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Oh my holy fuck, I am going to be sick because what the actual fuck is this .

His brother left to go the kitchen to get him a snack,  because they were watching a movie. When his brothers phone lit up. Normally he wouldn't just look through his brothers phone , but the notification said 'Toms<3' and he knows for a fact that he didn't text willbur. 

So he did what anyone would do and opened his phone (bruh who has 1234 as there pascode ?) Clicking the notification and then he saw a ..... group chat? A group chat named 'toms<3'? What?

He had so many questions so he Clicked on the group chat ,before he looked at the chats he saw ... all of his friends or family friends? Why wasn't he in this group chat? And why was it called 'toms<3' .

His eyes studded the list of people in the group chat 

Will 

Dad(Phill)

Schlatt

Puffy 

Foolish

Dream(ew)

Sapnap

George

Fundy

Tubs 

Ranboo 

Sam

Ok so maybe not ALL of his friends purp, Niki  and big Q weren't on the list . But still that was the majority of his friends and they were all in a group without him called 'toms<3' he was starting to get nervous about what might be happening in this group chat. 

..... he looked down at the chat almost dropping the phone because WHAT.THE.FUCK.

Phill:new vid of toms ;) https://.cam8.0ring.com

Dream: aww he is so cute look at his little wings 

Schlatt: nice look at those little fat thighs 

Willbur:oh the things I would do for them...

Fundy:100% agreed 

Puffy:aw nice thanks Phill 

Ranboo:look cute his little kitty cat boxers.

Tubbo: Phill when can we meet up with him him again he is so innocent he doesn't even notice when I am rutting against him.

Foolish:I know he is just too pure 

Wilbur: wouldn't you just love to grab him by his fat little ass pin him down and fuck the brain-

He physically couldn't read anymore.  A trembling hand pressed the link .

(Insert video)

When the video started playing tears slipped out. This was just this morning when he was getting changed only wearing his boxers while struggling with his binder. This was security camera footage. 

"Hey toms do some tea? I know you like mint tea! A overly happy willbur shouted from the kitchen "n-no thank you" his voice trembled "Tommy are you ok ?" Will asked more consern in is voice," Yeah i- I am ok it just got to the sad part of the movie. You k-know how I am when we watch UP?" He answered trying his hardest to keep the shakiness out of his voice "awwww~ toms you're too cute you know that!" Will chirped . He took the bait thank fuck .

He heard wills footsteps quickly he turned his phone off . Willbur poked his head around the corner "awwwww~ toms you're too Precious ."  Wilbur said his voice more high pitch. Wilbur quickly walked over to him picking him up and sitting him on his lap cradling him close to his chest. 

Now if anyone seen this they would probably think it's just an older brother comforting his younger brother. But he is not anyone he saw what is older Brother said about his ass "wouldn't you just love to grab him by his fat little ass pin him down and fuck the brain-" and he felt Wilburs hard on pressing against his thighs. 

Before when that happened he thought it was just always like that for men. He just felt so disgusting and his face must have shown it "Tommy you don't look very good are you ok?"Wilbur asked "u-um yeah I think I just um got my period."Tommy answered. Oh my God was that really the best fucking excuse he could have came up with "period? I thought you were on pills for that ?" Wilbur question "well it can be unhealthy if you're on them all of the time c-can I go to the bathroom?" He asked "um ok. Do you want anything? Like painkillers?"Wilbur quickly asked as he let go of his iron grip  .

"No thank you. " He rushed out . Originally he was going to go to his own bathroom but there was probably a camera in there . So he went to the main bathroom. 

Busting through the door and locking it behind him.  Practically sprinting to the toilet,  he keeled infront the toilet bowl,  throwing up halve of his stomach. What was he going to do who could he call? But then a name popped in to his head.

Purpled. He wasn't on the list, plus they were childhood best friends (along with deo)

Immediately he pulled his phone out of his back pocket dialling the number he knew off by heart. It rang once... twice.."Hello?" A tired voice answered. Just hearing his voice made him choke on a sob "Hello?purpled?" He rushed out as fast as he could. 

"Tommy are you crying? Are you in danger? Are you ok?" Purpled answered sounding panicked "can we meet up at.... Our spot?" Tommy asked.  And purpled immediately caught on " I can be there in ... about 4-5 minutes is that ok? I can try to get there faster?" Purpled said in a concerned voice "Yeah that's fine I think I can h-hopefully be there in around 7-10 minutes ?"Tommy questioned "that is perfect see you soon stay safe ok? " Purpled confirmed "Thank you purp" Tommy whispered "anytime toms " He responded 

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He felt so bad for his little toms. He knows how dysphoric getting a period must be for his baby. He was a little annoyed when he left because he was rock hard and he just left him , but it all Immediately went away when he found out he was probably just in pain.

But he was still hard as shit so he opened the group chat. Huh there was a new message and he didn't get the notification for it. Huh odd. 

He scrolled up to his favourite video. 

   9:54

Phill: you will NEVER  believe what I caught  

Sam: what did you get?

Phill: our little toms got horny for the first time and tried to touch himself but did it all wrong 

sapnap: NO WAY

Dream: send it now 

Phill:ok ok https://ringcams0.8.com

Sapnap:holy fuck 

Wilbur: omg I can't he is too cute. 

Schlatt: I have to agree with you on this one look at his cute little virgin pussy 

Tubbo:I am SO fucking hard 

Ranboo: me too .

Tubbo:my place 10:00 ?

Ranboo: you know it ;)

Foolish: look at his little angel wings 

Dream: the things I would do to that little angel  with his fat ass

Fundy: he is so small and skiny I bet that if you fucked him you would be able to see your dick 

George: definitely 

He Clicked on the video 

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He rushed to get to there spot. They(him, toms and...deo) found when they were younger. But he knows that when someone needs to go to the spot it is normally very important. 

So when he heard tom choke out a sob he knew this was not going to be good. And he was starting yo get really fucking nervous he was supposed to be here 15 minutes ago.

Until he heard footsteps "TOMS!?" He called out nevers really getting to him "PURP!" tom called out. Making eye contact , tommy jumped in to his arms "Tommy are you ok?you look awful!" He said lifting his head up so that he could make eye contact. And holy shit it look like he was just crying for hours. He was shaking like a leef, a sob ripping from his chest." Toms can you talk to me?" He asked softly 

A small shake of his head " nonverbal? Ok that is ok. Can you show me what happened?" He said softly as he pulled him over to the bench. 

Tommy reached behind to his back pocket and pulled out his phone and clicking on the photos app. And turning around so it was facing him. Before he looked at the phone he looked at tommy. He was shaking So badly even his wings were puffed out and shaking. 

He glanced down at the phone taking it in to his own hands. It looked like they were photos of another phone in a group chat? Was he getting bullied? But then he started to read the chats.... and holy fuck.  What the shit was he even looking at

11:05

Phill: Look-What-I-Saw.mp4  enjoy;)

Schlatt: aw nice Phill I love the shower ones

George: same he is just so hot look when he is covered in water.

Wilbur : ugh I would just love to be crushed by those perfect fat little thighs 

Fundy: same ngl

Tubbo: guys stfu I am trying to watch the video in peace. 

Phill: should I move the hidden camera? It is not in the best angle 

Dream: oh you should definitely 

He flicked on to the next photo slowly getting more sick as he read 

3:37

Tubbo: Look-What-at-this-;).mp4 he is so innocent he didn't even know what I was doing 

Sam: when can we get our turn?

Sapnap: yeah!

Phill: well how does next Saturday sound? 

Sam: perfect!

Sapnap: I can't wait to grind up against that perfect little ass 

Puffy: good for you guys 

Dream: UNFAIR!!!

Sapnap: L

Schlatt: so when can we actually fuck him you know? 

Phill: I was thinking after his 15th birthday it is in about two months or so?

Wilbur: can't wait!  

Wait isn't it toms birthday in a month now . He breathing picked up he couldn't read anymore. He looked up at tommy who had tears streaming down his face . He put down the phone and pulled him into the tightest hug .

" I am so disgusting" Tommy choked out " no your not ALL of the people in that awful group chat are disgusting " He confirmed  " how did I not even know they were doing that." Tommy sobed out 

He pulled out of the hug arms still stretched out resting on his shoulders " Tommy they took  advantage of you none of this is you fault, they are disgusting people for ever doing that to you." He reassures as he pulled him back into a crushing hug .

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" are you sure you you want to go back to That house with those people?" Purpled asked . A humourless laugh left his mouth " of course I don't Want to go back there...but I have to." He admitted sounding exasperated" I mean you don't Have to I know punz won't mind we have been friends since we were 4 years old. And I wouldn't be happy if I heard you had to back to Those things." Purpled said venom in his voice when he mentioned his 'Family ' 

" I wish I could but there gonna get suspicious and ruin the plan to get out of there and I think I remember were most of the cameras are so I will just avoid them ok?" Tommy said his voice sounding tried 

"I really don't want you to go but I know you have to do this.... just please be safe " purp all but begged. He took a deep sigh "I know I love you and I will text you before I go to bed ok?" He reassures " ok I love you too I'll see you tomorrow " Purpled said giving one last hug.

And then they departed 

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He gently opened the back door, stepping in and closing the door behind him quietly trying not to bring any extra attention to him. ( spoiler alert: it didn't work) " toms! Where were you?you had us so worried!" His "dad" said sounding slightly angry. 

He took a deep breath in and out, while grabbing the bottom of his top to try hide his trembling hands. " I- I'm sorry dad I was just hanging out w-with purpled. Sorry " He apologised while looking down because if he looked him in the eyes he might start another break down. 

" AT 10:00(pm)!?! What were yous doing anyway!?" 'Dad' shouted. He used to think he was like that because he was worried about him , but now he knows that it is just because he is just worried about his body and not him. And that.... hurt so fucking badly. "You don't have to w-worry 'dad' purpled was just going through s-something ,and plus he is ace. He doesn't feel like that." Tommy tried. Heh the words felt so wrong on his tongue 'worry' .

"Fine just go get changed already we're watching a movie in living room. " 'dad' commanded before leaving. And if he didn't feel sick before then he definitely did now. Because that just confirmed everything. The only thing he cares about is his body .

He runs to his room and then runs to his bathroom. Sprinting over to the toilet bowl and throwing up the second half of his stomach, and he just sobed. I mean what else could he do he just found out that almost all of his friends and family only cared about his body. 

The body he never loved. The body that was born a girl. The body that was always too fat. The body that he deprived food from. The body he rapped bandages around for far too longe to the point it is damaging to his health.

They didn't love him. They loved his innocents. They loved his unhealthily small frame. They loved the one thing he hated.

Himself 

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"Will! Come 'ear !" He shouted over to his son "what is it ?" Wilbur asked as he walked over to him " tom should be getting changed now wanna watch?" He asked as he was clicking on to the app" fuck yeah." Wilbur said hopping over the coach.

He Clicked into the camera that was in his room. " huh he must be in the bathroom " he commented. Switching his other camera. Only to see a small blonde teenager kneeling over the the toilet, getting sick and then pulling his knees to his chest letting out a loud sob.

" we should go check if our little toms is ok!" Wilbur said worry evident in his voice, as he hopped off of the couch and ran to tommys room .

He just sighed. And followed after him,until they were met with a locked" Tommy open the door!" He called out sounding a bit impatient. Can you blame (yes) him I mean his youngest son was seeking out at 10:00! And instead of striping in front of the cameras. He go's to the bathroom and has a mental breakdown for no reason?

A soft click came from the door. Only to be met with a perfectly fine tommy " Hello?" Tommy said sounding completely lost and confused "do you need something?" Tommy asked. 

Wilbur looked over at him "um no we were just making sure that you're ok ." Wilbur said sounding slightly confused " well I will come out in a minute I was just about to get changed." Tommy explained looking back and forth between the two of them .

" yeah ok. We're watching a movie down stairs so come join us when you're done." He explained " oh umm I was kinda hoping to go to bed afterwards because I have school in the morning?" Tommy asked nervously " huh but you always watch movies with us? What's different now?" Wilbur asked 

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I don't know maby the fact the only reason you 'love' me is because you fined the thought of you little brother hot. He felt like saying but instead he just responded with a sigh " I am just a bit tired..... sorry." He muttered looking down. 

" it's fine-just..... are you ok? This isn't like you?" Wilbur asked. Of fucking course this isn't like him he just discovered the worst fucking news of his life. But instead of saying any of that he just lied " Yeah of course I'm fine will you don't have to worry about me!" He reassured with a sunny smile that contradicted every emotion that he was feeling.

" just making sure sunshine." Wilbur said with a soft smile, pulling him into a gentle hug. He tilted his head down to look at him. But he didn't look up to meet wilburs gaze .

" y'know you don't have to go in to school tomorrow if you're not feeling the best?" His 'dad' said braking the silence. And that right there just made him want to sob and cry and scream and everything else, because it was moments like this that he just refused to believe that hois caring dad and his protective older brother. Just wanted to pleasure themselves on him and the fact he couldn't comprehend that scared him more than anything. 

" no it's fine. Plus I haven't talked to tubbo or ranboo in ages they weren't in on Thursday or Friday." He lies. I don't think I ever want to talk to them again. My 'best friends' and ... it hurt of course it did but so has literally everything else this day. He just wanted to go to sleep and wake up and this nightmare would be over.(or never wake up again)

"Ok then toms see ya in the morning. " Wilbur said gently, as he bent down slightly and pressed a gentle kiss at the crown of is head. He just blinked up at him, because if he said anything he wouldn't be able to keep the trembling out of is voice .

" night night." He said softly. Pulling back from the hug and started walking back into the backroom. And he hears Wilbur and 'dads' footsteps slowly getting farther and farther .

When he is in the bathroom he splashes some water on his face, and he just stairs at himself in the mirror. He didn't believe it he was going to go to sleep wake up an those photos on his phone is gonna be gone....... right?

He tore his eyes away from the mirror, and walked out to his bedroom and started looking through his drawers for a pair of long sleeve pajamas. But he only t-shirts and shorts. He sighed, it gonna have to be ok. He slowly started to take off his top until his top was off he quickly replaced it with a comfy t-shirt not even bothering with taking off his binder.

He continued to get changed into his his shorts. He knew he was acting weird normally when he was crying he would practically launch himself into his big brot- Wilburs arms and hug him until he felt better. And if- since they've been watching him get dressed and.... undressed they'll probably notice how he is not acting like he would usually. Normally when he is getting dressed he would dance and sing listening to lovejoy. But now he was just sitting at the bottom of the bed .

His knees pulled to his chest. The chest that was always too suffocating. With a deep sigh he pulled out his phone and pressed purpled contact looked at the contact name 'purp<3' before pressing call. Heh it bearly called for a second before he heard a sharp "toms!" Coming from the phone " Damn someone was eager to hear from me." He said smugly.

" you idiot why didn't you call me sooner I thought something happened!" Purpled exclaimed " whoa calm down it was only an hour or so. Your such a mother hen." Tommy said jokingly " ME THE MOTHER HEN!?!" Purpled shouted 

" Did you just forget what happened when I broke my ankle!?" Purpled explained "HEY THAT WASN'T EVEN MY FALT IT WAS ALL BIG Q!" He yelled " Ooooh don't even try to lie quackity told me how YOU told him about it and how you kept talking about 'how worried you are' ." Purpled said in a mocking tone. A sharp dramatic breath "HOW DARE YOU! we ALL know that big q is the mother hen." Tommy said with a pout

And they both just erupted in to laughter. Eventually calming down, and after a few moments of silence " I di-do you know who was in the group?" Purpled asked, receiving a long sigh from tommy. Because yes he knew he studied the the list " y-yeah but it's um it- your not going to really believe it tho." He said in a small voice " Tommy I am going to believe you I promise ." Purpled said with such confidence in his voice. 

" o- ok I'll text it to you." He muttered. His breath hitched as he started to type put the names 'Will, Phill , Schlatt, Puffy, Foolish, Dream ,Sapnap, George, Fundy ,Tubs ,Ranboo and Sam' and pressed send 

" O my- but- that's- I- I'm sorry that is so much worse then I thought." Purpled muttered. A warm tear slipping down his cheek . " yeah it is but I think I just want to go to sleep now ." He muttered " ok I'll see you in the morning. Good night." Purpled said softly " good night love ya ." Tommy replied " love ya too stay safe. " 

And with that the line went dead. And with that he crawled into bed getting comfy. 

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Ok so toms was DEFINITELY acting weird. Normally tommy would be snuggled into his side watching a movie with them. Tommys golden hair buried into his shoulder, slowly drifting asleep in his arms, his tiny slim frame all rapped up in his arms . 

But now he was in the group chat after phill sent in ..... that video 

12:06 

Dream: did anyone else think he was acting odd?

Puffy: yeah and he didn't even take off his binder?

Schlatt: he didn't?

Tubbo: you didn't notice?

Schlatt: no I was too focused on the part when he bent over in those shorts. 

Fundy: bruh come on man

Schlatt: what? Did you not like it ? 

Fundy: ....

Schlatt: exactly 

Ranboo: guys I think there might actually be something wrong with tommy.

Tubbo: I'm whit ran on this

Ranboo: with*

Sam: yeah this really isn't like him at all and if he is sleeping in his binder that can be dangerous to his health. 

Wilbur: he was on the phone with someone after the video 

Dream: WHO

Wilbur: we don't know especially nearer to the end of the call he was alot quieter 

puffy: maby he is just not feeling well? 

Puffy: also you or Phil should take off his binder when he his sleeping because it can lead to some long lasting side effects. 

Schlatt: yeah and you should video it ;)

Tubbo: o my God shlat are u like permntly horny

Ranboo: Schlatt * permanently*

Schlatt:yes.

Wilbur: yeah that is good idea thanks puffy.

Schlatt: HEY DON'T FORGET GET TO RECORD IT .

Tubbo:....

Schlatt: WHAT for someone who uses a binder he has relatively big tits

He just closed the group chat and started making his way to tommys room. I mean Schlatt isn't wrong for someone who uses a binder he dose have relatively big tits. But that could do with the fact he got his mothers tits. When his mum was alive she was an e cup, and while tommy didn't have an e cup , but he also wasn't flat by any means

Eventually he made it to tommys door , he gently opened the door and peaked his head through. To be met with a sleeping toms. He quietly made his way over to the left side of the bed

He gently lifted his top up to be met with the corse material that was the binder. He pulled out his phone and started recording as he unzipped the binder carefully. 

He slid the binder off and was met with his breasts,and rubbed his ruff fingers against the incredibly soft skin . Soon his fingers crossed the soft pillows that were his nipples. Until tommy started shifting in his sleep ,and that's when he stopped the video and pulling down his top , walking out of the room .

But what Wilbur didn't realise was that tommy was awake....

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As soon as he heard the soft click from the door, he slaped and hand over his mouth to try and muffle his sobs. Holding direct eye contact with the very dull light the camera was emitting.

He just stayed they not moving helpless. A cascade for tears covering his cheeks. For about 15 minutes he didn't move an inch petrified that they would see he was awake the entire time. But if anyone came in right now they could definitely see was awake, because he was shaking and hyperventilating. 

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Oh he was soooo fucking hard after recording that video of him just pawing at his little brothers boob's. So he sent it into the group chat. 

1:13am

Wilbur: Look-at-this-.mp4 

Schlatt: aw yes Wilbur you actually listened to me.

Dream: oh you lucky mother fucker

Tubbo: annnnd I am hard again 

Ranboo: coming over to your house rn ;)

Tubbo: can't wait 

Dream: once again stop using the GC for non- tommy related stuff 

Schlatt: stfu I am trying to watch the video 

Puffy: what is the video?

Puffy: ... nvm

Fundy: DAMN nice set of tits 

Puffy : have to agree with fundy this time 

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He picked up his phone to see what time it is 4:02am..... it had been roughly 4 hours since........ that happened. And he finally worked up the courage to move, because for the past 4? Hours he has just laid in the same spot petrified that someone would notice he was awake. 

With trembling legs he stood up slowly. Squinting and slowly walking forward towards the bathroom. He griped the cold metal of the door handle, pushing it down gently. 

He didn't bother with turning on the lights to the bathroom, all that would do is just show the camera that he was awake. He stood infront of the mirror for about 3 minutes, before he slowly started to take off his t-shirt.

Tear start running down his cheek ,as he gawked at the relatively big lumps on his chest. He turned on the tap swiftly, and grabbed a towel and covered it in water. 

Once the towel was drenched he brought it to his chest, and started scrubbing gently trying to get his hands off of him. His wings spreading out behind him trying to push the imaginary hands away.

Eventually getting more and more aggressive , and the phantom hands were exploring all over his chest .

" please stop....please make it." He muttered a sob wrenching it's way out. His skin was boiling hot from the friction, and he started feeling the sensation of all the small cuts oozing with a warm liquid. 

It felt........ nice in an odd way the pain grounding him back to reality, so he did what anyone would do.

He dropped the towel and started clawing at his chest even more aggressively. Leaving behind even more small cuts because of is longish nails that he forgot to cut because of his bad self care .

He looks at himself in the mirror and he feels scared because he sees himself covered in small cuts that are stinging his skin and blood that his clinging to him and............ he feels nothing. 

He feels completely numb. He.feels.completely.numb. what the fuck .

He looks at himself one last time and said " Fuck this I'm going to bed." And that's what he did .

He didn't even clean the blood that was clinging on to his skin. And collapsed into bed.

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'Why is he not here!? Why is he not hear!? Why is he-' purpleds thoughts were cut short when he heard a familiar locker shut.

He whipped his head around only to be met by.......... tubbo? Wait wasn't he in the group chat? His frown Deeping " hey-" tubbo tried " have you seen tom?!" Purpled rushed out.

" oh um no he wasn't on the bus this morning. Is everything ok? " tubbo explained "oh no everything is fine don't wor-" He was cut off short by a familiar blond , all but jumping into is arms.

" PURP!" tom called. It was still early in the morning so not many people were at the school yet. So not other then the occasional look no one really cared.

" Heya tom!" He said more relaxed then anything " uhhh what am I missing? Since when was purpled clingy?" Tubbo said sounding sounding lost

Tommy looked down with a deep frown on his face , letting out a shallow breath, before lifting his head with a bright smile. Pulling away from purpleds grasp. 

" hey Tubs! I know he is so clingy allllllllll of the time !" Tommy explained brightly, but if you looked deeper into his sapphire blue eyes you would be able to see the absolute heartbreak in them .

Tubbo just laughed " so how are you feeling tommy I heard you weren't feeling the best last night?" Tubbo asked " oh.....yeah I was just kinda um feeling a bit dysphoric last night....." Tommy mumbled not making eye contact. " BUT! It's ok now I am chilling now so we good !" Tommy exclaimed his bright white wings spreading out behind him.

Tubbo brought a gentle hand to his cheek forcing them to make eye contact " are you sure? You know we all care so much about you." Tubbo explained softly. Tommy just gave him a soft smile, but then purpled looked at tommys eyes and he looked thankfull but the more he looked the more he saw the pure disgust,discomfort and his wings were shifting uncomfortably.

" Tommy remember we got to go." Purpled cut through the silence. Ok he'll admit it he's not the best actor, tommy is and that is why tommy is apart of the theatre club and purpled is co-stage manager.

" OH SHIT! we're fucking late!" Tommy exclaimed " sorry Tubs! Purpled get your fat ass moving already common !" Tommy shouted while grabbing purpleds hand and started sprinting in some random direction until they couldn't see tubbo.

There was a moment before tommy broke it.

"Why the FUCK wa he there !" Tommy said gasping for air " I don't know he was just there when I was waiting for you! By the way what took you so long?" Purpled asked " I didn't get the bus today, and my bus always gets to school at fucking stupid o'clock in the morning !" Tommy explained. 

Purpled just sighed " let's just go to base class I have homework to get done anyway." he stated. There was a long pause as they were walking " did.... did they do anything last night?" Purpled asked. He just had to know, he just had to know it wasn't get worse because those messages were burnt into his brain.

There was a lonnnnng ass pause after that " I- I just- it um kinda when Wilbur thought I was sleeping he um..." Tommy tried to explain. Purpled turned his head to meet tommys eyes. He looked like he was about to combust in to tears any second, but instead he just swallowed and continued walking.

And purpled took hint.

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Ok no matter what anyone says quackity didn't flinch when he heard the lunch bell. No matter what WILBUR says.

And what sucked even more was he had drama club on now because oh some fucking musical bull shit. I mean it COULD be worse almost all of his friends are in drama club but still.

He has Wilbur, Karl, Tommy, bbh( he was the teacher but it still counts) Niki, purpled and Connor. Wilbur was in most of his classes and kind of an ass but he did really enjoy his company. 

Karl now he wouldn't actually tell anyone but he had a huge fucking crush on him and he was set designer.

Niki she is so kind and caring about everyone and she is apart of ensemble, choir and one of the actors. 

Connor he was funny and always found himself in the weirdest situations constantly. 

Bad boy halo( also known as bbh) is the teacher and has a vendetta agents curse words and of course he 'accidentally ' curses around him with a fish year tommy 

And that led him to the two freshman that he really cared about ( he is extremely protected over them) they're names are tommy and purpled two childhood best friends. 

Purpled was often quiet if he didn't know you but the more you talked to the kid the more you saw his caring, funny and genuinely easy personality.

And there's tommy a small skiny(a bit too skiny) blonde teenager that LOVES to cause chaos with him , he is Wilburs little brother and an absolute spitfire that is outgoing and soooooo ridiculously funny.

So when he saw the blond rapped in a tight embrace sobbing in one of the backrooms, he looked over at purpled who looked to holding back tears himself as tommy explained something. Quackity was about to beat the shit out of someone once he figured out who did this. 

" What the Fuck happened." His voice boomed. Tommy and purpled visible flinch at is voice. Purpled muttered something to tommy before standing up and quickly wiped any traces of tears .

" hey quackity umm shit you weren't supposed to se-"Purpled got cut off by a sob coming from tommy. Who's knees were pulled to his chest as he sobed into them .

" how the fuck do I have to punch." Quackity commanded " more like who not to punch." Purpled muttered, but he still heard it. Purpled went back to comforting an inconsolable tom." What happened." Quackity commanded once again " if your getting bullie-" He tried " n- no it's not that um it's..... I- h-how do I say this ." Tommy interrupted and looked at purpled for help.

" do you want me to tell him?" Purpled asked carefully and received and quick nod from tommy. A deep sigh escaping purpleds mouth " I'll be back ina sec tom ok?" Purpled asked " y- yeah please." Tommy responded weakly. 

Once outside of the room purpled started to explain " ok so this has actually been going on while, before me and tom found out, it's- it fuck this is so fucked up." Purpled said turning his head to the side. From this reaction he's not the only person going to beat up whoever fucked with tommy Wilburs going to especially mad.

" so basically there wa- is this really fucked up group chat called 'toms' yeah but it's not like bulling...... it's so much worse. " Purpled explained, shifting uncomfortably. 

" and it's bad almost all of his family and friends are in this group chat, and it is like- hold up I think tommy has photos let me get them." Purpled said leaving quickly. 

He waited impatiently for a couple of seconds eager to find out what made tommy so upset, and he was getting really fucking worried about him now. Because if it is even as half as bad as purpled is saying Wilbur is going to freak the fuck out he is very  protective over his little brother.

Purpled came back tommys phone in hand and showing quackity photos of another phone in a group chat, and he started to read the message confused.............. his stomach dropped. Never mind FUCK Wilbur what he was looking at was not ANYTHING he would have thought the first one he read was :

4:56 

Phil: Look-at-this.mp4 

Tubbo: ugh I jjust want to fuck him already 

Dream:it's gonna happen soon just be patient. 

Tubbo: ok mister worlds biggest simp.

Schlatt: I already know how I'm gonna do it

Puffy: tell us

Schlatt: Tommy would be bent over my desk, face pressed against my keyboard as I held him by the hips, grunting as I slammed my cock into Tommy’s tiny cunt over and over.

 Fundy: you all ways surprise me on how freaky you are.

Puffy: damn...... I'm wet.

Sam: I can be over there in 5

Puffy: cya;)

His mouth hanging open, he couldn't form a single coherent sentence. The silence was thick .until purpled broke it " so that was fine- well of course it wasn't fine it was awful but um I think it's getting worse like that fucking creature Wilbur he did something really fucked up and ughhhh I don't know I- I just want to help him." Purpled confessed helplessly. 

" is- is this a joke please o-o my God that's his dad! His brother! His teacher! His best fuckn' friend!" Quackity exclaimed, running back into the room tommy was in, but falling short when he saw the already small boy, curled in on himself. His knees pressed so hard to his chest that it couldn't be health, even his pure white wings rapped around him protectively. 

" oh toms. I-I wish I was there I......what... what did he do ?" Quackity asked hart broken. Tommy lifted his head up from his knees. His baby blue eyes filled with disparity." What......what did he do to you last night?" Quackity asked so gently.

With a deep inhale " He.. he thought I- I was sleeping and he- he just.... started t-touching me on my- my chest..... a- and I just let it happen I didn't even move!" Tommy sobed out his voice wavering.

Anger couldn't even start to describe what he was feeling right now. Tommy is 14. 14. 1 fucking 4. How DARE those perverted fucks sexualize Tommy let alone the fact they've been touching without his consent. And that's not even taking account of what they've been saying in that awful disgusting fucking group. 

But instead of expressing any of that disdain, he pulled tom into a tight pull,and tommy sobed into his shoulder " I- I just let him d- do it." Tommy sobed out " Tommy please nothing was your fault that was WILBUR ." Purpled said falling to his knees in front of tommy.

Tommy opened his mouth to say something but was interrupted by a loud knock on the door...... fuck.

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Oh fuck oh fuck someone was listening. His wings puff out immediately to try and seem intimidating. It was quite a sad sight to be honest with tears still streaming down his face " I've got it ." Purple said standing up"no you don't I have it." Quackity said pulling out of the hug.

All he knows us that he definitely doesn't have because fuck that. If he was honest he would say that he missed Quackitys hug, but he's not so he pretend that it didn't bother him( it very much did)

Purpled sat back down pulling tommy into his side. Quackity walked over to the door swiftly, his nails digging into his palms leaving little crescent moon shapes engraved in his hands.

For someone who was only 5/8 quackity could be fucking scary, especially when he is angry. Tommys breath hitched. The door swung open,the anticipation building up in his chest.

Oh fuck what if it's Wilbur, he is in drama club too, what if he heard everything . What if he-

" who the fuck are you?" Quackity commanded. A tall man with long pink hair.(it kinda reminds him of Nikis hair if her hair was longer)

The man opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted by Quackity " what do you want! Why are you here!" Quackity commanded.

 " Um I'm techno, and I heard someone crying? and wanted to make sure everything is ok?" The ma- techno? Explained awkwardly " di- um what did you hear?" Purpled replied equally as awkward. 

" bruh why would I be listening in on your conversation?" Techno explained casually, his eyes eventually meeting tommy.

He curled in on himself, wings raping around himself ,trying to make him impossibly smaller. just begging that the floor would open up, and swallow him whole. This was so suffocatingly embarrassing, because Purpled and this techno guy are the the most awkward people on the planet, and quackity was about 5 seconds away from exploding.

All the while he was just draped in his wings, knees tight to his chest, crying his eyes out like a pussy, and 2 seconds away from an anxiety attack. So safe to say he wasn't chilling.

" is there something you want ?" Quackity said with venom seeping from his tone." Uh no I- I'm just gonna go um you do whatever it is that you're doing? Have fun?" Techno replied hesitantly, and finally ripping his gaze away from tommy. 

The door swinging closed behind him. For a long moment quackity just stared at the the door, before he took a deep breath and looked at him and purpled. His fists relaxed and pulled them into another bone crushing hug.

" okayyyyy how about we go to a nice cafe? How does that sound?" Quackity drawed out " that's fine by me let's go toms." Purpled said standing up. " wait, wait so we're just gonna dich!?" He replied a bit panicked. " well are you really about to go back to class?" Purpled said smugly. Silence. " Uh yeah?" He said like it was obvious, because wasn't? He's never skipped before. 

Yeah he'll admit that he wasn't the best rule follower ,but he didn't just go around skipping class.

" have you never skipped?" Quackity asked in disbelief " uhm no?" Tommy said stupidly " okay we are changing that right now and I'm gonna get you two some nice lunch." Quackity proclaimed as he stood up and pulled away from the hug.

" yous deserve it after today" He added as an afterthought .

And they were off .

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It was about a week or so since he saw the small blond curled up in a ball,with pure white wings rapped around him, in one of the backrooms of the stage.

But when he went to wash his hands, because he was just after science ( and he's a clean freak) he heard....... someone vomiting?

He was just about to turn on the tap when he saw him. The small familiar blond." Oh um sorry there normally isn't many people in the bathroom's at this time." The boy says slightly distraught " are you ok? Were you th-" He started " nope! I'm good techno? I was just- I was umm.... going back to class have a good day!" The boy said while looking around

" hey wait if your sick you shouldn't go back to right? I can walk you to the office if you want?" He said a bit awkwardly. Why did he even care about this random kid anyway? He doesn't even know his name!? 

(But deep down he could tell that the kid has been though it in the past week, if the dark circles under his eyes were any indication)

" nahhhhh it's fine. I am big man tommyinnit after all tech-1no-blade." tommy said enunciating techno's name. Techno trying to ignore whatever that name was, he just looked tommy up a down ,and gave him a disbelieving look.

" yeah I think we should start heading to the office." Techno says, as he rips his gaze away from the slim boy ( a bit TOO sli-) he immediately shuts down that thought. 

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Oh my God he is such a fucking dumb ass, Techno walked in when he was mid throwing up, fingers down his throat and all. Who even is this guy? This is all of his fucking fault ,if he just ate less today he wouldn't have to be throwing up. Why does he have to be such a fucking fat ass.

And he can't go hom- back to That house, but this techno guy seems extremely president on him going to the office(what does this guy even give a shit about him?)

" why are you so set on me going back to

 my house?"Tommy voiced his thoughts "bruh your just after throwing up, and you're just planning on going back to class like nothing happened?" Techno replied sarcastically " yeah?" He replied bluntly.

Techno just stared at him with this..... confusing look? it was odd, it looked like a mix of worry and disdain? Maybe he still doesn't really know the guy.

" ok so I'm not gonna let that happen so...... let's go to the um office." Techno was soo fucking annoying.... buuuuut and Wilbur were away for the day, and he has a French test next class. So he caved.

" right let's just go already." Tommy said sounding exhausted.

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The walk was relatively clam (except tommys' rant about how his French teacher is a bich)

"-nd then this bich gives us all fucking fucking detention because we didn't learn our fuckn' "Er verbs". Like actually oui oui yourself out a fucking window-" Tommy vented,Techno snorted " is that it? You have a death threat for someone, who just gave a you a detention?" Techno mused.

" well she actually gave me two detentions in that class.... because I may or may not of, told her to shove a baguette up her arse....." Tommy mumbled, Technos' jaw dropped " What! Why?" Techno questioned absolutely gobsmacked " well I asked to go to the bathroom, but she didn't let me, because I didn't ask in French? Like mate just because I didn't ask in French doesn't mean I automatically can hold my

 shit. So I told her to shove a baguette up her arse, and left." Tommy announced full of pride ,his wings puffing out, like that was something to be proud of.

" wow........ ok so, that was a.... story. Uh are we almost at the office?" Techno said try to change the subject " why are you asking me? Your the one taking me there." Tommy said sounding annoyed " I'm new here I was following you ?" Techno explained, looking over at tommy who looked panicked " I was following you!" 

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When he eventually got home he was alone, Phill was still busy at work and made tommy walk home, Wilbur was busy at some stupid fucking, lovejunk? Lovesick? Whatever the fucking band was called, he couldn't care less about it ( that was a lie he knew the the band was called lovejoy, and he knows every song off by Hart, Wilbur would play them to him whenever he had a nightmare )

The nipping cold of the kitchen counter brought him back to reality. He just felt so..... numb the past few days(weeks) and there was one thing that was engraved in to his mind, etched into his memory.

The warm crimson shimmering in the dim light, slowly dripping down his chest. The pain brought him back to reality, made him feel something. His hands meeting the utensil drawer. A deep sigh escaping him as his shaky hands met with the chilled blade. A blade of a pealing knife, his thumb brushed against the curved blade.

With a meticulous hand, he swiftly picked up the pealing knife, and sprinted to the shared bathroom. His eyes traced the room, looking for any signs of a dull red glow. When he didn't see any cameras, he locked the door .

With a firm grasp of the blade, he slowly dragged it across his vanilla skin, wincing when it got stuck on his arm. A crimson red liquid, that sparkled in the light like crystal. He was so focused on the liquid, that he didn't even realise that he was crying.

A strange, almost addicting emotion passed through his body. So, he did what anyone else would..... he did it three more times after that to prove he wasn't a pussy... definitely (why is he lying to himself?)

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Ok to say purpled was nervous was an understatement, all week he has been trying to be strong for toms. But it was nearing tommys birthday and those messages were replaying in his head over and over again .

If he let those monsters do... that to his best friend he would NEVER forgive himself. 

But the strange thing is that tommy has been acting..... strange. Well I mean obviously ,but like as the days would go on tommy would just start spacing out mid-conversation and he stopped making his stupid jokes. 

Purpled pulled out his phone, and clicked the first contact 

                             'Toms'

One ring,two rings,"Uh hello!" Tommy faltered "hey um I was wondering why did you go home early?" He asked 

" oh I was sick and. Oh you remember that techno guy? Yeah so basically, I was in the bathroom getting sick and-" Tommy explained " you were getting sick! Tommy please tell me you aren't doing that agai-" Purpled exclaimed "of course I'm not your such a mother hen." Tommy groaned 

Purpled was about to say something else, but cut of by the sound of a door opening on the other side of the phone."shit." Tommy whispered " sorry Purpled I've got to go." Tommy quickly explained " wait,wait tom-" Purpled got cut of by the sound of the call ending.

Well didn't that just do wonders for his anxiety. " Purpled? You good?"punz questioned." Oh Uh when did you come home?" He said trying to change the topic. 

"A few minutes ago. Are you ok though, you look like a mess." Well that worked perfectly didn't it. " nah I'm good just.... worried for a friend." Purpled said in a low voice " Tommy? Yeah dream wouldn't shut up about the kid today. But is he ok? You normally don't get worked up about this type of thing." Punz stated casually.

"How'd you know it was Tommy?"Purpled asked genuinely curious "well he's like your only friend." Punz replied quickly " Hey! I have more friends then just Tommy, I just hang out with him alot" Purpled said mumbling the last part.

Punz hummed in amusement, there was a long pause "but is he okay? I know how close yous are." Punz comforted " he's.... he's not doing to grate." Purpled admitted,while looking away, not meeting punzs eyes'.

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He swung the front door open "Tommy!" Wilbur called, until he saw the small blond poke his head around the corner."oh there you are toms!" Wilbur explained hastily, walking over to tommy,and raping him up in a tight embrace.

"How are you feeling? Dad told me you went home early, because you got sick." He muttered, tilting his head down to meet tommys."I am ok."Tommy mumbled, turning his head to meet the ground.

"I don't believe you." Wilbur mumbled, as he snuggled into the blonds fluffy hair. "I'm just tired." Tommy said in a quiet voice.

"Really? You've been so tired recently. Are having nightmares again? Because you know I can al-" Wilbur rushed " no it's fine I'm just gonna go on a walk."

"Oh" there was a long pause "I can come with you." Wilbur stated like he just found the missing piece to a puzzle " oh I was planning on going by myself, to clear my mind." Tommy struggled out of Wilburs arms,Wilbur held his grip harder, not letting him move.

After a long pause Wilbur sighed, and brought a gentle hand to tommys cheek, making him meet wilburs hungry gaze."Fine." He said while slowly starting to release from the tight hug. Wilbur leaned down, and placed a gentle kiss on the the crown of his head.

Wilbur completely let go of tommy, looking down at the petite boy "Uh see you later!" Tommy said as he rushed out the door " you know tha-" the slam of a door cut Wilbur off.

A loud sigh escaping his mouth, tommy was acting so odd recently. He wasn't talking to him, wasn't asking him to sing to at night, wasn't cuddling him anymore, and was avoiding him at school, only hanging out with Purpled and quackity. 

But he was okay with quackity talking to tommy, because he has a FAT ass crush on him.

He sighs when is he not gonna worry about his tommy.

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The crunch of the gravel under his feet was the only thing keeping him grounded, his breathing hitched. He didn't know were he was walking, he was just letting his feet take him. 

"Tommy?" A voice called out from behind him. Immediately his head swivelled around to meet.... Schlatt? Oh shit Schlatt." Oh h-hey I wasn't expecting to see you here." He said in a panicked voice."hey tommy. What are you doing out here, it's starting to rain." Schlatt said in a leveled voice.

Aw shit, it was starting to rain."yeah um I was just going home."He confirmed."but you live twenty-five minutes away, and I'm not gonna let you walk back in the rain alone. You can come over to my house." Schlatt said with a finality in his voice.

Hungry eyes looking directly at his chest, "I- no I'm good I-" his eyes met a familiar pink haired American, but how desperate would he be to ask help from techno? " no, no, no come on let's go to my house. We can have some fun too." Schlatt muttered, the last sentence sent shivers down his spine. So yeah he would he pretty fucking desperate. 

But was he seriously gonna admit to asking for help? Schlatts hand came up to tommys arm, and started travelling down. Ok fuck that shit "sorry I came here with my friend. Hey Techno!" Tommy called, as he ripped himself from Schlatts exploring hands, and ran over to techno.

" play along please. " Tommy all but begged, Techno looked confused for a minute, but understood after a couple of seconds "hey tommy. Are you coming?" Techno tried "yep! Let's go techno!" Tommy exclaimed "Tommy! Who is this?" Schlatt called.

" um this is my friend techno and we were just leaving because we're late and we have to go now bye!"Tommy exclaimed hastily not taking a second to breath, before speed walking away with techno.

"Thank you." Tommy breathed out "who was that?" Techno said in his usual monotone voice " I- he's... fuck I don't even know where to start." Tommy tried, his wings slumping in relief.

" that's ok...... are you doing good?" Techno asked, dropping the question from before "there's this nice cafe I know of, let's go there. "