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Richelle’s phone buzzes against the nightstand, the alarm flashing across the screen. She doesn’t hear it. She’s already awake, staring at the ceiling. Sleep hasn’t come easy—her head throbs, her limbs feel weighed down. She groans, rolling over, swiping at her phone. The notification disappears before she registers what it was for. Something important. Something she should remember.
Breakfast is rushed. Her parents are already out, leaving a note about dinner.
As she arrives at school she frowns, trying to recall if she took her meds, but the memory is blank. She checks her bag—nothing. A sinking feeling settles in, but she shakes it off. She’ll take them later.
The day drags. A lingering headache, a constant buzz under her skin. She zones out in class, missing half of what the teacher says. By the time she gets to the studio, exhaustion clings to her, heavy and insistent.
The lights in the studio seem harsher than usual. Voices layer over each other, too loud, too sharp. Her head pounds. She rubs her temples, shaking it off. Just a long day, nothing more. The floor feels unsteady beneath her, but she moves through warmups, pushing through the haze.
Noah watches from the side, arms crossed. "You're overdoing it."
She exhales through her nose, answering I a delayed dazed manner. "I’m fine."
He doesn’t push. He’s known her long enough to pick his battles.
The studio hums with movement. Music thrums through the floorboards, pulsing under Richelle's sneakers. She pushes harder, muscles burning, mind locked on the beat. The mirror reflects sharp precision, every movement controlled. She lands a spin, breath shallow, sweat slicking her back.She feels funny.
The headache intensifies. Lights blur at the edges. Her stomach twists, nausea creeping in. She can feel her eyes blinking rapidly but she barely registers it.
Not now. Not here.
The world tips slightly left. Her fingers twitch at her sides. Sounds blur, stretch. She sways but catches herself. Nobody notices.
Noah notices. His stance shifts.
She blinks. The mirror warps. The floor ripples like water. The room seems smaller like its closing in on her, she can't breath.
She drops.
A hard thud. Knees hit first, then her side. Music stops. Voices rise. Someone gasps. Limbs jerk, her muscles lock tight. Her back arches, heels drumming against the floor. Her Jaw clenches. Eyes open but unseeing.
Noah moves before anyone else.
"Someone grab a jacket, sweatshirt, anything! Get it under her head—now!"
Shuffling. Fabric rustling. A hoodie appears, and Noah shoves it under her skull before it smacks the floor again.
"Don’t hold her down," he warns, voice sharp. "Just let it pass."
Her body convulses. The others stand frozen. Piper and most of the other girls has a hand over her mouth. Finn’s eyes dart to Noah.
"How long?" Finn asks.
Noah doesn’t look at him. He’s counting in his head. He knows from experience her seizures usually last about 3 minutes, and its already been 2 and a half. "Thirty seconds. Just—wait."
Her hands curl, fingers clawing at nothing. Breath ragged, strained.
The jerking slows. Limbs go slack. Her chest heaves. A tremor runs through her fingers.
Noah shifts her onto her side. "She needs space."
Piper tugs Finn’s sleeve, pulling him back. The others follow. Silence hums between them. Richelle’s breaths are heavy, uneven.
Noah kneels beside her. "Richelle. Can you hear me?"
A beat. Then her eyelids flicker. She stares past him, pupils blown wide. Confusion fogs her face.
"You're okay," he says, steady. "Just breathe."
She blinks slow. Swallows hard. "What—"
"You had a seizure. It’s over."
She remembers where she is after a few moments.
Her gaze jumps around. The mirrors, the lights, the people watching. Her jaw tenses. Noah sees it—the sharp edge of humiliation creeping in.
"Don’t," he says, voice low. "Nothing to be embarrassed about."
She shifts, arms shaky as she tries to sit up. He steadies her. "Take it slow."
Her stomach lurches. A wave of nausea tightens her throat. She clenches her jaw, willing it down. Her head throbs, thoughts disjointed, scattered. Her limbs feel foreign, like she’s still untethered from her body. She looks down at her hand, which is flapping repeatedly at her side, trying to willit to stop.
"You should rest," Noah says, drawing her attention back to him. "You’re wiped."
"I can’t—" She exhales hard. "I have to—"
"You don’t have to do anything right now. Just breathe."
Piper kneels beside them, voice soft. "Do you need water? Or—something?"
Richelle doesn’t answer right away. She forgot she was in the studio again, Piper's question reminding her. Everything feels wrong, out of sync. But Noah’s here. Piper’s here. The others—hesitant but watching, waiting.
Water, does she want water, maybe, she doesn't know. She can't decide. Fuck
She feels Noahs hand come to rest ontop of hers on the floor
She exhales. "Water. Yeah."
Piper nods, quick, relieved. She bolts for her bag.
Finn shoves his hands in his pockets. "Do you—should we—call someone?"
Noah glances at Richelle. "You want us to call anyone?"
Her jaw works, tension flickering across her face. She shakes her head. "I just need a minute."
"Someone should probably get Emily" Ozzy Speaks up from the back.
She's not sure if someone actually goes, she's not even sure if ozzy actually said anything, she could have imagined it. Her thoughts are moving in circles, the anxiety clawing at her but her brains not able to true think about anything. Just replaying the same sentence in different ways in her head in a cycle she can't escape.
'Everyone knows'
She rubs a hand over her eyes, exhaustion settling in. Noah stays where he is, grounded, solid. He doesn’t press. Doesn’t push. Just waits. Catching her when she startstilting to the side.
"You forgot your meds, didn’t you?" he asks quietly.
She swallows. "Yeah."
He nods. "It happens. But you gotta be careful."
She exhales through her nose. "I know."
"Triggers?"
She ticks them off mentally. Stress. Lack of sleep. Missed meds. Flashing lights. Dancing—
Her stomach clenches. It always comes back to dance.
Noah must see it on her face. "You’re still you, Richelle. Seizures don’t change that."
She looks away. "It changes a lot."
He doesn’t argue. Just waits.
She cant even remember what she wanted to say next "I'm - "
"Sorry, what did you say" She asks already getting frustrated again at her stupid , defective brain
She presses her palms to the floor, grounding herself. She can’t drive. Can’t cook without being careful. Stairs are a risk. Hot drinks. Even just walking alone.
Independence slipping between her fingers.
"We’ve got you," Noah says.
She exhales. Nods. And breathes.
Chapter 2
Summary:
When Elliot breaks up with Richelle to pursue a musical role in California, she’s left reeling—not just from the heartbreak, but from the realization of how much she changed during their relationship. Once confident and unapologetic, she now hesitates in dance, constantly second-guesses herself, and suppresses parts of herself she never used to be ashamed of. As the studio notices the shift in her performance and demeanor, Richelle starts unpacking the emotional abuse she endured—his constant criticism, gaslighting, and blame-shifting. With Noah and her teammates’ quiet support, she slowly relearns how to trust herself, rediscover her voice, and break free from Elliot’s lingering control.
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The break-up happens on a Tuesday. Elliot doesn’t even look at her when he says it, just stares at the floor like he’s already gone. “It’s not working, Richelle. I got the role. I’m moving to California.”
She doesn’t cry. Not then. She says okay. She walks away. She goes home, eats dinner, showers, sleeps. The next morning, she wakes up, gets dressed, and goes to the studio. No different from any other day.
Except everything is different.
No one says anything at first. But she can feel it. The way her muscles refuse to relax, how her breath feels uneven, how the mirror seems sharper, colder. When she starts warming up, she catches herself hesitating before every movement. Double-checking before going into turns, worrying about what she looks like, about what they think. About whether she’s enough.
She never used to think like that.
The music starts, and she dances. Or tries to. Every correction she’s ever gotten from Elliot echoes in her head. Don’t be sloppy. Again. Try harder. The words bite deep, and she doesn’t know how to turn them off. She gets through the first run of choreography, but her chest is tight, hands clenched into fists when she’s not using them. Noah is watching. So is Lola. Finn and Ozzy, too. She doesn’t meet their eyes.
“Richelle.” Emily’s voice cuts through the room. “Again.”
She nods. Starts again. The footwork feels off. The turns don’t flow. She’s thinking too much. She can hear Elliot telling her she’s too rigid, too sharp, that she doesn’t let the music carry her. She tries to shake it off, but it lingers like static.
She messes up the landing on her pirouette.
Emily stops the music. “Richelle. What’s going on?”
“Nothing. I’m fine.”
But she’s not. And they know it. Noah especially. He steps forward, and she flinches before she can stop herself. His brows knit together. “Richelle.”
“I’m fine.” Her voice is sharper than she means it to be, so she softens. “I just—I need a second.”
She walks out of the studio. No one follows, but she knows they’re talking. She sinks onto the hallway bench, staring at the floor.
She used to stim, small things—tapping her fingers, rocking her ankle, rolling her shoulders when she needed to regulate. She hasn’t done any of that in months. Elliot hated it. Called it distracting. Unprofessional. Weird.
She squeezes her hands together, presses her nails into her palm. The sting grounds her. She breathes.
It wasn’t just dance. He used to get angry over nothing. If she said the wrong thing, if she didn’t agree fast enough, if she didn’t apologize for things she wasn’t sure she did. She started saying sorry before he even got upset, just in case. Started second-guessing everything, started isolating herself. Stopped auditioning for solos because she didn’t want to hear what he’d say if she got them instead of him. Or if he wasn't going up for it what he'd say when she was practicing or if she didnt get it, or if she didnt get it. Better not to do anything at all. She Stopped trusting herself.
She's not sure at what point she started hating herself. But she feels like it was since before Elliott. And then he came and he was sweet and caring and at some point, he just wasn't, but she was in to deep then, so she couldn't see it. She can't remember when it started to feel Ingraved in her 'She's not important ' ' what she wants doesn't matter ',' she's needy, burdensome, can't do anything right, he wouldn't have to talk to her that way if she did it right the first time'.
A door creaks open. She doesn’t look up, but she knows it’s Noah.
“You don’t have to talk,” he says. “Just—come back inside when you’re ready.”
She swallows. Nods.
She stays in the hallway for a long time. But when she gets up, she goes back in. She dances again. And this time, she doesn’t think about Elliot at all.
Over time she realises the others' had noticed.
Lola is the first to say something. “You’ve been different.” It’s not an accusation, just an observation. They’re in the locker room, cooling down after practice. “Since Elliot.”
Richelle shrugs. “I’m fine.”
“You don’t talk as much. You don’t laugh as much. And you used to fight for solos.” Lola’s voice is careful, measured. “Now it’s like… you don’t want to stand out.”
Richelle opens her locker, grabs her water bottle, takes a sip. She doesn’t respond.
Finn notices too. He doesn’t say anything, but when they’re practicing lifts and she hesitates before jumping, he frowns. Ozzy mutters something about how Elliot was always in her head. How he never made her feel good enough. Richelle pretends she doesn’t hear.
Noah doesn’t pretend. “He messed you up,” he says one afternoon, leaning against the barre beside her. “You know that, right?”
She doesn’t answer right away. Then: “I let him.”
Noah shakes his head. “That’s not how it works.”
She wants to believe him. She really does.
She catches herself one day, bouncing her knee while waiting for practice to start. A small thing. Barely noticeable. But she notices. And she doesn’t stop.
For the first time in months, she lets herself move the way she wants. And when the music starts, she dances. And this time, it feels like hers again.
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The realization hits everyone differently. They’ve all known Richelle as the fiercely competitive, no-nonsense dancer who takes nothing less than perfection. She was the one who led TNS East with an iron will, the one who pushed A-Troupe relentlessly, the one who never accepted mediocrity. So when they find out she’s been coaching J-Troupe and Baby Ballet, their reactions are—mixed.
Piper is the first to see it. She walks into Studio Three expecting an empty room and instead finds Richelle crouched next to a six-year-old, patiently fixing her posture. “Try again,” Richelle says, softer than Piper has ever heard her. “And this time, don’t be afraid to fall.”
Piper almost walks into the doorframe.
It spreads from there. Ozzy overhears her talking to Emily about competition opportunities for the younger dancers. He expects her usual sharp-edged confidence, but instead, Richelle’s voice is careful, measured. “They deserve a chance to compete,” she argues. “I know what it’s like to audition for A-Troupe over and over and feel like you’ll never get there. It’s not fair that their only option is to sit and watch.”
Noah, always observant, notices the way the J-Troupe kids cling to her. The way she remembers their names, their strengths, the way she encourages them when they struggle. The way they trust her in a way that’s different from how A-Troupe follows her lead.
Finn walks in on a Baby Ballet class by accident and nearly chokes when he sees Richelle dancing in a circle with a bunch of tiny kids, leading them in some silly warm-up. She’s smiling.
Finn has never seen Richelle smile like that.
It becomes impossible to ignore. Even Emily seems surprised by how passionate Richelle is about this. “You really think they should compete?” she asks one afternoon.
Richelle doesn’t hesitate. “Yeah. They work just as hard as we do. They deserve a chance.”
Emily watches her for a moment, then nods. “Okay. Let’s make it happen.”
Word gets around. A-Troupe starts watching Richelle more closely, wondering how they missed this side of her. The realization settles in slowly: Richelle isn’t just a perfectionist. She isn’t just a competitor. She cares—deeply, fiercely, in a way they hadn’t expected.
And for the first time, they start to see her in a different light.
The next day, the group gathers in the lounge, whispering among themselves. Finn, Piper, Ozzy, and Noah have already seen Richelle in action, but the others are still skeptical. Summer crosses her arms. “Richelle? Coaching J-Troupe and Baby Ballet? And being nice?”
“Not just nice,” Piper corrects. “Encouraging. Patient. She actually cares about them.”
“I don’t buy it,” Kingston mutters. “Not until I see it myself.”
So they do.
They sneak into the viewing gallery above Studio Three and peer down. J-Troupe is gathered in a semi-circle, eyes wide with anticipation. Richelle stands in front of them, her usual commanding posture softer, more open.
“I have good news,” she announces. “I convinced Emily to let you compete in junior competitions.”
Excited gasps ripple through the room. Some of the younger dancers bounce on their toes, barely containing their joy. Richelle lets them celebrate for a moment before raising a hand. “I know competing can be scary, but you’re ready. You’ve worked hard, and this is your chance to show what you can do. And no matter what happens, you belong here.”
From their hidden spot, A-Troupe watches in stunned silence. Richelle—their Richelle—just gave the most heartfelt speech they’ve ever heard from her.
But it’s not over.
The class ends, and Richelle moves over to a small group of parents waiting outside. “I wanted to talk to you all about giving the Baby Ballet dancers a chance to perform in some purely recreational competitions,” she explains. “It’ll help build their resilience, so they develop a healthy relationship with dance. I don’t want them to be too hard on themselves, like I was.”
A few parents nod thoughtfully, clearly impressed by her reasoning. “That makes sense,” one of them says. “We just want them to enjoy dancing.”
“Exactly,” Richelle agrees. “Winning isn’t the goal here—it’s about learning how to handle challenges, to lose without feeling like it defines them. Dance should be something they love.”
Above, the A-Troupe members exchange glances. Finn lets out a low whistle. “Okay. I’m officially impressed.”
Piper grins. “Told you.”
Kenzie shakes her head in disbelief. “I think we all misunderstood Richelle .”
As they quietly slip away, they all know one thing for certain: Richelle has more depth than they ever gave her credit for.
Chapter 4: Not a Big Deal (Except It Is)
Summary:
Summary: A-Troupe has been pushing themselves harder than ever, running late rehearsals to prepare for regionals. Richelle swears she’s fine. Noah knows she isn’t. He’s been keeping an eye on her all night, watching for the signs— And then, right in the middle of practice, she zones out completely. She doesn't fall, doesn't convulse. Just stares. Then, when she comes back, she acts like it’s nothing. The problem is, Noah knows better. And now, so does everyone else.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The studio is empty except for them.
It’s late. Too late.
A-Troupe should’ve wrapped up rehearsal an hour ago, but Riley keeps pushing for one more run-through. They’re getting ready for regionals, and everyone’s exhausted, but no one wants to be the first to call it quits.
Richelle definitely doesn’t.
The team has been running the routine again and again, fixing transitions, cleaning footwork, pushing through the burn in their muscles
She stands near the mirror, rolling out her shoulders, forcing herself to stay sharp. She’s been feeling off all day—too much stress, not enough sleep, and definitely not enough water. Her head is foggy, thoughts slipping through her fingers like sand. But she’s fine. She has it under control.
Noah notices.
He’s been watching her all night, tracking the little signs. The way she keeps blinking, like she’s trying to focus. The slight hesitation in her steps. The way she suddenly stops mid-movement, like she forgot what she was doing. She’s pushing too hard. And he knows exactly where that leads.
But he also know Richelle would never listen to him if he told her to stop
“Alright,” Riley calls out, clapping his hands. “One last time from the top.” There are a few groans, but no one protests.
Richelle exhales slowly, shaking out her limbs. Just a few more minutes. She can handle that. Right? The music starts. She moves on instinct, forcing herself to stay in sync. The beat pulses through her, guiding her steps.
She turns, she leaps, she— The floor shifts under her feet.
For a second, she doesn’t know where she is. Her body keeps moving, but her brain lags behind. The sounds blur. Her vision tunnels. She blinks.
The music has stopped. The routine finished and other bending over to catch their breath
She just stands there. Unmoving.
Piper notices first.
Richelle is still.
Not a stumble. Not a misstep. She just—stops moving.
Piper frowns. “Uh… Richelle?”
No response
She’s standing upright, staring at nothing.
Piper waves a hand in front of her face. “Hello?”
Noah turns, expression shifting from confusion to alarm in an instant.
“She’s having a seizure,” he says
And as if expecting it runs to her just in time as her knees give out. Sending her into his outstretched arms.
he gently lowers her to the floor as her body repaims rigid. Much like the others in the room unable to react to whats going on.
Noah moves to the ground, kneeling in front of Richelle. “Richelle? Hey, can you hear me?”
Nothing.
A few minutes stretch into eternity.
The other starting to mumur and shout questions at noah, who steadfastly ignores them.
Then—
She blinks.
Her body sags, and Noah barely catches her before she can stumble. Her breathing is uneven, her expression dazed. She looks at him, at Piper, at the team, all staring like she just grew a second head.
And then—Richelle laughs.
It’s weak, breathless, but still a laugh
She doesn't know how long she's on the floor for but the next thin she hears is pipers voice as the static in her brain fades away
“Whoa—Richelle?” Piper’s voice is sharp with alarm.
In what feels like a few seconds for her, she feels her body relax
Richelle pushes herself up, frowning.
she looks around herself , trying to register where she is and when it comes back to her . She can't help herself , she laughs.
“I—” She stops.
What was she about to say?
The words are gone.
She blinks again, trying to shake off the haze, but the fog in her head won’t clear.
Noah crouches in front of her. “Hey. Talk to me.”
She stares at him. Her tongue feels heavy. There’s a ringing in her ears.
“What just happened?” Kingston asks from somewhere behind her. Noah doesn’t look away from Richelle. “She had a seizure.”
Silence.
And then— “What?” Piper’s voice is barely a whisper.
Ozzy shifts awkwardly. “Like—a real seizure?”
Noah exhales. “She has epilepsy.”
More silence.
Richelle hates this.
She really hates this.
“I’m fine,” she mutters, pressing a hand to her forehead.
“You just collapsed,” Kingston says. “That’s not fine.”
Richelle shakes her head. “It wasn’t— I didn’t collapse. I just—”
She hesitates.
What was she even trying to say?
Noah’s face softens. “You don’t remember, do you?”
Richelle clenches her jaw.
It’s not bad. Not really. Just gaps. Like the past few minutes were a dream she can’t quite recall.
“I was dancing,” she says slowly. “And then…”
She trails off.
Riley crosses her arms. “Yeah, and then you just—stopped.”
“You weren’t there,” Piper adds. “Like, at all.”
Richelle exhales sharply. “It’s not a big deal.”
Kingston raises an eyebrow. “You literally just had a seizure. How is that not a big deal?”
Richelle bristles. “Because it happens, okay? It’s normal for me.”
Noah watches her carefully. “That doesn’t mean it’s nothing.”
She exhales through her nose. “I just need a minute.”
Piper kneels beside her. “Are you sure? You still look kind of…”
She doesn’t finish the sentence.
Richelle knows what she means.
She feels drained. Like her limbs are made of lead. Like her brain is still catching up. But she forces herself to sit up straighter. “I’m good.”
Noah doesn’t move. She meets his gaze, silently begging him not to make a big deal out of this.
But he just sighs.
“You need to take care of yourself, Richelle.” She looks away. “I do.”
“Yeah?” Riley says. “Because it kinda seems like you’ve been running on fumes for days.”
Richelle scowls. “Oh, so now you care? You’ve been pushing us harder than anyone.”
Riley has the decency to look guilty.
“That’s fair,” he admits. “But you should’ve said something.”
Richelle’s fingers twitch against the floor.
“I didn’t want you to treat me differently.”
Piper frowns. “Richelle, we care about you. That’s not the same thing.”
Richelle swallows.
She hates this conversation.
She hates how exposed she feels.
Noah sighs. “No one’s saying you can’t handle yourself. But pushing through this? It’s not the same as pushing through a sore ankle.”
Kingston nods. “Yeah, like, if we’d known, we could’ve—I don’t know—looked out for you more?”
Richelle exhales slowly.
She doesn’t know what to say to that.
Piper nudges her gently. “Just promise you won’t hide it from us next time, okay?”
Richelle hesitates.
"…Okay.”
Noah nods, satisfied. “Good.”
Riley claps her hands together. “Alright. Maybe we don’t need another run-through tonight.”
Kenzie snorts. “You think?”
There’s a general murmur of agreement as everyone starts gathering their stuff.
Noah stands and offers Richelle a hand.
She hesitates—then takes it.
As she gets to her feet, she feels the last of the haze lift.
She’s still exhausted.
Still frustrated.
But at least now, she’s not scared of the others finding out.
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Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Found Family, Team Bonding, Medical Emergency, Noah & Richelle Friendship, Hidden Struggles, Character Growth
Author’s Note:
I wanted to focus on the more subtle aspects of Richelle’s epilepsy—how it builds up, how she tries to ignore it, and how the team reacts. Noah already knowing added a layer of protectiveness. Let me know what you think
Chapter 5: The Hiding Place
Summary:
I got this idea from a The Next Step Wattpad fic I read and love
So the premise or whatever of this is not mine ,
I absolutely loved the concept of Richelle having a little decompression spot. I wanted to show her autistic traits naturally—her need for space, her processing delays, etc.
Noah, knowing , just made sense to me because he’s observant and they're really close in J-TroupeHope you liked it! And comment if u do
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Chapter 6: The Notebook
Summary:
Nationals is coming up, and Noah is drowning in leadership responsibilities. Richelle, however, has been quietly analyzing everything—the routines, the competitors, even the judging panel’s tendencies. She hands Noah pages of detailed notes predicting what will go wrong, how to fix it, and how they can outscore the competition. Noah, being Noah, actually listens. The others? Not so much—until everything starts happening exactly the way Richelle said it would.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Author’s Note:
Comments fuel me, so if you like this, drop your thoughts below!
Chapter 7: Captain
Summary:
Richelles feeling after being replaced as Dance captain in season 5
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Richelle had spent years dreaming of this moment.
Becoming dance captain wasn’t just a goal—it was the culmination of everything she had worked for. The hours of training, the sacrifices, the relentless drive to be the best.
And now, it was gone.
Richelle had worked her whole life for this.
She’d imagined it a thousand times—standing in the studio, leading rehearsals, making the tough calls, pushing the team to be their best. She was ready. She knew she was.
And yet, here she was. Sitting in the locker room, untying and retying the ribbons of her pointe shoes with unnecessary force.
She could still hear Emily’s voice from the meeting earlier.
"We’ve decided to make a change. Noah will be dance captain moving forward."
Just like that. No warning. No discussion. No chance to prove herself.
She should have fought harder. Argued. Demanded a second chance. That’s what the old Richelle would have done.
But instead, she had just… stood there.
Now, the whole studio knew.
And they weren’t even surprised.
That was the worst part. No one had questioned the decision.
Honestly some of them seemed relieved. It made her wonder if they’d all been waiting for this.
Now, in the silence of the locker room, she felt it creeping in—the shame, the anger, the hurt.
She sniffed, blinking hard. Get it together. She wasn’t going to cry.
She wouldn’t give anyone the satisfaction.
When Richelle walked into rehearsal the next day, she could feel their eyes on her.
Everyone had already adjusted. Noah stood at the front of the room, giving directions. People were laughing, stretching, chatting like nothing had happened.
Like she hadn’t been captain yesterday.
She kept her head down and went straight to warming up.
The usual banter, smirks, and side comments were gone. Richelle didn’t crack jokes. She didn’t make corrections. She danced—flawlessly, as always—but there was no fire in it. No joy. Just practice and silence.
Noah noticed.
He tried to talk to her after rehearsal. “Hey, Richelle, I—”
“I’m fine.”
She didn’t stop to hear whatever speech he had prepared.
She wasn’t mad at Noah. Not really. He hadn’t asked for this, and honestly, he’d make a great captain. But knowing that didn’t make it hurt any less.
Over the next week, it got worse.
Richelle didn’t lash out.
She didn’t yell, she didn’t complain, she didn’t demand an explanation.
She just shut down.
She still danced her hardest—because if there was one thing she refused to lose, it was her talent—but the rest of her faded into the background.
She didn’t make sarcastic comments around in rehearsals. Didn’t offer feedback. Didn’t initiate conversation.
Even Noah noticed.
He hesitated before giving corrections, watching her carefully, like he was waiting for her to snap at him. But she never did.
Instead, she just nodded. Gave one-word answers. Focused on perfecting every move.
She stopped eating lunch with the others. Stopped cracking sarcastic remarks
during warm-ups. Even when people tried to pull her into conversations, she just gave a small smile and shrugged.
She wasn’t being mean. She just… wasn’t there.
And everyone noticed.
Piper tried first.
She approached Richelle after rehearsal one day, awkward but determined. "Hey, um, do you want to go grab food? A bunch of us are going."
Richelle adjusted the strap on her dance bag. "I’m good."
Piper hesitated. "Are you sure? You’ve been—"
"I said I’m fine."
Piper frowned. "Richelle—"
"I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?" Richelle turned and walked off before Piper could say anything else.
The next day, Kingston tried.
"Yo, Richelle," he said, plopping down next to her while she stretched. "You’re way too quiet lately. It’s creeping me out."
She rolled her eyes but didn’t bite back like she normally would.
Kingston nudged her shoulder. "C’mon, don’t tell me you’ve lost your sarcasm. That was, like, your whole thing."
"I’m still me," she muttered.
"Are you?" Kingston gave her a look. "Because the Richelle I know would’ve roasted me by now. or bitten my head off, either one."
She sighed and grabbed her water bottle. "I don’t have time for this."
"Yeah, because all you do is dance and disappear."
She froze.
Kingston saw it. His voice softened. "Look, I get it. What happened sucked. But we all still—"
"I’m fine."
She stood up before he could say anything else and walked away.
One by one, people tried. Ozzy. Kingston. Finn. Even Kenzie.
And one by one, she shut them out.
It was Noah who finally pushed her to the edge.
They had been rehearsing a contemporary duet—one that should have been full of emotion—but Richelle’s face was blank, her movements too controlled.
Halfway through, Noah cut the music. "Stop."
Richelle turned to him, irritated. "What?"
He exhaled, running a hand through his hair. "You’re holding back."
"No, I’m not."
"You are."
"I’m dancing perfectly fine—"
"But there’s nothing real in it," Noah argued. "You’re shutting yourself off, Richelle. I can feel it."
She crossed her arms. "You’re overthinking it."
"No," he said, frustrated now. "You’re just pretending you’re fine when you’re clearly not."
That hit too close to home.
Her jaw tightened. "Oh, I’m sorry. Did I ruin your precious duet?"
"That’s not what I—"
"Maybe you should’ve picked someone
less emotionally stiff."
Noah flinched.
Richelle’s stomach twisted.
He had said those words to her before. Back when they first started the duet. But he hadn’t meant them cruelly—he had just wanted her to open up.
And now, she had thrown them back at him like a weapon.
Noah exhaled. "I didn’t ask for this, Richelle."
She swallowed hard.
He shook his head, voice quiet. "But I don’t think you ever believed I could do it. I think, in your head, this was always supposed to be your role. And now that it’s not, you’d rather shut down than support me."
She felt sick.
Because the worst part was…
She wasn’t sure if he was wrong.
After practice one day, Emily pulled Richelle aside. “Okay. What’s going on?”
Richelle blinked. “What do you mean?”
Emily crossed her arms. “Don’t play dumb. You’ve barely said two words all week.”
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not fine
Richelle clenched her jaw. “What do you want me to say, Emily? That I’m crushed? That I feel like I failed? That maybe everyone was right and I wasn’t a good captain?”
Emily softened. “Richelle—”
Richelle looked away, her voice tight. “I get it. Noah’s a better choice. I just… I don’t know how to be part of the team if I’m not leading it.”
Emily exhaled. “Listen to me. You don’t have to be captain to be a leader.”
Richelle frowned.
Emily smiled. “You’re one of the best dancers here. People look up to you—not because of a title, but because of who you are. You push people to be better. You inspire them. That doesn’t go away just because you’re not dance captain.”
Richelle swallowed.
Emily put a hand on her shoulder. “Take some time to figure out what you want from dance—not just what you think you’re supposed to be.”
It took time
Richelle took Emily’s words to heart.
She still wasn’t completely back to her old self, but she started making an effort.
She participated more during rehearsals. Took extra classes outside the studio, exploring styles she had never tried before—ballroom, salsa, even acrobatics.
And one day, after practice, she caught up to Noah before he left.
"Hey," she said.
He raised an eyebrow. "Hey."
Richelle hesitated, then sighed. "You were right."
Noah blinked.
"I was mad," she admitted. "And I didn’t want to admit it. But that wasn’t fair to you."
Noah smiled. "You could’ve just said I was the best captain ever."
She rolled her eyes. "Don’t push it."
And just like that, things felt a little easier
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