin pink mark, recently inflicted and newly healed. His coat, a masterwork of winter-gray wool embroidered in dark silver threads, clung to him like a second skin, woven as much with power as with fabric.

 At his side, Antonin Dolohov moved like smoke: a shadow of black, silent and imposing, the long hem of his black coat skimming the marble floors like spilled ink.

Abraxas did not move to greet them. He merely inclined his head, a slight, measured gesture of informal courtesy. His pale gray eyes missed nothing: not the faint smirk tugging at Grindelwald’s mouth, nor the way Dolohov’s hand lingered just inside the fold of his coat near his wand.

“Your home is as impressive as they say, Abraxas,” Grindelwald complimented, his voice touched with a faint Germanic lilt. “Beautifully exquisite, and yet, the perfect stage for dangerous things.”

Abraxas gave a half bow, offering a practiced reply. “You honor it with your presence.”

Grindelwald’s pale, mismatched eyes—one a muted blue, the other a ghost-clouded grey—drifted toward the towering windows that overlooked the frostbitten grounds. Beyond the glass, the garden maze sprawled in a jagged silhouette, its hedges rising tall and cruel beneath the winter sky. Moonlight cut silver scars across the mist, bathing the scene in a dreamlike chill.

“You’ll lead him through the west gate?” Grindelwald asked, his voice quiet, almost conversational.

Abraxas inclined his head in a single, sharp nod.

A silence followed—long, deliberate, the sort of silence that demanded endurance.

Dolohov’s gaze turned sharp, raking over Abraxas with an unspoken question, eyes narrowing as though he might, through sheer will, pierce the surface and root out any trace of uncertainty. Abraxas met his stare with cool detachment, his features composed into the effortless mask he had worn since boyhood. Yet, deep within, something curled and twisted behind his ribs—a sliver of discomfort he could not quite crush. Logic dictated that this alliance was necessary, inevitable even, but his heart—the fickle, treacherous thing—harbored its reservations. He buried the sensation ruthlessly; weakness was a luxury he could not afford, especially not in front of Dolohov.

Grindelwald moved then, unhurried, the fingers of one hand brushing along the polished surface of a dark wood side table. He paused beside an ancient portrait: one of Malfoy’s ancestors, a grim-faced patriarch of the Sacred Twenty-Eight, his painted fingers forever clasping a silver signet ring. The sight, intended as a reassurance of legacy and loyalty, left Abraxas feeling strangely hollow—as if the weight of those watching, judging eyes rendered him smaller rather than stronger.

As though sensing the subtle shift in his thoughts, Grindelwald turned, fixing him with a gaze no less penetrating than Dolohov’s, but far more refined. It was not the garden he inspected now—it was Abraxas himself.

“You’re certain Riddle suspects nothing?” Grindelwald asked, softly.

Abraxas straightened, spine locked into place. “He believes it is his own trap, and you are the target,” he replied, his tone clipped, measured to perfection. 

A faint smile ghosted across Grindelwald’s mouth, razor sharp and decidedly malicious—so alike to the one Riddle wore in the moments before he struck. And yet, where Tom’s smile carried a reckless, intoxicating charm—a promise of triumph laced with danger and adrenaline—Grindelwald’s was barren of such thrill. His smile was a cold, joyless thing, wicked without wonder, deadly without the contagious rush of power.

The sight only stoked the unrest curling in Abraxas’s chest. If betrayal was truly the right path, if aligning with Grindelwald was the cleverer choice, then why did it feel as though his very soul were recoiling from the deed? The future he had begun to craft so carefully in his mind—the ambition, the legacy he could achieve with Grindelwald—now seemed hollow. A road paved not with power, but with ashes. He would win, perhaps. He would survive, undoubtedly. But he would do so without the one person that might make the fight worth something. And that was the thought—the fear—that had his heart, his mind, faltering.

Beyond the towering windows, the night wind stirred the frozen hedges of the maze, their branches rustling with a brittle, desolate music. The glass panes trembled in their frames, whispering secrets no one in the room cared to hear. Warnings. Omens. Truths.

Abraxas did not look out to the gardens. In truth, he wondered if he ever would again. The knowledge of what must occur between those hedges—the price that would be exacted—hung about his shoulders like a blanket of despair.

Instead, with the careful grace expected of a Malfoy, he turned to the decanter, pouring firewhisky into three awaiting glasses. The amber liquid caught the firelight and flared crimson, like captured blood.

“For the greater good.” Grindelwald raised his glass with a self-assured arrogance that turned Abraxas’s stomach.

Silently, without ceremony, the three of them drank.

* * * *

 

Tom stirred from sleep, the dim grey of early morning seeping into the room. The wind rattled against the open window, a soft, insistent hum that threaded through the cold air. The chill brushed against his face, carrying the scent of frost and damp wood, sending a shiver of awareness down his spine.

Still half-caught in the pull of sleep, he stretched a hand out, instinctively seeking Hermione’s familiar warmth. His fingers met only the cool emptiness of the sheets.

His brow furrowed at once. Slowly, he sat up, the bed creaking faintly under his movements. The room felt unnaturally still, heavy with a silence that pressed against his senses in a way he did not care for. Sleep still fogged his mind, but the absence of his witch gnawed at him, tugging the corner of his mouth into a grim line.

As if summoned by the thought, the door creaked open.

Hermione slipped inside, wrapped in simple clothes, her hair falling in a familiar riot of curls about her shoulders. There was nothing grand in her appearance, nothing ostentatious—and yet, something in the way she moved caught him at once. A lightness to her step. A brightness in her eyes.

Tom’s curiosity sharpened. He watched her with the alertness of a predator roused from rest, suspicion and fascination twining together inside him. Whatever had drawn that strange, radiant expression to her face, he intended to uncover it.

“Where did you go?” he asked, voice roughened by sleep, low and raspy. The words were simple, but his displeasure at waking to an empty bed was not so easily hidden.

Hermione only smiled in response, a glint of mischief lighting her eyes as she moved toward him. He watched her every step, sharp and curious, as she reached into the pocket of her simple clothes and drew out a small, velvet box.

She offered it to him with a quiet sort of pride.

“Happy birthday,” she murmured, her voice threaded with affection that wrapped itself around him before he could reject it.

Tom’s brow furrowed, a flicker of confusion tightening his mouth. He arched an eyebrow, studying both her and the offering she extended with eager anticipation.

“My birthday isn’t until midnight,” he pointed out coolly, his tone more bemused than reproachful.

She shrugged casually, the glint in her eyes never wavering. “I know.” Her reply was filled with confidence and warmth. “But I wanted to celebrate just the two of us before... well, before we face Grindelwald.”

Tom leaned back against the headboard, still shaking off the last cloud of sleep, though a flicker of sharp curiosity stirred as she placed the small box into his hand. Hermione was a constant surprise—one of the few things he genuinely admired about her. Her mind, quick and unpredictable, was a puzzle he never tired of solving. But today, there was a gravity in her gaze that set him strangely on edge. Whatever she had done, whatever she was offering, it carried weight. It held purpose. And he wasn’t certain he was ready to trade the fleeting levity of the past few days for the grim certainty of the battle to come.

But it was inevitable.

So, he turned the box over in his palm, noting the fine craftsmanship—the careful detailing of the wood at odds with the heavy stillness thickening the room. Slowly, deliberately, he opened it.

His eyes narrowed.

Nestled in dark blue velvet was a ring: a golden band, exquisitely wrought, bearing the ancient crest of the Celestials—an ancient, near-forgotten symbol of power and protection whispered about in the oldest magical texts. Set into the band was a single, smooth black gem, the surface gleaming faintly even in the dim light.

Tom brushed his fingers over the stone, the gesture slow and marked by disbelief. He recognized it immediately—the stone from the Gaunt Ring, salvaged from the ruins of a relic he had believed utterly destroyed when he had succesfully torn his soul from its grasp. 

The ring itself would have been a marvel on its own—a piece blessed, if the old legends were to be believed, by the first weavers of fate. But this—this union of rare craftsmanship, true magic, and symbol of the past he had overcome—left him adrift in an ocean of gratitude.

“How?” The word slipped from his mouth before he could marshal his composure, heavy with disbelief.

Hermione merely tilted her head, calm and maddeningly unaffected. “You were in a lot of pain after mending your soul, Tom. Even though the Gaunt Ring was destroyed, the stone was still intact, so I thought it would be an appropriate trophy for your accomplishment.”

She spoke as if she had not just shaken his very foundation. As if salvaging a piece of his past, of his broken legacy, and offering it back to him, reimagined and renewed, was a simple gesture.

He stared at her, pulse thrumming beneath his skin, the familiar cold certainty of his mind momentarily slipping. The stone he had believed lost forever along with the destroyed ring had been preserved, hidden, and now gifted to him by her.

No one had ever given him anything without expectation. No one but her.

“And the Crest of the Celestials?” he asked, his thumb idly tracing the intricate etching on the ring’s surface. “How could you possibly afford something like this?”

Hermione’s expression shifted, the edges of her mouth quirking into a sheepish smile, though her eyes gleamed with something far cleverer. She leaned in, her voice lowering to a conspiratorial murmur.

“I may have used a bit of magic to make it more affordable.”

Tom arched a brow, the corners of his mouth curving upward in genuine amusement. He let the silence stretch, savoring the rare sight of her flustered. “What do you mean, exactly?” he prompted, though the answer was already beginning to form in his mind.

She met his gaze with a flash of wickedness—an intoxicating thing, coming from her—and said, voice dropping even further, “I used the Imperius Curse on the shopkeeper at Borgin and Burkes. Made him give me a better price.”

For a moment, Tom simply looked at her, letting the thrill of her confession settle over him like a fine mist. Hermione Granger, the clever little witch, could be every bit as ruthless as he was when the moment demanded it. And she had done it for him.

He closed his fingers around the ring, the weight of it grounding him even as satisfaction burned slow and molten through his chest. This— this —he would value more than the original. Because it came from her. Because of what she had done to secure it.

An Unforgivable Curse. 

Cast without hesitation, without regret, to give him what he deserved.

It wasn’t cruelty that stirred him—it was the clarity of her devotion. The proof that she would cross any line, abandon any scruple, for him.

He looked at her then, and for a fleeting, dangerous moment, Tom Riddle understood the full, terrifying scope of his affection for her—the way it roared to life inside him, unwelcome but undeniable, curling tight around his heart like iron chains. Without doubt, he loved this witch.

He leaned forward, fingers threading into her hair, his lips brushing the shell of her ear as he spoke low, the approval thrumming in his voice.

“You are magnificent,” he whispered, the words brushing against her skin like a spell. His hand slid to her temple, lingering there as he pressed a kiss to it—soft, but fierce in its claim.

Hermione’s breath caught, and she smiled up at him—a smile that was both tender and triumphantly proud. She had done this for him. Not for applause. Not for spectacle. Simply because she understood. Understood what it would mean to him, how precisely it would strike at the heart of what he valued.

And appreciate it, he did.

“We have a difficult fight ahead of us,” she murmured, her voice low, almost reluctant to disturb the fragile tranquility between them. “But according to legend, this should keep you safe from enemies.”

Tom turned the ring over in his hand again, studying it through the lens of a scholar. It was beautiful—exquisitely so—but what mattered had nothing to do with the price, or the craftsmanship, or even the legendary history, with magical protections woven into its making.

It was the witch that gifted it to him—and her reasoning behind the gift—that made it truly spectacular. Hermione was concerned for him, and she had proven she would stop at nothing to ensure his safety. 

And I promise to do the same for her, even if I die trying, he vowed to himself.

His thumb brushed over the intricate crest again, then he lifted his gaze back to her. 

“Thank you,” he said, and the words came rough, weighted with a sincerity no one else had ever drawn from him. “This is... more than I could have hoped for.”

She smiled—no coyness, no reservation—and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips, a gesture light as a feather but full with meaning. The world beyond these walls, the imminent threat of Grindelwald, bloodshed, betrayal, loomed, vast and unavoidable. But for now, there was only this: the two of them, a solitary island of peace before the storm, bound together by something deeper, darker, and infinitely stronger than either of them had anticipated.

“We should start getting ready for the ball,” Hermione whispered against his skin, though neither of them moved for a long moment.

Tom wrapped his arms around her in a fluid motion, rolling her onto her back and caging her between his forearms. He cradled her face between his hands, his thumb brushing over her cheekbone with a touch hinting at his devotion.

“I think,” he murmured, his voice wicked and amused, “we have a few more minutes to finish our early celebration.”

He nipped at her bottom lip, savoring the slight hitch in her breath. “Don’t you agree?”

His hands slid from her face to the curve of her neck, feeling the rapid beat of her pulse beneath his fingertips. Keeping their bodies pressed close, he inhaled the warm, familiar scent of her, feeling a deep sense of comfort thrum through him. The witch between his arms was sharp, brilliant, stubborn—and wholly his.

“We should make them wait,” he whispered, the words a deliberate challenge as much as a promise.

He let his lips brush along the line of her jaw, trailing lower to the vulnerable skin just beneath her ear. A slow, predatory kiss. A claim. Hermione’s gasp caught deliciously in her throat, and her eyes fluttered shut as she tilted her head back, offering herself to him without hesitation.

Her fingers found the back of his neck, tangling in his hair with an urgency he could feel all the way to his bones—a silent plea he had no intention of denying.

“Okay,” she whispered, her voice raw, broken with want. “We’ll make them wait.”

Tom smiled against her throat, a rare, genuine curve of his lips, born not of triumph but of overwhelming mirth. Truly, he had never been happier than he had been in this moment.

“Good,” he said softly, smiling against her skin. 

Because this —the warmth of her beneath him, the fire of her spirit answering his own—took precedence over any battle, any ball, any world waiting beyond the door.

He caught her lips with his own, deep and slow, while his hand slid along the smooth curve of her hip, memorizing her anew, determined to carve this moment into their memory with a ferocity that no war could ever touch.

* * * *

 

The ballroom at Malfoy Manor glittered like a polished lie.

Golden light spilled from chandeliers heavy with crystal, dripping down velvet-cloaked tables and the slick obsidian marble floor. The air was choked with the scent of charmed roses and vintage elf-made wine, trying—failing—to cover the stink of desperation clinging to the haughtiest of bloodlines assembled here. Above, icicle charms hovered and spun, refracting the light like broken glass in a battlefield.

Antonin Dolohov leaned against a distant column, firewhisky dangling forgotten in his hand. His body was the picture of careless ease—shoulders loose, mouth curled in a slow, mocking smirk—but it was only the outer shell. Underneath, he was a coiled spell, primed and waiting for the flick of a wand.

They were late.

Of course they were. Riddle would never waste an entrance. He would sweep in, radiating false lordship, every step a performance, every glance a claim to a crown no one had given him. Antonin knew him too well—the hunger behind his pretty, aristocratic mask, the endless need to be admired, to be worshipped, to be feared.

And she would be there at his side.

Hermione.

Antonin’s Hermione, though she didn’t know it yet—and would likely never surrender to him willingly. She would arrive draped on Riddle’s arm, laughing softly at some clever nothing, eyes bright with fire that should have belonged to Antonin alone. She would smile up at Riddle, unknowing, uncaring, binding herself closer and closer to a boy who would tear her apart in the end.

His fingers tightened around the crystal stem, enough that a faint crack splintered up through the glass.

Antonin had promised himself patience. Had promised that he would bide his time, build the moment carefully, lay the trap perfectly.

The Dark Lord would fall.

He would see to it personally.

And when he did—when Riddle’s empire of arrogance came crashing down—Hermione would finally see who had stood silently at her side through it all. Who had loved her, truly, without condition.

Antonin just had to survive the wait.

He scanned the ballroom for distractions: Malfoy Sr. laughed a little too sharply at something Abraxas murmured at his shoulder; Mrs. Malfoy spun near the orchestra, her hair pale and glinting like starlight on frost; Lestrange leaned too close to a dark-haired French ambassador, his smile all teeth and calculation. No one spared Antonin a second glance. No one ever did, not when he chose not to be seen.

But with every slow pulse of the manor’s extravagant celebration, his composure frayed.

They should have been here by now.

His dragon curled beneath his skin—not in alarm, but in a slow, roiling unease. A hollow ache gnawed at his gut. What if they were already here, hidden in the shadows of the manor, tucked away in some private alcove, her fingers tangled in Riddle’s hair while he whispered lies and promises against her throat?

The image slithered through his mind, poisonous and vivid, and it made him ill.

But finally, the great doors of the ballroom groaned open on ancient hinges.

A hush rippled through the air—not sound, but magic, like the breath of a sleeping giant suddenly stirring. Heads turned as if pulled by an invisible thread. Goblets stilled midair. Even the orchestra faltered for the briefest heartbeat.

Antonin did not move. But the moment he felt the shift—the unmistakable bend of the atmosphere—his blood turned molten.

There they were.

He felt them before he saw them, the way a predator senses the presence of his prey. 

Tom Riddle entered first, a ripple of shadow clothed in black, his robes gleaming like oil slicks in the candlelight, his power trailing behind him like a second cloak. And beside him was Hermione.

She was draped in dark green silk, the fabric clinging to her as if it were a deliberate taunt, teasing Antonin mercilessly. Emeralds sparkled in her pinned-up hair, alive with subtle enchantments, whispering spells of protection—or seduction. Her eyes, sharp as polished glass, moved across the room, unabashedly meeting the gaze of wizards and witches of the highest distinction.

Meanwhile, Antonin’s expression remained the portrait of stillness, eerily composed. 

But inside?

Inside, he burned.

One more night. One more mission. One final betrayal to unmake a tyrant.

And by this time tomorrow, Hermione Granger would be his. 

* * * *

 

The moment Hermione stepped into the ballroom, a buzz of nerves wrapped around her like a second skin. Hundreds of eyes turned toward them—curiosity and intrigue directed at Tom, while inescapable, unrelenting scrutiny rained down on her. It was a weight she knew all too well, one she had once carried as the best friend of the Chosen One. And yet, here among the polished marble and ancient magic, she felt unmistakably out of place.

She tugged lightly at the cuff of her sleeve, fingertips brushing over the scar hidden beneath layers of silk. It burned in her mind more than it ever could in her skin, a secret she wore like armor, invisible and yet, somehow, she feared, blazingly obvious.

The chandeliers above scattered light in shards of color across her gown, the deep green silk capturing every glint and turning it into something alive. Her heels tapped softly against the floor, each step a deliberate embodiment of poise. But inside, her thoughts churned in quiet disarray.

“It’s beautiful,” she whispered, more to herself than anyone, trying to anchor herself in the glittering world she had stepped into.

A low voice, rich with both affection and a darker undercurrent, brushed against her ear. “Not nearly as beautiful as you,” Tom murmured, the words almost too soft to hear over the music. But Hermione caught the faint downturn of his mouth as he spoke, the flicker of displeasure beneath the compliment.

“In fact,” he continued, his tone turning darker, “I am suddenly aware there is no longer my ring on your finger to dissuade others from coveting you.”

Hermione turned her head just slightly toward him, a teasing glint in her eyes despite the tightness coiling in her chest.  “And you think a missing piece of jewelry makes me feel any less yours?” she asked in jest.

Tom’s knuckles traced the line of her jaw, a touch both possessive and tender. His gaze locked onto hers with such intensity it nearly stopped her breath.

“It’s a necessity amongst this lot, Hermione,” he said quietly. “I need to claim you—to make it clear that if anyone touches you, I’ll kill them.”

Her cheeks flushed, heat blooming low in her stomach at the brazen promise in his voice. Other, less proper ways he might make such a claim flickered through her mind.

Tom leaned in closer, so near that only she could hear the vow he laid at her feet. 

“When all of this is over,” he said smooth as silk, “securing a ring on your finger will be the first thing I do.”

Hermione swallowed hard, nodding her head with a small smile. “I’d like that.”

“My Lord.”

The voice cut cleanly through the laughter and music, a blade severing the connection between them. Hermione didn’t need to turn to know who it belonged to.

Abraxas Malfoy moved toward them from the sea of velvet and silk, all rigid elegance and barely leashed urgency. His pale brows were drawn, his mouth tight with whatever weight he carried, never once acknowledging Hermione as he sought out Tom’s attention.

“Malfoy,” Tom greeted, voice cool and detached, his fingers still resting possessively over Hermione’s hand on his arm. “You look appropriately dramatic.”

Abraxas flushed, the pale skin along his throat reddening briefly, as his Adam’s apple bobbed with a dry swallow. 

“We need a word. Alone.” It was Tom he spoke to, Tom he needed.

Hermione didn’t move, though she felt the subtle change in Tom’s grip—the slight retreat, the instinct to shelter. Her brow ticked upward, but she said nothing, waiting to watch the scene play out.

“It’s about Grindelwald,” Malfoy added in a pitch for their ears alone. “Everything’s in motion. We’re going to strike before midnight.”

A shadow crossed Tom’s face, dark and calculating. He turned to Hermione, and though he kept his voice firm, it dropped to a softer tone.

“You should stay here. It’ll be chaos. I don’t want you caught in it.”

Hermione lifted her chin slightly. Her jaw set. “And if I say I don’t want to be left behind?”

His thumb traced the back of her hand, a touch meant to both soothe and command. “Then I’ll remind you I can’t afford distractions tonight.”

Hermione sighed, a twisted knot forming in her chest. She hated the thought of him facing danger without her—hated being seen as something fragile to protect. But this wasn’t the time to fight him.

“Okay,” she agreed solely to avoid a scene. “I understand.”

The relief on Tom’s face was obviously apparent. He exhaled a large steading breath, and then gave her hand a light squeeze of approval.

“I promised to visit with Andromeda,” Hermione said, tilting her head toward the refreshments table, where the younger witch stood absently fiddling with a goblet. “I’ll speak with her for a bit while I wait for your signal.”

Tom studied her carefully, reading between the words, catching the slight edge of misdirection. But he chose not to call her on it—after all, he had other, more pressing matters on the forefront of his mind. 

“Don’t wander while I’m away.” His request was an order. 

“I never do,” Hermione replied with a small innocent smile.

Tom leaned down, pressing a deep kiss to her mouth. It was far too heated for the setting—the kind of kiss that spoke of promises she wasn’t sure either of them could afford to make tonight. Then, he turned and slipped through the side door, Malfoy a shadow at his heel.

Antonin Dolohov fell in behind them without a word, but not before he threw Hermione a dark, lingering glare that crawled across her skin like cold fingers. The hostility in it was sharp enough to leave a cut.

Hermione stiffened, but refused to shrink back. Instead, she straightened her spine, squared her shoulders, and met his glare with one of her own. 

She wouldn’t be intimidated. 

Not by him. 

Not by anyone.

But something was wrong with this scene. She could feel it—growing stronger in the marrow of her bones. Was Antonin in on this plan? Tom hadn’t told her so, or she would have adamantly advised against it given what she knows about him. And the more she replayed Malfoy’s shaky voice in her head, the more the logic of the plan was beginning to unravel in her mind.

A sinking feeling tortured her, guilt piling on top of her like a rockslide. Why had she failed to warn Tom about Antonin? Why hadn’t she taken his threats seriously? 

But there was no time to wallow in regret. Hermione exhaled slowly, gathering her courage and shaking off any feelings that would prevent her acting with reason. Then, she counted five seconds. And then, counted ten more.

The moment she was sure no one watched, she pivoted on her heel, emerald skirts whispering around her ankles, and strode across the ballroom—not toward Andromeda as promised, but toward a quiet alcove tucked behind the orchestra, half-shielded by velvet curtains.

From within the folds of her enchanted clutch, she drew out the Invisibility Cloak, the ancient fabric slipping over her shoulders like liquid shadow.

And beneath it, she disappeared.

Her footsteps were light and quick as she slipped through each exquisite corridor, senses strung tight. Every creak of the floorboard, every flicker of glowing torchlight sharpened her awareness. They were headed far from the party, their battlefield not only veiled by the music and distraction of the celebration inside, but also far enough to be out of sight, and therefore out of mind of the guests within the walls of the manor. She kept her breathing shallow, her presence folded inward, following at a careful distance as the men made their way outside. 

The air hit her hard as they trailed into the gardens—a sudden slap of cold and mist burned at her cheeks—and she hesitated only a moment before pressing forward, the stone steps slick beneath her shoes.

Ahead, Tom, Malfoy, and Dolohov moved like soldiers toward the garden’s edge, where the hedged maze loomed—impossibly vast, shimmering faintly under layers of magic.

Hermione followed, concealed in invisibility, her heart a drumbeat against her ribs.

The moonlight pierced through the wavering leaves of the labyrinth walls, illuminating the hedgerows, which shifted and twisted like the walls of a living creature rather than simple shrubbery.

Under the cloak, Hermione had to trust her ears more than her eyes—tracking the faint crunch of gravel, the low rumble of voices curling back toward her through the heavy night. Every step into the maze felt like a step closer to something she could never come back from. 

But still, she didn’t hesitate.

“Place the wards to keep people from the gardens.” Tom’s voice sliced through the darkness like a whip. “When he arrives, we circle him. Dolohov, take the left. Malfoy, the right. I’ll take the direct route.”

“And if Grindelwald’s already waiting?” Malfoy asked. His voice trembled slightly, brittle in the cold air.

Tom didn’t falter. “Then we remind him whose war this is.”

Hidden beneath the Invisibility Cloak, Hermione crept closer, staying low. Her heart pounded in her ears, each beat a drum of warning. The wind stirred the hedgerows, sharp and cold, but she barely felt it—every fiber of her being was focused to the three figures ahead.

The air of the night thickening around her as the men split—Dolohov drifting right, Malfoy slipping left—leaving Tom to stride alone toward the clearing.

Hermione’s steps faltered.

Her instincts were right.

This wasn’t an ambush.

It was a sacrifice.

And not Grindelwald, but Tom, was the target. 

A trap, built by the very men who swore their allegiance to him.

Antonin and Abraxas weren’t scattering to surround the enemy—they were herding him, driving him forward into the lion’s den.

Her blood turned to ice.

And there Tom stood, framed in cold, pitiless moonlight at the center of the labyrinth, his wand raised, his shoulders set—completely and utterly on his own.

The first curse struck across the clearing like a bolt of lightning.

The trap snapped shut.

And Hermione, fury and terror igniting inside her all at once, tore after him without a second thought.

* * * *

 

Tom knew something was wrong the moment the cold shifted.

It wasn’t the crisp air or the eerie stillness of the garden maze that alerted him—it was the magic itself. The atmosphere thickened, a subtle warp, as if the night had recoiled from something unseen. Instinct overrode thought; his wand was already in his hand, raised and steady.

He pivoted slowly, scanning the hedged corridors with narrowed eyes.

“Show yourself,” he commanded, voice quiet but carrying.

The hedges shivered, and from the shadows, Gellert Grindelwald emerged. Pale hair glinted under the sheen of the moonlight, his posture languid, his eyes filled with an irritating sort of amusement.

“I expected you to be cleverer, Tom,” Grindelwald said, voice smooth and patronizing. “But youth is so often overconfident.”

Tom shifted slightly, trying not to show his surprise, nor the simmering calculation rapidly igniting in his brain. 

Footsteps circled him, but he didn’t so much as blink as the trap tightened around him. 

Without looking, Tom knew who they were from: Abraxas to his left, Antonin to his right. Flanking him. Too close for defense, too quiet to be allies.

The betrayal tasted metallic on his tongue, yet the smallest, most derisive smile curved his mouth.

“Antonin,” Tom said, keeping his eyes on Grindelwald. His voice was silk over steel. “Surely you didn’t drag yourself out of bed just to watch an old friend die?”

Antonin didn’t answer. His silence was the answer.

Tom could have laughed.

One of the men he once considered to be his most loyal was now a lost cause, he knew. But it was clear Dolohov had made his choice, even if he didn’t have the spine to announce it.

Abraxas, however... Tom turned a fraction toward him, catching the flicker of hesitation behind the Malfoy heir’s brittle stare.

“There’s still time, Abraxas,” Tom said, coaxing, deliberate. “Whatever lies he’s fed you, you know what we’re building is stronger. Lasting.”

For a heartbeat, uncertainty cracked across Abraxas’s face like thin ice.

But just as Malfoy was just ready to take a step forward, the window closed.

Grindelwald struck.

And Tom was already moving.

The first curse erupted from his wand like the strike of a serpent, and Tom barely deflected it, the force sending him stumbling back a step, his feet grinding against the gravel. Sparks exploded around him, sizzling through the air.

He didn’t waste time. With a flick of his wrist, he shot a jet of green so intense it cut through the hedge, only for Grindelwald to vanish in a blur of shadow, reappearing behind him with the hiss of displaced air.

Within seconds, the clearing was filled with chaos—fire, smoke, the vicious crack of shields splintering under pressure.

Antonin dove into the fight with brutal efficiency, his allegiance to Grindelwald unmistakable, while Abraxas hesitated, too slow to act, too weak in his resolve.

Grindelwald, however, didn’t pause for a second.

His dark magic surged forward, a wave of power that broke through Tom’s defenses and sent him crashing into the hedge wall, the sickening sound of his body slamming against the branches reverberating through the night. Pain tore through his ribs, but Tom forced himself to rise, clutching his wand in a bloodied hand, his eyes burning with contempt.

Grindelwald raised his wand again, power gathering at its tip, poised to end it all.

And then—

“NO!”

The hedges behind them erupted, scattering debris into the air like shards of glass.

Hermione appeared in the clearing, her figure emerging from the madness, the cloak she stole from Potter’s dorm falling away as she stepped in front of him, placing herself between Tom and the incoming curse. The green light blazed toward them, but she yanked him out of its path just in time.

Tom hit the ground with a harsh grunt, his wide eyes locked on her in stunned disbelief. His anger flared—not at her, but at the reckless defiance she had shown. She had disobeyed him. She had ignored his demand to stay hidden, to stay safe. And she had almost gotten herself killed!

But, beneath the surge of frustration and confusion, there was something else in his gaze: something raw, something he didn’t want to acknowledge, something that flickered through him with the intensity of fiendfyre. Gratitude. Deep, aching gratitude. No one had ever done that for him, and it was just another unique way Hermione managed to capture his heart.

He needed to check on her, to ensure she was okay, but when he tried to push himself up, his body shook with the agony. With each attempt, searing pain ripped through his side. His breath caught in his chest, and he faltered, his teeth clenching to keep from groaning. But still, his hand reached out for her—to protect her. Because she was here—against his wishes, against all logic—and he couldn’t let anything happen to her.

“Go, Hermione,” Tom grunted through his teeth. “Run and don’t look back.”

His command was delivered with a raspy croak, a blend of urgency and frustration. His eyes never left the shadowed form of Grindelwald, his mind already racing through his next move. His wand remained steady in his grip, but he knew—he could feel—that he was reaching the edge of his limit. Yet, there was no option for retreat. He had come too far, and he was in too deep.

No matter how much Tom’s body burned with pain, or how his muscles were screaming, his magic sparked, and his pride—his stubborn will—refused to let him stop. He could feel the strain in every movement, the cold pressure in his ribs where Grindelwald’s last curse had hit, the fatigue gnawing at him. But his mind remained sharp, focused, unwavering. He wouldn’t give in. He couldn’t. He wouldn’t rest until he kept his promise. He wouldn’t stop until Grindelwald was no more. 

“No,” she said firmly, her voice low and unwavering. Her eyes stayed fixed on their enemies, her wand raised as though daring them to make the first move. There was no hesitation in her stance. No fear. “We’ll do this together, Tom. I won’t leave you behind.”

Her words left no room for argument. It was not a request—it was a decision, a statement. A declaration so bold, it sent a staggering realization soaring through him.

He didn’t want her to leave.

Because they were better—a force so much stronger, so much sharper, so much more dangerous— together .

His hand tightened around his wand, a silent acknowledgment of the decision they had both made.

He nodded once, sharp and decisive. “Together,” he agreed.

Grindelwald’s eyes widened in shock as Hermione stepped forward, proudly placing herself beside Tom, her dress billowing from the force of the wind. The moonlight caught in her hair, casting her in silver fire as she raised her hand for him to grasp, wandless and defiant. She was not simply defending Tom; she was ready to face down the darkness herself.

“A girl?” Grindelwald sneered, his lip curling in disdain. “This is your last defense? Your chosen ally? A girl playing soldier in a man’s war?”

Hermione’s lips curled into a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “A girl that will go down in history for disposing of you, Grindelwald.”

Grindelwald’s sneer faltered, just for a moment, as Hermione’s challenge settled between them like a gauntlet thrown at his feet. But it was Antonin’s growl, laced with panicked frenzy, that shifted the dynamics further. “This isn’t your fight, Hermione!” Dolohov spat, his voice a low growl. “Stand down and you’ll be spared.”

Tom could see it then—the desperation in Antonin’s stance, the hesitation just beneath his eyes. With Hermione in the mix, the fight had changed for Dolohov too, though he might not yet realize how deeply.

“That’s where you’re wrong, Antonin,” Hermione’s voice cut through the tension, calm and steady, though there was a sharpness beneath it. “After everything we’ve shared, everything we’ve been through, how could you join his side? How could you align yourself with someone who murders people like me, just for being muggleborn?”

Dolohov’s jaw clenched, his eyes flashing with the raw fury of someone cornered, but Hermione’s words seemed to catch him off guard, rattling his composure just enough. For a split second, he faltered. Tom could see it—Antonin was torn. His hatred for him, Tom, was undeniable, every glare bleeding with venom. 

But this—this was different. Hermione’s determination to stand by Tom, to fight against Grindelwald, was pulling Antonin in two directions.

Antonin’s eyes flicked to Tom, then back to Hermione, rage and frustration rolling off him like steam. “I don’t want to hurt you, Hermione,” he said, the words laced with a quiet pain, his voice carrying the sting of unspoken feelings. “But this… this is about him. It’s always about him. Why can’t you see, he’s poison in your very veins! You’re better off without him!”

Hermione’s gaze softened, but there was no hesitation in her stance. “I’m not leaving him, Antonin. Not now. Not ever. And certainly not for someone willing to stand behind someone like Grindelwald.”

The words were final, and something in Antonin’s face shifted—fury, loss, and regret all tangled into one painful expression. His hand tightened on his wand, but instead of firing immediately, he took a step back. 

“You’ll regret this choice, Hermione,” Antonin practically spat before his eyes flickered back to Grindelwald, waiting for a cue. 

Grindelwald acted immediately. He raised his wand, this time aiming it directly at Hermione. A flicker of malice crossed his face, the mocking grin slowly morphing into something colder, more calculating.

But before he could cast, Hermione was already in motion. Her body shifted like liquid, agile and swift. Her fingers slid into her pocket, retrieving her wand with the precision of someone who had rehearsed this a thousand times. Her eyes never left Grindelwald, her determination a steady flame that refused to flicker.

Stupefy !” The spell shot from her wand, but Grindelwald deflected it with a swift flick of his own.

Confringo !” Grindelwald shouted, sending a blast of fiery destruction straight toward Hermione.

Protego Maxima !” Hermione cast the shield in an instant, the flames sizzling and scorching the hedges around them. There was no time for pause. Her wand moved seamlessly from defense to offense. 

Behind her, Tom followed, despite—or perhaps in spite—of the pain, each step a welcome struggle, because the thought of her fighting alone was one he couldn’t bear. His wand shot up, and with a deep, strained breath, he joined her side, his gaze burning with the same resolve. 

Tom didn’t hesitate. “ Reducto !” The curse hurtled toward Grindelwald, forcing the dark wizard to retreat a step.

But the battle was far from over.

Grindelwald’s eyes darkened, and in a flash of green, he hurled a curse that sent shivers through the air. “ Avada Kedavra !”

Hermione’s reflexes were sharp—she dove to the side, narrowly avoiding the curse. At the same moment, Tom cast his own spell, his magic colliding with Grindelwald’s in a massive shockwave that rattled the ground beneath them.

As the smoke cleared, Dolohov stood a shaky step forward, his cold gaze fixed on Tom. His wand was raised, but for a heartbeat, there was hesitation—something in his stance, something in his eyes, was not the usual venomous certainty.

“No distractions,” Antonin muttered under his breath, though it felt more like a self-justification than an order. His focus remained on Tom, but there was a strange avoidance in the way he moved, as though keeping Hermione out of his sights might absolve him of some unspoken conflict.

He had always suspected, but now it was more clear than ever. Dolohov loved her. He loved Tom’s witch, and that alone was punishable by death. His aim moved from Grindelwald to Antonin, blasting a green light in his direction. His former knight tripped as he narrowly dodged the curse, falling head first into the hedges, and straight into a deflected ‘ stupefy ’ spell, rendering him unconscious.

In the same breath, Grindelwald took the opening, swinging his wand toward Hermione with a malicious grin. “ Crucio !” The curse shot out like a jagged bolt of lightning. 

Hermione gasped as the curse struck her shoulder, pain lancing through her arm, but her will was iron. She stumbled, but there was no giving in. The fire in her eyes flared, a conviction that even the cruciatus couldn’t extinguish. She gritted her teeth, fury dancing in her movements as she forced herself upright.

Expulso !” she shouted, sending a blast of energy toward Grindelwald, but he was too quick. With a flick of his wand, he deflected her spell, though the blast knocked him back, giving Hermione a brief moment to recover.

Bombarda !” she cast, her voice unwavering, but Grindelwald’s shield held strong. The collision of their spells sent shockwaves through the clearing, but it was clear: neither would stop until they saw the other dead.

Petrificus Totalus !” Hermione shouted, but again, Grindelwald’s shield repelled her. He was fast—faster than she could counter, but her focus never wavered. 

As the fight raged on, Tom’s eyes caught onto a subtle movement behind them. 

Malfoy. 

His face ashen, wand slack in his hand, eyes wide with uncertainty, as if he were torn between his past and his future. He watched the scene unfold, with both regret and fear etched across his features. 

But ultimately, he did nothing.

Yes, the remorse in his posture was clear as day, the unwillingness to surrender fully to Grindelwald evident, as he second guessed his plans of deception against Tom—but still, he did nothing to reverse his choice. 

Tom waited for the disappointment, the feeling of betrayal that should have come when his second-in-command refused to help, even now, when he needed him most—but it never did. He had always known Malfoy to be a weak, untrustworthy, fair-weather sort, and if not for his annoying obsession with Tom, no doubt his treachery would have surfaced long ago. With a sneer, Tom turned his back on the coward, knowing his disgust would be punishment enough—for now—and instead, rejoined Hermione’s efforts. 

Hermione was already moving, relentless, her spells battering against Grindelwald’s defenses in a flurry of light and sound. She was fierce, every inch the warrior he had always known she could become—and for a flicker of a moment, Tom allowed himself to marvel at her.

Not a follower, not a soldier. A true equal.

His fated. 

Grindelwald, furious now, unleashed a torrent of magic that ripped through the clearing, uprooting trees and sending shards of earth into the air like shrapnel. Tom countered with a brutal blast of his own, the force of his magic cleaving through the chaos, cutting a path straight toward their enemy.

Hermione, without missing a beat, seized the opportunity. 

Incarcerous !” she shouted, conjuring thick ropes that snapped toward Grindelwald like striking vipers. He severed them with a burning curse, but he was slowing, his movements less precise, his confidence eroding under the steady, unrelenting pressure.

Together, they pushed him back.

Until Dolohov reappeared, worn and limping, but ready to strike. He circled them like a vulture, wand raised but still wavering. His loyalty to Grindelwald had never been absolute; it was hatred of Tom that had chained him to this fight. But Hermione’s presence complicated everything. Tom could see it: Dolohov’s curses grew sloppier whenever Hermione crossed his path, his aim faltering, guilt gnawing at the edges of his rage.

Good, Tom thought savagely. It was the perfect distraction, allowing him to hit Antonin with another offensive spell that sent him careening backward. He landed flat on his back, his wand flying several feet away, a groan of pain spilling from his lips.

But there wasn’t a moment to celebrate. Another curse shot flew past Tom—Grindelwald again—and he met it head-on with a shield so forceful it cracked like thunder. The backlash sent Grindelwald staggering, and for the first time, true fear flashed across the older wizard’s face.

Hermione moved quickly. She surged forward, her magic flaring wild and furious, a comet hurtling toward its mark.

And Tom, with grim satisfaction, knew the end was near.

It was not mercy that would decide the victor tonight. It was power. Relentless, merciless power—the kind Grindelwald had once worshipped but had never truly mastered.

And it would be his downfall.

Tom advanced beside Hermione, their magic entwined in a deadly dance, and this time, when he cast his spell, there was no doubt, no hesitation, no fear.

Grindelwald would fall—and he would fall to them.

Together.

Grindelwald struggled to retaliate, a desperate curse already forming on his lips, “ Avada Ka— .”

Tom cut him short, sending an offensive spell that Grindelwald struggled to avoid.

Hermione used the distraction to her advantage. With a twist of her wrist, she disarmed him in a single motion.

Expelliarmus! ” she shouted.

His wand flew from his hand, spinning through the air—Hermione catching it mid-arc with her left hand.

She didn’t wait.

She turned it—his own wand—on him, fury burning behind her eyes.

Avada Kedavra!

The green light struck him in the chest, a direct hit. 

And finally, there was silence.

For a moment, the dust—still heavy in the air—was beginning to settle.

Grindelwald stumbled back, two clumsy, graceless steps, before the light in his eyes extinguished and he crumpled into the grass, lifeless. The finality of it, the utter stillness that followed, rippled through the clearing like a silent scream.

Antonin, bleeding and broken, struggled to lift himself to one knee, his hand pressed to the wound on his dominant arm, his voice barely a whisper. “You killed him,” he said, eyes wide in shock.

But Hermione paid him—nor the fallen wizard now rotting at their feet—a second thought. She crossed the distance between them with no acknowledgment of the blood still soaking the earth. Hermione was drawn to him as surely as he was to her. Without warning, she seized him, crushing her mouth against his in a kiss so desperate, so raw, it left him momentarily breathless. Her kiss communicated a thousand unspoken words—words of relief, of joy, of triumph. 

Tom responded with equal fervor, his arms tightening around her, heedless of the pain lancing through his broken ribs. He would endure it. He would endure anything if it meant keeping her close, feeling her warmth, her magic pressing against his battered body.

When she pulled back, her hands roamed over him, her eyes dark with worry. “You’re hurt,” she said, as though only now realizing the price he had paid. Her wand moved with quick precision, mending what she could with a whispered “ Episkey ,” though the furrow of her brow deepened as she cast a diagnostic charm over him.

“Your ribs are broken, Tom,” she said sharply, the disapproval clear in her voice. “And your shoulder is fractured.”

“I’m fine,” he retorted immediately, though even he could hear the unconvincing grimace twisting his words. His hand rose, almost of its own accord, brushing her cheek in a rare, unguarded gesture. She grounded him—anchored him—and in that moment, he let her.

He tugged her back into his arms, gentler this time, pressing another kiss to her lips, slower, lingering, as if trying to brand her to him. His hands threaded through her wild, beautiful hair, tightly winding a curl around his finger, appreciating the weight of her against him.

When he finally released her, their foreheads remained pressed together, and Tom let the walls around his heart crack open just a fraction. His voice was rough with emotion he barely recognized. “I’m so proud of you, Hermione,” he whispered. “You’re incredible.”

Her answering smile was devastating.

“I couldn’t have done it without you,” she murmured, her eyes alight with sincerity.

Tom let out a low, humorless chuckle, the weight of the night finally catching up to him. He swatted her lightly on the bottom—a reprimand, a claim, a reminder. “I almost died of fright when you popped out of the bushes, Hermione. You promised you were going to stay inside.”

She flushed, hiding her face in the crook of his neck, the innocence of the gesture almost making him laugh again. “I couldn’t let you face this alone,” she said shyly. “You know, just in case the ring didn’t work its magic to keep you safe.”

“Well, luckily the legends held true,” he murmured, feeling the triumph of victory settle across his shoulders.

For a brief, perfect moment, the world was as it should be: Hermione safe against him, his enemies crushed beneath his heel, destiny bent to his will.

And then—

“You!”

The bubble of peace shattered.

Malfoy’s voice raged like a fire through a field of dry grass, filled with loathing and fury. Tom turned, leisurely, almost lazily, to face him, as though the boy’s rage was no more concerning than the whimper of a wounded dog.

“You. Ruin. Everything!” Malfoy bellowed, spit flying from his lips, his face a twisted mask of outrage and desperation. He stormed forward, wand raised in trembling hands, undeniable hatred blazing from his pale eyes. He stomped his foot like a toddler throwing a tantrum with each step in their direction. 

Tom merely watched, cold and clinical beneath the surface, as if observing a spider thrash in its own broken web. 

“This was my fight— my victory!” Malfoy howled, his voice cracking under the strain of explosive fury. “I was supposed to help Tom turn the tides and earn his favor!”

Pathetic.

Even now, even in the aftermath of failure, Malfoy did not understand. Victory was not attained through desperate actions or misplaced loyalty. It was something earned, seized, dominated. 

“And yet, you lured Tom out here to be ambushed,” Hermione shot back, her voice icy and sharp. She turned her body, her attention to him on him, chin lifting in challenge. “ You stood there while Grindelwald attacked him!”

Her words sliced through the air with precision, allowing the full force of her anger—anger at the betrayal, the injustice of it all—to pour over them. She advanced on the traitors, her movements a blur of dangerous energy as she redirected her ire to Antonin next. Her voice rose, thick with disappointment and disbelief. “And you! You joined Grindelwald? After everything you’ve said to me? After everything you’ve promised me?”

Antonin stood at the edge of the clearing, his posture rigid, his eyes betraying nothing but an unreadable mask. There was a tightness to his jaw, a tension in his stance that suggested he was caught somewhere between regret and anger—between the betrayal of his own principles and the reality of what he had just done.

It didn’t escape Tom that something secret passed between them, something he would demand she reveal and atone for later, but for now, he let it go. His lips curled into a dark, mirthless smile, the kind that spoke of someone who had already won and was simply waiting for the rest of the pieces to fall into place.

“But now it’s over,” Tom said, his voice quiet and cold, each word wrapped in an implacable calm. “And you’ve lost.”

Malfoy, however, wasn’t ready to concede. His eyes locked onto Hermione with an intensity that bordered on madness, his wand trembling in his hand as though it were an extension of his rage.

“This is all her fault!” he cried, his voice dripping with malice. “We could have had it all, the two of us, Tom. But you were so blinded by this…this mudblood!”

Tom’s eyes narrowed dangerously as Malfoy’s words echoed through him. The audacity, the sheer arrogance of the boy, trying to twist the situation to absolve his own guilt, his direct responsibility, in the matter.

 Tom’s warning came out as a growl, deep and threatening. “Do not speak to her like that!”

But Malfoy’s wrath reached its peak. 

Internus Sanguis ,” he hissed, the words a pernicious whisper that crackled with dark intent, sending a red bolt flying from the tip of his wand.

 Tom didn’t have time to think—his instincts kicked in before reason could settle in his mind. He moved faster than a thought, throwing himself in front of Hermione, his body acting as a shield between her and the curse that was already racing through the air.

The world around him went silent for just a split second. Then, pain. Excruciating, unrelenting pain. His chest exploded with a searing heat, an unnatural force that seemed to set his very blood ablaze. His body shuddered violently under the shock of it, the force of the curse slamming into him with an intensity he couldn’t have prepared for. Tom had no idea what hit him. The magic was foreign—unlike anything he had ever before encountered. It was savage, vicious, suffocating, and it tore into him like a storm.

Waves of burning agony seared through every nerve, every muscle. His vision swam as he tried to breathe through it, but the pressure in his chest was overwhelming, a crushing weight that seemed to come from the very core of him. He gasped, air catching in his lungs as the pain spread, a fire that threatened to consume him whole.

It only took moments for his body to give in to it. The anguish became too much, and with a strangled groan, he collapsed. His legs gave out beneath him, and he crumpled to the ground in a heap, his breath coming in ragged gasps. 

The world seemed to spin around him, each pulse of pain drowning out everything else. He was aware only of the fire in his chest, the relentless ache that wouldn’t stop.

“Tom!” Hermione’s voice broke through the haze of his pain, frantic and filled with alarm. Her hands were on him immediately, pulling him up, her touch warm against the cold sweat that was beginning to coat his skin. “What did he do?! What curse was that?!”

Her voice was laced with fear, the panic clear in her every word. But as much as he wanted to comfort her, and promise her everything was going to be okay, all he could manage was a ragged exhale, his body too consumed, too weak to do anything but tremble under her touch.

Tom’s mind raced, but the onslaught of torture drowned out any coherent thought. The world around him began to narrow, and all he could focus on was the fire burning in his veins. His body was betraying him, muscles giving way to the searing agony, his vision swimming in and out of focus. 

He couldn’t speak. His throat constricted as he struggled to keep his focus, but there was no energy left to form words. The world seemed to tilt, and his grip on reality weakened with each passing second.

Hermione’s voice cut through the fog, frantic and pleading. “Tom, talk to me. What did he do to you?”

His voice was barely a whisper, barely a breath. “I… dunno…” The words were thick with the blood rising in his throat, his chest heaving as if it were being crushed from the inside. The taste of iron flooded his mouth, sharp and sickening, as he coughed violently, the convulsions tearing through him.

Blood spilled from his lips, staining his fingers as he reached out to steady himself, clutching desperately at her shoulder. His body shook, the pressure inside him unbearable. Each second felt like an eternity.

Hermione’s hands trembled as she tried to mend him, her wand moving in a blur as she muttered a dozen healing incantations under her breath. But nothing worked. No spell could touch the curse that twisted inside him, no magic could undo the damage that had already been done. The blood continued to pour from him, staining her hands, his clothes, the ground beneath them. It was futile. He was slipping away, and she couldn’t stop it.

Malfoy stood frozen, horror filling his eyes as he watched the scene unfold. His expression twisted in conflict—guilt, fear, and regret battling across his face. He stammered, his voice breaking. “I… I didn’t mean to…”

Tom’s eyes snapped toward him, his vision clouded with pain but still fierce. “What curse did you use, Malfoy?” he rasped, each word a struggle as his strength drained away with every breath. He couldn’t understand what had been done to him, couldn’t understand how this had happened. The pain was too great, but his will to know pushed through.

Malfoy’s wand arm dropped, his hands trembling, as if the weight of his actions had finally crashed down on him. “ Internus Sanguis ,” he muttered, his voice strained. His fingers tugged at his hair, his face contorting with distress. “It was for her. It was supposed to be for her!”

Hermione’s breath caught in her throat, her eyes wide with disbelief. Her pulse raced, and the world around her seemed to slow. She looked down at Tom, her heart sinking at the sight of the blood soaking his shirt. “ Internus Sanguis ?” Her voice cracked, shaky and full of fear. “What is that? What does it do? Reverse it, Malfoy! Now!”

Malfoy’s face twisted in remorse, his voice low and tight with guilt. “There’s no counter-curse for it,” he admitted, the words coming out in a near whisper. “It’s meant to cause internal bleeding—there’s nothing that can reverse it once it’s cast. It’s a curse of… finality.”

The meaning of his words hit Tom nearly as hard as the curse itself. He could feel Hermione’s unceasing attempts at healing magic, but the blood wouldn’t stop. His life was slipping away with every passing second, and no incantation, no matter how powerful, could change that. He felt the frantic thud of her heart as she desperately tried to hold him together, as if her touch could defy the inevitable. But the coldness was growing within him, seeping deeper into his bones, and his breaths were growing shallower, slower, as though his very existence was unraveling in her arms.

“No,” she whispered, her voice breaking, fragile with dread. “No, please. Tom, stay with me, stay with me!” She cupped his face, her eyes filled with unshed tears. “You can’t leave me, not like this. I need you.”

Tom’s eyes fluttered, and for a moment, he gaze distant and unfocused. There was a weariness in him now that hadn’t been there before, a deep, exhausted kind of surrender. He was dead weight in her arms as the blood continued to spill from his lips—each breath drowning hi slowly. 

“It’s okay…” His voice was soft, barely a murmur, but there was a calmness to it that he hoped would ease her fear. “Better me than you.” He coughed again, and more blood spilled from his mouth. His hand brushed weakly against her cheek, a final gesture that he hoped she would hold onto. 

Malfoy stood there, a silent witness to the destruction he had caused, his face a crumpled mess of grief. But there was no going back. The curse had already taken its toll. It had done its damage, and nothing would undo it. Tom’s body continued to deteriorate, and with each passing second, it became clearer that he wasn’t going to survive this.

Antonin, who had been watching from the sidelines with an expression of quiet indignation, took a step forward, his wand raised. “Malfoy!” he snarled, his voice a low growl thick with anger. “You nearly killed her. I told you she was off-limits, and yet, you nearly killed her!”

Malfoy flinched, his eyes wide with apprehension as the hostility in Antonin’s voice pierced through him. Before he could even react, Antonin fired a curse in his direction, sending Malfoy stumbling back, forced to flee the maze while Antonin’s wrath followed, relentless and unforgiving.

But Tom barely noticed the exchange. His entire world had narrowed down to one thing—Hermione.

“Tom, this isn’t over,” she said urgently, her voice a tremor of desperation. “We can figure this out. We can create our own countercurse.”

He wanted to tell her that it was pointless—that there was no magic strong enough to reverse this curse—but his body refused to comply. He was too tired to fight, too weak to think. The only thing he could grasp now was the fleeting comfort of her presence, her hands holding him together as he faded. If this was his end, at least he could accept it in her arms.

She cradled his head in her lap, her tears falling freely now as she whispered his name, her voice shaking, breaking.

Tom’s eyes fluttered open, barely able to focus. For a moment, his gaze locked onto hers, and he saw her pain, her fear—everything she was unwilling to accept. A faint, sad smile pulled at his lips, though it was swallowed by the blood still pooling on his chest. With what little strength remained, he slid the ring from his trembling finger and placed it in her hand with care.

“Wear it,” he whispered hoarsely, his voice barely audible, “and think of me.”

Hermione sobbed, shaking her head in refusal as she stroked his damp hair. “No, Tom, I don’t want it! I don’t want the ring, I don’t want the cloak, I don’t want the wand! I don’t want anything except for you !”

But his life was already slipping from him, his breath slow and shallow, each one an excruciating labor. And with one final exhale, his world dimmed, the last flicker of magic in his heart extinguishing as he whispered softly, “Remember me… my heart.”

* * * *

 

Hermione screamed, her body trembling violently as she clung to Tom’s lifeless form, refusing to let go. Her cries pierced the stillness of the night, echoing in the vast emptiness around them, each sound breaking her heart all over again. She begged him to come back, to open his eyes, to show her that smug smirk she used to hate, but the world stayed silent, and Tom remained gone.

He was dead.

His skin was growing pale, and his lips had turned a purplish blue behind fresh blood. Her fingers trembled, pressing against his cold skin, as if her touch alone could bring him back. How long had she sat there, curled around him, hoping that somehow, she could still feel the warmth of his body, that by sheer force of will, she could revive him? It didn’t matter how tightly she held him, he would never wake.  

Her heart twisted painfully, and in that moment, the weight of her helplessness felt unbearable. 

But then, a sudden thought slammed into her mind with the force of a lightning bolt.

The Resurrection Stone.

If she couldn’t have him in life, she could at least keep him near her, in some form.

Her hands shook as she fumbled with the ring she still clutched in her palm. It gleamed faintly in the moonlight, a simple piece of jewelry that held the power to bring the dead closer—perhaps not in the way she wanted, but still, it was something. She tightened her grip on it, her heart pounding in her chest. This had to work. She hesitated, just for a moment, as she turned the stone three times, as the legend of the Hallows had instructed. Each spin was slower than the last, her desperation growing with every rotation.

“Come back,” she whispered, her voice hoarse and cracked. “Please, Tom... please... Even if we can only be together between worlds, come back.”

But nothing happened.

No flicker of spirit, no soft whisper on the wind. All she heard was the distant rumble of thunder, the rustle of the leaves in the wind, and the silence of the maze, soaked in blood and magic. She tried again, hope beginning to falter. Her fingers trembled as they turned the stone, once... twice more… and a third time.

“Tom.”

Still nothing.

Her cry caught in her throat, and fury mingled with the crushing weight of despair in her chest. “Why won’t you come back?” she yelled, her voice rising, raw with grief. “You stubborn bastard! You never listen to anyone, do you? Not even now!”

She wanted to hurl the stone away, throw it into the shadows where she could forget it, but she knew that would only make it worse. She would lose another piece of him. Another memory, another part of Tom that she couldn’t bear to let go of.

Instead, she slumped forward, burying her face in the crook of his neck, inhaling deeply. The scent of him still lingered, a faint trace beneath the blood and dirt and magic. It was as if his presence were still there, as if he were just beyond her reach, waiting for her to call him back.

“Please…” she begged, her voice breaking completely, the words torn from her as her body shook with silent sobs. 

But the silence continued.

Eventually, she sat back, numb, hollow. Her eyes were dry now, though the traces of tears still clung to her cheeks, remnants of a grief that didn’t know how to end. She wiped them away, but the emptiness inside her wouldn’t go.

It was over.

Truly over.

The irony hit her with the cruel sting of reality. Six months ago, she would have given anything to see him dead. She had dreamed of it, planned for it, convinced herself that the world would be safer without him. She had believed that the future would be hers to shape, free from the evils of Tom Riddle.

But now… now she would give anything—anyone—to have him back.

Yet, all she had left were the echoing words of his voice in her mind, and the weight of a love that had come too late.

Notes:

This one was tough for me to write... and although it might not end the way you may have expected, I promise this will be a HEA! Trust the process ❤️

Chapter Text

Hermione sighed as she finished the last of her paperwork, setting her quill down with a soft clink. The Ministry office around her was quiet, the faint hum of distant conversation filtering through the heavy oak doors. She leaned back in her chair, rubbing her temples, feeling the weight of the day—and the years—settle over her.

Five years. Five years since she had returned to her own time. Five years since she woke up in Gryffindor tower, a scream tearing at her throat, Tom’s phantom blood first hot, then cold on her skin.  

Hermione could still remember it vividly—the way she had jolted upright in bed, gasping for air, her sheets tangled around her like restraints as Lavender, half-asleep and thoroughly annoyed, had hissed at her to keep it down.

The familiar sounds of Gryffindor Tower—the crackling fire, the occasional creak of the old wooden floors—felt jarringly out of place against the roaring panic in her chest. She had sat there, trembling, her heart pounding in her ears, clutching at her nightdress like it could somehow hold her together.

Tom’s blood was still on her skin—hot, sticky, horrifyingly real in her mind—even though her trembling hands found nothing but sweat and linen. No blood. No broken body. No cold, empty eyes.

Only silence. 

Only absence.

And the ring—the Crest of the Celestials—adoring her left ring finger. 

She had pressed a palm to mouth, swallowing back a sob as the room returned to its peaceful, indifferent hum around her. No one else knew. No one else could possibly understand. To them, it was just another night. To her, it was the end of a world they would never even realize had existed.

And so, Hermione had lain back down, curling herself into as small a shape as she could manage, and stared at the ceiling until the sun rose, a slow stream of sorrow escaping the corners of eyes like an endless fountain.

Because what else could she do, when the only person who might have understood her grief had died by her side in another lifetime?

Tonight was no different. 

Her grief lingered beneath the surface, a constant, unhealing wound. Yet, she had built a life again—or at least the pieces of one. She had friends, a respectable career, a flat filled with books and quiet afternoons. Outwardly, she was Hermione Granger: brilliant witch, S.P.E.W. advocate, and respected ambassador—or as her younger self has dubbed, a peace architect. But inside, a part of her had been buried in that blood-soaked maze, cradling Tom Riddle’s lifeless body under a bruised sky.

She reached into her desk drawer without thinking, her fingers brushing against a small velvet pouch tucked safely in the back. Gently, she pulled it out and loosened the ties. A ring tumbled into her hand, cold and heavy. She turned it over in her palm, the way she had so many nights before—three turns, always three—and waited.

Nothing ever happened.

She hadn’t truly expected it to, not after all this time. In fact, she had stopped hoping long ago. But the ritual was a comfort, a quiet way to feel close to him again, to pretend for just a moment that he was still somewhere near, watching over her with that maddening smirk and those sharp, intelligent eyes.

Hermione tucked it away carefully, smoothing her hand over the desk as if wiping away the memories it stirred. She stood, gathering her things, pausing by the window as the last rays of twilight sank behind the rooftops of London.

Somewhere out there, life continued on. People laughed, loved, fought, dreamed. And she would too. One day.

But for now, as she turned away from the window and flicked off the lights, she allowed herself one last whispered thought before stepping into the night:

“I miss you, my heart.”

* * * *

An owl swooped into her kitchen from the open windowsill, its wings stirring the loose papers on her breakfast table as it dropped a letter onto the worn surface. Hermione groaned, forcing herself to leave the comfort of her armchair, where a warm blanket cocooned her legs and a half-finished cup of tea sat cooling on the side table.

She set down her book—a collection of essays exploring Salazar Slytherin’s magical theory on fated mates, a subject she kept telling herself was purely academic—and padded barefoot across the floor.

The owl, a sleek tawny creature with intelligent eyes, hooted expectantly. Hermione offered it a tired smile, rummaging through the cupboards for a snack. She eventually returned with a few bits of leftover bacon from breakfast, which the owl accepted with dignified approval.

Only then did she turn her attention to the letter, the heavy parchment strangely ominous against the mundane normalcy of her kitchen. Hermione picked it up and carefully unfolded the single page, her eyes scanning the chicken scratch of Ginny’s handwriting. She could almost hear the tone of Ginny’s voice as she read:

Hermione,

If you even think about skipping your goodbye party tonight, I swear I’ll come over there myself and drag you to it. There is no escaping this. I don’t care how busy or tired you are—this is happening! You’ve spent the last few days being all “responsible adult” with your work and your research, and it’s time to let your hair down for once. Don’t make me come get you. We expect you at the Burrow by 7 PM sharp, and if you’re not already present by then, I’ll collect you myself, no excuses.

Consider this a formal warning, Granger.

Love,

Ginny

Hermione couldn’t help but chuckle, shaking her head at the thought of Ginny’s no-nonsense attitude. It was classic Ginny—she never let her friends get away with anything, and this goodbye party was no exception. Still, part of Hermione wanted to avoid the fanfare. It was all too much—a constant reminder of what she was leaving behind, of the people and the life that she had sacrificed herself, her happiness, and her fate for—all to leave them again in the end. 

But as she read the letter for a second time, she couldn’t deny the pull of her friends’ love, the kindness and the warmth that they had always shown her. Ginny was right. She couldn’t run away from this. Not this time.

Sighing, Hermione tucked the letter into her pocket and stood up, already thinking of what she would wear. She knew Ginny wasn’t bluffing, which meant she couldn’t avoid this goodbye, no matter how hard it was.

* * * *

 

Hermione checked her watch one last time, the hands pointing to 6:55 PM. She sighed, mentally bracing herself for the evening ahead. A hot pot of tea and a warm fire with her latest book sounded much more tempting than a night of socializing, but she didn’t need a fiery red head breaking down her door.

Slipping her arms into her dark fall coat, she adjusted the collar, smoothing it down against the evening chill. The jacket was basic, functional, but it didn’t quite fit right—much like her life here in the future. Still, it would do, considering everything else was either packed in boxes and shipped off to the States or neatly organized in her favorite clutch.

With a quick glance around her apartment, she grabbed her scarf from the hook by the door and stuffed a surprise gift for Ginny into her purse. She hadn’t told anyone exactly when she was leaving—her departure was still a delicate subject for most, including herself. But tonight, there would be no more secrets. It was time to face them all one last time.

A moment of stillness passed as she stood by the exit, taking in the empty space of her quiet apartment. The silence taunted her. It was the kind of silence that seemed to press in on her from all sides, the kind that reminded her of exactly what she was missing—a partner, a family. If she were honest, she could admit she wouldn’t miss it here. Although it was perfectly adequate— a decent size, and a prime location—it never truly felt like home. Not without… 

She stopped herself, a shiver crawling up her spine. The thought was far too dangerous to entertain, especially now, as she was ready to meet with others. So, she shook it off quickly, as if ignoring the gnawing emptiness she had grown accustomed to burying.

With a slow, deliberate breath, Hermione stepped outside. The second the breeze hit her face, she was already apparating with a loud crack. 

When she reappeared, Hermione found herself outside the Burrow, the warm, welcoming lights flickering through the windows like a beacon. She didn’t have to knock—the door swung open almost immediately, and a very heavily pregnant Ginny was already waddling outside to greet her. 

“About time,” Ginny said with affection as she pulled Hermione inside. 

Hermione couldn’t help but smile as Ginny guided her into the warmth of the house. Between the familiar chatter, the scent of roasted food, and the sight of their friends all gathered around, everything felt almost… normal. 

There was a rush of people greeting her, kissing her on each cheek, and congratulating her on her new position in the States before they lost interest, returning to their prior conversations. 

“I was starting to think you were planning on jumping ship without a proper goodbye,” Ginny teased when she got Hermione alone again.

“It’s only 6:58PM, Ginny,” Hermione chuckled, pulling off her coat and shaking out the cold from her fingers. “Imagine if I had made you wait the extra two minutes.”

Ginny rolled her eyes playfully, giving Hermione a gentle shove toward the kitchen. “If you were here even a moment later, you might’ve missed out on the food.”

Hermione couldn’t help but laugh, the sound bubbling up easily as she followed Ginny’s gaze to the far end of the room. Ron and the twins were hunched over a plate of Mrs. Weasley’s famous pumpkin pasties, shoveling them into their mouths with a speed that could only be described as greedy.

“Leave some for the rest of us, you beasts!” Ginny called out, her voice sharp with mock indignation. 

The trio of Weasleys barely glanced up from the table of goods, too focused on their prize to care. Fred, with his mouth full, grinned at her. “You snooze, you lose, Ginny.”

Hermione’s heart tightened in her chest as she watched Fred, alive and well, joking and laughing like he always had. As if he had never died in the first place…because technically, she supposed, he hadn’t. No matter how much time had passed, it was impossible to wrap her mind around, or to reconcile, the two versions of the world she now carried inside her.

“You might as well strap a feeder to your snouts,” Ginny jested, rolling her eyes again as she ushered Hermione closer to the food table. “I’m claiming these!” she announced, shooing her brothers away from the pumpkin pasties. “Mum was so distraught that her and Dad would miss you, she sent a load of freshly baked treats all the way from Bulgaria to make up for their absence,” she explained to Hermione apologetically as she bit into a pasty. “They’ll be visiting Charlie and his wife for a few more months to help with their newest little one.”

“Send them my thanks, and let them know I completely understand,” Hermione said graciously, pinching off a piece of Ginny’s pasty and popping it in her mouth. “These are absolutely delicious.” 

“Aren’t they? The baby has been craving them all day,” she added, reaching for a tray of cauldron cakes next. 

Hermione grinned, her heart feeling lighter than it had in weeks. Despite everything, despite the weight of her memories and the secrets that still lingered, moments like these gave her the strength to persevere. 

“How’s the pregnancy going?” Hermione asked, her eyes dropping to Ginny’s swollen belly with a smile.

“Better than it did with little Sirius, thank Merlin,” Ginny replied with an exaggerated sigh, rubbing her stomach protectively as though trying to calm the child within. “Which only proves my theory that girls are the infinitely superior sex.”

Before Hermione could respond, a small voice interrupted them.

“Mommy! Mommy!” Little Sirius came barreling across the room, slamming into Ginny’s leg with all the force of a toddler’s unfiltered excitement. He wrapped his tiny arms around her thigh, and Ginny looked down with an affectionate smile.

“Gotcha!” Harry’s voice rang out with playful triumph. He scooped the squirming toddler into his arms, tossing him into the air before expertly catching him again. Sirius wiggled in his father’s hold, but Harry’s grip was firm, effortlessly dodging his son’s elbows and knees.

“Hermione, it’s lovely to see you,” Harry said warmly, planting a friendly kiss on each side of her cheek. “Congratulations on the promotion. The States better ready themselves for one bloody good negotiator.”

“Thanks, Harry,” Hermione said with a grateful smile. “And hello to you, Mr. Wiggles.” She gently tickled Sirius’s side, and the toddler’s laughter, pure and innocent, filled the room. It was infectious, the sound of his joy feeding her own.

“If you’ll excuse us,” Harry said, his voice tinged with amusement, “I have to get this little one to B-E-D before he tries to light my hair on fire again.” He widened his eyes comically at Hermione, the playful glint revealing just how much of a handful their son had become.

“Again?” Hermione asked, her eyebrow raised in mock surprise.

“Unfortunately, it seems he’s just as mischievous as his tosser father,” Harry sighed dramatically, giving Ginny a quick peck before heading towards the stairs. 

Ginny smirked, her gaze following Harry’s retreating form with a fondness that seemed to radiate from her. “For the record, I happen to love that tosser!” she called out after him, her voice laced with affection.

Harry turned just enough to wink over his shoulder. “Eh, he’s alright,” he replied, his voice teasing but warm, before disappearing up the stairs with their son in tow.

Hermione chuckled softly, watching the little family with a heart full of bittersweet happiness. Her mind wandered back to that other life, to the world she had left behind when she returned to the present. That world where Fred hadn’t survived, where the path of history had been altered in ways she would never fully understand.

Could she have had this with Tom if they had decided to skip out on Malfoy’s New Year’s Ball? If they had simply run away together, fulfilled the binding ceremony, abandoned their studies, and traveled the world? The thought was a soft ache in her chest—a bruise she couldn’t help but press on.

“Everything alright?” Ginny’s voice broke through her thoughts, drawing Hermione’s attention back to the moment.

Hermione smiled, her gaze flicking between her friend and the chaos of the Weasley household. “Yeah, just... just thinking.”

Ginny nodded knowingly. “I can imagine. It’s not easy, seeing how much things have changed, is it?”

Hermione’s eyes met hers, and she gave a small, rueful smile. “No. But I think... I think I’m starting to accept it.”

Ginny’s expression softened, and she reached out to squeeze Hermione’s hand. “I know you’ll be leaving soon, and you’re not sure when you’ll be back again, but please remember—this is your family, too. You belong here. And we’ll always be here for you, should you need us.”

Hermione’s throat tightened at Ginny’s words, and she blinked rapidly, pushing away the sting behind her eyes. She had always known Ginny’s loyalty, had always cherished it—but to hear it so plainly, so kindly, made her heart ache with a tenderness she hadn’t expected. 

Hermione nodded, her chest tight, but she managed to return the smile, even if it was fragile. She had lost so much, but in this moment, surrounded by those who loved her, it felt as though—just maybe—she had gained something, too.

“I’ll miss you all,” Hermione whispered, the words soft but laden with emotion before she cleared her throat. 

“We’ll miss you, too, ‘Mione,” Ginny said, pulling her in for a hug, her baby bump causing Hermione’s clutch to dig into her hip. 

“Oh, I almost forgot. I have a small surprise for you,” Hermione said as the lightbulb went off in her head. She dug around in the depths of her purse, a growing frustration building when she couldn't find what she was looking for. Finally, with a soft sigh, she gave up and pulled out her wand—the Elder Wand—muttering an incantation to ‘accio’ the gift to her.

As it magically floated into her hands, Ginny’s eyes brightened. “A book!” she said, her voice amused, her eyebrows arching in that way that always made Hermione feel like she was the subject of some inside joke. “This is exactly what I’d expect from you, Hermione.”

Hermione smiled softly, a hint of pride in her expression. “It’s an adventure story for our future generation of Gryffindors,” she explained as she presented the title. 

Fred, overhearing, jumped in enthusiastically. “Is that The Tale of the Three Brothers ?” he asked, his eyes lighting up with recognition. “Ron, you remember that one?”

Ron’s eyes practically glittered as he spotted the book in Hermione’s hands, and a wide grin stretched across his face. “I haven’t heard that story in ages. You know, I always thought the Elder Wand was the best one. I mean, who wouldn’t want to be unbeatable in a duel?” he asked, his voice dripping with nostalgia. 

“Unbeatable? Please,” Fred scoffed, rolling his eyes. “The Cloak of Invisibility is obviously the best one. I’d take that over the Elder Wand any day. Who needs to fight when you can just disappear? Plus, imagine all the mischief you could cause with one of those.”

George swooped in, planting his arm around Ginny, nodded thoughtfully. “True, true, but I reckon you could just use a disillusionment charm for that. The Resurrection Stone on the other hand, is one of a kind. Imagine all the pranks you could pull with the help of some friendly ghosts only you could see. Bloody useful, if you ask me.”

Fred belted out a whole hearted laugh, “You’re a right git, you know that?” he asked his twin, shaking his head in amusement. “Either way, it’s about collecting all three, innit? That’s the only way one truly becomes the Master of Death.”

Hermione felt a slight chill at the mention of being the master of Death. It was meant to be lighthearted banter between friends, but the weight of that phrase lingered in her mind. The Master of Death. It wasn’t just a whimsical phrase, it was a concept that she’d spent hours contemplating, back when the Hallows had felt like the answer to everything. Now, with the passing of time and distance, she realized the meaning of the term was much different, and more disappointing, than what they believed it to be. 

Ron, clearly undeterred by Hermione’s sudden silence, grinned widely. “I mean, it makes sense, right? You collect all three, and you're invincible! No one can beat you. You’d never die.” His eyes gleamed at the thought, as if imagining the endless possibilities that came with being untouchable.

Fred and George nodded in approval, both of them, framing their chins with their fingers as if joining their brother in thought. 

Hermione’s breath stilled. She had to fight the pull of Ron’s words, his easy belief that the Hallows were about power—control over life and death. That was never what it was about, not truly. She shifted on her feet, feeling the urge to correct them, but not wanting to sound too serious.

“You’re wrong,” she said softly, catching the attention of the group.

They all turned to her, the playful mood slightly faltering.

“The Master of Death isn’t someone who can control death, or escape it,” Hermione continued, her voice steady. “It’s someone who understands that death is inevitable, and even necessary. It’s someone who accepts death, isn’t afraid of it, and can live without fear of it.”

She didn’t want to admit how much she felt those words, how she understood them from experience. How she felt like everyday was a wait, and after all this time, she was practically eager for Death to come claim her like it had Tom. 

What it might be like if death finally did come for her? When it came , not if, she corrected. A strange calm settled in her chest as she thought of it—not fear, not regret, but an understanding that it was simply another part of the journey, one she couldn’t escape. She’d greeted so many endings in her life, whether it was the end of her school years, the end of friendships, or the end of dreams she once held. Death wouldn’t be any different. It would come, and she would face it, just like she had everything else—bracing herself, but not running.

“Honestly, it’s just a silly story,” Ginny teased, her voice lighthearted, “The idea of being the Master of Death is just that—an idea. No such thing.”

Hermione blinked, her train of thought derailing at the sudden shift. She could tell that Ginny was trying to lighten the mood, to bring them back from the weight of their conversation, and it worked.

Ron spoke up, his lopsided grin making it hard to take anything he said seriously. “Well I still say they exist, and if you have all three, you’re unstoppable. No one would stand a chance.”

Hermione chuckled softly. The chemistry between her and Ron had fizzled out long before her jump in time, but she could always count on him for a good laugh whenever she took herself too seriously. “You can believe that if you want, Ron. But for me, I think I’ll just stick to trying to understand life while I still have it.”

“I’ll cheer for that!” Ginny whipped out her wand, conjuring a tray of drinks with a practiced flick of her wrist. Four flutes of sparkling elf wine and one of pumpkin cider appeared, perfectly balanced on a wooden tray. “To a life worth living!” Ginny declared, her eyes twinkling with mischief as she handed out the glasses.

Before Hermione could take her own drink, a familiar voice chimed in, and Luna Lovegood appeared in the middle of the group with a loud crack, materializing out of thin air. 

“Bloody Hell, Luna! I nearly jumped out of my skin,” Ron complained, wiping his now wine-covered hand on his leg.

“Oh, I do love a good toast!” Luna jumped with glee. “To life, to love, to knowledge, and to the emancipation of nargles everywhere!” She raised her empty hand in the air to join the cheers despite missing a glass, her voice full of the usual exuberance that made everything she said feel uniquely profound, even when it was utterly nonsensical.

“Hear, hear,” Hermione chimed, raising her flute. 

And it was the first of many. 

Before she knew it, she was on her fourth drink, undeniably three sheets to the wind. The warmth in her chest spread, loosening the tension in her shoulders. Soon, she was trading jokes with Ginny, giggling until she snorted, feeling the delightful buzz of alcohol taking the edge off the constant hum of thoughts in her mind. It wasn’t often that she let herself indulge like this, but tonight was different. Tonight, she was surrounded by people who loved her, people who had become her family, and slowly, the last remnants of the world she’d left behind felt distant—almost like a dream. 

Almost.

Hermione let her gaze wander over the group. Ginny and Luna were still deep in conversation, now veering into a spirited discussion about the ethics of enchanted creatures having a vote in the Wizengamot, while Ron, Harry, and the twins were debating the finer points of Quidditch strategy—despite it being long past midnight, and most of them needing to be up for work in less than five hours. 

The sounds of their laughter wrapped around her like a cozy blanket, offering her brief comfort. But there was an underlying, inescapable heaviness too, one that lingered beneath the surface of the mirth. She could feel it, deep down—a pang in her chest that had nothing to do with the wine. It was the awareness that this life, this version of the world, was the one she had fought for, and yet, not the one she had wanted. 

A soft laugh pulled her out of her thoughts, and she blinked the clouds away from her mind. Ginny was grinning at her, clearly amused by something she’d missed.

“Luna, you have to tell Hermione about the latest issue of The Quibbler ,” Ginny said excitedly. “Honestly, I typically only read The Quibbler for a good laugh—no offense, Luna—but last week’s special topic had me hooked !”

Hermione’s brow lifted slightly in curiosity. “Hooked on The Quibbler ? Ginny, should I be concerned? Is pregnancy fogging your brain?” Hermione whispered teasingly, earning herself a playful swat from her friend.

“It was quite romantic, wasn’t it?” Luna replied dreamily, her voice as light and airy as ever, like wind brushing through reeds.

Hermione watched the exchange with quiet fondness, her mind already conjuring wild guesses as to what Luna’s father had decided to feature this time—love potions crafted from moonstone dew? A conspiracy about Veela matchmakers hiding in the Department of Mysteries? Whatever it was, it was clear that it was intended to prey on the sentimentality of witches.

Ginny nodded, utterly sincere, her eyes round and doe like. “Perhaps Harry and I are Twin Flames. Even after all these years, I swear I still get butterflies when he sends me that cheeky wink of his.”

Hermione snorted into her drink, unable to help herself. “Really, Ginny? It’s just Harry.”

Ginny clutched her chest as if Hermione had mortally wounded her, gasping with theatrical indignation. “ Just Harry!”

Beside her, Luna tilted her head, considering Ginny’s statement with her usual gentle seriousness, as if debating the metaphysical properties of a wink. “I’d have to agree with Hermione,” she said calmly. “Harry is rather ordinary.”

It was the sort of thing that, coming from anyone else, would have sparked a fight—or at least a cold silence. But Luna said it with such objective observation, it was impossible to take personally. Even Ginny could only roll her eyes with a small smile. Hermione, on the other hand, belted out a laugh so loud it momentarily drew the attention of the boys across the room before they resumed their enthusiastic Quidditch conversation. 

“But,” Luna added, “I suppose the chances of you and Harry being Twin Flames are just as likely as anyone else and their partner—even if there are only four true pairs in the entire universe.”

Hermione’s amusement faltered. Four true pairs. Something about that phrasing tickled at the back of her brain. Her fingers tightened slightly around her wine glass.

“Can you and Harry feel each other’s emotions?” Luna asked.

Ginny’s brows rose as she mulled it over. “I suppose I can tell when he’s in a mood,” she said lightly. “There’s no talking to that one when he’s wound up.”

Luna shook her head, gently disappointed. “Twin Flames go beyond identifying each other’s emotions. They feel them. Experience them as if they were their own.”

Hermione’s throat bobbed. Yes. The word echoed silently inside her. It was that very entanglement of feelings, so potent, so consuming, that had unraveled her carefully ordered world when she and Tom were together.

“No, I suppose not,” Ginny admitted, her tone dipping just slightly, lips pressing together.

But Luna wasn’t finished with her assessment. “Does his touch light you up in a million sparks?”

Always. Hermione didn’t say it aloud, but the answer thundered through her. Her mind reeled backward through time—to when Tom’s fingertips brushed against her skin, and her magic had responded like it had been waiting a lifetime to be noticed. That summer nights in Spain, his lips tracing constellations along her shoulder blades, the way her very soul had felt seen. Known.

“I think this baby bump is enough evidence that Harry lights my fire,” Ginny joked, rubbing her stomach fondly.

“Really?” Luna asked, delighted. “Does it hurt? Is it like… electric? Or more of a faint buzz?”

“I meant figuratively, Luna,” Ginny replied with a chuckle. “Of course I don’t literally feel sparks or fire when he touches me. That’s impossible.”

But it wasn’t impossible. Not for Hermione. Not with Tom. It hadn’t been a product of longing or illusion. It had been real—like gravity, like breath.

“Perhaps the tales are an exaggeration,” Luna mused, tapping her chin lightly. “But the true indicator of a Twin Flame is magical compatibility.”

Hermione’s eyes narrowed. Magical compatibility. It was such a vague, floaty phrase—exactly the kind of thing she normally dismissed as pseudo-mystical nonsense. And yet…

“I didn’t really understand that part of the article,” Ginny said curiously. “Something about how your magic can work together to strengthen an outcome or something?”

“Technically, anyone can do that,” Hermione scoffed. “We did that every time we worked with a partner in Potions class.”

“No, it’s more complicated than that,” Luna said, twirling a lock of silvery-blonde hair. “It’s more like… being able to borrow and lend magic to the other. To merge magic—as if together you were two parts of a whole, and yet, simultaneously, the opposite sides of a coin. Your magic doesn’t just work together —it complements each other.”

Hermione sputtered mid-sip, the wine catching in her throat as a wave of memories flooded her. The edge of the Black Lake—Malfoy bleeding and writhing after her and Tom’s combined fury surged unchecked. The night Tom had cracked through the security wards of her bedroom by borrowing her power—as if it belonged to him just as much as her. The final battle at Malfoy Manor, when she’d drawn from Tom without even knowing it, striking Grindelwald down with strength she’d never known was hers to wield.

It had always been their magic—woven, tangled, inseparable.

“Do you mean like… Fated Mates?” Hermione asked softly, her voice suddenly small. 

Luna’s expression turned oddly wistful. “Fated Mates? Hermione, where ever did you come across that phrase? No one’s used that term in over a century. It’s practically ancient.”

Hermione’s stomach dropped. That would explain it—the dead ends, the contradictions, the vague scraps of knowledge she’d unearthed in five painstaking years. She had been chasing a ghost. A term long out of circulation, erased from common knowledge. No wonder her search had been fruitless.

She pressed her fingertips to her temples, trying to ground herself as her mind spun. She needed to focus. Needed to remember every detail Luna could offer before the wine made it all drift from her grasp.

“Can you tell me more about Twin Flames, Luna?” she asked in hurried words. “What are they? What happens when one finds their counterpart? Do they bind themselves together like the magical theory presented on Fated Mates? If so, what happens if one of them dies before the bond is complete?”

The questions spilled out too quickly, too urgently. She could feel Ginny watching her with curiosity now, but Hermione didn’t care.

“Ah, not even the great scholar, Hermione Granger, can resist a good romance. I knew it!” Ginny teased, nudging her playfully.

Hermione barely heard her, her eyes still boring into Luna pleadingly.

“To explain Twin Flames,” Luna began with a faraway look in her eye, “we’d have to go back to the legends of the Celestials first.”

Hermione’s heart lurched. “The Celestials?” Her mind flashed to a ring hidden away in a drawer, humming with dormant energy. “You mean… the creators of magic?”

Luna nodded serenely. “Well, it all started with them, of course…”

And as Luna’s voice wove through legend and myth, Hermione leaned in—every cell of her buzzing with quiet desperation, a hunger for answers that only deepened with every passing second… 

Chapter 43

Notes:

A little bit shorter than usual, but wanted to share nonetheless 🥹

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Chapter Text

Luna’s eyes shimmered, reflecting the golden flecks of candlelight, her voice slipping into a soft cadence—almost musical, as though the story lived in her bones and not just her mind.

“They say before magic ever touched the earth, before even time remembered names, there were the Celestials. They were born not of flesh, but of starlight and silence, emerging from the space between galaxies—where gravity is soft and dreams are born. Four of them. Each whole, each balanced, each the mirror of its own opposite, like a coin flipped in the cosmos—forever turning, never landing.

There was Vitae, the keeper of Life and Death.

Equinox, guardian of Justice and Injustice.

Kairoa, steward of Reason and Chaos.

And Thalas, warden of War and Peace.

Together, the four descended upon the Earth when it was still new, and from the breath of stars and the soil of silence, they created all life—from the smallest blade of grass to the beating hearts of beasts and men. However, harmony was their nature, and life could not exist without its mirrored counterpart. So, they bestowed magic upon a sacred few—gifting a sliver of their celestial essence to twenty-eight chosen lineages, charged with carrying their light, their will, their purpose.

These would become the Sacred Twenty-Eight.

But, as with all things blessed by power, the gift came with a condition.

The Celestials did not give up their control.

Life and Death still obeyed Vitae’s command.

Justice and Injustice still danced by Equinox’s decree.

Reason and Chaos still swirled beneath Kairoa’s gaze.

And War and Peace still trembled under Thalas’ hand.

This was the cost of magic—that its originators would forever hold the reins of power, shaping the very forces of existence.

But the witches and wizards, they grew… restless.

For power, once tasted, is a difficult thing to share. And soon, whispers turned to councils. Councils to factions. And factions to rebellion. 

The Sacred Twenty-Eight sought more than magic. 

They wanted supremacy. To decide who lives and who dies. What is right and what is wrong. What makes sense and what does not. When to fight and when to yield. They wished to rule the balances themselves.

So they made a plan. One born of resentment and arrogance.

A spell, dark and potent, was cast—so vile and vast it split the sky. With one voice, the witches and wizards of the world turned their wands to the heavens, and they struck at their rulers.

But the Celestials were not killed by their rebellion. No, they were shattered into eight fragments of unimaginable power, ripped from the heavens and cast across the world like falling stars, until finally plummeting straight to the world’s core.

And so were born the Twin Flames,

Echoes of the universe that once held equilibrium,

Scattered across lifetimes and continents,

Cursed to be apart, although destined to be together.

Yet, despite the triumph of witches and wizards,

Victory was short lived. 

Because without the Celestials to keep harmony: 

Life and Death became untamed. Life surged unchecked and insatiable, until the world groaned beneath the weight of its own abundance, every creature born clawing for breath, space, and dominance. Death lost its mercy, no longer a quiet end, but a ravenous force, stalking the living with hollow hunger, devouring without purpose, without pause, without meaning.

Justice and Injustice warred. Justice hardened into inflexible judgment, losing all empathy in its pursuit of order, while injustice thrived as a cruel mimic of power, twisting systems to favor tyranny and silence truth.

Reason and Chaos twisted and turned upon themselves.

Reason became cold and unyielding, valuing logic over humanity and trapping progress in stagnation.

Chaos erupted in endless flux, tearing down structure before it could take form, devouring its own momentum.

And War and Peace—well, you can see what’s become of them.

War turned feral, spreading conflict not for cause, but for its own blood-soaked hunger.

Peace grew oppressive, a suffocating stillness that demanded silence over harmony and compliance over freedom.

So, in the end, the balance, it seemed, had never truly passed to the wizards—it had only been destroyed, unleashing madness. 

And so the world waits—for the day when the Twin Flames—all eight—will find their other half, when each piece of the Celestials will be made whole again. 

Because only then will Life and Death know order. Justice and Injustice find judgment. Reason and Chaos move in rhythm. And War and Peace... can finally rest.

“Until that day,” Luna whispered, her voice so soft it was nearly a breath, “magic will continue to search for its origin, and the world will remain... unhealed.

Hermione didn’t move.

The fire had burned low, casting long shadows across the drawing room, but she hardly noticed. Luna’s story still rang in her ears—too vivid to dismiss as mere fable. The word twin flame seared in her mind like a curse and a confession.

“What happens if someone finds their twin flame?” she asked, her voice hoarse, though she suspected she already knew. The answer was likely tucked away in her purse, etched in the book Dumbledore had lent her—the same one Tom had once read aloud to her in the dim light of her dorm room years ago.

“There’s a binding ritual listed in The Quibbler,” Luna said, proudly lifting her chin. “But it’s not to be played with. The spell only works for true Twin Flames—and anyone else who tries, will surely perish in pursuit.”

Hermione swallowed hard, the back of her throat suddenly dry. “And if one finds their twin flame, but they die before they can perform the ritual?”

“I suppose they must wait another lifetime,” Luna laughs much too cheerfully. “‘ Scattered across lifetimes and continents’ as they say. They never truly die, you know. They’re simply reincarnated.”

Hermione stiffened.

Reincarnated.

The word struck her like a bolt to the chest, leaving her breathless. Her mind reeled, flicking through everything she knew, everything she had studied, everything she believed —and then landing, inevitably, on the Resurrection Stone.

She had tried. Merlin, how she had tried.

But Tom hadn’t returned. Not as a ghost. Not even as a whisper.

And now Luna, with her wide eyes and maddening calm, was suggesting something Hermione had never dared to consider.

Could that be why the Resurrection Stone failed? Because there was nothing left to summon?

Because Tom’s soul wasn’t gone —it had just been reborn? Waiting for her in another lifetime?

The thought should have terrified her—but it didn’t. 

Because if that was true—if they had been torn apart only to be flung into separate centuries, waiting for stars to align once more—then all the pain, all the longing, all the impossibility of their connection had a reason.

“Have any twin flames managed to reunite?” she asked, her stomach twisting in knots.

Luna sighed, wistful. “See, that’s the problem. Now that they’ve been split, I don’t suppose anyone actually believes they’ll willingly reunite again. Apparently opposites don’t often like each other. ” She giggled at the thought, missing Hermione’s frown deepen. “In fact, most records and histories theorize they keep killing each other instead.” 

Ginny groaned as she pushed herself to her feet, rubbing her round belly in lazy circles. “Okay, maybe it’s not as romantic as I originally thought,” she muttered with a yawn. “But it certainly makes for a bloody good bedtime story. I’m beat.”

Hermione barely heard her, too engrossed in need to learn more. “What histories?”

“Well, it’s widely accepted that Slytherin was one of the Celestial fragments incarnated—did you hear? Some think he was War, but others argue he was Death,” Luna explained. 

“Why do people think that?” Hermione pressed, desperate for something concrete to tether her spiraling thoughts.

“He wrote several essays on Twin Flames,” Luna said with a shrug. “Although he called them Fated Mates . He was one of the few who actually used that term, come to think of it.” She paused, blinking as the thought clicked. “Oh! Is that where you heard the term, Hermione?”

Hermione’s breath caught. She didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Her mind had gone utterly still—except for the one thought ringing clear as a bell: Salazar knew.

Twin Flames weren’t a myth. They were real. And she had lived it. Was living it.

Ginny leaned over, concern etched across her face. “Are you okay, Hermione? It’s just a silly story, love. Like The Tale of the Three Brothers .”

But that was exactly what Hermione was afraid of.

Because The Deathly Hallows weren’t just a story. The cloak, the stone, the wand—they were real. She had touched them. Used them. Was still using them. And if that tale had truth buried in it, what else had the world mistaken for fiction?

Luna looked mildly scandalized. “The Tale of the Three Brothers certainly is real. And the Hallows were created by Vitae—gifted by the Celestial of Life and Death itself.”

“Of course you would believe in the Hallows,” Ginny muttered. “No offense, Luna. But surely, Hermione, you don’t really think—”

“It makes sense, actually,” Hermione whispered, her voice cracking under the weight of knowing.

Ginny stopped short, blinking in disbelief. “Oh come on, Hermione. Not you, too!”

But Hermione didn’t answer. She was already drifting again—back to a hidden ring, and a wizard with dark eyes and darker secrets, who had looked at her like she was both prophecy and promise.

The air felt thinner somehow.

Because if Luna’s story was true—then she and Tom hadn’t been a mistake.

They had been written in the stars.

And she had blown it.

Until her next lifetime. 

* * * *

 

The apartment was dark when Hermione stepped inside, the door softly clicking shut behind her. With a flick of her wand, the baseboards lining the narrow hallway illuminated, casting a warm, amber light over the polished hardwood floors and the haphazard stacks of half-unpacked boxes. The space was somehow too bare to feel messy, yet too cluttered to be orderly. A faint scent of fresh paint lingered under the stale air. It didn’t smell like a home, and she had a sinking feeling, it probably never would.

Hermoine slipped off her shoes and shrugged out of her traveling cloak, moving on instinct rather than thought. She crossed the living room and dropped onto the couch, sinking into its cushions with a groan, as if gravity had just remembered she existed. Her body was exhausted—it had to be well past midnight—but her mind was restless, coiled too tightly to rest. 

Silence settled over her like a thick winter blanket, muffling the edges of her thoughts. Only the soft, steady ticking of the antique clock on the bookshelf broke through the stillness, each second a quiet reminder that she had just five short hours before her first day of work began.

Her fingers drifted to the ring.

It sat on her left ring finger, where she’d placed it without thinking—an old habit, maybe, or an unspoken promise she never quite admitted aloud. She twisted it absently, letting the metal catch the lamplight. The Celestial crest etched into its surface was divided into four distinct parts: a blooming tree half-withered, representing Life and Death; a blindfolded scale warped into imbalance for Justice and Injustice; a spiraling weave of geometric patterns clashing with jagged lightning for Reason and Chaos; and finally, a pair of swords—one sheathed, the other bloodied—for War and Peace.

She stared until her vision blurred, the fractured emblem pressing its meaning deeper into her.

Somehow, she knew.

Knew it like the uncanny sense of eyes watching the back of your neck.

She and Tom—if Luna’s tale held more than myth and memory—had once been Life and Death.

She, relentless in her quest to breathe life back to lost loved ones, no matter the cost, defying time and space itself to accomplish her plight.

He, unrepentant and unapologetic as he claimed life after life, yet consumed by his need to conquer—to master—death through his horcruxes.

The truth had always been in plain sight.

Together, they might have been whole.

Together, they might have been Vitae.

And now, the evidence surrounded her.

The Elder Wand rested across her lap, pointing at the resurrection stone mounted on her finger, and the Invisibility Cloak carefully tucked away in the bottomless clutch slung around her chest. The Hallows, each one real, each one hers. Not stolen, not inherited. But claimed. Returned to their rightful owner. 

The Hallows… born of the Celestial of Life and Death. 

Forged from their magic, their purpose—hers and Tom’s, once upon a time.

The thought lit her heart with a fierce, terrifying hope… but it didn’t last.

Her mind, ever rational, ever cruel, shoved the idea aside. It was Luna, after all. Sweet, strange Luna who still believed in Crumple-Horned Snorkacks and talked to creatures no one else had ever seen. Luna, who thought the stars whispered secrets, and maybe they did—but still.

Hermione sighed, the doubt sinking in like cold water. She leaned back, eyes fixed on the ceiling, jaw clenched against the ache rising in her chest.

Even if the story was true—if everything Luna said was real, including these objects, this ring, even her bond with Tom—she had lost him, and she wouldn’t be getting him back anytime soon. 

At least not in this lifetime. 

Her thumb stilled against the ring’s crest. She stared at it one last time, kissing it once before sliding it from her finger and placing it gently on the table beside her notebook.

This wasn’t the end. Not really.

If even a fragment of Luna’s tale was true, then fate had already set its gears in motion. She and Tom might have missed their chance in this life—but that didn’t mean the next had to. There would be another beginning, somewhere down the line. And when that time came, maybe—just maybe—they’d see the signs sooner. Choose differently.

She summoned a fresh stack of parchment and uncapped her quill with trembling fingers. The ink glistened black and ready. Hermione took a deep breath.

Then, she began to write.

Everything she remembered. Everything she suspected. The stories, the symbols, the fractured crest. Their time together—his voice in the dark, the way he looked at her like she was the answer to every unspoken question. She wrote it all, and with each line, her doubt grew quieter. Her purpose more clear.

Someone needed to leave breadcrumbs.

So she would.

For the girl who would come after her. For the boy who might still carry shadows in his eyes. For the next time they crossed paths—so they wouldn’t waste it.

Not again.

And if it was only a story?

Then let it be the kind that changes everything.

* * * *

 

Hermione ran her fingers along the spine of On Fate and Destiny, the leather worn smooth from years of careful handling. It felt strangely comforting to see it there, nestled between a collection of political briefings and magical policy binders. Out of place, perhaps—but then again, so was she.

Her office was modest, brightened by the wide, enchanted window behind her desk that mimicked the overcast sky of Washington DC. Half-filled bookshelves lined one wall, and her unpacked box now sat empty on the floor, its contents—photographs, scrolls, and carefully charmed parchment—tidily arranged. She exhaled a slow breath, brushing a bit of dust from the shelf, letting her thoughts drift for a moment back to the green pair of eyes that so often plagued her. What would Tom think if he saw her standing here, in a different time and place, having carved a spot out for herself in politics despite all the odds? 

The sudden knock on the door startled her.

She turned, quickly smoothing the front of her robes. “Come in,” she called.

The door creaked open, and in stepped a familiar figure—taller than she remembered, with dark hair swept back from his face and a neatly trimmed beard accentuating his strong jaw. His fair skin caught the office light in a way that made his hazel eyes seem gold-tinged.

“Ambassador Lefèvre,” she said in surprise, her expression brightening. “What a surprise.”

The Ambassador of France smiled, warm and faintly amused. “It’s Étienne, please. And I hope I’m not interrupting anything—my office is just next door, and I thought I’d take the opportunity to welcome you to the States.”

Hermione’s posture relaxed. “It’s lovely to see a familiar face. I don’t actually know anyone here—aside from Angie, the receptionist, but she’s a bit... standoffish.”

Étienne chuckled, his voice smooth. “Ah, Angie. She’s like that with everyone. Don’t take it personally—after three years, she still pretends I’m invisible.”

Hermione laughed under her breath, her shoulders softening. “I was starting to think I had something stuck to my face, the way she kept looking at me.”

“Trust me, the rest of us around here aren’t half so bad,” he grinned.

She offered a quiet smile, something about his easy charm and the memory of showing him around London tugging at her. It had been her first year on the job in the Ministry—back when she was barely holding herself together after everything with Tom had come crashing down around her. The thought brushed the edge of her mind but didn’t settle.

“I wanted to repay the kindness,” Étienne said, taking a tentative step inside. “You showed me around both the magical and Muggle parts of London when I first arrived. I’d be honored to return the favor now that it’s your turn to be the newcomer.”

“Oh,” she blinked. “That’s very thoughtful of you.”

He inclined his head, gentlemanly and a little mischievous. “How do you feel about a long lunch? There’s a quiet place around the corner where they serve proper French food—though don’t let the Americans hear me say that.”

Hermione smiled—softer this time, sincere. “That sounds wonderful.”

She shrugged on her coat, taking one last glance at the book on the shelf, bidding goodbye to the tales of past stars and second chances, before she turned off the lights and followed Étienne to a nearby cafe. 

The cafe was tucked between a used bookshop and a florist, the kind of place you could walk past every day without noticing until you really needed it. Inside, the smell of fresh pastries, coffee, and something vaguely cinnamon-sweet greeted them. 

She and Étienne sat at a small round wooden table in the far corner, half-shadowed by a curtain of ivy growing along the windowsill. The midday bustle made the space feel cozy, intimate. Too intimate. The table was just small enough that their knees brushed beneath it, and the casual touch of his leg against hers sent a pulse of discomfort through her—not from attraction, but dread.

She shifted slightly, hoping the movement hadn’t seemed rude. Étienne, ever gracious, gave no indication he noticed.

“It’s charming,” she said softly, looking around to anchor herself. “I like the vintage posters and the checkerboard floors. It reminds me of something out of a Muggle film.”

Étienne smiled, following her gaze to an old advertisement for enchanted espresso beans. “It reminds me of home,” he said. “When I’m feeling a bit lonely.”

Before she could respond, a cheerful waitress with ink-blue nails and a crooked bun appeared beside their table. “Bonjour, darlings. What’ll it be?”

Étienne didn’t need a menu, the request for wine and quiche rolling off his tongue with practiced ease. “Une bouteille de vin blanc et une quiche Lorraine, s’il vous plaît.”

Hermione handed her menu back as well, opting to try the quiche but forgo the wine for coffee. “Moi aussi, mais je prendrai un café crème, s’il vous plaît.”

With a wink, the waitress scribbled something in loopy script and disappeared into the crowd.

“You speak French?” Étienne said with an impressed look. “Aren’t you full of surprises?” 

“I picked up a few words traveling in my youth,” she explained, her mind drifting to those few days in Paris with Tom.. They had gone after he had mended the last piece of his soul… and it was the best four days of her life. If she had known what would happen only a few short days later, maybe she would have convinced him to stay there forever. But even if she had, she couldn’t deny that the havoc Grindelwald wreaked would have caught up to them eventually. “Enough to order myself some food, at least, but not much more.”

The waitress returned with their drinks, dropping off a bottle of wine with two glasses in addition to Hermione’s coffee. 

“Ah, a perfect Alsace Pinot Blanc,” Étienne beamed, delivering a heavy pour into the first glass. “I insist you try it with your quiche. It’s the perfect complement.” 

“I’ve never been much for wine,” Hermione said, politely declining.

“Hang around me long enough and you may change your mind,” he said with a mischievous smirk as he filled the second glass anyway and placed it before her. 

“Have you been in the States long?” Hermione asked, trying to keep her tone light, even as her fingers curled around the napkin in her lap, leaving her wine remained untouched. “I didn’t even know you’d left England.”

The moment the words were out, her face pinched in regret. “Sorry, that sounded terrible. I didn’t mean—”

Étienne laughed, the sound low and genuine. “Don’t worry, I’m not offended, Hermione. I’ve been reassigned here for about two years now.”

She gave him a sheepish smile. “Well, you’re clearly adjusting better than I am.”

“Maybe,” he said with a shrug. “The people here are friendly, and I’ve made a few good friends. But there are...challenges.”

“Challenges?”

He leaned back slightly, expression growing more serious. “The American Ministry’s Secretary of State. Jameson. You’re meeting with him this afternoon, aren’t you?”

Hermione nodded. “Yes. Any advice?”

Étienne’s lips quirked in a half-smirk. “Same as with Angie. Don’t take anything he says or does personally. He’s the kind of man who thinks civility is a weakness.”

Hermione’s brow furrowed. “Sounds charming.”

“Oh, he’s more than that. He’s a pureblood, you see. Directly descended from the Sacred Twenty-Eight. Thomas Jameson Rowle the Third. And he expects the world to remember it. Walks around like he’s allergic to humility.” Étienne gave a dry laugh. “Honestly, his ego is so big, it’s a wonder he can manage to balance on two legs.”

Hermione let out a huff of agreement, the edge of a frown touching her lips. “I know the type. I went to school with a Malfoy.”

“Ah,” Étienne said knowingly. “Then you’ll do fine.”

Their food arrived just then, the scent of butter and herbs rising from the flaky crust of the quiche. Hermione took a small sip of her café crème, grateful for the distraction—but her mind wandered. She thought of Riddle’s sneer softening over time. Of how people could surprise you.

And of those who never did. Like every Malfoy she had ever known. 

Merlin, was it possible that Secretary Rowle could be that bad? 

Hermione was spiraling again, she realized as she cleared her throat and sat up a bit taller. She was letting old names and old wounds take up too much space.

Across the table from her, Étienne was enjoying his meal in comfortable silence. She felt the weight in her chest lighten a little. Maybe this wasn’t meant to be something romantic. At least, she sincerely hoped not. She needed a friend. Someone who could sit across the table, who wasn’t expecting her to be anything other than herself. 

Étienne glanced up and smiled warmly, refilling his wine glass. “Good, isn’t it?”

Hermione nodded, her lips curling faintly. “Absolutely lovely.” 

After Étienne insisted on picking up the tab, he and Hermione strolled side by side beneath the flowering dogwoods that lined the cobbled promenade just outside the American Ministry’s hidden entrance. Though to Muggle eyes the area appeared to be an abandoned plaza tucked between two government buildings, those attuned to magic could see the shimmering glass domes and bronze towers that rose behind a veil of enchantment, humming softly with wards and wards-within-wards.

It was early spring, and the warm breeze smelled faintly of cherry blossoms and fresh grass. Witches and wizards bustled past in tailored robes and business suits, charmed satchels floating behind them, enchanted carrier owls swooping overhead with messages for the state. 

Étienne slipped his hands into his pockets, walking at a leisurely pace as though lunch had left him content. “You’ve got a good office, you know. View of the fountain. Close to the atrium. And, tragically,” he sighed dramatically, “just down the hall from Secretary Jameson’s marble-coated ego.”

Hermione raised a brow. “You really don’t like him, do you?”

Étienne scoffed, shooting her a sideways glance. “Don’t fall for the charm. He flashes that fake smile, says all the right things, but behind closed doors? Snake in a suit.”

She gave him a wry smile. “What happened between you two that has you so... wound up?”

His eyes narrowed, jaw tight. “Six months ago, there was a proposed trade accord between France and the American magical sector. Last-minute revisions came in—terms that disadvantaged us , of course—but Jameson didn’t bother to inform me. I walked into that meeting like a complete fool. My superiors thought I’d dropped the ball, nearly got me reassigned back to Marseille.”

“That’s awful,” Hermione said, her brow furrowing. “I’m so sorry to hear that.”

Étienne shrugged, but the muscle in his cheek ticked. “It wasn’t just the one time. He plays those games with anyone he sees as competition. Arrogant prick. Pardon—what’s the word your English lot like to use? Ah, yes—knobhead.”

Hermione laughed aloud, a surprised, full sound. “That’s… actually perfect. You even said it with Ron’s exact inflection.”

“Ron?” Étienne tilted his head.

“A friend. Also prone to passionate rants about pretentious purebloods.”

“Then I’d get along with him just fine,” Étienne said, a bit too warmly. They were already approaching her office door.

Hermione stepped forward to unlock it, but Étienne reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m glad you’re here, Hermione.”

She froze.

His fingers lingered too long against her cheek. His eyes, hazel and golden in the afternoon sun, flicked briefly to her lips. She caught a whiff of wine from lunch, warm and sharp, and dread uncurled in her stomach like a slow-moving fog.

She reached behind her, fingers clumsily fumbling for the doorknob. “Thank you again for lunch, Étienne, but I should get back at it now.”

Étienne rested one hand above her on the doorframe, ignoring her polite dismissal. “Do you have plans tonight?” he asked, his voice low and raspy. “I’d be happy to give you a proper tour of the city.”

Hermione offered a tight smile. “That’s kind of you, but I’ve got a lot of unpacking to do at home.”

She found the doorknob and pushed it open, eager for space.

Étienne followed her inside. The door clicked shut behind them.

“I could come over and help,” he offered, his tone too casual.

“I have a meeting with Secretary Jameson,” she replied quickly, circling behind her desk, using it as a barrier between them. “I really need to prepare.”

But Étienne just walked around the desk, closing the distance.

“Keep him waiting,” he said, his smile sharpening. “Show him you’ve got power. Might do the smug bastard good.”

Hermione frowned. “That’s not really how I operate.”

She stepped backward, dread pooling in her stomach as she realized she was only a few feet away from being caged against the door again.

Étienne leaned in slightly, his voice still playful. “Wouldn’t it be hilarious, though? Watching his face crumble when you treat him like the bureaucratic dirt beneath your boot?”

But before Hermione could answer, a knock came behind her—just one, deep and commanding. And then the door opened swiftly behind her back.

A cold breeze swept into the room.

A tall figure stepped inside, his presence cutting through the space like a blade. 

“Étienne, lounging around in the middle of a work day? What a shock.” His voice was smooth and deep, dripping with bored indifference.

Hermione’s breath hitched. Her magic hummed—no, surged—in recognition, snapping to attention like a soldier hearing a forgotten anthem. The pull was unmistakable, like an invisible string around her heart tautly wound, tightening with every breath she took. Without meaning to, her hand twitched at her side, aching to reach out, to touch the presence of energy that could both save and ruin her. 

And it wasn’t just her magic that responded. It was everything within her, every whispered memory, every flicker of a dream she had tried to ignore. A force of nature, powerful and possessive, like the tide, claiming her, pulling her closer, and yet she remained frozen, suspended in the space between past and present.

The forbidden question twisted inside her, knotting her thoughts together with sharp edges. No, he was gone…. Dead… She had finally come to accept it, to admit that they had missed their opportunity in this lifetime. There was no possible way he could be here, right behind her, standing in the doorway of her office as if nothing had changed, as if the years hadn’t passed, as if she hadn’t buried him, piece by agonizing piece, in her past.

She blinked, the room blurring around her, as her mind scrambled to put the pieces together. She wanted to deny it, to tell herself it couldn’t be, that this was nothing more than a trick, some trick of her mind or a cruel illusion. 

But the pull—the pull was real, unmistakable. 

It felt like him

Could it be?

“Tom?”

Notes:

Could it be? 🫣

Chapter Text

Jameson chewed his turkey sandwich with disinterest, jaw moving steadily as Priscilla Parkinson droned on about rose-gold tableware.

“—and I simply cannot bear the idea of an autumn palette. I told Mother, if the wedding is to be indoors, then what’s the point of pumpkin blossoms? We’ll look like a bloody harvest festival, and you know how vulgar—”

He glanced at his watch.

Twelve minutes. It had only been twelve minutes since she arrived, unannounced, as she had done every day for the past three weeks, carrying whatever sad little lunch she had bribed the Parkinson house-elves to prepare. Today, it was dry turkey and a single slice of pickle, neatly wrapped in parchment with a bow.

He took another sip of his lukewarm pumpkin soda, resisting the urge to grimace.

He could be drafting policy proposals. Reading through the latest intelligence on the French Ministry’s rumored alliance with the rebel covens in Marseille. Hell, he could be sitting in silence in his study, staring at the grain of his desk— anything would be a better use of his time than this pathetic performance of domesticity.

 The Minister had asked for an updated report on the South Atlantic wand-trade routes by tomorrow morning. He hadn’t even begun the appendices. The Americorps Liaison Office was breathing down his neck for a finalized statement on the black magic legislation. There were fires to put out, reforms to structure, centuries of archaic policy to unravel.
And here he was, listening to Priscilla Parkinson debate the merits of blush versus champagne napkins, as if global magical relations didn’t hang by a thread.

Unbelievable.

“—and really, Jameson, I do think you should consider wearing deep navy for the engagement portraits. Black is too severe, and you already have such a…serious look. We wouldn’t want to frighten the photographer.”

He glanced at his watch again, jaw tightening. The second hand ticked by with agonizing slowness.

Still too early to excuse himself.

He set the bottle down with more force than necessary, the faint clink echoing through the room like a punctuation mark.

“Hmm,” he said noncommittally, already tuning her out as his gaze drifted toward the window—toward anything else.

Priscilla had been selected for him when he was fourteen. The Parkinsons had wealth, lineage, and a daughter who was, on paper, an ideal match. But Priscilla had the personality of a flobberworm in a wig and the voice of a chattering pixie with a sinus infection.

He had never been interested.

Still, Jameson had been raised to be a gentleman. Raised to uphold the standards and traditions of the Rowle family. Refusing her company would not only shame her—it would bring questions from both their parents, and Merlin knew he didn’t have time to answer to either set. The betrothal had served a purpose, he admitted that much; during their years at Ilvermorny, the looming prospect of marriage had acted like a warding spell, keeping ambitious witches at bay. No one bothered chasing after a boy already spoken for by blood magic and family contracts.

But the usefulness of that shield had long since worn thin, eroded by every minute spent in her company.

Priscilla had never evolved past the shallow, simpering child he’d first been introduced to. She was all appearances and artifice—fascinated with fashion, obsessed with family rankings, utterly bored by anything that required a single flicker of intellectual curiosity. Her laughter grated on his nerves like a poorly tuned violin. Her conversations were circles of nonsense, always coming back to gowns, parties, and who was being seen with whom. Her opinions—when she had them—were either parroted from her mother or borrowed from the latest editorial in The Witch Weekly Gazette .

She exhausted him.

So much so, in fact, that during their final year at Ilvermorny, in a particularly grim moment of clarity, Jameson had considered finding a way—quietly, carefully—to eliminate her. Not out of rage. Not even spite. Just cold, calculated logic. A potion mismeasured, a spell miscast, an accident of timing and circumstance. Something clean. Something efficient. Something that would sever the unbreakable vow binding them without sparking suspicion.

But he hadn’t done it.

Because in the end, he knew his parents would simply replace her with another just like her—some equally intolerable witch with the right last name and a family crest to match. The faces might change, the perfume might vary, but the outcome would be the same. His cage would be gilded differently, perhaps, but a cage nonetheless.

So he’d endured. Quietly. Politely. Dutifully. As expected.

Even though he didn’t like it.

His eye twitched involuntarily as she flitted about the room like a preening peacock, now prattling on about centerpieces and seating arrangements. It was all so painfully trivial—but he’d learned long ago that objecting only prolonged her performance. Which meant the unbreakable vow didn’t just bind their fates—it bound his silence. His complicity. His life.

What should have been seen as a marriage of convenience was starting to feel more like a sentence in Azkaban.

“Excuse me,” he said smoothly, setting the half-eaten sandwich aside. “I have a meeting with the new Ambassador from the British Ministry.”

Priscilla’s face pinched. “Can’t they wait until you’ve finished your pickled moonroots?”

“I don’t particularly care for moonroots,” he replied coolly, brushing invisible lint from his robes as he stood. “But you’re welcome to them. Do show yourself out once you’ve finished.”

He didn’t glance back as he exited. Instead, he focused on putting space between them. Distance helped. It always had.

The farther he got from Priscilla, the easier it was to breathe—to relax his jaw, to uncoil the tension from his shoulders, to quiet the simmering rage that forever shadowed his thoughts. The bloodthirsty beast that lived just beneath his skin eased a fraction. The thing that whispered of ruin, that craved pain, that dreamed of death retreating for the moment.

 

Jameson cracked his neck from side to side, allowing the last of his tightness to melt away the further down the corridor he moved. The pathway was bright with enchanted chandeliers, the early spring light streaming through high arched windows and casting pale gold over the stone floors. Outside, the hidden magical district of Washington D.C. buzzed with subtle life—ivy blooming ahead of season, flocks of origami birds nesting in lampposts, and charms dancing along signs that flickered with multi-lingual messages.

The American Ministry’s East Wing was built in classical American gothic style—sleek and self-important, with gilded accents and intimidating doorways designed to make lesser diplomats sweat. It was a space built to impress—and intimidate—and Secretary Jameson Rowle embodied both with unnerving precision.

He turned the corner, brushing past a couple of interns, and they immediately stiffened as they caught sight of him. One even stepped directly into a file cart in her haste to move out of his way. The papers she carried rustled like panicked birds as she ducked her head and muttered an apology.

He didn’t acknowledge her. He didn’t have to.

They were all the same—the interns. Timid, over-eager, utterly inconsequential. And they feared him, with his sharp suits and sharper tongue, with the way he could silence a room with a glance. It was a fear he cultivated deliberately. Fear, after all, kept the tedious ones at arm’s length. It spared him from pointless chatter, from being dragged into whatever vapid, coffee-scented drama brewed in their breakroom each week.

Let them tremble. It kept things quiet.

And quiet was exactly what he needed today, particularly given the diplomatic headache ahead. He was not, in any universe, looking forward to meeting the new British ambassador. The last one had been an arrogant, sanctimonious relic, dead set on opposing the American delegation’s proposal to reintegrate black magic under tightly regulated classifications.

A coward in a powdered wig—that’s what he’d been forever quoting the International Concord of Magical Ethics as if it were divine scripture. Constantly attempting to undermine Jameson in front of the other ambassadors. It had never worked. But it had irritated him nonetheless. Like a fly that refused to die no matter how many times you swatted it.

If this new one was anything like the last, it would be a very long day.

He sighed, turning the corner. And then he noticed it.

The door to Ambassador Granger’s office was closed—but not locked. Light laughter filtered through the wood.

Jameson paused.

Through the privacy glass—lightly obscured by a basic charm meant more for courtesy than security—he could make out their silhouettes. A woman—petite, with a mess of curls that seemed to defy magical convention. And a man, tall, leaning in far too close.

Étienne de Rochefort. Of course.

The tick in his jaw was back, his molars grinding painfully against each other as he observed quietly. Étienne, with his careless smile and self-satisfied swagger, who treated international diplomacy like it was the social season in Paris. A rake in every sense of the word, with a trail of bed-warmed allies and quietly infuriated enemies behind him. 

And now he was already circling the new British ambassador like a spider spinning its web.

Jameson’s lip curled before he could stop himself. So, this was the new ambassador England had sent? Another easily swayed socialite, giggling in her office while serious matters languished on the agenda? If she was already laughing at Étienne’s jokes, he could only imagine how she’d vote. Probably with the same short-sighted, pearl-clutching revulsion her predecessor had shown whenever Jameson so much as uttered the phrase black magic reclassification.

Perfect. Another thorn in his side.

He stepped forward with the intention of announcing himself when he caught a bit of the exchange through the crack under the door.

“I have a meeting with Secretary Jameson,” she said quickly, moving behind her desk. Her tone had shifted—less amusement, more polite formality as she increased their distance. “I really need to prepare.”

Yet, Étienne didn’t stop advancing. “Keep him waiting. Show him you’ve got power. Might do the smug bastard good.”

Jameson’s brows lifted. Smug bastard?

She didn’t laugh, but he couldn’t read her expression with her back towards the door. Her posture, however, was suddenly stiff.

“That’s not really how I operate,” she said, her voice carrying a light disapproval.

Étienne leaned in further, voice dropping to something lower, scummy. “Wouldn’t it be hilarious, though? Watching his face crumble when you treat him like the bureaucratic dirt beneath your boot?”

Jameson’s fingers twitched at his sides.

He was used to being hated. Used to resistance, suspicion, even fear. It was the natural cost of authority. But the image of Étienne practically stalking her across the office, weaving his seduction into political manipulation, planted a far more troubling seed of irritation.

It wasn’t just that she might be another obstacle. It wasn’t even that she might be another pearl-clutcher, nodding along to Étienne’s polished nonsense while scoffing at American proposals.

No—what bothered him, what unsettled him in a way he didn’t care to examine, was the way Étienne loomed over her. Like a predator. Like he was laying a trap. And while Ambassador Granger didn’t seem inclined to fall into it, Jameson didn’t like watching it unfold either. It gave him the aching impulse to Avada him, solely for his arrogance. 

He wouldn’t, of course, but he would stop whatever nonsense was about to unfold. 

So, he reached for the handle.

It was time to introduce himself.

And Jameson didn’t hesitate.

He knocked once—sharp and deliberate—then opened the door before either occupant had time to respond, slicing through the moment like a blade through silk. A calculated move charged with confident authority. A declaration. I’m here. This conversation is over.

The air changed the instant he crossed the threshold.

A sudden silence poisoning the room. 

Something… off curled around him, subtle but undeniable. Not a temperature shift, not quite, but a prickle over his skin like the first brush of stormwind before a lightning strike. His eyes snapped to the woman standing near the door—her spine straight, her posture alert, her hair a tumble of wild curls that refused to be tamed, no matter how professionally she’d pinned them back.

And then— then —his magic reacted.

It surged up, sudden and unbidden, like a creature startled awake. Restless. Alert. Expectant.

A low thrum vibrated under his skin, humming in his chest, ringing like the note of a tuning fork. The sensation was alien and intimate all at once—recognition without origin, longing without name. It was as though something inside him—his heart, his soul—had leaned forward, reaching, aching to remember what his mind could not.

He stared at her back, momentarily robbed of thought.

And for one breathless second, the world fell away.

The meeting, the ministry, Étienne’s insufferable smirk—none of it mattered. There was only her. The curve of her shoulders. The way her presence filled the room. The undeniable sense that he knew her, even as logic insisted otherwise.

And that feeling—that pull —unnerved him.

So foreign, haunting, and still eerily pleasant. 

The spell broke when Étienne shifted leisurely beside the desk, arms draped over the armchair like a lounging cat, his mouth curling with lazy amusement.

“Ah,” the Frenchman drawled, “Secretary Jameson. What a punctual surprise.”

The smirk. The implication. The reminder of where he was.

Jameson blinked once, slowly, dragging himself back into the present. He straightened, shoulders squaring with practiced ease as he slammed down the lid on whatever the hell that had just been. His face returned to its familiar mask—cool, unreadable, laced with quiet disdain.

“Étienne,” he said, voice dry and sharp, “lounging around in the middle of a workday? What a shock.”

Étienne frowned like a school boy caught red-handed with dragon sugar on their lips, but Jameson barely looked at him. His eyes were still on Hermione Granger.

Her back was to him, rigid with stillness, curls catching the afternoon light like threads of shadowed gold. Although she hadn’t turned yet, the room had changed. There was a new tension now— not the diplomatic kind. No, this was older, deeper, like something sacred had been stirred from slumber. Something that had been waiting centuries for this moment.

And her magic….Merlin, her magic. It sparked faintly against him like the streak of a match. Not hostile. Not suspicious. But warm and comforting. 

He was barely managing to acclimate to it when her voice hit him like a spell. 

“Tom?”

The name slipped from her lips, barely audible. A question made of breath and disbelief.

She began to turn, slowly, like someone half-afraid of waking from a dream she wasn’t ready to end.

And when her eyes met his…

Hope rose. For the briefest, most excruciating instant, he saw it there, suspended in time. Blooming in her gaze like spring breaking through frost. Fragile. Blinding.

And then… 

It died.

Not confusion. Not in fear. But in sorrow. Her expression fell with quiet devastation, as if watching the last star vanish from a night sky. Like he —Jameson—had stolen something precious simply by existing in the place of another.

Of Tom.

The name echoed in Jameson’s mind like a slap.

He didn’t flinch. Didn’t speak. But his pulse flared with an ugly mix of emotions: uncertainty, anger, something almost like grief—and beneath it all, a strange, curling jealousy.

Whoever this Tom was, he’d mattered to her.

Deeply.

Unforgivably.

And somehow, impossibly, that bothered him.

His eyes narrowed as a sharp, uninvited thought slipped in: What did this Tom have that I don’t?

As if he —Thomas Jameson Rowle the Third, leader of men, conqueror of foreign policy, with blood so pure you could lick his genes—wasn’t enough. As if he were some poor counterfeit standing where a better man had once belonged.

The irrational sting of it—of being measured and found wanting—cut deeper than he liked.

He inhaled once, quietly, leashing the chaos clawing beneath his skin.

“I take it,” he said, voice like ice over fire, “you’re Ambassador Granger.”

Her throat worked in a swallow. She nodded once, silent.

The magic between them pulsed again. Quiet. Relentless. Alive.

And Jameson, for the first time in years, felt entirely unsteady.

“I am Secretary Thomas Jameson Rowle the Third,” he said crisply, his voice laced with frost. “If you must insist on informality, you may call me Jameson. Only my mother calls me Thomas.”

Her eyes widened at that—still fixed on him, still searching.

His fist curled in the pocket of his robe. Whatever she was looking for, he was not it.

And yet, the air still felt heavy. Off-balance. As though something more was coming for him—for them.

But he refused to give it power.

Not here. Not now.

And most importantly, not in front of the insufferable Étienne .

“Now,” he added, brushing past the Frenchman without so much as a glance, “shall we begin, Ambassador Granger?”

* * * *

 

Hermione sat across from Secretary Rowle in a high-ceilinged conference room adorned with silver candelabras and shelves lined with enchanted legal tomes. Her notepad lay open in front of her, quill poised, ink drying from her earlier notes. The bright afternoon sun filtered through the charmed glass of a nearby window that blocked prying eyes. The rich timbre of his voice filled the space with easy confidence.

“These are the latest draft proposals from our Domestic Magic Department. You’ll see that Article 7 is of particular relevance to your post. The Ministry here is exploring a policy to reclassify certain restricted magical branches, specifically Black Magic, under a new regulated tier: Applied Arcane Practice,” he was saying, eyes flicking to one of the documents. 

Hermione nodded—at least, she thought she did. In truth, she wasn’t entirely sure.

She was watching his lips move.

His words were smooth and clipped, but not cruel. They had weight, resonance. She tracked the shape of each syllable, the subtle curve of his mouth when he said “diplomacy” and the brief downturn when he mentioned “mediation.” The cadence of his voice—measured and smooth, like Tom’s in one of his rare, talkative moods. His hands moved slightly as he explained, the long fingers twitching just so when emphasizing a point. 

Jameson’s eyes were deep blue. Not the dark, forest green of Tom Riddle, but something lighter. Calmer. They reminded her of old ocean maps, the inked kind with curling wave crests. They shouldn’t have held her attention—not when her attention should be elsewhere, like on the declassified files he had placed in front of her—but she couldn’t help but be mesmerized by the depth of each iris, and the way they complemented the rest of his features. 

She cataloged the freckles scattered across the bridge of his nose without meaning to, counted them absently. Nine. Maybe ten.

And then she traced the hard lines of his jaw, made all the more prominent by the clean-cut shadow of light brown stubble. The hair looked soft despite its sharp precision—like the velvet edge of a worn book spine—and for a moment, all she wanted was to reach out and feel it beneath her fingertips.

At first glance, he looked nothing like Tom.

But his magic… 

Hermione could feel it beneath the surface of the room, fierce, barely restrained, thrumming softly in rhythm with her own. It was just as she remembered: warm and magnetic, like the heat of a fire or the surge of a summer storm. Welcoming, but demanding. Protective, but edged with danger. It didn’t touch her, not quite—but it circled, pressed, wrapped around her like a memory that refused to fade.

Jameson may have appeared polished—dressed in the finest robes to suit his role, born from generations of propriety and public service—but his magic still held that wild, ungovernable edge. The kind that whispered of power barely leashed. The kind that could steal the breath from a room.

And in that way, he was still so very, very Tom.

It called to her, low and insistent, and it took everything she had not to lean into its pull—to let it swallow her whole.

“Ambassador Granger?”

The words cut through her thoughts like the slash of a wand. She startled, blinking hard as reality snapped back into place. 

“I—yes?” she asked, fidgeting in her chair.

Heat flushed beneath her skin, crawling up her neck and blooming across her cheeks. Oh, Merlin… She hadn’t even heard the question. Hadn’t even tried.

And judging by the way he was looking at her—gaze narrowed, brow arched—he knew.

Of course he knew.

She’d probably been staring at him like some lovesick schoolgirl, bewitched by the resonance of his magic and the cut of his jaw.

Get it together, Granger.

She swallowed, trying to ignore the way her magic still skittered across her skin in response to his voice—a constant hum that lingered like a touch not yet given. She needed a moment. Just one. Maybe two. But she had none to spare.

Jameson didn’t repeat himself right away. He only watched her in that maddeningly calm way of his, giving her just enough silence to flounder—or recover—before sighing.

“I asked if the reclassification of banned hexes under Article 7 would trigger any automatic sanctions from the British Ministry.”

Right. She had prepared for this question. 

“Ah. No,” she said smoothly, getting back on track. “According to subsection F-12 of the International Arcane Exchange Treaty, classification within a host country does not impact reciprocal enforcement so long as the practice remains localized and monitored by an independent council. That clause was reaffirmed in the last summit in Dublin.”

A pause.

Then, just the slightest twitch of his mouth. Not quite a smile. But close. Perhaps amusement? Or approval?

“Noted,” he said, tapping a finger once against the parchment. “Though I imagine there will be pushback if we continue to pursue policy change on a global scale rather than keeping it localized.”

Hermione smiled faintly, eyes flicking down to her notes to avoid staring again. “There always is.”

He leaned forward slightly, propping his elbow on the table and resting his chin between his fingers. “And what exactly is your stance on the topic, Ambassador? Not the official position of England, but your own convictions. I’m curious.”

She hesitated, the room suddenly feeling smaller, his gaze piercing the careful armor she’d built around herself. “My opinion doesn’t matter,” she said quietly, steadying herself. “My role here is to represent the will of the British witches and wizards—the laws they’ve enacted, the values they uphold. Personal beliefs must be set aside.”

Jameson’s eyes didn’t waver. “And yet, every law, every policy, is shaped by the beliefs of those who create it. There must be something that guides you beyond protocol.”

She sighed softly, conceding just a little. “Magic was never meant to be divided simply into good or evil. It’s a force—neutral in essence—that serves the purpose of its wielder. Some forms of magic are destructive, yes, and they carry consequences that ripple through lives and societies. Those consequences must be tempered with balance, with responsibility.”

She glanced up then, meeting his eyes head-on. “But to label magic itself as ‘black’ or ‘white’ ignores the complexity of its nature. It’s the intention behind the spell, the choice to wield power with care or cruelty, that truly defines its impact.”

Jameson nodded slowly, his expression thoughtful, absorbing each word carefully before replying. “A delicate balance,” he murmured. “And one that few are willing to acknowledge.”

Hermione’s lips pressed into a thin line. “Perhaps. But it’s the balance we must strive for, if we are to protect both our people and the very magic that shapes our world.”

Jameson’s gaze softened just a fraction, a quiet respect flickering behind his eyes. “Your perspective is… rare. Clear-headed. Too often, policy becomes a blunt instrument, created and enforced without regard for the true meaning behind it.”

He paused, then tapped the parchment again, as if weighing the words he was about to speak.

“The proposal outlined here,” he said, “aims to strike that very balance. It recognizes that some magical practices, while dangerous, cannot simply be outlawed without addressing the reasons they exist and the contexts in which they are used. The goal is to regulate—not to condemn outright.”

Hermione nodded slowly, a cautious hope stirring in her chest. “Yes, I see the vision, and I admire it. To be frank, I was sent here to vehemently reject any such proposal unless it includes a clause requiring explicit government authorization before any Black magic rituals can proceed.”

Again, she lifted her eyes to meet his. “But you and I both know that’s just a more formal way of banning it outright.”

Jameson’s brow arched slightly, though he didn’t interrupt. His expression tightened—not with disapproval, but with interest, as if her honesty had caught him off guard in a way he hadn’t expected. The look of surprise faded quickly, replaced by something quieter, heavier—she had impressed him. He leaned forward just slightly, the tension between them thickening.

“So what do you suppose we should do?”

Hermione continued, her voice steadier now. “If this proposal is to succeed, it must also address the Ministry’s concerns more directly—perhaps by establishing a clear system of checks and consequences. One that doesn’t choke the practice into extinction, but keeps it accountable. A structured review process, triggered if misuse is detected. Real consequences for blatant violations. That would preserve the balance you’re after while still satisfying the Ministry’s need for control.”

There was a pause. The quiet stretched, filled only by the soft rustle of parchment and the low hum of magic in the walls.

Then Jameson let out a soft exhale—almost a laugh, though not unkind. “I was warned you were uncompromising. But no one mentioned you were practical.”

He sat back, appraising her with new eyes. “It’s a clever solution. And more than that—it’s fair.”

Hermione’s lips curved faintly. “Perhaps that’s why this conversation matters. Because laws aren’t just words on parchment—they’re the embodiment of belief. Of what we choose to protect, and what we choose to fear.”

Jameson’s gaze held hers, steady and unblinking. “Then let’s make sure this proposal doesn’t just pass—but endures. Let it reflect something better than compromise. Something intentional. Balanced. Significant.”

The air between them buzzed—seeped with understanding, with power unspoken but deeply felt. The space between them no longer felt political.

It felt personal.

Deeply personal. 

And as the rest of the meeting unfolded—him methodically presenting points, her responding with precision—the energy in the room only built, crackling like a flame, bright and alive. With every glance, every question, every calculated brush of his hand against parchment, the air grew heavier. Charged. Close.

By the end, the tension between them could no longer be dismissed as mere awkwardness between strangers. It lingered in between their final words, hiding beneath the professional surface of diplomacy, like something waiting to ignite.

And when he stood to see her out, leading her towards the exit, their hands nearly touched—so close the vibration of his magic pulsed against her skin—and the spark of it left her wondering whether it had been intentional or simply inevitable.

“Have we met before?”

Hermione froze, the echo of that almost-touch still tingling at her fingertips.

Jameson leaned back against the door frame, files stacked neatly under one arm, his other hand tucked casually into his pocket. His posture read indifferent, but his eyes told another story—keen, observant, tracing the outline of a thought he was chasing.

“You seem… oddly familiar,” he said. “I can’t quite place it.”

Her heart gave a slow, hard beat—loud in her ears, in her chest.

He felt it.

That thread—unseen but unmistakable—stretched taut between them. Across time. Across memory. Across whatever this was. He didn’t understand it. But he felt it.

She forced a smile, calm and practiced. “No, Secretary Rowle. I don’t believe we’ve met before. I’ve never been to the States until now.”

He watched her for a beat longer than necessary, then cleared his throat. “Of course. Just a passing sense.”

“It happens,” she murmured. And just as she turned to go, his voice caught her.

“Ambassador?”

She paused, glancing back over her shoulder.

He hadn’t moved from his post at the entrance of the conference room, one shoulder still pressed against the wood of the doorframe. His easy stance was at odds with the intensity in his eyes, a sharp crease between his brows, like he’d surprised even himself by stopping her.

“How are you finding D.C. so far?” His voice was low, almost hesitant, as if reluctant to let the conversation end.

Hermione blinked, caught off guard by the casualness of his question. 

Small talk? From him? 

Tom never wasted words on pleasantries. Too blunt. Too focused. She assumed Secretary Rowle would be the same—everything about his demeanor confirming the fact until now. 

And yet, she found herself welcoming the question far more than she would have with anyone else, the unexpectedness of it all quickening her pulse.

“It’s beautiful,” she said, shifting her weight slightly, her eyes meeting him more fully now. “I only arrived yesterday, but what I’ve seen—the mix of magical and non-magical architecture—it’s breathtaking. I’m hoping to explore some of the historical districts soon. To see how the city’s stories blend together.”

He held her eyes, and she felt the pull again.

His attention wasn’t casual or polite; it was fixed and unwavering. 

A silence stretched as his eyes flickered between hers with intense focus, the charge of their chemistry making her knees weak.

She tucked a loose curl behind her ear—a nervous tick she might not have noticed if she weren’t so self-conscious beneath his piercing stare.

“D.C. can be... layered,” he said finally, voice dropping to register a softer tone. “There’s always more beneath the surface, if you know where to look.”

Hermione nodded slowly, a quiet smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “I’d like that. To see the city through the eyes of a native.”

For a fraction of a second, Jameson’s expression shifted—something subtle and unexpected, maybe a hint of openness beneath his armor of reserve. “Then I’ll show you. Tomorrow, at lunch.”

Her smile widened, warmth blooming in her chest as her heart quickened at his invitation. For a moment, the nerves caught in her throat, tightening like a fragile thread she had to consciously steady before she could speak. “I would very much appreciate that, Secretary Rowle.”

He tilted his head slightly, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Jameson,” he said, his voice lowering just enough to feel like a private agreement. “Please, feel free to address me informally, Ambassador Granger. There’s no need for formalities between us.”

His offer sent a ripple of surprise through her, and Hermione felt a flush rise in her cheeks once again, suddenly aware of just how close she was standing to him. It was as if, with each passing word, she had drifted nearer, like the tide inching toward the shore. Still, she made no move to step back, caught in the quiet pull of proximity and possibility.

“Jameson,” she agreed, almost testing the shape of it on her tongue—and if she wasn’t mistaken, the faintest ripple passed through him, too, the hairs at the back of his neck rising at the sound of his name on her lips. “Then, please, call me Hermione.” 

For a beat, he simply looked at her, before he finally nodded and repeated her name almost reverently, “Hermione.” 

She could have stood there forever, suspended in that quiet moment, the sound of her name on his lips ringing somewhere deep inside her. There was a strange kind of stillness between them, as if the world outside the doorway had dimmed, waiting. She knew their meeting time had long since expired—knew, logically, that someone in his position must have a list of obligations pressing against the hour—but he made no move to leave. And neither did she. It was as if some unspoken agreement had formed between them: this moment mattered, however fleeting. And the longer they stood there, the more she found herself not wanting to say goodbye.

A part of her—quiet, wistful, and aching—wished she could steal him away in that instant. Lead him somewhere far from expectation and duty, and pour her memories into a Pensieve so he could see. See who he had been, who she had been, the tangled history that had shaped this invisible thread tugging between them. If he could feel what she felt—recall the magnetic pull of a thousand glances, the sting of shared battles, what it was to love and be loved—perhaps it would all make sense. But she knew better. Knew that his affection, or anything close to it, couldn’t be inherited from another lifetime. It had to be chosen, explored, nurtured in its own right. And if there was to be anything between them now, it had to be his decision to lean in, to want it—not the echo of something he couldn’t remember.

Suddenly, a crisp voice sounded from the hallway, sharp and businesslike. “Secretary Rowle, you’re needed in the next meeting.”

Jameson’s attention snapped toward the corridor, and the moment’s intimacy wavered. A shadow of reluctance crossed his features as he stepped back, his fingers once against, nearly brushing hers in a fleeting, electric phantom touch. “I suppose I must go.”

His eyes locked with hers once more, steady and warm, carrying a quiet promise. “See you tomorrow at lunch, Hermione.”

She nodded, her smile so deep her cheeks began to sting. “Until then, Jameson.” 

He returned her grin, and for a heartbeat, the weight of their roles and responsibilities seemed to fall away, leaving just the two of them—connected by something unspoken but undeniable.

“Two minutes!” the voice called for him again. 

“Alright, Angie, I’ll be right there,” he replied, his eyes still fixed on Hermione as he took a few slow steps backward before finally turning and disappearing down the hall.

She stood there for a beat, watching the space he’d just occupied, the ghost of his presence lingering like a whispered secret. A rush of butterflies stirred in her belly, spreading warmth through her limbs, leaving her light-headed and untethered—buoyant with a feeling she hadn’t expected.

And as she made her way back to her office, the corridor seemed brighter, her footsteps lighter. The world, somehow, had shifted. Even nestled beneath the paperwork and policies and the careful diplomacy of her day, the thought of tomorrow’s lunch pulsed like a promise just beginning to take root.

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Jameson cleared his throat as he made his way through the corridor, passing portraits that watched him with idle curiosity. His pace slowed as he approached reception.

“Angie,” he said, pausing in front of the desk.

The witch behind it didn’t look up from her floating quill, but the arch of her brow told him she’d heard.

“If anyone’s looking for me,” he continued, adjusting the cuff of his shirt with studied nonchalance, “I’m tied up in an important meeting. Just take a message.”

That earned him a glance. Sharp, unimpressed, and distinctly maternal in the way only a witch in her late fifties could manage. “Of course, Secretary Rowle,” she said dryly. “I’ll be sure to turn Priscilla away when she comes knocking again. Just like I have for the past eight work days.”

Jameson gave a tight smile. “Very kind of you, Angie.”

She sniffed and returned to her paperwork, the smirk tugging at her lips saying far more than her words. He brushed off the implication—even if something about it stuck, oddly like an accusation—and continued down the hall.

He didn’t need to explain himself. Not to Angie, not to anyone. But if he were honest with himself, he knew his lunches with Hermione had drifted well beyond the scope of professional courtesy. What had begun on Tuesday as a polite gesture had unfolded into something else entirely. By Wednesday, they’d wandered through the hidden magical enclave beneath the Library of Congress, deep in conversation. Thursday, they’d walked along the Potomac discussing education reform and wand legislation as if they weren’t on opposite ends of several debates. And now, over a week later, the so-called tour had run its course, but the lunches hadn’t stopped.

He hadn’t wanted them to.

And now, another Friday had hit, and the idea of skipping today’s outing felt almost… unthinkable. So he’d planned something different—something quietly sentimental. A pub lunch, tucked away in a corner of the city where most Americans never noticed, serving bangers and mash, chips with malt vinegar, and Shepherd’s Pie that wasn’t half bad for being this far from London. It would give her a taste of home, in case she was feeling it.

But it wasn’t about the food.

He slowed as he approached her door, already picturing the way she might smile when he told her. The way her nose crinkled slightly when she laughed. It was a strange thing, noticing details like that. Stranger still, how badly he wanted to keep collecting them.

He knocked lightly.

Inside, there was a soft clatter, then a flustered, “Just a moment!”

When the door opened, Hermione stood there, poised but slightly flushed, her eyes wide with surprise. Behind her, Jameson caught a glimpse of a notebook on the desk before she slid it into a drawer with quick, practiced hands.

Interesting.

He could’ve asked. Would’ve, with anyone else. But Hermione was not anyone else. And though curiosity prickled at the edges of his mind, he didn’t press. She’d tell him—if she wanted to.

And Merlin, did he want her to want to. To willingly share what filled her thoughts, shaped her opinions, had her scribbling so intently in that obscure little notebook during office hours. He so rarely cared for the interior worlds of others. But with her…

“Ready for lunch?” he asked, his voice smooth, steady, but warmer than usual. “I thought we’d try something a bit closer to home today.”

Hermione blinked at him for half a second longer than necessary, as if still catching her breath from being startled. Then she nodded, smoothing her hands down the front of her blouse. “Yes. Let me just grab my coat.”

Jameson stepped back to give her room, watching as she retrieved a simple navy peacoat from the hook behind the door and shrugged it on with effortless grace. She moved with a kind of quiet precision that he found absurdly captivating. Grounded. Unflustered—until she wasn’t. And that tension, that subtle war between composure and something unspoken, told him there was something on her mind, weighing heavily over her head. It intrigued him more than he cared to admit.

Once she joined him in the corridor, they fell into step, side-by-side, as they had every day since their first outing. The rhythm was natural now, their strides aligned without need for adjustment. When they stepped into the elevator and descended in silence, it wasn’t awkward. If anything, it was charged with the kind of quiet where words felt almost unnecessary. Jameson kept his hands clasped behind his back, eyes fixed on the glowing numbers above the door, though his awareness of her presence beside him was all he was truly focused on.

When they emerged into the marble lobby, sunlight streaming through the tall windows, Jameson paused just long enough to hold the door for her. Outside, the city hummed around them—honking horns, distant chatter, the occasional flutter of magic cloaked beneath mundane disguise. Usually, he found the ruckus of city life offputting, but for the moment, he hardly noticed it.

“There’s a place in Capitol Hill,” he began, keeping his voice light, “run by a half-blood couple from Bristol. It’s not quite The Leaky Cauldron, but the food’s respectable, and they import proper tea. Thought it might be a welcome change from food trucks and committee cafeterias.”

Hermione turned to look at him with something like surprise, or maybe gratitude, softening her features. “That sounds… lovely, actually. I didn’t realize you noticed I’ve been avoiding the cafeteria.”

“I notice more than you think,” he said without looking at her, though a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “And I’m not above bribery. Especially if it means I get another lunch with you.”

She said nothing to that, but he caught the way her cheeks tinted, just slightly, in his peripheral vision. It gave him an odd sort of satisfaction. 

He stole a sideways glance at her as they continued walking. “I hope you don’t mind the detour. This place isn’t on any official list of diplomatic eateries.”

Hermione gave a soft laugh. “I think I can survive an unsanctioned lunch. Especially if it comes with proper tea.”

That earned a full smile from him, rare and unguarded. “You’ll have to be the judge. But I’ll be surprised if you find it disappointing.”

As they crossed the street, a breeze caught the hem of her coat, and she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Jameson watched the movement—absorbing the striking familiarity of it all—and felt something shift in his chest. He couldn’t quite pinpoint when this had stopped being about diplomacy. Perhaps it never truly was. But whatever this was becoming… it felt real.

Jameson slowed his steps, pausing unnecessarily to point out an obscure city detail—anything to stretch the walk a little longer. But all too soon, the pub came into view, nestled on a quiet corner between a used bookshop and an apothecary long since disguised from Muggle eyes.

He held the door open for Hermione, and the moment they stepped inside, the scent of roasted meat and buttered bread greeted them with a wave of warmth. Dark wood paneling, amber sconces, and the low hum of soft rock made the place feel like a pocket of London tucked safely away in the heart of D.C.

Hermione paused beside the doorway, her eyes sweeping over the old maps framed on the wall, the enchanted dartboard playing itself in the back corner, and the charmed chalkboard overhead listing the specials—its handwriting shifting every few minutes from spindly cursive to blocky print, repeating in every language imaginable and back again.

Jameson watched her take it in, a flicker of pride sparking in his chest when he saw her delight. 

“It’s not quite Diagon Alley,” he said, leading the way toward a corner booth, “but it’s close enough to pass inspection, I hope.”

Hermione slid into the seat across from him, her fingers smoothing the edge of the table absently. “It smells like the Leaky Cauldron without the smoke damage. So, that’s saying something.”

He gave a humm in response, shrugging out of his coat and draping it over the bench as a server brought over two waters and a set of menus. “Figured you might be craving something that didn’t involve fusion cuisine or an overzealous salad bar.”

“I was beginning to worry D.C. had declared war on bread,” she replied dryly, reaching for a menu.

Jameson leaned back, watching her scan the listings with focused intent, noting the slight crease of her brow as she read. A few weeks ago, he would’ve scoffed at the idea of spending his free time entertaining a witch—unless he was contractually obligated to. Now, he found himself memorizing her every word, every expression of the witch across from him, like the most foolish fool of all fools.

She looked up, catching him staring. For a beat, they held each other’s eyes. Something unspoken stretched between them—comfortable, electric, quietly thrilling. His magic reacted to her presence in that same, unique way it always did, vibrating just beneath the surface, urging him to lift his arm, to drape it around her shoulders, to draw her closer.

“So,” she said finally, setting the menu down, “what’s good here, Secretary Rowle?”

“Jameson,” he reminded her gently, his voice a touch lower than intended. “And if you trust me, I’ll order for us. I have a theory.”

She raised an eyebrow, folding her hands under her chin. “A theory?”

He smiled, already flagging down the server. “That no matter how complex a witch may be, the right steak and ale pie can make her feel at home.”

Her laugh rang low and warm across the table, striking him square in the chest with the full force of her joy.

As he ordered on their behalf, her laugh faded into a quiet smile, and she picked up her water, turning it slowly between her fingers. The firelight from the hearth behind them caught the crystal glass, casting a soft glow across her face. Something in the way she moved—slow, deliberate—made him wonder what thoughts were swirling around that brilliant mind of hers.

Jameson watched her for a moment longer, then leaned in slightly, voice softer now. “Do you miss it? London? Your friends? Your family? Home?”

Hermione’s eyes flicked up to his, caught off guard—not by the question itself, but by the way he asked it. As though he genuinely wanted to know, not because it was polite, but because it mattered to him.

She exhaled, her smile bittersweet. “Some parts of it, yes. Mostly my friends. They’re... an odd bunch. But fiercely loyal.” 

Jameson nodded, but something caught his eye as she reached for her glass again—a simple silver ring on her left hand. Specifically, her ring finger. He had seen it before, but had not dared ask about it.

It was bold and bulky, and yet still elegant—an antique, steeped in history. Not quite the sort of statement piece worn for fashion’s sake, and certainly not a traditional engagement ring. Still, its placement gave him pause. She didn’t act like someone attached. There was no guardedness, no split attention, no sense of absence tethering her to someone across the ocean. If anything, she carried herself like a woman entirely on her own.

He gestured lightly toward her hand. “That ring—hope you don’t mind me asking. Is it...?”

Hermione looked down, following his gaze, and gave a faint, amused breath. “No,” she said, slipping the ring off briefly and turning it in her fingers before sliding it back on. “It’s not what you think. Just… something old I keep close. A habit.”

A beat passed, and then she added, more directly this time, “I didn’t leave anyone behind, if that’s what you’re asking.”

She was saying exactly what he wanted to hear, and still, she had yet to address the question that had been burning in the back of his mind since their introduction. 

Jameson tilted his head, fingers idly tracing the rim of his glass. “No one?” he asked, trying to sound casual. “What about—” he hesitated, choosing his next word with care, “—Tom? You mentioned the name during our first meeting. Is he... someone important?”

Hermione blinked. For the smallest second, her expression faltered—an imperceptible shift that might’ve gone unnoticed if he hadn’t been watching her so closely. But she recovered quickly, folding her hands on the table and offering a quiet, composed smile.

“He was important,” she said carefully. “Yes.” 

Just that. No elaboration. No softening. Her voice didn’t tremble, but it carried weight, like a door closing gently behind her.

Was. Not is. Jameson caught it instantly. And yet… something in the way she said it made him think that ‘ was’ didn’t necessarily mean ‘ no longer.’

Jameson’s eyes drifted again to the ring on her finger, and an unexpected tightness wrapped around him. Suddenly, Tom felt less like a distant memory and more like an invisible presence sitting between them—an unspoken rival lingering in the background.

A sharp, unwelcome feeling rose in his chest—jealousy, he realized—bubbling beneath his calm exterior and making him acutely aware of how much he wanted to be the one she was speaking of so fondly.

Hermione blinked, then followed his line of sight. Her fingers stilled over her glass, then slowly curled into her palm. Her fingers brushed over it gently, and when she lifted her eyes to meet his, they were steady—but the grief that lived behind them was unmistakable.

“I know what you’re thinking,” she said softly. “And yes. It was his.”

Jameson didn’t speak, and she didn’t rush to fill the silence.

“We were… together. For a short time,” she continued, voice low but clear. “It wasn’t always simple, but it was real. He saw me—truly saw me—in a way few others ever have.”

There was something raw in her tone, not fragile, but honest. She wasn’t trying to soften her answer or wrap it in half-truths.

“He passed,” she continued, and the finality of it hung gently between them. “It’s been some years now, but grief doesn’t follow a tidy timeline.”

Jameson’s throat tightened. He wasn’t sure what response she needed, or what comfort he could offer, but he didn’t look away. He could feel it: the way her pain, her loss, lingered, like the final note of a lover’s balad—so memorable, so beautiful, before it came to an end. Somehow, it pulsed through his veins as fiercely as he knew it did hers.

“I wear the ring because… it matters,” she said, her thumb brushing over the band once more. “Not because I’m clinging to the past, but because he helped shape who I am. He’ll always be a part of me. But I’m not stuck there.”

She offered a small smile—worn around the edges, but bright nonetheless. “I came here for a fresh start. And I want to be present in it. Open to whatever comes next.”

Jameson’s chest ached in quiet awe, full of admiration. Despite her loss, she was still open to a new beginning—and maybe he could be the one to offer her that.

“I’m glad you told me,” he said, reaching across the table for her hand.

The second their hands touched, a jolt of magic shot through his body like a current, seizing his breath and rooting him to the spot. Their connection hit him fast and all-consuming.  There was nothing gentle about it; it was a storm under his skin, sharp and undeniable, awakening something primal and urgent. His pulse roared in his ears. Every nerve lit up with the knowledge of her, the feel of her. But then, the heat of her palm was nothing compared to the fire suddenly roaring through him. He wanted—no, needed—to be closer. 

Mine.

It was a thought that overwhelmed him—just as perplexing as it was undeniably fitting. Like the very depth of his soul was calling for hers, as if some deep, unknown part of himself had always known her—had always belonged to her, and she to him.

Hermione’s fingers curled tighter around his, pulled by the same electric charge that surged between them. Her eyes sparkled as they locked on him—steady, searching, and tinged with a vulnerability that nearly stole the air from his lungs.

Neither of them spoke. Words were unnecessary. The charged silence held something heavier: understanding, possibility, and the fragile stirrings of trust.

Jameson’s thumb traced slow circles on the back of her hand. “Whatever comes next,” he said quietly, “you won’t have to face it alone.”

Her bottom lip trembled despite her best effort to steady it. She nodded, barely, before whispering, “Thank you.”

* * * *

 

They stepped out of the pub into the golden haze of early afternoon. The easy laughter, the deep conversation—it all clung to Hermione like sunlight on her shoulders. But more than anything, it was the memory of his hand on hers that lingered. Not just the touch, but the way it had made something in her go still and alert all at once. She could still feel the warmth of his fingertips ghosting across her skin. Jameson hadn’t taken her hand again after that brief embrace, but the echo of it made her knees weak, and her magic still hadn’t quite settled.

He stood beside her on the pavement, glancing down the street at the path ahead of them. “Do you have to rush back?” he asked. His tone was casual, easy, but there was something under it, a hopefulness she recognized instantly.

She could’ve said yes. She had paperwork to review, memos to send, a department to manage. But instead she looked at him with a mischievous smirk and said, “Nothing too pressing.”

A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, the kind that she would never get tired of looking at. “There’s a little park a few blocks down. Nothing special, but… quiet. If you want to walk.”

“I’d like that,” she said, and they fell into step without another word.

The streets thinned as they walked, giving way to tree-lined sidewalks and the muted hum of a late spring afternoon. They passed a fountain surrounded by blooming azaleas, the air sweet with honeysuckle and sun. Jameson pointed out a brass plaque hidden near the base of a lamppost—an obscure inscription about the area’s magical architecture that she never would have noticed. He spoke lightly, offhandedly, but Hermione could hear the care beneath it. It struck her how much he wanted her to see these things. To share them with her.

She slowed near a wrought-iron bench tucked beneath an elm tree. “Here?” she asked.

They sat close. Closer than before. So close Hermione could feel the warmth radiating from his arm, the near-electric charge that lived in the space between them—like two magnets hovering on the edge of collision, waiting for permission to fall into place. Together, they watched the leaves shift in the breeze in a comfortable quiet, the city feeling so incredibly far away.

Jameson glanced sideways at her, finally breaking the silence. “So, what’s your take on the upcoming council vote? The amendment on magical lineage disclosures?”

Hermione exhaled through her nose, her tone sharpening. “I think it’s a blatant invitation to discriminate.”

Jameson’s brow lifted. “Go on.”

“They’re calling it a transparency measure,” she said. “But it’s just a way to force witches and wizards to declare their blood status on official documents. Hiring forms, housing applications, even school enrollment. It doesn’t promote fairness—it gives people permission to act on their prejudices in plain sight.”

His mouth quirked, but not dismissively—thoughtfully. “You’re not wrong.”

Hermione hesitated for half a beat, then added, “I’m Muggle-born, you know.”

There was a flicker of surprise in his expression—just enough for her to catch it before he blinked it away. “I didn’t know,” he said, his voice quieter now. “But I suppose I should’ve guessed. You speak like someone who’s had to work twice as hard just to be heard.”

Hermione swallowed, her guard lowering a fraction. “I have.”

Jameson nodded slowly. “I won’t pretend to understand what that must have been like for you. I grew up in a family where blood purity mattered more than personal integrity. When you’re young, you don’t question it—you just absorb it like a toxin.”

She studied him quietly. In truth, she had guessed as much, but from the short time she’d known him, he didn’t seem to be the kind of pureblood who swallowed those beliefs whole. “But you did question it.”

“I had to,” he said simply. “Eventually, you have to choose who you are, or someone else will choose for you.”

Hermione’s lips parted, appreciating the conviction in his voice. There was something disarming about the way he said it—not as a boast, but as a truth earned through pain. She recognized the cost behind it, the weight of walking away from the only world you’ve ever known, and choosing instead to stand alone on principle.

“You haven’t been lobbying in favor of the amendment on magical lineage disclosures then, I gather,” Hermione said, her voice gentle but probing.

A faint, ironic smile touched his lips. “Plenty of people from my family’s circle have urged me to lend my name to it. Quietly, of course. Just enough to sway a few fence-sitters on the committee.” He shook his head. “But no. I think my influence is better spent elsewhere—destigmatizing black magic, strengthening international cooperation, things that actually move the needle for the better. Besides, I prefer to work behind closed doors, where all the polished rhetoric falls apart and people are forced to say what they really mean.”

“Merlin forbid someone actually uses their power responsibly. You’re going to ruin the reputation of entitled purebloods everywhere,” she said with a small laugh.

“I’ll have you know, scandal has always looked rather good on me. Though I have the feeling you’re no stranger to it either,” he quipped, a smug smirk pulling at the corner of his lips. 

“I don’t court scandal—I just never run from it. There’s a difference,” she replied, a teasing lilt in her voice, eyes sparkling with challenge.

Jameson’s shoulder brushed hers, the contact light but breathtaking all the same. Hermione didn’t pull away—she couldn’t even if she tried. Instead, she leaned ever so slightly, basking in the warmth of him, as if her body had made the decision before her mind could catch up.

“I’m not used to this,” he said, his eyes fixed on the line of trees in the distance. “Feeling this connected to someone. Especially not so soon.”

Hermione turned toward him, quiet and attentive, sensing that this wasn’t something he gave easily. She didn’t speak, didn’t rush him—just waited, heart steady, as if holding a door open for him to step through.

“It’s always been easier for me to stay… compartmentalized,” he continued. “Keep everything neat. Controlled. Safe. My job requires it. My upbringing demands it.”

His voice dipped lower at that, a quiet but unmistakable bitterness present.

“I didn’t grow up with warmth. Affection wasn’t a currency in my household—status was. Expectations. Appearances.” He gave a small, humorless smile. “You learn to play the part before you’ve even figured out who you are. Polished manners. Perfect answers. A mask that always fits, no matter the room you’re in.”

He exhaled through his nose, shaking his head faintly. “My father valued power above people. My mother… vanished into her own quiet disappointments. They love me, I suppose, in the way a family like mine defines love—legacy, loyalty, control. I learned early that trusting anyone made you vulnerable. And vulnerability was weakness.”

Hermione rested her hand on his knee, her thumb moving in slow, comforting circles. His gaze snapped to the spot she touched, as if surprised by the gesture—then softened as he reached to cup her hand between both of his. Despite the crisp spring breeze brushing their faces, all she could feel was the heat of his skin against hers.

“I’ve had… partners before. Flings. Arrangements. But nothing that asked anything of me beyond discretion and charm. Nothing that felt like anything. And then—” He looked at her fully now, something quiet and open in his expression. “Then you walked in.”

“Well, technically, you walked in,” Hermione said as she looked down, feeling the heat rise to her cheeks before she could school her expression. His words had caught her off guard—not because she doubted their sincerity, but because of how badly she wanted to believe them. Could it be possible that in this timeline, they could finally get it right? Could it truly be this easy? 

When she finally glanced up, her blush bloomed deeper. A soft smile tugged at her lips, impossible to hide. If only she could live forever in this moment. 

“I didn’t expect you,” he admitted. “Didn’t expect this.”

His fingertips brushed her chin, gentle as a question, coaxing her gaze up to meet his.

“Neither did I,” she whispered, her voice barely more than breath.

The space between them narrowed, her senses sharpening in anticipation. The wind rustled through the trees, too loud in her ears; the warmth of his hands soothed the nervous flutter in her chest. And the ache—the one that had been building between stolen glances and unspoken words—now blazed beneath her skin.

Then he leaned in. Slowly, like giving her every chance to pull away. But she didn’t.

Their lips met in a kiss that felt as natural as breathing, as though it had simply been waiting for the right moment to arrive.

Hermione’s hand found his collar, anchoring herself to his lips, and he drew her nearer, deepening the kiss with a reverence that made her chest tighten. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was an answer. A promise. A beginning.

They would get it right this time. She could feel it.

* * * *

 

Jameson was going mad.

He could feel the slow haze of rage gathering behind his temples as Priscilla’s shrill voice bounced off the gilded ceiling of his mother’s dining room. Sundays had always been the bane of his existence, but lately, they felt like an elaborate method of torture.

Every week, the same scene unfolded.

He would arrive at precisely 5 PM, as expected. His mother would be in a state of theatrical flurry, micromanaging the house-elves as though she had ever used a broom or spatula in her life. His father, holed in the study, would be on his third glass of America’s finest firewhisky, arguing loudly with the enchanted portrait of his own father—each man determined to prove who had contributed more to the legacy of magical society, when in reality, both men were quite mediocre.

At 5:30 PM sharp, the Parkinsons would arrive. Justice Parkinson carried a bottle of goblin-made wine so revolting it made Jameson question if taste buds had been banned from pureblood households. Trailing behind them, Priscilla—the Parkinson’s only child and his mother hand-selected “prospect”—entered like a gift-wrapped obligation. She had the grating self-assurance of someone who had been praised for the same three qualities since infancy: her pedigree, her posture, and her waistline.

Then, they would all sit—six statues pretending to be people—at a table laden with enough food to feed thirty, each dish more lavish and tasteless than the last. Father and Justice Parkinson would launch into another cyclical debate about bloodline policy, both spouting opinions so well-worn they had long since ceased to be original. Meanwhile, his mother and Mrs. Parkinson would trade barbed compliments and fresh gossip like currency, Priscilla chiming in with her usual blend of ignorance and cruelty.

“Did you hear about Mollie Stewart?” Mrs. Parkinson crooned. “Her daughter has recently been engaged to a half-blood.”

“Ugh,” Priscilla drawled, rolling her eyes. “How could they possibly allow such a creature to mix with their lineage?”

“If I were her mother,” his own mother added sweetly, “I’d disown her faster than you could say Snizzlewump.”

“See this is why Unbreakable Curses are so necessary with today’s youth.” Mrs. Parkinson rolled her eyes. 

Jameson gritted his teeth and looked down at his plate, his appetite evaporating. He cracked his knuckles beneath the table, but it did nothing to ease the tension coiling up his spine. After a week of stealing kisses from Hermione between back-to-back meetings and a flurry of paperwork, he was deep in the throes of full-fledged withdrawal.

He could still feel the ghost of her hand on his chest, the way her voice dipped into a teasing lilt that made him forget, momentarily, that his life was carved from cold, polished stone. That his destiny had long been decided. And that each passing day, wrapped in obligation and performance, was merely a slow march toward the inevitable.

“And the worst part,” Priscilla drawled, “is that the Stewart family actually had the nerve to throw an engagement brunch. I mean, really—imagine being proud of something like that.”

Jameson’s fingers tightened around his fork. His mother let out a breathy laugh. His father didn’t look up.

“Perhaps they mistook bad breeding for charm,” Mrs. Parkinson offered, sipping greedily from her wine as though it were an enchanted potion meant to preserve youth—and cruelty—forever.

“Or maybe,” Jameson said, voice calm, eyes still on his plate, “they didn’t feel the need to seek approval from the kind of people who only speak in whispers and hexes.”

A silence rippled across the table. Even his father glanced up.

Priscilla blinked at him, clearly unsure whether to be offended or flattered. “Darling, are you playing devil’s advocate again, or is this one of those brooding political statements you save for press releases?”

He looked up at her, finally. “Sometimes the devil deserves an advocate. Other times, he just needs to be put on trial.”

His mother shot him a sharp look, the kind she reserved for dinner parties and diplomatic threats. “Thomas, really.”

He stood abruptly. “Apologies. I’m needed at the office.”

It was a lie, of course—but they all knew that. And still, no one questioned it. They never did. Pretending was the family’s oldest tradition, a performance each of them had long since perfected. It was easier to believe he had somewhere important to be than to face the truth: he simply couldn’t stand them—or their curated, carefully constructed, utterly hollow lives. If that truth were ever spoken aloud, it would shatter the polished veneer they clung to with such desperation. So, leaving early was preferable to saying what he really thought—or worse, acting on it. And some nights, walking out the front door felt like the only thing keeping him from drawing his wand and ending the evening with the deadliest of Unforgivables.

As he stepped into the foyer and closed the door behind him, the noise of the house dulled, replaced by the cool silence of dusk. He drew in a slow breath, grounding himself in the memory of Hermione’s laugh, the weight of her head against his shoulder in the park, the way she had looked at him—not like a legacy, not like a pawn.

Like a man.

He apparated without hesitation, not to the office, where he claimed to be needed, but to the edge of her street, where the warm yellow glow from her porch directed him like a lighthouse in the fog.

He didn’t know if she’d be home.

He just knew he needed her to be.

He crossed the street in three long strides, the icy spring air cutting at his coat, but he hardly noticed. His heartbeat drowned out everything else—his father’s sneer, Priscilla’s voice, the clink of wine glasses and rehearsed laughter. All of it had faded into static the moment he saw the light in her window.

Jameson stepped onto the porch and raised his hand to knock, but before his knuckles touched the wood, the door opened.

Hermione stood there, barefoot, dressed in a worn jumper, her curls pinned haphazardly on top of her head. A half-read book was still in one hand, her thumb tucked between the pages.

“Jameson?” she asked, his name more breath than word. 

He didn’t explain. He couldn’t. He simply stepped forward, eyes fixed on hers.

“I missed you,” he said, his voice low, quiet, certain.

Her book fell to the side table with a soft thud as she reached for him. 

He kissed her—first gently, like a question, then again with urgency, with the kind of need he’d been holding back all week.

She answered with equal fervor, her fingers threading into his hair as he walked her backward through the doorway, never breaking the kiss. His hand found the edge of the door and pulled it closed behind them with a soft click, sealing the rest of the world outside.

And for the first time all evening, he could breathe.

* * * *

 

Hermione wasn’t expecting anyone.

She’d just settled into her evening ritual—tea steeping on the counter, a wool blanket draped over the couch, a book half-finished in her hand—when she heard the knock. It was odd, at this hour, so she padded quietly to the door, tugging her cardigan closer around her, her wand discreetly within reach.

But when she opened it, the rest of the world stilled.

“Jameson?” she breathed, his name catching on the exhale, as if her lungs were struggling to catch up with her heart.

He looked like he’d been walking through a storm—windswept and flushed from the cold.

“I missed you,” he said simply.

No explanation. No warning. Just truth, laid bare.

Her book slipped from her hand, landing somewhere behind her on the end table, forgotten. Before she could think, she was already reaching for him.

The first kiss was soft—tentative, almost reverent, like they were both afraid of shattering the moment. But then he kissed her again, with the kind of intensity that made her forget what she’d been reading, what day it was, even her own name.

She felt her back press against the doorframe as he moved forward, guiding her gently, purposefully, inside. His hand found the door behind her and closed it without breaking their connection, the soft click sending a thrill through her.

She wasn’t used to this anymore—someone showing up not out of obligation, not out of convenience, but because they needed her.

And the way he kissed her… Gods, the way he kissed her made her wonder how she’d ever doubted whether he felt the fire smoldering between them. It was tenderness wrapped in hunger, laced with desperation.

Somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew she should ask what had brought him here, what had pushed him past the careful boundaries they both kept pretending existed.

But in that moment, with his breath warm against her skin and his hands anchoring her to something real, none of it mattered.

He was here.

And she wanted him to stay.

So, she allowed him to lead her back towards her bedroom, fumbling and laughing as they tripped over their own feet. She peeled off his coat—still damp with the chill of the night—and hastily tossed it aside. His hands found her eagerly—one sliding up her waist, the other cradling her jaw like she was something precious, something fragile he didn’t quite know how to hold but refused to let go of.

Hermione’s fingers threaded through his light brown hair, tugging slightly, just to feel something solid, to confirm to herself that this was real . She hadn’t realized how tightly she’d been wound until he touched her. Until he kissed her like that.

As if he hadn’t been able to breathe without her.

They parted for air, barely, their foreheads resting together, as they stood besides the bed. 

“You didn’t owl,” she murmured, voice low and dazed.

“I couldn’t.” His thumb traced the curve of her cheek. “If I stopped to write it down, I might’ve talked myself out of coming.”

She understood. Too well, perhaps. That ache of wanting something but not knowing if you’re allowed to have it. The kind of want that made staying silent seem safer than being told no. But he was here now. And so was she.

Hermione eased back, lowering herself to the edge of the bed, her hand still clasped in his. Her pulse was thudding in her ears, anticipation buzzing in her veins. “Come, then.”

He followed without hesitation, pressing her gently down into the mattress, caging her between his arms with a quiet finality that made the room feel warmer. Safer. Different.

His lips found hers again—slower now, deeper, affectionate. She answered him with fire, arms instinctively winding around his neck, legs curling around his waist as though her body had known all along exactly how to fit with his.

As though they’d done this before.

As though they would again.

And she supposed, they had, in a way. 

Quickly, their kisses grew urgent, frenzied, until she could hardly think through the rush of sensation erupting between them. Her hands slid beneath the hem of his shirt, fingers splaying across the warm skin of his back—and yet, just as the moment threatened to tumble into something headlong and breathless, she stilled.

Her hand came to rest gently against his chest, just above his heart.

“Jameson,” she whispered, voice soft but steady.

He froze instantly, lifting his head to meet her gaze. His brow furrowed—not in frustration, but in worry, in immediate attentiveness. He searched her face, lips parted slightly as though preparing to apologize.

But she wasn’t pulling away. She wasn’t retreating.

“I need to say something,” she said, her breath catching. “Before we… if we…”

He waited, silent and still, and she was thankful for his patience. 

“This can’t be casual,” she murmured. “Not for me. It can’t be something we regret in the morning or try to explain away later. If we do this, it can’t be a fling. Or some arrangement built out of convenience or loneliness.” Her eyes searched his. “It has to mean something to you.”

Jameson sat up slightly, one hand still cradling her face, the other finding her fingers, lacing them together with his.

“Hermione,” he said softly, voice hushed and low, like he was afraid she misunderstand him, “you already mean more to me than I can possibly explain. More than I ever expected anyone could.” He swallowed hard. “I don’t know how to put it into words—not the right ones. But if you're asking whether this matters—whether you matter—then let me be clear: you do. You do more than I have any right to admit.”

He leaned down again, pressing his forehead to hers, the moment quieter now. More grounded.

“I didn’t come here because I was bored. I didn’t come here because I wanted comfort,” he murmured. “I came because I couldn’t stay away.”

Hermione closed her eyes, her thumb brushing over his knuckles where their hands were still entwined.

Then she nodded, barely, just once.

“Okay,” she whispered.

And when he kissed her again, it wasn’t rushed. It was slow—worshiping—the kind of kiss that said he understood exactly what she’d given him: trust.

So, she surrendered to him. 

And the world finally felt right again.

Chapter 46

Notes:

Hi all, posting a bit early because I will be attending an unexpected celebration of life memorial this weekend and will most likely be offline for the remainder of the weekend.

Hope you enjoy this short chapter for the week. ❤️

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Summer had arrived in D.C. with a vengeance—thick, humid air clinging to Hermione’s skin as she and Jameson rounded the corner, the midday sun beating down on the sidewalk like a personal vendetta. The rhythm of the city whistled around them: distant traffic, the occasional honk, and the murmur of suited professionals ducking into cafés for iced coffee and quick meetings.

They were on their way to the secondhand bookstore tucked beside their favorite British-style pub, just off a quiet side street that felt hidden from the rest of Capitol Hill. It had become a lunchtime tradition—one of many they’d built over the last few months.

“You took the long route again,” Hermione said, flicking him a knowing look. “Trying to avoid running into Wicks?”

Wicks—Jameson’s overly chatty junior staffer—had a knack for turning every passing hallway encounter into a fifteen-minute monologue about minor legislative updates.

Jameson smirked and loosened his tie slightly. “Avoiding is a strong word. Strategically rerouting for the preservation of my sanity, maybe.”

“Mm. Cowardice, disguised in diplomacy.”

“Exactly,” he said with a cheeky wink.

The bell above the bookstore door chimed as they stepped inside, the blast of air conditioning making Hermione sigh in relief. The scent of aged parchment and pine-scented floor polish greeted them, familiar and comforting. The walls were lined with precarious stacks of magical and Muggle books alike, the kind of chaos that always made Hermione feel instantly at ease.

She peeled off her blazer and draped it over her arm, already moving toward her usual shelf—American magical policy, dusty and largely untouched. Jameson wandered toward the international law section, fingers brushing spines with idle familiarity.

This was their ritual now. 

Quiet moments stolen between meetings. 

A shared look across narrow aisles.

The occasional ridiculous book title held up for inspection. 

There was an intimacy to it—one Hermione hadn’t dared hope for, not after the way everything had ended with Tom. But Thomas Jameson Rowle III, with his sharp suits and sharper silences, who might have seemed cold to most, had effectively broken down barriers she thought she’d long since solidified. The Jameson she watched in committee meetings—like a glacier tearing through steel: slow and merciless—was not the same man who stood with her between these bookshelves. 

Alone with her, he became someone else entirely. Someone softer, quieter, almost tender. 

He didn’t charm. 

He didn’t flatter. 

He didn’t pretend to care when he didn’t. 

And he had made it abundantly clear that when it came to Hermione, he did care. He listened like what she said mattered—not as a strategy, but with genuine interest. And most importantly, he kept showing up. Every day. Not just in her bed, but here. In the quiet corners of her life she’d carved out for herself. Between the stacks she now considered home. Where it counted.

And it intrigued her more than she cared to admit.

“You realize this place is starting to feel more like home than my actual flat,” she called over to him.

Jameson looked up from a crooked shelf and offered a lopsided smile. “That’s because this place doesn’t come with an upstairs neighbor who practices saxophone solos at midnight.”

She grinned. “Touché.”

He crossed the aisle to her, holding out a slim volume with a garish red cover: Bloodlines & Bureaucracy: A Satirical History of American Magical Nobility . Hermione took one look and burst out laughing.

“You’re not seriously recommending that.”

“Oh, I absolutely am,” he said, his deep blue eyes shining with humor. 

Their fingers brushed as she took the text from his hand, magic mingling between them in that subtle, unmistakable way it always did when they touched.It was becoming second nature—like breathing, like instinctively knowing where the other would be before they moved, understanding how one another felt, what they thought, before a word was spoken. And yet, every time it sparked, it still made her heart soar. Still made her feel chosen.

“I like you like this,” she said softly, glancing up at him.

He raised a brow. “Like what?”

“Here. In this sunlight. Looking far too smug in a secondhand bookstore.”

He leaned in, placing a kiss just beneath her temple. “It’s the company,” he murmured. “She makes everything better.”

And just like that, the humidity, the politics, the deadlines—all of it fell away.

Hermione’s heart beat a little faster, the moment feeling fragile and precious, like an enchanted flower blooming in the heart of the forbidden forest. 

But then the guilt hit. 

She knew she couldn’t keep the secret any longer. Not without risking the growing trust that was bringing them closer.

So, she drew a slow breath, her fingers tightening just slightly on the book in her hand, and went for it. “Jameson,” she began, her voice barely above a whisper. “Are you familiar with the legend of the celestials?” 

Jameson’s gaze directed to the ring on Hermione’s finger, his brow knitting in sudden recognition. “That’s the crest of the Celestials, isn’t it?” His voice was low, almost detached as he reached over and skimmed his fingers across the metal. “Four symbols—Vitae for life and death, Equinox for justice and injustice, Kairoa for reason and chaos, and Thalas for war and peace. It’s rare to see someone wear all four.”

Hermione smiled softly, feeling her throat tighten. She nodded, a flutter of hope and nervousness mingling in her chest. “Yes. I... I wanted to talk to you about it for a while now.”

He studied the ring again, a frown tugging at the corner of his lips. “Why bring it up now?” he asked quietly, eyes sharp.

Hermione caught the flicker of dark something in behind his eyes—jealousy, perhaps? She had previously told him that Tom had given her the ring, and now she sensed his immediate tension at the mention of it. Quickly, she shifted gears. “Do you know the origin story behind the legend?” she repeated herself. Jameson’s eyes lifted, and a faint smile ghosted across his mouth. 

He cleared his throat and recited softly:

“Four souls, once whole, now torn apart,
Across the stars, spread fragmented hearts.
In endless lives, they search and roam,
To find the one who feels like home.
Through time and space, their spirits stray,
Reborn anew, in different ways.
But should they meet, and bind their hearts,
Their souls unite, as true counterparts.
And when they join, their quest will cease—
Eight halves, four wholes, in timeless peace.”

“I’ve never heard that before,” Hermione said, her brows knitting.

“It’s a common lullaby among pureblood families,” Jameson replied, his voice softer now. “One of the few my mother would recite on special occasions. It’s based on the legend of the Celestials.”

He didn’t look at her as he spoke. Instead, he turned and walked toward the next aisle. Hermione followed, a small thread of panic tightening in her chest. He had never walked away from her mid-conversation before. Had she pushed too hard? Had she already lost him before they had really even began? 

“Where are you going?” she asked, quickening her steps to keep up with his long strides.

“There was a picture book too,” he said, almost absently, his fingers trailing across a row of neatly stacked spines. “It explained each Celestial—how they kept balance, how they gifted the first Sacred Twenty-Eight their magic. And how those same witches and wizards turned that magic inward, unraveling the harmony they were meant to protect.”

He paused at the end of an unfamiliar aisle, crouching low in front of a shelf neither of them had ever wandered into before—one lined with brightly illustrated children’s books.

Hermione knelt beside him, the soft carpet pressing into her bare knees. The scent of old, dusty pages enveloping them, as if presenting proof that this corner of the bookstore had long been overlooked by most.

Jameson’s fingers hesitated briefly over a worn, leather-bound book before he pulled it free from the shelf. The cover was faded, and yet, the same four marks she’d seen on her ring were clearly etched into the surface—the intertwined marks of the Celestials.

He opened it carefully, revealing yellowed pages filled with elegant script and intricate illustrations—celestial beings surrounded by swirling constellations and glowing symbols.

“How’d you know this was here?” Hermione whispered, her voice tinged with awe.

Jameson’s jaw tightened, his eyes tracing the images. “It was mine. I donated it. The story belongs to all witches and wizards—not just purebloods, who have a tendency to keep secrets rather than share knowledge.”

Hermione’s heart thudded painfully. So he already knew! Well… the half of it, at least. But would he believe that he himself was one of the fragments, and that she was his counterpart? She wasn’t so sure. 

He looked up, meeting her gaze with something softer than she’d ever seen. “I’ll ask you again, Hermione. Why bring this up now?”

Hermione swallowed, the words still tangled inside her. “Because… some things don’t just happen by chance. The Celestials, the bond they speak of—it’s more than legend. And—”

But she never got the chance to finish her sentence. 

A woman’s shrill, false gasp rang out like a dagger slicing through silk. “Oh! My goodness, Jameson! What a surprise!”

Hermione popped up from her heels at the interruption, smoothing out her skirt and running a hand through her frizzy curls self-consciously. Beside her, James rose, too, his jaw tense as the tall, slender woman darted straight towards them. 

Whoever she was, she stumbled over her sky high heels, aiming herself right in the center of Jameson’s chest. He caught her, of course—because if he hadn’t, they both would’ve tumbled to the floor. An act Hermione suspected was entirely intentional on her part.

“Oops, how clumsy of me!” The woman clutched her pearls, feigning shock, aiming her syrupy sweet smile in Jameson’s direction. 

Hermione stared at the women’s hands, still placed on Jameson’s chest, confused about what was happening. Why did this flawless witch with perfectly straight blonde hair seem so comfortable with him? And why was he standing there, allowing her to touch him?

“Priscilla,” he said, flatly as he attempted to take a step back.

“Darling,” she cooed, moving quickly to loop her arm through his to anchor him in place. She pressed herself far too close to his side and looked at Hermione as though just now realizing she was there, too. “Oh—how rude of me. I don’t believe we’ve met.”

Her eyes flicked up and down Hermione’s work attire, assessing her like a buyer at an auction.

“I’m Priscilla Malden,” she said brightly. “Jameson’s fiancée.”

Hermione went very still.

Fianceé? 

The word echoed in her mind so many times, she hadn’t realized she had actually spoken it aloud. 

Jameson visibly stiffened. “Hermione, I—”

“Only for another few months or so! After this fall, I’ll officially be Mrs. Thomas Jameson Rowle the Third,” Priscilla’s voice floated on, oblivious to Hermione’s sudden disorientation. 

Hermione barely registered the nauseatingly cheerful tone. The ground was tilting beneath her and she couldn’t breathe. 

Jameson was engaged? 

The same man who had spent a month between her sheets? 

Who vowed she was special—more than just a fling? 

Who was supposed to be her bloody twin flame ?! 

Jameson took a step forward, trying to extricate himself from Priscilla’s iron grip. “Priscilla, this isn’t—”

But she clutched his arm tighter, smiling brightly as though he hadn’t spoken. “I really must steal Jameson away for a bit. There are some wedding plans we’re presenting to our families this Sunday at our weekly get together. It’s going to be such a grand affair. You simply must come to witness our union!”

Hermione’s stomach clenched. Wedding plans. Sundays.

The puzzle pieces clicked into place with an icy sharpness she hadn’t allowed herself before. Those unexplained absences, every Sunday evening, the times Jameson had slipped away quietly without explanation. She’d never pressed him, never questioned it, because she trusted him.

But now she knew what those nights had really meant. 

Family dinners. 

His family dinners. 

With her .

Jameson’s face had gone taut, his eyes locked on Hermione, wide with something like panic. He opened his mouth—but closed it again as Priscilla angled herself in front of him, blocking his view.

His shoulders were rigid. He wasn’t smiling. He wasn’t even pretending to keep calm.

“Priscilla,” he said sharply, trying again to free his arm. “This isn’t the time—”

“Oh, don’t be cross,” she purred, brushing invisible lint from his lapel. “It’s just such a lovely surprise to run into you. And Harriot, was it? You really must join us sometime before the big day. It’ll be so nice to have everyone… properly introduced.”

“Hermione,” she corrected Priscilla curtly, her chest tightening with something far more potent than heartbreak—something much, much darker.

No, Hermione’s knees were no longer weak. 

She straightened her spine, fire burning behind her eyes. 

Fianceé?! 

Of course. She should have known better.

Nothing about this—this connection —was ever meant to come easily.

He had been a cruel bastard in his last lifetime, and every one before that, most likely. Why should this timeline be any different?

Let him rot in whatever celestial purgatory the universe had fated them to endure together! Because nothing—and she truly meant nothing —could ever make up for playing her for such a fool. 

“Well then,” Pricsilla said, flipping her hair behind her shoulder, hinting at Hermione’s departure. 

“I—of course,” Hermione managed, her voice steadier than she felt. “He’s all yours. I should get back to work anyway.”

Then, she gave a small, tight smile, turned sharply, and hurried away before either Jameson or Priscilla could say another word.

Her steps echoed down the hall, the warmth of the bookstore and the afternoon sun melted away behind her as she fled into the crowded streets, heart pounding with the weight of what she’d just learned.

Chapter 47

Notes:

Tom's reincarnated self is getting some more character development today 🤗

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Jameson always had a penchant for discretion.

It wasn’t something he’d been taught—at least not formally—but something that grew in him like a second spine. A silent thing. A careful thing. Something his tutors often mistook for good breeding. What they didn’t realize, what no one ever did, was that young Thomas Jameson Rowle III had started practicing secrets before he ever practiced spells.

He was seven the first time he snuck into the west wing of the manor’s private library. The hallway outside was always too cold, always too quiet—sealed with enchantments and silence, the sort that told him not to enter. Which, of course, meant he had to. His fingers, still stubby with baby fat, had trembled slightly as he pressed them to the lock. Not with fear. With anticipation.

Inside were tomes older than his bloodline. Hand-bound with cursed twine. Titles in runes, etched in blood. Books that smelled like damp earth and rotting silk. And he devoured them.

Every.

Single.

One. 

He read about Inferi before he was tall enough to ride a standard-issue broomstick. He traced diagrams of inverted pentagrams and scrawled notes about Horcruxes, fragmented souls, and immortality into the margins. He learned how death could be cheated, twisted, enslaved.

His governess thought he was reading Muggle poetry—something she was happy to overlook to avoid scandal. But the truth was far worse. She had no idea that her precious pupil was quietly memorizing the darkest, most illegal, and most forbidden forms of magic beneath the tablecloth.

By the time he was nine, he no longer needed to study diagrams to know where the soul sat within the body, but he was still left with certain… questions.

And when his father introduced him to Fabian Avery—another pureblood heir, all watery eyes and empty chatter—Jameson felt the stirrings of something hollow and mean bloom inside his chest. He was told to befriend the boy. 

“He’ll be useful,” his mother had said with her gloved hand resting lightly on his shoulder. “Avery’s father has connections in Brussels. Learn how to make yourself agreeable.”

So he smiled. He played the part.

For a week.

Then, he lured Fabian to the garden maze behind the manor—an ugly thing, all sharp thorns and dead hedges in winter—and told him there was a secret chamber in the center.

He used no wand. After all, he wouldn’t legally be able to receive one for a few more years, and even then, he would not be allowed to take it home from school until after graduation.

Fortunately, all he needed was his voice.

His will.

Crucio.

The word had tasted ancient and cold on his tongue, like biting down on silver. 

And when the curse landed, Fabian screamed. It echoed through the frost-bitten air like something dying. He writhed. He pleaded. He bled from his nose and bit through his own lip.

And Jameson watched. Silent. Unmoved. More curious than cruel.

He’d expected exhilaration. Triumph. Something.

Instead, what settled over him was…disappointment. He’d done it— without a wand, something the books had barely hinted was possible—but the satisfaction he craved hadn’t followed. The violence hadn’t filled the ache. If anything, it sharpened it.

His mother found them an hour later. Fabian trembling on the ground. Jameson standing over him, blank-eyed and calm. But no one ever spoke of it again.

Not when Fabrian’s parents came to collect him. 

Not after Fabian failed to attend the gala that weekend.

Not even when his screams still clung to the stone halls of the estate like smoke.

By the time Jameson was off to school, he had long buried the memory, but not the hunger. He kept his head down at Ilvermorny. Played the prodigy. The perfect Thunderbird—bold, ambitious, and creative. A true leader of his class. 

But in his dreams, the maze returned. Bitter wind biting at his cheeks, blood steaming against the snow. Fabian writhing until ultimately, he fell completely silent. 

It wasn’t enough, and curiosity demanded escalation. 

And so, he chose again.

A fellow fifth year named Callum, who had been sorted into Wampus.

Dim. Loud. Egocentric. The kind of boy who talked too much about Quidpot stats and slept with his boots on. A boy that Jameson had decided—weeks before—that the world wouldn’t miss him.

He didn’t invite the duel outright. That would’ve been too obvious, too sloppy. Jameson was subtler than that.

Instead, he planted the idea like a seed.

He let the boy overhear a passing comment in the library, something barely louder than a murmur about Wampus house being all brawn and no strategy. He left a few of his charms notes “accidentally” exposed during study hall, just enough to spark envy. And during lunch, he made a quiet remark about how “some people can’t handle advanced spellwork,” loud enough for the right ears.

It didn’t take long.

The Wampus boy—cocky, shortsighted, and always desperate to prove himself—took the bait. Huffing, red-faced, he challenged Jameson in front of half the study cohort. 

“Tomorrow. Northern courtyard. Let’s see how smart you are under pressure,” he hissed, straightening the broad shoulders that framed his thick, stocky body. 

Jameson only blinked. “If you insist,” he responded, ignoring the way Callum puffed up with bravado, boasting about putting “the Thunderbird loser” in his place. 

The next day, just past dawn, Jameson arrived precisely on time, robes immaculate, face unreadable. Callum swaggered in five minutes late, wand spinning between his fingers. The air was cold and crisp, the sun sinking fast behind the wrought-iron fence that lined the courtyard edge. Behind them, an old witches tree stood, massive and half-dead, its roots dislodging the stones beneath it. A crowd had begun to gather in the background—consisting of mostly upper years from Wampush and Thunderbird—far enough to avoid getting hit, but close enough to observe the spectacle. Duels were a common occurrence, but Thunderbird and Wampus had long been sworn rivals, so word had spread fast and bets had been cast to predict the winner. 

They bowed. They saluted. They took their marks.

Jameson followed every rule. Every formality.

And he even allowed Callum to get in first volley.

The curse was too easy to disarm, and Jameson sent a follow up spell within the next breath. A spell—fast, harmless-seeming—angled just so, intentionally missing Callum’s shoulder by a hair. It ricocheted off the iron fence with a sharp metallic scream, sparking light in the falling dusk. The spell bounced behind Callum and sliced clean through the branch of the ancient tree, thick and heavy, its roots centuries older than the school itself. 

The groan of splintering wood came a second later, but it toppled before anyone could react.

Callum hadn’t even seen it coming. 

The crash was deafening. Bone, wood, and stone breaking all at once. A scream—sharp, high, then abruptly cut off. Blood bloomed like ink across polished marble. The crowd gasped, frozen. Someone vomited. A first-year sobbed.

Jameson stood still. Blinked once. Then lowered his wand slowly.

Professors came running within minutes. The healers tried, but there was nothing to be done. The branch had crushed half of Callum's ribcage, and his skull was split open like brittle bark, too far beyond magical repair.

“Freak accident,” one muttered.

“Tragic,” said another.

Everyone agreed. The Wampus boy had been reckless. Too proud. Too impulsive. He could barely pass Defense Against the Dark Arts with an ‘acceptable’ and still dared to challenge an ‘exceptional’ level student.

“It’s not your fault,” the headmistress said, a comforting hand placed on Jameson’s shoulder. “Just tell us what happened, and we’ll get it all figured out.”

Jameson nodded solemnly as she spoke. He gave a statement, calm and composed. Several students vouched that it had been a clean duel, that the spell had simply gone astray.

And no one questioned him.

He should’ve felt triumphant, but he didn’t.

What he felt was colder, quieter. The distant satisfaction of an equation solved.

Death, he understood now, was not a thrill. It was a tool. One he would use only when necessary. 

It was a promise he had stuck to for several years. 

The next time he extinguished a life, it was because he was left with no other choice. 

Tessie Donahue had made certain of that.

She was persistent in the way insects are—small, buzzing, impossible to ignore. At first, it had been a note slipped between his books: “You look lonelier than you let on. I could fix that.” He hadn’t responded.

Then a seat saved for him in the library, even when he’d never once agreed to meet her there. She’d wave brightly as he passed, as if they’d shared more than a quick fuck in the broomcloset. He simply walked past.

Later still, she’d appeared outside his private study hall, fluttering her lashes and handing him a bundle of sugarquills wrapped in ribbon. “You’re always working,” she said. “I thought you might like a sweet distraction.”

He gave them to a passing first-year without looking up from his notes.

Each dismissal only emboldened her. She took his silence as shyness, his disinterest as flirtation. When he finally told her plainly—coldly—that he wasn’t interested, that she was wasting both his time and hers, she cried. Loudly. In front of half the Transfiguration corridor. Then claimed he’d led her on, despite her earlier insistence that she wasn’t looking for anything serious when he agreed to her proposal for a one-time, secret hookup.

That might have been the end of it—until she broke into his dormitory.

He found her on his bed, wearing one of his shirts.

“I just want you to see me,” she whispered.

And that was when he decided.

He didn’t act right away. Although, Merlin, did he want to. 

After the Callum incident, he couldn’t afford another accident—not so soon before graduation.

So he took the longer path.

Weeks passed. He was patient.

He studied poisons. Ancient ones. He found an old formula from a Renaissance alchemist known for elegant deaths—silent, untraceable, swift. But he modified it. Improved it. Tessie wouldn’t seize or foam. There’d be no dramatic collapse in the Great Hall. Just… a slow peaceful death. A quiet extinguishing. 

He brewed the potion himself in the back of the Potions greenhouse, where no one went but him. Slipped it into a flask shaped like a heart. Left it on her desk with a self-destructing note forged in her roommate’s handwriting: “A little sleeping draught to take the edge off. I know he hurt you. This will help you forget him, even if just for the night.”

She drank it within the hour.

She collapsed in her bed that night, her breath gone, her heartbeat low as a whisper. The healers never found a trace of foul play. It was ruled a rare cardiac defect.

A few weeks later, there were tears at her memorial. Soft-spoken eulogies. A portrait charmed to smile.

Jameson sat in the third row and didn’t blink once.

He felt nothing.

No guilt. No elation. Only the quiet hum of relief that he’d never have to hear her voice again. Never have to dodge her eyes, her notes, her presence.

It hadn’t been rage. Or spite. Or even cruelty.

It had been necessity.

And necessity, he’d learned, was reason enough.

There had been… others. Half a dozen or so, over the years. Quiet removals. Softly dealt. Always neat. Always justified.

A Belgian trade representative who had grown too suspicious of Jameson's interest in wand-core import loopholes.

A South African diplomat with a habit of off-the-record comments, one of which had gotten a little too close to the truth.

 A cursebreaker from Montenegro who recognized a symbol on the inside of Jameson’s ring—a highly illegal reference of black magic—and threatened to report him.

All necessary. All forgotten within weeks.

But the most recent had been the English ambassador who preceded Granger.

An obnoxious man. Loud in all the wrong ways. Morally rigid. Passionately vocal in his campaign against the reintroduction of black magic into the diplomatic toolkit. He believed in idealism. Believed in “good triumphing over evil.” Believed power should come with conditions.

Jameson had known, within two meetings, that he had to go. But again, he was patient. 

When he couldn’t take it anymore, he acted. It hadn’t taken much. Just one dinner. One quiet night. A perfectly timed moment when the ambassador’s back was turned.

The Imperius Curse slipped on like a glove.

Jameson had whispered the suggestion like a lullaby. Walk home. Pour a drink. Write a note. Then step off the rooftop.

The ambassador obeyed. And when Jameson arrived to work the next morning, he feigned shock with remarkable ease.

Now, in the halls of the diplomatic tower, the whispers still lingered.

“I just… I never would’ve guessed,” murmured a young intern, balancing a stack of scrolls as she passed.

“Seemed fine to me,” replied a senior aide. “I keep wondering if we should’ve made him feel more at home. He never quite… settled here, did he?”

“He hated the city,” another voice chimed in from the conference lounge. “Always said D.C. was too stuffy, that the people were unscrupulous.”

Jameson stood by the lift, reading the morning’s briefings with a slight furrow to his brow. He hummed when appropriate. Nodded solemnly when someone offered condolences. Offered, even, to help the English office pack up his belongings, though he “didn’t know the man well.”

The next day, the papers called it a tragedy. A loss for Britain’s diplomatic corps.

Jameson, however, called it something else: a necessity.

But this time—this next kill—it would be different.

This time, it wouldn’t be quiet. It wouldn’t be impersonal. It wouldn’t be another checkbox on a list of political inconveniences.

This time, it would be personal.

Planned. Executed with precision. 

And this time, he would enjoy it.

Because if ever there was a reason for bloodshed, Priscilla had just handed it to him.

For following them. For interrupting a moment that was sure to change everything. And, most importantly, for obliterating any semblance of relationship between Jameson and Hermione in a matter of minutes.

If only he had come to that conclusion sooner.

It had been nine long, excruciating days since he’d watched Hermione retreat from him without looking back. Since he’d stood there, numb and useless, watching the only witch who had ever made him feel like a man worth more than the name he was born into walk away with her dignity intact—and his heart clenched in her hand.

Since he’d peeled Priscilla’s talon-like fingers from his arm one final time.

“I warned you,” he’d said, venom barely contained beneath his tone, “a marriage between us would never be personal.”

Priscilla didn’t even blink. “You’re the one who made it personal. I made it political. There’s a difference.”

“You’ve cost me something I can’t replace.”

“Oh, please,” she scoffed, waving away his words like smoke. “Don’t be silly, darling—”

“I am not your darling,” he hissed.

But she only smiled, petty and patronizing. “We’ve been betrothed since childhood. It’s not wrong to claim what’s mine.”

That was the moment something inside him snapped.

Because—even though he didn’t love Priscilla, had never loved Priscilla, and actually, when he thought deeply about it, realized he despised Priscilla—that didn’t make her any less right . They were bound together by an unbreakable vow sealed when he was fourteen—his father’s cold hand on his shoulder, the family solicitor murmuring incantations. A promise made in blood and boyhood ignorance, long before he understood what it meant to feel something real for anyone. Long before he knew that someone like Hermione Granger could ever exist.

He had given Priscilla a look that could have frozen hellfire itself before turning sharply and storming off in the direction Hermione had gone.

But it was too late.

Hermione hadn’t looked at him since.

Not once.

At first, he’d convinced himself it was a coincidence—Hermione’s avoidance. A delayed elevator. A sudden calendar conflict. A misrouted memo. She was busy. The Ministry was vast.

But then it became obvious.

The briefing where she redirected questions through a junior aide, despite him sitting three feet away.cThe team lunch where she left just as he arrived. The brush of her robes in the corridor, gaze fixed on the floor like it might burn her to meet his eyes.

She no longer looked at him. Not even by accident.

Even her words were careful now. Clinical. Stripped of the softness they’d once carried when it was just the two of them and the only witnesses were the spines of a thousand dusty books. And when she had no choice but to speak to him, her eyes landed on the most insignificant thing she could find—his sleeve, the wall, the edge of her cup.

Never his face.

Never the place he wanted her most.

But what haunted him wasn’t her silence.

 It was that when she’d fled that day, she hadn’t cried. 

She hadn’t shouted.

She hadn’t even asked him to explain.

She simply left. 

And when before, she had shimmered in his world like sunlight caught in dust, now, she turned every room cold.

And Priscilla was to blame. Because with one declaration—truth or not—she had accomplished exactly what she’d set out to do. She had broken them—and worst yet, she had broken Hermione. 

Jameson could still see it: the way Hermione’s breath caught, the way her face had gone still, pale as moonstone. The betrayal had sunk deep—visceral, final. It had lodged itself behind his ribs like a hex lodged in her chest.

And the worst part?

She had trusted him. With Sundays. With silences. With secrets. Maybe even with her future.

And he had let her believe she was the only one.

Because in his heart, she was.

But in reality… Well. Technicalities were getting in the way. 

Ultimately, all he knew was that he could not survive seeing that look on her face again. Not a second time.

So he made the decision.

Clean.

Precise.

Unflinching.

He would do whatever it took. Find the loophole. Invoke ancient magics. Rewrite blood laws. Burn family records. Tear the name Rowle from every ancestral ledger if he had to.

And if the Vow refused to bend—then yes. Hell, even if the vow did bend.

He would kill Priscilla.

Not out of necessity.

But out of desire.

And for the first time in his life, he would feel something when he took a life.

This time he would feel delight. He would take pleasure from handing out death. 

Because this time, it wouldn’t be for curiosity, or power, or politics.

This time… it would be for her. For Hermione

And this time, he would take his time. Not out of caution or to play the long game.

But because some vengeance is worth savoring.

 

* * * *

 

Hermione hadn’t looked Jameson in the eye for weeks now. 

Not once.

 Avoiding him had become a self-imposed ritual, meticulously crafted and rigidly followed. She timed her arrivals at diplomatic briefings down to the minute to avoid passing him in the halls. In meetings, she made sure other ambassadors sat between them. She spoke only when spoken to—and even then, never directly to him.

When protocol demanded she acknowledge him, her gaze fixed anywhere but his face—his lapel, his notes, the edge of the table. Never his eyes. Never the sharp, sea-glass blue that had once held her in place with nothing more than a glance.

And he’d noticed. Of course he had. She could feel the weight of it—his stare lingering too long, wondering. She didn’t dare guess what he might be thinking. If he remembered that evening at the bookshop. If the weeks they spend wrapped in her sheets had meant anything at all. Or if she had only imagined it.

It was just another typical Thursday evening, her office was quiet and empty after the fall out with Jameson, the windows glowing gold with the last light of day, the world outside softened by the drizzle tapping gently against the glass. She packed her notes and folders in slow silence, but inside her head, it was chaos.

She had replayed the moment Priscilla appeared—uninvited and unexpected—more times than she could count.

The way the woman had slithered up beside Jameson, all silk and sharp edges as she claimed him with all the practiced elegance of someone staking a rightful ownership. Like a trophy. Just as Hermione once had with Tom, back within the stone walls of Hogwarts, when she thought love was enough.

And Jameson hadn’t denied it.

And Jameson hadn’t said a word.

That was the moment the illusion shattered.

 The next day, Hermione had tried to eat alone in the embassy garden, needing distance and air. But Priscilla had found her. Sat across from her without asking, gloves folded neatly on the table like weapons.

“You seem bright, Miss Granger,” she had said, saccharine-sweet. “So let me speak plainly.”

Hermione remembered the way the breeze toyed with the corners of her napkin, the bite of vinaigrette turning bitter on her tongue, and the heavy perfume that clung to the air—rose, vanilla, and something acrid beneath.

“Jameson is spoken for,” Priscilla continued, voice honeyed but firm. “Our families go back generations. Our union has been in the making for over a decade. I’d hate to see you humiliate yourself. Or him.”

Hermione had said nothing. Her fingers gripped the edge of her plate like a lifeline.

“I know your type,” Priscilla added, tapping one manicured finger against her water glass. “The clever little charity case with the tragic story and the big ideas. But we both know his family would never accept someone like you.”

The word went unsaid.

 But it was there.

  Mudblood.  

Coiled behind her teeth, gleaming in her smile, nestled in the pitying way she looked Hermione up and down like a piece of rubbish discarded on the floor.

“If you care about him at all,” Priscilla said sweetly, “you’ll let him go. Because otherwise, you’ll only hurt him. He can’t afford a scandal. And you? Well… I’m sure you don’t want to be the reason the Rowles’ disown their only heir.”

Hermione had wanted to hex her into next week. Hell, she’d wanted to Avada her—magic buzzed at the tips of her fingers, deadly and violent beneath Hermione’s skin. The rage had flared so hot and sharp she could almost taste copper. But she hadn’t acted. Because technically, Priscilla hadn’t done anything wrong. 

She hadn’t lied. 

She hadn’t threatened her—not directly, at least. 

She’d simply laid bare the truth of Jameson’s circumstances, the unspoken reality that Hermione had refused to look at too closely.

And deep down, Hermione knew. Priscilla wasn’t the villain.

She was just the inevitable conclusion.

So Hermione had let go. She’d already spent too many years fighting to be taken seriously, to be enough . To survive being the girl who loved Tom Riddle, only for it all to be ripped away. She had learned long ago what it meant to let love blind her to danger. To destruction. To the truth.

And the truth was, if Jameson had wanted her, truly wanted her, he would have stopped Priscilla in her tracks that day in the bookstore. He would have said something. Anything.

And he hadn’t.

So she backed off.

Swallowed her pride, her hope, her heart—and did the so-called ‘right’ thing.

And still, it hurt like hell.

As time went by, some days were better than others. But in the darker moments, she wondered if she deserved it—if this was karma, a cosmic reckoning for sins from a former life. Maybe this was her penance: to find him again, only to lose him to someone else. To someone who fit. The right bloodline, the right family, the right expectations. Someone who could exist in his world without tearing at its seams.

Maybe in the next life, she’d get it right.

She swiped at her eyes before any tears could fall, breathless as she snapped her briefcase shut. One sharp click in the silence of the room—signalling her choice to throw the towel in for the night. 

Hermione thought about running. About handing in her notice, booking the earliest Portkey, and scurrying back to England with her tail between her legs. No one would blame her. Not really. Not after what Priscilla had said—what she had implied. Not after the way Jameson had stood there and said nothing.

But Hermione Granger wasn’t that kind of witch.

She had fought too hard, clawed her way through too much red tape, to abandon something she believed in. She had wanted this post, this opportunity—to broker peace on a global scale, to reshape centuries of division and blood-stained policy. She wasn’t going to throw that away.

Not even for him.

Not even for the betrayal of her twin flame.

So, she would be back tomorrow. Shoulders straight. Smile in place. Ready to face the wreckage—again.

* * * *

 

Jameson moved through the embassy corridors like a shadow—silent, focused, unnoticed. It wasn’t the first time he’d found himself standing outside Hermione Granger’s office after hours. And tonight, like all the others, his fingers curled instinctively around his wand.

A whispered charm. A soft click.

The door unlocked.

He stepped inside and closed it behind him with stealth. Her scent lingered—lavender, fresh ink on old parchment—and it struck him with more force than he expected. He stood still a moment, letting the familiarity settle into his bones before crossing the room.

His gaze drifted across the neat rows of books lining the shelves. Academic tomes, foreign policy journals, historical analysis… and then, nestled between a volume on magical anthropology and a battered Muggle paperback, something else. His hand hovered over the spines of books about soul bonds and fated connections. On Fate and Destiny had a worn cover, its gilded title nearly rubbed off. Another caught his eye— he Second Coming of the Celestials .

She’d been searching. Trying to make sense of it. Just as he had.

But his fingers paused on a different text—a slim, nondescript journal tucked between the taller books. No title. Just plain leather, clean and somewhat new. He knew it instantly.

The notebook she’d hidden in her drawer the afternoon he’d invited her to the British pub. He had hoped she’d share it with him willingly, but given the circumstances, he couldn’t afford waiting any longer. 

He didn’t hesitate before sliding it free and flipping it open.

Her handwriting greeted him like a whisper—sharp, urgent, painfully honest. Not notes or policy drafts. Not a planner or a work diary. But her life. Her story.

At first, it read like fantasy. A war waged between good and evil. A prophecy that started it all. Time travel. A boy called Tom who became something else entirely—someone feared, someone tragic. The way she had loved him with a heart too full for logic, and the way she had lost him with a grief too old for her years. The story tangled through eras, lifetimes of false identities, each thread tugging her back to him, as if the universe itself refused to let them part.

And like the book of his childhood, Jameson devoured it.

He read it from start to finish, and when he reached the end, he turned back to the beginning. Again and again. As though the pages would give him something he hadn’t noticed the first time. As though the truth might become clearer with each reading. He poured over her memories like they were sacred scripture.

And always—always—his attention snapped to that moment. The moment. When she wrote of stepping through time and into Hogwarts. When she introduced herself to Tom Riddle for the first time on the train. Her words caught fire there, luminous with an unexplained pull. She spoke of his voice, low and sure. His eyes, cold and hungry. His hands, steady as they reached for power. His magic, vengeful and commanding and beautiful in ways he hadn’t known magic could be. 

And something inside Jameson splintered.

He didn’t just imagine it. He remembered it.

The echo of the whistle on the Hogwarts Express. The candlelight of the library where they sat as rivals—and then as lovers. The precise tilt of her chin as she took notes during class lectures. The way her magic felt when he finally claimed her, all of her—her mind, her heart, her body. The thrill of discovery laced with danger. It flooded him, pounding at his skull—a thousand moments not written on any page, but alive inside his bones. The sound of her laughter in a corridor long vanished. The press of her fingers against his in a time that no longer existed.

He saw it.

He felt it.

He knew it.

And the last pieces of doubt crumbled—a portrait completed, as concrete as the ground underneath him.

This wasn’t just her story.

It had been his, too.

He reluctantly closed the notebook, as though handling a holy relic he never wished to part with. Unfortunately, he had to return it to its place on the shelf exactly as he had found it, spine flush with the others. Every motion was precise, methodical. A sweep of his wand set the room right—papers straightened, chair angled just so, air cleared of any trace of him. The door clicked shut behind him without a sound, the lock falling back into place like a secret sealed.

And then, on autopilot, his feet carried him elsewhere. Out of the Ministry. Away from the marble corridors and diplomatic facades. Through hidden alleys and silent streets of Washington DC until he stood, once again, in front of her house.

Just like the night before.

And the night before that.

And the night before that.

He watched from beneath the cloak of darkness, invisible but ever-present. The window glowed with soft, golden lamplight, her living room a quiet sanctuary of warmth in the chill of the evening. Inside, she moved through her nightly rhythm, each motion hauntingly familiar.

Hermione curled up on the sofa, a thick wool blanket draped across her knees, a book open in her lap. Her chipped ceramic mug rested on the side table, steam curling upward in lazy tendrils from her tea. That same oversized jumper swallowed her frame, the sleeves pushed back as she absentmindedly turned a page. She looked smaller somehow. Dimmed. The light that once sparked behind her eyes had dulled to embers.

She hadn’t smiled in weeks. Not since Priscilla had cornered them in the bookstore, spewing her poisoned words like traps. Not since she started avoiding Jameson at all cost, determined to never let him close again.

He had seen the change, felt it. The distance. The ache.

So he had begun lacing her tea with something mild—just enough valerian, chamomile, and a whisper of sleeping draught to soften the edge of her thoughts. To hush the noise. To grant her the kind of rest she never allowed herself. It wasn’t intrusive, he told himself. It was mercy. A kindness. She was unraveling in quiet ways—losing sleep, losing light—and something must be done. He was only helping, he told himself.

Just as he had expected, like clockwork, her eyelids began to droop—slow at first, then heavier, until even the words on the page could no longer hold her. She blinked once, twice, fighting it with the stubbornness he’d come to know so well, but her limbs betrayed her. The mug slipped from her fingers to the side table with a dull clink, her thumb still hooked lazily through the handle.

Finally, she set her book aside with the sluggish care of someone too tired to finish the sentence, let alone the chapter. It slid crookedly onto the arm of the chair, nearly tumbling off before she caught it with a clumsy hand. Then, without grace or ceremony, she pushed herself upright, her movements drowsy—more muscle memory than intention.

Jameson watched from the shadows as she dragged herself toward the bedroom, her steps slow and uneven, the sleeves of her jumper hanging past her knuckles. She didn’t even bother to change out of her clothes or shut the door behind her. She simply collapsed onto the mattress as if it were the only solid thing left in her world, curling on her side with a soft, involuntary sigh.

A knot formed low in his chest, pulling tighter with every rise and fall of her shallow breaths.

He ached at seeing her like this. Hermione was a force of nature. She had more conviction in her smallest decision than most people carried in a lifetime. But now… she was hollow. Worn down. Her exhaustion was evident. The dark circles beneath her eyes only deepened with each passing day. The fire behind them had extinguished. And still, she kept moving forward, day after day, as if the weight of it all hadn’t nearly broken her.

He clenched his jaw.

This—this—was what Priscilla had done with her words, her cruelty. The moment she’d shown up, Hermione had begun to unravel. But the silence that followed? That had been entirely on Jameson. He hadn’t defended Hermione. Hadn’t protected what they had. He’d stood there, frozen, shocked, until it all fell apart.

But he would fix it.

He would rebuild what had cracked. Reignite what had gone cold. Piece by piece, he would make her whole again—and in the process, he would find the pieces of himself that had been missing all along.

He waited ten minutes.

Ten long, torturous minutes outside her home—a punishment and a comfort. He counted the seconds by the flicker of the streetlamp across the road, by the shift of wind through the trees. He knew exactly how long it took for her to slip past the edge of dreaming into true, still sleep.

Then, with a slow inhale, he tip toed inside.

Hermione’s protective wards didn’t protest at his enterance. They parted like reeds in water, recognizing him even now. She hadn’t changed them. Hadn’t sealed him out. Some part of her—buried deep or not—still trusted him. Or perhaps she was too tired to care.

The door cracked open soundlessly as he stepped over the threshold like a ghost. The air inside greeted him, welcoming him home with its warm, faintly floral, undeniably Hermione scented goodness. The soft tick of the kitchen clock beat like a drum, and the old floorboards beneath his polished shoes creaked gently with each step.

He moved through her apartment swiftly, passing by the lamp beside the sofa, glancing at the empty tea cup on the coffee table and the abandoned book still clinging to the armrest like it, too, had succumbed to fatigue. 

He only paused at the doorway of her bedroom. 

And then he took a decided step inside. 

She was already asleep, her form small atop the rumpled quilt, her hair spilling across the pillow in tangled curls. Her breathing was slow, steady, the faintest furrow still between her brows as if sleep hadn’t quite peeled away her worry. One hand was tucked beneath the pillow, the other draped over her chest delicately.

Lowering himself beside her slowly, he was eased onto the mattress with caution. The covers shaped around his form, the fabric already warm from her proximity. He reached out, brushing a strand of hair from her cheek with the backs of his fingers, heart clenched tight in his chest.

When she didn’t stir, he dared to lean in, pressing a soft kiss to her lips. 

It wouldn’t be much longer before they were back together—forever this time.

According to memories in her journal, they had come back from worse than this. Time. Destiny. Death itself. And if they had done it once, they could do it again.

Without a doubt in his mind, they would do it again.

Soon, he vowed.

Notes:

Hi all, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I just want to throw it out there, I will most likely not be posting on certain days anymore, but instead on days when I have completed the latest chapters.

Its going to be a weird couple of months for me with summer coming up. I'll be traveling for weeks at a time, which could mean more airport time for writing, or less, depending on the week.

We are almost at the finish line! Thank you for your patience as I push through the final chapters (how many times have I thought there will "only be 5 left tops"?). I appreciate you all sticking with me through my first fan fic, you have been amazing! ❤️

Chapter 48

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Chapter Text

The fog wrapped around Hermione like gauze—thick and heavy. 

She floated, weightless and untethered, as if suspended in the breath between sleep and consciousness. Time had no shape here. Sound came in fragments. Thought moved sluggishly, half-way formed and always out of reach.

But then—there it was again.

A voice. Low and steady. Velvet and thunder.

Jameson.

He was speaking to her, but she couldn’t make out the words—not fully. The sound of each syllable curled around her ribs and settled into the hollow place behind her heart. His voice didn’t rush. It never had. It moved like he did—deliberate, restrained, full of something confident and fierce, and yet, soft in a way that he had only ever let her glimpse in pieces.

She tried to reach for it. For him. To push through the fog and find the shape of his hand, the slope of his shoulder, anything solid to anchor herself to. But her limbs wouldn’t move, her body refusing the commands of her mind. Even her lips felt foreign, frozen, just like the words on the tip of her tongue. 

She missed him. Merlin , did she miss him.

Even now, drifting in the space between nothingness and entirety, she could feel the ache of it—like a string pulled taut between them, humming with every breath they didn’t take together.

Fingers swept gently across her brow, slow and careful, brushing back the strands of her hair that were damp with sweat. She felt his magic whisper—just a trace, a tickle, like warm rain against her skin. It moved over her scalp, her temples, her chest. Soothing her. Steadying her.

It was him.

He was here.

He came home.

A sigh caught in her throat, but her body remained stubbornly limp, locked between life and death, in this in-between space that felt so familiar, and yet, so strange. Her pulse pounded once, twice, a third, as if her heart recognized him more completely than her senses could.

The bed shifted beside her. Warmth pressed against her back, a familiar presence aligning with her own. And then—soft pillowed lips at her temple. The kiss was featherlight, but she felt it down to the ends of her toes.

She wanted to turn into him. To bury her face in the crook of his neck and breathe him in until the ache dissolved. But she was practically paralyzed. So she let herself feel instead—every brush of breath against her shoulder, every stroke of his well trimmed beard against her bare skin, weaving together whatever connection had begun unraveling between them that horrid day in the bookstore.

His magic grew around her line vines, the knowing pull begging her to respond.

If she could just—

But the fog crept back in, swallowing her whole again before she could complete her thought. The dull edges dragged her down completely.

And then the touch, so tranquil and reassuring, began to change. Not disappear—but twist. Until the hand in her hair no longer soothed. It tightened, fingers curling sharply into her scalp until her breath hitched in discomfort. His kiss lingered too long, turned too demanding. His voice—no longer velvet and steady—grew brittle, clipped, and furious.

“Winifred,” he snapped.

Hermione’s heart slammed against her chest.

No—not Hermione. Winifred .

The name echoed in her bones, triggering memories that surged like a tidal wave.

“You’re being unreasonable,” the voice continued, low and sharp. 

Suddenly, the heat behind her was no longer Jameson. The charge behind their magic had morphed, battling against each other, no longer a current flowing in harmony but a violent clash of opposing forces—sparking, surging, threatening to consume both of them as power twisted in the air like a storm barely held at bay.

Salazar.

Hermione—Winifred—recognized him clearly now as she twisted in his grip, his face forming from the shadows. Black hair swept back from a high brow, eyes like shards of glass, mouth twisted in contempt. “I’ve explained this already,” he hissed. “Nerezza is a formality. A necessity. You knew what this was.”

She—Winifred—was shouting. Her chest heaved with every ragged breath, curls wild around her face, eyes burning fierce with challenge. Her fists trembled at her sides, nails digging into her palms hard enough to break skin, though her limbs remained maddeningly locked in place. Her voice tore out of her, raw and venomous, each word laced with fury she could barely contain.

“Take your lies and be damned with them!” she spat, her face flushed, tears glinting but unshed. “I shan’t be some shadow-dwelling mistress you summon when the world’s not watching! I won’t be silenced for your pride.”

He barely flinched.

“Must you be so dramatic?” he drawled, with the indifference of a man who’d never had to fight for anything he desired. “You’re still mine, regardless of whose name is next to mine on the marriage certificate.”

She shook her head, trembling. “I’m not yours. And I’ll never be yours again.”

“Did you think I could marry a half-blood?” he scoffed. “You’re clever, Winnie, not some naïve witch who still believes in fairytales. We both knew this would never be more than what it is.”

A bitter laugh escaped her lips, sharper than the metaphorical sword he had lodged in her back. “More than what this is? This, Sal—is nothing. We are nothing!”

As quick as the wave of a wand, his hand snapped up and crushed her cheeks between his fingers, dragging her forward into a brutal kiss—teeth and tongue harsh with bruising intent. It was a demand for obedience. A demand for her to remember her place.

For a moment, she was a willing animal trapped in his cage—winded, suffocated by the violence of his desire, she nearly caved. She was caught, teetering on the edge of what she truly wanted, versus the reality of what truly was. But then—rage. Blistering, volcanic rage erupted within her.

Magic burst from her fingertips. The stinging hex, powerful and vicious, struck him square in the chest, flinging him backward. He hit the wall with a snarl, one hand clutching his ribs, his eyes wide with shock.

“I said no ,” Winifred growled, voice shaking. “We’re done. Go crawl back to your precious Nerezza and leave me alone—once and for all.”

He straightened slowly, radiating hate, mouth curled in fury. But this time, he didn’t reach for her. He only stared—cold and furious—before fading away… the outline of his body slowly dissolving into mist, until his magic withdrew like the tide.

The room was quiet again. Hermione—or was it Winifred?—sank into the darkness, the massive hole in her chest where love had once lived now gaping wide, raw and empty as she floated through the abyss of time and space, her heartbeat echoing his name again and again… 

Salazar…

Sal…

Until the letters thinned, disintegrating into distant memory. And yet, the aching sorrow remained, hollow and nameless—until a new name rose from the depths of her soul to give the grief renewed shape.

Tamasin.

The syllables came to Hermione like a secret in the wind, spoken in a hush no louder than the beat of a moth’s wing.

Hermione blinked against the darkness, but when she opened her eyes, she wasn’t Hermione at all. 

She was a boy dressed in royal robes too heavy for the spring season, standing barefoot on the cold stone floor of his chamber. The half-light of dawn was creeping in through a sliver between the drapes, cascading delicately over the rare book in his hands. It was not a book he could find in the library that his ancestors had spent centuries building. No, it was a tome etched in a language long lost, its pages humming faintly with suppressed enchantments, unlike any other book that existed within the castle. Because this book was magic . Gifted by the one other person in this world who understood him. 

Tamasin.

Her name fed his soul, and so he repeated it over and over again like a prayer. 

How many days had it been since he had last seen her? 

Too many, he sighed. Without her, even the silence felt heavier. His eyes searched the shadows of his empty room, as if she might materialize from the darkness, as if memory alone could conjure the warmth of her voice or the shape of her laugh. The ache of her absence gnawed at the edges of everything—his thoughts, his magic, his sleep. 

His hands—Hermès’ hands—trembled as they closed the volume. The masculine, callused fingers seemed far too young to belong to someone burdened by so much emotion.

“Hermès!”

The voice rang out like a whip-crack down the stone hall, deep and impatient.

Hermès’ heart leapt in his chest, knocking the wind from his lungs. “Just a second, Uncle,” he called, too breathless to sound casual.

Frantic now, he dropped to his knees, pressing his palm to the floorboards beside his bed. He whispered the unlocking spell—one of many he’d devised on his own—and the hidden panel gave way with a faint click. The book disappeared into the narrow recess beneath the floor just as the door handle rattled aggressively.

When Hermès cracked the chamber door open, his uncle stood there as grim as a castle gargoyle, torch in one hand, suspicion in the other. Deep lines grooved his face, and the ever-present sneer twisted his mouth like it was carved into place.

“What took you so long, boy?”

Hermès swallowed. “I was asleep,” he lied smoothly, shaking the tingling from his fingertips. Magic often crackled there, just under the skin, only exacerbated by his own nerves. He folded his hands behind his back, clenching his fingers together to keep them from sparking—a habit that persisted past childhood.

His uncle’s eyes flicked past him, scanning the room. “You sleep with your pulse racing like a hunted deer?”

Hermès stiffened. “I heard your footsteps.”

“Hm.” A scoff. “The king has summoned you.”

Hermès blinked. “At this hour?”

His uncle grunted. “You will not keep him waiting.”

Before Hermès could respond, his uncle turned, his boots already echoing down the corridor. He trailed after him, the halls still cloaked in shadows. The only light came from flickering candles of the neatly lined iron chandeliers, each one throwing their silhouettes tall and skeletal against the walls.

The walk to the king’s chambers was long, winding past rows of ancestral portraits whose eyes always seemed to follow him. Hermès hated those eyes. He always felt like they knew, hunting him, reminding him that he wasn’t like the others. That his blood carried something tainted, dangerous, cursed. That the magic that curled inside him like smoke in a sealed jar, always threatening to spill, was a horrible blemish to their royal line of perfection.

As they reached the heavy doors of the king’s private wing, Hermès’ stomach twisted. He rarely saw his father. Not since the illness had overtaken him. In fact, he could count on one hand the number of words they’d exchanged in the past year. None of which were particularly warm or pleasant. 

“Don’t fidget,” his uncle barked, giving him a shove between the shoulders. “He won’t abide weakness.”

Hermès lifted his chin, straightened his spine, and stepped through the door.

The king’s chamber was dim and rank with the scent of herbs and rot. Curtains were drawn over the windows. A low fire burned in the hearth. The king himself sat propped in a high-backed chair beside the flames, swathed in furs, his skin paper thin and gray.

He looked more like a corpse than a ruler.

“Your Majesty,” Hermès murmured, kneeling.

The king’s eyes slid toward him—two dull coals in sunken sockets. He didn’t speak at first. Just studied Hermès the way one might study a puzzle missing pieces.

“I’m dying,” the king said at last, his voice as brittle as the flames.

Hermès stayed quiet, second guessing if he heard his father correctly. It wasn’t a surprise—the information was well known by even the lowest peasants of the kingdom—and yet, the manner in which his father spoke made the reality seem so inescapably final. 

“You will rule soon.”

Hermès dared to glance up. “I—I’m not ready—”

“No one ever is.” The king wheezed a sound that might have been a laugh. “You’ll do as your blood demands.”

From behind, his uncle loomed like a vulture. “He needs hardening, Majesty. The boy is soft.”

The king’s gaze lingered on Hermès for a long moment. “Not soft. Wild. Like a river without a dam holding it back.”

The words sent a shiver down Hermès’ spine. His magic prickled beneath his skin, responding to the tension in the air. Somedays, he wished he could speak openly about his gift—as Tamasin called it—without fear of being sentence to death, just for being who he was. 

But then, the king’s critical eyes lifted just enough to meet Hermès’. Not warmth nor recognition. It was a glare far colder than any father should bestow upon his son. Filled with a hard disapproval. And Hermès knew his secret would have to die with him.

“You think I don’t know?” the king rasped.

Hermès blinked, unsure whether he was meant to answer. His voice stuck in his throat.

“For years,” the king continued, coughing into a blood-flecked handkerchief, “we have endured your… eccentricities. The oddities. The broken things that tremble when you pass. The inexplicable flickers of light in your wake.” His eyes narrowed. “Do you take us for fools, Hermès?”

The prince’s stomach dropped.

For a moment—one terrible, surreal moment—he thought the secret would finally be exposed. That someone in this cursed castle would finally admit what they all already knew but had been too afraid, too proud, or too bound by law to acknowledge.

But the king’s next words struck like a blade to the ribs.

“There are so many things about you that are already…unpalatable. But a chambermaid, Hermès? That is who you choose to confide in? Despite all that is promised to you, all that I have given to you? You dare to lower yourself—our family name—to such shameful behavior?”

Hermès flinched, confused, not able to fully comprehend what the real problem was. 

“I know about the girl,” the king spat. “The late-night visits. The whispers. The time unaccounted for. Tamasin, is it?”

Hermès opened his mouth. “It isn’t what—”

“Enough.”

The word came like a fallen avalanche, echoing throughout the chamber.

“She is nothing,” the king snapped. “Worse than nothing. You are the heir to the throne. And she—she is a rat between our walls. A distraction. A disgrace.”

Hermès’ voice cracked with desperation. “She’s not—”

“She’s been dealt with.”

The words knocked the breath from Hermès’ lungs.

“What?” he whispered, the cold rushing in around him like floodwaters. “No—”

“She had been warned,” the king said flatly, already turning away. “She made her choice.”

“Father,” Hermès stepped forward, agony twisting in his chest. “She never—she was only my friend—we never crossed—”

“I saw her sneaking out of your quarters just last night! Do you deny it?!”

“No, but—”

“Be silent!”

The command hit like a blow. The king did not look at him again. 

“You will be married to a princess—someone worthy of your station—by the year’s end. You will forget this girl and everything she represented. And you will begin acting like a man deserving of the thorne.”

“But she—” Hermès tried, heart clenching as tightly as his fists. “She meant no harm. She was loyal. She—she was the only person I could trust.”

“I said enough.”

The dismissal came not with a raised voice, but with an indifferent wave of his hand, as if the conversation might as well have never existed.

Hermès stood frozen, every nerve screaming.

“And Hermès?” The King spoke one last time. “There is no one you can trust. That is the fate of a true ruler. Do you understand?” 

Hermès nodded—barely, just enough to confirm he had heard the words. 

“You heard him.” His uncle stepped behind him and placed a firm hand on his shoulder, steering him back toward the exit. “Don’t make it worse,” he muttered in warning as he shoved Hermès from the room. 

Hermès didn’t feel his feet move. Didn’t feel the hallways pass by. Just the echo of his father’s words in his head. 

She’s been dealt with.

Hermès broke into a run the moment the corridor widened, the sound of his boots bouncing harshly off the stone walls as panic surged through his blood. He didn’t care who saw him. Let them see the prince undone. Let them whisper. Let them tremble.

He barreled past the startled glances of scullery boys and the gasps of seamstresses, past the smell of starch and soap and hearth smoke, until he reached the far edge of the maid’s quarters—where the scent of dried mint clung faintly to the air.

Tamasin’s room.

He shoved the door open.

But it was empty. 

Not a stitch of clothing. Not a single shawl draped over the chair by the hearth. Not a trace of her neat bundles of herbs or the tattered spellbook she always tucked just out of view. Nothing of her remained. The walls that once felt warm with secrets now stared back at him, cold and lifeless. 

Just a narrow bed.

Hermès stumbled to it like a man starved for air and collapsed into the space where she had once slept. The mattress still held the shape of her body in his memory—how she used to sit cross-legged at the edge, coaxing him through a spell gone wrong, steadying his trembling hands, scolding him gently for letting his emotions overtake his control. Her voice had been his compass. Her presence, his sanctuary.

This room had been more home to him than his royal chambers ever were. Here, he had shed his shame. Here, magic had been something beautiful, not damning. He’d spent so many nights at her side, watching candlelight flicker against the ceiling as she explained magical theory in whispers, always reminding him that he was not wrong for what he was—only rare. Powerful. Sacred.

His body curled instinctively toward the wall she used to sleep beside. His fingers gripped the sheets, trying to summon something— anything —of her.

But there was nothing left.

His throat burned with all the things he hadn’t said. All the things he was never allowed to say.

He loved her.

Not just as a boy loved his first confidant, but as one soul loves another that has seen its truest form and never flinched.

He pressed his forehead to her pillow, hoping the scent of mint hadn’t yet faded. The grief that tore through him was sharp, ragged—something primal and bottomless. It howled inside his chest.

Gone, because of him.

Because he hadn’t hidden his feelings well enough. Because he’d let their closeness show. Because loving her— needing her—had made her a target.

The realization settled over him like ash after a fire, choking and heavy.

The world, already so unbearable, had now lost the only part that had ever made it make sense. The only person who had seen him, all of him, and stayed.

Hermès didn’t bother to suppress the magic surging beneath his skin anymore.

Why should he?

There was no one left to protect.

As the anger in his heart swelled, the walls of Tamasin’s room flickered faintly with gold light. The air crackled with power that could no longer be contained—darkness that demanded blood.

The magic had always been there—coiled beneath his skin, humming behind his ribs, slithering through his thoughts like a second pulse. He had spent a lifetime suffocating it. Compressing it. Hiding it under silks and ceremony. But now?

Now it bled.

From his fingertips, from his lungs, from the broken hollows of his heart.

Hermès sat up slowly, the tears on his face already evaporating into the heat radiating from his body. The air around him rippled like desert heat. His hands trembled, the gold glow now a blaze, cracking across his palms like molten lightning. A vase on the shelf shattered without warning. The wooden bedframe groaned and splintered beneath him.

And still, he didn’t stop it.

Why should he? After all… 

She’s been dealt with.

And that was the last thread tethering him to this cursed castle.

Hermès stood, his bare feet hitting the stone floor like thunder. Outside the small window, the moon was retreating, the first hints of dawn barely breaking over the horizon. But here—inside—dawn came early.

He walked slowly toward the corridor, and as he passed the threshold, the door burst from its hinges, crashing against the far wall with a boom. Footsteps echoed up the hall—maids and squires peeking from around corners—but none dared approach him. Not when his magic filled the entire wing like a brewing storm.

A painting combusted as he passed it. The rugs beneath him curled and blackened in his wake.

By the time he reached the main hall, the air itself had turned hostile. Choking. Flickering with sparks. And still, not a single guard stepped forward to stop him. They stood frozen—some with hands on their swords, others already backing away.

At the far end of the corridor, Hermès saw his uncle rushing toward him, red-faced and shouting, “Boy! What do you think you’re—”

A wave of magic erupted from Hermès' chest like a silent scream. It wasn’t a spell. It wasn’t Latin or an incantation. It was will . Pure, untamed, divine.

The stone beneath his uncle’s feet cracked. The chandelier above the hallway exploded into molten shards. And Hermès didn’t flinch as a sheet of flame burst up between them, swallowing the corridor in golden fire.

He turned sharply, heading toward the throne room.

The place where his father sat, rotting and righteous.

The place where kings declared the law—but only when it suited them.

By the time Hermès reached the great doors, the fire had already spread. Tapestries were alight. Smoke billowed from the chapel dome. Screams echoed from every wing.

He pushed the door open.

His father was there—slumped in his chair, a dozen courtiers scrambling around him, panic written into every line of their silks. The king turned slowly toward the entrance, lips parting with the start of some order, some command—

And that was when Hermès finally let go .

The fire roared to life around him, not red, but white-hot and blinding, in the form of a raging lion chasing its prey. The marble cracked beneath his feet. The stained-glass windows above exploded inward with the force of his magic. Gold and light and anger spun together into an inferno that consumed everything.

The throne itself melted.

And the last thing Hermès saw before the flames reached him was the flicker of fear— real fear—in his father’s eyes.

Not for the kingdom.

Not for the court.

But for Hermès.

The boy he had never understood.

The son he had never tried to.

The heir who, for one glorious moment, burned brighter than anything the crown had ever known.

And then the castle collapsed around him.

The fire swallowed it all.

And with it, the boy who could no longer bear to be tamed.

Until nothing remained of the castle but scorched stone and whispers.

It should be over. The pain, the longing, the scorching heat should have died with the last embers of the rubble, but somehow, it persisted. 

Because the memory hadn’t ended.

It had shifted.

She was still not herself—not Hermione—but she was no longer Hermès either. 

Mei sighed under the stifling heat of summer, her silks clinging to her skin. A chorus of fans rustled around her—three handmaidens waved them in perfect synchronicity—but it did little to help.

Still, Mei sat tall.

The hottest season in the Anxi Protectorate was nearly over. So, she would endure it with grace, as her tutors had taught her. A noble daughter never complained. Even if on the inside, she was simply dying of heat. 

Across from her, seated on a cushion of crimson brocade, her twin brother studied the xiangqi board with the intensity of a war strategist. Jin’s brow furrowed, his fingers hovering above his general piece.

They had played this game since they could hold the pieces. At first, no one minded—the Tang Dynasty’s favorite twins often whittled away the hours in the school courtyard. But that had changed in recent years.

They would turn fifteen before the harvest, and with that came duties, destinies.

While Jin trained with the commander of the local garrison and reviewed account ledgers with their father, Mei’s days were filled with poetry, ceremony, and lectures on the four feminine virtues: Obedience. Modesty. Chastity. Diligence.

Words she could recite even in her sleep.

“You’re taking too long,” she said softly, her fan grazing her cheek as she watched her brother’s eyes. They were the same as hers—sharp, searching—but in his, there was freedom. In hers, only mirrors and rules.

“Victory isn’t meant to be rushed,” Jin murmured, finally lifting his piece. “It’s meant to be earned.”

Mei smirked, watching him place the general two steps forward. A bold move. Reckless, even.

“You always pretend to be cautious,” she said, gently sliding her horse into position. “But you crave the risk.”

Jin grinned, and for a moment, it felt like they were children again. Equal. Infinite. Awaiting a life full of possibilities.

But the illusion never lasted long.

A cough from the doorway reminded them they were being watched.

One of the house stewards stood there, eyes respectfully downcast but mouth pressed tight. “Young Master Jin, your instructor is waiting in the southern courtyard.”

Jin rolled his eyes but stood anyway, brushing off his robes. “Will you finish the game without me?”

“No,” Mei said. “We’ll pick it up where we left off.”

That was their way. Always waiting for the other. Always returning.

Jin gave her a half-smile and a slight bow. “Don’t let them change you too much, mei mei.”

And then he left.

Mei sat there for a long moment, staring at the board between them. Her fan moved slowly, absent-mindedly, as heat pressed in from the open screens. The murmurs of servants filtered in from the garden, accompanied by the hum of dragonflies.

But none of it settled her.

Because she was too preoccupied by the real war going on beyond their gates. 

It wasn’t something a lady should concern herself with, or so they told her, but how could she not? She had overheard her father speaking to Jin in hushed tones by the tea pavilion, the words duty and loyalty sharper than steel. She didn’t catch every phrase—only enough to understand. The rebellion was worsening. And the Tang court had made their call.

Jin would be sent to the front.

She hadn’t asked him yet—she hadn’t dared. He had shielded her from the worst of it, as he always did, but Mei knew. The time was coming. Perhaps... had already come.

And so, when the last lanterns were dimmed, and the manor fell still in the hush of night, Mei made her choice.

She stirred the powdered lotus root into her evening tea, waiting patiently until her two guards slumped gently in their seats beside her doors. One of them even snored. Mei slipped past them with the grace of someone who had done this before.

The moon hung high over the tiled roofs as she moved barefoot along the winding paths. A loose robe cloaked her silks, her long hair unbound and whispering behind her in the breeze. No one stopped her. No one saw.

She knew the route by heart.

And when she reached Jin’s window, she found it unlatched.

He had been waiting.

She crawled inside, careful not to make a sound. He was already awake, propped against his pillows with the blanket folded neatly at his waist. Without a word, he lifted the edge of it, and she slipped beneath, lying beside him on the warm tatami mat, shoulder to shoulder, staring up at the moonlit ceiling.

They didn’t touch.

But the air between them crackled, as it always did—like the pull of a magnet, or the hush of something sacred. Their magic hummed, even here, even now, though neither of them had spoken its name aloud in years. Not since they were ten, and their palms sparked beneath the plum tree. Not since the housekeeper crossed herself and muttered of spirits. Not since they learned to hide it.

“How long do we have?” Mei whispered.

Jin didn’t answer at first.

Then, quietly, he responded. “They told me I leave in the morning.”

She swallowed. Her breath caught in her throat, but she didn’t let it show. Not on her face. Not in her voice.

Still, the tears came.

Silently.

One by one, they slid into her hair.

“We never finished our game of xiangqi,” she said, voice even.

Jin smiled faintly, gaze fixed upward. “We’ll pick it up where we left off. When I return.”

She turned her head slightly, studying the side of his face.

Mei blinked. “I shouldn’t be here. If anyone catches me in your room…”

“I’ll stun the guards at sunrise,” he said, unconcerned. “Like I did the last time.”

She let out a soft, helpless sigh.

Then shifted toward him.

Curled slightly, her hands tucked beneath her cheek. She was close enough to feel the warmth of his arm beside her, but still didn’t reach for him.

“You have to come back,” she said.

“I will,” he said too casually for her liking. 

“You promise ,” she demanded.

He turned to her, looking into her eyes, which were nearly identical to his.

“I promise,” he vowed with intention.

And she believed him. 

But in the end… he didn’t.

They carried him home in silence a month later—whatever pieces of him that could be found, that is. 

And she didn’t cry then.

Not in the public mourning ceremony. Not at the burial. Not when her mother clutched her hand, or when the generals bowed before her and said he had died with honor.

She only cried when she found the game board, still set between their cushions. Her red horse, his black general.

He hadn’t moved since.

And he never would again.

It should have ended there.

But grief doesn’t end. It spills, quiet and relentless, into the empty spaces left behind.

That same night, when the household was asleep and the halls had fallen silent, she lit the last stick of incense he had given her—bitter with sandalwood and memory—and let it burn to ash. Under the moon, she knelt, bare knees pressed to stone, as she whispered to whatever gods would listen.

“If you’re still out there…”

She clenched her fists.

“I’ll find you. In the next life. And the next. And the next.”

Her eyes burned—not with grief this time, but with fury.

“And I’ll haunt you, Jin. In every life, in every breath you take. I’ll slip into your dreams, into your thoughts when you least expect it. I’ll be the ache in your chest you can’t explain, the shadow you swear you’ve seen before. I’ll follow you through time itself—until you remember me.”

Her voice trembled, as she blinked away her pain.

 “Until you finally come back to me.”

* * * *

 

Hermione jolted upright, breath catching on a silent gasp.

The room was dark, warm with the blanket of midnight. Her sheets tangled around her legs, damp with sweat. Her hand clutched the fabric at her chest, heart racing beneath her palm.

It all felt so real.

The grip of Salazar’s fingers curling in her hair. The possessive claim of his lips slamming against hers. 

The stone walls of the castle. The fire in Hermès’ veins. The look in her father’s eyes as he said Tamasin was gone. The bitter taste of ash in the air. 

And Mei—gods, Mei—kneeling beneath the moon, grief sharp and terrible in her throat. The smoke of incense curling around her fingers. 

Hermione blinked fast, disoriented. Her name felt foreign on her own tongue, like a cloak she hadn’t worn in years.

But then—

“Hey,” came a low voice beside her.

A hand, warm and steady, slid across her back.

Jameson.

He pushed himself up beside her, his features soft with sleep but alert, watching her carefully.

“You’re alright,” he murmured, brushing a damp curl from her temple. “You’re safe. I’m here.”

Hermione let out a shaky breath. Her vision blurred again, this time not from a past life but the present one, the weight of so many memories crashing down in her chest. Was this real—was he real? Or was this just another memory? Her mind was still too foggy to distinguish the difference. 

“I remembered more,” she whispered to herself, voice cracking. “So much more.”

Jameson didn’t ask. He only nodded, drawing her gently toward him. She collapsed into his side without resistance, curling beneath his arm, resting her head over his heart like she’d done a hundred times before—but it felt different now.

He knew.

He didn’t need her to explain.

“I lost you,” she said, barely audible. “Over and over.”

Jameson rested his chin atop her head. “But you found me again.”

Hermione clutched the fabric of his shirt, eyes fluttering closed. “Don’t leave me this time.”

“I’m not going anywhere,” he promised.

And again, she believed him.

The warmth of his body, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the quiet hush of his voice humming reassurances against her ear—it grounded her, pulling her back from the ruins of other centuries, allowing her to settle in a cloud of contentment. Far from fire and war and vows made to the moon. And suddenly, everything was right again, because they were reunited.

“You should sleep,” he whispered, his fingers tracing slow circles along her spine.

She gave a soft hum of agreement, still trembling, although the tension in her limbs was begun to ease.

This time—when her eyes finally drifted shut—it wasn’t with fear.

It was with peace.

She breathed in deep, one last thought brushing the edge of her consciousness before sleep took her fully:

He came back to me.

But when the sun rose, and her alarm blared like a siren against the quiet of morning, the right side of the mattress was cold.

And she remembered nothing—nothing but setting aside her tea, laying down her book, and dragging herself to bed the night before.

Notes:

I told myself I was going to go to bed hours ago, but inspiration hit, so I went with it 😅

Hope you enjoy reading a bit more about Hermione and Tom's past lives! I am considering (potentially) expanding on these more in the future. Maybe as epilogues? Only time will tell!

Chapter 49

Notes:

Another night I promised to go to bed early... and didn't lol I'll sleep when I'm dead 🤷🏻‍♀️

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jameson knew Hermione wouldn’t remember.

Not the way her fingers curled into his shirt. Not the way her lips parted like she was on the edge of whispering his name. Not the tear that slipped down her cheek as her body finally relaxed into sleep beside him, trusting him more than she ever had in waking life.

And yet, when she passed him the next morning in the hallway without so much as a polite nod and a half-smile, he felt his stone cold heart begin to crack. Still, no matter how much the absence of her recognition was taking its toll, he swallowed the bitterness. 

This was the cost of his mistakes.

She wasn’t ready to forgive him just yet. 

And he accepted that.

Luckily, in the meantime, he had other matters to keep him occupied.

Operation Witch Hunt was well underway.

It was the first time in a long while he was actually looking forward to a Sunday dinner with the Parkinson’s. So much so, not even Priscilla Parkinson’s unbearable laughter, nor Judge Parkinson’s unimpressive updates on his not so secret pureblood society board meetings, could sour the night ahead. He swirled his wine slowly, listening to the women prattle on about someone’s engagement party or some new scandal involving a cousin’s cousin’s cousin. With each additional name dragged through the mud, Priscilla sat up, just a little taller, radiating with the smugness of someone who thought they had won—but that glow would surely be gone before dessert.

His opportunity came easily. Too easily, really.

“How has the embassy been, Jameson?” Priscilla’s mother, Virginia, asked politely. It was the same question she repeated week after week, determined to get Jameson invested in their mindless chatter. Normally, he’d dismiss it with a one word answer.

But not tonight. 

“Excellent, Virginia, thank you for asking. Actually, I ran into Hayden Smith at the embassy just the other day,” Jameson said, lifting his glass, giving a wide, phoney smile as he turned to Priscilla. “He asked after you, Priscilla. Or as he would call you, Prissy.”

Priscilla stiffened, but her parents remained blissfully oblivious, for now.

“Hayden Smith?” Virginia asked, brows knitting together. “Who’s that? I don’t seem to recognize the name.”

“Oh,” Priscilla laughed, too quickly. “Just a school friend. Nothing of note.”

Jameson tilted his head, voice deceptively light. “Ah, yes, I suppose you wouldn’t Mrs. Parkinson, since he didn’t exactly run with our circle growing up. I believe one of the Carrow siblings had so unkindly dubbed him ‘Half-blood Hayden,’ remember, Prissy?”

He paused, letting his words hang in the air like smoke.

Priscilla’s face drained of color as the tension grew thick. Her mouth opened, and then closed, as if she were unsure of how to proceed, how to salvage the situation from here. Little did she know, it was about to get much, much worse. 

Jameson smiled. “Though I must say, he was more than just a friend to you, wasn’t he, Priscilla? I still laugh about the time I walked into the school gardens and found my fiancée tangled up with him on a bench—half-dressed and quite preoccupied.”

The silence that followed was nearly violent, only to be broken by the loud scraping of her father’s chair against the marble floor as he leaned forward.

“Is this true?” he hissed. 

“O-of c-course not—Jameson’s e-exaggerating—” Priscilla’s voice cracked.

“Oh, come now,” Jameson said, feigning good humor. “No need to lie, darling. It’s been a number of years since that happened. And at least it was me who discovered you, and not someone else. Although, who knows if Hayden spread word of his conquest or not. And I’m fairly certain I overheard Clarissa Black whispering about it the next day.”

Virginia gasped at the mention of the Black family—one of the oldest, most respected names in America, with genes so pure you could lick them. And worse yet, a family that loved nothing more than to turn every whisper into an symphony of rumors, to dance in the misery of others, and to bask in the ruin of witches and wizards they dubbed as ‘less than.’

Judge Parkinson was eerily still, positively indignant, looking moments away from a stroke at the thought of the highest of the elite catching wind of his daughter's dirty little secret. 

“Although, now that I think of it, it’s quite ironic, really—especially after hearing you mock Mollie Stewart’s daughter last week for being engaged to a half-blood. You do remember that, don’t you? Imagine, if you hadn’t been promised to me already. You might have ended up with a halfblood yourself,” Jameson tsked at her.

“T-that’s n-not true!” Priscilla objected, her teeth clattering so fiercely she could hardly get the words out. “I-I—”

“You—you little harlot,” her father spat, eyes bulging as he glared at his daughter. “Do you have any idea what this means for our name? For me ?”

His wife’s lower lip trembled, her eyes brimming with tears, but she said nothing.

Jameson leaned back, setting his wine glass down gently. “No need to be too upset, Judge Parkinson. I assumed everyone knew about Priscilla’s… little indiscretion by now. Luckily, I was willing—or obligated, more like—to overlook it, isn’t that right, Mum. Unbreakable vow and all.”

Mrs. Rowle let out a strangled noise and pressed a hand to her mouth, and Jameson’s father’s face had gone completely white, as if the thought of his only son marrying someone so shamefully indiscreet physically wounded him—and yet, they all knew the score. There was no way out of this now.

Or so they thought…  

“More wine, anyone? Judge?” Jameson asked, tipping the bottle to Judge Parkinson’s glass.

“Excuse us,” Judge Parkinson snapped, rising abruptly from his seat. The entire table shook as he bumped into it, the clicking of silverware and glasses ringing throughout the room. He seized Priscilla by the arm, fingers digging into her sleeve with such force that she yelped in pain. “It seems we have some long-overdue catching up to do with our daughter,” he said coldly, not even sparing the faces at table another glance.

“Thank you for the lovely evening,” Mrs. Parkinson said in a strained voice, standing so quickly her napkin fluttered to the ground. She didn’t stop to retrieve it. Her face was read and splotchy as she hurried after her husband.

“Daddy, please—” Priscilla’s voice cracked, her heels slipping on the polished floor as she struggled to keep up with his furious stride. Her desperation echoed through the hallway, bouncing off the high ceilings like a child’s panicked cry.

“Shut up, Priscilla!” Judge Parkinson barked, dragging her along without slowing.

“Not here, you two,” Mrs. Parkinson murmured behind them, her voice thin with indecision, torn between downplaying the situation and managing her husband’s rage. She clutched her shawl tighter around her shoulders as if it might shield her from what was to come.

Their voices drifted down the corridor as they disappeared from view—but not before Jameson caught one final, seething rant from the Judge, loud enough for the entire household to hear.

“She’s ruined, Virginia! Ruined. She’s shamed us all. She’s a disgrace to our name. Witches have been snuffed out for far less!”

The door slammed behind them.

Jameson remained seated, calm as ever, lazily twirling the stem of his wine glass between his fingers.

“Could you please pass the potatoes, mother?” Jameson asked politely. 

And that was when his parents erupted in a chaos of their own. 

How could this happen?” Jameson’s mother shuttered, her voice breathy, eyes glassy with panic. She clutched the pearls at her throat like a lifeline, her entire body trembling as she looked to her husband. “Everyone will talk. Do you know what they’ll say about us? About you ?”

Jameson’s father turned on her so quickly, the veins in his neck strained with fury. “ Me? You’re the one who insisted we accept her. You said it was a smart match ! Said it would tie our family to the Parkinson seat on the High Circle of the Pureblood Pride Society!”

“I thought she was refined ! I thought she had breeding ! She comes from centuries of pureblood supremacy! I didn’t know she was—” She shook her head in disbelief, her voice lowering to a hiss. “— tainted!

“Oh, spare me your selective innocence,” he snapped. “You were so desperate for influence, you didn’t even look closely. You wanted their name and their connections, no matter what price our son had to pay.”

“And what would you have done?” she shot back, hands flying to her hips. “Marry him off to one of those dreadful Mulciber twins? Or the Carrow girl who can barely string together a proper sentence?”

“At least they’re pure. At least they know how to keep their legs closed when they see a halfblood .”

She gasped, horrified. “Don’t speak like that in front of Jameson!”

Jameson raised a brow from his place at the table, still reclined, still unnervingly calm. “Do go on,” he said, taking another hefty sip of his wine. “This is the most fun I’ve had at dinner in ages.”

His mother was full on sobbing now and his father looked like he might implode.

“I told you that girl was trouble,” his father growled, rounding back on her. “Too selfish, too spoiled, too friendly ! But you were too busy currying favor with the Parkinsons and their following to see what the girl was really like.”

“Don’t you dare place this entirely on me,” she seethed. “I may have picked her, but the Unforgivable Curse was only made on your insistence! You were the one who wanted Jameson settled before thirty. You were the one complaining about how he spent too much time on his studies—about how his reputation needed anchoring . ”

Jameson’s father let out a derisive bark of laughter. “Well, congratulations, darling. You anchored him to a scandal.”

She sank into her chair, face in her hands. “We’re going to be the talk of every salon in the city. Do you understand what this will do to my standing on the Preservation Board?”

“Oh please . Your silly social committees mean nothing compared to what this will do to my credibility at the Ministry,” he spat. “The only thing worse than having a scandalous daughter-in-law is being the fool who didn’t see it coming.”

Jameson rose slowly, adjusting his cuffs. “Forgive me, but I have matters to attend to at the office. Thank you for dinner.”

His mother looked up, panicked. “Where are you going?”

He offered a cool smile. “To check on someone worth my time.”

Step one was complete.

So, he left—unhurried, unbothered, and wholly satisfied—before either of his parents could respond, walking with the relief of someone who had just removed a rotting thorn from their side. Even so, it wasn’t the success of tonight that had him moving so swiftly through the lamplit streets.

No, what drove him forward was the warmth that waited for him just a few blocks away.

Hermione.

When he arrived, she was asleep already, breathing softly beneath her quilt, a cup of unfinished tea cooling by the bed. He had begun to add with just enough dreamroot to his original concoction to keep her nightmares at bay. Luckily, even after the mixture had banished whatever had been plaguing her at night, she still leaned toward him when he crawled into bed next to her. Reached for him. Trusted him. Despite being in an unconscious state, her body instinctively relaxed into his, her head nestled beneath his chin, as if it had always belonged there.

With her safely between his arms, he closed his eyes, and whispered into her hair, his voice barely audible, “In every life, my heart, I’ll find you.”

* * * *

 

Step two was more technical than the first, and unfortunately, much less fun. 

It required paperwork. Discretion. And the quiet, methodical forwarding of certain Ministry documents to a very specific section of the Department of Magical Finance and Trade—an office few purebloods paid attention to, unless they had reason to worry.

And Judge Parkinson, as it turned out, had plenty of reason to worry.

Jameson didn’t even need to forge anything. The Parkinson estate ledger practically exposed itself once you knew where to look: falsified estate valuations, illicit transactions in the Muggle market, magical laundering of currency through shell accounts posing as charitable holdings. Stealing from Muggles wasn’t just disgraceful—it was illegal. But the Judge had done it anyway, year after year after year, just to keep up appearances.

A whisper here. A document leak there. Anonymous tip-offs to the Prophet.

By the end of the week, the Parkinson assets were frozen, their estate under investigation, and the Ministry had issued a quiet but damning press notice that used words like “financial irregularities,” “breach of economic law,” and “pending tribunal.”

Step three? Social annihilation.

And Jameson didn’t even have to lift a finger for that part.

Once you’ve seen one pureblood wedding, you’ve seen them all——stiff silk, false smiles, and champagne with less bite than a Flobberworm—but the one his parents had dragged him to that night was particularly dull. Mr. Rowle tugged firmly at his uncomfortable white collar while Mrs. Rowle plastered on her best ‘ we are above this’ smile, but it was clear neither of them had missed the shift in tone the moment they entered the ballroom.

It started with the whispers.

The witches and wizards in attendance—composed of families his parents had known since infancy, coworkers, and so called friends—didn’t even try to hide them.

“Oh, look—Rowle’s here. Surprised they had the nerve,” one snickered.

“Did you hear the Parkinsons weren’t even invited?” another said under their breath. 

“Well, of course not. Scandalous business. Terribly embarrassing,” a third added.

“I heard Jameson’s own mother was the one who vouched for the match. Imagine—tying your heir to a family like that, ” the fourth ridiculed. 

And it didn’t stop there. Whispers floated through the ballroom like perfume, cloying and thick. Every nod, a little too forced. Every smile, a little too curious. 

Near the refreshment table, Jameson caught a familiar voice as he filled up his cup—Lady Travers, shrill and hushed, clearly attempting subtlety and failing miserably.

“Honestly, I don’t know how the Rowles are holding their heads up,” she murmured to a cousin, her fan fluttering far more than necessary. “All that pureblood posturing, and their son’s bound to marry a disgraced Parkinson. An Unbreakable Vow , can you imagine? The poor boy’s trapped.”

Her companion gave a tragic little sigh. “He always so handsome, so promising. What a waste.”

“I heard Priscilla has practically laid down for half the mudblood population,” Lady Travers clucked, repeating a rumor that had taken on a life of its own. “And still poor Jameson’s obligated to go through with the wedding. If it were my son, I’d vanish the girl and call it an unfortunate accident.”

They tittered behind their fans.

The rumor had grown legs, wings, and now apparently a sordid backstory involving secret rendezvous and halfblood love confessions whispered behind tapestry-lined nooks. He hadn’t even needed to embellish it much—just a well-placed comment here, a faintly amused anecdote there. The elite were all too eager to drag one of their own down, so long as they could keep their gloves clean.

He took another sip of champagne, watching the Travers cousin gesture with theatrical disgust as the story bloomed between them like fungus. Perfect. With every passing hour, Priscilla became more of a liability in the public eye, and he was more of a tragic figure—duty-bound, shackled by an unbreakable vow, and far too noble to complain.

Let them talk. Let them pity him. It was exactly what Jameson wanted.

By the end of the season, he’d be the poor man trapped by an unworthy bride and, ideally, the wizard-who-tried-to-do-right despite impossible odds.

And when it all came crumbling down, when the Parkinsons were in shackles and Priscilla met an untimely end, no one would question his motives.

They’d just call him unlucky.

He could live with that.

In fact, he was counting on it.

His parents, on the other hand, weren’t faring so well. A group of older wizards from the Department of Magical Heritage approached his father, voices polite but cold.

“Rowle,” one of them said. “Unfortunate business you’ve found yourself in. We’d assumed your family had higher standards.”

Jameson’s father stiffened. “We were misled.”

But the wizard was already turning away, unimpressed.

Meanwhile, his mother was quietly unraveling at the table with their assigned seats, her wine untouched, hands fidgeting with the clasp of her handbag as two Greengrass cousins giggled behind their fans nearby.

“I suppose we should go,” his mother whispered when his parents finally circled back to him. “This is… humiliating.”

His father didn’t answer. He was too busy staring daggers across the room at a group of wizards from the Ministry who had clearly chosen not to greet them.

Jameson didn’t argue. “If you insist,” he agreed readily, offering his mother his arm on the way out. 

And with that, they turned away from the gossiping crowd, Jameson already halfway gone in his mind—back to Hermione’s flat, to her scent on the pillow, to the soft rhythm of her breath at night.

It was obvious the Rowle’s would never be welcome back into highest rank of the pureblood society, but Jameson had no regrets.

Let the Parkinsons burn.

Let the Rowles bleed.

As long as he could win back Hermione in the end, he’d consider it a small price to pay.

* * * *

 

Jameson had always found it amusing—how a society that prided itself on magical innovation, and yet, the wizarding community still sent letters by owl. No enchantments for encryption, no traceable magical signatures unless you were careless. It was archaic, yes, but charming in its own humble way.

And on a night like this, it was perfect .

The glow of his wand illuminated the edges of three thick envelopes, each addressed in different handwriting—carefully charmed to avoid detection, of course. He ran a gloved finger over the first one, the address inked in looping, graceful script: To Miss Priscilla A. Parkinson . The handwriting was elegant but a touch unstable, the sort of script a woman just barely holding it together might use.

Inside was a letter clipped from various publications from the last six months, pasted together with deliberate malice. It read:

You looked so pretty at the Winter Ball. Can you believe how quickly the mighty can fall? 

They’re all whispering about you now. Do you want to know what they say? 

Whore. Bloodtraitor. Mudblood Hag. And trust me, that’s not all. 

So, how much longer until you go away? No one cares if you live another day. 

He didn’t sign it. That would ruin the fun.

He sealed the envelope with a crimson wax stamp—an unfamiliar sigil that resembled a twisted rose, just enough flair to keep her guessing. Let her drive herself mad wondering who knew. Who had seen her. Who had betrayed her. Let her paranoia do the work.

The second letter, addressed to Mrs. Virginia Parkinson , was simpler. Harsher. A single line, written in a cruel, neat hand:

How does it feel to have raised the ruin of your house?

He enclosed a page from a gossip column: a photograph of Priscilla, tear-streaked and wild-eyed, leaving her solicitor’s office two days prior. Jameson had paid handsomely to ensure it made print.

For the Judge, he had prepared something different. No theatrics, no cuttings—just his own words, dipped in acid:

All that pride. All that talk of legacy. And for what? A daughter with wandering blood and a vault empty enough to kiss Muggle coin.

Do you feel powerful now, Judge? Respected? Or does it sting to know the very filth you taught us to loathe now props up your house like the Minotaur’s labyrinth—built by pride, and fed by shame?

What would your ancestors say, if they saw what’s become of the Parkinson name?

He folded it crisply, sealing it with the same red wax. No need to overcomplicate it. Simplicity was always more lethal in men like Parkinson. Let the silence ring louder than any signature.

With practiced calm, Jameson whistled low. Three barn owls descended from the trees behind his family estate. They’d been kept for nights just like this—unregistered, borrowed from a friend with no allegiance to the elite.

“Deliver,” he commanded softly, attaching each letter to a claw.

They soared into the black sky, wings slicing the stillness.

He leaned back against the stone pillars of the balcony, gazing out across the acres of land. The stars were out tonight, smug and blinking.

Three letters.

Three targets.

Three knives set to twist, slow and merciless.

Each one landing dead center, right in the bullseye.

* * * *

 

The air was thick with the stench of singed fabric and curtled fear.

Priscilla Parkinson stood frozen, trembling. She barely managed to dodge the curse. She hit the ground hard, the marble cold against her knees, her heart slamming into her ribs. It seared the edge of her sleeve, scorching the silk and sending a trail of smoke curling up past her shoulder. The hex had been laced into the charm of her bedroom mirror—triggered the moment she began brushing her hair.

A slicing jinx, clever and cruel, aimed not at her reflection, but her face.

Whoever had set it knew her habits. Knew she sat there every night, smoothing her curls, trying to convince herself she still looked like the girl from before. Before the scandal. Before the letters. Before she’d become a living stain on her family’s name.

She scrambled to her feet, her breath ragged. The scent of burnt fabric clung to her as she tore through the manor’s corridors, nearly slipping on the polished floors in her panic. The portraits whispered as she passed, judging her with silent mouths and ancient eyes. She swore she saw one sneer.

Her father. She had to find her father. He’d protect her. He always had.

Before , at least.

She found him in his study, where the fire burned low and his hands were often stained with ink from hours of penning influential rulings. He didn’t look up when she burst in.

“Father,” she gasped. “Someone just tried—there was a trap, in my mirror, it nearly—”

Judge Parkinson raised his head slowly, his expression like carved stone. Tonight, he was holding an issue of the Daily Prophet, wearing the same sharp disdain he’d adapted ever since the Rowle dinner. His eyes narrowed the moment they landed on her, drinking in her disheveled appearance, the blackened hem of her robe, the frantic sheen of her eyes.

“Another cry for attention, Priscilla?”

She blinked. “What? No—I’m telling the truth. Someone’s after me. I keep getting these letters, and now someone’s laid spells in my room—Father, please—”

“Enough!” His voice cracked like a whip. “You’ve brought disgrace to this family with your recklessness and now you’re inventing delusions to feed your own vanity.”

“It’s not a delusion!” she shouted, tears welling fast. “I was almost killed,” she choked, hands shaking. 

He exhaled sharply through his nose. “You expect me to believe this? After everything you’ve done?”

Her stomach dropped.

“You think I made this up? That I hexed myself? You think I want this?”

He stood, slow and menacing. “You let filth touch you. Do you understand that? Filth. And now the whole world knows it. You ruined any chance of respect. Of legacy. Of pride. And worse yet, not only have you ruined yourself, but you have brought all of us down with you! Me, your mother, Jameson and the Rowles. Whatever comes to you now, you deserve it!”

She shook her head violently. “No! I didn’t mean for any of that to happen.” And truly, she didn’t. Anytime she had thought of Hayden’s undeserving lips on her mouth, or his filthy hands exploring her body, she felt seconds away from vomiting. She could hardly believe she had even allowed him the privilege to stand in her presence, let alone touch her, but he had been so kind to her, so attentive, always making her feel wanted and adored. And yet, whenever the moment ended, and he kissed her goodbye, she was left feeling even more disgusting than the time before. Because deep down, he wasn’t the boy she wanted to be worshipping her. She wanted it to be Jameson—stoic, brilliant, captivating, Jameson. But had made it known that he didn’t—and would never—want her. No matter what obligation their family had trapped them into, he would never love her. So, she got what she needed elsewhere. And the choice had become the single biggest regret of her life.  

“Silence!” he roared, the word slicing the room in half. “Your mother spoiled you. Ruined you with praise and allowed you to think you were untouchable. But now, maybe you’ll learn your own insignificance.”

He looked at her as if she were no longer his Little Princess Priscilla, the heir to the Parkinson name, the little girl he had read stories to at night before tucking her into bed and placing a kiss to her forehead. Instead, she was worse than the dirt beneath his shoe. 

Tears streaked down her cheeks. She stumbled forward, arms reaching for him in one last desperate bid for comfort. “Please, Daddy. I don't know what to do. I don’t feel safe. I just want—”

The slap came without warning.

The crack of skin on skin echoed in the quiet room. Her face snapped to the side, the sting blooming instantly across her cheek.

Priscilla staggered back, one hand flying to her face. Her father’s mouth curled in disgust as he wiped his hand on a handkerchief, as if she had dirtied him.

“I can hardly stand the sight of you,” he hissed. “Get out of my office.”

She didn’t move.

“I said out!

He grabbed her arm, spun her around, and shoved her through the door. It slammed behind her like the final nail in her coffin.

The corridor was silent now. Cold.

She sank slowly to the floor, pressing her back against the door as the tears came fast and hot. They only paused when approaching footsteps sounded in the hallway. Momentarily, hope bloomed. But then, a servant passed her, pretending nothing was amiss as they continued down the hallway, refusing to spare even a glance in her direction. And just as quickly, she was alone again. Her father would no longer protect her, and neither would anyone else. 

And whoever was out there—whoever was hunting her—knew it.

Knew she was truly, utterly defenseless.

So, Priscilla Parkinson, once the pride of her bloodline, now wept like a ghost in her own home… waiting for death to come collect what was left of her soul.

* * * *

 

Virginia’s stomach twisted. Four invitations rescinded this month alone. Four. She had smiled through the first, made excuses through the second. But by the fourth—by today—there was no hiding. The Witches That Write had not even cloaked their disdain in civility. They had called her “a distraction,” said it was “unwise” to associate with scandal. She had barely made it to the exit before the whispers began again.

“Might as well be a squib,” someone had muttered as she passed, mocking the fact that Virginia’s wand had been seized in the raid of their manor.

Unable to apparate, she walked home in a daze, the heat unbearable, her shoes rubbing blisters into her heels. 

No wand. 

No dignity. 

Just the crumpled remains of her family’s name dragging behind her like a weighted sandbag.

And when she arrived— of course —Priscilla had been waiting. Tear-streaked, trembling, babbling about a charm misfire, about writing on the mirrors, about things moving that shouldn’t. Seeking comfort. Still pretending the world revolved around her .

So, Virginia had proposed a nice bubble bath to calm Priscilla’s nerves. She drew the bath, as a good mother should, testing the water on the inside of her wrist until it was the perfect temperature. As she watched the water rise higher, Virginia added rose petals and essence of bergamot, her daughter's favorite scents, to complete the ritual. 

“Come, sit,” she directed gently, setting down a white fluffy towel. 

“Don’t leave,” her daughter asked, eyes still wet with fear. “I don’t want to be alone right now.” 

“Of course not,” she assured her, and she meant it. She had never intended to leave her alone, afterall. “Mummy will wash your beautiful golden hair, my love.” 

Priscilla sat obediently, arms wrapped around her knees, head bowed, eyes closed. For the first time in weeks, she was quiet. No whimpering. No hysterics. Just the rise and fall of her breath, the occasional sniffle, and the trembling relief of someone desperate for comfort. She had always been like this—soft when it suited her, pitiful when she needed something. Virginia had seen it since Priscilla was a girl: the tears that came too easily, the whining, the endless desire to be seen, heard, adored.

And oh, how Virginia had tried to fulfill those needs. Dolls from Paris. Tutors with sterling reputations. Gowns tailored to match her school uniforms. Tea parties where other mothers praised how darling Priscilla was, how graceful , how well-mannered . Virginia had nodded, smiled, basked in the compliments like any good pureblood wife should.

But underneath it all, she had known. Known there was something… off…about her daughter that no amount of grooming could fix. Something hungry. Something undisciplined. Something shameful.

Virginia’s hands moved with practiced grace, working the lather through her daughter’s golden hair as steam curled around the edges of the porcelain tub. The scent of floral and herbal oils wafted through the air, strong but calming, as though trying to mask the hate Virginia felt blooming in her chest.

Her hands stilled, looking down at the delicate curve of her daughter’s neck, the strands of shampoo-slick hair clinging to her skin. So pretty. So polished on the outside. Just like her mother had taught her.

And yet so utterly filthy inside.

“Shh,” Virginia murmured now, lips close to her daughter’s ear as her hand slid down the back of Priscilla’s neck. “It’s alright. I’ve got you.”

Priscilla gave a shuddering breath and nodded, relaxing a little more.

“You always liked when I washed your hair for you,” Virginia said softly, the smile on her lips strained, but convincing. “Just like when you were little.”

“Mm-hm,” Priscilla hummed, eyes still closed. “Thank you, Mummy. I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t have you.”

Virginia kissed her temple, lips brushing damp hair. “You’ll feel so much better once you rinse.”

She reached for the silver bowl, warm water swirling inside.

“Lean back now, darling,” she whispered. “Let’s wash it all away.”

And Priscilla obeyed.

As her daughter lay back, trusting, docile, Virginia looked down at her. The bubbles clung to her daughter’s cheeks like pearls. Her lashes fluttered as water touched her scalp.

For a moment, Virginia just watched.

How much easier would her life be if Priscilla was never born? Or better yet, if she were to simply disappear?

Without Priscilla, all of Virginia’s problems would be solved. Her reputation could be rebuilt, her marriage could be salvaged, and it would only take a few moments of strength.

She could make it happen…

She could do it right now, if she wanted.

She could .

So, she did. 

Her hands moved slowly, deliberately, pressing down against Priscilla’s chest as her other hand cupped the back of her daughter’s skull and forced her deeper into the water. The soothing rose and bergamot perfume helped Virginia ignore the frantic splash of movement, the muted scream beneath the surface. Priscilla flailed, kicked—her legs thudding against the porcelain, her nails scratching blindly at Virginia’s arms—but Virginia didn’t flinch.

All her life, she had played the part. The graceful wife. The doting mother. The social ornament, polished and polite. And what had it earned her?

Pity. Laughter. Scorn.

This—this was something else entirely. This was control.

This was her only attempt at taking back her own life. 

The bubbles stilled after a few minutes.

But Virginia kept her hands in place a moment longer, until she was sure. Until the water settled. Until silence returned.

Slowly, she stood, smoothing her robes with steady, confident fingers. Her chest rose and fell with a few deep breaths, her expression relaxed and at ease.

The towel remained folded on the stool beside the tub, untouched. Still dry and clean.

Virginia blinked and walked out of the bathroom without looking back, shutting the door behind her with quiet precision. Down the hall, the grandfather clock struck the hour. Outside, the wind stirred the ivy along the Parkinson estate.

And for the first time in weeks, Virginia exhaled, feeling a sense of peace.

* * * *

 

Hermione lingered by the refreshment table, pretending to refill her water glass as she eavesdropped on a group of witches whispering about Jameson. It was her first Fourth of July celebration—an event held under the glittering chandeliers of the American ambassadorial hall, strung with floating fireworks in red, white, and blue. The ceiling itself sparkled with magical projections of colonial-era eagles and waving flags, and yet the atmosphere felt less like a formal diplomatic occasion and more like a highbrow pub crawl in dress robes.

She hadn’t been expecting drinks. Not like this, at a work event, anyway. How could she have possibly anticipated that a room full of ambassadors—representatives of some of the most powerful magical nations—would get absolutely plastered on American bourbon and firewhisky, to the point where whispers turned to slurred gossip and private matters spilled like cheap champagne?

She glanced down at her bare hand—the ring that Tom had given her, no longer adorning her left ring finger—as she poured herself more water, anxiety humming in her veins. Her fingers brushed the edge of the pitcher, cold condensation clinging to her skin like sweat. She’d only meant to make an appearance—shake hands, exchange pleasantries, maybe catch a glimpse of Jameson if he’d even bother attending. But now…

Across the room, two ambassadors—faces flushed with wine and excitement—bent toward each other, their whispered tones sharp and gleeful.

“Have you heard?” one murmured, thick with satisfaction. “Poor Priscilla Parkinson… they say she was drowned. Killed by her own mother.”

The words landed like stones in Hermione’s chest, but as shocked as she was, she needed to learn more. She inched closer to the gossips, her eyes roaming anywhere but their direction in an attempt to remain undetected. 

“A mother murdering her child… unthinkable,” the first man shook his head. “Even in our circle, this is vile. She’d been planning it, they suspect. Rumor has it that Virginia Parkinson was sending anonymous notes to her entire family before it happened. Taunting them. Tormenting them before following through with it.”

Hermione felt a wave of nausea. She forced a steady exhale, mindful to keep her expression neutral. She hadn’t liked Priscilla—not her vanity, not her cruelty, not the way she wielded her last name like a weapon—but no one deserved such an end. Not even her.

A girl drowned by the very woman who’d once held her hand through fevers and nightmares. A family so rotted by shame and obsession with status that it had turned inward, devouring its own. Hermione’s thoughts spun. Priscilla wasn’t innocent, not by a long shot, but she hadn’t been the monster in the end. Society had, with their judgements and chatter—it was enough to drive anyone mad, really. But the worst part was, within the circles of the elite, Hermione wasn’t entirely sure how many would actually disagree with what Virginia had done.

“Well. I can understand why Virginia did it,” drawled a tall witch from Germany with impeccably coiffed hair and an air of superiority, as if she were trying to prove Hermione right. “Honor killings weren’t uncommon in my day. Children who disgraced their families—especially with halfbloods or mudbloods—deserved harsh discipline. Today’s youth have no respect for pureblood traditions. Discipline must be enforced.”

Hermione’s heart clenched, but not for the reason it should have. The witch’s words—crisp, elegant, cruel—sent a chill through the room, but it wasn’t just the callousness that left Hermione frozen. It was the guilt.

Because instead of feeling horror, or sorrow, or even pity for Priscilla, she felt…relief. A sick, curling sense of relief that clawed through her ribs and settled deep in her chest, allowing her to breath so much easier than she had before she realized she wouldn’t have to watch Jameson marry that wretched woman. Wouldn’t have to smile through it, pretend it didn’t bother her, pretend it didn’t matter. Pretend the thought wasn’t ripping her heart into a million pieces, or tearing her very soul from her chest. 

And as messed up as it was—as deeply wrong as she knew it to be—she felt that relief in every cell of her being. That sharp, quiet gratitude. That awful, selfish breath of real freedom.

Suddenly, a familiar presence settled beside her. She didn’t need to look to know it was him. His cologne, deep and distinct, perfumed the air between them.

Jameson.

“Happy Independence Day.” His words were smooth as he walked up behind her, voice low and laced with some kind of private mirth.

Hermione startled slightly, blinking. She let out a deep breath, turning around to face him and there he was.

She hadn’t looked him in the eyes in weeks, not properly away. 

Not since that last heated conversation that still lingered like a ghost in her memory. 

She cleared her throat, swallowing back the emotion to compose herself. Calmly, she set down her water on a nearby table, and responded with confidence. “Yes, and you too, Jameson. Let freedom ring.”

The words were carefully chosen. Simple. Polite. But the double meaning was apparent. 

Jameson stilled. For a brief moment, something unreadable flickered across his face. Then, the corner of his mouth tipped upward, hinting at a smile. A glint sparkled in his eyes like fireworks. He was perceptive enough to catch what she meant, and her message amused him. 

Free. 

He was free.

But for how long? 

Hermione was not so naive as to think the death of his pretty pureblood fianceè meant she would not be replaced with another. Pureblood families, especially those as old and ancient as his, often viewed people—even their own—as objectives, only useful for one thing: blood, tradition, and money. Three things she would never live up to. 

Her cheeks warmed under his piercing gaze as he held her eyes for a beat too long. They spoke to her, cold and gleaming beneath his polished veneer. Something dark and deeply satisfied radiated off him. A predator’s quiet triumph.

She wondered, not for the first time, how much of what had happened was coincidence. How much was fate. And how much had been… engineered by a certain someone.

He didn’t say anything more. He didn’t have to. He passed her a flute instead, and raised one of his own, just a touch, in silent salute.

Hermione mirrored the motion, her fingers clutching tight around the stem. Her heart thundered—not just from the intensity of his gaze, but from the terrible, impossible thought blooming at the back of her mind. The warning sign that flashed before her, reminding her just how dangerous the man in front of her could be, no matter what lifetime they found each other in. 

Her jaw tightened, her voice dropping to barely a whisper. “I know it was you.”

The accusation should have wiped the smugness clean off his face but it didn’t. It simply reshaped his smirk into something darker. Something... terribly pleased.

“I don’t know how,” she continued. “But I know. I feel it in my bones.” Her pulse raced as she said it. “And I have a moral obligation to report it.”

He took a single step closer, the distance between them folding in on itself like paper. “You should,” he murmured, his magic brushing against her skin. It was light at first, like mist, then heavier, a warm current that pulled at her like a riptide. It wrapped around her, coaxed her nearer, though he hadn’t even lifted a hand to her. 

Merlin , how she missed him.

He drained his glass and then set it aside. “But you won’t,” he stated confidently.

She didn’t answer, and she didn’t move away either, because she knew it to be true.

Instead, she did the same, tipping her glass back, the bubbles burning down her throat in one swift gulp, before she placed her glass next to his. Her palms found his chest, like an old instinct refusing to die, and the moment they touched, that familiar spark flared up, burning in her fingertips, lighting every nerve along her spine. Their magic crackled in tandem, so powerful she could feel the tips of her buzzing with electricity. 

She looked up at him, drawn in, heart hammering. They were closer than what might be considered acceptable given their current setting. So close she could count the pale flecks of silver in his blue irises. So close she could feel his breath fanning against her skin. So close, that if she lifted up on the tips of her toes, she could taste the champagne on his lips.

“Why’d you do it?” she asked, her voice trembling. 

The grin that spread across his face was slow, wolfish, entirely too handsome to belong to someone who should be facing a criminal trial.

His hand brushed her hip. The other rose to her neck, fingers trailing through the base of her hair with a tenderness that didn’t match the hunger in his eyes.

She knew their behavior was wildly inappropriate for a work event—even if it was after hours and everyone around them was decidedly drunk. She was practically asking to be fired. They were attracting stares, inspiring whispers: Jameson should have been grieving his deceased fiancée, and instead, he was embracing a no-name woman like her at a Fourth of July party.

But he clearly didn’t care. And— Merlin help her—neither did she.

“You know why,” he whispered.

Yes.

Yes, she knew.

Deep down, in the bottom of her soul, she knew all along. 

He did it for her. 

She wasn’t supposed to feel flattered. And yet, how could she not? It was impossible not to. 

Her chest rose with a shaky breath. “Do you want to get out of here?”

He answered with a kiss—just one peck. Firm. Certain. Full of promises.

Then, without a word, he laced his fingers through hers and led her through the crowd.

Every pair of eyes in the room was on them—looks of interest, shock, even disgust following their movements. Hermione was pretty sure she might’ve even heard a gasp.

But she didn’t falter. Didn’t look back.

Because in that moment, she couldn’t feel anything but the freeing lightness of choosing what made her happiest.

Notes:

I love a reunion this time of year 🥲❤️

Chapter 50

Notes:

Okay, y'all. This is the longest I have gone without posting since I started this fanfic last fall. This chapter has been really tough for me, especially because I knew this would be the end and I didn't want to disappoint anyone. Tbh even as I post this, I am still nervous about how the ending may be received. 🥺

But, here we go---the happily ever after I promised. I hope you enjoy reading it! ❤️

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The church stood like a relic from another world, concealed from Muggle view beneath layers of enchantment in a forgotten quarter of Georgetown. Tall, spiral columns pierced the overcast sky, composed of stone facets decorated with runes older than the United States itself. Vines of silver-leafed ivy wrapped around them, whispering spells of silence and protection to ward off the curious.

Inside, the cathedral was dimly lit by suspended candelabras that drifted slowly overhead, their flames casting flickering shadows across the rib-vaulted ceiling. The air was thick with incense, creating a fog of bergamot and ashwood, a traditional magical formula used in rites of magical mourning. Each aisle was adorned with red roses that cascaded in charmed patterns, creating an illusion of velvet petals drifting slowly to the floor as if the room itself were weeping.

Rows of pews stretched beneath stained-glass windows enchanted to shimmer with scenes from old wizarding legends—martyrs, seers, and warlocks rendered in bold, aching color. At the head of the church, just beneath the elevated altar, floated Priscilla’s casket: dark-stained yew adorned with moonstone and onyx, gently levitating within a golden ring of protective magic. Runes carved along the wood glowed faintly at the edges, pulsing with light like a heartbeat. White lilies spilled from towering urns on either side, the blooms so abundant they nearly swallowed the front steps of the dais. Above it all hung the Parkinson family crest—thorns curled around a serpent—draped in black and silver velvet.

The sanctuary was packed.

Too packed to celebrate the life of someone so recently disgraced. And yet, more than half the wizarding town was in attendance, crowding into the pews, cloaked in black silks and dark lace, their heads bowed in a performance of sorrow that rang hollow in the hallways of the building. It was simply a last chance to gawk at Priscilla Parkinson. A final opportunity to say they’d seen the girl who had everything before it slipped through her polished fingers like ash.

Hermione sat tall in the second to last row beside her coworkers, her hands folded neatly in her lap, though every muscle in her body tensed. Whispered judgements volleyed back and forth in every direction, in a waterfall of prattle. 

“Drowned by her own mother,” a witch murmured two rows ahead, adjusting her hat’s veil. 

“Tragic, really. But can you imagine if Jameson had actually married her?” someone else replied, not even attempting to lower their voice.

“He dodged a curse, if you ask me.”

As the final few guests filtered in and selected their seats, the shrill notes of a string quartet signalled the starting of the proceedings. Each chord, bold and haunting, cut so sharply it might have passed for Priscilla’s shrill voice itself, returning to accuse them of all of their guilt.

Hermione clenched her jaw.

She had always known how quickly public opinion could sway, how eager society was to watch one of their own drown, both metaphorically and literally. They might not have been the ones to hold Priscilla’s head underwater, but they had laughed, they had whispered, they had watched her and her family unraveling, and instead of offering a helping hand, they added another weight that made life too heavy to tread. These were the same people who had once praised her lineage, fawned over her gowns, envied her connections. And now they sat in smug detachment, mourning not the girl, but the idea of her. Mourning their own proximity to ruin, and the realization that it could just as easily be any one of them.

Hermione didn’t like Priscilla. She wouldn’t pretend otherwise.

But she knew what it felt to be buried beneath the scrutiny of a thousand pointed fingers masquerading as condolences, and she had sympathy for the girl. So when the whispers continued, Hermione cleared her throat and gave a few gossiping hens a stern look to redirect their attention appropriately on the front of the room. 

Judge Parkinson was the last to arrive.

He walked toward the first pew—gaunt, stiff, and wandless—a silent reminder to all that his wand was likely still held by the Ministry under investigation. His arm bent outward, elbow cocked to guide an invisible guest. Her name didn’t need to be spoken. That one ingrained gesture, the product of decades of habit, said everything. Virginia’s absence rang louder than any bell.

He took his seat beside the Rowle family, his movements mechanical, hollow. Behind them, a dozen ancient pureblood lines had already filled the front rows, dressed in rigidly traditional mourning robes. The women wore black lace veils like curtains over porcelain faces. The men held ceremonial staffs carved with ancestral sigils. Not a single smile touched the room.

Jameson was among them. Blank-faced. Impossibly composed. His mask of indifference was flawless—an heirloom expression of the elite. One he would only need to wear for a few more hours.

The ceremony was conducted in Old Latin, chanted by robed clerics of the Sanctum Custodes Mortem, a magical order responsible for the safeguarding of souls in transit. Their voices reverberated off the stone, layered with harmonic enchantments that sent chills down the spines of the gathered. Golden threads of light lifted from their wands as they circled the casket in ritual, invoking the ancient soul-clearing spell Lumen Vacuus .

Then came the speeches. Following an old tutor and a dry-eyed maternal aunt, Jameson was introduced. He moved like someone accustomed to gravity bending around him, a man who didn’t seek the room’s attention so much as expected it. And as always, the room obliged.

Jameson settled at the podium with natural ease, hands resting lightly on the edge, as though he weren’t standing before a casket containing the woman he was once bound to marry. He was cloaked in dark robes with a charmed pink tourmaline pin at his collar, carved into the form of a gentle Hermione rose. 

The gem stones sparkled under the candlelight, making Hermione’s heart flutter. Jameson had bought it before their reunion, and recently confessed it made him feel closer to Hermione during her absence. She couldn’t help but feel touched that he chose to wear it, even now, in front of hundreds of people, as he spoke on behalf of his late fiancée.  

“We knew each other since infancy,” Jameson began, his voice the picture of clinical detachment, and his words purely factual. “She was… animated. Decided. Curious.”

A pause. A ghost of a smile edged his lips as he glanced back at the coffin. 

“Priscilla always demanded attention. Even now.” He gracefully gestured around the room. “I would like to think she would be happy to know she had the send off of the century.” 

Hermione bit her lip to keep from laughing. From the tone of his voice, and the way he drew breath between each word, he might as well have said she was exhausting, willful, and invasive. Annoying, opinionated, and nosey. An attention seeking prat who would wilt away if she didn’t constantly have eyes looking in her direction. Luckily, the audience didn’t know Jameson the way she did, and so whispers of soft agreement muttered between rows of guests.

“Yes, she was quite a beam of light,” one witch begrudgingly agreed under their breath. 

“And always very lively,” her neighbor added. 

“So, before we conclude the ceremony, I invite you each to say your last goodbye.” Jameson motioned to the casket behind him as he stood off to the side with a small bow. 

Guests took turns, pew by pew, to leave their offerings. Polished obsidian stones. Silver thistle. A lock of hair braided with mourning thread. Each placed with care into the Sanctified Dish of Farewell, a ceremonial basin that shimmered with soft blue fire. Afterward, they offered their final condolences to either Jameson on the left or Judge Parkinson on the right before quietly returning to their original seat. 

When Hermione’s row was up, she smoothed out her skirt and took a deep breath. Hermione shifted her weight from foot to foot, the special occasion heels she’d chosen biting into her ankles as the line inched forward. Around her, the low buzz of conversation among her coworkers wove together in hushed tones and curious glances.

Merlin ,” whispered Esperanza, fanning herself with the funeral program, “he doesn’t look even a little wrecked. I mean—look at him. Trimmed beard, pressed robes, and not even a hint of tears in those perfect baby blues of his.”

“Odd, isn’t it?” added Marcus under his breath. “Either he’s completely emotionally repressed or he’s already moved on. My bet is on both.”

“Moved on?” Esperanza gasped, half amused, half scandalized. “The body’s not even in the ground yet.”

Hermione kept her eyes fixed ahead. “Some people grieve... differently.”

“Oh, sure,” Marcus said with a wink, “and some people were never actually grieving to begin with.”

“Grieving or not,” Esperanza was practically breaking her neck to steal another glance at Jameson over the sea of people. “He really is something, isn’t he?”

Hermione bit her lip to hold back a smile. “In what way, Esperanza?” 

“Come on, Hermione. The coiffed hair, the pouty lips, the broad shoulders. I mean,” Esperanza continued, voice low but not low enough, “not to sound completely inappropriate—I know we need to maintain professionalism and blah blah blah—but there’s just something about a man in mourning robes. Especially one who looks like he walked out of a romance novel!”

Marcus, standing just behind them, snorted. “Romance novel? He looks like he walked out of a military tribunal. That man has never smiled a day in his life.”

“Oh, come on,” Esperanza said, nudging Hermione’s arm. “There’s depth there behind all that brooding and mystery. You just know there’s a story.”

Hermione forced a small laugh, trying not to let her expression slip. “Maybe. Or maybe he’s just incredibly well-trained in keeping up appearances.”

Marcus leaned in. “I’m telling you, he’s already moved on. Look at him. Ice-cold. Like he’s already forgotten the dearly departed.”

“Esperanza wouldn’t mind warming him up, though,” a third coworker whispered from behind them with a chuckle.

Esperanza didn’t deny it. She just smiled wide and hummed softly like a woman with secrets.

Hermione turned away slightly, hoping the flush in her cheeks went unnoticed as she took another step forward.

“You think he’ll cry?” Esperanza asked hopefully as they pushed closer to the front of the line. “I have a shoulder with his name written all over it.”

“Yeah, right,” Hermione scoff before she could stop herself.

Esperanza shot her a look, mock surprise widening her eyes. “Are you trying to insinuate something about my beautifully feminine shoulders, Hermione?” 

“He just doesn’t seem to be the type that cries, is all,” Hermione replied, brushing off her comment as she adjusted the cuff of her sleeve.

Marcus chuckled, nodding. “I wonder if he even cried as a baby when he came out of the womb or if he was born with the same serious expression.” He contorted his face to look rather severe, pointing his nose up to the ceiling in an air of superiority to imitate Jameson. 

“He does not look like that.” Esperanza laughed a bit too loudly, swatting Marcus square in the chest as he shushed her. 

Hermione pressed her fist to her lips and looked away. She wouldn’t admit it aloud, but his impression was a bit similar to what Jameson looked like when he stood in front of a crowd. Snobby. Self-assured. A head above everyone else. Just like Tom on the Hogwarts train. And, she suspected, just like he’d always looked in every lifetime before this one.

When they were finally close enough to hear the cadence of Jameson’s thank-yous, Marcus nudged Esperanza and cleared his throat.

“We’re nearly up—get serious,” he whispered, straightening his tie. 

“I’ve never seen a dead body before,” Esperanza blanched. 

“Just pretend she’s sleeping.” Marcus patted her back in an attempt at comfort. “It’s not so bad.”

In front of them, a young witch sniffled loudly, whimpering as she approached the casket.

“I just—she was like a sister,” she wailed, voice pitched high enough to carry over the soft music threading through the chapel. Hermione blinked, startled by the sudden declaration. Just minutes ago, this same girl had been loudly gossiping about Priscilla’s more scandalous school years with a gleam in her eye and not a drop of remorse. In fact, the witch looked rather pleased with herself when she announced to at least half a dozen people that Priscilla had once snuck a boy into their dorm, how she often skipped meals to stay thin, and how she’d roll her skirt a minimum of three times before deeming her outfit acceptable.

“Poor, poor, Prissy!” She cried louder, pressing a delicate lace handkerchief to her eyes, dabbing at nonexistent tears before taking a deep breath as though readying for a stage cue. Her mother patted her on the back, whispering sympathetic “there, there’s,” and “now, nows,” though her expression was far more pained from secondhand embarrassment than grief.

The weepy witch clutched at the edge of the Sanctified Dish with trembling fingers, her shoulders shaking with melodramatic sobs. “She was radiant, wasn’t she? Just so full of life. It’s so wrong—so, so wrong,” she declared, voice cracking in a way that felt just a touch too rehearsed. When she was satisfied with her performance, she turned with purpose, stepping directly into the receiving line and stopping before Jameson. She squared her shoulders like she’d been preparing this moment all morning.

“Jameson,” she said, her voice taking on a sugar-sweet lilt. “You remember me, don’t you? Hannah Avery. I was Priscilla’s roommate at Ilvermorny during our fourth year.”

Jameson’s expression didn’t so much as flicker. He offered a polite, practiced nod, but nothing more. “I was rather focused on my studies, as I recall.” he said with carefully measured regret. “I didn’t pay attention to much else.”

Hermione and her coworkers stepped up to the altar, and she did her best to go through the motions—bowing her head at the casket, placing her small offering in the Sanctified Dish, and nodding vaguely at whatever Marcus and Esperanza were whispering about—but her mind was elsewhere, completely absorbed in the conversation unfolding beside them.

Hannah’s laugh rang out, a little too loud. “Oh, come on. I’m sure you remember me,” she insisted brightly. “We were partners in Potions once. Strengthening Solution? I singed off my eyebrows—weeks before they grew back!”

Jameson’s expression remained blank. “I’m afraid my memory fails me,” he said evenly.

“Oh.” Hannah blinked, her hand raising to her chest in shock and offense. “You’re serious?” She leaned forward, giving her hair a dramatic toss. “Hannah Avery,” she said her name loudly, as if it were information he should definitely already know. “Priscilla’s roommate,” she continued much too loudly.

Jameson gave a polite incline of his head. “Ah. Right. I remember now,” he said in a tone that sounded like he still didn’t remember at all. 

The pause that followed was heavy with awkwardness.

Hannah’s face pinched. Her mother, red-faced now, leaned forward, taking her daughter gently by the elbow. “Come along, dear,” she whispered, her smile tight. “Let’s not hold up the line.”

With visible reluctance and a final confused flutter of her lashes, Hannah allowed herself to be escorted away, throwing one last glance over her shoulder that Jameson didn’t return.

Then, it was their turn.

Esperanza wasted no time.

“Secretary Rowle,” she said sweetly, stepping forward and placing a sympathetic hand over her heart. “If you ever need someone to talk to—or just a friendly face in the office—I’m always around. Just across the hall.” She leaned in just a bit too close, murmuring, “My tea’s better than the mess hall’s anyway.”

Jameson gave her a faint nod, his gaze skimming past her with casual detachment. “Appreciated.”

Esperanza lingered for one second too long, clearly reluctant to give up her moment, before Marcus cleared his throat and gently nudged her aside.

Marcus offered his hand stiffly. “My condolences, mate. Hell of a thing.”

Jameson clasped his hand briefly. “Thank you.”

Finally, came Hermione.

She stepped forward slowly, palms damp, heart knocking against her ribs. His eyes met hers—just briefly—as if they were nothing but strangers. Not a flicker. Not a trace of the nights they’d spent tangled in silence. Only the faintest lift of his brow in acknowledgment, like she was merely another face in the sea of condolences.

“Secretary Rowle,” she said softly, voice carefully neutral. “If you need anything, my office door is always open.”

“Thank you, Ambassador Granger,” he replied smoothly, with the same cold indifference he offered everyone else.

But she caught it—that almost imperceptible twitch at the corner of his mouth as he adjusted the rose pin at his collar. Not quite a smile. But it was enough. 

Enough to remind her that he was only playing a role. 

A role that would be over in a few short hours.

And then it would be back to long lunches, snuggles under blankets, and stolen kisses between meetings—no more secrets, no more pretending. Soon, no one would be able to deny the truth of what they were to each other.

But until then, she could play along for one last afternoon.

So, she dipped her head in farewell, fingers tightening around her clutch, and turned away with her group without another word. Esperanza immediately linked arms with her as they made their way back down the aisle, and Marcus followed close behind them.

“Well, he was very composed,” Esperanza whispered, the moment they were out of earshot. “But I still say he needs a drink. Or five.”

Marcus snorted. “He needs therapy.”

Hermione let them talk, let them fill the air with chatter. She didn’t correct them, and neither did she disagree. She just kept walking, the heat of Jameson’s brief glance still prickling at the back of her neck like the trace of a spell.

Soon, they would never be apart again. 

Because soon, they would be one.

* * * *

 

Hermione stood beneath the broad canopy of an elm tree, taking in the magic of the scene as her heart drummed softly in her chest. The moon loomed low over Washington, D.C., its silver light spilling like liquid mercury across the quiet park. A hush clung to the night, broken only by the rustle of wind through summer leaves and the distant hum of traffic muted by layers of enchantments.  An antique iron bench nearby glinted dully in the moonlight, a silent witness to what was to come.

It was here that they had shared their first kiss.

It was here that they would bind their souls.

Where they would tie themselves together—not just in body or in memory, but in soul.

Forever.

Jameson stood across from her, standing tall and proud, his silhouette clean cut against the shimmer of their protective wards. To the untrained eye, he was every inch the man the world expected him to be—cold, unshakable, composed. And yet, tonight there was a spark of something new shining behind his eyes. They weren’t the same icy blue he was so well known for. They weren’t calculating, or indifferent. They were deep, warm tides of anticipation—alight with an electric buzz of excitement, steady and sure, ready for what came next.

“Are you sure you’re ready to do this?” he asked cautiously. It was the same question he’d asked an hour ago, and an hour before that. 

And still, the answer never changed.

Hermione’s mouth curved as she stepped closer, the leaves overhead whispering above them. “Are you getting cold feet, Jameson?”

A single brow arched in response, his lips twitching. “Hardly. But I find the stakes rather… motivating.”

She smiled at that, not just with her lips but in the tilt of her head, the shine in her eyes. “Then stop asking,” she said gently. “I’ve never been more certain of anything in my life.”

His shoulders relaxed a touch, exhaling a happy sigh of relief, or perhaps gratitude. “Okay,” he agreed with a soft nod, dipping down to place a chaste kiss on her cheek. 

His shoulders relaxed a touch, exhaling a happy sigh of relief, or perhaps gratitude. “Okay,” he agreed with a soft nod, dipping down to place a chaste kiss on her cheek.
Hermione closed her eyes briefly, savoring the warmth of it, the quiet reassurance before something irreversible.

When she opened them again, her gaze fell between them—drawn not by choice, but by instinct. Etched into the soft grass beneath them was a perfect circle, its edge scorched lightly into the earth, as though seared by ancient fire. Within its boundary, runes pulsed gently—soft streams of gold and silver light that shimmered with a quiet, watchful rhythm. Symbols of fate. Of time. Of the endless, tangled thread of soul-bound magic.

They began with the individual offerings.

Jameson moved first. From the folds of his long black coat, he withdrew a book. It was old and thick and battered by age. The once-rich leather binding was cracked at the corners, its spine softened from years of handling. Imprinted on the cover was a faded symbol Hermione recognized instantly: a triangle enclosing a circle, split down the center by a vertical line. The mark of the Deathly Hallows, representing the elder stone she wore around her finger, the invisibility cloak tucked away in her clutch, and the very same wand she had clutched between her fingers. 

Each gift, a relic of Vitae—the celestial being their joined souls once were… and would soon become again.

He knelt carefully, placing it within the glowing circle like it was something sacred. 

“The first book I ever read on the Dark Arts,” he murmured. “The moment I first understood true power… the balance of life and death. And how easily the two can be one in the same.”

Her fingers closed around the clasp of her enchanted beaded handbag—the same one that had swung from her shoulder through shadowed forests and long, lonely nights, its tiny seams expanded by ancient spellwork to hold her whole world within. She knelt as he had, settling the bag beside the book like two halves of a whole.

“The bag that held everything I needed when I had nothing,” she said softly. “My strength. My independence. My history.”

Then, came the shared token. 

They both reached for it—four hands brushing against timeworn stone as they lifted it together. It was small, hardly larger than a galleon, and worn smooth by years of touch and age. Etched on the surface, faded but still legible, read: better together . Hermione had found it once in a forgotten pocket of time, back when Jameson had worn a different name. Back when he was Tom. 

They set it reverently between their personal items, and quickly, the spell reacted.

The stone shimmered the moment it touched the earth, releasing a soft pulse of amber light. All around the circle, the runes also seemed to stir, responding in a similar recognition. First one, then another, until the entire ring sparked to life—threads of energy dancing like fireflies, weaving outward in a slow spiral.

They stood together, hands clasped—right to right, left to left, fingers interlaced as though anchoring each other to this moment. Above them, the moon reached its pinnacle, bathing the glade in silver. A hush settled over the trees as the wind stirred gently through the leaves, brushing against their skin like the breath of something older than time.

Their magic rose. At first, it was a slow thrum, then a steady, tangible hum that curled outward from their chests. It wrapped around them like silk, warm and buzzing with life, until it cloaked them in a cocoon of shimmering power.

And then, in unison, they began the incantation.

“Four souls, once whole, now torn apart,

Across the stars, spread fragmented hearts.

In endless lives, they search and roam,

To find the one who feels like home.”

As their voices rose, the light encircling them surged—runic fire, ancestral power, and memory entwining. The ritual was not just spellwork—it was true magic, remembrance. A call to the selves they had once been. To the pain, the love, the lifetimes.

And soon, all of it— all of them —would return.

“Through time and space, their spirits stray,

Reborn anew, in different ways.

But should they meet, and bind their hearts,

Their souls unite, as true counterparts.

And when they join, their quest will cease—

Eight halves, four wholes, in timeless peace.”

The final syllable of the incantation trembled on Hermione’s lips, carried off by the wind like a secret. 

The runes etched into the circle flared white-gold—too bright to look at directly—vanishing before their eyes, swallowed into the earth with a sound like an exhale.

The air grew impossibly still, like the pause between a heartbeat.

And then came the explosion of magic.

Not outward, but inward—pulling them into each other like a collapsing star.   Their magic merged, seeping into skin and bone, threading together in golden streams visible only to them. A thread coiled around Hermione’s wrist, glowing crimson gold, and shot across the space to wrap around Jameson’s, sealing their joined palms in blinding light.

Hermione’s knees buckled. She clung to Jameson’s hands as a pressure—vast and ancient—slammed into her chest. Her breath hitched. Her heart stumbled. Her vision blurred.

And then the memories came.

A thousand lifetimes unfolded behind her eyes all at once.

The weight of a crown on her head, too heavy for her young body.

The sound of iron chains clinking against stone as she whispered in a language now long forgotten.

A snowy field stained with blood. A carriage ride through a city made of glass. A firelit library and a boy with familiar eyes leaning in to kiss her for the very first time.

She saw herself again and again—always herself , yet always different . Witches, queens, rebels, scholars. Mothers, lovers, prisoners. Each life distinct, yet in all of them, she was irrevocably drawn to him .

And he was always there. Always . Sometimes cruel. Sometimes kind. Sometimes broken beyond repair. But always him .

Jameson.

Tom.

Whoever he had been, in whatever form—he had always found her.

Hermione let out a sob, her hands gripping his tighter as the onslaught continued.

Across from her, Jameson stood frozen—his expression slack with wonder, then pain, then awe. His lips parted as if to speak, but no sound came. His chest rose and fell in uneven beats.

She felt the moment it hit him.

The same storm.

The same recognition .

His eyes snapped shut. A tremor coursed down his spine.

She saw him then as he had once been—standing in the Chamber of Secrets, cradling her dying body. His screams echoing off ancient stone.

Then another memory. Softer. A flickering lantern. Her fingers tracing a constellation across his ribs as he whispered her name like it was sacred.

It hurt.

It burned .

But within the fire, there was truth. There was them .

Their bond settled deep into the marrow of their bones. Not just magic. Not just memory. But something older—something the stars themselves had once known.

Their souls—fractured pieces scattered across time—had finally remembered each other.

When the glow faded and silence returned to the clearing, Hermione realized she was on her knees, clutching Jameson’s arms. His forehead rested against hers. Their breaths mingled in the space between.

Neither spoke.

They didn’t need to.

The ritual was complete.

They were one.

Again.

Still.

Always.

“You came back,” she whispered hoarsely, tears sliding silently down her cheeks.

“I promised you I would.” 

He cupped her face, thumbs brushing away the tears, and kissed her—softly at first, then deeper, with the quiet desperation of someone who had waited lifetimes to be whole again. Hermione melted into him, her hands sliding into the familiar slope of his shoulders, pulling him closer. 

Gently, he guided her backward until her back sank into the damp grass. His lips never left hers as he covered her body with his. Their bodies aligned with an ease that felt inevitable, like stars resuming their rightful place in the night sky. She could feel his heartbeat in his chest, steady and strong, matching the rhythm of her own. A hand slowly trailed up her leg, brushing her knee, and then her thigh, before pushing past her skirt, and teasing the edge of her knickers. 

Her fingers fisted the back of his robes, pressing him harder against her. Magic wrapped around them, his indistinguishable from her own—a reminder that they were no longer two souls, but one. She heard the sound of a zip, and then felt him lying hot and heavy against her. Impatiently, she whimpered against his mouth, circling his waist with her legs and lifted her hips to guide him where she needed him most. 

He chuckled, only breaking their kiss to softly bite down the length of her neck as he slowly rocked into her inch by inch. 

Hermione gasped as he sank into her fully, so deep she could hardly think. All she could do was feel. Feel the way his breath tickled her ear. The way his stubble scratched against the sensitive skin across her collarbone. The way his hands gripped at her bottom, encouraging her to arch deeper into him. 

What started out as reverent, slow movements soon became increasingly frantic, each pump of Jameson’s hips more forceful than the last. He sliced through her shirt with wandless magic, diving into her exposed breasts to latch onto her nipple. 

“You’re mine,” he whispered, not as a request—but as a truth.

Hermione tugged at his shirt with equal desperation, her hands dipping underneath to run her nails down his back, savoring the feel of skin to skin. 

“And you’re mine,” she answered with shaky breath. 

“Yours,” he breathed, before taking her mouth again—biting, soothing, claiming her with every kiss.

Every nerve in her body sparked to life. The pressure built, unbearable and exquisite, and she was so close—trembling on the edge of everything. 

Jameson reached between them, a skilled touch sending her tumbling over the brink—and he followed her down, lost in the same crashing wave.

Their breaths mingled in the quiet aftermath, hearts still racing in sync as they lay tangled in the grass, limbs wrapped around each other like ivy. The stars blinked lazily overhead, but neither of them looked up—too busy memorizing the feel of skin, the sound of each other's breath, the softness that came only after a storm.

Jameson brushed a stray curl from Hermione’s cheek and whispered, “You always undo me.”

Hermione smiled, eyes fluttering shut as she tucked her head beneath his chin. “You put me back together.”

They stayed like that for a long moment, saying nothing, letting the silence speak for them. And when sleep began to creep in at the edges of their consciousness, it wasn’t just exhaustion—it was peace.

It was home.

* * * *

 

The Burrow hadn’t changed.

It still leaned crookedly toward the sky, as though defying both gravity and architectural convention. Overgrown hedges spilled into the walk, and a cacophony of gnomes could be heard rustling around in the pumpkin patch. Chickens clucked somewhere nearby. A familiar haze of wood smoke and enchantment curled above the chimney.

Hermione paused at the gate, hand curled in Jameson’s.

“Brace yourself,” she murmured.

“For what?”

She gave him a dry look. “Molly Weasley.”

As if summoned, the front door flung open.

“Hermione! Jameson, dear! In, in, both of you—don’t just stand there letting all the heat out!”

Jameson blinked as Molly bustled forward, wiping her flour-dusted hands on a knitted apron. She kissed Hermione soundly on the cheek before rounding on him with a squint that held both judgment and approval—an expression he had seen before, but only through Hermione’s recollections.

In her memories, Molly had always been a blur of movement and warmth—equal parts nurturing and formidable, like a mother bear in an apron. He remembered seeing flashes of her in the echoes of Hermione’s childhood Christmases: arms flung wide in greeting, scolding someone for forgetting a scarf, dabbing tears away at platform nine and three-quarters. She was stern when needed, but so full of love it crackled through every memory like fireplace embers.

And now here she was, in the flesh, exactly as Hermione had described her—perhaps even louder.

“You’re thinner than I expected,” Molly declared, patting his chest like he was a livestock purchase. “But not too thin. You’ll fill out once I’ve fed you properly. Merlin’s beard, come inside before the pudding overbakes!”

Inside, the house was pure Weasley chaos. The scent of baked ham and spiced carrots filled the air, and warm light glowed from enchanted candles floating lazily above the long dining table. Children’s toys lay scattered in corners, and someone had spelled the curtains to play a jolly tune every time they were drawn.

Harry and Ginny were already seated, Little Sirius climbing across the table with a sticky fist aimed at the pumpkin tart.

“Sirius,” Ginny warned, reaching over to redirect him, “we eat food, we don’t tackle it.”

Jameson lingered in the doorway a moment longer, taking them in.

Ginny was exactly as he had expected—sharp-witted, composed, yet with a softness in her tone that made motherhood look effortless. She moved with ease between reprimanding and reassuring, the kind of duality he understood, but had rarely seen executed so well. Her presence, he decided, was a lot like Hermione in her unmistakable kindness and quiet confidence.

But it was Harry who held his attention.

Harry Potter. The Boy Who Lived. The man who, in another timeline, another life, hadn’t.

Jameson had never spoken the words aloud—not even to Hermione—but he often thought them. She had jumped through time for this man. Torn herself out of one reality and into another, risking magic itself to give him a future. Her sacrifice had rewritten fate. Had it been any other person, Jameson might have loathed him on principle.

But watching him now, sleeves rolled to the elbows, laughing quietly as he cleaned a smear of jam from Sirius’ nose—Jameson felt something very different.

Gratitude.

For surviving. For becoming someone worthy of the future Hermione had bled for.

He would never say it—not in so many words—but he would spend the rest of his existence honoring that choice. Protecting what she had protected. Valuing what she had once deemed priceless.

He stepped forward as Sirius let out a triumphant squeal, his tiny hands managing to palm the tart anyway.

Jameson smiled faintly. “Strong grip for such a small creature,” he murmured to Hermione under his breath. “You’re certain he’s not half-troll?”

“Be nice,” she replied, nudging him with her elbow. “He gets it from his mum.”

“Have you officially met Lolly yet?” Harry asked, grinning as Hermione cooed over the baby. 

Their daughter, tiny and pink-cheeked, snoozed in a floating bassinet, wrapped in a soft yellow blanket embroidered with daisies. Her downy red hair curled just slightly at the temples, and one of her fists had freed itself from the blanket, flopping gently against her face. She gave a soft sigh in her sleep, utterly unaware of the chaotic household she had been born into.

“Lolly?” Jameson asked. “Is that a British name?” 

“Short for Lily-Molly,” Ginny added, rising slightly from her seat to peek into the bassinet. “She’s got my lungs and Harry’s sleep schedule.”

“Terrifying,” Hermione teased, fingers grazing the edge of the bassinet as if the motion alone might wake her.

“Isn’t it?” Ginny beamed, clearly proud.

Jameson stood just behind Hermione, his gaze fixed not on the baby, but on her.

The way Hermione looked at Lolly was unlike anything he’d seen on her face before—tender, unguarded, almost reverent. Something in his chest twisted. Not with jealousy, but with quiet wonder. Awe.

He had never given much thought to children. They were unpleasant necessities in his world—distant obligations passed down through bloodlines, more legacy than love. A duty that he had never planned to fulfill. But watching Hermione now, he couldn’t help but wonder if they might have their own. He might not mind, if it were with her. 

A small boy like Sirius, loud and sticky-fingered and utterly incorrigible. Or like Lolly—serene and pink and wholly undeserving of the loud world around her. Would they fight over names? Would Hermione teach them to be brave and stubborn and kind? Would he teach them restraint and precision? Or perhaps he wouldn’t teach them much at all—just sit quietly in the room while they learned from her.

Perhaps, if he were lucky, they would take after her. 

Merlin , he hoped so.

Her curiosity, her fierce conviction, the way she cared so deeply it sometimes broke her. If there was to be a future born from the two of them, he hoped it was shaped in her image.

He reached for Hermione’s hand without thinking, curling his fingers through hers.

She glanced up at him, brows slightly raised. “Is everything alright?” she whispered to him. 

“Just thinking,” he murmured.

“Dangerous,” she whispered back with a knowing smile.

But her fingers squeezed his all the same.

The twins, Fred and George, arrived in true Weasley fashion—a puff of blue smoke erupted from the fireplace with a bang , their identical grins emerging through the haze.

“Mum, we’re here!” George called cheerily, brushing soot off his coat.

“Barely late!” Fred chimed in, already reaching for the roast potatoes. “And before pudding, which is more than we can say for Ron at Christmas three years ago.”

“Oi,” came a dry voice from the corner. “Some of us work for a living, you know. Not everyone gets to play with fireworks and enchanted vomit for a paycheck.”

Jameson turned at the sound, surprised he hadn’t noticed him sooner. Ron was slouched in a worn armchair near the fireplace, one leg lazily hooked over the armrest, the other bracing the floor like he might spring up at any second—but likely wouldn’t. A redheaded witch with quick, clever eyes—whom Jameson vaguely recognized as one of the Hawthorne cousins—was curled comfortably in his lap, nibbling at a biscuit and utterly ignoring the mayhem around her.

Ron’s arm circled her waist with casual familiarity, his other hand lifting a bottle of butterbeer to his mouth before pausing mid-sip to fix Jameson with a wry look.

Jameson studied him for a moment longer.

He remembered this one.

Ron Weasley—brash, loyal, fiercely protective. The boy who had once stood between Hermione and every danger that came their way. A boy who had loved her, in some small, clumsy way. And who, in turn, had once held her attention just long enough to make Jameson irrationally furious in more lifetimes than one.

But that was then.

Hermione leaned toward him, her breath warm at his ear as she whispered, “Ginny says Emily makes him laugh until he cries. I’m glad for him. They’re good together.”

“Look who finally noticed I’m in the room,” he drawled. “Bloke’s been here an hour and hasn’t made an introduction. Honestly, Hermione, d’you teach him to blink past people who aren’t politically useful?”

Jameson didn’t answer right away. Instead, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders, tugging her just a bit closer until her hip brushed his. His thumb swept absentmindedly along the curve of her upper arm.

The redhead in Ron’s lap gave a low laugh and turned to press a kiss behind his ear. “Be nice, Ron,” she whispered, loud enough for Jameson to hear. “It can be intimidating trying to fit in with you lot as it is.”

“Some people may benefit from a little intimidation,” Ron muttered into his butterbeer, but his hand tightened affectionately on her hip, and the tension between them faded into something warmer.

“I didn’t teach him that,” Hermione said primly. “He came that way.”

Jameson raised an eyebrow. “I’m standing right here.”

“Good,” said George, slapping him on the back as he passed. “Means you’re part of the family now.”

“It’s true,” Hermione confirmed, giving Jameson a lighthearted nudge with her elbow and a bright smile as they turned their attention back to Fred and George.

Jameson opened his mouth to respond, but didn’t get the chance.

“Right then!” Fred clapped his hands, bouncing once on his toes with uncontainable energy. “Now that the welcome’s out of the way, let’s talk innovation .”

George was already fishing in his pocket. “We’re talking real magic here—not just the lovey-dovey sort of unbreakable vow nonsense—”

“George,” Hermione warned, her tone sharp.

She had told Ginny they’d eloped under the stars with a simple unbreakable vow—a cover story crafted to explain the magic binding them without revealing the truth of the soul-bonding ritual. But judging by George’s grin, that little secret had already made the rounds. Jameson had a feeling that in this house, nothing stayed private for long.

“Just saying!” George said innocently. “And congratulations, by the way. You two really raised the bar. So we thought it was only fair to match it—with this .”

“A quill that drafts reports for you,” Fred said, brandishing a plume and scroll. “Just prompt it, and watch it go. Completely automated. Users don’t have to lift a finger.”

“To prove it,” George added, already elbow-deep in the pockets of his dragonhide coat, “we brought the prototype.”

He plunked a small inkpot onto the table with a theatrical flourish. Fred followed suit, dramatically unfurling a blank scroll that rolled across several empty dinner plates and bumped into a bowl of peas.

“Watch and be amazed,” Fred said, striking a pose.

George tapped the quill with his wand. “One-page memo on the importance of cauldron safety in government facilities.”

The quill twitched. Then sprang to life.

In a burst of energetic scribbling, it dashed across the parchment, writing with alarming speed and just enough flair to look vaguely official. The handwriting was elegant but readable, complete with bullet points and bold headers.

“—‘Incident Prevention Protocols’…” Hermione read aloud, brow furrowing. “‘Controlled Environment Guidelines’… ‘Always identify volatile substances before stirring’…”

The quill drew a final line at the bottom of the scroll, then stilled, quivering slightly like it wanted praise.

Jameson leaned forward with clear interest, brushing aside a biscuit tin for a better view. “That was… rather efficient.”

“Oh, come on,” Hermione groaned, eyeing the scroll like it might bite. “You can’t honestly approve of that.”

He offered her a sly, side-glance. “It’s no worse than those dictation charms you keep in your bottom drawer.”

“That’s completely different. Those still require thinking .”

“Debatable,” Fred muttered under his breath, earning a poorly disguised snort from George.

The quill gave a sudden hiccup, then began scrawling:

“Dear Hogwarts Board of Governors, I am writing to formally protest the policy on dragon dung fertilizers…”

Fred quickly grabbed it and shoved it back in his pocket. “Still working out the kinks,” he said cheerfully.

“Mostly the unsolicited letter-writing,” George added. “And the part where it sometimes sings Celestina Warbeck’s greatest hits whenever a sentence is too long.”

Hermione gave them a flat look.

Jameson cleared his throat, deadpan. “You know, that last side effect may actually prove useful.”

“I like him!” Fred declared, clapping him on the back again.

Hermione groaned, muttering, “I regret bringing you.”

Jameson raised a brow in her direction, challenging her with just a look. 

Hermione folded her arms. “It’s cheating. Plain and simple. A quill that writes your essays for you? That’s not learning, that’s outsourcing.”

Jameson shrugged as he reached for a roll. “Depends on how it’s used. If it helps students structure their thoughts or test how different arguments unfold, that’s a form of learning.”

“That’s a generous interpretation,” she said, leveling him with a look. “Most of them would use it to avoid work entirely.”

“Some,” he conceded, buttering the roll. “But if you build in constraints—limit it to first drafts or require annotation for every automated sentence—it becomes a tool for critical engagement.”

Fred leaned in, eyes gleaming. “Oho, we have a strategist on our hands. I like where this is going.”

“I don’t,” Hermione muttered. “It’s encouraging laziness.”

Jameson turned toward her fully now, propping an elbow on the table, tone calm but firm. “Or it’s meeting students where they are. Not every young witch or wizard learns best through parchment and quill. Some need to see it laid out to even know where to begin.”

Hermione narrowed her eyes. “You’re romanticizing it.”

“And you’re assuming everyone learns the way you did.”

The table had gone quiet. Even Little Sirius paused with a half-eaten biscuit in hand, blinking between the two of them like it was a Quidditch match.

Hermione opened her mouth, then closed it. Her brow furrowed as she leaned back in her chair, lips pursed in thought.

“Is that how you both are during policy debate?” Ginny snorted. 

“Oh, I love it,” said George. “Keep going. Might sell more if we slap on ‘endorsed by the Department of Magical Education.’ Or cursed by it.”

Jameson smiled. “Feel free to include both our names on the box.”

Hermione groaned, rubbing her temples. “I bet you’d have been sorting into Slytherin.”

But her smile gave her away.

Jameson leaned closer and murmured under his breath, “Admit it—you love debating against me.”

She shot him a sideways glance, eyes warm. “I love winning debates against you.”

He chuckled. “Then you’re in trouble.”

Fred raised his goblet. “To morally ambiguous magical products!”

“To creative academic dishonesty!” George added, grinning.

And just like that, the tension broke, dissolving into laughter and clinking glasses—because that was the Burrow. A place where disagreement didn’t splinter connection. Where family was loud and tangled and often ridiculous—but fiercely loyal.

Even Jameson, for all his polished restraint, was beginning to feel it settle under his skin like warmth from the hearth.

Just then, Ron returned with Emily in tow, one hand clasped casually around hers, the other balancing two bottles of butterbeer. Her coppery curls bounced as she laughed at something he’d whispered, and her cheeks were pink from the heat of the kitchen.

“Move over,” Ron grumbled, nudging George with his hip until there was space at the table. He passed Emily a bottle before dropping into the seat beside her with a satisfied sigh.

“You lot,” he said, nodding toward Jameson, “are clearly made for each other.”

Hermione blinked. “Is that… approval I hear?”

“I mean… he’s arrogant and weirdly smart,” Ron said, making a face. “But he doesn’t flinch when you go full encyclopedia mode, which is more than I can say for most. So… yeah. He’ll do.”

Jameson raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching. “I’ll treasure that glowing endorsement forever.”

“Good, it’s the last one you’ll ever get,” Ron muttered, taking a long swig of butterbeer.

“Well then, cheers.” Jameson clinked his glass to Ron’s with the faintest smirk.

Emily elbowed him gently, smiling at Hermione. “He practiced that speech on the way over, you know.”

“I did not,” Ron muttered.

“Mm-hm,” she said, leaning into him.

Hermione laughed and caught Jameson’s eye. Jameson offered her a small, private smile—one that, to his quiet satisfaction, made something in her expression soften and glow.

And then, Luna arrived.

The front door opened swiftly, and she stepped in, her shoes mismatched, her earrings made of fanged snail shells.

“Hello,” she said dreamily, setting her bag down beside the shoe rack. “I would’ve been earlier, but the train stopped for thirty-two minutes to let the meadowflocks pass. No one else could see them, of course.”

She pulled up a seat beside Jameson and looked at him curiously. “You’re the one Hermione brought home. Are you allergic to dirigible plums?”

“Terribly,” he replied without missing a beat.

Jameson watched as Luna Lovegood sighed, her fingers wrapped around a teacup painted with tiny floating narwhals.

“The Quibbler’s been bought out,” she announced with a mournful sort of cheer. “By a very dull man who only wants articles about wand efficiency and legislative debates. I fear he won’t appreciate my Snorkack research.”

Jameson blinked. “I’m… sure he won’t.”

“I still send in my articles,” Luna added brightly. “Maybe he’ll print them by accident. That would be very lucky.”

He nodded, lips pressed in a polite line, doing his best to appear fully engaged. His eyes only glazed over twice. Maybe three times.

But somehow, she made it easy—her voice had that drifting cadence, and her certainty, while completely divorced from logic, was strangely comforting. She handed him a rock midway through the meal, claiming it would ward off predatory ghosts. He took it without hesitation, thanked her gravely, and slipped it into his coat pocket as if it were a diplomatic gift.

By the time dessert was served, the table had disintegrated into overlapping arguments, interrupted stories, shrieks of laughter, and at least one attempt by Little Sirius to enchant a spoon mid-flight. Mashed potatoes hit Jameson’s sleeve. He barely flinched.

He caught Hermione watching him fondly more than once. Like she couldn’t quite believe he was there, in the middle of all this chaos, not only surviving it… but maybe, just maybe, enjoying it.

Later, in one of the crooked upper bedrooms of the Burrow, they curled into each other beneath a patchwork quilt that smelled faintly of organes and woodsmoke.

The room was small, with slanted ceilings and wallpaper that had long since faded around the edges. A shelf above the bed bowed under the weight of ancient Quidditch trophies and half-melted candles. The mismatched furniture—scuffed but sturdy—had clearly been handed down for generations, each scratch a story left behind. A dented wardrobe leaned slightly to the left, and the window rattled faintly in its frame every time the wind shifted. The lace curtains were uneven and the rug didn’t match anything.

Jameson took it all in quietly—the imperfections, the lived-in magic stitched into every corner—and felt an overwhelming sense of peace. It wasn’t luxury. It wasn’t prestige. But it was real. And he was happy to experience it firsthand. 

The soft light from a crooked lamp spilled gold across the bed, catching in the strands of Hermione’s hair as they fanned across the pillow. He rested his hand at the curve of her waist, thumb brushing slow circles.

“Well,” he murmured, voice thick with exhaustion, “your friends are… loud.”

Hermione smiled sleepily, fingertips tracing along his collarbone. “They’re wonderful.”

“They’re chaos.” He exhaled a laugh. “But I wouldn’t change a thing.”

“Thank you,” Hermione whispered, tucking herself closer, her words barely louder than the wind outside the window.

“No, thank you , Hermione. Without you—your bravery, your courage—I’d still be sleepwalking through a world I never really belonged to.” Jameson pressed a kiss to her lips. 

Hermione looked up at him then, her expression open and quiet as she reached for his hand beneath the quilt, weaving her fingers through his.

“I’ve loved you in every life,” she whispered. “Even the ones we forgot.”

The candle beside the bed crackled softly, its light painting shifting gold across her features—eyes he had known in a hundred lifetimes, a mouth that had spoken his name in war and in peace. Everything else in the world could change. Had changed. But she was the constant.

“I know,” he said quietly, eyes locked on hers. “And I, you.”

They leaned in together, lips meeting in a kiss that was both an ending and a beginning—soft, certain, infinite.

There would be no lifetime after this, because now that they were bound, they would never lose each other again.

At last, they could savor forever.

Notes:

Holy moly, I still can't believe I just finished writing my first fan fiction.

For everyone that has left kudos and comments along the way, thank you so, so much for all your support. Without your kind words and genuine interest, I might not have been able to finish this. You have truly meant so much to me! ❤️❤️❤️