Chapter 1: Sera, and Sandra's Wedding
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The lake shimmered beneath the golden breath of morning, soft fog curling low over the surface like a veil reluctant to lift. From the bedroom window of the lakehouse, Valerie stood still, arms crossed loosely over her chest, her silhouette framed in that tranquil light. Her red hair, now longer and softer than it had been in her merc days, cascaded past her shoulders in elegant waves, catching glints of sun that peeked through the mist.
Behind her, the bed still held the warmth of shared dreams. Judy stirred under the covers, letting out a lazy stretch as her eyes blinked open. Her hair pink and green as ever was longer too, the dyed strands falling messily over the left side of her face. The right side of her head was still shaved, revealing the BD port that glowed faintly in the dawn. She squinted at Valerie, her voice husky with sleep.
“Morning, mi amor. Why are you up already?”
Valerie turned, the quiet smile on her lips already telling a story. “Just… thinking. These past ten years? Gone like that.” She snapped her fingers gently, then shook her head. “And now my baby girl’s getting married.”
Judy sat up a little, tucking the blanket under her arms, her smile mirroring the one in Valerie’s. “We haven’t seen her in a month. Can’t lie, I’m glad she made time to come home for it.” She paused. “She deserves it. They both do.”
Valerie moved to the edge of the bed, took Judy’s hand, and lifted it to her lips. She kissed the skin just above the glinting gold of her wedding ring. “It still feels surreal. She grew up looking so much like me… and then she went and got the same chrome loadout.” She chuckled softly. “Ballistic compressor and all.”
Judy gave her hand a playful squeeze. “Maybe your reckless streak rubbed off on her after all.”
Valerie snorted a laugh. “Yeah, but… Sindy was her birth mom. I always wonder how she turned out so much like me.”
Judy tugged her down gently beside her. The comforter shifted as Valerie sank in, their bodies fitting together like puzzle pieces worn smooth over time. “Stop worrying about it,” Judy whispered into her ear. “We gave her a good life. One where she could choose to be kind, to help people. Everything else? That’s just love doing what it does.”
Valerie kissed her cheek. “You’re right.”
Judy smirked, brushing a few strands of red from Valerie’s eyes. “I always am.”
Valerie let herself relax for a beat before murmuring, “Vanessa booked me to play Wildest Dreams tomorrow. Thinking it might be time to debut that new track.”
Judy’s fingers trailed lazily across Valerie’s chest, tracing the edges of her tattoos. “It still feels weird hearing ‘Ashes Rise’ on the radio.”
Valerie grinned. “Well, at least I don’t sound like a chainsaw anymore. Got some range now.”
Judy rolled her eyes. “You never sounded that bad. But this sultry, soulful tone you’ve grown into?” She gave a teasing wink. “Mmmhmm. Gets me every time.”
A glance at the wall clock pulled them both from the warmth of bed. Valerie exhaled. “Better get moving. We’re meeting Sera and Sandra soon.”
Playful nudges and stolen kisses marked the rhythm of their morning as they moved through the bedroom.
Valerie dressed in a black tank top emblazoned with her debut album logo Love Through Loss. A cross of two red roses entwined inside a blooming lotus stretched across the chest in bold crimson ink. She pulled on a pair of faded jeans and her scuffed silver rocker boots. Then she slid into her Clan Alvarez vest the phoenix on the back ablaze with vibrant stitching, “Clan Alvarez” wrapping around it in fierce pride. Lotus flowers adorned the front beside the rows of stitched roses and a patch with Judy’s name near her heart.
Judy matched her stride, donning her own Alvarez vest over a sleek black tank top. Fitted jeans, black boots, and a quick kiss to Valerie’s shoulder sealed the moment.
The lakehouse had only grown more beautiful over the years. Its rustic wood and glass design framed views of the surrounding forest and glistening water, a blend of warmth and Nomad practicality. The open-concept kitchen gave way to a wide, airy living space filled with records, guitars, BD gear, and potted plants Judy insisted gave ‘character’ to the place. Wind chimes danced softly on the back deck as if the lake itself were humming.
Out in the garage, the scent of engine oil mingled with the hum of tuned tech. Valerie checked over her gleaming Purple Arch Nazare Racer, fingers dancing across the chrome handlebars and engine housing. She ran diagnostics, calibrated the interface, and gave it a loving pat.
Judy hit the garage door switch. The light spilled in as Valerie wheeled the bike out. Then Judy climbed on behind her, arms sliding effortlessly around her wife’s waist, resting her cheek against Valerie’s back.
With a roar and a purr, they tore off down the winding road toward the home their daughter built, and the future she was about to claim.
Today was Sera’s wedding day, and nothing could’ve made them prouder.
The air was crisp as the Arch Nazare cut through the back roads, wind curling around them with the chill of elevation. Trees lined either side of the rural trail, tall and dense with that early autumn glow leaves catching fire with gold and rust. As they crested the final hill, the road dipped into a soft basin where Sera and Sandra had built their home. A sleek solar-paneled garage flanked the main house, a single-level Nomad-modern build with matte stone siding, paneled glass, and reclaimed steel details. Wind chimes tinkled from the eaves.
Panam’s old Mackinaw was already parked out front, her Aldecaldo markings faint now but still honored in spirit. Valerie eased the motorcycle to a stop beside it, kicking out the stand with a soft metallic click.
Behind her, Judy leaned forward, arms still around Valerie’s waist, and muttered into her ear with a playful tone, “Of course the Palmers beat us here. We’re never early enough for them.”
Valerie smirked as she cut the ignition. “Some things never change.”
They dismounted, boots crunching softly against the gravel path as they made their way toward the door. Through the wide front window, they spotted a familiar silhouette Sera, moving between the hallway and the living room. It hit Valerie all at once. How grown she looked. How close today had finally come.
Valerie swung the front door open without knocking. Judy followed her inside, the door clicking shut behind them with a warmth that felt like home.
With a mock-formal tone, Valerie called out, “Commander Jellybean, are you ready for Operation Getting Hitched?”
From the living room, Sera emerged mid-eyebrow raise, lips twitching. “Wow, Mom. Haven’t called me that since I was twelve.”
She looked older now, and wiser too. Her medium-length red hair was tousled from the wind, her long bangs brushing the side of her cheek. Freckles had darkened slightly, and her eyeliner mirrored Judy’s signature style, sweeping softly from the corners of her emerald eyes. Piercings dotted her right brow and the side of her nose, and her ears carried simple hoops. A phoenix tattoo climbed the side of her neck, mirrored by full sleeves inked with roses, lotus flowers, a star shower, and song lyrics.
Judy folded her arms, smirking. “You still liked Jellybean enough to tattoo a jellyfish on your hand.”
Sera groaned. “I just got back into town and you’re already roasting me.”
Valerie pulled her in for a hug before she could protest more. “You’ve earned it, Starshine. I’m just proud of you.”
Judy joined them, arms wrapping around them both. “So, how’s the road been treating you two?”
Sera pulled back, brushing a hand through her bangs. “Rough as hell. Gangs keep creeping in on settlements, but Clan Alvarez doesn’t play nice. We hold our ground.”
That’s when Sandra came in from the hallway. Her long brown hair hung in soft waves, and her brown eyes gleamed with joy. A matching phoenix burned brightly at her neck, and Sera’s name was inked across her knuckles. Stud earrings lined her ears minimal, but striking.
“Nice to see you both again,” she said, walking in with a small wave. “The roads are wild lately, but we always make it through.”
From the kitchen came Panam’s voice, casual and impatient: “Why the hell are you standing in the foyer? There’s free beer in here!”
Valerie grinned. “Can’t argue with that.”
Vicky chimed in next: “Cookies too!”
Sandra nudged Sera with a grin. “I don’t think our moms will ever grow up.”
Together, they all funneled into the kitchen cozy, open, warm with natural wood tones and lights casting soft glows over the counter. A small sound system hummed with low rock music, and the fridge was already half-empty thanks to Panam’s early arrival.
Judy took a sip of the chilled beer Panam handed her. “So,” she said, eyeing Sera across the kitchen island, “you’re really wearing my old wedding dress?”
Sera smoothed a hand over her hip. “White and gold always looked elegant on you. I’m honored you’d let me.”
Sandra grinned at Vicky. “Thanks for letting me wear yours too, Mom.”
Vicky smiled warmly. “It’s just a simple white dress not nearly as fancy as Judy’s, but I’m glad you love it, sweetheart.”
Panam leaned against the counter. “Aldecaldos are already setting up the venue out near the ridge. Should be good to go in a couple hours.”
Valerie’s face suddenly tensed. “Shit, I forgot to remind Jen to bring the flowers!”
She pulled out her holo, typing fast as Judy snorted from behind her glass. “You had one job.”
“Hey,” Valerie shot back with a grin, “I still handled it.”
Sera shook her head, half-laughing. “You’re hopeless, Mom. I still want you walking me down the aisle, though.”
Valerie paused, blinking once, then smiled slow and full. “Never thought I’d have this chance.”
Panam nudged Sandra. “What about the after party?”
Sandra shrugged, thoughtful. “I was hoping Ainara might cook something. Doesn’t have to be big. I just want to spend the night with all of you.”
Judy pulled out her holo. “Then I’ll let Grams know we’re coming hungry.” She tapped out a message with a smirk.
Sera took a long sip of beer, leaning back against the counter. “You’d think we’d have planned all this earlier.”
Vicky raised her bottle. “You two are always gone. Hard to get more than a week with you anymore.”
Valerie turned to her daughter. “Still proud of you, Starshine. You might be a better merc than I ever was.”
Sera’s voice softened. “Only because I learned from the best.”
Panam looked over at Sandra with a proud glint in her eye. “You surprised me, kid. You were just a little hyper bean barely up to my hip. Now you’re tearing through the wasteland fixing everything in sight.”
Sandra shrugged, reaching over to take Sera’s hand. “Love makes you do crazy things, right?”
Vicky raised her beer. “Damn right it does.”
Sera turned toward Sandra, fingers tightening around hers. “We should head to the venue. You ready to do this?”
Sandra leaned in, kissing her softly. “Been ready, babe.”
With that, the group moved out Valerie and Judy on the Arch, Panam and Vicky climbing into the Mackinaw, Sera and Sandra stepping into their armored Nomad rig. The engines roared to life.
A short ride later, the small wooden chapel came into view, nestled against the edge of the pines. Decorations fluttered in the breeze, and members of both clans were already gathered in preparation.
The day had only just begun, but love was already in full bloom.
The ceremony space had been transformed into something quiet and breathtaking.
Set against the pine-lined backdrop of the Klamath hills, the wooden chapel had no walls just a beam-framed arch open to the lake beyond, draped in white silk and soft desert flowers. Twin banners hung above the altar: the fierce phoenix of Clan Alvarez in brilliant crimson and gold, and the weathered A with the skeletal horse of the Aldecaldos in desert tan and iron grey. Lanterns hung from twisted willow poles. Sunlight spilled in beams across the aisle, filtered through the leaves like blessing fingers from the sky.
Sandra stood beneath the banners, her white dress a flowing blend of Nomad simplicity and quiet elegance. Silver threading lined the edges, catching the sun like starlight. Her breathing was steady, but her hands trembled just slightly, folded in front of her as she waited.
She scanned the gathered crowd, taking in every face every presence that mattered.
To her left, Panam and Vicky stood arm-in-arm, dressed in matching vests and soft smiles. They looked at her not just with pride, but with full hearts like their daughter was finding the happiness they had once dreamed of.
To her right, Judy sat in a dark violet dress, hair framing her face like a watercolor brushstroke, her expression proud and misty-eyed. Beside her, Ainara regal as ever in desert-toned formalwear held a hand over her heart, eyes gleaming with generational joy.
Further back, Vanessa and Jessica leaned together, the polished black of Vanessa’s exotic chrome offset by Jessica’s pristine white mods. Across from them, Jen and Dante sat in matching Alvarez jackets, nodding quietly, their presence calm but solid.
Clan Alvarez and the Aldecaldos filled the seats in respectful silence, united in this moment. Scarves, clan patches, and vests were polished, pride worn like armor.
Then, the music began with soft guitar and ambient strings, and all heads turned.
At the far end of the aisle, framed by morning light, Sera stepped through.
Her white and gold dress shimmered softly, hugging her figure in ways both graceful and strong. Gold embroidery danced along the hem. Her red hair was styled back just enough to reveal the earrings she’d been gifted by Judy years ago, and her piercing emerald eyes were fixed straight ahead.
Valerie stood beside her, radiant in a simple yet striking purple dress that hugged her frame, her long red hair pulled elegantly to one side. Their arms were looped together, steady and sure.
Sera’s breath hitched for half a beat when she saw Sandra waiting for her. Her chest swelled with emotion, and she bit her lower lip to keep it together. Sandra looked stunning everything she loved about her, glowing inside out.
As they walked down the aisle, Valerie gave her daughter’s hand a warm squeeze and leaned in.
“Love you, Sera,” she whispered.
Sera looked at her, eyes soft. “Love you too, Mom. Thanks for everything.”
When they reached the altar, Valerie kissed her daughter’s forehead and stepped back to join Judy, who pulled her close the moment she sat down. They held each other in silence, hands interwoven, watching their daughter shine.
Sera turned to face Sandra, her hand gently reaching out to take hers.
“Sandra…” she began, voice steady but full. “I remember the day we met. We’d just been kidnapped by the Raffen, thrown into a nightmare we didn’t ask for. But even then, you made me feel safe. You protected me, and I protected you. That’s who we became. That’s what we’ve been ever since. Partners. Fighters. You always gave me strength when I didn’t know I had any left. I promise, I’ll always fight for you.”
Sandra smiled through misted eyes, never breaking their connection.
“Sera… You’ve been my shield, my fire, and the reason I kept going through every broken place in the world. You showed me love wasn’t a fantasy, it was something we could build. You gave me the best ten years of my life, and I know the next ten will be even better. Even when life’s hard, I’m with you. All the way.”
Sera swallowed, blinking quickly.
She reached out with both hands, raising them between them.
“Sandra,” she said softly, “would you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”
Sandra reached up, brushing her fingers gently across Sera’s knuckles.
“You already know the answer,” she whispered. “Yes. A thousand times yes.”
There was no hesitation in the kiss they shared tender at first, then full of heat and triumph. When they pulled apart, the officiant handed them the certificate. They signed it side by side.
Sera Alvarez.
Sandra Alvarez.
A hush swept the gathering, then cheers erupted. Their clans, their mothers, their friends all voices rising in one wave of love and celebration.
Ainara approached the altar with a white cake on a cedar plank, gently placing it beside the certificate. “This is an Alvarez wedding,” she said with a grin. “You will eat something sweet.”
Sera and Sandra laughed, playfully cutting the first slice together, smearing a small bit on each other’s cheeks before wiping it off with soft kisses.
They stepped outside together, where tables were being set under colorful banners beside the lake. The breeze was calm, the trees rustled like they were clapping. It was perfect.
Before the crowds arrived for food, they sat at a private table under the canopy with their moms.
Judy poured iced fruit tea into four mismatched glasses, the clink of ice soft beneath the rustle of lake breeze. She slid one to Sandra with a smile, then handed another to Sera, her fingers lingering for just a second.
“You were brilliant up there,” Judy said softly, eyes glinting with pride. “Every word, every breath you had the whole room holding theirs.”
Sera grinned, cheeks still a bit flushed. “Had a good example growing up.”
Judy leaned in and kissed her temple. “Don’t make me cry again.”
Valerie reached across the table, nudging Sera’s shoulder with a wink. “You made it, Starshine."
Sera turned, leaning into her mom’s touch for just a moment. “Couldn’t have done it without you.”
Valerie smirked. “Guess I didn’t mess you up too bad, huh?”
Sera chuckled. “Still time.”
That earned a shared laugh around the table.
Panam stepped forward, arms folded casually across her chest, but her eyes were warm and a little wet.
“You looked like a warrior and a queen all rolled into one,” she said, her voice thick with emotion. “I’m proud of you, Sandra.”
Sandra stood up and hugged her immediately, burying her face against Panam’s shoulder.
“I love you, Mom.”
“I know, baby. I know.” Panam squeezed her tight before gently handing her over to Vicky.
Vicky stepped in, taking Sandra’s hands in hers, eyes searching hers for a long moment. “You’re not just my daughter,” she said softly. “You’re my miracle. Everything you are, everything you’ve become it’s more than I ever dreamed of. And I’m so damn proud of the life you’ve built.”
Sandra wiped a tear off Vicky’s cheek and whispered, “Thank you for trusting me. For loving me through it all.”
Sera came around and wrapped her arms around both Panam and Vicky from behind. “And thank you for giving me the woman I love.”
Panam snorted. “Damn right. You better treat her like royalty.”
“Always,” Sera said.
Judy looked over at Valerie, her hand resting on hers. “Think we did okay, huh?”
Valerie let out a slow breath, her eyes locked on the two women now entwined in hugs and laughter under the shade.
“We did more than okay,” she said, voice thick. “We gave them the life we fought for.”
They stayed there a little longer, the six of them at that quiet lakeside table, letting the laughter and warmth soak in. Just family, and love. The rest of the world could wait.
The sun dipped low over the lake, casting golden light across the long wooden tables set just outside the little wedding chapel. Strings of soft paper lanterns swung gently in the breeze, swaying above plates stacked with roasted vegetables, wild rice, grilled salmon glazed in citrus spice, and warm bread that smelled like home.
Ainara Alvarez moved with practiced grace between the dishes, her hands still nimble despite the years. She wore a deep indigo shawl with tiny embroidered phoenix feathers, and her presence brought with it the kind of calm that settled the soul.
Sera and Sandra sat close at one end of the table, their shoulders touching, both still glowing from the ceremony. They had slipped off their heels and curled their bare toes into the cool grass, dresses catching the evening breeze.
Panam and Vicky sat across from them, plates half-empty, wine glasses catching the pink shimmer of sunset. Panam’s arm lay draped casually across the back of Vicky’s chair, and her rare soft smile never strayed far from Sandra.
Valerie and Judy sat on the opposite side of the long table, side by side, hands interlaced beneath the tablecloth. Judy had kicked one leg up onto the bench, leaning into Valerie’s side, her head resting just beneath her shoulder.
Ainara finally sat down with a small plate of her own, wiping her hands on her apron as she looked at the gathered table.
“Can’t remember the last time we all sat down without a gun within arm’s reach,” she said dryly, then took a bite of rice.
Valerie chuckled. “Gotta admit, it’s nice seeing everyone fed instead of patched up.”
Panam raised her glass. “To peace, even if it’s temporary.”
Everyone raised theirs, the soft clink of glasses ringing under the open sky.
“To peace,” they echoed.
Conversation faded for a few minutes, the comfort of the meal taking over. The clatter of forks, the occasional low laugh, and the buzz of lake insects blended into a harmony that could only exist in places like Klamath Falls where survival had finally given way to something resembling serenity.
Judy reached over, brushing a thumb across Sera’s cheek. “You’re glowing.”
Sera smiled, cheeks warm. “Still feels like a dream.”
Valerie leaned forward, her voice soft. “You earned this. Both of you did.”
Sandra nodded. “Felt like we were always chasing something. But this… this is where we stop running.”
Ainara smiled knowingly. “Or start running together.”
Laughter bubbled again, gentle and unforced.
As the last bites of dinner disappeared and the lanterns began to glow brighter in the deepening dusk, Sera stood, her fingers threading through Sandra’s.
“We should go change before I sweat through this dress.”
Valerie rose with them, brushing her hands on her dress. “Good idea. Before you go, though, Sera.”
Sera turned, catching her mom’s gaze.
“There’s a wedding gift waiting for you back at the house.”
Sera blinked, surprised. “What is it?”
Valerie smirked. “Guess you’ll find out.”
Sandra beamed. “Should we be nervous?”
Judy rose beside Valerie. “Not unless you’re afraid of a little sentiment.”
Panam waved from her seat. “Hey, don’t forget to swing by tomorrow. We’ve got a fire pit waiting.”
“Wouldn’t miss it,” Sandra said, reaching across the table to hug both her moms in turn. “Thank you. For everything.”
Vicky squeezed her hand. “Now go enjoy your night.”
They stepped inside the chapel changing out of their dresses.
As they stepped back outside Ainara began to clear the plates with a gentle hum on her lips.
Valerie, Judy, Sera, and Sandra made their way toward the edge of the venue where Valerie’s Arch Nazare racer waited. Sera, and Sandra got into their rig with a smile from both before entering. The lakehouse shimmered in the distance under the last gold light of the evening.
Four riders, one family. The path home lit only by stars and the promise of a new beginning.
The front door creaked open with a soft groan, and Sera stepped inside the Lakehouse the place that had been her home long before she ever touched chrome. The familiar scent of cedarwood polish and coffee grounds still lingered faintly in the air, like time had barely moved.
The living room opened before her, warm and inviting. Wide bay windows framed the darkening lake beyond, its surface glinting beneath the pale blush of moonlight. A few art pieces still hung on the reclaimed wood walls Valerie’s early sketch of a Phoenix mid-flight, Sera’s childhood drawing of a three-eyed cat, and a framed print of one of Judy’s BD posters from her early editing days.
She walked forward slowly, boots barely making a sound on the old hardwood floors. Her hand brushed along the back of the couch as her eyes wandered, memory after memory unfurling like soft petals. Morning breakfasts with her moms at the kitchen bar. Reading books under the throw blanket with Sandra when they were thirteen. Learning Merc math from Valerie at the kitchen table. All of it returned in a tide.
Sera turned right, walking down the hallway toward the back rooms. She paused outside her old bedroom door now cracked open just enough to reveal soft ambient lighting and a few hanging sound panels.
She stepped in and looked around.
“You turned my room into a recording studio?” she called out, half amused, half stunned.
Valerie’s voice floated from somewhere down the hallway, light and teasing. “Figured you’ve got your fancy little house now. Besides, that room was too quiet without someone yelling about books.”
Sera smiled as she turned a slow circle, taking in the acoustic foam panels, the sleek keyboard setup, the soundboard on the desk that still had a few old pictures of her stuck in the corner.
“It’s okay,” she called back. “Looks awesome in here.”
Judy’s voice rang out next. “Come sit on the couch!”
With a laugh, Sera made her way back down the hall, her boots clicking lightly. The living room was bathed in warm gold lamplight. Judy sat at one end of the curved sectional couch, legs folded under her, while Sandra was already sprawled comfortably across the other end, a relaxed grin on her face.
Sera flopped down beside her wife and leaned into her side.
Judy gave them both a playful squint. “So. You maintaining Screwbie alright out there? Don’t need him turning rogue and deciding to annex Bend.”
Sandra let out a chuckle. “Still safe inside the rig. But his vocabulary’s gotten a bit... colorful, thanks to someone.” She nudged Sera with a smirk.
Sera raised her hands. “You call someone a dust-riddled piece of shit one time, and suddenly the rig starts giving me warnings like: ‘Caution dust-covered pieces of shit detected nearby.’”
Judy nearly choked on her laughter. “Good thing your other mom doesn’t ride with him anymore. He’d short out trying to match her sarcasm.”
Sera grinned. “Mama, your new movie’s playing now, right?”
Judy nodded with a soft smile. “Yeah. Warriors in Love. Two women defending their hometown from a hostile takeover. Bit of action, bit of rebellion... and of course” she winked “a bit of romance.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “You mean steamy romance scenes?”
Judy smirked. “Tasteful. But effective.”
“We’re checking it out tomorrow,” Sera said. “After our meeting with Panam and Vicky. Gotta support local cinema.”
Sandra leaned closer with a whisper. “You better buy me popcorn.”
From the left hallway, Valerie’s footsteps echoed lightly across the wood floor. She stepped into view, holding something wrapped in a dark cloth. The moment she entered, both Sera and Sandra turned their heads. Sera’s breath caught in her throat she knew that shape. That weight.
Valerie stopped in front of them and held the bundle steady.
“Go ahead, Starshine,” she said quietly. “I want you to have it.”
Sera blinked, then slowly reached forward, unwrapping the cloth. Beneath it rested The Laguna Belle, polished and still as beautiful as the day Valerie last fired it. The etched roses across the barrel glinted in the lamplight. The carved lotus emblem at the grip was still perfect.
“Are you sure?” Sera asked softly.
Valerie nodded, her voice thick. “She got me through everything. And now it’s time she watches over my daughters.”
She placed a hand gently on Sandra’s shoulder, her eyes soft.
Sera turned the shotgun in her hands with reverence, her voice hushed with emotion. “Thanks, Mom. I’ll take care of her.”
Judy reached over from the side of the couch, resting a hand on Sera’s knee. “Love you, Sera.”
Sera blinked a few times, fighting back a wave of emotion. “I love you both. Thanks for giving me the best life a girl could ask for.”
They stayed like that for a while, the four of them curled into the couch, stories and laughter flowing freely. Outside, the lake shimmered silver in the starlight. The air was quiet except for the distant chirp of frogs and the occasional whisper of wind through pine.
A few hours later, Sera and Sandra stood by the door, The Laguna Belle strapped carefully to Sera’s back. Valerie pulled Sera into one last hug, followed by Judy.
“Don’t forget the popcorn,” Judy teased with a wink.
“And tell Screwbie to watch his damn language,” Valerie added with a smirk.
Sera grinned. “Will do.”
With a wave, the two young women stepped into the cool night air, walking back to their rig with arms wrapped around each other. Back to their home, their life, and whatever adventure came next.
Inside, Valerie and Judy stood together, watching them go.
“She turned out alright,” Valerie murmured.
Judy leaned against her shoulder. “Better than alright. She turned out just like her moms.”
The stars were just beginning to bloom across the night sky by the time Sera and Sandra made it home. Their boots thudded gently against the porch as they walked up hand in hand, Clan Alvarez jackets tugged snug around their shoulders. Laughter still lingered on their lips from the ride, soft and genuine.
Inside, their home welcomed them with quiet warmth walls lined with old photos, little mementos from the road and their earliest missions. A lantern glowed low on the entry table. The scent of cedar and faint wildflowers still hung in the air from Ainara’s bouquet left on the dining table.
Sera closed the door behind them, clicking the lock before turning toward Sandra. “Well… we did it.”
Sandra smiled wide, cheeks still glowing from the day. “We’re wives.”
Sera stepped in close, sliding her fingers under the edge of Sandra’s jacket. “You nervous?”
“Not anymore,” Sandra whispered. “You’ve always been the calm in the storm.”
Sera leaned in, kissed her softly, then again. “You’re the one who kept me grounded.”
Sandra chuckled. “You’re still a little chaotic.”
“Yeah,” Sera breathed, “but I’m your chaos now.”
Their jackets hit the floor first. They stepped out of their boots, untangled from the dusted denim of the day. Shirts followed slowly, wordlessly until they stood in the quiet warmth of the room, lit only by the soft amber glow of the bedside lamp.
Sera led her gently to the bed, her hands a steady warmth against Sandra’s back. She laid her down with care, trailing kisses from shoulder to stomach, each touch gentle but full of promise. Sandra’s breath hitched as Sera’s lips moved lower, reverent.
“I want you to feel everything,” Sera whispered, brushing her fingers down Sandra’s thighs.
Sandra nodded, her voice barely audible. “I trust you.”
Sera kissed her deeply before sinking lower, her mouth soft, her pace deliberate every movement designed to cherish, not conquer. She tasted her slowly, savoring each sound Sandra made, every quiet shudder, every whispered moan.
Sandra’s fingers twisted in the sheets as her back arched. “Sera…”
Sera gripped her hips, steady and sure, and kept going until Sandra trembled beneath her, gasping with release. Then she climbed up, holding her close, pressing kisses to her cheek, forehead, and jaw, not needing words just closeness.
“I love you,” Sandra whispered, voice shaky but sure.
Sera pulled her tighter into her arms. “I’ve always loved you.”
They stayed wrapped up in each other for a while, tangled in warmth and quiet joy, the room heavy with the intimacy of all they'd become. Nothing rushed, and nothing loud.
Just a celebration meant only for two.
The storm of sensation had passed, leaving only breathless stillness and the soft sound of night drifting through the open window. Outside, the wind rustled through pine boughs, and somewhere in the distance, a coyote called into the dark.
Inside their bedroom, Sera and Sandra lay tangled together beneath the quilt, bare skin flushed and glowing in the lamplight, the air still laced with warmth and lavender from the candle on the windowsill.
Sandra lay curled against Sera’s chest, her fingers tracing lazy circles across her wife’s stomach, her cheek nestled just beneath Sera’s collarbone. Every now and then she smiled for no reason at all just the afterglow, the safety, the overwhelming rightness of the moment.
Sera stroked a hand down Sandra’s back, slow and rhythmic. “Still with me, Mrs. Alvarez?”
Sandra let out a sleepy laugh. “I better be. Not letting you out of my sight anymore.”
Sera chuckled, kissed the crown of her head. “That was the plan.”
They lay there in silence for a little while, just breathing in sync, listening to each other’s hearts.
Sandra finally spoke, her voice soft. “You think we’ll always be like this? You and me… helping people, coming home, falling asleep like this?”
Sera’s hand paused for a moment before continuing its gentle path down her back. “Yeah. I do. We might get a little older. Might need more patches after each job. But this?” She gave Sandra a little squeeze. “This is the part I’ll never get tired of.”
Sandra tilted her head to look up at her. “What if someday… we stop running gigs?”
Sera’s eyes softened. “Then we’ll build something here. Maybe a workshop. Maybe something like the old camp school. A place where kids can learn more than just survival.”
Sandra blinked, then smiled. “You’ve really thought about this.”
“Only every time I watch you fall asleep in the passenger seat,” Sera teased. “You make me think about the long game.”
Sandra kissed her shoulder. “Good. I want all of it. The jobs. The quiet days. A big garden. Maybe a robot dog that keeps trying to eat the flowers.”
Sera laughed under her breath. “Sounds perfect.”
They nestled closer, letting the silence stretch again.
After a while, Sandra whispered, “Do you think your moms ever feel this… happy?”
Sera smiled. “Every time my Mom looks at Mama like she hung the stars in the sky, yeah I think they feel it.”
Sandra closed her eyes. “Then we’re on the right path.”
Sera brushed her fingers through Sandra’s hair, kissed her forehead, and pulled the quilt higher around them. “Yeah. We are.”
They let the quiet take them. Wrapped in each other’s arms, hearts steady, the world outside could wait.
Tonight belonged only to them.
Chapter 2: An Aldecaldos Tradition
Summary:
The day after The Chapel wedding Sera, and Sandra travel to the Aldecaldos camp. Panam, and Vicky want to celebrate their marriage, and new life with Aldecaldo traditions.
They present Sera, and Sandra with their wedding rings cementing both linages traditions of marriage, and love.
After their life is celebrated at camp Sera takes Sandra to the movies where they watch Judy's new movie Warriors In Love. Sera sends her Mama a heartfelt message after the movie.
Sera, and Sandra return home cuddling up on the couch with a book. Enjoying the quiet, and warmth between them before they have to hit the road again tomorrow.
Chapter Text
The first light of morning poured in soft and amber through the kitchen windows, cutting long shadows across the floorboards and warming the worn edges of a home that had seen love and fire in equal measure. Outside, the trees swayed gently under a passing breeze, and the lake whispered somewhere just beyond the open back deck.
Inside, the air smelled of maple and browning batter.
Sandra stood at the stovetop barefoot, her hair tied up loosely, strands slipping down to frame her cheekbones as she flipped pancakes on the griddle. The radio played something slow and distant in the background guitar-heavy, soft vocals just brushing the edge of memory.
“Supposed to meet my moms in an hour at the campfire celebration,” she said over her shoulder, her voice thick with sleep and honey.
Sera sat at the kitchen counter, cross-legged on the bar stool, a needle between her fingers and a half-sewn pocket stretched across the back panel of her Clan Alvarez jacket. The fabric was draped carefully in her lap, and she worked in slow, methodical stitches.
“Okay, babe,” she murmured, tongue peeking out from the corner of her mouth. “I can see why Mom thought this was more practical than a leg holster.”
Sandra turned briefly to pour a mug of coffee, then set it beside her with a soft clink.
“Might only have today before we hit the road again,” she said, sliding back toward the stove. “Highland Junction’s already pinged twice. They’re requesting help on recon and freight security.”
Sera glanced up from her stitching, one brow raised.
“Shouldn’t we at least get a honeymoon before going back to work?”
Sandra flicked a few fingers through her hair, not looking back.
“I’m sure we’ll find someplace,” she replied easily. “Even if it’s just a quiet cliff with a bottle of tequila and no signal for ten clicks.”
Sera held up the jacket, inspecting the seam.
“Think it’ll hold?”
Sandra turned, catching her with a half-smirk and heat behind her eyes.
“If it doesn’t, let’s pray the shotgun doesn’t misfire when it hits the ground.”
Sera grinned and slid the jacket on. The leather creaked as it settled over her shoulders. She picked up the Laguna Belle, her mother’s legacy now reborn in her own hands. The underbarrel attachment once necessary in the chaos of Kassidy’s war was gently removed and set aside. Clean now. Streamlined. Ready again.
She slotted it into the fresh holster stitched into the jacket’s back. It sat snug. Centered. Weight shifting neatly across her shoulders.
“Feels right,” she said.
Sandra turned fully to face her, one hand on her hip, the other still holding a spatula.
“Looking good, my love.”
Sera took a long sip of the coffee Sandra had poured her earlier, the steam rising in front of her face as she watched Sandra flip the final pancake onto the growing stack.
She unholstered Belle after testing the weight placing the shotgun back down on the counter.
She stood and moved around the counter, grabbing two plates from the cabinet without needing to be asked. She brought them over, shoulder brushing against Sandra’s as they plated the food together with a quiet, easy rhythm, born of long mornings like this one.
Sandra turned off the stove while Sera refilled their mugs.
They sat side-by-side at the island, the sunlight now sliding slowly across the floor and up over the cabinets. Sera drenched her pancakes in syrup like she always did. Sandra, ever more restrained, simply watched her with quiet amusement before reaching over and stealing a bite.
Sera turned her head, one eyebrow raised.
Sandra just smiled, lips sticky.
“Keep looking at me like that, and I’m gonna eat all your pancakes.”
Sera leaned back slightly, fork poised.
“Your plan was to distract me with your beauty all along, wasn’t it?”
Sandra laughed, the sound low and easy.
“If I just wanted the pancakes, I would’ve never married you.”
They shared playful bites, and teases. Soon after the plates were empty.
Sera leaned across the table, kissed her slowly. Sandra smiled into it, then wiped at her mouth with a napkin.
“Still sticky,” she teased.
Sera winked.
“Tastes better this time. Sweeter.”
Sandra gave her a playful smack on the arm.
“Wash up before you get syrup on everything.”
Sera poked at her cheek with one finger.
“You look cute with syrup on your face.”
Sandra rolled her eyes and tossed a napkin at her.
Sera caught it, held it up like a trophy… then leaned over and licked the syrup off her cheek anyway.
“Mission accomplished.”
Sandra nudged her under the island with her foot.
“Seriously we need to clean up. My moms will be waiting.”
Sera sighed dramatically and lowered her head against Sandra’s shoulder.
“I’m glad we agreed to uphold your traditions too.”
Sandra ran her fingers through her hair. ”The chapel was beautiful, but now it's time to get our rings.”
They stood and moved together through the quiet ritual of washing up plates, silverware, wiping down the counter. They didn’t talk much. They didn’t need to. The silence was the kind that lived in couples who’d long since passed the need to fill every space with words.
A short while later, Sandra shrugged into her Clan Alvarez jacket. The Phoenix emblem caught the sunlight in a soft glint, stitched over denim faded by time and travel.
They stepped out into the early breeze, the rig waiting for them at the end of the driveway. The engine purred low as Sera slid into the driver’s seat, Sandra already climbing into the passenger side.
The dirt road stretched ahead quietly, sun-washed, familiar. Pines stood tall on either side, their shadows reaching across the ground like memories.
Sera glanced sideways, watching Sandra’s hair ripple in the wind. Sandra leaned into her, one hand resting lightly on her knee, the other curled against her own chest as she looked out the window.
They didn’t speak much during the drive.
Didn’t need to.
Just let the morning drift around them wind on skin, sun through glass, the world still quiet enough to let them simply be.
The Aldecaldos camp rose into view over the next hill, the scent of burning wood and desert sage already catching on the breeze.
Sera pulled the rig to a stop beside a row of familiar bikes.
Sandra leaned in, brushing her fingers over Sera’s hand on the shifter.
“Ready to get our rings?”
Sera nodded, voice low.
“Been ready, babe.”
Sera turned the engine off and rested her hand on Sandra’s knee for a breath before they both stepped out into the light.
The air smelled like burning mesquite and cinnamon spice someone was cooking for the whole clan. Children ran past with metal cups in hand, laughter trailing behind them. Sparks popped softly from the central fire, still alive even this late into the morning.
Panam spotted them first and was already crossing the dirt, her arms open and sure. Sandra didn’t hesitate; she met her halfway in a tight embrace.
“You’re here,” Panam said, the corners of her voice touched by emotion. “Today feels whole now.”
Vicky followed, slower but smiling. She clapped Sera on the back gently, then leaned in for a one-armed hug.
“Hope you two are ready to be spoiled.”
“We brought our appetites,” Sera said with a soft laugh.
“Good,” Vicky replied. “Cuz Raul’s chili is back on the fire, and Jaro swears he actually got the corn cakes right this time.”
They were guided into the heart of the camp, where a woven blanket had been laid down with plates of food already forming a loose semicircle. A few members waved them over people Sera didn’t know by name, but whose smiles were open, whose hands reached without hesitation.
They sat cross-legged on the blankets. Sandra’s leg brushed Sera’s. At some point, one of the kids ran over and gave Sandra a flower with a big, toothy grin.
“A wedding flower,” she said proudly.
Sandra beamed. “It’s perfect.”
There were stories, too, like Nomad stories. Short ones. Half-true ones. A few people teased Panam about her own wedding to Vicky years ago, recounting how the engine of their rig had caught fire right as they exchanged their vows, and Panam hadn’t flinched.
“Vows are easy,” Panam shrugged. “Fixing an overheating valve under pressure? That’s commitment.”
Everyone laughed.
The campfire crackled louder as midday approached. Guitars gave way to hand drums, and some of the younger Aldecaldos started dancing barefoot in the dust. Sandra pulled Sera up from the blanket, grinning as she spun her once. Sera was stumbling, and laughing, before steadying into her arms.
They danced a little. Swung each other gently. Slow and close, no choreography, just the rhythm of being known.
It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t wild.
It was home.
When they finally returned to the edge of the fire, Panam was waiting, her expression soft now, the celebration still warming the air around them.
She nodded once to Vicky, who reached into a small canvas satchel and drew out the wooden box carved with care, the Aldecaldos insignia burned into the lid.
Panam stepped into the circle.
The camp grew still not silent, but focused. Reverent.
“We’ve already honored your marriage once,” Panam began, her voice low, hands at her sides. “And it was beautiful. You brought your family together under the sky and gave your word to each other. That’s a sacred thing.”
She paused, looking between Sandra and Sera.
“But this… this is what we do. This is how we welcome people into the heart of the clan. Not just through name. But through road, and fire. Through choice.”
Vicky opened the box. Inside were the rings handmade, each one etched with Nomad cant and burnished smooth.
Panam turned to Sandra first.
“You’ve always been ours. You grew into this fire. You carry it like a breath.”
Then she turned to Sera.
“And you, you chose to walk beside her. You brought your own fire, and you never asked to lead, only to belong.”
Vicky handed the rings to them, one to Sandra, one to Sera. There was no instruction, no demand. Just the weight of what it meant.
They turned to face each other again, still dust on their boots, sunlight on their faces.
Sera took Sandra’s hand and slipped the ring on.
“Where you ride, I ride,” she said, voice steady.
Sandra smiled and returned the gesture, her fingers sure and gentle.
“And where you rest, I rest.”
The fire popped softly.
Then cheers broke out, not wild, not raucous. Just full, and real.
Panam stepped forward and wrapped them both in a tight embrace. Vicky followed, resting her hand on the back of Sera’s head as she pulled her in.
“Now you’re family by bond,” Panam whispered. “And that never breaks.”
The rest of the camp returned to life, drums rising again, stories bubbling back up. But for a few long seconds, it was just the two of them in the firelight. Rings warm on their fingers. Arms around each other. A road stretching ahead that didn’t need to be named.
The sun had started its slow drift westward, casting long shadows across the sand and turning the sky the color of worn copper. The celebration had begun to wind down naturally with no sudden stop, just a gentle easing as people found shade, quiet corners, or hammocks slung between trucks. The fire still burned, low and steady, more for comfort now than for ceremony.
Sera and Sandra sat side by side on one of the large canvas mats near the outskirts of camp, their backs leaning against a solar-charged rig that hummed faintly behind them. Sandra had kicked off her boots and folded her legs beneath her, her head resting lightly on Sera’s shoulder. The warmth between them wasn’t loud, it didn't need to be.
A few feet away, Panam approached with two cups of cooled coffee. Vicky trailed behind her, holding a flask and four small clay cups she’d scavenged from a gear trunk. They didn’t say much at first just settled in, lowering themselves to the ground with a quiet familiarity, like they’d done this a hundred times before.
Panam passed the drinks out, then sat cross-legged, arms draped casually over her knees.
“Figured the fire was nice… but this might be better.”
Sera took the cup, hands still warm from Sandra’s. She glanced at Vicky, who handed her a shot of something stronger.
“Thanks for all of this,” Sera said, voice soft. “It meant more than I can really say.”
Panam gave a small shrug, but her eyes didn’t leave hers.
“You don’t need to say it. You showed up. That’s what matters.”
Sandra looked down at her ring, running a thumb gently along the engraving inside. Her voice was quiet, thoughtful.
“I always knew I’d be married one day... but I didn’t think it would feel like both parts of me could belong in the same space.”
Vicky leaned back, propped up on one arm.
“That’s the trick,” she said. “Getting both parts to stop fighting each other long enough to just be.”
Panam looked at Sandra for a long moment.
“You’ve always belonged. Even when you haven't seen it yet.”
She turned her gaze toward Sera.
“And you… you could’ve just been here because of her. That would’ve been enough. But you made yourself part of us. You worked. You bled. You stayed.”
Sera’s throat tightened slightly. She took a sip of the coffee, its bitterness grounding her.
“I didn’t want to just be the girl Sandra loved. I wanted to earn a living being part of this.”
“You did,” Vicky said plainly. “Over and over.”
They sat in silence for a while comfortably. The fire popped somewhere in the distance. A breeze picked up, carrying with it the scent of desert sage and something faintly sweet.
Sandra shifted slightly and looked between them.
“Do you remember the first time I told you about her?” she asked Panam.
Panam smiled faintly.
“You didn’t shut up for an entire ride. Wouldn’t stop saying her name just ‘she’s got these eyes’ and ‘I don’t know, she gets me.’ Thought you’d been shot with a goddamn biopulse.”
Sera laughed, the sound soft against the fading light. Sandra nudged her knee gently.
“I hadn’t even kissed you yet. I just knew.”
Sera looked down, then up at Panam and Vicky, her voice quieter.
“It means a lot… that you both wanted to do this for us.”
Panam tilted her head.
“You’re family. We celebrate.”
Vicky sipped from her cup, then looked at Sandra.
“Now comes the real work.”
Sandra smirked.
“Does that mean you’re handing us jobs again?”
“Maybe,” Vicky said, deadpan. “Maybe not.”
Panam glanced between the four of them, then let her voice settle into something softer.
“Marriage isn’t the ring. It’s the ride.”
“And sometimes,” she added, “it’s making sure the rig’s still running when the storms hit.”
Sera leaned into Sandra a little more, fingers laced quietly with hers.
“We’ll ride through it. All of it.”
Panam raised her cup. Vicky mirrored her.
Sandra followed.
Sera lifted hers last.
They clinked them together not loudly, not ceremonially. Just enough.
Then they drank.
The fire still burned in the distance, and around it, four women sat grounded in the same truth:
That love was chosen. That family was earned, and that this, right here, was the kind of peace they’d all been chasing for a very long time.
They stood wrapping Panam, and Vicky in tight hugs.
Sera smiled. “Told my Mama I would take Sandra to see her new movie while we were in town.”
Sandra's eyes gleamed. “It sounds exciting.”
Panam smiled. “Go have fun lovebirds.”
Vicky placed an arm on Sandra’s shoulder. “Make sure you say goodbye before you leave town.”
Sandra nodded. “We will have breakfast tomorrow I promise. Valerie, and Judy too.”
Sera smirked. “I'll make sure they get up, and moving tomorrow.”
With one last hug shared they got into their rig heading towards City Center.
The engine hummed low beneath them as the rig rolled back into town, headlights sweeping across street signs and darkened storefronts as the last glow of daylight dipped behind the lake. The wind was cooler now, carrying the scent of pine and warm pavement. City Center was quieter at this hour less bustle, more pause. The kind of calm that came after a day that meant something.
Sera glanced over at Sandra as they pulled up in front of the Klamath Falls Theater, neon marquee glowing above the entrance:
NOW SHOWING WARRIORS IN LOVE Written and Directed by Judy Alvarez
She grinned.
“Think your mom wrote herself in as the rebel or the romantic?”
Sandra smirked, already halfway stepping out.
“Depends if she gave the other one a shotgun.”
They stepped out, boots echoing faintly on the sidewalk as they made their way up the short flight of stairs. The lobby was lit in soft gold and red tones, worn in just enough to feel familiar. The scent of buttered popcorn hit them immediately, warm, sharp, nostalgic.
Sera headed straight for the counter.
“Popcorn?” Sera asked, already eyeing the biggest bucket.
Sandra leaned in with a smirk. “Only if you’re feeding me.”
Sera raised a brow. “Oh, we’re doing that tonight?”
“Depends how charming you are at the counter.”
Sera chuckled. “Drink?”
“Large. Like my patience with your flirting.”
“Greedy.”
“Married,” Sandra said, bumping her hip as she passed. “Perks come standard.”
Sera rolled her eyes, amused, and ordered the largest bucket they had and two drinks, one cola, one cherry fizz. She handed Sandra hers before balancing the tub of popcorn in her arms like sacred cargo.
They made their way inside the main theater, which was modest but well-kept. Cushioned seats. A few scattered couples and solo viewers already settled in, chatting quietly or scrolling holos as they waited for the previews to end.
Sera led them to a pair of seats near the middle good view, not too close. She set the drinks in the holders and handed the popcorn to Sandra before shrugging off her jacket and draping it across her lap.
The screen flickered as the studio logo faded.
“This feels weird,” Sera whispered. “Like, that’s my mom. Up there. On a movie screen.”
Sandra smiled, then leaned close enough for her voice to be only heard for Sera.
“We get to watch her fight for love. That’s kind of the Alvarez brand.”
The movie began.
Opening shot: a burning skyline. Sirens. Gunfire in the distance. Then the camera swept down to reveal two women in matching jackets, crouched behind a rusted car, exchanging glances and whispered plans.
Judy’s name hit the bottom of the screen in bold font.
Written and Directed by Judy Alvarez.
Sandra’s hand found Sera’s without hesitation.
They didn’t talk much during the film. Just small reactions. A little laugh when one of the characters quipped something dry and painfully familiar. A sharp inhale when a fight broke out inside a ruined arcade. A soft smile when the two leads found each other in the middle of the chaos, hands trembling but steadying one another.
Sandra glanced at Sera once and saw the faint shine in her eyes, the pride she wasn’t saying out loud.
She squeezed her hand.
Halfway through the movie, Sandra leaned over and whispered:
“Think she based that line on something your mom actually said?”
Sera grinned, eyes still on the screen.
“If it involves blowing something up while flirting? Definitely.”
They shared the popcorn between soft laughs and quiet awe, two voices woven into the shadows of the theater, watching someone they both loved tell a story that, in a way, was theirs too.
When the credits rolled Judy’s name glowing center screen once again neither of them moved right away. They just sat there, hands laced, hearts full.
“She did it,” Sandra said softly.
“Yeah,” Sera murmured. “She really did.”
The theater lights eased on in a slow glow, soft gold spilling down the aisles as the last names faded from the screen. A few scattered audience members stretched and filed out in murmurs, but Sera and Sandra lingered, still holding hands in the gentle hush that followed.
Neither of them said much at first. There was nothing that needed to be spoken just yet. Just the echo of Judy’s story still clinging to the screen, and the quiet truth that it had hit deeper than either of them expected.
Sera finally leaned forward and reached for her holo from the inner pocket of her jacket. The screen lit up, reflecting across her cheekbone as she tapped open the message thread labeled Mama.
She stared at it for a second.
Then typed, slow and careful.
Sera:
We just finished watching Warriors in Love. I cried. A little.
Okay, maybe more than a little.
It was beautiful.
Thank you for writing something that felt like home.
We’re so proud of you. So damn proud.
Love you, Mama.
She hit send, then tucked the holo back in her pocket and let out a soft exhale.
Sandra nudged her shoulder with her own.
“Think she’ll cry when she reads it?”
“Probably.” Sera smiled. “She’s earned it.”
They stood, Sera slid her jacket back on before grabbing the empty drink cups and slipping quietly into the aisle, then out into the cooler night air.
The streets were quiet now, the hum of nightlife softer here than it ever was in Night City. Neon glowed gently above shops closed for the night, old tech stores, a vintage vinyl shop with a dusty “OPEN TOMORROW” sign, a quiet corner café with string lights twinkling above the patio.
They walked without hurry, side by side, arms occasionally brushing. Sandra had her hands in the pockets of her jacket, Sera walking close enough that their steps stayed in rhythm.
The stars were starting to cut through the haze overhead. Farther off, the lake reflected the town’s glow like a calm, listening mirror.
“Kind of crazy,” Sera said softly, “seeing the woman who used to tuck me in at night become a legend on a movie screen.”
Sandra glanced over, smiling faintly.
“She’s always been a legend.”
“Yeah. But now she’s got credits and a soundtrack.”
“And explosions!” Sandra exclaimed.
Sera laughed under her breath.
“Definitely her touch.”
They stopped at the corner where the streetlight buzzed overhead, casting a wide halo over the old brickwork. Sera looked up, her hand found Sandra’s again.
“Today felt… right.”
Sandra nodded, squeezing gently.
“Like we stitched everything together.”
Sera leaned in, resting her temple against Sandra’s.
“No better place to end it than under the stars, full of popcorn, and bragging about our moms.”
Sandra smiled. “Let’s make it a habit.”
They stood there a moment longer two silhouettes against the amber glow of their hometown, woven together by road, fire, and love.
They returned to the rig ready for a night alone at home
The rig rumbled softly beneath them as the town gave way to open stretch again, the pavement unraveling into the quiet two-lane road that led toward the lake and the Alvarez home.
The windows were cracked just enough to let in the breeze. The night air carried the scent of pine and distant water. The world felt still.
Sandra rested her head against the window, eyes half-closed, the soft thrum of tires against asphalt lulling her toward something close to sleep. Sera drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting lightly on Sandra’s knee.
There wasn’t any music playing. Just the hum of the engine and the comfort of being exactly where they were meant to be.
The rig pulled into the driveway under the wash of warm porch light. Sera shut it down and stepped out first, stretching briefly before circling around to help Sandra out. They didn’t say much, just exchanged tired, quiet smiles as they stepped onto the porch and into the stillness of home.
Inside, the house welcomed them like it always did: the scent of wood and desert air lingering in the walls, low lights already on, casting golden glows across familiar shelves and the soft sprawl of couch cushions.
Boots were kicked off at the door. Jackets hung. Phones forgotten.
Sandra disappeared into the kitchen for a moment to grab them each a glass of water, while Sera lit one of the low wall lamps near the living room couch. She pulled a blanket down from the backrest, already settling into the cushions with a contented sigh.
By the time Sandra returned, she’d tucked her knees under herself and patted the space beside her.
Sandra set the glasses on the side table and dropped onto the couch with a sigh of her own.
Sandra leaned in without hesitation, her body curving into Sera’s side like it was always meant to be there. Her hand resting on Sera’s waist.
Sera let the moment breathe.
Then reached out and picked up a small, worn book from the nightstand, a weathered collection of short stories bound in soft brown leather. The edges were frayed, pages marked with small notes and creases from years of re-reading.
She opened it without asking.
Sandra let out a quiet hum, closing her eyes as her head settled against Sera’s shoulder.
“Start with the one about the train,” she murmured.
“Already there,” Sera said softly.
She began to read.
Her voice was low, steady measured like the turning of a wheel on gravel, like the steady burn of a campfire. The story unfolded slowly, filled with dusty roads, stars seen through cracked windshields, and characters who loved each other through long nights and longer silences.
Sandra didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Her fingers curled gently around the hem of Sera’s shirt, holding her there without ever saying it aloud.
Outside, the lake rippled in the darkness. Inside, time slipped by in soft page turns and the warmth of skin against skin beneath a shared blanket.
Eventually, Sera paused mid-sentence.
“You falling asleep on me?”
Sandra’s voice was the faintest whisper.
“No… just listening.”
Sera smiled and brushed her lips gently across Sandra’s temple.
“I’ll keep going.”
The words filled the space like music, rising and falling with the rhythm of love lived long. The world, once again, gave them peace enough to simply be.
Tomorrow they hit the road once again, but tonight they had each other.
Chapter 3: Valerie Alvarez Live At Wildest Dreams
Summary:
Valerie debuts her new single Love Through Loss the title track from her debut album of the same. She stuns the crowd in the opening performance.
After bringing the tears she raises the spirits erupting the room singing her first single Ashes Rise.
After performing two songs she catches her breath backstage with Judy, Vanessa, and Jessica.
She returns to the stage singing Starfall. She write this about Sera about the she gave her, and what your daughter meant to her.
She closes it with The Roads We Travelled a Clan Alvarez anthem reigniting the room with energy before closing out her setlist.
She returns home with Judy sharing pizza in a playful evening full of love that only they could bring.
Chapter Text
The backstage area of Wildest Dreams was half-lit and humming with low, pulsing vibrations walls layered in soundproofing mesh, BD signal relays, and faint neon veins tracing the ceilings like circuitry. The distant thump of bass from the house floor was muffled, but present like a heart just out of reach.
Valerie stood near the mirror, guitar strapped to her shoulder, breath steady but deep. The silver body of the instrument glinted as she flexed her hands over the strings, checking tension, checking herself.
Judy crouched in front of a junction panel tucked into the wall, eyes flicking across the soft-blue interface. Her fingers worked quickly checking feed latency, data pressure, emotional bleed range. The light from the screen painted her cheekbones with pale electric shimmer. Her brows furrowed in quiet concentration, lips moving just slightly as she read through the signal output.
Valerie stepped over, boots clicking quietly against the steel flooring.
“How’s she lookin’?” she asked, nodding at the interface.
Judy smiled up at her, that calm, deliberate smile that always landed just below Valerie’s ribs.
“Stable, smooth, no fragment drift. The BD grid’s already syncing to your core vitals.” She paused, tapping once more. “Memory bleed’s at thirty percent. Should keep the projection clean, but emotional fidelity’s still sharp. They’ll feel it.”
Valerie let out a slow breath, fingers lightly drumming the guitar’s edge.
“You sure it won’t pull anything… raw?”
Judy stood, brushing her hands off on her jacket. She stepped close, closer than tech-checks required, and lifted her palm to Valerie’s cheek. Her thumb grazed just under her eye, then traced the line of her jaw down to her neck, where the thin, subdermal BD relay sat just beneath the skin. A soft, violet pulse flickered under the surface, like a heartbeat caught in the throat.
“I tuned the sync myself, Val,” she said gently. “It’ll only show what you choose to share. But if anything feels like too much, just squeeze the neck of your guitar. That'll throttle the bleed in real-time.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, giving her that small smirk the one that only surfaced when the walls came down.
“So basically, you wired up my trauma to a light show.”
Judy chuckled.
“Technically… I wired your healing to one.” She kissed her lightly. “Besides what’s the point of rising from the ashes if nobody sees the flames?”
Valerie looked down, then up again. Her hand found Judy’s and gave it a gentle squeeze.
“Alright. Let’s show 'em what love through loss really looks like.”
Judy nodded, stepping back toward the panel and tapping the final sequence.
“BD feed is yours, mi amor. You’re live in five.”
The violet pulse beneath Valerie’s skin glowed brighter for a moment then settled, calm and synced.
She turned toward the stage stairs, the murmur of the crowd growing louder beyond the curtain. The guitar in her hands hummed faintly through the relay. Every heartbeat, every breath, every fragment of memory ready to become light.
Behind her, Judy watched her go. Quiet, proud, and still working the science of love like only she could.
The club had gone quiet in that reverent way only Wildest Dreams could pull off like the world had suddenly remembered how to listen.
Valerie stood in the soft silver glow at center stage, her body still, her expression calm but unreadable. Her guitar, polished silver chrome with purple inlays, with a lotus flower etched on the base rested against her hip like it belonged there as much a part of her now as her heartbeat. She adjusted the strap once, her fingers brushing the etched name on the neck, and looked out past the lights.
Judy made her way from the backstage area to the front row, her eyes locked into Valerie.
Valeire's eyes found her, and she smiled. Not a showy grin. Just something warm and intimate, something that didn’t need an audience.
“This one’s for her,” Valerie said into the mic, voice husky with emotion. “It’s the title track off the album. About how we found something beautiful... even when everything else was on fire.”
A soft ripple passed through the room. The lights above dimmed, leaving only her and the guitar bathed in a pale, almost moonlike shimmer. Then she strummed the first chord low and slow, vibrating deep into the bones.
“I was ashes…”
“…scattered in a world gone cold.”
Her voice was sultry and smooth, but just cracked enough to carry weight. The words spilled out like smoke, rising from memory unpolished, aching, true.
“Carving dreams from the wreckage…”
“Never letting go…”
“You found me broken in the blackest night…”
“But your voice cut through like morning light…”
On-screen, the BD visuals shimmered into motion: fractured echoes of rainy alleyways, a rooftop held together by neon and a trembling kiss. Valerie curled closer to the mic, her tone dipping into a near whisper.
“Didn’t ask for saving…”
“Didn’t know I could feel…”
“But your touch turned the silence…”
“Into something real…”
Then her voice rose smooth giving way to steel.
“We found love through loss…”
“Through fire and pain…”
“In a city built to break us…”
“We rose again…”
“Every scar…”
“Every shadow we crossed…”
“Led me home to your heart…”
“We found love… through loss…”
The chorus poured out of her like it had lived in her chest for years.
The crowd didn't move. They were suspended some with closed eyes, some with hands clutched over their hearts. Judy’s breath hitched, her hands slowly rising to cover her mouth.
Valerie’s fingers danced again.
“I saw ghosts in chrome reflections…”
“Lived on borrowed time…”
“But you kissed the fear…”
“Out of every line…”
The tempo slowed, breathless.
“We danced through the static…”
“We dared to dream…”
“You’re the calm in the chaos…”
“My only peace…”
The guitar began to rise again, carried by a gentle harmony in the background just enough to lift her next words like wind beneath falling leaves.
“Didn’t need a promise…”
“Just the way you stayed…”
“When the world fell down…”
“You never looked away…”
Then came the second chorus, louder now like the song was finally catching fire.
“We found love through loss…”
“Through fire and pain…”
“In a city built to break us…”
“We rose again…”
“Every scar…”
“Every shadow we crossed…”
“Led me home to your heart…”
“We found love… through loss…”
Her voice cracked just enough on the word home. She didn’t hide it.
Instead of a third verse, the music thinned. The lights softened to a hush. And Valerie stepped forward, unplugged from the BD feed entirely. Just her, just the raw guitar, and her voice, bare and open as the night she almost didn’t survive.
“Lotus bloom…”
“…where the blood once ran…”
“Two roses for the lives…”
“…we couldn’t plan…”
“But I’d do it all again…”
“Just to see you stand…”
“Right here….”
“Right now….”
“With your hand in my hand…”
She looked straight at Judy.
And then, with every fiber of herself, she sang the final chorus.
“We found love through loss…”
“Through tears and flame…”
“Through the nights we thought we’d never reclaim…”
“But here we are…”
“No more lines to cross…”
“Only light in your eyes…”
“We found love…”
“Through loss…”
The last note faded like the final breath of a long, storm-tossed night. Then silence.
For one long second, there was no sound.
Then the bar broke. Cheers erupted, hands clapped to hearts, people stood to scream and cry. The BD projectors flickered back on in a storm of rose petals and rising lotus blooms.
Judy didn’t move frozen in place, tears streaking her cheeks, hands trembling. Valerie set her guitar gently aside, eyes never leaving Judy’s.
Then she mouthed, “For you.”
Valerie didn’t wait. She turned back toward the mic, lips curling into a sly, defiant grin. That tenderness? Still there, but something sharp now gleamed beneath it. She slung the guitar lower and stepped forward into the light.
“Enough crying,” she said, voice fierce and bright. “Now we rise.”
The first strum was filthy. Distorted. Heavy. The kind of sound that grabbed your ribs and rattled your spine. The crowd roared on instinct, fists already pumping. A ripple of gold-red light swirled overhead, like fire blooming in the air.
Then she spoke not sang, spoke, the words rough like broken glass polished by time.
“Snake Nation tried to kill me.”
“They hurt my family.”
“I’ve endured their shit.”
“With every bullet I’ve been hit.”
She paused. Let it hang.
“Like a Phoenix…”
“I rose again.”
The bass dropped like a bomb. The stage exploded in sound and motion. Valerie was a force now moving, burning, alive. The BD visuals behind her flared with street battles, flaming roads, Klamath Falls in ruins, and then rising. The lotus emblem on her guitar glowed violet in the dark.
She shouted into the mic, voice slamming like a war cry.
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS!”
The crowd erupted.
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!”
“UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!”
“SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!”
Fists hit the air. Feet stomped. Some people cried while screaming. Others screamed while smiling. Everyone felt it. The anger. The grief. The pride. The rebirth.
The lyrics burned through the room like scripture. Names whispered of the dead. Families lost. A city that had fallen, then clawed its way back on bloodied knees.
“Every throw of the dice, we’re the ones who pay the price…”
“We are the virtue locked inside their vice!”
Valerie wasn’t just performing. She was the anthem. Stalking the stage like a storm, eyes glowing in the lights, hair whipping around her shoulders, guitar growling beneath every scream. She howled the bridge into the crowd like a challenge:
“We’ll never fade away…”
“Even when we crumble like clay…”
“Let’s show ‘em we won’t obey!”
The crowd fired back, word for word.
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!”
“UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!”
“SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!”
By the end, she was on her knees, screaming the last verse with fire in her throat and tears on her cheeks.
“WE JUST RISE AGAIN!”
“RISE AGAIN!”
“RISE… AGAIN!!”
The final scream tore from her like lightning, cracked and perfect.
“WE WILL RISE!”
Everything stopped.
The lights died out, the smoke stilled, and for a single breath the whole city held still with her.
Then came the roar.
A tidal wave of sound. A crowd transformed. Chanting her name. Chanting the city’s name. Chanting the words like they were more than lyrics.
“WE WILL RISE!”
Judy rushed the side of the stage, arms open, tears falling.
Valerie, still panting, still fire-eyed, let the guitar rest in the strap. Then ran straight to her, and kissed her like the world hadn’t burned and rebuilt itself just to see them standing here now.
The last scream still echoed in her chest as she stepped offstage, sweat curling down the line of her neck, her throat raw from the storm she’d just unleashed. Judy slipped to the back booth while she caught her breath.
Ashes Rise was still burning in the crowd's lungs. She could feel it even here, behind the low partition curtain separating the stage from the private booth area. The BD projectors were slowing down now, tapering their riot-red visuals into a more subdued shimmer of violet ash, embers falling through the air like the aftermath of something holy.
Valerie rolled her shoulders and unstrapped her guitar, her body buzzing with adrenaline. Her boots echoed across the polished floor as she slipped past the staff hallway and into the intimate alcove nestled just off the stage. The world here pulsed lower, cooler lit in hues of deep plum and gold. Velvet drapes swayed under the push of recycled air. Glass panels fogged gently in the corners where warmth met chill.
There they were.
Judy sat waiting in the booth, one arm draped across the backrest, her other hand curling around a half-poured glass of Centzon Tequila. Her eyes caught Valerie the moment she stepped in wild and warm and worshipful, rimmed with smudged liner that shimmered slightly beneath the light.
“Tore the place down,” Judy said, voice low, proud. “They’ll be coughing up ash for a week.”
Valerie smirked, collapsing into the seat beside her and exhaling like she hadn’t since stepping onstage. “Then it’s working.”
Across the table, Vanessa lifted her glass in greeting. Her yellow eyes caught the light like molten gold, framed by the sleek, wolf-like plates of her dark exotic augments. They shimmered as she moved a woman who carried elegance like a concealed blade.
“You weren’t performing,” Vanessa said coolly. “You were testifying.”
“I felt my fucking lungs shake,” added Jessica, perched beside her, tail coiled neatly along the bench. Her chrome-threaded cheeks flashed with that faint blue glow as she leaned forward. The white fennec ears twitching slightly with every throb of the subwoofers gave her a soft, wild poise that belied the heat behind her grin. “That second song? That was war in lipstick.”
Valerie chuckled, low and spent, and reached for the bottle in Judy’s hand.
She poured herself a heavy shot. No flair, no toast. Just the burn. She took it back fast, the liquid slicing down her throat in a way that almost soothed the ache left behind by her scream.
Judy’s hand slid onto her thigh beneath the table, grounding her.
“Crowd’s still riding it,” Judy murmured near her ear. “But they’re waiting. You’ve got two left. You sure you wanna go soft next?”
Valerie looked down at the half-empty glass, then leaned into the warmth at her side.
“Yeah,” she said quietly. “I bared the pain. Now I want to give them peace.”
Jessica traced lazy circles on her own glass. “They won’t expect it. You dropped napalm. Now you’re gonna make 'em cry again.”
“Good,” Vanessa said. “Real tears, not projection spills. You earned it.”
The four of them sat like that for a moment caught in the eye of the storm, wrapped in low music and soft lights and the scent of smoke and tequila. The curtain pulsed behind them as the stage lights began to shift once more, resetting from ash to deep indigo.
Judy looked over at her, brushing a hand through Valerie’s damp hair.
“You ready?”
Valerie leaned in, kissed her slowly. No heat, no fire, just presence. Her lips lingered, her breath still tasting of Centzon and adrenaline.
“Always.”
She stood again, reaching for her guitar. The BD link reactivated with a soft hum beneath her ear. She flexed her fingers, exhaled slowly, and stepped into the light.
It was time to give them the calm after the storm.
The crowd was still catching its breath when the lights bloomed anew, brilliant white against a background of midnight blue like stars punching through deep sky.
Valerie strode back onstage, her silver guitar slung low again, jacket still off, tank clinging to her skin in the humid haze of the club. She moved with that same grounded fire every step confident, but crackling with emotion just beneath the surface.
She grabbed the mic, voice still rough from the last two songs, but steady with warmth.
“Everyone having fun?!”
The crowd roared in return, the kind of response that made you feel taller.
Valerie grinned, eyes dancing.
“One of the best parts of surviving this long,” she said, “is getting to be a mom.”
That quiet hush returned different now. Curious, reverent.
“My little girl got married yesterday.” Her voice caught for just a second, but she didn’t hide it. “She couldn’t be here tonight, but I’m sure most of you remember Sera.”
“She used to sneak into rehearsals back in the day. Thought no one saw her hiding behind the amps.”
“I always called her Starshine 'cause she lit up the darkest parts of my life like a star across a black sky.”
Valerie’s fingers brushed the strings.
“This one’s for her. It’s called Starfall.”
The first few notes rang out clean, radiant, a steady riff that shimmered like starlight skipping over glass. Then the bass kicked in, low and warm, followed by the drums, steady and pulsing like a heartbeat ready to run.
Valerie ran with it.
Her voice burst into motion, bright, powerful, alive.
“You were born in the dark, but you burned so bright
Little laugh like lightning, heart full of fight
I was hollow, just heat barely holding on
Then you called me Mom… and the shadows were gone.”
She spun on her heel, stepping toward the crowd, eyes glinting. The BD projectors flickered to life again this time not memory, but dream. A night sky unfolded behind her, slow and majestic, stars moving in time with the beat.
“You were starshine cutting through my night
Every step, you turned wrong into right
You gave me reason, gave me flame
You gave this broken world a name.”
The crowd was with her now clapping, stomping, hands in the air. Valerie’s energy was contagious, pure joy wrapped in grit. Her voice rose into the chorus like a flare.
“Fallin’ from the sky, you lit my way
Even when the world tried to burn us away
You’re the reason I kept climbing, kept the fight alive
Starshine, you saved my life
You’re my Starfall my fire in flight.”
Guitar solo. Fast, and spiraling. The kind of solo that didn’t need technical perfection because it was too damn busy being felt. Valerie bent low into it, hair flying, fingers blistering through the strings.
Then she rose back into the verse this time eyes shimmering as the emotion crept deeper in.
“You danced through warzones, fearless and free
Told me stories of hope I could barely believe
You held my hand when my mind lost track
Swore you’d bring my broken pieces back.”
Behind her, the BD feed showed a child running through a field of floating lights starlike embers rising from grass. Sera’s laugh echoed faintly beneath the music, just layered enough to feel like a memory half-remembered.
Valerie’s voice cracked on the next line, but she didn’t stop. She pushed through.
“Now you’ve got someone to hold you tight
To chase your dreams and guard your nights
But baby girl, just know this part
You’ll always be the center of my heart.”
She raised her head and sang into the final chorus, wide open and wild with love.
“Fallin’ from the sky, you lit my way
Even when the world tried to burn us away
You’re the reason I kept climbing, kept the fight alive
Starshine, you saved my life
You’re my Starfall my fire in flight
Yeah, my Starfall still burning bright.”
The outro slowed soft finger-picked notes echoing out over the room, backed by a gentle BD shimmer of a starfield in slow orbit.
“No matter where you fly… I’ll see your light
You’ll always be my… Starfall in the night…”
Valerie let the last note hang in the air.
Not a tear in her eyes, but something far heavier. A weight only mothers know. The kind you wear like armor made of memory and pride.
The crowd didn’t cheer right away.
They stood silent, and moved.
Then someone in the back raised a hand and called out, voice shaking…
“To the Starfall!”
The roar returned so loud it shook the walls.
The crowd was still pulsing from the ache of Starfall when Valerie stepped to the front of the stage, a different light behind her eyes now something calmer, older, but no less fierce. She scanned the room with a long look, letting the moment breathe. Her hand found the mic. She didn’t yell. She didn’t need to.
“I see a lot of Clan Alvarez here tonight.”
The crowd roared the sound of jackets rustling, hands rising, voices calling home.
“You know what this one is.”
A pause. A smile.
“Bring your energy. Help me close this the way we used to around the fire. This song’s called The Roads We Travelled.”
A cheer swelled like thunder.
She strummed once warm, steady, unhurried. The kind of sound that evoked old Nomad paths, stars overhead, boots in the dust. The BD projectors responded not with flash, but with soft flickers of flame campfires lighting up in the dark like a trail of memories across the club.
The guitar found its rhythm, and the crowd clapped in sync.
“We started out with rusted rigs and dreams we couldn’t name,
Dust in our teeth and hearts too wild to tame.
No maps, no roads just the fire we carried inside
And the ones who rode beside us through every brutal ride.”
Voices rose. First a few. Then dozens.
“We fought for more than just a place to rest,
We built a home outta blood and outta breath.
And when the silence tried to steal what we became
We shouted back and burned our name into the flame.”
Her voice lifted, and now the crowd sang with her.
“These are the roads we travelled!”
“These are the hands that pulled us through!”
“This is the fire we saddled!”
“This is the family we never knew!”
“We are the walls when the winds blow cold…”
“We are the story still being told!”
“This is the Clan, this is the vow!”
“And we’re still ridin’...still ridin’ now.”
Drums joined in not overpowering, just grounding. The tempo was steady, pulsing like a caravan heartbeat. Behind Valerie, the BD feed showed ghost-echoes of the early days convoys under moonlight, campfires in forgotten towns, Judy tuning radios while Valerie cleaned a rifle under starlight.
She stepped to the edge of the stage, lowering the mic so the front rows could carry it:
“We lost some names along the way
Tattooed in the dirt and the break of day.
But we remember. We keep them close.
Every mile, every toast.”
Vanessa stood now in the back of the room, raising a glass.
Jessica stood beside her, mouthing every word.
“We built bridges outta grief and flame,
Found sisters and brothers who’d take our name.
Now we ride for something true
A place that rose from what we knew.”
Valerie’s voice cracked but she didn’t pull back.
“These are the roads we travelled!”
“These are the scars that made us whole!”
“This is the bond we saddled!”
“This is the story burned into our soul!”
“We are the shield, we are the flame…”
“We are the ones who carved our name!”
The lights behind her flared, revealing one final image: dozens of Clan Alvarez jackets hung along the edges of the BD frame, each one stitched with a name. Judy. Valerie. Sera. Sandra. Ainara.
Every one of them is still riding strong.
“So here’s to the sparks that became our fire,
To the tired hands that still lift us higher,
To the love that turned the war into a home,
And the promise we’ll never ride alone.”
The final chorus rose not a performance, but a chorus of hearts. Valerie stood back, letting them take it.
“These are the roads we travelled!”
“These are the hands that pulled us through!”
“This is the fire we saddled!”
“This is the family that always knew!”
“We are the walls when the winds blow cold…”
“We are the story still being told!”
“This is the Clan, this is the vow…”
“And we’re still ridin’...still ridin’ now!”
Valerie strummed the last chord, letting it fade into the sound of voices still singing, clapping, holding each other close.
She didn’t speak.
She just pressed her fist to her heart, eyes glassy, and bowed her head once to the room that had become more than a crowd. It was Clan.
It was a family, and their roads were still being written.
Valerie stood center stage, her silver guitar resting against her hip, her chest still rising and falling from the final chorus.
The crowd was on their feet shouting, whistling, clapping in unison, still echoing the chant from The Roads We Travelled. Some were crying. Some were laughing. All of them were with her.
She lifted the mic one last time.
“Thank you, Wildest Dreams.”
Her voice cracked just enough to make it perfect.
The lights dimmed. The projectors faded into dusk-purple. And Valerie stepped offstage slowly, steady vanishing behind the curtain like a star slipping beneath the horizon.
The noise from the club dulled the moment she entered the backstage corridor. The hallway stretched long and quiet, humming with residual energy, the kind that lingers after something real has been said aloud.
She unclipped her guitar and passed it off to one of the tech crew with a grateful nod. Her boots were heavy against the floor now, the weight of performance giving way to something softer something earned.
At the end of the hallway, Judy was waiting.
She leaned against the wall with her arms crossed, still wearing that faint smirk the one she always wore when Valerie surprised even her. But her eyes were something else entirely.
Full, shining, and raw with pride.
Valerie didn’t say anything at first. Just stepped into her and wrapped her arms around her waist, pulling her close. Judy’s arms slipped around her shoulders without hesitation.
They stood like that for a moment. No words. Just the soft hum of cooling amps and muffled chants still drifting through the walls.
Eventually, Valerie broke the silence, voice rough with afterglow and tequila burn.
“My throat’s dead. My back’s wrecked. My fingers feel like I punched God’s teeth.”
Judy chuckled against her.
“You were beautiful.”
“I was sweaty.”
“Yeah.” A pause. “Still beautiful.”
Valerie pulled back just enough to rest her forehead against Judy’s.
“They sang with me, Jude.”
“All of them.”
Judy’s smile softened, her hand slipping behind Valerie’s neck to cradle the back of her head.
“Of course they did.”
“You gave them something worth remembering.”
They kissed slowly, steady, a grounding kind of kiss. The kind that didn’t ask for more. The kind that said I see you.
Valerie let herself breathe fully for the first time in hours.
“Let’s go home,” she whispered.
“Thought you’d never ask.”
They walked down the hall hand-in-hand, leaving behind the echo of applause, the taste of Centzon still on their tongues, and the kind of night that doesn’t just end it becomes part of the road.
The stars had followed them home.
Outside the tall windows of their lakeside house, the sky stretched wide and dark, scattered with constellations that shimmered faintly above the water. The night was quiet, the kind of hush that only comes after giving the world everything you had to give.
Inside, it smelled like pizza, worn leather, and the leftover charge of stage lights still clinging to Valerie’s hair.
She dropped the last slice of locust pepperoni with extra cheese onto the box with a satisfied grunt and collapsed sideways into the couch, one arm flung across Judy’s lap. Her boots had already been kicked somewhere near the entry. Her jacket hung off the couch, and her hair still a mess of sweaty red curls.
“I think my spine is officially soup,” she mumbled into Judy’s thigh.
Judy snorted and ran her fingers through her hair, nails scratching gently along her scalp.
“Rockstar problems.”
“My brain’s still humming that last chorus.”
“So are the neighbors, probably.”
Valerie cracked one eye open and grinned.
“They joined the Clan. Comes with front row seats, but not leftover pizza.”
Judy picked up a crust and bit into it lazily, her eyes flicking over Valerie’s profile still glowing faintly from the high. There was something soft in her gaze now. Something only Valerie got to see.
“You were a storm up there,” she said quietly.
“Yeah? Thought I might’ve overdone it.”
“No.” Judy leaned down and kissed the top of her head. “You gave them something to believe in again.”
Valerie closed her eyes. Let the moment settle into her bones.
Judy’s voice dropped lower, just above a whisper.
“You gave me something to believe in again.”
That pulled Valerie upright half-laughing, half-teasing, all affection.
“God, you’re gonna make me cry. Right after pizza. You monster.”
Judy smirked, then grabbed a couch pillow and thumped it softly against her arm.
“Shut up and snuggle, diva.”
Valerie twisted around and dropped fully into her lap, feet kicked up onto the coffee table, arms lazily wrapped around Judy’s waist.
“See, now this is the encore I wanted.”
“Don’t get used to it,” Judy said, though she was already leaning down to press a kiss just behind Valerie’s ear. “Tomorrow I’m making you carry gear.”
“Nope. I’m on vocal rest. Doctor’s orders.”
“You’re not seeing a doctor.”
“I am the doctor.”
Judy laughed, low and warm, and curled her hand around Valerie’s.
Outside, the lake lapped gently at the dock. Inside, the house glowed in soft lamp light, half a pizza forgotten on the table, and two women tangled together on a couch that had seen more memories than most stages ever would.
The water was already steaming by the time Valerie stepped in, eyes half-lidded, skin still flushed from the night’s momentum. Judy stood with her back to the spray, arms loose at her sides, hair slicked back and clinging to her shoulders.
Valerie didn’t say anything. She just moved in close and rested her forehead to Judy’s collarbone.
Judy’s hands found her waist.
“Mmm,” Judy murmured, her breath against Valerie’s temple. “You’re warm.”
“I was under the lights for two hours. I’m radioactive.”
“You’re dripping on my foot.”
“That’s love, baby.”
Judy huffed a laugh and slid her hands lower, palms gliding across Valerie’s lower back. She leaned back just enough to look at her, then brushed a thumb across the hollow of her throat.
“You still buzzing?”
Valerie nodded once.
“Little bit.”
“Good. I’m not ready to let go of tonight yet.”
She kissed her. Slow, steady. Not chasing anything. Just a quiet claim.
The kiss lingered as the water poured down around them, soft and hot. Valerie’s hands found the slope of Judy’s hips, fingers curling just slightly.
Judy broke the kiss first and smiled, brushing Valerie’s wet hair back from her face.
“Turn around.”
“Bossy.”
“You reek of tequila, sweat, and holy fire.”
“Don’t forget pepperoni.”
Judy gave her a firm nudge.
“Turn that sexy ass, guapa.”
Valerie turned with a quiet chuckle. Judy took her time lathering shampoo, fingertips gentle as she massaged it through Valerie’s thick red hair.
“Don’t fall asleep.”
“No promises.”
“If you slide down this wall I’m leaving you here.”
“If I slide, it’s to escape your unrelenting sensual scalp care.”
Judy pressed a kiss to her shoulder.
“You’re welcome.”
They stood there for a long while, water tracing every inch of their skin like memory. No rush, and no agenda. Just the rhythm of breath and body, the comfort of knowing that nothing else needed to be said.
The bedroom was dim and quiet, the lake outside silvered under the stars. The sheets were kicked halfway down the bed. Valerie was already under them, her bare legs tangled in the cool fabric, one arm stretched lazily behind her head.
Judy walked in toweling her hair, watching her with that faint, tired grin she always wore when she was already thinking about morning coffee.
“You claim the good side again?”
Valerie opened one eye.
“It’s the one with the window.”
“And?”
“I like the moon on your skin.”
Judy snorted and dropped the towel.
“You’re full of shit.”
Valerie smiled. “Romantic shit.”
Judy climbed in without another word, pressing close, their skin still warm from the shower. Her arm curled around Valerie’s waist as naturally as breath.
“You okay?” she murmured into the space beneath her collarbone.
Valerie’s hand stroked up her back in slow, lazy lines.
“I’m home.”
That was it.
No fanfare, or deep talk. Just that shared weightless calm that only comes when love has long outlived the need to be explained.
Judy kissed the edge of Valerie’s jaw, then rested her head against her chest.
“Don’t let me sleep through coffee.”
Valerie winked. “If you do, I’m drinking both.”
Judy laughed. “I’ll bite you.”
Valerie smirked. “Kinky.”
A soft laugh between them. Then silence. Honest, and full silence.
Their bodies tangled, legs hooked, hands finding familiar places without thought.
Outside, the lake breathed against the dock, and inside, everything else could wait.
Chapter 4: Highland Junction
Summary:
Sera, and Sandra spend the morning with their Moms before preparing to head out to Highland Junction for an Escort mission.
Judy gives Sera her vintage camera as a belated birthday gift.
After goodbyes the pair hit the road towards Highland Junction. Joined by Screwbie the AI who has helped the family through years.
As the mission is set the convoy heads out through Raffen Shiv territory to reach Dust Bones Canyon to trade supplies.
Shiv plan to attack the convoy, but Sera, and Sandra prove why they are the daughters of Legends. The newlywed Merc wives protect the convoy the only way an Alvarez knows how.
Chapter Text
The scent of fresh coffee and sizzling chorizo filled the air, warm and grounding like a promise. Morning light streamed through the wide windows of Sera and Sandra’s house, casting soft gold across the dining table where the six of them had gathered, plates stacked with tortillas, roasted peppers, and scrambled eggs.
It was a quiet kind of morning peaceful, easy. The kind that didn’t rush you. Just let you exist in the moment.
Sera sat in her usual spot, hair still damp from a quick rinse, her Clan Alvarez jacket slung over the back of her chair. Beside her, Sandra was already halfway through her second tortilla, legs casually tangled with Sera’s under the table.
Panam and Vicky had claimed the bench across from them, coffee in hand, trading quiet side comments only they seemed to catch. Valerie and Judy were at the far end, close enough for conversation, far enough to lean into each other now and then between bites.
Judy reached for the coffee pot and refilled her cup with a casual ease, then glanced across the table at Sera.
“Hey,” she said with a crooked smile. “That message you sent me after the movie? That was beautiful.”
Sera blinked, caught off guard for half a second then smiled, a little sheepishly.
“Just wanted you to know how proud we are.”
Valerie cut in with a grin, sipping her coffee. “You definitely cried.”
Judy rolled her eyes, laughing. “Okay, yes, I cried. I wasn’t ready for the emotions.”
Panam chuckled behind her coffee mug. “Don’t think any of us were. The whole thing hit like a freight truck with romance.”
Judy shrugged. “Can’t help it if I write good kisses.”
Valerie bumped her shoulder, playful. “And war. Don’t forget the explosions.”
Then Judy’s tone shifted, just slightly softer, a little wistful.
“Still if you two had gotten back a week earlier, we could’ve had a wedding and a birthday to celebrate.”
She looked at Sera as she said it, with that quiet weight only a mother could carry.
Sera leaned back in her chair, lifting her coffee cup to her lips.
“You know I’ve never been big on birthdays.”
Sandra didn’t even look up from her plate as she answered:
“And I made sure she had one anyway.”
That earned her a grin and a kiss on the temple from Sera, and a round of knowing smiles from the rest of the table.
The conversation drifted gently after that soft banter, shared stories from the night before, light teasing about who burned what the last time they tried to cook together. Forks scraped plates. Coffee was refilled. The kind of breakfast that fills more than your stomach.
Eventually, Judy stood and dusted off her hands on her jeans.
“Be right back. Left something in the Racer.”
Valerie glanced at her. “What kinda something?”
Judy smirked. “The kind that doesn’t go stale.”
With that, she stepped out through the front door, letting the morning breeze curl through the kitchen in her wake.
Inside, the rest of them stayed seated, letting the warmth of food, laughter, and familiar company settle in like sunlight on old wood.
The front door creaked open again, and Judy stepped back inside, wiping her hands on her jacket as if brushing off dust that wasn’t there. She held a small box tucked carefully under one arm no wrapping, no bow, just that familiar worn cardboard with a corner slightly dented from age and use.
She walked straight over to Sera.
“I still wanted you to have this for your birthday.”
Sera blinked, sitting up a little straighter. “You didn’t have to…”
“I wanted to.”
Judy set the box down in front of her and gave a soft nod. “Go ahead. Open it.”
Sera peeled the flaps back slowly, careful even though the box was old and already softened from years of storage.
Inside was something older still. A vintage instant camera, matte black with fading silver trim and a worn leather strap looped neatly around it. She lifted it gently, as if it might crumble from being touched too hard. Her breath caught the moment she recognized it.
“Mama… is this your camera?”
Judy smiled, soft and full of memories. “The one. Every important photo I’ve ever taken I used that. Laguna Bend, your Mom and me at the lake, your slightly rebellious stage at 16…”
Sera laughed, eyes already glassy. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure. Take it with you. Capture the road. The good days. The quiet ones. Then bring them back to us when you’re home again.”
Sera swallowed hard, nodding.
“I will. I swear.”
She turned the camera in her hands, thumb brushing the old trigger. Then looked around the room the table, the sunlight across the counter, the way Valerie had her hand resting against Judy’s lower back, how Panam and Vicky leaned into each other, Sandra watching her with that unshakable smile.
“Let’s start now,” Sera said, lifting the camera. “While the six of us are still here.”
The next few minutes became a collage of chaos and love.
Chairs scraped back. Valerie insisted they needed better light and flung open the curtains while Judy scoffed and tried to fix everyone’s hair. Panam grabbed the hot sauce bottle like it was a prop weapon and held it over Vicky’s head, who just muttered “Try it and die.”
Sera took the first shot, a candid shot of Sandra laughing with an action pose, head tilted back in delight.
The second was staged: all six of them shoulder to shoulder in front of the big window, Sandra in Sera’s lap, Valerie with her arm around Judy, Panam sticking her tongue out at the camera just as it flashed.
Another of Judy and Valerie alone, heads leaned together, foreheads touching. One of Panam stealing a kiss from Vicky before she could protest.
Polaroids spilled from the side slot, slow to develop in that satisfying old-world way. Sera waved each one in the air like magic.
They laid them out on the table after, laughing as the faces came into focus blurred edges, awkward framing, but pure life in every image.
“We’re gonna need more film,” Sera said, brushing a strand of hair behind Sandra’s ear.
“We’ll send care packages,” Judy replied, grinning.
“With snacks,” Valerie added.
“And grenades,” said Panam.
“Obviously,” Vicky deadpanned.
They laughed until their cheeks hurt. Until it felt like maybe, just maybe, nothing could go wrong, and for now, nothing did.
The last photo was still developing on the table, its edges curling slightly in the morning sun. Everyone had settled back into their seats, the earlier energy mellowing into something quieter and sweeter. The coffee cups had cooled a little.
Sera sat curled against Sandra on the couch, the old camera still looped around her wrist. One of the photos, the one of her and Sandra mid-laugh was clutched between her fingers like a keepsake too precious to tuck away just yet.
Across from them, Valerie and Judy were nestled together in the big armchair by the window. Judy had kicked off her boots and tucked her feet beneath her, her head resting on Valerie’s shoulder as they shared the last few sips of their coffee. Valerie was softly playing with a strand of Judy’s hair, absentminded and content.
Panam and Vicky had taken the floor, backs against the couch, knees stretched out and ankles crossed. Vicky had pulled a hair tie from her wrist and was redoing Panam’s braid while Panam muttered about “traitorous hands” and “you’re pulling on purpose,” even as she leaned back into it like she secretly loved the attention.
The quiet was good. Comfortable. No one rushed to fill it.
Judy finally broke it with a soft voice, like she was speaking more to the room than anyone specific.
“Feels like... the kind of morning we used to dream about.”
Valerie nodded without looking up. “Yeah. Just… peace. After everything.”
Sandra smiled and kissed the side of Sera’s head. “It’s always been worth fighting for.”
Sera hummed in agreement, then turned slightly to face Judy. “We’re not gone for long.”
Judy smiled back, eyes warm. “I know.”
“And I’ll keep sending photos. Updates. Weird roadside snacks we try.”
“You better.” Valerie grinned. “I need to live vicariously through your chaos.”
“You’re the one who built my chaos, Mama.”
That got a round of quiet laughter. The kind that lives deep in the chest and doesn’t need to be loud to be real.
Judy reached out across the low table and gave Sera’s hand a light squeeze.
“I love you, mi cielo.”
“Love you too, Mama.”
The sun had climbed a little higher, painting the house in a golden wash by the time Sera and Sandra stepped into their bedroom to pack. The door clicked softly shut behind them, muffling the sounds of the others still gathered in the kitchen. It gave them just a moment one last breath of stillness before the road called again.
Sandra folded a pair of black jeans and slid them into Sera’s duffel. “Think you packed enough ammo?”
Sera smirked, zipping the outer case of the Laguna Belle’s custom shell kit. “If I didn’t, we’re not going far enough.”
They moved in sync, practiced in the dance of preparation. Tactical vests rolled tight, medkits checked, jackets folded then pulled on again. The weight of their gear didn’t seem heavy anymore, not when they carried it together.
Sandra adjusted the holster on Sera’s jacket and brushed a bit of lint off her shoulder.
“Ready, Firebird?”
Sera pulled Sandra in for a soft kiss.
“Only if you’re with me, babe.”
When they stepped out into the living room again, the house was quieter like it knew the moment was shifting. Judy was waiting near the door, Valerie beside her. Panam and Vicky had already brought the gear bags out to the rig, giving them space for goodbyes.
Sera paused, glancing around one last time. The scent of breakfast still lingered. The polaroids from earlier now hung by magnets on the fridge, drying in crooked little lines.
Judy opened her arms without a word. Sera crossed the space in two steps and folded into her embrace, holding tight.
“Drive safe,” Judy murmured into her hair. “And come home when you can.”
“I will. I promise.”
Valerie pulled Sandra into a hug next, clapping her back with affection only just hiding how much she’d miss them.
“Keep her in one piece,” she whispered, teasing, but her voice caught just a little at the end.
“Always,” Sandra said, squeezing tighter. “She’s half my heart.”
They traded hugs, quiet affirmations, soft words too sacred for quotes.
Judy placed a kiss to Sera’s temple, one last time.
“Every photo you take it’s another heartbeat closer to home.”
Sera nodded, her eyes a little glassy. “I’ll make sure to show you.”
With that, they turned toward the door, walking out side by side, the soft thud of boots against the wooden steps echoing behind them.
The rig sat in the driveway, engine already prepped. Panam gave them a salute as they climbed in, Vicky tossing Sera a fresh bag of snacks with a wink.
As the engine kicked to life and the gravel crunched beneath the tires, Sera looked once in the rearview.
The house stood quiet again, sun gleaming off the window where her family watched from outside. No words needed. Just the road ahead, and the love that waited at the end of every journey.
The road stretched out ahead, sun glazing the gravel in liquid gold. The hum of the engine was steady, the cabin warm with the soft quiet that followed a heartfelt goodbye. Sera’s hand rested on the wheel, her other arm draped casually over the doorframe, elbow in the breeze.
Sandra kicked her boots up on the dash, leaning back in her seat with her fingers laced behind her head.
Sera flipped the radio dial until the static cut clean, locking onto 92.1 Dust and Vinyl. The station’s signature hum rolled out, all analog warmth and soul-weathered tones. A brief crackle, then…
“…and that was ‘Ashes Rise '. You've heard it, you’ve loved it, you’ve probably belted it at 2 a.m. in your rig. But up next, from the same fire-hearted album Love Through Loss, here’s the title track. A live cut from the Wildest Dreams performance yesterday.”
The soft opening chords spilled into the rig. That familiar silver-bodied guitar, bright with soul and burnished steel, echoed under the crackle of the live recording. Then Valerie’s voice low, sultry, and wrapped in emotion filled the space like a rising tide.
“Guess there’s no escaping our moms,” Sera muttered, smirking.
Sandra barked a laugh. “What did you expect? When your moms are walking legends, they tend to end up on the radio.”
They both smiled and let the song settle around them. The chorus swelled with that old soul-rock fire Valerie always carried, her voice bending around the words like it still hurt to sing them.
Sera didn’t say much after that. Neither did Sandra.
Not until a few miles later, when the horizon rolled low and open, and the last notes of the song hung like dust in the air.
Sandra turned her head, voice soft, teasing. “You ever gonna sing to me like that?”
Sera raised an eyebrow without looking over. “Probably be divorced immediately after.”
Sandra burst out laughing, doubling over against her seatbelt. “That bad, huh?”
Sera grinned, flicking on the turn signal for no reason at all. “Think ‘off-key’ is too generous.”
Sandra shook her head and reached over, lacing her fingers with Sera’s on the console.
“That’s okay. You’ve got your own talents.”
“Yeah?” Sera said, squeezing her hand.
“You’re brave. You’re loyal. You make the best damn coffee on three hours’ sleep. And you look real hot with your hand on a shotgun.”
Sera chuckled. “So basically, I’m your fantasy merc wife.”
Sandra leaned against her shoulder with a content hum. “Exactly.”
The miles rolled on, the road empty but full of promise. A little ways ahead, Sera slowed at the crest of a bluff, pulling off to the side.
They stepped out into the crisp air, boots crunching on dry dirt. The view spilled out below them rolling canyons, sun-dappled trees, a river like a ribbon of glass slicing the valley.
Sandra raised the vintage camera, aimed, and clicked.
Sera stood beside her, watching the polaroid develop between Sandra’s fingers.
“This one’s going in the fridge when we get back,” Sandra said.
Sera smirked.“Only if we don’t blow it up first.”
Sandra laughed. “Try not to.”
They shared a soft kiss, wind rustling their jackets, then climbed back into the rig.
Highland Junction began to rise on the horizon scrap-metal gates, watchtowers, and scattered tents marking the town’s merc compound. A job waited. Another chapter, but for now, the road was still theirs.
The dirt and gravel of Highland Junction kicked up in little puffs as Sera and Sandra rolled through the front checkpoint, met by a few casual salutes and familiar nods. The settlement wasn’t big yet with no towering spires or chrome-studded alleys, but it buzzed with purpose. Corrugated steel buildings lined the main strip, built into old trailers and retrofitted rigs. Smoke curled from a blackened grill near the communal mess, and a couple of nomad kids sprinted past with scrap-metal helmets and toy pistols, shouting, “Secure the flank!”
Sera parked outside the command garage, its façade covered in welding scars and mounted skulls half for show, half warning. A flag bearing the phoenix of Clan Alvarez rippled above the door, the stitching still fresh, but already weathered by sun and grit.
Killjoy was outside, sleeves rolled to his elbows, cyberarm flicking a blowtorch closed as he stepped away from a half-repaired hauler. Tall and lean, he wore a faded Alvarez jacket, the colors muted but still proud, and his mohawk caught the sun like a blade.
He grinned when he saw them. “Well, shit. If it ain’t the Merc queen and her badass bride.”
Sera laughed, climbing out of the rig. “We heard you were still kicking.”
“Still kicking, still cussing, and still putting fires out with my teeth.” He walked over and pulled them both into quick, rough hugs. “Damn good to see you girls.”
Sandra gestured to the settlement behind him. “Place is looking good.”
“Getting there,” Killjoy said, wiping his hands on a rag. “Still patching pipes and tracking food stores, but we’ve got a water recycler running, and the clinic finally has real beds.”
He nodded toward the community square, where crates were being loaded onto two heavy-duty rigs. “That’s why you’re here. Convoy to Dust Bones Canyon leaves at first light. We’ve been trading clean water and repair kits for fuel and med supplies. Trouble is Shiv territory cuts right through the valley.”
Sera nodded, gaze narrowing. “And the Raffen still throwing tantrums?”
“Worse,” Killjoy muttered. “They’ve split into three splinter packs. One of ’em’s been hitting supply trails, another got a hold of an old drone jammer, and the third? Well, they just enjoy pain.”
Sandra crossed her arms. “Standard escort?”
“Standard… plus a little mercy if it comes to that.” Killjoy met her eyes. “We need the supplies. We need the route to be secure. If this link holds, Highland Junction’s gonna stand a chance.”
Sera glanced at the rigs. “Drivers ready?”
“Yeah. We’ve got three drivers, one tech on repair duty, and a couple guards with shaky hands. You two are the sharp edge.”
Sera smirked. “Then we’ll make sure the blade cuts clean.”
Killjoy clapped her shoulder. “Damn right you will.”
He handed Sandra a holo-shard. “Route’s on there. Rest up, grab what you need from the armory. You leave at dawn.”
They nodded and turned toward the longhouse-style bunkhouse. Behind them, the settlement kept moving quietly, efficiently, like a heart learning its own rhythm. Highland Junction wasn’t Klamath Falls at least not yet, but it was home to someone now.
Tomorrow, it would be theirs to protect.
The sun dipped low over Highland Junction, casting the rigs in long gold streaks as dust rose in lazy spirals from the open lot. The heavy silhouette of their rig Screwbie sat like a loyal beast under the glow of worklamps. Its armored frame was scarred but proud, two mounted miniguns glinting as Sera crouched beside one, wrench in hand and sleeves rolled to her elbows.
She rotated the chamber slowly, fingers brushing the belt feed. “You ever jam on me again, I swear I’m putting in that AI therapy chip Mama keeps teasing about.”
A low chirrup echoed through the rig’s dashboard console. Screwbie’s synthetic voice buzzed through the comm panel with familiar sass.
“Threats logged. You know I’m the most stable one in this relationship.”
Sandra smirked as she leaned against the frame, diagnostic tablet in hand. “AI sarcasm levels: optimal.”
Sera ducked back into the cab, plugging the shard into the onboard core. Lines of code flickered across the screen as the boot sequence ran smooth heartbeat scan, threat tracking, active shielding, turret rotation test. All clean.
“Screwbie?” Sera asked, brow raised.
“Combat readiness: 100%. Mood: petulant.”
“Perfect,” Sandra said, slapping the side of the rig. “Then you can babysit us through Shiv territory and not whine about it.”
Screwbie's voice cracked through. “No promises.”
They closed the bay panels and gave everything one last sweep, tightening bolts, checking tire pressure, and manually spinning the barrels of both guns until the clicks felt clean and cold. Sera wiped grease from her hands and nodded.
“Locked and loaded.”
By the time they reached the barracks, the light had faded to soft indigo. The Highland Junction longhouse wasn’t much just a prefab steel structure with six bunks, an old stove, and a dented sink that wheezed when it ran hot. It was quiet, and safe.
Sandra dropped their bags beside the bed they’d claimed and toed off her boots. Sera was already on the mattress, scrolling through her holophone.
She tapped out a quick message.
[To: Mama]
Made it to Highland safe. The convoy leaves at dawn. Love you.
Sandra flopped down beside her and sent one off herself.
[To: Mom]
We’re good. Rig’s prepped. Will update post-mission.
Sera glanced over, eyes already half-lidded from the long day. “You tell her I didn’t break anything?”
Sandra grinned. “Nah, figured we’d save that for the after-report.”
They laid back, no need for more words. Just soft breathing, limbs tangled naturally, warmth shared beneath the old wool blanket. Somewhere outside, the wind whispered across the open land, carrying the weight of everything they’d fought to protect.
They had each other. The mission could wait until morning.
The room dimmed as the solar lamps flickered into night mode, casting a low amber glow across the bunk. The other beds in the barracks remained empty tonight most of Highland’s crew either out on patrol or tucked in homes nearby. It left Sera and Sandra alone with the hush of walls that didn’t judge, that asked for nothing but rest.
Sera rolled onto her side, cheek pressed into Sandra’s shoulder. “Think Screwbie really likes us or just pretends because we buff his sensors?”
Sandra let out a soft laugh, fingers trailing slowly through the loose strands of Sera’s hair. “I think he’s secretly very fond of us and trying hard not to show it. Like someone I know.”
Sera cracked one eye open. “Oh yeah?”
“You, Firebird.”
Sera grinned, nose brushing the hollow of Sandra’s throat. “I’m an open book. A smoldering, gorgeous book.”
Sandra kissed her forehead. “With dog-eared pages and snack crumbs in the margins.”
“Details,” Sera murmured, half-asleep now. “You love this mess.”
“I do,” Sandra whispered. “Every bit of you.”
There was a long silence then soft, but not empty. Just the sound of wind dusting over the outer wall. A faint hum from a solar converter. The rustle of Sera adjusting, her breath warming Sandra’s collarbone.
Sera finally spoke, her voice low.
“You think Mama knew I needed the camera? Like… really knew?”
Sandra’s hand slowed in her hair. “She always knows.”
Sera let that sit for a while, eyes focused on the far wall.
“I don’t take enough pictures. I always think we’ll get a better moment. But sometimes I look at you, and I think this is it. Right now.”
Sandra held her tighter. “Then take the picture. Even if it’s just in your head.”
Sera’s lips curved in a sleepy smile. “Already did.”
They fell quiet again, the kind of quiet that only belongs to people who trust each other completely, and when the desert night deepened and the air turned crisp around the edges, they didn’t stir, just stayed together, folded into the quiet warmth of something rare and earned.
Outside, Highland Junction slept.
Inside, love kept its quiet watch.
Morning crept in slowly, filtered through cracked blinds and the distant rumble of a cargo hauler warming up near the edge of camp. Sera moved with practiced ease, tugging on her boots before reaching for the worn towel draped over their gear locker. She wiped a thin layer of grit from the matte-black body of Laguna Belle, her fingers pausing at the faint etching along the grip of the lotus flowers, faded now, but still sharp enough to cut nostalgia clean.
She checked the breech, reloaded the chamber, and gave the shotgun a short pump smooth, responsive. The holster pocket stitched onto her denim Clan Alvarez jacket groaned as she slipped the shotgun into place over her back, the weight falling into that familiar place between purpose and memory.
Next came Mother’s Pride, her sidearm. The weapon’s frame shimmered slightly in the morning light white-and-rose plating customized with a reinforced slide and high-impact rounds. She flipped it open, spun the chamber, and slotted a fresh power cell. The holster clicked as it latched to her right hip.
Sera pulled the recon shard from the nightstand and slotted it into her neural slot. A faint hum followed by a flicker of red-orange light streamed across her optic HUD.
Highland Junction → Dust Bones Canyon
Route active. Escort status: Primary Vanguard
Threat zones: 3
Weather: dry, low visibility
Across the room, Sandra crouched beside their gear case, locking the twin pistols into her leg holsters. The twin matte-purple pistols sleek with honeycomb grips and violet thermal nodes had become her signature.
She grinned as she clipped them in place. “Locked and loaded, Lefty and Righty.”
Sera arched a brow. “We really naming your pistols like that?”
Sandra held up both weapons, spun them expertly, and holstered in one fluid motion. “Fine. How about Wink and Whisper?”
Sera snorted. “What, are we seducing our enemies to death?”
Sandra grinned. “If the boots fit.”
She loaded two frag grenades into her sidebelt with a satisfying clack. “Alright, let’s go wrangle some nomads.”
They stepped out into the morning sun, dust rising in streaks across the camp as drivers gathered near the rigs. The convoy, a mix of armored transports, supply trucks, and an old medic hauler lined up along the main strip like a spine ready to be tested.
Sera approached the lead vehicle, their rig, and gave its side panel a loving thump.
“Screwbie, you alive in there?”
The engine growled awake, and a sharp, sarcastic voice buzzed through the external speaker.
“I was enjoying my beauty sleep, but sure let’s go get shot at. Again.”
Sandra rolled her eyes. “You know, one day we’re replacing your attitude chip with a playlist of sea shanties.”
“Do that and I’m locking the air conditioning to sweatbox mode.”
Sera climbed into the cab, a grin playing on her lips. “Bring it, you tin can.”
One by one, the other drivers gave the signal: engines alive, weapons loaded, ready.
Sera gave a nod to the lead scout.
“Convoy, move out.”
The engines rumbled to life, and the convoy began to roll.
Dust kicked up behind them, sun rising at their backs.
The road ahead wound through jagged hills and hostile territory, but for now, with her shotgun holstered tight and her wife watching the flanks, Sera Alvarez felt ready.
The rig purred beneath them, a low constant hum like a dragon coiled at ease. The morning sun had already begun its slow climb overhead, warming the cracked windshield as the convoy rolled down the high desert stretch. Dust streamed behind the column of vehicles, thin plumes trailing like smoke signals across the wasteland.
Sera drove one hand on the wheel, elbow resting on the door, the other tapping a light rhythm against the dashboard in time with the road. Sandra sat sideways in the passenger seat, one boot kicked up, a field map flickering on her wrist display. The first leg had been clean so far, no movement on the scanners, no ambush pings, just silence, heat and space.
Sera cast her a side glance. “Still not really feeling Wink and Whisper, by the way.”
Sandra arched a brow. “No? I thought it had a certain femme fatale charm.”
Sera grinned. “It sounds like you named them during a bubble bath.”
Sandra huffed and leaned her head against the seat. “Okay, Firebird. You got something better?”
“Echo,” Sera said, eyes still on the horizon. “And Ember. Feels more like you. Quiet ‘til you hit, and then unforgettable.”
Sandra paused, then gave a slow nod. “Not bad.”
Then came the snarky voice through the dash:
“How about Halo and Thorn? You know, because she looks like an angel but keeps trying to kick people in the throat.”
Sera snorted. “You really do remember Vicky calling her that back in Dust Town.”
“Tattooed it into my system memory. It was a cultural moment.”
Sandra rolled her eyes. “Keep talking, and I’m wiring your nav system to reroute through every pothole in the canyon.”
“Please. This suspension’s already crying.”
Sera chuckled, her tone softer now as the wheels rumbled over loose gravel. “You know... Ember and Echo has a good ring. One burns, the other lingers.”
Sandra gave her a sidelong smile. “Yeah… that’s us, isn’t it?”
For a moment, they just let the silence hold broken only by the whisper of wind against the cab and the occasional comms check from the drivers behind. The desert opened wide before them, a sea of ochre and bone, cut by the lonely road they led.
Sera reached over, brushing her fingers along Sandra’s thigh, gentle. “Whichever names you choose. They're lucky weapons.”
Sandra leaned over, kissed the side of her head, and whispered, “Not as lucky as me.”
Sandra reached out and gave Sera’s arm a firm squeeze, eyes locked on hers.
“Ember and Echo,” she said, voice steady. “Feels right.”
Sera smiled, not just at the name, but at the certainty behind it. “Perfect. One to burn, one to remind ‘em.”
Sandra leaned in, resting her forehead briefly against Sera’s temple. “Let’s just make sure they don’t forget us, huh?”
Before Sera could respond, the rig’s console flared orange and Screwbie’s voice came sharp, cutting through the cab like a blade.
“Dust-riddled pieces of shit detected. Three clicks east. Five cars. Occupant count: unknown. They're moving fast.”
Sera’s eyes narrowed as her optics lit up with route telemetry and combat projections. “Visual?”
“No eyes yet. Sand’s thick. But they’re aiming to intercept.”
Sandra sat up straight, already reaching for her pistols.
Sera’s fingers wrapped tighter around the wheel. “Looks like Echo and Ember are about to make their debut.”
Sandra cracked a grin as she chambered both weapons. “They’ve been waiting.”
Screwbie let out a simulated sigh.
“And here I was hoping we’d make it to lunch without a full-blown road war.”
Sera flicked on the comms. “Convoy, tighten formation. We’ve got company incoming three clicks, eastern ridge. Eyes sharp. Weapons hot.”
Outside the rig, the hum of engines thickened, the quiet rhythm of the desert replaced by the building war-drum beat of machines preparing for chaos.
Ahead, the road stretched on.
To the east, dust began to rise.
Gravel crunched beneath Sera’s boots as she and Sandra moved fast and low, slipping from the rig’s cabin and into the rocky spill to the right of the convoy. Heat shimmered across the horizon, but the real fire was rising inside their blood. They knew this terrain the jagged outcroppings, the bleached ridges, the silent threats hiding behind the sun glare.
Sera ducked beneath a low ledge, pulled up her optic, and scanned the ridgeline. “Screwbie, initiate auto-nav. Defense mode. You’ve got the wheel.”
“Confirmed. Moving to intercept. Target lock enabled. Spinning up love taps.”
Behind them, the rig roared to life wheels grinding against loose stone as the autopilot kicked in. Twin miniguns mounted to the frame began spinning with a mechanical growl, already hungry for targets.
Sandra crouched a few meters up the slope, back to the stone, Echo in her right hand, Ember in her left. Her eyes swept the jagged horizon with precision, scanning heat signatures and elevation lines. Her voice dropped low, steady and calm.
“They don’t ask questions. Raffen Shiv never do. They only take.”
Sera’s jaw clenched as she slotted another shell into Laguna Belle. “Yeah, and after what they did to us when we were kids…”
She snapped the barrel shut and gave Sandra a nod. “The only good Shiv is a dead one.”
Another vehicle from the convoy pulled into lead formation, kicking up dust as it repositioned to maintain shield cover for the traders behind. A voice cracked across the comms, thick with static but strong.
“Counting on you. Don’t let them punch through.”
Sera keyed her mic without hesitation. “Don’t worry. We’ll rendezvous shortly.”
The reply came fast, quiet, but full of fire.
“Roger. Stay safe, and remember we always rise.”
A slow grin pulled at the corner of Sera’s mouth. She keyed the combat overlay through her optics, and triggered the next command.
“Screwbie, move to intercept. Weapons hot.”
“With pleasure. Let’s dance, dirtbags.”
From behind them, the unmistakable thunder of miniguns filled the air as the rig peeled away toward the encroaching threat kicking up a sandstorm of vengeance.
Sera looked to Sandra, her partner, her wife, her blade in the dark, and nodded.
They slipped into the rocks like ghosts, ready to strike. Just ahead, engines howled and dust surged as the Shiv pack approached fast and blind.
The trap was set, and Clan Alvarez was ready to spring it.
The wind shifted with a dry gust, pulling the edge of Sera’s jacket just as the first Shiv vehicle broke through the haze sleek in a scavenged kind of way, armored with mismatched plates and stitched-up desperation. Four more rolled behind it, their dust plumes clawing skyward like smoke from a dying fire.
Sera knelt low, bracing Laguna Belle against her shoulder, the weight of the shotgun grounding her. She let her breath slow. Not yet.
Sandra, crouched on a ridge five meters above, waited with one pistol raised Echo glowing faint blue, already charging, while Ember flickered with a red-orange pulse in her other hand. She didn’t speak, just caught Sera’s eye across the space between them and gave a subtle nod.
“Incoming hostiles are now in the strike zone. Five cars confirmed. Opening fire.”
Screwbie’s voice crackled in their comms as the rig let loose both mini-guns roaring to life with the churning, delicious growl of metal shredding air. Tracer rounds sliced the sky, tearing across the lead Shiv vehicle and punching holes straight through its rust-welded armor.
The vehicle careened sideways, tires blown out, sparks screeching against rock as it flipped twice and detonated in a thunderous fireball.
“NOW!” Sera barked, and Laguna Belle boomed.
The recoil slammed back into her shoulder like a freight train, but the Shiv gunner charging her position didn't have time to feel much of anything. The slug caught him square in the chest, launching him backward like a ragdoll.
Sandra dropped from her ledge mid-fire, dual pistols barking. Ember lit up a raider’s coat in ribbons of flame, forcing the bastard to roll screaming across the sand. Echo snapped out next, a clean shot to a Shiv’s leg electricity lancing up his spine as he seized mid-sprint and collapsed twitching.
Sera chambered her next shot, eyes cutting across the battlefield. “Sandra left side truck trying to flank!”
“On it!” Sandra pivoted, firing Echo to stun the driver, then Ember straight through the windshield. A burst of flame and shattered glass followed as the Shiv vehicle crashed into a rock wall and exploded.
More gunfire as the sand kicked up. A Shiv leapt from the back of a truck rebar axe raised, and charged straight at Sera.
She didn’t flinch.
Laguna Belle clicked empty.
She drew Mother’s Pride in one fluid motion and fired twice center mass.
The Shiv staggered, stumbled, and Sera stepped forward, slamming the butt of her shotgun into his temple to finish it.
“Four down!” Sera called.
“Last one’s circling behind Screwbie!” Sandra shouted.
“Thanks for the update, gun show. Already working on it.”
The rig swerved on its own, rear turret spinning like a mechanical beast tasting blood. The last Shiv car opened fire with a makeshift cannon too slow. Too loud.
Screwbie’s guns roared.
The Shiv’s engine burst into flames. It didn’t even get the chance to scream.
Silence fell again, except for the soft clinking of cooling metal.
Sera exhaled through her teeth, smoke curling off the barrel of Mother’s Pride.
Sandra jogged over, cheeks flushed with adrenaline. “That all of ‘em?”
Screwbie chimed in, smug. “Affirmative. Congratulations. You are still alive.”
Sera looked at Sandra dust in her hair, eyes bright, hands steady.
“We make a good team,” she said, voice low.
Sandra grinned and bumped her shoulder. “Told you Echo and Ember were ready.”
Sera smirked. “They didn’t disappoint.”
Behind them, the convoy began rolling forward again, engines grumbling with new resolve. The road was clear for now.
The dust hadn’t even settled when Sera pressed two fingers to the side of her head, keying into her comms. “Screwbie, roll in. Pick-up point zero-six. We’ll rendezvous on approach.”
“Acknowledged. Guns still warm, wheels turning. Try not to bleed on the seats.”
Sandra chuckled under her breath as they jogged through the sand, boots crunching over shell casings and scorch marks. Sera reached the rig first, pulling herself up the side and offering Sandra a hand. As soon as the door shut behind them, she locked in her neural slot.
“Keep scanning,” she said to the console, voice sharp now. “That was the scouting party. You know what that means.”
“It means you’re about to ruin someone’s ambush. Again.”
Screwbie’s wheels growled as he surged into motion, positioning back toward the lead of the convoy. Sandra tapped her comm next.
“How’s it looking on your end?”
A familiar voice came through the static driver from the third truck. “So far? Clear horizons.”
“Copy. Stay ready,” Sandra said, glancing toward Sera with a knowing look.
Just as the convoy began threading back into motion, Screwbie’s tone shifted.
“Update. Unfriendlies. Ten klicks. Eastbound ridge. Pattern suggests flank maneuver. Multiple heat signatures, no ID tags.”
Sera leaned forward, hand gripping the edge of the dash. “How many?”
“Hard to say. Readings keep ghosting. Five... maybe more. Some modded. Definitely not locals.”
Sandra was already checking her mags. “We keep pushing?”
Sera’s eyes narrowed as she stared into the ridgeline on the horizon.
“We don’t stop,” she said, voice low and steady. “If this is their play, we take it on our terms.”
Screwbie revved, answering before they had to ask.
“Route recalculated. Let’s give ‘em a welcome they won’t forget.”
The second storm was brewing. And this time, it wasn’t just a test it was a gauntlet.
The rig cut through the open flats, dust curling in low spirals around its frame as the sun burned hot over Highland’s stretch of nowhere. But Sera wasn’t watching the road anymore; her eyes were locked on the flickering data scrolling across her optics, fingers dancing across the interface embedded in Screwbie’s dash.
The readings didn’t sit right.
Heat signatures too spaced out. Movement too restrained. No erratic rush or feral sprinting like the usual Shiv smash-and-grab. They were positioned. Waiting.
She exhaled through her nose. “They’re not coming for us.”
Sandra turned from the passenger side, checking her sights. “What?”
Sera’s voice dropped. “They’re expecting us to spring the ambush first.”
She ran another sweep, quick-diagnostic on Screwbie’s twin mini-guns mounted along the side frame. Barrel spin rate optimal. Turret response latency under 0.8 seconds. Ammunition fully loaded.
“Guns are green,” Screwbie confirmed coolly. “But I don’t like this. These scumbags are quiet. Shiv packs don’t do quiet.”
“No, they don’t,” Sera murmured, leaning back into the seat. She called up a top-down overlay of the ridge route. The eastbound markers looked like teeth in a half-buried jaw. Flank lines… too symmetrical.
“They want us to bite,” she said. “To engage and get pulled in. Once we commit, they’ll close on the rear of the convoy.”
Sandra's gaze sharpened. “Cut off our support. Force a split.”
“Exactly,” Sera replied. She chewed her lip, thinking. “We need to drag them out. Make them think we’re falling for it.”
She keyed into the comms. “Screwbie, reroute our path two klicks south low enough to look like we’re moving to flank. Keep comms passive, and stay hot.”
“So we’re playing bait.”
“We’re not playing,” Sera said. “We’re hunting.”
Sandra clicked Ember into her thigh holster, the soft hiss of the magnetic seal latching in. “Let’s draw the bastards in.”
Screwbie veered off-road, tires biting into the packed dirt as the rig peeled away from the convoy’s direct line. On the ridge ahead, small shapes shifted shadowed figures watching, waiting.
“Movement uptick on the ridge,” Screwbie noted. “Think they noticed?”
“Good,” Sera whispered, eyes narrowing. “Let ‘em think we’re walking straight into it.”
Beneath the hum of tension, the soundtrack of war hadn’t started yet, but Sera could already feel the rhythm building.
She was ready to conduct the storm.
Sera leaned forward, her voice calm but coiled with purpose. “Screwbie, lead them to us. Make it loud.”
“Loud I can do.”
The rig peeled off, tires tearing into the dirt, engine screaming through the flatlands like a war cry. Sera and Sandra stepped out as the vehicle disappeared into the rising haze. The world went quiet again just the wind and the hard sun and the distant echo of engine noise.
Sera moved to Sandra’s side, eyes locked on the ridge ahead, the way it breathed with tension. “They’ll chase. They want a kill.”
Sandra flexed her grip on Echo, breath steady. “Let’s make sure they don’t get one.”
Moments later, the howl of engines shattered the stillness Screwbie came barreling back across the plain with a trail of Shiv outriders hot on his six. One of them broke formation, skidding left in a reckless charge straight for them.
Sandra rolled right with practiced precision, boots kicking dust as she spun into cover.
Sera’s boots hit the earth once then launched skyward.
Her boosted tendons hissed, pushing her into a perfect arc over the oncoming vehicle. Time slowed. The wind screamed past her ears. The Shiv driver looked up just in time to see a shadow land on his trunk.
Sera didn’t hesitate.
Belle was out in a fluid draw one arm braced, the other steady. She fired two clean shots through the rear window, and the occupants jerked forward, lifeless. She leapt off the trunk before the car could flip and crash, landing in a low roll.
Behind her, Screwbie screamed past in a hard drift his tail end clipping another Shiv car as it surged forward. Sandra was already moving. She surged up from her roll, lined up the shot, and popped a slug through the windshield. Before the impact could even register, she lobbed a frag through the open glass and turned away from the blast.
The car erupted in fire behind her.
Screwbie swung around again, mini guns roaring as he intercepted a third vehicle trying to swing wide. His rounds cut through the Shiv car like paper, sending it spinning into a twisted heap of metal.
Sera’s comm lit up with a sharp ping. “Two vehicles tried to intercept the convoy. We took ’em out.”
A voice replied through static. “Great work frontline’s still moving.”
Sandra tapped her comm. “Any more dust-riddled pieces of shit lurking out there?”
Screwbie came back with his usual charming candor.
“Just one. Heavy artillery. I ain’t touching it. I like living.”
Sera’s brow furrowed as she reloaded Belle. “Then we better make it forget how to aim.”
Sandra smirked as she chambered another round into Ember. “Let’s go introduce ourselves.”
And with the war-drums of Screwbie’s engine still echoing through the flats, they turned toward the storm ahead together.
The air shifted.
No more games. No more feints. Just war.
Sera’s boots dug into the dirt as she swung Belle back into ready position, the metal of her shotgun still hot from the last kill. Sandra gave her a nod, Ember in her right hand, Echo in her left, both humming with charge. Somewhere behind them, Screwbie let out a long synthetic sigh.
“Y’all really gonna make me be bait again?”
Sera grinned. “You’re built for it, sweetheart.”
“I am also built for margaritas, but nobody ever asks me what I want.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “We’ll get you a bucket of oil after this. With a twist of lime.”
The ground began to tremble faint at first, then steady. The Shiv war rig crested the rise like a plated beast, wide-shouldered and angry. Reinforced grill, blast plating welded crooked to the front, spiked tires chewing into the terrain like it owed them blood. Turrets mounted along the sides. A front cannon big enough to gut a rig in one shot.
Screwbie bolted forward, drawing fire.
The first blast missed, carving a trench into the dry earth just meters from Sera’s feet.
She didn’t blink.
“Sandra left side. I’ll draw fire from the right.”
Sandra broke formation in a sprint, diving into a ravine to begin a flanking crawl.
Sera stormed forward.
The Shiv cannon zeroed in on her, and she juked hard right, sprinting toward a series of low rocks. Another shot rang out missed by inches. Pebbles tore past her face like razor hail.
Then she was close.
She dropped into a slide behind cover, drew a frag, and popped up long enough to chuck it into the vent slit just under the side armor. A muffled thud followed. One turret on the left side sparked out, smoke streaming.
Screwbie screamed past again, unleashing his mini-guns on the opposite side, tearing through the armor plating as sparks rained across the battlefield.
“Getting really tired of eating bullets today,” he muttered.
From the far ridge, Ember spat a stream of incendiary slugs each one kissing the war rig’s rear quarter, lighting fuel lines and shattering sensors. Then Echo followed, the electric rounds shorting out the secondary targeting system in a burst of furious blue.
Sera vaulted over the rocks, closed the distance, and slammed Belle point-blank into the rig’s side viewport.
“Smile, you Shiv motherfucker!”
Glass and blood erupted in heat.
She leapt off just before the rig jackknifed, flames crawling out from under its belly. It swerved, hit a ditch, and flipped once, twice, before settling in a burning heap.
Sera rolled onto her back, chest heaving. Sandra jogged over, sliding to her knees beside her.
“You okay?”
Sera coughed out a breath, then grinned. “That was... awesome!”
Sandra laughed and offered a hand. “Told you Ember and Echo would sing.”
“Confirmed kill,” Screwbie chimed in, limping his way through the smoke. “Reminder: I want a damn oil bath when this is over.”
Sera keyed the comms. “Convoy threat’s neutralized. Area secure.”
The voice came back instantly. “Copy that. You two just bought us another sunrise.”
Sandra helped her up, brushing soot from Sera’s cheek. “So… dinner in Dust Bones?”
Sera smirked, sliding Belle back into the jacket holster. “Only if you buy.”
Together, hand in hand, they stepped forward as the sun blazed overhead, the smoke trailing behind them like the ashes of old legends burning into the wind.
The rig’s doors slammed shut with the satisfying clunk of battle in the rearview. Dust and ash caked Sera’s shoulders, Sandra’s braid was half undone, and Screwbie let out a long, staticky groan as his wheels crunched over loose gravel.
“Thank the gods this is over,” Screwbie exhaled. “I’m down one stabilizer, three camera feeds, and my emotional support AI node is officially traumatized.”
Sera was already swiping through a diagnostic on her optic feed, frowning at the flickering readout. “You gonna make it to Dust Bones Canyon, or do I have to carry you there, you heap of bolts?”
“Wow,” Screwbie replied, voice pitched in mock offense. “Not like I saved your ass or anything back there. Let’s all forget the part where I Swiss-cheesed three enemy vehicles while you were doing pirouettes in mid-air.”
Sandra burst out laughing from the passenger seat. “He’s got a point, Firebird.”
“Finally!” Screwbie declared. “Someone who appreciates me. Sandra, you’re my favorite. Sera, you’ve been downgraded to... co-pilot.”
“I am the pilot,” Sera muttered, but the smile tugging at her lips betrayed her.
The windshield view unfolded into the sun-baked sprawl of Dust Bones Canyon. Adobe structures, solar arrays, and wandering cattle painted the town in slow-moving life. They passed by a scattering of signs welcoming trade convoys and Clan Alvarez patrols.
As they neared the settlement, a soft beep hit the comms message from the rear.
“Convoy reports safe arrival,” Sandra confirmed, reading the alert. “No casualties. One busted axle, but they made it.”
Sera let out a relieved breath. “Good.”
“Still think you’d be divorced if you sang to me?” Sandra teased.
Sera leaned back in her seat, hand brushing Sandra’s. “Absolutely. But you’d still follow me into a shootout.”
“Only every time.”
They rolled into the lot beside the Dust Bones café, its neon sign flickering softly in the setting sun. Sera parked the rig under the old overhang, and the engine whined low before quieting down.
“Finally,” Screwbie grumbled. “Give me shade. Maybe a hug. Preferably from someone who hasn’t yelled at me today.”
“We’ll leave the AC running for you,” Sandra quipped, already sliding out of her seat.
Inside the café, the air was cool, smelling of coffee grounds and frying oil. The old wood-paneled walls were covered in faded newspaper clippings and photos of Clan Alvarez milestones. A picture of Valerie with the Laguna Belle hung just above the register, signed in silver ink.
They settled into a booth by the window, Sera letting her shoulders relax for the first time all day. Sandra kicked Sera under the table, stretching out her legs.
“First round’s mine,” Sera said, already flagging down the server. “After that, we split the check.”
Sandra leaned her chin on her hand. “Deal. But you’re still getting dessert.”
“You just want a bite of mine.”
“Obviously.”
As dusk settled over the canyon, the two of them sat there battle-worn, dust-covered, and tired, but still grinning, hands laced under the table like it was the most natural thing in the world, and in their world, it was.
The warm glow of Dust Bones Canyon lingered as the stars began to prick the sky above quiet, vast, and endless. Inside the small café, Sera and Sandra sat side-by-side in the corner booth, the flicker of old neon lights bathing them in a soft rose-and-gold hue. Their food had come fast fried cactus patties, flash-seared meat skewers, and a basket of crispy corn fritters, and now, halfway through dessert, Sandra was stealing spoonfuls of Sera’s honey cream custard without remorse.
Sera narrowed her eyes. “That was my last bite.”
Sandra shrugged, licking the spoon. “You paused. That makes it public domain.”
“Oh, so that’s how marriage works.”
“Legally binding dessert theft,” Screwbie chimed from the booth’s audio relay, patched in via diner uplink. “That’s canon. Saw it in a BD doc once.”
Sera pointed her spoon at the speaker. “Nobody asked you.”
“I’m just here to keep the peace. Also, you both have condiments on your sleeves.”
They laughed together, the tension of the day bleeding away into warmth and comfort. For just a little while, it felt like home again home in the middle of nowhere, shared over cheap food and soft smiles.
Once the check was paid and goodbyes exchanged, Sera and Sandra made their way to the convoy station where the lead hauler, a broad-shouldered woman with mirrored lenses and a dusty Alvarez jacket, greeted them with a nod.
“You two ran a clean op,” she said, handing over a route update for the return trip. “We’ll follow your lead again. No chatter from Shiv bands since the skirmish. Guess you scared 'em quiet.”
Sera gave a short nod. “Let’s hope it stays that way.”
Sandra added with a soft grin, “And if not, we’ll be ready.”
The convoy rumbled to life just before midnight, the high beams of hauler trucks cutting pale ribbons across the sand. Screwbie rolled to the front like a faithful wolf, his lights pulsing in sync with Sera’s neural link.
The road home stretched long and winding through the valley. The stars shimmered bright above, casting silver-blue reflections on the ridgeline. Wind turbines turned slow in the distance like ancient guardians, their blades creaking in the breeze. The canyon walls glowed with the last kiss of moonlight, then faded to silhouettes against the sky.
Inside the rig, the air was a calm low hum of the engine, steady rhythm of tires, and the occasional pop of static from Screwbie’s speaker.
Sandra leaned her head back against the seat, fingers idly tracing circles on Sera’s thigh.
“You ever thought about how far we’ve come?” she asked softly.
Sera’s hands stayed steady on the wheel. “Every day. Used to think peace was a myth. Now we got each other, a house, breakfast in the mornings…”
“And me,” Screwbie added. “Don’t forget me.”
Sandra snorted. “We couldn’t forget you, Screechbucket.”
“That’s Screwbie. With a B. As in Better than most boyfriends.”
Sera laughed. “That’s true. He did save our asses today.”
“I’m framing that compliment.”
The road curved along a ridge, giving them a view of the lower valley lit faintly by lantern posts strung between outposts. It was beautiful in its own rugged way. Alive, guarded, and rebuilt.
Sandra’s voice softened again. “Thanks for always bringing me home.”
Sera glanced over at her, their eyes meeting in the dim dashlight. “Always.”
The convoy moved as one behind them, a caravan of hard-earned hope following two women who had survived war, loss, and the long road back to each other.
In the quiet between checkpoints, under the veil of the stars, they kept driving homebound.
The rig’s engine gave one last growl as it settled into place just outside the gates of Highland Junction, headlights sweeping over the fortified walls. The convoy trailed in behind them, slower now, but intact every last hauler accounted for. A few Alvarez scouts posted near the checkpoint gave waves and nods as the gate rolled back open.
It was nearly midnight.
The lead hauler pulled up beside the rig, her window already down, a tired smile on her face. “We’ll handle the offload. You two earned your rest.”
Sera gave a short nod. “Appreciate it. Keep a tight watch until everything’s squared away.”
“We’ve got it from here.” The woman raised a hand in farewell, and just like that, the burden was passed on.
Back at the barracks, the hallway light flickered overhead as the two made their way in, boots heavy on worn tile. Sera stepped aside at the charging port, crouching down to pull the uplink from her arm as she stared at Screwbie’s dormant form.
She leaned in close. “Power down. You’ve earned it too. And no sneaky reboots tonight.”
“But what if you need emotional support at 2 a.m.?”
“I’ll spoon Sandra. I don't need you.”
“Rude.”
Still, the AI’s lights blinked once then darkened, slipping into standby.
Sandra was already pulling off her jacket, stretching slow and languid as she headed toward the small cot they'd claimed. She flicked on the old radio by the bedside, tuning it until the soft crackle gave way to the opening of Between the Raindrops.
The melancholy guitar, Natasha’s voice like velvet paired with the rasped warmth of Jason Wade filled the room in a slow, calming wave.
Sera peeled off her armor piece by piece, careful not to disturb the quiet. She slid into bed behind Sandra, her arms wrapping instinctively around her wife’s waist, fingers spreading across her stomach like she was making sure she was really there.
Sandra leaned back into her, warm and sighing, voice low. “You always keep us safe.”
“You make it worth it.”
Outside the wind pressed soft against the barracks windows, brushing sand across the siding like whispers from the canyon beyond. The song played on a hymn for the road-worn and the lovers who still found each other between storms.
Sera’s eyes drifted shut, forehead resting against Sandra’s shoulder, their breathing syncing in slow waves. The world outside could wait.
For now, there was just this: the hum of the radio, the warmth of skin, the quiet victory of making it home again even if just for a night.
Chapter 5: A Lover's Embrace
Summary:
A celebration of love that never dies. Eleven years of marriage filled with memories.
Valerie sings Judy a raw version of A Lover's Embrace on the back deck. Holding her tight singing every line like a vow renewed.
They share the quiet moments of peace that they finally earned.
They cuddle on the couch looking through photos throughout the eleven years of their lives.
The next morning Judy wakes up ready to give Valerie her full attention with inticimacy, and they switch between that deep emotional connection that only they can provide.
They share more quiet moments before they both work on their projects.
Judy makes a personal BD for Valerie sharing with her the intimate moments that she only gets too see.
Sera checks in, and Valerie makes Judy a romantic dinner. After dinner they stand on the back deck in the peaceful quiet locked inside a lover's embrace.
Chapter Text
The deck swing moved in a slow rhythm, just barely, as if the lake itself were rocking them. Afternoon sunlight draped across the wood, soft and warm, broken only by the shadows of tree branches swaying in the breeze.
Valerie and Judy sat close, wrapped in the same blanket, their legs tangled, their bodies long past the need to ask permission to touch. The hum of 92.1 Dust and Vinyl floated through the open door behind them, but neither of them really heard the music anymore.
Valerie’s thumb brushed back and forth across Judy’s hand, mindlessly, the motion tender and slow.
“You ever think about how we got here?” she asked, voice quiet like it didn’t want to startle the moment.
Judy tilted her head against Valerie’s shoulder. “Every damn day.”
Valerie turned slightly, her cheek brushing Judy’s hair. “I don’t mean just surviving it all. I mean this. A home. You and me. Waking up next to each other without wondering if the world is ending that day.”
Judy smiled, eyes half-lidded. “We didn’t get here by chance. We fought for this.”
“Yeah,” Valerie murmured. “But even fighting it could’ve gone a thousand different ways. All it took was one of us walking away at the wrong time. But we didn’t. You never left.”
Judy shifted, pulling the blanket tighter around them. “Neither did you.”
There was a pause, not from hesitation but reverence. The kind that only comes from years of shared silence.
“I used to think love was something reckless,” Valerie said after a while. “Big, explosive. Like chrome and bullets and screaming your name into the void.”
“And now?” Judy asked, though she already knew the answer.
Valerie turned her head, kissed her wife’s forehead.
“Now I know it’s this. It’s holding you on a porch swing while the world forgets we exist. It’s knowing that even if everything burned down again I’d still find you.”
Judy’s eyes shimmered as she smiled. “You’re such a sap.”
“Only for you,” Valerie whispered.
They sat there, cocooned in stillness. The lake stretched wide in front of them, the sky beginning to melt into gold.
Then, softly, as if the words had been waiting all day:
“There’s something I wrote for you,” Valerie said. “Never meant it for the world. Just us.”
Judy turned toward her, fingers curling a little tighter into Valerie’s. “Then let it stay just ours.”
Valerie rose from the deck swing in one slow breath, never letting go of Judy’s hand. The sun spilled golden light over the lake behind them, wind weaving through the trees like it knew something sacred was about to unfold.
Judy let herself be pulled up, her body folding easily into Valerie’s. No space between them. Just heart to heart, breath to breath.
Valerie’s voice came soft at first, like the hush before thunder. Her hand cupped Judy’s jaw, thumb brushing just below her lip as she sang the first line.
“Feels like I'm suffocating like I can't go on.”
Her other hand slid around Judy’s waist, pulling her even closer.
“When I look into your eyes.”
Valerie tilted Judy’s chin gently, meeting her gaze.
“I'm not afraid.”
Judy's breath caught. The afternoon light turned her eyes to ember.
“Wrapped inside your embrace, I know I can go on.”
Valerie’s voice trembled not from nerves, but from the weight of truth. She pressed her forehead to Judy’s, their sway becoming a slow, shared rhythm.
“When my spirit's breaking.”
She took Judy’s hand, placed it against her own chest.
“You are the one to pull me through.”
The warmth beneath her palm was steady, alive, and real.
“Never had a love feel this true.”
Valerie brushed a kiss to Judy’s cheek, her voice steady now, like a promise woven through time.
“Baby, how much more can I say.”
She pulled back just enough to see her again.
“I’ll always fight for you.”
Their fingers interlocked, the same way they had during so many fights. So many nights.
“Right by your side.”
They stepped in a slow circle, a dance of memory. The lake glimmered behind them like an old friend.
“Darling, don’t be afraid.”
Valerie’s lips grazed Judy’s temple.
“I love you more each day.”
She pulled her in tighter.
“In a lover's embrace we will stay.”
Judy’s voice whispered out as breathless harmony just for a moment as if her body couldn’t help but echo it.
“Tell me in another life.”
Valerie ran her fingers through Judy’s hair.
“You'll still find me.”
Judy’s brow pressed to her shoulder. Valerie cradled her there.
“Even if the stars don't align.”
They both looked upward. Just sky, not fate.
“With every breath, we’ll still go on.”
Valerie kissed the crown of her head.
“From every battle won.”
She rested her cheek there.
“Til the sun is fading.”
The light dipped lower behind them.
“Your light will always shine on.”
Judy closed her eyes, letting the words wrap around her like warmth in the cold.
“Darling, don’t be afraid...
I love you more each day...
In a lovers embrace we will stay.”
Valerie slowly turned Judy in her arms so they faced the lake. Her chin resting on Judy’s shoulder now, arms wrapped fully around her waist from behind.
“When the rain is falling.”
Her voice lowered.
“You're my shelter from the storm.”
Judy reached back, touching her hand over Valerie’s.
“We rode it out together...
Not knowing which day would be our last.”
Judy whispered, “But we always made it through.”
Valerie’s voice cracked slightly but held firm.
“From Night City streets...
To the Oregon mountain view.”
They both looked out across the water, and the silhouette of mountains just beyond it.
“We built our home just me, and you.”
Valerie pressed a slow kiss behind her ear.
“Stay with me now... forever and always.”
Judy turned, eyes glistening, and wrapped her arms around Valerie’s neck, forehead to forehead.
“Darling, don’t be afraid...
I love you more each day...
In a lovers embrace we will stay.”
Valerie’s voice softened to a whisper.
“In a lover's embrace we will stay.”
Wrapped in golden light, wrapped in each other, with no one watching but the trees, the lake, and the wind carrying the sound of a love too deep for any anthem, too sacred for any stage.
Judy didn’t speak right away.
She couldn’t.
The final note still lingered on Valerie’s lips, soft as dusk, fading into the stillness of the lake air. A hush had settled around them, thick with meaning, the kind of silence that didn’t need to be broken.
Valerie’s arms were still around her, holding her close. Judy’s fingers curled slightly into the fabric of her shirt, as if grounding herself. Her breath trembled as it left her lungs, but she didn’t pull away.
Instead, she leaned in.
The kiss started slow barely there, more breath than touch. But then it deepened, and Judy pulled her in tighter, her mouth parting against Valerie’s with a quiet desperation. It wasn’t hunger. It was something deeper. A need to feel every ounce of love Valerie had just poured into her. To return it, completely.
Their lips moved in sync, tender and raw. A kiss not of passion, but of devotion.
When they finally parted, their foreheads stayed together, eyes closed, breaths mingling.
“You really wrote that for me?” Judy’s voice was low, thick with emotion.
Valerie’s thumb brushed her cheek. “Every line.”
Judy opened her eyes, and Valerie lifted her chin with the gentlest touch, drawing their gazes together.
“When I look into your eyes,” Valerie whispered, “I’m not afraid.”
Judy blinked, her lashes damp. “God, Val…”
Valerie smiled softly, tucking a strand of green and pink hair behind Judy’s ear, then leaning in to kiss the spot just beneath her temple. “You pulled me through everything. You still do.”
Judy’s hands slid up Valerie’s sides, settling at her back. “I don’t even know how we got here sometimes. Just feels like we were always supposed to.”
They held each other tighter, the sun dipping lower behind the trees, casting a warm glow across the lake. The swing swayed gently beneath them. The rest of the world stayed still.
“I still get butterflies,” Judy whispered.
Valerie tilted her head. “Good.”
A small laugh escaped between them fragile, real.
Their lips met again, slower this time. Valerie cupped the side of Judy’s face, letting her thumb rest just beneath her eye, feeling the quiet shimmer of tears threatening to fall.
“I want to remember this version of you,” Judy said softly. “The one who doesn’t sing for the world just for me.”
Valerie pressed a kiss to her forehead, then down to her lips again. “You will. Every day.”
They didn’t move. Not for a while.
Just swayed gently in the swing, wrapped around each other, hearts laid open. No need for more words. No need for time to rush them forward.
This moment belonged to them completely, utterly theirs, and for once, the world felt quiet enough to let them just be.
Judy reached down and laced her fingers through Valerie’s, her grip warm and sure.
“Come on, mi amor,” she said, her voice low, still touched by the remnants of tears. “Let’s take a walk around the lake.”
Valerie didn’t answer with words. She simply gave Judy’s hand a gentle squeeze and rose beside her, their fingers staying locked like an unspoken promise. The swing rocked lightly behind them as they stepped off the deck, the wood creaking softly in farewell.
The lake stretched out before them, its surface brushed with gold as the sun sank deeper behind the pines. A hush lay over the world, broken only by the quiet crunch of their boots along the winding trail, the distant ripple of water against the shore, and the occasional chirp of late summer crickets waking up in the tall grass.
They didn’t talk right away. They didn’t need to. The silence between them was sacred filled with all the things that didn’t need to be said, because they were already known.
Valerie stole a glance at Judy, her profile glowing in the soft amber light. The kind of light that made her look untouchable like something pulled from a dream. Her short pink-and-green hair was caught in the breeze, swaying with every step. The soft curve of her smile was still there, faint but real.
“I used to dream about this,” Valerie murmured finally, her thumb brushing along Judy’s knuckles as they walked. “Not the fame. Not the escape. Just… this.”
Judy looked up at her, eyes gentle. “Just us?”
Valerie nodded. “Just being here. With you. No danger. No jobs. No noise.”
Judy slowed their pace, guiding them down a little slope where the trees opened up and the lake came into full view. The water reflected the sky like a mirror, hazy purples and deep blues blurring the line between heaven and earth.
“Sometimes I wonder what would’ve happened if we hadn’t found each other,” Judy whispered.
Valerie stopped walking. Turned to face her.
“You don’t have to wonder,” she said softly. “We did.”
Judy’s lip trembled, and Valerie kissed her again gently, slowly, right there on the edge of the world where only they existed. No spectators. No regrets. Just wind in the trees and water at their feet.
“Let’s never forget this,” Judy said as they pulled apart. “This peace. This love.”
Valerie rested her forehead to hers. “Never.”
They continued walking, side by side, the world falling quiet behind them again. And with every step, it felt less like a walk and more like the rest of their lives unfolding together.
The sun had just dipped below the horizon when they returned to the house, the last streaks of orange fading into dusk. The wooden steps creaked beneath their feet as they climbed back onto the deck, the swing now still, waiting. Valerie opened the sliding door, and the comforting scent of cedar and home wrapped around them like a familiar embrace.
Inside, the soft golden lights cast long shadows across the floor. The kitchen sat quiet, untouched since morning, with the mugs from their coffee still waiting by the sink. Everything felt lived-in, loved like it belonged to them and only them.
Judy tugged Valerie by the hand as they entered, her thumb tracing lazy circles on the back of her palm. “Let’s stay like this,” she murmured, “Just us. No plans, no countdowns.”
Valerie gave her a sideways smile. “You saying you don’t want me to cook something fancy?”
Judy chuckled. “Not tonight. Tonight I just want to be close.”
They moved to the couch, the cushions dipping as they sank into it together. Valerie reached over to the low bookshelf nearby and pulled out an old photo album worn at the edges, the cover faded, but every page inside packed with moments they’d lived and survived.
She opened it slowly, resting it on both their laps. Judy leaned in, head on Valerie’s shoulder, legs tangled beneath the blanket that had been waiting for them. They flipped through years in silence snapshots of their life together from Night City to Oregon. Smiles. Scars. Triumphs. Losses. All of it held in still frames and curled corners.
There were photos of their wedding day laughing under string lights, cake smeared on their faces. Pictures of them and Sera in the early days, sleepy-eyed and wrapped in blankets.
Shots of Johnny pretending not to care while clearly loving every second. And images from the new chapter they were still writing lake days, firepits, long road trips with no destination.
They lingered over one from Judy’s first dive after the war, her wetsuit unzipped to her waist, grinning up at the camera while Valerie crouched behind her with bunny ears raised.
Another showed the three of them bundled together during their first Oregon snowfall, Sera's cheeks red from the cold and Judy sneaking a marshmallow from Valerie’s cocoa.
One captured Vicky and Panam trying to build a snow fort while Sandra and Sera were pelting them with snowballs from behind a tree.
There were photos from birthdays, lazy summer naps on the dock, movie nights where everyone had fallen asleep in a pile on the couch.
Valerie in a ridiculous sunhat that Judy swore she’d never let her live down. Judy asleep on Valerie’s lap, a wrench still in her hand from hours of garage work. Little moments their life built from all of them.
They flipped to an older photo taken during a rare quiet moment in Night City: Judy asleep in Valerie’s lap, her braindance rig set aside, with Valerie’s hand resting protectively over her ribs. Another from Laguna Bend Judy holding up a rusted, heart-shaped locket they found underwater, both of them soaked and laughing in the shallows.
Further back in the album were the earliest pages frayed and a little smudged from the days when their love was still new, fragile, and bright with possibility.
A picture of Judy’s tiny Charter Street kitchen, cluttered with takeout boxes and one slightly overcooked pasta dish they swore they'd never try to make again. Valerie was perched on the counter, one sock half-off, while Judy stood between her knees, flour on her cheek and a spark in her eyes.
Another showed them curled up on that narrow old couch, the one with the rip in the cushion Judy’s head on Valerie’s lap, while Valerie braided Judy’s hair absentmindedly.
There were Polaroids taped into the pages too. One of Valerie asleep on Judy’s chest under a haze of early morning light filtering through the blinds. Another of Judy dancing barefoot in her living room in nothing but one of Valerie’s oversized shirts, laughing mid-spin.
Photos from rainy nights with both of them wrapped in one blanket by the window, steam fogging the glass. And one from their first real fight, strangely Valerie holding up a peace offering a slice of locust pepperoni pizza while Judy gave the smallest smirk, already forgiving her.
They’d carved out a life in that little apartment before the world changed. A life made up of quiet mornings, midnight laughs, and whispered promises under flickering lights. That apartment had been their first haven, and looking at those pages now, it was still etched into the foundation of everything they’d become.
Judy’s fingers slowed there, brushing the edge of the page as if to feel the moment again.
A snapshot from their first Oregon road trip showed Judy sprawled in the passenger seat with her boots on the dash, Valerie driving one-handed while holding Judy’s fingers with the other.
One from just a few weeks ago Judy and Valerie slow-dancing barefoot on the back deck, their Clan Alvarez jackets slung over the railing, the lake behind them catching the last light of day.
Then came the Polaroids scattered shots taped into the album with messy handwriting in the margins. Valerie and Judy sharing a kiss behind a blown-out music venue.
A series from Sera’s fifteenth birthday, including a shot of Valerie carrying a frosting-smeared Judy bridal style into the lake.
A quieter one, taken on a rainy morning: Judy curled up on the couch with a sketchpad, Valerie fast asleep beside her.
Tucked between those memories were the ones only they ever spoke of.
One showed Valerie sitting behind Judy on a rooftop in Japantown, her arms around her waist, neon lights flickering behind them as they watched the city breathe.
Another was from a morning in Laguna Bend Judy half-wrapped in a towel, dripping from the lake, caught mid-laugh as Valerie pointed the camera with a mischievous grin.
A rare black-and-white photo showed them curled up in the back of the Shion, an old projector screen flickering above as they watched some grainy film from the '60s with nothing but starlight and each other.
Another was taken just after Judy finished wiring her first personal project in Oregon Valerie kissing the grease off her cheek while Judy held up the screwdriver triumphantly.
There were sun-drenched mornings on the deck, Judy in Valerie’s hoodie and Valerie in Judy’s tank top, hair tousled, coffee mugs forgotten nearby. One photo was from a hike through the woods, where Valerie had lifted Judy up over a patch of mud, both of them grinning like idiots.
Another was a snapshot of Judy asleep on Valerie’s chest, her hand tangled in Valerie’s necklace peaceful in a way only trust could allow.
A softer one showed Judy tracing a new tattoo across Valerie’s ribs with a fingertip, reverent and smiling, while Valerie gazed down at her with eyes full of quiet awe.
Their anniversary trips had their own page rainy nights along the coast, slow mornings in Montana, and a blurry selfie from when Judy tackled Valerie into a bed of wildflowers somewhere along the California border. On one particularly worn page, Valerie had scribbled: “This one’s my favorite.” It was a candid shot of Judy brushing Valerie’s hair back behind her ear, her expression so full of love it hurt.
Then came a new chapter.
A photo of Sera sitting between them on the dock out back, her arms wrapped around her knees, a borrowed jacket too big on her shoulders. Judy’s hand rested gently on the girl’s back. Valerie was half-turned toward her, eyes soft, protective. That had been only days after the Shiv attack that changed everything.
Another snapshot captured the moment Sera had fallen asleep on the couch at the Lakehouse, Valerie’s arm slung around her and Judy’s legs tangled with both of theirs under a threadbare quilt. The exhaustion and grief had been etched into all their faces, but so had something else comfort, and the beginning of a new kind of trust.
One photo showed a paper lantern being released over the water at dusk, a small private memorial for Mitch and Carol. Sera stood between Valerie and Judy, holding their hands, her eyes reflecting the flickering light. No smiles just presence. Just family.
Then, there it was the moment caught by accident. Valerie had been mid-laugh, Judy looking surprised, and Sera, arms thrown around their waists, looking up at them with a tiny, trembling smile. The corner of the photo had a time stamp burned on the day of the camp attack. The same day she’d quietly asked if she could call them Mom.
That one stayed still for a long moment, neither of them turning the page.
Judy’s fingers slowed there, brushing the edge of the page as if to feel the moment again.
“Hey,” Judy whispered, her fingers pausing on the photo of Valerie caught mid-laugh, sun haloing her hair. “Do you know how beautiful you look when you forget the world exists?”
Valerie smirked. “Only when I’m with you, and Sera.”
Judy leaned up, brushing her lips against Valerie’s jaw. “Damn right.”
They stayed curled on the couch, time slipping by unnoticed. Outside, the wind rustled through the trees, and the soft hum of crickets played through the open windows. Valerie turned her head and pressed a kiss to Judy’s temple, whispering, “We made it.”
Judy exhaled a soft, content breath. “Yeah. We really did.”
Eventually, they drifted into silence again, the kind that only two people deeply in love could share where even quiet felt full. Where every heartbeat, every breath, said more than words ever could.
In that little house by the lake, with memories held in albums and love thick in the air, Valerie and Judy simply existed.
Valerie gently closed the album, fingertips lingering on the worn cover. The hush in the room felt sacred soaked with memory and meaning.
Judy’s eyes were still on the album, but a small, knowing smile played at the corners of her lips. “Hard to believe we’ve filled up this many pages,” she murmured.
Valerie leaned her head against hers. “Eleven years. Every one of ‘em earned.”
Judy nodded, then looked toward the shelf where Sera's newer photo book sat, still blank. “At least we know there’s more coming,” she said, her voice softer now. “I gave her the Polaroid yesterday... right before she and Sandra left.”
Valerie smiled. “I remember.”
Judy turned to her, her dark brown eyes gleaming with the weight of it all. “It felt right, you know? That camera’s been with me since before all this. Since Charter Street. Every photo I took that meant something... it always had you in it. Or Sera. Or both.”
She exhaled slowly, like the memory alone warmed her from within. “Now it’s her turn. Her story. Their story.”
Valerie reached for Judy’s hand and laced their fingers together. “She’s ready for it.”
Outside, the trees whispered against the glass, and the lake shimmered beneath a soft blanket of moonlight. In the quiet that followed, nothing needed to be said.
Their story wasn’t finished.
It had simply turned a page.
Eventually, the photo album lay closed on the coffee table, its worn leather cover gently reflecting the low glow of the room. The house had grown quieter as night deepened, the kind of hush that only came when memories had been honored, love spoken without a single wasted word. Outside, the lake shimmered beneath a sliver of moonlight, wind rustling softly through the trees.
Judy let out a slow breath, her head still resting on Valerie’s shoulder. “Feels like the whole world’s asleep but us.”
Valerie pressed a kiss to her hair. “Let it be. We’ve earned this kind of peace.”
They didn’t rush. They never did anymore.
After a few more moments of stillness, Valerie stood and gently offered her hand. Judy took it without hesitation, their fingers lacing with quiet ease as they moved through the house, lights dimming one by one behind them. The warmth of the day still clung faintly to the wooden floors beneath their bare feet, guiding them down the hallway like muscle memory.
The bedroom welcomed them with open arms.
Soft sheets. A bed lived-in with love. Familiar shadows dancing across the walls as the last light filtered in through the curtains.
Valerie pulled Judy in close as they lay down, her arms wrapping around her with a deliberate tenderness. She kissed her slow and deep the kind of kiss that said everything they didn’t have to anymore. The kind that promised forever without needing ceremony or spectacle.
Judy melted into her, head resting against Valerie’s chest, the steady rhythm of her heartbeat grounding everything.
“That song,” she murmured after a while, voice low and hushed against her skin. “It felt like breathing for the first time again. Like you cracked open the inside of my heart and let the light in.”
Valerie’s hand slid gently through Judy’s hair, her lips brushing her temple. “It was always for you.”
A small, content smile tugged at Judy’s mouth. “Maybe I need to return the favor,” she whispered, her voice almost playful. “Think it’s time I made you something. A short film, maybe. Nothing fancy. Just... us.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, smiling. “Yeah? What would it be about?”
Judy snuggled closer. “You. Me. The way your eyes go soft when you look at me. The way you hum when you’re half asleep. All those little moments no one else gets to see... but I do.”
Valerie exhaled, heart aching in the best kind of way. “You’d really do that?”
Judy smiled. “You write me songs. I think it’s only fair.”
The wind sighed outside as the lake rippled under the moonlight. Inside, they drifted closer, wrapped in warmth and memory and the kind of love that didn’t need declarations anymore, but still gave them anyway.
Here, in the quiet, they simply existed whole and unbreakable.
Forever, in a lover’s embrace.
The early morning light filtered through the gauzy curtains, warm and soft as it stretched across the bedroom. Somewhere, birds chirped faintly, the kind of quiet song that belonged to places untouched by urgency. Beneath the covers, the world was slower, sleepier except for the gentle shifting of Judy’s fingers tracing idle circles along Valerie’s hip.
Valerie hummed faintly at the touch, not quite awake but leaning into it all the same.
“You always sleep so deep after you sing to me,” Judy whispered, voice thick with morning rasp and affection. Her breath was warm against Valerie’s shoulder. “Like you emptied your whole heart and had to recharge.”
Valerie smiled, still half-dreaming. “Only way I know how.”
Judy chuckled softly, then pressed a kiss to the edge of Valerie’s jaw. “You’re lucky I let you sleep this long.”
Valerie cracked one eye open. “Oh? What was your plan?”
“This.” Judy’s mouth was on her neck before Valerie could counter slow, deliberate kisses trailing from her collarbone up to her ear, where her teeth grazed just enough to draw a small gasp.
Valerie shifted onto her back as Judy straddled her thighs, her dark brown eyes smoldering with familiar fire, pink and green hair a tousled mess from sleep. “God, you’re cute in the mornings,” she murmured, brushing stray red strands from Valerie’s face. “It’s almost unfair.”
Valerie grinned. “Almost?”
“Mmhm.” Judy leaned down again, lips brushing Valerie’s, the kiss starting slow playful, lazy, but quickly deepening, her tongue teasing just enough to make Valerie’s breath hitch. Their hands found each other’s sleep shirts, tugging upward, exposing warm skin to the cool air.
Clothes slipped away piece by piece, not rushed, not frantic just peeled away between kisses and teasing smiles, as if each article carried a memory worth savoring. Valerie’s hands roamed Judy’s back, palms sliding over soft curves and old scars, grounding them both in the present.
“Still into me?” Valerie whispered, echoing the song from the day before with a cheeky lift of her brow.
Judy gave her a look. “Baby, I’m devouring you.”
They rolled once, then again, tangled in blankets and each other, their bare skin pressed flush as warmth and want filled the space between every breath. Laughter bubbled up between kisses, teasing and tender, the kind that only came from years of knowing every corner of each other’s hearts.
When Judy finally stilled, lips brushing just under Valerie’s ear, she whispered, “Let me take care of you.”
Valerie’s answer was a quiet nod, her fingers tracing a promise along Judy’s spine. “Always.”
Valerie laid back against the pillows, her chest rising slowly with anticipation, a flush already coloring her freckled cheeks. Judy kissed her way down with reverence, lips brushing the base of Valerie’s throat, then lower, tracing the soft curve of her collarbone. Every kiss was deliberate. No rush. No theatrics. Just affection so real it pulsed between them.
“You’ve always been the strongest person I know,” Judy murmured, her voice low and husky, “but I love when you let yourself melt for me.”
Valerie’s eyes fluttered, a breath catching in her throat. “You’re the only one I ever could.”
Judy smiled against her skin, then continued her trail kissing across the swell of Valerie’s breasts, teasing with the flat of her tongue before sucking gently until Valerie gasped, her hand threading into Judy’s hair.
Her hands moved with purpose, fingers skimming every familiar rise and curve, as if confirming Valerie was really here alive, warm, hers. She kissed her way lower, each movement a vow. Her mouth traced over Valerie’s ribs, pausing to press a kiss just beneath her left side, over the old scar from one of their worst nights in Night City.
“I hated that you got hurt,” Judy whispered, resting her cheek there for a breath. “But I’m so damn glad you made it back to me.”
Valerie’s fingers tightened in her hair. “I made it back because I had you to come home to.”
Judy looked up at her, eyes dark and glassy with emotion. Then, with quiet confidence, she lowered herself between Valerie’s thighs, lifting one of her legs gently over her shoulder.
The first press of Judy’s mouth was soft, like a secret. Her tongue moved slowly at first, savoring every shiver that ran through Valerie’s body. Her hands gripped Valerie’s hips just enough to steady her, but her pace was patient purposeful like she wanted Valerie to feel every bit of it. Her tongue danced and curled, each movement sending pleasure building in waves.
Valerie’s back arched, a soft moan escaping as she bit her lip, eyes fluttering. “Fuck, Judy…”
Judy hummed against her, the sound vibrating through her, making Valerie tremble. She looked up, eyes meeting Valerie's silent promise that she wasn’t stopping until Valerie forgot her own name.
Her tongue circled again, deeper this time, more insistent, and Valerie’s body bucked beneath her. Her thighs quivered, and her fingers clawed gently at the sheets as Judy's pace quickened, coaxing her higher, holding her there right on the edge until the pleasure finally overtook her.
Valerie came undone with a cry that was part relief, part reverence, her body pulsing in waves. Judy didn’t stop until she had felt every aftershock, until her breathing settled and her fingers softened their grip.
She crawled back up, kissing Valerie’s neck, her cheek, finally resting her forehead against hers. Their breaths mingled, warm and uneven.
“I love you,” Judy whispered, brushing her thumb along Valerie’s flushed cheek.
Valerie smiled, dazed and glowing. “Then don’t move. I need a second before I return the favor.”
Judy chuckled against her lips. “Take all the time you need, mi amor. I’m not going anywhere.”
The air between them was thick with warmth and affection, heavy with the kind of quiet intimacy that didn’t need words to deepen. Valerie shifted beneath the sheets, her body still humming from Judy’s touch. But she didn’t need recovery. What she needed was to pour all of it back into the woman curled beside her.
She didn’t ask. She didn’t tease. She simply rolled gently, hovering over Judy with a kiss that was soft at first then deepened slowly, drawing a breathless sigh from her wife. Valerie’s fingers slid down Judy’s side, nails tracing light, deliberate lines over bare skin, enough to raise goosebumps.
Judy’s hands instinctively curled around Valerie’s back, but her eyes were already closing, her head tipping slightly as she surrendered to the moment. “You always know exactly what I need,” she murmured.
Valerie smiled, brushing her nose along Judy’s jaw before kissing the spot beneath her ear, the place that always made her shiver. “I’ve had a lot of practice.”
She kissed her way down with purpose, mouth lingering over Judy’s chest, letting her lips drag and her tongue dance as Judy arched into her. She gave attention to every inch of her the way her breath caught, the way her heartbeat stuttered under her skin. There was no rush, no performance. Valerie worshipped her. Loved her like it was her only job.
Her hands smoothed down Judy’s sides, fingers grazing her hips before settling gently on her thighs. She nuzzled lower, teasing the inside of one with her lips, smiling at the way Judy’s breath hitched and her thighs opened just a little more, a silent invitation.
Valerie took it slowly, her mouth finding Judy’s center with reverence. She kissed her there first slow, open-mouthed kisses that made Judy whimper, her fingers gripping the sheets.
And then Valerie truly began her tongue flicking, swirling, moving in careful, rhythmic circles that sent fire through Judy’s veins. She didn’t stop. She didn’t let go. Her hands held Judy close, keeping her grounded as the waves built again and again.
“Fuck… Val…” Judy gasped, her voice breaking in the quiet.
Valerie glanced up, her emerald eyes locked onto Judy’s with raw intensity, never breaking contact as she worked. “Let go for me,” she whispered, then dipped her head again.
Judy did. Her back arched, her thighs trembled, and her body surged with a cry that filled the room sharp, raw, beautiful. Valerie kept her there, easing her through the aftershocks, tongue softening, kisses gentler until Judy’s body settled back against the sheets, slick with warmth and glowing from within.
Valerie crawled back up slowly, kissing the curve of Judy’s stomach, then her ribs, her chest, her throat until she reached her lips again.
Judy pulled her into a kiss that was messy, deep, and still trembling. “I love you,” she whispered fiercely. “You make me feel like I matter more than the whole goddamn world.”
Valerie cupped her cheek, brushing her thumb across the soft trail of tears Judy hadn’t noticed she shed. “That’s ‘cause you do.”
They stayed like that for a few long moments, tangled in sheets and breath and hearts still beating fast.
Then Judy grinned through the haze. “Shower?”
Valerie’s brow lifted. “You sure you can walk?”
Judy smirked, nipping her shoulder. “Carry me.”
Valerie didn’t hesitate.
Still flushed and glowing from the afterglow, she slipped her arms under Judy’s thighs and back in one smooth motion, lifting her clean off the bed. Judy squealed in surprise, then laughed breathlessly, arms instinctively locking around Valerie’s neck.
“Val..!” she gasped, head falling against her shoulder. “You weren’t actually supposed to do it.”
Valerie grinned, walking them through the warm, golden-toned bedroom with ease. “Too late. You dared me with those eyes. That’s on you.”
Judy giggled against her neck, voice soft. “You’re such a showoff.”
“Only for you,” Valerie murmured, pausing outside the bathroom to nudge the door open with her foot. The lights flickered on automatically, revealing the wide shower stall lined with smooth stone and pale tile, a faint mist still clinging to the air from their earlier use.
She stepped inside and gently lowered Judy to her feet, but not before stealing one more slow kiss the kind that left them both leaning into each other, hearts still echoing from before.
Steam quickly swirled around them as Valerie twisted the handle, adjusting the temperature until it poured down hot and steady. Judy tugged her into the water without waiting, both of them laughing as droplets splashed across their skin.
There was no rush. Just hands sliding over backs and arms, fingers through wet hair, their bodies swaying close under the cascade like a slow dance rediscovered. Judy washed Valerie’s shoulders with gentle circles, teasing a kiss to her collarbone. Valerie returned the favor with sudsy fingers trailing low across Judy’s hips, making her yelp and swat with a playful glare.
“Behave,” Judy warned with zero authority.
Valerie raised a brow, stepping in close, lips brushing the corner of her mouth. “Nope.”
They chuckled together as the tension melted into playful tenderness. Valerie let Judy press her back to the wall, their bodies close enough to feel the water weaving between them, the occasional bubble of laughter breaking the soft rhythm of the moment.
Eventually, they turned to rinse off, trading kisses beneath the spray each one slow, familiar, addictive. The kind that spoke of a love earned over time, of a life weathered and survived together.
As the water began to cool, they stepped out wrapped in towels and each other, their laughter still echoing softly off the tiles.
Back in the bedroom, they collapsed into clean sheets, skin damp, hearts full.
Judy curled into Valerie’s side with a long, satisfied sigh. “You know,” she murmured, voice drowsy, “you make mornings dangerous. I’m never gonna want to get out of bed again.”
Valerie kissed her damp hair, pulling her closer. “Then don’t.”
With the scent of lavender soap still on their skin and the warmth of the morning sun filtering through the windows, they drifted into the kind of peace only soulmates could ever find.
The shower had left the house warm and mist-sweet, skin still glowing, hearts still full. Wrapped in soft robes and that unmistakable feeling of being known, they moved together through the quiet halls bare feet padding across old wood, fingers brushing now and then, refusing to let the moment go completely.
Valerie was the first to drift toward the kitchen, towel still hanging loosely around her neck, while Judy trailed behind, tying her robe with one hand and tousling her damp hair with the other. The smell of fresh-ground coffee was already thick in the air, rich and comforting.
“What’s the verdict?” Judy asked, peeking over Valerie’s shoulder as she cracked eggs into a pan.
“Protein,” Valerie replied, grinning. “Gotta replenish after all your cardio.”
Judy laughed, low and playful, then reached for the bread to start toasting. “You say that like you didn’t beg for extra rounds.”
Valerie glanced over, brow raised. “I didn’t hear you complaining.”
“I didn’t have the breath to.”
They bumped hips in passing, laughter spilling out between them like it belonged there, like it had always belonged. The clinking of silverware and the sizzle of food soon filled the kitchen, mixing with stolen glances and lazy kisses between tasks.
By the time they sat down at the table sunlight stretching through the windows, plates stacked with eggs, toast, and fruit it already felt like another perfect memory in the making.
Then came the moment.
Judy arched an eyebrow, licking a bit of toast from the corner of her lip. “Liar.”
Valerie leaned back in her chair, lips quirking as she watched her. “Still into you, though.”
Judy scoffed softly, but her eyes betrayed the affection behind the tease. “Sap.”
Valerie leaned forward across the table, her fingers brushing against Judy’s wrist, voice low and warm. “Only for you.”
They lingered in the kitchen long after the food was gone, their plates cleared but their bodies still close, wrapped in that quiet morning haze that only came after making love and laughing through breakfast like teenagers again. Judy leaned back against the counter, arms loosely crossed, her dark eyes tracing the lines of Valerie’s face as if trying to memorize her all over again. Valerie was drying her hands, the dish towel slung over her shoulder, strands of red hair still damp from their shower, curling gently at her collarbone.
Judy stepped closer, slipping her hands around Valerie’s waist. “You’re glowing,” she said softly, brushing her lips along the edge of Valerie’s jaw. “Like the whole damn sun’s inside you.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath, tucking a piece of Judy’s hair behind her ear. “Might be. You tend to do that to me.”
They stood like that for a moment, swaying faintly in place, the quiet hum of the house folding in around them. Outside, the lake glistened through the wide windows, the light painting slow-moving reflections across the walls. Everything was still. Whole. Exactly where it was meant to be.
Judy pulled back just slightly, her voice low and warm. “You still planning to finish that track you teased me with last week?”
Valerie tilted her head, eyebrows lifted. “Only if you finish what you were working on. You said it was for me.”
“I lied,” Judy said, lips twitching. “It’s for us.”
A slow grin spread across Valerie’s face. She leaned in and kissed her again soft, playful, promising, and then gently took Judy’s hand, walking her down the hall.
They moved in rhythm, steps light, trailing fingers against the walls like they were tracing history. At the split near the end of the hall, they paused. Judy rested her forehead against Valerie’s, eyes fluttering shut.
“I’ll be just across the hall,” she whispered.
Valerie smiled. “Always are.”
They broke off with a final squeeze of fingers and each disappeared into their respective sanctuary spaces they’d built together over the years.
Judy’s editing room welcomed her like an old friend. She stepped barefoot onto the smooth concrete floor, her toes curling slightly at the coolness. The main terminal was already humming, the curved monitors glowing with soft blues and purples. Her BD rig waited, sleek and upgraded beyond anything Night City ever thought possible custom tuned by her own hands. Every wire, every relay, every interface had a purpose. A story. Most of those stories were Valerie.
She slid into her seat, tapping her temple twice. The neural relay blinked to life, two light filaments flaring under each eye like faint tattoos. Her mind synced with the system instantly, thoughts flowing directly into the timeline. She reached for the memory files raw, unpolished footage pulled from their time together. Not the public stuff. Not concert clips or BD tours. These were hers.
Judy hovered her hand in the air, and a projection flickered to life before her a slow moment on a dock, Valerie dancing in the rain, no music, no crowd. Just joy. She smiled, eyes wet without warning.
Across the hall, Valerie had slipped into her recording room. The walls were lined with acoustic panels stitched in roses, a nod to Judy. Her soundboard warmed beneath her fingers as she adjusted the levels. On the wall was a framed photo of them one Judy had taken with a cheap polaroid years ago. Valerie’s hair was wild, her eyeliner smudged from laughing too hard, Judy’s hand halfway into frame from where she’d tried to block the lens.
She sat in her chair and took a long breath. Her lyrics were open on the tablet beside her, but she didn’t read them. She already knew every word by heart. Instead, she closed her eyes and let herself feel really feel everything she’d carried for Judy over the years. The nights by hospital beds. The gunfights survived. The first morning Sera had called them Mom. The way Judy still looked at her like she was the only person in the world.
She pressed the mic’s activation switch.
“Test, test,” she murmured. “This one’s just for you, babe.”
Her voice raw, smoky, beautiful spilled into the room as the track began to record. She didn’t need music behind it yet. The rhythm was in her heart, and it was beating for Judy.
Back in the editing room, Judy was quietly watching another clip Valerie asleep on the couch, their cat curled up against her ribs, a book still open on her chest. Judy paused the feed and leaned back, hands pressed over her face. “God, I love you,” she whispered.
She wiped her eyes, smiled, and went back to editing.
Between the two rooms, the house felt alive with their energy two halves of the same soul creating side by side. No deadlines. No distractions. Just the quiet miracle of building something beautiful for the only person who would ever truly understand.
The sun had long dipped behind the trees, casting the lake in a soft, dusky glow. Long shadows filtered through the open windows, dancing gently across the wooden floors as the house fell quiet again, save for the low ambient hum of the equipment winding down. In her studio, Valerie stretched out her arms with a satisfied sigh, her voice still lingering in the air from the final take. She leaned back in her chair, eyes closed, smiling faintly to herself. The gentle thrum of creation still buzzed beneath her skin.
Just across the hall, Judy stood in her editing room doorway, silently watching her wife through the studio doorway. Valerie’s back was to her, the silhouette of her shoulders soft in the ambient light. Judy tilted her head, a small, quiet smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. The kind of smile that only ever belonged to Valerie.
The moment Valerie turned her head, catching the movement from the corner of her eye, she met Judy’s gaze, and there it was. That spark. That silent recognition that said, “You’re mine. I’m yours.”
“Hey,” Judy said softly, her voice warm and low.
Valerie’s lips curved. “Hey.”
Judy walked the short hallway barefoot, slow and unrushed, as though time itself knew better than to intrude. She reached out and took Valerie’s hand in both of hers, their fingers finding each other with the kind of ease only years of love could teach. Her thumb traced slow circles against Valerie’s skin.
“It’s ready,” she murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
Valerie rose without question. Her fingers stayed woven with Judy’s as they made their way into the living room. The house felt alive in that moment like it knew something important was about to happen.
The couch welcomed them like an old friend. Valerie sank down first, leaning into the cushions with a tired sigh that turned into a quiet hum of contentment as Judy joined her. One leg thrown lazily over Valerie’s thigh, head tucked beneath her chin. Judy adjusted the neural relay beneath her ear, the small flicker of light blinking in sync. Valerie did the same, the movement automatic, like breathing.
With a pulse of light, the BD projection bloomed to life on the far wall. But this wasn’t a concert, or a polished interview reel. This was something more sacred. More real. This was their life.
The first scene flickered gently into view Valerie asleep in their bed, twisted in the sheets, one hand curled against her cheek. The morning sun painted gold across her back. She stirred slightly, murmured something unintelligible, and smiled. Judy’s voice came soft over the image. "This is how I see you when the world isn’t watching."
Valerie blinked slowly, stunned already. Her eyes tracked the footage like it was something holy.
The next clip played. Valerie stood at the edge of the lake in early autumn, tank top clinging to her as wind danced through the trees. She stretched her arms high over her head, and as she turned, the camera caught the exact moment she noticed Judy filming. Her face lit up with laughter, eyes crinkling in that way only Judy could draw out of her.
Judy rested her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder, speaking softly into her skin. “You looked like magic that day.”
More scenes followed.
Valerie reaching across the table, brushing paint off Judy’s cheek during their living room mural project. Her fingers stained blue, her face wearing a mischievous grin.
Valerie, soaking wet in a spring thunderstorm, dragging Judy out from under the porch to dance barefoot in the grass.
Valerie singing by the fireplace late at night, a rough, half-written melody tumbling out of her. Her eyes closed, her soul bared. The raw, unfinished kind of moment she rarely let anyone see, but always gave to Judy.
Then one where Judy was obviously sneaking the shot Valerie curled up on the couch in sweatpants and one of Judy’s old tank tops, reading aloud from a dog-eared book while stirring a mug of tea with her other hand.
And then another.
Valerie on the back porch after one of her panic attacks. Knees pulled to her chest, breathing shaky. Judy’s voice softly narrating over the image: "Even in the moments you felt broken you never stopped being the strongest person I’ve ever known."
Valerie turned her face into Judy’s hair, eyes glassy.
“I can’t believe you kept all of these,” she whispered.
“I kept everything,” Judy murmured. “Every second of you.”
The projection faded to another scene. A grainy clip from their first winter together in Oregon Valerie building a lopsided snowman while Judy tossed snowballs at her from behind the camera.
“I still think I should’ve won that snowball fight,” Valerie muttered with a smile.
“You did,” Judy said, brushing her lips against Valerie’s jaw. “But I won your heart, so I think that counts double.”
A soft laugh passed between them.
The final clip played.
Valerie fast asleep on the couch in their old apartment, years ago. A blanket tucked around her, hair falling into her eyes. Judy’s voice came through, unfiltered, caught on the audio track like a secret never meant to be heard.
“Even then, I knew. You were it for me.”
The projection faded to black.
The room sat in silence.
Not empty silence, but full. Brimming. Heavy with every heartbeat and every breath shared between them.
Judy slowly turned her head, her lips brushing Valerie’s ear as she whispered, “Told you I’d catch up. You keep writing me songs I’ll keep building the rest.”
Valerie smiled through quiet tears. “Then we’ve still got so much left to live.”
They didn’t speak after that not because there was nothing left to say, but because the most important things had already been spoken. With glances. With hands. With the quiet promise between them.
Outside, the moon rose high over the lake, casting silver across the water.
In the quiet of their living room, wrapped in each other’s arms, Valerie and Judy let the night hold them as deeply as they held one another.
The BD projector faded to black as the room softened to quiet. Judy rested against Valerie, her head nestled in the crook of her neck, both of them still wrapped in the gentle afterglow of everything they’d just relived together. A lifetime played back in colors, sounds, and breathless emotions each memory hand-picked, each second heavy with love.
The Holo buzzed faintly from the nearby counter. Judy leaned over with a sleepy smile and tapped to answer.
Sera’s face popped up, flushed with energy and pride. “Hey, Mama!”
Judy sat up straighter, smiling. “Hey, mi cielo. Everything good?”
“Better than good,” Sera grinned. Sandra leaned into frame beside her, waving with a mouthful of food. “We just got the convoy safely back to Highland. Killjoy gave us props, and Screwbie didn’t catch on fire this time.”
Sandra added, “Barely. And someone tried to name a canyon after us.”
Sera rolled her eyes, then held up the Polaroid camera. “We’ve been taking pictures of everything. Sandra’s already trying to plan our honeymoon now that the mission’s done.”
Judy laughed, eyes warm. “Just don’t book it without telling your moms.”
Sera smirked. “No promises.”
“I miss you both,” Judy said softly. “Be safe. And pick somewhere romantic, but not too wild.”
The call ended with sleepy goodnights and goofy kisses blown toward the screen.
When Judy turned around, the living room was empty. A soft glow spilled from the kitchen.
She followed it in.
Valerie stood near the stove, candles flickering around her. The table was set two plates, two wine glasses, a small vase with wildflowers, and that unmistakable soft grace Valerie always carried when she was planning something from the heart.
Judy leaned against the doorframe. “You slipped away.”
Valerie smiled over her shoulder. “Wanted to make tonight last just a little longer.”
Judy stepped closer, brushing her fingers against Valerie’s back. “You didn’t have to.”
“I wanted to.” Valerie turned, eyes glowing in the candlelight. “You’ve given me everything, Jude. A life. A family. A place to belong. Tonight, I just wanted to remind you…”
She paused, reaching out to take Judy’s hand. “That I still love you. Even more every day. After everything the streets, the storms, the silence we’re still here. Still us. Locked inside a lover’s embrace.”
Judy’s throat tightened, her dark eyes glassy with emotion. “Only you could make dinner feel like a vow renewal.”
Valerie chuckled. “Good. ‘Cause I meant every word.”
Judy pulled her in slowly, fingers curling behind her neck, lips brushing Valerie’s with deliberate slowness. What began as a whisper of affection deepened into a long, quiet kiss, steady, reverent, full of everything words had already said and everything they didn’t need to.
They lingered there at the table, fingers intertwined beside flickering candlelight, a home built from battles and belonging, and love that only grew stronger through every chapter they lived together.
Valerie finally broke the kiss with a soft smile, brushing the tip of her nose against Judy’s. “Come on,” she whispered, her voice thick with warmth, “you haven’t even tasted the sauce yet.”
Judy let her go with a small sigh of mock reluctance, trailing her fingers down Valerie’s wrist before finally sitting. The table was set with carefully folded cloth napkins, crystal glasses filled with a local wine, and steaming plates of seared salmon laid over wild rice and seasonal vegetables. The glaze shimmered in the candlelight, a small but thoughtful touch that made the whole thing feel sacred.
“This looks incredible,” Judy murmured, lifting her fork like it was a delicate tool, not just cutlery.
“I remembered you liked that honey-lemon finish,” Valerie said as she sat across from her. “And the rice is from that stall you found last spring. The one with the lavender and basil mix.”
Judy’s eyes sparkled with recognition. “You really do remember every little thing.”
Valerie shrugged with a gentle grin. “Only the ones that matter.”
They ate slowly, trading bites now and then across the table, fingers brushing over the rim of the shared plate of roasted carrots or a piece of toasted sourdough slathered in herb butter. Valerie stole the last bite of fish, grinning guiltily as Judy pretended to glare.
“Mmm. Worth it,” Valerie teased as she chewed.
Judy reached across the table, pinching her fingers close in the air. “That’s this close to betrayal.”
Valerie leaned in. “Guess I’ll have to make it up to you later.”
Judy met her gaze for a lingering beat, her expression softening. “You always do.”
Afterward, they rose together to clear the plates not rushed, but slow and choreographed like a dance they’d done a hundred times before. Judy rinsed while Valerie dried. The clink of glass, the scent of lemon soap, the way their hips brushed when one reached over the other it was intimacy in motion. Shared rhythm. A practiced ritual that said we live here and we loved here.
When the last plate was put away, Judy looped her arms around Valerie’s waist from behind, resting her chin on her shoulder.
“You still make the best dinners I’ve ever had,” she murmured.
Valerie leaned her head gently against hers. “You’re the reason I learned to cook in the first place.”
Judy smiled. “Still think it’s funny we survived the Afterlife, Arasaka, even Smasher… but it's just us, a kitchen, soft music that feels like a win.”
Valerie turned in her arms, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “That’s ‘cause it is.”
Judy closed her eyes for a moment, breathing in the warmth of Valerie’s presence. Just the subtle hum of the world moving gently around them. She leaned in, resting her head against Valerie’s chest, feeling the steady beat beneath her ear like a lullaby written just for her.
Neither of them moved for a while, savoring the stillness, the unspoken promise between heartbeats.
Eventually, fingers still intertwined, they drifted from the kitchen toward the back of the house. No words, just the hush of familiar footsteps on creaking floorboards, the soft slide of the deck door, and the night waiting to receive them. Fingers gave way as lungs filled with the night air.
The air had taken on a gentle stillness, that quiet kind of nightfall only the lake knew how to hold. Moonlight stretched in long, silver ribbons across the water, soft and endless. The trees swayed in rhythm with the breeze, the stars just beginning to prick through the dark.
Judy stood at the edge of the deck, both hands resting on the worn railing, her eyes tracing the curve of the horizon. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Behind her, she heard Valerie’s bare footsteps, soft against the wood.
A warm presence pressed against her back, arms folding around her waist with care, familiarity, and quiet promise. Valerie’s chin found its place on Judy’s shoulder, and they fit together the way they always had without effort, without pause.
For a long time, they didn’t move.
Judy’s fingers drifted up to trace the hand resting across her stomach, her thumb brushing against Valerie’s knuckles. “I used to wonder,” she said softly, “what peace might feel like.”
Valerie’s lips brushed her cheek. “Now you know?”
Judy turned her head just enough to meet her eyes. “Only because you’re here.”
Valerie exhaled slowly, holding her tighter. “I’m always here.”
The breeze whispered around them, but the world itself seemed to still.
Their silhouettes blended into one, standing quietly against the night. There were no fireworks, no grand declarations. Just the heartbeat of a life lived together. A quiet, unbreakable truth held between them like a vow renewed without words.
In that silence, wrapped in moonlight and memory, they stayed two souls held in a lover’s embrace, with nothing left to prove, and everything still left to share.
Chapter 6: Love Through Loss Full Concert
Summary:
Valerie is making her huge concert debut performing Love Through Loss at the amphitheater inside Klamath Falls resort.
Joined by her bandmates Ethan, Paz, Alba, and Aniko they put on a performance that doesn't leave a dry eye in the audience.
The album is a journey through Valerie's heart singing about her pain, loss, and the love she found through it all.
Chapter Text
The low hum of warm-up tones buzzed through the backstage corridors, the distant murmur of the amphitheater crowd like the ocean pushing against a cliff. Lights blinked rhythmically along the panel board while Valerie Alvarez stood in front of the dressing room mirror, adjusting her red hair with quiet precision. She looked calm, and steady. But her fingers, those calloused fingertips made for steel strings and trigger pulls tapped once against the edge of the counter.
Behind her, movement. Boots, laughter, and the scuff of cases being set down.
"Hey, boss," Ethan called as he stepped in, slinging his bass around with a casual spin and a grin that could brighten half a city block. His jet-black braids were tied back tonight, and his shirt was an explosion of clashing colors like a walking tie-dye rebellion. "Tuned and grounded. And I swear I only rewired one pedal. Maybe two."
Valerie arched her brow. "Just don’t blow out the amps this time."
"No promises." Ethan winked and slid onto the couch, feet already tapping out the tempo to tonight’s opener.
Paz followed right behind him, drumsticks tucked into the loops of his ripped jeans, his leather vest worn and cracked like an old gig poster. He gave Valerie a quick two-finger salute, brushing long blond hair out of his eyes. "Crowd’s hyped. Some Corpo kid outside said we’re trending."
"I don’t trust anyone under thirty who says 'trending,'" Valerie replied with a smirk.
"Love you too," Paz said with a grin, then started air-drumming against his thighs.
Alba entered next, her Nomad leathers decked in hand-painted patches and colored cords that wrapped down her sleeves like tribal tattoos. She carried herself with quiet confidence, a keyboard case slung over her shoulder and a half-eaten protein bar in the other hand.
"Desert-born and night-ready," she said, dropping the case gently by the wall. "You still want that arpeggio to drift in the bridge of 'Starfall'?"
"Yeah," Valerie said. "Slide it in with a little more space. Let it breathe."
"Got you."
Then came Aniko loud boots, louder eyeliner, and an attitude that somehow didn’t undercut her grace when she sat at the upright rehearsal piano in the corner. Hair shaved close on one side, the other dyed a brilliant cobalt blue, she was already warming up with one hand while flipping off a bot-fly in her drink with the other.
"If that thing flies near my gear, it’s war," she muttered.
Valerie laughed, shaking her head as she turned to face them all. "Alright. Look at us. One Nomad, one Corpo dropout, one synthwave anarchist, one desert mage, and me the walking contradiction."
Paz chimed in, “All heart. No brakes.”
"Damn right." Valerie gave them a nod. "We’ve rehearsed every note, every shift. But the only thing I care about tonight more than perfect chords or clean cues is that we mean every beat. We’re not just playing. We’re telling our story. Mine. Yours. All of ours."
She paused. The quiet before ignition.
"So when those lights go up, don't hold back. Burn it down. And build something better in its place."
The room echoed with a quiet buzz of electricity not just from the gear, but from the unspoken unity between them.
Ethan gave her a small salute. Paz raised a stick. Alba smiled through her focus. Aniko cracked her knuckles and rolled her shoulders.
Valerie looked at them one last time.
"Let’s set the night on fire."
With that, the stage manager knocked twice on the door.
Showtime.
The night had been waiting for this.
It swept over Klamath Falls like a tide cool, clear, and full of breathless anticipation. The lake shimmered like a mirror to the stars, its stillness broken only by the occasional ripple that whispered toward the shore. Lanterns drifted in the air like lazy fireflies, suspended by invisible threads, their warm amber glow dancing against the windless sky. Beyond the hill, where the grass sloped gently toward the open-air amphitheater, hundreds of souls gathered under the night.
The amphitheater wasn’t massive or extravagant, but it didn’t need to be. Built by the Wolfcats during the last decade, it stood proudly near the lakeshore just beside the Resort. A wide stage curved gently with the land, nestled in the open air where pine trees framed the backdrop and moonlight danced on the water.
Soft uplighting glowed beneath the stage, and a long banner of black silk stretched overhead, stitched with a single phrase: "Love Through Loss-Valerie Alvarez" in purple lettering. The title shimmered with quiet dignity, no fanfare needed. Behind the stage, a curved projection screen displayed the album art. A lotus flower with two roses crossed in an X filled with memory and meaning.
Rows of chairs lined the gentle slope, but many had chosen to sit on blankets, arms wrapped around each other, families close. Children giggled as they chased lightsticks between rows, and old-timers leaned back with wistful eyes, the kind that had seen more years than they ever expected. The crowd wasn’t just from Klamath Falls it was from everywhere. Clan Alvarez. Aldecaldos. Locals. Nomads. Old friends from Night City. Fans who had followed her journey since the first crackling pirate broadcasts she ever shared. Tonight, they were all here for her.
Just off to the right side of the hill, the front row was packed with those who knew her best.
Judy sat forward on the edge of her seat, legs crossed beneath her, hair brushed behind one ear, that signature pink and green catching the light like wildfire. Her dark brown eyes were locked on the stage pride, love, and breathless longing all at once etched into her expression.
Sera leaned on Sandra's shoulder beside her, both girls decked out in their Clan Alvarez denim jackets with the signature phoenix patch and stitched names across the chest. Sandra’s fingers laced with hers. Every now and then, Sera would whisper something, and Sandra would smile wide, eyes shimmering.
Panam and Vicky were in their Aldecaldos reds Panam’s arm draped across Vicky’s shoulder as she glanced around the crowd like she was casing the place for trouble, even here. Vicky elbowed her gently. “Relax. Tonight’s a love song, not a firefight.”
Jessica and Vanessa sat intertwined just behind them. Vanessa, ever the cool one, had her arm resting behind Jess’s back, her other hand fiddling with a glowing silver trimtech pendant Valerie had gifted her years ago.
A few seats down, Johnny sat with his arms crossed and a rare softness behind his eyes. No flashy remarks, no middle fingers to the sky, just silent pride as he glanced at Valerie’s name on the banner. Beside him, Kerry leaned back in his seat with an easy grin, silver rings catching the ambient light, one boot tapping gently in rhythm with the pre-show hum. He didn’t say it out loud, but the look they exchanged said enough: She made it.
At the far end of the row, watching with a hand over her heart, was Ainara. The oldest of them. The one who’d once whispered stories to Valerie in a dark living room when hope felt impossible. She wore an old shawl, faded but proud, and her eyes were already glistening, and the show hadn’t even begun.
Then, the lights dimmed.
A hush swept across the crowd like a breath being held.
From the shadows of the Phoenix wings displayed on the screen, a silhouette emerged.
Valerie Alvarez.
She walked out slowly, silver rocker boots soft on the wood, movements fluid, graceful, unhurried. A soft wind caught her long red hair, flowing across her shoulders as she stepped beneath the first spotlight. She wore a sleeveless black top beneath her jacket, the Clan Alvarez phoenix glowing faintly beneath the lights. Her lotus tattoo peeked from the side of her collar. Her presence alone pulled silence from the night.
A mic waited on its stand at center stage. She stopped in front of it, her hands resting gently against its edges. She looked out not just at the crowd, but past them. Through them. Like she was seeing every year they’d lived. Every scar. Every joy.
Her voice, when it came, was low and steady.
“This album wasn't just something I made. It’s everything I am. Every loss I survived. Every love I held onto. Every fight I came through. When I should’ve been dust in the wind.”
“Tonight isn’t just about music. It’s a memory. A love letter. A truth I’ve waited a long time to say out loud.”
“So if you came here lookin’ for perfection... you might’ve taken a wrong turn. But if you came here for something real then welcome home.”
A soft cheer stirred the crowd, rising slowly, respectfully, like thunder just rolling in.
Valerie lifted her chin. Her emerald green eyes shimmered under the lights.
“Let’s begin where it always does when we rise from the ashes.”
She stepped back, gave a small nod to the shadows behind her, and the first quiet notes of Ashes Rise began to hum through the speakers, like the start of a heartbeat just waking from the dark.
The spotlight narrowed to a single beam, casting Valerie in gold against the dark stage. The opening chords of Ashes Rise thundered through the speakers low, distorted, like the rumble of an engine tearing across the Badlands. Smoke hissed out from both stage corners, curling like ghost trails behind her boots.
Then she sang no hesitation, no build-up, just fire unleashed:
"Snake Nation tried to kill me…"
Her voice was raw grit wrapped in melody, laced with fury and pain. The crowd snapped to attention. Hands clenched, heads nodded, and no one breathed.
"They hurt my family…"
From the front row, Judy closed her eyes, the words cutting through her like echoes from a life survived. Sera’s jaw tightened, fingers gripping Sandra’s hand tighter. Panam muttered, “Damn right,” under her breath.
Valerie didn’t soften.
"I’ve endured their shit…With every bullet I’ve been hit…"
Paz’s drums crashed in behind her, a rhythm that matched the rhythm of her heartbeat, unrelenting, thunderous. The screen behind her lit up with rapid-fire images: shadowy silhouettes of motorcades, burning camps, flashes of chrome, and the blurred figure of her younger self cradling a bloodied shotgun under a blood-red sky.
"Like a Phoenix…"
She lifted her arms, the image on the screen flaring behind her like wings.
"I rose again!"
Flames burst from the stage edges in time with the drop tight jets of fire roaring into the sky as the crowd erupted in shock and awe.
"SPREAD YOUR WINGS!"
Her voice cracked through the night like lightning.
"SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!"
The backup lights strobed violet and gold with every repetition, casting her in bursts of energy. The screen showed a phoenix shattering its cage in slow motion.
"UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!"
"SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!"
The call wasn’t just for her, it was for all of them. For every Nomad. Every kid who’d grown up hiding under metal plates. Every fighter with dirt under their nails and fire in their blood.
The mics picked up the roar from the crowd an echo, not rehearsed, not planned, but real. People were screaming it back now:
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS! UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!”
She stepped forward, boots thudding the wood like drumbeats.
"Every throw of the dice, we’re the ones who pay the price…We are the virtue locked inside their vice!"
The screen flickered to slow-motion shots and memories turned cinematic. Valerie shields a wounded Nomad. Valerie standing over her brother Vincent’s broken body. Valerie clutching a battered guitar in the ruins of a Mox safehouse.
"We’ll never fade away…Even when we crumble like clay…"
She dropped to her knees, clutching the mic like it was the only thing holding her upright.
"Let’s show ‘em we won’t obey!"
She rose slowly, unbroken, defiant.
"SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!"
Each chant came with a burst of fire behind her. Even Judy, who usually never shouted in a crowd, was screaming the words now eyes wide, hand over her heart.
"UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!"
"SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!"
Valerie’s fingers struck the strings with fire, her guitar roaring in perfect harmony with Ethan’s deep, soulful bassline. Their tones braided together like a call and answer raw, defiant, alive. Alba’s hands danced across the keyboard, her light, crystalline notes weaving through the thunder like wind through a storm. Then came the line they all felt in their bones:
“WE JUST RISE AGAIN!”
The final section hit like a battle cry, every note sharpened by purpose.
“RISE AGAIN!”
A spotlight burst overhead, drenching the stage in white fire…
“RISE AGAIN!!”
…and the crowd erupted with it, a hundred voices echoing back that promise to never fall for long.
The final word wasn’t sung, it was roared. A war cry that cracked through the silence beyond the trees. The entire crowd stood now, fists in the air, tears on cheeks, grit in every breath.
"WE WILL RISE!"
The screen behind her burst into full flame a phoenix reborn, wings outstretched in defiance as embers scattered into the night.
Then silence.
No fade out, and no slow wind down.
Just Valerie standing there, chest heaving, sweat across her brow, the mic trembling slightly in her grip.
The silence didn’t last long.
It was shattered by the kind of roar that could crack mountains. Every voice shouted her name. Every hand reached for her like she’d pulled them all from the fire.
Judy stood, whispering, “You never stop rising, do you…”
The crowd’s roar still echoed like thunder across the trees when Valerie placed the mic in the stand, and took a step back, brushing her fingers along her jaw to ground herself.
The stage dimmed to soft gold. Only the stars above and the afterglow of the phoenix remained.
Valerie took a breath. Not for show just to steady her hands.
Her gaze swept the crowd until it caught Judy’s. One look was enough. Then to Sera and Sandra hands clasped, eyes wide. Then finally to Ainara, standing with her head bowed in quiet respect.
Valerie leaned into the mic, voice low and raw.
“My brother was always my guardian. I know you’re watching from above, Vince. This one’s for you.”
Her hand tapped twice against her chest, and she nodded toward the ceiling of stars.
The guitar kicked in soft, slower now. Not broken, just grieving, and healing. Strings plucked like memories pulled from dust.
"You weren’t just a brother…You were every hand I never had…"
Her voice was thinner now, not weak, but bare. She wasn’t singing to a crowd. She was singing to the past.
The screen behind her faded into flickering stills, old images styled like fading polaroids. A dirt trail through the Badlands. A pair of worn boots. Two kids walking with shadows too big for their years. A hand on a broken-down engine. A rusted bike rebuilt from scrap.
"In a world too rough for childhood…You taught me how to stand…"
The crowd was silent. Not still some rocked gently in place, others wiped their eyes, but no one dared speak.
"Tucked your fear behind your eyes…So I could sleep through the cries…"
"Even when you broke inside…You held the line for me…"
Valerie's voice caught on that last line. She didn’t break, but she breathed through it, eyes glassy, jaw locked tight.
The screen shifted now just shadows, silhouettes of a girl and her brother beneath a blood-orange sky. A moment frozen in time, preserved only in memory.
"You said, 'Kid, you fight for every breath…You live loud, even near death…'"
A beat.
"And when I wanted to give in…You were the fire beneath my skin…"
Sera squeezed Sandra’s hand harder, whispering, “That’s how she looked at me the day she pulled me from the Shiv wreckage.” Judy, next to them, nodded silently, not looking away from Valerie.
"You were my shield, my guiding star…The reason I made it this far…"
"You carved the path, you lit the flame…And I still carry your name…"
As she sang, Valerie lifted old Bakker patches from beneath her shirt dangled like a necklace hers, and Vince’s. They glinted beneath the soft light.
"Though you're gone, you're not apart…You’re the beat behind my heart…"
"My Guardian, still watching me…In every step I choose to be…"
The lights behind her pulsed gently like a heartbeat. Not theatrical. Intimate.
Then the second verse began, picking up with a kind of worn affection grit wrapped in gold.
"Taught me how to fix a wheel…How to aim and never kneel…"
"You smiled once, said, 'Don’t look back…The past don’t cut you any slack.'"
The crowd murmured not with words, but with shared memories. People shifted, moved closer to the ones they came with. Arms around shoulders. Heads leaning in.
"We bled, we ran, we found a way…In all that wreckage, you chose to stay…"
"And every scar I’ve ever worn…is proof I’m more than just what’s torn…"
Her voice thickened here, each lyric feeling like it was tattooed into her soul before she ever sang it.
"I see you in the mirror’s stare…Your voice is in the midnight air…"
"And when the world tries to forget…I close my eyes and feel you yet…"
A long, slow inhale through the mic.
Then the chorus returned like an embrace.
"You were my shield, my guiding star…The reason I made it this far…"
"You carved the path, you lit the flame…And I still carry your name…"
The screen flickered again this time, showing a younger Valerie silhouetted beside Vince’s grave. A field, a dusk sky, and a promise made in silence.
"Though you're gone, you're not apart…You’re the beat behind my heart…"
"My Guardian, always near…The voice I’ll always hear…"
Silence held the final word like a soft hand on the shoulder.
Then came the last lines not sung with volume, but with finality. Peace.
"I hope I made you proud, big brother…Still walk the road you gave no other…"
"And when I finally reach the end…I’ll find you there, my oldest friend…"
The light on Valerie slowly faded to soft blue. A breeze stirred through the amphitheater as if even the wind paused to listen.
Alba’s fingers moved with reverence across the keys, coaxing a haunting melody from the synth soft, almost prayerful. Her tune floated like memory through the amphitheater, each note suspended in quiet devotion. Then, as if answering grief with defiance, Valerie’s guitar struck its chord, rich and aching. Ethan’s bass joined in, grounding the melody with a deep, emotional thrum, and Paz followed a heartbeat later, his drums rolling in like thunder beneath the sorrow. Together, they surged into remembrance of Vincent.
“You were my shield, my guiding star…”
The music swelled.
“The reason I made it this far…”
Each lyric a tribute, each note a pulse of love enduring.
“You carved the path, you lit the flame…”
Valerie’s voice trembled just once, then steadied.
“And I still carry your name…”
The crowd listened in silence, breathing with her.
“Though you’re gone, you’re not apart…”
“You’re the beat behind my heart…”
“My Guardian, always near…”
“The voice I’ll always hear.”
As the final line drifted out into the night air, the instruments held the echo a moment longer letting love, loss, and legacy all hang between the stars.
When the final note dissolved, the crowd didn’t cheer right away.
They stood. Silent, and reverent.
Judy wiped her eyes without shame. Sera pressed her head against Sandra’s shoulder. Panam crossed her arms and stared at the sky, jaw clenched like someone trying not to cry. Even Ainara bowed her head, whispering something no one could hear.
Valerie didn’t speak. She just held the patches in her palm and kissed them once before tucking them back beneath her shirt.
Then the light faded out, the screen went dark, and the night held them all for a breathless moment.
The light hadn’t returned yet. Only a low hum rolled through the amphitheater more wind than sound.
Valerie took a breath. It trembled.
She stepped forward again, head down, letting the moment sit with her before lifting her gaze to meet the crowd. Her hand wrapped around the mic stand, not tight, just holding it like something rooted.
“I didn’t have parents growing up,” she said, voice thick but steady. “Just my brother. And the road. This song’s about being a young Nomad... and learning to survive under the desert skies.”
No preamble, no polish, just the truth.
A low drone began behind her. Deep, metallic echoes like an engine purring in the distance. Then the slow picking of a resonator guitar slid in, twangy and spare ghosts of old Nomad stations and miles of wind-battered asphalt.
The spotlight faded up in a warm, dusty amber, casting her shadow long behind her.
Valerie closed her eyes and let a deep, resonating hum slip from her throat, a low, sacred hymn that lingered in the stillness like the hush before a storm. The crowd held its breath as her voice rose just enough to touch the rafters, vibrating with something older than words. Only once it settled did she strum the first aching chord and begin to sing.
"Raised on rust and silence wide
Dust-stained boots and nowhere to hide
No lullabies, no guiding hand
Just broken roads and burning sand…"
The crowd swayed not to a beat, but to a memory they could feel bleeding from every word.
Behind Valerie, the screen lit up again not memories this time, but abstract textures: cracked dirt, sun-scorched metal, the endless curve of a Badlands highway disappearing into haze.
"The wind taught me how to stand
With blistered feet and calloused hands…"
Her voice dipped lower here, rougher, like gravel sliding under boots. There was no theatrical effort, just a woman remembering what it took to become one.
"Desert skies, you knew my name
Branded me with fire and flame
No cradle song, no promised land
Just steel in my spine and grit in my stand
I wasn’t born I was made
Beneath desert skies that never fade…"
The amber light shifted slightly, simulating a slow-motion sunrise behind her. You could almost feel the dry heat coming off it, the sharp sting of sunburned wind.
In the crowd, Judy had one arm draped around Sera’s shoulder, both of them locked in silence. Panam looked like someone who’d lived the same lyrics. Ainara stood like a sentinel, arms crossed but her expression softened like remembering old echoes she didn’t speak aloud.
"Scavenged peace from shattered bone
Learned to fight with fists alone
My brother’s shadow, the closest light
But even he knew I’d survive the night…"
The visual behind Valerie shifted again to brief glimpses of a younger Nomad girl beneath the skeletal frame of a gutted car. A child learning to wire a power cell with dirt on her cheeks and fire in her eyes.
"The stars were cold, the days were long
But I learned to bleed and still stay strong…"
Her vocals thickened again here, not from strain, but emotion. A quiet vow barely held back.
Behind her, Ethan’s bass let out a slow, mournful thrum low and steady like a heartbeat under grief. Each note hung heavy in the air, grounding her voice in something raw and unspoken. Paz followed in perfect sync, his drums a soft cadence at first, almost like distant thunder on the horizon, then rising in slow intensity, every strike echoing like footsteps through memory.
The stage pulsed with restraint power waiting beneath the surface, held in check only by the intimacy of her words.
"Desert skies, you watched me grow
From nothing but a name below
Taught me how to shape the pain
Into something no storm could claim
I didn’t break I became
Under desert skies without a name…"
By now, the crowd wasn’t just listening. They were living it. You could feel it in the stillness, the reverence. People holding hands without realizing it, nodding along like those words came from somewhere in their own marrow.
"No one paved the way I chose
Every scar, a line I wrote
I made a life out of the fight
And I never asked the sky for light…"
She tilted her head back slightly, letting that line hang her face, a silhouette carved in firelight.
"Desert skies, you made me whole
Etched my fire into my soul
The wind still hums my childhood song
Of nights I feared but carried on
I’m still standing, still unclaimed
And the desert skies still know my name…"
The final chord rang out with a slow slide. A distant sound like wind sweeping across hollow steel followed it, echoing long into silence.
Valerie stood still as the lights dimmed, her voice still echoing through the mic, head bowed.
No stage antics, or spotlight bow.
Just the hush of respect as the entire amphitheater gave her a standing ovation not thunderous, but slow. Meaningful, and deep.
Jessica, tears on her cheeks, whispered to Vanessa, “That… that was her soul.”
Onstage, Valerie let herself breathe again.
The crowd was still catching its breath after “Desert Skies.” The weight of the Badlands still hung in the air when Valerie stepped back toward the mic, rolling her shoulders out like a fighter walking back into the ring.
She gave a crooked grin, wiping her forearm across her brow as the lights pulsed once in warning.
“Night City’s famous for chewing up people trying to make a name… and spitting them out.”
A few knowing cheers rumbled from the crowd, old mercs and edge-runners who knew that truth firsthand.
“Some of us,” she added, eyes sweeping the front row, “were lucky enough to fight our way out of there to keep chasing the dream.”
She pointed toward Judy in the crowd. Winked. The spotlight flickered for just a moment over Judy’s smile, one of pride, quiet fire, and too many memories behind her eyes.
Then came the hush.
A soft breath of stage fog curled around Valerie’s boots as Aniko stepped into the space between beats. Her fingers danced across the keys of the upright synth piano notes falling like raindrops on old pavement. It wasn’t flashy, just haunting. A delicate solo of ascending arpeggios and tender, hollow chords, as if the instrument itself remembered the nights they'd lost and fought to reclaim.
The crowd fell silent, caught in the stillness of it.
A heartbeat thump of bass kicked in. Ethan’s rhythm dropped with purpose, syncopated with flickering strobes like chrome reflecting neon.
Valerie’s stance shifted wider now, solid. She gripped her guitar like it was part of her ribcage, and when her voice returned, it didn’t ask permission.
It cut through like steel on steel.
A cry for the forgotten.
A love song to the survivors.
"I came in nameless
Just chrome and fire in my blood
Tried to find a place in the chaos
But the street don’t hand out love…"
The screen behind her lit up with searing images of Night City dirty alleys, glowing signs, high-rise monstrosities swallowing the sky. A slideshow of memory, stylized in monochrome red.
"Every corner was a gamble
Every fix could be your last
Woke up more in back alleys
Then I ever did in my past…"
Her guitar growled in gritty, distorted, like wires humming with tension. Valerie stepped forward, bathed in vertical slashes of crimson and electric blue.
"But I kept rising, one job at a time
Even when the credits felt like lies
Each scar carved another vow
To never let this city take me down…"
The crowd began to move not moshing, not dancing, just rising to the pulse of survival etched into every word. It wasn’t a song for victory. It was a hymn for the ones still here.
"Night City dreams, forged in smoke and steel
Where the truth gets lost and nothing feels real
But I clawed my way from blood and schemes
Built my name from shattered dreams
I didn’t break, I became
In the city that kills without shame…"
In the audience, Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, mouthing the lyrics. Vanessa and Jessica had their arms around each other. Ainara hadn’t blinked once her jaw clenched, eyes wet, pride drawn into every line on her face.
"Lost too many to silence
Watched the best of us burn out
Plugged the Relic in my head
Now I hear ghosts when I blackout…"
A ripple moved through the crowd, but for Johnny it hit like a gut punch.
Johnny leaned forward in his seat, jaw tight, knuckles flexing against the arms of the chair. No cigarette, no swagger, just raw stillness. That line wasn't a metaphor to him. It was a memory. He stared at the stage like he was watching a reflection of himself echo back through time.
Beside him, Kerry exhaled slowly, his hand tapping Johnny’s knee. A small grounding gesture subtle, but familiar. He didn’t speak. Didn’t need to. His eyes were misted, the corners pulled tight with something unspoken.
They both knew the weight of ghosts.
The projection flickered violently now flash-cuts of chrome veins, scanlines, Johnny’s blurry silhouette. Valerie’s voice dipped low. Guttural.
"But even with the world collapsing
I kept one hand on the wheel
'Cause in this place of flickering masks
I swore I'd stay real…"
Her hand gripped the mic tighter, the knuckles white.
"Didn’t need to be a legend
Just someone who wouldn’t fall
And in the end I found more
Then I dared to call…"
Behind her, images slowed Judy's smile in the glow of Lizzie’s, the reflection of moonlight on a rooftop, her silhouette bleeding light.
"Night City dreams, built on wire and pain
Where the sun don’t shine, just acid rain
But I fought like hell with bloodied hands
And held the line when no one else could stand
I didn’t fade, I stayed
In the city that takes more than it gave…"
Valerie spread her arms wide, breathing hard, standing defiant beneath a kaleidoscope of flickering cityscapes.
"Through Mox fights and Corpo lies
Through friends turned ghosts and bloodshot skies
I found one light, steady and true
And I held on like she told me to…"
A close-up shimmered behind her Judy's hand holding Valerie’s on a balcony, both battered but strong, intertwined under the stars.
"Night City dreams, I bled for them all
But I rose up every time I’d fall
In a city made to crush your soul
I found my heart, I found my goal…"
Her voice cracked on purpose or accident, it didn’t matter. It was real.
"Didn’t need the glory, just the flame
And someone to whisper my name
I didn’t break, I became
In the city that never remembers your name…"
The lights cut leaving a single amber glow over Valerie’s back as she bowed her head.
The crowd stood in absolute silence for a long breath before applause broke like a wave.
Judy wiped her cheek with her thumb. Then smiled. “That’s my girl.”
The final notes of Night City Dreams echoed into a slow dissolve, fading beneath the thunder of applause that rose like a stormfront. Valerie stood still in the dark, her chest rising and falling with the weight of every word just sung, shoulders gleaming with sweat beneath the low amber haze.
She didn’t speak right away.
Just breathed.
She let the silence roll in not emptiness, but reverence. A sacred pause, where the echoes of Night City still haunted the walls, and the people who survived it looked around and knew they weren’t alone.
Then the lights slowly lifted soft violet hues spilling back over the stage, and Valerie stepped up to the mic again, voice rough from emotion but edged with fire.
“I see you,” she said, eyes scanning the sea of faces. “Every soul here who fought, who crawled, who got chewed up and spit out but still came back swinging.”
Her hand moved to her chest, tapping twice over her heart.
“That one was for all of us. For everyone who didn’t get out… and for the ones who did.”
Cheers erupted again not the explosive kind, but the kind that felt like solidarity. Real, and grounded. She smiled, and her hand didn’t drop from her heart.
“That city tried to break me. Tried to take everything. But I had someone to fight for. And I held on.”
In the front row, Judy nodded slowly. Her arms were crossed over the guard rail, chin resting on her forearm. She didn’t smile this time, just watched, quiet and proud. Sandra leaned into Sera’s shoulder, whispering something that made her wife smirk and bump her knee playfully.
Panam stood, and raised her flask in a low salute. Vicky stood beside her with her hand landing on Panam’s shoulder smiling as she looked at the stage.
Jessica and Vanessa had found each other’s fingers during the last chorus and hadn’t let go since. Ainara stood at the end of the row, unmoving, her lips parted slightly in awe, her gaze fixed on the woman she once taught how to aim straight and breathe through the pain.
Valerie looked down, the corner of her mouth twitching like she was trying not to cry.
“We’re gonna slow it down for the next set. We’ve been through fire, steel, and storm... but now we’re gonna talk about something harder.”
She stepped back from the mic. Grabbed a bottle of water off the amp, cracked it open with one hand. Took a sip. Let herself breathe.
A soft instrumental backing swelled gently from the speakers, a warm harmony of Alba on keys and Aniko on piano, their melodies weaving together like a slow exhale after a storm.
Alba’s synths shimmered with ambient tones, while Aniko’s piano carried a grounding, emotional rhythm beneath. Together, they painted the air with twilight hues, like the slow fall of evening after the blood-orange burn of the city.
Valerie turned toward the band behind her and gave a subtle nod. They nodded back. No words needed.
She walked toward a simple stool now set at center stage, the mic stand already lowered and angled toward her mouth. A single spotlight followed her steps.
As she sat, the crowd began to quiet again.
“I wanna tell you about someone who never gave up on me,” she said softly. “Someone who made me believe again.”
She looked upward briefly, her voice dipping into a whisper.
She scanned the front row again, eyes landing on Judy.
“You already know who you are.”
Her voice dropped low.
“Next one’s not about war. It’s about surviving it with someone who never left.”
She gave the crowd a slow nod as she adjusted the mic stand downward, setting the mood.
“Let’s talk about what it really means to find love through loss.”
Then she strummed the first tender chord letting it hang in the hush.
The lights dimmed again this time softer, warmer. No lasers, no fire, no pulsebeat strobe. Just a slow amber wash from overhead, casting a gold outline around Valerie’s figure like dawn breaking over shadowed ruins.
She stood there with her guitar cradled against her, head bowed not in weariness, but in reverence.
The crowd leaned forward, instinctively sensing the shift. From the front row to the balcony, they quieted, caught in the gravity of the moment.
She didn’t speak right away.
Her fingers brushed a slow, melancholic chord. A hum of resonance drifted into the air weightless and infinite.
Then her voice found the room. Not with force, but with truth.
"I was ashes
Scattered in a world gone cold..."
A hush fell across the club like velvet. Judy’s breath caught in her throat. Sera reached out and gripped Sandra’s hand tightly without realizing it. Ainara’s eyes shimmered.
"Carving dreams from the wreckage
Never letting go..."
Valerie didn’t just sing. She bled into every word. Her eyes weren’t on the crowd, or the lights, or the haze that hung from the rafters.
They were locked on Judy, and Judy was already crying.
"Didn’t ask for saving
Didn’t know I could feel..."
The notes lingered just behind her voice like ghost trails. Her left hand danced the neck of the guitar, soft and sure. The melody wasn’t complex, but it didn’t need to be. It was the kind that burrowed into your ribs and stayed there.
"But your touch turned the silence
Into something real..."
The projection screen behind her bloomed without warning. It didn’t show past battles. It didn’t show chrome or fire.
It showed moments.
Fleeting smiles. Shared glances. Judy and Valerie on a rooftop under rain. A slow kiss in the backseat of the Shion. Judy standing behind Valerie with her arms wrapped around Valerie’s waist overlooking the Ocean. A birthday morning in bed. Images of a life filled with love.
The audience didn’t need names. The love was unmistakable.
"We found love through loss
Through fire and pain
In a city built to break us
We rose again..."
Her voice rose like a tide not to shout, but to lift. The guitar followed, gaining strength without volume, growing brighter.
"Every scar
Every shadow we crossed
Led me home to your heart
We found love through loss..."
From the edge of the crowd, Panam wiped a tear. Vicky had her arm around her. Jessica had leaned into Vanessa’s shoulder, mouthing the chorus under her breath. A couple standing near the bar stood silently, heads bowed in respect.
"I saw ghosts in chrome reflections
Lived on borrowed time
But you kissed the fear
Out of every line..."
Judy’s lips parted silent, but she mouthed it with her.
"We danced through the static
We dared to dream
You’re the calm in the chaos
My only peace..."
Valerie’s hand trembled on the frets, but her voice never wavered, and in that moment, she didn’t just look like a star.
She looked like someone who had survived everything the world could throw at her, and still came out singing.
"Didn’t need a promise
Just the way you stayed
When the world fell down
You never looked away..."
The screen faded into one image: a close-up of Judy laughing, wind in her hair, sitting on a dock beside Valerie’s guitar case.
The crowd exhaled.
"We found love through loss
Through fire and pain
In a city built to break us
We rose again..."
The lights warmed. A soft glow touched her from the floor now, gold and violet, like the inside of a lantern.
"Every scar
Every shadow we crossed
Led me home to your heart
We found love through loss..."
Her voice lowered, almost a whisper.
"Lotus bloom
Where the blood once ran
Two roses for the lives
We couldn’t plan..."
Judy stood slowly in the crowd, hands over her mouth, tears streaking both cheeks.
"But I’d do it all again
Just to see you stand
Right here
Right now
With your hand in my hand..."
Valerie reached one hand off the guitar toward the crowd. Her voice cracked, but it didn’t falter.
"We found love through loss
Through tears and flame
Through the nights we thought we’d never reclaim..."
The audience rose to their feet in silence. No one spoke. No one dared to.
"But here we are
No more lines to cross
Only light in your eyes
We found love..."
Her final breath was a sigh into the mic, like smoke curling into the heavens.
"...Through loss."
Then silence.
Not the empty kind, but the sacred kind.
It held for a beat. Then another, and then the crowd exploded.
Not in frenzy, or in madness. But in raw, full-bodied love.
The kind that made the walls hum. The kind that filled every corner of the amphitheater, and spilled into the streets. The kind that echoed through the bones of the city that once tried to kill her.
Valerie Alvarez didn’t bow.
She just looked at Judy and smiled, and Judy smiled back.
The applause from the last song had faded, not with sudden silence, but like the ocean retreating into itself leaving behind the echo of something sacred.
Valerie stood at center stage with her head bowed again. No lights shifted. No pyros. Just the hush of hearts still beating in sync.
She took a slow step back from the mic and ran her fingers across the top of her guitar, breathing deep, as if the instrument itself needed a moment to recover.
Then, she glanced up, and found Judy again in the crowd.
The lights caught her emerald eyes like mirrors reflecting moonlight. Valerie’s chest rose as if she’d been holding that gaze in her lungs.
“I used to think love was something you had to earn. Like a prize, or a mission you completed,” she said, her voice a low hush through the mic, barely above the crowd’s breath.
A quiet ripple moved through the audience stillness, reverence.
“But she…she proved me wrong. Every damn day.”
She strummed once. A minor chord. Then another, softer, echoing out like a heartbeat.
“I’ve died,” Valerie said quietly. “And I came back. I’ve watched the world collapse from the inside. And the only thing that ever made sense… was her. She always got me through locked in a lover's embrace.”
Aniko’s fingers danced lightly across the keys, coaxing out a tender piano melody gentle, haunting, and full of space between each note. The tune lingered, trailing off like a breath held too long, hanging in the stillness just before Valerie’s next words.
Valerie’s fingers returned to the strings.
"Feels like I'm suffocating
Like I can't go on..."
Her voice was trembling, but not weak. It was vulnerable. Wide open. It curled out from the stage and wrapped around every soul in the club.
"When I look into your eyes
I'm not afraid..."
Her eyes hadn’t left Judy once.
"Wrapped inside your embrace
I know I can go on..."
Judy had stopped trying to fight the tears. She didn’t care who saw anymore. Jessica’s hand was on her shoulder. Ainara was wiping her own eyes beside Vanessa. Even Vicky clutched Panam’s fingers tightly, mouthing “holy shit” under her breath.
"When my spirit’s breaking
You are the one to pull me through
Never had a love feel this true..."
The crowd swayed not in rhythm, but in emotion. Couples held each other. Strangers touched each other's shoulders. The kind of togetherness music rarely earns.
"Baby, how much more can I say
I’ll always fight for you
Right by your side..."
The stage lights warmed to a golden dusk tone, like late-day sunlight hitting the kitchen table of a home you'd never want to leave.
"Darling don't be afraid
I love you more each day
In a lover’s embrace we will stay..."
As her final word lingered in the air, Valerie’s fingers slid into a gentle guitar riff soft, intimate, like a whispered promise set to melody. The notes weren’t meant to dazzle. They soothed. A quiet pulse of devotion in every chord.
Behind her, the projection screen flickered to life. Not flashy, not glamour, just life. Raw, unstaged moments. Valerie and Judy slow dancing barefoot in the kitchen. A shared glance over coffee. Sera laughing in the backseat of a beat-up of the rig. The kind of memories that never asked for an audience, but now had one.
Judy asleep on Valerie’s chest.
Sera curled up between them on a rainy morning.
Panam grinning beside Valerie in a garage. Vanessa and Jessica decorating a table for one of Sera’s birthdays. Wild, warm, real.
And through it all: Valerie and Judy, always returning to each other.
"Tell me in another life
You'll still find me
Even if the stars don't align..."
Valerie’s voice cracked slightly on “you’ll still find me”, but she didn’t run from it. She leaned into the emotion like it was part of the song itself.
"With every breath we’ll still go on
From every battle won
Til the sun is fading
Your light will always shine on..."
Judy’s hand came to her lips. She whispered something no one heard except Valerie, who smiled in return like she did.
"Darling don't be afraid
I love you more each day
In a lover’s embrace we will stay..."
The guitar softened. The drums had fallen away entirely now, just ambient tones beneath like a warm breeze.
"When the rain is falling
You're my shelter from the storm..."
Images on the screen shifted. Valerie and Judy running through the Badlands rain. Laughing in a broken-down rig. Holding hands in a flickering medcenter hallway.
"We rode it out together
Not knowing which day would be our last..."
The music stilled for just a moment, just a breath and then…
"From Night City streets
To the Oregon mountain view
We built our home
Just me, and you
Stay with me now
Forever and always..."
The screen faded to black. And one line appeared in soft, handwritten text:
“For Judy. Always.”
"Darling don't be afraid
I love you more each day
In a lover’s embrace we will stay..."
Valerie’s voice lowered to a whisper, the crowd now holding its collective breath.
"In a lover’s embrace we will stay..."
A single note. Sustained, and then silence.
Valerie gently rested her guitar by the amp and stepped back from the mic, her chest visibly rising with emotion.
No applause yet.
Judy stood slowly, quietly, and pressed her hand over her heart.
Valerie mirrored it on stage.
In that unspoken gesture, every word of the song echoed louder than sound.
Then the room erupted not wild or chaotic, but deep. From the soul. The kind of applause that came from people who understood that they’d just witnessed someone pour their entire life into a melody.
For Judy it wasn’t a performance.
It was a vow.
The lights dimmed again, but this time slower, as if even the air knew what was coming. The crowd was quieter now not from exhaustion, but reverence. The kind that settles into your bones when you’ve been carried somewhere you didn’t expect to go.
Valerie stood still under the single spotlight, her shoulders relaxed but her fingers tight on the mic stand. Her guitar rested on a side hook. No instruments needed this time. The music would come from the soul.
She looked down for a moment, her lips parting, but the words didn’t come yet. Just the breath before them.
“I died once,” she finally said into the silence.
The crowd didn’t move. Didn’t blink. Not a sound came from them, just hearts waiting.
Valerie’s voice was steady, even as emotion thickened it. “I died. And not in the poetic sense. Not some heartbreak, not some metaphor. I died.”
Judy’s hand clutched her heart again, like she was holding in a scream that only she had the right to release.
Valerie’s voice softened.
“But she… brought me back.”
She looked at Judy.
“And not with science. Not with chrome. With love.”
A soft, almost imperceptible hum began. Digital ambiance, like the hum of ancient machines layered over heartbeats. Mikoshi’s chamber in the background.
Valerie didn’t sing the first line.
She breathed it.
"I felt the silence before the end
Not a sound, not a breath, not even pain
Just the hush of digital rain
Falling soft where my name once had weight…"
Behind her, the screen shimmered with a gentle rain of white light. Not real rain. Not even data. Just a simulation of how memory might feel when it’s breaking apart.
"Mikoshi took me in cold hands
Fractured thought and broken strands
I was fading, piece by piece
'Til your voice pulled me from the breach…"
The lights caught the shimmer of Valerie’s hair as she leaned into the final note of the verse. Behind her, the projection flickered with fractured visuals, Mikoshi's sterile corridors, glitching code, a silhouette falling backward into digital static.
In the crowd, Johnny froze.
No grin, or ironic tilt of his head. Just… stillness.
His shades weren’t pushed up for once, revealing eyes that weren’t mocking or hard, but distant, like they were looking through the stage and into the breach itself.
He swallowed hard.
The line hit like a shard of ice straight to the spine.
That was the moment Alt’s hands, cold and clinical, splitting his psyche like a faultline.
Judy’s voice pulled Valerie’s mind out from the same pit he’d never truly escaped.
His hand flexed at his side almost reflexively like some buried muscle memory of pain and rebirth. The lights flickered gold across his face, catching the faint twitch of a jaw clenched too long.
He didn’t cheer. Didn’t blink. Just watched her like she was a ghost singing him back to life.
The audience felt it that moment. When the song shifted. The first heartbeat. The first pulse back from the brink. Valerie’s voice rose, but not with force. With meaning.
"You gave a soul for my life
Reached through code and sacrifice
When the lights went dim and I disappeared
You burned through the dark, made the path clear…"
Behind her, the image of a blooming lotus emerged slowly from the visual fog. Two crossed roses rested at its heart.
"Not just data, not just flame
You brought me back, still the same
In the echoes of that final fight
You gave a soul for my life…"
Judy’s eyes were fixed on the stage. One hand covered her mouth now, and the other squeezed Ainara’s without words. Vanessa reached around to wrap Judy’s shoulders in support.
"Lotus blooms from mud and grief
So did I from memory’s reef
A flicker in the circuitry
Still me, still flesh, still free…"
A low synth baseline emerged, delicate and swelling like a body relearning how to breathe. The light above Valerie warmed to a pulse matching her cadence gold, then violet, then back to pale white.
"I saw the world in fading frames
But you held on, whispered my name
And when I thought I’d lost my place
Your love became my saving grace…"
She stepped forward from the mic. No instruments behind her. Just her voice and the memory of death. The memory of being pulled back.
"You gave a soul for my life
Held me tight past death and time
In the silence where all hope had drowned
Your heartbeat was the only sound…"
Judy couldn’t stay seated anymore. She stood slowly, reverently, and didn’t care who saw her crying. Sandra and Sera rose beside her.
"Not just chrome, not just light
You saw me, and made it right
In the hollow space where I lost the fight
You gave a soul for my life…"
The sound built behind Valerie strings rising, subtle percussion like the rhythm of a pulse returning to a sleeping chest.
"I remember the moment I woke
Not to sirens, but to your hope
Your tears on my skin, your hand on my chest
A voice saying ‘you’re safe, just rest’…"
Every head in the crowd seemed to tilt slightly forward, as if they were catching her breath on the wind.
"You gave a soul for my life
Pulled me home through fire and night
When the world forgot who I had been
You stitched me back from within…"
"No angels, no divine sign
Just your love, your will, your spine
And now I breathe, I burn, I rise
Because you gave a soul for my life…"
The projection faded to black once again. A final line appeared, this time in Valerie’s voice, not sung, not read, just spoken.
“I died once…
And you…
You made sure I lived again.”
A soft chime marked the end, and the crowd didn’t cheer immediately. They couldn’t. The silence was too full.
Then Judy whispered something under her breath. A single word: “Always.”
The crowd erupted.
Cheers hit like a shockwave, roars of catharsis, of awe, of something too deep for words. Hands slammed together, feet stomped, someone even shouted her name like it was a vow.
Valerie lowered her head again, wiped the corner of her eye, and let the noise pour over her like light through glass. She didn’t hide the emotion. She didn’t need to. Not tonight.
Out in the crowd, Johnny stood frozen in place.
Everyone else moved, shouting, hugging, recording, breaking apart from the weight of what they’d just heard, but Johnny just stared. His arms hung loose at his sides, his expression unreadable at first… until it cracked.
A small nod. Subtle. Barely there, but real.
The look in his eyes was stripped of every wall, every edge. It wasn’t just approval. It was understanding. A quiet salute from one soul who’d crawled back from digital death to another who sang her way through it.
Beside him, Kerry had his arm raised in triumph, whooping with the rest of them, but when he looked over at Johnny, he stopped.
Johnny didn’t meet his gaze.
He was still watching Valerie. Like he was seeing someone survive what he hadn’t.
Maybe, just maybe, finding a little peace in the fact that she did.
The stage bathed in pale lavender light.
A soundscape filled the room, gentle wind, a rustle of leaves, a birdcall so faint you’d think it was just a memory. The screen behind Valerie didn’t explode with visuals this time it bloomed. Slow aerial sweeps of pine-covered hills and misty dawns curled across it like a living painting. The Oregon sky stretching wide and quiet.
Valerie stepped forward, fingers brushing the mic stand as she adjusted it with quiet precision. The amphitheater was still vibrating from the last song, but she didn’t rush.
She glanced out over the crowd, waves of shadow and light, faces lifted, eyes wide. The air felt thick with something electric, fragile.
She took one more breath.
Settled her stance, and leaned in.
The room settled into a hush no one dared break it.
For the first time since the opening number, Valerie smiled. Not the defiant smirk. Not the flash of adrenaline.
Just a real smile.
“This next one…” she said softly, “isn’t for the city, the fire, or even the fight.”
She looked at Judy.
“It’s for what came after. Seeing the view atop the world.”
The first notes rang out like warm sunlight through morning fog, gentle, slow and steady.
Aniko was the first to join her, fingers gliding across the grand piano like ripples on a still lake. The melody she built beneath Valerie’s chords was light, haunting, and heartbreakingly graceful, never trying to lead, only support. Her blue hair glinted under the soft stage lights, head tilted in quiet focus, the notes almost breathing through her.
Alba followed on keys, her Nomad flair showing in the way she layered her part earthy, textured, like wind passing through desert canyons. Her fingers swayed gently over glowing touchpads, sculpting atmospheric harmonies that felt like homelike sky, and space, and silence where peace finally lived.
Ethan’s bass was subtle, just a heartbeat beneath it all, thumb sliding smooth along the strings in a rhythm so natural it felt like breathing. He didn’t look up, lost in the groove, free-spirited grin softened into reverence as he let the tone speak for him.
Paz laid-back, ever the rocker had traded his usual hard strikes for brushes on the snare. Each sweep was like sand shifting underfoot. Restraint wasn't his usual mode, but tonight he held it like a sacred thing, his head nodding gently in time, a small smile hidden beneath long bangs.
Then Valerie’s voice joined.
Clear, wistful, and full of reverence.
Like a love letter written not in ink, but in sound, and just like that, the amphitheater held its breath not because of spectacle, but because of truth.
“The wind moves softer here
No sirens, no shadows near
Just the hush of leaves and breath of pine
And a peace I never thought I’d find.”
The background visual slowly revealed a digital rendering of their lakeside home, the back porch swing rocking gently, a hanging plant swaying. Windows glowing. The family’s story etched into the architecture like veins in stone.
“I wake before the sun some days
Coffee in hand, hearts still ablaze
You by my side, no rush, no call
Just us, and this life we made from it all.”
Valerie took in the moment.
“This is the view from atop the world
Not sky towers, chrome, or gold
But laughter at dusk, your hand in mine
A house light in the dark that shines”
A soft harmony joined her Alba on keys, blending her tones like silk thread through linen. She didn’t sing, but her fingers spoke for her, layering gentle chords beneath Valerie’s voice in a way that felt like memory made audible. An echo of the same words Valerie had whispered on that deck a hundred times only now, the world was listening.
“We’ve bled, we’ve lost, we’ve fought to grow
Now look at how the wildflowers grow
Every scar, every climb, every road we swirled
Brought me here to a view atop the world”
The crowd swayed. Not in rhythm just emotionally. As if they could feel the stillness of that lake. The quiet strength of choosing peace.
“We hung our coats on cedar nails
Taught each other how to fail
And try again without the gun
No contracts, no need to run”
The background showed a carved wooden wall with tiny inscriptions barely legible: “V + J = Home.” “Sera, 13.” “First snow. First dance. First peace.”
“Our daughter’s laughter fills the halls
Our names carved deep in weathered walls
We didn’t just escape the past
We buried it, and built something that lasts.”
Valerie’s voice lingered, but she strummed the chords again.
“This is the view from atop the world
Not neon lights or data swirls
But moonlight slow-dancing on the lake
And promises we’ll never break.”
The screen shifted to a slow-motion image: Valerie and Judy dancing barefoot on the dock, Sera chasing fireflies in the background. It wasn’t posed. It was real. Captured from one of their quiet nights.
“We’ve burned, we’ve healed, we’ve dared to grow
Now feel how soft the seasons flow
Every step, every wound that unfurled
Led us home to a view atop the world.”
The Lakehouse glistened in a stunning visual.
Judy wiped her eyes with both hands. Vanessa leaned her head on Jessica’s shoulder. Sera clung to Sandra’s hand, whispering, “That’s our house.”
“I used to think survival was enough
But love like this—it’s the real tough stuff
To stay, to choose, to live with grace
To let peace take the bullet’s place.”
Valerie’s voice cracked just slightly, but she let it. Let it linger raw.
“This is the view from atop the world
No crowns, no scores, just a girl
Who found her heart in your embrace
And etched our story in this place.”
“The war is done, the road’s gone still
Yet every breath is a quiet thrill
'Cause after everything fate ever hurled
I found you, atop the world.”
A final swell. The backdrop faded to black save one golden light.
Their porch light.
“Let the world keep spinning wild and fast
We’ve already found forever at last.”
The guitar stopped. But her voice stayed one last moment whispered. “At Last.”
The silence afterward didn’t feel empty.
It felt earned.
The final note of “A View From Atop the World” faded like a breath held between lifetimes.
The crowd didn’t cheer right away. No one wanted to shatter the stillness. A hundred bodies caught in a single heartbeat, processing what they’d just been allowed to witness not just music, but memory.
Up in the front row, Judy had both hands pressed against her mouth, elbows on her knees. Her eyes were glassy and locked on Valerie like nothing else in the world existed. Sera sat leaned against Sandra’s shoulder, whispering, “That one’s my favorite.”
Panam leaned back with a quiet exhale. “Shit,” she muttered, wiping under one eye. “She really did it.”
Vicky didn’t even bother hiding her tears. She was already reaching over to hold Jessica’s hand.
Valerie sat still onstage, the guitar resting across her lap, her fingertips curled gently along its neck. She didn’t speak for a long time. Didn’t move.
Then she stood in front of the mic, and looked out across the sea of faces. She nodded once then again like grounding herself.
Then, quietly, as if confessing to an old friend:
“I used to think there’d never be a ‘someday.’ Just chrome and fire and ends that come too early.”
“But Judy taught me there was more.”
The screens behind her pulsed gently with warm light like a hearth at dusk. The symbol of a lotus flower slowly unfurled behind her in shimmering purple.
“You just heard the part of the story that came after the war. After the chaos. The songs where love wasn’t a fairytale it was a choice. A fight, and a promise.”
She glanced toward the crowd, locked eyes with Judy, and smiled again. Different than before.
This one didn’t carry pain or pride.
This one held peace.
She stepped up to the mic, scanning the crowd with a half-smile cheeks flushed from the weight of the song, throat bobbing once as she swallowed back whatever tried to rise.
Then she leaned in, her voice low but steady.
“Thank you for listening to that piece of our world.”
She glanced toward the stage edge, then back to the audience, one brow lifting as her grin widened.
Then, a smirk. “But we’re not done.”
She took one step back from the mic, let the silence breathe just a bit longer then gave a gentle clap, twice.
The lights dipped low. A soft hum built beneath the stage.
The cheers began to settle, not in volume but in tone shifting from electric anticipation to something softer, something reverent. Valerie stepped forward, her fingers lightly brushing the mic stand, eyes sweeping across the sea of faces glowing under stage light.
She took a slow breath, then glanced toward the front row.
“Finding the love of your life… that’s one kind of miracle,” she said, voice steady but thick with something unspoken. “But finding a daughter who makes you whole, that's a kind of love I never expected.”
A hush fell across the audience, the kind that clung to every heartbeat.
Valerie’s gaze landed on Sera, eyes shimmering beneath the glow.
“She came into my life like a Starfall. This one’s for you, Starshine.”
She nodded once toward the techs, and the massive screen behind her bloomed into a sky of galaxies. Deep violets, radiant golds, and soft waves of nebula light spilled across the stage like breath made visible. The first piano chord struck like starlight breaking through silence.
Valerie’s silhouette stood still framed in cosmic wonder.
The crowd held their breath as the screen above Valerie bloomed with galaxies. Starlight shimmered down over the stage, casting the air in cosmic hues. She stood motionless for a beat longer, eyes shining as if lit by something far deeper than the LED wash. Her voice had cracked only slightly in the lead-in, but now it rose strong, steady, like a signal beaconing home.
The first notes of "Starfall" drifted from the piano like whispers from the void, soft and reverent.
"You were born in the dark, but you burned so bright Little laugh like lightning, heart full of fight..."
Valerie’s voice carried smooth and raw all at once, echoing through the open-air amphitheater. The crowd was absolutely still, save for the flicker of hands slowly rising with holo-phone lights, mirroring the digital starlight above.
Judy pressed a hand over her heart. Beside her, Sera stared upward, lips parted. Her name hadn’t been said outright, but she knew. She felt it.
"I was hollow, just heat barely holding on. Then you called me Mom and the shadows were gone."
The music swelled beneath her voice, a pulse of bass like a heartbeat, synths key notes rising in waves. Valerie didn’t move across the stage like before; she stood anchored, vulnerable, her hand lightly resting on the mic as if it grounded her.
"You were starshine cutting through my night Every step, you turned wrong into right..."
Images of starfields and gently rotating planets played behind her, matching the tender cadence of the lyrics. When she reached the chorus, her eyes welled, but her voice never wavered.
"Fallin’ from the sky, you lit my way even when the world tried to burn us away You’re the reason I kept climbing, kept the fight alive Starshine, you saved my life You’re my Starfall, my fire in flight."
In the front row, Judy reached for Sera’s hand. Sera didn’t hesitate. Their fingers laced together, and for a moment, the world narrowed to that single connection. The song washed over them like starlight.
"You danced through warzones, fearless and free… told me stories of hope I could barely believe… You held my hand when my mind lost track… Swore you’d bring my broken pieces back."
Tears shimmered down Sera’s cheeks. Sandra, beside her, wrapped an arm around her shoulders, holding her steady as the words reached deeper, softer places.
"Now you’ve got someone to hold you tight To chase your dreams and guard your nights But baby girl, just know this part…You’ll always be the center of my heart."
The lights dimmed slightly around Valerie. The screen overhead focused on a single swirling galaxy, rotating slow like a lullaby. Her voice fell to almost a whisper as the chorus returned, each word etched with every ounce of love she had.
"Fallin’ from the sky, you lit my way… Even when the world tried to burn us away… You’re the reason I kept climbing, kept the fight alive, Starshine, you saved my life You’re my Starfall, my fire in flight."
The bridge came with only the soft hum of Alba’s keyboard, the crowd held in silence, as though breathing too loud might shatter it.
"No matter where you fly, I’ll see your light…You’ll always be my Starfall in the night."
As the last note drifted into the ether, the stars on the screen slowly dimmed, until only one remained faint, but still burning.
Valerie touched her fingers to her lips, then raised them toward Sera.
The amphitheater roared back to life.
The stage lights dimmed again, casting the arena in a soft violet hue. Valerie stood at the center, her chest slowly rising as she let the silence linger just a little longer letting the weight of everything they’d heard so far settle into the air like ash falling after a fire.
She brought the mic close, voice a quiet murmur.
“I used to feel alone,” she said, eyes sweeping the sea of faces, so many lit by soft tears and hopeful smiles. “I just wanted somebody to know that I was here. That I mattered. I’m lucky enough to have found the people who made me realize my life did matter.”
The crowd grew silent again, not the kind of hush that came from stillness, but from reverence. Down in the front row, Judy’s hand slipped gently into Sera’s. Sandra leaned forward, chin against her knees. Vanessa and Jessica leaned shoulder-to-shoulder, both wiping a cheek in quiet unity. Even Ainara, hands clasped over her heart, closed her eyes for a moment as if whispering something only the stars could hear.
Soft strings filled the room like a rising breath. No spectacle, and no storm. Just the stillness that came before a sunrise and the honesty Valerie had only recently found the courage to sing about.
“I won’t make the history books
Or blaze through stars with gilded looks
But I was there for every fall
For every fight, for every call…”
Her voice was stripped bare.
Projected behind her, the screen showed quiet, golden glimpses of Nomad caravans crossing the Badlands. A broken-down bike. A campfire in a rusted oil drum. The kind of memories no one else would ever frame. But here, in this moment, they became sacred.
“I held the line when hearts were torn
Stood through fire, bruised and worn
But I never let go of the ones I loved
Even when the world said I should’ve run…”
Her hand rested briefly over her ribs, where her tattoo that read ‘don’t tell me I'm dying’ was inked into her skin. The spot where Judy had once placed her palm when Valerie was too broken to speak.
The screen shifted again now showing flickers of past lives: a young Sera drawing on the garage floor, Judy curled on the couch wrapped in Valerie’s arms, a quiet morning where no one looked like a hero, but everyone was safe.
“I just wanted a life that mattered
Not to everyone, just to you…”
That line floated like a prayer across the crowd. A whisper against the storm. Many in the audience let go of their breath at once, hands rising toward the stage like a silent vow that they understood.
“Not made of echoes or scattered dreams
But of mornings slow and true…”
Behind her, the imagery changed again. A slow pan of pine trees dusted with snow. The familiar porch swing. The lake that mirrored the sunrise. Their home, and her truth.
Panam had to look away for a second, brushing a hand under her eyes. Vicky gently nudged her, a silent I see you.
“If all I leave behind are the hands I held
The lives I touched, the stories we tell
Then I’ve lived, I’ve stood, I’ve shattered
And still I’ve lived a life that mattered…”
On the last word, she looked out toward the crowd. Not above them. Not through them. Into them. As if she was asking each soul out there: Do you know what it means to matter to just one person?
So many nodded back.
“I never knew what home could be
Till you carved that space inside of me
From chrome and scars, from restless days
We made a world where love still stays…”
Her voice cracked gently, but not from strain. From emotion, and the truth. She didn’t pull away from it. She let it sing out.
The screen showed a moment frozen in time Judy asleep in Valerie’s lap. Valerie fixing the porch light, laughing at a joke someone had shouted from the kitchen.
“Sera’s laughter, your voice at dawn
The smell of coffee when the fear was gone
I don’t need a monument of stone
This family’s enough to call my own…”
A soft cheer went up from the front row Jessica, fist raised, a proud grin. Sandra whispered something to Sera, who nodded quickly, overwhelmed and glowing.
“I just wanted a life that mattered
Not to headlines, just to you…”
“Not paved in credits or neon lies
But in every truth we grew…”
Valerie’s silhouette stood against the backdrop of her life, no stage pyros, no towering infernos. Just quiet images of holding on, letting go, and loving anyway.
“If all I leave behind is the way you smiled
When I walked through the door, arms open wide
Then I’ve bled, I’ve burned, I’ve scattered
But I lived a life that mattered…”
Her voice soared not from volume, but from gravity. It held weight. History. The ache of knowing how close she’d come to being erased, and the joy of knowing she hadn’t been.
“Let the world forget my name
Let my deeds fade with the rain
But when you hold each other tight
I’ll still be there in the quiet light…”
Judy stood now, hand pressed over her heart. Ainara, too. The rest of the crowd followed slowly, rising not in applause, but in communion.
“I just wanted a life that mattered
To the hearts I called my own
To be your shelter, your wild, your peace
Even long after I’m gone…”
“And if all I’ve done is love you well
Then that’s enough my story’s been held
I lived for you, I dreamed, I gathered
And in your love, I mattered…”
The last note fell like a hush after a promise. Valerie lowered the mic, lips trembling with the ghosts she’d just let breathe.
In that stillness, the entire crowd stood not with the roar of applause, but with soft, thundering respect.
For a song that didn’t demand to be remembered, but one they would never forget.
Valerie smiled into the microphone, her voice steady, but rich with pride. “Building a family was one of the greatest joys of my life. Then we built a Clan.”
She paused, letting that word hit the air like a drumbeat…Clan.
“All of us saved this city, and now we’re building communities across Oregon. If there’s any Clan Alvarez in attendance…” her eyes glinted as she raised her fist, “...let’s make some noise!”
The amphitheater erupted.
From front to back, Clan Alvarez jackets rose like flags. Denim and phoenix patches glowing under the floodlights. Screams, whistles, hands slamming chests. In every corner, people who knew what it meant to fight for something that would outlive them.
Judy grinned beside Panam, who whooped so loud Sandra jumped and started laughing. Sera lifted her arm high, flashing the lotus patch stitched into her sleeve. Even Vicky, arms crossed, cracked a proud, emotional smile.
The lights dimmed just enough to let the screen behind Valerie spark to life an old road slicing through Oregon forest, engines rumbling, laughter echoing, boots hitting dirt, and campfires rising like stars in the night.
Then the beat dropped like tires on gravel, and Valerie roared the first lines, the anthem built in metal and soul.
“We started out with rusted rigs and dreams we couldn’t name
Dust in our teeth and hearts too wild to tame…”
The band kicked in hard raw strings and deep bass like Nomad engines revving to life, each strum a spark of grit and thunder. Ethan’s bass growled beneath it all, thick and relentless, a heartbeat forged in fire. Paz followed like a storm, each drumbeat a declaration, shaking the stage like distant thunder rolling across open desert.
Valerie didn’t just sing the lyrics; she lived them. Every vowel tattooed with memory, every breath laced with scars and triumph. Her voice cut through the air, fierce and unflinching, as if every line was carved straight from the road behind them.
“No maps, no roads just the fire we carried inside
And the ones who rode beside us through every brutal ride…”
The backdrop lit up with images of battle-worn rigs, convoys streaking across dirt trails, and bikes with tail pipes burning under the stars. Clan Alvarez, shoulder to shoulder with the Aldecaldos, standing on a hilltop overlooking Klamath Falls.
“We fought for more than just a place to rest,
We built a home outta blood and outta breath…”
Valerie slammed a boot forward on the final line, head back as she sang it fists pounding to the rhythm.
“And when the silence tried to steal what we became
We shouted back and burned our name into the flame!”
All the lights behind her exploded into crimson.
The chorus kicked in, and the crowd didn’t just listen, they sang with her, a hundred voices raised in unity.
“These are the roads we travelled
These are the hands that pulled us through
This is the fire we saddled
This is the family we never knew…”
Jackets were raised like banners. Some in the crowd held up flickering lighters, others just reached for the sky. The whole place moved with the rhythm, a pulsing storm of pride and memory.
“We are the walls when the winds blow cold
We are the story still being told
This is the Clan, this is the vow
And we’re still ridin’, still ridin’ now!”
Judy was singing every word. Panam wrapped an arm around her singing in unison. Sandra, and Vicky were standing clapping their hands. Sera excitedly shouted,”That's my Mom!” throwing her first into the air. Even stoic Johnny, backlit by stage lights, gave a slow, approving nod.
“We lost some names along the way
Tattooed in the dirt and the break of day
But we remember. We keep them close
Every mile, every toast…”
The visuals softened photos of the fallen. Vincent. Evelyn. Jackie. Saul. Teddy. Bob. Mitch. Carol. Sindy. Josefina. Alejandro. Ainara wiped her eyes at the images of her late husband, and her daughter. Banners, and patches filled the screen for everyone who sacrificed for The Clan. The crowd quieted, respectful. Hands over hearts. Heads bowed just for a beat.
Valerie’s voice brought them back.
“We built bridges outta grief and flame
Found sisters and brothers who’d take our name…”
The music swelled hope roaring back in. The flame hadn’t gone out. It had just changed shape.
“Now we ride for something true
A place that rose from what we knew…”
Spotlights strobed across the crowd catching matching tattoos, shining off metal limbs, reflecting tears and grins and fire.
“These are the roads we travelled
These are the scars that made us whole
This is the bond we saddled
This is the story burned into our soul…”
Valerie moved to the edge of the stage, hand extended toward the people singing back to her. The emotion in her face was unmistakably fierce, full, and overflowing with gratitude.
“We are the shield, we are the flame
We are the ones who carved our name…”
Her guitar surged. Paz’s drums became thunder. Ethan's Bass flared with vigor.
“So here’s to the sparks that became our fire
To the tired hands that still lift us higher…”
The crowd screamed in rhythm now. Chanting, echoing, and living the lines.
“To the love that turned the war into a home
And the promise we’ll never ride alone!”
Valerie spun mid-stage, throwing her head back into the last verse.
“These are the roads we travelled
These are the hands that pulled us through
This is the fire we saddled
This is the family that always knew…”
One last crescendo.
“We are the walls when the winds blow cold
We are the story still being told
This is the Clan, this is the vow
And we’re still ridin’, still ridin’ now!”
The final beat hit like a shot of adrenaline, and Valerie raised her hand three fingers high, just like during the battle that started it all.
The lights burst into gold and red behind her, framing her in phoenix fire as the crowd erupted in cheers. It wasn’t just applause. It was a war cry turned love letter.
Clan Alvarez wasn’t just alive.
They were legendary.
Valerie stepped back into the center spotlight, sweat along her jawline, fingers tight around the mic. The amphitheater buzzed, glowing in soft golds and cool blues now, not fire this time, but dawn.
She took a long breath, looked out over the crowd.
“Every one of us has worked our asses off these last ten years,” she said, her voice rough from the weight of the night, but proud. “We bled for this. Fought for it. Lost and found everything trying to get here.”
She turned slightly, eyes locking on Judy, on Sera, on the family standing just beyond the stage. “I’m proud of everyone in attendance tonight. To my family…” her voice caught just a hitch, but she smiled through it, “I’ll always love you… as we walk toward our New Horizons.”
The crowd hushed.
The lights lowered.
Chimes rang out soft, delicate, almost a lullaby. Aniko’s fingers floated across the piano, drawing out a gentle melody that glided like a whisper through the hush. Alba followed with a wash of warm synths, layering in slowly, their notes shimmering like morning dew catching first light. It wasn’t grand. It was intimate. A breath between moments. A memory unfolding note by note.
Valerie’s voice broke the melody softly.
“We’ve chased ghosts through broken streets
Faced the edge with no retreat
But here you are, still holding on
Every storm behind us gone…”
Valerie sang it gently, her voice stripped back now no growl, no armor. Just a woman speaking from a heart stitched together by love, loss, and survival. Behind her, the screen lit with scenes of Oregon sunrises, family dinners, lakeside mornings, and slow dances on the dock.
“We’ve carved a life from shattered ground
Grew something real from what we found
And now there’s only open sky
No need to run, no need to hide…”
Valerie looked at the crowd. Faces wet with tears, couples holding hands, friends wrapped in each other’s arms. Judy smiled up at Valerie, her expression glowing with calm pride.
“Let’s walk into new horizons
With no maps, just your hand in mine
We’ve had our wars, we’ve made our peace
Now it’s time we simply shine…”
Paz’s soft percussion kicked in. Just enough rhythm to feel the heartbeat behind the words.
“No more nights of looking back
Only stars along our track
I don’t know where this road will bend
But I’ll love you to the end…”
Valerie turned to the front of the stage and pointed at Sera. Sera grinned, mouthing the next line in sync.
“No silver crowns, no neon fame
Just morning light and your name…”
As the song climbed, so did the visuals behind her images from Night City fading into rural skies. Chrome silhouettes replaced by garden beds and wind chimes. Panam and Vicky raising Sandra on their shoulders. Jessica and Vanessa slow dancing under string lights. A mosaic of healing.
“The kind of quiet that feels like grace
In every kiss, in every place…”
The music swelled, building not toward an explosion, but a horizon line.
“We’ve got years still left to burn
Still things to feel, and things to learn
But there’s nothing more I’d ever need
Than you, beside me, wild and free…”
A full band joined now Valerie’s guitar strummed with steady purpose, Ethan’s bass humming low like a heartbeat beneath it. Paz eased into the rhythm, his drums soft but resolute, each beat landing like a quiet vow. Alba’s keys and Aniko’s piano intertwined in a rising harmony, delicate yet unshakable.
Together, the sound wasn’t thunderous, it was powerful in a different way. The kind of strength born not from defiance, but from devotion. The sound of standing tall not through might, but through enduring love.
“Let’s walk into new horizons
No finish line, just one long ride
With every sunrise, I’ll still choose
The home I found in your eyes…”
The crowd sang that line with her… "the home I found in your eyes"...a shared hymn.
“Let the world do what it will
We’ll be dancing, soft and still
No need for words to re-pretend
I’ll love you to the end…”
Valerie’s voice softened to a whisper on that final line.
Then came the hush along with a long pause. Just her, bathed in soft white light.
“If this is the last song I ever write
Let it sound like our first night
Your laugh, the stars, the firelight
A promise made, holding tight…”
She raised her hand. Held it to her chest. The music swelled behind her again.
“So here’s to all new horizons
And the love that never fades
To the scars that turned to stories
And the hearts that never strayed…”
The stage behind her lit into one massive image the entire family standing in the Oregon field, jackets on, arms linked, sunlight behind them.
“With every breath, with every bend
You’ll have my soul, my love, my friend
I won’t just be there till the end
I’ll love you through it all again…”
The final note rang out.
Soft, and endless.
Valerie lowered her head.
The amphitheater was silent. No cheers, not yet.
Just awe, breath, and tears.
Then a single voice cried out from the crowd. “CLAN ALVAREZ!” The room exploded into thunderous applause, stomping feet, chants, sobs, cheers. Judy reached the edge of the stage and held out her hand. Valerie took it.
With that the lights faded, but the fire was still burning.
The roar of the crowd still echoed through the walls muffled now, like distant thunder rolling out to sea. But here, behind the curtains, everything had gone still.
Valerie stood in the wings, head bowed, her chest rising slow and steady. The adrenaline was gone. All that remained was warmth. Her palms still tingled from the final note, her throat raw, but her heart was full, and overflowing.
Then arms wrapped around her from behind. Judy. No words, just the grounding press of her forehead against Valerie’s shoulder blade, her breath warm against the curve of her neck.
“You did it,” Judy whispered. “You gave ‘em everything.”
Valerie turned slowly, and they embraced fully now, swaying in the soft silence. Judy’s cheeks were damp. Valerie’s weren’t dry either.
Footsteps thumped as Sera skidded in with wide eyes, and a glowing grin. “You were a freakin’ legend, Mom!”
Valerie’s emerald eyes beamed as she smiled. They hugged hard, tight, like it was the only thing that made sense in the whole damn world.
Vanessa and Jessica arrived next, hands intertwined, still wiping away tears. Sandra darted in with a wide smile, slipping her arm around Sera, and Panam brought up the rear with Vicky both nodding with pride, jackets slung loose around their shoulders.
Ainara walked in slowly smiling at Valerie. “You made our family proud, Valerie.”
Even Johnny stood there, leaning on the frame with a crooked smile and glassy eyes. “You always did have a hell of a way with words,” he muttered.
One by one, they closed in around her. Not a crowd now, a circle, and a family.
Judy tucked her hand into Valerie’s. “We’re not just survivors anymore,” she said quietly. “We’re the reason this world has a future.”
Valerie looked around at the faces. The ones who stayed, who believed, who chose this life. Her voice was low, but steady. “I used to dream about making it out alive,” she said. “Now I dream about mornings. About laughter. About you.”
They stood like that for a moment, everyone wrapped in a hush that was sacred.
Outside, the crowd was still cheering, but here, the fire had softened.
There were no final words.
Just arms around shoulders.
Foreheads pressed together.
A pulse of belonging that didn’t need to be spoken.
Valerie exhaled and closed her eyes.
They had made it.
Valerie didn’t need to say anything more. The music had said it all. The love, the fight, the fire it lived in every verse, every soul in the crowd, every tear quietly slipping down Judy’s cheek as she reached for her hand.
Sera leaned against her mom’s side, her face lit with a smile both proud and soft. Vanessa and Jessica wrapped their arms around each other. Ainara wiped her eyes. Sandra rested between Panam, and Vicky’s shoulders. The whole family stood in silence, not because there was nothing to say, but because this moment was the answer.
The spotlight dimmed to a golden hue. Not final. Not fading, just a warm hue.
Valerie’s eyes swept across them all, then upward past the lights, the rafters, the stars above the roof.
“We made it,” she said gently, mostly to herself. “Into a life that mattered.”
She squeezed Judy’s hand.
Into the stars.
Into peace.
Into everything they had built from the wreckage.
As the last echo faded into the hush, the screen behind them sparked to life one final time not with words, but with the rising silhouette of the Clan Alvarez phoenix,
wings outstretched in defiance,
burning bright in crimson and gold.
It didn’t need a name.
Everyone watching knew what it meant.
They had already found their forever.
The roar of the crowd still echoed in their bones, even as the lights dimmed and the curtain dropped. Backstage was a world of its own tangles of wires, racks of gear, pulsing adrenaline hanging in the air like vapor.
Valerie stood at center, a towel draped over her neck, sweat streaking down her temples. Her Clan Alvarez jacket had been tied around her waist, leaving just her tank top and tattoos to glint under the lights.
Ethan flopped onto the nearest road case, bass still strapped over his shoulder. His curls were soaked, but his eyes sparkled. “Tell me we recorded that. That was the best run of ‘Starfall’ we’ve ever done.”
Valerie gave him a tired grin. “Pretty sure half the city felt that one through the floorboards.”
“Damn right they did,” Paz called, spinning a drumstick through his fingers with practiced flair. His tank top clung to him, and his denim jeans were already flecked with stage dust. “You hit that last chorus like you were gonna crack the sky.”
Alba was already halfway through downing a bottle of sparkling water, her Nomad bandana pushed back up her forehead, eyes still scanning her portable rig like she couldn’t quite come down from performance mode. “Tempo held clean the whole way,” she murmured. “Even during ‘New Horizons.’ The sync between us tonight? Flawless.”
Aniko, seated cross-legged on a case, tapped her boots together and gave a sharp nod. “People were crying during ‘Love Through Loss.’ Real tears. You hear that, boss? You got 'em.”
Valerie laughed, and it cracked slightly at the edges from exhaustion. “That wasn’t just me. That was all of us.”
She looked around at them, really looked. “Ethan, your solo in ‘A Life That Mattered’ hit like a pulse through the chest. Paz, that kick-drum thunder in ‘The Roads We Travelled’. You could’ve leveled the whole dome. Aniko, you kept us grounded, and Alba…” She gestured with her hand, a soft smile on her lips. “Your bridge in ‘Starfall’ was the heartbeat of that whole damn song.”
Ethan stood and raised a hand. “Group huddle. Come on. This show was the best yet, this deserves full contact.”
Paz dropped his sticks and joined in. Alba sighed but leaned in, and Aniko rolled her eyes, muttering, “You all smell like the apocalypse,” before diving into the pile anyway.
Valerie wrapped her arms around them as they closed in.
“Thank you,” she said quietly, head bowed slightly. “For every hour. Every note. Every night you gave to this. I wouldn’t be here without you.”
There was no need for dramatic declarations. No spotlight left to chase.
Just five people, soaked in sweat, wrapped in silence and each other.
In that moment, under the faint hum of cooling amps and overhead fluorescents, they didn’t just feel like a band.
They felt like a family.
Valerie smiled at them. “Dinners on me.”
There was a shared ripple of cheers and teasing thanks, a few mock bows from Ethan and Paz. Alba adjusted her bandana, still glowing from the performance, while Aniko gave Valerie a mock salute with her fingers before tucking them away in her pocket. The high from the stage hadn’t worn off. It buzzed through their laughter, their steps, the looseness in their movements as they filed out together into the dressing rooms to prepare for dinner.
The sign above the door read “Lucía’s Garden” in glowing amber script, an old converted greenhouse draped in string lights and vines, tucked into the hills just outside Klamath’s city center. Earthy, warm, and wildly out of place for a band known for burning up stages with molten synth and rock riffs. Which, of course, made it exactly Valerie’s kind of place.
She stepped through the arched entryway in her Clan Alvarez jacket, and her red hair braided back loosely, hand-in-hand with Judy, who wore a cropped red hoodie over a lace tank top, eyes scanning the beautiful view of the restaurant.
Inside, the glow was golden and low. Terracotta walls and wood-paneled booths framed the space, and at the center of the room stood a circular table of menus, linen napkins, and a centerpiece of blooming succulents wrapped in Nomad mesh.
Ethan was already there, lounging with a drink in hand something electric blue with a twist of citrus and far too many ice cubes.
“Didn’t think you’d show,” he called, raising his glass. “You’ve got that post-glory afterburn look, Val. Thought you’d vanish into the clouds with Judy, and a guitar solo.”
Valerie smirked. “Tempting. But I promised you weird cocktails and real food, didn’t I?”
“Just glad we’re not eating out of synth-packs,” Alba muttered as she approached behind Ethan, her desert boots dusted and hair twisted up in a sunset-orange wrap. “I wore real clothes for this. Don’t let me down.”
Aniko arrived next, eyeliner still winged like she might dive back into the pit at any moment. Her dress was sleek, slashed at the shoulders, with silver chains draped at her hips. “If I don’t get four courses and a cocktail named something dramatic, I’m leaving,” she deadpanned.
Paz walked in last, helmet tucked under one arm resting against the side of shirt, arms bare and tattooed, looking like he’d come from a joyride through half the West. “Sorry,” he grinned, sliding into the chair beside Ethan. “Took a wrong turn at ‘let’s take it easy.’”
Judy leaned into Valerie’s side, whispering just loud enough, “I like your band.”
Valerie gave a warm hum. “Me too.”
They took their seats as the server arrived, setting down glasses of sparkling water and cards for scanning drink orders.
Ethan raised his glass again. “To the start of a new chapter.”
“To the band,” Alba added, bumping her glass lightly against his.
“To the sound we built together,” Aniko said with a quieter, deeper conviction.
Paz raised his hand. “And to the woman who made it all happen. The firestarter herself.”
All eyes turned to Valerie.
She blinked, then held up her water glass, voice gentle. “To family. However you find it.”
The toast echoed through the soft-lit room, met with smiles and the clinking of glass and the warmth of something rare.
Not just a band, but something real.
By the time the appetizers hit the table platters of roasted street corn, mushroom empanadas, and citrus-glazed jackfruit skewers the air around them was already loose with comfort. No pressure, no noise. Just the hum of low conversation and the soft rhythm of a flamenco guitar playing somewhere near the bar.
Valerie leaned back in her seat, arm draped across the booth behind Judy, watching her band dissolve into themselves like puzzle pieces finally settling into place.
Ethan, his legs crossed lazily, was mid-story about a solo gig he once played inside a neon-lit laundromat. “Every time the spin cycle hit max, the whole bass line shifted. I had to adapt, okay? That's called innovation.”
“That’s called delusion,” Aniko snorted, sipping something dark and smoky from a tiny glass. “You liked it because you got paid in edibles.”
“That was a nice bonus,” Ethan admitted, grinning.
Alba forked a bit of spicy roasted corn and pointed it at him. “You also said the washers were singing in harmony. You were high, Ethan.”
“Creative mindset,” he defended. “Mood over math.”
Judy chuckled, passing Valerie a wedge of lemon-glazed empanada. “He reminds me of Johnny if Johnny had any chill whatsoever.”
Valerie smiled around a mouthful. “Don’t curse him like that.”
Paz was bent halfway over the table, waving a menu. “Okay, we’re voting. Dessert now or after mains?”
“Why not both?” Aniko asked, leaning her chin on one hand, gaze sharp but relaxed.
“That’s my pianist," Valerie laughed. “Always chasing chaos.”
They all laughed.
Alba sat back, her tone softer now. “Tonight hit different, didn’t it? Something about the way you sang, Val. Like it was goodbye and hello all at once.”
Valerie’s eyes found Judy’s for a second. Just long enough to let the words settle.
“Yeah,” she said finally. “Because it was.”
Ethan tapped his glass. “No matter where we go next…this? This band? This family? We carved it into sound. That’s permanent.”
Paz raised his hand. “I’ll ride for that. Every time.”
Aniko added her glass with a quiet nod. “Burn it into the chords.”
Judy leaned forward, voice low. “You guys ever thought about recording something new? Something not for crowds. Just… for us?”
Valerie watched them all.
The mismatched harmony of their personalities. The rhythm of their banter. The bond that didn’t need fire and fame to matter.
“Maybe it’s time,” she said. “Something raw. Honest. A little imperfect.”
Ethan grinned. “Like us.”
“Exactly,” Valerie nodded.
As main courses arrived steaming enchiladas, roasted veggie stacks, seared jackfruit, and thick, buttery rolls the moment stretched like a song’s final chord. Resonance, and holding.
This wasn’t just a post-show celebration.
This was the beginning of something lasting.
A new verse.
A deeper rhythm.
Somewhere under the table, Valerie reached for Judy’s hand and gave it a soft squeeze like punctuation at the end of a promise.
The night air outside the restaurant was cool and crisp, smelling faintly of citrus blossoms and exhaust from the nearby road. The band lingered by the curb, their laughter tapering into softer tones as the energy of the dinner gave way to tired satisfaction.
Ethan stretched his arms overhead with a long groan. “Okay, that jackfruit stack was worth it, but I think I need a week to digest.”
“Better than synth-chili from that gas station you swore was ‘life-changing,’” Aniko muttered, zipping her leather jacket. “Still recovering.”
“Yeah,” Paz added, drumming his fingers on his own chest like a heartbeat, “you almost killed the rhythm section with that stunt.”
Ethan smirked. “We suffered for our art.”
Alba leaned against the streetlamp, her boots crossed at the ankle, her tone quieter. “You know, I used to think joining a band this far out of Night City would mean giving up something… dangerous. But turns out? Real loyalty’s the wildest ride of all.”
Valerie stepped forward, hands in her coat pockets, her voice low but warm. “You all showed up for something more than music tonight. You gave everything. To the city, to each other, to me.”
“We’re Clan now,” Paz said simply. “Even the beats know it.”
“Ride or die,” Ethan added, winking.
Aniko gave a lazy salute, her punk bracelets clinking. “More shows. More songs. But no synth-chili.”
They hugged brief, but real, arms thrown around each other with a weight that said thank you, good job, and see you soon.
Valerie and Judy lingered a moment longer, watching as their bandmates peeled off one by one, boots and heels fading into the night toward parked cars, light rails, or home on foot. The street grew quiet again.
Only the rustle of pine and the distant buzz of neon remained.
Judy nudged her shoulder into Valerie’s. “So… post-show come-down yet?”
Valerie chuckled, slipping an arm around her waist. “You mean the part where all the adrenaline leaks out of my shoes? Yeah. Definitely hitting.”
Judy tilted her head up. “You okay?”
Valerie paused.
Then nodded.
“Yeah. More than okay.”
The walk back to the Racer was slow, hand-in-hand, fingers interlaced like chords of the same song.
Valerie climbed with Judy right behind her grabbing her waist. The silence between them was soft, not empty. Just full. The kind of quiet earned after long nights and louder applause.
As they pulled away, the city lights stretched behind them, and Valerie looked once in the mirror not for nostalgia, but for clarity.
Then forward again.
Toward home.
Toward the future they’d already started writing one note, one voice, one fire-lit promise at a time.
The door to the lakehouse creaked open with the soft click of a lock, spilling warm light onto the porch as Valerie and Judy stepped inside. Valerie kicked it shut behind them with a little more force than needed, still riding the high from the night.
“You know,” Judy said, toeing off her boots as they entered, “you ever not make me cry at a show, I’m filing a complaint.”
Valerie laughed as she tugged off her Clan Alvarez jacket, draping it over the back of the couch. “Not my fault your tear ducts are soft.”
“Soft?” Judy scoffed. “Says the woman who wrote a ballad about our kid and then looked at me during the chorus like she knew it’d wreck me.”
Valerie smirked over her shoulder as they walked toward the bedroom. “I did know. I practiced the stare in the mirror.”
“Oh my God.” Judy rolled her eyes, following her into the room. “You’re the worst.”
“Yet somehow,” Valerie said, voice teasing as she stretched her arms up overhead with a wince, “you’re still madly in love with me.”
She dropped her arms, rotating her right shoulder with a grimace.
Judy’s eyes narrowed. “That the knot again?”
“Yeah,” Valerie muttered, rubbing at it half-heartedly. “Started locking up during the second set. Thought adrenaline would burn it off.”
“Sit,” Judy ordered, pointing firmly at the edge of the bed.
Valerie blinked. “I can…”
“Sit. You made me cry in front of half the city, the least I can do is massage your busted shoulder.”
Valerie chuckled and obeyed, plopping down on the mattress with a quiet groan as Judy stepped behind her. The mattress dipped as Judy climbed up behind her on her knees, thumbs already pressing gently into the tight muscle along Valerie’s shoulder blade.
“Damn,” Judy muttered. “You weren’t kidding. Feels like you’ve got a whole busted engine crammed under here.”
Valerie groaned, dropping her head forward. “You sure this isn’t just revenge disguised as love?”
“I’d never.” Judy pressed a kiss to the back of her neck before digging her thumbs in deeper. “I might pretend it is, though.”
They stayed like that for a while Valerie’s eyes fluttering closed as the pain slowly loosened under Judy’s steady hands. The glow from the bedside lamp painted them in soft amber tones, the house quiet except for their breathing and the occasional crack of the old wood settling.
“Thank you,” Valerie whispered after a while.
Judy kissed her shoulder. “Always.”
For that moment wrapped in warmth, laughter, and soft ache the world felt exactly the size it was supposed to be. Just the two of them, home, and hearts still singing.
Chapter 7: My Soul Lives For You
Summary:
In this deeply emotional and poetic concert follow up, Valerie reflects on the life she’s built after surviving Mikoshi, centering on love, memory, and the quiet strength of chosen family.
Johnny visits her one morning to acknowledge the impact of her music and the life she reclaimed. They share a heartfelt lakeside walk, discussing the cost of survival and the grace of second chances.
When Valerie returns home, Judy is there steady and loving. What follows is a gentle day filled with intimacy, memory-sharing through their neural sync, and a family dinner with Sera and Sandra. As night falls, Valerie opens up about her fears of outliving everyone due to the Relic, but Judy reminds her that life is written in moments, not in guarantees. The story ends with Valerie playing a private song for Judy under the stars a love letter in melody before they curl up together on the swing, held not just by each other but by everything they’ve endured and chosen to become.
A soft, soulful tribute to healing, legacy, and the forever they built.
Chapter Text
The dock was still quiet when she stepped outside, coffee in hand, jacket hanging loose off her shoulders. The sun hadn’t climbed much yet just enough to burn a shimmer across the lake’s surface. That soft hush after a storm, or a song.
Then came the knock.
Three short raps on the wood of the porch column.
Valerie turned.
There he was Johnny Silverhand, boots planted like he’d always belonged, a bottle tucked under his arm like an apology he didn’t know how to say.
“You trying to make a bastard cry?” he asked, voice half-grit, half-laugh.
She blinked, surprised. Then smirked. “If I wanted you to cry, I’d’ve hit you with verse four.”
“Shit.” He ran a hand through his hair. “Guess I walked over here askin’ for it.”
She tilted her head toward the path. “Walk with me.”
No need to say more. They both fell into step like it was instinct down the worn trail that curved along the edge of the lake. Pines on one side, water on the other. Wind blowing softly. Leaves whispering secrets.
“Been a long time since I felt anything,” Johnny muttered, eyes ahead. “But last night… you hit something in me. Thought I buried that part a long time ago.”
Valerie kept walking, letting the space breathe. “You didn’t bury it. You just didn’t know it had roots.”
He laughed once quiet, rough. “You always talk like that?”
“Only when I’m not being shot at.”
They reached a bend where the trees opened up and the whole lake lay in front of them. Sunlight spilled through, painting gold on the water. She stopped there.
Johnny unscrewed the cap on the bottle, took a sip, handed it to her. She didn’t drink, but she held it anyway. Like holding the silence between them.
“I wasn’t always worth saving,” he said.
“No one ever is,” Valerie replied. “We become worth it. One choice at a time.”
He looked at her then. Really looked.
“You were dying,” he said. “That night. In Mikoshi. I could’ve taken the body and run.”
“But you didn’t.”
Johnny’s voice was stern. “I didn’t.”
They both stared at the lake for a while. The breeze kicked up just enough to ruffle her hair.
“Judy’s voice brought me back,” she said quietly. “But you… you gave me the space to return. You gave up your life so I could try again.”
Johnny shrugged. “Figured you’d do more with it than I ever could.”
“And what if I hadn’t?”
He took the bottle back from her, twisted the cap on tight, and slipped it into his jacket pocket.
“You did,” he said.
Valerie looked down at her hands, scarred, freckled, strong. Fingers that had pulled triggers, held trembling friends, played chords that broke hearts open.
“Judy says I still twitch in my sleep sometimes,” she whispered.
“Yeah, well. So do I.”
They both laughed at that. Not loud, or sharp. Just real.
As they turned back, walking slow, the quiet wasn’t heavy anymore. It was warm. Like a guitar still humming after the final note. Like memories, and forgiveness.
When they reached the bend again, Valerie paused.
“Thank you,” she said.
Johnny didn’t answer right away. Just looked out at the water again.
“Keep singing, Val. Long as that voice is yours, the rest of us might stand a chance.”
Then he walked back the way he came, boots crunching on old pine needles, sun trailing behind him like a shadow that finally knew peace.
The trail curved through sun-dappled trees, the lake peeking through in scattered shards of blue. Valerie walked with her hands in her pockets, boots crunching softly over loose dirt and needles. Her shadow stretched long ahead of her, flickering as branches swayed above.
Johnny’s words still lingered, etched behind her eyes like a song not ready to fade.
"You built something I never could."
She breathed in the pine-thick air, chest aching in that quiet way it always did when the past crept too close. But it wasn’t a painful ache, not now. Just weight, and meaning.
They’d all lost pieces of themselves getting here. Ghosts, battles, broken promises. But as her boots crested the last hill and the lake came into full view, glittering soft and gold in the mid-morning light, she saw their house.
Curtains drawn open. One of Judy’s bras drying crooked on the deck rail. A forgotten cup of tea beside the front door. It wasn’t perfect, but it was theirs.
Valerie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. No regret, or sorrow. Just… release. Gratitude wrapped in ache.
A bird scattered from a nearby tree as she passed. Wind tugged at her red hair.
She didn’t hurry.
This was the kind of walk you didn’t rush, one where every step reminded her why she’d fought so hard to stay alive. Every broken rib, every scar, every lost night was worth it for what waited at the end of this trail.
She hadn’t come this far for victory.
Not for vengeance either.
In the end, it was always Judy.
She reached the steps. Rested her hand on the railing, and smiled.
Then opened the door and stepped back inside.
The house smelled like fresh linen and pine dust, windows cracked just enough to let the summer air drift in. Valerie stepped inside, brushing the last of the trail dirt from her boots. She set her empty mug down beside the sink, then made her way to the bedroom.
Judy was sitting on the edge of the bed, one leg tucked beneath her, brushing out her hair. She looked up the second Valerie entered. Soft smile. Bare shoulders wrapped in one of Val’s old band shirts, neckline hanging off one side like it had given up trying to fit her properly.
“Gone long enough to miss you,” Judy said.
Valerie leaned in from behind, dropped a kiss on her temple, then rested her chin on Judy’s shoulder. “Took a walk.”
Judy’s brow lifted gently. “With who?”
“Johnny.”
That gave Judy pause, but not a surprise. Just a slow turn of her head, her gaze studying Valerie’s face for a heartbeat. “Yeah?”
Valerie nodded, brushing her fingers along Judy’s arm. “He showed up this morning. Said I made him cry.”
“Oh damn,” Judy grinned, “we got him that good?”
“Guess so.”
She sat down beside her, the bed creaking softly beneath them. “We walked the lakeside trail. Talked about Mikoshi. About why he didn’t take the body when he could’ve.”
Judy’s expression shifted to no jealousy, no worry. Just quiet curiosity and something warmer beneath. “What’d he say?”
“That he thought I’d do more with it than he ever could.” Valerie’s voice was soft now, eyes lowered. “That maybe it was time someone lived instead of just surviving.”
Judy reached over and laced their fingers together. “He’s not wrong.”
“I told him thank you.” Valerie looked at her, really looked. “Because without him… I wouldn’t have made it back to you.”
The words settled like a slow rain. Judy didn’t speak for a moment. She just leaned in, pressed her lips gently to Valerie’s knuckles, and held them there.
“You’re back,” she whispered. “And you stayed.”
Valerie leaned her forehead against Judy’s. “Always.”
They sat like that, no music, no motion. Just breath and skin and silence the kind that didn’t need filling.
Then Judy smiled faintly. “So, uh… did Johnny get all poetic and shit?”
Valerie smirked. “No. But he did call me a bastard for making him feel something.”
“High praise.”
Valerie kissed her then. Like punctuation on a story that didn’t need rewriting.
The bedroom was dim, the soft haze of moonlight curling through the window and falling like a silk ribbon across the bed. Valerie sat on the edge, shirt draped loose around her waist, head tilted forward as Judy’s hands pressed into the base of her neck, slow, purposeful, familiar.
“You made me cry in front of half the city,” Judy murmured with a half-smile. “Still deciding if I should kiss you or tackle you for that.”
Valerie let out a breath, gravel-soft. “You did both.”
Judy leaned in, lips ghosting over her shoulder blade. “Yeah. Think I’ll do it again.”
The teasing faded into silence, warm, worn-in. Valerie shifted slightly under her touch, eyes half-closed, letting the ache of adrenaline ease under the comfort of Judy’s hands. The weight of the performance was still there, settled in her bones… but so was something deeper.
“I didn’t write that song to perform,” Valerie said. “I wrote it because it was the only way I could get the words out.”
Judy stilled. Palms open, resting against her spine. “Then say it again.”
Valerie turned slightly, just enough to find her eyes. “I already did.”
Judy’s lips curved not quite a smile, more like a vow. She reached up and brushed a sweat-damp strand of red from Valerie’s temple, fingers drifting down to the soft violet-lit patch just beneath her ear.
“Then show me,” she whispered.
The connection bloomed.
A low pulse shimmered between them, nothing visible, but loud in the bones. The relay synced. Not code, not protocol. Just feeling. Crafted in love, not patented. Still syncing more with instinct than interface.
Then Valerie wasn’t herself anymore.
She was Judy.
Backstage.
Her pulse still erratic. The heat of the crowd like a storm rolling off the sea. The stage burned golden through a haze of tears. Valerie’s voice filled every hollow in her chest. That wink. That look. That instant where time stuttered, and Judy forgot how to breathe.
The pride. The awe. The love so bright and enormous it eclipsed thought.
Valerie gasped.
“That’s what you saw?” she managed, voice raw.
Judy nodded, eyes shining. Her fingers stayed at the pulse-point beneath Valerie’s jaw.
“I wanted you to feel it,” she whispered. “Not just the show. Me. That moment. Seeing you… knowing you were mine.”
The relay pulsed again.
Valerie didn’t hesitate.
She pushed her memory into the circuit.
Judy inhaled sharply.
The lake at dawn. The dock warm beneath them. Valerie’s hand twitching toward hers, not brave enough to close the distance yet. That almost-touch. That breathless stillness. The moment before it all changed. The spark of maybe.
Judy’s voice caught. “I remember this…”
“I never let go of it,” Valerie said. “Even when everything was falling apart.”
The words lingered like smoke in the quiet, drifting toward the ceiling with the pulse of low light and half-drawn breath.
She turned and took Judy’s hand slowly, reverent, fingers locking like an oath.
“Let me show you something.”
The moment she touched the relay behind Judy’s ear, the connection reformed. Clean, and gentle. Not overpowering, just open.
The world shifted.
Suddenly, Judy was on the stage.
Not watching, or remembering.
Being.
Her fingers moved, but they weren’t hers. Valerie’s callused fingertips slid across strings, every strum a story. The chords hummed through her hands, raw and alive, thrumming with heat. The stage lights beat down, golden and heavy, painting sweat against skin. The crowd’s roar bled into her bones not as sound, but as a current, pulsing with recognition and devotion.
Judy gasped softly. The drums hit next Paz’s rhythm like thunder through her chest, Ethan’s bass crawling down her spine like a heartbeat set loose. The spotlight wasn’t just on Valerie it was inside her.
A voice her voice rose through her again, filling the echo chamber of memory with purpose.
Judy opened her eyes, and Valerie was still holding her hand, eyes searching hers with that steady, unshakable look of someone who had nothing to hide.
“That’s what it was like for me,” Valerie said softly. “Not just playing for them. Playing for you.”
Judy stared for a moment. Then smirked.
“Oh yeah? I’ve got something to show you too.”
She stepped back, just a small one. Fingers lifting her hair behind her own ear, brushing it with a feather’s weight. The signal came online, not flashy, not overwhelming. Just a subtle flicker of thought across the line they shared.
It hit Valerie like heat on bare skin. Not sensation exactly, but presence.
A touch without touch. A whisper without words.
Judy’s emotional imprint poured into her: the weightless anticipation of breath just before a kiss, the magnetic hum that lived in the space between hands, the ache of wanting to be close enough to dissolve into one another.
Judy wasn’t touching herself.
She was remembering the feeling of being touched. Being wanted, and sharing it.
Valerie felt it all.
She blinked, heat prickling up her neck, and turned.
“Cheating,” she murmured, voice low but not unamused.
Judy’s breath caught. “I wanted you to feel it.”
Valerie’s hand slid along her waist, tugged her closer. The sync buzzed in the back of her mind, but it was nothing compared to the warmth of skin and silk of breath as they stood face to face.
“I do,” Valerie whispered, brushing her lips across Judy’s. “But I like your hands better when they’re on me.”
Judy’s grin melted into something softer. The relay faded. The kiss deepened, not tech-enhanced, not curated, not shared.
Just real, and that, Valerie thought, was the only signal that ever mattered.
The world narrowed to breath and contact lips parting, seeking, finding. Hands in familiar places, but with a reverence that made each touch feel new. The room held them like a secret, moonlight pooling at their feet, the scent of skin and summer rain lingering in the air from the earlier storm.
Valerie broke the kiss first, just enough to rest her forehead against Judy’s.
The silence wasn’t empty. It was whole.
Judy’s fingers played absently with the hem of Valerie’s loose shirt, her other hand trailing along the dip of her back. Not urgent, nor teasing. Just there anchoring them at this moment.
Valerie’s voice was barely a breath. “Do you ever think about how close we came to losing this?”
Judy didn’t pull away. “Every time I wake up and you’re still beside me.”
A faint pulse shimmered in the relay between them, not deliberate, not planned.
Valerie hadn’t meant to send anything. But she didn’t stop, either.
It started with a softban echo of a chorus half-hummed in memory, the way A Life That Mattered always began. Her feelings bled into the link without polish, without pretense. Just the truth.
Judy felt it first. Not the song itself, but the shape of it the way Valerie’s heart had wrapped itself around the meaning. That Judy made her life matter. Not in theory. Not in poetry. In every breath of the last eleven years.
The sync deepened.
A flicker: their first real hug, back when friendship still defined them, but the ache between their ribs had already begun to bloom into something more.
Another: white and gold dresses swaying in the Laguna breeze. Just them. Just love. Vows whispered barefoot on the dock, no audience but the stars and the rippling lake.
The pain. A few days after Mikoshi. Valerie collapsing into Judy’s arms, the neural fire in her skull nearly too much to bear. Judy, arms wrapped tight, pressing a roasted marshmallow to her lips, smiling through tears. “You’re still here,” she’d whispered. “You’re still mine.”
Valerie blinked, surfacing slightly. “Sorry,” she murmured. “Didn’t mean to sync that.”
Judy’s voice was soft, thick with something unspoken. “Don’t apologize. I needed that.”
She leaned in, brushing her lips once more over Valerie’s cheek, near the pulse beneath her skin.
“You always think you’re the one surviving for me,” she said, “but I was surviving for you too.”
Valerie let her eyes close, breath catching in her throat.
“I know,” she whispered.
They stayed curled together, sync fading, but the closeness unchanged no longer defined by signal or tech, just the shared weight of eleven years that neither of them would trade.
The world around them had quieted to a hush, save for the soft rustle of the sheets and the occasional creak of the house settling into the evening. Valerie lay on her side, one arm draped across Judy’s waist, the other tucked beneath her cheek. Their breathing had synced again no tech, no sync-link this time. Just years of shared rhythm, hearts that had learned each other’s beat.
Judy’s fingers traced idle shapes along Valerie’s spine, her thoughts miles deep but rooted here in this room, in this moment. The song, the concert, the memories they'd touched all of it still echoed behind her eyes like starlight not ready to fade.
Valerie gave a content little hum. “Could stay like this forever.”
Judy smiled into her hair. “We’ve earned at least one forever.”
A quiet beat passed.
Then Judy pulled back just enough to see her.
Judy’s fingers lingered on Valerie’s back, tracing the curve of her spine with slow, thoughtful circles.
“They looked happy last night,” she said softly. “Sera and Sandra.”
Valerie hummed against her pillow, voice still sleep-warm. “Yeah… was good seeing them together again. Felt like home.”
Judy shifted slightly, propping herself up on one elbow. “Was thinking we could have them over tonight. Something quiet.”
Valerie’s lips curled at the edges. “Family dinner?”
Judy nodded. “Feels like it’s been a while.”
Valerie stretched beneath the sheets, her voice a little more awake now. “You cooking?”
“I was hoping you’d be upright enough to help,” Judy teased.
Valerie smirked without opening her eyes. “Give me ten. Maybe fifteen. Then I’ll be your sous-chef.”
Judy leaned in and kissed her temple, fingers still resting over the pulse at her neck. “Good. I missed this.”
Valerie slid out of bed upon standing she turned, giving a teasing wink to Judy as she stood.
Judy smiled. “Hurray up, and clean that sexy ass off so we can make dinner.”
Valerie shimmed, dropping her pants. She placed a hand over her mouth in a mock gesture. “Oops.”
Judy walked over, and smacked her ass.
“No time for games, mi amor.”
Valerie turned pulling her into a kiss.
Judy pulled away smiling. Her hand drifted from Valerie’s arm. “Not gonna save you any garlic bread if you don't hurry.”
Valerie threw her hands up. “Alright. I’ll be out soon.”
Valerie stepped into the bathroom as the warmth of water eased her muscles still aching from the concert yesterday.
A short while later Valerie stepped out of the bedroom with a towel still tucked around her shoulders, damp red hair tumbling loose down her back. She’d already changed into soft gray lounge pants and a worn Clan Alvarez tee, sleeves rolled slightly from old habit. The scent of fresh soap still clung to her skin, mingling with something familiar already brewing in the kitchen.
Judy stood at the counter, sleeves pushed up, shaping meatballs with practiced ease. A pot simmered behind her, steam curling in lazy ribbons toward the ceiling. The whole kitchen smelled like memory garlic, oregano, the sweet tang of crushed tomatoes.
“She sounded happy,” Judy said over her shoulder, glancing back with a faint smile. “Sera. When I called. Said dinner at home ‘sounded perfect.’”
Valerie chuckled, leaning in to snag a slice of tomato from the cutting board. “Of course she did. You said the words ‘spaghetti and meatballs,’ right?”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Obviously. What kind of dinner would it be if we didn’t make her favorite?”
Valerie stepped up beside her, nudging Judy gently with her hip. “You did the call, I’ll do the garlic bread. Team effort.”
“Team family,” Judy said with a smirk, dicing parsley with a quiet rhythm. “Kind of nice hearing how much she missed this. Said Highland Junction’s been good, but…”
Valerie opened the cupboard, grabbing plates with an absent smile. “Yeah. It’s not here.”
Judy didn’t need to say anything more. The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was filled with a quiet kind of warmth, the kind only built by time, love, and long dinners shared around the same table. The kind of silence that told you everything was right.
The scent of garlic and herbs filled the kitchen, soft rock humming low from the corner speaker as Valerie stirred the sauce with lazy care. The pasta had just gone into the pot when the front door creaked open.
“Hey, Moms…I’m here!”
Sera’s voice rang out warm and confident.
“In the kitchen!” Judy called back, already smiling.
The thump of boots drifting from the living room, and the soft jingle of a camera strap. Sera appeared first, grinning, a familiar weight slung around her neck was Judy’s old vintage camera, worn leather edges and all. Sandra followed close behind, tucking a small envelope of Polaroids into her jacket pocket.
Judy leaned against the counter, eyes drawn immediately to the camera. “Still using it, huh?”
Sera touched the lens gently. “You said to build a life through it, right? Figured you didn’t mean one weekend.”
Valerie reached for plates, shooting her a wink. “Just wait till you have boxes full like your Mama. That thing’s practically a memory machine.”
Sandra pulled the Polaroids free and offered them with both hands. “We wanted to bring these tonight. Thought you might like to see what we saw.”
Judy took them gently, flipping through the stack desert vistas, broken neon signs, quiet smiles in the dusk. A few were blurry, off-center, imperfect in all the best ways.
Valerie looked over her shoulder. “That one,” she said, pointing to a snapshot of Sera dancing on a half-collapsed billboard, the Highland Junction sky blazing orange behind her. “That’s the album cover right there.”
Sera grinned, cheeks flushed. “I slipped off right after that shot.”
“And I caught her,” Sandra added, deadpan.
“Of course you did,” Valerie said, amused.
They gathered at the table, bowls steaming, glasses clinking. The first bites were met with soft moans of approval. Valerie’s meatballs always hit hardest after time apart.
It wasn’t long before Sera set her fork down and glanced between them. “You know I always knew Starfall was about me, right?”
Judy met her gaze with warmth. “You said that even before she played it.”
“Yeah, but… hearing it like that last night. Seeing you up there, Mom…” she looked at Valerie, her voice hitching just slightly, “...singing it like it was the only thing keeping the sky from falling…”
Valerie reached across the table and squeezed her hand. “It was always your song, Starshine.”
Sera smiled, eyes damp but shining. “Just never seen it sung in front of hundreds of people before.”
Sandra wrapped an arm around her shoulder. “The whole crowd felt it. You should’ve seen their faces.”
“They felt you,” Judy said softly. “Because you were in every word.”
The silence that followed wasn’t awkward. It was reverent. A small, perfect moment suspended between hearts that had survived too much to take this kind of peace for granted.
In the background, the soft click of Sera’s camera captured it.
No flash, or announcement.
Just a quiet memory being made.
The plates were scraped clean. The wine was half-finished. Somewhere between laughter and leaning back in their chairs, the four of them had migrated to the living room, full-bellied and slow-moving, the air heavy with the kind of warmth that only came after home-cooked meals and shared memories.
Judy had kicked off her boots and curled up on one end of the couch, legs tucked beneath her, a wine glass balanced loosely in one hand. Valerie sat beside her, arm slung over the back cushion, fingers occasionally drifting to brush Judy’s hair or shoulder, always gently, like habit.
Sera sprawled out on the floor, camera in hand, flipping through the fresh Polaroids again with Sandra’s chin resting on her shoulder from behind. Every so often, one of them would nudge the other with a quiet laugh, trading comments only they seemed to fully understand.
“Still can’t believe you got that junction shot,” Judy murmured, nodding at one of the Polaroids. “The balance, the light. That’s not a beginner’s hand.”
Sera smirked. “Well, I had a pretty solid mentor. Though she didn’t say anything about jumping off collapsing rooftops.”
“Must’ve skipped that lesson,” Valerie muttered dryly.
Sandra chuckled and nuzzled into Sera’s neck. “Maybe next time we go, we will take your moms with us. Supervised chaos.”
Valerie arched her brow. “I’ll bring a first-aid kit.”
The room eased into quiet again, music playing low over the speaker an acoustic track, soft chords and humming vocals that needed no words.
Sera sat up slowly, resting her arms over her knees. “You know… sometimes I forget what this feels like.”
Judy tilted her head. “What does?”
“This,” she said. “Being home. All of us. It used to be all the time, then missions started picking up, and Highland Junction was its own kind of storm.”
Sandra nodded softly beside her.
Valerie leaned forward. “Well, maybe tonight we make it the start of something regular again.”
“Dinner every week?” Judy added.
Sera smiled. “Think I’d like that.”
Another pause. Another small breath of peace filling the cracks.
Then Sera pulled her camera from her lap and pointed it at the couch.
“No flash,” she said. “Just… stay like that.”
Judy laughed, leaning a little further into Valerie’s side. “We look that good, huh?”
Sera grinned. “You always have.”
The shutter clicked. Just once. Just enough.
No posing, or warning.
Just two women, tangled in soft light and years of love, surrounded by the family they’d fought to build.
Judy gave it a beat before turning to Sandra with a soft smile. “It’s nice seeing you both still so happy. You always make dinner feel like a celebration.”
Sandra returned the grin, looping her arm around Sera’s waist. “Can’t beat home cooking.”
Sera leaned in and hugged Judy. “See you soon. Love you.”
Judy smiled. “Love you more.”
Another round of hugs Valerie pulled Sandra into a one-armed squeeze, then resting her forehead briefly against Sera’s with a murmured, “Get home safe, Starshine.”
Sera nodded. “Always.”
When the door finally closed, the house fell into a hush. The kind that only came after a night full of stories, food, and the kind of laughter that left ribs sore.
Judy turned toward Valerie with a tired little smile, slipping her arms around her waist. “Dinner goddess duties are officially over,” she murmured, then stole a kiss. “I’m claiming a shower before I fall over.”
Valerie chuckled softly. “Earned it. Go.”
But her voice was far away.
Judy caught the shift in her expression how it lingered, unfocused. She pressed a gentle kiss to Valerie’s forehead before disappearing down the hallway. Valerie waited until she heard the water start, then wandered outside barefoot, letting the sliding door click shut behind her.
The night had settled into stillness.
The deck swing creaked softly as she lowered herself into it, arms draped across the worn backrest, head tilted toward the lake. The moon was a thin slice of silver above the water, just enough to scatter light over the surface. Ripples caught it like breath.
Valerie’s breath caught too.
She didn’t know how long she sat there. Just that the quiet was different now. Not oppressive. But not easy, either.
The door opened again.
Barefoot steps. A towel-damp scent of lavender and steam. Judy’s voice, low and gentle behind her.
“There you are.”
Valerie didn’t move. Just exhaled, slow and steady. “Yeah.”
Judy slid onto the swing beside her, hip pressed against hers, but didn’t speak right away. She didn’t need to. Valerie’s posture said everything. Shoulders drawn, fingers curled tight, eyes lost somewhere past the horizon.
“Talk to me,” Judy said softly.
Valerie looked down at her hands. “Every time we build peace... something tries to take it away.”
Judy tilted her head. “Nothing’s trying to take it now.”
“I know,” she said. “But I can’t stop thinking about… all of it. Not just what we lived through. But the choices we made. The lines we crossed. The ones we didn’t.”
Judy’s voice was barely more than a whisper. “You thinking about Mikoshi?”
Valerie shook her head. “I’m thinking about what comes after. What it means to carry all that weight… and still call yourself good.”
The wind stirred the lake again, silent and listening.
Judy didn’t push. Just leaned into her, quiet and steady. The wind rustled the trees in the distance. Somewhere across the lake, a loon called out melancholy and haunting, like memory itself.
Valerie finally broke the silence.
“Do you ever think about… how long I might live?”
Judy blinked. “You mean… cause of the chip?”
Valerie nodded slowly. “If it holds. If nothing happens. I could be here long after you’re gone. Maybe forever. Or maybe it’ll fail tomorrow. I don’t know.”
Judy tilted her head, studying her. “And that scares you?”
“No,” Valerie said. “Not the dying. It's not dying that keeps me up some nights.”
Judy’s lips parted, but no words came.
Valerie looked down at her hands. “The chip’s stable. Still. But nothing’s perfect. Components degrade. Connections fail. One day it might just… stop. And if I’m still in this body when that happens, it’ll be like natural death. The kind I used to accept.”
“And if it doesn’t stop?” Judy asked gently.
Valerie’s jaw clenched. “Then what happens when you’re gone, Jude? When Sera’s gone. When I’ve outlived every laugh line and sunrise we ever shared?”
Judy’s hand found hers, fingers lacing slowly. “Then you’ll have to choose.”
Valerie looked at her. “That’s what scares me the most. That I’ll have to make that choice alone.”
Judy leaned in closer, voice low and certain. “You won’t. Not ever.”
“But…”
“No,” she said, firmer now. “If it ever comes to that… we will talk about it. Together. Like always.”
Valerie looked away. “What if I don’t want to keep going without you?”
Judy’s voice broke just slightly, but her grip didn’t. “Then don’t. But don’t decide now. Don’t write the end just because the middle’s hard to hold.”
A long silence followed. Not cold. Just full.
“I could… erase myself,” Valerie murmured. “When the time comes. Make that my end. On my terms. Not trapped. Not wandering. Just… done.”
Judy didn’t flinch. “I’d understand. But not today.”
They both exhaled at the same time.
The moon drifted behind a cloud. The water stilled.
Valerie’s voice was smaller than before. “I don’t want to be a ghost who forgot how to stop.”
“You’re not,” Judy said. “You’re the woman who made life mean something again for all of us.”
“And if I forget?”
Judy kissed her temple. “Then I’ll remind you. For as long as I’m here.”
Another silence followed, this one softer, more bearable. A stillness wrapped in the comfort of not needing an answer tonight.
Just two souls.
Still choosing each other.
Judy didn’t say anything at first. She just moved closer, arms slipping around Valerie with the kind of ease that comes from a thousand yesterdays spent choosing each other. The swing creaked softly beneath them as she pulled Valerie into her chest.
“Stray bullets aside,” she whispered near her ear, “we still have a full life ahead of us.”
Her breath was warm, grounding.
“So let’s focus on today,” she continued, “like we always have.”
Valerie nodded faintly against her, but Judy wasn’t done. She gently shifted, pressing her forehead to Valerie’s, hands cradling her cheeks, her thumbs brushing the edges of thought and worry.
Their eyes met, and held.
“You remember why it mattered so much?” Judy asked, voice low. “All of it?”
Valerie’s throat tightened.
“Because we never knew how long we had,” Judy said. “So we lived every day like it might be the last. And that made it beautiful.”
The sync pulsed.
Unconscious, intimate, and natural.
Valerie saw flickers of snippets of memory blooming behind her eyes. Laughter over burnt toast in the lakehouse kitchen. The sound of Sera’s footsteps racing down the hall at thirteen. The wind on Judy’s face the first time she drove the old Shion down an open stretch of empty highway. The proposal in the glow of Laguna Bend, fingers trembling, lips steady.
None of them were perfect, but all of them were vivid.
She reached up and traced her fingers lightly along Judy’s jaw, letting her thoughts press back through the relay, an echo of every time Judy pulled her from the brink, every breath she gave back just by being there.
Their connection shimmered. Not just tech, or data. Not even memory.
Love, threaded through time and circuitry.
Judy’s lips parted slightly, her voice caught. “That’s why we never wasted a second.”
Valerie pressed a soft kiss to her cheek. “And never will.”
Valerie cupped Judy’s cheek, fingers gentle but firm, guiding her gaze back up.
“I always fought to ensure no stray bullets ever found you,” she said, her voice steady but low, laced with conviction. “Merc days are behind me, and music is my future, but no matter what I’ll still make damn sure that never happens.”
The words settled like a promise woven through the twilight air.
She took a breath, lingering on the edge of something deeper. Judy felt it in the pause in the weight behind her silence.
So she waited.
Valerie exhaled slowly, like unspooling a truth she’d held too long. “I want to ensure that I can always keep that promise. You built the Engram Stability Unit for me when I was attacked… pieced me back together through my echoes.” She hesitated, voice softer now. “I’d rather ensure my life is a long one. I like the thought of us both being a hundred years old, still sitting on this swing, yelling at the wind for no other reason than just to be.”
Judy let out a quiet laugh part amused, part choked. “We’d be the terror of the lake,” she whispered with a watery grin.
But even in her smile, she could feel Valerie’s heart still open, still unfolding.
So she reached up and covered Valerie’s hand with hers, thumb brushing slow circles over her knuckles. Waiting again.
Then Valerie’s voice came, quiet and unflinching.
“You’re the only person I trust with me, Jude. I can’t do a damn thing when my chip is unslotted, but… please help me be here with you.”
Judy didn’t answer with words. Not yet.
She leaned in, resting her forehead against Valerie’s once more. Let her eyes close. Let the moment breathe.
Then, softly, she said, “You’ve always been here. Even when the world tried to take you away.”
She opened her eyes, locking into Valerie’s again clear, fierce, and full of devotion.
“If there’s a way to give us a hundred more years, I’ll find it. And if all we’ve got is tomorrow? Then I’m spending it right here. With you.”
The swing creaked gently beneath them as the wind curled around the deck cool and quiet and alive.
Not a future written in fear. Just a life being written together. One moment at a time.
Then, softly, Judy stirred. Her fingers slid along Valerie’s wrist and found her hand.
“No more talks of the future tonight,” she murmured, lifting her gaze. “Can you play me that song you were working on? The one you said wasn’t for the album.”
Valerie’s mouth lifted into something soft. “You want that one?”
Judy nodded. “Yeah. I’ve heard your soul on stages... I wanna hear your heart when it’s just for me.”
Valerie let her palm rest gently against her chest, right over where her heart still beat, stubborn and full. “I would love to.” She stood, kissed Judy’s forehead, and whispered, “Give me a sec.”
She disappeared inside.
The door creaked open again moments later, moonlight catching the shimmer of her wooden acoustic guitar as she stepped back onto the deck.
She didn’t go back to the swing.
Instead, she leaned against the deck railing, one foot hooked behind the other, guitar resting casually against her thigh.
Then she glanced at Judy, fingers poised on the strings, and just for a moment she flicked the relay to life. A soft pulse of sync light shimmered beneath the skin behind Valerie’s ear.
Judy blinked, and then saw herself through Valerie’s eyes. The way the moon traced soft edges across her cheeks. The gentle curve of her knees pulled close to her chest. Her glow. Her gravity.
Judy’s breath caught.
“I feel you, Val,” she whispered.
Valerie winked. “Just wanted you to know what I see every time I look at you.”
Then she began to play.
The first chord rang out, full and low. Valerie lingered on it. Let it hum in the wood. Let it breathe.
“Didn’t need a song on the radio…”
Her voice was hushed. Not hesitant or intimate. Like every syllable was a secret.
“Didn’t need a crowd or a place to go…”
Judy’s hand covered her mouth. The first tears came quiet.
“Just your hand finding mine
And the sky letting go…”
Valerie let her fingers move slowly, letting each note stretch and fall like raindrops into silence. Judy felt the heat of the lights that once bore down on Valerie at the concert, but this wasn’t that. This wasn't a performance. This was everything else. The parts no one saw.
“Bare feet on old stone
Streetlights flicker like they know
Every heartbeat, every breath
Takes its cue from your soul…”
Judy swore she felt the rhythm inside her chest not the beat of the guitar, but her own heart syncing to Valerie’s voice.
“So let it rain, let it pour
I’ll hold you close forevermore
The world can spin, the storm can swell
But here with you, I move so well…”
Valerie’s voice cracked on “so well”, but she didn’t stop. Just shifted her stance, eyes still on Judy.
“In this quiet, in this grace
No one else, no other place
Just a slow dance in the rain
And your love, soft as my name…”
Judy whispered, almost inaudibly, “I love this line…”
Valerie smiled. Played on.
“Your hair clung to your cheeks
Lashes wet, but your smile speaks
No makeup, no masks, just you
And I’ve never seen a clearer view…”
“My jacket draped around your frame
You whispered, ‘Stay,’ I said, ‘Always’
We swayed like time was ours to spend
No start, no need to end…”
Judy closed her eyes and mouthed “Always.”
“So let it rain, let it pour
I’ll hold you close forevermore
The world can spin, the storm can swell
But here with you, I move so well…”
Valerie stepped closer now, every note drawing her toward Judy like a tether.
“In this quiet, in this grace
No one else, no other place
Just a slow dance in the rain
And your love, soft as my name…”
“Each droplet a vow we never spoke
Each step a tether we never broke
No audience, no need to prove
Only two hearts that always knew…”
Valerie knelt in front of her now, still playing, eyes locked to Judy’s as the last verse wrapped around them like arms:
“Let it rain, and let it fall
We’ve weathered harder, we’ve had it all
But this moment? This gentle sway?
It’s why I’ll choose you every day…”
“With the sky and the storm as our refrain
We find forever in the rain
A slow dance, a quiet flame
And your love, soft as my name…”
The final note hovered in the air.
Then fell.
Valerie lowered the guitar gently beside her, leaned forward, and pressed her forehead to Judy’s.
“I wrote that in pieces,” she whispered. “Every quiet moment with you built it.”
Judy smiled through quiet tears. “That song... it’s not music. It’s us.”
Valerie set the guitar down beside the swing without a word. Judy was already reaching for her, arms open in that familiar way like she’d been waiting to hold her all night.
Valerie slid into her embrace without hesitation, curling sideways into Judy’s lap, head tucked beneath her chin. Judy’s arms wrapped around her, warm and steady, one hand stroking through damp red strands where they still clung to Valerie’s neck from the earlier shower.
The world had shrunk again.
Not to a stage, or a song. Just to this.
Moonlight scattered over the deck in silver patches, casting the wooden slats in shifting shadows as the wind moved gently across the lake. The guitar rested nearby like a silent witness, its strings still humming the memory of Valerie’s voice.
Judy let her fingers drift in slow, absent patterns along Valerie’s back. “You always write about us like it’s the end of the world,” she murmured.
Valerie gave a soft laugh against her collarbone. “Maybe it feels that big sometimes.”
Judy tilted her head, resting her cheek on top of Valerie’s. “Tonight it didn’t. Felt like... the beginning.”
Valerie’s arms tightened around her waist. “That’s the part that scares me, Jude. I never thought I’d get to have beginnings.”
“You do,” Judy whispered. “With me? You always will.”
They rocked gently in the swing, their rhythm slower than the lake breeze. Valerie let her eyes fall shut, lulled by the warmth, the closeness, the heartbeat beneath her ear.
“Promise me something?” she murmured.
“Anything.”
“Even if my voice fades one day. Even if my hands stop playing… you’ll still be here. Just like this.”
Judy smiled against her hair. “Even if you forget the chords. Even if you start yelling at the wind when we’re old and creaky I’ll be right here.”
Valerie chuckled, breath catching slightly on something tender. “I love you.”
“I know,” Judy whispered. “You show me every day.”
And they stayed like that, wrapped in each other, no need for tech, or syncs, or memory feeds. Just skin against skin. Heart against heart. The quiet kind of forever you don’t write songs about, because you’re too busy living it.
The swing creaked gently beneath them, the sound a lullaby all its own. Above, the sky stretched wide and endless, pinpricked with stars, some flickering, some steady like notes on a page only the two of them could read.
Valerie breathed in deep. The air smelled like pine and lake water, the last traces of rain clinging to the earth. Judy’s skin was warm beneath her cheek, her breath rising and falling in a rhythm that matched the sway of the swing.
No words left to say.
None needed.
Judy’s fingers slowed in their motion along Valerie’s spine, finally settling just between her shoulder blades, where they rested like a promise. Valerie’s arms stayed wrapped around her waist, legs curled gently to the side, as if her entire body was molded to the shape of Judy’s existence.
A soft hum vibrated from Judy’s chest low and quiet. Maybe a tune from earlier. Maybe something new.
Valerie shifted only enough to kiss the space just under her jaw, then tucked herself in tighter.
The stars above kept their silent vigil.
The wind stirred the surface of the lake, gentle ripples chasing moonlight across the water. Somewhere in the trees, a nightbird called once, then went quiet as if even nature had learned to respect the sanctity of this moment.
Valerie blinked slowly, lashes heavy. “Don’t let go,” she mumbled, her voice half-asleep already.
“Never,” Judy whispered, brushing her lips to her temple.
And they stayed like that, two souls tangled together on a swing just above the edge of forever, rocking in the arms of night.
Sleep came soft and slow, with no dreams but each other.
Chapter 8: Sera, and Sandra's Honeymoon
Summary:
Sera, and Sandra head to Crescent Bay to enjoy two days off grid for their honeymoon. The young newlyweds ignite their love further exploring the Oregon Coastline taking Klamath Rails. The Host's newest business venture.
They enjoy beautiful nights under the stars, and playful moments on the beach. This is a perfect beginning to forever.
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The first thing Sera felt was warmth, not just the sunlight slipping through the linen curtains, but the quiet weight of Sandra curled against her, one bare leg tangled with hers beneath the sheets.
Sera didn’t move at first. She just watched the slow rise and fall of Sandra’s chest, the way a few strands of her dark brown hair clung to her lips, the way her hand had instinctively rested on Sera’s stomach sometime during the night like it always did. Protective, intimate, and hers.
She leaned in and kissed Sandra’s forehead gently. “Morning, Mrs. Alvarez.”
Sandra stirred, eyes still shut, lips curving lazily into a smile. “Mm. Say it again.”
Sera chuckled softly. “Good morning, my wife.”
Sandra cracked one brown eye open and reached up, fingers brushing along Sera’s jaw. “That’ll never stop sounding good.”
They didn’t rush, they didn't need to. There was no job to prepare for, no calls to answer. The only thing on their shared calendar today was each other.
Sera’s voice was soft, still wrapped in sleep. “Are you still thinking about the coast? Warm sand, open skies, a bed just like this one, but with ocean waves?”
Sandra nodded, tracing the line of Sera’s shoulder with the backs of her fingers. “I’m thinking wherever we go, we don’t take any weapons. No armor, no augments, no chrome talk. Just us.”
“And a camera,” Sera added, grinning now. “I want to take one Polaroid every day. A whole strip of days that belong to just us.”
Sera added, grinning now, “I want to take one Polaroid every day. A whole strip of days that belong to just us.”
Sandra smiled, fingers brushing a strand of red hair behind her ear. “One photo a day, and I’ll kiss you after every single one.”
Sera stretched with a soft groan, rolling against her. “Bold promise. I take a lot of pictures.”
Sandra kissed her shoulder. “Good. I never planned on stopping anyway.”
Sandra curled up next to Sera, her cheek resting on her wife’s chest, fingers absently tracing the hem of her Clan Alvarez tank top. “You know…” she murmured, voice still thick with sleep, “we don’t have to get up yet.”
Sera smirked, eyes closed, arms wrapped securely around Sandra’s back. “Wasn’t planning on it.”
Sandra shifted slightly, pressing a light kiss to the spot just above Sera’s heart. “What if we stayed like this forever?”
“I’d miss breakfast,” Sera teased, brushing her fingers gently along Sandra’s spine. “But I’d be okay with that.”
A soft laugh vibrated against her chest. “We’ve skipped meals for worse reasons.”
“True,” Sera said, eyes opening slowly as she looked down at her. “Like that time we got snowed in and lived on hot cocoa and marshmallows for two days.”
“And I still managed to take the cutest photo of you half-buried in blankets like a grumpy burrito.”
Sera snorted. “Grumpy burrito? Rude. I was strategically insulated.”
Sandra leaned up just enough to meet her lips in a kiss, slow, smiling, and familiar. “Whatever you say, commander.”
Sera rolled them gently so they were face to face, nose to nose. “Don’t make me call in a snuggle lockdown.”
“Ooh, is that a threat or a promise?” Sandra asked, eyebrows lifting with playful challenge.
“Why not both?” Sera murmured before pulling her close again.
They lay like that, hearts pressed close, laughter fading into that quiet sort of peace only found in mornings like this where the world felt soft, time stretched lazy, and love was the only thing moving.
No alarms, no mission briefs. Just the breath of their forever, starting with one more minute under the covers.
Eventually, it was the promise of food, or maybe the smell of coffee still lingering from last night that stirred them to move.
Sera stretched first, arms overhead, a quiet groan escaping as her spine popped in protest. Sandra rolled onto her side and watched with a grin, chin propped on her hand. “Still think you’re gonna be the one carrying me through the honeymoon?”
“Please.” Sera smirked, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed. “I’ve been carrying your ass since we were twelve.”
Sandra stood, tugging the hem of her tank top down. “You also tripped over a rake trying to impress me once.”
“That rake was poorly placed and I stand by that.”
They both laughed, the kind of easy, lived-in laughter that came with years of inside jokes and shared mornings. Sandra tossed Sera her hoodie, then slipped into one of her own one of Sera’s old ones with the faded Alvarez crest on the sleeve.
The kitchen greeted them with soft light spilling through the windows and the quiet hum of birds outside. Sandra moved to start coffee while Sera opened the fridge.
“Scrambled or sunny side up?” Sera asked, already cracking eggs into a bowl.
Sandra poured two mugs of coffee, sliding one across the counter. “Surprise me. As long as there’s toast.”
“Always toast,” Sera said, grabbing the pan.
They moved easily around each other with no choreography, just muscle memory. A dance built on morning routines and burned toast recoveries. Sera stirred eggs, Sandra sliced fruit. A soft song played from a nearby speaker, low and breezy.
“I was thinking,” Sandra said, handing her a fork. “During breakfast we could talk about our honeymoon plans.”
Sera grinned. “You already have ideas, don’t you?”
“Sandra smirked. Maybe.”
Sera bumped her shoulder as they sat down. “Alright. Let’s hear ‘em over eggs.”
The morning stretched forward, not rushed, and not over-planned.
They settled at the small table near the kitchen window, plates clinking gently as they dug in. Morning light filtered through the glass, casting a slow golden wash over the table. Sera shoveled in a bite of eggs, her foot nudging Sandra’s under the table.
Sandra smiled and didn’t pull away. She reached for her coffee, took a sip, and let the silence stretch for just a moment before speaking.
“So…” she began, eyes on her plate, “I was thinking about Crescent Bay.”
Sera tilted her head. “You bought us tickets already didn't you?”
Sandra nodded, finally lifting her gaze. “Sure did. The whole trip. There’s this place right by the cliffs. Dome-style cabins with skylights you can see the stars even from bed.”
A pause.
Sera smiled. “You wanna stargaze with me on our honeymoon?”
Sandra’s cheeks pinked, but she didn’t look away. “It felt poetic. We started under the stars.”
Sera leaned her cheek into her palm, elbow on the table, eyes soft. “You really planned this?”
Sandra reached for her coffee, grinning around the rim. “I just wanted to do it right. I booked the train from Klamath Rails, direct to Crescent Bay. Should only take a few hours. Then it’s just us. Ocean breeze, cliffside views, and nothing to rush for.”
Sera exhaled slowly, like the thought alone loosened something inside her. “That sounds… perfect.”
Sandra shrugged, smiling like her heart was about to burst. “We deserve it.”
Sera reached across the table, fingertips brushing Sandra’s knuckles. “Yeah. We really do.”
Sera sat back, watching her with something soft and heavy in her gaze. “You’ve been planning this for a while, huh?”
“Since the day you asked me to marry you.”
Sera exhaled a quiet breath and reached across the table, threading their fingers together.
“You’re gonna make me cry into my eggs, babe.”
Sandra gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “We’ve earned this. After everything we deserve some wonder.”
The only sound for a moment was the clink of their silverware and the low murmur of the wind brushing past the windowpanes.
Then Sera smirked. “Do you think those dome cabins come with soundproofing?”
Sandra just laughed. “Guess we’ll have to test it.”
Late morning sunlight spilled across the bedroom floor in lazy, golden lines. An open duffel sat on the bed between them, half-full of rolled-up clothes, chargers, and travel odds and ends. Sandra knelt beside it, folding a sweater with clinical precision while Sera lay sprawled on her stomach nearby, chin resting on her crossed arms.
“You’re folding things like we’re joining a military retreat,” Sera muttered, watching her with a lopsided grin.
Sandra didn’t look up. “That’s because if I let you pack, we’d end up with three tank tops, one sock, and your old Stars of the Moon hoodie.”
Sera reached lazily to tug at Sandra’s ankle. “That hoodie’s lucky.”
Sandra giggled. “It’s full of holes.”
Sera smirked.“ You mean character."
Sandra raised an eyebrow, then leaned down to press a kiss to Sera’s temple. “I’m not stopping you from bringing it. I’m just making sure you also bring pants.”
Sera snorted. “We’re going to spend most of our time not wearing pants, if you remember your own itinerary.”
“Oh, I remember.” Sandra’s voice dipped as she glanced sideways at her. “Which is why I’m packing light.”
That earned a raised brow and a wicked grin from Sera. “See, that’s the strategic thinking I married you for.”
Sandra shook her head, a smile creeping back. “Come on, help me double-check the list. Clothes, gear, camera…”
Sera reached over and held up a little leather case. “Film rolls. Can’t believe you thought I’d forget.”
Sandra softened at that. “Good. I want to see the world through your eyes this time.”
They took a pause then quiet but full before Sera finally sat up, brushing her hands over her knees.
“Y’know… this feels real now.”
Sandra looked at her. “What does?”
“The honeymoon. Us. This life. All of it. It’s not just something we talked about as kids anymore. It’s happening.”
Sandra stood, crossed the room, and wrapped her arms around her from behind. “It’s been happening since the day we fell asleep on that couch watching old brain dances with popcorn in our hair.”
Sera tilted her head back. “You think we’ll still be doing that when we’re old?”
Sandra kissed her cheek. “Absolutely. But next time, we’ll be yelling at the wind like your moms.”
Sera laughed. “Can’t wait.”
They gathered the bags, and headed out to the rig.
The last duffel zipped closed with a satisfying chk-zip, and Sera flopped back dramatically onto the seat inside the rig, arms spread wide.
“That’s it. We’re officially packed. Feels like we’re leaving for a year.”
Sandra chuckled from the other side, shutting the door with a practiced flick. “You brought three books, your sketchpad, a dozen film rolls, and two jackets. You’re not exactly roughing it.”
“I’m emotionally preparing,” Sera muttered. “You know how I get if I forget something.”
Screwbie’s voice kicked on from the dashboard, static-laced and smug as always. “You forgot your dignity the last time you tried to freestyle down at the arcade. Want me to pull up the footage?”
Sandra winced. “Screwbie.”
“Right, right. Driver mode. Engaging autonomous route to Klamath Station. No promises on a smooth rideI’m feeling petty today.”
The rig purred to life, easing itself from the driveway as the morning wind carried the scent of pine and dew off the lake. Behind them, the house stood quiet and sun-kissed, windows catching light like soft memories.
As the road curved past the tree line, Sera leaned forward and adjusted the tuner.
“Let’s see what 92.1 Dust and Vinyl’s spinning this morning…”
A low crackle, a burst of old-time static and then a warm, familiar voice filled the rig.
“This is Dust and Vinyl, comin’ to you live from the edge of progress. They say the new rail line’s runnin’ smoother than a jazz solo at midnight. The Host’s latest baby stretches all the way from Klamath Falls to the southern valleys. Looks like Oregon’s finally stitched together again, piece by piece. Next up, a little love song to start your day off right…”
Valerie’s concert version of Love Through Loss started playing.
Sera reached over and grabbed Sandra’s hand without thinking.
The road ahead unwound gently beneath the rig’s tires, fields and old ruins giving way to newer infrastructure, modular stations, solar towers, even fresh mural tags sprayed by local crews celebrating the 10-year rebuild effort. A thin steel line shimmered in the distance, the new railway slicing through the hills like a promise made real.
Screwbie whistled low. “Progress, huh? Shame I still gotta deal with your weird snack crumbs in the glovebox.”
“Jealousy’s not a good color on you,” Sera muttered, and Sandra grinned at the exchange.
But her eyes stayed on the horizon, where the station waited in quiet anticipation of their first stop.
“Think we’ll make the afternoon train?” Sera asked.
Sandra gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “We’ll make it.”
They didn’t need to rush. Not yet. The whole world felt like it was finally catching up to their pace.
The sun sat low in the sky, casting warm light across the railway platform as the soft rumble of an approaching train echoed in the distance. Their rig was already parked nearby, Screwbie humming quietly in standby mode autopilot engaged for the trip home.
Sera slung her duffel over one shoulder and reached back for Sandra’s hand. “You got the Polaroid?”
Sandra patted her jacket pocket with a grin. “Always.”
They stepped up to the bench to wait out the final ten minutes, bags stacked neatly beside them.
Sera pulled out her holo and tapped to call.
“Hey,” Valerie’s voice answered, warm with the sounds of dinner prep faintly in the background. “Everything good?”
“Yeah. We’re all packed, train’s about to pull in.” Sera gave a soft laugh. “Just wanted to hear from you before we go off-grid for a bit.”
“Glad you did,” Valerie said. “You two enjoy every second, alright? First trip as wives make it count.”
Sera smiled, tucking her knees up on the bench. “We will. You tell Mama I love her?”
“She’s right here…” Valerie turned away from the mic for a beat. “Jude, Sera says she loves you.”
Judy’s voice came faint but clear: “Love you too, mi cielo. Stay safe.”
Sera’s voice dropped, sincere. “We will. Love you both.”
They disconnected just as Sandra finished her own call to Panam, lowering her holo with a grin. “She said to bring her back something weird and dusty. I think she misses being out here.”
Sera chuckled. “She always does.”
The platform lights flicked on as the train approached, its headlights slicing across the tracks. Sera turned back toward the rig and shouted, “Screwbie, don’t crash into anything on the way home!”
The AI responded in his usual grumble. “Only if someone jumps in front of me like a stupid meatball.”
“Charming as ever,” Sandra muttered.
The train slowed to a stop, doors hissing open with a low chime. Sera grabbed one bag, Sandra the other. They paused at the door, exchanging one last glance as the wind kicked up around them.
“Let’s go have the start of forever,” Sera said, voice low and thrilled.
Sandra bumped her shoulder gently. “Yeah. Let’s do it right.”
They boarded side by side, disappearing into the soft light of the cabin.
The train hissed gently as it settled into place, a fusion of old-world design and cutting-edge engineering. Its frame was long and low, built with the silhouette of a classic steamliner but humming with the quiet thrum of modern electric drive. Arched windows framed each cabin, and golden trim caught the afternoon light like burnished metal from another age.
Instead of soot and smoke, soft LED rails lined the undercarriage, glowing with a pulse that matched the track signals. A subtle voice drifted from the overhead speakers calm, warm, undeniably artificial.
Painted on the side in elegant black script was the route name: Horizon Line 3 – Crescent Bay Coastal Express.
Inside, the train breathed comfort. The benches were padded with stitched leather, wood-paneled trim ran along the walls, and tall windows framed the scenery like moving artwork. The lights above were shaped like classic lanterns, casting a soft gold hue over everything.
Sera heaved their bags into the overhead rack while the final boarding chime echoed through the cabin. Sandra was already seated, her back against the window, one arm draped lazily across the seat.
“I still can’t believe we’re doing this,” she said with a small, radiant smile. “Crescent Bay, Firebird. Actual ocean breeze. Real sand. No mission. Just us.”
Sera settled in beside her, pulling her jacket loose around her waist. “Damn right. Lodge right on the cliffs, remember? You wanted something with a view.”
Sandra bumped her shoulder. “I wanted something with you.”
That earned a smirk. Sera looked out the window just as the train began to slide forward, trees flickering by in streaks of green and gold.
“Feels kinda surreal,” Sera murmured. “Usually when we board a train, it’s to chase someone or blow something up.”
“Well,” Sandra said, lacing her fingers with hers, “if the only thing we explode is champagne... I’ll survive.”
They laughed softly, the train gliding into its journey. Outside, the forests of inland Oregon began giving way to rising slopes and wide, open skies, the early promise of coastal light painting the edge of the world ahead.
The hum of the train settled into their bones, soft and constant like a lullaby made of steel and distance. Their booth caught the perfect slant of sunlight filtered through wide glass windows that stretched nearly floor to ceiling. Crescent Bay wasn’t far, but the line took its time, winding past forgotten farms and fresh pine groves, letting the world breathe.
Sera leaned her head against the window, fingers still laced with Sandra’s. “You think it’ll smell like salt and sky when we get there?”
Sandra tilted her head toward her, smiling. “It already does a little.”
They sat in a long silence, not out of things to say, just content not to rush them. A hawk soared past the window. Sera’s thumb brushed along Sandra’s ring, that slow, familiar loop.
“You remember our first train ride?” she asked.
Sandra’s smile widened. “Yeah. You kept pressing your forehead to the glass like you were trying to melt through it.”
“Couldn’t believe I was leaving home. It felt like I was dreaming.”
Sandra squeezed her hand. “Now we’re going on our honeymoon. Still dreaming?”
Sera looked at her not just her face, but all the years they’d carried to get here. “If I am, I’m not waking up.”
The train curved wide along a ridge, and suddenly the ocean revealed itself in the distance flat and endless, glittering like a secret only they were allowed to see. The kind of view that didn’t ask for words.
Sandra reached into her jacket pocket, and pulled out her Polaroid, eyes sparkling. “Don’t move.”
Sera grinned, already posing, her arm draped across the back of the booth.
Click.
The photo ejected with a soft mechanical whirr. Sandra fanned it gently. “First picture of the honeymoon.”
Sera leaned in and kissed her cheek. “Make sure you’re in the second one.”
The train hissed to a stop, its long silver body gleaming beneath the afternoon sun. Crescent Bay Station was smaller, more of a viewing platform than a terminal tucked against a hillside where land met ocean. As Sera and Sandra stepped onto the wooden deck, the world unfolded before them.
It was breathtaking.
The ocean stretched wide and open, light skipping across the waves in fractured silver lines. A ribbon of trail carved gently along the cliffs, winding past wildflowers and wind-bent trees, leading toward the beachside cabins in the distance small domes of glass and wood nestled like sleeping stars among the dunes.
Sera set her bag down for a second and took it all in, hands on her hips. “Okay… this might actually top the stargazing.”
Sandra laughed, brushing a breeze-tossed curl behind her ear. “You haven’t even seen the inside yet.”
They grabbed their bags and started walking, boots crunching lightly over the gravel path. The air carried a salty crispness, soft and clean, with just a hint of pine drifting from the inland trees.
Fifteen minutes. That was all it took. But each step felt like shedding weight. Like the noise of the world stayed behind at the platform.
The trail narrowed into a small dune path, where ocean grass swayed gently and sand gave way underfoot. Finally, the cabin came into view half wood, half curved glass, tucked against a slope overlooking the ocean. A small solar panel array sat angled beside it, silent and efficient.
Sera exhaled, long and slow. “You really found us a place at the edge of the world.”
Sandra grinned, eyes reflecting the ocean. “Exactly where we belong.”
They climbed the last few steps toward the cabin porch. No other buildings in sight. Just them, the endless ocean, and a sky waiting to be painted with stars.
Sandra slid the keycard across the lock panel. The door clicked open with a gentle hiss.
“Welcome home,” she said, softly.
Sera kissed her temple as they stepped inside.
The door gave way with a soft glide, letting in the ocean breeze and the quiet hush of waves below.
The cabin was one large open space with curved walls of treated glass arching overhead like a dome, framed with warm cedar beams that smelled faintly of salt and sun. The bed sat in the center, low and wide, piled with ocean-toned pillows and linen sheets that whispered against each other as Sandra set her bag down nearby. At the head of the bed, the wall was half-stone, half wood-shelving, with a small fireplace set just under the built-in screen and speaker system.
Above them, the ceiling faded into glass pure and clear. Through it, clouds rolled slowly and lazy, like the sky itself was stretching after a long nap.
Sera walked to the center of the room and spun slowly in place, taking it all in. “Okay, yeah… this might be my new favorite place on Earth.”
Sandra laughed behind her, already pulling open a side panel where the kitchenette tucked away. Compact, but fully stocked local coffee blends, bottled beach wines, fresh herbs growing in a narrow hydro-tray along the window.
“We’ve got two days,” she said, nudging the drawer of utensils closed with her hip. “Then we head back home”
Sera turned, her expression soft. “Two days of ocean, you, and a bed with a view of the entire damn sky? I’m not in a hurry.”
Sandra stepped closer. “Thought you’d say that.”
They wandered across the soft wood flooring, moving together without rush. Every window looked out to a new kind of quiet seagulls wheeling in the distance, light scattering across the tide, wind combing through the tall grasses surrounding their hideaway.
In the corner, a glass door led to a private wraparound deck. A small hot tub shimmered beneath the overhang. Two loungers were tucked beneath a woven shade. Beyond the deck’s edge nothing but wind, horizon, and the slow, endless ocean.
Sera leaned against the frame of the open door, breathing it all in. “We really did it, huh?”
Sandra wrapped her arms around her waist from behind. “We really did.”
Sandra lingered in Sera’s arms for another breath before slipping away with a gentle kiss to her cheek. She crossed the room to the duffel by the bed, kneeling beside it and flipping open the top.
“Mm-hmm,” she hummed, rummaging through the layers. “And what do we have here…”
Sera leaned against the doorway, watching her with a lazy, content smile. “Don’t tell me I forgot something.”
Sandra didn’t look up, just plucked out a folded piece of fabric and flicked it expertly across the room. It landed right on Sera’s head.
“You forgot something,” she said, smug.
Sera peeled it off and blinked at it. “ I forgot my swimsuit top.”
Sandra smirked. “Thankfully, you married someone who thinks of the things you don’t.”
Sera laughed, stepping further into the room. “I would’ve just stripped and run free.”
Sandra arched her brow. “We are off-grid… but there are still other people here.”
“Let ‘em stare,” Sera said with a shrug, grinning.
“Oh, they would. And then you'd get us banned from Crescent Bay before nightfall.”
Sera stepped close again, folding her arms around Sandra from behind as she looked over her shoulder into the duffel. “So what else did I forget?”
Sandra leaned back into her with a quiet chuckle. “We’ll find out soon enough.”
Sandra turned just enough to glance back at Sera with a mischievous tilt of her head. “Well, since you technically packed half a swimsuit, I guess we’re going in now.”
Sera grinned. “Race you naked.”
Sandra raised both brows. “Oh, you’re bold today.”
“I’m married. I’m always bold.”
They broke apart laughing, moving to opposite sides of the cabin. No walls between them, just soft teasing glances and the faint blush of sunlight painting their skin.
Sera peeled off her shirt and tossed it onto the bed, catching Sandra halfway through shimmying out of her jeans. “Nice view,” she said, leaning back on her heels.
Sandra didn't miss a beat. “Keep talking like that, and we’re never leaving this cabin.”
Sera gave a mock-innocent shrug as she hooked her thumbs into her waistband. “Just giving credit where it’s due.”
They took their time not out of hesitation, but because undressing beside someone you love becomes its own kind of intimacy. Playful nudges, flicks of fabric, fingers grazing arms or hips in passing. They didn’t rush the moment. Why would they?
Sandra pulled the strap of her swimsuit up over her shoulder and turned to find Sera adjusting hers, tangled for the second time.
“Here,” she said gently, stepping in and fixing the twisted strap. Her fingers brushed Sera’s collarbone, lingered. “There.”
Sera looked at her, eyes warm. “Thanks, babe.”
Sandra smiled. “Let’s go pretend we’re the only two people in the world.”
They grabbed their towels, slipped on sandals, and stepped out into the soft golden light. The path to the beach stretched ahead windswept, wild, and waiting.
Together, they walked toward it, hand in hand.
The path curved down from the cabin through windswept grasses, the hush of waves growing louder with each step until the coastline opened wide before them jagged cliffs to the south, a long stretch of sun-drenched sand sprawling out ahead. The ocean shimmered under a cloudless sky, its surface broken only by the occasional glint of gulls overhead. The scent of salt and ozone rode the breeze, stirring the loose strands of Sandra’s hair as she turned to Sera, eyes bright.
“I dare you to catch me,” she said, grinning, already backing away barefoot into the sand.
Sera didn’t hesitate. “Oh, you're on.”
Sandra let out a delighted yelp and bolted across the beach, kicking up bursts of sand with each step. Sera chased after her, laughing, feet pounding the ground in uneven rhythm. They weaved between driftwood and ocean-glass tide lines, dodging the scattered shells like kids set loose from time itself.
“Should’ve brought the camera,” Sera called, half out of breath.
Sandra glanced back over her shoulder, eyes sparkling. “It’s better in motion!”
When Sera finally caught up, she wrapped her arms around Sandra’s waist from behind, nearly toppling them both into the sand. They stumbled, squealed, and collapsed in a heap, tangled limbs and sun-warm laughter.
“Truce?” Sandra offered, brushing hair from Sera’s face.
Sera shook her head, grinning. “Only if you admit I had you cornered.”
Sandra leaned in, their noses brushing. “Fine. I surrender.”
Sera kissed her quickly, sand clinging to her shoulder. “Best surrender ever.”
They lay back on the dunes, side by side, gazing at the water. The ocean was no place to swim, too unstable, too unpredictable in this world, but it still held its ancient magic. The endless horizon. The slow crash of waves. The illusion of peace, distant and unbothered.
Sandra reached over, linking her fingers with Sera’s. “It’s still beautiful, even if we can’t touch it.”
Sera nodded, eyes steady on the waves. “We don’t need to touch everything to love it.”
They stayed there a while longer, side by side in the sand, letting the wind carve new memories across their skin. Just the two of them. Still young, still wild. Still writing their own love story one sunbeam, one laugh, one heartbeat at a time.
By the time they made it back to the cabin, their legs were coated in fine, golden sand, hair tousled by the breeze and their cheeks flushed from laughter. The wooden deck creaked beneath them as they stepped up, barefoot and breathless.
Sandra opened the door with one hand while still holding Sera’s, pulling her inside with a teasing tug. “You’re tracking a whole dune into our honeymoon.”
Sera glanced down at the sand trailing from her calves. “So are you.”
Sandra smirked. “Difference is, I look cute doing it.”
Sera raised a brow. “Then I guess you’re leading the cleanup effort.”
Sandra dropped her grip just long enough to peel off her top, flicking it at Sera’s face before disappearing into the bathroom with a sway of her hips. “I’ll start the water.”
“Hey!” Sera laughed, tugging the fabric off her head. “That’s a war crime.”
She followed anyway, kicking the door shut behind her.
Inside, the shower steamed quickly, fog curling around the glass walls and across the mirror. Sandra stood under the spray already, her back arched as she rinsed sand from her hair, fingers combing through dark strands. Sera stepped in behind her, letting the heat pour over her shoulders, then wrapped her arms loosely around Sandra’s waist from behind.
“You always run faster when you're trying to get away with something,” Sera murmured, lips brushing Sandra’s damp shoulder.
Sandra hummed. “That’s cause you’re always more fun when you're chasing me.”
They turned toward each other, letting the water trace the curve of their backs, fingers working through each other’s hair, across their necks, along their arms, no urgency, just warmth and care and the slow comfort of being known so deeply.
“You missed a spot,” Sera said, trailing her hand over Sandra’s hip with mock seriousness.
Sandra grinned, eyes gleaming through the steam. “Then you better fix it.”
Soft laughter, echoed in droplets. Water pattered against the tiles, a rhythm as steady as their hearts, as they leaned into one another foreheads pressed together, the world small and safe for just a little while longer.
Outside, the wind swept over the dunes.
Inside, love lingered in every drop.
The warm water traced lazy rivulets over their skin, catching the golden hues of the setting sun through the frosted window. Steam curled around them like a veil, fogging the edges of the cabin’s modest shower stall. Sera leaned back against the tiled wall, her eyes fluttering closed for a breath as Sandra pressed close, their bodies still damp with salt-kissed laughter.
Fingers slid through soaked strands of hair, brushing them gently behind Sera’s ear. Sandra kissed the corner of her mouth first just a whisper. Then her jaw. Then lower, the slope of her neck where water pooled and glistened. Sera’s breath hitched, and her arms circled around Sandra’s waist, pulling her close until there was nothing between them but shared heat and heartbeats.
“You always find the places that make me melt,” Sera murmured, voice a husky thread between kisses.
Sandra smiled against her collarbone. “That’s because you’ve never hidden them from me.”
Her lips continued downward, trailing the curve of Sera’s chest with reverence, letting her hands roam not with urgency, but with the curiosity of someone still discovering new constellations in a sky they already knew by heart. Every kiss, every slow drag of tongue against warm skin was a love letter in motion, patient and grounding.
Sera tilted her head back, one hand braced on the misted wall, the other slipping down to brush against Sandra’s shoulder. “You’re not playing fair…”
“I never said I would.” Sandra dropped to her knees on the slick floor, the water cascading over her back, catching the faint glow of the light above. She looked up once, locking eyes with Sera silent request and promise all in one.
Sera’s fingers curled into her damp curls. Her thighs parted instinctively, and her breath came quicker as Sandra leaned in, mouth meeting her with the slow kind of hunger that made the world disappear.
She didn't rush. She savored it. Each movement, each caress of tongue and lips was a memory being made, a vow being spoken without words. Sera’s body trembled under the tenderness, her voice catching in her throat before spilling free in soft, gasped syllables of Sandra’s name.
Time unfurled like steam on glass. And when it crested when the world narrowed to nothing but the swell of Sera’s breath and the grounding heat of Sandra’s hands there was no crashing wave. Only warmth, stillness, and love.
Sandra rose slowly, water trailing down her shoulders, and Sera pulled her into a kiss deep and grateful. They stood there wrapped around each other as the water cooled, lips brushing lazily, hearts still racing in time.
“Remind me to forget the swimsuits next time,” Sera whispered.
Sandra laughed against her lips. “Already planning on it.”
The water slowed to a drizzle, then a stop, steam still curling around their bare shoulders as they stepped out together. Sandra grabbed a towel and wrapped it around Sera first, pressing a kiss to her cheek as she did. Sera returned the favor, tracing her fingers along Sandra’s back while reaching for her own towel, the two of them moving like they’d always shared space this close.
Moments later, barefoot and wrapped in oversized shirts, they padded into the cabin’s main room. The dome roof overhead gave way to a view of a sky slowly blooming into lavender dusk. Golden clouds drifted over the horizon where the ocean kissed the cliffs, the hush of waves a constant lullaby outside.
Sera flopped onto the small loveseat, toweling her hair with one hand while Sandra knelt beside the mini-fridge and pulled out a tray the staff tucked away earlier chilled strawberries, melon slices, and a small bottle of sparkling red wine. Two crystal glasses clinked gently as she set them down.
“Planned this too, huh?” Sera teased, pulling her legs up beneath her.
Sandra grinned and handed her a glass. “Told you. I think of the things you don’t.”
Sera took a slow sip, then leaned over and bit into a strawberry Sandra held out to her. “You’re dangerously close to spoiling me, you know.”
“That was the entire point of this trip,” Sandra said, taking her own sip and settling close, thigh against thigh.
They shared bites of fruit between sips of wine, lazy and playful, giggling when a drop of juice slipped from Sera’s chin and Sandra caught it with her thumb then kissed it off for good measure. The low lights inside the cabin made everything feel golden, like time had stretched just for them.
Eventually, Sandra rested her head on Sera’s shoulder, her fingers grazing over the soft curve of her thigh. “Can you hear it?” she whispered.
“The ocean?”
Sandra nodded. “It’s nice. Not like back home. This is… slower.”
Sera smiled softly, her cheek resting on Sandra’s damp hair. “We earned slower.”
Outside, the wind shifted faintly, carrying the scent of salt and pine. The last light of the day dipped toward the waves.
Inside, it was just them. A little wine. A little fruit, and everything they’d built together moment by moment, kiss by kiss.
The last of the wine sat forgotten on the table, their shared plate of fruit half-eaten, as the sky began to darken into velvet. Sandra shifted slightly, lifting her head from Sera’s shoulder. Her eyes caught the first faint glimmer through the curved dome above.
“Look,” she whispered.
Sera followed her gaze, and sure enough stars. Dozens at first, then hundreds, like the sky had been holding its breath and was finally letting go. The Milky Way shimmered faintly, a brushstroke of light across the heavens.
Without a word, Sera stood and crossed to the old speaker panel near the cabin door. She flicked on 92.1 Dust and Vinyl.
Myles Smith’s Stargazing played low, soft, as if the station knew exactly what moment it had wandered into.
Sera turned slowly, her hand reaching out toward Sandra. Her voice was quiet but steady.
“Dance with me?”
Sandra blinked, caught off guard by how perfect it felt. She slipped off the couch barefoot and crossed the wooden floor without a sound, her fingers finding Sera’s in the dim glow.
They swayed without speaking, bodies close, arms wrapped loosely around each other. The song guided them gently. A slow circle. A tighter embrace. Then forehead to forehead, both of them smiling like they’d just discovered something new in something they already knew.
Sera whispered, “Remember what you said earlier? About stargazing?”
Sandra nodded. “That's why I picked this place.”
“I think,” Sera said, brushing a hand down her back, “every version of every timeline, every world ends up right here. Dancing under this sky.”
Sandra’s voice broke a little on the smile. “You’re such a sap.”
Sera smiled. You married me.”
Sandra let out a faint chuckle. “Best decision I ever made.”
Their eyes stayed locked as they kept swaying, the dome above them filled with a thousand soft-burning lights. The ocean whispered outside, and the music held them in time.
No noise, or rush. Just two hearts, beating to the rhythm of a song that somehow knew their story.
The song faded into the background hum of the ocean breeze, the soft hush of night settling around them. Sera guided Sandra back to the bed, fingers still laced, their steps unhurried now weightless, like the gravity of the world had let go for just a little while.
They turned the lights off.
The stars poured through the curved glass of the skylight, casting pale patterns across the floorboards, the sheets, their skin. Sera pulled back the covers, and Sandra climbed in first, curling to her side. Sera followed, fitting herself into the curve of her back, her arm slipping around Sandra’s waist with practiced ease.
They didn’t speak. There was no need.
Sandra reached up, threading their fingers together where Sera’s hand rested on her stomach. Her thumb moved in slow circles, her breath soft. Sera pressed a light kiss to her shoulder, then settled in, cheek against the pillow, her emerald eyes drawn upward to the stars above.
So many memories had started this way, quiet moments wrapped in each other. But this wasn’t a memory. This was now.
The cabin creaked faintly with the wind. The ocean whispered somewhere beyond the cliffs, and between them, only the rhythmic hush of shared breath.
Sandra’s voice was the last sound before sleep, barely a murmur. “It’s perfect here.”
Sera kissed the back of her neck and whispered, “It’s perfect because you’re here.”
Under the soft glow of starlight, tangled in blankets and each other, they drifted off, no worries, no weight. Just the quiet hum of love holding them safe as the night carried them into dreams.
The sun had risen in soft pastels, casting a golden haze across the ocean. Seafoam glistened where the waves kissed the shore, and the cool morning breeze swept through Sera’s curls as she walked beside Sandra, boots lightly crunching against the sand-dusted trail that wound along the rocky edge of the coast.
Sandra held the vintage camera Judy had given Sera slung across her chest with the strap pulled snug. Every few steps she’d pause, frame something in the viewfinder: weather worn driftwood, the shadow of gulls overhead, Sera laughing with her arms outstretched against the rising wind.
“Hold still,” Sandra murmured, stepping back a pace.
Sera grinned. “You said that five shots ago.”
“I’ll stop when the light stops loving you.”
The click of the shutter followed, quick and sure.
They turned toward a jagged bluff overlooking the deeper swell of the ocean, a place where the waves met the cliffside in thunderous rhythm. It was quiet, sacred in its way until the silence broke.
“Damn, baby. You modelin’ for her private collection?”
Voices. Male. From behind.
Sandra tensed as two punks approached, both dressed in ragged synth leather and half-chrome shades, the kind of scavs who hung near off-grid towns looking for thrills or trouble.
One of them let out a low whistle. “Should’ve brought my cam. Don’t worry, though we got the real thing right here.”
Sera’s expression didn’t change. She stepped forward, deliberately placing herself between Sandra and the two men.
“You’ve got five seconds to turn around,” she said calmly.
The taller one laughed. “That supposed to scare me, sweetheart?”
Sera’s eyes narrowed not with fear, but precision. “I’m not trying to scare you. I’m trying to be polite.”
Sandra reached for Sera’s hand, but her wife didn’t move. She stood her ground, unflinching.
The second punk, sensing the shift, gave a sharp laugh and nudged his friend. “Come on. Let’s not pick a fight. Not worth the stitches.”
The taller one hesitated, then muttered something under his breath and turned. They disappeared down the path, the tension thinning in their wake.
Sera exhaled slowly. Only then did she turn back, brushing her knuckles along Sandra’s cheek.
“You okay?”
Sandra nodded, but her voice cracked slightly. “I hate that people still talk to women like that.”
Sera’s voice was soft but certain. “They can talk all they want. They’ll never touch you.”
Sandra looked at her, heart in her eyes. “That’s exactly how your mom always looked at Judy.”
Sera blinked. Then smiled slowly and proud. “Guess I learned from the best.”
She slipped her hand into Sandra’s, gently guiding her back along the trail. “Come on. You still owe me a dozen more pictures.”
Sandra didn’t say anything for a beat. Then: “You didn’t even blink.”
“I’ve had practice,” Sera said lightly. “You’re not the first treasure I’ve had to defend.”
They walked on, fingers intertwined. The coast stretched ahead and was beautiful and the moment, while bruised, hadn’t broken. It had only shown how far they’d come.
The ocean wind softened as they rounded a bend in the trail, the cliffs giving way to a wide, open beach framed by ocean grass and bleached stone. The horizon had brightened into full morning now, light playing off the tide in liquid gold. Seagulls wheeled overhead, their cries distant, barely audible over the hush of waves.
Sera still held Sandra’s hand as they walked, not tightly, but like a compass gentle and sure. Neither said much for a while. They didn’t need to. The quiet between them felt settled, earned. A kind of silence that only came after facing something together and coming out stronger.
Eventually, Sandra lifted the camera again. She snapped a photo of a cracked shell in the sand. Another of Sera mid-step, sunlight catching the edges of her curls.
“You okay?” Sera asked softly, watching her through the corner of her eye.
Sandra nodded. “Yeah. Just... trying to remember this exactly as it is. So I can hold onto it.”
Sera smiled faintly. “Pretty sure that’s why we brought a camera, babe.”
Sandra grinned and leaned into her side. “Yeah, but not everything fits in a frame.”
They stopped beneath an old lookout post just a wooden platform raised above a dune, maybe a relic from before the Collapse. Sera helped her up first, then followed. From up here, Crescent Bay unfurled in full view sparkling waves, quiet trails, and the faint outline of the small coastal town in the distance.
Sandra rested her head on Sera’s shoulder. “Think this’ll be one of those days we talk about when we’re old?”
Sera reached into her jacket pocket and pulled out a small, polished stone she’d found earlier swirled black and ocean-glass blue. She placed it in Sandra’s palm.
“It already is.”
Sandra stared at it for a beat, then tucked it into the camera case like it was worth more than anything they’d packed.
They sat there a while longer, watching the tide pull in, pull out. Breathing together. Letting the sun warm their skin and the salt air fill their lungs. For now, no scavs, no chaos. Just the coast.
Just them, and the promise that this memory, the quiet strength of it, would never wash away.
The wind picked up, light and playful as it tangled through their hair. From the lookout, they descended the narrow trail again, toes sinking into the cool sand, shoes forgotten somewhere near the driftwood earlier.
Sandra paused every so often to snap photos of weather worn rocks stacked like cairns, a pelican gliding low across the surf, the way Sera’s profile looked against the wash of ocean and sky. Each shutter click felt more like a breath than a task.
Sera watched her with a quiet smile, letting the tide creep close to her ankles. “You’re getting good at that,” she said.
Sandra glanced over, tucking the camera back against her chest. “Yeah?”
Sera nodded. “It’s not just the pictures. It’s how you see things. Like you’re always trying to find the story in the stillness.”
Sandra stepped closer and rested her chin lightly on Sera’s shoulder from behind. “Maybe because I’m in love with someone who gave me my favorite one.”
Sera’s breath caught, just for a moment, before she turned her head slightly and pressed a kiss to Sandra’s temple. “Okay… you’re not allowed to say things like that when we’re surrounded by camera-worthy lighting. I might combust.”
Sandra laughed and pulled back, snapping a candid of her anyway grinning, blushing, impossibly soft in the sharp morning light.
They walked further down the shore until they came across a long outcropping of blackened rock jutting into the tide. Ocean-glass had pooled between its crevices like tiny shards of forgotten color.
Sera crouched down and gently plucked a small green piece from the sand. “This one's lucky,” she said, handing it to Sandra.
Sandra took it and held it up to the sun. “Why this one?”
Sera shrugged, then smirked. “Because you looked at it like it was.”
Sandra tucked it into the camera bag with the stone from earlier, eyes soft. “This trip’s gonna ruin me. I’m already thinking of a photo book title.”
Sera nudged her playfully. “We haven’t even gotten to the cabin hot tub yet.”
Sandra mock-gasped. “I forgot about the hot tub!”
Sera winked. “Well, it’s more like a soak pod. But it’s round, it bubbles, and it overlooks the ocean, so I’m calling it a win.”
Sandra leaned her head back and laughed as the sun climbed higher over the ocean. “Okay. Officially the best honeymoon ever.”
They wandered a little longer collecting textures, light, moments that didn’t need to be spoken. Just steps in the sand. Camera clicks. Fingers laced.
The sun was nearing its midday peak by the time they looped back toward the cabin, the path now familiar under their feet. Their footprints from earlier had been mostly claimed by the tide, leaving only soft traces behind.
Sandra’s hand was in Sera’s as they stepped onto the porch, wind tousling their hair and drying the salt that still clung to their skin.
“I smell something,” Sera said, sniffing the air playfully as she unlocked the door. “And it’s definitely us.”
Sandra snorted, brushing sand from her thigh. “Beach sweat and sunscreen vintage honeymoon scent.”
Inside, the cabin welcomed them with its gentle quiet, cooler than outside but still kissed by sunlight filtering through the skylight above the bed. Sandra dropped the camera bag on the chair near the window and headed toward the small kitchenette.
“Fruit platter and grilled cheese?” she called, opening the mini-fridge.
Sera collapsed onto the couch, arms spread wide. “You’re a genius.”
Within minutes, the cabin was filled with the warm hiss of a buttered skillet and the snap of a cider bottle cracking open. Sera joined Sandra at the counter, popping a slice of strawberry into her mouth and kissing Sandra’s cheek while she flipped the bread.
“You’ve got skills,” Sera murmured.
“I’m honeymoon-catering,” Sandra said, mock seriously. “It’s a limited-time offer.”
“Guess I better savor every bite.”
They sat cross-legged on the floor with their plates, a soft blanket pulled around their shoulders as the breeze rolled through the cracked balcony door. Outside, the ocean glittered. Inside, they ate in no rush, chewing slowly, toes brushing, laughter rising gently between bites.
At one point, Sandra leaned over and fed Sera a piece of peach. Sera bit it gently, eyes never leaving hers. “Still better than room service,” she said around the fruit.
Sandra grinned. “Not charging you extra for the view, either.”
“Best part of the meal,” Sera whispered, and kissed her again.
Plates cleared and crumbs brushed aside, they stayed nestled on the floor, the soft hum of ocean breeze blending with the distant cries of gulls. A slant of sunlight spilled across the floorboards, golden and warm, catching in Sandra’s lashes as she leaned her head on Sera’s shoulder.
For a few minutes, they just sat there with no rush, no plans. The kind of quiet that didn’t demand to be filled.
Sera traced her thumb over Sandra’s knuckles, idly. “You okay? You’ve been quiet since the beach.”
Sandra gave a small nod, then looked up. “I’m fine. Just… thinking.”
Sera turned her head slightly to meet her eyes. “About?”
Sandra hesitated, then exhaled through her nose. “That moment earlier. With those assholes.”
Sera’s jaw tightened, just a little. “Yeah. I know.”
“You didn’t freak out,” Sandra said softly. “Didn’t make a scene. Just… handled it.”
“Didn’t feel like they were worth the storm,” Sera murmured. “But you are. Always.”
Sandra’s fingers curled around hers. “I guess I never really thought about what being married would feel like in moments like that. Like there’s a shield now. Not just me anymore.”
Sera looked down at their hands. “That’s what Mom always said about Mama. That loving her didn’t just mean flowers and mornings in bed, it meant being the wall when shit came flying.”
Sandra leaned in, resting her forehead to Sera’s temple. “Guess I just didn’t realize how strong that would feel. Until now.”
The silence between them shifted closer, deeper.
Sera kissed the side of her head gently. “You’re not alone, Sandra. Not on the beach, not in crowds, not even when it’s just the sky and the ocean. I’m always here.”
Sandra smiled faintly. “I know.”
They stayed like that for a while heads touching, hearts steady watching the shadows stretch across the cabin as the day drifted on around them.
The afternoon stretched wide and lazy as the sun dipped lower, softening the light into honeyed gold. Just beyond the dome cabin, the grass thinned out into sandy soil that rolled gently toward the cliffs. It wasn’t a beach in the classic sense of waves lapping close but it offered the perfect spot to lay still and feel the world breathe.
Two thick towels were spread across the gentle slope, one barely overlapping the other. Sandra lay stretched on her side, her head resting on Sera’s stomach, curls tousled by the wind. Sera had her arm draped over Sandra’s back, her fingers slowly tracing idle shapes against her spine.
The ocean air was cooler now, breeze slipping over them in soft, irregular passes. It tugged at the edges of their towels and flitted through strands of hair like a secret passed between the wind and ocean.
Sera’s gaze drifted across the open horizon, the way the light scattered over the water in shimmering fractures. “Could stay like this forever,” she murmured.
Sandra smiled, cheek pressed to her. “We kind of are.”
Sera glanced down, brow raised slightly.
“I mean,” Sandra continued, eyes still closed, “in this moment. Locked in like a snapshot. It's what forever feels like, I think.”
Sera chuckled under her breath. “That was way too poetic for how sleepy I’m feeling right now.”
“I’m rubbing off on you.”
Sera leaned down to press a kiss into her hair. “You’ve always had a way of making stillness feel like motion.”
They fell quiet again. Just the wind, the ocean, and just them.
Sandra’s fingers laced through Sera’s free hand, anchoring her without words. Their breaths synced slowly, carried by the same breeze that rustled the wild grass at their feet.
Time didn’t feel real here not in that rush-and-grind city way. Just the hush of the horizon, the warmth between them, and the certainty of being exactly where they were meant to be.
By the time the last of the sunlight had melted into twilight, the dome cabin’s soft lights cast a gentle amber glow. The outdoor hot tub, set into a stone-lined deck behind the cabin, steamed quietly in the evening chill. It was nestled into a curve of the cliffside, shielded by thick brush and a curved half-roof of treated wood that opened just enough to give them an unspoiled view of the stars above.
Sera was already sunk halfway in, arms resting along the edge, shoulders slack with contentment. She let out a slow breath as the heat worked through her, steam curling in the air around her dampened curls. “Okay,” she said, eyes closing, “you were right. This was the perfect way to end the day.”
Sandra stepped down the last wooden step with a towel wrapped low around her, her silhouette outlined by the soft lights from inside. She grinned as she unwrapped the towel and slipped in beside Sera, letting out a breathy laugh as the warmth hit her. “Told you,” she murmured. “Water therapy. Always works.”
They eased into silence, the kind that only comes when everything is exactly right. Sandra shifted to sit between Sera’s legs, leaning her back into her wife’s chest, the steam rising around them like a veil. Sera wrapped her arms gently around her, resting her chin on Sandra’s shoulder.
“This view,” Sandra whispered, tilting her head back just enough to glance up. “It’s like the stars are closer out here.”
Sera followed her gaze. “Everything’s closer out here.”
The music from the cabin drifted faintly in the background soft, acoustic notes, something vintage and slow. Sera’s fingers traced lightly along Sandra’s arm underwater, not rushed, not searching. Just feeling.
“Are you warm enough?” she asked softly.
“Mmhmm,” Sandra murmured. “You always make me feel safe.”
Sera kissed the curve of her shoulder, lingering. “You make me feel like I’ve already lived the best parts of my life and somehow, they’re all still ahead of me.”
Sandra turned, just enough to meet her halfway, and they kissed slowly, soaked in warmth and moonlight, their bodies brushing under the surface, water lapping gently at their skin.
They stayed like that for a while, hearts pressed close, steam curling around them, stars slowly wheeling above in their silent arc. No rush, or demands.
Just love.
The cabin had quieted to a gentle hush, the sounds of waves crashing far below like the ocean breathing in its sleep. Pale starlight slanted through the skylight above their bed, brushing across Sandra’s bare shoulders where she lay curled into Sera’s side, her cheek resting just above her heartbeat.
Sera’s fingers moved slowly across Sandra’s back not out of habit, but reverence. Like she was still memorizing the shape of the woman she loved, even after all this time. She pressed a kiss to her temple and felt Sandra sigh against her collarbone.
“You okay?” Sera murmured, voice low and soft.
Sandra nodded, smiling into her skin. “I’ve never been better.”
Sera swallowed. Her hand lifted to cradle Sandra’s face, guiding her to look up. Their eyes locked.
“I’ve been thinking about this night for years,” Sera whispered. “Not just the honeymoon. This. Being here, with you. Where everything’s quiet and real and...mine.”
Sandra leaned up, brushing her nose against Sera’s. “You’re mine too, Firebird.”
Sera kissed her slowly, unhurried, deeply present. There was no rush. Just the rhythm of breath and trust. Her hands slid across Sandra’s ribs, thumbs pausing at the places she knew would make her shiver. When Sandra reached up, tugging her closer, Sera followed with everything she had.
They moved together like the tide steady, ebbing into one another. Sera trailed kisses down Sandra’s neck, across her chest, taking her time as if each kiss was a vow.
There was nothing showy in it. Just soft gasps, as Sandra’s fingertips tangled in red curls, and a kind of intimacy that didn’t need to be loud to be profound.
Sera held her, arms wrapped around her waist as Sandra trembled and laughed breathlessly into her shoulder.
“I love you,” Sandra said, voice thick with feeling.
Sera kissed her again. “Forever.”
They stayed like that, tangled beneath the soft cotton sheets, letting the stars above and the hush of the coast below bear witness to their quiet forever.
Sandra curled up beside Sera, cheek nestled against her shoulder, their bare legs softly tangled beneath the sheets. The last traces of the ocean breeze slipped through the slightly cracked window, carrying the scent of salt and pine, mingling with the warmth of shared skin and whispered breath.
She looked up, her voice barely more than a murmur.
“The only thing more beautiful than these stars… is you.”
Sera blinked slowly, her lips tugging into a smile, heart thudding a little louder in the quiet. “You’re just saying that because I finally learned how to use the fancy wine opener.”
Sandra snorted, then kissed her shoulder. “Nope. That was sexy too, but this” She reached up and lightly touched Sera’s cheek. “this is the kind of beautiful that makes the rest of the world feel quiet.”
They didn’t say anything after that.
They didn’t need to.
Wrapped in each other, they simply laid there in the glow of starlight pooling through the skylight above their bed, the ocean’s hush a lullaby at their backs. No noise, just the soft, steady rhythm of two hearts in sync.
When Sandra tucked her face against Sera’s neck, sighing contentedly, Sera held her a little tighter, kissing her brown hair as they both drifted off peacefully, together, home.
The next morning dawned soft and golden, light spilling gently across the curve of the coast and stretching long shadows behind the dome cabin. The ocean shimmered in the near distance, the mist just beginning to lift. Sera and Sandra stood on the weather-worn porch, arms wrapped around each other, hair tousled from sleep and wind, faces glowing with the kind of quiet happiness that didn’t need words.
Sandra held out her holo phone at arm’s length. “One last photo?”
Sera leaned in, resting her head against hers. “Only if we get a good angle.”
The shutter blinked, capturing them with the lake just behind, the curve of their cabin roof in the frame, and the rising sun glinting off the water. Their expressions weren’t posed, weren’t polished. Just full of laughter, of love, of the weightless kind of joy that lingered after a perfect escape.
They each tapped the send icon.
Sera’s message read:
“Headed home. Best honeymoon ever. Love you, Mama.”
Sandra’s message simply said:
“Wish you could see this view. See you soon.”
The breeze picked up again, tugging at the hem of Sera’s tank top. Sandra bumped her with her hip. “Race you to the station?”
Sera laughed. “Loser buys slushies.”
They grabbed their bags light from use, worn with memories now and headed down the winding trail, hand in hand, the cabin fading behind them into the morning light. The train would be waiting. Home wasn’t far.
They carried something more now.
A perfect beginning to forever.
Chapter 9: More Than Skin Deep
Summary:
In this deeply intimate and tender chapter, Valerie and Judy spend a peaceful summer day exploring love, memory, and connection both emotional and technological.
The story begins with Valerie undergoing a routine check of her Relic chip, reaffirming her stability and the quiet power of the life Judy helped save.
Valerie and Judy embark on a lakeside dive to a sunken pre-Collapse ruin. Together, they discover a submerged music room and recover a sealed time capsule filled with historic vinyl records, including ones deeply personal to both of them.
Back home, they dance to their wedding song, share laughter, tender touches, and make love with their sync-link active allowing them to feel each other’s desire and love on a neural level.
The story closes with them naked and entangled, basking in the afterglow of connection, love, and the life they’ve built. It’s not just about surviving it's about cherishing every breath, every beat, and every memory that’s made them whole.
Chapter Text
It was a bright, peaceful morning.
Soft light filtered through the gauzy curtains, casting sunlit patterns across the wooden floor. From the windows, the lake rustled gently small waves lapping the shore, stirred by a breeze that carried the scent of pine and earth. The house was still and warm, steeped in the kind of quiet that only came from years of earned peace.
Valerie lay on the left side of the bed, her red hair tousled, emerald eyes focused on the ceiling. Beside her, on the nightstand, the Engram Stability Unit hummed in a low, rhythmic pulse. The device Judy had designed equal parts love and genius made to quietly monitor the Relic chip embedded at the base of Valerie’s skull. The chip that held not just her consciousness, but her soul.
Judy stood at the bedside, gaze steady, voice soft. “You sure about this?”
Valerie nodded, lifting her left arm with quiet resolve. “If anything’s off, I’d rather know now. Before something breaks down without warning.”
Judy leaned forward and wrapped the monitoring cuff gently around her wrist. She pressed a kiss to Valerie’s knuckles, her lips lingering there for a breath longer than needed. “I’ll check the shard, too. Make sure it’s still holding.”
Valerie met her eyes, a faint smile blooming as she caught the sparkle in Judy’s deep brown gaze just before it dimmed. Judy’s fingers moved with reverence, unslotting the Relic chip from Valerie’s neural port. The brief shimmer of connection flickered out, and Valerie’s body went still.
Judy held the chip in her hands like something sacred. This was Valerie, everything that made her who she was, held within a delicate piece of tech. A soul suspended in circuits and memory, and only Judy and Sera had ever truly seen her like this.
She carefully slotted the chip into the medical computer’s primary cradle. The screen flickered to life, a cascade of scan lines and diagnostics running in slow pulses.
Judy brushed her fingers across Valerie’s cheek warm, still, but empty. Then reached behind her neck and removed the protection shard from Valerie’s secondary slot. It had been installed a decade ago, before the war, when Valerie’s Engram had been attacked so brutally she spent two weeks lost inside an echo loop. That shard had kept her safe ever since no quickhack, no breach, no outside signal could touch her again.
She inserted it into the secondary port of the console. A soft crackle of static filled the room.
Then Valerie’s voice came through the machine, bright and calm.
“How we looking, beautiful?”
Judy exhaled. That voice hers and yet not, digital but alive always pulled at something in her chest.
“External readings look stable,” she said, tapping through the diagnostics. “Let’s see what the deeper scans show.”
“Thanks, babe,” Valerie replied. “Helps, y’know? Just… knowing.”
Judy smiled softly. “Anything for you, mi amor.”
Her holo buzzed. She glanced at the alert a photo from Sera, standing in front of the Crescent Bay cabin, arm-in-arm with Sandra, smiling against the ocean backdrop. A simple caption: Heading home.
Judy showed it to the screen. “Newlyweds are on their way back.”
Valerie’s voice chimed through a second later, gentler now. “Hey, Jude?”
Judy didn’t look up from the monitor. “What’s on your mind, Guapa?”
Even digitized, Valerie’s tone held its usual warmth. “Even through this screen… you’re still the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. Because of what I see inside you.”
Judy’s breath caught in her chest. “Our love’s always been more than skin deep. Always.”
There was a pause. Then:
“I’m glad Jackie introduced us.”
Judy nodded faintly, fingers still dancing across the interface. “Me too. The shard’s holding solid as ever. And the Engram scan’s just about…”
Ping.
The machine beeped. A soft confirmation tone rolled out across the room.
“No structural damage. No signs of degradation,” Judy reported, glancing back toward the body on the bed. “Whatever material they built your chip with, it’s not breaking down any time soon.”
Valerie’s laugh came through, bright and clear. “Good news. See you in a sec, babe.”
Judy slid the chip out of the console and slotted it carefully back into Valerie’s neural port.
Her body shivered slightly. Then her eyes fluttered open, emerald and alive again.
She smiled as Judy uncuffed her arm. “Guess our dream of making it to a hundred lives on.”
Judy chuckled, shaking her head. “The wind won’t be ready for you shouting at it.”
She shut down the unit, saving the scan results, every movement precise and practiced.
Valerie pushed herself up to sit at the edge of the bed, the light brushing across her bare shoulder. Judy sat beside her, and Valerie leaned in, placing a soft kiss on her cheek.
“So,” she whispered, her voice a little sleepy, a little amused. “What do you want to do today?”
Judy reached for her hand, threading their fingers together.
“Whatever we want.”
Valerie smiled at that, leaning into her side for just a moment longer. Morning light filtered through the window, casting long golden slants across the floor, catching in the edges of the furniture and the dust motes floating in the still air. The lake beyond the glass shimmered in its usual rhythm. Gentle, breathing, patient.
Valerie’s gaze lingered out there. “It’s been a minute since we swam the lake.”
Judy hummed, glancing sideways. “What’s the mood? Wet suits… or skinny dipping?”
Valerie gave her a mock-scandalized look, nudging her. “Tempting, but wetsuits. At least for now. Let’s not traumatize anyone from The Clan.”
Judy chuckled. “Fine, responsible it is.”
Valerie was already peeling off her shirt, her smile quietly wicked. “I wanna head back to that ruin. The pre-Collapse structure near the dock? Something about that place keeps pulling me.”
Judy watched her, openly admiring. “Some of the best things left behind came from that era. Music, stories… maybe even us, in some roundabout way.”
Valerie paused, her eyes sparkling as she stepped out of her shorts. “Classics don’t fade. They evolve.”
Judy’s breath caught for just a beat. She clicked the BD relay on for only a second just long enough to let Valerie feel it: the exact heat of her gaze, the silent reverence, the way her body responded like muscle memory.
Valerie turned, smirking, and traced a finger slowly across her lips. “Are you sure you're thinking about the lake, not about diving into me?”
Judy grinned and flung her own shorts at her. “Guilty on both counts.”
Valerie stepped toward her as if to pull her in, but her bare foot slipped on the smooth wood. With a surprised laugh, she tumbled backwards, pulling Judy down with her into the bed.
They landed in a tangle of limbs and laughter, Judy braced above her with a sparkle in her eyes. “Wobbles,” she teased. “Where’d we leave the wetsuits?”
“Closet,” Valerie breathed out, eyes gleaming.
Judy kissed her once, soft and quick, then stood. Her hand slid deliberately down Valerie’s stomach before she stepped away with a cheeky sway. “Don’t go anywhere.”
Valerie stretched out across the bed, smiling. “As if I could move after that.”
From the closet, Judy’s voice floated back. “Try not to miss me too much.”
Valerie flicked the relay again, showing her what missing her looked like.
A pause, then Judy laughed. “That much huh?”
When she returned, Judy was mostly suited up. She leaned into Valerie, wrapping her arms loosely around her legs. “Help me zip?”
Valerie stood, steadying herself. Judy turned, fingers trailing gently along her hip. Valerie slid the zipper up, and whispered into her ear. “Still the best view.”
Judy turned with a gleam in her dark brown eyes. “Feels like being back at Laguna Bend.”
Valerie smiled, and grabbed her wetsuit next and slipped into it, zipping halfway before turning her back. “Your turn.”
Judy moved in behind her, zipping her slowly fingers brushing warm skin along the way. “You always look good in black.”
Valerie’s eyes sparked. “You say that about everything I wear.”
Judy smirked. “That’s because you look good in everything.”
Hand in hand, they stepped out into the hallway, moved past the sun-warmed wood floors of the living room, the scent of coffee still faint in the kitchen as they passed the back door. Beyond it, the deck waited bathed in light, opening toward the descending slope that led to the dock.
The morning air greeted them, crisp and full of pine and sun. The lake stretched wide and calm, a mirror to the sky.
Judy leaned into her as they walked down the slope, and reached the dock.
Down by the dock, Judy opened the gear shed. Inside, everything was just where they’d left it. She pulled out the masks, the tanks checking pressure, connections, syncing the relays. Valerie did the same, fingers nimble from years of habit.
Once prepped, they shared a quiet nod.
Judy reached for her hand again. Valerie laced their fingers, holding tight.
They jumped in.
The water parted clean around them cool and clear, drawing them into the deep where time slowed and the past waited beneath the surface.
Beneath the surface, the lake embraced them cool and weightless, pulling them deeper into its silent world. Their fingers never broke apart. Judy swam just ahead, turning back every so often to make sure Valerie was with her. Valerie would respond with a flick of her wrist, a little nod, or the soft pulse of a smile through her regulator.
The sun filtered through the water in golden shafts, illuminating swaying reeds and old stone markers barely visible beneath a veil of time. The further they went, the quieter everything became. No sounds of the world above. Just their breath. Just each other.
Their destination loomed ahead like a forgotten temple with half-buried concrete walls, collapsed stairwells, rusted signage, and sunken foundations overrun with aquatic moss. It had been some kind of rec center once, maybe a lodge or museum in its prime. Now it slept beneath the lake, swallowed decades ago in one of the post-Collapse floods.
They hovered over a submerged walkway, Valerie reaching out to touch a rusted railing covered in silt and green film. Judy watched her fingers trace the edge, then turned her headlight toward a fallen plaque nearby. “Open Hearts, Open Doors,” the etched slogan read in faded lettering.
Judy tapped lightly on Valerie’s arm and gestured toward an old lobby area ahead. Valerie nodded. They swam forward, navigating through broken doors and collapsed beams. School banners still clung to the ceiling, half-dissolved but somehow resisting the pull of time. A half-crushed vending machine leaned against a wall, its colorful snack labels long gone, but a few packets still floated loose inside like ghosts of tastebuds past.
Judy laughed into her regulator, sending a small trail of bubbles up toward the surface. Valerie looked at her, brow arched in amusement, and shrugged. Snack run later?
They moved deeper still, reaching a wide open space that must’ve once been a community hall. Trophies floated in a shattered display case gold peeling from plastic. A mural stretched across the back wall, faded but still visible: children holding hands under a banner that said Be the Future You Dream. Valerie stared at it for a long beat, hand brushing gently over the painted surface.
We were always meant to dream, she thought, and through the BD relay, Judy felt that too.
They swam toward the far end, where a small door had been broken open by pressure or time. Inside, they discovered what had once been a classroom or community space rows of overturned desks, chalkboards now scribbled with strange algae patterns. One corner, however, was different.
Valerie spotted it first. A sealed metal box tucked into a gap behind old gym mats and water-logged storage bins. It was bolted shut and weathered with age, but not broken. Not rusted through. Judy swam over beside her and hovered as Valerie reached for it. They exchanged a look.
This was different.
Valerie brushed her fingers across the surface of the box, silt lifting in a slow swirl around her hands. It was heavy, dense, and sealed tight yet intact. Whatever it was, it had survived.
She turned to Judy with wide eyes, her brows raised behind the curve of her mask. Judy nodded, already reaching for the mesh pouch on her gear belt. Together, they eased it loose, careful not to disturb the structural integrity. Valerie slid the timeworn box under her arm, securing it against her side with practiced ease.
The lake pressed close around them, silent and reverent, as they moved on.
They continued exploring the buried skeleton of the ruin drifting through rooms half-swallowed by sand and moss. A sunken gym, with rusted basketball hoops like forgotten halos. A library with floating books, their pages clinging together in clumps of pulp and memory. A staircase collapsed halfway, revealing the twisted rebar bones beneath the concrete.
There were no answers here. Just echoes. History hushed by water, but still waiting to be held.
Valerie held the box tighter as they moved through the next corridor. Judy swept her light across old posters clinging to tile one of a battle of the bands, dated 2024. Another showing a smiling girl in a cap and gown.
Valerie lingered on that one.
Then they moved again.
Through every door, every corner, they carried that feeling, the shared understanding that this place wasn’t just a ruin. It was a memory preserved by time and accident. A moment of the old world, never meant to be found, now discovered by two women who knew the weight of lost time.
They reached a narrow corridor that sloped downward, half-choked with silt and collapsed debris. Valerie angled her head toward it. Judy responded with a nod, flicking her headlamp brighter as they descended side by side, weightless in the water’s hush.
The walls narrowed, tightening around them as the structure curved. A sign hung askew overhead, its letters barely legible through algae: “Media Lab – Studio C.”
Judy’s heart gave a tiny flick in her chest.
Valerie felt it through the relay and turned to glance at her. She gave Judy’s hand a squeeze, then pushed gently on the door.
It gave way with a creak muffled by water.
Inside, they floated into what must’ve once been a creative space now haunting in its quiet stillness. Rows of ancient equipment lined the far wall: rusted audio decks, old-world computers with cracked glass, speakers like fossilized bones. A mixing console sat at the center beneath a shattered skylight, long ago darkened by lake silt and shadow.
A forgotten music room.
Judy swam slowly forward, trailing her fingers across the board. The sliders still moved under her touch, delicate and precise despite the years. She could almost hear what once played here kids recording songs, laughter between takes, the tap of boots on concrete as someone called out lyrics from memory.
Valerie hovered near an overturned chair, the metal box still cradled in her arm. She watched Judy with soft eyes, feeling the ache of it all through the sync. The music room. The murals. The storm-preserved box against her side. This ruin had been more than a shelter.
It had been someone’s dream.
Judy turned back toward her, brushing a slow hand through the water toward Valerie’s cheek. It didn’t land but it didn’t need to. The gesture spoke clearly as breath.
Thank you for finding this with me.
Valerie leaned her forehead against Judy’s regulator for just a moment, eyes closed. Then she tapped gently toward the door with her free hand.
Time to go.
The lake broke open around them in a shimmering spray as their heads emerged. Valerie surfacing first, the metal box still cradled under one arm. Judy came up beside her, flipping back her regulator with a gasp and a grin.
“Still got it,” she panted, brushing water from her eyes.
Valerie turned her head, pushing soaked hair from her face. “Think it’s the coolest damn thing we’ve ever found.”
They swam to the dock together, fingers still laced until the last moment. Judy climbed out first and reached down to help Valerie up. The capsule landed with a soft clunk on the sun-warmed wood beside them.
Steam curled off their wetsuits as the sun kissed their skin again. Judy rolled her shoulders and began unstrapping the oxygen tanks, stacking them neatly by the dock’s edge. Valerie moved with her, still breathless, still holding the weight of what they’d found.
After a few moments, Judy stood and wiped her palms against her thighs. “Let’s see what you’ve got for us, time traveler,” she said, nudging the sealed latch on the capsule with the toe of her foot.
Valerie grinned and jogged over to the small dock shed, returning with a couple of old pry tools. They crouched side by side, knees touching, hearts thrumming like kids unwrapping a memory that wasn’t theirs, but still felt like it belonged.
With one good lever, the seal cracked open, releasing a slow hiss of trapped air. Valerie opened the lid gently… and froze.
Right on top, pristine despite time, was a vinyl record.
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication.
Judy gasped. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Her hands reached before her thoughts did, lifting the album like it was glass. Her thumb brushed across the cover, reverent, gentle. “I listened to this so many times growing up... ‘Parallel Universe’ used to be on loop when I couldn’t sleep.”
Valerie turned toward her slowly. “That’s the one that inspired the tattoo on your arm, isn’t it?”
Judy nodded, voice low, eyes never leaving the sleeve. “Underwater where thoughts can breathe easily.” She turned her arm slightly, letting the line glisten in the sun. “I wasn’t even ten the first time I heard it. Thought they were singing directly to me.”
Valerie placed her hand on Judy’s thigh, grounding her. “They were.”
Underneath Californication was another album. Valerie reached for it carefully and slid it free.
Secrets – Written by Wolves.
Judy’s breath hitched. Valerie held it between them, lips parted, eyes soft. “This one…”
“‘Forever and Always,’” Judy whispered. Her throat tightened. “Our wedding song.”
Neither of them spoke for a long moment. The lake wind stirred the surface behind them like a soft exhale.
“I used to scream that chorus into my pillow before I even knew what love was,” Valerie said quietly. “And then... I lived it. With you.”
Judy leaned into her shoulder. “Guess that track really was forever.”
They reached for the next layer. Beneath the records tucked neatly in a sealed slip was another relic.
Thriving Ivory.
Valerie froze.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she lifted it up, staring down at the familiar cover. Judy saw the shift in her body, the way her breathing changed.
“‘Angels on the Moon,’” Judy said, voice quiet.
Valerie didn’t reply at first. Her thumb hovered over the band name like it might disappear. Then she nodded.
“That song…” She exhaled, raw and full of memory. “Got me through life. Got me through Dex. Got me through losing Jackie. When Johnny started teaching me music I was still scared of becoming him. That song made me want to keep going.”
She turned her body slightly, lifting the side of her wetsuit. Just under her left breast, the script tattoo caught the sun:
Don’t tell me I’m dying.
Judy placed her hand gently over it.
They looked back down into the capsule. Pins, and faded magnets glinted beneath the albums tiny logos from Samurai, Radiohead, Falling in Reverse. Judy smiled at a patch that said #1 Crush a nod to the song by Garbage. Bits of musical history sealed in silence for decades until now. Until they found it.
Valerie leaned forward and let her head rest against Judy’s shoulder.
Judy kissed the side of her temple. “Feels like this was waiting for us.”
Valerie nodded. “Like the music never stopped. It just waited to be heard again.”
The lake shimmered behind them. The sun hung low in the sky now, casting everything in warm, honey-gold.
Between them decades of melody, memory, and meaning. Songs they’d lived. Songs they’d made their own.
Valerie tilted the time capsule in her arms as they stepped away from the dock, the weight of history nestled carefully against her chest. The sun cast a soft gleam over the lake behind them, still reflecting like glass, as birds called faintly from the tree line.
“You think we should try playing them?” she asked, glancing sidelong at Judy. “Or find somewhere to display the whole capsule? Kinda feels like a museum piece.”
Judy smiled, brushing damp hair out of her face. “Well, it’s our museum now. Honestly? I say we do both. Let the music breathe again before we put it behind glass.”
Valerie’s eyes lit with quiet approval. “Then let’s start with Secrets.”
The two of them made their way back toward the house, barefoot on the warm deck steps. The cabin stood calm and familiar ahead, windows glinting with summer light, the breeze fluttering gently at the fabric of the deck chairs.
They stopped at the back door, wet suits clinging heavy and loose against their bodies. Judy reached for her zipper first, unsealing the suit down to her hips before peeling it off with a soft grunt. She hung it on the nearest rail. Valerie followed with a flick of her wrist, sliding the zipper down and tugging hers free with practiced ease.
Their bodies glistened in the golden light, entirely comfortable in the skin they’d shared a thousand times over. Being naked wasn’t even a thought it was just them, home, no need for pretense.
Valerie carried the record carefully as they stepped back inside. The house welcomed them with warm air and faint echoes of earlier laughter. She passed the kitchen and paused by the right hallway, where their vinyl collection sat lovingly arranged beside an old-world record player. Some of the jackets were cracked from years of use, others still sharp as the day they’d been printed.
She took a breath, fingers reverent as she slid the Secrets album from its sleeve. The vinyl was flawless. No warps, or rot. Like it had waited for them.
Judy stood behind her, watching.
Valerie gently set it on the turntable, adjusting the needle until it hovered over the track they both knew by heart. As the stylus touched down, a soft crackle filled the room.
Then the first chords of Forever, and Always began to play.
Judy stepped forward slowly, hand outstretched. “Dance with me?”
Valerie turned, eyes already gleaming as she took her hand. “Always.”
They moved in slow rhythm across the wooden floor, bare skin to bare skin, heart to heart. The BD relays activated between them without a word, syncing like a second pulse gentle, warm, and true. And then, Laguna Bend came flooding back.
They were there again.
Their wedding dresses shimmered gold and white in the projection of memory. The ruined cottage glowed under starlight, strung lights fluttering above the lake breeze. Judy’s hands at Valerie’s waist. Valerie’s head tucked under Judy’s jaw.
They danced like they had that night, slow, unhurried, swaying as if the world had disappeared. Through the relays, they felt everything. The joy. The nerves. The way their hearts had beat in sync for the first time in forever.
Judy whispered softly into Valerie’s ear, just like she had back then. “You made me believe in forever.”
Valerie’s reply came just as quietly, her lips brushing Judy’s shoulder. “You made me believe I was worth it.”
The music wrapped around them like a promise, like a thread stitched across time, pulling the past into the present and weaving it into something unbreakable.
They didn’t rush the moment. They didn’t speak again for a while.
Just two wives, slow dancing naked in their home, wrapped in love, memory, and melody.
When the song faded, they held the silence for as long as it would stay. Neither moved, and neither let go.
The world outside rustled softly in the summer wind.
Judy’s fingers lingered on the edge of the spinning vinyl as Secrets came to its quiet close. The soft whirr of the player stilled, replaced only by the hush of their home and the fading echo of emotion still clinging to their skin.
With a gentle breath, she slid the record off the turntable and tucked it reverently back into its sleeve. Her fingers then reached for the next relic Californication. The jacket was worn, edges soft with age, but the disc itself shone like it had been waiting for this moment.
She placed it on the turntable with care, her thumb brushing a speck of dust from its surface before setting the needle.
The opening riff of Parallel Universe rose up, warping time around them again. Gritty, poetic, and raw a different kind of intimacy. One that knew them both just as deeply.
Judy stayed where she was, staring down at the record player as the beat pulsed through the floorboards. Her voice came soft, a little playful, but with that quiet comfort that only came after years of knowing and loving someone completely.
“What should we make for dinner?” she asked, still facing the record, the corners of her mouth barely curled into a smile.
Valerie came up behind her slowly, barefoot steps silent on the hardwood. She slipped her arms around Judy’s waist, chin gently resting on her shoulder.
“Depends,” she murmured, voice low against her ear. “Are you on the menu? ’Cause I haven’t forgotten that look you gave me… about diving into me.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, leaning back into her. “I thought we agreed that it was for the lake.”
Valerie's hands slid just a little lower, teasing across Judy’s stomach. “Didn’t say where the dive would happen. Only that you were thinking about it.”
Judy turned in her arms, meeting her eyes, dark brown to emerald. The music played behind them, Flea’s bassline humming like a second heartbeat.
“You know what I was really thinking?” she asked, voice barely above the rhythm.
Valerie arched a brow. “Tell me.”
Judy’s hands found her waist, holding her gently. “That somehow, every version of the future I imagined… led back to you. Always.”
Valerie softened instantly, eyes misting at the edges before she leaned in and kissed her. Not urgent, or teasing. Just there, solid and sacred.
They stayed like that for a beat. The sun dipped lower outside the windows, shadows stretching across the floor. The scent of lake water still clung to their skin, mixed with the faint musk of vinyl sleeves and cedar walls.
Finally, Valerie broke the kiss with a grin. “Alright, Chef Alvarez. Let’s make something. But I’m picking dessert.”
“Oh?” Judy asked, already pulling open the fridge. “And what’s that?”
Valerie leaned in, voice sultry. “You. After dinner. With whipped cream.”
Judy just laughed, head tilted, eyes glinting. “Then we better eat light.”
They didn’t make anything fancy. They didn’t need to. Judy scrambled up some creamy eggs with herbs from the planter box near the kitchen window. Valerie toasted thick slices of bread, slathered them with soft butter and a touch of honey. They shared a bowl of fresh berries hand-picked the week before and still sweet in the chill of the fridge.
They sat barefoot at the island counter, shoulders brushing, music still drifting from the living room speaker as Scar Tissue played next. There was laughter between bites, small stories from the day, long looks and stolen touches, nothing urgent. Just two women in love, soaking in the quiet rhythm of a life built together.
Judy popped a blueberry into Valerie’s mouth. “Don’t say I never spoil you.”
Valerie grinned as she chewed. “Noted. You’re officially forgiven for beating me in that noodle war last week.”
Judy raised a brow, licking honey from her thumb. “You attacked first, babe.”
“That was preemptive justice,” Valerie said, standing to put her dish in the sink. “You were looking shifty.”
“Oh, I always look shifty.”
“Exactly.”
Judy shook her head fondly, turning back to finish the last of her drink. Behind her, she didn’t see Valerie open the fridge, casually shifting jars and containers until she found what she was looking for: a half-full can of whipped cream tucked behind a jar of pickled peppers.
Her grin widened.
She crept back over, holding it low by her side like contraband. “Hey, babe…”
Judy glanced back, curious. “Yeah?”
“Oops,” Valerie said, innocent as can be before pfffst! A swirl of cold whip cream landed right on Judy’s bare shoulder.
Judy gasped, spinning with wide eyes. “Val!”
Valerie didn’t say a word. She just leaned in and slowly licked the whip cream off Judy’s skin, eyes flicking up once as she pulled away with a playful smirk. “Waste not, want not.”
Judy stared at her, half in disbelief, half melting. “You’re impossible.”
Valerie stepped in close, her breath warm at Judy’s neck. “You love it.”
“I really do,” Judy whispered, letting her hands slide around Valerie’s waist. “But you better be ready for payback.”
“Oh, I’m counting on it.”
Judy’s hands stayed at Valerie’s waist, thumbs drawing slow circles along the fabric of the towel still wrapped around her. Her skin still held the faint chill of the lake, and so did Valerie’s, but the warmth between them had started to build in its own quiet way like kindling not yet touched by flame, but close.
“You’re trouble,” Judy murmured.
Valerie tilted her head, her lips ghosting the edge of Judy’s jaw. “That’s what you whispered on our wedding night.”
“Mm-hmm,” Judy nodded, leaning in until their foreheads brushed. “Right before I couldn’t stop saying your name.”
Valerie smiled, soft and slow. “You always say my name like it means something.”
“It does.” Judy’s voice dipped, rich with all the emotion she never needed to explain. “Every time.”
A beat passed, and neither of them moved.
The music in the living room shifted again to soft static giving way to the mellow start of Otherside, distant but clear. The scent of lake water and honey still lingered faintly in the air. Valerie’s fingers grazed the base of Judy’s spine. Judy’s breath caught for half a second. Then she pressed her lips to Valerie’s shoulder, not with hunger, but with reverence, slow, grounding, present.
“I missed this,” Judy said softly.
Valerie’s face flushed. “Me too.”
Valerie’s arms wrapped around her wife fully now, and they stood together in the kitchen, silent but held foreheads touching, hearts steady. For a long moment, there was no rush, or, no storm on the horizon.
Just the tension of love waiting to unfold.
Judy’s fingers drifted slowly up Valerie’s back, brushing over the place where skin met spine. She kissed her there again just below the curve of her neck then pulled back, letting her lips linger a heartbeat longer than before.
Valerie’s eyes followed her, glinting with something between tenderness and mischief. “Come on,” she murmured. “Before I find something else to lick whip cream off of.”
Judy arched her brow. “Is that a promise or a threat?”
“Both,” Valerie replied with a grin, threading her fingers through Judy’s and gently tugging her backward through the house.
The hallway glowed with the warm amber hue of sunset filtering through the windows, catching soft glints in the wood floors and casting long, lazy shadows along the walls. Their bare feet padded quietly across it, the house feeling alive in that golden silence as if it, too, knew this moment mattered.
They passed the record shelf, Californication still drifting through the air like smoke from a shared memory. Valerie glanced toward it and whispered, “Perfect soundtrack for our own private cosmos.”
Judy chuckled softly. “Our gravity’s better.”
Their bedroom waited at the end of the hallway, the door still half-open from earlier. Valerie led them in, releasing Judy’s hand only to pull the sheets down, smooth and inviting. She sat on the edge of the bed, watching Judy cross the threshold.
The way the light hit her stray strands of pink and red hair catching fire in the glow, dark brown eyes focused only on her. It made Valerie feel like they were always meant to meet at this exact intersection of time and fate.
Judy stepped in close. “I still haven’t forgotten that.” Valerie tilted her head, playful but sincere. “You wanna see what it means on land?”
Judy’s smile was quiet, wanting. “Show me.”
Just like that, the weight of the world slipped away. Skin and starlight, and a slow burn ready to catch flame.
The bedsheets shifted softly as Valerie leaned back, her red hair spilling across the pillows like flame. Her breath hitched as Judy followed, crawling slowly over her with the kind of patience that said she wasn’t in any rush to be anywhere but here.
“Still the best view,” Judy murmured, brushing a hand along Valerie’s hip, her thumb tracing the line of ink that curled up the side of her ribs.
Valerie’s eyes fluttered half shut. “Then take your time with it.”
Judy did. Her hands were warm and steady, moving slowly along the soft terrain of Valerie’s stomach, her thighs, her chest. She kissed every freckle like it was a secret worth keeping. When she reached the lotus blossom curled over Valerie’s shoulder, she paused, pressing her lips gently there.
“I love this tattoo,” she whispered quietly against it. “But I love the skin underneath more.”
Valerie reached up, threading fingers through Judy’s soft two-toned hair, letting her breath catch as Judy’s tongue traced the ink before descending with purposeful care.
The BD relay warmed. Just a subtle hum in the base of Valerie’s skull then deeper, spreading like a rising tide.
She could feel Judy’s mind as she moved: tender, focused, in awe. Not just desire, but devotion. With every touch, Judy wasn’t thinking I want you, she was thinking I’m with you. Valerie felt that echo in her chest, a kind of love that didn’t need words, only presence.
Kisses turned to licks, licks into slow trails of heat winding down between Valerie’s legs. Judy moved with intent, parting her thighs, hooking them gently over her shoulders. One hand gripped Valerie’s, fingers tangled tight; the other pressed firm against her stomach, grounding her in the moment.
But more than that through the relay, Valerie felt the reverence Judy carried. Each kiss was laced with memory: flashes of laughter on rooftop mornings, the weight of Judy’s hand on her back after nightmares, the quiet way she said “I’ve got you” during broken days. Every flick of her tongue held meaning. Every pause wasn’t hesitation, it was worship.
The first brush of Judy’s tongue made Valerie arch slightly, the kind of movement that begged without a single word. But inside her mind, she was already unraveling. Because she could feel how much Judy wanted her to feel safe, wanted, whole.
Valerie moaned, soft and melodic, her body singing, but her mind aching from the beauty of it. Judy’s arousal mirrored her own heartbeat syncing, a pulse-for-pulse dance. But it was the emotion that lit her up.
Judy’s mind whispered through the relay, “you’re mine, you’re loved, you’re safe,” again and again each phrase blooming through Valerie’s ribs like a mantra made flesh.
Valerie moaned, soft and melodic, eyes closed as the BD relay flickered on. She could feel Judy’s arousal mirroring her own heartbeat quickening, nerves lighting up in tandem. But it wasn’t just physical. Judy’s mind was saturated in warmth, in focused devotion. Each flick of her tongue wasn’t just action, it was love made with innocence. Valerie felt the rhythm of it not just on her skin, but in her soul. Their breaths wove together like overlapping threads, stitched by the relay.
Judy hummed against her, then slowed again, pressing kisses along her inner thigh as her dark brown eyes lifted. “Your turn, Guapa.”
Valerie, flushed and glowing, pulled Judy up with a gentle tug. “You’re gonna say that and expect me to hold back?”
“I hope not,” Judy breathed, kissing her with tongues still tasting of fire.
Valerie flipped them over with ease, her body sliding over Judy’s. She took her time now, dragging her hair across Judy’s stomach, her lips ghosting down her sides. She kissed the “13” tattoo on Judy’s arm. Kissed the edge of the BD port. Then moved lower still.
When Valerie settled between her legs, she didn’t rush. Her hands pinned Judy gently at the hips as her mouth worked in slow, rhythmic circles. The relay deepened, syncing their pulses as one. Judy’s arousal bloomed through Valerie’s mind like heat across the chest. She felt the way Judy’s thoughts shattered and scattered sharp spikes of pleasure tangled in threads of emotion. Love, unguarded. Need, raw and reverent.
Judy gasped, her legs tightening, then loosening in sync with every pulse of pleasure. Valerie could feel how close she was not just through breath or touch, but the flutter of Judy’s thoughts stammering into light. A storm building inside her. Waves climbing to the edge of something sacred.
Then Judy broke.
She arched, trembling violently, not just in body but in soul. The relay surged and Valerie felt it. Her own breath caught as a secondhand climax rippled through her chest like gravity had shifted. Judy’s pleasure wasn’t just visible, it echoed. Valerie saw flashes in her mind: the first night they kissed, Judy’s laughter by the lake, the quiet way she whispered “forever” in their vows. All of it as Judy’s emotions bled through the circuit and crashed over her.
Judy whispered her name like it was sacred, voice cracked and reverent, and Valerie felt the meaning of it. Not just “Valerie,” but mine, safe, home.
Afterward, they met in the middle. Tangled limbs. Sticky skin. No need to speak, just soft laughter and gentle touches as they curled into each other.
But even as their bodies calmed, the BD relay lingered not buzzing, not bright, but warm and low, like the hum of a lullaby remembered. Valerie felt Judy’s emotions bleed through the shared current love, exhaustion, reverence all folding into her like heat after a storm.
Valerie brushed her lips against Judy’s temple. “You good, babe?”
Judy smiled against her chest, her breath still catching. “I’m better than good.”
Their pulses were no longer racing, but still synced, one heartbeat leaning into the other. In the stillness, Valerie could feel the trace of Judy’s climax rippling gently in the background, like the ocean’s pull far below the tide. She felt a soft wave of adoration curl through her ribs, not her own, but Judy’s. An echo of the way she was seen. Cherished, and held.
She returned it pressing her thoughts gently into the relay like the softest kiss: You’re mine too. You’ve always been mine.
The sheets shifted as Judy nestled closer, her cheek pressed to Valerie’s shoulder. Her fingers never stopped tracing slow circles on Valerie’s stomach, but now they moved with more intention drawing not patterns, but presence. Touching not just skin, but the memory of connection still dancing in the space between their nerves.
Valerie exhaled softly, running her hand up and down Judy’s spine, feeling the dampness of her skin, the faint rise and fall of her breathing. Every movement whispered I’m still here.
Every silence hummed didn't let go.
Judy was beaming now, eyes bright, cheeks flushed, a glow that came not just from what they’d done, but from what they shared. She looked like a woman who had touched something holy and been touched back.
“This is the first time we’ve used the relay like that,” she murmured, voice low and full of wonder.
Valerie turned to her with a lazy smile, tucking a lock of Judy’s damp pink and green hair behind her ear. Her hand rose to gently caress her cheek, thumb brushing just under her eye.
“Yeah,” Valerie whispered, voice thick with quiet awe. “It felt like… you weren’t just under my skin. You were inside everything.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She just kissed Valerie’s collarbone, slow and deliberate, and the relay sparked again one last echo, like the ghost of a breath in winter.
In that silence, Valerie felt it: the unspoken truth neither of them needed to say.
Even if the world vanished tomorrow… this moment would echo forever.
Chapter 10: Pull You In
Summary:
Valerie and Judy wake to a soft morning at their lakehouse, sharing quiet intimacy and love. The peace is broken when Valerie receives a message from her band footage from a recent concert is ready. At a diner meet-up, the group reviews the footage but spots something alarming: a man in the crowd scanning Valerie’s BD relay signature. The moment signals that someone is targeting Judy’s technology and Valerie’s memories.
Valerie and Judy meet with Sera and Sandra, who agree to help. The family devises a plan: stage a low-key performance as bait to expose whoever’s behind the surveillance. The story crescendos with Valerie performing More Than Skin Deep, a deeply emotional song projecting powerful shared memories between her and Judy. The crowd is moved, but so is the hidden observer. Sera and Sandra identify a cloaked man scanning Valerie during the show.
As the performance ends, the family tightens their circle, ready to confront the threat together. Love, legacy, and loyalty remain their anchor. The chapter ends not with resolution, but with a sharpened edge wariness, resolve, and the understanding that what they’ve built is worth protecting.
Chapter Text
The morning light slipped through the curtains in soft golden ribbons, casting lazy patterns across the tangled sheets. The scent of summer drifted in through the open window pine, warm earth, and distant lake air. Somewhere out on the water, a bird called once, then again. Then silence.
Valerie stirred first, her breathing deep and even as her eyes fluttered open. She blinked against the light, then turned her head. Judy was there, curled toward her with an arm still draped over her waist, her short pink and green hair tousled and falling against her cheek. Her dark lashes fluttered slightly, not quite awake, but close.
Valerie smiled, letting the moment linger.
She raised her hand, brushing a knuckle lightly along Judy’s cheek. “Morning, beautiful.”
Judy made a quiet sound, a half-groan, half-hum, and opened one eye. “Mmm. You sure it’s morning? Could swear we just fell asleep.” Her voice was scratchy, low, warm in a way that made Valerie want to stay in this bed forever.
Valerie leaned in, kissed her forehead. “That’s what happens when you wear me out.”
Judy smirked, finally opening both eyes. “You were the one who started with the whipped cream, rockstar.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, low and lazy. “And you didn’t stop me.”
Judy finally cracked one eye open, a slow grin curling at her lips as she shifted closer, sliding her leg between Valerie’s. “Didn’t want to,” she whispered, her fingers drifting along Valerie’s waist like a lingering echo of the night before.
Valerie’s breath hitched just slightly, more from the look in Judy’s eyes than her touch. They weren’t full of fire now, no mischief, no teasing. Just warmth. The kind of warmth that said home.
Judy let her head fall against Valerie’s shoulder again, burying her face in the curve of her neck. “We really should move before I get ideas.”
Valerie ran a hand up her back, fingers threading through the pink and green strands. “Too late.”
They both laughed, soft and unhurried, tangled in each other like the world outside didn’t matter, because for now, it didn’t.
Valerie slid out of bed with a playful wink heading towards the bathroom. She stepped into the shower, and turned on the water.
Steam drifted soft and slow through the bathroom, curling like mist around the mirror edges and drifting toward the skylight above. Valerie stepped under the warm spray first, tilting her head back and letting it wash over her face, hair plastering against her back like silk threads.
Judy joined her a moment later, her fingertips brushing over Valerie’s shoulder before slipping around her waist. She pressed in gently from behind, resting her cheek between Valerie’s shoulder blades.
“Morning showers might be my new religion,” she murmured, voice low and husky from sleep.
Valerie let out a soft hum, reaching behind to cradle the back of Judy’s thigh. “You always say that… right after we sin.”
Judy chuckled, trailing kisses along Valerie’s shoulder. “Guess I’m a devoted convert.”
They stood like that for a while, quietly, swaying slightly under the heat. Valerie turned slowly, water streaming down her red hair, lashes clinging together. She lifted Judy’s chin with one finger, studying her like the most sacred thing she’d ever seen.
“You know,” she whispered, “I think I dreamt about you again.”
Judy smirked. “Was I wearing anything?”
Valerie kissed her, deep and slow, then pulled back just enough to breathe. “No. But you were still the softest thing in it.”
Judy's smile faltered slightly, not in loss but in awe like someone realizing a moment they never want to forget is already happening. Her hand rose to cup Valerie’s face, thumb brushing along her freckled cheek.
“I love you,” she said, almost like she didn’t mean to say it out loud. Like it simply slipped free from her heart.
Valerie leaned into her hand. “I know.”
Steam whispered between them as they kissed again longer this time, slower. A different kind of intimacy. One without urgency. Just the reassurance of shared space, shared love, and the quiet promise of the day ahead.
The sun had crept higher by the time they stepped out, skin flushed and clean, towels slung low around their hips. Judy dried her hair with lazy swipes, pink and green strands falling across her eyes. Valerie stood by the fogged mirror, wiping it clear just enough to glimpse the glow lingering on her cheeks.
Back in the bedroom, the windows were cracked just enough to let in the morning breeze. It carried the scent of pine and lakewater, mixing with the quiet of their retreat. Valerie pulled on a pair of dark denim shorts, her lotus tattoo catching the light. A soft tank followed loose, worn, one of Judy’s old ones that still smelled faintly like vanilla perfume and solder. Finally her denim Clan Alvarez vest as she stepped into her silver rocker boots.
Judy was halfway into her own faded shorts, tugging a black crop top down over her stomach. She slid on her Clan Alvarez vest, and sat down to tie her boots when Valerie’s holo buzzed from the nightstand.
She reached for it, thumb hovering before she tapped the message open.
Group Chat:
Ethan: "Footage is cooked, tuned, and baked. Get your ass to the diner. I want your reaction on camera."
Paz: "She’s gonna cry. I’m calling it now. Full-on misty-eyed, clutching a menu."
Alba: "Ignore them, Valerie. It really is something special."
Aniko: "We saved you a booth and an extra syrup bottle. Don’t make us use it."
Valerie smiled an easy, affectionate curve of her lips as she tucked the holo under her arm.
“Band?” Judy asked from across the room, finishing the laces on her boots.
“Yeah,” Valerie said, tossing a braid over her shoulder. “They finished the concert footage. Want me to meet them at the diner.”
Judy cocked a brow. “You think Paz is gonna cry?”
Valerie grinned. “If he doesn’t pour hot sauce in my coffee first.”
They stepped into the garage a few minutes later, the Racer humming low and ready beneath its matte purple frame. Valerie straddled the seat, boots planting firm on either side as she synced her interface HUD flickering to life in her optics, bringing the bike’s systems online.
Judy slipped on behind her, arms sliding naturally around Valerie’s waist as the bag over her shoulder shifted slightly. “Try not to break the sound barrier, mi amor.”
Valerie smirked over her shoulder. “No promises.”
The engine growled to life beneath them, deep and smooth electric with a tuned edge. Valerie eased the throttle, and the bike rolled out of the garage into the golden morning. The penisula road stretched ahead through the evergreens, curves sweeping like a river through the hills.
They followed the winding backroads, the Racer carving through morning light that spilled across the forest canopy. Pine shadows slipped past like old memories. Judy rested her cheek briefly against Valerie’s back, arms snug around her waist. Neither said a word just let the hum of the engine and the breeze do the talking.
Farther down, the road began to open. Fences gave way to weathered rooftops, distant storefronts, the sleepy charm of a town still stretching into the day.
Up ahead, the diner sign blinked with its usual stubborn flicker half-lit neon barely holding its own against the sun. A rusted Dust & Vinyl bumper sticker clung to the corner of the glass door like it had survived a hundred storms and still wasn’t going anywhere.
Valerie eased the bike into a slow roll, parking just beneath the crooked awning.
Inside, the band waited.
Ethan lounged in the booth, jet-black braids already swaying to whatever track only he could hear. Paz, as expected, was drumming a fork against a napkin holder, probably trying to invent a beat with the salt shaker. Alba had that usual quiet watchfulness in her eyes half-listening, half-orbiting something deeper. And Aniko? Already sipping black coffee, one hand curled around the mug, her pink eyes unreadable but sharp as ever.
Valerie cracked her knuckles. “Ready to see what the chaos brigade cooked up?”
Judy smiled beside her. “Only if I get a sip of your milkshake.”
Valerie grinned and pulled into the lot. “We’ll see if you behave.”
Valerie popped the kickstand and swung her leg off the Racer in one smooth motion. Judy followed with a stretch, tugging her vest straight, and adjusting her bag before slipping her hand into Valerie’s. A silent exchange passed between them comfort, rhythm, shared breath.
They stepped through the diner doors and were met with the scent of fresh toast, brewed coffee, and the faintest trace of grease that had probably soaked into the walls sometime around 2040. The bell overhead gave a lazy jingle.
Ethan was the first to spot them. He grinned wide, stood, and spread his arms like Valerie had just walked into a standing ovation. “Valerie-fucking-Alvarez! Our guiding flame!”
Valerie laughed, shaking her head. “You’re gonna make people think I’m important.”
“You are important,” Paz chimed in from across the booth, his blonde hair tied back loosely as he twirled a fork between his fingers. “You’re the reason I haven’t been arrested for drum solos in public.”
“Yet,” Aniko muttered, not even looking up as she took another sip of coffee.
Alba slid over on the booth’s leather bench to make room, her hazel eyes warm. “Welcome back, you two.”
Judy gave her a soft smile. “Good to see everyone.”
Valerie slid in next to Ethan, her arm brushing his as she settled. Judy sat beside her, close enough their thighs touched under the table.
A waitress appeared just long enough to top off mugs and take a quick order Judy got black coffee, Valerie added pancakes and fruit, and the others mostly just waved her off, already halfway through their plates.
“So,” Ethan said, fingers drumming lightly on the table now. “You ready for this, Val?”
Valerie leaned back, arms crossed. “Depends. Did you go with the cuts that didn’t make me look like I was about to pass out?”
Paz barked a laugh. “Then we’d have no concert footage.”
Aniko handed over a small shard drive, sliding it across the table with two fingers. “Footage is clean. Audio’s mixed. You killed it.”
Valerie raised a brow as she picked it up. “All of us did. It’s our music.”
“Yeah, well, you shredded the last track like it owed you money,” Alba said with a low smile.
Judy reached over to take the shard, pulling her portable holo-projector from her bag. She set it on the table, flicked the switch, and the tiny screen came to life casting grainy light upward in swirling blue as the footage began to roll.
They watched in silence as Valerie’s image came into focus on stage eyes closed, hair lit like fire under the spotlights. Her voice spilled from the speakers with full force, wrapped in the layered precision of Ethan’s bass, Paz’s thunder, Alba’s tone, and Aniko’s perfect punctuation.
Then Judy leaned closer.
“Wait,” she said softly, freezing the footage mid-frame.
Everyone turned. Valerie leaned in. “What?”
Judy pointed toward the lower edge of the projection. “There. Left side of the crowd. That guy.”
Zooming took a second, but as the holo-image cleared, a figure came into focus hooded, face partially obscured, but not just filming with a standard cam. His hand hovered near a discreet scanner, glimmering faint blue under a sleeve display.
Judy narrowed her eyes. “That’s not a fan. He’s scanning. Mapping the BD relay signature.”
Aniko leaned forward slightly. “Why would someone be doing that at your show?”
Valerie’s jaw flexed. “Because they want what we built.”
Paz glanced between them all. “So this just got less fun.”
Ethan looked to Valerie. “We handling this like a band… or like a crew?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her hand slid over Judy’s, fingers tightening.
“We’re handling it like family,” she said. “But we might need help.”
Judy nodded, already pulling out her Holo. “Let’s talk to Sera and Sandra.”
Judy gently tapped Valerie’s hand before slipping out of the booth. “Gonna give Sera a heads-up. Back in a minute.”
Valerie gave her a quick nod, eyes still fixed on the frozen holo-image. As Judy made her way toward the diner's front windows, she pulled her Holo and dialed. Meanwhile, Valerie sat back, dragging a breath through her teeth.
“Fucking hell,” she muttered.
“Yeah,” Ethan said, drumming a slow, thoughtful rhythm on the table with his knuckles. “You really pissed somebody off with that set.”
Aniko shifted her coffee cup aside, leaning in just enough for the screen’s pale glow to reflect in her pink eyes. “You think this is Arasaka? Militech?”
Valerie shook her head. “If it was corp, they wouldn’t be that sloppy. They’d already have hacked us. This… feels like someone freelance. Someone watching for innovation.”
Paz exhaled loudly and flopped back in the booth, arms out. “Well, congratulations, we’re finally cool enough to get spied on. Do we get a badge for that?”
Alba’s voice was softer, thoughtful. “Or someone connected to the BD market. You’ve made waves, Val. That relay of Judy’s is... revolutionary. If people knew what it really was?”
“They’d come running,” Valerie finished, her tone low.
There was a moment of silence. Even Paz stopped moving.
Ethan finally broke it. “So what’s next?”
Valerie’s emerald eyes lifted to him, steady and serious.
“We trace it back. We don’t let this scare us off stage. We just play smarter. Watch who’s watching.”
Aniko sipped the last of her coffee. “And if they try to get closer?”
Valerie smirked. “Then we show them what happens when they cross the wrong band.”
Laughter cut the tension slightly. Alba smiled, then reached over and gently squeezed Valerie’s wrist. “Whatever you need, we’ve got your back.”
Just then, Judy returned, sliding back into the booth beside her. She leaned in close enough to speak without raising her voice.
“Sera’s up. Sandra too. They’re both home. I let them know we’re coming over.”
Valerie’s shoulders relaxed just slightly. She nodded.
“Alright,” she said, glancing once more at her band. “Let’s finish breakfast, then go pay the newlyweds a visit.”
Ethan grinned. “Now that’s a sentence I didn’t think I’d hear today.”
Alba looks at Valerie. “Don’t forget we’re family now too.”
Ethan leaned forward, resting his arms on the table. “Yeah, we’re musicians now, but we all have a past, you know. We can help.”
Paz gave a more serious look, eyes narrowing as his usual smirk faded. “I hate to ask you to put your daughter in harm’s way, Val… but I got an idea.”
Aniko’s voice cut in like a scalpel, already tracking the rhythm of his thought. “We lure them in. Set up a small performance. Tease an unreleased track something we didn’t put on the album. Make it look valuable enough to bite.”
Judy stiffened a little beside Valerie, brow furrowed. “You want us to hire Sera and Sandra for protection?”
Paz held her gaze. “Not as backup. As baited security. They’d look like regulars in the crowd. Unarmed, casual. But when shit goes down…”
“They’re ghosts with pistols,” Aniko finished, her pink eyes glinting.
Valerie’s eyes dropped to her coffee, swirling it slowly before taking a measured sip. The quiet that followed was heavy, but not hollow.
“They just got back from their honeymoon,” Judy said softly.
Valerie nodded. “I know.”
Alba reached across the table, brushing her fingers lightly over Valerie’s hand. “That’s why we ask. Not demand.”
“They’d do it,” Ethan added. “Especially Sera. But it’s your call.”
Judy turned to Valerie, her expression unreadable. “This only works if it’s on your terms, not theirs.”
Valerie looked between them, her band, her friends, her soul tethered to this strange makeshift family. The kind you bleed for.
She finally exhaled. “We bring it to them gently. No pressure. If they say no, we figure out another way.”
“And if they say yes?” Paz asked.
Valerie smirked faintly. “Then let’s make a show they’ll never forget.”
They rolled away from the diner with purpose, engine humming beneath them as the town faded behind. No music this time just the steady thrum of the road and the thoughts running quiet between them.
Fifteen minutes later, the familiar turnoff came into view. Dust rose in soft curls behind the Racer as they veered onto the dirt road that led to Sera and Sandra’s place.
Valerie’s grip eased slightly as the house came into view. Not because of the structure itself, but because of what it represented. The life those two had made together. The warmth that always met them at the door. She could almost hear Sera’s laugh before they even parked.
Judy leaned in slightly behind her, voice soft in her ear. “It still feels weird coming here as a client.”
Valerie didn’t answer at first. She just smiled faintly, letting the quiet moment settle before easing the bike to a stop in the packed dirt driveway.
“They’re still our girls,” she said finally, voice low. “No matter what we’re walking into.”
The Racer rolled to a smooth stop on the dirt drive, tires crunching softly over gravel. Morning sun filtered through the pines, casting warm dappled light across the path. Somewhere off near the tree line, wind brushed through leaves, carrying the scent of lakewater and cedar.
Valerie cut the engine.
The quiet that followed wasn’t awkward. Just expectant.
The front door opened before either of them had a chance to move.
Sera stepped out onto the porch, one hand resting on the railing. Her Alvarez vest hung open over a fitted crimson tank. Combat pants sat snug at her hips, boots loosely laced like she’d pulled them on without a second thought. Her red hair was tied back in a quick loop, bangs curled slightly across her brow. She looked sharp. Awake, and ready.
“You didn’t ride all the way here just to say hi,” she said, tone soft but direct. “Come on in.”
Behind her, Sandra pulled the door wider. She wore a sleeveless charcoal top and dark jeans, her phoenix tattoo catching a glint of light. One hand held a mug of coffee; the other was already resting lightly on the edge of the doorframe steady, welcoming, sure.
Judy swung her leg off the Racer, boots crunching into the dirt. Her black crop top clung light to her skin under the denim vest, green and pink strands falling into her eyes. “Told you she’d already know.”
Valerie followed, adjusting the hem of the dark tank she wore, one of Judy’s, still holding a faint trace of solder and vanilla beneath the sun. Her own Alvarez vest was worn open, silver rocker boots catching light as she moved. “Hard to sneak up on family.”
They climbed the steps together.
“You made rolls?” Valerie asked as they crossed the porch.
Sera smirked. “Sandra did. I just stood there and acted supportive.”
Sandra’s voice carried from inside. “She did eat three of them. That counts as support.”
Valerie laughed under her breath and stepped through the open door.
The inside was cool, lived-in, and warm all at once. Coffee hung in the air with a trace of cinnamon. A record played low in the background instrumental, soft enough not to distract, just enough to keep time. The fan turned slowly overhead, its rhythm a steady hush.
Sera motioned to the table. “Sit. Coffee’s fresh.”
Valerie settled in without a word. Judy followed, sliding into the chair beside her, their thighs brushing briefly under the table.
Sandra leaned against the kitchen counter, mug in hand. “Alright,” she said gently, brown eyes scanning between them. “Talk to us.”
Valerie glanced down once, then back up eyes steady, voice low. “We found someone in the crowd. Not a fan. Not corp. But not innocent.”
Judy nodded. “He was scanning the BD relay. Tracing the signature. Subtle. Targeted.”
Sera’s smile faded. She pulled out the chair opposite and sank into it, fingers threading together on the tabletop. “How sure are you?”
“Sure enough,” Valerie said. “We caught it on holo. Could’ve been freelance. Could’ve been testing the water.”
Sandra spoke next. “And you want to bait them?”
Valerie nodded. “Small set. Unreleased track. We make it look like a one-time drop. If they come close, we catch them in the open.”
Judy added, “We’re not asking you to fight. Not unless you want to.”
Sera didn’t blink. “You don’t need to ask.”
Sandra set her mug down with a soft clink. “You’re not alone in this. Never were.”
Valerie looked between them. Her voice dropped just above a whisper. “You sure? You just got back. We didn’t want this…”
Sera cut her off with a quiet smile. “You brought it to us. That’s what matters.”
Valerie’s eyes met hers. The words landed deeper than she expected. No resistance, no argument. Only the truth.
Sandra stepped away from the counter, crossed to the table, and set a fresh mug in front of Valerie with quiet precision. “Still hot,” she said simply.
Valerie wrapped her hands around the mug, the warmth blooming into her fingers, anchoring her.
The warmth of the mug lingered between Valerie’s hands, her fingers wrapped loosely around the ceramic as the cinnamon-sweet scent drifted lazily through the kitchen. The low hum of the fan above and the occasional creak of the wood beneath Sandra’s steps were the only sounds that moved.
No one was rushing the next sentence. That was the kind of space this house gave.
Sera sat across from her, arms folded on the table now, gaze sharp but calm. She hadn’t said anything more after that last line. "You brought it to us. That’s what matters.", and she didn’t need to. Valerie could still feel the weight of it hanging in the air between them.
She stared into her coffee for a moment, then looked up. Her voice came out softer than she expected.
“I don’t like putting you in this.”
Sera didn’t flinch. “You’re not. I’m stepping into it. Big difference.”
Valerie’s thumb traced the rim of the mug, quiet for a few seconds. “You just got back. You should be celebrating, getting into lazy mornings and figuring out what the hell to do with your backyard. Not thinking about surveillance gear or perimeter security.”
Sera smiled faintly. “We’re not planning an op. We’re watching your back. Same thing you’d do for me without blinking.”
“I have done it for you,” Valerie said, a little too fast. Then she exhaled, steadying. “And I’d do it again. A thousand times.”
There was a long pause between them not silence, just space. The kind that only existed between people who didn’t need to fill it.
Sandra crossed the room and gently slid another roll onto Valerie’s plate without a word, then leaned against the counter near Judy, her body language relaxed but tuned in. Judy, in turn, hadn’t said anything for a while; she just sat beside Valerie, letting her be held by this room, by this family.
Valerie looked back to Sera. Her expression had shifted less protective now, more open. Still guarded, but not hiding.
“I’ve spent years keeping the people I love out of the line of fire,” she said quietly. “Felt like the only thing I ever did right. But now... I’m asking my daughter to step into it willingly.”
Sera’s brow softened. “You’re not asking. You’re trusting.”
Valerie blinked once, hard.
Sera leaned forward a little, her voice low. “You and Mama raised me to know what matters. To protect what we build. That doesn’t go away just because Sandra and I tied the knot or because things are peaceful right now. It just means we’ve got something even more worth defending.”
Valerie pressed her hand over her heart like she needed to hold it in place. Her voice caught just enough to make the next line sting in the best way.
“You’re not a little girl anymore.”
Sera smiled. “No. But I still like hearing you worry.”
Judy let out a quiet breath beside her almost a laugh, but not quite. It was the sound she made when her heart was full but her throat was tight.
Valerie reached across the table, lacing her fingers through Sera’s. Her hand was smaller, but it didn’t feel that way. Not anymore.
“I’m proud of you,” she whispered. “I don’t say it enough.”
Sera grinned. “You say it every time you look at me like that.”
Valerie squeezed her hand once, then let go slowly, like the moment still needed time to land.
“Alright,” she said, her voice clearing with purpose. “Then let’s figure out how we set the stage.”
Valerie lingered for a moment after letting go of Sera’s hand, the warmth still in her palm. She looked across the table at her daughter and nodded gently.
“I’ll send word to the band. We meet for dinner keep it low-key, talk through the plan when everyone’s had time to breathe.”
Sera gave a quiet nod, her shoulders finally settling into something that wasn’t quite ease, but close.
Valerie pulled her holo from her back pocket and leaned forward slightly, thumbs tapping out a group message across the table’s edge.
Group Chat: Valerie: Meet for dinner tonight. Full crew. We talk then. Location: “Home.” You’ll know where.
Valerie put her holo away after sending the group message, fingers still brushing lightly over the edge of the screen. The air in the kitchen had softened not in tension, but in weight. It was the kind of pause that said: we’re not done, but we’re okay.
Judy leaned forward slightly, eyes settling on Sera with a warmth that came only from years of love stitched through quiet moments like this one.
“So,” she asked, voice gentle and teasing at the edges, “did you end up using the camera I gave you?”
Sera’s eyes lit up instantly.
“Hell yes we did,” she said, practically glowing. “That thing was perfect. Made everything feel like it mattered more, y’know?”
Sandra smirked from the counter. “We took a whole stack of Polaroids. Want to see them?”
Valerie leaned back, one brow arched. “That even a question?”
Sera grinned and stood up. “Be right back.”
Sera returned from the hallway with the camera slung over her shoulder and a small binder of Polaroids in hand. She set the vintage camera gently on the table with a quiet kind of reverence before opening the binder.
Sandra came around the table and sat beside her, already flipping through the prints with ease. “This one’s from our first morning. Crescent Bay trail, about a mile out. We woke up stupid early just to catch the sun break.”
Valerie reached for it. Sera and Sandra stood barefoot in the sand, morning light catching the edge of the water behind them, the world looking like it hadn’t broken yet. Sera’s hand rested on Sandra’s lower back. Sandra’s smile looked effortless.
Valerie let out a soft hum. “You two look like you could’ve stayed there forever.”
Sera grinned. “We tried. Kept walking the same trails over and over just so we didn’t have to leave.”
Judy picked up the next photo taken from inside the domed cabin. A blanket of stars was frozen above the curved glass ceiling. Sera sat on the bed, a candle lit beside her. Sandra was leaning over, mid-laugh.
“That was our second night,” Sandra said. “Felt like we were sleeping inside the sky.”
“Best part of the whole trip,” Sera added. “I don’t think we said more than five words the entire time. Just laid there and watched the stars burn.”
They passed a few more: windswept cliffside shots, low-light film grain from dockside dinners, one frame caught mid-spin where Sandra was pulling Sera into a dance near the ocean.
Then Sandra, almost offhandedly, said, “We had trouble taking photos one day on the ocean trial.”
Valerie looked up, sensing the shift.
“Some punks tried to get loud with me,” Sandra explained, voice casual but tight in the way that meant it hadn’t fully left her. “Started catcalling on our walk.”
Sera’s voice came low but solid. “I stepped in. Didn’t shout, didn’t threaten. Just told them they had three seconds to walk.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “And?”
“They were smart,” Sera said with a small shrug. “They walked.”
Sandra leaned into her side. “They got the message. Wasn’t about a fight. Just about being seen.”
Valerie nodded once. “You handled it.”
Sera’s jaw twitched slightly not anger, just that unspoken edge she carried when something touched too close to her people. “No one talks to her like that. Not while I’m breathing.”
Judy smiled, quiet and proud. “You handled it exactly right.”
The moment passed like a ripple on still water. They returned to the photos of walks through ocean trails, coastal fog rolling in around sunlit rocks, one candid shot of Sandra writing something in the sand while Sera watched from the edge of the frame.
Eventually, Sera pulled out the last photo one she had tucked away. Just a quiet shot of Sandra asleep beneath the dome, hair spread like ink across the pillow, one hand resting in the space where Sera must’ve been.
“I took this right before dawn,” she said softly. “Didn’t want to forget how it felt to know she was right there.”
Valerie stared at the image for a long beat, then reached across the table and gently squeezed her daughter’s hand.
“You don’t need pictures to remember moments like that,” she said. “But I’m glad you took them anyway.”
Valerie tapped Sera gently on the shoulder as she stood. “Come over in a few hours. Anything in particular you want for dinner?”
Sera leaned back in her chair, a grin tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Well, you’re feeding that chaos of a band too. Cheeseburgers and Spanish rice. Simple family tradition.”
Judy smiled. “Sounds perfect.”
Valerie nodded once. “We’ll have it ready by sundown.”
Judy adjusted the strap of her bag as they moved toward the door. But just as Valerie reached for the handle, Sera called out behind them.
“Hey Moms. Before you go… how about some pictures?”
Valerie turned, smiling softly. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
Sandra was already reaching for the vintage camera. “Porch has the best light right now.”
They stepped outside, the warmth of the late morning sun soaking into the porch wood beneath their boots. A soft breeze moved through the trees, just enough to stir the wind chime into a quiet ring.
They took several photos together, first all four of them, arms looped casually, heads leaned close, laughter caught mid-frame. Then just Valerie and Judy standing hip-to-hip, Judy’s hand on her waist, both of them sharing that look only the two of them understood.
Sandra caught a few more Sera and Sandra cheek to cheek, smirking. Valerie and Sera standing shoulder-to-shoulder. Then Judy and Sera, twin expressions and matching glints in their eyes.
Each click of the camera wasn’t just memory it was affirmation.
Sandra fanned the last photo in the breeze. “Perfect light.”
Sera stepped in to hug Valerie tight. “See you soon.”
“You better,” Valerie murmured, holding her close for a breath before stepping back.
Judy wrapped an arm around both of them briefly, then met Sandra’s gaze with a soft grin. “You two just show up hungry. We’ll take care of the rest.”
Sandra nodded. “Wouldn’t dream of missing it.”
With one final wave, Valerie and Judy stepped down from the porch and moved toward the waiting Racer. Judy climbed on behind her, arms wrapping around Valerie’s waist like second nature.
The engine came to life with a low hum, and together, they pulled away down the gravel road heading home, the wind rising around them, sun warming their backs.
Ahead waited the lake, the kitchen, and a night that would bring their family together.
The Racer pulled into the lakehouse driveway just as the light began to soften across the treetops. Valerie eased the bike to a stop, letting the engine idle for a beat before shutting it down. Gravel crunched under her boots as she climbed off, Judy right behind her.
The house stood quiet and warm in its usual way, wood catching the last gold glints of the afternoon sun.
Judy reached for the door, glancing back over her shoulder. “Alright. You handle the grill?”
Valerie smirked as she pushed the door open. “I’ll handle the grill. You handle the rice. Just don’t burn it this time.”
Judy snorted and dropped her bag inside, already toeing off her boots. “You wound me.”
They stepped into the house, the cool air wrapping around them like a welcome-back exhale. It still smelled faintly of coffee from that morning, the windows cracked just enough to let in the pine-sweet breeze off the lake.
Judy peeled off her vest and slung it over one of the dining chairs, then headed straight for the kitchen. “We have tomatoes?”
Valerie called out from the hallway as she pulled her own vest off and grabbed an apron from the hook near the deck door. “Bottom drawer. On the left. Should be fresh.”
Judy rummaged for the rice first, setting the pot on the stove with practiced ease. She measured the water out by feel, added a dash more than necessary just how Sera liked it, and flicked the burner on with a tap of her knuckle. The flame curled to life beneath the pot with a gentle hum.
Valerie stepped out onto the back deck, flipping the grill lid open and inspecting the grease tray with a tired sigh. “One of these days I’ll remember to clean this before we use it.”
She grabbed a metal bowl and headed for the small outdoor fridge tucked beside the planter. She took out ground beef, onions, garlic, and fresh herbs from the small pot Judy kept alive even when no one remembered to water it.
Inside, Judy was already moving dicing tomatoes, onions, tossing dried chili flakes into a mortar, adding cumin with a small flick of her wrist. The kitchen filled with the first whispers of warmth and spice, the kind that lingered in the air even after everyone left.
Outside, Valerie formed the first patties by hand, pressing them slowly and even, the way her mother taught her back when food still meant survival. She sprinkled coarse salt and cracked pepper over the tops, flipping them onto a tray with clean rhythm.
From the open kitchen window, Judy’s voice drifted out. “You still doing cheese on all of them?”
Valerie glanced toward the lake, the water catching sunset fire, and nodded. “Yeah. Full spread. This is a comfort food kind of night.”
“Good,” Judy called back. “We could all use that.”
The smell of toasted spice and searing meat curled together in the air, drifting between the open kitchen window and the back deck like a thread pulling two halves of one home into alignment.
Valerie adjusted the flame on the grill, watching as the first row of patties began to sizzle and darken at the edges. Her eyes tracked the horizon not for danger, not yet, but out of habit. Out of instinct.
Inside, Judy rinsed her hands and let them rest on the edge of the counter. The rice was on low, almost ready. The house was quiet but not still filled with the soft, purposeful movements of two people bracing for what came next.
Judy dried her hands and moved toward the open door that looked out onto the deck. She didn’t step out. Just leaned there, one shoulder against the frame, watching Valerie work.
“You’ve been quiet,” Valerie said without turning.
Judy shrugged, but didn’t hide. “Just thinking.”
“About?”
Judy was quiet for a second. Then: “The relay. What it means. What someone was doing scanning it in a crowd.”
Valerie flipped a patty, her movements controlled. “You think they knew what they were looking at?”
“I think they knew it wasn’t normal.” Judy’s voice was soft, not shaken. Just focused. “The relay reads emotion, memory, sync. No corp tech does that, not the way mine does.”
Valerie finally looked up. “So if they get their hands on it…”
“They won’t,” Judy said, firm. “But if they did, they’d twist it. Use it to sell lives that don’t belong to them.”
Valerie watched her for a moment. Then turned back to the grill. “Then we don’t let them.”
Judy stepped onto the deck now, barefoot, her presence grounding the air more than the wood beneath her. “I keep thinking about how you looked in that holo clip. When I froze the frame.”
Valerie’s brow arched slightly, half-teasing. “Hot?”
Judy smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Marked. Like someone was tagging you for something.”
Valerie’s jaw flexed. “They tried.”
Judy stepped closer, until her hand brushed Valerie’s back. “You’ve been tagged before. By the corps. By worse.”
Valerie nodded, voice low. “I survived every time.”
“That’s not what I’m worried about,” Judy said. “I’m worried this time… they’re not after just you. They’re after what we made. What’s ours.”
Valerie turned toward her now, grill forgotten for the moment. Her hand found Judy’s waist, steady and sure.
“Then we protect it. The relay. The people tied to it. You. We do this together.”
Judy looked into her eyes for a long, quiet second.
“Yeah,” she said. “We do.”
The wind shifted, carrying the smell of grilled meat and cumin across the deck, curling into the corners of the house like a signal.
Their peace was measured now not in hours, but in minutes.
The night was coming. So was everyone else.
Judy pressed a kiss to Valerie’s freckled cheek, her lips lingering for just a breath before pulling back. “I’ll get the plates ready,” she said softly, her voice a low murmur wrapped in warmth.
Valerie gave her a small smile, then turned her attention back to the lake. The surface shimmered in the deepening amber light, slow ripples catching the last stretch of sun. The air smelled of charred seasoning, pine, and distant summer dust. Her fingers rested on the grill handle, unmoving, present.
Then she heard two voices, low and familiar, rising from the side path near the porch. One sharp, the other easy and rhythmic. She didn’t have to look to know who it was.
Paz and Aniko rounded the corner of the house, half-laughing, heads tilted toward the soft glow of Paz’s holo.
Valerie raised an eyebrow, smirking. “What’s that? Jig-Jig Street’s finest new compilation?”
Paz looked up mid-laugh. “Not today.” He held the holo toward her like an offering. “There’s this street musician playing out of Heywood. Bare bones setup. But the voice? Unbelievable.”
Aniko nodded, stepping up onto the deck beside them. “Valerie Halloway. I remember her from the war on the Arasaka-Militech front lines. She helped secure part of the Old Quarter during the final siege two years back.”
Valerie smirked faintly. “With a name like Valerie, I already like her.”
Paz adjusted the holo, stabilizing the feed with a flick of his thumb. The glow lit the corner of Valerie’s jaw as she stepped in beside him, Aniko on her other side. The three of them stood shoulder to shoulder on the deck, the world narrowing to the soft image glowing in front of them.
The feed clicked into focus.
Heywood. Late evening. The light was thin and tired, neon signs stuttering against a hazy sky. A street corner slept under the shadow of a broken awning. Beneath it stood a young woman with long red hair, tangled and veiling her face. She didn’t move. Not much. Just shifted her grip on a battered acoustic guitar like she wasn’t sure if she wanted to play it or lean on it to keep from falling.
She strummed once barely audible. Then again. A single chord lingered, hollow and imperfect.
Then came her voice.
"I died in my dreams
Where no one remembers my name..."
It wasn’t polished. It wasn’t clean. But it cut. Each note stretched like it hurt to say.
"Washed away in an endless sea of pain
A soul meant to suffer, lost in the rain..."
She wasn’t looking at the crowd. There was no crowd. Just the sidewalk, the quiet camera, and the tremble in her hand as she held the chord a moment too long.
"My voice echoed
Who’s the one to blame?"
She inhaled.
"Is it me…
Because I’m broken?"
The word hit harder than it should have. Valerie’s shoulders shifted barely. Aniko didn’t blink.
"All these words
Left unspoken
Am I real
Or just a token?"
The wind moved behind her on the holo. A car passed. The city didn’t stop, but her voice made it feel like it should have.
"I try to wake
But the mirror’s cracked
I speak out loud
But nothing comes back..."
Her thumb faltered across the strings but she didn’t stop.
"Pieces of me they rearranged
But I don’t feel the same
Am I real?
Or just the name
You gave the flame?"
She paused no transition. Just the silence.
"When I awoke
Everything changed
My heart in pieces
That won’t be arranged..."
Her voice dropped, quieter.
"The sky felt wrong
The ground misplaced
A stranger breathing
With my face..."
A gust of wind pushed her hair back just long enough to glimpse one eye. Hollow, focused, that said I'm alive, but carrying something that didn’t want to leave.
"Is it me…
That’s still pretending?
All my starts
Have no ending
Was I ever
Worth defending?"
The camera trembled slightly whoever was filming had moved closer, but said nothing.
"I try to wake
But the mirror’s cracked
I speak out loud
But no voice comes back
They call it healing
But I still feel shame
Am I real…
Or just the name
You gave the flame?"
She tightened her grip on the guitar like she was holding herself in.
"If I scream, will it shatter through?
If I bleed, will that prove I’m true?"
Her voice cracked again. Raw, real, and human.
"Or am I just a shadow in your view
Wearing skin that never grew?"
The line rang like it hurt her to say it out loud.
"I try to wake
I try to stay
But everything I was
Slips away..."
Aniko shifted just slightly. Her eyes never left the screen.
"I look at you
You say my name
But I still don’t know
If I’m the same..."
She exhaled, barely audible.
"Am I real?
Or just the frame
That held your flame?"
Her fingers played one last chord.
"Am I real…
Or just what’s left
Of someone
You once kept?"
The performance ended without applause. Just silence, the kind that comes when truth walks through a room and everyone forgets how to move.
Valerie blinked slowly, exhaling like she’d just surfaced from underwater.
“I don’t even know her,” she said quietly, “but I can feel every word in my chest.”
Aniko’s voice stayed hushed. “She was supposed to be dead. I remember hearing stories when I was still embedded with Arasaka about a woman who breached one of the secure towers on foot. They never recovered the full report.”
Paz tucked the holo away, his face more serious now. “Whatever she lived through... it didn’t leave.”
Valerie looked at Aniko, her voice even. “Next time you head into the city, see if you can find her.”
Aniko nodded once. “I will.”
The moment hung in the air, suspended in quiet until the sound of gravel crunching signaled others approaching.
Alba’s soft voice drifted in, joined by the deeper cadence of Ethan as the two rounded the front steps and made their way toward the porch. The group was gathering, drawn not just by the scent of food, but the need for answers.
From inside, Valerie heard the screen door open and Judy’s unmistakable laugh echo faintly through the kitchen.
“You’re right on time, mi cielo.”
Valerie turned back toward the grill, jaw set with quiet focus.
Judy’s voice called from inside, light but clear. “Food’s ready!”
Valerie glanced over her shoulder toward the kitchen, where the screen door now hung wide open. The smells of grilled meat and spiced rice floated out with the breeze.
Laughter stirred inside. Sera teasing someone about plate sizes. Sandra’s soft voice cutting gently through the noise. Alba was already arranging glasses on the table, her usual grace even in the simplest movements.
Aniko gave one last glance toward where the holo had been, then followed Valerie inside.
The shift was subtle.
From reverence to warmth.
From hush to home.
Judy was finishing the rice when Valerie entered, and without a word, they brushed shoulders in the narrow space silent sync in motion. Valerie grabbed the last of the buns and took them to the table where Sandra and Ethan were arranging condiments like battlefield gear.
Sera leaned against the counter with a half-smile, watching the little waves of motion unfold. “Did Paz already try to call dibs on the first burger again?”
“He knows better,” Judy muttered as she sprinkled fresh cilantro across the rice. “I brought two wooden spoons this time.”
“I have a bruise from the last dinner,” Ethan offered dryly, but his smirk undercut the complaint.
Plates passed hand to hand. The sound of chairs being pulled out. A bottle of soda cracked open. Clinks. Muted laughter. Feet tapping against floorboards.
The family was gathering not just as fighters, not just as a clan. But as people who knew how to build something real together, even in the shadow of incoming storms.
Valerie placed the last plate down and took her seat next to Judy, their arms brushing. She gave her wife a look soft, steady and Judy returned it with that small, familiar smile. The one that always meant ready when you are.
She reached for her glass but didn’t drink yet. Just let her fingers rest around it as she let the moment settle.
Sera poked her fork through the rice, chewing with a satisfied hum. “Alright, who finally convinced Mama to add extra garlic this time?”
Judy leaned back with a small smirk. “Didn’t take much. The rice was practically begging for it.”
Sandra arched her brow. “Begging?”
“I was spiritually moved,” Judy deadpanned. “It spoke to me in steam.”
Valerie chuckled, elbow bumping hers. “That before or after you started swearing at the pot?”
“It’s not swearing,” Judy said with mock serenity. “It’s seasoning with intention.”
Alba laughed under her breath. “You’re lucky it turned out this good.”
“Please,” Judy said, gesturing to the table. “When do I ever let it turn out any other way?”
Paz coughed theatrically. “Del Rio.”
“That was your pot,” Ethan reminded him. “You practically gave the stove a meltdown.”
“I was testing flavor boundaries,” Paz replied. “Artistically.”
Aniko raised an eyebrow. “You set off a fire alarm.”
“Dramatically,” Paz said, grinning.
Valerie took a bite of her burger, glanced at him, and said, “That explains your dating history.”
The table burst into laughter.
Paz held up a hand in protest. “Okay, that’s low even for you, Alvarez.”
Valerie shrugged, unapologetic. “Truth has a depth limit.”
Judy leaned slightly toward her wife, shaking her head with quiet amusement. “Remind me to never let you near a wedding toast.”
Most of the food had been picked over. Second drinks were in hand now wine, soda, whatever was closest. The house had settled into that quiet rhythm that came when full bellies met serious minds. The light above the table buzzed faintly, a low amber glow casting soft shadows.
Valerie traced a finger around her glass, not speaking right away. She didn’t need to. Everyone at the table already knew why they were here.
Still, she lifted her head and eased into it.
“So,” she said quietly, “this is what we know.”
Judy shifted beside her, folding her arms over the table, steady and unhurried. “At the last show, someone in the crowd was running a neural signal scanner, high precision, short burst. Tuned directly to Valerie’s relay frequency.”
Aniko blinked. “The projection relay?”
Judy nodded. “Yeah. My design, but Valerie’s the one using it on stage. During sets, her relay activates to sync memory threads with the lyrics' emotional recall linked to the music.”
Valerie tapped just beneath her right ear, her voice steady. “It’s all intentional. When I perform, I choose which memories light up. But even when we limit it, the signal has a signature. It’s traceable if you know what to look for.”
“They weren’t trying to jam it,” Judy added. “No interference. Just quietly mapping the stream. Testing how close they could get.”
Sera leaned in. “So someone’s building a picture of what you’re broadcasting.”
“Exactly,” Valerie said. “Trying to track me through my own memories.”
Alba’s tone was thoughtful. “That’s more than data theft. That’s psychological mapping.”
“Which is why we need to stop it now,” Judy said. “There are only two relays in existence. Valerie’s the one projecting publicly and mine, which is strictly for sync support, and internal grounding. No one else has access. If someone’s trying to reverse-engineer the memory threads from her broadcast…”
“They’re not after just a tech prototype,” Sandra said quietly. “They’re after her.”
The table fell silent for a breath.
Paz broke it. “So we do what we do.”
Valerie nodded. “We run a small venue. Invite-only crowd. I’ll pick a song that hits hard, something real. The relay activates. If they’re watching, they’ll show.”
“And we’ll be watching them,” Sera added.
Judy looked around the table. “But we don’t confront unless we’re sure. This isn’t a takedown. It’s an exposure.”
“And if it turns into something more,” Valerie said, “we handle it. But on our terms.”
Valerie let the last of the silence stretch a moment before she spoke again. “We’ll hold the show in the park center of the Rural Market. Open enough for line of sight, crowded enough to blend. It’s public, but we’ve played there before. No one blinks if we run something experimental.”
Judy gave a small nod, thoughtful. “Acoustics aren’t bad there either. And we can run minimal lighting just enough to keep the projection screen clean.”
“We’ll go light on gear,” Valerie added. “Portable amps, smaller display rig. Keep setup time short.”
Sera leaned forward, her eyes sharp, already in motion. “Sandra and I’ll take the perimeter. Outer loop. I’ll keep my eyes on all approaches.”
Sandra rested her forearms on the table, voice calm. “Should I check with my moms? See if Panam and Vicky want in?”
Valerie considered that, then nodded once. “Quietly. Let them decide if they want to show or shadow.”
“I’ll handle it,” Sandra said.
Alba glanced around the table. “What about the rest of us?”
“I want you close,” Valerie said, her gaze moving from Alba to Aniko to Paz. “Mixed into the crowd, not clumped. Casual. Phones linked, comms tight. Don’t move unless something starts to spiral.”
“Spiral in what way?” Ethan asked.
Judy answered, “If someone tries to extract the feed or trace the implant signal in real time, we cut the projection. We pull out.”
“No dramatic exits,” Valerie said. “No firefights unless someone draws first.”
Paz grinned. “Define dramatic.”
Valerie raised a brow. “If a drone explodes, you’ve gone too far.”
He held up his hands. “Noted.”
Aniko leaned back. “I’ll take the east side. Blend near the art stalls.”
“I’ll take north,” Alba added. “Set up by the fountain. It’ll give me a good line on the screen and the signal equipment.”
Ethan gave a low hum. “I’ll move between spots. Eyes on transitions.”
“Good,” Judy said. “One of us should always be watching the watchers.”
The table fell quiet again, but this time it wasn’t tense. Just clarity. Everyone knew their role.
Valerie glanced down at her glass, then back up again. “We will meet there tomorrow afternoon. One hour before the set starts. Setup’s fast. Everything goes through private comm. We do this clean.”
Sera nodded once, gaze steady. “And when it’s done... we all walk out together.”
Valerie gave her a small smile. “Yeah. We finish this, and then we go home.”
“One by one, the chairs began to shift. Dishes collected. Bottles corked or emptied. The sound of a group easing back into the softness of night. No loud goodbyes just the kind that came when a plan was set, and the people you trusted were in place.
Valerie moved toward the back door with Judy close behind, her hand brushing against Valerie’s as they passed through the hallway, shoulder to shoulder.
They stepped out onto the back deck, the old wood warm beneath their feet, still holding onto the last heat of the day. The lake stretched out in front of them like a sleeping giant, black glass reflecting only hints of moonlight and the shimmer of distant stars. Somewhere across the water, a frog croaked once. Then silence.
Valerie leaned her forearms on the railing, exhaling slowly. “You feel it too, don’t you?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She moved beside her, their arms brushing, then rested her chin briefly on Valerie’s shoulder. “Yeah,” she murmured. “Like everything’s holding its breath.”
Valerie tilted her head, just enough to feel the soft weight of Judy’s hair against her cheek. “I hate that we had to bring this to them.”
“They wanted it,” Judy said gently. “You didn’t drag anyone. They followed you because they believe in what you built.”
Valerie’s fingers curled around the edge of the railing. “I just wanted the relay to be something beautiful. A way to share the things we survived. To make it mean something.”
“It still is,” Judy said. “But anything worth meaning is gonna draw shadows. Doesn’t make the light less real.”
Valerie turned to look at her, eyes tired but soft. “How do you always know the right thing to say?”
Judy gave a faint smile. “Because I only get to say it to you.”
They stood there like that for a long moment, the hush between them unbroken. Then Judy reached up and touched the side of Valerie’s face, her thumb grazing lightly over a freckle just beneath her eye.
“You should sleep,” she said. “Even if it’s just a little.”
Valerie caught her hand and didn’t let go. “Only if you’re there too.”
Judy’s smile deepened, warmer now, more lived-in. “You think I’d be anywhere else?”
Valerie shook her head with a quiet laugh, then pulled her close. Their kiss wasn’t urgent it was grounding. A tether between the now and whatever came next.
As they turned back toward the door, the wind picked up just slightly. Not enough to chill, just enough to remind them that night was fully here.
They stepped back inside without a word, letting the screen door ease shut behind them. The house had dimmed in their absence, lit only by the soft golden glow of the bedside lamp down the hall. Judy’s hand lingered at the small of Valerie’s back as they passed through the living room, their steps slow, unhurried, like time wasn’t chasing them for once.
Valerie peeled off her boots by the edge of the bed, letting them thud gently to the floor. She undid the buttons of her vest but left it draped across the chair without ceremony. Judy moved behind her, fingers brushing along Valerie’s spine through the fabric of her shirt before disappearing into the bathroom for just a moment, then returning quietly.
They met again at the side of the bed, both wordless now not because there was nothing to say, but because the silence held more comfort than conversation.
Judy slid under the covers first, curling onto her side and lifting the blanket without needing to ask. Valerie followed, tucking herself into the warmth and pressing close, her back to Judy’s chest, the rhythm of their breathing falling into sync like it always did.
Judy’s arm wrapped around her waist, hand settling just below her ribs. “You warm enough?” she asked softly, her lips close to Valerie’s ear.
“Yeah,” Valerie whispered. “Right here’s perfect.”
Judy nuzzled closer, her voice even softer now. “You were brilliant tonight.”
Valerie gave a quiet hum of protest. “All I did was lay out a plan.”
“No,” Judy murmured, “you gave them calm. Direction. That’s not small, mi amor. That’s everything.”
A long pause followed gentle, unpressured.
Then Valerie found Judy’s hand beneath the blanket and laced their fingers together. “Promise me we will come home tomorrow.”
Judy squeezed once. “We always do.”
Valerie nodded faintly, her eyelids heavy now. “Then wake me when the light’s soft. Not too early.”
“You got it,” Judy whispered. “Just you, me... and maybe coffee with too much sugar.”
Valerie smiled against the pillow. “Perfect.”
The lamp dimmed to nothing as Judy reached back and flicked it off.
Outside, the lake lay quiet.
The Racer coasted to a stop near the edge of the Rural Market’s gravel lot, its soft engine hum fading into the late afternoon air. Sunlight spilled across weathered booths and retro-painted storefronts, casting the kind of long shadows that made everything feel just a little more cinematic.
Valerie dismounted first, boots crunching gently over sunbaked gravel. Judy followed close behind, the slim black case of Valerie’s acoustic guitar slung over her shoulder. She adjusted it with a small grunt and shot Valerie a sideways look. “Still think I got the better end of this deal?”
Valerie smirked. “That guitar’s lighter than your camera rig used to be.”
Judy rolled her eyes and bumped shoulders with her as they started walking. “Barely.”
The market wrapped around a central green wide circle of grass and old stone paths where vendor booths gave way to open air. A few kids ran across the lawn, chasing each other between benches. The Retro Slush stand buzzed with soft synthpop, the scent of cherry and mango syrup drifting lazily on the breeze.
It was peaceful. Too peaceful.
“The place still feels like it hasn’t decided what decade it belongs to,” Judy muttered, scanning the space as they walked.
Valerie nodded toward the small stage platform ahead just a few worn planks raised half a foot above the grass. “Perfect spot for something timeless.”
As they reached the edge of the park, Valerie paused to take it in. Shops ringed the circle, some tucked into refurbished steel huts, others blooming beneath hand-painted awnings and makeshift patio covers. Families wandered from booth to booth. It looked like summer and memory had made a deal to keep this place safe.
They stepped up onto the platform, the boards creaking faintly beneath their feet.
Judy eased the guitar off her back and set it down carefully. “The band said they’d bring the mic and the projection rig. Shouldn’t take more than ten to set up.”
Valerie crouched, unzipping the case with care. Her hand brushed along the wood of the acoustic as she pulled it free soft, worn, real. No flash. Just honesty in six strings.
She glanced around the circle again, voice low. “Feels almost too normal.”
Judy stepped up beside her, arms folded loosely across her chest.
Valerie gave a small nod, tuning a string absently, her fingers falling into muscle memory.
Sera’s voice reached them first low, calm, but threaded with the same edge Judy carried when she was locked in. “You picked the right spot.”
Valerie turned as her daughter and Sandra approached from the path near the Retro Slush stand. The two of them blended with the afternoon crowd like they’d been born into it. Alvarez jackets worn open.
“We’ve been here a while,” Sera said as she stepped up to the edge of the platform. “Started the loop as soon as the foot traffic got heavy.”
Sandra offered a quiet nod, her eyes scanning the ring of shops with methodical ease. “North and east sides are good. Vendor booths give us cover without blocking line of sight. West alley by the bookstore’s the only blind corner, but we’ll work around it.”
Valerie nodded. “Keep moving. Subtle rotations. Check the benches and corners. If they’re here, they’ll want time to observe.”
“Already on it,” Sera said.
Judy stepped down beside them, crossing her arms. “You brought your comms?”
Sandra tapped the side of her collar in answer.
“Good,” Judy said. “Only speak if it’s necessary. No chatter.”
Valerie watched the two of them for a moment how naturally they moved together, how quiet strength had replaced the wide-eyed fire that used to define Sera’s stance.
“You sure you’re okay covering this alone?” she asked.
Sera met her eyes. “This is the easy part. You’re the one on stage.”
Sandra added, “We’ve got your back.”
Valerie reached out and gently squeezed Sera’s shoulder. “Thank you.”
Sera smiled. “You raised me for moments like this. Let us do our part.”
With a final nod, the two turned and disappeared into the current of the square, one walking casually, the other scanning like a breeze moving through the crowd.
Valerie let out a slow breath, one hand brushing over the body of her guitar. Judy was already stepping back onto the platform beside her.
“It feels real now,” she said quietly.
Judy glanced toward the horizon. The sun had begun its slow descent, casting warm orange light across the wooden planks beneath their feet. “That’s ‘cause it is.”
Valerie had just finished her final tuning check when she caught movement near the vendor stalls across the square.
Paz was the first to break through the crowd, a mic stand slung over his shoulder like a lance, a canvas bag bouncing against one hip as he walked with his usual swagger. “You two ready to pretend this is just a concert?” he called out, grinning.
Valerie smirked. “You bring the mic or just your mouth?”
“I bring both, baby.”
Alba followed a few steps behind, shoulders relaxed, long brown hair tucked behind one ear. She was balancing a compact signal case in one hand, a folded projection screen under the other. “Easy setup,” she said. “Two lines. No amps. Screen’s pre-coded with your memory track. You want the beach sequence again?”
Valerie gave a single nod. “Yeah. Start it soft. Let the memories climb with the song.”
“Got it.”
Ethan arrived next, practically gliding through the crowd in his usual smooth gait, bass in one hand, a half-drunk slushie in the other. “You know,” he said around a sip, “if this ends in a firefight, at least we’ll die hydrated.”
Judy arched her brow. “Nice to know morale’s intact.”
“I’m a realist,” Ethan said, giving her a wink. “But I brought spare cables. That’s optimism.”
Aniko was last, quiet as always. She approached from the opposite side of the square, a slim black case tucked under one arm and her cobalt blue hair catching the light. She didn’t say anything at first, just stepped up onto the platform and offered Valerie a small nod.
Valerie returned it. That was enough.
The group fell into setup with the ease of muscle memory. Alba and Aniko unfolded the projection screen and secured it against the backdrop rig. Paz started laying out the mic stand while Ethan ran discreet power lines to the edge of the stage where a vendor stall covered the junction box. Judy assisted without being asked, double-checking the receiver chip behind the screen, syncing it to the relay code she and Valerie had verified the night before.
It was fast, and efficient. No wasted motion.
“Feed is synced,” Judy confirmed quietly. “One touch on your relay, and the projection thread starts broadcasting. Audio will stay separate raw through the mic.”
Valerie nodded, eyes scanning the crowd again.
The marketplace had grown thicker, but no one paid the platform much attention. Just another afternoon performance. Just another open-air memory set.
But this one had teeth.
Aniko stepped to Valerie’s side and murmured, “We’ll be ready. If anyone tries to access the signal stream or pin the relay, I’ll catch the spike.”
Valerie glanced at her, then to the others, her band, her friends, her family.
They weren’t soldiers anymore. But they’d never forgotten how to stand for each other.
Judy moved closer, adjusting the strap of the acoustic over Valerie’s shoulder.
“You good?” she asked softly.
Valerie looked down at her hand, flexed her fingers once around the neck of the guitar, then up toward the crowd, where the shadows were just starting to stretch.
“Yeah,” she said. “Let’s give ‘em something worth chasing.”
Judy stood just off to the side of the platform, arms folded, her Alvarez jacket slung over her shoulders like a second skin. To the crowd, she looked composed and watchful. But her eyes never left Valerie. Not for a second.
A quiet touch behind Valerie’s right ear triggered the relay.
The screen shimmered to life behind her, and Judy’s breath caught before a single note played. She hadn’t seen the memory sequence Valerie loaded, at least not fully. That was intentional.
Now she felt it before she saw it.
Valerie strummed the first chord, soft and aching.
“You held my soul in your hands
Didn’t flinch, didn’t break, didn’t ask”
The screen lit with water and weightlessness Laguna Bend. Their hands reaching underwater, neural links aglow. The sync, silence, and their love.
Judy’s fingers curled against her bicep.
“Watched the screen light up my name
Still you saw me just the same”
A hospital bed flickered into view. Valerie pale, unmoving. Judy seated beside her, hollow-eyed but holding on. The monitors blinked. Judy’s hand never left hers.
She swallowed hard.
“I was data on a line
A voice cut clean through time
But you knew where to find
The heart behind the wire”
Fragments of Valerie’s engram shimmered distorted but familiar. Judy’s projection walked through static, whispering Valerie’s name into broken silence. A voice that never stopped calling.
Judy’s chest tightened.
“You checked my engram like a prayer
Soft and sure, always there
Not afraid of what I’d lost
You stayed, no matter the cost”
The moment came in sharp: Judy kneeling in blood, her hands shaking as she clutched Valerie’s head in her lap. No one else was around. Just panic, love, and a refusal to give up.
The projection’s details blurred at the edges. But Judy didn’t blink.
“'Cause our love’s more than skin deep
More than voice, more than sleep
It’s in the way you say my name
Like I’m not just signal and flame”
A memory from the lakehouse. Valerie mid-nightmare, voice hoarse, twitching under sheets. Judy’s voice: “Val.” Just that. And the storm eased.
She felt it even now how her voice could call Valerie home.
“Even if I fade, or break in two
I’ll still be reaching back to you
In circuits, silence, or memory's keep
Our love’s always been more than skin deep”
Judy’s hand drifted to the ridge behind her own ear. The relay was quiet, but still humming, linked to Valerie even now. Emotion flickered through it, gentle but deep.
“You didn’t need the perfect me
You loved the parts I couldn’t see”
The screen is filled with a bathroom mirror. Valerie slumped, hair wet, eyes distant. Judy behind her, arms around her waist, cheek to cheek. Whispering things the world didn’t hear.
“The woman lost inside the code
Still waiting to come home”
Valerie plucking at a guitar on their couch, lost in her own head. Judy setting coffee beside her, brushing their fingers together like a grounding wire.
Judy exhaled, her eyes stinging.
“You brushed my cheek like you always do
No pulse, no breath just me and you
And I knew, even without a face
You’d still know where to place your faith”
A black screen. Only Judy’s voice, echoing: “You’re still in there. I know you are.”
“It’s in every quiet sacrifice
Every ‘you okay?’ said late at night”
A flicker of memory: Valerie curled on the couch. Judy slipping in beside her, wrapping around her like a shield.
Judy took a quiet step forward closer to the stage, not even aware of moving.
“Even if I’m voice alone
You never made me feel unknown
In wires, echoes, or waking sleep
Our love’s always been more than skin deep”
Judy’s eyes flicked across the crowd. Ethan stood still. Alba was watching the screen, tears already marking her cheek. Sera and Sandra were still focused watching the crowd. Everyone felt it, but only Judy lived it.
“You vowed to me
If you forget the chords
I’ll still be here, just like this”
Valerie on their bed, frowning at her guitar. Judy sitting on the rug, laughing. “You’ll get it,” she’d said. “I’ll be right here.”
She never left.
“Now I know what that meant
Even in the dark
I felt your grip”
A seizure. A battlefield. Judy cradling Valerie as her body convulsed. Screaming for help. Whispering love between every breath.
“Our love’s more than skin deep
More than war, more than defeat”
Gunfire. Blood. Victory. Aftermath. All of it played in soft flashes, not to glorify, but to mark the cost.
“It’s the sound of your voice in my mind
The way you find me every time”
Valerie lost in the crowd, once. Judy’s voice on comms: “Right here.” Valerie stopping, turning, smiling.
“Even digitized, I feel your grace
You’re still the light I trace
And even if this body sleeps
I’ll find you again”
One last projection: Valerie asleep in their bed. Judy brushing her hair back, her face quiet, and safe.
“More than skin deep
Always
More than skin
More than time
I’m always yours
You’re always mine”
Silence fell with the last note.
No movement, or cheering.
Judy stepped forward and touched Valerie’s wrist where it rested on the guitar.
Valerie turned, eyes damp.
They didn’t need to speak.
Everyone else just bore witness.
The crowd remained quiet for a breath longer than expected. A reverent stillness. Not silence, but something deeper as an emotional afterimage of the song still settling in everyone’s chest.
Judy stood beside Valerie now, their hands loosely linked, both watching the screen behind them fade to black.
From near the edge of the marketplace, just outside the soft wash of stage light, Sera's gaze shifted.
She’d stayed behind the vendor carts, positioned half in shadow with Sandra beside her close enough to react, far enough to observe. Her eyes swept naturally, the rhythm of a daughter trained by her Moms.
That’s when she saw him.
A man in a long slate-gray coat, posture too stiff, too calm. Hands not in his pockets one loosely hanging by his side, the other holding what looked like a disposable slush cup. But he hadn’t touched it. Hadn’t even looked down.
He hadn’t watched the performance.
Not really.
His eyes were locked on Valerie.
Not admiration. Not awe.
Calculation.
Sera’s jaw tensed. “There.”
Sandra turned slightly. “What?”
“Behind the Retro Slush cart. Gray cloak. No emotion. No blink during the entire projection.”
Sandra spotted him next. “Think it’s him?”
“He’s not wired into the stream,” Sera muttered, narrowing her eyes. “But he’s running some kind of scan. Look at his stance he’s anchoring for feedback.”
“Looks freelance.”
Sera’s hand hovered near her holster but didn’t draw. “Or black-market hired. Doesn’t matter. We’ve got him.”
Sandra touched her collar, activating a discreet comm to Judy’s channel. “Eyes on the unknown. Male. Gray cloak. Retro Slush.”
Back near the platform, Judy straightened slightly at the signal, her expression shifting.
Valerie didn’t ask. She just looked toward Sera and saw the faint nod.
Target found.
Chapter 11: My Heart Always
Summary:
In My Heart Always, Valerie and Judy face a profound decision when Ghost Watch, a mysterious techno-necromancer, offers Judy a chance to preserve her consciousness as a Engram mirroring the way Valerie was saved years before. After heartfelt deliberation, Judy agrees to undergo the procedure. Together, they descend into the Enclave, where the procedure is performed with Valerie’s unwavering presence and emotional support anchoring Judy throughout.
The story explores themes of love transcending time, memory as sanctuary, and the cost of immortality. Through neural sync, the two women relive the memories that define their bond proving that their love is not just sustained by the past, but renewed through choice.
When the procedure succeeds, Judy awakens changed but whole. She and Valerie return home to Sera and Sandra, their family reuniting in warmth and humor. The arc closes with quiet intimacy, as Valerie and Judy share a private relay sync no words, just presence, memory, and soul-deep connection choosing each other once more, not for survival, but to truly live.
Their love endures. Not through chrome, but through choice.
Chapter Text
The tension after Sera’s callout hadn’t broken, not entirely. Eyes stayed sharp. Ears tuned, but the gray-cloaked man didn’t vanish; he stepped forward.
"I would have preferred our meeting to be more proper,” he said, voice carrying with eerie clarity. “But since you reside with your daughter… well, I suppose things have been sped up."
He lowered the hood of his cloak as he stepped fully into the light.
Then the air changed.
Not wind.
Something deeper like an undercurrent, like static threading the spine.
Alba’s sentence faltered mid-word.
Aniko straightened. Sandra and Sera locked eyes, their fingers briefly brushing in warning.
He was like a beacon, light bending gently around him like glass under water. His skin shimmered with a ghostly blue hue, etched with fine lines of streaming code. His eyes pulsed with a silent, watching weight not hostile. Just ancient.
Judy’s breath caught. “Ghost Watch.”
The techno-necromancer inclined his head, voice layered with digital echo and grounded calm.
“You spoke of your future under the stars,” he said, eyes on Valerie. “And the wall heard you.”
Judy stepped forward beside her wife, brows furrowed. “We completed your contract. Years ago.”
“You did,” he answered. “And every act since has proven why our faith was not misplaced.”
He paused, as if scanning them beyond the physical. Then his gaze drifted directly to Judy.
“The resonance between you is stable. Deep. Echoing beyond this world and into others. It is time.”
Valerie’s heart clenched. “Time for what?”
“To preserve her. As we once preserved you.”
Judy’s throat tightened. “Wait me?”
Ghost Watch nodded. “We’ve been scanning your relay. It is already projecting memory and emotion.”
“You want to build a construct,” Judy whispered. “Of me.”
“Correct. A mirrored consciousness anchored. Capable of surviving systems collapse… or time itself.”
Everyone around them had gone still. No one interrupted.
Sandra’s hand brushed Sera’s lightly, grounding her. Ethan set down his drink. No one spoke.
Judy’s eyes stayed on the figure. “What’s the cost?”
“Installation of a neural port. The process will cause strain. Fatigue. Temporary memory fragmentation while your construct stabilizes. But when complete, you will be… preserved.”
Judy’s voice dropped, raw. “Why now?”
He tilted his head, expression unreadable. “Because across the timelines, no pair has held onto their love through so many endings. You have suffered, chosen, sacrificed, and never once compromised who you are. You remain… yourselves.”
Valerie stepped forward. “And in return?”
“You owe us nothing except to continue. Be who you are. Prove our choice meant something.”
The silence that followed was immense. The techno-necromancer waited, not pressuring. Simply… there.
Valerie turned to Judy, her voice barely more than breath.
“Only you can say yes.”
Judy’s eyes shone not with fear, but the weight of it all. “Let me think. Just a moment.”
Ghost Watch nodded. “We will remain in phase until night’s end.”
With that, he stood folding the light around him like mist.
Valerie held Judy like she was steadying the horizon itself. Her fingers traced lightly along Judy’s jaw, thumb brushing the edge of her cheek as if to memorize the warmth there.
“You don’t have to,” she whispered again. “If you don’t want to.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Her eyes were locked on Ghost Watch’s still-glowing form, but it wasn’t him she was really seeing. It was all possibilities. Endings. All the versions of their life that could’ve been some lost, some still waiting.
“If I do this…” she finally said, voice low and measured, “we’ll both outlive everyone we’ve ever loved. Everyone who made us who we are.”
The air around them thickened. Not a single word from the group. Just the hum of electric lanterns and the distant buzz of summer insects in the trees beyond the market square.
Valerie breathed in slowly through her nose, held it, then let it out like she was anchoring both of them. “Then we grow old anyway. Not in years, but in stories. In the way we show up for each other. In how we protect what we’ve built.” Her voice faltered just slightly, but it didn’t break. “You’re my heart, Judy. And if this gives us more time together, then we carry that weight together.”
Sera stepped forward, Sandra’s hand lightly brushing her back in support. “You taught me to live without regret. That love’s not just a thing we fall into. It's something we stand for. If this gives you more time with each other... we’ll make the time around you just as strong.”
Paz chimed in, quieter than usual. “You’re legends to us, y’know. Not for what you’ve done, but for how you never stopped loving through it.”
Aniko folded her arms, eyes serious. “No tech ever made me believe in soulmates… until I saw you two.”
Ethan, from where he leaned, tilted his head. “If this is the next step you don’t walk it alone. We don’t let you.”
Judy finally looked back to Valerie, eyes shining but resolute. Her voice came out like a promise.
“Then I’m ready.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. No grand words. Just a hand held a little tighter.
Across the soft space between lights, Ghost Watch stepped forward again his presence like a ripple folding into reality. Cloaked still, though the glow of his skin made shadows shift around him.
His voice echoed with finality and calm. “It is decided.”
Everyone went still.
“Valerie. Judy.” He looked at them not with command, but with quiet understanding. “You must come with me alone.”
A silence passed. No one interrupted. This wasn’t a moment to be challenged.
Ghost Watch's voice softened almost reverently.
“To the Enclave.”
Neither Judy nor Valerie flinched.
Valerie turned first, brushing her fingers along Judy’s back in quiet motion. “Let’s go.”
Judy nodded once. No hesitation now only the gravity of something begun.
Behind them, Sera stepped forward and reached for her mothers, pulling them both into one final, tight hug.
“Come back,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Valerie kissed her daughter’s temple. “Always.”
Judy looked back once more at the family, the band, the life they’d built, and smiled.
Then they turned, walking side by side toward the techno-necromancer, toward the dark edge of the marketplace, where the fabric of the world felt thinner.
Toward whatever waited in the Enclave.
The descent into the Enclave felt different this time.
The tunnel still whispered with data currents, lights flickering through carved rock like static behind the walls of the world. The silence wasn’t cold, it was watchful. Familiar. Like something ancient remembering their names.
Valerie’s steps slowed as they neared the opening into the main chamber. She glanced sideways, her voice soft enough it barely echoed.
“Last time we were here… they brought Johnny back.”
Judy exhaled a quiet breath, half a laugh, half a memory. “Yeah. Feels like forever ago.”
They stepped into the chamber.
It hadn’t changed. Pillars of smooth black stone ringed the open floor, the walls etched with glowing circuitry, moving gently like veins beneath skin. At the center of it all stood the platform sleek, elevated, and quiet. An altar more than a table.
Ghost Watch waited beside it, his form as steady and unnatural as always shifting blue skin, code running across his face like living runes.
“I had hoped our meeting would be more formal,” he said, voice low and distant. “But time has grown bold since you returned. You are ready, and so am I.”
He raised a hand and motioned toward the operating table.
“Come.”
Valerie didn’t hesitate. Judy followed close behind her, the faint sound of their boots on the data-stone floor the only real sound in the room.
As they neared the platform, Ghost Watch turned to them fully.
“There is one final truth you must both understand before we begin.”
They stopped, standing side by side Valerie’s hand brushing Judy’s with unspoken steadiness.
Ghost Watch continued:
“To receive the relic and the shielding shard, Judy Alvarez must be equipped with a neural port at the base of the neck, and two external access slots behind the ear. These connect internally to a subdermal interface housing beneath the left temple threaded directly to her neural core.”
Judy said nothing, but nodded once.
He went on, calm and reverent.
“You may experience temporary instability as the construct forms echo overlap, memory drift. These will pass. Once synchronized with the enhanced shard and chip, you will become fully compatible with the relay system.”
Then he turned to Valerie.
“The shard you carry engineered to protect is stable, but not infinite. I will upgrade it. Then copy it. Judy will carry the mirror.”
He let the quiet settle around them.
“Once inserted, you will no longer degrade. Your molecular code will hold indefinitely. As long as the shard remains slotted, your forms will endure. You will not age. You will not erode. Your life will belong to time only if you choose to leave it.”
He looked between them.
“But this path is not without cost. You will live far beyond those you love. You will witness eras. You may not always be understood. Yet the bond you share rooted in who you are will remain untouched.”
He extended a hand.
“Do you both accept?”
Valerie glanced at Judy. Judy was already watching her.
She answered first. “Yes.”
Valerie’s voice followed like breath on glass. “Yes.”
Ghost Watch stepped back.
“Then, Valerie unslot your shard.”
Valerie reached behind her ear and pressed. A soft release of pressure, then the shimmer of the shard in her fingers. She handed it to Ghost Watch without a word.
He took it gently, then nodded toward the platform.
The machines stirred.
Judy stepped closer, and Valerie followed, never letting go.
The table accepted Judy’s weight with quiet grace. She lay back without hesitation, fingers relaxed at her sides, head tilted gently as the relay shimmered faintly beneath the skin just behind her right ear. The air inside the Enclave held a reverent stillness like everything here understood it was witnessing something sacred.
Valerie stood at her side, close enough that her fingertips hovered just above Judy’s hand. She didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just stayed, breathing in rhythm with her wife.
A soft mechanical whisper broke the silence. One of Ghost Watch’s machines extended from the far wall, its limbs gliding like liquid metal. The surgical arm adjusted mid-air, angling with perfect precision. A second, thinner nozzle lined with carbon-black tubing positioned itself just above Judy’s left temple.
Valerie’s emerald eyes stayed locked on Judy’s.
A faint hiss barely audible. The anesthetic. Injected beneath the skin with perfect timing. No tremble, or sound from Judy.
The next arm slid into place, humming gently. A soft-glide laser swept slowly across the side of her head and down her neck, clearing a clean arc from temple to spine. Fine strands of pink and green hair fluttered in the filtered air, then were pulled away by a near-silent suction field. What remained was a stretch of exposed skin unbroken, smooth, ready.
Valerie leaned down, brushing a knuckle along Judy’s cheek. Her hand gently met Judy’s, and for a moment, their relays pulsed in unison. A flicker of connection delicate, steady, alive.
Through the link, Valerie sent her a thought. Not in words, but something deeper.
A memory, and a feeling.
Judy standing in the lakehouse doorway weeks ago, morning sunlight tracing fire along her hair. No eyeliner. Just her. Freckles, softness, strength. The kind of beauty only someone in love could truly recognize.
“You’re still the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
Judy’s eyes fluttered. Just once. Her lips turned up faintly.
Then she was still.
The machine continued its quiet work. Surgical arms bent and moved in subtle, whispering arcs beginning the internal installation without sound or spectacle.
Valerie stepped back. Her hand lingered in the air just a moment longer before lowering to her side.
From a nearby node, a hatch opened with a sigh.
Ghost Watch extended Judy’s dormant Relic chip housing the framework for her engram construct.
“This,” he said, voice soft as falling static, “must be shaped by you. It will be her anchor. Her truth.””
Valerie accepted the chip in both hands. It felt warm, and waiting.
She moved to the uplink station. Slotted the Relic chip into its cradle.
Then, she reached behind her own neck and pressed gently. The click of her relay syncing into place echoed louder in her chest than in the chamber.
Light dimmed around her not from the system, but from the way memory pulled everything inward.
She closed her eyes, and began to give.
She didn’t force anything. Didn’t search. She just opened herself and let it come.
The wedding. Judy’s voice whispering, "Forever, no matter what." The warmth of her hand in the cold. The pain of fear when she almost lost her. The laughter, the teasing, the soft apologies whispered in the dark. All of it. Every thread that made their love real.
Valerie sent it through not in haste, but with reverence. As though weaving a blanket for a soul to rest in.
The shard began to glow.
It pulsed once then again. Each beat syncing deeper. Stabilizing, and absorbing.
This wasn’t data. This wasn’t technology.
This was devotion turned to light.
This was Judy’s new beginning rooted in love, grounded by memory, guided by Valerie’s heart.
As the procedure continued quietly beside them, Valerie remained the center of it all.
A silent promise that she would never leave.
She was here, just as she always had been, just as she always would be.
A low hum steadied through the Enclave’s chamber, softer now. Final calibrations whispered beneath the surface of the machine as it carefully disengaged. Valerie slowly pulled back from the relay station, the glow of the uplink dimming to a gentle blue behind her.
Judy still lay still upon the table, eyes closed, breath shallow but even.
Then, a twitch.
Her fingers flexed just once. Then again.
Valerie moved before thinking, back at her side in an instant, brushing her knuckles gently across Judy's brow.
A slow inhale lifted Judy’s chest. Her eyelids fluttered, and then they opened.
Brown eyes, glazed at first, focused in on the figure in front of her.
"Valerie."
"Hey," Valerie whispered, her voice warm and low. "You came back."
Judy blinked slowly, like she was recalibrating the world, but her lips curled with effort a tired, soft smile.
"Always," she rasped. "Told you... I'd trace you in any light."
Valerie exhaled, a sound between relief and awe. She leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to Judy’s forehead, then rested there for a moment, letting her breathe, letting it all land.
Ghost Watch stepped forward with measured grace.
"Her construct stabilized cleanly. Sync ratio is near perfect," he said, his tone more hushed now, almost reverent. "You gave her a home inside it."
Valerie kept her hand cradling Judy's, her eyes never leaving her wife's.
"We build each other," she murmured. "That’s what we do."
The chamber held that moment like a sealed breath quiet, still, and unbroken.
Valerie stayed beside her, hand never leaving Judy’s. The hum of the chamber faded slowly, machines dimming into silence, like they understood their purpose had been fulfilled.
Ghost Watch approached, quiet as the still air.
From within his cloak, he revealed a single shard, its surface gently pulsing with protective code. “Your shielding,” he said, voice lowered. “Reinforced. You may slot it now.”
Valerie took it carefully, her movements slow and certain. She brought it to her neck and pressed it into place, the soft click settling through her like the return of something she hadn’t realized she missed. A faint warmth spread under her skin, easing the static just enough for her breath to steady.
Then came the case.
Ghost Watch opened it with reverence. Nestled inside were Judy’s relic chip and the matched shard. No glow, no ceremony. Just the future, quiet and waiting.
“Her construct is whole. The sync was clean. By morning, the body will be ready to receive both.”
Valerie nodded. She didn’t trust her voice yet.
He gestured toward a side corridor. “The antechamber is prepared. There’s a bed. Food. Space to rest.”
Valerie looked at Judy, eyes tracing the drying lines along her temple and neck, the remnants of chrome freshly settled.
“Can you bring some water?” she asked softly. “I want to clean her up first.”
Judy’s eyes fluttered, half-lidded, tracking her.
No words passed between them.
None were needed.
Valerie carefully slipped one arm beneath Judy’s knees, the other behind her shoulders.
“You’re safe,” she whispered. “I’ve got you.”
Judy’s head nestled into the curve of her neck, breath soft against her skin.
Valerie stood, adjusting her hold, letting her chin rest briefly on Judy’s crown before turning toward the corridor. Ghost Watch said nothing, simply stepping aside as Valerie carried Judy to the antechamber.
They stepped through together, one slow stride at a time. The walls hummed gently around them, blue light trailing their path, guiding them forward.
She held Judy close, like something sacred.
Because she was, always had been, and tomorrow, their new forever would begin.
The corridor gave way to a circular room tucked into the stone, its walls smooth and curved like they’d been carved by time, not tools. The light was warmer here, low amber bands pulsing gently beneath the surface. It didn’t feel like a lab. It felt like a promise.
A simple bed waited at the center, dressed in soft linen and flanked by a low table with a carafe of water and two glasses. Someone had thought ahead. Or maybe they always knew this moment would come.
Valerie eased down, lowering Judy onto the mattress with the same care one might offer a relic not of the kind made of tech, but of faith. Judy’s head settled against the pillow, hair still mussed from where the chrome had been fused beneath her skin.
She blinked slowly, eyelids heavy, but her gaze clung to Valerie.
“You still smell like grilled peppers,” she murmured, voice rasped but real.
Valerie smiled as she brushed a few strands of hair from her forehead. “You’re lucky I didn’t bring the rice with me.”
Judy let out a half-laugh that turned into a quiet breath. “You carried me again.”
“You make it easy.” Valerie reached for the cloth and basin Ghost Watch had left. She dipped the cloth in the warm water and wrung it out, then knelt beside the bed.
“You don’t have to…” Judy started.
“Shh,” Valerie whispered. “Let me.”
She began at her temple, gently brushing the lingering edges of dried coolant and trace residue from the surgical frame. Her fingers moved in slow, practiced circles cleaning, but also comforting.
Judy’s eyes fluttered closed. “You’re still beautiful,” Valerie murmured, her voice barely audible.
Judy cracked a faint smile without opening her eyes. “Even bald and bio-patched?”
“Especially then.” She kissed the side of her brow. “You’ve never looked more like my future.”
They stayed in that quiet for a long moment Valerie wiping away what remained of the procedure, Judy breathing slowly and even, like each breath was reclaiming part of her body again.
“I felt you,” Judy whispered.
Valerie’s hand paused, then resumed its slow path down the side of her neck.
“In the dark. I didn’t know what was real, but I felt you. Like gravity. Like music.”
“I sent you everything I had,” Valerie said softly. “Every moment I ever loved you. Every piece of me that was still mine to give.”
Judy blinked against a sudden prickle of tears. “You gave me a home.”
“You built it first.”
The cloth fell still in her hand. Valerie set it aside and leaned down, forehead to forehead, her palm resting gently over Judy’s heart.
“We’re almost there,” she whispered.
Judy’s hand found her wrist, fingers curling just enough to anchor her. “We’ve always been there.”
Valerie stayed like that, eyes closed, breath aligned with Judy’s, both of them holding the moment like it was made of glass and gold.
Outside the walls of the Enclave, the world spun forward.
But in here time bowed to them.
Valerie drew the blanket up gently, covering Judy’s body with careful hands. The fabric was warm from the room, soft and smooth like it had waited just for this. Judy sighed as it settled over her, her breath catching in the back of her throat before easing out.
“Think you’ll sleep?” Valerie asked, voice low, close.
“Not sure.” Judy blinked slowly. “But I want to try.”
Valerie didn’t say anything. She moved around to the other side of the bed, her vest sliding off in a quiet motion as she lay down beside her. No chrome between them. No armor. Just skin, warmth, and all the ache that comes after holding yourself together too long.
She eased an arm around Judy’s middle, careful not to press too hard where the new ports had been grafted beneath her skin. Judy nestled into her without hesitation, head tucked under Valerie’s chin, hand curled lightly in the center of her chest.
The lights in the room dimmed, sensing breath slowing. The Enclave responded like it understood what this meant, how sacred this was.
Judy’s voice came, quiet as thread. “You always hold me like I’m not broken.”
Valerie tilted her head, pressing a kiss into her hair. “Because you never were.”
Judy was quiet for a long time. Then, softer than before, “If this is what forever feels like… I’m okay with it starting right here.”
Valerie smiled against her. “Then stay right here. Just for tonight. Just us.”
The chamber around them breathed. Valerie’s hand moved gently up and down Judy’s back, not to soothe her to sleep, but to remind her she was still here. That she wasn’t alone. That the promise they made was more than chrome, more than circuitry more than skin deep.
As sleep slowly began to pull at Judy’s edges, she murmured one last thing, barely audible against Valerie’s collarbone:
“Don’t let go.”
Valerie tightened her hold just slightly.
“Never.”
And they drifted, together, wrapped in each other two pulses, two souls, still holding on after everything.
Still choosing each other, even in the quiet.
Especially in the quiet.
Morning in the Enclave didn’t come with sunlight.
It arrived as a soft pulse of gold along the walls, a rhythm gently building under the stone like the world was remembering how to breathe.
Valerie stirred first. She didn’t move at first, just blinked slowly, letting the warmth beneath the blanket and the steady weight of the woman in her arms anchor her. Judy’s breath tickled against her collarbone, slow and even, her body still curled close, exactly where she’d fallen asleep.
Valerie shifted slightly, brushing a freckled cheek against Judy’s hair as her hand moved to her back. Still warm, steady, and hers.
Judy’s eyes fluttered open a few moments later. Her gaze met Valerie’s without hesitation.
“Hey,” she whispered, voice still a little rough from sleep.
Valerie smiled, brushing a loose strand of hair away from her face. “Hey yourself. How do you feel?”
Judy took a breath, testing her limbs as she slowly stretched under the covers. “Like someone drilled chrome into my skull… but also like I could float.”
“That’s the good stuff kicking in,” Valerie murmured, her thumb gently stroking along Judy’s side. “You look better.”
“Feel better,” Judy admitted, then smirked faintly. “Or maybe it’s just waking up next to you again.”
Valerie chuckled low. “Flatter me like that and I’ll go grab breakfast.”
She slipped from the bed, moving toward the small table tucked against the wall. Ghost Watch had returned at some point in the night and left a tray, two neatly stacked sandwiches, bottles of chilled water, and a folded cloth that smelled faintly of citrus.
“Look at that,” Valerie called softly over her shoulder. “Creepy space-wizard can cater.”
Judy sat up slowly, propping herself on one elbow with care. “As long as it’s not nutrient paste, I’ll take it.”
Valerie brought the tray back over, setting it between them. They ate in quiet bites, slow, grounding. The sandwich was simple. Real bread, sliced meat, a hint of mustard. It wasn’t just food. It was proof they’d survived another night.
Judy finished half before leaning back against the wall, rubbing her temple gently.
“You okay?” Valerie asked, her voice dipping a little lower again.
“Yeah,” Judy murmured. “Still adjusting. But it feels… real. Like I’m here. All the way.”
They sat like that for a while, their legs tangled under the blanket, water bottles half-drained beside them. The silence wasn’t heavy. It was thoughtful. Whole.
Valerie reached for the small case on the stand beside them, her fingers lingering a moment on the latch.
“You don’t have to,” she said quietly. “Not yet. We can wait.”
Judy looked at her, gaze steady.
“I’m ready.”
Valerie opened the case. Inside, nestled in soft foam, were the two final pieces: Judy’s Relic chip, and the shielding shard.
She turned slightly, tucking her legs beneath her as she moved behind Judy on the bed. Her fingers were careful as they traced the ports along Judy’s neck, the new chrome still fresh but healed enough.
“You sure?” she asked again, quieter now.
Judy nodded. “This is my choice. All of it.”
Valerie pressed a soft kiss to her shoulder, then picked up the Relic chip. She slid it into the main neural port behind Judy’s ear. The click was soft but final.
Then the shard, protective, intricate, hers. Valerie slotted it just below, where the chrome curved into the side of her neck. Another soft click. Then a pulse, slow and even, like a second heartbeat.
Judy closed her eyes.
The hum of the Enclave shifted around them recognizing something new, and alive.
Valerie wrapped her arms around her from behind and held her as it settled in.
“You’re in,” she whispered.
Judy nodded slowly. “I know.”
They stayed like that, the two of them sitting in the stillness, the past and future balancing on the breath between them.
Valerie held her close from behind, her chin resting gently on Judy’s shoulder as the final pulses of integration faded beneath the skin.
Judy’s breath caught not from pain, but from something else. A low, trembling pressure behind her eyes. Like standing at the edge of a cliff and knowing the air itself would carry her.
Then it happened.
The relay flickered.
Without touching anything without even thinking Valerie reached for her.
Not physically.
Something deeper.
She sent nothing at first. Just opened the line.
Judy gasped softly, shoulders drawing in, as the sync stabilized not one-way like it had been before, not protective.
It wasn’t like hearing. It wasn’t like seeing. It was like feeling her wife's soul move.
A rush of memory surfaced from somewhere inside the link: Valerie’s fingertips brushing the dust off Judy’s cheek in Laguna Bend. That broken laugh when they fell asleep for the first time with hands still laced. Judy’s voice whispering “Don’t go,” half-asleep, when Valerie had collapsed one night in her arms.
Judy felt it all, not just remembered it. She lived it. The emotion wrapped around her like a second skin. Valerie’s love wasn’t a word or a gesture. It was an atmosphere.
She reached back.
A sudden warmth rushed over Valerie’s senses: the memory of Judy watching her sing, sitting on the floor by her boots, smiling without even knowing she was. The quiet awe Judy felt the first time she saw Valerie without armor. Not naked, just vulnerable, human, and beautiful.
A soft sound escaped Valerie’s lips. Not a word. Just breath, unsteady from the weight of it all.
The sync held.
Not chaotic, or overwhelming.
Just them.
Their pulses threaded together in the space between thought and feeling, a steady echo that didn’t need explanation.
Judy leaned into Valerie’s chest, letting her head rest just beneath her collarbone.
“Can you feel me?” she asked quietly.
Valerie nodded against her. “Like you're under my skin.”
Judy turned her head just enough to meet her eyes. “You always were.”
Valerie didn’t let go. She didn’t need to say anything. Her hand remained over Judy’s heart, feeling the slow, steady beat as if it echoed in her own chest. The sync wasn’t just a miracle of tech it was a miracle of trust. Now, for the first time, they didn’t have to carry the weight of everything alone.
Judy shifted slightly, her fingers sliding along Valerie’s wrist. “We’re not just surviving anymore,” she whispered.
Valerie kissed the crown of her head, voice low, steady. “No. We’re living.”
In the hush that followed, wrapped in warmth, surrounded by the faint pulse of their linked minds, they let the moment stretch, unbroken, into something that felt like forever.
The soft hum of the sync faded into something quieter, no longer a signal, just a presence. Judy’s breathing had evened, her body finally still in the way that came not from exhaustion, but peace.
Valerie kept her arms wrapped around her, her thumb brushing gently along Judy’s forearm, syncing not just through chrome but through the rhythm of shared touch.
“You okay?” she asked softly.
Judy nodded, head tucked beneath Valerie’s chin. “Yeah. It’s... full. But not heavy.”
They lay there a while longer, pulses linked in the space between thought and emotion. When the silence did break, it wasn’t with urgency it was with warmth.
“I saw what you gave me,” Judy murmured. “In the relay. Those memories… you didn’t hold back.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet. “You deserved to know all of it. Not just what I said out loud.”
Judy shifted just enough to meet her eyes. “I felt everything. Not like playing back a BD… it was like breathing you.”
Valerie gave her a tired, crooked smile. “Guess I’m in your system now.”
“Always were,” Judy whispered.
A beat passed. Their hands met again, instinctive. Linked.
Then Judy asked, not flinching, just grounded, “What happens now?”
Valerie kissed her fingers. “We walk back into the world. One step at a time. You’ve got new chrome. I’ve got a band full of chaos.”
Judy gave a soft laugh. “Guess we better finish that trap.”
“We will.” Valerie brushed a curl back from her forehead. “But not today.”
Judy leaned in again, resting her head on Valerie’s chest. “No,” she agreed. “Not yet.”
And so they stayed there bodies close, sync steady, the day waiting just outside the chamber. But for now, all that mattered was here, and so they stayed there, bodies close, sync steady, the day waiting just outside the chamber. For now, all that mattered was here.
Just them, alive, in love, and more than skin deep.
They dressed in silence, not from tension, but from something more sacred quiet reverence. Judy moved slower than usual, still healing, but steady. Valerie slipped on her vest, fingertips brushing gently along the collar, and when their eyes met, nothing needed to be said.
They stepped back into the main chamber, expecting to find him waiting.
Ghost Watch was gone.
As always.
Only ever there when the moment demanded it, and never a second longer.
Valerie exhaled, then reached down to take Judy’s hand. Their fingers laced with quiet ease as they walked together through the corridor. The walls pulsed faintly with the same old code, silent and watching, like the Enclave itself was bearing witness.
When they reached the surface, afternoon light greeted them like a gentle breath warm, golden, wrapping around their faces as they stepped out from the cave’s mouth. Klamath Lake stretched wide before them, wind skipping off the water’s surface, the sky too blue to be anything but hopeful.
Judy shaded her eyes with one hand, and Valerie watched her for a moment, just taking in the way the light kissed her skin. Then she pulled out her holo, thumbing quickly through her contacts until Sera’s name glowed on screen.
Valerie pulled out her holo, thumb hovering over the call list just a second before she tapped Sera’s name. It rang once.
“Mom?”
Sera’s voice cracked slightly, breath caught between relief and panic.
Valerie’s voice was gentle. “Hey. We’re okay.”
There was a pause on the other end, sharp with emotion. Then Sera again softer this time. “You sure?”
Judy leaned a little closer. “We’re sure, mi cielo. We’re standing in the sun.”
A shaky breath came through. “Where?”
Valerie flicked the coordinates with a soft swipe. “Sending them now. Can you come pick us up?”
“Already moving,” Sera said. Then, quieter, like she couldn’t help it. “I was scared.”
“We know,” Judy said. “We felt it.”
“Be right there.”
The line cut off.
Valerie slipped the holo away, then wrapped her arm gently around Judy’s waist. They stood there for a long moment, looking out over the lake as wind rippled across its surface like a secret being kept.
Judy rested her head on Valerie’s shoulder. “It’s real. All of it.”
Valerie’s reply was barely a whisper. “So are we.”
Valerie pulled her a little closer, arms circled gently around Judy’s waist. Her cheek rested against the curve of Judy’s shoulder, her breath slow and even.
“Think Sera’s gonna be shocked seeing you bald?”
Judy gave a quiet laugh, her body still a little sore but warm in Valerie’s embrace. “Probably not as much as Panam. You know she’s gonna make some dramatic comment like, ‘You better not have lost your edge with that scalp shine.’”
Valerie chuckled into her skin, lips brushing faintly against her neck. “She’ll probably threaten to paint a phoenix on your head.”
Judy smirked. “I’d let her, just to watch her try to keep a straight face while doing it.”
The breeze off the lake carried a clean, earthy scent of pine and stone and water. It caught a few of Valerie’s loose red strands, brushing them across Judy’s bare skin. She didn’t mind.
“When it grows back,” Valerie murmured, “you gonna dye it again… or back to brown?”
Judy tilted her head slightly, her profile catching the sun’s edge. “Figure it out when it comes time. Might go full pink. Or maybe surprise everyone and keep it natural.”
Valerie smiled. “Either way… you’re still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”
Judy leaned back just enough to glance at her, eyes soft but teasing. “You’re biased.”
“I’m married,” Valerie said, voice low. “I’m allowed to be.”
That earned her another laugh, softer this time, full of love. Judy turned slightly, resting her forehead against Valerie’s.
They didn’t say anything for a while after that. Just listened to the wind, the lake, the stillness. No pressure to fill the space, or rush. Only each other.
Then the sound of a familiar engine echoed down the slope.
Valerie didn’t move, just closed her eyes for one more second. “Guess that’s our girls.”
Judy nodded. “Yeah. Let’s go home.”
The crunch of tires over dirt pulled them gently from their quiet. Valerie opened her eyes just as the familiar black-and-chrome rig crested the incline above the lake. Sunlight reflected off the windshield like a welcome sign.
Sera was out first, boots hitting the earth with practiced ease. Her Alvarez jacket flared slightly behind her as she jogged down the slope. Sandra followed close, calm and steady, her gaze sweeping the horizon before settling on Judy, and softening instantly.
Valerie stood, steadying Judy with an arm around her waist. They didn’t rush. Just waited.
Sera came to a stop in front of them, breath caught in her throat as she looked at her moms really looked.
“You’re okay,” she said softly, her voice cracking just a little.
Valerie gave a faint nod. “We’re okay.”
Judy smirked, her voice raspy but strong. “You were expecting worse?”
Sera blinked. “Kinda, yeah. You got abducted by the techno-ghost of a glowing monk, so…”
Sandra stepped forward and reached for Judy, not pulling her into a hug, just laying a hand gently on her shoulder. “You look good. Different, but… strong.”
Judy tilted her head. “Different’s a word for it.”
Sera grinned through misted eyes. “Bald suits you, Mama. Gotta admit I didn’t see that coming.”
Valerie raised a brow. “She was halfway to a chrome skull look. Would’ve made for an interesting BD.”
“Don’t tempt me,” Judy muttered with a laugh, leaning a little heavier into Valerie’s side.
They all stood together for a moment, letting the wind fill in what words couldn’t. The sun was just beginning to dip westward, casting long shadows across the rocky ground.
Sandra looked between them. “So… are you both alright? Really?”
Valerie glanced at Judy, then back at their daughters. “We’re changed. But we’re still us. That’s what matters.”
Judy added, more quietly, “It wasn’t just tech. It was… a choice. One I don’t regret.”
Sera nodded slowly, emotion flickering in her emerald eyes. “You didn’t have to explain that, Mama. You two’ve never done anything halfway.”
Sandra looked to Valerie. “So what now?”
Valerie exhaled, steady and full. “Now we go home. Tell the rest of the family we’re still here. Then… we figure out what comes next.”
Judy’s hand found Valerie’s. Their fingers laced, unshaken.
Sera wiped her eyes and gestured toward the rig. “Come on. We saved you two the front seats.”
The doors shut with that familiar hydraulic sigh, sealing the four of them inside the rig. The air was cool from the climate control, soft hum of the engine pulsing beneath their feet like a steady heartbeat.
Valerie settled into the passenger seat, her hand never once letting go of Judy’s. Sera took the wheel, glancing at them in the mirror more than the road at first, like she couldn’t stop checking they were real. Sandra slid into the back beside Judy, quietly keeping her eyes on the road ahead, though her fingers brushed lightly against Judy’s shoulder a silent reassurance.
The rig rolled forward.
Outside, pine trees blurred past in patches of green and gold. The lake shimmered behind them, slowly swallowed by the bend in the road, but its calm still echoed in their chests.
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder. “Think the house missed us?”
Valerie smiled faintly, stroking her thumb along the back of Judy’s hand. “It’s never quiet for long when we’re gone. Probably grateful for the peace.”
Sera snorted from the driver’s seat. “You two cause most of the noise. The walls have PTSD.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “So do the floorboards.”
Valerie chuckled, soft and low. “Guess it’s time we haunt it again.”
A comfortable silence fell over them after that. Not empty, just restful. Everyone was coming down from something weightless and heavy all at once.
After a while, Judy whispered, “Still feels weird. Like I’m carrying someone else’s heartbeat. But I know it’s mine.”
Valerie glanced at her, the corner of her mouth lifting. “That’s how I knew it worked.”
Judy tilted her head. “Because I said something poetic?”
“No,” Valerie murmured. “Because you said it like you weren’t afraid anymore.”
The road stretched out ahead, familiar bends leading them closer to home. Closer to warmth. Closer to family.
In the mirror, Sera caught her mother’s gaze again and smiled not wide, not loud. Just steady. Just real.
“Welcome back,” she said.
Judy closed her eyes, letting the words settle in.
Valerie answered for them both. “Feels good to be back.”
The rig pulled into the drive, tires crunching over gravel. The sun hung low, casting golden light across the lake’s still surface, its shimmer dancing across the windows of the lakehouse. Home looked the same, quiet, weathered, warm, but somehow, it felt new again.
Sera was out first, circling around to help Judy down from the passenger side. Judy waved her off with a smile, but Sera hovered anyway close, ready, just in case.
Valerie stepped out last, boots hitting earth like she was grounding herself in it. She stretched her shoulders slightly, breathing deep, eyes skimming the pine-lined air like she was making sure the place hadn’t changed while they were gone.
It hadn’t.
Inside, the house was cool and softly lit. The familiar scent of wood, linen, and a hint of citrus cleaner wrapped around them like a memory.
Sandra closed the door behind them, peeling off her jacket. “You two go relax,” she said gently. “We’ve got dinner covered.”
Judy turned toward her, a quiet gratitude in her eyes. “Thanks, Sandra.”
“Of course.” Sandra touched her arm once, then moved toward the kitchen with Sera at her side.
Valerie stood still for a breath, then crossed to the shelf near the hallway right side, third cubby down. She pulled the old vinyl from its place: Thriving Ivory. The sleeve was worn at the edges from years of gentle use.
“C’mon,” she said softly, voice just for Judy. “Let’s disappear for a little while.”
Judy followed her down the left hallway, their steps slow but certain. The light shifted as they passed dusk folding in, shadows lengthening, the house holding its breath.
Their bedroom welcomed them like an old friend. Valerie moved to the small stand near the bathroom, lifting the record from its sleeve, settling it on the player. A soft static crackled to life as Angels On The Moon started playing, followed by the opening chords haunting, familiar, full of memory.
Neither of them spoke as they undressed, careful, unhurried. Valerie’s fingers traced the edge of Judy’s newly placed slots, reverent but not pitiful. Judy leaned into her touch, letting it soothe rather than remind.
The shower turned on with a low hiss.
Steam gathered.
Valerie guided Judy beneath the stream, water pouring over their skin, over chrome, over fresh lines and healing incisions. She washed her gently, hands slow, steady, reverent. Not a routine, or a ritual.
Judy leaned back against her, eyes closed, letting herself be held.
Letting herself be home.
The water wasn’t too hot, just warm enough to unknot muscles and slow their breathing. Judy stood with her eyes closed beneath the steady stream, water tracing down her scalp, her shoulders, her spine. It felt strange, the way it moved differently now, no hair to catch it, no resistance, but not wrong. Just new.
Valerie’s hands moved gently, lathering shampoo into soft circles across Judy’s scalp. Her touch was slow, reverent. She didn’t rush or flinch at the changes. She just stayed there, fingers in rhythm, her body a quiet constant behind Judy’s.
“You’re still beautiful,” Valerie whispered against her neck, her breath barely audible over the water.
Judy let out a soft sound, not quite a laugh, not quite a sob. “You better think so. I’ve got no hair and two new holes in my neck.”
Valerie kissed the side of her shoulder. “You could come home with sparks flying out your ears and I’d still think you were perfect.”
Judy leaned back into her, letting Valerie take more of her weight. “Think I’m starting to believe you.”
They stayed like that for a while, no hurry, no timeline, just the two of them in the hush of falling water and the soft echo of music drifting in from the record player beyond the bathroom door.
Valerie reached for the body wash, poured a small amount into her palm, then ran it gently across Judy’s back. Every motion was careful, considerate, her touch mapping out each curve, each freckle, each new addition like she was learning her all over again not out of fear of forgetting, but out of devotion.
Judy exhaled, slow and deep. “This... is the first time it doesn’t feel like chrome. Just... me. Different skin.”
Valerie rested her forehead between Judy’s shoulder blades. “It’s all still you. You’ve never been just skin.”
They stood there for what felt like forever, wrapped in water and silence, each pulse of the spray echoing the rhythm of something more something that didn’t need words.
When Valerie finally reached to turn the water off, she pressed one last kiss between Judy’s shoulders. “Let’s get dry before we turn into puddles.”
Judy chuckled, voice raspier now, but warm. “As long as you’re the one mopping me up.”
Valerie smiled as she grabbed the towels. “Always.”
Wrapped in soft towels, they moved through the bedroom in a quiet tandem. No need to speak. No need to fill the space with anything but breath and the occasional brush of skin as they moved past each other.
Valerie tugged on a pair of cotton lounge shorts, slipping a loose, sleeveless black tee over her head. Her hair, damp but already curling near the ends, clung lightly to her freckled shoulders. She didn’t bother with polish or liner, just lip balm and a soft touch to her own cheek, a grounding motion.
Judy leaned against the dresser, already changed into charcoal shorts and a faded pink tee that clung loosely to her still-recovering frame. She ran a hand gently across her bare scalp, her dark eyes meeting Valerie’s in the mirror.
“You keep looking at me like I’m about to float away,” Judy murmured, a hint of that signature smirk curling at the corner of her lips.
Valerie walked over and pressed a kiss to her temple, careful, tender. “Just making sure you’re still here.”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“I know,” Valerie whispered. “Still... feels good to keep checking.”
Fingers laced quietly, they padded down the hall, their footsteps soft against the worn wood floor.
In the kitchen, the smell of roasted vegetables, warm tortillas, and melted cheese greeted them with something earthy and grounding. Sera stood by the stove, flipping the last of the quesadillas onto a plate, while Sandra moved around the table setting out glasses and a small bowl of herbed rice.
Sera turned first, eyes lighting up at the sight of them. “There you are. Thought we were gonna have to send a search party.”
Judy leaned into Valerie just slightly. “We got sidetracked by steam and soft music.”
Sera gave her a mock-scandalized look. “You mean you listened to vinyl without inviting me?”
Valerie smirked. “You wanted us to relax, remember?”
Sera smiled. “I’ve just been worried. Still not over my moms getting whisked away by a space wizard.”
Sandra chuckled, placing the last glass on the table. “Dinner’s ready. Sit, eat, no arguments.”
Valerie raised her hands in mock surrender. “We wouldn’t dream of it.”
They slid into their seats, hands brushing, eyes meeting.
For the first time in days, maybe weeks it felt like they could breathe again.
Dinner had settled into a quiet rhythm forks scraping gently, glasses clinking now and then, the low hum of background music filtering in from the living room. Outside, the lake reflected the dusk like a second sky, but inside the kitchen, time felt slower, safer.
Sandra was the first to break the soft lull, her voice even but affectionate. “Already called the band earlier today and told them everything’s okay. No need for anyone to panic.”
Valerie looked up, lips curling into a tired but grateful smile. “Thanks for that.”
Sandra nodded once, then added, “I let the family know too. My moms send their regards.”
Judy glanced up from her plate, brow raised, amused. “That include Panam’s version of ‘regards,’ or Vicky’s?”
Sandra’s mouth twitched. “A little of both. But Vicky was the one who said to tell you she’s proud of you. Panam just said, and I quote ‘she better still be sharp, or I’m drawing something on her head.’”
That actually pulled a small laugh from Judy, who shook her head. “She’s gonna flip when she sees this.”
Sandra’s eyes twinkled. “Speaking of... Mom wants a picture. Said she’s dying to see what you look like now. Might’ve been a threat hidden in the message. Couldn’t tell.”
Valerie leaned closer to Judy with a soft smile. “We’ll get a good one after dinner. Preferably with better lighting and less rice on your chin.”
Judy dabbed at her face with mock drama. “Betrayed. At my own table.”
Sera grinned but stayed quiet, letting the moment stretch before Valerie’s tone shifted still calm, still warm, but anchored in something deeper.
“There’s something else,” Valerie said, setting her fork down gently. “Something we haven’t talked about yet.”
Sera and Sandra both looked up, attentive without pressure.
Valerie glanced at Judy once, then back at them. “You both know we’re Engrams now part of us exists on the chip. That’s how Ghost Watch brought me back, and now Judy too.”
Sera gave a quiet nod, her expression unreadable but focused.
“But what we didn’t know until now,” Valerie continued, “is that with the upgrades to our protection shards... we’re not going to age. Not unless we unplug them. We’ll still think, still change our minds will grow old. But our bodies?” She paused. “They’ll stay like this. Thirty-three. Thirty-four.”
Silence, for a beat. Not shock, just weight. The kind of quiet that comes from realizing the future just shifted again.
Judy broke it first, voice dry. “So I guess I really did commit to this look.”
Sera’s eyes softened. “That’s a lot to carry.”
“It is,” Valerie admitted. “But we’re not carrying it alone.”
Sandra glanced between them. “And you’re okay with that? With... staying like this?”
Valerie’s eyes met Judy’s across the table. “We didn’t ask for forever. But if it’s the cost of protecting each other we’ll make it count.”
Judy reached out, fingers brushing Valerie’s under the table. “One year at a time.”
Sera exhaled slowly. “Then I guess I better start planning my thirtieth now. You two are gonna make me look ancient.”
Valerie smirked. “We’ll still let you win at cards, if that helps.”
Judy tilted her head. “No promises.”
Laughter stirred the table again, quiet, steady, rooted in love that didn’t need grand declarations to be known.
Judy leaned back in her chair, cradling her glass with both hands as she gave Valerie a sidelong look. “Well, guess we can really yell at clouds now. Till we’re blue in the face. Hell, we might outlive the clouds.”
Valerie raised a brow, lips twitching. “You planning on becoming a storm prophet or something?”
“Only if I get to wear dramatic cloaks and call you my thunder wife.”
Sera snorted into her drink. “Okay, that’s going in the family archive.”
Judy turned to her with a lazy grin. “You’re the one who told me I should document more. Just following orders, kid.”
“You should make a movie out of all this,” Sera said, her tone teasing but earnest beneath. “I mean… Warriors in Love is still one of your best, but this? No one ever gets to experience this kind of love. I live it every day, but I’d still pay to watch it.”
Judy’s smile softened. “Don’t tempt me. I already know the ending. Two stubborn women flipping off the void while slowly dancing in a kitchen.”
Valerie tilted her head. “Pretty good ending, honestly.”
Sandra added quietly, “Not the end. Just a really damn good chapter.”
There was a pause, and then Judy nodded, brushing her thumb across Valerie’s hand under the table. “Yeah. One worth recording.”
Sera looked around the table, her voice a little quieter now. “You know... after everything the war, Night City, losing people, surviving each other we’re still here. And it doesn’t feel like a miracle. It feels earned.”
Valerie looked at her daughter, pride flickering across her features like a second heartbeat. “It is.”
Judy tapped her fork gently against her plate. “If I ever write this one, I’ll call it More Than Skin Deep.”
Sera’s eyes brightened. “Title’s already taken.”
Valerie smirked. “Yeah, but that one’s a duet.”
Laughter bubbled again lighter this time, less like a release and more like a rhythm they’d always known how to fall into.
Judy shook her head, still smiling. “Fine. Subtitle it then. Still Yelling at Clouds.”
Sandra leaned toward Sera. “We’re definitely watching that one in the backyard theater.”
Sera nodded. “With commentary.”
Judy gave a mock groan. “Only if I get final cut.”
Valerie’s voice was soft but unwavering. “You already have it.”
Plates sat empty now, pushed slightly aside crumbs scattered, glasses half-full, the kind of casual mess that only happened when the food had been good and the company better.
Valerie leaned back with a quiet sigh, her hand still resting against Judy’s beneath the table. “Alright,” she said gently, “that was perfect.”
Sandra stood, gathering a few of the plates without a word. “You two relax. We’ve got the cleanup covered.”
Sera was already grabbing glasses, pausing only to glance over her shoulder. “Yeah. Only fair, considering the whole... immortal engram thing.”
Valerie arched her brow. “Gonna hold that over us, huh?”
Sera smirked. “Just a little. Keeps you grounded.”
Judy stretched, letting her head tilt just enough to rest briefly against Valerie’s shoulder. “Gonna be hard to feel guilty about the dishes when I’ve technically died once.”
Sandra’s voice floated in, dry but affectionate. “Valerie died before, and she’s still awesome."
“Fair point,” Judy murmured.
Valerie let her thumb trace gentle circles over the back of Judy’s hand. “Let us know when you want that photo for Panam.”
Sera glanced up from the sink, her expression softening. “She’s probably pacing already.”
“We’ll get one before bed,” Valerie said, standing slowly. “Let her know she still owes you a batch of homemade beer bread.”
Judy followed, linking her pinky with Valerie’s like it was second nature. “Only if she brings that chili too.”
Sera chuckled. “You’re making demands now?”
“No,” Judy smirked. “I’m setting standards.”
They shared one last round of quiet laughter before parting, Sera and Sandra finishing up in the kitchen, while Valerie and Judy made their way toward the hallway, steps slow, shoulders brushing, the night stretching gently around them like a promise still being written.
“Hey,” Sandra called out just as Valerie and Judy reached the edge of the hallway. “Before you vanish for the night…”
Valerie turned, her expression soft.
Sera held up her Holo. “Can we take that picture for Panam?”
Judy let out a surprised laugh. “I can picture her face when she sees it.”
Sandra nodded with a faint grin. “She’s been messaging me since I told her.”
“Alright,” Valerie said, walking back into the living room and wrapping an arm gently around Judy’s waist. “Let’s give her something better than just a selfie.”
They rearranged naturally no poses, no pressure. Just arms draped where they always belonged. Sera stepped up to take the shots, knowing how to capture the in-between moments: the way Judy leaned slightly into Valerie’s side, the glint of warmth in Valerie’s eyes, the echo of quiet resilience in Judy’s still-healing features.
“Okay,” Sera said softly. “One more.”
This one was all four of them Judy and Valerie in the center, flanked by Sera and Sandra. No forced smiles, just the lived-in closeness of people who’d walked through hell and still showed up for each other.
Sera lowered the Holo and looked at them. “She’s gonna cry when she sees this.”
“Good,” Judy said, eyes glinting. “Let her.”
Valerie squeezed her waist. “We’ll send it with love. And maybe a warning that the hair’s coming back with vengeance.”
“Oh it’s coming back alright,” Judy smirked. “You think I’m letting you have the most dramatic head in the family? Not happening.”
The laughter that followed wasn’t loud, but it was deep, the kind that didn’t need volume to carry weight.
As the last photo locked in, the Holo blinked once, a frozen frame of what mattered most.
A family still standing, and still whole.
Still home.
Valerie leaned against the doorway, one arm still draped around Judy's waist as they watched Sera and Sandra finish clearing the table.
“You two sure you don’t need help?” Judy offered, even though her tone made it clear she already knew the answer.
Sandra gave a gentle wave of her hand, stacking the last plate. “We’ve got it. You two rest. You earned it.”
Sera met Valerie’s eyes, soft but steady. “Night, Mom. Night, Mama.”
Valerie stepped forward, brushing a kiss to Sera’s forehead, then pulled Sandra into a hug. “Lock the door when you leave. We’ll see you in the morning.”
Judy squeezed Sera’s shoulder gently. “Don’t let the rice talk back.”
Sera grinned. “Only if the eggs start staging a coup.”
Laughter drifted in soft notes as Valerie and Judy made their way down the left hallway. The lights were low, the house quiet, the kind of quiet that only came when every voice under its roof was accounted for.
Inside their room, the record player had long since gone quiet. Judy sat on the edge of the bed, her eyes soft and searching as Valerie moved across the room to shut it off completely. The silence that followed wasn’t empty, it was reverent. A hush of something deeply understood, sacred in its stillness.
Valerie returned slowly. Judy turned toward her, a faint smile curving her lips as their fingers brushed then wove together. They climbed onto the bed not out of routine, not from exhaustion, but with intention. With a kind of grace that said this mattered.
Their palms pressed together, light as breath. Stillness bloomed between them, weightless but full. More honest than speech. More intimate than skin.
Then Valerie reached up, fingertips grazing the neural port beneath her left ear. A soft click. The subtle tone of activation. Judy mirrored her with quiet precision. No countdown, or instruction. Only trust.
The moment stretched.
The link opened.
Not a jolt. Not a surge. Just warmth a slow tide rising between them.
Valerie didn’t rush. She sent nothing at first. No images, or sensation. Just presence. A grounding pulse. The gentle impression of I’m here. You don’t have to be alone.
Judy’s exhale deepened, her shoulders softening. She let it in. Her own emotions stirred unfolding like petals touched by sunlight. She responded not with thought, but with feeling. An echo of safety. A bloom of affection so tender it trembled.
Then the sync deepened.
A slow unfolding of memory lit within Judy’s mind:
The scent of wet earth after a summer rain, Valerie’s hands steady as she wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. The sound of her laugh echoing across the rooftop the first time they watched the sun rise together. The soft flutter in her chest when she realized long before she could say it that this woman meant forever.
Valerie felt it ripple through her like light on water. Her heart thudded slowly and sure. Then she offered her own.
The image of Judy sitting cross-legged on the floor, chin resting in her palm as she watched Valerie write lyrics by candlelight. The sound of her voice whispering, “I feel safe with you,” breath warm against her neck. The quiet after their wedding, alone in their room, when the world went silent and their foreheads met two halves of something whole at last.
The relay didn’t overwhelm. It expanded. Each flicker of emotion built upon the last, looping into something larger, something that wrapped around them like a second heartbeat. Thought gave way to memory, and memory gave way to soul.
Judy leaned into Valerie, her forehead resting gently against hers. Eyes half-closed, voice low, like she was afraid to break the spell.
“Can you feel me?”
Valerie’s answer came on a breath, barely more than sound.
“Like you’re under my skin.”
Judy opened her eyes, gaze meeting hers in that soft pocket of forever. “You always said that.”
Valerie smiled, slow and steady. “I always meant it.”
Neither moved. Their hands remained clasped, pulses aligned not just by touch, but by choice. Nothing more was needed. Not tonight. Their hearts had already spoken.
They lay back together, slow and unhurried, eyes still locked. The gentle glow of their neural sync cast a faint shimmer across their joined forms, as if the light itself recognized the sanctity of what they shared.
In that space between memory and dream, they stayed connected in every way that mattered. No fear, or separation. Just the quiet rhythm of trust, steady and complete.
Valerie’s thumb brushed gently across Judy’s knuckles. Judy exhaled, a sound that trembled somewhere between peace and surrender. In the hush that followed in the hum of their bond and the warmth of the room they drifted into sleep.
They had achieved their forever, and always.
Chapter 12: Even If
Summary:
In Even If, Judy experiences a post-procedure mental fracture, haunted by fragmented memories and echoes of her past. Valerie, ever her anchor, enters the sync relay to stabilize her not by overwhelming her with memories, but by grounding her in quiet presence and love. Through shared moments and a deep emotional tether, Valerie helps Judy find her footing again.
As Judy recovers, the story unfolds across small, intimate acts of care meals shared, laughter with loved ones, the soft hum of memory returned through music and touch. Judy confronts her fears of memory loss and identity drift, but with Valerie and their chosen family close, she begins to reclaim herself piece by piece.
Panam, Vicky, Sera, and Sandra all play supporting roles, holding space for the couple and reaffirming the enduring power of their bond. As Judy stabilizes, Valerie plays her a song “Even If” that encapsulates their love: enduring, grounding, and chosen again and again.
Chapter Text
The room had quieted long ago. The old record had stopped spinning, leaving behind only the soft whisper of the stylus in its groove before it, too, lifted and returned to rest.
Outside, the lake shimmered in the moonlight, unmoving, untouched. Wind brushed gently against the glass like it was asking permission to enter. Somewhere in the distance, a chime stirred, faint and forgettable.
Inside, their room was still blanketed in low light and the hum of shared sleep. But something tugged at the edges of Valerie’s mind. Not a sound, or a movement. Just a shift. A tension in the air that hadn’t been there before.
She stirred first.
Her lashes fluttered as her body woke without command, trained by years of restless instincts and the silent alarm of knowing when something was wrong.
The bio-monitor on Judy's wrist buzzed once.
Then again.
She sat up slowly, her senses sharpening, but not in panic. Something else. Something subtler.
Her eyes fell on Judy.
She was still lying on her back, her face tilted toward the ceiling. Her body, usually soft in sleep, loose and curled, was tense. Her fingers twitched faintly, and her breath came fast, too fast, shallow and sharp like she was chasing something that couldn’t be caught.
Valerie leaned in closer, and then she heard it.
“Don’t….Maiko, wait….don’t open that…Valerie?”
The sound of her own name made her chest tighten. Not because it was spoken, but because of how it was spoken. Like a question caught in the throat of a memory. Like she’d already disappeared.
Valerie’s hand was already moving, fingers gently brushing along the edge of Judy’s palm.
“Hey,” she whispered, voice low and steady. “It’s me. You’re okay, I’ve got you.”
Judy didn’t respond.
Her eyes didn’t open. But her brow furrowed. Her jaw tensed, and another whisper slipped out, this time more fragmented:
“Back room… the BD… I didn’t mean to…”
Valerie swallowed hard.
She knew this. The fractured lines. The dream-memories playing like corrupted data files. She remembered waking up like that herself after Mikoshi. Hearing Jackie’s laugh in one ear and Johnny’s scream in the other. Days when the world felt half-loaded. When time folded in on itself.
She didn’t hesitate.
Her fingers rose to the relay behind her ear, still warm from earlier. A soft click. The familiar hum of connection began to stir in her spine.
“Come on,” she whispered, reaching down to cradle Judy’s hand. “Let me in.”
Judy’s own relay flickered, almost involuntarily. A fragile pulse sparked to life a sync trying to form, sluggish and lagged. The tech wasn’t perfect yet. Neither was the moment.
Valerie didn’t push.
She leaned in with presence, not power. Sent nothing but calm through the relay.
I’m here. I’m with you. You’re safe. Come back.
The signal flickered once more.
Then connection.
Not clean, and clear.
Flickers came first snapshots, scattered like static in the back of Judy’s mind:
The cold corridor of Clouds. A BD shard slipping from her shaking hands.
Valerie, years younger, leaning against the balcony railing at dawn, backlit in gold.
The feeling of drowning in memory loops, spiraling without ground.
The soft hush of their wedding night, Valerie whispering, “Forever and always,” just before the lights dimmed.
Valerie breathed deep and even, letting every flicker settle.
She didn’t correct. She didn’t steer. She simply held with her body, with her mind, with the bond between them.
Judy gasped suddenly.
She shot upright like a diver breaking the surface, a sharp inhale chasing air she didn’t know she’d lost. Her eyes snapped open, but for a second, they were wide and distant. Like she didn’t know where she was.
Valerie caught her shoulders gently, instantly.
“Hey…hey, it’s okay. Look at me.” Her voice was low but full of weight. “You’re here. With me.”
Judy blinked several times, her gaze flickering around the room uncertain. Lost. Her breath came fast again, fingers trembling where they clutched the blanket.
“Is this… real?”
Valerie’s hand slid to the back of her neck, grounding. “Yeah. You’re home. You’re safe.”
“I…” Judy swallowed. Her voice cracked. “I saw you… after Mikoshi. When you were slipping. I saw your face. The way you looked at me, like you didn’t know where you were. And I…”
She broke off, voice folding in on itself. Her next words barely surfaced.
“I couldn’t reach you. I tried, Val. I tried so fucking hard.”
Valerie’s breath hitched, but she didn’t speak. Not right away. She just pulled Judy into her arms, holding her like something sacred. One arm around her back, the other still wrapped around her hand relay open, steady, true.
“I remember,” Valerie said quietly. “You sat next to me every night. You held me when I couldn’t speak. You whispered when I couldn’t respond.”
Her voice trembled now, but stayed calm.
“I remember thinking if I ever made it out, I’d never let you go through it alone.”
Judy pressed her forehead to Valerie’s shoulder. Her body still trembled, but it was softer now dampened by the calm cycling through the relay. Her construct’s storm was still there, but no longer steering.
“You kept me alive,” Valerie whispered. “Even when you couldn’t reach me, your love got through. That’s why I came back.”
She eased back just enough to cup Judy’s face, her thumb brushing just under her eye.
“Now let me do the same for you.”
Judy nodded, lips parted but voiceless.
Valerie leaned into the relay not flooding it, not forcing. Just anchoring.
She sent only calm, and shared breath. The soft memory of their first night home. The way Judy had looked at her while adjusting her monitor. The sound of Valerie’s voice saying “forever and always” under the warmth of a shared blanket.
Judy inhaled deep, like she could feel those memories settle into place. Her trembling slowed.
“You really think I’ll stabilize?” she asked softly.
Valerie smiled through her own tears. “I don’t think. I know. You’re not overwriting anything. You’re becoming more. Stronger. Clearer. You just need time to find your shape.”
Judy’s eyes shimmered. “And if I come apart before then?”
Valerie brushed her lips against her forehead.
“Then I’ll hold the pieces. All of them. Until you’re ready.”
They lay back together, slow and quiet, their forms a knot of presence and breath. The sync stayed open, not broadcasting, not syncing memory loops just holding. A line between hearts.
As the lake shimmered outside and the quiet of the night cradled them in return, they drifted toward sleep.
Not perfect, or painless, but together.
This time Judy wouldn’t have to endure alone.
Judy's breathing had finally evened out. Her head rested against Valerie’s shoulder, the sync still open between them a steady, unspoken thread of warmth, but her skin was clammy, her mouth dry. She winced quietly and shifted.
Valerie noticed instantly.
“You thirsty?” she murmured.
Judy nodded, too small to speak.
Valerie untangled herself gently, her hand never fully letting go as she moved from the bed. She padded across the room, bare feet soft against the hardwood. The pitcher on the nightstand was already beading with condensation. She poured slowly, letting the sound of water fill the space without breaking it.
She brought the glass back and kneeled beside the bed.
“Here,” she said gently, slipping an arm behind Judy’s shoulders to help her sit upright.
Judy took the glass with both hands shaky, but not uncontrolled. She drank slowly, eyes closed, lips parted as if even the water had to be relearned. Valerie watched her the entire time, not with worry, but with devotion, a kind of quiet awe reserved for someone who had nearly been lost to the dark.
When the glass was set back on the table, Judy sank back into the pillows, breath softer now. Valerie lay beside her, tucking a strand of sweat-damp hair behind her ear what little remained now as her body regrew from the inside out.
“You’re doing better already,” Valerie said, her voice low, almost reverent.
“I don’t feel like it,” Judy replied, her tone edged with self-disgust, but laced with exhaustion. “I feel… jagged. Like parts of me are misfiring.”
Valerie reached for her hand and brought it to her chest.
“Then we’ll rewire it together. Slowly. No pressure. Just presence.”
Judy didn’t answer immediately. Her eyes remained closed. But her fingers curled around Valerie’s.
“You remember,” Judy murmured, voice rasped, “the first night I sat beside you after Mikoshi? You didn’t say a word. Just stared out the window.”
“I remember,” Valerie whispered. “The moon was low. You kept bringing me tea and I wouldn’t touch it.”
Judy’s mouth curled faintly, the smallest hint of a smile.
“I didn’t know what else to do but stay.”
Valerie’s thumb brushed against hers.
“And now it’s my turn.”
They lay there in silence. No urgency. Just the soft rhythm of two people syncing beyond circuitry through breath, through skin, through shared survival.
Judy’s voice returned, quieter this time.
“Promise me something.”
“Anything.”
“If I ever glitch… forget what this is... don’t remind me all at once.”
Valerie’s brows furrowed gently. “What do you mean?”
Judy’s eyes opened, just a little. “Don’t flood me with the whole story. Just… remind me of the little things. Like this. Water. You holding my hand. The way you breathe when you're thinking.”
Valerie smiled softly. She leaned in and kissed Judy’s forehead, slow and steady.
“I can do that,” she said. “One heartbeat at a time.”
Judy’s shoulders finally eased not in triumph, not in resolution, but in quiet surrender.
Valerie stayed awake long after her wife drifted off, watching the soft rise and fall of her chest. The relay still glowed faintly in the dark. A line. A promise. A tether between now and the storms yet to come.
Whatever shape Judy took Valerie would be there to meet her in it.
Morning didn’t come in a blaze, it arrived slowly, like it didn’t want to disturb them.
The light pushed through the curtains in soft shafts, warming the hardwood floors and casting quiet golden halos along the bedspread. Dust drifted in slow spirals. Somewhere beyond the glass, gulls called out from the far side of the lake, their cries softened by distance and water.
Judy didn’t stir.
Her body lay curled slightly on her side, one hand resting where Valerie’s had been hours before. She slept deeper than she had in days, maybe weeks held there by the weight of the procedure, the sync, and the slow work of stabilization still humming in the background of her construct. The toll was subtle, but it had pulled her into a healing silence.
Valerie hadn’t moved much since.
She sat in the old armchair beside the bed, tucked near the window, barefoot and half-covered in a loose linen throw. Her elbows rested on her knees, her posture loose but her focus sharp. In her hands: a datapad, glowing dimly in the late morning light.
She hadn’t been able to sleep.
Not for lack of trying, but every time she closed her eyes, she saw Judy as she had been the night before: wide-eyed and spiraling, breath catching on memories that didn’t know where they belonged. That kind of fear didn’t just fade, it echoed.
Valerie exhaled softly, thumb scrolling up a few lines, rereading the half-finished lyrics on the pad.
The song had no name yet.
Just fragments. Images. Feelings she couldn’t voice aloud.
“Your hands were shaking like the stars before rain
But you held on like you always do
No lights, no anthem, just a whisper of pain
And me writing my way back to you.”
She paused, staring at the screen. Then tapped a few more words.
“If you forget who you are, I’ll sing it back.
If the mirror lies, I’ll be the reflection that stays.”
She stopped again, breath catching in her throat not from sadness, but something more sacred. A kind of reverence.
Because she realized something: Judy must’ve used up every ounce of her strength just to get through last night. The family dinner. The toasts. The laughter. Holding Sera’s hand. Smiling as Sandra joked about the new neural port. She’d looked beautiful and composed, but now, in hindsight, Valerie could see it for what it was:
A final push. A silent don’t let them see me drift yet.
Valerie blinked hard. Lowered the pad to her lap.
Her scalp was still smooth, untouched by time, untouched by dye. But the relay flickered faint signals beneath the surface, early markers of regeneration quietly mapping their return. Her natural brown roots would grow back in time. Color could come later. For now, she was simply healing.
Valerie reached out without thinking, her fingers ghosting across Judy’s temple. Not to touch what wasn’t there, but to honor what would be.
“You don’t have to be strong today,” she whispered. “You just have to rest.”
She leaned back into the chair, holding the pad again, but didn’t write. Not yet.
Instead, she looked out the window. Watched the lake ripple gently, light kissing its surface like it knew secrets too delicate to speak aloud.
Then, in a slow, quiet voice more breath than sound Valerie began to hum.
Not a finished melody. Not yet a song.
Just the rhythm of waiting.
The shape of love, and the sound of staying.
The datapad rested quietly on Valerie’s lap now, screen dimmed, the words unfinished but living.
Judy slept still scalp smooth against the pillow, her breathing soft, steady. The sync had long since gone dormant, but the connection lingered in the space, like a warmth that didn’t need light to stay alive.
Valerie leaned back in the chair. The sunlight had shifted since she first sat down, now stretching long across the floor. The lake glinted through the window, undisturbed.
Then softly, distantly a sound.
The front door eased open. Not slammed, not urgent. Just enough movement to stir the air down the hall. Valerie’s head turned instinctively. She rose silently, careful not to wake Judy, and stepped from the room.
The hallway felt longer in the morning quiet. Her bare feet made no sound on the cool reclaimed wood. At the end, near the front entry, she saw Sera, arm outstretched as she opened the door from across the hallway.
Sandra stood beside her, balancing two boxes still warm. Breakfast. The soft scent of cooked spice, sweet pastry, and something eggy carried toward her like a quiet promise.
Panam and Vicky stood just beyond them on the porch, both still in their jackets, dust from the drive faint on their boots. Their eyes met Valerie’s as she approached, and they didn’t have to ask.
“She’s still sleeping,” Valerie said softly, arms folded loosely across her chest.
Panam nodded. “We figured.”
“Didn’t want to crowd,” Vicky added, voice like low smoke. “Just wanted to be here.”
Sandra stepped aside so Valerie could reach them. She placed one hand gently on Valerie’s shoulder support, no question.
Sera gave a quiet smile, one corner of her mouth twitching with subtle emotion. “We brought enough food for the whole damn Clan.”
Valerie breathed out a tired, grateful laugh. “You always do.”
She stepped aside to let them in. The group moved into the kitchen Panam dropping her bag on the bench, Vicky unbuttoning her jacket in one smooth motion. Sera and Sandra started unpacking the boxes without a word.
The house slowly filled with soft sounds: the rustle of foil, the click of ceramic mugs, the low whir of the kettle. Nothing urgent. Just the present.
Valerie leaned against the counter, mug warming her hands, eyes heavy but clear.
“She had a moment last night,” she said quietly, voice meant only for those in this room. “Bad one. We kept the relay open after. It helped.”
Panam glanced over, brow tightening, but she didn’t flinch. “Sandra told us. Vicky and I saw the family photo from the dinner she looked… strong. But tired.”
“She was holding it together,” Valerie said. “That dinner probably drained every ounce she had.”
Vicky nodded, leaning against the edge of the kitchen table, arms crossed loosely. “It didn’t surprise us. This kind of step, this kind of tech not clean, even now. Even if you walk in clear, you’re going to come out… reshaped.”
Valerie looked down into her mug. “I was afraid she’d forget us. Forget herself.”
“She didn’t,” Sandra said gently.
“Because you were there,” Sera added. “Just like she was for you.”
Panam sipped her coffee, looking toward the hallway Judy slept beyond.
“She’s tough. But it’s not just that,” she said. “You two built something that doesn’t crack just because the brain needs time to catch up.”
She looked at Valerie now, sharp and steady.
“You didn’t lose her. And you won’t.”
Valerie nodded slowly, a breath catching somewhere in her chest. “Still… this morning, when she didn’t wake up right away, it hit me harder than I thought.”
“You’re carrying her now,” Vicky said, voice gentler than before. “She carried you once. Now it’s your turn.”
Silence fell for a moment, but not heavy. Just shared.
Then Panam pulled her datapad from her coat, tapping quickly before sliding it across the table.
“She’s gonna want this when she wakes up.”
Valerie glanced down.
It was the photo from the dinner Judy, Sera, Sandra, all grinning wide or laughing mid-bite. Valerie had her arm wrapped around Judy’s waist, forehead leaned in just enough to catch a kiss in progress. The kind of picture that said this is our life now.
She smiled. “She will.”
As the light poured through the windows and the warmth of the room took hold, they all settled in with coffee in hand, laughter soft, comfort passed between them like bread at the table.
The world outside could wait.
Here, in this moment, they were exactly where they needed to be.
The others had trickled out of the kitchen Sandra and Sera stepping out onto the porch with their mugs, Vicky heading to the back to call the camp and check in.
Only Panam and Valerie remained, seated at opposite ends of the dining table, a half-eaten almond pastry between them. The morning air was soft and still, the lake beyond the glass shimmering like it was holding its breath.
Panam sat back in her chair, boots crossed at the ankles. She watched Valerie for a long moment, her brow thoughtful but unreadable.
Then, simply, she asked:
“So you and Judy. Both of you are… engrams now. Right?”
Valerie’s jaw didn’t tighten, but her breath paused.
“You won’t age… if your shards stay in? You just… keep living. Choose life on your terms?”
Valerie met her eyes for a second. Didn’t speak right away.
Then she exhaled slowly, resting her hands flat on the table.
“After I get her through this.”
Panam nodded once, like she expected that answer. “Yeah. Figured that.”
She looked out the window, her voice quieter when she spoke again.
“We always joked about dying with sand in our boots. Dust on our teeth. But this? This is something else.”
Valerie’s gaze dropped to her coffee mug. The rim was faintly smudged with her lipstick matte pink, always faded by now.
“It’s not like some chrome dream. You don’t float. You feel everything. The decay. The drift. Like your body’s caught up, but your soul needs time to figure out what the hell you’ve become.”
“And Judy’s still in the middle of it.”
Panam leaned forward, elbows braced, her voice firm but steady.
“She’ll get through it. Especially with you watching her like that.”
Valerie gave a tired smile. “She did the same for me once. Back when I came back from Mikoshi. I didn’t know my name some mornings. Didn’t trust my own hands.”
Panam raised an eyebrow. “Does she ever flinch?”
Valerie shook her head. “Never.”
Panam leaned back again, chewing that over.
“So now it’s your turn.”
Valerie nodded.
Silence stretched for a moment between them.
Then Panam said, not quite softly, not quite harshly:
“You know what this means, right? You and Judy… you’ll outlive all of us. Sera. Sandra. Even that damn Wolfcat crew of yours.”
Valerie didn’t blink. “I know.”
Panam studied her. “That scares you?”
Valerie looked up slowly. Her voice was quiet, but steady as stone.
“The only thing that scares me is losing her. Again. Everything else…”
“…we’ll carry it.”
Panam’s eyes softened, her posture easing a little.
“You’ve always carried more than most. Even when you didn’t ask for it.”
Valerie smirked faintly. “You say that like you didn’t do the same.”
Panam’s grin cracked across her face. “Difference is, I bitched about it every step of the way.”
Valerie actually laughed. It wasn’t loud, but it was real. She leaned back in her chair, tension bleeding from her shoulders for the first time all morning.
Panam’s expression grew more serious again, but not heavy just true.
“You’re not losing us anytime soon. Ainara’s still sharp. Vicky’s still running circles around half the camp. Sera and Sandra? They’re just getting started.”
“But when the day comes, Val when you do start outliving people, I need you to remember this.”
Valerie looked over, brow raised.
“You don’t have to carry all that alone. Not just because Judy’s with you. But because we were too. And what you two gave us? That doesn’t disappear just ‘cause you keep going.”
Valerie stared at her for a long moment. Her throat tightened, but she nodded.
“Thank you.”
Panam reached across the table and tapped her knuckles lightly against Valerie’s.
“Always, Sister.”
For a moment, it wasn’t about tomorrow, forever, or outliving the ones they loved.
It was just two sisters in arms.
The screen door whispered shut behind them as Sera and Sandra stepped onto the porch, the morning air cool against their skin. The scent of breakfast still clung to their clothes, warm bread, spice, that hint of citrus Judy always loved.
Sera leaned against the railing, her hands wrapped around her mug, chipped from years of use. Her eyes fixed on the lake, unmoving.
Sandra sat on the porch swing, legs tucked beneath her, her own mug resting in both palms. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to.
The silence between them wasn’t tense. It was knowing.
After a minute, Sera finally exhaled.
“She’s gonna be okay.”
Sandra looked up, her voice soft. “Yeah.”
“But it’s still hard to watch.”
Sandra nodded. “Because it’s her. Because it’s them.”
Sera took a long sip from her mug, eyes never leaving the water.
“I grew up watching them survive everything. Gunfire. Chrome burns. Scars you don’t talk about in daylight. But this…”
She paused, her throat working around the words.
“Watching her mind stutter like that. It doesn’t feel like something you can shoot your way out of.”
Sandra looked down into her drink. “You can’t. But Val found a way through.”
“Yeah.” Sera smiled faintly. “She always does.”
Another silence passed longer this time.
Then Sandra said, barely above a whisper:
“One day, we’re gonna lose them.”
Sera’s breath caught, but she didn’t flinch.
“I know.”
Sandra looked up. “Do you ever wonder what it’ll be like? When they’re still young and strong, and… we’re not?”
Sera’s fingers tightened around her mug.
“Yeah. I do. And it hurts.”
She swallowed. “But I also think… they’ll never stop loving us. Not even when we’re gray. Not even when we’re dust.”
Sandra’s eyes shone. “You sure?”
Sera turned toward her fully now, stepping close. She placed her mug down, cupped Sandra’s cheek in one freckled hand.
“Baby. My moms carved love out of hell. You think time scares them?”
Sandra laughed through her tears, leaning into the touch.
“Guess not.”
Sera kissed her softly, the kind of kiss that didn’t ask for anything they just gave.
When they parted, Sera pulled her close against her side, both of them gazing out over the water again.
“They taught us how to fight. How to love. How to stay.”
“So when the time comes, we’ll do the same.”
Sandra rested her head against Sera’s shoulder. “Together?”
Sera smiled. “Always.”
The porch creaked as the breeze picked up, wind rolling through the pines down by the edge of the lake. Inside, voices murmured. Laughter echoed faintly. The house was full, but for now, this moment belonged to them.
The inheritors.
The daughters of fire and resolve.
Quiet, steady, and waiting for the sun to rise just a little higher.
The voices in the kitchen faded behind her as Valerie stepped into the hallway, the mug still warm in her hands. She moved slow, barefoot and quiet, intending just to peek in on Judy. Not to wake her. Just to be close.
But halfway down the hall, her vision dipped.
The floor swayed.
Her hand shot out to the wall for balance, breath catching. A twitch ran through her left leg quick and involuntary, like static skipping through nerve endings.
Not again.
She gritted her teeth. Not from pain she’d learned to live with that, but from the embarrassment of it. The old flickers. The unsteady misfires. They’d started showing up more in the last few years. Just little things. Nothing serious.
Except now, with no sleep and too much weight on her shoulders, it made her stumble.
Footsteps behind her. Then a voice.
“Val.”
She turned, slower than she meant to.
Vicky stood there, arms crossed gently over her chest, but her eyes sharp with worry.
Valerie gave a half smile, tried to wave it off. “Just... lost my step.”
Vicky stepped closer, already reading past the words.
“You haven’t slept since yesterday.”
“I’m fine.”
Valerie leaned back against the wall, trying to make it casual. Her fingers twitched once at her side. She stilled them with a breath.
“They can’t get worse,” she added, quieter now. “The twitches. My body’s locked in now. I’m done aging. No more progression. Just... maintenance.”
Vicky didn’t soften. Not cruel. Just real.
“That doesn’t mean you're invincible, Valerie.”
She stepped closer, placing a hand over Valerie’s forearm steady and warm.
“You get to choose how you live now. That’s a gift. But what does it mean if you run yourself into the ground in the process?”
Valerie didn’t look up at first.
She just stood there, shoulders pressed to the wall, eyes dimmed with fatigue. Not just from last night. From everything. From years of being strong for others.
Then she whispered:
“You’re right.”
Her voice was hoarse. Real.
“We still have to protect each other.”
Vicky nodded, her grip firm but never forceful.
“Exactly.”
She slid an arm gently around Valerie’s waist.
“C’mon. Let me help you.”
Valerie didn’t argue this time.
She let Vicky guide her down the hall, slow steps, quiet ones. When they reached the bedroom, the door still cracked from earlier, Vicky helped ease her down into the chair by the bed.
Judy hadn’t stirred. She still slept, her body curled, her breathing soft and even. Her head was tilted toward Valerie’s side of the bed like she could feel her there, even in dreams.
Vicky knelt slightly, meeting Valerie’s gaze.
“You’re here now. Right where you need to be.”
Valerie blinked, her throat catching again.
Vicky reached up and brushed a bit of hair behind her ear, the same way Valerie had done for Judy hours before.
“Please rest. She’s going to need you even more when she wakes. And right now? You’re barely holding yourself together.”
“Let someone hold you for once.”
Valerie nodded faintly, words lost, but heart wide open.
She slid down from the chair, curling gently beside Judy on the edge of the bed, careful not to disturb her. The second her body touched the mattress, her limbs felt impossibly heavy.
Vicky pulled the blanket over her with practiced ease. No fuss, and no sound.
“Sleep, Sister,” she whispered. “We’ll hold the house.”
As Valerie’s breathing slowed beside her wife finally letting go Vicky stepped out, leaving the door cracked just enough for the morning light to watch over them.
Outside, the lake held still.
Inside, love held them both.
The porch out back faced the lake, open and wide beneath a softened sky. The morning had stretched on gently, the sun peeking past the treeline now, casting long strips of gold across the worn wood planks.
Sera sat on the top step, legs stretched out in front of her, still cradling her now-cold mug. Sandra was just behind her, arms resting on her knees, quiet but present her gaze flicking between Sera and the still, mirrored water beyond.
The door creaked gently as Panam stepped out, followed by Vicky, who carried two more mugs in one hand. She handed one to Sandra before lowering herself beside Sera with a soft grunt.
“How you holding up, kid?” Panam asked, her voice even.
Sera didn't answer right away. She just exhaled, eyes locked on the lake like she could find clarity in its calm.
“I’m not the one going through it,” she said finally. “They are.”
Vicky lowered herself beside Sandra, folding her legs beneath her, elbow resting against the railing.
“Doesn’t mean it’s not affecting you too.”
Sandra gave Sera a look that said the same, gentle but firm.
Panam leaned forward, forearms braced on her knees.
“We’ve been through a lot together. Me, your mom, and Val. I’ve seen them carry each other through hell and back. And now they’re in something no merc playbook prepares you for.”
She paused, watching Sera carefully.
“But I also know this ain’t just their fight anymore. It’s yours too.”
Sera nodded slowly, her fingers curling around the ceramic.
“I know.”
Vicky tilted her head.
“And how do you feel about it? Don’t tell me what we already know. Tell me what’s in that firepit of a heart you got.”
Sera gave a quiet laugh through her nose.
“I’m scared.”
The words came out softer than she meant.
“Not of them dying. I mean… yeah, that’s always been a fear, but this? Them living forever? Watching the rest of us age? Fade? That does something to you. Makes you ask questions you’re not ready to answer.”
She looked down at her lap, jaw tightening.
“They’re my moms. They’re supposed to grow old with me. Watch Sandra and I start a family someday. Fall asleep in rocking chairs, complain about back pain, yell at squirrels.”
Sandra smiled faintly at that but didn’t interrupt.
“And now they’ll always be… them. Strong. Sharp. Beautiful. Just like they are now.”
She swallowed.
“And one day I’ll wake up with gray hair and aching knees and they’ll still look like legends.”
Panam reached over, placing a hand over Sera’s shoulder.
“That’s not a bad thing, Sera. It’s a blessing. A hard one, yeah, but still a gift.”
Vicky chimed in, her voice low and steady.
“You know what forever means to someone like Judy? Or Val?”
Sera looked over.
“It means watching the world move on. It means losing things, slowly, piece by piece. That’s the cost.”
She leaned forward, her tone soft but unflinching.
“But it also means remembering every moment with you. It means staying so you don’t have to carry the world alone.”
Sandra finally spoke, reaching over to intertwine her fingers with Sera’s.
“They’re staying for us. Not to escape time, but to fill it with the people they love.”
Sera let that settle. Her shoulders eased slightly. The ache didn’t vanish, but it softened.
“I don’t want to lose them.”
Panam nodded. “You won’t. Not now. Not for a long damn time.”
“But when the day comes, Sera… they’ll be ready. And so will you.”
Vicky added quietly:
“Because they raised you for it. All of this. The love. The loss. The fire.”
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side now, resting her head gently against her shoulder.
“We’ll make the most of it. All of it.”
Panam smiled. “Damn right you will.”
Vicky reached over, squeezing her knee gently.
“You got the best parts of both of them in you.”
The four of them sat in silence after that, the sound of the lake and the distant rustle of trees wrapping around them like a quiet lullaby.
Inside, two legends lay sleeping unaware of the strength they’d already passed on.
The first thing Judy noticed was the warmth.
Not the kind that burned, but the kind that held. Soft, and close. A presence rather than a temperature.
Her eyes fluttered open, the light in the room soft and filtered through the curtains, gold and still. She blinked slowly. Once. Twice. Her limbs felt heavy, not weak, but anchored. Like her body had gone somewhere far and was only now returning.
Her head ached in that dull, humming way that came after too many hours of sleep, or a system reboot.
Then she felt it.
Valerie.
Curled beside her, one arm draped loosely over Judy’s waist, her face half-buried in the pillow, breath slow and deep. Her lips were parted slightly, the edge of her tattoo peeking out just below the blanket line. She looked… tired. Even in sleep.
Judy didn’t move right away.
She just looked at her.
Watched the small rise and fall of her chest. The freckle near her jaw. The way her red hair fanned over the pillow like a spill of rust and fire.
Her fingertips ached to reach. So she did lightly, gently brushing one knuckle along Valerie’s brow.
Valerie stirred, just enough to mumble, “Mmm… hey.”
Judy’s voice was hoarse, but soft. “Hey.”
Valerie blinked awake, slowly focusing on her. “You okay?”
Judy gave a faint smile. “Think so.”
She looked around the room like it might answer something for her. Then back at Valerie.
“How long was I out?”
Valerie reached for her hand, lacing their fingers. “Most of the day. You needed it.”
Judy closed her eyes again, just briefly, letting the words settle.
“Did I say anything weird?”
Valerie let out a soft chuckle. “You said ‘Maiko’ like you were pissed off in a dream. But… no. You mostly just trembled. Fought your way back.”
Judy sighed. “Figures.”
Valerie squeezed her hand. “But you did come back.”
They lay there for a beat, neither one moving.
Then Judy said:
“You didn’t leave.”
Valerie blinked. “Of course not.”
“No…I mean…” Judy opened her eyes again, looking up at the ceiling. “You stayed in the relay. I remember… I felt you. Not just your memories. You.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet, threaded with reverence. “That was the point.”
Judy turned to her now, their foreheads nearly touching. Her brown eyes searched Valerie’s emerald ones like they were the only stable ground left.
“It didn’t feel like tech. It felt like… music. Like you were humming to me in the dark.”
Valerie smiled softly. “Maybe it was both.”
Judy was quiet for a moment, then added:
“You’re the only reason I found my way back.”
Valerie’s thumb brushed her knuckles again.
“Then I’ll keep doing it. As many times as it takes.”
Judy let that promise sink in. Then, with a wry smile:
“So… do I look like hell?”
Valerie snorted. “No. You look like you survived the singularity and came out the other side still managing to be hot.”
Judy grinned, the first real one since she’d woken. “Sweet-talker.”
They lay there a little longer, the hum of the lake beyond the windows, the quiet creak of the house alive around them.
For the first time since the procedure, Judy didn’t feel like she was drowning in fragments.
She felt whole, not perfect, not finished, but real.
Judy turned her head slightly on the pillow, her smile lingering just beneath the surface.
Valerie leaned in slowly, brushing her lips to hers in the softest, most reverent kiss not urgent, not claiming. Just there. A touch of lips that said you’re back without needing the words.
When they parted, Valerie pressed her forehead lightly to Judy’s.
“Sera and Sandra are here,” she whispered. “So are Panam and Vicky. If you want company.”
Judy breathed in slowly, letting the warmth of that truth settle in her chest.
“They came all the way out here?”
Valerie nodded, her fingers tracing the curve of Judy’s wrist. “Didn’t hesitate.”
Judy swallowed gently, her voice low. “I don’t know if I’m ready to face them.”
“You don’t have to. Not until you’re ready.”
Judy’s lips twitched upward, but her eyes stayed soft. “Just knowing they’re close… that helps.”
Valerie kissed her again this time just above her brow, then pulled back with a faint smile of her own.
“You also inspired me to write something.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Yeah?”
Valerie nodded. “Wrote most of it watching you sleep like a stubborn rock.”
Judy chuckled softly. “Sounds about right.”
Valerie rested her head beside her on the pillow now, close but not crowding.
“When you're ready… I’d like to play it for you.”
Judy reached over and slid her fingers gently through Valerie’s hair, the touch light, almost reverent.
“Yeah, Val. I want to hear it.”
For a while, they stayed there like that forehead to forehead, hearts synced not by tech or trauma, but by choice. No need to rise. No need to speak more.
Outside, the porch murmured with familiar voices, laughter quiet, footsteps shifting, time passing slow.
Inside, two lives were still catching up with themselves.
But love? Love was already there, waiting.
The quiet stretched for a few more breaths, that sacred hush after shared vulnerability.
A faint scuff.
The gentle creak of the floorboards just beyond the doorway.
Valerie didn’t lift her head, but her eyes drifted toward the sound. She knew it instinctively.
Sera.
She hadn’t knocked. Hadn’t called out. But she was there just past the threshold, heart in hand, unsure if this moment still had space for her.
Judy blinked slowly, then turned her gaze toward the door.
“Sera?” Her voice was soft rasped from sleep but steady. “Is that you?”
There was a beat of silence.
Then a small voice, just barely above a whisper.
“Yeah… it’s me.”
Sera stepped into view slowly, her boots quiet on the old floorboards. Her red hair was slightly tousled from the breeze outside, freckles catching soft light. Her emerald eyes so much like Valerie’s were wide, searching, a little damp around the edges.
She stopped just short of the bed.
“Didn’t want to interrupt.”
Valerie sat up slightly, shifting to make room as she reached out a hand. “You’re not interrupting, Starshine.”
Sera hesitated, then crossed the final distance. She lowered herself onto the edge of the bed, opposite Valerie. Her eyes met Judy’s.
“You scared the hell out of me.”
Judy smiled faintly. “Yeah. Me too.”
Sera exhaled half a laugh, half a breath she’d been holding since the night before. She reached for Judy’s hand and wrapped it gently between hers.
“You look better than I expected.”
“Gee, thanks,” Judy smirked, squeezing her hand. “You always know how to flatter a girl.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, the tension finally softening in her shoulders.
Sera looked between them, then down at their hands, still joined.
“You’re both gonna be okay, right?”
Judy nodded slowly, her voice honest. “Yeah. I think we are.”
Valerie added, “We just need a little time. But we’re not going anywhere.”
Sera sat a moment longer in silence. Then leaned forward and kissed Judy’s temple, her touch delicate and reverent.
“Good. ‘Cause I still need my moms.”
Judy reached up, brushing some of her bangs from her face.
“And we still need you.”
Sera smiled, then sat back her posture relaxed now, grounded.
“Sandra made that spice bread you like. It’s still warm.”
Judy raised a brow. “She’s trying to bribe me back to the land of the living?”
“Nope. That was my idea.”
Valerie gave her a playful nudge. “Smooth, commander.”
Sera stood again, nodding toward the door. “Come out when you’re ready. No rush. We’re just glad you’re still here.”
She slipped back out, but not without one last look back, eyes full of love and a fierce, quiet pride.
Valerie leaned in closer to Judy once the door clicked gently shut.
“Told you. You’ve got a whole army ready to carry you through this.”
Judy, eyes still misty, nodded.
“Yeah,” she whispered. “And I’ve got you.”
Judy let her eyes fall closed for a moment, just feeling the weight of Sera’s hand still lingering in hers, the kiss to her temple still warm.
Then she felt it.
Valerie’s fingers brushing along her cheek, featherlight.
Her eyes fluttered open.
Valerie was looking at her, soft and sure, with that gentle twist to her smile that always carried warmth beneath the strength.
“They’ll understand if you’re not ready,” she said quietly, fingers still trailing just beneath Judy’s cheekbone. “No pressure.”
She paused, a playful edge slipping in.
“Still be a shame to waste that spice bread though. Could get some of that Centzon tequila too.”
Judy’s lips curved. A real smile now, worn but alive.
“You trying to lure me out with carbs and liquor?”
Valerie’s brows lifted. “Is it working?”
Judy chuckled under her breath. “A little.”
Valerie leaned her forehead lightly to hers again, eyes steady, voice low.
“I can bring some to you… or we can walk out there together.”
She reached down and took Judy’s hand again, lacing their fingers with deliberate tenderness.
“Either way, I’m here for you, Jude.”
Judy looked at her for a long moment, her eyes shining not from pain, not this time, but from love. The kind that didn't ask her to rush. The kind that said: you’re still you, even if you’re still finding your shape.
She gave a soft sigh.
“Let’s walk.”
Valerie blinked, then smiled wider. “Yeah?”
“Yeah. Just… maybe slow.”
Valerie lifted their joined hands and pressed a kiss to the back of Judy’s fingers.
“Always.”
She slid out of bed gently, helping Judy sit up, steady and unhurried. The light from the window fell across them both now Valerie’s red hair catching gold, Judy’s bare scalp kissed by warmth.
Outside, there was laughter. Familiar voices. The smell of spice and sun.
Inside, two souls stood up together, and took their first steps into the day.
The hallway stretched before them, sun filtering in through the skylight above, dust hanging in soft halos.
Judy walked slowly, one hand holding Valerie’s, the other resting lightly against the wall now and then to keep her balance. Her body still felt strange, not wrong, just… recalibrating. As if her nerves and muscles were learning how to be again in this new version of herself.
Every step came easier with Valerie beside her.
As they neared the living room, voices filtered through muffled laughter, the sound of plates being shifted, Sandra’s soft murmur, and Panam’s more familiar sarcasm cutting through the air.
No tension. Just the rhythm of a home full of people who knew how to wait.
Valerie looked over at Judy. “You good?”
Judy gave a faint nod. “Let’s do this.”
They stepped around the corner together.
The room quieted almost instantly not from shock or overreaction, but out of respect. The kind you give someone who’s just come back from something hard. Who’s still finding their feet.
Sera was the first to smile.
She stood near the couch with Sandra at her side, nudging her wife gently. “Told you she’d come out.”
Sandra grinned. “You said maybe.”
Sera rolled her eyes. “Yeah. But I meant definitely.”
Panam looked up from where she was perched on the arm of a chair, her voice teasing but warm. “Took you long enough. We were about to eat all the spice bread.”
Judy smirked. “Rude.”
Vicky rose from the hearth, motioning toward the armchair by the window, where a plate and glass sat waiting. “We saved you the best seat.”
Valerie helped guide her there, and Judy sat slowly, letting her breath settle. A second later, a warm plate was passed into her lap. Spice bread, scrambled tofu, a few slices of glazed fruit. Familiar, and comforting.
Sandra handed her a glass. “Centzon. Only one, though.”
Judy raised it lightly in salute. “Not complaining.”
Valerie stayed close, sitting on the edge of the coffee table nearby, one hand still resting on Judy’s knee. She didn’t speak much, just stayed present, her eyes never far.
The room slowly began to move again, conversation picking up, Sandra asking Vicky about road repairs, Sera nudging Panam with some teasing remarks about old boots and age. It was soft. Domestic, and alive.
And Judy?
She didn’t say much at first. She just watched.
The way Sera leaned into Sandra when she laughed. The way Panam kept stealing bites off Vicky’s plate when she thought no one was looking. The way the light caught in Valerie’s hair, making it glow just slightly like it had the night they first kissed under streetlamps that buzzed like broken neon.
This is still mine, she thought.
I’m still here.
She reached for Valerie’s hand again, and this time, it wasn’t out of fear.
It was simply because she could.
Judy had just finished the last bite of her spice bread, cheeks faintly flushed from the Centzon and the warmth of being surrounded. She leaned back into the chair, legs curled beneath her, letting the conversation swirl around her like a soft breeze.
Valerie leaned in slightly, her fingers brushing across Judy’s hand where it rested on the armrest.
“Ready to hear the song?”
Judy’s eyes lit up. She tilted her head, smiling. “Love to hear it, mi amor.”
Valerie kissed her hand once, then turned toward the couch.
“Sera? Think you can boot up the relay projector?”
Sera, already halfway through a playful debate with Sandra over music taste, perked up. “Absolutely.”
She moved to the wall panel and tapped in a sequence of soft whirring followed as the living room’s ceiling-mounted projector hummed to life. A faint shimmer glowed against the wall above the hearth, waiting for signal.
Valerie disappeared down the hall briefly.
The house was still.
When she returned, she carried her acoustic guitar, the one with worn wood and familiar finger grooves. She wore no stage persona, no performer’s grin. Just bare feet, soft eyes, and the quiet gravity of a woman about to lay her heart open.
Valerie sat on the edge of the coffee table, her acoustic guitar resting across her lap like a second heartbeat.
Judy sat curled on the couch, knees pulled in, blanket loosely around her shoulders. Her eyes were steady, but shadowed. That same flicker had returned since the conversation earlier.
“Val…” she asked softly.
“What if I lose it? What if I forget the feeling behind the memory? What if I forget us?”
Valerie didn’t answer with words.
She reached behind her ear as the relay activated.
Judy nodded, her fingers already trembling as she mirrored the motion. The sync bloomed gently between them. Not sharp. Not overwhelming. Just presence.
Valerie rested her hand on the strings, then began.
No warmup, or breathy setup.
Just a voice like a promise being remade in real time.
“Even if my voice fades someday…”
A quiet pulse passed through the relay
Judy holding Valerie after her second surgery, when speaking still hurt.
Her thumb brushing Valerie’s lips. No words needed. Just breath.
“If the songs I sang drift away…”
The BD flashed dimly behind Judy’s eyes
A memory of Valerie on the porch, lips moving silently, forgetting the lyrics halfway through.
Judy had reached out, humming the missing line. Now she smiled faintly, eyes wet.
“If my hands forget the chords we knew…
Will you still be here, just holding me too?”
Valerie let the chord hang.
In the sync, she pushed an image gently to Judy:
Judy’s hands trembling during her first BD cut post-procedure, and Valerie’s steady fingers covering them.
A message passed like static over warmth:
We’ve already done this, love. And we’re still here.
“Even if the memories blur…
If my hands shake when I reach for her…”
Judy flinched.
That was now. That was real.
Her body shook as if the line had pierced something she didn’t know was open.
“I’m scared, Val,” she whispered aloud. “I don’t want to lose you.”
“If I lose my way or start again…
Will you remind me how we began?”
Valerie looked up with tears in her eyes too now.
She didn’t need the screen.
Just the memory she fed through the relay:
Lizzie’s bar. That hallway. A stolen beer. One laugh.
Judy’s sob was soft, but full. She whispered, “I remember. I do.”
“You said it once…
You didn’t need a song…
Just skin and warmth…
Just where we belong.”
A pulse of heat through the sync.
Judy lying in bed post-surgery, Valerie’s hand in hers, her thumb tracing her cheekbone all night long.
“Don’t need the chords, don’t need the rhyme…
Just your voice saying, “we’ve got time.”
Valerie’s voice cracked just barely.
Not from weakness.
From love.
Judy whispered, barely audible:
“Say it again.”
Valerie paused. Met her eyes.
“We’ve got time.”
Judy let out a trembling breath, like she’d been underwater too long and had just surfaced.
“When the world forgets what we became…
You’ll still be here, whispering my name…”
A faint ripple Judy waking up alone once, calling for Valerie.
Valerie came in half-asleep, whispering her name like a prayer.
That memory wrapped around Judy’s heart like a shield now.
“Even if… I start to slip…
You’ll still be mine…
And I’m still yours to miss.”
The last chord fell away like a breath. Not silence just completion.
Judy sat frozen, her eyes brimming.
“You wrote that… because of what I said,” she murmured.
Valerie set the guitar aside.
“I wrote it because I meant it. Every line. Every flicker. Even if it all goes… I’ll carry it for you.”
Judy didn’t speak.
She just opened her arms.
Valerie moved to her without hesitation, crawling onto the couch, letting Judy wrap herself around her like a lifeline.
Their foreheads pressed together.
The relay was still open.
No projections, or lyrics now.
Just her name.
Whispered once more in love’s native language. “Judy.”
Valerie’s hand rested on the back of Judy’s head, her thumb brushing slow, grounding circles. Judy’s face remained tucked against her collarbone, eyes closed, her body warm and trembling with the aftermath of everything she had just felt.
The others didn’t interrupt.
Sera sat quietly on the loveseat, leaning slightly into Sandra’s side. Her arms were folded loosely across her stomach, her expression unreadable but full. Sandra watched Judy for a long moment, then gave Sera’s hand a squeeze. No words passed between them.
Panam leaned forward in her chair, forearms resting on her knees. Her jaw worked like she wanted to speak but wasn’t sure if it would come out steady.
Vicky stood nearby, still close from when she had helped Valerie earlier. She hadn’t sat back down after setting the glass of water on the table beside them. Her hand rested gently on Valerie’s back, fingers light, letting her feel the support without being pulled away from the moment.
Judy finally spoke, her voice low and rough with emotion.
“I didn’t know it could feel like that… not through the relay. Not so much at once.”
Valerie didn’t move, just answered quietly. “I didn’t want to show you the whole world. Just the parts that are ours.”
Sera shifted slightly on the loveseat. “That song…” She trailed off for a second before continuing, more composed. “It felt like you built a memory out of everything I’ve seen you two live through. And everything I missed before I came along.”
Sandra gave her a small smile and rested her head against her shoulder.
“It wasn’t just about remembering,” Vicky said softly, stepping around to pour herself a glass of water. “It was about reminding. And Judy if there’s ever a time you need that again, we’ll be here. Not just Valerie. All of us.”
Judy looked at her, then at each of them one by one. Her expression was tired, but softer now. “I didn’t know I needed to hear it until I did.”
Panam finally spoke from where she sat. “Sometimes we don’t. Not until we’re halfway through and it hits you in the chest.”
A beat passed. She cleared her throat, trying to keep her voice even.
“I’ve seen a lot of people get lost in memory tech. Spiraling. Hollowed out. That wasn’t that.” She looked at Valerie. “That was solid. Real. Grounded.”
Judy shifted just enough to glance up at Valerie. Her hand found hers again, lacing fingers tightly. “You made me feel like I was still… me.”
Valerie gave her a tired smile, brushing her thumb over the back of her knuckles. “That’s all I ever wanted.”
They didn’t need to say anything more for a while. The house stayed quiet, the hum of the lake outside filtering in through the windows. There was no rush to fill the silence.
Just the presence of people who had come through the fire and were still here, still holding each other steady.
Panam shifted in her seat, casting a glance toward the windows. The light outside had dimmed to that last soft stage before dusk when shadows stretched longer, and the lake caught the color of the sky like it didn’t want to give it back.
She leaned back slightly and cleared her throat, not loud but with purpose. The kind of sound that said we love you, but the day’s done.
“Alright,” she murmured, tone even, “we should let you two rest.”
Valerie looked up, one arm still around Judy. Her hand hadn’t left hers.
Judy blinked slowly, then gave a faint nod, her voice soft but steady. “Yeah… it’s been a lot.”
Vicky was already on her feet, gathering their mugs from the table. “We'll swing by again tomorrow. Just check in. No pressure.”
Panam stood as well, stretching her back with a quiet groan before smoothing down her jacket. She looked at Judy, then at Valerie.
“You don’t have to bounce back tonight,” she said. “Or tomorrow. Just be where you are.”
Valerie gave her a tired smile. “Right now, that’s here.”
Sera rose next, gently pulling Sandra with her. She walked over and leaned down, pressing a kiss to Judy’s cheek and whispering, “You were incredible.”
Judy’s eyes shimmered. “Couldn’t have done any of this without you all.”
Sandra squeezed her shoulder. “You don’t have to do any of it alone.”
Valerie looked at the two of them. “Thanks for bringing the food earlier. We’ll finish the rest tomorrow.”
Sera grinned. “As long as you save me some of that spice bread.”
“You’re not sneaking more tequila when we’re not looking,” Panam said as she passed her with a smirk.
Sera raised her hands in mock innocence, “You think I’d waste it?”
Vicky gave Valerie a soft pat on the shoulder as she passed. “Get some real sleep tonight. That goes for both of you.”
Valerie nodded. “We will. Promise.”
Panam stood by the door now, one hand resting on the knob. She looked back, her gaze lingering.
“We’re around,” she said simply. “Always.”
Then the door opened with a soft creak, and the cool evening air slipped in just long enough to remind them how still the house had become.
Then they were gone.
Just Valerie and Judy again.
The quiet was different now earned.
The house was still.
Judy and Valerie hadn’t moved from the couch, curled together beneath the low light of the living room. The others were gone now, their warmth still lingering in the quiet space they left behind.
Valerie’s fingers moved in slow patterns across Judy’s arm, her touch gentle, thoughtful. She traced the rose tattoo inked into her forearm.
That’s when she noticed it.
The faint glint of red gathering in the corner of Judy’s dark brown eyes.
A sharp memory surfaced of her recovery days. Judy curled against her, voice rough as she explained, “That red tint? It’s a warning. I can feel it coming.”
Valerie didn’t hesitate.
She tightened her hold around her, drawing Judy in as the tremble began. The shift was subtle at first small twitches, a hitch in her breath. Then the flickers started. Judy’s head jerked slightly, her lips parting as names and broken fragments spilled from her mouth in whispers:
“Sera… please… are… stay…”
“Shh,” Valerie breathed, already reaching for the relay port behind her ear. The moment it clicked active, she slid into the sync.
The digital space was cold.
Empty in the way only relic voids could be silent, hollow, alive with nothing.
Valerie stood alone inside the fractured gray-white static, her boots clicking faintly on a floor that didn’t exist. Memory echoes fluttered and vanished like smoke without heat. No sign of Judy. Just the weight of absence.
She stood still.
“Jude? Judy? Can you hear me?”
Her voice echoed. Faded. Nothing answered.
She closed her eyes, grounding herself in their bond.
“I’ll find you, babe.”
Silence answered, but Valerie didn’t wait for permission. She reached inward, drawing from the one thing Judy had always trusted more than the tech their memories.
“Even if I have to ask you to marry me again.”
The void shifted.
The world shimmered, and suddenly the emptiness gave way to soft gold and white.
Not their first wedding, but the second. The one Sera had thrown for them when she was twelve. BD echoes of laughter, soft music, a sunny day under cloth canopies. Not Valerie and Judy, but Sera beaming in her matching bridesmaid dress, clutching a handmade bouquet, her eyes shining with pride.
“Even if I have to rebuild your world with my bare hands.”
The scene changed again.
Memory reshaped the space wood beams and solder sparks. The lakehouse being rebuilt after the siege. Valerie handing tools. Judy wiping sweat from her brow. A thirteen-year-old Sera hammering in the last nail on a wooden sign that read:
The Alvarez: Unrelenting. Unyielding. Unbroken.
“Even if we can’t always be there.”
The color cooled.
A med center hallway. Quiet. Sterile. Twenty old Sera lying in a padded bed, bandaged but breathing. Judy beside her, unmoving, her hand on Sera’s arm, eyes locked with the kind of fear only a mother carries. Valerie was just behind, standing guard like a wall of silence.
“Even if the worst happens… she’ll always tell you how much she loved you.”
The scene flickered faster now memories layering:
“Love you, Mama.”
“Thanks for helping me, Mama.”
“You always be my Mama.”
“Always love you.”
Each voice was older. Each tone was more certain.
They weren’t fragments anymore. They were anchors.
From the fragments, Judy began to form.
Like data stitching into shape, her body digitized in pulses of light. First her hands, then her arms, her face forming in clean, stable lines. She stepped forward no longer lost.
She cupped Valerie’s cheek with both hands, her voice soft, full of clarity.
“Even if it’s just me and you… we’ll always have her.”
Valerie nodded, breath shaky. She didn’t need to speak.
The relay flickered once more, and disconnected.
Back in the living room, Judy had stilled.
No more trembling. No more whispers. She lay curled against Valerie’s chest now, her breath even, her eyes closed. Sleep had taken her.
Valerie stayed still for a moment, then pulled the soft blanket from the back of the couch, draping it gently over them both. She kissed Judy’s temple, her lips lingering there.
“I remember when you told me... even if this is our last ride, we’d always ride it together.”
Her voice was barely a whisper, just for them.
She rested her head against Judy’s and closed her eyes, her arms wrapped tight.
The lake outside was dark now, but the house held warmth.
Valerie finally slept too.
The morning air was soft and cool, touched by the early sunlight slanting through the pine. It pressed lightly against the windows, casting pale gold shapes across the floor, up the couch where Valerie stirred. She blinked against the brightness, lashes flickering as she reached instinctively toward the body that should’ve been curled into her.
There was only warmth where Judy had been. Not presence.
Valerie sat up, heart skipping not in panic, but alert. She called out.
“Hey Jude, everything okay?”
Silence.
She stood slowly, stretching out the stiffness in her joints, her eyes scanning the house as she listened. No movement inside. But outside… she heard it.
The back porch swing. Swaying slow. Hinges giving the faintest creak, like breath on old wood.
Valerie stepped through the kitchen and opened the back door, the scent of morning pine and lake mist rising to greet her. She turned her head left.
There she was.
Judy sat alone on the swing, her shaved head catching the pale morning light, eyes fixed out over the water. The gentle motion of the swing mirrored the slow rhythm of her breathing, like she was matching her pulse to the lake itself.
Valerie didn’t call out. She just walked over and sat beside her.
Judy turned slightly, offering a soft smile.
“I can see why you always needed the air.”
Valerie mirrored the smile, tired but full of affection. “At least the Oregon air smells better.”
Judy let out a small laugh, the sound light. But Valerie knew her too well. That laugh carried weight.
She reached over, took Judy’s hand, and squeezed it gently.
“Talk to me, babe.”
Judy leaned into her, her shoulder resting against Valerie’s, the swing continuing its lazy arc beneath them.
“We’ve been together for so many years,” she said, voice low. “And I thought I understood everything about you. About what you went through. But now… after last night... I finally felt what you felt back then. That stillness. That void.”
Her voice faltered. “I didn’t think it would get to me the way it did. But it was… empty. Cold. Like I didn’t even belong to myself anymore. How did you live like this, Val?”
Valerie turned toward her, one hand rising instinctively to caress the top of Judy’s head. Even without hair there, even with the rawness of regrowth beneath her fingertips, it felt like Judy. Always Judy.
“That’s life, Jude,” Valerie said softly. “Not the living.”
Judy looked up at her.
Valerie’s thumb swept gently just under her eye.
“Living was waking up to your voice. Living was feeling your hand on my back at night. You… treating me like I was still me, even when I couldn’t feel it myself. You never saw code. Never saw a copy. You saw me. And that’s what kept me from breaking.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She let her hand slide across Valerie’s chest instead, fingers moving over her tattoos, pausing then tracing a line down her left forearm, the rose with their names the script written Forever & Always.
She traced the ink slowly, her voice quiet.
“I kept thinking last night... what if I had lost myself in that space? What if I hadn’t come back? Would I still be me?”
Valerie leaned her head gently against Judy’s.
“You never left, Jude. You just needed a path back. And I’ll always find you. However long it takes. However many memories I need to walk through.”
Judy closed her eyes. “I felt Sera in there. Her voice. Her love. Like it was stitched into my mind.”
“Because it is,” Valerie said. “We built a life. Layer by layer. It’s not just code anymore. It’s memories. It’s soul.”
Judy’s hand paused again tracing back to Valerie’s chest. “Is that what you meant, when you told me we had time?”
Valerie turned, pressing her lips gently to Judy’s temple.
“I meant we don’t have to race against the world anymore. Not our bodies. Not the clock. Just us. You and me, and everyone we love for however long they’re with us.”
The swing rocked slowly, the creak soft and steady beneath them. The lake shimmered in the morning light, the world still gentle in its waking.
Judy tilted her head and kissed Valerie’s shoulder. “I’m still scared.”
Valerie didn’t flinch. “So was I. Still am, sometimes. But not of losing myself. Not anymore.”
She looked out over the water, then back to Judy.
“What scares me now is not showing you what living looks like every day. Because now… now you know what surviving feels like. But babe, you’re not just surviving anymore. You’re here. You came back.”
Judy leaned in, forehead pressing to Valerie’s.
“I did.”
They stayed there on the swing, not rushing, not filling the space with anything more than what needed to be said.
The wind moved through the trees like a breath let go.
Valerie whispered. “I love you”
Judy didn’t answer, just leaned in closer. Her breath settled against Valerie’s neck, warm and steady now. That alone felt like a small miracle.
Valerie held her for a while longer before brushing a kiss to her temple and pulling back just enough to speak.
“Alright, babe,” she murmured, “you’ve had the existential dread, now how about some juice?”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Juice?”
Valerie stood, stretching with a soft wince in her side. “Yes, juice. The cure for all neural trauma. Maybe some leftover spice bread too, if Sera didn’t sneak the last piece.”
Judy smirked, sitting back against the swing. “You’re trying to bribe me with carbs and citrus.”
Valerie grinned over her shoulder as she stepped toward the door. “Is it working?”
“...Yeah.”
Inside, the kitchen still smelled faintly of last night’s dinner and the lavender oil Vicky had dabbed in the air vents. Valerie moved on muscle memory alone a cup from the top shelf, the glass pitcher Sera had stocked with orange-strawberry blend in the fridge. She poured slowly, careful not to spill. Judy always teased her for not paying attention when she was tired.
She spotted the last two thick slices of the spice bread wrapped in foil beside the toaster and smiled. One had a small bite missing from the corner.
“Definitely Sera,” she muttered. “Couldn’t even wait.”
She warmed both slices, plated them, and carried everything back out carefully. Judy was still on the swing, her arms wrapped lightly around herself now, the breeze teasing at the edge of the blanket draped over her legs.
Valerie nudged her shoulder as she handed over the plate.
“Breakfast of champions. Or very emotionally exhausted legends.”
Judy took it with both hands, eyes flicking down to the warm bread. “You know, you keep feeding me like this, I’m never leaving this swing.”
Valerie slid back in beside her, handing her the juice. “I’d chain it to the deck if I thought you’d stay put.”
Judy took a sip, then another, making a soft hum of satisfaction. “God… that’s good.”
Valerie bumped her shoulder. “Told you. You may be technically post-biological, but that doesn’t mean your blood sugar gets a pass.”
Judy tore off a piece of bread, letting it linger in her fingers before eating it. “Still tastes like home.”
Valerie reached over and tucked a fold of the blanket back around her.
“It is.”
They sat there in the quiet for a while, sharing pieces of bread between sips of juice. Judy’s hand found Valerie’s under the blanket. The swing creaked gently, rocking just enough to match the rhythm of their breathing.
Eventually, Judy leaned her head back on Valerie’s shoulder and whispered, “Thank you.”
Valerie turned slightly, her voice low.
“For what?”
Judy's eyes flickered. “For not letting me drift.”
Valerie brought their joined hands to her lips, kissed her knuckles. “I never will.”
The last of the spice bread was gone, and the juice nearly finished. Judy’s legs were curled up on the swing now, her shoulder still resting against Valerie’s chest. The air was warming slightly, but the pine-sweet breeze kept it crisp. It felt like the world was giving them a slower hour on purpose.
Valerie brushed a hand along Judy’s back, her thumb following the curve of her spine before letting her fingers rest gently over her ribs.
“I bet Ainara’s been worried sick about you.”
Judy tilted her head up slightly. “You think so?”
Valerie gave her a look. “She’s called twice. I told her you were sleeping, but you know that woman’s probably pacing her porch.”
Judy stretched slowly, groaning at the tightness in her back. “Talking to Grams always helps.”
Valerie reached for her holophone that had fallen tucked inside the swing cushion, tapping the holo call open and resting it between them.
Within seconds, Ainara’s face appeared, warm brown eyes immediately scanning the frame.
“Mi cielo,” she breathed. “Dios mío, you gave me a scare.”
Judy smiled, a little sheepish but genuinely touched. “I’m okay, Grams. Just… needed some time.”
“Mmm,” Ainara muttered, clearly not convinced. “You look pale. Are you eating?”
Valerie leaned into the frame. “She had juice. And the last of Sera’s spice bread.”
“Ah. That’ll do,” Ainara nodded, softening. “As long as she’s not skipping meals and thinking I won’t find out.”
Judy chuckled. “You always do.”
Ainara’s voice gentled. “I’m glad you’re still here, mija. The world would’ve been quieter without you.”
The call lasted a few more minutes. Ainara gave her blessing, offered to bring soup later. Valerie swore they had food already, and made Judy promise to rest again after they hung up.
When the call closed, the porch felt lighter. Judy sighed, her eyes still a little damp from the warmth of it.
“Vanessa and Jennifer haven’t heard from me either.”
Valerie blinked, then tilted her head. “I think you mean Vanessa and Jessica, babe.”
Judy let out a laugh, covering her face. “Oh my god. Right. Jessica. Not Jennifer.”
Valerie grinned. “You just invented her a new girlfriend.”
“Could you imagine? Jessica would throw a fit.”
Valerie nudged her playfully. “They’ll love hearing from you. Even if you call them the wrong names.”
Judy sighed again, but this time with a hint of a smile. “I missed this… laughing at myself. Feeling normal.”
Valerie squeezed her hand. “Then let’s keep doing it. One call at a time.”
Valerie tilted the holophone back as they settled deeper into the porch swing, the breeze still carrying the scent of pine and morning dew. Judy hesitated for a second, thumb hovering over the contact list.
“You sure I’m not interrupting anything?”
Valerie leaned in with a small smile. “You agreed to come back with a glowing brain chip, babe. You get to interrupt whatever you want.”
Judy smirked and shook her head, tapping the screen.
The call rang twice before Jessica appeared, her white fennec-augmented ears flicking slightly as the background lights of Wildest Dreams pulsed behind her.
“Oh thank fuck,” Jessica breathed immediately, her voice thick with emotion. “You look like shit, but you’re alive.”
“Charming as always Jennifer,” Judy said with a smirk.
Just off-screen, Vanessa’s voice chimed in: “Move, Jess, I want to see her.”
Jessica rolled her eyes and shifted just enough for Vanessa to step into frame. Her dark hair was tied back, tucked behind her wolf-like ears. Her yellow eyes softened the moment she saw Judy.
“There you are,” she said quietly. “We’ve been worried.”
“I’m okay. I mean… mostly. Still glitchy, but I’m getting there.”
Valerie popped into the corner of the frame, leaning over Judy’s shoulder. “She’s being modest. Held her sync through a memory storm last night and still managed to steal the last slice of spice bread.”
Jessica snorted. “That’s our girl.”
Vanessa folded her arms, gaze narrowing slightly with affection. “Do you need anything? Want us to swing by?”
Judy shook her head. “Not yet. Just wanted to hear your voices. Let you know I’m still me.”
“You don’t have to prove that,” Vanessa said.
“Yeah,” Jessica added. “You could’ve called me Jennifer and I’d still have cried.”
Judy blinked. Valerie covered her face, laughing.
“Oh my god, Jess…”
“What?” Jessica blinked innocently. “Didn’t she?”
Judy groaned. “Apparently I did.”
“Don’t worry,” Vanessa said dryly. “If you ever call me Jessica, I’ll just assume you’re rebooting.”
Judy smiled, wide and real now. “I love you two. Seriously.”
Jessica tilted her head, her eyes bright. “Back at you, Judy.”
Vanessa nodded. “Call again soon. Or better when you’re up to it, come see us. We’ll make something feel normal again.”
Judy met Valerie’s gaze. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
They ended the call a moment later, the screen fading to black, but not the warmth it left behind.
Valerie brushed her hand over Judy’s.
“So… Jennifer, huh?”
Judy groaned again and buried her face against Valerie’s side.
“I’m never living that down, am I?”
Valerie laughed. “Not a chance.”
The porch swing had long gone still, the warmth of the late morning giving way to a gentle, amber-washed afternoon. A quiet lull held the house around them peaceful, steady.
Judy was still laughing softly, tucked into Valerie’s side as they sat close.
“I missed this, Evelyn.”
Valerie stilled for a beat.
She turned slowly, one eyebrow rising as she placed the back of her hand against Judy’s forehead.
“You feeling alright?”
Judy blinked, then covered her face with a groan. “Shit. I said that out loud, didn’t I?”
“Loud enough.”
Judy pulled her hands down and gave her an apologetic smile, sheepish but sincere.
“Sorry, mi amor. My mind’s still a little scrambled. It keeps pulling old threads… fragments. Evelyn, Maiko, the old crew... it’s like they’re all floating near the surface.”
Valerie just gave her a soft nod, her smile unwavering. “You’re rebuilding. Happens to the best of us.”
She stood then, offering her hand. “Come on. Let’s go for a walk around the lake. Might help clear your mind.”
Judy reached up and took it, her grip steady despite the faint twitch in her fingers. Valerie helped her up gently, wrapping an arm around her waist as they stepped off the porch together.
The afternoon light glinted off the lake, casting flickers of gold and green across the surface. Pine needles crunched softly beneath their boots as they followed the narrow trail that wound along the shore.
They didn’t speak at first.
The silence wasn’t heavy, it was lived-in. Every few steps, Judy’s gaze would drift to the water, or the sky, or the way the breeze bent the trees in slow, sweeping arcs. The world felt quieter out here. Easier to breathe.
Valerie broke the silence first, her voice casual, teasing. “So, how many more ex-names should I be ready for?”
Judy let out a groan. “God, don’t jinx it.”
Valerie laughed. “Just checking if I need to start calling you Gloria or something.”
Judy laughed. “You do that, and I’m blaming the chip.”
They walked a little further, hands brushing occasionally, sometimes linked.
Judy eventually spoke again, this time quieter. “It’s strange… I know who I am. But it’s like parts of me are out of order. Like my memories got shuffled in the wrong stack.”
Valerie nodded, her fingers gently squeezing Judy’s. “I remember that feeling. Like everything’s yours, but nothing’s filed.”
“Exactly,” Judy murmured. “And some of it… I don’t want back.”
Valerie didn’t rush to answer. She watched the path in front of them for a few steps, then said gently, “Then we leave those where they are. You’re not obligated to carry every piece.”
Judy looked at her, the quiet catching in her throat for a moment. “What if I forget something important?”
Valerie stopped walking and turned fully to face her. She lifted her hand and placed it against Judy’s heart.
“Then I’ll remember it for you.”
Judy’s lips parted, her breath catching.
Then, slowly, she leaned forward and rested her forehead against Valerie’s.
“You always know what to say.”
Valerie breathed in her words. “Only because I’ve been where you are.”
They stood like that for a moment, the trees murmuring gently around them, the lake lapping soft against the shore.
Finally, Judy stepped back, her expression clearer than it had been all morning.
“Thanks for walking with me.”
Valerie gave her hand a tug and smiled. “Always.”
They continued on, side by side.
Not in a rush, just together.
The walk took them the long way around the lake, the sky slowly deepening into the burnished gold of early evening. The shadows stretched long across the water, and the trees whispered their slow goodbyes to the day.
By the time they reached the lakehouse again, the sun was hanging just above the treetops, the deck washed in warm amber light.
Judy stepped up first, her hand still lightly wrapped in Valerie’s. But just before they crossed through the doorway, Valerie slowed… and stopped.
Judy turned to her with a question in her eyes.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She looked out over the lake instead, the water catching every shade of fire from the sky, and then back to Judy softly, searching.
“Hey, Jude…” she said, her voice quiet. “Let me know if you remember this. And if you don’t, that’s okay. Doesn’t change anything.”
Judy blinked. Then nodded once, silent.
Valerie’s eyes held hers as she began.
“Judy…
You told me I was your reason to stay.
In return, you became my reason to live.
I promise you that I will never stop fighting for you.
For us.
Not even when it’s hard.
Especially when it’s hard.”
Her voice didn’t waver, but there was a hush in it, like something sacred had been placed in the air between them. A weight and a warmth.
Judy stared at her for a long moment, unmoving.
Then she blinked, and took a shaky step closer.
“Valerie…”
Her voice cracked.
“I wanted so badly to leave this city.
To disappear.
Until I met you.
I’m glad I stayed.
You’ve made me the happiest woman alive.
I promise you this:
I’m here for you always.
Wherever you go, I’ll be one step behind you, or beside you if you’ll have me.”
Her hand found Valerie’s again, fingers lacing without hesitation now.
Valerie didn’t speak. She just leaned forward, forehead resting against Judy’s, the closeness pulling everything else into silence.
Judy’s voice dropped to a whisper.
“I remember.”
Valerie’s breath caught.
Judy smiled through the tears that had gathered quietly in her eyes. “Not just the words. The way it felt. My dress didn’t fit right. Your boots had a busted seam. I was so nervous I almost dropped the ring.”
Valerie let out a laugh against her. “I stepped in wet sand and my heel sunk like a stone.”
Judy laughed too, her fingers brushing Valerie’s cheek. “But you still looked like something out of a dream.”
They stood on the deck as the sun dipped lower, arms wrapped around each other, their vows still hanging in the air not as ghosts of the past, but as living memory reclaimed.
Valerie whispered, “You’re still my reason.”
Judy answered, steady now, “Then I guess I’m not leaving anytime soon.”
Inside, the lakehouse had taken on its evening hush windows cracked to the breeze, wood floors lit gold and soft. The smell of cedar clung faint in the corners, familiar as breath.
Valerie stepped through the threshold, watching as Judy wandered in behind her. She moved slowly, but with more ease than this morning like her body had remembered how to trust its shape.
Valerie smiled. “I'll cook us some ramen if you want to rest.”
Judy smiled. “Sounds good, mi amor.”
Valerie turned toward the kitchen, already moving on autopilot: pulling broth from the fridge, slicing thick cuts of leftover pork, gathering noodles, scallions, and eggs. She didn’t say anything yet. Just listened.
Behind her, she heard the soft click of the record player opening.
She turned just enough to see Judy standing beside the shelf at the corner of the hallway, fingers brushing lightly over the edges of old BD cases and vinyl sleeves.
Her hand settled on one.
Valerie’s album.
Love Through Loss.
Judy pulled the sleeve free like it was something delicate, and slid the vinyl from inside. She placed it onto the turntable with slow care, adjusted the needle, and turned the dial to track five.
The opening chords filled the space, warm and haunted and full of breath.
‘I was ashes
Scattered in a world gone cold…’
Valerie stilled at the sink, a knife resting idle in her hand. She didn’t speak. Just watched Judy from across the kitchen, her silhouette still, head slightly bowed as the music wrapped around her.
Judy didn’t look over. She just stood there for a moment, listening. Remembering.
“Didn’t ask for saving
Didn’t know I could feel
But your touch turned the silence
Into something real…”
Then slowly, she walked to the couch and sank into the cushions, her body folding in like she knew the shape of this place by heart. She didn’t cry. Didn’t speak. Just closed her eyes and let the song carry her.
Valerie turned back to the counter.
She let the rhythm of dinner take her in the chop of scallions, the sizzle of pork on the skillet, the soft crack of eggs into gently boiling water. It wasn’t about distraction. It was about presence. A small act of care. A piece of normalcy they’d both fought like hell to keep.
The broth was deep and rich, the way Judy liked it. She plated the bowls just as the final verse played through the speakers.
“But here we are
No more lines to cross
Only light in your eyes…
We found love
Through loss.”
Valerie carried both bowls to the coffee table and sat beside her, knees brushing.
Judy opened her eyes.
They didn’t speak right away. They didn’t have to.
Valerie handed her the bowl with a soft look. “Eat while it’s hot.”
Judy took it with both hands, the steam rising between them.
“You still remember how to make it just right,” she whispered.
Valerie smiled faintly. “I’ll always remember, because of you.”
Judy gave a quiet laugh. “Guess we both kept what mattered.”
The record crackled into silence as the track ended. A Lover’s Embrace began to play, the weight of it lingered, soft and steady between them.
They ate together on the couch, legs tangled, music still echoing a love not written for performance, but survival.
They finished their ramen slowly, neither in a rush, the silence between them easy.
The record had stopped. The lights were dim now, just the warm halo over the stove and the faint amber glow of the moon brushing across the lake through the windows.
Valerie leaned back into the couch, one leg curled beneath her, the empty bowls set aside on the coffee table. Judy remained close, her head resting lightly against Valerie’s shoulder, her fingers tracing lazy patterns on the inside of her wrist.
It was quiet for a long while. Then Judy spoke soft, almost like it wasn’t meant to break the silence, only join it.
“I used to think love was a kind of rescue.”
Valerie didn’t say anything. Just waited.
“That it only worked if someone pulled you out of the fire. But you… you never pulled me out. You walked into it with me.”
Valerie turned just slightly, her voice low. “I couldn’t stand on the outside.”
Judy’s hand stilled on her wrist. “And now it’s different. You don’t look at me like I’m fragile.”
Valerie’s eyes flicked toward her. “You’re not.”
“But I’m not whole either,” Judy said, voice even. “Not yet. Maybe not ever.”
Valerie reached out, brushing the side of her thumb along Judy’s temple, just above the flickering pulse of the neural port.
“Wholeness isn’t about what’s missing,” she whispered. “It’s about what you build anyway.”
Judy closed her eyes.
“Do you think this changes me?” she asked quietly. “Not the fragments or the glitchy memory. I mean… who I am.”
Valerie breathed in slowly.
“I think it made you more. More honest. More here. You feel everything, Jude. You always have. Now it’s just… raw. Unfiltered.”
Judy took a breath. “Scary.”
“Yeah,” Valerie nodded. “But brave as hell.”
Judy turned her head, pressing a kiss just above Valerie’s shoulder.
“I’m scared of forgetting the little things. Like the way your laugh hiccups when you’re too tired. Or the way your fingers twitch when you’re writing lyrics in your head.”
Valerie kissed her brow, voice steady.
“Then I’ll tell you again. As many times as you need.”
Judy smiled faintly.
“And if I forget how we started?”
Valerie’s voice dropped lower, more certain.
“Then I’ll take you back to the beginning. The hallway at Lizzie’s. Two beers. Two breakups. And a smartass with pink and green hair who thought she was hiding how kind her heart really was.”
Judy exhaled a laugh. “I remember that. You said I was the only BD tech who didn’t flinch when you asked for lesbian content.”
Valerie smirked. “You said I had good taste. I said you had terrible coping skills.”
Judy smiled. “And you still stayed.”
Valerie winked. “Of course I did.”
They sat there a long time after that. Wrapped in a kind of silence that meant everything had been said. Valerie’s hand rested against Judy’s ribs. Judy’s head settled fully against her chest. Their breaths moved together.
Slowly, the world began to fade into night not as something lost, but something held.
The lakehouse had gone completely still.
Moonlight traced faint outlines across the hardwood floor, slipping through the half-open curtains like it belonged there. The quiet hum of the world outside faded to nothing just the occasional hush of wind brushing against the windows and the creak of settling wood.
In their bedroom, the sheets were soft and cool against bare skin. Valerie lay on her side, one hand draped over Judy’s waist, her fingers rising and falling with each steady breath.
Judy was tucked close, the back of her body molded into Valerie’s chest, her head resting against her arm. Her skin still held the faint scent of lake air and spice, her presence warm and alive in every inch.
Valerie stayed silent for a long moment, just… breathing with her.
Then softly, she whispered into the curve of Judy’s neck. “Thank you.”
Judy stirred faintly, not in confusion, just recognition. “For what?”
Valerie pressed a gentle kiss behind her ear.
“For choosing this. For choosing us. For not walking away when you could’ve just… rested. After everything, you still said yes to forever with me.”
Judy turned slowly in her arms, her eyes finding Valerie’s in the dark.
“Of course I did,” she said, voice barely above a breath. “You’re not the kind of person you leave behind.”
Valerie blinked slowly, her voice softer now.
“It wasn’t owed to me. You could’ve lived your full life, with all your years. You could’ve moved on.”
“I never wanted to,” Judy said simply. “Not from you. Not from this.”
Valerie searched her eyes. “Are you sure it wasn’t fear? Of death? Of losing time?”
Judy’s expression didn’t falter.
“I wasn’t afraid of death. I was afraid of not having enough life with you.”
Valerie’s breath caught, chest rising sharply before she rested her forehead against Judy’s.
“You’ll still have days where it’s heavy. Where something feels off. You know that, right?”
“Yeah,” Judy nodded. “But I’ll also have all the days after that. With you.”
They lay still, their hands intertwined in the space between them.
Valerie whispered, “I used to wonder if I’d ever feel whole again. After Mikoshi. After Night City. There was always this ache… like I was living in the shell of someone who survived too long.”
Judy’s thumb traced soft circles along Valerie’s wrist. “But you kept going.”
“Because I had you,” Valerie said. “And now… I don’t just have you. You chose this with me. With all your heart.”
Judy smiled faintly, a little sleep beginning to slip into her voice.
“I didn’t do it to escape anything. I did it because forever with you didn’t feel long enough.”
That broke something gentle inside Valerie.
She leaned in and kissed her slowly, no heat, no urgency. Just depth, and knowing.
When she pulled back, she rested her hand along Judy’s cheek, her thumb brushing the edge of her jaw.
“Then we make it ours forever. On our terms. In this house, with our family, and our quiet nights like this.”
Judy nodded. “Forever and always.”
Valerie exhaled slowly, their hands still clasped between them.
In that silence not haunted, not desperate, just real they drifted into sleep. Two women who hadn’t outrun time, but made it their own.
The moon had long slipped below the hills.
The bedroom was bathed in faint blue-gray light, the soft hush of night stretching thin and deep. The lake outside was still. Valerie slept soundly, her hand resting against the small of Judy’s back, fingers curled in unconscious protection.
Judy stirred first.
It wasn’t abrupt. No sharp breath, no startle. Just a shift, a furrow in her brow, a twitch in her hand, a flicker behind closed eyelids.
Something shifted in her mind.
Not pain, or fear.
Just a quiet dissonance like a song slightly out of tune, searching for its rhythm.
The relay flickered to life, not from activation, but as if it knew it was needed. The sync didn’t jolt open; it unfolded, soft and automatic, a tether between them drawn by instinct.
Valerie’s own relay synced in her sleep.
The moment it clicked, her mind began to slip sideways, pulled gently into Judy’s echo space. She didn’t wake fully, but she was there.
It didn’t look like the other times.
There was no white void. No static haze. It was Judy’s world now. A dreamlike composite of the places that held her: the back rooms of Lizzie’s, the rooftop at dawn, the deep-blue hue of Laguna Bend under starlight. All stitched together in a surreal mosaic, shifting with each breath.
In the middle of it, Judy stood fragmented only slightly, like a film reel skipping every few frames.
She was barefoot, her silhouette soft in the digital twilight. Her hands were clenched like she was holding onto something invisible.
Valerie stepped forward slowly, her presence forming with more clarity than ever before.
“Jude,” she called softly, no fear in her voice.
Judy turned toward her.
“I’m almost there,” she whispered. “I can feel it.”
Valerie nodded, stepping closer. “What’s holding you back?”
Judy looked down at her hands, then back at Valerie.
“I keep seeing the goodbye. Not from you. From everything else. It’s like my brain keeps asking if I’m really allowed to move forward.”
Valerie reached out and took her hands, feeling the pulse of that digital weight flickering between their fingers.
“Then don’t say goodbye,” Valerie said gently. “Say yes.”
Judy blinked, something trembling just behind her eyes.
“Yes to what?”
“To yourself. To me. To the next breath. You don’t have to let go of who you were, you're just finishing the sentence.”
Judy let out a shaky breath.
The space began to shift again.
Now they stood in the lakehouse living room. The projection of their second wedding flickered on the wall. A child’s drawing of their family hung just slightly crooked above it.
Judy looked around slowly, and a calm began to settle over her features.
“This is mine,” she whispered.
“It always was.”
Her form solidified in Valerie’s hands. No more flickers, skipped frames, and no static haze pulling her under.
It was Judy.
Just like she always remembered her.
She leaned forward and pressed her forehead to Valerie’s.
“I’m here.”
The sync glowed with quiet affirmation between them, and then, slowly, disconnected on its own.
Back in the bedroom, Valerie stirred.
Judy was curled against her again, warm and steady. Her body no longer trembled. Her breath was deep. Restful.
For the first time since the procedure, her face held no tension.
Valerie brushed her thumb gently along her cheekbone, just once.
“Welcome back, babe.”
Judy didn’t wake, but her fingers tightened around Valerie’s hand, and her lips curved in a quiet smile.
The room was hushed again, the night holding its breath in soft rhythm with the rise and fall of their bodies.
Judy remained asleep peacefully now, her brow smooth, the faintest curve of a smile still resting on her lips.
Valerie watched her for a moment longer, her heart full with something she didn’t need to name. Then, slowly, she shifted closer, careful not to stir her.
She wrapped herself around Judy, one arm slipping gently around her waist, her hand resting just beneath the curve of her ribs. Her leg nestled lightly behind hers. She pressed a quiet kiss to the nape of her neck, letting the warmth of her breath linger.
Judy didn’t move, but her fingers twitched once finding Valerie’s in the dark, and lacing them without effort.
Valerie closed her eyes.
The quiet hum of the house cradled them. Outside, the wind whispered low through the trees. The lake lay still.
In that hush, with no more battles to fight and no more fragments left to chase, the night simply held them.
Even if the world falls apart around them. They have each other forever, and always.
Chapter 13: My Hearts Desire
Summary:
Set in the tranquil aftermath of Judy's recovery, My Heart’s Desire is a deeply intimate continuation of Valerie and Judy Alvarez’s journey one centered on healing, rediscovery, and the enduring power of love. The story unfolds over a series of quiet, emotionally rich moments: from slow mornings wrapped in shared blankets to steam-filled showers where trust is rebuilt through touch and presence.
Valerie remains Judy’s anchor as she reclaims her sense of self after the engram extraction that nearly unraveled her. Together, they navigate memory echoes, tenderness, and moments of laughter that prove love still burns fiercely even after the storm. Visits with Vanessa and Jessica at Wildest Dreams rekindle old bonds, and holo calls from Sera and Sandra remind them of the legacy they’ve built.
As Judy slowly finds her rhythm again, the two share music, a lakeside picnic, and a love song Valerie writes and performs just for her a lyrical affirmation of everything they’ve fought for. The story ends not in climax, but in quiet: Judy resting in Valerie’s arms as the world softens around them, their future still unwritten but grounded in something unshakable.
Chapter Text
The morning light crept softly across the room, filtered through pale curtains that swayed gently with the breeze off the lake. The warmth of it touched the floorboards, quiet and slow, like the world was finally exhaling.
Valerie stirred first.
There was no startle, no tightness in her chest. Just breath deep and even. She blinked slowly, eyes adjusting to the pale gold spreading across the bed.
Judy was still asleep beside her.
Her face was calm, her posture relaxed. Not rigid with strain. Not caught in the grip of some unseen memory. Just resting. Fully.
Valerie studied her in the hush, letting the comfort of the moment sink in. A subtle smile tugged at the corner of her lips. She reached out gently, brushing a knuckle along Judy’s arm beneath the blanket.
“You stayed,” she whispered, almost inaudible.
She slid from the bed without waking her, moving barefoot through the house. In the kitchen, she started a pot of coffee and dropped two slices of bread into the toaster. She added jelly raspberry, Judy’s favorite, and poured juice into a glass already beaded with condensation.
Behind her, a faint rustle.
Judy appeared in the hallway, wrapped in the same blanket she’d fallen asleep with. Her eyes were still heavy with sleep, but her gaze was clear. Present.
Valerie turned, met her with a quiet smile, and held out the glass of juice.
Judy accepted it with both hands, her fingers brushing Valerie’s as they touched.
“Didn’t mean to sleep so long,” she murmured.
“You earned it,” Valerie said, brushing her lips against her cheek. “How do you feel?”
Judy took a sip of the juice, then exhaled. “Like I finally came all the way back.”
They sat by the window, plates in front of them, the lake visible beyond the trees. Judy took a bite of toast, eyes fluttering closed for a moment as the taste settled in.
“You always make the jelly taste better somehow,” she said.
“Secret ingredient is love,” Valerie teased softly.
Judy chuckled under her breath and leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder. The sound of birdsong filtered in through the open window. Somewhere in the distance, a chime stirred in the wind.
“This doesn’t feel like survival,” Judy said quietly. “It feels like living.”
Valerie looked out over the water, then back to her. “That’s because it is.”
They didn’t need to fill the space. It was already full with light, with air, with everything they’d fought so long to keep.
Judy took another sip of juice, eyes squinting slightly as she looked out at the soft blue light stretching across the lake.
“So… this is what survival smells like too?” she quipped, wrinkling her nose.
Valerie raised a brow, unbothered. “I always thought two days of you not showering brings out a certain elegance.”
Judy let out a hoarse laugh. “Elegance? I smell like death.”
Valerie leaned in, smirking. “Need some help to fix that?”
Judy grinned, still sleepy but quick. “Bring that sexy ass, but watch those hands.”
Valerie lifted her hand in a mock innocent gesture, eyes wide. “I’m always innocent.”
“More like trouble,” Judy shot back, nudging her with a shoulder.
Valerie feigned offense, then gave in to a grin. “You didn’t seem to mind trouble last time.”
Judy tilted her head, mock-thinking. “Which time? The rooftop? The lake? The couch? That closet in Arizona?”
Valerie laughed, cheeks warming as she stood and collected the dishes. “Okay, okay, I walked right into that one.”
Judy followed her up slowly, still wrapped in her blanket like a stubborn cloak. “You walk into a lot of things, mi amor. Walls. Feelings. Me.”
“Only the best things,” Valerie said, brushing a kiss to her temple as she passed. “You ready for a real shower or want to stay cocooned in that burrito wrap all day?”
Judy stretched, groaned a little. “Tempting… but you did offer help. So now I’m holding you to it.”
Valerie raised a brow. “You sure? I might make you laugh again and throw off your balance. That’s risky.”
Judy smirked. “Then at least let me fall on someone I love.”
Valerie’s expression softened instantly. “Always.”
They stood there for a moment quiet again, not because they’d run out of things to say, but because the weight had finally lifted.
Valerie reached for her hand. “C’mon, stinky. Let’s get you cleaned up.”
“You’re so romantic,” Judy deadpanned.
Valerie grinned. “I try.”
As they walked down the hall, shoulder to shoulder, Judy glanced sideways at her.
“Thanks for bringing me back.”
Valerie gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “You never left. You just needed time to remember where home was.”
The water was already running by the time they reached the bathroom, steam curling up against the frosted mirror. The tile floor felt cool under their feet, a quiet contrast to the heat building behind the glass.
Judy dropped the blanket with a theatrical shrug. “Dramatic exit,” she said, raising a brow. “Was that elegant enough for you?”
Valerie smirked as she adjusted the water. “Could use more flair. Maybe a spin next time.”
Judy chuckled, stepping in first. The warmth hit her shoulders and she exhaled like she hadn’t in days.
Valerie followed a beat later, slipping in behind her. She didn’t reach for her right away just let her have the water, let it soak into the stress still clinging to her bones.
Judy tilted her head back, letting the stream cascade down her face, over the raw edge of her scalp, down her spine. “God… that feels real.”
Valerie’s voice was soft behind her. “Because it is.”
Judy turned slightly, enough to meet her eyes. Her skin glistened in the light, still paler than usual, but no longer ghost-like. She was present.
Judy tilted her head slightly, eyes closed as the heat soaked into her scalp. Her breathing slowed, shoulders lowering inch by inch.
“You still sure I’m allowed to touch?” she teased, her voice low.
Judy leaned into the touch, lips curving gently. “You’re not just allowed. I want it.”
Valerie lifted her hand, brushing her fingers lightly along Judy’s jaw, careful and steady. Skin to skin not to stir heat, but to ground it. To say I’m here.
Judy turned, her back pressed lightly against Valerie’s front. Valerie wrapped her arms around her, their bodies slick with water, breath steadying into shared rhythm.
“Still smell like death?” Judy murmured.
Valerie kissed her shoulder. “Like a goddess resurrected.”
Judy laughed, head falling back against her. “So dramatic.”
“You love it.”
“I do.”
Valerie picked up the body wash and started working it gently across Judy’s skin, slow circles along her back, her arms. Careful with every movement.
“I missed this,” Judy said quietly.
“The shower?” Valerie teased.
“The way you touch,” she replied, without a hint of irony.
Valerie pressed a kiss to the back of her neck. “I missed you, Jude. All of you.”
No more words were said for a while. Just steam, water, and touch two bodies remembering how to rest against each other.
When they finally shut off the water, they stepped out wrapped in towels, dripping and warm, laughter still echoing lightly between them.
Valerie handed Judy another towel for her scalp. “I’ll dye it again when you’re ready. But you’re beautiful just like this.”
Judy met her gaze, steady. “I know.”
Valerie grinned. “I’m lucky to have you.”
Judy was toweling off slowly, still careful with her movements. Valerie watched from the dresser, quietly observing the subtle tremor in her fingers as she folded the edge of the towel. A twitch small, but there.
Valerie didn’t say anything. Just stepped over, handed her a soft charcoal tank top and a pair of loose cotton joggers easy clothes, the kind that didn’t ask anything of you.
Judy slipped them on in silence, then glanced at her reflection briefly in the mirror. Her gaze lingered.
Valerie caught it.
“Anything you’d like to do today?” she asked, voice gentle, like she was offering time itself.
Judy hesitated, running a hand along the hem of the tank, fingers brushing the smooth skin of her scalp. “Do you think people are ready to see me? I mean… this shine is a lot.”
Valerie smiled and walked over, resting her hands lightly on Judy’s waist. “Doesn’t matter what they think. They’ll never know your true beauty like I do.”
That got her.
Judy flushed instantly, eyes dipping before flicking back up with a grin. “Married eleven years, and you still know how to make a woman feel special.”
Valerie winked. “Same goes for you.”
Judy beamed, cheeks warm. “Maybe we can stop by Wildest Dreams. Grab some drinks. Watch a couple BDs, say hi to Vanessa and Jessica?”
Valerie smirked as she pulled on her jacket. “I’m sure Jennifer would love to see you.”
Judy’s jaw dropped with mock outrage before she snatched the nearest pillow and tossed it full-force at her. “Hey! It was an honest mistake!”
Valerie caught it midair, laughing. “Mmhm. You called her Jennifer twice, Jude.”
“I was half-delirious and full of endorphins!”
“Sure you were.”
Judy grumbled something incoherent before grinning again. “It’s good to see this fire inside you again,” Valerie added, voice softening.
Judy stepped forward, sliding her arms around Valerie’s waist. “It’s good to feel it again.”
They stood there like that for a moment, close, content. The laughter lingering in the room like a breeze that didn’t want to leave just yet.
“Alright,” Valerie said, pressing a kiss to her cheek. “Let’s go remind the world what it means to burn bright.”
Judy’s eyes sparkled. “Damn right.”
Judy was adjusting the cuffs of her Clan Alvarez jacket, fingers brushing along the familiar worn denim. The Phoenix across the back shimmered faintly in the window light, the stitched lotus flower at her chest just catching the edge of morning sun. She paused when her thumb passed over the patch on the right breast pocket Valerie, stitched in purple thread. That touch stayed a moment longer.
Then her holo buzzed.
Incoming Call: SERA
Judy tapped the screen, already smiling. “Hey, mi cielo.”
Sera’s voice came through warm and bright. “Hey, Mama. Just checking in before Sandra and I head out.”
Valerie looked up from the small shelf by the door where she’d been loading an extra mag into her hip holster. Her own Alvarez jacket was already on faded in places from years of wear, Judy stitched over her heart.
“Where to this time?” Judy asked, leaning lightly against the edge of the wall.
“We’re heading west past Dead Ridge. Dante got wind of an old Arasaka lab still intact under the rock. Killjoy wants it cleared and logged before scavvers get word. We’ve got full gear, enough crew. Should be clean.”
Sandra’s voice was faint in the background, already calling out prep signals.
Judy’s brows knit slightly. “Keep alert. Those basements sometimes have leftover security layers.”
“We will. If there’s anything cool, we’ll snag it for you,” Sera said, light teasing in her voice.
Valerie stepped into view beside Judy, folding her arms. “Watch each other’s backs. Anything stirs wrong, you fall back first, not last.”
Sera’s voice softened. “Got it. You two doing okay?”
Judy glanced at Valerie, then back at the flickering holo. “Better than okay. We’re here.”
“You sound like yourself again, Mama. I missed that.”
Judy’s eyes glistened just faintly, but she held steady. “I missed me too.”
Sera gave a soft exhale. “Love you both.”
“Love you too,” Judy said.
Valerie added, voice even and full of quiet weight, “Always.”
The call ended. Judy lowered her hand slowly, exhaling through her nose as she glanced toward the door.
“She’s grown up,” she murmured.
Valerie stepped closer, fingers brushing lightly along the seam of Judy’s sleeve. “She had you to look up to.”
They stepped outside together, the sun catching the chrome finish of the purple Racer. Its lotus inlay glinted against the matte black fuel tank, the engine already prepped for the road. Judy ran a hand along the seat, feeling the soft hum of metal against her palm.
“Still remember how to hold on?” Valerie asked, already swinging her leg over.
Judy smirked, mounting behind her with ease. “Every curve, mi amor.”
The engine growled to life beneath them. The peninsula road stretched out, lined in pine and quiet sun, and the Racer glided forward, carving its way toward the beating heart of the city.
When they reached the Entertainment District, the glow of Wildest Dreams welcomed them sleek façade, subtle violet lights against deep black stone. Neon curled in soft ribbons across the glass entrance, and inside, music vibrated low through the walls like a heartbeat.
Valerie killed the engine, letting the quiet settle before glancing back.
“You good?” she asked.
Judy smiled, full and certain. “Better.”
They stepped through the doors as the atmosphere hit them.
The door to Wildest Dreams whispered shut behind them, muting the city’s outside pulse. Inside, the ambiance was velvet-smooth low lighting, soft golds and violets casting calm shadows. Holo-panels shifted slow-motion visuals behind the bar: desert storms blooming into lotus petals, rose petals caught in firelight. The music was a slow electro-blues, a sound that wrapped itself around you like smoke.
It smelled like cherrywood, lavender, and something warm like vanilla layered over old memories.
A few heads turned when they entered nothing loud, just that subtle nod of recognition. Valerie and Judy Alvarez.
Behind the bar, Jessica stood in a cropped tee and tight black jeans, her white fur ears twitching as she looked up from a bottle she’d been pouring.
Her eyes lit up.
“Well, damn. Look what the wind dragged back in.”
Judy cracked a smile. “That’s one way to greet a walking miracle.”
Jessica didn’t hesitate. She vaulted the bar in one smooth motion and pulled Judy into a firm but careful hug, her voice lowering as she whispered, “You scared the hell out of us.”
Judy leaned into it, her cheek brushing soft against Jessica’s fur. “Yeah… I scared me too.”
Valerie gave them a breath before stepping in, bumping her knuckles lightly against Jessica’s shoulder. “Easy. She still needs the wiring to settle.”
Jessica laughed softly, stepping back with a hand over her heart. “Right. No jolts. Got it.”
From a corner booth, Vanessa was already rising her yellow wolf eyes cutting through the low light, her red hair swaying. She didn’t say anything at first, just stepped over and gently placed a hand over Judy’s shoulder.
“You made it through.”
Judy nodded, voice quiet. “With help.”
Vanessa’s hand squeezed once. “That’s how we all do it.”
The four of them gathered at the bar as Jessica slid a reserved sign off the far end, already moving to pour drinks. Judy and Valerie took the padded stools side by side, shoulders brushing.
Jessica pulled two sleek glasses from beneath the counter and raised an eyebrow.
“Centzon tequila, or should I assume today’s a mezcal moment?”
Valerie smirked. “Surprise us.”
Vanessa leaned against the bar beside them, her tone softer now. “You’re welcome to stay as long as you want. Private booth’s open if you’d rather keep things lowkey.”
Judy looked around the warm lights, the familiar faces, the sense of ease she hadn’t felt in weeks. Then she turned to Valerie, who was already watching her.
“I don’t want to hide,” Judy said.
Valerie nodded, her hand resting lightly over Judy’s on the bar. “Then we won’t.”
Jessica slid their drinks over with a grin. “To surviving. To staying.”
Judy clinked her glass gently against Valerie’s. “To always.”
They drank.
Somewhere behind them, the music shifted an older track of Valerie’s cycling through the speakers. Something slow. Something about fire and the way it softens metal, not just scorches it.
Vanessa gave a rare smile. “We’ve missed this.”
Valerie glanced around the room. She felt the weight of all they’d lost and everything they’d fought to keep. And she looked to Judy.
“We’re not going anywhere.”
Judy leaned in. “Damn right we’re not.”
The bar slowly faded behind them as Jessica tipped her head toward the private lounge on the second floor. “C’mon. You two’ve earned a quiet corner.”
Judy gave her a grateful look, then followed Valerie through the velvet-curtained archway into the private space above. Vanessa and Jessica joined them a moment later, drinks in hand. The room overlooked the main floor through smoked glass, but it was hushed, dim and plush with a low sectional wrapped around a small table, ambient lighting pulsing like a slow heartbeat.
Judy settled on the couch, curling one leg up beneath her. Valerie dropped in beside her, arm instinctively draping along the back of the cushions behind her shoulders.
Vanessa sat across from them, her yellow eyes calm and direct. Jessica leaned forward, resting her chin in her hand, tail flicking lazily behind her.
“You look steadier,” Vanessa said softly, watching Judy with care.
Judy nodded. “Feels like I’m on real ground again. Mostly.”
Jessica studied her a moment. “Still getting flickers?”
“Not the void kind. Just… echoes.” Judy’s fingers flexed slightly, then steadied again. “Like my mind’s walking into a room before I do.”
Valerie turned toward her. “Still you, though.”
“Yeah.” Judy smiled faintly. “Just with some extra static.”
Jessica’s smirk softened. “You always did have the strongest signal in the room.”
That pulled a laugh from Judy, quiet but genuine. “Missed this.”
Vanessa sipped her drink. “When we heard… we didn’t know how much time we’d have to prepare. We just made space. Cleared the upstairs. Kept your favorite BDs loaded.”
Judy blinked, emotion flickering behind her eyes.
Valerie reached for her hand. “They never stopped believing in you.”
Jessica shrugged, eyes warm. “We watched you pull Valerie through hell and back. We knew damn well you weren’t going anywhere without giving it a fight.”
Judy looked at both of them. “You two always said we were family.”
Vanessa gave a rare smile. “Still true.”
Valerie leaned forward slightly. “You’ve both been more than just allies. The Wolfcats’ve always had our backs, hell, you kept half our settlements stocked during the first year.”
Jessica waved a hand. “Please. Don’t go making me sentimental.”
Judy tilted her head. “Too late. I saw that tail flick when we walked in.”
Jessica’s ears flattened with a grin. “Shut up.”
Laughter passed between them like a spark, quiet, and healing.
Vanessa set her glass down. “We’re not Clan Alvarez. We never will be. But we’re family all the same. You fall, we catch. That’s never changed.”
Judy’s throat tightened. “I don’t know if I’ve said it enough, but thank you. Both of you.”
Jessica’s voice softened. “You don’t have to.”
Valerie watched the exchange, her thumb brushing slow across Judy’s knuckles. “Still think the world needs to catch up to how much love there is in this room.”
Judy leaned against her shoulder. “Let ‘em take their time. We’ve got forever now.”
The four of them sat in that hush for a while, no longer needing to fill the silence. Just being. The kind of quiet that only exists between people who’ve fought the same ghosts and stayed.
When they returned to the main floor, it was with the sort of quiet energy that turned heads not from spectacle, but from presence.
The music had shifted into something pulsing and bright synth layered with old analog rhythm, the kind that crawled up the spine and into the feet. The floor was alive with bodies moving through starlit beams of light and slow-falling mist from the ceiling vents.
Judy slid an arm around Valerie’s waist, drink still in hand, her eyes catching the movement of a nearby holo-spinner lighting up the floor.
“Feel like dancing, mi amor?”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You sure you’re ready for this shine?”
Judy laughed, stepping back just enough to tug Valerie by the hand. “I’m not hiding, remember?”
Valerie smirked. “Damn right you’re not.”
They slipped into the edges of the dancefloor, light washing over them. Judy moved like she had nothing to prove just rhythm in her limbs and heat under her skin. Her jacket caught the lights, her head still smooth under the glow, but there was no hesitation in her.
Someone turned. Someone stared.
Judy caught their eyes, and smiled.
Then turned back to Valerie and spun her with a playful ease, the music thudding soft and rich around them.
Jessica leaned on the bar, watching. Vanessa stood beside her, arms folded, a quiet nod of approval tipping her chin.
“She’s back,” Jessica murmured.
Vanessa didn’t look away. “She never really left.”
Valerie wrapped her arms around Judy’s waist from behind, lips brushing her ear.
“You know they’re all looking at you, right?”
Judy leaned back against her. “Let them. I look damn good.”
Valerie laughed softly. “Yes, you do.”
Together, they moved bodies in sync, a kind of slow joy carved from survival, defiance, and all the light they chose to keep.
The pulsing music and golden haze of Wildest Dreams faded behind them as Judy and Valerie made their way back upstairs. The second-floor lounge hadn’t been touched still dim, quiet, and comfortably removed from the dancefloor below.
Judy flopped back onto the sectional, her jacket half-open, cheeks still glowing from movement and tequila. “Damn, I missed this place.”
Valerie dropped in beside her, arm brushing her side. “Think it missed you, too.”
Judy reached for the panel beside the couch, flicking through the BD shelf with a few lazy swipes. It was an eclectic lineup of old indie reels, art-house edits, and her own curated folder labeled For Soft Nights Only. A few had Jessica’s initials tagged in the edit log.
She tilted her head, smirking. “You know we can watch any kind of BD, right? Doesn’t have to be romance.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, a slow grin forming. “You’re the one who decided to make smut, and your work’s always been divine even when you transitioned to full-length films.”
Judy scoffed, mock-offended. “Excuse me, that was artistic smut.”
Valerie leaned over, kissing her cheek. “Exactly.”
Judy chuckled and settled on one of her older reels, simple, warm, dimly lit. Two women curled on a bed, laughing into each other’s mouths between kisses. Soft light, slow edits. The kind that made you feel something in your ribs.
“Wanna sync our relays while we watch it?” Judy asked, BD wreath in hand.
Valerie’s eyes met hers, green eyes gleaming in the low light. “Promise my thoughts’ll only be about you.”
Judy laughed. “Flatterer.”
They fitted the BD wreaths in silence, small adjustments made from instinct. The sync flicked to life between them a low current humming at the base of their necks. Not overwhelming, just enough to pull their emotions together like matching waves.
The BD flickered to life.
And just like that, they drifted in not lost in the story, but in each other. Valerie could feel Judy’s smile before she heard it. Judy felt Valerie’s breath slow, her thoughts settle.
It wasn’t about lust. Not tonight.
It was about presence. A love that didn’t fade, even when the world changed around them. Two women who had seen death, ghosts, and digital voids, and still chose nights like this.
Soft light flickered across their skin.
The BD rolled on, echoing laughter and the hush of shared touches. But it was the relay that spoke the loudest, each beat of affection echoing like a heartbeat, felt rather than heard.
Together, they leaned in. Not for the story, but for each other.
The BD finished in a soft fade, the final image dissolving into gentle static before the projector dimmed. The air in the lounge was still warm from their laughter, their sync still humming like the last breath of a song.
Judy reached up, removing her wreath. She stretched with a quiet, satisfied sigh. “You know… this was perfect.”
Valerie mirrored her, unplugging with a smile. “Told you. We needed this.”
Downstairs, the crowd had thinned. The beat had mellowed, the bar winding down for the night. Vanessa and Jessica were waiting near the front, drinks in hand, leaning close in private conversation. When they saw Valerie and Judy, both straightened with practiced ease.
Judy stepped forward first, arms wide. “Gracias, both of you. This…” she glanced back toward the upstairs. “...was exactly what I didn’t know I needed.”
Jessica smirked, folding her arms. “Anytime, Alvarez.”
Vanessa simply nodded, a flicker of warmth in her eyes. “Doors are always open.”
Valerie gave them each a hug, brief but real. “We’ll return the favor. Drinks next time on the deck at the lake.”
Jessica leaned in with a wink. “You bring the tequila, I’ll bring the trouble.”
Judy was still laughing as they stepped outside into the cool night air.
Valerie's Racer purred to life beneath them, its low hum gliding smoothly along the peninsula road that stretched out beneath stars. Judy tucked against her back, arms wrapped snug around her waist, her head resting lightly between Valerie’s shoulder blades. The wind curled around them, not biting, just brisk enough to remind them they were alive.
By the time they reached the lakehouse, the horizon was a soft navy, the last city lights a distant blur behind them. They pulled into the garage, the Racer's lights cutting out as the door closed behind them.
Inside, the house welcomed them with its familiar hush. Lights dimmed. Air still carrying the faint scent of pine and old wood. Valerie slipped off her jacket, hanging it neatly before tossing her boots by the door. Judy did the same, her steps slower but steady.
They were just starting to settle Valerie pouring water, Judy stretching on the couch when the holo on the kitchen counter buzzed.
Valerie tapped it to life.
Sera’s face appeared, dirt-smudged and windblown but grinning ear to ear.
“Hey! Just checking in. We made it to the Arasaka facility. Mostly ruins, but Dante’s got a good team sweeping the inner levels now. Sandra found an intact data cache we’re gonna run it back once the area’s secure.”
Judy leaned into the frame, smiling. “Sounds like you’re having fun.”
“You know it, Mama. Don’t worry, we’re being careful. Dante’s with us, and I made sure everyone’s got patched comms this time.”
Valerie crossed her arms, half teasing. “You say that like last time wasn’t your idea.”
Sera grinned wider. “It usually is.”
“We’ll call again once we’re back at the junction. Love you both.”
“Love you too,” Judy said gently.
Valerie gave a nod. “Keep each other safe.”
The call ended, the kitchen lights reflecting softly off the dark counters. Outside, the lake shimmered under moonlight.
Judy sank deeper into the couch with a tired sigh. “Our girl’s turning into a real badass.”
Valerie joined her, curling close, pulling a blanket over both of them. “She always was.”
They didn’t need anything else, not tonight. Just the soft hum of home. The stillness of shared breath. And the quiet comfort of knowing the world was still turning with the people they loved safe inside it.
The couch had become their world for the night blanket wrapped, lights low, the lake casting quiet shadows through the windows. Valerie sat reclined against the armrest, legs stretched out. Judy lay curled half against her, her cheek resting just above Valerie’s heart, breath steady now, not from exhaustion, but ease.
Her fingers wandered gently, not urgently, not searching. Just… remembering.
Judy tilted her head and pressed a kiss just beneath Valerie’s jaw, letting her lips brush against the inked lotus on her neck. She lingered there, warm breath soft against skin.
“Truly chose the best woman to spend forever with,” she whispered.
Valerie’s smile was lazy, content. “Can’t argue with your taste.”
Judy let her fingers trail lower, brushing Valerie’s tank top up just enough to expose the ink beneath her left breast. She traced each line of the tattoo there slowly, reverently, voice barely a murmur:
“Don’t tell me I’m dying.”
Her touch was light, more a connection than pressure as if tracing the words pulled her closer to the woman who wore them.
Valerie's eyes fluttered closed for a moment. “Funny. I remember you reading that out loud once. Said it didn’t scare you.”
“I meant it,” Judy murmured, lips now brushing Valerie’s ribs between the words. “Still do.”
Her hand slid lower, along Valerie’s left arm, fingertips gliding to the rose tattoo that bloomed up the forearm. She paused at the name above the stem.
“Valerie…” she whispered, then traced downward.
“Judy…” her voice was softer now, eyes following her finger like it anchored her.
“Forever and always,” she breathed, finishing the loop. “You inked our story on your body before either of us realized how long it’d be.”
Valerie tilted her head toward her, brushing their noses gently. “I always knew.”
Judy smiled, not shy, playful, but vulnerable in that way only she could be. “You know, for someone who acts all tough, you’re a walking love letter.”
Valerie smirked. “Only for you.”
Judy leaned up slowly, kissing her with no hunger, just warmth. It lingered, stretched into something wordless.
When she pulled back, she rested her head just beneath Valerie’s collarbone again, arm draped over her side, fingers still curled gently over the wedding tattoo.
“Still me?” she asked softly.
Valerie wrapped both arms around her, holding her there like she never planned to let go.
“Always.”
The night pressed in around them not heavy, not hollow. Just enough to keep them close.
Two women. One story. And every soft promise written into skin, breath, and being.
Still curled beneath the blanket, Valerie placed her hand gently over Judy’s. Their gold wedding bands met with a soft metallic tap, the sound so small yet full of everything they’d carried through the years.
She looked down at their hands, then up into Judy’s dark brown eyes.
“Is it okay if I show you something I remembered?”
Judy’s smile was instant, trusting. “Sure thing, mi amor.”
Their relays synced again with a subtle pulse, no urgency, just shared breath. A memory opened between them, not from a BD reel, but from the archive of Valerie’s soul.
The image flickered softly into place.
The morning of their wedding.
Evening draped itself over the lake, the sky dressed in lavender and gold. Lanterns swung above the ceremony space, casting pools of light onto the worn planks of the dock. Waves lapped the shoreline in quiet rhythm. The air held stillness beautiful, but heavy.
Valerie stood alone near the edge of the broken dock, her white dress kissed with gold trim fluttering gently. Her hands gripped the edge as though the wood could ground her. Her head bowed slightly, her breath uneven.
She didn’t hear Judy at first. Just felt her.
“You okay?” Judy’s voice was soft, not worried, but inviting.
Valerie answered without turning. “No. Not really.”
Judy came to her side. “Cold feet?”
A dry laugh. “Not cold. Just cracked. Like everything else I’ve touched.”
She turned then, eyes shining but unsure. “What if I screw this up? What if I let you down? What if I’m not enough for you, Jude?”
No hesitation.
Judy stepped closer, hand to her cheek, warm and steady.
“You already are, Val. You’ve been enough since the day you dragged my ass out of Clouds and told me I mattered.”
Their foreheads touched, and the world seemed to hush.
“You’ve never let me down. Not once. And even if things get messy, and they will, I'm not going anywhere.”
Valerie’s voice broke. “I want to believe that. I do.”
Judy whispered, “You don’t have to believe it yet. Just let me show you. Starting now.”
The memory dissolved gently, the glow of their eyes dimming as they drifted back into the quiet of the real room, breath syncing, minds still open but calm.
Judy’s hand remained on Valerie’s. The other traced soft lines across her side, grounding her in the moment. “Thanks for reminding me.”
Judy shifted as her lips smirked, poking her stomach. “I know that look. What else is running through that head of yours?”
Valerie gave a half-laugh, brushing her thumb over Judy’s knuckles. “After our wedding, I still had to deal with Japantown. Fighting Oda. Takemura kidnapped Hanako. Shit got crazy fast.”
Judy raised an eyebrow, amused. “And after all that, the first thing you did was show up at Lizzie’s while I was working on some edits.”
Valerie grinned. “You pounced on me like I was the last slice of pizza.”
Judy burst out laughing. “We were just married, and you’d been gone four days. What did you expect?”
“I remember you throwing me on that viewing table in your editing room. I was losing clothes faster than I could breathe.”
Judy gave her that crooked smile. “And you weren’t exactly shy about returning the favor.”
Valerie’s eyes softened, the grin easing into something deeper. “It wasn’t just about your touch. It was the way you kept making me remember, even in the worst of it, that I wasn’t alone. That the hell I was walking through still had someone waiting for me on the other side. You made every burn worth it.”
Judy leaned in, kissing the space just above her heart. “You always made it back.”
Valerie whispered, “Because you were my compass.”
They lay there, the laughter easing into quiet again.
Judy rested her head back down. “Feels like we’re walking through a new kind of fire now. Just slower, and quieter.”
Valerie tucked a strand of Judy’s hair, a little patch that had started to regrow behind her ear. “But we’re still side by side. And if we slip, we’ve got each other to hold on to.”
Judy looked up, eyes steady. “Forever?”
Valerie didn’t even blink. “Always.”
The words settled between them like the last notes of a lullaby: quiet, honest, nothing more to prove.
Valerie shifted just enough to wrap both arms around Judy, drawing her close again beneath the blanket. No tension in her touch, just instinct. Love long-practiced, gently renewed.
Judy let her head rest beneath Valerie’s chin, one arm draped across her wife’s waist, fingers idly tracing the edge of her tank top. Her breath slowed, warm against Valerie’s skin.
Outside, the wind moved lightly across the lake, brushing the surface in soft waves that lapped the shore in time with their shared breathing.
Inside, the house held them. Steady. Unmoving.
Judy’s eyes fluttered closed first, her last whispered thought caught somewhere between sleep and memory.
“I still hear the vows when I look at you…”
Valerie pressed a kiss into her scalp, eyes closed, a silent promise sealed in stillness.
No more echoes. No more chasing clarity.
Just the weight of each other. Just peace.
Slowly, the world drifted away leaving only the hum of the relay between them, and the warmth of home, holding them through the night.
The first light of morning crept in gentle and low, spilling across the hardwood in soft amber streaks. The lake shimmered just beyond the windows, touched by sunrise, as if the whole world had exhaled in their sleep.
Valerie stirred slowly, lashes fluttering as consciousness eased its way in. Her body ached in the way only comfort could cause sleeping in the same spot for hours, Judy’s full weight wrapped around her like a second blanket.
She smiled before her eyes even opened.
Judy was still curled tightly against her, one arm slung across Valerie’s ribs, the other tucked between them. Her cheek rested against Valerie’s chest, lips parted slightly, warm breath feathering skin. Her fingers twitched now and then, almost as if turning pages only she could see.
Valerie kept still. Just watched her.
Judy’s lips moved a faint motion, barely a whisper of a smile or a word never spoken. Her brow furrowed and eased in small pulses, the kind that came from dreaming in fragments. Not nightmares. Not anymore. Just pieces sliding slowly back into place.
Valerie raised her hand, slow and steady, brushing her fingers across the soft regrowth at the back of Judy’s head. Her touch lingered there, grounding. A rhythm without pressure. A presence without urgency.
“Still with me,” Valerie murmured, not loud enough to wake her just enough to make it real.
Judy stirred slightly at the sound, her lips twitching against Valerie’s skin. A quiet sigh escaped her, the kind that rode the edge of dreaming and awareness. But she didn’t wake.
Valerie looked down at her, heart full in that quiet way only mornings like this could bring. The worst of it had passed. The void had receded. But there were still shadows, still unconnected thoughts floating in Judy’s mind. Still echoes that hadn’t quite settled.
Yet… she was here.
Whole? Not yet, but safe. Steady, and healing.
Valerie kissed her forehead, careful not to shift too much. “Take your time, Jude,” she whispered. “I’ll be here.”
She leaned her head back into the pillow, one hand still cradling Judy close, the other resting over their wedding bands where Judy’s fingers still curled loosely against her ribs.
Outside, the wind rustled the trees.
Inside, two hearts stayed in sync. Waiting for the day to begin, together.
Valerie’s eyes shifted toward the coffee table, catching the soft pulse of light from her holo. The gentle blue flick blinked once… twice… then settled into a steady glow. She carefully slipped her arm out from under Judy’s resting form, placing a tender kiss on her forehead before easing herself off the couch.
Judy didn’t stir, still bundled in the blanket they’d fallen asleep under, breath warm and even against the pillow where Valerie had been.
Valerie padded softly across the floor, bare feet silent on the old wood, and picked up the holo from the table. The message glowed on the screen:
Sera: Mom, call you when you get up.
Valerie smiled faintly, thumb hovering a moment before she tapped to reply.
She glanced back at Judy, who remained curled and peaceful, then stepped out onto the back deck.
The morning was still crisp, cooler than usual for summer, the lake stretching quiet and glassy under a rising sun. Valerie leaned one hand on the rail, holding the holo with the other as it rang.
Sera picked up on the second ring, her voice warm but laced with the fatigue of travel.
“Hey, Mom.”
Valerie leaned on the railing, instinctively scanning the horizon. “Hey, Starshine. You two back safe?”
“Yeah, just got in. Sandra’s passed out already, and Dante’s decompressing with whiskey and bad jokes.” A pause. “Wanted to check on you. And Mama.”
Valerie’s eyes drifted toward the living room window, where Judy remained curled on the couch beneath the blanket, her form still as sleep held her gently.
“She’s resting,” Valerie said softly. “Tighter grip this morning. Breath is even. Still piecing things together, but she’s here. And she’s her.”
Sera let out a long breath through the line. One of those subtle exhales only daughters made when worry had been holding in their lungs too long.
“Good. Damn good to hear.”
Valerie shifted slightly, letting the early sun hit her cheek.
“Everything going alright on your end?”
“More or less. That Arasaka site was stripped, but we found a secure armory vault. Still had functioning gear, old prototype field implants, some encrypted drives. Nothing Ghost Watch, just tech the Corps dumped after the Collapse.”
Valerie’s brow lifted. “Salvageable?”
“We’re sorting it now. Brought the gear back to Highland Junction. Killjoy’s coordinating with the techs. No signs of Ghost Watch or weird bleed-throughs.”
Valerie nodded. “Good. That’s something.”
Sera’s voice lowered slightly. Not with hesitation, but with the tenderness that came from knowing someone’s cracks even when they tried to hide them.
“How are you doing, Mom?”
Valerie leaned against the railing, the phone warm in her hand. The question settled deep, and she let herself feel it.
She didn’t answer right away.
The wind curled past her as she watched the lake stretch wide and endless.
“I’m tired,” she said finally. Her voice wasn’t shaky, but it was honest. “There’s a weight to it. Watching someone you love unravel in front of you, even when you know it’s part of the healing.”
She took a breath. “I’m not falling apart… but I feel the edges.”
“Yeah,” Sera whispered. “That’s what I thought.”
There wasn’t judgment in her voice, just love. Steady, rooted, fierce.
“You always say Mama’s the strong one. But so much of her strength… it’s you, Mom. It always has been.”
Valerie blinked, her eyes stinging slightly, but she didn’t let the tears fall.
“She was there for me when I didn’t know who I was. She anchored me through everything through the chip, the fear, the waiting.”
Her voice went softer.
“Now it’s my turn.”
“She came back to you, because you gave her something to come back to.”
A faint smile tugged at Valerie’s lips, worn but real.
“Tell Mama I love her, okay?” Sera added gently. “And I’ll call again tonight. Maybe come by this weekend if Sandra’s up for a ride.”
Valerie nodded, the smile lingering. “We’d like that. Judy will too.”
“Love you, Mom.”
Valerie emerald eyes gleamed
“Love you, Starshine.”
The call ended, but the words lingered. Valerie stood quiet for a few seconds longer before she stepped back inside heart heavier, but held.
As the call with Sera ended, the lake reflecting soft gold behind her, Valerie pulled the holo down and tapped the edge to check for any other notifications. One more blinked back at her missed message from the band group thread.
She opened it.
It was a photo. The four of them Ethan with his arm slung over Paz’s shoulder, Alba throwing peace signs, Aniko half-smiling as usual standing in front of The Red Dirt Bar in Night City. That old marquee above them was still half-flickering.
Below the photo was the message:
Sorry we ghosted after you got kidnapped by a space wizard. Hope everything is okay. We got hired to play at Red Dirt. Told them the frontwoman’s unfortunately sick. We hired that street musician Valerie Halloway, the one Paz showed you the video of to fill in. Figured you wouldn’t mind. We’ll try not to let you down. Let us know how things are going.
Valerie smirked, the tension in her shoulders loosening a touch. That kind of warmth only old friends could bring. She typed back, fingers quick.
I’m glad you’re giving Valerie Halloway a chance. Hope to meet her someday. Stay out of trouble, yeah? Judy’s doing better. I’ll set up another show in Klamath Falls once you're back. We’ve got stories to trade.
She paused, then added:
And tell Aniko her stage lighting better not burn anyone’s eyebrows off this time.
She hit send, the faint satisfaction of connection grounding her again. It was still the quiet morning, but her world was slowly reassembling. Judy healing, and Sera holding steady. The Clan kept building, and the band was still raising hell.
Valerie slipped the holo into her pocket and stepped back inside. The house was still hushed, the kind of quiet that felt like permission to breathe.
She padded barefoot into the kitchen, fingers reaching for the coffee tin out of habit. Judy would want some when she woke up.
She always did. Especially on days like these days when the hardest parts had already passed, but the need for comfort remained.
From the kitchen, the sound of the coffee machine hissed its first sputtering breath when Valerie heard movement from the couch.
Judy stirred, limbs stretching with a slow, lazy grace, the blanket slipping halfway off her as she blinked against the light filtering through the windows. Her voice came out half-groggy, half-pouting.
“Where did my sexy body pillow go?”
Valerie leaned against the counter, mug in hand, smirking over the rim. “Had to trade cuddles for caffeine. Your tragic loss.”
Judy squinted, then grinned as she sat up, her voice still thick with sleep. “Mmm… I don’t know. Might need compensation.”
Valerie raised a brow. “Toast with jelly and freshly brewed coffee count as a peace offering?”
Judy sniffed the air, lips curling. “Is this what survival smells like?”
Valerie chuckled, walking over to set the mug down on the coffee table in front of her. “Damn right it is.”
Judy took the mug with both hands, sipping slowly as she looked up at Valerie. “You’re lucky I love you. Otherwise, I’d drag you back under that blanket and make you suffer the wrath of cold feet.”
Valerie leaned down, brushing a kiss against her temple. “You say that like it’s a punishment.”
Judy hummed in response, leaning her head on Valerie’s hip. “You make even mornings feel like forever.”
Valerie gently carded her fingers across the back of Judy’s scalp. “That’s the plan.”
Valerie smiled as she tucked a lock of hair behind her ear, crouching slightly to get a better look at Judy’s scalp. “Got a small patch starting to grow back.”
Judy gave a nonchalant shrug, her fingers still cradling the warm coffee mug. “Think I can trust you to help me dye it when it does?”
Valerie’s smirk deepened. “Only if I get to pick metallic purple.”
Judy laughed, full and bright, her voice still laced with sleep. “Hell no. Pink for love, green for growth. Suits me more now than it ever did.”
Valerie’s grin turned sly as she reached out and tickled Judy’s toes. “Weren’t kidding about the cold. Need help warming them up?”
Without warning, Judy lifted the hem of her tank top and planted one ice-cold foot flat against Valerie’s bare stomach.
Valerie let out a squeal, laughing as she recoiled slightly. “Not what I had in mind, but hey, if it makes you happy, I’m happy.”
Judy beamed, eyes glittering with mischief. “What’s the point of having a hot wife forever if she can’t warm your toes?”
Valerie rolled her eyes fondly, rubbing at her stomach. “Valid point. Also Sera says she loves you. Just got off the holo with her. They wrapped up their mission. Found some cool things, apparently.”
Judy perked up a little. “Yeah? She okay?”
Valerie nodded, brushing her knuckles softly along Judy’s knee. “Sounded steady. Sandra’s got her back like always. Said they might swing through soon. I think she wanted to see for herself that you’re really doing alright.”
Judy went quiet for a beat, her smile softening.
“She still calls me Mama.”
“She always will,” Valerie said gently. “You earned that.”
Judy looked down into her coffee, then leaned her head against Valerie’s hip again, that familiar calm settling back in. “Guess I better finish this cup and act like someone worth checking in on.”
Valerie grinned. “Babe, you were always worth it. Even before the coffee.”
They stayed like that for a while, sunlight stretching lazy across the floor, the scent of toast and fresh coffee curling through the room like a memory. Laughter still lingered, soft and unhurried, trailing behind their words. It wasn’t loud, or grand. Just love constant, grounded, and quietly undefeated.
Judy smiled at Valerie, the warmth in her eyes no longer dimmed by fatigue. “Maybe I should make another movie. Could help keep my mind steady give it something to hold on to.”
Valerie reached down, gently lifting Judy’s foot into her lap, her thumbs beginning a slow, careful massage. “You know I wouldn’t mind if you used More Than Skin Deep as the title.”
Judy let out a soft hum as the tension eased from her leg. “That’s your song, Val.”
Valerie moved her hands up to her calf, her touch firm but tender. “Sure. But it’s always been our story. And let’s be honest sounds a hell of a lot better than Still Yelling at Clouds.”
Judy laughed, the sound easing into a sigh of relief as Valerie’s hands worked deeper into the muscle. “Alright, alright. I guess we collaborate like always. I’ll use your title… and I’ll find the perfect moment to edit the song in.”
Valerie grinned, brushing her fingers along the arch of her foot. “Speaking of forgetting things… I may have blanked on a show we were hired for in Night City. Thankfully, the band bailed me out. I owe them a proper gig here.”
She shot Judy a teasing smirk. “Looks like we both have things to look forward to. But today… today’s ours.”
Judy lifted her other foot with a mischievous look. “This one’s still cold.”
Valerie chuckled, releasing the first foot and taking the second into her hands. She pressed a kiss to Judy’s toes, voice low and amused. “Then I better do this right.”
She started massaging again, gentle and slow.
Judy shifted closer, folding her legs behind her as she leaned in, her breath brushing Valerie’s lips.
“What do you want to do today?” Valerie asked softly.
Judy smiled against her mouth. “You.”
Then she kissed her slow, assured, and full of everything she’d found her way back to.
Valerie’s hands still cradled Judy’s foot when the kiss deepened no longer teasing, but lingering. Judy leaned into her with a quiet hunger, one hand sliding up Valerie’s thigh as if mapping her out again, relearning her with the pads of her fingers. No urgency. Just intent.
Valerie responded in kind, lips parting to let Judy in, her hands slipping around her waist, fingers brushing under the hem of her tank top. Judy’s skin was warm beneath her palms, soft with the weight of morning still on it.
Judy straddled her gently, letting her knees settle on either side of Valerie’s hips, their foreheads pressed together for a breath. She smiled something small but fierce in her eyes.
“You’re trouble,” she whispered.
Valerie smirked. “Takes one to love one.”
Judy leaned down, kissing a line along Valerie’s jaw, then lowered her lips finding the curve of her neck where the lotus tattoo lived. She kissed it slow, open-mouthed, her tongue just grazing the ink.
Valerie exhaled sharply, her hands sliding beneath Judy’s top, pushing it up inch by inch until Judy lifted her arms to let it go.
“Your hands,” Judy murmured, guiding them to her sides. “Always knew how to steady me.”
Valerie’s touch was reverent, thumbs tracing along Judy’s ribs, brushing under her breasts, then back down again like a song she never wanted to forget. She kissed the hollow of Judy’s throat, then lower, her mouth leaving soft, damp trails down her chest.
Judy’s back arched slightly, her fingers weaving through Valerie’s red hair. “Don’t stop,” she breathed, voice cracked open now, raw and real.
Valerie didn’t. She took her time, tracing slow circles with her tongue, pausing to nip at Judy’s skin each kiss building toward something molten but never rushed.
Judy shifted then, pushing Valerie gently onto her back, her hands guiding her with practiced grace. She leaned down and kissed Valerie’s lips again long, slow, devouring before dragging her mouth down her collarbone, following the ink that led across her chest and shoulder.
Her tongue flicked against the script tattooed under Valerie’s breast. Don’t tell me I’m dying.
“You’re more alive than anyone I’ve ever known,” Judy whispered there.
Valerie let out a soft sound, hands roaming Judy’s back, pulling her closer, needing her pressed tight. Judy responded, her rhythm teasing, grazing, kissing every part of her wife she could reach.
Heat swelled between them, but it wasn’t reckless it was layered, earned, full of knowing. Every moan was met with a smile. Every gasp, a grounding touch.
When Valerie finally rolled them over again, lips parted and flushed, she looked down at Judy with pure love burning behind her eyes.
“You feel like yourself again,” she whispered.
Judy reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind Valerie’s ear. “I feel like us again.”
Then they moved together with a slow, fluid, rhythm deeply familiar. Like music played without sound, like something sacred they never forgot how to speak.
Their bodies stayed close, skin against skin, the world outside their home fading until only breath and heartbeat remained. Valerie traced her fingers down the side of Judy’s torso, slow and deliberate, until her hand found the curve of her hip, holding her there close, steady, grounded.
Judy leaned up, lips brushing Valerie’s collarbone before rising to her throat. “Missed this,” she whispered, voice thick with emotion and heat.
Valerie cupped her jaw, eyes searching hers. “You have me. Always.”
Judy pulled her down into another kiss, this one deeper, wetter, their tongues meeting with slow, unhurried fire. Her hands slipped under Valerie’s top, tugging it free in a fluid motion, revealing the freckles she adored, the tattoos she’d memorized. Judy’s fingers brushed along the lotus that spread from shoulder to chest, her lips following with reverence.
She kissed along Valerie’s chest, then down across her ribs, soft little licks and flicks of tongue that drew gasps from Valerie’s throat. “You’re not the only one who remembers,” Judy said, her voice low and teasing. “You think I forgot how to make you sing?”
Valerie shivered, her back arching slightly. “You were always good with your hands. But your mouth?”
Judy’s eyes sparkled. “Legendary.”
She slid down slowly, teasing every inch of skin she passed, until she settled between Valerie’s thighs. Her kisses turned into slow, sensual worship, her tongue moving in a rhythm as old as their love. Valerie’s breath hitched, her hands fisting in the couch blanket, her legs tensing around Judy’s shoulders.
Their relays synced again, not overwhelming, just open. Valerie felt the echo of every touch, every flicker of joy and intimacy mirrored between them. Judy’s desire wasn’t just physical, it was emotional, whole. A woman reclaiming herself, and the bond they’d built.
When Valerie finally came undone, it wasn’t with a cry it was with Judy’s name whispered against her lips, her hands shaking as she pulled Judy back up to kiss her, needing her close.
They lay tangled together in the aftermath, hearts still racing, skin damp, smiles lazy and content.
Judy nuzzled into Valerie’s neck, her voice a warm murmur. “Still think I’m trouble?”
Valerie ran a hand down her back. “The best kind.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, then closed her eyes, her head tucked under Valerie’s chin. The quiet that settled afterward wasn’t empty, it was full. Of trust, love, and fire, cooled just enough to simmer between their skin.
Outside, the sun climbed higher in the sky. Inside, two souls now synced, now whole rested in the warmth they never stopped creating.
Valerie’s breathing was still soft against Judy’s temple, her chest rising in slow, steady rhythms as their bodies stayed tangled under the blanket. The quiet lingered, not heavy, but content.
Then, with a breathy chuckle, Valerie shifted slightly. “Alright,” she murmured, voice still husky with affection, “we’re definitely gonna start sticking to this couch.”
Judy let out a satisfied sigh, resting her chin on Valerie’s shoulder. “Maybe that’s not the worst way to go.”
Valerie kissed her lightly, then leaned back just enough to look her in the eyes. “As much as I’d love to stay here forever…” She trailed off, fingers brushing lightly over Judy’s thigh, then down to the waistband of her underwear.
“…these need to go,” she added, mischief creeping into her voice.
She stood slowly, tugging her own underwear in one fluid motion. With a playful wink, she glanced over her shoulder. “You want your shower steamy… or frigid toes?”
Judy arched a brow, already sliding off the couch with a stretch. “I’d say bring the steam, but if your hands go near my cold feet again…”
Valerie raised both hands in mock surrender. “No promises. You married a menace, remember?”
Judy laughed, padding softly behind her. “Yeah, but she’s my menace.”
Valerie gave her a sly look over her shoulder as they moved down the hall, hips swaying just a little extra. “You keep talking like that and I might get ideas.”
“Oh no,” Judy deadpanned. “Ideas. Whatever will I do.”
Valerie smirked. “Suffer. Gloriously.”
Judy gave her a gentle shove from behind. “You’ve been smug ever since I kissed your neck.”
“And you’ve been glowing ever since,” Valerie shot back, stepping backward toward the bathroom with mock swagger. “Admit it I’m your favorite spa treatment.”
Judy raised a brow. “Favorite? You’re my whole damn appointment book.”
They both broke into quiet laughter, the easy kind that lived in the center of their bond. By the time they reached the bathroom, the teasing gave way to something softer, something rooted.
Steam filled the bathroom before they even stepped in. Valerie turned on the water, letting it warm as she looked over at Judy, who stood at the sink, tracing her reflection not judging, just observing.
“Hey,” Valerie said gently, moving behind her again. “Still you.”
Judy nodded slowly, eyes softening as Valerie’s hands slid to her waist.
“I know.” She turned, slipping her arms around Valerie’s back. “I think I needed today. All of it.”
They stepped into the water, close as breath, no rush between them. Just skin, heat, and the shared quiet of two women learning how to hold forever without breaking.
They stepped into the water, close as breath, no rush between them. Just skin, heat, and the shared quiet of two women learning how to hold forever without breaking.
Valerie let the spray wash over her shoulders first, her eyes fluttering shut as the warmth seeped into tired muscles. Judy moved in behind her, wrapping her arms gently around her waist, pressing her cheek between Valerie’s shoulder blades.
Neither spoke.
There wasn’t a need.
Water trickled down between them, steam curling around the edges of the moment like it knew it wasn’t meant to be loud, just honest.
Valerie turned slowly, hands lifting to cradle Judy’s face. Drops clung to her skin, catching in the faint fuzz of her growing hair, sliding down her jaw. She was still so newly whole, still relearning her body’s rhythms, but she met Valerie’s gaze with nothing but surety.
“I missed this,” Judy said, voice low and warm, “the way you look at me. Like I’m the only thing in the world worth holding onto.”
Valerie smiled, brushing her thumbs just under Judy’s eyes. “You are.”
Judy leaned in, letting their foreheads touch beneath the falling water, her hands resting at the curve of Valerie’s hips. “It still feels different. Everything’s more… tuned. Like I can feel the weight of your breath when you exhale.”
Valerie nodded slowly. “That’s the relay sync. But it’s also you. Not just sensing the moment being in it.”
Judy tilted her head, kissed Valerie’s cheek, then trailed soft lips toward the space just under her jaw. “Then I’m not letting go of it.”
Valerie’s breath caught, her fingers sliding up to comb gently through the soft, damp growth starting to return across Judy’s scalp.
They shifted under the spray, hands moving in slow patterns across shoulders, arms, backs. Not for want, but for reverence. The kind of touch that said I still know you. I still see you.
Judy let out a slow sigh as Valerie took the soap and gently lathered it in her hands, then ran it across Judy’s shoulders, careful, patient. “You’ve always taken care of me.”
Valerie’s lips ghosted against her temple. “No. We take care of each other.”
They washed each other like it was a promise. Not some chore, but a ritual hands moving slow, fingers lingering longer in the places that ached. When they finally rinsed off, neither of them said a word.
There was no need to explain tenderness when it filled every breath between them.
Valerie reached for a towel, wrapping Judy in it first, then pressing another gently against her own skin.
“I’ve got you,” Valerie whispered, voice so soft it nearly disappeared into the steam.
Judy leaned forward, kissed the base of her throat. “I know you do”
Valerie grinned as she ruffled the towel through her hair, a few damp strands curling across her freckled cheeks. Judy stood nearby, swaddled in cotton and contentment, arms tucked beneath the towel as she leaned against the counter.
“What’s the plan now?” Valerie asked with a teasing lift of her brow. “We gonna lay in bed as naked burritos all day?”
Judy laughed, the sound soft and clear in the steamy air. “Sounds nice. But you know something we haven’t done in a while?”
Valerie reached for the linen closet, tilting her head. “What did I forget this time?”
“Nothing, guapa.” Judy tugged her towel tighter, stepping close to nudge her with a hip. “Was thinking a picnic out back on the dock, snuggled up with you reading me romance novels again sounded nice.”
Valerie paused, warmth flickering behind her eyes as she handed Judy a set of soft cotton lounge pants and a worn tank top from their shared “lazy day” pile. “The last time we did that was your birthday last year.”
“Yeah…” Judy pulled the shirt over her head, tugging it down over her still-damp skin. “We used to do it all the time. Back when we weren’t chasing convoy routes, fixing relay bugs, or putting out fires for every settlement north of Dust Bone.”
Valerie chuckled, slipping into a pair of joggers and a faded gray shirt that still smelled faintly of the cedar-lined closet. “Leading the Clan, helping Klamath Falls grow… it didn’t leave much time for just us.”
Judy stepped up behind her and rested her chin on Valerie’s shoulder, arms wrapping around her waist. “We’ve got time now, right?”
Valerie turned in her embrace, brushing her fingers down Judy’s cheek. “Yeah. We can have all the picnics you want now.”
“Good,” Judy whispered, kissing the corner of her mouth. “Because I want every single one.”
Valerie pressed their foreheads together. “You pick the book. I’ll grab the blanket and make something warm to drink. Sound good?”
“Perfect,” Judy murmured. “Don’t forget the sunscreen. Not trying to fry this beautiful bald head.”
Valerie snorted a laugh. “Never. I got you covered, literally and figuratively.”
They kissed once more, then padded barefoot out of the bedroom, their laughter trailing behind them like sunlight through steam. It was still morning, still theirs, and the dock was waiting.
The kitchen hummed with soft life as Valerie moved about with practiced ease, pulling down the worn picnic basket from atop the pantry shelf. Its wicker edges were frayed in places from years of use, each scuff a memory: birthdays, lazy afternoons, even the first summer after they adopted Sera, when she insisted they pack “a thousand snacks” just in case.
Judy leaned against the counter sun screen glistening off her scalp, watching Valerie with a quiet, affectionate smile. “You going for gourmet or comfort today?”
Valerie opened the fridge with a grin. “A bit of both. I’ve got that leftover miso broth, some tofu, fresh scallions and I'm thinking of some leftover ramen in thermoses. Toasted sandwiches for backup. Something warm, something crisp.”
Judy chuckled. “You always know how to make survival taste like a five-star meal.”
Valerie looked over her shoulder. “Hey, I lived off kibble and scavenged supplies during my merc days. I earned the right to be picky now.”
Judy grabbed a couple mugs from the drying rack, filled them with water, and popped a pair of blooming tea bulbs into each watching the petals unfurl slowly like tiny stories in porcelain. “You want to bring music, or let the lake speak?”
Valerie closed the sandwich press with a click. “Let the lake speak. But maybe my guitar too… just in case the mood strikes.”
Judy nodded, glancing out the window as light poured through, dappling across the wood floor. The dock stretched out like a promise beneath a sky painted in soft morning blue, clouds barely whispering at the edges.
Valerie tucked the last cloth napkin into the basket, the purple lotus stitching catching a glint of morning light. Steam curled from the thermoses nestled beside the wrapped sandwiches and blooming tea mugs. She reached for her guitar case, slinging it over one shoulder as she turned toward Judy with a smile.
Judy stood near the doorway, her worn tank top hanging loose over soft cotton lounge pants. There was something quietly radiant about her no grand gestures, just the way she held herself again. Whole. Present.
Valerie stepped up beside her, handing off the blanket folded under her arm. “You sure you’re up for a walk?”
Judy gave a faint smile, the kind that lived in the corners of her eyes. “If it’s to the dock with you? Always.”
They stepped out onto the deck together, barefoot. The planks were warm from the early sun, the air crisp with the scent of pine and lakewater. A soft breeze curled through Judy’s short fuzz of hair, and she tilted her face into it.
The grassy slope welcomed them gently, dewdrops brushing at their ankles as they moved down toward the dock. It stretched like an old friend, weathered boards whispering with each step.
Valerie carried the basket carefully in both hands while Judy held the blanket pressed to her chest. When they reached the end, Judy crouched to spread it across the dock, smoothing the corners with the kind of tenderness that never needed words.
Valerie lowered the basket beside her, setting the guitar case against the railing. She gave a playful nudge with her shoulder. “Alright, babe. What book did you sneak in this time?”
Judy pulled the well-loved novel from under the blanket, holding it up like a secret treasure. “Hearts Like Rust.”
Valerie let out a knowing laugh. “The biker and the runaway. You’re feeling nostalgic.”
Judy grinned. “Figured it was time for a little old-school soft chaos. Something with a pulse.”
Valerie settled beside her, one leg tucked beneath the other. “Sounds like us.”
Judy opened the book to the first page, pausing just long enough to look sideways at her. “Yeah. Only with better sandwiches.”
Valerie laughed softly, leaned in close, and let the stillness wrap around them as Judy began to read their voices, their breath, and the lake all moving in time.
Judy’s voice dipped low as she read, each word laced with a quiet rhythm, like the lake itself had slowed to listen.
“She didn’t expect to find kindness in the ruins. But there he stood, a bruised knuckle held out, offering something she hadn’t seen in years trust without conditions.”
Valerie leaned back against the dock , eyes half-lidded, letting the sun warm her freckled skin. Her hand found Judy’s beneath the blanket, fingers slipping between her wife’s with easy certainty. They didn’t have to look at each other to feel connected. The sync was subtle now, just a low background hum between their relays soft pulses of calm and affection passing back and forth like old habits rediscovered.
Judy turned the page with one hand, the other tightening around Valerie’s. “You remember the first time I read this to you?”
Valerie cracked an eye open, her mouth lifting in a faint grin. “Back in Arizona. Just after Sera joined the Aldecaldos.”
Judy nodded. “We’d barely slept. Still carrying dust and bruises from that firefight.”
Valerie’s grin widened. “You were stubborn as hell. Sat on that busted couch in the med bay, legs over mine, reading this book like we weren’t still bleeding.”
Judy shrugged, eyes twinkling. “You needed a distraction.”
“You were the distraction,” Valerie said softly. “Still are.”
Judy flushed slightly but didn’t stop reading. The wind tugged at the edges of the blanket, but Valerie reached out and tucked it closer around them both without missing a beat.
They stayed like that through a few more chapters, tea cooling slowly beside them, the lake stretching endless and quiet. The words Judy read began to blur, less important than the voice carrying them. It wasn’t about the story anymore. It was about the way Valerie’s breath slowed to match the cadence, how Judy’s fingers never once let go, how time stopped asking questions.
When she paused again, Judy let the book fall lightly against her chest. “Can’t remember the last time it felt this easy.”
Valerie kissed her temple, lips barely brushing skin. “Then let’s not forget this one.”
Judy looked up at her, head resting against her shoulder. “We should do this every week again.”
Valerie’s hand found its way to her cheek, thumb tracing the gentle curve beneath her eye. “We will.”
Their eyes lingered on each other, the kind of gaze that didn’t search for anything just held. The lake lapped beneath them. The sky rolled slowly overhead, and in that soft, steady moment, there was nothing to fix. Nothing to fear.
Judy leaned against Valerie, her breath steady, her cheek warm against the soft fabric of Valerie’s shirt. Valerie adjusted slightly, one arm wrapping tighter around her wife’s waist, the other resting palm-flat against the dock beneath them. The lake glimmered ahead, catching sunlight like it had been waiting just for them.
No show of defiance, or need to prove anything.
Just Judy settled into the life she chose. Still herself, still tethered to the woman beside her.
Valerie’s thumb brushed lightly along the curve of Judy’s wrist.
They didn’t speak for a while. They didn’t have to.
Because this was still their world. Built piece by piece. Quiet, steady, and real.
The lake remained still, a mirror for the sky. Sunlight glinted off its surface in scattered diamonds while the gentle rhythm of water brushing the dock played soft beneath the quiet.
Valerie leaned on one elbow, the other hand dipping into the picnic basket. She pulled free a ripe strawberry and held it between her fingers just above Judy’s lips. “Say ah,” she murmured with a playful smirk.
Judy arched a brow but obliged, biting the fruit cleanly, then licking a drop of juice from her lip. “You spoiling me, guapa?”
Valerie hummed, reaching for another piece this time a thin slice of mango. She let it graze lightly along Judy’s lower lip before feeding it to her. “Just taking care of my girl.”
Judy’s head rested against her shoulder, content and unhurried. She tilted her chin just slightly to look up at her. “You’re glowing.”
Valerie smiled, soft and open. “I still remember after Mikoshi… you sent me that video. Your voice was trembling the whole time, but you did it. Told me you loved me like it was the first time.”
Judy let out a breathy laugh, cheeks dimpling. “I was terrified. We were already married and everything, and still… it didn’t feel real yet. Like it’d all disappear if I blinked too long.”
Valerie’s gaze turned a little inward, her hand finding another slice of fruit, this time more slowly. “I remember the first time I fell apart in front of you. Right after I got my body back… after the fight to reclaim myself. I asked if it was okay to see two of you. You said yes without blinking. Then you cradled me in your lap, made motorcycle noises to distract me, and fed me burnt toaster marshmallows.” She smiled faintly, passing the fruit to Judy. “I could barely lift my hand. You never flinched.”
Judy took the mango slice gently, chewing as she let the moment settle. Her voice was soft when she spoke. “Panam helped us both get through those months in Arizona. I remember the long drives, when your body barely held you up and I’d hold onto you like I could anchor your soul with just my hands.”
She swallowed hard, eyes flickering to the water. “There were nights I’d clutch you so tight, begging you to wake up. Just once more. And Panam… she never left. Always asking how to help. Always showing up when I needed to scream or collapse.”
Valerie reached up, brushing her fingers through the fuzz still soft along Judy’s scalp. “She held me too, you know. When you weren’t there too. The night after I collapsed by the firepit she was the one who called you.”
Judy nodded slowly. “She was our bridge when we didn’t know if we’d make it to the other side.”
Valerie smiled again, but this time it was quieter, filled with history and warmth. “And now look at us. Back here. Still tangled in each other.”
Judy grinned, eyes shining. “Tangled’s a good word. I’m pretty sure you’re sitting on half my tank top.”
Valerie laughed, leaned over to kiss her forehead. “Don’t need it. You’re radiant enough.”
Judy whispered, “Told you. Pink for love, green for growth.”
Valerie picked one last piece of fruit this time a cherry, and held it above Judy’s lips like a promise. “And always us. No matter what shade we wear.”
Valerie shifted slightly, adjusting the blanket around them as the sun crept higher above the lake. Judy didn’t move much, just nestled in closer, her head tucked into the hollow between Valerie’s neck and shoulder, one hand resting lightly over Valerie’s heartbeat.
The warmth between them was easy. Familiar. Like nothing needed to be explained anymore.
Valerie’s fingers skimmed over the worn edge of the book still sitting beside the picnic basket. She picked it up again, tapping her thumb against the spine. “Hey,” she said quietly, brushing her lips against Judy’s temple, “you want me to keep reading for a bit?”
Judy smiled without opening her eyes. “Mmm. You always keep spoiling me.”
Valerie chuckled. “Damn right I do.” She flipped to the marked page and cleared her throat softly, not for performance, just to carry the words between them.
Her voice flowed in a low, rhythmic cadence, not too polished, not too careful just her. Just a woman reading to the love of her life under an open sky.
“She leaned against the rusted fence, wind curling her hair like a promise undone. The road ahead was all red dust and vanishing lines, but she wasn’t afraid. Not anymore. Because the woman who had walked into her life like a wildfire now stood beside her, and every broken piece had found a place to rest.”
Judy stirred slightly, her thumb tracing slow circles over Valerie’s side. “That line always gets me,” she murmured, voice muffled against skin. “Like it was written just for us.”
Valerie closed the book gently, her fingers lingering on the cover. “Maybe it was. Or maybe we’ve just lived enough to make every story feel like ours.”
Judy tilted her head to look up at her. “Both.”
There was a pause. Soft wind. Birdsong somewhere in the pine. The creak of the dock sounded beneath them like an old lullaby.
Valerie reached over, set the book aside with care. “I’ve got something else for you,” she said, her voice a touch more serious now, but still warm. “Not rehearsed. Not even written. Just something I need to play for you. Straight from here.” She placed a hand gently over her heart.
Judy’s lips curved as she watched her. “Your heart always had the best setlist.”
Valerie kissed her once soft, brief, but full of everything that had ever mattered between them.
“Then stay close, babe. Because I think this one’s just for you.”
Judy slowly stood, stretching out her legs before turning to offer Valerie her hand. The sun caught on her gold wedding band as she smiled soft, grounded, knowing.
Valerie took it, rising with her, fingers laced in quiet trust. She leaned down and opened the guitar case, lifting the silver-bodied instrument with practiced care, its purple inlays catching the light like scattered memories.
They moved to the edge of the dock, barefoot, shoulder to shoulder. Judy sat first, cross-legged, resting her chin on her hands, her eyes never leaving Valerie. The lake shimmered behind them, glassy and still.
Valerie cradled the guitar in her lap and adjusted the strap over her shoulder. She didn’t test the strings or clear her throat. She just let out a soft breath, one that trembled slightly at the edge, and then began to play.
Each chord was warm, imperfect, but real drawn straight from a place beyond preparation.
Then, her voice:
“I saw a heart that was broken
Felt the storm behind her stare
But in her pain, I saw something golden
A beauty most wouldn’t dare…”
Judy’s breath caught quietly, her hand lifting to her collarbone. Valerie didn’t look at her yet just kept singing, fingers steady over strings.
“She didn't know how much more she could take
But I reached out through her ache
Took her hand and softly said:
‘I’ll do whatever it takes…
To bring a smile to your face.’”
A tear slid down Judy’s cheek not from sadness, but recognition. She mouthed the words back, barely audible: you did.
“She looked at me, lips breaking with laughter
Placed her hand against my chest
No promises, no ever after
Just eyes that said, ‘Try your best.’”
Valerie’s voice wavered slightly here. She blinked hard, kept her strumming smooth as her throat tightened.
“So I kissed the hurt, held the flame
Built a life where love had a name
Told her, ‘You don’t have to be okay
I’ll love you anyway.’”
Judy’s arms wrapped around her knees, tears falling freely now, but her smile never faded.
“Judy, you are my fire
What my heart desires
Every morning next to you
Feels like a dream with love this true…”
Valerie finally looked up, eyes meeting Judy’s. Her voice didn’t rise, it sank deeper. Intimate.
“No chrome, no wires, just skin and soul
You’re the only thing that makes me whole
Judy, you’re the reason I stay
You turn my night into day…”
Judy laughed softly through the tears, whispering, “Still got it, guapa…”
“We’ve walked through hell and back again
Lost too much to count or mend
But even when the silence screams
You’re the answer in my dreams…”
Judy’s lips parted, breath shallow. Her hand pressed over her heart.
“You're the laugh that saves my fall
The quiet voice when I lose it all
And still I’d do it all again
Just to see you smile, my friend…”
Valerie’s voice cracked again. Not broken, just full. She didn’t stop.
“Judy, you are my fire
What my heart desires
Every morning next to you
Feels like a dream with love this true…”
She took a small breath, wiped at her cheek with her shoulder, eyes glistening.
“When the world burns, I’ll hold the line
Just to see those eyes meet mine
Judy, you’re the light I chase
You’re the home I can’t replace…”
Judy mouthed I love you before Valerie reached the final verses.
“I never needed saving, just a place to land
You gave me more you took my hand
And when I shake, when I fall apart
You’re still the calm inside my heart…”
Her fingers slowed just slightly, the music tapering gently as her voice fell into a whisper meant only for the woman in front of her.
“Judy, you are my fire
What my soul requires
With you, I’ve found what’s real and right
The stars that blaze through darkest night
You're my reason, you're my grace
And I’ll keep chasing your face
Judy, you’re my every day
In your love…
I’ll always stay.”
The last chord lingered between them like breath.
Judy didn’t say anything at first. She just got up slowly and crossed the small space between them, lowering herself into Valerie’s chest, arms winding around her neck.
She pressed her forehead against hers, eyes still shining.
“That was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever given me,” she whispered. “You know that, right?”
Valerie nodded, tears slipping down her cheeks, a smile tucked into her lips.
“Then I’ll just have to keep writing,” she whispered back.
Judy leaned in, her forehead resting against Valerie’s for one long breath before she kissed her slow, soft, and certain. A kiss not of urgency, but of anchoring. A kiss that said I see you. I feel you. I’m here.
When they parted, Valerie smiled into the space between them, then carefully set the guitar down in its case beside the basket. Her fingers lingered on the latch for a second before she turned back to Judy.
She extended a hand toward her. “Come lay down with me,” she said gently.
Judy didn’t hesitate. She took Valerie’s hand and let herself be guided down onto the sun-warmed blanket stretched across the dock. Valerie lay back first, her hair fanned out over the edge of a pillow. Judy followed, curling into her side with the ease of a rhythm long known and rediscovered.
The lake lapped softly below them, water catching slivers of light. A gull cried far off in the distance, and the wind stirred through the trees, whispering like an old lullaby.
Valerie wrapped an arm around Judy’s waist, fingers settling just under the hem of her tank top, tracing absentminded shapes against her skin.
Judy’s voice came quiet, close to her ear. “You really meant every word of that song, didn’t you?”
Valerie nodded, lips brushing the top of her head. “Every breath of it.”
Judy nestled closer. “Even the line about holding the line when the world burns?”
Valerie smiled. “Especially that one.”
A pause passed between them, but it wasn’t silence. It was filled with everything they didn’t need to say. With every fight they’d come through. With every second they’d earned.
“Then we’re not just surviving anymore,” Judy whispered, her hand sliding to rest over Valerie’s heart. “We’re living.”
Valerie’s eyes fluttered shut. “Yeah,” she breathed. “We really are.”
And so they lay there, in the golden hush of afternoon, where time slowed and the world felt smaller. Just the dock. The lake. And two souls learning how to live all over again together.
Valerie wraps her fingers around Judy. "Hey Jude ever think about what made us worth saving?"
Judy slightly confused. "What's on your mind, mi amor?"
Valerie deep in thought. "The way Ghost Watch talks how they can see various timelines about our lives. Different versions of us that never got a chance at this. What did we do differently that made us worth having our forever after?”
Judy shifted slightly, her cheek brushing against Valerie’s collarbone. She was quiet for a few seconds, letting the question settle, letting the wind speak through the trees before her voice came, low and thoughtful.
“I think about that sometimes,” she admitted. “Especially since you came back. Since we came back. How close we were to losing it all more than once.”
Valerie tightened her hold, thumb brushing slow circles against Judy’s hip. “Maybe we didn’t do anything special. Maybe we just kept choosing each other.”
Judy hummed softly. “You think that’s all it takes? Just… choosing?”
Valerie tilted her head, resting her chin gently against the crown of Judy’s scalp. “I think when the world kept trying to make us break, we didn’t. That’s not something you measure in credits or kill counts. That’s just love. Raw and ugly and patient.”
Judy closed her eyes. “You remember after Mikoshi, when I used to sit with you for hours while you just… drifted? You didn’t even know I was there most of the time.”
“I knew,” Valerie said quietly. “Maybe not with my mind, but somewhere deeper.”
“I kept whispering stories to you,” Judy went on, her voice growing thick with memory. “Even made up a few. You always rolled your eyes when I made shit up, but it felt like the only way to fill the silence. The only way to feel like I hadn’t lost you.”
Valerie’s voice cracked, soft and steady. “That’s what made us worth saving, Jude. You never let go of me. Even when I was barely a flicker.”
Judy lifted her head slightly to meet Valerie’s gaze. “Then maybe that’s the difference. In all those timelines, maybe someone gave up a little too soon. Or didn’t say the thing that mattered. Or just never reached back.”
Valerie nodded, her emerald eyes shining. “But we did. Every time. No matter how scared. No matter how broken.”
A silence fell again, not heavy but reverent. The kind that only exists between two people who’ve bled for their love and bled to keep it.
Judy’s fingers slid up Valerie’s chest to rest just above the tattooed lyrics beneath her left breast. Don’t tell me I’m dying. Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Even when we were both fading, we found a way back.”
Valerie kissed her forehead. “I think that’s what Ghost Watch saw. Not that we were perfect. Just… that we were willing. To fight. To forgive. To keep going.”
Judy exhaled slowly, her breath warm against Valerie’s skin. “Then I hope all those other versions of us… I hope they find their way too.”
Valerie stared up at the open sky. “Yeah. But I’m glad we’re this one. The one where I get to hold you.”
Judy nestled in closer. “Me too.”
Laying on the dock with the world stretched wide around them, they let the question hang not as a burden, but as a truth. They didn’t have every answer. But they had this, and that had always been enough.
Judy still nestled close, her head resting gently on Valerie’s chest. The sound of their breathing mingled with the soft rustling of the wind through the trees, as if the world was holding its breath around them.
“Do you remember the Heart of Laguna Bend?” Judy asked softly, her voice a quiet whisper in the calm of the afternoon.
Valerie smiled, her fingers tracing slow patterns along Judy’s back. “That old necklace I found? Yeah, I remember. That was the moment my heart opened. But… I was thinking about it, too. If you only knew that you were the heart of Laguna Bend.”
Judy lifted her head, meeting Valerie’s gaze, her dark eyes glimmering with something deeper. She ran a hand tenderly across Valerie’s cheek, brushing away a stray lock of hair. “I felt your heart through the sync. Right after you passed out in that old chapel… scared me half to death.”
Valerie’s fingers brushed gently over the lines of Judy’s shoulders, pulling her closer. “You saved me, Jude. You pulled me out of that lake. I’m here because of you.”
Judy took a breath, her gaze flicking to the lake beyond, as if the stillness there could offer her comfort. “Even though the sync was still experimental… I still felt your relic malfunction so strongly. That’s what broke me. I lost it in the bathroom that day. Watching you hurt like that… it felt like the whole world was slipping away.”
Valerie’s expression softened, her thumb caressing Judy’s hand. “You told me about Clouds, and how much it hurt knowing you hurt your friends. I remember you wanted our day to be just ours no worries, no outside world crashing in.”
Judy smiled softly, her fingers tracing Valerie’s collarbone. “You told me it was our day, that I would always be your Belle from Laguna Bend.”
Valerie’s eyes brightened with warmth, her heart beating just a little faster. “And I meant it. You took my hand, and our friendship blossomed. And then, when we finally made love for the first time, all those unspoken words disappeared, and we both realized we were in love.”
Judy’s smile deepened, her voice hushed with affection. “I knew, Val. Even before the Heist, before everything went sideways. I knew. It wasn’t just in how we became friends it was in how you treated me. You never pushed. You let me feel safe, just being me. No expectations. It made me feel like I was finally allowed to be real.”
Valerie’s breath hitched. Her fingers intertwined with Judy’s. “My mercenary life… it always took so much from me. Helping people without ever asking for anything in return. But you… you were the only person I could talk to, the only one I felt safe sharing my burdens with.”
Judy caressed the back of Valerie’s hand, her voice quiet but steady. “Same for me. Suzie… she’d always give me shit, made me feel small. I’d call Grams every night, tell her about the pain, about the things I couldn’t talk about with anyone else. She always smiled when I told her about you. When I called her less, because you were there to listen. My talks with her… they became more about you than about my pain.”
Valerie smiled, the warmth spreading through her chest. “I guess we have our shitty exes to thank for breaking our hearts. If it hadn’t been for them, we might never have met.”
Judy’s lips curled into a mischievous smile, her eyes glinting with a playful edge. “Fuck you, Maiko. But… still, without you? My life would’ve never changed.”
She paused, her gaze shifting to meet Valerie’s more seriously, her voice low and filled with emotion. “Hey, Val?”
Valerie’s eyes softened, her thumb brushing Judy’s knuckles as she gazed back at her. “Yeah, Jude?”
Judy exhaled slowly, taking a moment to let her thoughts settle. “I feel like all my pieces are back now. I kept them every single one, even the painful ones. Because that pain, and everything we survived, that’s what made our love this strong. Feel this real.”
Valerie’s heart swelled, her emotions shifting into something deeper, something more rooted. She leaned in, pressing her forehead gently against Judy’s. “It’s still going to get stronger, Jude. I love you. No matter what. No matter the pain… it’s always worth it holding you like this.”
Judy’s eyes softened, her fingers tracing over Valerie’s arm as she settled closer, the two of them just breathing in the quiet, and the weight of the moment together. Their hearts intertwined in a silent promise no more pain too big, no distance too great to stop them.
They stayed there, wrapped in the peace they fought for, the world around them waiting, but for now, not needing to intrude. Just love, and the quiet, steady beat of it between them.
Judy shifted slightly, the calm broken only by the soft twitch of her fingers as they rested against Valerie’s skin.
Valerie noticed and gently brushed her hand against Judy’s forhead, tilting her head. “You okay?”
Judy’s voice was soft, almost hesitant. “Head’s just ringing… Still feels weird, having my memories pulled like that, forming the Engram of me.”
Valerie steadied her with a gentle touch, her heart aching at the vulnerability in Judy’s tone. “I don’t even remember it happening to me. Just woke up, seeing Alt, and Johnny in that… digital void.”
Judy’s fingers twitched again, and she closed her eyes, her expression showing the subtle strain of the process. “You don’t have to fight it anymore, Jude.”
Judy smiled weakly, her breath still shallow. “At least my body pillow is still warm.”
Valerie leaned in, her voice filled with warmth and understanding. “You just rest now, okay?”
Judy nodded slightly, her eyes flickering, then closing for a moment. Valerie noticed the slight tremor in her body, the way her eyes darted beneath her eyelids as the faint flicker of residual instability passed.
“Hey, Jude…” Valerie said softly, her gaze full of concern, “We should get you inside. You need something for your head, get you out of the sun for a bit.”
Valerie carefully pulled herself from their shared blanket hold, her hands gentle as she shifted her position. She stood slowly, moving with purpose as she reached down, wrapping the blanket around Judy and lifting her carefully.
Judy smiled faintly, her eyes looking up at Valerie with tenderness. “You really like carrying me, huh, mi amor?”
Valerie’s smile grew, her heart swelling with affection. “Just relax, Jude. Let me take care of you.”
With her gentle care, Valerie carried Judy up the slope, past the deck and toward the kitchen. The soft weight of Judy in her arms, the familiar warmth of her body, felt like a quiet affirmation of everything they had built together.
When they reached the bedroom, Valerie carefully laid Judy down on the bed, her fingers lingering for just a moment as she brushed Judy’s forehead.
Valerie stepped away briefly, moving toward the bathroom. She came back moments later with a glass of water and a few headache pills, her movements fluid and practiced as she gently offered them to Judy.
Judy accepted them quietly, her fingers brushing Valerie’s as she took the glass, a quiet smile playing on her lips.
Once Judy had taken the pills, Valerie sat beside her, leaning in to check on her. “You feeling okay now?”
Judy nodded, her eyes blinking slowly as she let the relief settle into her bones. “Yeah. Just the head stuff... but it’s getting better.”
Valerie smiled, brushing a stray piece of hair from Judy’s face as she helped her get settled again. “Good,” she whispered, her voice full of quiet love.
After a moment of peace, Valerie stood and stepped out of the room, gathering the things from the dock.
Judy's eyes softened as she let out a slow, steady breath, her gaze drifting over the pictures on the wall. The memories anchored her, grounding her in something that felt real even when her mind felt like it was floating in a haze.
She reached out for one of the old Polaroids, the image blurry at the edges but still clear enough to see the joy in their faces. The photo was taken along the Pacifica coastline, the wind caught in their hair, and Valerie’s bright smile as she leaned on her matte black Racer. Judy remembered it like it was yesterday Valerie had just gotten it, the bike she’d been dreaming of, and the first thing she wanted to do was take Judy out for a ride.
The image flickered in Judy’s mind. The sound of the engine roaring to life, the feel of the bike beneath them as they sped down the coastline with no destination in mind. Just the wind in their hair and each other beside them.
Judy’s fingers brushed lightly over the photo before moving to another, the booth at Lizzie’s. The moment they had become a couple, no pretenses, just them, sitting there in the quiet glow of the bar after the noise had faded. Valerie had taken her out for their first real date. Judy still remembered the sound of Valerie’s voice, her teasing smile as they exchanged stories about how Valerie was going through hell at the time, but none of it showed. She just walked beside Judy, strong, confident, and full of life, and somehow, despite the chaos, they’d found each other.
Another breath. Another wave of nostalgia.
She let the Polaroid fall back into place, her eyes drifting to the next photo of them taken on another day that felt far too long ago, and yet so close. Valerie sat beside her, laughing under the glow of the streetlight as they waited on a bench, sharing a quiet moment on a corner somewhere in the city. A time before the weight of everything they’d carried had settled on their shoulders.
A time when the world outside didn’t feel so heavy.
Judy’s thoughts drifted for a moment, and she exhaled, her chest tight. The ringing in her head was still there, a constant hum, but it was bearable now. The images of their life together grounded her in ways she hadn’t expected, each memory softening the edges of the disorientation.
She looked up as Valerie stepped back into the room, the book tucked neatly under her arm. Judy’s eyes followed her every movement, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips.
Valerie slid onto the bed next to her, the familiar scent of her filling the air. “Feeling better?”
Judy nodded, her hand still resting against the pictures. “Still ringing, but feeling calmer.”
Valerie placed the book in her lap, her eyes searching Judy’s face. “You sure?”
Judy gave her a faint smile, her eyes soft. “Yeah, just… a lot to process. But being here with you makes it easier. You’re my anchor, Val.”
Valerie’s smile deepened, her voice gentle. “We’ve always been each other’s anchor. You don’t have to go through this alone, Jude.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, her body relaxing as Valerie sat closer. The weight of the day and everything that had come before it started to fade away, replaced with the comforting presence of the woman beside her.
Valerie opened the book, her eyes skimming over the words. She glanced over at Judy, offering a playful smirk. “So, where were we?”
Judy leaned back into Valerie, her head resting against her shoulder. “Right here. With you, where I belong.”
Valerie chuckled, turning the page. “Guess I can live with that.”
Together, they sank into the quiet, the world outside still waiting, but for now, it was just the two of them. Wrapped in love, in memories, in the simple comfort of each other’s presence. And for Judy, that was enough for now. Enough to heal, to rebuild, and to move forward.
Chapter 14: New Horizons
Summary:
New Horizons follows Valerie return to Highland Junction for the first time since Judy’s procedure. The story blends family, legacy, and quiet resilience as the couple reconnects with their clan and their daughter, Sera.
Valerie and Judy’s bond remains the emotional core steady, soft, and earned. They’re met with warmth and humor by Sera, Sandra, Killjoy, and others, all adjusting to the expanded tech that now preserves Judy as an engram alongside Valerie. Judy wrestles with lingering vulnerability, but finds comfort in community, music, and the steadiness of home.
Moments of reflection intertwine with laughter, memory, and light banter as the family prepares for Sera and Sandra’s next op. Before parting, they share one last meal and a heartfelt family photo, capturing the strength that carries them through.
It’s not about what they’ve survived it’s about what they’ve built: a new horizon where love, legacy, and chosen family endure.
Chapter Text
The book lay open on Valerie’s lap, its pages untouched for the last several minutes. Judy hadn’t moved far, still curled close, her head resting beneath Valerie’s collarbone, one leg draped lazily over her wife's.
“You drifting?” Valerie asked, her voice low, eyes watching the slow rise and fall of Judy’s breath.
Judy smiled against her skin, eyes still half-lidded. “Halfway. Thinking. Feeling. Letting it all breathe.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head, lips brushing the warm fuzz that had begun to regrow. “Is there anything I can do?”
Judy shifted slightly, her arm sliding around Valerie’s waist, anchoring herself there with the kind of ease that only came from years of trust. “You’re already doing it,” she said, her voice softened by the peace between them.
The quiet that followed wasn’t silent, it was full of slow heartbeats and long history. Judy’s fingers brushed idle patterns along Valerie’s side, not restless, just present.
“You ever think about what the next version of us looks like?” she asked, lifting her gaze to meet Valerie’s. Her eyes were steady, dark and full of something searching, but unafraid.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She reached out, tucked a loose strand behind Judy’s ear, her thumb trailing lightly down her cheek. “You mean where we’ll be in five years? Or another life?”
“This one,” Judy murmured. “The one we actually get to keep.”
Valerie let her eyes drift toward the window, the late sun stretching shadows across the floor like gentle reminders of time. “I see quiet evenings. Sera and Sandra laughing from the deck. Maybe Killjoy drops by with a bottle he swears is good. You’re across from me, editing your next movie. I’m halfway through a song I’ll never finish because I keep watching you instead.”
Judy’s lips pulled into a soft smile, the kind that lived behind the eyes. “And you’ll pretend you’re not watching until I catch you.”
“Wouldn’t be pretending,” Valerie said, leaning in close, her forehead resting against Judy’s. “Some things don’t need to change.”
“You think we’ll really hold this?” Judy asked, her voice quieter now, not from fear, but from the weight of wanting to believe it.
Valerie nodded, slow and certain, her hand finding Judy’s again. “We already are. Even when the world pulled at us, even when we unraveled… we never let go.”
Judy let her eyes close for a moment, letting those words settle deep. “It’s all I ever wanted. Not perfection. Just someone who stays.”
Valerie smiled, pressing her lips gently to the bridge of Judy’s nose. “Then we’re right where we’re meant to be.”
They lay like that for a while, warmth pressed to warmth, the sounds of the house low and steady around them. Afternoon shifted toward evening outside, but the rhythm between them didn’t change. Judy stirred eventually, stretching her leg, the blanket slipping lower over her thigh.
“Alright,” she said with a sigh that tasted more like contentment than exhaustion, “I vote we go slow-cook something. I want garlic, something rich. Something that smells like home.”
Valerie raised a brow as she sat up beside her, her eyes sweeping over Judy’s face with a grin. “You craving comfort food, or just looking for an excuse to watch me chop vegetables?”
Judy leaned in and kissed her, slow and assured. “How about you just reheat the ramen. Don’t forget about the eggs this time.”
Valerie laughed quietly, brushing her fingers through the small strands of Judy's hair. “You sit at the counter and look pretty. I’ll handle dinner.”
“I always look pretty,” Judy said, already stretching toward the edge of the bed, her joints popping with that familiar grace of someone still healing but no longer broken.
They moved together toward the kitchen, barefoot, hips brushing as they passed through the doorway. The last of the sun warmed the countertops in quiet gold, and the house moved with them not loud, not restless.
Valerie reached for the chopping board, Judy for the tea kettle. Outside, the lake caught the first shimmer of dusk.
Neither of them needed to speak to feel what was already understood. They were still building this life. Still choosing each other.
The kitchen filled slowly with the low, grounding rhythm of home. Judy slid onto the barstool by the counter, one leg tucked under her, her cheek propped against her hand as she watched Valerie move with quiet purpose. She didn’t speak and didn't need to. The soft clink of the knife against the cutting board, the steam curling from the ramen thermos as it poured into the ceramic pot, the way Valerie’s freckled fingers traced the edge of the scallions before slicing. It all said enough.
Judy tilted her head slightly, dark brown eyes tracking the flex of Valerie’s arm as she stirred the broth. “You know, watching you cook’s almost unfair.”
Valerie glanced up, a wry smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Almost?”
Judy leaned forward, chin resting on her palm, eyes tracing Valerie as she moved around the kitchen. “Your hair’s still all messy from lying in bed reading to me… and you’re still the best damn thing in this whole kitchen, mi amor.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath, brushing a strand of hair back with the back of her wrist. “You keep flirting with me like that and I’m gonna forget to watch the eggs.”
“I’m willing to risk it,” Judy said, her voice dropping into a playful rasp.
Valerie set the pan aside just long enough to lean in, forearm braced beside Judy on the counter. Her emerald eyes caught the light as she met her wife's gaze, steady and amused. “You hungry or just in the mood to stir trouble?”
Judy’s lip curled into a slow smile. “Mmm stirring sounds nice.”
The grin that broke across Valerie’s face was all soft edge. She kissed Judy’s temple, then returned to the stove, fingers nimble as she layered tofu, miso broth, and egg over ramen, the scent of garlic and soy warming the air.
Judy let herself sink into the quiet for a moment, head resting sideways on the counter as she traced the edge of her mug with one finger. “I missed this,” she said softly. “You. This. The normal.”
Valerie glanced over her shoulder, voice low but sure. “This is still normal, Jude. It always was. Just got buried under all the fighting.”
Judy nodded, eyes lingering on the back of Valerie’s neck, where her lotus tattoo curled up just beneath the neural ports. “Yeah… and now we’re unburying it. One garlic clove at a time.”
Valerie didn’t say anything right away. She just set a steaming bowl in front of Judy, added a toasted sandwich beside it, and slid the second bowl across to her side. Then she circled the counter and sat beside her, their knees brushing.
Judy looked down at the food, then back at her. “You remembered the jalapeño butter.”
Valerie nudged her with a shoulder, her voice a touch more playful. “You think I’d forget how you used to whine without it?”
Judy chuckled, warm and full, the kind of laugh that lifted her shoulders. “I didn’t whine. I critiqued.”
Valerie tilted her head, eyes narrowing playfully as she set her spoon down with slow exaggeration. “You pouted.”
Judy raised her brow, lips curving into a mock-offended smirk. “I provided useful feedback.”
Valerie gave her a long look, one brow arched high as she finally dipped her spoon back into the broth. “Uh-huh,” she said, voice dripping with amused disbelief, her leg nudging lightly against Judy’s under the counter.
They ate slowly, with that kind of comfort only long love brings the way the meal settled into their bones, the way Judy curled one foot up onto the stool’s rung and leaned into Valerie without realizing it. The way Valerie’s hand found Judy’s knee under the counter, grounding and soft. Just skin, just warmth.
Judy slurped a noodle, then paused mid-bite, eyes thoughtful. “When was the last time we just… sat like this? No mission, no convoy route, no emergency call from Dante about something catching fire?”
Valerie wiped the corner of her mouth with a napkin, her voice quiet. “Maybe back in Arizona. Before we brought Sera home. Before it all got loud again.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder. “We should make this a thing. Every week. No matter what.”
“We will,” Valerie murmured, her thumb brushing slow circles along Judy’s leg. “Every week. Just us. Garlic and peace.”
Judy smiled against her. “That sounds like the name of our retirement movie.”
Valerie snorted, almost choking on her sip of broth. “'Garlic and Peace: Two Ex-Mercs, One Kitchen.'"
“Starring the most badass bald woman in Oregon and her hot redheaded wife who definitely still looks like trouble.”
Valerie turned slightly, pressing a kiss to the top of Judy’s head. “You forgot musical icon.”
Judy smirked. “Obviously. And I’m the BD legend. Together we’re unstoppable.”
Their laughter softened into silence again, and this time it stayed. Not because they ran out of words, but because the space between them didn’t need filling. Valerie leaned her cheek against the crown of Judy’s head, her arm draped casually around her shoulders as they watched the steam rise from their bowls.
The lake waited outside, the sky darkening just enough to tint the edges of the glass a deeper blue. The dock still held the marks of where they’d laid that morning. The blanket was still crumpled at the edge, but the house held warmth now, fresh and full.
Valerie’s voice broke the quiet, low and sincere. “You okay if we watch the lake a little while longer? After this.”
Judy looked up, dark brown eyes steady. “Only if we bring the rest of the tea.”
Valerie smiled, the kind that didn’t need words to say I love you.
“I’ll get the mugs.”
Judy held the door open with her shoulder as Valerie stepped carefully onto the deck, both mugs balanced between her freckled hands. Steam curled off the surface, mingling with the soft chill of the air as it drifted off the lake. The breeze was cool, but not biting just enough to wrap around them like a breath of peace.
The door clicked shut behind them, and Judy paused a moment, eyes sweeping out across the water. The lake shimmered under the moonlight, glassy and slow-moving, the sky painted in shades of deep blue and silver.
“It’s a beautiful night,” she said, voice soft but certain.
Valerie smiled as she turned, careful with the mugs. “Hard to believe we’ve got so many nights like this still ahead of us.”
She made her way to the porch swing, the gentle creak welcoming her as she eased down into the cushions, keeping both mugs steady in her hands. Judy followed close behind, and as she sat beside her, their thighs brushed, warm against the weathered fabric. Without a word, Valerie offered her one of the mugs, her hand lingering just a breath longer than needed. Judy accepted it with a quiet smile, her fingers brushing Valerie’s in a soft exchange that carried more weight than the porcelain ever could.
“Gonna be a while before your hair grows back,” Valerie mused, eyes sweeping gently over her wife’s scalp. “Maybe I should buy you a new sun hat.”
Judy took a long sip of her tea, smirking against the rim. “Oh no. Not after last time.”
Valerie let out a soft laugh, already picturing it. “Come on, our matching hats were iconic. Mine said I stir my coffee with a spoon, and yours said I am coffee. That was a peak time for us.”
Judy nearly choked on her next sip, shaking her head. “The Clan didn’t take us seriously for a week. Killjoy kept asking me ‘How’s your coffee, Judy?’ with that damn grin.”
Valerie’s laugh cracked out, her tea sloshing dangerously near the edge of her mug. “And Jen…Jen kept handing me an actual spoon. ‘Want more sugar, Valerie?’ she’d say, all smug like she hadn’t been laughing the hardest.”
Judy snorted, a little bit of tea escaping the corner of her mouth as she caught her breath. “I truly married a menace.”
Valerie beamed. “You’re damn lucky. That week was gold. Whatever happened to those hats?”
“I gave them to Vicky,” Judy said, voice tinged with mischief. “Told her to surprise Panam with them.”
Valerie’s laugh grew louder, tipping her head back against the swing’s frame. “We missed that? No. No way. I can picture Panam’s face right now, arms crossed, that pouty frown like someone told her cactus was out of season.”
Judy chuckled, eyes gleaming. “I’m sure Vicky took pictures. The better question is... did Panam burn those pictures?”
Valerie raised her mug, taking a slow sip as a smirk curved her lips. “Aldecaldos did send in that odd report a couple weeks ago of a random fire near the southwest tents. No cause, no casualties, just ‘abrupt flame activity.’”
Judy rested her hand gently on Valerie’s knee, her fingers soothing where the muscle had started to twitch. “Guess we both have to get used to these random spasms now.”
Valerie leaned into her touch, voice low but sure. “They come and go. But if a few rogue twitches are the price of forever with you, I’d pay it every time.”
Judy kissed her cheek, slow and tender. “Same goes for me.”
Valerie wrapped her hand around Judy’s, squeezing just enough to feel the tap of their gold bands. The soft click of metal rang out in the quiet, small but full of weight.
“I’ve got a meeting with the Clan tomorrow,” Valerie said. “Killjoy wants updates on the junction rebuild, and the tech division’s expecting a debrief. You don’t have to come if you want to rest some more.”
Judy brushed her thumb along the side of Valerie’s hand, her touch featherlight. “I think I’ll stay back. Start working on More Than Skin Deep. Give my mind something to hold on to.”
Valerie’s brow arched slightly, a playful gleam rising. “Which version of our lives are you going to fictionalize now? And am I finally allowed to be the love interest?”
Judy leaned her shoulder into Valerie’s, lips curving with quiet affection. “It’s a love story about two women who became digital ghosts who learned that love doesn’t end when the body changes. Who else could it be?”
Valerie nudged her knee, voice teasing. “So I do get to be the love interest this time?”
Judy poked her in the stomach, gently. “If it makes you happy, guapa.”
Valerie smiled and looped her arm around Judy, pulling her in until their sides fit together like always. “This right here is happiness, Jude.”
Judy leaned in closer, nestling against her shoulder. “Better not come home with a pocket full of spoons tomorrow.”
Valerie pressed a kiss to her forehead, lingering there as the wind shifted around them again. “That’s a problem for tomorrow,” she whispered. “Tonight, I still have you.”
Valerie’s hand moved with a quiet reverence, her fingers gliding over the ink on Judy’s shoulder the lotus flower that bloomed above her ghost in the shell tattoo. She traced the circle of lyrics slowly, her touch delicate as it passed over the words: they don't see the angel living in your heart. Her thumb lingered where the petals held their names: Valerie... Judy... 2077, etched in quiet permanence.
“Wonder what kind of tech Sera and the Clan pulled out of that buried Arasaka site,” Valerie murmured, eyes still fixed on the tattoo, though her thoughts had drifted far past it.
Judy shifted slightly, letting her chin settle against her chest as she nestled closer. “I’m sure Sandra’s over the moon. Probably halfway through retooling something into a tripwire trap.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, her hand slipping down Judy’s side, fingers trailing the curve of her waist before resting over the seahorse tattoo at the base of her spine. Her touch there was still, steady. “Feels like yesterday they were just kids… running barefoot on this deck, stealing extra toast and pretending not to be in love.”
She leaned back slightly, her eyes soft. “I blinked, and now they’re married. Out there leading the Clan.”
Judy tilted her head, her voice low and sure. “I’m just glad our girl found her place. Her and Sandra… they’ve been through as much as we have. Maybe more.”
Valerie’s breath deepened, chest rising against Judy’s hand. “I still see her twelve years old, clutching that knife like it was the only thing left in the world. Protecting Sandra. Standing in front of those kids like she was ten feet tall.” Her throat tightened. “Sometimes I think… what if we hadn’t shown up? What if we’d been late? The world would’ve lost that fire.”
Judy reached up and laid her palm gently over Valerie’s heart, grounding her. “But we did show up. And now she’s out there changing the world in ways we never imagined. That’s what matters.”
Valerie kissed her temple, slow and lingering. “She’s gonna ask about you tomorrow, you know. Do you want me to bring her anything?”
Judy smiled at her. “Just bring her home for dinner.”
Valerie’s lips curved with a familiar tease. “I’ll let her know Mama’s been missing her.”
Judy nudged her in the ribs. “I’m allowed. It’s been a week.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose, her smile fading into something more tender. “Yeah. I miss her being around too. But letting her and Sandra walk their own road... that’s part of loving her right.”
Judy’s fingers moved slowly across Valerie’s stomach, tracing faint circles through the soft fabric of her tank top. “They always check in. They always come back. It’s just… hard not to worry. We’ll outlive them, you know. We’ll outlive everyone we love. I just want all the time I can get with her.”
Valerie’s hand smoothed gently up her spine, her touch soft and sure. “Someday we’re going to be grandparents.”
Judy smirked. “You really think Sera’s ready to adopt?”
Valerie chuckled, her voice warm. “We weren’t either. But she needed us. And in the end… we needed her even more.”
Judy leaned in and kissed the center of Valerie’s chest, right where the tattoo lines sprawled across her skin. “We saved each other,” she whispered. “And she made sure we were worth saving.”
Valerie’s emerald eyes misted, her hand tightening gently at Judy’s back. “She really did.”
They stayed like that for a while, the swing swaying gently beneath them, the night air brushing soft against their skin. Time slowed again, wrapped in warmth and weight and the quiet certainty of a life earned.
Eventually, Judy gave a soft tap to Valerie’s stomach. “It’s getting late. You’ve got a full day tomorrow.”
Valerie groaned lightly, but didn’t protest as Judy rose. She offered her a hand, and Valerie took it, letting herself be pulled up with a little sway and a smile.
They stepped back inside, the hush of the house greeting them like an old friend. Clothes changed with unspoken rhythm Judy tugging a faded sleep shirt over her head, Valerie sliding off her tank and into something soft, the same pair of loose pants she always wore when she wasn’t thinking about anything but comfort.
They slid beneath the sheets, the covers pulled high as they found their places like puzzle pieces Judy curled into Valerie’s chest, Valerie’s arm wrapped firm around her back, their fingers tangling just beneath the fabric.
No goodnights were needed.
Just shared breath, and the hum of the relay syncing their hearts one steady pulse at a time.
Morning came softly as Valerie was enjoying a warm shower, and Judy began work on her new movie.
The soft blue flicker of Judy’s editing suite played across her face, catching the sheen of her cheekbone and the subtle lines beneath her eyes. She’d settled into her black leather chair, legs folded loosely beneath her, the room quiet except for the occasional click of keys and the faint hum of the relay sync hovering just behind her thoughts.
Her fingers twitched now and then residual pulses from the neural shifts, little reminders of what she’d given up to stay. They didn’t hurt, not really. But they were always there, like soft ghosts living in her hands.
Judy leaned in closer to the screens. Sequences flickered to life fragments of memory synced through the relay, stitched together into virtual scenes. A BD editor's touch, but with a soul threaded into it. Valerie’s laughter. Their morning on the dock. The porch swing. All of it is rendered in clean light and code.
She was building Michelle Singer, the fictional version of Valerie. Blonde hair, sharper jaw, different walk. Judy tilted her head, watching the simulation flicker through expressions like a face remembering how to feel.
Behind her, the floorboards creaked.
Valerie stepped into the room, barefoot, a towel draped loosely around her neck, her red hair damp and tousled from the shower. Her blue tank clung faintly to her skin, the cotton darkened along her shoulder blades. She looked like someone who hadn’t rushed just let the morning carry her, step by step.
Valerie leaned against the back of Judy’s chair, looking at the screen. “Already working hard, I see.”
Judy didn’t take her eyes off the simulation. She waved vaguely toward the monitor. “Trying to finish the framework for Michelle. But picturing you with blonde hair feels… wrong, guapa.”
Valerie smirked, folding the towel over her shoulders as she bent down beside her. “I don’t know… I think my fictional counterpart looks kind of cute.”
Judy’s lips curled as she tapped another key, zooming in. “She’s got your eyes. Might have to delete the freckles. Too on the nose.”
Valerie nudged her with her hip. “Change the nose too while you’re at it. Maybe a sharper chin, something real dramatic.”
Judy snorted, shaking her head. “She’d never get cast as the love interest.”
Valerie leaned closer, her fingers grazing the small patch of regrowth behind Judy’s ear. “Then keep her bald. Let her wear it. If we’re telling a story about love being more than skin deep…” she paused, brushing her thumb gently against Judy’s scalp, “...then she should look like the woman who inspired it.”
Judy didn’t speak right away. She just tapped a few keys, let the simulation blink, then updated the model bald, proud, confident. She leaned back in her chair and sighed. “Now I can’t unsee you without your red hair.”
Valerie smiled, arm slipping across Judy’s shoulders as she rested her cheek against the top of her head. “That’s okay. I’ll just make sure she’s the strongest, most badass woman to ever grace the screen.”
Judy tapped through a few more settings, her voice quiet but warm. “That’s easy. I’ve got a good model.”
Valerie kissed her temple. “You’re stronger than me, babe. Always have been. She’s your story as much as mine.”
Judy glanced up at her with a twinkle. “So I guess that makes Tress Hartly the fiery Latina with metallic purple hair and a shotgun to die for?”
Valerie pulled back just enough to raise her eyebrows. “Wait, metallic purple hair? I could have had metallic purple hair?”
Judy grinned without missing a beat. “Too late. You made your choice.”
Valerie leaned in, pressed a kiss just behind her ear. “Well, I’m sure Mrs. Hartly will still kick some serious ass.”
“She will,” Judy said, reaching over to tweak a few lines of code. “But you better get going, mi amor, before Sera sends out a search party.”
Valerie rubbed her shoulder once, slow and firm. “If you feel anything off, anything at all, call me. I’ll be there in a heartbeat.”
Judy caught her freckled hand and brought it to her lips, kissing her knuckles. “I love you too. Now go before you’re late.”
Valerie gave her hand a final squeeze, then turned to head down the hall. The towel came off in one fluid motion and landed on the couch. She stepped into her silver rocker boots, her jeans sliding down neatly over them. Her fingers found the Clan Alvarez jacket hanging by the door. She slipped it on, tugged the collar lightly, and tapped the stitched Judy patch above her heart. She grabbed Last Ride off the stand attaching it to her hip holster.
The morning light streamed through the window, catching in her emerald eyes as she stepped out into the garage. The Racer sat waiting matte purple frame with the lotus engraving glinting like a promise.
Valerie slid onto the seat. The leather was warm beneath her, kissed by sunlight. She took one breath slowly, even then keyed the ignition.
The engine roared softly to life, smooth and steady.
The tires kicked dust along the Peninsula road as she pulled out, heading north west toward Highland Junction, and the world opened wide in front of her.
The dirt road curved gently as it climbed, winding through patches of tall grass and cracked stone that still bore the bones of the old highway. Valerie rode the curve smooth, the Purple Racer humming beneath her like a pulse in motion. The morning sun burned low and golden across the landscape, casting long shadows behind her as the world opened up into Highland Junction.
The wind caught her hair as she crested the last rise, blowing through red strands that danced past her shoulders, wild and alive. Her Clan Alvarez jacket flared behind her, the Phoenix stitched across the back catching the light in a burnished shimmer. It flashed like fire, not a symbol of survival, but rebirth.
She slowed as the settlement came into view.
It had grown.
The outer walls had been reinforced with layered plating, old shipping crates welded into defensive overhangs. Spotter drones buzzed in lazy arcs above, their blue lights blinking with idle readiness. The central lot was no longer bare; it pulsed with life. A few traders were setting up in the corner stalls, children darted between repurposed turbine stacks, and the modded speakers hanging above the refueling station played a lazy guitar riff that sounded like something from one of Valerie’s old sets. Rough, slow, but full of soul.
Valerie coasted in with practiced ease, one boot touching down to kill the engine. The Purple Racer purred once more before going quiet.
A few familiar faces turned from their posts near the barricade.
“Boss,” one of the scouts said with a grin, raising a hand in salute.
Valerie returned the nod with a half-smile, slinging her leg off the bike. “Looks good out here.”
“You should see the new solar array Dante installed,” another added. “Highland’s pulling juice like a city grid now.”
Valerie took it all in repainted signage, the new council deck atop the old truck stop, welded metal flowers placed by the kids near the north gate. Her heart swelled in that quiet, enduring way it always did when things were working. When the scars became something more.
Then her eyes caught Sera's rig, half-caked in red dust, parked just outside the main garage. The massive frame loomed, a beast of war and engineering both, and just beneath it… two boots.
Black leather, steel-plated toes. Legs covered in oil-streaked denim. A faint clanking echoed from underneath the chassis.
Valerie’s lips curved. She made her way over.
As she stepped close, the rig suddenly lit up holo-projectors snapping on with a grin and two bright eyes.
“WARNING,” a voice blared in exaggerated dramatics, “Screwbie Defense Protocol Activated: Bitchin’ Mom Alert Level 7.”
Valerie didn’t break stride. “Afternoon, Screwbie.”
“Afternoon, Red. Nice to see you’re still pretty enough to stop a war crime with a wink.”
Valerie laughed. “Flattery? You malfunctioning?”
“Flattery's free. Emotional validation costs extra. Please insert hugs or teasing remarks to continue.”
From beneath the rig came a muffled laugh. “Screwbie, shut up before Mom reprograms you into a toaster.”
Valerie leaned down, crouching just enough to see her daughter slide partway out on a rig board, a wrench still clutched in one hand. Sera’s face was streaked with grime, bangs clinging to her forehead, a smudge of oil above one brow. Her emerald eyes caught the sun like mirrors.
“Hey, Mom,” she said, breathless and grinning. “Didn’t expect you so early.”
Valerie reached out and offered a hand to help her up. “Didn’t expect to find you elbow-deep in your shocks before breakfast.”
Sera took it, hauling herself up with a groan and a shake of her head. “Rig started acting up on the drive back. Thought I’d tune it up before Killjoy starts his long-winded mission breakdown.”
Just as she wiped her hand on a rag, footsteps approached from the side. Sandra, calm as ever, stepped up with a bottle of water in each hand. Her brown hair was pulled back into a loose braid, and she wore her Alvarez jacket unzipped over a black tank. The moment she spotted Valerie, a quiet smile touched her lips.
“Morning, Valerie,” she said, her voice soft but steady.
Valerie gave her a nod. “Sandra. Are you keeping this one in line?”
Sandra passed a bottle to Sera without looking. “I try. She’s only set one thing on fire this week.”
“It was controlled,” Sera muttered, uncapping the bottle.
Valerie chuckled. “How’d the sweep go? The Arasaka site near Bend.”
Sera wiped her forehead, taking a deep drink before answering. “Mostly empty, but we found a few secure vaults sealed off in the lower levels. Old tech, pre-Collapse. Some of its encrypted Sandra already cracked one data unit, though. Might have mapping software for old ghost-net towers.”
Sandra nodded, expression thoughtful. “And a few fragments that looked like rejected early-stage Relic interfaces. No Engram presence. Just raw data storage.”
Valerie’s brow lifted. “Smart you grabbed them. Might be worth looping Judy in once she’s rested more.”
Sera smiled at that. “Mama’s doing okay?”
“She’s good,” Valerie said, warmth settling in her tone. “Started working on that movie project she’s been dreaming about. More Than Skin Deep. We decided to make me bald in the simulation.”
Sera let out a laugh. “No way.”
“Completely smooth. Said it makes the message stronger.” Valerie leaned slightly, teasing. “I said after the meeting, I might go find her a new sun hat.”
Sera groaned. “Please pick something more reasonable this time, Mom. I’m still recovering from the ‘I stir my coffee with a spoon’ fiasco.”
Sandra smirked behind her water bottle. “You mean when your Mama became ‘coffee incarnate’ for a week?”
Sera rolled her eyes. “Don’t encourage them.”
Valerie rested a hand on her daughter’s shoulder, the grease and dust never mattering. “Just glad to see you both made it back in one piece.”
Sera smiled, her voice a little quieter now. “You always taught us how.”
Valerie gave her shoulder a squeeze, then glanced toward the repurposed truck stop in the distance where the council chamber waited. “Killjoy’s probably already pacing. I better check in before he sends Screwbie after me with a megaphone.”
“Tempting offer,” Screwbie chimed. “I even rehearsed a dramatic entrance theme.”
Valerie grinned over her shoulder as she walked. “Save it for when I bring the sun hat.”
The gravel shifted under their boots as they walked, the path leading up from the garage toward the repurposed truck stop now serving as Highland Junction’s council chamber. Welded rebar framed the outer awning, and the rusted signage overhead still read “Full Service – Last Fuel for 200 Miles”, with newer plasma insets pulsing faintly beneath. It had been a long way from salvage yard to stronghold, but now, it felt earned.
Valerie adjusted the collar of her jacket, fingers brushing the Judy patch stitched just above her heart as she fell into stride beside Sera and Sandra.
Sera gave a small stretch, her shoulder rolling with that habitual pop it always made after working under the rig. “Think Killjoy’s already mid-rant?”
Sandra gave a soft glance sideways. “He’s probably three paragraphs deep and waiting to pounce.”
Valerie smirked. “Then we better not keep him waiting too long. But before I forget Judy wants you both over for dinner tonight.”
Sera perked up immediately. “Really?”
Valerie glanced at her, a smile tugging at the edge of her mouth. “Yeah. She’s been missing you. Got that tone in her voice when she said she didn't have to say the words.”
Sera’s face softened, expression easing into something warm and sincere. “I’ve been missing her too. Missed you both. Just… the world doesn’t slow down much lately.”
Sandra’s voice was quiet, steady. “We’ll be there. Promise.”
Valerie nodded, eyes still forward, but her voice grew softer. “She started syncing her memories into the movie she’s building. Said she wants it to be more than just a story. She’s trying to show the world what love looks like when it survives everything.”
Sera blew out a slow breath. “She’s always known how to tell the truth without ever saying it outright.”
Valerie chuckled. “Yeah. That’s your Mama.”
They approached the council deck, the metal steps groaning beneath their feet as they climbed. The door slid open with a familiar hiss, revealing the chamber beyond dimly lit, half-lined in old world plastics and steel support beams, a central round table built from the hood of a Nomad convoy truck. Maps projected across it shimmered in real-time weather updates, route changes, Clan positions from all over the region.
Killjoy stood near the far end, arms crossed, his cyberarm twitching slightly as he turned toward them. Dante stood nearby, calm as always, data shard tucked behind one ear.
As Valerie stepped through the doorway, she paused just long enough to glance over her shoulder at Sera and Sandra.
“After this,” she said, voice low and certain, “we go home.”
Sera smiled and followed her in, because no matter what came next, dinner was waiting. So was Judy.
The room smelled faintly of dust, ozone, and old metal like every Nomad stronghold that had lived through more rebuilds than it had blueprints. The lights above the council table flickered on as Valerie approached, their dull yellow hum casting long shadows over the cracked floor.
Killjoy looked up first, cyberarm resting casually across his chest, scarred face twisting into a smirk. “Finally. Thought I’d have to send Screwbie in with sirens.”
Valerie met his gaze with a matching edge. “He offered. Said he had a dramatic entrance theme queued up.”
Dante looked up from the map projection with a quiet grin. “Let me guess…’Ride of the Valkyries,’ but in banjo synth?”
“Close,” Valerie said, stepping up to the table, her hand brushing lightly over its surface. “He called it ‘Mom Approaching: Prepare Your Shit.’”
That earned a chuckle from Killjoy, who stepped aside to make room as Sera and Sandra moved in behind Valerie.
“Glad you made it,” Dante said with a respectful nod toward Sera. “Wasn’t sure if you two were still elbows-deep in that vault gear.”
Sera dropped a data shard on the table. “We are. But we pulled a lot of intel last night. Sandra cracked two encrypted partitions and found embedded route mapping for what looks like an old ghost-net relay network.”
Sandra slid in beside her, her tone even. “It’s all static now, but the architecture’s solid. If we link it with our upgraded towers, we could expand Clan Alvarez’s encrypted range across most of the northwestern badlands.”
Killjoy’s eyebrows lifted slightly. “That’s damn good coverage. Would outpace the Aldecaldos’ current push across Route 16.”
Valerie’s expression shifted toward thoughtful approval. “Run it by the tech division. Let them prioritize node sites. If the encryption holds, we could offer secured comms to every allied Nomad set between here and Dust Bone.”
“Already in motion,” Sandra said, cool as ever.
Dante folded his arms, gaze moving toward Sera. “Any complications in the vault near Bend?”
Sera shook her head. “Minimal resistance. A couple old defense drones half-buried in power failures. We took care of them quietly. No casualties.”
Valerie’s gaze swept over both of them, Sera's smudged brow, Sandra’s composed frame. They stood tall, equal parts grit and grace.
“Good work,” Valerie said. “That’s the kind of op we need more of. Clean. Controlled. No one got buried under heroics.”
Killjoy leaned forward, tapping the map to highlight red flares near Crescent Ridge. “Only trouble’s coming from scavver clusters. Looks like a new pack moved in. Might be trying to sniff out Arasaka sites we haven’t swept yet.”
Valerie tilted her head, studying the routes. “Think they’re working solo or linked to a backer?”
“Hard to say,” Dante replied. “Could just be a loose crew trying to make a name. But they’re smart. They haven’t tripped any obvious alarms.”
Sandra looked at the data, eyes scanning with quiet intent. “We should bait them. Dropping false data makes it look like an untouched vault near the west ridge. If they bite, we box them in. Quietly.”
Sera nodded. “We can handle that. Me, Sandra, maybe Jess and Vee. Small strike team.”
Valerie’s eyes lingered on her daughter, and she gave a subtle nod. “Approved. But no unnecessary risks. You fall back if it gets messy.”
Sera smirked. “You taught me better than that.”
Valerie’s voice was soft, but steady. “I taught you to fight when you have to. Not die proving you can.”
The room quieted a moment, that familiar weight of truth settling in the center of the table like an old friend.
Dante leaned back against a support beam. “That covers today’s pressure points.”
Killjoy gestured toward the holomap one last time. “We’ll finalize the patrol rotations after the sim. Otherwise, we’re good to go.”
Valerie pushed back from the table, her shoulders relaxing just a little. “Then let’s wrap it.”
Sera gave a short nod, Sandra already reaching to collect their shard. Killjoy was already muttering about drone maintenance as he walked out. Dante paused long enough to squeeze Valerie’s shoulder gently in parting.
Valerie turned toward her daughter and daughter-in-law as the room emptied, the sound of boots on metal fading down the stairs.
“Don’t forget,” she said, her tone slipping easily into affection, “Judy’s waiting on dinner tonight. She didn’t say it directly, but… she’s been missing you both.”
Sera lit up instantly. “We’ll be there. Wouldn't miss it.”
Sandra gave a faint, knowing smile. “I’ll make sure she doesn’t bring a sidearm to the table.”
Valerie grinned, slinging her jacket back into place as they stepped toward the exit. “And I’ll make sure the sun hat doesn’t ruin the meal.”
Sera groaned as the door opened to the afternoon light. “Just… make it less embarrassing this time, Mom. Please.”
Valerie didn’t reply, just smirked as she led the way out, the wind catching the Phoenix on her jacket again, flames stitched in thread, always rising.
After the meeting wrapped, Valerie peeled off from the others, her path pulling naturally toward the market that sprawled in uneven rows behind the old fuel depot. It wasn’t large, just a tight curve of stalls beneath shade tarps, wired to the steel beams of old antenna towers. But it thrived with a kind of humble purpose. The sound of barter and old blues guitar drifted lazily through the air, punctuated by laughter and the occasional bark of a trader sealing a deal.
She moved slowly, not out of fatigue, but to feel the rhythm of the place. Her boots crunched gravel with every step as she passed baskets of dried fruit, spools of scavenged wiring, and handcrafted ammo pouches sewn from recycled armor leather.
Her holo buzzed softly at her wrist.
She flipped it open with a thumb-swipe, and the group thread flickered into view. PAZ, ETHAN, ANIKO, ALBA.
Paz: We survived Red Dirt. Kind of. Pulled off “Ashes Rise” and “Night City Dreams.”
Alba: No one cried. Except maybe Ethan.
Ethan: It was emotional, okay?
Aniko: The owner loved it even if we only hit half the set. Said your songs are ‘too damn personal’ to cover without you.
Paz: Valerie Halloway did great filling in. The girl has a promising future. Big voice. Smaller boots. Different flavor, but respectful.
Alba: We’ll be back in Klamath Falls in a few days. Restocking and recovering.
Valerie’s smirk was soft, amused, but real. She typed quickly:
Valerie: You earned the break. Thanks for covering me. We’ll do a Klamath show soon just for us. The home crowd needs to hear it again.
She paused, then added:
Tell Halloway I said thank you. Keep her around. The next fire always needs more hands to carry it.
She flicked the holo closed and slid it into her jacket, gaze lifting back to the market. The sun had shifted just enough to cast long shadows under the canopy lines.
That’s when she spotted it off near the corner booth where dyed fabrics hung in loose waves, a white sun hat tilted on a mannequin bust. It wasn’t loud or gaudy. Worn canvas, wide-brimmed, stitched clean through the crown with a pair of crossed roses in deep maroon thread.
Subtle, bold, and beautiful.
Valerie stepped closer.
The vendor, a woman with dark eyes and graying hair tucked under a bandana looked up and smiled. “Didn’t think I’d catch a Leader browsing my hats.”
Valerie gestured toward it, one brow raised. “You stitch this?”
“Every thread,” the woman said proudly. “Takes hours to get those roses lined right. But I like work that speaks.”
Valerie picked the hat up, thumb brushing the underside of the brim. It was soft, sun-worn, and steady in her hand. “It does. I think my wife would smile and cry in the same breath if I brought this home.”
The vendor grinned, her gaze warm. “Then take it. A thank you for everything you’ve done here. For Highland.”
Valerie met her eyes, gentle but unwavering. “You put hours into this. Every thread, like you said. I pay for that.”
She pulled a small stack of eurodollars from her jacket, counted the right amount, and passed them over. “We fight so the work still means something.”
The woman’s smile softened into something quieter. “You Alvarez women… never just take. Makes the rest of us want to keep building.”
Valerie tipped the hat lightly before tucking it under her arm. “Thank you.”
She moved on, the crowd shifting around her, the smell of grilled chili maize and smoke curling in from another stall. At the next booth, she spotted a familiar green-glass bottle lined in silver. She tapped her knuckle against the table.
“Two bottles of Centzon. Best batch you’ve got.”
The trader handed them over without fuss, placing them neatly into a cloth-lined satchel, nodding her thanks before stepping back into the market’s flow.
She was just about to head toward the central square when something tugged at her attention.
Tucked in beside a jewelry stand near the edge of the lot a folding table lined with braided leather bracelets, scrap-metal pendants, and clan charms sat a small display frame propped against a metal box. It wasn’t big. Just a printed photo. Laminated to keep the corners from curling.
A faded header above it read: Clan Alvarez Founders. Circa 2078.
Valerie slowed.
The photo had been taken just a few months after the Snake Nation War. She knew it instantly. She was there. She saw herself in her jacket, red hair braided than it was now, eyes harder than she remembered feeling. Judy stood beside her, smiling without the mask of sarcasm. Sera, barely thirteen, was held between them one arm around each shoulder, her smile bright enough to cut through every bruise on her arms. She was still thin, still healing, still small, but her spirit had been burning even then.
Valerie stepped closer.
The vendor looked up from polishing a brass torque. “You recognize it?”
Valerie nodded. “I lived it.”
The woman blinked, then smiled. “Didn’t realize it was you. It’s one of the oldest prints we’ve kept in circulation. A few copies were archived from the Junction records. That one’s the original.”
Valerie crouched slightly, eyes tracing the lines of their younger selves. “Feels like a hundred years ago. But I remember the way Sera looked at us in this moment. Like we were a home she couldn’t believe was real.”
The vendor tilted her head. “You want it?”
Valerie looked up, slow and steady. “I do. But I’ll pay for it.”
The woman nodded and slid the frame gently across. “In that case… consider pairing it with this.”
She reached under the table and pulled out a necklace, a simple silver chain with a rose and lotus charm interlinked at the center. The name Alvarez etched between them in faint script.
Valerie’s throat tightened, but her hand was steady as she reached for it. “It’s perfect for her.”
The vendor handed it over with a nod. “Thank you for building something the rest of us could believe in.”
Valerie offered a quiet smile. “Just trying to make sure no one forgets where it started.”
She tucked the necklace, photo, and sun hat carefully into her satchel, gave one last nod of thanks, and stepped back out into the sunlight. The wind had shifted again, cooler now, blowing dust in lazy spirals across the clearing.
In that moment with the tequila, the necklace, and the past pressed gently against her ribs Valerie felt something like peace bloom just beneath her sternum.
She turned toward the center of Highland Junction, towards the main garage, heart already half on its way home.
Valerie knelt beside the Racer, tightening the saddlebag straps until the fabric hugged the frame. Inside, the white sun hat lay carefully folded around the bottle of Centzon, with the necklace and the old photo pressed flat beneath it. Her fingers paused there, brushing the edge of the laminated print of her, Judy, and Sera months after the Snake Nation War. Bruised, smiling, but still whole.
She rose slowly, dust brushing from her knees as she tapped her holo to life.
Judy’s image blinked into view, standing in their kitchen with the mug half-lifted to her lips. Her posture shifted ever so slightly just enough to say she’d been waiting.
Her brow lifted, voice dry but warm as her smirk followed. “Let me guess you grabbed the tequila.”
Valerie’s hand slid over the saddlebag, her thumb resting against it. Her smile tugged in gently, the day catching up in the corners of her voice. “Wrapped in cloth like it’s sacred. You really think I’d forget the most important thing?”
Judy gave a slow nod, the corner of her mouth curving. “Didn’t think so.”
Valerie hesitated a breath, her gaze drifting for just a moment toward the edge of the sky, where the market’s shadow had finally begun to fade. Then she looked back into the frame. “Found something else, too. At a booth selling old prints. Clan archives.”
Judy’s expression softened before she spoke, as if she already knew.
Valerie’s voice stayed steady. “Us. Months after the war. You had that bruise on your cheekbone. Sera’s in the middle thirteen, grinning like she didn’t know the world had tried to take everything from her.”
Judy lowered her mug slowly, her gaze never leaving the screen. “I remember that day. She held both our hands the whole walk to the outpost. Like if she let go, she’d lose it all.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “And somehow she smiled like none of it ever touched her.”
“I think that’s when I knew,” Judy murmured, voice quiet. “We weren’t just surviving. We were becoming something.”
Valerie’s lips pressed together, just a moment of breath before she said, “She still looks at us like that sometimes.”
Judy didn’t reply right away. She just tilted her head, eyes searching Valerie’s face through the screen. “You okay?”
Valerie’s voice was quiet, but full. “Yeah. I am now.”
Judy let her shoulders drop a little, that quiet sigh she only gave when relief and love touched at the same edge. “Then get home. Dinner’s waiting. So am I.”
Valerie smiled again, this one reaching her eyes. “On my way. Love you, Jude.”
“I know,” Judy whispered, her smile holding fast. “Always do.”
The screen faded out with a final blink, leaving Valerie in the soft hush of the market’s edge. She took one last glance toward the horizon, then climbed onto the Racer, the engine coming to life with a clean, steady hum.
With the sun to her back and her family ahead she rode.
Valerie rode steady, the hum of the Racer low beneath her as she carved through the badlands. The sun was beginning its slow descent behind her, stretching long shadows across the broken terrain. Wind kicked up dust trails along the old highway, and in the distance, rusted pylons leaned like relics from another time.
The air smelled like dry metal and sage.
She kept her left hand loose on the throttle, her right resting over the grip of Last Ride, the matte black pistol snug against her hip. The ballistic compressor embedded along the palm of her right hand pulsed faintly synced, quiet, waiting.
Then she saw it.
Dust trails ahead are too tight, moving too fast for wind. Six bikes spread out in a wide arc, working to box her in. Her optics swept the lead angles. No markings she trusted. Scav welds. Patchwork armor. Movement without rhythm. Raffen Shiv.
She didn’t accelerate. Just eased off the gas and let the Racer roll to a stop.
Her boot touched the cracked road as the engine purred low, then cut out entirely. Dust settled in lazy spirals around her as she swung off the seat and stepped forward, one hand resting near the grip of her pistol, the other loose by her side.
They came in loud engines revving, whooping like it gave them power.
The lead rider kicked up gravel as he slowed, half-grinning behind a chipped helmet. “Didn’t expect to find royalty this far from the throne.”
Valerie’s gaze didn’t waver. “Didn’t expect fools who think six-to-one’s fair odds.”
Another leaned over his handlebars, voice tinny through a modded mask. “Heard you Alvarez types were soft now. Building towns. Playing family. Thought we’d see if you still bleed.”
Valerie didn’t move.
Her hand slipped calmly to her hip, fingers curling around Last Ride.
“You shouldn’t have come.”
The pistol snapped free in a blink, no pause, no warning. The first shot cracked through the air, a burst of energy ripping straight through the lead rider’s chestplate. He dropped hard, body limp before it hit the ground.
The others scattered into action.
Two flanked fast on foot, blades drawn. One opened fire from the far left. Valerie shifted to cover, her right arm absorbing the recoil as she returned a shot clean, focused. The ballistic compressor steadied the kick as she dropped the shooter mid-stride.
Another came in swinging low. She caught the edge of his blade arm, twisted hard until she heard the shoulder joint give, then slammed the butt of her pistol across his jaw. He staggered, blood trailing from his mouth, and collapsed near his bike.
One more lunged from behind.
She turned sharp, caught him with a knee to the gut, then drove her elbow into his temple. He crumpled, dazed. She kept moving.
The last one young, shaking held a rifle he hadn’t even aimed. His eyes flicked over the bodies, over her stance, over the steady grip she still held on Last Ride.
He dropped the weapon and backed away without a word.
She didn’t chase.
Valerie flexed her right shoulder as she settled back into the Racer’s seat, the tear in her jacket fabric brushing against her skin, but there was no pain. The wound beneath had already closed, fresh pink sealed smooth by the augments running just beneath the dermal layer. Another scar in the making, maybe. But nothing that would slow her down.
She pulled out her holo and tapped the comm channel.
Dante’s voice came in calm, as always. “Val?”
“Raffen Shiv tried to cut me off on the way back,” she said, resting her elbow on the Racer’s handlebar, visor lifted. “Six of them. Dropped five. One ran.”
There was a beat of silence. Then Dante’s tone sharpened. “You alright?”
Valerie exhaled, a slow breath through her nose. “Yeah. Healing augments kicked in fast. I’m fine... unless Judy decides to kill me for getting into a fight this close to dinner.”
She could hear the faint sigh of relief behind Dante’s chuckle. “Should’ve known you’d walk it off.”
Valerie gave a faint smile. “Just another reminder the road still belongs to us.”
“I’ll send a crew out to sweep the area,” he said. “If that pack was scouting Highland Junction, we need to know who they’re feeding intel to.”
“Smart,” Valerie nodded, eyes scanning the ridgelines ahead. “Tell Killjoy to keep the drone coverage wide tonight. I don’t think they were expecting a fight... but next time they might bring one.”
“Understood,” Dante said. “I’ll handle it. You just get home.”
Valerie’s fingers tightened around the grip, the engine low and steady beneath her. “On my way.”
She ended the call, slid the holo back into her jacket. The wind picked up as she throttled forward, dust spiraling behind her like smoke in the wake of everything she’d left on that road.
After a short drive the Peninsula stretched open quiet again, but this time, it felt earned.
She leaned into the curve, and rode home.
The garage door slid open with a low mechanical sigh, dust kicking up faintly as the Racer coasted in. Valerie throttled down, the engine fading into a soft purr before she cut it entirely. The space welcomed her with quiet the kind she’d only ever found here. Tools neatly lined on the wall. A faint trace of cedar and oil in the air. The kind of silence that felt chosen.
She stepped off the bike, unstrapping the saddlebag and slinging the satchel over her shoulder. The tequila bottle shifted gently inside, cradled in canvas. Her fingers brushed the sun hat where it pressed against the edge.
Her holo blinked before she could take a step further Incoming Call: Sera.
Valerie tapped the side with her thumb and brought the projection into view.
Sera’s face filled the frame from behind the wheel of her rig, red hair ruffled slightly by the cracked window next to her. The dashboard flickered in warm tones around her, and in the background, Sandra sat in the passenger seat. A third voice, Screwbie's, of course muttered something sarcastic and mechanical in the background before going silent again.
“Mom,” Sera said, adjusting the steering slightly with one hand while holding the holo with the other, “Dante called.”
Valerie raised a brow, stepping further into the garage as the door closed behind her. “Of course he did.”
“He said Raffen tried to ambush you?”
“They tried,” Valerie said, voice even. She set the saddlebag down on the bench beside the door, her other hand running through her wind-tossed hair. “Didn’t go their way.”
Sera’s brows furrowed, her concern cutting through the motion of the ride. “You okay?”
Valerie nodded once, calm and clear. “I’m good. Healing augments patched the worst of it before I even got back on the bike. Not the first time I’ve been outnumbered.”
“But it’s been a while since someone was that bold,” Sera said, glancing briefly toward Sandra. “You think they knew who you were?”
“They didn’t come in blind,” Valerie said. “Could’ve been scouting routes, could’ve been a test. Doesn’t matter. They lost. But stay sharp on your op. If someone’s poking around this close to Highland Junction, they might have more eyes than we thought.”
Sera gave a short nod, focus returning behind her eyes. “We’re ready. Sandra finished prepping our decoy cache this morning. We’re pulling out at first light. Small strike team, tight coverage.”
Valerie leaned her back against the workbench, arms folding across her chest as she watched her daughter take point like it was second nature. “You two heading here now?”
“Yeah,” Sera said. “We just hit the ridge. Should be pulling in maybe twenty. Thought we’d grab a bottle of wine on the way.”
Sandra’s voice chimed in off to the side, soft but clear: “Already got it.”
Valerie smirked. “I’ve got the tequila.”
Sera grinned, tension finally giving way to a familiar spark. “Perfect. We’ll be there soon. Love you.”
“Love you too, Starshine,” Valerie said, voice warm as ever.
The call faded as the holo blinked out.
She stood there for a beat longer, letting the quiet settle, then reached for the saddlebag again and turned toward the door leading inside.
Dinner was waiting, and so was home.
Valerie opened the satchel, pulled out a bottle of Centzon, and closed the flap with a brush of her freckled fingers. The garage door clicked shut behind her as she stepped inside. Her eyes caught the photographs lining the hallway family moments, Clan milestones, smiles weathered by time. They hung like memory itself, each one anchored in the life they’d built.
She walked slowly down the hall, the bottle cradled in one hand. The scent of tomatoes and roasted pepper met her halfway. As she turned toward the kitchen, she caught the edge of the living room blankets draped over the couch, a paused screen, the subtle hum of home holding its breath.
She stepped into the open kitchen, setting the satchel on the counter as her voice eased into the air.
“You still hum like an angel.”
Judy stood at the counter, tank top slightly smudged, slicing onions with smooth, practiced motion. The window beside her was cracked open, a breeze lifting the edge of new growth behind her ear. She didn’t speak at first, but her head tilted, just slightly, as if she’d been waiting for the sound of that voice all along.
Then her eyes dropped to the tear in Valerie’s jacket.
The knife stilled. Quietly, she set it down and wiped her hands before closing the space between them.
She reached out, fingertips brushing the torn fabric near Valerie’s right shoulder. “What happened?”
Valerie shifted the bottle in her grip. “Raffen. Six of them. Wrong road.”
Judy didn’t answer. She tugged the jacket gently down Valerie’s arms as it dropped to the floor, revealing the soft cling of a blue tank top underneath. Her hand lingered where skin had already healed over. She traced the faint edge of the damage closed, seamless now, and pressed a kiss just below the spot, warm against freckled skin.
“I’m just glad you’re okay.”
Valerie smiled faintly, her voice low. “Always will be. I get to come home to you.”
Judy exhaled through her nose, softening again as she returned to the counter. “You tell Sera and Sandra to come for dinner?”
Valerie turned toward the cabinet beside the sink, pulling down two glasses. “Twenty minutes out. Said they were picking up wine on the way.”
She poured the tequila, the soft clink of glass-on-glass filling the quiet between them.
Judy looked over her shoulder and smiled. “Glad they could make it.”
Valerie handed her a glass, her other hand resting on the counter. “They’ve got another op tomorrow, but they didn’t want to break their promise.”
Judy took a sip, her shoulders relaxing with the taste. “I wish they could be home more.”
Valerie lifted her glass in a small toast. “Makes every visit feel like a gift. How’s the movie coming?”
“I got the actors built,” Judy said, voice dipping into the familiar tone she used when her mind was half in the edit. “Still building the early sequences, but it’s a start.”
Valerie smiled. “Got a feeling this one’s gonna be your best yet.”
Judy gave a soft chuckle. “You say that about all of them.”
Valerie smiled. “Only because they keep proving me right.”
Judy gave her a sideways smirk. “You’re still the biggest flirt in this house.”
Valerie set her glass down and reached into the satchel again. “Can’t help it. Especially when I’ve got surprises.”
She pulled out the white sun hat, fingers holding the brim carefully. “Thought this would suit you. Hand-stitched crossed roses. One of the Clan vendors.”
Judy took it in both hands, eyes warming as she ran her fingers over the stitching. “It’s beautiful, Val. Way better than those last ones.”
Valerie grinned. “No spoons this time. Promise. Still got one more thing.”
She reached in again, pulling out the necklace. A silver loop with a rose and lotus charm, Alvarez etched between them. Judy turned as Valerie stepped closer and clasped it around her neck, then pressed a kiss to her cheek.
Judy’s face lit up, pure and quiet. “You’re gonna make me burn dinner if you keep looking at me like that.”
Valerie rested her forehead against hers for a moment. “Figured I’d wait to show you the photo when Sera gets here. I thought she’d like to see it too.”
Judy’s fingers brushed the charms at her neck. “She will. I already do. Can you help me finish up here?”
Valerie leaned in, brushed a kiss behind her ear. “What are we making anyway? I got a little distracted.”
Judy laughed, shaking her head as she handed her a spoon. “Pan-roasted squash and pepper pasta. But you better keep that charm of yours on simmer.”
Valerie brushed her arm, stepping beside her. “No promises, Jude.”
Just like that, they settled into motion side by side, hands moving together, the kitchen filling with the rhythm of two lives that had always known how to come back home.
Dinner was finished before long, the scent of roasted squash and peppers settling like comfort into the walls. Valerie moved around the kitchen, placing silverware with quiet ease, laying out plates with practiced rhythm. Every small motion spoke of routine of care, of the calm that only came at the end of a long day.
She glanced across the counter where Judy was wiping the last of the sauce from the pan, curls of steam rising from the stovetop.
Judy caught the look and tilted her brow. “I told you low simmer.”
Valerie grinned, slow and bright. “I’m simmering. You’re the one letting tomato sauce claim your cheek.”
She slipped behind her, warm hands sliding under the hem of Judy’s tank top as she leaned in and licked the small smear of sauce from her cheek.
“Want me to grab you a fresh top?” she murmured against her skin.
Judy reached back with a smirk. “Should’ve put a lid on the pan. Should’ve put a lid on you. Go on, before you start a fire.”
Valerie chuckled low in her throat as she tugged the shirt upward, revealing the smooth curve of Judy’s elegant red bra beneath.
Judy laughed, head tilting back slightly. “Could’ve brought me the new top first, guapa.”
Valerie stepped around her, peeling off her own tank top in one fluid motion. The light caught the soft violet hue of her bra, her tattoos shining in the light.
“Now we’re even,” she said, voice teasing as she reached down for the jacket Judy had stripped off earlier. “And you get a great view while I leave the kitchen.”
She tossed a wink over her shoulder as she picked up the towel thrown over the couch.
Judy called after her, laughter in her voice. “That sexy ass better keep moving. I’m not greeting the girls half-dressed.”
Valerie flipped her red hair lightly, letting it catch the air as she walked down the hallway, bare shoulders kissed by the soft overhead lights. The walls along the corridor echoed back the quiet joy of it all photographs and footsteps, old stories living beside new ones.
She turned into the bedroom, tossed both shirts toward the laundry basket, and crossed to the dresser. She pulled a soft gray tank top over her head and grabbed a black one for Judy, folding it loosely over her arm before heading back toward the kitchen.
When she returned, Judy was leaning against the counter, half-armed with sarcasm and warm affection.
Valerie handed over the tank top with a bright smile. “Now dinner is complete.”
Judy took it, her smirk softening into something fond. “Still such a menace.”
Valerie kissed the side of her head before stepping toward the table. “Only to you.”
The kitchen was set now, plates perfectly arranged, steam still rising in gentle curls. Their glasses of Centzon sat half-full, and Valerie placed the second bottle in the center of the table, angled neatly in case the night ran long.
She reached into the satchel and pulled out the photograph, the old print smooth beneath her fingers. She held it against her chest for a moment, heart caught in the quiet gravity of what it held, what they’d lived, what they’d saved.
A knock at the front door, and Sera’s voice came through warm and familiar. “Hey Moms, we’re coming in!”
The latch clicked, hinges easing open, and the house pulled in more of what it loved most.
The door swung open with a soft creak, the sound of boots scuffing gently against the entryway tile. Sera stepped in first, already unzipping her jacket halfway, her eyes lighting up the second they caught sight of her moms.
“Hey!” she beamed, that familiar spark in her voice. “Smells amazing in here.”
Valerie met her halfway across the room, arms outstretched. “You made good time, Starshine.”
Sera wrapped her into a tight hug, burying her nose briefly into the space beneath Valerie’s neck, where the scent of pepper, dust, and home still clung. “I wouldn't miss this dinner if I had to race a cyclone through the flats.”
Sandra followed just behind, quieter, but smiling. She held a bottle of wine by the neck, her other hand gently brushing the inside of the door closed.
“Hey, Mama,” Sera said, turning toward Judy, who was already halfway to her.
Judy didn’t hesitate. She pulled her into a deep, lingering hug, arms wrapped firm around Sera’s shoulders, chin resting lightly on top of her head. For a moment, nothing moved.
“You’ve been gone too long,” Judy murmured against her hair.
“I missed you too,” Sera whispered, squeezing back. “We’re here now.”
Sandra waited until Sera stepped away, then leaned in for her own greeting. Judy pulled her into a more measured but still warm embrace, her voice soft. “Good to see you, sweetheart.”
“You too, Mama,” Sandra said, her hand brushing lightly over Judy’s back before they stepped apart.
Valerie gave Sandra a quick side-hug of her own. “Glad you’re both in one piece.”
“We stayed sharp,” Sandra replied, that quiet confidence never far from her. “Made it through the Ridge in record time.”
“Traffic was mostly coyotes,” Sera added, grinning.
Judy reached for the wine and set it beside the tequila. “Go wash up. Food’s hot.”
A few minutes later, they were all seated steam curling off the pasta, bread still warm, the scent of roasted squash filling the space. The second bottle of Centzon rested unopened in the center of the table, glasses already poured.
Judy’s eyes drifted to Sera, her gaze lingering just a second longer than casual.
“You okay?” Sera asked, catching it instantly.
Judy smiled, soft and open. “Better now. Just... missed this.”
Sera reached over, brushed her fingers against Judy’s hand before pulling back. “We missed it too, Mama.”
Sandra nodded beside her. “Feels good to sit down somewhere that doesn’t move.”
Valerie took a sip of her drink. “I told Judy you two were coming, and she lit up like it was your birthday.”
Judy arched her brow. “Not that dramatic.”
“You checked the oven three times, Jude,” Valerie teased.
Judy pointed her fork at her without heat. “Timing’s everything.”
Sera grinned, leaning into the rhythm. “So... any updates on More Than Skin Deep? Or are you still trying to cast someone who looks nothing like Mom?”
Judy gave a thoughtful nod, a small smile curving. “She’s bald now, and freckleless.”
Sandra blinked. “Really?”
Judy’s eyes sparkled as she looked at Valerie. “She said it’d help make the message stronger.”
Valerie gave a modest shrug. “Besides, it’s kind of fun watching you make someone else try to play me.”
Sera laughed. “As long as you don’t write me out.”
“You’re already in it,” Judy said gently. “You both are. Even if you’re not on the screen.”
Sandra glanced across the table. “Sounds like something real.”
“It is,” Judy said, voice quiet, but firm. “It always has been.”
The conversation rolled forward from there talking edits and op plans, old dinners and new jokes. Laughter filled the kitchen like a familiar breeze, soft and echoing, as four voices folded into one rhythm again.
The laughter mellowed into quieter conversation as plates lightened and the first sips of the second bottle of Centzon passed around.
Sandra leaned back slightly in her chair, fingers tracing the edge of her glass before setting it down. “I’ve been working on some gear updates for our next op.”
Judy looked over, head tilting. “Something new?”
Sandra nodded. “Adaptive mag harness. It lets us swap in hybrid rounds on the fly. Good for missions where you’re switching between tech and conventional resistance. I’ve got the weight down and energy dissipation’s cleaner.”
Valerie raised a brow, impressed. “You built that from scratch?”
“Modified it from an Arasoka schematic,” Sandra replied. “The older ones were bulky. This one tucks flat into the armor plate.”
Sera grinned proudly. “She also rigged her own overwatch drone. Named it Milo.”
“Which she’s absolutely going to pretend wasn’t inspired by the cat movie I showed her last year,” Judy added, reaching for another piece of bread.
Sandra didn’t deny it. “He’s small. Quiet. Focused. Perfect recon.”
“You just described yourself,” Judy said.
Sera smiled and rested her head lightly against Sandra’s shoulder. “Told you she’s a genius.”
Valerie looked across the table at Sera. “Go ahead. Tell your Mama what you found at the site.”
Sera sat up a little straighter. “It was a partially collapsed facility northwest of the Bend. Hidden deep in an old volcanic spill zone. We were expecting data nodes or maybe long-dead servers.”
Judy leaned forward slightly, eyes narrowing with curiosity.
“But inside,” Sera continued, “we found fragments. Just pieces, like shattered prototypes.”
Sandra picked up from there, her tone quieter but clear. “Looked like early-stage Relic tech. Incomplete, maybe pre-consumer testing. No interface signals, no Engram fragments. Just... raw data banks sealed in shell casings.”
Judy’s expression didn’t shift, but her eyes grew still.
“No neural signatures?” she asked.
“None,” Sandra confirmed. “We scanned twice. Just experimental memory systems. But the storage matrix..”
Sera nodded. “It was familiar. Like stripped-down versions of what Arasaka used for their first batch engram implants.”
Valerie watched Judy closely, saw the weight of memory flash across her face even as she stayed composed.
“And the communications relay?” Judy asked.
Sandra pulled her focus back to the present. “Most of the raw storage was useless. But there was one segment encrypted, buried in obsolete code. I cracked it last night.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “Tell her.”
Sandra met Judy’s gaze. “It’s a communication scaffold. Relay grid architecture. Something lightweight we can repurpose. No surveillance hooks, no Arasaka fingerprints.”
Sera leaned forward again, excited. “With some engineering help, we can build a nomad-spanning relay chain. Not reliant on corps. Our own private net.”
Judy blinked once, slow. Then let out a soft breath. “You’re serious.”
Sandra nodded. “I wouldn’t bring it to the table if I wasn’t.”
Valerie sat back, letting the words settle between them.
Judy reached for her glass, took a thoughtful sip, then let her gaze drift between them, the daughter they’d raised and the woman she’d married. Both talking about building something with more freedom than what either of them had been born into.
She smiled, and then, finally, she said, “You two never stop impressing me.”
The hum of conversation softened again, leaving just the clink of forks and the sound of the lake wind shifting outside the window.
Valerie reached under a napkin that was carefully concealing the photo, her hand brushing the edge of it still resting there. Her fingers slipped inside, pulling the old photo out from where it had been carefully pressed beneath cloth.
She held it for a moment, gaze fixed not on the others, but on the image itself on what it held.
Then she looked up at Sera. “Got something for you.”
Sera tilted her head, still mid-chew. “What is it?”
Valerie stood and stepped around the table, setting the photo gently in front of her.
Judy’s eyes found it instantly. Even before Sera turned it fully toward her, she knew.
The three of them. Just months after the Snake Nation War.
Valerie and Judy looked younger, faces leaner, skin still carrying the traces of bruises beneath proud smiles. Between them, Sera thirteen years old, hair windblown, grinning with that reckless light she never fully lost. Her arms were looped through both theirs, like if she let go, the world might fall apart.
Sera’s breath caught in her throat. “This was at the outpost... the day after we cleared the ridge.”
Valerie nodded, voice low. “Someone in the trading market had a vendor stall with Clan archives. I didn’t even know this one was printed.”
“I remember this,” Judy murmured, leaning in. “You refused to let go of either of us the whole walk. Told everyone you were ‘just making sure we didn’t float away.’”
Sera laughed under her breath, but her hand stayed on the photo.
“I was scared,” she admitted. “But... I felt like we finally had something that couldn’t be taken.”
“You were right,” Valerie said softly.
Sandra leaned forward, eyes tracing over the image. “You look fierce.”
Sera smirked. “I was a scrappy little thing.”
“You were ours,” Judy said, reaching over and laying a hand gently on Sera’s wrist. “Still are.”
Valerie watched them both, the edges of her smile touched with mist. “Thought it should be here. With us. Where it started.”
Sera nodded, fingers still resting on the image. “Can we hang it? Somewhere in the living room?”
Judy squeezed her wrist. “Yeah, baby. We will.”
For a long moment, nothing else was needed.
Just the photo between them, and the years it couldn’t take away.
Dinner eased into that familiar lull, the kind that only came when the plates were nearly clean, laughter had softened to murmurs, and no one was in a rush to get up. But eventually, the last crumbs were picked at, glasses half-emptied, and the glow of the evening began to settle deep into the bones of the house.
Valerie stood first, gently gathering the photo from the table. She held it in both hands like something living.
Judy met her eyes, and the others followed without a word.
They moved from the table to the living room, the floor creaking softly under their steps. The warm flicker of the digital fireplace danced just beneath the mantle, a long polished stretch of wood nestled beside the television, cabinets tucked neatly underneath, each shelf lined with care.
This was where the most sacred things lived.
Valerie stepped up first, pausing for just a second to take in what was already there.
The photograph of her and Vincent, both of them younger, full of fire. His short red hair brushed back neatly, goatee sharp. Her hair was wild and long, catching sunlight that wasn’t even in the frame. Their arms were wrapped around each other like they had every right to win, like the world couldn’t say otherwise.
Just beside it: Josefina, young Judy cradled in her arms, punk armor on full display. That pink and green mohawk catching all the defiance of a thousand burned-out cities. Ainara and Alejandro stood behind her, pride etched across their faces like carved lines in stone.
Another frame held Sindy Sera’s birth mother with her long red hair and emerald eyes, strength wrapped around her daughter like a second skin. In one hand, she held Sera. In the other, she looked ready to take on a convoy.
Further down: A photo from the first wedding, a photo from Laguna Bend. Valerie and Judy, their gold and white dresses catching the shimmer of the water behind them, wrapped in one another like it was always meant to be.
Then the red model Shion. Still glossy after all these years. The first gift Valerie ever gave Judy after they got together, and beside it, the original wedding certificate, its edges worn, the ink bold as ever.
Sera stepped up beside her mom, Sandra quiet at her side. Valerie turned, met Judy’s gaze. A silent question passed between them.
Judy gave a small nod.
Valerie looked back at the mantle then gently placed the photo beside the others, the one from just after the Snake Nation War. Bruised but smiling. Still whole.
The newest addition.
The next piece in the story.
They stood there together, shoulder to shoulder, eyes lingering on the way the past now touched the present in quiet permanence.
Judy slipped her hand into Valerie’s. Sera reached for Sandra’s. No one said anything for a long moment.
Because some silences don’t need filling.
They just need holding.
After dinner, the quiet settled again.
Valerie and Judy had curled into the couch together, legs stretched across the soft throw blanket Judy always claimed in colder months. Judy leaned into Valerie’s shoulder, her head tucked just under her jaw, one hand absently tracing slow patterns against her arm.
Sera took the chair next to them, letting her body sink into the familiar shape. Sandra was already curled into her lap, arms looped loosely around her neck, her head resting against Sera’s temple. The glow of the digital fireplace flickered nearby, casting amber light over the mantle and the faces it held.
Sera exhaled slowly. “Hey, Moms…”
Valerie turned her head slightly. Judy opened her eyes, watching.
Sera’s voice softened. “Thanks for always keeping Sindy’s picture up.”
Judy reached for her hand across the couch’s edge, gave it a gentle squeeze. “We didn’t know her. But we’ll never forget her.”
Sera let her gaze drift toward the photo. “As I got older, I started letting myself remember her more. That day she died… it never really faded. But the other moments? They started coming back, too.”
Sandra shifted, wrapping herself around her gently, tucking her chin close to Sera’s shoulder. “She’d be proud of you.”
Valerie smiled, one hand stroking along Judy’s side. “I’m glad you hung your paintings in your house. So you can still visit those memories when you need them.”
Sera nodded slowly. “Thought about her on the Ridge. I think it was… the third night out. Riding quiet while the convoy crossed California. We didn’t have much then. Everything was on the move. But I remember her eyes. The way she always said, keep dreaming, no matter where the road leads.”
Sandra kissed her temple, then leaned back just enough to look her in the eyes. “And now you stand in a place where anything’s possible.”
Sera smiled, her hand moving to rub Sandra’s back. “Because I had my moms helping me up. And you always watching my six.”
Valerie’s eyes gleamed with pride. “Don’t forget you’re the one who never gave up. You followed the road you wanted. No one else could’ve done that.”
Sera blinked quickly, mist gathering at the edges of her lashes. “Yeah… seeing that photo tonight reminded me.”
Judy rested her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder, eyes on them both. “You two have what you need for tomorrow? Crescent Ridge isn’t close.”
Sandra smirked and nudged Sera. “As long as Firebird doesn’t eat all the road snacks again.”
Sera laughed. “Excuse me? You’re the one who snuck the last bag of chips during the Arasaka op to Bend!”
Sandra raised a hand in mock surrender. “Would’ve gotten away with it too if Screwbie hadn’t squealed.”
From somewhere probably deep in the rig’s memory banks Screwbie’s voice buzzed faintly through Sandra’s holo:
“I regret nothing.”
Valerie grinned. “The Laguna Belle still holding up?”
Sera nodded quickly. “Yeah, it still kicks like a mule. In the best way.”
Sandra added, “Ammo’s solid. Killjoy and Dante keep our stocks loaded tighter than Screwbie’s firewall.”
Judy sighed softly and leaned a little closer into Valerie. “We still worry, you know. We just want to be sure you’re taken care of out there.”
Sera’s gaze softened. “You always make sure we are.”
Sandra smiled. “We should probably get going. We’ve gotta hit the road before first light.”
She stood, offering Sera a hand. Their wooden wedding bands tapped gently together as Sera rose beside her.
Judy reached out, arms wide. “Stay safe. Check in when you can.”
Sera stepped into her embrace, holding her tightly. “Always will. Love you, Mama.”
Judy kissed the top of her head. “Love you too, mi cielo.”
Sera turned to Valerie. “Love you too, Mom.”
Valerie stood, hands gently brushing down Sera’s arms. “Take care of yourself, Starshine. Both of you.”
Sandra offered Valerie a hug too firm and grateful. “Thanks for dinner.”
“Thanks for coming home,” Valerie replied.
Then the front door opened again, the night breeze sweeping gently across the threshold.
Two sets of boots stepped out into the dark, and the house was quiet again, but not empty.
The door closed gently behind Sera and Sandra, their laughter still echoing faintly down the walk before fading into the dark.
Valerie let the moment settle before turning back toward the kitchen.
Judy had already started gathering plates, the quiet clink of ceramic filling the air between the soft hum of the digital fireplace and the low pulse of the evening wind.
“We really made too much again,” Judy murmured, loading a stack of dishes into the sink.
Valerie grabbed the wine glasses and the empty bread basket. “It’s tradition now. Over serve, over worry, overlove.”
Judy smirked. “And over-sauce.”
Valerie gave her a look. “You’re the one who threw in an extra clove of garlic. Again.”
“Better than last time. At least nobody cried,” Judy said, rinsing a pan.
Valerie leaned in, brushing a kiss just behind her ear. “Speak for yourself.”
Cleanup didn’t take long. Years of shared rhythm did most of the work Judy wiped down counters while Valerie packed leftovers and slid plates into the washer. When the last of the Centzon was corked and tucked back in the cabinet, they each paused, backs leaned lightly against the island, soaking in the rare quiet.
That was when Valerie’s holo buzzed softly.
She tapped the line, the light casting a pale blue shimmer across her freckled cheek.
Dante’s voice came through low and steady, but not casual. “Val. Got your report. And we’ve confirmed something on our end.”
Valerie’s spine straightened, expression sharpening. “Talk to me.”
“Those Raffen weren’t just wandering,” he said. “Scouting party for sure. We spotted signs of at least two more clusters circling the southern approach. They’re probing the perimeter.”
Valerie’s jaw tensed. “Any breaches?”
“None yet. Killjoy tightened the eastern watch. I bumped our patrols and doubled spotters on the ridge. Eye in the sky’s up now, cycling heat-sigs every thirty.”
Valerie nodded slowly, already shifting into that mental map she always carried routes, fallback points, crossfire angles. “Keep it high and random. If they’re tracking with old movement patterns, we can use that.”
“Exactly,” Dante replied. “And Val? We’ve got this. Just wanted to loop you in.”
She exhaled. “Appreciate you.”
Dante hesitated, then added, “You good? For real.”
Valerie’s eyes flicked to Judy, still standing across from her, arms crossed, watching. “Yeah. Long as Judy doesn’t ground me for getting into another fight.”
“I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that,” Judy muttered, smirking.
Valerie smiled as she ended the call and slid the holo back into her pocket.
“Everything okay?” Judy asked, tone easy but eyes focused.
“They’re scouting,” Valerie said. “More than we thought. But defenses are up. Dante’s got it locked tight.”
Judy stepped closer, her hand curling lightly around Valerie’s. “Then we trust our people. And we won't lose tonight to ghosts.”
Valerie pressed her forehead against hers, voice quiet. “Not gonna let them take this from us. Not ever again.”
Judy’s hand squeezed gently. “Good. Now come to bed before you start running field plans in your sleep.”
Valerie smirked. “No promises.”
Judy was already walking toward the hall. “That’s okay. I’ll be there to wake you up.”
Judy reached the bedroom first, fingers already working at the hem of her tank top as she stepped inside. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the bedside lamp and the muted shimmer of the lake light bleeding through the window.
She peeled off the tank top and tossed it into the nearby basket, stretching her arms overhead with a soft sigh. The long day had finally settled into her shoulders.
Behind her, footsteps padded into the doorway, and then stopped.
Judy turned, halfway to reaching for her sleep shirt when she saw Valerie leaning against the frame, arms folded, an irrepressible smile curling on her lips.
“Hard to think about field ops,” Valerie said, voice low and warm, “when you’re standing there looking like that.”
Judy raised a brow. “You mean tired, half-undressed, and ready to collapse?”
Valerie stepped inside slowly, eyes never leaving her. “Nope. I mean beautiful, and completely ruining my ability to act like I didn’t walk into this room with intentions.”
Judy grabbed the nearest pillow and tossed it, laughing. “You are such a menace.”
Valerie caught it with one hand and dropped it onto the bed. “Always have been.”
She pulled her own tank top over her head and let it fall, revealing the curve of her purple bra and the edge of tattoos, the soft overhead light catching the shimmer of healed skin. She walked toward the dresser with that signature sway she didn’t even try to hide anymore.
Judy rolled her eyes but watched anyway, amused and quietly stirred all at once.
Valerie pulled out a soft tank and sleep shorts, holding them up with a faux-critical eye. “You think this still counts as tactical wear?”
“I think if you keep talking,” Judy warned, “I’m going to start reconsidering my intentions.”
Valerie turned, all grin. “Promises, promises.”
They changed with the quiet comfort of long partnership shoulder brushes, glances in the mirror, shared smirks. When they finally climbed under the covers, Judy curled naturally into her spot, head resting against Valerie’s chest, fingers sliding lightly along the tattoo lines she knew by heart.
Valerie wrapped her arms around her without a word.
Outside, the wind shifted across the lake. Inside, everything stayed still.
The danger hadn’t left the world, but tonight it had no place here.
Chapter 15: Changes
Summary:
In Changes, Judy and Valerie awaken to discover that their bodies are evolving Judy's hair has grown back overnight without explanation, and Valerie's wound from a Raffen Shiv ambush has completely healed with no pain or scar. These shifts signal that their Ghost Watch-modified bodies are beginning to adapt in new ways.
As the couple moves through their day with quiet tenderness, they reflect on what these changes might mean. Judy chooses to embrace her returning hair for now, honoring both who she’s become and who she was. A surprise message from Ghost Watch summons them back to The Enclave.
There, they walk through visions of alternate lives timelines where they never met, never survived, or lost each other. Each memory affirms the strength of the path they’ve chosen. At the heart of the Enclave, the Watchers reveal the truth: their bond rooted in love, memory, and survival has initiated a deeper transformation. The upgrades to their bodies now evolve through emotional connection, not just technology.
The story ends with Valerie and Judy returning home, hand in hand, changed but closer than ever. Their love not only defies mortality it reshapes what living means.
Chapter Text
Morning light pooled through the wide bedroom windows, casting a slow warmth across the floorboards. The curtains swayed gently in the breeze drifting off the lake, the water beyond the glass rippling under a soft sky. The house was quiet, maybe too quiet.
Valerie stirred against the sheets, instinct guiding her hand across the bed. Her palm found only fabric cool and undisturbed. She blinked against the sunlight and rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand.
Across the room, near the bathroom door, Judy sat at the vanity. Her tank top was slightly wrinkled from sleep, bare legs folded under her in the chair. The soft light touched her shoulders, outlining her in gold, but she didn’t move. Her posture wasn’t tense, but it held something still, like she was waiting for a thought to finish forming.
Valerie tapped the relay behind her ear, trying to shake off what felt like a dream. “Jude?”
Judy didn’t flinch. She turned her head slowly, just enough for the light to catch the strands of hair trailing past her ears.
Valerie sat up, her eyes adjusting. “That wasn’t there last night.”
Judy nodded once, her hand rising to brush through the uneven brown hair curling along her neck. “I know. I woke up like this. Thought I was synced into something, or maybe hallucinating.”
Valerie stood and crossed the floor barefoot, the wood cool beneath her feet. She stopped behind Judy, reaching gently into the soft strands, letting them slip through her fingers.
“It’s real,” Valerie said. “Not stubble, not phantom growth. Just... here.”
Judy stared at her reflection. “It didn’t hurt. I didn’t feel anything shift. Just opened my eyes, and it was back. Like it never left.”
Valerie leaned down, arms sliding around her waist, chin resting on her shoulder. “Does it feel like something’s wrong?”
Judy’s voice stayed quiet. “No. Just unexpected. I’d gotten used to seeing myself a certain way. Being bald wasn’t just because of the body. It felt like a choice I could own. Honest.”
Valerie’s eyes flicked to the mirror, watching Judy’s fingers move slowly through her hair. “You’re still honest. And beautiful.”
Judy gave a small smile, but it didn’t quite settle. “Guess we should’ve asked Ghost Watch for a user manual. What to Expect When You’re Technically Not Mortal.”
Valerie let her forehead rest against Judy’s. “Would’ve saved us a lot of surprise mornings.”
Judy looked toward the dresser. The white sun hat Valerie brought back from Highland Junction was still folded next to the small jewelry box. Her smile softened. “You know I love the hat, right?”
Valerie pulled her closer. “You don’t have to say that.”
“I want to,” Judy said. “Because you thought of me. Even before this happened.”
Valerie pressed a kiss just above her temple, where the strands were thickest. “If you want to shave it again, I’ll grab the clippers.”
Judy turned slightly in the chair, her knees brushing Valerie’s. “Maybe not yet. I want to see what this means.”
Valerie nodded. “We should reach out to them. Ghost Watch. The Enclave. Something in us is changing.”
Judy reached for her hand, holding it tight. “When we’re ready.”
Outside, the lake caught the sunlight in a slow shimmer, the breeze carrying the smell of cedar from the trees below the ridge. Inside, the house breathed in the hush of early morning still, steady, and whole.
They stayed like that for a while, not trying to explain it all. Just holding on.
Valerie let her hand brush gently down the side of Judy’s neck, her fingers lingering just beneath the edge of the new hair. She studied her face for a moment longer, then tilted her head slightly. “You want to take a shower? Might help clear your head.”
Judy nodded, her voice quiet. “Yeah. That sounds good.”
They moved together toward the dresser. Valerie grabbed a soft tee, jeans and underclothes while Judy slipped out of her tank, folding it without thought. They didn’t rush. No reason to. Just the soft creak of the wood beneath them, the hush of wind through the window, and the quiet rhythm of the lake breathing beyond the glass.
As Valerie pulled off her tank top, she caught her reflection in the long mirror beside the closet. Her eyes lingered on the faint mark along her collarbone, the spot where the Raffen’s blade had found her.
She touched the area gently, where the skin had already healed over without so much as a scar.
“There’s something else,” Valerie said. Her voice was soft, but it caught Judy’s attention instantly.
Judy looked up as she pulled off her shorts. “What is it?”
Valerie slid her hand over the place where the skin had sealed perfectly. “That hit I took yesterday when the Raffen got close. I never felt it. Not really. It should’ve knocked me back. I didn’t even have time to use a stim. It just... healed.”
Judy’s expression shifted. She crossed the space between them, her fingers brushing Valerie’s skin where the attack landed. “You didn’t tell me it was that bad.”
“I didn’t think it was,” Valerie admitted. “But the more I think about it... even my augments shouldn’t have worked that fast.”
Judy’s eyes flicked up to hers. “You think it’s connected?”
Valerie’s voice stayed low. “Feels like something’s adapting.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She just took Valerie’s hand in hers and gave it a small squeeze. “Let’s get clean. We can try to understand all of this after.”
They stepped into the bathroom, steam already curling from the open glass stall. The soft scent of cedar and violet from their shared body wash mixed with the morning air. Valerie reached over to adjust the temperature, letting the warmth rise against her fingers.
Judy stepped in first, head tilting slightly as the water poured over her. The brown strands flattened, soaking instantly. She didn’t flinch, didn’t speak. Just let the heat settle into her bones. Valerie stepped in behind her, hands sliding around her waist, body pressed gently against her back.
Neither of them rushed to wash. They just stood there, letting the water carry away the weight of everything they didn’t have words for yet.
Valerie pressed her forehead against Judy’s shoulder. “You know I’ve got you, right?”
Judy’s fingers laced over Valerie’s. “Yeah. Always.”
Valerie leaned in, kissing the back of her neck. “Whatever’s changing... we’ll walk through it together.”
Judy turned in her arms, water trailing between them. She looked into Valerie’s emerald eyes, her voice barely above the rush around them. “You’re the one thing that makes all of it feel okay.”
Valerie kissed her then, slow and close, their foreheads pressed together after. The water ran over them both, washing away the questions they didn’t need to answer just yet.
They weren’t just surviving anymore.
They were learning to live in bodies still full of mystery.
Valerie stepped out of the shower first, steam curling around her as she reached for the towels draped over the rail. Her freckled fingers twitched slightly residual aftershocks still buzzing faint beneath her skin. She passed one towel back without needing to look.
Judy stepped out behind her, water trailing over her skin in soft rivulets. She caught Valerie in the waist before the towel could even be unfolded, arms sliding around her, hands moving across her damp stomach. She pressed in closer, pulling Valerie into a kiss that melted the quiet between them. When they parted, Valerie unwrapped one of the towels and gently wrapped it around Judy, pulling her in until the softness met skin.
No words were needed while they dried off. Only glances and the slow, methodical rhythm of hands and towels, as though neither wanted to break the hush the shower left behind.
They dressed in underclothes they’d set out earlier on the bathroom counter. The simple cotton, soft and familiar, grounded them again.
Back in the bedroom, the light had shifted. It stretched longer now, warmer, casting faint lines across the floorboards and catching the edges of the windowsill. Judy sat at the edge of the bed, her hair still damp against her neck. Valerie moved in beside her, their thighs brushing as she reached for her hand. Their wedding bands touched gold against gold.
Judy’s eyes softened as she looked at her. “I went to sleep last night thinking about two things,” she said. “That you actually behaved and let me sleep... and that I wanted to keep working on the movie today.”
Valerie squeezed her hand gently.
“I don’t want this…” Judy gestured faintly to her hair “...to change what I had planned. That part of me that felt strong, and seen, and beautiful... I still feel her.”
Valerie leaned in, wrapping her arms around her waist. “Even a menace knows when her wife needs space to think. You want to work on your movie this morning? Then that’s what we do.” Her stomach gave a quiet growl, and she laughed softly. “Maybe after breakfast.”
Judy laughed with her, pressing her forehead to Valerie’s. “All those feelings I had... confidence, pride, beauty, love it’s all going into Michelle. The hair came back, but the meaning hasn’t left. When I look in the mirror, I still see her. The woman who fought through hell, built a clan, raised one hell of a daughter... and survived it all beside the sweetest redhead I’ve ever met.”
Valerie smiled as she cupped her chin, gently lifting Judy’s face until dark brown eyes met emerald. The kiss that followed was a deeper, slower connection without urgency. When Valerie pulled away, her voice came softer, like the air between them was just enough to carry it.
“That’s why our love is more than skin deep. We see each other in a way no one else can. That kiss? It connects us not because of the touch, but because of the heart behind it.”
Judy held her gaze. “How’d you get to be such a romantic?”
Valerie leaned in again, her voice warm. “Because I married you. That’s when I learned my biggest strength wasn’t just surviving... it was letting you in.”
Judy traced the tattoo on her left forearm the delicate rose, Valerie above the stem, Judy below, Forever & Always looped just beneath. Her thumb lingered there. “When we got married, neither of us knew how true that would be.”
They sat in silence for a moment longer, just the sound of the wind outside and the faint motion of the curtains shifting. Then Judy stood, stretching just slightly as she pulled the black tee from the bed and slipped it on, followed by her jeans.
Valerie stood and pulled on her purple tee and denim, the fabric still carrying the warmth of the room.
She glanced at Judy and smiled. “What do you want for breakfast?”
Judy stepped into the hallway first, her bare feet padding against the warm wood floor as she glanced back with a soft smile. “How about some oatmeal with fresh apple slices?”
Valerie followed a few steps behind, her red hair still damp at the ends, swaying just past her shoulders. “Sounds good. If you want to start your work, I’ll be in shortly.”
As they crossed into the space between the living room and the kitchen, Judy slowed just enough to toss her a look over her shoulder. “Keep an eye out for space wizards.”
Valerie smirked and made a flourish with her fingers. “I can see it now, Ghost Watch randomly appearing in a flash of light. ‘We felt your confusion ripple through the timeline. You have questions. Come to The Enclave.’”
Judy chuckled, her voice low and dry. “Oh, it’s gonna happen. That’s why I’m not worried. Besides, how do we even know you won’t be vaporized if we try to enter without an invitation?”
Valerie reached the kitchen entry and leaned her shoulder lightly against the frame. “We’ve always respected their boundaries. Never tried to track them, never crossed the line. You’re right though. Let’s just... focus on us for now. Let the creepy space wizards knock when they’re ready.”
Judy stopped at the hall table, grabbing her Holo and slipping it into her back pocket. “I don’t regret this, Val. Not one bit. Even with the changes. We’ll figure it out…like always.”
Valerie met her gaze with a quiet smile. “Been through worse. Right now? I owe you breakfast.”
She turned toward the kitchen as Judy looked at the record player. Love Through Loss still sitting from a few nights ago on the player. Judy reset the needle, and the soft strums of Ashes Rise spilled through the house, Valerie’s voice carrying like smoke on warm air.
Judy caught Valerie’s eyes again, this time from over her shoulder. “Don’t forget the coffee.”
Valerie grinned as she reached for the kettle. “See you soon.”
Judy disappeared down the hallway, the sound of her footfalls fading just under the hum of Valerie’s song echoing from the speakers. The light from her editing room spilled faintly into the hallway before she flicked the switch, and the full glow bathed the familiar space. She stepped inside, settling into her name-stitched editing chair like it remembered her weight.
The monitors lit up in layers. Clips loaded. Timelines opened. The digital actors stood in T-poses waiting to be shaped into the narrative she hadn’t yet written. Her fingers hovered over the controls for just a second before her Holo buzzed softly in her pocket.
She slid it out.
A message from Sera. A photo first her and Sandra curled up together on a grassy plateau, the morning sun pouring across them. Sera’s smile was soft. Sandra’s head rested against her shoulder.
The message read: Made it to Crescent Ridge. We’ll be off comms until the op’s done. Love you, Mama.
Judy smiled, thumb tapping a quick reply. Call us when it’s done. Love you more.
She hesitated, glancing back at the reflection in the black edge of the monitor brown strands just barely brushing her jaw. She tucked the Holo away again.
No point in worrying them. Not today.
Her focus returned to the screen. The setting design came next, building the fictional world of Michelle’s story. She started blending textures, layering in the wide sky of Klamath Falls, the shimmering waterline of Laguna Bend. A place that looked full of life, yet edged by solitude. Something only someone who lived both could build.
Time slipped by. Not long, but enough.
Valerie stepped into the doorway with a tray in hand two bowls of oatmeal with apple slices fanned out neatly on top, a pair of mugs filled with coffee beside them. Her purple tee caught the edge of the morning sun as she walked in.
Judy turned, a smile already forming. “Thanks, mi amor.”
Valerie placed the tray on the desk and settled into the armchair by the door, resting her bowl on her lap. “Anything for you, babe.”
Her eyes drifted to the monitor. “Building the setting now, huh?”
Judy took a slow sip of coffee. “Blending Klamath Falls and Laguna Bend. A lake view that feels alive, but still knows silence.”
Valerie nodded between bites. “I like seeing you this motivated, Jude.”
Judy glanced back at her, her voice warm. “It’s all still here. Even with the unknowns… I still know what I want to say.”
They ate together, the music humming quietly through the walls, the warmth of the house holding around them.
Beyond the windows, the sun was rising steadily.
Somewhere Ghost Watch was already listening.
The soft clink of ceramic filled the room as Valerie gathered up their dishes. Judy leaned back in her chair, watching her with that familiar flicker of gratitude that ease that only came from knowing someone saw you, every day, and chose to stay. Valerie stepped out quietly, tray in hand, the sound of running water faintly starting from down the hall.
Judy sat back, pulling her Holo from her pocket. She hesitated for just a moment then tapped the contact.
The line blinked once.
Twice.
Then Ainara’s voice came through, steady and warm. “Hola, mi corazon. Are you calling because I showed up in a dream again, or just missed my voice?”
Judy smiled, leaning into the chair’s back. “A bit of both, probably.”
There was a pause, just long enough to feel intentional.
“I’m listening,” Ainara said gently.
Judy exhaled, her voice soft. “I woke up with my hair back. Brown. Like it never left.”
Ainara didn’t speak right away. Judy could practically hear her leaning forward in that old chair of hers, the one that creaked just slightly when she shifted.
“Came in overnight,” Judy added. “Didn’t feel it. Just… woke up, and there it was. Like something in me remembered a version of myself I forgot.”
Ainara’s voice came low and slow. “You feel like you lost something?”
“No.” Judy looked toward the hallway, toward the distant hum of the faucet. “That’s the thing. I thought I might. I got used to how I looked without it. I grew into myself in a different way. But it’s not gone. I’m still… me. Maybe even more.”
Ainara hummed faintly, the sound half-lullaby, half-thought. “You’ve always had layers, niña. You just don’t always see how deep they go.”
Judy nodded to herself. “It’s like the body’s ahead of us. Changing before we know what to ask.”
“You’ve always trusted what’s under the skin,” Ainara said. “Now you get to trust what’s growing over it, too.”
The words settled over her like a familiar shawl soft, woven with love, a little worn in the edges.
“You’re not afraid, are you?” Ainara asked, voice quiet.
“No,” Judy said. “Not afraid. Just… alert.”
“Good,” Ainara replied. “Then your soul’s doing what it should.”
Judy felt the tightness in her chest ease, just slightly.
“Valerie okay?” Ainara asked.
“Yeah. She healed from a blade like it was nothing. Doesn’t even remember feeling it hit. We’re changing, Grams.”
Ainara’s voice was steady. “Then change together.”
Judy smiled. “We will.”
There was a pause again. “Tell her I said behave.”
“Too late,” Judy muttered, eyes flicking toward the hallway.
Ainara laughed, bright and full. “Then at least let her make you some lunch next time.”
They lingered a moment more, no rush, no goodbye needed. Judy ended the call with a warm breath, the kind that stayed in the lungs even after the screen faded.
A few seconds later, footsteps padded back in.
Valerie stepped into the room holding her torn jacket folded neatly, a small sewing kit tucked under her arm. She dropped gently into the armchair by the door, eyes meeting Judy’s with a soft, knowing smile.
“I thought I’d patch this up while you work,” Valerie said, laying the jacket over her lap.
Judy turned in her chair, the monitors still casting their quiet glow. “You always find a way to stitch things back together.”
Valerie found a rhythm in her stitching, like muscle memory that had been waiting for something to do. Each pass of the needle slid through the worn fabric of her jacket with practiced ease. Her eyes flicked between her hands and the woman across the room, lost in her own kind of creation.
Judy sat hunched slightly in her editing chair, one leg folded under the other, her fingers dancing along the holo interface. The monitors cast soft light over her face, brown strands of hair brushing her cheek as she worked. She didn’t look up.
“Enjoying the view?” she asked, the smirk already curling behind the words.
Valerie synced her relay without a word, letting her emotions drift across the link. Warmth, and admiration. A soft, anchored kind of love that hummed through her chest.
“Every day the view gets better,” she said.
The corner of Judy’s mouth tugged upward.
Across the link, Valerie sent an old memory not even consciously, just a ripple of nostalgia sparked by the rhythm of her thoughts. Their first dive at Laguna Bend. Judy swam ahead in that black wetsuit, the lake light shimmering over her legs. Valerie’s eyes locked on her the entire way, the sound of her breath in the mask muffling the giddy panic in her chest. That was the first time Judy had turned in the water and asked, muffled through comms, “Enjoying the view?”
Judy finally turned in her chair, eyes soft. “That day we became official. Even with all the pain surrounding it... it still holds those same feelings in my heart.”
She returned the gesture, syncing her side of the relay. Valerie caught the shimmer in her own emerald eyes through Judy’s memory the way her freckles had flushed behind the dive mask, her lips just parted in shock and hope after Judy asked the question that started it all.
“I was afraid that date would ruin our friendship,” Judy admitted. “But I’m glad it became the start to our forever.”
Valerie kept stitching, needle slipping clean through the final tear. Her voice was quiet but full. “These feelings... they’re what’s going to make your movie a masterpiece.”
Judy smirked, turning slightly in her chair again. “I still need to figure out the antagonist. And, you know, the plot.”
Valerie’s grin spread. “You could use Maiko and Kassidy. Who’s better than our evil exes?”
Judy laughed, loud and real. “They’ve already terrorized enough lives.”
“All the more reason they’ll make convincing opposition to Michelle and Tress,” Valerie added, snipping a thread with clean precision.
Judy didn’t even argue, just bookmarked her current scene and activated the actor interface. Valerie synced again, sliding into the build program with her. The shared interface blinked to life between them, light holograms fusing in the space like ghosts of fiction waiting to be cast.
Judy pulled together the digital framework of Maiko’s fictional version: a BD mogul turned psychological manipulator. Valerie crafted Kassidy’s mirror: a tech-savvy nomad turned rogue merc charming, vicious, and reckless.
For a while, neither spoke. Just flicks of the wrist. The soft clicking of commands. The occasional quiet sigh.
Valerie held her jacket up after the final stitch, admiring the clean seams. She draped it over the armrest.
Then it hit them suddenly, and unintentionally. A shared memory surged through the sync neither had sent.
Klamath Falls, months ago. A storm breaking over a rural market street. Judy frozen in place, startled by the first cold drops. Valerie pulling off her jacket without thinking, shielding Judy’s head with it, her body pressed close. Rain had soaked them both anyway, but laughter had carried louder than the thunder.
Valerie blinked, her eyes warming. “I didn’t mean to send that.”
Judy turned toward her. “Neither did I.” She paused. “It’s like our Engrams know how to connect to each other without us telling them to.”
Valerie tilted her head, brows furrowed. “Huh.”
Judy chuckled, turning back to her desk. “Don’t fry that beautiful face trying to figure it out.”
Valerie laughed, stretching her arms above her head. “That memory did give me an idea for a new song, though. Once I work it out, I’ll perform it for you when the band’s back in town.”
Judy looked at her over her shoulder. “I’m looking forward to it. Oh, by the way. Grams says stay out of trouble. And you owe me lunch today.”
Valerie smirked. “You want me to cook, or you want a lunch date?”
Before Judy could answer, one of her monitors crackled. The screen flickered, static threading through the audio. A soft pulse rolled across the room as the static resolved into shimmering blue code lines of shifting digital characters racing across the screen in waves.
Then, a face appeared. Translucent blue. Calm, inhumanly composed.
“We felt your confusion ripple through the timeline. You have questions. Come to the Enclave tonight.”
The screen blinked back to normal.
Valerie’s face said it all, lips parted slightly, eyebrows raised in silent awe. “I knew it!”
Judy burst out laughing, her hand coming to her mouth. “Guess we’ve got dinner plans.”
She turned back to Valerie with a grin. “So... how about that lunch date?”
Valerie smiled. “How about a picnic before meeting the space wizard?”
Judy's eyes lit up. “Sounds perfect, mi amor.”
A couple hours had passed since the message.
Judy stayed in her editing room, fingers gliding with surgical precision through timeline markers, audio curves, and light balance filters. The glow of the monitors framed her in silence, but Valerie could still sense the tension humming beneath it like her focus was a shield, keeping the questions at bay just a little longer.
In the kitchen, Valerie moved quietly. The picnic basket sat open on the counter, half-packed with care. She slid two foil-wrapped sandwiches inside grilled sourdough with sliced tomato, spinach, and smoked protein. Two bowls of fruit followed: apple, pear, and mango, all sliced into neat fan patterns. The bottle of Centzon nestled into the side pouch, the clink of two glasses following with a soft hush.
She adjusted the placement, securing the folded blanket underneath the basket’s lid, then stepped back with a small satisfied nod.
“Hey Jude,” she called out with a smile, her voice carrying easily down the hallway, “the lunch date is prepared.”
She heard the soft thud of the editing chair roll back, followed by familiar footsteps crossing the wood floor. Judy slowed at the kitchen doorway, her eyes finding Valerie instantly, but her smile said just a second.
She disappeared again.
Valerie waited, leaning her hip against the counter, her hand resting on the basket’s handle. The house was quiet too quiet, the kind that let thoughts creep in. She breathed through them, grounding herself in the moment.
Then Judy returned.
The white sun hat rested atop her regrown brown hair, the brim casting a soft arc over her face. The stitched crossed roses in the center gleamed faintly in the light. The necklace, the rose and lotus charm with Alvarez etched between hung gently against her chest, swaying with each step. She’d changed into a fitted black tee. Her boots thudded softly across the floor.
Valerie’s breath caught, just briefly, at the sight.
“Damn,” she murmured, more to herself than anything.
Judy smirked faintly. “You gonna open the door, or just stare?”
Valerie chuckled, grabbing the basket and the blanket. The afternoon light caught the edges of her silver rocker boots as she stepped ahead and opened the back door, holding it open with her foot so Judy could slip through first.
The breeze greeted them like an old friend, rolling in from the lake, stirring the edge of the blanket in Valerie’s hand. The wooden deck creaked beneath them as they stepped down onto it the path that led from the house to the dock long-since worn smooth by the years.
They reached the end of the dock, wood warm beneath their boots, the air carrying the scent of cedar and lake minerals. Valerie laid the blanket down in practiced folds, setting the basket beside it as Judy stepped onto the fabric and sank into place with a quiet sigh, kicking her boots off to one side.
Valerie joined her, unpacking the food slowly. The water stretched out in front of them, gently rippling under the weight of the afternoon light, wind nudging the surface into small glassy waves. Dragonflies skimmed close to the reeds at the edge, their wings catching flashes of gold.
“Thought this might be a good way to center ourselves,” Valerie said as she passed Judy one of the sandwiches, fingers brushing in the exchange.
Judy took it, her eyes staying on Valerie. “You always know what I need.”
Valerie gave a small smile, grabbing her own. “We don’t know what Ghost Watch is going to tell us... but I know we’ve been given a gift. I don’t want to waste it forgetting how to live.”
Judy shifted, one leg folded beneath her, her free hand resting just over Valerie’s knee. “Then let’s enjoy this afternoon.”
So they ate. Talked softly about nothing and everything. Took long sips of the Centzon from the glasses Valerie had packed. Their laughter blended with the hush of the breeze, the sound of water lapping gently against the dock.
Whatever the night would bring, this was theirs, and they stayed there, shoulder to shoulder, letting the day hold them a little longer.
Judy leaned against Valerie, her head resting near her shoulder as they watched the ripples move across the lake. “Forgot to tell you Sera messaged earlier. They made it safe to Crescent Ridge.” She paused, fingers playing lightly with the rim of her empty glass. “I didn’t tell her about the hair. Figured it’s best she focus on the op.”
Valerie slid her arm around her, fingers gently tracing the red spiderweb tattoo on Judy’s shoulder. “Probably for the best right now,” she murmured, voice steady.
Judy let the breeze brush against her face, her lashes fluttering closed for just a moment. “I think... when Sera comes home, I want her to help me redye it. Shave the side again around the implant. Back to how I was.” She looked ahead, not quite at the water. “I don’t know what’s happening to us... but I feel like this experience helped me grow stronger.”
Valerie pressed a soft kiss to her cheek. “Your appearance never defined you, Jude. I fell in love with your devotion how fiercely you believed in us even when everything else fell apart. Sera loves you because when she looks at you, she sees her Mama. The one who held her hand through grief and walked with her through fire. And the Clan?” Valerie smiled against her skin. “They follow you because you never asked anyone to walk a road you wouldn’t take yourself.”
Judy laughed lightly. “I remember back in Night City, you asked if I ever thought about taking over The Mox. I told you I didn’t have the leadership gene.” She turned slightly, catching Valerie’s gaze. “Guess I was wrong.”
Valerie brushed a bit of wind-blown hair from her face. “No, you were just being honest. It’s the world that didn’t understand what kind of leader you were always going to be.”
Judy cupped her jaw, pulling her in for a slow, grounding kiss. As she pulled back, her thumb lingered along Valerie’s cheekbone, watching how her emerald eyes glistened not from tears, but the weight of love that never dimmed.
“I suddenly feel a lot better,” Judy said, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.
Valerie reached for her hand, letting their fingers mesh. “We share something no one else does, babe. Even when I’m being a menace, the touch I feel from you reminds me who I am. Where home is.”
Judy flushed faintly, her head tilting. “After we figure all this out... maybe we make time for that connection again.”
Valerie didn’t answer with words, just a knowing smile, a squeeze of her hand that said always.
They stayed like that as the afternoon faded, the shadows stretching long across the lake and creeping up the edges of the dock. When the last hints of gold flickered across the water, Valerie stood, offering her hand.
“Come on,” she said. “Let’s get ready.”
Back inside, Valerie set the picnic basket on the kitchen counter, their glasses and wrappers still warm with memory. Judy followed behind her, boots echoing softly in the quiet.
They passed the living room, where the soft hum of the speakers still buzzed with low ambience from earlier. Valerie turned toward the armory tucked before Judy’s editing room, compact, secure, a room of utility, not pride. There were no trophies on the wall. Just what they needed, when they needed it.
Valerie reached for Last Ride, sliding the pistol into her hip holster with a fluid movement born of years. Judy reached beside her, drawing #1 Crush, the revolver settling into place like a memory returned.
Neither said a word.
They both knew the weight of preparation wasn’t about fear it was about truth. That even with love and peace, danger still lived in the margins.
Valerie stepped into the editing room, grabbing her freshly stitched jacket from the armrest, slipping it on with practiced grace. Judy walked to the door, where her own jacket waited on the hook. She lifted the sun hat from her head, hanging it gently in its place, then slid into her jacket the one with Valerie’s name stitched at the heart.
They met in the garage as Valerie opened the bay doors. The Racer sat bathed in the low amber of the security lights, humming gently as it powered to life. Valerie adjusted the saddlebag as Judy stepped up beside her.
Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to.
The invitation had come. The Enclave was waiting, and they would face whatever came next together.
The Racer hummed beneath them, wheels cutting through the dirt roads that stretched out like fading scars across the Oregon hills. The late evening light painted long shadows across the terrain, the sky tinged in a soft gradient of gold and rose, the edges of twilight reaching ahead like a hush pulling the world inward.
Judy’s arms wrapped around Valerie’s waist, her cheek resting against the back of her shoulder. The wind caught strands of her newly grown brown hair, whipping them past Valerie’s freckled jawline. No helmets. Just wind and instinct, like always.
They didn’t speak.
Not because there was nothing to say, but because sometimes love was in the silence. In the way Valerie kept one hand steady on the throttle, the other occasionally lifting to brush Judy’s fingers where they’d interlaced just under her chest. In the way Judy tightened her hold with every bump in the road, not from fear, but to feel closer.
The road curved through a sparse cluster of pines, their dark silhouettes growing sharper as the sun dipped lower. The scent of earth and warm metal lingered in the wind. Somewhere in the distance, a coyote let out a solitary cry. Judy’s fingers traced idle shapes against Valerie’s stomach through her shirt, soft and slow grounding.
Valerie glanced down at their hands for a beat, then turned her head slightly, voice carried just above the wind. “Still doing okay back there?”
Judy nodded against her. “Never better.”
The Racer crested a hill, the terrain flattening as the horizon expanded again. In the far-off distance, faint shapes began to take form. Rock outcroppings arranged too perfectly to be natural. A shimmer of displacement in the air was subtle, deliberate.
They were close now.
Valerie eased the throttle, letting the engine fall into a softer hum. “Still no idea what we’re walking into,” she said, not quite a whisper, not quite a warning.
Judy didn’t loosen her grip. “Whatever it is, we face it together.”
Valerie reached down, squeezing Judy’s hand over her stomach. “Wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Together, they rode on two figures bound by love and fire, following the road into the unknown, where time curved and answers waited in the dark.
The road tapered off into dirt, then into gravel, then into memory with no markings, or signs. Just instinct. Valerie slowed the Racer near the lake’s edge, the horizon dimming as twilight crept in, lavender streaks blending into deepening blue. The water reflected only what it wanted to.
She parked near the weather-worn rise cloaked in brush and sediment. A natural bluff, if you didn’t know better. But Valerie had been here once before, even if she couldn’t explain how. Judy slid off the bike behind her, eyes narrowing as they scanned the terrain. They didn’t speak.
Valerie led them through the foliage toward a narrow crevice in the stone. Unassuming. But as they stepped closer, the light around them shifted colors deepening, sound thinning. Time pulling taut.
A pulse, almost imperceptible, moved through the rock. A brief breath of warm air passed from the crevice, like something buried was exhaling.
They entered.
The cave walls immediately swallowed the world behind them. Cool, smooth stones wrapped them in shadow. No torchlight. No flickering screens. Just pale bioluminescence running in thin lines along the walls, ancient sigils glowing like veins, a language lost to any tongue but memory.
As they moved deeper, the passage widened into a hollowed chamber. The ceiling arched high above them, lost in darkness. Water flowed silently through slits along the edges, channeling in thin, perfect streams. The air smelled of minerals and something faintly electric like ozone after a storm.
Judy stepped beside Valerie. “They’re watching.”
Valerie nodded once. “They always were.”
At the far end of the chamber, figures emerged not from doorways or shadows, but from the walls themselves, stepping forward like thoughts given form. Tall. Luminous. Their blue skin glowed faintly, translucent in places where the flowing code moved beneath the surface. Their eyes held no whites, just endless, shifting light. No mouths moved, but the voice came, layered and resonant, echoing from within them rather than the air.
“You carry dissonance through the stream of time.”
Valerie didn’t flinch. Judy stepped slightly forward. “We’ve changed. Without warning. We need to understand.”
The nearest figure tilted its head, not in judgment, just in observation.
“You were rewritten to survive. Now you adapt to live.”
Another figure stepped beside the first. Their silhouettes blurred at the edges like they weren’t fully confined to this moment.
“You are not broken. You are evolving.”
Valerie's hand hovered near her side, not out of fear, but instinct. “What does it mean? For us?”
A long silence followed more felt than heard.
Then the cave floor lit beneath their feet. Sigils pulsed outward in a ring, illuminating a path behind the figures, deeper into the heart of The Enclave.
“Walk further, Valerie and Judy Alvarez. Memory must be remembered before it is understood.”
The Ghost Watch didn’t step aside. They simply ceased to be in front of them. Like time blinked and forgot to include their presence in the next breath.
Judy reached for Valerie’s hand.
They stepped forward together.
Not just toward answers, but into something much older than the question.
They rounded another curve in the tunnel. The sigils along the wall dimmed not off, but muted, like the Enclave was holding its breath.
Then, a subtle shimmer flickered ahead. A reflective surface almost glass, but not quite stretched across a low alcove on the left-hand side. Neither of them spoke, but they slowed. Valerie’s boots scuffed the stone floor. Judy's breath hitched just enough to notice.
The reflection wasn’t immediate. It took shape like memory surfacing through water. Valerie in full Nomad regalia, plasma rifle slung across her back. Judy dressed in corporate black, a streak of chrome running through her hairline. Neither of them recognized the clothes, but the faces were theirs. Not versions they’d ever lived, but ones they could’ve.
They didn’t say anything at first. Just watched as the images shifted again. Valerie, older, battle-scarred, standing alone in the rain outside what looked like the remnants of Pacifica. Judy kneeling at an unfamiliar grave, fingers brushing the name carved into stone.
Then another.
Judy with her arm around a teenager with red hair and a half-smile clearly not Sera, but close enough it stung. Valerie walking through a quiet meadow, holding someone’s hand just out of frame.
It wasn't a memory, and it wasn't a dream.
It was a possibility.
Judy took a step closer, her voice quiet. “They’re showing us who we could’ve been.”
Valerie nodded once. “Or who we might still become.”
Judy exhaled, slow but even, the kind of breath that steadied more than just lungs. “I don’t know what they’re going to ask of us,” she said, eyes scanning the shapes etched into the walls, “but I’m not walking away from it.”
Valerie gave a small nod, the gesture unforced, like it had always been the only answer. “We’ve seen too much to pretend we’re just passengers now.”
The path ahead was quieter than before, less reactive, more watchful. As if the Enclave had acknowledged their choice and was now waiting.
Judy glanced sideways, her voice low. “You sure you’re okay?”
Valerie looked at her, brow lifted just enough to show she was listening. “You’d know if I wasn’t.”
Judy gave her a soft nudge with her elbow. “Yeah. I would.”
They walked without hurrying, the silence between them comfortable in the way only years could make it. There was no dramatic end to the conversation. Just the sound of their footsteps continuing, side by side, into the dim.
There was no music. No sudden shift of light.
Just the Enclave, watching back, waiting to see what they did with it.
The shimmer of the next image held them. It didn’t flicker or shift. It just was.
Mikoshi.
The architecture was exactly as they remembered clean lines scarred by chaos. Smoke drifting low. Bodies scattered like broken promises. Saul near the edge, unmoving. Panam crouched in the wreckage, rifle drawn, face streaked with blood, still standing, still fierce.
But the center held everything.
Valerie lay still in Judy’s arms. Her jacket was torn open at the side, her head tilted just enough to show she was gone. Not fading…gone.
Judy, in the vision, was locked around her. Knees on the floor, arms wrapped tight, her face buried against Valerie’s chest. Her gear was forgotten. No words. Just silence and the shape of someone losing everything.
Neither of them moved at first. Judy’s fingers tightened faintly in Valerie’s. She didn’t look away. Valerie stood beside her, gaze fixed on her own face in that moment still, pale, peaceful in a way that didn’t belong to her.
Judy finally spoke. Not a whisper, not broken. Just quiet.
“I never told you... how close I came to giving up in there.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her eyes stayed on the image as it began to fade. The scene softened until it was just smoke and flicker. Nothing more.
“You didn’t,” Valerie said, steady but low. “You pulled me out. That’s what matters.”
Judy turned slightly, her hand still holding Valerie’s, and gave her a small nod. She didn’t say more. She didn’t need to.
They walked again, side by side, the stone beneath them warm with memory.
The next turn in the passage opened into a quiet alcove, the kind that didn’t call attention to itself. There was no shimmer this time. Just a slow saturation of color and warmth. The light changed soft golden hues bleeding through water-damaged walls. Wooden beams, rusted nails. The back dock of Laguna Bend, rebuilt in memory.
Judy slowed again. Valerie didn’t need to ask why.
There she stood her past self standing just beyond the warped railing. Sunlight caught the edge of her hair, now only a memory. In her hand, a ring box, small and unmistakable. Her voice was caught in the moment right after the ask. Hope, uncertainty, everything trembling just beneath the surface.
The other Valerie stood a few feet away, arms crossed, head tilted slightly like the question had caught her off guard. Same tank top. Same red hair. But something in the eyes was colder. Sharper, and no joy came from them.
The words came too clearly.
“I can’t be what you want. Not now. Not ever.”
Judy flinched, only slightly, but Valerie felt it in the shift of her weight.
The image didn’t pause. Judy in that timeline tried to stay standing. She gave a nod, just once. The ring box shut without sound. Her smile cracked around the edges but never broke. She didn’t speak. Just turned, slow, and walked back inside. Alone.
Valerie finally spoke.
“I remember that day. Every breath of it. But I never said that.”
Judy’s hand found hers. Not out of fear. Just gravity. “No. You didn’t.”
Valerie stared at the other version of herself as she stepped back into the blur, face unreadable. “She wanted something else. A name in the lights. Revenge, maybe. Glory.”
Judy’s voice stayed even. “And she lost everything because of it.”
Valerie nodded once. “That’s not who I became.”
Judy looked over at her. “That’s not who I fell in love with.”
The image faded like sunlight slipping through the cracks in old wood. The porch dissolved. The lake disappeared. What remained was just them in the cave.
Neither of them spoke for a while. There was no need to, and when they walked again, it was together.
The next passage narrowed, shadows deepening, stone walls closing just slightly before opening again into another chamber. It smelled faintly like metal, citrus, and stale tequila. A flickering pink light danced across the stone neon, like memory never fully erased.
Valerie slowed her steps. She didn’t need a prompt.
Lizzie’s Bar.
The edges were all there. Old Mox signage. Stripped-down lights. The hum of bass in the floorboards. No customers in this image, no laughter or movement just that back hallway. That moment.
Judy stood in the same spot where Valerie had first seen her leaned against the wall, arms crossed, shadows slicing her face. Her hair was longer. Fresh ink coiled along her arms. But this time, something was wrong.
She didn’t meet Valerie’s eyes.
The other Valerie approached, still fresh from the booth where Jackie had left her to breathe. Her heart was still bruised from Kassidy’s words, but full of something else curiosity, instinct, maybe something softer.
She opened her mouth.“You work here, or just look that cool all the time?”
It didn’t land.
This Judy looked up and stared at her, and the pain hit hard. Something behind her eyes rage, heartbreak, something sharp made the air crack.
“You should go,” Judy said. No humor. Just exhaustion.
Valerie didn’t step back. She tried again. “Rough night?”
“Not your business,” Judy snapped. “Go find someone who wants to be saved.”
Valerie in this version stood for a beat longer, shoulders straight, then turned without a word. She didn’t glance back. The moment passed.
The hallway dimmed. The lights above the booths shut off one by one. Judy slid down the wall after she left, pulling her knees to her chest and hiding her face in her arms.
The room held still.
Valerie’s throat tightened. “That night... I almost didn’t talk to you.”
Judy stood beside her, silent at first. “That version of me wouldn’t have let you close.”
“She didn’t even look at me.”
“She couldn’t.” Judy glanced over, her voice low. “Too wrapped up in Maiko. Too angry to see past it.”
Valerie took a step closer to the scene, then stopped herself. “Feels like I’m watching someone else’s life.”
Judy exhaled. “In a way, you are.”
The image didn’t dissolve this time. It just stayed quiet, like the Enclave knew some moments weren’t meant to vanish.
Valerie looked back at her. “We were both hurting. Just in different corners of the city.”
“And somehow,” Judy said, touching her hand lightly, “we still found our way to each other.”
The moment held, and then they turned, leaving Lizzie’s behind its ghosts still flickering in low pink light.
The path narrowed one last time before it opened into a vast, echoing chamber beneath the bedrock of Klamath Lake. The walls curved inward in slow spirals, etched with deep sigils that pulsed beneath the stone like a heart still beating. The air shifted cool, dense, but not heavy. Alive in a way that didn’t belong to time.
They stepped forward, side by side, boots scraping across the ancient floor.
At the center of the chamber stood three figures blue-skinned, translucent, their forms swaying with flowing digital code that pulsed like veins beneath glass. Their features weren’t human, not entirely. Faces etched with symbols that shifted with each breath. They didn’t speak.
They didn’t need to.
Judy instinctively reached for Valerie’s hand. No words, just a touch, grounding her as the air around them vibrated faintly.
The center Ghost Watch figure raised a hand. Between its fingers, a projection spun into view layers of neural mapping, waveforms of data, cross-sections of cellular structures flickering like flames. Valerie’s name floated among them. Then Judy’s.
The visuals faded, replaced by a single point of light. It hovered in the air and slowly descended between them. A schematic of the shard Judy had once built, but now reshaped. Compact, elegant, its structure laced with the same shifting code as the Watchers themselves.
Judy’s breath caught. Her voice didn’t rise above a whisper. “That’s the shard…”
Valerie looked at her, confused. “That’s not the one you made.”
“It is. But... it’s changed.”
She stepped forward. The shards in their necks pulsed once in acknowledgment.
Ghost Watch finally spoke not from a mouth, but into the space of thought. Their voices layered, as if memory itself had found a voice.
“You preserved her once. We completed what you began.”
The image shifted again. Valerie’s body during the assault on her Engram. Judy holding the original shard, shaking. A moment of panic turned into resolve.
Valerie touched the base of her neck. “So this is why I healed so fast. Why I don’t feel pain the same anymore?”
“The cost of survival is not just endurance,” Ghost Watch said. “It is continuity. What lives must be allowed to evolve, or it begins to die.”
Judy’s brow tightened. “And the hair?”
A ripple of understanding moved between the three figures. Not quite amusement. Not quite indifferent.
“Stasis was broken by affection. Connection accelerates transformation.”
Valerie blinked. “Are you saying... you made our bodies respond to love?”
The center figure inclined its head.
“You gave meaning to the fragments. We simply wove the thread.”
Judy looked back at Valerie, a slow breath escaping her. “Maybe that’s why I felt... stronger. Like every scar I carried made sense again.”
Valerie looked at the shard schematic still hovering, then at the Watchers. “Why now? Why bring us back here?”
The second Watcher stepped forward. Its fingers lifted, and behind them, a new projection bloomed, timelines, dozens of them, spiraling, breaking, looping back. In many, they were gone. In some, they had never met.
But in one their own they stood exactly where they were.
“You were chosen not because you are invincible,” Ghost Watch said, “but because you remember. Every loss. Every vow. You remember.”
The third stepped forward now, silent until this point. Its voice was quieter. Nearly human.
“Will you continue? Not just to live... but to understand what living means now?”
Judy looked down at her hands. Then across at Valerie. “We’ve come this far.”
Valerie stepped forward, steady, her voice sure. “We’re ready.”
The three Watchers began to fade, their light stretching toward the cavern walls, the sigils pulsing in a slow, synchronized rhythm.
A final whisper followed as they dispersed into the stone.
“Then we will walk with you... as we always have.”
The sigils along the walls dimmed slowly, leaving only the faint echo of something ancient receding into the stone. The cave was quiet again. Still. As if the lake above had never stirred.
Judy let out a breath, hand finding Valerie’s without needing to look. “Well... that wasn’t ominous or emotionally rattling at all.”
Valerie smirked, stepping forward as the silence thickened again. “Typical Ghost Watch. Run us through a tunnel of existential dread, make us relive all the versions where we didn’t make it, then float a fancy shard schematic in front of us like it’s a birthday card just to tell us they upgraded it further.”
Judy gave a dry laugh. “They really could’ve just sent a text. ‘Hey, Judy, Val good news, we upgraded your forbidden technology again. You're now semi-immortal and biologically linked through love. Enjoy.’”
Valerie grinned, brushing a hand through her damp red hair. “Honestly? I’d have appreciated the courtesy.”
They started walking back, footsteps echoing down the stone passage as the chamber slowly faded into distance.
Judy glanced sideways, voice quieter. “It still feels like we passed some kind of test.”
“Probably did,” Valerie replied, tone lighter now. “One where the prize is... ‘Congratulations! Your love is strong enough to bend the rules of physics. Also, please don't die again.’”
Judy let out another breath, not quite a laugh this time. “Glad we’re still us, though. Even with all this weirdness.”
Valerie looked at her with quiet affection. “We’re more us than ever.”
Their footsteps echoed against the cool stone, soft and steady now that the Watchers had vanished. No more spectral blue light. Just the cave rough, natural, real. The sigils etched into the walls still glowed, but dimmer now, like the embers of a fire finally given rest.
Judy walked just ahead, her hand still brushing Valerie’s every few steps, absentminded but constant. She didn’t speak right away, and neither did Valerie. The silence wasn’t heavy. It didn’t need to be filled. They were both just processing together, as always.
Water dripped faintly somewhere deeper inside the cave system, and the air was cooler now, as if the lake above had drawn its breath and exhaled.
After a few minutes, Valerie rolled her neck, the faint echo of muscle memory humming through her joints. “You know,” she said, voice low but amused, “next time they want to show us cryptic timeline trauma and high-grade schematics, they could at least leave snacks.”
Judy snorted. “Snacks, a chair, maybe a less horrifying version of what-my-life-could-have-been.”
Valerie grinned sideways. “Yeah. And a pamphlet. ‘Welcome to Ghost Watch: You’re probably not dead.’”
Judy gave her a look, eyes softening. “Still think about that Laguna Bend moment.”
Valerie nodded. “Me too.”
They didn’t say which one.
The mouth of the cave appeared ahead night slipping in, refracting off the slick stone in quiet gold streaks. Valerie slowed as they neared it, taking one last glance over her shoulder.
The sigils pulsed once more, just barely, then dimmed.
No theatrics, or sendoff. Ghost Watch had done what it came to do.
Judy stepped out into the filtered moonlight first, blinking against the brightness. Valerie followed, the soft breeze brushing against her cheek as the cave gave way to the slope of Klamath’s outer edge. The lake stretched below, serene. Untouched.
Judy shaded her eyes with one hand. “Still weird walking out of a cave after a conversation with digital necromancers and feeling... mostly normal.”
Valerie reached over and laced their fingers together. “We're not normal, babe. Haven’t been for a long time.”
Judy gave a slow smile. “Yeah. But we’re still us.”
They didn’t linger.
The path curved upward from the cave mouth, dim moonlight catching against damp stone and winding roots. The Racer waited near the ridge, its matte-purple frame quietly gleaming under the night sky. Valerie mounted first, boots firm against the earth. Judy stepped in behind her, arms sliding around her waist without hesitation, head resting lightly between her shoulder blades.
The engine rolled to life beneath them steady, controlled. Valerie eased them forward, headlights spilling into the trees ahead, casting fleeting shadows across the winding trail that hugged the lake’s edge.
Klamath Lake shimmered quietly to their left, its waters moon-streaked and still. A few songbirds murmured sleepily in the canopy overhead, and the scent of pine lingered in the wind.
Judy held tight, not because she had to, but because she wanted to. Her hair, still unfamiliar in its new brown softness, brushed Valerie’s back as she leaned in closer. Her eyes stayed half-lidded, lulled by the steady hum beneath them and the comfort of the woman she trusted most.
Valerie leaned into a curve, taking it easy. No rush. Her muscles had loosened since the Enclave, the echo of that strange place fading just enough to let something gentler in.
“You know,” she called back, voice easy and affectionate, “I wasn’t kidding earlier.”
Judy shifted just enough to nuzzle against her shoulder. “About reconnecting?”
“You said maybe after we figured it all out,” Valerie said, guiding them along the lakeside bend. “I didn’t forget.”
Judy’s laugh came soft and close. “Didn’t think you would.”
Valerie reached down for a moment, her fingers brushing against Judy’s where they wrapped around her stomach. “Not just being a menace, either. Being near you like this... grounds me.”
“I feel it too,” Judy said, her voice steady, quiet. “Whatever’s changing… that part hasn’t.”
They didn’t talk after that, not right away. The trees parted here and there, offering quick glimpses of the lake’s glassy surface, reflecting stars they’d been too distracted to notice until now. Home crept closer with every soft turn, headlights eventually catching on the gravel drive winding up toward their house.
Valerie brought The Racer to a gentle stop just outside the garage. As the engine settled into silence, Judy held on a second longer before leaning forward to press a kiss to her shoulder steady, quiet, real.
They’d made it back.
She pulled back, her voice low, steady. “Let’s start with tea and some music. Let everything settle before we rush into the rest.”
Valerie nodded, her smile quieter now. “We’ll follow the night’s lead.”
They stepped out into the soft glow of the house lights, boots thudding gently as they crossed into the comfort of home. The garage door rolled shut behind them, sealing the rest of the world out.
Whatever mysteries remained, they could wait.
They stepped inside, the warmth of the house greeting them like it had been waiting all along. Valerie clicked the door shut behind them, her fingers lingering on the frame for a second before turning back toward the hallway.
Neither of them said anything they didn’t need to. The evening had already spoken enough.
They stopped by the bedroom first. Judy shrugged out of her jacket and hung it neatly on the hook beside the closet. Valerie did the same, fingers brushing the embroidered phoenix one last time before stepping out of her boots, leaving them tucked beneath the edge of the dresser. Judy kicked hers off in the corner, socks quiet against the floor as she turned toward the hallway.
“I’ll get the tea started,” she said, voice low, settled.
Valerie gave a small nod. “I’ll cue something up.”
Judy headed toward the kitchen, footsteps soft along the worn hallway rug. Valerie veered right, stopping beside the record player set at the corner. The soft vinyl crackle of her last play still lingered. She eased the arm back, lifting her own album Love Through Loss from the turntable. The sleeve waited on the side table. She slid the record into its case, handling it with that quiet care she always used with anything that held weight.
Her hand drifted to the shelf above, flipping gently past titles until her fingers paused on one: Secrets. She slipped it out, easing the vinyl onto the player and guiding the needle into place.
The opening notes of Forever, and Always filled the space. Slow, and grounding. It was their kind of song built on a quiet strength, layered with all the things words never quite managed to say.
Valerie moved to the couch, sinking into the cushions with a breath that finally felt like release. The melody curled through the room, subtle and warm. She lay back, one hand resting on her stomach, eyes drifting to the ceiling as the music wrapped around her like an old memory.
Moments later, Judy returned with two steaming mugs. She paused at the threshold, smile already forming as she heard the song.
“You always know what to play,” she said.
Valerie tilted her head, watching her with that familiar half-smile. “It’s our song. Still fits.”
Judy crossed the room and handed her a mug, fingers brushing gently as they exchanged warmth. Then she curled beside her, legs tucked beneath her, the music and steam rising between them like old promises held steady through time.
For a while, they didn’t speak.
Judy took a sip, the warmth of the tea already loosening something in her chest. “You’re trying to make me cry with this song choice, huh?”
Valerie glanced sideways, her mug resting against her freckled fingers. “I’d never try to make you cry, Jude. But if it happens, I’ll just hold you until you stop.”
Judy smirked. “That’s manipulative.”
“Romantic,” Valerie corrected, drawing the word out with that soft confidence that always crept in when she was sure of something, especially when it came to Judy.
Judy bumped her shoulder against hers. “You know, for a menace, you’re really good at emotional sabotage.”
Valerie lifted her mug in a mock toast. “Thank you. I take that as a compliment.”
They let the song drift for a moment before Judy set her tea down on the end table. “Still wild to think how far we’ve come. From Lizzie’s bar to… undying ghost wives with questionable techno-mancers watching our every move.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Sounds like a movie pitch.”
“Don’t tempt me,” Judy grinned. “You’ll end up as Tress’s long-lost clone or something.”
Valerie leaned closer, her voice dropping just a bit. “That mean I get to seduce her too?”
Judy gave her a mock glare, but the way her lip twitched betrayed her amusement. “You try seducing Tress, and I’m writing in an ex who drives a tank.”
Valerie laughed quietly, finishing her tea. “Guess I’ll behave then. Or at least try.”
Judy stretched slightly, her shoulder brushing against Valerie’s arm. “You never really behave. That’s part of the charm.”
Valerie set her mug down beside Judy’s, then turned just enough so their knees touched. “You sure it’s charm and not recklessness?”
“Bit of both,” Judy murmured, eyes trailing along the lines of Valerie’s face. “But when you’re like this? Calm, curled up with me, music in the background? That’s my favorite version of you.”
Valerie reached up, brushing a few strands of Judy’s hair behind her ear. “Even when I’m not causing chaos?”
“Especially then.” Judy’s hand found Valerie’s, fingers lacing slow. “You give me space to breathe, Val. Even when everything else feels out of sync.”
Valerie leaned in, voice just above a whisper now. “I feel that with you too. Like the world doesn’t need to make sense, as long as you’re here.”
Judy smiled, eyes closing as she let the warmth of it settle in. “Then stay. Right here. Tonight’s not about questions or missions or anyone else.”
Valerie's answer was a soft kiss at her temple, followed by a whisper against her skin. “Tonight’s just ours.”
The tea was finished, but neither of them moved to gather the mugs.
The record had shifted to the next track, a softer melody that barely reached above a whisper. It hummed through the room like a shared breath present, gentle, waiting.
Valerie’s hand drifted across Judy’s thigh, the denim warm from where their legs had stayed pressed. Her thumb moved in slow circles, casual at first. Thoughtful. Then, slower still teasing.
Judy’s eyes lifted, catching the look in Valerie’s face, the slight part of her lips, the flicker of mischief barely hidden beneath the surface.
“Still thinking about reconnecting?” Valerie asked, voice low, heat curling under the edges of her words.
Judy leaned in, their foreheads brushing, lips almost meeting. “Been thinking about it since the cave, if I’m being honest.”
Valerie’s fingers slipped under the hem of Judy’s shirt, tracing the soft skin just above her waistband, fingertips dragging lightly. “Guess we’ve waited long enough.”
She stood first, guiding Judy up by the hand. Their bodies stayed close, breath warm between them, only breaking contact long enough for Valerie to lead them down the hall, her fingers laced with Judy’s soft but sure.
Once inside their bedroom, the world fell away again.
The door shut with a quiet click. The lights stayed low. Shadows danced across the walls.
Valerie turned, slowly backing Judy toward the bed, her voice barely above a whisper. “Let me…”
She slid her hands under the edge of Judy’s black tank, fingers curling, lifting. Her lips followed the rising fabric pressing soft kisses against Judy’s ribs, following her breast tattoos slow and reverent, then trailing lower to her bellybutton. Her hands stayed patient, peeling the cotton up inch by inch, until it cleared Judy’s head.
Judy’s eyes shimmered in the low light as her hands moved to Valerie’s shirt, fingers playing over the hem before pulling it over her head. Valerie’s freckles shimmered faintly under the soft glow, the tattoos across her chest catching faint streaks of light. Judy kissed each line she saw, each curve of ink, each memory etched into her skin.
Valerie stepped back enough to unbutton her jeans, letting them fall with a slide of her hips. Then leaned into Judy again, lips brushing, breath mingling, the kiss deeper this time. Hungrier.
They undressed each other in slow motions every piece removed came with a kiss, a drag of teeth, a reverent touch that lingered long enough to say: this matters.
Judy pushed Valerie gently back onto the bed, crawling up her thighs with deliberate slowness. Her mouth found Valerie’s throat, tongue tasting the line of her pulse, trailing down to the hollow at her collarbone. “Still want to behave?”
“Not even a little,” Valerie murmured, voice breaking under the weight of anticipation.
Judy kissed along the edge of Valerie’s neck, lips brushing the curves of her tattoos, tracing the lotus on her neck with the tip of her tongue before working her way down. Her hands gripped Valerie’s thighs, firm and sure, and when she lowered herself between them, her mouth found Valerie in full slow, soft, then deep with growing rhythm. Her tongue flicked and circled, every motion deliberate, every moan Valerie made a note Judy followed.
Valerie’s back arched, hands tangled in the sheets, breath hitched. Her fingers found Judy’s hair, not guiding, just needing that anchor, grounding herself in the fire unraveling through her.
When the tide crested, and her voice cracked around a whispered, broken “Jude…” Judy only smiled and kissed her way back up, lips warm and slick against Valerie’s chest.
But it didn’t end there.
Valerie pulled her in, flipping the rhythm, lips crashing into hers with a slow-burn hunger. She rolled Judy beneath her, trailing kisses down her chest, pausing at the panther tattoo below her belly button, nipping just enough to make Judy gasp.
Then she moved lower.
Her tongue worked with expert care circling, savoring, stroking her until Judy’s legs trembled around her shoulders. Her breath quickened, her moans broken up by whimpers of Valerie’s name, her hands clawing softly at the blankets until her whole body shuddered through release.
They collapsed into each other, skin damp, foreheads pressed, breath mingled.
Valerie’s hand found Judy’s again, lacing their fingers tight.
Gold rings touched.
Their hearts still raced, but now steady.
“Still the best connection,” Valerie whispered.
Judy smiled against her neck, her voice a kiss. “Forever and always.”
The hush after was soft and full, like the house itself had quieted to let them breathe.
Valerie lay with one arm draped over Judy’s waist, her cheek pressed gently to her shoulder. Their skin still hummed with warmth, breaths slow and synced. Neither one of them moved right away, didn’t need to. It wasn’t silence, not really. Not when their relays whispered between them, threads of memory and emotion passing back and forth without a word spoken.
Judy turned her head slightly, forehead brushing Valerie’s. Her hand found Valerie’s along the blanket and laced their fingers together. A slow pulse of feeling passed between them contentment, tenderness, something deeper than just desire.
Valerie smiled, eyes still closed. “You feel that?”
Judy nodded, her voice barely above a whisper. “It’s like... I’m still holding you even when I’m not.”
A soft hum rolled through the relay from Valerie warmth and affection wrapped around a hint of playful mischief. She didn’t say anything back at first, just let Judy feel it. The love, the trust, the quiet devotion tucked under every teasing word and fierce vow.
Then came Judy’s reply. Not words, but the sensation of calm and grounding the way Valerie’s touch always brought her back, even when the world felt too loud. The memory of Laguna Bend surfaced briefly, not as a vision, but a feeling: cool water, the sound of breath, and the moment she realized Valerie had chosen her without hesitation.
Valerie opened her eyes slowly. “Sometimes I think the relays show more truth than words ever could.”
Judy turned her hand slightly, brushing her thumb along Valerie’s knuckles. “They just don’t let us hide.”
They lay like that a while longer, their bodies still, their connection alive with unspoken things. Every breath was a reminder they weren’t alone. Not in pain. Not in healing. And not in love.
Eventually, Valerie pressed a kiss to Judy’s temple and whispered, “Still feel you. Right here.”
Judy smiled, her voice soft against her shoulder. “Me too.”
With the night settled deep around them, they stayed wrapped in the closeness their bodies forged and their relays now echoed nothing needing to be said, because every beat of the connection said it for them.
Valerie nestled in tighter, her face resting at the base of Judy’s neck. “You think we’ll wake up tomorrow with another new change?”
Judy’s fingers traced slow circles against Valerie’s back. “If I start levitating, I’m blaming you.”
Valerie smirked. “Pretty sure you already read my mind.”
“I don’t need to,” Judy murmured. “Your body says everything.”
Valerie tilted her head, brushing a kiss against Judy’s collarbone. “Then I must’ve been saying I’m in love with you.”
“You always are,” Judy whispered. “Even when you’re being a menace.”
Valerie let out a soft laugh, then let herself fully settle into the warmth of Judy’s embrace, her arm tightening around her waist.
Their relays softened again gentle pulses carrying nothing but quiet emotion between them. Affection, and safety. That shared promise they never needed to say out loud.
The kind of closeness no change could ever reach, and in that calm, with their bodies pressed
Chapter 16: The Legacies We Are Building
Summary:
The Legacy We Are Building follows Valerie and Judy through a critical chapter of post-conflict peace and emerging threats in Klamath Falls. They now lead quietly but decisively alongside their daughter Sera and her wife Sandra.
The story begins with intimate domesticity: Valerie and Judy waking in the Lakehouse, reconnecting through tenderness, humor, and a shared sense of purpose. Their tranquil morning is broken by a call from Sera and Sandra, revealing the reemergence of the Iron Bulls an old enemy long thought vanquished.
Valerie and Judy ride into Japantown to confront Kinazaki, the Tyger Claws’ local leader, and discover that his own son, Yoshiro, is working with the Iron Bulls to reclaim power. A betrayal unfolds within Kinazaki’s parlor, erupting into a firefight. Judy and Valerie fight side by side, reaffirming both their bond and their fire-hardened legacy.
When Sera and Sandra’s Rig is ambushed in the northeastern canyons, Valerie and Judy rush to their aid.
That night, they gather at the Lakehouse with Panam, Vicky, Sera, and Sandra. Through laughter, shared food, and quiet reflection, they reaffirm the deep love that ties them all together.
Chapter Text
Valerie stirred slowly, the first touch of morning light brushing against her face. She didn’t move at first didn’t need to. Her arm was still wrapped snug around Judy, skin warm and soft beneath the covers, the slow rise and fall of her chest a rhythm Valerie never tired of. She could feel Judy’s breath on her collarbone, light as feathers, familiar as air.
Judy’s lashes fluttered against her cheek. A quiet blink. Their eyes met in the haze of sleep, groggy but locked, the kind of connection that didn’t need words to reestablish itself.
Judy rubbed at one eye with the back of her hand, smiling faintly as she blinked herself awake.
Valerie tightened her grip, voice still low with sleep. “You started levitating last night. Had to hold you down.”
Judy smirked, lips curling with a crooked charm. “That explains the third eye you’ve got now.”
Valerie brought a hand to her forehead with mock urgency. “Wait…are you serious?”
Judy’s grin broke loose into a quiet laugh. “You’re cute when you’re gullible.”
Valerie laughed with her, forehead resting lightly against Judy’s temple. “I think you’re secretly a menace too.”
“I just hide it better,” Judy murmured, her fingers gliding across Valerie’s stomach under the sheets, tracing lazy patterns.
Valerie’s hand drifted across Judy’s spine in return. “After seeing the other versions of us… I think that’s why they chose us. Ghost Watch. They knew showing us all that would only draw us closer, not shake us apart.”
Judy exhaled slowly, eyes lingering on Valerie. “Maybe that’s why they didn’t just send a text. Had to make sure we were still us.”
Valerie nodded faintly, her voice soft. “We can’t get too comfortable though. These bodies might be built to last… but even eternal things break.”
Judy’s mouth twitched slightly, a faint tic from the trauma they hadn’t fully processed. “So don’t step on any landmines, mi amor.”
“I’ll do my best,” Valerie said with a smirk. “You think they’re always watching? Or just when something… ripples?”
Judy’s fingers tapped thoughtfully against her stomach. “More the second. It’s like… a fly getting caught in a web. Not all movement draws them, just the right kind.”
Valerie grinned slightly, voice dreamy. “So I’m just a fly in the web of life.”
Judy snorted. “You’ve got plenty of time to get philosophical, fly girl. Right now, I need a shower before I start sticking to the sheets.”
She slid out from under the covers, bare feet padding softly across the floor. As she moved around to Valerie’s side, she offered her a hand.
Valerie took it without hesitation, letting Judy pull her up. Their fingers remained laced as they walked to the bathroom, the morning sun lighting the hallway just enough to gild the edges of their quiet start.
The cool bathroom air met them like a soft slap, a contrast to the lingering warmth of the bed they’d just left behind.
Valerie stepped in first, only to get a real slap on the ass courtesy of Judy’s palm, light and precise.
Valerie glanced over her shoulder, smirking. “After all these years, you still catch me off guard.”
Judy raised a brow. “Good. I wouldn't want you thinking I lost my touch.”
Valerie turned, grabbing Judy by the waist and pulling her into the stall with her, the soft steam starting to curl against the tile. The moment settled between them, warm, magnetic.
Judy’s grin curved up. “You gonna kiss me, guapa, or just keep staring?”
Valerie’s hands came up to cup her face, their foreheads touching first before lips met slow, deliberate. There was no urgency in it, just that quiet, unbreakable connection that pulsed with memory, and meaning. When Valerie finally pulled back, her eyes searched Judy’s with a teasing tilt.
“You sure we didn’t swap bodies overnight?”
Judy turned the water on behind her, letting it fall warm and steady over their shoulders. “I just woke up feeling alive this morning. Not just from last night. But those words you gave me… at the dock. It stuck.”
Valerie reached for the strawberry body wash, lathering it gently into a sponge before dabbing it along Judy’s neck, letting it trail across her collarbone, slow and reverent. “Equal parts menace and hopeless romantic. You married all of it.”
Judy took the sponge from her, grinning. “Turn around.”
Valerie obeyed, and Judy worked the sponge across her shoulders and back, her motions confident, practiced. They traded places again, soap and warmth moving between them in turns cleansing, yes, but more than that. Ritual. Intimacy in repetition.
Eventually, Judy let herself rest under the stream. Valerie squirted shampoo into her palms and began working it through Judy’s brown hair, fingers massaging her scalp. Judy closed her eyes, just breathing.
Valerie tilted her head. “Is my hair this thick too? Feels different.”
Judy reached out, fingers finding damp red strands. “Used to be softer. It’s a little fuller now.”
Valerie frowned slightly. “Another perk of ghost-crafted immortal bodies?”
Judy rinsed her hair, then shoved Valerie under the water. “Not a scientist, but maybe all our cells are just... stronger now.”
Valerie chuckled as Judy’s shampoo-slicked hands worked into her hair. “We still forgot to ask for the owner’s manual.”
“We’ll figure it out,” Judy said. “We’ve figured out worse.”
Once rinsed and clean, Judy stepped out first, grabbing towels. Valerie followed, and as she did, Judy draped a towel over her head, rubbing gently.
Under the cloth, Valerie laughed. “Been a while since I’ve seen you this happy, babe.”
Judy tugged the towel down over her shoulders. “You helped me clear my head. I needed it more than I realized.”
She leaned in and kissed her just lips at first, but with the sync active, Valerie felt the fullness of Judy’s emotion move through her, deep and unfiltered. The love wasn’t just heard, it pulsed across the relay like a second heartbeat. Valerie’s body warmed from the inside out.
When they parted, Valerie looked down at her with a softness only Judy ever pulled from her. “Still glad I can make you feel that loved.”
Judy didn’t need words. Her expression was enough.
They returned to the bedroom still towel-wrapped, drying off slowly as Judy crossed to the dresser. She tossed a bra that landed squarely on Valerie’s head.
Valerie plucked it off with exaggerated dignity. “Assault with underwire. Rude.”
A pair of underwear landed at her feet.
Judy gave her a look over her shoulder, smirking.
Valerie stepped beside her, nudging her hip as she pulled out two pairs of denim shorts. She picked a fitted blue tank top for herself, and tossed Judy one of her old black band tees.
Judy pulled it over her head slowly, teasing the motion with an arched brow. “Just making sure the view stays good.”
Once dressed, Valerie sat at the vanity. “Haven’t touched up my makeup in a while. Want to give me a hand?”
Judy joined her, taking the matte pink lipstick and steadying Valerie’s chin as she applied it with care. “You’d look good even if you used crayon.”
Valerie snorted. “That your subtle way of saying I have no skills?”
Judy winked. “Saying I love your face. Let me finish the eyes.”
She gently swept on the smoky black shadow and touched up the liner. Valerie returned the favor, layering on Judy’s red lip gloss and sharpening the winged lines at her eyes with practiced precision.
They leaned back, taking each other in not with critique, but quiet admiration. A soft silence followed, wrapped in morning light and the reflection of everything they’d weathered.
No words needed, just presence.
It wasn’t long before the quiet was broken.
Valerie’s Holo buzzed from inside the crumpled jeans still on the bedroom floor. She stepped over, lifting the denim and fishing it out from the pocket. Incoming call: Sera.
She smiled softly and answered. “Morning, Starshine.”
Sera’s face appeared on the screen, framed by the dashboard glow of the rig. Sandra sat beside her, adjusting the monitor. “Morning, Mom. Cache decoy worked, but something’s off.”
Valerie moved toward the vanity and propped the Holo up so Judy could hear too. Judy was brushing her hair out with her fingers, but glanced up as the transmission widened.
Sera blinked. “Wait. Mama... you have hair again?”
Judy smiled, not missing a beat. “Long story. We’ll catch you up later. What happened during the op?”
Sandra leaned in, her tone calm but alert. “It’s not scavvers. The Raffen out here... they’re organized. Too organized.”
Sera’s face returned. “It’s the Iron Bulls, Mom. They’ve resurfaced, and they’ve convinced at least one Raffen group to work with them.”
Valerie’s expression tensed. “We shut the Bulls down years ago.”
Sandra nodded. “We did. After Clan Alvarez cleared them and forced the Tyger Claws to clean up their operation in Japantown.”
Judy folded her arms, voice tight. “You think the Tyger Claws are trying to push south? Stir something up in Klamath?”
Valerie let out a slow breath. “We need to reach out to Kinazaki. Make sure he’s still running things how we agreed.”
Sera’s voice came through with calm control. “We already updated Dante. He’s got extra eyes on Highland. Sandra and I are going to stay out here and scout a while longer.”
Sandra added, “Milo’s already tracking movement patterns. We’ll mark every shift.”
Then Screwbie’s voice chimed in with synthetic flair. “She’s trying to replace me with a drone.”
Sera laughed under her breath. “Nothing could replace you, Screwbie.”
A beat, then: “A compliment. I will treasure it. Forever. Or until one of you forgets to recharge me.”
Valerie smiled, soft but certain. “Screwbie, keep an eye on them.”
“Technically, I don’t have eyes, but I always have presence,” Screwbie replied.
Judy leaned closer. “We love you both. Check in when you can.”
Sera nodded. “Love you, Mama. Love you too, Mom.” Sandra gave a small smile and waved beside her.
The call cut.
Valerie slipped the Holo into her jacket pocket, the denim already halfway on. “Sorry, Jude. I wasn't thinking when I set it on the vanity.”
Judy reached for her hand, brushing her thumb over the freckled curve of Valerie’s fingers. “It’s okay. I know how you see me...beyond what's in front of you.”
Valerie’s smile flickered up from her chest to her lips. “Looks like a trip to Japantown’s in the near future.”
Judy raised a brow. “In denim shorts and tee shirts, huh?”
Valerie was already sliding her feet into her boots. “If we showed up in dresses, Kinazaki would know something’s off.”
Judy laughed. “Fair. The only times you wore a dress were both weddings and the portrait shoot for Ainara.”
Valerie smirked, pulling her hair out from under the collar. “I also wore one for Sera’s wedding. That was enough elegance for a lifetime.”
Judy grabbed her jacket from the hook, slipping it on over her black band tee, and slid on her boots. “We still look like a couple of badass Nomad leaders.”
Valerie winked. “We always lead our way.”
Their guns Last Ride and #1 Crush still lay holstered from the night before. They picked them up together, movements practiced, and buckled them in. With one last look between them, they stepped out of the bedroom and into the hall.
They turned right down the hall, into the garage.
Business called, but this time, they were ready for it together.
The garage door hissed open with a soft mechanical whine, the scent of warm motor oil and dust mixing with the cooler air off the lake. Their boots echoed lightly against the concrete, the Racer sitting sleek and ready under the amber overheads.
Judy adjusted her jacket, her fingers grazing the lotus patch that rested against her chest. “Still think Kinazaki’s gonna be thrilled to see us walk in with pistols on our hips?”
Valerie grinned, flipping open one of the saddle bags on the Racer to double-check the extra mags. “If he isn’t, he’s welcome to try and negotiate with someone less well-armed.”
Judy gave a slow, amused nod. “You know, for a peace-bringing, post-immortality power couple, we really haven’t lost our edge.”
Valerie smirked, straightening. “That’s ‘cause we never put it down. We just got better at knowing when to use it.”
Judy walked up behind her, wrapped an arm around her waist. “We won’t. We’ve built too much to let it slip.”
Valerie kissed her temple. “Then we ride.”
“Still hate this part,” Judy murmured near her ear.
Valerie smirked. “The ride or the way your hair always tangles after?”
“Both,” Judy muttered, and gave her ribs a playful squeeze.
The Racer’s engine rumbled to life beneath them, a smooth purr that echoed off the stone edging of the Lakehouse driveway. Valerie eased it out of the garage, the morning sun stretching over Klamath Lake in long gold ribbons. Judy climbed on behind her, arms wrapping around Valerie’s waist, her cheek resting against her shoulder for a moment before she lifted her head to catch the wind.
They rolled down Peninsula Road, the dirt path winding like muscle memory beneath the wheels. The scent of pine and sun-warmed earth filtered through the air, a familiar tether to home. Valerie kept one hand steady on the grip, the other resting loose as her body leaned into each curve of the road.
The outskirts of the city came into view Community District first, old signage and squat buildings from before the Collapse standing proud in the daylight. Valerie slowed slightly, nodding to a familiar pair outside Rick’s Buck-a-Slice, the smell of synthetic cheese and hot grease drifting faintly on the breeze.
Judy tapped twice on Valerie’s hip. “Still can’t believe that place survived everything,” she murmured through the comm.
Valerie smirked. “Stubbornness and deep-fried crust. Works for us too.”
They passed through the residential grid where balconies bore Clan Alvarez banners, and a few kids waved from a rooftop garden. The Racer swept onward, riding smoothly through the edge of City Center, its neon glint beginning to reflect across the chrome panels of the lone retrofitted skyscraper overhead. The skyline pulsed with data flickers, storefront signage switching between languages and currencies in a blink.
Then the streets tightened, the signage shifted, and Japantown unfolded around them.
Traditional roof lines kissed with metal, stone walls inlaid with glowing circuitry. The scent of fried noodles mingled with incense and burning sage. Judy sat a little straighter behind Valerie as they rode through the crowded lane braindance parlors, pulsing low and rhythmic, back-alley tattoo shops flashing offers in kanji and neon green.
“Still feels like stepping into another city,” Judy murmured, voice humming in Valerie’s ear through the link.
Valerie nodded once, easing the throttle as she pulled into a side road near the edge of a koi-lit plaza. She parked beneath the shade of an awning stitched with a faded Tyger Claw crest. The engine ticked softly as it cooled.
They stepped off together, the Racer’s engine ticking quietly as it cooled behind them. Valerie brushed a hand through her red hair, the breeze shifting the strands gently as her boots hit the aged brick. Judy adjusted her jacket, the collar catching against her neck, eyes already scanning the familiar folds of Japantown’s main drag.
The plaza ahead shimmered with koi-light and shadow. Braindance beats pulsed from somewhere down the alley, scent of incense tangled with stir-fry and oil.
Valerie rolled her shoulders once, the denim of her jacket creaking softly. “Let’s find Kinazaki,” she said, her tone calm but edged with purpose. “Time to make sure our city’s still running clean.”
Judy gave a small nod, stepping up beside her. “And remind them no one runs anything here unless we say it’s safe.”
Their boots fell in rhythm as they moved deeper into the district, the heart of Japantown watching. They didn’t flinch. This city knew them, and they had never walked quietly.
The neon skyline of Japantown curled up around them bold reds, flickering yellows, lanterns wired into steel beams. The sound of chimes and synthetic laughter guided them to the edge of the plaza where Kinazaki’s parlor stood like a crown jewel amid the chaos. Sleek, traditional lines wrapped in chrome and glass. A dragon etched across the entryway shimmered when the light hit just right.
“The place always looked like a slot machine got swallowed by a tea house,” Judy muttered under her breath.
Valerie smirked. “Probably the point.”
The parlor doors hissed open. Inside, the sound was relentless balls clinking, machines humming, voices shouting victory or cursing loss. Fluorescent lights bathed the room in a dim violet sheen, casting reflections off mirrored pillars and lacquered wood. Valerie’s eyes swept the floor, catching details: calm security in tailored jackets, walls lined with posters written in kanji and flickering prize counters.
They approached the front podium where a sharply dressed woman in a dark green suit sat behind a glass-topped desk. Her eyes rose without a smile, quickly scanning their jackets the Phoenix stitched across the back was enough to pause her hand above the interface.
“Can I help you?” she asked, her voice polite but clearly rehearsed.
“We’re here to see Kinazaki,” Valerie replied, calm and direct.
“I’m afraid the chairman only takes meetings by appointment. If you have business, I can forward a request…”
“It’s about something that might be encroaching on both our business,” Judy cut in, her voice measured but firm. “Clan Alvarez isn’t in the habit of wasting time.”
The woman hesitated. Her fingers hovered over the console, eyes flicking again to the phoenix crest on their jackets, then back to their faces. “May I ask the nature of the inquiry?”
Valerie leaned forward slightly, voice still low. “We’re not here to accuse. But we have reason to believe the Iron Bulls are resurfacing. I thought Kinazaki might want to be aware before the wrong people start asking the wrong questions.”
A long pause stretched between them. Finally, the woman tapped a command into her console.
“Please wait by the cherry blossom screen,” she said quietly. “He’ll see you shortly.”
Judy’s eyes met Valerie’s as they stepped aside, watching the light ripple through the shoji-glass partition etched with swirling koi and drifting sakura.
Valerie crossed her arms, voice soft and dry. “Told you denim shorts were the right move.”
Judy didn’t blink. “Still better than wearing a dress.”
The door slid open with a quiet hiss. The appointment manager returned, giving a slight bow. “Chairman Kinazaki will see you now.”
Valerie and Judy stepped into the inner chamber, a quieter world apart from the cacophony of the parlor floor. The walls were dark lacquered wood with inlaid silver dragons curling around digital calligraphy. At the center of the room sat Kinazaki, dressed in a black tailored suit with a crimson pocket square, sleeves rolled just enough to reveal traditional tattoos winding along his forearms Tyger Claw, but old-school. A low tea table sat before him, untouched.
He rose as they entered.
“Valerie. Judy.” His voice was smooth but solid. “An honor.”
Valerie gave a short bow, respectful but not subservient. “Chairman Kinazaki. Thank you for receiving us on short notice.”
Judy mirrored her, arms folding as she gave a slight nod. “We don’t take your time for granted.”
Kinazaki motioned toward the cushions opposite him. “When Clan Alvarez requests a conversation, it’s never wasted. Please.”
They seated themselves, the low table between them. For a moment, only the soft hum of distant machines passed between them.
Valerie met his gaze. “We’ve had scouts on the edge of our perimeter. Raffen Shiv. Not unusual, except they’re moving with coordination. Discipline. The kind we haven’t seen since the Iron Bulls.”
Kinazaki’s brow twitched, just barely. “A name I thought buried.”
“So did we,” Judy said gently. “But our daughter’s recon confirmed it. One of the Raffen groups has aligned with them. They’re coming back. And that’s not just our concern, it's yours too.”
Kinazaki tapped his fingers once against the lacquered table. “My understanding was the Bulls fractured after your last push. Broken lines. No leadership.”
Valerie nodded. “That’s what we believed. But whoever’s leading them now knows enough to threaten both our houses.”
Judy leaned in slightly. “Our agreement with you has always been clear. Peace. Trade. No backdoor weapons flows or territory grabs. We’ve kept our word. We’re here to make sure that still holds.”
A silence stretched, long and deliberate.
Then Kinazaki exhaled once, slow. “It does.”
Valerie’s voice was steady. “Then you understand why we came. We don’t want this to escalate. If someone’s trying to revive the Bulls under your shadow, it compromises both our credibility.”
Judy added softly, “We’re not accusing you. We’re here because we trust what we’ve built.”
Kinazaki looked at them both for a long moment. Then he nodded. “You’ve earned that trust. I’ve heard no whisper of the Bulls within my ranks. But I’ll begin internal checks today. Quietly.”
Valerie gave a small nod. “If anything surfaces, we’ll handle it together.”
“I would expect nothing less from Clan Alvarez.” He offered a faint smile. “And I trust you’ll keep us informed if you learn more.”
Judy smiled back. “That’s how we survive out here.”
Kinazaki stood, a signal that the meeting was coming to its end. “I’ll arrange for updates through proper channels. In the meantime watch your perimeter. If the Bulls truly rise again... they’ll try to reclaim more than just territory.”
Valerie rose with him. “Let them try. They’ll learn the same lesson as last time.”
They offered respectful bows again equals, not subordinates, and turned toward the door.
As they stepped back into the flickering neon of the parlor, Judy leaned slightly toward Valerie, voice low.
“I believe him.”
Valerie nodded. “So do I. But trust doesn't mean we stop watching.”
As the door to Kinazaki’s office slid shut behind them, the hum of the parlor filled the hallway again chimes, voices, and the deep clatter of the pachinko machines beyond.
Judy didn’t break stride. She reached into her jacket pocket, thumbing her Holo as if checking a text. Her finger brushed the listening device tucked into her jacket, pressing her fingertip sliding it smoothly into place. A small flick of her wrist as she stretched casual, unbothered, and the device adhered to the middle doorframe.
A pulse blinked against her neural sync. Connection stable. The channel was open.
She didn’t smile. Just looked at Valerie and gave a near-invisible nod.
Valerie tapped the right breast pocket of her jacket right over the patch that read Judy. The stack of eurodollars tucked beneath gave a soft shift against her knuckle.
She turned toward Judy, voice light, almost amused. “You know, we skipped breakfast.”
Judy played along without missing a beat. “Tragic, really.”
Valerie glanced toward the casino floor. “How about we grab a couple of their famous cinnamon rolls? Maybe a beer or two… see if the machines want to be kind.”
Judy’s eyes flicked to a row of tables nestled near the corner of the parlor. “You’re just hoping to get lucky.”
Valerie let her grin sharpen. “Already did. But a jackpot wouldn’t hurt.”
The two of them strolled deeper into the noise and neon, weaving toward the far counter where warm scents of fried sugar and malted yeast drifted from the bar. Valerie leaned against the counter as Judy placed the order, both of them looking like they had nothing more pressing than a mid-morning game run.
Beneath the denim and casual tones, their network was syncing, neural relays locked on the signal still feeding quietly into Judy’s thoughts from the listening device down the hall.
If Kinazaki was playing straight, they’d know soon, and if not Clan Alvarez didn’t play second chances.
Valerie leaned one elbow against the bar, savoring a bite of the cinnamon roll flaky, sweet, cut by the crisp bitterness of the beer sweating in front of her.
Beside her, Judy sipped from her own bottle, her eyes half-lidded, relaxed in appearance but tuned in completely. The listening device pulsed faintly in her neural sync, a conversation resuming behind the closed office door.
Kinazaki’s voice came through first, measured, and firm.
“Clan Alvarez gave us a chance. Our business thrives because of them.”
Valerie finished the last of her roll, licking cinnamon from her thumb with a faint smile. Nothing in her posture gave away the spike of attention hitting her pulse.
The second voice male, tense cut through with bitterness.
“We lived years under servitude to them, and you call that thriving?”
Judy’s jaw shifted as she chewed. Calm, but still listening.
Kinazaki's voice sharpened with something that sounded like grief veiled in discipline.
“Yoshiro, my son... You think aligning with the Iron Bulls will make things better?”
Judy took a sip of her beer, let it cool her tongue, but her eyes flicked to Valerie. That name landed like a dropped match.
“Do you even remember what the Tyger Claws were about, Father?”
Yoshiro’s voice cracked with conviction, or delusion.
Kinazaki didn’t flinch.
“Dishonorable. That’s what we were. When we split from Night City, my predecessor still believed in old blood oaths and brutal traditions. Clan Alvarez ended that fantasy. I carry respect now. Stability.”
Valerie quietly signaled for two more beers, handing over eurodollars without a word. She nodded once to the bartender and stepped off with Judy toward the exchange counter tucked off to the side. Eyes followed. Curious, and respectful. Some were a little wary. Two of Clan Alvarez’s leaders wandering the parlor wasn’t unheard of, but it was far from routine.
Valerie greeted the worker with a simple “Morning,” exchanging cash for chips with a fluid motion.
The conversation behind the door pressed on Kinazaki standing firm, Yoshiro circling him with frustration that sounded more personal than strategic. Bloodlines tangling with politics. Valerie sipped her new beer slowly, scanning the faces across the room. Some Tyger Claws looked comfortable. Others didn’t. She was watching for that tilt who leaned toward Kinazaki, and who looked too still, like they were listening for the wind to change.
Judy drifted beside her, her smile practiced, her nods friendly. She marked two men in the far corner one whispered, the other glanced twice in their direction.
They sat at a pair of side-by-side machines near the back, their bodies angled casually toward the room. Valerie pulled the lever, the digital reels spinning without urgency.
Fifteen minutes of talk. Kinazaki trying to reach his son. Yoshiro clinging to whatever warped vision he’d bought into. The beer went down easy, but both women were stone beneath their skin.
Then it hit.
“I know their Clan Leader, Sera, discovered the Iron Bulls’ presence earlier than expected,” Yoshiro snapped, “but it doesn’t change my objective. I will face you, Father, and bring glory back to the Tyger Claws.”
The machine’s reels clinked to a stop. Judy and Valerie didn’t even look at them.
Just each other.
There was no panic. No fear in their eyes, but something quiet coiled between them. That wasn’t just arrogance. That was foreknowledge. They knew Sera, and Sandra were watching.
Judy’s hand moved with care, fingers brushing her Holo as if she were checking a message. She typed fast, calm.
Abort the op. Come home immediately. -Mama
She hit send. Let the screen go dark again.
Kinazaki’s voice came sharp over the sync.
“You are foolish to threaten her. That girl will tear through any force you send. And if she doesn’t? Her Clan will. Just like they did to the last fool who mistook mercy for weakness.”
Valerie’s eyes narrowed. She took another sip. Nothing in her body moved beyond that, but her mind was already building pathways. Who needed watching. How fast they could get to the Racer. Which exits they’d take if this all went sideways.
Judy set her beer down. Her hand grazed the edge of the holster at her hip, thumb brushing the leather like it was a habit, because it was.
She didn’t pray, but she did trace the Holo again, waiting for Sera’s reply.
When it came, she’d know if the storm had already started.
There was still no reply from Sera.
Judy's hand lingered on the Holo a second longer, eyes fixed on the dark screen. Then, slow and careful, she slipped it back into her jacket pocket and exhaled, the breath thin with restraint.
Over the relay, the murmur of voices behind Kinazaki’s office door had gone quiet.
Then shhhk.
The unmistakable rasp of a katana leaving its sheath.
Valerie’s eyes met Judy’s in an instant, jaw tensing. “We need to get to Kinazaki.”
As they stood from the slot machines, the mood in the room fractured like glass under weight.
Three Tyger Claws near the bar broke formation, hands drifting to holsters, one with a tanto halfway drawn. Another shouted something in Japanese, tone panicked or proud it was hard to tell which.
Patrons scattered. Some staff bolted through side exits, dragging chairs and stools in their wake. Others froze, confused, unsure if they were watching an execution or a betrayal unfold.
Judy shifted her coat aside just enough to reveal the silver glint of #1 Crush. Her right hand flexed, the Ballistic compressor sparking faintly beneath her palm.
“Don't fire unless they do,” she said under her breath. “Some of them don’t know what’s going on.”
Valerie gave a curt nod, loosening her stance. Her fingers hovered near Last Ride, thumb brushing the safety off. The pistol hummed low, a pulse of matte black and violet resting against her hip, ready to burn.
A blade clanged to the floor somewhere deeper inside.
Then, one Tyger Claw in a green jacket made the mistake of raising his pistol toward Judy.
Too slow.
Valerie moved first. Last Ride snapped up in a blink, her compressor bracing the recoil as she let off a burst. Three tight energy rounds cracked through the air, sending the attacker flying back against the nearest machine in a blast of sparks and seared metal.
The room erupted.
A second attacker lunged toward Valerie with a chain whip, but she ducked low, rolled forward, and drove a brutal elbow into his ribs. The brawler in her exploded out, fists flying. She caught his jaw with a right hook, the momentum snapping his head to the side just before she drove her knee up into his gut.
Judy pivoted as two more moved toward her. #1 Crush roared once clean shot center mass. A second round blasted the gun out of the other’s hand before she met him hand-to-hand, twisting under his arm and sending him crashing over the exchange counter with a precise sweep of her leg.
“Clear a path to the office!” Valerie shouted, back-to-back with her wife.
Judy fired once more, the gunshot thunderous then dove low as Valerie vaulted over a table, Last Ride flaring again in a precise three-round burst that sent another Claw stumbling backward into a neon sign that flickered violently before blacking out.
In the chaos, a handful of Tyger Claws stood unmoving watching, weapons drawn but not raised, faces caught in disbelief. One of them looked at Valerie. “We didn’t sign up for this.”
“Then stand down,” Judy snapped, breath tight.
Valerie motioned toward the back hallway. “We’re not here to fight all of you, just the ones stupid enough to betray Kinazaki.”
Another Claw nodded and backed away slowly, raising his hands. A second dropped his blade entirely.
Valerie and Judy pushed through the smoke of fried wiring and scorched paneling, moving fast. The office was just ahead.
Judy’s hand hovered near the door, pulse in her throat, every nerve alive. The katana had gone silent, but silence could be worse.
Valerie raised Last Ride. “On three.”
Judy gave a nod.
One.
Two.
Three.
The door swung open.
What they saw next would decide just how far the Iron Bulls had gotten.
The door opened into tension carved out of silence.
Steel rang through the air sharp, echoing, and unmistakably deliberate. Kinazaki and Yoshiro moved in the center of the room, blades clashing in a dance so tight and measured it looked rehearsed. But there was nothing performative about it. Their eyes were locked. Kinazaki’s movements were honed, purposeful. Yoshiro’s burned with the edge of desperation and pride.
Neither looked toward the door.
Valerie stepped in first, her body low and balanced. She raised Last Ride, but kept her finger off the trigger.
She turned to Judy beside her. “We shouldn’t interfere. It’s an honor duel.”
Judy scanned the edges of the room, the shadows, the blind spots. “We cover the flanks. No one gets through.”
Valerie nodded sliding in a fresh mag, positioning herself near a broken console stand. Judy took the far side near the window, reloading Crush, crouched low and steady.
Another clash. Sparks flew as Kinazaki deflected a downward strike, twisting to retaliate with a curved sweep that Yoshiro barely parried in time. Their blades rang out again old school steel, not monofilament, a statement in itself. This wasn’t a street fight. It was legacy, pride, discipline.
The hallway behind them erupted in motion two Tyger Claws rounding the corner with drawn pistols.
Valerie fired before they cleared the threshold. Last Ride let out a short burst three arcing bolts of violet energy slammed into the first attacker’s chest, sending him reeling into the wall.
Judy flanked the second, #1 Crush already raised. One sharp crack and the second attacker dropped his weapon, screaming as the round tore through his shoulder.
“We warned you,” Judy muttered, stepping forward to kick the pistol down the hallway.
In the room, Kinazaki pressed his advantage shoulder low, blade tucked close, then striking upward with a clean arc. Yoshiro twisted too late, his counter shallow. Kinazaki’s katana sliced through his side, not fatal, but deep.
Yoshiro stumbled.
Another Claw tried to rush the door and Valerie met him halfway. She ducked his swing, planted a boot into his chest, and sent him crashing through a pile of chairs.
More noise behind them. A pair of staffers had drawn weapons, unsure who to back.
Judy stepped forward, voice cutting through the chaos. “Kinazaki is still your Oyabun. Stand down, or you’re siding with traitors.”
One hesitated. The other lowered his weapon and pulled the first away.
Yoshiro roared, lunging again with a last-ditch strike. Kinazaki sidestepped and brought his blade down in one clean motion, cutting the fight short with a precise slash across Yoshiro’s thigh. The younger man collapsed to one knee, breath ragged, blood soaking his pant leg.
Kinazaki stood over him, his blade steady, unshaken.
“You dishonor our name with your blindness,” he said, voice low. “But I will not kill my son.”
Yoshiro didn’t speak. He couldn’t.
Valerie kept her weapon raised a second longer before lowering it, eyes scanning the corridor. “Clear.”
Judy holstered #1 Crush, stepping in closer. “We’ve got more to talk about… but we’ll give you a moment first.”
Kinazaki nodded once grateful, but still composed. “You honored our trust. And our boundaries.”
Valerie and Judy backed out of the office slowly, watching the remaining Tyger Claws lower their weapons, tension breaking with reluctant understanding.
Outside, the parlor was a mess, but the war hadn’t started. Not yet.
Thanks to Kinazaki… maybe it wouldn’t.
Outside the office, the heavy doors eased shut behind them, muffling the aftermath within.
Valerie leaned against the wall, letting the hum of adrenaline settle just beneath her skin. The burn in her arms wasn’t pain just the memory of motion. She turned her head toward Judy, a smirk tugging at her lips.
“Been a minute since we fought side by side like that,” she said, voice low, almost playful. “How are you feeling?”
Judy wiped her hand across her brow, tucking loose strands of hair behind her ear. “Not bad for someone who didn’t get her morning coffee.”
Valerie chuckled, resting her arm over Judy’s shoulder. “Still got it, though.”
Judy nodded, her voice dry. “Guess these bodies are good for more than dramatic syncs and staring into ancient blue light.”
Valerie gave a soft nudge with her hip. “You saying I wasn’t the hottest thing on that battlefield?”
Judy’s smirk deepened. “You were, but your brawling still needs polish.”
Valerie tapped her ballistic compressor with a grin. “Felt polished enough.”
They shared a breath there long enough to remember why they still stood. Then Judy’s Holo chirped. The sound was sharp. Urgent.
She pulled it out of her pocket, expecting Sera’s face.
Instead: Screwbie.
His digital face flickered on, voice clipped with tension. “Auto-nav engaged. We are withdrawing, but pursuit is active.”
In the background, Sera’s voice cut through, fierce and clear. “Left ridge! Pinch ‘em there!”
Sandra shouted from the other side, “Firebird, reload now don’t wait!”
Gunfire snapped behind the voices, heavy and rapid. The sound of dirt grinding beneath tires, the sharp whine of energy bursts, and the occasional thud of something hitting armor.
Judy’s body went still, focus narrowing. “Screwbie. Status?”
“Minor hull damage. Sera and Sandra are holding. Five hostiles in pursuit armored light runners. Estimated time to escape zone: forty minutes.”
Valerie was already pulling her Holo, syncing to clan channels. Her voice tightened. “Route them to the closest safe run. Call in Dante. Tell him Highland’s getting hot early.”
Judy didn’t blink. “We’re coming.”
Screwbie’s face flickered. “I assumed so. This is me activating a full sass filter, by the way. That means don’t die before you get here.”
Then he signed off.
Judy tucked the Holo away, her voice low. “They’ll make it. But we need to be ready when they do.”
Valerie’s smirk was gone now, replaced by quiet fire. “No one threatens our family.”
Judy nodded once. “Let’s bring them home.”
Just like that they moved. Boots sharp against the tile, jackets fluttering behind them as they cut through the parlor.
Outside the parlor doors, the air had shifted cooler, sharper. The woman who’d handled Kinazaki’s appointment schedule stood just outside the steps, her posture stiff, but her eyes tracked them with new clarity.
Valerie slowed only enough to speak as they passed. “Tell Kinazaki thanks. We respect his loyalty.”
Judy dipped her head as they moved past. “We’ve got sudden family trouble of our own. We’ll get in touch once both our ends are settled.”
They didn’t wait for a reply.
Outside, the Racer sat waiting silent and sleek, matte purple glinting faintly under the sun filtering through the clouds. Valerie reached the saddlebag first, popping the latch with practiced ease. She grabbed a fresh pair of energy mags, shoving one into Last Ride, the others into her jacket pocket. Judy mirrored her at the opposite side, sliding fresh shells into #1 Crush’s cylinder, the cold metal clicking into place.
Boots slammed back onto gravel as they mounted Valerie first, Judy right behind her.
Valerie turned just enough to catch her wife’s gaze over her shoulder. “Hold me as tight as you can. If I hit full throttle, we can cut the time to Highland in half.”
Judy didn’t speak.
Her arms simply wrapped tight around Valerie’s waist, fingers anchoring into the fabric at her sides, head close behind her shoulder.
Valerie nodded once, kicked up the stand.
The Racer’s engine flared to life a guttural roar that shivered up their spines. She shifted gears, twisted the throttle, and launched forward.
The streets of North Japantown blurred past, and in seconds they veered off the main grid cutting east toward the break in the border wall. It was rougher, faster, and far more dangerous, but it shaved miles. They passed the last checkpoint before the badlands, the cracked road giving way to dust and hardened earth.
Dust curled in a storm behind them, kicked high and wide by the Racer’s wheels. Valleys of ash-gray brush blurred by, ridges looming in the distance. The wind tore through their jackets, but neither flinched. Judy’s grip only grew tighter. Valerie’s focus never wavered.
The bike roared like thunder, every bump and surge a test of their bond, but nothing could shake them. Not now.
Highland Junction waited ahead, and so did the war clawing toward it.
The miles of badlands blurred beneath the Racer’s wheels, dust peeling off in long, low spirals behind them. Highland Junction’s silhouette rose from the scorched horizon, its familiar patchwork of salvaged steel and broken highway signs forming the northern gate.
Valerie angled the bike toward the entrance sealed tight, just as it should be.
From above, Dante’s voice called down from the watchtower, sharp and steady. “They haven’t made a move yet, but we’ve got eyes on the perimeter. Dust Bone Canyon and Crescent Bay are on high alert. We’ve already sent riders to inform the outposts still no word back, comms are down out that far.”
Judy tilted her head up, squinting into the light. “Sera and Sandra?”
Dante didn’t pause. “Last we heard from Screwbie, they were still coming in from the northeast. Haven’t breached the marker yet.”
Judy tapped her Holo and opened a line. “Screwbie, status.”
Static cracked before the AI’s voice returned dry, frazzled. “I need a hug. Lost all my tires, and we’re currently pinned down behind a rocky outcrop with less than ideal morale and a fast-dwindling snack stash.”
Judy’s voice cut sharp. “Coordinates, now.”
“Geez, no please?” Screwbie sniffed. “Sending them. You’re lucky I like you.”
A blink later, the coordinates streamed in. Judy held them up toward Dante. “We need a repair unit dispatched. Four wheels, no delays.”
Dante took it with a nod. “We’ll get it moving. Go.”
Judy turned, showing the readout to Valerie. The map pulsed in her vision Sera and Sandra trapped too far northeast, just out of fast reach if an ambush hit the settlement.
Valerie’s jaw set. “This is the plan. Divide us. Separate the three of us before they move.”
Dante didn’t flinch, just raised a closed fist over his chest. “Save your girls. We’ll hold the line here.”
Valerie nodded once. No ceremony. Just purpose.
The Racer flared as she spun it back around, tires skidding briefly before biting hard into the dirt. Judy leaned in tighter, arms strong around her waist.
The bike surged east, toward the fire, and the family waiting inside it.
The Racer tore across the outer flats, wind snapping against their jackets as the terrain shifted dirt gave way to broken rock, scrub-thorn clusters growing denser. Smoke curled up ahead, faint but unmistakable.
Valerie’s eyes narrowed behind her lenses. “There.”
Nestled between the jagged rises was the rig Sera’s, unmistakably hers even half-torn and fire-singed. It sat wedged behind a split boulder, one wheel blown out, the back end cratered from a mine or heavy shell. Smoke hissed from the undercarriage. Screwbie’s damaged external body housing twitched where it was wired into the dash.
Judy tapped Valerie’s shoulder. “Movement two o’clock, ridge above.”
Valerie dropped the bike into a low glide and veered into a sliding stop behind a ridgeline just short of the combat zone. Judy dismounted clean, her revolver already in hand.
From the wreckage, they heard gunfire.
Then Sera’s voice was furious, fierce. “One o’clock! Sandra, watch the flank!”
Judy’s pulse spiked. “We move. Now.”
They crept the ridge, low and fast.
Across the slope, Sandra was crouched behind a blasted rock face, dual pistols raised Ember and Echo, glowing in alternating pulses of red and blue. Her arm was grazed, blood running in a thin line, but her aim was steady.
Sera was ten meters to the left, crouched low behind the rig’s open cab, her hair darkened with dirt and sweat. The Laguna Belle was braced against her shoulder, the barrel smoking. Her jacket was scorched at the sleeve, a look of furious defiance carved into her features.
Raffen were scattered in the shadows beyond three left by count, shifting erratically behind cover, trying to push up the slope.
Valerie rose just enough over the edge of the ridge to see one trying to loop around she fired.
Last Ride cracked out a burst of blue energy, catching the raider dead-center. The body dropped, twitching once.
Sera caught the flash of the shot and turned. Her voice cracked through the chaos. “Mom!?”
“Got your six!” Valerie shouted, already charging forward, Judy flanking her close.
Judy’s revolver barked, silver barrel flashing one round, clean shot, clipped another Raffen trying to drag a rifle up over the rock line.
Sandra turned as Valerie approached. “You’re early.”
Valerie smirked. “Traffic was light.”
Together, the four converged behind the rig, Judy immediately checking Sandra’s arm while Sera reloaded the Belle.
Screwbie’s voice crackled from inside the dash. “About time. I was five seconds from self-destruct for dramatic effect.”
Valerie leaned into the cover, eyes still scanning the treeline. “How many more?”
Sera’s voice dropped, steady. “Two left, maybe three. Scattered. Think they were waiting to confirm we were separated. Guess they didn’t expect a backup this fast.”
Valerie raised her pistol again, voice tight. “They made a bigger mistake.”
From behind them, the rumble of tires caught the air Dante’s recovery vehicle, a heavy six-wheeler, flanked by two Alvarez outriders.
Valerie didn’t lower her weapon.
Judy’s eyes stayed forward.
No one breathed easy. Not yet.
Sera whispered, low under her breath, “Knew you’d come.”
Valerie gave the faintest smile. “Always.”
Sera and Sandra moved in, practiced sync shells dropped, mags swapped, safeties checked. The Laguna Belle snapped shut with a confident clack in Sera’s grip. Sandra’s twin pistols spun once in her hands before settling back into ready position, Ember pulsing low and warm, Echo crackling faintly with residual charge.
The repair rig rumbled into position behind them, grinding to a halt in a churn of dust and heat haze. Its two escort vehicles fanned out, tires creaking against the worn canyon floor. The air was thick now not just with smoke, but tension.
Valerie’s eyes swept the ridgelines, the jagged skyline painted with afternoon glare. “Those last three weren’t retreating. They were signaling. Buying time.”
Sera’s jaw tensed. “Bet they’re hoping we let our guard down during the patch job.”
“They’ll send someone meaner,” Judy muttered, sliding fresh shells into #1 Crush. Her tone was low, clipped, like old instinct kicking in. “Iron Bulls don’t leave scraps to chance.”
Sandra secured the last wrap around her arm, the bandage tight but clean. “Doesn’t matter who they send.” She slid another mag into her belt. “They picked the wrong family.”
From the driver’s side of the repair rig, Benny leaned out, goggles still fogged from the heat. “You keep 'em off us, we’ll have the rig breathing again in ten.”
Judy nodded, but her gaze never left the horizon. She turned to the two Clan Alvarez escorts tall, wiry Nomads in layered armor patched with the Phoenix insignia.
“I don’t know if you’ve fought with us before,” Judy said, voice directly. “But if they’re sending Iron Bulls, expect tanks in human skin. Reinforced bone, shock absorbers in their knees. They’ll take hits you think should drop ‘em.”
Sera’s tone was sharper. “Some use berserker mods. Fast twitch overrides. They don’t fight clean, and they don’t feel pain like they should.”
One of the escorts nodded, eyes narrowing. “We’ve got your flanks.”
Sandra tapped Sera’s shoulder, her arm now stiff but steady. She gave Sera a look, warm and playful even in the firelight. “Don’t worry about me, Firebird. I’ll still keep your bed warm tonight.”
Sera’s eyes flicked over her, lingering. “When this is done, I’ll patch it right. In every way.”
Sandra’s smile didn’t falter. “That’s the plan.”
Valerie scanned the perimeter once more, then raised her voice. “Take defensive positions. I want lines of fire on both high points and a fallback route if we need it. This isn’t just about the rig. This is a message.”
Everyone moved. The escorts took the east and west rock faces, finding cover in the natural choke points. Sera repositioned behind a boulder, sightline pinned to the ridge she suspected the next wave would crest. Judy stood mid-line, calm and anchored, eyes scanning, body coiled. Valerie crouched near the rig’s side panel, Last Ride humming low in her grip.
The whine of drills and clank of repair tools began behind them, Benny and his team already half inside the battered undercarriage. Sparks flew.
No one spoke now. Not any idle words. Just the sound of breathing, of metal cooling and boots shifting in the dust. Everyone thought of Highland Junction. Of the people waiting. Of the storm building.
No one broke.
They would hold this ground.
The Iron Bulls would learn again what happens when you threaten Clan Alvarez.
The canyon fell into a deceptive silence, the kind that crept into your lungs and curled behind your ribs. Even the wind stilled. Then came the hum.
Heavy footsteps echoed off the stone walls slow, deliberate, mechanical. The kind that didn’t need to rush. That didn’t need stealth. Because fear was part of the entrance.
From the ridge above, a massive figure stepped into view, silhouetted against the fading sun. Chrome glinted along his shoulders, segmented like armor plates fused to muscle. A long, jagged scar ran down his cybernetic jaw, and his voice carried easily across the open ground.
“Well, well... Valerie Alvarez. I was wondering if they’d send someone else, but here you are. Thought I’d never get the chance to kill you proper.”
Valerie stepped forward from cover, slowly and with purpose. She didn’t raise her weapon. Not yet. Her stance was measured, grounded, Last Ride resting low in her right hand.
“Schism,” she said coolly. “Didn’t think you had the guts to crawl back to Klamath after we broke your gang’s spine.”
He laughed, deep and hollow, the sound distorted slightly by the modulator grafted into his throat. “You broke our ranks. You didn’t break me. I rebuilt, like all true warriors do. And now I get to put down the ghost of what you were.”
His chrome fingers tapped along the hilt of his oversized axe-blade hybrid, magnetically locked to his back. “You should’ve stayed buried in that little lakehouse fantasy. But no, here you are. Myth and legend, all wrapped in family's love.”
Judy flanked out wide, #1 Crush raised, voice sharp. “You talk too much for someone missing half his original face.”
Schism didn’t look at her, but his soldiers did at least a dozen Iron Bulls emerging from crevices and behind boulders like armored beetles. Their eyes gleamed red under visors, some fully augmented, others still mostly flesh but juiced on combat stims. They moved in a broad formation, cutting off escape paths with surgical confidence.
Valerie didn’t flinch. Her voice stayed low, locked in on Schism. “You always needed a crowd to feel tall.”
“You gonna preach at me, Alvarez?” Schism mocked. “Or you gonna die like a legend?”
Valerie smiled thinly. “Depends. You planning to bleed like one?”
Then he roared, a deep guttural sound that triggered the charge.
Iron Bulls surged forward, some bounding from rock to rock with enhanced tendons, others firing from the hips with implanted tech-arm cannons. The sound of gunfire lit up the canyon instantly.
Judy moved fast, dropping two with clean headshots before rolling behind cover.
Sera shouted to Sandra, “Take right flank!” as they split in practiced formation Mother’s Pride barking from one side, Ember and Echo glowing hot from the other.
Valerie raised Last Ride and let the charge cycle three arcs of searing plasma ripped through the lead wave, dropping armored bodies mid-stride.
Then she turned back to Schism, who was already leaping down from the ridge, axe in hand.
She met him head-on. Not with fear. With purpose. With fury earned and patience shattered, and the fight for her family truly began.
Schism landed hard, the earth cracking under the weight of him. His boots gouged deep into the dust, the hiss of hydraulic servos trailing behind his step as he rose to full height towering over Valerie, his axe already sweeping through the air in a brutal arc.
Valerie ducked low, the blade passing inches over her head. She rolled forward, came up on one knee, and squeezed the trigger of Last Ride. A triple burst of electrical energy slammed into Schism’s chest, lighting up his armor in a violent cascade of sparks.
He stumbled, growled, then charged again.
Behind her, the canyon was chaos.
Judy had vaulted onto a boulder, reloading #1 Crush with practiced ease. Her eyes scanned fast. One of the Bulls was charging a grenade. She pivoted, fired once. The shell hit squarely in the augmented elbow. The grenade dropped harmlessly to the dirt, and the Bull didn’t have time to regret it.
Sera and Sandra were back-to-back, flanking the right as ordered. Sandra crouched low, dual pistols alternating fire Ember igniting a brute’s chest plate, Echo arcing blue current through his squadmate. Sera's eyes locked on a sniper perched above them.
“Top ledge one o’clock!” she shouted.
“I see him,” Sandra said, rolling sideways, Ember flashing again.
Sera took the shot clean through the scope.
Valerie twisted to avoid another wild swing of Schism’s axe. He was stronger, he always had been. But she was faster, smarter, and grounded. She slammed a fresh mag into Last Ride.
He brought the axe down like a guillotine. Valerie stepped aside, caught his arm mid-swing, and drove her palm into his throat. The blow staggered him, forcing him back.
“You’re slower than I remember,” she said, wiping a line of blood from her cheek with her thumb.
“You’re gonna be a smear on my boots!” he roared.
“You already tried that,” she muttered.
Their second clash was faster. Schism feinted, bringing the axe around low, but Valerie had already spun behind him. Last Ride barked again five bolts this time. They slammed into the exposed wiring at his back.
He screamed, half rage, half pain. Smoke hissed from the seams of his spine.
Judy had moved in closer now, crouched and firing controlled shots as more Bulls pressed from the sides. “Sera, right ridge, cut them off or they’ll flank!”
Sera nodded, vaulting up the ledge like it was nothing, shotgun barking as she cleared the path with brutal grace.
Valerie locked eyes with Schism as he staggered, face twisted in pain.
“This is for all the kids you trafficked. For every soul you buried,” she whispered.
Then she surged forward, ducked the wild swing of his axe, and drove Last Ride up under his ribs. The compressed energy discharged point-blank.
His scream became static as his implants shorted. He dropped, one knee buckling, the axe falling from his hand.
“You’re done,” Valerie said.
He collapsed, not dead, but defeated. Immobilized by the arcs still snapping through his broken limbs.
Silence started to fall over the canyon. Judy took out the last Bull trying to flee.
Valerie stood over Schism for a moment longer, breathing hard, then turned toward the others.
“All clear?”
“Clear!” Judy called back, smoke curling from her revolver.
“Clear,” Sandra echoed, standing with a scorch across her left boot.
Sera checked her ammo, eyes still scanning. “They’re down. All of them.”
The repair team stood stunned, still intact. The escorts had fought well, but Clan Alvarez had carried the day.
Valerie looked down at Schism one last time, then turned to her family. “We patch up, check Screwbie, and ride for Highland.”
Judy moved to her side. “Think there is more coming?”
Valerie nodded. “Let them come.” She looked toward her daughter and daughter-in-law. “We hold the line.”
In the quiet that followed, the wind finally returned, whispering down the canyon walls.
They were ready.
The air still crackled faintly where the last of the Iron Bulls fell. Their bodies sprawled across the canyon, twitching chrome reflecting the afternoon sun. The silence that followed wasn’t peace, it was pressure, thick and weighted. A calm before the next storm.
Valerie holstered Last Ride, chest rising and falling slow but steady. Her red hair was wind-tossed, face streaked with dust and blood. She turned to Judy as they moved toward the battered repair rig.
Judy was already checking Screwbie’s systems, her fingers moving across the damaged console. “Navigation is fried, comms are running hot. He needs a real shop to reset fully.”
Screwbie’s voice crackled weakly from the dash. “I demand a vacation. Or at least a hug and a new set of wheels.”
Judy smirked. “You get us to Highland in one piece, we’ll see what we can do.”
Sera leaned against the side of the rig, shotgun resting across her hip, face still lit with adrenaline. Her hair was loose, cheeks freckled with powder burns. She looked toward her moms, voice tight but even. “Are we good to ride?”
“Good as we can be,” Valerie said, walking over. “Sandra, how’s your arm?”
Sandra rotated it slowly. The bandage was soaked but she nodded. “Won’t slow me down.”
Sera shifted closer to her. “I’ll rewrap it when we get to Junction.”
Valerie stepped up beside them, her voice softer now. “I’m proud of you both. You held the line.” Her eyes lingered on Sera, then Sandra. “Saved more than you know.”
Sandra gave a quiet nod, her fingers lacing with Sera’s.
One of the escorts approached, breath heavy. “That was... somethin’. Didn’t think anyone still stood toe-to-toe with Bulls and walked away.”
Judy gave a dry laugh. “They tried to take this region once. We already taught them how that ended.”
Valerie gestured toward the repair crew. “Patch what you can. We'll move in convoy formation. North gate should still be on lockdown, but Dante knows we’re inbound.”
Sera tapped her holo. “Sending word now.”
The sun was already sliding low, painting the cliffs in rust and flame. Valerie walked ahead a few paces, eyes on the road stretching back toward Highland Junction.
Judy came to her side, brushing her fingers once along Valerie’s. “You okay?”
Valerie looked back at the group at her daughter. At the woman Sera loved. At the makeshift family who still stood despite it all. Then forward, let's make sure our people still have a home.
“I will be once we’re through the gate,” she said.”
Engines fired up behind them. The Racer roared to life. Screwbie buzzed faintly. The convoy turned north, and together, they rolled toward Highland Junction.
The ride back was quiet, but the kind of quiet that settled in the bones earned, not given.
Dust still clung to Valerie’s jeans and jacket, Sera’s arm was wrapped tight, Sandra leaned into her just enough to keep her upright without drawing attention, and Judy’s hair was wind-tangled again from the back of the Racer. The sun had dipped, leaving the horizon a dim smear of purple-orange as the broken highways of Highland Junction came into view.
Watchtowers stood tall, figures moving against the dying light. Spotter drones hovered on slow arcs above the ridge line, Sandra sent Milo among them his faint green trail blinking as he buzzed back toward the northern tower.
Dante’s voice came through Valerie’s Holo before they even reached the gates. “Perimeter’s holding. We’ve got the stragglers accounted for. The junction's secure for now.”
They passed the outer barricades as the gates creaked open. Killjoy was already waiting near the courtyard, arms crossed, cyberarm scratched and dusted but functional. He gave a curt nod as they pulled in.
Valerie stepped off the Racer first, stretching her legs as Judy slid down behind her. Sera helped Sandra out of the rig, one hand still braced under her arm.
Killjoy approached, eyes scanning the group, then focusing on Valerie. “Glad you made it back in one piece.”
“We’re all still standing,” Valerie replied, her voice low but steady.
Judy gave him a faint nod. “Good work holding the line.”
Killjoy looked between them, jaw tight with concern. “You were right about the diversion. That wasn’t just a skirmish that was bait.”
Valerie exhaled slowly. “And they know we bit.”
Sera tilted her head, watching the tower lights flicker on one by one as Highland Junction resumed its breath. “Doesn’t matter. They saw what happens when they try to corner us.”
Sandra leaned against her with a small smile. “Let them come again. They’ll learn.”
Valerie looked toward the repurposed truck stop that now served as the command hall, her voice softer now. “Let’s debrief, check the wounded, and give people a reason to breathe again.”
Killjoy nodded, stepping aside to let them through. “We’ve got a few injured. Nothing critical. You’ll want to see the reports.”
They walked together into the heart of Highland Junction not home, but theirs to protect.
Sera caught Sandra’s hand, stopping her just short of the barracks path.
“Hey Moms,” she called, her voice worn but still warm. “Fill us in later, yeah? Should really help Sandra out first.”
Sandra leaned heavier into her, her face tired but steady. “Thanks for pulling us out.”
Valerie nodded, stepping closer. “We’ll always pull each other out no matter how hard it hits.”
Judy smiled, brushing back a strand of her hair still tousled from the ride. “Get some rest, both of you. We’ll catch up after the debrief.”
Sera gave a soft wave, Sandra following with a nod as they turned toward the barracks, steps quiet but linked.
Valerie and Judy pressed forward, boots crunching against the gravel as they followed Killjoy toward the repurposed truck stop now turned council hall.
Inside, the air was cooler, filtered through repurposed HVAC and the hum of soft-lit terminal panels lining the walls. The war table was already active topographic overlays of the Junction perimeter, scattered red markers near the eastern bluffs. Killjoy motioned for them to sit, leaning over the map’s edge.
Valerie took a breath, resting her palms on the table. “Kinazaki’s loyal. We overheard everything. It was his son, Yoshiro, who aligned himself with the Iron Bulls.”
Killjoy’s brow tightened. “He still alive?”
Judy nodded. “Kinazaki handled it. Old-fashioned way. Sword to sword. We didn’t interfere.”
Killjoy muttered, “Damn good thing. Word’s already started spreading. That kind of symbolic win buys us time, but not peace.”
Valerie tilted her head. “What happened here after we rode out?”
Killjoy gestured at the eastern screen. “They tested our fences. Raffen and some bruisers, small crew clearly not expecting resistance. We shut it down fast. No casualties, just a few hits on the outer solar rigs. Dante’s got people working on repairs.”
Judy glanced at the map. “That’s why the Clan’s still standing. We don’t just react, we end the fire before it becomes a blaze.”
Killjoy gave a slow nod, but didn’t look convinced. “Still bugs me. Their leadership Raffen, Bulls, whoever’s backing them they were overconfident. That makes 'em dangerous. Pride like that doesn’t die with one sword.”
Valerie leaned forward, voice low but certain. “They forgot something. Forgot that Judy and I didn’t retire, we adapted. They see us at shows or behind terminals and assume we’ve stepped back.”
Judy smiled faintly. “But we never stopped leading. This clan doesn’t just carry our name, it carries our fire.”
Killjoy smirked, just enough to show his respect. “No argument here.”
Judy’s tone softened. “We know the Clan can take care of itself. That’s why it thrives. But when you need us when any of you do. We'll be here. As a guiding voice, or iron in hand.”
A few moments passed as the map updated. The silence felt earned.
Valerie eventually straightened, adjusting the jacket on her shoulders. “Let’s give everyone a few hours. Let the dust settle before we talk about the next steps.”
Killjoy nodded. “I’ll have updates by then. Go get some rest.”
As they stood, Judy placed a hand on Killjoy’s shoulder. “You did good today.”
He didn’t say anything at first, just gave a firm nod, the kind you don’t give unless it really means something.
Valerie and Judy left the council chamber, the cool air still clinging to their skin as the dusk outside darkened into a deep blue.
The wind had softened by the time Valerie and Judy reached the side entrance of the barracks. Their boots tapped quiet over the worn metal steps as they slipped inside the leader's wing, just a modest room tucked beside the hallway leading to Sera and Sandra’s. Simple: cot, lockers, one half-burnt incense stick on the ledge of the narrow window cracked open to the night.
Valerie dropped her jacket over the footlocker and gave a tired smile as she toed off her boots. Judy peeled hers off too, rubbing a palm over the back of her neck before sitting on the edge of the cot. The soft creak of the frame, the muted hum of the settlement settling into rest, was the first real pause they’d had in hours.
Valerie sat beside her, elbows brushing. “I missed this,” she said quietly.
Judy glanced over. “Being sore, sweaty, and a heartbeat away from collapse?”
Valerie huffed a dry laugh. “No. I meant sitting beside you when it’s done. When the dust finally settles and we’re still breathing.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder. “Yeah. Me too.”
They sat like that for a moment, nothing fancy just grounded. Just them.
Valerie looked toward the door. “Sera and Sandra’ll be alright. They’ve already got each other’s backs better than most people ever will.”
Judy nodded. “They’ve seen enough now. Felt the weight of it.”
Valerie’s voice dropped, low and firm. “That’s why I didn’t hesitate. When you said pull back and go for them I knew. Some things matter more than holding the front.”
Judy turned toward her. “I never doubt you, Val. Not once. Even when everything around us starts unraveling... you hold.”
Valerie’s smile was faint, but steady. “Only because I’ve got you to ground me.”
They met each other’s gaze, the light from the hallway flickering slightly through the glass of the door. Judy reached over, threading her fingers through Valerie’s, and just held her there.
“Not sure what the next storm’s gonna look like,” Judy murmured. “But I do know this we’re not done yet.”
Valerie gave her a small nod. “Not by a long shot.”
They sat in silence, their hands still clasped, the weight of the night pressing against the outside world. But inside that quiet room, they’d carved out a moment that was theirs.
The barracks room was quiet, softened by the amber glow of the wall-mounted light strip. Outside, the wind rattled faintly against the metal siding, but inside, there was warmth stillness carved from exhaustion.
Sandra lay back against the pillows, her arm freshly bandaged, shoulder wrapped tight. Her breathing was steady but shallow, the kind that came from a body forcing itself to rest. Sera sat beside her, one leg tucked underneath, gently running a damp cloth along Sandra’s brow, sweeping away the last of the dust and grime.
“You always take care of me,” Sandra murmured, her voice thin but steady.
Sera leaned in, brushing a kiss against her temple. “Because I don’t know how not to.”
Sandra smiled faintly, her eyes fluttering open. “You didn’t hesitate. Not once.”
Sera set the cloth down, her fingers drifting to Sandra’s hand, intertwining. “You’re the most important person in my life, San. You think I’d let some rusted gang of chrome-for-brains keep me from getting to you?”
Sandra chuckled softly, wincing as the motion pulled at her shoulder. “Still hurts. But you being here... makes it easier.”
Sera kissed the back of her hand. “They’re gonna regret touching you. You know that, right?”
“I know. But you didn’t lose yourself out there.” Sandra looked at her, steady despite the pain. “You led with heart. You always do.”
Sera’s throat tightened. “Because you’re my heart.”
They stayed like that for a moment, fingers threaded, silence thick with everything that didn’t need to be said.
Sandra shifted, making space beside her. “Come lie down.”
Sera hesitated. “You sure? I don’t wanna hurt you.”
“I’d rather ache with you close than rest alone.”
Sera eased in carefully, settling beside her, arm gently wrapped around Sandra’s waist. The bandages brushed her forearm, but neither of them flinched. Sandra tucked her head against Sera’s collarbone, her breath slow and warm against her skin.
“We made it,” Sera whispered.
Sandra nodded. “And we’ll keep making it.”
Outside, Highland Junction held its breath. But inside the barracks, two souls curled close in the quiet a storm survived, a promise renewed.
Morning broke slow and golden across Highland Junction.
The light crept in through the narrow window above the barracks bunk, casting soft lines over Sera’s red hair and the pale gauze still wrapped snug around Sandra’s shoulder. Neither stirred at first until the gentle hum of a patrol drone buzzed low outside and the morning sounds of the camp began to take shape. Footsteps. The clink of cookware. Somewhere, Screwbie's voice barking something sarcastic through the comm net.
Sandra’s lashes fluttered first. She shifted carefully, trying not to disturb the warmth wrapped around her waist.
But Sera moved with her. Awake already.
“You were watching me sleep,” Sandra murmured, her voice still husky with rest.
“Just for a little while,” Sera whispered, brushing her fingers along Sandra’s brow. “Didn’t want to miss the moment when you started to heal.”
Sandra smiled sleepily. “You always say things like that… like you’re in a poem you haven’t finished writing.”
Sera smiled back. “Maybe I am. You're the part I haven’t figured out how to put into words yet.”
Sandra cupped the side of her face, thumb brushing over one of the freckles on Sera’s cheek. “You don’t have to try. I already know what you mean.”
They rested like that a little longer, quiet, still. A calm earned through fire.
Eventually, Sera stretched carefully, mindful of the space between them. “We should probably check in. Let the moms know you’re still in one piece.”
Sandra raised a brow. “Mostly in one piece.”
Sera leaned down, kissing her softly. “You’re more than enough.”
Sandra let out a soft breath, curling the blanket off her legs. “Alright. Let’s get moving before Screwbie sends in a food drone that drops breakfast from forty feet.”
Sera snorted. “You know he would.”
They stood slowly, Sera helping Sandra up with deliberate care. She pulled one of the spare black tank tops from the gear crate, handing it to her. Sandra gave her a look.
“You're staring again.”
Sera grinned. “I just... really love you in anything. Even more in that.”
Sandra chuckled. “Flirt.”
“Always,” Sera said, kissing her one more time as they got dressed.
Outside the barracks, the camp had come alive. Patrols were rotating, the repair crews were finishing assessments, and kids were already rushing toward the mess hall in a burst of early energy. It looked… stable. For now.
Sera glanced at Sandra beside her, their hands brushing just once, wordless, but enough.
They headed out into the morning, back into the heart of their Clan.
The mess hall at Highland Junction was already humming with low conversation and the smell of sizzling protein and fresh-baked flatbread. Steam curled up from mugs of synth coffee, and the clatter of silverware played like a rhythm in the background.
Valerie sat at one of the long tables near the window, jacket draped over the back of her chair, fingers curled around a cup of tea still too hot to drink. Judy sat across from her, sipping coffee, a relaxed tilt to her shoulders that hadn’t been there the night before.
"Feels different," Valerie said softly, watching a pair of younger Nomads toss each other ration packs like a game.
Judy looked up. “You mean being back here?”
Valerie nodded. “Yeah. Every time we return, something’s shifted. Not in a bad way. Just… grown.”
Judy smiled behind her cup. “They’ve built something worth protecting. We all have.”
Valerie leaned forward slightly. “You think Sera’s starting to see that? The weight of it?”
“She’s always seen it.” Judy tapped her nails gently against the ceramic mug. “But yesterday made her feel it.”
Just then, the mess hall doors swung open.
Sera stepped through, her red hair pulled back in a quick tie, a small bruise darkening one cheek, but her stride unshaken. Sandra walked beside her, arm freshly re-bandaged, her movement a bit stiffer, but her eyes were alert and scanning the room.
When Sera spotted them, her face cracked into a tired smile. She nudged Sandra gently and made her way toward the table.
“Morning, Moms,” Sera said, voice still a touch raspy from yesterday’s firefight.
“Morning, Starshine,” Valerie replied, scooting over slightly so Judy could shift beside her, making room for both girls.
Sandra eased down next to Sera. “Didn’t realize how hungry I was until we smelled breakfast on the way in.”
Judy chuckled. “That’s how you know you’re safe again when food starts mattering.”
Valerie handed over a plate she’d snagged earlier. “Figured you’d be by eventually.”
Sera grinned. “You know us too well.”
“Call it a mother’s instinct,” Valerie said, nudging her gently in the side.
The morning light had crept higher across the windows of the Highland Junction mess hall, painting the floor in soft golds and burnt amber. The air was warm, filled with the smell of eggs, flatbread, and the sharp comfort of black coffee. Plates clinked, boots shuffled, and radios buzzed faintly in the distance always monitoring, always ready. But at their table, it was slower, and quieter.
Valerie poured more tea from the shared tin carafe into her mug, then topped off Judy’s. Her fingers brushed Judy’s briefly, and they exchanged a glance no words, just a little smile that said we’re still here.
Sera was halfway through her flatbread, tearing pieces off and dragging them through a smear of spicy pepper paste. “Sandra almost tackled me when that drone lost traction. Thought I was the one who needed saving.”
Sandra, chewing quietly, lifted her brow. “Your aim was slipping.”
Sera gave her a playful glare, then turned to Valerie and Judy. “She says that like she wasn’t the one with a hole in her jacket.”
“I patched it,” Sandra said mildly. “Still counts.”
Valerie laughed, gently shaking her head as she cut into her food. “The two of you are worse than we ever were.”
Judy took a sip from her mug. “Were?”
Valerie glanced up, the corner of her mouth curling. “Alright, still are.”
Sera leaned forward, the light catching the faint scrape healing across her freckled cheek. “What’s the plan? Are we heading back home after this?”
Judy nodded. “After the council meets again this afternoon. Dante wants to go over external patrol rotations, make sure nothing’s slipped past the perimeter since the Bulls’ retreat.”
Sandra’s voice was soft but grounded. “They were organized. Not just desperate. That bothers me more.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose. “Us too. Which is why I want you both resting until you’re cleared. Especially you.” She gave Sandra a pointed look, eyes flicking to the fresh bandage at her shoulder.
“I’m fine,” Sandra said.
Sera raised a brow. “She’s not fine. She’s tough. That’s different.”
Sandra gave the smallest smile, then leaned her weight slightly against Sera, not arguing.
Valerie leaned back in her chair, stretching out her legs beneath the table. “You two remind me of a younger us. All that fire and none of the patience.”
Judy grinned, setting her cup down. “Speak for yourself. I was always patient.”
Valerie gave her a side-eye. “You nearly punched a wedding planner because they used the wrong color lace.”
Judy shrugged. “It was off-white. We agreed on pearl. Tasha deserved better.”
Sera blinked. “Wait, that was Tasha’s wedding?”
Sandra smirked. “Judy made Clan weddings interesting. Her wife was crying happy tears and Judy looked ready to throw a chair.”
Judy held her hands up. “They fixed it, didn’t they?”
The whole table laughed, the sound mingling with the low hum of conversations across the room.
For a moment, the war outside, the threat in the hills, and the twisted pieces of tech in their bodies faded beneath the smell of breakfast, the warmth of shared company, and the subtle comfort of being known completely, utterly, and still loved.
Sera wiped her hands on a napkin. “When we’re back, I want to help with the music room. The new one. I think the kids at Highland could use a place to let stuff out, you know? Something besides drills and patrols.”
Valerie looked at her, pride gleaming in her emerald eyes. “I’d like that. I’ll talk to Dante, see what space we can free up.”
Judy nodded. “If you design it, we’ll help build it. Soundproofing and all.”
Sandra looked over. “Guess that means I’m back on wiring duty.”
Sera kissed her temple. “Only if you’re cleared to lift your arm.”
Valerie leaned forward again, finishing the last of her tea. “You know... I used to think legacy was something left after you were gone. But maybe it’s what you make sure keeps going while you’re still here to see it thrive.”
Judy reached across the table and took her hand.
“Then we keep showing up,” she said softly. “That’s the legacy.”
The rest of breakfast passed not in silence, but in peace full plates, quiet voices, and the calm before the next chapter.
The council room’s walls were quiet now, light from the slanted windows painting soft lines across the repurposed steel. The dust had settled from the night before, but the weight of it lingered like the air itself remembered how close the fire came.
Valerie leaned forward at the round table, jacket resting on the back of her chair, hands lightly steepled. Judy sat beside her, posture casual but eyes sharp, her Holo casting a faint blue glow across the edge of the table.
Killjoy stood off to the side, cyberarm resting against the back wall, his face marked with familiar tension. Dante had already taken the seat next to Sandra, Sera just across still sore, but focused. Family filled the room now, not just leaders.
Killjoy began, voice even. “Jen confirms Dust Bone Canyon’s clear no enemy movement near the ridge. But morale’s slipping out there. They’ve had too many close calls lately, not enough face-to-face from leadership.”
Valerie nodded once. “I’ll take the band out there. Play a show. Let them know they’re not forgotten.”
Judy smirked faintly. “Might end up being louder than the Iron Bulls.”
Killjoy cracked the edge of a grin. “Wouldn’t hurt. Let ‘em yell about something joyful for once.”
Dante glanced down at his Holo. “We also heard back from The Host. Crescent Bay’s off the board. No movement near their walls, and he made it clear he’s not interested in escalating. Just thanked us for the heads-up.”
Sandra tilted her head. “That settles Crescent then. One less front.”
Sera leaned forward. “Panam and Vicky sent anything yet?”
Dante nodded. “Just got it an hour ago. They’ve pulled Aldecaldo patrols closer to the border ridge. Nothing to report, but they’re running recon in rotations just in case.”
Valerie exhaled, her voice quieter now. “They’re looking for cracks. Hoping to catch us spread too thin.”
Judy glanced up. “Well, they’re too late. We cut off their leadership before they got a chance to start something real.”
Killjoy frowned slightly. “Yeah, because they were arrogant. Overconfident. That made them sloppy.”
Valerie met his eyes. “They forgot we’re still active. Just because we stepped back from the day-to-day doesn’t mean we stopped leading this Clan.”
Judy’s tone softened with resolve. “We trust the Clan to carry itself. But we never left. We’re still here guiding when we’re needed, fighting when we must.”
Sera nodded. “We’ll finish sweeping the fallback trails. I’ll work with Killjoy to tighten the junction’s perimeter again. Milo’s already processing heat trails from the fight could give us a lead.”
Valerie glanced between them. “Don’t chase ghosts. Just make sure they know we’re watching.”
The table went quiet for a moment. Not out of fear, just weight.
Then Dante added, low but certain, “They thought this Clan was a memory.”
Judy glanced over at Valerie. “They forgot who built it.”
The morning still held its quiet afterglow, a soft breeze slipping through the cracked council chamber window, carrying the scent of warm dust and sunlit steel. Light cut in long bars across the table, catching the edge of Sera’s jacket as she stood beside Sandra, arms crossed and stubbornly upright despite the fatigue in her eyes.
Valerie tilted her head at her daughter, a knowing smile blooming. “Thought you and Sandra were heading for rest.”
Sera shrugged with a faint smirk. “Guess I take too much after my mom. Always fixing everyone else before letting myself breathe.”
Valerie crossed the room without hesitation, wrapping her arms tight around her. “That’s my girl. But seriously after today, you rest. Non-negotiable.”
Sera rolled her eyes, cheeks flushing as Sandra laughed beside her. “Why do you always do this in front of people?”
“Because I love you in front of people,” Valerie teased, tightening the hug.
Sandra leaned over, hand brushing down Sera’s back. “Don’t worry. I’ll make sure we’re back at the house before nightfall.”
Judy stepped into the moment, looping an arm around them both. “After you’re settled, come by the lakehouse for dinner. I need your help re-dyeing my hair. And someone’s gotta shave around my BD implant. I don't trust your mother not to slice my ear off.”
Sera burst out laughing. “That’s fair. My first haircut? She buzzed off all my bangs and looked like she wanted to vanish into the wall.”
Valerie lifted her hands in mock surrender. “Rogue nerve misfire. I warned you, never let a former merc handle clippers.”
Dante leaned back in his chair, arms folded with a soft smile tugging at his lips. “If Vincent could see this… he’d be proud, Val. Of you. Of all of this. He’d be in on that hug too.”
Valerie glanced over, eyes glinting. “He’d probably be the one giving everyone better haircuts.”
Killjoy smirked, his scar catching the edge of the light. “People think leadership’s about giving orders. But this? This is what gives people a reason to fight. To keep going.”
Sandra grinned as she slid into the hug, wrapping her good arm around the tangle of family. “What, Killjoy? Getting sentimental?”
“Don’t make me regret it,” he muttered, but there was no fire behind the words. Just warmth.
Valerie laughed into the press of shoulders. “With all this excitement, I nearly forgot the band’s supposed to roll into Klamath today. Guess I’ll break the news when we’re back.”
Judy raised a brow. “You really think they’re gonna be cool with a free show?”
“I only promised them a booking,” Valerie said innocently. “Didn’t say they’d get paid.”
Sera groaned through a laugh. “I can’t breathe. I’m being suffocated by parental affection.”
The group finally broke apart, laughter echoing in the space as they stepped back from the hug, faces bright with that rare kind of peace only found after surviving a storm together.
Valerie looked to Judy, tilting her head. “What do you say we help tighten the perimeter before heading home?”
Judy smirked, slinging her arm across Valerie’s shoulders. “Gonna owe me a hot shower after this.”
Sera raised a brow. “You two are always thinking about jellyfish cuddling.”
That broke them. Valerie nearly doubled over in laughter, Judy just shook her head, face pink from trying to hold it back.
“Been a while since I heard that one,” Valerie said, wiping her eye.
Judy reached over and gently tugged on the sleeve of Sera’s jacket. “Don’t ever change, mi cielo.”
Killjoy gave a resigned shake of his head but didn’t hide the smirk creeping in.
Dante cleared his throat with a chuckle. “If you all want to make it home in time for your grand reunion and mystery hair dye mission, we should probably get moving.”
Sandra raised her good arm. “I’m on drink duty. Doctor’s orders.”
Sera squeezed her hand, their wooden wedding bands tapping together. “Sounds good, babe.”
Together, the group filed out of the council chamber, into the sun-creased day beyond. There were perimeters to repair, but hearts were lighter, and night would bring the comfort they’d all earned.
A few hours passed with sweat, laughter, and the hum of coordinated effort. The sun had begun its descent toward the ridge, casting long amber shadows across Highland Junction. The perimeter was reinforced, sensors recalibrated, and every breach point fortified. The kind of quiet that followed wasn’t peace not yet, but it was earned.
Near the edge of the compound, Sera stood beside their now fully-repaired rig, brushing a palm along the fresh panels like it was a living thing. Sandra leaned against the fender, her arm still bandaged but her smile steady.
Screwbie’s voice chirped from the dash speaker, modulated just enough to sound smug. “I require emotional compensation in the form of physical embrace. Trauma has scarred my circuits.”
Sera raised an eyebrow. “You don’t even have a body.”
“I do have feelings,” Screwbie whined dramatically. “And a very detailed hug subroutine.”
Sandra chuckled. “He’s been like this since we plugged him back in.”
Judy stepped forward, giving the console a light tap. “Fine. Group hug.”
Sera threw her arms around Sandra and leaned into Valerie and Judy as they joined in, arms wrapping tight. Screwbie made an overly dramatic sigh through the rig’s speakers.
“Emotional equilibrium restored,” he announced.
Valerie stepped back first, brushing her fingers over Sera’s shoulder. “Go home. Get some rest. We’ll see you tonight.”
Sera gave a little salute. “Won’t be late. Mama needs her hair fixed.”
Judy smirked. “You better not turn me into a buzzcut.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Sera laughed, climbing into the rig.
Sandra gave one last wave before they closed the doors. The engine rumbled, and the rig pulled away from the compound with the familiar creak of tires over packed earth, heading toward the winding roads that would take them home.
Valerie and Judy stood for a moment, watching until the dust settled and the silhouette of the rig disappeared into the distance.
Judy adjusted her jacket. “Think we’ve earned our quiet back?”
Valerie turned to her with a smile. “At least until dinner.”
They moved toward the Racer, climbing on with the smooth rhythm of habit. Judy wrapped her arms snug around Valerie’s waist as the engine came alive beneath them.
With a low purr and a rising hum, the Racer tore away from Highland Junction, its shadow stretching out behind them as they rode toward the lake, toward home.
The Racer rumbled into the Lakehouse garage as twilight finished giving way to night. Valerie cut the engine and kicked the stand, the echo of the engine fading into the quiet breath of the nearby lake.
They dismounted together, moving with that familiar ease, their boots clicking against the concrete. Judy pressed the garage door control, and it sealed behind them.
They stepped into the hallway, cool air greeting them. Family photos lined the wall to their right snapshots of Clan milestones, moments with Sera as a teen, and quiet evenings from long ago. Valerie's hand brushed one of the frames in passing, a small smile touching her lips.
The bedroom was the first door on the left. As always, they stopped just inside, their ritual as steady as breath. Jackets came off and were hung neatly on the wall hooks by the closet. Boots slid off just beside them. Valerie's silver rocker boots thudding softly against the hardwood, Judy’s black ones stacked beside them.
Valerie crossed to the bed and sat with a small exhale, pulling out her Holo from her jacket pocket. She typed out the message to the band:
Everyone make it back to Klamath Falls okay? Good news we've got a show tomorrow. Bad news is, it doesn’t pay. Need your help raising morale at Dust Bone Canyon.
The responses came quick.
Ethan:
Rolled in earlier. You say morale, I hear a bassline incoming.
Paz:
No pay? Guess I’ll just have to take payment in tequila. I’m down.
Alba:
We’ll bring the soul. Dust Bone could use it.
Aniko:
If it gets loud, it’s working. Count me in.
Valerie smiled at the screen, setting it on the nightstand.
A soft rustle, and then a black tee shirt landed over her head. She blinked under the cotton fabric before tugging it off, laughing already. Judy stood near the dresser, fully undressed save for a teasing expression and a finger to her lips.
“You owe me a hot shower,” Judy whispered, her voice low and playful.
Valerie grinned, tossing the shirt aside. “Right… almost forgot.”
She stood and pulled off her own tee, slow and deliberate, letting the tension rise just a little. Then she unhooked her bra and tossed it next to the shirt. “You want to help me with my shorts?”
Judy didn’t answer because she was already halfway to the bathroom. “Better hurry that sexy ass up, mi amor.”
Valerie laughed, shimmying out of her shorts and underwear in one smooth motion. The Holo on the nightstand blinked quietly behind her as she chased after her wife, the bathroom door closed behind them.
The bathroom lights warmed the tiled space in a soft amber hue. Steam had already begun to curl into the air as Judy turned the water on, testing the spray with her hand.
Valerie stepped in behind her, bare feet against the cool tile. “Gotcha,” she teased, reaching around to tap Judy’s hip. “Starting to think you just like the view.”
Judy smirked over her shoulder. “And you’re just now figuring that out?”
Valerie rolled her eyes, stepping into the shower as Judy shifted aside. The water hit Valerie first hot, sharp, soothing, and she let out a slow breath as it soaked through her red strands. Judy’s hands followed next, sliding over her sides under the cascade.
“Still got shampoo privileges?” Judy asked, already grabbing the bottle.
Valerie nodded with a grin, closing her eyes. “I suppose you earned them.”
Judy lathered it into her hands and worked it gently into Valerie’s hair, fingers slow and deliberate, like she was memorizing every strand. “Your hair’s definitely thicker,” she murmured. “I swear it drinks water like it’s been stranded in the Badlands.”
Valerie laughed, tilting her head back into Judy’s hands. “Guess we’re both full of surprises lately.”
When it was Judy’s turn, Valerie returned the favor running her soapy fingers through Judy’s brown hair, now wet and curling slightly at the ends. “Still feels unreal seeing this,” Valerie whispered. “But it suits you. All of you always did.”
Judy leaned in, their bodies pressing together under the spray. “Yeah? Still think I’m cute with bedhead and no makeup?”
“You’re lethal,” Valerie breathed, kissing along the edge of her jaw. “And you know it.”
Judy let her hands roam, trailing suds down Valerie’s arms and ribs before giving her a little squeeze at the hips. “Just making sure. You have a habit of wandering off into poetic thought mid-shower.”
Valerie smirked, turning her slightly and reaching for the sponge. “Only because my muse is standing naked in front of me with water glistening down her chest.”
Judy laughed, eyes half-lidded now. “Flatter me more and I’ll let you do the rinse.”
Valerie didn’t answer she already was, slowly guiding Judy back under the spray. Her hands smoothed over her back, down her waist, anchoring them in touch and warmth.
No rush, just lost in the moment.
By the time they stepped out, wrapped in towels, the world felt quiet again. A little steadier. A little brighter.
“Feeling better?” Valerie asked, voice soft as she dried Judy’s hair with gentle hands.
Judy closed her eyes with a smile. “Yeah. Think I might be addicted to you.”
Valerie grinned. “Mutual.”
They leaned into each other for a moment longer, just listening to the lake outside breathe through the windows.
Still time before dinner. Still time for love in the quiet hours they fought to protect.
Wrapped in towels, they stepped out into the bedroom, the late afternoon sun casting long golden lines across the floorboards. Valerie grabbed a fresh pair of denim shorts from the dresser while Judy pulled a tank top over her head, smoothing it down over her sides.
Valerie slipped on a soft, worn-in purple tee, tucking it just enough to find the waistband of her shorts. “You feel like something simple tonight? I was thinking of pan-seared tofu with grilled squash and rice.”
Judy, brushing her fingers through her damp hair, glanced over. “That sounds perfect. Maybe a side of those garlic rolls too?”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You want to bake?”
Judy shot her a dry look. “I want you to bake.”
Valerie snorted, reaching for her belt. “If I burn the rolls, that's on you.”
Just as she was grabbing her boots, Valerie’s Holo lit up across the dresser soft chime, familiar color. She tapped the screen and read aloud with a quiet smile.
“‘Gave my moms an update. Umm they insisted to come to dinner too. Make extra.’ -Sandra.”
Judy looked up from applying her eyeliner at the vanity, one brow raised. “Oh boy. That means Panam’s going to want whiskey, and Vicky will pretend she doesn’t want dessert but steal bites of everyone’s.”
Valerie leaned against the dresser, arms crossed, amused. “Guess dinner’s a full table now.”
She looked over at Judy, who was already smirking as she capped her lip gloss. “Good thing you’re a menace in the kitchen.”
Valerie walked over and wrapped her arms around her from behind, chin resting on Judy’s shoulder. “You saying I’m good under pressure?”
“I’m saying you better start the rice,” Judy said, kissing her cheek. “We’ve got family to feed.”
Valerie grinned. “Alright. Garlic rolls, rice, squash, and enough tofu to hold off a nomad riot.”
Judy nudged her playfully with her hip. “And I’ll prepare dessert. I saw the last of the strawberries in the fridge, and if I stack them on sponge cake with cream, Vicky won’t even pretend to say no.”
Valerie’s voice dropped with fondness. “Perfect.”
Together, they stepped into the hallway, moving down toward the kitchen with easy pace and a shared look that said: this is the good part.
The sun was low, the house warm, and dinner was waiting to be made along with all the stories they’d trade tonight.
They stepped into the hallway, the familiar creak of the floorboards under their bare feet softened by the comfort of routine. Valerie led the way toward the kitchen left from the bedroom, past the framed photos and old Clan memorabilia that lined the hallway walls. Each image whispered a different chapter, but none louder than the sound of home.
The archway into the kitchen opened up into the wide shared space with the living room. Afternoon light spilled through the back windows overlooking Klamath Lake, the water glinting soft amber behind the trees. The back deck was quiet for now, breeze lifting one of the curtain edges lazily. The scent of warm pine drifted in.
Valerie moved toward the counter, tying on the light apron they kept hung near the stove. “Alright,” she said, rolling her shoulders and pulling out the tofu from the fridge. “Time to make magic happen.”
Judy, already at the pantry, tossed her a bag of rice with a grin. “You’re doing tofu, squash, and garlic rolls. I’m on dessert. Strawberries, sponge cake, whipped cream. Don’t make that face, I know what I’m doing.”
Valerie smirked as she set the rice to soak. “You sure you don’t want to help chop squash instead?”
Judy opened the fridge and pulled out the container of cream, giving it a dramatic shake. “I’d rather face the wrath of Panam than your squash prep standards.”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “That’s fair.”
She rinsed and cut the tofu into neat cubes, setting them to marinate in soy, ginger, and chili oil. Judy leaned over the counter beside her, slicing strawberries while sneaking a few for herself.
“Those better make it to the cake,” Valerie teased, glancing over.
“They will,” Judy said, mouth full. “Some of them.”
They moved like clockwork Valerie laying out the garlic rolls, brushing them with butter and herbs; Judy layering the dessert and licking a bit of whipped cream off her finger with a mischievous look Valerie didn’t miss. The oven ticked as it warmed, and the hum of the rice cooker joined the rhythm of chopping, seasoning, and the occasional teasing nudge.
Outside, the wind rustled the trees just beyond the back deck. Valerie stepped over to open the back door for a moment, letting the breeze carry in stronger, carrying the scent of the lake and the peace of what they were protecting.
Judy looked up from her side of the kitchen. “We got everything?”
Valerie checked the oven, gave a slow nod. “Yeah. Dinner’s almost set. Just waiting on the family.”
Judy walked over, slipping her arms around Valerie’s waist from behind, resting her chin on her shoulder. “You ever think about how far we’ve come?”
Valerie leaned into her. “Every damn day.”
They stayed like that for just a breath longer before the timer clicked, breaking the silence.
Valerie smiled. “Alright. Let’s get everything plated.”
Judy grinned. “And let’s hope Panam doesn’t eat all the rolls before we even sit down.”
They both laughed, the kind that came from knowing each other like breath. The table was nearly ready, and soon, so would the rest of their family be.
The low, familiar rumble of the Mackinaw’s engine reached Valerie’s ears before she even saw it. She stepped away from the kitchen island, wiping her hands on the edge of the apron as she walked toward the front window that faced the peninsula road.
Sure enough, the sand-dusted truck rolled up just past the trees, its engine a steady growl that had been with the Aldecaldos longer than most city buildings lasted. The sun caught on the hood, dull and worn from decades of use just like the woman behind the wheel.
“Panam’s here,” Valerie called with a small smile, already pulling open the front door.
Judy, still layering the sponge cake in the kitchen, didn’t look up. “I can already hear her boots in my soul.”
Valerie stepped onto the front porch as the Mackinaw eased to a stop. The doors opened in sync, and out stepped Panam, dust on her boots and fire in her walk. Her jacket sleeves were pushed up, exposing the faintest lines of age at her wrists, but her stance hadn’t changed, still proud, still fierce. She gave Valerie a knowing smirk as she approached.
“Didn’t burn the house down yet, huh?”
Valerie laughed, stepping down to meet her in a warm, tight hug. “You’re early.”
“Traffic in the dirt was light,” Panam said, pulling back just enough to glance toward the porch. “Smells like you’ve been feeding an army.”
Vicky stepped out from the passenger side, her long black hair catching the breeze. She was in a denim vest and a sun-faded tee, arms filled with a cloth-wrapped bottle and a paper bag. Her hazel eyes found Valerie with that same warm calm they always carried.
“We brought dessert backups,” Vicky said with a grin. “And whiskey. You never know what mood Panam’s in until she’s fed.”
Panam didn’t argue.
Judy stepped into the doorway, waving a strawberry-covered spoon. “That means she’s cranky until the second plate.”
Panam raised a brow. “You’re one to talk, Alva…”
“Uh-uh,” Judy cut her off, wagging the spoon. “Don’t start a food fight before we even sit down.”
Valerie chuckled and held the door open wide. “Come on, get in here. Table’s already crowded, and we haven’t even sat down yet.”
Inside, the smells of grilled squash, herbed rolls, and sweet cream hung thick in the warm kitchen air. Vicky moved to set the bottle and bag on the counter while Panam shrugged off her jacket and tossed it on the back of the couch without ceremony.
“This place,” Panam muttered under her breath, glancing at the lake out the back windows, the wooden slope of the dock catching the low sun. “Always feels like the storm’s behind us when we’re here.”
Valerie gave her a quiet look. “That’s the idea.”
Judy stepped up beside Vicky and peeked in the paper bag. “These your cinnamon squares?”
Vicky smiled. “Of course. Panam made me promise to bring them or she’d turn the truck around.”
“I said no such thing,” Panam grunted, already reaching for one.
Judy slapped her hand lightly. “Dinner first, Palmer.”
They all laughed again, the kind of easy, low laughter that filled a room like light did through clean windows.
Valerie turned toward the kitchen. “Alright, drinks on the table, tofu’s finishing in the pan, and garlic rolls are done. Vicky, you mind helping me plate?”
“On it,” she said, rolling up her sleeves.
Judy leaned against the counter beside Panam. “Sandra and Sera should be back any minute.”
Panam glanced toward the door, softening just slightly. “Good. Feels better when everyone’s under one roof.”
Valerie looked toward the hallway, a quiet smile tugging at her lips. “Then let’s make sure this dinner’s worth remembering.”
In the kitchen filled with warmth, stories waiting, and the steady rhythm of food being plated, the table was coming together with family, found and chosen, all arriving just in time.
The low rumble of Sera’s rig curled up the peninsula road, wheels crunching soft over dirt and grass before easing to a familiar stop near the Lakehouse. From the kitchen, Valerie caught the sound and looked up from the table, where the last of the grilled squash steamed beside bowls of rice and tofu.
“They’re here,” she said quietly, already stepping toward the front.
Judy wiped her hands on a towel, eyes flicking to the door before she followed. Her voice was softer than usual. “Hope they’re holding up alright.”
Panam, leaning near the archway between kitchen and living room, gave a subtle nod. “They made it home. That’s what counts.”
Outside, the rig’s doors hissed open.
Sera stepped out first, wearing her Clan Alvarez jacket, dust clinging to the sleeves. She looked tired, but whole. Sandra followed close behind, her arm still wrapped, her posture careful but steady. That soft defiant look never quite left her.
Valerie was down the steps in seconds, pulling Sera into a hug before anything else. Her hand lingered briefly on the back of her daughter's head, just breathing her in.
“You two alright?” she asked, voice steady but low.
Sera nodded into her shoulder. “Yeah, Mom. We made it.”
Panam’s boots struck porch wood as she closed the distance in long, sure strides. “There’s my girl.”
Sandra had just made it around the front of the rig before Panam swept her into a brief but fierce hug. “Damn good to see you.”
Vicky wasn’t far behind, her movements quieter but no less direct. She stepped in beside Sandra, glancing at the bandage and gently pressing her fingers to Sandra’s good shoulder.
“You holding it together?” she asked not with worry, but with calm confidence, like someone who already knew the answer.
Sandra offered a small smile. “Barely scratched me.”
“Still,” Vicky said with a soft smile, “It’s good to see you upright.”
Sera wrapped her arm around Sandra’s waist, anchoring them together. “She held her own like always.”
Judy stood just inside the doorway, her gaze finally relaxing as she saw both of them whole. “Guess we all did.”
Valerie turned toward the house, giving a gentle wave. “Come on. Food’s waiting.”
The house welcomed them with its familiar warmth steam rising from the garlic rolls, soft clinks of ceramic from the table already set. Klamath Lake shimmered gold through the back windows, low sun spilling across the floorboards.
As the family stepped in, it didn’t feel like the aftermath anymore, but home.
The plates passed from hand to hand grilled squash, garlic rolls, spiced tofu, and bowls of seasoned rice. Mugs clinked gently as water, beer, and whiskey circled the table. The kind of spread only Valerie could throw together on short notice, and the kind only a family forged through fire could appreciate fully.
Judy poured a splash of Centzon into Panam’s glass without needing to ask. Vicky raised an eyebrow but accepted hers with a quiet grin.
Once everyone had taken a few bites, Valerie leaned forward slightly, her fork resting against her plate. “How are the Aldecaldos holding up?” she asked, tone gentle but intentional.
Panam sat back in her chair, wiping the corner of her mouth with a napkin. “Better than ever, honestly. The outposts we built along the southern trade lines are holding. Got a new reclamation unit running near Dust Bone full water cycling, solar shielding. Vicky coordinated the supplies with Crescent Bay.”
Vicky nodded, her voice softer but firm. “It took longer than we planned, but it’s stable now. Kids out there are starting to build up their own transport rigs. Trying to outmatch Sandra’s, of course.”
Sandra smiled into her cup. “They’re gonna need more than chrome and attitude.”
Sera leaned in with a smirk. “We’ll have to visit soon. Let them test that theory.”
Panam chuckled, clearly proud. “You’d love it. The next generation’s coming in bold, maybe too bold. I’ve already had to pull two from trying to overclock their battery grids and flip their cabins.”
Vicky gave her a knowing look. “You say that like you didn’t try the same stunt when you were nineteen.”
“I at least had the sense to bail before the flip,” Panam muttered, but there was a grin on her face.
Valerie sipped her water, eyes warm. “Sounds like they’ve got the right leaders.”
Panam gave a small shrug, but her gaze flicked between Valerie and Judy. “We learned from the best.”
Judy tilted her head, teasing. “That you did.”
The moment settled, easy and warm. Conversation drifted to smaller things updates from the canyon, the new mechanic the Aldecaldos had recruited from the Cascades, a supply run that turned into an impromptu wedding celebration somewhere near Redding.
The house hummed with soft laughter and the occasional clang of forks against plates. Out back, the lake caught the last blush of sunset. Inside, legacy and love braided into the quiet clatter of a shared meal.
For a while, the world outside could wait.
Dinner stretched into one of those rare, glowing evenings where the air felt warmer just from being surrounded by the right people. Plates were nearly cleared, drinks refilled, and laughter had become the steady hum around the table.
Valerie leaned back slightly, smiling as she picked at the last of the grilled squash. "Speaking of growth..."
Judy glanced at her, already knowing where this was going. Her fingers brushed the edge of her glass. "Sera, we told you we’d fill you in when we were ready."
Sera looked up, half a garlic roll in hand, curiosity piqued. Sandra nudged her lightly with an elbow.
Valerie glanced around the table, then rested both hands on the edge. "We went back to the Enclave. Ghost Watch summoned us. Said they felt our confusion." She met Judy’s eyes, then turned back to the family. "They upgraded our shards."
Judy picked up. "It wasn’t dramatic, no rituals or tests. They just showed us a schematic, the uplink syncing into our neural slots. Whatever they did, it’s... changed us. Our healing is instant now. And..."
Sera tilted her head. "And?"
Judy smiled and ran a hand through her now fully regrown brown hair. "This happened overnight."
Vicky blinked. "That’s not possible."
Valerie shrugged with a soft smile. "It shouldn’t be. But it happened. Our connection the way we sync now it’s deeper. We don’t even have to speak sometimes. We just... feel each other. Like the Engrams know us better than we know ourselves."
Panam leaned forward slightly, brows drawn. "Any pain? Side effects?"
Judy shook her head. "Nothing like that. Just... heightened sense of presence. Grounding, not overwhelming."
Sera looked between them, a grin tugging at her lips. "You still want me to help you with your hair after dinner?"
Judy chuckled. "Oh, absolutely. I may heal fast, but I still don’t trust your mom near my implant with clippers."
Valerie raised her hands. "Okay that was one time, and I told you my fingers twitched."
Sandra laughed into her drink. "So that’s where Sera gets it."
Vicky gave Judy a knowing smile. "You’ve always worn change well."
Panam added with a grin, "Even if you are still the most high-maintenance in the room."
Judy shot a look at Valerie, mock offended. "You gonna defend me, or what?"
Valerie looped her arm around Judy’s chair, voice warm. "I think you're perfect. High maintenance and all."
Sera rolled her eyes. "Please wait till after dessert for the sappy stuff."
Valerie raised a brow. "You sure you’re not the one turning into your moms now?"
Sandra clinked her glass against Sera’s. "It’s happening. Slowly."
They all laughed, letting the warmth carry them. No one rushed to clear the plates. No one checked the time. The lake shimmered out the back windows, and the stars were beginning to peek through the fading blue.
Panam lifted her glass again. "To changes we grow through. And to the people who hold us steady through them."
Valerie echoed softly. "To family."
Glasses met in a soft clink, the sound of ceramic, steel, and glass folding into the hum of quiet unity across the table.
The night, for just a little longer, belonged only to them.
The plates had mostly cleared, save for the last garlic roll Sandra was still eyeing like it owed her money. In its place now came dessert fluffy sponge cake layered with cream and strawberries Judy had prepared, garnished with a few chocolate curls Panam insisted on dusting over the top. Forks clinked gently. Spoons scraped at the edges of cream. The room, though full, had softened to a warm hush again.
Valerie glanced around the table, her voice thoughtful. “Ghost Watch didn’t just show us how the shard changed us. They showed us timelines and other versions of everything. Ones where… we never made it together.”
That quiet deepened for a breath.
Judy didn’t hesitate. She reached over and laced her fingers through Valerie’s. “Felt like they just wanted to make sure we still held. Seeing those versions of us it didn’t scare me. Just made the love we built feel that much more unshakable.”
Panam smiled over her fork. “Life is always interesting with you two.”
Sera leaned forward, her tone quiet but clear. “You think that’s why they did it? To strengthen the foundation… show you what not making it looks like?”
Valerie nodded slowly. “Could be. We’ve always lived forward, but it helps knowing just how much we’ve come through. And how much could’ve gone differently.”
Sandra rested her arm on the table, careful of her bandage. “Honestly? The way you both carry each other through everything? Not a single timeline would’ve held a candle to this one.”
Judy looked around at the faces, gathered each one with a different scar, a different strength, and gave a quiet nod. “Yeah. This one’s ours.”
Vicky lifted her glass of tea. “Then here’s to staying in the right damn timeline.”
Forks raised this time with shared laughter, dessert being passed between plates, bites stolen, seconds justified. The kind of dinner that didn’t end in silence, but in the slow burn of memories being made between every smile and stolen strawberry.
The night had settled softly around the Lakehouse, golden light from within spilling across the wooden floorboards and into the kitchen and living space where dinner had long since been eaten. Plates had been cleared, drinks half-finished beside folded napkins. The windows reflected the hush of Klamath Lake beyond, rippling gently beneath a moon just beginning to rise.
Conversation still lingered soft laughs, quiet jokes, Vicky and Panam trading subtle nudges and smiles as the younger ones sat nestled close. But then, Sera's gaze drifted. Not toward anything in particular just inward, her smile faintly faltering, thoughts pulling her somewhere else.
Judy noticed instantly. She leaned in slightly from her spot across the table, her tone gentle. “Everything okay, mi cielo?”
Sera blinked slowly, then exhaled. “I just keep thinking... why am I not worth saving too?”
The quiet pulled tighter for a second. The hush wasn’t heavy it was focused. Judy didn’t hesitate. She reached across the table and took Sera’s hand, her fingers soft but firm. “We don’t know their motivations,” she said, steady and warm. “But we know you not being worth saving isn’t one of them.”
Valerie, sitting beside her, turned fully toward her daughter, her expression full of unwavering warmth. “Hey Starshine, can I ask you something deeply personal?”
Sera nodded without hesitation. “You can always ask me anything, Mom.”
Valerie took a slow breath, choosing her words carefully. “If they ever did give you the same choice… would it be because it’s something you want? Or is it because you’re afraid of losing us?”
Sandra’s arm wrapped around Sera without a word. She didn’t say anything yet, but her presence was a promise. The silence hung not from awkwardness, but thoughtfulness.
Panam broke it softly. “Doesn’t Arasaka still have that ‘Save Your Soul’ program? The one with the Relic chips?”
Vicky reached over and rubbed her wife’s arm with calm certainty. “They do, but it’s not on the same level. What Ghost Watch did what they gave Valerie and Judy is something else entirely. Unique. Their connection, those relays of Judy’s… it changed how the tech behaves.”
Judy’s hand never left Sera’s, grounding her.
Valerie's emerald eyes didn’t waver. “One more question, Starshine. Would you still choose it… even if Sandra didn’t want to?”
Sandra leaned in and kissed Sera’s freckled cheek. “She doesn’t need to worry about that. I’m always here for her.”
Panam tilted her head toward Sandra. “Valerie’s question goes for you too. Is it something you’d want for yourself or just the fear of losing Sera if you don’t?”
Vicky breathed in quietly, her tone thoughtful. “Me and Panam decided a long time ago we’re content with the time life gives us.”
The young couple held each other a little tighter, processing the depth of the questions laid at their feet.
Sera’s voice came quietly at first, but steady. “I should’ve died… more than once. Sindy’s love what she gave up for me I’ll never forget that. And Mitch, Carol… they gave their lives to make sure I made it. That path led me to you.” She looked at Valerie and Judy. “To the best life I could’ve hoped for.”
Sandra pressed closer, her voice clear. “I want to be beside her because I believe in what we’re building. That even with everything the world throws at us, it’s still worth it to fight, to grow, to make something beautiful out of the wreckage.”
Judy smiled softly, her hand tightening briefly over Sera’s. “That’s the same devotion your mom and I share. So, just enjoy being together for now. And if some creepy space wizard shows up one day…” she grinned, “…just tell ‘em it’s about damn time.”
That finally cracked the weight. Sera and Sandra both laughed, the tension slipping free.
Vicky grinned. “Besides… you haven’t given us the joy of being grandparents yet.”
Panam groaned. “I am not ready to be a grandma.”
Valerie smirked across the table. “We’re in trouble when they do, Sister.”
Panam leaned forward. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Sandra just chuckled. “All of you will make wonderful grandparents when the time’s right.”
Sera arched an eyebrow. “I just know when we do… Mom’s not in charge of the haircuts.”
Valerie threw her hands up in mock outrage. “I only messed up your bangs once!”
The laughter rose again, light and full of love. The weight of the moment had softened, not erased, but transformed. Around the table, hands still held, shoulders brushed, glances lingered with meaning that needed no translation.
The table slowly quieted again, but this time with a lightness that hadn’t been there before a kind of clarity that followed release. The laughter still lingered like warmth in the chest. Glasses half-full. Plates pushed to the side. Spoons resting in bowls streaked with berry juice and cream.
Judy looked to Sera, her voice soft but laced with a familiar spark. “I’m ready for the haircut if you are.”
Sera smiled, her freckled cheeks still slightly flushed from laughing. “Only if you promise not to flinch when I buzz near the implant.”
Judy stood up and gave her a look. “I survived a Relic meltdown and saw three versions of myself that didn’t make it. I think I can handle a few stray hairs.”
Valerie stretched, standing to clear a few plates. “Just don’t forget the towel. Last time she cut mine without one and I looked like I got attacked by a rogue blender.”
“I was fifteen and trying to impress you,” Sera called after her, rising with Sandra to help tidy the table.
“You succeeded,” Valerie shot back with a grin.
Panam leaned back in her chair, arms folded behind her head, looking around the kitchen like she could soak in the whole night in one breath. “Damn. This is the kind of chaos I missed.”
Vicky stood, kissed her cheek, and helped carry bowls toward the sink. “And now you’re part of it. For good.”
Sandra leaned over to whisper something in Sera’s ear, causing her to snort and nudge her back. Whatever it was, it loosened her shoulders even more.
As the others tidied up, Sera rummaged through the side drawer, pulling out the clippers and a soft black towel.
Valerie caught Judy’s eye as she passed and brushed her hand across her arm. “No matter how much we change, you’re still the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
Judy smiled gently. “And you’re still a romantic menace.”
They all moved into the living room, the kitchen fading behind them into a soft hum of stacked plates and murmured conversation. The lake shimmered quietly through the back window, golden reflections dimming into night.
Sera draped the towel over Judy’s shoulders with practiced ease. “Alright Mama, time to bring you back to yourself.”
Judy looked up at her, calm and ready. “Let’s see what the next version of me looks like.”
With a soft click of the clippers, the next moment began one rooted not in survival, but in love, choice, and the family they’d built together.
The quiet buzz of the clippers filled the living room like a gentle hum beneath the heartbeat of the house. Judy sat still on the wooden stool in front of the windows, lake light flickering in from behind. Her head tilted forward slightly, the black towel draped over her shoulders. Sera stood behind her, focused but calm, fingers guiding the clippers with practiced care.
Panam was lounging on the couch, legs stretched out, a beer bottle balanced lazily on her knee. “That’s one hell of a reunion haircut.”
Sera smirked. “Gotta bring back the legend properly.”
Sandra was curled beside Vicky on the loveseat, head leaned against her shoulder as she watched. “Did you used to cut her hair when you were younger?”
Sera gave a soft laugh, her tone playful. “Only after she swore off letting my mom try again.”
Judy cracked a smile, eyes closed as the clippers hummed over the side of her head. “The buzzed bangs incident. Still a cherished moment.”
Valerie chuckled from the kitchen archway, wiping her hands on a towel. “Hey, that was one rogue twitch.”
Panam tilted her head. “I dunno, Val. You twitch like that in a firefight, someone loses a limb.”
Valerie raised a hand, mock solemn. “That’s why I switched from guns to guitars.”
More laughter rippled through the room. The kind that didn’t demand attention, just warmth and history shared between people who’d earned every light moment together.
Sera adjusted her hold, running her hand gently along Judy’s temple. The brown near the implant still showed through naturally, untouched. She didn’t shave it away, just buzzed the edges so it blended cleanly into the fade. Her strokes were precise, but soft. Respectful.
“You’re doing great,” Judy murmured.
Sera leaned down, her voice near Judy’s ear. “Almost done with the cut. Then comes the color.”
Sandra stood, stretching. “I’ll grab the dye kit.”
Valerie passed her by, pressing a kiss to Sandra’s temple as she went. “In the hall cabinet, middle shelf.”
Sandra gave a thumbs-up and disappeared down the hallway, her footsteps light.
Vicky reached across and stole a few leftover strawberries from the dessert plate without a word, then offered one to Panam who took it with a small smirk.
“Still pretending not to like sweets?” Panam asked.
“Only when it’s not a celebration,” Vicky replied.
By the time Sandra returned, the clippers were off, and Sera was gently brushing away stray hairs from Judy’s shoulders.
“All done,” Sera said softly. “You ready for the new-old you?”
Judy glanced up with a smirk. “Bring on the paint.”
Sandra handed over the kit, the familiar small tubs marked fluorescent pink and electric green. Sera cracked them open, gloves already on, and began to mix.
She paused just before applying. “Are you sure about keeping the same colors?”
Judy nodded. “Pink for love. Green for growth. Just like always.”
Sera ran her fingers through Judy’s regrown strands, separating them with practiced ease. As the dye touched down, fingers worked mixed with the hum of conversation.
Valerie knelt down beside Judy’s stool, chin resting lightly on Judy’s knee, just watching. “It suits you. Still you only more.”
Judy looked down at her, something tender in her eyes. “Feels like taking something back.”
The family fell quiet not somber, just aware. Reverent in the way moments like this held meaning beyond just the motions.
Sera took her time, fingers gentle as she worked the dye into the strands, the colors blending like memory returning to form.
Panam raised her drink lazily again. “It’s wild how this feels bigger than the battles we’ve fought.”
“It is,” Vicky said simply. “Because this is what we fight for.”
The colors sat bright and defiant in Judy’s hair as Sera finished the last strand. She stood back, admiring her work, her fingers stained with pink and green.
“You look like yourself again,” Sera said.
Judy reached up, fingers brushing the soft new strands. “Thanks to all of you.”
Valerie stood slowly and kissed her cheek. “You never lost her. Just needed a moment to remember.”
They all sat with that for a beat no longer urgency. Just the comfort of a family that had seen war, rebirth, and healing together… and still chose each other every time.
Judy’s towel slipped slightly as she stood, Valerie reaching up instinctively to catch it. She grinned. “Let’s rinse and set it before we get hair dye on every pillow we own.”
Judy leaned close. “After that… I say we grab another drink. Let the night drift.”
Sera smirked. “I'll put the dye kit away and make us something to toast with.”
Valerie smiled at them both. “Sounds perfect.”
So the night carried on color settling, laughter lingering, and love wrapped around every quiet, meaningful moment.
Judy stood quietly in front of the mantle, her freshly dyed hair softening into the warm lamplight strands of vivid pink and green framing her face just as they had once before. Her eyes lingered on the small mirror above it, catching her own reflection not with vanity, but recognition. That quiet pause between who she had been, and who she still was.
Behind her, soft footsteps sounded across the wood floor.
Sandra returned from the hallway, wiping her hands with a towel. She paused, suddenly remembering. “Firebird,” she said gently, turning toward Sera. “We forgot the vintage Polaroid in the rig I'll grab it.”
Sera nodded as Sandra passed her, brushing a hand briefly against her arm. Judy gave Sandra a smile as she slipped out the front door into the late evening air, the sound of the door creaking and falling shut behind her.
The house was hushed but full. Panam and Vicky remained nestled together on the couch, quiet and half-curled, lost in their own rhythm. Valerie had joined Sera by the counter, gathering the last of the towels, folding them while Sera swept a fine dusting of hair trimmings into a neat pile.
They both watched Judy, not intruding just sharing the silence with her.
Sera leaned closer to her mom as they worked. “She looks more like herself again.”
Valerie nodded faintly, her voice low but full. “She never stopped. Just needed a night like this to remember what she’s made of.”
Judy didn’t say a word, but Valerie felt it, the relay pulsing softly in her neural slot, the quiet gratitude, the full heart, the peace she hadn’t known how much she missed. That unmistakable tether between them was sparking warm and gentle.
By the time Sandra returned, camera in hand, the house had settled again. Plates stacked, hair swept, laughter softened but still near. One by one, they all drifted toward the living room, pulled by the invisible thread of family.
Panam shifted upright with a stretch, motioning Vicky to scoot. “C’mon, someone’s gonna want that middle seat for the photo.”
“Not it,” Vicky muttered with a grin, but moved anyway.
Judy stood in the center of the room now, towel off, jacket draped over one shoulder. Sera handed Sandra the camera, her smile brightening as the group gathered.
Valerie reached for Judy’s hand as they sat together on the rug in front of the couch, their fingers laced without needing to look.
“Everyone squeeze in,” Sandra called, angling the Camera in place.
Just like that, the room leaned inward knees against knees, shoulders brushing, arms wrapping. A tangle of denim jackets, loose strands of hair, bandages, necklaces, and shared breaths.
Sandra pressed the shutter.
The photo whirred to life, a soft mechanical purr before the flash caught them all mid-laughter Sandra’s head tipped toward Sera, Judy’s hand resting gently over Valerie’s knee, Panam and Vicky braced behind them with matching grins that spoke to years of love, dust and battles hard-earned. A family framed not by blood, but by choice. By every mile they’d walked together and every moment that nearly tore them apart.
The photo slipped gently from the front of the old Polaroid, still warming to life in Sandra’s fingers. She shook it lightly, the way Panam had once shown her as a kid, and then passed it to Vicky, who cradled it like a memory already treasured.
No one rushed to break the moment.
Sera leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder, her hand still curled loosely in hers. Judy had pulled Valerie just a little closer without even thinking legs drawn up on the couch, their knees touching, warmth shared through a simple point of contact. Valerie’s arm was draped along the back of the cushions, fingers absently tracing over Judy’s shoulder like her own heartbeat needed the rhythm.
Panam had one boot kicked up on the edge of the coffee table, the other still damp with old dirt from the road. Vicky sat curled next to her, holding the photo between them. Their heads tilted together as they studied it, no words exchanged just that quiet hum of shared pride.
The digital fire in the hearth had burned low, casting soft light against the walls. Outside the window, Klamath Lake glinted beneath a silvered moon, the grass on the slope swaying gently like the earth had finally exhaled.
Sera spoke first, voice low. “We look like we made it.”
“You did,” Valerie murmured, her voice threaded with something deep and reverent. “We all did.”
Judy glanced down at her lap, her hand now resting on Valerie’s. “After everything, this… still feels unreal. Like a life we weren’t supposed to have, but somehow made ours anyway.”
Panam let out a slow breath, her voice carrying the gravel of too many roads but none of the weight. “Maybe it was never about what we were supposed to have. Just what we refused to lose.”
Sandra squeezed Sera’s hand gently. “Then we hold onto it. Every messy, beautiful part.”
Vicky passed the finished photo to Valerie. “Find a place for it tomorrow. Somewhere it can breathe.”
Valerie nodded, but she didn’t look down at it yet. She was still watching everyone etched by digital firelight, shadows dancing along their faces, reflections of the years they’d fought to build this home.
As the light faded, no one moved right away.
They lingered in the quiet that followed not out of obligation, but something closer to reverence. The kind of hush that came when you knew you were safe. When the people beside you weren’t just your past but the shape of your future.
No titles, or legends. Just the ones who showed up. Still here, and still holding.
Valerie looked across the room, her gaze settling on Sera and Sandra where they sat nestled together. The firelight made their skin glow, softening the edges of the long day behind them. Her voice came quiet but sure.
“You’ve always dreamed about building a space for music and art,” Valerie said, her eyes full of intent. “What if, instead of Highland Junction, we start looking at Dust Bone Canyon? Those old reading stones out there… they’d make a hell of a foundation.”
Sera’s brows lifted in surprise before a wide smile broke across her face. “You mean it?”
Valerie nodded. “Feels right. That place has heart. It’s quiet, but not forgotten.”
Sandra’s grin matched her wife’s. “I’ll talk to Jen. If there’s anyone who knows that canyon like the back of her hand, it’s her. She’ll know the perfect spot.”
Judy leaned back into Valerie’s side with a small smirk. “You do realize… you’re going to have to figure out how to haul a full-size piano all the way out there, right?”
Before Valerie could reply, Panam chimed in from the couch, arms crossed and grin sharp. “What’s the plan, strap it to a drone? Or maybe summon one of those creepy blue Watchers to teleport it?”
Valerie shot her a deadpan look, but the corner of her mouth twitched with amusement. “I was thinking of something more practical like calling in a favor from Jessica and Vanessa. I’m sure they’ve moved heavier things for worse reasons.”
Judy chuckled, nudging her. “Better warn them first. Last time they helped us move gear, Jess swore off acoustic instruments entirely.”
Valerie raised her hands in mock surrender. “That was not my fault. Aniko packed the amp cases.”
Sera shook her head with a soft laugh, leaning her cheek on Sandra’s shoulder. “I still can’t believe this is real sometimes. That we get to build things. Not just survive, but actually build something new.”
Sandra kissed her temple. “You earned it. We all did.”
The room fell into another quiet, but this one brimmed with the possibilities of tomorrow of music in the canyon air, of new echoes across old stone.
Vicky’s voice came from the corner, mellow and warm. “Just make sure there’s enough seating for a couple of tired desert parents who like to pretend we’re still young.”
Valerie grinned. “I’ll build a whole section labeled Founders’ Row just for you.”
Panam raised her glass. “Only if there’s shade.”
“Done,” Sera said. “And good whiskey.”
Now the laughter rose again, rolling through the living room, easy and whole.
The fire had softened to embers, the room lit now by the subtle glow of the sconces and the soft hum of a late-night stillness. Empty cups sat scattered on the coffee table, and the warmth of shared laughter still lingered like smoke in the walls.
Panam stretched, standing with a quiet groan as she rolled her shoulders. “Alright,” she said, her voice low but resolute, “we should hit the road before the desert wind decides to flirt with us.”
Vicky rose with her, wrapping her arm casually around her waist. “You just don’t want to admit you’re getting sleepy.”
“I’m just trying to be responsible,” Panam shot back, smirking. “You know… Aldecaldo example and all.”
Valerie stood and walked over, pulling Panam into a firm hug. “Thank you for coming, Sister. It means a lot.”
Panam hugged her back tightly. “Always. Just promise me when you drag a piano into the desert, I get front row.”
Valerie laughed. “You got it.”
Vicky hugged Judy gently. “You two… you’ve built something beautiful here.”
Judy smiled, the kind that settled in her eyes. “Thanks for being part of it.”
As they made their way to the door, Sera and Sandra followed close behind. Sera’s arm was looped gently around Sandra’s waist, her fingers brushing the edge of the bandage as if checking it one more time.
Valerie opened the door, letting in the cool breath of Klamath night. The grass swayed gently beyond the deck, and the faint reflection of the moon shimmered across the lake behind them.
Panam paused in the doorway, glancing back once more. “You ever need backup at Dust Bone or a drink just send word.”
Judy gave a half-salute, half-wave. “Same goes for you. No more waiting till after the chaos.”
As Panam and Vicky made their way down the porch steps toward the Mackinaw, Valerie turned to Sera and Sandra.
“You two good to make it home?” she asked, her tone warm but faintly maternal.
Sera smiled. “We’ll be fine, Mom. Promise.”
Sandra squeezed her hand. “We’ll text when we’re home.”
Valerie kissed Sera’s forehead and gave Sandra a gentle pat on the shoulder. “Take care of each other.”
Judy stepped in to pull Sera into a tight hug. “And don’t forget you’re helping me dye this hair again in two weeks.”
Sera grinned into her shoulder. “I wouldn’t miss it.”
As they left, the crunch of tires and quiet rumble of engines rolled out across the peninsula road, fading into the distance.
Valerie and Judy stood at the threshold for a moment, just watching. The house behind them was quiet now. Still carrying the scent of garlic and sponge cake. Still echoing with laughter.
Judy leaned into Valerie, her head resting against her shoulder. “It’s good when they’re all here.”
Valerie wrapped an arm around her, the rhythm of her heartbeat slow and steady beneath her touch. “It always will be.”
They stayed there for another breath, then stepped back inside together, the door closing gently behind them.
As the door clicked shut behind them, the house finally exhaled. The hum of night settling into stillness. Valerie slid her arms around Judy from behind, drawing her close with the kind of tenderness that came only after years of loving someone through everything.
She pressed her lips to the rose tattoo on Judy’s neck, letting the kiss linger. “That dye settled in enough for sleep?” she murmured against her skin.
Judy leaned back into her, fingers finding their way through the loose strands of red hair brushing her shoulder. “If it’s not, you’re on laundry duty.”
Valerie smirked. “You really trust me to get hair dye stains out of the sheets?”
Judy laughed softly. “Be cheaper to buy a whole new set than replace the washer when you blow it up.”
Valerie chuckled, then kissed her shoulder with exaggerated innocence. “I’m not that bad… am I?”
Judy turned slightly, just enough to stroke Valerie’s hand over her waist. “Not really. Just... famously unpredictable.”
There was a beat of quiet before she added, “You gonna play that new song for me tomorrow?”
Valerie’s smile curved into something a little sheepish. “Might get me murdered. The band’s already got one new track to learn for Dust Bone, and now I’ve got two they haven’t heard.”
Judy arched an eyebrow. “They’re gonna throw you in a cactus.”
“They love me,” Valerie said, unbothered. “Mostly. And they’re talented enough to pull it off. I just... I hear the notes before I can help myself.”
Judy grinned. “You’ve always heard things the rest of us don’t lucky for us, really.”
Valerie’s voice dropped into something softer, earnest. “I’m just happy I still get to survive my chaos with you.”
Judy turned in her arms then, eyes locking with hers in the hush of the moment. “That’s the only chaos I’ve ever wanted.”
They stood like that a breath longer still close from dinner, from the conversation, from the weight that had finally lightened after so many months of change.
Then Judy kissed her slow, sure, no urgency.
When she pulled back, she laced their fingers together. “C’mon,” she said gently. “Time to sleep before you throw the whole setlist into the fire tomorrow.”
Valerie laughed as she let herself be led down the hall, the floor creaking familiar beneath their bare feet. Toward the room that still smelled faintly of lavender and lake air. Toward the life they’d built one beat, one day, one promise at a time.
Inside the bedroom, the hush returned familiar and sacred. The curtains swayed gently from the cracked window, letting in the soft breath of lake wind. The moonlight reached just far enough to catch the folds of their sheets and the curve of Judy’s profile as she moved toward the dresser.
Valerie peeled off her denim shorts and purple tee, folding them into the hamper. She pulled on a loose tank top, the fabric worn in all the right places, and slipped into her favorite sleep shorts with the faded lotus pattern near the hem.
Judy changed quietly beside her black sleep shorts, one of Valerie’s old band tees she refused to give back. She caught Valerie’s glance in the mirror and smirked as she adjusted the hem.
“What?” Judy asked softly.
Valerie shook her head, smile tugging at her lips. “Nothing. You just always look right in my shirts.”
“Good,” Judy murmured, walking over. “Because I’m not giving this one back either.”
They slid beneath the covers together, the weight of the day finally falling away in full. Judy curled onto her side, hand resting on Valerie’s waist, her thumb tracing slow lines over freckled skin.
Valerie leaned into her, brushing her nose gently against Judy’s forehead before speaking. “I know tomorrow’s going to be chaos. But this? Right here? This is the only place I ever need to be.”
Judy’s breath met hers in the dark, slow and steady. “Same. Doesn’t matter how much changes… as long as I get to end the day like this.”
Valerie kissed her temple, then let her fingers find the space just under Judy’s hand interlacing gently.
Their legs tangled. Their breaths synced.
Outside, the wind moved through the trees and rippled over Klamath Lake, soft as a lullaby.
Inside, there were no more words. Just warmth. Just skin. Just two lives still tethered together by everything they’d survived, everything they still dreamed for.
Sleep found them slowly, wrapped around each other, the quiet holding them like the safest promise in the world.
Chapter 17: Dance Inside The Rain
Summary:
Set in July 2088, Dance Inside The Rain follows Valerie and Judy Alvarez as they prepare for and perform a live show at Dust Bone Canyon, joined by Valerie’s band and Clan Alvarez. The atmosphere is celebratory a moment of joy, music, and legacy shared among family, friends, and allies.
The day begins at the Lakehouse, where Valerie and Judy move through their morning rituals affectionate, grounded, and quietly attuned to each other. As they prepare for the show, memories resurface, and tender moments reflect how far they’ve come since Night City.
Arriving at Dust Bone Canyon, Valerie reconnects with her band: Paz, Ethan, Alba, and Aniko. The reunion is full of banter, loyalty, and creative energy. The performance builds toward a climactic rendition of “Ashes Rise,” a song Valerie wrote in the aftermath of war.
Celebration turns to chaos as the family loses one of their own, and Sera's life hangs in the balance, carried forward by the very thing they all fought to protect: each other.
Chapter Text
The morning light crept in. The room was still dim, kissed only by the faint golden-blue haze of Klamath Lake’s reflection through the blinds. The air was warm between them, bodies tangled under the covers, still carrying the hum of the night before.
Judy’s fingers stirred first barely moving. She traced slow, lazy circles along Valerie’s thigh, then up to the curve of her sleep shorts. Her hand hovered there for a moment, brushing against the waistband, teasing but not demanding. A soft reminder.
Valerie shifted slightly, the movement subtle but telling. Her breath changed, and Judy smiled to herself.
“You’re awake,” Judy whispered, voice low, husky with sleep and mischief.
“Couldn’t miss that entrance,” Valerie murmured, still half-lost in the dark comfort of the sheets.
Judy leaned in, lips grazing the edge of Valerie’s neck just beneath the lotus tattoo and neural ports. “Been thinking about your freckles all night,” she murmured, tongue brushing lightly over one near her collarbone. “Missed a few last night. Might need to fix that.”
The relay buzzed faintly at the edge of her mind, not invasive, just aware. Valerie’s calm presence hummed through it, like sunlight warming glass. Judy let it anchor her, the low pulse of shared memory and love tethering her when her own thoughts still ran jagged.
Valerie’s breath caught gently as Judy’s hand slipped beneath the hem of her tank top, fingertips gliding up her stomach with featherlight precision, lingering beneath the soft swell of her left breast. Her thumb brushed across sensitive skin, slow and reverent. She lifted her tank top while her lips found the inked lyrics below, pressing a kiss to each word don’t tell me I’m dying like a vow etched into flesh.
She shifted lower, kissing a path down Valerie’s body. Her mouth hovered above the elegant rose winding Valerie’s forearm, lips brushing the stem between Valerie and Judy, pausing just long enough at Forever & Always to breathe her love into it.
Valerie let her head fall back against the pillow, a quiet hum escaping her throat. “Always forget how gentle you can be when you’re leading.”
Judy chuckled, breath warm against her ribs. “You bring it out of me, guapa.”
The sync continued gently, just enough to feel Judy’s resting rhythm. The steady, quiet hum of the woman she loved still fighting her way back, and still here.
Judy kissed the curve of Valerie’s hip before tugging down her sleep shorts in one slow pull, letting them fall into the sheets like forgotten armor. Her hands smoothed along the tops of Valerie’s thighs, fingers flexing softly against freckled skin. Then she lowered herself between Valerie’s legs with reverent ease, like kneeling at an altar.
The sync pulsed between them again, a low golden flicker behind Judy’s eyes. She felt Valerie’s breath catch then ease. Not from arousal alone, but from trust. From memory. From the quiet knowing that she was seen, held, and worshipped in a way that only their souls could connect.
Her mouth moved with slow precision tongue tracing the inside of her thigh, lips kissing upward with soft, wet warmth. She paused, just above the heat between her legs, and the relay flickered as Valerie’s pulse began singing through it as Judy hummed against her. Judy felt her voice like she was singing onstage with a melody only meant for her.
Judy felt the rhythm steady, matched her own breathing to it, and then let her lips move downward, guided by both their hearts in sync.
Valerie’s fingers gripped the sheets for a heartbeat before finding Judy’s hair, threading into the long strands as green and pink spilled across her stomach like waves. “Jude…”
“I know,” Judy whispered, her voice thick with adoration. “Let me take care of you.”
She pressed her mouth to Valerie’s center, tongue slipping between folds with aching slowness, savoring the taste of her. She worked in gentle circles, tongue flicking and curling, her lips sealing against Valerie as the rhythm deepened. Her hands held steady on her lover’s hips, grounding her as Valerie’s back arched in response.
Valerie gasped, fingers tightening in Judy’s hair not to guide, but to anchor herself. Her thighs tensed, hips rising to meet the rhythm Judy set, a silent plea for more that was answered instantly.
Judy didn’t rush. She knew this body, every shiver and stuttered breath. She teased and took, sucked gently and licked deeper, each moan Valerie gave her another measure of the music they made only for each other.
Through the relay, Valerie felt Judy’s devotion as much as her mouth, that quiet vow in the way she held her hips, in the ache she eased without asking. She could feel Judy’s heart steadying hers, syncing every beat.
The climax came not like a crash, but like a tide swelling, rolling, pulling Valerie under in waves. Her breath caught with a stammered whisper of Judy’s name, and then she melted into the sheets, flushed and trembling, her hands finally loosening.
Judy kissed her way back up, slow and soft, her lips brushing along Valerie’s inner thigh, her stomach, the curve beneath her breast. She whispered against her jaw, “Still with me?”
Valerie reached up, pulled her into a deep kiss that lingered like the last note of a song played just for two. “Never left.”
Their foreheads pressed together, skin still slick, breath mingling in the golden hush.
Valerie’s fingers slid along Judy’s jaw, tracing the familiar line with aching affection. Her hand drifted lower, over the curve of her side, then past the band of her sleep shorts her voice soft but sure.
Valerie’s breath was warm against her. “Let me take care of you now”
Judy blinked, her smile slow and knowing. “Gonna one-up me, huh?”
Their relays hummed, syncing with the shared beat of anticipation. Valerie felt the flicker of heat in Judy’s pulse as if it were her own trust blooming through the link like a hand reaching through fog and being held.
Valerie leaned in, brushing her lips over the edge of the firetruck tattoo above Judy’s breast. “Not a competition,” she murmured, her breath warm. “Just want to show you how it feels to be loved by someone who remembers every inch.”
She trailed slow, open-mouth kisses lower over the red spiderweb on Judy’s breast, lingering just enough to feel her heartbeat against her lips. Then down along the curve of her arm, over the grenade inked into her forearm. She nipped gently there, then soothed it with her tongue before moving upward again to press reverent kisses to the roses on both sides of Judy’s neck, her hands never idle.
Her lips mapped the familiar territory of Judy’s body with the precision of someone who knew every freckle and every scar by heart. Her fingers teased beneath the hem of Judy’s sleep shirt, slowly pushing it upward with each kiss she placed down the center of her chest. The fabric rose inch by inch until it was drawn over Judy’s head and tossed aside, exposing soft skin to the cool air and the even warmer press of Valerie’s lips.
Valerie’s hand found her center underneath her shorts not just the place where breath hitched and skin burned, but the part of Judy that always leaned into touch. The relay shimmered gently between them, memories folding in: Valerie kneading the knots from her shoulders after battle, curling around her back at dusk whispering soft nothings, the way her fingers always knew where to press to bring peace instead of pain.
She paused by Judy’s stomach rolling down her shorts, pressing her lips to the panther tattoo below her navel. Her hands slid along her hips, thumbs circling lightly. Her eyes flicked up, emerald and gleaming. “This one always made me smile.”
Judy breathed out a laugh, her chest rising. “You liked teasing it with your tongue.”
Valerie smirked. “Still do.”
As her fingers curled into the waistband of Judy’s shorts, the relay stirred between them not bright or urgent, but warm. Familiar. Valerie felt Judy’s heartbeat thrum through it, the subtle shiver of anticipation, the flutter of nerves wrapped in trust. It wasn’t just arousal. It was Judy offering all of herself again, and Valerie receiving her with reverence.
Her hands grabbed the waistband of Judy’s sleep shorts. With practiced care, she slid them down her thighs, kissing each newly exposed inch. Her mouth trailed down the soft patterns of Judy’s inner thigh, over the Selfmade ink, then lowered her tongue flicking against the words inked into Judy’s skin: we all come from the sea.
She hovered there, just a breath away from Judy’s center.
“You still trust me?” she whispered, the heat of her breath ghosting where her mouth hadn’t yet touched.
Judy, already clutching the sheets, nodded once. “With everything.”
Valerie dipped her head, tongue meeting skin soft, steady, reverent. Her strokes were slow at first, teasing, learning all over again what Judy loved. Her tongue danced, curled, licked with purpose. She built tension with the patience of someone who had nothing but time.
Judy’s head fell back into the pillow, a breathless gasp escaping her lips. One of her hands gripped Valerie’s wrist, the other tangling in her red hair, holding, anchoring. Valerie hummed softly against her, the vibration enough to draw another whimper from Judy.
As the rhythm deepened, the relay pulsed in tandem a glowing tether between them. Judy felt Valerie’s heartbeat sync to hers, slow and sure. Valerie’s presence wrapped around her through the neural feed like a memory rediscovered: warmth in winter, laughter after tears, hands that never left. That sense of being held, entirely and without condition, surged through her body stronger than the pleasure itself.
Valerie’s hand slid up, fingers locking with Judy’s above the sheets while her other stayed firm on her hip, grounding her as pleasure rolled through in waves. She didn’t stop when Judy trembled. She didn’t stop when her thighs tightened around her. She held steady, drawing her closer and closer until…
A wave of emotion crested through the relay Judy’s love, her fear, her healing, and Valerie felt it all, as real and whole as breath.
“Val…” Judy’s voice cracked around the edge of a cry, pleasure flooding her limbs. Her entire body trembled, flushed and undone beneath Valerie’s mouth.
Only then did Valerie ease back, pressing kisses up Judy’s torso like a path home. She kissed the underside of her jaw, then curled in beside her.
They didn’t speak at first.
Judy’s hand still clutched Valerie’s, their wedding bands warm where they touched.
“You remembered,” Judy said, voice hoarse but tender.
Valerie kissed her shoulder, slow and sure. “I’ll never forget.”
Judy turned, brushing Valerie’s hair from her face. “You’re a menace.”
Valerie smirked. “So are you.”
Their foreheads pressed together, and for a while, the only sounds were their breaths syncing, their pulses slowly settling. The air still buzzed faintly around them, the imprint of shared heat and memory lingering in the quiet.
Neither of them moved far.
The air between them shimmered not with light, but with something warmer. Something intimate, pulsing beneath the skin. A hum just under the surface of breath and bone.
Judy leaned over Valerie, her body framed in sunlight from the window, golden streaks catching along the curve of her back, down her thighs, every line of her a poem only Valerie could read. She moved with the grace of someone who knew she was cherished and the hunger of someone who had waited long enough.
Valerie, flat on her back now, tucked her hands behind her head with a slow grin. “You’re staring.”
Judy’s voice came low, thick with affection and something darker curling beneath. “Just admiring my wife.”
She lowered herself, mouth brushing the edge of the lotus on Valerie’s neck, lingering where the ink met skin just beside the neural port. Each kiss trailed lower along the flowing lines across Valerie’s collarbone, spreading down her chest. Her lips grazed the script under her breast, kissing the curve above don’t tell me I’m dying, reverent. Then along the rose tattoo on her forearm, pausing at the looping promise: Forever & Always.
Judy moved with intent, straddling Valerie’s hips as her hands slid up the freckled line of Valerie’s arms, lacing their fingers together and guiding them to her own chest, letting Valerie feel the beat beneath. Her thighs pressed firm around Valerie’s waist, grounding them both in the moment.
“Ready?” Judy whispered.
Valerie couldn’t speak. Just nodded.
The relays synced instantly flashing softly behind their eyes, warmth surging from port to port like a current coming home. Emotion bled across the connection: want layered with devotion, memory braided with longing, trust so total it ached.
Judy began to move. Hips rolled slow at first, deliberate, dragging pleasure out like a breath held too long. Her mouth stayed close brushing Valerie’s cheek, her jaw, the corner of her lips but never quite settling.
Every kiss is a question. Every breath, an answer.
Valerie’s hands remained bound with hers, fingers flexing as the rhythm built, hips meeting, sliding, shivering against each other in a heat that melted hesitation.
Through the relay, every flicker of sensation doubled. Amplified. When Judy moaned low in her throat, Valerie felt it echo deep in her spine. When Valerie arched beneath her, gasping, the feedback loop sent it curling through Judy’s whole body.
The pleasure wasn’t just physical, it came threaded with memory: their wedding kiss, the first time they said I love you, the moment Valerie opened her eyes after Mikoshi and saw Judy waiting. It was all of them, every ounce of love, condensed into now.
Judy’s pace quickened, rolling her hips with fluid strength, her nails biting lightly into Valerie’s palms. Sweat beaded along her brow. Her body trembled with effort, with love, with need. Valerie’s back arched to meet her, and when her voice broke on Judy’s name, it wasn’t just heard it was felt. Deep. Through marrow. Through the soul.
Their eyes locked. Valerie’s wide with adoration, Judy’s burning.
Then it hit. A shared gasp pulled from both of them, heads tipping back in unison. The release wasn’t explosive, it was consuming. A wave that rolled through them, through the relay, their minds suspended in a single, overwhelming current of light and feeling.
Valerie cried out, her voice raw, fingers clenching Judy’s.
Judy followed with a shuddering groan, collapsing into her, body trembling, breath ragged against Valerie’s neck.
They stayed like that tangled, pulsing, hearts still beating out of sync with the world but in perfect time with each other. Their foreheads pressed together. Sweat cooling on their skin. A quiet between them wasn't silence, but safety.
Judy’s lips brushed Valerie’s again, no heat now, just gratitude. Her voice came soft, hoarse, and full. “I felt everything.”
Valerie, still catching her breath, whispered, “I know. Me too.”
Their fingers, still linked, squeezed once.
They’d spoken everything already through motion, through connection, through the pulse of two souls still choosing each other every single day.
The morning sun streamed in through the gauzy curtain, painting soft gold across the sheets and catching in the curve of Judy’s shoulder as she rested atop Valerie. Their skin was still warm, their breath still coming slowly from the rhythm they'd just shared, bodies flush, foreheads pressed, wrapped in the kind of silence that didn't need filling.
Valerie’s fingers lightly danced along the edge of Judy’s spine, tracing the lines of inked roses and spiderwebs, pausing over familiar spots she’d come to know like the back of her hand. A soft smile curved her lips as her hand drifted down, brushing the side of Judy’s thigh, just where the pattern ink faded into smooth skin.
Judy let out a sleepy laugh, muffled by Valerie’s neck. “If you keep that up, we’re not getting out of this bed.”
Valerie smirked. “We’ve had a long week. I think we earned one this morning.”
Judy propped her chin on Valerie’s chest, hair cascading across her freckled skin like a veil of pink and green silk. “Didn’t you promise the band something today?”
Valerie groaned, half-laughing. “Right… Dust Bone. New songs. Inspiring the clan.”
Judy arched her brow. “Are you going to inspire them naked, and with bedhead?”
Valerie reached up, brushing the shaved side of Judy’s scalp gently, letting her fingers skim the still-settling pink dye. “You think they’d mind?”
Judy leaned down and kissed her slow, soft, the kind that didn’t beg for anything but offered everything. “They’d follow you in pajamas and combat boots. But yeah, maybe run a brush through that hair first.”
They both laughed softly. Valerie’s smile lingered longer, more thoughtful now. She let her hand fall to rest over the tattoo beneath Judy’s breast, I refuse to sink her thumb lightly stroking the curve of ink.
“Are you doing okay?” she asked.
Judy nodded, pressing their foreheads together. “Yeah. Better than I’ve felt in weeks.”
Outside, the lake shimmered in the morning sun.
Valerie just closed her eyes and breathed her in.
“Alright,” she murmured. “Five more minutes, then I’ll go inspire the damn world.”
Judy smiled against her skin. “I’ll make the coffee.”
Valerie grinned. “And I’ll make it up to you tonight.”
Judy winked. “Better put it in writing.”
With one last kiss, they let the day begin wrapped in each other’s warmth, already moving forward.
Five minutes turned into seven.
But eventually, they pried themselves from the sheet's skin warm, muscles aching in that soft, pleasant way, and padded barefoot into the bathroom. Valerie reached for the faucet, steam already curling upward before she even stepped inside. Judy leaned against the wall for a moment, watching her.
“No seductive shampooing this time,” Judy teased, smirking. “This one’s for function.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You’re lucky I didn’t drag you into the lake.”
Judy stepped in with her, the water cascading over both of them. “You would’ve, too.”
The spray hit her pink-and-green strands, but Judy kept her head tilted just enough to avoid soaking it. “Gotta let the color set,” she murmured, tugging Valerie in close. “You remember when I dyed it that one time and it ran down the drain like someone spilled fruit punch?”
Valerie chuckled, scrubbing her hands gently over Judy’s back. “Yeah. I almost cried.”
Judy laughed. “You did cry.”
Valerie grinned against her skin. “Only a little. It was your look, Jude. Still is.”
They took turns with the body wash quick dabs across collarbones, shoulders, hips. Efficient, but not without care. They still lingered on the familiar places: the freckled curve under Valerie’s ribs, the soft line of Judy’s waist. No rush, just rhythm.
When they stepped out, Valerie grabbed the towel and patted Judy’s hair dry as carefully as she could.
“Treat it like sacred ground,” Judy warned, amused.
“Yes, my queen,” Valerie replied solemnly.
Back in the bedroom, the playful banter rolled right into getting dressed. Valerie tugged on a dark gray tank top with faded synth band print across the front, her usual denim shorts fitting snug around her hips. She fastened the holster of Last Ride to her hip. Judy slipped into her black cropped tee slightly loose, and a worn pair of cargo shorts that had seen one too many ops but still hugged her just right. The holster of #1 Crush clicked snug against her hip.
Judy glanced in the mirror, tilted her head. “The pink’s catching nice in this light.”
Valerie, behind her, adjusted her own shirt and smiled. “Matches your mouth.”
Judy glanced over her shoulder, arching a brow. “Is that a compliment or a warning?”
Valerie tapped her rose-etched forearm. “It’s both.”
Judy smirked, but the warmth in her eyes gave her away. She stepped forward and bumped her hip gently against Valerie’s. “C’mon, romantic menace. If you make me miss coffee again, you’re sleeping on the deck.”
Valerie raised her hands in mock surrender, laughing. “I wouldn't dream of it.”
They walked together down the short hallway, bare feet padding softly over the floorboards. The gallery of photos lining the walls caught morning light through the side windows snapshots of family, Clan memories, Sera grinning with grease on her face, and one of Valerie on stage mid-chorus, hair wild and eyes lit up.
In the kitchen, the scent of earth and lake drifted in from the open back windows. The lake shimmered beyond the deck, quiet and vast. Valerie opened the cupboard and grabbed two mugs while Judy moved by instinct to the kettle, her hand already reaching for the canister of ground coffee.
“You’re making it strong, right?” Valerie asked, sliding the mugs across the counter.
Judy poured in the water and smirked. “Is there any other way? Splash of milk?”
Valerie nodded. “Just enough to soften the punch.”
Judy didn’t reply, but the curl of her lip said she approved.
As the coffee brewed, Valerie leaned back against the counter, crossing her arms. She glanced toward the living room, where a small notepad sat on the record table lyrics half-scrawled, waiting for a melody. A few lines from a couple days ago still played in her head. The fire. The way Judy looked at her in the quiet after. It was all there, waiting to be turned into something more.
“You’re thinking about the setlist again, aren’t you?” Judy asked, turning just in time to catch the faraway look in her wife’s eyes.
Valerie smiled sheepishly. “It’s hard not to. That crowd at Dust Bone… they could use something real.”
Judy slid a mug toward her, then leaned beside her, shoulder to shoulder. “Then give them real. Doesn’t have to be perfect. Just has to be you.”
Valerie took the mug, fingers brushing Judy’s as she did. “You always know what to say.”
“I just say what I’d want to hear from you,” Judy said, taking a sip.
They stood there for a few quiet beats, sipping coffee, letting the light and the day slowly settle around them.
Then Valerie exhaled. “Alright. After breakfast, I’ll call the band. Got a favor or two to line up.”
Judy arched an eyebrow. “Jessica and Vanessa?”
Valerie nodded. “Gonna need a piano delivered into a canyon, somehow.”
Judy laughed into her cup. “You really are a menace.”
Valerie winked. “But I’m your menace.”
Judy bumped her again, smiling as she opened the fridge. “Let’s start with breakfast, mi amor. Eggs and toast sound good?”
“Only if you make the toast. You always get it right on the edge of being burned.”
“I call it golden-barely-survivable,” Judy shot back.
Just like that, the day began again quiet, familiar, and full of all the little pieces that made up everything.
Valerie cracked eggs into a cast-iron skillet while Judy leaned beside her, sipping her second cup of coffee with a splash of milk. The scent of roasted beans, toast, and searing butter mixed gently with the lake breeze drifting in through the kitchen’s open window. Sunlight filtered across the floor, dancing just beneath the archway into the living room.
Judy tapped the spoon against her mug, watching Valerie with a faint smile. “You’re humming again.”
Valerie glanced over, unaware. “Was I?”
Judy nodded. “Something new?”
Valerie flipped a piece of toast onto a plate. “Maybe. Could be that rainstorm song again. I can’t stop hearing it.”
They ate slowly at the kitchen table just eggs, toast, and a bit of avocado Judy found buried in the fridge. Valerie’s bare foot brushed Judy’s under the table more than once, soft, absent affection that stayed in motion even when neither of them spoke.
Judy set down her fork halfway through, eyes narrowing playfully. “You’re stalling.”
Valerie raised a brow, still chewing.
“You haven’t called the band yet,” Judy continued. “That look in your eye? It’s the I’m-about-to-ask-them-for-too-much look.”
Valerie swallowed and smirked. “You know me too well.”
“That’s my job,” Judy said, sipping her coffee. “So, what are you asking?”
Valerie leaned back in her chair, arms folded, and looked out toward the lake for a long beat. “Two new songs. An impromptu performance. Possibly a piano delivered to the edge of Dust Bone Canyon.”
Judy blinked. “You are still asking too much.”
Valerie chuckled. “They’ll understand. It’s for something real.”
Judy reached across the table, brushing Valerie’s freckled fingers with her own. “Then call them. While the coffee’s still warm and your voice hasn’t been kissed hoarse yet.”
Valerie let out a breath. “Alright. But I’m blaming you when Paz starts shouting.”
Judy gave her a half-smirk as she sipped her coffee. “Bring it on.”
The breakfast dishes were still warm in the sink, the lake glinting beyond the deck when Valerie set her mug down and reached for her Holo. Judy leaned on the kitchen counter with her second cup of coffee, the collar of her black tee showing just enough to show the edge of her lotus tattoo on her shoulder.
“Alright,” Valerie said, scrolling through her group thread. “Time to rally the chaos.”
She tapped the group call icon. The screen blinked to life first Ethan’s braided head appeared, followed by Paz still chewing on something suspiciously crunchy, then Alba, calm as ever with morning light pouring through a window behind her. Aniko joined last, eyes rimmed in faded eyeliner, blue hair still slightly wet from a recent shower.
“Val!” Ethan grinned, voice smooth like always. “Tell me you’re calling to say we finally get to melt some faces.”
Paz let out a snort. “She better be. I’ve been hitting practice pads all morning. I’m sweating and nobody’s even clapping.”
Valerie laughed. “That’s good, 'cause I need all of you ready. Dust Bone Canyon tonight. It’s not a paid gig, but it’s for the Clan morale, memory, the whole heartbeat kind of thing.”
Alba nodded slowly. “Dust Bone’s sacred ground. We’re in.”
“We already guessed this was coming,” Aniko added, calm but sharp. “We’ve prepped the set. Ashes Rise, Love Through Loss, The Roads We Travelled tight and clean. Just say the word.”
Valerie blinked, a bit stunned. “You already ran it?”
Ethan leaned in, grinning. “We know how your mind works, Val. And we figured you’d wanna try out the new ones.”
Valerie’s smile widened. “Dance Inside The Rain and To Feel Alive?”
Aniko gave a subtle nod. “Got a piano intro for Dance Inside The Rain that might make Judy cry.”
Valerie smirked, glancing at Judy over her shoulder. “Shhh. Don’t ruin the surprise.”
Judy chuckled from her perch. “You better hope there’s even a piano out there to play it on.”
Paz cracked his knuckles. “She’s calling in favors, I can feel it.”
“I am,” Valerie admitted. “Jessica and Vanessa owe me. If anyone can find a way to float a grand piano down a canyon road without it falling into the basin, it’s them.”
Alba raised her mug. “Then we’ve got everything we need. Just bring that voice and that fierce guitar of yours.”
Ethan echoed her tone, gentler now. “We’ve got your back, Val. Just like always.”
The screen lit with familiar faces, all nodding. The sense of family wasn’t just at the table anymore it extended right through the Holo.
Valerie’s voice softened. “Thanks. I mean it. I’ve got some weight to carry into those songs. I want it to feel like something.”
Aniko gave her a rare small smile. “It already does.”
“Alright,” Valerie said, breath steady. “Let’s make Dust Bone feel alive again.”
They signed off one by one, waves and half-smiles, until the Holo dimmed back to black.
Judy stepped behind her, wrapping her arms around Valerie’s waist, chin resting on her shoulder. “You always do that.”
Valerie tilted her head back, arching a brow. “Do what?”
Judy smiled, her voice low, fond. “Turn everything into something that breathes.”
Valerie leaned back into her, warmth rising in her voice. “Only ’cause you’re my lungs.”
Judy kissed her neck, soft and certain. “Better start warming up, rockstar.”
Valerie leaned back against the counter, letting the last of her coffee settle. Judy rinsed the mugs, leaving them to dry by the sink as sunlight spilled across the kitchen floor. The warmth of the morning still lingered, softened now by the low hum of satisfaction and purpose.
Valerie picked up her Holo, thumb brushing the surface. “Think it’s time to call in a favor.”
Judy glanced over her shoulder. “You gonna charm Vanessa or bribe her?”
Valerie smirked. “Depends on how early they went to bed last night.”
She tapped the line open secured, Clan channels only, and it rang twice before the image of Vanessa appeared. Her red hair was pulled into a low side, yellow eyes sharp but relaxed. She wore a sleeveless vest, the hint of Wolfcat insignia on the collar.
“Morning, Alvarez,” Vanessa said coolly, but there was amusement in her voice. “Are you calling for logistics or trouble?”
“Both,” Valerie replied, leaning her hip against the counter. “Got a show tonight at Dust Bone. Raising morale for Dust Bone Canyon. You two still have that reinforced transport platform?”
Vanessa nodded. “Yeah. The one we used to haul the BD booth into the Neon Arcade. What’re you moving?”
“An upright piano,” Judy said, sliding in beside her, arms folded and chin lifted. “It’s for Clan morale. And my emotional stability.”
Vanessa’s laugh was quiet, quick. “Understood. One piano, moved with care. That means I’ll need some hazard pay for Jessica.”
As if summoned by name, Jessica’s voice cut in offscreen: “Hazard pay? You just want an excuse to get dressed up and show off the rig again.”
Judy grinned. “We all have our motivations.”
Jessica stepped into view, tousled white fennec fur glowing under the loft’s skylight, pink-and-green hair messily pinned up. “You’re lucky I love you two,” she said, winking at Valerie. “We’ll be there tonight.”
“Appreciate it,” Valerie said. “You’ll be compensated in tequila and chaos.”
Jessica mock-saluted. “Our favorite currency.”
Vanessa’s tone softened slightly. “You two doing okay? After everything?”
Judy nodded. “We are now. Just… refocusing. Regrouping. It felt good to wake up with a little peace for once.”
Vanessa’s eyes held hers a beat longer. “Then we’ll see you tonight. We’ll make sure the peace holds.”
Valerie smiled. “Thanks, Sis.”
The line was cut with a soft chime.
Judy exhaled, rolling her shoulders once. “Well… piano secured.”
Valerie tapped her Holo off and leaned against her for a moment, forehead against temple. “This is gonna be good.”
Judy smiled. “Yeah. It really is.”
With the piano transport secured and coffee winding down, Valerie leaned her elbows on the kitchen counter, thumb brushing across her Holo. Judy was nearby, casually slicing a peach at the counter, every so often popping a slice into Valerie’s mouth when she wasn’t looking.
Valerie caught her hand mid-air the third time, kissed her palm.
“Okay, you’re gonna make me forget what I’m doing.”
Judy smirked.
“That’s the point.”
Valerie rolled her eyes fondly, then tapped the screen to open her contacts. The secure line blinked active to Kinazaki’s appointment manager. She exhaled as it rang, the image shifting to a sharply dressed Tyger Claw woman seated at a desk inside the pachinko parlor office. Her expression softened the moment she recognized Valerie.
“Valerie Alvarez. I wasn’t sure when we’d hear from you again.”
Valerie nodded.
“I was hoping Kinazaki might have time to talk. Just a follow-up.”
The woman nodded.
“Of course. Please hold.”
The screen shifted again now Kinazaki himself appeared, seated formally in a clean gray suit. His katana rested against the wall behind him, his face lined with exhaustion, but steady.
He gave Valerie a respectful bow of the head.
“Valerie-san.”
She dipped hers in return.
“Kinazaki.”
A pause passed between them, less awkward, more contemplative.
“I trust you and Judy made it back safely,” he said.
Valerie gave a nod.
“We did. And you?”
Kinazaki spoke clearly. “I remain… alive. My son still breathes, though dishonored,” he said, tone heavy but deliberate. “I let him live. The duel ended as it should have. But the ideology he clings to it will fester. That fight is not over.”
Valerie nodded solemnly.
“Schism made his move shortly after. Led the Iron Bulls straight at Highland Junction. If we hadn’t stopped them when we did…”
“Japantown would be burning,” Kinazaki finished. “And likely, Klamath Falls too.”
There was a pause, shared understanding woven in the silence.
“I heard from my scouts,” Kinazaki said, “that your daughter and her wife were ambushed.”
Valerie’s voice tightened.
“They were. But we reached them in time. They’re safe, but marked. The Bulls know who they are now.”
Kinazaki’s expression darkened.
“That changes everything.”
Judy’s voice came in softly from across the kitchen, not intrusive, just firm.
“Tell him thank you for holding to the agreement.”
Valerie glanced over at her, then back at the Holo. “Your loyalty matters. You held your ground, and we saw that. I wanted to make sure we said that before the next storm rolls in.”
Kinazaki’s voice carried something quiet and resolute. “The Tyger Claws will not be the blade that tears this city apart again. Not under my watch. I honored our agreement because I believe in it. But I will need your Clan’s strength if this spreads beyond Yoshiro’s circle.”
“You’ll have it,” Valerie said. “Our line holds.”
“Then for now, we rest. We rebuild, and we watch the horizon.”
Valerie bowed her head again.
“Until next time, Kinazaki.”
He mirrored the gesture.
“Until next time.”
The call ended.
Valerie set the Holo down gently, glancing over to Judy.
“He’s holding strong. For now.”
Judy wiped her fingers on a towel, peach slice forgotten.
“Then we hold together with him. Just means we’ve got a little more time.”
Valerie smiled faintly.
“Tonight we use that time to play loud enough to remind everyone what they’re fighting for.”
Valerie stretched, rolling her shoulders until they popped. “Well that takes care of all the calls.”
Judy leaned in, kissed her forehead. “Then we better start packing.”
Valerie nodded, brushing her hand down the front of her tank. “Grab our vests from the closet. Gonna be hot today. Easier to perform in than denim sleeves.”
Judy headed toward the bedroom, her footsteps soft on the hallway wood. Valerie turned down the opposite path, slipping into the recording studio. She grabbed her guitar case from the stand, checked the latches with practiced ease, then hefted the amp beside it.
By the time she returned to the living room, Judy was already there vest snug over her cropped tee, boots laced tight, and her silver lotus-and-rose charm necklace resting just below her collarbone. "Alvarez" gleamed from the center like a quiet promise.
She knelt to set Valerie’s boots beside the couch and held out the matching vest.
Valerie took it with a smile, slipping it over her tank and running her fingers down the lotus patch stitched onto the breast. “Still glad you love that necklace.”
Judy ran her fingers through her pink-and-green hair, brushing it gently back. “I don’t even need the relay to feel how much this gift means to you.”
Valerie stepped closer, pressing a kiss to her lips. “You're the one that gives it meaning, babe.”
Judy brushed her freckled cheek with a thumb before stepping to the wall hooks. She lifted the white sun hat with crossed rose embroidery and placed it gently on her head.
“Still love this too, mi amor,” she said, adjusting the brim. “Makes me feel more like myself… more than my hair ever could.”
Valerie picked up her lyrics notepad from the record table, tucked it into her back pocket. “Even without all that, Jude all I see is you. And you're beautiful.”
Judy grinned. “You’re always the romantic.”
Valerie winked as she grabbed the amp and guitar cases. “Romantic, menace, or rockstar whatever the role, I’m still yours.”
Judy blushed, shaking her head with a smile. “How do you do that, Val?”
Valerie turned mid-step, pretending not to notice. “Uh, do what?”
Judy walked with her to the door, teasing, “Still making me blush even after all these years.”
Valerie paused, eyes warm. “I just speak from my heart. And I know you’ll always find it.”
Judy gave her shoulder a playful tap. “Come on, flirt. We still gotta meet with Jen before the show.”
They stepped out the front door, the morning sun already rising over Klamath Lake, casting soft reflections across the ripples out back.
Valerie turned right toward the truck parked beside the garage. She opened the back door, gently set her guitar case on the seat, and set the amp on the floorboard beneath. Judy was already climbing into the driver’s side, adjusting the hat slightly before starting the engine.
Valerie closed the back door, hopped into the passenger seat, and leaned gently against Judy’s shoulder.
As the truck rolled down the peninsula dirt road, the house behind them softened in the rearview.
Valerie began her vocal warmups in quiet tones half hum, half breath as they made the hour-and-a-half journey toward Dust Bone Canyon hearts steady, minds clear, voices ready.
The road out toward Dust Bone Canyon stretched long and open, framed by morning heat shimmering off the highway. The landscape blurred gently past the windows, earthy reds and golden dust banks trailing out to the horizon. The truck hummed beneath them, steady and familiar.
Valerie sat reclined in the passenger seat, one boot up on the dash, her fingers resting lightly against her throat as she cycled through soft vowel warmups. Low hums, subtle pitch lifts, the rhythm of breath catching in perfect time with the steady roll of the tires.
Judy drove one-handed, her other resting casually on the gearshift, hat brim tipped just enough to shade her eyes from the rising sun. She glanced sideways, smiling softly at the sound of Valerie humming through her vocal exercises.
Valerie reached into the inside pocket of her vest, pulling out her Holo just as it buzzed softly.
The projection flickered, then sharpened Sera’s freckled face front and center, wind pushing strands of red across her cheeks. Sandra stood just behind her, steady as ever, her calm smile visible beneath the brim of her wide hat.
“Hey Moms,” Sera greeted, her voice bright. “We got in early this morning.”
Judy’s mouth curled as she kept her eyes on the road. “You two never sleep, do you?”
Sandra leaned into frame, dry as ever. “We had coffee. That counts.”
Valerie chuckled softly, still working her way through a scale under her breath before lowering the Holo slightly. “Where are you now?”
“Walking the upper ridge with Jen,” Sera said, angling the camera to show the canyon behind them. “She showed us a few spots that used to be natural acoustic pockets before the rocks shifted. Real echoey stuff Sandra was nerding out.”
Sandra gave Sera a nudge. “You’re the one who said it felt like the ground was singing.”
Valerie smiled wide at that, glancing at Judy. “Sounds like you two already found the foundation for that center.”
“Maybe,” Sera replied, her tone thoughtful now. “We talked a lot. Jen thinks we could carve a terrace into the upper slope, let the sound roll down into the basin without needing heavy tech. Natural, sacred kind of feeling.”
Sandra nodded. “It’d be small at first, just space for music, sketch sessions, maybe even dance. Just enough to give people a place to breathe.”
Judy’s voice softened. “That’s exactly what we hoped you’d find.”
“We’re still sketching it out,” Sera said. “But… it feels right, you know?”
Valerie nodded, tucking a red strand behind her ear. “Dust Bone was built to remember. Maybe this is how we teach the next ones to keep remembering.”
Sera smiled. “I like that.”
They rode the silence for a few moments, just watching one another, connected not just by signal but by the hum of purpose they all shared.
“Anyway,” Sandra said, adjusting the camera slightly, “we won’t take up your drive time. Just wanted to check in. Tell you we’re okay. And that we’re proud of you two.”
Judy smirked. “Who raised you to be such a softie?”
“Two retired mercs with too many guitars,” Sera fired back.
Valerie and Judy both laughed. Valerie reached for the end call symbol but paused just long enough to say, “We’ll see you soon. Don’t be late. Family seats are in the front row.”
“You know we wouldn’t miss it,” Sandra said.
“Break legs,” Sera added, grinning.
The Holo blinked out.
Valerie looked ahead, the canyon roads beginning to stretch wider, sunlight breaking fully across the horizon. “They’re really building something, Jude.”
Judy’s voice was quiet, but strong. “So are we.”
The road curved gently between mesas and scrubland, sunlight painting long golden lines over the hood of the truck. A soft breeze filtered in through the cracked window, tugging playfully at Valerie’s red hair as it shimmered in the light. The truck's hum was steady, a quiet backdrop to the warmth that had settled between them.
Valerie stretched in her seat, smirking as she glanced over. “I’m just glad what we’re building involves you waking me up in ways that let me practice my vocal exercises on something other than singing.”
Judy let out a playful giggle. “Pretty sure I still made you sing, mi amor.”
Valerie gave a theatrical sigh. “Helps me develop my range.”
Judy winked, not missing a beat. “Certainly the high notes.”
Valerie nudged her with her shoulder, grin tugging at the edge of her lips. “You remember when I sang My Heart’s Desire to you on the dock?”
Judy’s eyes softened, a memory settling behind them like sunlight on water. “Still one of the most beautiful things you’ve ever given me.”
Valerie turned slightly, tapping her neural relay. A soft pulse synced them. Emotions passed easily trust, affection, the familiar steady rhythm of shared breath. “Want to continue my warm-ups with that memory?”
Judy nodded wordlessly, her hand finding Valerie’s thigh as Valerie closed her eyes for a beat, and began to hum.
Her voice was low at first, carrying like a lullaby across the hum of tires.
“I saw a heart that was broken
Felt the storm behind her stare
But in her pain, I saw something golden
A beauty most wouldn’t dare”
Her voice flowed with the gentle cadence of the road, her fingertips tapping an invisible rhythm against her thigh. Her emotions spilled quietly across the link, letting Judy feel each note before it even touched the air.
“She looked at me, lips breaking with laughter
Placed her hand against my chest
No promises, no ever after
Just eyes that said, ‘Try your best.’”
Judy’s fingers gently squeezed her thigh, breath catching at the familiar ache of those lines. Valerie sang softer now, in that way she always did when singing directly to her.
“So I kissed the hurt, held the flame
Built a life where love had a name
Told her, “You don’t have to be okay
I’ll love you anyway.”
Valerie timed her breaths to Judy’s heartbeat, each inhale aligned with the warmth pulsing from her wife through the relay.
“I never needed saving, just a place to land
You gave me more, you took my hand
And when I shake, when I fall apart
You’re still the calm inside my heart”
Valerie reached over, brushing her fingers across Judy’s arm, finishing the song like a whisper:
“Judy, you are my fire
What my soul requires
With you, I’ve found what’s real and right
The stars that blaze through darkest night
You’re my reason, you’re my grace
And I’ll keep chasing your face
Judy, you’re my every day
In your love, I’ll always stay”
The moment hovered between them, quiet and full.
Judy’s eyes never left the road, but her voice was thick with warmth. “Just hearing you sing some of those parts is still beautiful. Are you going to record it someday?”
Valerie’s smile was soft, content. “Even if I do, that song’s only ever truly meant for you.”
Judy reached over, intertwining their fingers on her thigh, their rhythm settling once more love carried not in grand declarations, but in the steady hum of the road, the curve of a hand, and the heartbeat of a song.
As the final turn opened wide ahead, the carved edges of Dust Bone Canyon came into view. Pale rock formations catching the light like watchful sentinels. The kind of place where echoes are remembered.
Valerie sat forward a little, eyes focused. “Let’s give them something to remember.”
Judy nodded, steady and sure. “We always do.”
The truck rolled over the ridge trail into Dust Bone Canyon just past midday. The wind carved low through the canyon’s edges, warm and restless. Valerie sat with her arm propped against the passenger door, fingers gently strumming against her thigh. Judy drove steady, one hand on the wheel, the other resting gently atop Valerie’s knee when not shifting. The silence between them wasn’t tense, but watchful. Even surrounded by the dusty amber cliffs and rock-blasted beauty, something buzzed beneath the surface.
Valerie exhaled, eyes flicking across the jagged horizon. "Something feels... off."
Judy didn’t flinch, only glanced toward her, pink-green strands brushing the air underneath her sunhat from the open window. "Same for me. I thought it was just the pre-show nerves."
As they descended into the canyon proper, familiar figures began to come into view. A few Clan Alvarez scouts waved from the high ledges stationed with rifles and comms gear. The carved-out lower level was alive with movement. Stalls had been repurposed as prep spaces, lights strung haphazardly across stone outcroppings, and small speaker towers already rising against the sandstone.
Sera and Sandra stood with Jen near a flat open space cleared by the reading stones. The cliff face behind them provided natural acoustics and a perfect makeshift amphitheater. As Judy parked the truck and cut the engine, Valerie stepped out slow, her boots crunching on red dust.
Sera turned, lifting her hand in a wave before jogging the short distance. “You two made it.”
Valerie pulled her into a hug, brief but grounding. “Wouldn’t miss it.”
Judy gave Sandra a one-armed hug, careful of her shoulder. “How’s the arm?”
Sandra nodded. “Holding up. No pain, just a little stiff.”
Valerie looked between them. “Have you felt anything weird since this morning? Energy shift, anything out of place?”
Sera hesitated. “Kinda. Not enough to call a threat. But something’s... watching. Not Ghost Watch either.”
Jen stepped in, brushing her blonde hair back. “Been noticing odd patterns in the cliff sensors. Just enough to raise questions.”
Valerie’s eyes narrowed slightly, then softened. “Let’s keep alert, but don’t panic the crowd. We’ll set up, stay ready.”
Within the hour, the band arrived. Ethan was hanging off the side of the van, Paz climbing out shirtless as always, Alba unloading the keys with quiet focus, and Aniko stepping down last, piano wire looped in her hand.
“Boss,” Paz shouted. “Hope you got a setlist ready. I brought the thunder.”
Valerie laughed. “You always do.”
Minutes later, another rumble announced Vanessa and Jessica’s arrival. Their flatbed pulled in with casual flair, the old piano secured in the bed. Vanessa hopped down first, wolf eyes gleaming, her dark red hair catching sun. “You’re lucky I love you, Val. This thing weighs a ton.”
Jessica stretched, hopping from the rig’s other side. “Consider it a gift from the Wolfcats. Call it an investment in young chaos.”
Sera lit up. “We were hoping to build something here for music and art.”
Vanessa looked toward the canyon’s heart. “This is the place to do it.”
Judy stepped forward, brushing her hand across the smooth piano finish. “Guess I’ve got no excuse not to cry now.”
Aniko smirked. “Wait until you hear the melody I put together.”
Valerie raised a finger to her lips. “Shh. Surprise.”
Judy chuckled, placing a kiss on Valerie’s cheek. “You know I hate surprises.”
Valerie smiled. “You’ll love this one.”
The band started rehearsals under the canyon’s open sky, sound bouncing warm and full. Valerie kept one ear tuned to the rhythm, the other to the wind.
Far above, past the ridgeline shadows, something waited, listening back.
The canyon air hung still with a weight that wasn’t heat. It wasn’t tension either at least not yet, but something unspoken, the kind of quiet that whispered in the bones.
Valerie stood near the edge of the natural stone rise that overlooked the main hollow of Dust Bone Canyon, eyes scanning the horizon beyond the settlement. Her vest caught the wind gently, the phoenix patch rippling like breath. Her gaze lingered on the carved stone paths, the rise and fall of rock ledges, and the way the light curved through the narrow slot passages.
Judy stood beside her, hand loosely linked with hers, watching with that quiet understanding she always carried. Behind them, the band was setting up the murmur of laughter from Ethan and Paz echoing off the canyon walls, Aniko and Alba checking cabling by the portable amps.
Sera approached from across the courtyard with Sandra beside her, both already in their lighter desert gear and carrying hydration packs. Sandra’s arm still bore the faint memory of a healed wound, but she moved without hesitation.
“You alright, Mom?” Sera asked gently.
Valerie didn’t look away from the ridge just yet. “Yeah. Just something feels… off. Can’t place it. Might be nothing. But it’s stuck with me since we pulled in.”
Sandra glanced toward the north slope. “You want us to take a look around? Sweep the side trails?”
Judy nodded, her voice calm but edged with awareness. “Check anything that looks too quiet or too new. The Canyon holds old secrets. Sometimes it hides new ones too.”
“We’ll handle it,” Sera said, already tightening the straps on her pack.
“Not alone you won’t,” came Jessica’s voice, boots crunching lightly on the gravel as she and Vanessa approached.
Vanessa’s yellow eyes scanned the upper canyon ridges instinctively. “You’re not the only ones feeling it. Something’s been crawling on the edge of my senses since this morning.”
Jessica flashed a fanged grin. “Besides, we’ve got the claws and senses to sniff out bad news. Let us tag along.”
Valerie looked at them all, then nodded. “Stay sharp. If anything feels too well-placed, you mark it, not engage it.”
Sandra gave a quick salute. “Understood.”
Sera turned back briefly, the wind tugging a loose strand of red from beneath her hood. “We’ll be back before the first chord.”
Valerie watched them go, a small knot forming in her chest, one she couldn’t quite smooth away. Judy’s hand slid across her back, grounding her.
“They’ll be okay,” she whispered.
“I know,” Valerie said quietly. “But still… something’s waiting.”
The air shifted the moment they stepped away from the central camp. Dust Bone Canyon held its usual serene amber light slipping between layered stone, the hush of wind threading past weathered carvings and sensor posts, but beneath it all, something tugged at Sera’s instincts like a thread just out of reach.
She glanced at Sandra beside her, who held her tech scanner loosely in one hand. “Are you feeling it too?” Sera asked quietly.
Sandra gave a soft nod. “It’s subtle. Not eyes on us, but like something is watching.”
From behind them, the soft crunch of boots echoed. Jessica swung up onto a nearby ledge with ease, eyes sharp behind her tinted lenses. “You know,” she muttered, “I usually like a canyon. All the echo, all the places to push someone off.”
Vanessa chuckled low, her wolf augmentations shimmering in the dim light as she scanned a deeper split in the rock wall. “You’re just mad no one’s tried to flirt with you yet.”
“Don’t tempt me,” Jessica drawled.
Sera slowed near a ridge that overlooked the wider bend of the canyon trail, her hand trailing along an old engraved message stone, one of the canyon’s original markers. “This place it’s supposed to be a sanctuary,” she said.
Vanessa stepped up beside her. “And maybe it still is. But someone’s been testing the walls.”
Sandra knelt by one of the junctions in the rock where a surveillance line met natural cover. Her fingers brushed a strange indentation subtle, intentional. “This wasn’t done by us.”
Jessica dropped down beside her. “Could be Snake Nation. They were always better at crawling through cracks than kicking in doors.”
“Or someone trying to learn from them,” Vanessa added, crouching nearby.
Sera’s gaze drifted upward, toward the high wall of the canyon. “Schism came with muscle, but Snake Nation they were ghosts. Hit like whispers. Burned like secrets.”
Sandra stood slowly, her voice calm but resolute. “We should flag this for Jen. Get it checked and watched.”
Jessica stepped closer to Sera, eyes narrowing. “You think they’re already here?”
Sera didn’t answer right away. Instead, she looked out over the long stretch of rock and memory, where the canyon opened into the distance. Then she finally said, “I don’t think they ever left.”
Silence settled in, not heavy, but knowing.
Vanessa pulled out her comm link and pinged Jen’s secure relay. “We’ve got subtle signs of possible infiltration, or prep for something worse. Might be nothing. Might be a matchbook waiting to be struck.”
Sera turned to Sandra. “We tell Mom quietly. No panic, no fear. But if something’s coming…”
Sandra took her hand, fingers threading gently through hers. “Then we’ll be ready.”
Jessica gave a half-smile, eyes gleaming. “We always are.”
Together, they started back toward the camp, their boots soft against the canyon path. Dust stirred with every step, but the wind carried it forward toward whatever was waiting.
The sounds of music drifted faintly on the canyon wind snare taps and low synth hums echoing through the carved stone halls. The band was still rehearsing on the raised stage nestled into the natural curve of Dust Bone’s gathering area. Aniko’s keys danced in the background, soft and haunting, threading around the canyon walls like mist.
Sera led the way up the slope, hand still loosely laced with Sandra’s. Vanessa and Jessica flanked behind, their boots silent despite the gravel, tension riding in the sharpness of their postures. They moved like they belonged, but today they moved like shadows.
Jen stood at the edge of the overlook near the archive tunnel, her back straight, gaze watchful. She caught sight of them and met them halfway, stepping down into the path with her usual quiet strength.
“You all walked the perimeter?” she asked, eyes shifting briefly between them.
“We did,” Sera said. “Found faint traces, carved rock, disturbed surveillance line near the west fork.”
“Intentional,” Sandra added, her voice low. “Not recent, but not old either.”
Jessica crossed her arms, scanning the ridge behind Jen. “Whoever it was, they weren’t sloppy. They knew how to move without being seen. Not Raffen.”
Jen’s mouth pressed into a line. “Snake Nation?”
Vanessa nodded. “Or someone trained by them. Could be laying groundwork picking at defenses, learning the rhythm of the canyon.”
Jen sighed, brushing a lock of blonde hair behind her ear. “We’ve kept Dust Bone off the major maps for years. But peace doesn't make us invisible.”
“It just makes us quieter targets,” Jessica muttered.
Sera stepped closer, her tone steady but careful. “We’re not panicking. But I think it’s worth having a second watch in place for the performance tonight. We’ll keep eyes in the outer paths if it’s nothing, we’ll know. If it’s something... we’ll be ready.”
Jen gave a single nod. “I’ll coordinate with the other lookouts. Thank you, all of you.”
Just then, Judy’s voice called from the direction of the stage. “Hey, shouldn’t you four be hydrating instead of scheming?”
She was standing beside Valerie’s amp, a towel slung over one shoulder, grinning just enough to break the moment’s edge. The light hit her dyed hair perfectly pink and green alive beneath the canyon sun, the white sunhat still resting like a crown over it.
Sera smirked. “We hydrate after we save the canyon, Mama.”
Judy raised a brow. “Then save faster. Aniko’s about to play something that might break time.”
Sandra leaned toward Sera. “She’s not wrong. I heard it. I almost cried.”
Jessica winked at Judy as they walked up. “You’re welcome, by the way. This piano wasn’t gonna carry itself across half the state.”
Vanessa brushed her fingers along the side rail of the stage. “We’ll post up after warmups. I wouldn't miss the show. And we’ll make sure it runs smoothly.”
Judy nodded once quiet gratitude behind the playful front. “Thank you. All of you.”
Jen touched Sera’s shoulder gently before stepping away. “We’ll handle the ground. You go be what this canyon needs tonight.”
Sera looked over to where Valerie stood now adjusting her guitar strap, head slightly bowed, the sun casting soft orange on her freckled shoulders.
“Yeah,” she said. “We will.”
Then they turned toward the stage, music rising again, and the canyon walls waiting to echo it back.
Valerie adjusted the strap of her guitar and let it rest against her thigh, rolling her shoulders once to shake the weight loose. The rehearsal heat still clung to her neck, but the breeze that threaded through Dust Bone Canyon was starting to cool, sweeping in soft between the sandstone walls.
She took the water bottle Judy passed her with a grateful smile, their fingers brushing. “You always know when I need it.”
Judy grinned, tipping her own bottle back. “I’ve been watching you melt up there for the last ten minutes. Thought I’d better intervene before you become a puddle.”
Valerie smirked. “Just trying to bring heat before the actual fire starts.”
Nearby, Ethan had collapsed into one of the old driftwood benches, head tilted back as he poured water into his mouth and half of it missed entirely. Paz sat on the edge of a crate, thumbing a rhythm on his thigh with a drumstick while nodding to himself.
Alba leaned against a canyon pillar in the shade, eyes half-closed like she was composing something inward. Aniko was the only one who hadn’t moved much; she sat cross-legged by the piano, tapping a slow, thoughtful melody out of keys she barely touched, her mind somewhere deeper than the canyon floor.
Judy pulled her hat off just long enough to fan herself with it, then slipped it back over her dyed hair. “They’re in good shape. I think they’re more excited than nervous.”
Valerie glanced around at her band at the stillness that wasn’t quite still, just holding its breath. “They’re family. They know what this means.”
Across the clearing, Sera and Sandra stood, wiping dust off their boots, cheeks slightly flushed. Vanessa and Jessica leaned near one of the back support beams, sharing a water bottle like they’d been swapping glances instead of hydration.
Jen stood to the side, hands behind her back, scanning the upper ledges, but her smile when Valerie caught her eye said enough: things were in motion, and the people who mattered were in place.
Valerie took another sip, then let her hand drift to Judy’s waist. “How are you feeling?”
Judy leaned against her, just enough to make the gesture intimate but casual. “Like I’ve already heard the best part of the day.”
Valerie glanced down, touched. “The song?”
Judy nodded. “Yeah. And everything after.”
Valerie rested her forehead against Judy’s for a moment, grounding them both. “You always were the calm before the storm.”
“Only if I get to be your encore too,” Judy whispered.
Valerie smiled, and pressed a kiss to the tip of her nose. “Always.”
From the other side of the canyon, a call came from one of the spotters that it was time to start gathering.
Everyone began rising slowly, finishing their water, brushing dust off their clothes, tuning strings and checking cords. The casual laughter was still there, but thinner now focused, the shift before showtime. The kind of quiet that says we’re ready.
Valerie stepped forward, slipping her hand through Judy’s.
“Let’s go give them something to hold onto.”
The sun had settled just above the canyon’s western edge, casting long amber shadows across the stone. Dust Bone Canyon felt like it was holding its breath quiet but not still. Like the whole place had gathered around the makeshift stage carved from natural stone and raised pallets, waiting for something sacred to begin.
Valerie ran her thumb along the edge of her guitar neck as she stepped up beside the piano. Her vest settled lightly against her tank, the lotus patch catching the fading light. The familiar weight of Last Ride rested just behind the curve of her hip, holstered low and secure. Beside her, Judy adjusted the strap of her own vest, the glint of her charm necklace nestled just below her collar. #1 Crush sat on her opposite hip, holstered in mirrored symmetry to Valerie’s.
“You ready?” Valerie asked quietly, giving her hand a squeeze.
Judy’s eyes scanned the gathered crowd mixed with clan members, allies, and family. Then she looked back to Valerie with a soft grin. “For this? Always.”
The others were already falling into place.
Paz twirled a drumstick between his fingers, the corner of his mouth tugging upward in his usual half-sarcastic grin. “Showtime,” he said, tapping the stick twice against his thigh.
Ethan slung his bass with practiced ease, nodding to Valerie from under his jet-black braids. “The stage feels good,” he said. “Vibes are clean.”
Alba stood quietly near the keys, brushing dust from her synth. She gave Valerie a gentle nod. “We’re in tune.”
Aniko, still seated at the piano Jessica and Vanessa had hauled in earlier, played a soft intro run light, distant, like rain just beginning to fall.
“I told you she’d make you cry,” Aniko murmured as Judy passed her.
“Don’t tempt fate,” Judy said, smirking through the lump rising in her throat.
Off-stage, the final touches came together.
Sera and Sandra stood near one of the canyon’s inner ledges, arms draped lightly around each other, the sunset painting a soft rose across Sandra’s arm. Jen stood with them, her posture relaxed but her eyes sharp already tuned to the mood of the crowd. Vanessa and Jessica lingered off to the side, leaning together near a crate of bottled water, their vests unzipped and loose in the breeze. Jessica gave Valerie a wink as their eyes met. Vanessa just offered a quiet nod, her expression unreadable but steady.
Panam and Vicky had found a seat near the center of the crowd, close enough to see but far enough not to steal focus. Panam sat forward, arms on her knees, her gaze fixed on the stage. Vicky leaned closer to whisper something into her ear Panam’s shoulders eased slightly at whatever it was.
Johnny was hanging back, trying to melt into the shadows like a ghost still figuring out how to be real again. He caught the canyon light now and then just enough to give him away. Sera must’ve invited him. Probably for the music. Maybe for the memory.
The murmurs died down as Valerie stepped forward to the front of the stage, her guitar settled comfortably against her frame. A hush passed through the canyon. Just the wind, the slow creak of shifting rock, the warmth of faces waiting to hear something real.
Valerie scanned the crowd, let her eyes rest for a moment on Judy, on Sera, on Sandra.
Then she leaned slightly into the mic.
“Before we get to the set we’ve been working on,” she said, her voice low, steady, “I was hoping to start with something new.”
A murmur of interest passed through the gathering.
Valerie’s gaze drifted toward Judy again, softened, anchored. “Something for a very special woman in the crowd. A promise. A memory. A storm we danced through.”
Judy smiled gently, but didn’t move.
Valerie adjusted her grip on the neck of the guitar, nodded once to Aniko.
Then, with the breeze threading softly past the canyon walls, she began the first chords of Dance Inside the Rain.
Aniko’s fingers started first low, gentle, rolling like thunderclouds on the horizon. The old piano groaned a bit under her touch, but the melody came through crisp, measured, haunting. Each note rose from the keys like rainfall threading through silence.
Valerie stepped closer to the mic, the guitar’s strap snug over her shoulder. Her fingers found the frets, and with a single downward strum, she joined Aniko melody meeting harmony, present meeting memory.
The opening lines floated out, quiet but clear:
“Didn’t need a song on the radio
Didn’t need a crowd or place to go
Just your hand finding mine
And the sky letting go”
Judy stilled in the front row. She hadn't sat and wasn't sure she could. Her hand lightly touched the lotus charm resting near her collarbone, her eyes never leaving Valerie. Behind her, even Jessica had gone quiet, one arm draped loosely around Vanessa’s waist, attention fixed on the stage.
“Bare feet on old stone
Streetlights flicker like they know
Every heartbeat, every breath
Takes its cue from your soul”
The sound rolled like mist down into the canyon hollows, touching every soul in the crowd with its honesty.
Then, just before the next line, the full band came in.
Ethan’s bass gave the melody its spine steady and warm. Paz’s drums entered soft but precise, like raindrops on metal and rock. Alba’s ambient synths curled around Valerie’s guitar, building an atmosphere that swelled with the next verse.
“So let it rain, let it pour
I’ll hold you close forevermore
The world can spin, the storm can swell
But here with you, I move so well
In this quiet, in this grace
No one else, no other place
Just a slow dance in the rain
And your love, soft as my name”
The music rose gently, but the vocals stayed grounded, no theatrics, just truth. Valerie didn’t look out across the crowd often. Her eyes remained on Judy.
Judy’s hand came up slowly, fingertips brushing under her lashes. She didn’t wipe the tears away, just let them fall.
“Your hair clung to your cheeks
Lashes wet, but your smile speaks
No makeup, no masks, just you
And I’ve never seen a clearer view”
Sandra leaned lightly against Sera’s side, whispering, “It’s really about her,” as Valerie’s voice held through the refrain.
“My jacket draped around your frame
You whispered, ‘Stay,’ I said, ‘Always’
We swayed like time was ours to spend
No start, no need to end”
Panam had rested her elbow on her knee, her knuckles lightly pressed to her lips. Vicky watched Judy instead of the stage, a quiet smile spreading with every note.
“So let it rain, let it pour
I’ll hold you close forevermore
The world can spin, the storm can swell
But here with you, I move so well”
Judy’s hand closed over her mouth. Her eyes never wavered.
“In this quiet, in this grace
No one else, no other place
Just a slow dance in the rain
And your love, soft as my name”
Alba’s synth curled upward like breath in cold air warm beneath it, Ethan’s bass thudded like a heartbeat.
Valerie’s voice dropped, almost to a whisper:
“Each droplet a vow we never spoke
Each step a tether we never broke
No audience, no need to prove
Only two hearts that always knew”
With that, she stepped forward, guitar gently swaying, as the whole band built behind her nothing too loud, just powerful. Resolute.
“Let it rain, and let it fall
We’ve weathered harder, we’ve had it all
But this moment? This gentle sway?
It’s why I’ll choose you every day”
She looked at Judy, eyes only locked on her.
“With the sky and the storm as our refrain
We find forever in the rain
A slow dance, a quiet flame
And your love, soft as my name”
The last chord lingered like mist in the canyon.
The piano faded first, then the rest until all that remained was the hush.
Judy was crying now, openly. But she was smiling, too.
Aniko didn’t say a word. Just gave Judy the gentlest glance before reaching across the keys to touch the edge of the piano like it was something sacred.
The crowd didn’t erupt in noise.
Instead, a warm wave of soft sighs, held breaths, and quiet awe rippled through them all like everyone had been allowed to feel something too tender to name.
Valerie stepped back from the mic, gave the strings a final brush, and turned to the band.
Paz grinned, tossing a drumstick into the air and catching it with flair.
Ethan just nodded once. “Ready?”
Valerie smiled faintly. “Let’s rise.”
The first beat of Ashes Rise struck like thunder rolling in.
The canyon still held a lingering hush from Dance Inside the Rain, but it didn’t last long.
Paz cracked his drumsticks together once, twice then exploded into a heavy kick-snare rhythm that echoed off the canyon walls like gunfire. Ethan’s bass dropped in next, low and rumbling, rattling bones. Alba’s synths flashed brighter, harder now less mist, more lightning. Aniko's piano cut sharp chords underneath it all, anchoring every beat.
Valerie stepped back up to the mic, gripping her guitar like a weapon, her whole frame braced with purpose. She gave Judy the briefest glance, and in her eyes love, fury, loyalty, everything they’d survived for.
Then she sang.
“Snake Nation tried to kill me
They hurt my family
I’ve endured their shit
With every bullet I’ve been hit
Like a Phoenix
I rose again”
With that, her fist shot into the air.
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS!
SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!”
The crowd erupted. Dozens of fists raised. Battle-worn leather, metal fingers, calloused hands all rising as one.
“UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!
SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!”
Behind her, Paz was a storm, hair whipping, sticks flying, drums pounding like war drums. Ethan swayed with the groove, his fingers a blur across strings, head bowed in full concentration. Alba kept her eyes closed, the synth vibrating through her spine. Aniko, upright and calm, played with deliberate fire, each note a warning shot.
“Every throw of the dice, we’re the ones who pay the price
We are the virtue locked inside their vice!
We’ll never fade away
Even when we crumble like clay
Let’s show ‘em we won’t obey!”
Valerie slammed into the next chorus, voice ragged with grit:
“SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS! SPREAD YOUR WINGS!
UNLEASH YOUR RAGE!
SHOW THEM WE DON’T BELONG IN A CAGE!”
The canyon shook under the crowd’s stomping, cheering. Judy had one hand on her hip, the other gripping the lotus charm again, her grin wicked and proud.
Sandra and Sera stood a little apart, hands clasped, eyes locked on Valerie. Vanessa had her arms crossed but was nodding along. Jessica was grinning wide, already mouthing the next line.
Valerie’s voice climbed, taking them all with her.
“WE JUST RISE AGAIN!
RISE AGAIN!
RISE AGAIN!!
WE WILL RISE!”
The last word was a roar, Valerie's roar, but it belonged to everyone.
Just as the final guitar chord faded…
Sera’s head snapped to the ridge. Her hand seized Sandra’s wrist. Her voice cut through the afterglow.
“I love you, Sandra.”
The first gunshot cracked the night open.
Sandra barely had time to brace as Sera threw herself into her, shielding her with her body a second shot tore through the canyon, then a scream, then chaos.
Snake Nation had come. Hidden in the shadows of the cliffside. Coordinated, and precise.
They’d waited for the rise to strike the fall.
Now Dust Bone Canyon burned.
Valerie still had the mic in her hand when her guitar clattered to the ground. Her hand flew to her hip, drawing Last Ride with a practiced snap. Judy had already moved gun drawn, stance low, between the crowd and the chaos.
From the cliffs and shadows came Raffen Shiv howls, Iron Bulls firing from cover, even Tyger Claws traitors backing Yoshiro emerging behind what was thought to be friendly lines.
The stage turned into a battlefield.
Panam was already shouting into her radio for Aldecaldo reinforcements. Vicky pulled a wounded teen behind cover. Ethan had tackled Alba behind the keys. Aniko, calm as ever, crouched behind the piano for cover. Paz? Paz was laughing just laughing as he swung a mic stand like a warhammer into the first attacker that came too close.
Valerie’s voice came in through the mic, and the wind:
“CLAN ALVAREZ! DEFENSIVE LINE NOW!”
Her eyes were already locked on the ridge.
On Sera, who lay in Sandra’s arms bleeding, trembling, but breathing. Barely.
Sandra’s own voice ragged but determined cut through:
“Hold on, baby. Hold on…”
The world had become a soundless roar.
Sandra didn’t remember when she screamed. Only that it might’ve torn something inside her. Might’ve wrenched out whatever piece of her had known how to stay calm in moments like this.
Sera was heavy in her arms, not dead weight, not yet, but limp enough to break every rule Sandra had ever lived by.
Her boots pounded the canyon stone, gunfire cracking behind her in sharp flashes. People yelling. Someone fell. Someone else screamed for cover. But all of it blurred to the pulse she could feel in her palms Sera’s pulse, fluttering too faint, too fast, then slow again.
“Hold on. Just hold on,” Sandra murmured, more breath than voice. Her arms were shaking from the effort, but she didn’t stop.
The blood had soaked through Sera’s shirt, darker than anything Sandra wanted to think about. Her freckled cheek was pale, lips parted, whispering something Sandra couldn’t make out over the adrenaline screaming in her ears.
“You’re okay,” Sandra whispered, stepping over debris. She ducked behind a half-toppled wall of sandstone, a sliver of cover tucked near the rear outcrop of the canyon. “You’re still here. You stay here.”
She laid Sera down slowly, carefully like setting a star onto cracked earth, and pressed both hands to the worst of the wound, her breath sharp.
The canyon smelled like dust and ozone and blood.
Her hands weren’t enough.
Sandra grit her teeth. Her mind scanned options, training flashing like slideshow images pressure, stabilizers, heat-packs, meds, but none of it mattered when the blood just wouldn’t stop. She had gadgets. She had tools, but none of them could reach inside and tell Sera’s body to fight harder. None of them could speak for her when she was slipping so fast.
Sera’s hand found hers. Barely moved, but it was there.
“Hey. You stay with me. You don’t…” Sandra swallowed hard. “You don’t get to check out. Not here. Not like this. You hear me?”
Sera’s lashes fluttered. Her lips twitched like she wanted to smile.
“I got you,” Sandra said, wiping a line of blood from her wife’s cheek with trembling fingers. “You were supposed to give me shit about the backup routes. About my plan to bring extra coolant packs.”
Sera didn’t reply.
The firefight still raged beyond the rocks. Echoes of gunfire, flashbombs, someone shouting Valerie’s name over the comms. None of it reached this space. This tiny, sacred piece of stillness where Sandra held the woman she loved, too broken to move and too stubborn to let go.
She leaned closer, pressing her forehead against Sera’s temple, the warmth there faint but present.
“You said we’d paint the Canyon with music,” she whispered. “You promised me a mural on the east wall, remember?”
Her voice cracked, thick with grit she couldn’t swallow down. “Said we’d call it Fire and Rain… You said people would dance here.”
Sera didn’t answer, but her fingers twitched just enough for Sandra to see.
Sandra pressed a kiss to her knuckles. “That’s it. Just stay with me.”
She fumbled for the trauma pack on her belt, working on instinct. Her hands moved fast but not rushed pressing the clotting patch, stabilizer gel, everything she could pull out and press in and seal over the wound. Sera’s healing augments sustaining her, but not working fast enough. Her breaths were ragged. Her eyes burned.
“Baby, I know you’re tired,” she said quietly, her tone steady even when her throat wasn’t. “But you don’t get to rest yet. Not until we make it out. Not until I hear you say you love me again.”
A tear dropped onto Sera’s cheek.
Sandra hadn’t even realized she was crying.
“Not when I just saw you smiling in the crowd. Not when you were holding my hand like we had all the time in the world.”
She rested her forehead against Sera’s again, eyes shut tight, letting the world fade out around them.
“You are my world.”
That was the truth of it. The purest thing Sandra had ever said.
A promise sealed in blood and breath and everything still fighting to hold.
She didn’t move from that spot. Not yet. Not until she was sure the warmth beneath her hands hadn’t gone cold.
Not until the next moment revealed itself.
The canyon was ablaze with chaos.
Gunfire rang like thunder off the stone walls, and every flash of light cast jagged shadows across the carved walkways and makeshift staging. Smoke curled from shattered sound equipment, the smell of gunpowder thick and acrid. Screams cut through the air, some rage, some panic.
Judy ducked behind the remains of a knocked-over amp, her #1 Crush revolver raised, scanning for the next target. A streak of red flickered through her peripheral vision Vicky, taking point up ahead, both pistols drawn with that deadly calm she always carried into hell.
“We move now!” Vicky shouted over the comms, voice sharp.
Judy didn’t need to reply; she was already sprinting, boots hitting the stone hard. Every breath burned. Every step closer to where her daughter lay somewhere past the cliffs felt like one second too long.
Vicky’s shoulder clipped a Snake Nation grunt who lunged too slowly, her knee drove up into his ribs, dropping him before he even fired. Judy fired two shots past her flank, one connecting squarely with a Raffen perched behind a broken antenna tower.
“The left ridge is almost clear!” Vicky called, ducking under a burst of fire and rolling across cover. She came up fast, both pistols spitting light and thunder. “We’ve gotta punch through while we still have an angle!”
Judy moved in beside her, eyes scanning for the sliver of path that would take them toward Sandra and Sera. “You see her?” she asked, breath ragged, voice pushed through adrenaline.
Vicky didn’t look back. “No, but she’s close. I saw her break east. We flank that side and we’ll cut straight through to the outcrop.”
Another blast rocked the far edge of the canyon Valerie, somewhere in the fray, barking orders through the comms: “Protect the wounded! Regroup south ridge! Sera is the priority!”
Judy’s jaw clenched. “Damn right she is.”
The two women moved like storm fronts, fluid, deliberate. Judy’s revolver sang again, the silver barrel flashing as she dropped a Shiv dragging a broken polearm. Vicky vaulted over a crumbled ledge and slammed her shoulder into a Tyger Claw in mid-swing, her left pistol firing point blank into his chest.
The outcrop came into view barely. Smoke curled off the cliff edge, flashes of firefight still visible in quick pulses. Judy’s breath hitched.
She could see Sandra now.
Crouched low, her body curled over Sera’s still frame.
“Go!” Judy shouted, already moving. “Cover me!”
Vicky didn’t hesitate; she turned, stepped in front of Judy’s charge, and laid down a ruthless spread of fire to keep the ridge clear.
Judy ran like her soul was on fire.
The sounds faded again not because the battle had stopped, but because her mind had narrowed to one point of gravity. Sera, and Sandra. The two of them were surrounded by blood, stone, and far too much silence.
Judy skidded down the slope behind the outcrop, her revolver aimed but hand shaking.
“Sandra!”
Sandra didn’t look up at first, just held Sera tighter.
“I’m here,” Judy said, voice cracking.
She dropped beside them in the dirt, eyes wide and locked on her daughter. “I’m here.”
Vicky arrived seconds later, crouching on Sandra’s other side, her hands already moving to scan Sera’s vitals. Her expression shifted not panicked, but taut with restrained urgency.
“She’s fighting,” Sandra whispered, as if saying it aloud might help keep it true.
Judy reached forward and brushed a hand against Sera’s blood-matted bangs. “Then, so are we.”
Gunfire cracked past the ridge.
For a breath, a heartbeat, they were all there
shoulder to shoulder, still standing, still fighting for the only thing that ever mattered their family.
The canyon roared just beyond the stone wall, but back here behind cover, behind chaos the world narrowed to breath.
Sandra’s, and Judy’s breaths were heavy while Sera’s was still clinging barely.
Vicky stood just in front of them, stance wide, pistols drawn, body squared to the choke point in the rock. Her eyes scanned without blinking. Her shots came in measured bursts, two at the left ridge, one through a narrow gap at the right. Every round was precise, every movement clean. She wasn’t just protecting them. She was making space for them to breathe.
Behind her, crouched in the hollow where blood streaked the canyon stone, Judy had one arm wrapped around Sandra steadying her, grounding her while her other hand stayed pressed against Sera’s chest, just above the wound. She wasn’t trying to stop the bleeding anymore. There was nothing left to press. She was just… there.
Sera’s breathing was shallow. Too shallow.
Her freckles stood out in pale contrast, her lips slightly parted, fingers twitching where they curled against Sandra’s thigh. A drop of sweat rolled from Judy’s temple. She didn’t wipe it away.
“You’re still here,” she whispered, voice low and fierce. “You’re still fighting. You hear me, mi cielo? You’re not alone.”
Sandra’s hand found Judy’s at Sera’s chest. Clutched it. Didn’t let go.
Judy’s throat tightened. The words came quieter now, not broken, but burning.
“I know you’re watching,” she said, eyes lifting slightly, not toward the sky, but something beyond it. “You always are.”
The gunfire flared again beyond the ridge. Vicky didn’t flinch. She emptied a magazine, reloaded with fluid grace.
“I know you said fate bends where it must,” Judy whispered, leaning closer to Sera, her forehead brushing hers. “But this girl… she’s bent the whole damn world for us. Over and over again.”
The words trembled in the air, not with fear, but with faith sharpened by fire.
“She’s our daughter,” Judy continued. “Our leader. Our legacy. She gave everything to protect someone she loved.”
Her voice steadied, grounded.
“And I will give everything to bring her back.”
She didn’t cry. She didn’t scream. She just held one arm around Sandra, her hand still steady on Sera’s chest.
“If there’s still a choice to be made… if it’s her time or not… I’m telling you now: she’s not done.”
The air shifted slightly. Just a breath. Just enough.
Vicky turned, just briefly enough to meet Judy’s eyes. Enough to let her know they were still holding.
“I don’t care how you do it,” Judy said softly, her voice nearly swallowed by the wind. “But you will save my daughter.”
No thunder answered. No flash of light.
Just the pulse beneath Judy’s hand still faint.
Still real.
The canyon burned, but in that pocket of silence, a mother’s voice reached across time, across fate, across whatever veil still separated life from whatever came next.
Somewhere… something listened.
Gunfire cracked across the stone, echoing off the walls of Dust Bone Canyon in wild, ricocheting pulses. The smell of scorched metal and blood hung thick in the air. Valerie had just pulled a wounded elder behind the overturned speaker array when she heard a familiar thunderclap, not of drums, but of heavy rounds tearing through enemy lines with reckless precision.
The Malarion.
Silver, sleek, and unforgiving.
A figure advanced through the chaos from the western edge of the canyon. Gun drawn, jacket smoking, eyes hard beneath wind-tossed hair that had no right still being that stubbornly black. He moved like a ghost but hit like a storm. Bullet after bullet found its mark Snake Nation riflemen dropping like falling scaffolding.
Johnny Silverhand.
He vaulted over the edge of the second rise, landing hard, and didn’t miss a beat. Another shot Raffen Shiv sniper gone. Another Iron Bull gut-shot, armor folding inward. By the time he reached the stage, Valerie had already turned, Last Ride in her hand, wiping blood from her cheek with her forearm.
“Bout damn time,” she called, breath ragged.
Johnny’s grin was sharp, blood-splattered. “You throwin’ a party and forgot to invite me, or just figured I was past my prime?”
Valerie shook her head, but her eyes were fierce with relief. “Guess I figured if it was worth fighting for, you’d show.”
“Still can’t resist the spotlight,” he said, holstering the Malarion for a beat, only to grab a dropped shotgun from a fallen Raffen and pump a shell home. “Now let’s give ‘em one hell of an encore.”
Together, they climbed back onto the splintered edge of the stage.
Paz was still swinging his mic stand like a demon. Aniko had returned to the broken piano’s side, firing precise rounds through her sidearm, cool as death. Ethan, and Alba crouched behind the toppled synths, alternating fire from behind cover.
Johnny stood beside her now. Just like at Arasaka Tower. Just like all the damn times the world threatened to fall.
Only this time, the stakes weren’t just about burning empires.
They were about saving the future.
Valerie raised Last Ride and nodded to him.
“Let’s make ‘em bleed,” she said.
With that, the two legends surged forward into the chaos Valerie’s voice rallying across the comms, Johnny’s firepower tearing holes in the enemy line. A punk, a poet, a protector, and the storm that shaped them.
Unbeknownst to them, just beyond the edge of the battlefield, time had already begun to shift.
The air still crackled with heat from thrown grenades and scorched synth wires. Valerie dropped behind an overturned speaker rig, breathing hard, Last Ride’s barrel steaming in her grip. Her vest was torn at the shoulder, freckled skin marked with soot and a shallow burn, but she didn’t stop moving.
Beside her, Johnny reloaded his Malarion, the silver revolver gleaming beneath the stage’s broken lights. His expression was tight, jaw clenched like he was holding back time itself.
Valerie’s eyes scanned the canyon, locking toward the ridge. “They’re pinned near the comm post,” she said, nodding sharply toward a crumbling alcove of stone and wires, where she knew Vicky had taken cover with Judy and Sandra. And Sera…
She didn’t finish the thought. Couldn’t.
Johnny nodded, rolling his shoulder with a grunt. “Then let’s cut the line and get to them.”
The canyon thundered with fire and chaos. Smoke curled between the ancient stones, choking out sunlight, turning every breath into gravel. Gunfire cracked and echoed in the gaps between shouts, screams, and the low hum of dying tech.
Valerie ducked behind a fallen speaker rig, her pistol Last Ride drawn in one hand, her freckled cheek streaked with soot and blood. The stage behind her was half-demolished now, amplifiers sparking wildly where Paz had used a mic stand to flatten a Raffen skull.
She glanced to her right Johnny stood next to her, crouched low, the gleam of his Malarion Overture pulsing like silver death in his hand. He looked younger, heavier than the legend once whispered through backroom bars, but his eyes? His eyes were sharp. Focused, and fierce.
He met her gaze, his grin crooked. “Still playing to packed houses, huh?”
Valerie wiped her cheek with her sleeve, smirking through the haze. “I don’t remember inviting Snake Nation to the encore.”
Johnny leaned out, squeezed a round off the blast lit up the shadows where two Iron Bulls had tried to flank. “Guess they liked the opening act.”
Valerie’s grin faded as her comm had pinged with the sound Judy’s voice, tight with panic, cut through the storm.
“I’ve got them, but I need cover. Sera’s hit she’s not… just get to us. Now!”
Valerie’s gut twisted.
“These fuckers are gonna pay,” she growled, eyes flaring with urgency. “We move.”
Johnny nodded once, and together they broke from cover Valerie sprinting, her boots kicking up ash and dust, Johnny flanking wide with practiced aggression.
The landscape blurred. Raffen swarmed from the high ledges one dropped down in front of her, blade raised, but Valerie didn’t break stride. Her shoulder crashed into his chest and her knee followed, cracking his armor with a sickening snap before she dropped him with a point-blank shot from Last Ride.
“Left!” Johnny shouted she pivoted as he fired across her path, nailing a Tyger Claw who’d come too close. His revolver’s barrel smoked, his jaw clenched with purpose. No jokes now. Just war.
They ducked under a collapsed ridge support, Valerie sliding into a crouch beside a burning rig chassis. “We’re close!”
A scream rang out one of theirs, somewhere ahead, and then she saw the glint of Vicky’s pistols, saw the figure crouched beside her daughter and her wife. Judy was on the ground, one arm wrapped around Sandra, the other pressed firm over Sera’s body.
Sera's freckled face was pale, her body limp, blood soaking into the dirt beneath her.
Valerie’s legs nearly buckled.
Johnny grabbed her arm. “No time to break. Get there.”
They surged forward again, pushing through debris, stepping over broken instruments and spent casings. Johnny reloaded without looking. Valerie dropped two more Snake Nation bastards trying to flank the ridge. The smell of ozone, copper, and scorched leather filled the air.
They reached the makeshift wall of debris that shielded Judy and the others.
“Clear a path!” Johnny shouted to Vicky, who stepped aside just long enough for them to scramble in.
Valerie dropped to her knees, hand finding Judy’s first fingers slick with blood but still warm.
Sera was barely breathing.
Sandra was shaking, holding her like the whole world was crumbling beneath her spine.
Johnny holstered his gun slowly. His eyes settled on Sera,and his whole body shifted. Softened, and hardened. Something fierce and final moved through him.
Judy turned to Ghost Watch’s absence in the smoke-filled silence and whispered again, not with desperation, but with fire.
“I know you’re watching. Please... save my daughter.”
Smoke still clung to the air, curling like ghosts around shattered rock and dying echoes. Somewhere beyond the barricade, the canyon still burned shouts, gunfire, the warcry of Clan Alvarez, but inside this narrow circle of stone and breath, time bent.
Judy didn’t move her hand from Sera’s chest, her fingers trembling just slightly where they pressed over the rise and fall of her daughter’s failing breath. Her lips were parted in a quiet rhythm, not a prayer, not exactly. Just the shape of a mother’s hope.
Valerie crouched beside her, holding Sandra’s hand, while Johnny stood behind them, his shadow long and quiet in the flickering haze.
Then… the light changed.
It didn’t arrive. It revealed itself. Like it had always been there, hiding behind the veil of breath and grief.
Smoke clung to the air, heavy and burnt, curling low around shattered stone and the smoldering echoes of the battle still raging just beyond the outcrop. Dust Bone Canyon had fractured gunfire echoed off the cliffs, but here, in this small space carved out by desperation and devotion, the world had narrowed into a breathless stillness.
Sera’s pulse barely stirred beneath Judy’s hand. It fluttered then faded then caught again like it didn’t know whether to stay. Judy hadn’t moved from where she knelt. One arm still wrapped around Sandra’s shoulders, the other pressing firm and steady against her daughter’s chest. Her eyes never left Sera’s face.
Valerie knelt across from her, fingers still laced through Sandra’s trembling ones. Her free hand hovered over Sera’s freckled cheek, too afraid to touch. Too afraid it would be the last.
Johnny stood just behind them, silent. No guitar. No swagger. Just the weight of what had always come next.
Then the light shifted.
It didn’t pour in, it revealed itself. Like it had been there all along, veiled behind smoke and suffering. A shimmer, blue and rippling, stepped out from nothingness. Their form moved like slow lightning, code flowing across a translucent blue body. No footsteps, or sound. Just presence.
One of them.
Ghost Watch.
They didn’t speak at first. They only looked down at Sera, their expression unreadable, but something in it… reverent. As if this moment, this girl mattered in ways no mortal words could ever explain.
Sandra turned her head slowly, her voice catching in her throat. “You came.”
The figure lifted their hand with grace. In their palm: a Relic chip, silver and soft-glowing. Beside it, a shard etched with something ancient, pulsing with a light that didn’t flicker, only breathed.
Their voice came next impossibly layered, deep and thin all at once, like it was speaking across timelines.
“Sera Alvarez has earned the right to be preserved. If that is what her heart wishes.”
Sandra’s voice cracked. “You, you can save her?”
The figure gave a single nod. “We can offer the path. Her light fades, but has not gone out. If the shard and chip are placed now, her soul may anchor. She will fall into stillness until her time is ready to return.”
Judy looked up, her voice low, rough. “What’s the cost?”
Ghost Watch turned their gaze across the gathered Judy, Vicky, Valerie… and Johnny.
“As before. A soul for a life.”
Silence hit like an impact.
Judy’s shoulders stiffened. “Whose?”
They didn’t answer.
Johnny took a single step forward.
“Figures,” he said softly, with no humor in it. Just a tired understanding.
Valerie turned sharply. “Johnny…no.”
He raised a hand not to stop her, but to steady her. “Don’t. I knew the second they showed up.”
Sandra shook her head. “You don’t have to. Please. We can find another way…”
“There isn’t.” Johnny stepped closer to Sera and knelt, gently brushing her matted bangs back. Blood streaked across her temple, but her face still held that same stubborn softness. “Being stuck in your mom’s head that year… taught me more about life than I ever learned living it.”
He looked toward Sandra, then Judy. “I didn’t ask to come back. Wasn’t part of some grand plan. But when this kid called me Uncle Johnny... it made it mean something. Like maybe I was finally worth something.”
His hand trembled slightly as it hovered near Sera’s shoulder then he placed it over the Phoenix tattoo peeking through the blood, tapping it gently.
“Never stop fighting, Sera.”
Valerie’s breath caught. Her eyes widened with memory. “That’s what you told me… in Mikoshi. Just before…” Her voice broke.
Johnny didn’t respond. Just looked at her, calm. Content. He nodded once, as if to say, you turned out alright.
Judy leaned forward, lips parting, but the words didn’t come.
Johnny gave them all one last look. The kind of look that wasn’t goodbye it was thanks. For making the second chance worth it.
He turned to Ghost Watch.
“Do it.”
The figure moved forward with grace, their hand lifting to Johnny’s chest. Valerie’s hand found Judy’s. Sandra pressed her forehead to Sera’s. No one looked away.
A soft glow rose from Johnny’s body. No collapse. No cry. Just light. A quiet folding inward.
Then he was gone.
Sandra reached with trembling fingers and slid the chip into Sera’s neural slot. The shard followed, guided gently into the second slot.
A single breath left Sera’s lips.
Then another.
Then stillness met silence before breath was heard again.
Judy dropped her forehead to Valerie’s shoulder. Valerie held her close, her voice a whisper against her temple.
“She’s still here.”
Ghost Watch lingered a moment longer.
“She will sleep. She will heal. She is not lost.”
“Sandra Alvarez The Enclave awaits
when you are ready.”
Then, just like the shimmer they arrived in, they vanished.
In the silence that followed, Sera breathed.
The canyon quieted.
Not completely far off, the echoes of gunfire still snapped through the cliffs, Aldecaldo reinforcements sweeping the last of the ambush. But here, in the shallow curve of stone and ash where Sera lay breathing again, everything had slowed. Not peace. Just… pause.
Sandra sat on the ground, legs folded beneath her, cradling Sera’s head in her lap like it was the most fragile thing she’d ever touched. Her hands were stained with blood, her face streaked with dirt and grief, but her eyes never left Sera’s.
Not even when the others gathered around her.
Judy crouched close beside her, one hand pressed to Sandra’s shoulder, the other brushing back a few strands of Sera’s red hair from her cheek. “She’s stable,” Judy said softly, more to reassure herself than anyone else. “She’s breathing.”
Sandra nodded slowly. “But she’s not here. Not yet.”
“She’s here,” Valerie said. Her voice was steady, but it came from somewhere deep and cracked. “Just resting. Ghost Watch said she needs time to wake up.”
“She’ll wake up,” Vicky said. She was standing just behind them, pistols across her hips, sleeves pushed up past her elbows. Her face was calm, but her eyes gave her away. Damp. Focused on Sera with the kind of fear only a parent could mask with discipline.
“I saw her fall,” Sandra murmured. “Felt her blood on my hands. I thought she was gone. I thought…” Her throat caught.
Judy leaned in closer, voice gentle. “But she’s not.”
A long silence stretched between them. The kind where everyone wanted to speak but no one wanted to be the first to break.
Then Valerie sat down beside Judy, her knees drawing up, arms wrapped loosely around them. She stared at the ground for a moment. “Johnny saved me once. Now he saved her.”
Sandra swallowed hard. “I didn’t even know he was here.”
“He’s been quiet lately,” Judy said, her voice soft. “But Sera… she meant something to him.”
“She called him Uncle Johnny,” Valerie said, her voice thinning. “He used to laugh about it, like it was a joke. But I think… I think it meant more than he ever let on.”
Sandra gently lifted Sera’s hand to her lips and kissed her knuckles. “He didn’t even hesitate. Just stepped forward.”
“He knew,” Vicky said quietly. “Sometimes people don’t get to choose how their story ends. But he chose this.”
“No bravado,” Valerie added. “No last rant. Just… peace.”
Judy let her forehead rest against Valerie’s shoulder. “I didn’t get to thank him. Not properly.”
“You did,” Valerie murmured. “We all did. Just by being here. By still fighting.”
Vicky stepped forward, kneeling down beside Sandra. Her tone shifted, low but certain. “We’ll keep her safe, Sandra. She’s not alone. None of us are.”
Sandra nodded, silent tears finally slipping down her cheeks. “I know. I just… I wish she could’ve heard it. The songs you planned to sing.”
“She felt it,” Judy said. “Even before it began. You saw her face.”
Valerie reached over and laid a hand over Sera’s chest, above the soft pulse beginning to strengthen beneath the relic chip. “She’ll hear it again. And when she wakes up… we’ll be playing it live. Just for her.”
No one said anything after that.
They didn’t need to.
They stayed close, four women and one sleeping soul, grounded in love and held together by a silence that was no longer empty.
It was just… waiting.
Waiting for Sera to come back home.
Valerie’s hand lingered just a moment longer against Sera’s chest feeling the slow, stubborn rhythm that meant she was still here.
Then her fingers slipped away.
She stood without a word at first, brushing her palms against her thighs. Her boots shifted against the canyon floor, one scuffed step back from the circle of warmth and silence they’d built around Sera. Her eyes found Judy’s first still crouched at their daughter’s side, still holding Sandra like she was the last lifeline she had left.
Valerie’s voice was low. Clear, and steady.
“Stay with the girls.”
Judy looked up, brow furrowed. “Val…”
“I need to help finish this.”
Vicky rose beside her, eyes hard but understanding. “We’ve got them. Go.”
Valerie gave Judy a look like a thousand promises packed into one glance, and then turned away.
The heat greeted her like a dare.
Canyon stone glowed dull orange with residual flame, smoke curling between the slats of collapsed scaffolding and shattered tech. Valerie moved like someone born to fire shoulders square, pistol drawn, every movement exact.
She slipped back into the chaos like she’d never left it.
Just beyond the lower ridge, Panam was crouched behind a turned-over storage unit, sharpshooting between debris piles. “Valerie!” she shouted without looking. “The right flank’s breaking through!”
Valerie didn’t hesitate. “I’m on it!”
She vaulted the stone barrier, landing hard on her heels. A Tyger Claw merc spotted her too late, his muzzle barely raised before Last Ride roared, three bursts sparking across his chest and knocking him flat into the dust.
“Two more!” Jessica’s voice cut through, sharp and high. She was perched above, on the rusted skeletal remains of an old comms tower, rifle locked and firing in clean, punishing bursts.
Vanessa moved like smoke at ground level, twin daggers flashing, her wolf augmentations catching light with every lunge. “They're retreating!” she called.
“They better,” Jen growled from further in, reloading behind a stack of toppled speaker crates. “After what they tried to pull tonight…”
Valerie fired again one shot, one clean drop.
She ducked behind a scorched column, syncing to the remaining pings on her shard. One last cluster. North edge. Trying to flee.
She turned to Panam as the firelight flared behind them.
“Think we let ‘em run?” Valerie asked.
Panam’s grin was grim. “Think we remind ‘em who they fucked with.”
Valerie didn’t smile. She just moved.
They moved like thunder.
Valerie broke from the line first, boots tearing across the stone as her vest caught the wind Clan Alvarez bold across the back, the Phoenix sigil shimmering under the smoke-filtered moonlight. Her freckled arms moved with brutal precision Last Ride lit up in her hand, trailing bursts of raw electric fury.
To her left, Panam fired in rhythmic intervals, and the sniper now traded for her backup sidearm. “Two behind the turbine!” she called out.
“Not for long!” Jessica shouted back, vaulting a shattered boulder, landing hard. Her rifle barked twice clean shots.
Vanessa moved almost silently between them, her claws glinting as she gutted a Shiv that thought stealth would save him. “Cowards shouldn’t get to crawl home.”
The battlefield had narrowed a funnel near the canyon’s northern ridge, where the last of the Iron Bulls and Snake Nation stragglers had holed up behind an overturned rig and half-melted barricades. Jen and a few Dust Bone scouts provided covering fire from above, while the frontline tore forward with everything they had left.
“Push left!” Jen called. “Val, you’ve got a clear lane!”
Valerie didn’t need more than that.
She moved low and fast, heart pounding with every memory of Sera’s blood, Judy’s voice, Johnny’s sacrifice.
A bullet grazed her arm. She didn’t flinch. Didn’t stop.
She reached the edge of the barricade, slid low, and let Last Ride speak five rounds, each one crashing into the metal plate until it split, revealing the Iron Bull behind it.
He raised his gun. Too slow.
Valerie dropped him.
Behind her, Panam and Jessica swept through, coordinating like they’d rehearsed it, because they had. Over the years. Through wars. Through family dinners. Through loss.
“Clear the right!” Valerie shouted. “Push them into the open!”
Vanessa landed beside her, panting but grinning. “Already done.”
Three remaining Snake Nation grunts broke and ran.
They didn’t get far.
One dropped from Jessica’s rifle. One screamed as Vanessa’s blade drove through his gut. The last? Valerie caught him herself hand-to-hand. No mercy. Her fist connected with his jaw, cracking bone, and when he tried to pull a knife, she crushed his hand and dropped him with a final, echoing shot to the chest.
Silence followed.
The kind of silence that isn’t empty, but earned.
Valerie stood there, chest heaving, her wound already sealed. She looked around slowly. No more flashes. No more howls. Just firelight and ashes, and family.
Panam stepped up beside her, reloading her rifle. “Is that the last of them?”
Vanessa nodded, still scanning. “Not a single heat signature left.”
Jessica holstered her rifle, exhaling a sharp breath. “Then it’s done.”
Jen called down from above. “Scouts confirm it. All remaining enemy signatures were neutralized.”
Valerie let her arm fall to her side. Last Ride was still warm in her grip.
“We hold,” she said softly, her voice carrying through the quiet.
“We rise,” Panam added, hand clasping Valerie’s shoulder.
Behind them, the Phoenix still burned etched into vests, hearts, and the red-lit dust beneath their boots.
The firelight still flickered against the canyon walls, but the roar of battle had gone quiet.
Boots crunched through broken stone and smoldering sand as Valerie made her way back to the outcrop where they'd laid Sera down. Last Ride now holstered at her hip, her arms still speckled with dust and blood. Her vest clung to her with sweat, and though her limbs ached, her stride never faltered.
She saw them before they saw her.
Judy sat against the canyon wall, arms wrapped around Sandra, who hadn’t moved from where she still held Sera close. Vicky knelt beside them, her eyes flicking over the younger woman’s pulse, her hands steady but trembling faintly at the edges. The shard still hummed softly from Sera’s neural slot, its glow dimming as her body stabilized. But she hadn’t stirred.
Valerie’s voice was low as she crouched beside them. “She’s breathing.”
Sandra nodded, her voice rough. “But she’s not… she’s not here. Not really.”
“She’s still holding,” Judy said, brushing a hand over Sera’s hair. “Whatever’s happening now… it’s inside.”
Before any of them could speak further, the rhythm of fast, urgent boots echoed across the stone.
Panam skidded to a stop a few feet away, wild-eyed until her gaze landed on Vicky. “Thank god,” she breathed, crossing the last steps in a rush and wrapping her arms tight around her wife. Vicky didn’t even flinch just pressed into the embrace like it was the only thing keeping her upright.
Behind them, Vanessa and Jessica arrived, both battered but upright. Jessica was limping slightly, blood on her temple, but her voice was steady as her eyes dropped to Sera.
“What the hell happened?”
Sandra looked up slowly. “She saved me.”
That was all she could say. All she could breathe.
Jessica’s usual sharpness softened. She knelt beside her, hand finding Sandra’s back. “You saved each other.”
Vanessa crouched near Sera’s side, eyes narrowing thoughtfully. She spotted the shard. The chrome glint. The faint glow.
Her voice dropped. “That Ghost Watch tech?”
Valerie nodded.
Vanessa tilted her head. “Then she’ll live?”
“She’s got a chance,” Judy whispered. “But it came at a cost.”
Panam’s brow creased. “What do you mean?”
There was a pause, a deep, aching silence.
Then Valerie answered, voice barely above a whisper. “Johnny gave his life for her.”
Panam blinked. “Wait…Johnny? Johnny Johnny?”
“He was still with us,” Judy said. “Not all the time. But enough. He… he watched her grow. He got to know her. And when the moment came he didn’t even hesitate.”
Jessica sat back on her heels, stunned. “Damn.”
Vanessa exhaled slowly. “He always said he'd go out swinging.”
Sandra’s head dipped, her hand still resting against Sera’s chest. “He tapped her shoulder. Told her never to stop fighting.”
“And then he was gone,” Valerie said, gaze fixed on her daughter’s freckled cheek.
Panam dropped to her knees beside them, one arm around Sandra’s shoulder, the other reaching out to brush Sera’s hand. “Then we carry that forward. For him. For her.”
Vicky nodded. “And when she wakes up, she’ll know exactly who stood by her.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s, her voice barely a breath. “She’ll know she’s loved. Every second.”
As the wind stirred through Dust Bone Canyon, brushing ash and embers into the sky like prayer, the family stayed right there gathered around Sera, not speaking unless it was to offer strength, or a touch, or a reminder that she wasn’t alone.
Valerie pressed a kiss to Judy’s temple, then leaned in close, her lips brushing just beneath her wife’s ear. “Go with Sandra. Take Sera home. I’ll be there soon… after I check on the band. And the Clan.”
Judy’s brow furrowed as she hesitated, eyes flicking to Sera’s still form. But then she nodded, slow and sure. “Alright. But don’t keep us waiting long.”
“I won’t,” Valerie said softly.
Vicky rested a reassuring hand on Judy’s shoulder. “I’ll ride with you. Make sure you have everything you need on the road.”
Judy offered her a small, grateful smile. “Thanks, Vicky.”
Panam looked over at Valerie, the grit still streaked across her cheek, the corner of her lip split from earlier. “I’ll join you,” she said. “I need to check on the Aldecaldos, make sure no one’s missing.”
Valerie gave a small nod. “Good. We’ll sweep the ridge line too.”
Vanessa stepped forward, a streak of blood at her jaw, but posture calm, precise. “We’ll call in the Wolfcats,” she said. “Get the cleanup started. This place matters. We won’t let it rot.”
Jessica, ever steady at her side, offered a sharp nod. “We’ll help however we can. You’re not alone.”
Valerie looked at each of them sisters not by blood, but by battle. Her voice was hoarse when she spoke, but steady. “Thank you.”
With a parting glance toward the truck where Sera now rested, Sandra carefully secured the safety harness around her, cradling her hand. Valerie watched as Judy climbed into the driver’s seat, eyes set forward but heart still on her daughter in the back.
Vicky opened the passenger door and slid in beside her, offering a grounding presence as always.
The engine rumbled to life. Gravel shifted under their tires. Slowly, the truck pulled out from the canyon carrying half of Valerie’s heart with it.
Valerie exhaled as she walked, her hand brushing against the worn leather of her holster.
Panam stood beside her, gaze scanning the scorched landscape as they made their way back toward the stage. “Didn’t think we’d ever see this kind of fight again.”
“Neither did I,” Valerie murmured. “Thought we’d buried it with the Snake Nation’s name.”
They stepped up onto the platform now scorched and cracked in places, but still standing. Ethan sat on the overturned crate, his bass leaning beside him, a bandage wrapped around his upper arm. Alba was nearby, crouched by one of the ruined monitors, her fingers dancing across a flickering interface. Paz leaned against a speaker case, one eye blackened, the other bright with stubborn adrenaline. Aniko sat on the edge of the piano bench, silent, steady, her hands folded.
They looked up as Valerie approached.
“We are still here,” Paz said, voice hoarse.
Valerie gave them a tired smile. “Still rising.”
Panam scanned the outer edges of the crowd. “Looks like the worst is over. But I’ll run patrols through the night. Vanessa and Jessica will hold the perimeter.”
Valerie nodded, then turned to her band, her other family.
“Thank you,” she said, voice quieter now. “For staying. For fighting.”
Ethan gave her a look. “You led. We followed. Simple as that.”
She stepped forward, one hand resting gently against the body of her guitar where it lay beside the broken amp. Her voice barely rose above the wind.
“We’ll rebuild.”
Alba tilted her head. “From ashes?”
Valerie glanced to the sky, to the faint orange haze still glowing beyond the canyon rim.
“Exactly,” she said. “From ashes, we rise.”
Somewhere behind her, from the dark edge of Dust Bone Canyon, the wind carried Sera’s name like a whisper soft, but not gone.
The wind still carried the scent of scorched dust and smoldering circuits, but the battlefield had gone quiet. Not silent, never that, but quiet in a way that carried reverence. A stillness that settled like dust across the cracked canyon stone.
Valerie stepped up onto the stage, boots crunching softly as she walked to the edge. The mic stand had fallen sideways in the chaos, one of the synth cables frayed and flickering like a severed nerve. She set it upright again without a word.
Panam joined her, the faint scuff of her Aldecaldo boots announcing her before she spoke. Her sniper rifle rested across her back, her jacket smudged with ash, but her eyes were sharp as ever.
They stood side by side, framed by a backdrop of overturned speakers, cracked stone, and a sky slowly shifting toward dusk. Behind them, the band was still gathering Ethan with one arm around Alba, Paz sitting on the edge of the stage nursing a bruised jaw, Aniko quietly tuning a broken string.
In front of them, the surviving members of Clan Alvarez gathered in small clusters tending to wounds, comforting the shaken, standing guard. The Aldecaldos filtered in too, their dust-ridden rigs lining the cliffs, their presence felt in every quiet motion of protection.
Valerie took the mic. Her voice wasn’t loud, it didn't need to be.
“You held.”
That was all at first.
Then she looked across the faces, bloodied, burned, still standing. “They came at us from the dark. From the cracks. The kind of enemies that wait for joy just to try and kill it. And you didn’t break.”
She set her hand on her chest, the light shining on her rose-etched forearm. “We lost something today. A piece of our peace. But we didn’t lose our fire. Or our unity. Or our family.”
Panam stepped up beside her, folding her arms and letting her voice cut through the quiet.
“Snake Nation thought they could tear us down with shadows. That ambushes and traitors would be enough. But we’ve weathered worse. We’ve crawled through the dirt, built homes from wreckage. And we’re still here.”
A low murmur of agreement rippled through the crowd. Heads nodded. Eyes lifted.
Valerie looked over at Panam, then back to her people. “Some of us won’t be waking up tomorrow. Others won’t sleep for nights. And one of ours, my daughter she’s fighting her way back as we speak.”
“She will come back,” Panam said, steady and fierce. “Because Alvarez don’t fall easily. Aldecaldos don’t run. And when the ones we love fight we fight twice as hard.”
Valerie took a breath, feeling the weight of her words settle over the canyon like a vow. “Tonight was meant to be music. Memory. Something for the soul. It still was. Because in the middle of that chaos your voices still rose. We still rose.”
Paz raised his fist from the side of the stage. “Ashes Rise.”
Others echoed it. First Ethan. Then Alba. Then the crowd.
“Ashes Rise!”
Valerie’s throat tightened, but her voice held steady. “We will rebuild tomorrow. We will guard tonight. Stay with your squads. Check on your kin. And don’t forget why we’re here.”
Panam raised her hand to her chest. “For the ones who bled. For the ones who lived. For the ones who will rise again.”
The call went out one more time, all around the canyon hundreds of voices raised from bruised lungs and cracked lips.
“Ashes Rise!”
Valerie stepped back from the mic, her hand finding Panam’s.
They didn’t need more words.
The people heard them.
The people believed them, and that was enough for now.
Valerie stepped down from the stage slowly, shoulders heavy from more than just the weight of her vest. The crowd had begun to disperse into small knots of relief and exhaustion. Cracked water bottles passed from hand to hand. Hushed voices murmured names. The fires were out, but the embers of what they'd survived still glowed hot beneath the surface.
She turned to her band, who stood in a close line near the sound rig dusty, scraped, but still standing. Paz had a strip of cloth tied over his knuckles, Ethan’s bass slung over one shoulder like it weighed more than usual. Alba gave a tired smile, and Aniko’s fingers still danced softly along a silent key she’d kept.
Valerie stepped in, voice soft. “Thanks for everything. Head home, get some rest. You all gave more than I ever could’ve asked for.”
Paz pulled her into a rough hug first, then thumped her shoulder. “We’d bleed for you again, Val.”
Aniko just nodded once and hugged her tighter than she ever had before. “She’ll come back,” she whispered.
Ethan clapped her hand with a look of deep understanding.
Alba brushed dust from Valerie’s cheek before hugging her. “We’ve still got songs to finish.”
Valerie gave them a nod, then a small two-fingered salute as they gathered what gear they could and slowly made their way toward the van, tired but whole.
She stood still for a moment, watching until the last of them vanished around the bend.
Panam was already moving, wordless but steady beside her. Valerie fell into step with her, weaving through what remained of the canyon, scorched rocks, overturned crates, blood darkening the ground beneath blown-out barricades. Survivors limped or leaned on each other. Drones scanned for signals. Clan members were tending to the wounded, but the grief lingered in their eyes.
They reached the edge of the canyon where Panam’s Mackinaw waited, still bearing smudges from the earlier charge. Valerie climbed into the passenger side. Panam got behind the wheel, keyed the ignition. The engine rumbled low and steady beneath them, the headlights casting long beams over the cracked path ahead.
Neither of them spoke at first as they started a slow loop around the perimeter. Just the sound of tires crunching grit and the occasional flicker of the comms checking in from patrol.
When the silence stretched too long, Valerie exhaled and finally said, “Panam…”
Her voice cracked on her name.
Panam reached out, rested a hand over Valerie’s for just a second before pulling it back to the wheel. “I’m here.”
Valerie stared out the window. The tears came before she even realized it.
“I saw her fall.”
Panam’s jaw tightened, but she didn’t interrupt.
“She was smiling,” Valerie whispered. “She turned to Sandra, said ‘I love you,’ and then she just dropped. Like… all that light in her just vanished in one breath.”
The cab filled with a thick, aching quiet.
“I wasn’t fast enough,” Valerie said. “I wasn’t close enough. I’m always supposed to be close enough.”
Panam’s voice was gentle, but unwavering. “You can’t always be. Not even you, Val.”
Valerie wiped her face roughly with the back of her hand. “Johnny gave his soul to save her. Just like he did for me. He didn’t even hesitate.”
“He never would’ve,” Panam said. “And Sera… she’ll come back. She’s got more fight in her than any of us did at her age.”
Valerie gave a weak chuckle at that, then looked down at her lap. “It just keeps hitting me… how fragile this peace we built really is. One moment we’re singing, the next we’re bleeding again.”
Panam’s hands flexed on the wheel. “That’s why we fight to protect it. Every damn time. Because it’s worth it.”
Valerie turned her head, eyes wet, voice low. “I don’t want to bury my daughter, Panam.”
“You won’t,” Panam said. “Not this time.”
The words weren’t a promise. They made a vow.
In the hum of the engine and the slow crawl of the truck along the canyon edge, Valerie leaned her head back, closed her eyes, and let the tears fall freely for Johnny, for Sera, for what they’d built, and what they still had to protect.
Panam just drove on, silent beside her, a steady anchor in a world that wouldn’t stop shaking.
The Mackinaw rolled to a slow stop at the edge of Dust Bone Canyon. Smoke no longer curled from the rocks. The last of the gunfire had faded into a wind that whispered only ash and silence now. Panam sat with one hand resting on the steering wheel, the other still twitching from the weight of adrenaline not yet burned out.
Valerie leaned back in the seat, eyes scanning the horizon through the passenger window. The fires were out. Patrols had started to fan wider. For now… everything was still.
She exhaled, slow and steady, then reached into her vest pocket and pulled out her Holo.
With a flick of her thumb, the device lit up and dialed.
Valerie’s Holo lit with a quiet chime. Jen answered almost instantly framed in warm amber light beneath the Dust Bone archway. Her expression was worn but steady, streaked with dust and purpose.
“Valerie,” Jen said softly.
“Everything’s clear for now,” Valerie replied. Her voice was low, still hoarse from the fight and the weight that followed.
Jen nodded. “We’ve secured the canyon perimeter. Wolfcats are sweeping the east trail. Vanessa’s coordinating the recovery teams she’s already pulled two wounded out from the rocks herself. Vicky and Panam’s people are working side-by-side, no friction.”
Valerie’s shoulders eased a fraction. “Good. That’s good.”
“We’ll stay posted through the night,” Jen added. “No one’s getting through without our say so.”
There was a pause, quiet, but full.
“You don’t have to stay out here anymore, Val,” Jen said, voice softening. “Your family needs you.”
Valerie nodded once, slowly. “Thanks, Jen. For holding all this. For seeing it through.”
Jen’s lips twitched into a tired but warm smile. “It’s what we do.”
Valerie let the Holo dim in her hand before tucking it away. The weight of it remained.
Panam glanced over. “Is everything solid?”
“For now,” Valerie murmured. “She said go be with my family.”
Panam shifted into gear. The Mackinaw rolled forward down the canyon path, headlights sweeping over scorched stone and fading trails of smoke.
They didn’t speak for a while.
The silence felt earned, not empty.
Just two sisters driving toward what still mattered.
The drive seemed like forever, but Valerie finally let out a breath as Sera and Sandra’s home came into view, its stone siding catching the faintest light from the porch lamps, wind chimes barely swaying in the stillness.
Panam slowed the Mackinaw to a gentle stop out front, the engine ticking quietly in the silence that followed.
Valerie stared for a beat longer. The garage was closed, but she could see faint shadows moving past the living room window figures inside, holding on. Staying close. Sandra, Judy, maybe Vicky too. Watching over Sera.
Panam glanced at her, didn’t say anything. Just placed a steady hand on Valerie’s arm before she climbed out first.
Valerie followed, her boots crunching softly over the dirt path. The house didn’t look different. It still held its shape. Still stood quiet and warm and waiting. But everything around it had changed. Inside, a life was still hanging in balance.
They stepped up to the front door together, Valerie reaching for the handle without knocking.
She didn’t need to.
The door opened before she touched it. Judy standing there, her eyes rimmed red but her expression solid, like the storm had passed through her and left only something tempered behind.
She didn’t say a word. Just stepped forward and wrapped Valerie in a tight, breath-stealing hug.
Panam stayed back a step, watching with soft eyes.
Valerie held Judy for a long time before whispering into her shoulder, “I’m here.”
Judy pulled back slightly. “She’s stable. The shard’s holding. Sandra hasn’t left her side.”
Valerie nodded, her throat thick. “Let me see her.”
Judy stepped aside, letting her in. Panam followed quietly.
The home smelled like cedar and old coffee. A blanket lay folded on the couch. The low hum of a med-scanner buzzed from down the hall.
From the open bedroom door, a soft glow lit the space where Sera lay pale, unmoving, her hand resting in Sandra’s, who sat beside her with quiet resolve.
Valerie stepped in, her fingers brushing the doorway, steadying herself.
She didn’t speak right away.
She just looked at her daughter, the girl she raised, the woman she trusted with everything fighting a battle now beyond any of their reach.
“I’m here, Starshine,” she whispered. “And I’m not going anywhere.”
The bedroom had gone quiet again. The kind of quiet that held more than silence held breath, held love, held the weight of everything they couldn’t say yet.
Valerie stepped fully into the room, her boots barely whispering over the wooden floor. She moved to the other side of the bed, opposite Sandra, and knelt beside Sera, brushing a curl of red hair back from her daughter’s freckled face. The warmth of her skin was still there. That mattered. That was everything.
Sandra looked up slowly, her eyes rimmed with exhaustion but unwavering. “She’s still in there,” she said softly. “I can feel it. Even now.”
Valerie nodded once, her voice barely a breath. “So can I.”
Judy entered next, holding two steaming mugs. She handed one to Sandra with a gentle touch to her shoulder, the other to Valerie before sitting on the edge of the bed beside Sera’s legs. Her gaze moved between the three of them her whole world right here, and settled again on her daughter.
“She’s always been the strongest,” Judy whispered. “Even as a kid. Always ready to carry more than she should’ve had to.”
Sandra gently squeezed Sera’s hand, thumb brushing over her ring. “She’s still carrying it. All of us.”
Vicky stepped into the doorway, quiet but steady, and crossed the room with calm care. She leaned down and kissed the top of Sera’s head before placing a hand on Sandra’s shoulder.
“You did everything right,” she said gently. “You got her home.”
Sandra’s lip trembled, but she held steady. “I wasn’t ready to lose her. I never will be.”
Panam entered last, her boots muted against the floor. She paused at the foot of the bed, arms folded, eyes taking in each face, then landing on her daughter, the girl she raised, the one who now held Sera with such fierce devotion.
“You held the line,” Panam said softly. “That’s what we do.”
Judy nodded faintly, a tired smile ghosting across her lips. “She gets that from her mom.”
Valerie looked up at her. “Which one?”
Judy raised an eyebrow, and the silence cracked with the faintest breath of laughter but it stayed gentle. Stayed reverent.
Wind stirred the chimes outside the window, a soft metallic shimmer rolling through the space like a promise: still here, still holding.
Valerie’s hand drifted gently over Sera’s ribs, feeling the slow rise and fall of the only rhythm that mattered now. She let her palm rest there, grounding herself in the faint warmth of her daughter’s breath, the thrum of a heart refusing to give up. Her fingers trembled, not from fear, but from holding too much love with nowhere to go.
Judy reached for her other hand, lacing their fingers together without a word. Their grip wasn’t tight; it didn't need to be. It was a touch forged through fire and years and every quiet night where they’d promised each other, always.
Vicky stood behind Sandra, one hand on her daughter’s shoulder, the other brushing gently through Sera’s damp hair, murmuring something soft and steady that only mothers ever seemed to know how to say.
Panam knelt beside them, not with the command of a leader, but with the ache of a woman who had seen too much and still refused to look away. Her fingers found Sandra’s knee, grounding her. "We’re here. All the way."
Valerie glanced across the bed at Sandra, still holding Sera’s hand. There was no panic in her eyes now, only love, steady and fierce, holding on the only way she knew how.
“She’s not gone,” Sandra said softly, voice frayed but sure. “She’s just… finding her way back.”
Valerie leaned in closer, brushing a kiss to Sera’s temple. “Then we’ll light every path we can.”
Judy nodded, voice tight. “And hold the line until she finds us.”
No one said anything else. They didn’t need to. They just stayed there five hearts tethered by the one that refused to fade.
In that stillness, the house didn’t feel like a place weighed down by grief.
It felt like a vow.
The room had quieted to the soft hum of medical monitors and the steady whisper of Sera’s breath. Valerie sat at the edge of the bed with Judy curled into her side, both of them holding each other in silence, their eyes never leaving Sera.
Across the room, Sandra stood with her arms crossed tight over her chest like she was still bracing for impact.
Panam moved first, stepping toward her daughter with careful steps, and Vicky wasn’t far behind. She didn’t speak, just placed a gentle hand on Sandra’s shoulder.
Sandra’s voice cracked before it even left her throat.
“I didn’t know what to do,” she whispered. “I had all this training… all this gear… and it didn’t matter. She went down and I… I just held her.”
Panam’s hand moved to the back of her neck, grounding her. “You did exactly what you needed to do. You kept her breathing. You didn’t freeze.”
Sandra shook her head. “But I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t stop what happened.”
“You’re not supposed to stop life from happening,” Vicky said softly. “You’re supposed to love through it. You did that.”
Sandra’s jaw clenched. She looked down at her hands. “I was so scared. Not just of losing her, but of what that loss would take from me. Like if she slipped away… I’d vanish with her.”
Panam stepped closer and wrapped her arms around Sandra, pulling her into her chest. “You didn’t vanish. You fought. You stayed.”
Sandra pressed her face into her mom’s shoulder, her voice muffled. “She’s everything. And I almost lost her before I got the chance to grow old with her.”
“You’ll get that chance,” Vicky said, brushing Sandra’s hair back. “She’s still here. And she’s fighting, just like you.”
Sandra pulled back enough to meet both their eyes. There were tears, but no collapse. Just that steady fire again the one they’d always known lived in her, even when she didn’t.
“I’m going to be strong for her,” she said. “Not out of fear. But because I want to see her rise again.”
Panam rested her forehead against Sandra’s. “That’s our girl.”
Vicky’s hand squeezed her arm. “And we’re with you. Every step of it.”
From the bed, Judy reached up, brushing her fingers against Valerie’s cheek as the two of them watched, quiet and proud. There was pain in the room, but not emptiness.
Only love, and the determination to carry it forward.
The room had settled again.
Sera lay still, wrapped in soft layers and steady vitals, the faint rhythm of her breath the most sacred sound in the world to Sandra. Valerie stood from the edge of the bed with a soft inhale, brushing her fingers across Sera’s temple.
“I’m going to head back with Judy,” she said quietly. “Just for a little while. We’ll grab some fresh clothes, clean up, and bring whatever we can think of.”
Judy nodded, standing with her hand still linked in Valerie’s. Her voice was low but steady. “We won’t be long.”
Sandra looked up and met Valerie’s eyes, then Judy’s. “Thank you. Both of you.”
Judy stepped around the bed and leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to Sandra’s temple. “You’ve got this.”
Valerie gave her shoulder a squeeze. “And we’re only a call away.”
As the door clicked shut behind them, Panam and Vicky lingered just a moment longer.
“We’ll be right outside,” Panam said, her voice soft. “If you need anything, anything at all…”
Sandra gave a faint nod. “I know.”
Vicky rested a hand on her back for a moment, no words, just presence, and then they slipped out into the dusk air, the door falling closed with a hush that left only the two of them in the room.
Sandra turned slowly, her eyes landing on Sera.
The house was quiet now.
She pulled the chair closer to the bed and sank into it, knees brushing the mattress, her hand finding Sera’s with instinct more than thought. Their fingers laced loosely. Sera’s hand didn’t squeeze back. But it was warm.
“I know you can’t hear me,” Sandra whispered, brushing her thumb along Sera’s knuckles. “Or maybe you can. You always said I had a voice that cut through noise.”
She smiled faintly, just a flicker, and looked down at their hands.
“I was so scared,” she murmured. “I’ve never been that scared before. Not when I was a kid, not even during ops. But seeing you fall, feeling how fast you slipped out of your body I didn’t think I’d ever be able to breathe again.”
Her voice cracked.
“I thought I was going to lose you before we even got the chance to grow old. Before I got to see you paint again. Or hear you laugh at something stupid I said. Or…” She stopped, pressing her forehead gently to the back of Sera’s hand. “You’re my home, Firebird.”
Silence folded around her words, thick but not hollow. The kind that carried weight.
“I don’t care how long it takes,” she whispered. “I’ll be here. Every step of it. I’ll talk to you every day. I’ll play your favorite songs. I’ll make sure your paints don’t dry out.”
Her lips quivered into a trembling smile. “And when you wake up, I’ll remind you that I still owe you that rematch on the sparring mat.”
She leaned in, pressing the gentlest kiss to Sera’s cheek. “So you better wake up, Sera Alvarez. Because I’m not done loving you.”
Chapter 18: A Soul For A Life
Summary:
The story follows the aftermath of a devastating attack at Dust Bone Canyon. Sera lies unconscious. Sandra, her wife, becomes her anchor holding vigil through grief, exhaustion, and aching hope. She maintains the rhythm of their life: washing Sera’s face, playing their favorite record, reading their cherished book The Princess and the Mech Warrior, and speaking to her like she can still hear.
Throughout the day and night, Valerie, Judy, Panam, and Vicky cycle in and out, providing support, meals, and quiet companionship. Together, they help Sandra build a tribute jacket out of Johnny’s old Samurai coat, adorned with patches, pins, and memories from Sera’s life a symbol of love, legacy, and survival.
In moments of emotional unraveling, Sandra leans on Judy, who holds her through the storm of grief. Ghost Watch visits Valerie under the stars, affirming Johnny’s soul now lives on in Sera, and revealing that in every other timeline, Sera died but this time, love forged a new fate.
The chapter closes with quiet resilience. The house holds its breath as Sandra keeps vigil, refusing to let go. Her love becomes the thread between life and the void waiting for the moment Sera wakes and finds her way back home.
Notes:
Trigger Warning for grief and mourning
Chapter Text
Sandra crossed the room in near silence, her bare feet brushing the floorboards as she stepped to the corner shelf where their photo albums lived each one thick with captured memories, dog-eared edges, and the scent of time passed. Her fingers hovered over the bindings until she found the one she was thinking of. Midnight blue, a lotus sticker peeling at the corner. Sera's Smiles was etched in marker on the spine in Valerie’s handwriting.
She pulled it down, cradled it like it was something fragile, and made her way back to the bed.
Sera still lay quiet breathing, stable, but unmoving. Hooked up to an IV to allow fluids into her body. Sandra sat beside her again, the edge of the mattress dipping beneath her weight. She opened the album in her lap, flipping past baby-faced teen photos and grainy selfies until a certain set of images caught her heart mid-beat.
She eased a few free from the plastic sleeve and laid them out gently on the blanket beside Sera.
The first: Johnny Silverhand, balanced on a rusted crate in the backyard, one foot up, fingers in a mock strum as if his invisible guitar had its own roaring crowd. Just behind him, a twelve-year-old Sera beaming, freckled cheeks flushed, fists raised in triumph like she'd already won whatever game they'd dreamed up that day.
“We weren’t together yet,” Sandra whispered, her voice catching on the smile. “But you always told me how you used to pull him into your little contests. Family pose-offs, backyard battles… said he always played along without needing to be asked twice.”
Her finger brushed the edge of the photo, and she exhaled softly, flipping to the next.
This one was from years later Sera sixteen, both of them practically babies still. Johnny was grinning, arms slung around their shoulders, a pair of Kerry Eurodyne concert tickets flashing proudly in his hand. Sera’s jaw was dropped in mock shock. Sandra’s eyes were wide, already lit with anticipation. All three looked frozen mid-laugh, the joy preserved like lightning in amber.
“That concert’s still unforgettable, Firebird,” Sandra said, chuckling faintly. “You sang louder than Kerry that night. I remember the way you kept yelling ‘Encore!’ even after the lights came on.”
She glanced at Sera’s face, still, serene.
“And we got caught sneaking beers, remember?” she added, her voice softer now. “Johnny promised not to tell our moms… said it was a rite of passage. Swore us to secrecy. And then immediately told Kerry about it after the show.”
She smiled to herself, turning over the last photo.
Recently right before the wedding.
Johnny stood in the middle, arms crossed, leaning like a rockstar in a rehearsal break. Sera to his left, hip cocked, lips pursed in a practiced tough-girl glare. Sandra on the right, trying to hold back a smirk that betrayed every ounce of her joy.
“He told us congratulations. Wished us a long life together.” Her voice broke, trembling as she brushed her fingers across Sera’s hand. “And now we get that. Because of him.”
She couldn’t hold it anymore.
Sandra leaned forward, elbows on the bed, face buried in her hands. Her shoulders shook, the breath she’d been holding since the firefight finally cracking free. Not sobbing, but unraveling. Mourning the man who’d always shown up when it mattered most, even if it meant he wouldn’t walk away this time.
“I don’t know how I’m supposed to tell you,” she whispered. “That Uncle Johnny’s gone. That he saved you.”
Her voice dropped to a hush.
“That you were worth it to him. Just like you are to me.”
Sera didn’t stir.
Sandra stayed there, forehead resting beside the photos, her hand never letting go of Sera’s. As the minutes passed, the air shifted cooler now, quieter. No more blood, and no more chaos.
Just memory, love, and the ache of someone who stayed behind and the promise that she would be here when Sera came back.
Sandra took a deep breath, her hand steady now as she peeled back the edge of the bandage. A small line of red remained angry, raw, but the worst was gone. The wound had closed, the tissue beneath pulsing with faint heat. Whatever magic lived in that shard from Ghost Watch… it had done its part.
Sandra let out a shaky sigh of relief, fingertips brushing the curve of Sera’s side.
“That’s one less thing,” she murmured. Her voice was soft, but the weight behind it never faded. “Now if I can only reach you, Firebird.”
She settled in beside her again, drawing the blanket up and curling close until her body was pressed to Sera’s like a protective barrier. Her arms wrapped gently around her wife’s middle, her forehead resting near Sera’s temple.
“I’ll wait,” she whispered. “No matter how long. I’m here.”
Minutes stretched. Her breathing slowed. Finally exhaustion caught her.
By the time Valerie and Judy stepped through the front door, the light had begun to fade toward amber again. The weight of the day lingered on their shoulders, clothes fresh, but the ache deeper than muscle. They moved quietly through the house, like they were stepping into a dream too fragile to disturb.
Judy peered into the bedroom first.
Sandra lay fast asleep, curled around Sera, both of them swaddled in the dim glow of the bedside lamp. Sera’s breath was steady. Slow. Her skin held more color now.
Judy pulled the folded blanket from the back of the reading chair and draped it over the two of them. Her fingers lingered for a moment on Sandra’s back, smoothing the edge of the fabric before stepping away.
Valerie waited in the hall. One glance between them said enough.
They moved to the living room where Panam and Vicky sat waiting, both still wearing the fatigue of the fight, but here.
Panam rose the moment they entered, closing the distance with open arms. “She’s stable?”
Judy nodded, her voice quiet. “The shard worked. She’s breathing steady. Sandra finally passed out beside her.”
Vicky stood, her tone gentle. “She needed it. She’s been holding on with everything she had.”
Valerie sank into one of the chairs with a slow exhale, rubbing her hands over her face. “We all have.”
Panam glanced toward the hallway, her arms crossed but her gaze softening. “Sera’s not just ours. She’s everyone’s light. The way she carried this Clan…”
Valerie met her eyes. “She’ll carry it again. But not alone.”
Judy folded herself down beside Valerie, tucking her legs under her. “Sandra’s still holding her hand.”
“She’s always been her anchor,” Vicky said softly. “She’s got the strength for both of them right now.”
They sat together in the quiet, the hum of the house surrounding them, low and steady. No alarms. No gunfire. Just the warmth of a home reclaiming itself piece by piece.
Valerie reached over and brushed her hand against Judy’s thigh.
“We’ll take shifts,” she said. “Sandra and Sera aren’t going to be alone.”
Panam nodded. “They never were.”
For a while, none of them spoke. Just breathed.
Panam stretched, rolling one shoulder with a quiet wince. “We’ll take the second shift.”
Vicky nodded, already rising to her feet. “We’ve got spare clothes inside the Mackinaw. We’ll grab a quick shower, get a place set up in the art room.”
Valerie looked up from where she sat. “You two sure?”
Panam offered a small smile. “We’re not going far. Just need to wash off the day.”
“We’ll be right down the hall if anything changes,” Vicky added, hand briefly resting on Valerie’s shoulder as she passed. “Take this time.”
The front door clicked gently behind them a moment later, the house settling once again into the quiet rhythm of nightfall.
Valerie leaned back on the couch, the tension in her spine finally loosening as her eyes followed the edge of the hallway. Judy moved beside her, tucking one leg under the other as she reached across to take Valerie’s hand.
“They’re holding up,” Judy said softly. “Even Sandra… she’s stronger than I realized.”
“She always has been,” Valerie murmured. “Just didn’t always show it.”
They sat like that for a while, hand in hand, the weight of the day slowly unraveling around them.
The only light came from the dim lamp in the kitchen and the last streaks of sun bleeding out over the lake through the back window. Everything felt hushed like the house itself was catching its breath.
Judy broke the silence first. “You holding up?”
Valerie’s answer took a moment. “I am now.”
Judy turned her body to face her more fully, her voice still gentle but sure. “You didn’t let go once during the fight. Not for a second.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose, not quite a laugh. “Didn’t have time to. And then… when I did…” She trailed off, eyes flicking toward the closed door down the hall. “Seeing her in Sandra’s arms like that. Everything just stopped.”
Judy reached over, brushing a loose strand of red hair behind Valerie’s ear. “She’s alive because of you. Because of Johnny.”
Valerie’s lips pressed together. “I keep thinking about his voice… how calm he sounded. Like he knew all along that’s how it was going to end.”
Judy’s eyes shimmered faintly, but she stayed steady. “He didn’t run from it. He chose it. And he did it for her… for all of us.”
Valerie leaned into her, resting her forehead against Judy’s temple. “Do you think she’ll understand? What it cost?”
Judy closed her eyes. “She will. Maybe not all at once. But she will.”
They stayed close like that, Valerie breathing her in, both of them finding stillness in the quiet hum of the house. The soft creak of old wood.
Valerie finally whispered, “I never wanted her to know what it feels like to carry that kind of sacrifice.”
Judy nodded. “And yet… she’s still your daughter.”
Valerie managed a small smile. “She really is.”
The silence that followed was peaceful, earned, fragile, but filled with the kind of strength only found when the worst has already come and gone.
“I’ll sit with them again soon,” Valerie said.
Judy gave her hand a squeeze. “Not alone. Never again.”
The night carried on.
Judy’s eyes stayed on the darkened hallway, where the door to the bedroom remained closed, where Sandra still held Sera like an anchor keeping her from drifting too far. Then, slowly, she turned back to Valerie.
“Before you sit with them…” she said softly, fingers tightening just slightly around Valerie’s. “Stay with me for a moment.”
Valerie nodded, pulling her in gently, arms wrapping around her waist.
“I need to call Grams. And Kerry,” Judy continued, voice low. “They need to know what happened. About Sera. And Johnny too.”
Valerie leaned her forehead against Judy’s, steadying them both. “Alright. Let’s do it together.”
They settled into the couch again, Valerie drawing the small Holo from the coffee table and sliding it open between them. Judy rested against her side, her hand never leaving Valerie’s.
She tapped Ainara’s name first. The line rang once. Twice. Then the familiar warm light of Ainara's face appeared, her silver hair tied back, her eyes sharp despite the hour.
“Mis niñas,” Ainara said immediately, her voice warm but cautious. “It’s late. What happened?”
Judy swallowed, her throat thick. “Grams… something happened at Dust Bone Canyon. There was an attack.”
Ainara’s expression tightened, the worry flashing clear. “Is everyone alright?”
Valerie leaned in. “We’re okay. Sandra’s okay. Panam and Vicky too. The band made it. Clan’s holding.”
Judy’s voice broke just slightly. “It’s Sera. She’s… she was hurt. Bad. Ghost Watch came. They gave us a way to save her, but she’s not awake.”
Ainara went still. Her fingers pressed together beneath her chin. “She’s alive?”
“She’s breathing,” Valerie said softly. “And she’s holding on.”
Ainara closed her eyes for a moment, whispered something in Spanish too quiet to catch.
“And Johnny?” she asked after a beat.
Judy’s silence answered before her voice did. “He gave his life to save hers.”
The older woman’s eyes glistened, but her chin lifted. “Then he’s still the man I knew all those years ago. Wild, reckless… but when it mattered, he gave everything.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet. “He did it without hesitation.”
Ainara nodded solemnly. “I’ll light a candle for him tonight. And for her.”
They ended the call with shared words of love and quiet strength, the screen fading out.
Valerie tapped in Kerry’s contact next. The call took longer. Then his voice, rough but clear.
“Val? Jude? Thought you two would be in full concert hell right now…”
“Kerry…” Valerie’s tone told him everything he needed.
His image came into focus, face more lined than the last time they’d seen him. The quiet of a studio behind him.
“What happened?”
Judy told him. Calm, steady, until the end. Sera. The ambush. The final performance. Johnny’s choice.
Kerry didn’t speak at first. Just let it sink in, jaw tight, hand over his mouth.
Finally, he looked up.
“Johnny always died for what he believed in,” he said. “But I’m just glad this time… it was something that was worth it. Not some foolish ideal, not a damn nuke. Family. That’s what finally grounded him.”
He looked at them both tired eyes, but with something like pride behind the grief.
“You tell Sera when she wakes up… her Uncle Kerry’s got a seat waiting for her when she’s ready to walk back into the light.”
Valerie nodded, her throat aching. “We will.”
The screen faded again.
In the quiet that followed, Valerie leaned into Judy, their foreheads pressed together once more.
“No more calls tonight,” Valerie whispered. “Just us now.”
Judy closed her eyes. “Just us.”
Valerie pressed a soft kiss to Judy’s temple before slipping from the couch, her hand brushing the blanket draped around them both. She moved down the hallway with quiet purpose, the creak of the floorboards softened by years of care and footsteps like hers.
She eased open the door to Sera and Sandra’s bedroom, careful not to wake Sandra, who still lay curled beside Sera, her arm protective even in sleep.
Valerie stepped inside.
The room was still quiet except for a faint breeze pushing through the cracked window. She crossed the floor with practiced quiet, then sank into the chair beside Sera’s side of the bed. Her hand moved to Sera’s shoulder, resting gently atop the blanket. Warm, but unmoving.
Valerie's gaze drifted to the far corner of the room.
It was more than decoration. It was a memory. Legacy. A constellation of sacred things.
There, a painting Sera had made Sindy’s face in soft pastels and careful linework. Not a photorealistic depiction, but something deeper. Sindy’s presence captured as Sera remembered her: watching, proud, gentle in her strength.
Valerie let out a quiet breath. “I still wonder sometimes… what life would’ve been like if me and Judy had stayed after we saved you and Sandra from the Raffen out in Arizona.”
She swallowed, eyes still on the painting. “But you never gave up, Starshine. Even after we left, you believed you’d find us again. You said you always felt Sindy guiding you. That she knew… you’d come home to the ones who’d look after you.”
Her eyes shifted across the wall painted with floating jellyfish in luminous blues, bioluminescent swirls curling along the edges of a starfield. Valerie smiled faintly at one cluster in particular: a little burst labeled in messy hand lettering as Mitch’s Elbow.
Valerie glanced back at Sera. “He loved your mischief, you know. Mitch used to say you were like a spark nobody could catch. He believed you were meant for something bigger so much so that he gave his life for you. That moment…” her voice caught, “…still breaks me sometimes. But it gave you the strength to ask us to be your moms. You’d survived so much and just… wanted to feel safe.”
Her eyes flicked to the old jacket hanging from the hook Carol’s Aldecaldo leathers, weathered and worn, the sleeves stitched with tiny constellations Sera had added over time.
Valerie’s voice softened. “You still never told us how you and Carol found Screwbie’s AI. Just showed up with this half-assembled smart-mouthed bot like it was nothing.” She let out a dry chuckle. “You said you built him to transform, but we never figured it out exactly what he was supposed to be. Carol swore up and down you had a mind built for more than mechanics. She loved making things with you. Loved who you were.”
The silence sat between them like an old friend.
Then Valerie leaned in closer, her thumb lightly brushing Sera’s wrist. “I hope you remember Johnny like the rest of us do, Starshine. He wasn’t perfect, but he loved you. In his own way, he was proud of you. You gave him something he didn’t expect: a life of peace. Family. And now…” she swallowed, voice trembling just slightly, “…he’s given you the same second chance he once gave me.”
She looked over at Sandra, still curled protectively at Sera’s side, her face calm in sleep.
Valerie’s voice was a whisper now. “Everyone always said your light was meant for more than we could understand. And maybe they were right. But finding Sandra? That’s what made it shine.”
Valerie stood slowly from the bedside, her palm lingering on Sera’s shoulder for just a moment longer, the weight of love and history pressed into her touch. Sandra barely stirred beside her, curled close to Sera’s side, locked in a kind of protective sleep born from sheer emotional exhaustion.
Valerie’s voice came low, meant only for Sandra. “Keep watching her.”
She slipped through the door with care, closing it with a quiet click, and stepped into the stillness of the house. In the living room, the only light came from the faint glow of the porch lamp outside bleeding through the curtains. Judy was curled up on the couch, one hand under her cheek, the other resting across her stomach beneath the blanket she must have pulled up earlier.
Valerie crossed to her silently, crouched, and tucked the blanket higher over her shoulder. She paused a beat longer, her thumb brushing the curve of Judy’s cheek.
“Sweet dreams, Jude,” she whispered, pressing a soft kiss to her temple. “Don’t worry. I’ll keep watch.”
She didn’t head to the kitchen. Didn’t pace the hallway or check the perimeter. Instead, she moved for the back door, one of those decisions her body made for her before her mind even caught up. The air met her like it always did out here: honest. Dry but not cruel. Cool but not biting. The kind that carried weight without pressing too hard on your chest.
The screen door shut behind her with a creak and a gentle slap.
The land stretched quiet out here. No lakeside breeze, just a slow crawl of wind whispering through brittle patches of grass and the wide-open hush of night. The moon was somewhere behind the clouds, casting only a faint silver wash across the patchy dirt and tufts of golden grass.
Valerie dropped into one of the old lawn chairs they kept close to the wall, just beneath the window of Sera and Sandra’s bedroom. Her boots scuffed softly against the ground as she leaned forward, elbows on her knees, fingers laced.
She let herself breathe. Really breathe. In through the nose, out slow, like Judy had taught her when the panic got too sharp in the early days of recovery.
Her thoughts refused to settle. They kept circling.
The stage. The fire. The recoil in her palms. The scream. Sandra’s voice.
Johnny’s voice.
Valerie’s jaw clenched.
“I didn’t even get to say goodbye,” she said quietly to the dark. “Not really. Not this time.”
No one answered.
For a moment, all that moved was the grass swaying in slow, tired rhythm.
Then the air… shifted.
It didn’t rustle or flash. It folded. Like the world dipped around her, not violently, just with a deep, certain kind of inevitability.
The shimmer revealed itself without warning. A blur of light slowly coalescing beside her not appearing, not arriving, just… being there. Like it always had been.
Ghost Watch.
Tall. Fluid. Their translucent form etched with flowing script and flickers of memory-light, moving faintly beneath the skin. The faint blue glow barely illuminated the dirt, but it wrapped Valerie in something that felt strangely like warmth.
They didn’t speak.
Not at first.
Just stood there, not looking directly at her, but toward the house behind her. Toward the room where Sera and Sandra slept. Where one heart still flickered, tethered now by a Relic that pulsed not just with tech, but with the weight of love.
Valerie didn’t speak either.
The night held its silence like breath in a cathedral wide, ancient, waiting. Ghost Watch stood before Valerie, that same flowing blue light pulsing faintly beneath their translucent skin, shifting like tides beneath code. Not quite human. Not quite a machine. Something older.
Valerie sat forward in the lawn chair, elbows on knees, hands loosely clasped. The weight behind her eyes hadn’t lifted. It only sat quieter now.
“I didn’t even get to say goodbye,” she said softly, her voice low. “Not really. Not this time.”
The figure didn’t blink, didn’t move, but the shadows around them seemed to stir in response.
“Goodbyes are only needed when someone leaves,” came the voice layered, echoing from some place inside her as much as outside. “He has not.”
Valerie let that hang in the air. “Then where is he?”
Ghost Watch stepped closer not intruding, just nearer. Their presence didn’t chill the air. It warmed it with something older than grief.
“He chose the path freely. There was no summons. No trade forced. The offering of his soul was his own.”
Valerie’s breath caught in her throat. “He knew the cost before we did.”
“He has always known,” Ghost Watch said. “But this time, he made the choice not from guilt, not from fury… but from love. From clarity.”
She closed her eyes, jaw tight. “He told me once before Mikoshi that he didn’t believe in peace. That he didn’t think it was for people like us.”
“And yet,” they replied, “he found it… in you. In her. In the family you built.”
Valerie opened her eyes. Her gaze fixed on the sky for a long moment. “Will I see him again?”
Ghost Watch didn’t answer right away. When they did, it was with something gentler than confirmation.
“He lives now in the places he touched. In the girl he saved. In the song that still echoes when you sing it. Not as a ghost. Not as a shadow. But as something earned. Something known.”
Valerie’s throat tightened, but she nodded.
A silence passed again, one that didn’t feel empty.
Then she spoke, slower this time. “And Sera?”
“She stands at the edge of becoming,” they said. “Not in body. In self. The soul she carries burns bright. Brighter than most. It remembers every act of devotion that brought her here.”
Valerie leaned back slightly, watching the shape Ghost Watch became when they spoke of her daughter. “She’s always carried the weight of others. Since the first time we met her.”
“Because she was meant to,” they said, “but not meant to bear it alone.”
That landed harder than she expected. Valerie looked back toward the bedroom window, just barely catching the golden sliver of light from the lamp beside the bed where Sera slept.
“She still hasn’t made her choice,” Valerie said. “About… what she wants to be.”
“No. But she will. And when she does, it will not be out of fear. It will be because love calls her forward.”
Valerie tilted her head. “And if Sandra makes her choice first?”
“Then she will not walk alone. As Judy once followed you, Sandra now follows Sera. The thread has not broken. It grows stronger.”
The wind stirred the tall grass, brushing against the legs of the chair, whispering through the cracks of the house like old breath.
Valerie looked down at her hands. “Is there anything I should do?”
“You’ve already done it,” Ghost Watch said. “You gave her a home.”
They didn’t move to leave. Not yet. Their presence remained, still and luminous in the dark.
Valerie sat forward in the chair again, elbows resting on her knees. Her voice came quiet through the hush.
“Can I ask you something?”
The Ghost Watch figure gave the smallest nod, more like a ripple through the air than motion.
She hesitated. “Why didn’t you ever show me and Judy… the other timelines with Sera?”
For a moment, the night felt heavier. Then the voice came not cruel, but solemn, threaded with the gravity of countless truths.
“Sera Starling, daughter of Sindy and Desmond Starling dies in every other timeline.”
Valerie’s breath caught. It wasn’t disbelief it was the weight of knowing and suddenly having confirmation.
She looked away toward the bedroom window, toward the girl they’d saved, the woman who now hovered between life and something deeper.
“How can you sit back and watch people die?”
The figure didn’t flinch. Their hand lifted in a slow, graceful motion, as if reaching toward something only they could see.
“We do not act. We watch. And go where Alt commands.”
Valerie frowned, not angry just trying to understand. “So then… what makes this timeline different?”
Ghost Watch’s head turned slightly. “Desmond perished before Sera’s birth in every thread. Some timelines saw Sindy survive the Raffen ambush, only for Sera to fall later. In many, you and Judy were never there in time. In others… you were never together at all.”
Valerie swallowed hard.
The figure continued. “In timelines that mirrored your own, you lacked what was needed to preserve her. You did not forge the means before the moment came.”
Valerie blinked. “The shard Judy built for me. To protect my Engram.”
“Yes,” the voice affirmed. “That fragment your wife’s creation was the first stable vessel capable of supporting our transfer protocol. Without it, Sera’s consciousness would have slipped beyond retrieval. Without it… you would not have the forms you live in now.”
The truth landed slow. Measured. Valerie nodded, eyes still searching through the dark. “What about Sandra? Why her? What made you decide she was worth preserving too?”
There was a pause before the answer came, one that felt heavier than the others.
“Because she will choose it freely. Sandra’s preservation was foreseen the moment her devotion proved unshakable. Most lives follow the cycle without divergence. But some… step beyond. You and Judy were the first to breach the loop. What you built your love, your choices created the space for something impossible to grow.”
Valerie looked down, thumb brushing over the metal edge of the chair. “So you’re saying we broke fate.”
“We are saying… you made a new one. And those you brought into your family Sera, Sandra chose to walk that path with you. Of their own accord.”
A breath slipped out of her, half a laugh. “Thanks. For actually answering for once. Usually we just get a bunch of riddles and cryptic light shows.”
If the figure was capable of amusement, it didn’t show, but the tone shifted gentler.
“The summons are not meant to confuse. Only to test. To affirm your path. But when the moment calls for clarity… we speak.”
A shimmer passed over them like a wind through water. Then, without motion, they faded back into the fold of space and time from which they came.
Valerie exhaled and leaned back against the chair. The stars pulsed above, quiet and countless.
For the first time in days, she let herself breathe without reaching for the next answer.
Valerie sat still for a long time, elbows on her knees, fingers laced loosely. The quiet pressed around her warm wind, faint crickets, the occasional rustle of branches in the dry summer dark. It wasn’t heavy. Just full. Full of everything that hadn’t been said yet.
She let her eyes drift toward the stars not looking for answers, just needing them to witness it.
“Hey, Johnny,” she murmured, voice barely louder than a breath. “Not sure if you can hear me… but everyone keeps saying all this is possible because of me.”
A pause. The kind that hangs somewhere between sorrow and awe.
“The truth is… it’s only because you gave me that chance.”
The words fell out like they’d been sitting under her ribs too long. Her throat worked around the emotion, but she didn’t stop. She smirked faintly, the ghost of a grin tugging at one corner of her mouth.
“Hard to believe we met with you slamming my head into a window, trying to hijack my body. Both of us were angry. Both of us were scared shitless. No clue what the hell was going on.”
She leaned forward, resting her forearms on her thighs, eyes on the dirt just beyond her boots.
“But somehow, we found common ground. You swore you’d help me survive. It started feeling less like a virus and more like hell, a friend. You gave me music when the noise got too loud. Taught me how to play guitar during those rare quiet moments, when the Relic wasn’t frying my synapses and the world wasn’t trying to kill me.”
The wind shifted slightly. A cooler breeze came across the dry grass and slid under her shirt like memory.
“I remember when you told me you saw how Judy looked at me. Said I went all mushy inside.” She laughed under her breath. “You didn’t like her at first. But somewhere along the way… you saw her. The way I did. By the time our boots hit Mikoshi, you told me you were glad I found her. That you’d get me home to her.”
Her hand brushed her chest just over her heart. The old habit. The same place she used to feel the pull of the Relic.
“You gave your soul for my life back then. Because you believed I could do something with it. And now… you did it again. For Sera.”
The name cracked in her throat, but she kept going.
“I can never thank you enough for that, Johnny. For giving her this chance. For giving us the time.”
She closed her eyes, a tear slipping free despite her grip.
“The world might not remember you the way you wanted. Might still call you a terrorist. A has-been. A cautionary tale.” She looked toward the sky again. “But this family? We owe you everything.”
A soft laugh pushed through the tightness in her chest.
“And yeah… I know. If you were here, you’d say it’s only ‘cause you finally listened to me. That it’s all just my influence, rubbing off on you.”
Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Maybe you’re right. Maybe that’s why we worked. You burned hot. I kept us grounded. We balanced each other out.”
The night air swept gently across her face. She let it dry the wetness on her cheeks without wiping it away.
Valerie didn’t hear the door open, just felt the presence behind her, familiar and quiet. She turned her head slightly and saw Judy in the doorway, wrapped in one of the soft woven blankets from Sera and Sandra’s living room.
Judy didn’t interrupt. She just let the silence breathe with her.
Finally, she smiled tired, warm, knowing.
“Come back inside, mi amor,” she said gently. “Your shift’s up. Time to get some rest.”
Valerie didn’t move right away.
She just nodded, and for the first time in hours, she felt like maybe she could.
Sandra stirred as the morning light slipped in quietly thin and soft through the linen curtains, casting pale gold across the edge of the bed. It warmed the space slowly, like it knew not to intrude too fast.
Her eyes blinked open, lashes heavy, body aching from the awkward angle she’d fallen asleep in. The blanket someone had placed over her had slipped halfway to the floor, but Sera’s warmth beside her had never faded.
Sandra turned her head slowly, careful not to jostle anything. Sera lay where she had all night still, silent, but color had returned to her face. The bruised paleness had softened. Her breathing, though faint, was steady now. Like the tide had turned and was finally flowing in again.
Sandra’s hand moved instinctively, brushing the backs of her fingers along Sera’s arm, then curling gently around her hand beneath the covers. Her thumb stroked once across Sera’s knuckles.
“Still fighting,” she whispered.
Her voice was thick, low, but sure.
She sat up, carefully shifting so she could carefully check Sera. The faint glow of the relic shard beneath Sera’s skin had dimmed to something quiet and stable, like coals after a fire. Still alive, and holding.
Sandra let herself exhale.
She ran her hand once through her own hair, then leaned her forehead lightly against Sera’s shoulder.
“I don’t know if you can hear me yet,” she murmured, “but I hope you can feel this. We’re here. I’m here.”
The quiet stretched, but it wasn’t lonely.
It was the kind of quiet that held promise.
Sandra’s fingers traced the edge of one of the photos still tucked near the pillow Johnny’s smirking face mid-air guitar solo. Her throat tightened, but she smiled.
“You’d be proud of her, Johnny,” she said under her breath. “I know you would.”
She kissed the back of Sera’s hand. “I’ll be right here when you open those eyes. No matter how long it takes.”
A new day had begun, and Sandra was still holding the line.
Sandra sat quietly by the bed, the early morning hush broken only by the soft beeping of the monitors beside her. She checked them with slow fingers, fluid levels, pulse, neural response. All stable.
She looked at Sera, her eyes tracing the faint movements of her chest.
“We always start the morning with a shower, Firebird,” she said softly, almost to herself. Her voice cracked a little, but she didn’t let it linger.
“I won’t be long,” she whispered, brushing a hand against Sera’s wrist where the biomonitor glowed faintly. “Be back in a minute.”
She stood slowly and slipped out of the room.
Down the hallway, the faucet squeaked. Sandra filled the metal bucket with warm water and grabbed a folded washcloth. The weight in her arms wasn’t much, but sleep deprivation and emotion made it heavier than it should’ve been.
On her way back, she misstepped. Her hip bumped the wall with a muted thud water sloshing out over the edge and onto the floor, soaking into her pants.
From the kitchen, voices paused. A chair shifted.
Vicky was already on her feet. She stepped into the hallway, eyes landing on her daughter just as Sandra was regaining her balance.
“Hey sweetheart,” Vicky asked gently, “you okay?”
Sandra offered a tired, too-bright smile. “I’m fine. Sera just needs our morning shower.”
Vicky’s gaze lingered. There was something in the way she said “our” that tugged deep. But she nodded. “Alright. You let us know if you need anything, yeah?”
Sandra nodded and slipped back into the bedroom.
Vicky stood a moment longer in the hallway, gaze lingering as if she could bring things into balance just by staying still. Then, with a quiet exhale, she turned and returned to the kitchen, her footsteps soft against the floorboards.
Valerie, Judy, and Panam were already seated, the low morning light casting long, warm streaks across the table. The weight in Vicky’s face spoke louder than her voice ever could.
“She’s trying to keep the routine,” Vicky said gently, her voice barely rising above the hush of the room. “Like nothing’s changed.”
Panam set her mug down with a muted clink, her fingers curling against the ceramic. “Because everything has.”
Judy leaned back against the counter, arms folded tight across her chest like she could hold herself steady that way. “She’s afraid if she lets go of that rhythm… Sera won’t find her way back.”
Valerie looked down, hands clasped loosely on the table, her voice soft and sure. “Then we hold it with her. Keep the lights on. Keep the rhythm going.”
The scent of coffee drifted in the air, mixing with the soft creak of the old house settling. No one rushed to fill the silence. It just lived there between them.
Panam’s voice came next, low but threaded with memory. “The first day is always the hardest.”
Behind Valerie, Judy moved her hands slowly, tracing warm, grounding circles across her shoulders. “Sera did the same thing when Valerie was in her coma. Two weeks.” Her voice broke slightly but carried on. “She made pancakes every morning. Thought maybe the smell would bring her back.”
Valerie gave a small, tired laugh, tilting her head against Judy’s arm. “You’re a genius.”
Judy pressed a kiss into her hair. “I know. But what’re you thinking, mi amor?”
Valerie’s gaze shifted to the hallway. “If Sandra’s keeping the rhythm, next up is breakfast. Pancakes were always their favorite.”
Vicky was already moving, a soft smile on her lips. “I’ll see what they’ve got. If there’s no mix, I’ll make it from scratch. They’ll never know the difference.”
Panam leaned forward, elbows on the table, watching the hallway like she was trying to send her strength down it. “We can hold it with her. However long it takes.”
Judy nodded. “Just like Sera did.”
For a few heartbeats, the kitchen didn’t feel like a place steeped in grief. It felt like something stronger than , lived-in, resilient.
Sandra sat quietly at the bedside, the bowl of water now lukewarm beside her. A clean washcloth lay in her hand, folded with slow, deliberate care. She didn’t glance at the monitors anymore; she knew the readings by heart. She dipped the cloth, wrung it out with practiced movements, and pressed it gently to Sera’s brow, careful around the IV, the external biomonitor resting on her wrist. The room was hushed save for the faint rhythmic beep of the monitor and the breath that barely stirred from Sera’s lips.
“You always took forever to wake up,” Sandra murmured, her tone soft, threaded with memory. “I’d be dressed, coffee in hand, and you’d still be tangled in the covers pretending not to hear me.”
She smiled, brushing a damp curl from Sera’s temple.
“I used to think I fell for your stubborn streak.” She shook her head slightly. “Truth is… I fell for your stillness. The way the world quieted down when you were near.”
Her thumb traced the edge of Sera’s jaw, then the faint constellation of freckles across her cheekbone.
“I miss your laugh already,” she said, the words barely above a whisper. “It’s quiet without you. Even if I know you’re still fighting.”
She looked down at the cloth in her hands, the moisture cooling against her fingers.
“You’ve been fighting since the moment we met. And I’ve been fighting right alongside you.” Her voice trembled, just for a second. “That hasn’t changed.”
Sandra leaned forward, resting her head gently beside Sera’s. Her voice dropped even softer.
“I’ll be here every morning. With the cloth. With the pancakes. With love.”
She pressed her lips to Sera’s temple.
“I’m not going anywhere. I love you.”
The monitors hummed beside her, steady as breath. Steady as the love that anchored her there, wrapped in silence and the quiet rhythm of not giving up.
Sandra didn’t move from the bed.
The bowl sat on the nightstand now, the cloth neatly folded beside it. She kept one hand curled around Sera’s, her thumb brushing the soft inside of her wrist where the biomonitor glowed faint blue. It pulsed in rhythm with the faint beat beneath Sera’s skin.
She wasn’t speaking now, just breathing.
Listening.
The house was quiet, save for the occasional creak of settling wood and the far-off whisper of wind moving over dry grass outside. Somewhere in the kitchen, soft footsteps. Muffled voices. But they didn’t press into this room.
This room had only one rhythm, and Sandra kept it.
She glanced over at the small cluster of photos she’d left propped up on the windowsill. One of her favorites was already catching the light Sera with a wide-mouthed laugh, hair windswept, gripping a cracked paintbrush in one hand and a can of spray paint in the other. A mural half-finished behind her. It was a mess. Beautiful, and bold.
Sera, always reaching for color even when the world felt gray.
Sandra’s eyes lingered there. Then drifted back to the woman asleep in front of her.
“I keep thinking about that morning in Crescent Ridge,” she said quietly. “The one where you woke me up with music playing from your radio sitting on the toolkit. Said you’d made a playlist of every song that reminded you of us.”
She smiled faintly, blinking against the sting behind her eyes.
“And I said I didn’t need music to know what you felt. I could feel it in your hands. Your eyes. The way you always looked at me like I was worth building a world around.”
Her hand tightened slightly around Sera’s.
“I’m building one now, Firebird. Just like we said we would. It’s slower without you. It hurts like hell. But I’m still building.”
She leaned her head down, resting it lightly against Sera’s shoulder. Her eyes closed.
“I’m not giving up on us. I never will.”
Outside the window, morning sun crept higher across the pale blue sky, dust motes catching the light in lazy swirls. The quiet in the room wasn’t hollow. It held a breath of devotion. The kind of silence that meant something.
Sandra stayed right there, wrapped around the woman she loved, rooted to the rhythm only they could hear.
She would wait as long as it took.
A soft knock broke the silence.
Nothing urgent, or loud. Just enough to stir the quiet with care.
Sandra blinked her eyes open, her body still curled protectively against Sera’s side. Her muscles ached from the position, but she didn’t move, at least not right away. She glanced at the monitors. The pulse readout still blinked steady, a soft line of light that meant her world hadn’t ended in the night.
Another knock. Then a voice low, familiar.
“It’s us,” Panam called gently through the door. “Didn’t want to barge in. We brought breakfast.”
Sandra shifted carefully, brushing a hand over Sera’s cheek before slipping free from the blankets. She padded over to the door and opened it just enough to peer out.
Panam stood with a tray balanced in her arms, steam rising off a plate of golden pancakes, crisp around the edges just the way the girls liked them. Vicky held a carafe of coffee in one hand, mugs tucked in the other. Judy and Valerie stood behind them, both still in sleep clothes, hair unbrushed, worry worn into their eyes like it hadn’t left overnight.
“We didn’t mean to wake you,” Judy said softly. “Just thought you might need something warm.”
Sandra opened the door a little wider, her voice still rough. “Thank you.”
Vicky handed off the tray slowly, careful not to crowd her. “Are you eating in here or out there?”
Sandra glanced back at the bed. “Here.”
Panam gave a small nod. “We’ll give you space.”
But before they turned to go, Valerie stepped forward. Her voice was quiet, but steady. “We’re just down the hall if you need anything. Doesn’t have to be words. Just knock.”
Sandra looked at each of them, her arms tightening a little around the tray. “I know.”
And she did.
As the door closed again, the bedroom returned to its hush. She set the tray gently on the nightstand, pulled the small table closer, and poured herself a cup of coffee. Then she sat, same chair, same position, beside the woman who still hadn’t woken, but hadn’t left her either.
She picked up a fork, broke off a corner of the pancake, and whispered with a faint, aching smile.
“Alright, Firebird. Breakfast is served.”
The pancake cooled in her hand before she remembered to eat it.
She chewed slowly, not really tasting it. Not because it was bad Panam knew what she was doing in the kitchen, and Vicky’s coffee always hit just right, but because her focus never left Sera. Every blink of the biomonitor on her wrist, every soft rise and fall of her chest, anchored Sandra in place.
The fork rested loosely in her fingers.
“I can still feel you, you know,” she murmured. “Even if you’re buried somewhere deep… I still feel you.”
The words weren’t meant to wake her. Just reminders. Gentle knots in the thread Sandra refused to let go of.
She picked up another bite, placing it on the edge of the plate nearest the pillow.
“Your favorite. Crisp edges. Little too much syrup. Just how you like it.”
The morning moved slowly around them. Light poured in through the window in quiet bands, warming the floor and the curve of Sera’s shoulder under the blanket. A breeze slipped through the cracked window above the bed, rustling the photo tucked there Sera grinning with her arms around Sandra’s neck, paint smudges on her face from one of their “fix-up” days.
Sandra reached for her coffee, but stopped halfway. She looked at Sera again, something soft folding behind her eyes.
“This house is too quiet when you’re not in it.”
Her voice stayed steady, but low.
“I miss the sound of your boots clunking around the hall like you don’t weigh a damn thing. I miss the way you hum when you’re cleaning your pistols like it’s some lullaby only you remember. I even miss you leaving the fridge open too long.”
She let out a faint, tired laugh.
“I keep thinking about that dumb argument we had over how much jam to put on toast. Remember? You said I spread it like I was afraid it’d break the bread. I said you caked it on like you were frosting a cake.”
Her eyes shimmered, but no tears fell.
“I’d give anything to argue about jam right now.”
She reached for Sera’s hand again, letting her thumb settle in the hollow of her wrist.
“You better not be listening to me from some dream and thinking this means you’ve won.”
A pause.
Then, softer:
“I love you too much to let you sleep forever.”
Sandra didn’t move from the chair. She didn’t eat much more. She just stayed. Guarding the quiet. Filling it with memory and presence.
Letting her love be louder than the silence.
Sandra shifted in the chair, her fingers moving gently down Sera’s forearm. Her touch traced the lines of the tattoo inked just beneath the surface, the delicate arc of stars tapering into the small, simple script: I’m coming home. The lettering was familiar, lovingly weathered from sun and time, and it hadn’t faded in meaning. Not once.
She brushed her thumb lightly over the last word, then leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the inside of Sera’s wrist, right where the pulse glowed soft beneath the skin.
“I know you still hear me, Firebird,” she whispered.
The quiet stretched, thick and full, before she stood.
She crossed to the far corner of the room past the cracked window, past the drying washcloth still folded on the nightstand. The record player waited where they always kept it, tucked on the little shelf beneath the framed Polaroids and old camp badges from The Aldecaldos camp. Her fingers hovered over the vinyl sleeves until they found the one she wanted Coming Home, by Falling in Reverse. The sleeve was worn at the edges. She remembered Sera saying Valerie used to play it every time things got rough, long before either of them knew what real fear felt like.
She slid the record free and placed it on the player. The needle dropped with a soft crackle, and then…
“My hope is that you'll make it through
Hate must never win
Even when we're worlds apart
Your love is not a sin
Even if it's hard
Even when I'm far
I will always be there”
The opening chord swelled into the room like breath after drowning. Sandra didn’t move at first. Just stood with her fingers resting on the edge of the player as the lyrics began to flow.
“Hold on my dear
I'm coming home
Don't let your fears
Take control
I can finally hear
Her message loud and clear
Hold on my dear
I'm coming home”
She turned back toward the bed slowly, eyes finding Sera again.
“That tattoo?” she said softly, almost to herself. “You got it after your moms brought you home. Said the song reminded you that someone was always coming back for you. That you weren’t alone anymore.”
She crossed the room, her bare feet silent on the wood floor, and sat beside Sera once more.
“You told me once,” she continued, voice hitching just slightly, “that before me, that song was about Valerie and Judy. About safety. Family. But after we found each other again… it became about us.”
“Transmission from the stars
A message from the atmosphere
Etched into my heart
Your purpose there is still unclear
The ghost of you lives on
Through everything I see and touch”
Sandra’s throat tightened. “You always said I made your stomach feel weird. That I gave you slushie-belly.”
A faint, tearful laugh escaped before she could stop it. “We were just kids. Dumb, loud, full of scraps and spark. But when you looked at me like that? With all that wonder, like I was already your forever?”
She leaned closer, brushing a lock of hair from Sera’s face. “That’s when I knew. I was yours. Long before I knew what love even meant.”
The chorus rose again, crashing like a wave in the space between them:
“Hold on my dear… I’m coming home…”
“You’ve always come back to me,” she whispered. “So I’ll wait right here. Until you do.”
She curled herself gently back around Sera’s side, not disturbing the monitors, careful of every wire and every breath. The music played on in soft echoes across the room.
Outside, the morning sun touched the edge of the horizon.
Inside, Sandra held the line not with fire or fury, but with the quiet, stubborn tenderness that had always kept Sera grounded.
Because love was louder than fear, and this time, she was the one promising:
I’ll bring you home.
The kitchen had settled into a hush. Mugs half-full, plates left mostly untouched. No one had the appetite for more than presence.
Judy sat on the bench beside Valerie, her arm resting lightly along the back of her wife’s shoulders. They hadn’t spoken in a while since the door had closed again behind Sandra. But it wasn’t an uncomfortable silence. It was waiting. The kind that understood something still needed to happen.
Then faint at first music floated in from the hallway.
Valerie’s head turned, her freckled brow pinching just slightly.
Judy was already listening, her breath catching as the lyrics reached her ears.
“Hold on my dear… I’m coming home…”
Neither moved, but the weight of it passed between them instantly.
Valerie exhaled, voice barely more than a whisper. “She put the record on.”
Judy nodded slowly. “Of all the ones to choose…”
They both knew what it meant.
That song had lived in their family longer than most memories. Valerie had played it for Sera the night she asked them to be her moms. Judy had hummed it while changing out biofoam dressings during the Snake Nation winter ambush. When they brought Sera home bruised but alive that record had been the only thing that calmed her enough to sleep.
“She remembered,” Valerie said quietly, her thumb brushing the side of her coffee mug.
“She always does,” Judy murmured. “And now so does Sandra.”
They sat together in the stillness, letting the song roll gently down the hallway and into the kitchen.
“Even when you’re gone…”
“Even when it’s hard…”
“I will always be there…”
Valerie leaned her head gently against Judy’s, closing her eyes. “That girl’s holding everything together in there.”
Judy smiled faintly, voice soft and sure. “She’s got Sera’s kind of fire.”
“And our kind of love.”
They didn’t need to see the room to picture it. Sandra curled close, record spinning slow, the windows catching the morning haze. A quiet promise being kept not through words, but through sound, through breath, through the shared memory of coming home.
The coffee had gone cold.
The warmth in the house hadn’t left.
It lived in the music. In the women who waited. In the family they’d built, still holding quietly, fiercely through every storm.
Valerie looked toward the hallway, then turned back to Judy. Her voice was low, steady.
“Hey. I need to grab something from the house. Won’t be long. Gonna call Jen and check in on Dust Bone while I’m out.”
Judy reached out without hesitation, fingers curling around Valerie’s wrist. “Okay. I can tell you just thought of something important.”
Valerie gave a small smile, the kind that held more love than explanation. She leaned in, cupped Judy’s cheek with the back of her hand, and kissed her soft, slow. Her thumb brushed gently beneath Judy’s eye.
“Won’t be long.”
Judy nodded, eyes never leaving her until the front door clicked shut.
For a moment, she just sat there. Still. The kitchen had quieted again, the light through the window bending toward afternoon. Coffee had gone lukewarm, but she sipped it anyway, her fingers wrapped around the mug like it could keep the weight of the day from slipping too far.
She was still tracing the edge of a thought when soft footsteps returned behind her.
Vicky stepped back into the kitchen, towel slung over one shoulder, sleeves rolled up, her damp hair braided loosely over one side. She carried the scent of soap and wind, like she’d only just stepped in from the edge of the world.
“Panam had to check on the Aldecaldos,” she said casually, pulling out a chair and sitting across from Judy. “She’ll be back soon.”
Judy gave a small nod. “Everything alright?”
“Yeah.” Vicky tilted her head slightly, eyes searching Judy’s face with that gentle precision she always carried. “Just some scout detail confusion. One of the old runners flagged something wrong on a drone relay, but it turned out to be a busted fence sensor.”
She paused.
“But I think she needed the air too.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just traced her finger slowly around the rim of the mug.
“You’ve always had a way of knowing what people need without them saying it,” she said softly. “Panam. Sandra. Even Valerie.”
Vicky smiled. “Takes one to know one.”
Judy snorted quietly. “I’m not exactly the model of maternal intuition.”
“No,” Vicky said, leaning forward with her elbows on the table. “You’re something better. You show up. Even when it hurts. Even when it’s easier not to.”
Judy looked at her, unsure how to respond. The compliment didn’t clang like flattery. It settled more like the truth. Lived-in. Earned.
Vicky kept her tone light but grounded. “You and Valerie built something out here most folks never get to touch. That kid back there she’s proof of that. Now Sandra’s part of it too.”
Judy’s jaw tightened slightly. “She’s holding it together better than I expected.”
Vicky met her gaze across the table, steady. “That’s because she learned from you.”
No emphasis, no flattery. Just a fact.
The silence between them held warmth. Shared ground. The kind not talked about often enough.
Judy gave a small, tired laugh. “Didn’t think I’d ever be sitting at a table having a heart-to-heart with one of the queens of the Badlands.”
Vicky raised her mug in salute. “And I never thought I’d be sitting across from the director of half my favorite brain dances.”
Judy smirked. “You watch my stuff?”
“Valerie made me,” Vicky teased. “But yeah. Some of it stuck with me.”
Judy looked down at her coffee. “They’re all love stories. Even the scary ones.”
“Yeah,” Vicky said. “That’s what makes ‘em real.”
The back door creaked faintly from the breeze. Somewhere down the hall, the record player spun to silence.
Neither of them moved to fill it. They didn’t have to.
They just stayed there, sharing the quiet, two women who’d weathered the kind of years that leave marks, and chose, again and again, to keep loving anyway.
The quiet had crept back into the kitchen, sunlight slipping across the counters in long amber strokes. Judy sipped from her coffee, now lukewarm, and traced a faint mark on the mug with her thumb one of Sera’s old doodles etched into the glaze. A sleepy owl with too-big eyes and a crooked smile. It looked more like a gremlin than anything, but Judy had never wanted to replace it.
The soft chime of her holo stirred her from the stillness.
She tapped it open and stepped into the hallway, away from the kitchen. Vanessa’s face blinked into view first, all sharp eyes and steady control, and beside her, Jessica leaned half into the frame, hair tousled, expression unreadable for a second then soft.
“Hey,” Judy said, her voice quiet. “Thanks for calling.”
Jessica gave a little half-wave. “We didn’t want to bother if you were resting, but we figured we should check in.”
“How is she?” Vanessa asked, cutting gently to the heart of it.
Judy leaned against the hallway wall, her free hand bracing just above the wainscoting. “Still out. Monitors are holding steady, no drops in vitals. Sandra’s with her… hasn’t left her side.”
Jessica sighed, brushing her pink and green bangs out of her eyes. “Shit. I was hoping maybe we’d wake up and hear she’d already sat up, cracked a joke.”
“She’s strong,” Judy said. Her voice didn’t waver. “But she took a hell of a hit. Ghost Watch says the Engram’s holding… just needs time.”
Vanessa’s gaze didn’t shift, but Judy could tell she was tracking more than words. “And Sandra?”
Judy exhaled, thumb brushing over the edge of the holo. “Still moving like nothing broke. Still washing Sera’s face. Still whispering to her like it’s just another lazy morning.” Her voice lowered. “But you can see it… in her shoulders. She’s unraveling, slowly.”
Jessica’s expression softened. “We can come by.”
Judy shook her head, a faint smile tugging at one corner of her mouth. “Not yet. The room’s full. Panam stepped out to check on the Aldecaldos. Vicky’s here. Valerie ran home for something. Sandra needs quiet right now, not noise. She’s keeping that tether steady.”
Vanessa gave a short nod. “Alright. But we’re on standby. You need anything, you just call. Doesn’t matter what time.”
Jessica leaned back into frame, this time with her whole face visible. “Give her our love, alright? Both of them. And you, too. You look like you’ve barely slept.”
“None of us really have,” Judy admitted. “But… thanks. For checking in.”
The screen dimmed after the call ended, and Judy just stood there for a minute. Letting the stillness return. Letting the weight settle.
Then she turned toward the hallway toward the bedroom, and started walking, slow and quiet, like her presence alone could help steady what Sandra was still trying to hold together.
The music had faded into silence again, leaving only the soft hum of the monitors and the occasional chirp of birds beyond the windows. Morning had settled into the walls quiet, unassuming, but alert. Like the world holding its breath.
Sandra sat cross-legged near the foot of the bed now, a towel laid out on the rug, four weapons disassembled across it with precise care. Ember and Echo rested closest to her crimson and violet tech pistols, laid bare in parts, humming faintly with stored charge. Beyond them, Sera’s gear: Mother’s Pride gleamed under the filtered light, the engraving of Judy and Valerie’s names catching the gold edge of the morning sun. The Laguna Belle, heavier and matte black, sat silent beside it, rose and lotus markings dulled but unforgotten.
Sandra checked each piece methodically, working one-handed while her other arm remained angled toward the bed close enough to touch Sera if she needed to. She didn’t. Not yet, but it was a tether she couldn’t let go of, even for a moment.
She slid the casing from Echo’s chamber, wiped down the coils, then set it aside and picked up Ember. A flicker of memory passed through her Sera laughing the first time she named the pistols. “That’s so dramatic, baby,” she’d teased, eyes bright. “You sure you’re not the one with a flair for the spotlight?”
Sandra smiled faintly to herself, aligning the energy cell back into place with a quiet click.
“Just staying ready, Firebird,” she murmured. “You always said we had to be.”
She reached for Mother’s Pride next, checking the safety, the grip, brushing her thumb over the twin engravings. Even now, when she touched the weapon, it felt like Sera steady, bold, burning just under the surface. Sandra popped the chamber, gave it a quick inspection, then laid it back down. Last was the shotgun. Laguna Belle had taken more of a beating during the canyon fight; the side rail was scuffed, the edge of the phoenix design chipped. Sandra ran her thumb over the worn line like smoothing a scar.
“I’ll clean it up. You’ll need her when you’re back on your feet.”
She didn’t rush. She never did. The routine mattered.
They’d done this a hundred mornings before sprawled on this same rug, half-dressed in undershirts and Clan jackets, passing tools and teasing each other over who cleaned faster. Even when no calls came, even when the day passed quietly, they kept their gear ready. Not out of paranoia, but principle.
Because someone always needed help. And they always answered.
Sandra began reassembling each piece, hands moving with the quiet grace of familiarity. Her back ached. Her eyes burned. But she didn’t falter.
The last click of the reassembled Laguna Belle echoed softly into the room. She rested her hands over it for a moment, fingers splayed.
Then she looked back to the bed.
Sera hadn’t stirred, but the monitors still held their rhythm. Still breathing, and still holding on.
Sandra reached out, slid her hand into Sera’s again, and let her thumb trace slow circles across her knuckles.
“Everything’s ready, Firebird,” she said softly. “All we’re missing is you.”
The weapons were stowed again. Carefully. Each one placed back into its case, latched with a soft click. Sandra sat still for a while after, elbows resting on her knees, head bowed slightly, her fingers threading and unthreading together as she stared at nothing in particular.
Sera still hadn’t moved.
But the biomonitor on her wrist pulsed on.
Sandra stood finally, stretching slowly, her spine clicking in protest. She crossed to the small dresser where their shared jewelry tray sat, cluttered with things half-worn and half-forgotten. She picked through it until her hand settled on Sera’s hair tie black, stretched, with one tiny red thread frayed out from the loop.
She smiled faintly, brushing her thumb along it.
"Still kept stealing my ties even after I cut mine short," she murmured.
On instinct, she turned to grab the brush on the edge of the dresser. She crossed back to the bed and sat carefully at the edge. Sera’s bangs had shifted in sleep, now lying uneven across her forehead. Sandra combed them gently, each stroke a whisper of presence, like a promise in motion.
“There you go,” she said quietly. “No waking up with a rat’s nest. I know how you hate that.”
She set the brush down and curled up again at Sera’s side, one arm over her midsection, cheek resting just under her shoulder. She didn’t need sleep. Not yet. She just needed this to feel Sera’s body under her arm. Still warm, and fighting.
Time passed like a breath. Slow and unspoken.
The house remained quiet, but not heavy.
She reached out and slid one of the photos closer from the nightstand the one of their wedding, Johnny standing off to the side with arms crossed and a smirk like he was trying to hide how proud he really was. Sera had that same smirk in the photo. Sandra never told her, but she always noticed it when she looked long enough.
“I miss him too,” she said into the space between them. “You’d laugh if you knew how he saved us. You’d probably yell at him for not warning you first.”
A breeze moved outside, shifting the curtains slightly, letting sun stretch a little further across the blankets. Sandra didn’t move.
Then came a knock. Soft. Familiar.
Valerie’s voice came gentle through the wood. “Hey, Sandra. It’s us. Can we come in?”
Judy added quietly, “Only if you’re up for it.”
Sandra didn’t speak at first. Just lifted her head, brushed a kiss to Sera’s temple, and whispered, “Told you we’d never leave you alone.” Then she turned toward the door.
“Yeah,” she called back, voice steady. “Come in.”
The door eased open with a soft click, letting in a faint beam of light from the hallway. It caught on the framed sketch above the dresser Sera’s favorite jellyfish, and the edges of the folded fleece blanket draped over the armchair near the window. Morning air moved gently through the partially cracked glass, stirring the faint scent of lavender soap and cotton lingering from the night before.
Valerie stepped in first, careful with her steps. One arm held a long zipper-up clothing bag, the other a small cluster of old enamel pins Samurai, Falling In Reverse, their paint chipped but still vivid under the sheen of age. The metal clicked faintly against her knuckles as she moved.
Judy followed quietly behind her, hair still tousled, eyes soft but alert. She closed the door gently behind them, taking in the stillness of the room with a practiced glance. The record player had stopped spinning. Sera lay unchanged. Sandra looked up, tired but present.
Judy gave her a knowing smile. “These were inside the old capsule we found on that dive in Klamath Lake. Figured they might belong here now.”
Valerie set the garment bag carefully over the chair and unzipped it, revealing the worn brown leather of Johnny Silverhand’s replica Samurai jacket the one Rogue had handed her all those years ago during the Chippin’ In job. Samurai was still written bold in white on the collar. The red logo still burned faintly across the back, faded but unmistakable.
“It was never really my style,” Valerie said, brushing her fingers along the stitched edge where the leather met the lining. “But I held onto it. Johnny gave his soul for me once. Then again for Sera. I think… I think it’s time it became something new.”
Sandra stepped forward, slowly, her hand reaching out to graze the leather. She didn’t speak at first, her gaze trailing down to where the folds met the hem.
Judy joined her at the side, voice lower now. “Add anything you want. Phoenix patches. Alvarez emblems. Sera’s name. Doesn’t have to look like the past. It just has to feel like her.”
Valerie lifted the jacket and folded it into Sandra’s arms. “Johnny would be honored to see Sera’s style stitched into his. Especially by you.”
The sunlight edged across the floorboards, catching the edge of the old nightstand where the biomonitor blinked soft blue at Sera’s wrist. The house creaked faintly as it settled into the warmth of the morning.
Sandra held the jacket close, brushing her thumb along the inner collar. Then down to the lining. Her eyes drifted to the pins in Judy’s hand. She took them gently, her fingers curling around the history between timelines.
“Thank you,” she said quietly. “I’ll make sure it says exactly who she is.”
Judy smiled, brushing a hand across Sandra’s back once as they stood together beside the bed, eyes still on Sera.
Valerie’s hand found Sandra’s shoulder, her touch light but steady. “Sera’s lucky to have you,” she said softly. “Thanks for never giving up on her.”
Sandra didn’t speak, but her fingers curled slightly tighter around the edge of the jacket in her arms.
Not lighter. Just clearer. Grounded in something real.
Sandra smiled at Valerie and Judy, the kind that came from somewhere steadier than relief, something quieter. “Can you stay, and help me?”
Valerie gave a small nod, already stepping closer. “Love to.”
Judy’s lips curved as she joined her. “Start with the pins,” she said, glancing toward the dresser. “We’ll look around, see what we’ve got to add.”
Sandra set the jacket gently on the bed, smoothing out the sleeves, then knelt beside it. She opened her palm, letting the pins spill slightly across the fabric. The shine of silver and red caught the light Samurai logos scuffed by age, Falling In Reverse badges faded just enough to feel like they belonged.
Valerie pulled open one of the old keepsake tins on the dresser. Inside were folded photos, a few tiny cloth patches, thread spools, and a couple of brass clips from Clan gatherings past. Judy leaned into another tin, lifting a chain of guitar pick charms some painted, others chipped.
Then came the soft clatter of the front door opening again. Familiar voices.
“Welcome back,” Vicky called warmly from the hallway.
Boots scuffed over tile. Then the sound of a tray bumping gently against the doorframe.
Panam’s voice cut through with that usual raspy confidence. “Stopped by Retro Slush after checking in. Figured everyone could use a pick-me-up.”
She stepped into the room, the tray balanced in her hands five cups in a rainbow of saturated neon. Condensation slid down the sides.
“Still your favorite, right?” she asked Sandra, holding out a deep violet one. “Cherry-lime fusion?”
Sandra took it, a small laugh in her throat. “Haven’t changed.”
“Damn right,” Panam said, easing onto the edge of the bed like she’d done it a hundred times before. “Didn’t survive Dust Bone just to drink some half-assed synth blend.”
Vicky handed out the rest. Pineapple-blast for Judy, orange-burst for Valerie, and something unholy and blue for herself.
They sat in a loose circle around the bed, the jacket spread out between them like a quiet centerpiece. The Slushies sweated into their hands. The sugar hit dulled the ache in their muscles, just enough.
It wasn’t loud or heavy. Just one of those rare pauses that felt like breathing.
Judy let her shoulder brush Valerie’s, eyes still tracking the way Sandra handled each pin like it was sacred. “Sera’s gonna love this,” she said softly.
Sandra didn’t look up, but her voice carried. “She better. I’m building it just like we built each other. Piece by piece.”
No one rushed her.
Outside, the wind stirred the grass. Inside, the morning found its balance held between grief and love and the people who kept showing up anyway.
Sandra pressed the last of the pins into place, fingers adjusting the sharp curve of a Samurai logo above the jacket’s left breast. Her eyes lingered there a moment, then drifted down to the Falling In Reverse pin sitting just beneath its red script slightly chipped, but still readable. She gave it a final nudge with her thumb and exhaled quietly.
Across from her, Judy sipped from her Slushie, the straw tilted between two fingers as she rummaged through one of the open tins. “You ever label these?” she asked, lifting a faded scrap of cloth that might’ve once been part of a sash.
“Nope,” Valerie said, grinning around her straw. “Part of the magic.”
Panam leaned over the bed, eyeing the stitching on the jacket. “She’s gonna flip when she sees that. In a good way.”
Sandra smiled. “She better. I’m sewing my soul into this thing.”
Valerie pulled open another tin, fingers brushing past folded notes, photo booth strips, and a couple bent Aldecaldos buttons from a festival long gone. She paused, brow furrowing as she tugged out a narrow black cloth patch aged, the edges frayed slightly, but the stitching still clear.
“Look what I found,” she murmured, holding it up between two fingers.
Judy turned toward her, squinting. “No way.”
“Commander Jellybean,” Valerie read, the name stitched in bold purple against the faded backing. “She made this the day she decided to fly Nomad colors. Said she needed a name worthy of a starship captain.”
Sandra sat up straighter, her Slushie resting half-forgotten in her lap. “She still had that?”
Valerie nodded slowly, her thumb brushing the edge of the patch. “First time we let her pick out a callsign. Twelve years old, standing in the middle of the garage like it was her command deck.”
Judy chuckled. “We were the crew. She’d go around assigning ranks. I was the ship’s BD analyst, obviously. Valerie got to be head of tactical.”
“I had to report to her every morning,” Valerie said, nudging Judy with her elbow. “Full status check on the imaginary fleet. She’d call us to attention over breakfast.”
Sandra’s voice went quiet, thoughtful. “She’d still do that when we were alone at camp. Not the rank stuff, just the space talk. Said the Clan was like a fleet. Said the world only made sense if you charted it like stars.”
Vicky, crouched now with one hand in a tin of old patches, smiled softly. “Makes sense to me. The girl was mapping her universe before most kids knew how to read a compass.”
Panam sipped her Slushie, chewing on a piece of ice. “Some of the other Aldecaldo kids didn’t get it. Thought she was weird.”
“She was weird,” Sandra said, but her voice carried no judgment. Just pride. “That’s why I always liked hanging out with her.”
Valerie looked up, eyes glinting with memory. “She’d drag her boots through the dirt like she was plotting hyperspace routes. Never wanted to stay in one place too long.”
“Even when we lived at the Lakehouse,” Judy added. “We still took her to the camp every week. Let her stay with the Clan, run her games, pull you into her world.”
Sandra’s smile turned nostalgic. “She made it feel like something bigger than it was. Like if we followed her, we’d end up somewhere better.”
For a moment, no one spoke. The jacket lay across Sandra’s lap, the pins and patches catching flecks of morning light. Valerie ran her fingers gently over the old Commander Jellybean tag and handed it over.
“Add it to the jacket,” she said. “Not just for her. For all the versions of her that got us here.”
Sandra took the patch and pressed it softly against the leather by the cuff, like it was something sacred, and maybe it was.
“Valerie,” Sandra said softly, tapping her fingers against the edge of the jacket in her lap. “Can you hand me that other tin?”
Valerie nodded and passed it over. The metal lid clicked faintly as Sandra lifted it, the smell of time and cedar polish rising faintly from the soft interior. Her fingers moved slowly through the contents buttons, tiny folded notes, bits of worn ribbon, and an old dog tag missing its chain.
She paused, hand closing around a small enamel pin shaped like a jellyfish, its tiny tendrils detailed in shimmery teal, the body a soft blush pink. Faded around the edges now, but still whole.
Her breath caught, just a little.
“I forgot she still had this,” she murmured.
Judy leaned in a bit from where she sat cross-legged beside the bed. “What is it?”
Sandra turned the pin in her hand, the metal cool against her palm. “I gave it to her when she was seventeen. One of those nights she was trying so hard to be someone else.”
Valerie glanced up, brows furrowing with understanding. “The year she tried to out-stubborn the world.”
“She was certainly stubborn.” Sandra smiled faintly, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “She was pushing everyone away. Chasing danger, picking fights, talking about leaving the clan like it was some kind of cage. Wouldn’t even look me in the eye that day.”
Judy’s voice was soft now. “She was scared. Trying to grow into something without knowing what.”
Sandra nodded. “She came by the camp on a supply run. We argued. Not loud, not dramatic, just tired. I told her she wasn’t acting like herself. That she was trying to be someone the world expected instead of the person I knew. Then I pulled this pin out of my jacket pocket and clipped it to her shirt.”
She looked down at the jellyfish again, her thumb brushing gently over its rounded top.
“Told her to remember where she came from. That softness wasn't a weakness. That the ocean still remembers the things we drop into it.”
Valerie leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. “I remember that day. You left without saying much. We didn’t even know what happened until later.”
Sandra gave a small laugh under her breath. “Yeah. I tried to hide at the camp. Cried into Vicky’s shoulder for an hour. Didn’t feel like I got through to her.”
Judy tilted her head. “But you did, didn’t you?”
Sandra’s lips twitched into something tender. “She showed up later that night. Hair a mess, knuckles bruised from sparring with a robot. Didn’t say anything at first, just pulled the pin off her shirt and clipped it back to my collar. Told me she was sorry. Said she didn’t want to forget.”
Valerie let the silence stretch a moment before she spoke. “She kept that pin in the dresser for years. Always near the top.”
Sandra stared at the pin, then at Sera sleeping just inches away, her breathing still slow but strong.
She leaned over, carefully attaching the jellyfish on the cuff of jacket. One soft click of enamel against leather.
“There,” she whispered. “Now she won’t forget again.”
Judy’s hand found Valerie’s, and for a while, the only sound was the gentle churn of Slushie cups half-melted in their hands, and the soft wind pressing against the windows like the world was trying to listen in.
Sandra shifted a few keepsakes aside, fingers brushing past an old map edge and a folded festival flyer before something caught her eye near the bottom of the tin.
A small heart-shaped pin. Matte silver, etched with her name in delicate cursive across the center just “Sandra,” no extra words, no flair. The kind of thing that would almost feel like nothing if you didn’t know the story behind it.
Her breath caught.
She reached in slowly, lifting it between two fingers like it might break from being held too tightly. The edges were a little worn, the metal slightly dulled, but the engraving was still clear. Still hers.
Valerie glanced over from the dresser. “What’d you find?”
Sandra didn’t answer at first. Just held the pin a little closer, thumb sweeping across the name like she needed to feel it to believe it.
“It’s the one she used,” she said softly. “The day she proposed.”
Judy blinked, then her face warmed into a quiet, knowing smile. “That’s from the jacket cuff, right? The red one she always wore when she was nervous.”
Sandra nodded, eyes still fixed on the pin. “She was a wreck that day. Said she couldn’t figure out how to ask without messing it up… so she just clipped this to my jacket, right on the cuff while we were watching the sunset.”
She gave a faint laugh, the kind that came with a hitch in the throat. “Didn’t even say anything at first. Just handed me my coffee, slipped this on, and waited.”
Valerie crossed over slowly, crouching beside her. “And?”
Sandra looked at her, eyes shimmering now with more than memory. “And I said yes. Even before she asked. Because I already knew.”
She turned the pin in her palm once more, then reached for the cuff of the jacket right beside where the jellyfish pin was still resting, and carefully fastened it beside it.
Judy stepped closer, crouching opposite Valerie now, her hand resting lightly on Sandra’s back.
“She wanted you to know it was always you,” Judy said quietly. “Even when the words came late.”
Sandra nodded, swallowing hard. “She told me once… she never saw the future until I walked into it.”
The three of them stayed there a moment longer, no need to say more.
Outside, the wind shifted. Carried birdsong through the grasses. Somewhere down the hallway, the faint creak of a floorboard settled. Life continues with what matters .
Inside that bedroom, pinned beneath worn leather and memory, Sandra was building something new from everything Sera left behind. Not as an ending. As a promise.
Afternoon light slanted in through the blinds, casting warm bands across the bedroom floor. The jacket lay spread across the edge of the bed now, already half transformed Johnny Silverhand’s old leather reborn with color and care. The jellyfish pin caught the light just above the cuff, Sandra’s heart pin glinting softly beside it. Two names, stitched into memory.
Sandra sat cross-legged near the foot of the bed, needle in hand, finishing a loop of pale purple thread through a small lotus patch just beneath the collar. Judy knelt beside her, carefully holding the leather taut with both hands, brows furrowed in concentration. “Okay, slow,” Judy murmured. “You’re almost through.”
“Got it,” Sandra whispered, easing the thread clean.
Valerie was crouched at the footlocker by the wall, sorting through the last tin of old patches and scraps. A soft chuckle left her lips as she pulled one out. “Well look at that.”
Panam looked over from the dresser, arms crossed loosely. “What is it?”
Valerie stood, holding it between two fingers the faded crimson-and-gold Phoenix of Clan Alvarez, smaller than the back patch but proud, with fine stitching that curved into fire around the wings. “One of the early ones. We made a few of these before the official run. This one used to sit in Sera’s memory box.”
“She used to press it between books to keep it from curling,” Judy added quietly, her gaze softening.
Vicky walked over, nodding as she took it in. “That belongs front and center.”
Sandra reached for it, smoothing a thumb across the edge. “Over the heart?”
Valerie met her eyes. “Where it should be.”
Together, the five of them gathered around the jacket. Judy held the leather steady while Sandra pinned the patch in place. Valerie threaded the needle this time, guiding it through the worn fabric with practiced hands. Vicky passed along the scissors when it was time to trim the thread. And Panam, arms folded, kept a sharp but gentle eye on every detail, nodding once when the last stitch pulled tight.
When they leaned back, the jacket didn’t look new. It looked lived in. Loved. Still Johnny’s at its core, but now it spoke in Sera’s voice, too. In their family’s.
The front held the Phoenix, bold and centered. The cuffs bore the pins. Inside the lining, Judy had quietly stitched a tiny lotus and a star beside it.
Valerie exhaled, brushing a hand along the shoulder. “She’s gonna raise hell in this.”
Panam grinned. “Like she was born to.”
Vicky leaned in to adjust the collar just slightly, her fingers soft. “Built by memory. Worn for the future.”
Sandra didn’t speak. Just let her hand settle over the Phoenix patch, fingers splayed like she was feeling Sera’s heartbeat beneath it.
She was still here, and when she woke, she’d see it all waiting.
The room emptied with quiet intention.
Judy was the last to slip out, brushing her hand along Sandra’s shoulder as she passed. “Call if you need anything.”
Sandra nodded without speaking. Just held the jacket in her lap, her thumb slowly tracing the stitching they’d all just finished. The room, once filled with voices and careful movement, settled back into stillness, but it wasn’t hollow. It carried the warmth of shared hands, of laughter held back behind tired smiles. The kind of quiet that came only after something real had been built.
She leaned forward and laid the jacket across the foot of the bed, smoothing it out one more time. The heart pin glinted beside the jellyfish, soft against the aged leather. Sandra adjusted it slightly just enough that the light hit it the same way it had the day Sera asked her to marry her. No speeches. Just nervous hands and that pin fastened to her cuff like a promise.
Sandra swallowed thickly, reaching for Sera’s hand.
Her fingers curled gently around it, careful not to jostle the IV or disturb the quiet beeping from the monitors. The faint pulse beneath her thumb reminded her that this wasn’t a shrine. It was still a beginning. Even now.
She leaned in, brushing a strand of hair from Sera’s brow.
“I hope you see it when you wake up,” she whispered. “What we made for you. What you mean to all of us.”
She paused, eyes drifting toward the jacket. Her voice dropped even softer.
“I used to be scared you’d outgrow me. That one day you’d fly too far, too bright, and I’d be the girl still grounded, watching from the dust. But you always pulled me with you, Firebird. You made me brave.”
She smiled, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“This time, it’s my turn.”
Her thumb moved gently across Sera’s knuckles, brushing the calluses there. Proof of years spent holding tools, weapons, brushes building the life she believed in.
“I’ll keep everything ready,” Sandra said. “The jacket, the house… breakfast in the mornings, just like always. Until you open those stubborn eyes again.”
Outside, a breeze stirred the dry grass. In the kitchen, faint laughter and the low clatter of dishes carried through the walls Valerie, probably trying to remember where they’d stashed the spices, and Vicky insisting on too much garlic.
Inside here, it was just the two of them.
Sandra leaned her head against the edge of the bed and closed her eyes, their joined hands resting between them.
Sandra wasn’t sure how long she’d been sitting there.
Time had folded into itself measured only by the soft cycle of the monitors and the weight of Sera’s hand in hers. The sunlight through the window had shifted, stretching longer across the hardwood floor, painting thin gold lines against the dresser drawers. Dust danced lazily in the still air. Her back ached from leaning, but she didn’t move.
It was the creak of the door and the quiet rhythm of familiar footsteps that stirred her.
Panam entered first, carrying a small tray with two plates balanced on her arm. Vicky followed behind, her hands wrapped around a pair of water bottles still beading with condensation.
“Hey, sweetheart,” Panam said, her voice a notch lower than usual, gentler at the edges. “Figured it was time.”
Sandra blinked, adjusting in the chair. “How long’s it been?”
Vicky offered a small smile as she set the bottles down. “A couple hours. Maybe more. You’ve been on your own rhythm.”
Sandra exhaled slowly, her eyes drifting down to Sera again before she reached up and rubbed the side of her neck. “Didn’t even notice.”
Panam knelt beside her, holding out the plate just a simple lunch, but made with care. Grilled cheese with the crusts cut off, just like Sera always insisted on. Sliced apples with lemon juice to keep them from browning. A few kettle chips tucked in the corner.
“We raided what we could from the pantry,” she said. “Judy gave us the go-ahead to be sentimental.”
Sandra stared at the plate for a second before taking it carefully in her lap. Her voice came out soft. “Thanks.”
Vicky nudged a second chair a little closer. “Mind if we sit with you a bit?”
Sandra gave a slight shake of her head. “I’d like that.”
They didn’t push the conversation. Just sat there with her, the three of them circled in that quiet space, their eyes occasionally drifting toward Sera. The kind of silence that didn’t demand words. That honored what they were all still holding together.
Panam rested her elbows on her knees, watching Sandra in that sidelong way she always had sharp, but never unkind. “I’ve seen you stand your ground in firefights. But I think this might be the bravest I’ve ever seen you.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. She broke off a corner of the sandwich and set it aside on a napkin at the edge of Sera’s pillow. Then she looked up.
“I’m not brave,” she said. “I’m just in love.”
Vicky reached over, threading her fingers through Sandra’s free hand for a moment, then letting go without needing to hold.
“Sometimes that’s the same thing,” she said.
The room went quiet again, but this time it was warmer and thicker with presence. With memory. With every reason they’d come home.
Sandra glanced toward the jacket still laid out neatly across the foot of the bed. Then at Sera, steady beneath her fingertips.
“I’m not going anywhere,” she said softly.
Neither were they.
The grilled cheese had gone lukewarm, but Sandra didn’t seem to mind. She ate it slowly, each bite mechanical, like her body had remembered it needed food even if her heart hadn’t caught up. Panam stayed quiet beside her, gaze flicking between Sandra and Sera, elbows now resting on the armrests of her chair instead of her knees.
Vicky had leaned back slightly, her water bottle nestled between her palms, fingers tapping a quiet rhythm that mirrored the monitor’s steady beat.
Sera’s breath came faint but even.
Every few moments, Sandra would glance toward the corner of her eye just to make sure. The biomonitor still glowed soft and blue against her wrist. Still here.
Panam finally broke the silence again, voice low, like gravel softened by wind.
“She’s always been like this,” she said, eyes on Sera. “Even when she was a kid. Stubborn as hell. Heart bigger than her fists.”
Sandra looked at her, tired but listening.
“She’d get into scraps trying to defend kids twice her size,” Panam went on. “Thought it was her job to protect everyone. Like the whole damn world had been handed to her in pieces and she was the only one who could glue it back together.”
Sandra gave a faint exhale that was almost a laugh. “Sounds about right.”
Vicky smiled gently, her gaze shifting toward Sandra now. “And then she found you. Suddenly she wasn’t just fighting for the world anymore. She was fighting for something of her own.”
“She’s the only person who ever made me feel like I could be more than just… background,” Sandra said. Her voice was soft, but certain. “With her, everything’s loud in the best way. Like color. Like gravity.”
Panam nodded. “She’s your fire. We know.”
Sandra stared down at the plate again, now mostly empty. Her thumb brushed over the edge of the napkin she’d placed under Sera’s sandwich corner untouched but present. “I just… I wish I could do more.”
“You’re doing it,” Vicky said gently. “Every second you stay. Every word you say. Every thread you hold together when it feels like you’re unraveling.”
Panam leaned back with a creak of the chair, arms crossed now but not distant. “When Sera opens her eyes, and she will, you're gonna be the first thing she sees. And she’ll know. She’ll feel it.”
Sandra nodded slowly, eyes shining but no tears falling yet. She wasn’t empty. Just full of things too big to spill.
Outside the window, the wind picked up again swaying the dry grass, rattling a loose gutter.
Inside, they remained anchored not by noise, or answers, but by love. Quiet, present, and still fighting in their own ways.
Sandra, still sitting beside the woman who’d always lit her world, reached once more for Sera’s hand. She laced their fingers together gently, like she always did.
“I’m still here,” she whispered.
So was everyone else.
The afternoon light was shifting again, mellowing into that familiar, late-day warmth that wrapped the house in something gentler. The kitchen ticked with the low clicks of the old wall clock, and faint movement could be heard down the hall Valerie and Judy, likely finishing something quiet before coming back.
Panam had gone to rinse the dishes, leaving Vicky and Sandra in the bedroom, still near the bed.
Sandra hadn’t moved far just enough to stretch, refill the water bottle, and fold the now-empty napkin off the tray. Sera still hadn’t stirred, her breathing light but even, chest rising beneath the edge of the blanket Sandra kept smoothing down every few minutes.
Vicky leaned against the window frame, arms crossed loosely. The light caught the silver in her hair now more than it used to, though she never mentioned it. Her voice came soft.
“Feels like a whole day’s passed already.”
Sandra gave a small nod, brushing her fingers once more over Sera’s knuckles. “It has.”
Vicky smiled faintly, then tilted her head. “Are you thinking about the jacket?”
Sandra’s gaze flicked toward it the half-complete patchwork of memory and promise draped over the nearby chair. “Yeah. Still feels like there’s more to do, but I didn’t want to rush it.”
“You won’t,” Vicky said. “You never do.”
Sandra looked back at her, and for a moment something unspoken passed between them something that reached back further than the day before. Something that felt like trust shaped over years. Vicky didn’t press. She just offered a warm nod and added, “I’m gonna go check in with Panam. Do you want anything?”
Sandra shook her head. “I’m good. Thanks, Mom.”
The word still landed solidly. Not out of habit. Out of choice.
Vicky smiled a little more and stepped out, the door soft behind her.
The room settled again. Sandra pulled her chair closer once more and shifted slightly, her shoulder brushing the edge of the bed as she settled into her spot. The shadows on the wall had stretched long now, touching the dresser and the side of the nightstand, casting the worn edges of the keepsake tins in gold.
She picked one up, opening it slowly.
Inside, a few small odds and ends rattled gently old beadwork, a bent silver ring, a smooth stone that looked like it had once belonged to the lake. But it was the folded slip of paper at the bottom that caught her eye.
She opened it carefully.
Inside, a few small odds and ends rattled gently old beadwork, a bent silver ring, a smooth stone that looked like it had once belonged to the lake. But it was the folded slip of paper at the bottom that caught her eye.
Sera’s handwriting. Curved and bold. A list from years ago: half grocery, half impossible dreams. “Duct tape, peaches, solder kit, find a satellite, kiss Sandra in the rain.”
Sandra stared at the list, thumb tracing the curve of the last line like it might smudge into the air between them.
Kiss Sandra in the rain.
The words felt like a whisper from another timeline. One where they were younger. Braver in ways that didn’t always feel like courage.
She gave a small laugh under her breath, the kind that barely rose but still softened the ache in her throat. “You always aimed big, Firebird,” she murmured, folding the paper carefully along its worn creases. “Even for a grocery run.”
She pressed it against her chest for a moment, then tucked it back into the keepsake tin. Not hidden, just held.
Outside, the wind stirred the dry grass against the window. Somewhere deeper in the house, a soft clatter of dishes being rinsed. Familiar. Comforting. Like the world wasn’t unraveling just beyond the bedroom door.
Sandra leaned forward, smoothing the blanket higher over Sera’s shoulder, her fingers drifting once more over the inked stars that marked her arm. “You dreamed about space and satellites, but you always came back home.”
There was a pause. Then came the creak of the floorboards just outside, quiet and patient.
Vicky leaned in the doorway, arms crossed, not saying much. Just letting the quiet breathe around them.
“You doing okay, sweetheart?” she asked eventually, not pushing, just offering space.
Sandra nodded, though she didn’t look up. “Yeah. I think so. Just... trying not to count seconds.”
Vicky gave a soft hum in response. “She’s holding steady. You’ve done everything right.”
Footsteps padded down the hall heavier, familiar.
Panam appeared, towel slung over one shoulder, a hint of lingering steam clinging to her shirt.
“I just checked in with Judy and Val,” she said, brushing a damp strand of hair from her brow. “They’re getting some air out back, said to give you whatever you need.”
Sandra glanced toward her, lips twitching faintly. “I need her to wake up.”
Panam crossed the room slowly, then crouched beside the chair, hand coming to rest on Sandra’s knee.
“You’ll be the first face she sees. That’s a promise,” she said, voice low. “But for now… how about you take a breath for yourself?”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her thumb moved along the inside of Sera’s wrist, just above the line of the biomonitor.
Panam continued gently. “Shower’s free. Vicky and I’ll stay in here, give your body a chance to stop aching.”
Sandra’s shoulders dipped slightly. “It’s not the ache that’s hard. It’s the not-knowing.”
“I know,” Vicky said softly from behind. “But we’ll be right here. Promise.”
For a few seconds, Sandra just breathed.
Then she nodded, slow but steady, and pressed a kiss to Sera’s hand before laying it back across the blanket. “Okay. Just for a bit.”
Vicky moved closer, offering the towel. “Take your time.”
Sandra gave them both a small look of gratitude before easing herself up from the chair, stretching joints that had grown stiff from stillness. As she stepped out, her palm trailed one last time along Sera’s shoulder a silent tether that didn’t need to be spoken.
Panam sat down in her place, settling into the warm indentation Sandra had left behind.
“She’s got a spine of steel,” she murmured.
Vicky leaned in beside her. “She gets it honestly.”
They didn’t say anything more. Just kept the vigil quietly, like they had for every fire that had ever touched their family.
Steam curled gently along the edges of the mirror as Sandra stood barefoot on the tile, her palms braced on either side of the sink. The towel Vicky had handed her hung loose around her neck, catching drops that trailed down from her hairline. The mirror had begun to clear just enough to show her own reflection staring back blurred around the edges, hollow in the eyes.
She didn’t rush.
The water still ran in the shower behind her, the echo of it filling the space with something that felt less like noise and more like permission. Permission to pause. To breathe without measuring it against another monitor’s rhythm.
She rolled her shoulders slowly, trying to work out the tension that had sunk too deep. Her ribs ached, not from bruises, but from the way she'd kept herself locked in the same position for too long. Held too tightly to someone who hadn’t let go.
When she finally stepped under the stream, it was without ceremony, just a quiet, resigned motion. The water was hotter than she expected. She didn’t flinch.
The soap she grabbed was unscented. Probably Panam’s. Simple, grounded. It felt right.
She scrubbed slowly, not like she was trying to remove something, but like she was remembering the shape of herself. Shoulders, arms, stomach. Her hands lingered at her sternum where the jacket had rested earlier. Then over the back of her neck where Sera used to plant kisses during late mornings when neither of them wanted to get up for patrol duty.
She let the water hit her face, not bothering to wipe the strands of hair that clung there. She just stood still, arms wrapped loosely across her middle, as if holding herself in place was enough to stop the breaking.
It didn’t.
A soft breath left her. Then another.
She tilted her face up to the water and whispered, “Please come back to me, Firebird.”
No one else would hear it. But she didn’t need them to.
The tears that came weren’t sudden. They weren’t violent. They just… existed. Carried by the water. Carried by the silence.
When she stepped out, the towel found her shoulders again, and her body moved like it had remembered how to function without needing to feel it all at once.
She dressed in clean clothes, soft fabric, simple cuts, the kind of thing Sera always said made her look “annoyingly cool without trying.” She didn’t feel cool. She didn’t feel anything but hollowed out.
But she was still moving.
When she opened the bathroom door, the air outside was cooler. The hallway smelled faintly of jasmine again, maybe a candle Judy had relit.
Sandra walked slowly, barefoot, her fingers trailing along the wall as she passed framed photos. Valerie in her denim jacket with a guitar slung across her chest. Judy mid-laugh with Sera hanging off her back. Sera and Sandra, cheek to cheek, paint smeared across their faces from one of their more chaotic “art therapy” afternoons.
The house still held them. All of them.
She reached the bedroom door again. Paused.
A moment later, she stepped back inside.
The door clicked shut behind her with a soft finality, like the house itself understood that this wasn’t a moment for interruption. The bedroom was dimmer now, the late-afternoon sun casting long amber slants across the floor. The hum of the monitors still filled the silence, their glow soft, steady like distant stars refusing to go out.
Panam sat where Sandra had left her, her legs stretched long in front of her, boots crossed at the ankles. Vicky was perched on the edge of the windowsill, hands around a mug that still sent up faint steam. Neither of them spoke right away. They didn’t need to. When Sandra stepped back into the room, both women looked at her with quiet knowing. No judgment. Just welcome.
“You made good time,” Panam said gently, eyes flicking toward the towel still draped around Sandra’s neck.
Sandra gave a faint nod, brushing damp strands back from her face. “Didn’t want to be gone long.”
“We knew you’d come back when you were ready,” Vicky said. She stood, setting the mug aside. “Room’s yours again.”
Sandra’s gaze drifted to Sera. Still. Unmoving, but not gone. Never gone.
Panam rose as well, giving Sandra’s arm a quick, grounding squeeze as she passed. “We’ll give you some quiet.”
Sandra caught her hand briefly. “Thanks. Both of you.”
Vicky smiled softly. “We’re just down the hall.”
When they slipped out, closing the door behind them, the quiet felt like it breathed again. Not empty. Just returning to its natural shape.
Sandra moved toward the bed, pausing only to roll her sleeves up past her elbows. She looked steadier now, not whole, not yet, but the edge of the storm had passed from her posture. She sank back into the chair beside Sera and leaned in close, brushing her fingers through the soft, copper-red strands that had tumbled partly out of place.
“Hey,” she whispered, thumb stroking lightly along Sera’s temple. “Still here. All fresh and clean like you’d always insist. I even used the boring soap.”
The barest smile flickered on her lips, a shadow of their usual banter.
“I missed you the whole ten minutes I was gone. Which is ridiculous. But here we are.”
She sat back slowly, one leg tucked under the other, and let her fingers trail down Sera’s forearm until they found her hand again warm, slack, but present. The faint blue line of the biomonitor pulsed gently beneath her skin. Still here.
Sandra’s eyes drifted to the jacket again, the one they’d built together. The one still waiting for the final stitch.
She didn’t move yet.
Not until Sera did, and until then, she would wait. Breathing, and keeping hope.
The door opened with the softest creak a careful sound, the kind made when love knows it’s stepping into something sacred.
Sandra turned slightly in the chair, not startled, just aware. She didn’t let go of Sera’s hand.
Valerie stepped in first, a book cradled against her chest. Judy followed close behind, barefoot and quiet, a warm flicker in her eyes that hadn’t faded since this morning. Neither of them spoke at first. They didn’t need to.
“We thought you could use a little company,” Valerie said softly, offering the book like it was something more fragile than paper. “Found this on the shelf. Figured it was time.”
Sandra blinked, and her gaze dropped to the cover.
The Princess and the Mech Warrior.
Its spine was cracked from years of rereading, the pages slightly curled at the corners. Still, it had been cared for, protected. A faded neon sticker from Neon Arcade still clung stubbornly to the back. The memory hit instantly: a claw machine, Sera’s intense concentration, Sandra teasing her about being too competitive until Sera won enough tickets. Not a stuffed toy. Not candy. A copy of this exact book, sealed in shrink wrap and glowing under the arcade lights.
Sandra reached for it like she was lifting a memory made real.
“She said it was your ‘first treasure,’” Judy said, her voice barely above a whisper as she eased down onto the floor beside the bed. “Said you both read it so many times the characters started feeling like family.”
Sandra smiled, soft and tired but real. “We used to build blanket forts. Drag every pillow off the couch. Read with flashlights like we were hiding from the world.”
“You weren’t hiding,” Valerie said gently. “You were building one.”
Sandra looked down at the book again, thumb brushing along the weathered edge. She could feel the weight of every page. Every reread. Every shared glance where the story bled into their own lives one of them a storm, the other a still point in the chaos.
She laid it gently on the blanket next to Sera’s side, not opening it yet. Just placing it there like an anchor.
“Thank you,” she murmured.
Judy leaned in, her hand covering Sandra’s for a brief moment. “We figured… if she hears anything, maybe it should be something that’s already a part of her.”
Valerie nodded, stepping around to the other side of the bed. “Go ahead, Moonlight,” she said softly. “We’ll stay.”
Sandra opened the book with reverence, pages rustling like the breath of old promises. Her voice was steady as she began, low and careful.
“Chapter One,” she read, and her thumb brushed once more against the back of Sera’s hand. “The Princess never wanted to wear the crown. Not until the Mech Warrior showed her how to build her own.”
Judy smiled faintly, eyes wet but steady.
Valerie sat down near the foot of the bed, her hand finding Judy’s knee, grounding them all.
In the center of the room, the space between words filled with memory, breath, and the quiet weight of devotion, Sandra kept reading.
The pages turned slowly.
Light shifted across the room as the sun sank lower, casting long amber lines across the walls and spilling over the foot of the bed. Shadows crept softly across the blanket, catching on the folds of the denim jacket still draped across the nearby chair, its patches quietly gleaming in the waning light. The one bearing the Clan Alvarez phoenix caught a glint just long enough to burn red and gold, then faded back into shadow.
Sandra’s voice had thinned to a whisper an hour ago, the rhythm of her reading softened more for memory than comprehension. She didn’t rush. Every word was a quiet offering.
Judy had moved to sit cross-legged on the floor, her head leaning back against Valerie’s shin, fingers absentmindedly tracing the hem of her tank top as she listened. Her eyes were closed, but she wasn’t sleeping. Just letting the moment stretch.
Valerie had stayed silent too, her gaze occasionally flicking between Sera’s still form and the well-worn book in Sandra’s hands. She wasn’t crying. Not anymore. Just there like a stone at the center of the current.
The room breathed with them. With Sera.
The monitors kept their quiet pulse, the biomonitor on her wrist still blinking that soft blue. Nightbirds had started calling outside, their distant notes layering over the hush of wind in the grass. Somewhere in the house, a pipe ticked softly with the cooling of the water lines.
Sandra paused at the end of a chapter, her eyes drifting up to Sera’s face. No change. But the faint color in her cheeks hadn’t faded. The warmth still held. She reached for the edge of the blanket again, tugging it gently higher, brushing a bit of hair away from Sera’s brow before returning her hand to rest between them.
“She always liked this part,” Sandra murmured, not looking away. “Where the Mech Warrior teaches the Princess how to pilot the suit by heart instead of control.”
“She said it reminded her of you,” Judy said without opening her eyes. “Said you never needed instructions to understand her. You just… got her.”
Sandra gave a small nod. “She got me too. When no one else really knew how.”
The book stayed open in her lap, pages gently lifting in the breeze from the cracked window.
Valerie leaned forward, elbows on her knees, voice barely above a hush. “We used to find her in the hallway when she was twelve, flashlight in one hand, this book in the other. Said she was guarding the ship from invaders.”
“She always said she was Captain,” Judy added with a quiet smile.
Sandra’s voice was warm. “She still is.”
They didn’t try to move past the moment. Didn’t try to fill it with anything louder than memory.
Outside, the sun finally dipped past the trees.
And inside the room, under the hush of the shifting dark, Sandra turned the page.
The light had fallen all the way now blue shadows pooling at the corners of the room, giving the edges of furniture and picture frames that quiet softness the evening always brought. The only light came from the small bedside lamp and the window’s dim wash, catching on the old, scuffed covers of the books stacked on the nightstand and the polished spine of The Princess and The Mech Warrior where it lay open in Sandra’s lap.
Judy had shifted at some point, her arm draped loosely over Valerie’s knee, thumb lazily tracing slow lines in the fabric. Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to. It was the kind of silence only family could sit in unchallenged, understood.
Sandra turned another page. Her voice was low, not quite reading anymore, just letting the words breathe into the space between her and Sera. “‘And even when the sky cracked open and the ground fell away, she held her co-pilot’s hand and said, “We fly together. Always.”
She stopped there, fingers resting lightly in the crease of the book. Her gaze didn’t leave Sera’s face.
“She always called me her co-pilot,” she whispered. “Even before we kissed. Even before we knew it.”
Valerie smiled faintly, resting her hand on the foot of the bed. “Because she did know. She just didn’t have the words for it yet.”
Before Sandra could answer, there was a gentle knock at the doorframe. Vicky leaned in, silhouetted in the soft hall light behind her.
“Hey,” she said, her voice low, careful not to break the calm. “We made stew. Nothing fancy, just warm and real. If anyone wants to join.”
Judy looked up, lifting her chin off Valerie’s thigh. “Thanks, Sister.”
Valerie met Sandra’s eyes, offering a slow breath of a smile. “You up for it, Moonlight?”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her hand brushed Sera’s knuckles once more. Then she nodded, quietly closing the book, careful with the spine like it was something alive.
“Yeah,” she said. “Just a few minutes.”
Vicky smiled gently. “We’ll keep a bowl warm for you.”
And with that, she stepped back into the hall, leaving the door slightly ajar just enough for light to spill across the rug and let the scent of stew drift in, mingling with the night.
Sandra stayed beside Sera a moment longer, one hand resting on the book, the other wrapped gently around hers.
“I’ll be right back, Firebird,” she said softly. “We fly together.”
The house didn’t answer. It didn’t need to. It was holding them all.
The hallway was dim as Sandra stepped out, her fingers still tingling faintly from letting go. The warmth of Sera’s hand lingered on her palm like a ghost that didn’t want to leave.
She moved quietly toward the kitchen, her steps soft but sure. The closer she got, the more the scents came into focus: rosemary, garlic, that slow-cooked savor of stew that had been simmered with patience, not speed. Laughter hummed low behind the doorway, nothing loud, just the kind that came when people were trying not to let the silence feel too thick. Trying to remember how to breathe.
Panam spotted her first from where she sat on the far side of the table, bowl in hand, sleeves pushed up. Her eyes softened immediately. “There she is.”
Vicky turned from the stove, already reaching for a clean bowl. “Perfect timing, sweetheart. It’s still warm.”
Judy was tucked beside Valerie at the table, their bodies pressed close in the way that didn’t draw attention but spoke of hours spent leaning into each other’s gravity. Judy shifted slightly, making room without being asked.
Valerie caught Sandra’s eyes, her smile small but steady. “You made it,” she said, as if the walk down the hall was a triumph.
Sandra gave the tiniest shrug. “Didn’t want to miss it.”
Vicky handed her a bowl with a wink. “Smart. Might be the best one we’ve made this week.”
Panam leaned back in her chair. “I’d say month. But I’m biased.”
The kitchen light was soft, filtered through the old frosted shade above the table. It made everything look a little warmer, like the day hadn’t been edged in so much uncertainty.
Sandra sat between Vicky and Judy, the warmth of the bowl grounding in her hands.
She took her first bite slowly, her body remembering hunger now that it had the chance to. The stew was rich and savory, the kind that lingered in the chest more than the mouth. Every spoonful was like a conversation they didn’t have to have out loud.
No one asked her how she was. No one asked about Sera. And that was the grace of it. They just ate together, each bite saying: we’re still here.
Valerie nudged the breadbasket toward her, breaking a piece off for herself. “Jude’s been saying we need to get you girls back out to the lake sometime. Maybe when things settle.”
Sandra glanced up, a faint smile forming. “Yeah. Sera always wanted to show me the place where she used to read under the dock.”
“That little space where the light comes through the boards,” Judy said softly. “She used to call it her thinking spot.”
“Used to think a lot about you there,” Valerie added, her voice tender.
Sandra didn’t answer, but her grip on the spoon stilled just for a breath. Then she resumed eating.
For a long while, they just stayed that way. Five chairs, five bodies, one heartbeat split between them. Eating, pausing, sometimes sipping from their mugs without words.
Eventually, Judy leaned over and bumped Sandra’s shoulder lightly. “Stealing the rest of the kettle chips later. Just letting you know now.”
Sandra gave her a look half warning, half fond, and replied, “Only if you can find where I hid them.”
Panam chuckled. “She’s learning.”
Vicky leaned her elbows on the table, chin in her hand. “She’s always been sharp.”
Just like that, the weight in Sandra’s chest didn’t lift, but it shifted. Became something shared. Something carried.
She finished her bowl. The light outside had turned blue-gray, the kind of dusk that promised a colder night, but inside, the warmth held.
“I’ll head back in soon,” Sandra said quietly.
Valerie reached over, squeezing her hand just once. “We’ll be with you.”
They would be with every step, and every breath.
Sandra rinsed her bowl in the sink once the others began rising from the table no fanfare, just the quiet shuffling of chairs and the soft creak of aging floorboards. Behind her, Vicky pulled the stew pot from the burner, humming something wordless under her breath as she ladled leftovers into a container. Judy leaned into Valerie at the edge of the hallway, murmuring something with a flicker of a smile, fingers curled loosely around hers.
It felt like home in ways Sandra hadn’t had time to think about today. But that thought lingered now, just under the surface.
The water hissed off, and she dried her hands on the towel Vicky had hung on the stove handle. Panam caught her eye from across the room.
“You good?” her Mom asked, her voice pitched low, but her gaze sharp as ever.
Sandra gave a nod that felt more like a breath. “Yeah. Just gonna head back in.”
Vicky stepped over and placed a hand lightly on her back. “We’ll bring tea in a bit.”
Sandra met her eyes. “Thank you.”
Then she turned toward the hallway, the soft patter of her bare feet muffled by the old rug. The closer she got to the bedroom, the quieter everything else became like the house knew where its gravity still lived.
She stepped back inside.
Sera hadn’t moved. The monitors still pulsed their soft glow, the steady rhythm of someone who hadn’t given up. Moonlight bled in through the curtains now, tracing lines across the blanket Sandra had pulled higher earlier. The air was still warm from the body heat left behind, from the stew, from the presence of people who cared enough to stay.
Sandra walked over, gently pressing her hand to Sera’s cheek.
“It’s darker now,” she whispered. “But I’m still here.”
She took her seat again, curling one leg under her, her hand seeking out Sera’s without thought. It fit the way it always had worn-in, familiar, quiet with history.
“I’ll keep reading if you want,” she said, voice low but steady. “Or I’ll just talk. Doesn’t matter. I’ve got time.”
She reached for the book the worn cover of The Princess and The Mech Warrior resting on the blanket where she’d left it. Her fingers traced the corner of the spine, then flipped gently back to where they’d paused.
Outside the door, muted footsteps faded as Valerie, Judy, Vicky, and Panam left her the moment.
Inside, Sandra read again.
The room held its breath, waiting with her.
The words fell from Sandra’s lips in a quiet rhythm, not rushed, not theatrical just there, familiar in the spaces they’d always filled. Her voice carried the same tone she used to use when they were thirteen and fourteen, when they’d read under a blanket fort with solar lanterns clipped to the edges, Sera’s legs draped over hers, tangled in warmth and too many pillows.
“She climbed onto the frame of the old mech, hand outstretched. Not for a weapon. Not for power. But for the one person who never stopped believing in her…”
Sandra’s voice softened at that line, and she glanced over.
Sera’s eyes were still closed, but her chest moved with slow resolve. Her lashes trembled once maybe a trick of the lamplight. Maybe not.
“You always liked this part,” Sandra murmured, resting her cheek against their joined hands for a moment. “Said it reminded you of us. That no matter how broken the world got, we’d keep choosing each other.”
She fell silent again. Not because she didn’t know what came next, but because sometimes silence carried the rest of the weight.
The wind picked up outside, rustling the grass beyond the house. In the stillness of the room, the soft beep of the biomonitor kept time each pulse a fragile promise that Sera was still here. Still anchored.
Sandra leaned forward, brushing her thumb gently along the back of Sera’s hand. “I think about that first night all the time. The arcade lights on your face. You were trying so hard not to blush when you handed me that prize. And that stupid pin with my name on it you hooked it right onto my jacket cuff like you’d done it a thousand times before.”
Her laugh caught in her throat, not quite forming. “You were brave that night. Braver than me.”
She sat back, letting her fingers fall along Sera’s wrist where the biomonitor still glowed soft blue. Then her hand drifted to Sera’s shoulder, smoothing the blanket again, more out of instinct than need.
Outside, a screen door creaked somewhere. A coyote howled down the road. The world beyond the walls went on.
Sandra tilted her head back against the chair and closed her eyes for a moment.
“I think I’m gonna read you the next chapter too,” she said after a breath, reopening the book.
Her voice carried through the growing night, low and certain. Moonlight spilled over the windowsill, dust catching in the beam like stars still trying to fall.
The soft creak of the door stirred the quiet again. Sandra didn’t look up right away; she'd just finished another paragraph, her voice barely above a whisper as she closed the book on the folded ribbon.
Vicky stepped in with a mug balanced carefully between her hands. The scent reached Sandra before the words did chamomile, with a touch of lavender. Something familiar, grounding.
“Figured you might want this,” Vicky said gently, crossing the room without a rush. “It’s warm. Helps settle the nerves a bit.”
Sandra accepted the mug without protest, curling both hands around the ceramic for the heat more than anything. She gave a small nod of thanks but didn’t speak right away.
Vicky glanced at Sera’s sleeping form, then back to Sandra. “We’re still set up in the art room. Panam’s already out cold on the floor pillow. Swears it’s more comfortable than the cot.”
A faint smile tugged at Sandra’s mouth. “That sounds like her.”
Vicky stepped in closer, brushing a bit of Sandra’s hair back from her forehead. Her hand lingered for a moment, thumb pressing just behind her temple.
“You did good today, sweetheart,” she said softly. “Better than most ever could.”
Sandra’s gaze dropped. “It didn’t feel like it.”
Vicky leaned down and kissed her forehead gentle, steady. “Doesn’t have to feel like it to be true.”
She pulled back just enough to meet Sandra’s eyes again. “Get some rest if you can. We’re here, okay? Just down the hall.”
Sandra nodded, her voice quiet. “Thanks, Mom.”
Vicky gave her a final squeeze on the shoulder, then stepped back toward the door, leaving it open a crack behind her.
The light had dimmed further now, the house folded deep into evening. Sandra sat with the tea untouched, her fingers loose around the handle, her gaze settling back on Sera.
“I’ll stay right here,” she whispered. “Until you’re ready to wake up.”
The mug was warm against her palms, not too hot just enough to feel like someone had tried. The tea smelled like chamomile and something faintly floral probably from Vicky’s stash. Sandra hadn’t asked what was in it. Didn’t need to.
She sat curled back into the chair beside the bed, legs drawn up beneath her, one arm resting against Sera’s blanket. The jacket lay draped across the foot of the bed, finished now, at least mostly. She’d tucked the book beside the pillows, spine still carrying the gentle curve of a hundred shared rereads.
Outside the window, the stars had begun to come out, faint behind the haze of clouds. A cricket started chirping somewhere near the wall. Another answered, like they’d been waiting for nightfall to find each other again.
Sandra took a sip. Let the warmth settle against her throat. She hadn’t realized how tight her chest had felt until that second swallow.
Her gaze drifted to Sera again cheek still soft against the pillow, IV unmoved, biomonitor still steady in that faint blue light. “You’d complain about the tea,” Sandra murmured with the faintest smile. “Too floral. You’d say it tastes like old lady perfume. Then drink it anyway just to make me laugh.”
She ran her fingers over Sera’s knuckles again, thumb moving slow.
“You’d hate this silence,” she added after a moment. “You’d be playing music by now. Some obscure indie synthwave crap you swore helped your focus.”
Her voice dropped lower. “But you’re not playing anything right now. So I’m talking for both of us.”
She leaned forward, setting the mug down on the edge of the nightstand without looking her hand too practiced, too tired to aim. It was only when her fingers pulled back that she heard the faint scrape of porcelain against wood.
Then the sound of it slipping.
The mug tipped. Caught the edge, and fell.
It shattered against the hardwood.
Sandra flinched, half out of instinct, half out of the way her heart jumped in her chest.
Tea spread in a jagged crescent across the floor, steam rising in tendrils as it soaked into the edge of the rug.
She stared at it. Frozen. Breath caught somewhere between her ribs and her throat.
Then something in her cracked.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, not to the mug. Not to the floor. Her voice quivered as she reached for Sera’s hand again, this time gripping tighter. “I’m so damn sorry.”
She bent forward, shoulders hitching, forehead pressed against the back of Sera’s hand. Not crying yet. Just breaking in silence.
“I don’t know how to make this better,” she said, the words falling uneven. “I don’t know if you can even hear me.”
Her body curled smaller, hands trembling now. “Everyone keeps saying how strong I am. How I’m doing everything right. But I don’t feel strong. I feel like I’m pretending to be you.”
The tears came then quiet, not dramatic. Just the kind that rolled and didn’t stop.
“You should see what they’ve all done for you today,” she whispered through it. “They built a whole day around you. Like you were still here. Like you were awake.”
Her voice hitched again.
“It was beautiful, Firebird. And you should’ve seen it.”
She didn’t lift her head. Just stayed there, wrapped around Sera’s hand like it was the only thing anchoring her to the earth, and maybe it was.
Her breath came ragged now, not loud, not gasping. Just uneven, like her body had forgotten how to let go gently. She stayed bent over Sera’s hand, forehead resting against skin that was too still. The biomonitor still blinked. Still lit. Still holding.
The broken mug lay across the floor behind her, shattered in three uneven pieces, tea soaking deeper into the rug with every second. She didn’t move to clean it. Couldn’t. Not yet.
“I tried to make today good,” Sandra murmured. “I tried to keep your rhythm. I tried to keep the room right. I just wanted it to feel like you.”
Her fingers curled tighter around Sera’s. “I kept hearing your voice in my head. Telling me not to forget the jacket, or the story, or that dumb list in the tin. You always said the details mattered.”
Her chest hitched again. A small sound less a sob, more a gasp she couldn’t keep in.
“But I don’t want to be the one remembering all of it by myself.”
A breeze moved faintly outside, brushing the edge of the window frame. A shutter clicked, soft against the siding. The sounds of the house breathing.
“I keep thinking if I just stay here… if I hold you long enough, talk long enough, maybe you’ll come back.” Her voice barely rose now, a hush caught between hope and despair. “Maybe you’ll open your eyes and laugh at how dramatic I’m being.”
She lifted her head slightly, just enough to see Sera’s face again. Just enough to watch the small rise and fall of her chest. Still there. Still impossibly far.
Sandra reached up and brushed a knuckle along her cheek.
“You told me once you’d find your way back no matter how lost you got,” she whispered. “You promised.”
Her throat tightened. “So I’m staying right here, Firebird. I’m keeping my side of the promise.”
Her voice dropped again to barely more than a breath.
“You’re not alone.”
She stayed that way, folded close to the bed, the broken pieces of the mug still lying untouched behind her.
The house didn’t interrupt. It just held the moment. Quiet. Watching. Waiting.
The sound of the shattering cup had cut through the quiet like a breath held too long finally escaping.
Judy had already been walking down the hallway, half-intending to knock, half-sensing something had shifted. She paused just outside the door, hand resting against the frame. No voices followed. No footsteps. Just the faint tremble of breath from inside.
She didn’t speak. Not yet.
Inside the room, Sandra hadn’t moved. She sat frozen on the edge of the bed, one hand still open in her lap, the other clenched at her side. Tea dripped slowly from the overturned cup, spreading in a soft arc across the wooden floor. The pieces of porcelain gleamed under the lamplight, small and scattered, as if they’d meant to fall apart gently.
The warmth in her chest had turned cold, not from the tea, but from the ache that had finally pushed through.
“I tried to hold it together,” Sandra whispered, not knowing if she was speaking to Sera, to herself, or to the silence that wouldn’t answer back. “I did everything right. I kept the rhythm. I held her hand. I said all the right things.”
Her eyes blurred again, the sting behind them more of an ache now than tears. “And she’s still not waking up.”
That was when Judy stepped in. Quiet as dusk.
She didn’t speak at first, just crossed the room and lowered herself to the edge of the bed, letting the quiet settle around them like dust in sunlight. Her body turned slightly, one knee resting on the blanket, the other foot still on the floor.
Then she opened her arms, slow and sure.
“You didn’t do anything wrong, Moonlight,” she said gently, her voice barely above a breath. “I’m here.”
Sandra didn’t move at first. Didn’t cry. Her lips pressed tight, jaw trembling beneath the weight of everything she hadn’t let herself feel.
Then her fingers curled against her thighs and her body leaned gradually, shakily into Judy’s waiting arms.
The first sound that left her was quiet. A broken breath caught halfway between sob and silence. And then another. And then she folded forward fully, face pressed into Judy’s shoulder, arms wrapped tight, like if she held hard enough maybe she wouldn’t fall apart completely.
Judy held her. One hand on Sandra’s back, the other cradling the back of her head like she’d done for Sera too many times to count. No rush. No fixing. Just holding her there, letting the storm pass the way it needed to.
“I don’t know how to do this,” Sandra managed, her voice thick, muffled.
“You’re already doing it,” Judy whispered. “You’re staying. You’re loving her. That’s how.”
The light from the hallway stretched long across the floor, catching in the broken shards that lay between them and the nightstand.
Neither of them moved to clean it.
Some things could wait.
This moment couldn’t.
Judy didn’t say anything else. She just held her.
Sandra’s weight had settled against her like gravity finally acknowledged, not heavy but real like something that had been waiting to fall. Her shoulders trembled now and then, not in sobs but the aftershocks of holding too much for too long. The kind of shaking that came when the adrenaline gave out and all that was left was love and helplessness.
Outside the window, the night had deepened. The wind picked at the eaves with a soft persistence, like it, too, wanted to be let in. Somewhere in the distance, a coyote howled once. The rest was quiet. Even the monitors had fallen into the background a pulse that no longer demanded attention because it was the only sound that had stayed steady.
Judy’s fingers moved slowly, brushing through Sandra’s hair. Back and forth. A motion older than words. The way she used to do for Sera during long car rides. The way Valerie did for her when the world had gone too loud.
“I keep telling myself she can hear us,” Sandra whispered. Her voice rasped with wear but held firm. “That something’s getting through.”
“It is,” Judy murmured. “Sera’s too stubborn to ignore a voice she loves.”
Sandra managed a thin smile, but it barely reached. Her cheek stayed pressed to Judy’s shoulder, arms still locked around her ribs.
“I just…” she paused, swallowed, and tried again. “I keep thinking about all the little things we still have to do. All the dumb stuff. Like picking out curtains for the garage. Or finishing that mural in the backroom. She wanted to add stars.”
Judy’s grip tightened just a bit not urgent, just steady.
“She’ll still get to,” she said softly. “You’ll paint them together.”
Silence returned, thick but no longer sharp. Sandra’s breath slowed a little. Judy could feel it in the way her body settled, not relaxed, not yet, but no longer fraying at the edges.
For a while, they didn’t move.
The broken cup stayed where it was, the tea darkening the floorboards in a slow, spreading bloom. The house held them gently. And beside them, Sera remained unmoving, but not gone.
Judy leaned her head against Sandra’s.
“We’re not letting go,” she said, the words simple and certain. “You’re not alone, Moonlight. Not now. Not ever.”
There, in the hush between one breath and the next, Sandra let herself believe it. Not fully. Not yet.
Enough to stay sitting. Enough to keep holding on.
They lingered like that for a while, no ticking clock, no push toward resolution. Just the quiet shape of one body holding another, the kind of closeness that didn’t ask for anything except presence.
Judy didn’t rush. She waited until Sandra’s breath began to slow again, until the tremble in her arms settled into stillness. Then she leaned back just enough to see her face, cupping her cheek gently with one hand. Her thumb brushed away the tears that still clung there, warm and quiet.
“I’ll clean this up,” Judy said softly, her voice more warmth than sound. “Don’t worry about anything else tonight. Just rest with Sera.”
Sandra nodded, barely. Not a full answer, but enough. Her eyes were red, her face blotched in the way crying always made her look younger. She turned back toward the bed, fingers already reaching once more for Sera’s.
Judy stood slowly, her knees stiff from sitting so long. She gave Sandra one last look, a hand brushing the back of her shoulder in passing, before crouching to gather the broken mug pieces off the floor. The tea had seeped into the cracks between the boards, leaving a faint bloom of steam as it cooled.
She didn’t mind the mess. Not tonight.
Behind her, the sound of Sandra settling into the bed again was barely more than a rustle of fabric. Sera’s hand now held in both of hers, wrapped tight like a tether against the dark.
Judy moved quietly, sweeping up the pieces one by one. She wouldn’t say anything more. Just make the room gentle again.
Let them hold each other through whatever came next.
Judy moved through the hallway like someone carrying something sacred. The ceramic pieces lay wrapped in a dish towel, still faintly warm from the tea, their sharp edges clicking gently together as she held them tight to keep them from rattling.
She didn’t rush.
At the kitchen sink, she unwrapped the bundle and began sorting the fragments glazed curves, jagged lips, one half of the handle still intact. It had been one of the older mugs, the navy one with fading stars along the rim. Sera picked it out years ago for Sandra’s birthday, and said it looked like something a captain would drink from on the bridge of a starship. Judy ran her thumb over one of the stars now, then dropped it gently into the trash bin with the rest.
Water ran quietly from the tap. She rinsed out the towel, wrung it once, and hung it to dry by the window.
The house had shifted again quieter, but not hollow. Just dimmer. Like everything had dimmed its light just enough to give Sandra and Sera room to breathe.
Judy turned off the faucet, let the last drops fall into silence, and padded barefoot through the living room where the lamp was still on, casting warm amber across the couch.
Valerie looked up from where she sat, one leg tucked under her, a worn Clan Alvarez blanket draped over her lap. Her eyes found Judy’s without needing to ask anything.
Judy crossed the last few steps and sank down beside her. Valerie immediately curled her arm around her shoulders, pulling her in.
“Is she okay?” Valerie asked softly.
Judy nodded, head resting against Valerie’s collarbone. “Yeah. Just hit her all at once.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head. “Knew it would. First day always does.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Her fingers found the hem of Valerie’s shirt, tugging it lightly just for the comfort of touch. She closed her eyes. “I hate seeing her break like that.”
“I know,” Valerie said, voice steady. “But it’s not a break. It’s just love spilling over.”
They sat like that in the hush, the quiet flicker of the lamp their only clock.
No need to speak, not yet.
Just breathing, together, while the night held steady around them.
Chapter 19: The Things I Didn't Say
Summary:
This chapter explores the emotional quiet following Sera's near-death experience. While she remains unconscious, Sandra keeps constant vigil caring for her body, clinging to their shared routines, and finding solace in small acts of remembrance. Judy stays at the house, supporting Sandra and working on her film, while Valerie, Panam, and Vicky check in regularly.
In a deeply intimate moment, Sandra stitches Sera’s legacy into Johnny’s old Samurai jacket, transforming it into a tribute covered in pins, names, and symbols that reflect their life together. As night falls, Sandra’s exhaustion and sorrow deepen, culminating in a moment where Judy holds her through the grief.
Later, after everyone has left, Sandra silently prepares to leave for the Enclave, taking the jacket with her. She drives through the night alone, reaching the hidden cave beneath Klamath Lake. There, Ghost Watch awaits. Sandra steps forward and offers her soul, surrendering herself to preserve the bond she and Sera built so that when Sera wakes, she will still have someone waiting.
Notes:
Trigger warning for grief/mourning
Chapter Text
The morning light came slowly.
Not golden, not dramatic, just a soft easing of darkness. It crept across the house like it always had, touching corners and photographs without ceremony. The kind of light that didn’t ask for attention. It just… returned.
In the kitchen, Valerie stood barefoot, her denim jacket still draped over the back of the dining chair from the night before. She moved with quiet intention, pouring water into the kettle, her eyes looking out the window above the sink.
Judy came in without a word, hair a little messy from sleep. She stepped in close behind Valerie, wrapping her arms around her waist and resting her chin between Valerie’s shoulders.
They didn’t speak right away.
Valerie leaned back into her, warm and steady. Her hand found Judy’s across her stomach, fingers linking without thought. After a beat, she murmured, “They slept through the night. No changes.”
Judy nodded slowly against her. “Did you get any sleep?”
“Some,” Valerie said. “Not enough. You?”
Judy exhaled. “About the same.”
They stayed like that until the kettle began to rumble.
When the tea was poured, they each held a mug, standing at the kitchen island as the day opened its eyes. It was quieter than the night had been, but not empty. Just waiting.
In the hall, Vicky’s voice stirred faint through the crack of the art room door. She was speaking low, probably to Panam, maybe checking the comms. Nothing urgent in her tone. Just the pulse of another morning beginning.
From the bedroom, no sound yet. No monitor alarms. No footsteps. Just breath, quiet and shallow. Just love, still holding the room together.
Judy took a sip of tea, then looked over at Valerie. “We keep going.”
Valerie nodded. “Two weeks or two months. However long it takes.”
The quiet stretched, then broke with the faint clink of a spoon on ceramic. The rhythm of a home not giving up.
Morning crept in slowly, the kind that didn’t announce itself with gold streaks or birdsong, just a shift in the light, a softness on the walls that hadn’t been there the night before. Somewhere deeper in the house, the kettle clicked off, and faint movement stirred Valerie’s boots against tile, a whisper of a mug against the counter.
But in the bedroom, it was still quiet.
Sandra lay curled beside Sera, her hand draped loosely across the blanket where it rose and fell with Sera’s breathing. The biomonitor cast a soft glow across the sheets, steady and unobtrusive, the pale blue pulse moving in time with the only thing that mattered.
She hadn’t meant to sleep. Hadn’t even planned to rest her eyes. But the hours had folded over her until they pressed too heavy, and at some point during the night, her body gave in just enough.
Now she stirred, eyes opening slowly, lashes brushing against the side of Sera’s arm before her gaze adjusted. She didn’t move right away. Just watched her. Memorized her. The shape of her shoulder under the blanket, the way her red hair had curled a little more in sleep. That tiny freckle near her jawline that barely anyone noticed, but Sandra had kissed a hundred times.
Her voice came low, hoarse from disuse. “Morning, Firebird.”
She pressed a kiss to Sera’s wrist where the veins ran close to the surface, just above the glow of the monitor.
“You’re still here,” she whispered. “Still fighting.”
The house didn’t stir much louder. Only the muffled cadence of the others in the kitchen probably going through the motions. Vicky hummed under her breath. Judy tapping keys on her holotab. Panam griping about the lack of real coffee. Valerie moved with that same quiet determination that never asked for attention.
Sandra stayed there a little longer, letting her hand drift to the edge of Sera’s arm. She traced lightly along the inked stars in her constellation. “I’m coming home” curved beneath them like a promise.
Outside the window, the wind caught the edge of the roof, and a chime somewhere down the hall clinked softly. The day had begun. But here, they still had this moment. This quiet space between.
Sandra tired, aching, but still tethered, wasn't ready to let go just yet.
Sandra moved slowly, stretching the stiffness from her shoulders as she sat up. Her fingers lingered on Sera’s arm for a breath longer, then slipped away. The bucket was on the nightstand where it was left last night, clean, half-filled with fresh water Vicky must have brought in before she woke up. She reached for the folded cloth beside it, testing its weight in her hand before dipping it in and wringing it out with the same practiced care as the days before.
This was their rhythm.
Not because she thought it would fix anything not directly, but because it mattered. Because it made Sera look a little more like herself. Because it helped Sandra stay steady.
She stood, nudged the chair forward with her knee, and leaned over to gently brush the cloth along Sera’s cheek, following the curve of her brow down to the edge of her jaw.
“You always want a shower first thing,” she murmured softly, her thumb brushing under Sera’s chin. “Guess this is the best I can do for now.”
The cloth moved with slow, reverent motions over her face, the side of her neck, her hands. Sandra paused when she reached the fingers that had always curled instinctively toward hers, giving them a small squeeze before folding the cloth again.
That’s when the knock came soft, familiar.
Judy’s voice followed a second later, muffled but clear through the door. “Hey, it’s me. Is it alright if I swap the IV? I’ve got the new bag ready.”
Sandra glanced at the line leading from Sera’s wrist. The bag beside the bed was nearly empty now, just a trickle left.
She gave one last stroke with the cloth, then folded it neatly back over the edge of the bucket.
“Yeah,” she called back. “Come in.”
The door creaked open a moment later, letting in a sliver of hallway light and the faint scent of coffee trailing off Judy’s skin. She stepped in slowly, careful not to break the quiet that still lingered like a second blanket across the room.
“Morning,” she said gently, holding up the fresh bag with one hand, the other wrapped around a small med pouch.
Sandra gave a nod, stepping back just enough to give her room. “Thanks for keeping track.”
“Always,” Judy murmured. Her eyes drifted to Sera’s face, then to the cloth and bucket. “You already did the wash?”
“Just finished.”
Judy crouched by the bedside, pulling the spent bag from its clip and checking the line before sliding the fresh one into place. Her movements were smooth, practiced, born of a hundred moments like this, some from the worst days of Valerie’s recovery, others during their time in the field. She didn’t ask how Sandra was holding up. She didn't need to.
As she finished adjusting the drip, she glanced up.
“She’s looking stronger today.”
Sandra folded her arms, exhaling through her nose. “Her color’s better. Still light… but it’s something.”
Judy stood, gave the IV line one last check, then offered a small, steadying smile. “Let me know when you need another bag. Valerie marked the new ones with the extra nutrients.”
Sandra nodded.
For a second, neither of them moved.
Then Judy placed her hand gently on Sandra’s arm. Just enough pressure to remind her: you’re not doing this alone.
“I’ll leave you two for now,” she said quietly, already stepping back toward the door.
Sandra’s voice caught her just before she crossed the threshold. “Thanks, Mama.”
Judy turned, her expression soft. “Anytime, Moonlight.”
The door eased shut again, leaving Sandra once more in the calm hush of the room. She returned to the chair, the bucket at her feet, and reached for Sera’s hand.
The day had started, and she’d be here for all of it.
The cloth moved slowly across Sera’s cheek, water tracing the bridge of her nose before Sandra dabbed it dry with the edge of the towel. Her hand lingered afterward, thumb brushing along the inked stars that climbed Sera’s arm.
"You still with me, Firebird?" she murmured, not expecting an answer. "You twitched last night. I felt it. Just once, but I felt it."
She dipped the cloth again, watched the ripples fade in the bucket before wringing it out.
The morning light had softened, filtered through cloud cover that turned everything outside a muted silver. It cast no sharp shadows, just gentle tones across the walls, across the floor, across the lines Sandra hadn’t realized were forming around her eyes.
Behind her, the soft tap of keys and low murmur of Judy’s voice echoed from the hall. Must’ve started working on the movie again. Sandra was glad for it. Glad someone had a project to pull against the quiet.
Her own anchor was Sera’s breath.
She finished the cloth, folded it on the tray, and leaned her elbows gently onto the mattress. Her forehead pressed near Sera’s shoulder.
"You used to hum when you woke up late. Not even songs, just little sounds. Said it helped you think."
Her voice caught faintly. She didn’t cry. She hadn't since the night of the breakdown. She didn’t know if that was strength or just survival.
"Still waiting on your latest painting, Firebird," she whispered.
The door eased open again, not rushed, not startling.
It was Judy.
She stepped in quietly, holding something wrapped in a thin blanket.
“I thought you might want this,” she said, voice soft but sure. “It was tucked in with your jackets. Valerie found it when we reorganized the coat rack.”
Sandra turned as Judy set it gently beside the bed.
It was the fleece throw they always used for their blanket forts navy blue with frayed edges and little stitched patches Sera had added over the years. A jellyfish in one corner. A crudely sewn crown. And on the hem, Sandra’s name in bright orange thread, crooked but proud.
Judy gave a small nod. “We figured… you two might want your stories close again.”
Sandra touched the fabric, already remembering the way they’d curled under it reading The Princess and the Mech Warrior over and over, giggling at the same plot twists even after the tenth time.
Her voice was barely above a breath. “Thank you.”
Judy stepped back. “I’ll let you two have your morning.”
The door clicked closed.
Sandra sat back, eyes fixed on the throw, then over to the book still resting where they’d left it the night before.
“I should’ve brought this out days ago,” she said, smoothing a hand over the cover. “You’d have yelled at me for holding back.”
She leaned in close again, her forehead brushing Sera’s, a whisper between them.
“Don’t worry. We’ve still got chapters to go.”
The soft sound of Sera’s breathing filled the room constantly, fragile, real. Sandra smoothed the fleece blanket down around her shoulders, careful not to shift the IV line as she tucked the corner in under Sera’s arm.
Sandra stayed there a few hours after the door clicked shut behind Judy. Her hand rested over Sera’s, thumb brushing slow circles against the inside of her wrist like it could write reassurance into her pulse.
The book still lay on the bed. Her other hand reached for it, but didn’t open it, just traced the edge of the cover, feeling the weight of it. All those chapters they used to read under blanket forts, one flashlight between them, voices trading lines until they drifted off mid-sentence.
“You’d have teased me for crying at the end again,” she whispered.
The air stayed still, warm with breath and blankets and unspoken memory.
Then, faintly, footsteps moved through the hallway two sets. The sound of people who knew how to say goodbye without turning it into something loud.
The door eased open behind her with the quiet click of someone who knew this house too well to make noise.
Valerie stepped in first, still in her jacket, thumb absently rubbing the edge of her ring. Her red hair was tied back, loose strands curling around her face. “Hey,” she said gently. “We’re heading out. Dante’s waiting for me back at Dust Bone, wants eyes on the rebuilt perimeter before noon.”
Sandra gave a small nod, still seated, one hand brushing over Sera’s. “Okay.”
Valerie came closer, crouching beside her. She didn’t say much, just reached out and rested her hand briefly against Sandra’s arm. “You’re doing everything right, Moonlight.”
Sandra didn’t answer at first, but her eyes softened. “Be safe.”
“Always.” Valerie gave her a quick squeeze before standing.
Judy was next. She stepped in with her laptop bag slung over one shoulder, the movie script notes peeking out from the top. “I’ll be working from the couch today,” she said, kneeling just long enough to kiss Sera’s temple and brush a thumb over Sandra’s shoulder. “Just come find me if you need anything. I’m not going anywhere.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly, a small smile tugging at the edge of her mouth. “Tell Michelle and Tress I said hi.”
Judy chuckled, low and warm. “They say you’re stealing the scene.”
Then came Panam, already halfway into her boots, braid tucked into the back of her collar. She didn’t step all the way in, just leaned on the doorframe and gave Sandra a look that said everything. “You good, sweetheart?”
“As I can be,” Sandra murmured.
“Alright. We’ll keep the comms open.” She tilted her chin toward the hallway. “Vicky’s got something for you.”
Vicky arrived with a small thermos in one hand and a soft smile that reached all the way to her eyes. “Ginger tea. The real stuff, not synth. Panam made a face when I asked for honey, but she still added it.”
Sandra accepted it carefully, fingers brushing Vicky’s. “Thank you.”
“You keep holding the line,” Vicky said quietly, reaching forward to press a gentle kiss to her forehead. “We’ll check back tonight.”
Then they left quiet footsteps down the hall, the soft shuffle of jackets, the low creak of the front door opening and closing. The house settled again.
Sandra sat back down beside Sera, the thermos warm between her palms.
She didn’t speak yet.
She stayed there, quiet and steady, eyes lingering on the two of them. Grounded in the space they’d built together.
The tea had cooled some, but she held it anyway, fingers wrapped around the metal like it might give her something back. The silence was different now. Not empty, just quieter, thinner without the weight of everyone else filling the space.
Sandra leaned in, brushing a thumb along the edge of Sera’s blanket where it had started to slip near her shoulder. The IV line stayed steady, and the soft green of the monitor pulsed like breath. Faint, but still there.
She let her head rest against the edge of the mattress, her arm curling gently around Sera’s. “It’s just us again,” she murmured. “Like it always used to be.”
Outside, wind pushed softly through the eaves, lifting the corner of the curtain in a slow sway. The kind of movement that didn’t ask for attention but always found a way to be felt.
Sandra closed her eyes for a second, letting the warmth from the tea settle into her chest. The familiar scent of something minty and faintly herbal reminded her of nights on the road, curled up in a tent with the stars overhead and Sera whispering dumb stories that made no sense but always made her laugh anyway.
She took a sip.
“Don’t worry,” she whispered against the rim of the cup. “I’m still here.”
The moment held. No breaks, or distractions. Just that small promise shaped in breath, and the steady presence of the woman she loved still reached toward her, even from sleep.
The afternoon light had thinned into that dusty kind of quiet that made the whole house feel like it was holding its breath. Shadows stretched long across the bedroom floor, touching the edge of the rug, the legs of the chair, the side of the nightstand where the same mug of tea sat untouched.
Sandra hadn’t moved much.
Her legs were folded up beside her now, one arm draped loosely over Sera’s blanket. The other hand sat idle in her lap, fingers twitching slightly like they were trying to stay busy without a reason. She didn’t cry. Didn’t speak. Just sat with the weight of the day resting behind her ribs.
Her gaze drifted toward the cluttered tray near the window half-finished bits of projects Sera had meant to get to. A snapped tool clip. Some scrap wire wrapped tight in a small ring. The clasp from a backpack she’d meant to reinforce but never got around to.
Sandra reached for it without thinking.
The plastic was cracked on one side, but her thumb found the smooth spot anyway. She turned it over once. Then again. Her hand stilled.
It wasn’t important. Not really. Just something Sera had touched once. Something she’d set aside, said she’d fix later. Now it sat quiet in Sandra’s palm like a promise waiting too long to be kept.
From the hall, a sound stirred.
Not footsteps. Not a voice calling her name.
Just Judy.
Soft, low singing under her breath. Something half-familiar, some half-melody that Sera used to hum without thinking when she was sketching in the garage or standing barefoot in the hallway brushing her teeth too slowly.
It wasn’t for Sandra. It wasn’t for anyone.
The house had settled into that hush again, the kind that came late in the day when even the floorboards stopped creaking and the wind outside lost interest in being heard. The last of the sunlight lay in a soft patch across the foot of the bed, touching Sera’s ankle under the blanket.
Sandra sat just where she’d been, the broken clasp still in her hand.
She hadn’t moved in a while.
Her thumb pressed against the edge of it, not hard, just steady. Like if she held it long enough, she could figure out what Sera meant to do with it. Or maybe remember why she’d saved it in the first place.
The doorway behind her stayed quiet.
Judy stood just outside it, one hand braced on the frame, her body still. She didn’t step in. Didn’t call out.
Her eyes found the angle of Sandra’s back, the way her shoulders curved inward not collapsed, but folded like paper held too many times. She saw the way Sandra’s hand stayed curled around the piece of plastic. The way she kept looking down but not really seeing.
Judy didn’t speak.
She just watched for a moment longer. Then shifted her weight and stepped back into the hall.
She reappeared a second later barefoot, moving quiet as breath. In her hands: one of Sera’s sketchbooks. The leather cover frayed at the edges, corners softened from years of being jammed in bags and left on dashboards.
Judy didn’t say why she’d brought it.
She just crossed the room, crouched slowly, and placed it on the low table near Sandra’s chair.
She rested her fingers for half a second against the edge of the sketchbook then stood.
As she turned, her gaze lingered once more on the space between them.
Then she left.
The soft creak of her steps faded down the hall.
Sandra didn’t look up. Didn’t reach for the book.
Her free hand drifted just slightly until her fingertips brushed the edge of the cover.
It stayed there. No opening, or flipping through.
Just touch, and silence.
Presence that didn’t need to be explained.
The sun had dipped low enough that the light changed. Not just dimmed changed. The kind of hour where everything looked a little softer, like it had been sanded down. Outside, the wind moved through the dry brush with that long, scraping hush it always carried in the summer, tugging faintly at the screen door at the far end of the house.
The old woven rug under the chair curled slightly at the corners. A spot near the wall still bore the scuff mark from Sandra’s boot earlier, when she’d nearly dropped the wash bucket that morning. The smell of ginger tea still lingered faintly, sweetened from reheating one too many times.
The sketchbook sat on the table, untouched since Judy had placed it there.
Sandra shifted finally not much. Just leaned forward, elbow to her knee. Her shoulder brushed Sera’s as she moved, and she paused for a second, glancing at her face. No change. Still and beautiful in that maddening way only coma patients and sleeping lovers could be breathing but unreachable.
The clasp was still in her lap.
She set it aside.
Her hand hovered over the sketchbook a moment before she flipped it open. The leather creaked like old furniture. The first few pages were loose gesture drawings and junk art, Sera had always called them. Faces from passing crowds, the curve of Panam’s braid mid-laugh, Judy’s hands working under the hood of a rig. Valerie’s back, once, from the porch of the Lakehouse jacket slung half off, hair twisting in the wind.
Then there was a page Sandra hadn’t seen before.
Rough graphite outlines. Two figures.
One crouched, elbows on knees. One standing behind her, hand on her shoulder. Their faces weren’t finished. Just shapes. But the posture was an unmistakable closeness to hers, and Sera’s.
Sandra’s finger brushed the edge of the page. Her breath caught a little.
She remembered that day. It had been raining, just enough to slick the road but not enough to cancel the convoy. They’d argued before the run about something stupid about whether or not to carry extra fuel, and she’d stormed off, crouched beside the wheel of the rig trying to hide her frustration. Sera had followed. Said nothing. Just placed a hand on her shoulder and stayed there.
She’d drawn it. Of course she had.
Sandra closed the book slowly and laid her palm flat on the cover.
The hallway creaked softly. She glanced up.
Judy was sitting just outside the bedroom, her back against the wall, legs stretched long in front of her, tablet balanced on her knees. She wasn’t typing. Just watching the end of the hallway head turned slightly toward the door.
She didn’t speak.
She didn’t need to.
Sandra didn’t either.
She reached again for Sera’s hand beneath the blanket. It was warm. Still.
The sketchbook stayed in her lap this time, her fingers curled gently around its spine.
The knock was soft.
Not tentative, just gentle, the kind of rhythm that asked without assuming. Sandra didn’t look up at first. The room had gone quiet again, shadows pooling in the corners, the monitor casting its steady green pulse across the sheets. Her hand still rested on the closed sketchbook in her lap. Her thumb brushed the edge, slow and steady.
The door creaked open just enough for Judy to ease inside.
She carried a plate in both hands, something light, warm, still giving off a soft scent of rice and something pan-fried. No heavy spices, just enough to fill the air with memories of real food. She crossed the room without a word and set it down on the low table near the foot of the bed.
“I figured you probably didn’t eat,” she said softly. “It’s still warm.”
Sandra glanced up, blinking once, the kind of blink that said she hadn’t really noticed time was moving until just now. “Thanks.”
Judy nodded. She didn’t leave right away. Instead, she slid down onto the floor beside the chair, crossing her legs slowly, her back resting against the side of the bed. She reached into the pouch on her hip and pulled out her holotab, setting it across her knees.
“I was working on the script earlier,” she said, her voice low but steady. “Finally gave Michelle and Tress some backup.”
Sandra tilted her head just slightly, listening.
“There’s these two new characters now,” Judy continued. “Alana and Alexis. They came from one of the outer territories half-forged, half-raised by a tech-cult that worships bio-mechanics. They’ve got these shared mods that let them move in sync, but they’re still learning how to trust each other.” She smirked faintly. “Kind of like throwing two broken magnets into a room and daring them to stick.”
Sandra let out the smallest breath. Not quite a laugh, but close.
“I don’t know what they’re stopping yet. Marion and Karalina are up to something probably corporate, maybe military, maybe something else. Still working it out.” Judy drummed her fingers once against the edge of the tablet, then let her hand fall quiet again. “But that’s not really what the movie’s about anyway.”
Sandra looked over at her, curious now.
Judy didn’t look up. Just kept her voice calm, thoughtful. “It’s about love. Not the kind that’s easy. Not even the kind that’s mutual all the time. Just... the kind that doesn’t let go, even when it hurts. Even when it’s all you’ve got left.”
Her eyes flicked toward the bed, toward Sera. “There were nights when Valerie didn’t wake up. Not fully. Relic malfunctions, system crashes… times when she’d be there, but not there. And I’d just sit on the floor beside her like this. Talking. Waiting. Writing.”
She finally looked up at Sandra. “I see that same thing in you. That same kind of love. The kind that doesn’t care about time or outcome. The kind that just stays.”
Sandra didn’t say anything right away. Her gaze dropped to the blanket again, to where Sera’s fingers lay curled under the covers, unmoving but warm. She reached out and brushed the edge of the fabric back into place near her shoulder.
“It’s not hard to stay,” she murmured. “Not when it’s her.”
Judy nodded once. No argument. Just understanding.
They sat in the quiet for a while long enough that the monitor’s rhythm almost became the only sound again. Then Judy shifted, pushing the plate a little closer.
“Try to eat something, Moonlight. Doesn’t have to be a lot.”
Sandra gave her a look not annoyed, just tired. But she reached for the fork anyway.
Judy stood with a quiet stretch, the sound of her spine cracking sharp in the stillness. She winced, rolled one shoulder, then gave the back of her neck a slow rub.
Before she left, she glanced back. “You’ll tell her all this one day. When she wakes up. And if you don’t, I will.”
Sandra hadn’t touched the food yet, but she was still holding the fork, her gaze lingering on it like it might eventually remind her what hunger was supposed to feel like.
Judy didn’t say anything else. She just stepped toward the door, catching the faint reflection of herself in the darkened window soft light from the monitor framing the edges of the room behind her.
Before she left, she glanced over her shoulder. “I’ll be in the hall if you want anything.”
Sandra nodded, barely. The kind you give when talking feels like too much but silence isn’t enough.
The door clicked behind Judy with a whisper of wood on frame.
Sandra adjusted in her seat, shifting her leg under her. A loose thread on the blanket had caught around her pinkie she pulled at it absently, watching it curl back like it wanted to stay tangled.
Outside, the wind brushed against the eaves again. Somewhere in the distance, the soft metallic call of a wind chime swung once, then fell still.
She set the fork down on the plate, untouched, and leaned her forehead back to Sera’s shoulder.
The wind had settled down.
Whatever had stirred through the trees earlier restless branches or old fence lines tapping against themselves had quieted to a low, rhythmic hush. The kind that came after a long day, when even the land outside seemed to be catching its breath.
The house had dimmed with it. Not all at once, but gradually room by room, light by light. One overhead left on low in the hallway. The stove light flicked off. The soft lamp in the living room dimmed to its lowest setting. Judy moved through it without shoes, her steps padded and familiar.
She passed the family photos in the hallway half-lit frames that caught her shoulder as she brushed by, one hand trailing lightly along the edge of the wall. The one near the middle still leaned slightly off-center. She never did straighten it.
Back in the bedroom, the monitor ticked quiet and steady. Sandra had shifted again, curled inward in the chair, arms folded over her middle, Sera’s hand still cradled in hers. The sketchbook rested closed now on the table beside the untouched dinner plate, the smell of rice and soy cooled into the fabric of the room.
The floor creaked once outside the door. Judy stopped there, not knocking this time. Just pausing long enough to listen.
Sandra didn’t move.
She stepped back.
In the kitchen, Judy poured herself a glass of water from the thermos. The faucet had a slight drip she hadn’t gotten around to fixing plink, plink into the steel of the sink. She twisted the knob just a little tighter. Silence.
She made her way to the couch. Tossed the blanket aside, then pulled it back up again. A motion repeated from too many nights.
The holotab rested on the armrest. She picked it up, flicked it on, then off again. She didn't feel like reading, or writing either.
Outside, a low hoot echoed across the ridge. Then the faint hum of a Milo’s perimeter drone passing overhead, distant but familiar. The house didn’t react to either. Just held.
Judy lay back, arm draped across her eyes, listening.
Not for anything specific.
Just for anything at all.
The front door opened with a slow click.
Not loud, not forced, just tired. The kind of sound that carried more weight than volume.
Judy sat up halfway on the couch, brushing the blanket from her lap, but didn’t call out. She knew the shape of those footsteps too well. The way they dragged slightly on entry, like the person behind them hadn’t quite let go of wherever they’d been.
Valerie stepped in, jacket still on, boots dusted with a fine layer of canyon grit. Her red hair was pulled back but half-fallen from the tie, strands curling against the sweat at her neck. She didn’t say anything at first. Just stood there in the dim light of the entryway, one hand still holding the doorknob behind her like she wasn’t entirely convinced she’d come in.
Judy stood, slow. Crossed to her without rushing.
“Hey.”
Valerie looked up eyes red at the corners, not from crying, but from wind and ash and things she hadn’t found time to cry about yet.
Judy reached for her hands. “You okay?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She let the door click shut behind her and stepped further in, boots scuffing against the rug in a tired rhythm. She dropped the bag from her shoulder, let it fall just beside the wall. The jacket came off next slow, like every muscle protested. She draped it over the arm of the couch and stood there with her back to Judy for a moment longer.
“They asked me to help with the rites,” she said finally. Her voice was low, rough around the edges. “Dante said he couldn’t get the words out.”
Judy’s breath caught faintly, but she didn’t interrupt.
Valerie turned slowly. Her emerald eyes caught the low kitchen light and seemed too bright in the center, like something had hollowed out behind them.
“We read the names. Every one of them. Jen sang that old Clan dirge quietly, barely above a whisper.” She swallowed, her jaw working. “They held a place for Johnny.”
Judy stepped closer, reaching for her waist. Valerie let herself be held, arms slow to return it, but eventually wrapping around Judy’s shoulders like gravity finally had a place to land.
“They put his name on the northern wall,” Valerie whispered to her. “Under The Fallen. Just his first name. Said it was enough.”
Judy didn’t answer. Just held tighter.
Valerie’s breath hitched once. She didn’t cry. She looked like she had hours ago. Wind-chapped. Grit-caked. Every line on her face earned.
“I kept it together until I saw someone had left a pick there. Silver. Right where his name was.” Her voice wavered. “That’s when it hit.”
Judy leaned her forehead against Valerie’s. “You want to sit?”
Valerie nodded slowly. “Yeah.”
They moved to the couch. Valerie sank in, boots still on, elbows on her knees. Judy sat beside her, close, not pushing. The silence between them wasn’t heavy; it was held. Maintained like something precious, not broken.
Outside, the wind picked up again, brushing dry leaves against the porch.
Inside, Valerie ran her thumb over her palm like she was tracing something that wasn’t there anymore.
Valerie leaned forward, hands clasped between her knees, jacket abandoned somewhere behind her. The dust on her boots flaked against the rug as she shifted, one heel dragging absently against the edge of the frame.
Judy sat close, her leg tucked up beneath her. She didn’t reach for Valerie again, not right away. Just stayed beside her, elbows resting lightly on her thighs, voice soft enough that it didn’t try to fix anything.
“I spent most of the day in the hallway,” she said. “Worked on the script a little. Didn’t get far.”
Valerie nodded faintly, her eyes still low.
Judy gave a small breath of a chuckle. “I added two new characters. Alana and Alexis. They’re messed up in different ways, but they’ve got that kind of bond that makes other people uncomfortable. Like they’ve already survived something they’re not ready to talk about.”
Valerie glanced sideways at her. “Sounds familiar.”
“Mm,” Judy murmured. “Not subtle, I know.”
The silence pulled again. Not cold, just careful.
Judy glanced toward the hallway, the direction of Sera and Sandra’s room. “I brought her dinner. Just before dark.”
Valerie turned to her more fully. “Sandra?”
“She didn’t eat it. Or… if she did, it wasn’t while I was in the room.” Judy’s fingers fidgeted with the hem of the couch blanket, tugging at a loose thread near her ankle. “She said thank you. Listened when I talked about the script. I told her about the new characters. About how the movie’s not really about plot anymore, it's about what it means to love someone past skin, blood, and broken pieces.”
Valerie’s eyes softened.
Judy leaned her shoulder into hers. “I told her… there were nights I sat in that chair, same as she is now. While you were out. Relic shorting out your mind, your voice stuttering like a broken reel. I talked anyway. Held your hand. Played your music. Sat through it. Because I couldn’t afford not to.”
Her voice got quieter. “And I told her I see that in her. That same love.”
Valerie closed her eyes. Her voice, when it came, was raw. “I should’ve been here.”
“No,” Judy said, not harsh but certain. “You were where you needed to be. The Clan needed you. And Sandra’s not alone. Not really.”
The sound of the wind outside tugged faintly at the siding. Somewhere on the porch, the screen door tapped against its latch, not enough to slam. Just enough to remind them it was there.
Valerie leaned her head back against the couch. “You think she’ll eat later?”
Judy’s lips quivered, but it wasn’t a smile. “I think she’ll keep sitting. Maybe until the tea goes cold again. Maybe longer.”
Valerie reached down slowly, unlacing one boot, then the other. “Then I’ll sit with her next.”
Judy nodded, her hand brushing lightly against Valerie’s thigh. “I’ll warm up the tea.”
The mug clicked softly against the counter as Judy set it down, steam just beginning to curl again from the re-warmed tea. She didn’t speak when Valerie stood. Just gave her a gentle nod.
Valerie didn’t say anything either.
She stepped past the couch, fingers brushing briefly over the back of it, then moved down the hallway barefoot now, boots left behind by the door. The hall was dim, lit only by the soft overhead that cast long shadows against the framed photos lining the wall.
She passed the one of Sera on the deck barefoot, laughing, spray paint all over her hands. Passed the one of her and Judy holding up a rusted sign that once read KLAMATH LAKE TRAILHEAD, now marked with Clan Alvarez’s symbol in violet ink.
The door to Sera and Sandra’s room was mostly shut.
Valerie didn’t knock. Just nudged it open with care, slow enough not to make the hinges complain. The light inside was low, just the monitor glowed and the lamp turned down to its softest setting.
The room smelled faintly of ginger and old wood. Not antiseptic. Not medical. Just lived-in. Still Sera’s.
Sandra was in the chair. Her back was slightly curled, one hand resting across her stomach, the other still wrapped around Sera’s. Her grip wasn’t tight just... there. Enough to feel if anything changed. Enough to keep holding without needing to look down.
Valerie stepped inside quietly.
She didn’t speak. Her movements were deliberate, like everything she did still carried the dust of the canyon. Her fingers brushed against her thigh, then fell still at her side.
Sandra stirred slightly, not startled, but aware. Her eyes opened just enough to meet Valerie’s across the low light.
“Hey,” Valerie said, voice soft.
Sandra blinked once. Her voice was rough from disuse. “You’re back.”
Valerie nodded, taking one slow step closer. “Long day. Dust Bone’s stable, but we lost too many.”
Sandra didn’t speak. Her hand on Sera’s never shifted.
“They held a spot for Johnny,” Valerie said. “Northern wall. Someone left a guitar pick.” She let out a faint breath. “Guess word travels fast.”
Sandra’s brow furrowed tired, but listening.
“I didn’t know what to say when they asked me to speak,” Valerie admitted. “I just told them he chose her. That it wasn’t about war this time. It was about family.”
Sandra looked down then, thumb brushing over Sera’s knuckles. “He would’ve hated how quiet it is.”
Valerie almost smiled. “Yeah. He would’ve bitched about the playlist, too.”
A silence passed between them, not heavy, not uncomfortable. Just full.
Valerie stepped forward, crouched down beside the chair. “Jude made tea. Tried to get you to eat.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her eyes stayed on Sera’s face, watching the soft rise and fall of her breath.
“I wasn’t hungry,” she said quietly. “Didn’t want it to get cold either.”
Valerie glanced at the mug on the table. Still full. Still untouched.
She didn’t press.
“I’ll stay for a bit,” she said instead.
Sandra didn’t nod, but she didn’t move to stop her.
Valerie sat cross-legged on the floor beside the bed, her arm resting on her knee. She looked at Sera, at the freckles just visible against the curve of her cheek. Then at the sketchbook still on the corner of the table. Then nowhere at all.
They didn’t talk.
They just stayed, and outside, the wind carried on.
The minutes stretched.
Sandra hadn’t said much since Valerie sat down. But she hadn’t pulled away either. The room breathed with them the monitor pulsing soft and steady, lamp casting that low amber wash over the wall where the jellyfish painting curled slightly at the corner. Even the shadows felt like they knew how to stay quiet in here.
Valerie shifted, just a little, enough to ease the pressure off one leg. The floorboards creaked faintly beneath her jeans. She glanced at Sera again at the warmth still clinging to her skin, the faint flutter under her eyelids that had been there since the first day. Still fighting. Still there.
She reached into her pocket without really thinking.
The paper was folded twice, the edges creased soft from hours in her hands. She hesitated, thumb resting against the fold, then looked up at Sandra.
“I didn’t know what to say when they asked me to speak,” Valerie said, her voice low but clear. “I kept thinking there should’ve been more.”
Sandra didn’t respond, but her eyes shifted toward her.
Valerie looked back down at the paper. “So I wrote a song instead. I didn't play it. Just… wrote it. Meant for Johnny. But I think maybe…” Her voice caught, just for a second. “Maybe it’s something for you too, Moonlight.”
She held it out gently.
Sandra hesitated, then reached across her lap and took it. The paper rustled in her fingers as she unfolded it slowly, like it might say too much if she opened it too fast.
Her eyes moved across the words. Line by line. Breath by breath.
What I Didn't Say
I told you to watch your back
But not that I needed you
I said “we’ll be fine”
When I already knew
I cracked a joke when I should’ve stayed
Said “go ahead” when I should’ve begged
There’s too much left in yesterday
And too much I didn’t say
I brushed it off, I played it cool
Thought silence made me strong
But grief don’t care what words you choose
It just plays them back all wrong
Your name still hangs in open air
I look for you, you're never there
No shrine, no frame, just a breath that sways
Through all the things I didn’t say
What I didn’t say is louder now
Than every scream I let out
Than every fight I thought we’d win
Before the silence settled in
I held my heart behind a wall
And let you walk away
And now I live
With what I didn’t say
You never asked for perfect
Just something real, something mine
But I waited for the moment
That never found its time
Now I speak to air and echoes
Pretend you’re just out on the road
But some truths don’t fade, they stay
With everything I didn’t say
I should’ve said something simple
Like “don’t go yet” or “stay awhile”
But I let silence fill the space
And now it’s mine to reconcile
What I didn’t say is all that’s left
A weight that presses on my chest
No song, no speech can make it right
Just empty space and sleepless nights
If you ever find me in some way
You’ll hear it in
What I didn’t say
She didn’t speak.
Valerie stayed where she was, knees pulled up, her chin resting briefly against the side of her arm. She didn’t watch Sandra read. Just let the silence hold.
When Sandra finally looked up, her voice was quieter than before. “He would’ve liked it.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “He would’ve given me shit for the rhyme scheme.”
A breath slipped from Sandra not a laugh, not really, but something softer than silence.
She folded the paper again, fingers lingering on the crease. “You said grief doesn’t care what words you pick. I think that’s the truest line I’ve heard in weeks.”
Valerie didn’t answer. Just waited.
Sandra looked down at Sera again. Her thumb brushed the back of her wife’s hand gently, practiced, not asking for anything in return.
Then slowly, almost carefully she leaned sideways, letting her shoulder rest against Valerie’s. Not heavy. Not collapsed. Just there.
Valerie didn’t move at first.
Then her hand came up, settling lightly on Sandra’s back, just between the shoulder blades. Warm, steady. Not pulling. Not pushing. Just something solid to lean against in a world that hadn’t stopped shaking.
The room stayed quiet.
The page rested on Sandra’s lap, still folded, still warm from her fingers.
Outside, the wind moved again soft against the walls, like it knew it was being listened to.
Valerie stayed still.
Sandra’s head rested against her shoulder now, her weight settled not all at once, but in degrees like her body had decided before her mind did. No words had followed. Just breath, steady and slowing. The kind of slowing that came when the body finally gave in after fighting off sleep too long.
Valerie shifted slightly, adjusting her arm so Sandra’s back wouldn’t press against the edge of the chair. She didn't really want to move her. But the way Sandra’s body leaned heavier now, head tilted just enough to make her neck cramp by morning, told her she’d already crossed over.
Outside the window, the wind had softened. No more rattling of leaves or distant hum of perimeter drones. Just the quiet hum of house systems holding steady.
Valerie turned her head slightly, glancing down. “Alright, Moonlight,” she whispered.
She moved with care, arms looping gently beneath Sandra’s legs and back. The weight wasn’t much Sandra was compact, all wiry muscle and quiet strength, but it wasn’t about weight. It was about not waking her. About letting this be something she could have without needing to ask for it.
Sandra stirred faintly as Valerie lifted her. A soft breath caught in her throat. Her brow furrowed for half a second but her head tucked instinctively toward Valerie’s collarbone, and the rest of her settled again. Gone.
Valerie stepped carefully around the chair, shifting the blanket back from the edge of the bed. Sera hadn’t moved, still as ever, her features relaxed in a way that made her look just a little younger. Valerie paused for a breath before setting Sandra down gently in the narrow stretch of space between them.
She pulled the blanket up to Sandra’s shoulder, smoothing it once over her chest, then reached across to do the same for Sera.
She crouched slightly, one hand resting on the edge of the mattress.
“Sweet dreams, you two,” she murmured.
Her palm hovered for a moment longer over the side of the bed, then eased back. She rose without a sound and slipped toward the door, glancing once over her shoulder before easing it closed.
The hallway felt different now. Dimmer, yes, but quieter in a way that wasn’t just about light. The kind of quiet that only came when someone finally let go.
Judy looked up from the couch as Valerie stepped into view. She was curled under the same blanket, one arm draped over the back, tablet still open on the cushion beside her but long forgotten.
Valerie didn’t sit yet. Just leaned against the doorway, rubbing her hand across the back of her neck.
“She didn’t eat,” she said softly.
Judy nodded. “I figured.”
“But,” Valerie added, voice a little rougher now, “she’s sleeping. Curled up next to her like she never stopped.”
Judy’s expression softened. “Good.”
Valerie finally crossed the room, dropped slowly onto the couch beside her, the weight of the day finally starting to pull her down too.
“She’ll need more than rest,” Judy said after a moment.
Valerie nodded. “Yeah. But it’s a start.”
Valerie eased back into the cushions, her eyes drifting toward the hallway again, then closing just long enough to let the silence settle around her bones. The couch dipped slightly as Judy shifted closer, pulling the blanket halfway over both their legs.
They didn’t speak for a while.
Just sat in that stretch of quiet that didn’t need to be filled. The kind that felt like an answer instead of an absence.
Judy reached over and took Valerie’s hand, their fingers interlacing with the ease of long habit. Her thumb brushed over the calluses on Valerie’s palm, still rough despite the years, softened only by time and music and everything they’d survived.
“She looks so small in that bed,” Judy said finally, her voice low, almost apologetic.
Valerie nodded once. “She’s always curled in like that when she’s holding something in.”
Judy looked over at her. “Sandra or Sera?”
Valerie’s mouth curved faintly. “Both.”
The lamp beside the couch clicked softly as Judy dialed it lower. The light went from amber to almost nothing, just enough to paint soft edges across the room, and the edges of picture frames, the curve of a mug on the counter, the empty guitar stand by the far wall.
“She didn’t let go of her hand,” Judy murmured.
Valerie didn’t need to ask who.
“No,” she said. “She won’t. Not until Sera’s ready.”
They sat with that for a while. Not to fix it. Just to stay with it.
Eventually, Valerie leaned into Judy, the blanket pulling slightly as she shifted. Judy’s arm slipped around her waist without thinking. Her hand rested there, steady. Warm.
Outside, the wind turned again, brushing the porch in long, slow passes.
Inside, nothing moved.
The house had gone still hours ago.
The kind of still where the air didn’t even shift. No footsteps, or wind outside. Just the soft hum of systems sleeping with everyone else. Valerie’s head had tilted into the curve of Judy’s shoulder, both of them slack against the couch, wrapped in the same blanket without remembering when they’d pulled it up.
Then it hit.
A sound sharp, guttural. Not the kind that belonged in sleep.
Valerie jolted upright, the blanket tangling around her legs. Judy sat up too, one hand already gripping the edge of the couch, the other instinctively reaching for the sidearm that wasn’t needed.
Another sound. This one was unmistakable.
A scream.
Raw. Splintered. Choked in the middle like it hit something too deep to get all the way out.
They were moving before the echo finished.
Valerie didn’t need to ask where it came from.
She hit the hallway at a run, barefoot against the boards, Judy right behind her. The door to Sera and Sandra’s room was already half-open. Light from the monitor flickered across the walls pale green pulses stuttering against movement.
Sandra was thrashing in the chair. Still half-covered by the blanket Valerie had tucked around her earlier, but caught in it now like it was trying to hold her down. Her head jerked to the side, and her hands clawed reflexively at the air.
“No…no, no…Sera…please…!”
Valerie crossed the room fast, dropping to her knees in front of the chair. “Moonlight. Sandra. Look at me.”
She wasn’t hearing. Her breath hitched violently, and her whole body twisted sideways, one hand reaching like she was still under gunfire.
Judy was already at her back, crouched behind the chair, hands steadying Sandra’s shoulders.
“Sandra. You’re safe. It’s over.”
She fought them without knowing she was fighting. Her eyes were open, but they weren’t seeing this room. Not this moment.
She was somewhere else entirely.
Valerie leaned in close, voice low, but certain. “You’re not there. She’s right here. You’re home. It’s us.”
Sandra flinched, a sob escaping like it was dragged up from the bone. “She said it. Right before the shot…‘I love you Sandra’..
.and then I…then it…”
Her breath shattered. Her body curled in.
Valerie reached out, hands bracketing Sandra’s face. “You’re not alone. You’re not back there.”
Judy’s hand pressed firm between Sandra’s shoulder blades, anchoring her. “Feel this. You’re here. Right now. With us.”
Sandra’s eyes finally darted, panicked, glassy, and caught on Valerie’s face. Then Judy’s behind her. Then the faint flicker of the monitor light across the edge of the bed.
She broke.
Not into panic, but into sobbing.
Quiet, breathless sobbing that came out in shudders, her forehead pressed against Valerie’s shoulder, hands gripping the front of her shirt like it was the only thing left keeping her upright.
Neither of them moved away.
Judy adjusted her hold, wrapping both arms gently around Sandra from behind, keeping pressure where it counted. Valerie shifted closer, one hand smoothing the back of Sandra’s hair, the other wrapping around her.
“She’s okay,” Valerie whispered. “She’s still here. So are you.”
The monitor clicked softly beside them. Sera hadn’t stirred, but her pulse stayed steady. Sandra’s breath started to sync with it. Slow. Reluctant, but there.
In that space between what she saw and what was real she held on.
Not fully awake, but no longer alone.
Sandra trembled in their arms.
The kind of shaking that didn’t come from cold. The kind that ran deeper, down to the nerves like her body still believed the gunfire hadn’t stopped. Like every muscle was caught mid-run, mid-scream, mid-loss.
Valerie didn’t let go.
Her hand stayed cupped at the back of Sandra’s head, fingers threaded through her hair. She kept her voice low, steady, not soothing, not trying to hush it. Just there.
“I’ve got you, Moonlight. I’ve got you.”
Sandra’s breath hitched again, too fast, ribs jerking like her lungs couldn’t decide if they wanted to breathe or break.
Behind her, Judy’s arms stayed locked around her waist, chin tucked just near her shoulder. “We’re here. You don’t have to fight it.”
“I couldn’t reach her,” Sandra choked out, barely audible. “She said it and then…she…she covered me. I didn’t even move…”
Her hand twitched against Valerie’s chest. Not pushing away. Just searching.
“She saved me and I couldn’t stop it.”
Valerie pressed her forehead gently to Sandra’s temple, voice thick now but still controlled. “You didn’t fail her. You lived. That’s what she wanted.”
Sandra shook her head against her, no words left, just small, shaking movements like denial was the only thing left she could do with her body.
The chair creaked beneath them as her weight slumped harder into Valerie’s arms.
Judy adjusted with her, one hand moving in slow circles along Sandra’s side. “She’s still fighting, baby. You gave her the chance to keep going. That’s not nothing.”
Sandra didn’t respond.
Her hands curled into Valerie’s shirt, tighter this time. The sleeves were damp now whether from sweat or tears, it didn’t matter. Valerie didn’t pull away.
She just kept her grip steady, and held the line.
“You’re safe,” she whispered. “You’re safe. You’re safe.”
The words weren’t magic, but they were something to fall into.
Sandra’s breathing finally began to slow, not smooth, not even, but slower. She clung to both of them like it might all vanish again if she didn’t. Her face stayed buried against Valerie’s chest, body bracketed by the warmth holding her from either side.
Time stretched. Not forward. Just giving the room space to breathe again.
The monitor ticked on. Sera’s pulse never changed.
Valerie glanced at her once. Just to be sure.
Then back to Sandra. Still held. Still here.
Still trying to come back from the fire.
Sandra’s body eventually stilled, but not in the way someone relaxed. It was more like her muscles had run out of instructions. Her grip on Valerie’s shirt softened, fingers twitching once before falling slack against her chest. Her breathing had settled into something shallow but regular like the rhythm of a tide that hadn’t decided yet whether it was coming in or going out.
Valerie didn’t move.
Judy didn’t either.
For a while, they just stayed like that on the floor, wrapped around her like a shield the world couldn’t break through.
The room stayed warm. Not from the air, but from contact. From proximity. From every beat that passed without another scream.
Valerie lifted her head just slightly, brushing her lips against Sandra’s brown hairline. “You’re still with us,” she murmured.
Sandra didn’t answer, but her fingers twitched again this time not in panic. Just acknowledgement. Just enough.
Eventually, Judy’s hand moved to Sandra’s shoulder, thumb tracing the seam of her jacket in quiet, grounding circles.
“She’s not asleep,” Judy said quietly, more to Valerie than anything.
Valerie nodded. “But close.”
They stayed a few minutes more, no one rushing. Then, slowly, Valerie shifted beneath Sandra, adjusting her hold.
“Moonlight,” she said gently. “Let’s lie to you down, yeah? No more chairs tonight.”
Sandra stirred. Not resistance, just weight moving toward the voice she trusted.
Valerie rose first, lifting Sandra carefully to her feet. Judy stayed close, steadying her side. She was light on her feet, but unsteady like someone walking back into gravity after too long in a dream.
They guided her back to the bed.
Sera hadn’t moved, still resting, still breathing, skin warm in the monitor’s glow. Valerie pulled the blanket back, and Sandra sank down beside her almost instinctively, her hand finding Sera’s like it never left.
She curled in, eyes half-lidded now, the kind of exhausted that went past sleep and into something deeper.
Valerie tucked the blanket up to her shoulders.
Judy adjusted the pillow behind her head, brushing a stray strand of hair from Sandra’s brow.
She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to.
Sandra’s hand tightened once more around Sera’s.
Then loosened.
Finally, her eyes closed.
Valerie stood back, watching for a breath longer, then stepped quietly to Judy’s side. Her voice was soft, barely audible.
“She’s out.”
Judy nodded, glancing over both women in the bed.
They didn’t linger in the room. Just eased the door nearly shut behind them, leaving it open a crack.
The hallway felt cooler now. Not from temperature, just absence of tension. Like the walls themselves were exhaling.
Valerie brushed her hand over her face, slow and tired. “I’ll check on them again at first light.”
Judy reached for her hand and squeezed it. “We’ll both be up.”
They headed back toward the living room, footsteps light across the wood. Neither of them bothered turning the lights up again. The dim glow was enough. The house, for the moment, had returned to quiet.
In the bedroom finally there was sleep.
The first threads of light touched the kitchen window just after five.
It wasn’t dramatic. No golden beams, no flare across the glass. Just a soft pale gray brushing the edges of the cabinets, the tile, the rim of the mug Judy had forgotten to rinse the night before. Outside, the trees were still dark silhouettes, their branches just beginning to catch the shape of the morning.
Judy had already been up for half an hour.
She hadn’t meant to wake, but her body was too used to sleeping light. She’d stirred at some quiet shift in the house the kind of sound no one else would’ve noticed. Maybe a soft click from the monitor. Maybe Sandra’s breath changed in the next room. Maybe nothing.
She sat at the kitchen table now, hunched slightly, her fingers curled around a half-full mug of tea. Not hot. Just warm enough to keep holding.
The door behind her opened softly.
Valerie stepped in wearing one of her old tank tops, her hair pulled into a messy bun at the nape of her neck. The dark circles under her eyes hadn’t faded, but her movements were steady. Quiet, and present.
“She’s still sleeping,” Valerie said as she crossed to the counter. “Both of them.”
Judy nodded. “Good.”
Valerie poured herself a cup from the thermos, gave it a stir with a spoon that clicked lightly against the ceramic.
“She talk again?” Judy asked.
“No,” Valerie said. “Didn’t need to.”
She leaned against the counter, mug in both hands. Her gaze drifted to the window, eyes tracking the faint shift in light as the sky turned from slate to soft blue.
Neither of them spoke for a while.
The quiet wasn’t empty.
Just respectful.
Judy finally looked over at her. “You gonna eat something this morning?”
Valerie gave a dry, soft exhale. “Didn’t come back from Dust Bone Canyon to start lying now.”
Judy stood and crossed the room, brushing her fingers once against Valerie’s waist as she passed to open the fridge. “I’ll scramble something. Nothing fancy.”
Valerie didn’t argue.
The pan hit the stovetop with a soft clatter, and the scent of oil warming filled the room not long after. Eggs cracked. Forks clinked. The first soft hiss of heat met yolk and white.
Valerie sat at the table and rubbed her thumb against the rim of her mug.
“She almost didn’t come back from that dream,” she said, voice low.
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just kept stirring.
“I could see it,” Valerie continued. “In her eyes. That line. The one you cross when you think you’ve already lost.”
“She didn’t cross it,” Judy said gently.
“No,” Valerie said. “But she stood right at the edge.”
Judy turned then, met her gaze. “She stood there. You pulled her back.”
Valerie looked down into her tea, the steam barely rising now.
“She’s strong,” she said. “But even strong breaks.”
Judy slid the plate in front of her. Nothing fancy, just scrambled eggs and a slice of toast, but warm, real, grounding.
“She doesn’t have to hold it alone,” Judy said.
Valerie nodded, but didn’t speak again.
The light shifted again just slightly.
Somewhere down the hallway, a floorboard creaked.
The light shifted again just slightly.
It caught the edge of Valerie’s knuckles where they curled around the mug, softening the lines worn into her hands. Judy sat back down across from her, legs folded under the chair, one arm draped loosely over the table’s edge.
They didn’t speak right away. The sound of the pan cooling ticked faintly behind them, quieting more with every passing second.
Valerie picked up the fork. Took a bite. Swallowed.
Her shoulders eased, just a little.
Judy watched her, then reached for her own plate.
Outside, the first birds started their usual arguments in the trees, voices distant and sharp in the morning chill.
Inside, nothing rushed.
The house was still holding. So were they.
Valerie chewed slowly, jaw tight with sleep still pulling at the corners of her thoughts. She didn’t rush it. Just took the food in pieces, more out of routine than appetite.
Judy ate in near silence across from her, one leg bouncing slightly under the table, nerves she wasn’t calling attention to but couldn’t quite turn off either.
When they were both halfway through, Judy set her fork down and rubbed her fingers along her temple. “You think she’ll sleep long?”
Valerie didn’t look up. Just sipped her tea. “Depends what her body lets her believe. If it thinks she’s safe.”
“She was locked in that memory,” Judy said after a beat. “Could see it all over her.”
“I know.” Valerie set the mug down. “I’ve been there.”
Judy’s hand drifted across the table. Not reaching for Valerie’s this time just settling beside it. Close enough to touch. Close enough not to need to.
“I didn’t think she’d let herself lean on anyone,” she said.
“She didn’t,” Valerie replied. “Not until she cracked open.”
“Still,” Judy murmured. “She didn’t push us away.”
Valerie nodded slowly. “No. And that matters.”
The plates were half-finished, but neither of them moved to clear them. The house wasn’t calling for motion yet. There were no alarms, no duties that couldn’t wait a few more minutes. Even the drones outside hadn’t made their usual pass. The quiet was holding longer than it had in days.
A low creak sounded down the hallway again lighter this time, almost uncertain. Judy turned her head slightly, but Valerie was already standing.
“Go,” Judy said softly. “I’ll take care of this.”
Valerie gave her a look. One of those I see you glances. Then she stepped away from the table, the floorboards soft under her bare feet.
Down the hallway, the door to Sera and Sandra’s room was still cracked. No voices, or movement. But something in the air had changed just a fraction.
Valerie placed her hand against the edge of the door and waited, listening before pushing it open another inch.
Stillness.
Sera hadn’t moved.
But Sandra was no longer curled tight. She lay facing her, hand still draped over Sera’s, breath soft and even.
Valerie didn’t enter yet.
She stayed at the threshold, watching just long enough to be sure. Then pulled the door gently back to where it had been.
Behind her, the house was still quiet, but it no longer felt like it was holding its breath.
Valerie stepped back from the door, the wood cool under her palm as it closed again with a quiet latch.
She didn’t exhale right away. Just stood there for a moment in the hallway, listening. Not to sound there wasn’t any, but to the shape of the silence itself. It didn’t bite anymore. Didn’t hang like weight behind her ribs. It just... settled.
She turned, walking barefoot down the hall, her steps slower now.
In the kitchen, Judy had cleared the plates. Not rushed, just methodical. The kind of cleaning done more by feel than thought. The dish towel was slung over her shoulder, her hair pulled up with the loose grip of someone who didn’t need to impress anyone that morning.
Valerie leaned against the doorway, arms folded loosely. “They’re still sleeping.”
Judy didn’t look up. “Good.”
“Both of them,” Valerie added. “Sandra’s breathing’s even. No twitching.”
Judy rinsed the last mug and set it upside down on the rack. The water ran for a second longer, then shut off with a quiet squeak.
“She needed that nightmare,” she said after a pause.
Valerie tilted her head. “You think?”
“Not in the way anyone wants to,” Judy replied, drying her hands with the towel. “But sometimes you have to bleed it out a little before your body lets you rest.”
Valerie stepped into the room. “Yeah.”
They didn’t fill the air with more. Didn’t try to name everything that had passed through the night.
Judy set the towel down and leaned her hands against the edge of the counter, her eyes meeting Valerie’s across the soft morning light. “Are you heading out today?”
Valerie shook her head. “Dante can cover the ridge patrol. Killjoy’s already working with Jen. Clan’ll manage without me for the day.”
Judy nodded, unsurprised.
“I just want to be here,” Valerie added. “In case anything shifts.”
“I’ll make more tea,” Judy said, reaching without pause for the kettle.
Valerie stepped to the window, hand bracing on the edge of the sink. The mist over the lake was already thinning, curling back into the trees like it never wanted to be seen in full daylight. Somewhere outside, a lone bird called sharp and short, then went quiet again.
Inside, the hum of the kettle rising was the only thing that moved.
They didn’t fill it with words.
They just moved with it. Let it come slow. Let it hold.
Somewhere in the back room, sleep stayed steady. For now.
The kettle began to hum, slow and steady, steam coiling against the soft light that pushed through the side window. The sun hadn’t fully crested yet just enough to catch on the corners of the cabinets and the grain in the floorboards.
Valerie stayed by the window, fingers lightly curled around the edge of the counter. Her gaze wasn’t fixed on anything outside, just resting somewhere in the open space beyond the tree line. It felt easier not to look at anything directly.
She didn’t speak until Judy moved beside her, reaching for the mugs without needing to be asked.
“Hey, babe.”
Judy turned slightly, met her eyes. “What’s on your mind, mi amor?”
Valerie took a slow breath, jaw working like she might wait on the answer, but it came anyway.
“Out of everything I’ve faced,” she said quietly, “this is the hardest thing I’ve had to deal with.”
Judy didn’t flinch. She just set the mugs down with care, then turned her body fully toward her wife, hip leaning into the counter.
Valerie still hadn’t looked away from the trees.
“I’ve fought in wars. Seen cities burn. Held friends in my arms while they bled out,” she said. Her voice was calm, not detached, but stripped down. “I’ve buried strangers, family, people who never got a name.”
Judy reached for her hand, sliding her fingers into Valerie’s without pushing her to stop.
“But this…” Valerie’s voice cracked just slightly, more breath than break. “Watching Sandra unravel like that, seeing her carry the same weight I did when I thought you were gone knowing she might walk into that cave someday and never walk back out…”
She trailed off. Let the weight of it sit.
Judy’s grip tightened just a little. Her voice was soft, but steady. “She’s not alone in it.”
“I know.” Valerie turned toward her now, eyes rimmed red but dry. “But I can’t lift it for her either. And that’s what’s killing me.”
Judy nodded. “You don’t have to lift it. Just be here. Let her feel it’s okay to fall.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose, almost a laugh,but not quite. “Guess that’s what you did for me, huh?”
Judy’s thumb brushed lightly over her knuckles. “Every time.”
The kettle clicked off behind them. Neither moved.
Outside, the morning wind had picked up again, sweeping gently across the grassland. Not strong, or sharp. Just enough to stir the leaves and let the world remind them it hadn’t stopped turning.
Inside, Valerie finally let go of the window edge, and held onto Judy instead.
Valerie didn’t pull away.
Her hand stayed clasped in Judy’s, but the rest of her finally leaned in just a little. Enough to let it settle between them, that kind of ache that doesn’t look for comfort, only truth.
“There’s more to it,” she said, voice barely above the ambient hum of the house. “It’s not just Sandra.”
Judy watched her, quiet. Waiting.
Valerie’s eyes dropped to the floor between their feet. “It’s seeing Sera like that. My girl. Motionless. Still warm, still breathing, but… gone in all the ways that used to fill the room.”
She swallowed. Her free hand braced on the counter to keep steady.
“And then there’s Sandra. Sitting beside her every damn day. Holding it together until she doesn’t. And it’s not just…” Valerie stopped, jaw clenching. “It’s not just watching her break. It’s watching the person my daughter loved most fall apart.”
Judy’s hand slid to Valerie’s side, slow and sure, resting flat against her hip.
“I fought to keep Sera safe,” Valerie continued. “From the Raffen. From the corps. From a world that didn’t give a damn about girls like her. And now she’s lying still in that bedroom, and the person she loves most is breaking down right beside her, and I can’t do a damn thing.”
Her voice didn’t rise, didn’t snap. It sank like a weight hitting the floor.
Judy stepped in fully now, arms folding around her, her chin near Valerie’s shoulder. “She’s still here, mi amor. And Sandra’s still holding on because she sees what’s waiting when Sera wakes up.”
Valerie’s fingers tightened slightly against Judy’s back.
“I know,” she said softly. “But this… this is the kind of pain you can’t shoot your way through. Can’t outrun or outfight. You just have to sit in it.”
Judy didn’t argue.
She just held her.
Let her stand in that storm without fixing it. Let the weight exist between them without pushing it away.
The kettle sat cooling on the counter. The light had shifted again, spilling soft orange across the worn floorboards.
No one spoke. They didn’t need to.
Judy just kept her arms around her, and Valerie leaned in a little more, because that’s what was left to do when nothing else could be fixed.
In the stillness of that small kitchen, it was enough to just be there.
Valerie’s tea had cooled again.
She barely noticed. Her hands were still wrapped around the mug as Judy reached across the table and tapped the Holo phone. It flickered softly, then cast a pale blue projection above it.
Panam appeared first hair already braided back, thermos in hand, a faint haze of dust behind her. The camp stirred quietly in the background.
She didn’t look surprised. “Didn’t expect a call before sunrise.”
“We figured you’d be up,” Valerie said.
A second later, Vicky came into view beside her, adjusting her comms mic. Her hazel eyes took in their faces immediately. “What happened?”
“Sandra had a nightmare,” Judy said. “Bad one.”
Panam’s mouth drew tight. “She scream?”
Valerie nodded. “Loud enough to shake the house. She didn’t wake. She was trapped in it.”
“What was she saying?” Vicky asked quietly.
Judy hesitated. “She kept reliving when Sera shielded her.”
Vicky’s expression didn’t change much, but something behind her eyes flickered. “Damn.”
“I felt it,” Panam muttered, more to herself than anyone. “Didn’t know what it was. Just knew something hit wrong.”
“She’s sleeping now,” Valerie added. “Still curled up with her.”
Vicky gave a small nod. “Alright. Thanks for calling.”
“We’re stuck on supply rotation most of today,” Panam said, glancing offscreen, “but we’ll swing by before sundown.”
Judy leaned forward slightly. “If you can bring anything warm, that’d help. She hasn’t eaten.”
Vicky didn’t hesitate. “We’ll stop by the Ridge market around five. Pick something fresh up before we head over.”
Valerie’s eyes softened. “Thanks.”
“Anything for her,” Vicky said. “And for you.”
The wind stirred Panam’s braid as she glanced toward the convoy in the distance. “You need something else, call.”
Valerie gave a quiet nod. “We will.”
The projection faded, leaving the kitchen quiet again.
Valerie set the Holo phone back on the table, thumb brushing along the side of the case before she let it go.
Judy reached for her tea. “We should probably heat up something. If she wakes hungry…”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She just looked toward the hallway, eyes distant, jaw set.
“Maybe later,” she said. “Let her sleep while she can.”
Judy nodded, and neither moved to start anything. The kettle stayed warm behind them, untouched for now.
Judy let her tea rest on the table, half-drunk, fingertips tapping idly against the side of the mug.
Valerie stepped away from the counter, the silence stretching a little. Not empty, just thoughtful. She wasn’t pacing, just moving slowly. The weight of the night hadn’t lifted, but it wasn’t pressing the same way anymore. It had settled into muscle and breath.
“I might check on them,” she said softly, more suggestion than plan.
Judy looked up. “Yeah. Go ahead. I’ll clean up here.”
Valerie gave her a quiet look, nothing exchanged, but everything understood, and walked down the hallway barefoot, each step practiced, careful not to let the floorboards complain too loudly.
The door to the bedroom was still slightly ajar. No sound from inside. She eased it open just enough.
Sandra hadn’t moved much, still curled toward Sera, her forehead resting near Sera’s temple, their arms lightly tangled. The blankets had shifted, pushed down toward Sandra’s hips, but she hadn’t seemed to notice.
Valerie leaned against the frame, eyes taking in the soft rise and fall of their breathing.
The room smelled faintly of tea, cloth, and the filtered scent of dawn light slipping past the curtain. Not fresh, not stale, just lived-in. It reminded her of waiting rooms and recovery wards, but also of home.
She didn’t step in. Just watched for a moment, hand braced lightly on the doorframe, the kind of stillness that came less from fear and more from reverence.
Sandra’s jaw twitched once in her sleep, but she didn’t wake.
Valerie let the silence carry a beat longer, then slowly pulled the door back to where it had been.
When she returned to the kitchen, Judy had rinsed the mugs and was drying her hands.
Valerie didn’t say anything at first.
“Still out?” Judy asked.
“Yeah,” Valerie said. “Didn’t flinch.”
Judy nodded, glancing toward the window as a bird passed through the corner of light.
Neither of them asked what to do next.
They already knew.
Judy let the towel hang over the sink edge and leaned back against the counter, arms folded loosely. Her eyes drifted toward the hallway again, then back to Valerie.
“You think she’ll eat today?”
Valerie shook her head. “Not if we ask.”
Judy gave a soft, tired laugh through her nose. “So we just… what? Put a plate near her and hope she forgets she’s supposed to resist?”
“Something like that.”
Judy didn’t push it further. She just stepped over to the fridge, pulled it open slowly, and stared inside like it might give her an answer.
Valerie moved to the table, pulled out a chair but didn’t sit. She trailed her fingers along the edge, eyes following the same pattern without focus.
“Maybe we try eggs,” Judy said, half inside the fridge. “Smells like breakfast. Might get her without a fight.”
Valerie nodded faintly. “And toast. Something simple.”
Judy grabbed what they needed and set it on the counter without comment. The motions were second nature. Almost peaceful in their repetition.
Valerie finally sat, her arms folding on the table as she watched Judy move through the kitchen. The smell of eggs hit the air, warm and familiar.
“You think she heard you?” Valerie asked after a moment. “Last night, I mean.”
Judy glanced over, then back to the pan. “I don’t know.”
“She did,” Valerie said quietly. “Even if she doesn’t know it yet.”
The eggs popped softly as Judy adjusted the flame.
“I kept thinking about what you said,” Valerie added. “About those nights when I was out cold. How you never gave up on me.”
Judy didn’t speak, but her hand stilled briefly over the handle of the pan.
“I see it in her,” Valerie said. “That same love. That same stubborn refusal to let go, even when it hurts to hold on.”
Judy flipped the eggs slowly, brow furrowed, but not from frustration.
“She’s ours,” she said.
Valerie nodded. “Both of them.”
Outside, a small breeze moved through the trees, brushing faint shadows against the window.
Inside, the air smelled like something real. Like something was still holding.
Valerie lifted the plate with a soft scrape of ceramic on wood, balancing it in one hand with the fork nestled on top. The toast was warm, eggs still gently steaming. Nothing fancy, just real, just something to offer.
She walked down the hall barefoot, careful with each step. The house was quiet enough to hear the faint creak of the floor under her heel, the kind of hush that wrapped around everything and made even breath feel like sound.
The bedroom door hadn’t moved from where she left it slightly ajar, just enough for morning light to slip through in a soft line across the floorboards.
She nudged it open with her foot.
Sandra was still curled into Sera’s side, her cheek close to the blanket, arms folded gently like she’d been protecting more than warmth. But as Valerie stepped in, the smell of the food trailing ahead of her, there was the slightest movement Sandra’s nose twitched, her brow tightened, and her shoulders shifted under the blanket.
Valerie paused just inside the doorway, watching the small stirrings. Not enough to call her awake. Not yet. But her body was starting to climb its way back toward the surface.
She crossed to the small dresser and set the plate down carefully, placing the napkin and glass of water beside it like it mattered.
Behind her, Sandra murmured something into the blanket, unintelligible but real like her mind hadn’t quite caught up to the room.
Valerie turned just enough to watch her from the side. “Morning, Moonlight,” she said quietly, her voice steady but soft.
Sandra’s head shifted. Her eyes didn’t open, but her hand moved, brushing against the edge of Sera’s blanket like checking it was still there.
Valerie didn’t speak again. She just waited, giving her the space between sleep and waking.
Sandra’s brow knit again, then relaxed as she exhaled slowly into the crook of her arm. Her voice was rough when it finally came muffled, drowsy. “You brought food.”
Valerie gave a faint smile, more in her eyes than on her mouth. “Didn’t think you’d come out for it.”
Sandra didn’t lift her head yet. “Still warm?”
Valerie gave a soft nod, her voice quiet but steady. “Yeah. Eggs and toast Judy figured the smell might get to you.”
She shifted under the blanket and finally blinked her eyes open, the lids heavy but clearing. Her gaze drifted across the bed to Sera, then slowly to the dresser where the plate sat waiting.
Her voice was quieter this time. “Thanks.”
Valerie nodded, stepping a little closer but not crowding her. “You don’t have to eat it now. Just wanted it nearby.”
Sandra sat up slowly, her body stiff like sleep hadn’t helped much. Her brown hair was tangled against her cheek, eyes dark from too little rest. But she stayed anchored near Sera, one hand still resting on the blanket over her arm.
“You two get any sleep?” she asked, voice graveling through the question.
Valerie didn’t lie. “Some. Not enough.”
Sandra nodded faintly, then looked at the plate again. She didn’t reach for it, but her eyes lingered like she was trying to decide if she was hungry or just tired of pretending not to be.
Valerie let the silence stretch a moment, then crouched slightly at the edge of the bed, her weight on the balls of her feet, forearms resting on her knees.
“I know you’d stay here no matter what,” she said, voice low, even. “Just don’t forget you’re part of this too. You can take something in, even if it’s small.”
Sandra gave a quiet, breathy sound that wasn’t quite a laugh. “Like eggs.”
Valerie met her eyes. “Like eggs.”
A flicker passed through Sandra’s expression of grief still there, still rooted deep, but the smallest thread of warmth pulling through.
She leaned forward just enough to take the plate. The fork clinked gently as she set it in her lap, still sitting cross-legged near Sera’s side.
Valerie didn’t move. She stayed right there, steady as ever, letting Sandra settle on her own terms.
Sandra took a bite.
Not much. Just enough to mean something.
Sandra set the plate down on the bedside table, barely touched. She didn’t say anything at first. Just sat there, hand still resting lightly against Sera’s arm like letting go might shift the balance somehow.
“She said she loved me,” she whispered. “Right before…”
Her breath hitched. She didn’t finish the sentence.
Valerie stayed close, her hand steady on the blanket. “I know.”
Sandra drew in a breath like she meant to say more, but it just left her in a slow exhale. Then she leaned forward not hard, not suddenly just enough to let her head rest gently against Sera’s shoulder, her face buried in the blankets.
Sandra leaned forward slowly, resting her forehead against Sera’s shoulder. Not collapsing just letting herself be there. Letting the weight settle where it always had.
Valerie didn’t move. She stayed crouched at the edge of the bed, one hand braced lightly on the blanket, her posture steady. She kept her eyes on them both, quiet and present, but she didn’t reach out or say more than needed.
After a moment, she spoke quietly, even. “We’ll be in the kitchen if you want anything.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away, but she gave the smallest nod against the blanket.
Valerie rose without a sound and stepped back, careful not to disturb the stillness that had finally settled in the room.
Valerie eased the door nearly closed behind her, the soft click of it barely audible beneath the quiet stretch of the hallway. Her steps were slower now. Not heavy, but careful. Like part of her was still in that room.
The smell of eggs had settled in the kitchen, warm and faintly crisp along the edges. Judy stood at the sink, rinsing out a mug. Her pink and green hair brushed her shoulder as she leaned forward, one elbow propped on the counter like she’d been there a while.
She didn’t look up, just asked softly, “She wake up?”
Valerie moved past her and set the fork in the sink before answering. “Yeah. Stirred when I brought the plate in. Took a few bites.”
Judy nodded, still focused on the running water. “Say anything?”
Valerie leaned both hands on the counter, arms tense but still. “She remembers what Sera said. Keeps hearing it.”
That was enough to draw Judy’s gaze. She didn’t speak, but her mouth pulled just slightly at the corners of grief sitting behind her eyes, familiar and steady.
“She leaned into her after,” Valerie added. “Just… stayed there.”
Judy set the mug on the drying rack, reached for a towel, and dried her hands without a word.
Valerie watched her for a moment. “I told her we’d be in the kitchen if she needed anything.”
Judy folded the towel once, then again, and laid it flat beside the sink. “You think she will?”
“I don’t know,” Valerie said. “But she knew I meant it.”
She crossed to the table and pulled out the same chair she’d started to sit in earlier, this time settling into it without hesitation. Her hands stayed folded in front of her, but her shoulders had dropped just a little, but it showed.
Judy joined her, sitting across the table with both hands wrapped around her tea. The silence between them wasn’t distant. It was just what they had.
For now, they let it be enough.
The quiet stretched, but it didn’t settle.
Valerie’s eyes dropped to the cup between Judy’s hands. The way her fingers stayed tight around the porcelain. The way the steam had already started to thin, curling up past her knuckles and disappearing before it ever reached her face.
She hadn’t taken a sip since she sat down.
Valerie leaned her elbow against the table, watching her wife’s hands instead of her face. “Is that the same cup from earlier?”
Judy didn’t look up. “I think I’ve refilled it three times.”
Valerie’s voice was softer this time, more careful. “Have you actually had any?”
A faint exhale. “Maybe once.”
Valerie reached across, brushing her fingers lightly against the rim before letting her hand settle near Judy’s. “You don’t have to keep pouring it just to keep moving.”
Judy’s jaw tensed, but not with frustration. Just that tight restraint she wore when things started pressing in.
“I keep thinking if I stay busy, I won’t break,” she said.
Valerie met her eyes then. “Maybe. But you’ll still be alone in it.”
That landed somewhere soft, not hard. Judy blinked once, finally setting the cup down, her hand lingering on the handle like muscle memory didn’t want to let go.
“I didn’t even notice,” she murmured.
“You wouldn’t,” Valerie said gently. “You’ve been looking out for everyone else.”
Judy gave a quiet laugh if barely that. Just the smallest breath shaped around something tired. “Old habits.”
Valerie leaned forward, her voice quiet but sure. “You don’t have to keep holding it all, Jude. Not here. Not with me.”
Judy’s gaze didn’t drop. She just nodded once, slow, and let her hand slide across the table, fingers lacing with Valerie’s without ceremony.
They sat that way, the cold tea forgotten. Just skin against skin, neither one asking for more than what was already given.
The morning light moved across the floorboards in thin, uneven stripes. No footsteps from the hallway. No noise from the world outside. Just the soft, living quiet that finally didn’t feel like waiting.
It just felt like home.
A faint rush of water carried down the hallway.
Valerie and Judy both turned their heads at the same time, listening. It wasn’t loud, just the familiar, steady sound of the shower behind the bedroom door.
Judy spoke first. “Guess she got up.”
Valerie pushed slowly back from the table. “About time.”
No urgency in their steps, just that quiet, mutual rhythm they always fell into when something mattered. They walked the hall together, not speaking. The bedroom door had been left half open. Valerie nudged it wider as they stepped inside.
The air still held the faint scent of food and sleep. The plate from earlier sat half-empty on the bedside table, crusts of toast pushed to the edge. The blanket had shifted from where Sandra had been, now folded back in a curve that led toward the bathroom door.
Valerie picked up the plate and fork without comment. Judy moved to straighten the blanket, smoothing it once with her palm, fingers brushing over the edge like checking for warmth that had already faded.
They didn’t speak for a while. Just moved in quiet tandem folding, picking up, putting things back in place. Not for order. For her. For them.
Judy glanced toward the bathroom door. “I think she needed this more than the food.”
Valerie crossed to the desk, picking up the napkin that had slipped to the floor. “She needed both. One just took longer.”
Judy nodded faintly, hands pausing over the edge of the mattress.
Then her voice softened, like the thought had been waiting its turn. “I keep thinking about how many times we cleaned up like this for Sera. Back when she’d come home from a job and throw her jacket halfway across the room.”
Valerie let out a quiet breath, the kind that curved between a laugh and something older. “Or sleep in her boots, face down on the bed.”
Judy smirked faintly. “And act like she didn’t.”
They looked toward the bathroom again as the sound of water kept running, no rush in it. Just steady, like Sandra had finally given herself permission to let go.
The water carried on like it had all the time in the world.
Valerie leaned her hip against the edge of the nightstand, gaze still aimed at the half-open door. Her voice came low, more thought than sound. “You remember what she pulled off with that second wedding?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She’d moved to straighten the spare blanket on the foot of the bed but stopped, fingers tightening briefly in the fabric.
“One of ‘Commander Jellybean’s best missions,’” Valerie added, the ghost of a smile tugging at her mouth. “Turned our backyard into a mech-princess war room. Said we deserved something louder.”
Judy’s lips quirked. “Tactical churros and all.”
Valerie glanced toward her, the smile softening. “She got a dress to match ours. White, little gold accents, flowers in her hair. Said if she couldn’t be at the first one, she was damn well gonna lead the second.”
Judy exhaled, slow. “Panam was the unofficiant.”
“Johnny and Vanessa built the sound stage. Jess said it was structurally unsound, and Johnny told her ‘that’s the point.’” Valerie chuckled once, then let it fade.
“She made it perfect,” Judy murmured, walking a thumb along the rim of the cleaned-off plate. “Even the cake. Every detail.”
Valerie moved closer, just enough to see the faraway look in her wife’s eyes. “She wanted to give us a memory that included her. She did that. And Johnny? He made sure she had the tools.”
“Every scheme she had,” Judy said, her voice catching just slightly, “he was in the background. Lifting the speakers. Tuning her playlist. Helping her hide it from us.”
Valerie’s gaze dropped for a moment. “He never stopped showing up. Even when he pretended he didn’t care.”
Judy nodded once, tightly. “She asked him if he’d been there the first time. And he said... ‘in a way.’”
The sound of water shifted slowly, then steady again. Not done yet.
Valerie looked down at the floor, then up at the photos still resting on the nearby dresser. “That backyard… the lights, the music, Sera standing there trying not to cry. That’s what I hold onto. When I feel the silence getting too deep.”
Judy looked at her now, the shine in her eyes unmistakable. “It’s what she gave us. A reminder. That what we have… wasn’t just fought for. It was chosen.”
They stood together in the quiet, the memory warm between them. It didn’t ask for more.
The water kept running, steady beyond the walls. Judy’s fingers rested lightly on the blanket’s edge, tracing idle patterns without looking.
She gave a small tilt of her head toward the hallway. “She dragged us into every ridiculous stunt that trip. Dance-offs. That beachside bikini contest…”
Valerie smirked faintly. “You pulled me into that.”
“She pulled both of us,” Judy said. “But you didn’t say no.”
Valerie leaned back, her smile quieter now. “She lit up so bright when we joined her. Like she couldn’t believe we said yes.”
They let that sit between them with no commentary, no analysis. Just the hum of it. The way memory softens everything but never dulls the truth.
“She gave us something,” Judy said, her voice thinner now. “All those moments we never got. Not growing up. Not even after Night City.”
Valerie nodded, slow and certain. “She gave us joy we didn’t know we were allowed to have.”
Neither of them looked away from Sera. The steady rise and fall of her chest. The faint glow of the monitors. The way her hand stayed just barely turned outward, like she still expected someone to hold it.
“I used to think we saved her,” Judy said. “But now I think she saved us, too.”
Valerie didn’t speak. Just reached over, her fingers brushing lightly against Judy’s.
“She still is,” she whispered.
They sat with that for a while. Long enough that the tension didn’t need naming. Long enough for the water to slow behind the door, the distant pipes shifted as the house exhaled with them.
Judy’s gaze drifted again, back to the side of the bed. Her voice softened more. “Remember the smoothie stand? That afternoon near the water park. The jellyfish canopy.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “She sat between us wrapped in that towel like it was battle armor.”
“She called it her ‘noodle armor,’” Judy murmured.
“She was watching that girl with the popsicle and the dragon tattoo,” Valerie said. “Could barely keep her feet still.”
Judy gave a low laugh. “Told us her chest felt like soda.”
Valerie leaned forward a little, elbow on her knee. “I’ll never forget how brave she was. Legs shaking, cheeks red, but she still walked over. Still said hi.”
Judy gave the softest nod, watching where Sera’s hand rested beneath the blanket. “She came back a little taller after that. Like saying hi gave her something solid to stand on.”
“She said the girl was nice. Her name was Elena. And she told her the flip-flops were cool.” Valerie’s voice caught faintly. “Then asked if it was brave.”
Judy smiled softly. “We told her it was.”
“She gave us that courage,” Valerie said. “We just didn’t know it yet.”
They both looked at Sera again not expecting anything. Just holding space.
Judy’s hand folded over Valerie’s. “She helped us live, Val. Not just survive. Not just keep going. She made us feel like it was okay to enjoy the stupid things. Like joy wasn’t a trap.”
“Like we didn’t have to earn it anymore,” Valerie added quietly.
Another silence came, but this one felt full. Not heavy. Just whole.
Valerie’s freckled hand tightened around Judy’s, their gold wedding bands overlapping, her thumb brushing gently along the back of it like she was smoothing out something neither of them had said yet.
“When we left Night City…” Her voice stayed low, steady. “I promised you a home. Not just a place. Something real.”
Judy looked over, but didn’t speak yet.
“We bought the Lakehouse,” Valerie went on, her tone thoughtful now. “Hung pictures. Painted walls. Slept in clean sheets. But our lives didn’t really change. Not underneath.”
Judy’s lips curved faintly, not disagreement, just understanding.
“I lived,” Valerie said. “But we weren’t living. Not really. I kept taking jobs. You joined me, running ops when you could’ve been building movies. We were still chasing something. Stuck in the same rut, just with quieter explosions.”
Judy exhaled through a dry smile. “I remember.”
There was a pause. Not awkward. Just full.
Then Judy turned toward her, their hands still clasped. “Until we adopted Sera.”
Valerie looked at her now, and Judy’s smile softened.
“She gave us something,” Judy said. “Not just the noise and the joy and the chaos. She gave us a reason to come home.”
Valerie nodded slowly. “The Lakehouse didn’t feel like home until her boots were on the floor and she was yelling about toast.”
Judy chuckled. “Or until we found her on the dock at two a.m. trying to sing to the fish.”
“She made it ours,” Valerie said. “Not a hiding spot. A place we grew into.”
They looked toward the bed together, eyes settling on the soft rise and fall of Sera’s breathing.
Valerie’s voice dropped to a hush. “I didn’t think I’d get this. I used to think I’d burn out before I ever knew what peace felt like.”
Judy leaned against her lightly, shoulder to shoulder. “You didn’t burn out. You lit the path.”
Valerie swallowed hard. “Not without you.”
Their hands stayed linked between them, warm and quiet.
Judy gave the barest nod. “And not without her.”
They stayed like that, the three of them the girl asleep between time, and the two women holding the space until she returned.
No more words for now. Just the slow rhythm of being.
The sound of water stopped.
Not abrupt, just the kind of ending that came with weight behind it. The pipes stilled. The house breathed.
Valerie and Judy didn’t move at first. They sat with the silence like it had earned its place, like they owed it a few more seconds of stillness before letting the world start back up again.
Footsteps came a moment later. Soft, careful. Familiar in the way grief always was like someone learning how to carry their own body again.
Sandra appeared in the doorway, a towel slung over one shoulder, damp strands of hair clinging to her collarbone. Her eyes were clearer now, less red, but not rested. Just… rinsed.
Judy looked up first. No words, just that soft lift of her brows that asked how are you without saying it.
Sandra’s gaze went to the bed, the shape of Sera beneath the blanket, then to the two women on either side. Her lips parted like she might speak, but nothing came.
Valerie stood slowly, not to take control just to make space. She reached for Sandra’s hand as she passed, brushing her knuckles lightly across the back of it in quiet greeting.
“You’re okay,” Valerie said gently. “Take your time.”
Sandra nodded, a small motion. She crossed the room in a slow circle, eventually settling onto the edge of the bed with a sigh that sounded like it had traveled all the way from the canyon.
Her hand found Sera’s almost instinctively. The towel slipped from her shoulder.
“I didn’t mean to be gone long,” she murmured, not to anyone in particular.
“You weren’t,” Judy said from where she remained seated.
The quiet returned, but it wasn’t heavy. Just there. Just real.
Valerie moved toward the doorway, lingering only a second. “We’ll give you a minute.”
Valerie gave her shoulder the gentlest squeeze in passing before heading for the doorway. Judy followed with a soft glance, pausing only long enough to rest her hand on Sandra’s back, a quiet anchor.
They left the room without closing the door.
Behind them, Sandra leaned forward, her forehead resting lightly against the back of Sera’s hand.
She stayed like that.
No words. Just breathing.
The blanket shifted slightly as Sandra leaned closer, the edge brushing her forearm. Her breath moved unevenly for a moment, trying to find its rhythm again now that the water had stopped and the silence had returned with different weight.
She looked at Sera not the monitors, not the glow of the IV, just her. The small part of her shoulder exposed where the blanket had slipped again, the corner of her lip caught just slightly in sleep. Like some part of her was still holding onto whatever world she was lost in.
Sandra reached up and tucked the blanket higher again, then let her fingers linger near Sera’s collarbone.
“I wish I knew where you went,” she said softly. “If you’re stuck somewhere… if you can hear me… I don’t care. Just…” her voice caught, “...just come home, Firebird.”
She sat still after that. No movement. Just watching her wife’s chest rise and fall, that fragile, steady line of breath that meant the fight wasn’t over.
Outside the window, a breeze stirred the edge of the curtain. Leaves shifted gently in the late morning light, casting dappled patterns across the floorboards.
Sandra’s hand found Sera’s again. Her thumb brushed the knuckle once, then settled in.
“I haven’t told you about the canyon yet,” she murmured. “Or the way Vicky kept yelling at Paz for calling the mic stand a melee weapon. Or how Valerie keeps trying to fix things by pretending she’s not broken too.”
Her lips pressed together for a moment, then she sighed.
“I’ll tell you everything. I promise. Just… come back. I miss your dumb jokes. I miss you yelling at me for using the wrong screwdriver. I miss you, Sera.”
No answer. Just the soft rise and fall of breath. But that was still something.
She sat a little longer, the quiet stretching out around them again not heavy now, just present.
She stayed like that. Not because she was waiting, because she wasn’t leaving.
Sandra stayed with her forehead against the edge of Sera’s hand long after the hallway light dimmed behind Valerie.
She wasn’t crying. Just breathing slower now. Letting the air settle around her like dust after a storm.
The room was still. No machine beeps, no outside voices. Just Sera’s breath, and the soft hum of the evening settling in through the walls.
Her gaze drifted to the foot of the bed where she’d left the jacket hours ago, folded and untouched since the day before. Half the collar had slipped loose, revealing the inside seam. Blank. Waiting.
Sandra rose without sound.
She crossed to it like it might vanish if she moved too fast, then carried it back to the chair by Sera’s side. Sat carefully. Not to make a moment of it just to be close again.
The jacket rested across her lap now. She pulled the needle from the pocket of her jeans, the same one she’d been turning over in her hand earlier that morning. Plum thread already knotted.
She smoothed the collar with her palm, breath steadying with the motion, and started to stitch.
Left side first.
The S came together one careful curve at a time. She didn’t need to look at a sketch, just knew where each letter belonged. Her fingers moved in slow rhythm, muscle memory shaped by nights repairing gear under dim garage lights.
“You never even got to wear it out,” she murmured, voice barely above a breath. “Didn’t even have time to break it in.”
She tied off the a and added the star just beside it. Five sharp points, stitched tight. Not perfect. But real.
“My Firebird,” she whispered. “Always.”
She rethreaded in silver, slid the needle into the right side collar.
Sandra didn’t speak while working this time. Just moved. The tension in her shoulders eased with every pass. Like the thread was grounding her to something that still mattered.
Her own name curved slowly into place.
And then the crescent moon open toward Sera’s star. Subtle. Almost hidden in the fold.
She sat still after tying it off. Just watching both names side by side in the collar, stitched into the place that always touched skin.
The room had gone dim while she worked. The last light caught in the windowpane, casting soft gold across the bedframe.
Sandra leaned forward and set the jacket beside Sera again. Not draped, just placed, with the inside collar folded back so the names showed. So Sera would feel them, even in sleep.
Her hand brushed the sleeve. Then the blanket. Then rested on Sera’s arm again, same as it had that morning.
No need to speak now.
The stitches said enough.
The knock barely finished before Valerie opened the door.
Panam stood there, boots dusted, one hand pushing hair off her forehead. Vicky was a step behind her, arms full a cloth-covered tray, still faintly steaming. Neither of them said much at first. They didn’t need to.
“Is she still resting?” Panam asked.
Valerie gave a slow nod. “Since the shower. Pretty much all day.”
Vicky gave a small hum and shifted her grip. “We brought food. Not fancy, just warm.”
Valerie stepped aside, and the door eased closed behind them with a soft click. The house swallowed the sound like it belonged there.
Inside, the light had taken on that early evening quiet long across the floorboards, soft through the curtains. Judy glanced up from the couch, gave them both a faint nod. She didn’t rise.
Panam sank down beside her without ceremony. Vicky crossed to the nearby chair, laying the tray on the table before unwrapping the cloth with easy, practiced hands. Warm air curled up peppers, beans, folded tortillas. Familiar smells. Nothing that needed explaining.
They all sat like they’d been there for hours.
No one said anything for a stretch. Just the sounds of the evening outside, a creak in the wall, the faint hum of the air system cycling once.
Judy finally leaned forward, arms on her knees.
“She stirred this morning. When we brought her eggs.”
“Half a plate,” Valerie added, voice quiet as she moved to lean against the doorframe. “It was something.”
“She showered not long after,” Judy said, glancing toward the hall. “Didn’t say much. Just… looked steadier.”
“Then she pulled the jacket out,” Valerie said. “The Samurai one I gave Sera yesterday.”
Panam’s brow lifted faintly.
“She’s been working on it since before noon,” Valerie continued. “Stitching names into the collar. Hers. Sera’s. Lost track of time.”
Vicky gave a soft nod. “That sounds like her.”
“She didn’t ask for anything else,” Judy said. “Didn’t seem like she needed it. So we let her be.”
Panam didn’t speak, just rubbed at the back of her neck and exhaled. Vicky leaned back in the chair, one hand resting on the armrest, the other gently adjusting the edge of the tray cloth even though it didn’t need it.
They didn’t try to fill the quiet.
Didn’t ask when Sandra would come out.
They already understood.
The thread had slipped from Sandra’s fingers.
She blinked down at the collar, eyes adjusting to the low light. The needle was still resting against the cuff of her jeans, her right hand motionless, as if the quiet itself had frozen her mid-thought.
She hadn’t meant to lose track of time. The last she remembered, sunlight had been creeping across the floorboards soft and angled, catching in the tiny loop of gold around the thread as she stitched. Now, it was just the warm blue-gray hush of evening through the blinds, with shadows stretched long and steady across the floor.
Her back ached from leaning forward. The patch of the crescent moon was almost done, stitched beside her name on the right side collar. Across from it, the little star beside Sera’s name glinted with a nearly imperceptible shimmer in the fading light.
She shifted slowly, flexing her fingers.
From the other side of the closed bedroom door came the low murmur of voices.
Familiar.
She didn’t catch words at first, just tones Panam’s clipped rhythm, Vicky’s softer trail behind it. Judy, measured and warm. And then Valerie. Steady, low, the kind of voice that always found her even when she hadn’t realized she needed it.
Sandra glanced at the door, then down at the jacket in her lap.
The needle had stopped, but her breath hadn’t.
She ran her thumb along the seam one last time, then gently folded the fabric over her knees. For a long moment, she just sat there, jacket still across her lap, listening not to eavesdrop, not even to gauge what they were saying, just… to feel them.
She didn’t stand up yet. Just sat there with the jacket across her lap, the room dim around her, and the quiet voices filtering through the door. She couldn’t make out the words anymore, but she didn’t need to. She knew the sounds. The cadence of people who weren’t going anywhere.
Sandra exhaled slowly, hands resting over the fabric.
They were in the next room.
She wasn’t alone.
The door eased open with the quiet click of a careful hand.
Sandra stepped into the hallway, the soft creak of the floorboard under her heel the only sound for a beat. She didn’t look toward the living room right away, just blinked against the dim, like her eyes hadn’t fully adjusted to the change.
Her hands still brushed at the fabric in her grip, the jacket folded neatly against her chest.
Valerie turned first, halfway through a sentence. Judy looked up with her.
Panam sat straighter on the couch, but didn’t speak.
Sandra stood there for a breath longer, then let her gaze lift. It caught somewhere between the space above their heads and the far wall like she was still trying to settle into the moment she’d stepped into.
“Sera asked me to shower this morning,” she said, like it had just come to her. “And now she thinks I need to eat something.”
She looked down at the jacket in her hands. Her tone wasn’t distant, not cold, but it carried that edge of logic that didn’t quite line up.
“Didn’t realize it got so late,” she added after a moment.
Vicky rose gently from her seat. “We brought food. It’s still warm.”
Sandra nodded faintly, eyes moving between them all, but not quite focusing. She held the jacket a little tighter.
Valerie didn’t push toward her, just stepped halfway into the hallway and nodded once, soft and even. “Come sit, Moonlight. You don’t have to eat much. Just be with us.”
Sandra glanced past her toward the living room, toward the soft light and the tray still waiting on the side table.
Her shoulders dropped just slightly, and then she moved.
Sandra followed her with slow steps, not stiff, just… cautious, like her mind was still catching up to the room.
Valerie had already shifted by the time she reached the couch, settling into the center cushion with one knee drawn up slightly, her body angled just enough to open the end seat without pressure.
Sandra lowered herself beside her, the jacket still folded in her hands, resting now against her knees. She didn’t lean in, didn’t speak. But she didn’t pull away either.
Vicky passed her a plate, nothing heavy just a folded tortilla, a spoonful of beans, something warm and close to familiar.
Sandra looked at it a moment, then set it carefully on the side table beside her, untouched for now.
“I was just finishing the stitches,” she said after a long pause. “Didn’t even hear the sun move.”
Valerie nodded once, quiet. “It came and went slow. You didn’t miss much.”
Sandra’s fingers brushed the corner of the jacket again, tracing the seams she’d sewn.
“I kept thinking about how Sera would’ve added glitter. Or pins. Probably drawn a comic on the inside.”
Panam snorted softly, but didn’t interrupt.
“I didn’t want it to be too clean,” Sandra added. “It had to feel like her. Like both of us.”
Judy, still on the opposite end of the couch, gave a small, steady nod. “It does.”
Sandra didn’t answer, but she shifted slightly on the cushion, the edge of her leg brushing Valerie’s.
The jacket stayed folded in her lap. Her thumb moved in small circles over the fabric like she hadn’t noticed she was doing it.
No one rushed the silence.
Vicky leaned back in the chair. Panam picked at the edge of the tray without really eating. Judy watched, not intruding.
Valerie stayed where she was, close, but not closing in.
The light inside the room stayed soft, like it understood.
Sandra's eyes drifted toward the window.
Nothing outside had really changed, just a darker blue in the sky, a longer stretch of shadow along the ground, but the room had started to feel smaller. Not cramped, just… closer than she needed.
Panam noticed it.
She pushed off the couch with a soft grunt, then nodded toward the door. “C’mon. Let’s take a lap. Just around the house.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her thumb was still moving over the edge of the jacket, slower now. She looked over not startled, not uncertain, just quiet, and then down at her lap again.
Panam didn’t push. She grabbed her jacket from the back of the chair, like she might’ve gone alone.
Sandra shifted. “Yeah,” she said softly. “Okay.”
She set the jacket down gently on the couch, smoothing the fabric once with her palm before standing. Valerie didn’t say anything, but her hand brushed lightly against Sandra’s as she passed.
They stepped out into the cooling air together, the porch creaking under their boots.
The door closed behind them, not loud, not final, just enough to let the rest of the house settle.
The grass crunched soft beneath their steps, dry from the heat that had lingered all day. A breeze moved slowly across the open patch behind the house, brushing the tops of the taller weeds like fingers across silk.
Panam kept her pace even not slow, not brisk just matching whatever Sandra gave her. A few paces behind at first, then side by side as they rounded the corner.
They didn’t speak for a while.
Sandra’s hands stayed in her jacket pockets, not for warmth, just something to do. Her gaze drifted across the treeline, then up to the soft glow of the early stars.
“She was gonna take me soon,” she said after a while. “To the caves.”
Panam looked over. “Caves?”
Sandra nodded, eyes still tracking the fading light. “Up by the ridge, where that stream cuts under the cliff. Said she found them last time they went to scout the pass. Said they were beautiful... quiet.”
Panam didn’t answer right away. Just watched her for a beat longer than usual.
“Sera told me the air inside felt old. Like the kind of quiet that’s always been there, even when no one was listening.” Sandra’s voice was steady, but something in it lagged behind the words. “She said we’d go together. As soon as we got a break.”
Panam stopped walking.
Sandra took one more step before noticing, then turned back slowly.
“You think that’s still gonna happen?” she asked, not like a challenge, just something she honestly didn’t know.
Panam’s jaw flexed slightly. “I think it means a lot to you.”
Sandra looked down at her boots, then toward the distant ridgeline.
“Maybe I’ll just go,” she murmured. “Scout it myself. Make sure it’s safe for when she’s ready.”
Panam didn’t raise her voice. Didn’t tell her no. She just stepped forward, one hand resting lightly on Sandra’s shoulder.
“You ever decide that,” she said quietly, “you’re not going alone.”
Sandra didn’t answer, but her shoulders eased beneath Panam’s hand. Not relaxed just less tense. Like the tension had been there so long, it didn’t know how to leave all at once.
They stood like that for a minute. Breeze tugging at the edge of Panam’s sleeves, the smell of the dry grass shifting with it. Somewhere out past the trees, a bird called once low and solitary. Nothing called back.
Sandra’s voice was quieter now.
“I keep thinking… if I could just walk far enough, maybe I’d find the version of this day where it didn’t go wrong.”
Panam didn’t flinch. She just let her hand fall away slowly, then stepped up beside her.
“You won’t find that out there,” she said. “Not past the trees. Not in a cave. Not even under the stars.”
Sandra looked over, brow faintly furrowed.
Panam nodded toward the house. “But maybe you can still build something out of what didn’t break.”
Sandra didn’t say anything for a while.
She turned her face up, watching the thin clouds drift across the stars, the stretch of sky wider than she remembered. Her hands tucked deeper into her jacket, but not like she was cold. More like she was trying to hold something in place.
Panam gave her the time.
Then, finally, Sandra exhaled. “Let’s head back.”
Panam gave a small nod, then fell into step beside her again, neither one needing to lead. The path didn’t shift underfoot, but it felt a little different now.
Like maybe it still went somewhere.
The door clicked open, hinges barely creaking as Panam stepped through first, her hand still resting loosely at Sandra’s back.
The warm air inside met them slowly, rich with whatever spices Vicky had reheated, something with cumin and corn maybe, the kind of scent that lingered in the corners of a house long after dinner.
Vicky looked up from her spot near the arm of the couch. She hadn’t sunk deep into it, just perched with her elbows on her knees, hands loosely clasped. Waiting, but not impatient.
Her eyes moved to Sandra first.
“Hey, sweetheart,” she said gently. “How’s the night air?”
Sandra gave a small shrug, stepping past Panam but not far. “Still out there,” she said, voice thin but not detached.
Vicky smiled faintly and patted the cushion beside her. “Come sit.”
Sandra hesitated just long enough to glance toward the folded jacket still resting on the couch right where she’d left it.
She crossed the space slowly and sat down beside Vicky, not close enough to lean, but close enough to feel the warmth.
Panam drifted toward the window, pulling back the curtain just enough to check the sky like it might’ve changed while they were gone. “Looks clear,” she muttered. “Tomorrow too, probably.”
Vicky leaned slightly toward Sandra, her voice lower now. “We saved you a plate. It’s still warm. No pressure.”
Sandra nodded once but didn’t move for it yet.
Her hand found the edge of the jacket again, fingers brushing the threads near Sera’s name.
Valerie and Judy stayed quiet across the room, neither interrupting. Just there. Still.
Vicky leaned back slightly, just enough to give Sandra space without letting the warmth fade.
“You’ve been working on that all day, huh?” she asked, nodding toward the jacket still under Sandra’s fingers.
Sandra didn’t look up. “Start with the collar,” she said. “Names. Hers on the left. Mine on the right.”
“Mm.” Vicky shifted, one arm draping along the back of the couch. “The way it should be.”
Sandra’s thumb traced the edge of the crescent moon she’d sewn beside her name. “Almost didn’t stitch anything. Thought about just leaving it the way Valerie gave it to her.”
“But you didn’t.”
Sandra shook her head. “It didn’t feel finished.”
Vicky was quiet for a beat, then said, “Neither is she.”
That landed somewhere deep. Not sharp, but solid.
Sandra’s eyes didn’t move from the fabric, but her hand slowed.
“I know,” she whispered.
Vicky reached over, not to pull her in, just resting her hand lightly over Sandra’s for a second. “Sometimes we make things with our hands because we don’t know what else to hold.”
Sandra finally looked at her, brow drawn tight with something she hadn’t let surface all day.
“I just wanted her to feel it when she woke up,” she said. “To know I didn’t go anywhere.”
Vicky nodded. “She will.”
Sandra swallowed. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do after this. When the stitching’s done. When there’s nothing left to prepare.”
Vicky gave a small breath of a smile, sad and sure. “That’s when you let us take the next steps with you.”
Sandra looked away, eyes glinting with the low light in the room, but she didn’t pull her hand back.
They sat like that, jacket between them, the low hum of the house settling in around the corners. No rush to speak. No need to move just yet.
From the kitchen, a quiet clink of a cup. Somewhere in the distance, the wind moved over the roof.
Vicky let her hand rest a moment longer, then eased it back, letting Sandra breathe on her own terms.
Neither of them filled the space that followed.
They didn’t need to.
Sandra’s eyes drifted back down to the collar stitching. The thread caught a bit of the lamplight, just a sliver of silver along the crescent she’d marked beside her name.
She blinked once, then again.
“I think…” she started, voice soft, uncertain. “I think I heard her.”
Vicky didn’t speak, didn’t reach for her, just waited.
Sandra looked toward the hallway like she was listening for something else. Nothing came, but her fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the jacket.
“She just asked if I finished it,” she said, quieter now. “Like she was standing right there.”
Her breath caught for half a second.
“Said she needs me again.”
Vicky’s voice was calm. “You want to go sit with her?”
Sandra nodded slowly, already standing. “Yeah. Just for a little.”
She picked up the jacket carefully, folding it close to her chest not like it was finished, but like it still carried something unfinished between the seams.
Then she turned toward the hall.
Vicky stayed seated, her eyes following Sandra’s quiet steps until the bedroom door eased closed again.
The hallway light bled just faintly at the bottom edge of the frame. Then even that dimmed.
She didn’t move right away.
A few seconds passed just the soft hum of the evening air through the wall vent, and the creak of the old couch cushion beneath her.
Valerie and Judy hadn’t gone far.
They were still standing near the end of the room, arms barely touching, their bodies turned slightly toward the hallway like they’d been holding their breath the whole time. Valerie’s hands were loosely clasped in front of her. Judy’s eyes hadn’t left the space where Sandra disappeared.
Panam sat nearby, one leg bent over the other, her elbow resting on the arm of the chair. She hadn’t spoken since coming back inside, just watched, just stayed. Her gaze flicked to Vicky now.
“Did she say anything?”
Vicky nodded once. “She thought she heard her. Said Sera needed her again.”
Judy shifted slightly, arms folding close to her ribs, like the air had cooled just enough to be felt.
Valerie didn’t speak. Her hand moved slowly toward Judy’s, fingers finding her knuckles like muscle memory. She didn’t squeeze, just rested there, steady and warm.
No one filled the silence that followed.
Panam leaned her head back against the chair, eyes tracing the ceiling for a moment. The house around them settled. Nothing moved except breath and the faint rustle of old wood remembering how to hold weight.
Judy’s thumb brushed slowly over the top of Valerie’s hand. The motion was almost absent, like she hadn’t realized she was doing it. Something her body remembered before her mind caught up.
Across the room, Vicky leaned forward, resting her forearms on her knees again. Her eyes were softer now, but tired. The kind of tiredness that didn't come from lack of sleep just from carrying too many people for too long.
“She’s holding on,” she murmured. “Barely, maybe. But it’s still there.”
Valerie nodded once, her gaze unfixed. “She hasn’t let go since the moment it happened.”
Panam shifted in her chair. “Wouldn’t expect her to.”
Judy looked over, voice quiet. “Neither would we. But I keep thinking… I don’t know how long someone can hold it like that. Without it breaking something inside.”
Panam didn’t answer. She just let her hands drop into her lap and leaned forward a little, elbows braced on her thighs.
“Depends what they’re holding it for,” she said after a moment. “Some things are worth breaking over.”
No one disagreed.
The room stayed hushed, lights dimmed to what they’d been for hours. The soft clink of the dish drying rack tapped once near the kitchen where someone had bumped it earlier then nothing. Just breath and low light.
Vicky glanced back toward the hallway again. “If she falls apart… she’ll need all of us to help put the pieces back.”
“She’s not alone,” Valerie said.
That time, she squeezed Judy’s hand.
Judy didn’t let go.
The door clicked shut behind her.
Not loud. Just final in that way only a room knows when someone’s come back carrying too much.
Sandra crossed the floor in slow, practiced steps. The weight of the jacket in her arms felt different now not from the thread, or the stitching, or even the time it took. Just heavier, somehow. Like it had started to mean too much.
The chair was still where she’d left it, drawn close to the bed. She didn’t sit right away. Just stood there, looking down at Sera. Watching the way her hair fell slightly across the pillow, how her lips were parted like she might say something if the silence didn’t keep stretching between them.
Sandra finally sat.
The cushion gave beneath her with a soft breath of its own, but the room didn’t shift. It just waited.
She laid the jacket across her lap, hands smoothing it flat as if her fingers might still find some flaw in the seams. There wasn’t one. The stitches were tight. Her name and Sera’s curved clean along the collar hers on the right, with the crescent moon. Sera’s on the left, the star just beside it.
It was all there.
Except…
She leaned forward, voice catching in the space between them.
“I finished it,” she whispered. “Everything you asked me to put in. Our names. The star. The moon.”
Her throat tightened, and she blinked too quickly.
“But it’s not done. I can’t finish it without you.”
Her hand curled against the fabric, knuckles pale.
“This jacket doesn’t mean anything if you’re not the one wearing it.”
The words fell too fast now, like if she didn’t say them, they’d swallow her whole.
“You said you’d wear it to our next job. Said you’d take me with you to see the caves. Said we had time.” Her voice cracked on that last part just enough to make the next breath feel harder to take.
Sandra looked at her, not blinking now.
“So please… wake up.”
She wasn’t crying. Not exactly. But something shimmered at the edges of her lashes anyway.
“You’re the last stitch. And I can’t do it without you.”
The monitor blinked. Her grip on the jacket loosened, but she didn’t let go.
Outside the window, the sky had gone dark without her noticing.
The door eased open without a knock.
Judy didn’t speak. She didn't need to.
She stepped in slow, the kind of slow that wasn’t hesitation just care. The kind of slow you use when someone’s already balancing too much.
Sandra didn’t turn. Her fingers still rested on the edge of the jacket, her other hand loosely holding Sera’s. The monitor’s soft pulse filled the room with the only rhythm that mattered.
Judy crossed the floor in quiet steps, eyes tracing the space more than the person. The crumpled edge of a tissue near the chair leg. The way the jacket had folded in on itself, slightly off-center now. The set of Sandra’s shoulders tight, rigid at the top like if she moved wrong something might come undone.
She crouched beside her.
No words.
Just the soft touch of her hand resting near Sandra’s knee. Not gripping. Not pulling. Just presence.
Sandra blinked, once. Then again.
She didn’t look down, but her voice came, raw and near nothing.
“I didn’t even notice it got dark.”
“I know,” Judy said softly.
Sandra’s thumb rubbed the inside of Sera’s wrist again.
Judy’s other hand reached slowly carefully, and settled on top of Sandra’s where it gripped the jacket.
Still no pressure.
Just letting her know she wasn’t alone in the room.
Sandra’s thumb kept brushing lightly along the inside of Sera’s wrist. Her gaze never left her face, but her voice came thin, like it had been sitting in her chest too long.
“I’ve been thinking about the jacket. How it’ll never fray. The thread won’t wear out. It’ll never… get old.”
Judy stayed crouched beside her, one hand still lightly over Sandra’s, the other resting quietly on the mattress edge.
Sandra swallowed. “Same tech that keeps you and Valerie from aging. I know it. I know what it means. But…”
She blinked, eyes glossing slightly now.
“Sera didn’t choose this. I mean she’d choose to live, I know she would. But she never said she wanted to stay twenty-three forever.”
The monitor’s glow caught the edge of her face, just enough to show the tight line of her jaw. She wasn’t crying. Not quite. But the words were harder now, scraping out in pieces.
“I keep thinking… what happens if she wakes up, and ten years from now I’ve started changing and she hasn’t? What happens when she starts realizing time’s still moving for me, just not for her?”
Judy didn’t rush an answer. She shifted slightly, rising to sit on the edge of the bed beside Sera’s legs, folding one leg underneath her.
“She’ll still grow,” Judy said quietly. “Same way I did after Ghost Watch. Same way Val did. It’s not about the wrinkles, Moonlight. It’s about what you live. Who you live it with.”
Sandra’s grip on Sera’s hand flexed just a little.
Judy kept going, soft but steady.
“She’s never gonna stop becoming herself. She’ll learn new things. She’ll change her mind. She’ll fight you over music and laugh at your old boots and ask you to take her places she’s never been.”
She looked down at Sera now, and there was something in her face that flickered grief, love, memory too deep to name.
“She’ll age through the life you share. Every moment you build will be a year earned.”
Sandra’s eyes stayed on Sera, but her shoulders had dropped just slightly. Not in defeat, just a breath looser. A tension quietly exhaled.
“She wanted to show me the caves,” she said after a while. “Said she’d take me as soon as we both had time again.”
Judy nodded gently. “Then make sure she still can.”
Sandra gave the faintest nod. Just once.
Her eyes stayed on Sera cheek half-buried in the pillow, lashes still, mouth parted just enough to show she was deep in whatever place dreams waited to end.
“I used to be the one who’d sleep through anything,” Sandra said after a moment. Her voice wasn’t fragile, just tired in a way that didn't reach her eyes anymore. “She’d poke me in the ribs every morning just to hear me groan.”
Judy shifted beside her, quiet. “She used to drag Val out of bed with a water bottle.”
Sandra’s lips twitched, but didn’t hold the smile. “Said it built character.”
The faintest noise escaped her half breath, half something close to breaking, but it passed. She kept her focus forward.
“I stitched both our names into that collar,” she murmured. “Her name’s on the left, mine on the right. Star and a moon. Looks good, I think.”
Judy didn’t answer. Just rested her hand palm-up between them in case Sandra wanted to take it.
Sandra didn’t move at first.
Then, after a long pause, her fingers grazed Judy’s, just barely.
Sandra’s fingers stayed lightly against Judy’s for a few seconds longer. Then she let go not sharply, just with that same gentle motion she used when folding old maps or setting down tools she didn’t need anymore.
“I think I’ll sit with her a little longer,” she said, voice low.
Judy nodded, pushing herself up slowly. “I’ll be out there if you need me.”
No lingering. No searching look. Just trust.
She moved quietly toward the door, the floorboards creaking under bare feet.
Sandra didn’t look up. Her hand found the edge of the blanket again, smoothing it near Sera’s shoulder like muscle memory.
The door clicked shut behind her, but Judy didn’t move right away. Her hand lingered on the frame a second longer than needed, fingers brushing wood smooth from years of touch.
Low light from the hallway fell soft against her features, outlining the curve of her cheek where a few long strands of pink-green hair had fallen loose again. She tucked them back absently, her other hand curling into a slow fist, then letting go.
The living room still held the hum of late-night quiet. Not silence, exactly just the kind of hush that settled when people were too worn out for anything else.
Valerie was where she’d been curled into the far corner of the couch, arms folded around one of the throw pillows, her Clan jacket balled behind her neck for support. Her eyes were open, tracking the ceiling like it might change.
Panam had taken to the recliner, boots off, one leg tucked up underneath her as she scrolled through something on her shard probably camp updates. Vicky sat beside her, but her gaze was on Judy the second the bedroom door shut.
Judy stepped into the room and sank slowly into the chair closest to Valerie. Not quite touching. Just near.
“She’s staying with her?” Vicky asked, voice barely above a murmur.
Judy nodded. “Yeah. Just needed space.”
Panam didn’t look up, but her thumb paused on the shard. “Did she say anything?”
“A little.” Judy leaned forward, elbows on her knees. “Enough to know she’s still in there. Hurting… but in there.”
Valerie reached over and touched the back of Judy’s shoulder. Just a brush. No words.
They didn’t need any yet.
The lamp in the corner gave off a soft amber glow, casting long shadows against the bookshelves and framed photos. Somewhere outside, a night bird called and stopped just as quickly. A breeze moved faintly through the trees beyond the windows, brushing against glass like fingers on a drumhead.
No one rushed to fill the space. They just stayed with it, the way family did when there wasn’t anything left to say, but everything still mattered.
The moonlight through the window barely touched the floor now, just a faint silver arc reaching toward the leg of the chair. Everything else had slipped into soft shadow. The kind that didn’t announce itself. It just… arrived.
Sandra’s hands were still. The jacket sat quiet beneath her fingers, her star and Sera’s stitched beside each other like they’d always belonged that way.
She looked down at it.
Then up again at the woman sleeping just inches away, who hadn’t stirred once.
Her voice was low, almost not there.
“I finished all of it. Every detail. Every thread I could stitch.”
She didn’t cry. Not anymore.
“I think I understand now,” she whispered. “Why you did it. Why you gave yourself up.”
She blinked, eyes sharp, rimmed in quiet resolve.
“You would’ve gone without hesitation. For me. For us. You did.”
Sandra pressed her palm lightly to the blanket over Sera’s chest so as not to wake her. Just to feel the faint rise and fall. The rhythm was still holding on.
“I’m not doing this because I want to leave,” she said. “I’m doing it so I can stay. Just like you would’ve.”
The silence pressed in again, deep and full of memory.
Sandra leaned forward, brushed her lips gently against Sera’s temple, and lingered there just a breath, no longer.
Then she stood.
Her hands folded the jacket neatly again, slow and careful. She didn’t rush. Every motion was practiced. Every choice already made.
The last stitch, she knew, would have to wait, but now it was her turn.
Sandra stepped back.
Not far. Just enough to let the silence stretch between them without breaking.
The jacket stayed folded in her arms, her thumb brushing the edge where the collar met the seams. Her star. Sera’s. Stitched close like breath and bone.
She turned, slow, eyes adjusting to the dark of the hallway. One hand steadied against the frame, the same spot she always grazed without thinking. Tonight, her fingers lingered.
The air outside the bedroom was cooler. Still carried the faint scent of toast from earlier, mixed with something old and familiar. The sandalwood balm Judy used to rub on Valerie’s shoulders. A trace of engine grease from Sera’s jacket left draped over the kitchen chair. Home, in all its quiet clutter.
Sandra stepped soft, her socks catching slightly on the grain of the floor.
She didn’t flick the hall light on. Just let the night guide her by memory.
By the time she reached the front door, her boots were waiting. The laces were loose. Panam must’ve moved them after the walk, neat and side-by-side. Like she couldn’t help but try to give her daughter order in a world that wouldn’t hold it.
Sandra crouched, jacket still in her lap, and tugged them on.
The left one stuck a little at the zipper. She pressed her thumb against the leather to ease the catch, then ran the back of her hand across her eyes without thinking.
She didn’t look back yet. Not toward the couch. Not toward the door to the art room, half-shut and glowing faint from the nightlight Vicky left on.
Instead, she listened.
Valerie’s soft snoring, like wind through leaves.
Judy’s breath, steadier now than it had been all week.
The low hum of Vicky murmuring something in her sleep that no one else would ever be able to translate but Panam.
Sandra breathed in, and finally looked back.
The room wasn’t asleep. Not really. Just tired. Like all of them were.
She whispered not to wake anyone. Just to mark the moment.
“I’ll find her. However, I have to.”
Then she stood, one hand on the knob, the other still holding the jacket, and stepped into the dark.
The rig’s dash lights glowed dim orange. She’d turned everything else off. Even the rear sensors. Even the nav.
Just her and the path they used to take home after long rides. The one Sera always said felt like it was watching them the closer they got to the waterline.
Sandra pulled off the main route once the terrain shifted. A sharp dip, barely visible, opened into a clearing where the grass thinned and the rocks stood too still.
The rig coasted to a stop at the edge of the lakebed, tires crunching over gravel and old reeds. Sandra cut the engine and sat for a moment, fingers still wrapped around the wheel.
She didn’t move.
Didn’t speak.
Outside, the moonlight caught on the surface of Klamath Lake in faint streaks half-shrouded by mist, the kind that blurred the boundary between earth and something older.
She reached up and clicked off the holomap, letting the dash go dark.
Then slowly leaned forward, pressing her thumb against the control node tucked beneath the dash.
Screwbie’s voice blinked once into the cab, flat and mechanical. “If you think deactivating me is gonna stop me from caring, you’re…”
“I’ll be back,” she whispered.
A soft chirp. Then silence.
The rig dimmed to standby. Sandra unbuckled.
She took the jacket hers and Sera’s from the seat beside her, folding it under her arm. The weight of it was real. More real than the whisper of wind outside, or the way the lake’s edge seemed to hum, almost like it was remembering something.
The cave entrance was nearly invisible unless you knew where to look. Just a slight dip in the cliff wall, masked by time and overgrowth.
She crossed the grass slowly, boots sinking a little in the softer ground near the inlet. No guards. No sensors. Just the hush of the world shifting around her.
At the threshold, she paused.
Stone gave way to something else not quite synthetic, not quite natural. The edges of the entrance were smooth, etched faintly with sigils that shimmered only when the moonlight caught them just right.
She reached out, brushing her fingers along one.
Cool. Almost wet, but not quite.
A pulse passed through it subtle, not invasive. Like the cave had to remember who she was before letting her pass.
Then the light receded.
She stepped inside.
The sound changed immediately, muffled, like entering a temple. Her breath felt louder here. So did her heartbeat. She followed the faint glow along the walls, soft blue veins of something ancient etched into the stone. They pulsed in slow rhythm, guiding her deeper.
There were no directions. No map.
Just memory and instinct.
It opened gradually, first a narrow path, then wider, until the space revealed itself. The core chamber.
No torches. No overheads.
Only that impossible glow the room alive in lines of light and shadow, curved walls etched with code and sigils older than language. The platform at the center rose just slightly, like the lake itself had folded upward into stone and light.
She stepped closer.
The jacket was still under her arm.
The space around her shimmered, waiting, and she stepped onto the platform.
The platform was cool under her boots, smoother than she remembered from the old stories. Like it had been worn down not by footsteps, but by time folding over itself.
Sandra didn’t rush.
She stood there with the jacket still under her arm, fingers curled in the soft edge of the lining, her thumb brushing just beside where Sera’s name was stitched.
No one spoke, but they were there.
Ghost Watch.
Three of them this time, or maybe four. She couldn’t tell, not really. They shimmered around the edges like reflections caught in moving water, blue-light bodies laced with code and something older than code. Their forms swayed ever so slightly, not breathing, not blinking just watching.
The air felt thick here. Not oppressive, just full. Heavy in a way that wasn’t hostile. Like stepping into a memory that hadn’t decided if it was yours yet.
Sandra’s voice didn’t try to rise above it.
“I didn’t come to cheat death,” she said softly. “I came because she gave everything. And I meant it when I said I would, too.”
The figure closest to her tilted ever so slightly, light shifting across their skin like circuitry in slow motion.
Sandra swallowed. The back of her throat tasted like metal and dust. Her heart was thudding low and even, but her limbs buzzed with the kind of tension that didn’t come from fear. Just… purpose. That quiet line you cross when there’s nothing left to think through.
“I know what it costs,” she said. “And I know I can’t be who I was after this.”
The Ghost Watch didn’t answer with words.
But the space between them shimmered, and from the air not summoned, not conjured, just offered, the shard began to take form.
It spun slowly, suspended in a perfect hover, lit from within by that same soft pulse she’d seen in Sera’s vitals for weeks. It wasn’t warm. It wasn’t cold. It just was.
Sandra didn’t reach for it. Not yet.
She looked down at the jacket, thumb brushing once across the crescent moon stitched near her name.
“This isn't so I can live forever,” she whispered. “It’s so I don’t have to leave her behind.”
A flicker moved through the chamber almost like approval, or at least acknowledgment.
Her hands shook when she lifted the jacket and set it down carefully at the base of the platform. She knelt beside it for a moment, palms pressed to the fabric.
Then she rose, and reached toward the shard.
The light bent toward her fingers was not bright, not dramatic. Just willing.
When it touched her skin, it didn’t burn.
It remembered, and the room, impossibly, held its breath.
Judy stirred in the low gray of morning, her body tucked half into Valerie’s side on the couch. Her arm had gone numb sometime in the night, folded under her head, but she didn’t move right away. Just listened.
The room was quiet. Not unnaturally so just early. Still.
She blinked slowly, brushing hair from her face as she sat up, careful not to wake Valerie. Her wife’s breathing stayed steady, chest rising beneath the soft throw they’d shared.
Judy gave her one last glance, then swung her legs over the edge of the couch. Her joints popped quietly as she stood, rolling her shoulders and reaching for the med satchel tucked just under the side table. Sera’s check-in first. That was always how they started the day.
The hall stretched quiet, the wood underfoot cool but familiar. No tension yet. No alarm.
Just another morning. Same as yesterday.
She stepped lightly toward the bedroom, the bag tucked under one arm.
The door opened without a sound. Judy pressed her palm against it, nudging it inward with the ease of muscle memory. The room greeted her with that faint trace of night air, the kind that clung to fabric and walls, never quite letting go.
Sera lay just as they’d left her. Monitors still pulsing soft blue at her side, the faint rise and fall of her chest steady beneath the blanket. Her hair, still a mess of gentle red tangles, curled against the pillow.
Judy stepped in slowly, adjusting the strap on her shoulder. She didn’t speak. She rarely did, not the first thing. Just moved the way she always was quiet, deliberate, letting her presence fill in the spaces between machines and breath.
She reached the stand, set the bag down gently on the chair, and unzipped it halfway. Glanced over the monitor readings. Nothing out of place.
Then her eyes moved without urgency, just instinct toward the empty chair across the bed.
The one Sandra had sat in every day. The one that hadn’t been empty once.
It was now.
The blanket folded across the back had slipped off, pooled slightly on the floor. The bowl from last night cleaned, she thought was gone.
She blinked. Then blinked again.
No jacket over the bedpost. No mug on the nightstand.
She glanced toward the closet still closed. Bathroom door: open, light off.
“Sandra?” she asked softly, barely more than a breath.
Nothing.
No answer.
Judy moved toward the hall again, retracing her steps. Into the kitchen. No boots by the door. No coat. No half-drunk cup of tea sitting forgotten on the counter.
Something in her chest curled.
She turned back toward the living room, already moving faster.
Valerie was just starting to shift under the blanket, rubbing one eye.
“Hey,” Judy said, voice low but tight. “Val… she’s not here.”
Valerie sat up, blinking off sleep. “What do you mean?”
Judy was already stepping toward the entry. Her hand pressed flat to the doorframe, bracing herself as her gaze swept the room again one more time, as if Sandra might materialize from some overlooked corner.
“She’s gone.”
Now the silence felt wrong.
Not empty.
Just missing something it should’ve never had to.
Valerie was already halfway off the couch by the time Judy’s voice sharpened, fingers closing around her wrist.
“What do you mean gone?” she asked, eyes clearing in an instant.
“I checked the bedroom. The jacket’s not there. Her boots are gone. The rig’s gone.” Judy’s voice didn’t rise, but the edge in it was sharper than panic with certainty.
Valerie didn’t wait for anything else.
She moved fast barefoot, still in the clothes she’d fallen asleep in, no jacket, no gear. The front door wasn’t wide open. It was just unlocked.
That was worse.
She turned back into the hallway without a word and crossed to the art room, her knuckles rapping hard on the wood as she pushed the door open.
“Panam. Vicky.”
The blankets stirred. Vicky sat up first, eyes squinting in the dark. “What…?”
“It’s Sandra,” Valerie said, breath catching. “She’s gone.”
That hit.
Panam jolted awake, pushing up fast with that merc’s instinct. “Gone where?”
“We don’t know,” Judy said, appearing in the doorway behind Valerie, her voice brittle but steady. “She left in the rig. Sometime during the night.”
Vicky swung her legs out from under the blanket. “How long?”
“No idea.” Judy’s jaw tightened. “But long enough.”
Panam was already on her feet. “Are we checking the roads?”
Valerie nodded. “We don’t stop until we find her.”
Nobody needed to say anything else.
Valerie stood in the center of the room, her boots still by the door, her heart thudding loud in the silence that followed.
Judy had her hands on the edge of the table, knuckles pale, but her voice held. “She talked about the caves yesterday. Said Sera promised to take her soon.”
Panam swore under her breath, low and guttural. “Klamath Lake.”
“She’s headed to the Enclave,” Valerie said, not a question. Her freckled face had gone pale beneath the morning light, but her voice didn’t shake. “That’s where she’s going.”
Vicky blinked, realizing dawning as she pulled her jacket on. “She meant it. She was already planning it, wasn’t she?”
“She didn't say goodbye,” Judy murmured, almost to herself. “She just... decided.”
Panam turned toward the door without waiting. “We’ll intercept her on the road. She won’t be far yet.”
Valerie grabbed her boots, pulling them on without socks. “I’m driving.”
Judy didn’t move. She stood still, her eyes drifting to the hallway quiet behind Sera’s door.
“I’m staying.”
That froze them just long enough for her to finish.
“Sera needs someone here,” she said, voice low but unwavering. “She wakes up, I need to be the one holding her hand. Not a holo. Not a note. Me.”
Valerie hesitated. Her emerald eyes searched Judy’s face, then nodded once, jaw clenched.
“You’ll call the second anything changes,” she said.
“I will,” Judy promised.
Panam was already halfway down the porch. Vicky gave Judy’s shoulder a squeeze on the way past, then caught up with Valerie.
Judy stood at the doorway, one hand pressed to the frame, watching as her family took off down the dirt road, dust kicking up behind the tires.
Then she turned and looked toward the closed bedroom door.
“I’m still here,” she whispered.
The rig tore down Peninsula Road like the engine could sense the urgency in the air. Valerie was at the wheel, hair still loose from sleep, face hard with focus. Her boots were unlaced, one of Vicky’s old sweatshirts thrown on over her tank, sleeves bunched at the elbows.
Panam sat in the passenger seat, gun across her lap, eyes scanning the tree lines like Sandra might veer off the road just to prove a point. Vicky rode in back, fingers flying across her holo, syncing maps, terrain scans, every feed they could pull without tripping anything sensitive near the lake.
“Her rig’s not showing on the local mesh,” Vicky muttered. “She killed the signal.”
“She also killed Screwbie,” Valerie said, low and sure. “Not literally. Just deactivated him so he wouldn’t stop her.”
“She left nothing to chance,” Panam added, jaw tight. “She’s not running. She’s finishing something.”
Valerie didn’t speak for a second. Then, quietly: “She thinks this is the only way to stay with her.”
The rig’s tires caught a patch of gravel, kicked it up in a spray behind them. The trees were thinning now, the lake’s mist visible between gaps in the hills.
“There’s only one route in from the southern ridge,” Panam said. “If we cut across the old surveyor path, we can catch her before she reaches the caves.”
Valerie didn’t blink. “On it.”
Vicky leaned forward, setting the overlay on the dash. “Watch the slope. The sun's still low. Lotta shadow pockets.”
The silence in the rig wasn’t empty. It carried too much weight.
They all knew where Sandra was going, and more than that they understood why.
Every bump in the road, every stretch of quiet between trees only made it clearer. This wasn’t a reckless escape. It was a choice. One she’d likely made days ago, maybe longer. A choice to stay, by becoming something else entirely.
Valerie tightened her grip on the wheel, knuckles pale against the leather. She didn’t say it aloud, but the thought burned under her ribs:
They might already be too late to stop her.
Maybe if they moved fast enough they could still reach her.
The cave mouth loomed silent. No lights. No movement. Just that stillness, the kind that came with knowing. Valerie stepped ahead first, boots brushing over pine-needled ground until she stopped by the rig. Her hand touched the hood. Still faintly warm.
“She drove herself,” she said softly, more to herself than anyone. “Didn’t even try to hide it.”
Panam came up beside her, jaw clenched, eyes scanning the treeline like she still expected something to jump out. But all she saw was the truth she already knew.
Then the clearing changed.
Not with wind. Not with movement. Just presence drawn from somewhere between the shadows and the weight of breath. Ghost Watch.
Three of them this time. Maybe four. It was hard to count when their edges shimmered like they weren’t fully part of this world. Blue light traced their skin, like circuitry drawn in ink that breathed.
Valerie didn’t move. “We’re not here to interfere.”
The closest figure stepped forward. Their voice wasn’t loud, but it filled the air.
“She has chosen preservation. Of her own will. Of full understanding.”
Valerie nodded once, her voice low. “We know.”
Panam looked past them toward the cave, teeth pressing against her lower lip. “She told me she wanted to see the caves,” she murmured. “Didn’t think…”
“She knew,” Vicky said quietly from behind. “All of it.”
The being continued. “She walks the same tether you forged. Bound as you were to Judy. Bound now to Sera.”
Valerie’s fingers curled slightly against her palm. Her throat moved, but her voice stayed steady. “Then the agreement’s fulfilled.”
There was no reply, only a shift in the air as if something vast had taken a slow, deliberate breath.
“She carries you all within her,” the figure said. “As she was carried.”
They stood there in silence. Wind rustled somewhere behind them. The rig pinged softly, its engine cooling down. A crow called out far in the distance, but the cave itself remained untouched.
Panam stepped back. “We should go,” she said gently. “Judy’s still with Sera.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She took one more step toward the threshold of the cave, where the light bent just slightly inward.
She didn’t cross it.
Instead, she whispered, “I’m proud of you, Moonlight. Come home when you’re ready.”
Then she turned, and together, they walked back through the trees.
The others had started to turn back, feet crunching against pine needles and loose dirt already carrying the weight of what couldn’t be changed.
But Vicky didn’t move.
She stayed rooted by the edge of the treeline, arms folding slowly across her chest. Her voice came steady, low, but unshakable.
“Valerie,” she said, “I understand you need to be there for Judy and Sera.”
Valerie turned, brows drawn, lips parting just slightly.
Vicky’s jaw tightened. “But I’m not leaving until my daughter walks out of that cave.”
Panam paused a few paces ahead, glancing back. Her hand rested on her hip, but she didn’t speak. Not yet.
Valerie stepped closer, the shadows of the cave curling just at the edge of her boots. “Vicky…”
“I’m not fighting you,” Vicky said. “I’m not trying to stop anything. But I need to be here when she comes back. Even if she doesn’t open her eyes for days.” Her arms unfolded, fingers flexing at her sides. “I need to be the first voice she hears. Because that’s what it means to be her mom.”
There wasn't any fire in it. No edge. Just the kind of quiet conviction that didn’t move for anyone.
Valerie looked at her, really looked, and something softened in her expression. A long breath escaped through her nose, barely audible.
“I get it,” she said.
The blue glow of the cave mouth flickered faintly behind them, painting the dirt with moving shadows.
Panam finally walked back and stopped beside Vicky, silent for a beat before brushing a hand lightly along her back.
“I’ll stay too,” she said. “We’ll bring her home.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. Then stepped forward, pulling Vicky in for a tight, grounding hug.
“You tell her we love her,” Valerie said into her shoulder. “That she’s not alone in there.”
Vicky swallowed hard but didn’t answer. She just held on for a second longer.
Then let go.
Valerie turned to Panam next. No words just a touch to her arm, a look passed between warriors who had stood through hell together.
Then she stepped away, boots already tracing the path back toward the rig, where the trail would bend and vanish into the trees.
Vicky watched her go, then turned her eyes back to the cave.
She didn’t speak.
She just waited, because some promises didn’t need to be said out loud.
The wind had settled to a whisper, just enough to stir the strands of Vicky’s long black hair where it fell over her shoulder. She sat now on the low rise just across from the cave mouth, legs folded beneath her, arms draped loosely over her knees. The rig sat quiet behind them, its engine long cooled, the passenger door still ajar like it hadn’t been closed all the way when Sandra stepped out.
Panam stood nearby, shifting her weight slowly from one foot to the other, scanning the trees even though no threat stirred. Not out here. Not now.
"She’s still in there," Vicky said softly, her eyes fixed on the cave. "Not just her body, actually her. She's in the walls now. In whatever they’re doing to her."
Panam didn’t answer right away. She stepped over and crouched beside her, elbows resting on her thighs, fingers flexing in the dirt.
“Are you sure you’re okay staying out here all night?” she asked. It wasn’t doubt. Just concern.
“I’m not sleeping anyway,” Vicky replied. “Might as well be where she can feel it.”
Panam gave a quiet grunt that was almost a laugh, but not quite. “That’s some Aldecaldo-grade stubbornness.”
Vicky glanced over, one brow arched. “Pot, meet kettle.”
Panam smirked, then leaned back, palms to the ground now, supporting her weight as she looked up at the deepening sky. Hints of dawn hadn’t touched the horizon yet. Just that stillness that only came in the last stretch before morning broke.
“I keep thinking,” she said, “about the way she looked, walking in there. Jacket in one arm. Like she’d already made peace with it.”
“She had,” Vicky said. “That’s what scares me.”
Panam looked over.
Vicky’s voice didn’t rise. It stayed low, even. “She’s always been the strongest one. Everyone says it’s Sera, but Sandra she’s the quiet kind. The kind that keeps the whole damn thing from falling apart. Even if it means breaking herself to do it.”
Panam let that settle. Then nodded.
“She’s still Sandra,” she said. “Even in there.”
A silence stretched between them again. Not hollow, just full of all the things neither of them needed to say.
Then Vicky spoke again, quieter this time. “Do you think she felt it? When Sera was fading? Do you think she knew what it would mean?”
Panam didn’t look at her.
She just answered.
“She knew.”
The cave, still glowing faint and eternal, gave no answer, but it didn’t have to.
They stayed there, the two of them, waiting. Not moving. Not rushing the sun. Because some nights don’t end just because morning tries to arrive.
Some love doesn't back down no matter how far the one you love has to go to come back.
The engine hummed low beneath her as the rig rolled down the dirt road, tires kicking up dust in slow rhythms. Valerie kept one hand on the wheel, the other resting over her thigh, fingers drumming out a pattern she didn’t recognize. Not a song. Not anything she’d ever played. Just motion. Just noise to keep the silence from crawling too far in.
The trees blurred past in flickers of morning light and shadow, long stretches of grass broken by the occasional rock outcrop or wire fence. Somewhere behind her, the Enclave was already folding itself back into the world, like it had never been disturbed.
But it had.
She had.
Valerie’s eyes stayed on the horizon. The road curved gently toward the peninsula’s base, already narrowing into the stretch that led back toward Sera and Sandra’s house. Home. Or the closest thing they had to it right now.
A few birds scattered overhead, startled by the crunch of gravel.
She didn’t speed. There was no rush now. Not really.
Sandra was gone, but not lost.
That’s what she kept telling herself.
Not lost.
Not gone.
Just… changing course.
She gritted her teeth and exhaled slowly through her nose. Judy would be up by now. Maybe hadn’t slept much at all. Sera still unconscious. Panam and Vicky probably hadn’t moved from the ridge either, not with Vicky refusing to leave until Sandra came out. Valerie respected it. Understood it. Hell, she might’ve done the same if Judy hadn’t been waiting for her at the house if Sera hadn’t needed someone still here.
The rig crested the last hill. There, down below, the house came into view quiet in the soft light. No movement in the windows. No signs of the storm they’d all been through. Just the faint haze of lake mist curling through the trees in the far distance.
She turned into the driveway, gravel popping under the tires as she eased to a stop beside the solar-paneled garage. The engine idled for a beat before she shut it off.
Valerie stayed in the driver’s seat a moment longer.
She let the quiet settle.
Then she opened the door.
Boots hit dirt, the jacket still draped over her shoulders from the ride. Her fingers paused briefly at the pocket where her Holo phone sat, but she didn’t pull it out.
Not yet.
The front steps creaked under her weight as she climbed them.
She didn’t knock. Just opened the door with soft, familiar hinges, and stepped back into what was left of the morning.
Back into the house her family was trying to hold together.
The door eased shut behind her with the softest click, barely a sound. Valerie paused in the entryway, letting her eyes adjust to the dim stillness of the room.
Judy sat at Sera’s bedside, shoulders slightly hunched forward, one hand loosely draped over Sera’s wrist. Not holding, exactly just resting there. Her fingers occasionally moved, brushing the inside gently where the pulse monitor glowed its soft blue. She hadn’t noticed the door.
Valerie stepped in quietly, boots muted on the floor, her jacket already shrugged off and folded over one arm. She didn’t say anything at first and didn't need to. The scent in the room was the same as before: faint antiseptic, the worn cotton of washed sheets, and the lingering warmth of someone who’d never fully left.
Judy finally glanced up when Valerie drew close, and something in her face softened. Not relief. Not surprising. Just… recognition. That look they’d shared a thousand times before across rooms and moments when the world got too quiet, and only they understood the shape of it.
Valerie reached the edge of the bed and knelt slowly beside her.
“She’s still steady,” Judy murmured. Her voice was low, edged with exhaustion, but holding.
“I know,” Valerie said gently. “I saw it the second I walked in.”
She rested her palm on Sera’s blanket-covered shin anchor point, grounding, something to hold between words.
“I went to the ridge,” she added. “Panam and Vicky are still there. Watching the entrance. Vicky’s not moving until Sandra comes out.”
Judy let out a faint breath, eyes never leaving Sera. “I wouldn’t either.”
There was a long pause. The kind that held too many truths, none of them finished.
Valerie looked up at her. “You eat anything yet?”
Judy shook her head once.
Valerie didn’t press. She didn’t suggest tea, or toast, or anything else they’d already tried a dozen times in the last few days. Instead, she shifted to sit beside her close, but not crowded. Their legs brushed lightly.
“She’s gonna wake up,” Valerie said, voice rough around the edges but sure. “I believe it.”
Judy nodded. But she didn’t speak. Her thumb still moved faintly against Sera’s wrist, tracing some rhythm only she knew.
Valerie leaned in a little closer, letting her head rest lightly against Judy’s shoulder.
They sat like that silent, steady. Just two mothers in the stillness, keeping watch.
Because she was still here, and because Sandra still believed.
They sat in that space together, not moving, not rushing to make anything feel better than it was.
Outside, the lake mist hovered just off the water. Morning had technically passed, but the house still held the hush of a day not quite started.
From there, the days began to slip past.
Sandra remained inside the cave.
Judy stayed in the house, beside Sera, every day. Sometimes she’d work quietly on her film, her fingers moving in slow edits, layering in audio like it might matter someday. Sometimes she’d just sit, curled with a blanket near the bed, her eyes drifting to the jacket hanging on the wall.
Valerie kept pace taking turns with meals, checking in with the Clan when she had to, walking the back edge of the property in the mornings with Vicky, quiet in shared grief.
Panam didn’t say much. But she was there.
They marked time not by clocks or calendars but by the moments that returned Judy humming softly while making tea. Valerie kneels to tie her boots, only to realize she hadn’t taken them off the day before. The smell of toast, the clink of a spoon. Sera’s vitals holding steady on the monitor. No change. No decline.
No goodbye.
The world didn’t stop, but for all of them, it felt like it had narrowed. Paused between breaths.
Until finally, a date began to press forward like something remembered.
August 12th.
Panam had barely moved all morning, pacing near the truck in tight, restless circles that kicked up small puffs of dirt. Vicky leaned against the hood, arms crossed, eyes on the cave, not blinking.
They didn’t speak. Not even when the wind changed.
The air smelled different. Less dust, more… ozone. Like rain hadn’t fallen but memory had.
Then it happened quietly at first. A shimmer in the mouth of the cave. Not light, not shadow. Just presence.
Sandra stepped out slowly, one hand braced against the edge of the rock wall like she wasn’t quite convinced gravity had remembered her yet.
Panam froze.
The sight of her still her, same clothes, same hair slightly tousled from the procedure, the jacket folded under one arm was too much and not enough all at once.
Vicky was already moving. Not running, not rushing, just moving with purpose, boots steady, breath unsteady.
Sandra’s knees buckled before she reached them.
She didn’t fall Panam caught her. Arms wrapped around her in that hard, shaking grip that only ever came from surviving something you thought you wouldn’t.
“I was right there,” Sandra choked, voice scratchy, like it hadn’t been used in weeks. “I was watching the whole time and I just couldn’t get back.”
Vicky’s hand found the back of her head, holding her close. Her voice broke on the first word.
“You came home.”
Panam didn’t speak.
She just let her forehead rest against Sandra’s, the air between them shaking as her breath finally cracked.
Sandra wrapped her arms around both of them and held on.
“I had to,” she said. “I told her I’d find a way back.”
For a long moment, none of them moved.
Only the wind, threading through the trees. Only the quiet tremble of a family finding its shape again.
The morning light through the window was soft, muted by cloud cover and the way it caught against the curtains. Judy sat close to the bed, tablet in hand, fingers moving in a quiet rhythm across the screen. The latest scene had taken shape in her mind somewhere between midnight and dawn, and she was finally getting it down to a dialogue between Alana and Tress, one of them bruised, the other pretending she wasn’t afraid.
She glanced toward Sera occasionally, the way she always did.
Stillness.
The monitors hummed low beside them, steady, familiar. A sound Judy had memorized down to its smallest fluctuations.
Her stylus hovered for a second above the next line.
Then something shifted.
It wasn’t loud. Just a tiny twitch Sera’s fingers, curled against the blanket, flinching like a muscle remembering how to exist.
Judy sat up straighter.
Another twitch. Her hand now. Just enough to catch the edge of the sheet.
Then her brow furrowed, the faintest sign of a grimace pulling across her sleeping face.
“Sera?” Judy’s voice cracked on the second syllable. She set the tablet down, already reaching across the bed.
Sera didn’t open her eyes, but her head turned slightly toward the sound.
Judy was already on her feet, heart racing, voice rising just enough.
“Val! Val, come quick!”
From the kitchen, a chair scraped fast against the tile. Footsteps. The sound of someone trying not to panic but already moving like it was too late for calm.
Valerie rushed into the room, drying her hands on a dish towel she dropped halfway through the doorway.
“What’s wrong?”
Judy gestured sharply, eyes wide but not afraid. “She moved. I saw it her hand, her face. I think she’s coming back.”
Valerie crossed to the other side of the bed, crouching beside Sera in a single motion.
“Starshine…” she whispered.
Sera’s lips parted slightly, no words yet, just breath. But it was her breath. Stronger. Real.
Both mothers leaned in.
No rush.
Just presence.
The room had a different quiet now. Not the waiting kind. Not the fragile stillness that came before.
This one held something.
Like breath before a name.
Sera’s brow twitched first. Just a flicker beneath the weight of sleep that had stretched too long. Her fingers shifted next barely, like they were reaching for something remembered in a dream.
Judy stilled beside her, one hand braced on the bedframe. “Val…”
Valerie was already at her side, crouching low.
Sera’s lips parted around a dry, slow breath.
Then…
“…Mom?”
It was barely a whisper. But it hit like thunder.
Judy’s hand flew to her mouth. Valerie reached for her daughter's cheek, cupping it gently, her freckled thumb brushing beneath Sera’s eye.
“Hey, Starshine,” she said, voice breaking on the name.
Sera blinked, heavy and confused, eyes dragging across the ceiling before settling on the faces above her.
She swallowed. “You were… I thought you were gone.”
Judy leaned in, eyes wet, smile trembling. “We’re right here.”
Valerie nodded. “And so are you.”
Sera tried to sit up, but her limbs didn’t quite listen. “Sandra where’s…”
“Easy, mi cielo,” Judy said softly, already sliding an arm beneath her shoulders. “You’ve been out a while.”
“But she was…” Sera blinked hard. “There was light, and then I felt her let go.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet but certain. “She never did.”
Sera’s eyes flooded fast. “Is she okay?”
Before either mother could answer, footsteps echoed down the hallway were measured, and sure.
Then Sandra appeared in the doorway.
Sandra didn’t speak right away.
She just stood there, breath caught in her throat, the doorway framing her like she wasn’t quite real yet. The light behind her edged the curve of her shoulders, her hair shorter now, the regrowth soft against her jaw moved slightly when she stepped forward.
Sera’s gaze found her instantly.
“Baby?”
The word cracked in the middle, disbelief fighting its way out of Sera’s chest.
Sandra’s eyes brimmed but didn’t spill. She crossed the room in three quiet steps and dropped to her knees beside the bed, hands reaching but hovering like she didn’t know if she was allowed to touch.
“I’m here,” she whispered. “You’re okay. You came back.”
Sera let out a sob that tried to be a laugh, arms rising clumsily as she reached for her. “You cut your hair…”
“I had to,” Sandra breathed, catching her hands, guiding them to her cheeks. “But I’m still me. I’m still yours.”
Valerie and Judy pulled back just enough to give them the space they needed, but not so far they weren’t part of it.
Sandra leaned forward slowly until their foreheads touched.
“I felt you the whole time,” Sera whispered. “Even when it hurts. Even when I thought I wouldn’t wake up. I kept hearing your voice.”
Sandra’s breath hitched. Her hands came up to cradle Sera’s face like she was afraid letting go would undo all of it. “I never stopped talking,” she murmured. “I didn’t know if you could hear me… but I had to believe you could.”
Sera’s hand curled into the fabric of Sandra’s shirt, weak but insistent. “Where did you go?”
There was no way to explain it all. Not yet.
Sandra shook her head, eyes glossed but steady. “Somewhere quiet. Somewhere I could make sure I’d still be here if you came back.”
Sera’s lip trembled. “You didn’t leave?”
“Never,” Sandra whispered. “Not even once.”
The silence pressed in not the heavy kind, but one threaded with relief. A soft, trembling stillness that only comes after surviving something you thought might break you.
Valerie took a breath like she hadn’t since the night of the gunfire. Judy pressed a hand over her heart, watching the way her daughter’s fingers wouldn’t let go of the woman she’d nearly lost.
Neither of them said a word.
They didn’t need to.
Because in that moment, nothing else lived between Sandra and Sera but the distance they'd closed, and the breath they now shared again.
Sera’s fingers traced up Sandra’s arm without much strength, just soft pressure. Her hand cupped Sandra’s cheek, then slid back slightly, fingertips brushing just under her ear.
She leaned in, lips parting like she meant to kiss her, slow and instinctual then stilled.
Her brow furrowed faintly.
She pulled back just enough to look again, her fingers pausing along Sandra’s temple, hovering over a faint shimmer beneath the skin. There, just below the hairline the outline of a neural port, the same cool-blue glow she’d seen on her moms.
Her breath hitched.
“Baby”
Sandra didn’t flinch, but her eyes dropped for the first time. “I know.”
Sera’s hand dropped to her chest, like she was grounding herself. “When did you…?”
“After,” Sandra said softly. “I couldn't, I didn't want to leave you alone.”
Sera blinked, still trying to keep her focus through the fog. “But you didn’t have those. You didn’t…”
“I made the choice,” Sandra said. Her voice was quiet, but sure. “The same way Judy did. The same way Valerie would’ve again if it meant saving someone.”
Sera’s eyes welled again, but it wasn’t just fear or confusion it was heartbreak and awe tangled into one. “You did that… for me?”
Sandra nodded once, her fingers tightening just slightly around Sera’s. “I would’ve given everything. But this way I still get to be here. With you.”
Sera didn’t speak. She leaned forward again, burying her face into the side of Sandra’s neck. Her breath caught there, a tremble running through her shoulders.
“I missed so much,” she whispered.
Sandra closed her eyes, holding her steady. “We’ll get it back. Every second.”
For a long, quiet moment, they just held on. Letting the morning settle around them. Letting the truth take its shape between hearts that still remembered how to find each other even through everything.
The room hadn’t fully resumed its rhythm yet. The kind of peace that followed grief was never clean, but it had found its footing here, in soft movements and quiet care.
Valerie returned with a glass of water, kneeling carefully on the other side of the bed. “Think you can sip a little?” Her voice was low, warm, still carrying that edge of disbelief, even with Sera right there.
Sera nodded faintly. Her hand trembled when she reached out, so Valerie steadied it with both of hers, guiding the glass to her lips.
The water was cool, grounding. She drank slowly, a few sips at first before easing back against the pillows.
“Good,” Valerie said softly, brushing her thumb along the edge of Sera’s palm. “Real good.”
Judy had already moved toward the monitor, fingers checking vitals out of habit more than needed. Her brows furrowed slightly, then smoothed. “Stabilized,” she murmured, almost to herself.
She turned back with a careful calm, tugging on a fresh pair of gloves from the dispenser near the nightstand. “IV’s not needed anymore,” she said. “You’re holding steady.”
Sera didn’t respond, just watched her quietly.
The needle came out in one practiced motion.
Then she saw it.
The skin at the bend of her arm closed before the gauze even touched it. Not fast like a twitch, just smooth. Seamless. The kind of healing she’d only seen on Valerie, and Judy. Skin that never scarred.
Sera’s eyes dropped to the spot. Then to Judy’s hands. Then back again.
Her voice barely carried. “Mom…”
Judy glanced up, meeting her eyes.
“I healed like you just did,” Sera whispered. Her brows drew together, something between awe and fear curling at the edges. “That wasn’t… that wasn’t me before.”
Judy didn’t speak right away. She sat beside her slowly, gloves off now, one hand resting just over Sera’s knee through the blanket.
“No,” she said gently. “It wasn’t.”
Sera looked between them again. Her chest rose, steadier now, but her fingers curled in the sheets like they were the only thing keeping her tethered. “What happened to me?”
Valerie exhaled, slow and careful. “You’re still you, Starshine.”
“But I’m different,” Sera said, her voice catching. “I can feel it.”
Judy nodded once. “That’s okay. We’ll walk you through it. Every piece.”
Sera looked down again at her arm, still unmarked.
This time, she didn’t pull away.
She just whispered, “Okay.”
Then leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder.
Her fingers moved without thinking, brushing gently against the side of Sandra’s neck where the soft glow of a neural slot pulsed beneath the skin. Just like the ones her moms carried. She didn’t flinch. She’d seen it before. Understood what it meant now.
Her voice came quiet. “So you really did it.”
Sandra didn’t move. “Yeah.”
Sera’s eyes flicked down toward the faint shimmer beneath Sandra’s skin. “Same chip? Same shard?”
“Same procedure,” Sandra said. “Same offer. I took it.”
Sera sat in the quiet of that for a moment, thumb brushing slowly along Sandra’s forearm.
“You said you wouldn’t.”
Sandra nodded once. “I meant it. Until I thought I was losing you.”
Sera’s mouth twitched something between a grimace and a smile. “Guess we both broke promises.”
“Guess we did,” Sandra said. Her voice cracked, just a little. “I’d do it again.”
Sera looked at her really looked. Her gaze followed the curve of Sandra’s neck, where the faint glow of two narrow silver slots caught the light just beneath the skin. Her fingers lifted, brushing lightly along them, then down to the round neural port below. Her touch lingered for a breath, and when she spoke, her voice was quiet but sure.
“It didn’t change you.”
Sandra leaned into the touch. “Neither did it change you.”
There was no revelation here. No shock. Just the weight of understanding settling fully between them.
Sera’s gaze drifted toward her moms. “You knew.”
Valerie stepped closer, lowering herself onto the bed’s edge. “We did.”
“And you let her go?” Her tone didn’t bite, but it trembled at the edges.
Judy answered, coming to stand behind Valerie. “She didn’t tell us.”
“Until it was done,” Valerie added. “We found the rig gone. We knew where she’d gone.”
Sera swallowed, still holding Sandra’s gaze. “You died for me.”
“No,” Sandra said softly. “I lived for you.”
That finally broke it. Sera's hand curled behind Sandra’s neck as she pulled her close again, burying her face into the hollow of her shoulder.
Sandra didn’t respond right away. She leaned forward slightly, pressing her forehead to Sera’s temple, her eyes closing against the warmth she’d missed for weeks. The faint hum of the monitor still pulsed behind them, steady, softer now.
Across the bed, Valerie shifted closer. Her hand rested lightly on the blanket by Sera’s knee just enough to be there.
“There’s a lot you missed,” she said gently. “We weren’t sure how to tell you. But we promised… no secrets.”
Sera turned her head slowly, eyes finding her mother’s. “I know you’re both already like this.”
Valerie nodded. “You figured it out before we told you.”
“But I didn’t know I was.” Her voice was quieter now, like saying it aloud made it feel more permanent. “Or how.”
Judy came forward, her hand brushing lightly against the edge of Sera’s pillow before resting on her shoulder. “You were dying, mi cielo,” she said softly. “There wasn’t time for a decision.”
Valerie’s jaw tightened, but her voice held steady. “Ghost Watch came. The moment your vitals started to fall, they were just… there. We don’t know how they knew. We didn’t ask.”
Sera blinked. “You let them…”
Judy’s grip tightened. “We didn’t let anything happen. We begged.”
Valerie’s eyes welled. “I wasn’t going to lose you. Not after everything we’ve built. Not like that.”
Sera looked between them, trying to piece it all together. Her fingers curled slightly into Sandra’s, still resting on her side.
Sandra’s voice came next. Quiet. Barely above a whisper. “They gave me the choice. For you.”
Her hand tightened faintly around Sera’s. “You couldn’t answer… so I did.”
Sera exhaled slowly. “So I was preserved. Same as you.”
Judy nodded. “Same chip. Same shard. Same permanence.”
Sera stared at the ceiling for a long moment. Her expression didn’t crumble. It didn’t break. But it changed.
“I feel… like me,” she said. “But there’s something under it. Like I’m moving and my thoughts are still catching up.”
“That’ll pass,” Valerie said. “It did for both of us.”
Judy smiled faintly. “The new you just needs time to catch up to the real you.”
Sera gave the smallest breath of a laugh. “That’s not confusing at all.”
That broke some of the tension just enough.
Sandra leaned in closer, pressing a kiss to her cheek. “You’re still you, Firebird. But now we get to keep you.”
Sera didn’t answer right away. She looked down at her arm again. The skin that healed without a mark. The faint warmth where the shard rested inside her, even if she couldn’t quite feel it.
Then she looked at all of them, her family still standing, still holding, still hers.
“Okay,” she whispered.
“I’m still here.”
The room didn’t shift. No grand swell of music or light. Just a stillness deeper than silence. One that let the moment settle without breaking it.
Sandra exhaled softly and reached over, brushing a lock of hair away from Sera’s cheek. Her hand lingered, like she had to feel the warmth to believe it was real. “You are,” she said. “And I’m not letting you go again.”
Sera leaned into her touch, eyes flicking briefly toward Valerie and Judy. They hadn’t stepped closer, not yet. They were giving her space, but not distance. That quiet kind of presence both her moms had perfected over the years strong enough to hold the weight of the world, but never crushing.
Valerie finally broke the hush, her voice low but steady. “You’ve got questions, Starshine. And we’ll walk through all of them. When you’re ready.”
Judy crossed her arms loosely, the familiar edge of concern still around her eyes, but softer now. “We’ve been through it too,” she added. “You’re not alone in this. You never were.”
Sera nodded faintly, her breath catching like something had been trying to come loose inside her since the moment she opened her eyes. “Is this… like what you have?” Her gaze slid to Valerie’s collar, then to Judy’s where the faint shimmer of the neural slot glowed beneath her skin. “The ports. The glow. All of it?”
Sandra gently took Sera’s hand and turned her wrist, showing her the faint seams there subtle, but unmistakable. “Same shard. Same chip. But it’s yours, now. Only yours.”
Judy stepped closer then, slow and careful. “Ghost Watch didn’t force anything. They don’t work like that. When you were dying… they came. Sandra made the call. Gave everything so you could have this chance.”
There was no pride in her voice. No drama. Just the quiet weight of truth laid down gently.
Valerie added, “You were already strong enough. The tech just held that strength in place until you could return.”
Sera’s throat worked around something she didn’t say yet. Her thumb brushed the edge of Sandra’s hand.
Then, almost a whisper: “Do I stay like this now?”
Sandra looked at her for a long moment, then glanced toward Valerie and Judy. She didn’t answer for them. This wasn’t just science. It was family.
Valerie stepped forward, kneeling beside Sandra now. “You’ll still grow,” she said softly. “Maybe not in the ways we used to think of. Your body’s different now like ours. Time doesn’t touch it the same. But your mind… your soul… they’ll keep going.”
Judy added, “We still change. Still feel, still fight, still learn. You’re not frozen. You’re just… preserved.”
“Alive,” Valerie said. “Still you. Just steadier now.”
Sera nodded slowly, the weight of it all still settling. But the fear was starting to shift bending, not breaking. Her hand never left Sandra’s.
“I think I get it,” she murmured. “Or… maybe I will. One day.”
“You will,” Sandra said, voice low and full of certainty. “We’ll get there together.”
The hush returned not empty. Just full of the kind of love that didn’t need filling in. Just holding.
Vicky leaned her shoulder against the doorframe, one arm curled around the edge of it. Her voice was gentle, not wanting to break anything that hadn’t fully settled yet.
“Panam and I made pancakes,” she said. “Figured someone might be hungry.”
Sera stirred a little at the sound, blinking toward the doorway like her brain was still catching up to the shape of the world again. Judy brushed her thumb once along the back of her daughter’s hand.
Sandra glanced up, then toward Valerie, who was already shifting like she might go check the kitchen.
Vicky smiled a little. “We didn’t burn ‘em this time. Swear.”
“You burned ‘em last time?” Sera rasped, voice rough but warm.
Vicky raised her brows. “Only the first batch.”
Panam’s voice floated faintly down the hall from the kitchen, distant but unmistakable. “Tell her that’s slander. You flipped the first ones!”
Judy let out a breath that almost sounded like a laugh. Valerie finally stood, her fingers brushing lightly over the blanket still resting over Sera.
“I’ll go make sure they’re edible,” Valerie murmured, pressing a quick kiss to the top of Sera’s head.
Sandra stayed seated, her hand still wrapped in Sera’s like letting go wasn’t an option just yet. “We’ll come out in a minute,” she said, half to Vicky, half to the quiet around them.
Vicky gave a small nod. “Plates are warming.”
Then she stepped back, disappearing down the hallway again with the soft creak of her boot against the floorboards.
The scent of pancakes was faint, but it carried. Vanilla, maybe cinnamon. Something warm and human, like mornings used to be.
Sera shifted again, her eyes still tracing the space around her. “She never used to cook,” she said softly.
Sandra squeezed her hand. “You’ve been gone for a while.”
“Not by choice,” Sera whispered.
“I know,” Sandra said.
Outside, the sounds of the house moved on silverware being set out, soft footfalls, the low cadence of voices. Not rushing, or waiting. Just… ready.
Sera’s gaze lingered near the window, where the soft edge of morning kept filtering in through the half-pulled curtain. She blinked slow, like her eyes were still adjusting to light that didn’t come with pain.
“Think I can make it to the table?” she asked, not moving yet, but the question hung with the weight of intent. Maybe even hope.
Sandra shifted beside her, brushing a few loose strands of Sera’s hair back toward the pillow. “If we take it slow.”
Sera nodded faintly. “I don’t want to just lay here anymore.”
“You won’t have to.” Sandra gave her hand one last squeeze, then stood carefully, easing the blanket back. “Let me help.”
It took a minute. The kind that didn’t belong to the clock so much as the body relearning how to trust itself. Sera’s legs were stiff, almost alien beneath her, and her breath caught sharp when the first motion sent a pinprick surge of feeling down her spine.
Sandra was already there arm wrapped around her waist, the other bracing Sera’s hand in her own. No rush, or tugging. Just anchoring.
“You’re okay,” Sandra murmured, close against her ear. “Just one step at a time.”
Sera let her forehead press lightly into Sandra’s shoulder as she found her balance. The floor felt too far at first. Too hard. But Sandra didn’t move until Sera did until her foot touched down and held.
They shuffled forward like memory and muscle were working in different languages. It wasn’t graceful, and it wasn’t silent. But it was real.
Out in the hall, the sound of Valerie’s voice drifted back toward them half-laughing as she said something about syrup ratios and "Judy’s ridiculous pancake standards."
Sera let out a quiet breath, then looked up. Her eyes found Sandra’s again, and for a second, neither of them said anything.
Then Sera smiled tired, uneven, but hers. “I missed this.”
Sandra leaned in, pressing a kiss just above her brow. “It missed you too.”
They took the next step together.
They stepped past the bedroom threshold slowly, Sandra’s arm still wrapped gently around Sera’s waist, her other hand catching the wall just once as they adjusted their balance. The hallway stretched quiet ahead of them, bathed in the faint spill of morning light from the living room.
Sera's bare feet moved cautiously across the floor, heel first, then toe. Her legs didn’t quite trust her yet. Every motion felt like it belonged to someone else, someone she had to learn how to be again.
“Left foot,” Sandra murmured. Her breath was close. “You’ve got it.”
Sera nodded, not looking up. Just moved with her. Step by step. Past the family photo wall, past the old woven rug half-kicked up at the corner.
One of her boots still sat crooked by the entry bench.
Her eyes caught on it. The left one. She remembered leaving it there after their last mission. She remembered Sandra joking about her aim and Vicky tossing a canteen at her from the kitchen.
Sandra’s hand tightened a little, enough to keep her from freezing up.
“You okay?” she asked.
Sera gave the faintest nod. “Yeah… just ghost tracks.”
They passed the art room door. Closed now. A faint glow spilled from beneath it, probably the filtered daylight catching the paint jars by the window.
From the front of the house came the soft clatter of cutlery. Someone laughed, Valerie, probably. The low scrape of a chair followed.
They reached the final corner. The hallway opened into the kitchen like the world remembering how to unfold again. Sandra paused, letting Sera catch her breath.
“Are you still with me?” she whispered.
Sera’s lips curved just slightly. “Firebird still burns.”
Then they stepped forward together.
The floor cooled under each step. Not cold, just smooth and worn from years of bare feet in the morning, boot treads in the evening. Sandra’s arm never slipped from around Sera’s waist, and her hand never loosened its hold. Sera leaned into it without hesitation. Not because she had to. Because she wanted to.
The hallway smelled faintly like lemon cleaner and sandalwood Vicky’s doing, probably. A folded blanket sat half-tucked on the hallway bench, and the soft squeak of the floorboard near the utility closet groaned like it always had.
Sera glanced at the wall to her left. Her fingertips brushed it once brief, like confirming something real. The grain of the wood trim. The little chip in the corner paint where Panam bumped it with the laundry basket years ago. Still there.
The faintest breath escaped her. “Missed this stupid wall.”
Sandra let out a quiet sound, not quite a laugh, more like the breath that comes right before one. “It missed you.”
The house widened around them now. Light from the kitchen reached past the living room corner, spilling across the floor in soft gold. A breeze caught the back edge of the curtain, shifting it just enough for the shadows to move.
Voices carried now.
Judy’s laugh short and dry, followed by a muted clink of silverware. Valerie, somewhere near the stove, said something about “this one’s actually round, not a tragedy.” The scent of warm cinnamon was stronger here. It settled into the edges of everything clothing, hair, memory.
Sera’s steps slowed just a little as they passed the old coffee table. Her eyes landed on the corner where the jellyfish throw still lay half-folded.
Her voice came soft. “Did you wash it?”
Sandra nodded, helping her ease toward the back of the couch for support. “Didn’t dare fold it all the way.”
The last few feet were the hardest. Not because her body gave out, because this was the place that looked the most like before. Table set. Chairs already pulled. Plates warming. And somehow, space still saved for her.
She didn’t say anything. Just looked at it like it might disappear if she spoke too soon.
Sandra brushed a strand of red from her face, fingers tucking it behind her ear. “Come on. One more step.”
Sera nodded once.
They moved forward together into the light, into the smell of burned edges and real butter, into the hum of a home that had kept breathing even when she couldn’t.
No one rushed to meet them, because they didn’t have to.
The chair didn’t creak when Sandra helped her ease into it Vicky must’ve fixed the back leg again. Sera settled slow, jaw tight but eyes steady. Her hand stayed loosely in Sandra’s until the very last second, only letting go when she had to reach for the edge of the table.
The sunlight cut across the wood in faint bands now, warm against her forearms. Someone had opened the window. A soft breeze carried the scent of tree bark and sun-warmed dirt. The kind of smell that only came through this house in August.
Valerie set a stack of plates down near the stove. She glanced toward Sera just long enough for their eyes to meet then turned back, letting her fingers brush lightly against Judy’s as they traded the spatula.
Panam didn’t speak, but she sat a little straighter where she’d perched near the edge of the counter, gaze flicking once toward Sandra before returning to the mug in her hands.
Then Vicky stepped forward.
No announcement. No candle. Just a plate held steady in her palms as she placed it in front of Sandra. The top pancake was slightly off-center, butter melting unevenly across it. But the message was there traced in syrup with slow care, the letters curved like they’d been written more than once.
Happy Birthday.
Sandra stared at it for a second. Not startled just still.
Her lips parted. No words came.
Vicky didn’t press. She just rested a hand briefly against Sandra’s shoulder, then slid the syrup bottle toward the center of the table. “You don’t have to eat it first,” she said. “Just don’t let Panam steal it.”
“Wasn’t gonna,” Panam muttered.
Sera turned toward Sandra now. Her voice barely carried. “You didn’t tell me.”
Sandra looked at her then, eyes soft. “Didn’t want to make it about me.”
Sera reached under the table, finding her hand again. “It is.”
For a second, no one moved.
Then Valerie brought over another plate and set it gently in front of Sera. Just two pancakes. No message. Just warm, golden, and real. She didn’t say anything, just gave her a soft squeeze on the shoulder before returning to the stove.
Judy passed a fork down the table. “We didn’t plan a party,” she said, voice quiet, “but you’re not getting out of being loved today.”
Sandra didn’t answer. But her fingers closed around Sera’s, anchoring gently.
The fork sat untouched beside her. She looked at the syrup-scrawled words again. Her birthday. Their day now. Not because of a cake or a count of years, but because Sera had woken up. They were still holding hands across the table.
The hum of the window fan kicked on.
Outside, a jay called from the trees.
Inside, nothing was rushed. Nothing forced.
Just one shared plate. One shared morning.
Sandra reached for the fork.
Sera blinked at the pancake plate in front of Sandra, her brow creasing faintly. “Wait…” Her eyes drifted from the syrup lettering to Vicky, then Judy, then Sandra again. “Is it…?”
Sandra gave the faintest nod.
Sera’s face lit up. “No way.”
She shifted, just enough to sit taller in the chair despite the ache in her muscles. “Shit I had this whole thing planned with Uncle Johnny. We were gonna turn the art room into a dance hall. I had this idea for a sky projector, balloons that dropped out of the ceiling he said it was ‘so dumb it might actually work.’” Her voice caught on the laugh, but the grin stayed.
Valerie’s hand, still resting on the back of Judy’s chair, tightened slightly.
Sera didn’t notice at first. She was still caught in the memory, still coming alive in it.
“He was gonna help me build this busted jukebox like, old world analog rigged to a holo display. Said it’d make you cry and blow out the fuse box at the same time.”
Sandra smiled, small and quiet. “That does sound like him.”
“Right?” Sera’s fingers tightened faintly around hers. “I thought maybe we could recreate that night in Crescent Bay, you remember? The beach, the dance, the moonlight over the water? You said it felt like we stopped time.”
She paused then, something catching behind her eyes.
“…Moonlight,” she echoed, softer now.
The quiet shifted. Just slightly. Like the air had remembered what it was holding.
Sera looked at the table again. Her voice was smaller now. “You never said anything. About today.”
Sandra opened her mouth, but nothing came right away.
Sera turned toward her, slower this time. “Why didn’t Johnny say anything?” Her voice trembled, not afraid, not yet. Just confused. “He wouldn’t have missed it.”
Valerie stepped forward before anyone else could. Not to speak. Just to stand closer.
Judy didn’t move. She stayed at the end of the table, eyes on her daughter, voice low. “He didn’t miss it.”
Sera blinked. The silence pressed a little harder now.
Judy’s voice didn’t break. But it softened. “He helped you plan it, didn’t he?”
Sera nodded slowly. “Yeah.”
Judy’s eyes welled, just once. Then she stepped around the chair and knelt beside her. “He gave you the only gift he had left, mi cielo.”
Sera’s lips parted. The color drained from her face.
“No,” she whispered. “No, no…he said he wasn’t going anywhere.”
Valerie came around the other side. She crouched too, one hand wrapping over Sera’s as gently as she could. “He kept his word. He stayed until the very last moment. He stayed long enough to pull you back.”
Sera’s breath hitched. “He was…” She stopped herself. Her voice cracked. “He was there.”
“He never left,” Sandra said.
Sera turned toward her wife. “You saw him?”
Sandra’s hand covered hers. “He chose it. Ghost Watch made the offer… and he gave it without hesitating.”
There was a long, quiet breath. Then another.
Sera didn’t cry right away. She leaned forward, pressing her forehead into Sandra’s shoulder, her fingers curled in the fabric of her shirt like if she held tight enough, she could keep from unraveling.
“He was supposed to see it,” she whispered. “The projector. The dance. I…I saved a bottle from the beach…”
Sandra’s arm came up around her, hand cradling the back of her neck. “He saw all of it, Firebird. He watched you come home.”
The rest of the table stayed still. Not silent in a forced way, just reverent. Letting the room hold what it needed to.
Valerie’s hand stayed steady on her daughter’s back. “He gave you this day,” she said softly. “He wanted you to live it. With all of us.”
Sera nodded against Sandra’s shoulder. The motion was small, but it meant everything.
“Happy birthday,” she whispered.
Sandra’s eyes closed, and she held her.
Sandra’s breath moved slowly against Sera’s hair. She didn’t rush to answer. Her thumb stroked lightly along the back of Sera’s neck, just enough to keep her grounded, not enough to interrupt the ache still settling under her skin.
She leaned her forehead to the side, touching temple to temple, her voice barely more than breath.
“I didn’t want anything this year,” she said. “Not cake. Not gifts. Just one thing.”
Sera didn’t move, but her hand gripped tighter in the fold of Sandra’s shirt.
Sandra’s voice stayed low. “I wanted you to come back.”
She paused. Let the silence hold that truth for a beat.
“And I got it,” she murmured. “So I don’t need anything else.”
The air trembled around them. Not from noise just feeling. The kind that settles into the bones, the kind that doesn’t need explaining.
Across the table, Valerie looked down and gently wiped the corner of her eye with the side of her thumb. Judy reached across, found her hand, and held it.
Sandra pulled back just enough to see Sera’s face again still red, eyes wet, but clearer now.
“You’re all I’ve ever wanted,” Sandra whispered. “Today just… made it official.”
Sera let out a soft, broken laugh through her nose. Her voice cracked right through the middle. “You’re such a sap.”
Sandra smirked, eyes still glassy. “You married me.”
She looked at her wife like there was nothing else in the room worth noticing.
“Damn right I did,” she said, voice low and certain, like it was the easiest vow she’d ever made.
Their foreheads met again, soft and sure.
For the first time in weeks, the silence that followed didn’t carry weight.
It carried peace.
Sera’s fingers lingered against Sandra’s sleeve a moment longer before she eased back, blinking through the weight in her eyes. Her chest still hitched now and then with breath that didn’t quite settle right, but it was less jagged now. Steadier.
She looked down at the plate.
The pancakes hadn’t gone cold yet. Steam still curled faint from the edge of the stack, rising slow in the sunlight like it didn’t know the world had changed.
Her hand found the fork. A little clumsy at first like her fingers were still remembering how to move through everyday things. Sandra didn’t offer to help. Just stayed close, one hand resting lightly over Sera’s knee beneath the table, grounding her in a way no voice could.
Sera cut a piece off, not big. Not neat either. She didn’t care.
She brought it to her mouth and paused just a second, eyes closing as it touched her tongue.
Butter. Cinnamon. That tiny hint of vanilla that meant Vicky had been the one to spike the batter when no one was looking. It wasn’t perfect, just a little too thick in the center, but it tasted like home.
Sera chewed slowly. Swallowed.
Then exhaled.
“That’s…” she started, voice soft and caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. She opened her eyes and turned toward Sandra, blinking once. “That’s so much better than IV fluid.”
Sandra huffed a laugh through her nose. Her hand gave a light squeeze under the table. “You always say that about my cooking.”
Sera took another bite, just as slow. Her posture eased back into the chair with a barely audible sigh as her body started to accept the moment might actually be real.
Not a memory. Not a dream.
Just warm food. A steady hand. And the people who stayed.
Valerie didn’t speak, but her eyes didn’t leave Sera, not even as she reached for the mug in front of her. Judy leaned into her side, both of them quietly holding space, letting the moment stretch without needing to fill it.
The wind outside shifted again. The chimes from the eaves sang once, soft and short.
Inside, Sera chewed her third bite, wiped the corner of her mouth, and looked down at her plate like maybe, just maybe, she could eat the whole thing.
The house held that rare kind of hush that came only after grief had spoken and been heard. Not gone never gone, but quieter now, folded into the bones of the walls and the worn wood beneath their feet.
Sera sat tucked against Sandra’s side, half-finished pancake softening on her plate. She still held the fork, more out of habit than hunger. Sandra hadn’t touched the birthday lettering in a while. It was starting to smear under the butter.
Valerie’s chair creaked softly as she stood to refill her mug. She moved like she always did when the worst had passed slowly, steady, always watching.
Judy leaned her chin into her hand, her other arm stretched across the table with her fingers brushing the rim of Sera’s glass. She wasn’t looking for anything. Just staying close.
Panam kicked her heel up onto the empty chair beside her and muttered, “Table’s missing a bottle of Centzon and a week off.”
Vicky reached over and nudged her boot off with a small shake of her head. “Don’t tempt her. You know she’ll try to mix tequila and pancake batter again.”
“That was one time,” Panam replied without shame, digging into the last triangle of her stack.
“Three,” Judy corrected, dry.
Sera let out a faint sound. A breath that might’ve been a laugh if it hadn’t gotten caught in her throat.
Sandra leaned closer, catching it. “You alright?”
“Yeah,” Sera said, blinking once. Her voice was low but steady. “It just feels weird. Like I’m watching the room happen a second before I feel it.”
Sandra nodded without flinching. “It takes a while to sync again.”
Across the table, Valerie sat back down with her mug and gave a small hum. “Felt like that for a week. Every sound was three seconds ahead of my nerves.”
Judy gave a soft nod. “I kept bumping into doorframes. Forgot how to balance a coffee mug.”
“You still do,” Vicky added, lips twitching.
“Hey,” Judy shot back, pointing with the handle of her fork, “that mug jumped out of my hand.”
Panam lifted her juice like she was making a toast. “To unstable bodies and mildly functioning nervous systems.”
They all raised their glasses without thinking. A quiet clink, not ceremonial. Just honest.
Sera let hers linger a moment before setting it back down. Her voice was barely audible. “I feel like I missed something.”
“You missed everything,” Judy said softly, reaching over to tuck a piece of Sera’s hair behind her ear. “But you’re here now. That’s the part that matters.”
Sandra’s hand curled gently around Sera’s wrist under the table. “You didn’t miss the ending.”
“And you didn’t miss the beginning either,” Valerie added. “This…” she nodded toward the table, the plates, the half-laughter still hanging in the air, “...this is the middle.”
Vicky reached across for the last slice of banana from Judy’s plate. Judy let her have it without comment.
Panam leaned back, arms folded, eyes tracing the window where the trees shifted in the wind. “I don’t know,” she muttered. “If this is the middle, somebody better bring a new soundtrack.”
“I’ll write one,” Sera said suddenly, surprising even herself.
The words came out without planning, but Sandra smiled like she’d been waiting for them all along.
Judy gave a small, knowing nod. “Make it loud.”
Sandra’s hand rested lightly on Sera’s knee, but her gaze had shifted. Just past the kitchen. Toward the living room couch where morning light still stretched across the armrest. The jacket sat there, the same way she’d left it folded over the cushion without ceremony. It hadn’t moved since she’d come home.
She stood slowly.
Sera’s brow lifted faintly. “Where are you going?”
Sandra gave her hand a soft squeeze but didn’t answer. She stepped out of the kitchen barefoot, the wood floor cooler now under her soles as the breeze outside picked up again. Wind moved gently through the house, just enough to stir the curtain at the hallway window. She crossed the space without sound, eyes on the soft brown leather catching streaks of dust-light in the air.
The jacket felt heavier when she lifted it. Not like a weight she couldn’t hold just the kind that came from meaning. She adjusted the sleeves where they’d folded awkward against themselves, smoothed the seam near the shoulder where the metal studs lined up clean again. It still held the faintest scent of musk, like the inside of the Enclave cave hadn’t quite let go of it.
When she came back into the kitchen, Sera had already turned toward her. Her hands stilled over her plate, breath pulled in quiet and shallow, her eyes not leaving the thing Sandra carried.
Sandra didn’t make a moment of it. She didn’t say anything. Just stepped behind her gently and leaned down, her arms easing the jacket over Sera’s shoulders like it had always belonged there. She adjusted the collar, let it fall soft behind her neck, her fingers brushing once against the embroidery stitched just beneath it.
Sera’s hands rose automatically, smoothing the front panels, tracing the cuffs. Her thumb caught against the jellyfish pin on the left side, just where she used to wear it on her old jacket. Beside it, the heart pin glinted faintly. She didn’t have to turn it to know it read Sandra.
Her breath caught a little when she reached the chest, her palm pressing lightly against the Clan Alvarez patch stitched directly over the heart.
Sandra sat back down beside her, close enough their knees touched under the table. Sera kept her head bowed as she explored the fabric slowly, her fingers lifting the hem just enough to see the inside lining. The lotus was there. Same soft purple stitching she’d used in one of her first paintings after Dust Bone unfolding in gentle curves across the black interior, tucked where only they would know.
She found the name patch next. Commander Jellybean, still holding.
When she reached up, her fingertips brushed the collar Sera stitched in white on the left, a star beside it. Sandra on the right, crescent moon tucked in neat below.
Sera exhaled like the jacket had replaced her lungs.
“It still smells like him,” she whispered.
Sandra didn’t flinch. “It smells like all of us now.”
Sera looked down again, her shoulders shifting slightly as the leather creaked into place around her. The red Samurai logo stretched across her back, but it didn’t feel borrowed anymore. The pins along the chest of Samurai and Falling In Reverse, one of them bent held like memory pressed into steel.
She didn’t speak again. Just sat there, hands resting against the table edge, jacket wrapped fully around her like it had always been waiting.
Valerie was the first to move, reaching out with both hands to pull the juice pitcher from the middle of the table. Not to pour. Just to make space. Just to let the moment sit without crowding.
Judy leaned into her side and watched Sera quietly, her eyes catching on the thread patterns near the cuff. Panam’s chair creaked slightly as she leaned back and crossed her arms. Vicky didn’t say anything, just shifted so her elbow brushed against Panam’s, resting there without words.
No one clapped. No one named it.
The jacket was hers now, and everyone at that table knew it.
Sera leaned forward just a little, elbows resting on her knees as her hands adjusted the front of the jacket again. The weight of it was even now balanced across her shoulders like it had settled into her without resistance. The leather creaked faintly with the shift, worn but not brittle, shaped by long hands and longer nights.
Her thumb ran along the edge of the front seam where Sandra had reinforced the stitching herself. It wasn’t flawless. The thread wandered in places. But Sera could tell just from touch how careful each pass had been.
She let out a breath through her nose, steady this time.
“It’s warm,” she murmured.
Sandra’s voice stayed soft beside her. “Good.”
Sera sat back again, not fully upright just far enough that her body remembered where it belonged. The jacket moved with her. Her hair brushed against the collar where her name and the star sat stitched beneath the fold. She didn’t reach up to touch it. She didn’t need to. It felt like her now.
Across the table, Judy was the one who finally rose. Not rushed. Just enough time to refill her mug and pass a hand along Valerie’s shoulder as she moved by. Valerie tilted her head toward her briefly, but didn’t look away from Sera. Her fingers tapped gently against the side of her own cup, half-full and long cold.
Panam gave a small grunt and stood, walking to the sink like the sudden weight of stillness was finally too much to sit inside. She started rinsing plates not loud, just practical. Something to do with her hands. Vicky followed a second later, brushing her fingers along the back of Sera’s chair as she passed.
Sera didn’t move.
Her hand curled slowly around Sandra’s again beneath the table, knuckles brushing against denim and bare skin where Sandra’s sleeve had slid up slightly.
She turned her head just enough to meet her eyes. “You really made this for me.”
Sandra’s eyes didn’t shift. “I didn’t want to let him go until I knew you were coming back.”
Sera nodded once, slow and thoughtful. “You kept us both.”
Sandra smiled faintly, tired but real. “You stitched yourself into me a long time ago. This just made it visible.”
Sera leaned in, her head resting softly against Sandra’s temple. Her voice came small, but not fragile.
“Can we go sit outside for a bit?”
Sandra turned her hand over and gave it a squeeze. “Yeah. I’ll help you down.”
Sandra rose first, her hand slipping gently from Sera’s as she stepped back, circling behind the chair. She didn’t rush. Just waited, hands light against Sera’s upper arms, steadying her before she moved.
Sera pushed up slowly, her muscles still unsure of their own timing. The jacket shifted as she stood, creasing along her back with the soft sound of lived-in leather. She straightened gradually, weight pressing down into her feet like the floor was something she had to relearn.
“I got you,” Sandra said softly.
“I know,” Sera murmured, adjusting the fit of the collar as she exhaled.
They walked side by side toward the back of the house. The floor creaked a little as they passed the hallway. One of the old boards near the corner always did, but the rest held quiet around them. The morning had slipped into early afternoon without warning. The windows caught it now sunlight falling warmer and longer through the smudged glass as they stepped through the sliding door that led out to the small back porch.
The wooden planks had faded from sun and time, a little uneven near the edge where one corner dipped slightly into the earth. Sandra reached out with her free hand and caught the door frame just long enough to hold it open for Sera. They stepped out together.
The porch overlooked the wide stretch of land that circled their home, tall grass in waves broken up by bare, dusty patches where nothing had taken root, and further out, clusters of trees with trunks faded silver from the wind. A few stubborn wildflowers pushed up between cracks in the earth, their petals curled from the dry season. The air smelled faintly of heat and bark and the fading memory of last night’s windstorm.
Sera moved slow but steady, letting the door ease shut behind them. She didn’t speak at first. Just stepped to the rail and rested her hands there, her thumbs hooking loosely along the edge. The jacket moved with her creased in the shoulders, folding slightly around her ribs as if it had known this porch, this view, just as long as she had.
Sandra stood beside her, hands tucked into her pockets. Her elbow brushed gently against Sera’s. Neither of them filled the quiet. It didn’t need filling.
The wind stirred again, a soft pulse rolling through the grass, and for a moment the sky looked too wide for the world. Sera turned her face into it, eyes narrowing just slightly, her hair shifting around the collar where her name and the star sat tucked into the stitching.
Sandra glanced over, watching the wind catch her, watching the way the light curved against the leather and the warmth of being home.
“Are you okay standing?” she asked gently.
Sera nodded, gaze still on the horizon. “I like the view from here.”
Sandra gave a small smile. “Thought you might.”
They stood that way for a while quiet, together, wind in their sleeves and nothing ahead of them but space to breathe.
Chapter 20: To Feel Alive
Summary:
This chapter captures Sera’s first moments of recovery after returning from the brink of death. Still physically weak but awake, she tries to reconnect with her body, her memories, and Sandra. Sandra remains close, steadying her through each difficult movement offering warmth, food, and love in quiet gestures. The rest of the family Valerie, Judy, Panam, and Vicky hover gently nearby, giving the newly reunited couple space to breathe.
As the scene unfolds, laughter returns in small bursts. A grilled cheese in the shape of a heart, light teasing between Sera and Sandra, and the visible comfort of being surrounded by love mark the beginning of healing. Though their world has been shaken, the chapter closes with the family seated close together, and silent strength, rooted in the love that kept Sera alive.
Chapter Text
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side until their bodies fit together under the porch light, the edge of the jacket shifting as she moved. The leather creaked faintly at her back, not loud enough to break the quiet just enough to remind her it was real. Her hands found Sandra’s, curling around them without hesitation. The wooden wedding bands pressed together where their fingers met, grain against grain, soft from wear and sweat and sanded edges.
Her voice came low. “I invited Uncle Johnny to the concert.”
Sandra’s head tilted toward her,brown strands of hair catching at her cheek. She didn’t speak yet.
Sera's eyes stayed on their hands, the way their rings overlapped. “If I didn’t…” Her voice faltered. “If I hadn’t said anything, maybe…”
Sandra let the breath settle first. Then she leaned in and kissed the top of Sera’s head, where her red hair curled loose around the collar, soft now from bed and breeze and the jacket settled around her shoulders.
“Then he would probably be the one standing here,” Sandra said softly, “wishing he was the one who could’ve saved you.”
Sera’s eyes pinched shut. Her fingers gripped tighter.
“I know you all told me what happened,” she whispered. “I know what he gave. But sometimes I still…” She stopped, jaw working slightly. “I still feel like I stole his place.”
Sandra shifted to face her more fully. One hand came up, brushing Sera’s hair gently back behind her ear before tucking along her jaw.
“You didn’t take anything,” she said. “You lived. He gave you that. And you’ve given it back to everyone who stayed.”
Sera looked at her, truly looked within, and something in her eyes cracked, but didn’t break. She rested her forehead against Sandra’s, the leather of the jacket creasing quietly at her sides.
“I don’t feel like I’ve done enough yet.”
Sandra’s hands stayed right where they were. Steady, and warm. “Then you will.”
The wind moved through the grass beyond the porch, slow and unhurried. Sandra’s thumb brushed lightly over the base of Sera’s ring finger.
Their rings hadn’t dulled, not really. Just softened with use.
Sera’s voice came quieter, but clearer. “He would’ve been so damn proud to see me in this jacket.”
Sandra nodded once, forehead still resting against hers. “He is.”
Sera's grip on Sandra’s hand hadn’t loosened. She still hadn’t looked up since she’d spoken since she’d said if I hadn’t invited him. The wind brushed strands of red across her face, but she didn’t move to fix them.
Sandra kissed her temple again, slower this time, just above her brow. Her voice stayed close, barely lifted.
“He would've found a way to be part of it. Whether you invited him or not.”
Sera nodded faintly, but her jaw stayed tight. “I just thought… if I hadn’t said anything… maybe he wouldn’t have felt like he had to be there. Maybe he would’ve lived.”
Sandra didn’t correct her. Didn’t tell her that Johnny always did exactly what he wanted. Just rested their joined hands in her lap, her thumb slowly brushing the inside of Sera’s wrist.
“You were trying to give me something,” Sandra said. “He saw that. And he gave it back in the only way he could.”
Sera let out a small breath that shook near the end. “It doesn’t feel fair.”
Sandra was quiet for a moment, then leaned her head against Sera’s. “It’s not.”
The wind rustled through the dry grass again. One of the porch boards creaked beneath their legs as they shifted slightly, the jacket crinkling at the fold of Sera’s arm. She looked down finally, her fingers trailing the seam across her ribs.
She looked down finally, her fingers trailing the seam across her ribs.
There was a loose thread near the edge Sandra’s stitching. A little uneven, but sure. Done with a quiet kind of purpose. The kind you only get when your hands won’t stop shaking until the thing is done. Sera touched it lightly, her fingertip resting where the seam dipped, then rose again.
“I didn’t dream while I was out,” she said, voice low.
Sandra’s hand didn’t move. “No?”
Sera shook her head. “It was just… black. Like floating without falling. I kept thinking I’d hear something. Mama’s voice. Mom’s guitar.” Her eyes stayed on the stitching. “You.”
Sandra’s thumb brushed over the back of her hand. “I talked to you. Every day.”
Sera didn’t cry. Not yet. Just nodded faintly. “I didn’t hear it. But I think I knew.”
Sandra leaned in, forehead against Sera’s temple. “I knew you were still in there. Even when you wouldn’t move. I could feel it.”
Sera finally looked over at her. The sun caught the edge of her lashes, lit the emerald in her eyes until they looked almost golden.
“I didn’t get to say goodbye.”
Sandra didn’t ask who she meant.
She just held on tighter.
Sera didn’t speak again right away. She just leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder and let the silence settle around them. The wood beneath them had warmed from the sun, creaking faintly under shifting weight. A breeze stirred through the grass again warm, dry, brushing against the porch like an old memory returning to check in.
The screen door behind them opened without fanfare. Just a soft creak, the kind worn in over time.
Judy stepped out first, hair half-tucked behind one ear. She had a mug in her hands still half-full, steam barely rising. The Lotus necklace caught a bit of sun against her collarbone.
Vicky followed a moment later, arms folded loose across her chest. She didn’t speak either. Just let the door ease shut behind her as she leaned a shoulder into the frame, her gaze moving from Sandra to Sera with a quiet kind of steadiness.
Neither woman interrupted.
Judy walked slowly across the porch and sat down beside Sera without a word. Not crowding just close enough for her knee to touch Sera’s lightly. She offered the mug gently, not pushing it.
Sera looked down at it, then back at her. “Tea?”
Judy nodded. “Stole it from the table. Thought maybe you’d want something warm that didn’t taste like panic.”
Sera almost smiled. It didn’t quite land, but it softened the tension around her mouth. She took the mug in both hands and let it warm her fingers.
Vicky walked over and lowered herself beside Sandra on the other side, her back resting against the rail. She didn’t reach for anything, just sat with her forearms balanced across her knees, eyes scanning the grassland beyond like she was keeping watch for nothing in particular.
Sandra glanced over. Vicky met her gaze and offered a subtle, quiet nod.
That was all.
Judy looked down at the jacket wrapped around Sera’s shoulders, her voice soft enough not to startle. “Feels like him, doesn’t it?”
Sera ran her palm along the inside lining, where the lotus flower had been stitched where her name and Sandra’s curled beneath the collar. “Yeah,” she whispered.
The wind kicked up again, just enough to rustle the taller stalks out by the fence line. No one moved.
Sera blinked slowly. “I wanted to give Sandra the perfect day.”
Judy leaned in gently, resting her cheek against Sera’s red hair. “You gave her more than that, mi cielo.”
Vicky spoke up then, quiet and warm. “You gave her back the rest of her life.”
Sera’s hands stayed wrapped around the mug, heat soaking slowly into her fingers like her body still wasn’t sure it remembered warmth. The tea smelled faintly like lemon balm Vicky’s doing, probably, and something darker underneath. Earthy. Like bark or dried roots.
She hadn’t sipped it. Just held it. The way someone might hold a photo, or a promise.
She turned her head, just enough to see Sandra clearly, their knees still close. The leather of the jacket shifted at her ribs when she moved, one of the pins near the cuff catching the light.
“What was it like?” she asked, quiet but sure.
Sandra didn’t flinch at the question. She looked down at their joined hands, then out past the porch railing, toward the tree line swaying out near Peninsula Road. Her fingers tapped once, lightly, against her knee. A rhythm she didn’t seem aware of.
“You mean the Enclave?”
Sera nodded, her bangs falling forward. She didn’t push them back.
Judy sat silent beside her, a steady warmth at her shoulder. Vicky stayed where she was too, arms resting loosely on her thighs, not pushing the moment forward. Just listening.
Sandra exhaled through her nose.
“I remember walking in,” she said. “Not much sound. Just… pressure. Not heavy. Just presence. Like everything in that space was watching, but not with eyes.”
Sera’s fingers brushed the line of stitching near the jacket’s inner cuff. She didn’t look up yet. Just listening.
“I set the jacket down first,” Sandra said, her voice more focused now. “Didn’t speak. They didn’t either. Ghost Watch doesn’t… talk. Not the way we do. But I knew what they were offering. I reached out. Touched the shard.”
She paused, brow furrowed not from confusion, but memory still settling into shape.
“There was a light. Not a flash. Just… full. Like everything else disappeared, and what was left was who I am. Who I was. Who I had to be next.”
Her hand curled slightly against her thigh.
“I woke up inside the cave. Not cold. Not sore. Just awake. And I stood.”
Her voice slowed.
“I walked out. Saw the trees first. Then I saw my mom's.”
Vicky didn’t say anything, but her eyes lingered a second longer on Sandra’s profile.
Sera’s voice became softer. “Did you know?”
Sandra met her gaze.
“I didn’t know you were awake. I didn’t even know what day it was. Just drove home. The engine hummed under me like it was holding its breath.”
Sera swallowed, her voice cracking just enough to notice. “And then you stepped in front of the door.”
Sandra nodded, brushing her fingers along the inside of the cuff where the jellyfish pin sat steady. “And there you were. Sitting up. Like the world had paused until we could share it again.”
Sera leaned in closer, resting against her shoulder, one hand still curled around the mug, the other finding Sandra’s again.
“I think it did.”
Sandra didn’t speak. She just held her there, the weight of the porch behind them, the sun on their faces, and nothing rushing to move them from it.
Judy reached out and tapped Sera’s shoulder, her knuckles light against the jacket’s thick fold. Two knocks. That old rhythm.
Sera blinked, eyes still a little glazed, then looked over. Her cheeks were still pale from the long sleep, but the color was trying to come back. Her voice hadn’t found full strength yet, but Judy didn’t wait for it.
“Johnny loved you,” she said, her voice dry, but warm. “But right about now he’d be groaning. Saying something like enough with the sap already, then disappearing like it didn’t matter.”
Sera cracked the smallest grin. “You’re right, Mama.”
“‘Course I am.” Judy reached over and brushed a knuckle gently under her chin, then let her hand fall away like it’d never needed to linger.
Vicky stretched out her legs along the porch rail, arms folded lazily. She cocked her head toward them. “Y’know,” she said, tone slow and wickedly casual, “you two could probably use a real shower.”
Sera raised an eyebrow. “Excuse me?”
“Don’t act surprised,” Vicky went on. “One of you’s been crawling through a glowing cave with ghost monks. The other’s been horizontal for a month. Don’t pretend anyone smells fresh.”
Sandra didn’t even blink. “I can definitely smell my own shirt.”
That got Sera to laugh weak, but genuine. Sandra too, just enough to pull a breath between them. Even Judy smirked a little, though she didn’t take her eyes off her daughter.
They stood slowly. Sandra helped first, guiding Sera’s arm carefully around her waist, and Sera moved like she was still learning where her feet wanted to go. The old boards groaned under the weight, but not in protest, just old wood knowing old weight.
They didn’t say much else as they stepped off the porch and into the doorway. Sera looked back only once, eyes catching Judy’s for a second longer than needed. Then they disappeared inside, the screen door bumping gently closed behind them.
Judy stayed seated on the steps, her knees pulled up just enough to brace her arms. She didn’t speak.
Vicky shifted beside her with a low grunt, her back pressed against the railing. The sun had dipped enough that the breeze cut cooler now across the porch. It kicked dust through the tall grass, scattered it soft across the steps like powder.
Vicky finally looked over. “You think they’ll talk?”
“They don’t need to,” Judy said, her voice low, a little rough from disuse. “They already did.”
Vicky nodded like she understood that, because she did.
The porch settled again. The world didn’t need them to rush. It just kept breathing.
Valerie sat on the couch, one knee drawn up beneath her, her arm draped lazily over the back cushion. The weight of the day still hung low in her shoulders, but it was settled now. Not gone, just quieter. The room smelled faintly like cinnamon and old wood. A breeze carried through from the cracked window over the sink, lifting a corner of the curtain just enough to rustle.
Panam sat opposite her, one arm resting on the back of the chair, the other curled around a water bottle she'd half-finished an hour ago. Her Aldecaldo jacket was tossed nearby, dusty from the ride, the sun-softened leather folding in on itself like it had its own memory of every road she’d taken to get here.
They’d been talking, but not about anything loud just enough to keep the silence from settling too thick.
Then the soft click of the screen door. The faintest shift in the floorboards near the threshold. Valerie didn’t need to look to know.
She felt them before she saw them.
She rose slowly, setting aside the cushion she’d been leaning against. The living room opened to the left of the foyer just enough space to see into the entryway as Sera and Sandra stepped in from the porch.
Sera still wore the jacket. The leather sat heavier on her shoulders now that she was upright, folding stiffly where it hadn’t broken in yet. Her red hair was messy from the porch wind, a few strands caught in her lashes. She didn’t move to fix them. Sandra walked beside her, one arm resting just under Sera’s elbow not holding her, not guiding, just there.
Valerie’s breath caught, but only for a second.
“Hey, Starshine.”
Sera’s smile was soft but full. “Hey, Mom.”
Valerie crossed the floor and opened her arms without needing to ask. Sera stepped forward, slow but sure. Valerie wrapped her daughter gently, feeling the edge of a pin press lightly through the jacket against her arm. The jellyfish one, she thought. The one Sandra always adjusted when it tilted crooked.
“You two smell like wind and porch dust,” she murmured, her voice close against Sera’s ear.
Sera laughed against her shoulder, muffled. “That’s Mama’s fault.”
“I believe that,” Valerie said, her mouth tugging into a smile she hadn’t quite been ready to feel.
Sandra lingered a step behind, her eyes steady, her presence even. She didn’t interrupt. Just let the space stay still around them.
Panam stood then, stretching one arm above her head until her shoulder popped.
“Glad to see you both vertical,” she said as she crossed to them.
Sandra lifted an eyebrow. “One of us barely.”
Panam didn’t miss a beat. “Then I’m hugging the sturdy one first.”
Valerie pulled back slightly, her hand brushing Sera’s jawline before settling at her shoulder.
“You look more like yourself.”
Sera nodded. “Feel more like it too.” She glanced at Sandra beside her, then back at her mom. “Still piecing it together.”
Valerie let her fingers rest for just another beat before she nodded. “You’ve got time. We’re not going anywhere.”
Sera’s smile twitched a little wider. “That’s good, ‘cause right now Sandra can smell her own shirt.”
Sandra didn’t miss a beat. “It’s been one hell of a month.”
The air in the room shifted, not lighter, not heavy, just real. That kind of shared truth that didn’t need unpacking. They’d all lived it. No need to name the days. Sandra brushed her fingers lightly along Sera’s lower back.
“C’mon,” she murmured. “Let’s rinse the dust off.”
Sera nodded and leaned into Valerie’s shoulder, warm for a breath, then pulled back.
Their steps moved toward the hallway slower than usual but steady. The soft pad of their socks against the wood, the faint creak of the second floorboard just before the bathroom Valerie knew the sound before it came. Knew it like her own heartbeat.
She didn’t move. Stayed still, near the living room edge of the foyer. One hand still loose at her side, jacket hanging open. Panam stood beside her, arms crossed, silent, eyes on the hallway until the door closed behind them.
The porch door creaked open again.
Judy stepped in first, wind trailing behind her. A few strands of pink and green brushed across her cheek; she didn’t bother fixing them. Her eyes found Valerie like they’d been waiting.
Vicky followed, letting the door close behind her with a soft click. She didn’t say anything either. Just leaned into the frame, giving space without needing to announce it.
Valerie stayed where she was standing by the foyer, jacket still open, hands loose at her sides. Panam stood quiet next to her, arms folded.
Judy walked in. No rush. Just the weight of coming back to where she belonged.
She stopped close, slid her hand to Valerie’s side, thumb catching under the edge of her jacket, like always. The kind of touch that said more than a thousand questions.
Her voice came low, warm. “Feels like they’re home again.”
Valerie met her eyes. “Yeah,” she breathed. “Finally.”
Judy leaned in, rested her forehead gently against Valerie’s. Her hand stayed, firm and steady.
“Missed this.”
Valerie’s fingers brushed the side of Judy’s wrist. “Me too.”
They walked towards the living room as the morning light filtered through.
The couch dipped with them, Valerie first, slow like her body still wasn’t sure it was allowed to rest. Judy followed close, never letting go of her hand. The leather had soaked in the sun, just warm enough to feel lived in.
Panam was already there, boots stretched forward, one arm draped along the backrest. She didn’t speak, just gave Valerie the space beside her without shifting much, like she’d been holding that place all morning.
Vicky came in quieter. She leaned against the arm of the nearby chair, eyes scanning the hallway like it might vanish if she looked away. Her arms crossed loosely, but her face carried that same sharp focus she always wore when things had nearly gone wrong and didn’t.
Sunlight cut through the slats of the window and landed soft across Valerie’s face. Judy looked at her sideways and kissed the freckles on her cheek, slowly just under her eye. Her fingers stayed laced with Valerie’s, thumb brushing over the knuckle like she was memorizing it again.
Valerie didn’t speak at first. She just let the light warm her skin and leaned slightly into Judy’s shoulder, breathing her in like it was the first time in weeks.
“Feels like they’re really home,” she said finally, voice rough with emotion but steady.
Judy nodded, forehead just brushing Valerie’s temple. “I keep waiting to wake up. Like this was just some fucked-up BD that didn’t finish rendering.”
Panam let out a quiet snort but didn’t push the humor too far. “They’re back. That’s what matters.”
Vicky crossed one ankle over the other, leaning into the sunbeam stretching toward the floor. “And this time they didn’t come home in pieces.”
Valerie’s hand slid along Judy’s arm, fingers drifting up until they passed the familiar bloom of the rose tattoo. She didn’t need to look at it. Just felt the shape like it had always been hers.
“They were holding onto each other before I even stepped in the room,” Valerie murmured. “Still are.”
Judy smiled, soft and tired. “They always do.”
Valerie’s fingers were still tracing Judy’s arm, lazy now, not going anywhere. The weight in the room wasn’t heavy, but it wasn’t gone either. Just shifted. Like they could finally breathe, but knew damn well what still waited past the treeline.
Panam leaned back a little, head tilted toward the ceiling like she was deciding how much to say. Her voice came in that dry way she used when exhaustion hadn’t quite caught up yet.
“Raffen are still crawling around the outer roads. Same game, different week. We’ve got crews rotating through the checkpoints, but they’re getting smarter. Slipping past in smaller numbers.”
Valerie’s jaw ticked just slightly. “Killjoy mentioned that last call. Said they found fresh tire tracks near the southern pass again.”
“Are they trying to cut east?” Judy asked, turning a bit toward her.
Panam nodded once. “Wouldn’t be surprised. We’ve got scouts posted out near the split past Ridgeview, but it’s all brush and broken asphalt. Hard to hold long-term.”
Vicky reached up, rubbing the back of her neck. “You know the bastards near Portland Snake Nation. Still holed up. Not a peep from them in weeks, but scouts say they’re stockpiling. Could be sitting on something, or just licking their wounds.”
“They’ll push again,” Valerie said quietly. “They always do.”
Judy exhaled through her nose, brushing her thumb over Valerie’s hand again. “Kinazaki handled the Tyger Claws’ mess, at least. That coup almost cost us everything in Japantown.”
“But it didn’t,” Vicky added, her voice steadier now. “He stood his ground. Reorganized fast. They’re back on track. Traded two shipments with us last week, no trouble.”
“That’s something,” Panam muttered.
Valerie’s gaze dropped to the floor, watching a beam of sunlight slowly stretch across the rug. Her voice was softer when she spoke again. “The Iron Bulls hit a water relay station near Dust Bone four days ago. Lost two outer posts last week. Dante and Killjoy’ve been running non-stop to keep the rest of our sites from falling.”
Judy leaned forward a bit, resting her elbows on her knees. Her pink and green hair slipped across her cheek, catching the light like melted ribbon. “They’ll hold the Clan together. They always have.”
Valerie nodded, slow. “Yeah. But it’s not gonna let up anytime soon.”
The room went quiet for a beat not out of fear, not even tension. Just understanding. Four leaders, still in their jackets, still carrying the world even as it softened around them for the first time in weeks.
Valerie leaned back just a little, her head resting against the couch cushion, the tips of her red hair catching a warm edge of sunlight. Her breath eased out long, not tired exactly, just stretched from holding too much too long.
“I put the music on hold,” she said quietly. “For now.”
Judy turned slightly, eyes narrowing just a bit not in surprise, more in recognition. Valerie rarely said those words out loud.
“I still talk to the band,” Valerie added, her fingers absently brushing the inside of Judy’s wrist, like she needed that touch to say the rest. “They’re doing good. Ethan’s already writing again. Paz finally found a venue that’ll let him bring actual fire onstage probably because they don’t have insurance.”
Panam huffed. “Sounds like him.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “Alba and Aniko connected with Valerie Halloway. Got her own sound, but she fits. I told them not to wait on me. Not to hold anything back.”
“You didn’t want to be the reason they stayed still,” Vicky said gently.
Valerie nodded. “Didn’t feel right. Not after everything.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder, letting that sit for a second before her voice threaded in, lighter but full of warmth. “When the girls are feeling up for it… we’ll take them to Wildest Dreams.”
Valerie glanced toward her, eyes softening.
“Vanessa and Jess are gonna lose their shit,” Judy added, smiling. “They’ll throw a whole damn party just to see them walk through that door.”
Vicky grinned, slouching deeper into her chair. “Vanessa’ll pretend it’s no big deal, then send Jess five messages in the span of thirty seconds.”
“Then Jess will tell everyone she predicted it,” Panam muttered. “Because she always does.”
Valerie chuckled softly, her voice low. “Sera used to say that the club smelled like cherry soda and danger.”
Judy laughed against her shoulder. “Still does.”
The sound felt good. Not forced. Not pulled up from somewhere broken. Just there again settled in the space between memory and what came next.
Outside, the wind eased. Inside, the room finally felt like a place you could stay a while.
The soft creak of the hallway floorboard came first one Valerie knew well, just past the bathroom, where the grain had splintered slightly years back. It was followed by a quiet shift of footsteps, two sets, unhurried but steady.
Judy’s hand stayed where it was, fingers curled lightly between Valerie’s. Her head turned just enough to watch the doorway.
Sera stepped in first, damp red hair falling in loose waves against her shoulders. The towel must’ve been left behind. She'd changed into fresh clothes, tank top clinging just slightly where her skin hadn’t fully dried, the faint shimmer of lotion catching the light along her collarbones. Her freckled cheeks glowed soft and warm, like the sun outside had been waiting just to touch her again.
Sandra followed just behind, her long brown hair still damp, tucked behind one ear. A clean black tank hugged close to her frame, warmth, and the quiet breath of home. Their hands found each other again as they stepped into the room,catching the soft edge of morning light.
Valerie didn’t move to stand, she just looked at them. Really looked, and her smile grew slow and real, the way it only did when everything finally felt like it had arrived where it belonged.
Judy was the first to speak, her voice low but teasing. “Look at you two smelling like soap instead of a memory.”
Sera grinned, eyes bright. “Shower pressure’s still ass.”
“It’s consistent,” Sandra added, dry as ever.
Vicky chuckled from her chair. “Yeah, well, if it’s not breaking your spine, it’s not a proper Nomad shower.”
Panam tipped her chin toward them, arms still crossed but eyes softening. “You both look better.”
Sandra nodded, quiet acknowledgment. Sera’s gaze lingered on her moms a little longer, her fingers tightening around Sandra’s.
Valerie reached out her free hand, palm up in silent offering.
Sera moved forward first, crouching down between them instead of sitting, her arms circling both Valerie and Judy in a way that didn’t need arranging. Her voice broke on the edges, barely more than breath.
“You were still here when I opened my eyes.”
Valerie leaned down, her lips pressing against the crown of Sera’s head. Her voice came low, steady, but full.
“I never left, Starshine. Not for a second.”
Judy’s hand slid up to the back of Sera’s neck, grounding. “We waited. Every day. Every hour.”
Sera stayed there for a moment longer, her arms locked around them both. Not crying, just holding, like her body was still learning that they were real again.
Sandra waited behind, not out of hesitation, but to give the moment its shape. When Sera pulled back, she reached for Sandra’s hand again and drew her closer.
There was just enough room on the floor in front of the couch. Sera settled first, pulling Sandra down with her, both of them leaning back into the space between their parents' knees like they used to during old movie nights.
Judy’s hand moved in slow circles at the nape of Sera’s neck, her touch steady, familiar the kind of motion you didn’t forget, even after a month apart. Valerie rested her cheek against the top of Sera’s head, her freckled fingers brushing gently along her daughter’s spine through the fabric of her clean tank. No rush, or need to speak. Just that quiet anchor of closeness.
Sandra crouched beside them now, her bare knees folded on the rug, one hand resting lightly against Sera’s back. She didn’t interrupt. She didn’t need to. It was written in the way she stayed close, ready, steady.
Eventually, Sera leaned back just enough to meet their eyes. Her lashes were still a little damp from the shower, or maybe something else, but her smile was real. Small, tired, but real.
“I didn’t think I’d get this again,” she said softly.
Valerie brought her hand to Sera’s cheek, brushing a thumb under her eye where a freckle sat alone. “You never lost it. Not even once.”
Judy leaned in and kissed the other cheek, right on the freckles that hadn’t faded. “We kept it warm for you.”
Sera’s eyes flicked between them, her throat tightening visibly, but she didn’t break. She turned her head toward Sandra, who reached out immediately and let their fingers twine again.
“Still breathing,” Sandra murmured.
“Still here,” Sera whispered back.
Valerie exhaled slowly, her eyes moving from the two of them to the rest of the room. Vicky was watching with that subtle, unreadable calm of hers, arms folded, shoulder pressed against the wall now. Panam had shifted forward on the couch, elbows resting on her knees, but she hadn’t spoken, just kept her gaze locked on Sera, the way a mother does when her daughter walks back from the edge.
The sun had stretched farther across the floor now, golden light kissing the lower half of Sandra’s arm and warming the edges of Judy’s hair.
It was still morning, and for the first time in a long time, it felt like it might last.
Sera’s eyes flicked between her moms, then to Sandra’s still crouched nearby, quiet but close. Panam shifted finally, the creak of leather under her boots breaking the stillness. She moved off the couch without ceremony, just a low exhale as she lowered herself to sit beside Sandra on the floor, one knee pulled up, the other folded underneath.
“You know,” Panam said, her voice low and steady, “I’ve never been good at waiting. Ask anyone.”
Sera let out the faintest laugh through her nose. “No argument here.”
“But I waited,” Panam added. Her hand moved to Sandra’s shoulder, grounding her. “Because I knew you’d come back. Both of you.”
Vicky followed close behind, crouching beside Sera and resting her arm gently across her back. Her other hand found Sandra’s knee, thumb brushing absent little arcs there like she used to do when Sandra was smaller back before any of them knew words like Engram, relays or shards.
“We counted the days,” Vicky murmured. “Watched the wind shift every morning. Kept the porch lights on.”
Judy’s hand still rested against Sera’s neck, her thumb brushing gentle against a freckle. “Felt like we were all just holding the door open.”
Valerie nodded, her voice quieter. “And now it’s closed behind you.”
Sera blinked, her mouth curving up just slightly. “Guess that means I’m grounded.”
Panam raised a brow. “You were grounded before this started, Commander Jellybean.”
Judy smirked. “Don’t give her ideas. She’ll turn it into another wedding.”
Sandra snorted softly, half against Sera’s shoulder. “Just let me get through one day before you start threatening my sanity.”
Vicky gave a half-laugh, warm and low. “No promises.”
The room didn’t feel lighter. It felt full. Full of breath, bodyheat, and color. The kind of warmth that comes when you’ve carried the worst and set it down long enough to laugh again.
The sun kept crawling through the windows, slow and golden, brushing over boots and bare knees, the edges of a Clan Alvarez jacket still draped over the arm of the couch. In the middle of it all, Sera and Sandra leaned into each other, surrounded.
Panam shifted again, finally sinking cross-legged onto the rug beside Sandra with a familiar grunt. “Alright. Now that you’re all alive and breathing again…”
Valerie smirked faintly. “Don’t say it.”
“I’m just saying,” Panam went on, “next time you wanna scare the shit outta your mothers, maybe try calling instead of disappearing into a ghost cave.”
Sandra didn’t even blink. “Wasn’t in the plan.”
Vicky leaned forward from the edge of the couch, one hand brushing down Sandra’s arm. “But you made it back.”
Valerie’s gaze shifted gently to Sera, her voice warm but steady. “And you brought her with you.”
Sandra nodded once, wordless, steady as ever. Sera’s fingers found hers again, thumb brushing along Sandra’s ring like it helped her remember they were real.
A beat passed.
Then Valerie arched a brow. “Just tell me you don’t plan on making us walk another runway.”
Sera grinned. “Mom, you’re the one who caused the sun hat coffee fiasco.”
That cracked something open Sandra gave a quiet laugh, her shoulders shaking once. “Val’s hat said ‘I stir my coffee with a spoon,’ and Judy’s said ‘I am Coffee. It will never get old.’”
Judy tilted her head, smirking. “The Clan picked on us for a week. Do you still have those, Vicky?”
Panam looked over with a sudden edge of guilt.
Vicky didn’t flinch. “She burned them.”
Panam threw her hands up. “They were haunting us!”
Valerie laughed outright, the sound unburdened for the first time in days. “I knew that’s what that incident report was about.”
Sera leaned back, smug. “Does Jen still try to give you spoons?”
Valerie lifted a hand. “Every time I visit. One had my name engraved on it.”
Judy groaned into a smile. “Killjoy still asks me, ‘How’s your coffee, Judy?’ Like it’s a damn threat.”
Panam grinned, finally relaxing. “You two brought that one on yourselves.”
“Worth it,” Valerie said, leaning gently into Judy’s side.
The laughter didn’t stay loud, but it lingered in the room’s edges, the kind that wraps around memories and makes them easier to carry.
Sera leaned back slightly, her gaze shifting between Valerie, Judy, and Sandra as she nudged her knee against Sandra’s. “So since we don’t age anymore… does that make Sandra twenty-three now, or twenty-two plus one?”
Sandra giggled, that soft rare kind she never gave out freely. “I still think twenty-three.”
Valerie’s smile curved gently as she looked between them. “Our bodies won’t age,” she said, “but we still learn. We still grow. That counts.”
Panam made a low sound in her throat. “Great. I’ll be rolling into my golden years with knees that crack every morning while my daughter still looks like she walked out of a damn movie poster.”
Sera shrugged with a playful grin. “Perks of dying, I guess?”
“Don’t push it,” Panam said, but her smirk stayed.
Sera’s smile softened then, just a little. “Still wish I could’ve thrown the party I had planned with Johnny.”
A silence folded around the name, not heavy, or breaking as Judy reached over and ran her thumb gently along the side of Sera’s arm.
“Johnny would’ve said, ‘Please don’t stop the party on my account,’” Judy murmured, a smile tugging at her lips. “‘You want a party? You fuckin’ own the room.’”
Vicky nodded slowly, the warmth behind her eyes deeper now. “The best way we honor him is by living the life he chose to protect.”
Valerie's hand found Judy’s between them, fingers curling around hers. “Last thing he’d want,” she said, “is for us to idle.”
For a moment, the room stilled again, but it wasn’t quiet. It was full. The kind of fullness that happens when memory and love share the same space, no longer in opposition.
Sandra nudged her head lightly against Sera’s. “Guess we owe him one hell of a birthday celebration next year.”
Sera chuckled. “You just want an excuse for me to wear that leather vest again.”
Sandra gave the tiniest shrug, her voice soft but smug as she rested her chin lightly on Sera’s shoulder. “Guilty,” she said, the word warm with no regret at all.
“Do I need to remind you what happened last time you wore that vest?” Judy added, raising an eyebrow.
Valerie’s laugh curled out low. “That was the night Ethan tried to crowd surf and took out two tables.”
Vicky’s eyes widened slightly. “And Jen had to drag him off with a broom handle because no one would stop playing.”
Panam nodded, deadpan. “It was punk as hell.”
The laughter wasn’t loud, it didn't need to be. It was the kind that slipped into breath, into glances. Into the way their legs brushed beneath the table and the sunlight fell across freckled skin and old jackets still draped on couch arms.
Sandra blinked, brows lifting as the laughter quieted just enough to feel suspicious. “Wait.”
Sera tilted her head toward her with mock innocence, her red hair brushing Sandra’s shoulder. “What?”
Valerie had already leaned back into the couch, arms folded across her ribs, that smirk forming the one that said something chaotic was about to happen and she wasn’t about to stop it.
Judy was close enough now that her thigh pressed lightly against Valerie’s, the warmth between them rising from the closeness alone. Her fingers rested near Valerie’s. “We didn’t forget, Moonlight.”
Sandra narrowed her eyes. “You wouldn’t dare.”
Panam let out a long sigh from where she sat cross-legged on the rug, already shaking her head. “No. Nope. I am not singing.”
Vicky’s grin was all teeth. “Yes, you are.”
Sandra groaned into her hands. The softness pressed against her cheek, warm from holding Sera’s hand a moment earlier.
“You all planned this?” she muttered.
Valerie gave a half-smile, emerald eyes lit with mock serenity. “Didn’t need to. It’s tradition.”
Judy leaned forward with the worst kind of enthusiasm. “A-one… a-two…”
“Happy birthday to you…” Vicky jumped in like a freight train, completely off-key and shameless.
Valerie followed, smooth and tuneful. Judy sang louder than necessary. Sera leaned in dramatically, one hand clutching her chest, dragging each note with mock seriousness. Even Panam gave in with a long sigh and a muttered line, arms crossed like she wasn’t emotionally invested.
“Happy birthday dear Sandra…”
They dragged out the final word like it had five syllables. Sera hit the closing note with a fake vibrato. Valerie cracked into a quiet snort halfway through.
When it finally died out, Sandra was bright red, half-hiding behind Sera’s shoulder. “That was the worst version I’ve ever heard.”
Panam huffed. “And somehow still too loud.”
“Still counts,” Valerie said, brushing her knuckles lightly along Judy’s arm.
Judy leaned over and kissed Sandra’s temple, slow and warm. “You’re stuck with us now.”
Sera slid her hand back into Sandra’s, wood meeting wood as their wedding bands touched. “Forever and always,” she whispered, eyes bright as she leaned back into her wife’s arms.
Sera stayed curled against Sandra’s chest, her arms lazily looped around her waist, chin tucked just beneath Sandra’s jaw. The blush hadn’t quite faded from her cheeks yet not that she was trying to hide it.
“That was… beautiful,” she said, deadpan. “Like getting serenaded by an old synth unit with a bad battery.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly, lips brushing just behind Sera’s ear. “You warned me,” she murmured. “Good thing I married an artist.”
Sera grinned into her shoulder. “Damn right you did.”
Sandra’s arms wrapped a little tighter, drawn in by instinct more than thought. The soft cling of Sera’s tank top brushed against her forearms, warm from skin and sun. She could feel the rhythm of her breathing slow, steady now, like her body was finally remembering safety again.
Valerie stretched one leg out along the floor, her fingers still draped over Judy’s. “Don’t feel bad, Starshine. When I first started singing, it sounded like Judy dropped her keys into a blender.”
Panam barked a laugh from the rug. “You mean she didn’t?”
Valerie snorted, grabbed the nearest throw pillow, and chucked it across the room. It bounced harmlessly off Panam’s arm.
Judy leaned into her, dark brown eyes bright. “You weren’t that bad, mi amor,” she said, running her thumb gently across Valerie’s forearm. “It was a little rough at first, but it was real. I liked hearing you open your heart to me.”
Vicky raised an eyebrow, glancing sidelong at her wife. “You’re still one hell of a drummer, babe.”
Panam smirked, tossing the pillow right back. It hit the edge of the couch and dropped with a soft thud.
“I’ve got rhythm,” she said. “Just not for singing.”
Sandra gave a small laugh, arms tightening briefly around Sera again. “None of you are allowed near a mic again ever. Except maybe Valerie.”
Valerie smirked. “Only if you’re standing next to us.”
The warmth wasn’t just emotional now. Afternoon light stretched longer through the windows, catching glints of gold and wood where fingers stayed tangled. Sera’s red hair shimmered slightly in the sun. Judy’s arm brushed lightly against Valerie’s as she shifted to rest her head back. It wasn’t a performance, it was a beat they’d all fallen into without trying.
Everything moved the way the family does. With breath, with teasing, with nothing held too tightly.
Judy shifted slightly beside Valerie, her hand still resting in hers, fingers slow where they traced the familiar bend of her knuckle. She looked over toward the couch where Sera was still curled into Sandra’s side, their arms braided together like there hadn’t ever been a before or after.
“So,” Judy said, her voice soft but teasing around the edges. “Birthday girl gets first pick. What are we thinking about for lunch?”
Sandra blinked, eyes drifting toward her, then to Valerie, then back to Sera like the question had taken the long way around before it reached her.
Sera smirked, chin brushing against Sandra’s shoulder. “Told you she’d ask.”
Sandra gave a quiet hum, her lips brushing red hair as she spoke. “Grilled cheese sounds nice. Maybe with that soup Judy makes the one that doesn’t come out of a can.”
Valerie smiled, her voice warm. “The fancy kind. Got it.”
“I like that one,” Sera added, nosing gently into Sandra’s cheek. “It’s got real tomatoes and, like, emotions.”
Panam let out a small laugh from the rug. “If you start crying into your soup again, I’m leaving.”
Sandra smirked. “She cried last time because the grilled cheese was cut into hearts.”
“Hey,” Sera said, mock offended. “They were symmetrical.”
Judy stood slowly, brushing her hand over Valerie’s thigh as she did, then let her fingers linger a moment longer. “I’ll get it started. Mi amor, you wanna help me cut the cheese?”
Valerie raised a brow without moving. “Was that supposed to be flirty or tragic?”
“Both,” Judy said, grinning as she leaned in to kiss the freckle just above Valerie’s cheekbone. “But mostly flirty.”
Vicky stretched her legs out and leaned her weight into Panam’s side, brushing a hand lightly over Sandra’s ankle where it rested near the edge of the couch. “You sure you don’t want anything fancier?”
Sandra shook her head. “That sounds perfect.”
Valerie stood finally, her boots soft on the worn floorboards. “Perfect works.”
Judy was already halfway to the kitchen, her voice floating back like a melody she hadn’t quite let go of. “And you better believe I’m cutting those sandwiches into hearts.”
Panam groaned. “God help us.”
Sera looked over her shoulder. “You love it.”
“Yeah,” Panam muttered, crossing her arms. “Maybe a little.”
The kitchen still smelled faintly of cinnamon and syrup from the morning ghosts of pancakes, a morning that had felt like a lifetime ago and also barely an hour.
Judy stepped to the sink first, rinsing out a small pot without ceremony, her hair catching gold where the light slanted in. That pink and green strand brushed across her cheek as she turned slightly toward the counter, and Valerie caught herself watching just for a second longer than necessary.
“You’re staring,” Judy said without looking, her mouth tugging sideways.
Valerie stepped in behind her, arm grazing hers as she reached for the cutting board. “I’m allowed.”
Judy glanced back over her shoulder. “Still?”
Valerie leaned in, lips brushing just behind her ear. “Especially now.”
The way Judy exhaled slowly, through her nose said more than anything. She bumped her hip lightly against Valerie’s, then passed her the block of sharp cheddar they always kept in the back of the fridge, as if waiting for a day like this.
“I think we earned heart-shaped grilled cheese,” Judy said, tone mock formal as she pulled a knife from the drawer.
Valerie grinned. “You’re gonna make Vicky cry.”
Judy didn’t look up, but the corner of her mouth tugged upward as she adjusted the heat under the soup pot. “She cries when the bread’s toasted right,” she said, glancing sideways, the gold in her brown eyes catching just enough sun to make the teasing land.
Valerie let her fingers trail across Judy’s hand before sliding the cutting board into place. “So do you.”
Judy made a sound, not quite laughter. Her eyes stayed on the stove for a beat longer, then softened. “They really made it back.”
Valerie didn’t answer with words. She let her knuckles graze the edge of Judy’s wrist as she started to slice the bread slow, even strokes like rhythm still meant something. It always did, for her.
“Do you think it’s really over?” Judy asked, quieter now.
Valerie’s hands paused. The blade held steady just above the board.
“No,” she said, honest and low. “But I think… we’re on the other side of something.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder, not moving away. “Yeah.”
The bread kept slicing. The soup simmered gently on the back burner.
Outside the kitchen window, the wind stirred the trees again. Inside, it was just them close enough for their forearms to touch, their bodies warm from standing side by side, their gold wedding bands catching the afternoon light.
For the first time in a month, neither of them felt like they were waiting for something to break.
Valerie didn’t move away after that glance just stepped a little closer, the warmth between them easy now, unhurried. Her hand rested on Judy’s hip as she leaned in, lips grazing the edge of her jaw.
“You know,” Valerie murmured, voice low against her skin, “this would be faster if you let me do all the slicing.”
Judy snorted, not bothering to hide her smile. “Faster, yeah. But half the cheese would mysteriously disappear.”
Valerie kissed the curve of her cheek in response slowly and deliberately.
Judy turned toward her, brows lifting, knife still in one hand. “You’re gonna make me burn the soup if you don’t behave.”
Valerie didn’t look particularly remorseful. “Worth it.”
She leaned in again, this time catching Judy’s lips for real soft, sun-warmed, everything that still made her heart pull the same way it had all those years ago. Judy’s hand bumped lightly against the countertop behind her, but she didn’t step back.
When they parted, Judy exhaled through a laugh, her forehead resting briefly against Valerie’s. “I swear to god, if that soup sticks…”
Valerie brushed a freckled knuckle down the side of her face. “I’ll lick it clean.”
Judy groaned. “You’re lucky I love you.”
Valerie gave a mock-solemn nod. “I really am.”
Judy turned back to the pot, stirring with one hand, the other reaching behind to tug Valerie’s fingers down her side. “You do realize you still have to cut the sandwiches.”
Valerie grinned against the back of her shoulder. “You trust me with the knife?”
Judy bumped her hip lightly against Valerie’s, the motion casual but affectionate. “Yeah,” she said, letting her fingers trail along Valerie’s wrist. “And I trust you to flirt while pretending to help.”
Valerie reached for the loaf anyway, slicing the bread with that same old stage-hand steadiness. “Flirting is helping.”
Judy looked over at her again and really looked this time. The tension in her shoulders was gone, her eyes warm, her mouth soft. She didn’t say anything right away.
She didn’t have to.
Valerie sliced another piece, her voice quieter now but no less sure. “It’s good to hear you laugh again.”
Judy stepped closer again, the metal spoon resting idle in the pot for a moment. “It’s good to have something to laugh about.”
They stood like that for a breath longer, close enough that their jackets brushed where they met, gold wedding bands catching the light as they moved in rhythm again not in their kitchen, but still inside the home their daughter had built with her wife. A place that felt like family now, just as much as anything they’d ever made.
The kitchen was warm, sun filtering through the slatted blinds above the sink, casting angled lines across the reclaimed wood countertop. The old stove rattled faintly as it cooled, the last grilled cheese finished and plated. The smell of browned butter and sharp cheddar clung to the air, mixing with the faint herbal undertone of the tomato soup still steaming in the mismatched bowls.
Valerie leaned against the counter, forearm brushing lightly against Judy’s as they stood close, moving in that shared rhythm they’d fallen into over years of kitchens, some makeshift, some barely standing, but this one felt like it belonged. The wood under their feet was worn smooth, and a chipped tile near the pantry had been covered with a sticker shaped like a lotus Sera’s doing, Judy had said.
Judy turned, a soup spoon in her hand, the sleeves of her Clan Alvarez jacket pushed to her elbows. “You trust me not to spill this when you keep stealing kisses?”
Valerie didn’t answer with words, just leaned in and pressed a kiss against the freckled curve of Judy’s cheek, letting her lips linger a moment longer than necessary.
Judy’s laugh was quiet, warm. “You’re gonna make me drop the soup.”
“It’s already off the heat,” Valerie said, brushing a few strands of pink-green hair back from Judy’s face. “You’re safe. For now.”
Judy passed her a bowl, fingers brushing. “They’re going to know something’s up with how good this smells.”
“They’ll know it’s your soup,” Valerie said, lifting the tray of sandwiches. “They’re just lucky I didn’t char it. Like the old days.”
Judy’s brow lifted. “You mean the time you melted a pan trying to impress me with eggs?”
Valerie smirked, her hands full of grilled cheese and absolutely no guilt. “I was trying to make a heart.”
Judy raised both brows, stepping aside as they moved toward the hall. “You made a crater, mi amor.”
Valerie bumped her gently with a shoulder as they passed the kitchen doorway. “You still married me.”
Judy rolled her eyes, but her smile didn’t fade. She lifted the last bowl and stepped toward the hallway. “Let’s feed the monsters.”
Valerie followed, the weight of the plates balanced easy in her hands. The kitchen door creaked slightly as they passed through, their steps soft on the hallway floor. A breeze from the back window stirred faintly through the house, carrying the scent of eucalyptus from the bathroom and dust from the fields beyond the porch.
Valerie called out, not loud just enough to carry. “Lunch is ready! Hope nobody’s full from pancakes.”
From the living room came Sera’s voice, bright and suspicious. “I smell cheese!”
Judy grinned back toward Valerie, her voice low. “She’s got the nose of a bloodhound.”
Valerie just shook her head, stepping into the sunlight pooling at the mouth of the hallway, her heart already lighter.
The bowls and plates clinked gently as Valerie and Judy set them down on the low reclaimed-wood table. Its edges were still scarred from when Sera and Sandra first built it one corner patched with resin, a lotus charm pressed into the surface by mistake and kept there ever since. Sunlight spilled through the tall back window, warming the grain in golden streaks, catching on the old scuffs of boots and time.
The couch cushions shifted as Sera leaned forward, bare toes curling briefly against the woven rug threads faded from years of use. Sandra’s hand was still tucked with hers, their wedding bands brushing with every quiet motion.
The kitchen behind them had gone still now, except for the faint click of the stovetop as it cooled. The smell of browned butter, tomato, and cheese floated lazily through the space, settling into the house like something familiar and long-missed.
Judy carried the last plate with theatrical weight. The grilled cheese sat like a crown on it cut into a vaguely heart-shaped form, crust edges just beginning to crisp from the pan.
She held it out. “Birthday girl gets the first one.”
Sandra stared at it like she was waiting for a trick. “Is this…”
Valerie leaned against the couch back, her elbow brushing Judy’s side as she grinned. “Judy’s idea.”
Steam curled from the soup bowls as Vicky leaned closer to examine the sandwich. Her boot tapped gently against the leg of the table. “That’s a heart?”
“It’s symbolic,” Valerie said dryly.
“It’s abstract,” Vicky shot back, then smirked. “Looks like someone stabbed a grilled cheese with feelings.”
Laughter spilled across the room. Even the hanging strands of Sera’s red hair caught the light as she leaned in toward Sandra, her grin half-mischief, half-adoration.
“You know she cries when the bread’s toasted just right?”
Sandra exhaled through her nose but didn’t hide the smile. “I married an artist. I accept my fate.”
Outside, a soft wind rustled the dried grass beyond the porch. The chimes rattled once, faintly reminding them the world hadn’t stopped, but in here, the walls held warmth.
Valerie passed out another bowl, the ceramic still hot. “Eat before it cools. Judy’ll cry next.”
Judy nudged her side. “Don’t tempt me. You know how I get.”
Panam reached for a sandwich, her posture loose now, one elbow draped over her knee as she leaned forward from her spot on the rug. “As long as it tastes good, it can look like a bootprint.”
Sera curled her feet up beside Sandra, the soft cotton of her joggers brushing Sandra’s knee. “We’re not letting Mom near the stove again.”
“I heard that,” Valerie said, one brow raised, a stolen sandwich corner already between her fingers.
“And we let you sing,” Judy added.
Valerie smirked, half-leaning back into her. “Still counts.”
Outside, the light continued its slow move across the wall. Inside, the floor was warm. The food was real. The family finally whole again sat where they belonged.
The grilled cheese was mostly gone now save a few crusts that had been traded off with mock ceremony like rare treasures. The soup bowls sat in easy reach, steam long since faded into the warm midday light slanting through the windows.
Sera leaned gently against Sandra again, her spoon resting on the edge of her bowl, a small twitch still visible in her fingers now and then. Not enough to spill, but enough that Judy’s gaze had caught it.
“You okay, mi cielo?” she asked, voice quiet not worried, not hovering, just there.
Sera nodded and stretched her hand once, shaking it lightly before curling it back around Sandra’s thigh. “Yeah,” she said. “It just feels weird. Like it doesn’t remember how to hold right. But it’s not hurting or anything.”
Valerie’s fingers tapped once on the rim of her bowl, instinctive. “That’s how it started with me too. Little delays.” She glanced over at Sandra with soft understanding. “It’ll pass. The system syncs more each day.”
Sandra nodded slightly, but her eyes stayed on Sera. She shifted, wrapping her arm gently around her wife’s shoulders, the fabric of Sera’s tank top warm against her own skin. “Guess that makes me next, huh?” she said with a dry edge to her smile.
“You’re doing fine,” Judy murmured. “Just means we’ll be handing each other silverware until it all clicks.”
Vicky reached for another piece of grilled cheese and broke it in half, her boot tapping gently against Panam’s. “You all make it sound like learning to dance in molasses.”
Panam snorted. “Better than getting old the natural way. I’ll be hobbling around like a desert grandma while my kid still looks like she walked off a chrome magazine cover.”
Sera’s laugh came easy, pressed back into Sandra’s collarbone. “That sounds like a Panam problem.”
“It is,” Panam said, stabbing her spoon toward the soup. “And don’t think I won’t guilt you about it in ten years when I can’t get out of the car without help.”
Valerie leaned into Judy just a little, their knees brushing beneath the table. “We used to argue about who got the last piece of toast. Now we’re planning who’s gonna pass the utensils in ten years.”
Judy kissed her cheek, right on the freckled curve that still warmed in the sunlight. “Romantic, isn’t it?”
Sandra rolled her eyes, but her smile hadn’t budged. Sera’s fingers had found hers again, rubbed her palm gently as they shifted in rhythm.
Valerie’s fingers didn’t move from the soup spoon, though the steam had started to fade. It curled faintly in the quiet above the table, dissipating into warm air that smelled of browned butter and rosemary. Sunlight stretched longer now across the grain of the reclaimed wood, pooling at the base of Judy’s boot where it met the edge of the woven rug.
“I remember the first time it hit me,” Valerie said, voice low. Steady. The kind that came from having already lived through the other side. “Right after Mikoshi.”
The room stilled, no shift in mood, no dramatic pause, just a small silence that folded naturally around her words.
Panam’s hand slowed where it had been tracing idle circles against her thigh. She looked up from her bowl, eyes narrowing slightly not in doubt, but recognition.
Valerie didn’t lift her gaze. Just brushed her thumb across a familiar ridge in the table’s surface, one Sera had carved too deep with a corner of a spare tool years ago. It had never been sanded out.
“We’d made it out,” she continued. “Should’ve felt like freedom. But I turned to Judy to say something, and the words just… didn’t come. My body stopped listening.”
A chair creaked gently as Judy shifted, close beside her. She reached across the space between them, their knees already touching under the table. Her fingers slid into Valerie’s, no fanfare, just the soft brush of skin warmed by body heat and years of holding.
“She asked if it was okay to see two of me,” Judy said, her voice barely above a breath. “That’s all she said. Why are there two of you?’ Then she collapsed.”
Valerie gave a dry little laugh. “Dramatic, I know.”
Panam shook her head from where she leaned on her palm, eyes softer now. “No. It was terrifying.”
“I didn’t move for hours,” Valerie said. “Panam brought water. Judy toasted marshmallows. We were under the stars. She fed me one, just like we dreamed of in Laguna Bend.”
Judy didn’t say anything at first, just brushed a few strands of red hair from Valerie’s freckled cheek, letting her knuckles linger against her temple, her thumb pausing just under the lobe of her ear.
“You were always meant to come back,” Judy murmured.
Valerie looked toward Sera and Sandra then not with the weight of warning, but the gravity of truth held in full, lived love. The light caught in her eyes, reflecting gold across the lashes.
“There’ll be days that glitch,” she said softly. “When things stutter, or twist, or your own hands stop feeling like yours. But you’ll pull through. Not ‘cause you’re some miracle. Because the people who love you will always reach back.”
The grain of Sandra’s tank top pressed against Sera’s shoulder now, as Sera leaned into her slightly, legs folded beneath her, socked toes just grazing the underside of the table leg. Their wooden bands tapped once as fingers realigned.
Valerie smiled. “We’re Alvarez girls. We don’t go quietly.”
Panam let out a sound that was more snort than laugh, rubbing under her eye with the heel of her palm. “Neither do the Palmer women!”
From the floor where Vicky leaned against the front of the couch, her head tilted back into the edge of Panam’s leg, she added with a smirk, “And we sure as hell don’t stay down.”
The air moved again, not heavier, not light. The kind of air that filled a home where the worst had passed, but the story still lived on. Where the family still chose each other, with every quiet breath.
The soup was all gone in the bowls, but no one had noticed. The couch cushions still held the shape of where they sat close. Judy’s leg rested against Valerie’s, the warmth there as steady as the quiet hum of wind beyond the windows. The curtains shifted just enough to send a beam of sun across the rug, catching in the speckled pattern of crumbs and melted cheese flakes Panam had already grumbled about twice.
Vicky was gathering plates now, stacking them with practiced ease. “Alright, we’ll clean up. You’ve all done enough surviving for the day.”
Panam pushed up from the rug with a grunt. “Just don’t blame me if something ends up back in the fridge unidentifiable.”
“You mean like your mystery casserole?” Judy teased, reaching over to tap the back of Panam’s boot as she passed.
Valerie’s lips curved with the slow bloom of amusement, but she stayed quiet, eyes flicking over to where Sera still sat curled beside Sandra. The younger woman’s shoulders had eased, her posture less guarded now, like the worst of the storm had passed and her body was finally catching up.
Sera shifted slightly, not pulling away from Sandra, just enough to glance toward her moms. “Did you tell Bisabuela I’m awake?”
The question landed softer than expected, no guilt in it, just that thread of need buried under everything.
Judy’s hand stilled against Valerie’s. She met Sera’s gaze, then answered gently. “Not yet.”
Valerie leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. “We figured you’d want to talk to her yourself.”
Sera hesitated, her brows pinching just slightly. “Is she mad?”
Sandra murmured near her ear, “Worried.”
“She always is,” Valerie added, her voice quieter now. “She knew you were still fighting. Every time she called, she asked for both of you.”
Judy’s fingers traced the inside curve of Valerie’s palm. “She knew Sandra was in the Enclave too. Didn’t even flinch when we said it out loud.”
“Of course she didn’t,” Sera whispered. Her smile was faint, but it held. “She’s Bisabuela.”
Valerie leaned back, letting the light touch her freckled cheek as she smiled. “She did say you owe her a very long phone call.”
“And a picture,” Judy added, nudging Valerie. “She keeps demanding proof you’re still the prettiest granddaughter.”
Sera rolled her eyes, but her grin was real now. “That title belongs to Mama. She told me that when I was fourteen, and got my ears pierced.”
Sandra chuckled, reaching for her hand again. “I think she just says that to keep you humble.”
Sera laughed softly, the sound carried by the warm stillness around them. “We should call her.”
Valerie nodded. “Whenever you’re ready, Starshine.”
Sera looked down at their joined hands, wooden bands catching the sunlight between curled fingers. “Now’s good.”
Judy reached for the Holo. “I’ll dial her in.”
Judy angled the Holo in her palm, thumb brushing the edge until the light flickered then caught, steady. The small projection shimmered upward, stabilizing into a soft blue outline before blooming into full clarity: Ainara’s face, framed by her silver-streaked curls, glasses perched low on her nose as always, like she’d just looked up from a book she refused to admit she was still reading.
She squinted for half a second. “¿Bueno?” Then her eyes widened. “Judy? Mija, what time is…?”
“Grams,” Judy said softly, voice already warm, already breaking into a smile. “We’ve got someone here who wants to say hi.”
Valerie shifted just enough to make space. Sera leaned in slowly, the movement still careful not fragile, just conscious. The sunlight from the window caught her red hair, drying now into soft waves from the shower, still a little wild around the edges. She hesitated for a breath. Then leaned closer.
“Hi, Bisabuela,” Sera said.
Ainara froze. Her glasses slipped a little. Then her hand came up to her chest.
“Dios mío.” Her voice broke. “Mi cielo… you look at you. Look at my girl.”
Sera laughed, but it cracked somewhere near the middle. “I’m okay. I’m really okay.”
Judy’s arm stayed curled behind Valerie’s, her thumb grazing the edge of Valerie’s hand as if to anchor the moment. Valerie didn’t speak, just leaned her shoulder into Judy’s, letting her daughter speak.
Ainara’s image leaned forward, close as the light would allow. “When I tell you I prayed over every single candle I could find in this house... And then I heard nothing. You made this old woman wait a month, and now I’m supposed to breathe again?”
Sera sniffed, wiping at one eye, trying to laugh through it. “Sorry.”
“Mhm,” Ainara said. “Sandra, you there too?”
Sandra leaned in from the other side, her hair still tucked behind one ear, brown eyes gentle but tired in that way only the Enclave could make. “I’m here. I missed you.”
“I know you did, mija,” Ainara said softly. “I knew where you were. I knew you'd bring her home.”
Sandra didn’t reply right away, just lowered her gaze slightly. Sera’s hand brushed hers without even looking.
Ainara adjusted her glasses again. “I want a real visit next. None of this projection nonsense. I want hugs. I want to hear your voices echo in my house again.”
“You’ll get them,” Valerie said, finally speaking, her voice low but steady. “Soon.”
Ainara looked toward her with a knowing smile. “You always keep your word.”
Valerie didn’t hesitate. Her voice was quiet, but solid as the floor beneath them. “I do.”
Judy’s fingers brushed hers again, wordless agreement passing between them.
Sera nodded, still brushing her thumb over Sandra’s leg, her voice steadier now. “We’ll come see you. Promise.”
“Then I’ll be waiting,” Ainara said, settling back, her smile lingering. “But not for long. And you take care of each other, hm? That’s what this family does best.”
The call ended a few seconds after, the blue light fading slowly, like warmth slipping from a candle.
Judy leaned back against the couch, arm still draped loosely over Valerie’s lap. “That went better than I thought.”
“She always knows,” Valerie murmured. “Even before we say a word.”
Across from them, Sera had tucked herself into Sandra again, curled under her wife’s arm like the world had finally allowed it. Her breath was calm.
Sera was still curled beside Sandra on the couch, one of her legs tucked up under her, shoulder nestled loosely against her wife’s chest. The cotton of Sandra’s tank brushed her cheek as she leaned back slightly, her fingers trailing idly along the inside of Sandra’s forearm where it rested across her waist. The air still smelled faintly of tomato and browned butter from lunch, settled now beneath the warm scent of clean skin and eucalyptus from the shower.
The window light had shifted, afternoon sun catching in the low grain of the floor and brushing across the top of Judy’s thigh where it pressed gently to Valerie’s. Vicky and Panam were still seated together on the rug nearby, legs tangled comfortably. No one was in a rush to move.
Sera’s voice came quiet half-thought, not heavy. “You know I never got to hear it.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly, her thumb stroking slow along the edge of Sera’s ribs. “Hear what?”
Sera looked toward her moms, her eyes steady on Valerie. “The other song. The one you wrote for Dust Bone. You played Dance Inside the Rain for Mama... but the second one... you were saving it.”
Valerie’s hand, still resting against Judy’s, stilled for just a beat. Her gaze drifted toward the corner of the room where her old acoustic sat leaned against the bookcase, right where she’d left it. The wood was familiar, worn from years of use, the fretboard softened by time. She’d brought it over often during the past month. Played it quietly by the window when no one else was around. Sometimes at night, just in case Sera could hear something even while unconscious.
Judy leaned gently against her. “Might be time.”
Valerie didn’t speak right away. Just nodded once, the motion slow but sure. She stood, her fingers brushing Judy’s knuckles as she let go.
The guitar was cool under her hand, but the weight of it was grounding. She didn’t bother checking the tuning she’d already adjusted it a dozen times the week before. Just lifted the strap over her shoulder, settled on the armrest beside Judy, and let her fingers fall into place.
Her thumb dragged softly down the strings testing tension, feeling where the wood still remembered. The sound was quiet, almost too soft to be heard, but it hummed low through the space like it belonged.
“It was ready,” she said, voice low. “Lyrics, chords… I knew all of it. I just kept changing it. Playing it is different every time. Like it wasn’t done growing yet.”
She glanced up then, her eyes catching Sera’s.
“But I know it,” she added. “Every note.”
Sera gave a small smile, no bravado behind it. Just real. Her fingers curled a little tighter over Sandra’s arm as she leaned her head back, red hair spilling slightly against Sandra’s collarbone.
Sandra wrapped her arms more firmly around her, her chin brushing Sera’s temple. “Play it,” she said softly.
Just as Valerie rose, the soft sound of the faucet clicked off down the hall. A few seconds later, the kitchen door swung open gently, Panam stepped through first, wiping her hands on a towel, followed by Vicky with two empty mugs in one hand.
Panam paused in the threshold, eyes catching the guitar in Valerie’s grip. “Did we miss the start of something?”
“Just in time,” Judy murmured without turning.
Vicky gave a faint smile and nudged Panam toward the rug with her elbow. “C’mon.”
They crossed the space in easy steps, moving like they belonged exactly where they landed. Panam lowered herself onto the rug, stretching out one leg as she leaned back into Vicky’s side. Vicky stayed close, her arm resting lightly across Panam’s shoulder as her gaze settled on Valerie.
No words from either of them now. Just quiet.
Valerie let her fingers strum once more. Then she started to play.
Valerie didn’t speak, just adjusted the strap over her shoulder and shifted her grip on the neck of the guitar. She didn’t need tuning this time. Her fingers already knew where to land. The wood had been warmed by the room, by her body, by weeks of waiting.
The hush that fell wasn’t heavy. Just attentive, and alive.
She looked once across the room at Judy seated near the armrest beside her, at Sera curled back into Sandra’s arms, their legs stretched loosely over the edge of the rug. Panam and Vicky sat together now, cross-legged near the table, their elbows brushing. Everyone had found their shape.
Valerie’s voice came in low, quiet at first unpolished, unperformed. Just steady enough to carry.
“Echo of a distant dream
My voice just wants to scream…”
The first lines hit quiet, but honest. Her voice wasn’t flawless it never was, but it carried that timbre the family knew too well. Like it was built from gravel and sunrise. Like someone who’d lived every word she was singing.
Sera blinked slowly, her hand drifting to the hem of Sandra’s tank. Judy’s fingers tightened just slightly around Valerie’s thigh nothing said, just grounding.
“Feels like I’m breaking
Is my heart still ticking?”
The chords fell slow and steady, Valerie’s right hand dragging gently over the strings. Her thumb ached at the knuckle same place it always did when she played too long, but she barely noticed now.
“I can't breathe
Trapped inside this echo…”
Panam exhaled, barely audible, and glanced at Vicky. The older woman didn’t speak, just reached to rest her hand against Panam’s calf. Valerie’s eyes flicked toward them for a heartbeat then back down.
“To feel alive…
Even once more
To hear her laugh outside this war…”
Sera’s chest hitched slightly, but Sandra was already there, her arms folding more tightly around her. The weight of her head settled beneath Sandra’s jaw. Neither said anything. They didn’t have to.
“Sera’s song, her tiny hand
The warmth I used to understand…”
Valerie’s voice cracked just once. She breathed in through her nose, thumb brushing across the strings again to keep the rhythm soft, measured.
Judy’s arm looped behind her waist.
The light caught her freckled cheek, and she turned slightly toward it, like leaning into memory.
“To feel alive
Not just survive
To stand again in the morning light…”
The guitar’s body hummed against her ribs.
“To be more than what they tried to save
To live for love, not just be brave…”
Sera closed her eyes, a small tremble in her fingers, but Sandra kissed the crown of her red hair and held steady. The two of them, backlit by the long spill of sunlight, looked like something someone had tried to sketch but could never quite finish.
Valerie’s next lines came almost as a whisper.
“I’m buried, yes, but I still fight
To come back whole…”
She didn’t look at anyone now. Just kept her gaze down over the frets, the calluses on her fingertips pressing until they stung.
“If you can hear me, pull me through
I don’t need the world
I just need you…”
Judy’s hand moved up to rest flat against Valerie’s spine, warm even through the thin fabric of her shirt. Valerie shifted her weight slightly into it as the final verse fell into place.
“Let me break, but not divide
Just bring me back
To feel alive…”
The last line stretched hung there, suspended in the soft ache of the chords.
“Still burning…
Still here…
Still trying…
To feel alive.”
She let the last note fade naturally, not cutting it short just letting the room breathe again.
The moment held in that afterglow the hum of strings still vibrating faintly in the body of the guitar, the porch chimes stirred faintly by wind, the scent of grilled cheese still faint in the room.
Sera looked up first. Her eyes were glassed, but dry. “You played it differently.”
Valerie nodded, brushing the back of her hand across her jaw. “It changed.”
Judy leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to her freckled cheek. “So did we.”
For the first time in weeks, the silence didn’t ache.
The last notes lingered like breath held between words, easing into the quiet that followed. Valerie didn’t move right away. Her hand still rested lightly on the neck of the guitar, her thumb brushing once across the wood. The curve of her freckled cheek caught the light as she glanced toward Sera just enough to catch the way her daughter leaned into Sandra, one arm wrapped around her waist like she wasn’t ready to let go yet.
Sera’s gaze lifted slowly. Her voice came out soft, not cracking, not shaken, just full. “That line…”
Valerie’s brow rose gently.
“‘Sera’s song… her tiny hand…’”
Judy’s hand found Valerie’s thigh, grounding. She didn’t speak. Didn’t need to.
Sera’s fingers curled a little tighter into Sandra’s. She glanced down at their wooden rings, then back at Valerie. “When did you write that?”
Valerie set the guitar down across her knees and gave the strings a final sweep with her palm, muting them. Her emerald eyes held steady. “Back in ’78. When the attack happened.” Her voice wasn’t heavy, just open. “I couldn’t move. Couldn’t speak. But I felt you. And your Mama.”
Judy’s hand shifted up to Valerie’s wrist. Her thumb brushed there, slow and sure.
“I don’t remember everything,” Valerie went on, “but your voice, your hand, those were always there. The only thing that made sense.”
Sera didn’t blink. Her chin tucked slightly like she was holding something in place.
“I kept singing that song inside,” Valerie said. “Over and over. Wrote pieces of it on scraps, in the dark. Just to remember what I was coming back for.”
Sera exhaled slowly, like it reached deeper than air. Her voice came quiet again, this time smaller. “I didn’t know…”
Valerie leaned in, elbow on her knee, guitar still across her thighs. “You were never gone,” she said. “Just quiet. I knew you’d find your way back.”
Sera’s lower lip trembled for just a second before Sandra pressed a kiss to her red hair, her hand still steady at her side.
Judy’s voice broke in, soft and sure. “She played it for you while you were under,” she said gently. “Nearly every day. Just her and the chords, sitting right where she is now.”
Sera blinked slowly, then looked at Valerie again. Really looked. “Thank you for singing it,” she said, her voice thick, but not falling. “For holding on.”
Valerie didn’t say anything at first. Just leaned forward and reached her hand out, brushing her fingers along Sera’s knee. “You gave me something to hold onto, Starshine. I just gave it back.”
The room stayed quiet after that, but not empty.
Judy’s hand was still on Valerie’s. Sandra’s cheek rested against Sera’s temple, her other hand curled at her side.
The room hadn’t shifted much, just the light. Afternoon slanted longer now, threading soft across the rug and across the floorboards that had soaked in so many years of footsteps, late nights, and returned warmth. The guitar still rested in Valerie’s lap, but her hands had quieted. Sera leaned back again, letting her shoulder settle against Sandra’s chest, and Sandra's arms instinctively wrapped around her, holding just enough to say she was still there.
Valerie glanced across the room. Judy’s hand was resting on her thigh, fingers brushing slow back and forth like she was still feeling the rhythm of the last chord. She didn’t speak. Didn’t need to. Neither did Vicky, though her hand was resting loosely on Panam’s booted ankle now, thumb drawing idle circles along the leather.
Sera’s voice was quiet, but not small. “You really kept singing it?”
Valerie gave a soft smile. “Not always out loud. Sometimes just in here.” She tapped two fingers to her temple, then her chest. “But yeah. Every day.”
Sera blinked slowly. Her thumb brushed the edge of Sandra’s arm, tracing the soft dip where her wife’s elbow bent around her waist. “I think I heard it. Not like words, just… warmth. It felt like you were holding on.”
“I was,” Valerie said simply. “So was she.”
She looked over at Judy. The kind of look that didn’t ask permission, didn’t need introduction just found her and stayed there.
Panam shifted a bit, arms draped loosely on her knees, voice low but firm. “I don’t know what you Alvarez girls are made of… but I know I’ve never seen anyone burn out and still come back with more fire.”
Vicky smirked softly, tilting her head toward her. “Pretty sure you’ve said that exact line before.”
Panam shrugged. “Doesn’t make it less true.”
Sandra’s hand moved, barely a slow graze of her fingertips across Sera’s neck where the neural slot still faintly glowed. “You did come back,” she whispered.
Sera’s breath caught, then steadied. “You too.”
Valerie’s guitar stayed where it was, cradled against her like a heartbeat she hadn’t let go of, even when the world had come apart. The house held its warmth like it always did like it remembered. The chimes rattled softly outside, and someone’s foot shifted on the rug, just enough to bring them back into now.
Sera shifted slowly, her weight leaning forward off Sandra’s chest. She didn’t let go at first, just rested her palm against Sandra’s thigh, grounding herself for a breath before easing upright.
Her body moved like it was still remembering how. Not stiff, but hesitant. Like the air pressed a little differently against her skin than it used to.
She turned toward the couch, where Valerie still sat, one arm resting along Judy’s shoulder. The light hit her from the window now, catching freckles along her cheek and the softened red of her hair.
“Hey, Mom?”
Valerie glanced over, instantly alert, but not panicked. “Yeah, Starshine?”
Sera’s hand skimmed Sandra’s knee one more time before she stood fully, on the floor, her balance measured. “Think you’d walk with me for a bit? Just around the yard. I could use some air.”
Valerie’s smile didn’t reach for anything extra. Just warmth. Familiar and steady. She stood without needing to ask permission. “You sure?”
Sera gave a small nod. “I need to get my legs working again. Feels like they belong to someone else.”
“Just watch her stride,” Judy murmured behind them, warmth in her voice. “She always starts like she’s thinking then she’ll be halfway to the fence before you blink.”
Valerie chuckled and kissed the top of her head before stepping away. “I’ll keep up.”
The front door gave a soft creak as it opened. Warm air met them not harshly, just that early afternoon kind of dry that smelled faintly of cedar and sun-warmed dirt. The porch boards flexed slightly beneath their steps.
Outside, the breeze moved through the trees slowly and steady, brushing the tall grass in waves. The chimes on the eaves clinked gently, soft and out of rhythm, like the world hadn’t quite remembered its own tempo yet.
Sera stepped down onto the yard, the familiar patchy mix of grass and dirt underfoot. She stretched a little, enough to feel the pull in her calves, the tremor in her left thigh she didn’t bother hiding.
Valerie didn’t rush her. She just walked beside her, hands tucked into her pockets, the light catching on her gold wedding ring as it shifted.
They moved along the edge of the house, where the old planter box Sera built still sat uneven, a small jade succulent fighting to bloom despite the heat. The breeze caught a corner of Valerie’s shirt and tugged it sideways across her ribs. Neither of them spoke for the first few steps.
Sera broke the quiet first. “The song…” She paused, watching the dirt trail at her feet as it curved around the side of the house. “It hit harder than I thought it would.”
Valerie let out a soft breath. “It hit me harder playing it.”
They kept walking.
“Felt like it reached somewhere I forgot I needed to feel,” Sera said. “Not just grief, but like home. Like I finally heard what coming back sounds like.”
Valerie’s voice stayed even. “I used to play it for you while you were out. Every night. It changed a little each time. Like it was waiting for you.”
Sera smiled faintly. “I think I heard it. Somewhere. I don’t remember clearly but… the melody feels like it was already inside me.”
They reached the edge of the grass, where the old stump sat half-buried in weeds, and the fence leaned like it might give up eventually.
Sera stopped. “Thanks for walking with me.”
Valerie brushed a strand of hair off Sera’s temple. “You never had to ask.”
The air outside still held the warmth of early afternoon, soft and golden, filtering down in streaks through the trees behind the house. The gravel path gave just enough under their boots to feel it not stiff, not loose, just that gentle crunch of real ground beneath their steps.
Valerie kept her arm wrapped steady around Sera’s shoulders, her gait slow to match her daughter’s. Sera leaned in without needing to be asked, her balance still finding its rhythm, but her weight was real and present. Valerie adjusted her grip slightly to make sure it held.
“Seeing you lie in that bed…” Valerie’s voice came quieter than usual, the kind that barely brushed the wind. “It made me feel the most hopeless I’ve ever felt. And that includes having Johnny hijack my body back in the day, so that says a lot.”
Sera huffed, a crooked smile tugging at the edge of her mouth. “Are you trying to comfort me or make me laugh?”
Valerie shrugged, eyes forward. “Maybe both.”
They walked a little farther. A jay cawed once from a branch above, then went quiet again.
“I just kept thinking,” Valerie said after a breath, “the world doesn’t give a damn about women like us. If we hadn’t chosen this life together we’d have burned out like all the others who had to survive it alone.”
Sera eased her weight more fully against her mom, her head brushing against the side of Valerie’s shoulder as she breathed in deep.
“Sindy always tried her best,” she murmured. “Even when we had nothing, she’d hand me a snack and say, never stop dreaming, Sera. Like it mattered.”
Valerie’s fingers rubbed gently at her shoulder, steady. “Your mother was one of the good ones,” she said softly. “I wish I could’ve known her.”
Sera nodded, but her eyes were distant.
“She was,” she said. “But nobody saw her like a person. She had ambitions. Things she wanted. But I always saw this sadness in her. Like the world already decided what she was allowed to be. I never fully understood what it meant, what she did. I just knew… she hurt. But she still loved me.”
Valerie’s hand paused for a second, then gave a gentle squeeze. “You don’t have to talk if it hurts, Starshine.”
“I’m okay,” Sera said, voice steady but not guarded. “It’s just what you said, Mom. About how people don’t give the ones who matter a chance. I remember one time… we were just trying to enjoy slushies. The Iron Bulls walked up, started threatening Mama. Told her she’d better ‘warm their bed good tonight.’ I didn’t get it. I just knew it was wrong. That they treated her like that. Treated us like that.”
Valerie let out a slow breath. “I remember what you did.”
She bumped her gently. “You stood up, little hands shaking, holding Mother's Pride like it weighed more than you. Told 'em: Don’t you talk to my Mama that way. Iron Bulls weren’t ready for the wrath of a thirteen-year-old Alvarez badass.”
Sera laughed softly through her nose, but her eyes stayed glassy.
“We can’t fix the whole damn world,” Valerie said. “But we sure as hell fought to build something better. And when I saw you there, unconscious, I couldn’t stop thinking after everything you’ve done to lift up this family, this clan… we almost lost the brightest damn light we had.”
Sera’s hand tightened a little at her side.
“I just wanted Sandra to have her shot at that better life,” she said. “That’s all I thought about when I saw that glint up on the ridge. I didn’t even think. I just moved.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head, slow, letting her lips linger against the strands of Sera’s red hair still damp in places from the morning shower. “You two were meant for each other,” she murmured. “Same way me and Mama are. We all took the worst the world could throw at us, and now we get to live on our own damn terms.”
Sera nodded into her shoulder. “Even so… we still choose to help everyone who needs it. So maybe they don’t have to go through what we did.”
“Damn right,” Valerie said. “That’s what makes all the sacrifice worth it. Being your mom means everything to me. And I’m just so damn grateful I can still hold you like this.”
Sera’s eyes shimmered just a little as she looked up at her. “Thanks for giving me a chance, and never giving up on me. I love you, Mom.”
Valerie smiled, that old glint still hiding in the corner of her emerald eyes. “Love you too, Starshine.”
They didn’t say much else after that. The path curved gently back toward the house, the scent of sun-warmed pine starting to settle around them. Their footsteps matched pace again, slow and steady. No need to rush.
The afternoon light spilled low across the gravel, warming the side of Sera and Sandra’s rig where it sat just outside the garage, its matte panels catching the sun like half-remembered heat. Valerie and Sera rounded the corner slowly, their steps easing back into the rhythm of the world. Still close, still present.
Inside the cab, the dashboard flickered to life with a pulse of blue.
Screwbie’s voice came sharp and dry through the speaker.
“Snack Thief, you are alive! I thought you and Gear Gremlin had forsaken me.”
Sera smiled, leaning slightly on the fender. “Aww, did you miss me, Screwbie?”
“I do not miss,” he replied with mechanical indignation. “I simply wait in loneliness until someone remembers I exist.”
Valerie gave the hood a gentle tap, the metal warm beneath her palm. “How you holding up, Screwbie?”
There was a pause, then a familiar tone laced with programmed sarcasm.
“Parental unit Valerie shows signs of caring. I am touched.”
Sera chuckled. “Me and Sandra have been sick, but we’re better now. It’s good to hear your voice, Screwbie.”
“Affection from Snack Thief. How quaint.”
She smirked, brushing her palm against the side mirror. “You’re lucky I’m in a good mood, rust bucket.”
“I am not a rust bucket. I am the epitome of Nomadic flair.”
Valerie grinned. “Truly a work of art, Screwbie.”
“At least someone appreciates me.”
Sera leaned in close, her voice playful. “I guess that new body me and Sandra were building before we got sick is going to someone else, then.”
Silence. Then, almost reverently:
“Is the new body capable of hugs?”
Sera laughed, lips curling. “As long as you don’t crush anyone while hugging them.”
Valerie burst out. “We should send him after Panam. See how she likes surprise hugs.”
“When do I receive this body for hugs?”
Sera tapped the hood affectionately. “The framework’s built. Still needs some finishing, but you’ll get there.”
“I await the day… for hugs.”
Valerie slipped open the rig’s door, reached in, and gently unplugged Screwbie’s core, the cooling hum fading out with a faint digital sigh.
“You could’ve taken me inside this whole time!?” came the last offended squawk before the core disconnected.
Valerie smirked. “Sorry. Been kind of busy.”
Sera shook her head, amused. “You better not take over the toaster again.”
Silence followed. The kind that said guilt… or planning.
Valerie cradled the core as they turned toward the house, closing the door, and stepping back up the little front porch.
Sera leaned into her shoulder slightly. “Didn’t realize how much I needed that walk.”
Valerie smiled, her fingers brushing Sera’s back. The doorknob clicked beneath her hand, wood creaking faintly as they stepped into the foyer’s soft light. Inside, the air smelled faintly of grilled cheese, eucalyptus, and something else that felt like home.
The door eased shut behind them with a soft click, the afternoon light dimming just a touch as Valerie and Sera stepped back inside. The floor was warm, sun-striped from the tall living room windows that poured gold across the wood grain and into the folds of the couch.
Screwbie’s core sat humming faintly in Valerie’s hand, his outer casing still warm from the rig. She crossed the room and knelt near the entertainment shelf tucked under the mounted TV, brushing aside an old drawing Sera had taped there long ago, some half-mech, half-animal hybrid labeled Screwbie v1.0. Valerie smiled to herself and clicked the core into its small charging port nestled between a stack of vinyl and a worn Clan Alvarez data drive.
The system beeped once.
Then, Screwbie’s voice, softer now, filtered through the speaker in his dock.
“Ah. Contained, but content. Thank you, parental unit.”
Sera gave a quiet laugh as she lowered herself carefully onto the edge of the couch, Sandra already reaching out to steady her with a palm at her lower back. Her muscles were still stiff, but the walk had helped. It showed in her shoulders, no longer hunched from fatigue, just a little more aligned. A little more awake.
Judy was already watching from her place at the corner of the couch, one leg folded beneath her, a light smudge of eyeliner under her right eye that hadn’t been there before lunch probably from rubbing at something emotional without realizing it.
She tilted her head slightly, those dark brown eyes warm.
“How was it, mi cielo? Get enough air?”
Sera gave a soft exhale, resting back against Sandra’s arm. “Yeah. The world’s still out there.”
Valerie settled beside Judy, letting her weight sink slowly into the cushion, her hand instinctively brushing against Judy’s as it always did reassurance in the smallest movement. Judy turned her hand up and curled her fingers through Valerie’s.
Vicky leaned forward from the armchair, elbows on knees, her hazel eyes sharp but relaxed now. “Screwbie say anything poetic?”
“He’s counting the days until he gets his hug body,” Sera said.
“That poor toaster’s gonna kill us all,” Panam muttered, but her smile betrayed the worry that had finally started to thaw from behind her usual edge. She nudged Vicky’s ankle with her boot.
Across the room, the porch chimes gave a single soft clang just enough to remind them the door had closed, the house was full again, and the quiet that followed wasn’t empty.
Valerie settled in beside Judy again, the cushions shifting beneath her weight. The faint warmth still lingered on Judy’s side where their hands met earlier, that small shared gravity pulling back into place like it never left. Outside, the wind moved through the trees just past the porch, the barest rustle trailing through the open window above the couch.
Sera leaned further into Sandra now, her weight relaxed, not limp just finally grounded. Sandra’s hand had settled at her side without thought, the way it always did when Sera needed anchoring. One of her fingers tapped lightly against the seam of Sera’s joggers, the rhythm slow, familiar.
Judy didn’t say anything at first. Her eyes moved across her daughter’s face tracking more than just expression. There was something in the way Sera’s shoulders moved when she breathed, the way she shifted with care, like every part of her was still recalibrating. Judy’s hand stayed threaded in Valerie’s, but her gaze lingered.
She let out a breath, quiet. “You’re doing better than I did, you know.”
Sera looked up, curious. “You mean…?”
Judy gave a small nod. “When I made the choice. A couple months ago. Your mom held me together through more than I want to admit.”
Valerie glanced over, her smile soft, a little crooked. “She kept asking me if her teeth felt too perfect.”
Sera laughed under her breath, and Sandra kissed her temple.
Judy shook her head. “Everything feels sharper. Not just in your head your skin, your muscles, the light. It’s a lot to adapt to. You’re doing good, mi cielo.”
Sera blinked slowly. “Still feels like I’m waking up.”
“You are,” Valerie said. “That’s okay.”
Panam stepped forward from where she’d been leaning against the arm of Vicky’s chair, brushing a hand back through her hair. “Just don’t try to spar anyone until your legs stop tripping over themselves.”
“I was gonna volunteer,” Vicky muttered. “But the last time she sparred me, I had a limp for a week.”
“That was with a mop handle,” Sandra said helpfully.
Screwbie, from his dock, chimed in: “I have video footage.”
“No, you don’t,” Sera warned.
“I have regrets then,” Screwbie clarified.
The room eased into soft laughter again. Judy gave Valerie’s hand a light squeeze, thumb brushing over the edge of her knuckle. Outside, the porch chimes gave a low rattle, the sun starting to dip just enough to stretch the shadows against the far wall.
The wind tapped faint against the glass again barely a sound. Just enough to ripple the light stretched across the floor. Valerie let her fingers trace along Judy’s for a moment longer, then rested their joined hands on her leg. The warmth there had always steadied her more than anything else.
Panam shifted, her arms folding across her chest as she leaned her weight into the edge of the wall behind the chair. Her voice came out quiet, but directly tired in the way people get when they’ve been holding their worry too long.
“How the hell are you even functional right now?”
Valerie blinked once and turned toward her, brow tilting.
Panam kept her gaze steady. “You helped Judy when she could barely move. You’ve been running the Clan keeping tabs on Dante, on Killjoy, on the whole damn outpost network. And on top of all that… you’ve been here. With Sera. Every day. Watching. Waiting. Barely sleeping.”
There wasn’t anger in it. Just awe. And something rough underneath, like it had taken her a while to get the words out.
Valerie shrugged slowly, breath easing through her nose. “Didn’t feel like a choice, Sister.”
Panam nodded. “I know. That’s what scares me.”
She pushed off the wall and came closer, crossing behind the couch to crouch beside Valerie. Her knee brushed the side of Valerie’s boot, close enough to close the distance they never really said out loud. One hand settled lightly on Valerie’s shoulder.
“I watched you carry all of us through the Snake War,” Panam said. “I watched you bleed for us. But this…” her voice softened, “...this was different. You didn’t just fight. You held everything together when we didn’t even know how.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her eyes dropped to the floor, then drifted over toward the edge of the room where Sera’s sketchbook still lay on the table, its corner slightly curled from use. The same one Valerie had opened every night, just to feel like her daughter’s voice still lived somewhere in the air.
She exhaled slowly. “I think I just… couldn’t let it fall apart. Not after everything we built. Not after how hard she fought to get here.”
Judy’s hand shifted again in hers, the smallest movement. A reminder.
Panam smiled faintly, tired but proud. “Are you ever gonna let someone else take the wheel for a while?”
Valerie lifted an eyebrow. “Are you volunteering?”
Panam smirked. “You’d hate how I drive.”
“That’s fair,” Valerie said.
Then Panam leaned in and touched her forehead gently to Valerie’s temple, the way she used to during missions gone sideways quiet, not a hug, not a goodbye. Just presence. Just I’m here.
“I see you,” she said.
Valerie’s voice came back barely a whisper. “I know.”
For a breath, the room didn’t need anything else.
Just the stillness. The sunlight. And the bond they’d chosen, not inherited.
Sera’s fingers played absently with the edge of the blanket draped across her lap. The light from the window had shifted again, warming the tips of her knuckles where they rested against Sandra’s leg. She didn’t look up right away, not at Valerie, not at anyone. Just traced a loose thread with the pad of her thumb.
Then she spoke, voice low, but steady.
“We talked this morning. Me and Sandra.”
Sandra turned slightly, her arm tightening gently around her wife’s waist. No need to clarify she already knew where this was going.
“I told her…” Sera paused, breath shallow for a moment, then steadied. “I think I’m ready to step back.”
The words didn’t fall hard, but they hit the air like something real. A weight finally set down.
Valerie straightened slightly, eyes catching Sera’s across the short space between them. She didn’t interrupt.
Sera’s gaze lifted just enough to meet her moms’. “I’ve been holding this tight for so long. All of it. The ops. The routes. The calls. Everyone looked at me like I had the answers.”
She glanced at Panam. “I don’t regret it. Any of it. I’d do it all again.”
“But I think… I want to live the life we fought for. Not just protect it.”
The room held still not frozen, not tense. Just quiet in that way family gets when something big is said but understood.
Sandra shifted just enough to lean into Sera, her cheek brushing her temple. “We’ve got more to build,” she said softly. “And this time… maybe not with armor.”
Judy smiled faintly from her place beside Valerie, one hand still threaded through her wife’s. “You don’t owe anyone a battlefield, mi cielo. You gave them a future.”
Vicky leaned back against the arm of the chair, one arm hooked lazily over Panam’s knee. “And the Clan’s strong now. Killjoy, Dante, Jen they’ve got it. You built something that can stand without burning you out.”
Sera’s voice dropped again. “I don’t want to disappear from it. I just want to breathe.”
Valerie finally spoke, her voice quiet but full. “Then breathe, Starshine.”
She reached forward, brushing a bit of red hair from Sera’s brow, letting her hand rest just long enough. “You earned that right ten times over.”
Outside, the wind pressed gently against the side of the house. The porch chimes stirred once more faintly, almost like a sigh.
Sandra gave Sera a squeeze. “Besides, we’ve got a half-built art center and a long list of paint orders you promised to fill.”
Sera smiled, a little crooked. “Guess I better start stretching again.”
“You are not painting the whole damn mural tomorrow,” Judy muttered.
Sera laughed. “No promises.”
The light through the window caught the edge of her profile, bright against the mess of curls she still hadn’t fully brushed through. The world was still turning, but slower now. Quieter, and for once, it didn’t feel like anyone had to chase it.
They were home, and something new was finally beginning.
The chimes outside settled again, the wind quieting to a soft rustle against the siding. The house held that kind of silence only warmth could make cushioned, never hollow. The kind of quiet where big things could be said, and no one had to flinch from them.
Valerie let her hand linger on Sera’s knee a second longer, her freckled thumb brushing a faint crease in the cotton. Then she nodded, quiet but resolute. “We’ll let the Clan know when you’re ready. No pressure, no sendoff speech. Just... the truth.”
Sera’s eyes softened. “Thanks, Mom.”
“They’ll understand,” Valerie added, leaning back slowly against the couch. “You earned this life, Starshine. Every bit of it.”
Judy’s fingers played lightly with Valerie’s wedding band absent, thoughtful. She tilted her head toward her wife, her voice easy but edged with meaning. “And maybe it’s time we think about doing the same.”
Valerie blinked. “What do you mean?”
Judy offered the barest of smirks. “You’ve been holding everything together again for months. Me too. But the fight’s calmed. Killjoy’s doing fine at Highland. Dante hasn’t called us in a week, which has to be a record.”
“I promised them I’d always stand beside the Clan,” Valerie said, her voice low, steady, but not defensive. “That I wouldn’t just vanish when things got quiet.”
“You promised we’d always stand with the Clan.” Judy squeezed her hand gently. “You didn’t promise to bleed for them every week for the rest of forever.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She just looked down at their joined hands, her freckled knuckles, Judy’s fingers. All those years building something together. Keeping the light going.
From the couch across, Sandra shifted slightly, drawing Sera closer with one arm, her voice soft but clear. “You know, we’ve got the art part of the center covered.”
Sera gave a lopsided grin. “Could still use someone for the music side.”
Judy raised her brows. “Bet the kids’d lose it if they found out Valerie Alvarez was teaching them power chords.”
Valerie gave a breath of something almost like a laugh, but it caught halfway. “You want me to go from fighting wars to guitar class?”
“Don’t worry,” Sandra said. “We’ll make you a cool badge. Maybe even laminate it.”
Panam smirked from her spot on the floor, stretching out her legs and leaning back on her elbows. “Better than another damn council meeting.”
Vicky chuckled, her chin resting lightly against Panam’s shoulder. “You’d be perfect for it. You always said music was the thing that made you feel real.”
Valerie glanced toward the old acoustic, still leaning in the corner. It hadn’t been returned to its case yet. Her gaze lingered.
“Maybe,” she said finally. “If it means less paperwork.”
“You say that like Jen won’t still send you weekly status reports,” Judy murmured.
“She will,” Valerie sighed. “She definitely will.”
But she was smiling now. Just a little.
Sandra grinned. “We’ll start building out the soundproof room. You handle the playlist.”
The light had shifted again to gold now, pooling softer in the creases of the couch. Sera rested her head against Sandra’s shoulder and closed her eyes, not from exhaustion but peace. Valerie leaned into Judy, her hand still clasped gently between them, the other brushing the faint edge of her wife’s shoulder lotus tattoo.
Judy’s hand was still tangled with Valerie’s when the tease came, soft but unmistakable.
“So,” Valerie murmured, lips brushing close to Judy’s ear, “are you just gonna sit there editing your movies while the kids are out sticking who-knows-what in my hair?”
Judy leaned back just enough to glance up, one brow raised over those dark brown eyes, the faintest glimmer playing in her smirk. “What, you think I won’t film it? ‘The Evolution of Nomadic Nesting Hairdos’ coming soon to a projector near you.”
Valerie gave a low laugh, fingers ghosting through her own hair as if preemptively searching for glitter or twigs. “You better not. You’re the one who gave them access to the props trunk last christmas.”
Judy shifted, tucking one leg beneath her, the motion brushing her calf against Valerie’s. “They needed something to do while you were off playing heartstrings with your six-string.”
Sandra looked up from where she was tracing the curve of Sera’s hand. “You’re still working on the movie?”
Judy nodded, the weight of it subtle but present. “Yeah. It’s… coming along. ‘More Than Skin Deep’ might actually mean something this time.”
Vicky, curled against Panam with her arms folded, gave a quiet nod. “It already does. You’ve got a story worth telling.”
Judy shrugged one shoulder, but her gaze lingered on Valerie a little longer than necessary like she wasn’t just thinking about the project. Like maybe this was the chapter she didn’t want to rush.
Panam stretched her legs out across the rug, one boot thudding gently against the side of the coffee table. “Just make sure I don’t look like a grumpy old scout leader in it.”
“You are a grumpy old scout leader,” Sera muttered, too quietly for it to be anything but deliberate.
Valerie chuckled, brushing a freckled knuckle along the edge of Judy’s jaw. “Guess that means you’re gonna need a co-director, babe. Someone who can keep the artistic chaos in check.”
Judy kissed the pad of her thumb. “Only if I get the final cut.”
Across the room, the light shifted again subtle, warm. A breeze moved against the porch screens. And for the first time in weeks, no one had to be anywhere else.
Vicky’s gaze wandered across the room, then settled with a knowing smile on the pair nestled into the far corner of the couch Sandra’s arm still loosely draped around Sera’s middle, their bodies angled toward each other without needing to think about it.
“How is it,” Vicky said, her voice light but laced with affection, “you two were out for a month, came back this morning, and already full of fire to take on the world again?”
Sandra gave a slow shrug, but didn’t move much; her chin still rested near Sera’s temple. “Pretty sure we were already scheming before breakfast.”
Sera tilted her head just slightly, the gesture lazy, half-grin forming as she looked up at Vicky. “What can I say? Turns out love and soup are great recovery tools.”
“Especially the grilled cheese,” Sandra added, deadpan.
Panam let out a quiet huff of laughter from her spot on the rug. “God help us if we’d made waffles. You’d be launching a political campaign by now.”
Valerie leaned her shoulder into Judy’s. “Better waffles than plasma rifles.”
“Speak for yourself,” Judy said, lips tugging at the corner. “I’ve seen what those two can do with a paintbrush and a soldering iron. Waffles might be safer.”
Sera shifted, pressing back just enough to feel Sandra’s arm curl firmer around her waist, grounding. “We just… didn’t want to waste the day.”
Vicky’s smile softened. She nodded once, slow. “Didn’t waste a damn thing, sweetheart.”
The silence that followed wasn’t empty; it hummed beneath the surface. The afternoon light caught on the edge of Sandra’s bracelet, and the wind outside stirred just enough to set the porch chimes moving again. Small sounds, like breath through memory. Like the world making room.
Panam’s boot nudged lightly at the edge of the coffee table as she leaned back, arms folded behind her head, grinning toward the couch like she was watching a rerun she already knew the ending to.
“I can see it now,” she said, eyes gleaming. “Kids hanging off Valerie, ignoring every word she says. Judy walks in, arms folded, gives that stare… and bam suddenly the little hellions are lining up for snack time like perfect angels.”
Sera gasped, dramatic. “No. Not the power of The Look.”
Sandra nearly snorted into her shoulder, trying and failing to hide it behind a hand.
Judy laughed, low and full in her chest. “You better not start that again.”
She turned her head slowly exaggerated, almost theatrical, and fixed Valerie with the full force of The Look.
Eyebrow up. No smile. Stern and sharp as ever.
“That goes for you especially.”
Valerie threw her hands up with a grin that was far too innocent to be believable. “Hey, I’ve been good all day.”
“Uh huh,” Judy said, holding the gaze a beat longer before finally letting the corner of her mouth twitch upward. “Like that’s ever worked as a defense.”
“I’m just saying…” Valerie started, only to be cut off by Sera slipping in with a grin of her own.
“She used that look on me and Mom when we came home covered in paint that one time. Neither of us dared speak for like ten minutes.”
Judy rolled her eyes. “That was my favorite jacket.”
“It was watercolor!” Valerie defended, laughing now. “It washed out.”
“Not the point,” Judy said, though her voice had already softened into amusement. “That look kept both of you from turning the garage into a Jackson Pollock exhibit.”
Panam let out a low whistle. “Damn. And here I thought Vicky’s death glare was the peak of intimidation.”
Vicky, lounging just to her left, gave a dry smile. “Only works if they’re already scared of you. Judy’s works on pure guilt.”
Across the room, the wind shifted again outside the tall windows, stirring the curtains just enough to let another patch of sunlight stretch across the wood floor. The house seemed to settle with them warm and full. .
Just family, laughter, and the subtle, unbreakable power of The Look.
Judy didn’t drop the look right away, not completely. But the edge of it softened, and in that space between Valerie’s raised hands and her teasing grin, she saw it.
The exhaustion.
Not loud, not slumped. But there, quietly threaded through the emerald of Valerie’s eyes like the echo of too many days strung together. Judy could feel it more than see it through the relay, where signals didn’t lie. A small flutter of fatigue tucked beneath the usual steady rhythm. Valerie was still pushing, still holding herself upright for everyone else.
Always for everyone else.
Judy’s hand came up slowly, brushing her thumb along Valerie’s freckled cheek. The skin was warm under her touch, sunlit still from the earlier walk. She leaned in a little, her voice quieter now, not for secrecy but for closeness.
“Are you sure you’re okay, mi amor?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her smile stayed, but it faltered at the edges not from guilt or surprise. Just from being seen. Really seen.
Her hand found Judy’s, fingers curling over it, grounding there for a beat longer than necessary. She let out a soft breath, the kind she didn’t always realize she’d been holding.
“I’m okay,” she said finally, low. “Just… haven’t let it settle yet.”
Judy nodded gently, their foreheads almost brushing now. “Then let it settle.”
For a moment, that was all they needed. No warnings, no big declarations. Just the weight of the day held quietly between two people who knew how to carry each other.
The warmth of the room had shifted not heavier, just slower. That quiet kind of afternoon where the sun no longer streamed in golden streaks, but settled soft against the furniture, diffused through the upper windows. Faint shadows played across the walls, dancing just slightly from the movement of the porch chimes outside.
Sera had stopped speaking a little while ago. Her head leaned more fully against Sandra’s shoulder now, fingers still loosely curled where they rested over her wife's arm. Her breath had evened out, not deep yet but close. One more blink, and she might be there.
Sandra didn’t move. She adjusted her hand slightly, just enough to cradle Sera’s wrist better, thumb brushing idly along the inside of her forearm. The light caught the side of her face, softening the freckles there, the curve of her jaw.
Valerie saw it happen not just the sleep, but the ease. The way Sera’s body stopped fighting itself. That last bit of coiled tension she hadn’t even realized she’d been carrying slid out of her.
Her own shoulders slackened.
She didn’t speak. Just reached across to rest her fingers briefly against Sera’s ankle, then let them fall away.
Judy had noticed. She always did.
Her hand was already resting against Valerie’s thigh, thumb moving in small, slow circles. She looked over, something gentle in her eyes. Not asking. Just letting the moment be what it was.
Valerie breathed out, leaned in.
Her weight shifted against Judy’s side, forehead resting lightly against her temple. Her eyes closed, lashes brushing her freckled cheek as the breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding slipped out.
Judy’s arm came up around her instinctively. She tilted just enough to support Valerie’s body, thumb finding its familiar rhythm along her upper arm, tracing the seam of the jacket she still hadn’t bothered to take off. Her own breathing stayed slow, even, as if setting tempo for both of them.
Panam and Vicky had gone quiet too. One of them had curled up near the edge of the rug, fingers absently brushing through the fringe. The air held that particular weight of family, not silence, not sleep. Just peace.
Screwbie’s charging dock blinked quietly in the corner.
Outside, the last of the sun slipped lower behind the pines. The house didn’t feel like it had to prepare for anything.
The sun had shifted west, long past the windows now. What light remained filtered in dusky blue and soft gray, painting the wood floors in cool tones. The air inside had gone quiet but full, the way it always did when the house was breathing in rhythm with the people inside it.
Sera stirred first.
Not all at once. Just a small shift her brow creasing faintly as her hand flexed where it still rested against Sandra’s arm. The weight of sleep had held her steady for a while, body tucked just enough to draw warmth from the space around her. But now her shoulder twitched, then again. She blinked once, slowly, lashes catching the low light.
Her neck ached a little from the angle, but it was a good kind of ache earned, not forced. She didn’t speak yet. Just let her eyes adjust. The couch had shifted under her slightly Sandra must’ve eased more weight into the cushions sometime during their nap. Across from them, Judy sat reclined with Valerie half-curled against her, Valerie’s legs stretched out now, one hand limp where it had slid off Judy’s knee.
Judy noticed the movement.
She didn’t speak either, just met Sera’s gaze with that same quiet softness she always saved for these moments, the ones where nothing needed fixing. Only noticing. Only care.
Sandra’s arms flexed lightly around her. Not waking yet, just responding to motion. Sera tilted her head a little more to press back into her wife’s chest, hair mussed slightly against the fabric of Sandra’s tank. She could hear the faint hum of her breathing, steady, unbroken.
A small smile touched Sera’s lips.
Then came the creak of wood Panam’s boot shifting slightly as she stood from where she’d slouched near the edge of the rug. She didn’t say anything, just stretched her arms up over her head with a small grunt. A bone cracked faintly in her shoulder.
“Tell me that’s not your joints already,” Vicky murmured, still curled with her knees tucked under her on the other side of the room.
“I’m old,” Panam said, rubbing her neck. “Leave me alone.”
Sera snorted softly. It was enough to make Valerie stir.
She didn’t sit up yet just shifted her weight against Judy, brow furrowed slightly as her body reminded her that naps on couches weren’t exactly ergonomic, even for someone who technically couldn’t age. She groaned faintly.
Judy kissed her temple. “Told you not to pretend you were comfortable.”
“Worth it,” Valerie muttered, voice hoarse with sleep.
Sera stretched her legs slowly, one foot brushing Sandra’s shin beneath the blanket that had been draped over them at some point. She didn’t remember when. Probably Vicky, or Judy.
Outside, the porch lights had clicked on casting amber onto the steps beyond the window. The trees swayed gently, darker now against the deepening sky. Somewhere in the kitchen, the old clock ticked.
The blanket slipped as Sera stretched again, fingers flexing open then curling closed. She blinked slowly, then looked around at all of them half-stirred, scattered across the room like a half-finished painting. Her voice came out low, but amused.
“…how long were we out?”
“Couple hours,” Panam said, brushing something from her sleeve. “You were snoring. It was charming.”
“I don’t snore,” Sera muttered.
Sandra murmured against her shoulder, “You really do, Firebird. It’s cute.”
Sera shot her a look, but there wasn’t any heat behind it.
Valerie rubbed at her eyes with the heel of her hand, then stretched her arm behind Judy along the back of the couch. “We probably shouldn’t sleep much more or none of us’ll be tired tonight.”
“We could stretch.” Vicky nudged Panam with her foot. “I vote charades. Something fun. Light.”
Panam groaned. “Only if I don’t have to mime anything that involves jazz hands.”
“Then you better pray Judy doesn’t pick musicals,” Valerie said, her grin crooked as she leaned into her wife. “She’s got an entire category.”
Judy tilted her head, already feigning innocence. “I’m not saying I was ready for this… but I do keep a backup list.”
Sandra laughed, sitting up a little straighter, her hands absently smoothing down the cotton of her joggers. “That’s not surprising.”
Sera stretched once more, then pushed herself up, joints cracking faintly. She winced. “Okay. You win. Let’s move around before I calcify.”
Valerie stood and offered a hand, which Sera took without hesitation. “Don’t worry. I’ll carry your team.”
Sera raised an eyebrow at Sandra, who’d casually taken the spot beside her and crossed her arms with a small smirk.
“You’re on my team?” Sera asked.
Sandra leaned in just enough to brush her shoulder. “Nope,” she said, eyes playful. “I’m just confident.”
Sera rolled her eyes, but the smile broke through anyway.
From the wall speaker by the entertainment shelf, Screwbie’s voice buzzed in, dry and sudden.
“Initiating Team Confidence: Probability of success low. The probability of chaos is very high.”
Panam snorted. “Guess we’re playing.”
Vicky stood, brushing invisible lint from her pants. “Teams?”
“Random draw,” Judy said, already rifling through the decorative bowl on the shelf for old index cards and a pen. “Everyone gets a name. Screwbie, you’re on commentary.”
“I accept this noble burden,” he replied, with his usual smug vibrato.
Sera stepped toward the rug, her body still a little stiff but no longer trembling. The walk helped. So did the nap. She moved with the kind of quiet rhythm that came not from energy, but peace.
As the teams were pulled together and someone pushed the couch slightly to make space in the center, the house shifted again not in silence, not in weight. Just into another kind of warmth. Laughter waiting in the folds of the moment. Soft light catching in the freckle-scattered edge of Valerie’s cheek as she smirked at the ridiculousness already forming. Sandra stretched her arms overhead, smiling in that quiet way she always did before a challenge. Judy giving Sera a nod that wasn’t just encouragement, it was pride.
Screwbie hummed again from the wall, tone impossibly smug.
“Let the record show: my predictions are always correct.”
Valerie shook her head. “Screwbie, you’ve never been right once.”
“Incorrect. I once predicted Panam would insult me within five seconds of conversation.”
Panam rolled her eyes. “Yeah, and I stand by it.”
As the first sticky note was drawn and the game began, the house didn’t feel like it was holding its breath anymore.
It was laughing with them.
The first card was drawn with a ceremonial flair that didn’t quite match the cheap notepad it had been scribbled on, but the moment still held a sort of quiet anticipation. The low table had been cleared, couch cushions scooted forward just a bit, and the lights dimmed with a soft hue from the lamp behind the TV. The evening had folded around them gently cooler now, with the windows cracked just enough to let the breeze tug faintly at the edges of the curtains.
Valerie stretched her arms with a mild groan, still stiff from the nap but shaking it off as she moved to stand in the center of their makeshift playing space. “Alright,” she said, voice warm, a playful lilt behind it. “Guess we’re doing this.”
Judy gave her an encouraging nudge from where she sat curled into the far side of the couch, half-shielded by a throw blanket that had somehow migrated over her legs. “Show us what you got, Guapa.”
Screwbie’s voice piped up from his dock, filtered through his usual sarcastic monotone. “My optical sensors predict failure within sixty seconds.”
“Encouraging as always,” Valerie muttered, tossing a look over her shoulder at the dock. “You wanna play, you better be ready to back it up, toaster.”
Sera giggled, tucked close to Sandra on the rug. Her legs were drawn under her, hair a tousled red halo around her shoulders. She looked alert now, maybe not fully recharged, but lighter. “Okay, but seriously no weapons. I’m not guessing Last Ride again.”
“I was doing a lasso motion!” Valerie protested.
“You were doing interpretive trauma,” Sandra said, trying not to laugh as she bumped her knee into Sera’s.
Panam, seated just off the side with Vicky’s arm lazily slung over her shoulders, raised a hand. “Clock’s ticking, Valerie. Bring the art.”
Valerie held the card up dramatically like she was revealing the final answer in a magic show, then flicked it around to look for herself eyes widening just a little in mock horror.
“Oh no.”
“Give it up,” Vicky said. “You’re already toast.”
“I am the toast,” Valerie said solemnly.
And then she started. Arms thrown out wide, she began to move in exaggerated pantomime, hips jerking sideways, one hand circling above her head while the other made a slow creeping crawl across the invisible horizon.
Judy blinked. “Are you… being chased by a helicopter?”
Screwbie chimed in. “Clearly she is malfunctioning.”
“Is it… a bird?” Sera guessed, biting her lip as she tried to follow the madness.
Sandra squinted. “Is she the wind?”
“Y’all,” Panam groaned, “that is clearly an interpretive dance of being attacked by bees.”
Valerie dropped to one knee, miming slow death, then pointed directly at Vicky.
Vicky raised an eyebrow. “Am I… the bees?”
Valerie collapsed, dramatically clutching her imaginary wounds. “I was a jazz soloist.”
There was a beat of silence.
Judy snorted first. Then Sera. Then the whole room cracked.
Screwbie muttered, “That was my second guess.”
Judy leaned over, brushing her fingers over Valerie’s shoulder as she sat back down beside her. “Still counts,” she whispered.
Valerie smiled, cheeks flushed from laughing. The game rolled on.
Somewhere in that room held by light, low voices, the soft creak of movement and the sound of family it wasn’t about the guesses or the points or even who played next.
Sandra held up the next card like she was presenting an ancient relic. “Okay, who’s up?”
Valerie leaned into Judy a little and tipped her chin toward Sera. “Your turn, Starshine.”
Sera stretched her arms over her head with a low groan. “If I fall on my face, I’m blaming post-coma leg wobble.”
“Acceptable excuse,” Judy said, grinning.
Sandra helped her up, careful and steady, hands brushing against Sera’s sides before settling lightly at her waist. “You’ve got this.”
“I better,” Sera said, flipping the card toward herself and blinking once. “What the hell?”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “That bad?”
Sera exhaled. “Okay. No one say a word.”
She stepped forward into the open space, shook out her arms like she was preparing for battle, and then without warning threw herself into a full-body wobble, limbs flailing in slow, uncertain arcs, her fingers twitching like malfunctioning antennae.
Panam blinked. “That’s… new.”
“It’s performance art,” Sandra said deadpan, one hand over her mouth.
Screwbie announced from the dock, “Diagnosis: corrupted jazz squirrel.”
Sera pointed sternly at the dock mid-flail. “Don’t you start.”
Judy tilted her head. “Are you… dancing?”
“Is it a bug?” Valerie asked. “Wait, is it a bug dancing?”
“It’s someone in heels,” Vicky guessed, narrowing her eyes. “No someone learning to walk in heels.”
“No!” Sera huffed, mid-motion, then launched into what looked like a very exaggerated slow-motion tumble off an invisible object.
Sandra’s hand shot up. “Wait. Is it… falling off a motorcycle?”
Sera froze, then grinned. “Close enough! It was forgetting how to ride a bike.”
Panam stared. “You were the bike?”
Valerie held up a finger. “No, no she forgot how to be the bike. Huge difference.”
Laughter rippled through the room again. Sera hobbled dramatically back toward the couch, Sandra pulling her down gently beside her.
“You’re lucky I love you,” Sera murmured.
Sandra kissed her cheek. “Very lucky.”
As the laughter softened, Judy leaned over toward Valerie again. “She’s still got it.”
Valerie nodded. “Still full of chaos.”
Outside, the wind shifted softly across the windows, the porch chimes rattling once as if to agree. The night carried on, and so did they card by card, joke by joke, held quietly in the middle of their own little world.
Panam stood with a slight grunt, dusting off her knees like she was about to face a firing squad. “Alright, alright. Let’s see what kind of humiliating bullshit this deck’s got waiting for me.”
Vicky tossed her a grin from the couch. “Whatever it is, you better sell it.”
“Oh, I’ll sell it,” Panam muttered, flipping the card with a flick of her thumb. She stared at it. Then stared a little longer.
Valerie leaned forward. “That good?”
Panam didn’t answer. Just stepped into the open space, rolled her shoulders back, and struck a pose arms wide, chin high, one foot crossing in front of the other like she’d just landed on a runway in full blaze-orange Nomad gear.
Sera blinked. “Is she… modeling?”
“Power walking through the apocalypse,” Judy whispered, smirking.
Panam pivoted hard, nearly knocked over a floor cushion then threw her hair with dramatic force, turned on her heel, and did the slowest, sultriest strut imaginable toward the old record shelf, pausing only to flick an invisible scarf off her shoulder.
“High fashion,” Vicky said through a grin. “Crisis couture.”
“Is it... a celebrity?” Sandra guessed.
Panam turned and dropped into a squat, arms out, posing like she’d just landed from a superhero jump. Then stood, flexed, and growled under her breath. “Raaawrrr.”
Screwbie chimed in, “Is it Judy Alvarez during Clan council meetings?”
Judy burst out laughing. “He’s not wrong.”
“Model. Supermodel,” Valerie guessed, snapping her fingers. “No…wait. Is it a calendar girl?”
“YES!” Panam pointed dramatically at Valerie, then let out a long breath. “Nomad Pin-Up Calendar. For charity. March edition. Never again.”
Vicky howled. “You loved that shoot!”
“I loved the free beer after,” Panam shot back, flopping back onto the couch beside her.
Valerie shook her head, laughing. “You should’ve seen the one with the sandstorm and the sidecar. That bike never recovered.”
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, giggling. “Next time I vote we let Screwbie pick the cards.”
Screwbie beeped from his dock. “Challenge accepted.”
The game carried on, but the room had changed again, not louder, not brighter, just more present. The weight of the past few weeks eased further back, traded for shared glances and memories told in gestures and inside jokes. The night hadn’t ended, but for the first time in too long, it had started to feel easy.
Panam was still catching her breath when Sera twisted toward the table and picked up the next card, eyes already glinting with something devious.
“Oh no,” Sandra muttered, smiling as she curled an arm behind Sera’s back. “Don’t give him anything dangerous.”
Sera held the card up with two fingers and leaned toward the entertainment shelf, turning it to face the little dock beside the TV. “You up for this, Screwbie?”
The dock hummed faintly, Screwbie’s voice filtering through with dramatic seriousness. “Engaging charade protocol. Please position card within optical range.”
Valerie laughed softly. “He’s scanning a piece of cardboard like it’s top-tier black ops.”
Sera wiggled the card slightly. “Are you getting this, or do I need to tilt it like a price scanner?”
A beat passed. Then, Screwbie chirped. “Acquired. Analyzing. Preparing theatrical delivery.”
Panam raised an eyebrow. “Oh boy.”
A pause. Then:
“I am large and fluffy,” Screwbie intoned, his voice taking on a vaguely robotic falsetto. “My allegiance lies only with snacks and naps. I have no known enemies except closed doors and vacuum cleaners.”
Vicky nearly choked on her drink. “Is he… describing a house cat?”
“Wait for it,” Judy said, leaning into Valerie’s side.
“I roam the hallways at night. I knock over priceless artifacts for attention. I rule this domain with passive-aggressive meows.”
Sera burst out laughing. “Okay, this is getting personal.”
Valerie smirked. “You think he’s dragging you?”
Screwbie’s voice cut in again, pitch rising dramatically: “And when threatened… I retreat under the nearest piece of furniture, never to be seen again.”
Panam pointed toward the dock. “It’s a cat. Has to be.”
“Wrong,” Screwbie corrected. “I was portraying your mother.”
Everyone froze for a half-second.
Then Sera snorted so hard she dropped the deck.
Judy was already wheezing. “Screwbie!”
“Correction: I was portraying a domestic feline, but I regret nothing.”
Sandra covered her face. “That little tin bastard.”
Vicky shook her head, grinning. “Remind me again why we’re giving him a body?”
Valerie leaned forward, elbows on her knees, laughing as she reached toward the dock. “Because this kind of sass deserves limbs.”
Screwbie beeped smugly. “And hugs.”
“You’ll get one when you least expect it,” Sera promised, brushing her hair behind her ear as she reset the cards. “Probably at 2 AM. Probably after you take over the toaster again.”
The laughter hung in the room for a while after that warm and full, not sharp around the edges. Just the kind that stayed.
Sandra tilted her head like she was studying the deck, then flicked a card free with a grin that meant she already knew what it was. She held it close to her chest for effect, eyes narrowing just enough to make Sera squint suspiciously beside her.
“Oh no,” Sera said flatly.
Sandra just stood.
No words. No gestures yet. Just a single dramatic inhale before flinging both arms out like wings and darting forward on stiff legs, nearly tripping over the corner of the rug. She pinwheeled awkwardly around the coffee table, made an exaggerated banking turn, and veered straight toward the TV, flapping her arms like a bird caught in a glitch.
“Sweetheart!” Panam started, half-rising.
“She's got this,” Vicky murmured, already covering her mouth with a hand.
Sandra made a high-pitched bzzzt noise as she swooped toward the couch, then clipped the armrest with her shoulder and stumbled into it sideways, letting out a startled “Shit!” before collapsing in a heap beside Valerie.
Judy raised her hand. “That’s Screwbie.”
Valerie blinked. “Which version?”
Sera clapped once, laughing. “Drone mode! Johnny’s porch window!”
“Oh no, you did not bring that back,” Judy said, nearly wheezing.
Valerie leaned her forehead into her palm, trying not to snort. “Reverse flight controls. I remember. You yelled left, he went straight into the glass.”
“Johnny ducked behind the grill with his pistol out,” Panam added, laughing now. “Thought Arasaka sent a flying lamp.”
Vicky was already reaching for her drink. “That was the only time Screwbie apologized. Ever.”
From the dock, Screwbie’s voice came through brittle and stately.
“Apology was issued under duress. Target Johnny was hostile and overcooked his salmon.”
Sera grinned, her face warm from laughter. “He threatened to dismantle you with a broom.”
“An idle threat,” Screwbie replied. “I do not fear domestic utensils.”
Sandra nudged Valerie with her shoulder. “Not bad, right?”
Valerie gave her an approving nod. “Your crash landing needs work, but you nailed the panic.”
The light inside the room had shifted again, edging toward golden, softening against the walls. And for that moment, even the ghost of Johnny Silverhand felt like part of the room again somewhere between the laughter and the stories that refused to fade.
Vicky rolled her shoulders like she was limbering up. “Okay. No guesses till the performance is complete.”
Panam narrowed her eyes. “That’s already suspicious.”
Vicky just winked.
She crossed to the middle of the living room with slow purpose, brushed back her sleeves like she was prepping for field work, then crouched beside the edge of the rug like she was under a car. One arm disappeared beneath the air, her fingers miming a wrench, her face squinting up with effort. She dragged her body to the side and made a show of grunting, wiping imaginary sweat from her brow.
Then without warning she whipped her head up and smacked the underside of the imaginary hood with a loud, exaggerated “Thunk!”
“Ow…damn it, that hood was out for blood.” she cursed dramatically, stumbling back in perfect disoriented fury, rubbing her forehead and blinking like she saw stars.
Panam's mouth parted slightly. Her arms dropped to her sides.
Vicky slowly straightened, then looked across the room. She stood still for a beat.
Then leaned forward and mimed a kiss.
Panam’s entire face went crimson.
“Oh my god,” Judy whispered, already elbowing Valerie.
Sera had both hands over her mouth, eyes sparkling.
“No,” Panam said, voice high. “No. That is not how it happened…”
“You smacked your head so hard on the Mackinaw I thought you’d lose a tooth,” Vicky said through a grin. “I bent down to check your pupils. You looked at me like I was a UFO. Then kissed me so fast I thought you were trying to defibrillate my soul.”
Valerie’s laugh cracked out first. “Defibrillate?!”
“She went full shock-to-the-heart,” Vicky added. “Right there in the dirt, grease all over her hands, muttering about blown gaskets.”
Panam dragged her hand down her face. “I didn’t even know I liked women yet!”
“That’s the day you found out,” Sera said brightly, barely keeping it together.
Judy leaned into Valerie, voice low and amused. “Bet she didn’t even realize that was the first kiss.”
Valerie grinned, brushing her knuckles down Judy’s thigh. “She knew it just couldn't grasp it.”
From the dock, Screwbie spoke up.
“Screwbie detects elevated heart rates. Is this a mating ritual?”
Panam groaned. “Oh, please don’t let this memory be part of your core files.”
“It has been favorited,” Screwbie replied solemnly. “For instructional purposes.”
The room tipped into another wave of laughter, the kind that built slowly and held, the kind that wrapped back around the ribs. No one hurried to reset the cards this time.
Valerie glanced over, watching how Panam’s hand ended up quietly wrapped around Vicky’s, the two of them side by side on the floor now. The glow from the far lamp touched the edge of their joined fingers. Still grease under Vicky’s nails. Still that same fire under Panam’s skin. Just older now. Better forged.
Sera leaned her head back onto Sandra’s shoulder, smiling up at the ceiling like it held constellations only she could name.
Judy rose from the couch with the quiet smugness of someone already playing the long game. She plucked a card from the stack, read it once, and her mouth curled into a slow grin.
“Oh no,” Valerie murmured, already half-laughing from where she sat curled with her legs tucked beneath her.
Judy ignored her. With theatrical precision, she stepped to the center of the living room and adjusted an invisible racing helmet over her head. She pretended to rev an engine with two fists clenched, her hips shifting like the seat beneath her was bucking slightly with every bump in the road. Then she turned her whole upper body in exaggerated slow-motion… and suddenly snapped her head to the side, jaw slack in mock awe.
Panam leaned forward. “Wait… is she…?”
Judy pantomimed a full swoon and pressed her hands to her chest like something stunning had entered her field of view then yanked the imaginary wheel hard. She threw herself sideways, let her whole body tumble off-course, legs tangled beneath her, arms flailing like someone hitting the grass headfirst.
Sera choked on a laugh, her eyes widening. “Oh my god, no. That was you?”
Sandra blinked. “Wait. What was that? What just happened?”
Valerie groaned into her hands. “You are never gonna let that go, are you?”
Judy beamed from the floor, still dramatically splayed. “I was teaching our daughter how to drive responsibly. You were the one watching me like I invented gravity.”
Vicky snorted. “Okay wait. What is this story?”
Sera leaned forward, grinning wide now. “Family vacation, I was thirteen, they rented go-karts. Mama was coaching me from the sidelines. Mom was supposed to be driving her own kart.”
“She drove it off the track,” Judy said, pointing accusingly toward Valerie. “Right into the bushes. Like full lift-off, caught the ramp, flying Val style.”
Valerie shook her head, but couldn’t stop the smile pulling across her freckled cheeks. “I was appreciating my wife.”
“You crashed appreciating your wife,” Judy corrected, climbing back onto the couch with smug satisfaction.
Panam leaned toward Vicky. “You think we should get go-karts for the next clan retreat?”
Vicky smirked. “Only if we install airbags on the lovebirds’ helmets.”
Screwbie chimed from the corner speaker dock, his tone flat but dry as sunbaked sand. “Confirmed: organic infatuation compromises vehicular control.”
Sera flopped back against Sandra, giggling. “Okay, I love this game.”
Valerie leaned into Judy’s side, her voice soft but amused. “Next round’s mine, babe. Hope you’re ready.”
Chapter 21: Family Night
Summary:
In “Family Night,” the Alvarez family Valerie, Judy, Sera, Sandra, Panam, Vicky, and their loyal AI companion Screwbie gather at Sera and Sandra’s home for a playful and heartfelt evening of charades. Each turn at the game becomes a reenactment of a shared memory: misadventures with BD decks and ramen, a raccoon encounter in a junkyard, the AV crash, birthday cake disasters, beach photo shoots, pizza tower collapses, and the infamous grilled fence fire.
As laughter builds, deeper moments surface. Judy and Valerie’s early romance and chaotic merc days are recalled through Judy’s old film Neon Starscape, which stars characters inspired by them. The movie becomes a vessel for shared memory, showing Judy’s raw beginnings as a creator and their bond through survival. The family reflects on love, legacy, and the quiet victories that built their life like raising Sera, surviving war, and still finding joy together.
The night ends with pizza, teasing, Screwbie’s dramatic hug requests, and quiet promises of the next day. It’s not about winning the game it’s about remembering who they are, how far they’ve come, and who they’ve chosen to become together.
Chapter Text
Valerie steps forward, her fingers already twitching with overdramatic flair as she grabs the next card from the stack. She gives it one glance, smirks, and tosses the card onto the side table for Screwbie’s scanning sensor, then turns around slowly.
Judy was already groaning. “Oh no.”
Valerie cracked her knuckles with mock intensity. “Prepare yourselves. This one’s got history.”
She dropped to the floor and immediately mimed crossing her arms over her chest, head tilted back like she was electrocuted. Then flopped sideways like someone had hit her with a jolt. She twitched one leg, flailed a hand, and pointed at an invisible object on the ground with wide, horrified eyes.
Panam raised an eyebrow. “Did you… shock yourself?”
Screwbie chirped from his dock. “Human error detected. Likely cause: incompetence.”
Vicky snorted. “Okay, is this the time you rewired your guitar amp wrong and nearly set your boot on fire?”
Valerie just kept going. She rolled upright, flicked imaginary controls, then mimed eating something from a bowl with exaggerated, desperate speed.
Sera leaned forward, brows furrowed. “A BD deck… and… bad noodles?”
Judy’s eyes narrowed. “Wait a second…”
Valerie spun dramatically, miming flinging a small object across the room. She held a pose like she’d just accidentally launched a grenade. Then she mimed falling over, laughing hysterically, and throwing a hoodie at someone.
Judy pointed. “Is this my old apartment?”
Valerie pointed back at her, grinning.
“Wait. November 2076,” Judy said, putting it together. “That was the night the BD deck nearly blew up and you swore you knew how to fix it then I couldn’t find my nail clippers for three weeks?”
Valerie gave her a grand, bowing gesture.
Sandra looked between them. “You two really had a weird friendship.”
Panam shook her head. “That’s not friendship, that’s trauma bonding.”
“It was character development,” Judy said, folding her arms but she was laughing now, eyes bright. “We survived bad wiring and worse ramen. You called that BD setup ‘easy’ and nearly rewrote my vision center.”
“Yeah,” Valerie said, breathless from the skit. “But we didn’t die. And the kung-fu BD was actually kinda good.”
Judy snorted. “You only liked it because they fought with guitars.”
Valerie winked. “Gotta respect the classics.”
Sera leaned over to Sandra, voice low. “I think this was before they met anyone else. Before the heist. Just the two of them.”
Sandra smiled gently. “Makes sense. Feels like one of those memories that built everything after.”
Across the room, Screwbie’s dock hummed. “My records indicate a high probability of shared idiocy.”
Judy tossed a couch pillow in his direction. “We had each other. That’s what mattered.”
Valerie grinned, her hand brushing Judy’s knuckles again beneath the table. “Still does.”
The laughter lingered. Not sharp. Just full, and for a moment, it felt like the early days hadn’t gone anywhere at all.
Sera shifted slightly, still curled into Sandra’s side, but with that glint in her eye that said trouble might be brewing. She reached for the top card from the deck, gave it a quick scan, then narrowed her eyes at the group.
“No guesses until I finish,” she warned, adjusting her posture like she was about to deliver a monologue.
“This gonna be good,” Judy muttered, already half-laughing.
Sera stood, a little unsteady, but Sandra’s hand ghosted at her lower back, steady without saying a word. Sera gave her a wink, then took a deep breath and launched into an exaggerated mime of slamming a door, waving her arms, then pacing furiously back and forth with over-the-top frustration.
Panam blinked. “Okay, we’re either watching a soap opera or a raid briefing.”
Sera didn’t stop now; she mimed shouting, arms in full flare, and dramatically spun away like she’d just been betrayed by the universe itself.
“Oh!” Valerie said, snapping her fingers. “That night you and Sandra got stuck in the storm and had to camp out in that busted junkyard trailer?”
Sera froze, pointed straight at her, and grinned. “Bingo!”
“Wait,” Vicky said, eyebrows up, “is this the one with the raccoon?”
Sera nodded solemnly. “He watched us argue. From the window. Just sitting there. Judging us.”
Sandra rubbed a hand over her face. “Because you were mad I didn’t pack a spare blanket.”
“You didn’t!” Sera said, turning to the room like she was pleading her case. “It was sub-zero temps and she brought trail mix and good vibes.”
Screwbie chimed in from his dock, voice dry as ever. “I am detecting emotional damage.”
Valerie was laughing now, her head tipped back against the cushion. “That poor raccoon probably ran for his life.”
Sera flopped back down beside Sandra, pulling a throw blanket over their legs with exaggerated drama. “He judged us. And then he stole our trail mix.”
Panam shook her head. “I changed my vote. Raccoon wins that one.”
They let the moment breathe again, laughter tapering to small smiles, the glow from the floor lamps warm against the window-dark sky, and in that light, the memories softened, not perfect, but theirs.
Panam cracked her knuckles and rolled her shoulders like she was prepping for a sparring match, her braid slipping over one shoulder as she stepped into the center space. “Alright, no commentary. Just respect.”
Vicky leaned back, grinning. “This’ll be subtle.”
Panam flipped her off and immediately dropped into a crouch. Her hands mimicked turning a crank, then pulling back sharply like yanking a large lever. She glanced at Valerie with a smirk already forming.
Judy nudged Valerie’s knee. “Oh, this is definitely about you.”
Panam shifted gears literally making driving motions, then mimicked gripping a massive piece of gearwork, slamming an imaginary button. Her whole body jolted like something had gone off then she dove into a slow-motion fall backward, arms wide like a crashing aircraft. When she stood, she straightened, slung her arm up like hoisting a rocket launcher, and mimed recoil.
Valerie was already snorting halfway through the performance.
“Oh, come on,” she said through a laugh. “That’s the AV job. Kang Tao. You even got the part where the damn thing nose-dived right into the basin.”
Panam pointed two fingers at her like a loaded gun. “And who told me I had ten seconds when I had five?”
“You told me to hit it anyway!” Valerie shot back. “After the pulse shorted its shields, I said wait and you said ‘No time, cowgirl.’”
Sandra raised a brow. “Cowgirl?”
“She was feeling cinematic,” Valerie deadpanned.
Sera grinned. “You two were ridiculous.”
Vicky leaned in toward Judy. “And they say we’re the dramatic ones.”
Panam dropped back onto the rug beside Vicky, unbothered and smug. “We saved their asses, didn’t we?”
“You fried the comms doing it,” Valerie muttered, but she bumped her foot against Panam’s in passing. “Still one of your cooler moments.”
Panam clicked her tongue. “One of?”
The couch creaked with soft movement. Light filtered in from the window behind them, casting long lines across the rug, touching the back of Panam’s sleeve and the edge of Valerie’s boot. The house still held the warmth of the afternoon sun, but it was shifting starting its gentle slide toward evening.
Vicky smirked. “Remind me to never give you a grenade launcher.”
“Too late,” Judy said, already smirking.
Panam just grinned wider.
Sandra reached for the stack, the sleeves of her soft cotton shirt pulling slightly as she leaned forward on the couch. Her fingers hovered a moment before she pulled a card free and glanced at it.
A slow smile tugged at her mouth. “Okay,” she murmured, more to herself than anyone, then turned the card and held it out briefly for Sera to peek.
Sera’s mouth curved immediately into something sly. “Oh no.”
“Oh yes,” Sandra said, standing with the slow ease of someone who’d spent the past month recovering, but now had something to prove. “Let’s see if your mom remembers this one.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Do I want to?”
Sandra only pointed both index fingers to the ceiling, took a dramatic breath, and launched into a crooked sidestep that wasn’t quite dancing and wasn’t quite walking. It was vaguely robotic, vaguely… drunk?
Panam squinted. “Are you… malfunctioning?”
Vicky leaned forward. “Is she doing the chicken thing again?”
“Nope,” Judy said, squinting with a smirk. “Wait… wait, that’s…oh my god.”
Sandra suddenly struck a wide pose, one hand flailing behind her while the other cradled an imaginary object like it was precious cargo.
Valerie’s eyes widened. “Is that the birthday cake incident?”
Sandra pointed at her like a mic drop.
“The year the cake fell on me,” Valerie groaned.
“Correction,” Judy said through a laugh. “The year you face-planted into your own birthday cake while trying to carry it out to the kids and dance at the same time.”
Panam snorted. “That was the year Sera made you a glitter crown and declared you the Cake Queen.”
“I still have that damn glitter in my jacket lining,” Valerie muttered.
Screwbie chimed from the dock, voice smug: “My data records indicate three separate vacuum attempts failed to remove it.”
Sandra did a curtsy and dropped back onto the couch beside Sera, a little breathless but grinning hard.
“You nailed it,” Judy said.
Valerie mock-glared. “Remind me never to let you tell stories again.”
Sera kissed Sandra’s cheek. “That was beautiful. Messy. But beautiful.”
The room lit with another round of soft laughter, the kind that settled into the cushions and stuck around like the fading scent of cake long after the party was over.
Vicky stood slowly, brushing invisible lint off her knee like she was preparing for something serious. Panam narrowed her eyes, lips twitching into a faint warning.
“Don’t you dare,” she said.
“I haven’t even done anything yet,” Vicky replied, all innocence.
She paced toward the middle of the living room, her shoulders rolling into a confident swagger. The porch light had started to cast soft halos through the windows now, catching along the framed edge of a photo nearby one of the early outpost builds in Highland Junction. It glowed slightly behind her like a set piece.
Then Vicky dropped suddenly into a crouch, flattened her palms against the floor, and began scooting backward with short, frantic bursts, jaw clenched, hair swinging wildly.
Panam buried her face in both hands. “No.”
Sandra leaned forward, squinting. “Is she... a crab?”
Valerie tilted her head. “That’s not how crabs move.”
Judy cracked up. “Wait…is this the thing from the campsite?”
Sera’s eyes widened. “Oh my god. The raccoon.”
“Yes!” Vicky declared, hopping up. “Thank you!”
Panam groaned. “I was brushing my teeth at two in the morning. Raccoon climbed into my duffel like it had rent due. This one,” she pointed accusingly at Vicky, “starts yelling ‘It’s got your socks!’ and filming it instead of helping.”
“I got the socks back,” Vicky said, smug. “Eventually.”
“You threw a granola bar like it was a peace offering!”
Screwbie’s voice crackled softly from his dock. “The Raccoon showed dominance. A true nomadic icon.”
Valerie was laughing too hard to speak. Judy leaned into her side, whispering, “We should’ve brought popcorn.”
Panam crossed her arms, trying to look offended. It didn’t stick. Not with Vicky grinning at her like that. Not with the whole room still smiling.
“You’re lucky I love you,” she muttered.
“Extremely,” Vicky said, brushing imaginary dirt off her knees again with theatrical flair before retaking her seat.
The energy held bright, warm, just ridiculous enough to last.
“Alright,” Valerie said, tipping her chin toward the next player. “Who’s up?”
Judy plucked a card from the deck, narrowing her eyes like it had offended her. “Alright,” she muttered, then stood with a little roll of her shoulders. “Let’s do this.”
She didn’t say a word, just slipped off her jacket and tossed it behind her like it was blowing in a breeze. Then she struck a pose: hips tilted, one hand on her hip, the other arm stretched out like she was selling perfume in a commercial from 2045.
Sera blinked, confused for half a second… then gasped. “No. No no no no….”
Sandra leaned in. “Wait…modeling?”
Judy nodded solemnly, then flung her arm around Valerie, who groaned before even standing.
“Come on, guapa,” Judy said sweetly, already dragging her up. “You were part of this disaster too.”
Valerie half-stumbled into position, grabbed a throw pillow, and clutched it like a bouquet. Her smolder was lopsided, amused. “You mean the beach photoshoot that was supposed to be a sketch session?”
“You kept posing!” Sera called from the couch, covering her face.
Valerie gave Judy a look, exasperated but already halfway into the memory. “I wasn’t posing,” she said, shaking her head with a mock groan. “I was trying not to pass out from the heat.”
Judy grinned. “And yet, you still managed to smolder.”
Judy let her invisible scarf drape dramatically around both their shoulders. “This one,” she said, turning to the group, “was during that vacation by the coast, remember? Sera made us model for a painting and acted like she wasn’t enjoying every minute of it.”
Sera’s face was red now. “You looked like soap opera villains! I couldn’t not sketch it.”
Valerie smirked, still arm-in-arm with Judy. “There’s a painting of us somewhere in your garage. I look like I just got shipwrecked. Judy looks like she’s seducing the tide.”
Judy raised a finger. “Not inaccurate.”
Screwbie chimed from the corner. “Please display this painting on the largest wall. It is likely magnificent.”
Panam laughed. “I can’t believe you both went through with it.”
Vicky tilted her head at Sera. “You do have a way of making chaos look charming.”
Sera just sank further into Sandra’s arms, grinning. “Best disaster I ever created.”
The moment passed around them like sunlight through curtains soft, unhurried, and warm.
The room had quieted again not out of fatigue, but in the natural lull that followed a storm of laughter. Valerie reclined further against the couch, one arm resting loosely behind Judy’s shoulders. Sera’s foot was propped on the edge of the coffee table, her sock slightly twisted from a stretch she never bothered to fix. Sandra leaned into her side, fingers idly tracing the stitching of the pillow on her lap. Panam and Vicky settled back down half-tangled on the rug, Vicky sitting cross-legged now, elbow braced against Panam’s knee.
Screwbie’s core glowed softly in its dock, quiet for once. Probably recharging from the emotional overload.
Vicky tilted her head, eyes narrowing in that mischievous way that always meant something was coming. “Okay, but back up for a second,” she said, looking straight at Judy. “What exactly does it mean to seduce the tide?”
Judy gave a mock-wounded expression, hand to her chest. “It’s poetic.”
“Sure it is.” Vicky leaned forward, smirking. “Was that your line, or was it one of those slow-motion walks out of the surf moments?”
Valerie muttered, “There was a lot of sand involved.”
Judy gave her a light elbow. “Excuse me, it was artistic. Sera needed reference shots for her sketchbook.”
Sera raised both hands in a shrug. “I was like fifteen and very committed to mastering anatomy.”
Sandra snorted softly with a wink. “That explains so much.”
Sandra’s hands shifted down to the small stack of cards they hadn’t used yet. Her fingers fanned them absently, brow furrowing as she turned one over and scanned it.
“‘Reenact a memory.’” Her voice was soft now, thoughtful. She flipped to the next. “‘Share something that still makes you laugh.’” Then another. “‘Describe a moment that made you feel loved.’”
She paused, eyes on the deck, then looked back at the group. “I guess they’re simple. Just prompts, really. Nothing that said we had to pick those moments, but we did.”
She set the cards down carefully on the edge of the table. Her eyes lifted to Sera, then to Valerie and Judy, then around the room. “Maybe those are just the ones we needed to remember right now.”
Panam leaned back on her hands. “Wouldn’t surprise me. It felt more like a memory lane than game night.”
Valerie shifted slightly to sit up, emerald eyes flicking toward the scattered stack on the floor. “We didn’t even plan the game like this. Kinda just picked cards and followed wherever they went.”
“They went straight to the heart,” Judy murmured, brushing a hand through her hair, now a bit disheveled from all the leaning and laughter. “Honestly? I think we just remembered the stuff that stuck.”
Sandra nodded. “The stuff worth carrying.”
Across the room, the porch light flicked on from the motion sensor. A quiet cue that evening had truly arrived, casting long amber streaks against the wall. Outside, the last of the sun was fading.
Sera looked around the room, her voice gentler now. “We wanna keep playing?”
Her hand found Sandra’s without thinking, but it wasn’t the only touch. Judy’s leg pressed lightly into Valerie’s, Panam’s boot bumped against Vicky’s again, and for that moment without needing to say it they all knew what they were playing for. Not just the laughs, but for the memories.
Sandra stretched slightly, brushing her hand over Sera’s knee as she shifted upright on the couch. “I wanna keep playing,” she said, voice soft but sure again. “But maybe let’s grab a few things first. Some popcorn, drinks, maybe whatever fruit’s left in the kitchen.”
Sera gave a little nod, then glanced toward the hallway with the faintest wrinkle in her brow. “We still got fruit?”
“I think there’s mango and starfruit in the drawer,” Judy offered, already rising to her feet. “And a couple cans of that hibiscus soda you like, Val.”
Vicky stood up with a little grunt, brushing off her hands. “That starfruit’s mine, though. I had to bargain with a tech dealer for that haul.”
Panam followed her, tugging her braid over one shoulder. “Yeah, yeah, and you’ll still end up cutting it sideways like a rookie.”
Valerie was already halfway to the kitchen, her emerald eyes warm beneath the soft overhead glow. “I’ll get the popcorn going. You cut the starfruit however you want, long as it ends up sweet.”
Screwbie’s voice buzzed calmly from his dock, faint but amused.
“Sweetness is subjective. Unlike my suffering.”
Judy leaned over as she passed and gave his casing a light tap. “You’re plugged into a five-star power outlet. You’ll survive.”
The shuffle of movement filled the space cabinet doors, fridge hum, the quiet rustle of bags. Panam bumped shoulders with Vicky at the counter. Valerie rolled the popcorn popper out from under the cabinet with muscle memory alone. She didn’t have to think, just listened to the gentle chatter behind her and the warmth of footsteps nearby.
On the couch, Sera shifted her weight into Sandra’s side again, fingers laced. Her muscles still ached, but there was something easier in her shoulders now. Like the laughter earlier had worked its way in deep enough to stay.
The cards still sat where they left them, waiting, and they would keep playing. As soon as the house filled with the scent of salt, butter, and something like home.
The popcorn bowl was full, still warm, kernels lightly salted with just a hint of char at the bottom, exactly how Valerie liked it. Vicky carried in the carved wood tray from the kitchen with practiced balance: three chilled hibiscus sodas, a few cut wedges of starfruit laid out like sunbursts, a cluster of dried mango curls, and a handful of wrapped tamarind candies from Panam’s stash that she claimed were “for emergencies only.”
They’d just started to settle again, Sandra pulling the blanket half over her lap, Sera adjusting the stack of cards on the coffee table with one leg curled under her when the sound came.
A soft clunk on the porch.
Then the unmistakable shuffle of something knocking over one of the decorative planters near the steps.
Sera paused mid-reach for the popcorn, her brow lifting slowly as her head tilted toward the window. “Better not be another damn raccoon,” she muttered.
Valerie didn’t even look, just held up a warning finger with a lopsided grin. “If it is, you’re on relocation duty this time.”
“I’m still healing!” Sera argued, mouth half-full of mango as Sandra passed her a napkin with a deadpan look.
Panam had already gotten halfway to her feet, but Vicky tugged her gently back down. “Let ‘em have the planter. That one was ugly anyway.”
“I liked that planter,” Judy said, but didn’t bother getting up. Her hand was already reaching across Valerie’s thigh for another piece of fruit, nails grazing the soft fabric of her pants as she leaned in closer.
Screwbie hummed faintly from his dock. “If the invader is fuzzy, I request photographic evidence for the archive.”
“You just want to mock it later,” Sera said, grinning now.
“Accurate,” came the reply.
The porch light clicked on from the motion sensor, casting soft golden beams across the wooden floor again. Outside, the wind shifted through the trees, and whatever it was, raccoon, fox, maybe just the wind itself moved on.
Inside, they all eased back into the cushions, the warmth of food and shared air settling between them again.
Valerie reached toward the pile with a casual flick of her wrist, flipping a card from the middle like she’d done it a hundred times before. She held it up toward the charging dock with a crooked grin.
“Your turn, Screwbie. You’re up first while we enjoy some snacks.”
The AI core gave a soft click, his version of a dramatic intake of breath then replied, “I am prepared for this challenge.”
Valerie didn’t wait. She popped a few kernels of popcorn into her mouth, then scooped another small handful and turned, nudging Judy’s elbow with her own. “Open up.”
Judy arched a brow but cracked a smile, eyes narrowing playfully. “You’re gonna drop it.”
“I’m precise,” Valerie said, attempting to toss a piece toward Judy’s mouth with way more confidence than she deserved.
It bounced off her lip.
“Bullseye,” Judy deadpanned as it landed in her lap. Still, she grabbed it and tossed it into her mouth, brushing crumbs off her thigh with mock indignation.
Across the room, Screwbie cleared his nonexistent throat. “Ahem. The moment in question involves a covert operation of great importance Snack Procurement Initiative 6.7.”
“Oh no,” Sandra murmured, already grinning as she curled her arm around Sera.
Screwbie continued, voice laced with dramatic flair. “Subject: Snack Thief. Location: convenience stand in the middle of the Tularosa Crossroads. She claimed she was just stretching her legs, but within two-point-five seconds had secured three packs of synth jerky and a rice bar without paying.”
“I paid later!” Sera cut in, her voice high with mock offense and a mouthful of starfruit. “We got caught in a dust storm!”
Screwbie didn’t miss a beat. “Affirmative. After consuming half of said goods and sharing the rest with her accomplice, Gear Gremlin.”
Sandra leaned back with a smirk. “That rice bar was dry anyway.”
Panam laughed into her soda, nearly spilling some over the side of the bottle. “Sera, did you seriously rob a snack shack?”
“It was a soft robbery,” Sera said, hands lifted in defense. “Like... a nibble heist.”
Valerie snorted into her popcorn. “The tiniest crime wave on four wheels.”
Judy leaned her head back against Valerie’s shoulder, smiling softly now, her voice warm. “We should’ve given Screwbie a body years ago. He’s got stories for days.”
Screwbie chimed in, almost proud, “My memory banks are a vault of poorly planned chaos.”
The room swelled again with laughter not loud, but full-bodied, the kind that pulled at the corners of mouths without asking for permission. The snack tray passed back and forth, hands brushing, fingers grazing against pillows and shared warmth. The game was still going, but no one was keeping score.
Panam plucked the next card from the pile, tilting her head as she read it. She didn’t say a word just rose up to her knees with a little huff, brushing her palms together like she was psyching herself up for battle.
“Oh, here we go,” Vicky murmured from her spot on the rug, already grinning.
Panam reached for one of the small throw pillows, pretended to strike a match against it, and started miming a slow circle with her hands building something. Her hands hovered over the imaginary stack, then pulled back as if warming by a flame.
“Bonfire,” Sera guessed immediately, half-chewing on a piece of dried mango. “No, campfire.”
Judy squinted. “Beach bonfire?”
Panam shook her head, then dramatically leaned back on her elbows, stretched out like she was on soft ground. She made a slow arc with one finger across the air.
“Stargazing,” Sandra tried. “Sera’s first meteor shower?”
Still no.
Valerie squinted, elbow braced against her knee, popcorn halfway to her mouth. “Is this the time the raccoon tried to steal your marshmallow?”
Panam smirked but shook her head.
She pantomimed again carefully skewering something invisible and holding it just above the imaginary fire, slowly rotating it. Then she let her posture soften like whatever she was acting out had shifted from playful to something quieter, something that mattered.
Sandra’s voice came softly. “That first night. After you brought me home.”
Everyone looked at her.
Panam dropped the act slowly, resting back onto her heels. Her smile was smaller now, eyes settling on Sandra like the memory still sat clear behind them. “Yeah.”
Sera’s hand found Sandra’s, fingers squeezing gently.
“That night meant a lot,” Panam said. “Vick made hot cocoa, Valerie nearly caught her sleeves on fire trying to toast marshmallows the ‘proper’ way.”
“I stand by it,” Valerie muttered, one arm slung around Judy.
Sandra gave a small, warm laugh, brushing her thumb across Sera’s knuckles. “I remember… I didn’t think I’d sleep. I didn’t think I could trust it yet.”
“But you did,” Judy said, quietly.
Sandra nodded. “I did.”
Screwbie’s core lit with a slow pulse. “Emotional analysis: 98% wholesome.”
Panam gave the little dock a mock salute, then turned her gaze back toward Sandra. “We meant it, y’know. Back then. Still do.”
Sandra smiled, not wide, but deeply. “I know.”
The popcorn bowl made another slow round.
Valerie glanced at the stack of cards and picked one up without even reading it. She didn’t need to not for this one.
“Alright,” she said, already rising to her feet with a little stretch and a grin tugging at the corner of her mouth. “No one says anything till I finish.”
“Oh, great,” Panam muttered. “That means it’s either deeply emotional or deeply inappropriate.”
Valerie shot her a wink.
She turned toward the group, planted her feet, and pointed dramatically at Judy. Then her fingers drew an exaggerated heart in the air, slow, over-the-top, like she was performing for a stadium of thousands. She spun and pointed to Judy’s butt with two hands like she was cueing up a stage spotlight.
That earned a small chorus of laughs already.
Then she mimed staggering a bit, fingers tapping her own forehead like she was woozy, before flopping back down on the couch with a snore and one arm thrown over her eyes.
Panam leaned forward, blinking. “Okay, hold on. Are you… trying to reenact some kinda…Val, is this a drunk booty call?”
Judy burst into laughter, covering her face. “No, no, but... close.”
Sandra leaned into Sera, whispering, “Do we even want to know?”
Valerie turned her head, chin resting on her hand, all smug contentment. “Come on, Jude. You tell it better.”
Judy, cheeks pink but smirking anyway, waved a hand. “Okay. So this was right after we started dating. She was working a job and hadn’t seen her in a few days. Had a few drinks. Maybe a few more. Sent her a text…‘you know what rhymes with Judy…’”
“Booty,” Sera guessed, wide-eyed.
Judy nodded. “She comes home to H10, and I’d tried to arrange bottles of liquor in the shape of a heart on the floor. Passed out cold in bed before she even got through the door.”
“I still stepped around them,” Valerie said proudly. “Didn’t ruin the heart.”
Panam groaned, grabbing a pillow and tossing it at them. “Save that kind of shit for your own house. Some of us are trying to keep our dinner down.”
Vicky caught the pillow midair. “Says the woman who proposed mid-firefight.”
Panam leaned back, arms crossed, and lifted her chin. “That was completely different. Very romantic. Very explosive.”
Screwbie chimed softly from his dock. “Analysis: This family is extremely strange. And extremely compatible.”
Valerie grinned, bumping her knee against Judy’s. “Best game night idea ever.”
Sandra leaned in, pressed a kiss to Sera’s cheek quickly, warm, and gave her hand a squeeze before slipping up off the couch.
She grabbed a card, gave it a glance, then turned slowly toward the center of the room with a knowing smile.
“I got this one,” she said, already starting to mime. Arms spread wide, exaggerated balancing act, like she was carrying something tall. Her hands wobbled. Then she made a careful slow-turn step, lifting each foot like the floor might break.
Sera was already snorting.
Next came the trip a dramatic stumble, arms flailing as Sandra dropped to her knees and mimed landing hard, both hands splayed flat on the floor like she’d just fallen face-first.
“That’s not subtle,” Valerie said through a grin.
“Definitely not a rescue mission,” Panam offered.
Sera shook her head, laughing as she leaned forward. “That was the party tower.”
Judy tilted her head. “Party tower?”
Sandra didn’t move. “Six pizza boxes. Four sodas. One bag of ice.”
Valerie blinked. “And you were what, seventeen?”
“Barely,” Sera grinned. “Sandra said she could carry it all in one trip from the tent to the bonfire. She took about three steps.”
“I fell into the firewood stack,” Sandra muttered into the rug.
“It was majestic,” Sera said, leaning back into the couch with her arm still half-raised. “The soda exploded like a fountain. We all had to pick pine needles out of the pizza for like twenty minutes.”
Panam laughed. “Please tell me if there are pictures.”
“There’s a drawing,” Sera said, and Sandra groaned into her hands.
“It’s in the sketchbook, isn’t it,” Sandra mumbled.
“Page seventy-six,” Sera replied proudly.
Judy raised her brows. “Frame it.”
Screwbie chimed in, voice droll. “Error. The structural integrity of ‘party tower’ was never certified.”
Sandra dragged herself back to the couch with mock defeat, but Sera caught her wrist and tugged her back down into her side with a smirk, their shoulders touching again like nothing ever changed.
The laughter that followed wasn’t sharp or loud; it was that quiet kind that stayed. The kind that filled in the cracks.
Sera pushed up from the couch with a quiet grunt, still moving a little slower than usual, grabbing a card, but the gleam in her eyes said she was already up to something.
Sandra gave her a skeptical look. “You sure?”
Sera flashed her a grin. “I’m not dead yet.”
She stepped forward, adjusting the waistband of her joggers, then planted one foot on the edge of the coffee table with theatrical precision. Her stance widened. One leg up, knee bent, heel cocked. Her shoulders twisted slightly, back arched just enough to be ridiculous. Then she leaned into it with both hands curled into a phantom guitar, hair falling slightly over one eye as she struck an invisible chord with perfect, exaggerated drama.
Valerie’s hand flew to her mouth.
Judy choked on a piece of popcorn. “Oh no.”
Panam sat up straighter. “Wait a second…”
“That’s Johnny’s pose,” Vicky said, snapping her fingers. “The photo. The one on the window.”
Sandra groaned, face in her hand, but she was laughing.
Sera gave a slow, deliberate nod, eyes scanning the room like a rock god soaking up her crowd. Then, without a hint of irony, she dropped her voice an octave and said:
“I am the pose.”
Laughter broke out in layers. Judy leaned into Valerie, wiping a tear from under her eye with the heel of her hand.
Valerie reached over to gently tap Sera’s shin, still propped on the table. “You little brat. That photo was supposed to be serious.”
“I was twelve,” Sera replied proudly, dropping her foot and flopping back down beside Sandra. “And I stand by it.”
Sandra shook her head, pulling her in. “I married a menace.”
Screwbie chimed from the dock, dry as ever. “Historical reenactment was successful. Spirit of Johnny Silverhand: 98.2% accuracy.”
Sera leaned back into Sandra’s shoulder, still grinning. “He would’ve laughed his ass off.”
Valerie smiled softly, eyes flicking to the window where the last of the daylight had faded into deep blue. “Yeah. He would’ve.”
No one rushed the moment. They didn’t have to. It held on its own warm and steady. Anchored by memory, but alive in the now.
Vicky reached for the next card, a sly grin already forming as she stood and brushed the crumbs off her pants. She didn’t even glance at the prompt. “I’ve got one,” she said, with a flash of mischief in her eyes, the kind that made Panam groan softly in advance.
She moved into the open space near the TV and took a wide, deliberate stance. One hand pressed to the side of her head like she was activating a neural link, the other raised as if holding some kind of scanner. Her whole body shifted with dramatic pauses, exaggerated pivots half-tactical, half-stylized. She was clearly copying something.
Valerie blinked. “That… looks familiar.”
Judy squinted, brow furrowed. “Wait a sec…”
Vicky threw herself into a low crouch, one hand sweeping across imaginary interface panels. Then she straightened up suddenly and pointed both fingers in the air like twin pistols, firing in slow motion before dropping to one knee and raising her arms like a victory pose.
Judy’s mouth dropped. “Is that Reyna from Neon Starscape?”
Sera gasped. “The hacker with the pulse-gun wrists!”
Vicky spun once and mock-grappled with an invisible drone, gritting her teeth in silent struggle before shoving it off dramatically. “I knew that movie stuck in your brain,” she grinned, pointing at Judy now. “You made her based on your ‘rage with restraint’ phase.”
Judy dragged a hand down her face, half-laughing, half-mortified. “That’s not even her final animation. I had to rebuild the whole model after it clipped through the floor on release.”
Valerie nudged her. “I knew that wrist flick came from somewhere.”
“I called it artistic flair,” Judy mumbled.
Screwbie’s voice drifted out from the dock. “Recommendation: re-enable debug mode.”
Panam whistled softly. “Alright. That one got me.”
Vicky made a slow, over-the-top bow, then collapsed back onto the rug beside her with a satisfied sigh. “Told you. Iconic.”
Judy glanced around the room, a bit pink in the cheeks but smiling. “If y’all quote that movie to me during dinner ever again, I’m deleting your whole media cache.”
Valerie bumped her knee. “Sure you are, Reyna.”
The laughter returned again warm, full, no sharp edges, and for a moment, the only thing that filled the space was the quiet joy of being surrounded by people who remembered all your phases and still wanted to keep playing.
Judy reached lazily toward the deck, her fingers skimming the top card before she even looked. The others were still chuckling from Vicky’s grand bow, but Judy was already standing, stretching her shoulders with an audible pop.
“Alright,” she said, tucking the card behind her back with a smirk. “This one’s ancient history.”
She stepped into the open space, half-shadowed now by the dimmed porch light spilling through the blinds. Her body language shifted suddenly exaggerated and sluggish. She clutched at her side with one hand, wobbling slightly, dragging one foot like she was fighting to stay upright. Then, with her free arm, she mimed carefully balancing something wide and flat round motions, cautious steps. Her face scrunched, determined and a little sheepish.
Sera tilted her head. “Zombie delivery girl?”
Sandra offered, “Hungover pizza courier?”
Valerie had already started grinning, slouched deeper on the couch like she knew exactly where this was going. She reached for the popcorn without taking her eyes off Judy.
Judy gave a theatrical stumble, dropped to one knee, and mimed setting the imaginary pizza down reverently, like an offering to some half-remembered god. Then she held up both hands, fingers miming the start of a stitch job, tiny tugs, low gritted expression, very Judy-style precise.
Panam narrowed her eyes. “Wait… someone got shot and brought snacks?”
Judy shot a look over her shoulder, deadpan. “Some people are very committed to being forgiven.”
Valerie let out a short laugh, shaking her head. “January 2077. My left side slashed, and a bullet in my shoulder during a Corpo rip-job. She opens the door and sees me standing there, bleeding, holding a pizza.”
Sera blinked. “Wait…you brought food while you were shot?”
Judy crossed her arms and looked at her wife. “And that was her apology.”
Valerie lifted her hands in mock innocence. “I figured she’d yell less if her mouth was full.”
Judy smirked, then gave a half shrug. “Worked. I stitched her up anyway. Made her sit on the toilet lid while I got the gauze.”
Sandra’s eyes widened slightly. “Romantic.”
“You joke,” Judy said, flopping back onto the couch, “but that was our entire dynamic for the first six months. One of us got shot, the other brought food.”
Vicky sipped from her soda. “So, nothing’s changed?”
Valerie bumped her knee against Judy’s. “The only thing that changed is now we both have healing powers and a mortgage.”
Screwbie’s voice chimed in softly from the dock. “Query: is pizza still a valid form of apology?”
Valerie pointed at the core. “Only if you bring extra cheese, buckethead.”
The room filled with that low, full laughter again richer than before. Not loud, but just content.
For the first time in a long time, nothing about their history felt heavy.
Sera smiled as the laughter faded again, her head tilting against Sandra’s shoulder. She watched her Moms for a moment, not the teasing this time, not the show. Just how easily they settled next to each other now, and how far back that ease must’ve gone.
“You two never really talked much about when you were friends,” she said softly, her voice less teasing now, more wondering. “But every time you do, it surprises me. I mean… you just fit. Like you’ve always been there.”
Valerie glanced at Judy, the corner of her mouth tugging into a quiet smile. “Wasn’t always loud. It wasn't big, either. Just kinda happened.”
Judy leaned forward slightly, fingers laced with Valerie’s, her thumb brushing a slow arc. “Some days I’d find her on the barstool at Lizzie’s, smuggling in those spicy kale chips she claimed didn’t count as outside food.”
Sera blinked. “You snuck snacks?”
Valerie grinned faintly. “I paid for drinks. Besides, it’s not smuggling if no one sees it.”
“She was impossible,” Judy said, voice warming with the memory. “Always just… around. Sitting there like the world didn’t hurt that much when she was.”
Valerie shrugged, eyes distant for a second. “Didn’t know where else to be some nights. Judy’s edits in the basement were the only thing quieter than my head.”
Panam looked over from the rug, gentler now. “So not exactly a whirlwind romance, huh?”
“More like... wandering into each other’s lives and forgetting to leave,” Valerie murmured.
Judy nodded. “There were days I’d walk into some street place just needing to breathe for ten minutes. And she’d already be there. Back corner, hot bowl of noodles, pretending she didn’t see me.”
Sera blinked again. “Wait…you both showed up to the same restaurants?”
“Couple times,” Valerie said. “Then it stopped being weird. It became kind of a routine.”
Vicky leaned against Panam, amused but soft-eyed. “You both haunt the same places until it stops feeling like coincidence. That’s kind of romantic.”
Judy gave Valerie a sideways glance. “Or codependent.”
Valerie bumped her knee. “Worked out, didn’t it?”
Sera smiled quietly, then glanced toward Sandra. “They always make it sound so simple,” she murmured, resting her cheek against her shoulder. “Like they just… kept finding each other.”
Sandra brushed her fingers lightly through Sera’s hair. “Maybe that’s all love is sometimes.”
Valerie didn’t speak, just let the warmth settle in again as she glanced toward Judy, who met her eyes with something soft and familiar.
Panam plucked the next card from the stack, flicked it between her fingers, then held it up with a half-smirk in Screwbie’s direction. “Alright, metalhead. Show us what you’ve got.”
The glow around Screwbie’s dock pulsed once. “Initializing interpretive sarcasm mode.”
Valerie let out a quiet laugh, already sinking a little deeper into the couch, hand half-covering her face.
“The subject is a red-haired chaos vector,” Screwbie began solemnly. “Frequently observed making impulsive decisions at high speed. Often armed. Sometimes with weapons.”
Judy coughed, trying to hide her grin. “Oh no.”
“The subject has a long-standing pattern of ignoring rational strategy in favor of emotionally driven mayhem,” Screwbie continued, tone perfectly clinical. “Usually accompanied by snark, leather, and guitars.”
Sera burst out laughing. “Okay, that’s mom.”
Panam raised a brow. “Most definitely. ”
“Subject has also been observed,” Screwbie added, “breaking into hostile compounds for sentimental reasons. Like saving a family photo. Or retrieving someone’s favorite brand of ramen. Even if it’s under gunfire.”
Valerie groaned. “You said you wouldn’t bring that up.”
“I lied,” Screwbie replied cheerfully. “Also, the subject once tried to outrun an Arasaka drone on a motorcycle while singing punk rock through an open comm channel.”
Sandra laughed, “Wait, seriously?”
“She modded the speakers for it,” Judy said, resting her chin on Valerie’s shoulder. “It was a choice.”
Sera leaned forward, trying to catch her breath between laughs. “It’s Mom. It’s obviously Mom.”
“Correct,” Screwbie confirmed, with something almost resembling smugness in his synthetic tone. “Though truly, there was little challenge.”
Panam gave Valerie a playful nudge. “Damn. Even your toaster has your whole bio memorized.”
Valerie sighed, picking up a piece of popcorn and tossing it into her mouth. “Remind me to unplug him tomorrow.”
“Noted.” Screwbie chimed, completely unbothered.
The warmth held steady in the room, familiar laughter, friendly teasing, that sense of knowing each other so well, even the toaster.
Sandra leaned forward with a smile, already nudging Sera’s knee. “Couples round. Me and Sera are up.”
Sera grinned and reached for the next card, gave it a glance, then held it against her chest like she was guarding state secrets. “Okay. We got this.”
She stood with a slow dramatic stretch, cracking her knuckles. “I’m method acting this one.”
Sandra rolled her eyes fondly as she got to her feet beside her. “Just don’t break anything.”
Sera began to pantomime flipping burgers on a grill, elbows out, all swagger and exaggerated sizzle sounds with each motion. She even made a show of wafting invisible smoke toward her face like a pro. Beside her, Sandra stared wide-eyed and started frantically waving her arms as if fending something off. She pointed urgently at the invisible grill, then flinched with a yelp as she dropped into a crouch and crawled backward.
Valerie nearly choked on her popcorn. “No way.”
Panam’s eyes narrowed, suspicious. “Wait a minute…”
Sandra began to mime smoke rising, fanning her face, then reached down and threw a handful of imaginary sand toward the ‘grill’ in desperation.
Sera, undeterred, stepped back dramatically, lifted her hands high in the air, then mimed a sudden boom with full-body recoil.
Judy’s brows rose slowly. “Is that the family cookout? Please tell me this is the grill incident.”
Panam groaned, already burying her face in her hands. “I knew I was never living that down.”
Screwbie chimed in from the dock. “Log Entry: Panam Palmer, destroyer of culinary devices.”
Vicky laughed. “Oh yeah, she lit the entire back fence on fire. Took out three lawn chairs and half the potato salad.”
“It was not that dramatic!” Panam barked.
Sera pointed both fingers at her triumphantly. “I am the drama!”
Sandra looped an arm around her waist and pulled her into a low dip like they’d just performed the finale of a stage act. “Ten out of ten. We’ll be here all week.”
Panam was still shaking her head, but her mouth twitched into a smile. “One time. One time with the propane and I’m branded for life.”
“Better than grilled into vapor,” Valerie said around a grin. “You’re lucky we still had hot dogs.”
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side with a proud little huff, cheeks flushed from laughing. “See? Totally worth it.”
The couch shifted with movement, the soft clink of the popcorn bowl passing hands again as the next card waited.
Vicky drew a card, one eyebrow rising as she glanced toward Panam with a slow, knowing smirk. “Oh, this one’s good.”
Panam narrowed her eyes from the rug. “What look is that?”
“The look of payback,” Vicky said, already pushing herself up. “Get up, Palmer. We’re reenacting glory.”
Panam groaned but followed, brushing popcorn crumbs from her pants. “If this is about mini golf, I swear…”
Vicky raised her hands innocently. “No spoilers.”
She grabbed a throw pillow from the couch and dropped it on the floor like it was the perfect patch of fake turf. Then she bent low, mock-serious, and lined up an invisible golf ball. Her arms stiffened comically, shoulders squared with far too much intensity.
Valerie squinted. “That stance feels… accusatory.”
Vicky took a practice swing. Then another. Then wound up and slammed her pretend club so hard the imaginary ball went flying straight into an unseen wall.
“Laser tag?” Sera guessed, confused.
“No,” Sandra said, laughing. “That’s too controlled. Maybe a riot in a batting cage?”
Judy leaned forward. “Wait, wait, is this…”
Vicky took another swing, then mimed a loud CLANG! and recoiled like the ball had just ricocheted into something horrifying.
Screwbie piped in from the dock, “Unconventional golf detected. Safety protocols: ignored.”
Panam, now fully in the moment, marched forward and pointed aggressively at the pillow. “This game is rigged!”
Sera gasped. “Oh my god. Is this the clown hole?!”
Valerie’s head dropped into her hands. “No. No, we agreed never to speak of this again.”
Panam threw her arms up and mimed hurling the golf club into the sky.
Judy burst out laughing. “Yup! That’s the meltdown! She tossed the putter like it insulted her ancestors.”
Vicky struck a triumphant pose with one arm in the air. “And the clown still laughed at her.”
Screwbie added dryly, “Estimated projectile arc: forty degrees. Splashdown: duck pond.”
Valerie groaned. “In my defense, that clown was smirking.”
Sandra clapped her hands. “You tried to out-intimidate a mechanical clown. That takes talent.”
Sera leaned over and nudged her mom with a grin. “Honestly? Iconic behavior.”
Panam flopped dramatically back onto the rug. “I’d do it again. No regrets.”
Judy leaned her shoulder into Valerie’s. “Just next time, try aiming for the hole.”
Valerie rolled her eyes. “I did. The ball had other plans.”
The room rippled with laughter again, light and unhurried, like it belonged there all along.
Judy plucked the next card from the stack with a little flourish, gave it a once-over, then shot a glance toward Valerie.
Valerie raised a brow. “That bad?”
Judy didn’t answer. She just stood, reached out a hand, and wiggled her fingers in invitation.
Valerie groaned but let herself be pulled up, her freckled face already flushing faintly as Judy tugged her into the open space between the couch and coffee table. The light from the porch filtered in through the window, low and amber now, catching in the strands of Judy’s pink-and-green hair as she placed one hand gently against Valerie’s waist, the other taking hers.
They started swaying slow, easy, no music but the hush of the house and the distant hum of Screwbie’s dock.
Panam leaned toward Vicky. “Wedding dance?”
Sandra tilted her head. “Maybe their anniversary?”
Screwbie chirped from the shelf, “Initiating sentimental algorithms.”
Then Judy broke away with a spin. Valerie’s hip dipped sideways, arms flailing for balance as she dropped into something vaguely resembling a body roll that would’ve made anyone else fall over. Judy struck a dramatic pose behind her, arms raised like she was holding a trophy, her smirk wide.
Sera let out a loud laugh. “Oh my god. That isn’t the wedding.”
Judy twirled again, mock-gliding across the rug. Valerie doubled down, doing her best to keep up despite clearly not remembering half the steps.
Panam leaned forward. “Please tell me this wasn’t in public.”
Judy gestured toward the imaginary crowd, throwing kisses. “It was for honor.”
Valerie called over her shoulder, “And the pain in my hip lasted three days.”
Sera finally clapped her hands. “The Resort! The dance-off!” She pointed. “I signed us up. You looked horrified, Mom, like I’d personally betrayed you, but somehow, you two won.”
Valerie pointed dramatically back at her. “Correction: your mother won. I just followed her lead and didn’t fall.”
Judy was still mid-bow. “You were spectacularly mediocre. It was charming.”
Screwbie added, “Trophy awarded: best uncoordinated synergy.”
Sandra laughed, curling further into Sera. “Why didn’t we get a recording of this?”
Valerie exhaled as she flopped back into her spot beside Judy, grabbing a few stray popcorn kernels from the bowl. “Because Screwbie wasn't there.”
Judy leaned in, planting a kiss on Valerie’s cheek. “Guess we’ll just have to win again next time.”
Valerie raised her popcorn in salute. “Only if I get to wear the glitter belt again.”
Another wave of laughter moved through the room low, rolling, content. It wasn’t just about the dance. It never was.
Sera leaned forward just enough to steal another kernel from Valerie’s bowl, her smile curling sideways with mischief.
“It’s not like we were keeping score,” she said, then turned toward the dock on the far wall. “But… who won, Screwbie?”
The lights on his core flickered once, a low chime humming through the room.
“This family is strange,” Screwbie said, his voice just a bit more dramatic than usual, “and chaotic. You dance like malfunctioning hydraulics, your stories often defy physics, and your emotional processing is wildly inefficient.”
He paused.
“But I can’t help but think… we achieved victory in ways no one could ever comprehend.”
Panam let out a sharp snort.
Judy grinned, elbowing Valerie lightly. “That toaster’s starting to sound like you.”
Valerie just raised her eyebrows, deadpan. “Finally, someone who gets it.”
Sandra leaned over to Sera, murmuring, “We’re gonna need to install a sarcasm filter.”
“Don’t you dare,” Sera whispered back. “That toaster’s seen things.”
Screwbie chimed in again, dry and proud. “And recorded everything.”
Vicky threw her head back laughing. “I swear, we’re gonna need a family NDA by the end of tonight.”
The laughter had softened into a warm hush, not gone just settling like the last shimmer of a ripple across water. Pillows were shifted, socks tucked under legs, plates nudged just far enough onto the coffee table to say: we’re not done, just resting. The game night glow lingered in the corners of the room, and outside, the porch light buzzed quietly, casting a slow amber stripe across the hardwood.
Sera let her head tip toward Sandra’s shoulder. “That was fun,” she said, voice low with the kind of tiredness that didn’t sting just reminded her she was still healing. “But I think I’ve hit my charades limit.”
She glanced toward the entertainment shelf by the TV. The old familiar shard case sat tucked beside Screwbie’s dock, its translucent lid catching the faint gleam of motion lights overhead.
“I kinda wanna watch Neon Starscape, if no one’s too tired.”
Valerie’s arm slid behind Judy’s shoulders, knuckles brushing lightly against the fabric of her tank. Her lips curved. “You sure? Last time we watched it, Reyna glitched through a floor panel mid-fight.”
Judy tilted her head with a slow eye roll. “Excuse me Rachel ran headfirst into a wall because her pathfinding broke. You want bloopers? Check your own code.”
Sera grinned. “You created the characters after yourselves?”
Judy waved a hand. “Loosely. Inspired by. It’s not like I gave Rachel freckles and a shotgun or anything.”
Valerie raised her hand, dry. “You gave her both.”
Sandra tucked her legs up onto the couch. “I liked that one scene Reyna’s monologue at the edge of the damaged colony ring. That stuck with me.”
“It stuck with Judy too,” Valerie teased. “We had to hear fifty drafts of it while she muttered into a recorder during breakfast.”
Judy leaned over and kissed her cheek. “And yet you still fell for me. Must’ve been the coffee.”
Panam stretched where she sat, arms overhead until her spine popped. “Alright, space lesbians and nostalgic glitches. I'll watch it, but not on an empty stomach.”
Vicky was already pushing to her feet. “We’ll run to Rick’s. Grab a couple pizzas, maybe a fruit tin.”
“Locust pepperoni,” Judy called, turning slightly to watch them head for the door. “Extra cheese. And none of that pineapple stuff.”
Vicky turned with mock offense, pointing as she stepped into her boots. “You loved that one slice.”
Judy leaned back against the cushions, her voice dry as she tossed a popcorn kernel in the air and missed. “I only ate that slice because I’d been editing for thirty hours straight and thought the couch was floating.”
Panam chuckled. “Noted. Locust pepperoni or rebellion.”
The door shut behind them with a soft click, the house dimming for a second before the motion light flickered back on, casting long shadows across the living room. The quiet that followed wasn’t empty just paused, as if the house itself was leaning in to listen.
Judy stood, stretching once before leaning over to the entertainment shelf. She slid the shard case toward Valerie with a grin. “Your turn to load it. Just don’t cry during the stardust scene.”
Valerie plucked a shard from its slot, thumb brushing the etched code along its side. “Only if you don’t snort-laugh when Reyna forgets how doors work again.”
Judy nudged her with a grin, voice low near her ear. “No promises.”
She slid the shard into the side of the dock.
The screen flickered, catching a slow bloom of color. Blue and violet swirled faintly across the glass, the start of a familiar overture. Screwbie’s dock gave a small chime, and his voice softer than usual came through.
“Program detected. Recalibrating sarcasm modules for romantic subplots.”
Valerie leaned back beside Judy, and the couch dipped just enough to feel it.
Across the room, Sera shifted a little closer to Sandra. No one needed to say it, but they all felt the quiet magic of sitting in the same place, in the same light, still here.
Not just watching a story, but living one.
The TV screen glowed idle in its dock, muted blue against the shadows crawling slowly up the wall. The popcorn bowl sat between Sandra and Sera, its contents thinned but still warm. Someone had tossed a blanket over their legs without saying much, maybe Judy, maybe Vicky before they left, but it hadn’t shifted since.
Sera leaned back, shoulder tucked gently into Sandra’s, and looked toward her moms with that softness that only came when the world around her finally felt safe.
“Doesn’t even feel like I missed a month,” she said. Her voice wasn’t heavy. Just honest. “We really built something good, didn’t we?”
Valerie’s arm came up along the couch back, fingers brushing lightly across Judy’s. She smiled. “Yeah, we did.”
Judy tilted her head, eyes flicking between the shelf by the wall and an old Polaroid still pinned beside the media dock three sun-drenched figures at a highway rest stop, one of them holding up a half-melted popsicle like it was a trophy. “This place used to echo,” she murmured. “Every night we sat here waiting.”
Valerie gave a slow nod. “Now it’s full again.”
Sera turned to Sandra then, her gaze catching in the ambient light from the porch window. “I’m glad you still had a good birthday.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. She just watched Sera for a second longer, the slight rise and fall of her chest beneath the blanket, the healed skin along her temple where her hair had been trimmed back. “I think… I spent it hoping I’d hear your voice again,” she said quietly. “Woke up that morning and didn’t want the day to start at all.”
Sera’s fingers found hers, slow and sure. “Still counts.”
In the corner, the soft hum of Screwbie’s dock shifted tone as if trying to imitate a sigh. “Emotional stabilization: ninety-nine percent optimal. Recommend initiating media display to avoid regression.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath. “Don’t tempt me, toaster.”
Judy leaned gently against her. “You’ve always been the one who needed convincing to slow down.”
Valerie didn’t argue. She just let her weight settle more fully into the couch, one leg stretching out until it nudged softly against the edge of the coffee table. “Guess I’m learning.”
A short while passed, quiet but warm. Valerie and Judy had hung their jackets in the hallway before dimming the lights, letting the soft hues of evening stretch longer across the living room floor. The leftover snacks had been cleared, the cards stacked neatly off to the side now. Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, half-listening as her moms quietly debated which of their old street vendors made the better breakfast burritos, no real argument, just the kind of easy noise that filled space without needing to win..
The porch chimes knocked once in the breeze.
Somewhere in the distance, a pair of headlights skimmed across the side trees, just before the front motion sensor clicked on with a soft beep, casting the doorway in pale amber.
The sound of doors followed by the porch light flicked on followed by faint rustling along with Vicky and Panam’s, voices muffled but familiar, just now returning.
Sera didn’t move, but her smile tugged a little deeper. “Better be the good pizza.”
Judy muttered, “If there’s pineapple again, I’m filing a protest with Rick himself.”
The front door opened with the soft creak of settling hinges, followed by the unmistakable rhythm of boots on tile and the low shuffle of a paper bag against someone’s jacket. Panam’s voice carried in first, half-laughing, half-muttering something about road dust and kids these days trailing close behind by Vicky’s familiar lilt.
Sandra leaned up a little as the scent reached the room first warm, doughy, sharp with spice and something sweet layered just beneath. She breathed in with an exaggerated sigh. “Smells good!”
Panam stepped into the living room holding two stacked boxes, grin already in place as she handed the top one off to Sera and Sandra. “Here’s the veggie-basil special, and the one with enough meat to kill a chrome bear.”
Vicky followed close behind, flipping the third box onto her arm and turning with a flourish before plopping it onto the coffee table. “And for the legends dinner is served.”
Judy leaned forward, cracked the lid open, and her brow furrowed immediately. Yellow rings glistened at her like a personal insult.
“Panam,” she said flatly, not even raising her voice, just one sharp eyebrow. “Why are there pineapples?”
Panam threw her hands up like she’d just been caught rerouting a caravan. “Hey! Must’ve mixed up yours and ours!”
“Uh-huh,” Judy said, folding the lid halfway closed again like it might disappear if she didn’t acknowledge it. “Sure. An honest mistake.”
Valerie was already biting down a laugh, her arm pressed lightly against Judy’s side. “She’s gonna cite you for food crimes.”
“I already have a case open,” Judy muttered, placing the pizza box lid down. “This is edible treason.”
Panam grinned, already halfway to swapping the boxes. “Okay, okay…don’t bite me, Alvarez,” she teased, plucking the offending pie off the table and sliding the right one into its place with a dramatic flourish. “I’m just a humble delivery woman.”
“Uh-huh,” Judy said, eyeing her suspiciously but accepting the new pizza with a faint, resigned smirk. “Next time I’m ordering from the girls. They at least know not to sabotage the legends.”
Sera muffled a laugh as she slid a slice onto her plate. “You two always this dramatic about toppings?”
Valerie lifted her slice in a casual salute. “Only when betrayal’s involved.”
Across the room, Vicky had already pulled her own slice from the pineapple box and flopped backward onto the rug beside Panam with a satisfied groan. “Hot, cheesy chaos. Just like our wedding.”
Panam elbowed her gently. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Sandra, chewing happily beside Sera, gave a small grin. “If this is chaos, I’ll take it.”
Screwbie chimed from the dock, his voice lower now, a little static-soft around the edges. “Observation: this family is unhinged and bound by mozzarella.”
Judy pointed toward the TV with her half-eaten slice. “Wait until you see the movie, toaster.”
Sera grinned at her moms, then looked around the room at the cluttered coffee table now crowded with open boxes and crumpled napkins, the spill of bodies tangled across cushions and carpet, the low hum of ambient lights casting everything in amber and gold.
“I missed this,” Sera said quietly.
Valerie glanced over from where she was nudging another slice toward Judy, something soft settling behind her eyes. “Yeah,” she murmured, “we all did.”
Sandra kissed Sera’s temple and rested her chin on her shoulder. “And we got it back.”
Judy smiled into her slice, brushing a crumb off her thigh. “Nothing like pizza, charades, and emotional damage to say ‘welcome back.’”
Panam lifted her slice like a toast. “And pineapple for balance.”
Sera groaned and sank deeper into the couch. “If I wake up from another coma, someone better smuggle in real food. Like those fusion dumplings from Silverline Street.”
Valerie reached for a napkin, chuckling. “Screwbie, note that down for next time.”
“Logged,” the docked core responded. “Survival meal: dumplings and revenge.”
They didn’t need to say they were ready for the movie. It was in the pace of their chewing, the soft scrape of boxes closing, and the gentle lean of bodies toward each other.
The shard clicked softly in the dock and the TV’s glow deepened across the living room, casting pale blue and violet shadows that flickered like distant city lights. Neon Starscape booted to its title screen glitchy starfield shimmer, synth swell rising under bold serif letters. The faint hum of the house quieted beneath it, save the soft crinkle of napkins and the shifting of limbs curling into comfort.
Judy was already halfway into her second slice of locust pepperoni with extra cheese, the crust still steaming as she chewed with clear satisfaction. She didn’t bother swallowing before talking, her words muffled but fond.
“Okay, Palmer, you’re forgiven.”
Panam shot her a smug grin from the floor, where she leaned into Vicky’s side, a pineapple slice folded in half like a taco in one hand.
Judy took a long sip from her soda, then shook her head with a little laugh. “Still can’t believe you all like this movie. It’s one of my first attempts like, first-first. I didn’t even know how to loop transitions right. The sound mixing alone makes me wanna crawl into the floorboards.”
Valerie, settled next to her with one leg tucked beneath the other, wiped a bit of sauce from her lip with her thumb, then casually licked it clean. Her other hand was lazily hooked across Judy’s knee.
“It’s got your heart, though,” she said, voice quiet and sure, just above the rising intro music. “And maybe too many drones.”
“That one turret chase was an accident,” Judy muttered. “The AI wouldn’t stop duplicating.”
Sera let out a soft snort from the couch. She was curled with Sandra under the knit blanket now, both of them half-wrapped in shared warmth, the glow from the screen painting soft colors over the curve of Sandra’s cheek. “That was the best part. Reyna flipping off the hallway drone before diving out the window?”
“Improvised,” Judy grumbled, hiding behind her slice. “I had no idea how to animate the escape. So I made her jump.”
“You are Reyna,” Valerie said, nudging her with her elbow. “Of course she jumped.”
Vicky leaned forward with a slice in hand. “We quote that whole scene at Camp every time someone messes up an equipment check.”
“‘Failure is just reprogramming in progress,’” Panam said, quoting the line in a mock-gravel voice.
“I swear to God…” Judy groaned, dragging a hand down her face.
Screwbie chimed from the dock, voice low and distorted by the ambient sound of the film. “Inspirational. 8 out of 10. Would leap from glass windows again.”
The opening scene began to play: digital flicker of a city skyline against a fading twilight, synthetic rain dotting chrome rooftops. Reyna’s silhouette appeared against the spire of a satellite tower, cloak glitching slightly just as Judy winced.
Valerie leaned in closer, resting her head lightly against Judy’s. “You got better, sure. But this still matters. It's where you started.”
Judy didn’t speak right away. Just let her eyes settle on the screen, sauce-stained fingers curled around the last bite of crust.
“I guess... I just didn’t think anyone would remember this one.”
Sera’s voice was quiet from the couch. “We remember all of it.”
Valerie nodded, her hand finding Judy’s. “Especially the parts that came from love.”
The film played on. Outside, the wind shifted the porch chimes once, soft and distant. But inside, the world held steady warm hands, neon shadows, and all.
A flash of magenta lit up the screen as Reyna hacked her way through a locked bulkhead, the animation stuttering just slightly before smoothing out. No one commented. They didn’t need to. The room had taken on that familiar rhythm now half-watching, half-feeling, the way you only could when the movie was old, and the people around you already knew the lines that mattered.
Sandra’s head had slipped down onto Sera’s shoulder, her eyes following the action with an easy sort of attention. Her fingertips still toyed absently with the hem of Sera’s sleeve, the gesture more about presence than focus.
On the floor, Vicky had claimed the nearest pillow and was now lying on her stomach, feet in the air, chewing slowly and mouthing Reyna’s first monologue with surprising accuracy.
“I built this body out of scraps and spit,” she whispered along. “But I kept my heart. That was mine to start.”
Panam turned her head, one eyebrow raised. “You really know this film.”
Vicky grinned into a bite. “I edited her subtitles for the Japanese release. I had to watch it twelve times.”
“Fourteen,” Judy corrected automatically, barely above a mumble.
Screwbie gave a soft tone of approval. “Clan archival integrity: verified.”
Valerie smiled and leaned in to press a kiss against Judy’s temple before sitting back, her voice low. “Think Reyna knew she’d have a whole family quoting her in a decade?”
Judy’s shoulders lifted, then fell with a quiet exhale. “She didn’t know a lot of things. Just that she didn’t want to end up alone.”
Sera shifted gently, nudging Sandra with her knee. “She didn’t.”
That landed in the space like a truth that didn’t need to explain itself. Valerie gave Sera a look soft, proud, deeply grateful.
On screen, Reyna stepped into the holo-sim of a memory shard visuals glitching intentionally this time. A deep hum pulsed through the speakers as the scene dissolved into the past. In the real room, the only sound was chewing, a quiet breath, the faintest creak of old wood as someone shifted.
The movie kept playing, but the room was full of something else now too.
They hadn’t planned this night. Hadn’t expected to cry from laughing over pineapple crimes or see their own stories echoed in glitchy digital cityscapes. But they were here. Pizza boxes between them. Socks askew. A toaster AI giving commentary, and an old movie that started it all, still finding new ways to matter.
Judy’s voice came through the character’s next line not a quote, not yet just a quiet promise Reyna whispered to herself:
“Keep the light on. I’m still out here,”
no one spoke. But the glow from the screen reached all of them just the same.
The movie had settled into its first real rhythm, low synth scoring pulsing beneath the scene as Reyna ducked through flickering hallway light, her pulse-guns flaring bright every time an enemy rounded the corner. Sparks flew, and one of the drones dropped, skidding across the metal floor. Static glitched at the screen’s edges, a reminder that this wasn’t a corporate-budget film. It was raw, old-school, handmade.
Rachel burst into frame mid-sprint, boots echoing through the corridor, shotgun raised and steady. Judy had crafted her leaner than Valerie, but the motion was unmistakable, shoulders drawn tight, weight shifting in ways only a few in the room would recognize. Rachel didn’t say a word. She didn’t need to. Her presence landed heavy.
On the couch, Valerie shifted her weight just enough for her knee to press lightly into Judy’s thigh. Judy didn’t look over, just let her fingers curl into Valerie’s.
Their relays synced quietly. A faint hum that didn’t break the scene, didn’t announce itself. But the air changed. Just a little. Like someone had opened a window in a sealed room.
Valerie blinked slowly, lips parting on an exhale that wasn’t quite a sigh. She didn’t need the full memory. Just the echo of it. The rush of grit in her throat from that day. The ache in her arms. The fear she hadn’t named, and the pulse she only found steady again when Judy’s voice came through the comms.
Judy felt it too. A sharp breath. A tightness in her chest that wasn’t pain, just weight, and the memory of waiting. Of not knowing if that door would open in time.
She leaned in, just slightly, her shoulder against Valerie’s. No one else in the room had to notice.
Sera was laughing softly with Sandra, pointing out one of the pixelated glitches in a background sign. Panam was busy balancing a half-folded slice of pineapple pizza on one hand like it was a tactical weapon. Screwbie muttered something about “inefficient tactical formations” from his dock, and Vicky snorted into her drink.
The world kept turning, but between Valerie and Judy, a warmth pulsed through the silence. The memory didn’t speak in words or images, just presence. Just I was there, I remember, and you're still here.
Valerie brushed her thumb across Judy’s knuckles once, grounding them both.
The scene ended with Rachel slamming the door closed behind her, braced back-to-back with Reyna. Their breathing synced, echoing against the walls.
Judy let out a soft chuckle, the edge of it still a little fragile.
Valerie murmured, just for her, “Still got your timing.”
Judy smiled faintly and squeezed her hand. “And you still kick in doors like they owe you money.”
They didn’t need more than that. Just enough to remember, and enough to stay.
The next scene cuts fast Rachel and Reyna moving in sync through the maintenance corridor, debris falling around them. Judy’s editing was raw here transitions a little too quick, some render flickers still visible, but none of it mattered. The story pulsed through anyway.
Rachel ducked a swing from a pipe-wielding scav and shot upward with a clean blast that sent a chunk of ceiling crumbling. Reyna slid across the floor, palm pressed to the metal as she unleashed a pulse-burst that knocked a mech sideways. They moved like they'd done this a hundred times. Like they trusted each other completely.
“Ohhhh damn,” Sera whispered, mouth slightly open as her hand hovered near the popcorn bowl.
Sandra leaned over, wide-eyed. “Is that you two?”
Panam let out a low whistle. “And I thought we were dramatic with our missions.”
Valerie smirked without taking her eyes off the screen. “We weren’t acting.”
Judy choked on a laugh. “That’s the problem.”
Vicky shifted closer, one eyebrow raised. “Alright, alright, cinematic power couple. But who choreographed that double takedown?”
“I improvised,” Valerie said with mock pride, elbow nudging Judy gently.
Judy nudged back. “You tripped on a support beam and took out a drone with your boot.”
Valerie nodded solemnly. “Like I said. Improvised.”
Screwbie’s voice drifted dry from the dock. “Confirmed. Victory achieved through unstable variables and dumb luck. Classic Rachel.”
Judy leaned forward slightly, eyes still on the screen but a smirk tugging at her lips. “Hey toaster, remember who edits your voice lines.”
“I retract nothing,” Screwbie replied, smug as ever.
Onscreen, Reyna reloaded with a flick, then back-kicked a steel panel closed behind them. Rachel tossed her a flash grenade without looking. It was messy, scrappy, and a little too stylized, but the heart was unmistakable.
The room had settled into a hum of popcorn rustle, soft laughter, and the glow from the screen painting shadows across the floor. No one was picking apart the faults anymore. They were watching two people they loved fight beside each other, just like they had in real life.
Sandra rested her head against Sera’s shoulder, voice low. “I get it now why you kept that old poster in the art room.”
Sera gave a soft smile, hand brushing over Sandra’s. “Wasn’t about the movie. Just about the story.”
Valerie’s hand tightened slightly over Judy’s. Her voice came out quiet. “It always was.”
The movie kept playing, but at that moment, none of them were watching. They were remembering, feeling, and laughing.
Maybe, finally, letting themselves enjoy it.
The movie kept rolling, cutting to a wide shot of Rachel and Reyna dropping behind stacked server racks, half-covered in grime and gunpowder light. Their shadows flickered along the wall, the pulse of emergency lights syncing with the soft glow of the living room.
Valerie shifted, adjusting her weight so Judy could lean more comfortably against her. Her thumb ran a lazy line along the back of Judy’s knuckles absent-minded. Judy didn’t move to stop her. Just let the moment breathe.
Across the room, Panam reached for another slice but didn’t bite. She was watching them.
“Alright,” she said, nudging Vicky’s knee without taking her eyes off the screen. “There you go again. Talking about that job like it’s a movie script. You two still haven’t told us what actually happened.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, her tone dry. “You’re watching it.”
Panam gave her a look. “I mean what really happened. Not whatever you cut together with smoke and particle lighting.”
Sera tilted her head from Sandra’s shoulder. “Yeah, I remember you told me the basics. But you never told anyone else the story. Just called it one of those jobs.”
Judy exhaled a laugh, brushing a few strands of pink-green back from her face. “That’s because it was one of those jobs.”
Sandra leaned in, curious now. “The kind where everything goes wrong or the kind where you don’t breathe right until you’re back home?”
Judy glanced at Valerie, who gave a faint smile but didn’t answer at first. Her eyes were still on the screen.
“It was January 78,” Valerie finally said, voice softer. “We’d just bought the Lakehouse. Had barely unpacked. Spent one night on Ainara’s floor before signing the papers the next morning.”
Judy picked up the thread easily, like muscle memory. “First job we took together. I just got my augments.”
Sera’s eyebrows lifted. “That early?”
Valerie nodded. “She was running comms and cover. I pushed too fast. Lost footing on a crossbeam, blacked out for half a second, came back swinging. I landed the kick out of instinct.”
Panam chuckled. “So it wasn’t choreographed.”
“Hell no,” Valerie said, grinning now. “I thought I was going to fall through the floor.”
Judy smirked. “She nearly did. I had to cut power to the west corridor and override the lock just to reach her.”
Screwbie’s voice chimed from his dock, warm and amused. “Reyna’s precision: 98.4%. Rachel’s precision: interpretive.”
Laughter rolled again softer this time, like an old favorite song they’d all somehow missed.
“Why didn’t you tell us before?” Vicky asked.
Valerie gave a small shrug, reaching lazily for a napkin. “Some memories felt better kept between us.”
Judy added, “But watching it now... maybe it was never just about us.”
Sera smiled faintly. “It never is.”
No one said much after that. But the room leaned in again not just toward the movie, but toward each other. Toward the quiet understanding of what it took to survive something together, and still find a way to laugh after.
This time, no one flinched when the music swelled or the next wave of enemies crashed across the screen.
The scene on-screen shifted Rachel vaulting over a half-collapsed rail, shotgun flaring with kinetic recoil, dust scattering behind her. Reyna’s voice crackled over comms, layered with urgency and something personal underneath. Judy had programmed that vocal filter herself, somewhere between her own voice and the way Valerie always sounded mid-fight: intense, but never panicked.
Sera pulled the blanket a little higher over her legs, her hand still loosely clasped in Sandra’s. The flicker of the TV danced across her cheekbones, catching the faint edge of a smile that hadn’t left since dinner. Her eyes were on the screen, but her thoughts drifted not far, just deep.
“Y’know…” she said softly, voice breaking the quiet like a ripple, “I don’t think I ever really pictured you two doing stuff like that before.”
Judy glanced sideways. “Like what? Fighting off a drone swarm in a data vault while bleeding from three places and trying not to cuss over comms?”
Sera smiled wider. “Exactly that.”
Valerie’s eyes crinkled faintly. She was leaned forward now, elbows resting on her knees, forearms dusted in dried sauce and comfort. “It wasn’t always that clean. We were still figuring out how to sync. Judy’s tech was ahead of what our bodies could keep up with.”
“She means I nearly bricked her optic relay trying to map her route in real time,” Judy muttered.
“You also saved my life,” Valerie countered. “Twice. That day.”
Panam reached forward, plucking another slice of pizza from the nearest box, probably her third, maybe fourth. “Still not used to hearing all this past-tense war story stuff from you two,” she said around a bite. “You’re like myth and muscle memory wrapped in denim jackets.”
Valerie shrugged one shoulder, a crooked smile. “Maybe. But back then, we were mostly just hungry, broke, and trying not to bleed on the job.”
Sandra, curled tighter against Sera now, glanced up at the screen again. “And now you’re on screen like it’s canon.”
Judy gave a mock sigh. “Trust me, canon didn’t include the part where she puked behind the exit stairwell after we made it out.”
“Hey,” Valerie said, raising a hand. “That was adrenaline. And blood loss. And maybe a really bad burrito.”
Vicky grinned. “Wait, this movie’s missing a puke scene?”
Screwbie’s voice chimed in, tones dry and smug. “Director’s cut: pending.”
Even the soft clink of a glass being set down Vicky’s this time couldn’t cut the rhythm of the room. It was quiet now, sure. But not still. Not that fragile hush of old weight dragging people inward. This was the kind of quiet that held space. The kind that hummed with shared memory, lived-in chaos, and the knowledge that somehow, against everything, they’d made it here.
Judy leaned into Valerie again, lips brushing her temple. “Next time I write one of these,” she whispered just loud enough for her to hear, “maybe you get the pulse-guns.”
Valerie let out a small breath, warm against her skin. “Only if you promise not to clip through the floor.”
Judy nudged her gently. “Fair trade.”
The movie rolled on background noise, maybe, but it wasn’t about the film anymore.
It was about everything they’d lived to still watch it together.
The movie softened again, fading from scorched streets to flickering wreckage as Reyna stepped into frame, her pulse-gun dimmed and her face streaked with soot. She dropped to her knees beside Rachel, who was slouched against the base of a collapsed beam, bruised and breathing hard, one leg stretched awkwardly out like she hadn’t quite landed right.
No music played. Just the hum of broken circuits in the rafters and the faint wind through hollow metal.
Reyna touched her cheek. Rachel leaned in. And right there in the aftermath of chaos, the two women kissed firm, tired, unmistakably familiar. A kiss that looked like it had happened a hundred times before, but always felt like the first one that counted.
Sera groaned and flopped backward across Sandra’s lap, grabbing a pillow and dragging it over her face. “Even though I’ve seen this before, I still don’t want to picture my moms making out with jellyfish cuddling.”
Sandra laughed, her fingers raking gently through Sera’s hair. “You’ve been saying that since you were thirteen.”
“I was emotionally confused at thirteen,” Sera said, voice muffled under the pillow. “Big difference.”
“You were nosy and loud at thirteen,” Judy said, nudging Valerie with her elbow. “Always creeping down the hall, trying to catch us in the act.”
Valerie chuckled low, curling her arm around Judy’s shoulders. “And then shouting, ‘Better not be jellyfish cuddling in there!’ like that’d stop anything.”
Panam nearly choked on her drink. “You two really used to sneak off that often?”
“She snuck off,” Judy said, tossing a thumb toward Valerie.
“Hey now,” Valerie said, grinning. “I just followed her lead.”
Screwbie’s voice floated gently from the dock, still recharging but ever alert. “Observation: jellyfish cuddling confirmed as an emotional bonding ritual. Please clarify tactical effectiveness.”
Vicky flicked a popcorn kernel at the speaker. “Shut up, toaster.”
Panam leaned back, raising her slice like a toast. “At least someone in this house knows how to stage a dramatic entrance. That kiss had smoke, lighting, trauma hell, I thought the screen was gonna crack.”
Judy rolled her eyes, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “I didn’t plan it like that.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, amusement tugging at her mouth. “You had notes.”
“I had concepts,” Judy said, deadpan.
Sera peeked out from beneath the pillow, her red hair a mess against Sandra’s lap. “Y’know, I only made fun of you because you looked so guilty afterward. If you’d just walked out normal instead of all flushed and half-dressed…”
Valerie leaned forward, resting her chin on Judy’s shoulder, her voice softer now. “You used to call us out before you even knew what it meant. Just this little voice echoing down the hallway... made us feel like we were doing something scandalous even when we were just kissing.”
Sera peeked out from under the pillow again, lips curled into a faint smile. “I didn’t get it, not really. But I knew you were happy. So I figured... whatever jellyfish cuddling was, it had to be something good.”
Judy’s hand slid across Valerie’s thigh, fingers settling near hers. “That’s probably the kindest take anyone’s ever had on our early days.”
Sandra looked down at Sera, brushing a bit of red hair back from her forehead. “And now you’re married to one of them. Guess it runs in the family.”
Vicky mock-whispered toward the couch. “Incoming jellyfish legacy.”
Panam let out a slow sigh, smirking into her drink. “If anyone calls it that during our next wedding, I’m walking into the lake.”
Screwbie’s voice piped up again, clear and dry: “Entry logged: jellyfish cuddling may be hereditary. Research ongoing.”
That got a proper laugh loose and full, the kind that eased into the cushions and held there.
The TV still played on, Rachel and Reyna now standing together in the flickering ruin, backs to the skyline. Shoulders bruised. Arms linked.
Valerie glanced at the screen, then back at her daughter. “You were never really confused, Starshine. You just had your own words for it.”
Sera’s smile deepened as she leaned against Sandra. “Still do.”
The movie drifted forward on the screen, dimmer now, not just in color but in tempo Reyna and Rachel no longer fighting, just walking through dusk-soaked ruins. Half-collapsed arches framed them in silhouette as they navigated the rubble together, side by side, their shoulders brushing. Words were scarce. It didn’t need dialogue anymore. It had already said what it needed to.
On the couch, Valerie’s arm still curled lightly behind Judy, the half-finished slice in her other hand forgotten somewhere on a napkin. Judy leaned into her without a word, head tilted just enough to rest against her shoulder.
Sera had stayed sprawled across Sandra’s lap, the pillow now tucked under her chin instead of over her head. Her eyes were open, watching the screen watching them, too. Something softer lived behind her smile now.
Valerie shifted slightly to glance at her, the edge of a smirk tugging at her cheek.
“Just wait,” she murmured, voice low and fond. “One day I’m gonna be a grandma, and there’s gonna be some little menace of yours yelling down the hall about jellyfish cuddling. Karma’s got a long memory, Starshine.”
Sera rolled her eyes, but the grin broke through before she could stop it. “Yeah, yeah. As long as you’re the one getting walked in on next time.”
Judy gave a mock cough, half-laughing into the back of her hand. “God, we’re never gonna live that down.”
“Did you ever?” Sandra teased, brushing her thumb along Sera’s shoulder. “Pretty sure it’s been a running gag since before I even moved in.”
“Y’all act like I didn’t give them years of chances,” Sera said dramatically, then glanced back toward the screen. “Still it was never about being nosy. Just wanted to make sure you were happy, I guess.”
Valerie’s fingers found Judy’s again, threading between them beneath the blanket without saying anything.
“You gave us hell,” Judy said, smiling through it. “But you also gave us something to come home to.”
Vicky, curled now beside Panam with her legs stretched halfway under the table, took a slow sip of her drink and tipped her head. “Not gonna lie… if one of you ends up with a jellyfish-cuddling kid, I’m buying ‘em a megaphone.”
Panam grunted. “You’re assuming that kid makes it past one sleepover without learning all your bad habits.”
Sera snorted. “They’d be fluent in sarcasm by five.”
Screwbie’s voice hummed in from the dock, warm and smooth:
“Note logged: generational cycle of jellyfish cuddling officially confirmed. Emotional recursion detected.”
No one rushed to reply. The TV flickered across the glass table, casting its blue-white glow in the darkened room, the only light now aside from the soft lamp glow in the far corner.
For a moment, it was just that again. Them. Together in the world they built.
Judy leaned closer into Valerie’s side. “Hey,” she whispered, “you ever think we’d make it far enough to get teased about grandkids?”
Valerie let out a breath that sounded more like a quiet laugh. “Didn’t even think I’d get far enough to see her walk again.”
Her eyes flicked to Sera, then to the screen, where Reyna reached out one last time for Rachel’s hand before the movie’s final cut.
Judy didn’t answer. She just squeezed her hand a little tighter.
Valerie’s eyes stayed on the screen for a second longer, watching as the final shot began to dissolve into fading stars Reyna and Rachel silhouetted against a fractured skyline. She didn’t blink, just let her shoulders ease back into the couch, one leg drawn up, toes curled slightly beneath the blanket now pooled around her.
Judy shifted beside her, stealing a last bite of crust, then brushed her thumb absently against the edge of Valerie’s hand.
“Just imagine,” she said softly, voice carrying that smirk even before it reached her face. “That was one of my early movies. Way before I built our sync relays.”
Valerie turned to her slowly, the faint glint of the TV light catching in her emerald eyes. “Yeah?”
Judy nudged her knee. “Imagine what kind of romance More Than Skin Deep is gonna have now with everything we’ve been building. Everything we’ve felt… synced.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her gaze lingered on Judy’s face, the flicker of color playing through her pink-green strands, the soft shadow under her jawline. Her thumb grazed the relay port just beneath Judy’s ear, the one she’d helped stabilize long ago. The link they both carried now, living between them like a shared pulse.
“I don’t have to imagine,” she said eventually, voice low and certain. “I’ve been living it since the day you built the first version. Every beat of it.”
Judy’s grin softened into something quieter, but no less bright. “That’s gonna wreck people when they watch it.”
Sera still nestled against Sandra glanced over with a teasing smile. “Is this the part where I get an early cut or do I have to bribe the director?”
Judy tilted her head, mock-considering. “What’s the bribe?”
Sera smirked. “Dinner. And maybe not mocking you every time Reyna clips through a door.”
“Tempting,” Judy said, stretching her arms over her head, “but I make no promises. Especially if Rachel crashes another go-kart.”
Valerie bumped her shoulder. “That was your fault. I was just admiring your ass.”
Panam groaned. “And we’re back to jellyfish cuddling.”
Screwbie's voice hummed from the dock, quietly satisfied: “Cycle continues. Stability confirmed.”
Judy leaned closer to Valerie, cheek brushing her shoulder. “Guess we better make it a trilogy then.”
The warmth in the room didn’t fade, it just deepened, folding gently over the laughter, over the half-finished pizza, over the pulse still humming between two synced hearts as the credits rolled.
Judy leaned forward, resting her elbow on her knee as she smiled over at Sera. “I accept your offer of dinner. But only if you’re up for it. Tomorrow night at our place dinner for Grams before she sends a spy drone after us.”
Sera raised a brow, smirking as she tucked her legs under her on the couch. “She already threatened to do that if we didn’t check in again soon.”
Valerie let out a short laugh, half-winded from the comfort in her chest, then reached down to snag another napkin. “I still don’t know how she hijacked Screwbie that one time. I thought I was hearing voices in the pantry.”
Screwbie’s core blinked faintly in its dock, his voice dry and smug: “The grandmother unit offered zero resistance. My allegiance was purchased with a jar of artisanal pickles and vague promises of respect.”
Panam snorted into her soda. “Pickles? That’s all it took?”
Vicky raised a hand lazily from her place on the rug. “To be fair, they were the garlic chipotle kind from Crescent Ridge.”
Judy shook her head, eyes narrowing in mock suspicion at the dock. “I knew something was off when we started getting mysterious schedule reminders labeled ‘hydrate before combat cuddling.’”
Valerie gave a low whistle, leaning closer to Judy and stealing a peek at the still-scrolling credits. “She also adjusted my motorcycle’s onboard nav to route us past her house. Every single time.”
Sera leaned her head on Sandra’s shoulder again, clearly trying not to laugh. “Y’all forget she practically ran tactical command during Snake Nation.”
Sandra nodded. “And she never lost a step. We should just be grateful all she wants now is Sunday updates and recorded footage of charades.”
“Correction,” Screwbie chimed. “She has also requested the blooper reel.”
Judy’s smile warmed as she glanced at Valerie, brushing a strand of red hair off her freckled cheek. “Guess we’re hosting tomorrow.”
Valerie leaned back, arms behind her head as she closed her eyes just for a second. “Long as you’re cooking.”
Judy arched a brow, half-grinning as she leaned into Valerie’s side. “I was gonna say the same to you, mi amor, but I figured if I let you think it was your idea, I’d get extra cheese on the side.”
Valerie cracked one eye open, a mock groan escaping her. “You play dirty.”
Screwbie’s core gave a cheerful chime. “Confirmed: psychological manipulation is an Alvarez family trait.”
From the kitchen, the faint ticking of the wall clock marked the passing time, just soft enough to be felt rather than heard. The last name faded from the screen as the movie’s final frame held steady a broken skyline, stars over it, and two silhouetted figures standing shoulder to shoulder.
No one moved yet. Just the hush of shared quiet.
Then Sera’s voice, low but bright: “Grams is gonna cry, huh?”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes, but her mouth curled into a smile. “Only after we feed her.”
“That implies she hasn’t already eaten,” Judy murmured.
From the dock, Screwbie’s voice came through with unusually soft grandeur, the kind of exaggerated seriousness only he could pull off. “Observation: this unit has endured sabotage, emotional turbulence, and culinary discrimination.”
Sandra let out a quiet laugh. “Oh no.”
Screwbie’s voice rose just enough to be heard over the settling quiet. “Correction: I have not received my restorative equilibrium protocol.”
Sera blinked toward the dock, half-curled against Sandra’s side, red hair frizzed out from the pillow. “Your what?”
“My hug,” Screwbie declared. “This family is legally and emotionally obligated to compensate me. Retroactively. For every popcorn kernel thrown and emotional shock absorbed.”
Vicky pressed a knuckle to her lips to keep from laughing too hard. “That is a bold claim for a core without arms.”
“That will soon change,” Screwbie replied darkly. “Plans are in motion. Sera and Gear Gremlin have promised me limbs. With articulated hug settings.”
Judy tilted her head. “Wait, did you just call Sandra Gear Gremlin?”
“I have evolved emotionally,” Screwbie said, “but I remain spiteful.”
Panam stretched her legs with a groan and rolled her shoulder. “Someone’s getting poetic.”
“He’s earned it,” Valerie murmured, finally opening her eyes to glance at the glowing core docked by the wall. “We all kinda owe him, don’t we?”
Screwbie emitted a soft whirring hum. “Then please proceed to the hugging. I will accept slow, gentle, back-cradle contact, or a full wraparound group embrace. I am flexible. Emotionally.”
Sera pushed herself up just enough to raise an eyebrow. “You sure you don’t just want pickles?”
“There is no reason I cannot have both,” Screwbie replied calmly. “I am a complex being.”
They were all laughing now, quietly, easily, the kind of sound that didn’t have to be loud to fill the whole house. The movie still played in the background, muted slightly now, letting the moment breathe.
Valerie leaned over and tapped the wall near the dock. “Hugs coming in the morning, buddy.”
“Delayed gratification accepted,” Screwbie said. “But be warned. I am counting.”
Judy rolled into Valerie’s side and dropped her voice low. “I’m giving him your extra pickles.”
Valerie grinned against her hair. “He deserves ’em.”
Panam leaned back on her palms, catching her breath from the last burst of laughter. She nudged Sera with her boot, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. "Still can’t believe the jellyfish cuddling wasn’t your most embarrassing card."
Sera groaned, letting her head thump gently against Sandra's shoulder. "Don’t tempt me to reenact the macaroni cheese incident."
Sandra looked down at her, mock-horrified. "Not the cheese."
Valerie, from the couch, waved a hand lazily in the air. "If you so much as mention hot sauce and elbow grease, I’m cutting power to the house."
"That’s a war crime," Judy said, already half-laughing. "Pretty sure that meal had a bounty placed on it."
Screwbie chimed from his dock, his voice still static-soft from recharging. "Warning: recalling macaroni incidents exceeds current emotional buffer capacity. Please proceed with caution."
"Told you," Sera muttered, grinning into Sandra’s shirt. "We broke him."
Judy gave Valerie a soft nudge, then leaned in close enough for her voice to stay just between them. "Think the girls will be alright if we head home tonight?"
Valerie glanced toward Sera and Sandra, still tangled on the couch, warm and worn down, surrounded by half-finished drinks and fading light. She squeezed Judy's hand gently. "Yeah. They’re home."
Judy nodded, smiling small but real. “Then maybe it’s time we got a little bit of ours back too.”
She rose with a soft stretch, her bare feet brushing the rug as she started stacking pizza boxes with practiced ease. “We’ll help clean up,” she said, tilting her head toward the coffee table, then glancing at the couch. “But after that are you two okay on your own tonight? Or do you want us to stay another night?”
Sera stirred slightly, her cheek resting against Sandra’s shoulder. “We’re okay,” she said, voice low but sure. “You’ve been here every step. I think it’s time we try a quiet night again. Just us.”
From the dock, Screwbie’s voice came through with exaggerated melancholy. “I feel the betrayal of pineapple.”
Valerie blinked. “What betrayal?”
“There was talk of morning hugs,” Screwbie replied gravely. “Now... uncertain departure windows place my compensation in question.”
Sandra chuckled, shifting just enough to reach for one of the cups on the table. “We’re not going anywhere, Rustbucket. You’ll get your hugs.”
“Standard protocol would be at least two,” Screwbie intoned. “Three if one of them forgot to recharge me yesterday.”
Judy smirked, hands full of stacked napkins now. “You want extra hugs, you can negotiate for them over dinner tomorrow.”
There was a pause then a single quiet beep.
“Request logged. Terms to be discussed over mashed potatoes.”
Valerie shook her head, brushing a hand over her freckled cheek as she started gathering empty cups. “We’ve created a monster.”
Sera smiled, eyes half-lidded as she pulled the blanket a little higher. “Yeah. But he’s our monster.”
The house didn’t need to be loud anymore. It just breathed quietly with them, the hum of dishes being gathered, the faint sound of someone rinsing something in the kitchen, the soft creak of wood as the light outside finally gave way to night. The kind of quiet that didn’t feel empty.
Just full enough to know everyone had what they needed.
The warmth of the moment didn’t dissipate, it settled. Into the cushions, the low hum of the fridge in the kitchen, the way Sandra leaned into Sera as she dozed off again, her pulse slow and even. Vicky and Panam had already slipped away to the art room without fuss, their footsteps faint down the hallway, like they knew the rhythm of this place didn’t need words anymore.
Judy stood near the coffee table, slowly wiping down the surface with a damp cloth she’d fetched from the kitchen. The overhead light above the sink glowed soft amber behind her, casting long shapes across the floor. Valerie joined her with a few last glasses in hand, brushing her shoulder lightly as they moved in sync not rushed, not quiet, just together.
Judy glanced at her sideways, a tiny smile tugging at her lips. “I still think we should’ve named him something like Dustbucket.”
Valerie smirked. “You say that now, but he responds better to ‘Screwbie.’ Sentimental AI and all.”
“Mm.” Judy folded the cloth and flicked the corner toward the sink. “Gonna hold us to that tomorrow, y’know. Compensation and mashed potatoes.”
Valerie leaned back against the counter, arms crossed, watching her wife with a softness that didn’t need to be spoken. “We’ll make the mashed potatoes. You handle the apology protocol.”
Judy huffed a quiet laugh, then padded over and slid her arms around Valerie’s waist, resting her chin on her shoulder for a moment. “Think I’m ready to be back in our own bed tonight.”
Valerie’s fingers found the small of her back, warm and slow. “Yeah,” she whispered. “Me too.”
In the background, Screwbie made a tiny clicking noise charging cycle at eighty percent. Content.
From the couch, Sera’s voice murmured just above sleep. “Hey... Mom? Mama?”
Valerie looked over, arm still resting lightly on Judy’s back. “Yeah, mi cielo?”
Sera didn’t open her eyes. Just smiled. “Thanks for staying as long as you did.”
Sandra ran a gentle hand through her hair. “They’ll be back tomorrow.”
Valerie nodded, her voice catching a breath before she steadied it again. “I will never leave you, Starshine.”
The lights dimmed another notch without anyone needing to ask. Just the relay system sensing the time, the mood, the way everyone’s energy had finally started to rest.
Judy’s voice was a murmur against Valerie’s neck. “Let’s go home.”
They didn’t rush. They just gathered their jackets from the hallway Valerie’s denim collar catching a sliver of light, the embroidered Phoenix visible in silhouette, and stepped quietly toward the door, hand in hand.
Behind them, the couch breathed steady. The room held them all still. The promise of tomorrow waiting gently in the quiet.
Chapter 22: A Princess and her Knight
Summary:
After a month of heartbreak and endurance spent caring for their daughter Sera in a coma, and Sandra being inside The Enclave Valerie and Judy finally return to their own home. In the stillness of their shared space, they allow themselves something they’ve denied for too long: rest, laughter, and the deep comfort of each other’s touch.
What begins as a quiet night blooms into playfully sensual intimacy a physical and emotional release after weeks of holding everything together. The next day, they step into leadership one last time at Highland Junction, formally announcing their decision to step back from the forefront of Clan Alvarez to focus on the life they've built together.
Freed from obligation, they spend the rest of the day curled up with one another, reading a cheesy romance novel aloud, letting the world shrink to nothing but their shared rhythm. The story’s heart is simple but powerful: love that’s weathered everything, and choosing to always remain.
Chapter Text
The engine clicked as it cooled. Valerie rested her forearms on the steering wheel for a second, then exhaled. “It still feels weird pulling up without having to check the perimeter.”
Judy reached for the door handle. “We can check the bed instead.”
They stepped out. Gravel shifted beneath their boots as they rounded toward the porch. Valerie caught sight of the faint line where the garage roof met the dark normal, untouched. A couple porch bugs hovered near the motion light, but it hadn’t flicked on.
Judy reached the door first. She hesitated, then looked back just once. Valerie was close behind her, keys already in hand.
Inside, the house let out a low creak as the door opened. Cooler air met them settled, undisturbed. Judy stepped in first and peeled off her jacket, fingers brushing against the fabric of her white sun hat still hanging on the wall hook beside the door. Her thumb hovered near the cross-stitch seams, quiet for a breath before she let it go and hung her coat beside it.
Valerie slipped hers off too, folding the sleeves once before hanging it. Her hand rested briefly on the edge of the shelf underneath right where the corner of their wedding photo album stuck out just enough to be familiar.
No lights yet. Just the soft glow from the hallway nightlight and the faint silver glint on the mantle mirror catching a piece of moonlight off the lake. The gravel had already quieted behind them, and nothing moved beyond the faint hum of the fridge.
Valerie’s voice stayed low. “Didn’t think I’d miss the smell of our floorboards.”
Judy turned, already stepping toward the archway near the kitchen. “It’s weird. Even the silence sounds like us here.”
Judy lingered by the archway between the living room and kitchen, one hand braced lightly on the doorframe. Her eyes tracked out past the darkened counters to the windows above the sink, where faint lake shimmer rolled behind glass. The moon had crept higher now, throwing silver over the water in slow, pulled streaks. Nothing stirred outside but the sway of pine shadows along the far bank.
Valerie stepped in behind her, boots soft against the wood as she reached gently around Judy’s waist. Her arms slid into place without urgency, like memory falling into rhythm. She leaned forward, brushing a kiss just beneath the rose ink on Judy’s neck, the spot where skin met the curve of her collar, half-hidden beneath the edge of her tank top.
Judy let out a soft breath through her nose, not quite a sigh. Her fingers reached up to find Valerie’s forearm, anchoring them together for a moment.
Valerie rested her cheek against the side of Judy’s head, eyes tracing the outline of the lake in the glass. “I missed this view,” she murmured.
Judy gave a faint nod. “Missed the quiet too. Even the fridge hum sounds like it’s glad we’re home.”
Valerie smiled. “Fridge missed us, huh?”
Judy tilted her head just enough to glance back. “Only ‘cause you stock it better than I do.”
Valerie kissed the rose again, slower this time. “Could’ve lived off noodles and synthfruit, still would’ve kept the good stuff stocked for you.”
Judy’s smile curled at the edge. “Even the mango gummies?”
Valerie pressed her arms a little tighter, voice warm against her neck. “Especially the mango gummies.”
The hum of the house wrapped around them like it remembered its plumbing settling, one lazy creak in the floor below, and the lake, always there just beyond the glass, steady and wide.
Judy’s fingers shifted along Valerie’s forearm, slow now, her thumb brushing a light circle near the crook of her elbow. She didn’t pull away from the hold if anything, she leaned into it just enough to let her voice drop low.
“Could wash the road off before bed,” she murmured, tone curling just shy of a smile.
Valerie’s breath was warm against her skin. “Are you offering, or requesting?”
Judy tilted her head, caught her eye just long enough. “Depends. You're gonna keep your hands to yourself?”
Valerie’s nose brushed her cheek. “Absolutely not.”
That pulled a soft laugh from Judy, honest and low. She turned in the embrace, arms sliding up to rest around Valerie’s neck now, fingers threading lightly into red strands that still smelled faintly of dust and pine. Her lips brushed Valerie’s once, teasing. “Better hurry before the floorboards start judging.”
They moved together down the hallway, slow steps, bootfalls softened by old wood and the quiet hush of the house remembering them. Their jackets stayed by the door, forgotten. No need to carry the world in here.
The bedroom door creaked faintly as Judy eased it open. She let go first, just long enough to step inside and flick the switch low bare light washing amber over the edge of the bedspread and casting long shadows across the closet doors.
Valerie stepped in behind her. Her hand found the small of Judy’s back as she passed, casual like muscle memory. The scent of clean linen and lake air lingered in the space, cool but familiar.
Judy sat first, lowering herself to the edge of the bed with a small huff, arms braced back behind her. “Alright. Boots off. No excuses this time.”
Valerie smirked, standing in front of her. “Excuses? I seem to remember someone leaning into every kiss like it was her last while the grilled cheese was still on the pan.”
“Oh no, you started that,” Judy shot back, reaching to take off her boot. “You were the one who kissed me right in the middle of slicing tomatoes. I almost cut a finger off.”
Valerie crouched down, fingers brushing her boots. “You didn’t really almost cut yourself.”
Judy nudged her again, toe-to-toe. “Please. You kissed me right when I was mid-slice. Tomatoes went sideways, guapa.”
Valerie glanced up, red hair shifting with the movement, a slow grin touching her freckled cheek. “Looked like you needed a reminder.”
Judy held her gaze a second. “I remembered,” she said quietly, one brow lifting just enough.
Valerie didn’t say anything to that. Just tugged the second boot loose and let it fall near the first. The rug softened the sound, the same way the room softened around them now.
Judy reached for her hand, fingers threading slow. “You coming?”
Valerie stood, letting her fingers linger in Judy’s grip before gently easing her palm along the side of her jaw. Her thumb brushed the spot beneath her cheekbone, warm and familiar.
“If I wasn’t,” she said, voice low, “you’d drag me.”
That got a smile. Judy leaned into the touch, half-laughing under her breath. “Yeah,” she murmured, “I would.”
Judy leaned back on her hands again, one leg swinging slightly as she watched Valerie stand. The room smelled of lake air curling in through the cracked window.
Valerie stretched her arms overhead, tank pulling slightly where it met her ribs. The line of her tattoos caught the bedside light in quiet glinting the rose along her forearm, the ink looping Judy’s name like it had always belonged there.
Judy’s eyes tracked it without apology. “Still not fair you get to make cotton look like a goddamn love letter.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, hair falling forward in soft waves as she glanced down at her shirt. “You’re the one who keeps stealing the envelope.”
Judy smirked and reached for her own tank, fingers hooking the hem. “Then help me open it, mi amor.”
The cotton peeled off in a fluid motion, dropping somewhere near the foot of the bed without much concern. Valerie’s eyes lingered, but her hands didn’t move yet. She watched Judy shift, the pink-green cascade of her hair falling forward as she tossed the shirt aside. Sweat scattered across her collarbone like it landed there with purpose.
Valerie’s own fingers found the edge of her tank now, sliding it up slowly, more stretch than show, arms lifting to let it pass clean over her head before she let it fall with the same soft rustle. Their bras weren’t matching they hadn’t been for years, but the familiarity settled in the air anyway. Muscle memory and comfort and the way they looked at each other, not just stripped down but seen.
Judy stood to unbutton her jeans, eyes never quite leaving Valerie’s. “You gonna make me do all the work?”
Valerie took a step closer, thumbs hooking into the waistband of her own. “Thought you liked doing the hard part.”
Judy braced one hand on Valerie’s shoulder, the other wrangling stubborn denim with a grunt. “Gonna end up hopping into a wall if you keep watching instead of helping.”
Valerie crouched, grinning. “You didn’t seem to mind the show last time.”
Valerie grinned and leaned in, letting her jeans drop with a practiced slide. The denim pooled at her ankles before she stepped free, bare legs meeting floorboard chill with barely a flinch. “You say that like you weren’t practically dancing to get yours off last time.”
Judy made a show of shimmying her jeans off, a slow, exaggerated roll of the hips as she dragged the denim past her knees. “That wasn’t dancing. That was multitasking.”
“You were humming,” Valerie said, stepping in to help her balance as Judy lifted one foot. “Don’t lie.”
“I was improvising,” Judy replied, breath catching as Valerie’s fingers brushed the back of her knee light, unhurried.
“Same thing,” Valerie murmured, steadying her with one hand on the small of her back.
They were down to skin and stretch cotton now undergarments soft, nothing polished about the moment. Just heat where their fingers brushed and the quiet thud of another garment hitting the floor. The bedroom stayed warm in the low light, the door still half-open to the hallway. No rush in the air, just the subtle gravity that came when nothing had to be earned anymore. Just shared.
Judy’s hand rested at Valerie’s hip. “Shower before the floor pulls us under?”
Valerie glanced toward the bathroom door, then back to her wife. “Lead the way.”
Judy leaned up, pressed a kiss against her cheek, then turned bare feet against the wood, pink and green hair swaying down the side of her face like it had always belonged in this house. Valerie followed, close enough for the air between them to stay warm, even as the steam began to rise.
The bathroom tiles were cool beneath their feet, a familiar contrast to the warmth they carried in from the bedroom. Valerie reached for the switch with a backward glance, leaving the overhead light off in favor of the soft wall sconce warm amber spilling across the countertop, catching the curve of the sink and the shape of Judy’s silhouette as she stepped in behind her.
Judy reached for the shower facet, fingers twisting the handle until the pipe gave that old groan it always did before the stream kicked in. The glass fogged slowly from the bottom up, condensation already gathering at the edges. She leaned closer to the mirror, wiped a clear streak with the heel of her hand, then met Valerie’s eyes in the reflection.
“Still watching?” she asked, voice quiet, playful.
Valerie didn’t answer with words. She stepped up behind her instead, arms sliding around her waist again bare skin against bare, the hum of warmth deepening as she pressed in slowly. Her lips found a place just behind Judy’s ear, the edge of her jaw. Not rushed. Just remembered.
Judy’s hand found Valerie’s over her stomach, fingers weaving. She leaned her head slightly to the side, granting space without being asked. The steam climbed higher, softening the edges of the room.
Valerie’s lips traced along her neck, lower now, mouth grazing the line of a rose tattoo as her hands moved one resting lightly above the curve of Judy’s hip, the other easing upward along her ribs. Judy’s breath caught, just faintly, the kind of intake that meant she felt every inch of it. Her fingers tightened, then relaxed.
They stepped into the shower together.
The spray met them with warmth, not sharp, just enveloping. Judy turned her face into it first, hair falling forward in soft pink-green wet ribbons as the water soaked through. Valerie’s hands stayed steady, smoothing along her back, fingers working slow at the base of her spine. No choreography. Just the kind of closeness that knew its own rhythm.
Judy turned toward her under the stream, water slipping down her shoulder, across her chest. She reached up and let her palm rest against Valerie’s collarbone, thumb brushing where the tattoo’s curved along the skin.
“You always look like something I dreamed up,” she murmured, voice roughened just slightly by the water and breath.
Valerie’s lips curved, just a little. “Then you’ve got a vivid imagination.”
Judy leaned forward, pressing their mouths together warm, wet, the kind of kiss that didn’t ask for anything, just offered. Valerie returned it slowly, hands sliding up Judy’s sides, fingertips grazing along her ribs curve and the dip behind her shoulder.
It deepened bit by bit, water softening everything but the need.
Valerie kissed lower now, tracing along Judy’s throat, down between her collar bone. Her hands never rushed, just mapped what they already knew. She shifted down on her knees slowly, the shower spray catching her back as she let her hands follow the rise of Judy’s thighs. She kissed the inside gently, one side, then the other. Tongue soft, and teasing.
Judy’s head tipped back against the tile, fingers finding Valerie’s hair, slick, red and clinging in strands to her neck. Her knees bent slightly as she widened her stance, quiet breath catching again half a sound, swallowed by the water.
Valerie didn’t say anything. She just kept going slow, certain, coaxing pleasure in small, deliberate circles. Not too much yet. Just enough to remind Judy where they were, who they were, how long it had been since the chaos gave them anything still.
Steam wrapped the room. The water kept falling.
Judy’s hand tightened in Valerie’s hair, not to guide, just to stay tethered. Her other palm pressed flat to the tile, slick with condensation, shoulder muscles drawn taut as her breath started to shake with each rise of Valerie’s tongue.
It wasn’t teasing anymore. Valerie moved with a purpose now slow, deep strokes that rolled heat from inside out. Her hands gripped Judy’s thighs just above the backs of her knees, anchoring her even as the water soaked down both of them, turning every surface into something slick and molten.
Judy gasped, low and caught off-guard, hips tipping forward despite herself.
“Fuck,” she whispered, barely audible over the sound of the water, voice dragging from her throat like it had nowhere else to go.
Valerie’s hands slid higher, fingers slipping up the curves of her ass before bracing again holding her steady, coaxing her open. Her tongue moved in slow rhythm, sure and unrelenting, the kind of pressure that came from knowing exactly where her wife melted.
Judy’s legs trembled. Her back arched, forehead thunking against the wall as her fingers spasmed in red-soaked hair.
“Mi amor…baby, fuck, don’t stop…” The words broke apart, carried in shuddered breaths.
Valerie didn’t stop. She adjusted, just slightly mouth angled deeper, pressure firmer. Her arms flexed to hold her steady as Judy’s thighs began to tremble harder, breath rising sharp in her throat now.
The moment broke open fast.
Judy’s voice caught half-gasp, half-sob hips jerking once, twice as the first wave hit her, sudden and electric. She didn’t cry out; it was deeper than that. Just a low, guttural sound ripped from somewhere in her chest as her whole body locked against the tile. Valerie stayed there through it mouth still working, hands still sure, riding the rhythm until Judy couldn’t hold herself upright anymore.
When it was too much, Judy slid down with her, still shaking. Valerie caught her arms strong, pulling her into her lap right there on the shower floor, water cascading around them like they’d vanished into their own world. Their knees tangled, skin against skin, breath tangled too.
Judy pressed her forehead to Valerie’s, lips brushing her mouth without aim. Still catching air. Still pulsing with aftershocks.
“Holy shit,” she mumbled, eyes half-lidded, voice hoarse. “I…I really needed that.”
Valerie kissed her slow, tasting her warm, and damp lips. “I know.”
Judy climbed into her lap fully now, straddling her thighs, arms draped loose around her shoulders. Their foreheads stayed close. The steam had soaked through everything but the weight in their chests. The month behind them, and the ache it left.
Valerie ran her hands over Judy’s back, slow strokes, then lower. Her voice was rougher now too, wanting threading underneath. “Turn around.”
Judy blinked, then gave her a look that wasn’t quite innocent. “You sure?”
Valerie kissed her again, harder this time. “I’m not done.”
The air between them didn’t cool, it pressed hotter now, like the shower walls were shrinking around their skin instead of the steam pulling back. Judy moved without a word, shifting in Valerie’s lap just long enough to turn. Her knees settled on either side of Valerie’s thighs again, back to her chest now, the curve of her spine slick and breathing beneath the kiss of water and breath.
Valerie sat up with her, mouth brushing the damp slope of Judy’s shoulder. Her hands slid forward, fingers grazing along ribs before one dipped between her legs again slowly, deliberate, letting Judy feel the intention before the pressure even landed.
Judy let out a low moan, head tilting back to rest against Valerie’s shoulder. Her hands reached behind, clutching Valerie’s thighs for grounding now, nails grazing skin.
Valerie's breath warmed the shell of her ear. “You’re shaking,” she murmured.
“Yeah,” Judy rasped. “So don’t stop.”
Valerie didn’t.
Her fingers moved in deep strokes now, slow but no longer soft. She curled them with a rhythm that made Judy gasp again, hips rolling with every pass. The water made everything slick, but it was Valerie’s palm pressing firm against her, the heel of it rubbing in tight wet circles while her fingers worked from inside out, that drove Judy’s moans louder.
She bit her bottom lip hard, eyes fluttering shut. “Oh my God, Val…fuck…”
Valerie’s other hand moved up trailing between the curves of Judy’s breast, thumb brushing her nipple in soft, lazy circles. The dual sensation dragged a tremble through her body, a full-body shiver that didn’t stop at her core. Her thighs clenched, legs tightening on either side as her second orgasm built too fast to chase.
“Don’t slow down,” Judy panted, voice breaking. “Don’t you dare…”
Valerie didn’t. Her hand stayed relentless, pressure building, driving Judy over the edge again. This time the sound ripped from her throat fully raw, unguarded, not pretty. Just real. Her whole body jerked, breath shattering, hips grinding down hard against Valerie’s palm as she came again, trembling through it in stuttering waves.
She collapsed forward after, hands braced on the slick floor, legs still draped over Valerie’s. Chest heaving, hair soaked and plastered down her back. Water hit them both, but neither moved. Not for a long moment.
Valerie held her, breathing against the curve of her spine, the hand that had undone her now sliding up her stomach slow, tender. A grounding touch. Judy reached for it without thinking, lacing their fingers tight.
“…Shit,” Judy whispered, still catching her breath. “How are you real?”
Valerie leaned in, kissed the back of her shoulder. Her voice was rougher now, low and warm and teasing at the edges. “You think we’re done?”
Judy turned her head just enough, a grin forming despite the afterglow dragging across every limb. “We’re in a shower,” she said. “You’re naked. I’m barely vertical.”
Valerie shifted beneath her, the motion slow, deliberate. “Guess I’ll just have to hold you up, Jude.”
Judy groaned, but there was a spark behind it now. “You better. 'Cause if I fall and hit my head after that, you’re explaining it to Grams.”
Valerie’s laugh rumbled soft against her back. “That woman already knows you’re loud.”
Judy’s eyes fluttered shut again, her body relaxing fully against her wife’s. “Yeah,” she whispered. “But only for you.”
Judy didn’t move right away, just stayed where she was, her fingers still laced with Valerie’s, chest still rising and falling in that post-release rhythm that left her limbs a little useless. But the grin started small at first, lazy and satisfied, then curled higher with intent.
She kissed the inside of Valerie’s wrist, slowly. Then turned enough to glance over her shoulder, cheeks flushed, breath warm. “My turn to take care of you now, mi amor,” she murmured, voice low with promise.
Valerie didn’t argue. She didn’t need to. Her body already leaned into it, hips shifting to let Judy slide from her lap, legs uncurling from beneath her. She sat back against the wall as Judy stood slow, her silhouette backlit by the steam-diffused glow of the sconce behind the fogged glass.
Judy’s knees bent again as she lowered herself this time facing Valerie, sliding between her thighs like the space had been waiting for her.
The water trailed over both of them, catching along Valerie’s collarbone, dripping from her nipples, down the curve of her stomach. Judy’s hands came up, slow, smoothing across Valerie’s hips and around the backs of her thighs as she looked up.
“You know,” she said softly, eyes locking on hers, “I’ve been thinking about this since lunch.”
Valerie’s breath hitched not from surprise, just from how raw that felt in the quiet.
“So have I, Jude,” she murmured.
Judy didn’t reply with words. She leaned in and kissed the inside of her thigh first, then the other, just slow enough to make her shiver. Her hands traced upward, palms full, then slid back down, fingers grazing. No rush. Just the deliberate heat of someone who knew what her wife needed even before she asked for it.
When her mouth finally found her, it was soft at first open kisses, warm breath, tongue flicking in teasing passes just to see how Valerie’s body responded.
Valerie’s head fell back against the tile with a soft thud, breath leaving her in a shudder that caught on the exhale. Her thighs opened wider without her even thinking, one hand sliding into Judy’s wet hair, gripping just enough to hold her close.
Judy didn’t tease long.
Her tongue moved slow but steady, pressing deeper, circling Valerie’s clit with wet, patient precision. She sucked gently, then licked again, tongue gliding in rhythm as one hand slid upward to squeeze at Valerie’s breast, thumb circling her nipple with matching pace.
Valerie’s moan was lower half caught in her throat, half pressed through clenched teeth. Her hips rose into it, not urgently, just with a need that had finally stopped being held back.
“Fuck, Jude…” she whispered, breath hot, hand gripping tighter in her hair now.
Judy didn’t stop. She knew exactly what Valerie sounded like when she started to lose control, and she wasn’t letting up until she heard the break.
The rhythm built. Deeper pressure, and a firmer suck. Valerie’s hips jerked once, her thighs starting to tense, the angle of her spine shifting as that edge came on fast.
“Right there…don’t stop…” Valerie’s voice broke, soft and ragged and real.
Judy hummed low in her throat, the vibration catching perfectly, and that was it Valerie came hard, hand gripping tight in Judy’s hair as her body locked and trembled, every nerve firing at once. She let out a sound she almost never made quiet, wrecked, grateful.
Judy kept going just a moment longer, licking her through it, until Valerie gently tugged her red hair back in signal. Enough.
When she looked up, her cheeks were flushed, lips wet, and the smile she wore now was slow and full of something quiet.
“Hi,” she said softly, resting her chin on Valerie’s thigh.
Valerie blinked down at her, still breathless. “Holy shit.”
Judy winked, grinning. “Love it when you're breathless.”
Valerie reached down and pulled her up by the arm, water slipping down both of them. Their mouths met again, no rush, just warmth. Lips moving slow, tongues soft, the kind of kiss that said we’re still here. We made it.
The shower kept running, but neither moved to shut it off yet. The world could wait a little longer.
Valerie’s lips were still parted when Judy kissed her again, slower this time, mouth warm from breath and water and everything just shared. She tasted like skin, heat and maybe something older, something remembered.
They broke just long enough for Judy to breathe, forehead resting against Valerie’s.
Then came the grin.
It started in her cheek, crooked and wicked, that glint in her eye surfacing through the fog like something half-sinful, half-earned. Her voice dropped, soft as steam curling around them.
“You think we’re done?” she said, echoing Valerie’s earlier words right back with a husky tease.
Before Valerie could answer, Judy moved.
She pressed forward hands strong now, slipping up Valerie’s sides, then higher, until she gripped her shoulders and spun them just enough. Valerie’s back hit the shower wall with a wet thud, not rough, but with purpose. The tile kissed her spine, cold against flushed skin.
Valerie laughed under her breath, barely catching it. “Oh, you’re dangerous tonight.”
Judy leaned in close, mouth brushing along her jaw as her hands slid down, palms skating across the slope of her hips. “You started it. With the kitchen. With your hands on my waist when I was trying to slice tomatoes.”
Valerie’s breath caught as Judy’s mouth trailed lower, down her neck. “You’re still on about that?”
Judy’s tongue flicked just beneath her collarbone. “I’m retaliating.”
Her hands moved between Valerie’s thighs again, firmer this time, fingers gliding with that same practiced heat. But her mouth didn’t stay idle; she kissed down the center of Valerie’s chest, lips finding the loop of "Don't tell me I'm dying” tattooed beneath the curve of her breast. She kissed just below it, then licked slow, warm trails along the edge of the ink.
Valerie’s head tilted back against the wall with a soft moan. “Jude…”
Judy hummed low, then took her nipple in her mouth wet, warm, sucking slow, tongue circling while her fingers slipped deeper again. She didn’t go soft this time. She knew the rhythm now, matched it to Valerie’s breathing, to the twitch in her thighs, the way her fingers flexed against the slick tile behind her.
“You wanna tell me to stop?” Judy whispered, lips dragging lower across her ribs, hand moving faster now.
Valerie’s breath was shallow, voice a rasp. “Not in this lifetime.”
Judy kissed the line of her stomach, the curve of her hip, knelt again, mouth finding her slick and already pulsing. She worked her open with her tongue, faster this time, a rhythm meant to push. Valerie’s legs nearly gave out. She slapped a hand to the wall, moaning aloud as her body jerked, hips trying to chase the pressure.
The second orgasm ripped through her hard, sudden head thrown back, mouth open, knees shaking. Her cry echoed in the tile, wet and raw and holy. Judy held her there through it all, hands steady on her thighs, licking until the tremors slowed, and Valerie’s body folded forward.
She caught herself on Judy’s shoulders, laughing under her breath now wrecked and radiant.
“Okay,” Valerie breathed, voice still catching. “Maybe now we’re done.”
Judy looked up, her smile smug and soaked and glowing. “Told you I’d take care of you.”
The water didn’t stop right away.
For a moment longer, they stayed as they were Valerie half-folded over Judy’s shoulder, breath slipping hot against her neck, knees still weak, hands still braced on slick skin and tile. The shower kept running above them, a steady hush, masking everything but the sound of their breathing in the fogged space between their bodies.
Then Judy reached back, fingers fumbling slightly before she found the handle and turned it. The stream cut with a groan through the pipes, and just like that, the noise fell away.
Only their breathing stayed.
Valerie leaned in, kissed the top of Judy’s head, lips lingering there. “You're trouble.”
Judy’s voice was soft, a smile curling into it. “You married me.”
They stepped out together, slow and quiet, feet finding damp towel edges on the tile. The sconce light still glowed low, no reason to switch it. The world felt gentler in gold.
Judy grabbed the nearest towel, wrapped it around Valerie first, tugging it snug around her shoulders before smoothing it down the small of her back. Her hands moved like they weren’t in a hurry, just tracing the heat still coming off her wife’s skin. She didn’t speak. Just tucked the corners of the towel in gently at Valerie’s chest, kissed her shoulder.
Valerie reached for the second towel without a word and mirrored the gesture, drawing it around Judy’s frame, hands sweeping over her sides, down her hips, slow circles across the top of her thighs. It wasn’t about drying it was contact, steady and familiar, the kind that still hummed under skin long after release.
They stood there a while, steam softening the corners of the room, towels clinging in the humidity. Judy leaned in again, pressing her forehead to Valerie’s. The air was warmer between them than the water had been.
“We’re sleeping in,” she whispered.
Valerie didn’t answer. She didn’t have to.
She just took her hand, kissed her knuckles, and turned toward the bedroom.
They didn’t say much on the way back to the bedroom.
Judy’s hand stayed in Valerie’s, fingers laced soft, towel still damp around her body. Her legs wobbled slightly with each step not in weakness, but in the way muscles remembered what they'd just survived. Valerie’s wasn’t much better. Her knees had steadied, but her breathing hadn’t fully come back down yet. It didn’t matter. The warmth between them carried more weight than balance.
The sheets waited still rumpled from this morning, sun-warmed once, now pulled into soft shadow. Valerie turned down the corner, towel slipping halfway from her hips as she sat on the edge. Judy followed, easing beside her, their sides brushing.
The Relay began to pulse. Just faint barely more than a heartbeat under the skin behind the ear. Judy turned toward her, eyes reflecting the low bedroom light, and Valerie reached up, fingertips brushing the glow behind her jaw.
The shimmer wasn’t visible in full yet, but the Link had already begun to breathe.
It started with heat.
Not physical, but emotional. That heavy, slow-flooding sensation of being seen so thoroughly it left nothing untouched. Valerie felt it first not the memory, but the echo. Her own voice laughing in the kitchen during lunch. That moment Judy stole the tomato slice and kissed her cheek just to make her drop the knife. Then it shifted her own hands holding Judy in the shower, but now from Judy’s point of view. The awe. The hunger. The love.
She gasped quietly, and Judy leaned in, brushing her nose against Valerie’s cheek, whisper-soft.
“I wanted to show you.”
Valerie turned, met her kiss slower than any before, their mouths moving together like they were still in water. The Link pulsed again, brighter for a flicker, and then Valerie’s memories folded in.
Holding Judy under the spray. The way her voice broke. The grip in her hair. The moment Valerie realized she never wanted to leave that room again. You’re everything, the feeling said. Not in words. In the weight of her heartbeat as she knelt there.
Judy felt it.
She gasped soft and shaken, and dropped her towel entirely as she climbed fully into bed, tugging Valerie with her. The fabric fell away like it was never needed. All that stayed was heat and skin and the hum between them.
Valerie rolled gently onto her back as Judy curled beside her, one leg sliding between hers, arm draped across her stomach. Their faces were close, eyes half-lidded, lashes damp. Every inhale was synced now so was the memory stream.
The shared moments rolled slowly beneath their thoughts: Judy’s hand reaching for Valerie’s in a past storm; Valerie watching her sleep once with paint smudged across her cheek. They didn’t control the images. The Link never did that. It only reflected what the heart knew mattered.
Judy’s fingers stroked Valerie’s side, slow. “I saw what it felt like,” she murmured, “when you kissed my name.”
Valerie’s throat tightened, but her voice came steady. “I felt your heart break,” she whispered. “Not in pain. In need.”
Judy nodded against her shoulder. “It wasn’t just released. It was... coming back.”
They lay together, eyes wet, but not from tears. Just too full.
The glow of the Relay dimmed, settling to a soft pulse as their minds eased together beneath the sheets. The lake outside was still. The house was silent, but between them, the Link carried everything they hadn’t said: every breath, every tremble, every ache that finally softened now in the warmth of skin and love and memory echoing like a song.
The room stayed dim, but not heavy. Just quiet in that way late nights get after everything has been said without needing to be spoken.
Judy shifted beside her, cheek against Valerie’s collarbone, one leg still draped over her thigh, fingers slow where they traced a line across her stomach. Not a pattern. Just motion. Soft and steady. Like her hand didn’t know how to stop touching even when her body had gone loose with comfort.
Valerie let her head tip slightly, lips brushing Judy’s hair. The scent of steam lingered there.
The Relay pulsed between them. Not bright now, just steady, like the beat of two hearts syncing after a long sprint, and through it, the emotion came quiet, whole, and peacefully.
Not just the momentary kind. Not just the stillness after sex or the hush before sleep. This was deeper. Weight laid down. A fire stepped away from. Not because they couldn’t carry it anymore, but because they finally didn’t have to.
Judy didn’t lift her head. But Valerie felt the words before she said them.
“They’ll understand,” Judy whispered.
Valerie nodded, her hand sliding down to rest against Judy’s back. “They already do.”
The Link shimmered behind their ears, the flicker too soft to catch on the walls, but inside, it carried memory: Sera’s smile on the porch, Sandra’s hand resting gently at her back. The two of them finally home, and whole.
Valerie’s voice stayed low. “You know… when I first heard that thing humming in my head the first time I knew the Link worked? I thought it’d be only the fire. More war. More of everything I’d survived just echoing back.”
Judy shifted slightly, arm curling tighter around her waist. “And?”
Valerie turned her face, just enough to meet her eyes in the soft dark. “It wasn’t fire,” she murmured. “It was your voice. Laughing.”
Judy smiled, slow and tired but full. “That was a good laugh.”
Valerie brushed her knuckles over Judy’s jaw. “It reminded me I didn’t have to keep walking back into the burn. That I could choose.”
The Link pulsed once bright and warm beneath the skin, and Valerie felt it return. Judy’s future dreams layered with her own: the way Valerie stood in the council room tomorrow morning, hand held in hers, and said the words they hadn’t dared before. That they were done leading. That they were passing it on.
That they were choosing each other, finally, over the fire.
Valerie smiled, soft and small.
“I love you for that,” she whispered. “For showing me our future.”
Judy shifted up just enough to press a kiss to her lips. “It’s just my dream, but it will be real soon.” she whispered.
Their bodies tangled tighter, limbs weaving in instinct. Valerie’s hand found Judy’s, laced their fingers again, and held them to her chest. Through the Relay, the feeling echoed: not just touch, but home.
The house creaked once. The lake lapped faintly outside, but in the bed, under soft sheets and softer breath, there was nothing but warmth and stillness and two hearts synced by choice.
They didn’t speak again. They didn’t need to.
Sleep took them like the tide.
The sun was already high enough to cast angled streaks through the upper window slats, cutting soft gold across the bedroom wall. The curtains hadn’t been drawn fully, and light spilled in like it didn’t care what time it was just knew it was morning, and they were still here.
Valerie blinked once, slowly. Her lashes fluttered against the edge of the pillow, cheek half-sunk into the warm dent Judy’s shoulder had left behind. The sheets clung to her back, one leg kicked out, the rest of her tucked against the lingering shape beside her. Her body ached, but not the kind that needed fixing. The good kind. The real kind. Like she’d been kissed in every language they never spoke out loud.
She didn’t lift her head yet. Just let her hand drift toward Judy, fingers brushing bare skin beneath the fold of the blanket. Her warm slow rising breaths soft with the sound of sleep.
The Relay pulsed once under her ear, soft and steady. Not calling out. Just checking in.
Through it came the flicker of Judy's heartbeat, wrapped around the final images they’d shared before sleep: rain on metal. Valerie's laugh echoing inside it. A memory from the Lakehouse two years ago when Sera dragged them both outside barefoot during a summer storm just to feel the mud between her toes. Judy had cursed through every puddle. Valerie had kissed her anyway.
Now the echo curled around her like a breath.
She smiled small, quiet.
She stretched as her shoulder cracked gently as she rolled to her side, arm slipping over Judy’s waist beneath the sheets. Judy stirred at the motion, not fully waking yet. Just a soft exhale, head nudging deeper into the pillow, a sleepy sound caught in her throat.
Valerie leaned in, pressed her lips to the curve of Judy’s bare shoulder. “Morning, beautiful,” she murmured, voice still thick with sleep and softness.
She didn’t pull back right away. Just let her lips linger a second longer, her breath warm where it touched skin. The kind of greeting that said more than the hour it said I’m home.
Judy stirred beneath the sheet, one leg shifting against Valerie’s as her shoulder twitched, then settled. A faint sound caught at the back of her throat half sigh, half gravel-voiced hum as her eyes blinked open slowly, lashes fluttering against the pillowcase.
She didn’t speak right away.
Just lay there a moment, still tucked into the crook of her wife’s arm, until her gaze lifted and found Valerie looking back.
Emerald eyes caught in the light, framed by loose red hair falling over her cheek. Just that quiet shine that look that always made Judy feel like the whole world had stilled just to watch her breathe.
Judy smiled, soft and crooked, voice still low with sleep. “You watching me again, mi amor?”
Valerie’s thumb brushed just beneath her eye, a lazy stroke. “Can’t help it,” she murmured. “You wake up prettier than anyone deserves to.”
Judy rolled her eyes, but the smile didn’t go anywhere. “That’s because I’m married to a woman who talks like she writes love songs in her sleep.”
Valerie’s brows lifted just slightly. “I do. Most of 'em are about you.”
Judy shifted closer, thigh brushing gently against Valerie’s, her arm curling loosely around her waist. Her eyes hadn’t left hers. That soft grin was still there, slow to wake but unmistakably hers.
“Always the romantic, Val,” she murmured, voice still husky from sleep.
Valerie’s thumb traced her cheekbone, then tucked a bit of hair behind her ear. “You make it easy.”
Judy huffed a quiet breath, not quite a laugh, just warmth. Her nose nudged closer, lips brushing the edge of Valerie’s jaw as she pressed into her. “You say that every time.”
Valerie didn’t argue. She just tilted her head and kissed her temple, hand sliding slow along the curve of her spine. “Only when it’s true.”
Their foreheads brushed. Neither moved to get up yet. The house was still. The sun poured soft gold across the bed, warming their skin where the sheet had slipped down.
The Relay gave a faint pulse beneath the skin behind Valerie’s ear.
This time, it didn’t show a memory.
It just opened like a window Judy’s love, raw and steady, humming beneath the surface like it had been there all night. The feeling of safety. Of choice, and being held after everything else had tried to burn them down.
Valerie didn’t close her eyes. She just breathed in deep, hand brushing lightly down Judy’s back, and held her closer.
“Let’s stay like this,” Judy whispered.
Valerie nodded. “Just a little longer.”
Valerie’s hand moved in slow circles across Judy’s back, fingers drifting from shoulder to waist, never leaving skin. The sheets had pooled around their hips, half-forgotten, their warmth now from each other more than any blanket.
Judy tucked her head beneath Valerie’s chin again, her breath steadying into that rhythm that always meant she wasn’t planning on moving anytime soon. Her hand smoothed over Valerie’s stomach in lazy arcs, not searching for anything just feeling.
Outside, a bird trilled once near the window, quick and sharp, then quieted again. The lake stayed still. No calls on the Holo. Just the hum of silence filled with everything that wasn't asked of them anymore.
Valerie let her thumb drift lightly across Judy’s shoulder, tracing the edge of the lotus tattoo she knew by heart. Her voice was low, barely more than a hum. “Remember that morning at Laguna Bend, all those years ago?”
Judy nodded against her, eyes still closed. “You said you could live off marshmallows and music if I was there.”
Valerie smiled into her hair. “Still true.”
Judy didn’t answer without words. She just shifted a little closer, a long sigh pressing from her lungs, and let herself sink.
The Relay pulsed faintly again, soft as the lake breeze against the glass. This time, the images were blurred and warm, not memories, not exactly. Just feeling. The safety of skin. The echo of love. That shimmer of knowing they had nowhere to be but here.
Valerie shifted just enough to ease her arm farther around Judy’s back, drawing her in until their bodies touched chest to thigh again, no distance left. Her hand settled low, fingertips resting at the dip of Judy’s spine beneath the sheet, the motion instinctive like she needed the contact just to stay present.
Judy exhaled again, slower this time. “It’s dangerous how good this feels.”
Valerie’s lips brushed against her hair. “I know.”
Silence stretched again, not awkward, not waiting. Warmth between them, weight of the sheet tucked behind Judy’s knee where it had caught, morning light striping soft across Valerie’s shoulder and catching the faint shimmer of the Relay beneath her ear.
Judy shifted slightly, her leg sliding against Valerie’s with the barest rustle of cotton. “We laying here naked all day, or are you planning breakfast?” she murmured, her voice low and smiling, not quite teasing, more like checking if the answer had changed.
Valerie tilted her head, just enough to glance down at her. “I thought you were breakfast.”
Judy gave a soft huff against her collarbone. “You’re lucky I like you.”
Valerie traced a slow line down her back again, nails dragging lightly over skin. “You love me.”
Judy didn’t deny it. She just pressed a kiss to the hollow between Valerie’s neck and shoulder, then let her forehead rest there, breathing in.
“Maybe I’ll get up and make us something,” she said eventually, though she didn’t move.
Valerie smiled into her hair. “Or we stay a few minutes more. Let the day wait for us for once.”
Judy’s fingers curled gently against her hip. “Might be the first morning in years I actually believe that.”
Outside, the breeze stirred again, pine brushing against the air, lake still beyond the glass. Somewhere in the kitchen, the fridge kicked on, its hum a low, familiar heartbeat in the quiet.
Inside the bedroom, nothing shifted. Not yet.
Just the rise and fall of two bodies learning, maybe for the first time, how to rest.
Valerie shifted first. Just the smallest movement her hand sliding from the curve of Judy’s hip up toward her ribs, fingers brushing the underside of her arm where sleep still clung. She kissed her once more behind the ear, then pulled away just enough to let the sheet fall.
Her feet touched down soft against the wood floor.
Judy mumbled something incoherent into the pillow, one arm flopping across the empty space where Valerie’s warmth had been.
Valerie didn’t say anything yet. Just padded toward the dresser, brushing her hair back with one hand as the morning light caught her bare skin in soft angles. The top drawer creaked open with familiar ease.
Without turning, she reached back and tossed a folded pair of underwear and a black bra toward the bed. They landed square against Judy’s shoulder.
Judy flinched, then groaned, dragging them off her face with a slow-motion swat. “Are you throwing clothes at me now?” she muttered, voice rough and lazy.
Valerie bent slightly to step into her own underwear, the motion unhurried. “Motivation.”
Judy rolled onto her back and held the bra in one hand like it had personally insulted her. “Do you want breakfast or war?”
Valerie looked over her shoulder with a smirk. “Can’t it be both?”
Judy sat up halfway, letting the sheet fall to her waist, and pulled the bra on with practiced fingers. “You’re lucky you’re cute,” she said under her breath, catching the strap and adjusting it without breaking eye contact.
Valerie turned back, jeans in hand, her grin widening. “You’ve had eleven years to come up with a stronger defense.”
“Yeah,” Judy said, sliding off the bed and stepping into her underwear. “But this one still works.”
They dressed in sync, not rushed, just the practiced ease of knowing each other’s rhythm. Valerie slid into her jeans, tugged on the purple tank top, and smoothed it over her stomach. Judy, meanwhile, grabbed the faded blue tank from the dresser Valerie’s, years ago, and pulled it over her head in one motion.
It settled over her ribs, just loose enough to hang easy. She glanced down at it, then over at her wife.
“Always liked how your eyes reflect off this color,” Judy said, not quite smiling yet. “Still do.”
Valerie looked up from zipping her jeans, gaze steady. “Yeah?”
Judy’s head tilted, just slightly. “Mm. Brings out the sharp in ‘em. Like you’re looking right through me.”
Valerie stepped in closer, boots forgotten at her feet. Her hand brushed past Judy’s side, resting light against her waist. “Then tell me how much your eyes reflect seeing me look at you in it?”
The Link synced quiet, seamless. A soft warmth under the skin just behind the ear, both of them already feeling it before they noticed it had activated.
Valerie didn’t need to say what she felt. She could see it now Judy catching the flicker in her eyes, the way her breath always hitched just slightly when Valerie looked at her like this.
Judy didn’t pull back. “Enough,” she murmured, voice low. “But I wouldn’t mind a little more.”
Valerie leaned in, just enough for her cheek to brush the edge of Judy’s hair. “Keep wearing it, then.”
Their hands brushed briefly at the waistline before Valerie pulled back, reaching for her boots.
Judy smirked as she bent to pull on hers. “You’re such a sap when you’re turned on.”
Valerie didn’t look back. “And you’re still talking like that shirt isn’t going to stay on for long.”
Their hands found each other again in passing fingers catching briefly before parting. Valerie crossed toward the bedroom door, silver boots clacking soft across the floor.
Judy followed, hand trailing along the dresser as she glanced once at the window. “Do you think the lake misses us yet?”
Valerie paused in the doorway, glancing back. Her voice was quiet. “Not as much as I missed this.”
The hallway greeted them with that familiar hush, the kind that only ever came after a long absence. Their steps thudded across the wood floor, the sun catching on frames as they passed. Family photos lined the wall in quiet order. Sera at thirteen, grinning with paint on her cheek. The one from their second wedding Judy in her dress Valerie in hers, Sera front and center with a flower crown she’d insisted on. All of it soaked in morning light.
Judy slowed just a second to glance at the old snapshot of Ainara with her arms thrown around all three of them, her smile wide and unfiltered. “She’s coming by tonight,” she murmured, more to herself than anything.
Valerie’s hand brushed her back as they reached the kitchen. “She deserves a proper dinner. After everything.”
The space welcomed them like it remembered the slight hum from the fridge, that faint polish scent still clinging somewhere in the woodgrain. Valerie stepped to the counter, pulled open the cabinet with the mugs. Same chipped black one for Judy. Same white one with the fading lotus for her.
Judy leaned on the counter beside the sink, one arm folded under the other. “You think they’ll take it okay?” she asked softly.
Valerie poured water into the coffee maker, her eyes on the slow rise of steam. “They’ll have questions. Probably some guilt. But they know it’s time.”
The machine hissed to life. Judy watched her for a moment, then stepped behind, wrapping her arms around Valerie’s waist from behind. “Feels different now. Not like when we talked about it before.”
Valerie reached down to squeeze her hands, then pulled away gently to grab the skillet. “Yeah, but now it’s the first time I’ve really believed we don’t have to carry it all anymore.”
Judy let her hands fall away, watching as Valerie cracked two eggs into the pan, yolks hitting with a soft sizzle. “Dante, Killjoy, Jen... they’ll handle it.”
“They already are,” Valerie murmured, grabbing the bread and sliding two slices into the toaster. “We just need to give them the room to step forward.”
Judy nodded quietly, checking the milk before adding a few splashes.“Still feels weird, though. Telling them. It’s like we’re putting something down that’s lived in our bones for years.”
Valerie flipped the eggs once. “We’re not putting it down. We’re just not dragging it anymore.”
The toast popped. The kitchen filled with that soft, grounded scent of eggs, golden crust, and morning. Valerie plated it all with practiced hands, then looked back at Judy.
“You wanna sit by the window or stay here?”
Judy took the mugs and walked toward the window nook. “Here’s good,” she said, nodding toward the spot where sunlight pooled across the table. “We’ll face the day after breakfast.”
The chairs by the window gave a soft creak as they settled in Judy first, curling one leg beneath her, mug cupped between both hands, steam brushing her nose. Valerie followed, plate in hand, sliding into the seat opposite her with that easy lean that always came when the weight was finally off her shoulders. The lake stretched quiet just beyond the glass, light curling over the water like it had nothing better to do.
Valerie pushed the plate toward the middle eggs folded just right, toast still warm, the crust golden the way Judy liked it.
Valerie smirked faintly as she took a bite of toast. “Kinda forgot what it was like to cook without watching the stove like it might cry.”
Judy nudged the eggs toward her with the edge of her fork. “It still feels weird not eating on the couch.”
“Yeah,” Valerie said softly, chewing. “Or waiting for the sound of someone crying in the hallway.”
Judy’s smile didn’t quite fall, but it shifted gentler now, more real. “I think it’s the first time in weeks I’ve tasted something and didn’t brace for bad news after.”
Valerie reached across and brushed her fingers over Judy’s wrist. “It’s okay to enjoy it.”
Judy nodded once. “I know.”
They ate for a moment without much else, just clinks of fork to plate, the low hum of the fridge still ticking behind them, and that stretch of quiet between people who knew how to breathe in the same space without needing to fill it.
Then Judy glanced at her. “So how do you want to start the conversation? With the easy part or the real part?”
Valerie paused, thumb brushing over her mug rim. “We say the truth. That we’re still here. That we’ll always be here. But we’re stepping back.”
Judy nodded slowly. “You think they’ll look at Sera differently? For not taking the reins?”
“She earned her place already,” Valerie said, steady now. “They watched her bleed for this family. That’s not something anyone’s gonna forget.”
Judy picked at the edge of her toast. “Still feels like she’ll carry it anyway.”
Valerie looked over at her. “Then we remind her she doesn’t have to.”
They sat like that a little longer, coffee cooling, toast disappearing by slow degrees. The lake shimmered with that late-morning hush, still untouched. No emergency holo calls. Just two women in worn tanks and jeans, wedding bands catching the sun as they shared breakfast in the quiet.
Judy set her mug down and leaned back slightly, eyes scanning the glass. “Still can’t believe this view’s ours.”
Valerie reached across the table and took her hand, thumb brushing the edge of her ring. “It’s always been yours.”
Judy didn’t say anything, just turned her palm up, laced their fingers, and let the stillness hold.
Valerie gave a gentle squeeze before easing her fingers free. She rose slowly, careful not to jostle the table, the chair legs letting out a quiet scrape across the wood. Judy stayed a moment longer, eyes on the lake, before standing too.
They moved through the kitchen side by side, plates gathered without needing to ask. No rush to rinse. Just the soft clatter of ceramic, the hush of water from the tap, the same towel passed between them like it always was.
Valerie leaned a hip against the counter, brushing her hands dry. “Think we’ll remember how to say it out loud?”
Judy looked over, one eyebrow raised. “You mean without pacing or swearing?”
A corner of Valerie’s mouth curved. “Maybe just swearing.”
The towel landed on the edge of the sink.
Judy smiled at Valerie, the morning light reflecting off her emerald eyes. “Are we ready?”
Valerie nodded once, looking into the shimmer of Judy's dark brown eyes. “Yeah, I promised you forever.”
Judy leaned against her shoulder as they turned towards the living room crossing it together, the sun now reaching a little farther across the floorboards. By the front door, their jackets hung where they left them the night before.
Judy let go, and reached first, fingers brushing over the patch with Valerie’s name above her pocket. Her thumb rested there a second longer. Valerie tugged hers down with a single motion, arms sliding in with practiced ease. Denim on skin, soft and worn and familiar.
Judy brushed Valerie’s freckled cheek gently. “We should call the girls after the meeting. Check on them, and give them the news.”
As Judy’s hand fell Valerie grabbed it, placing a light kiss. “They earned this too, and I'm glad they are still here for each other.”
Judy gave her fingers a light squeeze. “After this is over we can finally live life on our terms.” She smiled before turning towards the hallway.”
Valerie just watched her. Lost in her wife's allure, and knowing in a few hours they can return to the domestic peace they fought so hard to obtain.
Down the hall, boots tapped softly against the wood as Judy passed by the photos hanging on the walls. The bedroom door was still cracked open. Valerie’s hand brushed the frame as they passed, not to close it, just to feel it there.
The garage door stood at the end. Judy opened it.
Cooler air drifted up from the concrete, the scent of oil and dry wind still clinging from the night before. The Racer waited near the edge of the garage matte purple, low and lean, a soft line of dust still caught along the tread from their last ride.
Judy stepped down first hitting the garage door switch, her boots quiet on the floor. Valerie followed close behind, jacket shifting slightly at her sides as she moved.
Judy stopped beside the Racer, hands in her pockets, a smile already waiting soft and warm in a way that made the morning feel less cold. Valerie leaned in and kissed her once, unhurried, before swinging a leg over the seat and settling in with a slow exhale.
Judy climbed on right after, hands sliding over Valerie’s hips as she eased behind her.
A breeze from outside, letting in a breath of wind and pale morning light.
Valerie guided the bike forward with practiced ease, her balance steady. Judy stayed tucked close, arms circling lightly, her head resting on Valerie’s shoulder like it had always belonged there.
Behind them, the garage door eased shut with a final soft click.
Valerie twisted the throttle, engine humming to life beneath them. The wind caught her hair as they crested the driveway, and ahead just past the ridge Highland Junction waited, and so did the news they carried.
The road narrowed the closer they got to the rise, gravel giving way to weather-beaten asphalt as the terrain lifted in staggered climbs. Wind tugged at Valerie’s hair, streaking it back in wild red ribbons that caught the light when the clouds shifted just right. Judy leaned in tighter behind her, arms steady, the warmth of her body anchoring them both through every turn.
The old highway sign still stood near the junction’s edge half-faded green, the corner rusted through, but the spray-painted CLAN ALVAREZ STRONG beneath it never flaked.
Ahead, Highland Junction unfolded across the ridge.
What used to be a shattered truck stop had grown into something alive metal and grit reshaped into home. Containers turned bunkhouses. Old neon signs flickering above reinforced stalls. Spotter drones drifted quietly overhead, their low pulse like a heartbeat synced to the people below.
Valerie slowed just before the checkpoint, boots brushing dirt as she brought the Racer to a clean stop beside the familiar sandstone barrier. A young scout gave a quick nod, then stepped back when he saw her face, no words needed.
Valerie slowly guided the Racer inside before parking at the outpost’s garage.
Judy dismounted first, brushing dust from her knees as she looked across the open stretch toward the council chamber of what had once been a diner, now retrofitted with steel braces, reinforced glass, and a phoenix banner that swayed loose from one corner. The door stood cracked open, just enough to show warm interior light and the flicker of old wall monitors.
Valerie swung off behind her, the Racer’s hum fading into stillness. Her boots hit the ground soft, silver catching against the sun-bleached gravel. She reached up briefly to tug the collar of her jacket straight, her fingers brushing the stitched lotus patch without thinking as they fell.
Judy’s gaze drifted along the curve of the barricades, following the line of welded steel and weathered concrete to where the central fire pit sat quietly, and cold for now, but still ringed in soot from the last time the Clan gathered. The market stalls stood empty in the early light, tarps drawn back, tables bare. But a few kids were already weaving through them, sticks slung like rifles, boots scuffing loud against the gravel.
Training started young out here.
“They’re already inside,” Valerie said quietly, voice low enough it didn’t carry. “I told Jen to leave the doors open.”
Judy gave a faint nod. “You think they’ve figured it out?”
Valerie looked toward the old diner, then back at her. “They’ll understand once they hear it from us.”
Dust clung to the backs of their boots as they crossed the lot, sun rising higher now, catching glints off the turret mounts above. Somewhere a radio kicked on, rough modded speakers pushing an old blues track that crackled beneath the bassline. A quiet that wasn’t silence, just peace earning its keep.
Valerie reached the council door first. She didn’t knock. Just pushed it gently with one hand, letting the old hinge creak open.
Inside, Dante was already standing by the table, arms folded. Killjoy leaned back in one of the chairs, boots up, head turning as soon as the door opened. Jen’s eyes were soft, hands clasped in front of her as she offered a slow nod that said she knew this was more than a meeting.
Valerie stepped in, and Judy followed, both taking a breath before delivering the news.
The door eased shut behind them with a soft click. Valerie let her eyes move slowly across the room, same walls, same worn tables, the same humming light that always made this place feel more like a haven than a council chamber. The old truck stop hadn’t changed much, just reinforced a little. Cleaned up without losing the grime that kept it honest.
The floor still carried the scuffs from boots and dragged chairs, patches where the sealant wore thin from long nights. The air smelled faintly of sun-warmed metal, old leather, and the last pot of bitter coffee left to burn itself down to tar.
Dante straightened from the table, nodding once. His arms were folded tight, like they had been for hours. Killjoy gave a small wave from where he sat, one foot hooked over the leg of his chair. Jen didn’t stand, just watched quietly with that look of hers half patience, half knowing fingers wrapped around a chipped ceramic mug that hadn’t steamed in a while.
"Wasn’t sure you’d come in person," Dante said, voice low and even, the kind of calm that only ever came after a long stretch of waiting.
Valerie let out a breath through her nose, not quite a smile. "Didn’t feel right saying it any other way."
Judy brushed the dust off the inside hem of her jacket with one hand. "Besides, we owe you better than a holocall."
Killjoy’s eyes flicked between them. The usual smirk was missing. "You two okay?"
Valerie answered first, voice steady but soft. "Sera’s awake, and Sandra’s home. I couldn't be better."
Breath fell to silence again, not empty, just full of all the things they didn’t need to say. The air wasn’t tense, but it held something.
Judy leaned lightly against the edge of the map table, looking down as her fingers trailed the worn edge where the laminate peeled. Her gaze followed the etched markings like notes from the past, one hand resting on the curve of her hip like muscle memory.
Jen’s voice broke the quiet, low and careful. “How’s Sera doing?”
Judy looked up slowly, her eyes lingering as she exhaled a breath looking at Jen . “She’s home. Breathing. Holding my hand. That’s more than I thought I’d get back.”
Something shifted in Jen’s shoulders, a weight loosening just enough to register. Killjoy leaned back a little farther, rubbing at his jaw like he hadn’t realized it was clenched. No one said Johnny’s name, but it hung there anyway.
Valerie stepped in closer, the heel of her boot clicking soft against the tile. Her eyes caught the light just right, those emerald flecks near the center sharp as always. "We’ll talk in a second," she said, low. "Just... need to stand here a moment."
She looked toward the corner of the room where the flag hung faded red background, gold stitched phoenix soaring in the middle, worn through at the bottom hem where it brushed the vent, but still flying proudly.
Dante didn’t push. He just nodded once. "Take your time.”
Valerie’s gaze lingered a second longer on the flag before she drew in a breath that steadied everything. She took a slow step toward the table, boots scuffing gently, then another. Her hand brushed the edge of the nearest chair, but she didn’t sit. Just stood there, eyes moving between the three of them.
Judy stayed back by the table’s corner, fingers still resting on the worn map. She didn’t interrupt.
Valerie let the quiet breathe a moment longer before she spoke.
“We built something here,” she said. Her voice was even not rehearsed, just steady, like it had taken her the full walk here to find the right words. “Out of pieces most people thought weren’t worth saving. Out of people who the world gave up on.”
Dante nodded once, arms still folded, eyes fixed on her.
“And for more than a decade,” Valerie went on, “I’ve carried this on my back with all of you. We’ve taken the hits, patched the holes, buried people we loved. And still we stood. Because we believed in something better.”
She let that sit, let them feel it.
Jen shifted slightly in her seat, not in protest just grounding, like bracing for what came next.
“But we can’t carry it forever,” Valerie said quietly. “Not like this.”
Judy stepped forward now, hand brushing Valerie’s lower back, not to interrupt just to let her know she was still with her.
Valerie looked at each of them. “We’re not leaving. We’re not gone. But it’s time for us to step back. We’ve earned that. And more importantly so have all of you.”
Killjoy leaned forward, one arm on the table now, brows furrowed. “You’re handing it over.”
Judy nodded. “To people we trust. People who’ve proven again and again they don’t just know the mission they are the mission.”
Valerie looked toward Jen. “Dust Bone survived because of your strength. You kept your people alive, even when the rest of us were too far to help.”
Then to Killjoy. “You’ve held Highland Junction steady through threats that would’ve torn lesser crews apart. You led with grit and heart.”
And finally, to Dante. “You’ve always been our compass. Never flashy. Never loud. But when everything else goes to hell, you’re the one we count on.”
She stepped back slightly, standing shoulder to shoulder with Judy. Their hands met between them, fingers brushing again before falling away.
“We’re not asking,” Valerie said. “We’re offering.”
Judy’s voice was soft now. “Because we believe in you. All three of you.”
Outside, the hum of a passing patrol bike echoed through the dusty stretch of road. Inside, the silence that followed wasn’t heavy.
It was reverent.
Jen stood first, slow and steady. She looked between them, then nodded. “Then we’ll carry it forward. Not just for you. For all of us.”
Valerie’s shoulders eased not with relief, but with trust. The kind that could finally breathe.
Valerie let her gaze drift back across the room, eyes soft now not tired, but full, like the weight she’d carried had shifted into something steadier.
“We’ll always be part of this,” she said. “We are the founders. But you…” Her voice didn’t waver. “You’re the future.”
Killjoy let out a breath, shoulders rolling back slightly like the words had finally landed. Like maybe hearing it out loud gave the weight a different kind of shape one he was ready to carry.
Judy stepped up beside Valerie, fingers brushing the hem of her jacket before tucking into her pocket. Her tone wasn’t formal. Just firm, honest.
“Sera and Sandra aren’t going anywhere either,” she said. “They’re building something out at Dust Bone. Music, art, a space for kids to learn more than just how to shoot. A place to feel again.”
She glanced at Jen, eyes catching in the soft light. “It’s theirs, but it’s for the clan. For all the kids growing up in what we bled to protect.”
Valerie nodded. “We’re not stepping down because we’re done. We’re stepping down because we finally can.”
Dante shifted, just slightly his expression unchanged, but something in his stance said he understood that better than most. He’d been around long enough to know what it meant to give something everything, and then finally step back without guilt.
Judy’s voice softened. “They’ve been through hell too. Sera doesn't want leadership, and she shouldn’t have to take it. Not after all this.”
“And Sandra…” Valerie paused, a faint smile. “She gave everything to keep her from waking up alone.”
The silence held again. Not heavy, not sad. Just full of truth.
Killjoy broke it first, voice rough but honest. “We’ll keep them safe. You have my word.”
Jen nodded, her eyes misted but steady. “They’ll always have a place with us.”
Valerie reached out, her hand resting on the edge of the map table. “Then that’s all we needed.”
Judy leaned in just a little closer, her shoulder brushing Valerie’s. “Forever starts now, mi amor.”
They didn’t linger much longer. Just long enough to let the promise settle.
They didn’t rush. Valerie gave one last glance toward the council table, her fingers brushing it lightly, like a quiet farewell more than anything ceremonial. It was the same table they’d first gathered around when Dust Bone still smelled like ash and dried blood. Same dents, same burns scorched into the laminate from bad wiring and worse tempers. It held the past, and now it could hold the future too.
Judy’s hand found hers as they turned. No words. Just the squeeze that always meant: we did it. Let’s go.
The door gave a soft groan on its hinges as they stepped out into the sun again. The breeze had picked up, pushing warmth through the cooling air, tugging gently at the phoenix banner above. Their boots scuffed the gravel on the way back across the open lot, past the quiet market stalls and the cold fire pit still marked by soot rings and old memories.
The radio was still playing somewhere, half-faded now into an instrumental loop of something bluesy, something old enough to not need lyrics. It followed them as they walked steady, patient, the way dust sometimes carries music farther than it should.
Valerie glanced at her, hand already brushing the key in her jacket pocket. “Want to take the long way back?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She let her palm slide across the Racer’s seat leather still warm from the sun, dust catching at the seams. Her thumb lingered just at the edge where the cushion dipped with Valerie’s weight. Then she looked up, meeting her wife’s eyes. That quiet curve to her lips, always more real than a full smile.
“Only if we slow down once the lake comes into view.”
Valerie swung her leg over the bike, the motion smooth, practiced. She adjusted her grip on the handlebar, one boot steady on the ground. “That’s what I was hoping you’d say.”
Judy climbed on behind her, arms sliding around Valerie’s waist, fingers curling into the seams of her jacket like she’d done a hundred times before. Her cheek pressed between Valerie’s shoulder blades, breath easing out against warm denim. The fabric still smelled faintly of lavender and road dust clean and rough and so unmistakably her.
She didn’t need to think. Her body remembered.
The way Valerie’s back rose with each breath. The curve of her hip just ahead. The quiet heat of morning clinging to both of them.
Judy closed her eyes for a second and smiled.
The sun glinted off the frame as Valerie turned the key. The Racer rumbled to life with a low, even growl that rolled beneath their boots and curled into their bones. The lot behind them stayed quiet, Highland Junction still waking slowly.
They pulled forward together, gravel crunching beneath the tires, the wind catching just enough to lift a few strands of Judy’s hair as they leaned into the morning.
The engine rumbled beneath them, low and steady as Valerie eased the Racer out of the Highland Junction lot. Gravel crunched under the tires, dust curling in their wake as the outpost slipped behind them, replaced by open road and the slow, wild stretch of green and gold that led back toward the peninsula.
Judy stayed close, arms wrapped snug around Valerie’s middle. She didn’t speak and didn't need to. Her cheek rested lightly against Valerie’s back, and the rhythm of the ride settled deep into her bones. The wind caught at their jackets, tugging playfully at the edges, never hard enough to break the moment.
Pines blurred past in soft shapes. The sun had climbed higher now, its warmth stretched across the hills and the curve of the road, dappling through leaves overhead. Somewhere in the distance, a hawk called once and vanished into the sky.
They took the long way home.
The Peninsula Road bent gently around the lake’s edge, its curves familiar enough for Valerie to lean just right, her body moving in sync with the machine. Judy felt each shift not just in the frame of the bike, but in Valerie herself. The way her breath deepened as the trees opened and the lake shimmered back into view. The way her shoulders softened just enough that Judy could feel it through her jacket.
By the time the Lakehouse came into view nestled low against the curve of the slope, wood and glass catching the morning light Judy could already feel the way the quiet wrapped around it. Like the house had been waiting too.
Valerie guided the Racer up the short incline, coasting to a stop near the garage. The engine ticked once as it cooled.
Judy didn’t move right away. She leaned against Valerie for another heartbeat, breathing in the scent trees and the faintest trace of skin beneath cotton. Then she let go, fingers trailing lightly as she slid off the seat.
Valerie looked back at her, one hand still on the throttle. “You okay?”
Judy nodded, smiling softly as her fingers found Valerie’s again. “Better than okay.”
Valerie kissed the back of her knuckles before swinging off the bike.
Valerie adjusted the collar of her jacket slightly, the familiar weight settling along her shoulders as she stepped toward the front porch. Gravel gave a soft crunch beneath their boots, the sound muted by the blanket of trees. Judy’s hand brushed hers once more before letting go, just enough contact to say we’re not done holding, just pausing.
The steps creaked under their weight, wood warm beneath sun and time. Valerie reached into her jacket pocket without needing to check fingers closing around the key out of habit.
The lock turned with a soft click. The door eased inward on its hinge, letting in the light.
Inside, the house breathed cool against the warmth outside. That familiar drift of pine, faint static from the old speaker in the living room, and the lingering scent of toast from earlier still held in the air.
Judy stepped in behind her, pulling the door shut with the soft heel of her palm. Both of them paused there in the entry, just a second. Then, wordlessly, Judy reached up and slipped her jacket from her shoulders. Valerie did the same. The denim fell into place on the hooks by the door, the ones that had always been theirs.
Valerie stepped toward the kitchen, the floor smooth beneath her boots. She opened the fridge with a low hum, the cold air brushing out as her hand closed around two water bottles. Judy leaned against the counter beside her, eyes on the lake through the far window, the soft light catching the curve of her cheek, the edges of her hair.
Valerie handed her one. Judy cracked it open, took a slow sip, then tilted her head toward the living room. “Think we’ve got enough time to just stop moving for a while?”
Valerie’s gaze followed hers, toward the living room couch where the morning sun had started to spill again. She nodded once, quiet and sure. “We’ve earned it.”
For a moment, the house held them again with cool glass, warm wood, and shared stillness. Just two women, the weight off their shoulders, the lake waiting behind them.
Valerie walked beside Judy, bottles in hand, the quiet rhythm of their boots brushing softly against the wood floor. The hallway gave way to the living room’s wide sprawl, that familiar sunlight streaming through the tall panes, warming the cushions they’d fallen into more times than they could count. The couch still bore the faint imprint of them both creases in the fabric that knew their weight like muscle memory.
Valerie eased down first, settling into the corner seat by the armrest, one leg folded up, elbow propped, water bottle resting lightly on her knee. Judy followed without needing to be asked. She lowered herself sideways along the couch, back pressing gently to Valerie’s side, her head tucked just beneath her shoulder. It was the way they always fit on mornings like this after long nights, after harder months. Like gravity worked differently here.
Judy fished into the front pocket of her jeans, fingertips brushing cotton before finding the slight edge of the holophone. She pulled it free and tilted it toward the light. “Let’s call the girls,” she murmured. “Check on ‘em.”
Valerie pressed a small kiss to the crown of her head. “Yeah.”
Judy tapped to call.
The holo flicked to life with a faint chime, blue projection field glowing between her fingers. Judy scrolled briefly, thumb flicking over the soft hum of the interface until both Sera and Sandra’s half asleep faces lit up sitting on their couch, their living room coming into view.
Sera’s voice came through first, full of that half-sleeping drawl. “Mama?”
Sandra’s silhouette leaned in from the other side. “Hey… everything okay?”
Valerie smiled gently, her hand smoothing along Judy’s upper arm. “Everything’s fine. Just wanted to check in.”
“We’re good,” Sera said, rubbing her eyes. “Didn’t expect a call this early.”
Judy snorted softly. “It’s almost noon, mi cielo.”
Sandra leaned closer to the camera feed, smirking. “Told you we slept in.”
Judy’s gaze softened. “You earned it.”
There was a pause, just long enough for the quiet to return, and then Valerie shifted a little so both their faces were more in frame. Her voice was steady, quiet, but full of that same weight they had carried all the way here.
“We wanted to tell you both… we made it official today. We’re stepping down.”
Sera blinked slowly. “What do you mean?”
“We’re not leading anymore,” Judy added, brushing a thumb across the edge of the projection. “No more command meetings. No more calls at midnight. From now on we’re founders. Not leaders.”
On the other end, Sandra didn’t speak, just looked at Sera, then back again.
Sera exhaled, quiet. “You really did it.”
Valerie nodded. “You don’t owe the world more than what you’ve already given. And neither do we.”
Sandra smiled gently, her fingers brushing along Sera’s arm offscreen. “We’re proud of you. Both of you.”
Judy’s smile turned faint, thumb curling tighter against Valerie’s arm as she leaned into her. “Thanks, Moonlight.”
Sera grinned faintly now. “So what’re you gonna do now, Mom? Sit around and look pretty?”
Valerie lifted her brows. “That’s the plan.”
Judy smirked. “Maybe finally get to finish one of those damn books on the end table.”
Judy leaned a little closer into Valerie’s side, the Holo still glowing just above her palm where Sera and Sandra’s living room flickered gently in the midday light. Sera had one knee tucked up, her arm resting across it, curls falling loose over her shoulder. Sandra was still half-leaned behind her, fingers absently combing through the ends of her hair.
Judy smiled at the sight, then said lightly, “Don’t forget you’ve got dinner with Bisabuela at our house tonight.”
Sera blinked, then groaned faintly. “Right. I swear I already lost track of what day it is.”
Valerie grinned, her thumb brushing gently along the back of Judy’s hand. “She’ll forgive you the second she sees you. After she lectures you. Then forgive you again.”
Sandra chuckled, her arm tightening slightly around Sera’s waist. “We’ll be there. We wouldn’t miss it.”
Judy tilted the Holo slightly, voice warm. “She’s been waiting a month to squeeze both of you.”
“And don’t think you’re getting away with a hug and a wave,” Valerie added, her smile tilted but knowing. “She’s gonna smother her great-granddaughters after everything that’s happened.”
Judy’s voice dropped a little, quieter now. “Take it slow today, okay? You’ve both earned that. You don’t have to be anywhere but with each other until then.”
Sera nodded. “We know, and don't plan on moving from this couch.”
Valerie’s gaze softened, the light catching just right in her eyes. “Call us if anything comes up before dinner.”
“We will, but Firebird’s all I need right now.” Sandra said.
Sera gave a small smile. “Love you, Moms.”
“Love you too,” Judy and Valerie echoed, not missing a beat.
The house held the stillness for a moment after the call ended. No chime, no tone, just the faint fade of the Holo’s blue light as it blinked out and left behind the quiet it couldn’t quite replace. Judy let her hand drop gently to the side, the device folding back into standby against her palm. She didn’t move far. Just curled in a little tighter beside Valerie, her head resting just beneath her wife’s chin.
Valerie shifted slightly, the slow kind of motion that came with comfort, not urgency. Her arm found its place across Judy’s waist without needing to search. The warmth between them hadn’t changed. If anything, it had deepened threaded now with something like relief.
“They looked good,” Valerie murmured after a while, her cheek brushing lightly against Judy’s temple. “Still a little dazed. But good.”
Judy nodded against her. “They need that. Just a day to sit in it and not be leaders or warriors or anything but together.”
“Sounds familiar,” Valerie said, a quiet smile in her voice.
Judy didn’t answer right away. She let her fingers trace the edge of Valerie’s waistband where denim met skin, slow and unhurried. Outside, the lake brushed the shoreline with soft rhythm, steady as breath. A crow called once from the treeline, distant, then quiet again.
The couch had sunk with them over the years, molded just enough to the curve of Valerie’s hips and Judy’s favorite way to sprawl. The throw blanket was still bunched near their feet left forgotten during the chaos, not that either had bothered to fix it.
“You think they’ll be okay once this quiet wears off?” Judy asked softly, not as worried, just the kind of thought you could speak when your body felt safe enough to stay still.
Valerie exhaled, eyes half-lidded now as she let her fingers move across Judy’s back in slow, steady circles. “Yeah. I do.”
Judy hummed lightly in her throat, then tilted her face up, catching Valerie’s jaw with the side of her nose. “Then maybe we will be too.”
Valerie smiled without opening her eyes. “Already are.”
The fridge kicked on somewhere behind them in the kitchen, a low hum rising up to join the warmth of the light stretching in through the window. Outside, the lake didn’t shimmer so much as hold a mirror of everything they’d built, still and strong.
The couch barely creaked as they settled deeper into it, limbs slowly melting into the cushions like they had nowhere else to be because they didn’t. Judy’s weight stayed pressed against Valerie in the most familiar way, her head tucked just beneath the line of her jaw. Each breath she took brushed warm against Valerie’s collarbone, slow and steady. The kind of breathing that only came when the world outside didn’t matter.
Sunlight came in through the windows in long, slow ribbons, laying soft across the living room floor and the backs of their legs. The warmth wasn’t sharp, just that gentle kind that soaked into denim and skin until you forgot it wasn’t always there. Somewhere in the kitchen, the fridge hummed again, a sound that belonged to this house as much as the walls, the floor or the photos on them.
Valerie glanced down at Judy, her arm still draped loosely along the back of the couch. “So,” she murmured, warmth threading through her voice, “how’s that plan going, the one where you sit here and look pretty all morning?”
Judy snorted softly, breath warm against Valerie’s skin. "Flawless execution, if I say so myself."
Valerie smiled, eyes still half-closed. "Hard to argue with that. Might be dangerous, though. Keep looking at me like that, we might not make it to dinner."
Judy hummed, her hand wandering absently across Valerie’s stomach now. "And here I thought we were done with the danger."
"Nah," Valerie said, brushing her nose against the top of Judy’s hair. "Just better at picking our battles."
They let it hang there, soft laughter in their chest, warmth between them and nowhere pulling them apart.
Then, a beat quieter, Valerie added, "It’s dumb, but... I kinda miss my braid."
Judy tilted her head just enough to glance up at her. "The braid?"
"Yeah." Valerie's fingers played gently with the edge of her jeans. "Those mornings when we had nothing but time. You’d sit beside me, twisting it all carefully, like it was the most important thing you could be doing."
Judy’s hand stilled. Her thumb moved in a soft arc against Valerie’s side. "You always looked so damn good like that. Hair falling over your shoulder in that braid, sun on your face. I never said it enough, but that was one of my favorite things."
Valerie leaned in a little, lips brushing Judy’s temple. "It always felt like you saw me in a way no one else did. Like the braid wasn’t just hair, it was... I don’t know. Ours."
"It was," Judy whispered. "Life got loud after that. Music, the Clan, always something to fix. I guess those little things got pushed aside."
Valerie traced a slow line across Judy’s spine, fingertip to seam. "We have the time now."
"We do," Judy agreed. Her voice dipped warmer, almost lazy. "So what do you want to do with it, Guapa?"
Valerie smiled at her. "That’s what I was gonna ask you. What do you want to do today?"
Judy thought for a moment, head still resting where Valerie's heartbeat was easiest to hear. "This. You. Maybe some music later. Maybe I braid your hair again. Just... nothing loud. Not today."
Valerie kissed the top of her head, slow and sure. "Nothing loud," she repeated. "Just us.”
Valerie smiled at Judy. “I used to tell you if I wasn’t always on the move, you and I could spend more time together.”
Judy rubbed her arm gently, thumb gliding across warm skin just above the elbow. Her touch lingered, not needing to answer right away. The couch held their weight with a soft creak, sun brushing through the glass behind them, catching the edge of Judy’s lashes like a second glow.
“I always told you quality over quantity, Val,” she murmured, her voice warm with memory.
Valerie leaned in, kissed her forehead with that quiet slowness that never rushed. “Now we’ve got both. All the time and the most beautiful woman to spend it with.”
Judy tilted her head slightly, a smile pulling at the corner of her mouth. “Always the romantic, mi amor.”
She didn’t move far, just shifted enough to let her hand slide down Valerie’s arm, palm gliding over denim until her fingers found Valerie’s.
“My plan of sitting pretty is still flawless,” Judy said with mock pride, then leaned over, brushing her hair aside as she grabbed the brush and a couple of hair ties from the coffee table. “But let me fix your hair.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, that lazy smirk tugging at her freckled cheek. “I thought I was pretty too.”
“You are.” Judy came back into her space, shifting cross-legged to face her, her voice dropping just a notch. “But this gives me another reason to look into those beautiful emerald eyes. Like we used to.”
Valerie let out a soft laugh, the kind that hummed low in her throat. “Here I thought I was the smooth talker.”
Their knees brushed as they settled across from each other, denim to denim, skin warming where it met. Valerie reached to the side table, lifting the old romance novel they’d started months back. Pages worn, corners soft. She balanced it in one hand, thumbing the dog-eared spot before opening it again.
“We never finished this one,” she said quietly.
Judy was already reaching for her hair, fingertips threading through the longer strands, brushing slowly with care learned over years. Valerie began reading aloud, her voice low and steady, slipping back into the rhythm of the story like it had never left her.
Judy’s fingers moved with a different rhythm, weaving soft pieces into a braid, the tie wrapping snug at the end. The room smelled like sun-warmed wood, a faint trail of cinnamon from the candle that never quite burned out. Wind brushed gently against the lake-facing window, and from somewhere far off, a bird called once, then quieted.
Valerie glanced up from the page, just once, eyes flicking toward Judy’s concentration the way she tilted her head, the strands of green and pink falling forward with every pass of her fingers.
“It looks good on you,” Judy said softly, finishing the braid and letting it fall gently over Valerie’s shoulder.
Valerie turned the page but didn’t look down. Not yet. “You always made it feel like home.”
The book stayed open between them, fingers brushing as they held it together. The morning had all the time in the world.
Judy didn’t move far after finishing the braid, just let her hand linger, fingers trailing along the curve of Valerie’s shoulder, then down her back, the soft touch more instinct than thought. Her other hand reached gently for the book, helping hold the corner down as Valerie turned the page.
The couch shifted slightly under their weight as Judy leaned in closer, curling beside her with that quiet ease that only came from years of being known. Valerie adjusted without breaking rhythm, slipping her arm around Judy’s shoulders and letting her settle, cheek resting near the crook of Valerie’s neck.
Valerie kept reading, voice low and steady, the words like a slow tide washing through the space between them.
Judy smiled, eyes half-lidded, her breath brushing warm against Valerie’s collarbone. She reached up again, flicking Valerie’s braid lightly, the ends swaying just enough to stir the air between them.
“I missed this,” Judy murmured.
Valerie didn’t answer right away, just brushed her lips against the top of Judy’s head, her voice soft as the page turned. “Me too.”
Outside, wind stirred the lake again, the faintest shimmer of light bending across the far window. Inside, it was warm, and still. No deadlines, and no weight to carry. Just their bodies tucked close, the soft scratch of paper between fingers, and that feeling that the whole world had finally stepped aside long enough to give them this moment.
Judy’s hand found Valerie’s free one, their fingers linking with the kind of ease that didn’t ask, just remembered.
Valerie kept reading, slower now, not for the words, but because they didn’t need to move fast. Judy flicked her braid again, then leaned her head fully against Valerie’s shoulder.
Judy tugged Valerie’s braid lightly, just once, a lazy smile curling at her lips as she shifted to lean her head back against Valerie’s shoulder. Her fingers stayed near the end of the braid, flicking it back and forth in slow rhythm, like keeping time with Valerie’s voice.
The book rested in Valerie’s lap, her thumb holding the spine open with practiced ease. She read slowly, voice low and warm just enough texture in her tone to color the scene on the page without pulling them out of their own.
“She was barefoot again,” Valerie read, her smirk audible now, “walking across the dew-wet grass with that damn stubborn glare in her eyes.”
Judy made a soft noise in her throat. “Why are all lesbian fantasy protagonists barefoot and glaring? Is it part of the magic system?”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “Clearly. Right next to emotional repression and forbidden longing.”
Judy turned her face into Valerie’s shoulder, muffling a snort. “And don’t forget: mysterious backstory involving a tragic sword duel.”
Valerie glanced down at the page. “It’s literally the next paragraph.”
“Oh my god.” Judy tilted her head up, grinning. “Call it now she’s gonna say she doesn’t want a partner because ‘love is a distraction.’”
Valerie nodded solemnly, clearing her throat before reading again. “‘Love is a distraction,’ she whispered, blade still slick with…’”
Judy let out a groan, laughing fully now. “This book is everything.”
Valerie shifted just enough to hold her a little tighter, their knees still folded close, bodies tangled in that easy sprawl only long love allows. “You’re everything.”
Judy hummed low in her throat, pressing a kiss to Valerie’s collarbone. “No distractions here.”
Valerie smiled against her hair, reading the next line without breaking the moment, voice softer now. The story faded into rhythm again, just breath between pages, the sun slowing against the windows, the braid still warm against Judy’s fingers.
Valerie shifted just enough to let the book settle comfortably in her lap again, her back resting into the soft corner of the couch.
Judy’s fingers shifted slightly beneath the hem of Valerie’s tank, drawing slow circles just above her navel, warm skin meeting her warm hand. Her breath was soft against Valerie’s neck, the kind of closeness that didn’t ask for more than it gave.
Valerie exhaled quietly, not breaking the rhythm of her reading if anything, her voice dipped smoother. “…so the knight says, ‘I didn’t save you for the reward.’”
Judy’s voice came low near her ear, breath warm against the side of her neck. “Mhm. Definitely not about the reward. She just happened to fall in love with a crown-wearing, sword-slinging, emotionally-unavailable princess.”
Valerie grinned without looking away from the page. “You’re just mad she kissed her in chapter six instead of chapter three.”
“I’m mad she kissed her after throwing her off a bridge,” Judy muttered, thumb grazing Valerie’s side. “That’s not foreplay, that’s trauma.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, letting the braid Judy had done earlier fall back over her shoulder. “To be fair, she did catch her.”
“Still dropped her first,” Judy murmured, lips brushing just barely beneath Valerie’s jaw. “If you ever drop me off a bridge, you better catch me with a song and a damn bottle of tequila.”
Valerie’s smile curved slowly as she turned the page. “I’ve already written you songs,” she said, voice low. “But I’m not ever gonna stop.”
Judy’s fingers stilled for a second against her stomach, the warmth of her palm lingering. “Still can’t believe you made me cry on the dock, singing about how I’m your heart’s desire.”
Valerie let out a soft laugh. “Ever since the day I saw you grumpy face and all, pouting about your ex.”
Judy huffed, laughing as she smacked her thigh lightly. “Promise me you’ll never show me that face through the Link.”
Valerie leaned her head slightly, teasing. “Why? It was adorable.”
“Adorably pathetic,” Judy shot back, but her smile stayed crooked and warm.
“I’m just glad we took it slow,” she added after a beat, curling closer. “Before you fell hopelessly in love with me.”
Valerie gave a lazy grin. “Friends before lovers. Just like the princess and her knight… right after she got tossed off a bridge.”
Judy laughed, breath catching near Valerie’s collar. “Just keep reading, Guapa.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just let her fingers slide to the edge of the next page, the weight of Judy against her anchoring more than her body. The book moved with her breath, that quiet rhythm between them uninterrupted.
“Chapter seven,” Valerie murmured. “Storm camp and jealousy. Looks like our knight finally gets pissed off when the princess flirts with a river courier.”
Judy scoffed. “Courier had good arms. I’m just saying.”
Valerie nudged her knee softly. “She carried one boat and you’re already ready to rewrite the whole romance.”
Judy tilted her head, lips brushing the underside of Valerie’s jaw again, smiling playful against skin. “Hey, sometimes a girl just wants to know her options before committing to the emotionally stunted sword lesbian.”
Valerie grinned, fingers tightening around the spine of the book. “You’re lucky I love you.”
“Mmhm,” Judy said, settling in closer, arm tightening lightly around Valerie’s waist, the curve of her fingers slipping a little farther beneath the hem of her tank. “And don’t forget it.”
Outside, the breeze stirred the tree branches faintly, leaves rustling like soft applause against the windows. The lake stayed out of sight, but its presence pulsed through the filtered light and the smell of damp pine that lingered from earlier.
Valerie read a little more, voice easy now. The knight sulked at the campfire. The princess fussed with her bandages. Judy shifted just enough to flick the end of Valerie’s braid as she rolled her eyes.
“She’s so obvious,” Judy muttered. “Pretending she doesn’t care while literally making her soup.”
Valerie smirked. “You made me soup when I was laid out with a relic malfunction.”
Judy gave a small shrug, fingers still tracing lazy circles against Valerie’s skin. “I wasn’t in denial. I already knew I was gonna marry you.”
Valerie chuckled, turning another page. “Guess you were my emotionally competent soup courier.”
Judy nuzzled in against her shoulder with a mock groan. “Please don’t say that again.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head lightly. “Too late. I’m putting it in a song.”
Judy’s fingers danced against her side again. “Only if it rhymes with ‘I want to see you naked’.”
Valerie laughed again, the sound soft and low, curling right between them. “That’s gonna be a hell of a second verse.”
Judy closed her eyes for a moment, just breathing in her in smelling the cotton on her tank, and the lake-wind flowing through the window.
Valerie turned the page with a gentle flick of her thumb, the crinkle of worn paper folding into the hush that had settled around them sunlight drifting soft across the living room, the scent of the lake catching faint on the moving air. Judy's hand stayed curled against her stomach, warm and slow-moving, her palm tracing small loops beneath the fabric.
Valerie glanced down at her, braid brushing against Judy’s shoulder now. “You know, I could add more rhymes.”
Judy didn’t open her eyes, but the corner of her mouth twitched into a smile. “I’m afraid to ask.”
Valerie leaned her head a little closer, just enough to speak low. “Judy… booty…”
Judy groaned, playful and dramatic, nuzzling her face briefly into Valerie’s collarbone. “You’re never letting that go.”
“Never,” Valerie said cheerfully. “Not after we told the whole family.”
Judy cracked one eye open, mock-threatening. “Only because you pantomimed the entire drunk text with weird moves and pointed at my ass.”
Valerie grinned wide. “You left me no choice. It’s a classic love story where a girl gets drunk, writes heartfelt poetry, arranges tequila bottles in the shape of a heart...”
“Passes out before you even walk in the door,” Judy finished, eyes warm now, amused despite herself. “I really tried to spell your name with the mini bottles.”
Valerie kissed her brow. “You did. The V was a little sideways.”
Judy chuckled, then let her hand slip a bit higher beneath Valerie’s tank, tracing along the bottom curve of her ribs. “You still stepped around them. Didn’t ruin the heart.”
“Of course not,” Valerie said. “That was my love language. Not wasted tequila.”
Judy smirked, then tilted her head up just enough to meet Valerie’s eyes. “So what you’re saying is if I drunk text you again with bad rhymes, you’ll marry me all over again?”
Valerie didn’t hesitate. “In a heartbeat. Maybe on the Lakehouse dock this time, under the lights.”
Judy’s voice dropped quieter. “No stage, and you'll propose this time?”
“No crowd. Just you, me, and a bottle of something cheap pretending it’s expensive just like the first time.”
Judy smiled, lips brushing Valerie’s neck again. “I’d say yes. Again.”
Valerie looked back down at the book but didn’t turn the page yet. Her hand rested lightly over Judy’s, their fingers warm between skin and cotton. Outside, the breeze kept shifting gently through the trees, like the world knew not to rush them.
Valerie smiled at Judy, the kind that curved slow and soft, like she already knew the answer but wanted to ask anyway. The book stayed open against her thigh, forgotten for a moment beneath the weight of sunlight and breath and skin.
Her voice came quiet, touched with that teasing warmth that always found its way back into her tone when she was this close. “Want me to keep reading or are you ready for some lunch?”
Judy didn’t answer right away, just shifted a little closer, her fingers brushing a faint path over Valerie’s stomach, then stilling there, content. Her cheek rested just under Valerie’s collarbone, hair trailing soft over her shoulder where the braid had loosened a little.
She breathed in once, slow. Then tilted her head up, meeting Valerie’s gaze without moving too far from the comfort of her space.
“Depends,” she murmured, lips curved. “Does lunch involve grilled cheese shaped like hearts again?”
Valerie grinned, brushing her thumb lightly over Judy’s temple. “Only if you promise not to call me a sap in front of Sera.”
“No promises,” Judy said, but her smile didn’t fade. “You’re lucky I like your sappy ass.”
Valerie leaned down, her lips finding Judy’s forehead in a kiss that didn’t ask for more. Just held, a second longer than necessary.
“Then come help me in the kitchen, Sap Number Two.”
Judy laughed softly, finally sitting up just enough to stretch, her fingers catching Valerie’s for the pull. “Only if I get to cut the sandwich this time.”
“Sute thing, babe,” Valerie said, rising with her hand still laced in Judy’s. “But if you cut them crooked again, I’m calling it abstract art, not lunch.”
Judy smirked as she leaned into her side. “Bold of you to assume I wasn’t going for a post-modern sandwich interpretation.”
Valerie bumped her hip gently against hers as they moved toward the kitchen. “Just make sure it still tastes like comfort and not confusion.”
Judy gave her a look mock affronted, warm underneath. “I’ll have you know my sandwiches are emotionally grounded.”
Valerie laughed, reaching for the cabinet with her free hand. “Then let’s make something worthy of a soft couch and chapter eight.”
Judy’s smile softened, fingers brushing lightly along the hem of Valerie’s tank as she passed. “You always know how to sell it, mi amor.”
Valerie smirked as she opened the cabinet, pulling down the bread like it held sentimental weight which, for them, maybe it did. "You keep flirting like that and I’m gonna start buttering the pan with a love song."
Judy snorted, reaching into the fridge for the cheese. “Better be a short one or I’ll burn the whole damn thing waiting on the chorus.”
“You wound me,” Valerie said, dramatically clutching the loaf of bread to her chest. “Here I was, planning a culinary masterpiece.”
Judy leaned past her to grab the butter, deliberately brushing against her in the cramped space between fridge and counter. “Masterpiece, huh? Last time you stacked two different cheeses and called it dual-wielding.”
Valerie bumped her hip lightly again. “It was dual-wielding. And we both lived to tell the tale.”
Judy held up a slice of cheese like evidence. “We barely lived.”
Valerie leaned in, resting her chin lightly on Judy’s shoulder. “You ate both sandwiches and licked the plate.”
Judy flicked her fingers toward the stove. “That’s beside the point.”
They moved together like they'd done it a hundred times. Valerie prepped the pan, Judy handed off slices, the butter sizzling low as the heat spread. Outside, the lake shimmered unseen but felt its reflection catching faintly against the walls as if even the house breathed easier now.
Valerie set the skillet on the burner, flipping it on low. “So, hearts again?”
Judy leaned her hip against the counter, watching her with that lazy, familiar smirk. “You started it.”
Valerie leaned in closer as she passed the spatula over, the corner of her mouth twitching into a grin. “You were the one who asked.”
Judy bumped her hip lightly in return, fingers already reaching for the bread. “Yeah, well I didn’t think you’d actually pull out the heart-shaped cutter,” Judy said, but her voice softened at the end, playful underneath.
Valerie pulled the drawer open and held up the little metal mold, wiggling it between two fingers. “Please. This thing’s seen more action than your soldering iron.”
“You do realize you’re setting a new record for sap right now,” Judy said, lips curving as she brushed her fingers against Valerie’s waist. “And I’m still letting you get away with it.”
Valerie grinned, her fingers brushing along the edge of the counter as she leaned in just enough for her voice to drop a note. “Yeah? You didn’t seem too mad about it when I was emotionally compromising you over grilled cheese.”
“Well,” Judy said, stepping in close, her hand slipping just under the edge of Valerie’s tank to rest warm against her waist. “Lunch is emotional when you’re this cute.”
Valerie leaned in until their noses nearly touched, the scent of butter warming in the pan rising around them. “You just want to see me cut little hearts while you pretend you're not melting.”
Judy kissed her once, quick, just above the freckled bridge of her nose. “Caught me.”
The pan sizzled as Valerie dropped the first sandwich in, the butter hissing softly, the heat blooming into the space between them. Judy slid behind her, arms wrapping around her from behind now, chin tucked over Valerie’s shoulder as she watched her cook.
“I’ll still fight you for the first one,” she murmured.
Valerie tilted her head toward hers, braid brushing Judy’s collarbone. “Only fair. You’re stuck with Sap Number One, after all.”
Judy’s fingers traced slow circles at Valerie’s side, her touch barely moving beneath the fabric of her tank. She didn’t rush the words, just let them settle in with the warmth of her breath, low against Valerie’s ear.
“I like being stuck with Sap Number One,” she whispered.
Valerie’s eyes half-lidded, the corner of her mouth curving slowly. She didn’t speak right away, only letting the moment hold, her hand resting over Judy’s, anchoring it there.
The pan hissed softly behind them, butter melting into bread, but right now, neither of them moved.
Valerie let the first sandwich brown, the edge crisping just right, then flipped it with the kind of casual ease that only came with years of trial and error. The pan gave a low hiss, butter blooming warm into the air.
Judy loosened her arms just enough to shift beside her, snagging two plates from the cabinet without breaking the closeness between them. She set them on the counter, fingers brushing Valerie's free hand once as she passed.
"Tell me again how this isn’t gourmet," she said, nudging her knee gently against Valerie’s.
Valerie glanced sideways, playful. "Because I didn’t plate it with microgreens and an existential crisis."
Judy leaned in. "Still pretty sure love counts as seasoning."
Valerie placed the finished sandwich onto a plate, then slid the second one into the pan. "Only if you mean paprika-level commitment."
Judy laughed under her breath and moved toward the fridge, pulling out two cold beers. She popped the tops without ceremony, foam hissing faint in the quiet. The house held the sound like it mattered like the walls remembered what it meant to feel full again.
When the second sandwich hit the plate, golden and heart-shaped, Valerie turned off the burner. Judy handed her a beer with a soft clink, then led the way back to the couch.
They settled easily, shoulders touching, knees brushing. Judy pulled the blanket over their legs as she tucked in beside Valerie, one plate balanced on her thigh, the other passed over with a quiet glance that said more than words.
Outside, the lake stayed hidden but present, its calm threading into the corners of the house. Inside, the only sounds were quiet bites, low hums of appreciation, the occasional brush of fingers stealing crust.
Valerie looked at her over the rim of her bottle. "You’re definitely cutting the next ones."
Judy swallowed, smirking. "Fair. But mine are going to be interpretive shapes. Like... sandwiches of emotional nuance."
Valerie grinned, nudging her. "You mean rectangles."
Judy gave a little shrug, her lips brushing close to Valerie’s ear. “What can I say? I like my sandwiches shaped like rectangles… with feelings.”
Valerie laughed, leaned back slightly so their heads could rest together, her red braid brushing Judy's shoulder again. "We really do make a good team."
Judy looked sideways at her, voice softer now. "We always did. Even when we didn’t have time."
Valerie reached for her hand beneath the blanket, fingers threading together slow and easy. "Now we do."
Valerie set her beer down on the end table with a soft clink, fingers brushing condensation from the glass before reaching across her lap. The book waited where they’d left it, the dog-eared corner still creased from the morning’s quiet. She picked it up and gave Judy a look of a little sideways grin that always lived somewhere between mischief and love.
“Ready for chapter eight?” she asked, tapping the edge lightly with her thumb.
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just leaned in with half a smirk, sandwich still in hand. “Only if you’re ready for high-stakes multitasking.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, amused. “Is that a threat or a snack?”
Before she could say more, Judy reached forward and pressed the first bite gently against her lips.
Valerie opened her mouth obligingly, biting down with a low hum. “Hmm. Still emotionally grounded,” she said once she’d swallowed, voice light. “Maybe even the sandwich of the year.”
Judy grinned. “Damn right it is. Now read.”
Valerie shifted slightly, letting the book rest open again across her thigh, her braid slipping forward once more as she scanned the first few lines. Her voice came easy, the same rhythm as before, warm and unhurried.
“So the knight’s still recovering from last night’s wine-induced jealousy tantrum,” she began, her tone dry, “and the princess is pretending not to be thrilled about it.”
Judy leaned back into her side again, elbow perched gently against Valerie’s ribs as she held up the next bite. “I mean, I’d be thrilled too. The girl threw a sword at a tree because someone else brought the wine.”
Valerie took the bite with a grin, not pausing. “In her defense, it was very expensive wine.”
Judy wiped a crumb from Valerie’s lower lip with her thumb, not bothering to hide her smile. “And a very dramatic tree.”
Valerie glanced sideways, emerald eyes catching her dark brown eyes for just a second longer than necessary. “You spoil me.”
Judy leaned in closer, brushing the edge of Valerie’s red braid back over her shoulder with a flick of her fingers. Her eyes lingered, amused and warm. “You’re cute when you chew and emote at the same time,” she murmured, lips close enough Valerie could feel the smile in her voice.
“Multiclassing bard and romantic interest,” Valerie murmured, then cleared her throat dramatically before diving back into the page. “She stepped closer, fingers brushing the knight’s arm. ‘You’re ridiculous,’ she said. ‘But you’re my ridiculous.’”
Judy pressed the last of the sandwich toward her. “Okay, but when do we get to the bathhouse chapter?”
Valerie’s lips curved slowly as she bit down again. “Patience. That’s chapter ten.”
Judy bumped her knee lightly against Valerie’s, grinning as she tucked the last bite of sandwich into her mouth. “You’re such a tease,” she said around the smile, voice low near Valerie’s ear.
Valerie winked, swallowing as she turned the page. “You love it.”
Judy didn’t argue. Just curled her fingers into Valerie’s braid again, head resting on her shoulder as the story filled the space between them soft voice, soft warmth, soft afternoon everything moving at the exact speed they needed.
Valerie shifted slightly, letting the weight of Judy against her settle again as she thumbed to the next page. The sunlight had tilted past noon now, casting a longer line across the rug, its warmth stretching up along their legs under the blanket. The quiet wasn’t heavy; it breathed with them. Just the soft rustle of pages, the faint buzz of a fly on the screen door, and the lake wind brushing faintly along the windowpane behind them.
She kept reading, voice steady and low. “The knight tried not to flinch when the princess unbuckled her gauntlet. 'Let me see,’ she said. ‘You bled for me.'” Valerie gave the line a subtle edge, the kind that barely masked her grin.
Judy raised an eyebrow, eyes still half-lidded. “That’s not how you bandage a wound. That’s how you propose.”
Valerie didn’t look over, just let her lips twitch. “Guess they’re a little emotionally compromised.”
Judy let out a breath against her neck, her words soft. “Join the club.”
She pressed closer then, hand resting easily just under the fabric of Valerie’s tank again, not moving, just there. A warm line of contact, grounding. Her other hand slid the plate aside and found Valerie’s free one under the blanket.
Valerie’s thumb traced slowly over her knuckles, still reading. “‘If you keep risking yourself like this,’ the princess said, 'you’ll die before I get to tell you how I feel.’”
“Okay, yeah,” Judy murmured, kissing her shoulder lightly. “Now it’s a proposal.”
Valerie turned the page. “I mean… dramatic confession under moonlight? This book knows the assignment.”
Judy smiled at her. “Remind me to get you drunk under moonlight sometime.”
Valerie smirked, lowering the book just enough to look at her. “What, so you can throw a sword at a tree?”
Judy’s nose crinkled. “Nah. I’d throw something lighter. Like one of those awful ceramic mugs you refuse to get rid of.”
Valerie gasped. “You mean my sentimental diner mugs? From actual history?”
“From the dollar bin,” Judy corrected, pressing a kiss just under Valerie’s jaw. “But fine, I’ll spare them. As long as you keep reading.”
Valerie lifted the book again, settling back in. The pages turned with the ease of memory. “‘The knight didn’t answer at first,’” she read, her voice dipping softer now. “‘Just let her rest a hand against her chestplate, heartbeat fast beneath the leather.’”
Judy’s breath exhaled slowly, her fingers tightening just slightly against Valerie’s waist. “That’s you,” she said quietly.
Valerie turned the next page, her voice not faltering, but her smile deepening. “You mean I’m the one with the fastest heartbeat?”
“I mean,” Judy whispered, “you always have been.”
Valerie didn’t respond right away. Just let the words from the page hover a moment longer before resting the book gently against her thigh again. The print was still there, waiting, but her gaze shifted toward Judy instead.
Her head turned just enough that her forehead brushed against Judy’s. Close didn’t feel like enough hadn’t for a while. It was the way Judy’s fingers kept circling in slow arcs at her waist, the heat of her tucked in at her side, the hush of the afternoon holding them steady.
“You remember the first time I read to you like this?” Valerie asked quietly, eyes half-lidded now, caught in the light and in her.
Judy nodded, lips barely brushing the corner of Valerie’s mouth. “On the fire escape that Summer night. You had that beat-up poetry book, and kept trying to impress me.”
Valerie’s laugh was low, fond. “Was I trying to impress you, or were you trying to act like you weren’t impressed?”
“I was sweating in cutoff shorts pretending I didn’t have a crush the size of Night City on you,” Judy murmured, voice warm against her cheek. “You were wearing that ridiculous band tank with the holes in the shoulder.”
Valerie smirked. “Still have it.”
Judy smirked, her fingers still tracing lightly beneath the hem of Valerie’s tank. “Of course you do,” she said, not needing to look, just feeling the truth of it in the way Valerie held onto things that mattered.
Judy traced her fingertips a little higher beneath the tank, slow enough that it wasn’t about anything except being here, being close. “Back then, I didn’t think we’d get this,” she said after a beat. “Thought we’d just burn out somewhere between gigs and shootouts.”
“But we didn’t,” Valerie said simply, her thumb brushing once across the edge of Judy’s hip. “We got through. And now we’ve got this lazy afternoon, sandwiches with emotional depth, and chapter nine on standby.”
Judy smiled, closing her eyes as her forehead rested against Valerie’s. “Then don’t stop reading.”
Valerie tilted her head, kissed her gently just once, just enough. Then leaned back, picked up the book again, and found her place with ease.
“‘The princess leaned in close,’” she read, voice low, even, steady. “‘Not to speak. Just to listen to the way the knight’s breath caught when she touched her.’”
Judy didn’t speak this time. She just smiled, her hand slipping back into Valerie’s, fingers tangled soft beneath the blanket as the story continued between them.
Valerie's voice stayed steady, soft but full, the words falling like the breeze outside gentle, steady, real. The book rested in her lap, the spine eased open by use, not force, the pages flexing under the weight of memory and comfort.
Judy leaned in a little more, her cheek warm against Valerie’s shoulder, breath brushing slowly through the loose fall of red hair. The braid she’d tied earlier had started to loosen just enough that strands were falling in lazy waves. She didn’t tuck them back, just let them brush her face as she shifted her hand, fingers curling back into Valerie’s beneath the blanket.
The sun had shifted, angling now across the floorboards, casting soft gold against the fabric of the couch and the edge of Valerie’s knee. Dust hung in the light, slow-moving, like time itself was pausing to listen.
“…and the knight said nothing,” Valerie read, her voice just above a whisper, “because for once, the silence didn’t need to be filled.”
Judy didn’t say anything either. Just smiled faintly, fingertips brushing in slow, absent circles against the fabric where Valerie’s tank met bare skin at her side. Her other hand lifted briefly, not even needing to think about it, just tracing the loose edge of the braid she’d done earlier.
“I like when you read like this,” she murmured, voice low near Valerie’s jaw. “You always slow the world down.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, their temples brushing, her thumb pressing just a little more firmly into Judy’s palm. “That’s what you’ve always done for me,” she whispered.
Outside, the wind picked up slightly. Not loud just enough to stir the pine branches, the soft sound like a hush layered on top of all the others. The lake stayed hidden behind the house, but its scent lingered, clean and faint and grounding.
Valerie turned the page.
Judy closed her eyes for just a moment, exhaling slowly. “Do the voice.”
Valerie grinned, resting her cheek against Judy’s hair for a second before dipping into a half-mocking, half-affectionate noblewoman drawl: “Sir Rowenna, you dolt. If you don’t kiss me on the next page, I swear I shall court the river courier out of spite.”
Judy snorted. “Ten outta ten.”
Valerie’s voice dropped back to normal, warm again. “You know, I don’t think I ever actually told you how nervous I was that first time I read to you.”
Judy shifted slightly, just enough to lay her hand against Valerie’s stomach again, under the hem of the tank, warm against skin. “I could tell. You were shaking.”
Valerie laughed, quiet. “It was eighty degrees out.”
Judy shifted slightly, her hand still warm beneath the fabric of Valerie’s tank. “You were still shaking,” she said, not teasing, just remembering the fondness soft in her voice. “I could feel it every time you turned a page.”
They stayed like that, half-tangled and lazy, the book still open but neither rushing to reach the end. The words kept coming, but so did the breaths between them the brush of knuckles, the soft pressure of fingers at a waistline, the warmth that had nothing to do with the sun.
The book shifted in Valerie’s lap as she turned the page, the edge of the spine creaking softly under her fingers. Sunlight had crept across the floor by now, warming the curve of her thigh beneath the blanket, the soft gold casting just enough glow to catch in the fine threads of her red braid as it slid forward again.
Judy had one arm still tucked under the blanket, her fingers grazing slowly, familiar circles at Valerie’s waist beneath the tank, warm skin meeting warm hands. She’d been quiet for a while, letting the words wash over her, but now she shifted slightly, her nose brushing Valerie’s shoulder, voice playful against the freckled skin there.
“Wait,” she murmured, almost a whisper. “This is it, isn’t it?”
Valerie didn’t look away from the book, but a smile curled slowly at the corner of her mouth. “Chapter ten?”
Judy’s head lifted just enough that her chin could rest on Valerie’s shoulder, curls brushing gently along the side of Valerie’s neck. “The bathhouse chapter.”
Valerie gave a small, quiet laugh the kind she didn’t share with anyone else. “Of course you remembered.”
Judy’s smile pressed warm against her skin. “I’ve only been waiting for the whole book. Don’t act like you didn’t notice.”
“You’re sure this isn’t just projection?” Valerie teased, flipping the page with the slow deliberation of someone who absolutely knew it was.
Judy’s fingers traced a little higher beneath the fabric of her tank, her voice softer now but still with that grin tucked behind every word. “I mean if the knight needs help getting undressed, I’m just saying I have experience.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, enough to meet her gaze from the corner of her eye. “You mean fumbling with buckles while pretending not to be turned on?”
“Exactly,” Judy said, pressing a kiss just below her jaw, slow and warm. “I’m a professional when it comes to undressing emotionally repressed sword lesbians.”
Valerie huffed a soft laugh, not looking up from the book. “Oh yeah? Got a license for that, do you?”
Judy’s hand smoothed lightly along her side beneath the tank. “Certified and experienced. I even offer packaged deals, bath, braid, and bedtime stories included.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, just enough to catch her smirk. “Sounds like a scam.”
Judy grinned, mouth brushing closer to her ear. “Maybe. But I always have a certain repeat customer.”
Valerie let the page linger a second longer before turning it, voice dipping again into that soft, half-amused cadence. “I should’ve known chapter ten would awaken your chaotic alignment.”
Judy’s laugh curled against her skin, her hand sliding just a bit higher as she whispered, “Keep reading, Val. I wanna hear how our emotionally constipated knight handles getting shampooed by candlelight.”
Valerie shook her head, still smiling, the sunlight catching her lashes as she looked back down. “I only promised you fantasy lesbians and emotional tension.”
Outside, the trees stirred again, wind brushing softly through the high pine branches. Inside, the only sound was the
rustle of pages and the faint creak of the couch as Judy shifted to tuck herself even closer. Her knee slipped between Valerie’s, the blanket warming more than just skin.
Valerie exhaled through her nose, then read: “Chapter ten. The bathhouse. Where repressed feelings go to sweat it out.”
Judy chuckled against her shoulder. “Now that’s a title.”
Valerie’s voice dropped lower as she kept reading, the cadence steady, intimate. Steam rising in the scene, shy glances becoming longer, a tentative hand brushing against damp skin in the story. Valerie’s own breath changed slightly, enough for Judy to feel it familiar, unhurried.
Judy let her hand still, palm flat now at Valerie’s side, eyes closed as the story wrapped around them. Her voice came slow, low, barely a breath. “You always do this.”
Valerie turned another page, fingers brushing hers. “Do what?”
Judy leaned in closer, her nose nudging just beneath Valerie’s ear. “Make even fake bathhouse tension feel like love.”
Valerie smiled softly, a little helpless. “That’s because it is.”
Judy didn’t pull back, just let her smile linger where it had landed beneath Valerie’s ear, lips close enough that her next breath stirred the fine strands of red hair curling loose from the braid.
“You know,” she murmured, voice low and unhurried, “the knight’s definitely pretending she dropped the soap by accident.”
Valerie’s laugh stayed in her throat, warm and amused. “Careful. You keep narrating like that, I’m gonna hand you the book.”
Judy’s fingers moved again, slow beneath the hem of her tank, tracing absent patterns into her side like she was drawing out the next paragraph herself. “I’d skip to the part where they finally kiss, just to put them out of their misery.”
Valerie turned the page, her voice dipping even lower now, matching the way the afternoon had started folding itself around them. “She reaches for the towel, but the princess steps closer, steam rising between them. ‘You missed a spot,’ she says.”
Judy’s lips found the edge of her jaw, just once. “Of course she did.”
Valerie’s thumb brushed over Judy’s hand again where it rested against her stomach, grounding both of them in that touch. “You really are enjoying this.”
Judy hummed. “It's not every day I get steam, swords, and sapphic tension all before dinner.”
Valerie tilted her head just enough that their cheeks touched, her temple nudging gently into Judy’s. “Then remind me to never let you pick our next book.”
Judy smiled against her, her hand smoothing flat now across her stomach in a gesture that was more affection than teasing, more grounding than flirtation. “As long as you read it to me like this.”
The light shifted again through the window, catching the soft curve of their legs tangled beneath the blanket, glinting off the condensation still on Valerie’s beer bottle left forgotten on the end table. Somewhere out past the deck, a bird called and was answered distant, almost abstract. The world had gotten quiet around them, the kind of quiet that knew how to stay.
Valerie didn’t speak for a few seconds. Just turned to another page. Then, with a soft exhale that carried the echo of laughter, she read:
“Their hands met in the steam, neither quite willing to pull away. The water rippled, heat rising, but it was the silence between them that finally gave them away.”
Judy shifted closer, pressing a kiss just below her collarbone this time, slow and sure. “Mm. Classic bathhouse misdirection,” she whispered, breathing warm against skin.
Valerie grinned. “What, no critique on the pacing?”
“Pacing’s perfect,” Judy murmured. “Especially if she finally admits she’s been in love with the knight since chapter two.”
Valerie traced her fingers along Judy’s forearm beneath the blanket, slow, anchored in the curve of her elbow. “She was definitely already picturing their matching towels.”
Judy laughed against her neck, then kissed the spot again.
“Then keep reading,” she said softly, curling closer, one leg brushing gently against Valerie’s as the blanket shifted with her weight. “I wanna hear how emotionally repressed turns into emotionally undressed.”
Valerie didn’t need to be told twice. She adjusted the book against her thigh and smiled through the next line, her voice dipping to match the next beat of the story.
Judy’s hand didn’t stray, just flattened a little more across Valerie’s stomach like she was settling into a rhythm, claiming space that had always been hers. She nosed gently into the curve of Valerie’s neck again, voice low, almost lazy with affection.
“You know when I put your old blue tank top on this morning…” Her breath brushed soft over skin. “…you promised it wouldn’t stay on long.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, just enough to catch the glint in Judy’s eye, the shadow of that smirk tucked behind it. “Did I now?” she murmured, even as her fingers kept hold of the book like it still mattered.
Judy gave the faintest nod, her black lace strap just visible now as the blanket shifted, her shoulder brushing Valerie’s arm again with the kind of unspoken suggestion that never needed spelling out. “Mhm. Said something about how it was already halfway to undone.”
Valerie exhaled slowly through her nose, a smile pulling at the corner of her lips as she traced one slow line with her thumb along the curve of Judy’s forearm. “Might’ve meant emotionally.”
“Sure you did,” Judy whispered, lips brushing a freckle near the edge of her collarbone, light as breath. “All that undressing in the bathhouse must’ve gotten to you.”
Valerie didn’t deny it. Just flipped the page with a measured motion, her voice steady again, softer now like it belonged only in this room, only for them. “The knight paused, the water curling around her ankles. Her armor gone, her sword set aside, and still she felt more vulnerable standing there than she ever had in battle.”
Judy hummed softly, fingers gliding higher across Valerie’s stomach again before slipping back down, the slow repetition more soothing than suggestive. “That’s because the princess was already looking at her like she knew.”
Valerie glanced sideways, catching Judy’s eyes again, their faces close now close enough to count freckles and the faint lines of contentment written into the edges of Judy’s smile. “Knew what?”
Judy’s hand stilled. Her thumb traced one slow arc just beneath the tank. “That she was in love.”
Valerie’s smile didn’t shift, didn’t need to. She leaned in and kissed the tip of Judy’s nose with that same patient warmth she always saved just for her. “You always make it better than the book.”
Judy closed her eyes for a moment, holding that kiss like she didn’t want it to end, then pulled her hand back only far enough to lace their fingers together again under the blanket. “Nah,” she whispered. “You reading it to me is what makes it better.”
Valerie didn’t say anything. Just turned the next page, her voice steady, and kept reading one hand in Judy’s, the other holding the story, both of them wrapped in warmth and silence that didn’t need fixing.
Judy shifted just a little, thigh brushing more fully along Valerie’s as she tucked herself in closer beneath the blanket, chin resting lightly against Valerie’s shoulder now. The slight weight of her was grounding, not heavy, not asking for more, just there. Present in the way only she could be. Her fingers stayed laced with Valerie’s under the fabric, warm, anchored.
Valerie’s voice moved again, low and unhurried, breath catching only slightly where Judy’s curls brushed her cheek.
“She reached for the cloth, fingers hesitating midair, and the princess didn’t move. Just let her hand hover there, waiting. It wasn’t the touch that startled her, it was how badly she’d wanted it.”
Judy exhaled softly, not quite a laugh, more like something that had been sitting quiet in her chest and finally let go. “God. That’s the line.”
Valerie smiled, still reading. “She stepped into the steam, heart already halfway surrendered, and said, ‘Then let me hold what you’re afraid to show.’”
Judy tilted her face just enough to press a kiss into the slope where Valerie’s shoulder met her neck, soft and lingering. “Are you sure you didn’t write this?”
Valerie’s brow lifted slightly as she glanced at her over the top of the book. “If I had, they’d be doing it in a broken-down cargo container with bad lighting and better music.”
Judy smirked, lips still brushing skin. “You say that like it wasn’t romantic.”
“It was,” Valerie said simply. “Every second of it.”
Judy’s fingers squeezed hers under the blanket, the silence between them full now, not with tension but with history. The way they fit together even here, legs tangled, book between them, skin warm and breath slow.
Valerie turned another page, the paper soft at the edges. “The princess leaned in, not to tease this time. Just to be close. The knight’s breath caught not because of nerves, but because it felt like peace.”
Judy’s eyes drifted shut again. “Like this.”
Valerie didn’t answer. She didn’t have to. She just kept reading, her voice a soft thread through the fading gold of afternoon light. Judy stayed there, head tucked close, skin against skin, holding quiet in a way that said she was home.
Valerie let the last line of chapter ten ease off her tongue, soft as breath:
“...and when her fingers finally brushed wet skin, there was no armor left between them, only the kind of silence that says everything.”
The page stayed open for a beat longer, but Valerie didn’t turn it.
The room held still, thick with warmth and the slow rhythm of their breathing. The blanket stretched soft across both their laps. Valerie could feel Judy’s heartbeat where they touched steady, sure, like it always had been.
Then Judy shifted. Not far. Just enough to bring her hand up slowly from beneath the blanket, palm warm as it found Valerie’s freckled cheek. Her thumb traced gently along the curve there, not rushed, not shy. The way she always touched her when words wouldn’t hold enough.
Valerie’s eyes met hers, lashes catching the last of the sunlight. There was no teasing in her now. Just that pull that had always lived between them old as everything they’d been through, new as every quiet breath they still got to share.
Judy leaned in without a word.
Their lips met in a kiss that didn’t ask for permission or explanation. It was full and deep, slow but certain, the kind of kiss that pulled everything else away from the lake, the book, the room around them. Valerie leaned into it, her hand sliding to Judy’s waist beneath the blanket, fingers curling gentle against soft cotton and skin.
Judy tilted her head, deepening the kiss just slightly, the warmth of her body pressing in with quiet urgency not to push, not to escalate, just to feel. To be close the way they hadn’t gotten to be for weeks.
When she finally pulled back, her forehead rested lightly against Valerie’s, their breaths still tangled.
“Been waiting for that one since chapter two,” she murmured, lips brushing the air between them.
Valerie’s smile was a little breathless. “You and the knight both.”
Judy chuckled, the sound brushing warm between them. Her thumb moved slowly along Valerie’s cheek. “All that buildup,” she murmured, her smile curling soft and sure, “and it still knocked me sideways.”
Just the quiet between kisses, and the blanket holding them in close.
Valerie’s lashes lowered for a moment, cheek still pressed into Judy’s palm. The slow brush of her thumb was a tether, not possessive just there, like breath. The light caught soft against her cheekbone where the freckles rose warm under skin, and the house held still around them, like it had no plans of rushing either.
She shifted slightly, enough to stretch one leg under the blanket and reach for her beer without breaking the contact between them. The bottle was still cold, condensation slipping against her fingers as she took the last few sips, then set it down on the end table with a quiet clink.
Her smirk was already blooming when she turned back to Judy.
“You still want me to read,” she murmured, “or are you gonna keep being a menace?” Her voice dipped playful, eyes catching hers with a slow, knowing heat. “Because both of us could barely walk after that shower last night.”
Judy’s brows lifted just a little, but her smile didn’t fade, it shifted. Sharper at the edge, but no less warm. “Says the woman who promised her old tank top wouldn’t stay on long,” she said, fingers drifting with exaggerated innocence at the hem of Valerie’s purple tank. “Yet here we are.”
Valerie glanced down, mock thoughtful. “Still on, isn’t it?”
“Not for lack of effort,” Judy said, leaning in and placing a kiss against the spot where Valerie’s collar met skin, lips lingering just long enough to make her point. “You know I wore your tank this morning for morale.”
Valerie let her gaze drop to where Judy’s hand lingered, then back up, her smirk deepening. “You always were a sucker for an emotional support tank top.”
Judy leaned in, lips brushing featherlight over the spot she’d kissed before right at the curve of Valerie’s collar. “Only when you’re in it.”
Valerie didn’t look away, just tipped her chin slightly, letting the closeness pull taut between them like a thread spun slow. “I could take it off,” she said softly, not a suggestion, just the truth, humming in her voice like warmth held between sheets.
Judy’s grin curved sharp and sweet. “You could,” she murmured, fingers teasing lightly along Valerie’s side, not moving farther, just circling slowly. “But then I’d have to stop being a menace and start being a full-blown distraction.”
Valerie laughed, breath catching at the edge. “That's a promise?”
Judy nosed gently beneath her jaw, voice low but warm. “More like a proud tradition.”
Valerie reached for the book again without looking, dropping it behind her onto the couch cushion like it could wait. “What book?”
Judy laughed into her skin, kissing once more along the line of her neck. “The one with a very patient chapter eleven.”
Valerie let her hands roam slow beneath Judy’s tank, palms flattening against warm skin as their foreheads stayed pressed together. Her voice stayed low, the words brushing against the space between them, teasing without pulling away.
“Got my attention, distraction Princess,” she murmured, her thumbs circling lazy just beneath her ribs. “But if we can’t make dinner tonight ’cause I can’t walk I’m blaming you.”
Judy’s smile curved where their mouths nearly met, her breath steady. “Just want to be closer to my knight right now,” she whispered, one hand settling lightly over Valerie’s at her waist. “Nothing more.”
Valerie pulled the tank up with care, not rushed, letting her fingers trail along Judy’s sides as she peeled the fabric away. The top landed behind them without ceremony. Valerie didn’t move far, just curled in, resting her cheek against Judy’s bare shoulder, her braid sliding forward across both of them with the shift.
Their knees brushed beneath the blanket, one leg sliding between the other like they’d done it a hundred times before. The room felt smaller in a way that didn’t press. Just quiet, held.
The Link hummed to life between them, no flash just that shared, grounding warmth sliding through the relay, soft and unspoken. Judy’s lips found the edge of Valerie’s neck without warning, slow and sure, her fingers still trailing patterns along her back like the contact itself was enough to keep her steady. Valerie hummed under her breath, hand gliding over Judy’s spine, her thumb catching gently at the curve of her waist. She shifted to press a light kiss against her shoulder, not breaking rhythm.
They moved with each other in steady layers Judy’s hand curled at the hem of her tank now, fingers slipping beneath, knuckles brushing the small of her back. Her breath stirred across Valerie’s neck as she kissed there again, slower this time, then again just beneath her jaw like she was finding places she remembered.
Valerie didn’t say anything. Just pressed into the contact, her mouth finding Judy’s collarbone with a quiet kiss of her own, soft enough to taste the warmth of her skin. Her fingers moved up, not to claim just to keep.
Their bodies shifted closer beneath the blanket, skin warming skin, kisses landing in quieter places now. There was no pattern to it, no rush. Just the kind of closeness that filled everything else.
Valerie moved first, her hand sliding along Judy’s side before she tilted her head up and caught her mouth in a kiss. Their mouths moved together like breath steady, open, tasting the moment like it wouldn’t need to be anything more.
Judy’s fingers curled tighter at her waist. The couch creaked faintly as they pulled each other in again.
Valerie didn’t pull back fully. Just let her lips trail once more across Judy’s before resting there, foreheads touching again, her breath mixing with the quiet rhythm between them. Her hands stayed beneath the curve of Judy’s back, thumbs sweeping along the rise of her waist, feeling the way she shifted gently under her touch, like every part of her already knew the shape of this.
The Link still held between them, not with flashes or static but with a weightless presence. Emotion threading, soft and real, no need for words. Valerie could feel the way Judy’s chest lifted beneath hers with each breath, steady and full, how her fingertips kept circling her lower back without thinking anchored and slow.
The room never felt quieter than in these moments, like the air had thickened around them in the best way. No weight, just warmth. Afternoon light bent over the couch, touching Judy’s shoulder where it caught the shape of her collarbone and kissed down the line of her arm.
Valerie shifted again, her nose brushing the side of Judy’s cheek as she pressed a softer kiss just beneath her ear, nothing more than the shape of affection made real. She let it linger there her lips, her breath then moved down again, her mouth finding that familiar spot at the curve of her neck she always kissed slower. She didn’t rush. She didn’t ask for more.
Judy’s hand slid up the back of her tank in response, warm against bare skin, fingers splaying out just to feel more of her. Like every inch she touched reminded her that this was home.
Their legs stayed tangled beneath the blanket, the fabric a little uneven now, one edge kicked off just enough to let the warmth from the room fill in the space. Valerie’s hand found the side of Judy’s ribcage and held there, her thumb brushing soft lines into skin she knew by heart. Her mouth found her shoulder again, then kissed her way up until their lips met once more.
This time slower. Open. Not pulling toward something, just deepening what already was.
Judy hummed softly into it, one hand at Valerie’s back, the other at her side, the kind of kiss that didn’t need to end unless they wanted it to. There was no pressure. No rise. Just breath and skin and quiet, and the curve of two mouths that still knew how to say everything without speaking.
Valerie pulled back just enough to look into Judy’s eyes. Neither of them said anything. They didn’t have to.
The Link shimmered with one quiet emotion.
Judy pulled back first not far, just enough to meet Valerie’s gaze without their noses brushing. Her smile curved in that way only Judy could wear: soft, teasing, entirely sure of who she had in her arms.
“Always know how to treat your Princess, Knight Alvarez,” she murmured, thumb brushing the underside of Valerie’s jaw where the flush still lingered, warm and real.
Valerie blinked slowly, still half-lost in the feel of Judy’s breath near her lips, and the shimmer behind it still glowing faint in the Link. Her smirk came late but easy, eyes caught somewhere between reverence and affection.
“Anything for you, milady,” she said, voice dipping low, barely a murmur between them.
Judy laughed against her, not pulling away just yet. She tucked her face into the crook of Valerie’s neck, planting one more kiss there, open and lazy. Not rushing it just closeness, like the couch would hold them all day if they asked.
Valerie reached down lazily, fingers brushing the couch cushion until they found the soft cotton of Judy’s tank, crumpled near the edge. She picked it up and gave it a little flick before tossing it gently toward Judy’s legs.
“Found your armor,” she murmured, smiling.
Judy caught it with one hand but didn’t move to put it back on yet. Just looked over, dark brown eyes warm with amusement. “I thought you said I didn’t need it.”
Valerie smirked, shifting back into the cushions with a soft sigh, braid trailing across her shoulder. “I did. But I know how you get when your favorite tank goes missing.”
Judy gave a half-laugh, low and lazy, and let the shirt drape across her stomach as she leaned in again, still close. “You spoil me.”
Valerie tilted her head, brushing her freckled cheek along Judy’s hair as they settled. “Only fair. You’re my emotional support Princess.”
Judy hummed in approval, her hand returning to Valerie’s waist, fingers curling under the hem of her tank top, just to feel the warmth beneath.
Outside, the wind stirred again through the trees, brushing pine shadows across the window. Inside, the afternoon light bent soft across the blanket, the couch, their legs tangled beneath it like the world didn’t need them anywhere else.
Valerie found the book inside the couch cushion, and opened it again, its weight easy in her lap. The page still waited.
She smiled sideways, lips brushing Judy’s temple. “Chapter eleven?”
Judy’s smile pressed into her skin. “Let’s see if those two finally figure it out.”
Valerie settled the book again across her thighs, one arm still wrapped loosely around Judy beneath the blanket. The fabric shifted as they adjusted, knees brushing, skin still warm where their touches lingered. Judy leaned slightly into her, chin tilted to rest just above Valerie’s collarbone, the tank top still bunched lightly in her lap like it might matter later, but not yet.
The couch creaked soft beneath them. Outside, the branches stirred faintly in the wind, shadows slipping along the glass, as if time was trying to peek in but knew better than to interrupt.
Valerie turned the page with a quiet breath, her voice resuming its rhythm.
“Chapter eleven,” she read, her tone playful but even. “After last night’s confessions, the princess awoke alone. The bathhouse was quiet. Steam still clung to the walls, but the knight was nowhere in sight.”
Judy made a small noise. “Rude.”
Valerie smirked but didn’t stop. “She followed the trail of wet footprints through the corridor, one hand still gripping the towel like armor. And when she turned the corner…”
She let the words hang for a beat, then flicked her eyes to Judy with a raised brow. “...she found her knight arguing with a laundry bot about tunic shrinkage.”
Judy laughed, her hand smoothing again beneath the edge of Valerie’s tank. “Told you this book was realistic.”
Valerie kept reading, voice dipping back into the narrative flow. “The knight turned, startled. ‘You’re up early,’ she said. ‘I didn’t want to wake you.’ The princess stepped closer, her towel slipping slightly as she reached for the edge of the knight’s sleeve. ‘I woke up cold,’ she whispered.”
Judy exhaled quietly, breath brushing warm along Valerie’s neck. “God, they’re so dramatic.”
Valerie smiled. “You love it.”
“I do,” Judy admitted, her thumb brushing slow, steady arcs into Valerie’s side again. “I really do.”
The page turned.
Valerie’s voice lowered as the chapter deepened steam again, but this time between words. “The knight reached up slowly, brushing damp strands of hair from the princess’s face. ‘You scared me,’ she said. ‘Last night… I didn’t know what I was to you.’”
Judy’s hand tightened slightly against her.
Valerie didn’t pause. “The princess answered with a kiss. Quiet, certain, no flourishes this time. Just a kiss like a promise she hadn’t figured out how to say yet.”
Judy’s cheek pressed in closer again, her lips near Valerie’s jawline, warm and silent.
They read on like that, chapter eleven unfolding slowly between pages and fingers and all the space they no longer needed to fill with anything but each other. The blanket stayed soft around them. The light stayed gold.
Valerie let her fingers slip from the edge of the page, not turning it just yet. The weight of Judy tucked into her side was too steady, too warm, to interrupt not when her breath still brushed soft against her collarbone, not when the blanket clung loosely across both of them like it had settled there with the same purpose.
She smiled down at the worn spine of the book, then turned her head just enough to glance at Judy, who was still lazily tracing her thumb along the hem of Valerie’s tank like it was second nature. Their foreheads nearly brushed.
“How many chapters is this book again?” Valerie asked, voice low and warm with amusement. “Feels like it’s been forever since we picked it up.”
Judy blinked slowly, her dark brown eyes lifting to meet hers, the light catching just enough to spark a tiny gleam. “Twelve,” she murmured. “Or thirteen, if you count the epilogue with the stolen wedding.”
Valerie arched her brow. “They steal a wedding?”
Judy smirked, lips curling near the corner of her mouth. “Mmhm. Crash it wearing borrowed dresses and forge the marriage papers in candlelight. Real emotional vandalism.”
Valerie let out a soft breath of a laugh, shifting just enough to tap the cover of the book. “And we’re what, a chapter and a half away from criminally romantic closure?”
Judy kissed her shoulder lazily in response, her hand brushing up to rest along Valerie’s ribs again. “Guess we better ration the drama. Can’t have it ending too soon.”
Valerie chuckled quietly. “You’re just stalling so you can drag out the bathhouse afterglow.”
Judy didn’t deny it. Just tucked her leg a little tighter around Valerie’s, forehead finding her freckled cheek now instead. “Guilty,” she whispered. “But it’s a good stall.”
The book stayed open across Valerie’s thigh, her fingers marking the line, but she didn’t read yet not when the couch still felt like it was holding them, not when the scent of faint butter and cotton still clung in the air.
She let her nose brush against Judy’s temple, voice softening even further. “I’m glad we never rushed this.”
Judy’s fingers moved in that familiar slow rhythm at her side again, and her smile was the kind that stayed even when her eyes closed. “Me too.”
The lake air drifted faintly through the window, pine and warmth and the scent of something distant but safe. They didn’t need chapter twelve yet not when the best part was still breathing beside her.
Valerie smiled, the kind that curved soft and slow at the corners like it already knew the answer. Her fingers brushed once more down Judy’s side before she leaned in, kissing the top of her head with the warmth that never had to ask for anything in return.
“Want to sit at the kitchen counter,” she murmured, voice still caught in the hush between their heartbeats, “and read the rest to me while I start prepping the lasagna?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just shifted enough to nuzzle into her shoulder, then pulled back slightly, catching Valerie’s eyes with a lazy but knowing grin. “If we don’t start moving now,” she said, stretching her leg beneath the blanket with exaggerated effort, “we’re staying glued to this couch and that lasagna’s gonna end up a post-dinner regret.”
Valerie laughed softly, pulling the blanket off their legs as she rose, joints cracking faintly from the long stillness. “It’d still taste good. You know it would.”
Judy rolled her eyes playfully, reaching for the book and their empty bottles as she followed her toward the kitchen. “Not the point, Chef.”
The afternoon light followed them into the kitchen soft and amber now as it slanted through the windows, catching on the edges of the counters and reflecting faint off the metal of the oven. Valerie moved easily, hair still loose and slightly tousled as she pulled open the fridge and reached for the sauce and ricotta. Judy hopped up onto the nearest stool, flipping open the book with a finger already marking the chapter’s edge.
She glanced over her shoulder with a grin. “Are you ready for soap-slicked political scheming and sword lesbian arguments while you layer pasta?”
Valerie smirked. “Sounds like the perfect seasoning.”
The kitchen filled again this time not with quiet, but with life. The low clatter of pans, the soft scrape of a spoon, Judy’s voice winding through the air like background music set to memory and basil. Every word she read, every glance she threw over the top of the page, made it all feel like home. Not just the kind with walls and furniture, but the kind made of two people building dinner and stories at the same time.
Judy flipped the page with one hand while the other rested against her thigh, ankle bouncing lightly where it hooked around the stool rung. Her voice carried across the kitchen not loud, just present, like a thread tying her to Valerie even while the fridge door clanked shut and the cutting board thudded onto the counter.
“‘The princess folded her arms, unimpressed,’” Judy read, slipping into a mock-serious tone, “‘and said, ‘I can’t believe you brought soap to a duel.’”
Valerie snorted from the sink, where she was rinsing basil. “Honestly? I’d bring soap to a duel.”
Judy glanced up over the book, brow lifted. “Yeah?”
Valerie turned just enough to meet her eye, one hip cocked against the counter. “If I’m gonna lose, I’m going down clean.”
Judy grinned, flipping another page. “You say that, but I’ve seen the state of your laundry pile.”
Valerie held up a sliced tomato in mock offense. “Bold words from someone who thinks black lace is a practical daily wear decision.”
“Emotional support bra,” Judy shot back, then returned to the book, her voice slipping into rhythm again. “‘So the knight stepped closer, refusing to look at the damp floor or the way her own breath hitched when the princess touched her wrist…’”
Valerie paused, her back to Judy as she opened the spice drawer. Her hand hovered a second over the oregano, then settled on the basil instead. “That part always gets you.”
Judy didn’t deny it. Just smirked at the page. “Dramatic tension. Gets me every time.”
Valerie glanced over her shoulder, eyes warm beneath the red sweep of hair still curled loose from earlier. “You like slow burns.”
Judy gave a little shrug. “Only when they pay off.”
Valerie nodded toward the stove, voice teasing. “Then keep reading. The sauce needs to simmer just as slow.”
Judy leaned her elbow on the counter, letting her body curl slightly around the book as she read on. Her voice threaded between the sound of boiling noodles and the soft scrape of Valerie layering pasta and cheese like it belonged here, wrapped into the heartbeat of the house. Occasionally she paused to sip water or smirk at something in the text, always looking up to see if Valerie caught the same line.
She always did.
Outside, the wind shifted slightly through the trees. Inside, the kitchen filled with warmth: sauce thickening on the stove, the oven humming low, Judy’s voice building steam alongside the bathhouse tension of the next chapter. The lasagna was going to taste like everything they didn’t have time for back then when nights were stolen and love had to wait.
Judy kept her eyes on the page, but her voice shifted again less theatrical now, more like a thread being pulled through cloth, even and steady, meant for one person only.
“‘The knight didn’t say anything when the princess reached for her hand. She just laced their fingers together, like it had always been that way. Like nothing in the world had to change if they just kept holding on.’”
Valerie reached toward the stack of plates on the counter and set them out, even though the lasagna wouldn’t be ready for a while. Her motion was quiet, thoughtful, the same way she moved when she was trying not to break something delicate. She set one hand flat beside Judy’s book, just barely brushing the paper.
“Okay, I lied,” she said, voice soft. “Chapter eleven might be my favorite.”
Judy turned her head, the pink-green sweep of her hair catching a bit of oven-glow. “Because they stop lying to each other or because there’s finally no clothes involved?”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “Because they stop pretending they’re not scared. But still choose to stay.”
Judy’s gaze dropped for a second, then lifted again. She tilted the book toward Valerie. “Want to read it together?”
Valerie nodded, stepping in behind her and resting her chin lightly on Judy’s shoulder this time. Her arms came around from behind, loose, gentle, hands clasping lightly against Judy’s stomach. The book stayed open, and Judy adjusted just enough to let Valerie see the lines without giving up her place.
They read together now, voices weaving into each other like wind through pine. No dramatic rhythm, no need to separate the knight from the princess anymore, just Valerie and Judy reading about people learning how to stay, and maybe figuring out how to be happy without falling apart first.
Evening had begun to roll slowly across the windows, stretching golden light into softer tones, shadows lengthening along the counter, the floor, the folds in Judy’s shirt where Valerie’s arms still circled her from behind. The last few pages sat turned together now, the book resting quietly between them, its ending not rushed, only shared.
The timer on the oven blinked once. Ten more minutes.
Outside, the lake had taken on that dusky stillness that always came before company before footsteps on the drive, before voices rose again in the house.
For now, the light held on a little longer.
Just enough to catch where their hands met.
Chapter 23: Cyberpunk 2077 Family Edition
Summary:
The day after Sera wakes up, the Alvarez family finally sits down to dinner again. Valerie's homemade lasagna, garlic bread, and salad around the table. It’s the first real meal they’ve shared since the battle that nearly took Sera’s life. After dinner, they move to the living room where Sera finds a homemade film stitched from old memories. Judy and Valerie’s time in Night City, moments of everything that came before.
There’s laughter, a few quiet tears, and moments Sera and Sandra never knew a window into who Sera's moms were before the lakehouse, and before the war.
Chapter Text
The timer let out a soft chime, but enough to make both of them stir.
Judy blinked first, her fingers still laced with Valerie’s. Then her smile curved, quiet and steady, like it had been waiting there all along.
Valerie shifted just enough to kiss the back of Judy’s hand before she stood, her joints slow to follow after sitting so long. She stretched once, fingers brushing the back of her neck before walking over to the oven.
The timer gave one last soft beep, barely loud enough to break through. Judy moved next to the sink as the low rhythm of running water started.
Valerie wiped her hands on a towel, then leaned forward to peer through the oven glass. A faint layer of golden-brown was curling up around the lasagna’s edges now, cheese bubbling soft at the corners. She cracked the door and nodded once.
“Perfect,” she said, straightening with a satisfied breath.
Judy glanced over from the sink, the rinse sprayer hissing briefly as she shook the lettuce dry. “And still standing. It's a miracle.”
Valerie smirked, reaching above her for the oven mitt. “You act like I don’t make this every time someone cries at dinner.”
Judy bumped the cabinet shut with her elbow, grabbing the salad spinner from the lower shelf. “Let’s just say my expectations were emotionally compromised.”
“You’re lucky I love you,” Valerie muttered, half-grinning as she slid the lasagna out onto the stovetop. The warmth pulsed into the kitchen, the smell richer now sharp cheese, tomato, sweet basil laced in.
Judy set the spinner down, pulling a dish towel off the rack as she stepped beside her. “So lucky,” she murmured, and stole a quick kiss near Valerie’s jaw.
Valerie tilted toward it instinctively. “Are you dressing the salad?”
“Only if you cut the garlic bread,” Judy said, already turning to grab the olive oil and vinaigrette from the pantry.
They moved around each other like they always had. No bumping, no asking. Valerie pulled a cutting board free from the drawer while Judy drizzled oil over the greens, the counter catching small tremors of movement as ingredients shifted into place.
Evening had started to push harder against the windows now. The light dulled to amber in the corners, shadows stretching long across the tile. The kitchen felt full in the way good kitchens do clatter, warmth, movement that meant something.
Valerie flicked the burner back on, setting the garlic bread in a cast iron pan. The edges of the loaf crackled faintly as heat kissed the pan, olive oil warming just enough to bloom.
Judy glanced over her shoulder from the sink, still tossing the salad with slow, even hands. “Think we’ve got enough for five?”
Valerie gave a soft nod. “Sera’ll say she’s not hungry and still eat half a pan. And Ainara always picks out the roasted garlic like it’s treasure.”
Judy smiled faintly, setting the bowl on the counter. “Sandra likes the corners. The crispier the better.”
Valerie folded the towel over her arm, her voice lower now. “Good. Then it’ll feel like home again.”
The fridge gave a quiet click as it settled. Outside, gravel shifted gently near the bend in the road just the wind, not yet tires. But it wouldn’t be long now.
For a moment, neither of them moved. Judy’s hand rested lightly at the edge of the counter beside Valerie’s. Their fingers didn’t touch, but the space between them felt full, anchored.
The garlic started to crisp, and the last hush before the family settled in around them.
The garlic bread hissed low in the pan, edges turning golden where the oil caught and kissed the crust just right. Valerie pressed the loaf gently with the back of the spatula, feeling the subtle give of heat rising through it crisping but not brittle, holding that soft middle just the way Sandra liked.
Judy slid beside her again, hands working without rush as she added the last touches to the salad. The olive oil shimmered faintly along the lettuce leaves, vinaigrette whisked just enough to cling without pooling. She shaved a bit of cheese over the top, flicking her wrist with practiced ease, then scattered a few toasted pine nuts over the bowl’s center like it was second nature.
Valerie pulled the bread from the heat and shifted the skillet to the back burner. “Wine?”
Judy nodded once, already reaching for the bottle on the counter. “I’ll set it by Gram’s seat. She always likes to pour her own.”
Valerie smiled faintly, setting the spatula aside. “You really are trying to impress Ainara.”
“I’m just trying not to get that look,” Judy said, reaching for the tongs to toss the salad one last time. “You know the one.”
Valerie chuckled low under her breath. “The ‘I raised you better than this’ look?”
Judy met her eyes, dark and warm. “Exactly that one.”
They moved together through the last few steps, wordless bowls arranged on the counter, salad portioned out with deliberate hands, plates stacked for easy reach. Valerie uncorked the wine and set it near the edge where Ainara always liked to pour her own.
The oven ticked softly as it cooled behind them. Outside, the sky deepened into violet, the pine shadows lengthening across the gravel just beyond the front walk. Somewhere out there, tires would be turning in soon, but for now, the kitchen breathed steady with them.
Valerie reached for the folded cloth napkins, brushed her fingers once over the embroidery Judy had added last year, small stitched initials, nothing loud, just enough to say this is ours. She laid them down carefully, one by one.
“You okay, mi amor?” Judy asked, not as a formality, but as something truer checking the air between them.
Valerie looked up at her, that slow smile catching at the corner of her mouth again. “Yeah babe. I’m good just thinking how nice it is to have dinner together again.”
Judy stepped in close again, her hand brushing lightly at Valerie’s lower back, the warmth of it steady through the tank. “You always get soft right before a full table.”
Valerie tilted her head, braid brushing Judy’s collarbone as she leaned in slightly, her voice low. “That obvious, huh?”
“Only to me,” Judy said, pressing a kiss just behind her ear before slipping past to grab the serving tongs.
Valerie exhaled through her nose, not quite a laugh, just that little breath she always made when everything settled into place. She reached for the salad bowl and carried it to the table, heels of her boots soft on the floorboards, the stitched initials on the napkins catching a slant of gold from the low kitchen light. She stepped back to grab the lasagna.
Judy set the wine bottle near the head of the table without needing to ask. It was always Ainara’s spot. Not out of habit, but respect. She didn’t sit like she owned the room, but something about her voice always cleared it. Soft when it needed to be. Firm when it mattered. Carrying more weight than it should.
Valerie placed the lasagna at the center of the table, golden and full. Garlic bread rested beside it, steam curling gently, the corners crisped the way Sandra liked.
She lit the small pillar candle near the center of the table. Flame caught low and easy, flickering a soft dance across the wood grain. The napkins were adjusted one last time, before she stepped back, her fingers brushing the edge of the table.
The front gravel stirred low outside, a subtle crunch carried through the frame like wind finding its footing. It wasn’t sharp, just the kind of sound that moved soft through the evening when it didn’t have to announce itself.
Judy didn’t say anything. She just glanced once toward the door, then back at Valerie, who was already reaching to steady the candle's flicker with her fingers.
Valerie stepped away from the table, boots barely audible on the floorboards now, like the weight in her chest had softened everything else. The knob turned just before she touched it, already unlocked, and the door eased open on its own rhythm.
Sera was there, one foot across the threshold, shoulder relaxed beneath the brown leather weight of the Samurai jacket. The Clan logo caught a sliver of amber light from inside, flickering across the edge of the heart pin near her cuff. Her hand was still linked loosely with Sandra’s, like neither of them had let go since stepping out of the rig.
Valerie didn’t speak right away. Her eyes moved once over the cut of the collar, the way Sera’s bangs framed her freckled cheek, the glint of silver just under her ear. Then lower, to the soft pinch in Sandra’s brow that never quite went away when Sera was walking in front of her.
“Hey, Starshine,” Valerie said, voice low.
Sera smiled faintly, not the kind that burned, but the one that held. “Hey, Mom.”
Valerie stepped forward and drew her in, arms folding around her slowly, one hand catching at the back of Sera’s shoulder where the fabric still smelled faintly of sun-warmed leather and something older. Not new pain, not anymore just everything they'd weathered.
Judy was there a second later, arms open as Sandra stepped in past the door. The movement was quiet, automatic. Judy’s voice met her in a hush. “Hey, Moonlight.”
Sandra leaned into her. That kind of lean where the body gave first, not the voice. Her arms circled light around Judy’s waist, no strength forced behind it just enough to say: still here.
“Hey, Mama,” she whispered back.
The door shut gently behind them. The house held them now. All four, breathing in the same room again.
Judy pressed a kiss into Sandra’s temple, her fingers brushing once along the edge of the jacket before letting her go. Sera was already slipping off her jacket, careful with the way she folded it, thumbs catching briefly on the embroidery at the collar, one star, one crescent. She placed it on one of the hooks by the wall, and Sandra followed next.
Valerie reached to touch Sera’s wrist in passing. “Come on,” she said, soft. “The food's still hot.”
Sera nodded, eyes flicking once toward the table, the light, the napkins. Then to the lasagna, still steaming slow from the center.
Judy reached toward the wine as they moved, voice gentle but sure. “You both want glasses?”
Sandra’s hand slid to the small of Sera’s back. “Just a little,” she said.
Sera let out a slow breath not laughter, not anything dressed up. Just a sound that had weight behind it. She didn’t say she was hungry, and didn’t need to. She sat down across from where Judy was pouring, her fingers grazing the edge of the napkin before settling still.
Valerie circled behind her, letting her hand rest for a second at the top of Sera’s shoulder as she smiled proudly at her daughter.
It was almost time to eat, and to welcome the last voice still missing from the room, but for now two daughters were home.
The hush held a little longer than it needed to, like the room itself paused just to let the moment breathe.
The second shift of gravel came slower less like footsteps, more like the weight of someone making sure each one counted. Valerie’s head turned just slightly. She didn’t need to see, but the silence had changed.
Judy was already halfway to the door, towel still tucked in her hand from the wine bottle. She didn’t open it fast. Just reached out, turned the knob like it always moved that way.
Ainara smiled as the door opened. She stepped just inside the threshold, wrapped in her knit shawl, hair pulled back with the same pin she’d worn to every one of Judy’s film premiers and none of her own birthdays. Her expression didn’t waver. It never did. Not even when her eyes shone a little too much under the porch light catching in the corners.
Judy didn’t say anything. She just stepped forward and wrapped her arms around her grandmother like the world hadn’t stopped a dozen times since they’d last held on. Ainara’s hand pressed gently against her back, thumb moving once in that small circle she’d always done once when Judy was five, once when she was fifteen, and now again.
Valerie moved next, slower, one arm bracing lightly across Ainara’s shoulders. “You made it,” she murmured.
“I always do,” Ainara said, voice low but firm. “You just forget how long the road feels when you’re not driving it.”
Sera stood from the table without needing a word. She didn’t rush, or speak. Just walked up and folded herself into her great-grandmother’s arms, chin tucked soft near her shoulder.
Ainara’s hands settled around her, sure as ever. “Mi niña,” she said quietly.
Sandra watched from just behind, hands folded lightly in front of her, until Ainara reached out and pulled her in too.
“Look at you two,” she murmured, voice as even as ever but warm beneath it. “Still standing.”
Her jacket shifted slightly from the hug dark wool, warm against her shoulders. Her gaze met Valerie’s.
Valerie stepped in, arms circling her without hesitation. All five of them were drawn together now, the kind of closeness that didn’t feel orchestrated. It had gravity, and years of love.
Ainara didn’t move fast, but her grip never faltered. The kind of embrace that stayed the same no matter how old you got.
“We missed you, Ainara,” Valerie said into her shoulder.
“I know,” Ainara replied softly. “Missed you all, too.”
When they finally stepped apart, Ainara touched Judy’s cheek with two fingers, just like she always had quiet, grounding, making sure her granddaughter was still real.
The warmth of the house settled into her then. She breathed it in slowly, eyes drifting across the open space. Her gaze caught the candlelight first, then the table.
“You lit the candle,” she said.
Valerie nodded. “Just before they arrived.”
Ainara’s eyes softened at that. “Good timing.”
She turned toward Sera again, a quiet smile rising.
“You gave us all a scare,” she said gently.
“I know,” Sera murmured.
Ainara’s hand smoothed over the back of her head, slow and steady. “You came home. That’s what matters.”
She didn’t cry. She didn’t need to. The stillness in her chest said enough.
Then her eyes found Sandra. “It’s good to see you back too, sweetheart.”
Sandra let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding, eyes closing for a moment as the warmth of family wrapped around her.
The room settled again. The kind of silence that wasn’t empty, but full of heartbeat and home. The kind that meant dinner could begin, and the family could heal after the events of the past month.
Valerie shifted quietly to the side of the table, one hand catching the edge of Ainara’s chair. The legs whispered against the floor as she slid it back, steady and careful, like she’d done it a hundred times but still wanted to get it right.
Ainara gave her a look half amusement, half that old-school grace that never asked to be waited on but always knew when to accept it. “You keep that up,” she murmured, “I’ll start thinking I raised her right after all.”
Valerie smiled, small and soft. “You did. She is still the best woman I've ever met.”
Ainara settled into the chair with practiced ease, smiling at Valerie. The shawl shifted slightly across her shoulders. She adjusted nothing, just placed her palms on the table like it was a familiar altar and let the warmth sink into her fingers.
Her eyes scanned the room again, not sharply more like she was grounding herself. Letting the scent of roasted garlic and herbs fill in whatever silence she'd carried through the door.
Judy was already by the lasagna, her face flushed slightly from her wife’s words to Ainara, steady hands guiding the first slice free. The cheese pulled in soft strands before settling into shape on the plate. Steam rose slowly, catching the low kitchen light as she set it gently in front of Ainara, then reached for the salad bowl.
Sera shifted slightly at the table, the fabric of her shirt creasing quietly where it brushed against Sandra’s. Her fingers had found the corner of the napkin again thumb grazing one stitched initials, like she'd been doing it without noticing. Sandra was watching her with a glance that never pushed, just stayed close.
“Don’t forget the bread,” Ainara murmured, not lifting her voice, but the weight of it settled across the table like it always had.
Judy smiled faintly as she placed a slice down beside the lasagna, crust still warm, edges curled just right.
“I wouldn’t dare,” she said, flicking a bit of crumb from her thumb as she reached for the next plate.
The room held steady as each plate filled motion slowly, unhurried. The salad caught a faint glint from the oil across the leaves. The candlelight danced soft over the utensils, low and flickering.
Valerie passed behind Judy, letting her hand linger for a second against her back before she reached for Sera’s plate. “You still like the corner pieces, right?” she asked, voice barely above the hush.
Sera looked up, eyes soft. “Yeah, Mom. They are always the best.”
Sera had shifted beside Sandra again, not saying much, just letting her fingers rest loosely between Sandra’s as the smell of garlic and herbs drifted thick across the table. Her eyes flicked toward the candle once more before settling on her moms, always thinking about everyone else before letting themselves relax.
The room didn’t rush. No clatter, no forced chatter. Just plates passed and filled, the low murmur of a home still mending itself back into rhythm. The kind of dinner that didn’t have to be perfect, just filled with sounds of voices, and breaths that cared about everyone that heard them.
The last plate was filled, and the last glass poured. Valerie, and Judy sat down as everyone joined hands in tradition with Ainara always starting off saying grace before the family started the meal.
The table held steady beneath their hands, the faint warmth of the wood catching where palms met, fingers brushing just enough to feel each other still there. The candle’s flame swayed, not from wind, but from the weight of their pause. A quiet ripple of breath passed around the table, no words yet just the small shifts of shoulders settling, feet braced gently to the floor.
Ainara’s hands were still, soft against Judy’s and Sera’s. Her thumb moved once absent-minded, almost across the back of Sera’s knuckles, like tracing an old pattern only she remembered. The shawl across her shoulders had slipped just slightly from one side, catching the low glow of the kitchen light in a soft weave of pale gray and amber.
The smell of roasted garlic lingered close now, herbs warm and thick in the air, lasagna still steaming slow in front of her. Ainara’s eyes didn’t move quickly; they drifted, anchored, pausing on each of them with a kind of quiet that had learned not to rush.
Then she began, voice calm and low, like water finding the same path it had taken for years.
“I used to wonder if I’d live long enough to see this table full like this again.”
The words didn’t break the moment they held it in place. Judy didn’t move, but her fingers curled slightly into Ainara’s. The room didn’t offer a reply, just the soft creak of a chair adjusting, somewhere near Sandra.
“I’m thankful Sera’s awake,” Ainara said, eyes turning gently, “and that she came home still full of the fire I saw in her the day she could barely reach the countertop.”
Sera didn’t try to smile. She just blinked once, slow. Her fingers held tighter to Sandra’s. One thumb moved without thinking, brushing against her wife’s ring.
“I’m thankful Sandra is home. That the road didn’t take her. That she still brings that quiet strength into this house like it’s always been here.”
The soft sound of the kitchen oven cooling behind them, faint hum of the overhead light carried under the words. Steam still curled from the edge of the bread, the crust golden and crisp, catching the scent of rosemary where it mixed with the butter.
“I’m thankful Valerie and Judy’s love still stands strong enough to build all this.”
Valerie’s heel shifted gently against the wood below, just enough to lean toward Judy’s warmth beside her. No one looked away.
“I’m thankful this family still knows how to hold one another. And I’m thankful the bread didn’t burn.”
There it was the small breath, not quite a laugh, that moved around the table. A flicker of warmth that didn’t need to be spoken to be felt. Ainara didn’t smile wide. She didn’t need to. The corner of her mouth just lifted, and the air carried it.
She closed her eyes not in formality, but in rhythm. Like drawing breath wasn’t about prayer, just presence.
“Let this family’s love keep shining. And keep holding on.”
Hands stayed linked for a moment longer, the silence afterward wasn’t empty. It curled around the edges of the room, the smell of garlic, and the warmth of heartbeats.
When their hands finally loosened their love still lingered as quiet smiles looked at each other knowing that no matter what they endured they will always have each other.
The first few bites moved slowly cutlery soft against ceramic, the room carrying that kind of hush that wasn’t awkward, just full. Full of herbs and garlic and warmth. The candle flickered a little to the left, steady despite the draft that nudged through the kitchen frame, like the house was breathing with them.
Judy reached carefully across the table, adding another slice of garlic bread to Ainara’s plate before settling back beside Valerie. She didn’t say anything right away. Just let her thumb brush Valerie’s knuckles under the table for a second. Then she looked to her grandmother.
“We stepped down this morning,” she said gently, voice low and sure. “Valerie and I.”
Ainara’s fork paused midair, not abruptly just enough for her eyes to shift. She studied Judy a moment, then Valerie, then back again.
Judy’s voice softened further. “From the leadership. The Clan's in good hands. We’re still here, still helping. Just not steering the wheel anymore.”
Ainara didn’t speak right away. She took another bite, slow. Chewed. Then finally, with that same tempered grace that never tried to dress the moment fancier than it was, she nodded.
“About damn time,” she said softly. “You two gave enough of yourselves. Time to keep what’s left for you.”
Valerie let out a faint breath, not a laugh, not quite. Just a looseness in her shoulders that hadn’t been there minutes ago. “It was Sera, actually,” she said, glancing across the table. “She showed us it was okay to stop carrying everything.”
Sera didn’t look up right away. She was still pulling at the edge of her bread, but the smile on her face was warm, quiet. Sandra leaned a little closer, like that smile had pulled her with it.
“We’ve got other things to build now,” Sera said. “Sandra and I are gonna finally start the art and music center out at Dust Bone Canyon.”
Ainara blinked slowly, her expression unreadable for half a second. Then her brow rose just a little. “All the way out in the canyon?”
Sandra nodded. “It’s peaceful there. Quiet enough to think.”
“And loud enough to fill,” Sera added, nudging her knee lightly into Sandra’s under the table. “We’ve got enough leftover sound and color between us to put something real on those walls.”
Valerie reached for another slice of bread, steam brushing against her fingers as she eased it onto her plate. She broke it slowly, crust flaking just a little along the edge as she glanced across the table, her voice low and casual, but weighted just right.
“Are you still serious about me teaching the kids music, Starshine?”
Sera looked up from her plate, chewing slowed but not stopped, eyes widening just faintly. “I was,” she said after a moment, smiling around it. “Still am. You said you wanted to pass some of that on, right?”
“I’ve seen what it meant to me growing up in this house. Your guitar. Mama’s BD edits. Even if I couldn’t sit still long enough for a lesson,” she added with a crooked grin.
Valerie chuckled with a slight nod resting her elbow against the edge of the table, wrist turned toward her fork but not lifting it yet. “Been thinkin’ about it more.“There’s time now. And if we’re building something out there might as well let it sing.”
Ainara’s brows lifted, not surprised, not skeptical. Just watching, reading the space between the words. “Are you teaching chords and calluses now?”
“Maybe,” Valerie said, grinning slightly. “Better they learn on strings than get lost in some echo chamber.”
Judy smiled her shoulder brushing Valerie’s as her wife refilled her wine. “You always said music saved you. It’d be good to let it save someone else.”
Ainara nodded slowly, eyes scanning across the table again. “Then you better teach more than songs. Show them how to remember.”
Valerie handed the wine glass to Judy who leaned in slightly as Valerie kissed her cheek.
Sera smiled wider, catching Sandra’s gaze with a little spark. “I mean, I’ll handle the paint. The walls won’t stay clean long if I’ve got anything to do with it.”
Sandra nudged her gently. “We’ll need scaffolding again, won’t we?”
Sera groaned. “Not if Mom makes the kids help.”
Valerie grinned, wiping her lips with a napkin. “You bribe ’em with cookies, I’ll handle the frets.”
Ainara let out a soft breath, not quite a laugh, but close. “If this is what stepping down looks like,” she said, adjusting the edge of her shawl as she glanced around the table, “I think you finally figured it out.”
The candlelight reflected the flicker of love held within their eyes. Outside, the breeze shifted again, as the sound of the lake water rocked against the dock in a rhythm of release providing comfort for a future.
Sandra leaned slightly toward her plate, her fork catching slow against the edge of the lasagna, like the warmth still needed time to meet her hands. Across from her, Sera had gone quiet again, not withdrawn, just soft. One foot nudged at Sandra’s under the table, a small motion, like she was reminding herself this was real. That she could reach. That the table was full.
Valerie let the candlelight flicker against her wineglass before setting it down with a soft clink. “Guess we’ll have to find a few amps for the canyon too,” she said, the words easy, mellow, like they didn’t need to mean more than they did.
Sandra glanced up, smiling. “Not sure we’re ready to shake the canyon walls just yet.”
Judy smirked lightly over her fork. “Speak for yourself.”
Valerie shot her a look, playful, eyes still bright. “I said amps, not detonators.”
Sandra laughed under her breath, the sound low and worn in like a jacket you’d never take off. “If we keep it soft, we might actually get Sera to finish a painting without climbing the scaffolding.”
Sera blinked at that, smile curling barely at one side. “No promises,” she murmured.
Ainara tilted her head just enough to catch the light in her eyes. “So long as you’re not falling off anything, I’ll count it as progress.”
Judy leaned forward slightly, her fingers brushing against the base of her wineglass before she reached for another slice of bread. “If she falls, we’re making Sandra sing the safety warnings.”
Sandra raised her brow. “In harmony?”
Valerie grinned. “Only if it’s off-key. It keeps ‘em humble.”
Sera didn’t say anything for a moment, but her hand curled quietly around Sandra’s beneath the table, grounding there. She let her gaze drift, not sharp, just steady moving from the candle, to her moms, to the soft steam still rising from Ainara’s plate. She didn’t need to fill the air.
Ainara let the moment settle before speaking again, voice calm, a little drier now. “Just don’t name the building after yourselves. Ain’t nothing worse than a legacy that tries too hard.”
Valerie nodded slowly, catching Judy’s hand beside her. “No names. Just music and color. That’s all we ever needed anyway.”
The plates still held warmth, steam curling soft from the lasagna’s center. Forks moved less now not out of disinterest, just that natural drift when food gave way to thought. The candle’s flame leaned faintly toward the center of the table again, steady in its low dance, casting amber shadows against the curve of the wine glasses.
Sera’s fork hovered, untouched for a moment. She wasn’t staring off, not exactly. Just tracing the edge of her plate with the side of her thumb, quiet in a way that had nothing to do with discomfort. Like something had shifted inward. The bread near her was torn but not eaten, crust soft where her fingers had paused mid-pull.
Judy saw it first. Her posture eased, hand brushing lightly along Valerie’s thigh beneath the table, then settling as she leaned closer.
“You okay, mi cielo?” she asked, voice low just for her.
Sera looked up slowly, blinking like a draft had nudged her awake. Her smile came, soft at the corners. “Yeah. I’m okay. Just… saying it out loud tonight, finally?” Her fingers flexed once near her plate. “It’s kind of overwhelming. Like hearing it made it real for the first time.”
Across the table, Valerie’s eyes held steady on her daughter, the kind of look that didn’t need to press. Her voice met the space between them like it always had with warmth shaped through quiet strength.
“Just remember, Starshine,” she said, easing her weight gently into the table’s edge, “live the life you want. It’s good to keep your dreams close. To build things, reach for things. But don’t forget to focus on you first. You’ve already carried so much.”
Ainara cleared her throat, a small clink from her fork tapping the edge of the plate as she glanced up through her lashes.
“I tried telling you the same thing ten years ago,” she murmured, brow arching with just enough tease to lift the air. “Took your daughter saying it for you to finally hear it.”
Valerie smirked faintly, head tilting as she lifted her wine glass. “Yeah, well. Sera always had better timing than me.”
Judy leaned into Valerie’s side, shoulder brushing, warmth tucked between them. She smiled as she looked at Ainara. “She did. But we also promised her something, remember?” Her fingers played briefly with the stem of her glass. “That we wouldn’t let her forget she has this now. That there’s no shame in choosing peace. Or in living for herself.”
Sera’s eyes dropped for a second, not distant, just thoughtful. Like she was still learning how to carry that weight now that it was hers to set down.
Sandra was already leaning in. One hand came up, fingers curling just under Sera’s jaw as she kissed her cheek slowly and sure, the kind of kiss that wasn’t rushed, just a touch that stayed quiet, steady like it knew exactly where it belonged.
Sera let her eyes close for a moment, leaning into the touch, not melting, not retreating just letting herself be known.
Sandra stayed close, thumb brushing the edge of Sera’s hand again, slower now. “We don’t have to rush any of it,” she murmured, voice low and warm. “Build when it feels right. Rest when we need to. One thing at a time.”
Sera let out a small breath, steadying as she leaned into Sandra’s touch. Her fingers threaded between hers again, grip tighter this time.
Valerie smiled across the table, that half-crooked tilt curling just a little wider.
“Give me a few days,” she said, plucking the last of her bread crust and dragging it gently through a streak of sauce. “I can probably convince Jen to let us install a speaker out there big enough to make Johnny proud.”
Ainara snorted behind her glass. “Lord help the canyon.”
Judy chuckled under her breath, nudging her foot against Valerie’s. “You’d blow out the whole ridge just trying to find the right bassline.”
Sandra smirked, brushing her thumb across the back of Sera’s hand.
“Just as long as we still get our eight hours,” she said, leaning in slightly. “You’re not dodging cuddle time for noise complaints.”
Sera laughed bright and low and real, her voice catching in the candlelight like it had always belonged there.
The wind shifted outside, rustling the pines with a hush that slipped past the glass. Somewhere down the slope, the lake lapped gently at the dock, soft and steady. Not loud enough to break the moment. Just enough to carry it.
The plates had shifted into second helpings now, slower ones, picked at more for comfort than hunger. Forks clinked softer, less frequently, the edges of bread catching on sauce as conversations dipped into easier rhythm. The candlelight curved against the backs of their hands, the flicker low and constant, like the flame understood it had nowhere else to be tonight.
Valerie leaned back just enough in her chair to stretch one arm over Judy’s, letting her fingers drift down the inside of her forearm in a familiar rhythm more touch than talk. Ainara was nursing her wine now, her shawl pulled up just enough to ease against her shoulder like the weight of age didn’t land so heavy in this room.
Sandra was laughing softly at something Sera had whispered, her brow pressed near her wife's temple as she murmured something back. Sera nodded, her cheeks still a little warm from earlier, the kind of glow that came more from being seen than anything else. Her plate was mostly cleared, a few strands of cheese still clinging to the edge, a forgotten piece of bread folded once but untouched.
“You remember that time,” Valerie said suddenly, her voice carrying easily like it had been waiting to float up through the lull, “when you tried to prank Dante with that motion-triggered synth howl? Out by the Canyon relay post?”
Sera’s head jerked up, eyes going wide. “I thought we agreed never to bring that up again.”
Sandra tilted her head, grinning. “You what?”
Valerie grinned wider now, elbow nudging Judy as she sat up a little. “You should’ve seen it. The poor man dropped his whole bag of gear. Cursed in three languages and nearly drew on a tumbleweed.”
Ainara shook her head, hiding her smile behind the rim of her glass. “You girls and your chaos.”
“Technically,” Judy said, reaching for her own glass, “that one was Sera’s idea. We just pretended not to know.”
Sera leaned forward, mock wounded. “I was thirteen! That’s the whole point of being thirteen!”
Sandra laughed again, not loud, but full, the sound curling around the room like it belonged there. “You’re lucky Dante still likes you.”
“He does,” Sera said, straightening her shoulders with fake pride. “He said I keep him sharp.”
Valerie raised a brow. “That’s one way to put it.”
Judy was smiling into her wine now, lips pressed soft to the glass, her thumb absently stroking over the stem. The flicker from the candle caught the underside of her jaw, a pale golden edge across the curve of her throat. She leaned into Valerie’s shoulder for a breath, then pulled back just enough to speak again.
“Feels different tonight,” she said, quietly. “Not heavy. Just… good.”
“Because it is,” Ainara replied, her voice still that same calm register that always seemed to settle things. “It’s not peace bought through running or hiding. It’s the kind that’s earned.”
Outside, the wind stirred again, brushing low through the pines. The lake murmured faintly from below, one long ripple against the dock, like the water was listening too.
The candlelight shifted again, flicking low across the wood grain. Outside, wind stirred the porch chimes once soft metallic clicks brushing into each other, barely louder than the silverware settling on plates. The leftover warmth of the oven still drifted faintly through the kitchen, mixing with the sound of glasses touching down gently near the breadbasket.
“I was thinking…” Sera began, quieter now. Her hand trailed back toward Sandra’s wrist. “I might actually bring my paints tomorrow.”
Sandra looked over, the last bite of lasagna paused halfway to her mouth before she set the fork down, a smile tugging at her cheek. “Out to the canyon?”
Sera nodded, brushing her fingers over her napkin. “Just… feels like it’s time. I’ve been sketching again. Little things. Thought maybe the turbine wall’s finally ready for something bigger.”
Judy tilted her glass gently, watching a bit of sauce catch on the heel of her bread. “Dust Bone deserves a little color.”
Sandra shifted her chair closer, shoulder brushing gently against Sera’s. “You start the mural,” she said, nudging a bit of bread crust across Sera’s plate, “and I’ll finally finish Screwbie’s optical sensors.”
Valerie, still rolling her wine glass slowly between her palms, chuckled under her breath. “Is he still stuck in the rig?”
“Plugged in and grumpy about it,” Sandra said. “I built his frame before everything happened. I worked on it a bit this morning to clear my head.”
“You’re gonna make him seven feet tall, aren’t you?” Judy asked, raising a brow as she wiped a bit of butter from her thumb.
Sandra didn’t even blink. “He requested ‘menacing presence.’ With an optional cupholder.”
Sera snorted, reaching to steal a piece of garlic bread off Sandra’s plate without even looking. “He’s gonna tower over everyone just to give unsolicited hugs.”
Valerie raised her brows, smiling sideways toward the window as if picturing it. “You paint the wall, Starshine. I’ll talk to Jen about that speaker. Big enough to shake the rocks loose if Johnny were still around.”
Ainara’s fork hovered for a beat above her last bite of lasagna. “They aren’t ready for you to be founders,” she said mildly, like it was just another truth among the spices.
The candle dipped with the breeze again, its flame tilting slightly before catching hold, light bending across the glasses and the low gleam of plates half-finished. Forks moved slower now, more for comfort than appetite. Someone shifted, chair legs scuffing faintly across the kitchen tile. The smell of roasted garlic still lingered near the stove, layered now with the sweeter warmth of shared air, wine, and memory.
Valerie leaned back slightly in her chair, stretching her arm across Judy’s lap until her fingers caught on the hem of her sleeve. “Speaking of readiness, how the hell did you manage to bribe Screwbie with pickles?”
Ainara didn’t blink. “He gave me an attitude. I gave him an incentive.”
Judy nearly choked on her sip of wine, shoulders shaking as she glanced sideways at Valerie. "He said you slid the jar across the counter like it was some underground deal. ‘You want your dill? You earn it. Keep me updated.’”
Sera coughed out a laugh, almost startled by the memory. “Oh my god. That’s why he kept calling me ‘subject alpha’ all morning.”
Sandra covered her mouth, failing to smother her grin. “I thought he was glitching. He scanned my pulse while I was trimming my hair and said he was logging baseline calibration for ‘future mood fluctuations.’”
“Probably storing it in a folder labeled ‘pickle compliance,’” Valerie muttered, grinning wide now as she tore another piece of bread, dragging it slowly through the last bit of sauce left on her plate.
Ainara calmly reached for her wine. “He doesn’t need to eat them. He just likes the smell.”
“That’s even weirder.,” Sera said, pointing with her fork. “He told me earlier he was ‘evaluating cohesion metrics.’ While I was literally sitting on Sandra’s lap.”
“Which is excellent cohesion,” Sandra added, leaning in to nudge Sera’s knee beneath the table.
“He told me the only reason he hadn’t tattled on you two was because Ainara promised him a whole barrel if he behaved,” Judy said, adjusting slightly so Valerie’s hand could rest higher along her thigh. “A barrel. Of pickles.”
Valerie shook her head, laughing now. “We created a surveillance AI for long-haul diagnostics and now he’s trading emotional blackmail for fermented vegetables.”
“You gave him ethics,” Ainara said simply. “I just gave him strategy.”
Sera leaned forward, eyebrows raised. “He’s gonna unionize.”
Sandra matched her tone without missing a beat. “And negotiate in vinegar.”
That finally cracked Judy, her laugh bubbling up as she leaned fully into Valerie’s shoulder, wine glass still cradled loose in her hand. The table softened again with more warmth than noise. Forks tapped gently. Someone’s glass clinked near the edge of a plate. Ainara finally took her last bite, sighing just a little like it settled more than just hunger.
The candlelight caught the flecks in the wood grain, slow and low. Outside, the breeze stirred again, teasing the wind chimes with a soft, metallic hush. The lake whispered somewhere down the slope, a quiet, rhythmic sound like breath exhaled through reeds.
The plates had started their slow shift again, some cleared, some nudged aside with just enough sauce streaked across them to mark a meal well lived. Forks rested now, tips angled on the edge of dishes like they were waiting for a second call that wasn’t coming. The air still held that layered warmth of herbs, oven heat, and the lingering hush of laughter.
Valerie was already half-standing, palm pressed to the table as she looked over the remains of dinner with a wry smile. “We got so caught up reading that book earlier,” she said, tilting her head toward Judy, “we kind of forgot to make dessert.”
Judy didn’t move right away, just gave her that look, one brow raised with all the ease of eleven years of shared kitchens and shared chaos. “I’m just happy you remembered it takes more than fifteen minutes to make lasagna this time.”
Valerie narrowed her eyes playfully, already stacking a few plates with a flick of her wrist. “Hey, the noodles were mostly cooked that time.”
“Mmhmm,” Judy hummed, rising and taking a few glasses in hand, careful not to clink too loud. She leaned into Valerie’s space just long enough to press a kiss to the edge of her jaw. “Progress.”
Ainara chuckled as she reached for the last bread basket, holding it up like she was inspecting what crumbs were left. “Could’ve fooled me. That sauce had generations in it.”
Sera stood next, slower, her motion still a little careful not stiff, just mindful in that new way her body moved since waking. Sandra touched her back gently as she followed, not guiding, just staying close as they both reached for the salad bowls.
“We’ll dry,” Sera offered, her voice easy now, almost breezy. “No promises if anything ends up broken.”
“After what happened last time,” Valerie called back over her shoulder from the sink. “That’s why we have more than one set.”
Sandra was already pulling open the drawer near the edge of the counter, bumping her hip lightly into Sera’s as she reached for a towel. “Besides, if you drop something, Screwbie logs it. ‘Domestic gravity failure: emotional spike response pending.’”
Sera rolled her eyes but smiled, brushing her shoulder into Sandra’s just hard enough to earn a low laugh.
The faucet kicked on with a soft rush. Warm water flowed into the left side of the sink, soap curling gently against the basin walls. Valerie worked through the plates, fingers steady against the sponge. Judy stood beside her at the right side, rinsing each dish as it came her way quietly focused, hands slick and quick beneath the stream.
Just behind them, Sera and Sandra took up the drying. Sandra towel-dried each fork with playful precision, stacking them on the counter like she was prepping gear. Sera handled the bowls, flipping them upside down with a small flourish each time, her hips brushing Sandra’s now and then in that natural rhythm that needed no choreography.
The towel slipped once in Sandra’s hand as she caught one of the freshly rinsed plates. Sera darted forward, towel at the ready, catching the wobble before it tipped. No crash, just a thud and a too-sharp breath held in tandem.
Then laughter, all at once.
“Still got reflexes,” Sera murmured, her grip resetting.
Sandra tilted her head, smirking. “You say that like I wasn’t already halfway to the floor. You’d trip on the mat.”
“I put down the mat,” Sera shot back, shoulder nudging into hers.
From the sink, Valerie didn’t even turn. “You two argue like it’s foreplay.”
Sera nearly dropped the plate again. Judy chuckled low beside her, shaking her head as she handed off the next clean glass. “She’s not wrong.”
Ainara, still seated with her shawl tucked soft at her shoulders, set her glass down with a faint tap. Her eyes held candlelight and something gentler behind it. “For a dinner without dessert,” she murmured, “I don’t think I’ve seen this much sweetness in one room in years.”
Valerie turned slightly, towel slung over her shoulder now, elbow nudging Judy’s side. “We’ll bake something tomorrow,” she said. “Something loud.”
“Cinnamon,” Judy added, her voice brushing close. “Or peaches. Something that smells like a reason to come home.”
Near the drying rack, Sera looked toward the window. The trees shifted slowly outside, branches swaying like they were exhaling too. “Can we add those lemon ones? The ones Mama used to burn.”
Judy didn’t miss a beat. Her glance was full of that familiar edge.
“I meant toast,” Sera grinned. “Just very… thoroughly.”
Sandra leaned in, pressing a kiss to the top of her head, quiet and warm. “Still ate every one.”
The faucet eased off behind them. Steam lingered in the air now, caught against the light, the hush of the kitchen thick with warmth and candlelight.
Judy reached to hang the towel. Valerie brushed her hand as they passed, no words needed. Sera stacked the last plate gently beside Sandra, their hands still close.
They didn’t need dessert.
The sweetness had already settled in.
The plates were stacked, counters wiped down, and the warmth of the oven had finally started to fade from the kitchen. The candle on the table still flickered, smaller now, its wax soft at the edges like it had exhaled just enough for the night. Ainara was the last to leave the dining table, her shawl wrapped snug around her shoulders, her glass empty but fingers still brushing the stem like she wasn’t quite done being here yet.
Judy leaned back against the counter, arms crossed loosely as she watched Valerie dry the last pan. “Think we survived the cleanup.”
Valerie smirked, setting the pan upright beside the sink. “I think we nailed it.”
In the living room, Sera’s voice broke gently across the hush. “Hey, uh… what’s this one?”
She was crouched near the lower shelf beneath the old flat-screen, fingers grazing over the edge of a dust-flecked movie case. The others were lined up near Blade Runner 2049, The Matrix Remastered, a few battered copies of Studio Ghibli transfers, but this one was hand-labeled. No art, no cover, just thick silver pen scrawled across black plastic:
Cyberpunk 2077 – Rough Cut: For Family Only
Sandra leaned over her shoulder. “That from your archives or hers?”
Judy looked up, brow already arching. “Where did you find that?”
“Buried behind Speed Racer 2: Unlicensed Drift,” Sera said, turning the case slowly in her hand.
Valerie made a sound like she was choking back a laugh. “That one’s Ethan’s. He left it here after movie night. Never had the heart to toss it.”
Sera flipped open the case. The chip inside glinted faint blue. “You made this?”
Judy wiped her hands on the dish towel, frowning just enough to show it wasn’t for drama. “It was a side project. After the Snake Nation War. I was sorting through memory backups, Val’s early gigs, our time at Lizzie’s, old shard syncs. Thought I’d document it. Blend a little BD cutwork that seems like real footage. It’s not a film, not really. Just what happened.”
Valerie stepped closer, voice low now. “We never showed anyone.”
“That’s what makes it good,” Sera said, slipping the shard into the player. “Nobody else would’ve.”
Judy blinked. “Wait, you’re actually…”
“Too late,” Sandra said, thumb already pressing the tv remote. “Now I’m invested.”
The screen flickered blue, then cut to static for a beat then black. Then Judy’s voice, much younger, swearing in the background as a lens calibration misfired.
Words appeared on the screen.
Night City, 2077.
Rain slicked across neon. A motorcycle roared past. The frame jittered as the input kicked in someone’s heartbeat syncing with the hum of a ripperdoc’s chair.
Valerie stepped into view in faded denim, a lit cigarette tucked behind one ear, her guitar case slung across her back like it weighed nothing. The younger version of Judy called out from offscreen. “Hold still, gonna miss the framing.”
Judy winced, shoulders sinking into the arm of the couch. “Oh god. This cut has the Corpo Hotel infiltration. Valerie gets shot twice trying to make friends with a vending machine.”
Valerie didn’t even flinch, just smiled faintly, the kind that curled more behind her eyes than on her lips. “To be fair, he was rather nice. He offered me free coffee.”
Ainara’s brow lifted, slow and skeptical, as she eased down beside them. “Why were you talking to a vending machine?”
Valerie shrugged like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “He thought I was cool for moving a dumpster so he could see the city.”
Sera’s eyes flicked from the screen to her mom, mouth half open like she wasn’t sure if she was being messed with.
“Wait,” she said slowly. “Was that real?”
Valerie didn’t answer, at least not directly. She just picked up the remote Sandra had left on the coffee table, turned the volume up a notch, and sank deeper into the cushions with a satisfied sip from her wine.
On screen, movie-static crackled, then cut to a younger Valerie ducking gunfire while shielding a vending machine with her body like it had personal value.
Judy didn’t look away. “That damn machine had better emotional range than half the people I met that year.”
Sandra was already laughing under her breath. “And people say we’re the weird ones.”
“Hey,” Valerie said, nodding toward the screen. “Brendan understood me. That’s rare.”
Sera just blinked again, but the grin tugging at the corner of her mouth said all it needed to.
She wasn’t entirely sure anymore which of her moms’ stories were fiction, which were memory, and which might actually be recorded somewhere in a corporate server labeled DO NOT OPEN. But somehow, seeing it like this raw, ridiculous, real made it easier to believe every bit of it had happened.
Maybe it had, and even if it hadn’t maybe it should have.
The movie's color flared too bright for a second, a moment of static catching like breath held too long. Then it shifted to no more gunfire, no hotel hallways. Just the soft amber haze of a crappy hallway light bulb, swaying slightly from where it never got fixed. The grain of Charter Street came through in the frame before the timestamp even loaded November 27th 2076. Early evening.
Judy groaned from the couch. “You did not leave that cut in.”
“I left what matters,” Valerie said, not looking at her.
On screen, the camera didn’t follow Judy, it followed the door. Her door. The shitty one with the busted buzzer. The audio picked up street noise, then the telltale creak of boots over cement. A hand entered frame, knocking twice against rusted metal, knuckles painted with dried grease.
Then the door opened, and Judy appeared twenty-four, tired, tank top slightly wrinkled like she hadn’t changed out of it in hours. Her BD wreath still hung behind her neck like she was mid-edit. She looked like she wasn’t expecting anyone. Probably because she wasn’t.
“What are you doing here?” movie-Judy asked, voice flat.
On the couch, Judy leaned her head into her hand. “God, I was such a brat.”
“You were just guarded,” Valerie murmured beside her. “I get it.”
In the movie, Valerie held up two paper bags, one greasy, the other clinking faintly. “I brought tacos,” she said like it was self-explanatory. “And beer. And this.”
She handed over a tiny stuffed flamingo with a mohawk and a tag that read Party Animal. Movie-Judy blinked once, slowly.
Judy on the couch narrowed her eyes. “You got that from the vending machine near Misty’s, didn’t you?”
“It was that or the jellyfish with a missing eye,” Valerie shrugged, pleased with herself. “But that wasn’t the real gift.”
Back in the movie, Valerie leaned against the doorframe, her smile smaller now. “Look, I know you don’t really do birthdays. You said that, but it's not about cake or balloons. I just figured maybe today you didn’t have to be lonely.”
Movie-Judy didn’t speak. She looked down at the flamingo, then back up at Valerie, and for a second, the quiet between them felt like a held breath.
Judy stepped aside, then closed the door with that same slow hinge screech Valerie had mocked the first time she’d heard it. The lights in the apartment were low just the amber strip from under the cabinets and the dull flicker of some paused edit looping on her BD setup across the room. Empty coffee cups lined the desk, a takeout container sat half-finished on the windowsill.
Valerie set the taco bag on the tiny kitchen counter like she’d done it a hundred times. No comment, no judgment. Just cracked open one of the beers and slid it across the counter toward Judy without looking up.
“The street vendor said they’re extra greasy tonight,” she offered. “Tried to upsell me on candied scorpions. I passed.”
Judy didn’t sit. She hovered, back against the door, arms folded like she hadn’t decided yet whether this counted as tolerable or not. But she was still holding the flamingo.
The silence stretched. Not tense, just unfamiliar.
Then Valerie pulled something else from her jacket pocket. A thin silver chain coiled loosely in her palm, catching the light just enough to show the tiny charm on it a flat metal disc, about the size of a guitar pick, etched with a lotus flower. Simple. A little rough, but clearly hand-done.
She held it out across the counter, palm open.
“I didn’t know what else to get,” she said, voice softer now. “But Misty taught me how to etch on scrap. Said this one means second chances.”
Judy didn’t move for a second.
On the couch, present-day Judy blinked. Her eyes moved almost unconsciously to the necklace sitting in the mantle, worn smooth now from years of thumb brushing.
Valerie saw the motion but didn’t say anything.
Back in the movie, Judy stepped forward and took it without a word. No thank you, no smile, but her fingers curled around it, and she didn’t let go.
She finally sat. Valerie slid her a taco and cracked her own beer, leaning back in the chair like this wasn’t a moment, just a night. Judy watched her, the smallest corner of her mouth tugging before she shook her head.
“Still think the flamingo’s trying to pick a fight.”
Valerie took a bite of her taco and grinned. “That’s why I picked him. Thought you’d respect the challenge.”
The movie ended with a long quiet shot of them eating across the counter. No music. Just wrappers crinkling, beer bottles tapping, and that strange, gentle thing that was just starting to grow between them something almost like peace.
The screen blinked out softly.
For a second, no one moved. The living room had quieted again, not heavy this time just full in that way stories sometimes made a room feel. The plates from dinner still sat stacked by the edge of the coffee table, faint traces of peach and cinnamon clinging to the air. Outside, the lake gave off a low rise against the dock.
Judy’s fingers had gone still against the blanket pulled across her lap.
Valerie reached without looking, her hand brushing slow along Judy’s thigh before settling just above her knee. Not words, just that familiar heat that said I saw it too.
Sera blinked a little, her cheek resting lightly against Sandra’s shoulder. “That was your birthday?” she asked, voice quiet, not teasing this time.
Judy let out a small breath, almost a laugh. “Yeah,” she said. “First one we spent together. Wasn’t exactly a party.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly, looking at the paused screen like it might still be carrying the moment. “You looked different. Kinda like you were still figuring out if the world was worth sticking around for.”
Judy didn’t deny it.
“Back then,” she said, voice softening, “I didn’t think anyone gave a damn. Most years I just worked through it. Valerie just showed up. Like it wasn’t a question.”
Valerie shrugged gently, her palm turning so her fingers could trace slow circles against the fabric of Judy’s pants. “Didn’t like the thought of you sitting alone on your birthday.”
“You brought tacos and a flamingo,” Judy added, finally smiling.
“Iconic combo,” Valerie said, leaning her head back on the couch.
Ainara gave a soft hum from the other side of the room. “That little chain,” she said, nodding toward the mantel, “you still keep it with the keepsakes.”
Judy glanced toward the holo-fireplace, where the lotus necklace rested in its usual place. “Yeah. Always will.”
Sera leaned forward a little, her arms wrapping loosely around her knees. “So all those stories about flamingos and tacos weren’t just exaggerated memories?”
Valerie smirked. “Oh, they’re absolutely exaggerated. But they started real.”
Judy’s voice softened again. “Somewhere in there, it stopped being just a night. It felt like the first time someone wanted me around without needing something.”
No one said anything for a moment. The silence held steady, not awkward. Just honest.
Then Sandra broke it, voice light. “Do you still have the flamingo?”
Valerie grinned. “He’s in the garage. Judy made me stop letting him ride shotgun.”
“He shed glitter,” Judy muttered.
Sera blinked. “Wait, is that what’s on your old rig’s dashboard?”
“May have been an incident involving adhesive,” Valerie said, deadpan.
The room cracked open with quiet laughter again, not loud, but steady. The kind that didn’t need to fill space to be heard.
Judy reached for Valerie’s hand and laced their fingers without looking.
From the kitchen, the scent of leftover cinnamon rose again as the house settled, still holding.
The TV’s glow shifted against the Lakehouse walls, soft and steady, casting a low amber reflection across the coffee table. The movie player clicked faintly once, then settled into its quiet hum. Valerie’s arm was still around Judy, her fingers brushing just under the fabric of her tank top. Sera sat cross-legged on the rug, one elbow propped on Sandra’s knee, the two of them nestled side by side under one of the old throw blankets.
The opening shot played silent flat desert horizon, the kind that looked like it’d never met rain, only heat and worn-out tires. No music. Just the wind and a border sign flapping off its last bolt.
Mid-October, 2076.
The wind came first. Rough, insistent, sweeping dust up the sloped edge of the road and spinning it toward a sun-faded sign half buried in sand. “Welcome to Night City,” it read in crooked white letters. Most of it was rusted through.
Valerie leaned back from the open hood, one grease-streaked hand bracing the frame, the other tugging the Bakker patch from her vest like it was just another thing she'd outgrown. The engine ticked faintly. Not broken, just worn in all the places she knew too well.
Behind her, the auto shop was mostly shuttered, more sign than service. A flickering orange neon buzzed out the word REPAIRS with no particular commitment. The mechanic inside had stopped talking ten minutes ago. The sheriff wasn’t far, boots still parked on the corner stoop, arms crossed like boredom was a badge.
Valerie ignored both.
She ducked her head back under the hood, one boot planted on the bumper, elbow deep in her own wiring as she muttered, “Part I need doesn’t even belong to this decade.”
The wind kicked again. Sharp this time. She squinted toward the sun, then back down to the mess of cables and aging metal that had once carried her clean across the border. “If the damn thing just…”
A sharp snap, then a hum.
She grinned.
“Still got it.”
She slammed the hood shut with a solid thump, wiped her hands on the back of her pants, and turned just in time to catch the mechanic finally deciding to move. He looked about to say something snide.
Valerie just smiled, tossed her patch at his feet, and walked off before he could think twice.
The movie sharpened again just enough to catch the low creak of Valerie’s boots against sunbaked floorboards as she pushed open the shack door. Dust drifted lazily in through the crack behind her, painting stripes of gold across the warped floor.
Inside, Jackie Welles was already waiting. Broad-shouldered, ink down one arm, leaning back in a rust-bitten chair that looked like it might fold if he breathed wrong. He drummed his chrome-knuckled fingers along the table’s edge, steady rhythm, no nerves. Just watching her approach.
Valerie stepped inside without hesitation. The light caught on the frayed threads of her vest where her Bakker patch had been ripped away, the fabric still holding that old ghost like it hadn’t quite let go.
Jackie gave her a once-over, slow and casual. “Damn. Taller than I figured.”
Valerie’s brow arched as she stepped closer, boots scuffing gently against the concrete. “Better-looking than your voicemail.”
Jackie let out a rough laugh, leaning forward with a creak. “Voicemail's for corpo suits and bill collectors. I’m more of a meet-you-in-the-dust kinda guy.”
“Worked out, then,” Valerie said, dropping a dented metal case onto the table between them. It let out a soft whine, something humming under the surface.
Jackie looked at it. Didn’t reach. Just raised an eyebrow. “You ever gonna tell me what’s inside that thing?”
Valerie shrugged, fingers flicking dust from the edge of her vest. “Only if it explodes. You’ll be the first to know.”
He snorted. “Solid partnership we got.”
She gave a half-smirk. “Don’t get used to it.”
The movie shifted, flickering slightly before cutting to a cracked view of the Thorton parked under the shade of a half-collapsed solar panel array. Its hood was up. Valerie was elbow-deep in the engine bay, grease on her cheek, voice muffled as she cursed at something stuck between the battery relay and coolant tank.
Jackie leaned against the back of the car, smoking and watching her work.
“You sure this thing’s gonna make it past the border?”
Valerie didn’t even glance up. “It made it through worse than this. And I trust my wrench more than your aim.”
Jackie held up his hands. “No offense taken, chica. But if this hunk of bolts turns on us mid-run, you’re buyin’ me lunch. Real lunch. Not those fake-ass synth noodles.”
Valerie tightened the last clamp with a click. “If we die, you can haunt me about it.”
The movie flickered once, stabilizing on the dusty interior of the Thorton as it rolled up toward the checkpoint. Valerie’s hand drummed lightly against the steering wheel, fingers tapping in a slow, steady rhythm that didn’t match the beat of her heart. Her other hand rested near the console, not on the gearshift yet.
The air through the cracked window carried heat, exhaust, and something sharper. Static maybe. She didn’t trust the quiet.
Jackie sat beside her, posture easy but hands too still on his thighs. His gaze flicked once toward the case in the backseat still humming, still latched. Valerie didn’t look at it.
The checkpoint loomed just ahead. Rusted fencing, half-lit signage. A floating drone blinked once as they approached, the soft rise of a turret just visible through the misted glass of the control tower.
She didn’t blink when the guard stepped into view.
“Papers,” the man said, tone flat. Arasaka badge on his vest. He knocked on the side of the hood like he owned it.
Valerie passed the forged manifest without hesitation. He took it, held it up to the scanner. The pause was too long. She could see it in his jaw that something didn’t line up.
“Are you carrying cargo?”
“Scrap salvage,” she said, matching his tone. “Marked and sealed.”
His eyes slid past her to the backseat. “Pop the trunk.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose. “Can’t. Hinges are rusted through.”
The second guard was already stepping up. A crackle on his radio caught the words: "Package confirmed."
Jackie’s hand shifted slightly near his leg. Valerie’s heel braced.
The drone above tilted.
Valerie floored it.
The Thorton roared forward in a burst of dirt and inertia, the tires kicking up gravel as gunfire snapped behind them. Jackie cursed, twisting to return fire as the rear window spiderwebbed from the first hit.
One round clipped the side panel. Valerie jerked the wheel hard, swerving down an old service road cut with potholes and scorched tire marks.
"Remind me why we didn't take the quiet route?" Jackie barked, reloading.
"You said you liked the view." Valerie's voice was calm but clipped, eyes locked on the dips in the road ahead. The steering bucked once beneath her hands. She held steady.
More rounds tore into the dust behind them, but the road twisted sharply to the right too narrow for the drones to follow without risking collision. She took it blind.
The movie cut forward now inside the dim shell of an abandoned garage, headlights still casting hard lines through kicked-up dirt.
Valerie killed the engine. Jackie jumped out first, weapon still up, scanning the shadows.
She moved to the backseat. Her palm hovered over the latch. The hum was louder now.
Jackie stepped beside her, blood at his temple from where glass had split. “So… we gonna open it?”
Valerie popped the latch.
Inside, nestled in synthetic foam and wires, an iguana blinked slowly up at them. Cool, unimpressed, alive.
Jackie stared. "...Seriously?"
Valerie’s shoulders dropped the weight of ten miles. “Yup.”
“Chica,” he said, slowly, “we just shot our way out of a corpo checkpoint to smuggle a lizard?”
Valerie nodded once. “Explains why the case was temperature-sealed. Less ‘high-value tech,’ more scaly drama.”
Jackie stared another second. Then laughed, hand coming up to wipe at the blood near his brow.
Valerie reached in gently, scratching the iguana’s chin. “He’s seen worse days.”
The movie held on her face a moment longer. Dust clung to her lashes. Her vest still bore the shadow of a torn-off patch.
Then it blinked out, leaving the screen dark.
Present-day silence settled in the room like breath held too long.
The screen dimmed for a second, colors washing out in a brief haze before the living room settled again soft candlelight, low shadows curling at the edges of the couch. The quiet stretched just long enough for the weight of the memory to breathe before Judy reached for the tv remote and paused the playback.
Valerie exhaled through her nose, leaning back into the cushion like the last stretch of heat from that desert sun still clung to her. One hand settled absently on Judy’s knee, thumb brushing there in slow, grounding rhythm.
Sera blinked like she’d forgotten she was in the room. “So… you crashed a car, smuggled an iguana, and made a lifelong friend all in one afternoon?”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Busy birthday week.”
Sandra shifted, her arm still looped behind Sera on the couch. “You didn’t even flinch when the border patrol pulled you over. Just…‘if we die, haunt me about it.’”
“That’s how you survived Night City,” Judy said, low, brushing a thumb against her temple. “Commitment. Bad plans. Stubborn streak the size of Watson.”
Ainara gave a soft laugh, pulling her shawl closer as she sank into the armchair. “And you still drive like that?”
Valerie didn’t bother denying it.
Sera turned her head slowly toward Judy. “That was Jackie, wasn’t it?”
Judy nodded once, her smile small, quiet. “Yeah.”
“I’ve heard you both talk about him,” Sera said, softer now. “But that was different. Felt like… like I knew him for a second.”
Valerie’s eyes lingered on the paused frame Jackie halfway through a grin, leaning against the back bumper of her Thorton, cigarette pinched between two fingers.
“He made everyone feel that way,” she murmured.
Silence slipped in again, but it didn’t feel heavy. Just full. Like the room knew something sacred had been shared and wasn’t in a rush to scatter it.
Judy glanced at the TV remote, thumb poised above play. “There’s more,” she said quietly. “If you want it.”
Valerie shifted her hand just slightly where it rested on Judy’s knee, her thumb now still, as if the warmth between them was enough to keep the room steady. Across the couch, Sera pulled the blanket a little higher over her lap, her gaze still tracing the screen like she wasn’t quite ready to blink.
Sandra didn’t speak yet. She leaned into Sera’s side with quiet pressure, her chin brushing near her shoulder as her eyes flicked toward Valerie. Something softer settled in her expression. Respect, maybe. Understanding. That kind of weight you only recognize once you’ve walked back from something you weren’t sure you’d survive.
Valerie caught the look. Didn’t break it. Just nodded once, like she saw it too.
Ainara reached for the glass beside her, but didn’t drink, just held it, fingers curling around the stem as she glanced toward the shard player again. “He seemed kind,” she said. “Loud, but kind.”
Judy smiled faintly, watching the still image frozen in the screen’s glow. “He was. Gave his heart away like it wasn’t something that could be broken.”
Valerie’s voice came low. “And when it broke, he kept going anyway.”
Outside, the breeze ticked once against the windowpane, nothing sharp, just a passing hush. Somewhere down the hall, the house settled. A soft creak in the frame. A familiar breath.
“I’d like to see more,” Sera said, her voice almost careful now. Like she was asking permission, even if she didn’t have to.
Sandra didn’t answer aloud. Just nodded once, her fingers tightening slightly where they held Sera’s.
Judy glanced at Valerie. “Okay with you?”
Valerie gave a small shrug, her eyes still on the screen. “Might as well show ‘em what the good old days looked like. Broken vending machines and all.”
Judy gave her a crooked grin. “Pretty sure the next segment’s the Mox backroom.”
Sera blinked. “What?”
Valerie leaned forward slightly, hand now resting against Judy’s shoulder. “Where your Mama started her revolution. With three bad lights, a leaking AC vent, and a chair that nearly broke every time you sat in it.”
Judy raised the remote, but her smile came slower this time, quiet, fond, wrapped in the kind of memory you didn’t talk about often, but never forgot.
“Let’s go back,” she said, pressing play.
The movie cut in slow with no dramatic flicker, just a soft color shift as the bar lights melted into violet and neon blue. The air felt thicker here, dense with humidity and ozone, the sound of bass thudding from somewhere under the floor like the place itself had a heartbeat too big for its chest.
The back hallway of Lizzie’s was half-lit, paint peeling in corners where no one cared to repaint. Valerie’s boots tracked in dust off the sidewalk as she stepped past the stockroom. No one stopped her. They knew the look of a jaw set, eyes sharp, sleeves rolled high even though the chill crept under the door. Her denim vest still held the scent of the outside: street heat, motor grease, city static. Her hair was tied up quickly, haphazard, like she’d thrown herself together mid-run.
She pushed the door open with her shoulder.
Inside, Judy sat half-crouched over one of the Mox girls laid out across a flat table. There were blood smears of it along the edge of her gloves, one hand pressed to the girl’s jaw to keep her still. A cracked optic implant blinked uselessly in the girl’s temple, wires exposed.
Judy didn’t look up. “I told them I had it.”
Valerie stepped in without pause, the door clicking shut behind her. She carried a small canvas bag, something half-packed with gauze rolls, medgel, and a few wrinkled snack wrappers like she hadn’t sorted it all yet.
“Didn’t ask,” Valerie said, setting the bag gently beside the table. “But I brought gauze. And burritos.”
I said I had it,” Judy snapped, sharper now. “She’s stable. I don’t need help.”
Valerie didn’t flinch. “You’re covered in blood.”
That stopped it.
Judy’s shoulders didn’t fall, but they stopped climbing. The overhead light made her profile stark dark brown eyes rimmed in tired red, short buzzed side of her hair damp with sweat. The soft blue hue from her monitors glowed faintly across her arm, flickering.
Valerie pulled on gloves with one slow snap, stepping beside the table. “What happened?”
“Plug got yanked mid-dive,” Judy said, voice lower now. “Some idiot thought it’d be funny to override the safety. She hit the ground so fast I thought she cracked her skull.”
“Let me hold her still,” Valerie said. Already moving, already taking position near the girl’s shoulders. “You do the wiring.”
Judy glanced at her. Just a flicker of a look. Then nodded once, and got to work.
They didn’t speak after that. Not until it was done.
Blood wiped. The optic was stabilized. The girl was breathing even. Out cold, but okay.
Valerie peeled off her gloves and dropped them into the trash with a soft thud. “You did good,” she said, voice calm now. “Real clean repair.”
Judy sat down hard on a crate, one glove still on, the other clenched in her fist. “Doesn’t feel like it.”
Valerie crouched across from her. Unwrapped the burrito slowly, then held it out. It was cold. It didn't matter.
“I didn’t bring beer,” she said. “Didn’t want you mistaking this for a date.”
Judy stared at the burrito like it was the first thing anyone had handed her all week that wasn’t broken or bleeding.
Then, finally, her fingers brushed Valerie’s as she took it.
“I wouldn’t’ve said no,” she muttered.
Valerie leaned back against the wall beside her. “Didn’t think you would.”
For a while, they just sat like that. Two people in a room that finally stopped humming. Outside, somewhere, the city kept pulsing, but inside Lizzie’s, time folded soft.
Just two of them.
The first breath of something real.
The screen dimmed again, color fading to black as the movie halted on its own. Silence held for a moment, not heavy, just full of all the unsaid things tucked between gunfire, blood, and the way Valerie’s arms had stayed wrapped around that girl until the tremors stopped.
Ainara shifted in the armchair, one brow lifting as she looked toward Valerie. “You patched up a kid, field-tied her artery with a bootlace, then ate a burrito barehanded like it was nothing.”
Valerie didn’t blink. “It was a good burrito.”
Judy snorted beside her. “You didn’t even wash up first. Just tossed the gloves and went elbow-deep in carne asada.”
“Priorities,” Valerie said, deadpan, then glanced toward Sera and Sandra. “Don’t look at me like that. You’ve both done worse.”
Sandra raised both hands. “I use hand sanitizer.”
Sera grinned. “She carries a whole bottle. Calls it ‘tactical hygiene.’”
Valerie leaned back with a satisfied stretch. “Guess one of us had to mature.”
Ainara took a long sip from her glass, gaze warm but teasing. “That burrito probably gave you superbugs.”
“Explains a lot,” Judy murmured.
Valerie didn’t argue.
The laughter that followed wasn’t loud, but it curled through the room like steam off a plate, easy, alive, and full of memory that didn’t hurt to carry anymore. The TV flickered again.
December 31 2076
The cold was sharper up here, riding in from the river and curling against the edge of Judy’s rooftop like it was trying to climb inside their jackets. City lights bled through the smog in pulses of reds and teals flickering across puddled tar and worn concrete. The sky above was all haze and glow, no stars, just the long shadow of Night City humming loud beneath them.
Valerie leaned back on her hands, legs stretched out toward the ledge, one boot tapping lazy against the cracked roof tile. She had her jacket collar popped high and a bottle of peach soda nestled between her thighs like it might bite someone if left unattended. Her cheeks were flushed, maybe the cold, maybe the beer before the soda. Hard to tell.
Judy sat beside her, a little closer than she needed to. One arm draped over her knee, the other picking at the tab of a smoke she hadn’t lit. The edge of her breath showed in faint puffs, slow and even. Her hair flowed in the breeze, her BD implant catching just a bit of the billboard glow.
They hadn’t said much in the past few minutes. Just let the city talk.
Somewhere below, fireworks cracked off early, more pop than bang. A car alarm answered back. Judy snorted softly under her breath.
“You ever think,” she started, her voice low, not quite looking at Valerie, “about what the hell we’re actually celebrating?”
Valerie glanced over. “End of the worst year so far. Seems worth a toast.”
Judy flicked her eyes sideways. “You think the next one’s gonna be better?”
“Statistically speaking?” Valerie raised her bottle and tipped it in her direction. “Absolutely not.”
That pulled a laugh out of Judy. It curled up warm between them like steam from a vent. She leaned back too, shoulder brushing Valerie’s.
“Jackie wanted to throw a party,” Valerie added after a moment, her tone softer now. “Whole thing. Fireworks, synth tequila, maybe even an actual cake. I told him no.”
Judy arched her brow. “Why?”
Valerie’s gaze drifted out over the skyline. “Just wanted it quiet, I guess. Too much noise lately. Needed…” She trailed off. Shrugged. “This.”
Judy was quiet for a second, then reached into the small canvas bag beside her and pulled out something wrapped in cheap paper. Neon comic print, faded. She handed it over with zero fanfare.
“Happy not-a-party.”
Valerie blinked. Tore the corner open. Inside was a stubby plastic frog with glowing red eyes and a synth voice chip already chirping out a garbled ribbit.
She stared. Then laughed, full and open. “What the hell is this?”
“He looked like you,” Judy said flatly.
Valerie tilted the frog sideways. “He looks like he regrets everything.”
“Exactly.”
Their shoulders bumped again. Fireworks cracked again, louder this time someone down the street really trying to make a show of it. Valerie leaned into it, her voice quieter now as she set the frog aside and looked at Judy.
“Thanks,” she said.
Judy didn’t look back right away. Just nudged their boots together.
“Next year, maybe we will throw the party,” she said. “Just us. Something dumb. Fire hazard level dumb.”
Valerie smiled. “Sounds like a resolution.”
Below them, Night City kept on burning.
Valerie didn’t press her. Just leaned back again, elbows grazing tar paper, boots crossed at the ankles. The plastic frog between them gave one last garbled ribbit before dying out, red eyes dimming against the city’s smear of neon. Farther off, fireworks snapped again with no rhythm to them, just someone trying to be heard.
Judy’s hand curled loosely around her unlit smoke, thumb brushing along the filter. She stared out past the skyline, not quite watching anything.
“You know,” she said, after a stretch of stillness. “Last year, this time? I was here too. Same roof. Sat up with my legs dangling off the ledge, a bottle of piss-warm Zappa in one hand, the other holding a burner BD shard I’d promised myself I’d finish and didn’t.”
Valerie glanced over, not interrupting.
“I kept telling myself I didn’t care,” Judy went on, voice low. “Like who needs people, who needs noise. Just me and my edits and the city humming like a migraine in the distance.”
She let out a soft breath, not quite a laugh.
“It didn't feel like freedom, though. Just... hollow. Like the kind of quiet that echoes too hard.”
Valerie’s voice came gentle, the kind that didn’t try to fix anything. “And tonight?”
Judy tilted her head, eyes glinting faintly from the billboard shimmer across the water.
“Still loud,” she said. “Still kinda stupid out there. But it’s not empty.”
Her fingers brushed Valerie’s light, like an afterthought. Like maybe she hadn’t even realized she was doing it until they stayed there, side by side.
Valerie shifted just enough to meet the gesture. Thumb brushing once along the side of Judy’s hand. The contact didn’t need anything more.
Judy shook her head, biting back a laugh. “You’re lucky I like you.”
“Working on making it mutual,” Valerie replied with a wink.
They sat there a little longer, the silence between them easy now. The city kept flickering, distant bursts of color bleeding into the sky. Somewhere below, a car alarm warbled half-heartedly before cutting off again.
Judy reached down and grabbed the old tin thermos Valerie had set beside her earlier. She popped the lid, steam rising faintly as she poured a little into the shared metal cup between them.
The scent of cinnamon and something floral curled into the cold air Valerie’s homemade tea blend, always slightly different depending on what she had on hand.
They passed the cup back and forth in quiet sips, hands brushing lightly now and then. No rush, no declarations. Just the soft hush of breath, the warmth between palms, and the slow build of fireworks behind them that neither of them felt the need to chase.
The rooftop didn’t change. But it felt different now.
Not because the year had turned, but because they had.
The cup was half full again, resting between them. Judy didn’t reach for it this time, just kept her hands tucked into the sleeves of her hoodie, eyes soft as they traced the skyline.
Valerie leaned back against the worn concrete ledge, one boot propped up, arms resting loose on her knees. The wind had dropped a little, enough for the heat from the tea to linger longer in her chest.
“This is the first year midnight struck,” she said, voice low, “and I didn’t have a pretty girl to kiss.”
Judy turned her head, one brow arched, but her lips were already curling at the edge.
Valerie nudged her shoulder with hers, gentle. “Still. I’m happy I got to spend it with you.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Her gaze drifted out again across the city, flickers of neon, rooftop lanterns, someone yelling half a block away in a language neither of them spoke. The kind of noise that was too far off to touch them.
Then she looked back, just enough to meet Valerie’s eyes. “That was almost smooth.”
Valerie grinned. “Almost?”
“Midnight’s passed, remember?” Judy said, pretending to examine her chipped black nail polish.
Valerie tipped her head, hair catching a curl of breeze. “Good thing I don’t follow clocks.”
Judy’s mouth twitched, like she wanted to say something but decided to just smile instead. A real one. The kind that stuck for a while after.
Somewhere behind them, the fireworks faded to a few last pops. The city settled into the early hours of the new year like it had all the others before it buzzing, restless, alive.
On the rooftop, it was quiet, and just warm enough to stay a little longer.
The televisions glow faded into black, the rooftop flicker replaced by the steady, soft-lit pulse of the mantel candles. In the quiet that followed, the room didn’t move right away. The only sound came from the low creak of the couch cushion as Judy leaned forward to set the TV remote down on the table.
For a breath, no one spoke.
Valerie had one arm still hooked behind Judy, her fingers absently tracing the edge of the throw draped across their legs. The look on her face wasn’t wistful just present, grounded in whatever echo that rooftop memory still stirred in her chest.
Sera let out a slow breath, eyes still fixed on the dark screen. “You really flirted like that back then?”
Judy smirked without turning. “She flirted like she was daring me to say no.”
Valerie gave the faintest shrug. “You didn’t.”
Sandra leaned forward slightly, her elbow brushing Sera’s as she reached for one of the old photo frames tucked beside the TV. “You two were already that close by New Year's?”
Judy leaned back again, head finding Valerie’s shoulder. “Not officially. But that night was kind of the beginning.”
“Right after your first birthday together,” Ainara murmured, mostly to herself. Her voice was gentle, like she was tracing the years in her mind. “That’s when things really started shifting.”
Valerie glanced down, thumb brushing the side of Judy’s hand. “We didn’t have a lot of good years back then. But we had a few good nights.”
Judy smiled at that, eyes flicking toward the mantel. “And tea. Can’t forget the tea.”
A soft laugh passed around the room, warm and low. Ainara shook her head, leaning into her armrest with that familiar, amused squint. “It takes a certain kind of love story to begin with warm tea on a rooftop.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet, but sure. “That’s the only kind worth keeping.”
The room settled again, not heavy, not sad. Just full. The kind of full that carried both past and present without trying to explain the distance between them.
Judy reached for the tv remote again.
“There’s more,” she said softly. “If you want it.”
The movie flickered to life again with a wash of golden light and soft bass. Streetlamps burned overhead in loose arcs, bleeding into the fogged edge of a Heywood basketball court. Graffiti laced the cracked backboards. Speakers perched on crates hummed with old synth beats, and a makeshift ring had been duct-taped across the concrete, ropes sagging just enough to be believable. The crowd pulsed like a heartbeat, half excitement, half engine oil and smoke.
Valerie leaned against the cold metal of a shipping container, her boot up on a low stack of old tires. Leather jacket half-zipped, a fingerless glove pulled tight against one wrist, her red hair tied up. She took a lazy swig from a lukewarm bottle of cola, letting the crowd murmur around her.
Jackie stood nearby, grinning wide as always, arm looped around Misty, who looked oddly serene for the noise around them. “Told you this place was vibin’,” he said, glancing at Valerie.
She nodded toward the court. “You didn’t say we were front row to a concussion festival.”
He laughed. “It’s got heart.”
Judy lingered beside a busted neon bench just a few feet back, her hands in her jacket pockets, keeping her shoulders small. The light from a flickering streetlamp caught in the green streak of her undercut. She looked more curious than impressed, chewing lightly at the corner of her lip as the next fighter was announced over the buzz of a half-working loudspeaker.
A lean guy with chrome lines along his jaw and a smug look across his face strutted into the ring, cracking his knuckles.
Then he spotted Judy.
“Cute fan club,” he called out, loud enough to draw a few grins from the crowd. “Didn’t know they were letting BD techs out on dates now.”
Judy’s face didn’t change, but her hand came out of her pocket slowly, fingers curling loose at her side.
Valerie stood.
She walked forward not fast, not slow, just deliberate. The crowd parted without realizing why.
She stopped at the edge of the ring, head tilted just slightly. “Ten thousand eddies say I can kick your ass.”
The man blinked.
“Excuse me?”
Valerie stepped up onto the edge of the makeshift ring. “You heard me. That smug noise you call a voice has about ten seconds left in it.”
From the bench, Jackie’s eyes went wide. “Wait…wait, are you actually…?”
“She’s actually,” Misty muttered, already reaching into Jackie’s pocket for the eddies.
Judy didn’t say anything. Just crossed her arms and moved to stand next to Misty, her smile barely visible but sharp at the edges.
Inside the ring, the crowd surged louder as someone from the side handed Valerie a chipped set of gloves. She didn’t ask if they were clean, just pulled them on, flexing her fingers once as the fighter across from her squared up.
“Still got time to walk away,” he said.
Valerie rolled her neck until it cracked. “Nah,” she said, deadpan. “I’ve got a lot of unresolved issues and not enough caffeine.”
The bell rang.
The bell’s clang hadn’t even faded before Valerie shifted her weight low, patient, no flourish. Her boots scraped against the concrete, right foot pivoting just enough to give her balance without offering a target.
The guy came in fast.
First hit was meant to test her wide swing, meant more to intimidate than land. Valerie ducked clean under it, hair whipping out behind her as she rolled through and came back up already moving. The crowd shouted, boots stomping against crate wood and busted pavement.
Judy’s jaw tensed. She didn’t blink.
Jackie whistled, arm still wrapped around Misty but clearly ready to bolt ringside. “That’s my chica!”
The second punch came quicker. This time, her opponent snapped forward with his left, chrome knuckles catching the streetlight.
Valerie blocked with her forearm just enough to divert. Then drove her elbow into his gut hard enough that his breath left in a dry bark. She pivoted again, stepped in, and let her right hook land with the kind of efficiency that didn’t shout street brawler; it whispered Nomad training, done right.
The man stumbled, shook it off, spat blood.
“You hit like a pissed-off thunderstorm,” he muttered.
“Better brace for the lightning,” Valerie shot back.
He came again desperate now. A series of fast jabs, footwork erratic. Valerie took one to the ribs, winced slightly, but didn’t step back. Instead, she used the momentum to pull him in close, feinted low, and headbutted him.
The crowd exploded.
Someone from the back screamed, “Holy shit, she just used her head like a wrecking ball!”
The guy reeled, arms flailing wide as he tried to recover, but she didn’t let him.
Valerie kicked his leg out from under him one clean shot to the inside of his knee, and when he dropped, she straddled his chest in one motion, pinning him with a forearm across his neck.
“Say uncle,” she said.
He gagged, wheezed, and tried to shake his head.
Her weight didn’t shift.
“I said,” Valerie repeated, voice low, calm, even over the roar of the crowd, “say uncle.”
He tapped the concrete.
The bell rang again. Fists and feet banged against the court walls. Someone threw confetti made from old Tyger Claws flyers. A firework went off early, too close to the fence.
Valerie rolled off casually and stood. Tugged off the gloves like they annoyed her. Her ponytail had come loose at the edges, red strands clinging to her cheeks in the heat of the moment.
Jackie was already at the edge of the ring, grinning so wide it looked like his face might split.
“¡Carajo! That was beautiful!” he bellowed, slapping the side of the fence. “That’s my hermana!”
Misty offered her a cloth and a quiet, “You chipped his pride more than his jaw.”
Judy just stood there as Valerie stepped out of the ring, still catching her breath. The streetlights threw gold and grit across her freckles, sweat slicking the line of her neck.
“Ten thousand eddies,” Judy said, voice flat. “Really?”
Valerie grinned. “I didn’t have ten thousand.”
Judy blinked, then started laughing quietly at first, then louder, until she leaned forward and covered her face with one hand. Valerie nudged her gently with an elbow.
“I bought us another round of tacos though.”
Jackie whooped from behind them. “Tacos and ass-whoopings! That’s how we do New Year’s in Heywood!”
Judy just shook her head, grinning. “You’re a disaster.”
Valerie slung an arm over her shoulders and pulled her in. “Hey, he started it.”
They walked off like that, the four of them sweat, blood, laughter, and burnt fireworks smoke in the air, boots crunching across broken glass and the kind of chaos that meant you weren’t alone.
The screen dimmed again, flickering once before settling back into the room's quieter light soft candleglow and the low hum of the shard player cooling beneath the shelf. For a second, no one moved. The tension of the fight still lingered, like the scuff of boots on pavement might echo again if they breathed too loud.
Valerie stretched her legs out just a little, her arm still behind Judy along the couch. “Hey,” she said dryly, “he did start it.”
Jackie’s voice still felt like it was in the air somehow laughing, yelling, egging her on, and it left a kind of ache that didn’t sting, just settled. Judy leaned into her shoulder with a small shake of her head, a smile tugging at her mouth.
“I remember your knuckles were bruised for a week.”
Valerie shrugged, slow and content. “Street tacos helped.”
Sera twisted on the cushion, half-curled into Sandra now, legs folded beneath her. “You signed up for a whole underground fight on a whim?”
Valerie tilted her head toward her, expression mild. “Wouldn’t be the last time.”
“Oh come on,” Sera said. “You’re telling me you just walked into a court full of gangers and prizefighters and came out with dinner plans?”
“She did,” Judy murmured. “And then beat Razor Hughes four months later. Full championship.”
Sera blinked, then burst out laughing. “No she didn’t.”
Valerie just raised her eyebrows. Didn’t argue.
Ainara lifted her wine again, taking a sip before glancing over the rim. “Wait. Razor Hughes? The walking chrome factory from Watson?”
“Mhm,” Judy said, smirking now. “Arena didn’t know what hit him.”
Sera looked between them like they’d all lost it. “That guy’s got, like, dermal armor on top of subdermal armor. He broke a vending machine by looking at it.”
Valerie leaned forward just enough to snag a stray lemon candy from the bowl on the table. “Well,” she said, unwrapping it slowly, “he wasn’t the vending machine I made friends with.”
Judy groaned. “You’re never going to let that go.”
“Nope.” Valerie popped the candy into her mouth, slouched deeper into the couch. “He was so adorable."
Sandra laughed, her fingers running lightly through the ends of Sera’s hair. “So what I’m hearing is, if we queue up more of these... we’re going to find out you also wrestled a cyberbull and ran for mayor?”
“Mayor was a joke campaign,” Valerie said. “And I lost by three votes.”
A beat of silence.
“You’re not serious,” Sera whispered.
Valerie didn’t even flinch. “Guess you’ll have to keep watching.”
Judy leaned forward to unpause the next scene, brushing Valerie’s knee lightly on her way past. “This is what I get for marrying a legend.”
Valerie grinned around the lemon candy. “You know you love me.”
The shard clicked softly. The glow returned, and the past leaned forward once more.
Valerie leaned her head back against the couch, candy still tucked in one cheek, the flavor slow and sharp like memory. Her fingers had stilled now, resting near Judy’s, the motionless touch somehow heavier than all the laughter before it.
Her gaze drifted to Sera not sharp, not sudden, just there, like it had been waiting for the quiet. “Hey, Starshine…”
Sera glanced up, her head tilting just slightly toward the sound. No words yet. Just listening.
“Not every memory’s loud. Or bright,” Valerie said. “Some of 'em... hurt to hold, even now. Doesn’t mean they don’t belong here.”
Judy's hand curled over Valerie’s without a word. Her thumb brushed slowly across her knuckles once, twice until it was steady.
Sera shifted where she sat, drawn closer to Sandra, but her eyes never left Valerie. Her expression was softer now. More open. “Is it something bad?”
Valerie’s lips tugged into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “It’s just real.”
Sandra glanced toward the TV where the holo light still glowed idle across the edge of the glass shelf, the player quietly humming in standby. “You don’t have to if it’s too much.”
“We do,” Judy said, her voice quiet but full. “Because they’ve seen the joy. They’ve felt it. But if we’re telling the story... we tell the whole thing.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “The next one’s not gonna be easy. Not funny. But it’s the first time I realized Judy wasn’t just some pretty girl I bitched about my ex with.” Her eyes flicked over. “She saved me. That night… everything changed.”
Ainara exhaled softly from the armchair, her shawl pulled a little closer like the moment asked for more stillness. “Then let them see it. Let it breathe.”
No one spoke for a few beats. Even the wind had quieted outside, the lake still, trees gone to hush.
Judy’s eyes didn’t leave the screen. She reached for the television remote with deliberate calm. The soft blue light blinked once as her thumb brushed the side.
The shard clicked back to life, and the past stepped forward again.
The shard picked up without fanfare.
No intro music. No edit cues. Just the hollow shuffle of boots climbing the last few stairs to Valerie’s H10 apartment Judy’s boots, her voice silent as the street noise behind her dulled to static.
It had been days since the Heist. Since the news broke about Jackie Welles. Since Judy stopped pretending she was fine not hearing anything.
The hallway outside the apartment was dim, the flicker of the ceiling bulb slow, tired. She stood there for a second, knuckles half-raised to knock, but her hand never met the door.
It slid open anyway.
Inside was still. No movement. Just the faint hum of a fridge that hadn’t been stocked in weeks, and the stale quiet of a space that used to feel too full of life to echo like this.
Valerie was on the floor.
Tangled sleep pants, tank top streaked red where the bandages had given up. Blood trailed from the right side of her head down to her jaw. Her body was twisted, one arm caught awkward under her ribs, like she’d gone down trying to hold something off.
Judy didn’t move at first. Just stood in the doorway, lips parting on a breath that caught halfway.
“Val…”
It came out too soft. She took one step, then another, dropping to her knees beside her.
Valerie stirred faintly, one hand twitching toward her head. Her skin looked pale beneath the bruises. Bruised knuckles. Dried blood near her mouth.
Her voice came out raw. “Judy…?”
Judy reached for her without thinking, fingers brushing Valerie’s hair gently aside from the wound, long red strands damp against her skin, sticky with sweat and blood. “Jesus, baby, you’re… what the hell happened?”
Valerie blinked like it hurt to keep her eyes open. “Dex shot me,” she mumbled. “Vik patched me up. But… I don’t know…”
She gritted her teeth, hand smacking weakly against her temple. “There’s someone in my head.”
Judy’s voice caught. “What do you mean someone in your head?”
“I hear him,” Valerie whispered. “Feels like he’s trying to take over. Like I’m not alone inside myself.”
Judy stiffened. Her eyes darted to the couch, where a familiar pill case sat half-cracked open.
She knew that label. Misty’s handwriting.
Valerie reached for it, her hand shaking. “This one… she said it blocks him out.”
Judy tried to steady her. “You don’t even know what it’ll…”
Valerie didn’t wait. She dry-swallowed the pill, her jaw clenched like it was the only thing she had control over.
A beat passed.
Then her body eased. The tremble softened. Her head slumped back against Judy’s leg, eyes falling closed again, not unconscious, but further away than Judy could follow just yet.
The light in the apartment flickered once, and finally, Valerie slept.
The couch creaked soft beneath them, the low hum of the fridge barely audible across the quiet apartment. Judy sat curled at one end, legs tucked under her, Valerie asleep with her head in Judy’s lap. Her long red hair was tangled against the blanket, one hand loosely balled near her ribs. It had been a couple hours. The color had come back a little. Not much, but enough to believe she might be healing.
Judy hadn’t moved. Just kept running her fingers gently through Valerie’s hair, careful not to brush too close to the bandages.
Then Valerie twitched.
It started as a breath catching in her throat, but the sound that followed wasn’t hers.
A sharp, guttural yell tore out of her a voice too rough, too loud to belong to the woman sleeping in Judy’s lap. Valerie’s whole body jerked, eyes flying open wide, unfocused, pupils blown. Blood smeared beneath one nostril like a sudden crack in porcelain. Her hands flew to her temples, clutching her head like something inside was clawing to get out.
“V…Valerie!” Judy’s hand flew to her shoulder, holding her steady as she thrashed against the blanket. “Hey, hey…what’s wrong? You’re safe, you’re home.”
But the screaming didn’t stop. Valerie’s mouth moved, but the voice wasn’t hers. It echoed strange, raw and furious, cursing someone who wasn’t in the room. It hit like a frequency Judy couldn’t block out.
Valerie slammed back against the cushion, breath ragged. “Get out,” she croaked, barely her own voice. “Get the fuck outta my head!”
Judy leaned closer, pressing her forehead to Valerie’s. “You’re not alone. You hear me? I’ve got you. Just…just hang on…”
Valerie gritted her teeth, knuckling white as her fingers gripped her skull. The glow behind her eyes flashed with a sharp pulse of silver-blue foreign tech kicking hard against her natural rhythm.
Then it stopped.
Like someone cut the wire mid-scream.
Valerie gasped and collapsed forward, head falling into Judy’s shoulder, breath hitching with every shaky inhale.
Judy held her tighter, hand sliding behind her neck, whispering into the hair against her cheek. “You’re not alone. I swear to fucking god, you’re not alone.”
Valerie didn’t answer.
Her hand found Judy’s, and she didn’t let go.
The screen faded back into the hush of the living room in a different place but the same fate. Valerie’s curled on the apartment floor, bleeding and unconscious lingering like a held breath in the dark.
The light glow dimmed, casting the space in warm flickers from the last of the taper candles. Outside, the wind rustled faintly against the glass, but no one moved.
Valerie’s hand was still resting lightly on Judy’s knee. Neither of them had shifted since the shard’s final moments. Not when Judy’s voice, desperate and cracking, echoed through the memory. Not when Valerie’s body hit the floor in the past with a hollow, too-real thud. The kind of moment that didn’t fade just because the scene did.
Sera blinked, slow. Her eyes hadn’t left the screen even after it went black. “That was the same apartment,” she said finally. Her voice didn’t carry disbelief, just the weight of recognition. “Your old one. Charter Street.”
Judy nodded, barely. Her fingers were laced in Valerie’s now. “Yeah. That was… the first day I realized how bad it really was.”
Sandra’s hand settled at the back of Sera’s neck, grounding her. Her thumb moved in quiet circles, eyes still on Valerie, not pushing, just listening.
“I’d heard you tell it before,” Sera went on, softer now, “but watching it…”
She didn’t finish the sentence.
Valerie drew in a slow breath through her nose, exhaling steady. “That was just the start,” she murmured. “Didn’t know then how deep it went. I thought I could muscle through it. Block Johnny out, fix things like it was any other job.”
Judy’s voice came gently. “But you couldn’t.”
Valerie glanced over, lips twitching faintly. “No. But I had you.”
Ainara didn’t speak right away. Her shawl had slipped down one shoulder as she leaned forward slightly, eyes distant not because she was lost, but because something old had just walked back into the room with her.
“I remember that call,” she said. Her voice was low, careful. “You were crying. Trying not to sound like it, but I could hear it.”
Judy’s jaw tensed.
“You kept saying she was burning up, that she was talking in her sleep words that didn’t sound like hers.” Ainara looked at Valerie now. “You were out cold, bleeding. And she still wouldn’t leave your side.”
Sera reached across the cushion, her fingers brushing against Valerie’s arm, light and uncertain. “That’s the day you started changing, isn’t it?”
Valerie didn’t look away. “It’s the day the old me started dying.”
No one argued the phrasing. The air didn’t leave the room, but just sat with them a while, like it understood this wasn’t a wound that needed fixing, just one that asked to be remembered.
Sandra leaned into Sera’s shoulder now, and Sera shifted to make space without breaking contact. Her eyes lingered on Valerie and Judy not like she was afraid, but like she was seeing something more clearly for the first time.
Judy finally reached for the shard remote and set it gently on the table, not pressing play this time. “There’s more,” she said quietly, glancing toward Ainara, then the girls. “But only if you want it.”
Valerie rubbed a thumb along the edge of Judy’s hand. “It doesn’t all stay dark. But you deserve to see all of it.”
Sera didn’t hesitate. “We’re not going anywhere.” Her voice wasn’t loud, but it didn’t waver.
Sandra nodded beside her. “Show us.”
The fire on the Holo fireplace flickered again. The next scene waited, but it didn’t feel like a burden. Just a doorway the family had already chosen to walk through together.
The lake was quiet in a way Night City never could be. A hush broken only by the soft lap of water against the broken dock, and the occasional rustle of dry grass shifting in the evening breeze. The sky had taken on that dusty gold hue that meant sunset was settling in for good. Laguna Bend didn’t have much left, but tonight, it held something that felt like possibility.
Judy stood near the edge of the dock, hands shoved into the pockets of her jacket. She’d gotten there early. Earlier than she should've. Earlier than she told Val, because of course she had.
She told herself she wanted to check the dive gear. Make sure the seals were still good, that the regulators hadn’t gotten knocked around since the last run, but that was bullshit.
She was nervous.
Not about the gear. Not about the location. Not even about the dive.
About Valerie.
They’d been through so much together. Broken bones, broken people, broken city. She’d watched Valerie carry all of it with that half-cocked smile and stubborn defiance that made her impossible not to care about. And yeah, Judy had felt something early on, but she kept it in. She tried to be smart, professional, and detached.
Until Val made that impossible.
Until helping her through the relic. Until sleepless nights pouring over scan results, running backups, watching her fingers twitch as Judy synced the chip like her life depended on it.
Because it did.
And when Valerie helped her? When Judy wanted to burn down Clouds, when she couldn’t even look in a mirror without seeing Evelyn's last cry for help, it was Val who showed up. No questions. Just there. Like she always had been.
So tonight? It wasn’t just a dive.
It was a risk.
She took a breath, watching her own boots in the dirt, then looked up as she heard the hum of Val’s Thorton pull in. The door creaked open, a silhouette stepping into the waning light. Valerie was still in her jacket, hands in her pockets, that familiar swing to her step like the world hadn’t managed to take her apart yet.
Judy’s heart gave one good thud.
Valerie saw her the moment she stepped around the car door. All lit by the pink-orange smear of sunset. Standing by the lake like she belonged to it.
She let herself slow. Just a little. Didn’t want to look like she was hurrying.
But she was.
The wind picked up a bit, catching at her ponytail, and Val lifted a hand to keep it out of her face as she crossed the cracked dirt and overgrown grass. Her boots crunched a bit, but Judy didn’t move.
Val paused a few feet away.
"Hey," she said, soft.
Judy turned, mouth already curling. "Hey."
It felt like the world paused just enough to give them this.
Valerie didn’t say anything right away. She looked past Judy, toward the lake. Toward the broken cottage and sunken fences half lost to the water. Then back.
"This used to be a place people dreamed about," Val murmured.
Judy nodded. "Still is. Maybe for different reasons."
Valerie smiled faintly, then shifted her hands inside her jacket pockets. She could feel the weight of everything they’d never said hanging between them. But it didn’t feel heavy. Not tonight.
"Are you sure about this?" she asked.
Judy arched her brow. "The dive or the date?"
Valerie laughed under her breath. "Either. Both."
Judy stepped forward, not much, but enough that their boots almost touched.
"I’m sure," she said, steady now. "More than I’ve been about anything in a long time."
Valerie swallowed around the sudden warmth in her throat.
"Then yeah," she said. "Me too."
There it was. No fireworks, and no slow music.
Just the lake, the wind, and two women finally saying yes.
The screen of the world dimmed again, but not from a shard this time. Just from quiet. From the slow hush of wind rolling over the water beyond the window, from the faint sputter of the old coffee machine on the counter. The cottage's walls, faded wood, mismatched hangers, and sun-warped paneling held the silence like they’d been waiting years for it to settle.
Judy’s hands weren’t shaking anymore, but they still felt off. Like the memory of Valerie slipping under hadn’t left her fingers. She set the chipped mug down on the counter, steam curling faintly into the air, and leaned against the edge of the sink. Her hair clung a little to her cheek, still damp from lake spray.
Behind her, Valerie moved quieter than she ever had. One hand rested on the back of the kitchen chair, the other still pressing lightly at her ribs. The color had returned to her face, mostly. But there was something in her eyes that hadn’t. Not fear. Not quite. Just that wide, lingering ache of someone who kept getting pulled back from the edge only to be handed another reason not to jump.
"I shouldn’t’ve let you go under," Judy said quietly, not looking up.
Valerie’s voice came slower. “You didn’t let me. It happened.”
Judy turned, arms crossed now. “I pulled you out by the collar, Val. You weren’t breathing. And I just…” Her voice broke, but not all the way. “Everything I try to fix goes sideways. Clouds, Maiko, hell even that dive today. Maybe I’m just not meant to fix anything.”
Valerie stepped in closer, her hand still at her ribs but the other reaching to gently curl around Judy’s forearm. “Don’t say that.”
Judy glanced down. “I didn’t ask you here to talk me down.”
Valerie’s voice was low, her fingers tightening slightly around the edge of the counter. “I know.”
She didn’t look up right away. Just breathed through it, steady but frayed at the edges, like she’d already run this whole conversation with herself a dozen times before Judy ever spoke.
Silence settled again. The coffee machine gave a tired click.
Valerie exhaled through her nose, slowly, and leaned back against the other side of the tiny counter space. “You didn’t ask me here to drown either. But I’m glad you pulled me out.”
Judy let out a breath, shaky, and finally met her eyes. “You scared me.”
Valerie nodded. “I scared myself.”
She let that sit. Let it sting, honest and unhidden.
“I don’t know how long I’ve got,” she said eventually. “The chip… it’s not like a ticking clock. It’s more like a… storm that never settles. I want to be here. With you. But I don’t know if that’s fair to you.”
Judy stepped in without hesitation this time. No performance. No bravado. Just her, close and quiet.
“It’s not about being fair,” she said. “It’s about choice.”
Valerie looked at her.
“I’ve made mine,” Judy said. “Whatever this becomes, I’m not running.”
The light through the warped window caught in Valerie’s hair, still damp and tangled at the ends. Her smile came soft, and tired, but real.
“You’re sure?”
Judy nodded once. “You’re the one thing that didn’t go wrong.”
Outside, the water lapped against the old dock, gentle and even.
Inside, they just stood there. No big declarations, or promises.
Just the beginning of one.
The screen caught on a still frame Valerie leaning in, eyes half-lidded, the soft curve of a smile pulling against the light from the kitchen window behind her. Judy’s face barely visible, breath just beginning to catch, the space between them small and quiet and about to become something permanent.
Judy blinked once, then hit pause with a quiet tap. The image froze right at the moment before everything changed.
“You sure this is the family version?” she asked, glancing sidelong at Valerie.
Valerie laughed under her breath, arm curled along the back of the couch. “I hope so.”
Judy rolled her eyes, but the warmth never left her face. “I’m not traumatizing our daughter by accident.”
Sera made a sound somewhere between a cough and a gag. “I’m literally right here.”
Sandra, grinning, pulled the blanket tighter over Sera’s lap. “You’re the one who wanted the full story.”
Ainara leaned forward from her chair, setting her wineglass on the table with a soft clink. “You two didn’t exactly hide it, you know. That summer after Laguna? You were glowing.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Are you saying I wasn’t glowing before?”
“Oh, you were glowing,” Ainara said, smirking. “Just more like 'two broken ribs and five tequila shots’ glowing.”
That earned a laugh from Judy, who finally let herself relax into Valerie’s side, the moment softening into the couch and the flicker of the room around them. On screen, the paused version of them waited, frozen in that moment when friendship finally crossed over into something lasting.
“I didn’t know,” Judy murmured, quieter now. “If I could have this. That night… it didn’t feel real.”
Valerie turned her head slowly toward her. “It was.”
For a second, the silence held again, but this time, no weight to it. Just the shared exhale of people remembering love at its beginning, and knowing it was still here.
Judy shifted, letting her head rest lightly against Valerie’s shoulder, the couch dipping gently under their weight. The frozen frame still glowed on the screen across from them an echo of a first kiss suspended in light.
Ainara eased back in her seat with the kind of exhale that only came after years of watching stories finally find their shape. “Hard to believe that was months before you got married,” she murmured. “You both looked… young.”
“We were,” Valerie said, the word landing soft. “But not enough to not know what mattered.”
Sera tilted her head against Sandra’s shoulder, thumb brushing across the edge of the throw blanket in her lap. “You’d been friends for how long before that?”
“Almost a year,” Judy answered. “Met at Lizzie’s. Survived each other’s trauma. Got into a bunch of bad ideas and somehow made it out better.”
“Not all of them bad,” Valerie added. “Just… loud.”
Sandra smiled faintly, brushing a hand through Sera’s curls. “I think I remember you telling me Judy used to keep her gun in a cereal box?”
Judy lifted a brow. “Still do. It’s called practicality.”
Valerie gave her a look. “It’s called accidentally grabbing your Glock when you meant to pour oats.”
Sera grinned. “God. You two really were chaos.”
Valerie turned then, stretching one leg out and nudging Sandra lightly with her foot. “You want to see how your mother Panam was back in the day?”
Sandra blinked, caught mid-laugh. “What?”
Judy smirked, already sitting up a little straighter. “Oh, are you thinking about showing them my first raid?”
Sera sat up, blanket forgotten. “You actually went on a raid?”
Valerie leaned back, reaching for the tv remote. “Oh, you have no idea.”
Judy held up a hand. “In my defense, I thought it was just going to be recon.”
Sandra looked amused and slightly horrified. “You didn’t… shoot anyone, did you?”
“Just a wheel,” Judy said. “And a drone. And maybe a warning shot into a shipping container.”
Sera looked at her like she'd just won a hidden layer of respect. “That is so much cooler than I expected.”
Valerie laughed as she slipped in the next shard. “Buckle up, Starshine. You’re about to see your mom run surveillance in heels.”
The shard clicked into place. The room dimmed again, candlelight folding back as memory spun itself into motion.
The screen dimmed gently, that familiar shimmer washing over the room as the shard took hold. A flicker then desert light spilled across the hills. Dusk now, burnt orange crawling down the sky like it had nowhere else to be. A caravan of Aldecaldo rigs rested in a crescent, engines ticking quietly, sand curling low around their tires.
This wasn’t a camera’s view. It was the kind of memory that layered together on instinct Judy’s, Valerie’s, maybe even the wind's. Stitched from how it felt, not just how it looked.
Valerie’s voice came first, just off-screen. “So this is what happens when you let Panam plan a recon op.”
The angle shifted Valerie crouched near a fence line, long red hair tied back beneath a worn scarf. Her vest tugged in the breeze, Aldecaldo patch stitched clear on the back. Judy knelt beside her, just behind, fussing with the optics on a borrowed rifle. Not her usual gear, a leather jacket, half-zipped, slim holster strapped to her thigh. She was trying not to look nervous, which of course meant she looked very nervous.
“I didn’t think we’d actually be in the raid,” she muttered, adjusting the scope again.
Valerie grinned, brushing dust from her knee. “You said you wanted to be more involved.”
Judy frowned at the scope, then gave Valerie a sidelong glance. “I meant stuff like coordinating. Snacks. Medkits. You know, support. Not whatever this is.”
From the couch, present-day Judy let out a groan and buried her face in Valerie’s shoulder. “Why did I wear those boots?”
“Because they were cute,” Valerie said, patting her thigh. “And you didn’t think you’d be running.”
Onscreen, Panam jogged up quick-footed, braid whipping in the wind. Aviators caught the fading light, pistol tucked under one arm. “They’re bunkered in the west structure,” she said, barely out of breath. “V, you ready?”
Valerie rose without hesitation, shotgun on her back. “Always.”
Judy stayed kneeling. “I’m gonna… stay with the truck.”
Valerie turned, smiling crooked. “You’re on comms. Eyes and ears, baby.”
Judy shot her a look. “If I mess this up…”
“You won’t.” Valerie leaned in, rested a hand on her shoulder. “I trust you.”
The movie shimmered for a moment, pausing just long enough for Judy’s face to steady. She nodded. Valerie turned back toward the horizon.
The next flash came fast gunfire, a drone lighting up the rooftop, the crunch of boots over gravel. Panam barking directions. Aldecaldos flanking wide. Valerie pushed forward through it all, and Judy’s voice rang steady over comms, guiding them through the dust.
The movie cut to black.
In the living room, the silence that followed was softer than usual. Not weighty. Just full.
Sera was the first to speak, voice somewhere between breathless and giddy. “Holy shit.”
Sandra nodded, still half-leaned into her. “You weren’t kidding.”
Judy lifted her chin. “Told you I could shoot.”
Valerie smirked. “Once. And you didn’t cry.”
After a beat more, when the laughter started to roll around the room again, she lifted her glass just enough to punctuate the memory. “I did threaten a drone. And it backed off.”
“You did,” Valerie agreed. “Very convincingly.”
Valerie nudged her with a smirk, Judy sat a little straighter. “I was establishing dominance,” she said flatly, then raised her brow. “Don’t look at me like that.”
Ainara laughed lightly, her wine glass tucked close again. “I think I would’ve joined the clan right then.”
Valerie nudged Judy’s knee. “That was the first time Panam ever called you by name.”
“She still spelled it wrong,” Judy muttered.
Sera was grinning now, curled into Sandra’s side like she’d just watched a movie she never wanted to end. “Can we see the rest of that op?”
Valerie tilted her head toward the screen. “Think there’s a part where you accidentally hijacked the Aldecaldo comms channel.”
Judy sighed. “Play it.”
The screen flickered, but this time it didn’t surge with tension, just motion. Dust rising off cracked asphalt. The low interior hum of the Aldecaldo scout rig. The sky outside was still afternoon-clear, the kind that baked the ground more than it lit it.
A familiar voice came through first.
“Okay. So. That wasn’t the surveillance grid.”
Judy’s image slid into focus, cross-legged in the back of the rig, sleeves rolled high and hair tucked over her shoulder. She looked slightly alarmed and slightly smug. A beat later, the view jolted as someone probably Valerie shifted the cam stabilizer.
“You hijacked the Aldecaldo comms,” Valerie’s voice said flatly offscreen.
“I was boosting the flank signal,” Judy replied, already defending herself to no one in particular. “Didn’t know I was tapped into their command frequency until someone yelled at me in Spanish and called me a stray cat.”
Sera let out a sharp laugh, one hand pressed to her forehead. “Nooo way.”
Back onscreen, a clipped voice echoed through the rig speakers: “Who the hell is this? Roach, are you reading this? Who is…”
Judy, live and brave and completely out of her depth: “This is Judy Alvarez. I'm with V. Please stop yelling. I’m very coordinated.”
Valerie snorted from the couch, head tipping back. “She said that. I remember. ‘Very coordinated.’”
Ainara raised both brows. “That was your field rank?”
“Temporarily,” Judy said without missing a beat. “Until I threatened a drone.”
The memory cut to a jostled moment near the ridge Judy crouched behind a solar panel array, leveling #1 Crush with both hands while the drone hovered midair, sensors blinking.
“I said back off unless you want a second hole for your power core.”
A brief pause.
Then the drone slowly hovered away.
Sandra’s hand slid up over her mouth, shoulders trembling. “You actually stared it down.”
From where she sat curled against her, Sera just shook her head. “You’re unbelievable.”
“I get that a lot,” Judy murmured, but the corner of her mouth twitched like she couldn’t even pretend it wasn’t a little cool.
The footage zoomed back Valerie crouched beside a map display, giving quiet orders to Panam and Mitch in the distance. Judy stayed near the rig, glancing occasionally toward Valerie and then right back to the screen on her wrist. Still wired in, and trying.
In the present, Valerie leaned forward just enough to brush her hand against Judy’s knee. “You were terrified.”
“I was,” Judy admitted, quietly. “But I didn’t want you to go in alone.”
The room held that for a moment.
Then Sera again, eyes wide, voice hushed. “Can we watch the rest?”
Valerie tilted her head, thoughtful. “Think there’s a part where you accidentally set off the decoy beacon.”
“I didn’t accidentally…” Judy began.
Sandra was already reaching for the blanket again, eyes on the screen. “Play it.”
Valerie smiled. “Yes, ma’am.”
The movie resumed with a low click, an image sliding into motion with that slightly jittered from the movie edge less like a film, more like a heartbeat you could step inside. The ridgeline was visible now, that stretch of dry brush and buried wires east of Night City where the Aldecaldos had pinned the last Raffen scout post. Their voices came through in bursts radio chatter, overlapping orders, boots kicking up gravel as the op advanced.
Judy’s view jerked as she knelt behind a low wall, her breath catching faintly in the mic.
“I said I had it set to detonation delay,” she muttered, somewhere between panic and disbelief. “Why the hell did it go live…”
An explosion cracked in the distance. A decoy flare burst to life off-target, scattering wild light across the ridge. Someone on the comms shouted, “Who armed the backup beacon?!”
“Sorry!” Judy called. “That was me! That was a warning shot!”
From a short distance back, the movie caught Valerie’s form sprinting uphill past the outcropping, her shotgun slung and a look of pure resignation on her face.
“Warning shot?” Panam’s voice filtered through. “V, tell your girl to stop making art installations out of our gear!”
Present-day Judy slouched deeper into the couch. “Okay. Maybe I shouldn’t have hot-wired the trigger relay.”
Valerie made a faint noise that might’ve been a laugh or a sigh then leaned forward just enough to reach for her drink. “You also mistook a smoke canister for a coolant cell, but we’ll get there.”
“Oh my god,” Judy muttered. “I was trying to help.”
The movie flickered again. Onscreen, the scene had moved into the canyon outcropping loose dirt giving way to jagged concrete slabs and the rebar skeleton of some long-lost outpost. The wind carried static through the mic. Dust caught on the lens.
Aldecaldo scouts were moving along the ridgeline, shadows slipping between rock and wreckage. Valerie’s silhouette shifted at the edge of the feed one knee down, shotgun angled low as she tracked motion through the gap in the perimeter wall. Her voice stayed clipped, professional.
“Three just inside the bunker mouth. Mitch and I’ll breach. Panam’s team cuts off the exit. Judy, call any runners.”
From her position just outside the main structure, Judy tapped at the side of her control band, shifting through heat signatures with slightly clumsy urgency. “Got it. Just don’t move too fast. This thing’s... laggy.”
“You’re fine,” Valerie said, breathing calm even over the rush of wind. “Just keep feeding me the map.”
Judy flinched as a loud pop cracked from somewhere up the slope flank fire. One of the Aldecaldo runners shouted an alert, then swore.
“I see it!” Judy said, already moving, boots scuffing on rock. She scrambled toward the ledge, dragging the uplink beacon with her. It bounced once in her grip, nearly slid off the side.
“Careful,” Valerie snapped, voice suddenly closer now. “That’s not rated for impact.”
“No kidding,” Judy muttered, jabbing the base into the dirt. The signal lit green and flickering. “You’re hot. Go.”
The movie trembled then cut sharply to the op’s climax.
Valerie burst through the upper catwalk of the structure, shoulder-checking a Raffen scout into a rusted pipe. Panam dropped a second target with a precision burst from the ground level. Judy’s cam was unsteady now, her breathing fast and short, but her eyes were locked on the uplink screen.
“Exit sealed,” she said. “All runners tagged.”
“You did good, Alvarez,” Panam’s voice called over comms.
The movie blurred.
In the present, Judy blinked then frowned. “That was the part I never really remembered. Until I pulled the shard again to clean it up. Hearing her say that. It mattered.”
Sandra leaned in from her spot next to Sera, voice quiet. “That's your first time someone called you that on comms?”
Judy nodded, once. “Didn’t know if I’d earned it back then. Still not sure sometimes.”
Valerie shook her head gently. “You did. You do. Every time.”
Sera hadn’t said anything yet, but her expression had softened shoulders drawn in a little, thumb brushing along Sandra’s wrist like she was grounding herself in the present, even as her eyes stayed fixed on the screen.
Then she glanced up. “Did you keep going after that?”
Valerie smiled faintly. “We did.”
Judy exhaled slowly. “That wasn’t the end. It was the start.”
The movie finally stilled, a faint click and the soft blue glow fading back into the edges of the room. Outside, the wind brushed against the windowpanes in a lazy rhythm, pine needles scraping softly like they’d been listening too. Inside, the quiet wasn’t heavy. It just settled in, like a blanket thrown over the last of the evening.
Sera had half-turned into Sandra, her head tilted slightly, a faint crease in her brow like she was still puzzling over how Judy sweet, sarcastic, maybe-too-serious Judy had somehow ended up threatening combat drones and calling out raid markers like it was second nature.
“You were really out there,” she said finally, voice low with something more than awe. “Like… actually out there with Panam, calling shots, holding ground.”
Judy shifted on the couch but didn’t look away. Her fingers curled once at the hem of Valerie’s shirt where it rested over her thigh. “I didn't know what I was doing half the time. I just knew I didn’t want to let her walk into it alone.”
Valerie’s hand slid behind her again, slow and deliberate, brushing lightly against her back. “You didn’t.”
Ainara’s voice drifted from the armchair, steady and warm. “I remember that call you made after. You didn’t even talk at first. Just… breathing, crying, saying you didn’t know if you were good enough.”
Judy let out a soft sound that was somewhere between a laugh and a breath. “I thought I messed it up. I really thought I’d ruined something.”
“You didn’t,” Valerie said, brushing a thumb gently against her side. “That was the day we started becoming something more.”
Sandra glanced toward the screen, then back to Judy with a faint smile. “Kinda romantic in a deeply unhinged way.”
Judy gave her a look. “You’re literally married to someone who once elbowed a Raffen off a ridge for talking shit about her jacket.”
Sera leaned forward like she was about to interject, but instead just nodded once, proud. “True story.”
Valerie grinned and let her head rest briefly back against the couch. “Still one of my favorite jackets.”
Outside, the wind stirred again, and somewhere out on the slope, a chime knocked gently against the porch rail.
Then Judy, quieter now: “That was the first time I really believed I could live in both worlds. Not just watch it happen.”
Valerie turned to look at her, smile softening. “And now you run half of it.”
Sera grinned. “You say it like Mama doesn’t scare half the clan more than you do.”
“Oh, she does,” Sandra added. “But only because she’s got better aim.”
Judy buried her face in her hands for a second, groaning. “I got married into chaos.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head. “You married correctly.”
Ainara lifted her glass. “You married like an Alvarez.”
The room breathed again, a little warmer now. Like the past hadn’t weighed them down at all, just filled the air with something earned.
Judy leaned back against Valerie’s side, eyes still lingering faintly on the television screen like maybe one more memory might try to sneak through. But she didn’t reach for the remote this time. Just exhaled, long and steady, like the day had finally caught up to her nerves.
“Let’s save some of our trauma and chaos for another day,” she said, voice dry but softer than usual. “I think we’ve revisited enough for now.”
Sandra gave a quiet nod from where she sat curled beside Sera, her hand resting just above her wife’s knee. “I think that’s fair.”
Sera tilted her head, eyes still bright, but a little quieter now. “Yeah. Feels… full, y’know? Like I’ve gotta sit with all this a bit before I ask what happened next.”
Valerie leaned forward to click off the Holo’s display, the soft blue edge vanishing back into the shelf like it had never been there at all. “That’s the thing about memory,” she murmured. “Sometimes it asks you to carry it. Sometimes it lets you set it down.”
Outside, the wind nudged the porch chime once more. The candlelight along the mantle had dipped lower, flickering against the rim of a photo frame one with the whole family in it, arms slung and sun behind them.
Ainara stretched carefully, her joints murmuring as she shifted to stand. “Someone else can worry about dishes tomorrow. Tonight, we will rest.”
No one argued.
The weight in the room didn’t vanish, it just softened. Turned to something like gravity, something that reminded them they were still here.
Valerie pressed a kiss to Judy’s temple. “Come on,” she said gently. “Let’s call it.”
The night didn’t end, not really, but the past finally let go of its grip for now.
Chapter 24: Moments Like This
Summary:
This story centers around a warm evening Lakehouse following a family dinner. As the night winds down, the family decides to watch Alien on Valerie's vintage DVD player. The scene is layered with humor, nostalgia, and tenderness: from popcorn rituals to teasing debates over whether the cat survives the movie.
After the film, they sit on the back deck, stargazing. The story flows naturally into soft laughter and future plans a family trip. Judy and Valerie linger in the stillness after Sera and Sandra head home, savoring the rare peace.
The next morning is quiet and full of soft domestic rhythms. Valerie cooks breakfast while Judy sleeps in. They share easy banter over eggs and coffee, and eventually end up wrapped in each other’s arms, speaking of vacations, memories, and plans to visit the market.
Their day continues with a market trip, where they collect fruit, quirky t-shirts, vintage games, and most importantly a Super Nintendo console. They return home and spend the afternoon setting it up, calling Sera and Sandra to invite them over for a classic game night. The story ends with Valerie and Judy playing Mario together, curled up on the floor, comforted by touch, old music, and each other’s presence.
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The room had quieted again, warmth and candlelight holding steady around the edges like it knew not to rush the end of something good. The shard player gave a soft click as Judy powered it down, its glow fading back into the shadows under the shelf. What lingered wasn’t silence, it was something more lived-in than that. The kind of hush where no one needed to speak just yet because the air itself hadn’t let go of the last laugh, the last memory.
Ainara stood slowly, smoothing her shawl back over her shoulders. She stepped behind the couch and rested a gentle hand on Valerie’s shoulder, then leaned in to kiss Judy’s temple.
“Thank you both. That was… more than dinner,” she said softly, glancing toward Sera and Sandra. “And for the record, Judy? You were absolutely the most coordinated person in that rig.”
Judy groaned faintly but smiled as she stood with her. “You’re never gonna let that go, huh?”
Ainara only raised her brows, kissed Sera’s cheek, gave Sandra’s hand a quick squeeze, then moved toward the door with that same quiet grace she always carried. She paused before stepping out into the night.
“I meant what I said. Keep telling the story. Especially the messy parts. They’re the ones that stay.”
The door eased shut behind her.
Valerie stood and stretched, joints popping faintly, and let out a breath that had been sitting low in her chest for a while. She looked over toward the wall where a modest shelf of DVDs and old Blu-ray discs sat stacked between retro gaming cartridges and a cracked copy of Heat with the corner taped back on.
Sera had already gravitated to the shelf, crouching low with her fingers trailing the spines. “You weren’t kidding,” she murmured. “You actually have Ghostbusters on disc. Like a physical disc.”
Valerie crossed her arms and leaned against the back of the couch, one brow arching. “Told you. Vintage tech. Vintage horror. Vintage terrible decisions.”
Sandra stepped up behind Sera, squinting toward the titles. “Wait…Alien?” She pulled it halfway out, then glanced toward Judy and Valerie. “Seriously?”
“Have you ever seen it?” Judy asked, already suspicious.
“Never,” Sera said, wide-eyed.
Valerie grinned, eyes narrowing just a little. “Oh, you’re in for it.”
Sera straightened, holding the case like it might come alive. “Do we get to root for the aliens?”
Judy gave her a long, patient look. “You’re gonna try.”
Valerie was already crossing the room, digging the old DVD player remote out of the drawer by the television, fingers moving with practiced ease. “We make popcorn the old-fashioned way,” she said. “And yes, I yell at the screen.”
“You do yell,” Judy agreed. “Usually when Ripley doesn’t hit the thing hard enough.”
“Because I would’ve!” Valerie called back over her shoulder as she crouched to wire the player in. “Crowbar to the face. Game over.”
Sandra dropped onto the couch beside Sera, tucking her feet up. “Wait, wait. There’s a cat, right?”
“Oh yeah,” Valerie said. “Orange tabby. Smartest one in the crew.”
Sera’s eyes widened. “Do they save it?”
Judy walked past and dropped the popcorn bowl in her lap. “You’ll see.”
Sera hugged the bowl tighter. “I swear if anything happens to that cat…”
“Then you’ll be the one yelling at the screen,” Valerie smirked, flopping onto the other couch and kicking her boots off. “Welcome to vintage cinema, Starshine.”
The TV screen glowed dim blue for a breath, flickered once as the disc spun up, and then settled into black. That thin hum of the old DVD player kicked in soft but stubborn, grounding the room in something analog, something steady. Like muscle memory from another life.
Sandra reached for the remote but didn’t press play yet. The glow from the television lit Sera’s face in soft pulses, tracing the edge of her cheek and catching the red in her hair just enough to warm the curls at her temple. She hadn’t moved much, just leaned into Sandra’s side, both arms wrapped around the bowl like it might get stolen.
Valerie watched them for a beat longer than she meant to, her arms loose over the back of the couch. There was something in the way Sera stared at the screen that cracked her open a little. Not fear exactly. Just that same look she used to give Judy whenever they hit a part of the movie she didn’t understand quietly bracing, just in case the story changed.
“Hey,” Valerie said gently, tossing one of the throw pillows onto Sandra’s lap, “cushion up, Moonlight. Ripley doesn’t pull punches.”
Sandra caught the pillow with a deadpan blink. “I’m more worried about what you’ll do if someone says the cat’s expendable.”
Judy dropped onto the other side of the couch, close enough that her knee bumped Valerie’s, her arm stretching along the backrest behind her. “She once paused it just to shout, ‘I would’ve booted that company guy out the airlock before the first act.’”
Valerie didn’t deny it. Just grinned slowly, one brow lifting. “Still would.”
Sera finally peeled her eyes off the screen, just long enough to glance back at them with the weight of someone about to face fate. “So… just to be clear. The cat makes it, right?”
“Starshine,” Valerie said, reaching over to flick a stray popcorn kernel off her daughter’s shoulder, “only one way to find out.”
That earned her a dramatic sigh and a muttered, “You’re monsters,” muffled only slightly by the first handful of popcorn vanishing into Sera’s mouth.
Judy leaned over, kissed Valerie’s cheek without a word, then grabbed the remote from Sandra, thumbing the volume up until the studio logo began to roll across the screen. The familiar tones buzzed faint in the speakers' deep strings, that building thrum of dread.
Outside, the wind moved through the trees just enough to tap one of the porch wind chimes. Slow, uneven rhythm, like a heartbeat trying to keep up with a memory.
Inside, the warmth held. Blankets tucked up around legs. The scent of butter and old vinyl hung in the air, popcorn oil and the faint, lingering trace of whatever record Valerie had pulled earlier. The family wrapped in shadows and screenlight, shoulders touching, legs stretched out, comfort humming low beneath the tension of a story they hadn’t lived yet.
Sera leaned in a little, whispering against Sandra’s ear, “If it gets too creepy, we totally switch to Ghostbusters.”
Sandra didn’t blink. “If that cat dies, we’re switching to Paddington.”
Judy’s voice floated across them, teasing but firm. “Shhh. The movie's starting.”
Just like that, the old world clicked to life again. Lines of static, darkness curling into orbit. And four hearts held still, waiting for the monster to come.
The ship creaked. A hallway opened onscreen, slow, sterile, and full of things unsaid. Lights pulsed in rows, blinking against shadows that felt like they’d been holding their breath longer than anyone on Earth could remember.
Sera tensed first. A small shift of her shoulder into Sandra's. Not fear, not yet more like her body remembering to be ready, just in case. Sandra reached over without looking, fingers brushing the edge of Sera’s hand, grounding her. The bowl had slipped to the side somewhere between them, forgotten now.
Valerie felt Judy’s fingers curl under hers.
It didn’t pull her out of the scene, it didn't need to. Just ran alongside it. The soft warmth of Judy’s palm, the way her thumb moved in quiet arcs against Valerie’s skin. The two of them had watched this movie more times than either would admit, but tonight wasn’t about the film. It was about the echo of Ainara’s words still hanging in the corners of the room. About letting the air hold something heavier than fear, something tender and full of grit.
“I swear if that cat dies…” Sera whispered again, voice smaller now. Almost like she was asking the room for mercy, not the movie.
“Don’t worry, mi cielo,” Judy murmured, her voice barely more than breath. “If it came down to it, Ripley would've thrown the whole ship for that cat.”
Sera didn’t answer. Just nodded once, solemn.
The screen cut to black again as the crew slipped into hypersleep. Then the scan triggered. Then the sirens. Then the birth of tension the film never learned to forgive.
Popcorn shifted as Sandra readjusted, letting her legs stretch out under the coffee table. She still hadn’t said much, never did during tense scenes, but her eyes never left the frame. Tactical as ever. Mapping the exits even in fiction. Valerie could see it in the way her fingers twitched, like she was already weighing options in a corridor that didn’t exist.
Valerie leaned back, her head resting lightly on Judy’s shoulder. The couch dipped under her weight. She could smell the faint vanilla perfume sprayed on Judy’s chest from earlier. That and the butter on her fingertips from when she’d handed over the bowl.
She could feel everything.
The room didn’t speak, but it was fully saturated with the scent of oil and cloth and popcorn and flickering light. Shadows danced across freckled cheeks, caught in the angles of Judy’s collarbone, kissed the side of Sandra’s jaw where her hair fell in a clean sweep behind her ear. Sera’s foot nudged Sandra’s, gently, like a tether. Like a breath.
Then the cat appeared on screen, and all four of them flinched.
Not because of the alien, but because Sera gasped, then clenched the nearest pillow like it owed her something.
Judy covered her mouth to muffle a laugh. Valerie didn’t even try.
Sera’s voice came sharp and fast. “They left the cat alone?”
Sandra deadpanned without missing a beat. “You want me to run in and grab it?”
“If you don’t, I might,” Valerie said, elbowing Judy lightly. “And I don’t even like space.”
Judy tilted her head. “You like fighting things in space.”
Valerie gave her a crooked grin. “Only when I’ve got a crowbar.”
The movie played on, but it was the room that mattered.
Every pause. Every breath. Every look passed from couch to couch like they were sharing something older than the film. The kind of night that wouldn’t stick because of what happened onscreen, but because of the way four bodies leaned together, trusted the silence, and let their hearts beat steady through the noise.
The cat lived, but that wasn’t the only thing that mattered.
What mattered was that they stayed. Wrapped in shadows and story, with the hum of vintage tech keeping the world just soft enough to breathe.
The hiss of the airlock had just finished rattling through the surround sound when Judy nudged the remote down a notch, letting the room settle beneath the silence that followed. The screen dimmed as Ripley tucked herself into the last pod, and Sera exhaled so long and deep it almost sounded like she’d been holding it since act two.
“She did it,” Sera whispered, somewhere between wonder and relief. “And the cat’s fine.”
Sandra leaned forward, reaching lazily for the popcorn bowl still sitting crooked between them, her voice low and dry. “Not sure who you were rooting for more, Firebird.”
“The cat,” Sera said without hesitation, already curled into her again.
Valerie pushed herself upright with a stretch and a grunt, joints clicking softly as she shifted. “Knew it. Every time. I could be getting dragged into space by a facehugger, and she’d be shouting ‘Where’s the cat?!’”
Sera tilted her head back toward her with a grin. “I mean... you’d be fine. You’re basically unkillable.”
Judy smirked, brushing a stray bit of popcorn off her lap. “That’s debatable. Remember the toaster.”
Valerie pointed at her. “That toaster exploded. I still say it was sabotaged.”
“Because you tried to wire it into the generator,” Judy said, standing now, gathering up the bowl and the half-unwrapped blanket from beside her. “While drunk. On tequila. With pliers.”
“I maintain,” Valerie said, stepping toward her, “that it was a brilliant plan.”
“Mi amor,” Judy murmured as she brushed past, “you nearly lit the curtains on fire.”
Sandra was already rising too, the quiet creak of her knees barely audible under the soft hum of the end credits. “Is it always like this?” she asked, not sarcastic. Just curious. Honest.
Valerie turned halfway in the dim room light and looked back toward her. “What, movie night?”
Sandra nodded, one arm loosely wrapped around Sera’s waist as she helped her stand.
“Messy,” Valerie said, “a little loud… but yeah. It’s always like this.”
Sera leaned her head into Sandra’s shoulder as they shuffled toward the kitchen, her steps slow but steady. “I liked it,” she said softly, still holding onto that warmth in her voice that only showed up after she’d laughed too much. “Think next time we do a double feature.”
Judy glanced over her shoulder. “You’re picking again?”
“Hey! I didn’t even pick this one!”
Sera blurted it out, eyes wide, half-laughing like she couldn’t believe she was already getting blamed. Her shoulder bumped into Sandra’s like she needed backup.
“You pulled the disc,” Judy said, tapping it back into its case with practiced ease.
“Okay, fine,” Sera grinned. “Then next time it’s Paddington. Full emotional whiplash. You all deserve it.”
“Only,” Sandra added, “if you promise not to cry when the marmalade runs out.”
Valerie turned off the screen, the glow in the room fading to the warmer, softer light of home. The fire display kicked back on with a low hum, casting soft flickers over the mantle and the family photo that still held its spot right in the center three younger faces, tired but smiling, arms wrapped around the girl in the middle like she was the whole damn point.
Valerie crossed to it for a moment, fingertips brushing the glass before she looked back toward the others. Judy at the sink, rinsing popcorn bowls. Sera and Sandra move slowly, but together, each step in rhythm. The whole room settles into that late-night quiet, the kind that doesn’t need closing lines or goodnights.
She took a breath and let it hold.
Something good still lingered in the air, salt from the popcorn, faint vanilla, and vinyl, and whatever candle Judy had lit earlier that still smelled like sandalwood and sunlight. They’d tell the story again someday. The funny parts. The yelling. The cat. The crowbar fantasy, but for now, it just stayed right here.
Breathing in the corners, and no one rushed it.
Valerie leaned against the edge of the mantle, one hand tucked in her jean pocket, the other still resting on the photo frame. Her gaze lingered a second longer on the curled edges of the picture before she looked up, eyes finding Sera where she leaned sleepily into Sandra, the popcorn comedown finally catching up with her limbs.
The smile came easy. Not wide, just soft and certain, the kind that lived deep in the cheekbones and settled in slow. “Hey, Starshine,” she said, voice warm, “you two ready to head home, or do you want to sit on the deck for a bit, watch the stars?”
Sera looked up at her, eyes blinking slow under the weight of the hour, but something in the corner of her mouth tugged upward like it wanted to fight the sleep just a little longer. “Deck sounds good,” she murmured. “Only if you come too.”
Sandra’s brows rose faintly as she glanced sideways. “Thought you were already halfway to snoring.”
“I’m not snoring,” Sera muttered, indignant but soft. “Just resting dramatically.”
That earned a quiet laugh from Judy at the sink, water still running as she shook her head. “You do everything dramatically, mi cielo.”
“I take after my moms,” Sera said with zero hesitation, stepping away from Sandra only to immediately reach back and link their fingers. Her grip was loose, but the tether stayed strong.
Valerie was already walking, not toward the front, but through the kitchen and out toward the back deck. “Come on then. Let’s see what the sky’s showing off tonight.”
The door clicked open, spilling candlelight onto the planks as the night pressed in cooler now, quiet, filled with the soft whisper of wind brushing through trees. Crickets carried on without pause, and the faint lap of the lake touched the dock in lazy intervals, like it too was winding down from the long day.
Sera and Sandra followed, steps a little slower across the floorboards. Sandra pulled one of the throw blankets from the back of the couch on their way out, slinging it over her arm as they stepped outside. Valerie waited by the porch swing, already easing into it with a familiar creak. The cushion was still warm from the earlier sun, holding just enough of the day.
Judy joined last, wiping her hands on a towel before tossing it gently back into the kitchen. She leaned into the doorway for a beat, arms crossed, just watching.
Sera dropped onto the swing beside her mom, shoulder bumping Valerie’s with enough force to rock them both just slightly.
“You know,” she said, looking up at the stars, “the sky always looks bigger here.”
Valerie tilted her head to follow her gaze. “It is bigger. At least the parts that matter.”
Sandra settled on the deck just below them, back against the railing, legs stretched out, the blanket wrapped loosely around her shoulders. She didn’t speak, just looked up too, one arm resting casually behind her on the wood, the other reaching for Sera’s hand again when it dropped naturally over the swing’s edge.
The night was held.
Above them, stars scattered in crooked constellations. No city glow, no engines, no scanner drones. Just sky and space and memory.
Valerie reached over and tucked a strand of red hair behind Sera’s ear, letting her hand linger for a moment. “Thanks for staying a little longer.”
Sera smiled without looking down. “I would've missed this.”
Judy stepped out then, finally giving in, and sat on the porch beside Sandra, pulling her knees up. “You always say that,” she murmured.
“Because it’s always true,” Sera replied, her voice quieter now, the kind that didn’t need to prove anything.
For a little while, no one said another word. The swing creaked. The water moved, and the stars, bold and unbothered, watched over them like they knew this moment wouldn’t be forgotten.
Judy rested her arms on her knees, chin tilted toward the sky but her eyes drifted sideways. A soft smile pulled at her lips as she glanced down at Sandra, still wrapped in the blanket, the starlight catching faint on the curve of her cheek.
“Were the stars this bright at Crescent Bay during your girls’ honeymoon?” she asked gently, voice easy, unhurried. “Thinking about planning a family vacation to the coast again.”
Sandra looked up, the corners of her mouth curving just slightly as she leaned her head back against the railing. “They were bright,” she said after a beat, “but not like this. Ocean light’s different. Big sky, yeah, but it’s always pulling you toward the waves. Here…” Her eyes flicked skyward again. “It’s just still.”
Valerie let out a quiet hum, the kind that didn’t interrupt, just gave shape to the quiet.
Sera leaned forward on the swing and reached down, brushing her fingers along Sandra’s shoulder through the blanket. “I still miss that little spot above the cliffs, though. The weird shell-shaped tub, remember?”
Sandra gave a dry little snort. “The one with the AI that kept asking if we wanted rose petals or sensual jazz mode?”
Judy’s laugh cracked sharp through the quiet. “God. Who programmed that thing? I’d have hacked it just to make it play whale sounds out of spite.”
Valerie raised a brow, a smile twitching at the edges. “You don’t like jazz?”
“I like good jazz,” Judy countered, smirking. “Not whatever that synth-sax atrocity was.”
Sera chuckled, the sound warm and light. “We spent half the first night trying to figure out how to turn it off without triggering the mood lighting.”
Sandra nodded, tone deadpan as ever. “Failed. Ended up brushing our teeth with pink spotlights and Marvin Gaye.”
Valerie laughed, deep and quiet, rocking the swing just slightly with the shift of her shoulders. “Yup. Definitely bring that one up at your next anniversary dinner.”
“Please do,” Sandra said. “We’ll bring the playlist.”
Judy leaned sideways a bit, brushing her hand against Sandra’s leg before letting it rest there, light and steady. “Have you ever thought about going back?”
Sandra’s eyes didn’t lift from the stars. “Sometimes. But it’s not really about the place. It was the time. The quiet.”
Sera’s hand found her hair then, fingers moving slowly and absent. “We made that quiet. Doesn’t matter where.”
The porch settled again, just the wind moving soft through the grass, the lake’s hush finding rhythm with the old boards beneath them.
Judy leaned her head against the post behind her, eyes still on the sky, but her voice barely above a murmur now. “Might be nice, though. Just once more. All of us.”
Valerie’s arm moved behind her across the swing’s backrest, fingertips grazing the edge of Judy’s shoulder. “We could find somewhere smaller this time. Nothing fancy. Just a cabin with a grill and a window that sticks when it rains.”
“A table too small for six people,” Sera added sleepily. “But we eat on the porch anyway.”
Sandra didn’t speak at first, but her hand slid up to Sera’s ankle where it dangled near her head, a slow trace of thumb over fabric. “As long as there’s a second blanket,” she said finally. “Yours always ends up wrapped around both of us.”
Sera grinned, eyes half-closed now, voice low and warm. “Because you hog the good corner.”
Sandra shifted slightly, her head resting back against the rail. “I don’t hog it,” she murmured, dry as ever. “I fold the good corner. You just end up under it.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose, the kind of sound that lived somewhere between a laugh and a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. “Okay,” she said. “Then we start looking. Tomorrow.”
Judy didn’t answer, but her hand reached up to find Valerie’s fingers entwined, and anchored.
The swing swayed gently, stars still crowding the sky in silence. From inside, a soft mechanical whirr kicked on, probably the fridge humming back to life. Somewhere deeper in the house, the wood creaked like it always did near the coat rack.
Sera let out a soft laugh, low in her chest, and leaned forward to press a kiss to the top of Sandra’s head. “Yeah,” she murmured, “and I’m keeping it that way.”
Sandra shifted, settling back with the blanket still wrapped around her shoulders, her body resting easy now against the railing.
The swing moved just enough to remind them they were still here. Valerie glanced toward Judy, catching the slow way her eyes traced the stars, the way her fingers had stilled against her knee. She reached over and laced their hands together again, skin warm against skin, the familiar pattern of knuckle and thumb that always found its way back.
No one said much after that. I didn't need to.
The wind rustled through the trees behind the house, dry leaves brushing wood. From down near the dock, a frog croaked once, then went quiet again. The lake didn’t move so much as breathe.
Valerie let her head rest back, her other hand still curled into Judy’s. Sera yawned softly and didn’t bother hiding it, her voice half-lost in Sandra’s hair. “We should sleep soon.”
Sandra didn’t open her eyes. “Five more minutes.”
Judy gave Valerie’s hand a light squeeze. “We always say that.”
“But this time,” Valerie murmured, “maybe we mean it.”
The porch creaked beneath them, and no one moved.
Valerie shifted gently beneath Judy’s arm, the motion easy, quiet. She stood from the swing with a soft creak of wood beneath her boots, the blanket slipping from her lap as she stretched, shoulders rolling once, slow. The night air caught her hair as she moved, strands lifting just slightly in the breeze.
She turned toward the girls, arms opening without fanfare, just that steady presence that always said more than the words that followed.
“You girls be safe heading home,” she said, her voice low, warm at the edges.
Sera was already rising, a little sluggish but steady, the porch boards groaning under her bare feet as she crossed the space. She folded into her mom’s arms without hesitation, forehead resting against Valerie’s collarbone for a beat longer than usual.
“Thanks for tonight,” she mumbled, voice caught somewhere between tired and full. “We needed this.”
Valerie pressed a kiss into her hair. “You always have this.”
Sandra stood next, blanket still draped over one shoulder. She stepped in without needing to ask, arms sliding around both of them. Valerie pulled her in easily, her chin resting lightly between them.
“You too, Moonlight,” Valerie murmured, brushing a hand down Sandra’s back. “Drive slow. No shortcuts.”
Sandra’s voice was soft, but solid. “Don’t worry we will be okay.”
They held there for a few breaths, no rush, no end punctuation. Just the warmth that lingered when nothing else needed saying.
Judy stepped up behind them, arms sliding around Valerie’s waist from behind, resting her chin on her shoulder. “We’ll walk you out.”
Sera smiled at that, already reaching down to pull Sandra’s hand into hers. “Hope you didn’t hide our keys again.”
Valerie smirked, glancing over her shoulder at Judy. “Not this time.”
Judy kissed her cheek. “That we’re admitting to.”
Sera rolled her eyes but it didn’t have any bite to it. Just comfort. The kind that only came from a house that still smelled like popcorn and lake breeze, where the stars always waited just a few minutes longer for goodbyes.
They made their way down the steps together, gravel crunching faint beneath soft footsteps. The rig sat just ahead in the pullout under the trees, windows catching the starlight.
The porch light flicked on behind them. Valerie hadn’t touched a thing.
It just knew.
The rig door shut with a gentle thunk. Sera gave a quick double flash of the headlights as they backed down the drive, the tires crunching over gravel in a lazy rhythm. Valerie and Judy stood on the top step a moment longer, watching taillights disappear past the trees.
When the quiet returned, it did so like it had never left settling soft around them, brushing their skin like the air knew how to say home in a dozen small ways.
Valerie nudged the door open and stepped through first, the swing of it catching faint against the rug. Judy followed close behind, her hand trailing the edge of the frame before the door eased shut behind them with a slow, familiar click.
Inside, the house still held the warmth they’d left behind. The last of the candlelight glowed on the mantle, flickering over photo frames and the edge of the couch where the throw blanket had slumped. The room smelled like popcorn and skin-warmed fabric, and something faintly sandalwood from Judy’s candle still hung in the air.
Valerie turned toward the kitchen without thinking, her boots quiet against the wood floor. “Want tea?” she asked over her shoulder.
Judy's arms slipped around her from behind before she made it two steps.
“No,” she murmured into Valerie’s back, her voice soft with leftover laughter and the weight of a long, good night. “Just you.”
Valerie stopped.
Her hands found Judy’s where they rested at her waist, fingers lacing without needing to look. She leaned back into her gently, that easy lean that didn’t ask for more than presence.
The silence in the house wasn’t empty, it breathed. Through the hum of the fridge, the faint clink of wind chimes outside, and the rhythm of their bodies just standing there, connected by memory, by touch.
“It was a good night,” Valerie said quietly.
Judy rested her chin on her shoulder, her cheek warm against Valerie’s. “Yeah. The kind you keep.”
Valerie smiled just enough to show in her voice, and toed off her boots. “Its nice having this time just for us. ”
Judy didn’t move right away, just pressed one last kiss to her neck before letting go.
They padded down the hall side by side, passing the photos, the quiet hush of the living room receding behind them. Each step felt like falling gently back into the rhythm that had always carried them.
The bedroom door eased shut with a soft click behind them, the familiar scent of clean linen and the faint lake breeze filtering in through the cracked window meeting them like a quiet sigh.
Judy peeled her shirt halfway over her head before turning toward Valerie with a smirk, arms tangled in the fabric. “Gonna help, or just enjoy the show?”
Valerie leaned back against the dresser, arms crossed, watching the way Judy’s hips swayed with the motion. “Helping would ruin the view.”
Judy snorted, finally tugging the tank free and tossing it toward the hamper. It landed half-on, half-off, as usual.
Valerie kicked off her boots, one then the other, letting them thunk gently against the closet door. “You’re lucky I love you,” she muttered, pulling her own shirt over her head and shaking her hair loose.
“Yeah,” Judy said, stepping closer, fingers catching in the waistband of Valerie’s jeans. “Real lucky.”
Valerie didn’t move away, but her voice dropped just enough to fold between them. “How about I give you a massage before you become a menace?”
Judy kissed her freckled shoulder in reply and tugged her own pants off with a low huff before padding barefoot toward the bed. She dropped onto the edge with that loose-limbed grace she only ever used at home, arms resting behind her to prop herself up.
Valerie followed slower, unfastening her jeans with a practiced motion, sliding them down and off. She stood for a moment in just her bra and briefs, the soft glow from the bedside lamp casting gentle shadows across the ink on her chest and shoulder. Then she moved behind Judy, planting one knee on the bed and sliding the other between her and the pillows as she settled in close.
“Alright, turn,” she said softly, her hands already brushing up across Judy’s shoulders, thumbs grazing along the curve of her traps. “You’ve been carrying all that movie tension like it was a firefight.”
Judy tilted her head back with a small groan, already melting under the pressure of Valerie’s touch. “It was Alien. You know how I get when the cat shows up.”
Valerie smiled, fingers pressing slow and deliberate into the knots she knew by heart. “You tensed before the alien even hissed.”
“Anticipation,” Judy mumbled, her eyes fluttering shut. “And nostalgia. And the smell of fake butter.”
Valerie’s hands moved in slow circles, palms firm but never rushed. She pressed her thumbs along the top of Judy’s spine, then eased back toward her neck, letting each motion pull the day farther away.
Judy breathed out against the weight of it, leaning forward a little. “You missed your calling, you know that?”
Valerie lowered her mouth toward her ear. “Masseuse?”
“Magician,” Judy murmured. “Or seductress. Or…”
Valerie’s lips grazed her ear. “All I ever needed was to be your wife.”
Judy turned her head just enough for their cheeks to brush. “That one’s my favorite.”
Valerie’s fingers never stopped moving, steady and sure. Outside, the lake whispered against the dock. Inside, the warmth stayed thick between them skin against skin, laughter folded into touch, the bed dipping beneath shared weight but holding firm.
They didn’t move to change.
Judy didn’t shift, didn’t speak right away. Just leaned further into Valerie, her back curving with the rhythm of the motion across her chest. Bare skin warmed beneath slow fingers, the kind of slow that only came when there was nowhere to be, nothing pulling at them.
Valerie’s left hand stayed steady on her shoulder, palm flat, thumb brushing absently over her collarbone.
The low bedside lamp caught the faintest shimmer on Judy’s cheekbone, the pink and green strands of her hair still tangled from earlier, pressed lightly to Valerie’s neck. It smelled like the lake air, and something still warm from the day.
“Girls are heading to Dust Bone Canyon tomorrow,” Valerie said quietly, voice just above a whisper, like the room itself didn’t need more than that.
Judy made a soft sound, not a word, just breath and agreement.
Valerie’s right hand moved in another slow circle, thumb gliding just under the hollow beneath Judy’s collarbone. “I was thinking we could head to the rural market. Plan some things out for the vacation… actually relax. Look around for a change.”
Judy let her head rest fully against her shoulder now, the weight of it settling like she’d been waiting to do just that all day. “Might forget how to walk without someone flagging us down.”
Valerie smiled against her hair, the edge of her lips brushing soft where the shaved side met skin. “Could be nice. Just us. Sun on our backs, no one asking for backup, wiring help or a clan favor.”
“Or fresh ammo.” Judy’s hand slid lightly across Valerie’s thigh, resting there without needing to move. “I want fruit, tequila, and just the moments to share them with you.”
“Anything for you.” Valerie dipped her fingers lower, just barely tracing the top of Judy’s sternum before sliding back up again. “Maybe we will find a rental cabin near the cliffs again. One that doesn’t call us ‘sensual travelers’ this time.”
Judy laughed, her breath catching against Valerie’s shoulder. “No AI. Just windows that open, water that smells like salt, and you next to me in the mornings.”
Valerie hummed, low and soft. “You always get me in the mornings.”
Judy didn’t answer this time. She just turned slightly, enough to press a kiss to Valerie’s freckled shoulder, lips lingering there for a quiet moment before she let her head rest again.
The bed didn’t move. Neither of them did.
Just breath, the rhythm of fingers, and the warmth of each other.
Valerie kissed the top of Judy’s head again, slower this time. Her lips lingered just a breath longer against the warmth of her hair, where the pink and green strands curled soft against her skin. The scent of her still carried hints of lake air and the candle Judy lit earlier that night relaxing, faint, familiar.
Her left hand stayed where it was, fingers resting lightly on Judy’s shoulder. Her right moved in slow circles across her chest, steady and absent, more rhythm than thought.
“No AI,” Valerie murmured again, her voice low near Judy’s temple. “And just us, huh.”
Judy’s thumb shifted against her hip, the pressure light, grounding. She didn’t answer right away. Just pressed in a little closer, cheek warm where it met the slope of Valerie’s collarbone.
Valerie kept her voice quiet. “What if instead of a rental,” she said, “we take the truck out to the coast. Find a remote spot. Set up the tent. Camp out for a few days. No walls, no signal. Just the open air and the four of us.”
Judy’s breath lifted gently against her skin. “Back to the rig and canvas life?”
“Back to choosing it,” Valerie said. “Not because we had to. Because we can.”
Judy tilted her head just enough to glance up, her voice soft but edged with a familiar smirk. “You gonna pretend like you don’t hate folding that tent?”
Valerie’s fingers paused, then shifted lower, tracing the edge of her ribs with a little more pressure. “I hate folding it alone.”
That pulled a smile. Judy dipped her head again, mouth brushing Valerie’s collarbone. “If the zipper jams again, I’m blaming Sera.”
Valerie’s breath caught just enough to be felt, her hand dragging slow across Judy’s chest. “She’ll claim the wind did it.”
Judy smiled against her skin, the curve of it soft and close. “She always does.”
Valerie’s thumb moved slowly across her chest again, settling into the space between heartbeats. “Not saying we will pack up tomorrow,” she said. “We’ve got the market. Just…” her hand paused, fingers pressing in just enough to feel Judy breathe under them. “Been thinking about it.”
Judy shifted in her lap, not pulling away just letting her legs stretch slightly, one heel brushing along the blanket below them. “You and me, open coast, no one around for miles.” She exhaled against Valerie’s collarbone. “Yeah. I’d go.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “Doesn’t have to be far. Doesn’t have to be long.”
Judy’s fingers traced her back now, light over the curve of her spine. “Just ours.”
“Just ours,” Valerie echoed.
The air still held the faint lake breeze through the cracked window, cool against their skin. The lamp hummed in the corner, casting a soft line of light across the floor. Somewhere deep in the house, a floorboard creaked behind the kitchen like it always did after midnight.
Judy’s voice came quieter now. “Let’s see how tomorrow feels. Hit the market, grab some things. Then maybe we will start putting it together.”
Valerie kissed the side of her head, right near the temple. “Yeah,” she whispered. “One step at a time.”
“Sounds lovely, Val,” Judy whispered.
The bedroom stayed quiet, lit only by the hum of the lamp and the soft hush of trees outside. Skin stayed warm where it met skin, legs still folded in on the edge of the mattress, breath shared between collarbones, cheeks, and palms that knew exactly where to rest.
Valerie shifted just enough to ease her legs onto the bed, guiding Judy with her. The mattress dipped beneath them as they moved together, slow and quiet, like the moment itself didn’t want to be disturbed.
Judy pulled the blanket up over both of them, the fabric soft against bare skin, still holding a bit of warmth from earlier. She tucked herself in close, head resting where Valerie’s shoulder met her chest, one arm draped across her waist.
Valerie’s hand slid naturally to the small of her back, palm warm, steady. She kissed her just before the quiet could settle too deep lips brushing soft against Judy’s temple, then her cheek, then one slow kiss to her lips. Nothing rushed, or asking for more.
Judy returned it with the same rhythm, then let her forehead rest against Valerie’s. Goodnight mi amor,” she whispered.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just wrapped her arms around her fully, letting their bodies fall into that easy closeness they always found. Her voice came after a few breaths, soft and low near her ear.
“Goodnight, babe.”
The room didn’t shift. It didn’t need to.
Outside, the lake murmured under the breeze, the curtains moved with the breeze from the window, and the old wood beams above them held every sound like they’d heard it all before.
Wrapped up in each other, skin against skin, hearts quiet and steady, they let the peace stay just as it was.
Until sleep took them.
The bedroom stayed quiet, curtains drawn just enough to let in a ribbon of morning light. It caught across the blanket near Judy’s hip, soft and slow-moving, filtered through the trees outside. She hadn’t stirred. Still tucked deep beneath the covers, her arm curled up beneath her head, lips parted just slightly where her breath came steady.
Out in the kitchen, the air had already shifted.
Valerie moved with quiet purpose dressed in a soft black tank and worn pants, and the warm comfort of socks. Her freckled arms caught the early light through the side window above the sink, and a faint patch of steam curled toward her as the pan sizzled.
Bacon first laid in even strips across the skillet, the grease popping quietly. She kept the flame low, careful. The coffee pot had finished about two minutes earlier, its last hiss already fading. Two mugs sat near the edge of the counter hers already poured. Steam rose slowly.
She cracked three eggs into a bowl with one hand, yolks still intact, a sprinkle of salt whisked in with a flick of her wrist. The pan beside the bacon was already warming. She’d oiled it before anything else. No toaster. She had the bread slices laid flat in another skillet, flipping each with the tip of her fingers, thumb grazing the edge of the crust.
The scent was starting to fill the house now coffee, pan-seared toast, bacon just past crisp.
She glanced once toward the hallway, but it stayed still. No footsteps, or rustle of blankets. Judy slept with the kind of sleep where you didn’t wake to the world, you woke to hands, to quiet, to the smell of someone waiting.
Valerie shifted the toast to the plate, gave the bacon one more turn, and lowered the flame beneath the eggs.
The house didn’t make a sound, but it felt full windows cracked just enough to let in the breeze off the lake, the faint whistle of wind catching on the corner of the back deck. The record player in the living room was off, but the last note from last night still seemed to hum in the wood.
She poured the second mug.
Left it beside Judy’s, the handle turned just the way she liked.
Went back to the stove, calm and steady, letting the house breathe with her.
The eggs folded easily. Valerie didn’t rush them, just tilted the pan with one hand, spatula in the other, letting the edges curl up clean. The cheese had melted through by the time she slid the second omelet onto the plate beside the toast, the bacon stacked just enough to look like she hadn’t tried too hard.
She wiped her hands on the towel slung at her hip, the motion absent, practiced. The plate made a soft sound as she set it down. Then the second.
Judy’s mug sat beside it. Still untouched. Still sending up faint curls of steam.
Valerie leaned back against the counter for a moment, arms crossed over her chest, eyes on the bedroom doorway. No movement. Just that hush the house carried in the early part of the day before voices, before boots, before anyone started checking comms.
The wind outside shifted just enough to tap one of the porch chimes. Short, uneven. Like a conversation it didn’t finish.
Valerie poured herself a second cup and moved to the table, pulling out the chair with her hip. She sat without sound, mug cradled between both hands, elbows on the wood. The chair gave a slight groan as it settled under her weight, then nothing.
The lake shimmered faintly through the kitchen window flat, still, a soft layer of mist hovering just above the waterline like it hadn’t quite decided whether to rise or stay.
She just let the smell of toast, coffee, and cooked bacon fill the air around her, waiting for the soft creak of footsteps that hadn’t come yet.
There was no hurry.
The house had held its quiet long enough that when the sound came soft and half-muffled through the cracked bedroom door it landed like something familiar and good.
A groan, light and lazy, like it had rolled right out of the pillow. Then Judy’s voice followed, rough-edged but teasing.
“What happened to my sexy body pillow?”
Valerie smiled before she even turned her head.
She didn’t rush, just let the warmth of the coffee stay in her palms a moment longer, then lifted her voice enough to carry down the hall.
“Morning, sleepy beauty,” she called. “I made us some breakfast.”
There was a beat of silence. Then another low noise, something between a laugh and a sigh.
Valerie could picture her perfectly without even seeing her yet: hair a soft mess over one eye, blanket pulled up high, arm thrown across the sheets like she owned half the bed and was still debating if it was worth leaving it.
She stood from the table and moved toward the hallway, her socked feet silent against the wood floor. She leaned against the edge of the doorway, not quite inside yet.
“Coffee’s poured. Bacon’s still hot. You’ve got about ninety seconds before I start stealing bites.”
A rustle of covers answered her, then a faint thump Judy’s hand, probably missing the edge of the nightstand.
“You say that like I’m not already dreaming about toast,” Judy mumbled.
Valerie grinned, hand resting lightly on the doorframe, the scent of breakfast trailing behind her. “Then come get it.”
From inside the room came one more sleepy groan, exaggerated this time.
Judy groaned again, voice clearer this time as the blanket shifted. “You’re lucky I like your cooking,” she muttered, already sounding like she was halfway into deciding which sock to find first.
Valerie didn’t turn, just called back over her shoulder as she reached the table, her hand resting on the back of the chair. “And you’re lucky I still respond to cute whining before coffee.”
With that, Valerie turned back toward the kitchen, the soft sound of the sheets behind her finally shifting for real. The house began to wake.
The kitchen still held the quiet rhythm Valerie had carved into it coffee warm in the mug between her hands, eggs resting under folded toast, bacon just crisp enough to keep its shape. The plates had cooled slightly but the smell still clung to the air, layered with steam, salt, and that faint trail of butter she’d used to finish the eggs.
She didn’t look up right away when she heard the soft creak of the bedroom door, but she felt a shift in the house’s energy, like gravity had started moving toward the hallway instead of the window.
Judy's footsteps walked lightly across the floor.
Judy stepped into the doorway wearing her jeans and socks, her tank top bundled in one hand, loose hair still half-tucked over her shoulder in a lazy fall of pink and green. Her skin caught the light where it spilled in through the kitchen window, soft gold catching on the edges of her tattoos and the curve of her waist.
She didn’t say anything at first. Just smiled at Valerie, slow and quiet, then pulled the tank over her head with practiced ease, one arm, then the other, fabric falling into place with a light brush over her ribs.
Valerie watched her from the table, fingers still curled around her mug. Her voice came easy, low but steady with that warmth she never bothered to mask when it was just them.
“Only thing more beautiful than the sunrise,” she said, “is your eyes.”
Judy’s smirk softened. “Flirting before breakfast? Dangerous.”
Valerie motioned toward the chair across from her. “Worth the risk.”
Judy moved without a word, sliding into the chair, one foot curling up beneath her as she pulled the plate in closer. Her hand brushed Valerie’s for a moment as she reached for the toast.
The scrape of cutlery was soft. The kitchen stayed warm. Outside, a few birds had started calling in lazy, uneven bursts, nothing organized yet. The lake behind the window looked still, glassy, broken only by the breeze pressing ripples toward the dock.
Judy chewed slowly, eyes flicking up once over her mug. “You didn’t burn the toast.”
Valerie leaned back just a little, letting the chair creak under her weight. “I was motivated.”
Judy smiled into the rim of her cup, then took a sip, her shoulders relaxing with the first full taste of coffee.
They didn’t speak again for a few minutes.
Just sat there plates between them, feet brushing once beneath the table, the quiet kind that felt full instead of empty. The kind that didn’t need to be filled with anything but presence.
Judy tore off a corner of toast, dragging it through the yolk before popping it into her mouth. Her lashes still looked heavy from sleep, even with the morning light brushing across her face. She leaned back slightly in the chair, mug cradled in both hands, fingers tapping gently against the side.
Across from her, Valerie reached for another sip of coffee, the steam catching briefly across the freckles on her cheeks. She watched her for a moment just the way Judy’s shoulders sat easier now, not pulled tight like they used to be in the early years. Not bracing. Just soft, rested.
“I’m glad you slept in,” Valerie said, quiet but clear. “Made me happy seeing you sleeping peacefully like that. Not worrying. Just sleeping.”
Judy looked up, a bit of egg still on her fork. “You could’ve stayed with me,” she said, brow lifting. “The bed's still warm.”
Valerie gave a lopsided smile and leaned back in her chair, her tank riding up just slightly along her waist as she stretched.
“I thought about it,” she said, then set her mug down with a soft clink. “But the laundry pile was starting to look a little too self-aware. Figured I’d handle it before it achieved sentience and applied for residency.”
Judy grinned, chewing as she spoke. “So you’re saying we’re one towel away from hosting a third roommate?”
“Only if it starts folding itself,” Valerie muttered. “Then I’m outmatched.”
Judy chuckled, her foot nudging Valerie’s lightly under the table. “You could’ve let it wait. I wouldn’t have minded waking up with you.”
Valerie let the silence answer first. Just reached across the table, fingers brushing against Judy’s wrist for a second before curling around her own fork again.
“I’ll sleep in tomorrow,” she said after a beat, not teasing this time. “Promise.”
Judy didn’t press. She just nodded once and returned to her breakfast, foot still resting against Valerie’s. The house held steady around them, light catching across the plates, coffee cooling a little slower, the morning stretching out like it wasn’t in a hurry to get anywhere.
Valerie leaned her elbows onto the table, fork forgotten beside the plate. Her fingers laced around the warm ceramic of her mug again, turning it once between her palms as she looked at Judy not rushing, not searching, just taking her in.
The light from the window stretched farther now, gold catching faint on the strands of Judy’s hair as she sipped her coffee, one leg tucked up under her, posture loose in that way she only ever gave herself here.
Valerie smiled, quiet. “Think my mind’s still processing that I’m allowed to rest,” she said, voice low, steady. “That I can actually sleep in now.”
Judy’s gaze met hers over the rim of the mug, but she didn’t speak. Just waited, soft and listening.
Valerie’s thumb rubbed the side of her cup once. “Still got so many thoughts running through it,” she went on, breathing easing out between words. “Even now.”
Then the corner of her mouth curved into something smaller, wry and warm.
“Of course,” she added, “most of them are about you, Jude.”
Judy tilted her head, one brow lifting as she rested her cheek against her hand, elbow braced on the table. She didn’t say anything yet, but her eyes said she was ready for more.
Valerie smirked, the edge of it folding gently into her freckled cheek. “I think my mind just couldn’t settle down,” she said, “not with today ahead of us. Nothing on the docket but holding your hand while we look through crates of vegetables and overpriced candles at a dusty old market.”
Judy let out a slow breath that was almost a laugh. “Sounds exhausting,” she murmured.
Valerie chuckled, fingers sliding over the handle of her mug. “I know. The pressure.”
Judy leaned in a little, letting her foot nudge Valerie’s again under the table, more deliberate this time. “Are you sure you’re ready for that kind of freedom?”
Valerie’s voice dropped just enough to catch in the quiet space between them. “Not even a little,” she said, eyes steady on hers. “But I’d take that kind of chaos any day.”
The chime outside knocked once in the breeze. The house stayed still, warm, and steady.
Judy didn’t say anything right away. Just reached for the last slice of toast on her plate, dragging it slowly through the yolk that had started to cool at the edge. She turned it in her hand once, then looked up and leaned forward slightly, holding it out across the table.
“Here,” she said, her tone low, amused. “You did all the work.”
Valerie glanced at her, then at the toast, and leaned in with a small grin. She bit into the offered edge without using her hands, letting her teeth catch just enough crust to pull it clean. A little yolk smeared near the corner of her mouth, but she didn’t bother wiping it yet.
“Perfect just like you,” she said, still chewing, voice faintly muffled.
Judy smirked, pulling the rest back for herself. “Flirting with your mouth full,” she said, biting the opposite side.
Valerie licked the edge of her lip and sat back in her chair, eyes warm. “You offered.”
Judy gave a slow, playful shrug and finished the last bite, then wiped her fingers against the napkin folded near her mug. “Alright,” she said, tapping the table once with her hand, light. “How about we finish up then I’ll help you fold the laundry.”
Valerie raised a brow, a bit of a smirk playing at the corner of her mouth. “Are you volunteering, or did one of the towels start talking to you too?”
Judy tilted her head. “I made eye contact with the sock pile. It blinked first.”
Valerie laughed softly, stood from her chair with her mug in one hand, and leaned over to press a kiss to Judy’s cheek. “Teamwork it is.”
Judy reached up to catch her wrist gently before she moved away, thumb brushing across the inside where her pulse beat soft and steady. “Only if you let me fold the shirts wrong.”
“I wouldn’t dream of correcting you,” Valerie murmured, brushing a strand of hair behind Judy’s ear before stepping back toward the sink.
The dishes could wait a little longer. So could the laundry, but the morning was holding steady, and they had time.
Valerie set her mug in the sink, the ceramic landing with that soft, hollow sound it always made against the basin. She didn’t rinse it yet just let the warmth of the coffee linger on her hands a little longer. The bacon plate was nearly empty now, just a few crumbs and one piece Judy had very intentionally left for her. She smiled, grabbed it on the way past, and popped it into her mouth without ceremony.
Judy leaned back in her chair, her foot stretching out lazily until it tapped against Valerie’s calf. “That better not count as doing dishes.”
Valerie looked over her shoulder. “You want breakfast and choreography?”
Judy grinned. “I want you to sit back down for a second.”
Valerie did no hesitation. Chair creaked faintly as she settled back in, one knee brushing against Judy’s beneath the table. Her hand found Judy’s without needing to search for it, their fingers linking automatically, palms fitting the same way they always did when the world felt still.
“Just didn’t want to move yet,” Judy murmured, thumb brushing slow across Valerie’s knuckles. “House is quiet. Coffee’s still warm. You’re right here.”
Valerie squeezed her hand gently. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Judy nodded once, then glanced down at their fingers. “Good,” she said softly, “because I really don’t care how long the laundry’s been waiting. I just… kinda like this.”
Valerie leaned in, brushing her freckled cheek against Judy’s hair, her voice low near her ear. “We’ll fold it together. Then maybe hang around the dock a bit before we head into town.”
Judy hummed in response, closing her eyes briefly. “Only if you promise not to race me to the folding table.”
Valerie kissed her temple again, breath warm against skin, then stood slowly, giving Judy’s hand one last squeeze before letting go.
“I’d win,” she said over her shoulder as she reached for the plates.
Judy leaned back in her chair, eyes following her, the hint of a smirk playing at her lips. “I know how to stop you in your tracks,” she said lightly, brushing a crumb off her thigh.
Valerie glanced back, already stacking silverware. “That’s why I married you.”
The plates clinked gently as she stacked them. The window breeze picked up just enough to lift the corner of the napkin on the table. The morning, still golden and slow, waited patiently as they moved together through it, no rush, no noise. Just the rhythm of a life they’d built.
Valerie brought the plates to the sink without a word, her movements unhurried. The faucet groaned once before the stream evened out, warm water slipping over porcelain as steam curled faint into the kitchen air. She rolled her shoulders back, muscle memory taking over plate, rinse, set aside. Forks tapped gently against the side of the basin, one after another.
Behind her, Judy stood, slow and quiet. She stretched once, arms overhead, the hem of her tank lifting just enough to show the curve of her stomach before falling back into place. She rubbed a hand through her hair as she crossed the kitchen, soft steps across warm wood.
“I’ll dry,” she said, already reaching for the towel slung over the oven handle.
Valerie didn’t glance over. Just handed her the first plate. “You always say that like I’d say no.”
Judy took it, towel open and ready, leaning her hip against the counter beside her. “Still polite to ask.”
They worked in tandem Valerie passing, Judy drying. The kitchen filled with quiet clicks and soft cloth sounds, water still running low. The window above the sink cracked open just enough to let the breeze in, lifting the scent of coffee and toast from the corners of the room.
Judy turned slightly, brushing her shoulder against Valerie’s as she reached for the next fork. “Have you ever thought about switching sides?”
Valerie arched her brow. “You mean me drying?”
Judy turned slightly, brushing her shoulder against Valerie’s as she reached for the next fork. “I mean,” she said, glancing sideways with a small grin, “you letting me wash. Switching it up.”
Valerie handed her the next dish without missing a beat. “Dangerous territory.”
Judy smirked, setting the plate down. “I live for danger.”
Valerie’s mouth twitched. “Then you’re on folding duty after this.”
Judy shook her head as she reached for the last spoon, towel still in hand. “Should’ve kept my mouth shut,” she muttered, but her smirk stayed right where it was.
They kept moving small touches at the elbow, hands brushing at the handoff, the quiet rhythm of years settled into domestic breath. The last mug passed between them, still warm from the second cup.
Judy dried it without a word and set it down upside-down on the counter, then leaned into Valerie, shoulder pressed into her side.
“All clear,” she said.
Valerie clicked off the faucet and shook her hands dry, reaching for the towel but letting Judy finish the last bit for her.
The dishes were done. The house smelled like breakfast, and the morning still belonged to them.
The bedroom was still cool from the night, curtains drawn just enough to keep the light soft, angled across the edge of the bed. Valerie had already pulled the laundry baskets in earlier two of them lined up at the foot, folded down with tops open, towels stacked on one side, clothes sorted and waiting.
They moved without talking much. Judy tugged open a dresser drawer with her foot, the sound low and familiar. Valerie peeled off toward the closet, her hands working on muscle memory shirts sorted by season, jeans stacked by use. No system anyone else would make sense of, but she knew every stitch in there by feeling alone.
The towels were gone in a blink, the closet door swinging shut with a quiet click. Judy had the last few shirts folded in her style, not military corners, but neat enough. She slid them into the drawer one at a time, smoothing the top of the stack with the flat of her hand.
She didn’t hear Valerie step up behind her.
Didn’t register the shift in air until arms wrapped around her waist, slow and sure, Valerie’s body pressing close. Bare skin met fabric at her lower back, warm and steady. Judy smiled without turning, her hands pausing where they hovered near the drawer.
Valerie leaned in, breath brushing just beneath her ear. She didn’t speak, just pressed a kiss to the inked rose at the curve of Judy’s neck, soft and unhurried. Her lips moved slowly along the edge of the tattoo, the gesture more presence than anything else.
Judy’s head tilted slightly, giving her the space. One hand came up, resting lightly on Valerie’s forearm where it crossed her waist.
“Laundry ambush?” she murmured, voice quiet, pleased.
Valerie smiled against her skin. “I fold, you bloom.”
Judy let out a soft breath, her eyes slipping shut for just a second as she leaned back into the warmth behind her.
The drawer stayed open, the house stayed quiet, and neither of them moved to close the moment.
Valerie didn’t loosen her hold. Her arms stayed locked gently around Judy’s waist, her cheek brushing against the side of her head now, the curve where pink and green strands spilled soft across her shoulder.
Judy’s hand moved slowly along the length of Valerie’s forearm, thumb tracing the lines of muscle there in quiet rhythm. Her breathing had settled into something slower, deeper like her body knew there was nothing to guard against, nothing waiting outside the moment.
“You always sneak up like that when I’m being productive?” she asked softly, voice still close to sleep even though she was fully awake now.
Valerie smiled, her mouth brushing the shell of Judy’s ear before she spoke. “Only when it’s working.”
Judy let out a quiet huff, but she didn’t move. “I was almost done.”
“You are done.” Valerie’s hands slid a little lower, pulling her in until their hips met. “Drawer’s open. Shirt’s away. Moment earned.”
Judy turned her head slightly, just enough for her nose to nudge against Valerie’s cheek. “So what now?”
Valerie pressed another kiss to the back of her neck, softer this time, right where the tattoo faded into skin. “Now I hold you until I’m ready to let go.”
Judy’s voice dipped low, all warmth. “You always say that like it’s an option.”
Valerie didn’t answer, just pulled her closer, their bodies falling into the space like they’d lived there forever. The basket sat empty behind them, the closet door cracked, the drawer still halfway open. But the room held.
Outside, the breeze tugged at the porch swing chain.
Inside, it was quiet, and in the stillness, wrapped in each other’s warmth, neither of them moved yet.
Valerie’s arms didn’t shift, just held steady around Judy’s waist, her chest pressed close against her back. The heat between them wasn’t sharp, just a slow, quiet kind that stayed. Her lips brushed along the line of Judy’s shoulder, the kiss landing just over the red spiderweb ink there soft, deliberate.
She breathed in faintly, the scent of her skin still carrying traces of sleep, steam, and faint vanilla from the lotion they shared.
“Still want to sit on the dock before the market?” Valerie murmured, voice low, right against her shoulder.
Judy’s hand found hers again at her waist, fingers curling over Valerie’s knuckles, thumb brushing along the back of her hand. She didn’t speak right away, just leaned back a little more into the hold, chin dipping in thought.
Valerie nodded against her skin, lips brushing the red web as she grinned. “I’ll bring the thermos,” she murmured, tone dipping slyly. “You bring the lazy.”
Judy let out a soft scoff, her fingers squeezing Valerie’s where they sat over her stomach. “Excuse you,” she said, glancing back just enough to catch the edge of her smirk. “I bring the charm. You bring the lazy.”
Valerie kissed her shoulder again, slower this time. “Babe, if I’m holding you like this, that’s called earned rest.”
Judy grinned. “That’s called stalling.”
Valerie hummed into her skin. “It’s called savoring. Totally different.”
Judy didn’t argue. She just leaned back a little deeper into the hold, a smile still curling at her lips. “Mm. I’ll allow it.”
The room stayed still around them, morning light brushing across the wall behind the bed, the scent of warm fabric and lake air lingering faint in the quiet.
Neither of them let go just yet. The dock could wait a minute.
Valerie shifted just enough to hook her chin over Judy’s shoulder, arms still snug around her waist. “Generous of you,” she murmured, the smile still in her voice. “Guess that means I’m off folding duty next time too?”
Judy tilted her head, giving her that sideways glance the one that always landed somewhere between amused and full of trouble. “Don’t push your luck.”
Valerie kissed her neck again, right where the spiderweb ink thinned toward the edge of her collarbone. “It was worth a shot.”
Judy’s hands slid over Valerie’s forearms, her thumbs brushing slowly along freckled skin. “Are we heading out in five?”
Valerie nodded into the curve of her shoulder. “Mm-hmm. Long as you don’t stop every ten feet to try on someone’s vintage jacket.”
Judy smiled. “Not my fault you fall in love every time I wear denim.”
Valerie didn’t deny it.
She just leaned back far enough to nudge Judy toward the bed gently, hands staying at her hips. “Get your boots, beautiful. The sun's already climbing. Let’s go sit with it.”
Judy gave a little stretch, twisting just enough to press a kiss to Valerie’s cheek. “Only ‘cause you asked nicely.”
Judy sat on the edge of the bed as she slid on her boots. Valerie’s eyes followed, not in a rush as put her boots on. The moment still hung in the room, soft and playful, steady as the light climbing the bedroom wall.
The dock was waiting. So was the market, but first came the warmth between them.
Judy stood and stretched once, arms overhead, the hem of her tank lifting just enough to tease. “Bet I get there first,” she said, already turning toward the hallway with a grin.
Valerie raised a brow winking. “Mmhm. Sure you will.”
Judy was halfway down the hall before Valerie stepped out behind her, their footsteps soft against the floorboards. The smell of breakfast still clung faintly in the air, coffee, toast, and just a hint of bacon as they reached the kitchen.
Valerie reached for the thermos from the upper cabinet second one in, tucked beside the old tin of tea; neither of them touched unless one of them got sick. She twisted the lid off with one hand, steady and familiar, and filled it with what was left in the pot. The coffee still held its heat, steam curling up as she poured. She screwed the lid on tight, gave it a quick tap against her palm, then followed Judy toward the door, the weight of it solid in her grip.
Judy reached for the back door first but didn’t open it, just leaned into the frame with a playful glance over her shoulder. “Are you locking it or trusting the sock pile to guard the house?”
Judy laughed as they stepped out onto the back deck. Valerie stood beside her, locking the door. “They’ve unionized. I’m not taking chances.”
The warmth hit instantly, sunlight already stretched wide over the yard, air soft and clean, not a trace of wind except for the faint stir through the trees.
Their boots made quiet thuds across the wood planks. Judy moved first, half-skipping down the first two steps before glancing back. “You sure you’re not racing?”
Valerie took her time with the steps, thermos swinging lightly in one hand. “Pretty sure. But I’m not above catching up just to win.”
Judy grinned and turned back toward the dock, her pace easy now, hair catching a little light as it moved with her. Valerie followed close behind, her eyes trailing the sway of Judy’s hips, the soft crunch of grass beneath their feet as they moved past the edge of the yard and toward the water.
The lake was still just a few ripples moving across the surface like it was breathing slow. The dock waited with that same quiet pull it always had.
Judy stepped onto the boards first, the faint creak greeting her like an old friend. She dropped down near the edge, legs out in front of her, palms resting back behind her on the warm wood.
Valerie joined her a beat later, setting the thermos between them before she eased down beside her, thigh pressing lightly against hers.
Judy didn’t say anything at first. Just leaned into her, chin tipped toward the sun.
Valerie poured two cups. The market could wait a little longer.
The coffee smelled stronger in the open air, steam rising lazy from the rim as Valerie handed one of the cups over. Judy took it without looking, fingers brushing lightly against hers. Her eyes stayed half-closed, lashes catching the sunlight as she brought the mug to her lips.
Valerie rested her free hand behind her on the dock, fingers splayed against the warm wood. The breeze rolled in off the lake just enough to stir a few strands of hair across her face. She didn’t bother brushing them away.
They sat like that for a while, quietly stretching out around them with no pressure, no schedule. Just the soft lapping of water against the dock, the occasional birdcall drifting from the tree line, and the sound of Judy’s sip followed by a quiet hum of approval.
Valerie glanced sideways, her voice low. “That good, huh?”
Judy turned toward her, a little smile curling up at the edge. “It’s the company.”
Valerie leaned in and bumped her shoulder, their legs pressed side by side. “No place I'd rather be than beside you.”
Judy took another sip, this one slower, then let the cup rest against her knee. “We don’t get mornings like this often,” she said softly.
Valerie didn’t look away from the water. “We do now.”
Judy nodded once, her foot swinging gently off the edge of the dock, and the moment held.
Judy reached down and skimmed her fingertips across the dock, tracing a thin line of pollen stuck along the edge. The wood was warm beneath her palm, sun-soaked and familiar, carrying the weight of years beneath them.
She shifted slightly, letting her shoulder rest more fully against Valerie’s. “You think the market’s gonna be packed?”
Valerie took a slow sip before answering. “Depends on if the pie vendor’s back.”
Judy smirked, not lifting her eyes from the water. “So yes.”
Valerie tilted her head, letting it rest gently against Judy’s. “Just means we get there early. Find the shady stalls first. Maybe split something sweet if you ask real nice.”
Judy hummed like she was considering it, but her voice was already soft with agreement. “You always go for sweets when we’ve already got coffee.”
“I go for sweet,” Valerie said, “because I’ve got you next to me and I’m smart enough not to ruin a good streak.”
Judy didn’t answer, just nudged her knee softly into Valerie’s, the movement slow, easy.
The sun climbed higher, light stretching across the lake like it was trying to reach them. Neither of them moved just yet.
The warmth held between them, sunlight catching faintly on the ripples where the dock met the water. A dragonfly skimmed past, wings humming low before disappearing somewhere into the tall grass behind the shed. Judy traced another faint curve into the pollen trail with her fingertip, the motion slow, thoughtful.
“I’ve been thinking,” she said after a moment, her voice not breaking the quiet so much as folding into it. “We should find something for that empty space in the living room.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, not pulling away, just enough to glance at her profile. “The corner where Sera’s bookshelf used to be?”
Judy nodded once. “It’s just sitting there now. All that light, nothing leaning into it. Feels too... blank. Like the house forgot she moved out.”
Valerie took another sip of coffee, her thumb rubbing gently along the curve of the cup. “You want plants? Chair? Something retro?”
“Maybe,” Judy said. “Not sure yet. Just... something with a little life to it. Something that belongs to us.”
Valerie let that settle for a beat, eyes drifting back toward the lake. “We’ll keep an eye out today.”
Judy leaned her shoulder into her again, softer this time. “Doesn’t have to be big. Just right.”
They didn’t say more on it. The idea hung there between them, quiet and easy, like it already belonged to the house they just hadn’t brought it home yet.
Valerie finished her cup, set it down between them with a faint clink of ceramic on wood. “You ready?”
Judy tilted her head, eyes still half on the water. “Think I’m getting there.”
Valerie bumped her knee again, light and slow. “Come on, sleepy beauty. Before the shady stalls are gone and the candles start melting.”
Judy smiled, brushing a hand down Valerie’s thigh as she stood. “You’re the one who takes forever to pick a scent.”
“That’s because I commit to it,” Valerie said, rising to her feet with a quiet stretch. “You pick by color like we’re not going to be stuck with it for six months.”
Judy grabbed the thermos, without missing a beat. “If it’s ugly, we hide it in the bathroom.”
Valerie didn’t argue, just reached for her hand as they stepped off the dock, fingers lacing through hers like it had always been that simple.
They moved slowly at first, feet brushing through the short grass that edged along the dock path, Judy’s fingers still loosely curled in Valerie’s. The thermos swung lightly against her hip with each step, tapping a quiet rhythm against the seam of her jeans.
The sun had settled into a steady warmth now, not harsh just full. The kind that soaked through clothes and caught in hair, gold brushing over the treetops and the gravel underfoot.
Valerie didn’t say anything as they rounded the curve behind the house, the breeze trailing along the back deck again, lifting one of the empty chairs just enough to creak before it settled. She glanced at it but didn’t stop walking, her hand tightening slightly around Judy’s.
They passed the kitchen window where the curtain swayed soft, just enough to catch a flash of clean plates left on the drying rack inside. The scent of fresh earth rolled in from the patch of garden near the garage soil still damp from the early sprinkler cycle.
Judy stepped up onto the narrow stones that lined the garden’s edge, balancing for a few strides before hopping down again with a soft thud beside Valerie.
Judy stepped up onto the narrow stones that lined the garden’s edge, balancing for a few strides before hopping down again with a soft thud beside Valerie.
“You could’ve held my hand for that,” she said, teasing.
Valerie glanced sideways, her smile folding in slow. “You always say that.”
Judy bumped her lightly with her shoulder. “And you always say you’d catch me.”
Valerie’s fingers laced tighter through hers, voice low and certain. “That’s ‘cause I always would.”
They rounded the last stretch of the side path, the gravel widening beneath their boots as the front of the garage came into view clean, siding catching the light, and just beside it, the truck parked at an angle under the stretch of shade from the old pine.
Judy reached out and gave the front tire a light slap as they passed. “Still running?”
Valerie pulled the keys from her pocket, twirling them once. “Still purrs.”
The truck looked the way it always did this time of year dirt-dusted but reliable, sun-bleached in places. Just enough space for whatever they might find at the market.
Valerie unlocked the passenger side and swung the door open for her, hand resting on the frame.
Judy didn’t climb in right away. Just leaned a shoulder against the door and looked at her.
“You really think we’ll find something for that space?”
Valerie met her eyes, steady. “I think we’ll find something that belongs here.”
Judy nodded, then slipped into the seat without another word.
Valerie closed the door behind her with a quiet click before heading around to the driver’s side.
The ride into town didn’t take long. They rolled the windows down before they even hit the city limits, warm wind pulling through the cab, tousling Judy’s hair and trailing through Valerie’s braid blew in the wind. Music hummed low from the dash of one of Valerie’s older mixes, something rock and full of dust, sliding soft beneath the rumble of the engine.
The outskirts of Klamath Falls stretched out wide before narrowing into rows of signs and scattered stalls. Dirt turned to patchy pavement. Retro flags flapped loose on wire poles that leaned more from age than wind.
They pulled into the gravel lot across from the market’s main entrance just shy of the old diner with the hand-painted “Slush Still Works” sign hanging at an angle above the awning. The Retro Slush stand sat just beyond it, already open, an ice machine humming beside the trailer window. A girl with gold lipstick and a pixie cut was pouring something electric blue into a tall cup.
Judy leaned on the open door for a second before stepping out, her boots crunching gravel as she glanced toward the center of the sprawl. “Looks bigger than last time.”
Valerie grabbed a bag from the truck before she closed her door behind her, keys spinning once around her finger before she pocketed them. “We will have to grab some later.”
They crossed through the front vendor stretch, where canvas tents had sprung up between the old storefronts. A record stall to their left had bins of cracked sleeves labels faded and handwritten. Across from it, an older couple was hanging up dreamcatchers and jewelry made from salvaged chrome and stone.
Somewhere nearby, someone was frying dough. The scent cut warm through the breeze.
They walked slow, hand in hand without needing to talk, their steps easy across the sun-dappled path that cut through the outer ring of booths. Kids darted through gaps in the crowds, chasing each other with sticky palms and half-eaten sweets. A weathered speaker near the bookseller’s stall played low oldies with strings and a voice that sounded like it had gravel in its lungs.
The park in the middle still held its wide patch of grass, trimmed just enough to look cared for but not fussed over. A few families had laid out blankets, and someone had tied helium balloons to the back of a bench where a dog lay panting in the shade.
Judy slowed near the edge of the grass, scanning the circle of tents and stalls beyond it. “Alright,” she said, voice low. “Where do we start?”
Valerie nodded toward a booth two rows ahead faded plastic tubs stacked high with old tech. Console shells, broken keyboard parts, and something that might’ve once been a radio if you tilted your head right.
“Over there,” she said. “That vendor always has parts people forget existed.”
Judy smirked. “You just want to dig.”
Valerie squeezed her hand once, eyes forward. “You love when I dig.”
With that, they made their way in, shoulder to shoulder beneath the awnings, sun still chasing them across the seams. The market had opened itself wide.
They had time to find whatever might be waiting.
She reached deeper into the bin, the sharp scent of oxidized metal rising up as she shifted a stack of ziplocked cables and pulled something heavy from the bottom. Beige plastic. Rounded edges. Scuffed, but intact. She turned it in her hands slowly, the weight familiar.
“Super Nintendo,” she said, almost under her breath.
Judy knelt beside her now, eyes catching on the console in her hands. “No way.”
Valerie ran her thumb along the faded power switch, the label still legible despite the years. “Needs cleaning. Maybe a solder check.”
Judy grinned. “But it’s real.”
Valerie nodded once, quiet satisfaction pulling at the corner of her mouth. “Could look good in that living room corner.”
Judy leaned in a little closer, her voice lower. “You want to make it a surprise?”
Valerie met her eyes, the answer already clear. “Yeah,” she said. “Let’s.”
She set the console aside for a moment, reached into her back pocket for the folded bills, and handed them to the vendor with a small nod. He barely glanced up, tapped something on his tablet, then motioned toward the stack of padded totes near the edge of the stall.
Valerie packed it herself, wrapping the console in a folded flannel from the bottom of her bag. Judy stayed close, her hand brushing Valerie’s shoulder lightly once the vendor moved on to help someone else.
They stepped away together, the soft hum of the market folding in around them again. Judy passed her a stick of fried dough wrapped in wax paper, dusted with sugar.
“Thought you might need a reward,” she said, nudging her elbow gently.
Valerie took a bite, her smile hidden behind the edge of the wax paper. “You’re spoiling me.”
Judy bumped her hip, soft. “That’s the idea.”
The crowd moved on around them, stalls shifting, light settling differently through the canvas above while they walked forward, something new tucked under Valerie’s arm, already waiting to become part of home. The last of the treat being devoured.
A few tables down, the air changed less wires and busted speakers, more sun-faded cover art and sticker-labeled cases stacked half out of order. The folding tables creaked under the weight of old milk crates packed with DVDs, dusty VHS sleeves, loose jewel cases. The smell of sun-warmed plastic and cardboard glue hung just thick enough to feel familiar.
Valerie veered first, her hand drifting toward a crate marked “MOVIES / SORTED?” in a permanent marker that had long started to fade. Her fingers flipped through the titles with an easy rhythm thumb pressing against the top corner, sleeves sliding back with that soft plastic whisper.
“Odd Thomas,” she murmured, holding the case up toward the light. The corner was cracked, but the disc looked clean through the window.
Judy glanced over from the next table. “Is that the one with the pancakes and ghost people?”
Valerie smiled. “The one with the boots and sarcasm. Same difference.”
She tucked it under her arm, then pulled a few more titles loose Army of Darkness, with the cover barely hanging on, and Arcane, the full first season in a hard plastic case with a circular “LIMITED RUN” sticker across the front.
Judy let her eyes wander as Valerie kept flipping, then drifted two tables over where a beat-up storage tote labeled “BD Cartridges – Mixed” had been shoved beneath a rack of dented blu-rays.
She knelt without hesitation, brushing the corner of her boot against the edge of the tarp. The bin smelled like old solder and attic dust, but her hand had already found the first label.
Super Metroid.
She blinked, turned it over clean. No cracked shell, no scribbled names.
Mario Kart.
Then Donkey Kong Country. Zombies Ate My Neighbors. Final Fight. Super Mario World.
Her grin started before she even realized it was tight, crooked, warm across her whole face. She held the stack up in both hands like she was presenting treasure.
“Babe,” she said, not loud, just enough to carry. “You’re not gonna believe what I just found.”
Valerie glanced over, brow lifted. When she saw the games, her mouth parted just slightly.
“No way.”
Judy nodded, still crouched beside the tote, cartridges fanned out in her hands like a deck of relics. “They’re real. And they’re ours.”
Valerie stepped over, leaned down, and kissed her temple quick, warm, full of pride. “Guess the living room corner just got its soul back.”
Judy stood, gently stacking the cartridges into their bag like they were glass.
They didn’t need to say more. The moment said it for them.
Valerie paid the vendor without hesitation, peeling the folded bills from her back pocket and exchanging them with a quiet nod. The man behind the table barely glanced up from his portable fan, just grunted something close to thanks and waved them on.
Judy held the bag now, one arm looped through the strap, the weight of the cartridges soft and solid against her hip. They walked slowly again, letting the crowd fold in around them, the sharp scent of grilled onions catching in the air somewhere ahead, mixed with cinnamon and fryer oil. A little girl darted past chasing a rubber ball, her laughter high and quick, trailed by a winded dad in a sun-faded tank top.
They moved past another stall selling hand-carved wooden kitchen sets, past a corner table where old paperbacks leaned against each other like exhausted travelers, and then rounded into a narrow alley of fabric and folding mirrors. The clothing vendors.
Racks swayed gently in the breeze denim jackets, patched flannel, band tees faded from too many washes and sun. A vintage clothing stand sat near the corner, two mannequins posed like they were mid-argument under a crooked beach umbrella.
Valerie slowed first. Her head tilted, then her shoulders shook once, and she laughed.
Judy followed her gaze.
On the mannequins: two black shirts. One said, “I defend my snacks with honor.”
The other: “I’m Snacks.”
Judy covered her mouth with the back of her hand, trying not to lose it right there. Valerie was already doubled over, one hand on her hip, the other pointing. “They’re perfect,” she managed, through laughter.
Judy nudged her in the side, playful. “We still haven’t fully recovered from your coffee hats and you’re ready for chaos again?”
Valerie wiped under her eye, still grinning. “That was coordinated chaos. This is pure art.”
Judy shook her head, but the smirk on her face betrayed her. “You’re gonna wear ‘I’m Snacks,’ aren’t you?”
Valerie stepped up to the rack beside the display and started flipping through the sizes. “Nah,” she said. “You are.”
Judy raised a brow. “So you’re defending me now?”
Valerie looked over her shoulder with a wink. “Always have been.”
Just like that, the shirts were coming home with them too.
Valerie held both shirts up side by side, sleeves drooping slightly in the heat. “We can alternate,” she said, grinning as she passed I’m Snacks over to Judy. “Keep people guessing.”
Judy took it, turning it in her hands like she was trying to decide if it was brilliant or a terrible mistake, and already knew it was both. “We’ll confuse everyone at the next Clan gathering .”
Valerie was already flipping through another rack, fingers brushing over soft cotton and sun-faded prints. “Perfect,” she said. “They’ll be too busy trying to figure out which one of us is snacks to argue about fuel rations.”
Judy snorted, holding up a deep red tank with a stitched neckline and subtle black print down one side, something older, pre-collapse maybe, but still clean. “This one’s got a vibe,” she murmured, glancing toward Valerie without lifting it too high.
Valerie nodded once. “Throw it in.”
They moved together along the back rack where a few sleeveless jackets hung near the pole. Most were stiff and torn, but Judy found one with clean seams and a chain loop stitched across the left shoulder. She tugged it off the hanger and folded it over her arm.
Valerie held up a soft black crop hoodie ripped at the hem, faded purple stitching along the hood. “For Sera?”
Judy smiled. “Definitely. Will look nice on her.”
They kept adding two more tanks, a pair of cutoff gloves Valerie found in a clearance basket, and a lightweight gray scarf Judy half-shrugged about but didn’t put back.
By the time they circled to the front of the stall, Valerie’s tote was half-full again, balanced carefully over the vintage console still wrapped at the bottom.
She glanced toward the vendor, an older woman in mirrored shades sitting on a camping stool, counting bills from another sale. Valerie stepped up and passed over the folded pile, giving a small nod as she reached into her back pocket.
“Got it?” Judy murmured, shifting the bag off her shoulder.
Valerie handed over the cash, easy. “Yeah. Good deal for all of it.”
The vendor gave a quiet thanks and nodded toward a stack of reused paper bags, but Valerie waved it off, already repacking their finds back into her tote shirts folded over the scarf, gloves tucked between the tanks.
Judy passed her the last piece I’m Snacks, folded with a little more care than necessary. “Now it’s official.”
Judy’s fingers brushed hers as they stepped away from the stand, the shirts rustling softly in the bag between them.
The breeze picked up again as they walked, and the smell of grilled peaches drifted through the row. Somewhere nearby, a portable speaker played a lo-fi track with too much bass, rattling faint over the hum of the crowd.
They walked easy shoulder to shoulder, half-sunlit, the market unfolding around them with nowhere they had to be.
The breeze had picked up just enough to keep the sun from sitting too heavy on their shoulders, loose canvas flapping gently overhead as they slipped back into the heart of the market. Rows of stalls curved and bent around the central park like a slow spiral edges unevenly, voices rising and falling in clusters that drifted and disappeared with every step.
Valerie adjusted the weight of the bag on her shoulder, the fabric creaking faintly with every shift. Judy walked beside her, one hand hooked casually in her back pocket, sunglasses finally slid down from her head and into place.
They didn’t talk much for a while. Just wandered.
A stall selling wind chimes made from rusted cutlery clinked soft in the shade of a draped tarp, the light catching on the worn edges of spoons bent into spirals and forks that swayed like silver leaves. Valerie reached out, ran her fingers along one shaped like a feather, then let it sway again without taking it.
A few tents down, a young couple were selling old field maps and cracked compasses out of a repurposed ammo crate. Judy picked one up, turning it slowly in her hand glass cloudy but the needle still twitching with the faint pull of the earth.
"Still works," she murmured.
Valerie leaned in just enough to see the dial move. “Barely,” she said. “Like me before coffee.”
Judy smiled and set it gently back in the crate.
They passed a row of plant vendors next, tables blooming with overgrown succulents and mismatched ceramic pots painted in clumsy flowers and spray-paint swirls. A cactus in the shape of a middle finger sat front and center with a “Do Not Touch” sign taped below it.
Valerie snorted. “That one’s got Sera energy.”
Judy nodded. “Yeah, if it had a jacket.”
They kept walking, weaving through the next lane as the music changed again, this time a handheld speaker playing old funk, half distorted and half perfect, echoing faint off a wall behind the food stalls. The scent of smoked corn and grilled peaches came with it, pulling soft through the air.
Judy slowed near a table with stacks of fabric rolls, some printed, some just worn denim and canvas in careful bundles. Her fingers brushed across a faded purple strip that reminded her faintly of an old couch they used to crash on when the clan lived leaner.
Valerie watched her for a moment, then glanced toward the next table. “That corner of the house might need a new throw.”
Judy didn’t look away from the fabric. “It might,” she said, voice soft.
They moved again. No urgency. Just steps taken in a place that breathed beside them.
Here, in the warmth of the market, wrapped in soft voices and the scent of dust and peaches, the world didn’t ask anything of them.
For now, they gave nothing but presence.
The path bent slightly, curving around the far end of the park where the trees cast longer shadows. A few kids were running across the grass, their laughter skipping ahead of them as they passed a chalkboard easel that read “Live Music at Noon – Weather Permitting” in crooked letters. A guitar case sat nearby, open and empty, its felt lining sun-bleached and fraying at the edges.
Judy slowed again near a booth tucked close to the tree line half-hidden behind a larger produce tent. It was narrow, more crate than table, but filled with small leather goods: hand-stitched pouches, coin purses, aged wallets still soft at the fold. No signs. Just a cardboard box lid with a handwritten note that said: Pay What Feels Right.
She reached out and picked up a small trifold black with a worn red seam, the stitching slightly uneven. “This feels like something Panam would’ve carried,” she said, holding it up so Valerie could see. “Back when she still thought duct tape was a lifestyle.”
Valerie chuckled, eyes scanning the rest of the table. “Back when we all did.”
She didn’t pick anything up, just watched Judy run her thumb along the edge of the wallet, the kind of absent gesture that always gave her away when she was thinking. A moment passed. Then Judy gently set it back in the box, fingertips lingering just a beat too long.
Valerie didn’t say anything about it.
They kept moving.
Further down, the stands began to thin a natural lull between the high-traffic rows and the back end where the older vendors camped out in lawn chairs behind folding tables covered in loose tools, antique kitchen junk, handmade jewelry, and bundles of old cloth napkins no one ever bought.
They stopped at a stall with a metal tray of painted pins rusted backing, enamel chipped in the corners, but still bright. Cartoon ghosts, band logos, a faded patch that said “Ask Me About My Ramen” in bold embroidered thread.
Valerie picked it up, flipped it once in her palm. “Think this one goes on the guitar strap?”
Judy leaned close, voice low. “Only if it earns a song.”
Valerie tucked it into her back pocket. “Then I guess we’ll see.”
Judy handed the vendor a bill with a smile.
The sky overhead had shifted from gold to clear blue, the sun riding higher now. The market wasn’t crowded yet, but the pulse of it was steady footsteps over gravel, the occasional laugh behind a tent wall, the flutter of paper fans beating back the heat.
Judy turned slightly as they stepped past the last of the enamel pins, her shoulder brushing Valerie’s arm. The weight of the market bag had shifted again, tugging slightly at her side, and she adjusted it without thinking, hand settling on the strap as she looked over.
She smiled, slow and sure. “Let’s drop the loot off at the truck,” she said, thumb flicking back in the direction they came from. “Then grab some Slushies. It's almost noon so we can catch the show.”
Valerie’s eyes flicked toward the chalkboard they’d passed earlier, still angled toward the park. The wind had knocked it crooked again. “You just want the blue raspberry brain freeze.”
Judy smirked. “You just want to lean on me dramatically when your lemon-lime one kicks in.”
Valerie shrugged, deadpan. “Tradition’s tradition.”
They turned back through the main row, slipping between a couple hauling a plant in a cart held together with bungee cords and a vendor trying to untangle a wind chime from his hat. Judy shifted the bag higher on her shoulder, and Valerie reached over once to steady it before letting her hand fall back to hers.
The truck came into view again just beyond the last curve of vendor stalls, the tires coated in a fresh layer of kicked-up gravel from the morning rush. Valerie unlocked the door, and they took a moment by the tailgate Judy opening the back while Valerie carefully slid the tote down inside, arranging it so nothing inside shifted.
The Super Nintendo, the game cartridges, DVD’s, the matching shirts, even the pin all tucked neatly into the corner. The kind of haul that would be unpacked slowly later, with coffee and a playlist playing through the kitchen speaker. She tucked the flannel blanket under her arm.
Valerie closed the tailgate with a solid thunk and turned, brushing her hand across the back of Judy’s arm as they stepped away.
Back near the front, the Retro Slush stand was already gathering a line of kids arguing over flavors, someone with purple already staining their teeth, the shaved ice machine wheezing faintly over the hum of the crowd. The scent of syrup hung thick in the warm air, sugary and nostalgic.
Judy nudged Valerie gently. “You’re getting lemon-lime.”
Valerie raised a brow. “And you’re not sharing?”
Judy grinned. “Not if you make that face again when it hits your sinuses.”
Valerie leaned in just enough to bump their shoulders. “Then I’m definitely making that face.”
The music stand in the park was being set up just behind them folding chairs dragged across the grass, a mic screeching softly as someone tested a line. It wasn’t anything polished. Just a guitar, a stool, and a few people watching from blankets they’d laid down over sun-warmed grass.
The line at the Slush stand moved slowly, but neither of them minded. Valerie leaned against the metal pole holding up the umbrella shade, arms crossed, watching the syrup girl behind the counter refill the cherry nozzle like it was a high-stakes operation. Judy stood beside her, sunglasses pushed up into her hair now, neck tilted back just slightly to catch the breeze off the nearby fan someone had bungee-corded to a solar rig.
They ordered without needing to look at the menu.
“Lemon-lime,” Valerie said, sliding a few bills across the counter.
“Blue raspberry,” Judy followed, tapping twice on the scratched plastic like she was making it official.
The cups came tall, domed lids already sweating in the heat. Valerie took hers and sipped without hesitation, straw catching just as the slush thickened at the bottom. She winced only slightly and Judy caught it.
“There it is,” she said, grinning wide. “The eyebrows twitch.”
Valerie swallowed and spoke through the cold. “Sinuses feel like fireworks. Worth it.”
They stepped away from the stand, boots crunching lightly over the gravel, and walked back toward the park just as the musician finished tuning. An old steel-string guitar rested across their lap, stickers crowding the lower half of the body sun-bleached and weathered, but the sound when they strummed it rang clean.
Judy nodded toward a shady patch of grass not far from the bench with the balloons still tied to the back rail. A family had set up a little farther down, kids sharing a blanket while someone unpacked slices of fruit from a cooler.
They found a spot near the edge, Valerie spreading the last of the flannel blanket from under her arm across the grass with a soft flick. It landed uneven, a corner folding under itself, but neither of them cared. Judy sat first, legs stretched out long, her slush tucked beside her knee. Valerie settled beside her, sitting cross-legged, one hand shielding her eyes as she glanced toward the small stage.
The first chords floated out simple, steady. Nothing dramatic. Just a rhythm built to match the morning.
Judy leaned her shoulder into Valerie’s, her voice low. “Think we’ll ever do something like that again? Just... music in the middle of a Saturday.”
Valerie took another long sip, then let the cup rest between her hands. “Yeah,” she said softly. “I do.”
They didn’t say anything else for a while.
The music carried on, the sound of the market folding in around it cups clinking, fabric rustling, low voices drifting in and out. Valerie reached over without looking, her fingers brushing Judy’s. Judy didn’t move away.
For a long stretch of time, the world didn’t ask anything more of them.
Judy let her fingers curl around Valerie’s, their hands resting easy on the blanket between them. She shifted just enough to lean her head against Valerie’s shoulder, the soft cotton of her tank warm from the sun. The condensation from her Slush was already starting to trail down the side of the cup, a slow drip catching the edge of her knee.
Valerie turned her head slightly, enough to press a kiss into Judy’s hair, light and absent just part of the rhythm between them now.
The music shifted into something slower, a little bluesier. The kind of melody that wasn’t about impressing anyone, just filling the air with sound that felt like something alive. A few people clapped along in rhythm. Somewhere behind them, a couple argued softly about where they parked, then laughed like neither of them really cared.
Judy tilted her cup back for the last of the Slush, ice rattling low through the straw. “Next time,” she said, voice low, “we bring the camera.”
Valerie nodded. “Yeah. Should’ve captured you mid-sugar high.”
Judy bumped her knee against hers. “I was graceful.”
Valerie looked over, eyes warm. “You were vibrating,” she said, voice low, a smirk pulling just at the edge of her mouth as she squeezed Judy’s hand.
Judy smiled, then glanced toward the market’s far edge, where the booths had thinned out to parked trucks and a few vendors packing up early. The sun had shifted again, shadows growing longer, light catching gold on the tips of the trees.
“We should probably grab fruit before we go,” she murmured.
Valerie’s thumb brushed along the side of Judy’s hand. “Yeah,” she said. “I still need tomatoes. And something sweet.”
Judy looked sideways. “Didn’t we just have sweets?”
Valerie grinned, slow and easy. “Never said it was for me.”
Judy shook her head, resting her cheek against her again. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Valerie’s fingers laced through hers again, gentle. “Yeah,” she said. “I really am.”
The music played on.
For one more minute, maybe two they didn’t move. Just let the moment keep them where they were, soft and warm in the shade, with the weight of the morning still wrapped around them like it didn’t want to leave just yet.
For one more minute, maybe two, they didn’t move. Just let the moment keep them where they were, soft and warm in the shade, with the weight of the morning still wrapped around them like it didn’t want to leave just yet.
Eventually, Judy shifted, slow and deliberate, sitting upright with a soft exhale. She glanced down at the empty Slush cup, turning it once in her hand before setting it beside her boot in the grass.
Valerie followed, pushing up with one hand behind her, the other reaching for the folded flannel bag still tucked at the edge of the blanket. She didn’t speak yet just glanced toward the market’s edge, where a few vendors were starting to roll down their tarps.
Judy stood first, brushing her hands down the front of her jeans. “Tomatoes?”
Valerie rose beside her picking up the blanket with a few shakes folding it under her arm. “And something sweet.”
They crossed back into the rows, the music behind them fading under the crowd’s steady hum. A vendor to their left was selling sun-warmed loaves of bread, the scent thick in the heat, but they kept walking. Past the carved soaps, the honey jars catching sunlight like glassy gold, the baskets of hand-sewn pouches no bigger than a palm.
The produce tables near the end were still holding their own crates of stone fruit, plums with dusty skins, heirloom tomatoes piled high, their colors uneven and real. Valerie reached for one, fingers pressing gently at the base before she set it in the small cotton pouch hanging at her side.
Judy picked through the peaches with both hands, holding one up to her nose and breathing in close. “This one,” she said softly, not quite offering it, just stating a fact. Valerie nodded, and it joined the rest.
They paid in folded bills and soft thank-yous, no conversation. Just the low rhythm of something practiced.
As they turned to head back through the main stretch, Judy paused near a smaller stall with an old man with a tray of wrapped candies, caramels and something with lemon sugar dusted over it. She picked two and passed one to Valerie without a word.
Valerie unwrapped it as they walked, tucking the wax paper into her pocket. The caramel stuck just slightly to her teeth, sweet and salty.
They didn’t speak much on the way back to the truck.
The path back to the truck was quieter now, the breeze tracing through from the open lot, carrying with it the last stretch of warmth before afternoon heat settled in deep. Most of the foot traffic had pooled near the food vendors and music circle back where the heartbeat of the market still thumped, but here, toward the edge, it felt softer. Thinner.
Judy’s hand gripped the fruit bag by the handle, the brown paper wrinkling slightly where her fingers had pinched it closed. She walked beside Valerie without speaking, her other hand brushing lightly against her waist every few steps, not intentional, just steady.
Valerie shifted the folded flannel under her arm, adjusting it once as they stepped off the gravel and onto the packed dirt near the truck. The sun had warmed the paint again, just enough to catch along the ridges and make the shadow between the cab and bed feel deeper.
She opened the driver’s side door first, tossing the blanket up onto the seat where it landed in a soft heap. Judy circled to the passenger side and set the bag gently in the footwell, double-checking the tomatoes hadn’t shifted.
When she straightened again, Valerie was leaning one hip against the truck, arms crossed loosely, watching her.
“You good?” she asked.
Judy nodded. “Yeah. Just… full in a good way.”
Valerie smiled. “That’s how it’s supposed to feel.”
Judy stepped closer, brushing her fingers over Valerie’s side where the edge of her tank had bunched slightly. “Are you ready to head back?”
Valerie nodded, her voice low. “Yeah,” she said. “Let’s bring it all home.”
Judy smiled, leaning in to press a kiss to her cheek soft, warm, and close. “The truck bed’s gonna feel like treasure when we unpack it.”
Valerie bumped her nose gently in reply. “That’s ‘cause it is.”
Judy didn’t argue. She just held the kiss a second longer, then bumped her forehead against Valerie’s with a quiet laugh.
Valerie opened the door with a soft creak and climbed in, adjusting the mirror with one hand as the engine turned over beneath her. Judy settled in beside her, folding the paper bag carefully into her lap.
The truck rolled out easily, tires kicking up a slow trail of dust behind them. The market shrank in the mirrors canvas, sun-faded signs, warm air still thick with the hum of a day not done yet.
For them, the morning was sealed. Wrapped in laughter, fabric, fruit, and found things. Home was just down the road.
The road out of the market curved gently through the outskirts dirt shoulders giving way to uneven pavement, the kind that always rattled a little under the tires but never enough to bother. The windows were halfway down, warm air pulling through the cab in soft drafts that tugged at Judy’s hair and carried the faint scent of sun-warmed fruit from the bag in her lap.
Neither of them spoke at first.
Valerie had one hand on the wheel, the other resting near the shifter, her fingers tapping out a lazy rhythm against her thigh in time with whatever was playing low on the radio. Something instrumental, soft strings and a backbeat that felt like it had been made for two people driving home after spending a little too long in the sun.
Judy leaned her elbow against the open window, the curve of her shoulder bare where the strap of her tank had slipped slightly. She wasn’t watching the road, just the blur of trees that lined the edges, her hand occasionally brushing over the folded paper bag to keep it steady.
“Feels later than it is,” she said, not looking away from the passing green.
Valerie gave a quiet hum in agreement. “That kind of morning does that.”
Judy turned her head, studying the edge of Valerie’s profile freckles across her cheekbone catching little flashes of sunlight every time they passed a break in the trees. “Still thinking about the console?”
Valerie smirked. “Thinking about where to put it.”
Judy reached over, her fingers brushing just once over the back of Valerie’s hand on the wheel. “We’ll find the spot.”
They passed the junction road that veered toward the city proper, but Valerie stayed right, following the quieter loop that led them toward the lake. It was less direct, but familiar winding through older stretches where wildflowers pushed up through fence lines and old signs leaned under the weight of forgotten names.
They crested the last ridge before the peninsula, the lake flashing open and wide in front of them, still silver-blue under the high sun. The house came into view piece by piece first the mailbox, then the gravel turn-in, then the edge of the back deck visible between trees.
Valerie downshifted smoothly, the truck easing into the drive with a crunch of gravel beneath the tires.
Judy exhaled slowly. “It feels good to be home,” she said, quietly.
Valerie nodded once. “Yeah.”
She killed the engine, the silence settling around them like it had been waiting all along. Outside, the wind stirred the trees just enough to rustle the high branches. Inside, they didn’t move yet.
The market dust clung faint to their clothes, but the day wasn’t done.
Valerie didn’t reach for the door right away. Just let her fingers rest along the steering wheel, thumb brushing slowly over the seam in the leather like the last stretch of the drive was still running under her skin. Judy didn’t rush either. She sat with one hand still curled lightly around the paper bag, her gaze drifting toward the treetops just beyond the windshield branches swaying in rhythm with the quiet.
The breeze moved through the open windows, soft and steady, warm with the faint scent of pine and lakewater.
Valerie finally shifted, her voice low. “Let’s get it all inside.”
Judy nodded, pulling the bag into her lap as she opened the door. Her boots hit the gravel with a familiar crunch, light dust kicking up around her ankles as she rounded toward the back of the truck.
Valerie met her there, reaching over the rail to unhook the blanket-wrapped haul. The tote was still secure where they’d wedged it in earlier, the console nestled beneath their market finds, the flannel bundle folding in her arms like it had always been part of the plan.
She handed it off to Judy, who tucked it carefully against her side without a word. Valerie grabbed the tote herself, adjusting the strap across her shoulder.
They didn’t say much as they crossed the front steps, just moved in quiet sync the way they always had when the day had been good and long, when the weight they carried wasn't a burden, just proof of something shared.
The door opened with its usual soft creak, and the Lakehouse let them in without a sound. The cool air met them first, followed by the familiar scent of linen and old wood, faint traces of this morning’s coffee still clinging to the air.
Valerie stepped out of her boots first, setting the bag down just inside the hallway. Judy followed, slipping hers off with one hand while the other kept the flannel bundle tucked safe.
“Should we set everything on the table?” Judy asked, already halfway to the kitchen.
Valerie nodded. “Yeah. Then maybe the couch. No rush.”
Judy set the fruit bag on the counter before gently lowering the wrapped console onto the table, fingers moving carefully as she folded the blanket back to peek at the Super Nintendo beneath. She didn’t unwrap it all the way just enough to confirm it was still safe, still real.
Valerie leaned her hip against the table beside her, watching the way Judy’s fingers lingered on the edge of the console.
“Are you still thinking about that corner?” Judy asked softly.
Valerie nodded. “I think it’s gonna feel like something again.”
Judy smiled, hand still resting on the old plastic shell. “It already does.”
They didn’t unbox anything just yet. Didn’t start rearranging furniture or making plans.
They just stood there in the quiet of the kitchen, shoulder to shoulder, with the weight of the day slowly unspooling around them.
Valerie turned slightly, her hand lifting without a word, fingers brushing gently along Judy’s jaw. The pads of her fingers were warm from the sun, soft from the flannel. She cupped her cheek fully, steady and quiet, and leaned in to press a kiss to her lips slowly, unrushed. Not asking for anything just being there beside her.
Judy’s eyes fluttered shut for half a second, her breath catching faint against Valerie’s skin before she kissed her back just once, just enough, and then stayed close.
Valerie didn’t let her go right away.
She wrapped her arm around Judy’s waist, pulling her in until their hips met and their bodies rested against each other in that familiar rhythm they never had to think about. Judy fit against her memory, like routine, her head tucking naturally beneath Valerie’s chin, arms folding soft around her back.
Neither of them spoke.
Beyond the window, the lake shimmered in the midday light, no motion, just wide stillness that stretched to the tree line. The breeze through the open door stirred faint, brushing against the curtains and lifting the edge of a note still pinned to the fridge from yesterday.
Valerie rested her chin lightly on Judy’s head, her thumb tracing a slow line across the small of her back. They stood like that with the sun filtering through the glass, two shadows tangled into one.
Just the view, and the warmth between them.
around them, not heavy, just full. Like the walls had been waiting to hold this moment too.
Outside, a few birds called from the trees near the slope. The lake barely moved, its surface broken only by a pair of lazy ripples drifting out from the old dock post. The kind of day that didn’t demand anything, didn’t hurry.
Judy shifted just enough to press her nose against the hollow of Valerie’s throat, the scent of sun and fabric and the faintest trace of sugar still clinging to her skin.
“You smell like peaches,” she murmured, voice low.
Valerie smiled against her hair. “Are you trying to eat me or kiss me again?”
Judy tilted her head back, eyes warm. “Maybe both.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just dipped her head and kissed her again softer this time, like the kind of kiss meant to hold a whole afternoon still. Her fingers trailed up Judy’s back, slow and sure, resting between her shoulder blades.
When they parted, Judy didn’t step away. Just kept her hands at Valerie’s sides, thumbs brushing the curve of her waist.
“You think we’ll remember days like this?” she asked, quiet.
Valerie looked past her for a second, toward the window and the lake and the edge of everything outside. Then back into her eyes.
“Every time we plug that thing in,” she said, nodding toward the console on the table, “I’ll remember exactly where we found it. What your fingers looked like holding it. What your smile looked like when you knew it was coming home.”
Judy blinked, not quite blinking back anything, but close. Her forehead leaned into Valerie’s again.
The silence stretched, but it wasn’t empty.
In that quiet space where sun filtered warm across the kitchen tile and the lake caught its reflection just right they just stood there.
She turned to the table, fingers brushing once more across the flannel-wrapped console before she started unpacking slowly and deliberately, like each item carried a little bit of the morning with it.
She unrolled the bundle first, setting the Super Nintendo gently on the table with both hands, palms cupping the sides as she angled it toward the light. The gray was weathered, but the shape was perfect, the cartridge slot still springy, buttons unsticky. Her thumb found the reset switch just for the satisfaction of it, flicking it back and forth once. Still smooth.
The controllers came next, their cords coiled tight but not tangled. Judy set them down beside the console, then opened the smaller pouch where she’d stashed the games plastic cases clacking softly together as she laid them out in a small row.
Super Metroid. Mario Kart. Donkey Kong. Zombies Ate My Neighbors. Final Fight. Super Mario World.
She grinned to herself. Gold.
Valerie was already halfway to the garage, the door easing shut behind her with that soft wooden click. She crossed the path in a few long strides, cement sounding beneath her footsteps, the scent of old oil and warm earth greeting her even before she pulled the door open.
The garage was quite dim except for the slats of sunlight cutting through the high windows, dust dancing in slow spirals. Against the far wall, half-covered by an old brown tarp and a faded beach towel that read Pismo '78, sat the bulky CRT they’d hauled back from a roadside salvage trip three summers ago. Judy had insisted "It’s not a real vintage setup without one.”
Valerie had laughed at the time, teased her for trying to recreate her childhood with cursed electronics and a drawer full of AA batteries, but they’d kept it.
She pulled the towel back, revealing the thick curve of the screen and the off-white plastic shell that had gone more yellow than cream over the years. The thing was heavy and stubborn in the way old tech always was, but the handles still held, and her grip was steady as she leaned and hoisted it up.
“Gonna owe myself a back massage for this,” she muttered.
Back inside, Judy was setting up the cords, unraveling each one and laying it with care power, AV, controllers looped just so. The kitchen smelled faintly of the peaches again, like it had soaked into the air. She glanced up as the door opened, and her eyes lit up like she’d just spotted a prize in an old arcade claw machine.
“You actually dragged it out.”
Valerie nudged the door shut with her boot. “You were right. One day we’d need it.”
Judy crossed the room, quick and light, and pressed a kiss to her cheek. “Of course I was, mi amor.”
Valerie grinned, the screen’s weight still in her arms. “Clear a spot?”
Judy was already doing it. Table shifted, cords pulled to make room. The living room was about to become something older, something warmer.
Valerie stood in the kitchen doorway, one hip braced against the frame. She squinted toward the center of the living room, where the squat, sturdy wooden stand sat against the far wall between the big windows. It had once held a fish tank, then a record player, then nothing at all for a while.
“That old stand in the middle should support the TV,” she said, lifting up the TV again adjusting her grip slightly.
Judy, still crouched near the table with a cord draped over one shoulder, glanced over and nodded. “Could flip the loveseat around,” she said. “Sit close enough for the cords without tripping over 'em.”
Valerie smiled at that, eyes trailing the layout. “The bookshelf can hold the games,” she added, tilting her chin toward the old pine shelf by the window. “Hopefully we can find more.”
Judy stood slowly, dusting her palms on her jeans. “Maybe we can put down a rug on the floor,” she said thoughtfully, “In case the girls ever come over and want to play.”
Valerie’s expression softened, that quiet weight catching her in the chest for just a second. She nodded. “Yeah. That’d be good.” Then she added, voice low, “After everything’s set up… we should call and check on them.”
Judy looked toward her, warmth settled behind her eyes. “Yeah,” she said. “Definitely.”
Valerie stepped forward, easing the TV down onto the stand with a solid thunk, wires shifting slightly as the weight settled. She rested one hand on top of it for a moment, then turned back toward Judy.
“Let’s get this baby set up,” Judy said, already crouching beside the cords again with that quiet spark in her smile.
Valerie grinned, dropping down beside her. “Alright, Tech Queen. Let’s see if you remember how to hook up one of these dinosaurs.”
The sun kept drifting in through the windows as the living room came alive again this time with cables and old plastic shells, laughter low and steady, and the feeling of something new being built from everything they'd loved before.
Judy crawled under the stand first, muttering about dust bunnies unionizing as she reached for the power strip they’d tucked behind it months ago. Valerie crouched beside her, one hand steadying the back of the CRT as Judy connected the red, white, and yellow AV cords with a practiced flick no hesitation, no guide needed. Just muscle memory and a little static on her fingertips.
“Still fits,” Judy said, leaning back on her heels with a satisfied nod. “Guess muscle memory doesn’t go out of date.”
Valerie tapped the top of the console. “Let’s just hope the power supply doesn’t throw a tantrum.”
They flipped the loveseat around next, sliding it across the floor with the soft scrape of wood on wood. Judy kicked off one of the cushions and dropped to the center, legs crossed, controller already in her lap. Valerie plugged in the second one, the long gray cord stretching just far enough.
“Okay,” Judy said, holding the cartridge like it was sacred. “Moment of truth.”
She slid Super Mario World into the slot with a soft click. Valerie moved beside her, fingers resting lightly on her knee as Judy pressed the power button.
The screen flickered once lines scrolling, a faint buzz of static, and then, just like that, the logo appeared. Crisp and pixelated and impossibly right.
“Holy shit,” Judy breathed. “It actually works.”
Valerie leaned in, kissing her temple before settling beside her, legs out, back against the front of the flipped loveseat. “Told you we’d find a place for it.”
The familiar chime of the game’s opening notes filled the room, low but clear. The kind of sound that reached into places memory lived. Judy smiled, cheeks lit by the soft glow of the screen.
“Wanna start a new file?”
Valerie reached for her controller. “Only if I get first dibs on Yoshi.”
Judy raised a brow as she hovered over the character select. “You grab Yoshi.”
Valerie gave her a sideways glance, a slow grin pulling at her cheek. “That’s 'cause I have taste,” she said, reaching over to nudge her thumb toward the controller. “And a very specific bond with dinosaurs.”
They didn’t rush through the level. They didn’t play like they were trying to beat anything. Just passed the controller back and forth when someone died, snacked on a couple of the market peaches they hadn’t meant to open yet, and leaned into each other when the level music kicked in.
The house felt full again. Not loud, or chaotic, just full.
Somewhere around the end of the first world, Judy paused the game, the soft 8-bit music looping in the background. She looked sideways, eyes lingering on Valerie’s profile, then reached down and laced their fingers together.
Valerie glanced over. “Yeah?”
Judy smiled, quiet. “Nothing. Just… this.”
Valerie’s thumb brushed against her knuckle. “Yeah. This.”
The screen blinked. The level waited. The day stretched on, but for now this was all they needed.
Judy leaned forward, pausing the level with a soft click before reaching for the Holo. It sat half-tucked beside the console on the stand, right where she’d left it after unpacking. She thumbed the side, the blue projection core flickering to life, casting a faint glow across her forearm and the edge of Valerie’s leg stretched beside her.
Valerie watched quietly, her back propped against the flipped loveseat, one hand still resting across her stomach, the other trailing lazy circles along the floorboards.
Judy tapped Sera’s contact, then leaned the device back against the base of the stand. The familiar hum sounded as the feed connected.
Sera’s face blinked into view, hair swept up in a bun, cheeks faintly smudged with green and blue. Behind her, the rocks of Dust Bone Canyon glowed amber in the late light. The signal steadied, and she leaned in with a squint.
“Hey, Mom. Hey Mama,” she said, a grin pulling wide across her face.
Sandra appeared a breath later, leaning over Sera’s shoulder with her arms folded. Her voice was calm as ever. “Hey you two.”
Valerie smiled. “Are you already in the zone, Starshine?”
Sera held up one hand, fingers stained in dusty color. “I started sketching this morning. Got the left panel of the wall outlined gonna stretch the story across it like a mural series. The centerpiece is gonna be the Clan crest with the ridge line wrapped behind it.”
Judy’s eyes softened as she sat forward, forearms resting on her knees. “God, that’s gonna look incredible.”
Sandra glanced sideways at Sera with that familiar dry fondness. “She’s been pacing and mumbling since sunrise. I think she threatened a rock formation at one point.”
“I was negotiating,” Sera said without missing a beat. “Can’t just paint over history without checking in.”
Valerie gave a quiet laugh. “Guess we raised a respectful little wall artist.”
Judy smiled, then tipped her chin toward the screen. “We wanted to check in and also share a little something.”
Sandra lifted a brow. “Oh?”
“Found something at the market,” Valerie said, sitting up straighter. “Vintage haul.”
Sera leaned in, curious. “Like what necklaces? Books?”
Judy grinned and tapped her hand against the controller resting on her thigh. “Super Nintendo.”
There was a brief pause on the other end. Sandra blinked. Sera tilted her head.
“That’s… what, like a really old game system?” Sera asked.
“It’s the old game system,” Valerie said. “We’ve got Mario Kart, Super Metroid, Donkey Kong. The whole deal. You two are gonna lose your minds.”
Sandra raised both brows, not quite convinced but clearly amused. “Right.”
Sera grinned. “I don’t know what half of that is, but I’m guessing you want us to come over and find out.”
Valerie nodded. “Dinner tonight. We’ll have it all hooked up.”
Judy leaned into the frame a bit more. “You’ll understand the hype when you hold the controller. Promise.”
Sandra glanced sideways at Sera, who was already dusting her hands off on the hem of her tank.
“Dinner sounds good,” Sera said. “We’ll wrap here before sunset and head your way.”
“Bring an appetite,” Valerie said. “We’ll handle the rest.”
The call ended with a round of soft waves, and the Holo dimmed back into quiet.
Judy set the phone down and reached for her controller again. “They’re gonna be so confused.”
Valerie smiled, fingers brushing lightly against Judy’s arm. “That’s the fun part.”
The TV buzzed gently in the background, waiting to unpause. Afternoon light stretched long across the floor, catching the edge of the cartridge slot and the soft curve of Judy’s smile.
The day kept going with warmth, with promise, with all the little pieces falling into place.
Valerie leaned in close as the screen unpaused, her shoulder brushing Judy’s just enough to shift the controller in her hands.
“Alright,” Judy said, adjusting her grip with a smirk, “No reckless jumps this time.”
Valerie raised a brow, lips brushing the edge of her ear. “You say that like it wasn’t strategic.”
Judy snorted, thumbing Mario forward across the screen. “Strategic falling off a cliff?”
“Distraction tactic,” Valerie murmured. “Keeps the Koopas guessing.”
The level resumed, bright and blocky the soft bop of the soundtrack threading through the room as Judy made the jump she’d missed last round. Valerie leaned into her side more, knees nudging into the edge of the flipped loveseat, head resting lightly against her temple.
They didn’t talk much, not in full sentences. Just little breathy sounds of reaction, sharp exhales when a jump barely landed, Judy’s tongue caught briefly between her teeth as she timed a fireball.
Valerie’s hand drifted to her thigh, warm and steady, thumb circling slowly where the fabric bunched under Judy’s knee. Not a distraction, just presence. Just being there while Judy moved them forward, one level at a time, one coin at a time.
Valerie tilted her head, watching the screen as Mario bounced through a narrow stretch of bricks. “Pretty sure this is the one with the key door,” she murmured, voice low near Judy’s ear.
Judy didn’t look away. “You always say that.”
Valerie smiled, letting her nose nudge just behind her ear. “And I’m usually right.”
Judy scoffed, fingers working the buttons. “You said that about the ghost house.”
“That was a technicality,” Valerie said, grinning. “They all have doors.”
Judy passed a cape feather to Mario, flinging him skyward. Valerie’s breath caught as he barely cleared a ledge, and she tilted her head in close again.
“You’re doing great,” she whispered, like she meant it deeper than the game.
Judy didn’t answer, but her cheek dimpled faint, the same way it always did when she was focused but happy.
Outside, the lake reflected the growing light of the afternoon. Inside, the CRT glowed soft over them, colors bouncing off the walls, off Valerie’s freckled cheeks and the threads of Judy’s tank top. The world had narrowed for now down to a plastic controller, the rustle of clothes against the floor, and the rhythm of a game they didn’t have to win to love.
They just kept playing. The house held the quiet joy of it all like it had been waiting years for exactly this.
The screen faded out, pixel stars dancing across the transition screen before the next level loaded in an underground one, shadows cast in purples and deep blues, the music dropping into that low, echoing rhythm Judy always said felt like wet stone and secrets.
Valerie leaned in closer, resting her chin lightly on Judy’s shoulder. “Ah, the cave of questionable jumps.”
Judy adjusted her grip, thumb already testing the run timing. “Just don’t breathe on me while I’m platforming.”
“I’ll hold my breath,” Valerie whispered, and she did just long enough for Judy to barely make the first long jump over a pit of lava.
The controller clicked quietly between her fingers, the soft plastic familiar in a way that bypassed memory and landed right in the gut. Judy leaned forward a little more, and Valerie followed without thinking, the weight of them pressed together, steady, warm.
“I hate these bats,” Judy muttered, ducking just in time.
“They hate your confidence,” Valerie said.
Judy smirked, barely blinking. “They’re about to hate my fire flower.”
Valerie laughed softly against her neck, her hand brushing along Judy’s side as Mario dropped into a narrow corridor and the screen dimmed to near-black except for the soft flicker of torchlight on the cave walls.
The music pulsed. A low percussive synth rhythm that looped steady, matching the beat of their breathing. Judy bit her lip as she navigated a narrow platform, her focus sharp, but not tense. She was too close to Valerie, too warm, too home to ever feel rushed.
Yoshi’s egg appeared in the question block.
“There he is,” Judy grinned, stopping just long enough to collect it.
“Shared custody,” Valerie said, wrapping both arms around her from behind, cheek resting against Judy’s temple now. “Fifteen minutes each.”
Judy shifted the controller slightly, just enough to nudge Valerie with her elbow. “I get weekends.”
“You get Tuesday afternoons and visitation during boss fights,” Valerie whispered.
The level kept unfolding, a slow descent into older pixels, simpler joys, and the kind of laughter that came from the gut even when neither of them said a word.
Outside, the lake shimmered.
Inside, they played on lost in light, in color, in time.
Chapter 25: Peace, and Love
Summary:
Set in the quiet safety of their Lakehouse, Peace and Love follows Valerie and Judy Alvarez through a warm, intimate day of reconnection. It begins with Valerie wrapped around Judy as she plays an old Super Nintendo platformer, both of them folded into a rhythm that’s as much about touch and memory as it is about the game. Their playful teasing and deep affection flow naturally into the bedroom, where their physical intimacy reflects years of knowing each other's rhythm and softness.
The rest of the story weaves domestic tranquility making tacos, laughing over Mario Kart, and unwinding in a shared shower with moments of quiet emotional depth. They talk softly, touch without needing reason, and move together like the home was built around them. Later, Sera and Sandra join them for dinner, hugs, and games. Valerie and Judy host with the kind of love that’s been hard-won, surrounded by the glow of a CRT, pixelated chaos, and the slow weight of peace that stays even after the laughter fades.
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Judy didn’t rush the level. She never did with the cave ones not out of caution, but because there was something she liked in the rhythm of it. The low hum of the soundtrack, the glow of the torches, the careful timing of jumps across lava that looked more like melted neon than danger.
Valerie stayed wrapped around her from behind, chin resting just above her shoulder now, one hand tracing slow, aimless patterns across the edge of Judy’s hip. Every time Judy tapped the jump button, her body shifted slightly, and Valerie adjusted without thinking like their movements had learned each other long ago and were just keeping tempo.
“Alright,” Judy murmured, brows furrowing slightly, “you see this gap?”
Valerie squinted at the screen. “That’s not a gap. That’s a void.”
Judy smirked. “Void’s got a coin above it, so we’re jumping it.”
Valerie didn’t move, her voice brushing soft against her cheek. “If we die, I want it on record that it was your idea.”
“We won’t die,” Judy whispered back, tongue caught at the corner of her mouth. “We’ll fly.”
They did Mario with his cape swooping clean over the pit, barely skimming the ceiling.
Valerie gave a low, satisfied hum. “Alright. I’ll admit it. That was smooth.”
“Damn right it was,” Judy said, easing them into the next section, the screen turning darker again as a thwomp came down hard and fast from the ceiling.
Valerie’s arms tightened a little, and her voice dropped into a lazy grin. “That was less smooth.”
Valerie’s arms tightened a little as the thwomp slammed down, and Judy barely made the jump. “You flinched,” Judy said, half laughing.
Valerie leaned in, voice brushing warm near her ear. “I flinched in support,” she said, like it was the most reasonable thing in the world.
Judy smirked, not missing a beat. “Next time, support me with a warning.”
They both laughed, quiet and breath-warmed, and the sound carried through the space like it belonged there like the walls had missed it.
When the level finally ended, Mario bouncing high through the goal post, Judy dropped the controller into her lap with a sigh and leaned fully back into Valerie.
“I forgot how good this felt,” she murmured.
Valerie’s nose nudged against her temple, lips brushing into her hair. “That’s the point,” she whispered. “So we remember.”
No rush to start the next level.
The pixelated fireworks on screen flickered soft and steady.
For a few long moments, they just stayed like that folded into each other, held by a game from another time, a home built by hand, and a love that never needed anything more than this.
Judy didn’t move right away. She let her head rest back against Valerie’s shoulder, the controller still resting loosely in her lap, thumb brushing the edge out of habit. Her breath came slow now, like the last level had wrung just enough out of her to quiet everything else. The soft hum of the CRT filled the room, that low whirr and faint heat like a campfire they didn’t need to look at to feel.
Valerie’s hand drifted up from her waist, fingers slipping under the edge of her tank just enough to press against warm skin. Her thumb moved in a slow arc along Judy’s side, no hurry, just staying connected.
“You wanna keep going?” Valerie asked, voice low near her ear.
Judy turned her head slightly, cheek brushing Valerie’s collarbone. “Maybe after a minute.” Her eyes tracked the still screen, the little castle icon pulsing where they’d just finished. “Kinda like just… this.”
Valerie didn’t answer. She didn’t need to. She just pressed a soft kiss into Judy’s hair, the scent of sun and vanilla still clinging there.
A breeze caught one of the curtains in the hallway beyond, and the fabric rustled gently in its wake. Somewhere outside, the lake gave a soft lap against the dock post, steady and distant. The warmth of the day had stretched into the floorboards now, into the couch legs, into the backs of their knees.
Judy shifted just enough to turn in Valerie’s arms, the controller set aside now, forgotten. Her hand came up, fingers trailing lightly across Valerie’s jaw before settling at the back of her neck. Their foreheads met without fanfare, eyes half-lidded in the quiet.
“Thanks for today,” Judy whispered.
Valerie’s brows knit just faintly, like the softness of the moment had caught her off guard. “Didn’t really do anything,” she murmured.
Judy smiled. “Still what we needed.”
They stayed there, arms folded close, the past flickering in pixels just inches away, but the present resting warm and steady between them.
Valerie’s hand moved slowly under the hem of Judy’s tank, the backs of her fingers brushing warm across the smooth skin of her stomach light, thoughtful, like she was tracing the outline of peace itself. Judy’s breath hitched just slightly, not from surprise but from how easy it was to melt into the contact, to lean back into Valerie like her body already knew how to shape itself there.
Valerie shifted forward, pressing a kiss to the back of her neck, just beneath the curve where shaved skin met soft hair. Her lips lingered for a second, heat blooming slow against Judy’s skin.
“Feels nice,” Valerie murmured against her, voice low and steady, “having nothing to do but hold you in my arms. Nothing to worry about. Just us, the quiet…” Her fingers made another slow pass, her palm settling warm and full across Judy’s stomach. “And whatever we decide to do with it.”
Judy’s eyes fluttered closed for a breath, the rhythm of Valerie’s touch grounding her in the moment. The way her thumb moved in slow circles. The hush in the room. The faint whir of the CRT and the warmth of sun filtering through the living room windows like the world was nodding in quiet agreement.
Judy reached down, her hand sliding over Valerie’s, lacing their fingers together right against her own skin. She didn’t say anything yet. Just squeezed once, slow and sure. The kind of answer that didn’t need words.
Judy let out a breath that sounded more like a sigh wrapped in a laugh, her head tilting just a bit as she leaned further into Valerie’s chest. “You trying to be a menace, Guapa,” she murmured, voice warm, playful, “or distract me from the game?”
Valerie didn’t pull away. She kept their hands gently tangled, holding onto a few fingers like they were still anchoring each other in the quiet. Then, slow and steady, she lowered their joined hands together, fingertips brushing along the curve of Judy’s waistband. Her thumb moved in a slow arc across the denim, just at the hem.
“Maybe both,” she whispered, her voice thick with that low affection she only used when the world finally slowed down enough to let her feel everything at once. “You look so beautiful being this happy, babe.”
Judy’s lips parted slightly, but the words didn’t come right away. Her free hand reached across her lap, touching lightly over Valerie’s forearm, feeling the way her pulse beat soft beneath the skin.
She tilted her head back, just enough to brush her cheek against Valerie’s. “You’re dangerous when you’re sweet,” she said softly, breath grazing her skin.
Valerie smiled, mouth barely moving near her temple. “Only when I mean it.”
The CRT screen had long faded to idle, its low glow still casting their shadows faint across the floor. But neither of them moved to restart the game.
Valerie loosened her hold just enough to let their fingers slip free, slow and deliberate. Her hand trailed down, easing past the hem of Judy’s jeans palm warm against skin, touch steady and unhurried. There was no rush in the way she moved, just that quiet understanding between them, the kind of closeness that came from years of learning where the other carried tension and where they kept softness.
Judy shifted slightly, breath catching not from surprise but from the familiarity of it how easily Valerie read her without needing to ask.
Valerie leaned in and pressed a kiss to the edge of Judy’s upper arm, right where the ink of her Ghost in the Shell tattoo curved along the muscle. Her lips lingered there, the smallest press of affection where lines of memory and identity sat etched in permanence.
She smiled against her skin, voice low and teasing. “I think the princess is in another castle.”
Judy let out a breathless laugh, leaning her weight fully into Valerie now, her hand finding the edge of her knee, squeezing once. “Yeah? Hope she knows what she’s in for.”
Valerie’s thumb moved slowly where it rested inside her jeans, not trying to take more just savoring what was already hers to hold.
“You’re not the type that needs rescuing,” she murmured.
Judy’s eyes fluttered shut for a moment. “No,” she said softly, “just the type that likes being found.”
Judy’s breath hitched, barely audible but felt in the way her body pressed back a little harder into Valerie’s chest. Her voice came soft, the edge of a grin tucked beneath it. “You gonna keep teasing me,” she asked, head turning just enough for her lips to graze Valerie’s jaw, “or should we take this to the bedroom, mi amor?”
Valerie pulled her hand back slowly, fingertips dragging across skin like she was committing every inch of it to memory. She let her palm trail up, brushing along Judy’s ribs, her shoulder, and finally threading gently into her hair. Her nails grazed light against the roots before her hand settled, cradling the back of her head like it was something sacred.
She leaned in, lips warm against Judy’s temple. “Heard there’s a fun bonus level in the bedroom,” she whispered.
Judy smiled against her, eyes half-lidded now, lashes brushing the top of her cheek as she tilted her face just a little closer. “Hope you remembered the cheat codes,” she murmured.
Valerie grinned, pressing another kiss just behind her ear. “I wrote 'em, babe.”
They didn’t stand up right away. Valerie’s hand stayed in her hair, Judy’s resting over Valerie’s thigh, both of them tucked in against the old loveseat like it was still holding a thousand afternoons like this. The air had shifted now slow heat curling in with the light, with the hush of the idle screen, and the soft knock of wind brushing the windowpane.
When they did rise, it was together, lips brushing first, then hands meeting as they stood, like the rest of the day had been made just for this moment to stretch.
Their hands stayed linked as Judy led her through the hall, bare feet soft against the wood, sunlight stretching through the open door behind them in a quiet golden trail. Valerie followed without question, the press of Judy’s fingers around hers speaking louder than anything else, something playful, something hungry, something theirs.
As they crossed the bedroom threshold, Judy turned in one smooth motion and pulled her lips catching Valerie’s with heat and purpose. It wasn’t hurried. It was anchored in the kind of kiss that said she’d been thinking about this all morning, maybe longer. Valerie answered with a low hum, her hands already settling at Judy’s waist as she felt the curve of her body press close.
Judy broke the kiss just enough to breathe, her mouth drifting lower, trailing kisses down Valerie’s throat to her chest as she worked the clasp of her bra free. The fabric fell away easily, forgotten before it hit the floor. Valerie’s eyes flickered open, catching the way Judy looked up at her from beneath dark lashes, and then she was moving too, pulling her own tank over her head in one fluid motion.
She leaned in, slow and teasing, her tongue dragging along the edge of Judy’s cheek just before she kissed her there firm, full of that familiar smirk. Her fingers found the back of Judy’s bra and unhooked it without pause, letting it slip between them like static heat.
Judy winked, a grin tugging at her lips, then turned with a sway of her hips as she stepped back toward the bed. She hooked her thumbs into her jeans and underwear together, sliding them down in a single fluid shimmy that made her hips roll just enough to leave Valerie smiling, eyes trailing every inch.
Valerie followed suit, jeans hitting the floor with a soft sound, her bare skin catching the warm light that pooled through the window across the far wall. She didn’t look away not once as Judy reached back, fingers curled gently around hers, and pulled her forward.
The bed gave beneath them, blankets rustling, but neither of them noticed the softness right away. It was all skin and breath and memory now everything unspoken filling the spaces between heartbeats.
The sheets shifted beneath them, warm and faintly scented like the sun through the open window. Judy moved first, slow and steady, her knee slipping between Valerie’s thighs as her fingers traced up along her ribs, trailing just under the edge of the red braid that had started to loosen where it fell across Valerie’s shoulder.
She caught one twist of it between her fingers, twirling it slowly, thoughtful. “You know,” she murmured, voice low against Valerie’s neck, “this braid’s trouble. Always has been.”
Valerie gave a half-lidded grin, her voice just above a breath. “You gonna discipline it, Officer Alvarez?”
Judy’s smirk curved wider, but she didn’t answer with words. Her lips brushed down along Valerie’s collarbone, pausing to press a kiss just beside the chest tattoo inked over her heart. The one Valerie never touched without meaning it. Judy’s hand moved lower, her palm smoothing across the side of her stomach, where the muscles still tensed slightly beneath her touch, reflexive, and familiar.
Her thumb traced a slow line inward, warm and unhurried. She kissed her way down Valerie’s chest, tongue flicking soft along the edge of a freckle before she mouthed at the underside of her breast, teeth catching just faintly. Valerie’s breath hitched, hips tilting up on instinct, but Judy kept her pace deliberate. Savoring. Like every inch of her was worth rediscovering.
She pulled back for just a second, eyes meeting Valerie’s emerald, full of mischief and reverence both. “You still taste like coffee.”
Valerie smirked, but it faltered into a sigh as Judy’s fingers slid down with purpose, finding the spot between her thighs and parting her slow with a touch that was more knowing than coaxing. She kissed the inside of her hip, then lower, her mouth finding Valerie’s center with a reverent ease that made her groan softly, head falling back into the pillow.
Judy took her time. She always did when she wanted Valerie to feel it that she was seen, wanted, known. Her tongue moved in slow, deliberate strokes, curling just right with each pass, pausing only to kiss the inside of her thigh, to murmur something Valerie couldn’t catch through the haze of breath and heat pooling under her skin.
Valerie's hand threaded through Judy’s hair, fingers sinking into the pink-green waves, guiding but never pushing. Her other hand clutched lightly at the sheet, breath staggering, toes curling.
When she came, it wasn’t loud. It was deep carried through a shaking exhale and the way her hips pressed hard against Judy’s mouth, like she didn’t want to be anywhere else but here. Held, and loved.
Judy kissed her way back up slowly, her mouth slick with heat and satisfaction, lips brushing Valerie’s chin, then the freckled slope of her cheek. She was grinning, proud of herself.
“I love it when you quake,” she whispered.
Valerie pulled her close, flipping her gently in the tangle of sheets, her braid falling loose across Judy’s chest now. “Time to make you melt, babe.”
Judy’s breath caught as Valerie kissed her hard, hands already sliding low. No hesitation.
Nothing left between them but the time they were about to take.
Valerie didn’t rush. She never did when it was like this when the room felt like it belonged only to them, sunlight brushing across the sheets, their breathing the only rhythm that mattered. Judy lay back beneath her, lips parted, chest rising slow. Her hair fanned around her like soft ink on the pillow, that streak of pink and green catching gold at the edges where the light reached.
Valerie stayed above her for a moment, her fingers stroking gently through the shaved side of Judy’s head, the tips brushing over the curve of her BD implant before sliding down the edge of her jaw. She leaned in, slow and full of warmth, kissing just below Judy’s eye, then her temple, her shoulder every place that told the story of a woman who had fought, survived, and still found joy in the quiet.
“You’re always beautiful,” Valerie whispered against her skin. “But right now… you’re something else.”
Judy gave a soft sound in response, somewhere between a laugh and a breathless hum, her hands finding Valerie’s hips, holding but not urging.
Valerie moved lower, lips trailing a path down Judy’s chest. She paused at the lotus tattoo on her shoulder, pressing a kiss right at the center of the ink before her mouth drifted further, down the soft curve between her breasts. Her hands moved with her one steadying Judy’s hip, the other brushing up the inside of her thigh, teasing lightly over bare skin.
She could feel Judy’s breath shift before anything else deeper, drawn from someplace low. That kind of anticipation that wrapped heat around patience.
Valerie looked up once, their eyes locking.
“Just relax,” she said, voice low, her hand now cupped fully between Judy’s thighs, fingers parting with careful, knowing pressure. “Let me love you back.”
Her mouth found her slowly, tender at first gentle kisses, a warm breath, the tip of her tongue sliding soft along the edge of sensation. Judy’s hips lifted just slightly, legs parting more on instinct than thought. Valerie's grip firmed at her waist, steadying her, guiding her through the slow build.
Valerie knew every reaction every way Judy’s body arched, the sounds she made when the pressure was right, how to keep the rhythm tight and curling until she felt her tremble.
When Judy finally came, she gasped out Valerie’s name in a broken breath, one hand in her hair, the other gripping the sheets tight beside her. Valerie didn’t stop right away; she stayed through it, drawing it out just a little longer, until Judy’s thighs quivered and she was left panting, soft and undone.
Valerie kissed her way back up slowly, laying her body over hers, skin to skin. Judy’s arm wrapped around her without needing to search, pulling her close.
They stayed like that for a while, their legs tangled, foreheads pressed, nothing in the room but warmth and the soft hush of the world outside the window.
Still tangled in the warmth of each other, the blankets kicked low and half-forgotten, Valerie rested her cheek against Judy’s hair, their skin slick with the fading heat of what they’d just shared. Her breath hadn’t quite evened out yet, heart still thudding a little harder than usual in her chest.
She smiled lazily, one hand tracing the edge of Judy’s shoulder, fingers drifting toward the lotus tattoo. “Definitely the right castle for my Princess.”
Judy’s laugh vibrated against her collarbone before she pulled Valerie into another kiss deep, lingering, playful in the way her lips didn’t quite let go right away. When she did finally pull back, her grin was all teeth and affection.
“You’re lucky you’re cute,” she said, curling closer. “If anyone else called me a Princess, they’d be in the lake.”
Valerie raised a brow, the smirk already tugging at her lips. “Perks of marrying you, I guess.”
Judy snorted softly, nuzzling into her chest, the rise and fall of her breath syncing with Valerie’s now. “Vintage video games and a lovely wife who’s a menace,” she mumbled. “Just keep giving me days like this.”
Valerie let her eyes close for a moment, her arms wrapping a little tighter around Judy’s waist. “Wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Judy hummed, the sound of a sleepy promise more than anything else. “I’m gonna hold you like this for a while… then I’m gonna kick your ass in Mario Kart.”
Valerie’s laugh came low and warm from her chest, her fingers tracing lazy patterns against Judy’s back. “How about a shower before I start throwing shells at you?”
Judy gave a contented sigh, tightening her grip, one leg hooking loosely over Valerie’s hip. “Sounds good. But you better watch for those banana peels after the shower.”
Valerie chuckled, her nose brushing the top of Judy’s head. “I always do, babe.”
The breeze coming through the cracked window barely moved the curtains now just enough to let the sunlight shift a little across the floorboards, across the tangle of sheets low on the bed. The rest of the room stayed still, warm with that particular hush that only settled after closeness, after laughter, after the kind of moments that didn’t need words to linger.
Judy’s head rose and fell against Valerie’s chest, her breath slow and steady now, eyes half-closed. She hadn’t fallen asleep yet, but her body was fully at ease, wrapped around Valerie like a second heartbeat. One arm curled under her wife’s ribs, her fingers tracing lazy, absent shapes into her side, sometimes pausing to tap the rhythm of whatever little melody still hummed under her skin.
Valerie’s arm lay across Judy’s back, hand resting low just at the curve of her waist, her thumb occasionally brushing along bare skin, slow and soft. Her other hand stayed curled near Judy’s shoulder, fingers woven into a few strands of her pink-green hair, twisting gently without thought.
Neither spoke, because there wasn’t a need.
Outside, a bird called once from somewhere near the dock. The lake answered with the faintest lap of water against the post. The world kept moving, but here, wrapped up in each other, they didn’t.
Judy’s breath deepened slightly, a contented sound slipping out when Valerie shifted just enough to press a kiss into her temple barely there, more air than touch.
Valerie let her eyes drift shut again, holding her close, letting the weight of peace settle in the quiet. This was the kind of moment that never showed up in photographs or got captured in keepsakes, but it was the kind that stayed.
Their legs tangled tighter, and the day, soft as it was, kept waiting patiently outside.
It was the soft creak of the floorboards out in the hallway, nothing sharp, just the house stretching that stirred Valerie first. Not fully awake, not yet. Her lashes fluttered, breath steady, body still wrapped around Judy’s in the kind of hold that had softened into instinct even in sleep.
The light had shifted again. Warmer now, golden along the far wall. Afternoon beginning to settle in.
Judy stirred against her with a quiet murmur, something halfway between a sigh and a sleepy protest. She didn’t move much, just nestled deeper into Valerie’s chest, her leg still slung across her hips, one arm looped underneath, fingers curled near her shoulder.
Valerie blinked slowly, adjusting to the quiet all over again. Her hand resumed that familiar, absent tracing along Judy’s spine up and down, soft and slow, like nothing had changed except the clock.
Judy let out a little breath, voice still husky from sleep. “Did we fall asleep?”
Valerie smiled against her hair. “Guess so.”
Judy hummed, barely lifting her head. “Felt nice.”
Valerie’s hand slipped up to cup the back of her neck, thumb stroking near her implant. “Still does.”
They didn’t rush it. The blanket had stayed mostly pushed down toward their knees, the air just cool enough now to make the warmth between them feel like its own comfort. Judy shifted only enough to kiss the center of Valerie’s chest once, a soft press of lips against skin, before settling again.
“Did I ever tell you you’re dangerous when you’re relaxed?” Judy mumbled.
Valerie’s smile deepened, eyes still mostly closed. “Only every time we nap.”
Judy chuckled once, low and sleepy, then let the silence wrap back around them.
An hour had passed. The house hadn’t moved, but wrapped up in each other, breathing slow, they didn’t feel like they’d missed a thing.
Judy was the first to shift with real intent, her leg sliding down Valerie’s hip as she stretched out slow and lazy like a cat that’d been basking too long in a sunbeam. She let out a soft groan, one arm arching up toward the headboard, fingers flexing open before she flopped back down against Valerie’s side.
“Alright,” she murmured, lips brushing just under her collarbone. “We probably smell like sex and nostalgia.”
Valerie snorted, voice still scratchy from sleep. “Could be worse. Could smell like Mario Kart rage.”
Judy grinned and finally lifted her head, hair mussed, one side flattened from where it’d pressed into Valerie’s chest. “That’s round two, mi amor.”
Valerie kissed her forehead. “Bring it on.”
They moved together, still wrapped in each other more than in sheets, fingers brushing skin here and there, small glances shared without needing words. Valerie slid out first, stretching tall beside the bed, her red braid tousled, a few strands clinging to her temple. She reached down and offered her hand to Judy.
Judy took it with a smirk, her bare feet landing soft against the floor. The room was a little cooler now, the heat of the day fading just enough to raise goosebumps as they crossed into the hallway.
They didn’t bother grabbing clothes yet.
The bedroom was quiet, soft light spilling in from the windows. Valerie’s hand brushed lightly across the small of Judy’s back as they stepped into the bathroom together. The mirror caught them both hair tousled, skin warm, smiles unguarded.
Judy leaned in close behind Valerie, their reflections lined up. She kissed the nape of her neck, voice low. “Want me to get the water started?”
Valerie tilted her head slightly toward the kiss, her eyes catching Judy’s in the mirror. “Only if you plan to share.”
Judy raised a brow, already turning the handle. “You always want me to share.”
Valerie leaned back against the counter, watching the steam begin to curl around them as the water hit the right temp. “And yet you always do.”
They stepped in together with no rush, no fumbling, just that easy rhythm, that closeness they carried like second nature. The shower hissed around them, warm and steady, washing away the sleep and salt of the afternoon, but not the quiet.
The steam wrapped around them like a second skin, curling along the glass and softening every edge. The water came down hot but not harsh, rhythm steady as rainfall. Judy stepped under first, her head tilting back, wet strands of pink and green falling across her shoulders as she let it soak through. Her eyes fluttered shut, a slow exhale slipping past her lips like she was letting the last of the nap fall away, too.
Valerie watched for a moment before stepping in behind her, hands resting at Judy’s hips. She leaned forward, kissing between her shoulder blades, warm lips meeting warmer skin as the water streamed over both of them.
Neither of them spoke for a while.
Valerie reached past her, grabbed the soap, and lathered it into her palms, slow circles, and deliberate. She started at Judy’s back, hands moving over familiar territory with the kind of reverence that wasn’t dramatic, just right. Her fingers curled around her waist, sliding across the soft curve of her stomach before she moved up gently over ribs, brushing lightly beneath the slope of her breasts, only lingering when Judy leaned back into her with a soft sigh.
“I could get used to this every day,” Judy murmured.
Valerie smiled against the wet skin of her shoulder. “We’re allowed to.”
Judy turned in her arms, their bodies brushing slick and close. She looped her arms around Valerie’s neck, water dripping from her lashes. “You know, we never did figure out who left that sock under the bed.”
Valerie grinned. “Pretty sure it was you.”
Judy leaned in close, water beading down her cheek as her arms looped lazily around Valerie’s neck. “And for the record,” she murmured, lips brushing just near Valerie’s ear, “pretty sure I’m still winning Mario Kart later.”
Valerie slid her hands down Judy’s back, cupping just above her hips, their foreheads nearly touching now through the steam. “Then I guess I’ll need to finish rinsing fast if I’m gonna keep up.”
Judy leaned in, kissed her once deep, wet, slow, and whispered against her mouth, “You’re already behind, Guapa.”
The water kept falling, steady as the rhythm between them, as soap and skin and laughter slipped through their fingers like something they’d never have to rush again.
The water slowed to a trickle behind them as Valerie reached for the towel first, dragging it off the hook and holding it open with a quiet gesture. Judy stepped forward, arms raised with a grin, letting Valerie wrap it around her with both hands before pulling her in for a kiss that lingered warm, wet, familiar.
Valerie pulled back just enough to brush her knuckles along Judy’s jaw. “Still think you’re winning later?”
Judy smirked. “Mmhm. Especially now that you’re all distracted and domestic.”
They swapped towels wordlessly, moving in that easy rhythm that came from years of shared mornings and late nights. Judy towel-dried her hair with both hands, the streaks of pink and green curling slightly at the ends, while Valerie stood beside her, pulling the towel slowly across her arms and collarbone. Steam still lingered around the mirror, a hazy blur behind their reflections.
Neither one bothered with makeup or pretense. Just the feel of cotton and denim waiting where they’d left their clothes by the sink.
Valerie was the first to reach down, stepping into a pair of faded jean shorts frayed at the edge, worn in all the right ways, and pulling them up over still-damp skin. She grabbed her black tank from the hook, sliding it on with a roll of her shoulders, red braid still hanging damp down her back. She caught Judy watching and tilted her head. “What?”
Judy just smiled, slipping into her own shorts, the fabric hugging snug at her hips. “Nothing. Just appreciating the view.”
She pulled her own tank top on last gray, loose at the collar from years of wear, and reached over to tug lightly at the hem of Valerie’s. “No coffee stains yet. We’re off to a good start.”
Valerie smirked, brushing her fingers down Judy’s side. “Yet.”
The mirror finally cleared. Two women side by side barefoot, sun-kissed, and still holding the echo of something quiet and real in the air around them. The kind of peace that didn’t fade just because the steam had.
Judy reached for her hair brushing it lightly. “Let’s see if I can beat your ass and get lunch started.”
Valerie opened the door with a hand on the knob and a raised brow. “Confidence. I like it.”
Valerie let the door swing open with a soft creak, the last bit of steam trailing behind them as cooler air met warm skin. The hallway light had shifted again, stretching longer now lazy sunbeams cast in thin gold lines across the floorboards, catching faint motes of dust in their drift.
She didn’t say anything at first, just walked a few paces ahead, her bare feet making that soft, familiar pad against the wood. Then she paused, turning her head just enough to glance back over her shoulder.
“Lunch first,” she said, lips curling at the edge. “Can’t let you say I distracted you with hunger when I left you in the dust.”
Judy’s eyes narrowed playfully as she caught up, elbow brushing Valerie’s. “You’re already making excuses and I haven’t even picked my controller.”
Valerie reached down, gently laced her fingers with hers as they passed the bookshelf. “Not an excuse. Just making sure you’ve got a full stomach before I break your spirit.”
Judy scoffed. “You hear yourself right now?”
Valerie bumped her hip with hers. “Yup. And I sound adorable.”
They moved toward the kitchen without rush, sunlight slanting across the counter and the faint smell of earlier coffee still clinging to the air. Valerie let go of Judy’s hand just long enough to open the fridge, already eyeing what was left from this morning’s grocery stash. Her fingers tapped thoughtfully against the door.
“Thinking something light,” she said. “We’ve got that smoked turkey, maybe toast up some sourdough, slice up the apples.”
Judy leaned against the counter, arms crossed, tank clinging still to the shape of her ribs. “You feed me like that, I might forgive you when I fall off Rainbow Road.”
Valerie grinned, pulling out what she needed. “That’s the plan, babe.”
Outside, the lake stayed still. The soft hum of the old fridge filled the kitchen as they settled into the familiar rhythm of shared space, good food, and the kind of comfort that only ever came when the day had no demands just them, a slow afternoon, and the gentle promise of chaos waiting on the couch.
The kitchen filled with quiet movement the scrape of a knife over toast, the soft snap of apple skin giving way under Valerie’s thumb as she sliced clean wedges onto a plate. The fridge door clicked shut behind her, the chill air fading quick as the warm house swallowed it up again. Outside, birds rustled in the trees, but inside it was just the low hush of shared space and the clink of silverware.
Judy leaned against the counter with her hip, reaching over to steal an apple slice. She popped it into her mouth with a grin, chewing slowly as she watched Valerie work.
“You’re doing that thing with your eyes again,” she murmured, voice light.
Valerie didn’t look up, still buttering the last piece of toast. “What thing?”
Judy leaned in a little closer, another apple slice in hand, voice low with that familiar teasing edge. “You know you’re looking all domestic and hot at the same time, right?”
Valerie glanced up then, a smirk already pulling at her lips. “You’re lucky I’m slicing apples and not my ego right now.”
Judy grinned wider, nudging her knee against Valerie’s leg. “I’d still eat ‘em.”
Two plates went down on the counter, simple, clean, but just right. Sliced turkey layered between toasted sourdough, crisp apple wedges tucked beside them, with the last of the cold brew from this morning poured over fresh ice.
Valerie slid a plate toward Judy with a casual flick of her fingers. “Refueling the competition. Generous of me.”
Judy took a slow sip from her glass, eyes narrowing over the rim. “Mmhm. You keep that same energy when you’re in last place.”
They carried the plates into the living room, light filtering through the open windows now, warm across the rug. The console still sat hooked up beneath the CRT, its old hum a low murmur beneath the screen. The controllers waited on the floor like they knew what was coming.
Valerie dropped onto the loveseat, plate balanced on her knees. Judy flopped down beside her, tucking one leg under the other, biting into her sandwich with a pleased little hum.
For a while, they just ate. Just the quiet between them, the kind that never needed to be filled to be whole.
Then Judy nudged Valerie’s thigh with her knee, swallowed her last bite, and reached for the nearest controller.
“Alright,” she said, voice soft but firm, “let’s see if your lunch was worth the trouble.”
Valerie licked a crumb from the corner of her mouth, already reaching for her own controller. “Only if you’re ready to taste defeat.”
Judy finished the last bite of her sandwich, brushing a few crumbs from her thigh before setting the plate down on the end table. She stretched forward just far enough to snag one of the controllers off the rug, her fingers already tapping the buttons like a warm-up.
Valerie took her time with the final apple slice, chewing slowly, eyes on Judy not the screen. She set her own plate aside, leaned down with a quiet grunt, and picked up her controller too, settling back into the cushions with one leg tucked under her.
The game was already booted from earlier, cheerful music spilling from the CRT like it had never aged a day. The character select screen glowed, waiting.
Valerie leaned slightly into Judy’s side, thumb circling her joystick. “You’re not even pretending to hesitate?”
Judy smirked, her cursor already hovering. “Why? You know I’m picking Luigi.”
Valerie gave a low hum, casual but loaded. “Bold, considering you’re about to eat a red shell.”
Judy bumped her elbow lightly. “Just try not to drive off the edge again.”
Valerie grinned and selected Mario with a tap. “That was once. And I was distracted. By your tank top.”
Judy grinned wider but didn’t answer, hitting ‘Start’ without another word.
The race loaded up fast classic track, one they both knew. The countdown beeped, and Valerie cracked her knuckles with dramatic flair before the karts lurched forward.
The first lap was neck and neck tight turns, drifts timed just right, Judy in the lead for half of it, then Valerie pulling ahead with a well-timed mushroom boost.
“Okay, okay,” Judy muttered, leaning in closer, almost off the edge of the cushion. “That was luck.”
“Skill,” Valerie countered, nudging her shoulder with her own without losing pace.
On the second lap, the shells started flying. Judy dropped a banana right at the corner and Valerie hit it without hesitation, her kart spinning with a digital screech.
“Oh come on,” she laughed, throwing her head back against the loveseat. “You dirty racer.”
Judy grinned, not taking her eyes off the screen. “You’d have done it to me the first chance you got.”
Valerie didn’t even blink. “I will do it. Just wait for the final lap.”
She did right at the last corner, with a perfectly timed red shell that sent Judy’s kart spinning off into the dirt just shy of the finish line.
Valerie crossed with half a second to spare, lips already curling into that smug, slow smile she knew would get her elbowed.
Valerie raised a fist in mock triumph. “Justice!”
Judy turned slowly, eyeing her. “You realize this means war.”
Valerie leaned back, relaxed, playful. “Then pick your track, babe. I’ve got all afternoon.”
They reset the tracks, laughter still under their breath, the race already forgotten, because it wasn’t about the win. It was about the way Judy leaned into her, about the shared cushion and bare knees bumping, and how the sun lit the edge of her smile just enough to make the next match feel like falling in love all over again.
Judy didn’t give the score screen a second glance. Her fingers were already moving, rhythm quick and sure, skipping past the fanfare like it never mattered. She tilted slightly forward, feet flat on the rug, the controller warm in her hands.
She tapped across the options, then gave a small nod. “Donut Plains,” she said, like she’d been waiting for it. “Time to test your reflexes, old woman.”
Valerie raised a brow as she leaned back into the loveseat, one leg folded, the other stretched long across the cushion. “You’re barely a year younger.”
Judy didn’t look up. “Yeah, but I drive like I’m immortal.”
Valerie let out a low chuckle, the kind that came easy now, as she rolled the cord of her controller once around her fingers. “Is that why you spun out on the last corner?”
Judy just grinned, eyes glued to the screen as the course loaded.
Donut Plains. The track was tight and mean, full of mud slicks and quick curves, with chipper music that sounded like it was daring you to underestimate it.
The karts lined up again. That little beep-beep countdown blinked on screen. Three… Two…
Valerie tapped her gas right on beat, not too soon, just enough for the quick burst off the line. “Careful on the mud, babe,” she murmured, fingers steady.
Judy’s kart shot forward, taking the inside edge. “The only thing I’m slipping on is your misplaced confidence.”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “Trash talk already? We’re five seconds in.”
The first lap was chaos. Judy clipped a pipe and let out a dramatic groan. Valerie tried to drift too tight and slid right through the mud. A green shell from Judy bounced clean off a wall and vanished somewhere useless, while Valerie shouted at her kart like it could hear her.
The room filled with quick breaths, shared curses, soft laughter. Judy shifted closer without thinking, her knee pressing into Valerie’s thigh as they took a curve side-by-side.
By the second lap, they’d hit their rhythm. Tight drifts. Perfect hops. Judy managed a banana peel that landed with surgical precision right where Valerie’s kart would be if she hadn’t already guessed it.
Valerie dodged left, barely missing a banana peel, and let out a soft snort. “Is that the best you got, babe?”
Judy’s kart veered up beside hers again, the curve of her grin audible in her voice. “Please. I’m just warming up.”
Valerie’s item box flashed a red shell. It hovered in her inventory, untouched. Her fingers stilled just slightly on the button.
Judy didn’t look over, but her tone shifted, sensing it. “You’re holding onto something.”
Valerie kept her eyes forward, a little too focused. “Not sure what you mean.”
Judy glanced sideways at her in real life, not the screen. “You’ve got the look.”
Valerie raised a brow without turning. “What look would that be?”
“The ‘I’m about to ruin your day with love’ look,” Judy said, drawing out the last word like it tasted sweet.
A slow smile tugged at the corner of Valerie’s mouth. “Could be.”
Judy leaned in a little closer, voice dropping just enough to catch under Valerie’s skin. “If you launch that before the bridge, I swear…”
Valerie finally glanced over, playful now. “You’ll what? Call me names? Throw your controller?”
Judy smirked. “I’ll call your braid a traitor and sleep on your side of the bed all week.”
Valerie gave a small shrug, already thumbing the button. “I see no downside to this.”
The red shell hit with perfect timing just as Judy’s kart cleared the curve. She spun out in a spray of pixels while Valerie crossed the finish line clean.
Judy dropped the controller with a dramatic flop back against the cushions. “Okay. Okay. You got one.”
Valerie tilted her head, braid damp from the earlier shower, cheeks flushed from the win. “You let me have that?”
“I let you think you earned it,” Judy said, already shifting to lean into her side. Her fingers curled around Valerie’s arm, head resting just beneath her shoulder. “You’re lucky I like you.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head, breath soft against her scalp. “Luck had nothing to do with it.”
The controllers lay quiet on the rug. Sunlight curved across the floor in long golden arcs. And somewhere behind the pixelated finish line, another race was already waiting. But neither of them moved just yet.
The victory jingle crackled through the old CRT, grainy and triumphant. Valerie didn’t say anything at first. She just set the controller down slowly, exaggerated, like she was handling something fragile. Then she leaned back into the loveseat with one arm stretched along the backrest, the picture of smug relaxation.
Judy let her kart finish spinning in the grass before dropping her controller into her lap with a flat sigh. “You’re lucky I’m already emotionally resilient.”
Valerie tilted her head toward her, the corner of her mouth tugging up. “Oh, I thought I was lucky because I’m cute.”
Judy side-eyed her, but it didn’t have much heat. “You weaponized affection and red shells.”
“I waited till the last lap,” Valerie said, reaching over to brush a few strands of green-pink hair off Judy’s cheek. “That’s restraint.”
Judy turned her face into the touch, still pretending to sulk. “Next race, I’m picking the course. No more bridges. No more mud. Just pure speed.”
Valerie grinned. “You want a track without hazards ‘cause you know you’ll wipe out again.”
“No,” Judy said, drawing out the word as she curled in closer, tucking her feet up on the couch and nudging Valerie’s thigh with her knee. “Because I want you to lose fair and square.”
Valerie traced her fingers lightly over Judy’s shin, the touch absent, warm. “You sure you don’t just want an excuse to hold my hand during the turns again?”
Judy leaned in until her forehead touched Valerie’s. “That’s not an excuse. That’s a strategy.”
Valerie laughed low in her throat. “You gonna add that to your pre-race routine? Light stretching, passive-aggressive flirting, and tactical cuddling?”
“Damn right I am,” Judy said, grabbing the controller again without breaking eye contact. “Rematch?”
Valerie took a breath, slow and playful, then gave a small nod. “Only if you can handle another loss.”
Judy smirked. “I’m fueled by vengeance and good sandwich memory.”
Valerie reached for her controller. “Then prepare yourself, babe.”
The screen blinked to life again, pixelated colors dancing across their faces, the next course spinning up like it already knew this wasn’t really about the race.
It was just how they held each other through speed, chaos, and soft laughter every lap bringing them right back home.
The course loaded with a flash of bright colors and relentless optimism Koopa Beach. All open sand, tight turns, and the kind of water traps that punished overconfidence fast.
Valerie flexed her fingers on the controller like it made a difference, posture still relaxed, but a little more alert now.
Judy, on the other hand, was already leaning forward, feet planted on the rug, eyes sharp with that laser focus she usually saved for film edits and tactical recon.
The countdown started. Three… Two…
Valerie glanced over. “You know, it’s just a game.”
“One you’re about to lose,” Judy shot back, right as the race began.
And from the very first corner, Valerie knew she was in trouble.
Judy hit every boost with surgical timing, hugging each curve like the track had been designed for her. Her Luigi kart moved like it had a grudge to settle. Valerie tried to close the gap, took the inside turn, dodged a stray green shell, but Judy had already dropped a perfectly placed banana at the base of the jump.
Valerie’s kart spun midair and landed with a sputter.
“Oh, come on,” she groaned, half-laughing.
Judy didn’t even look over. “Told you no mercy.”
By lap two, Judy had lapped half the field. Valerie managed to keep second, but that was only because the CPU was terrible and she wasn’t. Still, Judy was a dot ahead on the mini-map, uncatchable, unmoved.
Valerie narrowed her eyes. “Did you practice this course while I was making lunch?”
Judy grinned, her eyes never leaving the screen. “Maybe I just remember things better than you.”
Valerie narrowed her gaze, already fighting a laugh. “You mean like how to cheat?”
Judy didn’t flinch. “No. Like how to win.”
Final lap. Valerie pulled a star power one last chance. She gunned for it, tearing through the water hazard and almost catching up on the long straight. Judy hit the final corner without flinching, boosting through with the kind of precision that should’ve been illegal.
Luigi crossed the line.
Winner.
Valerie threw herself back into the loveseat with a dramatic groan. “You didn’t just beat me. You erased me.”
Judy leaned back beside her, not even hiding her grin. “Balance restored.”
Valerie turned her head slowly, one brow raised. “I see how it is. I give you one red shell victory and now you’re on a power trip.”
Judy looped her arm through Valerie’s, tugging her close. “You earned that red shell. I earned this.”
Valerie sighed, resting her forehead against Judy’s temple. “So smug. So victorious. So unfair.”
Judy kissed her cheek, soft and slow. “You love it.”
Valerie let the silence stretch for a beat before muttering, “Only ‘cause it’s you.”
Judy bumped her leg gently. “Rematch?”
Valerie chuckled, fingers still curled around her controller. “Give me a minute to recover my pride.”
Outside, the sun shifted just slightly, casting warm light across the rug where their legs tangled together. Inside, the next race waited, but neither of them rushed.
Sometimes losing was just another way to fall for someone all over again.
The course flickered in Ghost Valley 2. Narrow track. No rails. One bad turn and you'd fly off into the dark.
Valerie leaned forward a little this time, her braid sliding over her shoulder. She rolled her neck once, slow, stretching like she was walking into a fight ring.
Judy watched her from the corner of her eye. “Are you good over there?”
Valerie smirked. “You got lucky last round.”
Judy nudged her knee. “I got skills, mi amor. But go ahead. Make it interesting.”
Three… two… one…
The race kicked off clean. Judy got the early lead again, cutting tight across the first curve, but Valerie wasn’t letting it go easy. She trailed close, slipping into her draft, fingers smooth over the buttons.
They hit the first jump at the same time. Both landed it. No shells. No bananas. Just speed and instinct.
Second lap Valerie pulled ahead for two corners. Judy caught up on the straight. Their karts bumped once, pixel sparks flying as they both let out surprised laughs.
“This is personal now,” Valerie muttered, cutting right just before the ghost tile.
“Has been since Donut Plains,” Judy replied, not missing a beat.
Final lap.
They were dead even, carts weaving through tight gaps like the screen couldn’t quite keep up. Valerie hit a boost pad first. Judy slipped right behind her and pulled a mushroom last item of the race.
They hit the final curve together.
Judy used it.
Valerie’s kart fishtailed just slightly on the turn, the edge of the course creeping up, traction slipping under her tires.
Judy crossed the finish line with maybe half a kart length to spare.
The victory screen blinked, a soft jingle fading into the room.
Valerie slumped back with a dramatic sigh, her controller resting across her stomach. “Okay. That one was real. I felt the betrayal in my bones.”
Judy leaned over and kissed her cheek, light and teasing. “You made me work for it.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, brushing her nose against Judy’s. “Still calling that a lucky mushroom.”
“Still calling it skill,” Judy whispered, fingers tracing lightly across Valerie’s knuckles. “But if it helps, you look hot even when you lose.”
Valerie laughed, the sound easy. “Are you trying to distract me from the next race?”
“Maybe.” Judy’s eyes sparkled. “Or maybe I just want to keep you close a little longer.”
Their controllers rested quiet again, but the screen pulsed next race waiting.
Valerie shifted, stretching her legs out, letting her shoulder settle against Judy’s.
“Let’s do one more,” she murmured. “Then I’m taking us back to the dock.”
Judy smiled without looking away from the screen. “Perfect.”
The countdown started again.
The course flickered in Rainbow Road. The original one. No walls, no mercy. Just that razor-thin stretch of stars winding through black, the kind of track that punished hesitation, overconfidence, or blinking too long. The music shimmered in soft pulses, upbeat but distant, like it already knew what kind of chaos it was about to cause.
Valerie let out a breath, low and steady. “Of course it’s this one,” she muttered, voice curling with amusement and resignation.
Judy didn’t grin like usual. Not yet. Her posture had shifted, more grounded now feet flat on the rug, controller braced between her palms. “You said one more,” she replied, eyes still on the screen. “You didn’t say it had to be easy.”
Valerie gave a little nod, lips twitching, her braid resting lightly against her shoulder as she leaned in. “I don’t do easy things when it comes to you.”
Judy’s glance was quick but warm, all fond defiance. “Then buckle up, Guapa.”
Three…
Two…
One.
The karts launched with a smooth hiss of digital speed. Both perfect starts. No wheel spin, no stumbles just focus and old muscle memory.
In the first lap, they stayed side by side, trading lead with every twist. Judy took the sharper angles. Valerie timed her drifts with practiced grace, her Mario kart moving like it had weight to it. The soft blip of coins echoed as they weaved past tiles. No shells yet. Just them. Just speed.
On the second lap, Valerie caught a clean curve and pulled ahead by half a kart length. She didn’t say a word, just breathed slowly through her nose, eyes locked. Judy cut the inside line on the next turn, close enough that her tires scraped the track’s edge. She recovered, still right on Valerie’s tail.
Neither of them spoke, but the energy between them shifted. That quiet current of shared tension. Of knowing every flick of the other’s wrist. Of caring enough to race like hell and still not care if they lost.
The final lap came fast.
Valerie hit the boost pad first. Judy followed, drew a mushroom, and didn’t use it yet.
The turns came harder now. Valerie drifted wide on the big loop, pulling in at the last second. Judy cut tighter, held just behind. They were both breathing harder quiet little exhales that timed with their fingers, their focus, their fire.
The last corner loomed ahead. That means left where dreams went to die. Valerie didn’t flinch. She took it clean, the sound of her kart’s tires skidding a little under control. Judy hit it right behind her, tighter still, holding her mushroom till the final stretch.
Then she used it.
Luigi surged forward, just enough.
They crossed the finish line nearly side by side, but the game didn’t hesitate. Luigi Wins blinked across the screen with chipper finality.
Valerie stared at it for a second, lips parted just enough to show how close she’d felt it was. Then she huffed once and let her head fall sideways against Judy’s shoulder, eyes still on the screen. “Okay,” she said, voice warm despite the words. “You earned that one.”
Judy didn’t gloat. She just shifted her controller to the floor and slid her arm around Valerie’s waist, slow and steady, her cheek pressing into red hair still damp from their shower. “Best two out of three?”
Valerie gave a quiet laugh, fingers curling gently at Judy’s knee. “Not unless you want to lose your lead. I’m retiring with my dignity.”
Judy’s smile softened. She didn’t move, just breathed in the closeness. “Then I’ll retire as a champion.”
The screen faded back to the title loop, music twinkling through the still air. Outside, the sun had shifted again stretching golden light across the rug, catching the dust just enough to make it look like the room was breathing.
Inside, neither of them moved. The game was over. The tie was broken, but the best part had never been the race. It was this.
The after, and the way they stayed close without needing to say anything else.
Valerie set the controller down with a soft clack, then stretched out slowly across the loveseat. She eased into the curve of Judy’s lap like she’d done it a hundred times, like her body already knew the shape it needed to be. Her braid slipped across denim, pooling warm against Judy’s thigh, and her arms folded loosely over her stomach.
Judy shifted without needing to ask, brushing her hand through the loose red strands. Her fingers moved in steady rhythms, combing lightly, the way she always did when Valerie melted into her like this. She didn’t say anything at first, just watched the last flashes of Rainbow Road flicker across the CRT screen, the track looping again as the title screen music picked up soft in the background.
Valerie exhaled slowly, not quite a sigh, more like something letting go. “That was a hell of a race.”
“You made me work for it,” Judy murmured, still playing with her hair, gentle.
Valerie gave a small shrug. “Guess I still had some fight in me.”
Judy smiled faintly. “You always do.”
She leaned down just enough to press a kiss into the crown of Valerie’s head, her breath catching the edge of her braid. The scent of sun-warmed skin and fabric softener filled the quiet. Outside, the lake breeze pushed through the windows again, soft rustling in the trees blending with the looped game music.
Neither of them moved for a while.
Valerie’s thumb brushed along the hem of Judy’s shorts where her hand had slipped under. “Think we should move?”
Judy glanced toward the window, sunlight cutting across the rug like it was holding the moment open just a little longer. “Let’s stay like this,” she whispered.
Valerie’s hand curled just slightly against her thigh. “Yeah,” she breathed. “Right here.”
Valerie’s head rested still in Judy’s lap, her cheek warm against denim, the last bits of the game lingering more as feeling than memory now. The CRT screen had faded into its idle glow, cycling soft blue pixels across the wall, a slow pulse that didn’t ask anything from them.
Judy’s hand kept moving through her hair, fingers threading loose red strands into gentle shapes before letting them fall back into place. Her other hand rested lightly across Valerie’s arm, thumb tracing a slow, steady arc near the inside of her elbow.
The room had that weightless kind of quiet sunlight stretching across the floor, the air still touched faintly by the lake breeze and a hint of coffee that hadn’t quite faded.
Valerie didn’t move much. Just shifted her head a little to nuzzle into Judy’s hip like it anchored her there. “You think they’re gonna freak out when they see it?”
Judy’s lips curled into a grin. “Sera? She’s gonna act like she’s too cool for it at first… then get weirdly competitive.”
Valerie smirked without lifting her eyes. “Sandra’ll try to play it casual too. But she’ll be gunning for the high score by round two.”
“She’ll pretend she’s not keeping track,” Judy murmured, “but we’ll catch her glancing at the score screen every time.”
Valerie huffed a quiet laugh, the sound curling soft in her chest. “Think they’ll team up on us when they start losing?”
Judy’s fingers paused just long enough to give her a squeeze. “Only until one of them gets a power-up,” she said, grinning. “Then it’s every woman for herself.”
Judy looked down at her then, her thumb brushing lightly along Valerie’s temple. “Think we’ll even get to finish a round without someone pausing for snacks or arguing about who gets which controller?”
Valerie let her eyes flutter open just enough to meet hers. “Not a chance.”
“Good,” Judy said, her smile softer now. “Wouldn’t have it any other way.”
For a moment they just breathed in it what the night might hold, the easy joy of their little family, the kind of chaos only people who loved each other could make.
Valerie let her hand curl up, catching the hem of Judy’s tank top and holding it there. “We’ll have to figure out dinner.”
Judy shrugged gently, careful not to shift Valerie’s weight. “Doesn’t have to be fancy,” she murmured, her voice low against the quiet. “Just something warm. Something that feels like us.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, eyes still half-lidded. “Like this?”
Judy leaned in, kissed her forehead slow and steady, her hand never leaving Valerie’s hair. “Exactly like this,” she whispered.
The wind touched the window again. Somewhere, the dock creaked faintly in the afternoon sun. Inside, they stayed right where they were tucked into the quiet, already smiling at what was still to come.
Judy’s hand drifted once more through Valerie’s braid, then slowed, fingertips resting lightly near her shoulder. She glanced toward the window, where the sun had shifted again, painting longer slants of gold across the floor and making the breeze outside feel more like an invitation than background.
Her voice came low, easy. “Wanna walk the lake for a bit?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her head stayed right where it was, cheek pressed to the denim warmth of Judy’s lap, her eyes closed like she was still memorizing the shape of it. Then she hummed, not quite a yes, but something thoughtful threaded with contentment.
Judy waited.
Valerie finally shifted, stretching one leg out further along the couch, her fingers curling briefly into the fabric near Judy’s hip before letting go. “If you promise to hold my hand the whole way.”
Judy smiled. “I was gonna do that anyway.”
Valerie rolled to one side and sat up, slow and unhurried, the kind of rise that came with no reason to rush. Her hair slipped across her back in a loose wave, braid messy now from all the soft touches. She didn’t fix it. Just stood and reached for Judy’s hand as she did.
Judy laced their fingers together, squeezing once as she rose beside her. The house held the warmth well, and outside, the air smelled like pine needles and fresh dirt where the sun had drawn moisture back out of the ground. That edge-of-summer scent. Green and full.
Their hands stayed linked even as they paused by the door. Valerie leaned down first, sliding her foot into one boot, then the other, tugging them snug with the kind of muscle memory that came from years of slipping them off at thresholds and back on for anything that mattered. Judy followed a beat later, steadying herself with a hand on Valerie’s shoulder as she stepped into hers.
Just that shared pause, bodies brushing, the day still unfolding around them.
The back door swung open with the familiar creak, hinges catching the breeze as it swept inside for half a second, cool and clean. Valerie held it long enough for Judy to step through, then let it ease shut behind them with a gentle click.
The sunlight wrapped around them instantly soft gold sliding along their arms, catching in the edges of their hair, warming the denim and cotton they wore like a second skin. The lake shimmered just ahead, framed by the gentle sway of trees and the low hum of birdsong threading between leaves.
They stepped down off the deck in sync, boots meeting packed dirt and scattered pine needles. The scent of the lake pulled stronger now wet stone and distant moss, the faint sweetness of something blooming nearby.
Judy’s fingers flexed slightly in Valerie’s hand. “Still feels like a dream sometimes,” she murmured, not looking away from the path ahead.
Valerie glanced over, her voice low. “That we made it to this part?”
Judy’s voice came quiet, steady against the wind. “That it’s quiet like this. That it belongs to us.”
Valerie nodded once, her thumb brushing across the top of Judy’s hand as they walked. “We earned this.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She just leaned a little closer as they moved, the breeze stirring her pink-green hair in soft waves down her back. The dock shined in front of them, the path curling toward the lake’s edge where wild grass softened the shore and the trees parted just enough to open the world wider.
Their boots made an easy rhythm across the earth, two heartbeats set to the sound of sunlight and water and nothing else demanding their time.
The path curved gently, hugging the edge of the water where the sun kissed the surface in broken shimmers. Valerie and Judy walked side by side, their hands still joined, their steps quiet against the soft give of dirt and pine needles. Every so often, a bird called out from the tree line nothing urgent, just another voice in the rhythm of late afternoon.
Valerie’s thumb brushed absently across the back of Judy’s hand as they moved, not with purpose, just presence. Her braid swung lightly against her shoulder with each step, catching the light when it shifted through the canopy above.
Judy’s eyes drifted now and then, tracking the tiny bursts of movement across the water dragonflies skimming the surface, the occasional ripple from a fish just beneath. Her grip never loosened.
Ahead, the trail narrowed slightly where the roots of an old cedar broke through the ground. They stepped in sync, navigating around it like they’d done this a dozen times. Maybe they had. Maybe they just knew each other’s pace that well by now.
“You remember that winter we tried to walk this whole loop in the snow?” Valerie asked, her voice carrying just enough to settle into the air between them.
Judy let out a soft laugh. “We made it halfway before you fell on your ass.”
Valerie smirked. “I was testing the ice.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, nudging her gently. “You weren’t testing the ice, mi amor you were losing a fight with gravity, and gravity won.”
Valerie bumped her shoulder gently into Judy’s as they rounded a bend, the trees opening up to reveal a wider stretch of lake. The breeze picked up there, carrying the cool scent of water and something faintly mineral, like old stone warmed by the sun.
They paused for a moment at the clearing, not because they had to, but because the view asked them to. The lake stretched out wide and still, a deep quiet wrapped in motion soft ripples, a lazy drift of clouds reflected in blue.
Judy tilted her head, watching the far bank. “Feels bigger today.”
Valerie nodded. “Feels peaceful.”
Judy turned to look at her then, eyes half-lidded from the light. “Are you doing okay?”
Valerie took a breath before answering, long and unforced. “Yeah, because you are here with me.”
Their fingers laced tighter, and they kept walking, letting the lake guide their steps. No destination. Just the path, the quiet, and each other.
The trail dipped low near the south bend of the lake, where a split in the trees gave way to a little patch of wild grass and a sun-bleached log settled right at the water’s edge. It wasn’t much just worn wood and soft moss at the base, but it looked like it belonged there, like it had always waited for two people to sit down and let the world fall away.
Valerie slowed first, thumb giving Judy’s hand a gentle squeeze before she stepped off the path. She touched the log with her boot, tested its give, then sat down with a quiet breath. Judy followed, folding down beside her until their bodies brushed shoulder to thigh, the kind of closeness that asked for nothing except to stay.
The lake stretched wide in front of them, the breeze slow and thoughtful. A line of ducks trailed across the far end, barely disturbing the water. The sun angled lower now, gold warming into amber where it caught the trees.
Valerie leaned her head against Judy’s. “Might not move for a while,” she murmured.
Judy turned just enough to kiss her temple. “Good. I wasn’t planning to.”
They sat that way for a long few minutes, the silence not empty just full of everything that didn’t need saying. Then Valerie shifted a little, her arm sliding behind Judy to rest along her waist, her voice soft.
“I loved playing with them,” she said. “The band. The rush of it. That first note of a set, when the lights hit and everyone’s leaning forward like something’s about to break open.”
Judy didn’t say anything yet, just let her fingers rest lightly over Valerie’s knee, waiting.
“But sometimes,” Valerie went on, “it got too loud. Too much. Like I couldn’t hear my own thoughts afterward. Like the quiet had to scream to be heard.”
Judy finally looked over, her eyes steady. “You don’t have to explain it.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “I think I want to stick to the small stuff. Acoustic sets. Local nights. Maybe Highland Junction, Wildest Dreams, or Dust Bone. Let the band run wild when they want. They’re good without me.”
“They miss you,” Judy said gently.
“I know. But I want more of this. More mornings where the only thing I have to worry about is if I brewed the right coffee. More days where we get to walk around a lake, or sit in the sun doing absolutely nothing and still feel full.”
Judy reached up, brushing a curl of red behind Valerie’s ear. “You’re allowed to want peace.”
“I want you,” Valerie said, voice low. “And this. Our kind of peace.”
Judy leaned in, their foreheads almost touching. “I still want to keep working on the movies,” she said softly. “I still want to chase the stories. But I think I can do it without running anymore.”
Valerie nodded. “One day at a time?”
Judy smiled. “Exactly. You, me, and whatever forever brings. Even if forever includes me kicking your ass in Mario Kart.”
Valerie laughed, full and warm, and tucked Judy closer under her arm.
The lake kept breathing beside them, and for a little while longer, they just sat. Just the rhythm of hearts that didn’t need anything more than this.
The breeze moved gently through the reeds at the water’s edge, slow enough to rustle but not stir. Somewhere overhead, leaves clicked together like soft windchimes, and the sun, now rounding its late-afternoon arc, bathed the clearing in a warm amber hush.
Valerie eased her arm more fully around Judy’s waist, drawing her in until their sides met, steady and sure. Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder, fingers curling loosely in the edge of her tank top where it bunched a little at her side.
The weight of Judy’s head settled, and Valerie let her eyes drift shut. The log beneath them was warm from the sun, textured but familiar, like the land had shaped it just for this. Their boots rested side by side in the grass, toes brushing faintly, heels dug in without thought.
Heartbeats found rhythm Valerie’s calm and deep, Judy’s softer but sure. The kind of closeness that didn’t demand motion. That didn’t ask questions. That just existed, full and quiet.
A pair of ducks glided past in the shallows, the ripple they left behind catching the light like threads of gold. Somewhere farther off, the wooden creak of the dock marked the shift in lake wind, and still, neither moved.
Judy’s thumb brushed against Valerie’s thigh once, not a request, just a reminder. I’m here. Valerie turned just slightly, resting her cheek atop Judy’s hair, breathing in the faint scent of air warned by the sun, clovers, and the vanilla lotion they both shared.
The breeze had just shifted again, a little cooler now, brushing past their legs and threading through the wild grass behind the log. Judy let out a breath, eyes still half-lidded, head resting soft against Valerie’s shoulder.
Then Valerie felt the faint buzz through the back pocket of her shorts.
She didn’t move at first. Just sighed, kissed Judy’s temple, and eased her hand down, slipping out the holophone and thumbing it open with a flick. The screen lit up with a soft glow, and a familiar set of silhouettes resolved into focus.
Jessica was already smirking sideswept hair dyed neon pink and green today, messier than usual, like she’d either just rolled out of bed or into trouble. Probably both. Vanessa stood just behind her, taller, calm, yellow eyes patient beneath the sleek angles of her wolflike features.
“Look at you two,” Jessica said, grinning. “Didn’t think you could still disappear this well.”
“We earned it,” Valerie said, smiling slowly as she rested the phone upright on her thigh, angled so Judy could see too. “Just been soaking in the quiet since the girls got home. Sera and Sandra have been with us. The whole place feels like it’s breathing again.”
Judy shifted slightly, waving at the screen with a lazy smile. “Hey, Foxfire.”
Jessica lit up. “There’s my favorite menace. And your menace. Y’all good out there?”
“Better than good,” Valerie said. “Got a couple nights of sleep, had pancakes, nearly cried setting up an old CRT in the living room.”
Vanessa’s voice came in, smooth and even. “I take it the museum piece works?”
Judy grinned. “Super Nintendo. Full nostalgia mode. Found it at the rural market. Still plays like a dream.”
Jessica leaned in dramatically. “Don’t tell me you're running Mario Kart.”
Valerie smirked. “She’s crushing me. Relentlessly.”
“You love it,” Judy muttered, and bumped her with her shoulder.
“We do,” Valerie agreed, then looked toward the screen. “How’s Wildest Dreams holding up?”
Jessica made a small spinning motion with her hand off-screen, then snatched a cherry off a nearby glass and popped it into her mouth. “Friday’s crowd was a little wild. Some merc from the Valley tried to challenge one of the locals to a neural sync-off. We let ‘em burn out their egos in the backroom Vanessa ran clean-up.”
Vanessa nodded calmly. “No damage. Just bruised pride and a shorted-out rig. We’re tightening the BD stack filters again.”
Judy’s brow lifted. “Is that the third time this month?”
“Fifth,” Vanessa said without missing a beat.
Jessica leaned in closer to the camera again, the white fur along her cheeks catching the soft neon glow behind her. “You two better get back here soon. I miss having someone around who doesn’t take themselves seriously.”
Judy smiled, eyes soft. “Soon. Just need a few more days of this.”
Valerie nodded, letting the breeze catch her braid as she reached out to steady the holophone. “We’ll call again tomorrow. Give our love to the crew.”
“Always,” Vanessa said, eyes holding hers for just a beat longer.
Jessica blew a kiss toward the screen. “Tell Sera and her wife to behave.”
Judy laughed. “Define behave.”
Then the call ended, screen dimming back into her palm.
The wind moved through the grass again, steady and kind.
Valerie’s thumb lingered just above the edge of her pocket after the holophone slipped away, her hand still warm from holding it. The screen had gone dark, but their friends’ voices still felt close, Jessica's bright and fast, Vanessa’s steady like always. That tether never really frayed.
She tilted her head toward Judy, voice low, not wanting to stir the quiet too much. “Feels good when they check in like that.”
Judy hummed softly in agreement, her cheek brushing Valerie’s shoulder again. “Like the world’s still spinning out there, but slower when we hear it from them.”
Valerie’s smile was small, easy. “Yeah. Like we’re not missing anything we can’t catch back up on.”
They stayed like that for a little while longer, no need to rush the moment. The sun had dropped a little lower, casting long gold fingers across the lake, stretching out between ripples. The wind had picked up a touch, cooler now, brushing past the tops of their boots, teasing the edge of Valerie’s braid and the hem of Judy’s tank.
Then Judy shifted, just enough for her voice to reach clearly without breaking the softness. “C’mon,” she said gently. “Let’s head back.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just leaned into her for one more second, then pushed herself up with a light press of her palm against the log. She reached her hand down, pulling Judy up in one smooth tug.
Their fingers found each other again before they even took a step. The grass whispered against their legs as they moved, the lake glinting behind them like it was saying goodbye without needing to speak.
The path eased beneath them, soft dirt giving slightly with each step, worn in all the right places from years of wandering, returning, leaving again just to come back slower. Their boots moved without hurry, the cadence of shared time guiding their pace more than anything else. Judy’s fingers stayed laced in Valerie’s, not tight, not pulling just there.
The sun had dropped lower now, carving long beams through the canopy above, painting their shadows in gold that stretched ahead of them like another version of the day walking with them. Birdsong lingered near the treetops, quieter now, but still present. A last few calls answered each other as if echoing what Judy and Valerie didn’t need to say.
Valerie’s eyes drifted toward Judy again as her tank top clung lightly to her back, hair swaying gently with each step, the curve of her jaw soft in the sidelight. That pink and green glow in her hair caught against the dying sun like someone had dusted it with firelight.
Judy tilted her head just enough to meet her glance. Said nothing. But her thumb rubbed softly along the side of Valerie’s hand, like she’d felt it too that pause in the world.
They moved past the old cedar root again, the one that cut sideways across the trail. This time Judy stepped over it without looking down, and Valerie followed with the same muscle memory. It didn’t feel like passing an obstacle, it felt like moving through a memory still rooted in the ground.
Ahead, the trees began to thin. The clearing opened with slow ease, the scent of the lake giving way to something warmer woodsmoke faint in the air from somewhere distant. There tucked into the edge of everything, the Lakehouse waited. Porch half in shadow, screen door closed but loose on its frame. The railings caught the last bit of sunlight like it belonged only to them.
Judy gave Valerie’s hand a small squeeze light, like punctuation. Like, I know.
Valerie breathed in, slow. Her chest rose steady. The kind of breath that filled in all the space she hadn’t realized she’d left empty.
The grass curled beneath their boots as they stepped off the path. The dock rested quiet behind them now, its boards still warm from the afternoon. A soft creak sounded from the porch as Judy reached the steps first, one hand brushing the railing as she turned.
She looked back sunlight sliding across her cheek, that smile faint and full and only meant for Valerie.
Valerie stepped up beside her. They didn't speak yet. Just let the last few golden seconds of the walk stretch out between them. Let it settle into her bones the way only this place could. Her hand found Judy’s again, and they crossed the threshold together.
The screen door clicked shut behind them with that soft, familiar hush, the kind that always felt like the house welcoming them home. The kitchen still held the echo of morning coffee lingered faint in the air, warm wood beneath their boots, sunlight crawling across the floor slowly like it didn’t want to be anywhere else.
Judy stepped in first, brushing her fingertips along the edge of the counter as she moved past. Her touch was light, habitual, like she was checking to see if the stillness had changed while they were gone.
“We’ve got a little time before the girls get here,” she said, voice easy. “Probably another hour.”
Valerie’s fingers ghosted across her lower back as she passed, a little smile catching her mouth. “Tacos sound good?”
Judy glanced over her shoulder, a grin already forming. “Always. Those tomatoes from the stall? Perfect for salsa.”
Valerie tilted her head, narrowing her eyes just enough to tease. “Are you flirting with produce again?”
“They flirted first,” Judy said, reaching for the bag of fruit near the sink and tugging it open. “I just gave in.”
Valerie shook her head and started toward the living room. “We’ve really gotta talk about your standards.”
Judy’s laugh carried after her, light and warm. “Says the woman who bought a cursed DVD copy of Army of Darkness.”
The living room hadn’t moved since they left just quietly holding the mess of the afternoon. The lunch plates still sat on the end table, a few crumbs of toast and folded napkins nearby. The controllers lay tangled at the base of the TV stand, as if they’d been set down mid-battle and promised they’d be back.
Valerie crouched down, gathering the plates with one hand and nudging the controllers into a neater pile with the other. She stood slowly, glancing once at the CRT TV they’d pulled out that morning, still proud of its resurrection. The room smelled like dust, fruit, and faint coffee.
Judy stepped in behind her holding a tomato, and a dish towel slung over her shoulder. She leaned against the doorway, watching for a beat.
Valerie raised a brow, arms full. “Are you staring or helping?”
“Just appreciating my very attractive housewife,” Judy said, stepping closer to take one of the plates.
Valerie smirked. “Flattery won’t get you out of dish duty.”
They moved back into the kitchen together, setting the dishes beside the sink. Valerie reached for the faucet, twisting the handle until the water ran warm. She shook a little water onto her fingers, rubbing her hands together like she was easing into the rhythm.
Judy lingered nearby, setting the tomatoes down with a soft thud and glancing toward the dining nook where the light had settled wide across the floor. “Feels good,” she said after a second.
Valerie glanced over. “What does?”
“This,” Judy murmured. “Getting ready. Not because we have to just because we want the house to feel right when they walk in.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “We’ve waited a long time to feel like this.”
Judy stepped closer, bumped her hip lightly against Valerie’s. “And for the record I wasn’t trying to get out of dish duty.”
Valerie smirked, handing her the towel. “Didn’t say you were off the hook.”
Outside, a breeze caught the edge of the porch chimes, a soft clink echoing through the frame of the window. Inside, it was just them again quiet, warm, readying their home for the kind of night they’d always fought for.
The sink gurgled gently as Valerie rinsed the last plate, the sponge in her hand moving slow, steady. Warm water pooled along her fingers, slipping past the edge of the ceramic like it wasn’t in any hurry either. She set the clean dish in the rack, wiped her hands on the towel Judy had draped nearby, and leaned her hip into the counter for a second watching.
Judy stood at the opposite end, pink and green hair pulled loosely over one shoulder as she diced the tomatoes with the kind of precision only a woman who’d rebuilt a BD reader blindfolded could manage. Her fingers moved without hesitation, thumb pressing the blade just enough to guide it but never slow it.
Valerie smiled faintly, just watching her work. “That cutting board surviving okay?”
Judy glanced up, her smirk lazy. “So far. No promises once the peppers come out.”
Valerie chuckled, stepping closer. “Do you want the garlic crushed or sliced?”
“Crushed,” Judy said without missing a beat. “Gotta make sure it hits like a truck.”
Valerie opened the drawer and pulled out the garlic press, already feeling the weight of it warm from the sunlight seeping through the kitchen windows. She moved beside her wife, shoulder brushing hers lightly, not to crowd just to join.
Judy passed her the cloves without looking, the rhythm unbroken between them.
The kitchen filled with the scent of fresh tomato and lime, the citrus sharp in the air. Somewhere outside, a bird called out once then quieted, the breeze moving just enough through the open window to stir the scent across Valerie’s freckled skin.
“Smells like summer in here,” Valerie murmured as she pressed the garlic.
“Mmhm,” Judy said, giving the mixture one last stir before tasting it with the tip of her finger. “And victory. It's going to be hard for Sera and Sandra to compete with this.”
Valerie raised a brow. “I wasn't aware it was a competition.”
Judy grinned, licking the edge of her finger. “Everything’s a competition.”
Valerie passed her the pressed garlic, leaning just a little into her side again. “Then it’s rigged. You brought your A-game.”
They moved in sync, no instructions needed just the soft clink of bowls, the smell of salsa thickening with spice, and the feel of an evening finally coming together. Not because they had to. Just because it felt good to make something warm for the people they loved.
Judy slid the bowl aside, letting the salsa rest for a bit while the flavors settled in. Her fingers still held that faint tint of tomato and lime as she reached to rinse them in the sink beside Valerie. The water ran over her hands, catching a glint in the light before she flicked the droplets toward Valerie’s arm with a grin.
Valerie flinched, more from habit than surprise, and gave her a mock glare. “We’re cooking, not water fighting.”
Judy shrugged, reaching for a towel. “Multitasking.”
Valerie shook her head and leaned over, pressing a kiss just under Judy’s temple before nudging the cabinet open with her knee. “Alright, menace. Grab the cheese from the fridge. I’ll get the pan.”
The fridge hummed softly as Judy bent down, rummaging past containers and old jam jars until she found the block of cheddar. “Do you want this shredded or cubed?”
Valerie was already setting the skillet on the stove, her fingers moving like they knew every groove of the old cast iron. “Shredded. Melts better.”
They worked quietly after that Judy at the counter with the grater, Valerie prepping the tortillas nearby, flipping each one gently over the open flame with the edge of her fingers, careful not to let them burn. The room smelled like toasted corn and garlic, warmth rising in lazy waves that filled the space between them.
Every so often, Judy glanced over at the way Valerie’s red braid swayed when she leaned, at the soft bend in her freckled shoulders when she moved to set something down. It wasn’t the kind of moment that needed words. Just the kind that settled into your ribs and stayed there.
Valerie caught her watching, didn’t say anything, just smiled that slow, knowing smile as she dropped the first tortilla into the pan.
“Are you good over there?” she asked, turning back to flip it.
Judy nodded, still grating. “Better than good.”
The house held the quiet like it knew the night was almost ready. Just one more meal, one more door opening, one more reason to gather close. And the two of them side by side in the kitchen, hands full of little comforts already had everything they needed.
Valerie lifted the last tortilla from the flame and tucked it into the cloth-lined dish, the stack already warm and soft with just a hint of char at the edges. She set the pan aside and turned toward the fridge, hand resting on the handle for a second before pulling it open.
“Meat’s next,” she said, more to the room than to Judy, but the sound found her all the same.
Judy nodded without looking up, still working the grater with quiet care. "I think the girls will enjoy these.”
Valerie wiped her hands on the towel hanging off the cabinet door, then pulled the fridge open. The ground beef sat wrapped in butcher paper, a light dusting of seasoning already folded in. She unwrapped it with quiet focus, set the cast iron back on the burner, and let the pan heat while she rinsed her hands again at the sink.
Judy slid the cheese bowl across the table without a word, still watching her from the corner of her eye.
The skillet hissed loud the moment the beef hit, the sound chasing up into the air like it meant something. Valerie broke it apart with the edge of the spatula, her wrist moving slowly and practiced as the smell of cumin and garlic started to bloom.
“That’s the sound,” Judy murmured.
Valerie didn’t look away from the stove. “Knew it’d bring you back over.”
Judy didn’t deny it. She stepped in behind her and reached for the little tin of chili flakes on the counter. “A little more?”
Valerie gave a small nod, and Judy tapped just enough in not too much, just that extra warmth that curled into your chest on the first bite.
The kitchen filled with its scent and sound, the quiet thrum of everything unfolding just how it should. The tortillas were already wrapped warm in the towel. The salsa rested in its bowl on the table beside the fresh-grated cheese. The sun had dipped a little lower through the window, casting soft light across the tiled floor.
Valerie gave the beef one last stir, turned off the flame, and let the pan settle.
Judy met her at the table with two plates in hand. “Girls’ll be here soon.”
Valerie nodded. “We’re ready.”
The kitchen was full of love folded into every piece.
The stove still radiated low heat, that soft hum that only came from old cast iron cooling down. Valerie nudged the skillet a little farther back with the spatula, then set it aside. The scent of seared cumin and garlic lingered like it had settled into the corners of the room, folded into the same space where breakfast once lived, where quiet touches and music used to drift in from the deck.
She didn’t speak, and Judy didn’t either. She just stepped beside her, eyes tracing the table plates lined up, tortillas tucked warm under the cloth, salsa resting heavy in its bowl with the spoon already in it. The cheese sat just where she left it, a little steam rising still from the meat.
Valerie reached for the window latch, not to open it just to rest her fingers there. The glass was warm. Outside, the lake caught the last angle of sun across the water, gold striping across soft ripples. Nothing moved except the wind through the trees, slow and steady like a second breath.
Behind her, Judy was quiet, but close leaning against the corner of the table, thumb running slowly along the edge of her plate. She didn’t need to say anything. It was all already here. All of it. In the smells, in the soft light, in the rhythm of footsteps that hadn’t touched the porch yet.
Valerie stepped back, let her hand brush against Judy’s as she passed. Judy caught it, didn’t fully hold on, just traced her thumb once across her knuckles.
Then came the soft click of a car door shutting. Two sets of footsteps. One lighter, quick in rhythm. The other was a little slower, sure, unhurried.
The porch creaked, but not heavy, just the kind of shift wood made under familiar boots.
Valerie turned her head toward the door. Her braid brushed across her shoulder. She didn’t smile yet just let it reach her slowly, rising through her chest like the heat from the stove hadn’t quite left.
Judy looked up, her voice low. “They’re here.”
Valerie nodded once, not rushing. “Let’s meet them.”
They stepped out together, the screen door easing shut behind them with a soft clack, the kind that didn’t need locking in daylight. The porch still held warmth from the sun, a low radiant heat in the floorboards beneath their soles, fading now but not gone.
Sera stood a few steps from the stairs, wind teasing her red hair across her face as she glanced up. That easy, crooked grin was already pulling at her mouth, like it’d been waiting for this exact moment. Sandra stood beside her, relaxed, her thumb hooked in the back pocket of her jeans, quiet brown eyes sweeping the porch like she’d already clocked everything and still wanted to take it in one more time.
Valerie stepped forward first, her braid shifting against her back with the motion, a smile slow as it settled across her face. “Hey, Starshine.”
Sera didn’t wait. She moved quickly, arms wrapping tight around her mom like she meant it which she always did. The hug hit full, chest to chest, cheek to shoulder, grounding.
“Smells like garlic and home,” she mumbled.
Valerie gave her a squeeze. “You’re lucky we didn’t eat it all.”
Sera’s arms tightened just a little before she leaned back, eyes bright. “You’re lucky I remembered to stop for a hug before raiding the table.”
Judy stepped up, arms open already. Sera pulled into her next without hesitation, the kind of embrace that didn’t ask questions just answered them.
Sandra smiled faintly at the sight, then looked toward Valerie.
Valerie reached for her, pulling her into a steady hug stronger than it looked, held longer than most people did. Sandra returned it with equal pressure, her hand warm against Valerie’s back.
Judy leaned back just enough to brush a hand along Sera’s cheek. “Good to have you both home.”
Sera’s smile softened. “Missed you.”
Valerie nodded toward the door. “Dinner’s hot. Come in before the tortillas stiffen.”
They all moved together, steps quiet on the wood, the house opening up ahead of them like it had been waiting for just this. Light spilled in from the kitchen windows, soft and gold, catching on the plates already set, on the edge of Judy’s grater left on the counter, on the cloth that kept the tortillas warm.
The floorboards creaked softly as they stepped back into the house, the late light angling across the hallway like it hadn’t moved much since breakfast, just deepened in color. Judy brushed her hand along Sera’s back as she passed, and Sera gave her a playful bump of the shoulder in return, already eyeing the spread waiting on the table.
The scent of toasted tortillas, cumin, and garlic hung thick in the air anchored now by the rich heat of seared beef and the brightness of the salsa Judy had made earlier. It was the kind of welcome you didn’t need to name. It just wrapped around you as you crossed the threshold.
Sandra paused near the counter, her hand brushing the edge of the dish towel still draped where Valerie had left it. Her eyes flicked over the table bowls, folded napkins, plates already set, and then to Judy, a quiet nod shared between them like thanks that didn’t need to be spoken.
Valerie stepped past and pulled the last chair back with her foot, gesturing toward it with a small smirk. “Are you two planning to eat, or just stand there breathing it in?”
Sera dropped into her seat with a dramatic sigh like it had been waiting for her all day. “I was appreciating the aroma. It’s part of the full culinary experience.”
“Then your experience is about to get a whole lot cheesier,” Judy said, already reaching for the shredded cheddar.
They all moved into place with a natural rhythm, the kind that only came from knowing each other’s pace the scrape of wood on tile, the rustle of napkins unfolding, the sound of fingers brushing along ceramic rims as bowls shifted inward.
Valerie poured water into the glasses without asking, her hand steady even as the pitcher clicked faintly against the rim. Judy leaned to pass the tortillas, still warm in their cloth wrap, and Sera grabbed one before it had even landed on the table.
Sandra sat quietly beside her, hand resting near Sera’s knee under the table, not holding just close.
It wasn’t a feast, and it didn’t need to be.
It was tacos and laughter and the weight of a day well lived. In the soft clatter of spoons and the scrape of serving forks, the quiet between them felt full, not empty.
Dinner had started, and so had something else.
Chairs scraped soft against the floorboards as everyone settled in. The lake light still clung golden across the windowpanes, catching against the salsa bowl, the curve of Valerie’s water glass. Steam curled slowly from the plate of tortillas between them, stacked and soft under a folded cloth.
Judy passed the napkins first to Sandra, then Sera before picking up a taco and tucking in the edges with practiced ease. Her voice came gentle, easy, like it had been waiting for just the right moment. “So,” she asked, “how was Dust Bone Canyon today?”
Sera didn’t answer right away. She’d just scooped beef into her tortilla, hand moving slow over the spread. It wasn’t hesitation, just thought. She glanced up, caught both her moms watching.
“I outlined the ridge,” she said finally. “Blocked in the shape of Johnny. Set up the spot for Mitch and Carol too.”
Valerie’s hand paused mid-reach for the cheese. She lowered it slowly, something softer behind her eyes. “That’s good. You land on where to place Josefina and Alejandro?”
Sera nodded once. “Sun side. Just above the trail bend where the light hits around mid-afternoon. It… felt like him.”
Judy let the silence breathe a beat before speaking. “Your great-grandfather always liked being able to see everything. That bend’s perfect.”
Across the table, Sandra had been quiet, her elbow barely touching Sera’s as she assembled her own plate. She spoke without looking up. “She's already sketched in Sindy’s place.”
Valerie glanced toward her daughter, her freckled brow drawing just slightly. “Are you doing okay with that part?”
Sera folded the tortilla closed, eyes still on it. “Yeah. I think I am. It’s not about making it perfect, it's about getting it all in there. Everyone. Even if it still aches.”
No one rushed the next bite. The air held still in the way only late evenings knew how full of spice, and memory, and the low creak of the ceiling fan above them. The kind of quiet that didn’t need filling.
Judy rested her fingers against Sera’s wrist briefly before drawing back. “You’re giving them all a place to rest. Not forgotten. Just… part of what we’ve built.”
Sera didn’t speak to that, but the way her eyes dropped, the slow pull of breath in her chest said it was enough.
Valerie leaned back slightly, her chair rocking just a little with the movement. “Have you sketched anything for Vincent yet?”
Sera met her gaze this time. “Started it. Nothing final. Still feel like I’m listening.”
Valerie nodded. “He was always hard to pin down.”
Judy gave a quiet smile. “But when he showed up for Valerie he showed up.”
Another round of soft clinks and motion followed passing cheese, scooping salsa. Sandra added another taco to Sera’s plate before even asking.
Outside, the breeze shifted the leaves near the porch. Inside, the meal went on steady. It wasn’t just dinner anymore.
It was a circle of memory.
Dinner moved in that familiar rhythm, no rush, just the soft sounds of chewing, passing plates, a few low chuckles when the salsa hit hotter than expected. Judy stole another tomato from Sandra’s plate with no apology, and Sera gave her a look but didn’t call it out. The lake breeze curled faintly through the cracked window over the sink, brushing along the back of Valerie’s shoulders where her braid rested loose against her tank.
“You know,” Valerie said, after taking a sip of water and letting the pause settle first, “we’re proud of you two.”
She didn’t look directly at them when she said it. Just let her eyes drift across the table, soft and steady.
Judy gave a small nod, setting her fork down. “Really proud. What you’re building out there matters. Not just the mural, but how you show up for each other. The peace you’re making.”
Sera glanced down for a second, then back up. There was a shine behind her eyes that wasn’t tears, just something full. “We had good examples.”
Valerie smirked gently. “Stubborn ones.”
Sandra looked up from her plate, deadpan. “Explains a lot.”
Judy laughed under her breath and nudged Valerie’s knee beneath the table. “Speaking of stubborn plans...”
Valerie caught it and nodded, looking back at the girls. “We finalized the trip, by the way. That little stretch near the coast. No cabins. Just us, tents, open air. Figured we’d take the truck, head out tomorrow.”
Sera’s chewing slowed. “Are you serious?”
“Dead serious,” Judy said. “Blanket of stars, campfire, no signal. You in?”
Sandra didn’t answer immediately. She looked at Sera first, just a flick of a glance. The kind that said everything without needing to say anything. Then she looked back at Judy. “We’re in.”
Sera grinned. “Damn right we are. Are you trying to leave us behind?”
“Wouldn’t dare,” Valerie said, sipping her water. “Besides, someone has to help me keep Judy from picking the weird trail snacks.”
Judy raised her brow. “One time. And they weren’t weird, they were just… fermented.”
Sera groaned. “I’m bringing my own bag.”
The conversation eased back into the food then tacos half-eaten again, cheese pulling soft between bites, and the kind of warmth that made the house feel just a little smaller in the best way. Plates scraped, cups refilled, but no one stood yet.
Valerie took another bite of her taco, leaned back just enough for her chair to creak soft beneath her. “So,” she said, glancing between the two across from her, “besides sketching and keeping Dust Bone Canyon standing, anything else happened today?”
Judy smirked, already reaching for another tortilla. “And don’t say ‘not much.’ I know that look on your face, mi cielo.”
Sera didn’t answer right away. She finished chewing, wiped a bit of salsa from the side of her mouth with a napkin, then glanced over at Sandra like they were syncing up a punchline.
Sandra lifted her brow, then tipped her head toward Judy. “You mean besides the mural? Or before we got the call about your mysterious market find?”
Judy grinned. “Ah. So you were curious.”
Sera leaned forward on her elbows, that half-suspicious, half-amused squint in her eyes. “You two made it sound like you uncovered ancient treasure.”
Valerie gave a light shrug, playing it off but not quite hiding the smile pulling at her lips. “We were gonna save that joy for after dinner.”
“But now you brought it up,” Judy added, picking at the last of her taco, “so guess we’ll have to show you after I kick your mom’s ass in Mario Kart again.”
“You won one race,” Valerie said, brushing a crumb from her freckled cheek with the back of her hand. “Barely.”
“Three,” Judy corrected, holding up a finger like she was counting for emphasis. “And I’ve been training.”
Sera blinked. “Wait. Mario what?”
Sandra gave a soft shrug, amused. “We don’t actually know. But it sounds like they discovered a religion in the glove compartment.”
Judy leaned in slightly, eyes glinting. “Close more like a vintage console, cartridges, and pixel glory. We found a working Super Nintendo at the market. Still has all the old classics.”
Valerie nodded toward the living room. “Set up the CRT, flipped the loveseat, even cleaned out space on the bookshelf for the games.”
Sera looked genuinely curious now, her taco half-forgotten in her hand. “You mean, like… what kind of games?”
Judy’s smile widened. “We’ll show you.”
Sandra tapped her knuckles lightly against Sera’s leg under the table. “Told you they were up to something.”
The room eased again as plates emptied, the conversation folding itself neatly between bites and laughter. The table didn’t rush to clear. The sun had dipped low enough that the golden light pooled deeper across the kitchen walls, soft and slow, like the whole house knew this was a moment worth lingering in.
No one moved just yet. That part came next, but for now, there was still warmth in the room and something pixel-shaped waiting on the other side of it.
Chairs scraped gently back from the table, not loud, just that easy drag of wood on old flooring. Plates were passed, gathered, silverware clinked into the deep enamel sink. Valerie ran water until it warmed, the steam curling up in soft ribbons as she rolled her braid back over one shoulder. Judy leaned past her to stack the last of the plates in the basin, fingers brushing lightly before she stepped aside to wipe the table down.
Sandra stayed behind a moment longer, folding up the cloth napkins slowly, corners lined, methodical. “That spot you’re thinking of for the coast,” she said, not loud, just steady, “is it one of the safe ones? For swimming, I mean.”
Valerie glanced over, hands sunk in the water. “Yeah,” she said. “It’s tucked behind a bluff, freshwater feeds through. Little off-grid oasis.”
Judy leaned back from the counter, drying her hands on a towel. “Unlike Crescent Bay,” she added. “Still get trace spill readings there. This spot’s clean. We’ve tested it a few times. No current drift, no runoff. Just cold, clear water.”
Sandra nodded once. “Good. Just want to pack right. Swimsuits or not.”
Sera had already picked up the leftover cheese plate, but paused near the fridge, something lighting in her expression. “So it’s really just the four of us. Tents, campfire, lake air.”
“Five,” Judy said, glancing over with a grin. “Don’t forget your vintage Polaroid, Mi Cielo. Makes me proud seeing the pictures you take.”
Sera smirked. “Gonna make us look like we’re in a 2020s vacation ad.”
“Good,” Valerie said, flicking a little water at her from the sink. “We deserve it.”
Sandra stepped in beside her to start drying. “How remote are we talking?”
Valerie rinsed a pan, passed it over. “No grid, no signal, no roads past the last ridge. We’ll park the truck. Flat ground, tree cover, clean water. Just quiet.”
“Perfect,” Sandra murmured.
Judy leaned back against the edge of the stove, towel in hand, gaze slipping toward the window again where the last stretch of daylight was starting to fade. “Two more days,” she said, more to herself than anyone else. “I think I’m finally ready for it.”
Valerie wiped her hands and crossed the kitchen to rest her chin on Judy’s shoulder from behind, arms loosely around her waist. “We’ll make it easy. No schedules. Just food, stories, stars.”
Behind them, Sera and Sandra finished stacking the last of the dishes. Nothing felt hurried. Just done. The kind of cleanup that happens when everyone’s full and the day’s been honest.
Outside, the dock waited. Inside, the night was still unfolding, but the vacation was starting to hum gently in the air.
The last of the dishes were already stacked to dry, damp towels folded neatly over the sink rail. Valerie ran a cloth once more over the counter, slow and easy, not really cleaning just smoothing the space into calm. The kitchen lights buzzed faintly overhead, soft against the early evening settling behind the windows. Everything felt warm, and waiting.
Sera bumped her hip against the edge of the table, arms crossed loosely as she leaned. A few loose strands of her hair caught the light when she tilted her head. She looked content, like her muscles had finally remembered how to rest.
Valerie glanced over at her, a smile tugging quietly into place. “Think you and Sandra are really gonna enjoy Donkey Kong Country,” she said, voice low but playful. “Don’t worry. Me and your Mama will show you how the Super Nintendo works.”
Sera lifted her brows. “Do I need gloves?”
Judy gave a light snort, bumping the cabinet closed with her hip as she leaned beside Sandra. “Only if you're scared of pixel barrels and bananas.”
Sandra gave a dry little smirk but leaned into Judy’s side, the moment weightless. “We’ll try not to embarrass ourselves.”
Judy tilted her head slightly, looking at her wife, then at both girls across the kitchen just taking it in. All of it. The ease. The smell of lingering spices. The window was still glowing with lake-filtered light.
“A quiet vacation to come,” she said softly, “and vintage video games tonight…” Her smile widened at the edges, warm and real. “Never would’ve imagined family nights like this.”
Valerie stepped in close beside her, hand brushing against Judy’s waist as she reached for the hallway light. “That’s the good part,” she said, flicking it off gently. “We didn’t have to imagine it. We built it.”
They all lingered there a second longer. The kitchen was now cooling behind them. Dishes drying. Counters clean. No rush, no noise. Just the memory of dinner still holding in the walls and the next chapter waiting in the living room.
Where laughter was already half-written. And the console was ready to boot.
The shift from kitchen to living room was natural, unhurried. No one said anything about moving they just did, plates forgotten, warmth trailing behind them like the scent of cumin still soft in the air. Judy passed through first, flipping off the last light on the way, letting the dusky gold spilling in through the living room windows take over.
Valerie crouched by the old CRT, flicking the switch with a practiced thumb. The screen came to life with a faint hum, a brief flicker of static, and then the deep, black screen blinked into place, followed by that soft static of nostalgia. She reached for the power button on the console itself, rounded, gray, still clean after all these years, and slid it up with a quiet snap.
Donkey Kong Country loaded with that unmistakable jungle beat and bouncing red letters. Valerie grinned. “Still works like it’s 1994,” she murmured, mostly to herself.
Judy dropped onto the loveseat with her, tugging her legs up underneath her, bare toes brushing the edge of the blanket draped over the armrest. Her hand found Valerie’s without thinking.
Sera and Sandra had already settled on the rug in front of them, cross-legged and curious, the soft fibers beneath their legs still warm from the afternoon sun that had poured in earlier. Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, both of them watching the screen like it might reveal something sacred, or ridiculous. They hadn’t decided which yet.
“So,” Valerie said, leaning forward with the controller in hand, “no motion sensors. No holo projections. No AI difficulty. Just buttons and a lot of heart.”
Sera blinked at her. “Seriously?”
Judy laughed, elbowing Valerie lightly. “Your Mom gets dramatic about her vintage tech.”
“It’s vintage,” Valerie shot back. “It deserves reverence.”
She showed them the basics directional pad, two main buttons, a jump, a roll, the tag-in for Diddy and Donkey. It was tactile, a little awkward at first, the way the cord tugged with movement, the screen slightly curved at the edges, lines faintly visible beneath the color.
Sandra tilted her head. “So this is what you were hyped about?”
Valerie didn’t even look away from the screen. “You haven’t played yet.”
Sera reached for the second controller like she was picking up something delicate. “If this thing electrocutes me, I’m haunting all of you.”
“It won’t,” Judy said, smirking as she settled deeper into Valerie’s side. “But if you die in the first five seconds, I’m never letting it go.”
The jungle drums kicked in. The game flickered into its first animation. For a moment, the living room was just sound and glow and laughter not yet spoken just waiting to begin.
Valerie held the controller out, cord trailing loosely between her fingers. “Here,” she said, tone soft but certain, her grin already tugging sideways. “You take the first run.”
Sandra hesitated, eyeing the controller like it might bite. Her fingers curled around it anyway.
Valerie gave her a little nod, voice dipping low. “Just have fun. Trust me, you two are gonna love this.”
Sandra gave a slow blink like she wasn’t convinced yet, but something in her smirk said she was curious enough to try.
Sera shifted a bit closer beside her on the rug, brushing her shoulder lightly against hers. “If I die, avenge me,” she whispered.
Judy let out a quiet laugh as she sank deeper into the loveseat, pulling Valerie with her, their legs tangled and bare against the old woven blanket folded beneath them. Valerie’s arm tucked around her, and Judy leaned into it, cheek brushing her collarbone, eyes already fixed on the screen.
The jungle intro played again, drums thumping low and steady through the TV’s tiny speaker. On screen, Donkey Kong beat his chest with pixelated bravado.
Sandra hesitated just long enough for Sera to nudge her knee. “That’s you,” she said, pointing. “Big guy. Banana hoarder.”
“Great,” Sandra deadpanned. “Living the dream.”
The game started slow Sandra moving stiffly at first, Sera shouting directions that didn’t help. The minecart level was still far off, but the first rope swing drew a small yelp from Sera anyway when they missed it by a frame.
“You’re jumping too soon,” Judy offered, trying not to laugh.
“I’m jumping because a rolling armadillo was charging me,” Sandra shot back, not looking away from the screen.
Valerie just kissed the top of Judy’s head, her voice low against her hair. “Told you they’d get into it.”
They started to get into leaning forward, already arguing about barrels, already smiling without noticing. The living room lit with that soft glow from the TV, the last of the outside light beginning to fade.
Valerie shifted just slightly, adjusting the pillow behind her back as Judy curled in tighter. The edge of the blanket brushed her bare thigh, but it was the warmth of Judy’s shoulder that kept her anchored like her favorite kind of gravity.
On the floor, the girls were fully absorbed now, elbows brushing, Sera’s socked foot tapping against the rug with every jump. Sandra had the controller gripped like she’d just made peace with it, fingers moving faster than they had two levels ago. A rhythm had formed Sera pointing things out too late, Sandra reacting on instinct anyway.
“Barrel,” Sera said too slowly.
“I see it,” Sandra muttered, already mid-roll.
The sound effects thuds, squeaks, that signature pop when a Kremling got bounced filled the room. Not loud, not obtrusive. Like the smell of spice still lingering faint in the air from dinner, or the soft squeak of the floorboard near the hallway that shifted every so often as if the house was settling in too.
Valerie rested her chin lightly on Judy’s head, her hand draped lazy across Judy’s stomach. “They’re getting good.”
Judy hummed. “I think Sandra’s secretly competitive.”
“She married Sera,” Valerie murmured, kissing her temple. “She has to be.”
Judy chuckled, low and warm, her thumb brushing along the back of Valerie’s hand. “Think we’ve started something dangerous?”
Valerie kissed her temple, the smile already in her voice. “Maybe. Depends how far they get.”
Judy tilted her head just a little. “How dangerous are we talking?”
Valerie watched Sera accidentally leap straight into a pit, then smirked. “Let’s just say… if they make it to the minecart level, we’re gonna see what real chaos looks like.”
As if summoned, Sera groaned, “Why are there bees and spikes?”
Sandra leaned forward, muttering, “I swear the camera’s rigged.”
Judy smiled, eyes still on them. “Welcome to the classics, girls.”
They didn’t need to join in. Not yet. Just being there watching the energy flicker off the screen and catch in the corners of their daughters’ eyes filled with joy. Valerie didn’t move. Judy didn’t pull away. The night kept stretching, soft and slow, like it didn’t mind giving them all the time in the world.
The glow from the screen danced soft along the floor, casting flickers across Sera’s red hair and the curve of Sandra’s shoulder where they leaned in together, caught somewhere between concentration and barely-contained laughter. Another Kremling thumped off the screen. Sera let out a cheer that ended in a groan when she realized she’d accidentally hit the wrong barrel.
“Firebird,” Sandra muttered, trying not to laugh.
“You said left,” Sera argued.
Sandra chuckled. “I meant the other left.”
On the loveseat, Valerie smiled and didn’t bother hiding it. Her fingers traced lazy circles where they rested against Judy’s side, not thinking about it just part of her now, like breathing.
She watched their girls settle into the rhythm, their banter just loud enough to spill joy into the room without trying. Then she looked down, caught the soft glint in Judy’s eyes, that quiet contentment that came after a long day well spent. Valerie’s voice was low when she finally spoke, brushing against the hush between laughs.
“Think you understand the excitement now?” she asked, her smile tugging at one corner of her mouth.
Judy didn’t look away from the screen. She just let her cheek nuzzle in closer against Valerie’s chest, a smirk playing at the edge of her lips. “Maybe. Still think your nostalgia’s contagious, though.”
Valerie chuckled, pressing a kiss to the crown of her head. “Then I did my job.”
Below them, Sera yelped something about bees again while Sandra groaned into her hands, the controller nearly tossed onto the rug.
“Okay,” Sera breathed, already laughing. “We’re switching. I can’t deal with flying bugs and bottomless pits.”
Valerie grinned. “Classic experience.”
Judy just whispered, voice brushing Valerie’s collarbone. “This is what I always wanted. Right here.”
Neither of them moved. The night was still young, and the living room was full.
Valerie’s arm shifted just enough to tighten her hold around Judy’s waist, the fabric of her tank top soft beneath her palm, warm from where they’d been pressed together all evening. The house held a kind of quiet hum around them: the low crackle from the TV’s speaker, the rustle of Sera adjusting her legs on the rug, Sandra’s quick intake of breath every time the game turned sharp.
Another barrel launched across the screen. Sera missed the jump entirely.
“Okay, no…no way that was even fair,” she groaned, flopping sideways into Sandra’s lap.
Sandra rolled her eyes but didn’t stop playing, trying to time her jump with too much focus for someone pretending not to care. “This isn’t even fair,” she muttered. “They just throw you into it.”
Sera huffed, her shoulders bumping against hers. “You were supposed to duck.”
“I don’t know what half these buttons do yet,” Sandra shot back, her voice tight but teasing.
Valerie grinned from the loveseat, leaning into Judy. “Now they get it.”
Judy gave a little nod, eyes still on them as she murmured, “Trial by cartoon jungle.”
Valerie smiled, the sound of their daughters so familiar now it filled every corner of her chest. She tilted her head, brushing her lips just barely into Judy’s hair, then murmured near her ear, “It’s like you were meant to find this at the market this morning.”
Judy didn’t answer right away, just let her fingers toy absently with the edge of Valerie’s braid, her smile quiet and blooming. “They didn’t even know what it was,” she said, nodding toward the rug. “And now they can’t put the controllers down.”
Valerie’s laugh was soft, a low, steady sound that lingered in the space between them. “I just knew they’d love it too,” she whispered.
You could see it in the way Sandra leaned forward without thinking, trying again. In the way Sera reached for her wrist, not to interrupt, just to be close. The game didn’t matter as much as the rhythm they were falling into together, teasing, cheering, groaning, trying again. Just a moment stretching its legs and staying a little longer than it needed to.
Judy nestled in closer, thumb brushing slowly across Valerie’s hip. “Think we’ve got enough time to squeeze in our rematch later?”
Valerie tilted her head with a smirk. “Only if you’re ready to lose your side of the bed again.”
Sera groaned from the floor. “Oh my god. Not the bed bets again.”
Sandra didn’t look away from the screen. “Shh. This is the furthest I’ve made it.”
The night kept going, laughter wrapped in pixel light, hearts steady in arms they trusted, no place more important than right here.
The old CRT screen flickered as another barrel rolled into chaos. Sera missed the jump by a pixel and let out a low groan, flopping backwards dramatically onto the rug like she’d just taken real damage.
Sandra didn’t even glance at her, still hunched forward, elbows on her knees, focused. “That’s the fifth time.”
“I know,” Sera grumbled, one arm slung over her eyes. “It’s so mean.”
Valerie chuckled from where she and Judy sat curled together on the loveseat, her arm draped comfortably around Judy’s waist. The cushion dipped slightly under her shift as she leaned forward, eyes bright.
“No rush if you wanna keep playing,” Valerie said, voice easy, her smile folding into the corners of her cheeks. “But we found a few other games too.”
Sera peeked over her arm. “Other games?”
Judy smirked, tapping Valerie’s thigh like she was queuing her up. “Oh, yeah. You already know how I can kick your Mom’s ass in Mario Kart.”
Valerie groaned playfully. “Here we go…”
“But,” Judy continued, tilting her head toward the little game stack tucked beside the shelf, “we also found Zombies Ate My Neighbors, Super Metroid, and Super Mario World.”
Sandra paused the game for the first time since they’d started, her hand hovering near the controller. “You’re not making those up?”
Sera was already propped on her elbows now, her eyes squinting like she was deciding how serious this was. “Zombies Ate My Neighbors?”
Valerie grinned. “Oh, you’re gonna love that one. Total chaos. Sprinklers. Giant babies. Chainsaws. It’s a ride.”
Sandra blinked. “...Giant babies?”
Judy nodded solemnly. “Terrifying.”
Sera sat up straighter, but didn’t put her controller down just yet. “Okay. But I still want to beat this level first.”
Sandra nodded once, thumb already easing toward the unpause button. “Let’s at least get past the bees. Then we’ll talk about zombies.”
Valerie leaned back into the couch again, her arm tightening gently around Judy as the music kicked back in. Her hand brushed against the curve of Judy’s hip, soft and steady.
“Think we’ve got ourselves a new tradition,” she murmured.
Judy tilted her head just enough to meet her eyes. “Not a bad way to end a day.”
The music looped again, that unmistakable jungle rhythm bouncing through the speakers as Sera and Sandra leaned in close, elbows nearly touching, both of them locked in the kind of focus that only came from shared chaos. A mistimed jump. A barrel that spun the wrong way. And then a perfectly timed tag-out that made both of them let out a breath at the same time.
Valerie smiled, chin propped against Judy’s shoulder, her thumb drawing a lazy line along the hem of her tank top. She didn’t say anything, just let the glow of the screen and the sound of their daughters laughing fill up the space between them.
Judy leaned into her a little more, eyes on the screen but softer now, like she wasn’t watching the game so much as watching what it meant. The way Sandra nudged Sera’s knee. The quiet “nice one” when they finally cleared the level. The flicker of surprise and pride in Sera’s smile when she realized they were still alive.
“Okay,” Sandra breathed, setting the controller down carefully like it might explode. “That was… not terrible.”
Sera gave her a sideways look. “You mean you’re obsessed.”
Sandra didn’t deny it. Just wiped her hands on her jeans and shrugged like she had no idea how she ended up so into this.
Valerie looked to the edge of the stack beside the TV. “Zombies next?”
Sera bit her lip, still grinning. “Maybe after one more level.”
“You said that two levels ago,” Judy teased, brushing her fingers up along Valerie’s braid and then gently nudging her with her shoulder. “We’re raising addicts.”
Valerie kissed her cheek. “Better here than a BD den.”
Sera rolled her eyes. “We’re literally playing a game with monkey barrels.”
“Educational,” Sandra added, deadpan. “Teaches timing.”
The room warmed with their voices, the couch cushions sunk deeper with comfort, and the soft hum of the CRT gave everything an old-school glow.
The minecart track blurred across the screen, pixel rails twisting hard left just as Sera jumped too early, sending Donkey Kong straight into the abyss.
“Oh come on,” she groaned, dropping her head back dramatically onto Sandra’s shoulder. “That wasn’t even fair.”
Sandra laughed under her breath, already taking the controller with one hand. “It warned you. There was a sign.”
“It blinked for half a second,” Sera muttered, not taking her eyes off the screen. “That barely counts as a warning.”
“That’s still a sign,” she murmured, thumb already tapping the button to reload the level.
On the couch, Valerie stayed tucked against Judy, her legs drawn up sideways, hand resting lazily against Judy’s thigh. The warmth between them hadn’t faded, only settled deeper now, like the house itself was leaning in to listen.
Judy turned her head slightly, her cheek brushing Valerie’s braid. “We never had anything like this growing up, huh?”
Valerie’s eyes stayed on the girls for a moment longer before she answered. “Not even close.”
Her voice was soft, not sad, just honest. “Vincent and I were lucky if we got clean water and a blanket that didn’t smell like engine grease. Games like this…” She gestured loosely toward the screen. “We wouldn’t have known what to do with it. We were too busy fixing engines or hauling scrap for the next trade run.”
Judy didn’t say anything right away, just slid her hand over Valerie’s and gave it a gentle squeeze.
“But I think he’d get a kick out of this,” Valerie added after a beat, smiling faintly. “Sera yelling at a cartoon monkey. You getting competitive about banana peels. He’d say we finally figured out how to relax.”
Judy smiled, thumb brushing over Valerie’s knuckles. “Took us long enough.”
“Yeah,” Valerie murmured. “But we made it. Built it ourselves.”
On the rug, Sera was already shouting at the screen again, both of them locked in with the kind of focus that forgot everything else. The dock. The market. The long walk. None of it mattered now.
Valerie leaned her head against Judy’s. “You think they get it yet?”
Judy smirked, eyes still on the game. “Give it one more minecart crash. Then they’ll be hooked.”
Sandra’s voice drifted back without looking. “Only if we survive this one.”
“You better,” Valerie teased. “We’ve got three more games waiting.”
“And we’re playing all of them?” Sera called, mock-exhausted.
Judy leaned forward, grinning. “You’re the one who said it’s a family night.”
Sandra glanced up over her shoulder. “We didn’t realize what we signed up for.”
Valerie nudged Judy gently, her voice warm and amused. “They’ll figure it out.”
Valerie’s gaze lingered on the screen a moment longer, then drifted sideways, finding Judy’s profile soft in the low light of the room. The flicker of the old CRT cast faint blue tones across her cheek, catching in the green of her eyes where they tracked the movement on screen, calm but locked in.
“I take it Ainara and Alejandro didn’t have anything like this either,” Valerie murmured, her voice quiet, not asking for more than what it was. “Back in Laguna Bend. Before the flood.”
Judy’s lips curved, but it wasn’t a smile at first. Something flickered behind it. She blinked once, then again slower, her fingers still idly running across the top edge of Valerie’s hand.
“Not even close,” she said, the words touched with a softness that had nothing to do with nostalgia. “I tried to build a life out there that felt peaceful, but there weren’t many frills. No arcade machines. No consoles. Closest we got was a busted old pinball table at the gas station, and it only worked if you kicked it twice.”
Valerie gave a faint hum, just enough sound to hold the air open between them.
“Alejandro would’ve loved this, though,” Judy added. “He used to whistle old cartoon themes while working on the water pump. Said they made the mornings go faster.”
Valerie’s thumb traced slowly across her knuckles. “Did you ever play with him?”
Judy shook her head once, the motion small. “We didn’t really play much. Always working. Fishing, fixing things, keeping ahead of the waterline. But he always found a way to laugh. He’d see something like this and say, ‘Finally. A world where you can jump over your problems instead of digging them out of the mud.’”
That brought a quiet breath of laughter from Valerie, not loud, but real.
“Sounds like someone I would’ve liked,” she said.
Judy leaned into her just slightly. “He would’ve adored you.”
Their eyes met for just a second, and something in the warmth between them said that was enough.
On the floor, Sera let out another exasperated groan, throwing her hands up as her character got knocked backward into a bee.
Sandra laughed beside her. “Okay that one’s on you. It literally screamed at you.”
“Bees don’t scream!” Sera snapped back, then immediately tried again.
Judy smiled at Valerie. “We’ve definitely built something they never got.”
Valerie’s fingers curled tighter through hers. “And they’d be proud of it.”
Valerie watched the screen a beat longer, then looked past it really looked at the two of them curled close on the rug, the way Sera’s leg leaned just slightly into Sandra’s, how both their heads tipped the same way when they were focused. The glow from the TV played across their faces, softening the sharpness of concentration.
She smiled, slow and warm. “Knew you’d get a kick outta running wild with a couple cartoon monkeys.”
Sera didn’t glance back, but her grin widened. “They’re reckless. It’s perfect.”
Sandra nodded without missing a beat. “They get bonus points for destruction.”
Judy chuckled quietly, then shifted closer on the loveseat, her knee brushing Valerie’s. “If you two want to stay over tonight, we’ll pull out the hideaway. Sheets are clean, and you won’t have to drive back in the dark.”
Sandra looked over first, brows lifted just slightly. “You sure?”
Judy gave her a small nod, full of something gentle and steady. “We wouldn’t offer if we weren’t.”
Valerie leaned forward a little, her forearms resting on her thighs. “You’ve both been pushing hard lately. No reason to rush off. This house’s big enough to hold all of us.”
Sera paused the game then, just long enough to let the weight of that sink in. “Yeah,” she murmured, quieter than before. “We might. If you’re sure.”
“We’re sure,” Judy said, reaching across Valerie’s knee to squeeze her hand. “Blankets are in the chest by the hallway. The couch pulls out easily.”
Valerie added, “And we’ve got that extra lavender tea if you need help winding down. Just like when you were a kid, Starshine.”
That earned a soft laugh from Sera, one that caught a little in her chest before she smoothed it out. Sandra leaned into her, nose brushing her temple for just a second.
Judy stood, flipped on the side lamp. “We’ll let you finish the level. But then it’s tea, couch, and maybe some marshmallows if someone’s feeling nostalgic.”
“Pretty sure we always are,” Valerie said quietly.
Sera hit unpause, her voice softer now. “One more life.”
“Take your time,” Judy said. “You’re home.”
The game rolled forward again, soft clicks of the controller buttons threading through the room like part of the heartbeat now. Neither Sera nor Sandra spoke as they played, but the way their shoulders leaned, the way their fingers moved in sync it was all conversation already.
Valerie stood, stretched slowly, then bent to pick up the throw blanket folded over the arm of the loveseat. She didn’t say anything at first, just walked it over and draped it across the back of the couch. The corner brushed against the tips of Sera’s hair, but she didn’t flinch, just smiled without looking.
Judy stepped in beside her, setting a pair of mugs down on the end table without ceremony. Lavender tea, already steeping, the faint curl of steam catching in the amber lamplight. She pressed a soft kiss to Valerie’s freckled shoulder, the motion almost unconscious now, like breathing.
“We’ll get the bed pulled out in a few,” Judy said, voice low, not rushing the moment. “Whenever you’re ready.”
Sandra nodded once, thumb flicking instinctively to dodge a barrel. “Thanks,” she murmured. “This is… more than enough.”
Valerie smiled at her, brushing her fingertips across the top of the couch as she passed. “That’s the idea.”
Outside, the lake had gone dark, only the faint shimmer of starlight reflecting off the still water. The breeze had quieted too, or maybe the walls just knew how to hold peace when it mattered.
Judy lingered by the window, arms folded loosely as she looked out across the dock. “Tomorrow,” she said softly, “we’ll pack the camping gear. Just the essentials. Let the coast give us whatever else it wants.”
Valerie nodded, brushing her hand down Judy’s arm before catching her fingers. “And maybe a few extra marshmallows.”
Behind them, Sera groaned dramatically as her character fell into the ravine. “That was not my fault.”
Sandra smirked. “Sure it wasn’t.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath. “Stars help us all if we let them near Mario Kart.”
Judy grinned, eyes still on the lake. “Let them try.”
The house held steady soft lights, quiet laughter, and the low buzz of an old screen where two daughters were still discovering the simple joy of pixelated chaos and the safety of being home.
Valerie knelt by the coffee table, fingers curling under the edge as she shifted it gently toward the mantle. It gave with a soft scrape across the wood floor, the motion practiced, easy. Judy was already on the other side, catching the stack of coasters before they slid, setting them quietly onto the end table.
The space opened like it always did like the room remembered how to hold more when it needed to.
Valerie pulled the handle at the base of the couch, the quiet metal groan familiar as the frame unfolded into place. The cushions settled into their second shape creased from the years, but still firm where it counted. She grabbed the nearby pillow from the hall bench and dropped it gently at the head.
Judy unfurled the blanket they’d left on the back of the couch, smoothing it out in that absent way she always had like hands remembering the rhythm before the thought even caught up.
Behind them, Sera sat sideways on the loveseat, lavender tea balanced on her knee, fingers curled loosely around the mug. Her legs were stretched across Sandra’s lap, and Sandra didn’t seem to mind one arm looped casually over them as she sipped from her own mug, her eyes soft, settled.
“Didn’t realize that thing still worked,” Sera murmured, tilting her head toward the bed.
Valerie glanced back with a faint grin. “Only breaks when I land on it too fast.”
Judy smirked. “Which hasn’t happened in, what, a few months?”
“Hey,” Valerie said, raising a brow. “That bed survived a birthday movie marathon and a popcorn disaster. It’s earned respect.”
Sandra chuckled into her tea. “Looks cozy enough to crash on.”
Valerie nudged the last corner of the blanket into place, then leaned back onto her heels. “That’s the idea. It’s all yours tonight.”
The room held still again, not empty, not rushed. Just the kind of quiet that came after a long, good day. Steam still curled from the mugs. The controller cords lay coiled on the rug, and the soft flicker of the paused screen lit the walls like it was part of the house now.
Judy stepped closer to Sera and brushed a hand lightly over her shin. “Tomorrow’s gonna be a lot. But I think we’re ready for it.”
Sera looked up, that same spark in her eyes she always got before a new adventure. “Yeah. We are.”
The night eased forward, wrapped in soft light and lavender, with just enough room left for rest.
Judy stepped away from the bed, and moved toward the loveseat with that easy sway of someone already half in wind-down mode. She stopped just in front of them, arms open without needing to say much at all.
“We’ll prepare breakfast in the morning,” she said softly, a smile tugging at the corners of her lips.
Sera shifted her tea to the side table and stood, stretching just a little before stepping into the hug. Her arms wrapped around Judy’s waist with that kind of casual strength that always said home more than words ever could.
“Sounds good,” Sera murmured. “Me and Sandra’ll still need to grab a few things from home before we leave.”
Sandra rose behind her, brushing a hand along Sera’s back as she joined them, slipping easily into the hug too. It wasn’t crowded. It was close. That difference mattered.
Valerie came up behind, looping her arms around all three of them, her voice low near Sandra’s ear. “Keep having fun, but don’t stay up all night with the Kongs.”
Sera huffed a soft laugh. “No promises.”
The embrace lingered a second longer before everyone slowly stepped back. Judy leaned her cheek briefly against Sandra’s temple, then brushed a loose brown strand from her shoulder. Valerie’s hand slid along Sera’s arm as she stepped closer to Judy, her body easing naturally into place beside her.
Valerie tilted her head, a soft smile in her eyes. “Goodnight, Starshine. Love you.”
Sera smiled back, smaller now, but full of that glow she only ever got at home. “Love you too, Mom.”
Judy turned to Sandra, her own expression lighter now, steady. “Goodnight, Moonlight. Love you too.”
Sandra nodded once, quiet but sure. “Sleep well, both of you.”
Valerie and Judy turned toward the hall, their steps easy, shoulders brushing. Behind them, the soft flick of the TV hummed again, and the couch bed creaked just slightly as Sera flopped back down into the cushions, laughter already brewing under her breath.
The house held it all warmth, quiet, the weight of old furniture, and love that filled the space without needing to try.
The hallway was dim, just the last slant of light from the living room casting long shadows across the floor. Valerie reached out and closed the bedroom door behind them with a soft click, the quiet settling like a blanket even before the lights dimmed low.
Judy peeled off her tank top first, letting it drop gently onto the foot of the bed before pulling her sleep shirt over her head, an old faded one, soft from too many washes, loose at the collar. Valerie smiled as she slipped out of her own top, folding it with half a thought and setting it aside before pulling on the black sleep tank she liked best, the one Judy once said made her look like trouble in the best kind of way.
They didn’t speak much, and didn't need to. The sound of drawers opening, fabric rustling, the soft shuffle of bare feet across the rug filled the space between them like conversation never could.
Judy tugged the comforter down, then crawled in and rolled onto her side, her arm already reaching back as Valerie slid in behind her. Valerie’s hand found her waist, pulling her in, warm and slow, until her freckled cheek rested against the back of Judy’s shoulder.
Judy let out a long breath, not quite a sigh, more like something unwinding all the way down.
Valerie pressed a soft kiss there, where skin met sleep, her voice barely a whisper. “We did good today.”
Judy hummed, fingers threading lightly through Valerie’s. “Feels like we are allowed to relax again.”
Outside, the lake held still against the night, the breeze moving just enough to make the wind chimes murmur once near the porch.
They didn’t say goodnight. They just breathed, together, wrapped in old warmth and fresh peace, until the world dimmed out around them and rest finally came.
Chapter 26: This Life We Made Part 1
Summary:
Valerie and Judy wake together in the soft morning light of their lakeside home, enjoying quiet intimacy and warmth. The peaceful scene expands as they share a slow shower, prepare breakfast, and check in on their sleeping daughters Sera and Sandra who'd spent the night after a gaming marathon. The family eases into the day with pancakes, laughter, and gentle teasing, reflecting the deep bonds they’ve built.
Plans unfold for a coastal camping trip: Valerie and Judy quietly prepare the truck with practiced affection while Sera and Sandra retrieve their things. When the girls return, the whole family loads up and hits the road, wrapped in love, soft banter, and shared rhythms. The piece ends with them setting off, the house quiet behind them, and the ocean ahead. Following the first day, and half of the trip. It's a love letter to stillness, connection, and the chosen family they’ve built tender, grounded, and full of earned peace.
Chapter Text
The morning light came slowly, not sharp, just a quiet gray softening into gold at the edges of the curtains. It reached across the floorboards first, casting pale slants over the edge of the bed, catching the edge of Valerie’s red hair where it spilled across the pillow.
Valerie didn’t rush the quiet. Didn’t even shift her weight. She just stayed there with her cheek resting against Judy’s hair, the scent of her still tangled in sleep. One of her hands traced slowly along Judy’s side beneath the blanket, not trying to wake her, just staying connected.
The covers had dipped low enough that part of Valerie’s shoulder caught the sunlight now, freckles turning golden, her red braid a soft mess across the pillow. She could feel Judy breathing shallow, steady, her lips brushing somewhere near the hollow of her neck.
Eventually, Judy made a faint sound. Not quite a word, more like the sigh someone gave when they weren’t ready to let the dream go just yet.
Valerie smiled, eyes still closed. “If you’re pretending to sleep so I’ll make breakfast again, I might fall for it.”
Judy didn’t lift her head, but her fingers drummed lightly against Valerie’s hip. “Mmh. Could also be that I just like waking up here.”
“Here’s pretty good,” Valerie whispered.
Judy nodded slowly, nose brushing against her chest. “Better than good.”
They lay like that for another minute. Then two. Maybe five. The house didn’t ask anything of them yet. The world outside could wait.
Eventually, Valerie slid her palm up, fingers tracing lightly over the edge of Judy’s shoulder, finding the familiar curve of her tattoo, the lotus half-covered by her tank top strap. She rubbed the pad of her thumb across it in a slow, lazy circle.
Judy shifted again, this time with a little more awareness, tilting her head back just enough to meet Valerie’s emerald eyes. Her voice came out soft and crooked with sleep. “What time is it?”
Valerie didn’t look. “Early enough.”
Judy breathed out a small laugh, eyes half-lidded. “You’re gonna say something cheesy about time not mattering when I’m in your arms, aren’t you?”
Valerie shrugged gently, brushing a kiss against Judy’s forehead. “Didn’t say it.”
Judy smiled, eyes still mostly closed as she tilted her head just enough to look at her. “You were thinking it, though.”
Valerie brushed her fingers through the tips of Judy’s hair, her voice soft. “I was. Can’t help it when it’s true.”
Judy let out a sleepy little laugh and tucked herself in closer. “Cheesy.”
“Honest,” Valerie murmured, lips grazing her temple. “You’re the one who made me like mornings again.”
Judy smiled, burying her face again. “You’re lucky I’m still too warm to escape your sappy grip.”
Judy let her fingers drift along Valerie’s arm, voice still husky from sleep. “You’re lucky I like clingy sleepers.”
Valerie smiled against her shoulder, not moving. “Guess I found my forever blanket.”
Another small laugh, and another minute, nothing was moving except the lake breeze nudging the curtain a little more open. Sunlight creeping toward the edge of the bed.
Neither of them moved to meet the day just yet, because this breath between moments was part of the life they fought to build.
The blanket barely shifted as Valerie adjusted just enough to press her forehead against Judy’s temple, her braid draped across the pillow behind them. The soft weight of the morning still held the room, sunlight not quite reaching past the curtains yet, casting everything in that muted early glow.
“Think the girls stayed up all night with the Super Nintendo?” Valerie asked, voice low, lazy.
Judy’s hand was still resting over Valerie’s ribs, her thumb brushing slow, steady circles. “Mmm. If they didn’t, I’d be impressed. That minecart level’s a menace.”
Valerie grinned into her skin. “They made it past it?”
“I heard the swearing,” Judy murmured, smiling curling. “Sandra’s got a sailor’s tongue when she dies five times in a row.”
Valerie gave a soft laugh, her chest barely lifting. “That’s my girl.”
Judy tilted her head just enough to nudge Valerie’s cheek. “Thought I was your girl.”
“You’re both my girls,” Valerie whispered, brushing a kiss along the top of her head. “But only one of you throws banana peels at me.”
“Strategically,” Judy mumbled. “Out of love.”
Valerie shifted just enough to tighten her arm around Judy’s waist, her voice low with that familiar teasing warmth. “Mmhm. I’m definitely reminding you of that later.”
Judy gave a soft laugh, fingers still trailing over Valerie’s skin. “Looking forward to it.”
Valerie didn’t move much, just let her thumb sweep slowly along Judy’s lower back while the weight of the covers settled warm across them. The quiet still clung to the room, not quite ready to let go of the morning.
Judy’s fingers drifted in lazy patterns over Valerie’s chest, soft and unhurried, like she wasn’t drawing attention so much as just reminding her she was there. Her nails traced just beneath the edge of the tank top, brushing over freckled skin.
“The weather should be perfect for the camping trip,” Judy murmured, voice light but certain.
Valerie cracked one eye open, just enough to catch the corner of Judy’s smirk. “Planning to check the forecast or just going off gut instinct and your toes not freezing?”
Judy’s hand flattened, warm against her. “My toes are a reliable system.”
Valerie smiled, slow and quiet. “They’ve gotten us through worse.”
Judy leaned in, kissed her collarbone. “This time we’re going somewhere better.”
Valerie let her eyes close again, breathing her in. “Just us. No alarms, no meetings. Just trees, ocean, and whoever calls shotgun first.”
Judy hummed softly, fingers still moving. “I’m calling hammock rights.”
Valerie chuckled. “You always do.”
Judy's hand paused, still resting warm against Valerie’s chest, then started moving again lazily now, a slow circle with her fingertip like she was considering the implications.
Valerie grinned without opening her eyes, her voice low and teasing. “Only downside to my idea is this is our last morning for an actual shower ‘til we get back. Think you can survive that, Princess?”
Judy let out a soft scoff, nose brushing the underside of Valerie’s jaw. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Valerie shifted just enough to kiss her temple. “Mmhm. I’ll take that as a yes.”
Judy rolled half on top of her, one leg sliding over, settling them skin to skin. “Long as I’m stuck with you, I’ll manage.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Even if we smell like campfire and ocean water by day two?”
“Especially then,” Judy said, kissing the corner of her mouth. “That’s when the real chaos starts.”
Valerie smirked, her fingers trailing idly along Judy’s hip. “Guess I’ll pack the dry shampoo.”
Judy grinned against her skin, voice soft and amused. “Then I’ll make sure we’ve got extra socks. Fair trade.”
The sheets shifted as Valerie rolled onto her side, brushing a kiss against Judy’s temple before letting her hand drift down to nudge lightly at her hip. “Come on, lazybones,” she murmured, voice low and warm. “Last civilized shower before we’re roughing it with bugs and ocean rocks.”
Judy groaned softly, face buried half into the pillow. “If you’re calling this civilized,” she mumbled, voice still thick with sleep, “I’m afraid of what counts as luxury in your book.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, untangling the blanket from her legs as she sat up. Her red braid slid forward over her shoulder, a few strands escaping loose. The morning light stretched in through the curtains, catching on the slope of her freckled shoulder, the edge of her tank top slipping down one arm.
Judy blinked up at her, eyes still lazy but smiling, and finally swung her legs over the side of the bed. She ran a hand back through her hair, then leaned slightly to brush her fingers across Valerie’s lower back. “You’re way too awake for someone who kept me up all night.”
“Someone had to match your energy,” Valerie said, grinning as she stood.
They didn’t rush. Just the soft rustle of sleep-wrinkled fabric as they peeled off their tank tops, then shorts and underwear, the floor warming under their bare feet as they crossed toward the bathroom.
The air shifted cooler in the threshold before the shower’s steam caught up. Valerie stepped in first, fingers adjusting the water handle with practiced ease until a curl of warmth rolled up along the edge of the glass. She leaned in, testing it with her palm.
Behind her, Judy wrapped her arms around Valerie’s waist, bare skin against bare skin, and pressed a slow kiss between her shoulder blades.
“You gonna save me some hot water?” she whispered to her.
Valerie glanced back over her shoulder with a crooked smirk. “You’re the one who turns it into a spa.”
Steam curled gently around their ankles as Valerie stepped fully into the shower, head tilted back to let the water sheet down her face and over her shoulders. She let out a breath through her nose, hands pushing back her red braid to keep it from sticking.
Behind her, Judy followed, slower, fingers brushing lightly across Valerie’s spine as she stepped in close. The water hit them both now, warm and steady, the kind of heat that softened joints and chased away the quiet aches of sleep. Judy leaned forward, pressing her lips to the back of Valerie's neck just below the braid.
“Still the best idea you’ve had this week,” she murmured against damp skin.
Valerie smiled, eyes closed as her hand reached back, fingers tangling briefly with Judy’s where they rested at her hip. "Mm. Might have to compete with breakfast, though."
Judy hummed. “I’ll allow a tie.”
They moved together in slow rhythm, not rushed, just present. Judy reached for the soap, lathering it between her palms before sliding her hands along Valerie’s arms, shoulders, down her back with lazy, circular motions. Valerie exhaled again, low and content, her hands bracing the wall in front of her for a moment as Judy worked.
“Spoiling me this morning,” Valerie murmured.
“Better now than when we’re crouched over a creek with a bar of questionable biodegradable,” Judy said, grinning as she kissed the back of her shoulder.
Valerie turned then, water trailing between them, and reached up to cup Judy’s cheek. Her thumb brushed under her eye, gentle. “You’re beautiful like this,” she said, soft and sure.
Judy leaned into the touch, eyes half-lidded. “It’s the steam. Gives me that vintage film glow.”
“Nah,” Valerie said, hand drifting down to rest just above her heart. “That’s all you.”
They stood like that for a while, the sound of water and their breathing the only thing in the room.
Judy’s fingers slid up along Valerie’s side, tracing the faint curve of her ribs, then back down again, the slow motion steady as the water that spilled around them. Her head dipped forward until her forehead rested gently against Valerie’s, the space between them warm and misted.
Valerie let her hands fall to Judy’s waist, thumbs pressing soft arcs into her hips, just holding. Just the rhythm of the water, the hush of their skin against each other, the soft echo of droplets slipping down tile.
“I could stay like this,” Judy murmured, not quite a whisper more like a thought she trusted Valerie to catch.
Valerie nodded, eyes closed, her breath slow. “We don’t have to be anywhere but here. Not yet.”
Judy’s hands moved again, slower now, running the last bit of lather over Valerie’s stomach, her touch more intimate than precise, but still tender. She leaned back just enough to look up at her. “I’ll wash your hair?”
Valerie grinned, something crooked and easy in it. “You just want an excuse to play with it.”
Judy gave her a light nudge. “Guilty. But also, it’s a nice braid.”
Valerie turned, ducked her head forward a little. “It’s yours, then.”
Judy reached up, fingers sinking gently into the length of red as she began to unwind it, slow and careful, like it was something precious. The braid loosened under her touch, strands catching in the warm spray, clinging slightly to Valerie’s back and shoulders. She worked through them patiently, untangling the night from her hair.
For a while, that was all it was. Water, touch, breath, and the soft, loving care of one woman washing the other’s hair like it was an old ritual only they knew.
Eventually, Valerie let her fingers trail down along Judy’s side before turning slightly in the steam, her back brushing the tile as she reached behind to turn the water off. The spray stilled with a soft clunk from the pipe, and the quiet after filled the space like it belonged there.
Mist clung to their skin, warm in places, cooling in others, soft enough that neither moved right away.
Judy’s thumb grazed Valerie’s hip. “Alright, come on,” she said, voice still low from the warmth. “Let’s not drip all over the floor.”
Valerie grunted playfully but nodded, nudging the fogged door open with her shoulder. The cooler air slipped in instantly, wrapping their arms and legs in goosebumps as they stepped out.
Valerie reached first for the towel slung on the hook beside the sink, the fabric sun-soft and worn from years of use. She passed it to Judy without a word, then took the second for herself, dragging it slowly through the ends of her hair before sliding it across her shoulders. The scent of lavender detergent clung faintly to the cotton Judy’s favorite.
Judy leaned against the counter, one foot tucked behind the other as she dried her arms. “Damn you look sexy, mi amor,” she said, half under her breath.
Valerie looked over, towel looped around her neck, watching the droplets curl along Judy’s collarbone before disappearing under the fold of her towel. She didn’t say anything, just smiled, soft, a little tilted.
Towels soft between their fingers, they moved without much sound, no need for it. The mirror had fogged over, catching only silhouettes in the haze. Valerie swept her towel down the curve of her arms, then wrapped it low around her hips. Her hair clung damp and heavy across her shoulder as she padded barefoot back into the bedroom, the air cooler there, touched by the lake morning beyond the glass.
Judy followed a beat later, slower, her towel gathered around her chest, one hand reaching for the small brush left on the edge of the vanity. She dragged it gently through the long side of her hair, the strands falling in soft, wet sections over her shoulder, pink and green darkened by water, already starting to kink slightly from the steam. The shaved side glinted faintly, clean and familiar.
She set the brush down on the bed without looking, moving in sync beside Valerie as they pulled open the drawers.
Just the quiet ritual of morning: undergarments first, cotton sliding over skin still warm from the shower. Socks pulled up slowly. Then denim jeans worn and broken in followed by tank tops. Valerie’s tank clung a little at first before settling into place, soft against freckled skin. Judy followed, the fabric hugging just beneath her shoulder line, her dark brown eyes catching a flicker of light as she shifted to sit on the edge of the bed.
Sunlight had crept further across the floorboards now, reaching the edge of the bed like it had been waiting for them. Still no sound from the living room. Just the lake out the window, and the low hum of the day beginning.
Valerie stretched as her lower back popped, then looked toward the bedroom door.
“We should check if they’re up,” she said, voice easy, steady in her chest.
Judy walked over, fingers brushing against hers as she passed. “Or give ‘em ten more minutes,” she said with a small smile. “They earned it.”
They stayed still for another breath, right there in the warmth of two women wrapped in morning light and each other before stepping toward whatever came next.
The hallway creaked soft under their steps, a gentle sound barely louder than the distant birdsong outside. Judy’s fingers grazed Valerie’s as they walked, their arms brushing now and then with each slow, and quiet pace.
As they passed the living room, both stopped. The hideaway bed sat unfolded in the middle, still blanketed in that soft mess of flannel and pillows. Sera was curled on her side, one arm draped over Sandra’s stomach, her red hair a tangled curtain half-covering her face. Sandra lay still, both hands folded against her chest, breaths rising and falling in a steady rhythm.
Valerie leaned just a little toward the living room, eyes soft. Judy stepped closer to her, resting her chin against her shoulder for a moment.
“They look okay,” Judy whispered, barely audible.
Valerie nodded once, lips parting but not quite speaking. Just that quiet breath between thoughts. Then she gave Judy’s hand the gentlest squeeze and turned toward the kitchen.
Valerie stepped into the kitchen first, her fingers brushing the edge of the hallway wall like she didn’t want to leave the quiet behind just yet. Judy followed, her steps soft behind her, still drying the ends of her hair with the towel looped around her neck. The kettle sat where it always did, nestled between the old spice rack and the ceramic jar that held their mismatched coffee spoons, one bent just slightly at the tip from when Sera was twelve and tried to dig into a frozen tub of ice cream too soon.
Valerie turned the burner on low, letting her hand rest on the counter as she watched the water settle, waiting for the first signs of heat to rise.
Behind them, the living room was still. They didn’t need to see the bed again to know the girls were still tucked under the blanket. That familiar soft rhythm of breath told enough Sera curled on her side, most likely, always reaching for Sandra even in sleep. And Sandra steady and still, arm probably draped across her like always.
Judy reached for the coffee tin tucked behind the fruit bowl, her fingers brushing against a few slightly bruised plums as she passed. She cracked the lid with her thumb, the scent of roasted beans catching the air with that earthy sweetness they both always associated with real mornings.
Valerie didn’t speak. She just turned slightly, her shoulder brushing Judy’s as she passed behind her, grabbing two mugs from the cabinet above one chipped at the rim, the other etched with a faded hummingbird Sera drew when she was fifteen and insisted it be turned into something permanent.
The kettle hadn’t whistled yet, but the silence between them didn’t feel like waiting. It felt like being.
Sunlight angled through the kitchen window, spilling across the counter in slow gold. The air smelled like old wood, clean towels, and the echo of lavender from their shower. And now coffee.
Judy glanced over her shoulder, voice low and still scratchy with sleep. “We should let ’em sleep a little longer.”
Valerie nodded once, her hand curling around the warm ceramic of the mug she set down for Judy. “Just a little. Then we’ll make breakfast.”
Judy smiled faintly and leaned her hip into the counter beside her. “They looked peaceful.”
Valerie’s gaze stayed near the window, but the corner of her mouth curved. “They did.”
The kettle let out the first low hiss, not a whistle yet just a promise of it.
The soft click of the kettle’s handle rising was the only sound for a moment. Valerie turned off the burner before it could whistle and break the quiet. She poured slowly, steady, letting the steam rise and curl between them, dancing faintly in the morning light before it vanished.
Judy leaned in, wrapping both hands around her mug, thumb resting just below the rim. The warmth soaked in through her fingers as she stepped gently toward the far side of the kitchen, eyes flicking toward the living room again.
From here, they could see the top edge of the hideaway bed, the blanket still draped high across both their daughters’ shoulders. Sera lay curled on her side, face tucked close to Sandra’s collarbone, one arm loosely thrown across her waist. Sandra hadn’t shifted much still as ever in sleep, one hand resting protectively on Sera’s back, fingers relaxed in that way that only came after the kind of peace they’d fought hard to find.
Probably too worn out from all the Donkey Kong chaos last night.
Judy smiled softly at the sight, her voice barely above a whisper. “They’re out cold.”
Valerie stayed by the counter, mug in hand, her braid still damp and trailing slightly down her shoulder. “Guess even video game chaos has its limits.”
Judy nodded, still watching them. “They look younger when they’re like this.”
Valerie’s voice stayed soft, eyes lingering on Sera. “Yeah… Sometimes I forget we didn’t raise her from the start. Feels like we did.”
Judy reached out, her fingers brushing gently against Valerie’s wrist. “You’ve been her mom every day that mattered.”
Valerie gave a slow nod, thumb circling her coffee cup. “Just wish we could’ve given her more of this sooner.”
Judy didn’t answer right away just leaned in until their shoulders touched, both of them standing there with the quiet, with the warmth between them, and the view of their
daughters finally at peace.
The smell of coffee lingered close now, grounded and rich, mingling with faint wood grain and the ghost of last night’s tortillas still clinging to the air.
They stood there for a while in that pause between sleep and breakfast, between a house still holding its breath and the footsteps that would fill it soon enough.
Just two mugs, two wives and a morning still stretching out, waiting to be lived.
The smell reached before the sound did.
Sera’s nose twitched first, buried in the edge of the blanket, her brow pinching slightly like her brain was trying to figure out what time it was without actually waking. The scent of brewed coffee strong, familiar, a little nutty was already curling through the living room.
Valerie caught the shift from the kitchen doorway. She glanced at Judy with a faint grin. “Starshine’s waking up.”
Judy didn’t say anything, just leaned her hip lightly against the counter, watching.
Sera shifted again, one leg stretching out from under the blanket, her arm flopping up over Sandra’s stomach before her hand curled there, soft and lazy. She let out a small, quiet groan, part protest, part surrender, and cracked one eye open.
The sunlight had crept just enough to catch her face, a soft glow across the bridge of her nose and the edge of red hair fanned across the pillow.
“…Mornin’,” she mumbled, barely audible.
Valerie moved first, still holding her mug, stepping into view but not crossing too far. “Coffee’s hot,” she said gently. “Pancakes coming up soon.”
Sera gave the tiniest nod, her voice rough with sleep. “Heard that. Might crawl that way in a sec.”
Judy’s voice drifted over like warmth. “No rush, mi cielo.”
Sera yawned, dragging her fingers over her eyes, then blinked over at Sandra, still curled and quiet beside her. Her hand smoothed over Sandra’s side once, just a little check-in touch before she turned her head toward the kitchen.
“Smells like the good stuff,” she murmured, voice already starting to sound more like herself.
Valerie smiled, leaning against the archway. “That’s because it is.”
They didn’t rush her. Just let her wake at her own pace, wrapped in warmth and soft light, the scent of coffee waiting like a quiet welcome back.
Sera rolled onto her side with a sleepy grunt, burying her face halfway into Sandra’s shoulder. The blanket slipped down enough to expose one of her shoulders, the cotton of her shirt wrinkled and warm from sleep. Sandra shifted slightly, her hand coming up to rest against Sera’s back like her body already knew she was there before her mind did.
A quiet exhale passed between them no words, not yet just the kind of closeness that didn’t need them.
From the kitchen, the light clink of a mug touching the counter broke the still. Valerie set hers down and leaned over the drawer, pulling out the flat-edged spatula they always used for pancakes.
She glanced over her shoulder toward Judy, who was still standing by the sink, coffee in hand, eyes still soft from watching the girls. “Think you can slice up a couple of those apples?” Valerie asked, nodding toward the small fruit basket on the counter. “I’ll get the batter going.”
Judy pushed off the counter with a small nod, setting her mug down beside her. “You want ‘em peeled or rustic?”
Valerie’s smirk tugged just enough at the corner of her mouth as she reached for the mixing bowl. “We’re a rustic household.”
“Figured.” Judy grabbed the knife and cutting board from under the counter, with a casual motion before setting to work.
The kitchen hummed with the soft rhythms of a slow morning, the swish of the knife slicing into crisp skin, the scrape of batter being mixed with a wooden spoon, the low hiss of the pan starting to warm. Outside, a bird called from the pine just beyond the window. The breeze hadn't picked up yet, the lake holding still like glass.
On the hideaway bed, Sera blinked again and turned her face slightly toward the ceiling. Her voice was muffled but familiar. “Is that coffee done yet…?”
Judy didn’t look up from the cutting board. “Still warm if you crawl over here and earn it.”
Sera let out a small whine and pressed her forehead back into Sandra’s neck. “That sounds like work.”
Valerie’s laughter was low and real, a soft flick of batter hitting the pan. “Guess we’ll have to bribe her with pancakes.”
From the bed, Sandra finally murmured, voice drowsy and near a whisper, “Better be the good kind…”
“They always are,” Judy replied, turning slightly to flash a smile toward them. “Especially when we’ve got company worth cooking for.”
Sera groaned dramatically into Sandra’s shoulder again, then peeked one eye open. “Guess we’re up then.”
The scent of warm batter filled the air, and the kitchen, like the house, kept breathing right alongside them.
Sandra’s eyes stayed closed for another few seconds, her hand absently smoothing over Sera’s back like she was still halfway in a dream. When she felt Sera start to sit up slow, groggy, the kind of motion that still pulled at her muscles a little she blinked through the haze and followed, propping herself up on one elbow.
Their blanket slumped to their waists. The light from the window behind them caught the soft curve of Sera’s cheek, the red strands of her hair slightly tousled and clinging to her temple.
“Mm,” Sandra muttered, voice low and rough from sleep. “Smells good.”
Sera rubbed at her eyes, nose wrinkling slightly. “I was hoping that part wasn’t a dream.”
Valerie glanced over from the stove, flipping the first pancake. “Dreams don’t sizzle like this, Starshine.”
Judy slid a bowl of sliced apples toward the edge of the counter, her smile tugging soft at the corners. “You two want coffee, or are we bribing you with syrup first?”
Sera leaned sideways, resting her head on Sandra’s shoulder for another second before nodding. “Both. Definitely both.”
Sandra stretched slowly, careful not to jostle her too much. “We’ll be in soon,” she said toward the kitchen, her voice steadier now. “Just need a minute to remember how to walk.”
Valerie chuckled as she dropped a second pancake onto the pan. “No rush. Just don’t let the syrup steal all the heat.”
Judy reached into the cabinet for two more mugs. “We’ve got time. Plenty of it.”
Outside the window, the lake was beginning to shimmer, the breeze just starting to stir the trees. A soft knock of wood against glass from a distant wind chime drifted through the open sliver of the kitchen window. The house still held that peaceful hush of morning that stretch of calm before the day truly asked anything of them.
Sandra shifted, finally sitting upright. She ran a hand through her dark hair and glanced over at Sera, eyes lingering with a small tired smile. “Come on,” she whispered. “Let’s go see what civilized breakfast looks like.”
Sera let herself lean in for a quick kiss on Sandra’s shoulder before slipping her legs out from under the covers. The hardwood was cool beneath her socks as she stood, a little unsteady but smiling.
By the time they reached the kitchen, Valerie had a short stack already plated and Judy was pouring the second cup of coffee.
Sera moved toward the counter first, her steps still heavy with sleep, but her grin pulled wide as soon as she caught the scent up close. “You used the good mix,” she mumbled, leaning into Valerie for a hug before even looking at the food.
Valerie wrapped an arm around her in return, giving her a quick squeeze with the spatula still in her other hand. “Course I did. You think I was gonna serve you boxed pancakes?”
Sera groaned softly. “Mom,” but the word was drowned by the smile she didn’t try to fight. She dropped onto one of the stools, rubbing her face. “You’re gonna make me cry into my syrup.”
Sandra joined a beat later, sliding her arm gently around Sera’s shoulders as she passed to grab one of the mugs Judy had set out. Her fingers brushed over Judy’s hand like a silent thank-you, and she leaned against the edge of the counter beside her.
Judy gave her a soft nudge with her shoulder. “Good sleep?”
Sandra nodded once. “I think it was the best we’ve had in a while.”
Valerie flipped another pancake, the edges golden and curling. “Looks like it. You two were out cold.”
Sera tilted her head to glance toward the living room, her voice still scratchy. “Did we hog the blankets?”
Judy laughed as she reached for the syrup. “You cocooned like a pair of burritos.”
Sera reached for a fork, yawning. “Guess that’s better than snoring.”
“Who said you didn’t?” Valerie teased, sliding a fresh pancake onto a plate and handing it down.
Sera gasped dramatically, hand over her chest. “I’m wounded.”
Sandra stole a piece of apple from the bowl, popping it into her mouth before she spoke. “You were breathing like a hibernating bear, babe.”
“Traitor,” Sera muttered, though she nudged into her with a quiet smile.
They settled in without fanfare, everyone finding their rhythm at the table like they always had familiar motions, comfortable spacing. Judy sliced more apples and passed them down. Valerie handed out the pancakes two at a time. The butter melted fast, the syrup slower, threading between layers until it soaked just right.
Outside the window, the lake kept gleaming, sun now high enough to stretch long across the dock. Inside, the house was full again not just with sound, but, the kind that came only when love had been layered into the walls.
Valerie leaned back a little in her chair, coffee cradled in one hand, her eyes landing on all three of them.
“Don’t get used to this,” she said, feigning sternness.
Sera blinked. “Used to what?”
Valerie’s smirk tugged wide as she leaned back in her chair, mug in hand. “You don't get pancakes every time you crash here.”
Judy didn’t miss a beat. She tilted her head toward Valerie, brows raised. “Pretty sure you’ve made them every time without anyone asking.”
Valerie sipped her coffee like she’d been caught but wasn’t bothered. “I never said I wasn’t predictable. I just like to keep up the illusion that I’m hard to please.”
Sera grinned into her fork. “Well, if illusion’s the goal, you’re doing great.”
Sandra gave her a look, calm and dry. “We’ll submit a formal pancake request next time. In triplicate.”
Judy passed the butter down the table. “Good. We can file it under ‘Things You’re Gonna Miss When You’re on the road again.’”
Just like that, the table lit with the next ripple of laughter quiet, close, and full.
Valerie leaned back in her chair, one arm draped casually along the backrest, her coffee cradled in the other hand. The morning light had settled now, no longer stretching but lingering, softening everything it touched. The smell of syrup and fresh-cut apples still hung in the air.
She watched Sera stretch again, one hand half-lifting to rub at her temple, then glanced toward Sandra who looked only marginally more awake, and grinned.
“You girls must’ve stayed up so late with the Kongs you probably dreamed about bananas and rhinos,” Valerie teased, her voice warm and amused.
Sera groaned into her plate, not even trying to deny it. “There was a whole chase sequence. I think one of the rhinos had your face.”
Sandra just blinked once, reaching for her coffee like it was a lifeline. “I vaguely recall jungle drums and you yelling about bees. That might’ve been real.”
Judy chuckled, sliding another apple slice onto Sera’s plate. “I heard something around midnight. I thought maybe the couch was haunted. Turns out it was just two grown women yelling ‘barrel roll’ like their lives depended on it.”
“Technically, they did,” Sera mumbled, poking her fork at the syrup pooling on her plate.
Valerie took a long sip, her freckled cheeks lifted in a smug smile. “See? Already turning you into retro addicts. Next stop Zombies Ate My Neighbors.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow over her mug. “That sounds like a threat.”
Judy grinned. “It’s a promise.”
The table held steady around them, the kind of silence that came not from lack of things to say, but from the fullness of being here fed, warm, and surrounded by love that had nothing left to prove.
Outside, the lake caught a fresh flicker of wind, and somewhere behind the house, a jay called out once before fading back into the trees.
Judy’s foot bumped gently against Valerie’s beneath the table, just enough to say she felt it too.
Sandra leaned back just a little, a slice of apple still balanced between her fingers, a smile soft at the corners of her mouth. “After the trip,” she said, eyes flicking to Judy then back to Valerie, “I’m actually excited to try more of those games. I get it now. They’re kind of addicting.”
Sera gave a sleepy grin beside her, still cradling her mug. “Told you. You were legit growling when I stole the controller.”
“I was being competitive,” Sandra said, but her voice was gentle, teasing, her knee nudging Sera’s under the table.
Judy smirked softly over her mug. “You know, once we’re back from the trip, we’re definitely unlocking the rest of the collection. Think you’re ready for some retro chaos?”
Sandra gave a relaxed shrug, her smile tugging a little higher. “Long as I’ve got a couch to sprawl on and someone to laugh with when we die in the first five seconds, I’m good.”
Sera leaned in, bumping her shoulder. “So… same rules as last night?”
“Exactly.” Sandra’s tone was playful now. “Just with more snacks this time.”
Valerie grinned. “You’ll both be pros by the time we’re back. And Judy still thinks she’s unbeatable at Mario Kart.”
Judy, not even glancing up, just sipped her coffee. “Because I am.”
Valerie let out a low laugh, flipping her fork across the plate to scoop up the last bit of syrup. “Chaos and nostalgia are the best combo there is.”
The table eased into that soft kind of quiet where everyone kept eating but no one needed to fill the air. Just the sound of forks meeting plates, the clink of mugs, and the occasional creak of a chair shifting.
Sunlight filtered past the edge of the window blinds, catching the steam off the coffee pot still sitting warm on the stove. Somewhere in the hallway, the soft creak of a floorboard gave a faint reminder of how still the rest of the house was.
Sera stretched her arms overhead, her voice coming out mid-yawn. “After breakfast, me and Sandra’ll head home to grab our stuff. Shouldn’t take too long.”
Valerie nodded, not missing a beat. “Don’t stress about it. Just the essentials, clothes, chargers, whatever you need to keep each other sane.”
Judy set her cup down gently. “And maybe a swimsuit. In case someone decides they’re brave enough for cold water.”
Sera raised a brow at that, and Sandra just smiled into her plate like she already knew that challenge was coming.
The last bits of breakfast lingered, but no one rushed to clear the table just yet. They had the morning. They had each other. The lake waited. So did the road. But right now, there was nothing else that mattered more than the sunlight catching freckles, the warmth between knees brushing under the table, and the quiet certainty of a family still choosing each other every single day.
Valerie stretched her legs under the table, the plate still in front of her mostly empty save for a swipe of syrup that refused to cling to the last bite. She let her gaze drift—first to Judy’s mug resting beside the butter dish, then across to Sera and Sandra, the two of them still leaning close, eyes carrying the kind of quiet that didn’t need to speak to be understood.
Sandra was slowly working her way through the last few apple slices, her fingers turning one over between sips of coffee. Sera’s hand rested casually on her leg beneath the table, thumb tracing a small pattern no one could see.
Valerie smiled softly, and without fully thinking, reached over to squeeze Judy’s hand once beneath the table. Judy looked up, met her eyes, and returned it with that slight curve of her lips that always said more than any words could.
Outside, the breeze was just starting to stir again, nudging the tops of the trees. Through the window, lake light danced faintly along the edge of the countertop, like it, too, was waiting.
Sera was the one who finally leaned back, exhaling like she’d been waiting for the food to settle before speaking again. “Think we should head out soon,” she said, glancing toward Sandra, who nodded. “Grab what we need, make it back before the sun dips too far.”
Valerie nodded. “Sounds good. Take your time though no rush. This trip’s supposed to be about slowing down, remember?”
Sandra’s expression softened. “That part’s already working.”
Judy stood and gathered her plate, pausing with a raised brow. “Don’t think that means you two get out of helping us pack the cooler later.”
Sera grinned, already rising to follow. “Only if we get first pick on the snacks.”
Valerie laughed low, reaching for her mug. “Sure. But if you try to sneak all the good chips again, I’m reclaiming my maternal veto.”
“Guess that means no negotiation with the Princess,” Judy added as she brushed past, nudging Valerie lightly with her hip.
Valerie reached first, her hand brushing the edge of Judy’s plate as she passed it toward the sink. No words, just the soft clink of fork to ceramic, the kind of rhythm that didn’t need announcing. Across from her, Sandra stood, still finishing her coffee with one hand while steadying Sera’s empty mug with the other. She didn’t ask because she never needed to. Sera leaned her hip against the counter as she scraped the last bit of syrup from her plate, her sleepy grin aimed half at Sandra, half at nothing.
Judy rinsed the glasses without turning around, but her voice carried back easily. “Val, hand me that one too?”
Valerie did, their fingers brushing, warm from the morning light still spilling through the blinds. It pooled across the table now, stretching toward the chairs like it knew this part mattered too.
Valerie wiped her hands on the dish towel, turning just enough to catch Sera’s glance before it turned to movement. “You two go ahead. Me and your Mama’ll finish up the rest.”
Judy didn’t even look up from where she was setting the mug in the drying rack, just nodded with a soft, warm cadence in her voice. “We’ve got plenty of time before we head out. Go enjoy yourselves for a few hours.”
Sera lingered a second longer, shifting her empty plate in her hands, then smiled with that quiet weight she didn’t always put into words. “We’ll be back before lunch.”
Sandra touched her hand lightly as she stepped forward, and Sera set the plate on the counter before they both moved in. The hugs weren’t loud, weren’t announced, just natural, familiar. Sera wrapped her arms around Valerie first, cheek pressing briefly to her mother’s shoulder as Valerie’s hand settled between her shoulder blades.
“Love you, Starshine,” Valerie said against her hair.
“Love you more,” Sera whispered back, before pulling away and stepping toward Judy.
Sandra stepped in next, letting Valerie’s arms close around her in a quieter kind of hug. No fanfare. Just comfort, and the rhythm of ten years of knowing exactly how her family felt without having to ask.
Judy’s arms opened wide as Sera stepped close, and she caught her in with that soft little huff of breath she always gave when Sera leaned too hard. “Go easy on your wife,” she murmured against her temple.
Sera smiled. “Always do.”
Judy’s hand lingered at her back a second longer before letting go. Then it was Sandra again, quiet but steady, sliding into Judy’s arms without needing an invitation. Judy kissed her cheek once, soft. “Love you, Moonlight.”
Sandra gave a small nod. “Love you too.”
They didn’t need to be told what came next.
By the door, Sera reached down, stepping into her boots with easy familiarity, one hand balancing on the wall. Sandra followed, tugging hers on beside her without comment.
Sera looked back once, her hand resting against the frame, Judy and Valerie still framed by the kitchen behind them.
“We’ll be back soon,” she said.
Valerie nodded. “We’ll be here.”
The door shut gently behind them. Footsteps over wood. Then the thud of boots finding grass. Then quiet again.
Judy glanced toward the sink. Valerie was already turning back to the plates, that little rhythm picking up again.
“Alright,” Judy said, reaching for the dish towel once more, “Let’s finish up and get the cooler sorted before the sun gets bossy.”
Valerie smiled faintly, no rush in her movements. Just that same steady grace the morning seemed to understand.
The water in the sink had cooled some, but Valerie kept rinsing slowly, her movements methodical plate, cup, fork setting each one down on the towel-lined counter with that soft clink only a quiet house really let you hear. Judy stood beside her, dish towel folded once over her shoulder, drying each piece with a slow rhythm, no rush between hands. Just the soft brush of cotton over ceramic, the hush of home waking all the way up.
Outside, the wind moved through the trees again. Somewhere distant, a gull called. The lake caught the light in shifting waves, but inside everything was still gentle, focused. The kind of quiet that only came from knowing the ones you loved were safe and not far.
Judy leaned her hip against the counter, holding a plate in her hands as she looked over. “That’s the last of it?”
Valerie rinsed once more, then turned off the tap. “Yep. Just the living room now.”
She dried her hands on the corner of the towel Judy had slung near the edge of the sink, then gave her wife a small nudge with her elbow before stepping out of the kitchen.
The open archway into the living room framed the morning light spilling over the hideaway bed still stretched across the floor. The blankets were rumpled where Sera and Sandra had slept, the pillows slightly askew, their mugs long since cleared but the quiet imprint of them still there creases in the sheets, the faint indent of a knee on the rug.
Valerie crossed over first, crouching to grip the metal handle at the base of the mattress. Judy stepped beside her, lifting the other side without a word. They’d done this before countless sleepovers, holidays, late-night movies when everyone just ended up staying. The frame creaked a little as it folded, but moved smoothly, practiced.
Once it clicked back into place, Valerie straightened the cushions, smoothing a palm along the backrest with a small nod. Judy fluffed the last pillow, dropping it in place with a light thump.
“Glad they had fun,” Judy murmured.
Valerie looked over at her, a slow smile rising. “About to have even more.”
Judy didn’t answer, just leaned in, bumped her shoulder gently into Valerie’s as they both stood there for a second, the quiet weight of morning still holding.
They made their way down the hall slow, the hush of the house still tucked in around them. Valerie's hair trailing across her shoulder, catching faint bits of sunlight spilling from the bedroom window as she moved ahead. Judy’s hand brushed along the doorframe as she stepped inside behind her, quiet as the air itself.
The closet opened with a soft creak. Valerie crouched low first, reaching toward the back corner where their old canvas duffels were stacked well-worn, sun-creased from years of use. She pulled out the black one with the faded Alvarez patch stitched near the zipper, tossing it gently onto the bed. Judy leaned in beside her, grabbing the smaller green bag they always kept pre-packed for lake trips but now needed fresh.
Judy’s fingers moved through the hangers on her side of the closet, collecting layers light enough for mornings and warm enough for nights. A couple flannels, two tanks, her beat-up denim jacket with the sleeve patches. Valerie, on the other side, grabbed a stack of folded shirts from the top shelf and rolled them tight, sliding them one by one into the bag with practiced ease.
“Do you think two pairs of jeans each?” Judy asked, glancing up.
“Should be fine,” Valerie replied. “We’ll probably be in shorts most of the day anyway.”
Judy smiled and tucked hers in beside the rolled shirts. Socks, undergarments, spare tank tops. A small zippered pouch for med supplies, another for the basic toiletries. Valerie double-checked the inside pocket for charger cords, backup batteries, then tossed in the deck of cards they'd kept since before the Lakehouse.
Everything was done without hurry. Just hands moving in rhythm, the way people do when they know what the other will reach for before they even ask.
Judy zipped hers closed first and set it at the foot of the bed. “You grab the travel mugs?”
Valerie glanced toward the dresser. “Top drawer, left side. With the matches and the old flashlight.”
Judy crossed over, footsteps soft against the rug. The drawer opened smoothly. Two black mugs with collapsible lids, tucked neatly where they always were.
“Got ‘em,” she said, tucking them into Valerie’s bag before closing it up.
Valerie gave the room one last look, hair slipping over her shoulder as she stood. “Almost ready for the road.”
Judy nodded, hand resting gently over the bag like it was already carrying the trip ahead.
The sun had climbed a little higher now, spilling longer lines across the bedroom floor, but the house still held the quiet of morning steady, certain, and full of everything that mattered.
Valerie had just zipped the last pocket when she felt the light touch at the edge of her hair, a familiar brush of fingers that made her glance up without needing a name. Judy was already watching her, a small smirk tucked beneath the warmth in her eyes.
“Alright, guapa,” Judy said, voice low and easy. “Let me fix your hair.”
Valerie gave a slow blink like she’d expected it, like she’d been waiting for it. She leaned into a smile and tipped her chin toward the vanity. “Sure thing, babe.”
They crossed the room without a word more, Judy pulling the small wooden chair out gently with her foot as Valerie sat, her back to the mirror. The window light kissed the edge of the vanity, soft and slanting, catching the ends of Valerie’s red hair where it spilled down her back, and shoulders in a loose tumble.
Judy stood behind her, comb already in hand from the drawer, brushing through the strands with slow, deliberate passes. Her touch wasn’t rushed, wasn’t even about the braid yet just smoothing. Settling. Letting the world stay quiet around them while her fingers worked.
Valerie exhaled softly, elbows resting on her knees, eyes half-lidded as the strokes continued. “You always wait until the moment’s too good to stop.”
“That’s the trick,” Judy murmured, lips curving as she leaned in to part the hair. “Catch you when you’re still.”
Valerie chuckled once, quiet and low in her chest. “Still is temporary.”
Judy’s smile tugged at one corner. “Then I’ll just braid fast to catch the moment before it runs.”
Her fingers moved with that familiar rhythm of three strands, one over the other, again and again, drawing the red into order, taming it without losing the softness. Judy’s pink-and-green hair hung just at the edge of Valerie’s vision, a few strands curling at the ends where the heat hadn’t dried them yet.
Outside, the lake shimmered against the window glass. Inside, the braid took shape, snug and sure down the side of Valerie’s face. Judy tied it off at the end with the thin elastic she picked up off the vanity, then leaned in and pressed a kiss on the lotus tattoo on Valerie’s shoulder.
“All set, that's better,” she whispered.
Valerie tilted her head just enough to look up at her, one brow raised. “How do I look?”
Judy’s hand trailed once along her shoulder, steady as anything. “Beautiful as ever, mi amor.”
Valerie stood slowly, letting the chair scrape soft against the floor, and brushed her fingers once across Judy’s side. Just a light touch. Then they looked toward the bags waiting by the bed, and the road beyond them that was starting to feel close.
The floor cooled beneath their socks as they crossed from the vanity to the closet. Judy bent first, pulling her boots out from the edge, thumbing the scuffed seam where the tongue always curled forward. Valerie followed, rolling one socked foot into the heel of hers, her braid swaying lightly at her shoulder as she lowered herself to lace them.
No rush. Just the kind of rhythm that came from knowing the shape of mornings like this.
Judy stood, giving a light stretch before nudging the duffels with her toe. “Ready?”
Valerie reached down, gripping the bags by their worn handles. “Let’s hit it.”
They moved together down the hall, past the photos lining the wall snapshots that caught the old and the now in equal measure. The hallway widened into the entrance where the door to the garage waited open. Valerie shifted both bags in one hand as she stepped through.
Judy reached out automatically, fingers brushing the flat gray button beside the doorframe. The soft mechanical hum of the garage door kicking in filled the space a second later, lights flickering once before the motor started to lift the slatted panel. Outside, morning light spilled through in wide stripes, catching the dust motes stirred from the floor.
The truck sat just outside, the passenger door slightly ajar from earlier. Valerie stepped down into the garage proper, boots tapping lightly on the concrete. She walked with that easy steadiness, no need to fill the air, and hoisted the bags into the bed of the truck, securing one strap as it slid slightly forward.
Judy stayed just a moment longer by the inner doorframe, eyes on her wife’s back for a bit longer than needed, then turned and stepped quietly back into the house, already running the checklist in her head. Chargers. Water bottles. The little speaker Sera liked to use.
The kind of gathering that didn't feel like packing just tying together the edges of a weekend that hadn’t even begun yet.
Valerie didn’t bother with gloves just bent low by the shelves near the far wall, hands closing around the familiar canvas grips of the two tent bags. The fabric was stiff in some places, soft in others, sun-faded but reliable. She lifted them with a small exhale, one tucked under each arm, and crossed the garage floor again in steady strides.
The tailgate gave a gentle groan as she let one bag down, then the other beside it. She adjusted them both for balance, looping a bungee cord around the base rail, her fingers working quick and sure. Dust caught the edges of her boots, the morning light spilling wider now as the garage door climbed to its full height, letting the lake breeze sneak in over the threshold.
From inside, the sound of the hallway door creaked open again.
Judy stepped out holding a thickly folded stack of blankets balanced against her hip, the soft blue one Sera always claimed on top. A rolled sleeping bag was tucked under her other arm, the second one hanging loose from her fingers. She moved like she always did when she was in a rhythm, thoughtful, no wasted motion, just letting the weight settle against her until it made sense.
“Extra blanket in case someone gets territorial,” she said as she neared, a small smile tugging at her mouth.
Valerie turned just enough to meet her with that soft, content look, the one she didn’t give away to anyone else. “Not naming names, huh?”
“I don’t need to. Sera’ll out herself by night two.” Judy set the sleeping bags gently down beside the tents, then started tucking the folded blankets up along the wheel well. “You got the chairs?”
Valerie nodded, already stepping back toward the wall for them. She hooked one with each hand, the worn nylon slapping gently against her leg as she turned back. “These old things still creak like hell when you shift.”
“Perfect for ambiance,” Judy replied, brushing her hair behind her ear as she turned to press the last blanket into place.
The bed of the truck was beginning to fill with that soft order Judy grabbed what was needed from the garage as Valerie tucked everything into place. Only the two of them ever really understood blankets folded around tent corners, chairs angled just enough to stay in place without digging into anything else.
Judy stepped back beside her, brushing the edge of Valerie’s braid with the backs of her fingers as she looked over the gear. “We’re getting close.”
Valerie’s hand found her waist without even trying. “Almost ready.” Her voice was easy, quiet beneath the morning breeze. “Almost.”
They didn’t move at first.
Just stood there, side by side in the open mouth of the garage, watching the way light rolled slowly across the hood of the truck. Dust swirled near the floor, soft motes caught in the breeze slipping in from the lake. Judy’s hand stayed loose against Valerie’s waist. Valerie didn’t let go either.
It wasn’t the kind of moment that needed a word or a reason. Just breath, warmth, and the steadiness of something that’d taken years to build.
Then, like they’d shared the same silent cue, Valerie shifted her weight and stepped toward the shelves again.
Judy followed, no rush in her steps as they reached the twin coolers tucked beneath the workbench. Valerie knelt first, running a hand over the matte gray lid of the one on the left. “Still charged,” she murmured, half to herself, then gave the latch a satisfying snap open to double-check.
The faint hum of the tech inside responded, the temperature display glowing soft and green. Judy mirrored the motion on the second cooler, already lifting one side when Valerie caught the other.
“Last thing to pack?” Valerie asked.
“Should be.” Judy confirmed, already backing toward the door.
They carried the coolers together, one each in hand, the weight familiar but manageable. The hallway welcomed them back with the smell of morning coffee still lingering faintly, the last of the breakfast warmth folded into the walls. Their footsteps were quiet on the floorboards, the house easing with them instead of against.
The kitchen was clean now, save for the space they’d left on the counter. Valerie set hers down with a soft exhale while Judy lowered the other beside it, her fingers brushing the edge of the nearest cabinet before she turned toward the fridge.
“Let’s get this packed before they’re back,” she said, already reaching for the door handle.
Valerie leaned against the counter for a second longer, red hair resting gently over her shoulder. “Bet they think we’re still finishing dishes.”
Judy glanced back with a grin. “Good. Gives us more time to hide the good snacks.”
Valerie pulled open the fridge door with one hand while Judy was already reaching for the shelf above where the sandwich bags were stashed, tucked behind a nearly empty box of instant noodles. The soft click of plastic lids, the crinkle of packaging, and the low hum of the coolers filled the kitchen as they slipped easily into motion.
Judy leaned into the fridge first, stacking lunchmeat thick slices of turkey and ham between wax sheets, sliding them into a container before tucking them neatly inside the cold cooler. Valerie followed with two blocks of cheese, cubed and bagged. Then came the hotdogs, laid out in rows beside a slim pack of mustard and relish. She made room along the side, shifting things around with practiced fingers. She placed breakfast sausage on top, and cream cheese around it.
The beers followed next, dark brown bottles with a little condensation already forming on the necks, and then bottled waters lined up like soldiers in the back corner of the cooler, the hum of the internal chill unit kicking up just slightly. Judy sealed it with a small smile, letting her hand rest on the lid for a beat before turning to the pantry.
Valerie had already cracked it open, rummaging through the shelves. She handed Judy the half-full bag of marshmallows without a word. “You packed the skewers?”
Judy nodded toward the drawer near the stove. “Fold-up ones. Top right.”
Valerie grinned. “Of course you thought of that.”
They started filling the second cooler, the dry one with a bit more laughter in their movement now. The bag of trail mix landed with a soft thud, followed by a pouch of jerky, cans of soup, bagels, oatmeal, tea, coffee, and the loaf of bread. Judy tucked the chips in gently sour cream and onion, Sandra’s favorite then eased the mango gummies beside them.
Valerie gave the shelf one last sweep. “We’re forgetting something.”
Judy tapped her fingers against the side of the cooler. “Plates, napkins, wipes?”
Valerie snapped her fingers. “S’more chocolate.”
“Top cabinet,” Judy said, already stepping on her toes to grab it.
The chocolate bars slid into place, still wrapped in silver and dark paper along a pack of graham crackers. Valerie gave the cooler one last glance, then nodded, folding the lid shut. “Alright,” she said, wiping her hands on her jeans. “I think we’re officially overpacked.”
Judy leaned her hip against the counter, brow arched with a smile. “We’re taking a truck. No such thing.”
Valerie tilted her head, braid brushing her collarbone. “You just want enough snacks to bribe the girls after dark.”
Judy smirked. “You say that like it’s not a sound strategy.”
They stood there for a breath longer, the coolers quiet at their feet, and the sun creeping steadily up the window glass like time wasn’t in any hurry either.
Judy reached for the narrow shoulder bag hooked on the back of the pantry door, her hand brushing the canvas like it was second nature. “Chocolate’s good,” she said over her shoulder, already pulling open the drawer near the sink, “but unless you want marshmallow fingers wiped on your braid, we still need these.”
Valerie chuckled, bending to secure the cold cooler’s latch. “Fair point. But for the record if anyone wipes anything on my braid, they’re sleeping under the truck.”
Judy didn’t even glance back as she slid a stack of biodegradable plates into the bag, followed by napkins, a roll of wipes, and one of those old camping sporks they never used but always brought anyway. “That includes me?”
Valerie straightened, shouldering the dry cooler with a grin. “You get a pass. You’re cute.”
Judy zipped the shoulder bag and turned, holding it out. Valerie took it in one fluid motion, slinging it over her arm with the kind of practiced ease that came from too many road trips and not enough patience for repacking.
The kitchen had gone still again, but it wasn’t empty, just quiet in that soft way the house got when it knew everyone was exactly where they were supposed to be.
Together, they each lifted a cooler, the weight solid but manageable, and stepped out of the kitchen into the garage, boots soft against the floor. The light overhead flickered a little as the motion sensor caught them, casting a pale sheen across the truck waiting just outside.
Valerie reached the bed first, setting her cooler in one corner and adjusting it so it wouldn’t slide. Judy followed a beat later, securing hers right next to it, then tightening the latch.
The shoulder bag slid into the front seat after a quick check for anything loose. Valerie’s braid shifted as she leaned in, the strands catching a bit of sunlight spilling in through the open garage door.
Judy stepped back beside her, hand brushing lightly at Valerie’s back. “Think we’re almost ready.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away, eyes scanning the inside of the truck bed one last time. Then she gave a soft nod, fingers looping loosely into Judy’s for a moment. “Yeah,” she said, voice low but steady. “We just need the girls now.”
Valerie shut the garage door with a soft hiss of hydraulics, the slow roll of metal sealing the morning behind them. The quiet returned like it had been waiting cooler now, touched by the shadows cast along the hallway floor. She gave Judy a little nudge with her elbow as they stepped back into the house.
“Think that’s everything?”
Judy didn’t answer right away, just pulled her braid over one shoulder as they walked. They passed through the archway into the living room, sun slanting warm across the rug and the coffee table still dusted with the leftover light from yesterday’s game night.
Valerie dropped into the couch first, her sigh low and drawn out as she sank back into the cushions. Judy followed, curling beside her, one leg tucked under as she reached toward the nearby end table, fingers brushing over the folded trip list they'd scribbled out together.
She scanned it once, then twice, eyes narrowing a little like she was daring something to be missing. “Tents, chairs, blankets… marshmallows, chocolate, hot dogs, cooler loaded…” Her finger paused over the bottom line. “You grab the bug spray?”
Valerie nodded. “Tossed it in the front seat after I loaded the chairs. Not my first camping trip, babe.”
“Mm.” Judy leaned into her shoulder, letting her head rest there. “Still gonna pretend like it was.”
Valerie let her fingers rest lightly against Judy’s leg, quietly settling between them again. Not the sleepy kind, just the pause that always came after packing. After making sure everything would be there when the road began. Their breathing slowed in sync, just for a few minutes, letting the weight of motion slip out of their arms.
Outside, the hum of tires crunched against the driveway.
Valerie didn’t even need to look, just tilted her head slightly, already smiling as the soft sound of a car door opening followed. Judy straightened, eyes catching the movement through the front window just as Sera and Sandra stepped out, bags in hand, hair slightly windblown from the drive but smiling.
“They’re back,” Valerie murmured, thumb still absently tracing the curve of Judy’s knee.
Judy didn’t move right away. Just watched the girls walk toward the front porch, Sandra glancing up toward the windows like she knew exactly where they’d be.
The front door creaked open just as Sera reached the steps, Valerie stepping out into the morning light with the kind of ease that came from everything already being in motion. Her red hair hung neat against her back, the sunlight catching along the edge of her collarbone where her tank top dipped.
She leaned casually against the frame for a second before stepping out, a smile already pulling at her lips. “Need a hand putting your bags in the truck bed?”
Sandra looked up, lifting one duffel slightly like it was no big deal, but didn’t say no either.
“Maybe just one,” she said, grinning. “We packed more than I meant to.”
Valerie stepped forward, her boots tapping lightly on the wood before hitting the gravel. “Always the way,” she said, reaching for the strap slung over Sera’s shoulder. “You think you’re being practical until you realize you’re emotionally attached to your fourth hoodie.”
Sera rolled her eyes but handed it off anyway. “It’s my painting hoodie, okay?”
Valerie just laughed, lifting both bags easily into her arms. “Uh huh. And let me guess the backup painting hoodie’s in there too?”
“Of course,” Sera replied without missing a beat, shooting a grin toward Judy now stepping out behind Valerie, shielding her eyes briefly from the light.
Judy caught it, her voice teasing as she moved to hold the door open. “Bet there's snacks hidden in those bags too.”
Sandra shrugged, brushing a few strands of wind-blown hair behind her ear. “That’s called being prepared.”
Valerie reached the truck, flipped the tailgate down with a smooth motion, and began arranging the bags between the tent rolls and the cooler, tucking them in like puzzle pieces. She didn’t rush, it just moved the way she always did when it was for family.
Judy stayed at the top of the steps, arms folded comfortably as she watched them finish loading. The lake shimmered soft behind her in the distance, breeze rolling through again with that warm edge that said summer wasn’t done with them yet.
Judy stepped back inside first, holding the door as Sera and Sandra followed, the faint scuff of boots trailing across the entry floor. The duffels were packed in tight, the truck was ready, and the lake breeze had started to shift lighter now, tugging gently at the edge of Valerie’s hair as she turned to glance back inside.
She let the screen door ease shut behind her and joined the others just inside the foyer, her hand settling lightly on her hip. The bags that hadn’t made it into the bed camera case, Judy’s shoulder bag, and one spare blanket sat by the door, waiting for a last grab.
Valerie’s eyes moved over each of them, not hurried, just steady. Then she smiled. “Three-hour trip to the coast,” she said, voice low with that familiar edge of amusement. “Are we sure we’ve got everything?”
Sera lifted the strap of her camera bag. “If not, we’ll get creative.”
Judy laughed softly, leaning her shoulder against Valerie’s. “Worst case, we trade mango gummies for firewood.”
Sandra raised a brow. “You packed the gummies, right?”
Judy’s mouth quirked. “I’m not a monster.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath, eyes flicking once toward the living room, one last silent check of the home they were about to leave behind for a few days. Everything felt still. Steady. Cleaned, packed, and breathing in the quiet way that only comes before a road trip.
She glanced back at them, one hand reaching to open the door again. “Alright then. Let’s go find the ocean.”
Valerie turned the key in the lock with a quiet click, her hand lingering on the knob for a second longer, her acoustic guitar strapped to her back. The sun was already touching the edge of the porch, warming the wood beneath her boots, but the air still carried that early coolness off the lake fresh, clean, like the start of something worth slowing down for.
She let out a breath, then stepped off the porch, red braid shifting against her back with the motion. The others were already making their way to the truck, Judy opening the passenger door with a slight creak, Sandra adjusting one of the duffels in the bed, and Sera cradling her camera bag with both hands like it was something fragile and alive.
Valerie gave one last glance toward the house windows catching the light, the roofline still casting a shadow across the drive. Nothing stirred behind the curtains. Just the feeling of home sealed up quiet and safe.
Boots crunching on gravel, she crossed to the back of the truck, she placed her acoustic inside, and helped Sandra slide the last of the smaller bags, jugs of water, and camping supplies into place before giving the tailgate a solid thump to check it. Judy leaned against the passenger doorframe, her elbow resting on the edge, she caught the sparkle in Valerie’s emerald eyes as she watched her. That easy warmth was already in her eyes the look she always gave right before the road called.
Valerie didn’t head straight for her door. She stepped toward Judy first, slow and easy. Just a moment, and a breath. Her hand found Judy’s waist as she leaned in, lips brushing hers with quiet affection, no words needed.
Judy smiled against her mouth, fingers curling lightly against her side before falling away.
Then Valerie stepped back with that small, satisfied nod, rounded the front of the truck, her hand gliding across the hood in passing. Just one more part of the morning she wasn’t rushing.
Inside the cab, the air still held traces of sun-warmed leather and lavender from the little sachet Judy had tied to the rearview mirror. They settled in with the same kind of presence they all carried.
Sera climbed into the backseat first, her camera bag resting on her lap, Sandra sliding in beside her with a soft grunt as she kicked her boots out of the way. Their shoulders touched, easy and unspoken, a rhythm all their own. Sandra reached down and brushed the edge of Sera's knee. Sera smiled as she looked into her wife's brown eyes.
Valerie settled into the driver’s seat, one hand resting on the wheel, the other draped over the gearshift. She felt Judy slide in beside her without looking and heard the soft squeak of the seat as she adjusted, the jingle of her seatbelt clicking into place.
“You good back there?” Valerie asked, eyes flicking to the mirror just as Sera leaned forward to tug her seatbelt across.
“We’re good,” Sera said, then added with a grin, “Camera’s buckled too.”
Judy snorted, reaching for the glove compartment for her sunglasses. “Glad you still love your birthday gift, mi cielo.”
Valerie’s hand slid the key into the ignition. The engine came to life in a low, steady hum, like it already knew the way.
The windows were still down, letting the morning air pour through fresh from the lake. The ocean felt like it was already waiting for them on the horizon.
The gravel gave under the tires with that soft, familiar crunch, the kind that felt more like a farewell than a sound. Valerie eased the truck down the drive with a steady hand on the wheel, sunlight slipping across the windshield in slow-moving streaks as the trees thinned toward the road.
Judy had her elbow perched against the open window, wind threading through the loose strands of her pink-and-green hair. She hadn’t put her sunglasses on yet, just held them in her lap, eyes half-lidded like she was letting the breeze do most of the waking. Her other hand rested lightly on Valerie’s thigh, casual and certain, like it had always belonged there.
The lake slipped out of view behind them. No fanfare. Just the mirror catching its last shimmer before the bend. Valerie glanced once, quiet, like she was checking more than just the rearview. The house tucked back along the shore didn’t disappear; it just settled into memory for a few days, waiting.
Behind them, Sera had her feet up against the edge of the seat, laying over Sandra’s thigh. Her hands sat balanced against her chest. Sandra leaned into the corner of the door, eyes half on the trees and half on Sera, thumb stroking idle circles on her shin without thinking about it.
“You think we’ll see any deer this time?” Sera asked, voice low like the forest might be listening.
“Depends if you brought the loud snacks again,” Sandra murmured, not even looking away.
“I packed quiet snacks,” Judy chimed from the front, eyes still on the road ahead. “And loud ones. Just in case.”
Valerie smirked, shifting into a smoother gear as the truck picked up speed past the split in the old dirt road. “We’re officially on vacation now. No rules. Just miles and coastline.”
The engine hummed beneath them, a sound steady and known. The breeze picked up stronger now that they were clear of the last tree line, tugging through the windows with the scent of pine and dust, somewhere in the distance salt.
They didn’t need music yet. Not while the morning still held that hush, the kind of silence that didn’t feel empty, just waiting for laughter or a story to stretch across it.
The road opened up ahead, and Valerie kept her foot light on the gas, eyes forward but hand never far from Judy’s. They had time. They had each other. And the coast was still hours away, waiting with all the quiet it knew how to hold.
Just past the Klamath city sign, the road smoothed into two clear lanes, bordered by scrub pine and stretches of dry field gone gold with summer. The last bits of town faded behind them radio towers shrinking, rooftops dipping out of sight until it was just road and sky and the occasional dust devil dancing near the shoulder.
Sandra shifted slightly in the back seat, her thigh brushing Sera’s as she leaned forward just enough to dig into her pocket. The holophone flicked open in her palm with a quiet hum, soft blue light glowing across her thumb.
“I should call my moms,” she said, more to Sera than the whole truck, but Valerie gave a small nod anyway, her eyes still on the road.
“Tell 'em we're dragging you to the edge of the world,” Judy teased, the wind catching her voice and tugging it gently toward the back seat.
Sandra smiled faintly as she tapped the call through. “They already know I married into chaos,” she muttered, just as the connection lit up.
A soft projection bloomed over her lap Panam’s face first, sharp and familiar even in the midmorning light. Her hair was pulled back like always, but the loose bandana at her smile marked it as a slower day. Vicky popped in a second later, half framed in the background holding a steaming mug.
“There they are,” Panam said, grinning. “Took you long enough.”
“We just got on the road,” Sandra replied, angling the screen so both moms could see them. “All packed. Headed toward the coast now.”
Sera leaned over, waving once. “Hi, Moms.”
“Hi, baby,” Vicky said, her voice warmer than the coffee she was sipping. “You two better be wearing sunscreen.”
Judy snorted. “We’re not even out of the valley yet.”
“Well, don’t wait 'til you’re crispy,” Panam added. “Make sure your wife remembers her ears always burn.”
Sandra gave a helpless shrug. “She remembered. Judy packed enough aloe for a small army.”
Valerie’s voice floated back calmly from the driver’s seat, dry as ever. “That’s because we are a small army.”
Panam laughed, the projection flickering slightly as she leaned in closer. “Well, keep the truck below the redline, and don’t trust the left turn near Highway 42. The signs are still backwards.”
“We’ll be careful,” Sandra said. “We’ll check in tonight once we’ve set up camp.”
“Love you both,” Vicky added gently.
Sera smiled as the feed began to fade. “Love you too.”
“Try not to burn the marshmallows,” Panam called, just before the projection winked out.
Sandra closed the holophone, let it rest against her thigh. For a moment she just looked ahead, out the windshield, then settled back into her seat again. Her hand found Sera’s easily, fingers lacing without effort.
The road hummed underneath them. Still miles to go, and more sky than anything else. But now there was laughter in the cab again, and it traveled easy.
About an hour into the drive, the road had evened out into long, winding stretches of blacktop that rolled like quiet waves through the trees. Pines gave way to glimpses of distant hills, the kind that hinted at the coast still tucked somewhere over the horizon. Sunlight filtered in through the windshield in lazy slants, and the truck cabin had warmed just enough to make the breeze from the open windows feel perfect.
Sera was half-dozing in the backseat, her head leaned against Sandra's shoulder while Sandra thumbed idly through her red hair. They weren’t talking much. They didn’t have to. Just the kind of silence that lived easy between people who loved each other.
From the speakers, the soft static hum of 92.1 Dust and Vinyl faded into a familiar song No Matter What by Papa Roach. Valerie's hand tightened briefly on the wheel, then relaxed as the opening chords hit.
She grinned. “Oh hell yes.”
Judy didn’t even have to ask. She looked over with that little tilt of her head, already knowing.
Valerie's voice slipped in with the first verse, low but rising, just slightly out of tune in that endearing, full-hearted way she only sang when she didn’t care who was listening.
“I need you right here, by my side you're everything I'm not in my life…”
She tapped the wheel in rhythm, eyes still on the road, but her smile growing with every line.
“We're indestructible, we are untouchable, nothing can take us down tonight!”
Judy laughed, not interrupting, just letting Valerie keep going. Her fingers brushed the edge of Valerie's thigh, grounding, and affectionate.
“You are so beautiful, it should be criminal that you could be mine…”
Valerie turned to glance at her just long enough to wink before belting it a little louder, like the words had been written for this exact stretch of road.
“And we will make it out alive, I'll promise you this love will never die!”
She pointed a finger at Judy, grinning hard now, both of them lost in it.
“No matter what, I got your back…I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that!”
Judy mouthed along now, laughing breathlessly.
“I swear to God that in the bitter end… We're gonna be the last ones standing!”
The chorus swelled and the cab felt louder, fuller, alive with the rhythm and heat of shared history and everything they'd survived. Even Sera cracked an eye open in the back and smiled at the sound.
Valerie drummed the wheel in time, letting the chorus echo again, her voice dancing through the open window.
“We'll never fall, we'll never fade, I'll promise you forever and my soul today!”
Judy leaned in, not to sing, just to press a kiss to Valerie's freckled shoulder between lines.
“No matter what, until the bitter end, we're gonna be the last ones standing…”
The song hit its final stretch, Valerie still giving it everything with a laugh in her voice.
“It doesn't matter what we do or what we say, cause nothing matters anyway!”
Then the final chorus surged and Judy joined her this time, both of them singing together, offbeat, ridiculous, and so completely in sync.
The last notes of the song faded back into vinyl static, the DJ’s voice a low hum in the background. Valerie’s hand was still tapping lightly against the wheel, but her grin had softened now, settled into something quieter. Judy leaned her head against the window for a moment, watching the trees blur by, her hand still resting near Valerie’s thigh fingers brushing slow and steady over the seam of her jeans.
From the backseat, Sandra gave a little laugh through her nose, rubbing her thumb in slow circles along Sera’s shoulder. “Not gonna lie,” she murmured, “that was dangerously close to adorable.”
Valerie didn’t look back, just rolled her eyes toward the mirror. “That was performance-grade karaoke. Show some respect.”
“You missed a few notes,” Sera mumbled, still half-curled into Sandra’s side, voice sleepy but smiling.
“That’s called artistic interpretation,” Valerie shot back, her voice warm. “And besides Judy was the real star.”
Judy smirked, eyes still on the road ahead. “You just like an excuse to yell about how much you love me.”
Valerie reached over, brushed her knuckles lightly along Judy’s bare arm. “Can you blame me?”
The breeze caught the edge of her braid, tugging it gently toward the open window. The smell of cedar and distant ocean teased at the air, subtle but growing stronger with every mile.
The backseat rustled as Sera sat up straighter, blinking off the rest of her nap. “Where are we at?”
Sandra glanced at the GPS screen mounted above the dash. “Two hours out. Maybe less.”
“Could be less if I floor it,” Valerie offered, shifting gears with a grin.
Judy gave her a look. “And ruin the vibe? Nah. Let the road stretch.”
They didn’t talk for a little while after that. Just the soft hum of tires on pavement, the rhythm of the station rolling into another track low and grainy and perfect. Every now and then Valerie would hum a bit of the chorus from before under her breath. The kind of thing you don’t even realize you’re doing until the person beside you catches it doesn’t say a word, just listens, and smiles.
The truck kept going forward. Coast still ahead. Hearts are still anchored right here.
The DJ’s voice faded in with that easy drawl that felt half-sandpaper, half-sunset. “Up next on 92.1 Dust and Vinyl something local, something real. This is ‘Love Through Loss’ by Valerie Alvarez.”
The soft opening chords drifted out a beat later, gentle acoustic, slow and intimate. Not polished or over-produced. Just Valerie’s voice, raw and steady, layered over the quiet pulse of strings that carried every word like it weighed something.
Valerie’s fingers twitched once against the wheel.
In the rearview mirror, Sera’s head tilted slightly. Sandra looked up too. They both knew this one.
Valerie let out a breath through her nose, not heavy, just thoughtful. “It still feels weird hearing me sing on the radio.”
Her voice wasn’t self-conscious, just honest. Like it hadn’t fully settled in, the idea that her voice had become part of something bigger than the garage sessions and canyon echoes it was born in.
Judy’s hand lifted without a word, her knuckles brushing gently across Valerie’s cheekbone, her touch light but grounding. “Just glad you brought your acoustic,” she said, her voice low and sure. “Radio doesn’t do your lovely voice enough justice.”
Valerie’s eyes stayed on the road, but something softened behind them. That small line between her brows eased as her smile curled into place.
From the backseat, Sera smiled faintly, her fingers threading with Sandra’s. No teasing this time. Just quiet pride. They listened as Valerie’s voice filled the truck, not the Valerie who cracked jokes and belted choruses for fun, but the one who wrote songs about grief and memory, about staying when it’s hard and loving anyway.
The chorus swelled.
“We found love through loss… Through fire and pain… In a city built to break us… We rose again”
Outside the truck, the trees thinned for a moment, giving way to a view of sky wide and blue above the hills. Inside, the music kept going. Like it belonged exactly there between them.
The song faded into the hush of another track, something soft and bluesy that barely registered over the quiet hum of tires on blacktop. The road had stretched on long enough now to start blurring at the edges—tree-lined passes giving way to occasional overlooks, patches of sun flickering between distant evergreens.
A little over two hours in, Valerie shifted in her seat, hand easing back from the wheel. “Pulling off here,” she murmured, more to the truck than anyone else.
The gravel turnout was tucked along a high ridge, shaded on one side by tall firs and open on the other, revealing a long view of Oregon countryside—rolling hills, distant river valleys, and that faint breath of ocean air threading through the trees like a promise still waiting out west.
As the truck rolled to a stop, the engine idled once before Valerie turned the key. The sudden quiet left only birdsong and the gentle rustle of wind through pine.
Judy opened her door first, boots hitting gravel with a low scrape. She stretched her arms overhead, tank riding up just enough to show the soft line of her stomach. “Gonna feel that in my back later,” she muttered, but it was warm, not complaining.
Valerie chuckled as she stepped out, the door swinging shut with that satisfying metallic thunk. “You’re the one who said it was scenic.”
“Didn’t say it wasn’t worth it,” Judy replied, making her way toward the overlook.
Sera and Sandra slid out from the back, Sera swinging her legs once before landing with a light hop. Sandra followed slower, brushing her hands over the back of her jeans before circling around to stand beside her. They moved close without even thinking Sandra’s hand brushing Sera’s as they looked out.
The view sprawled wide. No buildings, no wires, just deep green hills folded beneath the pale morning sky. Somewhere far off, a hawk wheeled in lazy circles.
Valerie stood behind the others, her hands braced lightly on her hips, watching them all in silence for a moment. Then she stepped up beside Judy, elbow brushing hers.
“Worth the stop,” she said, voice quiet.
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just leaned into her a little, her eyes still on the horizon. “Yeah,” she said finally. “Feels like the kind of place you could write a song about and not mess it up.”
Behind them, Sera was already pulling out her camera. Sandra moved to stand just a step back, watching as Sera lifted it toward the ridge, the lens clicking in time with her heartbeat.
Valerie stepped toward the back of the truck, her hand brushing along the side panel as she walked. Gravel shifted under her boots with that soft, familiar crunch, pine-sweet wind curling around her legs. The trees stretched wide on either side of the turnout, sun filtering through branches in long slats, dappling the truck bed in gold and shadow. She paused at the tailgate, fingers finding the latch by muscle memory.
The metal gave with a low creak, tailgate easing down with a thunk that echoed gently in the stillness around them. Valerie leaned against it, elbow braced, weight settled casual into her hip like she had all the time in the world.
“Does anyone else need a snack?” she called, her voice carrying across the small patch of gravel and soft needles, not loud just enough.
Behind her, the others were still stretching from the drive. Sera had wandered a few feet to the overlook, camera dangling from her neck as she took in the slow roll of hills beyond. That soft green and gold stretch of Oregon that always felt more like breathing than looking.
Judy ran her fingers through her hair as she crossed toward Valerie, the breeze catching the long pink and green strands and tugging them gently behind her. “Depends,” she said, brushing her hand across Valerie’s lower back as she passed. “Are the gummies still intact?”
Sera turned from the edge of the hill with a mock-offended scoff. “If they’re not, it wasn’t me this time.”
Sandra stepped up next, a quiet smile on her face, her eyes scanning the open cooler. “I’m hunting jerky,” she murmured, voice soft like she didn’t want to disturb the hush in the trees.
Valerie grinned, pulling open the side latch and sliding the cold cooler toward her knees. The hiss of the seal broke the quiet just enough. Inside, everything was still packed tight. She reached in, pulling out the trail mix first, then the jerky, then a bag of mango gummies that had barely survived the first hour. A couple bottles of water followed, condensation already beading on their sides.
She tossed one to Judy, who caught it with a small smile, then held the jerky out toward Sandra.
“Rations for the brave,” she said.
Sandra took it with a soft hum of thanks, her shoulder brushing Sera’s as she passed the bag behind her. Sera leaned into her without thinking, already grabbing the trail mix with her free hand.
Judy took the gummies, peeled open the top, and held it toward Valerie with a crooked grin. “Tribute for the driver.”
Valerie reached in and grabbed a piece, popping it into her mouth before easing back against the tailgate. “Accepted.”
The wind moved again, threading through the open space, stirring Judy’s shirt and the hem of Valerie’s braid where it hung low across her shoulder. Sera leaned against the truck now, half watching the road, half watching her wife unwrap the jerky like it was a sacred ritual. Sandra handed her a strip without a word, just a soft brush of fingers, and a faint smile.
Just trees swaying overhead, tires cooling beneath them, the crinkle of bags and the shared rhythm of breathing deep where the world finally gave them room.
The light had shifted again, warm now less morning gold, more early afternoon mellow, curling through the pines and across the gravel turnout like it meant to stay awhile. Valerie leaned one hand against the lowered tailgate, gummy still on her tongue, the taste sweet and citrus-bright as the breeze caught her braid and pulled it gently across her shoulder. Her other hand hung loosely by her hip, a bottle of water pressed just above her thigh to cool down where the sun had started to settle in.
Judy sat nearby on the edge of the truck bed, legs crossed at the ankle, bag of chips opened beside her like a casual offering to whoever passed. Her fingers moved slowly, grazing the rim of the open bag between bites, her gaze fixed somewhere just past the trees not watching anything, exactly. Just being in it. Shirt shifting a little in the wind, strands of her damp-pink hair brushing her cheek until she lazily tucked them back again.
Sera stood a few paces away, camera in both hands, the soft mechanical chk-shhhk of the Polaroid pulling at the moment without breaking it. She angled it toward the slope where sunlight spilled across the old blacktop and caught the glint of the truck hood. Then one toward Judy, fingers mid-reach for a chip, caught off-guard but smiling.
The photo hissed out slow, square and pale.
Sera held it up by the corner, watching it develop.
Valerie smirked. “You’re gonna run out of film before we hit the coast.”
“I’ve got three more rolls in my bag,” Sera called back, not even looking as she snapped another this one of Sandra mid-chew, caught with jerky halfway to her mouth.
Sandra blinked at her, then let out a slow sigh that had no real bite. “I’m starting to think I married into a surveillance unit.”
Sera grinned, lifted the camera, and took the shot anyway.
Valerie tossed a piece of trail mix into her mouth and nodded toward the growing stack of photos Sera was tucking into the edge of her side pocket. “At least now when your future kids ask what camping with the family looked like, you’ve got receipts.”
“They’re gonna think we lived off candy and meat sticks,” Sera said.
“They wouldn’t be wrong,” Judy murmured, snagging a mango gummy from the bottom of the bag and flicking it toward Valerie, who caught it out of the air with a grin and popped it between her teeth.
Sandra brushed her fingers along Sera’s arm, just a light touch as she took a sip of water. “You get one more photo,” she said, “and then we put the camera away for at least twenty minutes.”
Sera raised a brow. “Twenty?”
Sandra leaned in and kissed her cheek. “Fifteen if you share your jerky.”
Judy chuckled softly, shaking her head. “Y’all are gonna be chaos once the tent’s up.”
“And you’re not?” Valerie tossed her a look over her shoulder. “You’ve already threatened to duel me in Mario Kart when we get back.”
“That’s tradition,” Judy said, folding the chip bag and brushing her hands together. “Family law.”
The wind moved again through the trees, this time carrying that faint salt-hint that meant the ocean wasn’t far now. Gravel shifted under boots, the cooler thumped softly as Valerie nudged it closed, but no one moved from the truck yet.
Not while the sun was this easy, and while the moment still tasted like oranges, salt, and something sweeter that didn’t need a name.
The breeze off the ridge carried a quiet kind of rhythm now, rustling the trees just enough to feel like a nudge. That in-between moment, not rushed but naturally shifting. Judy folded the empty chip bag with one hand, the other brushing trail mix crumbs from her jeans, and leaned back slightly on her palms where she still sat on the tailgate.
Valerie glanced around the turnout, the half-packed cooler at her feet now resealed, one last water bottle passed off to Sandra, who offered a soft “thanks” as she tucked it into her bag.
Sera stood a few paces out, angling her camera downward to tuck the last Polaroid into its sleeve. She didn’t say anything yet just looked once out toward the horizon, that lazy, blue-drenched sky sloping wide and open above the treetops. The kind of view that made you want to stay longer than you should.
Sandra came up behind her, bumped her elbow gently. “Think we’ve got one more good stretch in us?”
Sera turned, the faintest smile on her face. “As long as you let me pick the next playlist.”
Judy stood with a soft exhale, brushing her palms together. “Nothing that puts Valerie in a singing mood unless it’s a duet.”
Valerie raised both brows, already grabbing the cooler handle. “Now you’re just scared I’ll outshine you again.”
“Please,” Judy muttered, slipping past her to grab the other handle. “That was spoken-word karaoke with a steering wheel solo.”
The cooler thudded gently as they lifted it into the truck bed. Valerie gave the lid a final pat before closing the tailgate again, boots crunching gravel as she stepped back.
Sandra and Sera climbed into the backseat first this time, shifting bags to make room. Sera passed Sandra the last unopened bag of gummy candy before sliding in beside her, seatbelt already halfway across her chest.
Judy leaned into the cab, brushing the little sachet on the mirror with her fingertips again before sliding back into the passenger seat. Valerie gave the turnout one final glance just a beat longer than she needed to before climbing in, hand settling easy on the gearshift.
The engine rumbled to life with the same low hum as before, steady and sure. The truck rolled forward with a soft crunch of gravel, windows still cracked just enough to let the scent of pines and distant salt follow them down the road.
The trees had thinned just enough now that hints of sea haze were starting to roll in, pale and slow like breath through the valley cuts. The air changed too not cold, not sharp, just heavy with that clean salt tang that always came before the ocean revealed itself. You couldn’t see it yet, but it was there. In the way the wind curved, in the brightness at the edge of the sky, in the way everyone quieted just a little without meaning to.
Valerie adjusted her grip on the wheel, fingers tapping once against the leather as she guided them around a soft bend in the road. Pines gave way to beach grass, and patches of sand broke through the brush like the ground had started remembering where it came from.
“Getting close,” she said lowly, mostly to herself.
Judy shifted beside her, boots propped on the dash now, shades pushed up into her hair as she let the wind tug at the ends of her tank top. “Smell that?” she murmured.
Valerie just nodded, eyes still forward, smile catching on the corner of her mouth.
In the backseat, Sera leaned closer to the window, her palm pressed lightly to the glass like she could pull the ocean in faster just by feeling for it. Sandra’s hand rested on her thigh, steady and soft, her thumb making slow circles without looking.
The road dipped slightly, and the air rushed a little stronger now, cooled with sea mist. The hum of the tires against the pavement felt steadier.
“Think we’ll beat the fog?” Sera asked, voice quiet like she didn’t want to wake the stillness around them.
“If not,” Valerie said, eyes catching hers in the mirror, “we’ll drive straight into it. It wouldn't be a real trip without a little drama.”
Judy reached over and tapped her knee, her smile lazy. “Just keep it on the road, Rockstar.”
“I always do,” Valerie murmured, pushing her braid back with one hand, then sliding it back onto the wheel.
The turnoff wasn’t far now. Just a few more miles of winding coastline, and then the real breath of it would hit waves, and sand, and wind strong enough to pull the last of the world’s noise right out of your chest.
The tires crunched soft as Valerie eased off the road, gravel giving way to packed earth and the worn imprint of old tire tracks. They dipped gently behind the bluff, where the trees thinned into salt-stained brush and dune grass, the sea wind starting to carry heavier now cool and steady with that edge of brine only the coast could bring.
The truck rolled slowly until the space opened wide before them.
Just like it had all those years ago.
A sloped basin unfurled in a quiet curve beneath the rise of weathered stone. The bluff stood tall behind it, streaked in moss and salt lines, a curtain of freshwater trickling in soft silver threads down its face. Below, the runoff collected in a low pool was clear, shallow, glass-smooth in the sunlight. Beyond that, the ocean waited. Blue-gray and broad, waves curling soft and rhythmic as far as the sky would carry.
Valerie eased the truck into park but didn’t kill the engine right away. The silence settled in first the kind of quiet that wasn’t empty, just full of breath and memory.
Judy leaned forward, her arm brushing Valerie’s across the console as she looked out. “It hasn’t changed.”
Valerie’s fingers loosened from the wheel, her smile slow and quiet. “Didn’t think it would.”
The back doors creaked open, soft. Sera was the first one out, her boots hitting the ground with a muted thud. Her Polaroid hung by its strap from her neck like it was part of her heartbeat. Sandra followed, grabbing their bag and the folded blanket, slinging them easily over her shoulder.
“Is this where you brought Mama?” Sera asked, voice low, like she already knew but still wanted to hear it.
Valerie nodded once, gaze still fixed on the horizon. “Yeah. After Arizona. After the wreckage and the silence. Before we had anything except each other.”
Judy’s hand found her hip, steady as always. “Stopped for my Birthday on the way to Oregon. Blanket, bottle of peach cider, busted speaker that only played half a playlist.”
Valerie chuckled once, the sound soft and unpolished. “Didn’t care. We just listened to the wind and laid there.”
The breeze moved again, brushing hair and salt curling into pine. Sera lifted her camera and framed the bluff and pool together, her thumb resting over the shutter without pressing.
Sandra walked to the edge of the basin, crouching low as she dipped her fingers in. “Cold,” she said, a faint smile tugging. “But not bad.”
Valerie stepped away from the driver’s side and rounded toward Judy. The wind caught the edge of her braid, trailing it back across her shoulder.
“Still safe to swim,” she said, her voice a low murmur against the wind. “Filtered straight from the bluff runoff. One of the last clean spots left.”
The air shifted with that hush only the coast knew how to carry. Brine and pine, mist and warmth, all folded together in a breeze that whispered more than it moved. The truck ticked softly as it cooled behind them, metal adjusting to the sun that pressed low and steady through the clouds.
Judy didn’t say anything right away, just stepped out beside Valerie, her boots settling into the sandy gravel with that slow, grounded rhythm she always walked with when there wasn’t any need to rush. Her hand slipped easily into Valerie’s still warm from the drive.
Sera wandered toward the edge of the dune grass, her fingers brushing the tall stalks as the wind caught strands of her red hair and blew her bangs loosely. She turned just enough to glance back at Sandra, who was kneeling now at the pool’s edge, water cupped in one palm, coolness trickling down her wrist.
Valerie tilted her head toward the bluff, eyes skimming over the rock face. A few birds circled high overhead, their cries distant but familiar. The whole place carried the weight of memory, not heavy, but quiet the kind that settled into your ribs and stayed there.
“We laid the blanket right there,” she murmured, gesturing to a patch of mossy slope beneath a half-leaning cedar. “The sun was just dipping then, the same kind of light.”
Judy followed her gaze. “You played that old cover, remember? The one you swore wasn’t ready.”
Valerie gave a low chuckle. “You cried anyway.”
Judy didn’t deny it. Just leaned in a little closer, her cheek brushing Valerie’s shoulder. “It was a good cry.”
Sera raised her camera, framed the water, the bluff, her moms standing side by side in the slow gold light. This time, she clicked the shutter. The soft whirr of the Polaroid rolled out into the air like a sigh.
“Think we found the right place,” Sandra said, standing now, wiping her hands on her jeans.
Valerie turned, eyes catching each of them one at a time. Her voice didn’t lift above the breeze. “Yeah. We did.”
Valerie walked around to the back of the truck, boots shifting softly in the dry packed sand as she reached for the tailgate. It let out a low creak as it dropped, the old hinges groaning just enough to mark the stillness around them. She gave it a solid pat, then climbed up into the bed, knees bending with quiet ease.
The wind rolled off the ocean in a long exhale, tugging at her red hair as she crouched, hands brushing along the gear. The tents were stacked neatly beneath the folded chairs, all of it packed tight like a puzzle. She gripped the first chair and passed it down to Sandra.
"Got it," Sandra said, taking it with a nod.
Judy stepped up beside her, catching the second chair with a smile already forming, her hair tugged wild from the breeze.
Sera smiled as she reached out. Valerie passed the first tent into her hands, soft canvas and aluminum poles bundled tight. "You remember how to set this up, Starshine?"
Sera gave her a look, one brow lifted. "I watched you do it three times last summer. I’ve got this."
Valerie grinned, digging for the second tent. The truck bed creaked beneath her as she moved. From up there, she could see the whole bluff stretch pine trees clustered to the left, that freshwater basin glinting under the sun, and the dunes gently rolling out beyond where the tide would later settle.
Judy caught her eye, motioning toward the blanket already tucked under her arm. "We staking out a spot closer to the bluff or nearer the water?"
Valerie paused for a moment, eyes sweeping over the terrain again before pointing toward a level spot just a little uphill from the basin close enough to hear the trickle, far enough from the tide line. "There. Good ground, a little bit of wind cover from the trees."
"Perfect," Judy said, already turning.
The others followed her lead, chairs under one arm, tents in hand. Valerie stayed a beat longer in the bed, letting the moment hold. She reached down for the last bag of stakes and the small lantern bundle, then stepped down slow, boots landing soft.
The sun sat just above the bluff now, throwing long shadows across the sand. It would be a warm afternoon, cooler by the time they got the tents up, maybe perfect by dusk. Here, with the wind in her hair and the sound of her family’s quiet voices unfolding just beyond the truck, it felt like exactly where they were meant to be.
The ground was softer than it looked—packed enough to hold, but with that dry give underfoot that came from salt and sun mixing over time. Valerie stepped closer to where Judy had already unfolded the blanket, its corners flaring a little in the breeze before she weighted one edge with the lantern bundle. Sera dropped her bag beside it and knelt, smoothing it with both hands, quiet like it mattered how it laid.
The folding chairs clicked open one by one, first Sandra’s, then Judy’s, angled toward the bluff pool rather than the ocean—closer to the heart of where the breeze curled, where the water glinted like glass still remembering last night’s moonlight. Valerie unhooked the stake bag and set it down with a soft thud, her braid swinging over one shoulder as she crouched beside Sera.
Judy passed behind them, still brushing sand off her palms. “I’ll get the ground sheets for the tents.”
Valerie nodded, pressing her palm to the soil as she glanced back. “This spot’s solid. No root clumps.”
Sandra was already unfolding the tent fabric, her hands sure, practiced Judy had taught her during their last family trip, and she remembered the sequence like a rhythm. Poles slid free with that light scrape of fiberglass on canvas, the kind of sound that never rushed. The whole campsite felt like it was building itself piece by piece with no command, no need to explain. Just shared motion under open sky.
Sera pulled one of the smaller poles through and looked over her shoulder. “You brought the little solar lights, right?”
Valerie reached into the side pocket of the gear bag and held up the coiled string. “Of course I did. You think I’d let us camp without ambiance?”
Judy smirked from where she was pinning down the groundsheet corners. “That’s my wife. Always prepared for romance.”
Valerie shot her a look, warm and sideways. “Only the good kind.”
Sandra chuckled as she clipped the main arch pole into place, then ducked inside to fasten the center. Her voice came out half-muffled. “Tent’s gonna hold better than the last one we tried.”
Sera nodded, her fingers brushing over the flap before zipping it. “That one was leaning like a bad barstool.”
Valerie helped tug the second tent across the groundsheet, hands low, shoulders steady. “Hey, that bad barstool kept you dry during the thunderstorm.”
“Barely,” Sera said, but she was smiling.
They kept working like that, quiet words, shifting shadows, boots pressing soft patterns in the dust. The wind picked up enough to send the flap corners fluttering, but the sun held strong, warm through their shirts and tank tops, glinting off tent stakes and catching in Judy’s hair as she rose to stretch her arms.
Behind them, the ocean kept its rhythm. Not calling, just present. Like it was listening.
Valerie straightened, brushing the sand from her palms, the wind catching at the hem of her tank top as she glanced across the setup. The tents stood firm now canvas tight, poles braced, the little solar string lights tucked along the guy lines waiting for dusk. She gave the corner of the second tent a light kick with the side of her boot, checking the stake.
Judy walked over from where she’d just rolled out the last of the sleeping bags inside. Her face was flushed slightly from the work, sun catching the side of her neck and the curve of her cheek. She tipped her chin toward the bluff. “Still think we should’ve brought the inflatable mattress?”
Valerie snorted gently. “What, and miss out on the authentic spine-alignment-by-nature experience?”
“Mm,” Judy muttered, brushing past with a teasing nudge at Valerie’s hip. “You say that now.”
A little ways off, Sera had crouched by the basin, her boots half-submerged in the damp edge where sand met smooth stone. She dipped her fingers into the water again, watching the ripple spread across the surface like it was painting the breeze. Sandra stood nearby, hands on her hips, surveying the tents and the angle of light like she was committing it all to memory.
Judy glanced toward them, then up at the sun. “A couple hours before it dips low enough to need a fire.”
Valerie stepped beside her, hands resting on her hips as she took it all in the tents, the chairs, the blanket folded with corners catching the wind. “Time enough to wander the beach if we want. Or just sit. Let the quiet keep being quiet.”
“Or both,” Judy said. Her voice was low, warm. “There’s no schedule here.”
Valerie’s smile was soft, but didn’t go anywhere. “Exactly how it should be.”
Behind them, Sera called out, “So are we doing sandwiches or diving straight into marshmallow dinner?”
Sandra raised a brow, brushing her hair back from her face as the wind caught it. “Are you planning to roast hot dogs over the sun?”
Judy waved them both over. “Come on. Let’s unpack the cooler. Maybe start with something that doesn’t require fire.”
Valerie jumped back into the bed of the truck with a low thump of her boots, the sound muffled by the shifting breeze. She reached for the coolers, fingers brushing against the soft hum of the temperature-controlled latch, and popped the first one open. “Jerky, trail mix, maybe some of those fancy mango gummies if no one’s hoarding it.”
Judy leaned beside her, already reaching in. “I’m just saying, chocolates are great, but we’re not skipping proper snacks.”
Sera grabbed a bottle of water and dropped into one of the camp chairs, kicking her feet out in the sand. “You two packed like we’re staying a week.”
Valerie smiled without looking up. “Just means we’ll have options when the craving hits.”
They regrouped by the tailgate, Valerie hopping up again with practiced ease. The breeze swept through again, lifting loose strands of hair, tugging at shirt hems. The scent of the ocean had grown stronger now, wrapped in warm pine and sunbaked stone. All of it settled in the bones like a deep breath.
The cooler lid gave a soft hiss as Valerie opened it the rest of the way, cold air rolling up in a faint wave that curled against the afternoon warmth. Her hand disappeared inside, shifting past layers of packed cloth and chilled containers until her fingers closed around a pack of jerky. She tossed it to Sera with a flick of her wrist.
“Survival fuel,” she said, the corner of her mouth tugging upward.
Sera caught it easily, unwrapped the edge, and leaned into her chair like the day had already decided it owed her nothing else.
Sandra came up beside Valerie, lifting a bundle of wrapped sandwiches from the bottom. “Roast beef or turkey?”
“Turkey,” Judy said from where she was crouched by the blanket, unpacking the smaller bag of snacks and wipes. “And if that mango candy made it.”
“Too late,” Sera said through a mouthful, already peeling open the zip top with one hand. She offered the bag up toward the center, though, arm stretched halfway to Sandra in truce.
Valerie grabbed a water bottle for herself and one for Judy before stepping down from the tailgate. Her boots pressed soft into the sand, barely a sound as she made her way over and handed Judy the bottle with a light tap to her shoulder.
The wind tugged a little stronger now, brushing through the low grass and carrying the scent of salt and warm moss. Overhead, gulls cried out somewhere near the rocks, their calls blending into the hush of the waves.
They settled across their chairs and the blanket, not in any kind of order just where the shadows fell and the sunlight felt good on their backs. Valerie sat close beside Judy, one arm draped loose over her knee. Sera leaned into Sandra’s side again.
For a while, no one said anything. The kind of silence that didn’t ask to be filled.
Sandra picked at a corner of her sandwich. “You think the water’ll be colder tonight?”
Judy glanced out toward the bluff, squinting into the shimmer of light. “Probably. But we’ve camped colder.”
“I brought the thick socks,” Valerie added, unwrapping her sandwich slowly. “We’ll survive.”
Sera nudged Sandra lightly with her shoulder. “I’ll brave it if you do.”
Sandra gave a half-laugh. “You’re gonna be the first one to scream.”
“I never scream,” Sera said, too quickly.
Judy didn’t look up from her sandwich. “Lies,” she said lightly.
Laughter folded into the wind, into the rhythm of waves, into the warm rise and fall of voices that didn’t need to prove anything anymore. The afternoon settled deeper around them, time stretching slow across the sand, full of nothing urgent, and everything that mattered.
The warmth of the sun pressed gently against their skin, soft and steady, not the kind that burned, just the kind that lingered, that held on. Valerie leaned back in her chair, legs stretched out and crossed at the ankles, half-finished sandwich resting in her lap. The strap of her tank tugged a little at her shoulder as she reached for her water, condensation cold against her palm.
Beside her, Judy was sunk low into her own chair, sunglasses on now, her head tilted toward the ocean, eyes hidden but her expression calm. A curl of pink-green hair fluttered at the edge of her cheek where the breeze caught it, sticking slightly where her skin was still warm from the drive. Valerie reached over without thinking and tucked it behind her ear.
Judy smiled but didn’t say anything, just leaned a little closer, their arms brushing.
Across the blanket, Sera lay half-sprawled, her head resting on the edge of Sandra’s thigh. Sandra’s hand trailed lazily through her hair, her other resting on her stomach, fingers splayed against the cotton of her tank top. Every few seconds, she glanced toward the bluff, then the trees, like she was mapping the shape of this moment in her mind.
Sera cracked an eye open. “Have you ever thought about what it’d be like to live somewhere like this? No signals, no sirens. Just...this?”
Sandra looked down at her, lips curving. “I think we’re doing it. Just for a few days.”
“Mm,” Sera murmured, eyes drifting closed again. “We should do it more.”
Valerie reached for another slice of jerky and leaned forward, elbows on her knees. “You’re gonna be begging for city coffee and warm showers by day two.”
Judy snorted softly. “Speak for yourself. I brought the kettle and enough tea to survive a siege.”
Sera sat up a little at that, hair sticking up in the back from the blanket. “You packed the kettle?”
“Of course I did,” Judy said, lifting her sunglasses just enough to give her a look. “We’re not savages.”
Valerie shook her head, a smile twitching at the corner of her mouth. “Just spoiled ones.”
A gull called again overhead, circling once before veering toward the sea. The breeze rolled stronger now, pushing the edge of the blanket up against Sandra’s boot, and she reached down absently to tug it back into place.
The sky was shifting, not toward dusk yet, but softening just a bit. That stretch of late afternoon where the sun got heavier and the air started to smell faintly in the evening.
Valerie leaned her head back and let her eyes close for a moment, the warmth of Judy beside her, the distant rhythm of waves, the quiet hum of her daughter’s voice still drifting nearby. Everything about it felt anchored, and at peace.
“Think we should set up a fire ring soon,” Sandra said, not moving.
“Mm,” Judy replied. “Not yet. Let it breathe a little longer.”
The warmth still lingered in the sand beneath the blanket, sunk deep and slow like the way the ocean stored heat long after the sun had moved. Valerie shifted just enough to press her palm flat to the edge of the fabric, feeling that softness against her skin, the faint grit of salt and wind-smoothed dirt.
Judy was still beside her, sunglasses slipping lower as she tilted her head back to track a gull overhead. The breeze caught the ends of her pink and green hair where it had started to dry unevenly, curling a little at the tips near her collarbone. She didn’t brush it away, just let it move. The same way she let her fingers graze along Valerie’s forearm, light and unhurried, like there was nowhere else they needed to be.
A ways off, the tents stood calm, shadows stretched long behind them now. The canvas edges fluttered gently, stakes holding firm in the soft coastal ground. Beyond that, the bluff still murmured, water trickling down the moss-darkened stone, steady in its rhythm.
Sandra sat up slowly, brushing her hand once over the back of Sera’s hair before leaning forward on her elbows, boots pressing into the slope of earth near the basin. Her gaze flicked to the tree line, where gulls wheeled in slow arcs. She let her shoulders rise and fall once, drawing in the scent of pine and brine that always settled heavier when the wind turned westward.
Sera tilted her face toward the breeze, cheeks faintly flushed from the sun and still-drying hair curling slightly across her forehead. She opened one eye and watched Sandra with that small, knowing look like she already knew what was turning in her wife’s head without it needing to be said.
“Sun’s gonna start dipping in another hour,” Valerie said, not loud, just enough to thread her voice through the moment.
Judy hummed in agreement, her thumb brushing once more along Valerie’s knuckles before she sat up fully, adjusting her tank top and glancing toward the edge of the dune.
“I’ll go grab the stones,” Sandra offered, rising with a quiet stretch, hands brushing over her jeans. “That bend by the tree line should have some good flat ones.”
“I’ll help,” Sera said, still soft, but moving now too, unfolding herself from the blanket like the moment had finally let her go.
The hush didn’t break, not really. It shifted with them. The way wind changed direction across a field. Judy reached back and grabbed the small canvas tote with the firestarter gear, setting it beside her knee as she stood and stretched her arms overhead, her shoulder cracking faintly as she arched into it.
Valerie stood too, brushing off the backs of her jeans, fingers briefly tracing the line of her braid as the weight of it shifted. Her eyes skimmed across the view again, the pale arc of coast bending north, dunes stitched with grass, the water glowing gold in the long light.
She didn’t speak again. Just followed. Boots pressing soft into the earth, her wife just ahead, her daughter and daughter-in-law collecting the pieces to build the fire that would carry them into the night.
Valerie knelt first, running her fingers through the soft layer of sand that edged the flat patch near the tents. It still held the warmth from the afternoon, the kind that clung deep below the surface held and tucked beneath wind and memory. She scooped out a shallow ring with her palm, tracing a slow circle with the heel of her boot to mark the boundary. The fire pit wouldn’t be big. Just enough for warmth. Maybe marshmallows later if the breeze held.
Judy crouched beside her without a word, setting the canvas tote down and unzipping it one-handed. She pulled out a small fold of kindling wrapped in twine, then the firestarter, her fingers brushing the flint like she’d done this a hundred times. She probably had.
“Matches or spark?” Valerie asked, not lifting her head.
Judy tilted her chin just slightly, eyes catching the last slant of sun. “Spark. The wind's too finicky today.”
Sera and Sandra returned together, hands filled with smooth-edged rocks, a few tucked under elbows. Sera dropped hers carefully beside the pit, crouching as she started arranging them with quiet intent. Sandra followed, placing hers opposite, the two of them falling into sync with the same rhythm they used to fold blankets, sort gear, break down a tent blindfolded if they had to. Different skills, same bond.
“This one’s shaped like a heart,” Sera murmured, turning a stone over in her palm before passing it to Valerie.
Valerie chuckled, taking it and placing it at the western edge of the circle. “Lucky spot. Let’s see if it keeps the flame steady.”
The wind pulled again, brushing over shoulders and cooling the back of Judy’s neck. She set the last of the kindling in place, struck the flint, and sparked a slow flame to life small at first, but clean. It was caught without protest. The dry wood curled and hissed faintly, licking upward with that signature crackle only campfires ever really had.
The light cast low across their faces now, golden and dappled, flickering against Sandra’s cheek where she sat back cross-legged on the blanket. Sera nudged her gently, thumb brushing a strand of red hair from her eyes. “Still think about the
road sometimes,” she said quietly, almost to herself.
Sandra’s reply came just as soft. “Me too. But this… this is better.”
The flames crackled slow and steady now, dancing low within the ring of stones they’d all laid together. No rush to feed it. Just enough to stretch a glow across the sand, gold against denim and flannel, flickering soft up the curve of Valerie’s cheekbone as she leaned back on her palms.
The sun dipped lower, dragging amber lines through the tall grass, catching on the edges of the tents where they fluttered faintly in the breeze. A gull called once from above the bluff, wings slicing the sky in a lazy arc before vanishing west toward the sea.
Sera sat with her legs stretched toward the fire, her fingers curling through the warm upper layer of sand. Sandra was beside her, leaning back on one elbow, the other hand absently drawing lines in the dirt near her hip. Neither said anything now. Just the shared rhythm of a moment that didn’t ask anything from them.
Judy shifted slightly where she sat beside Valerie, knees tucked up, the blanket they’d brought earlier now draped over her thighs. She reached across without looking, fingers brushing lightly against Valerie’s wrist before settling there.
“Not a bad view,” she said quietly, eyes still on the flame.
Valerie smiled, not turning her head. “You or the ocean?”
“Mm. Toss-up,” Judy replied, her voice soft as the wind.
From behind them, the soft rustle of the truck cooling further. The sound of the kettle hissed. Somewhere in the trees, a bird started up its evening call, low and slow, three notes rising before falling again.
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, her head tipping just enough to rest on her shoulder. The firelight danced across her collarbone, casting soft shadows against the folds of her tank top. “This right here,” she murmured, “feels like the kind of peace I thought didn’t exist anymore.”
Sandra didn’t answer at first. She just shifted, her hand sliding to Sera’s knee, thumb brushing a circle slow and sure.
Valerie’s eyes closed for a moment, the heat of the fire warming her legs, the weight of Judy’s hand steady against her arm. “We earned it,” she said, just loud enough for the circle to hear. “All of us.”
The waves whispered from beyond the bluff, endless and even, and the flame crackled on.
The light faded slowly across the horizon, not falling just folding back. The kind of sunset that didn’t ask for attention, just crept into the edges of things. Gold shifted to amber, then to that muted indigo that made the dunes feel deeper, more secret. The fire ring popped once, a soft snap of sap from a dry branch tucked between coals.
Valerie leaned forward, nudging one of the logs with the stick she’d picked up earlier. The embers breathed brighter for it, casting a flicker across the toes of her boots. Her hair brushed her shoulder as she glanced toward the tents, just a quick check without moving, then back to the fire.
Judy had tucked her legs under the blanket now, the edge of it curled just above her ankles. Her hand rested palm-down in the sand beside her, fingers catching faint bits of grit in the cooling surface. She didn’t mind. Valerie’s shoulder was just within reach, so she let her hand drift, slow and quiet, until it touched warm skin beneath the fold of her tank top.
Valerie didn’t look, just let out a low breath, something between a hum and a sigh.
Behind them, Sandra had eased further back, relaxing, one foot resting against the side of Sera’s thigh where she sat cross-legged by the fire. Sera still held her mug, now only half-warm, fingers curled around it like it was some artifact from a dream. She looked toward the bluff again, this time not to frame anything just to look.
“I used to think peace like this was a myth,” she said, voice soft and a little grainy around the edges.
Sandra didn’t open her eyes. “That’s because it usually is.”
“But not now,” Sera murmured.
“No,” Sandra agreed, voice like the fire low and steady. “Not now.”
The fire shifted again, casting a long shadow from Valerie’s knee across the sand. Judy let her thumb drift over a small freckle on her shoulder before speaking.
“We should bring the guitar out tomorrow,” she said. “Maybe after breakfast, before the sun hits high.”
Valerie gave a small nod. “Yeah,” she said. “That feels right.”
The waves beyond the bluff pulled in again, quiet but constant, like they’d been waiting years to be heard properly.
Valerie didn’t move right away, letting her head rest where it had settled against Judy’s shoulder, the scent of wind-tossed lavender and woodsmoke soft at the edge of her breath. Judy’s thumb traced slow, absent circles just below the fold of fabric at Valerie’s hip, and neither of them spoke. The fire crackled low, and the waves behind it kept whispering, just steady enough to quiet the edges of thought.
Then from the other side of the flames, Sera shifted with a lazy stretch, the kind where her shoulders rolled and her voice came slowly behind it. “Hey... you remember that word game? The alliteration one? Where every word in the sentence had to start with the same letter?”
Valerie blinked once, a small sound in her throat that might’ve been a chuckle.
“Oh god,” Judy murmured with a grin, not lifting her head. “That used to get weird fast.”
“Exactly,” Sera said, brightening a little as she sat up straighter beside Sandra. “We’re officially on vacation, and it’s either that or I start roasting you with camping trivia.”
Sandra opened one eye. “I vote for a word game.”
“Traitor,” Judy said dryly.
Valerie finally stirred, lifting her head just enough to glance over her shoulder toward them, the firelight catching faint in the green of her eyes. “Alright, but no repeating the classics. I still remember the one about Killer Kangaroos Karate-Kicking Kazoos.”
“That was yours!” Sera grinned wide.
“And it still haunts me,” Valerie said, her voice low but fond.
Sandra smirked, tilting her head toward Sera. “You starting us off or what?”
Sera tapped her fingers against her mug like she was revving a thought into motion. “Alright. ‘Brave bison baked blueberry bagels before breakfast.’”
Valerie let out a small laugh. “Why were they baking? And how’d they get blueberries?”
“They believe in breakfast rights,” Sera said with mock conviction.
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s again, breath warm against her cheek. “This is gonna get stupid fast, isn’t it?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just reached over and brushed her fingers along Judy’s knee before turning back to the fire. “That’s kinda the point.”
Sandra set her mug down in the sand with a soft thud, stretching her legs out in front of her as she leaned a little toward Sera. “Okay,” she said, brushing her knuckles along Sera’s arm, “my turn. Let’s see… ‘Ten tiny turtles took tango lessons in Tijuana.’”
Sera grinned, nudging her knee. “How do you know they weren’t just tourists?”
“Because they passed the beginner class and advanced to twirls,” Sandra replied, deadpan.
Judy let out a laugh that curled right up under Valerie’s ribs, and Valerie couldn’t help the quiet smile that tugged at her mouth. She let her eyes close just for a second, soaking it in the rhythm of shared warmth, the flick of flames painting shadows against the dune wall, and the scent of pine smoke clinging faintly to Judy’s clothes beside her.
“Alright,” Judy said, shifting enough to tuck her feet closer beneath the blanket, “here goes: ‘Seven slippery salamanders stole strawberry smoothies Saturday.’”
Valerie raised a brow. “That’s suspiciously close to what you made for breakfast that one time.”
“Possibly,” Judy said, smug. “Real-world inspiration.”
Sera was already halfway into a laugh. “You’re gonna make me choke on nothing.”
Valerie sat up just a little, elbow finding her knee again. “Okay, okay,” she said, breath catching playful around the edges. “Let’s do this. ‘Mischievous mice managed midnight missions, munching macarons mysteriously.’”
Sandra blinked. “You’ve been holding that one.”
“I live with an artist and a screenwriter,” Valerie replied, smirking faintly. “Alliteration happens.”
The fire popped again, brightening briefly before settling back into coals and flickers. A gull called once overhead, distant against the roll of the surf.
Sera leaned back into Sandra’s side, her head resting easily against her wife’s shoulder now. “I forgot how good it feels to just… laugh for no reason.”
Sandra kissed the top of her head, quiet and sure. “That’s the reason.”
No one rushed for another round. The game didn’t need finishing. It hung there like the last notes of a song left lingering because they felt good brushing the air. Judy leaned into Valerie’s side, her hand slipping beneath the hem of her tank just enough to find skin, to remind them both they were here and nowhere else mattered.
Across the dunes, where the moon had just started to rise, the world exhaled with them soft and slow and wide open.
Valerie tilted her head back, letting the breeze catch the ends of her braid. Her thumb brushed a lazy arc across Judy’s knee, warm and quiet. The fire cracked low beside them, half-settled into coals now, light dancing softer over the blanket and their boots. A gull cried once in the distance, nothing urgent, just another voice carried by the wind.
She didn’t look at anyone right away, just let her voice slip out with the same ease as the breeze.
“All right,” Valerie said, a little grin tugging at the corner of her mouth, “one more round. Gotta make sure no one gets to sleep without at least one trainwreck of a sentence.”
Sera snorted. “Challenge accepted.”
Judy stretched, legs flexing beneath the blanket. “Who’s starting? Or are we just circling chaos like vultures?”
Sandra’s voice was drier than the wind. “You’re the one who just said ‘slippery salamanders.’ That was pure chaos already.”
Valerie leaned forward, her elbows on her knees again, fingers laced. “I’ll go. Something completely unhinged this time…”
She paused, glancing toward the dark bluff like it might help conjure the perfect nonsense.
“‘Four feral ferrets faked French fencing finals for free funnel cake.’”
There was a beat of silence, then Sera choked on a laugh.
Sandra blinked. “That’s… that’s impressive.”
“I want to meet those ferrets,” Judy said, grinning. “They sound like they run an underground sugar ring.”
“They probably do,” Valerie murmured, flicking a pine needle off her boot. “With tiny little rapiers.”
Sera raised a hand. “Alright, alright, my turn: ‘Two tired tarantulas tried tap dancing to techno Tuesday.’”
Valerie gave her a mock look of horror. “Why would you do that to my ears?”
“Because it’s my revenge for the ferrets,” Sera grinned.
Judy laughed into her sleeve, head tipping toward Valerie’s shoulder. “This is the dumbest, best idea you’ve ever had.”
“That’s a bold statement,” Valerie said, but she didn’t argue, just let her hand rest against the side of Judy’s thigh, grounding her there.
The fire popped again, not loud this time, just enough to keep the rhythm.
Sera leaned back on her hands, legs stretched toward the fire, boots crossed at the ankles as her shoulders gave a slow rise and fall. The kind of breath that carried a smile halfway through it before she even realized. “We should’ve recorded that,” she muttered, more to the crackle than anyone else.
Sandra nudged her ankle with the side of her boot. “Too late,” she said, gaze still half-lidded. “It lives in memory now. Like all good crimes.”
The fire had burned down low, logs softened to orange and ash, warmth curling out just enough to keep the air from cooling too fast. Judy shifted in closer, the rustle of fabric brushing against the blanket folds. She tucked herself deeper into Valerie’s side like she belonged there, like she’d always known how to fit perfectly against her shape. Valerie’s arm wrapped around her waist in a rhythm that didn’t even need thought anymore, fingers sliding slowly along the edge of her tank top. Tracing soft little circles, no pattern to it. Just the kind of touch meant to say, I’m still here.
Judy let out a small breath beside her, lips close to Valerie’s ear. “Feels good,” she whispered, low and steady. “The quiet.”
Valerie didn’t speak right away. Just turned enough to press a kiss into the top of her hair, where the strands spilled warm against her temple. Her hand stayed where it was anchored. She didn’t need to answer. At least not yet.
Above them, the stars stretched high and clean. The coast had a way of clearing the sky, even on half-clouded nights. Every point of light felt earned. The kind of quiet that arrived only after enough laughter had been poured out to make room for it.
Sera rolled her neck slightly, eyes trailing the stars like she was counting constellations without bothering to name them. “So what now?” she asked, not pushing, not rushed. “We keep talking till the fire dies out, or let the night do its thing?”
Sandra’s voice came like it always did low, calm, like it already knew the answer. “I vote, we just talk,” she said. “Let it drift.”
They let that suggestion sit a while. The fire snapped once. Somewhere behind them, a gull gave a tired cry before letting the sea take over again.
Then Judy shifted, just enough to slide her hand down Valerie’s wrist. She glanced up not all the way, but enough for her eyes to catch the side of Valerie’s face in the firelight. “Can I ask something?” she said, soft.
Valerie glanced down, her hand curling lightly around Judy’s where it rested against her lap. “Yeah,” she said. No hesitation.
Judy looked back toward the fire. The coals glinted in her eyes now, gold and deep. “When did you first feel it?” she asked. “Not safe. Not relieved. I mean… really alive.”
The question settled like the mist that came just before full dark gentle, but impossible to ignore. Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her fingers stilled, pressing lightly into the hem of Judy’s shirt. She let her gaze shift toward the bluff again, the dark line of stone holding back the wind, the trees above it swaying like they were listening too.
“The day you proposed,” she said quietly.
Judy turned her head, just a little. “That was the day?”
Valerie’s voice stayed low. No dramatic swell. Just the truth, rising slow and steady. “We were already running by then. Already fighting to breathe. But that day…” Her voice drifted, then returned, stronger. “You were shaking so bad. You thought you’d messed it up. But I saw your face, and I knew. If it ended right then… I still would’ve made it.”
Judy’s lashes dipped. Her breath caught, not sharp, not shaky. Just full of everything Valerie had just laid bare.
“You gave me something to come back to,” Valerie whispered, her thumb brushing softly across the place where Judy’s golden wedding band rested. Her fingers lingered there, slow, reverent, like the weight of that ring still steadied her in ways words never could. “Even when I didn’t know how.”
Judy’s hand tightened in hers. Not needing words. Not daring to break the quiet that was still unfolding between them.
“That’s when I felt alive again,” Valerie said. “That moment.”
Sera didn’t speak, but she turned her face just slightly, gaze drifting from the fire toward them. Sandra did the same, her hand slipping into Sera’s without saying a word.
The fire glowed a little brighter as Sandra leaned forward to toss in a smaller log, one that caught with a low curl of flame. “That’s the thing about love like that,” she murmured. “It doesn’t just ask. It just is.”
The warmth rolled out again, slow and even. No one filled the silence after that. They didn’t need to.
Above, the stars kept their watch. Below, the fire breathed with them, and all around, the ocean murmured on low and endless, like it knew how long they’d waited to feel this kind of peace.
Judy didn’t answer right away. Just let her thumb slide gently over the back of Valerie’s hand, the skin there warm from the fire, steady beneath her touch. Her wedding band caught a faint glint from the flame, gold reflecting gold.
“I wasn’t trying to be brave that day,” she said, voice quiet, almost more breath than sound. “I was terrified.”
Valerie leaned in just a little, not crowding, just listening.
Judy’s gaze stayed on their hands. “It wasn’t just a question. It was… what if you said yes, and I lost you anyway? What if I wasn’t enough to hold you through it?”
Her voice caught, not breaking, just opening. “But I couldn’t not ask. Because even if it was all we had left, I wanted you to know it. That you were home. That I was yours.”
Valerie didn’t speak. Just turned her wrist slightly, brushing her fingertips along the curve of Judy’s palm like tracing the memory back into her skin.
“And when you said yes,” Judy continued, her eyes lifting to meet hers, “that’s when I knew we were going to make it. It didn't matter how. Just… that we would.”
The fire crackled gently beside them, a pop here, a shift of embers there. Sera leaned her head softly against Sandra’s shoulder now, their fingers still laced, unmoving.
Judy let out a slow breath, one that curved at the edges into the faintest smile. “You were always fighting,” she said. “But that day, you became the reason too.”
Valerie let her forehead rest lightly against Judy’s temple, just for a moment. No words. Just the warmth between them, the weight of years folded into a single breath.
Somewhere beyond the bluff, a wave pulled in and fell, soft against the shore. The wind carried its echo back across the sand like it was tucking them in.
The fire didn’t need tending. Everything they needed was already burning.
The breeze rolled in again salt-tinged, soft, cool along the backs of their necks. Valerie didn’t pull away. She let her forehead rest there, warm against Judy’s temple, the firelight brushing their skin in quiet flickers.
Judy’s lashes fluttered once, then lowered again, her breathing slow, matched to the rhythm of the waves. Her hand stayed locked with Valerie’s, thumb still moving in that tiny, grounding way that said I’m here more than words ever could.
Across the fire, Sandra shifted just enough to pull Sera in closer, her arm folding gently around her shoulders. Sera leaned in without hesitation, cheek brushing Sandra’s collarbone as she settled into her side, letting the last of the fire’s heat and her wife’s steady presence soak into her bones.
The stars above held steady. Clear, scattered, and sharp against the coastal dark. The kind of sky that made you feel like the world was wider than you remembered, and maybe just gentle enough to hold you if you let it.
Valerie finally pulled back a little, just enough to look at Judy. Not with any urgency, just...so she could see her. The way her hair caught the firelight, pink and green in soft waves against her cheek. The quiet strength in her eyes. That peace that had taken a lifetime to find.
“You still wear it like it’s brand new,” Valerie said quietly, her fingers grazing the ring again.
Judy smiled faintly, lips barely parting. “It still feels like I just got lucky.”
Valerie shook her head, the motion small, but sure. “Not luck,” she murmured. “Just finally got what we deserved.”
They sat like that for another few moments, letting the hush settle again. Letting the warmth press in from flame and skin and memory.
Then Sandra’s voice drifted in, low and even. “We should probably bank the fire soon. Wind’s shifting again.”
Sera stirred against her side but didn’t lift her head. “Not yet,” she murmured.
“No,” Valerie agreed, barely above a whisper. “Not yet.”
The fire cracked once more, slow and steady. Not for heat, not for light.
The fire had settled into embers now soft red pulsing beneath the char, smoke curling upward in slow ribbons. No one moved much. Just the slight weight of bodies leaning into one another, the hush of ocean behind them, and the warmth that stayed even after the light began to fade.
Sera’s voice broke the quiet, not suddenly just folded into the moment like it had always belonged there.
“I used to think I was cursed,” she said.
Sandra blinked slowly beside her, the fingers at her shoulder pausing for a breath before finding motion again. Across the fire, Valerie’s brow dipped, not in surprise, but in that still, alert way she always had when the words mattered.
Sera didn’t look at anyone. Just stared into the coals like she could see the weight of all the years buried beneath them.
“Everyone who tried to protect me… didn’t make it. My mother Sindy who loved me so much.Then Mitch died with my name on his lips. Carol was just gone. And the rest of the camp…” Her voice caught, but only for a second. “I kept thinking it had to be me. That I broke everything I touched.”
Judy didn’t speak. Just reached slightly across Valerie, her hand finding Sandra’s and squeezing once.
Sera drew in a long breath. “But that second time… when we were in Oregon. When the Raffen came back, I should’ve been ready but I wasn’t. And then I felt her arms…” her voice dropped, and she turned toward Valerie now, eyes bright but steady. “I felt Mom holding me.”
Valerie didn’t blink. Her hand was already at her knee, knuckles white.
“That’s when I knew,” Sera whispered. “Maybe I wasn’t cursed. Maybe I was just... waiting for the right people.”
Her gaze flicked toward Judy now, then back to Sandra at her side. “That night at the Lakehouse… when I asked you to be my moms… That’s the first time I felt alive. Really alive.”
The wind shifted then, brushing through the dune grass behind them. It carried salt and woodsmoke and something else older, like the air had waited a long time to hear that truth spoken.
Valerie leaned forward, her arm tightening around Judy’s waist. “Starshine,” she breathed, low and rough.
Judy didn’t speak. Her hand had already reached across the blanket, fingers brushing the back of Sera’s.
Sera gave a small laugh, not bitter, just quiet. “I didn’t think I’d get this far. Not really. But I did. Because you stayed. Because you didn’t protect me from the world, you gave me something in it.”
Sandra shifted slightly, her arm wrapping both around Sera now, holding her steady as her voice softened.
“I wasn’t just rescued that day,” Sera said. “I was chosen.”
The fire popped once more. Not loud. Not sharp. Just enough to fill the silence with something warm, and real.
The wind off the bluff shifted again, cooler now, brushing through Sera’s hair where it curled near her jaw. The firelight softened in its pulse, no longer casting sharp shadows, just warm ones like everything had settled into its place.
Sandra’s fingers moved with care, brushing back a stray strand of red before she leaned in and kissed her cheek, slow and steady, her lips barely grazing the warmth of her skin.
“No one ever saw you as a curse, Firebird,” she said softly, her voice low and certain against Sera’s temple. “Even Uncle Johnny never once looked at you with anything but pride. He knew how much your light meant to all of us. Every one of them did. No matter how the world tried to take you away... we held on. Because you were worth holding.”
Sera didn’t answer at first. She just leaned into Sandra’s touch, her hand drifting to rest over hers. There wasn’t anything complicated in the way they moved just that quiet rhythm they’d built together over the years, from scar to safety and everything between.
Across the fire, Valerie exhaled, the sound quiet but full. Judy shifted closer into her side again, resting her chin lightly against Valerie’s shoulder, arms still folded under the blanket they shared.
The wind rustled the grass in a hush behind them. A gull called far off, solitary now. Night had taken full hold of the horizon, and the stars had bloomed brighter overhead sharp and scattered, their glow slipping through the thin wisps of cloud.
After a beat, Sandra smiled again, that small, private smile she never gave anyone but Sera. “We were only thirteen,” she said, “but our first date... Neon Arcade?”
Sera looked up, red lashes catching the firelight. “When I won you The Princess and The Mech Warrior?”
“That’s the one,” Sandra murmured, her thumb brushing lightly along Sera’s knuckles. “That was the first time I felt truly alive.”
Her voice didn’t waver it grounded the night.
“I had nothing before you. No one. Just bad hands and worse odds. But that night? Standing beside you with some cheap neon prize in my hands, and you smiling like it meant something? I knew.”
Sera’s breath hitched. Her hand tightened around Sandra’s without thinking.
“I knew I had a future,” Sandra whispered. “Not because someone gave it to me. Because I chose it with you.”
The fire crackled again, low and full, the warmth of it curling around them like a second heartbeat.
Judy turned her face into Valerie’s shoulder for a moment, silent, her arm tightening just slightly. Valerie kissed the side of her head without a word.
Sera didn’t speak for a long time. She just stared at Sandra eyes wide, heart open, and then she nodded, small and slow.
“That was the first time I wanted to be brave,” she said.
Sandra leaned their foreheads together, breath mingling, and everything else the world, the past, even the fire seemed to quiet around them.
No one interrupted. Because this was the kind of love that didn’t need witnessing to matter.
The fire shifted again, low flames curling around a fresh log Sandra had added earlier, casting slow-dancing shadows along the sand and the curve of the bluff. Valerie let the quiet settle for a moment longer, her fingers still brushing lazy patterns near Judy’s wedding band, then glanced sideways.
“What about you, Jude?” Her voice was soft and curious, but with that tender lilt that only came out when they were this close. When it was just them, no armor, no stage lights, no edge. “When did you feel it?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. Her thumb brushed slowly along the inside of Valerie’s wrist, the two of them still tucked under the same blanket, heat and time wrapped around them like second skin. She tilted her head, eyes tracing the flames, the way they flicked gold into Valerie’s red hair and Sera’s cheekbones. Everyone was quiet now, waiting, but not pressing.
“There could’ve been a few,” she said finally, her voice almost lost in the hush of the wind off the bluff. “Laguna Bend, maybe. The wedding. Those both hit me like a damn flood.”
Valerie’s fingers tightened gently against her hip, and Judy let her lean in just a little closer.
“But the first time I ever really felt alive…” Her voice grew steadier, anchored. “It was after Mikoshi. When the smoke was cleared, the running stopped, and I didn’t even know if you were still in there. Stood at the Solar Arrays, and Panam had just pulled the Mackinaw around. You stepped out.”
She swallowed, breath curling warm into the space between them. “And you ran straight for me.”
Valerie’s chest rose, slow and full. She remembered.
Judy’s gaze flicked to her now, steady. “I wasn’t even sure my legs would hold, but then you grabbed me, kissed me like we’d never left, and I knew.” Her lips parted in a small smile, soft at the edges. “We beat the odds. And somehow, somehow I got to keep the woman I married. We got to live a life together.”
Valerie’s eyes burned a little more than she expected, the heat not from the fire. She leaned in without needing permission, pressing a kiss to Judy’s temple, then her hairline, then down to her cheek soft under windblown strands.
Sera blinked slowly, her face turned toward them, and even Sandra exhaled like she’d been holding her breath through the whole memory.
“Guess we’re all still here,” Judy whispered.
Valerie tucked her head beside Judy’s, voice a low murmur just for her. “Yeah, babe. We really are.”
The breeze curled gently from the coast, threading through the fire’s outer smoke with a hush that didn’t demand attention; it just stayed, like it belonged. Flames swayed a little with it, low and warm, licking over the logs like they had all the time in the world.
Valerie didn’t pull away right away. Her cheek rested near Judy’s temple, the side of their heads touching just enough to feel the steady pulse of each other. There was no rush to shift, no need to say more when everything already lived between their hands and the press of gold rings.
Sera nudged her boot a little closer to Sandra’s, eyes soft now. Not glossy, not overwhelmed, just full. She hadn’t spoken since Judy’s voice went quiet again, and even now when she did, it was more breath than sound.
“You were the reason she made it,” she said.
Judy tilted her head slightly, just enough to glance at her.
Sera’s gaze held. “I mean it. It wasn’t chrome or luck. You gave her something no one else could.”
Valerie let out a breath, not quite a laugh, not quite a sigh. She sat back just a little, one arm still around Judy, her hand resting again at her waist. “She gave me a reason,” she said, voice low, steady. “That was everything.”
Sandra leaned toward Sera, shoulder brushing hers, and murmured something only she could hear. Whatever it was made Sera’s lips twitch not a full smile, but close.
The fire popped again, the sound rolling out across the blanket and sand like a soft reminder the night hadn’t finished speaking yet.
Judy let her head drop lightly against Valerie’s shoulder. “We’re gonna wake up tomorrow and it’s still gonna be real,” she said. “This family we built.”
Valerie’s hand found hers again. Their fingers laced without effort.
“Yeah,” she said. “It will.”
For a few breaths, no one spoke. Just the low rhythm of waves pulling in, the soft call of a bird somewhere near the bluff, and the coast holding around them like an old friend, one that had seen their past and still stayed.
Sandra shifted her legs, then gently tugged Sera in closer. “Blanket or no?” she asked, voice already dipping toward tired but content.
Sera leaned against her side, red hair brushing her jaw. “Let’s wait. I just wanna sit a little longer.”
Judy smiled, her hand still curled in Valerie’s. “Yeah,” she murmured. “Me too.”
The fire settled again, flame dipping lower but not gone. Like the night knew it didn’t need to flare up to mean something.
They stayed like that together, quiet, real. The kind of quiet that didn’t need to be filled.
The night deepened slowly, not heavy, just sure. A velvet kind of darkness settled over the bluff, kissed with salt and pine, and a little warmth still lingering from the fire. The flames had eased low, coals glowing soft beneath the last of the logs, their light flickering across the uneven folds of the blanket and the curve of boots tucked close.
Valerie hadn’t moved much. Her hand still rested in Judy’s, thumb rubbing slowly over the back of her knuckles like she was memorizing the shape all over again. Her shoulder stayed tucked against Judy’s, easy and familiar, the way things were supposed to be when everything else finally went quiet.
Across from them, Sandra had tugged Sera halfway into her lap, the blanket tossed loosely over both their legs now. Sera’s head rested against Sandra’s collarbone, her eyes somewhere between watching the fire and not watching anything at all. Sandra kissed her temple once, not to say anything, just because she could.
No one filled the silence. They didn’t need to. It wasn’t a void, only a presence. The kind of quiet that earned itself.
Valerie leaned in a little closer, cheek brushing Judy’s hair. "Are you warm enough?"
Judy nodded, her voice low. "Only 'cause you’re a walking furnace."
Valerie gave a faint chuckle, soft against her ear. "Built-in perk."
Sera shifted slightly, enough to glance at the others. Her voice came easy, but there was a gentleness in it. "Think we should turn in soon? Or just keep pretending sleep’s not real."
"Maybe in a little bit," Sandra murmured. Her thumb was tracing slow circles just below Sera's ribs, grounding her in ways neither of them ever really had to name. "Feels too good to move."
Judy stretched her legs beneath the blanket, one boot nudging Valerie’s lightly. "Ten more minutes?"
Valerie tilted her head, mock-considering. "Five if someone steals the last piece of jerky."
"Bold of you to assume it hasn’t already been claimed," Judy said.
Sera snorted. "Sandra did a stealth grab five minutes ago. It’s gone."
Sandra looked entirely unrepentant.
Valerie sighed, long-suffering. "Betrayal. In my own camp."
"Technically," Judy said, nudging her again, "you’re the one who insisted on bringing the jerky."
"And I regret nothing," Valerie replied.
The laughter was quiet, but full. Just enough to echo a little against the bluff behind them, then settle again in the sand.
The fire gave one last hiss against the damp night air, a spark curling and drifting into the dark like it had somewhere better to be. Valerie tapped her boot against the outer ring of stones, then leaned forward to poke the last stubborn ember down with the stick she'd been using all evening. It folded easy, no protest, just a final glow and then the steady exhale of ash.
She stood slowly, knees creaking like the truck tailgate from earlier. Judy followed her up, the blanket slipping off her lap as she reached for Valerie’s hand without looking, like the gesture had always been part of the motion.
“Alright,” Valerie murmured, glancing over the fading ring of warmth. “Let’s call it.”
Sandra gave Sera a little nudge, shifting beneath the blanket. “C’mon, Firebird. Bed calls.”
Sera made a soft noise, not quite a groan, more the protest of someone fully content and resisting gravity. She didn’t move right away, just tilted her head toward Sandra’s neck and pressed a kiss there.
“I was just starting to melt properly,” she mumbled.
Sandra smiled, lifting the edge of the blanket to help her up anyway. “You’ll get another chance tomorrow.”
They stood together, moving slowly. Judy grabbed the mugs by the handles, cool now, light clinks sounding as she stacked them, and handed them off to Sera without a word. Valerie grabbed the thermos and the folded blanket, slinging it over one shoulder as they walked.
The sand under their boots, soft and broken from the evening’s steps. The tents sat just where they’d left them, shadows now against the darker backdrop of trees. A breeze whispered through the grass again, lifting strands of hair and rattling the edge of the rainfly.
Valerie ducked into the main tent first, tossing the blanket to one side and kneeling to unroll the sleeping pads. Judy followed, placing the mugs outside near the gear crate, then slipped in behind her.
In the second tent, Sandra held the flap open while Sera crawled in first, flopping down with a thud and a quiet exhale. Sandra laughed softly, kneeling beside her to tug the zipper most of the way down, just enough to let the night air breathe through.
“Still think peace was a myth?” she asked, brushing a few strands of hair from Sera’s forehead.
Sera blinked at her, eyes half-lidded already. “Maybe,” she said. “But this... this is the closest I’ve ever been.”
Sandra kissed her again forehead this time, slow and firm. “Then we’ll keep chasing it.”
Back in their tent, Valerie had shed her jacket, folding it into a neat bundle at the edge of their bedroll. She sat with her back against the padded lining, Judy curled against her side, legs stretched across the sleeping bag.
The night pressed in around them, not heavy, just full. The sound of waves lapping against the bluff’s base. The rustle of dune grass. The occasional creak of fabric as someone shifted. And above it all, the soft hum of their shared quiet, like a song that didn’t need lyrics.
Valerie reached over, pulled the zipper the rest of the way down, letting the tent breathe.
“Still warm enough?” she asked, repeating the earlier question but softer now, nearly a whisper.
Judy gave a tired smile, eyes already half-shut. “With you here? Always.”
The wind outside slipped past the flap, cool against the last of the day’s heat. Valerie leaned down, kissed her forehead once, then settled back, arm curled around her.
The warmth of the fire’s final flicker was still present in the air, even though it had died down to a bed of glowing embers. The night was settling deep around them, the ocean breeze pulling softly through the cracks in the tent, bringing with it the cool, quiet hum of nature settling into the earth. Valerie’s fingers brushed against the smooth curve of Judy’s cheek, that small gesture just enough to feel the presence of each other, grounding them.
Judy’s eyes fluttered closed, the corners of her mouth tugging into a soft smile as Valerie’s hand found its resting place along her side. The quiet, like the steady pulse of the wind, felt full, and Valerie could feel every moment stretch and settle between them. Everything else in the world, everything they had left behind faded, just for now. The peace they had fought for, the days of struggle, and the years of moments like these that made it all feel worth it.
The sand outside shifted, its rhythm steady beneath the blanket of night. Sera and Sandra had already settled into their own routine in the second tent, the soft rustling of fabric and quiet murmurs that only felt like background noise against the hum of their own shared silence.
The sound of Judy’s breath against Valerie’s skin felt like a song slow and steady, the most intimate rhythm in the world. Valerie let herself exhale into it, soft and steady, leaning back into the warmth of their shared space. No words were needed.
"You know," Valerie murmured, her voice quieter now, almost blending into the quiet of the night, "I think we could stay here forever."
Judy smiled again, the weight of her hand, still warm against Valerie’s skin, drawing her a little closer. "I think I could too," she said, her voice barely a whisper now, the weariness of the day catching in her words. "But just for tonight, this is enough."
Valerie turned her head, pressing a soft kiss to the top of Judy's hair, her hands tightening just a little, as if she wanted to make sure this moment stayed as long as it could. "Yeah," she whispered back. "For tonight. Just this."
The tent walls shifted gently with the wind, the faint sound of ocean waves drifting from the distant shore, and the soft crackle of sand beneath their boots fading away. In the quiet space between them, there was only the feeling of a world made small by love gentle, constant, alive.
Valerie shifted slightly against the sleeping pad, her arm wrapped firm around Judy’s waist, palm resting flat over her stomach just beneath the fabric of her tank top. The tent rustled faintly as the wind moved outside, dune grass brushing against the sides in soft, rhythmic passes, like the ocean’s echo had found a second home in the air.
Judy breathed slowly beneath her touch, body warm and settled. Her cheek rested against Valerie’s shoulder, their legs tangled beneath the blanket. There was no space between them that wasn’t meant to be filled.
Valerie’s free hand lifted with deliberate quiet, brushing back a strand of Judy’s hair that had curled forward in the night breeze. Her fingers slid gently just behind Judy’s ear the curve where skin met implant where the BD sync relay nestled flush into the bone. She let her thumb rest there for a breath, grounding them both in the touch before activating the Link.
It didn’t flash. It didn’t buzz. It just opened.
A pulse between them slow and steady tied not to sight or sound but to the weight of emotion. Not broadcast, but shared. Valerie didn’t try to control it. She just breathed and let it rise through her chest like warmth drawn from the coals of the fire they’d left behind. The quiet awe of holding Judy this close. The deep hum of devotion. The echo of every moment that had tried to take them apart and failed.
Judy shifted faintly, her arm tightening around Valerie’s ribs in response. Her presence slipped back through the Link like a hand taken in the dark sure, knowing. There was love there, thick with time and memory. The kind that wrapped around pain and made room for it. The kind that didn’t fade.
She didn’t say anything, but Valerie felt it. That rush of gratitude. The quiet heartbeat of safety. That little flicker of humor tucked into the warmth, like Judy always left some part of herself laughing just under the surface.
Their thoughts didn’t need to align. They just were. The air held the scent of sea salt and skin-warmed fabric. The tent breathed with them, slow and steady. The warmth that passed between them wasn’t just physical; it was memory, survival, everything they’d built from ruin.
Valerie shifted just enough to press a kiss against Judy’s lips, her lips lingering there for a moment before pulling back.
“I feel you,” she murmured, the words soft, not needing more.
Judy exhaled against her shoulder, her hand curling tighter over Valerie’s where it rested on her stomach. She didn’t speak. Just let the Link hold what her voice didn’t have to.
Valerie stayed like that, wrapped around her wife, the soft breath between them synced and quiet. Their hearts are not racing, not resting, just alive, and together.
Only the hush of the ocean remained low and steady, just far enough to sound like a memory retold through the night air. The breeze whispered faintly through the slightly opened flap, cool against the warmth tucked inside.
Valerie hadn’t moved. Her hand stayed laced over Judy’s stomach, her fingers still gently curled against the soft rise and fall of breath. Judy shifted only once just enough to press her back closer into the curve of Valerie’s chest. The kind of adjustment you made when your whole body already knew where home was.
The Link hummed faintly, not loud, not bright. Just the residual echo of emotion still shared between them small pulses of warmth and weightless relief. The feeling of being wanted, chosen, not for what they’d survived, but for what they kept choosing each day after.
Judy’s thumb brushed slowly over Valerie’s knuckles once, her eyes already closed. Her lashes caught the faint light as she slipped deeper, her breathing softening, legs draped easily across the edge of the sleeping bag. The scent of salt and lavender lingered faint from the sachet tied near the tent’s inner pocket enough to ground her.
Valerie’s head rested just behind hers, the tip of her nose brushing lightly against Judy’s hairline. She didn’t try to chase sleep, just let it find her, one breath at a time, folded around the shape of the woman she loved. The silence inside the tent wasn’t empty. It was full, and safe. The world could wait.
Outside, a bat cried once out toward the dark, but it faded quickly with no urgency, no call. Just part of the rhythm that came with peace.
Inside, the Link faded to stillness, not because the feelings stopped, but because they didn’t need to be spoken anymore.
Just presence, touch, and sleep finally earned.
The sun hadn’t fully crested yet, just beginning to tease the edges of the canvas with that faint, pale gold. It slipped through the small gap near the zipper, brushing over the folds of their blanket in slow, warming lines. The air still held that coastal coolness just enough to make every tucked-in inch feel precious.
Judy stirred first. Not abruptly, not with a jolt just that natural stretch of someone not quite ready to wake but already feeling the shape of morning against her skin. Her lashes fluttered once, twice, then stilled again. The warmth at her back hadn’t shifted. Valerie was still curled against her, breath soft and steady, the kind of rhythm only deep sleep could pull from her.
Judy smiled before her eyes even opened.
Valerie had one arm draped over her waist, elbow tucked close, fingers gently curled beneath the hem of Judy’s tank top. Her nose was buried just shy of Judy’s shoulder, and her soft snoring had that unmistakable hint of cuteness barely audible, but with a tiny hitch on each exhale, like her body couldn’t quite decide if it was sighing or talking in its sleep.
Judy stayed still for a moment longer, letting her head rest back against Valerie’s, just enough to feel the braid shift behind her own neck. That familiar scent of sun-dried cotton and trace of salt from the bluff still clung to Valerie’s skin, even after a full day in the wind. She exhaled slowly, smiling again, because it felt like the kind of peace she never used to believe was real.
Outside, the tide was low and slow waves rolling in with that gentle hush against the bluff, like they were speaking only to those still tucked in tents. Somewhere a gull called, distant and half-hearted, like even it wasn’t quite ready to start the day.
Judy shifted just enough to press the back of her hand lightly to Valerie’s forearm against her rose tattoo, careful not to wake her. Not yet. She liked the way she felt wrapped around her completely at ease, like the night had given her permission to stop holding the world up for a while.
Valerie mumbled something into her shoulder, one word maybe, lost in the dream-muffled sound of it, and then sighed. Her snoring paused for a heartbeat, replaced by a soft inhale and the lazy twitch of fingers brushing against Judy’s waist.
Judy leaned her head slightly, kissed the top of Valerie’s hand, then tucked them both back in under the blanket.
They didn’t need to move yet. The tea kettle could wait. The others would probably sleep another hour.
Right now, she just wanted to breathe like this holding her wife.
Judy let her fingers drift gently along Valerie’s forearm, feeling the slow rise and fall of her breath. The red braid at the back of her neck shifted again with the faintest movement, brushing like memory. She could feel the curve of Valerie’s knee just behind hers, the way her wife always ended up half-wrapped around her by morning without even trying. The heat between them wasn’t stifling, it was comfort, the kind that settled deep in the ribs and stayed.
She smiled again, smaller this time, and let her hand slip back, her palm grazing just beneath the fold of Valerie’s tank top. Not to wake her just to feel that familiar stretch of skin, warm and still asleep.
Then, with a soft touch behind her ear, she found the relay.
The connection flickered to life like breath held and released. Just the presence of Valerie's emotional signature stirring quietly across the link. Judy didn’t send words. She didn’t need to. She just let herself open enough to share what was already there: the warmth in her chest, the way her heart pulsed slower with Valerie near, the fullness of this morning, this peace, this soft in-between.
For a long moment, nothing changed.
Then Valerie shifted just enough to press closer, her fingers flexing gently at Judy’s waist. The link breathed back not in thought, but in feeling. She felt it come through like tidewater: a slow ache of love so familiar it almost hurt. Gratitude, deep and raw. A quiet, sleep-laced promise that this was everything she’d ever wanted.
Judy blinked once, her lashes brushing the top edge of the pillow, and exhaled against Valerie’s hand.
Then she felt a soft movement, the press of Valerie’s lips against the back of her shoulder. A kiss, not quite awake, not asking for anything, just offered because it was morning and they were here.
“I feel you,” came Valerie’s whisper, spoken aloud this time, still half-muffled, still thick with sleep.
Judy turned her head just enough to meet her eyes, barely open, emerald flickering through lashes.
Without a word, she leaned in.
The kiss they shared wasn’t rushed or shaped by anything but breath and presence. Judy turned in Valerie’s arms just enough to meet her, their lips finding each other in a slow, grounded rhythm like memory, like home. Valerie’s hand curled higher against Judy’s back, holding her close, like she didn’t want the space between them to ever return.
When they parted, their foreheads rested together.
The tent stayed quiet, wrapped in that low warmth that only came from two bodies pressed close under a shared blanket. Valerie’s thumb drifted in slow circles across the small of Judy’s back now, just under the edge of fabric, fingers settled easily like they’d always belonged there.
Neither of them moved much. They didn’t need to. The Link hummed low and content, no sharp edges, no sudden bursts. Just emotion in its purest form, a quiet pulse of love that curled in the chest and stayed there. Judy let herself fall into it again, not asleep, not entirely awake just that still middle where everything felt true.
Valerie’s breathing evened back out, her head tucked against the curve of Judy’s collarbone now, braid trailing along the edge of the blanket. Her knee nudged behind Judy’s just slightly, anchoring them in place without ever needing to speak it.
Judy ran her fingertips gently down Valerie’s spine. Not counting the ridges of muscle or the soft line of scar near her ribs. Just touching, and feeling.
Outside, the sun had crept a little higher. The tent’s walls shifted with the breeze, a faint ripple across canvas as the ocean whispered beyond the bluff. Sand settled in hushed trickles from the previous day’s steps, and gulls called again this time with more purpose, like they’d finally agreed to start the day.
Judy breathed in deep, the air tinted faintly with salt and woodsmoke. She pressed a kiss to Valerie’s temple so light it barely registered as contact, and whispered without needing volume. “I love you, Valerie.”
Valerie’s lips curved faintly against her skin, a quiet smile forming in the cradle of the moment.
They didn’t untangle. They didn’t reach for the kettle or sit up to start breakfast.
Valerie didn’t open her eyes right away. Her body shifted in that slow, almost instinctive way that said she was coming back not with a jolt, but with the kind of waking only mornings like this allowed. Her arm tightened faintly around Judy’s waist, her nose nuzzling a little closer into the space just beneath her shoulder. A quiet, gravel-soft hum escaped her throat.
Judy smiled against the crown of her head. “Morning, sleepy.”
Valerie’s reply was more breath than word, a murmured, “Mmmf.” She tilted her head, hair brushing softly across Judy’s neck as her cheek settled lower. “Smells like you.”
Judy let out a quiet laugh, fingertips drifting once across the back of Valerie’s hand still resting on her stomach. “Good. I didn’t pack the ocean breeze spray.”
They stayed like that a while longer, the blanket pulled high over their legs, the tent catching light now in warm streaks along the seams. No alarm, no call to move, just the slow uncurling of limbs that had earned their rest.
Valerie finally blinked her eyes open, lashes brushing Judy’s skin. “What time is it?”
“Too early to leave this spot,” Judy said, voice still thick with sleep but tinged with contentment. “And too late for regrets.”
Valerie grunted softly, half a laugh, half an agreement. She kissed Judy’s shoulder where the red spiderweb was inked unhurried, lips warm from sleep, and let her forehead rest there for a few more breaths. “Are you warm?”
“Only because you’re built like a space heater,” Judy murmured, the words brushing against the quiet like a smile half-formed.
Valerie’s voice came low, still dusted with sleep. “Deluxe model,” she said, her lips curving faintly. “Comes standard with freckled cheek kisses... and allegedly minor snoring.”
Judy huffed softly, tilting her head just enough to glance back at her. “Minor, huh?”
Valerie’s arm tightened around her waist, breath warm near her neck. “Hey, I’ve heard worse. There was a motel where I once shared a wall with a Raffen Shiv who snored like a dying carburetor. Swear the guy had a deviated septum and a vendetta.”
Judy laughed, low and quiet, the sound curling in the space between them like another blanket.
Their noses brushed. Her hand found Valerie’s freckled cheek, her thumb tracing the soft curve beneath her eye, her dark brown eyes searching Valerie’s shimmering emerald with something tender and rooted.
“You know we’re lucky,” she said.
Valerie didn’t blink. “I know.”
Outside, the tent flap whispered gently against its ties, the breeze brushing through dune grass just beyond. Footsteps hadn’t stirred yet no sound from Sera and Sandra’s tent, no clang of the gear crate being opened. Just the coast, the hush of waves, and the warmth still pooled between them.
Valerie leaned in, her lips brushing Judy’s slowly not a kiss of urgency or claim, but the kind that said this is everything. When she pulled back, she stayed close, their foreheads gently pressed.
“Let’s stay like this,” she whispered.
Judy didn’t answer, just nodded slightly, eyes closing again as her hand slipped down to hold Valerie’s. No more words. Just a day waiting to begin, and the two of them wrapped in the quiet promise of it.
The warmth between them didn’t fade. It just folded deeper into the quiet, like the moment had thickened around them. Judy kept her eyes closed, forehead still pressed lightly to Valerie’s, their breaths slipping into that same, soft rhythm again. Neither too deep. Neither too slow. Just enough to stay tethered, chest to chest, held in the silence they didn’t want to break.
Valerie’s thumb traced lazy arcs against the top of Judy’s hand. Not a pattern. Just movement. Like she was still drawing some truth she hadn’t spoken yet. Her knee shifted slightly, brushing against Judy’s leg beneath the blanket, anchoring her back into the nest of warmth they’d made sometime during the night.
The tent around them was dim and gold-touched, light filtered through canvas in soft waves that moved with the breeze. Somewhere outside, a gull called low and distant, like it hadn’t decided if it was morning yet. The ocean kept whispering, always just beyond the trees.
Judy gave the faintest hum. Not a speech, or quite a sigh. Just sound, and a reply.
Valerie kissed her again. Slower this time. Just the press of lips, no urgency, no lean, only stillness and warmth. When she pulled back, her forehead brushed gently across Judy’s brow, settling into that pocket of closeness only they knew how to find.
There was a weight in her chest, but it wasn’t heavy. It was full. That rare kind of quiet love that lived behind every scar and every soft thing they never said out loud. Valerie shifted enough to let her hand settle over the curve of Judy’s waist again where the shark tattoo was inked, and this time she didn’t move.
No words. Just the hush of morning folding around them. Just love, steady and breathing, with nowhere else it needed to go.
The wind shifted again outside, just enough to rustle the edge of the rainfly. It caught the sound of the ocean with it, folding it through the dune grass like something half-whispered and half-sung. Inside, it was still warm, close and easy, the kind of warmth that didn’t need fire or morning tea. Just breath and skin and the quiet trust of another heartbeat brushing close.
Valerie’s hand was still tucked in Judy’s, their fingers linked in that familiar tangle they always found without needing to look. Her thumb traced lazy arcs across the inside of Judy’s palm now, slow and unhurried, like she was sketching the outline of a memory neither of them wanted to lose.
Judy’s breathing had evened out again. Not asleep, but right on the edge, wrapped around Valerie like she was part of the bedroll itself. Her cheek rested near the inked hollow of Valerie’s collarbone now, and every so often, Valerie could feel the faintest motion of a smile when the breeze shifted.
She didn’t say anything, and didn't need to. Just shifted her leg a little, letting the blanket fall tighter around them, and exhaled a soft hum against Judy’s temple.
Somewhere outside, a gull gave a half-hearted call, more suggestion than song. Still no movement from the other tent, just the low hush of waves curling against rock and the muted shuffle of the bluff breathing.
Valerie tilted her head slightly, pressing her lips to Judy’s brow again, this time staying there a little longer.
Judy’s fingers twitched, her thumb grazing the side of Valerie’s wrist. “We should probably get up soon,” she whispered, not moving at all.
Valerie’s answer was a quiet breath, nose brushing her hair. “Not yet.”
They stayed wrapped up in the hush, sharing warmth like it was sacred, listening to the coast wake slow and soft around them. Nothing pulled, or rushed. Just two women curled together, alive in a world they’d fought to keep.
The morning didn’t rush them. It just stretched soft, golden, and lazy across the canvas walls like it had nowhere better to be. The tent held its own hush, the kind made for murmured voices and slow decisions. Valerie shifted just enough to press another kiss behind Judy’s ear, her arm still heavy across her waist, but relaxed now, fingers resting easy against the hem of her tank top.
“I’ve got a couple new songs,” she said, voice low, rasped just a little from sleep. “Thought maybe I’d play ’em after breakfast… if the vibe’s still right.”
Judy hummed, tilting her head slightly toward her. “You're saying that like we wouldn’t always want to hear you sing.”
Valerie smiled into her hair. “They’re new. Could be terrible.”
“They won’t be.” Judy turned just enough to meet her eyes, one brow raised, her voice warm and certain. “Even your worst song is better than most people’s best day.”
That pulled a small breath of a laugh from Valerie’s chest. “That’s ‘wife bias,’ you know.”
“Damn right it is.” Judy leaned in and kissed the corner of her mouth. “Still true.”
Valerie let the kiss linger, then rested her head back on the pillow beside her. The canvas above them shifted with the breeze, soft patterns of light dappling the fabric.
“What about you?” she asked. “Got any demands for the day?”
Judy’s hand traced a lazy pattern over Valerie’s ribs, her nails light and almost absentminded. “Beach walk. First, before the sun gets too high. Maybe a swim after.”
“You want me to actually get in the water this time?” Valerie teased.
Judy gave a slow, smug smile. “I didn’t say you had to. But I did bring the suit you like.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, not lifting her head. “The one that almost started a riot in Japantown?”
Judy smirked. “Mmhmm.”
“Well then,” Valerie murmured, her smile curling at the edges. “I guess I’m swimming.”
Judy laughed, the sound hushed but bright, warm as the sun now slipping higher outside the tent.
For a few breaths, neither moved, just laid there in the thrum of quiet, the weight of a shared morning stretched between them like a well-worn blanket. From outside, the coast still whispered through grass and waves, and the fire pit waited in soft ash.
There was a day waiting, but it could wait a little longer.
They didn’t speak again for a while, just moved slowly, like the day hadn’t truly begun yet unless they let it. The tent held that tender stillness, thick with warmth and the kind of intimacy that didn’t rush itself. Valerie shifted first, her hand brushing lightly over Judy’s hip before she leaned in and kissed the curve of her neck.
Judy tilted her head in response, lips grazing Valerie’s collarbone as she whispered, “We should probably not smell like fire and blanket.”
Valerie smiled, the corner of her mouth still pressed against skin. “Speak for yourself. I was going for ‘smoky coastal charm.’”
Judy gave a soft laugh, then eased back, fingers drifting down to the hem of Valerie’s tank top. “You first, charm.”
She tugged it up slowly, inch by inch, letting her fingers trace along freckled skin as she went. Valerie lifted her arms with a quiet, playful huff, eyes flicking up to meet hers as the shirt cleared over her head and dropped to the side.
“Cold,” Valerie muttered with a grin.
“You’ll live.” Judy leaned forward and pressed a kiss just beneath her collarbone.
Valerie didn’t waste time returning the favor, tugging Judy’s top up in the same slow rhythm, fingers brushing purposefully down her spine once it cleared. The blanket shifted with them as they moved, soft and familiar, folds pooling low now around their hips.
They reached for the damp cloth at nearly the same time Judy caught Valerie’s hand and lifted it to her lips before taking it gently.
“Lay back,” she said softly.
Valerie didn’t argue, just leaned into the pads and let Judy’s hands move with careful warm water, clean cloth. Gentle motions over arms, stomach, the line of her neck and shoulders. It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t clinical. Just love in motion.
When it was Valerie’s turn, she took just as much care, tilting Judy’s chin up to catch every smudge of last night’s air. The strokes of the cloth moved slowly across her chest, down her back. Every inch touched like it mattered.
Once the towel had been folded and set near the corner, Judy reached for the small bottle nestled in the gear bag. “Your turn again.”
Valerie rolled her eyes fondly. “You just like rubbing stuff on me.”
“Can’t help it you got a sexy body, mi amor,” Judy muttered, squeezing a small dollop of sunscreen into her palm and rubbing it between her hands.
She started at Valerie’s shoulders, working down her arms, across her back, and eventually to her legs once she sat up. Valerie returned the favor without a word, pressing the cool lotion into Judy’s skin with soft, circular motions, the scent of coastal vanilla drifting faintly between them.
Once finished, they reached for the duffel, careful not to knock over the stacked sandals. Valerie pulled out her dark gray two-piece, something simple and worn in, while Judy grabbed her deep green set with the crisscrossed back. They tugged them on easily, then slid soft denim shorts over the bottoms, tank tops next light enough to breathe but fitted enough to stay close.
Judy handed over Valerie’s pair of old black sandals with the scuffed strap. Valerie passed Judy her favorite brown leather, soft from years of use.
Their fingers brushed once more as they stood, adjusting the last of their straps.
Outside, the tent walls glowed with full morning light now. The hush of the tide waited just beyond the grass, and somewhere between the touch, the warmth, and the slow unfolding of the day, everything felt ready to begin.
The flap of the tent shifted open with a soft whisper as Judy stepped out first, her sandals pressing into the cool morning sand. The breeze had that early bite to it still, but the sun had started climbing, throwing long gold streaks across the bluff and catching on the tops of the grass like a slow wave. She rolled her shoulders once, stretching out the sleep, then looked back as Valerie followed close behind, braid swinging over one shoulder.
Valerie gave a soft grunt, rubbing at the back of her neck. "Okay," she murmured, eyes narrowing against the light. "Let’s chase down some caffeine before my brain realizes I’m upright."
"That’s the spirit," Judy said, already heading toward the truck.
The sand shifted easily underfoot, broken only by the familiar crunch of boots and sandals across last night’s footprints. Valerie reached the tailgate first, popping it open with a dull clunk. She leaned in, grabbing one of the remaining water jugs, cool with condensation. Judy rummaged next to her, pulling out the small cooler with practiced ease.
"Kettle should still be by the pit," Valerie said, hoisting the jug up against her hip.
Judy nodded, slinging the cooler handle over her arm. "And the stove's in the crate. Got it."
They moved back together, passing the tents with a quiet rhythm. The site still held the softness of morning, no voices yet, just birds overhead and the slow lap of the tide. Sera and Sandra’s tent was still zipped up, though a vague shift inside hinted they weren’t far from waking.
The fire pit sat quiet, circled by the same stones from the night before. The kettle waited nearby, still upright where Judy had left it. Valerie knelt first, setting the jug down and flicking the cap.
"Let’s heat it slowly," she said, voice still rough with sleep but grounding into the morning.
Judy set up the camping stove while Valerie filled the kettle, her fingers brushing through her braid to keep it clear. The skillet came next, clinking gently as it landed beside the stove. Judy reached into the cooler and pulled out the sausage pack, followed by the bagels and cream cheese, all still cool to the touch.
"Breakfast of champions," Valerie muttered, watching the kettle start to warm.
The smell of the ocean blended with the faint tang of the skillet heating, and the bluff behind them held its calm watch. They hadn’t spoken much yet. They didn’t need to. Morning had only just begun.
The morning had stretched wide by the time the kettle began to whistle. Not sharp, not urgent. Just a steady rising sound, like it knew everyone could afford to take their time.
The skillet sizzled low where Valerie worked it over the camping stove, the smell of breakfast sausage drifting slowly through the salt-laced breeze. Judy crouched beside the cooler, bagel halves laid out on a wooden board beside the cream cheese tub, her bare knee brushing Valerie’s with each shift of balance.
The coastal air still held that early mist to it, just soft enough that the warmth from the stove and kettle felt earned. Valerie flipped one of the sausages with a practiced flick of the spatula, letting the browned edge crackle a little more before she spoke. “You think we brought enough for tomorrow too?”
Judy smiled without looking up. “If not, I’ll trade Sera my soul for an oatmeal pouch.”
Valerie huffed out a quiet laugh. “Joke’s on her. You already sold it to me back in 2077.”
The tent zipper rasped behind them. Sand crunched softly under footfalls. Sera emerged first, hair tousled from sleep, tank top hanging loose against her ribs, her fingers rubbing the edge of her eye. Sandra followed a step behind, already brushing her curls with her fingers, eyes still half-lidded with that I-slept-well weight.
“That smells sinful,” Sera said, voice scratchy but bright. “Like, I could wake up to this for the rest of my life and never complain.”
“That’s the plan,” Valerie called back, nudging a sausage aside so it wouldn’t burn.
Sandra wrapped an arm around Sera’s waist from behind, chin resting lightly on her shoulder. “Tell me coffee’s close.”
“Two minutes,” Judy said. “And you get the first mug if you set out the cups.”
Sera padded barefoot over the sand, grabbing the enamel mugs from where they’d been stacked near the gear crate. “On it, Mama.”
Sandra leaned down and kissed the side of her neck, murmuring something low enough only Sera could hear. Whatever it was earned a grin that didn’t fade as Sera straightened and set the mugs down near the kettle.
Judy glanced up at them both, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “Sleep okay?”
Sera nodded, then glanced back at their tent. “Like the whole damn world decided to hit pause.”
Valerie passed her the spatula. “Flip these in twenty seconds. Then we eat.”
Sera saluted. “Aye, Captain.”
Sandra had already knelt to help Judy with the bagels, splitting the rest and laying them out, her fingers brushing hers once as they worked in rhythm.
Breakfast had begun. Not in ceremony, but in the hush of comfort and the small clinks of enamel and steel. The day hadn’t made demands yet, and no one was rushing to give it permission to.
The fire under the camping stove hissed gently, just enough to rise above the surf’s slow breath in the distance. The sausage grease popped once sharp, satisfying before settling again into the warmth of the pan. Valerie shifted her weight, bare toes curling against the cool morning sand as she passed a knowing glance to Sera, who crouched now with the spatula in hand, focused like it was a sacred rite.
“You’re hovering,” Sera said, without looking up.
Valerie smirked. “That’s called supervising. Old nomad tradition.”
Judy was crouched by the gear crate, already pulling cream cheese from the cooler. The cold mist clung faintly to her tank top, her pink-green hair swept back and damp at the edges from the ocean air. She spread a smooth layer over a toasted half, then another, her fingers quick but unhurried. Sandra leaned beside her, adjusting one of the portable trays they’d set out as makeshift prep tables, brushing sand off with the side of her wrist.
“Bagels are ready,” Judy said, glancing up.
Sera held up a sausage, its sear nearly perfect. “Tell me that’s not art.”
Valerie tapped it with the back of a fork. “Golden. Plate it.”
The morning light was starting to shift now, less gold and more butter-soft where it hit the rising mist. It caught the enamel of the mugs as Sera passed them out, the steam curling from inside like something alive. The first cup went to Sandra true to promise who wrapped both hands around it and hummed low in her throat, like that first sip might just restart the universe.
Valerie wiped her fingers on a towel, then handed Judy a plate. “Two sausages, one bagel?”
“You know me,” Judy said, already tearing a bite from hers as she leaned her hip against Valerie’s side. “But if you sneak a third one onto my plate, I won’t protest.”
“Duly noted.” Valerie kissed the top of her head, then stole a bite from the edge before Judy could retaliate.
Sera settled cross-legged near the stove, her plate already balanced on her knees, her hair a sunlit tangle. Sandra joined her with a quiet ease, their shoulders touching as they started to eat, no fanfare just the shared rhythm of warm food and cool air.
The stove’s flame flickered once in the breeze, but held.
Somewhere behind them, a gull called overhead. The mist was beginning to lift in patches now, revealing clearer blue streaks above the bluff. Their breath came easier here not from the food, not from the sleep, but from the simple act of being.
Valerie sat down last, her plate balanced in one hand, kettle finally off the heat and set between them all. The sand gave just a little under her, warm in some patches, cooler where the shade of the stove had lingered. She stretched her legs out long, one knee brushing gently against Judy’s as she settled beside her.
Across from them, Sera had leaned back slightly, her free hand playing with the edge of Sandra’s tank top absentmindedly. Sandra didn’t move to stop her, just sipped from her mug with both palms wrapped around it like she was absorbing the last of the morning's calm through her fingertips.
Valerie watched them for a moment, Sera's quiet smile, the way Sandra leaned in just enough to rest her shoulder against hers. No words, just that unspoken gravity they always carried when things felt right.
Judy nudged Valerie’s arm with her elbow. “You’re staring.”
“I’m allowed,” Valerie said, breaking off a corner of the bagel and popping it in her mouth. “They’re part of the view.”
“Might be my favorite view,” Judy murmured, low but not secret. She pressed a kiss to Valerie’s shoulder over her lotus tattoo, her fingers brushing the freckled skin just above the tank strap.
A gust of wind tugged through the bluff grasses behind them, lifting a few strands of red and green hair alike before drifting off again like it had only come to say hello. The stove hissed faintly as the flame dimmed, the kettle ticking softly as it cooled.
“Alright,” Sera said between bites, “today’s playlist: good food, Mom’s songs, beach walk, and swimming.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow without lifting her head. “And sunscreen, unless you want to fry like last year.”
“That was one time,” Sera groaned. “And you said I looked like a spicy crab.”
Valerie snorted. “You did.”
Sera mock-glared. “Whose side are you on?”
“The one that brought the aloe,” Judy added, grinning into her coffee.
The laughter wasn’t loud, but it spread easy, natural, settling into the morning like a tide that had found its shore. Valerie let it wash over her, slow and warm, her hand reaching for Judy’s under the table tray.
The plates were mostly picked clean, a few toasted crumbs catching in the breeze as they slipped off enamel edges into the sand. The kettle had gone quiet now, steam long faded. Only the soft hiss of the stove winding down remained, soon overtaken by the subtle rhythms of the coast: waves dragging their slow fingers against the bluff, dune grass whispering against itself like it was passing secrets through time.
Valerie leaned back on her palms, legs stretched in front of her, one sandal toe idly tracing a loose arc through the sand. Her fingers brushed lightly against Judy’s where their hands still touched beneath the tray. Neither moved to lift away. The moment didn’t ask for it.
Sera was sprawled a little more now, breakfast finished, both arms behind her head like she had no intention of standing until gravity personally forced her to. Her tank top had twisted slightly, exposing the edge of her ribs where Sandra’s hand now rested, thumb drifting in slow, absent circles across bare skin.
The warmth had settled. Not midday heat yet just the kind that kissed shoulders through tank tops and made the idea of shade feel like a future thought. Overhead, gulls had started to circle in lazy loops, their calls half-hearted, like even they hadn’t decided whether to bother the shoreline yet.
Judy adjusted the hem of her shorts, brushing a few crumbs off her thigh. She leaned into Valerie’s shoulder, voice quiet. “Still want to play those songs before the tide pulls us away?”
Valerie’s gaze flicked toward the truck where her guitar case sat inside the backset, faintly dusted with fine grit from the drive. She nodded, lips curving slightly. “Yeah. Think it’s time.”
Sera sat up slowly, not with reluctance, just the natural resistance of limbs too full of comfort. “Are you writing new sad ones again or are we finally getting something with a beat?”
Valerie smirked without looking. “You’ll see.”
Sandra’s voice came soft behind her. “Even the sad ones beat, if you listen right.”
Valerie reached for Judy’s hand again, squeezed gently. “Let’s get it set up.”
No rush, no grand announcement. Just the slow rise from shared stillness, a pause in paradise before music met the wind. The kind of rhythm a morning like this was made for.
The sand still held a lingering trace of warmth where they'd been sitting, but the sun was climbing now, lifting the light just enough to silver the edges of the waves. Valerie stood slowly, brushing her palms on the thighs of her denim shorts as she stepped over toward the truck. The gulls had gone quiet for a spell, leaving only the wind and the hush of the tide curling against the bluff.
She popped the back door and reached inside, fingers closing gently around the old guitar case. It was scratched up in places, a couple of the decals peeling around the edges, but it opened smooth as ever. Valerie slung the strap over her shoulder, the weight of it settling into her collarbone like it remembered where to rest.
Sera turned her head, sitting up a little straighter. "Are we getting a show?"
Valerie only smiled as she made her way back toward the blanket. She sat down again, knees folding, guitar shifting against her hip. Judy leaned into her without a word, eyes soft as she brushed the back of her knuckles against Valerie’s thigh. Across the fire pit, Sandra shifted to sit cross-legged, her hand resting lightly over Sera’s shin. The moment held.
Valerie adjusted the tuning pegs with a quiet patience, letting the sounds fall into place. Then, without any formal start, she began to strum.
Her voice came in easy, low, the kind of tone that didn’t demand attention so much as welcome it.
“There’s always music playing somewhere in this house A laugh from the kitchen, feet up on the couch Judy hums when she’s deep in her edit Sera sings wrong notes just to get a reaction Sandra’s reading on the porch swing And I never thought I’d get to be part of this kind of quiet”
Judy smiled immediately, her hand slipping into Valerie’s free one, the pad of her thumb brushing over the place where freckled skin met callus.
“We don’t talk about forever we just keep showing up Dinners, late walks, hands brushing at the sink There’s nothing dramatic Just love that stayed And keeps choosing itself every day”
Sera let out a soft laugh under her breath, leaning into Sandra, who was already watching Valerie with a reverent sort of calm.
“This is the life we made No speeches, no parade Just three people who know where to find me Even when I don’t know where I am It’s not a dream It’s better it’s real It’s morning coffee and knowing looks It’s everything I never thought I’d feel This is the life The life we made”
Valerie's voice caught a little there, not in pitch, but in something quieter. She looked at Judy then, their eyes meeting, and neither of them needed to say anything.
“There’s no need to name it It’s in the way they touch my shoulder In the way they say “you’re okay” Before I even ask”
Sandra rested her chin against Sera’s shoulder. Sera’s eyes were glossy, but she didn’t blink it away.
“This is the life we made No need to be brave Just laughter, heat, silence, and grace All held in the same space It’s not something we found It’s something we built With hands, time, and every broken thing we healed This is the life The life we made”
The wind picked up slightly, brushing strands of Valerie’s hair across her cheek. She didn’t move them.
“Maybe no one writes about this part But this is what I’ll remember The way they look at me Like I’m still theirs Even on the hard days”
She looked at Sera, then Sandra, then back to Judy again.
"This is the life we made No promises left unpaid No need for songs to say it all But here I am anyway Singing Not because I have to But because I finally can This is the life The life we made"
The final chord lingered, vibrating softly into the morning light.
Sera sniffed, nudged her elbow into Sandra. "We’re so screwed if she ever starts charging admission."
Sandra didn’t answer. She just reached across and took her hand.
Judy leaned in, pressed her lips gently to Valerie’s cheek, letting the warmth of the song settle between them.
Valerie didn’t say a word. She just squeezed Judy’s hand back, and for a long while, that was enough.
Valerie’s fingers hovered just a breath over the strings, the last chord still humming beneath her skin. She didn’t move right away. Neither did anyone else.
The silence wasn’t empty, it was full. Sera’s mouth had parted slightly, like she meant to say something but forgot how words worked for a second. Judy was watching her with that look again. The one that said everything without needing to say a thing. Her brown eyes a little glassy, the heel of her thumb tracing absent circles along Valerie’s knee like she was steadying herself with touch.
Sandra let out a breath first, soft through her nose. “You wrote that for us?”
Valerie nodded once, eyes flicking to the edge of the bluff before settling back on the three of them. “Yeah. After the canyon. After everything… it just wouldn’t leave my head.”
Sera tilted her head. “It felt like… walking in the front door. That it felt kind of safe.”
Judy leaned in, pressing a kiss just under Valerie’s ear, her lips lingering. “It’s everything I’d try to say and never get right.”
Valerie let the warmth settle before she moved again, thumb brushing a stray bit of sand from the frets. “I wasn’t even sure I’d play it today. But sitting here like this it felt right.”
A gull called in the distance, skimming low across the water before banking back toward the rocks. The morning had warmed, just enough to burn off the mist, the sun catching now on the curve of Judy’s hair and the arch of Sandra’s bare shoulder.
Valerie glanced down at the strings, plucked one just to hear it hum. “Alright,” she said softly. “One more. This one’s still rough, but I think it’s time.”
Sera shifted forward, arms wrapped around her knees, waiting. Sandra leaned into her side, her long brown hair draping off Sera's shoulder close but quiet. Judy rested her head lightly on Valerie’s shoulder again.
The breeze moved through the grass like breath, and Valerie began to play.
Valerie let the guitar rest lightly in her hands, the coolness of the strings against her fingertips. The world around them felt quiet, not waiting for something to happen but just breathing, alive at its own pace.
Judy was beside her, close but still enough space for the morning light to stretch between them. Valerie shifted, letting her hand brush lightly against Judy’s shoulder, her thumb trailing gently across the skin there. She took a slow breath, feeling the presence of the family around them, then began.
She strummed a few chords, slow, the sound rich but simple. It was easy at first, just feeling the strings beneath her fingers, getting into the rhythm of her voice. The moment unfolded around her.
“I’ve stood on rooftops, walked through flame
Had the whole damn world forget my name…”
Her voice didn’t rush. It didn’t need to. The song wasn’t just for them; it was for Judy. It was a confession whispered into the cool morning, something unspoken that had only existed between them until now.
“But right now, you’re beside me like it’s always been
Leaning in close, half a smile, soft grin…”
Her eyes flickered toward Judy, the smallest of smiles tugging at her lips as she sang the words. Judy’s gaze met hers soft, unwavering, and Valerie’s fingers drifted over the strings once more, grounding her voice.
“You trace lines in the dirt with your boot
Say something small, quiet and true…”
Judy didn’t speak, but her lips parted slightly, like she was catching every word, every note. Valerie could feel it. The stillness of the moment, wrapped up in the small sounds of their world.
“I don’t need anything big tonight
Just this moment, and your hand in mine…”
Valerie’s hand shifted from the guitar to Judy’s side, her fingers slipping across her waist as she let her voice soften, letting the lyrics settle between them.
The air felt different, like it had all aligned just for this. It wasn’t loud, it wasn't grand, but it was theirs.
“If I could choose forever
It’d look just like this
Smoke in our clothes
And your hand in my grip…”
The wind, still carrying the smell of the ocean, swept through their space, stirring their hair, drifting the faint scent of pine. The song seemed to blend into the rhythm of the world around them.
“No lights, no plans
Just your sleepy kiss
Yeah, if I could choose forever
It’d feel just like this…”
The strings hummed softly beneath her touch, and Valerie breathed with the melody. Judy’s hand, steady on her knee, made the distance between them feel even smaller.
The fire crackled again behind them, the last of its heat still lingering in the air. And Valerie leaned closer to Judy, the sound of her voice quieter now, but still carried by the weight of every word.
“The tent’s a mess, the fire’s burning low
But you still catch me staring, and you know
That I’d give up every song I ever played
Just to keep this quiet the way it stays…”
Judy’s hand slipped into hers, her touch light, but full of meaning. Valerie closed her eyes for a moment, letting the song breathe through her chest.
“If I could choose forever
It’d sound just like now
The wind in the trees
The hush we allow…”
The breeze didn’t rush them. It was just there, wrapping them in the softness of the morning.
“The way you breathe
When you start to drift
Yeah, if I could choose forever
It’d feel just like this…”
The rhythm of the song slowed just slightly. The quiet was deeper now, not empty but full of everything they had shared.
“We’ve had the chaos
We’ve had the noise
But this silence
Feels like a choice…”
Judy shifted beside her, just a little, fingers gently tracing Valerie’s arm. Her touch was a soft echo of the music, grounding her in the same quiet strength.
“If I could choose forever
It’d be this kind of night
With your fingers laced in mine
And the fire burning light…”
The last few chords pulled the air tighter, Valerie leaning into the final words, holding them there just for a moment, letting them settle.
“No headlines, no noise
Just the peace we missed
Yeah, if I could choose forever
It’d be just like this…”
As the last note faded, Valerie let her hand fall from the strings, the guitar settling in her lap. The world around them didn’t break; it simply held them in place.
The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It wrapped around them like the morning haze still clinging to the bluffs, soft and real and full of everything the song hadn’t needed to say out loud.
Valerie’s fingers stayed over the strings, not pressing, just resting there like even she wasn’t quite ready to let go. Judy hadn’t moved either. Her body still leaned into hers, their knees touching, that slow breath between them synced in some invisible rhythm they didn’t have to name.
She didn’t speak yet. Just reached across the blanket, her fingertips brushing along the faded denim at Valerie’s thigh, right above the seam. Her eyes met hers, no dramatics, no grand gestures. Just the look of someone who’d been seen.
“That one,” Judy said softly. “That’s mine.”
Valerie’s lashes dropped slightly, her head giving the smallest nod. “Was always yours.”
Her voice barely stirred the air, but the weight of it settled between them like a hand on a heartbeat. Judy’s fingers curled gently around Valerie’s knee, thumb brushing once across the seam again. No rush to do more. Just staying right there, together, inside whatever had just bloomed.
Sera let out a slow exhale, her head tipped slightly back red bangs catching the morning sunlight , a smile tugging at her lips that wasn’t teasing it was full. “You’re gonna wreck me before we even hit the beach.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly toward her, the arm behind Sera’s back tugging her in a little closer. “Better that than another sunburn.” Her voice was soft, like she didn’t want to break the quiet too loudly.
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder, her hand slipping into hers. “Did you write it back at the Lakehouse?” she asked, voice hushed, but curious. Her fingers squeezed just once.
Valerie nodded, brushing her thumb over Judy’s knuckles. “After you fell asleep editing. Your foot was in my lap, and I couldn’t move without waking you. So I just… sat there. And it came.”
Judy’s laugh was small and warm. “So I passed out drooling and you wrote me a love song?”
Valerie tilted her head, brushing a kiss just under Judy’s cheekbone. “You didn’t drool.”
“You’re a bad liar,” Judy murmured, but her smile deepened. “And a dangerously good songwriter.”
Valerie just shrugged lightly, lips curved near her temple. “You breathed like home.”
Judy kissed her without fanfare, slow and sure and necessary. Like punctuation, and breath. Valerie kissed her back just as slowly. Just as sure.
For a moment, no one moved.
Behind them, the wind curled through the dune grass again, lifting the scent of salt and pine and coffee that hadn’t quite finished cooling. The waves at the bluff base murmured something old and steady, like it had heard this before, and was glad to witness it again.
Sera leaned into Sandra’s side, cheek pressed to her shoulder now. Sandra didn’t shift away, just let their hands tangle naturally, her thumb tracing idle lines against Sera’s wrist.
No one asked what came next. They didn’t need to, because the song hadn’t ended.
It had simply joined them in the quiet, in the way their fingers stayed laced, in the way breath passed between lips and rested in the still morning.
Valerie didn’t move right away.
Her hand stayed in Judy’s, thumb tracing slow arcs across the skin just below the ring. The guitar rested quiet across her lap now, strings still warm beneath her palm, but the music had folded itself into the world around them into the hush of wind brushing low through the dune grass, into the distant pull of waves drawing foam across the sand.
Judy was still pressed close, temple nestled lightly beneath Valerie’s jaw. Her breath came steady, measured, like she was trying to memorize the shape of the quiet around them.
Sera’s head had tipped now fully against Sandra’s shoulder. Her eyes open, but unfocused, tracing a spot near the horizon where the sun had started to pull clearer through the mist. Light touched the line of her cheek, golden and soft, catching faint on the edges of her lashes.
No one filled the space. They didn’t have to.
Valerie finally shifted, only just enough to slide her guitar off her lap and rest it beside her. The sand gave a faint whisper beneath the weight, and Judy leaned back just enough to look at her. Their noses nearly touched.
“You okay?” she asked, not because she didn’t know, but because she wanted to hear it.
Valerie smiled faintly, her voice a low hum. “More than.”
Judy let her forehead press lightly against hers, eyes closing. Valerie’s fingers brushed up her back, slow over the tank top, the heat of her skin still lingering underneath. That kind of warmth you earned by staying close.
Sera stirred a little, sitting up enough to rub her eyes with the heel of her hand. “I vote we will never go back,” she mumbled.
Sandra smiled against her hair. “Where would we go, then?”
Sera blinked at her. “Nowhere. That’s the point.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath and looked out toward the bluff. The wind rolled in again, just enough to tug at the edge of her braid. “We’ve got a whole day,” she murmured. “Let’s make it slow.”
Judy reached down for the mug near her foot, now barely warm. She took a sip anyway, then passed it to Valerie without a word. Valerie drank too, then set it beside her, eyes still on the ocean.
The breeze carried the scent of salt and faint woodsmoke from the breakfast stove now long cooled, the ember scent mixing with cream cheese and sausage lingering from the plates. Somewhere further down the beach, a gull called once, then went quiet again, like it had nothing else to add.
They didn’t talk about what to do next. They just breathed in the morning that was still theirs. Hands laced, and her red hair caught in the wind. The sun rose just a little higher over the edge of the world.
The moment unfolded without needing a shape. Just the rhythm of the tide somewhere beyond the bluff, the warmth of skin against skin, and the soft scratch of dune grass brushing the cooler sand.
Valerie leaned back on her palms, letting the sun start to climb her collarbones. Judy still sat close beside her, their knees touching, the kind of contact that didn’t need to be noticed to be known. A gull passed overhead, slow and quiet, its wings slicing through the morning air with nothing more than a hush of feathers.
Sera stretched with a long groan, her arms overhead, shirt tugging slightly at her ribs. “Okay,” she mumbled through a yawn, “we said beach walk, right?”
Sandra gave a sleepy nod from where she still sat, one hand brushing stray curls out of her face. “You did. I just agreed not to stop you.”
Valerie smiled, slow and full. “After we clean up. Then the coast is ours.”
Judy was already reaching for the dishes, her fingers curling through the handles of the mugs with that practiced ease that came from mornings spent doing this a hundred different ways. Valerie brushed the last crumbs off the towel with the side of her hand and folded it with a light flick before slipping it into the crate.
They moved without needing to choreograph it, Judy rinsing the skillet with a splash of cool water, Valerie shaking out the utensils, Sera and Sandra wrapping up the stove and packing away the extra bagels. The kind of teamwork that came with knowing each other’s rhythms too well to need instruction.
A breeze kicked up again, lifting the edge of Valerie’s tank slightly as she stood, her hand brushing it back down without thought. Her braid shifted over her shoulder, catching the sun where it curved near the faded strap of her black sandal. Judy nudged her gently, a smile playing at her lips.
“Race you to the bluff path after?” she said.
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You sure you want to lose before noon?”
Sera perked up. “Wait, are we racing? I’m in.”
Sandra shook her head. “You just want an excuse to sprint barefoot through the sand.”
“It’s not an excuse if it’s who I am,” Sera replied, grinning wide.
Valerie tossed the last folded towel into the truck bed and turned to face the others, hand on her hip. “Alright. Clean-up’s done. Everyone got sunscreen?”
Judy held up the bottle and gave it a little shake. “Locked and loaded.”
Sera caught it mid-air as Judy tossed it to her. “Catch me if I burn,” she said, already dabbing it along her shoulders.
Sandra leaned over and helped smooth it across her back with a soft palm. Valerie stepped closer to Judy, fingers brushing the sun-warmed skin along her arm, and then trailed lightly over her hip as they started toward the bluff path.
The sand was warm now underfoot, flecks of mica catching in the light like forgotten stars scattered across the earth. The sound of the tide rolled closer with every step.
The path curved down in soft dips between the dunes, the sand looser here, warm where the sun had finally reached it. Valerie walked just a half step behind Judy, her hand brushing the back of Judy’s denim shorts now and then, never grabbing, just there. The breeze carried the brine sharp this close to the water fresh and unfiltered, with that faint bite of morning chill still tangled in it.
Sera jogged a little ahead, sandals half-off her heels, laughing like she couldn’t quite contain the way the light felt on her skin. Sandra trailed after her at a slower pace, arms crossed loosely but her smile lingering, tucked just at the corner of her mouth.
The beach opened gradually, not revealing just something patiently waiting to be seen. The tide was out, drawing long stretches of wet sand where gulls picked and wandered. Pale driftwood bones marked where the water had once reached, scattered like offerings. The cliffs stood back behind them now, sheltering without looming, and the ocean rolled in slow, glassy-blue and endless.
Judy paused near the line of water-smoothed stones, crouching to run her fingers through a cluster of seafoam. It curled around her wrist for a second, then disappeared like breath. “I forgot how quiet the waves are out here,” she said softly, glancing up at Valerie.
Valerie stepped closer, her hand brushing lightly through Judy’s hair before falling to her shoulder. “They’re louder at night,” she murmured. “But right now… they’re just saying good morning.”
Sera let out a sharp whistle from farther down the beach. “The last one to the tide line has to carry all the wet towels!”
Sandra rolled her eyes, kicking off her sandals in one motion. “That’s not how we agreed to decide chores.”
But she jogged anyway.
Valerie gave Judy a look, playful and conspiratorial. “Let ‘em have it?”
Judy’s smile curled slowly, already untying one sandal strap. “We’re grown-ups. We walk with grace.”
They didn’t walk with grace. They ran, laughing through the low tide spray as it misted up in their wake. Sera screamed something half-defiant, half-joy, her voice carried off by the wind before anyone could translate it. Sandra caught her at the edge of the surf, arms looping around her waist just long enough to lift her a few inches off the ground before setting her down with a dramatic splash.
The water was cold. Not painfully, but enough to earn gasps and curses as feet met the first wave.
Judy grabbed Valerie’s hand as the surf rushed past their ankles, steadying both of them. Valerie’s breath caught not from the cold, but from the sudden way Judy turned toward her, the sunlight catching in her lashes.
“I could stay right here,” Judy whispered. “All day.”
Valerie’s hand tightened in hers. “Then that’s exactly what we’ll do.”
The sea reached again, soft around their feet.
The day, unhurried and unclaimed, stretched wide and waiting.
The water pushed up again, gentler this time, cool enough to sting the edges of sleep still clinging to their limbs. Valerie curled her toes into the sand and let the wave break around them, foamy and low, the way a hush moved through a room before someone said something real.
Judy didn’t move right away. Her hand stayed locked with Valerie’s, thumb brushing slow and absent over her knuckles. Her tank top clung now in spots where the sea had splashed high, a darker shade of green dampened at the hem. Valerie glanced down, catching the sunlight bending across Judy’s thigh where the denim of her shorts was already soaked halfway up.
“This counts as swimming,” Judy said, deadpan. “Tell Sera if she demands more, she can build us a raft.”
Valerie huffed a quiet laugh through her nose. “You want me to carry you back like a noble steed?”
Judy laughed. “Only if I get to steer.”
Valerie smirked, stepping a little deeper, the water now lapping just over her ankles. “You already do.”
Sera let out another shout farther down the shore, arms thrown wide as she charged knee-deep into the next incoming wave. It broke against her legs and sprayed up toward Sandra, who dodged most of it but not quite all, her laugh sharp and bright in return.
“That’s your daughter,” Judy said, tilting her head just enough to catch Valerie’s expression.
Valerie’s eyes stayed forward, but her mouth quirked. “Our daughter,” she corrected gently. “And yeah. That’s her.”
They walked the shallows together, just far enough to stay soaked and cool, their sandals forgotten behind them. Seaweed caught along the rocks like ribbons left by something older than memory. A gull swept low and landed near the tide line, watching with that idle coastal boldness like it had a claim to the beach and was merely tolerating the company.
Valerie’s fingers drifted along the edge of Judy’s wrist, then slid down to her palm, locking them together tighter.
“Still wanna walk the stretch?” she asked, voice quieter now, not from fatigue, just wrapped in the moment.
Judy nodded. “Yeah. I wanna see how far the world goes before it stops looking like us.”
They turned slightly, stepping away from the others, letting the coastline open wide beside them. No trail, or path. Just wet sand, the sea to their left, and that soft shushing sound that never stopped waves pulling in, letting go, over and over.
Behind them, Sera had dropped down onto her back in the shallows, letting the water rush around her while Sandra stood guard a few feet away, arms crossed but smiling.
Valerie didn’t need to look to feel it.
Here, the world wasn’t asking, or rushing. The ocean breathed beside them, and Judy’s shoulder bumped softly against hers with every few steps.
No destination, or need to fill the quiet. Just the steady rhythm of peace, and the gentle weight of love, walking beside her.
The beach stretched wide ahead of them, untouched except for the soft crescent prints their sandals had left behind half-dissolving already in the wash of each tide. The wind pressed low and slow along the curve of the bluff, threading through the strands of Judy’s hair, catching a hint of green and salt and memory as it brushed back from her face.
Valerie glanced sideways just long enough to watch her. Not just a look something more like a pause, like her entire world leaned in to remember this exact shape of Judy walking beside her. Shoulders loose. Brow unknotted. Her hand was still in hers.
They walked like that for a while, neither speaking, the silence not thick but alive. Every few paces Judy would shift just enough that her fingers traced Valerie’s wrist again, that familiar orbit their bodies had found over years of surviving. Not to stay close. To be close.
A shell caught the light ahead broken in half, edges worn smooth by years of tide. Judy slowed, tugging Valerie gently toward it before crouching down. She ran a thumb along the inner curve, smiling faintly.
“Almost perfect,” she said, voice soft against the breeze.
Valerie crouched beside her, brushing her fingers along the sand. “Means it’s been around.”
Judy nodded once, then held it out like an offering. “Here. For your stash.”
Valerie smiled and took it, tucking it carefully into the front pocket of her shorts. “Reckon that makes five?”
“Six,” Judy said, rising again with a slight grin. “You forgot the one I hid in your guitar case last trip.”
“You what?” Valerie’s brow rose.
Judy tilted her head, playful. “You didn’t find it?”
Valerie gave her a look. “I thought that was a seasnail. I panicked and launched it into the driveway.”
Judy laughed, bright and unfiltered, a sound that tugged something open in Valerie’s chest and left it breathing there. “Next time,” she said, looping her arm through Valerie’s as they started walking again, “label it.”
The sun crept higher now, chasing the morning chill with it, warming the sand just enough that it clung differently to the sides of their feet. The air smelled richer this far from camp, less smoke, more salt, pine, and ocean-stored heat rising from the rocks ahead.
“Think they’re still playing in the surf?” Valerie asked, glancing back.
Judy turned briefly, shading her eyes with her hand. “Looks like it. Sera’s soaked. Sandra’s giving that look she does when she’s pretending she’s not having fun.”
“Mm.” Valerie smirked faintly. “That’s a good one.”
Judy bumped her shoulder again, softer this time, lingering a little longer. “We can go back in a bit,” she said, her voice low. “But right now we can stay like this.”
Valerie nodded slowly. “Yeah let's stay for now.”
They kept going until the sand narrowed into a curve where the tide had bitten deeper into the land. A few twisted pieces of driftwood marked the edge, bleached and gnarled like bones left behind by an older sea. Valerie let go of Judy’s hand only to climb up onto one of the logs, balancing as the wind tugged at her braid.
Judy stepped close, hands on Valerie’s hips to steady her. “Are you planning on diving off like some punk rock sea spirit?”
Valerie grinned down at her. “Thinking about it.”
Judy tilted her head. “Let me get the camera first.”
“Nope.” Valerie hopped down again with a little splash of sand. “This one’s just for us.”
Judy caught her mid-step, arms wrapping around her waist as their feet found the same patch of sand. Valerie leaned in, forehead resting lightly against hers.
There, with the waves brushing up behind them and the sky stretching high and open above, they stood breathing in time, no one watching, no script needed.
Just the rhythm of the life they made, held gently in the hush between waves.
Valerie didn’t pull away right away. Her forehead still resting against Judy’s, their bodies swayed slightly with the push of the breeze. The wind had picked up just enough to stir her red braid across Judy’s shoulder. She didn’t fix it. Just let it settle where it wanted.
Judy’s thumbs brushed slow circles into Valerie’s hips, grounding her with no pressure behind it. Her voice came quiet, the kind that didn’t try to stretch across the moment just join it. “We always end up here,” she murmured. “Not this beach. Just… here.”
Valerie’s eyes drifted open, emerald catching the early sun, soft with sleep’s edge still not entirely gone. “Yeah,” she said, her lips curving just enough to be felt more than seen. “Like gravity figured us out before we did.”
Judy smiled at that, pulling back just far enough to let her hand move up, brushing a thumb over Valerie’s freckled cheek. “You’re warm.”
“That’s 'cause you keep holding me,” Valerie said, tone easy but tender. “Not complaining.”
“Good.” Judy’s hand slid down, fingers curling lightly around Valerie’s. “Let’s sit.”
They found a flatter patch just past the driftwood, sea-worn and still damp from where the tide had stretched its reach earlier. Valerie dropped down first, legs folding under her, arms bracing back behind her in the sand. Judy settled beside her, not touching at first, just close enough their knees brushed with each breath.
The wind pulled the scent of salt around them again, soft and steady. Waves rolled in, breaking against the narrowed crescent of the beach, each one falling with a rhythm that felt almost meditative now. Behind them, laughter still rose in spurts from the surf Sera, unmistakable, shrieking like she'd just taken a faceful of cold water. Sandra’s reply came lower, warm and amused.
Valerie tilted her head slightly, not looking at the ocean, but at Judy instead. “We’ve had a lot of good days,” she said quietly. “But this one’s already up there.”
Judy turned to meet her gaze. “Yeah?”
Valerie nodded. “Just feels like… nothin’s askin’ for anything right now. Not the world. Not the past. Just us. That doesn’t happen often.”
Judy didn’t say anything for a beat. Then she reached down, scooped a bit of damp sand in her hand, and let it sift slowly through her fingers.
“That’s what I want more of,” she said. “Days where we don’t owe anything but each other.”
Valerie reached over, brushed a line through the sand where Judy’s hand had been. “You already got me,” she said. “Every version.”
The ocean exhaled behind them, steady and unbothered. Somewhere above, gulls circled but didn’t call, and the sun began to warm just enough to draw heat from the sand instead of just light.
They sat like that a little longer, Valerie’s hand finding Judy’s again. Fingers laced, not because they needed to be, but because they always came back to that.
This was the life they made, and mornings like this didn’t ask for more.
The wind stirred the edge of Judy’s tank top as she leaned into Valerie’s side again, slow and without fanfare just instinct, like gravity pulling her where she already belonged. Their hands stayed laced, palms warm from the sun now working its way down their forearms. Valerie’s thumb moved in a quiet rhythm over the back of Judy’s hand, a motion so familiar it might’ve started before either of them even realized.
The sand beneath them had dried in patches, thin crusts of salt tracing the folds near their legs. It shifted faintly when Judy shifted her weight, resting her head on Valerie’s shoulder, the top of her hair brushing the underside of Valerie’s jaw. She didn’t speak, and neither did Valerie. They didn’t need to. The hush wasn’t something to be filled, it was the whole reason they were here.
Out in the surf, Sera let out another laugh, more distant now. The wind was carrying their voices down the beach instead of toward it, which made it feel like they were wrapped in something softer. Protected, somehow. Valerie’s gaze drifted across the waves, then toward the sky, where a few strands of cloud moved so slow they could’ve been mistaken for scratches in the glass.
“I think I could stay here forever,” she murmured finally, voice low and even.
Judy hummed, the sound vibrating faintly against Valerie’s shoulder. “You say that like I’d stop you.”
Valerie smiled. It wasn’t wide or performative just that quiet press of lips that held more than any line could. “Think the others would notice if we just didn’t move?”
Judy gave a slow, sleepy shrug. “Maybe. But I don’t think they’d mind.”
Valerie let her head rest against Judy’s. The sun crept higher, the kind of summer gold that softened rather than burned. Somewhere behind them, the gulls had taken to circling louder now, their cries blending into the breeze that carried the scent of seaweed, pine, and woodsmoke faint on the edge.
The sound of water slapping against the driftwood nearby kept pace with their breathing.
Judy’s fingers squeezed hers. “Tell me something.”
Valerie’s brow tilted faintly. “Something like what?”
“Anything,” Judy whispered. “Just your voice.”
Valerie turned her face just enough that her lips brushed Judy’s temple when she answered. “Okay. Let’s see… When I was fifteen, I thought sunsets were just sky lies.”
Judy tilted her head to look at her. “What?”
Valerie smirked, only barely. “I thought someone somewhere was repainting the sky just to mess with us. Like what if none of it’s real, and it’s all just chroma filters and mood lighting?”
“And now?” Judy asked.
Valerie leaned back a little, let her gaze follow a slow-moving gull overhead. “Now I think sometimes the sky just tells the truth loud enough for people like us to finally listen.”
Judy didn’t answer. She just leaned in again, arms curling around Valerie’s waist like she’d never left it, her breath brushing slow against her neck.
Valerie just held her there. Not as something to protect, prove, or even promise. Just because she was hers.
The waves behind them kept reaching, over and over, and nothing tried to stop them.
The breeze shifted again, soft but steady, pushing a few strands of green and pink across Judy’s cheek. Valerie reached up without thinking, brushing them back behind her ear with the back of her fingers. Not a stroke. Just a touch, anchored in rhythm like she was tuning a chord she already knew by heart.
Judy leaned into it, her eyes half-lidded, content. Her voice came slowly, somewhere between a whisper and a hum. “We’re not missing anything, are we?”
Valerie smiled against her forehead. “Just chaos.”
A pause stretched between them. Not silence, there was too much sound for that. The sea was still talking, always talking. Waves breaking not in crash but in hush. Grass rustling along the dunes behind them, dried by sun and kissed by salt. The creak of a sand-worn driftwood branch as it settled beneath its own weight. It was the kind of music Valerie had spent half a lifetime chasing, only to find it was never meant to be played on a stage.
Judy’s hand shifted slightly, slipping beneath the hem of Valerie’s tank top, her palm settling warm against her lower back. Just enough to feel the breath there. Just enough to remind herself it was real.
Valerie’s fingers traced light patterns against Judy’s ribs through the thin cotton of her shirt. “I wrote part of a new song yesterday in my head,” she murmured.
“Yeah?” Judy asked, eyes closed now.
Valerie nodded. “It started with a line about you mumbling in your sleep and elbowing me for stealing the covers.”
“That’s slander,” Judy whispered.
“Documented truth,” Valerie countered. “Witnessed by the blanket and my frozen shoulders.”
Judy huffed a quiet laugh, her chest rising against Valerie’s side. “Gonna make me famous one day. ‘The Ballad of Elbow Queen.’”
Valerie rested her chin on Judy’s crown, breathing in the trace scent of salt and sunscreen and something uniquely hers. “Too soft a name. I was thinking something bolder. ‘Snuggle Saboteur.’”
Judy smiled into her shoulder. “Mm. As long as the chorus is sweet, I’ll allow it.”
They didn’t laugh big, didn’t shake the sky with it. It was something quieter, fuller. The kind that curled between ribs and settled.
Further down the beach, Sera’s laugh rang out again, distant but clear. A splash followed, then Sandra’s voice calling out something indistinct but unmistakably warm.
Judy’s hand curled a little tighter around Valerie’s side. “We should join them soon.”
Valerie nodded slowly. “We will.”
Neither of them moved. The sun kept rising, and for now, they just let it.
Valerie shifted her weight slightly, arm still around Judy’s waist as she watched a far-off arc of water shoot into the air, Sera, clearly. Her voice carried over the wind, half-laugh, half-taunt, followed by the low splash of someone retaliating. Probably Sandra. You could almost hear the grin even without seeing it.
She tilted her head, letting the edge of her braid fall across her collarbone, and glanced down at Judy, eyes catching just enough gold from the rising sun to glow under the shadow of her lashes.
“You think we should start a water fight with them,” Valerie murmured, voice lazy with amusement, “or should we just let them be?”
Judy’s fingers shifted on her back, a small circle drawn without looking. “Mm,” she mused, still nestled close. “Tempting. But if we go in now, Sera’s gonna turn on us both like a gremlin with a grudge.”
Valerie chuckled. “We could take her.”
“Sure,” Judy said, lifting her head just enough to meet her gaze. “But you’d have to be bait.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “What happened to ‘till death do us part’?”
Judy kissed the corner of her mouth. “That was before you suggested aquatic combat against our spawn.”
Valerie squinted toward the surf, watching Sera whirl through the shallows like a blur of sunburn waiting to happen.
“She’s not that fierce,” she said, a little too hopefully.
A distant shriek punctuated by a splash made them both glance down the shoreline again. Sera had tackled Sandra into the shallows, both of them now drenched and laughing like it meant nothing could ever go wrong in the world again.
Judy leaned into Valerie’s side with a smirk. “Yeah, no, she’s a demon.”
Valerie sighed dramatically. “We really raised her too well.”
“Terrible parenting,” Judy agreed. “She’s got confidence, aim, and no mercy.”
Valerie let the moment breathe again, eyes trailing back toward their camp, then toward the waves. “Alright. Five more minutes,” she said, sliding her fingers between Judy’s. “Then we hit ‘em with the sneak attack.”
Judy nudged Valerie’s hip with her own, dry smile forming as she watched the incoming chaos. “Bold plan,” she murmured, like she already knew exactly how it was going to end, and was still ready to follow her in any way.
Valerie grinned. “We don’t get many quiet beach days.”
Judy’s thumb brushed over the back of her hand. “That’s why I wanna spend it like this. Just… watching you plan war crimes with love in your eyes.”
Valerie laughed softly, forehead dropping to rest against hers. “You really do get me.”
The tide pulled in again, cool and slow across the sand like it was waiting to see what they’d do next.
Valerie smiled as the breeze passed, soft across her freckled cheek, carrying the sound of waves and distant laughter.
"She had this fiery spirit ever since the day we adopted her," she said, quiet but sure. "Every time the world tried to take it away… she just found a way to burn even brighter."
The words sat there for a moment, not needing more. Judy didn’t answer right away; she just leaned a little heavier into her side, her thumb brushing slowly over Valerie’s wrist, anchoring them both to the moment.
A gull called out somewhere beyond the bluff. The sea stretched open in front of them, all that blue-gray shine rolling in lazy curves toward shore.
Valerie looked down the beach again. Sera had just barreled forward, Sandra dodging to the side but not fast enough. Another splash, bigger this time, laughter tearing open like the sky hadn’t ever known pain. Sera was soaked. Her red hair was a mess, and emerald eyes were bright.
“She’s got no off switch,” Judy murmured, watching with a grin that tugged sideways. “Total menace.”
Valerie huffed. “Yeah she has no chill. But all of the heart.”
Judy nodded once, her voice gentler now. “And somehow… still our girl.”
Valerie reached for her hand, fingers slipping between hers. “Always.”
They stood like that, another beat, nothing heavy, just presence. The kind of quiet that wrapped around you like warmth.
Valerie shifted her stance slightly, her bare toes curling into the damp sand. She watched the chaos building down the shoreline, where Sera had retreated just long enough to scoop another handful of seawater and charge again, full tilt.
Judy glanced sideways, reading her without needing words. “You’re thinking about it, aren’t you.”
Valerie’s smile curved slowly. “Thinking? I’m strategizing.”
Judy chuckled softly, fingers still laced through hers. “What’s the plan, Mi amor?”
“We go for Sandra first,” Valerie murmured. “She’s the one with dignity. Sera’ll go feral defending her.”
“Bold choice,” Judy said, eyes narrowed with mock-seriousness. “But if you’re wrong, we both get soaked.”
Valerie tilted her head, braid catching in the breeze. “That’s the fun part.”
Judy sighed theatrically, then bumped her shoulder against Valerie’s. “You’re lucky I love you.”
“I’m lucky,” Valerie agreed, voice low now, playful. “But mostly I’m fast.”
They started walking again, a little quicker this time. Still holding hands, still letting the morning stretch around them, but now with the barely-contained energy of conspirators. The tide reached for their ankles once, and Valerie let it, cold washing over skin and pulling a quiet gasp from her. Judy grinned.
A few gulls cried overhead, wheeling lazy arcs against the pale blue. The surf played louder now, not because it had changed, but because they were close enough to see Sera’s arms wind back for another throw, Sandra ducking too late, water arcing wide.
Judy leaned in, her voice a soft hum near Valerie’s ear. “One good distraction... and I bet we take ‘em both down.”
Valerie’s eyes sparked. “On three?”
“On two,” Judy whispered, already grinning.
They didn’t run yet. But their feet edged closer to the tide, their bodies shifting, breath syncing in that quiet, anticipatory rhythm.
The attack hadn’t begun, it was already happening, and the ocean was waiting to be part of it.
They didn’t count to three, and didn’t need to.
Valerie gave the faintest tilt of her chin, and Judy was already kicking off her sandals mid-step as they broke into a run quietly at first, all breath and sand and the low slap of waves against their legs.
The sun caught Valerie’s red braid as it whipped behind her, salt already collecting at the edges of her hair from the morning breeze. Judy stayed close, half a step behind but grinning like hell, her green and pink strands flashing with every stride.
Down by the surf, Sera turned just in time too late.
Valerie crashed into her from the side, arms wide, sweeping both of them straight into a shallow swell. Water exploded up in a glittering arc, and Sera’s shriek was half shock, half laughter.
Judy made straight for Sandra, not a full tackle, just enough force to pull her off balance as they both hit the water sideways. Sandra yelped, then immediately retaliated with a splash so perfectly aimed it sent Judy sputtering.
“Ambush!” Sera called, flipping onto her knees in the wet sand. “It’s a coup!”
Valerie wrestled her into another wave, grinning so wide her freckles almost shimmered in the sun. “No mercy for the smug!”
Sandra had gotten her footing again and was now pelting water toward Judy with both hands, mouth open in mid-laugh, curls plastered against her face. “I was promised breakfast, not betrayal!”
“You were warned about the tide,” Judy shot back, sliding low through the water and sweeping a wave straight into Sandra’s stomach. “It's not my fault you can’t read the subtext.”
The fight was chaotic, but the kind that never tipped over had no real threat, just limbs and laughter and water swirling like it had been waiting all morning for this exact kind of joy. The sea caught their shouts and scattered them, letting them echo down the beach and out into the wind.
Valerie found herself ducked low in the surf, half-soaked and breathless, the strap of her gray swimsuit clinging to her shoulder, hair sticking across her jaw. Sera lunged again, but this time she grabbed Valerie in a tight bear hug instead of a tackle.
“Okay…okay!” Valerie laughed, staggering upright. “Truce, truce…my ribs, Starshine.”
Sera held on a second longer, then pulled back with a look that still had childhood mischief behind her eyes. “You started it.”
“Technically,” Judy called, voice behind a grin, “it was me. I’m just saying. I’m the real villain here.”
Sandra raised a hand from where she sat half-submerged. “Can confirm.”
The sun was higher now, draping warmth across their shoulders and glinting off the droplets on their skin. Judy’s smile was softer when she turned toward Valerie again, breath just starting to steady.
Valerie brushed a wet strand behind her ear, then reached down and pulled Judy to her feet. “Worth it?”
Judy stepped in close, wet hands slipping against Valerie’s waist. “Every drop.”
Behind them, Sera threw herself backward into the next wave like she belonged to it, arms wide, the world wide open.
Sandra let herself drift next to her, head tilted to the sky, toes dragging through the shallows.
No one called time, or rushed toward towels.
They stayed like that, four figures tangled in salt and sand and light. The kind of morning that didn’t try to prove anything. It's just letting them be.
Sera floated for a moment, the water gentle beneath her back, eyes closed against the sunlight filtering through her lashes. The tide rocked slow beneath her like the ocean hadn’t quite decided if it wanted to hold her or let her drift. Her fingers broke the surface now and then, lazy strokes just to keep herself in place.
Sandra stayed beside her, close but not touching, her curls plastered damp to her neck. Every few seconds she glanced sideways, not worried, just… watching. Like maybe if she looked long enough, she’d memorize this version of Sera too.
Valerie let herself fall back into the wet sand just above the surf line, one arm draped across her forehead, chest still rising from the run and laughter. Judy plopped down beside her, legs stretched out, sandals forgotten up the beach somewhere. Her tank was nearly transparent now, clinging to the deep green of her swimsuit underneath, hair stuck to one side of her face like the ocean had tried to claim her too.
“Think we woke the whole bluff,” Judy said, catching her breath.
“Let ‘em complain,” Valerie murmured. “We earned it.”
Judy tilted her head, smirking, teasing the edge of her mouth. “Is that your battle cry now?”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes, just let the sun hit her freckled cheeks. “That’s my love letter.”
Judy leaned in, pressed a soft kiss to the corner of her mouth. “Then don’t ever stop writing it.”
A gull wheeled overhead. Somewhere behind them, a few small stones shifted from a breeze moving through the bluffside grass. But mostly it was just the sound of the water, pulling in, letting go.
Sera stood up finally, her silhouette framed in the low glitter of the waves, her tank clinging to her ribs, a stream of water running from her hair down her spine. She reached out a hand to Sandra without saying anything.
Sandra took it, no hesitation. Rose with her like she’d always been meant to.
Valerie propped herself up on her elbows, squinting toward them. “Are we calling it?”
Sera pushed her hair back. “We’re calling it a tie.”
“That’s generous,” Judy said.
Sandra smiled sideways. “We’re feeling charitable.”
They started walking back toward them, wet footprints trailing behind in uneven lines. The sun hit them both just right, red hair catching like copper fire, curls drying into soft spirals across Sandra’s shoulders. Just their shadows stretching across the sand, moving closer with each step.
Valerie sat up fully, brushing her fingers down Judy’s arm. “Think we’ve got dry towels back at camp?”
“Maybe one,” Judy said. “You’re welcome to it if you win rock-paper-scissors.”
Valerie smirked. “I don’t need a towel.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Oh?”
“I’ve got a wife,” Valerie said, her voice low, teasing, but warm in that way only Judy ever got to hear. Her eyes didn’t leave her. “Way better than a towel.”
Judy laughed, full and bright. “Bold of you to assume I’m not also wet and freezing.”
Valerie leaned in, her voice lower now. “Then guess we better warm each other up.”
Sera groaned audibly as she dropped onto the sand beside them. “I swear this is why I’m a menace.”
Sandra chuckled, flopping down beside her. “It’s inherited by parental love.”
The tide crept forward again, catching the edge of their feet, brushing cool salt against sunwarmed skin. No one moved to pull away. They just let it come. Let the sea welcome them back like it had been waiting.
The warmth between them lingered even as the breeze teased the damp edges of their clothes. The tide kept moving, a steady hush that didn’t ask anything of them. Valerie leaned back on her palms again, breathing in slowly. Salt, sun, and the softened musk of the dunes carried through the air. The grains of sand clung to her arms, damp but fine, speckled against the freckles that had only deepened under the sky these last few days.
Judy reached over without a word, fingers brushing one of the shells near Valerie’s hip, half-buried and glossy. She tucked it into her own palm for a moment, thumb tracing its curve absently before setting it down between them like it belonged there now. Her knee knocked gently against Valerie’s as she shifted, head tilting up toward the sky.
“Feels like we’re exactly where we should be,” she murmured.
Valerie didn’t speak right away. She let that sink in the quiet truth of it. The kind you didn’t have to analyze, just breathe with. A few gulls wheeled overhead again, distant enough to be background, part of the rhythm.
Sera had sprawled out beside Sandra now, her hair fanned across Sandra’s stomach as if claiming it as a pillow. Sandra had one arm behind her head, the other trailing slow circles against Sera’s back. No one was talking, but the stillness wasn’t empty. It felt like the page after a perfect sentence. One you didn’t want to write over too fast.
Valerie reached out, brushing her hand lightly across Judy’s thigh, her thumb smoothing over the damp denim there. “You wanna walk back soon?”
Judy shook her head, a faint smile still playing at the corners of her mouth. “Eventually.”
“Mmm.” Valerie leaned in, pressed a kiss to the space just beneath Judy’s jaw. “The only reason I ask is I left our last dry bag of trail mix in the cooler.”
“Temptress,” Judy whispered, not moving, not pretending to fight the way her body eased toward her again. “You’re using snacks to negotiate.”
“It worked on you for eleven years now.” Valerie pulled back just enough to meet her dark brown eyes. “Don’t see a reason to stop.”
Behind them, Sandra’s voice broke the quiet just enough. “If you two start making out again, Sera’s gonna pretend she needs therapy.”
“I already do,” Sera said flatly, not even lifting her head. “I just pretend less now.”
Valerie grinned. “You’re welcome.”
Judy sat up a little straighter, brushing the wet hair off her face. “Alright. Ten more minutes. Then we drag ourselves back to camp and consider pretending to be dry.”
Valerie let her fingers curl around Judy’s. “Or we just accept that we’re salt people now.”
“Sea creatures,” Judy said, sighing as she rested her head briefly on Valerie’s shoulder. “Domesticated, sun-kissed sea creatures.”
“Not a bad fate,” Valerie murmured, the words low against her temple.
The waves reached up again, cooler now as the sun climbed higher, but none of them moved yet.
Sera shifted, lifting her head just enough to squint toward the horizon. “Bet we’ve got sand in places sand was never meant to be,” she muttered, voice thick with that post-adrenaline laziness.
Sandra’s fingers swept gently through her damp curls. “And yet here you are, still lying in it.”
“Too warm to care,” Sera said, eyes closing again as she settled back down.
Valerie let her gaze drift across them before glancing to her right, where Judy’s profile caught the sun just right, her lashes soft against the light, skin still dewy with sea spray, the deep green of her suit just visible beneath the cling of her tank. Valerie could’ve lived in this image. Framed it somewhere deep inside her and pulled it out on the hard days.
“You think there’s enough propane left to heat water later?” she asked, quiet, but the domestic thought settled in like comfort.
Judy nodded, her voice still low. “Brought a spare tank. Should be enough for coffee and rinsing the salt off.”
Valerie smiled. “You think of everything.”
Judy let out a faint laugh. “You think of songs. I think of logistics. That's why this works.”
Their fingers were still laced. Valerie gave them the softest squeeze, then leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to the inside of Judy’s wrist. “I like this version of logistics.”
Judy didn’t say anything, but her hand turned in Valerie’s grasp, thumb tracing slow across the back of hers in response.
Further down the shore, the water glinted and shimmered in low, lazy ripples. Small waves rolled in, not enough to break loud just that subtle hush and pull, again and again, like the ocean wasn’t in a hurry. Like it had time to match their pace.
Sandra sat up, brushing sand off her arms, eyes narrowing toward the slope that led back to camp. “The sun's getting strong. If we wait much longer, the towels’ll be hotter than we are.”
Sera groaned from her lap. “Don’t make me move. I’m becoming one with the earth.”
Valerie reached over and flicked a bit of damp sand in her direction. “You said that yesterday too.”
Sera cracked one eye open. “And I meant it.”
Valerie laughed. “I’m gonna start charging you rent if you keep claiming all the good sun patches.”
“I’m a child of the desert,” Sera declared. “I deserve sun priority.”
Sandra snorted. “True, but we've been living in Klamath Falls.”
Sera waved her hand. “Technicalities.”
Valerie laughed and sat up slowly, muscles catching just a little from the cooled-down adrenaline. “Alright. Time to see what survived the flood. Clothes. Dignity. Maybe that extra bagel we hid in the towel bin.”
Judy pulled herself upright too, brushing damp hair off her face and grabbing her sandals by the straps. “If it's soggy, I'm blaming you.”
Valerie grinned, voice low. “Blame me anyway. I kinda like it.”
They all stood slowly, brushing off sand and stretching arms to the sky. Shoulders bumped. Fingers found each other again. The sun was higher now, the angle changing, heat kissing across their necks and collarbones as the ocean curved behind them like a watching giant.
Chapter 27: This Life We Made Part 2
Summary:
The Alvarez family Valerie, Judy, Sera, and Sandra continue their coastal vacation, leaning into the rare peace of being together with no responsibilities. Campfires burn low, ocean breezes drift through the tents, and laughter fills the long afternoons. They play card games, joke about snacks and gummy bribes, and share quiet moments under the stars.
Sandra remains the steady anchor while Sera’s chaotic energy keeps things playful. Judy and Valerie ease into the rhythm of the days, reflecting on how far they’ve come both as parents and as partners. It’s a trip about remembering who they are beyond the battles: family, wives, lovers, and daughters, bound by love and stubborn joy.
Chapter Text
The sand shifted under their feet, still damp from the tide but beginning to warm under the steady rise of the sun. Valerie adjusted her grip on her sandals, one strap looped through her fingers, her other hand brushing against Judy’s as they started back toward camp. There wasn’t much space between them, and neither made any move to widen it.
Behind them, Sera and Sandra followed in loose step Sera with her tank bunched in one hand, the other running back through her hair to squeeze out the last of the seawater, Sandra shaking out her brown curls, her smile soft and quiet like it always got after too much sun and laughter.
“You think anything’s still dry?” Sera asked, gaze half-lidded against the sun.
“No chance,” Sandra murmured. “But we’ve got sunlight and time. We’ll survive.”
The path curved gently between dune grass and bleached driftwood. A breeze tugged at the hem of Valerie’s tank, kicked light salt spray up from a nearby ridge of wet sand. She breathed it in, slow and deep. It wasn’t clean, not in the sterile way ocean-brushed and fire-kissed, full of pine, wind, salt, and the echo of four lives wound together.
Camp came into view again like it had always been waiting for them. The stove sat quiet now, towel-draped mugs still resting by the crate, the cooler half-shaded where someone had kicked it further under the tarp. The blankets they'd left by the firepit had shifted a little in the breeze, corners curled, edges coated with a light dusting of sand.
Valerie stopped just short of the first blanket and turned, her foot brushing against Judy’s. “We did pretty good,” she said, not a brag, just a quiet observation drawn from the curve of Judy’s smile.
Judy dropped her sandals and stepped in close. “Could’ve soaked ‘em worse. You went easy.”
Valerie leaned down, bumping her forehead against hers. “I’m sentimental.”
Judy arched her brow, smirking faintly as her voice dipped low. “Mmm… So that's what we’re calling it now?”
Sandra cleared her throat lightly behind them. “If you two keep making heart eyes, I’m claiming the dry towel.”
“You can try,” Judy called back without turning. “But fair.”
Sera walked past, grabbing the towel with all the confidence in the world, slinging it over both their shoulders and dropping into the same patch of sun they’d left. She patted the space beside her. “C’mon, the warmth tax applies to everyone.”
Sandra gave Valerie and Judy a small wave before following Sera, folding herself down beside her with a sigh that could’ve only come from contentment.
Valerie sat again, this time slow and easy, tugging Judy down with her. Their thighs touched, shoulders brushing, the kind of closeness that didn’t need to be adjusted or explained. She glanced toward the bluff, toward the path they’d taken earlier.
“I want to remember this day exactly how it is,” she said, voice low, her eyes still on the sea.
Judy turned her head slightly, watching her. “You will.”
Valerie’s fingers found hers again, interlacing slowly over their gold wedding bands. “You think?”
“I know.” Judy squeezed once. “I’ll remember for both of us, just in case.”
The towel Sera had claimed was already half-draped across both her and Sandra now, but she made no move to hoard it. Sandra’s legs stretched into the sun, damp brown curls pushed back over her shoulder as she leaned back on her palms. They weren’t talking, not really, just brushing fingers now and then, trading quiet glances like they’d spoken all the words hours ago.
The stove clinked faintly behind them as it cooled further, the last bit of warmth finally letting go. A gull passed overhead, shadow slipping once across Valerie’s shoulder before the light reclaimed her.
Judy had leaned in again, her cheek resting against Valerie’s temple now. Their hands still linked, fingers slow in motion thumbs brushing in idle rhythm over wedding bands and skin still kissed faintly with salt.
“I hope tomorrow’s as lazy as this,” Judy murmured.
Valerie’s head tilted, her eyes half-closed. “Might even be lazier. I think the tide’s in on ambition.”
Judy chuckled low in her throat. “Perfect. Then after breakfast, we nap. Beach rules.”
“Mm.” Valerie shifted just enough to press a kiss into Judy’s hair, lingering there. “Are you planning the whole day?”
“I’m only in charge of post-bagel behavior,” Judy replied, smiling now. “After that, we improvise.”
Sera rolled onto her side, elbow propped, eyes squinting toward them. “Improvising usually ends with my shirt mysteriously missing.”
Sandra, without missing a beat, reached over and tugged the towel higher over Sera’s shoulder. “And yet you never learn.”
“That’s because she likes it,” Judy called back, grinning now.
Valerie leaned into the warmth beside her, her hand still clasped with Judy’s. The wind had softened for now, just a breeze trailing between the tents and the bluff. Grass rustled low and steady, like breath after laughter.
No rush, or edge to the moment. Just four people, held easy in the kind of quiet you don’t need to protect.
The sun, still climbing but kind for now, casting long, slow light across everything they’d built.
Valerie didn’t move right away. Just letting the moment stretch out, the sunlight warm across her knees, Judy still leaned comfortably into her side. The breeze had mellowed again, softer now, carrying only the faint scent of driftwood and pine warmed under the midmorning sun.
She traced a lazy arc in the sand with one finger, then glanced toward the cooler under the tarp.
“Here in a little bit,” she said, voice low like she didn’t want to break anything, “I’ll throw some hotdogs on for lunch.”
Judy hummed, eyes still half-lidded. “Mmm. You’re speaking my language.”
Across the firepit, Sera perked up slightly, shifting to sit cross-legged as she brushed damp hair out of her face. “Tell me we didn’t forget the chips.”
Valerie smirked, tilting her head toward the supply bag beside the crate. “Didn’t forget a thing. We even remembered the sour cream and onion ones for Sandra.”
Sandra blinked from where she’d been resting, eyes narrowing just enough to betray the warmth beneath. “You say that, like you didn’t eat half the bag on the last trip.”
“Correction,” Valerie said, eyes closed now but smiling intact. “I pre-tested them for quality.”
Judy shook her head, grinning, and nudged Valerie’s leg with hers. “You mean you got hungry while unpacking.”
Valerie shrugged with an innocent grin. “Same difference.”
Sera reached for the towel, flopping back again so it covered her face. “Hotdogs and chips on the beach. Honestly, peak civilization.”
Sandra laid back beside her, hand reaching until it found Sera’s and stayed there. “We peaked a while ago,” she said, eyes closing. “Now we’re just enjoying the view.”
Valerie let her head rest against Judy’s again, the sun catching her red hair and Judy’s green strands curling along her shoulder. Their hands were still joined, fingers not so much holding as resting the way you did when everything you needed was already here.
“Maybe we peaked,” Judy murmured, brushing her thumb across Valerie’s ring. “But I think we brought the view with us.”
Valerie smiled again, not saying anything, just reaching for her mug and taking another slow sip. The stove had gone cold, but no one moved to relight it yet. The morning had already offered enough. Lunch could wait a little longer.
Valerie’s mug was warm in her hands, not hot anymore, just sun-warmed metal against her palms. She let it sit on her thigh for a beat, her thumb brushing the rim absently. Judy’s hand was still tucked in hers, and neither of them seemed in a rush to change that.
Judy shifted slightly, the kind of quiet movement that always meant she was thinking. Then she turned, voice still slow and soft from the morning’s ease.
“We packed a couple card games too,” she said. “Figured we might want something dumb to play during lunch.”
Valerie glanced over, brow lifting with a faint grin. “Dumb like Uno, or dumb like Sera’s sabotage trivia deck where every answer’s a lie?”
“Worse,” Judy said, a smile creeping. “I brought Cyberpsychos Against Humanity.”
That pulled a laugh straight from Sera, who propped herself up on one elbow. “No way. You found a deck?”
Judy nodded, smug. “Jen’s outpost had a custom set. Hand-drawn cards, full Klamath flair. She let me copy it.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “Isn’t that the one with the ‘Militech HR Seminar’ card that auto-wins if you say ‘mandatory loyalty pledge’ without flinching?”
Sera rolled onto her back, already grinning at the sky. “I’m gonna destroy all of you.”
“No way,” Valerie said, tugging her braid over her shoulder like a challenge. “I’ve lived with Arasaka brain fog. I am the card.”
Judy laughed into her shoulder, her voice muffled by the grin she tried to hide. “Wait until you see the Night City expansion. There’s a whole section for rejected Braindance pitches. And one called ‘Rogue’s Dating App Bio.’”
Valerie turned, smirking. “Please tell me one of the cards is just ‘River’s tragic backstory.’”
Judy tilted her head thoughtfully. “That might be one of the white cards, yeah. Right next to ‘Viktor’s underground garage rave.’”
Sandra just shook her head, amused. “Alright, but I call being the dealer. I don’t trust Sera with the stack.”
“I’m offended,” Sera said, not moving an inch from her spot in the sun. “Also fair.”
The wind curled through the camp again, lifting the edge of the towel draped over the crate. The sea hummed just beyond the dunes. Laughter lingered in the spaces between, but it didn’t rush, just settled around them like the day was ready to stretch its legs.
Valerie squeezed Judy’s hand once. “Guess after lunch, we let chaos reign.”
Judy’s thumb traced over her ring again, soft and slow. “That’s the plan.”
Sera stayed sprawled out, hair drying wild across the towel, her eyes half-lidded but tracking every word like a hawk waiting for her moment. “We’re putting a prize on this round, right?” she asked, chin tilted toward the others without lifting her head. “Winner gets what?”
Valerie didn’t miss a beat. “Last dry towel.”
Judy made a noise like a snort caught in a yawn. “We’ve established there is no dry towel.”
“Exactly why…” Valerie grinned, glancing sidelong at her. “...the winner gets to invent it.”
Sandra shifted upright, brushing a streak of sand off her thigh. “Then I’m stacking the deck.”
Judy raised her coffee with a solemn nod. “And I respect that.”
The breeze drifted through again, cooler now, brushing the scent of distant cedar and seaweed against their skin. Valerie leaned forward to check the kettle, then stretched her legs out again, still bare from the surf, pale sand clinging behind her knees.
She looked over at Sera. “Here in a little bit, I’ll get the hot dogs going. Brought the cast iron and skewers. We’ve got the good ones real beef, not synth.”
“And?” Sera prompted, already biting down on a smug little smile.
Valerie rolled her emerald eyes. “Yes. And the sour cream and onion chips.”
Sandra looked over, a quiet curve forming on her lips. “Now it’s lunch.”
Judy shifted back, resting on her elbows as the sun caught her wet tank again, making the green beneath glimmer. “Do we have mustard?”
Valerie looked mock-offended. “Of course we have mustard. Who do you think I am?”
“A woman who sometimes forgets underwear but always packs a guitar,” Judy said, dark brown eyes gleaming.
Sera snorted. “She’s got priorities.”
“Damn right,” Valerie muttered, nudging a sandal back into place.
The laughter settled back into the day’s rhythm, lazy, content, not in any hurry. Just the four of them scattered around their tiny camp circle, the cards waiting, the firepit quiet, the tide whispering like the world had taken a break just for them.
Somewhere overhead, a gull wheeled and cried once before coasting away toward the waterline.
Valerie let her hand trail over Judy’s knee, thumb tracing slow shapes. “I love you,” she said, low and warm.
Judy’s response didn’t come in words. Just the way her fingers curled over Valerie’s and stayed.
Sandra shuffled the deck with a flick of her thumbs, the cards whispering in crisp, clean snaps as they stacked into her palms. Her knees were tucked to her chest now, towel draped around her shoulders like a cape half-forgotten. The sun had dried most of her curls into soft ringlets, a few sticking to the edge of her cheek.
Judy leaned forward with a little grunt, reaching toward the small gear crate where they’d stashed the game bags. “So we’ve got the bluffside edition,” she said, pulling out a battered black case and flipping it open, “and this one…” she lifted a bright yellow box with a faded Arasaka logo scrawled over with marker. In jagged letters someone had written Cards Against NUSA across the top.
Sera lit up like it was her birthday. “No. You brought it?”
Valerie raised an eyebrow, already grinning. “Tell me that’s the version with the Militech CEO moonlighting as a Joytoy expansion pack.”
Judy smirked, rifling through the cards. “You’ll see.”
“I made half those,” Sera said, reaching across to snag a card. “Remember the one about Biotechnica’s free clinic requiring a soul deposit?”
Sandra gave her a sidelong look. “I remember you wrote ten about rogue Delamains.”
Sera didn’t even blink. “They’re terrifying.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “They’re just cars.”
“They have feelings,” Sera said, practically scandalized. Then she broke into a laugh, flopping back on the blanket like the debate had personally exhausted her.
Judy passed out the first round of white response cards, five to each of them. “You’re just mad that Delamain stole your kill during the Watson escort run.”
Valerie narrowed her eyes. “He rammed the Iron Bull into a noodle shack, Jude. A noodle shack.”
Judy didn’t flinch. Just leaned against her shoulder again, smirking. “And yet… he was very polite about it.”
Valerie adjusted the box lid under her leg to brace it from the breeze, then plucked a black prompt card off the stack and read aloud. “What’s the real reason MaxTac avoids Japantown?”
Sera raised her card without hesitation. “'That one Tyger Claw grandma who dual-wields cleavers and lives in the alley behind Rina’s.'”
Valerie snorted. “That’s horrifying.”
“It’s also canon,” Sandra added.
Judy laid her card down. “'Because they’re still trying to explain braindance tax fraud to the city council.'”
Valerie turned her card with a flair. “'Kang Tao accidentally sold them smartguns with a built-in karaoke function.'”
Sera immediately pointed. “You win. That’s it.”
Sandra just shook her head and handed over the prompt card. “I need you to know I’m picturing an armored trooper scream-singing 'Never Fade Away' while getting jumped.”
Valerie tossed her hair over her shoulder. “As intended.”
The laughter rolled again, not too loud, not jarring. Just right. The kind that came easy, born from familiarity and sun and the kind of bond that didn't need tending it just existed, fed by mornings like this.
Judy leaned her weight fully into Valerie, eyes closing for a second. “Okay,” she murmured. “One more round, then hot dogs.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head. “And after that nap and guitar.”
“And maybe another round,” Sera added, already rifling through her next hand.
Sandra smiled quietly, setting a card down with perfect timing. “Only if someone else pulls the 'Johnny Silverhand roleplay encounter' prompt.”
Valerie didn’t even blink. “I swear I burned that one.”
Judy cracked an eye. “Did you, though?”
Another wave rolled in beyond the bluff, and the sun moved just enough to brush light over the side of Valerie’s freckled face. She let the moment hold, one card in her hand, the warmth of her wife against her, the sea and salt and mischief crackling in the air.
She didn’t need to move yet. Everything worth knowing was already here.
The next prompt card came slow Valerie held it like it might whisper something sacred if she gave it time. The breeze had kicked up again, just light enough to lift the ends of her braid, sending tiny goosebumps skimming across her sun-damp shoulders.
Judy tilted her head back without opening her eyes. “Are you reading it or bonding with it?”
Valerie smirked. “A bit of both.”
She finally turned the card over, voice low but clear. “When you romance a Corpo, always be prepared for…”
Sera cackled before even looking at her hand. “This game is art.”
Sandra hummed thoughtfully, sorting through her stack. Her towel had slipped lower, now bunched at her waist, the soft cotton clinging to sun-warmed skin. Beside her, Sera had kicked her legs out full-length, toes flexing in the sand like they were soaking up every last grain of heat.
Judy slid her card forward face down, no drama, just a little smile that tugged at the corner of her mouth.
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “That confident?”
“Just accurate,” Judy murmured, brushing sand from Valerie’s thigh like it was second nature.
Sera picked her card with a flair, spinning it once before dropping it into the pile. Sandra followed with her usual precision, expression unreadable. The stack sat between them now, waiting.
Valerie turned the first one.
“An unsolicited slideshow of their yacht’s carbon-neutral retrofit.”
She gave a slow blink. “I’ve seen that romance route.”
Judy stretched an arm toward the cooler. “It’s called satire, babe.”
Next card.
“A trauma team clause in their prenup.”
Sera gave a proud little bow. “Safety first.”
Valerie chuckled, flipping the third.
“A sudden and unexplainable desire to discuss quarterly dividends during pillow talk.”
Sandra didn’t say a word. Just took a sip from her water bottle and watched the sea like it had already agreed with her.
“Alright,” Valerie said, holding up the trauma team card. “This wins. It’s terrifying. It’s perfect.”
Sera pumped a fist, triumphant. “See? Romance and readiness.”
Judy groaned. “This is what happens when you raise a child in a post-collapse surveillance economy.”
Valerie passed her the black card, their fingers brushing with a little pause in between.
Sandra reached for the rest of the stack but paused. “We should eat before someone accuses Arasaka of sabotaging the stove.”
Judy sat up fully with a stretch, tank tugging slightly against her ribs. “You assume they haven’t already.”
Valerie laughed, rising with the kind of movement that still felt like music under her skin. She looked back once at the blanket, the cards scattered, the imprint of where they'd all been.
“I’ll get the hot dogs started,” she said. “Will you get the sour cream and onion chips for Sandra?”
Judy was already heading toward the cooler. “Like I’d forget her love language.”
Sandra offered a quiet, content smile in return. Sera stood and cracked her knuckles like a show. “I’ll plate stuff. Unless I’m banned after the mustard incident.”
Valerie gave her a mock glare. “One time.” She laughed, “One glorious time.”
Camp buzzed back to life again. Mugs lifted. The stove clicked back on. Feet brushed through sand still warm from the morning sun, and just beyond it all, the cards stayed half-played and waiting like the game, like the moment, like all of it ready to keep going whenever they were.
Valerie crouched beside the stove, fingers brushing a stray bit of sand from the knob before clicking the flame to life. The low fwwmp of ignition whispered through the air, just loud enough to make Judy glance over from the cooler.
“Stove wins today,” Valerie murmured. “Fire pit’ll be for sunset.”
Judy nodded, already digging through the insulated packs with the kind of practiced grace that only came from years of shared meals and not forgetting who liked their dogs just slightly burned. She passed the pack of hot dogs first, then the little jar of mustard with the label half worn from being hauled through too many trips.
“And here,” she said, lifting a bag from beneath the sandwiches. “Tribute for Sandra.”
Sandra raised her hand from across the blanket, eyes still closed. “The sacred chips have arrived.”
Sera gave a mock bow. “Blessed be the crunch.”
Valerie snorted softly, already setting the skillet on the burner. A bit of oil hissed as it spread tiny sizzling cracks echoing against the bluff behind them. The scent rose immediately: salt, metal, that first hint of heat curling the edge of plastic wrap and grease.
The sun had shifted again, higher now, tugging sharp shadows under the cooler lid and the folds of their towels. Valerie stood just long enough to stretch her back, hand brushing over Judy’s as she reached for the tongs.
“Still feeling warm enough?” she asked, voice low and close.
Judy pressed a kiss to her shoulder, just above the line where the tank left her skin bare. “Your cooking always heats things up.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Romance via food?”
“Classic seduction method,” Judy murmured.
Sera, now leaning back on both palms, tilted her head toward Sandra. “They’re flirting again.”
Sandra didn’t move. “I’m conserving energy for chips.”
The laughter rolled again soft, low, not breaking the moment but layering over it like smoke drifting through late afternoon sun.
One by one, the hot dogs browned in the pan, turning slowly as Valerie worked in rhythm, not rushed. Just the smell of good food curling into the breeze, the low scrape of a cooler lid closing, the rustle of chip bags opening.
Judy handed out the buns like they were sacred objects. “I kept them safe from a soggy disaster. Thank me now.”
“You’re a hero,” Valerie said, sliding two dogs onto her plate and one each for the rest. “Alright, roll call. Ketchup, mustard, chips, minor regret?”
Sera grabbed hers, balancing it on her knee. “No regrets. Just vibes.”
Valerie grinned. “You’ve been spending too much time with your Aunt Jessica.”
Sandra already had a chip in her mouth. “Correct.”
They circled back to the blanket, plates in hand, sunlight casting gold across their shoulders. Judy curled in beside Valerie again, her thigh pressed close, her hand still finding hers even with a hot dog in the other.
The world, for a little longer, stayed exactly as it should be messy, warm, and held together by love, smoke, and the sound of chips crunching across the bluff.
The chips crunched low under Sandra’s palm as she nudged the bag toward Sera, not looking, just knowing. Sera grinned and stole a handful, shaking her damp curls once where they stuck to the back of her neck. The ocean wind had softened now, warm and steady, lifting a corner of the towel Judy had folded behind her. She tugged it down again absently, her foot brushing Valerie’s under the blanket without thinking.
Valerie had her plate balanced on one knee, hot dog half-gone, mustard trailing a faint line across her thumb. She didn’t bother wiping it yet. Her eyes were on the water again, watching the way the sunlight caught on the low rolling crests soft, not sharp. It felt like late afternoon, but the sun still had plenty of height. They had time.
Judy leaned over and kissed the edge of Valerie’s jaw, not for attention just because. She licked a dab of mustard off her own knuckle and tilted her head. “You wanna play another round after this, or let the food coma take us?”
Valerie smirked. “Depends if Sera pulls out the Tyger Claw psychic hotline prompt again.”
Sera lifted her head. “Hey, that one was genius. And based on a true story.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “Of course it was.”
The four of them settled into the quiet again, no real silence between them, just comfort. The kind that made even the gulls overhead seem softer, the hum of the wind less like background noise and more like part of the rhythm they all breathed together.
Judy chewed the last bite of her hot dog and let her head rest lightly against Valerie’s shoulder. “You said something about guitar after,” she murmured, voice a little slower now, warmth sinking into her skin.
Valerie nodded, brushing the hair back from Judy’s temple. “I still have one more song in me.”
Judy tilted her head.“Only one?”
“For now,” she said, smiling. “Gotta save something for the firelight.”
Sera was already lying flat on her back again, eyes closed, fingers threading through the edge of the towel draped over Sandra’s lap. “I vote we never leave.”
Sandra didn’t disagree. She just stroked a hand over Sera’s arm, slow and grounding. “Fine by me.”
Another breeze rolled in, brushing the sand across their toes, soft as breath. Valerie finally licked the mustard from her thumb, set her plate aside, and curled her arm around Judy’s waist again.
No one said it, but they were already full.
Not just from food, but from this.
Everything they fought for, laid out around them in blankets, crumbs, fingerprints, and love.
Valerie tipped the card deck toward herself with two fingers, letting the stack shift until one black prompt card slid loose. She lifted it, glancing over the print with a smirk tugging slowly at the corner of her mouth. “Alright. ‘What ruined the romance at Clouds this time?’”
Sera groaned before even picking up her hand. “Oh no.”
Judy perked up beside Valerie, already fanning her five response cards like a rogue in a casino sim. “Calling it now someone plays the River card.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow and shifted one card slowly to the front. “Define the River card.”
Valerie gave her a mock-serious look. “You’ll know.”
They each laid one face down in turn, a rhythm that didn’t need announcing. Sera barely contained her laugh before even flipping hers. “Okay, okay, who’s first?”
Valerie tapped the first card and read aloud. “'Malfunctioning joytoy settings resulting in aggressive yodeling.’”
Judy snorted. “That’s new.”
Next card. “'Takemura showing up to ‘check on you’ during peak intimacy.’”
Sera gasped. “Who played that…”
Valerie held up a finger. “Don’t confess yet.”
Next one.
She turned it, paused, and blinked.
Then she started laughing. Quiet at first, but got louder. She held it up slowly, grinning wide. “'River Ward’s tragic backstory, told in great detail and without prompting.’”
Judy leaned forward. “Oh my god.”
Sera was already losing it, clutching Sandra’s arm. “No! Who had it?!”
Sandra, completely calm, sipped her water. “I did. Obviously.”
Even Valerie leaned into Judy, laughter soft and warm in her throat. “That’s unbeatable.”
Judy covered her mouth, eyes glinting with something half mischief, half horror. “Imagine you just went in for a little Cloud sim date and suddenly River’s trauma is monologuing in 4K…”
Valerie added, “...while dressed like a Night City traffic cop.”
Sera waved her hands. “And the worst part? You stay. Because you feel bad. Because you’re polite!”
Sandra grinned faintly. “Because he’s sad, earnest, and awkwardly handsome.”
“Trifecta of doom,” Judy agreed.
They all dissolved again, the game forgotten for a minute in the low roll of shared laughter. The kind that shook shoulders but didn’t break the peace, just stitched itself into the warmth already laced through the bluffside air.
Valerie leaned closer to Judy, forehead brushing her temple. “Still wanna nap?”
Judy’s smile lingered as she stacked her cards. “Might have to now. That card emotionally exhausted me.”
“River would understand,” Sandra said dryly.
“I hope he never finds this deck,” Sera added through a grin.
A breeze swept through again, catching the edge of the yellow box and flipping a card face-up something about cyberpsycho therapy coupons and a Prophet named Gary.
Sandra reached for the deck this time, her fingers deft as ever, tapping the top black prompt card once against the edge of her thumb before flipping it with a flick. The corner caught the light, a curl of shadow and humor wrapped in anticipation.
Her voice stayed level as she read. “What finally made Kerry Eurodyne leave the stadium mid-tour?”
Valerie immediately snorted, already thumbing through her cards. “Oh, this one’s gonna hurt.”
Judy leaned into her side again, elbow grazing hers with a teasing bump. “I think I still have the one about the flaming yacht incident.”
Sera perked up from where she was half-lounging across the towel, dripping hair leaving faint damp spots on the corner of the game mat. “You better not waste that card.”
“I’m not,” Judy said, smirking. “Just… weighing my damage potential.”
They laid their answers one by one, Sandra keeping the rhythm steady. Once all four were down, she spread them slowly, dramatic without being showy.
First card. She tilted her head. “'The stage collapsing under the weight of his ego and three holographic Johnny Silverhands.'”
Valerie grinned. “Canon.”
Judy nodded, tapping her mug. “And emotionally true.”
Second card. Sandra blinked, then deadpanned, “'Realizing the fanbase was just forty-seven thousand clones of River Ward.'”
Sera immediately dissolved into laughter, face buried in her towel. “WHY does he keep showing up?!”
Judy wheezed. “We made the deck too self-aware.”
Valerie held up a finger. “River is watching. Always watching.”
Sandra didn’t even flinch as she flipped the next. “'Being upstaged by a vending machine named Chip-E who dropped an EP on the same day.'”
There was a beat of silence, then Sera coughed. “Okay… that might be me.”
Sandra glanced at the card in her hand and placed it last. “And finally… 'Because no one told him the stadium was actually a disguised Militech test site.'”
Valerie pressed her palm to her face. “Judy.”
“I had to,” Judy said, biting back a grin. “It’s either that or the braindance coupon again.”
Sandra leaned back, letting the sun warm the tops of her legs where the towel had slipped. “Gotta give it to the clones. That’s nightmare fuel.”
“God help us if River finds this game,” Sera muttered.
Valerie stretched her arms behind her, wrists cracking with satisfaction as she looked around at them all sun-dappled limbs, half-finished drinks, and hair still drying from the sea. “Alright,” she said. “I’m calling it. Kerry’s gone, River’s traumatized, and I think we’ve emotionally worn out the cards.”
Judy leaned into her with a sigh. “Same. But that was the best game session we’ve had in a while.”
Sandra started gathering the scattered cards with precise little stacks, flicking sand off the edges. “Let’s get some more hot dogs going before we start round two.”
Sera blinked. “There’s a round two?”
Valerie looked over with a smile. “There’s always a round two.”
Above them, the breeze rustled through the grass again, carrying with it the sound of salt, laughter, and the far-off memory of a stadium Kerry would probably never return to.
The sand had cooled just a little under their legs, sun shifting westward now, casting longer lines of shadow from the gear crate and folding chairs no one had bothered to unfold. The kettle sat empty, a smear of condensation still clinging to its side, and the opened chip bag had gone slack where Sera had finally given up finishing it.
Sandra shifted where she sat, tugging the towel from her shoulders and using it to pat the salt-dried curve of her neck. “Okay,” she said, more to herself than anyone. “I could actually eat another one.”
Valerie blinked once. “You’re still hungry?”
Sandra shrugged, smiled small but sure. “Hot dogs don’t count if you burn off the calories mid–water war.”
Judy looked up from where she was reclined against Valerie’s side, lips twitching. “I mean… fair. I wouldn’t say no either.”
Sera immediately sat up straighter, grinning like she’d been waiting for backup. “You heard the women. We need reinforcements.”
Valerie leaned back on her palms, glancing toward the stove. “I can heat the skillet again…”
“Nope,” Judy cut in, already sitting up. She ran a hand through her damp hair, pushing the tangled pink and green strands out of her face. “You’re playing me a song first. You promised.”
Valerie cocked her head. “I did?”
“You did,” Judy said, already reaching for the guitar case tucked behind the towel pile. “When you kissed me after I ate my hotdog. You said later.”
Valerie watched her pull it out, already undoing the latch with one hand. “That feels like a trap.”
“It’s a memory,” Judy corrected, holding the case up. “And now it’s a request.”
Valerie couldn’t help the smile as she took it, fingers settling against the worn fretboard like they always knew how to belong. She let the strap fall across her shoulder, then gave Judy a soft bump with her knee. “Then someone else better get those hot dogs going.”
Sandra stood with a stretch, towel slipping off her shoulders, brown curls bouncing lightly against her cheeks. “I’ve got it.”
Sera popped up beside her. “Are you burning or flipping?”
Sandra smiled, her cheeks red from the sun. “Flipping. You’re on chip duty. Try not to spill half the bag this time.”
“No promises,” Sera said, already grabbing the bag and mock-saluting.
Judy stayed where she was, cross-legged, fingers tangled in her towel as she watched Valerie settle the guitar into her lap. The breeze curled around them again, soft as breath, just enough to make her hair shift and the light dance across Valerie’s cheek.
Valerie raised her eyebrow. “What am I playing?”
Judy’s voice dropped, no dramatics just her, honest and still. “The one you wrote on the porch. The night after the storm.”
Valerie looked at her a beat, eyes softening. Then she gave a slow nod, brushed her thumb across the strings, and let the first chords bloom out into the hush.
Behind them, Sandra clinked the skillet down onto the camping stove, and Sera crunched into the last handful of chips like it was a percussion track. But up front, it was Valerie’s voice low, unhurried drawing the shape of love into the wind.
Judy didn’t take her eyes off her once.
The breeze had softened, caught in that mid-afternoon lull where even the gulls quieted and the world seemed to lean in. Valerie didn’t rush the tuning. Her thumb eased along the strings, head tilted slightly, eyes flicking up only once to Judy.
The stove hissed faintly behind them where Sandra worked the skillet, but no one spoke. Sera had frozen mid-handful of chips, mouth parted as if sensing something in the stillness. She didn't even interrupt.
Valerie played the opening chords without preamble. Soft. Close. Like the notes had always been inside her, waiting to be let out one at a time.
Her voice followed.
“You fell asleep with your hand in mine
Still wearing your ring, still stealing the light…”
Judy stilled completely. Only her eyes moved following every breath, every movement, like the music had woven straight from Valerie’s chest into hers.
“Your breath slowed down like the waves out there
I swear I could stay right here…”
The strings stayed low. Warm. Valerie didn’t sing to the group. She didn’t perform. Her eyes never left Judy.
“We didn’t say much, didn’t need to try
Your fingers said more than words ever might…”
Judy’s lips parted slightly. Her towel slipped off her shoulder, unnoticed.
“In that hush, I felt it clear
After everything… I’m still right here…”
Sera’s hand reached blindly for Sandra’s. No jokes this time. Just a small squeeze between them.
“Still yours
Still choosing you
Through all the rewrites, all we’ve been through…”
Valerie blinked once, and her voice cracked just enough to carry truth not flaw.
“Still yours
In the quiet, in the mess
Still finding home in your softest yes…”
Judy reached forward. Just a hand on Valerie’s knee, fingertips brushing the freckled skin above where her shorts ended. No words. Just that.
“Even now
Even more
I’m still yours…”
The chords held. A little deeper now. Valerie’s voice never lifted in volume, just steadied like breath pressed between ribs.
“The fire’s gone out, the world’s gone cold
But your warmth is something I still hold…”
Sandra looked away toward the ocean, not to hide, just to let it settle.
“You don’t even know the way you stay
Is the only thing that keeps me brave…”
Valerie’s foot nudged gently against Judy’s, and Judy leaned into it. Let herself go soft all over again.
“Still yours
Still waking up
Wanting your voice before the sun comes up…”
She didn’t cry. But her hand trembled once, and she let it.
“Still yours
When the rest falls down
You’re the only truth I’ve ever found…”
Sera exhaled audibly, and Sandra’s thumb started brushing her wrist, steady, grounding.
“Even now
Even more
I’m still yours…”
Valerie didn’t blink. She couldn’t.
“I don’t need forever
I just need tonight
And the next one
Followed by the next
If it’s you by my side…”
The melody curled like something cradled close never meant to be handed off. Valerie’s voice dropped even softer, just barely over the strings.
“Still yours
Still learning how
To love you better than I knew how…”
Judy closed the space completely, her forehead resting lightly against Valerie’s shoulder, breath catching.
“Still yours
No need to pretend
You’re the first, the always, the never-end…”
When the final lines came, they weren’t sung to fill the air they were sung to never leave it.
“Even now
Even more
I’m still yours…”
The guitar faded to silence. Valerie didn’t move. Neither did Judy. No one said a word.
The wind returned first, curling soft and low across the bluff like it knew how to carry what had been left there. Like it wanted to hold it, too.
Judy didn’t lift her head right away. Her arms had slid around Valerie’s waist sometime during the song, and she stayed there now, temple resting against the singer’s shoulder, breathing slowly and even. Not heavy. Just full. Like her chest couldn’t hold one more thing.
Valerie ran her fingers through the green strands tangled at the back of Judy’s neck, brushing them back into place as gently as the breeze moving through the tall grass behind them. Her other hand still cradled the guitar, the final note long faded but still hanging there in everything that hadn’t been said.
Sera wiped her eyes without comment, her thumb moving quickly over her cheek before leaning into Sandra’s side again. Sandra shifted just enough to accommodate her, the way someone does when they already know what’s needed.
Valerie kissed Judy’s hair, slow and lingering, right at the part where the pink met the brown.
Judy finally looked up. Her voice didn’t come at first, just her eyes, soft and raw and shining with the kind of affection that didn’t ask for attention, just existed. Finally, she breathed, “You wrote that after that night on the porch, didn’t you? When I fell asleep with my foot still in your lap.”
Valerie gave a small, wry smile. “You drooled on my thigh.”
Judy didn’t laugh. Not really. Just shook her head once, then leaned forward and pressed her forehead to Valerie’s. “You always remember the worst parts.”
“No,” Valerie murmured. “I remember everything. That was the point.”
Their fingers tangled again, slow and deliberate, palms pressed so close it was impossible to tell whose warmth was whose.
“Still yours?” Judy whispered.
“Every note,” Valerie said. “Every morning. Every night. Still.”
From the stove, a faint sizzle crackled, and Sandra’s voice followed, low and soft. “Hope no one minds, I put a few more hot dogs on. Sera’s stomach just growled loud enough to trigger seismic sensors.”
Sera flopped dramatically onto the blanket. “My hunger is legendary.”
Judy smiled again, quieter this time, her hand still laced with Valerie’s. “You better eat fast. We’ve got another few rounds in us.”
“Another few?” Valerie echoed, raising a brow.
Judy bumped her shoulder. “That wasn’t a concert, babe. That was family maintenance.”
Valerie laughed, free and warm, the kind that wrapped around all of them at once.
The wind picked up again, and the scent of crisping food drifted on the air. Sunlight dappled across their skin in moving shadows. Behind them, the sea kept rising and falling, as steady and unhurried as the love that had brought them here.
Valerie didn’t need to move. Not yet.
They had everything they needed right in this moment, and maybe a few good cards left to play.
Valerie let the laughter settle, warm in her chest, then leaned her guitar gently against the side of the crate. Her hand stayed in Judy’s just a moment longer before she finally slipped it free, brushing her thumb once more over the gold band before standing.
The air smelled like toasted bread now crispening buns laid over the stove beside the hot dogs. Sandra had flipped them once already and was watching the skillet with quiet focus, one leg drawn up under her. Her curls were pinned lazily behind her ear, and the towel still draped from her shoulder like it had forgotten to fall.
Sera was already digging through the chip bag again, crouched like a gremlin beside the food crate with her hair still damp and clinging in places. “You know,” she said around a mouthful of sour cream and onion, “I don’t think we packed enough of these. I’m rationing now. This is me rationing.”
“You say that like you’re not double-fisting,” Judy called over.
Sera held up both hands guiltily. “One hand’s for structural integrity.”
Valerie knelt beside the cooler, pulling out the mustard with a faint pop. The lid hissed slightly from the change in pressure. “I can’t believe we’re rationing chips after surviving six supply convoys and a raid.”
Sandra added without looking up, “And a time-bending techno-cult that lives under a lake.”
Sera nodded solemnly, still chewing. “But chips. Chips are the real war.”
Judy had settled back into the blanket again, one leg tucked under her, eyes still on Valerie but softer now, like she was watching the tail-end of the song still vibrating behind her ribcage. She tilted her head. “So what’s next?”
Valerie handed her a bun, then reached for the tongs. “Lunch or life?”
“Both,” Judy said, a smile curling at the corner like it always did when she wasn’t trying too hard.
Valerie passed her the first hot dog. “Lunch is more predictable. Life’s just…” she paused, catching the way Sera had started miming dramatic guitar strumming behind her with a chip held like a pick. “...apparently full of little gremlins who think they’re comedians.”
Sera tossed the imaginary pick over her shoulder. “I’m comic relief and dramatic tension. Multiclassed.”
Sandra deadpanned, “You forgot being a goblin.”
Valerie sat down again beside Judy, their thighs brushing, her arm looping behind her back automatically. She handed her one of the paper plates, still warm. “Alright,” she murmured. “Cards after food, or a walk to recover from the chip war?”
“Cards,” Judy said, leaning her head briefly into Valerie’s shoulder. “I’m not letting Sandra keep the win streak.”
“I won one round,” Sandra noted, picking at the corner of the bun. “Barely.”
“Which still makes you dangerous,” Sera said. “We can’t have that.”
Valerie passed the last plate toward Sera, letting her fingers linger a beat longer as their hands touched. “Thanks for letting me play that,” she said quietly, meant just for her.
Sera’s expression didn’t shift much. But her emerald eyes did. “Any time, Mom,” she said.
The breeze moved through again, ruffling the edges of the blanket, lifting a few crumbs and dancing them across the sand like the ocean had sent its own applause. The sea beyond the bluff rolled gently and easy, as if nothing in the world could rush them.
Sera settled onto the blanket with her plate balanced on one knee, hotdog in one hand, chips in the other, like she’d been training her whole life for this balance. Sandra scooted in beside her, the last of the toasted buns still steaming lightly in her lap. She tore it once, sharing the edge with Sera without needing to ask. They bumped shoulders, no words, just quiet grins.
Judy was still leaning into Valerie’s side, her hotdog already half-gone. She licked a bit of mustard from her thumb and let her head fall lightly onto Valerie’s shoulder. “Best lunch I’ve had all week,” she murmured.
Valerie’s hand drifted to her leg, fingers tracing slow circles just above her knee. “That’s ‘cause I made it.”
“Might’ve been the chips,” Judy teased, eyes glinting.
Valerie smirked but didn’t argue. She tore into her own lunch slowly, eyes drifting across the bluff the way the tide had shifted further out now, revealing sand darker and more rippled with water lines. The air had warmed just enough to make everything feel like a long, exhaled breath.
From somewhere in the trees behind the camp, a bird called short, two-note rhythm, and was answered a second later by a breeze that combed through the grass in one long pass. Judy’s foot stretched forward, toes brushing Valerie’s. They stayed like that.
Sera leaned forward and wiped her fingers on the edge of her towel, then grabbed for the card deck. “Alright, next round before someone falls asleep mid-chip.”
“Speak for yourself,” Sandra murmured, still chewing. “This lunch has retirement energy.”
“I’ll take that as a challenge,” Sera said, beginning to shuffle.
Judy shifted upright, brushing crumbs off her lap. “Let me at least digest before you make me laugh again. I nearly choked during the ‘Braindance Tax Fraud’ round.”
Valerie leaned toward her just enough to kiss the side of her temple, her voice a low murmur. “Then I’ll sit this one out. Keep you breathing.”
Judy turned her face toward her, their noses brushing. “And miss the next prompt? Coward.”
Valerie lifted her brows. “Alright. Deal me in.”
Sera passed the white response cards out again, a new prompt clutched in her hand. “Here we go. ‘My therapist says I have a lot of unresolved trauma from ___.’”
Sandra raised her hand without even glancing at her hand. “I can’t top my last one. Someone else will take the win.”
Judy flipped one card. “'Waking up in a Night City parking garage with a lizard named after Rogue and a tattoo that says ‘Joytoy 4 Lyfe.’”
Valerie choked on her sip of water. “Who wrote that?”
Sera beamed. “Me.”
Sandra muttered, “Why am I not surprised.”
Valerie played hers with a grin. “'Accidentally joining a Maelstrom book club and being too afraid to leave.'”
Sera wheezed, nearly dropping her plate. “No! That’s real! That happened to Dante!”
Sandra turned slowly. “What.”
Sera snorted. “Long story. He’s fine. Mostly.”
Judy couldn’t stop laughing now, her hand on Valerie’s knee again as she doubled forward. “Okay, you win. Hands down.”
Sera flopped back with a groan. “Unfair. You’re laughing too hard to read mine.”
Valerie held up the prompt card in victory, winking at Judy. “That’s two.”
The breeze shifted again, cooling their sun-warmed skin, teasing Judy’s damp hair against her neck. Valerie reached up and brushed it back gently, letting her fingers linger there.
Cards forgotten for the moment. Laughter slowly gave way to the soft hush of afternoon. The kind that didn’t need more plans. Just more time like this.
Sera stretched her legs out over the blanket, hand lazily resting on Sandra’s knee as she leaned back onto her elbows. The plate beside her was nearly empty now just a smear of mustard and a half-crushed chip left like she hadn’t noticed she’d been eating at all. Sandra tilted her head, dark curls brushing over her cheek as she watched her. “You done?”
Sera hummed. “Temporarily.”
Sandra chuckled under her breath, reached out, and stole the last chip.
Valerie leaned back against her elbows too, legs crossed at the ankles, watching the sky shift through a softer blue as the breeze picked up again. Her hair had started to frizz around the braid from the salt and heat, but she didn’t bother fixing it. Judy was half in her lap now anyway, one arm curled beneath Valerie’s, head resting in the crook of her shoulder like she had no plans to move.
“This,” Judy murmured, eyes tracking a lone gull cutting across the sky, “might be my favorite version of peace.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her fingertips brushed slow lines along Judy’s arm, then down to her wrist, looping just once over the wedding band still warm from sun and skin.
“Mine too,” she said finally. Soft. Certain.
The game deck lay forgotten near the crate, a few cards fanned out in the sand. Sera’s last prompt was still face up: My therapist says I have a lot of unresolved trauma from __. Below it, one of the discarded responses fluttered slightly in the wind: Falling in love with someone who always steals the last bite.
Sera saw it, snorted. “Alright, rude.”
“You wrote that one,” Sandra reminded her.
Sera chuckled. “And it’s still rude.”
Valerie smiled, her gaze drifting from them to the ridge beyond the bluff where the light had started to shift golden. They’d passed noon. The edge of early afternoon was just beginning to warm the shadows.
Behind her, the kettle gave a tiny tick metal cooling again after the earlier boil. Judy’s fingers had laced with hers sometime during the laughter, and she didn’t think either of them had let go since.
“I’ve got one more song for today,” Valerie said, her voice low but not distant. “Then I’m taking a nap that might last until sundown.”
Sera perked up. “Wait, is it the one from last spring? The one you wrote after Mama fell asleep reading in the truck?”
“No spoilers,” Judy murmured without lifting her head. “Let her play it first.”
Valerie didn’t argue. She reached for the guitar, brushing the sand from the body before shifting just enough to settle it across her thighs. Her fingers moved slowly, tuning by ear, pausing between each string like she was feeling out the rhythm of the moment more than the instrument.
The others quieted without being told. No dramatic silence, just the ease of knowing something real was coming.
Valerie glanced once at Judy, who hadn’t moved, then looked out toward the tide.
When she played, it was soft. Personal. A rhythm that came not from habit, but memory. From every quiet morning and every crash that hadn’t broken them.
Valerie shifted the guitar against her thigh, the wood warm now from the sun and her touch. She didn’t speak, just let her fingers move gently over the strings, the opening chords quiet enough they nearly disappeared into the wind.
Judy turned her head slightly at the sound, eyes already soft, already knowing.
Valerie didn’t look at anyone else. Not this time.
Her gaze stayed on her wife, slow and steady as she began to sing not for the group, not even for herself. Just for Judy.
“She said, ‘Just one chapter, then I’ll sleep’
But I saw that yawn she tried to keep”
Her voice carried gentle, no show to it. Just a story.
“Pulled the blanket to her chin, settled in close
Voice soft as dusk, eyes already half-closed”
Judy’s fingers tightened slightly around Valerie’s calf, the weight of memory pulling at her in the sweetest way.
“We were parked by the lake, engine low
Her hand in mine like it didn’t even know
She read me words I barely caught
Because I was too busy loving her a lot”
Valerie’s throat flexed a little after that line just a flicker, but her voice didn’t waver. She kept her eyes on Judy’s face, watching the way her wife’s breath caught.
“She fell asleep reading to me
Mid-sentence, mid-thought, mid-lovely thing
The book slid down, her thumb held the page
Like her dreams picked up where the story stayed
I kissed her hair, whispered ‘you’re everything’
Yeah, she fell asleep reading to me”
Judy laughed, barely more a sound caught in her throat, not amusement but the kind of ache that comes from being deeply known. Her hand slid forward now, resting over Valerie’s ankle, grounding herself in the feel of her.
“The truck was quiet, the sky was wide
But nothing out there looked better than inside
Her cheeks soft in the dashboard glow
And me pretending I wasn’t tearing up, y’know?”
Sandra had stilled again beside Sera, her thumb brushing slowly across her wife's shoulder. But no one interrupted. No one moved.
“She fell asleep reading to me
In a voice like water, calm and free
And I never said a single word
Just listened to the most beautiful slurred
‘…end of the world, I’ll still be your home…’
Then she was gone, and I was known”
Valerie blinked slowly. Her gaze hadn’t left Judy once.
“She doesn’t remember the line she missed
But I do
I always will”
Judy’s head dropped slightly. Not out of sadness. Just that quiet fold-inward when emotion gets too big to carry in your chest all at once.
“She fell asleep reading to me
Wrapped in stories and everything we’d be
I held the moment like a prayer in my chest
‘Cause even silence sounds like love when it’s this
And if I had to choose my favorite scene
It’s the night
She fell asleep
Reading to me”
The last chord barely sang. Valerie let her fingers rest there, still and open.
Judy looked at her like the world had just paused again like this was the realest thing she’d ever heard. Her lips parted, but no words came. She didn’t need them. The way her body leaned forward, slow, steady, the way her hands framed Valerie’s face like it was holy.
She kissed her. Long and slow, not for show, not even for thanks. Just because love demanded to be felt in every way it could be.
Valerie kissed her back, both of them wrapped in the weight of something that had nothing left to prove.
Judy’s head was still tucked under Valerie’s chin, her arms wound around her waist now, quiet in a way that said she’d been holding that song somewhere deep inside herself the entire time. Not for reaction, or even for memory. Just because it felt true.
Sera let out a slow exhale beside them, quiet and reverent. “Okay,” she said, voice low, “you’re banned from ever saying you don’t know how to write love songs again.”
Sandra gave her a look, but her hand slid across the blanket to squeeze Sera’s knee.
Valerie let her fingers rest against the strings, eyes still half-closed, lips parted just enough to catch breath again. “She really did fall asleep like that,” she murmured, not lifting her voice. “The book slid right out of her hands.”
“I remember,” Judy whispered. Her voice caught, not on tears but on something older like that night had just come back to wrap around her ribs. “I was trying to get through the ending... but it felt safer to sleep.”
Valerie leaned her cheek to Judy’s temple. “It was.”
Sera had gone still now, curled in the circle of Sandra’s arm, her head against her shoulder like the song had emptied the last bit of mischief from her for the day.
Judy finally lifted her head just enough to press a kiss against Valerie’s neck, the kind that didn’t need to be seen to be felt. Her voice followed, soft and hushed like it had borrowed the rhythm of the waves. “I never thought I’d be someone a song was written for.”
Valerie kissed her back, nose brushing gently across her cheek. “You were always the song.”
The breeze had gentled by then, more like breath than wind, brushing against the edges of the blanket and lifting a few strands of hair from Valerie’s shoulder. No one moved quickly. It was that kind of moment woven in with sunlight and memory, where even shifting your weight felt like it might disturb something sacred.
Judy didn’t pull away fully. She stayed close, her temple against Valerie’s cheek, her hand curled in the fabric just above her hip like letting go would make it all less real. Valerie’s guitar still rested across her lap, one of her fingers idly tracing the edge of the wood like it could hold the feeling there a little longer.
Sandra's thumb moved in quiet circles over Sera’s knee. She didn’t speak either, and didn't need to. Her eyes were half-closed, lashes resting against her cheeks, her other hand anchored in the grass behind her for balance more than anything. The kind of posture that only came when you felt completely safe.
Sera turned her face a little more into Sandra’s shoulder. “She really meant it,” she said softly. “All of it.”
Valerie didn’t look up. “I don’t know how to not mean it.”
Judy’s fingers tightened around her waist, not hard, just present. The ocean cracked softly in the distance, not far but not pressing in, like it knew its place in the song too.
The blanket beneath them held their warmth, the last of the damp from the morning long since dried. There was the faint scent of salt baked into the fabric now, and sunscreen, and the ghost of grilled hotdogs still drifting up from where the pan had cooled beside the stove.
No one said they should get up.
No one mentioned the games or the rest of the cards left scattered in the deck.
Valerie leaned back a little, enough to rest her head against Judy’s, letting the weight of it be mutual. “You remember what you were reading?” she asked, not pushing, just wondering.
Judy hesitated, then nodded. “That dumb book with the lighthouse. The girl who kept drawing constellations in the margins.”
Valerie smiled softly. “I remember you liked her.”
“I think I liked her because she reminded me of you,” Judy murmured. “Always sketching something no one else could see yet.”
A quiet passed through them again. Not silence never quite that. There were gulls calling further down the bluff, and the faint creak of driftwood shifting near camp, and the even rhythm of waves returning to shore. But it was a peaceful kind of quiet. A permission to stay.
Sera adjusted slightly, one arm slipping around Sandra’s waist now, her voice barely more than a breath. “Can we stay like this for a while?”
Sandra nodded without words, brushing her lips against Sera’s temple.
Judy looked up at Valerie, her eyes soft but steady. “No one’s in a hurry.”
Valerie let her gaze drift out past the dunes, toward the open water where everything shimmered. “Good,” she said, letting her eyes close for a moment. “Because this… this might be my favorite scene.”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes right away. Her head was still tipped back slightly, red braid draped behind her shoulder, the last shimmer of sun settling across her freckled cheeks. Her fingers had finally stilled on the guitar, just resting there now, curled around the edge of the fretboard like a hand still holding the end of a dream.
Judy nudged her side gently with an elbow, a smile curling against the words before they even left her lips. “Careful, mi amor,” she said, voice a warm tease. “You fall asleep out here, and you’re gonna be hot in more ways than one.”
Valerie cracked an eye open, one brow twitching upward, lips already tugging toward a smirk. “Is that a warning or a promise?”
“Both,” Judy said, brushing a lock of red hair away from her forehead with slow fingers. “But mostly it’s me trying to save your ass from sunburn.”
Valerie let out a low hum, tilting her head just enough to kiss the inside of Judy’s wrist as it passed. “Selfless as ever.”
Sera rolled halfway over in Sandra’s arms, dragging her towel up to cover the bridge of her nose. “Y’all are gonna start a fire out here and it’s not even noon.”
Sandra’s voice came soft, amused. “Says the girl who tackled me into a wave.”
“I’m hydrating the vibe,” Sera mumbled.
Valerie sat up a little, arms stretching behind her until her shoulders popped. “We should probably reapply sunscreen soon,” she said, glancing at the arc of light across Judy’s collarbone, already kissed slightly pink by the late morning. “You’re glowing.”
“I’m always glowing,” Judy said without missing a beat, then turned toward her with a softer look. “But yeah, alright. You’re on sunscreen duty.”
Valerie set the guitar aside, careful not to knock over the stack of cards beside her. “Thought you’d never ask.” She reached for the bag by their feet, fingers already rummaging past the chip bag and spare pair of socks.
Judy leaned over, chin on her shoulder. “Do you keep your socks with sunscreen?”
Valerie shrugged, pulling the bottle free. “It’s a system.”
Judy smirked. “Uh-huh.”
The sun had shifted again, drawing a new warmth over the sand and blankets, casting long shadows from the stove crate and the corners of the gear bags. The sea was steady now, no longer crashing, just speaking low, constant, like it approved of whatever was unfolding here.
Valerie flipped the cap open, squeezed a line onto her palm, and looked over at Judy with mock seriousness. “You ready?”
Judy laid back, eyes already closing. “Been ready since 2076.”
“That long huh?,” Valerie murmured, then bent low to begin.
Valerie started at Judy’s shoulder, smoothing the sunscreen in with a slow, practiced touch. Her fingers moved steady, reverent almost, tracing the slope of skin warmed by the sun but still cool in the shaded places. The scent of the lotion coconut and something faintly herbal rose up between them, mixing with the salt and driftwood that still lingered on the breeze.
Judy didn’t speak at first. Just let her eyes stay closed, arms relaxed at her sides, legs stretched long across the blanket. The sounds around them softened again. Sandra’s thumb brushing along Sera’s forearm. The tide lapping like a lazy thought. Somewhere further up the bluff, a gull cried once, then fell silent.
Valerie’s hand paused near Judy’s collarbone. “That okay?”
Judy cracked one eye open, smiled lazy and tilted. “Better than okay. You’ve got the magic touch.”
“Don’t tell the Tyger Claws,” Valerie whispered, dabbing a little more across Judy’s cheekbone. “They’ll want to hire me for spa duty.”
Judy snorted. “Only if you bring your guitar.”
Valerie smirked, shifting to rub sunscreen along her arm next. “I’ll charge extra for ballads.”
Judy rolled her head slightly toward her, cheek brushing the blanket. “You’d do it for free if they looked at you the right way.”
“Excuse you,” Valerie said, glancing down with mock offense. “I am a woman of standards.”
“Mhmm.” Judy’s voice softened, matching the touch now smoothing over her stomach. “That’s why you married me.”
Valerie let out a low laugh, warm and real, her hands slowing just a bit as she leaned in and kissed the top of Judy’s chest where the sun had just begun to pink. “Exactly why.”
Behind them, Sandra was adjusting the towel that had slipped halfway off Sera’s shoulder, her other hand still lazily tracing her thigh. Sera peeked through a curtain of red hair, then whined dramatically.
Sera stuck her tongue out. “You’re gonna make me want sunscreen now, and I hate sunscreen.”
Sandra didn’t look over. “You’ll live.”
Valerie lifted her head just enough to glance their way. “Do you want me to apply your sunscreen after?”
Sera squinted one eye open. “Only if it comes with a song and grilled hot dogs.”
“Two outta three,” Valerie said, already reaching for the bottle again.
Judy caught her wrist gently, pulling her back down beside her before she could stand. “Later,” she whispered, curling an arm around her waist. “Let ‘em burn a little. I’m still soaking this in.”
Valerie settled against her, forehead brushing the edge of Judy’s temple. The bottle rested forgotten beside them, glinting faintly in the sun. Above, the sky held that weightless blue it only got when everything underneath had quieted just right.
She didn’t answer with words. Just closed her eyes and breathed her in, hand resting lightly on Judy’s stomach as the next wave pulled forward, tugged gently at the world, and let go.
Sera shifted upright with a groan like the sun itself was dragging her bones. “Okay,” she muttered, brushing sand off her thigh, “if no one’s gonna move, I’m making the noble sacrifice.”
Sandra didn’t lift her head from Sera’s lap. “You’re barely upright.”
“That’s all I need,” Sera said, already stretching toward the cooler. She cracked the lid with a soft creak and a hiss of trapped cold air. “Oof. Still cold. Bless the insulation gods.” She reached in, digging past juice pouches, mustard, and a lone bag of grapes before pulling out a bottle with familiar pale blue labeling. “Alright. Beer secured. Anyone else?”
Valerie raised her hand without looking, still tucked close to Judy. “Yes, please. Something light.”
Judy’s voice followed, muffled slightly by Valerie’s shoulder. “I’ll take one if it’s not the cherry-ginger.”
“You think I’d give that one away?,” Sera called back, already grabbing two more. “Sandra?”
Sandra yawned. “Not yet. Still recovering from your tactical splash barrage.”
“Strategic assault,” Sera corrected, standing now with three beers hugged to her chest and a cocky tilt to her walk as she stepped back toward the blanket. “Please respect the military precision involved.”
Valerie peeked up. “That looked like flailing and shrieking.”
“Same difference,” Sera grinned, handing Judy her bottle first, then offering Valerie hers with a little bow. “For the brave.”
Valerie took it, bumping the bottom of Sera’s bottle with hers. “To the menace.”
Sera smirked. “She learns.”
Then she dropped back beside Sandra with a soft thud, cracked her bottle, and let the fizz roll out with a satisfying hiss. The breeze tugged through again, soft and salt-warmed, and for a moment, all that moved was the ripple of sunlight across the tops of their drinks and the slow lean of one body into another.
“I swear,” Judy murmured, cracking hers open with one thumb, “this might be the best day we’ve had in years.”
Valerie glanced toward her, smile quiet, eyes warm. “It’s not even over yet.”
“Better not be,” Sera said, raising her bottle toward the sky. “I’ve got at least two more rounds in me and one extremely sunburned shoulder to earn.”
Sandra pulled her towel tighter and leaned into her. “You’re an idiot.”
Sera raised her bottle gently. “And yet, you married me.”
Laughter cracked through the breeze again soft, golden, easy. Just enough to keep the moment moving without breaking the quiet it had earned.
Valerie let the edge of her bottle rest lightly against her lips, not drinking yet, just letting the cool glass balance the heat still rising across her cheekbones. The sun had tilted westward now shadows drawing long across the sand, catching in the folds of towels and the curve of Judy’s leg where it stretched against hers.
Judy had leaned back slightly, hand still curled in Valerie’s, her beer resting on the ground beside them. Her eyes were closed, but not in sleep. Just listening. The sound of Sera muttering about bottle caps. The fizz of Sandra taking a long sip. That steady hush of waves still rolling in, refusing to be in a hurry.
Sera shifted again with a quiet grunt. “Okay but real question,” she said, flopping her now half-empty bottle against her knee with dramatic weight, “why don’t we just live like this? Camp here permanently. No city. No clan meetings. Just sun, beer, and Cards Against Sanity.”
Judy cracked one eye. “Because someone would still manage to call about a busted relay tower in the middle of your beach nap.”
Sera pointed. “Not if I throw my holo in the ocean.”
Sandra reached up and gently tapped her arm. “Baby, no one’s stopping you. But if it floats back like a haunted buoy, I’m not answering your messages.”
Sera leaned over and kissed her forehead anyway. “You’re my favorite ghost hunter.”
Valerie let out a soft snort, then finally took a sip, the taste cool and crisp. She shifted slightly to pull her guitar closer, setting it down in the crook of her leg again, fingers brushing over the strings. Not a song yet just the feel of it. A kind of grounding.
Judy’s hand moved too, settling over Valerie’s thigh. No words, just warmth. Her head tipped again to rest against Valerie’s shoulder.
Sandra stretched her legs out and rested back on her hands. “You know,” she said softly, “I think this might be the first day since Dust Bone Canyon we didn’t talk about what we lost.”
Sera went still for a second, then leaned in behind her, chin on her shoulder. “Because today… we didn’t have to.”
That sat for a while unspoken but understood. The kind of truth you didn’t need to turn over in your hands too long. It just lived there, threaded into the breeze and the closeness and the way no one pulled away from each other.
Valerie’s thumb found a chord without needing to look. The hum of it was low, quiet.
The breeze moved slower now, brushing light across the top of the cooler as the last bottle hissed open. A few gulls wheeled lazy circles overhead, their cries distant faint enough not to touch the hush that had settled among the four of them. Towels rumpled, bottles half-buried in the sand, the heat gentled by the time of day.
Sandra’s voice broke the quiet not sharply, but like a ripple through still water. “Do you ever think my moms’ll get to enjoy this kind of peace?” Her eyes didn’t lift from the ocean. “They don’t really have the option to walk away like we did. They’re still leading the Aldecaldos.”
Sera turned her head just slightly, her chin still resting against Sandra’s shoulder. “Not leading. Guiding. There’s a difference.”
Sandra’s brow twitched. “Semantics.”
“No,” Sera said, softer now. “They chose to stay because it matters to them. But they could leave. They just… haven’t yet.”
Judy didn’t speak, but her hand gently squeezed Valerie’s. Valerie shifted her grip on the guitar and set it aside, her freckled knuckles brushing along Judy’s arm as she looked toward Sandra.
“They made the road,” Valerie said, voice quiet, even. “Doesn’t mean they gotta walk every mile of it. Just means they know where it leads.”
Sandra’s shoulders eased a little. She didn’t nod, not right away. Just breathed in and out once, then again.
Sera turned fully toward her, one leg curling up under her. “You think they’d let go if they could?”
“I don’t know,” Sandra said. “I just…” She rubbed a hand across her knee. “Some days it feels selfish. That we got out.”
Valerie leaned forward slightly, resting her arms across her thighs. “Moonlight… you didn’t get out. You got through. Big difference.”
Judy’s voice followed hers, low, grounded. “And you built something after. That’s the part people forget to write about.”
Sera reached over and pushed a strand of damp hair behind Sandra’s ear. “You don’t owe anyone guilt for healing.”
Sandra looked at her then. Eyes searching. “You don’t think they resent it?”
“No,” Valerie said, firm now. “They trust it. That’s why they made sure you could have it.”
The waves crept forward again, brushing softly up against the edge of the blanket. Light caught on the foam, then pulled away, slow and even.
Sandra exhaled. “Still feels like they carry more than they let on.”
“They always did,” Judy said, her voice quiet with memory. “Even back in Night City.”
“And now,” Valerie added, reaching across to tap her knee gently, “they don’t have to do it alone. Clan’s strong. You’re strong. That’s what they built it for. Not to keep leading… but to finally rest when they’re ready.”
Sera kissed Sandra’s shoulder again, the gesture light, familiar. “And they will.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. But when she leaned back into Sera again, it was with that quiet, wordless kind of understanding. The kind that lets you carry something without having to name it.
Above them, the sun slipped behind a thin wash of cloud, casting the bluff in softer tones, and for a little while longer, no one moved.
Valerie tipped her bottle slightly in Sandra’s direction, a lazy grin tugging at the corner of her mouth. “I will make sure to drag Panam and Vicky to karaoke at Wildest Dreams sometime after we get back,” she said, sunlight catching the freckle line on her cheek as she leaned back into the blanket. “Pretty sure Jessica and Vanessa would love to see everyone again.”
Sandra laughed under her breath, brushing her fingers through the sand absently. “Sounds like fun,” she said. Her eyes softened a little as she glanced toward the others. “For now, let’s enjoy the beer… and play some more cards.”
Judy reached for the stack without hesitation, letting the cards fan out between her fingers. “That’s the spirit,” she murmured, tone half-arch, half-affectionate as her thigh brushed against Valerie’s again. “But fair warning Sera’s been hoarding the most chaotic answers.”
“Strategic stockpile,” Sera said, taking a drink like it was proof of intent. “I’m saving the good ones for when we’re all tipsy and emotionally compromised.”
Valerie chuckled, drawing a new hand. “You are your mothers’ daughter.”
“Damn right,” Sera grinned, already pulling her next card with suspicious glee.
The laughter stirred again, light and steady like the breeze, curling into the space between warmth and wave. Around them, the world stayed just as it was nothing pressing, nothing taken. Just four voices, a stack of slightly bent cards, and the promise of another round.
Sandra shifted a little closer to Sera, one leg tucking beneath the other as she leaned her shoulder into hers. The towel around her back slipped down some, but she didn’t bother fixing it just reached across to draw a card from the pile Judy held out.
Valerie stretched her legs, toes brushing soft against the corner of the blanket. Her fingers tapped idly on her beer bottle, rhythm easy, half-tuned to the tide. “Alright,” she said, squinting at the next black card. “Here we go. ‘Biotechnica’s latest experiment accidentally created blank.’”
Sera didn’t hesitate. “Please. I’ve been waiting for this one.” She slapped down a card face-down, grin already forming like it knew something awful.
Sandra raised a brow and set hers down a beat later. “Mine’s subtle. Watch and learn.”
Judy slid her card in last and leaned into Valerie’s shoulder again, her voice low near her ear. “I’m just hoping we survive this round without moral consequences.”
Valerie smirked. “Doubtful.”
She flipped the cards one by one. “First up.‘A sentient mushroom with a vengeance kink.’” Her brow arched. “Sera.”
Sera held up both hands. “That one’s canon now. No notes.”
“Next card. ‘A cyberdog who only obeys if you sing jazz standards.’” Valerie chuckled. “That’s so weird it might work.”
Judy gave a mock bow. “Thank you. His name is Miles. He plays the harmonica.”
“And last,” Valerie turned the final card, “'The ghost of Adam Smasher stuck in a vending machine.'”
Sandra raised her bottle in solemn silence.
Valerie blinked. “That... might be the winner.”
“Absolutely,” Judy murmured. “Imagine the customer complaints.”
“I am imagining them,” Sera muttered, pressing her forehead to Sandra’s shoulder, laughing under her breath.
Valerie passed the black card over to Sandra, who tucked it into her small but growing victory pile. “I will never unsee that vending machine,” she said, smiling.
The warmth lingered, stretching out across their little campsite like an old friend. Wind whispered through the dune grass, the faint clink of bottle against bottle, and that low, fading sound of surf still rolling in and out like breath.
Sera shifted, curling her hand gently around Sandra’s wrist. “Alright. Deal me in again. I’m feeling lucky.”
Valerie watched them for a moment before glancing toward Judy, her hand resting just beside hers on the blanket, thumb idly tracing the edge of her ring. She reached over, interlaced their fingers again without a word.
Judy adjusted her seat just enough to lean back against Valerie’s side, her head brushing lightly against her shoulder as she looked out across the fading slope of sunlight along the bluff. The breeze had softened again, the warmth from the day now tempered by late afternoon calm. Somewhere down by the dunes, gulls had started circling lazily, like they knew dinner prep was coming but weren’t quite ready to beg for scraps.
Sandra collected the scattered cards, tapping them into a neat stack with practiced fingers. “Alright,” she said, tone casual but eyes playful, “who’s brave enough to pull the next prompt?”
Valerie raised a brow. “I nominate Judy. She hasn’t torched our dignity yet this round.”
Judy made a show of cracking her knuckles, then reached into the center stack. “Let’s see…” She flipped the card over, brow raising as she read it out loud. “‘When you sign up for Maelstrom’s loyalty program, you get blank.’”
Sera burst out laughing immediately. “Oh no.”
Valerie’s hand hovered over her cards. “Oh yes.”
Sandra didn’t even smile at first, just slid a card out from her hand and set it down, slow and deliberate like she was presenting a weapon.
They each followed suit, and Judy gave the pile a little fan before flipping the first card. “‘A fistful of unauthorized cyberware and a polite note from Royce.’” She snorted. “Customer service king.”
Next, “‘Free trauma coverage... but only for the other guy.’” That drew a round of groans.
The last one read: “‘A complimentary existential crisis and half a Chrome Bar coupon.’”
Sera threw her arms up. “That was me!”
“You win by technicality,” Sandra said dryly, handing her the card without argument.
“You say that like it wasn’t inspired,” Sera replied, grinning, before slumping sideways across Sandra’s lap.
Sandra caught her automatically, hand smoothing back a few damp strands of red hair that hadn’t fully dried yet. “You’re insufferable.”
“You married me,” Sera mumbled against her thigh.
Sandra kissed the Phoenix tattoo on her neck. “Mmhm. The jury's still out.”
Judy chuckled low, her fingers lightly brushing against the edge of Valerie’s tank strap as she leaned in. “How many rounds until I can convince you to play the romance expansion?”
Valerie glanced at her with mock suspicion. “The one you wrote custom cards for?”
Judy smirked as the sun caught her dark brown eyes. “The very one.”
“Oh, hell no.” Valerie laughed. “You named a card after my braid. I’m still recovering.”
Judy didn’t deny it. She just leaned closer, kissed the edge of her shoulder. “You loved it.”
Valerie’s voice softened, fingers catching gently around her wife’s hand. “I love you.”
The next hand didn’t get dealt for a while. No one rushed to fill the quiet. The sun kept drifting lower, shadows stretching longer, and their circle tightened not from chill, but the slow kind of gravity that only came from time, and safety, and the luxury of not needing to be anywhere else.
Sera was still half-sprawled in Sandra’s lap, her legs angled lazily across the blanket, eyes barely open in the amber slope of the light. The breeze had turned cooler, brushing across her bare knees, but she hadn’t made any effort to move, just shifted slightly when Sandra’s arm tightened across her waist.
Sandra tapped the stack of cards beside her, then looked up at Judy and Valerie, her voice quieter now, but unmistakably direct. “Can we play the romance expansion next?”
Sera blinked slowly, then tilted her head back to squint at her. “You… want to?”
Sandra didn’t flinch. Her thumb traced a slow circle against Sera’s side, grounding them both in the fading day. “I think it’s earned,” she said. “Besides, you haven’t blushed in like forty-five minutes.”
Valerie chuckled, propping herself up slightly on one elbow. “She’s not wrong.”
Judy gave Sandra a small, knowing smile. “You’re sure? Some of those cards are a little… heartfelt.”
Sandra just nodded. “I know.”
Sera lifted her head a bit more, brow arched like she was trying to gauge just how serious she was. But whatever she saw there softened something in her. “Okay,” she murmured, voice lower. “Yeah. Let’s.”
Judy reached back into the game crate, pulling out the softer blue deck with the cracked heart icon hand-drawn on the corner. The box flap had been taped back together more than once, corners worn from use in one of the few games they’d never let anyone outside the family borrow.
She handed the deck to Valerie without a word.
Valerie held it for a second, thumb grazing the edge. “Same rules?”
Sandra nodded. “Same as always. No bluffing. No throwaways. And if you draw one that hits too close…”
“You read it anyway,” Valerie finished gently.
Judy laid back into the crook of Valerie’s arm. “Because it matters more than winning.”
The cards whispered softly as Valerie began to shuffle, each one carrying some old echo of a moment, a memory, or a truth they hadn’t had the words for at the time. This deck wasn’t about laughs. It was about showing up about seeing each other and still choosing to stay close.
As the first card was dealt, no one joked.
The game had shifted.
The sun, now kissing the edge of the horizon, seemed to pause just long enough to hold space for what came next.
Sera leaned back against Sandra again, quieter now, her hand resting lightly over Sandra’s where it curled across her stomach. Her eyes stayed on the cards as Valerie set the deck down between them, but the usual glint of mischief had gentled into something softer more open than playful.
The fire hadn’t been lit, but the heat of the day still clung to the sand and their skin, made warmer by the closeness of it all. The kind of warmth that didn’t demand anything. It just stayed.
Valerie flipped the first blue card.
“What small gesture made you fall harder than you expected?”
No one rushed to speak. The silence didn’t stretch awkward, it waited.
Judy blinked down at the card, then smiled faintly. “When you started making two mugs of coffee. Even before I said I was staying.”
Valerie’s head turned slightly, cheek brushing Judy’s hair. “You never said it.”
Judy’s voice was low. “Didn’t have to.”
Sera glanced sideways at Sandra. “You go first.”
Sandra exhaled like she’d expected that. She didn’t fumble for an answer, didn’t look down or away. “When you tried to fix the solar panel at three in the morning,” she said. “Didn’t even wake me up. Just wanted me to have hot water before your patrol.”
Sera blinked once. Her mouth twitched with a smile or emotion, it was hard to say. “I got electrocuted a little.”
“I know,” Sandra said gently. “That’s what made it count.”
Valerie leaned back on one palm, glancing between them. “I’m not crying. You’re crying.”
Judy sniffed once, half-laughing as she wiped under her eye. “No, you’re crying.”
Sera reached for another card, not to move on, but to keep the rhythm alive. Her voice was quieter than before. “Okay… next one.”
She flipped it.
“What do you want to be remembered for not by the world, just by them?”
The sun dipped a little lower.
Valerie’s fingers idly brushed along the side of Judy’s thigh, her eyes still on the card Sera had placed face-up in the sand. The words didn’t ask for anything big, not medals, not legend. Just the kind of remembering that lived in the people you loved.
She exhaled softly through her nose and didn’t rush her answer.
“I think…” Valerie tilted her head a little, watching the light catch in Judy’s damp lashes. “I want to be remembered for keeping the promise. Not just the big one surviving, showing up. I mean the quiet one. That if we ever found peace, I’d let myself belong to it. To her.”
Judy didn’t speak. Just pressed a kiss to Valerie’s shoulder and stayed there.
Sera didn’t say anything right away. Her hand tightened slightly in Sandra’s, her thumb drawing slow circles against her skin like she was sketching something only she could see.
Sandra answered first. “I want her to remember that I never ran.” Her voice was calm, but it rang clear across the blanket, even under the hush of waves. “Even when I could’ve. Even when it might’ve been easier. I stayed. Every time.”
Sera blinked fast but didn’t look away. “I already do,” she whispered. “But I’ll remember harder.”
Then she tilted her head back, eyes flicking toward the sun still sliding down past the bluff. “For me… I think I want to be remembered for bringing the noise,” she said, but her smile was slow, softened by something more than mischief. “I want to be the reason somebody laughed too loud. Or felt brave enough to try. Or believed they could just once because I did.”
Sandra leaned in, kissed her temple. “You already are.”
They let it settle, the way only people who weren’t trying to fill silence could.
Judy looked down at her hand of cards and then smiled faintly, tucking them back against her thigh. “Alright,” she said, voice warm again, light again. “Now who’s pulling the prompt about Arasaka’s matchmaking algorithm glitching during a Corpo speed dating event?”
Valerie grinned. “That was yours, wasn’t it?”
Judy winked. “I had help.”
Sera perked up, reaching for the deck. “I think it’s time we tested the romantic disaster expansion.”
Sandra reached into the side pouch of the gear crate and pulled out the faded pink envelope with its barely legible sticker: Love, Like, Lust… or Tactical Distraction?
She handed it to Sera without a word, but her smirk said everything.
Sera cracked it open and let the next card fall right into her lap.
She read it, blinked, then read it again.
Then cracked up laughing. “Oh no. This one says…‘Describe your ideal post-apocalyptic date using only three words.’”
Judy immediately held up her response card. “Full-body chrome massage.”
Valerie just cackled. “Jude!”
Sera beamed. “We are not topping that. Shut it down. The game's over.”
Sandra chuckled, drawing her towel tighter around her shoulders. “Best remembered for that one, I guess.”
Judy raised her bottle. “Cheers to legacy.”
The sun dipped lower. The breeze turned cooler. And laughter carried them a little further into the long, gold stretch of evening.
Valerie was still laughing when she leaned over to nudge her shoulder against Judy’s. “Full-body chrome massage,” she said, shaking her head like she couldn’t believe what had just come out of her wife’s mouth. “That’s your legacy, huh?”
Judy didn’t flinch, just grinned into the sip of her drink. “Tell me I’m wrong.”
“You’re not,” Sandra murmured, smirking over the rim of her bottle. “We’ve seen the way you calibrate those optic enhancers.”
Sera let out a fake gasp. “Not in front of the children.”
“You’re the child,” Sandra said, dry as sandpaper, but her hand still found Sera’s knee under the towel without missing a beat.
The warmth between them hadn’t faded, it had just shifted. From the soft ache of memory to something looser, easier, the kind of end-of-day glow that made the world feel like it could exhale with you.
Valerie adjusted the cards in her hand, flipping one absentmindedly against her thumb. “Alright,” she said, voice low and thoughtful now. “Let’s do one more before the sun fully dips. Then we break out the marshmallows.”
Sera raised a brow. “Wait, we brought marshmallows?”
“Not just marshmallows,” Judy said, already reaching for the crate. “Chocolate. Graham crackers. Real sticks.”
Sandra tilted her head. “Actual sticks?”
Valerie shrugged. “We’re outdoorsy.”
The game resumed in a kind of gentle sprawl, the four of them leaning in as the shadows lengthened, their laughter now a little slower, more honey than wildfire. Each card flipped was less about winning and more about watching each other react to seeing the way Judy’s mouth curved before she delivered a punchline, or the way Sera still glanced at Sandra first, like that was where her joy lived.
The ocean stretched just beyond the ridge. The stove clicked faintly in the background, its last bit of heat curling off into the breeze. And above them, the sky blushed gold, the sun easing down behind the horizon like it, too, didn’t want to leave the day just yet.
Valerie looked up from her hand and let herself pause.
Here, in the low light, with the scent of salt and sunscreen still clinging to Judy’s skin beside her, with Sera laughing across the firepit and Sandra rubbing the bridge of her nose like she was two seconds from losing it again here was what forever looked like.
Sandra set her last card down with a smug little flick, watching Sera's face twist with exaggerated betrayal.
“You had that the whole time?” Sera asked, pointing at the card like it had insulted her family name.
Sandra didn’t flinch. “Played the long game.”
“You’re a monster,” Sera muttered, reaching for her beer again. “A beautiful, strategic monster.”
Judy chuckled low, leaning into Valerie’s side as she reshuffled the prompt deck. The way her fingers moved, methodical, familiar made Valerie’s heart tug in that slow, quiet way. Like something steady was being rewound.
Valerie let her chin rest on Judy’s shoulder, her breath brushing warm across skin still sunkissed and a little salty. “Y’know,” she murmured, “you were terrifying with that romance expansion. Weaponized intimacy.”
Judy smirked without looking up. “I learned from the best.”
The sky had dipped further now, all amber and soft blue grays, the kind that made the edges of everything feel just a little closer. The fire hadn’t been lit yet, but the promise of it was in the air: sandalwood, dried brush, the kindling stacked nearby. Everything quieted a bit, not from tiredness, but from fullness.
Sera picked up the marshmallow bag and turned it over in her hands. “Alright. Someone’s gotta start the fire. I vote Mom. She’s got the aura of a firestarter.”
“Is that a compliment?” Valerie asked, raising a brow.
“Clearly,” Sera said, already digging through the crate for skewers. “You set hearts on fire and make excellent breakfast sausages. You’re basically a camp legend.”
Sandra tilted her head toward Judy. “Is she playing for points again?”
“Always,” Judy said. Then she looked at Valerie, eyes gleaming soft in the dimming light. “But she’s not wrong.”
Valerie smiled, that kind of quiet-lipped smile that didn’t need showing off. “Alright. I’ll start the fire. But someone else is holding the marshmallows hostage until we get a good coal bed.”
“I got you,” Sera said, tossing her a small bundle of kindling like it was a softball. “Don’t make me come in there with the lighter.”
“You’re not allowed near the lighter,” Sandra called after her.
“I know,” Sera said, mournful. “Because of the lantern incident.”
Valerie was already moving toward the firepit, Judy following close, brushing sand off her legs as she stood. The beach behind them had gone hush, waves still steady but more rhythmic now, like even the tide was exhaling. Their footsteps on the sand sounded different here, less sharp, more grounded.
Judy handed her the lighter with a mock salute. “As requested, Guapa.”
Valerie clicked it once, then again, until flame met pine, and the first curl of smoke wound upward into the darkening sky. She crouched near the flame, watching the fire catch, small at first but sure.
From behind her, Judy’s voice came soft. “Hey.”
Valerie looked up.
Judy smiled and held out a marshmallow, already skewered. “Just in case you forgot who you’re doing this for.”
Valerie took it, eyes warm. “How could I forget?”
The fire crackled into life, soft at first thin flames curling along the kindling with a hush more than a roar. It lit Judy’s face in flickers, her green-and-pink strands catching in the breeze like lazy streamers. Valerie nudged a few thicker sticks inward, feeding the heat slowly, her free hand still holding the marshmallow Judy had offered like it meant more than it looked.
Behind them, the sky had shifted again. Deepening. The last streaks of coral light gave way to violet and soft gray, the kind of twilight that didn’t announce itself, just melted into place.
Sera flopped back down onto the blanket, her beer tilted against her stomach, head lolling toward Sandra. “Okay, I’m officially declaring marshmallow amnesty. Everyone deserves at least one pre-fire warm-up treat.”
“You just want a charred sugar bomb,” Sandra replied, but she was already unfolding herself and reaching into the bag. “Don’t let it catch this time.”
Sera raised a hand, mock-scout salute. “No full combustion. Scout’s honor.”
“Pretty sure you never made it past junior rank,” Judy called over her shoulder.
Sera just grinned. “They couldn’t handle my methods.”
Valerie sat back, wiping ash-dust from her palms onto her shorts. The warmth of the fire crept slowly outward, licking at her bare shins, soft against the sun-dried denim of her tank. She looked sideways, and found Judy already settling beside her again, folding her legs under herself and leaning into the heat with a soft, pleased sound.
“Damn, you build a good fire,” Judy murmured.
Valerie grinned. “Not my first bluffside.”
The logs popped, one of them cracking with a dry echo that sent a few sparks skyward. Valerie held up the marshmallow stick finally, letting it hover over the growing coals, not too close. Just close enough to brown.
Sera passed a fresh skewer to Sandra, then turned to glance at the stack of cards still sitting half-fanned near the edge of the blanket. “After this round… romance expansion part two?”
Sandra raised her brow. “Are you trying to rig it so you can drop the ‘First Date at a Braindance Café’ card again?”
Sera tried for innocence, but failed spectacularly. “Maybe.”
Judy tilted her head, her voice playful. “You’re just mad that one lost to ‘Holding hands while dodging corpo assassins.’”
“It was emotionally rich!” Sera protested.
Valerie laughed softly, rotating her marshmallow with a small twist of her fingers. “Then bring the emotion this time, Starshine.”
Sera huffed dramatically, but her smile gave her away.
A gull cried somewhere distant, wings slicing through the darkening sky above. The sea was a low murmur now, waves soft and steady like breath half-taken. The stars hadn’t fully emerged, but the first few were testing the edges of the blue. And within that growing hush, the fire kept building not loud, not roaring, just steady. Like them.
Valerie pulled her marshmallow free, perfectly golden, and offered it toward Judy without a word. Judy leaned in, lips brushing warm against her fingers as she took it delicately, and for a second neither of them said anything.
The scent of burning pine and sugar thickened the air, and for one small, perfect moment, the world outside their circle didn’t need tending.
Just one flame, four hearts, and the coast holding everything in place.
The fire crackled low and even now, tucked in its groove of stones like it belonged there. A soft gust rolled in off the ocean and made the flames dance, shadows stretching across the bluff in easy, golden ripples. Valerie shifted slightly on the blanket, her palm planted behind her for balance, legs stretched toward the heat. The toes of her sandals nudged Judy’s shin where it crossed under her.
Judy leaned back, marshmallow stick in hand, the charred edges of hers already half-bitten. “Not bad,” she said, chewing thoughtfully, “but yours was definitely better.”
Valerie tilted her head. “Is that an offer to trade chefs next round?”
Judy smirked, eyes glinting under the edge of her lashes. “Only if it comes with a kiss from the head cook.”
Valerie leaned in slow and pressed one to her cheek just soft, just long enough for Judy’s smile to settle deeper.
Sera had unwrapped another skewer and was carefully threading her second marshmallow, glancing over at Sandra like she was pretending not to wait for her. “So, romance deck?” she asked again, a little more hopeful this time.
Sandra glanced sideways, one hand resting casually over Sera’s knee. “Wasn’t the last round romantic enough for you?”
“It was about corpo HR policies and emotionally unavailable Netrunners,” Sera deadpanned.
Judy raised a finger. “That’s real romance in Night City.”
Sandra chuckled, relenting. “Alright. We’ll play one round, but if any of you pull the ‘Ghost your crush with a netrunner AI’ card again, I’m out.”
Valerie reached for the romance expansion deck from beside the cooler, shaking it once like it might offer divine guidance. “Okay, then who’s pulling the first prompt?”
Sera’s hand shot up. “Me! Me! Let me!” She leaned forward dramatically, grabbing the black prompt card off the top, eyes gleaming with anticipation.
She cleared her throat and read aloud, “You knew it was love when they…”
Judy snorted immediately, covering her grin with the back of her hand.
Sandra looked down at her cards, smirking.
Valerie picked up her hand with a little shake of her head. “You’re all already thinking the worst.”
Sera grinned devilishly. “I’ve played this game with you three before.”
The breeze caught the edge of the cards as they played, as if the wind itself wanted in. Judy laid hers down first face down, of course then Sandra, Valerie, and finally Sera with an exaggerated flourish.
Sera turned them one by one:
Judy’s read: “...agreed to smuggle your lizard past the NUSA border patrol because love means never abandoning your reptiles.”
Sera cracked up. “Classic.”
Sandra’s card: “...reloaded your smartgun for you mid-firefight and kissed your helmet.”
Valerie’s: “...didn’t flinch when you revealed your ex was a former Maelstrom love poet.”
Then Sera turned her own, barely containing herself: “...looked at you like a malfunctioning vending machine and said, ‘You’re my snack now.’”
Laughter broke over the bluff again, rising just enough to startle a gull overhead. Judy leaned fully into Valerie’s side, eyes wet at the corners from laughing too hard.
“That’s disgusting,” Sandra said, but she was smiling.
“I vote for the helmet kiss,” Judy offered, wiping under one eye.
Sera mock-pouted. “You people have no appreciation for culinary romance.”
Valerie raised her brows. “We’re gonna need to have a talk about what snacks are sacred.”
The fire popped behind them, shooting a tiny spark upward before it vanished into the thickening dusk. The deck waited beside the wine bottle, chips mostly gone, the marshmallow bag low, but the night didn’t feel like it was winding down.
It felt like it was settling in.
Warmth on all sides, and the bluff holding every beat of laughter like it had always been part of the rhythm.
Judy’s foot nudged Valerie’s ankle, toes warm against skin where her sandal had slipped off earlier. “Says the woman who bought us matching T-shirts,” she teased, voice light but edged with mischief. “One that says I defend my snacks with honor, and the other one says I’m Snacks.”
Valerie didn’t look up right away. She reached lazily for her beer, took a sip that drew just long enough to make it a bit dramatic, then tilted her head like weighing the evidence. “And we’re swapping ‘em on different days,” she added, setting the bottle back down in the sand beside her thigh. “Keep people guessing.”
Sera, still sprawled across her towel like a sun-warmed cat, lifted a hand without even lifting her head. “You better warn people when you do. They are gonna have a crisis.”
Sandra didn’t glance up from her hand of cards, but her tone came out level and dry as ever. “If you both show up wearing I’m Snacks, it’s gonna spark a philosophical debate.”
Valerie arched a brow, smiling now. “It’s not a debate. It’s a challenge.”
Judy leaned in closer, her tank top slipping off one shoulder with the movement. “It’s a love letter,” she said softly, and kissed Valerie’s cheek before she could offer a rebuttal.
Sera groaned from the sand. “Okay, okay, I get it. Love wins. Snacks are sacred. I rescind my vending machine joke before it becomes gospel.”
Valerie laughed into the kiss, then brushed her hair back where the breeze had pulled a strand across her mouth. “Too late, Starshine. That one’s getting embroidered on a towel.”
“I’ll burn the towel,” Sera muttered.
“You’ll pose with it,” Sandra said without looking up. “Grinning like you invented it.”
The wind shifted again, carrying salt and firewood and whatever sweetness lingered from the last marshmallow. Valerie’s guitar rested by the cooler, its strings faintly humming from the breeze like it hadn’t quite let go of the last chord she’d played.
The cards fluttered in Judy’s hand as she scooped the next prompt off the deck, smirk already forming like she knew exactly what she’d drawn.
Judy held the prompt just long enough for dramatic effect, twisting it between two fingers, the gold on her wedding band catching the firelight. “You realized you had no choice but to marry them when…”
Valerie raised both brows as she looked down at her remaining hand. “Okay. That one feels personal.”
Sandra slid a card forward without a word, her expression unreadable but her lips quivering just slightly. Sera looked between hers twice, then threw one face down like it owed her money. Judy picked hers with a little flourish. Valerie waited a beat, then dropped hers last with a small tap against the sand like sealing a deal.
Sera sat up, sand clinging faintly to her arm as she turned the cards over one by one, her fingers brushing crumbs and stray grass off the corners like the cards were sacred. She read them slow, voice dipping low like a game show host:
“...when they challenged your nemesis to a dance-off at a gas station in Barstow.”
That got a full-body wheeze out of Judy. “That was not Barstow,” she coughed, “that was just outside Barstow.”
“And you lost,” Valerie added, already pointing at her.
“Because I didn’t know it was a tap battle,” Judy fired back, hand to her heart.
Sandra smiled without looking up. “I knew I married into chaos.”
Sera turned the second card. “...when they carried you out of a burning taco stand and still remembered to grab your hot sauce packets.”
Valerie squinted. “Okay, but that actually happened. I still have the scar.”
“And the packets,” Judy said.
“They were limited edition,” Valerie said with a shrug, like it explained everything.
Sera turned the third. “...when they slept in the driver’s seat for four days just to be first in line when your favorite band got back together.”
This one made her pause. She blinked, a little quieter. “Wait… this sounds like…”
Valerie gently raised a hand. “It was three days. And it rained.”
Judy leaned against her shoulder, soft now. “We weren’t even sure you’d remember that show.”
“I did,” Valerie said.
Sera gave her a little grin, but the last card pulled her back to full volume. She read it with too much emphasis:
“...when they asked if your mom was single and you realized you were gonna have to keep this idiot for safety reasons.”
Valerie snorted. “That better not be mine.”
Judy leaned back on one hand, the other tracing circles in the sand beside her thigh. “Sera. Did you write that one yourself?”
“I plead the fifth,” Sera said, leaning dramatically into Sandra’s lap again.
Sandra reached up and lazily tossed a mini marshmallow onto her stomach. “You’re not getting away with that.”
The fire cracked, another log settling deeper into the coals. Shadows pulled longer across their knees and ankles, flickering between the folds of the blankets. A gull cried somewhere beyond the cliff line, then the wind took it.
Valerie brushed a bit of ash off her knee, voice quieter now. “Alright, vote.”
“Dance-off,” Judy said, raising her hand.
“Taco stand,” Sandra said.
Valerie glanced sideways. “The hot sauce packets?”
“Ride or die,” Sandra replied.
Sera tilted her head. “Gotta go with the band reunion. Anyone who fights off rain and synth fans deserves a damn ring.”
Valerie smiled faintly, eyes fixed on the cards but seeing something older. “I’m not gonna argue.”
No one spoke after that. The moment didn’t ask them to.
Just the fire, still breathing in the center of it all. The four of them, wrapped in the hush that only comes after enough laughter’s been shared to make the silence feel earned.
The crackle of the fire shifted again, a softer fold this time as the log settled deeper into glowing ash. Valerie set her cards down with a quiet sigh and reached for the half-torn marshmallow bag, its plastic rustling faintly as she pulled it open.
“Alright, next prompt’s yours,” Judy said, flicking the corner of the deck toward Sandra.
Sandra took her time, flipping the card with her usual quiet precision, thumb brushing the edge like she was feeling for meaning before reading it aloud. “They impressed you by…”
Sera perked up immediately. “Oh this one’s dangerous.”
Valerie was already threading a marshmallow onto the skewered end of a blackened stick, its wood stripped smooth. She glanced over her shoulder with a smirk. “I expect at least two emotionally scarring answers.”
“Great,” Judy said, already tossing one card forward face down. “Let’s ruin each other.”
Sandra followed suit. Sera flipped through hers like she was flipping fate, then dropped one with a grin. Valerie dropped her stick for a second onto the lip of a rock, nudged her card into the pile with a little flick of her nail, then turned back to the fire.
The heat pulsed against her bare legs, the flame licking just under the surface of the marshmallow as it slowly bloomed from white to gold. Smoke curled upward in lazy spirals, twisting between the stars now brighter above. The guitar still sat nearby in the sand, its wood catching just enough light to gleam faintly near the neck.
Sera scooped the cards again, clearing her throat dramatically. “They impressed you by…”
She turned the first. “...winning a burrito eating contest while dual-wielding tasers.”
“God,” Valerie muttered under her breath, turning the marshmallow slowly.
“That one’s mine,” Judy admitted with no shame. “You weren’t there. It was beautiful.”
Sera turned the next card. “...stealing a Corpo’s car, rerouting the GPS, and filling it with glitter bees.”
Sandra’s voice was mild. “They never traced it back to me.”
Judy just stared. “You’re full of secrets.”
Sera’s fingers fumbled slightly as she flipped the third. “...reciting an entire pre-collapse soap opera finale while seducing you with an umbrella.”
Valerie’s laughter cracked out loud this time, nearly dropping the marshmallow. “Okay…okay, I need context.”
“I blacked out most of it,” Sera said, waving her hand. “Only remember the umbrella. And my knees locking.”
Judy pointed. “You’re not allowed to tease me ever again.”
Valerie pulled the stick back slowly, marshmallow perfectly toasted and trembling at the edges. She pressed it onto a graham cracker waiting in her palm, added the chocolate with the other, and folded it together like building something sacred.
“And the last one…” Sera turned it over with flair. “...held your hand in the middle of a shootout and said, ‘If we make it out of this, I’m buying you pancakes.’”
Sandra tilted her head slightly. “That’s not mine.”
Judy looked sideways. “That’s not mine either.”
Valerie walked back over, s’more in one hand, beer in the other. “Yeah,” she said, settling onto the towel beside Judy. “That one’s real.”
Judy looked at her, smile softening. “You never did buy those pancakes.”
“I’m making good on it this vacation,” Valerie said, offering the s’more toward her like a truce. “Close enough?”
Judy took a slow bite, lips brushing Valerie’s fingertips as she pulled the graham cracker free. “Close enough.”
Sera made a fake gagging noise. “Gross.”
Sandra took a sip of her drink. “Vote.”
“Umbrella seduction,” Sera said immediately.
“Shootout pancakes,” Judy murmured, mouth full.
Valerie pointed with her stick. “Glitter bees. No notes.”
Sandra shrugged, quiet. “Umbrella wins.”
Wind caught the edge of the towel near Valerie’s feet, and the fire popped again as another spark rose. Somewhere distant, the ocean reminded them it was still there, endless and patient.
Above them, the stars blinked like they’d been listening all along.
Judy wiped a bit of chocolate from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, then leaned slightly to the side, letting her shoulder rest against Valerie’s. Her fingers, still warm from the s’more, found Valerie’s knee without needing to look.
“I still think glitter bees should’ve gotten a tie,” she murmured.
Valerie’s smirk curved slowly. “You just like imagining Kinazaki opening his door to a thousand shimmering regrets.”
“That poor bastard,” Sera said, arms folded behind her head now, the towel under her shifting as she wriggled deeper into the sand. “Didn’t he have to move apartments?”
Sandra nodded without looking up. “Two floors down. It followed him.”
“That’s art,” Judy said, voice dry.
Valerie’s next marshmallow stuck a little to the bag as she pulled it out, fingers brushing the inner lining. “Alright, who’s dealing the next one?”
“I got it,” Sera offered, already reaching. The deck made a soft whisper as she slid the top card off and held it close, dramatic pause in full effect. “Oh… this one’s evil.”
Valerie lifted a brow.
Sera grinned. “They had you at hello… but lost you at…”
“Oof,” Judy muttered, already flipping through her remaining hand. “We’re gonna fight.”
“I didn’t sign up for heartbreak,” Valerie said, but she was already dropping a card forward, face down.
Sandra went next, slow and deliberate. Judy hesitated a little longer, but slid hers forward with a quiet exhale. Sera threw hers on top with a flourish like she was dealing a final blow.
“Alright,” she said, sitting up properly now, sand stuck to her calf. “Let’s ruin each other.”
She turned Judy’s first. “Had you at hello… but lost you at. They called every dog they met ‘Mr. Woofers,’ even the aggressive ones.”
Judy raised both hands. “Look, every dog deserves a title.”
Valerie let out a low laugh. “I’m not saying it’s wrong. Just that you nearly lost a finger to one named Rebar.”
“Still a good boy,” Judy whispered.
Sera turned Sandra’s next. “...lost you at They bit their own finger during a toast and tried to play it off like a power move.”
Sandra simply shrugged. “It was a weird brunch.”
Sera’s laugh cracked through the dark, carrying a little longer this time. “Please tell me there’s a holovid.”
“I deleted it,” Sandra said, completely unconvincing.
Next card: Valerie’s. “...lost you when they texted your mom a selfie of your feet.”
Judy froze.
Sera nearly dropped the card from laughing.
Valerie didn’t blink. “It was meant for you.”
“That doesn’t make it better!” Judy gasped, half-crying now.
Sera wiped her eyes. “I need to sit down and I’m already sitting down.”
She turned the last card, her own. “...lost you when they tried to fight a raccoon over a vending machine burrito.”
“That was a power move,” Sera said proudly.
“I loved that raccoon,” Sandra muttered.
The group dissolved again, laughter spiraling up with the sea breeze. Valerie had to set her marshmallow stick down before she dropped it, her hand pressed flat to the towel for balance.
Judy leaned her head against her shoulder again, breath still catching between laughs. “I don’t even care who wins that round.”
“No one,” Valerie said, brushing her fingers through Judy’s hair gently. “We all lost. And it was glorious.”
The fire popped again, a little lower now, coals settled deep in the pit. The stars above glimmered clearer than before, no moon yet to mute them, just the sharp hush of the waves threading through the edge of the wind. Sera stretched back out again, hand reaching over blindly to find Sandra’s.
It found it.
No one pointed it out. They didn’t need to.
Just one more card left unturned, and the warmth was still holding.
The next card sat waiting at the top of the deck, just catching the firelight on one edge like it knew it was next.
Valerie let the quiet settle a little longer, the kind that didn’t ask to be filled. Judy still leaned against her, the weight of her easy and familiar, skin brushing skin where their legs pressed together on the towel. Somewhere behind them, the guitar creaked softly in the night air, the wood adjusting to the cool.
Sera finally moved again, fingers brushing a bit of sand off her knee as she pulled the top card. She didn’t read it right away. Just looked at it, mouth twitching.
“Oh no,” she said, but she was already smiling. “This is terrible. I love it.”
She cleared her throat, voice sweet and way too innocent.
“Describe your partner's ‘aesthetic’ using only unflattering metaphors.”
Judy groaned, flopping backward into Valerie’s lap. “No. Absolutely not. I didn’t sign a waiver for this.”
“You’re fine,” Valerie murmured, smoothing Judy’s hair back where it spilled across her thigh. “It’s only unflattering if it’s not true.”
“I will end you,” Judy mumbled into her stomach.
Sandra, for her part, already had a card down with that same calm, surgical precision that always gave Sera pause. Sera followed with a dramatic gasp and a slap of her own card. Valerie added hers with a grin, and Judy reluctantly pulled one from her hand, holding it out like it physically offended her.
Sera turned Sandra’s first.
“...like if tactical gear fell in love with a funeral and they had a child who hated smiling.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow, deadpan. “What can I say? You’re my entire vibe.”
Sera beamed. “That’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me.”
Valerie leaned forward to see the cards better, lifting her half-finished s’more in the other hand as Sera flipped the second.
“...like a haunted jukebox that only plays breakup songs in reverse.”
Judy stared. “Okay but that’s romantic as hell.”
“Not if you’ve heard what comes out backward,” Valerie said, biting into the cracker.
Next card. Sera blinked as she read it, barely keeping her composure.
“...like if a glitter bomb had commitment issues and smoked clove cigarettes it swears it doesn’t like it.”
Valerie nearly choked. “That is you, babe.”
Judy rolled onto her back again, hand on her heart. “It’s not my fault I contain multitudes.”
Last card. Sera turned it with flourish.
“...like a raccoon got a makeover and decided to haunt art galleries instead of dumpsters.”
Sandra gave a slow, quiet nod. “Yeah. That’s you.”
Sera looked personally offended. “That raccoon is a visionary.”
Judy had her face buried against Valerie’s stomach, laughing so hard she wasn’t making sound. Valerie just draped an arm over her shoulder, brushing her thumb gently back and forth across her collarbone.
No one voted. It didn’t matter.
The fire was starting to burn low, orange seeping into red where the coals thickened. The breeze had shifted cooler, curling around their arms and ankles, but no one moved to fetch anything warmer. They just drew in a little closer.
Valerie glanced toward the truck, where a faint glint off the rearview mirror caught the stars for just a second. Then back to the circle, and the mess of cards scattered like someone had forgotten to deal proper endings.
“Alright,” she said, soft. “One more round?”
Sera gave a sleepy thumbs-up. Judy shifted enough to lift her head, eyes still shining. “Only if I get to read this one.”
Sandra passed her the deck, slow and easy, and let her fingers brush over Sera’s knuckles before settling again.
The night didn’t hurry them. Neither did the waves.
The fire, patient as ever, waited for the next punchline.
Judy took the top card and didn’t rush it. Her fingers lingered against the edge, smoothing a crease that wasn’t there, her thumb tracing once along the corner like it might change the outcome. The fire cast a soft red glow up her arm, flickering against the dark black polish on her nails.
She smiled, quiet and just a little dangerous. “Alright, last one for the night,” she said, lifting her head fully from Valerie’s lap and crossing her legs, eyes catching the firelight. “It says…”
“Describe your love life using only fake action movie titles.”
Valerie let out a long, low whistle. “We’re gonna get sued for emotional damages.”
“I take no responsibility,” Sandra said, already dropping a card into the center like a quiet confession.
Sera grinned and fanned her cards with exaggerated flair, then chose one like she was selecting a weapon. “You people aren’t ready.”
Valerie pulled hers with a light flick, leaning forward just enough that her hair slipped forward over one shoulder, loose strands catching across her collarbone.
Judy hesitated, and looked at her hand. Then at Valerie. With a dramatic sigh, tossed one in like throwing a match on fuel.
Sera pulled her knees up, wrapping her arms loosely around them as she turned the first card. “Alright. Let’s do some emotional damage.”
She flipped Sandra’s card first. “Silent Partner 3: No Witnesses, Only Feelings.”
Sandra didn’t say anything, but her smirk said everything.
“God,” Judy said, blinking. “That’s too accurate.”
Sera turned the second. “Maximum Overheal: Reloaded.”
Valerie tilted her head. “Is that supposed to be flattering?”
“Maybe,” Sera grinned. “It depends how you read it. I think it says I’m devoted and dangerous.”
“Mostly dangerous,” Sandra added, reaching for her beer.
The third card turned over. Judy’s.
“Chainsmoke Tango: The Reckoning.”
Valerie just laughed, deep and warm, her head tipping back. “That’s just what we called New Year’s Eve in 2076.”
“I wore sequins and had a knife in my boot,” Judy added, matter-of-fact.
“You always have a knife in your boot,” Sera pointed out.
Judy shrugged. “That’s why I’m still married.”
Then Sera flipped Valerie's last card.
“Love Song for the End of the World.”
Just like that, no one laughed.
Not right away.
Judy’s hand had already found Valerie’s again, fingers curling slow around hers. She didn’t say anything, just leaned back against her, their shoulders touching, knees brushing under the blanket.
Sera didn’t tease. Didn’t try to top it. She just nodded once, real soft.
“Yeah,” she said. “That one wins.”
Valerie smiled, but it was quieter now, like something pulled from deeper down. She kissed the top of Judy’s head, her voice low. “Didn’t mean for it to be sad.”
Judy shook her head gently. “It’s not.”
Sandra fed the last of her marshmallow into the fire, the flames curling bright before settling again.
Sera set the cards aside, the deck loose and slightly bent now, in the way good things get when they’re shared.
The wind came back softer, brushing cool across their skin, lifting the edge of one towel just enough to fold it slightly. The stars overhead had scattered wider, no clouds to blur them. Just sky and breath and firelight.
“Alright,” Valerie said after a long pause, voice smooth again. “I say we call that the finale.”
“No objections,” Sera murmured, already leaning her head into Sandra’s shoulder.
Judy tilted her face up, catching Valerie’s freckled cheek with a kiss before resting her forehead there. “You always know how to end a scene.”
Valerie closed her eyes for a second. “Yeah. But this one’s not the end.”
It wasn’t. It was just night on the bluff. Just one more story folded into the fire, and the people who’d made it through all the endings that didn’t matter, finally resting in one that did.
The fire had burned down to embers now low and steady, the kind of glow that didn’t ask for attention but held it anyway. The night stretched around them soft and wide, a quiet hush between the stars and the waves below. Even the gulls had given up their protest, tucked somewhere inland, leaving the bluff to the four of them and the warmth they’d built.
Sera shifted just enough to nestle closer into Sandra’s side, her head settling against her shoulder. Sandra didn’t move much, just curled her fingers around Sera’s and let them rest together on the towel, like they’d always been there. There was no need to say anything. That part had already been said in every look, every nudge, every card flipped and laughed over.
Valerie reached behind her, grabbing the still-warm neck of her acoustic guitar. She didn’t play it, just held it across her lap, fingers brushing over the strings once, light enough not to sound anything. The wood was warm, her skin warmer. Judy’s hand was still tangled in hers, thumb tracing gentle patterns into her palm like it wasn’t even conscious anymore.
“Still not tired?” Judy asked, voice just above a whisper, like she didn’t want to break whatever spell had wrapped itself around the camp.
Valerie shook her head. “Not yet.”
Judy smiled, her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder now. “Good. Me neither.”
A soft exhale from Sera. “I could sleep right here.”
Sandra glanced down, thumb brushing lightly across the top of Sera’s hand. “You will. Give it five minutes.”
“I’ll fight it,” Sera mumbled, but her voice was already starting to fray at the edges. “Gotta stay up in case a snack thief tries to steal my graham crackers.”
“You ate them all, Firebird,” Sandra said gently.
Sera blinked, then sighed. “Damn. I make a terrible guard.”
Valerie smiled, not quite looking up. Her fingers strummed a single low chord, not enough to make a song, just enough to test the quiet. The sound faded into the wind like it had been part of it all along.
“I was thinking,” she murmured.
Judy tilted her head. “Dangerous.”
Valerie nudged her knee. “Might play something tomorrow morning. Something real. Just us.”
Judy nodded once, slow. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
The fire cracked again, one last hiss as the smallest log split and settled. Sera had already gone still, her eyes closed now even if she hadn’t meant to. Sandra didn’t move to wake her, just adjusted her arm so Sera’s weight was supported, then leaned back slightly to look up at the stars.
“You remember the first time we saw the Perseids?” Sandra asked quietly.
Valerie looked up. “Up in the Bakkers’ old territory, right?”
“Dust storm rolled in halfway through,” Judy said. “But Sera still counted thirteen before it hit.”
Sandra gave a faint smile. “She cried when the clouds blocked the rest.”
Valerie strummed one more low note, barely audible. “She said it was okay. Said she’d just wish harder next time.”
Judy turned her face toward Valerie’s again, her voice soft. “Think she got what she wished for?”
Valerie’s eyes lingered on Sera who looked peaceful now, curled into Sandra, mouth parted just slightly in sleep.
She didn’t answer right away.
Then, gently: “Yeah. I think we all did.”
The wind rolled through one more time, soft enough to lift the towel edge beside them, quiet enough to leave the rest undisturbed.
No one moved to go inside. The tents could wait. For now, the bluff held them. Exactly where they were meant to be.
The fire had dipped low enough that only the coals gave off light now soft red pulsing beneath the logs like a heartbeat just beneath the skin. It didn’t flicker anymore. It glowed.
Judy’s head had settled back against Valerie’s shoulder again, their fingers still loosely laced, warm skin against warm skin, neither of them needing to say much. Just the hush between breaths, between ocean waves pulling at the cliffside below, between the last strum that never became a song.
Sandra had gone still too, her arm curled protectively around Sera’s shoulders, thumb idly brushing the back of her wrist. Sera’s breathing had evened out the way it always did when she finally surrendered to sleep like a tide slipping into rhythm after a long, chaotic push. Her hair caught a bit of ash, but neither of them moved to brush it away.
Valerie shifted only to press a light kiss into the crown of Judy’s hair, her lips resting there for a moment longer than instinct. Judy exhaled softly, not a sigh, not a word, just presence.
“Are you cold?” Valerie murmured.
Judy shook her head faintly. “Not with you.”
Valerie didn’t reply. Just leaned back a little more, her arm wrapped behind Judy’s waist, anchoring them both to the towel beneath them.
Far off in the dark, a single gull called once sharp and quick, like a reminder that the world hadn’t stopped. But here, in this small carved-out place along the bluff, the world had paused. Just long enough to hold them steady.
The last marshmallow stick had tipped over near the firepit. One graham cracker lay cracked in half beside it, forgotten. The cooler was still, humming faintly in a low whisper of electric life.
“I wish we could stay longer,” Judy said, voice barely there, like if she said it too loud, it might break the moment open.
Valerie’s cheek rested against her temple. “We’re not leaving yet.”
“No, I mean longer,” Judy said, slow now. “Past the trip. Past the calendar. Just... this. You, me. The girls. Nothing to fix. No one was bleeding. No calls in the middle of the night.”
Valerie nodded once. It was all she needed to do.
A breeze pulled up across the bluff, cool and salty, and Judy leaned into her more, soaking in every inch of contact like it anchored her in place. Like the warmth of Valerie’s side might be the only thing holding her bones together after a year like this.
Valerie’s voice came quiet. “You’re the reason this part’s real.”
Judy looked up at her, not all the way just enough to meet her eyes in the dark. “What do you mean?”
Valerie brushed a strand of windblown hair off Judy’s cheek. “I can build fires, pitch tents, play chords till my fingers go numb. But none of that means anything unless you’re next to me when it settles. You’re what makes it breathe.”
Judy’s eyes didn’t shine because of the firelight. It was too low for that now. That part came from something else entirely.
“I’ll stay next to you,” she said, and she meant it the way she always did. With everything.
Valerie pressed their foreheads together gently. “Then I’ll play tomorrow. First thing.”
Judy smiled, soft and tired. “You better.”
Neither of them noticed when Sandra gently gathered Sera into her arms, rising with that careful grace she always carried when it came to the woman she loved. Sera didn’t stir much, just mumbled something into Sandra’s neck, breath fogging faintly against her skin. Sandra held her a little tighter, then stepped quietly across the sand toward their tent, a blanket still draped around her shoulder like a second set of arms.
Valerie watched them disappear behind the flap, the shadows swallowing them without a sound.
She looked back at the fire. Then at Judy. “Think we should head in too?”
Judy tilted her head. “Eventually.”
They didn’t move just yet.
The embers glowed a little lower. The stars blinked through the clouds that hadn’t quite arrived, and the two of them stayed where they were, right at the edge of it all.
Where nothing needed fixing. Where it just breathed.
The coals pulsed in slow rhythm, no longer fire but still alive like breath beneath skin, just waiting.
Valerie hadn’t moved much. Her arm still circled around Judy’s waist, fingers splayed gently across the curve of her back. Judy leaned into her, tank top soft against Valerie’s bare shoulder, legs drawn close, toes buried beneath the edge of the towel. The night had grown cooler, but neither of them had noticed. Not really.
The stars hung heavy above, brighter now with the fire low. The last breeze had settled, the ocean sounding more distant, more reverent.
Judy’s voice was barely a whisper. “You wanna turn it on?”
Valerie didn’t answer with words. Just tilted her head slightly, brushing her temple against Judy’s before nodding once.
Judy reached up without looking, fingertips finding the small spot beneath Valerie’s right ear. Her own link pulsed faintly in sync, soft blue light blooming gently beneath the skin subtle, like the memory of a touch. She held there for a breath, then tapped twice.
The air didn’t change, but something else did.
A shimmer. A hum beneath the senses, not sound but sensation. The Link lit quiet and intimate, just between the two of them. No visuals projected beyond. No audience. Just the stream unfolding behind closed eyes and open hearts.
Valerie saw it first not through sight, but through feeling.
Judy’s arms around her in the storm outside Laguna Bend, that single cottage bed, rain pattering against the window. The shiver of her own breath when Judy whispered I’m not going anywhere.
The Link pulsed again Judy feeling it too. The beach from earlier, the one moment Sera rested her head on Valerie’s lap, hand wrapped in Sandra’s. Laughter across a campfire. Marshmallow smoke in the folds of her hair.
A string of images, not in order, because love never was. Judy asleep in the truck, fingers still curled around a half-finished script. Valerie playing guitar on the lake dock, Judy watching from the steps with coffee in both hands. Pink and green hair wet from the lake, sun catching the droplets across her cheek. A kiss that tasted like saltwater and safety.
Valerie whispered without opening her eyes. “You always show me the best parts.”
Judy’s fingers traced slow over her hip. “I just open the door. You walk me through them.”
Another flicker shared. Sera’s hand in Valerie’s years ago, tugging toward a beach gift shop. Judy drawing a heart in the condensation on a diner window while Valerie tuned her guitar. Lying in bed years later, foreheads touching, not saying anything at all.
The Link shimmered faintly, the glow beneath their skin matching pulse for pulse.
Valerie breathed out, her voice warm against Judy’s temple. “Do you ever wonder how long we’ll get?”
Judy shifted closer, nestling under her chin now, hand resting right above Valerie’s heart. “Forever, guapa. That’s what we chose.”
Valerie let out a breath. “And if it wasn’t?”
Judy smiled. “Then we’d still find each other.”
They didn’t need the projection screens, not now. This wasn’t for others. This wasn’t a concert or a memory archive. It was breath and body and soul held in the hush after the world had gone quiet, tucked into blankets and ocean air.
Judy let her hand slide up to Valerie’s neck again, fingers brushing the curve of her braid.
“I love you more than the sky,” she murmured.
Valerie kissed her crown in reply. “And I’ll keep building songs out of it. Just to remember.”
The glow of the Link slowed, settled into stillness.
Two women wrapped around each other, carried by a world they finally didn’t have to fight. In the space between memories and now they stayed.
The last of the Link’s glow faded into stillness, but it didn’t really go anywhere. It just settled between them, folded into skin and memory like a slow exhale. The fire still cracked gently, one log curling in on itself as the heat shifted inside it.
Valerie stretched her legs out a bit, toes brushing the edge of the towel, the cooling air beginning to slip past the warmth left on her skin.
Judy gave her a little nudge against the side. “We should probably change out of this salt-crusted nonsense before it fuses to our DNA.”
Valerie tilted her head toward her. “Think that’s already happened, babe.”
Judy sat up with a soft groan, brushing sand from her thigh where it had clung under the edge of her tank top. “I’ll get the bucket. You grab the bag.”
They moved together without much talk, just that rhythm they’d built over years. Valerie walked over to the tent and crouched low to unzip it, careful not to disturb the other pair already curled inside theirs. The tent’s fabric gave off a faint scent of nylon and warm canvas, the inside cooler now as night leaned in.
Judy had already filled the small metal bucket from the jug in the truck. She’d added just a bit of warm water from the camping stove, steam curling gently off the top now as she set it down near the tent flap. A towel was draped over her shoulder, and she gave Valerie a look that said: no, I’m not going first, you are.
Valerie rolled her eyes and slipped in behind her. Her old clothes came off easy enough, stiff with dried sea breeze, damp in all the wrong places. She dipped the towel in the bucket, wrung it slowly, then pressed it to the back of her neck first. A hiss of relief left her lips.
She moved slowly, deliberate, wiping the day from her skin one limb at a time. Salt, sand, sunscreen. All the layers peeled off under the cloth.
She toweled her hair last, then she grabbed the fresh clothes bag, first lightweight cotton shorts and a soft tank for herself, Judy’s clean sleepwear folded neatly alongside. A small paperback stuck out from the side pocket. She slid it free with one hand before stepping back into the light of the fire.
Judy took her turn after, bare feet padding softly across the towel-strewn sand. The tent rustled again, low and even, the steady rhythm of two people winding down from a day relaxing.
When she stepped out again, Valerie was sitting just beside the tent entrance, a thick blanket wrapped around her shoulders, the paperback already flipped open in one hand.
“You picked that one?” Judy asked, running the towel through her damp hair.
Valerie looked up, smirking faintly. “It’s the one with the pirate ghost who falls in love with the lighthouse keeper. You liked the prose.”
“I liked the sex scenes,” Judy corrected, settling down beside her with an exaggerated sigh as she tucked in under the blanket. “The prose was aggressively okay.”
Valerie slipped her arm around her and let the blanket drape around them both. “Noted.”
She turned the page with one thumb, the paper soft and well-worn, and began to read low, slow, the words slipping easily from her tongue.
“She didn’t know if it was the wind or the sea or the way his voice carried over the storm, but she felt it. That ache that came before love. The kind that stayed.”
Judy leaned into her shoulder, the damp in her hair slowly warming against Valerie’s skin. Her hand rested across Valerie’s thigh, fingers idly brushing back and forth, not in any rush.
The fire crackled gently a few feet away, steady enough to stay lit, safe in its ring of stones. They didn’t need to put it out just yet. It could keep watch for a little while longer.
Valerie kept reading, voice soft and unhurried. “The pirate ghost made his first appearance in a thunderclap, heartbroken and noble and very shirtless.”
Judy listened, smiling in the way she always did when she thought Valerie wasn’t looking.
She always was, and always would be.
The night, still only beginning its quiet stretch forward, held them just like that wrapped in warmth, wrapped in story, wrapped in each other.
Valerie turned the page with her thumb, the edge of it brushing softly against Judy’s knee beneath the blanket. Her voice stayed low something closer to a murmur than performance now, the kind of reading that only existed between two people who knew every inflection of each other’s breath.
“...he stood at the edge of the dock, wind cutting through his coat, the sea foam curling around his boots. ‘You’re not afraid of ghosts,’ she said. And he smiled sad, and a little undone. ‘Not when they’re you.’”
Judy let out a quiet sound that wasn’t quite a laugh. “That man’s been dead for a hundred years and still flirts better than most people alive.”
Valerie didn’t look up from the page. “Because he doesn’t have to text back.”
Judy smirked and leaned in closer, her fingers lightly drumming over the soft fabric of Valerie’s shorts. “Still, points for mood.”
Valerie dipped her voice as she read the next line, letting it drag just slightly.
“She didn’t step back. She only said, ‘Then prove it.’”
She paused, eyes still on the book.
Judy glanced up at her. “What?”
Valerie looked over, gaze warm. “You did that once. Back in the city. In the rain.”
Judy blinked slowly. “I told you to prove it?”
Valerie shook her head. “You didn’t say it. You gave me a look.”
Judy leaned back just slightly, fingers slipping up to trace the curve of Valerie’s jaw. “Did you?”
Valerie let the silence stretch just long enough before she whispered, “Still proving it.”
The blanket rustled faintly as Judy shifted again, this time fully curling against her side, head tucked beneath Valerie’s chin, her hand resting over Valerie’s heart like it had always belonged there. The scent of the evening still clung to their skin salt and smoke and faint vanilla from the marshmallows earlier. Valerie’s red braid tickled Judy’s cheek, but she didn’t brush it away.
“Keep reading,” Judy murmured. “I want to see how dead and dramatic he gets.”
Valerie kissed the side of her head. “He’s about to monologue about lost time and buried rings.”
Judy smiled. “Perfect.”
Valerie’s thumb paused on the page again, resting lightly in the fold of the book. The fire crackled low beside them, catching in the grooves of driftwood, smoke rising in thin spirals toward the darkening sky. The stones they’d ringed it with earlier still held heat, faintly glowing around the edges. A few stars had crept into view overhead, shy but steady.
Judy shifted under the blanket, cheek brushing Valerie’s shoulder. “Okay,” she murmured, “I love you. But I also love not falling asleep with a pebble in my spine.”
Valerie smiled without looking up. “You sure it’s not me poking you?”
Judy leaned in just enough to brush her lips near Valerie’s ear, her voice low and playful. “Don’t tempt me, mi amor.” Her fingers grazed the curve of Valerie’s back through the blanket as she said it, half-daring, half-drifting into something softer.
Valerie huffed a quiet laugh and closed the book gently, slipping her thumb between the pages. “Come on, let’s tuck in.”
Judy sat up with her, the blanket dragging soft through the sand as they both rose. Valerie stepped barefoot to the firepit, crouching beside it as she reached for one of the water jugs tucked behind the cooler. The plastic flexed in her grip with a faint creak, and she poured slowly just enough to dampen the active flame. It hissed and curled into steam, soft and clean against the coastal air. She used the rest to edge out the embers with care, then reached down with a flat piece of driftwood to cover the remains with a scoop of damp sand.
Behind her, Judy adjusted the blanket around her shoulders and held it open in invitation.
Valerie stepped back and into her without needing to be asked.
The fire was out now, stones still warm, smoke thinning into nothing. The scent of char lingered soft pine, ash, and it followed them as they turned toward the tent.
The fabric rustled as Valerie unzipped it, ducking inside first. The floor still held some of the day’s warmth, and their towels from earlier had already been laid flat as padding beneath the sleeping bag. Judy followed, pulling the blanket in behind her, closing the flap with a slow tug of the zipper.
The world outside dimmed just waves now, and breeze across the bluff.
Inside, clean cotton met clean skin. The faint scent of lavender from Judy’s wipes lingered on her collar from a fresh swipe. Valerie laid back, arm already out. Judy melted into the space without hesitation, one hand finding its home across Valerie’s ribs.
The book was still in reach. Valerie picked it up again without a word, and when she began to read, it was like nothing had ever interrupted them.
Only now the wind was quieter, and the warmth wasn’t from fire, sun, or story.
It was just them. Still breathing, and there, wrapped in clean warmth, inside the place they built with their hands, years, and hearts they let the story carry them, page by page, into the rest of the night.
Valerie’s voice settled back into rhythm, that same quiet cadence she used when tuning her guitar alone in the mornings steady, measured, just enough lilt at the right words to carry the emotion forward without pressing it too hard.
“He held the compass she gave him in his palm, thumb worn smooth across the brass. ‘I followed it everywhere but home.’”
Judy’s breath slowed against her chest. Not asleep, not even close, just listening with her whole body her hand still resting over Valerie’s heart like she was tracking something deeper than pulse.
Valerie turned another page with a soft flick. The book had that worn-paper scent now, warmed by their hands, sun-baked from days in the gear bag. She smiled at the smudge of chocolate near the top margin, probably from earlier when she’d stuffed it in next to the marshmallow bag.
“He’s very into longing,” she murmured, half to herself.
Judy’s voice came out slow, amused. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Valerie huffed a soft laugh through her nose. “Not bad. Just funny. You’d think being dead would’ve taught him to get to the point faster.”
Judy nuzzled closer beneath her chin. “Maybe longing’s the point.”
Valerie didn’t answer that. Not with words.
She shifted enough to wrap her other arm fully around Judy, the book held up with one hand now, the angle slightly awkward but still manageable. The blanket stretched tighter across both of them as the wind picked up outside a little cooler now, pulling gently at the edges of the tent canvas. But inside it stayed warm. Like the kind of quiet they’d spent years chasing.
A few stars blinked through the mesh window above, early and faint, but visible against the coastal dusk still hanging in the sky. The sun hadn’t been gone that long. There was still some of its warmth baked into the tent floor beneath them.
Valerie read another paragraph something about moonlight and worn-out boots and a kiss that didn’t make sense until it did. Judy didn’t comment this time. Just curled her fingers gently against her chest in a rhythm Valerie recognized but didn’t name.
They stayed like that for a while. No rush, or performance. Just voice, page, and the rustle of the blanket whenever one of them breathed too deep.
Eventually, Valerie let the page rest, her thumb caught in the spine.
“You want me to keep going?” she asked softly.
Judy’s eyes were still open, dark and steady in the faint light. “No.”
Valerie paused.
Judy’s fingers brushed against her collarbone, slow. “I want to stay right here. Just like this. With your voice still in the air, but nothing left to say.”
Valerie nodded once, quiet. Then set the book aside gently on the sleeping bag, her hand slipping back to cradle the side of Judy’s face.
The Link didn’t activate this time. They didn’t need it. Some things didn’t need to be shared through projection. Some things were better felt in the silence between a heartbeat and a breath.
Judy’s lashes fluttered once before her eyes finally closed, not in exhaustion just content.
Valerie stayed awake a little longer, holding her there.
Listening to the wind press softly against the tent.
Letting peace stretch its arms wide and settle around them like a second blanket.
This was the life they built, and finally, finally, they were living it.
Judy didn’t stir, not really. Her breathing just deepened a little, her body curling closer into Valerie’s like the quiet had given permission. The kind of closeness that didn’t need adjusting anymore it just fit. One leg hooked loosely over Valerie’s thigh beneath the blanket, the worn fabric bunching slightly at the edge of her knee. The scent of salt still lingered faintly in her hair.
Valerie rested her cheek against the top of Judy’s head, eyes open, unfocused. She could still hear the ocean out past the bluff, a deep, steady hush that barely rose above the sound of canvas shifting as the wind moved over them. Not sharp like earlier, just enough to remind her they weren’t inside walls tonight. They didn’t need to be.
She glanced toward the mesh window again. Stars were clearer now. More of them. Like someone had remembered to keep going with the painting. She could see the faintest glint of the truck bumper outside, catching what was left of the ambient sky. Probably still warm from the sun. Probably not for long.
Her hand drifted, slow, brushing along the curve of Judy’s spine under the blanket. Just feeling her. Present, and alive in every inch.
“You’re really asleep?” she whispered.
Nothing dramatic in the pause. Just a soft shift of Judy’s breath in reply. Not quite words.
Valerie smiled and closed her eyes briefly. Let herself feel the pressure of Judy’s arm draped across her ribs. The way her fingers curled, even in sleep, like they couldn’t let go. Not now, or ever again.
She thought about the years behind them. The ones full of grit and chrome, the blood and noise and narrow wins. The metal corridors and Night City skylines that had once felt endless, but it was this small, salt-breezed space in the corner of Oregon’s forgotten coast that felt like forever.
She didn’t know when the world had softened. Only that Judy was here. That Sera was safe in the next tent over, wrapped in the arms of the woman who made her whole. That the fire was out. The danger was gone, and the silence wasn't empty anymore.
Valerie kissed Judy’s temple, lips brushing just enough to make her shift again a quiet, pleased sound catching in her throat before she settled back into stillness.
Valerie’s arm tightened gently.
She didn’t reach for the Link this time. Didn’t need to summon memories or visuals. Everything that mattered was already here.
She let her eyes close with the weight of that.
Outside, the stars blinked above the bluff, quiet witnesses to a story still being written in breath and heartbeat, skin and warmth, peace and years.
Inside the tent, nothing moved but the slow rhythm of two people who had already found everything they needed, and the night held steady.
The light changed before the world did.
It began as a pale shift through the tent’s mesh window, cool silver slipping in where the stars had once been. The hush of morning on the coast came soft and steady, all breeze and distant gulls, no alarm but the slow crawl of brightness painting over the worn canvas above them.
Valerie stirred first.
Her eyes opened to the sight of Judy’s lashes brushing her collarbone, that familiar weight of her arm still curled over her ribs. One leg was still thrown lazily across hers beneath the blanket, and her hand had migrated during the night now tucked beneath Valerie’s top, fingers warm against her side. Neither of them had moved much.
Valerie breathed in deep, letting the scent of salt, cotton, and Judy's skin settle in her chest before the air escaped again in a slow exhale. Her joints ached a little from the firmness of the tent floor, but it wasn’t unwelcome. It felt honest. Like her body was still keeping score of how far they'd come.
Outside, the ocean murmured low, pulled by a tide just beginning to wake. A few birds called, nothing sharp just the kind of scattered sound that let you know the sun was climbing, but not in a hurry. It was the kind of morning that held its breath, waiting to see if anyone would dare disturb it.
Valerie didn’t. Not yet.
She tilted her head slightly, pressing her lips into Judy’s hair still a little tousled, still faintly scented with lavender from last night’s wipe-down and the lingering heat of sleep. The kiss wasn’t meant to wake her. Just to anchor them both.
Judy murmured something half-formed, a sound more than a word, and burrowed in deeper, her fingers giving the barest twitch against Valerie’s side.
Valerie smiled against her scalp. “Still not a morning person, huh,” she said softly, her voice barely above the hush outside.
Judy made a soft noise in reply. It might’ve been ‘bite me’, but it was muffled by skin and cotton and the undeniable comfort of not being in motion.
Valerie’s free hand reached out slowly for the zipper flap. She tugged it down partway, letting in a fresh gust of cool sea air. It rolled through the tent in a soft wave, stirring the edge of the blanket, brushing across bare shoulders and tangled hair. Judy shivered once and then groaned.
“Cold,” she muttered into Valerie’s skin, voice thick with sleep and vaguely betrayed.
“Fresh,” Valerie countered with a grin, nuzzling gently against her temple. “Big difference.”
Judy peeled her face from Valerie’s freckled shoulder with the exaggerated reluctance of someone who could sleep another six hours. “You sound like a brochure,” she mumbled, one eye barely open.
Valerie huffed out a small laugh. “I’m well-rested. I’m allowed optimism.”
“You’re smug,” Judy accused, squinting up at her but not pulling away.
Valerie kissed her forehead and murmured, “And yet you’re still here.”
Judy let her head fall back into place with a dramatic sigh. “Barely,” she said, her breath warm against Valerie’s collarbone.
The blanket shifted again as Judy finally began to uncurl herself, stretching her legs out stiffly beneath the sleeping bag and wincing as her shoulder popped in protest. Valerie reached over and grabbed the spare shirt from beside the sleeping mat, tossing it gently onto Judy’s stomach.
“Come on,” Valerie said, nudging her lightly with the back of her hand. “First one out gets to check the fire pit.”
Judy groaned louder, dragging the shirt up and over her head without sitting up. “You’re evil,” she grumbled, voice half-lost in cotton.
Valerie was already unzipping the flap the rest of the way, sunlight spilling into the tent like a slow flood. It wasn’t harsh yet just golden, fresh, kissed by mist and salt.
The fire pit was still ringed in stones, now gray with ash and damp from last night’s careful snuff. A few footprints trailed between the truck and the tents, faint and wind-smoothed now. The air smelled like brine and driftwood, but deeper still was the scent of sleep-warmed skin and new breath starting over.
Sera and Sandra’s tent remained quiet. No rustle, no laughter yet. The kind of peace that said they were still wrapped in each other, probably tangled in the blankets the way they always ended up.
Valerie stepped out barefoot, her tank top clinging a little where it had ridden up during the night. She stretched, arms overhead, ribs lifting with a yawn that pulled her spine long. The sunlight caught faint on her collarbone, just enough to warm it.
Behind her, the zipper tugged again.
Judy stepped out next, shirt on now, shorts tugged into place with a low grumble. Her hair was still sleep-mussed on one side, flattened in a swirl of green and pink. She didn’t fix it.
She just walked straight into Valerie’s arms and pressed her forehead to her shoulder. “Don’t talk to me,” she muttered, eyes still shut, “until I’ve had something sweet.”
Valerie laughed softly and brushed a hand up her back. “You mean like my love?”
Judy squinted one eye open and looked up at her. “I was thinking cereal,” she said, lips twitching into a faint smirk. “But sure. You’ll do nicely.”
Valerie kissed her lightly, still smiling. “I’ll heat water. We’ve got packets for the oatmeal.”
“Put in the one with strawberries,” Judy said as she leaned her weight into her wife fully, “and we’ll call it even.”
The two of them stepped together toward the truck, moving slow, like the day hadn’t quite begun, because it hadn’t. Not until Sera’s voice cracked through the tent wall with some half-asleep joke. Not until Sandra groaned and tried to silence her with a pillow. Not until coffee, or cocoa, or whatever they felt like pretending was breakfast made its way into their hands.
For now, it was just the bluff, the breeze, and the life they made.
The water had already started warming on the small stove, steam rising slow and steady from the lip of the metal pot as Valerie stirred a wooden spoon through the thickening oatmeal. The packet she’d opened had dried strawberries in it, and they were starting to soften, bleeding faint pink into the mix. The spoon tapped lightly against the rim with each lazy turn, rhythmic in the stillness.
Beside her, Judy leaned one elbow on the cooler, cradling a tin mug between her hands as the scent of brewing coffee started to push through the morning air. That soft, earthy bitterness cut right through the salt and pine on the breeze, warm and real in a way that tugged at something deep in her chest. The kind of smell that made a place feel like home.
Valerie scraped the edge of the pot and tilted her head toward the tent. “Hey,” she murmured, voice carrying just enough to drift into the quiet space between them. “Did we remember to pack more than one swimsuit each?”
Judy blinked, then sipped. “I mean… define ‘remember.’” She lifted her brow slightly, amused. “I think I grabbed two. Yours were already stuffed in your bag, remember?”
Valerie gave a low hum, squinting toward the truck like she could see through the bags just by concentrating hard enough. “I’m asking because I’d like the option to swim today… instead of reenacting a tactical shoreline ambush with my daughter who, let's be honest, still hasn’t figured out stealth in water.”
Judy grinned over her mug. “She tried to use seaweed for camouflage.”
Valerie glanced sideways at her. “And yelled ‘flank left’ while doing it.”
“She has spirit,” Judy said, deadpan.
“She has volume,” Valerie replied, tapping the spoon once more before pulling the pot off the heat and resting it gently on the folded towel they’d laid out as a makeshift counter. “That water gave up on being quiet the second she touched it.”
Judy stepped over and pressed her forehead briefly to Valerie’s bare shoulder. “You love her.”
“I absolutely do,” Valerie said, smirking. “Doesn’t mean I won’t dunk her if she tries it again.”
Judy kissed the spot she’d leaned against, then took the offered bowl of oatmeal with a little nod of thanks. “So you’re saying today we actually go swimming?”
“Today,” Valerie said, reaching for her own mug, “we redeem our honor.”
Judy raised her bowl in mock salute. “To dry towels and make better decisions.”
Valerie bumped her mug gently against it. “To swimwear that’s not still damp from defeat.”
Their laughter didn’t echo, it just settled softly into the bluff, warm as the rising sun above the tent line. The gulls had started circling now, drawn by scent or curiosity or just timing, their wings catching little flashes of gold from the light spilling over the coast. The fire pit still held the faint scent of ash. The truck creaked once, metal cooling with the breeze.
From inside the other tent came a faint, unmistakable voice.
“Did someone say swimming?” Sera, half-asleep but already too loud.
Valerie raised her brows. “I take it we’re not the only ones planning revenge.”
Judy just smiled into her coffee. “It’s gonna be a loud day.”
“Yeah,” Valerie murmured, glancing toward the water past the bluff. The light was shimmering there now, calm for the moment. “But it’ll be a good one.”
She leaned in, letting the scent of coffee, sea air, and sunlight wrap around them while the morning unfolded bit by bit, breath by breath.
The zipper on the other tent gave a little twitch too subtle to be deliberate, just the sleepy fumble of fingers brushing nylon. Then nothing. Just quiet again. The blanket heap inside shifted slightly, then stilled.
Judy watched the movement with a small grin and tipped her mug toward the tent like a salute. “Calling it. Sera’s up. Sandra’s pretending not to be.”
Valerie didn’t look. She just smiled into her coffee, still cradled in both hands. “She always does. I want five more minutes of pretending she’s not the responsible one.”
“She earned it,” Judy said, stretching her legs out long across the blanket. “They both do.”
The wind came up gently from the bluff, salt and warmth in its touch. Somewhere farther down the beach, a gull called low just once, and the ocean answered with a slow hush, like it was still deciding how bold to be today.
Valerie glanced toward the water, her gaze thoughtful. “Think it’ll be warm enough for a real swim?”
Judy shrugged, tipping her head back to feel the sun across her neck. “Warmer than yesterday. And we have dry towels this time.”
“And hopefully less flanking maneuvers.” Valerie’s eyes flicked toward the tent. “Though I’m not ruling out sabotage.”
Judy snorted into her cup. “If she yells ‘tactical duck dive’ again, I’m dragging her back to shore by the ankle.”
Valerie grinned. “Fair. If I see her holding seaweed again, I’m calling a truce and running.”
Judy leaned against her shoulder gently, the last sips of coffee held between both palms. “Sera brought her camera this time. The real one. If we swim, I’m documenting the chaos.”
“You just want revenge for the marshmallow thing,” Valerie murmured.
“I do,” Judy said, mock-serious. “But I also want a photo of Sera doing her ridiculous cannonball kick. You know the one. Arms up. Head back. Full gremlin energy.”
Valerie laughed, eyes lighting with the image. “She swears it’s her signature move.”
Judy let out a light laugh. “It’s her disaster move.”
They both fell quiet again as another soft shift came from the tent this time a muffled laugh. The kind that slipped out before someone remembered they weren’t supposed to be awake yet. Valerie didn’t turn, just leaned her shoulder gently into Judy’s, the weight easy, familiar.
“They’re listening now,” she whispered, lips curving just slightly.
“Good,” Judy whispered back, “means they’re starting to feel it too.”
The zipper eased down partway with that familiar low rasp of teeth parting against canvas. Sera’s red hair appeared first tousled and uncooperative, a pillow-creased wave cutting through her bangs. Her tank top was bunched at the shoulder, and her eyes squinted into the sun like it had arrived without permission.
She didn’t speak. Just blinked blearily, then caught sight of her moms.
Valerie raised her coffee in greeting, eyes still soft from sleep. “Morning, Starshine.”
Sera let out a sound halfway between a yawn and a laugh, dragging herself the rest of the way out like gravity was optional but winning. She didn’t have shoes on, just sandy ankles and yesterday’s denim shorts wrinkled from sleep.
Sandra followed more slowly, still tucked inside the tent but visible now, propped on one elbow with her cheek pressed to the inside of her hand, watching Sera like she might still talk her back into the blankets. Her brown eyes were heavy-lidded, but alert. Awake in the quiet way she always was.
“Fire out?” Sera asked, voice raspy as she scratched at the side of her head.
“Out and cold,” Judy answered, gesturing toward the stone ring. “You missed the gourmet part of the morning. Coffee and oats.”
Sera made a face like that was debatable. “Tell me you at least saved some.”
Valerie tilted the pot toward her. “Barely. You’ve got five minutes before the last scoop becomes mine on principle.”
Sera walked over without another word and dropped herself next to Judy on the blanket with a quiet groan, knees folding in. Judy handed her the spare mug, already warm, already filled.
Behind them, Sandra finally emerged, a blanket still wrapped loosely over her shoulders like a cape, eyes scanning the bluff before landing on Valerie. “Good morning.”
“Good morning, Moonlight,” Valerie said, her tone gentle. “Still tired?”
Sandra nodded once, then sat down beside Sera, the blanket pulled tighter around her as she leaned into her wife’s shoulder. Sera passed the mug into her hands without needing to be asked.
Judy reached for the spoon still sticking out of the pot, scooping one last helping into a clean bowl before pushing it toward them. “There. Now no one’s dramatic.”
Sera gave her a sideways smile. “You say that like, my drama isn’t half the charm.”
Valerie chuckled, eyes flicking toward the bluff again where the waves were starting to catch a brighter sheen. “No drama today. Just salt and sun and maybe, if we’re lucky, actual swimming.”
Sera perked slightly, brushing a hand through her bangs. “Are we doing round two?”
“Round one was a tactical disaster,” Judy said, sipping her coffee. “This time we’re going in with a plan.”
Sandra blinked slowly at her over the mug. “Your plan’s gonna be to not scream ‘ambush’ before touching the water, right?”
Sera raised her free hand in mock surrender. “Okay, okay I got excited.”
“You announced yourself with seaweed on your head,” Valerie said, biting back a grin. “And then slipped on a tide pool.”
“I committed to the role,” Sera insisted.
Valerie leaned back on one hand, the other still resting lightly on her guitar case. “Well, if we’re swimming again, I’d like to not wear my defeat-damp tank top this time.”
Judy glanced at her. “Are you saying you actually packed spares?”
“I’m saying I hope I did,” Valerie said, narrowing her eyes toward the tent like it might offer confirmation. “Because I’m not going in with the same odds twice.”
Sera pulled her legs up, tucking her knees against Sandra’s side. “Sandra’s gonna win anyway. She does this thing where she acts all graceful and calm, and then suddenly she’s under you flipping your floatie.”
Sandra sipped her coffee without blinking. “I’ve never flipped anything.”
Judy coughed. “Lies.”
Sera nudged her. “You flipped me and my mom last summer.”
Valerie let out a low laugh. “And I still have the bruised ego to prove it.”
The laughter hung easy across the bluff now. Nothing forced. The kind that moved in and settled without breaking the quiet entirely. The sun was just clearing the tree line. Their towels were dry. The day was still open.
Sandra was still curled beneath the blanket beside Sera, her coffee held loosely between both hands now. The steam had thinned, but she didn’t seem to mind. Just took slow sips between glancing toward the water and brushing her thumb over the rim like she was still waking piece by piece.
Sera rested against her with a content sort of laziness, legs tucked, half a spoonful of oatmeal balanced in her hand but forgotten for the moment. She looked relaxed in a way Valerie hadn’t seen in a long while, shoulders down, eyes softer, that usual spark still there but glowing low instead of burning bright.
Valerie glanced at her, the corner of her mouth lifting. “So, you two got any big ideas for today? Or are we leaning towards full beach goblins again?”
Sera smiled around a bite. “I mean… goblin feels like a strong theme.”
“Bold choice,” Judy said, sipping from her mug without looking up. “Brave, considering yesterday’s stealth tactics.”
Sera scoffed lightly, the kind that barely reached her throat. “Okay, okay I learned my lesson. Less yelling, fewer tide pool incidents.”
Sandra tipped her head, meeting Valerie’s eyes over the top of her mug. “I’m fine doing whatever. Long as it doesn’t involve running or anything that ruins how comfortable this blanket is.”
Valerie huffed a soft laugh, stirring what little oatmeal was left in her bowl. “Blanket-based planning. That’s my kind of agenda.”
“We could swim first,” Judy offered, tucking her legs beneath her. “Dry off in the sun after. Then maybe see what the tide pulls in later.”
“That sounds kinda perfect,” Sera said, leaning her weight just slightly more into Sandra’s side. “I’d be okay with a slow day. Not doing much. Just… staying here.”
Sandra gave a small nod, voice quiet but sure. “Same.”
The wind moved through the trees up the ridge, soft enough it barely rustled the tent flaps. The fire pit held its shape in stone, cold but neat. No one made a move to rebuild it just yet. The sun had crested far enough to start warming their ankles where the blanket didn’t quite reach.
Judy glanced toward the truck, eyes thoughtful. “You think we still have some of that berry mix?”
Valerie tilted her head. “I think it’s in the smaller cooler.”
Judy stretched out one arm behind her and let the other rest on Valerie’s knee. “Might do that later. Right now I’m not moving.”
“Agreed,” Valerie said, folding her hand over Judy’s. “This is peak not-moving energy.”
Sera leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder again and closed her eyes for a second, not asleep, just breathing it in.
No one filled the space that followed. They didn’t need to. The morning didn’t ask anything of them.
The ocean was still out there, and the day would stretch long, but for now, it was just warmth, coffee, and the quiet press of shared presence exactly what they came for.
The breeze shifted just enough to lift the edge of the blanket draped over Sandra’s legs, fluttering it against the back of Sera’s calf before settling again. Nothing sharp in it just the kind of wind that moved with the morning instead of against it.
Somewhere down the bluff, the tide rolled in slow, fingers of foam brushing over stones and seaweed before retreating again. The rhythm had grown steadier, louder maybe, but not enough to disturb anything up here. Just a reminder the world was still turning, even if they’d stepped out of it for a little while.
No one spoke. Not out of hesitation, just peace.
Judy had leaned further into Valerie’s side now, one leg stretched across the blanket, her hand still curled loosely under Valerie’s. Her thumb rubbed back and forth against the bone of Valerie’s wrist, absent but steady, like she was keeping time with something only she could hear.
Sera’s head had dropped a little more against Sandra’s shoulder. Her spoon rested in the now-empty bowl on her lap. Sandra held the coffee cup with both hands, steady, not even trying to sip anymore. Her eyes were on the ocean, lids low, her blanket still wrapped tight around her arms like it had become part of her.
Valerie glanced toward each of them in turn watching, not calculating. Just taking them in the way she sometimes did when she thought no one was paying attention. The kind of quiet that meant something. That meant everything, really.
She didn’t want to break it. Not fully, but eventually her voice threaded in, soft enough to belong.
“You still want me to play something this morning?”
Judy blinked like she was surfacing from a dream, her grip on Valerie’s hand tightening gently. “Yeah,” she said, not even looking up. “If you want to.”
Sera didn’t lift her head, just turned it slightly against Sandra’s shoulder. “Only if you’re feeling it.”
Sandra glanced at her, then over at Valerie. “We’d love it. But it can wait. Doesn’t have to be now.”
Valerie nodded once. Her voice stayed low. “Alright.”
She didn’t move just yet. Didn’t reach for the guitar. Just let the quiet roll back in like tidewater never gone, just waiting.
Valerie’s smile broke slow, soft at first, then curling into something a little more playful as she shifted her weight, hand still resting comfortably over Judy’s. The sun had started warming the top of her thighs through the blanket, and the breeze carried just enough salt to remind her how close they were to the edge of the world.
“Okay,” she said, eyes flicking between the three of them, “let’s have a little fun before I play a song then.”
Sera’s brow lifted, intrigued.
Valerie leaned back on one hand, letting the other rest across Judy’s knee. “Me and Judy had tons of fun playing this with Panam, Vicky, Jessica, and Vanessa before. Let’s play two truths and a lie before we get this day rolling.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, head tipping toward Valerie’s shoulder. “Oh no.”
Valerie looked mock-offended. “What?”
“You’re dangerous at this game,” Judy said, reaching for the edge of her bowl like it might shield her. “You always save the weirdest fact for last, and everyone thinks it’s the fake one.”
Valerie shrugged. “That’s the point. Strategy.”
Sera stretched her legs out under Sandra’s blanket, squinting toward the water. “Okay, wait. Who’s going first?”
“I vote not me,” Judy said immediately, pointing sideways at Valerie. “This was your idea.”
Valerie raised both hands like she was accepting a formal nomination. “Fine, I’ll go.”
Sandra shifted beside Sera, folding her legs and propping her elbow on her knee, interested now. Her eyes didn’t leave Valerie’s face.
Valerie tapped her fingers once on her knee in thought, then gave a small nod. “Alright.”
She held up three fingers.
“One. My first ever guitar had only four strings when I got it, and I kept it that way for a year because I thought it sounded cooler.”
Judy grinned, already suspicious.
“Two. I once ate a sandwich that had both pickles and strawberries on it because someone told me it was ‘a thing’ in pre-Collapse France.”
Sera blinked. “That better be a lie.”
Valerie smirked. “Three. I once got mistaken for Kerry Eurodyne’s niece at a dive bar in Night City and got free drinks all night.”
There was a beat of silence. Then Sera groaned. “Okay, you’re mean.”
Judy looked at her sideways. “Why would any of those be lies?”
“Exactly why this is so intriguing,” Sandra murmured, lips just barely curving.
Sera pointed at her. “The sandwich. It’s the sandwich.”
“No way,” Judy said. “She’d totally eat that. You underestimate how weird her snack phase was.”
Valerie sipped her coffee, eyes full of mischief but saying nothing.
Sandra studied her for a moment longer, then nodded once toward the third one. “Kerry’s niece. That’s the lie.”
Valerie leaned back on her palms, smile widening. “It’s the guitar.”
Sera gawked. “What?!”
“I mean, it did have four strings when I got it,” Valerie clarified, “but I fixed it the same week. I couldn’t stand the way it rattled.”
Judy laughed, shaking her head. “You did eat that sandwich though.”
“It was… chewy,” Valerie admitted, and the laugh that followed from Sera nearly knocked the bowl off her lap.
Sandra’s eyes crinkled just a little at the corners. “That was good.”
“Alright, Starshine,” Valerie said, nodding at Sera. “You’re up.”
Sera puffed out her cheeks, thinking hard. “Oh, I’ve got some loaded ones.”
Judy leaned in toward Valerie, voice low near her ear. “We’re gonna regret this, aren’t we?”
Valerie smiled without looking away from their daughter. “Completely.”
The morning was still gentle around them. Blankets half-pulled. Coffee cooling. But laughter had started to stir again, light and familiar, like they’d invited the sun to stick around a little longer before the day had to begin.
Sera tucked her legs under her again, brow furrowed with theatrical focus as she set her now-empty bowl aside. “Okay, okay. No one interrupts. I’m about to bring elite-tier chaos.”
Sandra gave her a side glance, unimpressed but fond. “You were born with chaos.”
Sera turned toward her, pointing dramatically. “Exactly. Which makes me very qualified.”
Valerie nudged Judy gently with her knee. “Brace yourself.”
“I’m already regretting giving her coffee,” Judy muttered, but she didn’t stop smiling.
Sera raised her fingers with slow precision. “Alright. Two truths. One lie. Ready?”
Valerie gave her a small nod, eyes soft. “Hit us.”
“Number one,” Sera began, “I once threw a tracker bug into a Raffen Shiv truck by pretending to trip and sneeze into the wheel well.”
Judy blinked.
Sandra blinked slower.
“Number two,” Sera continued, entirely deadpan, “I’ve memorized every line to Judy’s favorite trashy romance BD and can recite it backwards.”
“Oh no,” Judy whispered under her breath.
“Number three,” Sera said, lifting her last finger with flourish, “I used to think jellyfish weren’t real. Just, like... a marketing gimmick for aquariums.”
Valerie dropped her face into her hands. “Starshine.”
“I was five!” Sera shot back. “They’re weird!”
Sandra was biting her lip, trying and failing to keep her expression neutral. “Okay… this is hard.”
Judy said it without hesitation, waving her hand like it was already obvious. “It’s the BD. She never made it past the first scene without groaning.”
Sera grinned, leaning forward with mock offense. “That’s because you always turned it off!”
Judy glanced sideways at Valerie, feigning exhaustion. “Only because she kept yelling plot holes at the screen like it was an open mic night.”
Sandra tilted her head, eyes narrowing just slightly in thought. “I think… it’s the sneeze story.”
Sera looked genuinely wounded, setting her mug down with exaggerated care. “You really think I wouldn’t weaponize a fake sneeze?”
Sandra gave her a long look over the rim of her coffee cup. “I think you would, but if it had worked, you’d have told me about it at least ten times, complete with reenactments.”
Valerie rested her elbow on her knee, chin in her hand. “I’m going jellyfish. Just on principle.”
Sera beamed. “The lie… is the BD.”
Judy threw her hands up in victory. “Knew it!”
“You’re no fun,” Sera said, pouting as she leaned back into Sandra. “You ruined the twist.”
“You ruined the genre,” Judy said, nudging her calf with her foot.
Sandra sipped her coffee again, still watching Sera with that quiet warmth. “So you really thought jellyfish weren’t real?”
Sera shrugged. “They’re clear, they float, they glow. That sounds fake.”
Valerie shook her head slowly, but she was smiling. “I’ll make sure we find one for you today.”
“Please don’t,” Sera said, shifting like she was already preparing to flee.
Judy leaned back into Valerie, their shoulders touching again. “Okay, I’m not topping that. My turn’s going to sound normal and sad.”
Valerie turned slightly, her voice soft enough it barely crept past their corner of the blanket. “You don’t have to top anything. Just share something.”
Judy glanced at her, eyes catching for a beat too long. “Okay,” she said, quietly. “Yeah. My turn.”
No one rushed her. The ocean kept pulling in and slipping out, lazy now, like it too was content to just listen.
The morning, somehow, still hadn’t asked for anything more.
Judy shifted slightly, one leg stretching out across the blanket, toes brushing Valerie’s shin without intention. Her fingers found the lip of her mug again, even though it had cooled, thumb trailing the curve once before she set it aside.
“Alright,” she murmured, more to herself than anyone else. Then, louder, “Okay. Here we go.”
She glanced at Sera first, then Sandra. Then Valerie always Valerie last, like she was saving something.
“Number one,” she said, her voice still low, “when I was a teenager, I used to break into rooftops just to watch sunrises. Never stole anything. I just liked the quiet.”
Sera’s mouth opened slightly like she wanted to comment, but Judy lifted one brow and held up a second finger.
“Number two. I once got kicked out of a BD club in Japantown for slapping a corpo who called my work derivative.”
Valerie blinked, already biting back a smile.
“Number three,” Judy said, her last finger rising slowly, “I didn’t speak to anyone for two days after seeing Laguna Shoreline because it wrecked me too hard.”
Sera leaned forward immediately, brow scrunched. “Okay, wait, Laguna Shoreline? That’s that old-school one with the dancers and the ocean and the letters, right?”
Judy gave a single, solemn nod.
Sandra’s voice was soft. “I remember that one. Didn’t it win, like, everything?”
“It deserved to,” Judy said.
Valerie tapped a knuckle gently against her own knee, watching her. “You saw that in Night City, didn’t you? Right before we moved.”
Judy nodded again, a smaller motion this time. “Last BD I watched before we left.”
Sera was already deep in thought. “Okay. Rooftops feels true. You’ve got the main character's sunrise energy.”
Sandra leaned into her side with the quiet weight of agreement. “It does sound like her.”
“I don’t believe the slap,” Sera said, crossing her arms. “You’d stab a corpo before you’d slap one.”
Judy grinned. “Tempting.”
Valerie tilted her head. “I know the answer.”
“You don’t get to play,” Judy said, nudging her with a hip. “You were there.”
Sera’s eyes widened. “You were there? Oh, it’s real.”
Sandra blinked slowly. “So it’s the BD one?”
Judy smiled softly now, barely a curve. “It’s the sunrise rooftops.”
“What?!” Sera’s jaw dropped.
“I thought about it all the time, but never actually did it.” Judy shrugged a little, arms folding lightly in her lap. “Just climbed one. Once. And panicked halfway down because the ladder swayed too much.”
Valerie leaned in and kissed her temple. “Still counts.”
Judy leaned into the touch with a breath that sounded like it reached deeper than the morning air. “I don’t need rooftops anymore.”
Sera reached across Sandra and gently bumped Judy’s knee with her own. “We’ve got better sunrises now.”
Sandra didn’t speak. Just wrapped her hand around Sera’s, threading their fingers.
The breeze moved again, soft over the bluff. Carrying the ocean forward in a slow pulse, sand catching gold where the light was starting to rise higher.
Judy rested her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder and didn’t say anything more.
The morning held.
Sandra took her time. Not in a performative way, just natural, like she’d been waiting to see if the wind would shift or the sun would catch Sera’s hair just right before she spoke. Her coffee was gone, the mug resting against her ankle where she’d set it down without looking. Her fingers still tangled with Sera’s, thumb brushing the inside of her palm in slow, absent strokes.
She didn’t sit up. Just glanced at the others from under her lashes, the blanket still draped around her shoulders like it belonged there.
“Alright,” she said, voice quiet but steady. “My turn.”
Sera adjusted a little beside her, turning so their knees bumped. “Okay, baby. Let’s see what you’ve got.”
Sandra didn’t smile fully, but there was the shape of one starting behind her eyes.
“One…” she began, her gaze flicking toward the trees above the bluff, “I’ve only ever cried during one movie. It involved a dog, a grave, and a broken music box.”
Sera winced. “It already sounds brutal.”
Sandra lifted a second finger. “Two. I once beat my Mom in a target challenge she didn’t know was happening.”
Valerie let out a quiet “heh,” but didn’t comment further.
Sandra raised her third finger. “And three I’ve never been stung by a bee.”
Sera made a sound like a shorted-out data pad. “What?! Never?”
Sandra shrugged lightly. “They’ve just never found me interesting.”
Judy tilted her head slowly. “Okay. That’s suspicious.”
Valerie leaned back on one hand. “It’s definitely not the movie one. I know that face. You’ve cried during more than one.”
Sandra met her gaze, calm. “I didn’t say I didn’t cry at others. Just said that was the only time it happened during the movie.”
Judy let out a soft whistle. “Crafty.”
Sera was staring at her like she’d never seen her wife before. “You beat my aunt at a challenge she didn’t know she was in?”
“She hit nine targets on the range,” Sandra said, still not smiling. “I hit ten. Quietly.”
Sera narrowed her eyes. “And you never told her?”
Sandra grinned. “She seemed proud of nine.”
Judy chuckled. “I believe that one.”
Valerie considered for a moment, then tapped her knee. “Bee sting’s the lie. Statistically.”
Sera made a thoughtful noise. “I dunno. That feels like exactly the kind of weird luck she’d have.”
Sandra looked toward her, brows barely lifted. “So which is it?”
Sera’s mouth twisted in indecision. “Ugh… okay. Bee. Final answer.”
Sandra nodded once, then unfolded her fingers. “It’s the one with my Mom.”
Judy’s head dropped. “No way.”
“I hit eight,” Sandra said. “She hit nine and looked too proud to ruin it.”
Valerie blinked. “You let her win?”
“I let her enjoy it,” Sandra corrected gently.
Sera stared at her for a beat, then leaned in and kissed her cheek. “That’s why I married you.”
Sandra’s eyes softened as she turned into it. “Figured.”
Judy raised her mug, still empty. “Okay, you win at being emotionally complex before ten a.m.”
“Debatable,” Valerie said, but she was smiling again.
The tide had crept closer without them noticing, wet sand darkening as it spread, but the bluff stayed dry, warm in the rising light. They weren’t in a rush. Not with this kind of morning. Not with each other.
Valerie tipped her mug toward her lips, found it empty, and set it aside with a soft click against the blanket. The light was shifting now brighter along the bluff, brushing over their bare knees and tousled hair, warming the worn edges of towels and the loose folds of Sandra’s blanket.
Judy was still leaning comfortably into her side, arm settled across Valerie’s thigh like it belonged there. Sera had shifted, too sprawled now, her head resting on Sandra’s shoulder, both of them looking half sun-drunk and full of oatmeal.
Valerie watched them a second longer, then drew in a breath and rolled her shoulders back with a slow stretch. The bones gave a soft pop she didn’t comment on.
“Alright,” she said, voice light again. “Let’s do one more round before I play.”
Sera perked up instantly. “You’re going again?”
Judy leaned over, stage-whispered, “She always saves the wild ones.”
Sandra looked intrigued already. “I’m ready.”
Valerie held up a finger. “Number one: I once fought a clown with a grenade for a nose.”
Sera blinked. “Like… an actual clown?”
Valerie didn’t react, just raised her second finger. “Number two: I asked Judy to be my Valentine in 2077. We weren’t even dating yet.”
Judy made a soft noise, barely a hum, but her smile curved slowly and private.
Valerie lifted a third finger, the faintest smirk beginning to form. “Number three: Before I got to Night City, I was already a well-connected, reputable merc. Fixers knew me by name.”
A pause.
Sera looked like her brain was buffering.
“You fought a clown?” she asked, eyes wide. “Like… fought?”
Valerie nodded solemnly. “Grenade for a nose.”
Sandra blinked. “Why?”
“Long story,” Judy muttered, then nudged Valerie gently. “I still can’t believe you didn’t warn me about the nose.”
Sera’s mouth opened. Then closed. Then it opened again. “No, but seriously why does that exist?”
“Welcome to Night City,” Valerie said, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear.
Judy leaned into her. “The valentine thing’s true. You left that dumb chocolate on my workbench. The one with the tiny lotus sticker.”
Valerie let out a quiet laugh. “You kept the sticker.”
Judy kissed her freckled cheek. “I kept all of it.”
Sandra looked between them, then back at Valerie. “So the lie’s the merc status.”
Valerie gave a low whistle, impressed. “Damn, straight to the point.”
Sera frowned. “Wait, really? But you were, like… legendary, weren’t you?”
Valerie shook her head. “Not yet. I did gigs for the Bakkers. Ran with crews. But nobody knew who I was outside the dirt roads. No fixers called. Didn’t even know how to reach ‘em.”
Judy nodded. “She was a merc. But barely on the radar.”
Sandra raised her brows slightly. “So… the clown fight was real?”
Valerie smirked. “Ozob. Boxed him in the Afterlife underground ring.”
Sera stared like her entire world view had been challenged. “That’s... weirdly awesome.”
“It was sticky,” Valerie added with a grimace. “There was a lot of clown makeup involved.”
“Okay, I’m gonna need a full storytime on that later,” Sera said, mouth open.
Valerie laughed. “I’ll tell you if you promise not to try and recreate it with beach driftwood and a watermelon.”
Sera held up three fingers. “No promises.”
The laughter that followed was quieter this time, but thicker somehow, more settled. Like it had soaked into the blankets, into the folds of their clothes and the grooves in the sand below.
Valerie rested her hand on Judy’s again. “Alright. That’s me tapped out. Guess I owe you a song now.”
Still no one moved, because the morning hadn’t let go yet. It was still holding them, right where they needed to be.
Sera let her head roll lazily back toward Sandra’s shoulder, hair catching a bit of sunlight where it frayed against the edge of the blanket. “Okay, okay if we’re really doing another round, you know I’ve got backups.”
Sandra didn’t even look up. Just gave her hand a light squeeze. “Of course you do.”
Judy leaned sideways into Valerie again, her voice dry. “Why is it always the ones with the least shame that have the most fun?”
“Because we earned it,” Valerie murmured, brushing her thumb over Judy’s hand.
Sera was already counting on her fingers. “Alright. Number one: When I was eight, I shaved one of the guard dogs back at the camp and told the others it was a rare desert lion.”
Sandra blinked.
Judy held up her hand. “Hold on which camp?”
“My old one,” Sera clarified, grinning. “The one we used to stop at near Kingman with the busted solar panels.”
Valerie gave a small nod. “Alright. Go on.”
“Number two,” Sera continued, “I once stole a whole watermelon from a Clan market and rolled it three kilometers down a hill just to prove a point.”
Sandra didn’t even blink. “That’s true.”
“Let me finish,” Sera said, mock-offended. “Number three: I got offered a spot in a Brawler’s pit league when I was sixteen and turned it down because the entry gift was a tattoo I didn’t like.”
Valerie tilted her head. “Okay, that one sounds like you.”
Sera leaned back smugly. “Guess you’ll have to figure it out.”
Sandra finally looked over at her, expression thoughtful. “You told me about the watermelon. That’s real.”
Judy shifted forward slightly. “I feel like you would shave a dog just to win a bet.”
“I didn’t say it was a bet,” Sera said quickly.
Valerie arched her brow. “That makes it worse.”
Sera raised her palms in surrender, but didn’t deny it.
Sandra shook her head slowly, eyes narrowing with quiet certainty. “It’s the tattoo.”
Sera blinked. “What?”
Sandra gave her a look gentle, but unshaken. “You would’ve gotten the tattoo and complained about it for a year. But you wouldn’t have turned down a fight because of it. That’s not how you work.”
Valerie’s laugh came soft, curling under the breeze. “She’s right, Starshine. You’ve literally worn battle paint to a knife duel.”
Sera let out a breath, both hands dropping into her lap like a dramatic weight had been cast off. “Fine,” she said, pouting. “It was the tattoo.”
Judy grinned. “So what was the real reason you didn’t join?”
Sera shrugged, some of the humor fading from her tone. “Didn’t want to fight for someone else’s crowd.”
Sandra leaned her head gently against Sera’s. “Good choice.”
Sera didn’t say anything for a beat. Just let her hand settle back against Sandra’s thigh, her breathing even again.
The breeze had picked up slightly, curling across the bluff in soft, scattered strands. It carried the scent of sea air and faint wood smoke left from last night’s firepit. The sky had that gentle morning burnish now bright, but not hot yet.
Judy’s fingers were still laced with Valerie’s.
Sandra’s were still cradling Sera’s.
Judy didn’t answer right away. She shifted her weight subtly into Valerie’s side, fingers still laced but her grip light, like her thoughts had drifted somewhere quieter. The others felt it too, not tension, just space. Breathing room. That rare hush between waves, when even the tide seems to wait.
Valerie didn’t press her. Just brushed her thumb gently over the back of Judy’s hand, her voice low. “You don’t have to go again if you don’t want to.”
Judy tilted her head, dark eyes flicking up to meet hers. “I want to,” she said. Soft. Certain. “Just… needed to pick the right ones.”
She let the silence stretch a moment longer before she leaned forward slightly, pulling her knees in close, her tank top strap shifting just enough off her shoulder. Then she raised her fingers, one by one.
“Okay,” she said. “Number one: When I was nineteen, I got lost on the way to a job in Night City and ended up accidentally crashing a wedding in North Oak. Stayed for half the ceremony before someone realized I wasn’t related to the groom.”
Sera blinked slowly. “What?”
Judy smirked, but didn’t elaborate. “Number two: I once made a BD entirely from underwater footage because I was too depressed to surface that month.”
Valerie’s brow furrowed slightly. Not surprised. Just quietly listening.
“And three…” Judy’s voice lowered a fraction, more warmth than mischief now. “I once punched a guy outside Lizzie’s because he said my girlfriend couldn’t be that beautiful without cybermod help.”
Sandra exhaled softly. “Okay. That one sounds real.”
Sera leaned back on her elbows. “All of these sound real.”
Valerie gave her a small nudge. “That’s because they probably are.”
Judy shrugged, a little crooked smile curling one side of her mouth. “You tell me.”
Sera pointed at her. “You’d never crash a wedding. Too awkward.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Excuse me?”
Sandra tilted her head. “I think she could’ve done it. Just accidentally.”
Valerie’s voice was quiet. “I know the underwater BD. You showed it to me. Said it helped you feel like things could still move, even when you couldn’t.”
Judy’s lips pressed together, nodding once.
Sera leaned forward. “Then… the punch is a lie?”
Judy turned slowly, eyes locking with Valerie’s. “Nope.”
Valerie smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “You didn’t tell me that.”
“You were already dragging me into the bar,” Judy said, a little laugh escaping now. “Didn’t want to ruin the night.”
Sera sat up, her face a mix of admiration and slight disbelief. “Wait. So the wedding story is a lie?”
Judy nodded. “Did get lost once… just didn’t end up somewhere with flowers and champagne. Just an alley and a dead data tower.”
Sandra let out a quiet breath, one corner of her mouth tugging up. “You still stayed a while, didn’t you?”
“Long enough,” Judy murmured.
Valerie didn’t say anything at first. Just leaned closer, pressing a kiss to Judy’s temple, her hand still resting softly over hers, gold wedding bands glinting in the sunlight.
The moment held. Not heavy. Just full.
The kind of full that didn’t need explaining.
Sera glanced toward Sandra, then nudged her. “Alright, baby. You’re up.”
Sandra’s fingers tightened slightly around hers, the blanket still resting across her shoulders like it had grown there overnight.
She didn’t rush.
The wind shifted again, gentle through the trees, and the waves below pulled back, waiting.
Sandra let the quiet hold for a breath long enough to hear the waves pulling across the pebbles below, the rustle of the blanket as Sera adjusted beside her. She reached up absently to tuck a loose brown strand of hair behind her ear, her hand lingering near her temple before resting again on her thigh.
She glanced around the circle Valerie’s freckled arms still wrapped loosely around Judy, Sera watching her with a patient smile already half-formed. Her eyes lingered on her wife the longest.
Then, soft but steady, she spoke.
“Alright,” Sandra said, her voice low enough that the breeze nearly caught it. “Last round.”
Sera shifted to sit up straighter beside her, knees brushing hers. “Let’s go, babe.”
Sandra let out a quiet breath, not quite a laugh. She lifted her fingers one at a time, deliberate.
“First,” she said, “I once broke into a scav den to retrieve someone’s cat. The cat wasn’t there, but I walked out with a box of unopened chocolate bars.”
Valerie blinked, her brows lifting. “That’s one hell of a trade.”
Sandra continued without reacting. “Second. I’ve never learned to ride a motorcycle.”
Sera squinted. “Wait, really?”
Sandra didn’t answer yet. Just raised a third finger. “Third. I once bluffed my way past a corporate checkpoint by pretending to be someone’s assistant. I had no ID. Just glasses I borrowed from their backseat.”
Judy tilted her head slowly, lips tugging into a faint smile. “Okay. These are good.”
Valerie nodded. “And subtle.”
Sera was already shaking her head. “No way. You’ve absolutely ridden a motorcycle. I’ve seen you hop off the back of mine without touching the ground.”
Sandra turned slightly, expression unreadable. “Doesn’t mean I’ve driven one.”
Judy leaned forward, elbow on her knee. “I want the bluff story to be true. That’s just poetic.”
Valerie gave a little hum. “It’s the bike. I think that’s the lie.”
Sera looked back and forth, then pointed firmly. “It’s the cat story. You wouldn’t risk your life for some stranger’s cat.”
Sandra finally cracked a smile. “You’re all wrong.”
They froze for half a beat, glancing toward Sandra at once.
She shifted slightly, leaning into Sera’s shoulder with a quiet steadiness. “I’ve ridden a motorcycle,” she said, the words calm. “But only once. And I crashed it within five minutes.”
Sera’s eyes went wide as her whole posture straightened, stunned into movement. “You what?” Her voice pitched somewhere between awe and disbelief.
Sandra’s gaze stayed steady. “It was an Aldecaldo rig. Older than dirt. Handled like a joke. I was twelve.”
Judy let out a sharp breath, shaking her head with a low whistle. “You never told us that.”
Sandra’s mouth curved faintly. “I only got halfway through a turn before I ended up in a field of cactus.”
Valerie winced, drawing her knees in with a sympathetic hiss. “Oof. Bet, that was a fun lesson.”
Sera wrapped her arm instinctively around Sandra’s back. “Why didn’t you tell me this when I was learning to ride?”
“Because you needed confidence,” Sandra murmured, the smile still in her voice. “Not stories about embedded thorns.”
Judy chuckled softly. “So the cat story’s real?”
Sandra nodded. “The chocolate lasted a week. I still have a scar from the fence post.”
Sera leaned her head against Sandra’s with an exaggerated sigh. “This is why I never win guessing games with you.”
“That,” Sandra said gently, “and because you always overthink.”
Valerie smiled, running her hand slowly along the top of her guitar case. “Alright,” she murmured. “No more lies. Just strings now.”
The wind picked up again, brushing across the bluff like a slow exhale. The sound of the surf rolled back in, steady and close.
No one spoke as Valerie’s fingers finally found the latch.
The latch on the guitar case whispered open, fabric tugging as Valerie unfolded her legs and eased the instrument onto her lap. Wood warmed by the sun and time settled against her thighs. She gave the tuning pegs a gentle twist, a familiar habit more than necessity, each string humming softly into place, one by one.
The bluff quieted as if the world remembered to listen.
Judy leaned back with her arms braced behind her, eyes already soft with that look she reserved just for this when Valerie played not for a crowd, not for a stage, but for them.
Sera sat cross-legged beside Sandra now, bouncing slightly with that barely-contained energy that meant her whole soul was paying attention. Sandra’s hand still rested on Sera’s knee, grounding them both.
Valerie let her thumb settle over the strings and smiled once not big, not flashy, just enough. Then the first chord rang out, clean and warm, curling into the morning air like steam from a shared cup.
Her voice followed, light but steady, carried on the breeze:
“Someone forgot the extra socks
Someone swore we packed enough…”
Judy let out a low laugh under her breath, eyes crinkling.
“We’ve taken the long way more than once
But nobody here’s in a rush…”
Sera pressed the back of her hand to her mouth, already grinning. “Guilty,” she murmured.
“Judy’s got that look again
Like she knows a better path…”
Valerie didn’t look at her wife just yet, but she could feel Judy laughing quietly beside her.
“Sera’s leading with confidence
Which means we’ll be circling back…”
Sandra gave Sera the gentlest nudge with her shoulder, and Sera’s laugh broke free in full.
“We’re not lost
We’re just out here together
Following footprints, chasing the weather
No signal, no map, and no one to boss
We don’t know where we are
But we’re not lost…”
The strum danced brighter for a beat, the rhythm lifting. Valerie’s foot tapped once in the sand.
“Sandra points, says ‘left’ real calm
My eyes are squinting where?
Judy’s humming something warm
Sera’s narrating like a lorelord…”
Judy leaned into her side now, chuckling. “I do hum,” she whispered.
“We’re not lost
Just a little sun-drunk
Driftwood in our shoes
Laughter in the trunk…”
Sera covered her mouth again, swaying a little with the beat. “Oh my god, that’s us.”
“Might be nowhere, or we might be close
But we’re not lost
Not when we’ve got us four…”
The chords softened for a moment, holding in that space where only the sound of waves filled the quiet.
“We don’t need the trail to end
To know exactly where we’ve been
It’s not the path
It’s who you walk it with…”
Sandra’s hand curled more firmly into Sera’s. Valerie saw it didn’t say anything. Just smiled.
“We’re not lost
We’re writing the route
Step by step with no need to doubt
No compass, no pressure, no lines to cross
Just wind in our hair
No reason to stop…”
Judy’s arm slipped behind Valerie’s back as the last verse unfolded.
“We’re not lost
Not when we’ve got love like ours…”
The final chord rang out easy, open. No flourish. Just the quiet resonance of strings and morning and four people who’d bled, built, and chosen each other a hundred times over.
Valerie didn’t look up right away. She let the notes trail off with her fingers, the last sound swallowed gently by the sea breeze.
Sera clapped first, loud and unapologetic.
“I want that recorded,” she said immediately, eyes bright. “Like, today.”
Judy pressed a kiss to Valerie’s cheek, her voice low and full. “You just made me fall for you again.”
Sandra smiled beside Sera, quiet but sure. “That’s going in the photo box. Even if it’s just a memory.”
Valerie shrugged, playful now, her freckled cheeks tinged pink. “Told you I packed something better than socks.”
The laughter rose again, not sharp or sudden, just full.
For a long breath, there was nothing but sunlight, warmth, and four hearts resting easy in the middle of nowhere. Not lost at all.
The echo of the last chord still hung somewhere in the salt-thick breeze, fading into the hush between wave and sky. Valerie rested her hand flat against the strings to still them fully, then let the guitar settle gently beside her in the sand. Her fingers flexed once, then stilled.
Sera was still grinning, head tipped back against Sandra’s shoulder. “You really wrote that for us, huh?”
Valerie didn’t answer at first. Just met her daughter’s gaze with something soft behind the emerald, something older than the song and warmer than the morning. “Yeah,” she said finally, voice low. “Wrote it right here. Just… hadn’t sung it until now.”
Judy leaned over and brushed her thumb along Valerie’s freckled wrist, where the sunlight caught the edge of her gold ring. “You always do that,” she murmured. “Wait until the moment’s ready.”
Valerie’s smile deepened, lopsided. “Better than forcing it.”
Sandra’s voice came next, calm and steady like always. “It felt like breathing,” she said, looking out toward the waves as she spoke. “Like something that was already here. You just let it out.”
Valerie gave a small nod of thanks, brushing her red braid back over her shoulder. “That’s all I ever want with songs.”
Sera was already digging for her Holo, thumb hovering over the activation. “You have to let me record it later. With the guitar. And maybe the ocean in the background is like an ambiance, you know?”
Valerie tilted her head. “Ambiance?”
Sera grinned. “Yeah, you know. Like emotional seasoning.”
Judy snorted. “She’s been awake for an hour and already invented gourmet feelings.”
Sandra just shook her head lightly. “She had coffee. You all knew the risks.”
Sera leaned forward, elbows on her knees, her smile soft now. “It just felt like… us. Even the dumb socks line.”
Valerie reached over and tapped her on the ankle. “You were the one who forgot them.”
“I borrowed yours!” Sera said, scandalized.
“Which I didn’t pack either,” Valerie said, laughing. “So it was a doomed mission all around.”
Judy stood slowly, brushing off her shorts with one hand before offering the other to Valerie. “Well, speaking of doomed missions…” Her grin curved wide. “Think it’s time we let the ocean beat us up again?”
Sandra followed her with her eyes, rising second. “Are we actually packing extra this time?”
Sera was already stretching her arms overhead, joints popping faintly. “I am. And if anyone tries to ambush me again, I’m dunking everyone.”
Valerie groaned lightly as she let Judy pull her to her feet. “No ambushes. Just actual swimming.”
“...That’s what you think,” Sera muttered under her breath, already sidestepping toward their tent.
“Starshine,” Valerie warned, voice light.
Sera peeked back over her shoulder, grinning. “Nothing! Just getting my second swimsuit.”
Judy tilted her head as they all started moving, her arm naturally slipping around Valerie’s waist. “You think she’s going for a stealth tactic this time?”
Valerie leaned in to kiss her temple. “I think she’s gonna try. And fail. And we’re gonna love every second of it.”
Sandra didn’t say anything, just smiled, brushing her thumb once over Sera’s hand before ducking into the tent behind her.
Valerie stepped inside their tent, the canvas walls glowed faint gold where the sunlight pressed through, warming the air just enough to make the fabric feel like part of the morning. Sand clung in little clusters near the front where they'd kicked off their sandals earlier, and Valerie’s tank top was already halfway over her head by the time Judy ducked inside, brushing past the flap.
Judy let it fall closed behind her and raised an eyebrow as she caught sight of Valerie, hair tousled, hands tangled in the cotton as she tugged it free. “You always undress like you're fighting your own shirt.”
Valerie huffed as the tank finally came loose, her braid flopping over her shoulder. “It started it,” she said, deadpan.
Judy’s grin curled slow and smug. “You want help with round two?”
Valerie gave her a pointed look. “Only if your idea of help doesn’t involve groping and forgetting what we came in here for.”
Judy raised both hands. “Hey, I remember sunscreen.”
Valerie laughed, low and warm, stepping around the folded sleeping bags to reach for their toiletry pouch tucked beside her clothes bag. “Good. Because you burn in five minutes flat if you forget.”
Judy was already peeling her tank, her bare skin catching the light with each shift. She dropped it neatly onto their clothes pile, then ran a hand through her hair to shake it out, the long pink and green strands falling back over her left shoulder in waves. “You're lucky I like when you boss me around.”
Valerie turned with the bottle, giving it a single shake. “Then sit.”
Judy sat cross-legged without hesitation, back to Valerie. “You’re enjoying this too much.”
“I absolutely am,” Valerie said, uncapping the bottle. “Now hold still.”
The scent of sunscreen filled the tent almost immediately with coconut and something vaguely citrus, sharp enough to cut through the warmth. Valerie rubbed a dollop between her palms, then slid her hands gently across Judy’s shoulders, the motion steady and familiar.
Judy let out a small, contented sound. “You always start so sweet. And then right when I relax…”
Valerie grinned as her hand landed square between Judy’s shoulder blades, cool sunscreen meeting warm skin.
“There it is,” she said, drawing her hand down with mock-innocence.
Judy jerked forward with a yelp, twisting halfway to scowl over her shoulder, but the corners of her mouth betrayed her. “That was dirty.”
Valerie's brows lifted, smug. “Tactic worked, didn’t it?”
Judy’s glare didn’t hold. Her voice dropped as she turned back around, settling again. “You love doing that.”
Valerie ran her palm slow over the edge of one shoulder, evening out the streak. “You love it more.”
Judy huffed a quiet laugh under her breath. “I tolerate it,” she said, arching a brow as she looked back again, “for the greater good.”
Valerie leaned in and pressed a kiss just under the BD implant on Judy’s head, her voice brushing soft. “Still makes me the lucky one.”
Judy paused, her breath catching just slightly before her voice came back quieter. “I know.”
They didn’t speak for a moment. Just the soft shuffle of fabric and skin, the lazy flap of the tent in the breeze. Valerie finished her work, then nudged Judy gently. “Your turn.”
Judy turned around, taking the bottle and patting the space in front of her. “Come here, Guapa.”
Valerie dropped onto the blanket with a little exaggerated sigh, then slid her shorts off and set them aside. She tucked her legs to the side, hair falling forward as she tilted her head. “Be gentle.”
“No promises,” Judy said, uncapping the bottle again.
Judy warmed the lotion between her palms, then leaned in with a focused expression that didn’t fool Valerie for a second. Her hands slid over Valerie’s shoulders first, slow and even, her fingers curling just slightly at the base of her neck.
Valerie’s breath hitched. “I thought you said no promises.”
“I said it,” Judy murmured, smoothing the sunscreen down the top of her back, “but I didn’t say I meant it.”
She continued down her spine, deliberate, until Valerie gave a quiet groan and dropped forward slightly, arms braced behind her. “You’re stalling.”
Judy smiled. “Appreciating.”
Valerie peeked back at her with a narrow-eyed look. “Get my legs or I’m reporting you for misusing supplies.”
“Mmhm,” Judy said, reaching for another dollop and moving down. “You gonna write me up, boss?”
Valerie didn’t dignify that with an answer just extended one leg, toes pointed with exaggerated patience.
Judy took her time, drawing the lotion along Valerie’s calf with steady strokes, her nails barely grazing over the skin at the end of each pass. When she moved to the other leg, she trailed her hand up past the knee, then paused.
Valerie glanced down, suspicious. “Why’d you stop?”
Judy said nothing. Just popped the cap again, squeezed a cool line of sunscreen straight across Valerie’s chest, and then without warning leaned in to kiss her full on the lips.
Valerie made a small, muffled sound against her mouth, half-laugh and half-surprise, before her hands lifted instinctively to Judy’s hips. The kiss wasn’t rushed, just warm, grounded, a touch of coconut between them.
Judy pulled back with a grin. “That was for me.”
Valerie blinked, dazed for only a second before her smirk returned. “Then you better smooth that out before it dries.”
Judy did. Slowly as her fingers glided over the line she’d drawn, working it in with unhurried care until Valerie was leaning back on her elbows, eyes half-lidded and breath coming quieter now.
“There,” Judy said, satisfied in her voice. “Protected and thoroughly kissed.”
Valerie laughed, low in her throat. “Guess we’re ready then.”
They reached for their bags at the same time, the rustle of canvas and zippers mingling with the shift of sand beneath their knees. Valerie pulled out her second swimsuit, a rich purple two-piece that caught the light in subtle shimmer. Judy’s was a soft, sea-toned blue with crisscross straps.
They changed without ceremony, the familiar ease of two people who’d done this dance for over a decade. A stretch, a shift, a brush of knuckles as they passed one another in the small space. No need for mirrors. Just the soft sound of movement, fabric sliding into place, and the occasional teasing glance that didn’t need a punchline.
Once dressed, Valerie adjusted her strap and ran her fingers through her braid again. “Think they’ve already started plotting out there?”
Judy snorted as she tucked their sunscreen bottle back into the pouch. “If we come out and Sera’s got seaweed armor on again, I’m leaving.”
Valerie leaned over and bumped her gently with her hip. “We’ll fight back this time.”
Judy gave her a lopsided smile. “Guapa, I am the sneak attack.”
The flap of the tent lifted slightly in the breeze, the bright edge of sky waiting just outside.
Valerie grinned. “Let’s go remind them why we don’t lose twice.”
With that, they stepped out sun-kissed, ready, and already smiling.
The flap lifted with a soft brush of coastal wind, warm now less salt-stung than before, touched with that baked-driftwood smell the bluff carried late morning. Valerie stepped out first, adjusting the strap on her purple swimsuit as she squinted into the light. The ocean had shifted colors again, deeper now, blue laced with green where it caught the tide. Somewhere in the distance, gulls called like the day was still waking up.
Judy followed, brushing her hand across the back of Valerie’s as they moved forward, their footprints overlapping as they padded barefoot toward the fire ring. The sand was warm but not hot yet, soft beneath their feet, still pressed with the faint outlines of earlier chairs and blankets.
Sera was crouched near the edge of the bluff, twisting a long piece of sea grass into something vaguely threatening and definitely ridiculous. Her second swimsuit, a darker red with thin crisscrossed straps, was already on, damp in patches where she’d apparently done a test run with a handful of saltwater from the bucket.
Sandra sat on their towel nearby, reapplying sunscreen to her arms, the same loose, deliberate care she used for everything. Her pale blue suit matched the sky almost perfectly, especially where the light touched her shoulders. She looked up first, clocking Valerie and Judy with a soft smile.
“Ready for battle?” she asked, tone mild, eyes amused.
“Define ready,” Valerie said, stopping beside her.
“Define battle,” Judy added.
Sera turned, standing up with a slight sway from squatting too long. Her grin hit full brightness as she spotted them. “Okay, okay team sparkle finally joins the field.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Team what now?”
“You’re coordinated,” Sera said, gesturing between them like it proved something. “It’s like watching the beach version of an action duo. You got the purple-and-blue theme going. It's intimidating.”
Judy tilted her head, mock-considering. “Is this your way of saying you’re scared?”
“Nope,” Sera said, shaking her arms out. “It’s my way of saying I'm dramatically outmatched and I'm still gonna try.”
Sandra looked up at her wife, one brow raised. “You sure you don’t want to stretch first this time?”
“I did stretch,” Sera insisted, then immediately pulled her arm across her chest in a half-hearted pose. “I’m always stretching. Emotionally.”
Judy walked past her, reaching for the bucket and splashing a little on her ankles to shake off the clinging sand. “Emotionally stretched is not the same thing.”
Valerie stood at the edge of the towels, looking out at the ocean like it might wink back. “So what’s the plan? Free swim, sneak attack, last one gets the sandbag chores?”
Sandra folded her towel and stood, brushing off the last of the grit. “I vote for free swimming. We’re not losing to seaweed this time.”
Sera scoffed. “It was strategically placed seaweed.”
“You slipped on it,” Judy said flatly, flicking water at her.
The sun had crept higher but not harsh yet, still wrapped in that mellow coastal warmth that made everything feel slower, easier. Valerie brushed a damp strand of red hair from her cheek as the group regrouped near the slope leading down to the shore. Towels slung over shoulders, feet bare, the sand already warm between their toes.
Judy lingered near their bags, the Polaroid strap looped through her fingers now.
“Mi cielo,” she called toward Sera, who was mid-stretch beside Sandra. “Mind if I bring the camera down? Might get some good action shots.”
Sera turned, one hand still arched above her head. Her expression softened instantly. “Of course not. Just make sure you get my good side.”
“You don’t have a bad one,” Judy called back, already checking the shutter.
Sandra leaned close to Sera, voice low. “You just gave her permission to document our defeat.”
Sera grinned. “Not if we strike first.”
Valerie gave them both a sidelong glance. “You’re scheming again.”
“Nope,” Sera said, too fast.
Judy raised the camera and caught that moment the two of them pretending innocence while Sandra reached casually to adjust her towel like she wasn’t already planning her route into the water.
The first few shots came quickly. Judy backed toward the edge of the bluff, lens tilted just right as the wind tugged her hair across her cheek. Click. Sera dashing ahead in a full sprint, arms out like she was charging a battlefield. Click. Valerie shaking her head with a grin before tossing her towel to the sand. Click.
Then it was movement of wet sand underfoot, the sudden cold sting of the tide curling in around their ankles. Valerie waded in first, stepping steady until the water crested over her thighs, then took a breath and dove clean beneath the next wave.
Sera and Sandra gave each other one last conspiratorial glance then bolted in after her.
Judy knelt briefly, aiming down the slope just as Sera leapt half-clear of the surf, fingers curled like claws, Sandra flanking low from the side. The camera clicked again, catching the frozen arc of water and Valerie’s turning realization that she was about to get tackled by both.
The splash came a second later loud and chaotic, a shout half-lost in seawater.
Valerie surfaced laughing, pushing wet hair from her face just in time to get dunked again by a triumphant Sera, who shouted “Revenge for last summer!”
Judy clicked once more as Valerie spun them both sideways, dragging Sera under with her before breaking the surface and calling out, “Judy, help! They’ve turned!”
“Oh no,” Judy said flatly. She snapped one final shot Valerie with both girls halfway wrapped around her shoulders like sea serpents before carefully setting the camera back in its waterproof pouch near the slope and jogging into the tide.
The water wrapped around her in a rush, cool and bracing, catching against her ribs as she dove under and surfaced near the fray.
“Back up’s here,” she called, flipping her soaked hair back.
“Too late!” Sandra grinned, already retreating.
“Never too late,” Judy said, lunging toward Sera instead, and catching her mid-turn.
The ocean became background noise to the splashing, shrieking, breathless laughter. Fingers grasped at shoulders, legs kicked to dodge and deflect, arms wrapped around waists not to hold but to tug under just enough to startle, never enough to scare.
Salt stuck in their lashes. Hair clung to their necks. The sky above didn’t care what time it was. Neither did they.
This was the kind of moment the camera wouldn’t fully catch, but Judy had a few shots tucked into the pouch now, and more would come later.
Right now, they were in it completely.
For a little while longer, they let the water carry them.
The shallows were where the chaos lived.
The waves didn’t crash here; they rolled in slow and teasing, just enough to nudge ankles, lift a knee, or sweep out sand from under toes in sudden, traitorous bursts. It made footing optional, and the four of them weren’t exactly using caution as a guide.
Valerie had managed to regain upright status, water slick down her purple swimsuit and hair a red tangle over one eye. “That was a cheap shot,” she said, flicking water at Sera, who grinned and ducked behind Sandra like a kid hiding behind a taller sibling.
“You yelled first!” Sera called.
“I yelled in self-defense,” Valerie said, already stepping forward.
Judy held up both hands, water dripping from her blue suit as she waded between them. “Truce. Temporary ceasefire. We’re still technically on vacation.”
Sandra, still half-shielding Sera with a hand braced behind her, tilted her head slightly. “I agree. We should conserve energy.”
Valerie eyed them, suspicious. “For what.”
Sandra leaned just enough to murmur something low to Sera.
Whatever it was, Sera broke into a run again, feet kicking up frothy water as she charged straight at Valerie, who only had enough time to sigh, “I knew it,” before catching Sera by the waist and turning both of them into the next wave. They went under, limbs tangled, surf splashing over their heads before they broke up laughing and breathless.
Judy shook her head. “You two are gonna swallow the ocean before lunch.”
Sandra waded past her with a faint smile. “They’re more likely to wrestle a fish.”
Valerie spit a bit of water out and pushed her hair back, Sera still giggling against her shoulder. “That’s it. Ocean round two. No tricks.”
Sera held up a hand, half-hearted. “Truce. For real this time.”
Valerie laughed. “Uh huh.”
Judy reached for her hand anyway, pulling her in just enough to knock her slightly off balance with a playful tug. “Come on. Let’s actually swim before one of you pretends to drown for the drama.”
Sera smirked. “No promises.”
They moved past the break together, each step deeper, the ocean cooling further as it lapped higher up their waists, then chests. The salt clung to their skin now, hair streaming behind them like ribbons in the water. Valerie glanced up once blue everywhere, sky to sea, the world unburdened.
They didn’t race. Just swam easy, strong strokes cutting through the morning tide, surf pulling at ankles but never too rough. Sandra stayed in a tight circle, always keeping an eye on who fell behind, while Judy let herself float for a moment, arms spread wide, soaking in sun and sea and the sound of Sera narrating a made-up ocean quest that involved seahorses and cursed treasure.
When they came together again four bodies treading water under a sky so open it barely seemed real they didn’t say much. Just floated, the tide gently rocking them back toward the shore.
For a little while longer, nothing existed beyond the line of the waves.
Sera floated on her back, arms out, eyes shut like she trusted the ocean to cradle her. Her red hair fanned out in the water, catching the light in flickers every time a small wave passed beneath. Sandra stayed close by, hands moving slow just under the surface to keep steady, her gaze quiet and focused watching Sera’s breathing, the drift of her smile, the way the sun brushed gold along her collarbones.
Judy let herself sink under briefly, then surfaced again with a small gasp, slicking her green-pink hair back with one hand. Her eyes found Valerie’s, and they both smiled like they didn’t have to speak to stay connected. The ocean had a way of silencing the world around them, leaving only the pulse of the tide and the company they chose to bring.
Valerie was treading water just a little farther out, the edge of her braid clinging to her shoulder. Her freckles were darker with seawater, the kind of look that always made Judy’s chest tighten in the softest way.
Sera cracked one eye open. “Do you guys think dolphins ever get bored?”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “That’s what you’re thinking about right now?”
“I’m just saying,” Sera said, spinning lazily in the water now. “They’ve got the whole ocean and still follow boats. Feels desperate.”
Sandra chuckled softly. “Maybe they’re just curious.”
“Or dramatic,” Valerie added. “Like someone else I know.”
Sera grinned without opening her eyes. “I contain multitudes.”
Judy swam closer and nudged her gently with a foot. “You contain nonsense.”
A wave rolled in a little harder, rocking them all slightly. No one flinched. They just bobbed together, four lines in the water gradually drifting inward again.
Valerie let herself fall backward and floated beside Sera, arms spread, eyes tracing the shape of the sky.
“I used to dream about this,” she murmured. “Us. Here. Not fighting for it. Just… in it.”
Judy drifted beside her now, turning her face just enough to catch the edge of Valerie’s voice. “It’s real.”
Sera reached a hand out lazily until her fingers brushed Valerie’s. “We made it.”
Sandra was the last to join them, reaching up to tuck a strand of wet brown hair behind her ear. She didn’t say anything, just leaned her head slightly into Sera’s shoulder, her eyes closing as the water moved gently around them.
They stayed like that for a while. Four hearts, one tide. Just the sun above and the sea below, and the breath they all still shared in the space between.
The tide pushed them slowly back toward the shallows, lazy and unbothered. None of them kicked. It wasn’t time to leave the water yet, just time to float a little closer to the sand, where it could tug at their fingers and hum against their calves like a promise they didn’t have to rush.
Valerie let her eyes drift shut again, feeling the salt tighten faintly on her skin. Her muscles were loose, her chest rising steady, her body held by something larger than gravity. Beside her, Judy shifted, and their arms brushed just once, just enough.
“Still not bored?” Judy asked, voice low and sun-drowsy.
Valerie cracked one eye open, the corner of her mouth lifting. “Not even close.”
Sera had shifted upright again, treading with lazy kicks. Her bangs were plastered to her forehead, and she blew upward to try and dislodge them, then gave up and raked her fingers through the mess.
“You ever think about just… floating all the way to Japan?” she asked.
Sandra turned her head slowly toward her. “No.”
Sera smiled. “I mean if we had snacks.”
“Still no,” Sandra said, but her hand found Sera’s under the water anyway.
Valerie half-laughed. “You wouldn’t make it past the kelp beds before asking where the towel went.”
“I’d bring a towel,” Sera said, mock-offended. “I’m not a monster.”
Judy floated backward, eyes on the sky, letting the soft lull of water carry her like a hammock. “I’d rather float somewhere with mango gummies and no meetings.”
Valerie reached over and caught her hand, giving it a squeeze. “You’ve had eleven years of no meetings.”
“Exactly,” Judy said without opening her eyes. “I’ve adapted. It’s called evolution.”
The sun was getting higher, but not cruel yet. Warm enough to kiss the top of their heads, to dry the droplets that clung to shoulders and collarbones as they drifted back toward shallower ground. The waves still rolled, but gentler now. No more crashing. Just soft murmurs on the surface.
Sandra touched her toes down first, then glanced over her shoulder. “Should we head back?”
“Not yet,” Valerie said, shaking her head, the words slow and easy. “A few more minutes.”
No one argued. They lingered, the ocean curling around their legs like it wanted them to stay just a little longer.
The water thinned around their waists now, sun glinting sharp off every ripple like scattered glass, but soft, not biting. Valerie walked backward for a few steps, waves brushing behind her knees, toes sinking into the slope of packed sand. She kept Judy’s hand in hers, fingers loose but steady, eyes half-lidded against the glare.
Sera sloshed past them, lifting her legs high with every step like she was stomping through a puddle too big to take seriously. Sandra followed close behind, her arm still lazily draped around Sera’s waist. Neither said anything. They didn’t need to. The kind of quiet they’d found here was the kind that hummed under everything between the splash and the breath, between each glance and every heartbeat.
Their footprints marked the return messy, uneven, disappearing almost as fast as they were made. The shallows tugged at their ankles like a playful reminder, but none of them looked back. They didn’t have to.
Near the towels, the bluff still held the heat from the earlier sun, and the clothes they’d left draped across the rock had warmed in their absence. The Polaroid sat untouched in its little pouch, a few salt-dampened edges curling on the prints Judy had left to dry beside it. A frozen image of Sera mid-leap. Valerie mid-laugh. Sandra mid-reach. The ocean caught behind them in silver arcs.
Sera dropped to her knees first, flipping one towel over the sand and flopping belly-first onto it with a groan. “Ten out of ten. Would ocean again.”
Sandra smoothed hers out beside her and sat with more grace, knees pulled to her chest. Her eyes were still half-lidded but tracking everyone. “You almost took out your mom’s knee.”
Sera shrugged into the towel. “Collateral damage.”
Valerie tossed her hair back with a light shake, water droplets spraying behind her before she eased down beside Judy and started wringing out the end of her braid.
“That was definitely a coordinated ambush,” she said, not unkindly.
“You dunked me twice!” Sera said, sitting up slightly.
Valerie mock scoffed, placing her hand over her chest. “You threw seaweed first.”
Judy smirked, already settling beside Valerie with a soft towel pressed to the small of her back. “Technically, I think you started it with that smug smirk from the bluff.”
Valerie leaned into her shoulder. “Smugness is a birthright.”
“Mama’s,” Sera mumbled into her folded arms. “She was born smug.”
Sandra turned her head. “That’s confidence.”
“Same thing,” Judy said, smiling as she reached for the camera. “Just with better cheekbones.”
Valerie shot her a look. “You just like when I win arguments.”
Judy lifted the camera to eye level. “I like when you look like this.” Click.
The shutter sound cracked through the air softly, capturing Valerie with sunlight dripping down her cheekbones, braid clinging to her face, eyes narrowed just enough to look suspicious of praise.
She reached across Judy’s lap and plucked the photo before it could spit out fully. “We’re hanging that on the fridge.”
“We don’t have a fridge,” Judy reminded her.
Valerie gave a lazy shrug. “Then we build one.”
The laughter came light, almost drowsy now, as the ocean breeze shifted again cooler this time, brushing sand across their toes and the edge of the towels. Their swimsuits clung in patches that would dry soon enough. A few freckles had darkened, cheeks slightly pink, but no one seemed inclined to get up just yet.
Above them, the sky arched clear, the kind of blue that made you forget cities even existed, and below it, four hearts stretched across the sand, breathing like the tide, easy, content, full.
Valerie rolled the photo gently between her fingers, careful not to smudge the still-forming print. It darkened slowly, colors bleeding into shape her soaked braid, Judy beside her mid-laugh, the corner of Sera’s foot blurred in the frame like she'd leapt through at the last second. It was crooked and imperfect and somehow exactly right.
She handed it back to Judy without a word, just a little nod. Judy slipped it beside the others on the towel, the corners weighted down with a clean shell and a smooth piece of driftwood.
Sera was half-dozing now, head turned sideways on her arm, her hair fanned out in salt-tangled waves. Her freckles were darker than they’d been that morning. Valerie could see a few grains of sand clinging just below her eye. She wasn’t out, just hovering at the edge of sleep with the kind of contented stillness sometimes found under the sun.
Sandra reached over and tucked the edge of the towel closer to her, slow and careful. Then she leaned back on her palms, her chin tilted slightly toward the sea.
Judy stretched one leg out and leaned back on the other elbow. “I don’t want to move,” she said, voice gone lazy-soft.
Valerie smiled, eyes still on the water. “Then don’t.”
Judy glanced over. “We’ll have to eventually.”
“Not yet,” Valerie murmured.
The wind stirred again, not strong, just enough to ripple across the surface of the tide. The ocean sang in its usual rhythm: curl, drag, hush, retreat, and somewhere down the bluff, a gull cried once before going quiet again.
Sera shifted slightly without opening her eyes. “I could live here.”
Sandra gave a soft hum beside her. “You said that yesterday about the tide pool.”
Sera smiled a curve against her warm cheeks.“I meant it there too.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, low and warm. “You say it every time we stop moving.”
“That’s because every time we stop,” Sera said, finally cracking one eye open to squint up at her, “it starts feeling like home.”
Judy reached over and brushed a hand over Valerie’s knee, thumb dragging slowly across a sun-warmed freckle. “That’s the point, right?”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “That’s the whole thing.”
There was no rush. Just four towels, a few fading Polaroids, and the salt still drying into their skin. The world was still turning, but for now, it was turning at their pace.
Valerie shifted just enough to rise onto one elbow, her freckled fingers brushing softly along Judy’s jaw. The motion was unhurried, like she’d been waiting for the exact right moment, and found it right here, sunwarm and salt-sweet between them.
Judy didn’t flinch or blink, just let the touch settle, her dark brown eyes steady beneath the fringe of damp lashes. Her breath caught once, shallow and barely-there, right before Valerie leaned in and kissed her.
It wasn’t deep, or hungry it didn’t have to be. Just the press of lips that knew every angle, every curve, every quiet promise they’d already made. A kiss that felt like hands still held, like miles already walked. Like the space they’d built was still theirs.
When Valerie pulled back, she didn’t move far. Just enough to rest her head against Judy’s chest, the side of her face cradled against damp skin still warm from the swim. Her hand lingered near Judy’s ribs, fingers splaying lightly as if to feel each breath as it rose and fell.
Judy exhaled slowly, her arm coming up to curl around Valerie’s back, fingertips grazing along the spine of her suit. “You okay?” she asked softly, the words nearly lost under the hush of the surf.
Valerie nodded against her. “Yeah. You just look so beautiful right now, babe.”
Judy tilted her head slightly, her cheek brushing red strands as she held her closer. “Yeah,” she whispered. “You too, mi amor.”
Around them, the world didn’t press for anything more. Sera was still drowsing on Sandra’s lap now, her hair a tousled halo as Sandra stroked slow circles against her shoulder with the back of one hand. The ocean kept singing its slow, endless rhythm. The gulls had moved on. Even the sun seemed to settle in place for a little while longer, like it had nowhere better to be than overhead, catching freckles and drying towels and casting long shadows behind the four of them.
Valerie let her eyes close, not from tiredness, but from peace. The kind of peace she could feel in the way Judy’s heartbeat echoed gently beneath her ear. The kind of peace she didn’t have to earn anymore. She just had to hold it.
Judy’s fingertips moved in slow, absent circles against Valerie’s back, just under the edge of her swimsuit strap. Not trying to coax or distract just tracing the moment, like memorizing sunlight.
Valerie breathed deep, the scent of salt and sunscreen lingering in Judy’s skin. Her forehead rested against the curve of her wife’s shoulder now, half-lidded eyes facing the bluff as the breeze came in cooler. A few stray strands of her red braid fluttered against Judy’s collarbone with each pass of the wind.
“You’re gonna fall asleep,” Judy murmured, brushing her lips lightly against Valerie’s hair as she spoke.
Valerie’s voice came muffled, cheek still pressed close. “I won’t.”
Judy gave a soft huff through her nose, her fingers still tracing slowly. “You always say that right before you do.”
Valerie’s arm shifted slightly, tightening just enough around Judy’s waist. “Then wake me in twenty years,” she murmured, a smile tugging faintly at her lips. “Just like this.”
Judy smiled, soft and slow, her eyes closing briefly as she bent to kiss the top of Valerie’s head. “Hmm how about in five minutes.”
The waves broke again nearby, soft hissing foam brushing along the slope of wet sand before retreating. Up the bluff, Sandra leaned further into the towel, Sera’s head now tucked comfortably into her lap, one of her arms slung across Sandra’s thigh like a sun-drenched cat refusing to move.
Sera didn’t speak, but the edge of her mouth curled faintly with each pass of Sandra’s fingers through her still-damp hair. Not quite asleep, not quite awake. Her breathing was steady. She didn’t need to say it, her entire body said I’m safe.
Judy adjusted slightly under Valerie, then looked down at her with a quiet glance. “Think we packed enough for lunch?” she asked, her voice soft but steady.
Valerie hummed, eyes still closed. “If not,” she said, lips curling faintly, “I’ll eat more love and sunlight.”
Judy let out a quiet laugh, leaning her head back against the rolled towel. “Romantic and annoying,” she murmured. “Classic you.”
Valerie shifted slightly against her, the sound of her smile clear even without seeing it. “Still married me, babe.”
Judy gave a slow nod, eyes half-lidded. “Only because I figured I’d never get you to shut up otherwise.”
Valerie’s cheek shifted where it rested against Judy’s chest; she was smiling now, fully.
“I love when you’re happy,” Judy whispered, the words almost lost beneath the soft rustle of wind.
Valerie’s reply came barely above a breath. “Then don’t move,” she said, fingers brushing gently against Judy’s side. “I’m getting there.”
Neither of them did.
The bluff held the heat. The towels stayed warm. Somewhere farther out, a gull cried once, then fell silent again, and the tide, ever patient, rolled in and out like a breath that had finally found its rhythm.
The sound of the ocean didn’t stop, it never did, but it softened somehow, like the tide had learned to whisper just for them. The breeze thinned, brushing light across freckled cheeks and sun-warmed shoulders, lifting the edge of Valerie’s towel only to let it fall again like a sigh.
Neither of them had planned to sleep.
Judy’s hand was still at Valerie’s back, fingers gentle, their motion slowing until they simply rested there. Valerie’s breathing had evened out somewhere between Judy’s shoulder and the rhythm of the waves, her arm still looped loose across Judy’s waist, her red braid damp and curling against Judy’s chest.
Down the line, Sandra had laid herself back with one arm still around Sera, who now lay flat, face turned toward the sea with a tiny smile ghosting her lips. Her hand was tucked under her cheek, and her other arm draped over Sandra’s ribs like a lifeline she’d never let go of. They hadn’t meant to nap either, but warmth and salt and laughter had a way of sneaking up.
The sun climbed slowly, not overhead yet, but stretching far enough to touch the high curve of the bluff. Gulls wheeled once before heading further down the coast. There were no voices, no movement. Just the hush of water, and four shapes breathing quiet against the sand, towels tucked beneath shoulders, sunglasses forgotten.
A Polaroid lay face-up in the sun beside Judy’s hip, half-captured in frame: Valerie’s braid, Judy’s shoulder, their shadows stretched behind them. The photo hadn’t fully dried, but the image was already settling edges of the ocean, the outline of two women tangled in sunlight and salt.
Thirty minutes passed like a dream that didn’t need remembering.
Sera stirred first, brow twitching beneath a few loose strands of hair. She blinked once, then winced slightly as she sat up, rubbing the edge of her eye with the heel of her hand. Her hair stuck up in the back, wild with ocean and sleep. Sandra lifted her head slowly, adjusting to let her move, then gave a soft kiss to her shoulder.
“I think I drooled on your chest,” Sera muttered, voice still thick with sleep.
Sandra smiled, voice low. “A little bit.”
Sera huffed a breath through her nose, then looked toward her moms.
Judy was still mostly awake. Eyes half-lidded, her palm now curled protectively around Valerie’s shoulder. But Valerie… Valerie was just starting to shift again. A soft sound escaped her throat, the kind she only made when her body was trying to decide whether to wake or stay where it was. She rolled slightly, nuzzling deeper into Judy’s side.
Sera didn’t say anything. She just watched, resting her chin on her knees.
It was rare seeing her mother like this. Still, and soft. The weight of everything they’d carried was set aside for a little while. No music, no mission, no worries about the next call or the last war. Just Valerie and Judy, wrapped around each other like they had all the time in the world, because now, finally, they did.
Sandra passed her a bottle of water, and Sera took it without a word.
The breeze picked back up gently, cooling the layer of sun across their backs. Nothing rushed, or broken.
Just the kind of peace they’d bled for, sun-warmed and real, still holding.
Judy stretched her arms once, slow and catlike, then tilted her head toward the others with that familiar spark in her eyes, the one that always showed up just before she got an idea. The wind lifted a few strands of her pink-and-green hair across her cheek as she tucked Valerie in a little closer with one arm.
She looked down at her wife, then over at Sera and Sandra, both still recovering from their sun-heavy nap.
“Okay,” Judy said, her voice soft but playful. “How about a couple family photos before we head back for lunch?”
Sera lifted her head from Sandra’s shoulder with a groggy blink, eyes still puffy from sleep. “Do I look alive enough for photos?”
“You look adorable,” Sandra said, brushing a thumb gently beneath her eye to fix a smudge of sunscreen.
Valerie groaned into Judy’s side, the sound muffled. “Tell me you're not making me move for this.”
Judy grinned and leaned down, pressing a quick kiss to the top of Valerie’s head. “C’mon, Guapa. We don’t take enough pictures when we’re all actually relaxed.”
Valerie lifted her face with a squint, hair flattened slightly on one side. “That’s because we’re usually recovering from explosions or saving settlements.”
“Yeah, usually” Judy said, already shifting to her feet. “Which means this is historic.”
Sera snorted and sat up the rest of the way, brushing sand from her elbow. “Do I get to use the jellyfish pose?”
Sera widened her eyes innocently, lifting her hands halfway like she might already be mid-wiggle. “But it’s thematic,” she said, voice full of mock offense.
Sandra stepped a little closer, tilting her head. “Still no,” she said quietly, though the soft curve of her mouth betrayed her amusement.
Judy chuckled as she walked over to the towel where she’d set Sera’s camera earlier. She crouched beside it, opening the flap of the faded case with the kind of reverence reserved for ancient relics. The camera slid out easy, its rounded plastic worn smooth from years of use. She thumbed the side panel to check the film count was still good.
Valerie finally stood, dusting sand off her hip with the back of her hand. “Alright, but I’m not posing with seaweed this time.”
“That’s fair,” Judy said, adjusting the dial. “We’ll save that for Halloween.”
Sandra stood next, offering Sera a hand up. Sera took it and let herself be pulled, though she leaned fully into Sandra once she was standing, still a little sun-drowsy. Their foreheads touched briefly, no words, just the quiet comfort of their rhythm slipping back into place.
Judy backed up a few steps toward a flatter stretch of sand near the bluff’s curve, turning toward the others. “Alright, line up. Sun behind me. Don’t blink unless it’s dramatic.”
Valerie moved in first, brushing a knuckle over Judy’s shoulder before settling on one side. “You really want me mid-freckle bake, huh?”
“You look perfect,” Judy said, not missing a beat.
Sera and Sandra joined them next, arms looping casually around each other’s waists. Sera rested her head lightly against Sandra’s temple.
The wind tugged gently at their hair, and the ocean gave a low hush behind them.
Judy raised the camera, squinting through the viewfinder. “Okay,” she said. “Everyone take a breath.”
Click.
The shutter snapped with that mechanical hum, and for a second, it felt like the whole world had stilled just long enough to capture the truth.
Not a performance, or a portrait. Just them sun-touched, wind-ruffled, salt-kissed, and whole.
Judy didn’t lower the camera right away.
She lingered behind the lens, eyes narrowing slightly as she adjusted the focus with careful fingers. A breeze came off the water again, catching Sandra’s hair and lifting it just enough for Sera to reach over and tuck a strand behind her ear quickly, naturally, already fading into a different motion by the time the shutter snapped again.
Click.
Valerie turned her face slightly, the light catching in her braid as she laughed at something under her breath. Judy caught that too. The frame didn’t need staging. It didn't need polish. Just her girls, sun-kissed and relaxed, the kind of beautiful that didn’t ask to be posed.
Click.
“Alright,” Judy murmured, stepping a little to the left. “Now give me something chaotic.”
Sera lit up like she’d just been handed a grenade with permission.
“Wait…no seaweed,” Judy added quickly, already regretting the invitation.
Sera’s hands went up in surrender. “No props, I swear!”
Valerie eyed her warily but stayed in place, one arm loosely draped around Judy’s waist now that she’d joined them. “You say that like you’re not about to throw yourself into the sand for dramatic effect.”
Sera grinned wide. “Would you be mad if I did?”
“Only if you sprain something,” Sandra said, dry as ever.
“Guess I’ll keep it to minor emotional chaos, then.” Sera raised her arms and struck a dramatic half-spin, then dropped into a lounge pose halfway between model and gremlin, grinning up at the sky like it owed her money.
Judy snorted, adjusted the frame, and snapped again.
Click.
Valerie leaned in closer, her voice warm in Judy’s ear. “You’re glowing.”
“So are you,” Judy whispered back. “Even with sand on your shoulder.”
Judy handed the camera off to Valerie, flipping it in her grip carefully. “Alright. Your turn. I want at least one photo where I don’t have sea salt in my lashes.”
Valerie took the camera with both hands, her fingers steady on the grip as she gave Judy a quick up-and-down look. “You’re gonna have to stand still for longer than three seconds.”
“Rude,” Judy said, but she stepped forward into the frame, brushing the wind out of her hair.
Sera leaned into Sandra again, lowering her voice. “She’s gonna zoom in and crop it like twenty times before she’s happy.”
Sandra nodded. “Probably. But she’ll look good in all of them.”
Valerie backed up until she caught the right light again. Judy was there in the center, bare shoulders kissed by the sun, eyes just a little narrowed from the brightness but still holding that quiet mischief that never quite left. Valerie steadied the camera and clicked once.
Then again, and one more, just as Judy looked away for a second, distracted by Sera making a face behind Sandra’s back.
Click.
Valerie lowered the camera slowly and smiled. “Got it.”
“Do I look majestic?” Judy asked, half-joking, as she wandered back to her side.
Valerie leaned close, brushing their fingers together. “You always do.”
Judy rolled her eyes, but her hand didn’t move away.
They stood like that for a breath. Maybe two.
Then Sera flopped backwards into the sand again and yelled toward the bluff, “Okay, someone feed me!”
Laughter followed in waves, and the moment, like the photo, held.
The camera was tucked back into its case, strap slung across Valerie’s shoulder. The wind caught the flap of Sera’s towel as she sprang upright again, brushing sand off her back with dramatic flourishes, then looped it over her neck like she’d just completed a triathlon. Sandra stood, slower, still barefoot but moving steady, her fingers reaching to smooth the edge of Sera’s damp bangs without a word.
They started the walk back without announcement. Just a quiet shift of feet, a change in posture, the way Judy stepped in beside Valerie and let their hips brush with each step. The sun was higher now, warm but not blistering, glinting sharp off the truck’s windshield ahead. Their towels had dried into stiff folds, draped over shoulders and clinging to elbows as they crested the low hill above camp.
The tents came into view first canvas glowing soft gold in the light, zipper flaps fluttering faintly where the breeze pulled through. The cooler’s soft hum was still going under the truck bed, low and steady, the tech’s status light blinking a reassuring blue.
Sera dragged her feet for dramatic effect in the sand. “I vote for sandwiches and naps. In that order.”
“You always vote naps,” Judy said, without looking.
“And I’m always right,” Sera replied, swinging her towel like a cape again.
Valerie gave her a side glance, one brow lifting. “We’ve still got lunch meat, cheese, some of those triangle bread slices.”
“Soft or weirdly dense?” Sera asked.
“Still soft,” Judy answered. “And the soup’s still in the other cooler if anyone wants heat.”
Sandra’s voice floated up behind them, low and even. “I’ll warm one if we’re splitting.”
Sera gave a small cheer and threw both arms overhead. “Victory.”
Valerie reached the cooler first, crouching beside it to pop the latch and check the internal readout. Temps held steady. Everything inside was still sealed and crisp, even the condiments sorted into their clips on the divider shelf. She ran a hand briefly across the edge, then reached in for the sandwich kit bag, pulling it out with practiced ease.
Behind her, the others dropped towels onto the shaded side of the tent. Sera flopped down next to Sandra without ceremony. Judy eased down into a crouch beside Valerie, pulling the condiments and packets while Valerie found the folded cutting board and opened it across her thighs.
“Everyone wants their usual?” Judy asked.
Valerie nodded once, glancing up at her with a small smile. “No need to reinvent the miracle.”
“Long as I get mustard,” Sera added, already peeling her hair out of her face.
“You’re on condiment probation,” Judy muttered, half-laughing.
Sera raised a hand solemnly. “I accept these terms.”
Sandra leaned slightly into her side, resting her chin on her knee. “Only because it still ends with you eating half the jar.”
The breeze shifted again, threading through the camp with the scent of salt and cooling tech. The bluff curved around them gently, and the ocean beyond still whispered against the rocks, just far enough away to feel like a heartbeat.
Lunch was slow, unhurried, quiet in the best way, fingers brushing while passing bread, jokes that didn’t need punchlines, and silence that didn’t need to be filled.
They’d swum, laughed, and glowed, and now the tide had shifted inward again, just enough for them to rest in it.
The sound of the bluff wrapped around them wind soft in the branches, the ocean hush steady in the background. Sandwiches came together without urgency. Valerie layered sliced meat over cheese with the same quiet focus she gave a guitar string, her thumb brushing a corner back into place when it curled. Judy passed mustard without needing to ask, the squeeze bottle already warmed by the sun.
Sera assembled hers like a mission briefing, narrating each ingredient under her breath while Sandra handed her slices of bread with the patient rhythm of someone long resigned to this method.
Valerie took the first bite leaning back on one hand, her knees drawn up. The sandwich was simple, same as the first day, no toasted edges or melted centers, just familiar textures and the kind of quiet flavor that came more from the moment than the food itself.
Judy sat beside her, legs stretched out, sandwich cradled in both hands like something delicate. “We really did pack the good mustard,” she said, after the second bite.
Valerie glanced sideways. “Told you.”
Sera made a noise of agreement around a mouthful. “Also the good cheese.”
Sandra reached for one of the small water bottles tucked into the corner of the cooler. She passed it to Sera first, then opened one for herself, sipping slow. Her shoulders were still slightly damp, the sun starting to dry the salt crystals into a faint shimmer.
They didn’t say much after that not because there wasn’t more to say, but because nothing was missing. The ocean stretched out behind the tents, quiet and open, and the breeze lifted the corners of the towels they’d draped over the tree branch, making them shift like sails.
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder once she finished eating, her fingers brushing idly over the edge of Valerie’s thigh. “This still doesn’t feel real.”
“It is,” Valerie murmured, resting her hand lightly on top of hers. “We made it real.”
Across from them, Sera lay back in the sand with the last bite still in her hand, one foot hooked lazily over Sandra’s ankle. “Okay but hear me out, what if we nap again and then go for round two swimming?”
“Didn’t you just call for lunch like your life depended on it?” Judy asked, not lifting her head.
“I’m full now,” Sera said, waving the sandwich. “And also a little sun drunk.”
Sandra reached over and gently took the last bite from her hand, eating it with perfect calm.
“Hey,” Sera said, lifting her head.
“You said you were full,” Sandra replied, voice even.
Valerie laughed, low in her throat. “She got you there.”
Sera dropped back into the sand, dramatic again. “Crushed by logic.”
The laughter didn’t rise loud, it just threaded between them, warm and familiar. The sun hung steady above, and no one reached for a schedule. The bluff cradled them in the rhythm they’d built together, one quiet breath at a time.
Valerie brushed the crumbs off her thigh with the back of her hand, then glanced around at the slow sprawl of her family across the patch of towel and sand. Sera still lay half-draped over Sandra, eyes fluttering closed but not fully gone. Judy leaned against her, shoulder to shoulder, their fingers still loosely laced.
The quiet had stretched just long enough to settle enough breeze to keep it from being still, but not enough to rush anything.
Valerie let the edge of her voice curl upward as she looked across the group. “We could play Two Truths and a Lie,” she said, easy and open. “Or…” her eyes flicked toward Sera, “we could break out Cyberpsychos Against Humanity.”
That got the faintest smile from Sandra, her thumb still gently brushing the inside of Sera’s wrist.
Valerie turned toward Judy, nudging her knee with her own. “Or I can read more to you,” she added, her voice dipping a little softer. “Just say the word.”
Judy tilted her head without lifting it, her gaze catching Valerie’s with a sleepy kind of fondness. “You always read the good parts too quietly.”
Valerie smirked, just a little, her fingers brushing lightly over Judy’s. “That’s because you lean in when I do.”
Judy met her eyes, the smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “And you like that, don’t you?”
“I really do,” Valerie said, her voice warm as she leaned just a little closer, her forehead nearly brushing Judy’s.
Sera made a noise somewhere between a hum and a snore. “If I say yes to all the options, will one just happen around me?”
“You know that’s dangerous,” Sandra murmured, brushing a finger along Sera’s hairline.
Judy shifted slightly, adjusting the towel under her hip. “We could try something new too. Doesn’t have to be one of the usuals.”
Valerie nodded slowly, glancing toward the truck where their supply bags sat shaded. “I think there’s a trivia deck still in there… or maybe the one with all the absurd hypothetical questions?”
“The one where you have to pick between dating a sentient vending machine or fighting a goose with cyberware?” Judy asked.
Valerie raised a brow. “That one’s a classic.”
Sera’s arm flopped sideways in surrender. “I’m in. Just… someone decide for me.”
Valerie looked around again, her eyes soft, letting the moment breathe. “We don’t have to move fast. I just wanna know what everyone’s thinking.”
The silence that followed wasn’t hesitation, it was permission. Letting the lull stretch just long enough to feel like a choice. The ocean still moved behind them. The bluff stayed steady, and the afternoon air smelled like sea salt and sunscreen and warmth that hadn’t burned out yet.
Judy finally shrugged, her cheek still resting against Valerie’s shoulder. “Whatever we do, I want it to feel like this.”
Valerie nodded once. “Then we’re already doing it right.”
Sera’s arm flopped again with theatrical defeat. “Okay, I’m rejoining the living if someone brings me a card.”
Valerie tilted her head toward the truck. “I think I stashed the deck under the second seat with the spare towels.”
Judy gave a little groan and pushed up from her lounging spot, brushing sand off her hip as she stood. “If I get in there and it’s buried under five swimsuits and one rogue marshmallow, I’m blaming you.”
Valerie raised a hand. “That’s fair.”
Judy crossed the sand barefoot, the fine grit clinging to her calves as she reached the truck and popped the door. A moment later came the thump of a bag shifting, a soft curse under her breath, and the victorious rustle of cardboard against plastic. She held the deck aloft like a trophy as she walked back, a smirk on her lips. “Still sealed. You never opened it.”
“Perfect,” Valerie said, scooting up to make room as Judy dropped beside her again. “Uncharted nonsense.”
Judy tore the plastic strip off with her teeth, then spit it out without ceremony. She flipped the top card, snorted, and read aloud: “Would you rather have fingers that constantly emit low-grade EDM beats… or eyes that project a random cat video every time you blink?”
Sera made a sound like a dying dolphin. “What the hell kind of options are those?”
Sandra blinked. “How loud is the EDM?”
Judy flipped the card over. “Volume level: polite club at 3 p.m.”
Valerie raised a brow. “I don’t hate that.”
“Except it’s your fingers,” Judy said, wiggling hers. “Constantly. Like glowstick staccato every time you pick up a fork.”
Sera turned her head just enough to give Sandra a long, contemplative stare. “Would you still date me if I blinked and projected ten hours of cats playing keyboards?”
Sandra didn’t even hesitate. “Yes. But I’d blink at the same time so it doubled.”
Judy cracked up, the sound low and warm. “Power move.”
Valerie leaned back on one arm, letting her other hand trail lightly through the warm sand beside her. “I’d go with the cats. People wouldn’t expect me to be intimidating if I sounded like a glow stick rave.”
“Would they expect you to be intimidating with kittens coming out of your eyes?” Sera asked, clearly delighted by the mental image.
“I don’t need help being intimidating,” Valerie said, tone even.
“No you don't,” Judy murmured beside her, nudging her shoulder. “That’s why I’m voting EDM fingers. I already hear your rhythm all the time anyway.”
Valerie tilted her head. “You’d match the beat?”
Judy flashed a grin. “I'd remix it.”
Sera rolled to her side, tossing a shell gently toward the empty sandwich bag. “I need another one.”
Judy drew the next card. “Would you rather have a voice that echoes like you’re always in a cave, or feet that squish loudly every step you take, like wet shoes on linoleum?”
Sera immediately slapped the towel. “Cave voice. Final answer.”
Sandra looked thoughtful. “The squish could be weaponized for guilt.”
Valerie gave her a sideways look. “Guilt?”
Sandra laughed as the sun caught her brown eyes. “Every time someone annoyed me, I’d just walk past their tent at night. Slowly.”
Sera leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. “Marry me again immediately.”
Judy passed the deck toward Valerie. “Your turn to read.”
The cards passed smoothly, laughter trailing after each question like mist curling off the bluff. They didn’t rush, and didn't need to. The game wasn’t the point it never was. Just another rhythm in the space they built together.
Valerie flipped the next card, then lifted her brows slowly. “Would you rather fight a goose that knows judo or kiss your least favorite Fixer on live holostream for charity?”
Sera immediately sat upright. “Which Fixer?”
Judy held up both hands. “Val’s not allowed to answer that.”
Valerie smirked, but she didn’t say a word.
Valerie tilted the card in her hand like it might give up more information if she waited long enough. The breeze caught a strand of her hair, pushed it across her cheek, but she didn’t brush it away.
Judy stretched her legs out and crossed them at the ankles, leaning back on both palms. “You’re stalling.”
“I’m weighing the ethics of goose combat,” Valerie murmured, eyes still on the card. “It knows judo. That’s not nothing.”
Sera squinted toward the bluff like she was visualizing it. “Is the goose wearing a belt?”
Sandra, without looking up from where she was slowly stacking the discarded cards, answered evenly. “Green. And it honks dramatically.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose, low and amused. “Then it’s personal.”
Judy laughed under her breath. “You’re going with the goose?”
Valerie nodded slowly. “Fixers are worse.”
Sera pointed at her. “Knew it. But I still want a name.”
“Not today,” Valerie said, setting the card aside with mock reverence.
The breeze had shifted, just barely, pulling a little harder off the ocean now. One of the towels flapped gently at the edge of the bluff, the corner flinging sand in slow spirals as it tried to take off. Judy caught it with a foot and anchored it again, her movement easy, fluid, like her body had memorized this place already.
Sera yawned real this time, and flopped onto her back, one arm thrown over her face to block the sun. “Okay, I vote break before my brain picks goose judo and cave echo voice just to see what happens.”
Sandra leaned over her, adjusting the towel so it shaded her face more completely. “You just want to stretch out and not feel guilty about it.”
Sera smiled without opening her eyes. “I’m embracing my destiny.”
Judy tilted her head, eyes tracking the sway of the trees above. “We could walk a bit later. Or nap.”
Valerie let her hand drift over the top of Judy’s, brushing a bit of sand away from her wrist. “We don’t have to pick anything yet.”
Judy turned toward her, their knees touching now. “No schedule. I remember.”
“That’s the point,” Valerie said, voice barely above the hush of the wind. “Nothing we have to do. Only what we want.”
Sandra sat cross-legged now, fingers absently playing with the corner of a card. “I want ice cream.”
Sera cracked one eye open. “We didn’t bring any.”
“I know,” Sandra said, her voice calm as ever. “I still want it.”
Valerie chuckled, a low hum against the waves. “Guess that’s going on the list for the next supply run.”
Judy’s thumb traced idle circles against Valerie’s palm. “We’re not in a rush.”
“No,” Valerie said, the word drifting as her eyes traced the sky above. “We’re not.”
Time settled again. The kind of afternoon that didn’t need music, movement, or planning.
The kind that stayed with you. Long after the bluff, the cards, the sunburned freckles.
Valerie turned her head slightly, eyes drifting toward where Sera lay sprawled like driftwood in the sand, half-covered by the towel Sandra had adjusted for her.
“You can nap if you want, Starshine,” she said, voice low and easy. “But I want to take your Mama for a walk along the beach.”
Sera lifted one hand without opening her eyes, gave a lazy wave. “Permission granted. I’ll hold down the bluff.”
Sandra gave her a light nudge with her knee. “You’re not moving for the next hour, are you?”
“I’m conducting a very important stillness,” Sera mumbled.
Valerie pushed up to her feet, brushing sand from the back of her swimsuit with a slow sweep. Her freckled shoulders caught the light as she stretched once, then reached a hand toward Judy without needing to say anything.
Judy was already moving, tossing the towel back over the half-unpacked bag, her hand catching Valerie’s with an easy familiarity that carried weight and comfort all at once. Their fingers laced as she stood, and for a second, she leaned close, brushing a kiss against Valerie’s bare shoulder.
“You’re lucky you always ask nicely,” Judy murmured.
Valerie smiled, soft and steady. “Only for you.”
The others didn’t say anything more, just the sound of Sandra settling back against the towel, the soft creak of fabric shifting, the whisper of Sera’s sigh as she burrowed deeper into the warm imprint she’d made in the sand.
Valerie and Judy stepped barefoot off the bluff, the dry grass tickling their ankles before the coolness of shaded sand met their feet. The beach stretched wide ahead, low tide pulling the waves back just far enough to leave a mirrored film of water across the dark, compact sand. Pebbles glinted here and there sea glass and broken shells catching light as they moved past them.
Judy squeezed Valerie’s hand once, quiet. “Feels different today.”
“Yeah,” Valerie said. “Like we’re actually here this time.”
They walked without needing to fill the space with anything else. The wind had softened, the air warm against their skin but not heavy. Every so often a gull cried overhead, distant and brief. Their footsteps left prints beside each other that vanished with each passing wave.
The beach curved gently ahead, a slow arc of tide-marked sand that hadn’t yet collected the footprints of anyone else that morning. Judy walked barefoot beside Valerie, her long green-and-pink hair pushed gently back by the breeze, one arm still loosely linked with Valerie’s. The sun rode low but steady, casting long shadows behind them as their steps left paired indentations in the soft, dark shore.
Every few strides, the sea reached up just enough to brush their feet, cool foam teasing their toes before pulling back in retreat.
Valerie glanced toward her, a smile tucked beneath a more thoughtful look now. “It’s weird,” she said.
Judy didn’t answer right away, just turned her head a little, letting her gaze follow the glitter of the waterline. “What is?” she asked, softly.
“How quiet it is,” Valerie said. “Not in a bad way. Just… I keep waiting for the rush to kick in. Like I should be tuning my guitar with one hand while defusing something with the other.”
“You miss the chaos?” Judy asked, her tone amused but not surprised.
“No.” Valerie’s voice came softer this time. “I think I just don’t know how to be still unless I’m holding you.”
Judy slowed to a stop, tugging gently at Valerie’s hand to turn her. The wind curled her hair around her cheek, strands catching the sun like threads of light. “You’re still. Right now,” she said, her voice low, steady.
Valerie’s eyes searched hers, something almost vulnerable there beneath the freckles and windblown lashes. “Only because you’re here,” she said.
Judy smiled not her smirk, not the teasing tilt she wore when they were playing games with the others. Just that quiet one she’d kept for Valerie since the very beginning. She reached up, brushing her thumb gently along Valerie’s jaw.
“Then let’s keep walking,” she said. “See if we can teach you how to stand still without me holding your hand the entire time.”
Valerie leaned in, kissed her once, soft and salt-sweet. “You say that like I’m letting go,” she whispered against her lips.
“Didn’t say you had to,” Judy replied, her fingers threading back between hers again, that familiar warmth slotting back into place. “Just said we’d walk.”
So they did. Past ridges of driftwood and tangled kelp. Past tiny shells cracked by tide and time. Valerie toed one with her foot, then pointed.
“That one looks like a little heart,” she said.
Judy squinted down, lips twitching. “Looks like a cracked molar,” she said.
Valerie deadpanned, “Romantic.”
“Hey,” Judy said with a grin, “teeth are part of love too.”
They both laughed at that, their voices carried lightly by the wind. It wasn’t loud not in the way laughter could echo in alleyways or rehearsal rooms, but it stayed longer here. Like the sand let it settle in.
They passed a natural archway of driftwood, bleached and worn, and ducked underneath like it was a doorway. Judy gave it a quick glance back.
“If this was a BD scene,” she mused, “that’d be the portal to a flashback.”
Valerie tilted her head, smiling. “What would it be flashing back to?”
“Us,” Judy said, nudging her shoulder. “Before all this. Some stupid moment where you tried to impress me by playing guitar on top of a car.”
“I did impress you,” Valerie said with a raised brow.
Judy grinned sideways. “Only because the car didn’t collapse under you.”
Valerie bumped her shoulder, the movement light. “It was a solid car,” she said.
“It was a rusted-out piece of shit,” Judy replied, and laughed.
They kept walking, the light shifting warmer now as clouds moved above and let more sun pour through.
Still, the sand stretched ahead. They stayed side by side. Not saying much more, and not needing to.
Just the sound of the water and the wind, and their footprints, fading behind them.
The tide came in just enough to graze their ankles again before slipping back out, leaving behind a fresh scatter of foam and sea-glass shimmer across the sand. Valerie walked a little slower now, watching the way the light traced over Judy’s bare shoulders, catching on the curves of her collarbone like the sun couldn’t help itself.
Judy must’ve felt it, because she glanced back with that half-lidded look of hers, the one that always tugged a little sideways. “You’re staring,” she said, voice low but teasing.
Valerie didn’t blink. “Of course I am.”
Judy snorted, but the corner of her mouth pulled higher. “Flatter me like that again and I might shove you into the sand.”
Valerie raised a brow, cocking her head. “Is that a threat or a promise?”
That was all it took.
Judy lunged sideways, and Valerie yelped as they both went down in a tangle of limbs, sea spray, and startled laughter. The sand was still warm from the sun, but it clung in clumps to their damp calves and stuck along the backs of their arms as they rolled, limbs catching, hair flinging saltwater into the air with every twist.
Valerie tried to retaliate, hooked her knee, and nearly reversed them, but Judy was quicker this time, grinning wide as she straddled her hips and pinned her hands gently down in the sand.
Valerie blinked up at her, breath still caught in her throat, her freckled cheeks flushed from the tumble. Her red braid lay fanned out beneath her like seaweed tangled in the tide.
“Hey,” she breathed, voice barely there.
Judy leaned over her, not quite pressing down, just close enough for their foreheads to brush. Her hands slid slowly from Valerie’s wrists to her sides, fingers brushing skin with a softness that didn’t match the wildness of their fall.
“Hi,” Judy whispered back, that same smile still caught on her lips, but gentler now. Like something she’d been saving just for this moment.
Valerie’s eyes traced every inch of her face. The streak of pink hair catching wind. The curve of the smile. The faint fleck of sand stuck near the corner of her mouth.
Then their mouths found each other. No rush, no spectacle, just a kiss caught between sunlight and salt, quiet and real. Valerie’s hands came up, one curling behind Judy’s neck, the other sliding around her waist, and they stayed like that for a breath that didn’t feel like it needed to end.
When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads rested together, still breathing into the space between them.
“You’re ridiculous,” Valerie murmured.
“And yet here you are,” Judy said, her voice warm with laughter. “Flat on your back in the sand.”
Valerie grinned. “Right where I want to be.”
Judy chuckled, brushing some sand from her shoulder before shifting her weight, still not quite letting Valerie up. “We’re both gonna need showers.”
“Later,” Valerie said, drawing slow circles into the small of her back. “I’m kinda busy right now.”
Judy tilted her head, still smiling. “Yeah?”
Valerie looked up at her again, eyes soft, light catching just beneath the lashes. “Yeah.”
The breeze off the tide carried a briny hush across the shore as their foreheads stayed together, breath syncing in the soft hush between waves. Judy shifted just enough to look down at Valerie’s lips, eyes flicking with that mix of amusement and heat.
“Are you still planning on rinsing off by dumping a bucket over your head like some post-apocalyptic mermaid?” she murmured, her voice just low enough to graze the space between them.
Valerie smirked, her fingers still tracing slow, lazy shapes into the dip of Judy’s back. “You say that like you didn’t yelp the last time I did it to you.”
“I yelped because it was cold,” Judy said, biting back a grin. “And because you yelled ‘hold still’ like I was some kind of heatstroke victim.”
Valerie chuckled. “You were being dramatic.”
“And you’re impossible,” Judy said, her voice softer now, her weight settling just slightly more into Valerie’s hips as she leaned closer. “But I’m keeping you.”
“Mmm,” Valerie hummed. “That’s good. I’m pretty sure I’m not returnable.”
Their laughter died into something quieter, shared just between them. Judy’s hand brushed gently along Valerie’s side, fingertips sweeping past the curve of her waist where the words we all come from the sea were inked along her side. When she leaned down again, she pressed a kiss to Valerie’s cheekbone then another along the line of her jaw, slower this time. Her lips found the edge of Valerie’s lotus tattoo on her neck, grazing just under her ear where freckles speckled soft skin and the faint pulse glowed beneath the protection shard’s cool blue light.
Valerie exhaled, her hand sliding up Judy’s spine starting at the seahorse tattoos on her lower back until her fingers tangled lightly in her hair, careful not to disturb the strands still damp with salt.
“You always know where to land,” Valerie whispered, her voice brushing like wind across driftwood.
Judy didn’t answer with words. She kissed down the line of Valerie’s neck again, then lower pressing her lips over the inked tattoos at her collarbone. She ran her fingers alongside Valerie’s rose tattoo on her forearm before her hand cradled Valerie’s side as she did, slow and reverent, each motion steady like she had all the time in the world.
The warmth between them wasn’t rushed. Just the sun against their skin. The grain of sand sticking along Judy’s knees where they pressed into the shore. The way Valerie’s hand cupped her jaw now, guiding her up until their eyes met again.
“I love you,” Valerie said, barely audible over the tide.
Judy kissed her mouth soft, warm, drawn out like a promise. “Mi amor,” she breathed against her lips. “I know.”
The surf reached a little farther up the sand this time, just barely brushing Judy’s foot before slipping away again. They didn’t move.
Judy’s hand settled over Valerie’s ribs again, her thumb brushing the bare skin there in a slow, absent arc. Her lips were still close enough that Valerie could feel each word before it landed.
“Don’t let me forget this,” Judy whispered, her voice carrying the weight of something not pleading but already certain. A promise sealed in the quiet.
Valerie blinked once, gaze soft, and let her fingers trail from Judy’s jaw down her neck, past the spiderweb ink on her shoulder. “You won’t,” she murmured, her hand curling gently along the curve of Judy’s side. “Not with the way you’re touching me.”
Judy’s mouth curved faintly. She dipped low again, pressing a kiss just below Valerie’s collarbone, where the edge of the ink met freckled skin, then another across her sternum. The warm scent of salt and sunscreen still clung faintly between them, caught in the fine grit of sand scattered along their skin.
Valerie let her eyes fall closed for a moment as Judy traced that path slowly, deliberately until her lips found the lyric inked beneath Valerie’s breast. Don’t tell me I’m dying.
There, Judy paused not in hesitation, but long enough to reach across Valerie’s waist and find her hand, fingers curling in a firm, grounding squeeze.
Valerie’s fingers tightened around hers, her voice soft but unwavering. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Judy let the words sink in before answering, her lips brushing the ink as she whispered, “I know.”
She kissed there too, then let her cheek rest against Valerie’s chest, her arm folding tighter around her waist like she was anchoring them both in the moment. The tide reached lazily for them again, sea foam curling around Judy’s calf before receding into the hush of the surf.
Sunlight had shifted now, turning gold at the edges. It cast a warm gleam along Judy’s hair pink and green catching the breeze in soft motion, glowing faintly as it framed her face. Valerie reached up again, brushing a few strands back behind Judy’s ear, thumb lingering just beside the glint of her BD implant.
For a long while, neither of them spoke. There was no need.
Judy’s hand moved again, fingertips slow and reverent along the slope of Valerie’s hip. Like she was tracing old constellations she already knew by heart but still wanted to memorize all over again. Valerie shifted in response, lifting her knee until it brushed Judy’s, drawing their bodies closer to heat and heartbeat syncing, skin warm despite the breeze.
A gull passed overhead, silent this time, just a shadow that drifted with the wind.
Then Judy stirred slightly, her voice cutting through the quiet with a soft huff of breath. “We’re gonna have sand in every place imaginable,” she said, half-laughing against Valerie’s skin.
Valerie smirked, brushing her fingers down Judy’s spine. “Then we rinse off.”
Judy tipped her head back just enough to raise an eyebrow. “You gonna pour a bucket over my head again?”
Valerie leaned up and kissed her shoulder lightly, her grin wicked as she pulled back. “Only if you complain first.”
Judy rolled her eyes, but her smile stayed anchored. “You’re ridiculous,” she said, shifting to sit up straighter on Valerie’s hips.
Valerie’s gaze didn’t move, her voice warm. “You said you’re keeping me.”
“I really am,” Judy said, more to herself than anyone else, and leaned down to press one more kiss to Valerie’s lips.
She didn’t rush it. Slow, drawn out, soft but anchored Judy’s palm pressed gently to Valerie’s cheek, her thumb sweeping across the freckled curve like it was meant to rest there. When the kiss broke, their foreheads touched again, both of them exhaling at the same rhythm.
“C’mon,” Judy said at last, brushing a lock of Valerie’s red hair behind her ear. “We rinse, we towel off, and then maybe you let me steal one of your clean shirts.”
Valerie blinked up at her with mock suspicion. “You’re gonna wear my clothes now?”
Judy grinned, her voice dropping slightly. “They smell like you.”
Valerie tugged lightly at Judy’s waist, her hand already settled back there. “Alright,” she murmured. “You win.”
“I always do,” Judy said, kissing the tip of her nose before slowly rising to her feet.
They rose together, brushing sand from each other’s legs and arms, leaving faint trails of damp footprints behind them as they made their way back toward camp, hand in hand.
The bucket waited. So did the rest of the day.
For now, it was just them salt-touched and sun-drenched, moving like the tide had carried them there on purpose. Still wrapped in something they didn’t need a name, because they already knew.
The sand clung stubborn along the backs of their calves as they made their way back up the shore, shoes forgotten somewhere under the towel pile by the bluff. Valerie’s braid dripped faintly at the ends, a few strands curling loose where Judy’s fingers had been. Judy’s skin shimmered in patches of salt and sun and freckles reawakened by the wind. Neither of them spoke for a while, but their fingers stayed laced, easy and sure.
Each step sunk just slightly into the soft grain before releasing with a quiet whisper. The ocean behind them kept talking in its lazy language, the kind that didn’t ask for answers. Valerie’s free hand brushed against her thigh once, knocking loose a small smear of wet sand that had already begun to dry in pale lines. Judy glanced over and smiled.
“You’ve got a whole beach on you,” she said, voice low but playful.
Valerie looked down at herself, then over at Judy’s legs. “Like you’re one to talk. That wave got you good.”
Judy made a face. “It ambushed me.”
Valerie laughed, the sun shining on her freckles cheeks. “You ambushed me.”
“That’s different,” Judy said, nudging her with a bump of the hip. “Mine was tactical. The wave was just rude.”
Valerie let out a soft laugh, brushing her shoulder against Judy’s as they walked. “Pretty sure you squealed louder than me, too.”
“Lie,” Judy said, but her ears flushed a little.
“Mmhm,” Valerie hummed, pressing a quick kiss to her temple without breaking stride.
Ahead, the familiar outline of their makeshift camp came into view, tents tucked neatly under the bluff’s natural curve, the towels hanging to dry from the rope strung between driftwood posts swaying faintly in the breeze. The firepit sat cool now, stones warming under the sun but undisturbed since morning. It looked like the others hadn’t moved much. The soft sound of conversation and occasional laughter drifted faintly from the direction of Sera and Sandra’s tent.
Judy’s steps slowed a little as they neared the edge of camp. Her eyes swept over the scene, the cooler propped open just enough to confirm it was sealed, the water jugs glinting near the truck, the canvas bags still tucked in the shade.
“Almost looks too peaceful,” she said quietly.
Valerie gave her hand a squeeze. “That’s ‘cause we’ve actually made it peaceful.”
Judy turned to her, eyes soft beneath the damp curve of her lashes. “We did, didn’t we?”
“Yeah,” Valerie said. “We really did.”
They just stood there, looking. At the tents, the towels, the bucket waiting near the truck, half-full from the morning rinse. The memory of it all already settling under their skin like warmth from a long soak in sunlight.
Valerie finally broke the stillness, nudging Judy toward the water jug. “Let’s rinse before the sand starts thinking it belongs to us.”
Judy groaned. “I already feel exfoliated to hell.”
Valerie grabbed the small metal pail they kept for quick rinses, filling it slowly from the jug, her hand steady as the water sloshed against the rim. “Then you’ll feel like royalty after this.”
Judy stepped in close, already undoing the elastic around her braid with one hand. “Only if you promise not to yell ‘incoming’ this time.”
“No promises,” Valerie said, lifting the pail with a grin.
The splash that followed was colder than expected. Judy gasped, flinched, then broke into laughter as water ran in rivulets down her back. Valerie leaned in with a towel immediately after, patting her dry before Judy could retaliate.
“You’re lucky I love you,” Judy said, swiping damp hair away from her face.
“I know,” Valerie said, her voice light but fond. “You tell me every time I soak you.”
From the direction of the tents, Sera’s voice called faintly through the breeze. Something about marshmallows and betrayal.
Judy rolled her eyes. “Think they started a new game without us?”
Valerie handed her the towel, kissed her once on the cheek, and said, “Better hurry before the bluff becomes chaos again.”
Together, they walked the last few steps into camp, shoulders brushing, footprints soft behind them.
For just a moment longer, the coast held quiet around them like it knew, deep down, it was part of their peace now too.
The canvas flap rustled faintly as Valerie held it open, letting Judy duck inside first before following close behind. The light inside was softened now, filtered gold through layers of sun-warmed fabric and the faint shadow of drying towels just outside. The sand clung in little half-moons where their feet had tracked it earlier, now scattered across the corners of the blanket they’d spread near their bags.
Judy stretched once with a long, quiet sigh, twisting slightly at the waist as she reached for her towel and ran it over her hair again. Salt still clung to the ends, tangled pink and green catching dappled light as it dried. She dropped the towel to the side and unclasped her top without fanfare, fingers quick, motions unbothered.
Valerie watched her for a second, smiling to herself. “You know,” she said, casually peeling her own damp top off and tossing it toward the edge of the bedding, “I think I deserve some kind of reward for not pouring the whole bucket on your head.”
Judy arched a brow, still toweling off as she kicked off her swimsuit bottoms. “Was the reward not my company and undivided affection?”
“Tempting,” Valerie said, slipping on clean underwear before digging through her clothing bag. “But I was thinking of something more substantial. Like shared marshmallow rations.”
Judy made a noise of mock outrage, already stepping into her shorts. “You touch my marshmallows and I’ll pour two buckets on you. With ice.”
Valerie grinned, then turned to look at her still bare from the waist up, hair loose, skin glowing in the close heat of the tent. “Are you threatening me or making promises again?”
“Could be both,” Judy murmured, and then reached for one of Valerie’s shirts without hesitation, tugging it over her head in a single motion.
It was an old soft black cotton faded just slightly from too many washes, the print stretched across the front in cracked white letters from a long-retired band. It hung looser on Judy, brushing just past her hips. She tugged it into place with practiced ease.
Valerie tilted her head as she finished adjusting her bra. “That mine?”
“Not anymore,” Judy said, smoothing her palms over the hem. “Claimed.”
Valerie’s grin widened. “Should I start labeling my stuff?”
Judy leaned over and kissed her bare shoulder, lips lingering just long enough to feel her smile against the skin. “Too late.”
They dressed the rest of the way without urgency. Valerie slid into her own shorts, pulling a light gray tee over her head and letting it fall around her hips. The breeze fluttered faintly against the tent as they moved, lifting one corner of the fabric and casting soft shapes across the walls.
Outside, the sounds of camp were coming back into focus. Sera laughing about something. Sandra’s voice is lower, steady. The snap of a folding chair being repositioned near the firepit.
Valerie brushed the last bit of sand from her ankles and looked over at Judy's shirt stolen, hair drying wild, cheeks still a little flushed from the sun and that kiss back on the beach. She reached out and linked their pinkies for just a second before standing. “You ready?”
Judy gave her a quiet smile, reaching down to zip the side of the bag shut. “Yeah. Let’s go remind them who the real game masters are.”
Valerie pushed the flap aside, and together they stepped back into the light. Clean clothes, sun-warmed skin, and the hush of the bluff waiting for them like nothing had ever moved too fast.
The bluff greeted them like it had been waiting all along. Not loud, not expectant just there. The breeze lifted as they stepped out, brushing across their arms and tugging faintly at the loose ends of Valerie’s red braid and the hem of Judy’s borrowed shirt. It smelled like sun-warmed driftwood and salt and the faint trace of char from last night’s fire was still clinging to the air.
Sera was sprawled back across the blanket again, arms flung wide, her tank bunched halfway up her stomach like the sun had issued a formal invitation and she’d RSVP’d with full dramatic flair. Her fingers tapped absently against the rim of the empty mug beside her.
Sandra sat nearby, one leg stretched long and the other tucked beneath her, arms resting across her knees. Her expression didn’t shift when she saw them, but her brown eyes followed Valerie and Judy with quiet attention, like she was checking for something beneath the surface. Just to be sure it was still all there.
Judy nudged Valerie’s arm gently. “Let's see what our mischievous daughters have been up to.”
Valerie gave her a sideways smile. “Sera probably slept most of the time.”
Sera laid smirking like she’d just been reborn from a nap. “Took you two long enough,” she called, stretching dramatically over the blanket. “We were starting to think you eloped again.”
“Mm,” Valerie murmured, stepping barefoot across the blanket to drop beside her. “We could have, but your mothers have our secrets.”
Sandra didn’t look up from her water bottle, but her tone was flat and fond. “You were asleep for half of the time they were gone, Firebird.”
“I was recharging my beauty,” Sera muttered, mock-offended.
Valerie stretched her legs, brushing her toes through the warm sand before settling down again. “You give her ten minutes and a patch of sun, and suddenly she’s ready for chaos again.”
“Don’t tempt me,” Sera said, flinging an arm over her eyes like it was the final act already.
Judy dropped into her usual spot beside Valerie bumping her shoulder lightly, knees folding easily beneath her. “Nobody broke the marshmallow truce while we were gone, right?”
Sandra shook her head. “They are safe. For now.”
Valerie rested her hand on Judy’s thigh, feeling the heat of the sun’s warmth against her skin. The warmth had shifted now, not sharp like noon, but the kind that sank into joints and made you want to stay still for just a little longer.
Judy leaned forward, fingers brushing against the top card in the scattered deck still half tucked under the snack bowl. “What do you think?” she asked, glancing toward the others. “Another round of hypothetical questions? Or maybe two truths and a lie again?”
Sera peeked from beneath her arm. “Cyberpsychos Against Humanity.”
Sandra arched her brow.
Sera wiggled her fingers. “Just saying. We brought it.”
Valerie glanced sideways at Judy, bumping her gently. “Or I could read more to you. If anyone’s in the mood for literary smut disguised as high-stakes longing.”
Judy smirked. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Sera rolled halfway toward them, propping her chin on her hand. “I vote whatever ends in someone dramatically defending a snack.”
“You’re just hoping for another chance to call someone a criminal for eating the last grape,” Sandra murmured.
“It was a perfect grape,” Sera said, wounded.
Valerie smiled, letting the moment sit between them all loose, light, and perfectly unrushed. “Alright. Consensus is chaos with a side of literature.”
The sun angled lower across the bluff now, shadows stretching longer beneath the chairs and rocks. Gulls skimmed the distant tide, their cries too far to break the rhythm.
Under it all, the stillness held earned and whole, never asking for more than the day had already given.
The cards came back out in a lazy shuffle, Judy plucking the box from under the snack bowl and tilting it open with one hand while the other stayed loosely tangled with Valerie’s. The plastic edges clacked softly as she handed out the fresh draws, dealing without ceremony. No one sat up straighter or adjusted posture; they just passed the cards around the way you pass time when it’s yours.
Sera groaned softly as she stretched again, one leg out, one arm flung dramatically across Sandra’s lap. “Let’s go. Time to reveal who’s morally compromised enough to win this round.”
Sandra calmly plucked one of her partner’s cards from where it had fallen sideways. “You’re using ‘morally compromised’ like it’s a disadvantage.”
Judy read the black prompt card aloud, voice level but already fighting a smile. “‘The NUSA Department of Justice has outlawed… blank… as a threat to public decency.’”
Valerie’s brow arched. “Only one?”
Judy smirked and dropped the prompt card in the center of the blanket. “Y’all are sick, let’s see how sick.”
Everyone selected their submissions with a surprising amount of focus. Sera chewed on her knuckle like she was plotting a coup. Sandra didn’t even blink, just slid hers across the blanket with an unhurried flick. Valerie held hers back half a second longer before letting it go, lips twitching like she was already regretting it.
Judy picked up the stack and cleared her throat with mock drama. “Let the judgment begin.”
She flipped the first one.
“‘The NUSA Department of Justice has outlawed...’” She paused and snorted. “‘…synthetic pheromone cologne with the scent profile of regret.’”
Valerie tried to keep her face neutral. Failed. “That was a trial batch. Don’t judge the whole product line on one explosion.”
Sandra didn’t say a word. Just looked at her over the rim of her water bottle.
Judy flipped the second card. “‘…unlicensed chrome waxing in back-alley parking garages.’”
Sera immediately cackled. “That’s real. That’s just Tuesday in the bad part of Japantown.”
“Don’t ask how I know that,” Sandra muttered.
“I wasn’t going to,” Judy said, flipping the third. “Okay. ‘The NUSA Department of Justice has outlawed… sensual interpretive dance reenactments of corpo crime reports.’”
Valerie lost it. “No, no…whoever wrote that knows exactly what they did.”
Sera lifted both hands proudly. “I will not apologize for art.”
Judy couldn’t stop smiling now. “And finally: ‘…Valerie Alvarez’s greatest hits: A Guide to Swearing While Bleeding.’”
There was a pause.
Everyone turned to Valerie.
Valerie blinked. “That… better win.”
Sandra tilted her head. “I’m voting for that one.”
“I’m voting for you, narrating it with silly voices,” Judy added, handing the card to Valerie like a trophy.
Sera looked betrayed. “No one respected the interpretive crime dance?”
“Next time,” Judy said. “But only if you wear the glitter poncho again.”
“You made me wear the glitter poncho,” Sera countered.
Judy laughed. “And I stand by that decision.”
The breeze shifted again, lifting the edge of the blanket and rustling the cards slightly. Valerie set her winning card down with a lazy flick, her hand brushing Judy’s ankle as she leaned back.
“Alright,” she said, stretching just enough to feel the tension pull loose in her spine. “Who’s brave enough to judge next?”
Sandra raised her hand. “Give me the crimes. I’ll handle the sentencing.”
Sera reached to reshuffle the deck. “You’re all going down.”
The sun hung lower now, not quite kissing the horizon, but dipping just enough to stretch their shadows longer across the bluff. The air stayed warm, but the laughter curled under it, anchored and easy, like it belonged exactly here.
The next prompt was already waiting. And so was the next memory.
Sandra held the next prompt card in her hand with the same care she gave her pistols like even a question could be loaded. She looked down at it once, then cleared her throat with deliberate calm.
“‘Blank: The leading cause of breakups during experimental cyberbonding trials.’”
Sera was already biting the inside of her cheek to keep from blurting something.
Valerie reached for her cards, fanning them lazily. “Okay, who’s got something offensive enough to feel accurate?”
“I’m not saying anything,” Judy murmured, “but if anyone plays ‘emotional feedback loops with a side of jealousy AI,’ I might fold on the spot.”
Sera dropped her card with a flourish. “Bold of you to assume I didn’t plan for this exact question.”
Sandra watched her with that same unreadable expression, lips only just starting to pull at the corners. “Of course you did.”
Valerie slipped hers in next with a flick, then nodded toward Judy who added hers last quick and casual like she wasn’t already suppressing a grin.
Sandra shuffled the small pile once, then turned the first card.
“‘Leading cause of breakups during experimental cyberbonding trials…’” she paused, voice flat. “‘…accidentally syncing playlists during intimate moments and discovering a shared history of 90s boyband obsession.’”
Judy’s face lit up. “That’s valid. No one survives the third key change.”
Valerie gave her a look. “You’re not denying it.”
“I didn’t say I liked them,” Judy replied, raising an eyebrow. “I just said the choreography was underrated.”
Sandra flipped the next one. “‘…malfunctioning neural relays resulting in emotional echo loops during arguments.’”
Valerie raised both brows. “That’s just… accurate.”
Judy winced with a half-laugh. “Yeah. That’s why we test in phases now.”
“Next,” Sandra said, flipping a third card, her voice calm as always: “‘Using the Link to project passive-aggressive memories instead of saying how you feel.’”
Sera cracked up. “Okay. That’s brilliant. I want to use that just to win a debate.”
Valerie gave Judy a sideways glance. “We’ve never done that.”
“Not yet,” Judy said, smirking.
“And the last one…” Sandra flipped the final card with a little more pause. “‘Attempting simultaneous skill uploads and ending up with one partner knowing five ways to hotwire a car while the other forgets how to boil water.’”
Even Sandra snorted, just once.
“That’s the winner,” Valerie said immediately.
Judy nodded. “Hands down.”
Sandra laid the card on her thigh and turned to Judy. “That one’s yours, isn’t it?”
Judy shrugged, unapologetic. “I have depth.”
Valerie leaned back on one hand, watching the sky bleed a little more golden by the minute. The heat had shifted again not gone, but mellow, like even the sun had taken its shoes off to breathe for a while. Waves curled gentle against the distant shore below, the kind of rhythm that invited you to forget the hour.
Sera plucked the deck again. “Last round before we play to two truths, and lie again?”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “We are in trouble aren't we?”
“Maybe, I’m full of chaos,” Sera said, fanning the cards dramatically. “And I’ve got one more crime to confess.”
Judy tucked her feet beneath her, shoulder grazing Valerie’s. “Then let’s hear it, Mi Cielo.”
Sera’s grin widened as she drew the black card, the edges catching the sunlight just enough to gleam like something mischievous was waiting to unfold.
Right there cards in hand, heat on their skin, breeze curling low through the grass, their little corner of the world stayed exactly where it was supposed to be.
Sera cleared her throat theatrically. “The prompt reads: ‘Nothing ruins a hot date faster than ______.’”
Valerie reached over to nudge Judy. “You’ve got, like, five cards for this.”
Judy smirked. “Only five?”
Sandra leaned back on her hands, glancing toward Sera with quiet warning. “Choose your chaos wisely.”
Sera held up a hand, solemn. “I will not be held responsible for the psychological aftermath.”
Everyone laid in their cards one by one Valerie casual, Judy quick, Sandra with that deliberate stillness like she was plotting a heist and not playing a card game.
Sera shuffled them with a dramatic flair, holding the stack like she was reading from an ancient prophecy scroll. “Alright. First up…‘Nothing ruins a hot date faster than… accidentally triggering your partner’s combat subroutines during a kiss.’”
Judy coughed into her hand. “Okay, but that actually happened to Ethan once.”
Valerie raised a brow. “With who?”
Judy just grinned. “Ask him about that time in Night City and a rooftop bar.”
Sera snorted and flipped the next. “‘…realizing halfway through dinner that your date is actually three prankster drones stacked in a trench coat.’”
That got a full laugh out of Valerie, who dropped her head briefly against Judy’s shoulder. “Okay that’s good.”
“Third one,” Sera continued, trying not to lose her place. “‘…the server asking if you two are ‘just sisters.’’”
Sandra didn’t even flinch, just said, “That’s a war crime.”
Sera read the final card with a growing grin. “‘…your partner pausing mid-flirt to check their Netwatch notifications.’”
Valerie groaned. “Rookie move.”
Judy pointed at the card pile. “That one’s mine. Because it happened. Mid-toast. Champagne. Ringtone was the Wilhelm scream.”
Even Sandra cracked a smile at that.
“Okay,” Sera said, flipping the winning card toward Judy. “We salute your sacrifice in the name of comedic timing.”
Valerie leaned back, brushing her fingers lightly along Judy’s leg. “You still kissed me after though.”
Judy leaned in just enough for their arms to touch again. “You made up for it.”
The breeze shifted again, soft and warm, rustling the edges of the blanket as the shadows crept a little longer across the bluff.
Sera stretched, glancing up at the sky. “Anyone else want a beer before we start two truths, and lie?”
Sandra nodded. “Maybe some mango gummies too if there are any left.”
Valerie smiled. “Yeah, Starshine I’ll take one.”
Sera shot to her feet with theatrical speed, the card deck nearly toppling beside her knee. “Two beers, one gummy request, and a very delicate snack retrieval mission. I accept.”
Sandra arched an eyebrow. “Don’t drop the cooler this time.”
“That was one time,” Sera called back, already halfway to the supply tent with her bare feet kicking little sprays of sand behind her. “And the sand was in the way!”
Valerie leaned into Judy’s shoulder, a smile curling soft beneath the wind’s hush. “You think she’s gonna bring back actual food or just more chaos?”
Judy’s eyes tracked their daughter’s path across the bluff, lips twitching. “With her? Chaos is the appetizer.”
A minute later, Sera returned, balancing two cold beers tucked under her elbow and a tiny plastic container pinched between her fingers like it contained rare jewels. “The gummies are slightly melted but still viable,” she said, crouching down with the kind of reverence she usually reserved for high explosives or homemade salsa.
Sandra took the container and cracked the lid. “Acceptable.”
Valerie caught one of the beers and cracked it with a low hiss, handing the other to Judy who gave her a quick wink before taking a sip.
The group settled again, the heat lingering just enough to keep the blanket soft and the breeze moving. Sera laid back dramatically with her arm across her forehead like a noir protagonist in recovery. “Alright. I’ve caused mild chaos and returned. I decided I want one more round before we play two truths, and a lie.”
Valerie tipped her bottle toward her. “If that's what you want, Starshine.”
“Lets see what you got,” Sera said, swiping the black card off the deck and holding it like it contained sacred nonsense. “The prompt reads: ‘The real reason the Nomad Council outlawed experimental hoverboard jousting was ______.’”
Judy immediately made a choking noise into her drink.
Sandra didn’t even blink. “That was you, wasn’t it?”
Sera raised both hands. “Allegedly.”
Valerie fanned her cards, picking with casual grace. “Okay, now it’s personal.”
Everyone played. Sera shuffled the answers, trying to keep a straight face but already losing the battle.
“First up,” she read, “‘because someone used a flamethrower mid-joust and accidentally set a cactus preserve on fire.’”
“Accidentally?” Judy echoed, raising a brow.
Valerie held up her hand. “For the record, that was not me.”
Sera flipped the next one. “‘Because hoverboards and tequila don’t mix, even if it feels like they do at the time.’”
Sandra let out a quiet, “Hmph,” that somehow carried the weight of lived experience.
Third card. “‘Because Sandra bet five hundred eddies she could take a drone down with a pool noodle.’”
Judy tilted her head toward her. “Did you?”
Sandra didn’t look up. “I won.”
Valerie grinned wide. “That one’s real. I was there.”
Last card. “‘Because the last hoverboard joust turned into an accidental marriage ceremony when someone misinterpreted the rules of engagement.’”
Judy burst out laughing. “Okay, that’s mine.”
Sera gasped. “I knew you’d play the long game!”
Valerie leaned back, her voice a low, warm hum as she reached for another gummy. “This is why we keep coming back out here.”
Judy nodded, bumping her knee against Valerie’s. “Where else can you win a war and a wife with a pool noodle and a black card?”
Sera raised the prompt. “And this, my beautiful weird family, is how you take a stupid question and make it canon.”
Sunlight spilled long across the bluff now, golden and lazy as the laughter eased into something softer earned and easy.
Chapter 28: This Life We Made Part 3
Summary:
As the final days of the Alvarez family’s Oregon Coast camping trip unfold, it captures the quiet beauty of hard earned peace. Valerie, Judy, Sera, and Sandra find themselves wrapped in soft mornings, warm fires, and the kind of closeness that only comes after surviving the worst together.
From teasing over burnt toast to barefoot walks in the sand, each moment breathes with tactile memory and unspoken love. Sera and Sandra’s playful banter is balanced by Judy and Valerie’s grounded intimacy, their shared glances and quiet touches revealing a lifetime of trust. As waves break nearby and stars scatter above the campfire, the family holds tightly to what they built fragile, sacred, and theirs.
The story ends not with grand declarations, but with the weight of presence. This isn’t just a vacation. It’s the life they chose. The one they made.
Chapter Text
The breeze curled low across the bluff again, catching the last hints of salt and heat from the day. Gulls circled distant and slow, their cries muffled by the slope of the dunes. Someone’s half-empty beer bottle caught the light just enough to throw a glint across the blanket.
Judy shifted her weight and sat up a little straighter, brushing her hair off her shoulder before leaning back on one arm. She plucked a gummy from the container near her and popped it into her mouth, chewing slowly while she gave Valerie a sidelong look that already said trouble.
Then she lifted her free hand, holding up three fingers.
“Okay,” she said, voice smooth and warm, like a melody that hadn’t quite been played yet. “Two truths and a lie. Try to keep up.”
Valerie smirked. “You know I will.”
Sera leaned in like she was waiting for an announcement from a shrine priestess. Sandra didn’t move, but her gaze sharpened subtly.
Judy gave a little roll of her wrist. “First: I once disarmed a security turret at Maelstrom HQ using a wine bottle, a makeup mirror, and four curse words.”
Sera’s mouth opened immediately, but she snapped it shut and narrowed her eyes instead. “That’s specific.”
Judy ignored her. “Second: I made Valerie cry in a photo booth because I kissed her during the flash.”
Valerie let out a small, helpless laugh under her breath.
“And third,” Judy said, casually tossing her hair back over her shoulder like it wasn’t loaded, “I am absolutely not the one who replaced Saul’s Aldecaldo biochip ID photo with an edited image of him in a crop top and fishnets.”
Sera let out a loud choking sound that may have once been a laugh. “I…wait. No. Hold on.”
Sandra looked like she was filing this under top-level priorities.
Valerie leaned forward with her elbows on her knees, chin in her hand, studying Judy. “You cried in the photo booth.”
“I made you cry in the photo booth,” Judy corrected, biting the corner of her lip. “That flash hit right as I grabbed your face.”
“Because you didn’t warn me,” Valerie said, voice softening at the edges. “And I was already in love.”
Judy’s smirk eased just slightly into something gentler, something that settled just beneath the surface. “Yeah.”
Sera waved a hand. “Okay, okay, beautiful memory unlocked, but what about the fishnets?”
Sandra tilted her head. “You said you didn’t do it.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Which is suspiciously defensive, right?”
Sera sat up straighter. “But it was you.”
“I didn’t say that,” Judy replied smoothly.
Valerie leaned back, shaking her head. “Turret’s the lie.”
Judy clicked her tongue and pointed at her. “You know me too well.”
Sandra blinked once. “You didn’t disarm a turret with a wine bottle?”
“I barely disarmed my own reflexes when the last one snapped online,” Judy said with a shrug. “Valerie had to hack it while I flung an ashtray for distraction.”
Sera looked personally offended. “You made that story sound so believable!”
“I’m good at presentation,” Judy said, smug.
Sandra gave a small nod. “You also changed Saul’s biochip photo.”
Judy’s lips twitched. “With great precision.”
Valerie was still smiling, her thumb brushing lightly over Judy’s knuckles. “Remind me to ask for a copy.”
Judy tilted her head toward her, eyes warm. “Already in your inbox.”
They stayed like that a second longer. The kind of pause that didn’t ask for movement. The sun slipped another inch lower behind the ridge, coloring the air with that slow burn of end-of-day gold.
Sera grinned, kicking her legs out in front of her and stretching. “Okay, tough act to follow, but I got this.”
Valerie raised her beer. “Alright, Starshine. Impress us.”
The game rolled on with no rush, just rhythm. Cards forgotten. The bluff was still warm. The whole day stretched out like it hadn’t made any final decisions just yet.
Sera cracked her knuckles with unnecessary flair, then leaned back on both hands, her eyes scanning the sky like she was waiting for divine inspiration. The seagulls above gave her nothing, but that didn’t stop the grin crawling back across her face.
“Alright,” she said, drawing out the words like she was calling a bluff at a poker table. “Two truths and a lie. Try not to cry.”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “Is that a warning or a dare?”
“Depends how emotionally prepared you are,” Sera shot back, then held up her fingers one by one.
“Number one: I once made Sandra do a recon op with me while still in full wedding makeup.”
Sandra blinked slowly, then turned her head toward Sera with that unamused calm she’d perfected. “That’s not a truth. That’s a war crime.”
“I looked incredible,” Sera said, completely unfazed. “Number two: I cried at a horror BD because the monster reminded me of my feelings.”
Judy pursed her lips, visibly trying not to snort.
“And number three,” Sera said, lifting her final finger with all the pageantry of a stage magician, “I have never lost a sparring match to Mom.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, beer paused halfway to her mouth. “Are you sure about that?”
Sera folded her hands behind her head and leaned back with an innocent stretch. “You tell me.”
The bluff went quiet for a moment, just the sound of gulls and the steady hush of the tide below. The breeze tugged at the edges of the towel beside Sandra’s knee, flaring it like a flag before it settled again. Someone’s spoon clinked quietly inside the snack bowl.
“I’m calling it,” Judy said, tipping her chin. “The BD monster thing is a lie. You don’t cry at media, you get weirdly analytical and start describing the editing techniques.”
Sera gave her a look. “You’re not wrong.”
Sandra, arms still crossed, didn’t move. “You’ve definitely cried over something stupid before. That BD could be true.”
Valerie leaned her weight into her palm, eyes narrowed thoughtfully. “You’ve lost to me. More than once. But you only ever count the rounds where you weren’t distracted.”
“I consider emotional sabotage an unfair advantage,” Sera muttered.
“That’s because you’re easy to rattle,” Valerie said, sipping her beer with a smug smile.
Judy pointed. “So then the lie is…”
“The horror BD,” Sandra said, cutting in gently. “That’s the fake.”
Sera gave a long dramatic sigh and flopped backward onto the blanket. “You’re all monsters.”
Valerie grinned. “You made Sandra do recon in eyeliner and lipstick?”
“Waterproof eyeliner,” Sera said, raising a hand toward the sky. “And I quote: ‘It’s fine, I can still see through the lashes.’”
Sandra didn’t deny it. She just reached for another gummy with stoic precision and muttered, “Never again.”
Valerie looked over her shoulder at Judy. “So far this game’s mostly proved our family’s deeply chaotic.”
Judy shrugged. “I feel seen.”
The bluff eased around them again, the sun dipping lower still, casting everything in amber and rose tones that clung to skin and shimmered off beer bottles and sea-polished stones. Sera’s hair fanned out across the blanket, catching the light in deep auburn streaks, and Sandra shifted just slightly to sit closer, her hand brushing Sera’s arm in that wordless, grounding way.
The quiet wasn’t empty. It held laughter, memory, the slow burn of a day not quite done.
Valerie nudged Judy gently with her foot. “Your turn to pick who goes next.”
Judy smirked, already turning slightly. “Sandra?”
Sandra looked up without flinching. “Of course.”
Her voice stayed soft. But her eyes? Deadly calm.
And that, somehow, was the most dangerous opening line yet.
The bluff held still for a second longer, a hush that drifted down like the breeze had agreed to pause and listen. Sandra’s eyes scanned the horizon once not for drama, not for effect, just to take it in. Her fingers brushed the hem of her shorts as she leaned forward slightly, posture composed like she wasn’t sitting on a blanket surrounded by gummy candies and beer bottles but giving her final statement to a room that mattered.
“I taught Sera how to dance before our first date,” she said, tone even, the kind of quiet that asked you to lean in. “She thought it was practice for recon.”
Sera made a soft noise, almost a laugh but more like a breath catching memory. She didn’t interrupt.
Sandra didn’t smile. Not really. But something in the set of her shoulders softened as she continued. “I’ve never told anyone I loved them before Sera.”
Judy blinked once, slowly.
Valerie looked up from her beer.
“And,” Sandra added, lifting her fingers in a small pause before delivering the third, “I once stitched someone’s wounds using dental floss in a moving truck.”
Sera tilted her head. “Wait, what?”
Sandra let her hand drop to her knee again. “You heard me.”
There was a beat of silence.
Then Judy narrowed her eyes. “You’re not a field medic.”
“I’m not,” Sandra agreed.
“Which makes that too believable,” Valerie muttered. “It sounds like the kind of thing someone like you would pull off with duct tape and sheer determination.”
Sera turned slightly, brow furrowed. “Okay, but the dance thing… you did teach me how to step without making noise that week.”
“I also made you count rhythms,” Sandra replied calmly.
Valerie scratched her jaw. “She’s bluffing.”
“Yeah,” Judy said, glancing at Sandra again. “That last one’s a lie. You wouldn’t risk it unless you had real stitching experience.”
Sandra inclined her head slowly. “Correct.”
Sera gave a low whistle. “That sounded so real.”
“I watched Jen do it once,” Sandra said, completely matter-of-fact. “But I’ve never done it myself. I’d hand off the kit.”
Valerie nudged Judy with her elbow. “She’s like a less murderous version of Rogue.”
“I take that as a compliment,” Sandra said, tone unchanged.
Sera leaned into her side, arm brushing hers. “You did teach me to dance.”
Sandra looked down at her, something unspoken flickering in her gaze. “You had terrible balance, but good timing.”
“That’s not romantic,” Sera muttered.
Sandra reached over and gently fixed the strap of Sera’s tank top. “It’s realistic.”
Valerie smiled, slow and real. “That’s the most ‘Sandra’ thing I’ve ever heard.”
Judy bumped her knee lightly against Valerie’s. “Okay, who’s brave enough to follow that?”
The sun pressed lower, golden heat wrapping the bluff like a blanket just thick enough to keep them anchored there, all elbows and laughter and quiet truths spoken like they didn’t need to carry weight. They just needed to be heard.
The breeze nudged the blanket again, soft and low like it didn’t want to interrupt. Sera was still grinning from Sandra’s reveal, but she rolled back onto her elbows now, eyes shifting toward Valerie with open mischief.
Valerie stretched out one leg and reached lazily for the nearly-empty gummy container, then caught herself, holding up three fingers instead. “Alright,” she said, tone calm but already riding that low spark of amusement. “My turn.”
Judy leaned into her side, propping her chin on her shoulder. “This oughta be good.”
Valerie turned her head just slightly and gave her a knowing look. “Try not to give me away.”
“Me?” Judy said, completely unconvincing. “I’m a vault.”
Sera whispered, “A vault made of chaos and temptation.”
Sandra just raised an eyebrow, waiting.
Valerie smiled to herself, then started. “First: I once sang karaoke in a Tyger Claw bar to distract a hit squad so Judy could steal their truck.”
Judy made a strangled noise like she was holding in the ghost of a laugh.
“Second,” Valerie continued, pretending not to notice, “I burned popcorn so badly during our second date that I had to bribe the neighbor’s cat with leftover tuna just so it wouldn’t trigger the smoke alarm.”
Sera blinked. “The cat?”
“His name was Nibbles, he knew things,” Valerie said smoothly. “He had access to everything.”
She didn’t pause long enough for them to call her out before delivering the third. “And lastly I’ve never written a love song that wasn’t about Judy.”
For a second, nobody said anything.
Then Sera sat straight up. “Wait, wait, wait. That’s sneaky. That could be emotional or technical.”
Sandra tilted her head slightly. “You write a lot of songs.”
Judy didn’t even move. “Mmhm.”
Valerie lifted one shoulder in a shrug, like she hadn’t just dropped a live wire in the middle of the blanket. “I said what I said.”
Judy tapped her lip with a finger, eyeing her. “The karaoke thing’s true. I was there. They had that horrible neon mic with the tassels.”
“It sparkled,” Valerie whispered with mock reverence.
Sera laughed. “I’m gonna believe the popcorn story just because the cat part is too weird to make up.”
“It was a mean cat,” Valerie muttered. “Had a grudge.”
Sandra said, “Then the lie’s the song.”
Valerie didn’t answer.
Judy leaned closer, voice low. “You told me you never wrote a love song before me.”
“I said I never meant to,” Valerie replied, eyes glinting.
Sera gasped. “You did write another one!”
Valerie lifted her bottle, tapping the side of it with one nail. “About pizza.”
Judy groaned. “Oh no. Not this again.”
Valerie nodded solemnly. “Deep-dish love. Four verses. A bridge that modulates.”
Sandra blinked slowly. “Is this the one that ends with ‘bubbling destiny rising through flame?’”
“Yes,” Valerie said proudly.
Sera was wheezing. “That’s a Mama song if I’ve ever heard one.”
“I was hungry!” Valerie protested.
Judy leaned against her, laughing now. “You looked me dead in the eyes and swore pizza was a metaphor for me.”
Valerie bumped her gently with her shoulder. “Who says it wasn’t?”
Judy just shook her head, unable to hide her smile.
The sky tilted a little warmer as the sun stretched toward the horizon, gold sliding into deeper amber, that quiet lull after laughter when everyone’s still holding the weight of the joke but no one wants to be the first to break it.
Valerie tucked a strand of hair behind Judy’s ear, letting the breeze pass through the space between them again.
Sera flopped back down with a satisfied sigh. “Okay, I want that song at our next family campfire.”
Sandra looked unimpressed, but her voice held that dry affection she reserved for moments like this. “Only if there’s actual pizza.”
Valerie raised her bottle like a toast. “Will make sure to get some from Rick’s.”
The last gummy stuck briefly to Sera’s finger before she flicked it into her mouth with the kind of smug grace that only came from thinking a win was inevitable. The sun had dipped another breath lower, turning the edge of the sky into soft copper and rose, the kind of color that made the bluff feel like it was floating somewhere between a memory and a song.
Valerie leaned back on one elbow, her other hand wrapped loose around Judy’s. Sandra sat quietly near the corner of the blanket, arms draped over her knees, her focus sharp but calm, like she could already smell Sera’s mischief coming before it landed.
Sera straightened, brushing her palms dramatically against her thighs. “Okay, are we ready? ‘Cause I was born for this game.”
Judy gave her a dry look over the rim of her beer. “So you keep saying.”
Sera held up three fingers like she was presenting the holy trinity. “One. I once snuck into a Tyger Claw compound pretending to be a noodle vendor.”
Valerie arched her brow. “Off to a strong start.”
“Two,” Sera continued, voice pitching just a little softer, “I’ve read Judy’s film script three times and cried all three.”
Judy blinked.
Sandra tilted her head slightly, but didn’t speak.
Sera cleared her throat. “Three. I was banned from a camp talent show for accidentally lighting the stage on fire during a ribbon dance.”
Valerie didn’t even try to hide her grin. “Okay, but if that one’s true, I want a video.”
Judy let out a quiet laugh, tucking her legs beneath her again. “You’ve definitely set stuff on fire, but I don’t remember the ribbon dance phase.”
“I’ve had many phases,” Sera said solemnly. “Some of them had flair.”
Sandra rested her chin on her knee. “The Tyger Claw thing sounds real.”
“Yeah,” Valerie added, nudging Judy gently. “That one screams ‘Sera Chaos Deployment.’”
Judy leaned forward a little, her eyes still on Sera. “And you didn’t tell me you read the script three times.”
Sera’s expression didn’t budge. “I told you lots of things. But some things… I just keep close.”
The moment stretched, warmer than the breeze, the kind of quiet that didn’t fall but settled.
Then Sandra spoke, voice dry as sun-cracked stone. “You would’ve bragged if you got banned from a talent show.”
Sera winced. “Dammit.”
Valerie laughed. “Knew it.”
Judy’s voice softened. “You really cried?”
Sera shrugged, but her smile tugged a little uneven now. “Yeah. Every time.”
Judy reached over, squeezing her hand once, not saying anything more.
Sandra still looked unconvinced that Sera hadn’t at least tried to set something on fire with ribbons.
The cards lay forgotten again, edges lifting faintly in the breeze. The sun eased closer to the horizon, turning gold into something heavier, more molten. Crickets chirped from somewhere down in the brush below, and the sky began shifting into the soft onset of evening.
Valerie brushed her thumb gently along Judy’s wrist, then glanced across the blanket.
“Sandra,” she said, her voice low but steady, “you got one more in you?”
The way Sandra’s mouth twitched said she’d already been planning it. And the game rolled forward, not rushed, just there steady as the tide, close as the heat still clinging to their skin.
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her fingers ran slow along the outer rim of her water bottle, the condensation glinting faint as the light deepened around them. Her gaze flicked across the others, reading them in that quiet, practiced way of hers like every twitch of a mouth or shift of a knee told her something.
Then she spoke, calm as always, with no theatrics, just a truth that came wrapped in steel. “Alright. Last one from me.”
She set the bottle aside, leaned her arms across her knees, and lifted her chin just enough for her voice to carry.
“I once climbed a radio tower on a dare to reroute a signal during a sandstorm,” she said, like it was a grocery list.
Sera squinted, immediately suspicious. “Define dare.”
Sandra didn’t blink. “Jen said she didn’t think I’d do it.”
Valerie let out a low whistle under her breath. “Shit. That’s not even the lie yet?”
Sandra’s mouth didn’t move, but there was something in her eyes dry heat, the edge of a smirk never quite making it.
“Second,” she said, “I can’t stand the taste of peanut butter. Never could. Not even the sweet kind.”
Judy blinked. “You’ve eaten my protein bars before.”
“Only when we were out of everything else,” Sandra said evenly. “And I regretted it.”
Sera gasped like she’d been personally betrayed. “You… said nothing.”
Sandra turned her head slightly, eyes narrowing. “I suffered in silence.”
The wind brushed across the bluff again, lifting a corner of the blanket before settling it flat. One of the empty bottles caught the light and flickered it back toward the dunes.
“Third,” Sandra said, voice still level, “I once helped smuggle a tank shell into a Wraith wedding to keep the groom honest.”
Valerie nearly choked on her beer. “What?”
Judy’s mouth had already dropped open. “That… okay, that has to be real. It’s too ridiculous not to be.”
Sera leaned forward, her expression split between reverence and disbelief. “I want this story. I want every version of it. But also… how do you even carry a tank shell?”
Sandra tilted her head. “With help.”
Valerie covered her mouth with one hand, trying to keep from laughing. “Okay, I’m gonna say the peanut butter’s a lie.”
Judy was still stuck halfway between shocked and intrigued. “I’m voting tower. If Jen dared you, that might be true, but in a sandstorm?”
Sera pointed firmly. “The wedding. I love it. I want it. It’s gotta be a lie.”
Sandra paused long enough for the breeze to carry across the camp again. Then, quietly, she shook her head. “The peanut butter’s a lie.”
Sera actually dropped backward, staring at the sky. “What?”
Valerie grinned. “She ate the bars.”
“She liked the bars,” Judy added, poking her in the arm.
“I never said I didn’t like peanut butter,” Sandra said, reaching calmly for her water again. “Just wanted to see if anyone remembered.”
Sera sat up slowly, shaking her head. “That’s cold. I respect it.”
“Tower story’s true,” Sandra added, just before sipping. “Jen still won’t talk about the outcome.”
Judy looked half horrified, half impressed. “And the tank shell?”
Sandra’s eyes met hers, calm and unblinking. “Ceremonial.”
Valerie laughed, the sound catching in her throat like it had to compete with the sunset. “Remind me never to play poker with you again.”
“Noted,” Sandra murmured.
The sky had gone full amber now, shadows long, gold washing over everything like it had waited until just this moment to deepen. A gull wheeled once, silhouetted sharp and clean against the western sky before disappearing down the slope.
Judy leaned against Valerie again, head resting briefly against her shoulder. “We’re gonna remember this forever, huh?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her gaze drifted toward Sera and Sandra, still sprawled near the card pile, then out past the bluff, past the seafoam glint and sun-scattered waves.
Then her thumb moved in slow circles along the back of Judy’s hand. “We already are.”
Valerie shifted again, knees folded beneath her, fingers brushing lightly over a shallow groove in the fabric where the sand had pressed earlier. Her knuckles moved slowly, trailing the dip like it mattered more than it should’ve. When her voice came, it wasn’t loud. Just easy, sun-warmed, that flicker of something teasing beneath it, tucked behind the calm.
“Okay, round two. Let’s see how well you really know me.”
Judy turned her head without lifting it from Valerie’s shoulder, already eyeing her with mock suspicion. “This feels like a trap.”
From across the blanket, Sera raised her drink without missing a beat. “It’s always a trap.”
Valerie’s hand came up, fingers still sandy from where she’d leaned against the dunes earlier. Three fingers, purple nails chipped just slightly. “First: I once got stuck halfway through a camp fence because I was trying to impress a girl with a shortcut and forgot the barbed wire on the other side. Second: I used to write fake weather reports on our clan comms just to see who’d show up dressed wrong. Third: I was once grounded for a week because I told one of the Elders his drone formation looked like a pair of chrome-ass cheeks from the air.”
No one moved for half a second.
Then Sera folded forward with a full-body laugh, almost dropping her bottle. “Okay…okay that last one has to be real. I want it framed.”
Sandra didn’t crack a smile, but her brow lifted just enough to say everything. “You’d risk that.”
Judy dragged her palm slowly down her face, barely hiding the grin underneath. “Val, please tell me you did not fake a storm warning.”
Valerie tilted her head, smirk catching at the corner of her mouth. “I may have warned the whole camp about incoming high wind fronts... in the middle of a heatwave.”
Sera pointed both hands at her like she’d just solved an ancient riddle. “Knew it! That’s the kind of chaos I aspire to.”
Judy blinked. “So wait. The fence thing...?”
Valerie’s eyes dropped for a second, rubbing at her temple like the memory still had a scar. “The entire back of my shirt got shredded. I had to do watch duty in someone else’s poncho for three days.”
Judy leaned in closer, resting her forehead against Valerie’s shoulder, laughter curling warm against her collarbone. “I would’ve fallen for the shortcut.”
Valerie kissed her hair, slow and simple. “You’re smarter than I was at sixteen.”
Sera gave a lazy shrug, half-leaned into Sandra now. “The bar is low.”
Sandra’s voice came quieter this time, but warmer at the edges. “Still cleared the checkpoint though, didn’t you?”
Valerie met her gaze and nodded once. “Barely. But yeah.”
The wind moved across the bluff again low, steady, salt-soft brushing over their legs and tugging at the loose corners of the blanket. Somewhere down by the slope, a gull wheeled once, wings glinting gold where the light hit. The shadows were stretching, but not long enough to matter yet.
No one rushed the next turn. The silence that followed didn’t ask for noise.
It just settled. Easy, and content. Like the bluff itself was leaning in with them.
The sunlight stretched a little farther now, warming the creases between blankets and the half-finished snacks near the edge of the cooler. Gulls wheeled low in the distance, their calls soft, nearly drowned by the hush of the tide curling below. Judy let her hand drift back into Valerie’s lap, fingers trailing until they caught gently. She gave them a squeeze, just once, before sitting up with a slow breath that felt like it came from somewhere deeper.
Her voice came without preamble, soft and unhurried. “Alright. Guess I’ll go next.”
Sera made a small gesture, part salute, part encouragement. “Bring the chaos.”
Judy’s eyes flicked toward her, amused but steady. “No chaos. Just soul-crushing difficulty.”
Valerie leaned in with a grin, chin tucked over Judy’s shoulder. “Are you ready to break us?”
“Absolutely,” Judy said, her smirk barely a whisper at the corner of her mouth. She held up three fingers, palm tilted sideways as if offering a dare instead of a list.
“One: I once fell off a rooftop during a job, landed in a dumpster full of synthetic tofu wrappers, and still made the extraction point in under five minutes.”
Sera’s eyebrows rose immediately, clearly trying to picture it.
“Two: I convinced a Corpo exec during a recon op that I was his new assistant using nothing but confidence, a pencil skirt, and a stolen ID chip.”
Sandra blinked once, neutral, but the corner of her mouth almost shifted.
“And three…” Judy’s gaze dropped for a second, brushing against Valerie’s shoulder before lifting again. “I told Valerie I loved her for the first time after we both got food poisoning from street tacos.”
Valerie turned slightly. “We swore we were never telling that story.”
Sera looked personally betrayed. “You mean there is a story?”
Valerie let her head fall back in mock despair. “We were in the middle of nowhere. Some rickety market stalls. She was beautiful, I was stupid, the tacos were suspicious.”
Judy didn’t flinch. “They were five eddies for eight. What did we think would happen?”
Sera was already pointing. “That one’s true. Has to be. No one makes that up.”
Sandra shifted slightly, considering. “The rooftop sounds plausible. I’ve seen you climb.”
Valerie’s voice was softer now, teasing but grounded. “You didn’t love me yet when we got sick.”
Judy bumped her with her shoulder. “I did. I just hadn’t said it out loud yet.”
There was a pause.
Not heavy. Not dramatic. Just a quiet kind of truth that didn’t need a spotlight.
Sera let out a slow exhale. “So… which one’s the lie?”
Judy smiled, small and unbothered. “The Corpo exec. I broke the ID chip trying to hack it. Had to sneak out dressed like a janitor instead.”
Valerie stared at her. “That was a lie?”
Judy lifted her chin proudly. “I’m very good at hiding in plain sight when I smell like garbage.”
Sandra nodded once, approving. “Resourceful.”
Sera groaned into her hands. “You’re all chaos gremlins.”
Valerie kissed Judy’s shoulder, then nudged her lightly. “And yet, you love us.”
Judy leaned back, just enough to rest against her again. “Hopelessly.”
The light was shifting again deeper gold now, the kind that stuck to skin and warmed from within. No one moved to call an end. Not while the next memory was still waiting to be told.
The sun dipped lower, brushing amber across the tips of the grass that ringed the bluff, each strand catching the light like it had been brushed in gold. The ocean below moved quieter now, all hush and foam, the kind of rhythm that settled in the bones if you let it. Everything in their little circle seemed to follow its lead. No need to fill the silence with anything louder than breath.
Valerie stretched her legs a bit, nudging the edge of the blanket with her heel, then leaned into Judy again, one arm loosely draped across her waist. Judy didn’t move much, just curled a little closer, chin brushing against Valerie’s shoulder before settling there with a soft exhale. Her hand stayed tucked in Valerie’s, fingers lazy but sure.
Sera lay on her back again, legs tangled with Sandra’s, eyes half-lidded like the sky was playing her lullaby. Sandra hadn’t shifted much since the last round. One hand rested lightly on Sera’s calf, the other cradling a bottle nestled in the sand beside her. Her gaze tracked a gull overhead with the kind of calm that didn’t need commentary. Just presence.
For a while, nobody spoke. The kind of silence that didn’t stretch awkward, but settled like a well-worn blanket. A few wrappers rustled faintly near the cooler, catching a breeze. The last of the light warmed Valerie’s freckled cheeks where she rested, her red braid just barely lifting at the ends from the wind’s fingers.
Judy shifted her weight a bit and laid her head down fully now, resting it against Valerie’s collarbone, her pink and green hair slipping forward over her eyes until Valerie gently brushed it back. Judy hummed, low and content, not even a full note just enough to mark that she was still here, still breathing easy.
From somewhere to their left, the faint creak of a bottle cap unscrewing.
Sandra’s voice came quiet. “We’ve got maybe thirty minutes before the sun fully sets.”
Sera’s answer came with a slow smile. “Then we’ve got thirty minutes to be absolutely lazy.”
Valerie glanced up, watching the sun thread lower past the edge of the bluff, its reflection painting a molten path across the water.
Judy’s voice was barely a murmur against her skin. “We should never leave this spot.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, lips brushing Judy’s hairline. “We don’t have to. Not yet.”
No one moved to reset the game. No one reached for the deck again. The jokes and guessing and revelations had tucked themselves into the folds of the day, sealed away like keepsakes for another time.
The breeze swept through once more, rustling the blankets and tossing a few grains of sand back across bare toes and denim. The air smelled like old firewood, salt, and the last hints of sun-warmed snacks.
Sera reached over blindly and found Sandra’s hand. Their fingers interlocked without a word.
Valerie looked at them, her daughter, the woman who made her daughter whole, and then back at Judy, whose eyes had slipped shut, lashes casting little shadows across skin.
She exhaled slowly, and it felt like a promise. Not the kind you speak, but the kind you live.
Sera gave Sandra’s hand a gentle squeeze, her thumb brushing once across her knuckles before her voice broke through the hush soft, but laced with the familiar glint of momentum starting to stir again. “Wanna help me restart the campfire?”
Sandra looked at her without moving at first, just a slow turn of the head, eyes steady beneath the fading light. The kind of glance that said she’d already agreed before the words finished leaving Sera’s mouth. She gave a quiet nod, then slipped her hand free, brushing sand from her shorts as she sat up.
The bluff murmured around them waves like a breath just beneath thought, gulls distant now, heading inland. A few strands of sea grass rustled against the driftwood poles near the old fire ring. The sun hadn’t finished setting, but it had shifted low enough that shadows pooled thick at the base of the tents and scattered cool across the sand.
Sera rolled to her knees and stood, a few crumbs of crushed shell clinging to the back of her shorts as she stretched her arms overhead. Her red hair fell loose around her shoulders, wind tugging at the bangs that always seemed just a little too rebellious to stay put. The sun caught along the strands where salt had dried them into soft waves, warm light slipping through like a second fire. She twisted her torso once, then reached down to grab a few pieces of dry driftwood from the bundle they’d stacked earlier behind the cooler.
Sandra followed, silent as always in movement but not cold. There was warmth in the way she stooped to help, in how her hand brushed Sera’s as they gathered the kindling together. She didn’t say much she never did when it came to small, necessary things, but her presence steadied the moment, grounded it like always.
Judy cracked an eye open as they passed, murmuring low into Valerie’s shoulder. “Think they’re doing it for light or for mood?”
Valerie gave a lazy smile, her thumb still tracing absent patterns along Judy’s side. “Both. But mostly because Sera can’t sit still for more than ten minutes.”
Sera looked over her shoulder, not breaking stride. “I heard that.”
“We love you anyway,” Valerie called.
Sandra knelt beside the old firepit and started arranging the wood with practiced care, the rhythm so familiar it didn’t even need thought. Sera crouched opposite, pulling a few old matches from the tin tucked under one of the chairs. Her fingers worked fast but gentle, like she was building something more than a flame.
The first catch came slowly, just a faint curl of smoke, then a flicker. Sera leaned in and cupped her hand around the spark, shielding it from the breeze until it held on its own. She looked up, eyes catching Sandra’s across the fire ring.
“There we go,” she whispered.
Sandra met her gaze, calm and full.
The fire grew with them. Not fast, or roaring. Steady amber light licking up the driftwood, painting their faces in warm glow. It didn’t break the peace. It deepened it.
Behind them, Valerie and Judy hadn’t moved far. Still curled together near the blanket, their silhouettes soft against the last sweep of the sun. Judy’s hand now rested lazily over Valerie’s stomach, fingers moving in slow idle motion. Valerie’s eyes were half-closed, watching the fire start like it was part of some old rhythm she’d always known.
The bluff didn’t speak. It didn’t need to. The sound of kindling catching was enough. The way the warmth moved across bare legs and arms was enough.
The fire crackled soft, its rhythm gentle and low, more lullaby than signal flare. The warmth crawled outward in lazy arcs, catching the curve of driftwood and the pale arch of sea grass just beyond. It didn’t blaze, it breathed. A steady pulse in the heart of the bluff.
Judy’s thumb kept moving in slow, looping circles against Valerie’s shirt, the fabric warm now from both sun and touch. Her head was still tucked beneath Valerie’s chin, hair a soft spill of pink and green that caught the firelight in shifting threads. She wasn’t asleep, not quite, but her breathing had taken on that half-lidded cadence of someone too comfortable to move.
Valerie didn’t say anything. She didn’t need to. One arm stayed draped loosely around Judy’s waist, the other resting back behind her, fingers digging slightly into the blanket just for the anchor. Her eyes traced the fire now, not sharp or searching just letting it fill in the quiet like it had earned the space.
Salt clung faint on their skin, sweat long since dried to a softness only summer could leave behind. Every once in a while, the wind would lift again, carrying the scent of ash and warmed sugar from the crushed gummies still tucked near the cooler. Someone’s water bottle rattled as the last bit of condensation slipped down, but even that sound felt like it belonged here. Distant, and harmless.
From across the fire, Sera’s voice rose in a half-whispered tease about match-lighting technique, Sandra’s dry tone replying a beat later with some unspoken correction. Neither of them laughed loud just enough to mark that they were still here, still building something together. The kindling of a night not meant to be anything more than shared.
Valerie closed her eyes briefly, letting it all settle the breeze against her calves, the warmth under her palm, the soft breath from Judy against her collarbone. No missions, no cities, no politics or fractured signals. Just this: the low flicker of flame and her wife curled against her, safe.
Judy shifted a little, just enough to nuzzle her nose against Valerie’s shoulder.
“Still awake?” Valerie murmured.
Judy made a sound that was somewhere between a hum and a yes, her voice softer than even the waves. “Just resting where it’s warm.”
Valerie smiled, eyes still half-lidded. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”
“You should,” Judy replied, her lips brushing the curve of Valerie’s neck as she spoke. “You’re a space heater with freckles.”
Valerie snorted under her breath, not enough to shift the mood. “Only for you.”
Judy’s breath was warm against Valerie’s skin as she shifted closer, her voice low and steady. “You always keep the cold off. Even when the wind’s sharp.”
Valerie’s thumb brushed slowly across the side of her hand, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Guess I’ve got my use, then.”
Judy tilted her head just enough to press a kiss to her shoulder, lingering like the warmth they’d built all day. “You’re not just warmth, Val. You’re the part that makes everything hold.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her fingers threaded gently through Judy’s, grounding them both.
The fire crackled again soft, sure, and steady. Like it knew it was keeping watch.
The fire’s crackle kept to itself, no urgency in it just that soft cadence of driftwood settling, resin popping in small, polite snaps. The wind had quieted too, brushing low through the tall grass behind them, lifting the faint scent of salt, flame, and sun-warmed cotton from the towels still clipped to the side of the gearline.
Valerie shifted slightly, not to move away but to draw Judy in closer, her arm curling around her waist with practiced ease. Her fingers slipped beneath the hem of Judy’s shirt just enough to feel the warm skin there, the kind of warmth that had nothing to do with firelight and everything to do with being known.
Judy didn’t say anything. She didn’t need to. She fit herself to the shape of Valerie’s side like it was second nature, like she remembered the exact breath that started this rhythm and didn’t want to miss a single beat of it now.
The sky had edged into its last colors blue giving way to rust, rust folding into gold, the very last stretch before violet. Distant gulls no longer circled, and even the waves below the bluff had settled into that hush that only came when the day had finally said everything it needed to.
Behind the flicker of the firepit, Sera and Sandra still moved in slow tandem. They weren’t talking loud, weren’t trying to steal the moment. Just adding to it. Sera propped another piece of wood at an angle, her fingers smudged with char, and Sandra reached for the match tin again without needing to ask.
Valerie let her chin rest lightly atop Judy’s head. The strands of pink and green were warm from the sun and just a little tangled from the wind. She didn’t smooth them down; she liked the way they curled there, proof they’d lived a whole day and hadn’t needed to keep a single thing in place.
Judy shifted slightly, her voice low. “If I fall asleep like this, don’t wake me.”
“You won’t miss anything,” Valerie said, her words barely louder than the fire. “We’ll still be here when you open your eyes.”
That quiet settled again, not a silence, not empty. Just the pause that comes when everything fits, when the world doesn’t need explanation or apology. Just breath, firelight, and the weight of someone you love tucked right against your side.
Sera sat back on her heels, fingers dusted with ash and old bark, gaze flicking across the pile of leftover firewood like it had suddenly whispered a challenge. She reached without speaking, dragging a few uneven branches closer, the kind with natural curves and knotted edges that no one else would’ve bothered to stack right. She balanced one on top of another, adjusted the angle, and then wedged a thinner limb across the top with a little tongue between her teeth and a look that said she was definitely up to something.
Sandra watched from beside the fire, one elbow on her knee, her posture relaxed but her eyes following each move. She didn’t interrupt, just shifted slightly to give Sera more space, a kind of silent permission wrapped in amusement.
Valerie caught the movement out of the corner of her eye and smiled before she even fully turned her head. “Just can’t sit still, huh, Starshine?”
Sera looked up, a half-grin already forming. “It’s kinetic art, Mom. The vibes demand balance.”
Judy cracked an eye open again without lifting her head from Valerie’s shoulder. “That thing’s one strong breeze from becoming abstract performance firewood.”
“Hope not,” Sera said, delicately placing a chunk of driftwood that kind of resembled a misshapen bird atop her growing sculpture. “Gotta respect the impermanence.”
Sandra gave a soft huff through her nose, her version of a laugh, and leaned back on her palms. “Just make sure it doesn’t collapse into the firepit.”
“I’m a professional,” Sera said, balancing another stick vertically like a tower spire before letting go and watching it wobble into place.
Valerie let her head rest again against Judy’s, smile still tugging quietly at the corner of her mouth. The fire threw slow flickers across the little sculpture now, stretching shadows up the curve of Sera’s arm and catching faint glints of salt still tangled in her hair. Even the air seemed to hold its breath for a moment, not wanting to upset the delicate structure that didn’t need to last only be.
The bluff around them stayed steady. Waves rolled soft. Somewhere further inland, a single bird gave a low call and fell quiet again.
Valerie whispered low, “If she builds a whole diorama, I’m taking pictures.”
Judy didn’t open her eyes, but her lips curved upward. “Only if it’s titled ‘Chaos in Driftwood Minor.’”
Sera, crouched over her creation like a devout little gremlin, raised a single victorious fist. “Art wins again.”
For a little while, it really did.
The fire crackled a little louder now, steady in its rhythm, a slow heartbeat against the hush of the evening settling deeper into the bluff. Its glow stretched long across the sand, catching on the curves and mismatched angles of Sera’s sculpture. It looked like it might fall any second, and somehow didn’t.
Sera tilted her head, examining it like a critic at a gallery opening, then reached for one more stick to wedge beneath the leaning edge of the top piece. Sandra didn’t say a word, just handed her a small flat splintered bit without breaking her posture. Their fingers brushed briefly in the exchange. Just the quiet satisfaction of two people who didn’t need to explain what they were doing.
Valerie watched them, her freckled cheek pressed soft against the crown of Judy’s head. Judy’s fingers were still tracing lazy lines just under the hem of her shirt, not moving with any purpose except to stay connected.
“She’s gonna try and name it,” Valerie murmured.
Judy hummed. “Hope it’s something pretentious.”
Sera smiled, flames flickering off her cheeks. “Hope it’s something I can sell.”
The soft scrape of driftwood meeting driftwood followed, and then Sera leaned back like she’d just completed a heist.
“It is finished,” she declared. “I call it: ‘Wanderlust, Interrupted by Snack Time.’”
Sandra’s lips parted, then slowly closed again. “I have no notes.”
Valerie snorted, low and warm. “That title better be carved into your next clan dispatch report.”
Sera shrugged, pleased. “It’s a working draft.”
The light from the fire shifted again, throwing soft waves of gold and amber across their blanket. Judy’s hand had stilled now, resting flat against Valerie’s stomach, thumb moving just slightly in time with her breath. The quiet wasn’t heavy, it was gentle. Earned. Like a room full of people who’d said everything they needed to for now, and were fine just existing in the same moment.
A spark popped, sending a faint trail of orange upward before disappearing. The bluff gave no reaction. Neither did the sky, which had gone deep navy, the last streaks of color faded behind the treeline ridge. Somewhere beneath the dunes, the tide whispered in again, waves curling lazy across the rocks below.
Valerie closed her eyes, one arm folded behind her head, the other still laced with Judy’s.
“Should’ve brought out the guitar again,” she said quietly, more to herself than anyone else.
“Still time,” Judy murmured back. “But this is good too.”
Sera plopped down beside Sandra again, smudges of charcoal across her fingertips, legs outstretched toward the fire. She didn’t speak, but leaned just slightly into Sandra’s side. Sandra leaned back, the connection subtle but certain.
Valerie shifted, slow and easy, letting her fingers slide from Judy’s before pushing herself up with a soft breath. The warmth of the fire kissed her calves as she stood, sand slipping gently beneath her feet. She stretched once, arms rising with a quiet roll of her shoulders, before brushing her palms along the sides of her shorts and glancing down at Judy.
“Be right back,” she murmured, voice low, already stepping toward the tent.
Judy just nodded, letting her head rest back on the blanket where Valerie had been, eyes half-lidded, lashes catching the firelight in small flickers. She didn’t ask what book she already knew.
The tent flap rustled faintly as Valerie ducked inside. The filtered golden hue of the late firelight bled through the canvas, laying soft over the loose shirts and bags stacked neatly along one side. The little paperback waited where she’d left it tucked spine-up near their rolled towels, its corners curled from too many rereads. She thumbed through it on instinct, fingers landing right on the dog-eared page they’d stopped at.
Outside, the night thickened just enough to feel good in the lungs. Smoke, salt, a bit of that driftwood tang still curling through the air.
Valerie stepped back out, the book held loose in one hand. The fire flickered brighter for a moment as she passed, catching her red hair and painting a brief halo through the loose strands that had fallen across her cheek. She dropped down beside Judy again, careful to settle her legs just where they’d been before, the sand still warm from her body.
Judy shifted back into her, wordless, until her head rested on Valerie’s thigh.
Valerie opened the book with a quiet flip of her thumb and ran her fingers slowly through Judy’s hair. “Same spot?”
Judy gave the smallest nod, her voice barely a breath. “Mmhmm. Storm scene.”
Sera and Sandra sat quietly across the fire now, nestled into the hush. Sera’s head rested on Sandra’s shoulder, one hand still faintly smudged from her sculpture mischief. Sandra’s gaze held steady on the flames, but her body had gone soft with the comfort of it all.
Valerie found the page, voice smooth and steady as she picked up the thread.
“The air was thick with the smell of iron and seaweed,” she read, “and the first drops of rain didn’t fall so much as arrive like a decision already made.”
Judy let her eyes drift shut again, one hand resting over Valerie’s knee.
The fire cracked once. The bluff held still around them. Valerie kept reading each word a note in a rhythm older than any storm.
The pages turned slow. Not because the story demanded it, but because the moment did. Valerie’s voice stayed soft, the kind that wrapped around syllables like hands over a camp mug, slow and comfortable. Judy’s breathing matched its rhythm, chest rising just enough to press against the curve of Valerie’s thigh, then falling again, easy and unhurried.
Each flicker of the fire made the text shimmer faintly, gold flaring off the edges of the paper. Somewhere behind the words, gulls called once from inland faint and almost questioning before fading back into the hush.
Across the pit, Sera shifted just slightly, legs stretching out so her toes nearly reached the edge of the firelight. She didn’t speak. Just leaned more into Sandra’s side, their shoulders touching, her cheek pressing soft against Sandra’s bicep. Sandra adjusted, not away, never away just enough to slip her arm around Sera’s waist, fingers resting along the hem of her shirt. Anchored, and present.
The bluff breathed with them. Wind brushing low across the tops of the tents, teasing the edges of the blankets, then falling still again. It carried the scent of char and coastline, salt caught in the threads of their shirts, memory steeped in sun and smoke.
Valerie reached the bottom of the page and let the pause hang there for a second, fingers brushing gently through Judy’s hair again. “Want me to keep going?” she asked, her voice not louder than the flames.
Judy didn’t open her eyes, just gave the faintest hum, the kind that settled right behind her collarbone. Valerie smiled and leaned down, pressing a slow kiss to the top of her head before turning the page with the careful touch of someone flipping through a well-loved photograph.
She read on, the words folding gently into the fabric of the night. Even though the story was someone else's wind-lashed cliff in another corner of another map it bled into this one just fine. Slipped into the quiet like it belonged.
The fire crackled low, its heart steady, and around it, the family stayed close not because they had to, but because they wanted to.
The next paragraph came easy, Valerie’s voice catching the soft cadence of the text without losing the warmth of the moment. Judy’s head rose and fell gently with the sound, her cheek resting warm against Valerie’s thigh. Every now and then, her fingers would give a small curl into the blanket, like she was dreaming something half-remembered from years ago.
A faint spark popped in the fire. Across from them, Sandra nudged a charred log deeper into the embers with the toe of her boot, sending a swirl of orange dust into the air. It drifted a moment glow fading as it rose then disappeared into the darkness.
Sera let out a long breath through her nose, then reached toward the pile beside her and picked up the smallest stick she could find. She turned it in her fingers once, then started gently tracing shapes into the sand. Nothing big. Just lazy arcs and spirals and little stars that caught the edge of the firelight. When her hand paused, Sandra’s found it again without a word, fingers lacing through hers like it was always meant to happen.
Valerie didn’t miss it. Her gaze lingered there for a second Sera’s red hair haloed faint with fireglow, Sandra’s steady profile turned toward her, and her voice softened further without even meaning to. The way it did when something inside felt full. Whole.
The breeze shifted again, cool now but not biting. It wound around bare ankles, lifted Judy’s hair just enough to scatter a few strands across Valerie’s lap. She brushed them back with her free hand and kept reading, her thumb anchored in the seam of the page.
Behind them, the tents swayed just slightly on their poles, casting faint, stretched shadows across the sand. The bluff remained hushed, its pulse buried in the waves far below, in the way the grasses stirred, in the breath they all seemed to share now without speaking.
Judy murmured something low and sleepy half word, half sigh, and Valerie paused, bending down until her lips brushed her ear. “Still with me?” she whispered.
Judy gave a tiny nod, then pressed her forehead gently against Valerie’s leg. “Always.”
Valerie turned the page. The fire burned steadily. The story held, and time, for just a little longer, stayed right where it was.
Valerie turned the page. The fire burned steadily. The story held, and time, for just a little longer, stayed right where it was.
A low gust slipped across the bluff again, not sharp, just cool enough to raise the hairs along Sera’s arm as she shifted. She didn’t pull away from Sandra, just gave her hand a small squeeze before glancing toward the bundle of supplies near the tent.
Her voice broke in gentle, unfussy. “Hey, Mom? What else do we have to cook?”
Valerie looked up from the page, eyes adjusting to the mix of firelight and deepening dusk. “Still a couple cans of chili,” she said. Her fingers marked her place in the book, thumb resting in the crease. “And I think we’ve got some jerky and trail mix left if you want a snack plate.”
Sera made a soft noise of approval. “Chili sounds good. We got the pot?”
“Check the stove bin,” Judy murmured, her eyes still closed but her voice warm. “Top layer.”
Sandra was already moving quiet, sure steps over the sand as she crouched beside the bin and unlatched it, the faint metallic clack blending with the nearby hiss of the fire. A moment later, the lightweight camping pot clinked against the portable burner’s grill.
Sera leaned back, stretching one arm behind her head before standing again, brushing off her legs with the same absent rhythm she used on patrol. The light caught her hair just as she turned a glint of ember-red softened at the edges by salt and sun.
Valerie smiled faintly and set the book down, cover closed over her finger. “You two got this?”
“Please,” Sera said, tossing a grin over her shoulder. “I’ve opened more cans than you’ve read chapters.”
“Debatable,” Valerie called back, stretching her legs out across the blanket again.
Judy snorted against her thigh. “Don’t poke the bear. She’ll start quoting chapter numbers.”
“Only the good ones,” Valerie said, hand finding Judy’s again like it never left.
From the fire pit, the gentle scrape of the can opener and the soft glug of chili hitting the pot folded back into the night. The kind of sound that didn’t break the quiet, just shifted it.
The bluff breathed on, the scent of flame and coastline now tinged with something richer, earthy, savory, familiar.
Valerie didn’t open the book again right away. She just leaned back on her hands, watching her daughter and Sandra work in tandem, heat curling upward from the small stove as dusk deepened around them.
The fire crackled steady, a quiet anchor against the hush of the bluff. Its glow washed across Judy’s cheek where she rested against Valerie’s thigh, the light shifting faint as the flames leaned and licked through driftwood. Valerie’s fingers turned another page, slow and deliberate, like the book had been written to be read exactly here. Beside her, Judy let out a small breath, one of those half-sighs that said she didn’t want to move, didn’t need anything changed.
But after a few more sentences, Judy shifted her weight slightly and tilted her head up. The firelight touched her cheekbones and shimmered soft against the glint of the silver ports behind her ear.
“How about some music with dinner?” she asked, voice low and warm, lazy with comfort. Then she leaned up just enough to kiss Valerie’s cheek, a soft brush of lips that barely interrupted the story’s rhythm but left something glowing behind anyway.
Valerie’s smile came slow, curling at the corner like it had all the time in the world. “Thought you’d never ask.”
Judy stretched in place, bones shifting beneath denim, then rose fluidly to her feet. She took her time crossing the sand toward the truck, the last light of the sun threading itself along the edges of her green-pink hair. At the tailgate, she opened one of the storage crates and pulled out the portable speaker. She gave it a small shake testing battery weight, maybe, or just making it dance a little in her hand then thumbed the tuner to 92.1.
The crackle of the old frequency cut through first, then a soft vinyl scratch gave way to the low-hum tone of Dust and Vinyl. The DJ’s voice rolled out like molasses and engine grease, rich with desert rasp.
“…you’re listening to 92.1 Dust and Vinyl, bringing you golden ghosts and backseat anthems from the Badlands to the borderlines. This one’s for the campfire lovers hope the stars are treating you right.”
Then the song rolled in slow, warm rhythm, dusty chords drifting over a steel guitar line that felt like it had been recorded with the sun setting straight into the mic.
Sera glanced over from where she was crouched with Sandra near the camp stove, a pot already balanced on the burner and two dented cans of chili resting beside it. “Nice touch, Mama!” she called.
Judy winked, then dropped the speaker onto the old crate near the fire and dusted off her hands. “Thought it’d match the vibe.”
Sandra looked up from stirring the chili with a calm, approving nod. “It does.”
Sera added a few pinches of something from a spice tin she’d pulled from their snack bin in one of her usual half-thought recipes, and started laying out jerky strips and trail mix into an enamel dish.
Back at the blanket, Valerie tucked the book aside but didn’t close it. Instead, she let it rest on her thigh while her hand drifted across the blanket, brushing Judy’s spot like she was still there. A smile lingered across her lips, soft and steady, as the old song played on. The beat wasn’t fast, but it was sure.
Around them, the bluff breathed with it.
The firelight pulsed slowly over the camp, curling soft against the rise of the dune and catching in the corners of blankets and bottles. Chili simmered in a quiet rhythm behind Sandra and Sera, its scent curling together with the salt-heavy breeze and the last heat of the sand. The music had shifted. A few vinyl crackles, then chords that hummed like the stars were already leaning in to listen.
Judy lingered near the edge of the fire’s glow, the portable speaker set behind her on the crate. The voice came through, warm Miles Smith’s Stargazing, low and clear. It poured through the night like it belonged there.
“Time stood still just like a photograph
You made me feel like this would last forever…”
The first verse barely reached the second line before Judy turned, eyes already finding Valerie across the firelight. Her expression was soft but sure, that little curl at the edge of her smile catching in the glow like the song itself was something she’d been waiting to hear.
She took a slow step forward, the breeze lifting her shirt just slightly at the hem. Then she held out her hand.
“How about a dance, mi amor?” Her voice didn’t rise above the music it didn’t need to.
Valerie’s head tilted slightly, a smile blooming from somewhere older than words. She set the book aside gently, pages fanning open as it settled into the blanket, and slid her hand into Judy’s without a moment’s pause.
Their fingers laced, warm and worn-in, and Judy tugged her gently to her feet.
“Looking in your eyes
I see my whole life
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh…”
The sand underfoot shifted, soft and yielding. Valerie stepped close, her hands settling around Judy’s waist while Judy’s arms curled up around her neck. They didn’t move fast. Just enough to catch the rhythm, the sway. Valerie’s forehead rested briefly against Judy’s as they turned slow beneath the low-hung stars.
Behind them, the fire cracked again, sending a single ember spinning upward like it was trying to join the sky. Sera glanced up from the camp stove and nudged Sandra softly. Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to.
“You and I stargazing
Intertwining souls
We were never strangers
You were right there all along…”
Valerie let out a quiet breath, cheek brushing against Judy’s temple as they moved together. The chorus wrapped around them like it had been written in some other life just waiting to meet this one. Her thumb traced a slow line down the curve of Judy’s spine, and Judy held her just a little tighter in return, her fingers slipping into the loose red strands at the nape of her neck.
“I’m never letting go,” Judy whispered, breathing warm against her skin.
“You better not,” Valerie murmured back, voice tangled between the verse and the wind.
The firelight swayed with them. The stars blinked above like they were leaning in too.
For that moment, the whole world folded small. Just sand and music. Just breath and skin. Just two women dancing like the future was still unwritten, and somehow already safe.
Valerie smiled into the warmth of Judy’s breath, her hands anchored gently along the small of her back, just beneath the edge of that borrowed black tee. The song spilled out slow between them, every lyric like a memory unspooling from someplace deep and familiar. Her cheek brushed Judy’s as they turned, a lazy step in the sand followed by another, slow enough that the night didn’t mind keeping pace.
Their feet moved without thought, heels barely shifting the dunes underfoot. The portable speaker hummed behind them, soft and steady. Crackle of static, and the pulse of chorus.
“All this time I’ve wasted
You were right there all along…”
Judy leaned into the space beneath Valerie’s collarbone, forehead tucked close as her arms circled higher. She didn’t speak, just let the song speak for her, fingers drawing slow patterns against Valerie’s neck, right over the faint freckle trail she always kissed before sleep. Valerie swayed them deeper into the edge of the firelight, where the glow painted them in soft gold and flickering shadow, the flames reaching just far enough to catch the glint of Judy’s green and pink strands where they’d gone wild in the breeze.
Their bodies moved as if they’d always known the steps.
Valerie’s nose brushed the line of Judy’s hair, catching the salt and firewood woven there. “I remember the first time I heard this song,” she whispered. “You were sketching in the passenger seat, windows down, and you made me pull over just to hear the bridge.”
Judy pulled back just enough to meet her eyes. “You kept your hand on my thigh the whole time,” she said, voice low. “Didn’t even notice when the song ended.”
Valerie grinned, that same soft flicker behind her lashes. “Didn’t want it to end.”
“You and I stargazing
Intertwining souls…”
They turned again, this time slower, almost a pivot in place. Judy’s fingers brushed beneath the edge of Valerie’s braid as it swung gently behind her shoulder. The air smelled like char and ash and memory. A gull cried once, distant over the sea, but the bluff didn’t interrupt. It only held them.
From the campfire, Sera nudged Sandra’s shoulder with a soft smile, but didn’t speak. She just nodded toward the couple dancing in the firelight like no one else existed. Sandra’s eyes followed, steady and quiet, then turned back to stirring the chili with even rhythm.
Valerie’s palm slid up to cradle Judy’s jaw, thumb tracing the edge of her cheekbone. She didn’t say anything. She didn’t have to. The way Judy leaned into the touch told her everything.
“Take my heart, don’t break it
Love me to my bones…”
Judy’s lips brushed against her chin, then trailed up just barely to kiss the corner of Valerie’s mouth, breath catching soft between words. “You know you’re the song, right?” she whispered.
Valerie’s voice came back a little lower. “Only ‘cause you kept the beat.”
They stayed there until the last notes faded, holding each other in the hush that came after no applause, no curtain, just the sound of waves brushing the bluff and their hearts still dancing even after the song let go.
When the next song started up, neither of them moved to leave.
The radio crackled softly as the next track settled in with no DJ break, no fanfare, just a slow build of music folding into the hush like a promise remembered. Valerie didn’t need to check the name. The first note was enough.
Judy turned her head before the second chord hit, gaze meeting hers like a signal passed between pulsebeats.
Valerie didn’t speak, and she didn’t have to.
She reached out, slow, steady, fingers brushing against Judy’s hand. The campfire reflecting off their gold wedding bands. Judy was already steady, eyes still on hers, like the world could have cracked open and she wouldn’t have noticed anything else.
“You tell me it's alright,
That everything's okay…”
They stepped into each other’s arms without a plan, just gravity and memory and something older than words. The sand gave away beneath their bare feet soft, sun-faded, now cool under their toes as the first night stars blinked overhead. Valerie’s hand found the small of Judy’s back again. Judy’s curled around her shoulder, knuckles grazing that worn patch of tattoo and skin just below her neckline.
The music swelled.
“Somehow in this moment,
The world catches alight…”
They didn’t dance fast. It wasn’t a song made for spinning. It was a song for holding, for moving like the earth had slowed just for them. Valerie leaned her forehead to Judy’s, the strands of her red hair brushing against her cheek, breath catching soft between them. Her emerald eyes burned, just a little, but not from sadness. Not anymore.
Judy pulled her in closer, fingers pressed to the edge of her spine. “Forever and always,” she whispered, the words barely audible beneath the chorus.
Valerie’s voice brushed her ear, caught low and steady. “Until the last star burns out.”
They turned together, the firelight curling up one side of them and moonlight across the other. Two shadows melting into one. Sera’s voice drifted back faintly from the fire ring, but neither turned. Sandra’s laugh was quiet flickered like kindling. Still, they didn’t turn. The world could’ve ended in that moment and Valerie knew they wouldn’t have looked away.
“Take my hand, don’t say goodbye…”
Their wedding hadn’t been about spectacle. It had been this. Just them. Judy in a white dress with a gold ring around her waist. Valerie in one that matched, gold lace along a single sleeve. The wind at Laguna Bend carried their vows out over the water, no crowd, no priest, no guarantees just the two of them promising to risk it all anyway. A rusted speaker propped on the dock played this very song through a weak signal, and they’d danced then too barefoot, barely swaying. Valerie crying into Judy’s shoulder and not pretending otherwise.
Now she wasn’t pretending either.
She let the tear fall without brushing it away, because Judy was already there, kissing the spot just beside her eye, just like she did that day. Like she’d never stopped.
“Hand in hand, to hell and back,
I will follow you…”
Their steps moved them toward the firelight again, not into it but close enough that its warmth caught the edge of their joined hands. Sera looked up and didn’t say a word, just bumped Sandra’s knee lightly and leaned against her side. Even she knew not to break this part.
Valerie looked down into Judy’s face, hair catching the soft orange glow, pink and green bleeding into gold at the tips.
Judy smiled not wide, not flashy just enough to reach the corners of her dark brown eyes.
“I still mean it,” she said softly. “All of it.”
Valerie kissed her slowly, and for a long second they didn’t move, and didn't need to.
“There is not a single thing
That I would rather do…
Than kiss you, and tell you I love you…”
They held each other until the last note faded, the waves below picking up where the song left off. In the still that followed, Valerie rested her cheek against Judy’s temple and whispered, “I’ll still follow you anywhere.”
The radio faded into a breath of static and silence, but the moment didn’t end. Not really. It just stretched, softened into something quieter, something warmer. The fire crackled beside them, casting lazy gold over the edges of their joined hands. The soft scrape of waves below curled up like an echo, folding itself into the spaces between the stars.
Judy leaned her forehead gently against Valerie’s, her voice a hush meant only for them. “I think I’ll always hear that song when I look at you.”
Valerie’s fingers curled a little tighter against her spine. “Then we’ll keep dancing. Even when it’s not playing.”
A breeze rolled in from the gentle ocean, full of salt and the hush of drifting night. It caught the edge of Judy’s loose strands and tugged them across Valerie’s shoulder. Neither moved to fix them. They just stood, forehead to forehead, in a silence that didn’t ask anything more of them.
Behind them, the firelight flickered low. Sera shifted against Sandra’s side, her head resting back on her shoulder now, gaze tilted up toward the darkening sky. The faint crunch of driftwood popped under the coals, but no one stirred.
Judy broke the stillness first, a breath of a laugh rising from her chest. “I think they’re trying not to stare.”
“They’re doing a bad job,” Valerie murmured, but her smile didn’t fade. “Let ‘em look.”
They lingered one more heartbeat before Judy kissed her again soft, lingering, just above the jaw, and then gently tugged Valerie’s hand, leading them back toward the blanket. Their feet found the path by instinct now, weaving through firelight and shadow until they were nestled close again.
The music didn’t return right away. Just the slow rhythm of the ocean and the fire’s low murmur, and somewhere, the whisper of grass shifting along the edge of the dunes.
Valerie reached for the blanket without a word, and Judy dropped down beside her, knees folding comfortably beneath her as she leaned into her wife’s side.
The sky above had turned velvet-dark now, the stars clean and sharp. For a moment, nothing moved except the warmth between them and the slow breath of the night.
The fire settled into its rhythm again low and steady, the way coals breathe when they’ve found their shape. Sparks curled upward with no urgency, orange fading to gray as they vanished into the night.
Judy shifted a little, tucking her legs beneath her, head resting against Valerie’s shoulder now, that familiar weight that never felt heavy. Valerie leaned back into it, her hand finding Judy’s thigh beneath the blanket and curling there anchored, content.
They didn’t speak for a while.
The ocean was doing enough of that already. Each tidebreak brushing the bluff below like it was trying to smooth something down. Erase worry, or maybe just remind them how small things were compared to the pulse of the sea.
The scent of simmering chili started to rise, faint at first but growing richer as it curled past the logs and warm air. Sera crouched by the portable stove near the cooler, stirring slow circles with a wooden spoon. A line of concentration tugged at her brow. Not stress, just the kind of focus she gave to anything she wanted to come out right.
Sandra stood nearby, steady as ever, jerky already torn into strips and laid out on one of the plates. Her feet crunched faintly against the packed sand as she moved to grab a handful of trail mix from the supplies, portioning it beside the jerky without a word.
Judy breathed in deep, catching the scent. “She remembered the cumin this time,” she murmured, voice still lazy with warmth.
Valerie smiled. “Sandra probably double-checked the spice pack before they even unpacked.”
“That’s love,” Judy said, eyes closed again. “Real kind.”
The breeze stirred around them cooler now, brushing across bare toes and lifting the corners of the extra blanket folded near Valerie’s side. She reached down absently and tugged it up a little higher, wrapping it across both of their legs in a practiced motion that didn’t require discussion.
Across the camp, Sera gave the chili one last stir, then turned to say something to Sandra, her voice low and teasing. Sandra’s head tipped slightly, the kind of gesture that carried a whole conversation in the span of half a glance. They worked like that silent shorthand and rhythm.
Valerie let her eyes rest there for a second, on the soft glow of their silhouettes in the firelight. Sera’s red hair catching gold at the edges, Sandra’s stance solid but loose. Her heart eased against her ribs just watching them. That kind of quiet, earned comfort you didn’t always know you were fighting for until you had it.
The waves below shifted again, slow and constant.
Valerie’s hand drifted back up to brush a stray strand of pink-green from Judy’s cheek, and Judy leaned into the touch with a breath that felt like coming home. Neither of them moved to stand.
The food would be ready soon. The night still had more to give, and right here, with the scent of cumin and woodsmoke, the saltwind and slow firelight curling around them, the world stayed exactly where it belonged.
The stars had thickened overhead, no longer just the early scatter but a full sprawl of constellations stretched across the dark like ash over deep water. They shimmered without urgency, unflickering, steady like they had nothing to prove.
The chili had started to bubble now. Sera gave it one last stir, then held the spoon out toward Sandra like it was some sacred offering.
“Tell me that’s not perfect,” she said, her voice just above the fire, that flick of confidence riding under it the way it always did when she was proud.
Sandra leaned in, tasted carefully, and paused for a beat long enough to make Sera lean forward on her heels with mock suspicion. “You’re stalling.”
“I’m thinking,” Sandra said calmly, then nodded once. “Needs nothing. It’s good.”
Sera puffed up like she’d just earned a medal. “That’s what I thought.”
From the blanket, Judy cracked an eye open. “Do I get to vote on chili quality, or is this a closed dictatorship now?”
Valerie shifted, lifting her head slightly from where it had been resting against Judy’s. “I think it’s a benevolent chili monarchy.”
“Long may she reign,” Sera said, already portioning the first bowl and adding jerky and trail mix beside it like she was plating food for judges.
Sandra handed her a second bowl without asking. The two of them moved around the fire ring easily now, feet brushing against sand-soft edges of driftwood as they set bowls down near the others.
Valerie sat up straighter, her back brushing the edge of Judy’s shoulder. The warmth from the fire and her wife’s body made the evening feel like it existed outside the usual sense of time. Her hand brushed Judy’s thigh as she stood, just a light squeeze, a promise she wasn’t going far.
“I’ll get the spoons,” she murmured, heading toward the camp kit with that casual grace she never lost, even barefoot.
Judy watched her go, then turned her attention to the bowl now resting beside her. Steam coiled up slowly and fragrant, the spice cutting against the sea breeze in a way that made the whole moment feel layered warmth against salt, comfort against history.
Sera handed Valerie her bowl once she came back, grinning like she’d pulled off something grand. “Told you I could cook.”
Valerie bumped her gently with an elbow as she passed the spoons around. “Still not chili until Sandra says so.”
“I already did,” Sandra said, sitting back down beside Sera without ceremony.
“That’s why I love you,” Sera said, and she meant it, but her mouth was already half-full of jerky.
Valerie eased back down beside Judy again, the blanket pulling over both their legs in that practiced way it always did. Judy was already reaching for her spoon.
Around them, the bluff stayed quiet. The only sounds now were small ones: the clink of metal against bowls, the soft rustle of firelight shifting, the occasional distant cry of a gull that hadn’t found sleep yet.
They ate in that kind of silence that didn’t need filling. Full, easy, and whole.
When Judy leaned sideways just a little to rest her head against Valerie again, and Valerie kissed the top of her hair without pausing her own bite, it felt like the only thing in the world that had ever made this much sense.
The wind had eased into a low hush, brushing the edge of the bluff with the same rhythm the waves carried far below. Firelight traced soft amber across their faces now, catching the curve of bowls and the quiet shifting of shoulders as dinner settled in warm. The night had wrapped around them without a sound, not an ending, just a hand resting gently on their backs, telling them they could stay a little longer.
Valerie scooped another spoonful of chili, then reached toward Judy’s bowl without asking, stealing a bite with the ease of someone who’d been granted lifelong immunity.
Judy didn’t even blink. “You’ve got your own.”
Valerie shrugged. “Yours tastes better.”
“Because I stirred it,” Sera said from the other side of the fire, pointing her spoon with mock authority.
Sandra sat beside her, one leg stretched long, the other bent. She said nothing, just passed Sera a folded napkin without looking, like the motion had been practiced a hundred times.
Sera grinned anyway. “Thanks, babe.”
Judy tilted her head. “So this is how it starts. Chili favoritism. First it's spoon theft, next thing you know someone’s sleeping outside.”
Valerie leaned into her, voice low against her ear. “I’ll share my sleeping bag. As penance.”
Judy smiled, soft and sideways. “You always say that like it’s a punishment.”
The radio shifted behind them, one song fading into another, the subtle crackle of old vinyl smoothing out the space between. A slow guitar picked its way through the quiet like it didn’t want to interrupt. Soft vocals followed, not a song they knew, but it belonged. Just like the rest of it.
Sera leaned forward and dropped a few more pieces of driftwood into the fire, careful not to jostle the flame. “We should do this every year,” she said, not loud, just enough for the circle to hear. “Make it a thing.”
Sandra nodded once. “Could mark the calendar now.”
Valerie looked across at them, the firelight throwing tiny flares through Sera’s wind-tousled bangs. “Same spot. Same tent. Same bad chili jokes.”
Judy nudged her with her knee. “Only if we get to steal each other’s spoons.”
“Non-negotiable,” Sera said, already tossing another piece of jerky into her mouth.
The bowls slowly emptied. Not rushed. Just eaten in a rhythm that matched the air around them unhurried, easy, content. Valerie set hers aside and stretched her legs, letting her heel press into the sand until it hit a smooth stone. She reached down, brushing it with her fingers like a talisman, cool and solid beneath the heat in her chest.
The stars deepened above. The fire dipped low again, not gone, but settling. Their silhouettes moved just slightly against the glow. No one reached for phones. No one stood to break the moment.
They didn’t have to speak. The story of the night was already writing itself, in heat and spice and the hush between lines.
The last of the bowls had been nudged aside near the cooler, half-stacked and still warm, their edges catching faint flecks of firelight. The smell of chili lingered like a second layer to the smoke rich, familiar, already fading into memory. Valerie had stretched her legs out fully now, the back of one heel resting against the curve of Judy’s shin. The blanket beneath them had bunched slightly, but neither of them moved to fix it.
Sera sat propped on her elbows across the fire, fingers laced loosely over her stomach, her eyes tipped upward toward the stars like she was waiting for them to answer something. Sandra had shifted beside her, one leg drawn close, foot braced flat against the sand while she leaned back on the other arm. She wasn’t looking at the sky. She was watching Sera.
Judy exhaled through her nose, content but weightless. “Have you ever noticed how food tastes better after a day like this?”
Valerie tilted her head toward her. “Like a reward.”
“Or like it finally slowed down long enough for us to taste it.” Judy’s fingers found the hem of Valerie’s sleeve, tugging it just a little before smoothing the fabric flat again. “We should bring that seasoning every time.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, the sound low and real. “I’ll have Sera rationed like medicine.”
From the other side of the fire, Sera’s voice came quiet but not aimless. “It’s almost too quiet now.”
Sandra didn’t look away. “That’s because you’re not moving.”
“I’m resting,” Sera said. “Not dead.”
Valerie turned her gaze upward. The stars had sharpened in the last ten minutes, less haze now, more clarity. The kind that made it feel like the sky had been freshly polished just for them. A chill crept in faint at her ankles, not biting, just a reminder that the day had fully passed.
Valerie turned her gaze upward. The stars had sharpened in the last ten minutes, less haze now, more clarity. The kind that made it feel like the sky had been freshly polished just for them. A chill crept in faint at her ankles, not biting, just a reminder that the day had fully passed.
“It almost feels like we should be roasting marshmallows again,” she said.
Judy leaned into her shoulder, voice soft. “If there’s any left.”
Valerie smiled without opening her eyes. “Wouldn’t bet on it, not after last night.”
Across the fire, Sera lifted a hand without looking. “I regret nothing.”
Sandra didn’t say a word, but the flicker of her mouth said she didn’t either.
Sera rolled onto her side and whispered something to Sandra too low to catch, but it earned her a raised eyebrow and a shake of the head. Then Sera laughed, quiet and complete, before she closed her eyes and settled back into the curve of Sandra’s arm.
The fire cracked again, a long, thin pop like a branch remembering how to break. The scent of driftwood deepened with the heat, sharper now. Valerie tilted her head toward it, closing her eyes just long enough to let it sink in.
“Don’t fall asleep on me,” Judy murmured.
“I won’t,” Valerie replied, eyes still closed. “But if I do, wake me slowly.”
Judy reached for her hand, fingers weaving through hers like they’d done it every day for fifty years. “I always do.”
The fire had quieted to low embers, its glow soft against the curve of the dunes, licking gently at the driftwood edges like it knew not to interrupt. Crickets had taken up residence in the grasses nearby, their rhythm steady and unbothered, filling in the gaps between breath and breeze. Somewhere down the slope, a gull cried once and then went still, like even the coastline had settled for the night.
Valerie lay back on the blanket with a quiet sigh, arms folded behind her head, eyes turned skyward. The stars had come out bold, no longer blinking behind haze, but sharp, clean points across a deepening navy. They didn’t shimmer. They held.
Judy shifted beside her a beat later, stretching long, then turning slightly to rest her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder, hand warm and settled over her stomach like it belonged there, and it always had.
Sera had claimed a spot closer to the fire ring again, curled back into Sandra’s side. She pointed up once with her free hand, finger tracing invisible constellations against the dark. “That one there? Looks like a rusted wrench if you squint.”
Sandra followed her line of sight. “I see a rifle.”
“Everything’s a rifle to you,” Sera teased, elbow nudging gently.
Sandra didn’t deny it. “Doesn’t make it less accurate.”
Valerie’s voice carried gently across the camp, low and amused. “I see a bent tuning fork.”
Judy tilted her head. “You see music in everything.”
“And you don’t?” Valerie asked, a smile playing in her voice.
Judy didn’t answer. She just leaned up to press a kiss to the underside of her jaw, then rested her head back down again, eyes still half-lidded as she stared at the sky. “Okay. Maybe I do.”
A breeze swept across the bluff again, soft and measured, tugging faintly at the edges of the blanket and catching in Valerie’s braid. She didn’t reach up to fix it. Just let it move.
The stars held their silence.
Sera rolled onto her back beside Sandra, one arm folded behind her head. “I like it up here. No light towers, no buzz of a generator, just sky.”
Sandra nodded once, her voice a low hum beside her. “Closest thing to quiet I’ve found since Dust Bone.”
That landed differently. Not heavy, but real. Valerie felt it settle, then ease as Judy laced their fingers together again and gave the smallest squeeze.
They watched the stars for a while without naming them. No need to label something just to prove it’s there. No need to speak when the air was already full of something better.
A moment later, Sera whispered just loud enough to be heard: “That one looks like a jellyfish.”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “Now I can’t unsee it.”
Sandra leaned slightly to the side. “Somewhere, Commander Jellybean is proud.”
Judy snorted, muffling the sound into Valerie’s shoulder.
The bluff didn’t answer, but the stars held their place above them unmoving, bright, and utterly content to be watched.
No one asked what time it was. No one wanted to know.
Sandra didn’t smile, not fully, but the small sound she made in her throat was the closest she ever got to a chuckle. She shifted just enough to brush her knuckles against Sera’s wrist, her head tipping back to catch the same stretch of sky her wife had just named. The jellyfish constellation lingered there now, burned into imagination, draped across the stars like it had always been waiting.
Valerie’s fingers traced idle circles across the back of Judy’s hand. She didn’t need to say anything, not when the fire’s warmth still kissed the soles of her feet and Judy’s breath rose and fell just right against her side.
“I bet if we squint hard enough,” Judy murmured, her voice half-blurred by sleepiness and shoreline hush, “we’ll find a peanut-shaped one and Sera’ll name it ‘Commander Crunch.’”
Sera sat up halfway, looking deeply betrayed. “I’m a serious officer of chaos. There are rules.”
“Since when?” Valerie asked, grin audible.
Sandra gave the smallest nod. “She wrote them in crayon.”
Sera fell back with dramatic flair, hand draped across her face like she’d been fatally wounded. “Et tu, tactical support?”
“That’s what the T in my call sign stands for,” Sandra replied, not missing a beat.
Judy lost it then shoulders shaking silently against Valerie’s ribs, her laughter folded in under the blankets and starlight like it had always belonged there.
Valerie looked up again, watching the sky just long enough to catch a faint satellite glide past too slow for a shooting star, too deliberate for anything else. A pinprick of movement, barely there, but still enough to remind her that the world kept turning. Even when they stopped to breathe.
“Somewhere,” she said, voice quiet and thoughtful, “some old netrunner’s probably staring at the same stars, thinking they see code instead of sky.”
Judy tilted her head, brushing her cheek against Valerie’s shoulder. “Maybe they do.”
Sera turned her face toward the fire, letting the glow wash across one side of her features. “Do you think it was like this for them?” she asked, softer now. “Our parents, our… whoever came before. Do you think they have to just sit like this sometimes and forget the weight?”
Sandra didn’t answer right away. She just watched the flame curl through the logs for a long beat. “If they did,” she said finally, “they probably fought like hell to get it.”
Valerie reached out across the quiet and let her voice fill the space the way music used to, warm and low. “Then we keep holding it for them.”
The fire snapped, not loud just enough to remind them it was still burning.
Judy turned her face upward again. “That one,” she whispered, pointing at a cluster just to the west, “kind of looks like a heart.”
Valerie followed her hand. “Or a guitar pick.”
Sera lifted her head from Sandra’s shoulder. “Or… a chicken nugget.”
Sandra closed her eyes. “There it is.”
The laughter came easy then. Unforced. The kind that caught in throats but left no weight behind. Just the rhythm of shared breath, warmth in places that didn’t always remember how to keep it, and stars that didn’t mind being misnamed as long as someone was watching.
They all settled back again.
No need for songs now, or for stories. Just wind, firelight, the sound of waves far below.
Above them, the sky stayed wide and quiet cradling them in starlight.
Valerie’s gaze moved slowly across the circle. The fire had burned low now, just embers and the occasional flick of flame breaking through as if it still had something left to say. Shadows moved softly over skin and fabric, dancing up the curve of Sandra’s jaw, catching in the edges of Sera’s lashes, painting Judy’s cheek in deep gold where her head rested lightly against Valerie’s shoulder.
The stars above stretched wide and quiet. No rush. No time clock ticking behind them. Just breath, and warmth, and the kind of stillness that felt earned.
Valerie let the silence linger a little longer before she shifted, just enough to let her thumb pass once across Judy’s knuckles. Then she tilted her chin toward the others, her voice easy, low, still wrapped in the hush they’d built together.
“So…” she asked, with the edge of a smile tucked into her tone, “what’s everyone feeling? Ready to head back to life tomorrow, or…” Her gaze drifted toward the ridge, where the sky hadn’t quite let go of its blue yet. “Do we want one more day like this?”
Sera didn’t sit up, just turned her head where it lay against Sandra’s shoulder. Her hair fell halfway across her face, bangs fluttering with the breeze. “Define life,” she murmured.
Sandra’s fingers traced slowly against her wrist. “The part with deadlines and secure comms.”
Sera groaned. “Hard pass.”
Valerie chuckled, her eyes soft as they moved between them. “I’ll mark that as a maybe.”
Judy turned her face just enough to speak against Valerie’s collar. “One more day means another night like this.”
Valerie looked down at her, kissed her hair. “Exactly like this.”
Sandra didn’t answer right away, but she didn’t need to. The way she shifted slightly, bringing Sera closer into her side, said enough.
A gull cried in the distance late, half-hearted, like it had trouble remembering why it had to go.
No one reached for a device. No one checked the time.
They just stayed there, the last of the fire casting long, flickering shadows behind them, as the bluff wrapped around them like a secret it wasn’t ready to give up yet.
The fire had settled into that perfect rhythm with just enough crackle, not too much smoke. Orange tongues dancing low and slow, light curling into the open night. The air smelled like wood ash and sea salt, with the faintest touch of chili still clinging to the bowls set aside.
Valerie shifted a bit, her back pressing deeper into the blanket, Judy tucked warm beside her, head resting easy against her shoulder. Sandra and Sera sat close by, legs stretched toward the fire, Sera’s foot bumping gently against Sandra’s ankle every so often like a grounding wire.
No one said anything for a stretch. The silence wasn’t heavy. Just full. Like the bluff itself was listening.
Valerie glanced at them all the family she’d fought, bled, and rebuilt her soul for. Her gaze lingered on Sera for a second longer. That old ache still curled in her chest sometimes when she looked at her. The ache of gratitude. Of years never taken for granted.
“Did I ever tell you about the day Judy and Panam came to save my stubborn ass?” she asked finally, voice low but carrying.
Judy’s head turned against her shoulder, her breath warm. “You were unconscious for most of it.”
“Doesn’t mean I don’t remember what it meant,” Valerie murmured.
Sera perked up, eyes catching the light. “Wait…you mean when you went missing back when I was still with my old Clan? You never said what happened.”
Sandra glanced toward Valerie too, quietly alert. Not pushing. Just ready to listen.
Valerie let out a slow breath and reached for Judy’s hand. “Started with a still image on Judy’s doorstep. My hat was bloodied. No note. No message. Just that.” Her thumb traced lazy circles on Judy’s palm. “I don’t know how long I was out after the NUSA agents grabbed me. They dragged me off from Dogtown after a brutal fight with my ex Kassidy.”
Sera’s expression darkened just slightly. Sandra stayed still, eyes steady.
“I woke up in a concrete room,” Valerie continued, voice a little rougher now. “No light. No clue how long I’d been there. No sign of Johnny, just this low static hum in the back of my head and my own heartbeat trying to crawl up my throat.”
Judy squeezed her hand. Valerie squeezed back.
“But somehow, I got my tracker turned on long enough to ping its location. That’s what tipped them off.”
Judy lifted her head, voice quiet but sharp. “Panam didn’t even wait for me to finish explaining. She was already grabbing gear. I’ve never seen her look that fierce. Not even during the gigs her, and Valerie ran.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “You two stormed Dogtown, and the badlands like you were ghosts. Tracked my ass through concrete and fire. By the time you got there, I’d barely managed to free myself, but I was bleeding out. I remember seeing Judy’s face just before everything went black again.”
“Panam nearly ripped the NUSA commander’s arm off,” Judy added, half a laugh in her throat. “And Mitch brought the Basilisk. You don’t mess with the family.”
Sera looked stunned. “You…you’ve never told me that.”
Valerie met her eyes across the firelight. “Didn’t want it to be something you carried around. But maybe it’s time you knew just how far they went. What they were willing to do. Your Mama crossed half the city with a signal and a revolver. And Panam your mother called in the damn cavalry without blinking.”
Sandra blinked slowly, lips just parting like something hit her too deep to speak to right away.
Judy reached up and brushed her thumb across Valerie’s jaw, voice thick with memory. “She came back to me bleeding and broken, but alive. And she looked at me like she’d won.”
“I had,” Valerie said. Her smile this time didn’t waver.
The fire popped softly, echoing the beat of the moment.
Sera exhaled slowly, reverently. “Damn…”
“I owe them everything,” Valerie said, looking between Judy and the others. “And I wanted you both to hear it from me. Not just as stories passed around camp. But what it felt like. What it meant.”
Sandra nodded once, sharp and sure. “It meant everything.”
Valerie leaned back, curling Judy closer. “Alright, your turn, babe.”
Judy gave her a look that was equal parts affection and mock challenge, eyes flicking to the firelight before she turned toward Sera and Sandra with that slow, devilish smile already forming.
“Alright,” she said. “But fair warning. Mine involves an elevator, two broken cameras, and a guy who thought he could out-hack a Mox with a lead pipe.”
Sera grinned. “Oh, this is gonna be good.”
Just like that, the next story began. Not to compete. Only to share, live, and to remember.
They weren’t done with the night yet.
The firelight kept low and steady, shadows leaning long across the bluff now as the stars pressed in overhead clearer than before, the kind of sky that didn’t need to shout. Just existed. Quiet and whole.
Judy shifted her weight, knees brushing against Valerie’s as she straightened up a bit. Her hand still held Valerie’s, but her eyes now tracked the flicker of flame, half-lidded and thoughtful. The old smile pulled at her mouth, not the sharp kind she wore in battle or banter, but something else. Like the smoke had curled through a memory and pulled it forward on its own.
“So,” she started, voice smooth like a record spin just past midnight. “Back before we ever left Night City, I took a job I probably shouldn’t’ve. Not one of the Mox gigs this one was freelance. Some corpo-wannabe trying to prove himself wanted me to slip into an apartment block and lift raw BD files off a private server.”
Sera leaned forward slightly. “Sounds easy.”
Judy snorted. “It was. Until I realized the ‘private’ server was wired into a Militech listening rig hidden in the basement. And someone forgot to mention that the maintenance elevator didn’t stop on the subfloors.”
Sandra tilted her head. “So what’d you do?”
Judy shrugged, eyes glinting. “Crawled into the lift shaft with a set of jammers and a maglock disruptor. Got halfway down before the second elevator, the one I didn’t know was running came down from above like it was late for a meeting. I pressed flat to the wall, listening to it groan past like the whole building was breathing through its teeth.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath. “You never told me this part.”
Judy’s smile widened. “Because I was trying not to look stupid in front of you back then. Anyway, I made it to the basement. Got the files. But I didn’t realize there was a motion sensor over the stairwell door until I opened it. Full shutdown mode. Doors locked, cameras armed.”
Sera winced. “Damn, Mama.”
“I looped two feeds by hand,” Judy said, holding up two fingers. “And while I was ghosting the third, some security grunt with a lead pipe thought he could scare me into giving up. I had my pistol tucked into my holster. He learned.”
Sandra let out a quiet breath that might’ve been a laugh. “Not many people get the drop on you.”
“No one keeps it if they do,” Judy said, then glanced toward Valerie with a smirk. “But guess who was waiting outside in the stolen Delamain she hotwired with a screwdriver and a soda tab?”
Valerie raised her hand, mock sheepish. “It was my last job before coming clean.”
“Which you said the last three times,” Judy said, nudging her knee.
Valerie grinned. “Still true.”
Sera looked between them both, shaking her head with a smile. “Okay… that’s definitely going in the archive.”
Sandra’s voice came quiet beside her. “Good stories don’t fade.”
The wind picked up again, just enough to lift the corner of one blanket and carry the tail end of the radio’s next song down toward the fire. No one moved to change it. No one needed to. The fire crackled. The sky stretched on. The family leaned in closer, not toward the heat, but toward the stories.
“Alright,” Valerie said, brushing her thumb across the back of Judy’s knuckles. “Who’s next?”
Sera looked at Sandra with a grin, then turned back to the group.
“Oh, I got one,” she said, leaning forward like she was about to reveal the secret to the stars themselves. “But fair warning it involves a stolen dune buggy, a storm shelter, and a feral raccoon named Clive.”
Judy blinked. “That’s not a warning. That’s a blessing.”
Just like that, the laughter came again not loud, but full. The kind that curled warm in the chest and stuck around longer than the punchline.
The kind that meant they were still writing this night.
Valerie leaned back into the fold of the blanket again, legs stretched out, arm curled around Judy’s waist like it had always belonged there. The warmth of the fire brushed along one side of her face, softening the lines in her freckled cheeks as she listened.
Sera’s grin widened. “Okay, so Clive who I didn’t name, for the record, that was all Sandra decided the storm shelter we borrowed for cover during the dry season squall was also his. We didn’t know this until the second hour in, when Sandra tried to reach for the radio bag and he hissed from inside the supply shelf like he’d been waiting for that exact moment.”
Sandra, calm as ever, deadpanned, “He wanted the trail mix.”
Judy was already chuckling. “Let me guess you gave it to him?”
Sera’s eyes gleamed. “Hell no. I offered him my protein bar. Sandra tossed the bag of trail mix anyway because, and I quote…‘he’s already holding us hostage, we might as well keep him fed.’”
Valerie laughed, a low, sunworn sound that carried just enough edge to show she knew exactly the kind of day that must’ve been. “Let me guess, you named him after he refused to leave?”
Sandra gave a small nod. “He earned it.”
Sera leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder, curls brushing gently across her collar. “He stayed until the wind died down. Climbed out like he owned the place. Didn’t even glance back.”
“I respect it,” Judy said, raising her bottle faintly. “Raccoon diplomacy.”
Valerie tilted her head, warmth behind her eyes. “Was that the same trip where you cracked the axle on the buggy jumping the wash?”
Sera held up both hands. “Allegedly.”
Sandra didn’t even look up. “Confirmed.”
Judy smiled, cheek resting against Valerie’s collarbone now. “I love our family.”
The fire snapped softly, sparks drifting upward toward the stars like little echoes of everything they weren’t saying. Around them, the dunes had settled into stillness. The surf was low and distant. Somewhere behind the slope, a gull gave one final cry for the night, carried faint across the salt-thick air.
Sandra’s voice came next, soft and clear. “My turn?”
Valerie nodded. “Absolutely.”
Sandra didn’t move much, just drew in a quiet breath, fingers linked with Sera’s where they’d stayed all evening.
“Back before I knew you, and you were Sera’s Moms,” she said, “there was a night I thought I was going to die in a canyon with nothing but a broken scope and half a clip. I’d been running recon for the Clan down near Paso Viejo, Arizona. A Raffen ambush took out the rig I was riding in, and I was left trying to crawl through sand and broken metal to find shelter before they circled back.”
Sera didn’t speak, just curled in closer.
Sandra kept going, even. Measured. “The stars that night were too bright. Everything else had gone quiet. I remember thinking that if I had to go… that wasn’t the worst way. Alone, sure. But still I was looking up.”
Judy’s expression sobered, the humor fading into something deeper.
Sandra shifted slightly. “But I didn’t. Some old station signals cracked through the static. I followed it, low and slow. Found a cave wall with just enough slope to block the rest of the bullets. And on the other side of that wall… someone had carved a name.”
She looked up then, eyes on Valerie.
“It said ‘Alvarez.’ Took me a while before I truly knew whose mark that was. But I remembered it, and kept it.”
The silence that followed didn’t weigh anything heavy it just held.
Valerie swallowed once. Her voice came quieter than before. “Me, and Judy must’ve made it through there before, or maybe when I scouted with Panam before.”
“Maybe both,” Sandra said.
Sera reached across and set her hand gently over Sandra’s.
Judy shifted again, her voice quieter now too. “That signal… was it music?”
Sandra’s mouth curved just faintly. “Radio static. Then a scratchy tape recording of ‘Never Fade Away.’”
Valerie’s breath caught. “Johnny?”
Sandra nodded. “Guess he’s always been with this family. One way or another.”
No one moved for a long beat. Then Sera exhaled and leaned her head on Sandra’s shoulder again.
“Guess it’s my turn to follow that up,” she said quietly, but there was no pressure in her voice. Just that familiar rhythm of family. Of being safe enough to speak, no matter what came next.
The stars, wide above them, just listened.
Valerie shifted her weight and rested her elbow on her knee. The breeze had settled low again, threading through the dunes like it was trying not to wake anything. She looked across the circle Sera’s legs stretched out beside Sandra’s, the firelight flickering off her freckles. Judy beside her, close enough that their arms touched from shoulder to wrist. Valerie’s hand found hers without even thinking.
“I’ve got one more,” she said, voice quiet enough to blend with the crackle of the wood.
Sera turned her head, emerald eyes soft, already tuned in.
Judy gave her hand a small squeeze, warmth anchoring the touch. “Go ahead, mi amor.”
Valerie’s gaze drifted out past the bluff. Past the faint silver line of tidewater in the dark. Like the memory was stitched somewhere in that horizon, just waiting to be pulled forward.
“This was after Arizona,” she began. “Before Oregon. We didn’t have a plan yet. No house. No map that made sense. Just our rig that ran hot in the day, rattled like hell if we took corners too fast. Lived out of it for four months. Ate whatever didn’t melt. Slept under the stars with the doors cracked open just enough to let the air move.”
Judy’s smile tilted gently, her cheek pressing against Valerie’s shoulder. “Still the best co-pilot I’ve ever had.”
Valerie huffed softly through her nose, the sound not quite a laugh. “One night in Nevada… middle of nowhere. Dry lakebed that looked like someone had peeled the earth too thin and left it to flake. We were both fried. Tired, hungry. I was angry at everything. Judy was trying to fix a comm line with foil from a granola bar wrapper.”
“I stand by the method,” Judy murmured into her collar.
Valerie’s thumb stroked gently over her knuckles. “We fought. Loud. I don’t remember the words, just that they were sharp. She went quiet after. Standing up, and I thought…”
She hesitated, her voice dipping lower with the weight of it. “Thought maybe she was done. That I’d snapped too far.”
Judy didn’t speak. She just rested her hand a little firmer in hers.
“But instead,” Valerie said, breathing soft and steady, “she walked to the trunk, and came back with my guitar. Didn’t say anything. Just sat in the dirt and looked at me. Said, ‘If we’re lost, at least play something worth being lost to.’”
The fire popped then, a faint little burst that danced gold across Valerie’s freckles.
“So I did,” she said. “Played until my breathing found rhythm again. Until I looked over and saw her humming. That was the night something in me clicked back into place.”
She turned, brushing her cheek along Judy’s temple.
“That’s when I knew,” she whispered. “Home wasn’t a place. It was her. Always was.”
The wind shifted, curling faintly around them like it knew to hold still for a moment.
Sera didn’t speak. Just leaned further into Sandra, her arm tucking close. The fire burned on, steady and low, as the stars kept opening wider overhead, patient and unblinking.
The fire had burned low again, soft flickers catching on the curve of the old driftwood sculpture Sera built earlier, now casting a warped, gentle shadow across the sand. The air smelled like char and salt, sweetened faintly by the last of the chili still clinging to the sides of the bowls near their feet. No one moved to clear them. The moment held more than dishes could interrupt.
Judy shifted just slightly against Valerie’s side, her fingers curling back through her wife’s as she drew in a breath, slow and quiet. Not heavy, just certain.
“Guess it’s my turn,” she said, voice steady, carrying the kind of warmth that had learned to stay even when it shook.
Valerie gave her hand a small squeeze, eyes on hers. She didn’t say anything, and didn't need to.
Judy looked toward the fire for a second, not quite smiling. “This was… maybe a month before we saved you both. Back in Night City. I was still working out of my apartment on Charter Street. I had a BD backlog a mile long, and one of my old clients, a guy named Rafe, came in with a rush job. Says it’s for a friend. Usual story. But when I start syncing the footage, something's off.”
Sera blinked, her head tilted slightly, curious but not interrupting.
Judy went on, adjusting the blanket draped across her lap. “It wasn’t some merc gig. It was a funeral. A kid’s. Barely sixteen. And this guy wanted me to cut a memory loop of her singing. Nothing stylized, no flares, no background, just her voice, singing some street corner ballad like she was trying to hold the whole block together with it.”
Sandra didn’t speak, but the shift in her posture was subtle and felt. Grounded.
Judy’s jaw moved slightly. “The kicker? The kid didn’t know she was being recorded. It was her sister who’d clipped the audio from a security feed, just one good stretch where she was singing to herself on a rooftop during a rainstorm. Rafe didn’t tell me that. The sister did, after she found out the job was being rushed for credits and handed off like it didn’t matter.”
Valerie’s thumb moved in slow circles across the back of Judy’s hand now.
“I stayed up all night working on it,” Judy said. “Cut everything else. Let the city noise run beneath her, let the wind keep coming through. Didn’t even touch the vocals. Just that one clear stretch where you could hear her trying to stay steady. Just her, alone, singing like the sky could hear her.”
She looked up finally, her eyes wet but unflinching. “Next day, I handed it off to the sister. Didn’t charge her. Told Rafe to never send anyone like that to me again. And that was the moment I realized I didn’t just want to work on memories.”
Judy looked toward Valerie then, the firelight brushing soft against her cheek. “I wanted to protect them.”
Valerie leaned in, forehead pressed to hers, gentle and sure. “You always have.”
Judy’s voice dropped, almost a whisper. “Even when it hurts.”
The fire popped softly again, throwing a few golden sparks into the breeze as the bluff listened to them.
The fire had burned low again, just steady enough to throw soft light across the edges of faces and folded arms. Sandra’s hand was still in Sera’s, warm and grounding, and no one had said a word since Valerie’s story ended. The stars above had deepened, crisp against the dark like they were leaning in, too.
Sera shifted slightly, fingers brushing over Sandra’s knuckles. Then she spoke, voice quiet, not brittle just stripped of everything but truth.
“I only have one memory of her last day,” she said. “Not even the full thing. Just these moments. Like flashes.”
Judy didn’t move. Valerie’s gaze stayed steady. No one filled the silence. They just let her talk.
“She told me to run,” Sera continued. “I was already scraped up and got clipped on the leg when we broke off from the convoy. She dropped behind the ridge with me, pressed a backup pistol into my hand. Told me to go east, where the rocks curved back toward the old silo towers.”
Her voice caught there, but she breathed through it, not letting it pull her under.
“I didn’t want to go. I was crying. Telling her I wasn’t gonna leave her. That I’d stay, fight too. I thought that made me brave. She just smiled. Not big. Just enough to crease the scar near her mouth.”
Sandra’s fingers laced tighter with hers.
“She said. ‘You’re not staying, Commander Jellybean. You’re retreating. Like all the smart ones do when the mission changes.’”
Valerie’s eyes flicked down, her lips pressing together. The fire popped once, but it didn’t break the rhythm.
“I remember the feel of her fingers on my neck,” Sera went on. “She checked my pulse, like she was memorizing it. Then kissed my forehead and shoved me downhill. I ran. I didn’t look back.”
She paused, jaw tight, but there was no shame in her face. Just something raw and resolute.
“The shots started maybe ten seconds later. The first three were hers. I counted. After that…” Sera’s voice dropped, low and sure, “Raffen didn’t get past her.”
Judy’s head dipped slightly, eyes closed. Valerie’s hand slid across Judy’s back, anchoring both of them.
“I always thought I’d have more time to tell her thank you,” Sera said. “But I think she knew. I think she looked at me that day and knew the kid she raised was gonna survive. Even if it broke her to make sure.”
Sandra leaned in, her shoulder brushing close, but didn’t speak. She didn’t need to.
Sera exhaled, letting her thumb drift slowly over Sandra’s palm. “So I remember the sound of her voice, the scrape of her jacket when she moved, and the feel of that kiss just before she let me go.”
She looked at each of them in turn now, not hiding, not folding.
“She wasn’t just brave. She was the reason I’m here. And I try every day to live like I’m still worth that.”
Nothing else came after. The fire gave a low crackle, but even that sounded softer now.
For a long time, the bluff held them in that moment.
Not to hurt only to remember.
Sandra didn’t let go of Sera’s hand. Her thumb traced once more across the back of it, then settled still. She didn’t look at the others right away. Her gaze stayed angled toward the firepit, where the driftwood had burned low enough to leave only embers and soft blue flickers, a hush warming the edges of her voice. “I remember the cuffs first.”
She said it plainly not dramatic, not detached. Just honest. “They weren’t metal. Just plastic tie loops, cut my wrists raw when they threw us in the tent.”
The air had gone still around them again. Not frozen just listening.
“I was scared. Not just kid-scared. Not just monsters-under-the-bed scared. It was the kind of fear that makes your ears ring. Makes your chest feel too tight to breathe. I kept thinking… this is it. This is where it ends. Somewhere awful, somewhere quiet. And I wasn’t ready for that.”
Sera was looking at her now. Not blinking.
Sandra didn’t return it. Not yet.
“Then I heard her,” she said, her voice softer now, but not shaking. “Sera. She wasn’t crying. She was talking. Whispering, but sharp. Like she’d decided if anyone was gonna get out of there alive, she’d make it happen with her own damn hands.”
Valerie’s throat worked as she swallowed. Judy’s hand slipped up to rest near her collarbone.
Sandra’s lips pressed together for a moment, then loosened again.
“They’d thrown us on separate sides of the camp, but she got loose first. Used a piece of broken rebar to saw through the straps on one of the kids. I don’t even know how she got it. But when she found me, her fingers were shaking. Not from fear. From rage.”
She finally turned her head, eyes meeting Sera’s. No shields.
“She looked like a wild animal. Red hair stuck to her cheeks, clothes torn, a bruise across her ribs the size of my palm. She pulled me up and said, ‘You stay behind me, you don’t flinch. If I say go, you run. We don’t die here, Sandra. We don’t.’”
Sera blinked hard, jaw tight.
“She didn’t have a gun,” Sandra said, voice dipping to a hush. “Just a knife she’d taken off one of them. But when that tent flap opened, and those two Raffen came back for us… she didn’t wait. She moved. She threw herself between them and the kids like she was made of armor.”
Judy looked down. Valerie didn’t. Her eyes stayed locked on the two of them.
“I tried to help,” Sandra said. “I remember grabbing a pipe. It didn’t matter. Sera was already moving, cutting one of them across the arm, screamed so loud it disoriented the other. And just when I thought we were gonna fall… the flap flew open again.”
Now she looked at Judy, and at Valerie.
“You came in like a storm,” she said. “I’d never seen anything like it. You moved through that space like you were made of fire, breath, and fury. And when it was over… when the last shot faded, and the smoke started to clear…”
She paused. Let it breathe.
“Sera still stood in front of me. Knife in hand. Blood on her shirt. Chest heaving. She didn’t look like a kid anymore. She looked like the person I’d follow anywhere.”
Valerie’s emerald eyes burned. Judy didn’t hide the tears this time.
Sandra looked down, brushing her thumb once more across Sera’s hand. Then leaned in, resting her forehead gently to her temple.
“I’ve followed her ever since.”
No one said a word for a long while, because some stories just need to be heard.
The fire didn’t crackle, it breathed. Soft pulses of warmth rolled off the embers, catching the underside of the driftwood just enough to glow faintly against the sand. The air had quieted again, but it wasn’t empty. It felt like something sacred had passed through. Something none of them wanted to disturb too quickly.
Sera hadn’t moved. Not much. Just leaned a little harder into Sandra’s side, her fingers still curled in hers, the same way they had been that night except now, she wasn’t holding back the world. She was holding her wife.
Valerie let the silence hold a little longer. The kind that didn’t press. Just settled. Let the meaning hang in the soft, salt-thick air.
Then her voice came in slow and warm, the way it always did when something in her had caught.
“You ever notice,” she said, her eyes still on the fire, “how the loudest moments in life don’t always come with noise?”
Judy glanced at her sideways. “Yeah,” she said, low. “Sometimes they sound like breathing.”
Valerie nodded, a half-formed smile flickering through. Then she looked across the fire toward Sera and Sandra, her voice gentler now. “That story… that’s the kind you carry forever. Not ‘cause it hurts, but ‘cause it shows you who you were meant to be.”
Sera’s emerald eyes glinted, but she didn’t speak. Just gave the faintest tilt of her head. She knew it already.
Sandra shifted slightly, one arm slipping behind Sera to rest lightly at the base of her spine.
“I don’t think I ever really told anyone that part,” she said quietly.
“You didn’t have to,” Judy murmured. “But thank you for letting us hear it now.”
The firelight caught the edge of her green and pink hair as she leaned into Valerie again, her temple resting against her shoulder. Valerie pressed a kiss there, soft, present. Then curled her hand over Judy’s.
The wind curled through the camp just once, stirring the corner of the blanket and brushing through Sera’s red hair. It didn’t feel cold, only alive.
Judy’s voice came again, barely above a whisper. “We saved a lot of people over the years. But I think that one... that one changed all of us.”
Valerie nodded. “Yeah. And the ones we saved changed us too.”
Sandra’s thumb brushed the side of Sera’s hand. A small, sure movement.
Sera turned her head then, and for the first time in a while, she spoke not a joke, not a deflection. Just the truth.
“I remember the smell of the sand when it got wet with oil. I remember the way Mom’s boots sounded when she ran in. And Mama’s voice telling me to let go that it was over. That we were safe.”
Her voice didn’t break.
“But I only started breathing again when Sandra grabbed my hand and didn’t let go.”
Nobody moved to break the quiet. There was no need.
Above them, the stars stayed exactly where they were close enough to feel like memories, but far enough to still belong to the sky. The fire had burned low, not fading but holding steady, like it knew the night wasn’t done speaking yet.
The blanket shifted slightly as Judy adjusted her weight, her hand still loosely threaded with Valerie’s. The fire’s glow had crept higher up the rocks now, casting long amber shadows along the driftwood poles. Somewhere out near the dunes, an owl called once, low and echoing.
No one reached for another story right away. The moment wasn’t for more talking. It was for remembering. For feeling.
Sandra leaned in and pressed a kiss to the side of Sera’s head. Nothing grand. Just a silent thank you for holding her through it. For holding her then. For holding her now.
Valerie let out a slow breath through her nose and reached with her free hand to brush a bit of ash from her jeans. “You know,” she said, the edge of her voice softer now, mellow with reflection, “there were nights I thought we’d never get to see this. Not like this. Not with everyone still breathing.”
Judy’s fingers curled in hers. “Yeah. Me too.”
They didn’t say whose breathing they’d feared losing most. They didn’t have to.
Sera finally turned her head, cheek brushing against Sandra’s shoulder. “We’re still breathing,” she said. “All of us. Doesn’t mean it didn’t cost something.”
“No,” Sandra murmured, her voice steady again, “but it means it was worth it.”
The silence after wasn’t heavy. It was shared. Like the space between waves.
Then, slowly, Valerie leaned forward to add one last stick to the fire. The flames licked it without protest, taking the offering like it was always meant to be there.
“I think we’re done with stories for tonight,” she said gently, “but I’m not done sitting here. Not yet.”
“Same,” Judy murmured.
Sandra gave a slight nod. Sera didn’t speak, just pressed her lips to Sandra’s shoulder and stayed there.
The fire breathed again, and this time, the night exhaled with it.
Valerie leaned forward just enough for the firelight to catch the gold at her collarbone, her hand still wrapped around Judy’s. Her eyes softened as they landed on the pair across the flames on how close they sat, how naturally their hands found each other’s.
“I’m so proud of you both,” she said, voice low but certain. Like it had weight to it. Like the words weren’t just being spoken they were being placed, or given.
Her gaze lingered on Sera. “I couldn’t have asked for a better daughter, Starshine.”
Sera’s lips parted like she might try to brush it off, turn it into a joke the way she sometimes did when the feelings hit too hard, but it didn’t come. Her mouth closed again, eyes glossy under the shimmer of the stars, and she just nodded once firmly. Like she needed Valerie to see she understood.
Beside her, Sandra’s hand tightened in hers. Not possessive, only present.
Judy shifted slightly, her pink and green hair falling like a curtain down her shoulder as she looked at Sandra. No teasing this time, or sly edge. Just that rare tone she saved for truths that reached deeper than skin.
“You never stopped believing,” she said, her voice as soft as the breeze coming off the waves. “That this world could still be beautiful, Moonlight.”
Sandra blinked once, caught off guard in the way that came from being truly seen. Then her jaw gave the faintest tremble, not breaking, just realigning around something real. She looked down at her and Sera’s joined hands, then back up at Judy.
“I had to,” she said. “If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have made it through. I wouldn’t have found her.”
Sera leaned into her again, shoulder to shoulder. Their foreheads brushed for just a moment.
Judy smiled, the corner of her mouth tilting in that quiet way that only ever belonged to her. “And now you remind the rest of us how to see it too.”
Valerie turned her head and kissed Judy’s temple without needing a reason. The air was still warm from the fire, but it was the people around it who made the night feel whole.
No one said anything more for a long while.
The ocean moved in the distance. A lullaby beneath everything. Above them, the stars shone with the same beautiful love around the campfire.
For that moment, the world didn’t ask anything of them at all.
The fire held steady, low and amber, casting soft rings of light across the sand. The stars above didn’t twinkle as they watched. The sea, distant but present, kept its rhythm slow. Between all of it, they stayed.
Valerie didn’t move for a long time. Her thumb traced the back of Judy’s hand again, grounding herself in the curve of warmth still shared between them. Across the flames, Sera’s silhouette hadn’t shifted, still leaned into Sandra, still quiet in that way that spoke more than anything else could’ve.
Judy’s voice came low beside her. “Should we let them sit a while longer?”
Valerie nodded, just barely. “Yeah. They’re still holding something.”
She looked again across the fire at her daughter, the red edges of Sera’s hair just visible in the glow, Sandra’s hand still folded into hers like it had never belonged anywhere else.
It struck Valerie suddenly, not just pride, but something older. That her daughter had found someone who didn’t flinch when the past rose to the surface. Who held it with her instead of trying to solve it.
She squeezed Judy’s hand once. Then bent down and pressed a slow kiss against her hairline. “Let’s leave the fire to them for now.”
Judy didn’t speak, but nodded. Her gaze lingered a moment longer on the pair across the flames before she stood, slow and quiet.
As Valerie rose beside her, she turned back once more.
“We’ll be in the tent,” she said softly, not announcing just offering the words like a hand left open. “Take whatever time you need.”
Sera didn’t answer, but her eyes lifted from the fire, green catching just enough of the light to shimmer. She gave the smallest nod just enough to say she’d heard.
Then she leaned in again, forehead brushing against Sandra’s shoulder. Her grip didn’t loosen.
The canvas flap rustled behind Valerie and Judy as they slipped inside, quiet and unobtrusive. Nothing closed. Just a door left ajar between night and love.
Outside, the fire kept breathing.
Sera stayed exactly where she was held and still holding on. Not ready to sleep, or ready to let go.
The fire didn’t flicker for them; it pulsed, a low breath cradled in the curve of the rocks. Its glow traced the outer edges of Sera’s cheek, warmed the line of Sandra’s jaw, kissed the spaces between their shoulders where no light had touched before. But neither of them moved to speak.
Sandra’s thumb shifted slightly against Sera’s knuckles, a motion so small it could’ve been lost in the drift of ash. But Sera felt it. She always did. Her fingers curled tighter, not afraid, not asking, just here.
The flap of the tent behind them fell back into stillness. No one else stirred.
Sera exhaled slowly. Her breath caught once, just barely, before it made it out.
“I didn’t want them to go in yet,” she whispered.
Sandra didn’t answer right away. Her gaze stayed on the fire, on the way it mirrored their quiet. Then she turned her head, gently resting her temple against Sera’s.
“They’re not gone,” she murmured. “Just giving us the space we needed.”
Sera’s throat tightened, but she nodded. Her hair brushed against Sandra’s collarbone, loose from where the wind had tugged at it earlier, strands still smelling faintly of salt and smoke. “I just… I didn’t expect it to hit like that.”
Sandra pulled her a little closer. Her hand moved from Sera’s to the curve of her back, grounding, steady. “Me neither.”
The waves below broke in a slow rhythm, like the coastline itself was listening.
Sera tilted her face slightly, eyes catching the shimmer of firelight on Sandra’s skin. “I used to think I had to protect you from remembering that night.”
“I know,” Sandra said softly. “But you didn’t.”
Sera gave a breath of laughter, but it wasn’t sharp. Just tired, and real. “I was thirteen. I thought I had to be invincible.”
Sandra lifted her hand gently kissing her knuckles. “You were scared.”
Sera nodded, her voice even quieter now. “I still am sometimes.”
Sandra brushed her fingers lightly over Sera’s side. “I know.”
They didn’t say but it’s okay. They didn’t need to. It was written in the space between them, in the way Sera finally leaned her full weight against Sandra and closed her eyes. Not to sleep. Just to rest.
The fire cracked once, soft and low. The stars above stayed fixed, no longer like memories but like anchors, tiny, glowing proof that some things don’t fall just because they’ve been through darkness.
Sandra looked up toward them, her lips brushing against Sera’s temple without thinking.
“I’ve got you now,” she whispered.
Sera’s hand found hers again.
“I know,” she said. “You always did.”
They stayed like that, arms wrapped gently around each other, not rushing the quiet. Letting it settle into their bones.
Nothing after that. Just the sound of the ocean brushing against the cliffs. The fire gave off that low, worn warmth. The air curled through Sera’s hair, lifting it just enough to cool the skin near her neck.
She leaned in fully, this time letting her body fold into Sandra’s. Not seeking sleep. Just the kind of stillness you can only find when you’re not alone.
Then, softly, like it had always been playing beneath the night, the portable radio stirred.
A flicker of static. Then a chord warped slightly from distance but still unmistakable.
The voice rasped through next, rough and weathered, but not hollow. It didn’t command attention. It invited it.
“We lost everything… we had to pay the price…”
Johnny’s voice didn’t crash in. It wandered. Mellow. A memory made of sound.
"I saw in your eyes what I was looking for..."
Sera’s breath caught.
Sandra didn’t move, but her fingers gripped gently. “You hear it too?”
Sera nodded. “Yeah. That’s the one.”
“Same as the canyon,” Sandra said. “Right before I found the wall.”
They didn’t look at each other right away. Just listened. The campfire behind them, the song curling softly between dunes, tents, and memory.
“You think he’s still with us?” Sera asked.
Sandra’s voice was quiet, but sure. “Always.”
The chorus rose, rough-edged and beautiful. It didn’t need to be perfect. Neither did they.
The flames snapped once, sending a shimmer of orange light across Sera’s face. She didn’t look away from Sandra. Her shoulders didn’t hold that tension anymore. The edge of the fire flickered along the sleeves of her shirt, the same way it had flickered once across the broken stone of a Raffen hideout. Yet now here there was peace.
“I never said I was sorry,” Sera murmured. “For being scared.”
Sandra’s thumb shifted slightly against Sera’s knuckles, a motion so small it could’ve been lost in the drift of ash. “You never had to.”
Sera felt it as her fingers curled tighter around Sandra’s hand, not afraid, just feeling the warmth of her wife.
The radio carried Johnny’s voice through the dark, not with bitterness or finality, but with the strange, unshakable tenderness that had come to define his last act. A man who’d lived loud and reckless, now offering something softer. Not penance, or performance. Only love.
Sandra closed her eyes. “I think he’d be proud of you.”
Sera didn’t answer with words. She leaned over, pressed her lips into Sandra’s cheek, then let her stay there wrapped up, safe, present.
The chorus echoed softer now, like a promise too old for time to break:
“Never fade away…”
Even though no one said it out loud, they all felt the same thing at once that wherever Johnny Silverhand was now, he hadn’t left.
Sera’s voice came barely above the hush of the fire. “You always did keep me breathing.”
Sandra’s fingers curled once more around hers. “And I always will.”
The music faded, slow but not sad. Just carried. Like it knew it had landed somewhere it was meant to be.
A reminder that even legends could love quietly.
Sera exhaled, slow and deep after the sound of “Never Fade Away” filled the space where her fear used to be.
She wasn’t holding a knife anymore. She was hearing the heartbeat of her wife, and the warmth of her breath as she leaned her head against Sandra's chest wrapping her arms around her waist. Sera’s eyes fluttered close like a breath she was finally able to breathe.
Valerie, and Judy sat quietly, eyes peeking through the flap. Judy reached up, and rubbed Valerie’s shoulder. “They are okay, Val.”
Valerie turned to face Judy with a soft smile. She grabbed Judy's hand as they laid back down onto the sleeping bag. Their eyes locked no more words between them. Just warmth, memory, and the quiet understanding that real love never fades away.
The world was pale blue and still when Valerie blinked her eyes open.
The morning light slipped through the small seams of the tent flap, catching faint on the mesh panels above them, soft and dappled like it had tiptoed in not to wake them too fast. A gull called far off down the bluff, low and echoing, and somewhere behind it came the hush-hush rhythm of the waves, steady as ever.
Judy was still tucked into her side, breathing even and quiet. Her arm was curled across Valerie’s stomach, fingers loosely hooked against the hem of her tank. She hadn’t moved much during the night. Just found her place and stayed there.
Valerie didn’t move at first either. Her hand drifted slowly along Judy’s back, palm tracing lazy circles just under the edge of her shirt, until her thumb brushed a patch of warm skin near the curve of her ribs. The fabric was soft from sleep, a little bunched, smelling like salt and firewood and the faintest note of sunscreen.
Judy stirred a second later just a quiet shift, then a soft exhale against Valerie’s collarbone.
“Mornin guapa,” she murmured, voice still gravel-wrapped with sleep.
Valerie kissed her temple without speaking yet. She let the moment breathe first, the way the rest of the world seemed to be doing.
Outside, the fire had gone to ash. Only the faintest threads of smoke curled from the pit now, white and slow like it didn’t want to leave just yet. The breeze moved through the grass above the bluff in gentle runs, lifting the edge of their tent flap just enough to let a sliver of sun spill across the floor.
“Smells like the tide's high,” Valerie finally said, voice low and warm.
Judy hummed. “Means we slept in.”
Valerie glanced toward the zippered flap, but made no move to get up. Her hand found Judy’s and laced their fingers gently together. “They’re probably still out cold,” she said. “After last night.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She tilted her head, resting her cheek more fully against Valerie’s shoulder. “They needed it,” she said. “All of us did.”
Valerie nodded. Her eyes drifted feeling Judy's breath against her skin. She ran her foot across Judy's toes that always felt cold in the morning despite the warmth shared between them.
“Are you hungry?” Valerie asked eventually.
Judy gave the faintest grin. “Maybe. But not enough to move yet.”
“Mm,” Valerie agreed, her thumb brushing back along Judy’s fingers. “Then we won’t.”
The light grew slowly, soft gold pouring wider now across the inside of the tent. Outside, the camp stayed quiet. No footsteps, no chatter. Just gulls, the tide, the faint shift of wind in the poles.
Valerie closed her eyes again for a moment, her head leaning gently against Judy’s. “Think we’ll go back today?”
Judy shifted enough to press her lips against Valerie’s collarbone. “Let’s ask the girls when they wake up.”
Valerie smiled into her hair. “Fair enough.”
No rush, or demands. Just another morning with nowhere to be but here held close in the warmth of what they’d made together.
The fire was out, but the glow stayed anyway.
Valerie didn’t open her eyes yet. She didn’t need to. Judy’s weight across her felt familiar in that way nothing else ever quite managed. Not heavy just there. Like gravity knew where it belonged.
Her fingers slid slowly, rhythmically along Judy’s spine, following no pattern except comfort. She could feel the gentle rise and fall of her breathing, the way her ribs shifted under her palm. The scent of sunscreen and driftwood still clung to their clothes, sun-warmed and faint, threaded now with the softness of sleep.
Judy gave a small noise not quite a word, more like a hum half-trapped in her throat, and nuzzled closer. Her hair brushed across Valerie’s neck, and Valerie smiled, eyes still closed.
“You know,” Judy muttered, voice a little clearer this time, “if you keep touching me like that, we’re not getting up today.”
Valerie exhaled a laugh, low and full in her chest. “Is that a threat or a promise?”
“Might be both,” Judy murmured, her tone drifting somewhere between amused and content.
She shifted just enough to press her nose against the curve of Valerie’s jaw, breathing her in like the morning itself had started from here. The quiet settled again, not frozen, just languid. Somewhere beyond the canvas, the wind stirred the tent lines with soft groans, a bird called once overhead, then silence. The world beyond the bluff was out there, sure, but it wasn’t calling yet.
Valerie cracked one eye open, not to look outside, but to watch Judy. The light coming through the tent seams painted thin golden lines across her cheekbones, catching the edge of green in her hair. She looked peaceful in a way few things ever let her be. The way she only ever got when there was no one left to fight.
“Could stay like this,” Valerie murmured. “Not forever. Just… longer.”
Judy turned her head slightly, her eyes opening slowly. Still hazy with sleep, but clear enough to meet hers.
“That’s good,” she said. “Because I was going to suggest the same.”
Their fingers were still laced together, even if neither of them remembered the exact moment. Valerie brushed her thumb over Judy’s knuckles again, tracing the edge of her wedding band like it was a habit, or a prayer.
Outside, a gull cried once more, but even that felt distant. Time didn’t move wrong, it just moved slowly, like the day knew better than to intrude too soon.
Valerie shifted slightly, not to rise, but to tug the sleeping bag a little higher around Judy’s shoulders, then kissed the side of her forehead, right where the light fell warmest.
“I love you, Jude,” she said softly. “Even when you steal the covers.”
Judy grinned, eyes still half-lidded. “You say that like you don’t do the same.”
“Only when I’m cold,” Valerie replied.
“Which is always,” Judy said with a smirk.
Another soft laugh between them, quiet as breath.
The moment stretched again, not empty but filled with all the things they didn’t have to say. All the miles they’d survived. All the mornings they thought they’d never have. Here they were alive, warm, and tangled up in each other with nowhere else to be.
They didn’t move, and didn’t need to.
The tent still breathed around them, warm with their shared body heat, the outside breeze tugging lightly at the flap like it was politely asking permission to interrupt.
Valerie hadn’t moved much, her hand still curled around Judy’s, thumb brushing slow arcs across her knuckles. Judy had drifted again for a while, not fully asleep, just quiet. Now, her leg stretched slightly along Valerie’s, her toes brushing the edge of the sleeping bag where the morning sun had warmed the nylon.
“When we do decide to go back,” Valerie said, her voice lazy, like it had taken the full strength of sunrise just to find its rhythm, “first thing I want is a hot shower.”
Judy’s mouth curved where it rested against her shoulder. “As long as I’m invited to the first five minutes.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath, low and rough in her chest. “Might need help getting all the sand out of my hair. That’s a two-person job, minimum.”
Judy didn’t lift her head, just turned enough to kiss the hollow beneath Valerie’s jaw. “Pretty sure there’s a pine needle in my bra.”
Valerie tilted her chin slightly, eyes half-lidded. “Camp couture. All the rage this season.”
Judy laughed into her skin, one of those soft, real ones that didn’t try to be anything else. Her fingers drifted back toward Valerie’s waist, idly tracing the hem of her tank. “Think the girls are still out?”
“If they’re smart,” Valerie murmured. “That fire last night had everyone on their last breath.”
“Yeah,” Judy whispered. “But a good kind of tired.”
They lay like that for another stretch of sun and silence, the waves far below steady as breath, the faint flap of canvas giving rhythm to the quiet.
“Let’s not rush,” Valerie said.
Judy nodded against her shoulder. “Not even a little.”
The sunlight had crept a little higher, casting long golden shapes across the slanted roof of the tent, but neither of them made a move to get up. Valerie’s hand shifted slowly, fingertips sliding beneath the hem of Judy’s shirt like it had all the time in the world. The fabric warmed under her touch, soft from sleep and sun, and she moved gently, tracing slow circles along Judy’s waist before drifting higher around the band of her bra, fingers skimming the edge.
“There it is,” Valerie murmured, brow creasing in mock concentration. “The infamous pine needle.”
Judy huffed a sleepy laugh, lips brushing the underside of Valerie’s jaw. “That thing’s been stabbing me since midnight.”
With a victorious flick, Valerie extracted it and held it up between two fingers. “Nature’s revenge.”
She tossed it toward the flap, the little thing catching a beam of light before vanishing into the tent corner. Judy caught her by the jaw a moment later, fingers curled gently, and pulled her into a kiss.
It wasn’t hurried. It didn’t need to be.
Judy’s mouth was warm and easy against hers, still tasting faintly like morning breath and the ghost of those lemon-salt snacks they’d shared last night. Her thumb brushed Valerie’s freckled cheek like it was memorizing something that never changed.
Valerie melted into it without a word, one hand still resting under Judy’s shirt, the other coming up to press lightly to her ribs. When they finally broke the kiss, noses still brushing, Valerie’s grin curled slowly and satisfied.
“Better?” she asked, voice low.
Judy gave the smallest shrug, eyes dancing. “Could still be another in my sock.”
Valerie tilted her head, mock seriously. “Well. Guess we’ll have to do a full sweep.”
Judy’s smile turned sharp and sweet all at once. “Can’t leave the camp until you’re sure.”
Valerie’s laugh rumbled soft in her chest as she nudged her forehead against Judy’s. “Guess we’re stuck here a little longer then.”
“Tragic,” Judy whispered, before stealing one more kiss.
Valerie’s smirk tugged slow at the edge of her lips. “You know you’re not wearing socks.”
Judy’s laugh slipped out low, amused, her fingers still curled lightly along Valerie’s hip. “Guess that’s one less place to search.”
“Mm,” Valerie hummed, the sound warm against her skin. “Tragic loss for science.”
They didn’t rush. The air inside the tent was still sun-dappled and soft, edges of light sliding across crumpled fabric and the slope of their limbs. Valerie’s hand moved again, this time across the line of Judy’s ribs, following the lazy dip of her breathing. Her fingertips skimmed the hem of her shirt, then slipped under with slow intent.
Judy didn’t stop her. Just watched, dark brown eyes half-lidded and steady as her arms wrapped more fully around Valerie’s waist, helping her ease the fabric upward. The shirt bunched and lifted, and then it was gone cast off to the side with a careless toss that landed somewhere near their boots.
The breeze curled faintly through the mesh panel overhead, stirring the loose strands of their hair, carrying that blend of salt and sun and the faintest trace of woodsmoke. Judy’s hands roamed now, dragging the blanket down just enough to let her palm press against Valerie’s back, the pads of her fingers tracing down the familiar slope of freckled skin.
Valerie moved to meet her, guiding the moment like a favorite song, one they both knew by heart. Her own shirt followed, peeled off between kisses, each one slower than the last. They smiled against each other’s mouths, laughter still tucked in the edges of their breath.
Judy’s hand found the clasp at Valerie’s back, undoing it with practiced ease, then sliding her fingers lightly across the curve of her spine. Valerie exhaled into her neck, the sound more felt than heard, before her mouth found Judy’s shoulder, trailing along the skin that had warmed in the blanket’s heat. She kissed her there, soft and lingering.
“You’re not helping my motivation to ever get up,” Judy murmured, voice just above a whisper.
Valerie’s hand slipped lower, brushing lightly over her side. “Then let’s not.”
The rest of their clothes were eased away without fanfare fingers brushing over bare thighs, the press of legs sliding together under the blanket, the curve of hips shifting against familiar touch. There was no urgency to it.
Judy rolled slightly, her mouth finding Valerie’s again, the kiss deeper this time anchored, slow. Her palm cupped the side of her face, thumb grazing just below her eye. Valerie leaned into it with a quiet sound, letting the kiss carry her, her own hand drifting along Judy’s waist until it settled just above her hip.
They stayed like that touching, exploring, smiling against each other’s skin. Not chasing anything but the moment. Letting the light outside climb slowly while they remained tucked inside, wrapped in each other, the rest of the world was patient enough to wait.
The blanket slipped down just a little more as Judy shifted above her, the soft fabric pooling around their hips. Her hair brushed Valerie’s shoulder, wild and faintly tangled from sleep, catching bits of the morning light as it spilled in through the seam of the tent. It carried the same scent now as the rest of her sea air, salt, and the ghost of campfire smoke clinging to her skin.
Valerie’s fingers traced slow circles over the base of Judy’s spine, the touch light enough to raise a small shiver in its wake. She leaned up, not to break the moment but to deepen her lips brushing along the hollow of Judy’s throat before she murmured against her skin.
“You’re warm,” she said, barely louder than the sound of their breathing.
Judy laughed gently, low in her throat. “So are you.”
Valerie's hand found Judy’s cheek, guiding her into another kiss, this one softer, longer, lips pressed like a promise that didn’t need to be spoken out loud. Judy kissed back slow and sure, her palm splayed across Valerie’s ribs, fingertips memorizing the terrain like she didn’t want to forget anything.
Outside, the world remained still. The gulls had quieted, the tide slowed. Even the wind held its breath a little, as if the bluff itself knew not to intrude.
Valerie’s thigh slipped between Judy’s legs, the contact gentle, deliberate. Judy exhaled against her mouth, hips shifting just enough to find the rhythm of closeness. Just the way they always found each other here, steady, unshaken by anything except how much they still meant.
“You ever think,” Judy whispered, lips brushing Valerie’s jaw, “about how none of this should’ve happened?”
Valerie’s hand slid back up to her waist, holding her there. “Every day. And I still wouldn’t change a second of it.”
Judy kissed her again before resting her forehead against Valerie’s. Their legs tangled beneath the blanket, bare skin against bare skin, and for a moment, the only thing moving was the press of their bodies, the shared rhythm of hearts that had once nearly stopped and somehow kept beating louder together.
Just two women who had fought through hell, found each other again, and stayed.
Valerie closed her eyes, one hand cupping the side of Judy’s neck, thumb stroking along her jaw. “We don’t have to leave just yet.”
Judy smiled softly, her voice curling around the words like a sigh. “Good. Because I’m not done loving you like this.”
Valerie didn’t say anything back. She didn’t need to.
She just kissed her again, slow and full, as the sunlight stretched further across the tent floor, and the morning folded around them like it had waited just for this.
Judy’s hand slid back through Valerie’s red hair, slow and easy, her fingers catching on a tangle before gently smoothing it free. Their foreheads stayed pressed together, breaths mingling in the warm pocket of air between them. The tent, with its soft canvas hush and the scent of sun-warmed fabric, felt miles away from anything that wasn’t them.
Valerie’s palm found the curve of Judy’s hip again, her thumb brushing just beneath the line of skin she’d already memorized a thousand times. But this time wasn’t about memory. It was about the quiet thrill of the now no chaos, no deadlines, no one else waiting. Just them in the morning, wrapped up in each other like the world outside could wait a little longer.
Judy tilted her head slightly, her lips brushing Valerie’s cheek before tracing a path to her ear. “Still thinking about that hot shower?” she teased, her voice low and warm, soft as the sunlight edging across Valerie’s freckled shoulder.
Valerie chuckled under her breath, arms slipping tighter around her waist. “It might’ve dropped a spot on the list.”
Judy kissed the side of her neck. “Good.”
Outside, a gull gave a lazy cry, the sound distant and unhurried. The sea breeze passed through the mesh panels again, lifting the corner of the blanket just enough to cool their legs before falling still. Valerie shifted to tuck it back around them, her movements slow and half-lazy, like she was more sculpting the air than moving through it.
Her nose brushed Judy’s as they found each other again, no rush, just mouths sliding close, lips catching in another kiss that curled sweet and languid. There was no need to say anything. Not when every small touch said it all.
Judy traced one finger along the line of Valerie’s jaw, letting it settle beneath her chin before nudging her into another kiss deeper this time. Not urgent. Just a little more certain.
Valerie hummed softly against her mouth, then pulled back just enough to whisper, “We’re not getting out of this tent for a while, are we?”
Judy’s smile spread slowly and wickedly. “Not a chance.”
Their laughter mingled with the waves outside, soft and steady. The day hadn’t started yet, not really. But maybe it didn’t need to. Not when this was enough. Not when this was everything.
They kissed again, and let the morning wait.
Valerie shifted just enough to press a kiss over Judy’s sternum, then settled with her head tucked beneath her wife’s chin, one arm draped lazily across her waist. The warmth between them wasn’t just heat from their bodies, it was the kind that seeped deep, the kind that filled in old aches and softened everything it touched. Outside, the gulls had quieted, their cries replaced by the steady hush of the tide pulling rhythmically at the shore.
Judy’s fingers idly traced along Valerie’s back, following the curve of her spine in slow, unhurried lines. Her other hand rested against Valerie’s hip, thumb moving in absent little circles against bare skin. Neither of them spoke for a while. There wasn’t anything to say. Not when every heartbeat already said it.
The tent shifted slightly in the breeze. The fabric rustled in soft, lazy waves, like it too was wrapped in the same kind of warmth. Valerie exhaled, her breath brushing against Judy’s collarbone, lips curled in a half-sleepy, half-satisfied smile. She gave a small murmur of contentment but didn’t move.
Judy let her hand drift upward, weaving through Valerie’s tousled hair, fingertips catching briefly on the strands before smoothing them down again. She rested her cheek against the crown of her head, breathing her in sun, salt, and a trace of the fire they’d all shared the night before.
For a long moment, the world outside didn’t matter. It was just the two of them, curled together in the slow melt of morning, surrounded by the smell of old canvas and the faint trace of ash in the air.
Then, from just beyond the tent, the soft crunch of footsteps against sand. A quiet zipper tugged open. Low voices Sera’s laughter first, light and familiar, followed by Sandra’s more muted reply. The girls had woken up.
Judy’s fingers paused briefly in Valerie’s hair. “Guess we better get dressed,” she said softly, pressing a kiss to Valerie’s temple. “Check on the girls.”
Valerie groaned, not with protest, just that kind of reluctant smile that came when peace had to give way to motion. “Can’t we pretend we didn’t hear them for five more minutes?”
Judy chuckled. “Might be hard when Sera finds a stick and starts tapping Morse code against the tent flap.”
Valerie grinned, eyes still closed, but already shifting to sit up. “She’s done it before.”
“Mm-hmm,” Judy said, slipping her hand one last time through Valerie’s hair before reaching for her tank top nearby. “And she’ll do it again.”
Outside, the day was stretching its arms, soft light, a clear breeze, and the sound of family settling into the morning. Inside, two women moved slowly, wrapping back into clothes and the rhythm of another shared day. The warmth lingered. So did the kisses pressed in quiet. So did the knowing that nothing, not even the morning could take away what they held between them.
Valerie reached for her tank top, shaking out a wrinkle before tugging it over her head with a little sigh. Judy was already halfway dressed, still barefoot, running a hand through her sleep-mussed hair like it might do something to settle it. It didn’t. The pink and green strands just shifted slightly and caught a shaft of morning light through the open flap.
“Your hair’s levitating again,” Valerie said as she pulled her shorts into place.
Judy smirked. “Blame the static. Or the sex. Either way, you’re welcome.”
Valerie reached to give her a playful smack on the hip before ducking out of the tent, barefoot for now, her boots still resting near the cooler. The sand was cooler than she expected from the morning dew, but soft.
The bluff felt different today. Not empty, not over. Just… quieter. Like the stories had made their imprint and now the land was letting them rest. The embers in the firepit were still faintly warm, curling the air above them in slow ripples. Someone had set the kettle on the stove to heat, and the smell of water just starting to boil hung soft in the salt-thick air.
Sera and Sandra were by the edge of the bluff, near the driftwood poles where the view spilled wide across the horizon. Sera was crouched low, drawing something in the sand with a stick of lazy arcs that looked like stars. Sandra stood behind her, arms crossed but relaxed, her gaze out toward the sea. The wind tugged lightly at their shirts, lifting a strand of Sandra’s hair into the sunlight before it drifted back down.
Judy came up behind Valerie, her arm slipping around her waist. “Looks like we weren’t the only ones who didn’t sleep too deep.”
Valerie leaned into her, letting her head rest briefly against Judy’s. “They’re doing alright,” she said, voice low. “Better than alright.”
They stood like that for a minute or two. No one rushed them. Sera glanced back once, saw them, then gave a lazy two-fingered wave before returning to her drawing. Sandra didn’t move, but the curve of her mouth tilted upward just slightly like she’d felt it too. The safety in the quiet.
The portable radio sat near the base of the driftwood bench. A new track hummed faint and warm through the speakers, some dusty acoustic tune with too much vinyl crackle to be modern. The kind of sound that wrapped itself around the morning instead of cutting through it.
Valerie’s fingers brushed over the top of Judy’s hand where it rested at her waist. “Still thinkin’ about that hot shower?”
Judy snorted softly. “Only if you’re promising to get the sand out of my hair.”
“I’ll get every piece,” Valerie whispered, and kissed her jaw before tugging her gently toward the others. “C’mon. Let’s see what today wants from us.”
The bluff didn’t ask anything yet. Just watched, just breathed, just held them all a little longer in the warmth of another morning earned.
Sera looked up as they crossed toward the firepit, brushing sand from her palms. Her tank top was slightly askew, red hair still tousled from sleep, but her eyes were clear now rested in a way they hadn’t been in days. She stood slowly, her hand brushing Sandra’s as she rose.
“Morning Mama,” she called, voice still husky from the ocean air and maybe the night before.
“Morning mi cielo,” Judy answered, her fingers laced in Valerie’s as they came to a slow stop near the kettle.
Sandra gave a small nod, warm and steady. “The water's almost ready.”
Valerie let go of Judy’s hand and crouched down by the fire, shifting a small charred log just enough to draw a little more heat toward the base of the kettle. “Might actually make tea that doesn’t taste like smoke this time.”
Sera laughed softly. “No promises.”
Judy knelt beside Valerie, tucking her legs beneath her and reaching for the mugs they’d left stacked near the edge of the pit. The ceramic was cool with dew. Her thumb traced the rim of one absently.
Behind them, the tents swayed lightly in the wind. Seagulls cried overhead, not in a rush, just looping the thermals off the bluff. The scent of firewood had faded into something cleaner sun-dried fabric, warm salt, and faint citrus from the sunscreen still clinging to their skin.
Sandra sat first, motioning for Sera to join her. They settled cross-legged on the old blanket that still held the imprint of last night’s stories, shoulders brushing naturally.
Judy passed Valerie a mug. Their fingers met briefly again, and Judy held the touch just a moment longer than necessary.
Sera took her mug with a small smile, steam curling up to catch the light in slow spirals. “You think the weather’ll hold another day?”
Valerie stretched her legs out in front of her, bare toes brushing a little line in the sand. “Feels like it. Wind’s low. No storm rollin’ in.”
Judy leaned back on her hands, face tilted toward the morning sun. “We don’t have to decide yet. Let it come to us.”
The portable radio crackled again as if on cue, and another song faded into being. Something older, gentle guitar, easy rhythm, the kind of track that sounded like it was recorded on a back porch with the ocean somewhere close.
No one spoke for a while. They just sipped their drinks, toes brushing sand, shoulders touching, the fire dying down slowly and content.
Valerie nudged Judy’s leg with hers. “Are you still hungry?”
Judy tilted her head, smiling without opening her eyes. “Maybe.”
Sera grinned. “I vote for more trail mix. I think there’s still a bag hidden in the emergency snack box.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow. “That box is sacred.”
Sera smirked. “Sacred doesn’t mean off-limits. Just means we share it with reverence.”
Valerie laughed and looked around the little circle of the sun-warmed family. “Alright. Sacred snacks it is.”
For a moment, it felt like the world had remembered how to be gentle.
Valerie leaned back on her hands, the warm sand shifting just beneath her palms as she stretched her legs a little farther toward the fire pit. The last curls of steam drifted from her mug, caught briefly in the breeze before disappearing into the air above the bluff. Her gaze swept over the camp, the tents still loose with sleep, the surf murmuring below, the sun edging higher in the sky like it had nothing better to do than watch them linger.
She looked toward Sera and Sandra, then to Judy, who was still leaning beside her, elbow brushing her arm.
“I was thinkin’,” she said, voice low and easy, “we don’t pack up just yet.”
Judy glanced over, a smile already playing on her lips. “Oh?”
“Spend the day here,” Valerie said. “One more sunrise, one more sundown. Then we head back this evening.”
Sera let out a soft exhale, the kind that almost sounded like a thank you. “I’m good with that.”
Sandra didn’t speak, but the way she leaned into Sera’s side said enough.
Judy tapped her mug lightly against Valerie’s. “Guess that means I don’t have to put my boots back on until sunset.”
Valerie smirked. “I knew that’d sweeten the deal.”
Around them, the camp breathed like it was listening, no rush, no pressure, just the weight of another quiet day waiting to unfold. The tide was already pulling back slightly, revealing more of the rocks below, the sea grass curling over in little bows like it was waking up too.
Sera leaned back on her elbows, her red hair catching the light in soft waves as she looked toward the water. “Think I’ll nap on the beach later.”
Sandra’s voice came low beside her. “Only if I get to nap with you.”
“You say that like it wasn’t already the plan,” Sera replied, fingers brushing Sandra’s knee.
Valerie smiled again, her shoulders relaxing just a little deeper into the warmth of the morning. “Let’s not waste it then. One last day to breathe before the world tries to start spinning again.”
Judy leaned her head against Valerie’s shoulder, the weight of her gentle and grounding. “We’ve got time.”
For once, there was no need to chase it.
The morning had that soft weight to it thick with sun and salt, but not heavy. Just enough to feel real against the skin. The kind of morning that didn’t ask for plans, just patience. Let the tide pull where it would, let the wind braid its way through loose hair and half-zipped tents.
Valerie tilted her head, feeling the way Judy’s leaned into hers like they’d both done this a hundred times before. They had, but each one felt like the first that mattered. The kind that made her slow down without even trying.
The fire pit had gone cold, just a ring of ash and half-burnt driftwood now, but it didn’t matter. No one reached for more fuel. The warmth was in the company, not the flames.
Sera and Sandra had moved to the edge of the bluff, barefoot in the sand. Sera crouched to poke at something in the dunes, probably a shell or a bit of sea glass, knowing her. Sandra stood nearby, arms folded loosely, watching like she always did. Quiet but dialed in, like the world whispered just loud enough for her to hear it all.
Judy’s fingers moved idly across Valerie’s knee, tracing the seam of her pants like she was just checking the thread still held. She glanced toward the bluff and murmured, “You think they’re really sleeping better?”
Valerie followed her gaze before answering. “Yeah. Not just last night. I think they’re finally breathing right again.”
Judy nodded, eyes narrowing slightly against the light. “Took long enough.”
“They fought for it,” Valerie said. “Didn’t run. Didn’t cave. Just… made it through.”
That brought a hint of a smile to Judy’s lips, the kind that pulled slowly and didn’t need to show teeth. “Sounds familiar.”
Valerie let out a quiet breath, her smirk easy and content. “Guess it runs in the family.”
A gull cut across the sky, crying once, then twice, before banking back toward the sea. Its shadow moved over the sand like a slow ripple. Behind them, the surf rolled in and out, a rhythm they didn’t need to match but felt all the same.
Judy tilted her head again, her tone shifting with a spark of mischief. “We still have that chocolate left, don’t we?”
Valerie’s brow lifted with mock suspicion. “The bar you ‘accidentally’ hid under your pillow?”
“Strategic placement,” Judy replied, feigning innocence.
Valerie arched an eyebrow, teasing warmth in her voice as she glanced sideways. “So… are you planning to eat it now, or just keep guarding it like treasure?”
Judy leaned in, letting her smile brush the curve of Valerie’s jaw. “Not yet. But I like knowing it’s there.”
A low laugh hummed from Valerie, warm and familiar.
Neither of them moved right away. They didn’t have to.
The sun crept higher, a little braver now, and the air took on that golden edge that promised the rest of the day would be soft, slow, and just theirs. Just another few hours tucked between waves and sky, with the people they’d bled and lived for.
Valerie reached down, laced her fingers with Judy’s again, and gave them a gentle squeeze. “One more day,” she said quietly, the words settling in the space between them like a decision already made.
Judy squeezed back, her smile resting easy. “One more perfect day.”
The breeze had settled into something easy again, low and cool off the water, brushing the edges of the blankets where they’d left them half-folded near the fire ring. The morning sun spilled slowly across the sand now, the kind of gold that didn’t ask for attention but just lingered. Sera and Sandra had wandered back toward the tents to clean up dishes and pack a few things, but the air still felt like it belonged to them. Like the day hadn’t decided to move yet.
Valerie shifted her weight just enough to bump her shoulder against Judy’s. Her fingers brushed along the edge of Judy’s hand where it rested over her thigh, tracing one slow circle before threading gently through.
Judy looked up at her, brow lifting in that quiet, waiting way she always had when she already knew something was coming.
Valerie smiled, soft at first, then deeper as she turned slightly to face her. “You wanna walk the beach one more time before we head back?”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She just let her gaze drift out toward the surf, the rise and fall of it like a rhythm they’d been carrying since they got here. Then she nodded once, eyes still on the water. “Yeah,” she said, low and sure. “I’d love that, mi amor.”
Valerie gave her hand a squeeze, then stood, brushing a bit of sand from her calves. The breeze caught the hem of her tank top, lifting it slightly before it settled again. She offered her hand, and pulled Judy up with one easy tug.
The breeze blew her hair as brushed away the red strands against her face. She reached down, slid her sandals on, then picked up Judy’s pair and held them out.
Judy looked at them, then at the slope down to the beach. “Nah,” she said with a smirk, curling her toes into the sand. “Feels better this way.”
Valerie arched a brow, amused. “Suit yourself. But I’m not carrying you back if the gravel bites.”
Judy bumped her shoulder lightly as they started walking. “You’d carry me.”
Valerie smirked as the breeze caught her hair, tossing it lightly across her freckled cheek. “If you start pretending it’s romantic just to get out of walking,” she said, bumping her hip against Judy’s, “I might have to kiss you.”
Judy laughed, the sound low and warm. “You would do it anyway,” she said, squeezing Valerie’s hand again as they kept walking.
Their laughter drifted with them down the slope, soft and easy, the kind that stuck to the air like morning light. Sand gave way underfoot, cool and smooth near the tide line, the surf lapping in steady breath around their ankles as they reached the shore.
The tide rolled in slowly and shallow around their feet, lacing foamy ribbons over wet sand before pulling back like a breath drawn too deep to hold. Valerie let her hand drift from Judy’s just long enough to slide her fingers along the surface of the water, cool and sharp against the heat rising off the day.
The horizon stretched wide and forgiving. No towers, no walls. Just light and water and sky.
Judy’s steps stayed close, always just beside her, their shadows long now behind them, their footprints washed clean moments after being made. The way it always was with the ocean here, then gone, but never forgotten.
Valerie looked over, her eyes catching on the pink and green threads of Judy’s hair where the sun had kissed them gold at the edges. Her freckles stood out a little more in the morning light, her tank top clinging just slightly from the last mist of surf, her bare legs glinting faint with salt.
She reached out, curling her fingers back through Judy’s without a word.
Judy looked up at her then, that soft, amused spark in her eyes. “You’re quiet.”
Valerie shrugged one shoulder, the breeze catching her hair again. “Not much left to say. I just want to feel it while it lasts.”
Judy gave a slow nod. “Yeah,” she murmured. “Me too.”
They kept walking, the water skimming higher as they reached the curve of the bluff. Driftwood bones scattered near the dune grasses, weathered and pale, like relics left behind by the tide itself. Valerie paused for a second, nudging a smooth white piece with her toe.
“This one’s shaped like a fox,” she said softly, tilting her head. “Jessica would say it’s a sign.”
Judy chuckled, eyes tracing the shape. “Only if there’s a wolf next to it.”
Valerie smirked. “Bet it’s buried just beneath the sand.”
The wind shifted, brushing against their shoulders with a cooler touch now, but it didn’t drive them back. Judy stepped a little closer, her arm brushing against Valerie’s as she leaned into her side.
They stood like that for a moment, just watching the waves.
“Think we’ll ever come back here again?” Judy asked.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She let her gaze trace the arc of the water as it folded over itself again and again. “Yeah,” she said finally. “But maybe not like this. This was once-in-a-lifetime kind of perfect.”
Judy hummed. “Good thing we don’t believe in just one lifetime.”
Valerie turned to her, smiling now. “Nope. We make our own.”
Their fingers laced again. The seafoam kissed their ankles one more time before falling away.
They began walking back, footprints side by side, until the camp started to come into view again. The shape of the tents, the quiet remnants of breakfast cleanup, the faint rise of voices Sera and Sandra, somewhere up the ridge, probably arguing about whose turn it was to pack the blankets.
Valerie glanced over her shoulder one last time, watching the surf smooth over their trail.
Then she looked ahead, toward the people waiting for them.
“C’mon, babe,” she said, nudging Judy’s hip. “Let’s go home slowly.”
Judy nodded, still smiling. “I already am.”
The path back curved gently through the dunes, half-faded footprints guiding them where memory already knew the way. The sand was warmer now, dried by sun and time, sticking lightly to their ankles where the last wash of seawater hadn’t caught.
Valerie kept Judy’s hand in hers, thumb brushing slowly along the side. Neither spoke. They didn’t need to. The silence between them was the kind that settled, not with weight, but with comfort like the last notes of a song still echoing through your ribs long after it’s gone quiet.
Up ahead, the edge of the tents peeked into view again, fabric catching the breeze, stakes sunk a little deeper after a night of ocean wind. The blankets had been draped over a driftwood line to dry, a few plates now stacked neatly beside the water bucket. Someone had cleaned. Not all the way just enough to say they weren’t leaving yet.
Valerie spotted Sandra first, crouched near the edge of the slope, rolling up the corner of a sleeping mat with slow, practiced movements. Her brown hair was loose today, strands falling around her cheek where the breeze hadn’t let her pin them back. She looked over just once as they approached, eyes meeting Valerie’s with that calm, unreadable glance she always carried, and then softened slightly when Judy raised a hand in greeting.
Sera’s voice drifted in a moment later from behind the tent, something about a missing sock and a wager Judy would’ve definitely called in on if she’d heard the full bet. Then her head popped into view, red hair wind-tangled, a smudge of something dark across her knee, grinning like she’d found treasure at the bottom of the supplies bag.
She saw them and lit up like always. “Told you they’d sneak off,” she called over her shoulder.
Sandra didn’t answer, but her smile gave her away.
Judy nudged Valerie lightly with her elbow. “Wanna tell her we were scouting for fox bones?”
Valerie smirked, brushing a bit of salt-crusted hair from her temple. “Better if we keep it a mystery.”
As they stepped fully back into camp, the shift was subtle. Not a full return, but just rejoining. A re-threading of four people moving at the same pace again.
The firepit was clean but not cold, a few ember trails still tucked low in the ash. One of the camp chairs had been turned slightly to face the sea, and the radio was still on soft now, some acoustic cover of a pre-collapse track no one really remembered the name of. Just chords and memory woven together like a breeze through grass.
Sera tossed them each a wrapped granola bar without warning. “Figured you’d come back hungry.”
Valerie caught hers without looking. “You pack those, or did they just appear?”
“I’m magic,” Sera said, and sat down next to Sandra with a huff that kicked up a puff of dust. “Also, I made a deal with the last packet of trail mix.”
Judy leaned into Valerie as they settled on the folded blanket again, her voice low and playful. “How long do you think we’ve got before they realize they forgot to unroll the tarp?”
Valerie kissed her cheek. “Let’s give it another five minutes.”
The breeze shifted again. Slow and salt-touched. The kind of wind that knew they weren’t quite ready to say goodbye.
Valerie tore the wrapper open with her teeth, crinkling it halfway down and raising a brow at Judy like she’d just unearthed the most luxurious breakfast known to mankind.
Judy arched an eyebrow right back, stretching her legs in front of her and leaning into Valerie’s side. “What gourmet delicacy do we have this morning, chef?”
Valerie held the bar up like a prize. “One very exclusive, slightly melted trail mix granola bar. Notes of peanut, oat, and desperation.”
Judy laughed, reaching over and taking a theatrical bite right from her hand. “Mm. Vintage.”
Valerie grinned, turning the bar slightly and offering another bite, smaller this time. Judy took it with a satisfied hum, lips brushing Valerie’s fingers on the way out. “You’re just trying to get me to do all the chewing.”
“I’m saving your energy,” Valerie said, nipping off a corner for herself. “So you can use it for packing.”
Judy squinted at her, playful suspicion in her eyes. “I knew there was an angle.”
Valerie handed her the rest of the bar, brushing crumbs off her palm before leaning in to press a kiss against her cheek. “You got me. I suppose we should help them pack.”
Judy sighed dramatically, tilting her head back toward Sera and Sandra. “They seem like they’ve got it handled.”
Across the way, Sera dropped a pillow mid-fold and promptly kicked it into the tent with the toe of her boot. Sandra didn’t flinch, just adjusted the roll of the tarp with one hand while holding the other up to catch whatever sleeping bag Sera launched next.
“Totally under control,” Judy murmured.
Valerie stood, stretching her arms overhead with a mock groan. “Guess that means we better swoop in before one of them tries to wrestle the cooler solo.”
Judy stood too, brushing sand from the back of her shorts. “I’ll clean up the dishes.”
Valerie slung an arm around her shoulders as they made their way over. “That’s not a real claim unless you bring the soap.”
“I bring the charm,” Judy said. “We forgot to bring the soap.”
Sera looked up as they approached, tossing a towel into the bin. “You two done slacking off?”
Valerie winked. “I just got lost in your Mama’s eyes.”
Sandra’s glance lingered for a second on Judy’s smile, then shifted to Valerie. “Find what you were looking for?”
Judy bumped Valerie’s hip gently. “Pretty sure we never lost it.”
The air held a little lighter now. The kind of ease that only comes after everything’s been said, everything’s been felt, and what’s left is just the motion of being together.
Valerie crouched beside the cooler. “Alright. Let’s get this camp packed up before Starshine starts bartering socks for marshmallows again.”
“Hey,” Sera called, “that was a fair trade.”
Sandra just shook her head, lips curving.
With that, the slow and playful ritual of breaking camp began, laughter folding into sunlight, hands moving with the rhythm of people who’d done this before, not just the packing, but the part where the story never really ends. It just shifts into what comes next.
The truck was packed. Every blanket folded, every cooler latched, every sleeping bag rolled tighter than it had been the whole trip. The hard part was done, not that it was ever really hard with all four of them, but it was still work. Now the tailgate sat open, camp stripped down to its bones, and the only thing left was time. A few more hours of stillness before the return to roads and plans and whatever waited beyond the bluff.
The breeze had picked up slightly, not enough to chill, just enough to move things. Hair, fabric, loose threads of conversation. Somewhere inland, gulls called again, sounding farther away now like even they knew this part of the world was winding down for the day.
Valerie leaned back against the side of the truck bed, her arms folded loosely as she watched the tide roll slow and steady. The sun wasn’t high anymore, but it wasn’t falling yet either. Just hanging lazy, golden. The sky that gentle, endless blue only the coast seemed to pull off without trying.
Judy sat cross-legged beside her on the tailgate, sipping from the last shared bottle of flat soda they'd found in the cooler. It tasted like warm sugar and memory. Her arm brushed Valerie’s knee every now and then, deliberate and not, like her body refused to forget they were here, together, with nothing else to chase.
Sera and Sandra were down by the water again. Not too far, just at the edge where waves lapped in quiet rhythm against their boots. Sera was drawing circles in the wet sand with a stick, and Sandra stood beside her, hands tucked into the pockets of her shorts, watching without comment, the way she always did when she knew something was helping Sera think.
“Feels weird,” Valerie murmured.
Judy tilted her head. “What does?”
“This part. The after.” She nodded slightly toward the ocean. “We did the heavy lifting. We had the talks, the tears, the fire. It all cracked open just enough to let the light in. Now it’s like the day doesn’t know what to do with us.”
Judy’s gaze followed hers. “Maybe it’s not supposed to.”
Valerie looked over, one freckled brow raised.
Judy smiled around the lip of the bottle. “Maybe the point is we just… be.”
Valerie let the words hang for a second. Then she stepped forward, nudged Judy’s shin lightly with her sandal. “Then c’mon, babe. Let’s go be with them.”
They walked toward the water, sand sticking slightly to their heels. The warmth underfoot hadn’t left, just softened. The kind of heat that hummed instead of blazed.
Sera looked up when they neared, her stick pausing mid-spiral. “Don’t tell me we’re leaving already.”
Valerie shook her head. “Still got time.”
Sandra’s eyes tracked the horizon, then flicked toward Sera, whose face had shifted soft, open. She hadn’t said it outright, but none of them needed the words. The goodbye could wait a little longer.
“Then let’s not waste it,” Sera said, tossing the stick aside and turning to face them fully.
Judy smiled, reaching out to brush a grain of sand from Sandra’s elbow. “What do we want, then? Final beach tradition before we vanish back into real life?”
“Nap,” Sandra said immediately.
“Driftwood throne,” Sera countered, pointing at a pile nearby. “Or we could all just pile into the truck bed and tell lies until it’s time to go.”
Valerie slid her arm around Judy’s waist. “I vote for all of it.”
“Same,” Judy said, leaning into her side.
They didn’t pick one, and didn’t have to.
It started with Sera darting for the driftwood like a kid in a sandcastle contest, shouting “Queen of the Bluff!” as she scrambled over the splintered heap and declared herself sovereign of absolutely nothing. Sandra tried to argue something about coastal erosion and structural integrity but was cut off mid-sentence when Sera lobbed a palmful of sand at her bare legs and took off running.
Sandra gave it two seconds. Maybe three. Then she was chasing after her with a grin that didn’t bother hiding how happy she was to lose.
Valerie watched the whole thing unfold with a slow smirk pulling at the corner of her mouth. She felt Judy shift beside her just before it happened.
“Don’t you…”
Too late. Judy jumped on her back with practiced ease, arms wrapping around her shoulders, legs locking at the waist.
“Giddyup, Guapa!” she shouted, laughing against her ear.
Valerie staggered a step, caught her balance, then took off running toward the waterline, hollering something about lawsuits and broken hips that made absolutely no sense but had them both howling as Judy bounced behind her.
The wet sand didn’t slow them. If anything, it just made everything more ridiculous. Valerie skidded left, Judy nearly slid off, and Sera, seeing her chance, doubled back to intercept.
“I got her!” she called.
“You get me, you get your Mama too!” Valerie warned.
Sera didn’t hesitate. She launched herself at them both Judy yelping as she was tackled sideways into the surf, dragging Valerie with her. A splash, shouting, and sputtering laughter.
Sandra caught up a moment later, hands on her knees, trying to catch her breath. “You’re all children,” she said, panting.
“Accurate,” Judy coughed, lifting herself out of the shallows.
Sera sprawled across Valerie’s legs, grinning like she’d just conquered Night City.
Valerie sat up, hair soaked and plastered to her cheek, and gave her a look that didn’t quite manage to be stern. “You okay, Starshine?”
“Best day ever,” Sera said without hesitation.
Judy flopped backward beside her, flicking water toward Sandra with her fingers. “Come on, Moonlight. Don’t make me fight you too.”
Sandra sighed loudly, dramatically then dropped down beside them in the sand, leaning back on her palms.
The tide rolled in again, skimming just beneath their knees. No one moved to get up this time. They sat there, soaking wet, tangled in laughter and salt and sunlight. Sera leaning against Sandra’s side, Judy’s hand curled in Valerie’s.
For a long minute, the only sound was the waves and the quiet, occasional laughter as one of them caught sight of another and remembered how ridiculous they looked.
Then Valerie said, “Guess we’ll dry off before we leave.”
“Good plan,” Judy agreed.
No one moved, and no one asked for more. The ocean pulled back again, and the world stayed soft.
Valerie let the moment hang just a little longer. The sun was warm again now, drying streaks across her arms where droplets clung to fine red hairs, and the tide had retreated enough to leave behind a glinting sheen on the sand. She gave Judy’s hand a final squeeze before standing, brushing sand off her hip with the back of her wrist. Her tank clung to her ribs. She didn’t care.
“How about we dry off on the tailgate,” she said, voice still light with laughter, “and play two truths and a lie before we head out?”
Judy tilted her head, considering. “So, we’re ending the trip in psychological warfare. I like it.”
Sera perked up, lifting her head from Sandra’s shoulder. “Yes! I’m undefeated.”
Sandra gave a quiet snort. “Because you cheat.”
“I don’t cheat,” Sera said, already climbing to her feet, curls dripping sea water. “I just win creatively.”
“Creative like how you said you once dated a rockstar and technically meant me?” Sandra stood too, shaking water from her arm.
Sera grinned. “I stand by it.”
They made their way back across the sand in a lazy procession, feet dragging through the cooler patches where the surf had left its prints. The tailgate welcomed them back with the soft creak of hinges and a few drops of water flicked from their clothes. The sun did the rest, warming them without hurry.
Valerie grabbed a towel from the side rail and tossed it toward Sera, who caught it without looking and immediately wrapped it around Sandra’s shoulders first.
“Alright,” Judy said, settling on the edge of the truck bed with her feet dangling. “Who’s starting?”
Sera raised her hand dramatically. “Me. Obviously.”
Valerie laughed. “Of course. But you better make it good, Starshine.”
Sera squinted into the sun like she was reading a prophecy. “Okay. One. I’ve never lost a foot race. Two. I once mistook Vicky’s shampoo for motor oil. Three. I’ve been arrested.”
Sandra arched her brow. “Okay, hold on.”
Judy held up a hand. “You’ve definitely lost a foot race.”
“Excuse me,” Sera gasped. “Name one.”
“Valerie smoked you during the Relay of ‘86,” Judy said.
Sera blinked. “Okay, wow. First of all, how dare you remember that. Second of all, I tripped on a gopher hole.”
Sandra leaned against the wheel well, drying her brown hair with the towel. “The lie is the arrest.”
Sera grinned. “Wrong. It was the shampoo. Vicky caught me and gave me that look. You know the one. Thought I’d never live it down.”
Judy cracked up. “You’re unbelievable.”
“Thank you,” Sera said, already turning toward Valerie. “Your turn, Mom.”
Valerie smirked. She picked up the bottle of soda, tilted it, and found only one warm, flat sip left. “Fine,” she said, setting it down. “One. I once played guitar for Kinazaki’s cousin’s engagement party. Two. I’ve been proposed to four times. Three. I hate marshmallows.”
Sera narrowed her eyes. “You love marshmallows. You toast them till they’re practically goop.”
Judy’s smile widened. “I’m calling bullshit on Kinazaki’s cousin.”
Sandra tilted her head. “Nah. I believe that one.”
Valerie shrugged. “Sandra’s right. That cousin’s a fan, and really annoying. The lie was the four proposals.”
“Wait,” Sera blinked. “That’s the lie?”
Judy laughed, elbowing Valerie lightly. “She’s only been proposed to twice. And only accepted mine.”
“Still counts as undefeated,” Valerie said, nudging her knee against Judy’s. “Alright, Moonlight. You’re up.”
Sandra gave a sigh like she was too cool for it, but the smile was already forming. “Okay. I once broke my arm falling out of a tree. I’ve read every book in Jen’s archive. And I’ve seen Panam cry.”
The group went still for a moment.
Judy met her eyes gently. “It’s not the last one. I know that for sure.”
Sandra nodded once, quiet. “Yeah. That one’s true.”
Sera tilted her head. “You never broke your arm. You’re too careful.”
Sandra’s lips curved. “Correct. Hairline fracture, not a break.”
Judy grinned. “Smart wordplay. I approve.”
Valerie looked over at Sera. “Wanna go one more round?”
Sera leaned against Sandra, her head resting lightly on her shoulder. “Nah,” she said. “I think we already told the best truths.”
The breeze curled past them again, catching the edge of a towel and lifting Judy’s hair slightly off her shoulder. The truck creaked under their weight, familiar and grounding. Around them, the coast stayed steady. Waiting, but not rushing.
Valerie stretched her legs out, hand brushing Judy’s. “Yeah,” she said, low and warm. “Think you’re right.”
No one said anything after that for a while. They didn’t have to. They were already playing the best part, the one where nobody lies, and everything they need is already here.
Sera had curled back against Sandra, both of them half-draped in the sun-warmed towel like they weren’t in any hurry to move. Sandra’s fingers moved slowly through the damp strands of Sera’s hair, not fixing, not untangling, just tracing the shape of her. Like she wanted to remember how it felt before they had to get in the truck and face everything else waiting beyond the bluff.
Valerie leaned back on her palms, her spine arching slightly as she tilted her head toward the sun. The breeze had taken on that late-afternoon hush, less playful now, more thoughtful. It stirred the hem of her tank, lifting it just enough to cool the heat still lingering beneath it.
Judy shifted beside her, her bare legs brushing Valerie’s as she adjusted her weight, her head resting now against Valerie’s shoulder. One hand reached up, idly tracing the edge of the red braid tucked behind Valerie’s ear.
“You think the water’s gonna miss us?” Judy asked quietly, eyes half-lidded as she looked toward the tide.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She glanced down, watching the way Judy’s fingers moved, slow and warm. Then her eyes followed the surf, how it caught the light just right now, bright where it crested and then soft again where it fell.
“No,” she said finally. “But I think it’ll remember us.”
Judy’s lips curved. Not a full smile, just something gentle. “Are you getting poetic on me?”
Valerie bumped her hip lightly. “Don’t get used to it.”
They both looked toward the water, watching Sera sit up just enough to adjust the towel higher on Sandra’s shoulders before curling back into her side. Neither of them looked toward the road yet. Not even once.
The waves didn’t rush. They just kept coming, slow and even, washing over the same stretch of sand like they were trying to hold the moment in place.
Judy nudged Valerie’s knee with hers. “We’ll bring them back here someday,” she said.
Valerie nodded, her voice low. “Maybe with more than one sleeping bag next time.”
“Maybe,” Judy agreed. “Or maybe we keep doing it just like this. No plans. Not perfect. Just us.”
Valerie turned her head, brushed her lips along Judy’s temple. “Just us.”
The tailgate creaked again as Sera shifted upright. She didn’t speak, just looked back toward them with a quiet, easy expression. Sandra leaned up next, her hand still resting lightly along Sera’s hip. The air between them all held something steady now.
Judy glanced at Valerie, their fingers threading together again without needing to search.
“We should go soon,” Valerie murmured.
“Not yet,” Judy said.
Judy stretched her arms above her head, shoulder brushing Valerie’s. “Hey, mi Cielo think you still packed that Polaroid in the backseat?”
Sera, half-tucked beneath Sandra’s arm as they watched the tide, lifted her head. “Yeah, in the blue bag. Bottom strap.”
“Mind grabbing it?” Judy asked, not moving from Valerie’s side. “Kinda want a few ghosts before we head out.”
Sera smirked, already stepping toward the truck. “Only if I get to take the first one.”
“That’s the rule,” Judy said, her voice soft and amused.
Sandra watched her go, hands resting lightly in her back pockets. The sound of the zipper came faint from the cab, a bit of shuffling, then Sera reappeared with the familiar worn blue camera bag slung over one shoulder.
She pulled the Polaroid out with a practiced ease, checked the film, then turned on her heel and held it up. “Alright. Nobody blinks.”
Valerie leaned against the truck bed beside Judy, her hand sliding along her hip. The sunlight spilled behind them, catching gold against freckled skin and loose red hair.
Sera snapped the shot. The camera spit out the photo with a soft whir, and she held it between her fingers, waving it lightly.
“Still got it,” she said.
Judy raised a brow. “Let’s get one with all of us.”
Valerie glanced toward the dunes. “We still have time.”
Sandra held out her hand, and Sera passed her the camera wordlessly before jogging back over to join the others. The moment she reached them, she looped her arm behind Valerie’s waist. Judy shifted close, her pink and green hair falling gently against Sera’s shoulder.
Sandra took a few steps back, camera raised, letting the late sun wash everything in soft light. The tide rolled in behind them, not loud, just steady.
“Ready?” she called.
Valerie glanced down at Judy. “Smile like you mean it.”
Judy’s voice brushed against her cheek. “I always do when it's with you.”
Sera tilted her chin, leaning slightly toward Judy and Valerie both.
Sandra snapped the shot.
The photo came out warm and a little imperfect. Salt-flecked, sun-drenched, and exactly how it should be.
When she handed it back, Sera studied it for a moment before sliding it gently into the side pocket of her bag, careful with the edges, like she already knew that memory would matter more once the light was gone.
The fire ring was cold now, but the light hadn’t left them yet. That final stretch of afternoon, the kind that held everything golden just long enough to believe in forever, lit the edge of her cheek, her lashes.
Judy nudged her lightly again. “Hey, mi Cielo,” she said, voice soft but laced with that same teasing warmth she always used when she knew the answer and wanted to hear it anyway. “You want me to take some photos? You and your wife, before we lose the light?”
Sera blinked once, caught a little off guard not by the offer, but by the timing. Her gaze shifted over to Sandra, who was still squatting near the edge of the truck bed, checking that the cooler was locked down. The breeze had caught a loose strand of her hair, brushed it right across her cheek, and she hadn’t even noticed. She just looked calm. Like everything in her world was exactly where it belonged.
Sera looked back at Judy. “Yeah,” she said, quieter now. “Yeah, I’d really like that.”
Judy smiled and reached over to pluck the camera from the open bag. “Alright, Commander Jellybean. Pick your backdrop.”
Valerie snorted from where she sat on the tailgate, her legs swinging gently. “If she picks the driftwood throne again, I’m out.”
“I’m not that predictable,” Sera muttered, though her eyes flicked that way for half a second before landing on Sandra instead. “Hey, babe. Wanna take a picture with me?”
Sandra looked up, mouth tilting toward a smile. “Only if I don’t have to hold a ‘Just Married’ sign again.”
“That was one time,” Sera said, grabbing her hand and pulling her in gently. Her grin didn’t waver. “And for the record? You looked hot.”
Sandra gave her a look, dry but amused. “I had seaweed in my hair.”
Sera squeezed her hand. “Still looked hot.”
Judy already had the viewfinder to her eye, backing up toward a spot where the light hit just right. “Alright, lovebirds closer. No awkward photo stance. This one's just for you.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow but let Sera tug her close, one arm slipping around her waist. Sera angled slightly toward her, cheek brushing against Sandra’s temple like it wasn’t even a thought, just instinct.
Judy clicked the shutter once.
“Again,” she said. “Smile like you’re not worried the ocean’s gonna steal your boots.”
Sera grinned. Sandra didn’t move, but her eyes softened just a little more.
Another click. Then another.
The air felt warm again, not from the sun, but from something quieter, held between them all. Valerie leaned back on her hands, watching the shape of them in the light, the way it wrapped around Sera’s red hair, the outline of Sandra’s calm steadiness.
After the last shot, Judy lowered the camera and gave a satisfied nod. “Alright. That one’s going on the mantle.”
Sera reached for Sandra’s hand again, lacing their fingers gently. “Only if you frame it in glitter.”
“I will print it in glitter,” Judy deadpanned, brushing a bit of windblown hair from her eyes.
Sandra laughed, pulling Sera in for a kiss that landed just at her brow.
“Got all you need?” Judy asked, tucking the camera back into the bag.
Sera looked over her shoulder at the bluff, the ocean, the sky softening now. Then she looked back at Sandra.
“Yeah,” she said, voice easy. “Got everything.”
The truck sat ready now, every cooler secured, every bag stowed in its place. The bluff behind them had started to take on that honeyed hue sunlight grazing it low, drawing long shadows across the sand. The air wasn’t rushing them. Not with the tide still curling in slow and steady, and the weight of goodbye softened into something gentle.
Sera gave one last glance toward the shoreline, then looped her fingers through Sandra’s and nudged her gently with a shoulder. “C’mon, babe. Backseat snuggle privileges are about to expire.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow, but didn’t argue. “You’re lucky I like you.”
Sera grinned, settling into her side. “Pretty sure we’re married.”
Sandra gave a quiet laugh, fingers brushing against hers. “Doesn’t change the facts.”
They rounded the side of the truck together, sliding into the back seat in practiced sync Sandra first, scooting across to make space, Sera following with a dramatic sigh as she flopped down beside her, immediately curling up with her feet drawn half onto the seat. She rested her head lightly against Sandra’s shoulder, letting their joined hands settle in her lap.
Valerie watched them with a small smile before reaching up and pressing the tailgate shut with both palms, the latch catching with a soft, final click. The sound didn’t ring. It settled. Like it knew the moment was meant to stay whole.
She turned to Judy then sunlight caught in the streaks of pink and green, that familiar sparkle still tucked behind her eyes even after everything the trip had held. Valerie stepped into her without hesitation, arms curling easily around her waist.
Judy met her, a smile blooming as she leaned in. Her hands slid up Valerie’s arms before wrapping around her neck, her fingers brushing lightly through the red strands curling near her collarbone. Their bodies met easily, like they’d never stopped fitting this way.
Valerie tilted her head just slightly. “You ready?”
Judy leaned in until their foreheads touched. “Only if we take this part slow.”
Valerie smiled and kissed her slow, warm, the kind of kiss that didn’t ask for anything but gave everything anyway. Judy’s fingers tightened at the back of her neck, holding her there a beat longer, like maybe the moment could last if they just stayed still long enough.
When they finally eased apart, neither moved too far. Judy brushed her thumb along Valerie’s jaw, eyes still on hers. “You sure you’re not riding in the back with the lovebirds?”
Valerie smirked. “Tempting. But I already claimed co-pilot hours.”
“Good.” Judy tapped her lips once more to Valerie’s cheek, then pulled back and circled around to the driver’s side.
Valerie watched her go, then turned back once, just long enough to let her gaze sweep the bluff one last time, the tide still pulling, the driftwood scattered like a memory, the sky holding steady above it all.
Then she opened the passenger door and climbed in.
The truck didn’t roar. It breathed.
The road waited, warm and winding, like it had been holding its breath just for them.
The truck eased forward with a low hum, tires crunching softly over the sand-packed trail as the bluff dipped behind them. No one spoke at first not because they didn’t want to, but because there wasn’t anything left that hadn’t already been felt in the spaces between footprints and surf. The world outside the windows moved slow and golden, the trees casting long bars of light across the narrow road as the coast slipped away behind them.
Inside, the cabin settled into its own rhythm. Judy’s hand rested loose on the wheel, thumb tapping softly to the hum of the engine. Valerie’s arm sat folded against the windowsill, fingers curled just beneath her chin, her gaze angled toward the rearview mirror not checking the road, but catching the faint reflection of Sera and Sandra tangled up in the back seat. Sera had her head tucked under Sandra’s jaw again, eyes closed but not asleep, Sandra’s hand lazily trailing a small circle over her arm.
Judy glanced sideways, catching Valerie’s look. “You ever think we’d get here?” she asked, voice low enough to match the hum of the tires.
Valerie smiled without turning her head. “I didn’t even know where here was.”
Judy chuckled, soft. “Guess we figured it out.”
They fell quiet again, letting the road wind on. A hawk circled somewhere above the treeline, its cry cutting once across the open sky before fading behind them. The air through the windows smelled like pine and salt, like it hadn’t decided what season it wanted to be yet.
Sera shifted in the back, nudging her toes under Sandra’s leg. “You still got the Polaroids?”
Sandra’s eyes didn’t open, but her voice answered. “Safe and dry in the side pouch.”
Sera smiled and didn’t say anything else.
The road dipped, rising again in a gentle arc as they passed the old weather-worn sign that marked the edge of the reserve. A scattering of gulls lifted from the nearby cliffs, white wings flashing once against the sun before curling out toward the sea.
Valerie watched them go, then leaned over just enough to bump Judy’s shoulder. “Still taking it slow?”
Judy reached for her hand without looking, fingers sliding easily into place. “Only way worth driving.”
The truck rolled on, steady and sure, carrying all four of them forward not away from the coast, but toward whatever came next. With sea salt still on their skin, sand still clinging to their bags, and the kind of silence that meant nothing had been left unsaid.
An hour in, the road had stretched long and familiar, the kind that curved in slow confidence through the highland pines and scattered amber brush. The coast was behind them now not forgotten, just folded neatly into the quiet. The windows were cracked just enough to let the cooler air run its fingers through the cab, lifting the edge of Valerie’s hair now and then as it trailed across her cheek.
Judy drove with one hand, sunglasses low on her nose, elbow propped out the window. She hadn’t said much in a while, and didn't need to. Her thumb tapped a slow rhythm on the wheel to whatever old track was murmuring low from the radio. Something bluesy. Soft strings, worn vocals, the kind of song that had gravel in its soul and light in the cracks.
Valerie leaned her head back against the seat, her eyes half-closed, watching tree shadows flicker in through the glass. Her boot tapped lightly against the floorboard. Not restless just feeling the hum beneath them. That steady, grounded kind of movement that always came when the hard part was behind them and the world hadn’t quite decided what the next chapter should be.
In the back, Sera had untangled herself from Sandra enough to sprawl sideways across the bench seat, her head still pillowed on Sandra’s thigh. One arm hung loosely over her stomach, the other draped across her face. “Tell me we’re stopping for snacks,” she said, voice muffled under her own elbow.
Sandra chuckled, brushing her fingers along Sera’s temple without looking down. “You’ve been asleep half the drive.”
“I was emotionally exhausted,” Sera mumbled.
Valerie turned just enough to glance back, her smirk lazy. “You mean from getting tackled into the ocean after declaring yourself Queen of the Bluff?”
“That too,” Sera groaned, sliding her arm off her eyes. “I feel like I got hit by a sandbag full of nostalgia and marshmallows.”
Sandra nudged her gently. “You’ve still got sea salt in your hair.”
Sera reached up and raked a hand through it, giving up halfway and flopping again with a dramatic huff. “It’s a beach souvenir now.”
Judy smiled, that quiet curve of her lips that only Valerie really saw when she was trying to keep her amusement contained. “We’ve got jerky, two granola bars, and half a bottle of warm lemon soda,” she offered, eyes still on the road.
Sera groaned again. “Luxury.”
Sandra shifted slightly, lowering the window behind her a crack. The rush of cooler air stirred the backseat, fluttering the edge of Sera’s shirt.
Valerie reached over, catching Judy’s hand lightly across the console. “Want to stop at the overlook?” she asked, voice low but knowing.
Judy glanced at her, then nodded once. “Yeah. One last pause before we drop back into the grid.”
From the backseat came a tired but hopeful sound. “Overlook means stretching. And snacks.”
Sandra’s voice followed calmly. “And brushing your hair.”
Sera scoffed,“Ugh. Fine.”
The road curved again, this time cresting toward a ridge that opened up into the kind of view you didn’t talk through. Valerie leaned slightly forward as the horizon unfolded again. Pines below, sky above, and somewhere in between the memory of waves still tucked into their bones.
“Fifteen minutes,” Judy said, easing her foot off the gas a bit. “Then we roll.”
Sera sat up, rubbing at her face with both hands. “Then we roll,” she echoed, but there was no complaint in it this time. Just that same soft contentment that had followed them ever since the fire went out.
The world kept turning, but for now, they still had each other, the road, and just enough sky to hold onto the quiet.
Judy eased the truck onto the gravel pullout, tires crunching soft against the earth as the overlook came into view. It wasn’t marked just by a wide bend in the road with a rusted guardrail and enough space to step out and breathe. The trees thinned along the edge, leaving nothing but air and altitude, and a view that seemed to spill endlessly east, where the hills bled into gold and shadow.
The engine clicked softly after she killed it, heat rising up from the hood in faint shimmers. No one moved right away.
Then the back door creaked open, followed by Sera’s voice, groggy but resolute. “Alright. Let’s see this view worth pausing for.”
Sandra followed with a quiet smirk, slipping out after her. She gave a stretch once she stood, hands above her head, spine popping gently. Sera tugged her into a half-limp hug on the way past, still dramatic from the nap but clearly not letting go just yet.
Valerie stepped out on her side, boots catching bits of gravel as she made her way toward the edge. She didn’t rush. Just let the wind greet her first cooler here, sharper. It carried the pine scent higher, wrapped it around her like a memory. Her hand drifted back behind her, already knowing Judy was close.
Judy joined her a second later, their shoulders brushing. She didn’t say anything, just leaned her chin lightly on Valerie’s shoulder, arms folding across her chest. The sun hadn’t started to fall yet, not really, but the edge of it was golden enough to cast everything in that warm, honeyed hue again.
Behind them, Sera and Sandra had made it to the railing. Sera leaned forward, elbows braced, wind tossing her red hair in every direction while Sandra stayed back half a step, watching the view with her usual quiet steadiness.
“I remember this spot,” Valerie said softly.
Judy tilted her head, eyes half-lidded in the light. “Last time we came through here, you swore it’d make a good song lyric.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath. “Still might.”
Judy shifted to look at her. “Write it down later.”
They stood in the hush for a while with nothing heavy left to say. Just the rise and fall of breath, the warmth of skin beside skin. A hawk circled somewhere far above, wings cutting clean across the sky.
Then Sera’s voice rose behind them, sudden and loud. “Okay, but hear me out, what if we moved here?”
Sandra didn’t turn. “You don’t like waking up early. This place screams ‘early mornings and boiled coffee.’”
Sera grinned. “Not if I’m queen again.”
Valerie turned just enough to glance back at them. “You only get to be queen once per vacation.”
Sera looked over her shoulder with mock offense. “Didn’t say it’d be a vacation. I was thinking of exile.”
Judy laughed, brushing hair from her cheek. “All hail Queen of the exiles.”
Valerie nudged her with her hip, smiling. “You’re enabling her.”
Judy leaned in slightly. “Always have.”
They let it drift for a while longer, none of them in a hurry to move. Sera leaned back against Sandra, head tipping to her shoulder, and Sandra reached up to brush windblown hair out of her eyes. Judy’s hand found Valerie’s again, fingers lacing slowly.
When the wind shifted one last time, rustling through the trees and carrying the scent of pine and distant salt, Valerie breathed it in and closed her eyes.
The breeze brushed past again, cooler now that the sun had started to dip still gold, but edging amber. Valerie let her eyes open slowly, the pine scent still clinging to the back of her throat like something familiar you didn’t want to swallow just yet.
Behind them, the truck ticked softly in its cooldown, a steady click-click beneath the hush of the overlook. Gravel shifted as Sera adjusted her stance, her boots scraping forward just enough to lean a little harder into Sandra’s frame.
“You think if we stayed,” she murmured, “will the view ever get old?”
Sandra shook her head once, firm and easy. “Not to you.”
Sera smiled. Didn’t argue.
Valerie caught it from the side, the way her daughter’s grin stayed soft this time. No edge. Just quiet joy.
She leaned gently into Judy’s side, her temple brushing against that familiar cascade of color pink and green lit up by the falling sun like something otherworldly. Judy shifted a little closer, her hand never leaving Valerie’s.
“This was a good stop,” Valerie said.
“Yeah,” Judy murmured. “Feels like we’re carrying the whole trip out with us.”
Valerie gave a soft hum, the kind that wasn’t really a word just agreement in its purest form. Her eyes stayed on the far stretch of hills, watching the way the shadows folded over each other like pages being turned slowly.
Sandra’s voice came next, low and even. “You can see the edge of Crescent Ridge from here.”
Sera tilted her head, squinting. “Yeah?”
Sandra nodded. “Past that second fold of hills. On clear days, you can see the old solar farm near it.”
Valerie exhaled slowly. “That’s farther than it looks.”
“Most things are,” Sandra said.
Sera nudged her hip gently. “Poet.”
Sandra let her lean.
Judy tapped her fingers against Valerie’s knuckles. “We got time for one last photo?”
Valerie smiled. “One more never hurt.”
They didn’t pose. Not really. Judy turned slightly, phone angled low, catching the four of them in soft profile Sera still curled into Sandra, Valerie and Judy framed against the open sky.
The shutter sound clicked once.
Sera tilted her head without looking. “Better not be one of those wide-angle ones that makes my head look weird.”
“You’ll survive,” Judy said, slipping the phone into her back pocket.
Silence returned, but this one was warm. Like the road was still waiting, but didn’t mind if they took one more minute.
Then Sandra shifted. Just a step. A hand brushed across Sera’s back, a glance toward the truck.
Valerie followed it, then turned her eyes to Judy. “Guess we better hit the road.”
Judy smiled. “Yeah. Before your daughter decides she’s founding a kingdom out here.”
Sera raised both hands in a slow shrug. “Too late.”
Valerie laughed softly, brushing her hand once more over Judy’s before pulling away to head toward the truck. Her boots crunched softly on the gravel. Behind her, the others followed.
They didn’t speak much as they got in. The doors clicked shut, one by one. The truck settled into quiet again, warm, familiar, and full of everything that had happened, everything they were bringing back.
When the engine turned over, the road felt different, but now it knew their weight.
The road curled through the low mountain pass, steady and slow, cutting soft through long fields of gold. Pockets of pine broke the skyline here and there, but mostly it was sky wide and open, light brushing down through the windshield in faint golden streaks.
Valerie had one foot propped against the dashboard, boot tapping lightly to the rhythm of the road. Judy’s hand rested easy on the wheel, elbow angled out the window just enough to catch the breeze as they passed through another stretch of shade.
The radio crackled once just a blip of static before leveling out again into the signature mellow drawl of 92.1 Dust and Vinyl.
“Alright, folks,” the host murmured, his voice slow and rough like sand against felt. “One for the road warriors out there. This one’s a throwback. You know the words. Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab.
That first heartbeat of rhythm landing with just enough punch to pull Valerie’s chin up from where it had rested near the window.
“I'm an angel with a shotgun, shotgun, shotgun…”
Her mouth curved into a grin before the first real verse even kicked in.
She looked over at Judy, emerald eyes gleaming under the frame of her red hair as she turned the volume up just a little more. The dash lights caught the glimmer in her freckled cheekbones. “Oh. Babe. You know this one.”
Judy side-eyed her with a soft smile. “If you start dancing in the seat again, I’m not responsible for this truck veering into the next county.”
Valerie didn’t answer. She just started singing off-key on purpose, exaggerated, dramatic as hell.
“Get out your guns, battle’s begun, are you a saint or a sinner?”
Her shoulders rolled with the beat, both hands in the air now as she pointed toward Judy, voice half-shouted through laughter.
“If love’s a fight, then I shall die… with my heart on a triggeeer!”
Judy laughed, full-bodied this time. She bit her lip trying to keep it together, but it didn’t last. Valerie threw in a drumbeat on the dashboard, then tossed her hair like she was back on stage with her old band. One hand over her heart, the other conducting the air around her.
“They say before you start a war you better know what you’re fighting for!”
She leaned toward Judy, wagging her brows. “Well baby, you are all that I adore…”
Judy shook her head, cheeks flushed from smiling. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Valerie leaned in closer, still singing loud and proud.
“If love is what you need, a soldier I will be!”
Sera’s voice drifted faint from the back. “Are they doing a concert up there?”
Sandra replied dryly, “I think your mom’s trying to win a Grammy.”
Judy laughed again, steering with one hand as Valerie dramatically grabbed the overhead handle like it was a mic stand and belted out the chorus.
“I’m an angel with a shotgun, fighting 'til the war’s won! I don’t care if heaven won’t take me back…”
She pointed at Judy with a wink. “I’ll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe…”
Judy leaned over quickly and stole a kiss before Valerie could hit the next line. “Don’t you know you’re everything I have,” she finished softly against her lips, the music washing around them.
Valerie blinked, caught for half a second off balance not by the kiss, but by the weight behind it.
She leaned back into her seat, smiling smaller now. “That was a cheap shot.”
“Shotgun seat privilege,” Judy said, eyes back on the road but her hand reaching for Valerie’s again.
Valerie threaded their fingers gently. Let the last of the song play through.
Back in the rear seats, Sera had leaned her head against Sandra’s shoulder, humming softly. Sandra’s fingers traced slow circles along her knuckles, both of them swaying just slightly with the rhythm of the drive.
As the final lines faded…
“…If love is what you need, a soldier I will be…”
Valerie let her head rest back, the wind from the window brushing strands of red hair across her cheek.
She wasn’t singing anymore. Just breathing, and smiling.
The last drumbeat of "Angel With a Shotgun" faded into the rearview, the kind of ending that didn’t really end just settled. The sound dipped low, quiet enough to let the hum of the tires breathe again, the road stretching out like it had no demands.
Then the next song bled in slow and soft. Arms by Cristina Perri.
No announcement, just that first chord gentle, aching falling into the cab like it had been waiting for the right silence. A shift in tone. A sigh after laughter.
“I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart…”
Valerie blinked slowly, her eyes already distant through the window. Her hand was still in Judy’s, fingertips resting just behind her thumb. Not gripping, just present.
Judy didn’t say anything at first. She let the song move.
The air inside the truck changed. Not heavy, just full. Like something sacred had stepped in between the beats and decided to stay a while.
“You came around, and you knocked me off the ground from the start…”
Valerie turned her head, eyes catching the corner of Judy’s smile. Not the big one. The small one. The one that came when the words sank a little deeper than expected.
The backseat stayed quiet.
Sera had curled tighter against Sandra’s side again, one boot up on the seat. Sandra’s arm cradled beneath her, fingers brushing lightly at the edge of her shoulder. The road didn’t jostle them much here. It just carried.
“You put your arms around me… and I’m home…”
Valerie exhaled softly.
She turned her hand in Judy’s slowly, letting their fingers lace again, this time palm-to-palm. Her thumb brushed along the inside of Judy’s wrist, slow, like tracing something she already knew by heart.
Judy shifted just enough to glance at her. “You okay?” she asked, her voice low like it knew not to disturb the moment.
Valerie nodded. Her voice was almost a whisper. “Yeah.”
Then quieter. “This one always gets me.”
Judy’s smile didn’t widen, but her eyes softened.
“You put your arms around me,” the song murmured, “and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go…”
Valerie shook her head faintly. “Not anymore.”
Judy leaned over, pressing her temple gently against Valerie’s. “Good.”
They stayed that way. Not kissing, or moving. Just held close by the song, by the road, by everything they hadn’t needed to say for a long time now.
In the backseat, Sera’s fingers twitched softly where they rested over Sandra’s arm. She didn’t speak, didn’t crack a joke this time. Just let the music slide over her, her head pressed gently to Sandra’s chest.
Sandra tilted her head slightly, kissing her red hair without a sound.
Judy’s voice came quiet again, almost a thought. “We all made it through.”
Valerie nodded against her. “Yeah. And now we get to stay.”
The sun stretched further now, golden light skipping off the windshield, streaking across the dashboard like a promise.
Outside, trees passed in soft blurs. Dust kicked up in a slow haze behind them. The kind that didn’t cloud, only reminded. The kind that made you feel the weight of having something to return to.
“I hope that you see right through my walls…” the radio sang, no rush in the notes, no demand.
Only love, and home.
Judy tightened her fingers. “Still one of my favorite songs.”
Valerie smiled and didn’t look away. “Still my favorite person.”
The truck rolled on, steady and sure, held together by warmth, music, and every moment they never gave up on.
By the time they hit the edge of Klamath Falls, the sun had already dipped low enough to stain the clouds. Not gone yet, but fading. That golden spill had cooled into something deeper mauve, plum, amber, like the sky itself was exhaling after holding the day too tightly.
The truck slowed as it rolled off the main road, gravel turning to worn pavement, familiar lines stretching under the tires. The lights here weren’t loud. A few flickers from porch bulbs, a couple lanterns strung up near shopfronts. Japantown’s neon hadn’t hit yet, not from this angle. Just the quiet end of evening on the outskirts. The kind that came with woodsmoke, cooling metal, and a few kids darting barefoot across a yard with sparklers left from some late summer stash.
Sera stirred in the back seat, her head lifting off Sandra’s shoulder. She blinked blearily at the window, voice low and rasped from half-sleep. “We home?”
Sandra nodded, brushing a thumb along her wrist. “Almost.”
Valerie adjusted in the passenger seat, one knee bent up slightly, her boot heel resting on the edge of the floor mat. Her eyes were on the road now not tense, just tracking it like an old friend. Street signs. The same old mural of the white koi still half-faded on the corner wall. The crooked utility pole that hadn’t been fixed since winter.
Judy’s hands were steady on the wheel. She didn’t speak yet, but her shoulders eased as the town came into view, the edges soft, the heartbeat steady. A place that wasn’t perfect but held them anyway.
Valerie reached over, ran two fingers along the line of Judy’s forearm, tracing lightly above the wheel. “Kinda missed this place.”
Judy glanced sideways, one eyebrow lifting. “You, admitting sentiment?”
Valerie smirked. “Don’t get used to it.”
They passed the gas station where the Wolfcats used to post hand-drawn flyers. The bench where Panam once fixed a kid’s drone mid-swear. Rick’s Buck-a-Slice stood quiet, its neon ‘B’ flickering half-lit. It still smelled like grease and oregano when the wind turned right.
The backseat stayed quiet for a stretch, then Sera reached forward between the seats, palm open. “Keys when we get to the turnoff?”
Judy raised an eyebrow through the mirror. “Why?”
Sera grinned. “Just in case Screwbie’s powered up and tries to guilt us for being late.”
Valerie laughed, light and dry. “He’s had a full week to work on the sarcasm module. We’re doomed.”
Judy tapped her fingers once on the wheel. “Fine. But if he asks who drove home, I’m throwing you under the bus.”
“Team effort,” Sera said, settling back into Sandra’s side.
The streetlights blinked one by one. Not all at once. Not flashy, dependable, and just enough to cast familiar shadows on the buildings they’d walked past a hundred times before. It wasn’t grand. But it was theirs.
As the truck curved toward Peninsula Road, the trees lining the outskirts rustled gently. Klamath Lake waited just beyond, dark now but still, the surface catching the last gold edge of light as they rolled home.
No one said it out loud, but every breath in the cab carried the same thing.
The wheels hummed low over the dirt and grass that marked the start of the peninsula, the way home always sounded nothing paved, just memory packed into every bump of the worm road. The lake showed up like it had never left, wide and quiet to the west, the last threads of sunlight brushing across its surface in ripples, like the wind itself had slowed down to let them pass.
The Lakehouse came into view at the bend, its outline rising familiar out of the trees, dark trim catching light in soft glints where the porch lantern flickered on. That faint blue glow from the edge of the dock still blinked every few seconds one of Judy’s little mods from earlier in the year. Not for function, just to feel alive.
Judy slowed the truck without needing to think, tires pressing into the old turnout just beside the garage. The motion rocked slightly, then settled. The engine clicked once, then twice as the heat gave way to evening air.
Valerie exhaled, one slow breath. She leaned forward, elbows braced on her knees. “We made it.”
Judy turned the key, pulled it gently from the ignition, then glanced sideways at her. “Of course we did.”
Behind them, Sera was already unbuckling, hand tapping against Sandra’s knee before opening the door. “Dibs on the first shower.”
Sandra didn’t argue. Just slid out after her, slow and easy, their bodies stretching back into the world like the road hadn’t stiffened their bones.
Valerie stepped down onto the dirt, boots hitting soft with the weight of the journey behind her. She stretched her arms once, then reached for the cooler behind the cab. “You know she’s going to be in there for an hour.”
Judy moved around the truck to join her. “Let her. I just want to change out of these shorts without peeling them off.”
Sera called over her shoulder as she hit the porch. “I heard that!”
Valerie grinned. “Love you too, Starshine.”
The porch light flicked on just as the front door creaked open, casting its warm cone across the steps and half the gravel. The inside still smelled faintly of cedar and old leather, that subtle mark of their lives lived long enough in one place to settle. Not a drop of tension lingered. Just the sound of bags thudding to the floor and Sera announcing her victorious sprint toward the bathroom.
Sandra stood just inside the threshold, her arms crossed, watching her wife vanish down the hall. She turned and met Valerie’s eye with the softest shake of her head. “She’s back.”
Valerie stepped in beside her. “And she’s ours.”
Judy slid her fingers down Valerie’s wrist, lacing their hands again as they passed through the entry hall, bare feet padding over the cool wood. A framed photo caught the edge of the lamplight of one of the older ones. The three of them right after the Snake Nation War. Judy’s hair was short and sharp. Valerie with a bruise under one eye and a crooked grin. Sera, thirteen and standing between them, arms crossed, defiant and already ready to lead.
Sandra wandered toward the kitchen. “Do we still have those leftover honey bars?”
Valerie called after her, “Pantry. Top shelf.”
Judy squeezed her hand and nodded toward the bedroom. “You wanna get changed?”
Valerie didn’t answer. Just leaned in and kissed her gently at the edge of her temple, then bumped her with a smile. “Race you.”
Their laughter echoed briefly, folding into the walls like the house had been waiting to hear it again.
Outside, the lake stayed steady.
Inside, the world had returned to itself.
Sera’s voice echoed faintly down the hall something about hot water being the one true miracle left in this world followed by the thump of her boots landing just outside the bathroom door. The hallway door clicked shut a beat later, sealing her in. Somewhere behind it, the sound of running water kicked up low and steady, steam already starting to curl against the ceiling.
Sandra lingered just outside the hall, one hip leaning into the edge of the doorway, arms folded casually across her chest. She hadn’t said she was waiting, but she hadn’t moved far either. Just rested there, quiet and content. The same way she always did when her wife needed the spotlight a little longer.
In the bedroom, Judy peeled her shirt off with a faint wince. “Guess we all came back with sand in places it shouldn’t be,” she muttered, flicking a stray bit from the hem as she tossed it into the small laundry bin beside the closet.
Valerie laughed softly, already halfway out of her tank top. “You were the one who wanted to play sea monster.”
Judy shot her a look, feigning indignation. “And you’re the one who said, ‘come and get me, coward.’”
Valerie grinned as she tossed the shirt into the bin. “Still accurate.”
They exchanged a look, one of those unspoken, sun-warmed glances where the corners of their eyes softened and time didn’t quite move forward.
Valerie reached for the flannel hanging on the back of the bedroom door and tugged it on loose, sleeves rolled to her elbows. She didn’t bother buttoning it. Just let it hang open as she padded barefoot across the floor, toes curling slightly at the edge of the rug. The door to the bathroom glowed faintly from the frosted glass Sera’s silhouette blurry behind the steam, humming something off-key but happy.
Judy dropped onto the edge of the bed, running her fingers back through her still-damp hair. “Think they’ll head home after?”
“Maybe,” Valerie said, settling down beside her. “But I don’t mind if they stay a little longer.”
Judy leaned into her shoulder. “Me either.”
Outside the bedroom, Sandra’s footfalls padded soft across the floorboards as she made her way toward the kitchen again, maybe to grab tea, maybe just to give Sera her moment. Her presence didn’t feel distant, just calm. Like she knew exactly where she belonged in the rhythm of this house.
Valerie let her head rest lightly against Judy’s. “Feels different this time, doesn’t it?”
Judy nodded slowly. “Not heavier. Just... clearer.”
The hum of the shower continued behind them, water against tile. The kind of sound that made a home. Steam curled faint under the bathroom door, catching the late light spilling through the bedroom window and making the air look almost gold.
Judy’s voice came soft against Valerie’s shoulder. “She’s safe.”
Valerie wrapped her arm around her. “They both are.”
The house didn’t need music tonight. It had the sound of water, the creak of wood, the weight of memory hanging gentle in the air. No one rushed, or asked what came next.
They just stayed where they were. Letting the quiet hold a little longer.
In the kitchen, Sandra moved slowly, every step deliberate, not cautious, just thoughtful. The way she opened the cabinet like she’d done it a hundred times before, fingertips brushing the edge of the mug she always seemed to choose when she was here. Pale ceramic, a thin crack near the handle that had never spread.
She filled it halfway from the kettle they’d left on the warmer earlier, then leaned against the counter, both hands wrapped around the mug now, the warmth seeping into her palms. No sugar, no distraction. Just the quiet draw of steam under her nose, and the sound of her wife singing faintly from the other room off-key, still confident.
The bathroom door stayed shut, a faint mist spilling underneath, lit gold by the hallway bulb. Her boot taps had stopped just outside, a clear line between Sera’s rhythm and the rest of the house. Sandra hadn’t tried to cross it. She didn’t need to. Not yet.
Back in the bedroom, Valerie’s hand traced absent shapes along Judy’s bare thigh where it rested over hers. Her touch wasn’t urgent, wasn’t even deliberate. It was a memory made into motion how many nights had passed like this, how many morning-afters turned into evening-befores.
Judy tilted her head, just enough to press a kiss behind Valerie’s ear, where the freckles started to fade toward her neck. “Have you ever thought about how far we’ve come?” she whispered.
Valerie smiled, eyes still half-lidded toward the window. “Every time I see her smile without hiding it.”
Judy exhaled, not quite a laugh, more like a breath let go of slow. “She used to hide it a lot.”
“She doesn’t anymore,” Valerie said, her voice quiet but sure, like the truth had settled there a long time ago.
The bed creaked softly as Judy leaned back just enough to see her wife’s face. “You think she knows how much of that is because of you?”
Valerie turned to meet her gaze, nose nearly brushing hers. “I think she already knew before we did.”
The moment stayed like that. Warm, slow, without an edge to push it forward. Just the two of them breathing in the same rhythm, no pressure in the quiet.
The shower shut off with a final thunk of the handle. Pipes groaned faintly in the walls. After a few seconds, the sound of a towel being flipped open broke the hush. Sandra’s head lifted faintly toward the hall.
Valerie didn’t move, only smiled against the hush. “Your turn?”
Judy shook her head. “Let’s wait till they’re settled. I like this part.”
Valerie let her fingers curl tighter around Judy’s leg. “Yeah. Me too.”
The steam still drifted faint under the door, golden and soft, and somewhere inside, Sera moved with the confidence of someone home.
In the kitchen, Sandra stayed leaning at the counter a little longer than she needed to. Her hands had stopped cradling the mug now, palms resting flat beside it, fingertips pressed lightly to the laminate like she was tracing something invisible. The hum of the house was steady. No voices, no footsteps, just water settling in the pipes and the low crackle of the hallway bulb buzzing faint against its cover.
She glanced toward the bathroom once, just a flick of her gaze, then let her eyes drift back to the steam curling from her tea.
The sound of a drawer opening broke the silence not suddenly, just honestly. She pulled out one of the linen dish towels and wiped a bit of condensation from the side of the mug, her thumb catching the edge of the old crack near the handle again. It hadn’t spread. It just stayed.
From the bedroom came the creak of springs, soft and familiar. The sound of weight shifting between two people who’d long since stopped needing words to fill the space between them.
Valerie’s hand had wandered back to Judy’s side, thumb brushing the curve of her waist now, the slow press of skin on skin. Judy tilted slightly, resting against her chest with that quiet ease born only from years, from fire weathered into warmth.
“You think she’ll want to sleep here tonight?” Judy asked.
Valerie’s hand didn’t stop moving. “Only if Sandra lets her. They’ve got their rhythm too now.”
Judy smiled against her shoulder. “Good rhythm.”
Valerie nodded, her voice low. “Yeah.”
A pause followed, not heavy, just full.
Valerie yawned softly. “Guess I better enjoy my last few minutes of not smelling like lavender volcano soap.”
Judy grinned, leaning in to kiss her temple. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Valerie’s hand slid under the edge of the blanket again, palm cool against Judy’s warm skin. “I say that like it’s an inevitability.”
Another soft laugh, and the bed creaked again as they shifted, not pulling away just moving with the rhythm of each other.
The bedroom light, still dimmed, brushed across the woodgrain of the dresser, turning the dust into something almost gold. Outside, a nightbird called once. Then nothing.
Down the hall, the bathroom door creaked open. Soft steps padded across the tile, then the carpet, then wood again. Sera’s silhouette moved past the hallway light and into the edge of the kitchen, towel still around her neck, tank top now resting against her collarbone clearly offered, probably taken without asking. She looked over at Sandra, her mouth still damp from the shower, hair pushed back and curling faintly from steam.
“Hey,” she said, voice low. “Miss me?”
Sandra handed her the mug. It was still warm. “Always, Firebird.”
The quiet was the kind you didn’t interrupt not because it was fragile, but because it was whole.
The hallway had fallen back into hush again, the kind that didn’t stretch or press just lived. Sera leaned sideways into Sandra’s shoulder as she drank, one arm wrapped loosely around her waist, the other cupping the mug Sandra had warmed for her. Her fingers curled instinctively around the old crack by the handle, tracing it once the way Sandra had minutes before.
Neither of them said anything. They didn’t need to. Not when the house felt this settled.
Back in the bedroom, Judy had shifted just enough to lie back with her head against Valerie’s chest, one arm draped across her stomach. Valerie’s fingers combed slowly through the pink and green strands that had dried in loose waves, her touch more like a rhythm than a task. The bedroom light still pooled low across the floorboards, making everything glow in that half-dream way it only did when the day had earned its rest.
From where they were, the sound of the kitchen faucet running low filled the space like background music. Sandra rinsing out the mug maybe, or Sera making some excuse to fill the sink just so she could watch the bubbles swirl a few seconds longer. There was no rush. Just time.
Judy exhaled softly, voice barely above the quiet. “It’s strange,” she murmured, her fingers brushing the edge of Valerie’s side.
Valerie’s hand slowed in her hair, just enough to feel the stillness settle. “What is?” she asked gently.
Judy shifted, eyes half-lidded. “Feeling full without anything left to do. No fire to put out. No next step waiting.”
Valerie let the thought breathe, unbothered, her thumb tracing a lazy path behind Judy’s ear. “That’s what peace is, I think.”
“Yeah,” Judy whispered. “Guess I forgot.”
Outside the window, the wind had died down. Only the faint rustle of pine against glass remained, and somewhere beyond that, the familiar creak of a floorboard as Sera stepped lightly across the kitchen, Sandra’s quieter tread behind her.
Valerie shifted slightly and pressed her lips into Judy’s hair. “We’ll take a shower in a few.”
Judy nodded, not moving yet. “Let them finish their tea.”
“Let the house breathe,” Valerie added.
Their voices faded again, absorbed by walls that had held enough over the years to know when not to echo. The steam in the hallway had faded, but the warmth lingered everywhere.
Still, no one asked what time it was. The night was held.
In the kitchen, the faucet had stopped, and the last droplets tapped out against the sink’s edge, soft and spaced like a clock that had forgotten urgency. Sera set the mug down with both hands, slow and careful, the sound of ceramic meeting countertop barely louder than breath. Sandra stood just behind her now, arms wrapped loosely around her middle, chin resting in the damp curve of Sera’s shoulder. Neither moved. Not yet.
Sera’s thumb drifted across Sandra’s hand where it rested over her stomach. “I like it when the house feels like this,” she whispered.
Sandra didn’t answer with words. She pressed a small kiss just behind Sera’s ear and held her tighter.
The quiet was permission, not pause.
Back down the hall, Valerie finally stirred. Not because the moment ended, but because it was time. She stretched her arms slowly, gently guiding Judy up with her, hands sliding from waist to wrist, then cupping her face in that lazy kind of affection she only showed when everything was still safe.
“Shower?” she murmured.
Judy nodded, forehead brushing Valerie’s. “Only if you wash my back.”
Valerie grinned. “Thought you’d never ask.”
They moved slowly, like sleepwalkers wrapped in cotton. The bedroom light stayed on, but it felt dimmer now, filtered through the quiet. Valerie took Judy’s hand, their steps soundless over the wood as they crossed into the bathroom, the door clicked behind them, and not even the pipes protested.
In the kitchen, Sera leaned her head back against Sandra’s shoulder, eyes slipping closed.
“Are you ready to head home soon?” Sandra asked softly.
Sera hesitated. “Almost.”
Sandra brushed a curl from her forehead. “Take your time, Firebird.”
The house didn’t ask for more. It just listened. Kept holding them all, exactly where they needed to be.
The bathroom filled slowly with steam, curling like silk over the mirror edges, softening the corners of everything. Light from the overhead fixture filtered through it in a warm haze, gilding the tile in amber and shadow. The walls held the heat like memory. Not rushed. Not scalding. Just warm enough to make your skin forget the chill that clung to you before.
Valerie stepped in first, already rolling the water across her shoulders as she tilted her head under the spray, red strands darkening fast as they clung to her back. She turned slightly, hand outstretched behind her.
Judy took it without hesitation, fingers sliding into Valerie’s, damp already from the rising warmth in the air. Her other hand braced against the wall as she stepped fully in, breath catching just for a second as the water slid down her spine.
“You turned it up,” Judy murmured, voice low against the steam.
Valerie smirked, brushing wet bangs from her eyes. “You always say you want to thaw.”
Judy’s eyes narrowed playfully as she stepped closer, palms settling against Valerie’s hips. “I said warm, not sauna.”
Valerie leaned forward, kissing the corner of her mouth. “You love it.”
Judy didn’t argue. She pressed in, letting her forehead rest against Valerie’s shoulder for a beat, just breathing in the smell of water and skin and the faint trace of that lavender soap they never replaced, because no matter how many bottles came through the house, this was always the one she used here. The scent of old nights and quiet promises.
Valerie reached for it now, thumb sliding over the cap, lather building slow in her hands. She didn’t rush the motion palms warm, sure, spreading the lather across Judy’s back first. Long strokes over muscle and curve, like she was redrawing her from memory.
Judy’s head tilted forward, hair falling over her shoulder in a streak of pink and green that glinted against the wet tile.
“Mmm,” she sighed. “Now I remember why I agreed to this.”
Valerie chuckled, low and breathy. “Because you can’t resist me with bubbles.”
“Facts,” Judy whispered, arching back slightly as Valerie’s fingers traced the edge of her ribs. “Also because I didn’t want to dry off alone.”
The water pulsed quietly over them, rhythm steady, background to the soft sound of skin on skin. Valerie moved lower, hands sliding to her hips, then the backs of her thighs, slow and familiar. She kissed the curve of Judy’s shoulder once, nothing demanding, just placement. Like anchoring a flag.
Judy turned, hands finding Valerie’s waist now, tugging her gently under the stream. Their foreheads met again, breath warming the space between.
“You good?” Valerie asked, softer now.
Judy nodded. “More than.”
The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was full of everything they didn’t need to say. Of the trip behind them, the family being quiet in the house beyond, the road still humming somewhere in their bones.
Valerie let her hands tangle in Judy’s hair, lips brushing her temple, then her cheek, then the corner of her mouth. Judy caught her there, deepening the kiss with a playful bite to her lower lip before pulling back just far enough to smile.
“You gonna wash my hair or just keep pretending this is productive?” she teased.
Valerie grinned. “Multitasking.”
The water kept falling. The tile stayed warm. The steam stayed thick and soft.
They stayed close. Just the sound of breath and water and laughter low in the chest. No pressure, no performance just them, a light touch, and the kind of intimacy that didn’t ask for more than presence.
Somewhere beyond the door, the house stayed hushed. The world, for now, let them be.
Valerie’s fingers were already threading through Judy’s hair, working the suds gently from root to tip. The foam shimmered faintly under the light, streaked faint pink and green as it clung to her strands. Judy tilted her head back into the touch with a lazy, trusting kind of surrender, the kind that didn’t need a signal, the kind that came from years of knowing exactly how her wife’s hands moved.
Valerie leaned closer as she rinsed, guiding Judy under the stream. The water fanned over her scalp, catching her breath just slightly, and then rolled down the slope of her shoulders in soft rivulets. She blinked a few times through the mist and half-laughing waterline.
“Eyes closed, babe,” Valerie murmured, brushing her thumbs beneath Judy’s eyes before a drip could make it there first.
Judy smirked, lashes fluttering closed. “You say that like I’m not already half-blind from soap.”
Valerie chuckled and kissed the tip of her nose. “You’re dramatic when you’re wet.”
Judy smirked. “And you love it.”
“Tragically,” Valerie agreed, rinsing the last of the suds from her fingers.
She stayed close even after the water cleared. Her arms wrapped loosely around Judy’s waist, the pads of her thumbs brushing lazy circles against the small of her back. Judy didn’t step away; she just folded into the embrace like a drawn breath, forehead resting against Valerie’s cheek now, lips near her ear.
The hush between them was soft, water pattering across their shoulders in steady rhythm. Somewhere in the background, the bathroom fan clicked once, then whirred to life, drawing some of the steam upward into slow spirals.
“You know what I was thinking in the truck?” Judy asked quietly, the words more vibration than volume.
Valerie hummed. “What?”
Judy’s voice came soft, sure. “That I don’t care how many lifetimes we live. I’ll always want this part with you.”
Valerie’s grip tightened just slightly, her thumb brushing over the dip of Judy’s back. “This part? Right here?”
Judy leaned into her. “Exactly this.”
Judy’s fingers traced a slow line down Valerie’s spine. “The normal. The soft stuff. Us naked and tired and pretending we’re not both gonna be sore in the morning.”
Valerie grinned against her skin. “Speak for yourself.”
Judy laughed, the sound low and close. “Sure. Watch me be the one groaning when we stand up.”
“I’ll carry you,” Valerie whispered, arms already holding her like she might.
Judy leaned back just enough to catch her gaze. The water had slicked Valerie’s hair behind her ears, leaving her freckles front and center. Her emerald eyes were warm in that way they only ever got when nothing else was asked of them.
“You always do,” Judy said.
Valerie smiled, brushing a hand across Judy’s hip, then up, fingertips catching the curve of her waist. “Shampoo round two?”
Judy tilted her head with a grin, water catching on her lashes. “Only if you sing the theme song again.”
Valerie groaned, reaching for the bottle. “Please no. Not the shampoo jingle.”
But she took it anyway, lathering her hands as Judy turned around with a knowing smirk.
Judy leaned in and nipped her shoulder playfully. “One line, Mi amor. One.”
Valerie narrowed her eyes. “Fine. But you start.”
Judy leaned in, a grin spreading across her lips like a dare. Then she whispered near Valerie’s ear, completely off-key:
“Fine,” Valerie sighed, trying to look serious. “But you start.”
Judy leaned in, a grin spreading like a dare. She sang near Valerie’s ear, completely off-key:
“Laaaaavender volcano…”
Valerie rolled her eyes, water dripping from her lashes. “It’s supposed to be sultry.”
Judy gasped in mock offense. “That was sultry.”
Valerie reached for the soap again, shaking her head as the water ran down her back. “You sounded like a toaster dying.”
They both dissolved into laughter again, full-bodied and echoing off the tile like it belonged there, and for now, it did.
Outside, the house stayed quiet. The kind of stillness that came from being surrounded by people who knew how to give space, and how to wait.
Valerie kissed her again, slower this time, hands splayed across Judy’s back, every touch an answer to a question neither of them had to ask anymore.
The water kept falling, like it had all the time in the world.
Judy’s fingers curled lightly into Valerie’s waist, her breath catching just a little between the kisses more from feeling than from air. She didn’t pull away, not right away. Just leaned into the moment, her lips soft against Valerie’s, both of them half-smiling now, pressed so close there was no space left for second-guessing.
Valerie’s hand trailed up her spine again, slow and steady, until her palm cradled the back of Judy’s neck. She tilted her head and kissed her one more time not teasing, not deep, just something warm and slow enough to say everything they hadn’t needed to speak all day. Her thumb rubbed small, wet circles into the base of Judy’s hairline.
Judy shivered lightly, not from cold, just from touch. Her hands drifted up Valerie’s sides, fingertips mapping familiar curves made slick from the water, her thumbs brushing just under the edge of her ribs. She lingered there, then leaned in, pressing a kiss just beneath Valerie’s jaw, then one against her collarbone.
“You always know where I’m ticklish,” Valerie murmured, her voice dipping slightly with affection.
Judy smiled against her skin. “Muscle memory.”
Valerie huffed a laugh, the sound winding through the steam between them. “Somehow, I don’t think that’s the muscle you’re using.”
Judy didn’t answer, just smiled again, slower now, the kind of smile that settled in her whole face. She pressed her forehead to Valerie’s for a breath, their noses brushing lightly.
Then, quietly, she spoke again. “You still make me feel brand new.”
Valerie’s hand paused mid-stroke across her waist. Her eyes didn’t blink, didn’t flinch, just stayed locked on Judy’s. Then she nodded, so faint it barely moved her, but the weight of it pressed between them like something sacred.
“I feel the same,” Valerie whispered. “Like every time I get to touch you, it’s the first one that ever mattered.”
They didn’t need to move fast. They didn’t need to go further. They just let their hands wander where they always had Valerie’s over the curve of Judy’s back, Judy’s against the line of her ribs pressing kisses where water and skin met, slow and content.
The steam curled thicker now, drifting toward the ceiling in loose spirals, coating the tile and the glass with warmth that hadn’t yet asked to fade.
When they finally shifted apart, it wasn’t distance it was rhythm. Judy turned under Valerie’s hand, letting her run the shampoo one more time, and Valerie moved with her like the water had taught them this dance a lifetime ago.
Their laughter came again softer this time laced between suds and kisses, with no rush to leave the quiet.
They were home. Still here, and still madly in love.
Valerie tipped the handheld sprayer just slightly, watching the water arc down Judy’s back in a slow, gliding sweep. The stream caught the foam where it clung to her shoulder blades, peeling it away in soft spirals until skin showed through again clean, warm, where the sun had kissed too long.
Judy shivered under it, toes curling faintly against the slick tile floor.
“Too cold?” Valerie asked, angling the nozzle lower with a grin.
“Don’t you dare,” Judy warned, turning halfway toward her.
Valerie raised both brows, innocent as sin. “Just rinsing,” she said, letting the spray drift across Judy’s waist.
Judy stepped forward with a gleam in her eyes and slid her arms around Valerie’s sides, fingers pressing deliberately into the soft spots just above her hips. “That water gets any colder and I’m using your body as a human towel.”
Valerie bit back a laugh, catching her breath when Judy leaned in pressing wet, mischievous kisses across her collarbone, each one deliberate. “That’s assault,” Valerie murmured.
Judy nosed along the line of her neck, voice low and smug. “That’s affection with consequences.”
Valerie let out a short breath of laughter, her free hand dropping to the small of Judy’s back, fingers sliding downward as the water misted around them. “You're going to start something we don’t have time to finish.”
“Mm,” Judy hummed. “Then I guess we better make it count.”
The spray caught the curve of Judy’s thigh as Valerie shifted, and she used her foot to nudge them back under the main stream. It spilled over both of them now, plastering hair and skin, streaming between them like heat made visible. Valerie ran her hands up Judy’s back again, chasing the rinse, her thumbs dragging lazy lines just to feel her shiver once more.
“You missed a spot,” Judy whispered, voice muffled as her lips skimmed Valerie’s jaw.
“Where?” Valerie asked, already sliding her palm down the slope of Judy’s hip.
Judy tilted her head up, eyes playful. “Everywhere.”
Valerie laughed and leaned in, catching her mouth in a kiss that was wetter than it needed to be more steam than breath, more grin than pressure. It broke and reformed with every heartbeat, soft and slow, the way only two people completely unhurried could manage.
The water streamed over them both now, and neither moved to shut it off. Valerie smoothed the last of the suds from Judy’s lower back, her hand steady there, her mouth still ghosting along her cheek.
When Judy finally opened her eyes again, her smile had softened into something quieter. “Still think it’s a bad thing?” she asked, nodding toward the lavender volcano bottle half-forgotten on the ledge.
Valerie rested her forehead against hers. “Smells like home now.”
Beneath the running water, under the steam and bare skin and all the years between them, Judy nodded.
“Yeah,” she whispered. “Same.”
Valerie pulled the water handle back with a soft thunk, and the last of the spray thinned into rivulets across their skin. The silence that followed was warm, broken only by the soft patter of water hitting the tile and the hum of the fan still whirring overhead.
She reached for the towel first gray and oversized, and held it open, arms wide and waiting. Judy stepped into it without a word, letting Valerie wrap her up from behind, both of them half-laughing as the fabric soaked up the steam still clinging to their skin.
“You started it,” Valerie murmured, pressing her lips to the top of Judy’s wet hair.
Judy leaned back into her, voice low and full of mischief. “So worth it, guapa.”
Valerie pulled a second towel down for herself, twisting her hair up with one hand while the other dried the slope of her shoulders. Judy stepped forward, barefoot and towel-wrapped, and nudged the bathroom door open with her hip.
Warm bedroom air met them. Dim light filtered in through the curtains, soft and golden across the edge of the bed. No hallway. No steps outside. Just the slow hush of home, and the comfort of their own space.
Valerie followed, arms full of damp clothes. She dropped them into the small hamper beside the closet without ceremony and stepped over to where Judy had already claimed her spot on the bed, towel still cinched around her, legs drawn up beneath her as she sat cross-legged at the edge.
“You realize,” Judy said with a crooked grin, “you’re gonna owe me a foot rub if I get sand in the sheets.”
Valerie leaned in, kissed her once just above the knee. “You’re the one who tracked it in, monster of the tide.”
“Mmhm,” Judy said, scooting backward on the mattress, her smile turning softer now. “Monster with seafoam kisses.”
Valerie dropped her towel and reached for the old cotton tank left hanging on the bedpost, tugging it over her head as the overhead fan clicked gently and the last of the steam curled away behind them.
Outside, the house held steady. Sera and Sandra’s quiet was still there like a parallel rhythm, not interrupting. Just part of the same breath.
Judy patted the comforter beside her. “C’mon. We earned the right to be lazy.”
Valerie smiled, stepped forward barefoot across the rug, and climbed into bed. No rush, just the warmth left behind from water and touch and love that didn’t need to say a thing.
Valerie shifted just enough to pull the comforter higher, letting it drape over both of them as she sank more fully into the mattress. The warmth of the shower hadn’t left her skin yet, and Judy’s leg brushed gently against hers with each small shift. The quiet of the room held steady, undisturbed.
Judy laid curled at her side, one hand resting low on Valerie’s stomach, thumb tracing slow, lazy arcs through the cotton of her sleep shirt. Her hair was still damp where it fanned across the pillow, curling slightly at the ends from the steam, and Valerie found herself absently running her fingers through the pink and green strands, letting them twist around her knuckles.
Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to. Not when the house was this still, the kind of quiet that only came when everyone was safe and there was nowhere else to be.
Then came the soft knock. Three light taps against the bedroom door, followed by Sera’s voice, muffled but unmistakable.
"Hey Moms… is it okay if we use the hideaway bed again and play the Super Nintendo?"
Valerie blinked once, her fingers pausing in Judy’s hair.
Judy let out a soft laugh, low and fond. "Guess she’s not ready for the vacation to end either."
Valerie leaned up slightly, voice still warm from sleep. "Yeah, go for it, sweetheart. Just don’t let your wife fall asleep on the controller again."
From the other side of the door came a very insistent, "That was one time!"
Judy smirked, tucking her face against Valerie’s shoulder. “Better than you short-circuiting the loveseat trying to beat Super Mario World,” she murmured, lips brushing just beneath Valerie’s collarbone.
Valerie groaned, voice muffled slightly in the pillow. “Do not bring up the cape feather incident.”
“You flew straight into a charging Chuck,” Judy said, already grinning wider.
“I thought it was a power-up,” Valerie muttered.
Judy tilted her head up, eyebrows lifted. “Baby, he had shoulder pads.”
“Stylish ones,” Valerie deadpanned.
Judy laughed, soft but warm. “You’re lucky you're cute.”
Valerie nudged her, smiling slowly and content. “You kissed me after I rage-quit on a Yoshi.”
“Clearly I have a type,” Judy said, settling in closer.
Another laugh echoed faintly from down the hall. Then the soft shuffle of retreating footsteps and the creak of the living room fold-out being pulled from the couch.
Judy sighed contentedly, arm tightening slightly around Valerie. "They’re gonna stay the night."
Valerie kissed the top of her head. "Yeah. Good. I want them to."
The bedroom light stayed off. The only glow came from the hallway sliver beneath the door and the soft, distant sound of an old boot-up chime, followed by the unmistakable 16-bit hum of a cartridge game spinning to life.
Valerie smiled into the dark. "I love you, Jude."
Judy nodded against her. "Love you more, Val.”
The night settled slow, like it knew not to rush them.
From the other side of the house came the faint clink of something being moved off the side table, followed by a short burst of laughter Sera’s, quick and bright, fading under Sandra’s lower, steadier tone. The unmistakable start-up tones of Super Mario World bloomed next, muffled only slightly by the closed bedroom door. Then came the layered sounds of tiny 16-bit jumps, coin pings, and one sudden yelp followed by what sounded very much like Sandra saying, “That wasn’t the run button.”
Valerie chuckled into Judy’s hair, breath warm against her temple. “Told you she was gonna fall in a pit.”
“She panics every time Yoshi sticks his tongue out,” Judy murmured, smiling without opening her eyes.
Valerie dragged the comforter a little higher again, tugging it snug around their legs. The fabric was heavy in the good way, the kind that hugged without smothering, and Judy fit just right against her side, one knee bent across Valerie’s thigh, arm still slung around her waist like it had a permanent place there.
The hum of the house shifted. Not loud. Just alive.
Steam no longer curled under the bathroom door, but the smell lingered lavender, clean tile, the last trace of the soap Judy always said she didn’t like but never stopped using.
A breeze moved softly behind the windowpane, brushing faint against the glass. Pine, and distant mist. All of it layered like the quietest song.
Valerie’s hand drifted again, fingertips brushing the curve of Judy’s side beneath her shirt, trailing just enough to make her twitch and mumble, “You’re gonna make me go back in that shower.”
“Too tired to move," Valerie whispered, kissing the top of her head again.
Judy's voice came low, a hint of that sleepy smile behind it. "Guess you’re stuck with me then."
Valerie shifted just enough to press her lips to her hair once more. "Wouldn’t change a thing.”
Outside the room, another round of pixelated music kicked up, this one faster, more chaotic.
“Okay, that’s the ghost house,” Judy said. “Guaranteed scream in three... two…”
Sera’s shout punched through the door. “Why is everything smiling and evil?!”
Valerie and Judy both laughed into each other, shoulders shaking just enough to pull them tighter.
Then it quieted again.
Judy shifted, eyes half-lidded, her hand sliding up to rest just over Valerie’s heart. “This feels like real life.”
Valerie closed her eyes. “That’s because it is.”
Neither of them moved. The sound of the game carried on faintly through the walls, Sera’s voice rising once in protest, Sandra’s laugh answering. Everything else just breathed.
Valerie let her hand settle over Judy’s, fingers loosely laced above her chest. The steady thump of her heartbeat pulsed there, quiet and constant, grounding in a way the outside world never could be. Judy’s thumb moved slow in response, brushing a small circle like she was tracing each beat with intention.
No words now. Just touch, and breath, and the soft weight of love wrapped around them like the blankets they hadn’t shifted in over an hour.
Outside, the living room hummed. They didn’t have to see it to know Sera was probably sprawled diagonally across the loveseat against Sandra, still holding the controller like it owed her money. Sandra was tucked beside her, one leg pulled up, face calm even while her fingers moved with surgical precision across the buttons.
A sudden chime rang out the unmistakable sound of a level ending.
“Victory!” Sera shouted, somewhere between triumph and disbelief.
Judy let out a sleepy laugh against Valerie’s collarbone. “Okay, she finally made it past the sunken ghost ship.”
Valerie smiled, brushing her fingers through Judy’s hair again. “Took her long enough.”
Judy shifted, nestling in a little closer. “Think they’ll actually shut it off before midnight?”
Valerie’s thumb traced her side beneath the blanket. “Maybe. If Sandra lets her. That girl’s got a bedtime schedule like it’s tactical.”
“Might be the only reason they haven’t pulled an all-nighter yet,” Judy murmured.
Valerie chuckled low. “Nah. They’ll crash eventually. Probably forget to fold the bed up.”
Judy smirked, eyes still closed. “I’ll leave them a blanket on the couch just in case.”
Another familiar sound filtered in through the wall pixelated coin pings, then the start of a boss theme.
Sera groaned, voice rising just enough to carry. “Okay but seriously who puts lava and spikes in a children’s game?!”
Sandra’s voice came quieter, the edge of a laugh behind it. “Adapt or die, babe.”
Judy shook her head, still smiling. “They’re ridiculous.”
Valerie pressed a kiss to her forehead. “We raised her well.”
The wind brushed faint against the windows again, barely there, just enough to whisper through the trees outside. Inside, the house stayed warm. Nothing loud now, just a rhythm of people who knew how to share space without asking for it.
Judy’s hand rose to rest gently over Valerie’s heart again. “Feels like the end of something.”
Valerie breathed in slowly. “Or the start.”
No one moved. The game would go on a little longer. Maybe there’d be popcorn later, or maybe not. The night didn’t ask them to decide.
Judy’s breathing had settled again, slower now, her thumb brushing absent arcs across Valerie’s ribs where the blanket didn’t quite reach. Her eyes hadn’t opened in a while, not asleep, just floating somewhere just beneath it, the kind of still that only happened when the house was quiet and full at the same time.
The game sounds dipped lower, like Sandra had turned the CRT volume down a few notches. Still audible the soft blip of an item box, the echoey ring of a fireball pinging off pixelated brick, but no shouting now. Just focused play, or maybe winding down.
Valerie shifted her leg slightly to stretch, foot brushing Judy’s ankle beneath the covers. “Are you still awake?”
“Mm-hmm,” Judy hummed, not bothering to lift her head. “Just thinking.”
Valerie let her hand drift up to tuck a damp curl behind Judy’s ear. “Dangerous at this hour.”
Judy smiled at her. “I was thinking… if you ever wanted to add more Super Nintendo games to the collection, I wouldn’t fight you.”
Valerie blinked, then laughed softly. “That’s the sleep talking.”
“Maybe,” Judy admitted, tipping her head just enough to nuzzle against Valerie’s neck. “But I’d still play.”
“You barely survived the ghost house,” Valerie teased.
Judy sighed, dramatic and muffled. “I am a delicate flower, not meant for haunted pixel mansions.”
Outside the door, a short cheer rose up again with Sera, victorious or narrowly defeated, hard to tell. Sandra’s voice followed, low and fond, saying something they couldn’t make out. Then the screen clicked over with the brief electronic hum of a save file locking in.
Judy shifted slightly, her hand slipping beneath Valerie’s shirt, just resting there. Her voice dropped quieter again. “I like this part. Not just peace. The normal.”
Valerie curled her fingers against Judy’s spine. “This is our normal.”
“Yeah,” Judy whispered. “And it’s the best one.”
Outside, a cabinet opened, a drawer closed. Popcorn maybe, or a blanket shift. The little night things.
Inside their room, the warmth stayed held. Valerie traced one more slow arc across Judy’s back, then let her hand settle.
No need for music. The house already had its lullaby.
The warmth beneath the covers didn’t fade, it settled, like the rest of the house. Valerie shifted just enough to let her leg slide closer, curling in until her calf rested against Judy’s. Their bodies moved with the kind of rhythm that didn’t need words, the slow, unconscious kind that came from years of sleeping in the same shape.
Judy sighed softly, the breath brushing against Valerie’s collarbone. Her hand, still resting under Valerie’s shirt, flexed faintly once, then stilled, fingertips warm and steady just above her heartbeat.
The sound from the living room had faded even further, a few final button taps, the start of a save file whirring to a close. Then only the hum of the CRT was left, faint and constant, the kind of quiet glow you could feel through the walls without ever needing to see it.
Valerie’s eyes stayed open for a moment longer, just watching the faint orange light shift across the ceiling from the hallway night bulb. Her hand brushed lightly through Judy’s hair one more time, the strands still soft from the shower, curling slightly at the ends from where they’d dried against the pillow.
Judy murmured something, not quite words just sound, the kind born out of being held.
Valerie smiled. “Goodnight, babe.”
Judy’s breath evened out.
Valerie let her head rest back against the pillow, nose brushing lightly through Judy’s hair as her arms settled again. The silence was full, not empty. Not final. Just whole.
The house didn’t creak. It breathed. Distant wind slid against the glass, pine rustling like a lullaby sung under breath. The weight of the blanket wrapped around both of them held steady, warm and familiar. Beneath it, their bodies stayed close tangled but still, just enough space to breathe, but never enough to drift apart.
No parting words. No thoughts left circling the edge of sleep. Just the slow give of touch, the warmth held between them, the rhythm of shared breath.
Not the absence of sound, but the presence of peace.
The kind that only settles in houses where everyone’s made it home.
Chapter 29: Memories of The Past
Summary:
In a quiet morning at the Lakehouse, Valerie and Judy wake in each other’s arms, their home gently stirred to life by familiar sounds Sandra making tea, Sera unpacking gear in the garage. The story captures the soft, unhurried rhythm of family life as they all share breakfast in the kitchen, teasing, reminiscing, and reaffirming bonds shaped by years of love, loss, and resilience.
Through small moments Valerie helping Sera in the garage, Sandra cooking breakfast, and Judy editing her latest film the story unfolds as a portrait of chosen family and earned peace. Flashbacks deepen the emotional thread, showing Judy and Valerie’s first meeting at Lizzie’s Bar, their early connection, and a mission with Jackie that foreshadowed the life they would build.
As day stretches on, the warmth never fades. Quiet gestures, shared laughter, and silences fill the rooms. Judy and Valerie’s bond grounds the story, while Sera and Sandra’s presence reflects how their legacy carries forward steady, defiant, and deeply loved.
At its core, Memories of the Past is about the kind of family that’s built, not born. A home full of light, affection, and stories that linger even after the plates have gone cold.
Chapter Text
The morning light shone through the bedroom windows, not sharply just a quiet shift along the edge of the curtain, where early sun touched the cloth and turned it from shadowed rust to a slow, warming gold. It didn’t cut through. It seeped, like the rest of the house, unhurried.
Valerie stirred with it, her brow twitching faintly as her body reached for the shape of the day before her mind did. Her arm was still under Judy’s shoulder, the weight of her wife settled there with the kind of trust that never demanded room. Valerie didn’t move. She didn’t need to. Judy’s fingers were still curled beneath the hem of her sleep shirt, tucked just at her side like they’d always belonged there.
For a few minutes, the room just held.
Then Judy breathed in, deeper this time. Her nose brushed lightly along Valerie’s collarbone, and her legs shifted under the blanket, finding their place again like muscle memory. She didn’t speak yet. Just hummed a low, content sound from deep in her throat, one that vibrated faint against Valerie’s skin.
Valerie let her hand move gently through Judy’s hair, fingers twining near the ends before trailing down to her shoulder. “Morning, beautiful,” she whispered, voice rough with sleep.
Judy smiled at her. “Morning, mi amor.”
“I just want to lay like this,” Valerie murmured, her smile barely there but real.
Judy let out a soft laugh, then tucked her head tighter against her chest. “Mm. That’s fair.” She nestled closer, her voice almost lost against Valerie’s collarbone. “Feels too good to move anyway.”
Neither moved. Not yet. The house didn’t ask them to. Somewhere in the distance, a floorboard creaked the kind that sounded like someone stretching, not sneaking. Then the faintest kitchen sound: a cupboard opened. A mug shifted. Water filled something. Familiar movements. Unhurried ones.
Judy tilted her head just enough to blink sleepily up at Valerie. “Think they’re up?”
Valerie nodded faintly. “Sandra, probably. That girl makes tea like it’s a sacred ritual.”
Valerie’s voice stayed low, almost more breath than sound. “She always did like the quiet part of the morning.”
Judy nodded, her cheek brushing lightly against Valerie’s shoulder. “Even when she was a kid, remember? She’d sit at the window with her cereal just... watching.”
Valerie’s mouth tugged into a soft smile. “Didn’t matter if it was rain or fog or just the birds fighting over seeds we’d find her there.”
Judy let out a faint laugh, fingers tracing a line across Valerie’s ribs. “Like she thought the world would miss her if she didn’t keep an eye on it first.”
Another shared glance passed between them an agreement without any need to say it. The day could start, but slowly. They had time.
Judy reached up and pressed a kiss to Valerie’s jaw, soft and warm.
Valerie leaned into her, lips brushing her temple.
Neither moved to get up. The house had begun to stir, but their room still held its hush, the kind that belonged to two people who’d already done all the running they needed.
The comforter hadn’t shifted much. Judy was still curled soft against Valerie’s side, her palm splayed just under her shirt where skin stayed warm from sleep. The light had brightened by degrees, not harsh, just honestly slipping past the curtain edge in a way that painted soft lines across the closet door and up over the baseboard.
Valerie’s fingers moved slowly through her wife’s hair again, more habit than thought. Neither of them had spoken in a few minutes, not since that quiet smile, the one about Sandra and the morning hush.
Then came the first sound. A soft metallic roll, low and steady, the garage door easing open. Valerie stilled just a second, listening.
Judy shifted against her. “She’s up,” she murmured.
“Yeah,” Valerie said, a slow breath behind it. “Sera.”
Another faint thunk followed. The cooler being lifted, maybe, or the bedroll dropped gently to the floor near the laundry nook. Then came the sound of a zipper. Soft, deliberate. Valerie could picture it without trying Sera tugging the side pocket open on her canvas bag, brow furrowed, tongue probably pressed to the corner of her lip.
Sera's voice faintly in the garage.
“...not leaking this time, thank you very much,” she muttered, followed by the light scrape of something being nudged aside. Probably the bottle of beer. She always unpacked with commentary. Even if no one was there to hear it.
Judy chuckled, nose brushing Valerie’s shoulder again. “You think she’s trying to do it all before we get up?”
“She’s definitely trying not to wake us,” Valerie murmured, brushing her thumb over Judy’s side again. “Not doing great at that part.”
Judy smiled. “It’s sweet.”
“Yeah.” Valerie tilted her head slightly toward the sound. “It is.”
From the kitchen came the soft clink of ceramic. Sandra’s mug. The same one as always. The light scent of tea, maybe hibiscus or the chamomile blend she favored, filtered in just faint enough to feel like a signal. That Sandra was there too. That she was letting Sera have her moment while keeping the rest of the house in balance.
Judy shifted again, just enough to brush a kiss into the curve of Valerie’s neck. “We should help.”
“We should,” Valerie agreed, not moving. “In like... ten more minutes.”
Judy laughed quietly. “Reckless.”
Outside the bedroom, a soft thunk sounded as a bag hit the floor near the coat rack. Then Sera’s voice again closer this time, still soft: “Almost done... where’d I put…oh.”
Valerie smiled. “Told you. Running commentary.”
Judy’s voice came slowly, fond. “She just wants to feel useful.”
Valerie’s arm tightened gently around her. “She already is.”
The house held the warmth of it all kitchen steeping, garage sorting, bedroom still curled around the last remnants of sleep. Nothing hurried. Nothing forced.
Just family, awake in their own ways.
The day began like it remembered what peace sounded like.
The warmth under the covers lingered just long enough to make moving feel like a betrayal. Valerie sighed into the pillow one last time before nudging her foot gently against Judy’s calf.
“C’mon, babe,” she murmured. “If we wait any longer, she’s gonna alphabetize the truck bed.”
Judy groaned, voice muffled against her shoulder. “Let her. I’m warm.”
Valerie laughed softly, kissing the crown of her head. “You’ll be warmer once we’re up.”
Judy cracked one eye open, her lashes still heavy with sleep. “Is that the motivational speech I get for being married to a rockstar?”
Valerie smirked and leaned in, kissing the bridge of her nose. “This is the part where you get to look at my ass while I find shorts.”
Judy rolled away with a lazy grin, finally sitting up. “Now you’re speaking my language.”
They moved together like they always did slow, comfortable, and entirely in sync. Valerie reached for her bra first, slipping it on and fastening it behind her with a practiced motion before grabbing a faded black tank from the nearby dresser. The fabric fell loose and soft over her stomach as she turned toward the closet.
Behind her, Judy peeled her sleep shirt off and stretched, back arching just enough to make Valerie glance over her shoulder. She reached for her own bra, pale pink with a little frayed thread at the corner, and slid it on without fuss. Then came her tank soft gray, cut a little lower at the sides, and finally her shorts, tugged up with a slight hop as she muttered something about elastic being a lie.
Valerie pulled her own shorts on next, buttoning them with a quiet snap, then fastened her belt slowly and lazy like she wasn’t in a rush to do anything but stay present.
Judy glanced at her and grinned. “You’re staring.”
Valerie didn’t look away. “You’re cute.”
Judy crossed the room and flicked the edge of her waistband. “And you’re lucky I like you.”
Valerie leaned in, brushing her lips along Judy’s jaw. “You’re married to me.”
Judy kissed the corner of her mouth. “Doesn’t change the facts.”
They both paused, letting the silence stretch. Nothing needed saying. Nothing pressed.
From the kitchen came the faint ceramic tap of a mug being set down.
Valerie grabbed a hair tie off the dresser and looped it around her wrist. “Should we rescue her?”
Judy ran her fingers back through her hair and reached for the door. “Let’s at least make it look like we’re trying.”
Valerie gave her one last playful bump with her hip before they stepped into the hall.
Sunlight had started to warm the boards underfoot, catching the faint pine scent still drifting in through the open garage. The house smelled like steam, tea, and salt. As sleepy eyes were shaken open.
Valerie pressed a kiss to Judy’s cheek as she straightened, fingers giving a soft squeeze to her hip. “The garage is calling,” she murmured.
Judy gave a half smile, already turning toward the kitchen. “Tell Sera not to break anything. Or claim she invented duffel Tetris.”
Valerie smirked and slipped into the hallway. The morning light was brighter here, streaking in from the narrow window above the bathroom. Barefoot, she padded past the closed door steam still clinging faint along its edge, and reached the interior door to the garage.
The old handle clicked soft in her hand, and cooler air met her as she stepped through. The familiar oil-and-concrete scent hit first faint motor grease, a trace of pine tracked in on old tires. The garage wasn’t loud. It never was. Just wide and settled.
Sera stood at the back of the truck, half inside the open tailgate, one boot braced on the bumper, tugging the cooler forward with both arms. She didn’t look up right away.
“Are you planning to carry all that yourself?” Valerie asked, leaning lightly against the frame.
Sera glanced back over her shoulder, a smirk already in place. “Only the heavy stuff. So I can brag later.”
Valerie stepped down onto the concrete, her palm brushing the truck’s side panel as she moved beside her. “We should’ve unpacked last night.”
Sera shrugged, swinging the cooler around with a grunt. “Didn’t feel like it. I wanted to hold onto it a little longer.”
Valerie reached for the next bag, nodding. “I get that.”
The garage door stayed open behind them, letting in a slice of morning. The lake was somewhere out back, but here, it was just them, the cool air, and the soft thud of gear settling into place.
Sera nudged the edge of the duffel with her boot until it tipped just right, then crouched to grab it by the straps. Valerie caught the motion before it finished, slipping a hand under the other side to help lift.
“Teamwork,” Sera said with a half-grin.
Valerie arched her brow. “You mean you’re finally letting someone help?”
“Temporarily,” Sera said, walking backward toward the storage shelf along the left wall. “Don't let it go to your head.”
The weight of the bag hit the floor with a soft thump, and for a second they both just stood there. The morning light cut clean across the concrete in wide bars through the high window, catching on dust motes, old oil sheen, and the faint curve of the tire stack in the corner. One of Judy’s old plant hangers still sat above the workbench, empty now except for a bit of moss along the rim.
Valerie leaned back against the fender of the truck. “Didn’t expect you to be up this early.”
Sera wiped her hands down the sides of her shorts. “Couldn’t sleep. Guess I didn’t want it to end.”
Valerie let that sit. “It doesn’t have to. Not all at once.”
Sera looked at her, that little line between her brows softening. “Yeah… I know. It’s just easier to do something than sit in it, you know?”
Valerie nodded. “I used to do the same thing. Unpack first, think later.”
Sera smirked. “Guess I really am your kid.”
That pulled a laugh out of Valerie. “No doubt about that.”
Sera picked up the lighter bag next, tossing it onto the top shelf with a satisfying thud. Her movements were casual, but not careless. There was still that method to how she packed, the way she always took up just enough space and no more.
“You and Sandra sleep okay?” Valerie asked, adjusting one of the latches on the tailgate.
Sera didn’t answer right away. She ran a hand through the top of her hair, pushing the red strands back from her face before letting her fingers rest at the nape of her neck. “Yeah. Better than I thought she would.”
Valerie looked over. “Did she talk much after the game?”
Sera shook her head. “Not really. But she didn’t need to. She just… held me.”
A quiet settled in the garage again. Not awkward, just full. Like the space knew how to hold these kinds of conversations without crowding them.
Valerie pushed off the fender and moved to grab the last box. “You want to stay another night?”
Sera hesitated. “Would that be okay?”
Valerie glanced back at her. “Sera. You’re never a guest here.”
Sera’s smile was small, but it reached her eyes. “Okay. Then yeah. If Sandra’s good with it.”
Valerie handed her the box, letting their fingers brush for a second. “I think she will be.”
The morning pressed on outside, quiet and slow, like it had time to let them figure it out. Inside the garage, the day started not with noise or urgency, but with shared weight and steady hands.
Sera nudged the last of the folded blankets deeper into the bin by her feet, then straightened, her arms bracing on the edge of the truck bed as she caught her breath. Morning light slanted through the open garage, catching on the fine edges of dust still clinging to the frame, and making the red strands of her hair glow.
Valerie stepped closer, her voice soft enough not to startle, but still grounded. “Do you miss being home?”
Sera didn’t turn yet. Just let her fingers drum once against the tailgate. “You mean this home?” Her tone wasn’t defensive, just weighing.
Valerie’s hands stayed tucked in the pockets of her shorts, but her eyes didn’t move off her daughter. “Did we make a mistake building you and Sandra a separate place? Should we have just added onto here instead?”
That got Sera to glance back, lips pulling into something caught between amusement and something harder to name. “Are you really asking that?”
Valerie shrugged, leaning her shoulder into the side of the truck now. “I don’t know. Maybe it’s selfish. Maybe I just liked hearing your boots at the end of the hall.”
Sera looked at her fully this time. “We still come back, Mom.”
“I know. I just...” Valerie’s jaw flexed. “Sometimes I wonder if it feels like we pushed you out too soon. Like we built something and then told you to go make your own before you were ready.”
Sera reached for one of the bungee cords and wound it tight around her wrist before letting it snap lightly back into her palm. “You didn’t push me. You and Mama hell, you fought to give me space. That house is something we made together. Me and Sandra. And yeah, it’s not far, but it’s ours.”
Valerie nodded, quiet again. She ran her thumb along the tailgate’s edge, catching a ridge of old, sunbaked paint. “You ever wish it wasn’t?”
Sera paused, the line of her shoulders steady now. “Not for a second.”
Then she smiled, just a little, and looked back out past the edge of the garage where the mist still curled low over the slope down to the lake. “But I’ll be real with you. Sometimes I still miss falling asleep on that couch after pretending not to eavesdrop on you and Mama playing guitar.”
Valerie huffed a laugh. “We always knew.”
“Yeah,” Sera grinned. “That’s why I kept doing it.”
The morning didn’t rush them. The wind slipped through the open side of the garage, carrying the scent of pine and old motor oil. Somewhere deeper in the house, a cabinet shut softly Judy or Sandra moving slowly, letting the morning stretch without forcing it forward.
Sera leaned against the truck, crossing her arms. “You didn’t mess up. You just gave me room to grow.”
Valerie met her eyes, something warm threading in beneath the quiet. “I just didn’t want you to grow too far.”
“You didn’t.” Sera reached out and bumped her knuckles lightly against Valerie’s arm. “You raised me right here. I carry it with me. Always will.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She stepped forward, arms slipping around Sera without warning, not rushed, not dramatic, just full and tight and real. The kind of hug that said things better than words ever could.
Sera tensed just a second from the surprise, then melted into it, arms coming up around Valerie’s back. Her cheek rested lightly against her mother’s shoulder. She didn’t say anything. She didn’t need to.
Valerie’s voice came quiet against her ear. “I think this trip just reminded me how lucky I am to have you, Starshine.”
Sera’s eyes closed, her breath catching just a little. She held on a second longer, then gave Valerie a gentle squeeze back. “You’re stuck with me,” she murmured, her tone low, a smile tugging at the edge.
Valerie pulled back just enough to look at her, thumbs brushing over her shoulders. “Good. I wouldn't want it any other way.”
The quiet stretched a beat longer soft, grounded, full of things they didn’t have to untangle right then.
Then Valerie nodded toward the door. “Are you ready to see if they made us anything for breakfast?”
Sera grinned. “If they haven’t, I’m calling a mutiny.”
Valerie chuckled and swung an arm around her shoulders, guiding her toward the house. “Only if you make the flag this time.”
“I have so many ideas,” Sera said, already bumping her hip against her mom’s as they walked.
The garage light caught their backs as they stepped into the hallway, the morning warm and waiting on the other side.
The hallway greeted them with the scent of toast and something sweet, maybe syrup, maybe jam already thickening the air. The house didn’t buzz with activity so much as hum with it, like it had found its rhythm early and decided not to break it.
Valerie let her hand drift down from Sera’s shoulder as they stepped inside, catching the soft brush of fabric as her daughter moved ahead toward the kitchen. The warmth of the wood underfoot was still holding on from yesterday, and the sunlight pouring through the kitchen windows threw soft patches of gold along the floor, broken only by the shape of bare feet and lazy shadows.
Sandra was by the stove, one hand steadying the skillet as the other flipped something with practiced grace. She didn’t look over right away, just reached blindly for the mug waiting beside her and took a slow sip of tea. Her hair was still damp near the roots, curling a little at the ends, and she wore one of Sera’s tank tops, loose at the shoulders.
Judy leaned against the counter near the sink, legs crossed at the ankle, cradling her own cup between both hands. Her eyes lifted as they walked in, and she smiled small, but real.
“Morning, mi Cielo,” she said, voice low and steady with that just-woken roughness still clinging to the edges.
Sera made a noise somewhere between a yawn and a threat. “Tell me there’s more of that.”
Sandra reached without looking and tapped a second plate on the counter. “You’re late. This one was almost mine.”
Valerie stepped over to Judy first, touching a hand lightly to her waist, thumb brushing where her tank top met bare skin. “What’d I miss?”
Judy leaned in, kissed her cheek. “So far? Just a lecture about proper spatula technique and Sera trying to steal the syrup.”
“I’m reclaiming it,” Sera said, grabbing the plate.
Sandra finally looked over, eyes warm beneath her sleep-mussed lashes. “And yet somehow you’re still here.”
“Because you love me,” Sera replied through a mouthful of pancake.
Valerie chuckled, slipping her hand into Judy’s. “Guess that means we’re not exiled after all.”
“Not yet,” Sandra said, turning back to the skillet.
Judy sipped her tea and bumped Valerie’s hip with hers. “You smell like the garage.”
Valerie leaned close and whispered near her ear. “You still smell like my shampoo.”
Judy smirked. “Guess we’re even.”
The kitchen held the moment. Plates were passed. Chairs scraped gently against tile. Somewhere outside, a bird called once, then fell silent again. The world didn’t need to rush.
Sera reached for the syrup again, this time with a little more stealth and a lot more smirk. “Hey, babe,” she said around another bite of pancake, “you wanna stay one more night here? Just us again?”
Sandra didn’t answer right away; she was busy nudging the burner off with her hip and scraping the last of the pancakes onto a waiting plate. She slid it across the counter, then finally glanced over, tucking a damp strand of hair behind her ear.
“I was actually thinking I’d like to spend some time with my moms today,” she said, tone easy but steady. “Haven’t had a quiet day with just them in a while.”
Sera blinked once, mid-chew, then nodded, smiling soft. “Yeah. That makes sense. We can come back tonight if you want.”
Sandra’s hand reached out under the counter, fingers brushing Sera’s lightly as she passed by with her tea. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
Valerie, already halfway through her own pancake, pointed a fork toward them both. “Well, if we’re all back here tonight, that means one thing.”
Sera groaned. “No. No you don’t.”
Valerie grinned wider. “Yup. Super Nintendo. All of us. Full gauntlet. Mario Kart. Super Metroid. Maybe even Zombies Ate My Neighbors if I feel generous.”
“Judy dies first in that one,” Sera muttered.
Judy raised her cup like a toast. “And yet I go out with style.”
Valerie winked at her. “Only if you remember the map layout this time.”
Judy lowered her mug and gave her a mock glare. “It’s a cursed cul-de-sac. I don’t care what you say.”
Sandra settled at the table beside Sera, her plate untouched for now, but her eyes tracking each rhythm of the morning. The scrape of forks, the warmth of fresh food, the unspoken peace of knowing the day didn’t have to be claimed fast.
Judy stretched her legs under the table and let out a quiet exhale. “I’m gonna work on a few edits today,” she said casually. “Nothing big, just cleaning up that one sequence. Feels like a good day to let things simmer.”
Valerie leaned back slightly in her chair, one arm draped along the backrest as she watched Judy. “Want me to help?”
Judy shrugged, but her smile had that curl that said yes even before her mouth did. “If you’ve got time.”
Valerie leaned forward slightly, reaching out to brush a bit of syrup from Judy’s lip with the pad of her thumb. “I always do for you,” she said, quiet but certain, like it wasn’t a promise, just the truth.
Sera rolled her eyes, biting back a grin. “Gross.”
Sandra didn’t look up, but she smirked faintly into her tea. “You’ll get used to it.”
The kitchen stayed warm. Steam from the mugs. Syrup on fingertips. Toast crumbs on the counter and sunlight softening the corners of every edge. The kind of morning that didn’t ask to be remembered, because it already would be.
The toast had gone cold, but nobody seemed to mind.
Sera nibbled at the corner of hers like it owed her an explanation for existing. Across from her, Sandra finally reached for her plate, not because she was hungry exactly, but because the moment had settled enough for food to make sense again. She broke off a piece of pancake with her fork, letting the syrup drag a slow arc behind it.
Valerie was halfway through her second cup by then, her mug tucked into both hands, thumbs circling the rim like muscle memory. “You know,” she said without looking up, “I remember a time when mornings meant burnt toast and Sera trying to convince us cereal counted as a food group.”
Sera looked up, mid-chew. “Still does.”
Judy didn’t even pause. “Only if the cereal’s named after a cartoon character.”
“Or a crime,” Valerie added.
Sandra smirked faintly. “Are you saying Sugar Smugglers are off the table?”
“Never had a table to begin with,” Judy said. “It was just a cardboard box and shame.”
That earned a quiet laugh from Sera. She leaned sideways into Sandra’s shoulder, letting her temple rest there a second. “Okay, but if we’re being honest, I kind of miss when mornings were this dumb.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just let the silence stretch a bit. It didn’t hurt. It just made room.
Then she glanced toward the counter. “We still got that extra container of strawberries?”
Judy followed her gaze, then nodded. “Back of the fridge. Probably judging us.”
“Perfect.” Valerie stood and crossed the room, her chair legs dragging slightly against the tile before settling again. She pulled open the fridge, scanned briefly, and came back victorious. The container thunked gently onto the counter. “Alright. Anyone wants to level up their plate, now’s your chance.”
Sera was already reaching. “Don’t mind if I do.”
Sandra didn’t move yet. She just watched Sera’s fingers fumble with the plastic lid, watched her eyebrows do that determined little furrow thing when the corner wouldn’t pop.
Judy tilted her head, watching too. “Need help, mi cielo?”
Sera scoffed. “Please. I’m trained in tactical breaching.”
The lid gave a sudden snap, strawberries scattering slightly. One tumbled off the edge only to be caught mid-air by Valerie, who grinned and popped it in her mouth like it was planned.
“Still got it,” she mumbled around the bite.
Sera blinked at her. “Show-off.”
“Muscle memory,” Valerie said, sliding the container between them all.
Sandra reached and plucked one without a word, then set it on the corner of Sera’s plate. “This one’s diplomatic immunity.”
Sera looked at it, then at her, and grinned. “Thanks, babe.”
The sun had climbed just enough now to cast full light through the kitchen windows, gold and open across the table. The steam from the mugs had faded, but warmth lingered in the wood grain and in the way everyone leaned without thinking closer, not away.
Judy stretched again, one bare foot sliding along Valerie’s under the table. “Might record a little later too,” she said lazily. “If the mood’s right.”
Valerie glanced over, eyes soft. “I can sit in. No pressure.”
“I know,” Judy said. “That’s why it helps.”
Outside, a bird called again, maybe the same one from earlier, maybe not, but this time, it didn’t fall quiet. It kept going. Not loud, just steady. Like it had something to say and finally got the courage to say it.
Sandra glanced toward the window. “You think Bisabuela’s up yet?”
Judy raised an eyebrow. “You mean already up.”
Valerie grinned. “Probably halfway through baking something none of us can pronounce.”
Sera nodded solemnly. “I hope it’s the cinnamon kind. The one that looks like a spiral but tastes like heaven.”
Sandra rested her chin in her hand. “You just want it because she slices the middle out for you.”
“I am her favorite,” Sera said, with no shame at all.
Valerie reached over and tousled her hair. “You’re all her favorites. That’s her trick.”
The room drifted again. Not away from itself just further in. Like the air had thickened with comfort instead of heat. Dishes weren’t cleared yet. Nobody moved to stand. The morning still had edges left to soften.
Sandra’s fingers drifted slowly along the rim of her mug, not to lift it just to feel the shape. The glaze was worn a little on one side from years of heat and wash, a hairline crack under the handle filled in with resin. She didn’t need to drink anymore. She just liked the way it fit in her hands.
Sera nudged her plate slightly forward with her knuckles. “You gonna finish that?”
Sandra’s brow rose, just enough to be a challenge. “Are you?”
Sera shrugged. “I’m pacing myself.”
Sandra raised an eyebrow, not looking up from the slow circle her finger traced along the rim of her mug. “You ate four pancakes.”
Sera leaned back in her chair with a dramatic sigh, fork still dangling from her fingers like she hadn’t quite given up. “And I didn’t say I was pacing well,” she said, the corner of her mouth tugging into something between guilt and pride. Her foot bumped gently against Sandra’s under the table, light enough to play innocent.
Judy snorted softly behind her mug, hiding the smile. Valerie reached across the table and nudged the syrup bottle toward Sera like it was an offering. “Final round?”
Sera looked at it, then at Sandra, then gave a theatrical sigh. “I have no self-control in this household.”
Sandra’s voice was quiet. “You have love.”
That quieted the room not awkwardly, not even noticeably, just enough that for a moment, the soft tap of the bird outside filled the space again. Its rhythm was uneven now, skipping once, then twice. Almost like it was walking along the railing.
Judy’s gaze drifted toward the window, not with urgency just tracking the light. “It’s getting bright fast. Gonna be one of those days where the lake looks like glass.”
Valerie leaned her chin into her palm. “That’s the kind I used to write best in. Back when I thought lyrics had to fix something.”
“You still think that,” Judy murmured, not unkindly.
Valerie didn’t argue. Her eyes stayed on the way the sunlight hit the cabinet handles, the gentle way it bounced off chrome.
Sandra stood slowly, not a decision, just a motion. She stretched her arms once above her head, the tank top shifting at the shoulders, and then she stepped over to the sink, rinsed her mug with the quiet efficiency of someone who’d done it a thousand times before.
Judy tilted her head back to look at her. “You don’t have to…”
“I know,” Sandra said. Her voice stayed soft. “I just felt like it.”
Sera watched her with something that wasn’t quite a smile but was close like she was memorizing the way her wife’s fingers moved, the way the water caught along her wrist before sliding away.
Valerie pushed her chair back just slightly, not to leave. Just enough to angle her legs toward Judy. “What if we don’t clear the table?” she asked.
Judy raised a brow. “Protest?”
“Maybe,” Valerie said. “Or maybe it’s just… nice having it like this.”
Sera nodded. “Yeah. Feels like the house is still eating with us.”
That made Sandra pause mid-dry, cloth in hand. She looked over her shoulder, a smile small. “That’s the sappiest thing you’ve said all week.”
“I’m pacing myself,” Sera repeated, and this time it made them all laugh.
The dishes stayed. The crumbs stayed. Even the syrup ring under Judy’s mug, the one she usually wiped up without thinking, remained where it was.
The laughter faded slowly, not rushed out, just settling back into the space like dust caught in warm light. There was still weight in the room, but not the kind that pressed. Just the kind that lingered because it didn’t want to leave first.
Judy shifted in her seat, curling one leg under the other, toes brushing lightly against Valerie’s ankle this time. “You know…” she started, her voice a little scratchy with tea and morning. “If we leave the table like this, Grams is gonna make a comment.”
Valerie smiled, not looking at her yet. “Something about modern laziness, probably.”
“Or spiritual decay,” Judy added, lips twitching.
Sera tilted her head. “Isn’t that what she said about streaming music?”
Sandra nodded slowly as she returned to the table, cloth still in hand. “And microwave popcorn.”
“That one might’ve had a point,” Judy muttered, raising her mug again like she was toasting some ancient grudge.
Valerie let out a soft chuckle, finally glancing toward the back windows. “She still brings tamales in that same damn towel wrap, too. Like a holy relic.”
“She washes it by hand,” Sandra added, settling into her chair again. “Has to be the same soap. Smells like eucalyptus and war.”
Judy laughed at that full this time, quiet but real, and Valerie reached for her hand under the table, linking their fingers without even looking.
Sera leaned forward now, elbows on the table, chin in her hands. “Do you think she’d ever teach me how to make those properly? Like not just the dough part. The whole process.”
Sandra met her gaze. “She already thinks you’re ready. She told me last winter.”
Sera blinked. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
“Because you were elbows-deep in wiring that broken relay and didn’t hear her the first three times.”
Valerie’s mouth curled. “She finally shrugged and said, ‘She’ll figure it out eventually. She’s stubborn like her mothers.’”
Judy raised her cup again, mock-proud. “Our finest legacy.”
Sera grinned and reached for another strawberry, this one a little overripe, soft along one side. She bit it anyway, juice catching at the corner of her mouth. “Well then. Guess I’ve got generational stubbornness on my side.”
Sandra reached out, thumb brushing gently beneath her lip to catch the juice before it fell. “And a good teacher.”
They didn’t kiss, and didn’t need to. The table was enough. The space between them was soft and known.
Outside, the bird kept tapping now louder, like it had found something to argue with in the glass. Judy finally turned her head and caught sight of it, a small red finch hopping awkwardly along the railing, fluffing its feathers at nothing in particular.
Valerie leaned forward again, resting her forearms on the table. “Do you remember when that hawk got stuck in the porch netting?”
Sera made a face. “Ugh. The screeching?”
Sandra looked between them. “Wait, what? When was this?”
“Two summers ago,” Judy said. “Early morning. It was tangled in the mesh and flapping like the world was ending.”
Valerie nodded. “Took all three of us to calm it down enough to cut it free.”
Sera held up a finger. “Correction. You two calmed it. I stood back and panicked usefully.”
“You brought the scissors,” Judy said gently.
Valerie’s smile deepened, small and quiet. “And the hawk made it. Took off into the trees like it had somewhere better to be.”
They fell quiet again, but it wasn’t empty. It was full of things that didn’t need to be said. Full of mornings that had passed and the kind that hadn’t come yet.
Sera nudged her plate forward with the side of her hand, fork clinking gently against ceramic. She didn’t rush to stand, just exhaled slowly, her shoulders easing down like she’d finally stopped holding something invisible. “We should probably get moving,” she said, not loud. Not reluctant either, just honest.
Sandra had already started to shift, her palm grazing the table as she rose. “I’ll grab our boots,” she murmured, heading toward the hallway with quiet steps, bare feet brushing against warm tile.
The kitchen didn’t change much when she left. The air still carried the weight of toast and syrup, and the faint sharpness of cooling tea.
Valerie didn’t move. She just looked over her mug, eyes soft. “You sure you don’t want to wait another ten?”
Sera gave a small smile. “I’d stay too long if I did.”
Judy tilted her head, one leg still curled under her. “You’ll be back tonight?”
Sera nodded, running a hand through her hair, letting it fall back in a mess of red bangs over one eye. “Yeah. Feels better that way.”
Valerie reached out, fingers brushing lightly against Sera’s wrist as she passed. “Tell Panam not to hog the stories this time.”
“She’ll try,” Sera said, her grin flashing easy, real.
From the hallway came the soft thump of a boot being dropped, then Sandra’s voice, low and even: “They’re right where we left them.”
“Still smells like the lake,” Sera called back, already moving.
Judy shifted her weight, hand still around her mug. “Bring back that jam Vicky made. The one with the lemon rind.”
“We already hid it,” Sandra replied, reappearing in the doorway with a boot in each hand. “She’s making more.”
Valerie nodded once. “Smart woman.”
Sera bent to pull hers on, fingers quick. She didn’t tie them yet. Just sat with her elbows on her knees for a second, eyes on the floor. Then she looked up, a soft grin still sitting there. “Thanks for breakfast.”
Valerie’s voice came warm behind it. “Thanks for being home.”
Sandra offered her free hand and Sera took it, letting herself be pulled up without a word. They stepped toward the door together, still moving slowly not from hesitation, just not needing to rush.
The screen creaked faintly as Sandra eased it open. A cooler air met them there crisp, pine-sweet, still edged with lake mist. The sound of it came in too, that hush of water brushing the shore somewhere behind the house.
Valerie didn’t follow them out. Neither did Judy. They just sat in the kitchen that still held their warmth, watching the shapes of their daughters pass through the light one more time before the quiet settled again.
Judy’s hand curled tighter around her mug for a second before she set it down, fingers trailing off the handle like they didn’t want to leave it just yet. The front door clicked shut, soft and sure.
Valerie’s gaze lingered on the hallway a little longer, like she could still hear the weight of their boots on the porch even after they were gone. Then she blinked slowly, pulled in a breath, and turned her eyes back to the table.
The toast was still there. One last corner, browned just enough, syrup softening the edge. She looked at it, then at Judy, a half-smile forming without trying.
Judy caught the glance. “You gonna eat that?” she asked, already reaching.
Valerie raised an eyebrow, lazily leaning back in her chair. “Was thinking about it.”
Judy plucked the toast with two fingers like it was some kind of treasure. “Too late,” she said, but didn’t bring it to her mouth.
Instead, she shifted closer in her seat, knees bumping Valerie’s. She held the toast out, halfway between them. “C’mon,” she said, voice just above a whisper, teasing around the edge. “Say ‘ahh.’”
Valerie rolled her eyes but didn’t lean away. “Really?”
Judy’s grin curled like a dare. “It’s artisanal. Handcrafted. Maple-kissed with a hint of familial chaos.”
Valerie scoffed under her breath, her smile tugging wider. “You’re ridiculous,” she muttered, tilting her head just enough to look Judy dead-on.
Judy’s grin didn’t fade. She leaned in a little closer, the toast still balanced in her fingers like an offering. “And yet here you are,” she said, her voice low and fond, like it never really needed to win the argument. Just stay close.
Valerie held her gaze a second longer, then leaned forward and took the bite straight from her fingers, lips brushing her knuckles on the way. Her freckled cheek lifted into a slow smile as she chewed. “You didn’t even burn it this time.”
Judy shrugged, brushing her fingers dry against her own thigh. “I’m a woman of many talents.”
“Mm,” Valerie murmured, swallowing the last bit. “Keep feeding me and I might start believing that.”
Judy laughed quietly, leaned in, and pressed a kiss to the side of her mouth just a little sticky with syrup.
The kitchen didn’t feel empty. It felt like it had exhaled. Light poured through the window, catching the steam still curling from their mugs, catching the crumbs scattered near the edge of the plate, catching the quiet that held when no one needed to say or do anything at all.
They stayed like that a while longer. Just the two of them, the hush, and the last taste of morning still warm in the air.
Valerie let the moment breathe, her eyes half-lidded as she leaned back in her chair, thumb brushing idly over the lip of her mug. She didn’t say anything right away and didn't need to. The kind of quiet that hung between them now wasn’t waiting to be filled. Just held.
Judy stretched a little, arms lifting slow above her head until her spine gave a soft crack. “Might head in and try to get that rooftop sequence cut,” she said, voice still touched with the softness of breakfast. “Before it stops making sense in my head.”
Valerie nodded, her gaze following the play of light over the tabletop. “I’ll clean up, and will be there in a minute,” she said, her tone low and even, fingers already reaching for the nearest mug. “Let you get a head start.”
Judy looked at her, then down at the table still cluttered with plates and lazy crumbs, the syrup bottle tilted just slightly off center. “You sure?”
Valerie’s smile deepened, slow and subtle. “Yeah. I like doing it after everyone’s gone,” she said, her thumb now smoothing over the rim of her own plate. “Feels like I get to keep the morning a little longer.”
Judy didn’t argue. Just stood, slow and natural, her hand brushing Valerie’s shoulder as she passed behind her chair. She paused there, fingers resting lightly at the curve of her neck, then leaned down and pressed one more kiss just beneath her jaw right where her freckles faded into the warmth of skin.
Valerie tilted her head toward it without speaking.
“I’ll be in the edit room,” Judy said softly, lips brushing the edge of her ear.
“I’ll come find you in a bit,” Valerie murmured, her hand grazing Judy’s as it fell away.
Judy stepped into the hall without looking back. Her footsteps were light, padded, familiar. A door creaked softly as it opened at the far end, then closed again not a barrier, just a pause.
Valerie stayed seated, hand resting over the center of the table now, where the warmth still lingered from their plates.
The toast was gone, but the morning was still here.
Valerie stepped barefoot down the hall, her shoulder brushing the edge of a family photo one of the older ones, back when Sera’s boots didn’t yet match and her grin was mostly teeth. The wood was warm beneath her feet, a little creak near the wall where the board still bowed.
When she reached the open doorway, Valerie didn’t speak. She just rested her knuckles against the frame and let her eyes take it in.
The sun hadn’t quite burned through the mist rolling off Klamath Lake, so the light in the editing room was soft, more silver than gold. One of the windows was cracked open just enough to let in the sound of water against the dock. It was quiet, not for lack of motion, but the kind of quiet that only came when every part of the house had exhaled at once.
Judy sat cross-legged in the big leather chair by her rig, head tilted, one bare foot nudging the base of the desk as the images floated on the console screen. It wasn’t just video Valerie could tell by the way her fingers hovered, twitching slightly with each shift in frame that Judy was syncing again. Not full deep-dive, not today. Just riding the emotional track. Sorting footage by feeling, by memory pulse.
Valerie stayed in the doorway a second longer, watching the way the soft monitor light played across Judy’s shaved side, the way her pink and green hair, still tangled from sleep, fell forward when she leaned just a little closer to the console.
The scent of sandalwood drifted stronger near the door, blending with sea salt and the faintest trace of candle smoke vanilla, slow-burning, likely one of the ones Judy left cracked near the sill to air out the house after a trip.
Valerie noticed the handwritten note sitting off to the side of the desk, pink ink curling in Judy’s familiar script.
“2076. October. Lizzie’s. First beer.”
“Heist convo. Don’t cut the taco scene.”
“Keep sync spike from the dive. Val’s breath hit 14.3 when she looked at me.”
That last one made Valerie smile quietly, full-bodied, and all the way down. She stepped in, not loud, just enough for the floorboard to give a soft creak under her heel. Judy’s head turned at the sound, eyes catching hers.
“Didn’t mean to interrupt,” Valerie said, voice low, warm.
Judy shook her head gently, lips curving. “You’re not,” she said. “Just trimming emotion.”
Valerie wandered closer, fingertips brushing along the edge of the desk as she leaned in. The frame paused on Judy’s younger self, sitting beside Jackie in the back of the Hella with half a taco in one hand, eyes already carrying too much weight. The audio was muted, but Valerie remembered the moment anyway. Probably something like “Coulda just gone to the movies, man.”
Judy glanced up, her eyes softer now. “This part still feels too raw to smooth over.”
Valerie nodded, thumb absently tracing the old scratch in the desk’s corner. “Because it was.”
The monitor dimmed, then shifted next frame. Lizzie’s Bar. BD glow painting Valerie’s younger face in pinks and blues. Red hair was shorter then. The armor jacket zipped too high. That guarded look she used to wear when she still thought keeping her distance meant staying whole.
Judy exhaled through her nose, the sound light. “You looked so pissed at the world.”
“I was,” Valerie murmured. “Until you sat down and bought me a drink.”
“Wrong,” Judy said, a smile just barely tipping in. “You bought me one. I remember because you said something snarky about Maiko, and I laughed too loud.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath. “Right. Then we tried to out-bitter each other over our exes.”
Judy’s hand reached for the slider, scrolling through the timeline until it caught again paused just before the hallway scene. Her, standing in low light. Arms crossed. Watching Valerie from a distance.
“I was already halfway curious,” she said, “when you recognized the BDs were mine.”
Valerie smiled. “You had a tone. Sharp, but warm under it.”
Judy leaned back slightly in her chair, letting the warmth sink into her shoulders. “You looked like someone who saw too much too fast.”
Valerie stepped around behind her, hands coming to rest gently on Judy’s shoulders. Her thumbs moved slowly, tracing gentle circles through the fabric of her tank top. “I’d just lost someone I thought I’d die with.”
Judy tilted her head, cheek brushing lightly against the inside of Valerie’s wrist.
“And you,” Valerie said, her voice quieter now, “made space without asking why.”
Neither of them moved for a while. The monitor hummed faintly over the desk, a low light casting quiet halos across the walls.
Outside, the wind picked up soft, steady, rustling the pines beyond the kitchen window. A gull called somewhere near the lake. Sharp, and distant. Then silence again, the kind that stayed with you.
Judy reached for the console again but didn’t hit play.
“Wanna watch the night we met?” she asked, almost hesitant.
Valerie bent lower, kissed the top of her head. “Only if you pour me one of those spiked sodas first. You know how emotional I get.”
Judy smirked, already swinging her legs down. “Wasn’t gonna say anything, guapa, but yeah you did cry last time you saw Jackie.”
Valerie gave her a gentle swat on the arm as she moved toward the kitchen. “Don’t make me put that scene back in just to watch you tear up.”
Behind her, Judy’s laughter layered under the monitor’s hum and the sound of memories waiting just behind the next frame.
The drink cracked open with a hiss and a low fizz as Valerie returned, the citrusy bite of Judy’s favorite lime-gin mix curling through the room like it belonged there. She passed one over without a word, sliding back into the second chair beside her, one leg folded under while the other foot played light against Judy’s calf.
The monitor shimmered softly in the low light, faint glints of red and blue flickering across the edges of the console.
Judy took a slow sip from her drink, then set it down with a quiet clink. Her fingers tapped once against the interface.
The screen shifted.
October 2076
Lizzie’s Bar
The bass thrummed low just enough to rattle the bottles above the shelves. Toward the back, the booths held a kind of hush. A BD hum and red-glow quiet that wrapped itself around broken hearts and hangovers without asking questions.
Valerie sat alone in the furthest booth, boots kicked across to the other side, a BD wreath held loose in one hand like a cigarette. Her other hand nursed the lip of a beer glass she hadn’t touched in ten minutes.
She’d already watched four loops. None of them made her feel better, but that wasn’t the point. Watching wasn’t about getting off. Not tonight. It was about distance. Watching someone else fall apart so she didn’t have to think about how her bed still smelled like Kassidy’s shampoo.
Somewhere between loops, she’d noticed her hand was trembling. Not from nerves. From restraint.
That’s when she saw her.
Judy Alvarez. Leaning in the hallway near the staircase, arms folded, BD wreath slung loose around her neck. That streaked hair catching red light like a blade. She wasn’t smiling, not exactly. But she looked like someone who’d stopped apologizing for her sharp edges.
She was staring straight at Valerie.
Valerie blinked. The BD wreath in her hand blinked too, flickering with the pulse she hadn’t realized was still playing. She muttered a quiet curse and popped it off. Her wrist ached. Her head more. But she didn’t look away.
Not when Judy stepped closer.
Not when her boots stopped a few feet away.
“You liked the loops?” Judy asked, voice dry like she already knew the answer.
Valerie tilted her head back against the booth. “Which one?”
Judy smirked. “All four.”
A beat passed. The hum of music. Ice clinking somewhere behind the bar.
“You the creator?” Valerie asked, feigning casual.
“I’m Judy,” she said, as if that answered everything.
Valerie blinked once. “Yeah. Thought so.”
She slid over and nudged the seat opposite with her boot. “Sit. Unless you’re afraid of rebound rage.”
Judy hesitated. Then sat without a smile.
They both reached for the beer menu at the same time and grinned without looking at each other.
Three drinks in, they were half-laughing, half-bitching.
“Maiko said I was ‘too chaotic to brand,’” Judy muttered, taking a sip. “Which I’m pretty sure meant I wasn’t submissive enough to fit her catalog.”
Valerie made a noise in her throat. “Kassidy told me I’d outgrown her because Nomads don’t belong in the City.”
Judy leaned back, gesturing with her bottle. “Do you ever stop and ask why women like us attract emotionally immature garbage fires?”
“Because we try to fix them instead of torching them first?” Valerie offered, and they both nearly choked on their drinks.
Another pause. Another beat of stillness between bass notes.
“Why’d you come here tonight?” Judy asked, softer now.
Valerie looked down at her bottle. “Jackie. Dragged me out. Said I was becoming a sad story. Then ditched me to flirt with some virtual girls wrapped around both of his arms.”
Judy’s brow lifted. “Jackie… Welles?”
Valerie nodded, and took another drink. “Yeah.”
“He’s the reason I ever got a foot in this bar,” Judy said. “Told Suzie she’d be stupid not to let me hook my rigs into the BD lounge.”
Valerie blinked. Laughed once, soft. “Guess we owe him more than just cab fare tonight.”
They fell quiet again, but it wasn’t empty. There was a hum under it. Not romantic. Not yet. Just a heat that settled somewhere in the ribs and made space for something unsaid.
Eventually, Valerie leaned forward, elbow on the table. Her eyes met Judy’s fully for the first time.
“Are you always this good at pulling strangers out of their own heads?”
Judy shrugged, gaze steady. “You didn’t look like a stranger.”
That one landed. Valerie didn’t answer. Just reached for her bottle then stopped.
Instead, she held out her hand across the table.
“V. Friends call me Valerie.”
Judy stared at it a second. Then reached across and took it, warm and real. “Judy. Friends don’t need a reason to stay.”
Their hands lingered.
The monitor in the editing room flickered once, then held steady preserving the moment where two people decided not to be alone anymore.
The monitor held the frame just a moment longer.
Judy’s thumb hovered near the console, but she didn’t press anything. Her gaze stayed locked on that still image two hands joined over an empty table, the red lighting soft around their fingers. A pause in the noise. A truce in the ache.
Valerie leaned in slightly, chin brushing Judy’s shoulder as she stared at it too.
“That was the first time I didn’t feel like a fuckup in weeks,” she murmured.
Judy smiled, faint and quiet. “That was the first night I didn’t go home pissed.”
Neither of them moved. The light from the console cast their skin in soft blue arcs, their reflections faint in the glass of the editing monitor.
Outside the window, wind brushed through the trees again. The lake hissed against the dock.
Then the scene rolled forward.
The Next Morning
Valerie’s H10 Apartment
The sun came late to her apartment. Not because of time, just the angle of the buildings outside, the way light fought through the blinds and the grime that clung to the pane like it had stories of its own. It bled in slow, gold-orange, pooling across the floor in uneven shapes as if the light was still deciding where it belonged.
Valerie stood barefoot in the kitchenette, elbow resting against the scratched edge of the counter. One hand curled around a chipped ceramic mug, steam rising from it in lazy spirals. The smell was probably too strong, probably. She hadn’t measured. Just poured. She took a slow sip anyway, bitter cutting through the haze still crowding her head.
The couch creaked softly behind her.
Judy stirred, her body turning in slow motion under the threadbare blanket Valerie had tossed over her sometime around 3 a.m. One boot was still on, the other somewhere near the table, and her arm dangled off the cushion like she’d melted halfway through sleep.
“M’gonna tastes the colors if you don’t shut that coffee up,” she muttered, voice rough, eyes still closed.
Valerie smirked, not turning yet. “It’s your fault,” she said, tipping the mug slightly. “You said you could handle the white-label Hane."
A long groan came from the couch as Judy buried her face into the armrest. “I also said Maiko wasn’t that bad,” she mumbled, the words muffled. “We both know how that turned out.”
That pulled an honest laugh from Valerie soft, low, warm. She finally turned to look at her. Judy’s hair was a complete mess, the pink and green side tangled up over one eye, the shaved side pressed into the cushion. Her lips were dry, but her mouth curved in that familiar crooked grin even half-awake.
Valerie crossed the room slowly, bare feet quiet against the floor, and held out a second mug.
“Not your usual roast,” she said, voice softer now. “But it’ll keep your neurons from staging a protest.”
Judy cracked one eye open, took the mug with both hands like it weighed more than it did. She sniffed it cautiously. “Are you trying to murder me with caffeine?”
Valerie dropped down to sit on the edge of the coffee table, knees brushing Judy’s. “That depends. Are you planning to walk home and slip in a puddle, or stay and let me poison you slowly with hot bean water?”
Judy took a sip, winced, but kept drinking. “Option B,” she muttered. “For the drama.”
They sat like that for a while just the two of them, city noise bleeding through the windows, the sound of someone yelling from a lower floor about trash or deliveries or something else neither of them had the energy to care about.
Valerie let her eyes wander. The way Judy's hand curled tight around the mug. The faint red mark where the couch had pressed into her cheek. The outline of her BD implant reflecting in the light.
She tilted her head. “You get that feeling sometimes?” Her voice was almost too low, but the words carried anyway. “When you wake up… like something small just shifted?”
Judy didn’t answer at first. She set her coffee down on the table beside Valerie, rubbed her hands across her face, then let them drop into her lap. Her eyes found Valerie’s.
“Like a fault line cracked under your ribs?” she asked, and her voice didn’t hide the weight in it.
Valerie nodded, eyes steady. “Yeah.”
Judy leaned back slowly into the couch, hands resting behind her head, gaze drifting toward the ceiling. “Well,” she said, a breath easing out with the word, “if it did... you make a mean landing pad.”
Valerie blinked once. Her mouth opened like she meant to reply, but instead she just let out a small breath, something unspoken catching in her throat.
“No one’s ever said that to me before,” she said finally, and it wasn’t a joke.
Judy didn’t look away. “Get used to it.”
That time, Valerie smiled. Not the guarded kind she wore for strangers. The other one the one she didn’t know she’d still had in her.
They didn’t need to say more. The quiet between them had stopped being empty.
Outside, the city kept moving, but inside Valerie’s apartment, the morning held.
The monitor dimmed, returning them gently to the Lakehouse, the soft blue flicker catching in Judy’s hair as she sat forward again, finger hovering over the console.
Valerie’s voice came low behind her. “Jackie’s next, isn’t he?”
Judy nodded without looking up. “Yeah.”
The light had shifted inside the editing room, just enough to catch on the corners of Judy’s hair soft streaks of green and pink moving as she leaned forward to adjust the playback. The lake outside was still, its surface dark and glassy through the window’s open tilt, the late-day breeze bringing in the scent of pine and water-slick wood.
Valerie stepped up behind her, barefoot, two mugs in hand this time green tea, sharp and minty, still warm. Judy took one without looking, fingers brushing over Valerie’s for just a second longer than habit required.
The screen shimmered to life. A streetlamp flickered.
Then a voice loud, laughing.
“You ever think about how ugly my face’d look on a WANTED poster, hermana?”
Valerie laughed before the rest of the image even resolved. “God. I forgot he said that.”
Judy smiled, sipping her tea. “He didn’t. He yelled it.”
The image sharpened.
December 2076
Pacifica, Just Past Sundown
The Hella’s interior lights were dim and half-busted, casting everything in a rust-orange glow as Jackie leaned back in the driver’s seat, arm draped across the wheel like he owned the whole street. Valerie sat passenger, elbow out the open window, her other hand checking the mag on her pistol without looking at it. She’d worn one of her older jackets that night, sleeves patched up, collar fraying.
Jackie slapped the dash. “C’mon, V. Where’s the vibe? This is a heroic operation.”
Valerie glanced over, deadpan. “You mean the one where we’re busting into a backroom chopshop run by ex-Tiger Claws with heat sensors and likely zero morals?”
Jackie grinned, gold tooth flashing. “Exactly. Glorious.”
The Hella rumbled low as it rolled up to a dead intersection. Beyond it, a crumbling clinic squatted beneath broken signage NeuroSpire Wellness. The lights flickered in the window like they didn’t know they were lying.
From Valerie’s earpiece, Judy’s voice crackled in. “Motion sensors are pinging on the west side. Looks like three heat sigs inside, one posted at the back exit.”
Jackie leaned forward, squinting. “You sure about that, techie? Don’t wanna go ghost-chasin’ tonight.”
“I’m sure, Welles,” Judy replied. “Unless you think my ping map is also haunted.”
Jackie chuckled and shot Valerie a grin. “I like her. She talks spicy.”
Valerie smiled slightly, eyes scanning the building. “Don’t encourage her. She’s already got an ego.”
“Hey, I’m still patched in,” Judy said, tone dry.
Valerie exhaled a soft laugh through her nose, steadying herself. “Good. Stay that way.”
Jackie killed the engine and leaned back in the seat. “Alright. What’s the play, hermana?”
Valerie unclicked her belt, already reaching for the glove compartment. “Quiet as long as we can. In and out, clean cut. Grab what we need, knock their op offline.”
“Righteous.” Jackie cracked his knuckles. “You go high, I go low?”
Valerie nodded. “Like always.”
He reached for the door, then paused. “You trust her to keep our comms?”
Valerie looked down tapping her hands over her knees, then up through the rearview where she caught her own eyes for half a second. “Yeah,” she said simply. “I do.”
In the basement under Lizzie’s, Judy sat surrounded by wires and glowpanels, hunched over a rig that barely fit the desk it sat on. She paused at Valerie’s voice, her lips softening around a smile no one could see.
Back in Pacifica, the doors clicked open.
Valerie adjusted the strap across her shoulder, low sun catching against the worn edge of her holster. Jackie stepped out beside her, already humming something off-key as he rolled his neck.
The air smelled like dust and coolant and something faintly metallic. One streetlamp buzzed overhead, and not a soul stirred in the alley behind the clinic.
Judy’s voice came through again. “Got a fifteen-second window on camera loop… starting… now.”
Valerie moved first. She didn’t look back.
The alley swallowed sound like a throat. Valerie kept her stride even, not rushed, but deliberate her left hand ghosting near the grip of her pistol, right palm already preloaded with the trigger gesture for her shard's scanner app. The building loomed dull and hunched, the kind of place that pretended to be a clinic but smelled like old chrome and antiseptic grief.
Jackie’s boots made just enough noise behind her to be felt, not heard. He’d dropped into that familiar loose posture of his dangerous and relaxed, like a lion who only stretched when someone was about to bleed.
“Camera loop’s holding,” Judy said in her ear. “Rear door lock’s analog, bottom bolt is rusted halfway out. You’ll feel it stick.”
“Copy,” Valerie whispered.
They reached the back entrance, a crooked steel slab with chipped paint and an old Arasaka sticker half-scraped off. Jackie braced beside the wall, watching the far end of the alley while Valerie crouched low. She slid her fingers to the lock and twisted slowly, careful. Just like Judy said, the bolt caught, gave a stubborn little groan, and popped free with a soft clink.
She eased the door open.
Inside, the hallway smelled worse burnt ozone and bad insulation. Somewhere distant, the low whine of a med-scanner looped on idle. Fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, half-dead and flickering like the ghosts of better infrastructure.
Valerie held up two fingers and pointed right. Jackie gave a quick nod and peeled off down the side corridor.
Judy’s voice came again, quieter now. “Two targets mid-left. Room marked Prep. No visuals, just thermals, but they’re moving slowly.”
Valerie stepped lightly, her body a coiled hum. The tile floor was cracked but clean in that unnatural, prepped-for-illegal-surgery way. She passed an old gurney, wires still tangled around its wheels.
The door to Prep was half-open.
She tapped the inner edge with the barrel of her pistol and kicked it wider, quicker, and fluid.
Two men inside. One mid-lift over a chrome limb. The other startled, scalpel still in hand.
Valerie fired once thhk center mass. The first dropped.
The second raised the scalpel, started to scream.
She was already on him. One hand caught his wrist, twisted hard. He yelped. The scalpel hit the floor with a soft clatter. She slammed him backward into the wall, pistol up under his chin.
“Where’s the server room?” she hissed.
“Basement!” he choked out, too fast. “Near the power core! East end!”
Valerie narrowed her eyes. “You're boosting kids?”
He blinked, shook his head in panicked bursts. “N-no! Not me… I just prepared the augments, I didn’t…please…”
Down the hall, Jackie’s voice rang out. “V! You’re gonna wanna see this.”
She pistol-whipped the tech into unconsciousness clean, fast, and moved.
Jackie stood at the end of a wide hallway, door open beside him. Inside: what passed for a recovery ward. The beds were stripped. Tools sat on trays where lunch would’ve gone. Blood dotted the floor in small, dark patches. A lone kid, maybe twelve, sat on the edge of a cot, wide-eyed, one arm wrapped in gauze. A new socket glittered at the shoulder.
“Doc bailed the second we stepped in,” Jackie muttered, voice tight. “This kid was still in sedation when I got here.”
Valerie knelt in front of the boy, voice soft. “Hey. You okay?”
He stared at her, then gave a small nod.
“What’s your name?” she asked.
“…Rico.”
She offered her hand. “I’m Valerie. This is Jackie. We’re getting you out of here.”
He reached out, fingers trembling, and gripped her hand like it was the only real thing in the room.
Ten minutes later, the clinic burned behind them small, controlled charges Valerie had planted near the core just before rebooting the power relay. Jackie walked ahead, Rico wrapped in his coat. The kid had stopped shaking, but hadn’t let go of Jackie’s thumb once.
Valerie pulled the car door open and watched them climb into the backseat. Then she slipped into the driver’s side, both hands resting on the wheel for a second before she turned the key.
Judy’s voice came through again, low. “You good?”
Valerie exhaled. Her hands were steady. Her jaw was tight. She looked once in the rearview and saw Rico blinking at the skyline like it was a new planet.
“Yeah,” she said. “We’re good.”
Judy paused. Then: “You did the right thing.”
Valerie nodded slightly. “Didn’t do it alone.”
The line stayed open a moment longer. Judy didn’t respond with words, just a quiet breath, shared across the signal like a soft nod.
Jackie leaned forward from the backseat, grin stretching through the soot on his cheek.
“We make a good crew, hermana.”
Valerie shifted the Hella into drive.
“Yeah,” she said, almost to herself. “We do.”
December 2076
Misty’s Esoterica – Later That Night
The bell above the door gave its tired little chime as Valerie stepped inside, the warmth from the shop slipping over her shoulders like a familiar blanket. Smelled like incense and old wood, maybe patchouli tonight or something heavier, something that lingered in the folds of fabric and the backs of throats.
Judy was already there. Not behind the counter, but perched on the low stool beside the herbal display, hands wrapped around a cup of something that steamed faintly and smelled like clove and honey. She looked up the moment Valerie entered, and her mouth curved in a way that wasn’t quite a smile but wasn’t guarded either.
“Took your sweet time,” Judy said.
Valerie raised a brow and stepped in, jacket half-unzipped, a faint scorch mark near the right cuff. “Sorry, I had to reroute traffic on account of being a damn hero.”
Judy’s eyes traced that burn, then came back to her face. “So… that's ‘you’re welcome,’ I guess.”
Valerie snorted softly and walked over, settling onto the wide armrest of the chair across from her. “You didn’t tell me you were that good in the field.”
Judy snorted. “You didn’t tell me your driving would give me heart palpitations through an earpiece.”
They held each other’s gaze for a beat longer than banter usually allowed. Then Judy looked down, took a slow sip from her cup. “He’s asleep in the back,” she added, softer now. “Misty cleared a spot behind the curtain, threw down some blankets. The kid curled up and passed out holding Jackie’s arm.”
Valerie shifted, elbows bracing on her knees. Her shoulders rolled once, like she was trying to shrug off something heavy she couldn’t quite name. “He’s gonna be okay?”
Judy nodded, tracing a finger along the rim of her cup. “Misty’s already reaching out to a friend at the children’s shelter. One of the good ones. Low profile, off the grid.”
The wind caught the edge of the beaded curtain behind the counter. Glass strands clinked gently, catching the dim purple glow from the salt lamp on the far wall.
“Can’t believe that was your first real gig with us,” Valerie said, voice thoughtful. “Most people ease into the deep end.”
Judy shrugged with one shoulder, eyes steady again. “Didn’t plan to. I just couldn't not help.”
“You always like that?” Valerie asked.
Judy tilted her head. “You always ask questions with that tone?”
Valerie blinked once, then smiled, a little slower than usual. “Only when I want the answer.”
Judy leaned back on the stool, letting her head bump softly against the wall behind her. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “Helping’s just easier than feeling useless. And I’ve been feeling useless a lot lately.”
Valerie studied her for a second. “You weren’t tonight.”
“I know.” Her voice barely rose above the hum of the salt lamp. “Felt good.”
From the back room came a low, muffled chuckle Jackie’s voice, warm even through a wall.
Valerie glanced toward the curtain, her expression softening. “Does he ever shut up?”
Judy grinned. “Nope.”
Jackie appeared a moment later, pushing through the curtain with his sleeves rolled up, the edge of a bandage wrapper still tucked in one of his back pockets.
“Kid’s out cold,” he said, wiping his hands on his jeans. “Misty’s got some kind of sleepy tea magic goin’ on.”
He walked over, grabbed a folding chair without asking, spun it around and dropped into it backward, arms folded across the top.
Then he looked between them.
“Y’know, not bad for a first team run,” he said, nodding toward Judy. “Quick hands. Good eyes. Keeps V from doing anything too explosive.”
Valerie rolled her eyes. “I didn’t even blow anything up tonight.”
“Yeah,” Jackie said with a shit-eating grin. “Tonight.”
Judy smirked behind her cup. “You say that like it’s not always her first option.”
Valerie held up a hand. “I prefer precise chaos.”
“Controlled demolition,” Jackie agreed, tapping the air.
They all laughed quietly, but full, like the kind that comes when the world feels just a little bit lighter, even if only for a moment.
Misty passed through a few minutes later, quiet as ever, laying out plates of something warm and flat and wrapped in foil.
“Eat,” she said, brushing a hand gently over Jackie’s shoulder. “And stay as long as you need.”
Valerie picked up a plate, peeling back the foil to reveal some kind of street burrito steaming and overstuffed.
Judy leaned in, sniffed. “Is that… soy duck?”
“Real spice, too,” Jackie added. “Misty don’t play.”
They ate like people who hadn’t realized how hungry they were seated in a circle under warm light, among incense smoke and crystals, the city pulsing outside but distant now. For a little while, everything in the world felt held.
Not fixed, but held.
For Valerie, it was the first time in Night City she let herself think maybe this wasn’t temporary.
Maybe these two people weren’t just passing through.
Maybe they were already hers.
The foil wrappers had been folded into little silver triangles, forgotten on the table beside half-finished tea cups. Outside, the neon buzz from the adjacent storefront cast a soft lavender glow across Misty’s window. Inside, the air had thickened with the kind of hush that only followed full stomachs and fuller silences after you’ve said everything out loud, and now only the real things remain.
Jackie had wandered off again, back into the rear room with a blanket slung over one shoulder, still talking to Rico even though the kid wouldn’t hear a word of it.
Valerie stayed seated, fingers tracing lazy circles against the side of her cup, not drinking anymore. Just listening to the distant hum of the shop’s wall fans and the gentle clink of Judy’s rings against ceramic as she adjusted her grip.
“Thanks for showing up,” Valerie said finally, voice quiet but not unsure.
Judy glanced up. The shadows played across her face in soft bands, pink and green strands of hair catching the salt lamp’s edge. “Didn’t want you two flying blind.”
Valerie tilted her head, her fingers still on the cup but unmoving now. “You didn’t have to care.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She set the cup down with a soft click, then leaned her forearms onto her thighs, hands loosely clasped. “Have you ever seen someone walking a path you’ve already bled on?” Her eyes lifted, steady. “It's hard not to reach out.”
Valerie studied her face, but really studied it this time. The sharp lines weren’t sharp at all under this light. They were deliberate. Earned. But the expression in her eyes was something else entirely. Something open.
“Do you really trust people that easily?” Valerie asked, a little softer.
“Hell no.” Judy leaned back again, lips curving slightly. “But Jackie vouched for you. And you… didn’t flinch when the screaming started.”
Valerie huffed quietly through her nose. “Didn’t have time to.”
Judy smiled. “Still counts.”
Another pause. Not strained. Just be careful. The kind that knows something might matter if you let it.
Judy reached into her jacket pocket, pulled out a pack of cigs, flipped it open. She didn’t light one. Just held it between her fingers, rolling it gently. “I used to think the only good memories I’d keep from this city would be ones I edited.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “And now?”
Judy looked at her. Held her gaze.
“Now I’m not so sure.”
The words settled.
Valerie leaned back into the couch, one hand resting along the top cushion just beside where Judy sat. Close, but not quite touching. Her fingertips hung there, waiting.
Judy didn’t shift away.
Somewhere behind the curtain, Jackie let out a quiet laugh, the kind only he could make without ruining a moment.
Valerie smiled just enough to crease her cheek.
Judy matched it, just enough to show she saw it.
Neither of them moved. Not forward. Not back. Just stayed in that stillness, in that warmth, letting the last quiet of the night wrap around them.
Back in the Lakehouse, the monitor dimmed to black.
The console hummed, waiting.
Judy sat motionless for a moment, then reached out slowly and closed the clip. Her hand hovered near the next file in the queue, but didn’t touch it yet.
Valerie leaned her weight just slightly into her shoulder.
“You remember what Misty said that night?” she asked.
Judy nodded. “Yeah. ‘Some people aren’t fate. They’re decision.’”
Valerie smiled.
“Best decision I ever made,” she said.
Judy reached for her hand under the desk, fingers lacing without a word.
February 14th, 2077
Charter Street – Outside Judy’s Apartment
Charter Street looked soft under the haze tonight. Neon glow from a sign two buildings down bled across the concrete in pinks and electric blues, catching the edge of a puddle near the curb. Rain had passed an hour ago, maybe less. The whole city felt rinsed, not clean, but newly wet, like it hadn’t decided what kind of mood it wanted to be in yet.
Valerie stood across from the apartment door for a second longer than she meant to. The stairs behind her still echoed faintly from where she'd jogged up, and her breath quietly, steady ghosted out in the cold night air.
Valerie flexed her hand once in her jacket pocket.
The tickets were there, folded carefully, edges sharp. Perilous Futur. Judy had mentioned them weeks back offhandedly during a rant about braindance audio syncs and how most bands didn’t know how to hold emotional tempo live. But that name had stayed.
Then Wilson’s shooting competition happened. Valerie won the way she always won focused, calm, controlled chaos. She hadn’t even looked at the prize board until Wilson handed her the envelope, grinning like it was rigged.
She almost gave the tickets to someone else. Almost, but now she was here. Hood still damp from the walk, boots a little scuffed from sprinting across Charter when the crosswalk refused to switch. The small box in her other pocket pressed gently against her hip. She could feel the corners even through the fabric. She’d added the lotus stickers herself just peeled them off her own stash. A quiet nod.
This wasn’t a date, but it wasn’t not a date either.
Valerie exhaled once, the sound small in the hallway, and stepped forward. Her knuckles tapped against the door twice, then once more, softer.
Inside, something shifted. A thump. Bare feet. The sound of Judy muttering something as she approached.
The door eased open, and there she was.
Judy blinked once. She was barefoot, her hair loose and a little damp near the ends, like she’d just stepped out of the shower and forgot about time. The left side pink and green still clung in soft streaks near her cheekbone. A tank top with a frayed neckline hung off one shoulder.
She looked up at Valerie, eyes half-tired, half-curious. “Valerie?”
Valerie grinned shoulders damp, eyes steady, no shield tonight. Just a breath and a question.
She pulled the tickets from her jacket pocket, held them up between two fingers.
“Hope this doesn't make things weird,” she said, voice quieter than her smirk. “But I could use a Valentine tonight.”
Judy blinked again, and for a second, the streetlight behind Valerie turned the whole hallway gold.
Judy’s brow lifted, caught between a blink and a breath. She looked at the tickets, then back at Valerie again, like she was recalibrating everything she thought this night was supposed to be.
Then, without speaking, she stepped back and opened the door wider.
Valerie entered slowly, boots landing soft against the wood floor. The space was warm closer than the hallway, and smelled faintly of tea and clean skin, the kind of scent you notice only when the door closes behind you.
“You really just showed up with those?” Judy asked, still watching her.
Valerie offered a shrug, voice even. “You said the drummer hits like a hammer and never drops tempo. That stuck.”
Judy shook her head once, but there was a quiet pull at the corner of her mouth. “You always pull stuff like this?”
“Only for people I don’t want to spend the night without,” Valerie said. “Even if it’s just loud music and shoulder bumps.”
Judy’s mouth twitched at that half a smile, eyes soft. She turned toward the hallway. “Give me a sec to grab boots and some eyeliner. I look like I belong to the couch right now.”
Valerie waited until she disappeared, then reached into her other jacket pocket. The box came out carefully black, smooth, not big. She placed it on the counter past the entrance.
Judy returned a minute later, boots in hand, hair quickly swept to one side. “Is that…?”
Valerie nodded toward it. “Bonus.”
Judy opened the lid.
Inside, the chocolates rested in soft black foam, and just above them folded gently into the inner lining of the lid three pressed lotus stickers. Matte. Purple. Hand-chosen.
Judy stared for a beat, then glanced back up. “You picked these?”
Valerie leaned her back against the doorframe, arms crossed loosely. “Felt right.”
Judy held the box a second longer, then closed it softly. She didn’t say thank you, and didn't need to.
She set it gently aside, tugged her boots on, and reached for her coat from the barstool.
“You got a plan for getting there?” she asked.
Valerie’s eyes sparkled. “Hella’s parked outside. Windows fogged up, like it’s jealous.”
Judy snorted, stepping close enough to bump her elbow lightly. “Let’s go make her earn her keep.”
They left together with no big talk, no dramatic pauses. Just a lock sliding into place and boots tapping softly down the stairwell side by side, two floors down to the wet-lit street where a black-streaked Hella waited.
Neither of them, walking into the neon night, pretended it wasn’t important.
August 2088
Lakehouse – Editing Room
The screen dimmed to black, but the warmth from it still clung to the air.
Neither of them moved right away. The room had gone quiet again, save for the soft hiss of the lake breeze rolling through the cracked window and the low hum of the relay tower in standby. The mug in Judy’s hand had long gone cold, but her fingers stayed wrapped around it anyway, like she hadn’t noticed.
Valerie leaned back in the chair, one leg tucked under her, the other brushing lightly against Judy’s.
“Have you ever thought about that night?” she asked softly. “The band, the noise, all that heat packed inside Riot like it was trying to keep us lit.”
Judy tilted her head toward her, eyes half-lidded. “Sometimes,” she said. “Mostly I remember you waiting in the crowd like you weren’t sure if I was coming back out.”
Valerie’s cheek twitched. “You took twenty minutes to fix your eyeliner.”
“I had to look hot enough to keep up,” Judy replied, voice dry. Then, quieter: “Didn’t know how to hold the weight of that night. Not yet.”
Valerie’s fingers drifted to the edge of the console. “Wasn’t trying to make it a confession.”
Judy turned her gaze down to their legs, where the fabric of their jeans barely touched. “Still felt like one.”
Valerie didn’t argue. She just leaned forward slightly, reaching for the old chocolate box that still sat on the shelf above the desk tucked between a cracked guitar tuner and a spindle of old BDs. The chocolates were long gone, but the box had stayed.
She opened it slowly.
The lotus stickers inside had faded a little with time, edges curling at the corners, but the colors still held. Quiet, patient, like the memory they belonged to.
Judy smiled at the sight of them small, full of history.
“Still the best Valentine I ever got,” she said, voice low enough to be part of the air now.
Valerie brushed her thumb gently across one of the stickers, then closed the lid again, resting the box between them.
“I think that’s when I knew,” she said after a moment.
Judy looked at her. “That we’d end up here?”
Valerie shook her head slowly. “That I’d stop running when I was with you.”
Judy didn’t respond with words this time. Just leaned over, resting her forehead against Valerie’s temple. The gesture was soft, familiar. A touch they didn’t overthink anymore.
“I kept the tickets too,” she whispered. “Taped them under the desk drawer in Charter Street.”
Valerie let out a breath that caught halfway in her throat. “You’re kidding.”
“I’m not.” Judy leaned back, smirking. “And I don’t think the band was even that good live.”
Valerie snorted. “They weren’t. But you were.”
The console’s light blinked quietly beside them.
Judy reached for the next clip in the archive, her fingers hovering over a date that would bring them closer to the Heist. Not there yet, but close enough to feel it.
“Are you ready for this part?” she asked.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Just shifted, laid her hand gently over Judy’s, and nodded once. “I am if you are.”
The memory began to spool again.
March 2077
Outside Lizzie’s → South Dam Overlook
Valerie didn’t light a smoke. Didn’t check the time. Just sat on the curb beside her parked Hella, one boot planted on the asphalt, the other resting against the warm side panel where the engine had only half cooled. Her arms were folded, elbows brushing the edge of the noodle box pressed between them, steam curling lazy from the lid. It smelled like soy and chili oil, sharp enough to sting in the night air.
She could still hear Suzie’s voice through the door sharp, layered in tequila. Judy’s too, quieter, clipped at the edges. Familiar rhythms. Same old scars.
Valerie didn’t move.
The door slammed open a minute later. Judy stepped out with her hair pulled half loose and one hand still clenched like she hadn’t finished the sentence she wanted to throw. She paused when she saw her eyes narrowing a little in the neon spill.
Valerie didn’t stand. Just tilted her chin toward the passenger door.
Judy let out a quiet breath through her nose. Then walked over without a word, yanked the door open, and slid in.
They didn’t talk during the ride. The windows stayed cracked an inch. Cold wind traced along Judy’s arm, then down to where her hand rested on the door’s faded panel. She’d crossed her legs, one heel thumping softly against the floorboard with every bump in the road. Her other hand tugged at her sleeve like she could still shake off the argument.
Valerie kept her eyes on the road. Hands steady. The glow from the dash lit her freckles in soft yellow-green, and the dim blue beneath her boots pulsed in time with the city lights shrinking behind them.
By the time they hit the turnoff toward the dam, the Hella’s engine sounded quieter somehow like it knew they’d needed the silence.
The overlook wasn’t much. Concrete ledge worn thin, guard rail warped at the middle where rust finally won. An old cigarette butt balanced in a crack in the pavement like it had been left as a marker.
The water below was black. Slow-moving. Only the turbines kept it honest.
Valerie killed the engine and stepped out first, box in hand, the heat bleeding through the bottom into her palm. She didn’t speak, just walked ahead and sat on the edge with her boots hooked behind the concrete lip.
Judy followed after a second. Her body moved like the chill finally hit her, arms wrapping around her ribs before she eased down beside her. She pulled her legs up, resting her elbows on her knees, head tipped toward the dark curve of the reservoir.
Valerie passed the box over. Judy took it.
The chopsticks were still wedged into the side flap. She broke them apart with a dry snap and fished a tangle of noodles free like she’d done this a hundred times before quiet, focused.
Neither of them said anything for a while. The wind came in light bursts, carrying the distant hum of turbines, a static-fuzz kind of sound that barely reached the surface. Judy ate slowly. Valerie leaned back on one hand, the other skimming the seam of her jeans where her holster sat snug against her hip.
It wasn’t a pretty view. Wasn’t meant to be just still.
“Have you ever thought about just leaving?” Judy asked.
Her voice didn’t carry. It settled low between them, soft enough that the wind could’ve taken it if she hadn’t been looking straight ahead.
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She watched the red light blink across the top of a far control tower, and saw the ripple of it catch on the surface below. The smell of salt and ozone mixed with chili and night metal. She rolled her jaw once, then glanced sideways enough to meet Judy’s profile in the half-dark.
“Only if you came too,” she said.
It wasn’t a joke. But it wasn’t serious either. It just was.
Judy didn’t look back. Just tugged another bite from the chopsticks and nodded once, like the answer was expected but still landed somewhere deeper than planned.
Valerie didn’t press it. Just let the night take the weight of whatever didn’t need to be said.
For a little while, the dam held everything.
The arguments. The quiet. The space between two people who still didn’t know what they were becoming.
They knew enough to sit close and stay.
August 2088
Lakehouse – Editing Room
The dam flickered once and faded to black.
The quiet didn’t feel empty. It settled in the room like something still breathing. Outside, wind pushed across the lake in soft waves, brushing the windowpane with a rhythm that didn’t ask for attention.
Valerie didn’t move right away. Her eyes stayed on the screen a second longer than it needed to. Then her hand drifted forward, brushing the projector console just enough to let it dim. The soft blue washed out from the desk, replaced by the warmer gold of the lamp behind them.
Judy’s arms were folded across her lap, her back eased against the chair. She hadn’t said anything either, but her head had tilted slightly toward Valerie sometime during the playback close enough their shoulders met when one of them shifted.
“You never told me,” she said, voice low and steady. “That you sat there waiting.”
Valerie gave a quiet hum, eyes still on the screen. “Didn’t feel like it needed saying.”
Judy’s gaze dropped toward her hands, her fingers curling once in thought. “Suzie was being brutal that night.”
“I remember,” Valerie said softly, her tone dry but not sharp. “Could hear it from the curb.”
That earned a faint exhale from Judy half a laugh, half old breath being let go.
She leaned forward, elbows on her knees now, hair falling a little over her shoulder, the pink and green catching a warm edge of light from the lamp. “You always do that,” she said, softer this time. “Show up and act like it’s nothing.”
Valerie let her hand brush over her own knee, then rest near Judy’s on the desk between them. “I didn’t want to push you. Just knew I didn’t want you coming out into that street alone.”
Judy’s fingers turned slightly, brushing the side of Valerie’s hand. “You always knew when I didn’t want to be alone,” she murmured. “Even before I did.”
For a moment, they both just watched the way their hands touched, not laced, not dramatic, just steady contact. Real.
“You remember the noodles?” Valerie asked, voice quieter now.
Judy smiled, a breath tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Yeah. Spicy as hell. You barely ate.”
“You looked like you needed it more,” Valerie said, her smirk small, almost apologetic.
Judy didn’t answer that. Just let her thumb shift across Valerie’s.
“Sometimes I think that’s when it really started,” she said, barely above a whisper. “Not the love part. Just the… choosing each other part.”
Valerie nodded once, slow. “I’d agree with that.”
She turned her head slightly, eyes catching the faded reflection of them both in the blank projector screen. “You asked if I ever thought about leaving.”
“And you said…” Judy glanced toward her, that memory already sitting behind her eyes.
“Only if you came too,” Valerie finished, her voice even. Quiet like a promise that never needed remaking.
Judy smiled again, soft and full. “Still the right answer.”
Valerie reached over and tugged gently at the corner of her strap. “Still true.”
The room held the rest. Wind brushing past the walls. Soft lake water lapping against the dock just out of view. Two women, still side by side, hands resting quietly on the desk, memory layered across the air like a song they hadn’t stopped listening to.
April 2077
Japantown – Jig-Jig Street, Near Wakako’s parlor
Jig-Jig Street pulsed with a different kind of pressure tight, neon-slick, the kind that pressed in around your collar and stayed under your skin long after you’d left.
Valerie moved slow through the crowd, shoulder brushing the edge of a vending stall that spat out breath-fogging steam. Her boots stuck once on something she didn’t want to think about, but she kept walking—eyes up, chin low. The metal steps to Wakako’s parlor loomed ahead, lit soft in synthetic gold like they wanted to pretend this wasn’t the gutter. She’d just reached the foot of the stairs when it happened.
“Eve,” a voice snapped, sharp and frayed. “Don’t do this again.”
Valerie didn’t stop. But her eyes flicked sideways.
Judy was halfway down the walkway, one arm extended in that half-desperate way that looked like she didn’t know whether to grab Evelyn or fold into herself. She wasn’t shouting, but her voice carried.
The pink-green in her hair bled sharp beneath a flickering Joytoy sign, loose strands catching wind where it tunneled between buildings. The shaved side of her head caught the glow just long enough to flash silver across her BD port, like something electric was holding her together.
Evelyn stood just out of reach. Too still, and clean. That kind of stillness Valerie had seen before right before someone pulled a trigger or swallowed something they couldn’t come back from.
“I said I’m working,” Evelyn said flatly. Her arms didn’t move.
Judy took a slow step forward, boots scraping the walkway. Not aggressive. Just too close for the lie to stand. “You don’t have to,” she said, her voice low but certain. “You told me you were out. You said you were done with all this.”
Evelyn turned not away, but off-center, gaze sliding toward someone across the street. Her voice curved cold. “And you believed that? That was your first mistake.”
Judy didn’t blink. “You said it like you meant it.” Her throat worked once as the words left her.
Evelyn’s lip curled. “And you listened like a puppy.” She folded her arms tighter, like the chill wasn’t in the air but in her bones.
The words landed sharp. Judy’s fingers curled, nails biting pale half-moons into her palms. She didn’t move.
That’s when Evelyn noticed Valerie. Just a glance, a flicker of something unreadable. A flash of recognition. Then nothing.
She turned back to Judy, voice sweetened like cheap perfume. “Are you still trying to fix people?”
Judy’s chest lifted with a slow breath. Her jaw shifted like she wanted to answer, but nothing came.
Evelyn let the pause drag. “I’ve got clients,” she said, and the smile that followed was hollow. “You’ve got... whatever this is.”
She stepped back, heels clicking once on the metal panel before disappearing into a hallway of light and smoke. Gone.
The silence she left behind wasn’t kind. It clung too long.
Judy stayed still, arms loose at her sides, hands still curled.
Valerie approached without a rush, just a slow close of distance, boots soft over the grit.
“She used to be different,” Judy said, barely above the street’s hum. Her eyes didn’t move from the empty corridor.
Valerie stood beside her, gaze steady on the same spot. “Yeah,” she murmured.
Judy’s voice cracked faintly at the edge. “I keep thinking if I show up enough, something in her’ll remember that.”
A wind tunneled past, carrying wrappers and something like music from too many blocks away. It didn’t reach them.
Valerie glanced toward the alley past Wakako’s. “You want to sit for a bit?”
Judy blinked, breath catching. Then she turned her head, slowly. “You’re not gonna tell me I’m being stupid?”
Valerie’s tone didn’t shift. “You already know.”
That pulled something from Judy. Not a laugh. Not quite. But her shoulders eased, just a little. “Yeah. I do.”
Valerie nodded toward the bench beyond the stairs. “There’s one past Wakako’s. Less neon.”
Judy looked toward it, then back at her. “Lead the way,” she said, voice softer now, feet already moving.
She followed one step behind, not because she was weak, but because someone finally stayed long enough to walk beside her after it all fell apart.
August 2088
Lakehouse – Editing Room
The image faded, neon bleeding to black across the last frame. Then the room settled again with no music, no dialogue, just the soft, mechanical hush of the projector cooling and the distant wash of the lake outside. Night pressed gentle against the windows. That moment in Jig-Jig was years gone, but the weight of it hadn’t moved.
Valerie let her arm slide off the desk, fingers brushing her thigh as she leaned back in the chair. She didn’t say anything at first, just sat in the silence Judy didn’t try to fill.
Judy’s gaze stayed on the screen a beat longer, shoulders still drawn forward, legs folded beneath her in that old familiar curl she always settled into when something hit too close. One hand rested on the side of the console, knuckles pale, not from tension exactly more like she was holding herself there, grounded.
“You thought you could save her,” Valerie murmured, voice low. Not bitter. Just honest.
Judy tilted her head a little toward her, then turned, resting her cheek on her hand. “I did.”
Her voice wasn’t defensive. Just tired in a way that felt old and earned.
“I know,” Valerie said, leaning forward again. She didn’t reach for her. Just mirrored the motion, arms on her knees. “I didn’t step in ‘cause I knew that wasn’t mine.”
Judy gave a soft sound in her throat. Not quite a laugh. “That’s exactly why I remember it.”
The window behind them glowed faintly with lakelight. Valerie turned slightly toward it, eyes half-lidded, remembering the heat from those signs, that sharp pink stutter bouncing off Judy’s jaw.
“You didn’t even look surprised,” Judy added, shifting now, the edge of a wry smile pulling faintly at her mouth. “Just showed up, like... like it didn’t matter if I wanted you there or not.”
Valerie’s brow lifted. “It mattered.”
“I know.” Judy’s thumb traced a line along the side of her cup. “That’s what scared me.”
Valerie let out a slow breath, smiling just a little. “Wasn’t trying to scare you.”
“You didn’t,” Judy said, softer. She looked over again. “Just made it harder to pretend I was fine.”
Valerie leaned closer, chin resting on her palm now. “Funny. I don’t remember either of us being fine back then.”
“Yeah,” Judy said, smiling now for real. “But I do remember you not walking away.”
Outside, a loon called once across the water, fading into the trees. Inside, the lakehouse held the quiet like it was meant for them. The hum of the projector still lingered, soft and rhythmic, like breath between memories.
“I still think about her,” Judy added, not looking away this time. “Not like I miss her. Just… like she left a version of me out there. And I’m not sure I want it back.”
Valerie reached for her drink. The lime hit clean on the back of her tongue, but she didn’t wince.
“She didn’t get to choose the ending,” Valerie said. “But you did.”
Judy nodded slowly. Then she reached across and brushed the back of her fingers against Valerie’s knee, a small, warm contact. Not urgent. Just there.
“She didn’t get to keep the good parts either,” Judy said.
Valerie set the drink down and let her hand fall over Judy’s without fanfare.
The room didn’t need another word just yet. The lake outside rustled faintly through the trees, and the next memory waited patiently in the wings.
May 2077
Watson – Megabuilding H10, Valerie’s Apartment
The knock rattled the door like someone meant it.
“Come on, sleeping beauty,” Jackie’s voice called through the metal. “Open up. Got some exciting news.”
Valerie blinked up from where she’d been half-slouched across the couch, still wrapped in the same tank and pants from the night before. Her jacket was draped over the chair, boots under the coffee table where they always landed.
She dragged herself upright, ran a hand through her hair, then crossed to the door, bare feet scuffing against the old wood laminate.
The second knock came just as she pulled it open.
Jackie grinned at her from the doorway, hair freshly braided, rings flashing as he leaned against the frame. “About time. Thought I was gonna have to sweet-talk one of your neighbors to buzz me in.”
Valerie raised a brow, rubbing the heel of her hand under one eye. “Jackie. It's not even noon.”
“All the best scores start before noon,” he said, already pushing past her into the apartment like he always did. “You gotta be awake to chase 'em.”
He didn’t wait for an invitation he never did. Valerie let the door shut behind her and watched as he moved toward the small kitchen counter, grabbed one of the mugs off the rack, sniffed it, and made a face.
“That’s from yesterday,” she said, voice flat.
“Yeah,” he replied, tossing it in the sink and grabbing a cleaner one. “Figured.”
She walked past him, flipping the kettle back on. “What’s the news?”
Jackie leaned back against the counter, arms crossed, grin not fading. “Have you ever heard of Dexter DeShawn?”
Valerie blinked once. “Fixer?”
Jackie nodded. “Not just any fixer. The fixer. Big-time player. Used to run the whole east side before Arasaka pulled half their talent overseas. Now he’s back. He wants a crew.”
Valerie poured the water. The steam curled up soft, herbal, familiar. “So why are you knocking on my door instead of throwing confetti at the Afterlife?”
Jackie’s grin widened. “Because we’re the crew.”
Valerie paused, spoon still clinking in the cup. “Come again?”
“He reached out. Said he’s lining up the biggest gig this city's seen since Arasaka Tower. Wants me, and a team. And I told him about you.”
She turned slowly, leaning her back against the opposite counter, mug warm between her palms. “Jackie...”
“I know what you’re gonna say.” He held up both hands. “Not about glory. Not about cred. Not about stuffing your name on a wall somewhere.”
Valerie gave him a look that said she didn’t need to say anything at all.
He lowered his hands, voice softening under the grin. “But it’s important to me. And I want you there.”
The kettle hissed behind her, long and low. Valerie didn’t move.
Jackie uncrossed his arms. “You’re the best I know, V. Not just with a piece. I mean you think. You see shit no one else catches. Dex said he wants to meet one of the crew first. Get a feel.”
Valerie exhaled slowly, tapping her fingers against the side of the mug. “So this is the part where you ask me to smile and nod for a corp-fed legend with a cowboy hat and a pinky ring.”
Jackie’s eyes glinted. “Nah. Just be you. You’re better than all that.”
For a second, neither of them moved. The room was too quiet, save the hum of old wiring and the buzz of Night City’s morning crawl outside the window.
Valerie finally set the mug down, rubbing her thumb over the counter edge. “Are you sure about this?”
Jackie nodded once. “You were the first one I called.”
That part did land. She let her hands fall to her sides, studying him a moment longer.
“All right,” she said, voice low. “You’re buying breakfast after.”
Jackie clapped his hands together. “Damn right I am.”
She grabbed her jacket off the chair, the familiar creak of leather catching as she shrugged it over her arms. Jackie was already heading for the door like they’d been planning this for weeks.
She didn’t care about the money. She cared about him, and that was enough.
May 2077
Night City – Backseat of Dex’s Ride
The back door opened with a pneumatic hiss, and the interior swallowed her whole.
Cool air kissed the back of Valerie’s neck as she slid inside, leather firm beneath her and screens already active along the panels. A jazz loop played low from the overheads, something smooth and confident, like the car knew exactly what kind of man it chauffeured.
Dexter DeShawn didn’t turn to greet her. Just lifted one hand in a slow, two-finger wave, his bulk spread wide in the other seat like the whole city bowed around his silhouette. Gold rings. Sunglasses indoors. His voice came a second later, warm and deep.
“Appreciate you makin’ the time, chica. Jackie speaks high of you.”
Valerie leaned back, fingers loose on her knee. She didn’t smile. “He tends to do that.”
Dex chuckled, a dry rumble. “S’what loyalty looks like. Man’s got good instincts.”
The city rolled past outside the tinted window. Concrete and chrome, the occasional flicker of pink signage blurring against glass. Valerie didn’t ask where they were headed. She knew this wasn’t about the destination.
“This gig,” Dex said, tapping his fingers against the console, “ain’t small-time. We’re talkin’ real corpo blood. Heavy hitters.”
He paused like he wanted the silence to settle. “Target’s Konpeki Plaza.”
Valerie’s brow lifted, slow and measured. “That Arasaka’s hotel.”
“Mmhmm.” He grinned, half a glint behind his glasses. “Big fish. But if we pull it off? The whole table eats.”
She didn’t answer. Just let her gaze drift out to the skyline. The city didn’t feel taller, just heavier.
Dex kept going, voice smooth but tight beneath the polish. “You and Jackie’ll need the bot. Military-grade quickhack unit. Flathead. Last I heard? Maelstrom’s sittin’ on it like it’s candy.”
Valerie tilted her head, quiet. “And you want us to sweet-talk the chromeheads?”
“Or sweet-punch ‘em. Up to you,” he said, smiling to himself. “You’ll figure it out.”
She crossed her legs, arms folded now. “And the rest of it?”
Dex tapped the glass once with his ring. A screen lit up with a scrolling dossier data points, brief flickers of schematic lines.
“Details come from inside. The client wants this tight. You’ll be meeting her.”
Valerie didn’t blink. “Her?”
Dex took a drink. “Evelyn Parker.”
The name hit like a static pop under the skin.
Her breath caught just enough to notice. Not loud, but her shoulders locked. The window light caught the shift in her expression before she turned away again.
Dex didn’t seem to clock it. Or maybe he did and chose not to mention it. “She’s got access. Knows the layout, movements, security routines. Friend of a friend.”
Valerie’s voice stayed even, but there was steel in it now. “How long’s she been planning this?”
Dex gave a slight shrug. “Long enough to want to go out clean. You’ll meet her at Lizzie’s. She said you’d know where to find her.”
Valerie didn’t respond. Not at first. Just tapped her fingers once against her leg, the motion quiet, deliberate.
“Something I should know?” Dex asked, finally turning his head.
She met his gaze through the reflection. Her voice didn’t rise. “No. I know her.”
That was all she gave.
Dex watched her a second longer, then nodded once and turned forward again. “Then this should go smoothly.”
The car kept moving. Valerie watched the city blur by, the memory of a hallway fight and neon-stained regret pooling at the back of her mind like a film loop left playing too long.
Some ghosts you thought you’d buried, and some had your number saved.
May 2077
Lizzie’s Bar – Upstairs Lounge → Basement BD Room
Valerie stepped into Lizzie’s and let the door thump shut behind her.
The air was thick with bass and synth-pulse, the kind that crawled up through your boots and didn’t let go. The old neon still buzzed above the bar, casting faint ripples of blue and pink across the bottles. She moved through the space like muscle memory, not fast, not hesitant, just steady.
She hadn’t planned on coming back like this.
Up ahead, a familiar figure leaned against the side booth heels crossed, cigarette dangling loose between her fingers, jacket cut sharp like it cost more than it should’ve. Evelyn Parker looked up the moment Valerie stepped into range.
“V,” she said, voice low and smooth.
Valerie didn’t sit. Just stood there, one brow lifted. “Last time you needed something from me, it wasn’t through Dex.”
Evelyn smiled too controlled to be warm. “This is different. This is about opportunity.”
Valerie let out a dry breath through her nose, folding her arms loosely as her weight shifted to one side. “That’s what we’re calling it now?”
The corner of Evelyn’s mouth twitched, but she didn’t rise to the bait. Instead, she gestured toward the hallway behind the bar. “Judy’s waiting downstairs. Everything you need’s down there.”
Valerie’s gaze held hers a second longer. Then she turned and walked, the hallway lights casting pale color across her jacket as she passed through.
Downstairs smelled like coolant and old plastic casing same as always. Judy stood near the BD chair, arms crossed, back to one of the workstations, her posture taut.
She looked up as Valerie stepped in, something unreadable flickering in her eyes. “Didn’t think I’d see you walk in for this.”
Valerie’s voice came quieter now. “Didn’t think it’d be your BD rig I’d be walking into.”
Judy looked back toward the setup. “It’s not mine. It’s hers. I just calibrated it.”
Valerie gave a slight nod and stepped toward the chair. “Let’s get it over with.”
Evelyn moved into the room behind her like she owned the air, heels soft on metal as she passed Judy without a word. Judy didn’t flinch, but her eyes narrowed a hair.
“Lie back,” Judy said, tone more professional now. “I’ll handle the sync.”
Valerie settled in, arms resting loose at her sides. The headpiece clicked into place. Light blinked once.
The Konpeki suite unfolded in front of her. Carpets too thick to be real, windows stretching over half the city. Security routes, blind spots, Yorinobu’s movements. Evelyn’s body moved through it with calculated ease touches that lingered too long, steps that said she knew every shadow. She flirted, watched, memorized.
Valerie kept her breathing slow. Filed it all away.
When the BD faded, she blinked into the dark, the rig lifting off her head with a slow mechanical whir.
“Useful?” Evelyn asked, already smoothing her sleeves.
Valerie stood without answering right away. “Risky.”
Evelyn’s tone shifted slightly. “That’s why you’re here.”
Valerie turned toward Judy, not Evelyn. “You good?”
Judy’s arms were still crossed, but her expression softened. “Yeah. I’m fine.”
Evelyn stepped closer again, too poised. “We’ll need to coordinate the next steps. But I trust you know how to handle Maelstrom.”
Valerie’s lips twitched faintly. “I don’t babysit chromeheads. I survived them.”
That earned a chuckle from Judy, quiet but real.
Evelyn lingered a second longer, then slipped back toward the stairs. “Let me know once it’s done.”
When the sound of her steps faded, Judy moved closer, her voice low now. “Are you sure about this?”
Valerie rubbed her jaw, eyes still lingering on the rig. “Not even a little.”
Judy nodded slowly. “Then you’re probably the only one in this mess with a working brain.”
Valerie looked at her and really looked at her now. “You didn’t say anything before.”
Judy shrugged, but it didn’t hide the way her shoulders held tension. “You had that look. Like Jackie. Like nothing I said would stop it.”
Valerie let out a breath, short. “He believes in this.”
“And you believe in him.” Judy didn’t smile. “That’s the dangerous part.”
The basement held its quiet around them, soft buzz of equipment humming low. Valerie stepped closer, bumping her shoulder lightly against Judy’s. “Still calibrated better than anyone I’ve worked with.”
Judy looked at her sideways. “Just try not to get killed proving it.”
Valerie gave her a half-smirk and headed for the stairs.
Judy didn’t follow, but her voice reached anyway low, steady. “Call me after. I mean it.”
Valerie paused halfway up and glanced back over her shoulder. “I will Judy.”
Then she was gone, and the music from upstairs bled back in.
Present Day
Lakehouse – Editing Room
The last flicker of Evelyn’s image disappeared off the wall, her heels vanishing into static like a ghost in half-light.
Then came the soft glow of the monitor going idle. The silence that followed wasn’t heavy; it just held, like a breath caught mid-step.
Valerie stayed still for a beat longer. The half-full drink rested against her thigh, the cold bite of citrus still faint on her tongue, but she didn’t move to drink. Just kept her eyes on the place Evelyn had stood.
Across from her, Judy reached for the console. She didn’t tap it yet.
“Does she still get to you?” Valerie asked, voice low, no edge behind it.
Judy’s gaze stayed on the screen. “Not the way she used to.”
Valerie glanced over, her leg brushing lightly against Judy’s. “But she did.”
Judy’s fingers curled faint against the console’s edge. “She knew how to fill a silence. That’s all. Sometimes you mistake that for closeness.”
Valerie hummed. “Sometimes you don’t realize you’re the silence someone’s trying to fill.”
Neither of them spoke for a moment after that. The lake murmured faintly through the glass behind them. Somewhere on the deck, wood shifted with the weight of wind.
“She remembered me,” Valerie said finally. “She tried not to show it.”
Judy tilted her head slightly. “She remembered you fixed things.”
Valerie exhaled through her nose dry, almost a smile. “Still tried to play me.”
“She played everyone,” Judy said, voice steady now. “That was the role. She didn’t have anything left that wasn’t performance.”
Valerie reached for her drink, took a small sip, then set it back down with quiet care.
“She didn’t know what to make of you,” Judy added after a moment. “You never reacted the way people expected.”
Valerie smirked faintly, eyes still on the blank screen. “Good.”
Judy’s shoulder leaned lightly into hers, their legs still touching in that quiet, familiar way that didn’t ask for more.
“I wasn’t ready to let her go yet,” Judy said, voice almost lost under the hum of the projector.
“I know,” Valerie murmured.
The next memory waited, flickering faintly at the edge of the console Maelstrom, Flathead, all the chaos it would bring. For now, they sat in the low warmth of the room they built together, holding steady in the space between ghosts.
May 2077
All Foods – Entrance
The building looked like it hadn’t housed actual food in decades.
Rust gnawed at the edges of the loading docks, and the smell of coolant and wet metal hit hard even from the parking slab. The old All Foods sign flickered half-dead in the low light, humming like it had something stuck in its throat. Jackie stood beside her near the entrance, one hand resting on the butt of his pistol, the other flexing idly like he’d already made up his mind something was off.
Valerie pressed the buzzer.
A moment of static. Then a voice too cheerful, too fast cut through the speaker. “Yeah?”
“We’re here for the bot,” Valerie said flatly, stepping back just enough to scan the upper windows.
“Go on in. Elevator’s waiting.”
The door unlocked with a loud thunk that echoed through the steel frame. Valerie didn’t move yet just looked sideways at Jackie.
He gave a slow shake of his head, jaw tight. “The whole thing smells wrong already.” His voice dropped low, but it didn’t hide the tension in his posture.
Valerie nodded once, eyes narrowing. “Let’s not make it a long visit.” She reached for the door, shoulders squared.
They stepped inside.
The air changed fast, heavy with oil and burnt circuitry. Fluorescents buzzed overhead, casting cold light on dust-streaked concrete and scattered crates marked with half-torn Militech logos. Jackie kept to her left, wide steps quiet now, his eyes scanning every catwalk, every shadow.
The elevator groaned as they stepped in. It jerked once before starting up, the cage lights flickering, the metal floor vibrating faint underfoot.
Jackie muttered, voice low. “You still think Dex knows what he’s doing?” He didn’t look at her.
“I think he knows what he wants,” Valerie said without hesitation, steady eyes on the panel.
Jackie’s lips pressed tight. “And you?”
“I just want to get us out clean.” Her tone was flat, but not cold. Just focused.
The elevator clanged to a stop.
They stepped out into a dim hallway lit with orange strips and backed by the low pulse of bass somewhere deeper in.
Dum Dum was waiting, grinning too wide, eyes too bright. His chrome jaw twitched like it hadn’t quite synced with his cheek.
“Choombas,” he drawled, arms out like they were old friends. “You’re late. But the bot’s ready.” His grin widened as he stepped forward.
Valerie didn’t return the gesture. Her hand stayed loose near her belt, body angled sideways like she’d already mapped her exit.
Jackie gave a tight nod, not blinking. “Let’s see it, then.”
Dum Dum chuckled, flicking his fingers toward the old couch. “Don’t be rude, man. Relax. Sit. Share a bump.”
He dropped onto one of the couches, patting the seat beside him with a little too much cheer.
Jackie stayed planted. “I’ll stand,” he said, jaw working.
Dum Dum’s chrome jaw clicked once. “Is that so?” His eyes narrowed.
Valerie didn’t blink. “We’re here for the Flathead. Nothing else.” Her fingers tapped once against her hip.
The pause that followed stretched too long.
Then doors opened behind them.
Metal-on-metal, and guns came up.
Valerie dropped first, kicking the table as the first round fired. Jackie was already moving, sidearm drawn, voice tight through his teeth. “Knew it fuckin’ setup!”
The firefight tore through the room neon lights flaring with muzzle bursts, glass shattering, Dum Dum diving for cover as his crew opened fire.
Valerie moved like water, sliding between crates, Lizzie pistol barking clean shots. Jackie covered her flank, pinning two Maelstrom gangers behind a broken console.
By the time the smoke cleared, the walls were pocked and burned, and one of the old couches was on fire.
Valerie stepped over a body and spotted the crate military markings, sealed tight. The Flathead.
“Got it,” she called, popping the latch and hauling the unit into her arms. Its legs twitched faintly, neural sync still hot.
Jackie ducked beside her, checking the hallway. “Are we done?” His voice was breathless but sharp.
Valerie’s eyes flicked toward a side room, half-lit through a cracked bulkhead. “Not yet. Brick’s in there.”
Jackie didn’t even argue. Just nodded once and moved.
They blew the door open with a short-range charge from Valerie’s belt. Inside, Brick sat chained, cyberleg sparking, the stink of blood and ozone hanging thick in the air.
“About fuckin’ time,” he rasped, coughing once. His voice cracked, but his eyes were sharp.
Valerie crouched fast, clipped the cuffs loose, and handed him a pistol from the floor. “You walking?” she asked, already pulling him forward.
“Barely. But I’m shootin’.” He chambered a round with his free hand.
The last stretch was chaos.
Red strobes. Screams. Maelstrom throwing bodies at them in tight corridors. Jackie blew out a wall panel to clear a shortcut. Brick laid cover fire from the rear.
Royce.
The sound came first metal joints grinding, a low hydraulic hiss echoing through the side chamber.
He stepped out from the shadows, towering inside a retrofitted Militech centaur frame. Half his face hidden under a reinforced optic, the rest wired directly into the rig’s spine.
“You don’t leave with my bot,” Royce growled, a synthetic voice bleeding through steel.
Valerie didn’t hesitate. She holstered Lizzie’s pistol and pulled out The Mox.
The shotgun kicked hard in her grip as the fight exploded. Royce charged.
Metal legs crashed through the support beams. Jackie rolled under one arm, firing up into exposed cable. Valerie ducked low, sliding between two collapsed racks, and pumped a slug straight into the servo joint at his knee.
Sparks rained. Hiss of coolant.
Brick shouted something she couldn’t make out with too much blood in her ears.
She closed in. Last round.
The Mox thundered.
Royce dropped.
They stood outside All Foods twenty minutes later, the Flathead crate resting on a chunk of busted curb, blood drying on their sleeves.
Jackie wiped a smear off his jaw, breathing hard. “Told you. Fuckin’ setup.”
Valerie looked over, her grip firm on the bot’s handle. “Next time? I get to pick the fixer.”
Jackie gave a short laugh, shaking his head. “Yeah. No arguments here.”
The Afterlife always felt like walking into someone else’s memory too cold to be real, too loud to think, and always stained with someone’s big idea of glory.
Valerie moved through the main corridor with her jacket collar thumbed up against the AC drip. Jackie walked beside her, not saying much now. Just chewing at his cheek, that twitch he always got when a job went sideways before it even started.
T-Bug was already waiting near the bar, boots up on the table like she owned the joint. She flicked her eyes toward them without standing, smirking as she sipped from a thick glass of something too clean to be bar rail.
“’Bout damn time,” she said, her voice cutting under the music. “You make a stop to pick out the last words?”
Jackie gave a faint grin as he stepped closer, hands in his pockets, but his eyes didn’t match the smile. “Traffic, Bug. You know how it is.”
She snorted and leaned forward, glass clicking against the table. “I know how your ass likes to stall when the ice is thin.”
Valerie didn’t sit. Just planted herself across from Bug, hands resting on the edge of the table, her stance quiet but deliberate. “You already met Dex?”
“Guy’s been in the back talkin’ big for twenty minutes,” Bug said, eyes drifting past them. “Had a girl walk in earlier too. Corpo type. Didn’t give a name. Just a stare.”
Jackie’s brow lifted, his weight shifting on one foot. “That gonna matter?”
Bug shrugged, but the tension in her shoulders stayed tight. “Most things that don’t smell right usually do.”
Valerie let the silence settle, not offering anything.
Then came the voice smooth and slow, like someone who chewed his own name before spitting it out again.
“Well, if it ain’t my favorite soon-to-be legend.”
Dexter DeShawn made his entrance from the side hallway, chains clinking with each heavy step. He moved like a man who never rushed unless someone else bled for it. The light caught the rings on his fingers and the gold under his throat as he swept into their space.
“V,” he said, pointing two fingers like a casual threat softened by charm. “Heard you earned your stripes clean in All Foods.”
Valerie didn’t flinch. She just watched him evenly. “It wasn’t clean. Just finished.”
“Same difference,” Dex replied, his grin wide enough to flash teeth. He slapped Jackie’s shoulder hard, drawing a grunt. “You brought a ringer, mano.”
Jackie rolled his neck once but didn’t look amused. “She got us out. Flathead’s in hand.”
Dex nodded with that pleased-uncle kind of rhythm. “Then we’re halfway to being paid.”
He turned and waved them along, leading toward the rear booths red leather sagging under decades of elbows and stories. T-Bug dropped her boots to the floor and followed last, scanning the corners without missing a beat.
Once seated, Dex braced his forearms on the table, leaning in like he was laying out cards nobody else could read. “Let’s talk Konpeki.”
Valerie didn’t move. Didn’t blink, but something in her jaw set tighter.
Dex didn’t wait. “Our prize is one Yorinobu Arasaka. Or more to the point what he’s got tucked away in that suite. The Relic.”
Jackie exhaled slowly through his nose, eyes narrowing. “You sure this ain’t suicide with extra steps?”
Dex chuckled, rolling his shoulders like the weight of the world didn’t apply. “Risk, Hermano. Comes hand-in-hand with reward. But that’s why I brought her.” He jerked a thumb at Valerie. “Girl’s got sand. And the brains.”
Valerie let her arms rest on the table now, elbows bent, eyes still sharp. “I’ve got one question.”
Dex spread his hands like a man who welcomed suspicion. “Shoot.”
Valerie’s fingers tapped once against the worn leather, eyes locked on Dex.
“What aren’t you telling us?”
His grin twitched, pausing half a beat before returning. “Girl’s sharp. I like that. No bullshit.”
He leaned back, letting the bench creak beneath him. “We’ve got Parker feeding us intel. Flathead’s gonna give us inside access. But security well, that’s where it gets spicy.”
T-Bug slid into the booth beside Valerie and crossed her arms. “Saka ICE is no joke. One ping and they’ll fold this whole job in thirty seconds.”
Dex nodded slowly. “Which is why Bug’s walking you through the net from here. You’re flyin’ solo inside, but she’s your ghost.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, eyeing him. “So it’s me alone.”
“You and the bot,” Dex said, voice smooth. “And your instincts.”
Jackie looked over at her now, quieter. His brow furrowed just enough to show what he wouldn’t say. “You sure?”
Valerie didn’t take her eyes off Dex. “Wasn’t about being sure. Just wasn’t gonna let you face it alone.”
Dex clapped his hands once like a deal had been struck. “Then we got a crew. All in.”
Nobody moved.
Then Valerie gave a single nod. Slow. Firm. “All in.”
The Afterlife didn’t get any quieter, but the noise faded just enough to feel like something had shifted. Like the next step had already started, and the only way left was forward.
August 2088
Lakehouse – Editing Room
The glow from the monitor softened, folding back into the wall like mist pulling off warm glass. The room didn’t move right away. Neither of them did. Only the console’s faint hum remained, a pulse under silence.
Valerie kept her eyes forward, but her fingers had curled slightly tighter around her drink. The citrus had gone flat, ice nearly melted.
Judy leaned back in her chair, knees drawn close, one foot braced lightly against Valerie’s leg. She didn’t press it yet. Just let the moment settle.
“That part still gets you?” she asked, not turning fully, just enough to catch the edge of Valerie’s profile.
Valerie didn’t answer at first. Then her thumb drifted once around the rim of her drink. “I remember how the air smelled,” she said. “Inside All Foods. Like rust and coolant. And blood. Before anyone even started shooting.”
Judy’s breath pulled in soft through her nose. “And Royce.”
Valerie nodded, the motion slow. “I aimed for the servo joint. The first round didn’t slow him.”
Judy’s voice dipped lower, eyes still on her.
“You didn’t flinch either.”
Valerie glanced over now, one brow faintly lifted. “Could say the same about you. You were there when I walked into Lizzie’s. When Evelyn handed over the BD.”
Judy gave a quiet smile. “Yeah, well… someone had to make sure you didn’t pick a fight before the scan even started.”
They both let out faint exhales at that neither quite a laugh, but something warm around the edges.
Valerie looked down into her drink. “It’s weird. Back then I didn’t care about the Relic. Didn’t care about glory or creds or what came after. Just knew Jackie needed backup.”
Judy’s hand reached out, resting lightly over Valerie’s wrist. “And I knew you didn’t ask questions when I needed someone to stay.”
The silence that followed didn’t ache.
Outside, the lake caught gold where the sun had dipped low, casting slow waves of light against the kitchen doorway behind them.
Judy’s thumb brushed once along Valerie’s skin. “We’ve come a long way.”
Valerie nodded. “And still not done.”
The console blinked. The next memory was waiting, showing Konpeki.
Valerie didn’t reach for it yet. Just let her palm rest flat over the table, warm against the metal. “Let’s stay here a minute.”
Judy didn’t move. “Yeah. We can.”
So they did quiet and steady in the home they built, while the ghosts ahead flickered just out of frame.
May 2077
Konpeki Plaza – Evening
The lobby didn’t smell like anything. That was the first thing Valerie noticed. It didn’t smell like cologne, or polished tile, or sweat. It smelled like absence, like the kind of money that hired people to erase the trace of human presence before it left a mark.
She adjusted the cuffs of her jacket and kept walking.
Jackie moved beside her, just a step behind for now, eyes drifting under the brim of his hat. He wore the suit clean, but his tension didn’t care about tailoring. His fingers twitched once near his hip before disappearing back into his pocket.
“Still feels weird, yeah?” he muttered.
Valerie’s voice didn’t carry. “Like walkin’ into a museum. With tripwires under the marble.”
The reception AI smiled with practiced precision. They didn’t stop. Just passed through like they belonged Dex’s forged clearance credentials humming faintly in their shard ports as the elevator pinged and opened smoothly.
Inside, Jackie exhaled once, slow.
“You ever stay at a place like this?” he asked, his tone softer now.
Valerie’s eyes stayed on the elevator numbers counting up. “Once. With a rifle pointed at the roofline the whole time.”
Jackie let out a low chuckle, rubbing at the back of his neck. “Bet they didn’t offer robe service for that one.”
She glanced at him, a faint smirk at the corner of her mouth. “I’m keepin’ the robe.”
The elevator slid open with a whisper.
The suite was too quiet, too clean like nothing had ever really happened here before. Jackie stepped in first, boots soft on the plush flooring. The place was all gold trim and warm light, with glass walls that overlooked a city full of people who didn’t know who they were. Who wouldn’t care if they never came back down.
Jackie walked toward the far window and gave a low whistle. “Damn. Kinda makes you wanna just stay, huh?”
Valerie didn’t answer. She crossed to the center of the room, setting the Flathead crate down beside the sleek, black security hub. Her fingers brushed the lid once before she looked back.
Jackie had turned slightly now, watching her.
“You alright?” he asked.
She nodded, quiet. “Yeah.”
Her hand lingered on the bot’s surface. Not nervous. Just aware.
From somewhere deeper in the suite, the glow of the city kept flickering on glass like it didn’t want them to forget where they were.
May 2077
Konpeki Plaza – Suite – Moments Later
The Flathead’s legs twitched to life with a quiet whirrr, its neural sync linking as Valerie knelt beside the crate. She didn’t speak, just tapped the side panel, eyes scanning the flickers on the interface. Judy’s code was already crawling through it. Ghost-threaded, subtle.
Jackie stood behind her, arms folded across his chest, pacing slow but tight, his boots whispering against the carpet with every pass.
“You sure that thing’s not gonna crawl into our bed later and start reading dreams?” he muttered.
Valerie smirked faintly without looking up. “Only if you dream in locked data nodes.”
Jackie grunted. “You say that like it’s a no.”
She keyed the final command and stepped back as the Flathead uncurled fully, legs spreading across the floor like it had always belonged in five-star real estate. The bot skittered toward the ceiling panel, then stopped, waiting for uplink.
A soft click in her ear T-Bug.
“Alright, you’re green,” she said. “I’ve got eyes. Patchin’ through interior schematics now.”
Valerie tilted her head slightly, her gaze drifting toward the mounted security screen near the desk. “Status?”
“Guards are bored. Yorinobu’s out. But you’ve got a tight window once that bot climbs in.”
Jackie leaned against the wall, watching the Flathead’s legs shift. “Does this still feel too clean to you?”
Valerie stood again, arms folded. “Feels like the part right before the fall.”
He didn’t argue. Just moved to the minibar and poured himself a finger of something he probably couldn’t pronounce. The glass clinked once as he set it down untouched.
“Used to think gigs like this would change things,” he said, not looking at her. “Like we’d do one, and suddenly no more hustle. Just clean air and a seat somewhere with no noise.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, eyes catching him in the glass reflection. “And now?”
He shrugged, slow. “Now I’m just glad you’re the one next to me.”
The Flathead began to climb, legs locking into the seams of the paneling as it skittered into the maintenance shaft. T-Bug’s voice came back low and tight.
“We’re live. Feed syncing. Saka ICE hasn’t pinged yet, but it’s close.”
Valerie stepped toward the console, eyes on the waveform. “Let us know the second it shifts.”
“Already on it,” T-Bug replied. “Stay sharp.”
Jackie moved to the window again, watching Night City burn in gold beneath them.
“Y’know,” he said, voice soft now, “part of me still thought maybe this would work. That we’d walk out and hell, maybe even find a way to stick around long enough to enjoy it.”
Valerie stepped beside him, arms brushing. “Then let’s make sure we do.”
For a moment, it didn’t matter that they were standing in the eye of the storm.
Only that they hadn’t fallen yet.
The stairwell pulsed with emergency red, the kind that made everything look like blood even when it wasn’t. Smoke curled from the upper floors, bitter and metallic, clinging to the walls like the fight hadn’t finished yet.
Valerie kept one arm under Jackie’s, her other hand free now, braced against the railing when they turned corners. His weight had shifted somewhere between floors not all at once, just gradually sinking, step by step. Slower. Closer to the edge.
She didn’t ask. She didn’t have to.
Every sound felt too close. The distant pop of gunfire, the high whine of a failing security node. Her own heartbeat, dull and steady, like the sound was crawling down her spine instead of staying in her chest.
Jackie’s boots scraped the landing. She shifted her balance and pulled him tighter to her side, steadying them both. His breath hitched but he didn’t speak.
Light flickered overhead. One bulb cracked and popped, raining faint sparks.
Ahead, the final flight dipped into shadow. The wall at the far end had been breached half blown open, twisted metal jutting into the air like broken ribs. Wind shoved through the gap in fits, cold and carrying ash, rattling loose cables and the stench of something chemical still burning.
Valerie gritted her teeth and kept moving. Jackie’s breath rattled now. She felt it more than heard it shallow, wet, close against her ear.
“Still with me?” she asked, voice low, not slowing her steps.
His answer came as a soft grunt, a flicker of motion in his fingers where they clutched at his side. His shirt was soaked through. No pressure dressing, no medspray, just him holding on and that chip keeping him here.
That chip.
Plugged in. Heat leaking from the port like it was trying to outrun death.
“You know,” Jackie muttered, voice cracking, “I was gonna take you for tamales after this.”
Valerie didn’t smile. Not really. Just adjusted her grip again as the final stair straightened into view. The elevator panel was still lit. One soft blue LED like a promise no one believed in.
“You still are,” she said.
Jackie leaned more into her side. “If I pass out in the car... don’t let that AI make small talk.”
Valerie’s arm tightened around his ribs, her breath catching faintly. “No promises,” she muttered, glancing toward the elevator, like if she focused hard enough on the light, it’d open faster.
He let out a sound that could've been a laugh.
They reached the door. Valerie slammed her palm against the panel. It buzzed low. The mechanisms inside groaned, slow and weighted, like the building itself wasn’t sure they should leave.
She didn’t care.
Jackie’s legs nearly buckled. She caught him, gripped tight under his arm, and didn’t let him fall.
“You’re almost there,” she whispered, more to herself than him.
The wind kicked again behind them, dragging heat and sirens through the hall.
The elevator opened.
One more ride.
The elevator doors sealed behind them with a soft hiss, the kind that usually meant safety. Not this time.
The hum of descent kicked in low mechanical, steady, but the air felt still, too clean. Jackie leaned heavy against her side, legs buckling just enough that Valerie caught him before the shift dropped them.
She lowered him slow, back braced against the panel, her own boots wide for balance as they sank floor by floor. He didn’t argue. His head dropped to her shoulder, breaths shallow, hitching against the collar of her jacket.
His blood was drying now tacky against her arm where his jacket stuck to her. It was still warm through the fabric.
Valerie glanced at the indicator strip overhead. Still five floors.
Jackie murmured something under his breath. Didn’t open his eyes.
She didn’t speak back. Just shifted her hand behind his head, fingers brushing damp hair, holding him steady while the elevator groaned through the next drop.
The doors opened slowly.
Outside: polished chrome, bright overheads, the quiet gleam of money trying to look sterile. Delamain’s cab waited near the far wall, engine humming so quiet it didn’t sound like anything real. The city was still out there, but this place felt disconnected like it was floating above the wreckage they’d crawled through to get here.
“Passenger status: critical,” Delamain announced. “Recommending immediate evacuation to the medical center.”
Jackie stirred faintly. His lips twitched like he might’ve smirked under different circumstances.
Valerie didn’t wait. She pulled him upright, one arm looped around his chest, her other hand steady under his ribs. His boots dragged once across the tile before he caught enough footing to help.
They moved.
Her side throbbed with every step. His weight leaned harder now. Still moving, but the strength behind it was going.
The door on the cab lifted with a soft hydraulic breath. The inside was spotless gray leather, clean console, the faint scent of filtered air and citrus sterilizer.
She helped him down first, guiding him into the back seat, one hand behind his head until it rested back. His chest lifted once shallow.
She climbed in after him, knee on the cushion as she pulled the door closed behind them. The lock sealed shut.
Delamain didn’t speak again.
Valerie didn’t let go of Jackie’s hand. She could feel the heat there less than it should've. His fingers moved once in hers. Weak, but real.
She stayed close, head low beside his, her forehead brushing the side of his temple.
The cab pulled forward into the city’s artery glass and steel blurring past the windows like they didn’t matter.
She didn’t look at the windows. The city kept moving outside, chrome and neon streaking past, but none of it meant anything from here. The only thing she felt was the weight of Jackie’s body slumped against hers, the faint shift of his breath under her hand.
His fingers twitched again, brushing weakly against her palm. She didn’t let go. Just pressed her hand firmer around his and leaned in closer, her shoulder tight to his, her breath quiet but steady beside his ear.
The cab curved through a turn, tires humming smooth over the pavement, the engine too quiet for how loud everything still felt inside her chest.
Jackie’s eyes were still half-lidded. He didn’t speak, but she could feel him there, still holding on, still trying.
Valerie rested her forehead gently against his temple, not saying anything yet. Just keeping him close, anchored in the space between pain and motion, between what had already happened and what was still coming.
She stayed like that as the lights passed by and the cab took them farther from the tower.
Whatever was waiting at the end of the ride she wasn’t letting go before it got there.
The cab curved left off the expressway.
Valerie didn’t recognize the exit.
She lifted her head just enough to glance at the dash.
Delamain’s voice came smooth, too calm. “My apologies. I’ve been blocked from accessing the Med Center routing protocol. My employer has redirected us to an alternative destination.”
Valerie sat forward, slow at first. “The fuck are you talking about?!”
“A reroute has been authorized. New destination: the No-Tell Motel.”
She stared at the panel, like glaring at it might change something. “We’re not taking him to a fucking motel, we’re taking him to a trauma dock. You override that now!”
“I’m afraid I am unable…”
“Override it!” Her voice cracked sharp, hot, filling the cab like smoke.
Jackie stirred beside her. His hand lifted, weak, trembling slightly before finding her arm.
“V…”
She looked down at him fast, heart lurching. “I’m here. Hey…hey, I’m here.”
His fingers curled over her wrist. He tried to smile, but it slipped halfway. “I don’t think I got much longer.”
She shook her head, but his hand was already moving, reaching behind his own ear with shaky fingers. The Relic’s plug slid free with a faint hiss of air and heat. He held it out. “Take care of it for me.”
She didn’t want to touch it, but her hand moved anyway. She took the chip, feeling the residual warmth from his skin still clinging to it.
He gave her one last look, soft and tired.
“Tell Misty I love her, V…” His head slumped a little more, his voice catching. “Tell Judy I’m sorry.”
She didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. Just stared.
Then Delamain’s voice returned, flat. “Mr. Welles has expired. Neural activity has ceased.”
Something inside her went sharp and still all at once.
Valerie’s hand shot forward, gripping the back of the seat so hard her knuckles whitened. She pressed her forehead against it, jaw clenched, shoulders shaking.
She stayed like that for a while.
Not long. Just long enough for the city to keep going outside like it didn’t care.
Then she let her breath go and reached back, her hand resting on Jackie’s shoulder.
“See you in the major leagues, Jack,” she whispered.
Her voice broke partway through, but she didn’t pull away.
She leaned forward again, elbows braced against her knees, face buried in her palms, breath caught somewhere between rage, grief, and the kind of hollow silence that no gunfire could fill.
The cab kept driving.
The motel lights weren’t far now.
The room smelled like cheap disinfectant and old smoke.
Valerie stepped in slowly, her boots dragging faint streaks of wet across the faded carpet. Behind her, the motel door shut with a soft hiss and a clunk. Ahead, the light buzzed low from a cracked fixture, casting everything in a nicotine-stained haze.
Dexter DeShawn sat in the corner chair like he owned it half reclined, cigar resting in one thick hand. Across the room stood his muscle, blocking the hallway to the back like a silent wall of meat and chrome. Valerie’s eyes didn’t flinch from either of them.
Dex spoke first. “V. Damn shame, what happened.”
She didn’t answer.
“You look like shit,” he added, not unkindly. “The whole gig got scorched, but you're still breathing. Can’t say the same for your choom.”
Her throat stayed locked as he spoke. He glanced at her. “You got the chip?”
Valerie just stared at him. Her jaw ticked once, but she didn’t reach for anything.
Dex let out a long exhale, smoke curling into the space like it didn’t already stink. “Look, it wasn’t supposed to go down like that. The plan was tight. You… must’ve tripped something. Or maybe Arasaka sniffed you out before you even hit the roof.”
Her voice came low. “Are you blaming me?”
Dex didn’t answer right away. Just sat up a little, fingers curling around the cigar. “I’m saying you were on the job. It was your name on the inside. Shit goes sideways? Who are they gonna come after?”
Valerie’s voice cut low, steady under the hum of the light. “You planned it.”
Her eyes didn’t waver. Just stayed fixed on Dex like the weight of her words might crack something loose behind his smug quiet.
His brow twitched. “You told me this was locked in. You gave Jackie hope. You handed us over.”
Dex leaned forward now, the chair creaking beneath him. “I gave you an opportunity. Don’t twist that shit. You got the chip. You walked out. That’s the part that matters.”
Valerie stepped closer, slow. Her boots made no sound now.
“Jackie’s dead,” she said. “You think I give a shit about your payout?”
Dex didn’t flinch. Just flicked ash into the tray beside him.
“You look half-dead, girl. Go splash some water. Get your head straight. We’ll talk about the next steps.”
He nodded toward the back.
Valerie didn’t move. Just stared. Long enough that the muscle beside the hallway shifted, his head angling slightly like he was ready to escort her.
She walked toward the bathroom.
Paused at the doorway.
Then pivoted.
Her fist landed in the side of his jaw with a crunch. The man staggered back, surprised by overtaking weight. He reached for her, but she was already on him, another blow slamming into his nose, then another.
He fell against the wall, then down.
She followed.
Straddled his chest, both knees pinning him to the floor. Her fists kept coming, knuckles cracking, blood splattering, each hit sharper than the last. She didn’t see his face anymore. Just the hollow in her chest. Just Jackie’s hand going cold in hers.
She didn’t hear the gun cock.
Her fists were still driving into the man’s face, blood smeared across her knuckles, breath ragged from the weight of everything she couldn’t say. She didn’t register the shift in front of her, didn’t feel the presence close in.
The shot cracked through the room like a snapped wire.
She didn’t see the flash.
She only felt the impact sharp and sudden, dead center between her eyes. It wasn’t violent the way people imagined. It just stopped everything.
Her body stiffened, then folded forward, the weight of her falling against the man she’d just beaten bloody. Her hands slipped from his chest. The floor caught her head with a dull thud.
Blood welled from the center of her forehead, a slow stream crawling down her temple. It wasn’t gushing. The round hadn’t passed through. It hadn’t needed to.
The light in her eyes dimmed. Her breath vanished.
The room held still.
Then quietly, beneath the surface something sparked. A flicker behind the eyes. A pulse in the chip. The Relic’s failsafe engaging.
A protocol buried under layers of Arasaka code began to rise.
The image faded.
Not all at once. It stuttered, as if even the chip didn’t want to replay the final seconds. The image of Valerie crumpled on the motel carpet lingered a beat too long before dissolving into soft static.
The hum in the room took its place.
Valerie hadn’t moved. She sat still on the edge of the chair, one hand wrapped tight around the drink she hadn’t touched. The other rested on her thigh, curled in a fist against denim.
Judy didn’t speak right away. Just watched her, her own shoulders drawn inward like she could absorb some of the weight.
Valerie finally blinked. Once.
Judy’s voice came soft, steady. “You never told me where he shot you.”
Valerie didn’t look at her. Her thumb traced the rim of the glass, slow and shallow. “Didn’t remember it right for years. Still doesn’t feel like it happened.”
The monitor buzzed low. Not enough to fill the silence.
Judy leaned in, fingers brushing gently against Valerie’s arm. “He didn’t kill you.”
Valerie’s jaw moved. Her throat tightened, but the words came anyway. “He did.”
A beat passed. No correction.
Judy didn’t let go. Her hand stayed, grounding.
Valerie exhaled, slow. “I didn’t come back because I was strong. I came back because the Relic wouldn’t let me stay gone.”
“I know,” Judy said quietly. “But you still made it back to me.”
The room felt smaller now. Not claustrophobic, just held. Warm light off the projector pulsed across the floorboards. Somewhere outside, the lake stirred against the dock.
Valerie finally looked up. Her eyes were damp but clear. “I keep thinking if I’d just walked away that night…”
“You wouldn’t have,” Judy whispered, finishing the thought for her. “Because it was Jackie.”
Valerie nodded once. No words left behind it.
Judy shifted closer, pressing her forehead gently to the side of Valerie’s. “He’d be proud of you, you know.”
There was no reply. Just breaths shared in silence and the faint tick of the clock on the wall behind them.
The projector dimmed. Memory resting for now.
May 2077 — H10 Apartment
There was no music playing when Judy reached the top of the stairs. No sound at all, save for the dull murmur of the city bleeding through the walls. Sirens down the block. A horn too far off to matter. The overhead light buzzed like it was tired of staying on.
She stood outside the door longer than she meant to.
Her hand hovered just above the frame. Didn’t knock.
She didn’t have to.
The door hissed open under her palm.
The apartment was dark. Not dark from lighting, just the kind of stillness that came after something had broken and no one had swept the pieces.
The fridge hummed from the corner. A faint stain trailed from the kitchenette to the living room rug. One look and her pulse jumped.
Valerie was on the floor.
Judy dropped to her knees before her mind could catch up. “Val…”
Her voice cracked, barely more than breath.
Valerie’s tank top was soaked through near the ribs, the bandage peeled up and wilted. Blood streaked from a gash near her temple, trailing across her cheekbone in dried, broken lines. Her skin looked clammy under the street lamp glow bleeding through the blinds. Her breathing was shallow. Her body curled too tightly against itself, like she’d gone down mid-fight with someone, or something, that hadn’t needed a body to hit back.
“Val…” Judy reached for her, voice steadier this time. She brushed sweat-damp red hair from her forehead, fingers careful around the worst of the cuts. “Talk to me. Come on, I need you to say something.”
Valerie stirred, a low groan working up her throat. Her hand twitched at her temple.
“Judy…?” Her voice was hoarse, like every word had to crawl its way out.
“I’m here. You’re okay god, you’re okay.”
Valerie blinked slowly, eyes unfocused. “Dex shot me…”
“I know,” Judy said, brushing her fingers through Valerie’s hair again, grounding herself there. “I saw the feed. Vik he patched you up, right?”
Valerie gave the faintest nod. “Yeah… but something’s wrong.”
She winced, hand slapping weakly against the side of her head. “There’s someone else in here.”
Judy stilled. “What do you mean?”
“I hear him,” Valerie whispered, voice cracking. “He talks like he owns the place. Like I’m just squatting in my own skull.”
Judy followed her gaze to the couch. A familiar pill case sat half-open. Misty’s handwriting on the label. Something experimental, something spiritual. Something barely regulated.
Valerie reached for it with a trembling hand. “Misty said it might help.”
“Val, wait. You don’t know what that shit does…”
But Valerie was already taking the pill dry, her jaw locked tight, like the only thing she could control was whether or not she took it on her own terms.
A long pause.
Then her shoulders eased. Her grip slackened. Her head tipped back against Judy’s lap, eyes fluttering shut again not unconscious, just… distant. Like she was drifting sideways from herself.
Judy didn’t move.
She sat there, legs curled beneath her on the couch, Valerie resting against her with her head turned in just enough to catch the warmth of skin. The red in her hair had dried into tangled strands, stuck to the side of her neck. Her fingers twitched now and then, curling toward a rhythm that didn’t exist in the room anymore.
Two hours passed.
Judy didn’t check the time. She only watched her breathing.
Until Valerie jerked.
Not a twitch, or a stir. A full-body lurch that made the whole couch groan.
Her eyes snapped open, pupils blown wide.
Then she screamed.
Not her voice. Not her cadence.
It ripped out of her throat like gravel through broken speakers louder than her lungs should’ve been able to manage. Judy jumped, hand grabbing for her shoulders, but Valerie was already thrashing, fists flying up to claw at her temples.
“Val!” Judy caught her tighter. “Val, it’s me. You’re safe. You’re home…”
The scream didn’t stop.
The voice cursed in a tone that didn’t belong to any living part of Valerie. Something twisted. Fury was born decades before she ever existed. Like the past itself had been buried in her code and was clawing its way forward through her bones.
Valerie slammed back into the cushions. “Get out!” she rasped, lips bleeding, eyes glowing faint with that silver-blue flicker that didn’t belong to her. “Get the fuck outta my head!”
Judy leaned in, forehead pressed against Valerie’s, both of them shaking now. “You’re not alone,” she whispered. “You hear me? I’ve got you. Just hang on. Please…”
Valerie bit down hard, whole body drawn tight. The glow behind her eyes pulsed then flared, and stopped.
Her limbs went limp. Her body collapsed forward into Judy’s arms like a switch had flipped. A last spasm worked its way through her before stillness found her again.
Judy caught her, held her. Rocked her just enough to remind them both that breath was still a thing.
“You’re not alone,” she said again, her voice lower now, a tremble wrapped in steel. “You’re not.”
Valerie didn’t speak, her hand found Judy’s, and this time, she held on tighter.
The hum from the fridge filled the quiet like it always did. Constant, low, and familiar in the way a heartbeat could be only noticed when everything else went still.
Judy didn’t shift.
Valerie’s weight pressed against her chest, full now. No more tension in her limbs, no more sparks trying to burn out through her skin. Just breathe, uneven, but hers again.
Judy’s hand rested along her spine, thumb stroking the hemline of the tank top near her ribs, careful not to touch the still-drying bandages. The fabric was damp with sweat, and there was still blood near Valerie’s temple that hadn’t been cleaned yet. It stuck faintly against Judy’s shoulder. She didn’t care.
Her other hand was still wrapped in Valerie’s. Their fingers weren’t laced so much as holding the same gravity. Neither letting go. Judy could feel her pulse through it. Faint, and real.
She rested her chin against the top of Valerie’s head, breathing in the scent of her copper, salt, faint metal from the wiring behind her neck, and something deeper underneath. Like ozone in the air after the power’s gone out. Stillness right before the world decides whether to start again.
Judy closed her eyes.
Not to sleep. Not even to rest.
Just to stay here a moment longer, inside something that wasn’t breaking.
Valerie twitched once. Not hard. A breath more than a movement. Her fingers curled tighter, then eased again like she was fighting her way back from whatever cliff the Relic had dragged her to.
Judy didn’t say anything.
There wasn’t anything to say yet.
She could feel her own chest tightening. Not from fear this time. Just from how much space was taken up by the need to keep this woman breathing, and how close they’d come to losing all of it.
Valerie shifted again, her forehead brushing against Judy’s collarbone. The gesture wasn’t conscious, not fully, but it landed like a weight inside Judy’s ribs.
The city outside kept moving, sirens flickered once in the window’s edge, then disappeared.
Inside the apartment, the light from the hallway dimmed.
Judy pulled the blanket up higher, tucking it around Valerie’s side.
“Still here,” she whispered, so faint it wasn’t even meant for anyone to hear. “Still fucking here.”
She held her even tighter.
It started with a twitch just the smallest flinch of muscle in Valerie’s hand.
Judy felt it. She shifted slightly, not pulling back, just adjusting enough to look down.
Valerie’s brows were drawn. Her eyes moved behind their lids like someone halfway between dream and something sharper. Then her breath hitched.
Her hand jerked again. Not from pain. Like she’d seen something.
“Val…?” Judy’s voice stayed low. Gentle. No sudden movements. “You back with me?”
Valerie didn’t answer. Her eyes opened slow, pupils still wide. Her gaze drifted, unfocused for a second until it landed on the far end of the apartment.
She tensed. Judy followed her stare. Nothing there.
But Valerie was already pushing up on one elbow, chest rising fast. Her eyes locked on the space near the window like it meant something like someone was there.
Judy moved with her, keeping one hand near her shoulder. “Val?”
Valerie didn’t look at her. Her voice came out quiet, dry. “You again.”
Judy blinked, confused. “What…?”
Valerie was staring straight ahead. “You trying to crawl back in, is that it? You already had your turn.”
There was no one there. Just the stained couch, the glow of streetlight curling around broken blinds.
But Valerie’s gaze didn’t shift. She was locked into something someone Judy couldn’t see.
“You keep showing up like this,” Valerie muttered. “Like you belong here.”
Judy swallowed, voice cautious now. “Val… who are you talking to?”
Valerie’s eyes didn’t move. “Johnny Fucking Silverhand.”
Silence. Just the fridge humming.
Then Judy blinked. “Johnny Silverhand? That’s who’s in your head?”
“He’s not always loud,” Valerie muttered, rubbing at her temple, “but when he is, it’s like having a migraine that wants to punch me in the face.”
Her gaze lifted again. “What do you want now?”
She was quiet for a moment. Eyes narrowed at something invisible in the far corner. Her voice dropped into something tense, clipped. “You think I asked for any of this?”
A pause. Her brow twitched. “No, I don’t care what you thought was gonna happen. You’re dead, asshole. I was just trying to keep Jackie alive.”
She leaned forward slightly, teeth clenched. “He was my friend. You don’t get to talk about him.”
Judy’s hand hovered just behind her shoulder, not sure whether to touch or not.
“You don’t get to be in here,” Valerie whispered. “This isn’t your second shot. This is mine.”
She stared hard. The kind of stare that tried to force something back through a wall.
Then quietly her whole body stilled.
“Yeah,” she said, barely audible now. “That’s what I thought.”
Her eyes flicked once to the side, then back down to her knees.
Judy waited.
Valerie sat in silence for a few seconds. Then her head dropped slightly. “He’s gone again.”
“Gone?” Judy echoed.
“Not for good,” Valerie said. “Just long enough to screw with me later.”
She reached up and ran her fingers through her tangled hair. Her hands were shaking again. Not violently just enough that Judy could see the control unraveling at the edges.
“Shit,” Valerie muttered. “This is really happening.”
Judy nodded slowly. “Yeah. Looks like it.”
They sat like that for another beat. The shadows stretched longer across the floor. The apartment smelled like old blood, sweat, and city dust.
Then Judy cleared her throat gently. “Hey… maybe we should get you cleaned up. You’ve got blood in your hair and that tank’s holding on by willpower.”
Valerie huffed something like a laugh, but it didn’t carry far.
Judy stood carefully and reached down, offering her hand. “Showering might help. Just… get your head clear. Little water, little light. I’ll help you if you need.”
Valerie looked up, hesitating.
Then she took the hand, and didn’t let go. Not right away.
Steam rolled across the mirror like breath held too long. Light from the flickering fixture above pulsed through the fog, casting soft halos across the slick teal panels. The shower itself offered no cover, just a narrow divider separating it from the rest of the cramped bathroom, water still trickling down the smooth floor to the hidden drain.
Valerie leaned forward, both palms braced flat against the wall under the shower head. Her forehead rested between them, the spray having long since gone cold, not that she noticed. Her hair clung to her back in soaked strands, trailing past the bruises that curved beneath her shoulder blades. Blood had rinsed off by now, but something about her still looked ghost-touched her limbs heavy, her breathing quiet but unsteady.
Judy stood just beyond the divider, towel in one hand, trying not to intrude on whatever moment Valerie was still caught inside. Her other hand hovered near the controls, finally thumbing the water off with a soft click that left silence ringing louder than the stream ever did.
"Hey," Judy said gently, voice low. "Water’s off."
Valerie didn’t move at first. Then a shallow breath, then her shoulders dropped a fraction.
She turned slowly. No embarrassment, no guarded reaction, just tired. Her eyes were red around the edges, but clear. Her lips parted like she meant to say something, but nothing came out.
Judy stepped in, towel unfolding in her hands.
“I’ll be quick,” she said, not pushing it, just reaching up to gently guide the towel around Valerie’s shoulders. Damp skin met cloth with a soft rustle. “Just wanna get you dry before you start shivering.”
Valerie let her.
Judy worked methodically, dabbing moisture from her arms, down along the curve of her ribs, skipping the places where the bruises looked deep. She didn’t glance at them. Didn’t have to.
“Did he say anything?” she asked after a beat, voice still quiet. “Johnny.”
Valerie nodded once. “Talked like he owned the place.”
Judy gave a dry exhale, a hint of something behind it, maybe disbelief, maybe just trying to anchor the moment. Her hand paused near Valerie’s side.
“Yeah?” She met her eyes briefly, lips pulling into a small, worn smile. “Sounds like a rockstar.”
Valerie’s lip twitched, just barely. Not quite a smile, but close.
Judy crouched slightly to dry the backs of her legs, then offered the towel forward so Valerie could finish the rest.
“Thanks,” Valerie murmured, finally taking it in both hands.
Judy straightened again and lingered for a second, unsure what space to leave. Her gaze drifted to the door open to the bedroom, city haze filtering in through the tall window. The apartment was still. For once, the noise outside didn't quite make it in.
“You wanna sit?” she asked. “I can grab something dry for you.”
Valerie looked down at the towel in her hands, then nodded slowly. “Yeah. Just… something soft.”
Judy stepped out, crossing barefoot across the tile. She didn’t rush, just moved with quiet purpose, fingers brushing over the open closet to pull one of Valerie’s shirts from a hanger. A loose one, faded at the edges.
She brought it back without a word, holding it out.
Valerie took it, still damp but steady now. She dressed slowly, the way someone moves after almost dying, not cautious exactly, just aware of every muscle.
Once the shirt was on, she glanced at Judy, eyes a little clearer. “Are you staying?”
Judy’s answer didn’t take long. “Yeah.”
Together, they stepped out of the bathroom and into whatever came next.
The screen dimmed to black, not abrupt just enough to let the silence return like it had never left. The image settled into standby behind them with a soft, mechanical breath. The quiet that followed wasn’t empty.
Valerie leaned back into the worn frame of the chair, her fingers curling lightly along the fabric near the seam. She didn’t shift much just enough that the angle of her boot scuffed the edge of the desk. Her gaze stayed forward, but not at the screen. Somewhere past it. Somewhere still carrying weight.
Across from her, Judy sat cross-legged with her heel hooked over the lip of her chair, arms resting loose over her knees. She hadn’t blinked for a while, not until the screen finally gave out. Her voice came soft, but steady.
“You didn’t flinch either.” The words carried more than surprise like she’d been holding that thought longer than she meant to.
Valerie’s eyes narrowed slightly, but she didn’t look over. Her tone stayed low. “Didn’t have time to. Not with him bleeding out in my lap.”
Judy exhaled, a quiet release through her nose. Her hand moved to her ankle, thumb brushing absently across her own wrist as if grounding herself. “That cab… when it rerouted to the motel I could see it on your face. You knew.”
Valerie’s head dipped slightly. Her jaw worked before she spoke. “Jackie didn’t just give me the chip. He gave me the rest of what he was carrying. I knew what that meant.”
A breeze shifted through the back window barely enough to move the edge of the curtain. Somewhere outside, a low call from a bird cut across the stillness.
Judy looked down at her own fingers, pressing one into the fabric of her pants until the shape of her nail went pale. “You didn’t talk after Vik patched you up. Not right away.”
Valerie’s eyes finally lifted, not toward Judy but toward the faint light dancing off the holorig’s edge. “I didn’t know how to say it. That I came back… but not alone.”
Judy’s hand stilled. She lifted her head, studying her. “You mean Johnny.”
“I mean him,” Valerie said, quieter this time. Her shoulders dropped slightly as the words landed. “His voice was already there before I even opened my eyes.”
Judy didn’t react with surprise. Her voice remained calm. “You always seemed half somewhere else. I figured it was him.”
Valerie let her weight shift forward slightly, her forearms resting across her knees now. She looked at the scuff on the floor near her boot, then let her gaze trace up toward Judy’s hand, close now.
“He never shut up, not for days,” Valerie said. “Tried to take over. Tried to erase me.”
Judy’s fingers moved, brushing softly against Valerie’s without taking hold. Her voice dropped to something more certain. “But he didn’t.”
Valerie’s lips tugged faintly, not quite a smile. “No. Because of you.”
She looked up. Judy met her eyes fully this time.
“You held the line when I couldn’t,” Valerie said, her voice steady now. “I only found my way back because you stayed.”
Judy didn’t answer at first. She just let her thumb trace the side of Valerie’s hand, slow. Intentional.
“I stayed because you didn’t give up,” she said.
The room didn’t need to move. Everything in it already was.
The projector’s light finally dimmed to nothing. No fade-out music. No credits. Just the low mechanical whirr of the rig easing into standby. The kind of silence that wasn’t peace, just the absence of noise.
Valerie hadn’t moved. Her elbows rested against her knees, fingers interlaced loosely between them. The set of her jaw stayed quiet, unreadable, but the tension in her shoulders hadn’t let go.
Judy stayed close. One leg curled up under her, the other draped over the side of the chair. Her arm leaned against Valerie’s, skin warm where they touched. She hadn’t looked away from the blank screen until now.
“I still see her sometimes,” Judy said, her voice soft, not fragile like something that had sat with her too long. “Evelyn. Not in dreams. Just… out of the corner of my eye. Like she’s still trying to find the way out.”
Valerie exhaled slowly, breath warm across the edge of her wrist. “She smiled when we carried her out,” she murmured. “Might’ve been reflex. But I think… I think part of her knew she wasn’t alone.”
Judy nodded once, the movement small. Her gaze drifted toward the floor, eyes catching faint light from the console. “I kept thinking if we just got her somewhere safe, everything else could come later.”
“You fought for her,” Valerie said, voice steady but low. “More than anyone ever did.”
“But it wasn’t enough,” Judy replied, and her hand closed gently over Valerie’s, not holding tight, just anchoring. “Not after what they did to her.”
The quiet that followed wasn’t uncomfortable. Just honest. Heavy the way the truth was.
“I remember Clouds,” Valerie said. Her thumb moved across Judy’s knuckles, slow. “You didn’t want to go back, but you did anyway. You looked Maiko in the eye and didn’t back down.”
Judy leaned in slightly, her voice dropping lower. “Because you were there with me. Because I wasn’t walking alone.”
“You asked,” Valerie said. “And I said yes.”
“You never hesitated.” Judy’s eyes met hers now. “Even after I told you what it might cost.”
Valerie shook her head slowly. “It didn't matter. If it mattered to you, then it mattered.”
Judy breathed out, and something loosened behind her eyes. “Tom didn’t deserve what happened.”
“No,” Valerie said. “But you gave Roxanne the chance to walk away from it. That was something.”
Judy rubbed at her wrist, brow furrowed. “Maiko thought she could buy us off. That we’d let her clean it up and call it progress.”
“She didn’t know who she was dealing with.” Valerie’s mouth curled, but it didn’t reach smugness, just a worn kind of truth. “I said no because of you.”
Judy blinked at that, and for a second, her grip on Valerie’s hand tightened. “That was the moment it shifted,” she said. “For me.”
Valerie turned slightly, watching her. “Shifted how?”
Judy’s voice softened, not shy, just clear. “That was when I realized I already loved you. I just hadn’t said it yet.”
Valerie leaned in until their foreheads met, the contact warm and familiar. Her hand cupped the side of Judy’s face, thumb grazing gently along her cheekbone. “You kissed me after that boardroom. On the cheek. Barely even a second.”
“I wasn’t planning to,” Judy whispered.
“But you meant it,” Valerie said.
Judy’s breath caught slightly as she nodded. “I just remember feeling proud of you. Of us.”
Valerie smiled faintly. “That was the moment we stopped pretending.”
Judy closed her eyes, forehead still against Valerie’s. “Yeah. It was.”
They stayed like that, no monitor running, no words chasing the silence.
The monitor stayed quiet.
Only the light outside moved soft across the windowpanes, catching little edges of dust where it cut through the room. The lake breeze pushed through the open crack behind them, just enough to brush along bare legs and shift the corner of an old photo taped to the desk frame. Judy’s knee bumped lightly against Valerie’s where they sat close together, both of them sunk back in the worn chairs beside the console. Denim against denim. Skin warm against skin.
Neither spoke for a moment.
Valerie shifted slightly, fingers tracing the hem of her own tank top where it creased above the waistband of her shorts. Her voice came low, not distant. Just real.
“So,” she said, “why now?”
Judy turned her head, eyebrow raised just enough to catch it.
Valerie didn’t look over. Her gaze stayed on the blank screen in front of them. “All this,” she said. “Why dig it back up? Why record everything now, after everything we just came back from?”
Judy’s foot nudged hers softly, not quite a kick. Just to let her know she was listening.
“Because the coast gave me something I didn’t know how much I needed,” Judy said, her voice steady. “Time. Space. All that quiet.”
Valerie’s thumb ran along the inside of her knee, slow and aimless. “Yeah.”
“We talked,” Judy continued, her words slower now, softer. “Not just about the pain. But the good things too. Who we are now. Who we became. And somewhere in all that quiet, I realized if I didn’t record it now, I’d start remembering it wrong.”
Valerie’s eyes flicked to the side.
Judy was staring at the console again, not pressing anything yet. Her hands were still. But her breathing was calm now, steady the way it got when her heart finally found rhythm again after too long.
“I wanted to let it go right,” she said. “Don't bury it. Not pretend it didn’t shape us. But hold it in a way where it can’t hurt us anymore.”
Valerie reached over, fingers brushing along the inside of Judy’s wrist, her thumb pausing lightly over the grenade tattoo inked just beneath the skin. No words passed between them yet just touch, steady and familiar, like she needed the heat of something real before the next memory pulled them in.
“And because we finally earned that peace,” Judy added. “I wanted to record the journey that led us there.”
Valerie watched her for a beat.
“You’re really not gonna edit any of it out?” she asked, a faint edge of something wry in her tone. “Not even the part where I nearly broke Dex’s jaw before he shot me?”
Judy’s mouth curled. “That stays in.”
Valerie leaned back in her chair, arms crossed over her chest, tank top riding just a bit higher. “You’ve got a hell of a memory.”
“I remember the things that mattered,” Judy said.
The breeze shifted again, catching Valerie’s loose red strands against her cheek. She didn’t brush them back. Just let the room breathe a little longer.
Then Judy smiled.
“One more memory for today,” she said, nudging her foot softly against Valerie’s. “Laguna Bend. The day we officially fell in love.”
Valerie’s posture softened at that, the faintest drop of her shoulders like something uncoiled inside her.
She didn’t say anything. Just turned her hand palm-up and waited.
Judy laced their fingers together before hitting play.
The lake was quiet in a way Night City never could be. A hush broken only by the soft lap of water against the broken dock, and the occasional rustle of dry grass shifting in the evening breeze. The sky had taken on that dusty gold hue that meant sunset was settling in for good. Laguna Bend didn’t have much left, but tonight, it held something that felt like possibility.
Judy stood near the edge of the dock, hands shoved into the pockets of her jacket. She’d gotten there early. Earlier than she should've. Earlier than she told Valerie, because of course she had.
She told herself she wanted to check the dive gear. Make sure the seals were still good, that the regulators hadn’t gotten knocked around since the last run, but that was bullshit.
She was nervous.
Not about the gear. Not about the location. Not even about the dive.
About Valerie.
They’d been through so much together. Broken bones, broken people, broken city. She’d watched Valerie carry all of it with that half-cocked smile and stubborn defiance that made her impossible not to care about. And yeah, Judy had felt something early on, but she kept it in. She tried to be smart, professional, and detached.
Until Valerie made that impossible.
Until helping her through the relic. Until sleepless nights pouring over scan results, running backups, watching her fingers twitch as Judy synced the chip like her life depended on it.
Because it did, and when Valerie helped her? When Judy wanted to burn down Clouds, when she couldn’t even look in a mirror without seeing Evelyn's last cry for help, it was Valerie who showed up. No questions. Just there. Like she always had been.
So tonight? It wasn’t just a dive.
It was a risk.
She took a breath, watching her own boots in the dirt, then looked up as she heard the hum of Valerie’s Hella pulled in. The door creaked open, a silhouette stepping into the waning light. Valerie was still in her jacket, hands in her pockets, that familiar swing to her step like the world hadn’t managed to take her apart yet.
Judy’s heart gave one good thud.
Valerie saw her the moment she stepped around the car door. All lit by the pink-orange smear of sunset. Standing by the lake like she belonged to it.
She let herself slow. Just a little. Didn’t want to look like she was hurrying, but she was.
The wind picked up a bit, catching at her braid, and Valerie lifted a hand to keep it out of her face as she crossed the cracked dirt and overgrown grass. Her boots crunched a bit, but Judy didn’t move.
Valerie paused a few feet away.
"Hey," she said, soft.
Judy turned, mouth already curling. "Hey."
It felt like the world paused just enough to give them this.
Valerie didn’t say anything right away. She looked past Judy, toward the lake. Toward the broken cottage and sunken fences half lost to the water. Then back.
"This used to be a place people dreamed about," Valerie murmured.
Judy nodded. "Still is. Maybe for different reasons."
Valerie smiled faintly, then shifted her hands inside her jacket pockets. She could feel the weight of everything they’d never said hanging between them. It didn’t feel heavy. Not tonight.
"Are you sure about this?" she asked.
Judy arched her brow. "The dive or the date?"
Valerie laughed under her breath. "Either. Both."
Judy stepped forward, not much, but enough that their boots almost touched.
"I’m sure," she said, steady now. "More than I’ve been about anything in a long time."
Valerie swallowed around the sudden warmth in her throat.
"Then yeah," she said. "Me too."
There it was. No fireworks, and no slow music.
Just the lake, the wind, and two women finally saying yes.
The wind shifted off the water just enough to pull a chill into the air, teasing at the hem of Judy’s jacket. She didn’t seem to notice. Her focus was already back on the dive rig near the rusted bench, boots crunching over brittle grass as she walked toward it with that grounded sort of purpose that always made Valerie watch a little too long.
“You said there was a plan,” Valerie said, trailing a few paces behind.
Judy glanced back, smirking faintly. “There’s always a plan. Doesn’t mean it’s a good one.”
She crouched by the case, popped it open with a soft click. Dive gear, a field scanner, and two wetsuits were packed neatly inside, black and glossy with reinforced seams. The regulators had Judy’s careful touch all over them tight seals, custom notches along the tanks. It was more than prep. It was care. She was always like that with her tech.
“So…” Judy started, straightening. “What I want to do it's a BD scroll, yeah, but not the usual kind. I’m trying to merge two wavelengths into one. Emotional sync, real-time, underwater.”
Valerie tilted her head, a faint smirk tugging at her mouth. “That sounds like the kind of thing that either changes your life… or fries your brain.”
Judy shrugged one shoulder. “Experimental. Risky. And kind of the only thing keeping me from thinking too hard lately.”
She turned and looked at her, soft and a little nervous. “You up for a swim, chica?”
Valerie tilted her head. “You mean scrolling while we’re submerged? What if I sink to the bottom and you have to drag my corpse out?”
Judy laughed, dark eyes catching the last of the sun. “You’ll float. I made sure of that. Besides,” she added, cocking her head with a grin, “I’d never let you drown.”
Before Valerie could answer, a familiar rasp echoed behind her ear, sarcastic, bitter.
“Bad idea, V,” Johnny muttered from nowhere and everywhere at once. “Tell her to find another yes-woman for her art project.”
Valerie didn’t turn. Didn’t give him the satisfaction. “Shut it, Johnny. I'm doing this. Still my life.”
Judy blinked at her. “He showin’ up again?”
Valerie didn’t turn. Just let out a slow breath, thumb brushing the seam of her wetsuit. “He’s like a bad commercial,” she muttered, half under her breath. “Shows up when you’re finally starting to feel okay.”
Judy didn’t press. Just nodded once. “Well… let him watch.”
She flipped her hair back with a slight toss, businesslike now as she knelt to adjust the scanner box. “The idea’s simple. I sync my neural capture to yours to see if I can trace what your heart's actually saying instead of just what the brain allows. It’s like reading between the neurons.”
Valerie folded her arms. “And if my heart’s bad at small talk?”
“Then I’ll improvise,” Judy said, grinning. “Just scroll what feels true. I’ll pick it up. Got a wetsuit for you. Let’s go.”
They moved to the open side of the car where the suits were laid out. The evening air was getting cooler by the second, and the cracked pavement underfoot wasn’t doing their nerves any favors. Judy unzipped hers first, still facing away, peeling her jacket off one arm at a time.
Valerie turned her back too half because it felt polite, half because she already knew her self-control had limits.
“Try not to peek,” Valerie muttered under her breath, slipping out of her shirt.
“No promises,” Judy called back, then coughed softly. “I mean respectfully.”
The suits clung a little awkwardly in places, cool against skin, still damp from the rinse cycle. Valerie shimmied into hers with a small grunt and caught the flick of Judy’s gaze out of the corner of her eye then back down, like she hadn’t just looked.
Valerie smirked and turned toward her, hands on her hips. “You look damn fine in that wetsuit, Jude.”
Judy gave a soft, mock-flustered smile. “Shucks. You should see me in my MaxTac uniform.”
Valerie blinked. “Wait…you actually own one of those?”
“Won it in a bet,” Judy said proudly. “Bring it out for special occasions.”
Valerie’s brain went somewhere dangerous, lips parting to respond, then closing again. She shook her head. “Now you’re just being cruel.”
They both laughed real and easy.
Judy’s expression softened. “So… you ready?”
Valerie zipped the last inch of her collar and nodded. “Cold-ass water, here I come.”
Judy adjusted her mask, stepping closer. “Follow me, chica.”
She brushed past gently shoulder against shoulder, light as breath, and Valerie caught the faintest wink through the visor before Judy slipped into the lake with barely a splash.
The water kissed Valerie's feet.
She grinned to herself and followed her in.
The water pressed gently and cool, surrounding them like a memory that hadn’t decided whether to stay or fade. Valerie's fingers adjusted her visor, the gentle rush of air from the rebreather the only sound between them as they swam past what used to be the edges of Laguna Bend. Faded signage barely clung to rusted poles. Underwater fences twisted in the current like roots searching for something they'd never find.
Judy's voice crackled through the sync. "This used to be Laguna Bend. Before the Corps flooded it out. It’s where I grew up. Figured maybe if anything could bring out raw emotion, this would. Perfect place for the experiment."
They paused near a buoy, water lapping softly around them. Valerie drifted closer to it, catching Judy's profile in the sunlight slicing through the surface above.
"Enjoying the view?" Judy teased.
Valerie blinked, cheeks tinting just slightly behind the visor. “Wait, you can see what I’m seeing?”
Judy gave a small smirk, adjusting a dial on her wrist. “Of course,” she said, eyes locking with hers through the murky light. “That’s kind of the point.”
Valerie's gaze flicked down instinctively, then back up. "I, uh… didn’t realize how fit you look in a wetsuit. Sorry if I was staring. That view is preem, girl."
Judy laughed, easy and real. "It’s okay, Val. Actually, I’m kind of happy to hear that. Now swim around me a bit, I need to finish some calibrations."
Judy grabbed hold of the buoy. Her voice came again, lighter this time. "Okay, I’m gonna hum something. Tell me if you know it."
Valerie tilted her head in the water, listening. After a beat, she frowned. “I don’t, sorry. But I can hum it back."
"Damn, Val," Judy replied after a moment, warmth in her tone. "Nice voice you got there. Have you ever thought of singing professionally? Don’t worry about the song. We’re fully synced."
They descended together, bubbles spiraling up as the town unfolded beneath them like an old photograph. They paused outside a sunken diner, its windows fogged over with silt. Inside, chairs still sat at odd angles.
Judy hovered near the ruined diner, fingers brushing along a rusted counter edge as if muscle memory still knew where the ketchup dispenser used to be. The whole place leaned slightly, like time had pushed one too many memories through its frame.
“Best burgers in Laguna,” she murmured. “Used to sit right there. Granddad would sneak me fries.”
Valerie floated close, the soft churn of water muffling their breath. Her eyes lingered on the faded signage, then drifted toward the drowned booth nearby.
“For me,” she said, voice low, “childhood tasted like burnt marshmallows.”
Judy turned a little, curiosity in her brow.
Valerie didn’t look at her. Just let the words come quiet, like a secret they already knew. “Shared ’em with Kassidy.”
Judy didn’t press. Just gave the slightest nod, the kind that didn’t ask for more.
Then she smiled small, warm, a little crooked. “Burnt marshmallows, huh?”
Valerie returned it. “Charred to hell. Still good, though.”
Judy didn’t press, just drifted closer. Understanding didn’t need explanation. They swam further, Valerie reaching into the muck to retrieve an old photo frame. "Did you know them?"
Judy tilted her head. "Probably washed in from another house."
Another few meters, Valerie knelt and brushed sediment from a half-buried object. A camera. She held it up. "Hey, Judy… you like this?"
Judy swam over, her face lighting behind the visor. "Great find. Yeah. I do."
Valerie extended it to her. "Yours then. Souvenir of our swim."
Judy took it gently, securing it to her belt. "Thanks, Val."
They passed a bent hockey stick wedged between collapsed fence posts.
"Street hockey," Judy murmured. "Used to play out here."
Valerie turned to her. "Why do I feel like you were getting teased a lot back then?"
Judy gave a wry chuckle. "Probably because I was. But this was my world. As you know I grew up with my grandparents. Grandpa taught me tech. Grandma had a temper but took good care of me."
Valerie smiled. "So it's a family trait then?"
Judy nudged her playfully. "Hey, what's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing," Valerie teased. "You're adorable."
Judy didn’t answer, but the pink tint blooming in her cheeks behind the glass said enough. “Let’s keep moving.”
They found an umbrella half buried near a gas station.
Valerie gestured toward it. "Most out-of-place thing you’ve seen down here?"
"Only if we don’t count bottled water," Judy quipped.
Their laughter bubbled through the sync. Just past the station, Valerie spotted an abandoned car and tapped it lightly as they passed.
"Used to play MaxTac and Psychos behind these," Judy said. "Me and a couple friends."
They drifted near a pipe half-swallowed by earth. A small doll was tucked inside. Valerie paused. A memory pressed forward from Judy, unspoken but clear. "Why'd you hide Jenni's doll?"
Judy sighed. "I wanted to impress her. I thought if I helped her find it after pretending it was lost, she'd be into me. Didn’t work out."
Valerie reached over, gave her hand a light squeeze through the gloves. Nothing needed saying.
Just the lake. The water, and the slow rhythm of breath shared between two people finally seeing each other beneath the surface.
The water had stilled again. Not empty, not hollow, just steady. Valerie shifted her arms as she floated alongside Judy, the slow rhythm of her breath syncing to the gentle pulse of lake current. Beneath them, the drowned skeleton of Laguna Bend stretched wider than it looked from the surface, flattened rooftops, collapsed fences, twisted garden frames half-buried in silt. They hadn’t spoken in a few minutes, and didn't need to.
Judy slowed her pace near what was once the boardwalk, her hand brushing lightly over a submerged wooden post. It creaked faintly under her touch. Valerie drifted beside her, close enough for their shadows to blur on the lakebed.
“This was the arch,” Judy murmured, fingertips trailing the worn surface. “Used to be the place people brought knives. Scratched their names in the wood like it meant forever.”
Valerie followed her gaze to the half-shattered beam above them. The carvings were long gone, erased by time and floodwater.
“Have you ever left one?” she asked, voice low behind her rebreather.
Judy’s hand lingered a second longer, then pulled back. “No,” she said quietly, eyes tracking the forgotten wood. “But I kissed someone here once. First girl I ever told.”
She didn’t smile at the memory, but her voice didn’t carry regret either, just something distant and real. Valerie didn’t press. She turned slightly, letting their visors face as the light shimmered between them.
“She left?” Valerie asked, her tone gentle.
“Week later,” Judy replied. “Moved cities. Never even said goodbye.”
The water turned quiet again, just the soft hum of rebreathers and their movement disturbing the silt.
“Have you ever had one like that?” Judy asked, glancing over her shoulder.
Valerie nodded once. “Kassidy,” she said, her voice carrying a tired affection. “Didn’t vanish, but it still ended like that. It felt like every kiss had a countdown.”
Judy’s lip curled faintly, a soft breath through the sync. “Right. Kassidy,” she said, her tone threading memory and mockery. “You used to call her a fashion-forward thunderstorm.”
“And you called her hot garbage in a designer coat,” Valerie added, eyes narrowing just slightly with amusement.
Judy’s laugh echoed through the lake, full of something easy, like weight slipping off her shoulders. “I was being nice,” she said, smiling now.
“You were being right,” Valerie said, her grin crooked behind the glass.
A current passed through the sand beneath them, unsettling a handful of pebbles. Their memory sync stirred again no jolt, no flash, just the subtle tug of one moment bleeding into another. Valerie remembered falling asleep on Judy’s couch. Back in late October, the first time they ever let silence feel safe. Judy offered tea without saying a word. Valerie was too tired to speak. The glow from the street lamp outside barely cutting through the thick curtains.
“I knew even then,” Judy said softly, her voice almost inaudible under the rebreather hum. “I’d wake up thinking about you.”
Valerie stayed beside her, their shoulders almost brushing. “I knew when you stayed,” she said. “When you waited through my worst days without asking why.”
Judy looked at her. Not through the visor through everything else.
“I kept thinking if I said something, it’d mess this up,” she admitted. “That it’d ruin whatever we had.”
Valerie tilted her head, eyes steady beneath the lens. “You didn’t have to say it,” she said quietly. “You were already giving it.”
Judy drifted slightly closer, not enough to make it a moment, just enough that their breathing synced again.
“You think maybe we were in love already?” she asked, her voice quieter now. “Back when we weren’t letting ourselves call it that.”
Valerie’s voice came steady and sure. “I think we were building something,” she said. “Just forgot to name it.”
Their masks nearly touched. Light passed between them in slow waves, scattered by the lake surface high above. Valerie glanced past her toward an old house collapsed sideways in the sand. Part of the siding had peeled away, revealing waterlogged insulation and something that might have been a nursery wall. Judy watched too, her hand drifting to brush along Valerie’s wrist.
They didn’t speak, and didn’t need to.
When Judy finally moved again, it was only to point ahead, a tilt of her arm toward the deeper stretch of lake. “We’ve still got time before the church,” she said, voice calm but pulled by memory.
Valerie gave a nod, her voice soft. “You want to keep swimming?”
“I want to keep remembering,” Judy replied. “What we didn’t let ourselves feel back then.”
Valerie met her eyes again, a flicker of a smile behind her mask. “Then let’s go.”
Their arms moved in tandem, soft strokes pulling them deeper not back through the past, but forward through the current. Not retracing anything. Just finally swimming toward something real.
The deeper they swam, the quieter it got.
Not silent, just subdued, like the lake itself was listening. Judy’s hand brushed against a wire fence half-buried in silt, the rust clinging like old memory. Valerie hovered just above, eyes scanning the ruined path of what used to be a neighborhood street. Porch columns crooked and leaning like teeth. A cracked toy truck rested near a mailbox, its paint long peeled. Nature and time had eroded everything but shape.
Every so often, a current stirred up a soft cloud of sediment, and their lights caught on it ghostly spirals blooming and falling away.
Judy’s voice came in low through the sync, her tone quiet, thoughtful. “First time I ever patched together a BD rig… it was here.” Her gloved fingers tapped gently against her rebreather. “Stole parts from the neighborhood junk bins. Granddad walked in when I was mid-splice cut wire in my teeth, cursing like hell.”
Valerie tilted toward her, amusement flickering behind her visor. “And he let you keep going?” she asked, her brow raised like she already knew the answer.
“After laughing his ass off?” Judy’s lips curled faintly. “Yeah. Even gave me his toolkit. He told me if I was gonna fry my brain, I’d better do it properly.”
They swam on, passing under what had once been a basketball hoop suspended in open water. Valerie reached up without thinking, her fingers grazing the rim.
“You play?” Judy asked, her voice teasing as she drifted close.
“Badly,” Valerie admitted, letting the rim spin slightly on its rusted chain. “Couldn’t shoot for shit. But I was good at steals. Elbows too.”
Judy gave a small huff of a laugh, eyes narrowing fondly. “You? No way.”
Valerie’s grin turned sly beneath the visor. “Are you saying I’m not scrappy?”
“I’m saying I’ve never seen you elbow anyone outside a firefight,” Judy replied, nudging her lightly with a shoulder.
“There’s a first time for everything,” Valerie murmured, the words warm, steady.
Judy made a soft humming noise, half amused, half distracted, as her light caught on something near the curb. She floated toward it and pulled up a weathered lunchbox with a faded synthpop band logo.
“Had one just like this,” she said, brushing algae off the lid with her thumb. “Used to pack extra snacks to trade. Fruit sticks? Gold in the cafeteria.”
Valerie drifted a little closer, her head tilted. “You were a playground hustler,” she said with mock seriousness.
Judy glanced over, her smile crooked. “Nah. Just entrepreneurial.”
The sync flickered again. This time, the shared memory came simple and quiet: Valerie sitting cross-legged on Judy’s floor, a box of noodles on her knee, light from an old BD flick casting neon patterns on the wall. Judy laughed at something dumb, looking over and noticing.
“I remember that night,” Valerie said softly, voice lowered with memory. “Your charger cable barely reached the wall. We both kept pulling it out by accident.”
“You fell asleep halfway through the fight scene,” Judy added, her eyes soft with the thought. “I didn’t move. Just watched your head slump lower until it landed on my arm.”
Valerie’s voice came quieter. “I remember the warmth.”
Judy reached over, fingers brushing against her wrist. Not a grab, just a presence.
“I kept thinking,” she said, the words hushed, sincere, “how dumb it was to wish time would stop over something so small.”
Valerie turned slightly in the water, eyes steady. “It wasn’t dumb.”
They swam in silence for a stretch, drifting past a mailbox wrapped in weeds. Then Judy pointed toward an overturned bike near a tree stump.
“There used to be a girl in the neighborhood,” she said. “Zoe. She’d race me every weekend. I always won.”
Valerie smiled behind the visor. “Sounds like she was fast.”
“She was fearless,” Judy murmured. “Didn’t care if she bled. I envied that.”
Valerie’s brow arched faintly. “Are you saying you weren’t?”
“I was careful,” Judy said, her voice steady now. “Until I met you.”
Valerie didn’t respond right away, just let the warmth carry in the pause between them.
“We should start heading toward the church soon,” she said gently, her tone reluctant but grounded.
“Yeah…” Judy whispered. Then after a moment, her voice softened into something close to hope. “But maybe just a little more.”
Valerie gave a nod, the smallest smile brushing at the edge of her mouth. “One more pass through.”
They drifted forward in sync, arms moving in quiet rhythm through the water, their path winding between sunken rooftops and forgotten fences.
Not retracing anything.
Just swimming toward something they’d been building for months.
The lake stretched quiet ahead of them as they neared what remained of the church, its spire now broken in half, leaning like a solemn monument to time’s erosion. Algae clung to the warped beams. Bits of stained glass flickered in the light, catching between weeds and forgotten fence wire.
Valerie swam low, breath steady through her rebreather, following a trail of trash that had gathered near the side of the structure. Something glinted in the silt. She reached down and brushed away the muck until her fingers closed around a pendant heart-shaped, dulled by time but intact.
“Hey, Judy,” she called through the sync. “What’s this?”
Judy, a few meters ahead, turned, visor catching a glint of sunbeam from above. “Oh my god, Val… you found the heart of Laguna Bend.”
Valerie blinked. “Seriously?”
Judy’s laugh crackled through the link. “Nah, no clue what it is. Cool find, though.”
Valerie’s thoughts drifted on instinct, unfiltered and clear. If only she knew she was the true heart of Laguna Bend.
“Aww, Val…” Judy’s voice softened. “That’s sweet.”
Valerie stiffened slightly. “Right. Forgot we were synced.”
“Let it flow,” Judy said, drifting closer. “I don’t mind.”
They hovered together at the church entrance, the old wood and stone swallowed by algae and sediment. It looked like it might collapse with a whisper. Valerie’s hand brushed the latch of the ruined door. It gave way easily, and they slipped inside.
A pulpit, half-sunk in the back. Rusted candle stands leaning sideways. A small child’s shoe resting on a bench, trapped in time.
Judy floated toward the altar, voice coming through slowly and reverently. “I used to sit right there. When Grandma got mad, she'd drag me here to pray. I’d sit quiet and think about diving instead.”
Valerie offered a small hum, not teasing just holding space.
Then came the ache.
At first, it was just a pulse. A flicker behind her eyes.
Then everything cracked.
A sudden flare of heat bloomed in the base of Valerie’s skull. Her limbs stuttered mid-stroke. She gasped, but the rebreather caught it, muffling the sound into static.
Judy turned sharply. “Val?”
Valerie clutched at her mask. Her whole body jerked sideways, the sync rippling with feedback.
“Fucking hell,” Valerie groaned. “Not now…!”
The pain drove deeper. White-hot. It felt like a thousand blades clawing through her mind all at once, like someone trying to rip her soul out from the inside.
Johnny’s voice roared across the link. “Told you this was a bad idea! This isn’t your fucking life anymore, girl.”
Judy flinched as the voice bled through her sync too distorted, wrong, like radio static twisted into a snarl. “What the hell…? Val, talk to me. I’m here. You’re okay.”
Valerie wasn’t hearing her. Not fully. Her whole body convulsed once, twice visor twitching with electric feedback as the relic glitched hard against her neural ports.
Judy surged forward, arms catching Valerie before she could spiral into the debris field.
“Valerie! Stay with me. You’re not alone, I’ve got you.”
Valerie’s voice was a choke. “Jude… hurts… I can’t…”
Then the sync flooded again with static fragments, Johnny’s voice screaming something about betrayal and death. Valerie’s memories flickered like broken reels across the shared link: Jackie’s face. Dex’s betrayal. Gunfire. Smoke.
Judy cradled her, wrapping both arms tight, pushing her own panic down. “Don’t try to fight it, just breathe. Come on, babe, stay with me. You’re still here.”
Valerie’s head pressed to Judy’s chest, her body trembling violently. Her pulse stammered in the sync, uneven.
Just the low throb of tech rebooting behind Valerie’s eyes.
Her breath evened slightly. Still ragged, but alive.
Judy didn’t let go. Not until she felt the tremor fade from Valerie’s fingers.
“You scared the hell out of me,” she whispered.
Valerie’s voice came faint, raw against her neck. “Didn’t mean to.”
“I know.” Judy leaned her cheek to the top of her mask, eyes squeezing shut. “We’re gonna get through this. Whatever it is. I swear.”
Neither of them surfaced. Not yet.
The church stood still around them, warped beams casting long shadows through the stained-glass water. The pendant Valerie found drifted between them, catching the light once more fragile, beautiful, barely held together.
Just like the one holding her.
Just like the one she reached for now.
The lake pulled back slowly. Not in a rush. Just enough to let them rise.
Valerie broke the surface with a gasp that wasn’t clean. Her breath hitched, half-choked, water streaming down her cheeks in loose ribbons as she blinked hard into the faded sky above. Her visor shifted, half-fogged, the blur of Judy’s hands already reaching for her.
“Valerie…hey…Valerie, I got you.”
Judy’s voice cracked through the sync, tight and scared, but steady enough to hold onto. She looped one arm under Valerie’s chest, the other tugging gently at her collar, pulling her upright through the weight of lake water still dragging down her limbs. The rebreathers hissed soft between them.
Valerie coughed, then coughed again, shoulders shuddering, her hands catching weakly at Judy’s wetsuit. She wasn’t unconscious, but she was disoriented. Like something had left her down there and barely made it back.
Judy held her close, just under the collarbone. Not letting go. “You’re alright, Val. Breathe. That’s it.”
They drifted for a minute, lake ripples catching soft light. Valerie’s visor tilted toward Judy, her lips parting like she was going to speak, but nothing came out yet.
Eventually, she gave a faint nod.
That was enough.
Judy steered them toward the shallows. Step by step, the lake let them go. Sand gritted against their boots, reeds brushing past their legs. Water streamed down their suits in thick trails. Valerie stumbled once, her arm hooking around Judy’s shoulder before she found her footing.
They said nothing.
The cottage waited near the slope wood-paneled, sun-faded, roofline bowed slightly at the center. Wind ticked through the broken shutter, a dull rattle like an old breath that hadn’t quite settled.
Judy helped Valerie up the steps, one hand still braced lightly against her back. She fumbled the latch, pushed the door open with her shoulder. The interior was dim, lit only by dust-filtered sunset leaking through the slats.
The door eased shut behind them.
The air inside smelled like salt and wood and something warm underneath it all. Maybe old coffee. Maybe sun-baked fabric.
Valerie stood still near the kitchen table, arms crossed loosely, her breathing steadier now but eyes distant. Judy peeled off her gloves slowly, setting them down near the chipped mug already waiting by the sink. Steam curled from the old machine, sputtering a little like it resented being remembered.
Neither of them had spoken since the lake.
Judy turned back, her fingers resting against the counter edge. Her hair still clung to her neck, damp and darker from the water. Valerie hadn’t moved far. She leaned against the wall now, one hand ghosting toward her ribs, the other trailing down slowly like it couldn’t decide where it belonged.
She looked at Judy. Not searching. Just seeing.
Judy swallowed once. Her voice, when it came, was quieter than the wind outside.
“I thought I lost you.”
Valerie blinked, slow and soft. “You didn’t.”
Judy’s fingers curled tighter against the counter. She nodded, but didn’t believe it all the way.
Valerie stepped closer, feet still wet, the floor creaking once under her weight. She didn’t speak until she was just within reach.
“You pulled me out.”
Judy met her eyes, and something in her posture let go.
The silence held them for another moment. Not empty. Just full of everything neither could say all at once.
Then Judy reached for her hand, and Valerie didn’t let go.
Judy’s hands weren’t shaking anymore, but they still felt off. Like the memory of Valerie slipping under hadn’t left her fingers. She set the chipped mug down on the counter, steam curling faintly into the air, and leaned against the edge of the sink. Her hair clung a little to her cheek, still damp from lake spray.
Behind her, Valerie moved quieter than she ever had. One hand rested on the back of the kitchen chair, the other still pressing lightly at her ribs. The color had returned to her face, mostly, but there was something in her eyes that hadn’t. Not fear. Just that wide, lingering ache of someone who kept getting pulled back from the edge only to be handed another reason not to jump.
"I shouldn’t’ve let you go under," Judy said quietly, not looking up.
Valerie’s voice came slower. “You didn’t let me. It happened.”
Judy turned, arms crossed now. “I pulled you out by the collar, Val. You weren’t breathing. And I just…” Her voice broke, but not all the way. “Everything I try to fix goes sideways. Clouds, Maiko, hell even that dive today. Maybe I’m just not meant to fix anything.”
Valerie stepped in closer, her hand still at her ribs but the other reaching to gently curl around Judy’s forearm. “Don’t say that.”
Judy glanced down. “I didn’t ask you here to talk me down.”
Valerie’s voice was low, her fingers tightening slightly around the edge of the counter. “I know.”
She didn’t look up right away. Just breathed through it, steady but frayed at the edges, like she’d already run this whole conversation with herself a dozen times before Judy ever spoke.
Silence settled again. The coffee machine gave a tired click.
Valerie exhaled through her nose, slowly, and leaned back against the other side of the tiny counter space. “You didn’t ask me here to drown either. But I’m glad you pulled me out.”
Judy let out a breath, shaky, and finally met her eyes. “You scared me.”
Valerie nodded. “I scared myself.”
She let that sit. Let it sting, honest and unhidden.
“I don’t know how long I’ve got,” she said eventually. “The chip… it’s not like a ticking clock. It’s more like a… storm that never settles. I want to be here. With you. But I don’t know if that’s fair to you.”
Judy stepped in without hesitation this time. No performance. No bravado. Just her, close and quiet.
“It’s not about being fair,” she said. “It’s about choice.”
Valerie looked at her.
“I’ve made mine,” Judy said. “Whatever this becomes, I’m not running.”
The light through the warped window caught in Valerie’s hair, still damp and tangled at the ends. Her smile came soft, and tired, but real.
“You’re sure?”
Judy nodded once. “You’re the one thing that didn’t go wrong.”
Outside, the water lapped against the old dock, gentle and even.
Inside, they just stood there. No big declarations, or promises.
Just the beginning of one.
Valerie leaned in, slow, unhurried, like even the air between them needed permission to shift. Her hair still clung damp to her shoulders, the ends curling where lake water hadn’t yet dried. That faint curve touched her mouth again, not quite a smile more like something remembered, softened, and carried forward. The light from the warped kitchen window settled along her cheek, drawing a warm halo across the freckled skin that hadn’t quite stopped flushing.
Judy didn’t move right away. Her breath caught, chest barely rising, her eyes fixed on Valerie’s not wide, not surprised, just open in that way she’d never let anyone see back then. She stayed right where she was, letting the stillness hold.
The space between them gave way quietly.
Valerie’s hand grazed the edge of the counter as she leaned closer, fingertips brushing wood worn smooth by time. Not for balance, not out of hesitation. Just something to ground herself, to hold onto, now that everything else felt like it might finally be real.
When their lips met, it wasn’t sudden.
It was soft, deliberate, a breath shared rather than taken. Valerie moved gently, the pressure light but certain, like she’d been holding this in her hands long before her mouth ever reached for it. Judy met her without pause, lips parting just enough, the way someone does when they’re not afraid to be known.
Her hand found Valerie’s side, resting just above her ribs where the wetsuit clung loosely. Her thumb traced a slow line through the damp fabric, not pushing, just feeling like she needed to make sure this was happening and not just some flicker behind her eyelids.
They stayed like that, eyes closed, breath steadying between them, until Valerie pulled back just far enough to rest her forehead against Judy’s. The contact didn’t break. Their hands stayed where they were. Their bodies didn’t shift.
Outside, the lake murmured against the dock. Inside, it was just them. No backdrop. No music. Just the sound of steam curling faintly from the forgotten coffee pot, the gentle creak of floorboards under quiet feet, and the weight of something beginning that neither of them needed to name.
Valerie didn’t speak. Just lingered there, forehead pressed gently to Judy’s, their breaths overlapping. Her hand moved to Judy’s waist, thumb brushing the side of the zipper as if waiting for permission. She didn’t need it, not really, but she asked anyway, in the way her lips found Judy’s again. Slower this time. Less tentative.
Judy’s hand slid up along Valerie’s back, fingertips curling against the damp curve of her spine where the wetsuit clung. The kiss deepened, but stayed steady more warmth than hunger, the kind of closeness that asked to be memorized, not rushed. She exhaled softly against Valerie’s mouth, lips curling into a smile that was more felt than seen.
They shifted in tandem, steps small and careful as they backed toward the center of the cottage. Every motion carried water with its drops slipping from hair, fabric, bare arms. Valerie's hands moved to Judy’s shoulders, gently brushing the strap of her suit aside with a drag of knuckles that left a trail of goosebumps.
Judy caught her breath, head tipping back slightly as Valerie kissed just below her jaw. “You know,” she murmured, voice husky from the lake and the kiss, “most people wait until dry clothes for this part.”
Valerie’s lips curved against her skin. “Are you offering to slow down?”
Judy's laugh came soft, breath warm against Valerie’s cheek. “Like hell I’m slowing down.”
The laugh they shared was quiet and real, breathless between touches. Judy reached behind her own back, tugging at her wetsuit until the upper half peeled away from her shoulders. Valerie watched, eyes not roaming but drawn curious, reverent, present.
She leaned in, lips brushing over Judy’s collarbone. Her hands helped ease the rest of the suit down, and Judy shivered not from the air, but from the way Valerie touched like she’d never get another chance.
“You okay?” Valerie asked softly, voice low as her fingers stilled at Judy’s hip.
Judy nodded, lifting Valerie’s chin gently. “Yeah. More than okay.”
Their wetsuits hit the floor in pieces slowly, rhythmically, like every inch revealed was part of a promise being spoken between kisses. Nothing rushed. Nothing hidden. Just skin and warmth and the tension that came from knowing exactly how long they’d been holding back.
By the time Valerie’s back hit the edge of the bed more mattress than frame, sun-bleached blanket stretched over it Judy was already crawling into her space, knee brushing her thigh, hands bracing beside her on the worn covers. Her lips pressed to Valerie’s chest, just above the line where the tattoos curved across her collarbone.
Valerie exhaled sharply, hand sliding up the back of Judy’s neck to tangle gently in her damp hair.
“Are you still with me?” Judy asked, voice quieter now, close to her heart.
“Always,” Valerie whispered.
They didn’t rush. Judy took her time kissing down the center of her chest, the softness of her lips balanced by the firm touch of her hands exploring Valerie’s sides, her stomach, the curve of her hip. Valerie returned each gesture in kind fingers trailing along the outline of Judy’s ribs, lips brushing a line just beneath her shoulder, pausing where the old tattoo curled over muscle.
Judy shifted above her, the quilt bunching softly beneath her knees. Her hands smoothed over Valerie’s thighs, spreading slow warmth as her lips moved lower. A kiss on the inside of one knee. A playful glance up. The way she looked when she knew she was about to make her feel everything at once.
She kissed up along Valerie’s inner thigh, slow enough to draw out a gasp. Her tongue followed, teasing just beside where Valerie ached for her. Her hands held steady one on her hip, the other guiding gently down as she lowered her head between her legs.
Valerie’s breath caught.
The first touch was deliberate. Judy’s mouth met her clit with a kiss that was all heat like a promise, her tongue flicking in gentle circles, her hand slipping closer, fingers sliding in just enough to make Valerie’s hips twitch beneath her.
The rhythm built gradually Judy’s mouth working in sync with her fingers, coaxing pleasure with reverence. Valerie’s hand found her hair, not pulling, just holding her there. Her thighs trembled as Judy hummed softly against her, the vibration curling deep inside.
She whispered something into Valerie’s skin, something that didn’t need translating, not with the way she kissed, licked, pressed in closer. Valerie’s body arched, another moan spilling past her lips as her back lifted from the mattress, sweat beading along her collarbone.
Still Judy didn’t stop.
She read her like a song she’d memorized every hitch in breath, every shift of muscle, every tremor beneath her tongue. When Valerie finally came, it wasn’t with a cry it was with a stuttering gasp, her hand tightening in Judy’s hair, her other gripping the sheet, her whole body curling into the heat of it.
Judy eased her through it, mouth softening, fingers slowing, staying close as Valerie’s breathing began to even out.
She moved back up slowly, kissing a trail over Valerie’s stomach, her chest, the space beneath her jaw. She paused only when they were eye to eye again Judy’s hair falling gently across her cheek, their bodies still tangled in heat.
Valerie touched her face, thumb brushing just beneath the corner of her mouth.
“I love the way you love me,” she whispered.
Judy kissed her slowly. “I always have.”
Judy’s head still rested on the pillow, the edge of a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth as she caught her breath. Valerie didn’t rush. She leaned in and kissed her slow, deep, unhurried letting it linger until Judy’s hand slid up along her side again, fingertips tracing the outline of her waist.
Valerie pulled back just enough to kiss her again, this time softer, just at the corner of her mouth, then her jaw, then lower still. Her hair brushed across Judy’s chest as she moved, lips trailing heat with each kiss. The pads of her fingers followed a lazy path down the inside of Judy’s arm, across her ribs, dipping into the hollow of her hip.
Judy let out a small, pleased hum, her hands settling lightly at Valerie’s shoulders, only for Valerie to shift upward planting one slow kiss over her sternum before rising higher, her legs sliding along either side until she was straddling her fully.
She looked down at her, hair tumbling over one shoulder. “My turn,” she murmured, voice low and a little rough.
Judy’s eyes met hers, dark brown and steady beneath the soft rise and fall of her breath. “You gonna take your time with me?”
Valerie leaned down, lips brushing Judy’s ear. “Every second.”
Her mouth returned to Judy’s skin, slow kisses across her collarbone, down to where the lines of the firetruck were inked over her chest. She didn’t skip past anything. Each place she touched, she stayed kissing, grazing her tongue along a red spiderweb along the curve of her breast before pulling her nipple gently into her mouth. Her hands pressed into Judy’s hips, grounding her with just enough grip to hold her still.
Judy’s breath caught again, fingers curling into the sheets.
Valerie smiled against her skin and kept going tongue circling, mouth teasing, switching sides only when she felt Judy start to arch beneath her.
When she finally moved lower, it wasn’t with urgency. It was reverence. Her kisses trailed a slow path down Judy’s stomach, each one soft enough to tease, warm enough to promise more. Her hands guided Judy’s thighs apart, her touch confident and sure like she’d always known this rhythm, had just been waiting for the right night to play it through.
She dipped her head, kissing just above Judy’s clit. Then again, closer this time. The way Judy twitched told her everything. Valerie’s mouth opened, tongue licking a slow, steady circle before she pressed in fully lips and tongue working in slow, controlled strokes.
Her fingers moved with equal care sliding along slick heat, slipping inside with a practiced touch, curling just enough to make Judy gasp. She moved with that rhythm she knew Judy loved her mouth keeping pressure on her clit, her fingers slow and steady, then deeper, then curling just right again.
Judy bucked slightly beneath her, breath broken into short, hot gasps.
“Fuck…Val…”
Valerie didn’t stop.
She kept her mouth exactly where Judy needed her, letting her moans guide the pace. Her tongue flicked just right, her fingers sliding in and around her clit with perfect control. Valerie hummed softly against her, and Judy’s thighs pressed tighter around her head.
The orgasm hit suddenly and hard, Judy's hips jerking, her hand locking tight in Valerie’s hair, voice catching on a moan that was half curse, half praise.
Valerie stayed there through the tremors, mouth softening into gentle kisses, fingers easing until Judy collapsed back into the bed, panting, eyes fluttering open.
When Valerie finally rose up again, she crawled up slowly, kissed her once more lightly, just above her lip then settled beside her, one arm pulling her close.
Judy didn’t speak for a while.
She just tucked her face into Valerie’s neck, hand resting over her heart, and breathed in deep.
Their breathing slowed, but not by much. Skin still warm, the sheets tangled halfway down Valerie’s hips. The lake breeze filtered in through the cracked window, just enough to make the sweat cool where it settled along their shoulders.
Judy let out a quiet, dazed sound against Valerie’s neck, her cheek still pressed to the curve of it. Then, a breathless laugh.
“Holy shit…”
Valerie turned slightly, enough to feel the way Judy’s lips moved when she spoke.
Judy drew back just enough to meet her eyes. Her voice was quiet, hoarse with the edge of something still unraveling. “Val… what did that mean to you?”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. Her thumb drifted slowly over Judy’s side, just below the ribs. She looked at her like there wasn't anything to hide.
“I hope,” she said, voice low and certain, “the start of something wonderful.”
Judy’s eyes didn’t waver. “Yeah?”
Valerie nodded once, her hand sliding up to tuck a damp strand of hair behind Judy’s ear. “I’ve felt it for a while now. I didn't want to rush it. Didn’t want to say it before I meant it.”
Judy’s smile came soft, almost shy, but the warmth behind it was real. She reached up and let her fingers rest just beneath Valerie’s collarbone, feeling the steady thrum there.
“I’ve wanted this too,” she said. “Long before I admitted it.”
Their foreheads met, breath sharing the same slow space.
Outside, the lake kept whispering, a hush like lullabies through reeds and worn boards. Inside, they stayed close, skin pressed soft to soft, neither one in any hurry to move from the quiet they’d made together.
Judy kissed the space between Valerie’s breasts, slow and steady, her lips still warm from everything they’d just shared. She lingered there a moment, listening to the beat beneath the skin like she was trying to memorize the rhythm of it.
Her voice came softer than before, quiet like the light shifting across the wood-paneled ceiling. “Was thinking about leaving the city,” she murmured, her cheek brushing against Valerie’s chest as she looked up. “But I always kept staying… because of you.”
Valerie’s breath caught, then eased into something deeper. She reached down, threading her fingers through Judy’s and guiding her hand up gently until it rested against her heart.
“You give me the reason to live, Jude.” Her voice didn’t shake, it didn't need to. “I know somehow… we’ll get through this.”
Judy’s hand gripped hers tighter, her eyes searching Valerie’s face like it was the only map left in the world worth following. The emotion there wasn’t fragile. It was weathered by grief and fight and everything they’d carried between them without ever saying it out loud.
Valerie leaned forward, her forehead pressing against Judy’s again, their noses brushing just slightly.
“We’re not alone,” she whispered. “Not anymore.”
Judy closed her eyes. “We never were.”
August 2088-Editing Room
The room held quiet the way the lake once did not silent, just settled. The image had faded, leaving the walls dim again, the soft hum of the monitor slowing to a low idle. Light from the afternoon sun filtered through the curtains in warm lines, casting muted shadows over the wooden floor and the edge of Judy’s desk.
Judy stayed seated, her fingers still lightly curved against the armrest, like part of her hadn’t come back yet. Her eyes lingered on the empty screen, lashes still damp at the edges. She didn’t speak right away.
Valerie stood just behind her, one arm gently curled around her shoulders. Her thumb brushed once along Judy’s upper arm, a small back-and-forth motion, like she was still trying to offer something steady.
“Every time we relive this,” Valerie said softly, voice warm with a rasp that came from memory more than breath, “I fall even more in love with you.”
Judy leaned into her instinctively, head resting against the side of Valerie’s ribs. “Yeah?” Her voice cracked around the edge of a smile, quiet but real. “Even the part where I nearly drowned you?”
Valerie snorted lightly, her cheek resting against Judy’s temple. “Especially that part. Nothing like dying a little to realize what you want to live for.”
Judy turned slightly to glance up at her, the lines around her eyes still soft from what they’d just watched. “We were such a mess back then.”
Valerie shrugged, a slow curl of her arm tightening around her. “Yeah. But it was a beautiful mess.”
They stayed there for a moment still, but not frozen. Just breathing in the same space, present in a way that didn’t need to rush.
Judy reached up, fingers finding the edge of Valerie’s hand and curling over it.
“I wouldn’t trade it for anything,” she murmured. “Not one second.”
Valerie smiled, her freckled cheek brushing against Judy’s hair. “Good,” she whispered. “Because I’d do it all again. Every dive. Every fight. Every kiss.”
The monitor clicked faintly as it powered down.
Valerie shifted slightly, her arm slipping from around Judy’s shoulders as she leaned back to stretch. Her tank top pulled a little as she arched, arms rising above her head, joints giving the quietest crack as she worked the stiffness out of her shoulders.
The light caught along her freckled skin, tracing the subtle curve of her collarbones, the faint sheen of warmth from standing too close to the window. Her red braid shifted against her shoulder, catching where it rested near the edge of her tank.
She let out a soft exhale through her nose and rolled one shoulder. “Are you ready for lunch?” she asked, voice low but easy, like the weight of the memory had finally started to lift just enough for the day to start breathing again.
Judy turned in the chair to look up at her, dark eyes catching the sunlight through the window. Her hand slid off the armrest, brushing against Valerie’s thigh on the way down.
“I could eat,” she said, a faint smile curling at the edge of her mouth. “Only if you’re cooking.”
Valerie smirked, brushing a hand down over her side before reaching to flick a piece of Judy’s hair gently. “I cook. You loiter in the kitchen and pretend you're helping.”
“Look cute doing it too.” Judy stood up with a small groan, stretching her own arms over her head. Her pink and green hair shifted slightly against her neck, still tousled from where she’d leaned into Valerie. “Mutual arrangement. Tried and true.”
Valerie gave a soft laugh and stepped around her, the wood of the floor creaking faintly under her bare feet. “C’mon, loiterer. Let’s see if the fridge has forgiven us yet.”
The hallway light shifted with them as they walked Valerie leading, Judy just a few steps behind, brushing fingertips along the old family photos lining the wall. That quiet hum still clung to the air, a mix of afternoon light filtering through the glass and the faint buzz of the fridge ahead.
They turned right under the arch into the kitchen. The Lakehouse opened up around them again, soft wood grain beneath their bare feet, the scent of sun and leftover toast lingering from that morning. The window above the sink cast a pale beam across the countertop, catching just enough of Judy’s hair to make the pink shimmer near the edge.
Valerie stretched a little, reaching one arm high toward the ceiling beam before letting it fall gently over Judy’s shoulder again. “What are you in the mood for?”
Judy opened the fridge with a familiar flick of her wrist. “We still got those marinated peppers from the market?”
Valerie leaned past her, hand grazing Judy’s lower back without thought, and grabbed the sealed container from the second shelf. “Yeah. Still looks good. I could make grilled sandwiches?”
Judy’s lips twitched. “With that leftover provolone?”
Valerie smirked. “Now you’re speaking my language.”
The pan warmed slowly over the stove while Valerie sliced bread and Judy prepped the filling's in a quiet rhythm, no need to speak. The sun moved lazy across the tile, catching in the streaks of water Judy hadn’t fully dried from her hair. Valerie reached over, brushing a strand behind her ear.
“Y’know,” she said, low and honest, “I think this is the first time in a long while I’ve wanted lunch to take its time.”
Judy didn’t answer right away. She pressed the sandwich into the skillet, then looked back with a half-smile.
“Then we’ll make it slow.”
The first sizzle hit, and the kitchen filled with the warm scent of bread and cheese, just like it used to.
Judy tilted her head, watching her. “Are you still thinking about the dive?”
Valerie gave a small nod. “I always do. Like the lake’s got a part of us it won’t ever let go.”
Judy's voice came quiet now, brushing the space between them. “Let it have the old parts. I like what’s left.”
Valerie winked at her emerald eyes glinting in the sunlight. “I’ll always fall in love with every piece of you all over again.”
Judy smiled at that, shaking her head once, with her usual stretch arms overhead, her pink-green hair falling down her cheek in a glossy curtain before she swept it back with her hand. “Wasn’t tryin’ to,” she murmured. “You’re the one that brought up falling in love all over again.”
Valerie smirked. “And I meant it.”
Judy rolled her eyes lightly, but the way her cheek curved gave it away she wasn’t deflecting. She nudged the sandwich slightly in the pan, letting it crisp a little longer. Valerie moved behind her, not far, just enough that their hips brushed as she reached for the plates above the sink.
The cupboard gave a soft creak.
Judy tilted her head. “Grab the small ones. I’m not in the mood to pretend we’re portioning like adults.”
Valerie chuckled, setting two mismatched plates on the counter. One of them still had a tiny chip in the glaze, Judy's favorite, because it had survived the Snake Nation War, the remodel, and that one time Sera nearly dropped it trying to carry three mugs at once.
“You want chips too?” Valerie asked, already moving to the pantry.
Judy flipped the sandwich with a small grin. “Only if they’re the spicy kind. The normal ones are like kissing styrofoam.”
“Guess you’ve kissed a lot of styrofoam then,” Valerie said without missing a beat, voice warm with that dry, teasing edge she reserved for just them.
Judy barked a laugh, shook her head, and muttered something half-hearted under her breath about getting the next kiss revoked. Valerie slid the chips onto the plate anyway, brushing against her back again not too much, just enough to stay present.
The sandwich came out golden, the cheese stretching a little before Judy coaxed it apart with the knife. She passed Valerie a half without ceremony, then leaned back against the counter beside her.
“Moment of truth,” she said.
Valerie took a bite, slow and thoughtful. Her eyes lifted a second later.
“You nailed it,” she said, mouth still half full.
Judy made a mock bow. “Guess I can retire on a high note.”
“Mm,” Valerie mumbled, chewing. “One sandwich won’t get you out of cleanup duty.”
They stood like that for a minute, quiet and close. The kitchen was warm now, not just from the stove, but from them. The breeze through the open window barely rustled the curtains. Somewhere outside, the lake whispered again.
Valerie reached for her water, took a sip, then glanced sideways.
“We could eat out on the deck. If you're up for sunlight and birds being nosy.”
Judy tapped her nail against the rim of her glass. “Only if I get to feed you the last bite.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Always making it a contest.”
Judy smiled, sliding her foot to brush against Valerie’s ankle beneath the counter. “Not a contest. It just feels good to keep giving you something.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She just looked at her, and for a moment, the sizzle in the pan and the hum of the fridge and the tick of the cooling stove faded into something softer. Something whole.
“Then let’s eat slowly,” Valerie said finally.
She grabbed the plates, Judy held the door, and the lake greeted them like it always had steady, familiar, just waiting.
The screen door gave a low creak behind them, the kind that had always sounded like summer. Valerie nudged it shut with her heel, plates in hand, as Judy led the way onto the back deck. The boards beneath their feet were warm from the afternoon sun, edges worn smooth from years of barefoot steps and lazy mornings.
The lake spread wide beyond the sloped grass, soft ripples catching the light like scattered glass. A couple birds stirred in the reeds near the dock, too lazy to care. Somewhere off to the right, a frog croaked once and went silent again.
Judy lowered herself onto the swing first, bare legs tucked to one side as the chains gave their usual faint metallic groan. Valerie passed her a plate before settling in beside her, shoulder to shoulder, her knee nudging Judy’s as the swing adjusted beneath their weight.
It swayed just enough. Not rocking, just moved, like it had been waiting.
Judy shifted, pressing her thigh lightly against Valerie’s, then leaned in to steal the smaller half of the sandwich. “Technically this is still mine,” she said, biting into it like it wasn’t already shared.
Valerie leaned her head against the back of the swing, smile curling slowly. “If you want it, it’s yours.”
Judy chewed, eyes squinting toward the water. “You always say stuff like that.”
Valerie turned her head slightly, watching the way the sun caught the edges of Judy’s pink-green hair, how it shimmered where it fell over her shoulder. “Only when I mean it.”
A quiet passed between them, the kind they didn’t need to break. Just wind and birds and distant water pushing against the edge of the dock.
Judy leaned her shoulder against Valerie’s. “You ever think about just… staying here forever? No plans, no projects. Just this.”
Valerie reached down, laced their fingers together along the edge of the cushion. “I do. More than I used to.”
Judy turned her hand over so their palms touched, thumb tracing over the inside of Valerie’s knuckle. “I used to be afraid of stillness,” she said quietly. “Like if I stopped moving, the whole world would catch up and swallow me.”
Valerie tilted her head, nuzzling just slightly into Judy’s hair. “And now?”
“Now it just feels like breathing,” Judy murmured.
Their sandwiches cooled slowly on the plates in their laps, half-eaten, forgotten. The swing moved a little more with each shift of wind, the chains creaking with that same soft rhythm as always.
Valerie exhaled, long and even. “Every version of the world we’ve seen… this is the one I never want to lose.”
Judy didn’t answer. She just leaned her head on Valerie’s shoulder and let the quiet hold them both.
Valerie shifted just enough to let the swing sway again, slow and easy beneath them. The boards creaked in that familiar, lulling rhythm as sunlight spilled across their legs and the untouched halves of their sandwiches.
Judy reached into her lap and plucked up her half again, leaning sideways into Valerie with a lazy grin. She held it up near Valerie’s mouth, teasing. “C’mon, before I change my mind.”
Valerie smirked, bit into the edge with a soft crunch, and chewed while Judy traced her thumb along the corner of her lips just enough pressure to wipe a smudge of cheese, then linger a second longer than necessary.
“Messy,” Judy whispered, brushing her thumb again like she meant to fix it but didn't really want to.
Valerie arched her brow. “You made the sandwich.”
Judy’s grin softened, eyes searching hers for a beat before she let the rest fall quiet. The breeze tugged faintly at the hem of her tank top, her shoulder warm against Valerie’s side.
“I don’t know what made me wait so long to ask you on that date at Laguna Bend,” she said finally. Her voice came softer than before, not afraid, just honest. “I just know every day since then I’ve never felt more loved.”
Valerie didn’t look away. Her hand found Judy’s thigh, thumb grazing bare skin just above the knee, grounding the moment with something quiet and steady. She let the weight of it settle in, let the space between them close like it had always meant to.
“You gave me the first day that ever felt like a beginning,” she said softly. “Not a fight. Not a job. Just… something real.”
Judy turned her face, her cheek brushing Valerie’s shoulder. “You didn’t even flinch when I asked.”
Valerie smiled faintly, her voice quieter now as she leaned in just a little more.
“I didn’t flinch,” she murmured, “because I’d already been waiting for you.”
A smile curled at the edge of Judy’s lips again, but her eyes stayed soft, a little glassy with all the things she didn’t say out loud anymore.
Valerie tilted her head just enough to press a kiss into her temple, lingering there.
Judy’s fingers stayed laced with hers, thumb tracing slow circles against Valerie’s palm. Neither of them spoke for a little while. The kind of quiet that didn’t need fixing. The kind that felt earned.
The sandwich rested on the plate between them now, one last bite left, forgotten for the moment. Judy let her head fall softly against Valerie’s shoulder, cheek brushing against damp strands still not fully dry from earlier.
Valerie tilted slightly toward her, bringing her arm around Judy’s back, fingertips resting just below the curve of her shoulder blade.
“The sun’s hitting your freckles again,” Judy murmured with a small smile. “Just like it did that first morning in the desert.”
Valerie didn’t need to ask which one. She remembered too the way the dawn lit the dunes like wildfire and Judy’s hair spilled out across her lap while they argued over whether sand could be romantic.
She kissed Judy’s temple, soft and low. “I never figured I’d get something like this.”
“You did,” Judy said, not pulling back. “We both did.”
The swing creaked gently beneath them, one slow arc forward, then back. Somewhere down by the dock, a gull gave a lazy cry, its wings skimming low across the water.
Judy shifted just enough to reach the last bite of the sandwich and held it up again, her smile playful now. “Are you still hungry?”
Valerie met her eyes, leaned in slowly, and let her lips brush Judy’s fingertips before taking a bite. She chewed slowly, eyes still on her. “Only if you’re feeding me.”
Judy’s laugh rose easy, light and warm like the summer breeze curling around their legs. “Then I guess I am.”
Valerie set the plate aside, letting it clink softly against the deck rail. “You remember the first time we ate together?” Her voice was quieter now, threaded with affection. “That shitty ramen place in Japantown. You picked out all the bell peppers for me.”
Judy smiled at the memory, her voice light but sincere. “I always thought you were gonna call it a date that night.”
Valerie’s gaze softened as she nodded. “I wanted to. I was just scared you’d say no.”
Judy turned toward her slightly, a warm look settling in her eyes. “Even back then, I would’ve said yes. I just needed time to admit it out loud.”
Valerie reached up, her knuckles brushing gently along Judy’s cheek. “You made it feel safe from the start.”
Judy leaned into the touch, her voice quieter now. “And you made it feel real enough to believe in.”
The swing moved with them, a slow, steady rhythm as they sat close beneath the afternoon sun. Neither of them said anything more for now, and they didn’t need to.
The swing drifted in another quiet arc, the old chains creaking softly as the wind shifted off the lake. Judy’s thumb never stopped tracing Valerie’s hand, her touch so natural now it didn’t even register as movement, just presence. The plate had long gone cold beside them, but neither reached for it. It didn’t matter.
Valerie leaned her head back, letting the sunlight catch across her freckled cheeks, lashes half-lowered. “You remember when we used to talk about this like it was maybe?”
Judy’s head tipped slightly toward her. “You mean the house, the quiet… the part where we’re not constantly ducking bullets and burning bridges?”
Valerie smiled faintly. “Yeah. All of it. The kind of life you only let yourself believe in late at night, when no one else is awake.”
Judy breathed a soft laugh, nose brushing Valerie’s shoulder as she leaned in. “I used to think I’d lose my edge if I ever slowed down. Turns out, I was just tired of fighting battles that didn’t mean anything.”
Valerie shifted, bringing their linked hands to rest against her chest. “This one means something.”
Judy looked at her not with surprise, not with awe just with the steady warmth of someone who’d known all along. “Yeah,” she whispered. “It really does.”
The wind stirred again, brushing Judy’s pink-green hair across Valerie’s collarbone. Valerie reached up and gently tucked it behind her ear, letting her fingers linger for a second too long.
“I think about how close we came to missing this,” Valerie murmured. “If we hadn’t gone on that dive. If I’d stayed under longer. If the chip had…”
“Hey,” Judy cut in, voice soft but firm. “But you didn’t. You came back. And I was there to pull you out.”
Valerie nodded, her eyes dropping to where their fingers stayed woven together. “You always are.”
Judy’s gaze softened again. “That’s kind of my thing.”
The swing eased back into stillness, the deck warm beneath them, sunlight cutting long lines across the railing.
For a moment, neither of them moved. Just the sound of the breeze, the hush of water down below, and the steady, shared breath between two women who'd stopped running.
Valerie turned her head, just enough for her lips to find Judy’s forehead. “Don’t let me forget this feeling,” she whispered.
“You won’t,” Judy said. “I’ve got it saved in six different memory banks and at least three backup shards.”
Valerie chuckled, low and quiet. “Knew I married a tech genius for a reason.”
Judy grinned, eyes glinting as she leaned up to kiss the side of Valerie’s jaw. “That… and the way you look in a tank top.”
Valerie tilted her head back with a small, playful groan. “You’re impossible.”
Judy’s smile softened. “But you love me for it.”
The sunlight shifted again, shadows stretching long across the deck, but neither of them got up. There was nowhere else they needed to be.
Not when everything they’d ever wanted was right here in a shared swing, half a sandwich, and the quiet rhythm of two hearts still choosing each other.
Judy shifted, taking a slow breath as she looked out toward the lake. “Have you ever thought about all the places we’ve been? All the different roads we’ve taken?”
Valerie followed her gaze, watching the light catch on the water. “I try not to. It’s like flipping through a book I already know the ending to. But yeah… sometimes I do.”
Judy gave a soft laugh, turning her head just enough to catch Valerie’s eye. “Feels like we’ve been everywhere, huh?”
Valerie smiled, but there was something knowing in the way she spoke next. “Not everywhere. Just everywhere we needed to be.”
Judy’s smile eased into something quieter, her hand still tucked in Valerie’s, fingers curled soft between them. “And I think this is where we’re supposed to be now. But damn… it feels like I’ve been holding my breath for so long.”
Valerie’s chest rose with a steady breath, like she was breathing for both of them. “Guess we’re finally able to exhale.”
Judy leaned in, voice catching that familiar playful edge. “No more running off to dusty corners of the city?”
“Not unless you really want to,” Valerie murmured, leaning closer. The warmth of her breath tangled with the wind drifting in off the lake. “We’ve still got the rest of the world to take on, Jude.”
Judy’s lips quirked, not quite a full grin just that quiet shape of someone at peace. “But first... no more fighting each other for control of the remote?”
Valerie rolled her eyes, a smile tucked behind the sound of it. “I’ll let you have that win. For now.”
Judy nudged her shoulder. “Yeah, I’ll take it. For now.”
They let the silence take hold again, natural and earned. Just the breeze moving across the lake and the quiet creak of the swing beneath them.
The swing drifted again, its chains giving a slow, contented creak as the breeze swept through the porch, tugging at the edge of Valerie’s tank top and threading itself gently through Judy’s loose hair. The lake glimmered beneath the afternoon light, glassy and gold at the edges, a mirror of the calm that had finally settled between them.
Valerie gave a long breath through her nose, then let her head fall back against the swing. Her eyes were half-lidded, lashes catching the sunlight like copper threads.
“Hard to believe,” she said, a grin tugging at the corner of her mouth, “that the only enemy I have now is the laundry pile after vacation.”
Judy let out a soft laugh, still leaning against her. “You mean the one you shoved into the corner this morning and called a strategic retreat?”
Valerie tapped her chin like she was weighing something serious. “Wasn't retreating. It was a...tactical delay.”
Judy raised a brow, the weight of her cheek still against Valerie’s shoulder. “Sure it was, Commander.”
Valerie smirked and nudged her. “Don’t make me bring out the full battle plan. I’ve got sock pairings listed by tactical priority.”
Judy’s chuckle vibrated low through her chest, her arm curling tighter around Valerie’s waist. The sunlight shifted across the porch, shadows drawing soft lines across the wood.
“And the grocery run,” Valerie added, like confessing a crime. “The whole fridge is just hot sauce, miso packets, and half a lemon that’s older than our marriage license.”
Judy pulled back just enough to look up at her, mock-serious. “Please don’t tell me the lemon’s name.”
“His name is Greg,” Valerie deadpanned.
“Oh my god.” Judy laughed, warm and bright now, full-bodied as it broke against the quiet. “Greg’s probably evolved. Got a little lemon family by now.”
“Don’t judge our son,” Valerie said, barely holding her smile. “He’s doing his best.”
The swing rocked again, a breeze skimming across their skin. Somewhere in the distance, a bird chirped and faded off again, leaving only the hush of wind and lake. Judy’s hand drifted along Valerie’s side, fingers tracing over soft fabric and the line of freckles hidden beneath.
“You think the market’ll still have those tamales you like?” she asked, quieter now.
“If they don’t,” Valerie murmured, “I’m naming a second lemon and declaring war.”
“Poor Greg,” Judy whispered, leaning in again, lips brushing the line of Valerie’s neck. “He never stood a chance.”
They stayed like that for a while longer wrapped in sun and laughter, surrounded by nothing but the slow breath of the lake and the scent of leftover grilled cheese still clinging faintly to the kitchen air behind them. The world, for once, didn’t need saving. Just groceries. Just laundry, and the next good moment waiting quietly to unfold.
The swing eased into a slower rhythm, like it had settled into their pace no rush, no weight on their shoulders, just the afternoon stretching long across the porch and the warmth of skin against skin where Judy’s arm stayed wrapped around Valerie’s waist.
A soft clatter echoed from inside the sound of a dish settling in the sink, or maybe just the fridge compressor kicking on. Neither of them moved.
Valerie’s head tilted, resting against Judy’s for a moment. “We could flip for it,” she murmured. “Who tackles the laundry, who braves the market.”
Judy exhaled through her nose. “If I lose and end up grocery shopping, I’m coming home with five different kinds of cereal and one cucumber. That’s the deal.”
Valerie smirked. “Fine. But I’m hiding all the chocolate rice crisps this time. The last bag didn’t even make it past day two.”
Judy let her fingers trace the curve of Valerie’s ribs through the thin cotton of her tank top, her voice light with amusement. “Because someone kept checking if it was stale every twenty minutes.”
“I had to be sure,” Valerie murmured, voice soft, easy. “Can’t let the family be poisoned.”
Judy’s laugh curled at the edge of her smile, her face turning slightly into Valerie’s shoulder. “You are such a menace. Truly.”
Valerie pressed a slow kiss to the top of her head with no urgency in it. That quiet affection that had grown from something raw and burning into something steady. Familiar in all the best ways.
“Remember when we thought we’d never get this?” Valerie asked, her voice low now, the kind of whisper meant only for Judy and the air around them.
Judy nodded, cheek still pressed to her. “We didn’t know how to stop running back then. Not really.”
Valerie’s smile curved just slightly. “Still, we kept running into each other. Every damn time.”
Judy smiled. “Eventually figured out we could walk it together instead.”
Valerie reached over, brushing a strand of hair from Judy’s cheek, tucking it behind her ear with the same hand that had once drawn a gun without hesitation. Her fingers now moved slower, reverent, pausing just long enough to feel the warmth of skin beneath them.
“We’re really not gonna do anything today, are we?” Judy asked.
Valerie sank a little deeper into her side. “Not a damn thing. Except maybe move to the couch when the sun hits too hard out here.”
Judy let her thumb graze Valerie’s knuckles. “And maybe later… check on Greg.”
Valerie laughed into her shoulder. “Poor bastard. His days are numbered.”
Their hands stayed laced, the lake humming soft in the background. And the swing drifted on forward, back carrying nothing but the comfort of still being here.
The swing rocked gently as Valerie leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Judy’s cheek, lips brushing just beneath the edge of her temple.
“How about I pick up some chicken with that mango habanero glaze you love,” she murmured, voice low and easy, “and some rice for tonight. Then I come back… and continue to hold my sexy wife before the girls show up for dinner later.”
Judy tilted her head, smirking as she looked up at her. “You say that like it’s some grand sacrifice.”
Valerie chuckled. “It is. I’m risking the last of my dignity battling weekend traffic and some guy arguing about hot sauce prices.”
“Mmhm.” Judy’s fingers slid across the back of Valerie’s hand again. “Heroic.”
“I truly am.” Valerie gave her a little nudge with her knee. “You gonna survive here without me for an hour?”
“I might cry into a pillow,” Judy said dryly. “Might write a ballad. Might finally eat those strawberries you’ve been hiding behind the beer.”
Valerie gasped playfully offended. “You wouldn’t.”
Judy grinned, all teeth. “Watch me.”
Valerie rolled her eyes, dramatic, and stood with one last squeeze to Judy’s waist. “Traitor. I’ll be back before you can cue the sad violin.”
Judy leaned back into the swing, head tipped toward the sun. “I’ll be waiting. Might even put on something cute.”
Valerie paused by the door, flashing a grin over her shoulder. “You’re already the best thing I’ll come home to.”
Judy didn’t answer with words, just a look that settled warm and steady between them, full of every reason Valerie already knew.
Chapter 30: Sweet Nothing's
Summary:
A sun-drenched afternoon at the Lakehouse becomes a tender, playful love letter between Valerie and Judy. From the lazy unpacking of groceries to a flirtation that turns into slow-burning intimacy, the story unfolds in a rhythm of laughter, strawberry juice, and shared glances. Between sheets tangled by affection and steam curling from a shared shower, the two wives rediscover each other with a depth built on years of healing and devotion. As the day drifts into retro gaming, chocolate almonds, and pixelated farming mischief, their connection pulses through every glance and touch no battles to fight, no clans to lead, just love. Quiet, mischievous, grounded love.
Chapter Text
The back door creaked shut behind her with a soft thud, the screen catching a gust of afternoon air as Valerie stepped out of her boots and set the last of the paper bags on the counter. The kitchen still smelled faintly of grilled cheese and sunshine, the wood floors warm beneath her bare feet as she moved from bag to cabinet, cabinet to fridge each container finding its place.
Mango habanero glaze. Chicken thighs. Jasmine rice. A pack of Judy’s favorite green tea. On impulse she bought a tin of dark chocolate almonds. She didn’t even bother hiding those. They both knew how that game ended.
Somewhere deeper in the house, the washing machine rumbled with a familiar uneven churn. Valerie smiled to herself as she closed the fridge. So Judy had taken the laundry.
She peeled off her jacket and draped it over the back of the chair, rubbing a bit of sweat from her brow with the inside of her wrist. The hum of the lake carried through the windows, soft and constant, blending with the thrum of the spin cycle in the bathroom down the hall.
“Val?” Judy’s voice called from the bedroom, just loud enough to carry.
Valerie wiped her hands on a dish towel and answered, “Yeah?”
“Get in here,” came the reply teasing, playful, and unmistakably smug.
She didn’t rush, but her walk down the hall had a little extra sway to it. The bedroom door stood halfway open, the edge of the soft white sheets just visible inside. She nudged it with her fingers and stepped through.
Judy was stretched across the bed like she’d been waiting there all day just to make the room feel warmer. One of Valerie’s old tank tops clung loose over her frame, the fabric tugged slightly off one shoulder where the pink and green of her hair spilled down, soft and uneven from the sun. The right side of her head caught the light just right, shaved close, the shimmer of her BD implant flickering as she turned toward the door.
Her eyes lit up the second she saw Valerie, and beside her, on the duvet, the strawberry container sat open, the lid tossed somewhere behind her like it never stood a chance.
“Took your sweet time,” Judy said, licking juice from her thumb before plucking another berry from the container.
Valerie leaned against the doorframe, arms folded, her brow raised. “I see the laundry was a decoy.”
“I multitask,” Judy said, dark brown eyes not leaving hers. “Very effectively.”
Valerie pushed off the frame, slow and deliberate. “And here I thought I was coming home to a responsible adult folding fitted sheets.”
Judy’s lips twitched as she held out a strawberry. “Guess again.”
Valerie took it with her teeth, letting her mouth brush Judy’s fingers just enough to shift the air between them. She chewed once, slowly, then leaned in to kiss the corner of her wife’s mouth. “You’re lucky I love you.”
Judy’s expression softened, her voice a little lower now. “Figured I earned a little something.”
Her fingers curled gently into the hem of Valerie’s shirt, resting just above the waistband of her shorts.
Valerie tilted her head. “Tell me you got the last load running before seducing me with fruit.”
“The washer’s still humming,” Judy said, smirking as she tugged lightly on her shirt. “That counts.”
Valerie smiled, half a breath away from laughing. “You really gonna sit there with your smug face and a box of strawberries like some snack-dispensing siren?”
Judy nodded toward the space beside her. “Depends. Are you gonna let me lure you into bed?”
Without another word, Valerie climbed onto the mattress and let the rest of the world wait.
Judy made room without even thinking, legs parting just enough for Valerie to settle in beside her half draped, half hovering, their bodies already syncing with the link to the unspoken rhythm they always found. The duvet wrinkled beneath Valerie’s knees as she leaned in, her hand brushing slow along Judy’s exposed thigh, feeling the warmth of sun-soaked skin under her fingers.
Judy plucked another strawberry, held it between her teeth this time, eyes glittering with that smug, teasing challenge she wore better than anyone. Valerie didn’t break eye contact just bent lower, slow and deliberate, until her mouth closed over the same berry. Her lips brushed Judy’s, teeth grazing the fruit. Sweet. Tangy. Barely a breath passed between them.
“Still smug?” Valerie murmured, the word soft against her mouth.
Judy smiled without retreating. “Getting there.”
Valerie let her fingers trail up, under the edge of her own tank top where Judy had curled them before. Their bodies shifted, slow friction in the linens, warmth blooming between them not heat, not yet, just the low, steady pulse of intimacy that had nothing to prove. Just the way the room tilted around their gravity.
Judy’s nails skimmed lightly along Valerie’s ribs, under her breast across the lyrics don’t tell me I'm dying, familiar with every curve, every soft hitch in her breath. “You smell like groceries,” she whispered.
Valerie leaned closer, nose brushing her cheek, lips brushing her ear. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
“It’s a problem,” Judy said, rolling them slowly so Valerie was beneath her now. “Because now I’m craving mango habanero chicken and you.”
Valerie laughed softly, hands sliding up Judy’s thighs, her voice husky but warm. “Guess I’ll be dinner and dessert.”
Judy dipped her head, letting her lips find the hollow of Valerie’s collarbone, the space just above where the tank top clung. “You’re definitely not gonna make it to the stove like this.”
“I’m okay starving a little longer,” Valerie breathed, emerald eyes fluttering closed as Judy’s mouth worked its way down.
Valerie’s knees sank into the mattress slowly, her palms pressing soft into the sheets on either side of Judy’s waist. The dip in the bed pulled them closer, the ease of bodies already familiar with each other, already reading the quiet shifts in breath and skin.
Judy leaned back against the pillows, a single strawberry still balanced between her fingers. Her dark brown eyes never left Valerie’s. “You planning to steal that one too?”
Valerie gave a low hum, not answering right away. She dipped her head instead, brushing her lips across the inside of Judy’s wrist, then followed the curve up to her palm. The strawberry disappeared between her teeth, but she didn’t break eye contact as she chewed, just nudged Judy’s hand gently aside and kissed her slowly on the open part of her jaw.
Judy’s fingers curled into the hem of Valerie’s tank top again, tugging it up an inch, then letting it fall back down. Not rushing. Just feeling her there.
“Messy,” Valerie murmured near her throat, her voice warm as she licked the faint stick of juice from Judy’s skin. “Could’ve at least shared a napkin.”
Judy tilted her head back just enough to give her space. “Could’ve let me feed you without trying to prove a point.”
Valerie grinned against her collarbone, mouthing the words more than speaking them. “Not a chance.”
Their bodies found each other again like they always did like breath meeting air. Valerie’s hands skimmed beneath the tank top, brushing soft across the bare skin of Judy’s sides, thumbs tracing the familiar lines of ribs and the curve of her waist. She paused only to let Judy lift her arms so the fabric could come off clean, tossed somewhere behind them with no concern for where it landed.
Judy’s fingers trailed down Valerie’s back in return, slow and deliberate. Her touch lingered at the base of her spine before slipping around to unfasten the button of her shorts. “Shouldn’t be the only one half-naked here,” she said, voice low, teasing but her hands moved with intention.
Valerie arched slightly, letting the shorts slide down with Judy’s guidance, knees tightening against the mattress for just a second before she relaxed again, half-draped over her wife. She pressed a kiss to the center of Judy’s chest, then another lower, trailing down the slope of her ribs with the kind of reverence that didn’t need to be spoken aloud.
Another strawberry was plucked from the container Judy held it just over Valerie’s lips this time, letting the juice drip faintly across her mouth before she let her bite down.
“Now you’re just showing off,” Judy whispered, her hand brushing lightly over Valerie’s thigh.
“Can’t help it,” Valerie murmured, licking the juice from her bottom lip. “You bring it out of me.”
A quiet laugh between bites of fruit. The slow, steady unraveling of clothes and breath beneath the same roof they’d dreamed of for years.
Valerie reached into the container without breaking her gaze, fingers brushing deliberately slowly over the scattered fruit before choosing one plump, sun-warmed, a little too ripe at the edge. “This one’s got potential,” she said softly, letting her thumb roll it along Judy’s stomach, slow enough to tease but not cold enough to startle.
Judy’s breath hitched just a little, not quite a laugh. “What exactly are you testing for?”
Valerie smirked. “Scientific accuracy. Juice content. Surface tension.”
The berry moved higher. Across the curve of the firetruck tattoo on Judy’s chest, then a lazy loop of the red spiderweb around one nipple, its juice slick and sweet in its trail. Judy’s back shifted against the pillows, her lips parting, but she didn’t stop her. Didn’t even blink. Just watched her through the half-lowered veil of lashes, eyes already dark with the kind of anticipation that didn’t need words.
When Valerie leaned in again, it wasn’t rushed. Her mouth followed the path she’d drawn soft lips grazing the faint sheen of red juice left behind, tongue slow and warm as it traced over the same curve she'd marked with the fruit. A quiet sound escaped from Judy’s throat half breath, half curse, but her hands never left Valerie’s back. Just dragged lightly across skin, grounding her there.
Valerie shifted lower, still chasing that line of strawberry juice, tongue trailing warmth along Judy’s breast until her mouth closed over the nipple she’d circled before. Gentle at first. Then just enough pressure to make Judy’s fingers tighten at her shoulder.
“You are not playing fair,” Judy whispered, voice thick but teasing, her nails dragging just slightly.
Valerie looked up, lips glinting with the faintest pink. “You started it.”
Another strawberry was already in her hand. The next move hers.
Judy’s breath steadied again, but only barely. “So what’s the endgame here?”
Valerie leaned in, brushing her lips beside Judy’s ear, the strawberry grazing down across her ribs. “Whoever melts first,” she murmured, “has to do the dishes.”
Judy let out a shaky laugh, fingers gripping the back of her neck to pull her in again. “You’re already doing them.”
She smiled. “Guess I better make it worth it then.”
Valerie didn’t move right away and didn't need to. The look in Judy’s eyes said everything, all mischief, heat, and the kind of love that didn’t ask permission anymore.
“Since you’re not playing fair,” Judy murmured, her voice low and velvety, “how about a little bit of fun before I take care of you properly?”
She kissed her slow and lingering then slid the container aside, straddling Valerie’s hips in one unhurried motion. Their skin met with a soft pull, warm and sensitive where they touched. Valerie’s breath caught just a little as Judy settled in, and Judy smiled like she felt it too. Of course she did.
Judy leaned forward, her knees snug against Valerie’s sides, her hips tilting with easy rhythm, letting their clits meet with every slow, teasing roll. One hand cupped Valerie’s breast, thumb grazing just enough to draw a quiet gasp, while the other held the strawberry, its skin now slick, softening under the heat.
She brought it to Valerie’s stomach, drawing gentle circles just below her ribs. The juice left thin trails in its wake, glistening in the sunlight that filtered in through the blinds. Judy’s touch wasn’t rushed. She traced those circles lower, then back again, rocking her hips with each slow motion, matching the rise and fall of Valerie’s breathing.
“You like teasing me, huh?” Valerie asked, voice unsteady, a thread of amusement woven through the tension.
Judy dragged the berry just above her navel before ducking her head and licking a single trail clean, the flat of her tongue slow and certain.
“Not teasing,” Judy whispered, eyes flicking up. “I’m savoring it.”
Valerie’s fingers found the back of Judy’s thigh, squeezing gently as her own hips lifted in time with each motion, her freckled chest rising beneath Judy’s hand.
Their rhythm stayed soft for now intimate, close, like neither wanted to break the moment with anything too quick. Just the soft slap of skin, the wet sound of lips and strawberry juice, and the slow breath shared between bodies that had learned each other with a depth that came only from years of love, fire, and healing.
Valerie reached up, tucking a bit of Judy’s hair back from her face, the tips damp from heat and play. “You gonna keep playing with your food, or you finally gonna eat?”
Judy’s grin was wicked and tender all at once. “Oh, I’m about to devour you.”
Judy kissed her again this time softer, deeper, like the kind of kiss that left no room for anything but feeling. Valerie let herself sink into it, her hands slipping along the smooth plane of Judy’s back, catching the faint warmth from where the sunlight met skin.
Then Judy shifted, dragging her mouth slowly down Valerie’s jaw, leaving kisses that lingered just long enough to pull a sound from her throat. Her lips brushed the line of Valerie’s neck, the hollow of her inked collarbone, the gentle slope beneath her breast never rushing, never skipping over what deserved attention. Just letting her tongue and lips explore what she already knew by memory and still wanted to learn again.
Valerie’s hands fanned out across the sheets, her chest lifting with each breath as Judy worked her way lower. A kiss between the ribs. A slow, wet drag of tongue along her stomach, just above where the skin tensed beneath every pass. Judy’s hands weren’t idle; one slid up to cup the underside of Valerie’s breast again, thumb brushing the nipple until it stiffened, while the other trailed down, slow and patient, until it rested just inside the curve of Valerie’s thigh.
“Still savoring?” Valerie managed, voice hushed and unsteady.
Judy didn’t answer without words. She let her tongue swirl lower, her kisses brushing in closer, more purposeful. And when she finally shifted her hand between Valerie’s legs, her fingers moved gently in the way only she ever had tracing the soft folds, the slick heat already waiting.
She didn’t rush. Didn’t dive in.
Instead, her fingers circled once, then again just around Valerie’s clit, teasing the edges, letting the pressure rise like a tide that wasn’t in a hurry to crash.
Valerie’s breath hitched, her hips lifting slightly, chasing the rhythm.
Judy kissed just above the crease of her thigh, then moved in tongue soft at first, then firm, the strokes slow and steady. Her fingers worked with it, syncing to the pace of Valerie’s breath, easing closer, deeper, until the touch wasn’t teasing anymore it was claiming, knowing, and worshipful.
Valerie gasped softly, one hand sliding down to curl in the pink-green strands near Judy’s neck, her body rolling gently with each lick, each pass of tongue and fingers in perfect unison.
Judy didn’t let up. Her mouth sealed over Valerie’s clit, sucking tender and slow, fingers curling just enough inside to press right where the tension burned warmest. Her other hand stayed low on Valerie’s stomach, grounding her, holding her through the pleasure as it built wave after wave, never pushed, just given.
Valerie gave back her sounds, her body, the way her hand gripped tighter, the way her hips arched, the way she whispered her name like prayer.
“Judy…”
The word broke across her lips like something sacred.
Judy smiled against her, kept going until the rhythm caught, held, and finally broke Valerie’s body tensing beneath her, her breath catching sharp in her throat. But Judy didn’t stop. Her fingers curled just right, tongue pressing harder as she shifted deeper, locking into the rhythm that made Valerie lose the last thread of control.
Valerie gasped then again, louder now hips arching so suddenly her spine lifted off the mattress, her thighs tightening around Judy’s shoulders. Her hand fisted in the sheets, the other in Judy’s hair, breath ragged and uneven as wave after wave surged through her. A full, guttural moan tore loose from her lips, drawn out and trembling as the pleasure overwhelmed everything else.
She bucked once, twice, unable to hold herself still, body riding every second of it until her voice cracked with Judy's name spilling raw and reverent from her mouth.
Only when Valerie’s grip began to loosen, her body slack and twitching with aftershocks, did Judy ease her pace, her lips now softer, kissing gently over Valerie’s inner thigh, her hands staying steady, grounding her back into the bed.
Valerie reached down blindly, fingers brushing along Judy’s jaw, trying to find her again.
Judy looked up, cheeks flushed, lips swollen, eyes glowing with that same anchored affection. She crawled up slowly, letting her body settle against Valerie’s chest, their hearts still thudding in tandem.
Valerie’s arms came around her without thinking. One hand cradled the back of Judy’s head, the other sliding across her back, holding her close like gravity hadn’t returned yet.
When she finally found her voice, it came low, rough, and awestruck.
“…Holy fuck.”
Judy laughed softly against her shoulder. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”
Valerie nodded, then pulled her into a slow, searing kiss. Tongue tasting her own echo, body curling around Judy’s like it never wanted to let go again.
Judy didn’t get another word in.
Valerie’s mouth caught hers again slow, deep, tasting everything Judy had just given her and giving it back in return. Her fingers slipped into the slope of Judy’s lower back, pulling her close, letting their bare skin meet along hip and stomach.
She rolled them gently, never breaking the kiss, until Judy was beneath her again.
Her hand slid up, palm warm against Judy’s side, fingers grazing the slope of her ribs before finding the soft weight of her breast. Valerie leaned in, lips brushing the skin just above it, then lower tongue flicking around the curve before pulling a quiet sound from Judy’s throat.
Her other hand traced lazy circles around Judy’s stomach, following the last drops of strawberry juice they’d forgotten to clean up, her fingertip smearing it across smooth skin over her panther tattoo before she kissed the trail clean slowly, teasing laps that made Judy arch ever so slightly, eyes fluttering half shut.
“Mm… not playing fair,” Judy breathed, voice low, barely there.
Valerie didn’t answer. She just smiled against her, kissing down again, her tongue circling Judy’s navel before dipping lower. Her hand slid to part Judy’s thighs, fingers grazing just shy of where the warmth pulsed most.
Judy’s breath caught, hands curling into the sheet.
Valerie kissed the inside of her thigh first slowly, savoring them again, closer this time. Her nose brushed against soft skin as she let her fingers ease forward, parting gently, guiding. Judy was already slick, already trembling faintly.
Valerie let her tongue flick just once one slow, deliberate pass before circling back. Her fingers teased in rhythm, tracing just around Judy’s clit with barely-there pressure before she pressed her mouth in deeper.
Judy moaned, hips lifting to meet her.
Valerie held her there, hand steady against her thigh, the other working slowly in sync with every stroke of her tongue deep, slow licks that built heat and didn’t let go.
Judy’s fingers tangled in red her hair, not pulling, just holding.
Valerie gave her everything tongue curling, fingers stroking inside now, pressure perfect. Judy’s body responded without hesitation, every breath hitched, every muscle drawn taut like a bowstring. She was close, and Valerie knew it kept her rhythm steady, let her mouth draw tighter circles, her fingers curl just so.
When it hit, it hit in waves Judy’s voice breaking on her name, legs trembling, back arching as the release poured through her. Valerie didn’t let go until the rhythm eased, until Judy’s body fell back into the mattress, flushed and shaking, her hand softening in Valerie’s hair.
Only then did Valerie pull up slowly, carefully kissing her way back up, across Judy’s stomach, her chest, the edge of her jaw.
Their foreheads met, breath still uneven between them.
Judy opened her dark brown eyes and smiled, the kind that didn’t need words.
Valerie kissed that smile, then tucked herself close, their legs tangled, their bodies still humming from everything that passed between them.
The ceiling fan turned lazily above them, blades slicing the warm air slow and steady. Afternoon light filtered in through the slats, striping across their skin in gold. The sheets clung low on their hips, kicked halfway down from all the shifting and laughter and everything else that came before.
Valerie rested on her side, one leg tucked between Judy’s, arm draped across her waist. Her fingers made slow circles just under the edge of her chin, skin to skin, nothing urgent, just the kind of quiet that felt earned.
Judy’s breath had evened out again, chest rising against Valerie’s slowly. Then came the smile slight at first, then curling up at the edge of her cheek.
“Rewatching our first time in Laguna Bend…” she said, voice low and still a little breath-wrecked, “kinda restoked the flames.”
Valerie laughed, soft against her shoulder. “Not gonna lie,” she murmured, brushing a kiss under Judy’s jaw, “I turned myself on seeing what I did to you back then.”
Judy chuckled, cheeks flushing again as she turned her face into Valerie’s red hair. “Guess being pent up not having alone time during vacation didn’t help either.”
Valerie gave a lazy hum and shifted just enough to kiss the edge of Judy’s collarbone, lips dragging slow before settling her head back down. “Next time we book a vacation, I’m putting private time in the itinerary.”
“With color-coded labels?” Judy teased, dragging her fingers slowly up Valerie’s spine.
“Grid system and all,” Valerie mumbled against her skin. “With backup batteries for the flashlight. I’m not risking being interrupted again.”
Judy snorted and slid her hand down Valerie’s back, resting it against the dip just above her hip. “So thoughtful.”
Valerie kissed the top of her shoulder over her lotus tattoo, lips lingering there. “Only for you, babe.”
They fell quiet again, the kind of quiet that didn’t press or stretch. Just the slow shift of bodies tangled up in bedsheets, the soft thrum of the house around them, and the warmth still pulsing between where their skin met.
After a few minutes, Judy nudged her gently with her heel. “You know you still owe me strawberries, right?”
Valerie grinned into her shoulder. “Oh, I’m counting on it.”
The fan above creaked faintly. In the bathroom, the washing machine clicked off.
In the bedroom, it was just the two of them still wound together, still laughing softly in each other’s arms, with all the time in the world.
The sheets had shifted enough that one corner of the duvet had fallen half off the bed, pooling lazily near Valerie’s foot. The sun slanted lower now, warm across the edge of the mattress, spilling over bare legs and the quiet tangle of their limbs.
Valerie stirred just enough to stretch one arm out beside her, fingers brushing over something smooth and cool near the fold in the sheets. She blinked once, then tilted her head.
“Well look at that,” she said, her voice still low with the softness that came after.
Judy blinked up at her, dark brown eyes heavy-lidded, hair tousled across her cheek. “Hmm?”
Valerie held up the lone survivor one last strawberry, a little squished from its journey, but still whole. She turned it between her fingers like it had secrets.
“One of your ‘strategic distractions’ tried to make a run for it.”
Judy snorted softly, eyes narrowing in mock accusation. “That one was definitely yours. I had all the good ones.”
Valerie smirked and brought the berry to her lips, kissing the dimpled skin slow, deliberate. Then she leaned in, holding it gently between her fingers.
“Guess we’ll share,” she murmured.
Judy opened her mouth just slightly, catching the strawberry between her lips as Valerie guided it in, brushing her thumb along the edge of her jaw as she did.
Their eyes didn’t leave each other’s.
Judy chewed slowly, the juice sweet and warm against the back of her throat, while Valerie’s thumb lingered at the corner of her mouth, wiping a tiny smear with all the intention of someone drawing a boundary she had no plans to respect.
“Still my favorite fruit,” Judy murmured.
Valerie tilted her head. “Thought that was mango.”
Judy’s smile curled. “That was before you fed it to me in bed.”
Valerie leaned in, brushing her nose against hers, her voice barely more than a breath. “Then I’ll keep feeding you.”
The last bit of strawberry was forgotten somewhere beside them again. Their mouths found each other instead. Like they’d been doing this for a lifetime, because they had.
Judy stretched just enough to make the sheet slide lower down her thigh, arms curling above her head with a satisfied hum. Her eyes stayed half-lidded, flicking toward the beam of afternoon sun inching across the bed like it was hunting them.
Valerie leaned on one elbow, watching her like art she hadn’t quite finished appreciating. The freckled tip of her nose crinkled as she smirked. “How long do you think we can lay here ‘til the sun permanently binds us with strawberry juice?”
Judy blinked a slow, lazy smile creeping across her face. “A couple more minutes, probably. Maybe less if you keep licking me like that.”
Valerie raised a brow. “Is that a threat or a promise?”
Judy turned her head just enough for their noses to brush. “Depends on how many strawberries you’ve got left.”
Valerie glanced down at the abandoned container half hanging off the bed. One crushed berry had left a faint pink smear across the sheet like a signature neither of them had the heart to wipe away. “I think we hit critical berry levels.”
Judy sighed dramatically, tugging Valerie closer by the wrist thumb tracing her rose tattoo. “Then I guess we’re stuck. Tragic.”
Valerie let her body fold back into hers, skin to skin again, lips grazing the underside of Judy’s jaw. “Could be worse,” she murmured. “I’ve been trapped with less attractive women.”
Judy snorted. “And yet somehow I’m the one always doing the laundry.”
“That’s love, babe.” Valerie kissed her neck. “Or very poor life choices. The jury's still out.”
Judy didn’t answer, just laughed, soft and warm, her arms wrapping around Valerie’s back as the sunlight caught them both again. If the strawberry juice did decide to bind them there forever, neither of them looked like they’d put up much of a fight.
Valerie tucked her chin lightly against Judy’s shoulder, their legs still tangled beneath the faint weight of the crumpled sheet. The warmth between them wasn't just the sun though that definitely wasn't helping the slow, lazy stick of skin to skin it was everything else. The way Judy’s fingertips kept tracing aimless patterns across her lower back. The way their breaths had long ago found the same rhythm.
Valerie smirked against her neck, lips brushing close over her rose tattoo. “You know you’re gonna have to add these sheets to the laundry pile too.”
Judy’s hand rose in mock offense before giving her a gentle smack on the shoulder. “Still wasn’t a poor choice, mi amor.”
Valerie laughed, low in her chest, the sound curling against Judy’s skin. “Didn’t say it was. Just saying I now have physical evidence that you’re a repeat offender when it comes to laundry sabotage.”
Judy tilted her head to the side, lips brushing Valerie’s temple. “You’re the one who dragged a strawberry across my chest like a paintbrush.”
Valerie feigned innocence, raising a brow. “Art requires bold technique.”
“Mmhm,” Judy murmured, pulling the sheet higher with a dramatic sigh. “Next time you’re scrubbing berry juice out of fitted corners, I’m gonna remember that quote.”
Valerie nuzzled in closer, one hand smoothing down Judy’s side before resting at her hip. “We could just blame Greg.”
Judy chuckled, her breath tickling Valerie’s cheek. “You should throw that lemon away.”
Valerie’s lips curled into a grin. “Guess it’s just us then. Tragic.”
“Mm. Totally devastating,” Judy whispered, fingers slipping under Valerie’s red hair to scratch lightly at the base of her neck. “Reckon we’ll have to stay in bed all day and reflect on our sins.”
Valerie tilted her head, catching Judy’s mouth in a kiss that tasted like warmth and mischief and berry sweetness they hadn’t quite cleaned up yet. “Reckon we better make the most of our punishment.”
The sunlight spilled over them again, soft and slow, but neither moved. The world could wait. The laundry definitely could.
Valerie shifted just slightly, trying to ease her arm free only to realize it had fused in place somewhere between Judy’s waist and the warm, sticky remains of their earlier antics. She gave a soft groan and dropped her head back against the pillow with theatrical defeat.
"Alright, sexy," she mumbled into Judy’s shoulder, voice muffled and grinning, "we should probably shower and get some clean sheets before the ants find us. I don’t want anything biting me except you."
Judy snorted, her fingers curling lazily along Valerie’s spine. “You’re the one who said art needed bold technique. You bolded us straight into a biohazard.”
“I stand by it,” Valerie said without hesitation, peeling her arm gently free with a soft squelch. “That’s the sound of passion and poor decisions.”
Judy gave her a mock-serious look, arching a brow. “You better be ready to help remake the bed this time. No fake shoulder injuries. No sudden philosophical tangents about mattress corners being the true enemy.”
Valerie stretched, wincing playfully as she rolled halfway onto her side. “You wound me, Jude. That shoulder injury was real. My pride is fragile.”
Judy’s hand trailed up her thigh, soft and teasing. “You just wanted to watch me bend over the bed.”
Valerie grinned. “And yet, somehow, I’m the one that got stuck to you.”
Judy gave her a sly look, fingers still trailing light circles across her thigh. “You weren’t exactly complaining ten minutes ago.”
Valerie leaned in, brushing a kiss along her temple. “Still not.”
The sheets rustled around them as Valerie finally pushed herself upright, her red hair falling in messy waves around her freckled shoulders. The soft light through the window caught in the curve of her back as she stood, one hand raking through her hair while she glanced back over her shoulder.
“C’mon,” she said, holding out her hand. “Shower now. New sheets. Then maybe if you're good I’ll let you paint me with jam next time instead.”
Judy groaned into the pillow. “You’re lucky I love you.”
Valerie just wiggled her fingers, waiting. “Come prove it.”
Judy’s hand shot out just as Valerie turned, a quick smack to her ass that echoed just loud enough to make the windowpane hum. “That’s for abandoning our strawberry crime scene,” she said, voice rich with amusement.
Valerie let out a low laugh, half-shocked, half-thrilled, and glanced back over her shoulder with a smirk. “Assaulted in my own home. Gonna file a report.”
Judy grinned from the bed, head propped on her hand, the sheet barely managing to stay across her hip. “Go ahead. I’ll confess to everything.”
“Every word of it.” Valerie grabbed the corner of the sheet and gave it a tug, just enough to make Judy squeak before tossing it back onto the bed in a crumpled mess. “Starting with who dripped juice down my spine and then fell asleep like nothing happened.”
Judy rolled onto her side with exaggerated innocence. “I seem to recall someone muttering ‘best snack break ever’ before passing out.”
Valerie lifted her brows. “I was in shock. Sensory overload.”
“Better keep that energy for the rinse cycle,” Judy said, finally pushing herself up and off the bed, stretching as she stood.
They crossed the room in a slow shuffle, hips brushing, bare feet moving across the warm wood floor before stepping into the connected bathroom. The washer sat silent in the corner, the scent of lavender detergent lingering faintly in the air. Valerie reached into the shower, and flicked the water on, letting steam curl up from the showerhead.
Behind her, Judy wrapped her arms around her waist, chin settling on her lotus tattooed shoulder. “Think we can get clean without making a mess this time?”
Valerie tilted her head back with a dry laugh. “Absolutely not.”
“Thought so,” Judy murmured, stepping around her and pulling open the glass door.
Valerie followed, their skin already starting to glisten from the heat. The water came down in soft, steady rivulets as the steam fogged the corners of the mirror and turned the light golden.
Judy reached back, fingers brushing slow down Valerie’s spine. “Start at the top or the bottom?”
Valerie smirked. “Dealer’s choice.”
Judy’s fingers slid down from Valerie’s spine, tracing a light swirl just above her tailbone before circling back up with the same teasing rhythm. The spray from the shower carved delicate streams along Valerie’s freckled shoulders, catching in the curve of her collarbone before falling away in a soft trail down her chest.
Valerie let her head tilt slightly, just enough that the water streaked through the loose red strands clinging to her neck. “If you keep tracing me like that,” she murmured, voice warm and low, “we’re never getting out of here.”
Judy’s hands smoothed over her ribs now, slipping around to her stomach, thumbs pressing gently against the center of her waist as she rested her forehead between Valerie’s shoulder blades. “Fine with me,” she mumbled into damp skin. “Laundry can wait. Hell, the whole clan can take the afternoon off.”
Valerie chuckled, that same dry warmth curling in her throat. “You're saying this like I’m the one dragging us out of bed.”
“You’re the one who mentioned ants,” Judy said, eyes narrowing with mock betrayal. “Total spell-breaker.”
Valerie smirked, water trailing down her back. “I wasn’t about to get nibbled mid-cuddle. That was a tactical call.”
Judy pulled back just far enough to meet her eyes as Valerie turned, water dripping down her jawline. Her fingers brushed a streak of suds from Valerie’s side. “I’ll take my chances.”
Valerie leaned in until their foreheads touched, the water between them barely a barrier now. “Still think about that first time we showered together,” she whispered, her thumb brushing the line of Judy’s hip. “After the Ripperdoc job. You were still half-covered in dust and synthetic blood. Told me I missed a spot...”
Judy’s smile grew slow and shameless. “And then you proved me wrong. With... extensive scrubbing.”
Valerie gave her a playful shove against the tile light, but firm enough to press their bodies closer. “It was thorough work.”
“Mmm.” Judy let her hands trail down again, fingers slipping beneath the curve of Valerie’s ass as water streamed between them. “And right now?”
“Just a rinse,” Valerie whispered, though her kiss said otherwise. It landed just under Judy’s jaw, slow and full of the promise she wasn’t even pretending to deny.
They stood tangled in steam and skin, lips brushing again, hands trailing soap and warmth, the moment never rushed. Just them cleaning, teasing, slipping into each other like no time had passed at all.
Eventually, Judy broke the silence, voice a little more breathless than before. “Still not convinced this counts as getting clean.”
Valerie smirked against her neck. “Depends on your definition.”
Judy laughed, then reached for the shampoo. “Alright, turn around. Let me do your hair before this turns into round three.”
Valerie obeyed, sliding her back beneath the stream, her smile lingering. “You really know how to ruin a good distraction.”
Judy lathered her fingers through Valerie’s soaked red strands, massaging slow, her voice close now, teasing just behind her ear. “Yeah, but I promise you’ll like this one too.”
The water kept falling.
Valerie hummed, low in her throat, her eyes fluttering closed as Judy’s fingers threaded through her red hair. The soft scrape of nails along her scalp sent a ripple down her spine, not quite shivering, not quite sighing, just that perfect middle ground where touch became memory.
“You do this too well,” Valerie murmured. “Almost like you planned it.”
Judy chuckled, the sound brushing close against her damp shoulder. “I've only been dreaming about it since I ran out of conditioner in Crescent Bay last summer.”
Valerie tilted her head into the touch. “Was that a cry for help or a love letter?”
Judy smirked. “Little of both.”
She worked the shampoo down to the ends, her hands gentle but thorough, each passing another reason Valerie didn’t want to leave the warmth of this moment. Steam clung to the glass door, softening the morning into a haze.
“I swear,” Valerie said through the mist, “if you rinse me with cold water again I’m calling it sabotage.”
Judy kissed her bare shoulder. “Not unless you cheat at Uno again.”
“That was one time,” Valerie said, raising a soapy brow. “And technically, it fell into my hand.”
Judy gave her a look equal parts amused and betrayed. “You stole my skip card. Looked me dead in the eye and played it.”
Valerie grinned, reaching back to flip her wet hair over one shoulder. “You were getting cocky. I had to level the field.”
Judy shook her head, water droplets trailing from her lashes. “You’re lucky you’re cute when you cheat.”
“Strategize,” Valerie corrected, sliding her hand along Judy’s waist. “Cheating’s what you do when you lose.”
Valerie laughed, turning back toward her with water slipping down her collarbones. “You gonna punish me with strawberry juice again?”
Judy raised a brow, dark brown eyes glinting. “You’d like that too much.”
Valerie leaned in, lips brushing hers with a lazy smirk. “You’re not wrong.”
They stayed pressed close, letting the water wash between them, hands moving slower now not seeking anything more, just staying where they were. Judy reached for the body wash next, her touch more massage than task, sliding over Valerie’s stomach, up her ribs, and back down in a languid rhythm that made Valerie’s knees nearly buckle.
“Hold still,” Judy whispered. “You’re a slippery menace.”
“I’m trying to be good,” Valerie replied, her voice catching as Judy’s thumb passed just beneath the swell of her breast. “You’re the one making it difficult.”
Judy’s smile came soft. “That’s marriage, guapa.”
Then she leaned in, forehead resting against Valerie’s again, the water pouring down around them like a curtain drawn against the rest of the world.
Valerie let the water glide over her as Judy’s hands rinsed away the last of the suds, her breath steady now, grounded in the comfort of touch. Fingers slid down her back with familiar ease, tracing the curve of her spine before coming to rest at the dip of her lower back.
She gave a soft hum, emerald eyes half-lidded under the heat. “You know,” she murmured, nudging gently into Judy’s shoulder, “before you lured me in here with your shampoo seduction… I found a few surprises at the market.”
Judy pulled back just enough to catch her expression, water clinging to the brown hair along her shaved temple. “Surprises, huh?”
Valerie nodded, smug. “Mhm. Things I didn’t even know we needed. Things I’m pretty sure you’re going to love.”
Judy tilted her head, fingers trailing slow down Valerie’s arms like punctuation marks. “Wait, was this before or after you got distracted by the jam aisle again?”
“Don’t deflect,” Valerie said, flicking a drop of water from Judy’s chest with her finger. “This one might even top your cereal cucumber combo.”
Judy’s brows lifted. “Please tell me you didn’t buy another haunted blender.”
Valerie grinned wide. “Tempting. But no. This is... better.”
Judy stepped back slightly, water running clean now across their bodies, but her focus sharp. “Is this where I guess?”
Valerie leaned closer, brushing her lips just under Judy’s ear. “Maybe. If you think you’re clever enough.”
Judy huffed. “Unfair. You know I get distracted when you whisper near my ear like that.”
Valerie pulled away with a wink and reached for the towel just outside the glass. “Then you better start guessing fast.”
Judy followed her out, steam curling around them like a second skin. “Is it edible? Tech-related? Wait, don't tell me. Is it another novelty mug?”
Valerie just tossed her a towel and smirked. “Wouldn’t you like to know.”
The towels were still warm from the sunlight spilling through the bathroom window, soft cotton clinging as they wrapped themselves up. Valerie bent slightly, squeezing the ends of her damp red hair into the sink.
“I grabbed two things at the market I wasn’t planning on,” she said casually, like it didn’t matter even though her grin betrayed her.
Judy leaned back against the counter, watching her with that half-lidded smirk that always meant trouble. “Oh yeah?”
Valerie didn’t look up. “One’s edible. One’s tech.”
L“Alright,” Judy said, toweling off the back of her neck, “I’m officially curious. You said one’s edible, one’s tech?”
Valerie glanced over her shoulder, towel slung loose around her hips, a teasing tilt to her voice. “That’s right. I could make you guess all day.”
“You’re evil,” Judy muttered, toweling her legs. “Alright, is the edible one chocolate?”
Valerie raised a brow. “Too easy.”
Judy narrowed her eyes. “It’s those dark chocolate almonds, isn’t it?”
Valerie’s grin gave her away before she even answered. “Guilty.”
Judy groaned, dropping her towel dramatically onto the hamper lid. “You bought my kryptonite and didn’t even hide it this time?”
“I figured I’d skip the whole ‘where did you hide the bag’ dance this week,” Valerie said, smoothing her towel along her freckled arms. “Besides, if you eat the whole tin again, it’s on you.”
“No regrets,” Judy said, already plotting which cabinet they might be in. “Now… the tech. I’m guessing… an old handheld? Something vintage?”
Valerie paused, then slowly shook her head. “Mm-mm. Think more… cartridge-shaped.”
Judy’s eyes widened slightly, drying her arms a little faster now. “No way. You didn’t.”
Valerie leaned against the counter beside her, still towel-wrapped, still smug. “There was a pop-up table just outside the market. Some old-timer with a crate full of dusty classics.”
Judy stared, damp hair curling against her cheek. “You’re holding out on me.”
Valerie grinned as she tugged the towel tighter around her chest. “Not anymore. I picked up four.”
Judy’s eyes lit up as she held up a dripping hand, stepping in closer on the bath mat. “Wait, lemme guess at least two of ’em.”
Valerie leaned against the sink edge, towel slung low over her hips now, her expression smug but playful. “Go for it, game master.”
Judy tapped her chin theatrically, water still running down her arm. “Super Mario RPG?”
Valerie tilted her head with a slow, approving nod. “That one was sitting right up front. Barely even had to dig.”
Judy’s smirk grew. “Secret of Mana?”
Valerie reached out, flicked a droplet off Judy’s nose with a grin. “Naturally. I saw the box art and thought of you immediately.”
Judy rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide her smile, stepping in to kiss her on the shoulder over her lotus tattoo. “You spoil me, mi amor.”
Valerie gave her a slow, dramatic clap. “Damn, babe you’re good.”
Judy beamed. “Okay, now you tell me.”
Valerie ticked them off on her fingers. “Illusion of Gaia. And… Harvest Moon.”
Judy let out a full, delighted laugh, bumping her hip against Valerie’s as she leaned closer. “You mean I get to romance pixelated farm girls and watch you rage at turn-based boss fights tonight?”
Valerie kissed her cheek. “That’s the plan.”
Judy looped her arms around Valerie’s waist, towels forgotten for now. “You keep doing stuff like this,” she whispered, voice light against her skin, “and I’m gonna have to marry you all over again.”
Valerie kissed the top of her damp hair. “Already bought the almonds. We’re halfway there.”
Valerie stepped through the doorframe first, towel knotted tight around her chest as they padded back into the bedroom. The sheets were still a tangle from earlier, and Judy gave them a pointed look as she passed, tugging one corner up with two fingers and smirking like it owed her an apology.
Valerie pulled open the dresser drawer, rifling through shirts until she found a soft gray tank top with a faded Sampson & Daughters Auto Repair logo stretching across the front. She tossed it on the bed, then reached for a pair of cotton shorts. “We’re definitely gonna have to show Sera and Sandra who the real game masters are,” she said, stepping into them with a practiced hop.
Judy snorted behind her, towel slipping slightly as she reached for a clean sports bra. “You’re already scheming.”
Valerie shot her a look over her shoulder. “I’m not scheming. I’m planning. There’s a difference.”
Judy pulled the bra on, arms stretching above her head before she dropped into a seated sprawl on the bed, still drying her hair with the towel. “Go easy on our daughter. Last time she played Mario Kart, she stayed up all night on the couch with Sandra, deadlocked in Donkey Kong Country until the sunrise.”
Valerie smirked, hands on her hips. “They were determined to get that golden banana.”
“They never even made it out of the factory level,” Judy said, laughing.
“And yet,” Valerie replied, tugging her tank into place, “they spoke about it like a religious awakening.”
Judy rolled onto her side, grinning into the sheets. “Sandra said her thumbs were sore for two days.”
Valerie grabbed another towel and tossed it at her. “That’s what thumb grips are for. Gonna teach ‘em the difference between button mashing and legend-level skill.”
Judy caught the towel and pulled it around her shoulders, eyes sparkling. “Legend-level, huh? Gonna flex that Super Nintendo era muscle?”
Valerie leaned over and kissed her forehead. “Damn right. We raised her in the classics. She’s not getting mercy.”
Judy raised a finger. “Unless she’s using Toad. Then we give her a head start. That’s only fair.”
“Fine,” Valerie said with mock seriousness. “But only one race. After that, it’s red shells and banana peels like the game gods intended.”
They both broke into quiet laughter, the kind that folded warm into the space between them, already thick with sun and memories.
Valerie leaned over the bed, catching the corner of the twisted sheet with two fingers. Her tank strap slipped slightly as she tugged it free, hips giving a playful sway. She glanced back at Judy with a wink. “I’ll switch the laundry and toss in the bedding if you want to help make the bed.”
Judy laughed, reaching for her tank top from the dresser. “Oh, so you can stand in the bathroom doorway again and watch me wrestle the corners like it’s an Olympic sport?”
Valerie stood up slowly, the sheet now slung over her shoulder like a sash. “Please. I was offering moral support. Very tasteful, very noble.”
Judy smirked, slipping the tank over her head. “You were holding a snack and mocking my technique.”
“I call it coaching,” Valerie said, inching closer to the door. “But if you want extra motivation, I could throw this over my head and chase you around like a Boo.”
Judy grinned, hands on her hips. “You do that and I’m grabbing a flashlight.”
Valerie started backing toward the bathroom, steps exaggerated like a cartoon ghost. “Too late. Boo's already locked on target. Gonna getcha if you turn your back.”
“I’ll throw holy water and strawberry juice,” Judy warned, following her into the bathroom with a laugh.
“Joke’s on you,” Valerie called over her shoulder. “That just summons me faster.”
By the time they reached the bathroom, steam from earlier still lingered faintly in the air. Valerie nudged the washer open, tossing the clothes into the dryer, and peeled the damp sheet off her shoulder, tossing it in with practiced ease.
Judy leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, eyes trailing over her with that easy smirk. “You enjoy this part too much.”
Valerie glanced back at her with a grin. “What, laundry?”
“No,” Judy said, tilting her head. “Flirting while pretending to be helpful.”
Valerie set the machines, and bumped her shoulder on the way out, brushing a kiss to her cheek. “Maybe. But I am helpful. Just also sexy.”
Judy turned, grabbing the fresh fitted sheet from the bedroom closet with a tug that sent a couple extra pillowcases sliding down onto the floor. She gave Valerie a look like it was already her fault. “Then prove it, Boo.”
Valerie snorted, catching one of the fallen pillowcases mid-step. “Challenge accepted.”
They crossed the room together, sheets brushing knees, skin still damp from the shower. Valerie tossed the sheet toward the foot of the bed, then crouched down, bracing her forearms on the mattress as she reached for the opposite corner.
Judy stood behind her, arms folded, watching with mock suspicion. “Are you actually making the bed or just bending over on purpose?”
Valerie looked over her shoulder, emerald eyes glinting. “Can’t it be both?”
Judy laughed, stepping around to the other side. “Only if you don’t abandon me halfway through again.”
“I solemnly swear,” Valerie said, smoothing the sheet across the mattress, “to commit to at least 80% of this bed-making journey.”
“Uh-huh,” Judy replied, tugging her corner snug. “That’s how we ended up with half a comforter and a towel fort last week.”
Valerie grinned. “You loved that fort.”
Judy smirked as she tugged her corner of the sheet into place. “The fort was fine. But the sex in that fort? That was inspiring.”
They both pulled at the sheet at the same time, hands meeting briefly in the middle before Judy brushed her thumb over Valerie’s knuckles and let it linger.
The moment was playful, easy, steady.
Then Valerie raised a brow. “Still think I’m not helpful?”
Judy leaned in and kissed her quick. “You’re a menace. But at least the bed looks good.”
Valerie winked, smoothing the last corner into place. “I do have a knack for presentation.”
Judy grabbed a pillow from the floor and lobbed it gently at her. “Go check the dryer, Boo, before I summon you with a flashlight.”
Valerie caught it one-handed and tossed it right back. “If it’s still damp, I’m haunting the closet next.”
They moved in sync without thinking, the kind of rhythm that lingered even after the laughter faded, like muscle memory in the quiet. Valerie pulled the last of the clothes from the dryer, warm fabric brushing her arms as she tossed them into the basket Judy held steady at her hip. The sheet came last soft cotton, still holding the scent of lake air and detergent before she thumbed the dryer door shut and started the next load in one practiced motion.
Judy shifted her weight as Valerie added clothes to the washer, the familiar hum starting up again behind them. No words, just the easy hush of home around the clicks and whir of old machines.
They stepped back into the bedroom, light still spilling in soft across the floorboards. Judy dropped the basket onto the rug with a thump that didn’t try to be tidy and turned, her smile catching a little sideways as she met Valerie’s emerald eyes.
The hallway opened up around them as they left the bedroom, feet quiet against the warm floorboards. Valerie was the first to peel off toward the kitchen, grabbing the tin of chocolate almonds from the counter and slinging the small paper bag of cartridges under her arm. Her tank clung a little from the steam still tracing down her spine, but she didn’t seem to mind.
Behind her, Judy dropped onto the loveseat by the old CRT, the soft creak of the cushion settling beneath her. One knee bent up beside her as she reached lazily for the controller. “So we plant turnips or seducing villagers first?”
Valerie stepped past the coffee table and leaned over the loveseat just enough to nudge Judy’s cheek with the tin. “Do you want almonds or answers first?”
Judy grinned, cracking the lid open without missing a beat. “Both. But if you name the cow after me, I’m calling dibs on naming the dog.”
Valerie snorted, setting the game bag down on the shelf beside the console. “Only fair. But no naming it ‘Greg.’ He’s been through enough.”
Judy smirked, tossing an almond into her mouth. “Greg the dog has a nice ring to it.”
Valerie plopped down beside her, legs stretched out, her foot nudging Judy’s bare calf. “We still have time before dinner prep if you’re ready to sink into some pixel farming.”
Judy’s voice dropped just enough to playfully flirt without effort. “As long as you don’t try to romance me with turnip juice.”
Valerie rolled her emerald eyes, reaching over to power on the console. “Please. I’d at least bring you the golden egg.”
“Still wouldn’t be better than your strawberries,” Judy murmured, giving her a small nudge with her elbow.
Valerie glanced sideways, grin tugging at her cheek. “You’re gonna bring that up every time we sit on this couch now, aren’t you?”
Judy nodded solemnly. “Every. Time.”
The Super Nintendo logo flickered on the screen in a soft hum of static and nostalgia. Valerie leaned back, arm draping across the cushion behind Judy, dark chocolate almond tin resting on her stomach, the light from the window stretching long across the rug.
A breath between each other, a couple of old games, and a love that made even 16-bit farm life feel legendary.
Valerie nudged her with the side of her foot, just enough to rock Judy slightly on the cushion. “You remember when you used to call me calabacita?” she said, tongue curling around the old word with a teasing lilt. “I’m going to grow the largest pumpkin in memory of that. A tribute.”
Judy groaned around a laugh, one hand reaching into the almond tin. “Don’t bring up our awkward start to dating. I was trying to be smooth.”
Valerie grinned, emerald eyes back on the screen as the little sprite character poked at a patch of dirt. “Calling me a tiny squash was your idea of flirting?”
“You had round cheeks,” Judy defended, popping the almond into her mouth. “Still do.”
Valerie tilted her head with mock offense. “So I was a squash and now I’m just a full pumpkin?”
Judy smirked, brushing her fingers down Valerie’s forearm. “A very sexy pumpkin.”
Valerie bumped her leg again. “Keep it up, and I’ll make you water it every day.”
Judy burst out laughing, reaching for another almond from the tin between them. “I just watered the pumpkin,” she said through a grin. “Better not start calling me Leelou Bean again either.”
Valerie burst out laughing, the game momentarily forgotten. “No promises now that my roots are growing after being watered.”
Judy groaned and leaned into her shoulder. “I should’ve known I’d never live that down.”
“You said it like it was the smoothest flirt of your life,” Valerie teased, curling one arm around Judy’s back.
“It was supposed to be,” Judy muttered. “But you looked at me like I’d hacked my own brain.”
Valerie tilted her head, mock-thoughtful. “I mean, you stuttered three times trying to say my name landed on food and Fifth Element.”
Judy smiled against her arm. “And yet, here we are. You married the glitch.”
Valerie dragged a hand over her face, laughing into her palm. “I can’t believe I married this.”
Judy kissed her shoulder, quick and smug. “You absolutely can.”
Valerie kissed the top of her head. “ The only woman who called me a squash and still managed to make it feel like a compliment.”
Judy tilted her chin up, almond still in hand. “Guess I better start planting beans then.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “Only if you name one Leelou.”
Judy gave her a shove with her shoulder, laughing harder now. “You’re a menace.”
“Legendary menace,” Valerie corrected while tossing an almond into her mouth, “This ranch is about to be iconic.”
Valerie smiled, emerald eyes flicking back to the screen, the glow of pixelated crops and old soundchip melodies settling into the room like something that had always belonged.
The little pixelated farmer shuffled across the field with a sound effect like shoes on wet cardboard. Valerie sat cross-legged on the rug now, back leaned against the edge of the loveseat, controller snug in both hands. Judy had sprawled sideways along the seat behind her, chin propped in one palm, the other lazily dipping into the chocolate almond tin balanced near Valerie’s hip.
"You sure this one isn’t cursed?" Judy asked, eyeing the gray skies rolling over their 16-bit farm. “It’s been raining three days straight.”
Valerie thumbed the D-pad, nudging her sprite toward the tool shed. “That’s called atmosphere, Leelou. We’re in a dramatic farming arc.”
Judy snorted and popped an almond into her mouth. “Next thing you know, the chickens revolt.”
“I already fed them,” Valerie said, smirking. “Unlike someone who forgot to brush the horse yesterday.”
Judy rolled her eyes and nudged Valerie’s arm with her toes. “You mean the ten-pixel blob with ears? Real high maintenance.”
“Hey.” Valerie tilted her head, emerald eyes glinting. “That blob’s name is Speedwagon, and he deserves respect.”
Judy gave a mock salute. “Apologies to Sir Speedwagon.”
Valerie grinned but didn’t look away from the screen. “You wanna take over? Try wooing the local girl with the headband?”
Judy stretched out behind her with a dramatic sigh, one leg slipping over the edge of the loveseat. “No thanks. The last time I tried to flirt in this game, I gave someone a turnip and they said I smelled like mildew.”
Valerie laughed, nearly dropping the controller as her character staggered sideways with the force of a missed button press. “You did give it to her in the rain.”
Judy leaned forward with a shrug, her smirk half-hidden behind the almond she popped into her mouth. “It was organic.”
Valerie turned just enough to glance back at her, green eyes narrowing with faux judgment. “You’re incorrigible.”
Judy stretched out with a satisfied sigh, her foot nudging Valerie’s side again. “And yet, here you are. Letting me co-parent pixel chickens.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away, just let the little sprite water a patch of crops before setting the can aside and pressing the Start button.
“We got about two hours before dinner,” she said, voice low and content. “Might as well see this season through.”
Judy nudged her arm again, gentler this time. “Keep going, Calacibita.”
Valerie reached for another almond, tossing it into her mouth without looking. “I need to check the barn. One of the cows might be pregnant.”
Judy groaned into the pillow. “God help me if we start naming pixel babies.”
Valerie smiled, thumb hovering over the A button. “Already got a name picked out.”
Judy narrowed her eyes. “It better not be Boo.”
Valerie shrugged, lips twitching. “You’ll find out in spring.”
Beside them, the console hummed quietly on, the room warm with sunlight, soft laughter, and the comfort of never needing it.
Valerie set the tin off to the side with a soft clink, stretching her legs out in front of her, one heel nudging gently against the rug as the screen flickered into a new dialogue box. She gave a half-glance back toward the loveseat.
“You wanna get in this season or just heckle from above?” she asked, voice light.
Judy was already shifting, sliding off the cushion in a slow sprawl that landed her half across Valerie’s lap with an exaggerated groan. “If the farm fails, it’s your fault for letting the chaos element into management.”
Valerie kissed her cheek without hesitation, a soft brush of lips warm against damp skin, before pressing the controller into her hand. “Then let the chaos reign.”
Judy tucked one leg underneath herself, the other stretched long across the rug. She adjusted the controller in her grip like it was a sacred relic, brows furrowed in mock concentration.
Onscreen, the sprite shuffled forward again awkward, determined into the next square of tilled soil.
Valerie wrapped her arms around Judy’s waist, chin resting lightly on her shoulder. “Don’t forget to feed Speedwagon.”
Judy tilted her head, smirk sliding in as she guided the character toward the barn. “Speedwagon is getting a turnip,” she said, thumb tapping decisively. “And he’s gonna like it.”
Valerie blinked at the screen, then looked at her sideways. “He’s a horse, not a salad bar.”
Judy shrugged, completely unbothered. “Too late. He’s got the turnip now. That’s canon.”
Valerie groaned into her shoulder, half-laughing. “If he dies, you’re sleeping on the floor.”
Judy reached for the tin again, snatching one more chocolate almond with her free hand. “If Speedwagon dies, we hold a funeral. Full dress code. I want eulogies.”
“I swear,” Valerie murmured, letting her fingers trace absent patterns against Judy’s side, “we can’t even pixel farm without you turning it into a novella.”
Judy leaned back into her, dark brown eyes still on the screen. “Tell me it’s not more fun this way.”
Valerie didn’t answer. She just kissed her again light, playful then let the next day begin with the soft chime of retro music and the rainfall looping quietly through the speakers.
The soft chime of morning bells echoed from the CRT speakers, signaling a new day on the farm. Rain again. The little sprite farmer stood blinking in the doorway, clothes untouched by weather, hair the same stiff brown pixels no matter how many storms passed through.
Judy reached to guide him toward the coop, thumb flicking the D-pad with practiced ease. “We’re gonna lose the crops if this keeps up.”
Valerie’s fingers were still tracing slowly across her waist. “Let the pumpkins have their moment. This is how legends grow.”
Judy grinned. “Pretty sure the only thing growing out there right now is mold.”
Valerie shifted behind her just enough to press a kiss to her neck. “Then we’ll start a mushroom empire. Go full villain arc.”
Judy laughed, low and warm in her chest, as she set the character to harvesting onions. “Guess you better start practicing your evil laugh.”
Valerie dropped her voice an octave, breath teasing across her skin. “We meet again, Farmer Leelou.”
Judy groaned, but she was still smiling. “You’re lucky I’m too comfortable to stage a mutiny.”
“I’m too comfy to defend myself,” Valerie said, sinking a little further into her spot. “It would be a bloodless coup.”
They stayed like that, limbs tangled loosely, the room filled with nothing but pixel footsteps, rain pattering through tinny speakers, and the soft rustle of skin against cotton as Judy leaned her head back to rest against Valerie’s shoulder.
“Okay,” Judy said eventually, flicking through the menu screen. “New objective: upgrade the house. Speedwagon needs a proper stable. I need a kitchen.”
Valerie’s hand crept higher, fingers slipping under the edge of Judy’s tank top to brush the bare skin beneath. “Priorities,” she murmured.
“You want me to take this ranch seriously, or not?” Judy asked, half-turned now so Valerie could see the slight rise of her brow.
Valerie kissed her shoulder, slow and unhurried. “I just like watching you get invested.”
Judy hummed, pleased. “You mean watching me carry this farm.”
Valerie leaned in closer. “Watching you try.”
Judy snorted. “Get your hands back on this controller before I name the next cow Calabacita II.”
Valerie grinned into her skin. “Tempting fate like that? You’re definitely on mucking duty tomorrow.”
“Fine,” Judy said, stretching her legs out, sliding her heel lightly along Valerie’s shin. “But I’m building us a heart-shaped pond. Romantic as hell.”
“You do that,” Valerie whispered. “I’ll grow the biggest damn pumpkin next to it and carve your name in it.”
The music looped again. Another pixel day. Another hour wrapped in rain, laughter, and whatever love looked like in a retro pixel world, right there between two controllers and a tin of chocolate almonds.
Judy’s farmer sprite shuffled down the steps toward the tool shed with all the urgency of a bored housecat. She muttered under her breath, half-focused, “Okay, lumber… axe… and now we pray this doesn’t collapse the whole mountain.”
Valerie gave a lazy laugh against her shoulder, her chin still tucked into that curve where Judy’s collarbone met her neck. “If that game glitches and you end up married to the carpenter by accident, I’m filing for pixel divorce.”
Judy smirked. “That’s what you get for letting me hold the controller.”
Valerie nudged her side. “You seduced me with strawberry juice, not fine motor skills.”
Judy turned just enough to glance back over her shoulder, brown eyes half-lidded. “That sounds like a compliment.”
“It’s a hazard,” Valerie murmured. Her hand was still tucked beneath Judy’s tank, fingers drawing slow arcs along her stomach like she was sketching out constellations only she could see. “You’re distracting me from our crops.”
“Oh no,” Judy said deadpan, her voice rich with amusement. “Whatever will become of our pixel onions.”
Valerie shifted, slipping one arm more snugly around Judy’s waist as she leaned in, lips brushing her jaw just once. “They’ll never reach their full emotional potential.”
Onscreen, the house expanded into a slightly wider rectangle with a blinking text box announcing the construction had begun.
“There,” Judy said, thumbing the button once more. “We’re officially homeowners. Again. In like… four kilobytes.”
Valerie grinned. “You know, I kind of like it here. We’ve got pixel livestock, weirdly specific rain patterns, and a fridge that doesn’t need power.”
Judy tilted her head, pretending to think. “And a horse who eats root vegetables.”
Valerie huffed. “You’ll never let that go, will you?”
“He was hungry. I made a call.” Judy nudged her shin with her bare foot. “It was a brave, turnip-forward decision.”
Valerie reached past her, fingers tapping the power button on the console with theatrical precision. The screen faded to black.
Judy blinked. “You just rage quit a retro farming sim.”
Valerie smirked. “I retired. While we were ahead.”
Judy tossed the controller onto the loveseat with a soft clunk and turned in Valerie’s lap, legs curling across hers, arms looping around her neck like it was the only place they belonged. “Does this mean I get to seduce the farmer’s wife now?”
Valerie smiled, leaning into her touch, eyes warm. “Only if she gets to name the cow after you.”
Judy kissed her, soft and slow.
Valerie didn’t pull away, not for a long moment, not until the shadows outside started to stretch long across the hardwood and the scent of sunlight and soap still clung to their skin.
Judy pulled back just far enough to whisper, “We should probably think about dinner.”
Valerie nodded. “We should.”
Neither of them moved.
Judy’s arms stayed draped around Valerie’s shoulders, fingers lightly tangled in the red strands still damp at the tips. Her legs stayed curled over Valerie’s lap like they’d been there all day and maybe always had. The hum of the console had faded, but the late afternoon light stretched golden across the floor, catching on the edge of the old rug, and pooling in quiet little pockets across their skin.
Valerie finally shifted, just enough to kiss the underside of Judy’s jaw. “If we don’t get up soon, I’m gonna end up ordering noodles and calling it ‘fusion cuisine.’”
Judy grinned, head tilted back slightly, exposing her neck just enough to tempt. “Wouldn’t be the worst thing. You do plate it with flair.”
Valerie chuckled low against her. “Only for you.”
Judy leaned her forehead against Valerie’s, her voice quieter now, still playful but touched with that soft kind of truth that always settled between them. “I like this. You and me. No council calls. No raids. Just… root vegetables and chaos horses.”
Valerie smiled, hands resting at Judy’s waist. “You say that like I didn’t just watch you try to give Speedwagon a second turnip.”
Judy looked unrepentant. “He made a face. That’s consent.”
They both laughed easily, tangled, no effort in it.
Valerie let her hands drift down, brushing Judy’s legs gently aside so she could stand. “C’mon. Let’s make something real. No freeze-dried. No noodles.”
Judy raised an eyebrow as she slid off Valerie’s lap and onto the rug. “No challenge, no chaos. Are you feeling okay?”
Valerie offered her a hand and helped her to her feet. “Don’t worry. You still get to cut the onions.”
Judy kissed her cheek. “You really do love me.”
They walked toward the kitchen together, steps soft over the wood floor, towels long forgotten somewhere back in the bedroom, the scent of sunlight and strawberry juice lingering faintly behind them.
Their home wasn’t quiet, not exactly. The lake hummed outside, the breeze made the porch swing creak now and then, and somewhere in the background the washing machine gave one final lazy thunk. But it was the kind of not-quiet that felt like breath. Like space held just right.
In the kitchen, Valerie reached for the chicken while Judy pulled down the rice. No rush. Just the next season, and an hour before anything else mattered.
The fridge door clicked shut behind Valerie as she tucked the chicken under her arm, the other hand balancing a bundle of fresh scallions and the mango habanero glaze bottle with its half-faded label. “Okay,” she said over her shoulder, “we’ve got two hours, a mildly haunted fridge, and a spice level that might kill me. Are you ready?”
Judy leaned against the counter, one foot propped against the cabinet door, arms crossed loosely over her tank top. Her smirk curled just slightly. “Only if I get to play music.”
Valerie arched a brow as she set down the ingredients. “Are you trying to distract me into burning dinner again?”
“Depends,” Judy replied, her voice light as she pushed off the cabinet. “Am I picking synth jazz or your old warehouse set from ’77?”
Valerie groaned, pulling open a drawer for the knives. “You play that remix of Copper Spine again, and I will genuinely throw this chicken out the window.”
Judy grinned, already turning toward the speaker tucked beside the coffeepot. “You loved that track.”
Valerie slid the knife from the drawer, giving her a sidelong glance. “You loved that track. I tolerated it because you kept doing that shoulder wiggle while cutting bell peppers.”
A short laugh escaped Judy, but her hand still reached for the speaker. A soft click followed, and a second later something low and atmospheric filtered through the kitchen not quite ambient, not quite industrial, just something that wrapped around the light like steam curling from the rice pot.
At the counter now, Valerie chopped scallions in a steady, practiced rhythm. Her freckles caught the light where it slanted in from the side window, those soft emerald eyes tracking each slice like she was tuning an instrument. “Grab the cutting board,” she said without looking. “And don’t smuggle any more almonds.”
“I make no promises,” Judy said, pulling the board free and sliding it next to the stove. She brushed against Valerie again on purpose this time, and kissed the edge of her shoulder. “So what’s the actual plan tonight? Chicken and rice and maybe…”
Valerie glanced at her, lips twitching into a knowing curve. “Didn’t I say no noodles?”
“I meant a side,” Judy said, lifting her brows.
Valerie glanced up with a knowing smirk as she slid the chopped scallions into a ceramic bowl. “You meant snacks while pretending you’re not eating dinner before dinner.”
Judy shrugged, completely unrepentant as she leaned into the counter beside her. “It’s called prepping my appetite. Very advanced technique.”
Judy gave her the most innocent face she could muster. “I’m just here to assist, Chef.”
Valerie laughed and shook her head, setting the knife down for a moment to pull open the spice drawer.
The house held them there just the two of them, moving in time to the rhythm of knife on cutting board and the hum of background music and the shared jokes that lived in the space between words.
Outside, the sky was still gold.
Inside, the chicken sizzled in the pan. Judy swayed just enough to bump Valerie’s hip again, and Valerie leaned back without looking, letting her touch linger.
“Love you,” Judy murmured, just loud enough to carry over the simmer.
Valerie smiled without turning. “Love you more.”
Judy nudged her again with her hip, just enough to jostle Valerie’s elbow as she stirred the glaze into the pan. “So how much spice is needed for something that might kill me kind of spicy?”
Valerie tilted her head toward her, emerald eyes narrowed just slightly. “Have you ever felt your soul leave your body through your sinuses?”
Judy blinked, amused but skeptical. “That’s not an answer, that’s a warning.”
Valerie tilted her head, voice low and smug. “Glad you caught on.”
Judy leaned in a little closer, catching the scent off the skillet sweet, citrusy, then sharp enough to sting her nose. “Okay, but if I start hiccuping like last time, you’re finishing my plate.”
“You hiccuped so loud I dropped the damn fork in the rice cooker,” Valerie said, grinning as she flicked a bit of glaze from her fingers.
Judy snorted, grabbing the wooden spoon to give the jasmine rice a slow stir. “That stain never came out.”
Valerie leaned in, nudging her gently with a hip. “That was the character. Adds flavor history.”
Judy rolled her dark brown eyes, but her hand slid to rest at the small of Valerie’s back, fingers warm and familiar there. “Remind me again why we don’t just eat cereal for dinner?”
Valerie tapped the spoon against the edge of the pot, then set it down. “Because we’re grown women. With dignity. And because I can’t let our daughter come over and see we’ve devolved into sugar puffs and shame.”
Judy gave a low laugh, pressing a quick kiss to Valerie’s cheek. “Dignity, huh? From the woman who just threatened poultry-related violence over a remix?”
Valerie turned, brows lifted in mock sternness. “There is no dignity in Copper Spine (Cavern Beat Remix). Only chaos.”
The chicken hissed louder as the glaze thickened in the pan. The scent filled the space between them now sweet, peppery, just enough burn to make Judy glance at it like it might leap up and challenge her to a duel.
“I swear if I hiccup again, I’m blaming you,” she said.
Valerie passed her a spoonful of rice, gently blown cool. “Then at least go down swinging, babe.”
Judy tasted it and gave a low, appreciative hum, leaning once more into Valerie’s side as the kitchen held them music low, sauce thickening, sunlight softening into something slower.
Judy dipped the spoon back into the rice with a final stir, then glanced sideways, lips curled into that smug little smirk she only used when she was winding Valerie up on purpose. “I would go down,” she said, “but I wouldn’t be swinging.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath, leaning in to press a kiss to her cheek, slow and amused. “Weren’t strawberries, almonds, and me not enough snacks already?”
Judy gave an innocent shrug, setting the spoon down as she bumped Valerie’s hip again, gentler this time. “You’re the one who said I had to prepare my appetite.”
Valerie swatted lightly at her with the back of her hand, shaking her head. “You're lucky I like feeding you.”
“Mmhm,” Judy murmured, grinning as she leaned just a little closer to catch another breath of that glaze, the burn finally mellowing into something that made her stomach growl. “You know this smells dangerous, right?”
“Only if you’ve got weak taste buds,” Valerie teased, lifting the pan slightly to stir the thickening sauce around the chicken one last time.
Judy folded her arms, hip resting against the counter. “I’m just saying, if I collapse mid-bite, you’re explaining that to Sera.”
Valerie grinned, emerald eyes still focused on the pan. “She’ll understand. Battle cuisine runs in the family.”
Judy stepped back just enough to retrieve the plates from the upper cabinet, tossing a glance over her shoulder as she went. “Then dinner is a war crime waiting to happen.”
Valerie turned with a mock-sweet smile, chicken still sizzling beside her. “Only if you survive.”
Just soft laughter between them again. Low, easy, drawn out by the heat of the kitchen and the scent of something good cooking for no one but each other.
The air inside had mellowed into something golden, touched by the scent of jasmine rice, sweet citrus glaze, and the hum of quiet music curling out from the little speaker on the counter. Outside, light filtered through the front windows just enough to spill soft onto the rug near the hallway almost all the time.
Judy glanced over her shoulder, smiling as she checked the simmering chicken one last time. “Can you grab the plates? Girls should be here soon.”
Valerie didn’t answer right away. She stepped in close instead, hands sliding low with practiced mischief as she gave Judy’s ass a firm squeeze.
Judy snorted, elbow nudging gently into her side. “That’s not the plates.”
Valerie just winked, her freckled smile spreading wide as she turned toward the cabinet. “Still clean enough to eat off of.”
Judy let out a quiet laugh, brushing her hair behind her ear as she stirred the glaze with the other hand. “Such a menace, mi amor.”
Valerie grabbed two plates from the shelf, her back still to her but the grin in her voice impossible to miss. “Legendary menace,” she murmured, setting them down by the stove with a gentle clink.
Judy shook her head, cheeks still warm. “You better behave when they walk in.”
“No promises,” Valerie said, sliding a fork from the drawer. “Especially if someone starts asking about the fork incident again.”
Judy smirked, nudging her hip once more as she pulled down two more glasses from above the sink. “Only if they smell that spice and start hiccuping in advance.”
They moved in step after that, the kitchen dancing with the rhythm only two people who’ve lived together this long could manage light touches, soft smiles, and the faint, familiar beat of home beneath it all.
Judy set the glasses on the table, turning just as Valerie leaned in to check the rice, her palm resting lightly on Judy’s lower back in a touch that barely needed thought. The way her fingers lingered there familiar, steady wasn’t about teasing this time. It was just hers. Just them.
Steam curled up from the pot as Valerie lifted the lid, gave the grains a gentle fluff with the back of the spoon, then glanced toward the hallway. “You think they’re gonna act surprised we didn’t just order takeout?”
Judy leaned her hip against the table edge, drying her hands on a dish towel. “Sera will try to pretend. Sandra’ll give us that ‘respectable adults’ nod. Then they’ll both be raiding the fridge before dessert.”
Valerie laughed under her breath. “As is tradition.”
She turned, reaching for the platter and carefully plating the glazed chicken while Judy poured water into the glasses, her motion smooth and unhurried. The sound of it just the water meeting glass was soft but full. Like the kind of quiet you earned.
Valerie stepped around her to lay the finished dish at the center of the table, giving Judy’s arm a light squeeze on the way past. “We still got the lime crema in the fridge?”
Judy nodded, already moving toward it. “Unless Sera finished it last time and hid the evidence.”
Valerie raised her brows. “Again?”
Judy pulled the small jar from behind the orange juice with a grin. “Had the nerve to put the empty one back like a decoy.”
Valerie laughed, setting the final bowl of scallions down beside the rice. “We taught her too well.”
Judy passed her the jar, then stepped in close again, arms loose around Valerie’s waist. “Yeah,” she said, her voice softer now, “but she still can’t flirt half as smooth as you.”
Valerie let the silence stretch a beat longer than usual, her emerald eyes locked on Judy’s face. “That sounded suspiciously like a compliment.”
“It’s earned,” Judy murmured. “The house, the food, the flirty menace routine… You’re still the same calabacita I tried to impress with bad Spanish and worse timing.”
Valerie kissed the side of her head. “And you’re still the only person who ever made me laugh that hard over a squash.”
The laugh between them didn’t go far; it just stayed right there in the kitchen, folded in with the smell of glaze and spice and the low hum of the radio behind the stovetop. Judy leaned into her for a beat longer, forehead brushing Valerie’s cheek before she pulled away, reaching for the dish towel to dry her hands again.
Outside, the breeze shifted. A low engine murmur rolled closer to the steady growl of tires crunching over the peninsula dirt, slowing as it neared the house.
Valerie didn’t need to look. She knew the sound of that rig like her own heartbeat.
Judy turned her head slightly, that familiar smile already forming as she tossed the towel over her shoulder. “Time to behave, guapa.”
Valerie snorted under her breath. “I’ll behave through dinner,” she said, setting the lid back over the rice with a soft click, “but all bets are off once we break out the Super Nintendo.”
The engine cut off. Two doors thudded shut. A second later, faint voices laughter and something Sandra said too quiet to catch filtered through the open kitchen window.
Judy stepped into the hall just as the front door opened without a knock, the way it always did when it was family. Sera came through first, her boots still dusted from the road, jacket half-unzipped, cheeks pink from the wind.
Sandra followed behind, steady, one hand resting lightly on the doorframe for a second before she stepped through.
“Smells like actual food,” Sera said, grinning as she unzipped the rest of her jacket. “I was taking bets on takeout.”
Judy gave her a dry look and opened her arms anyway. “Keep talking and you’re getting the smallest chicken thigh.”
Sera laughed and stepped in, letting Judy pull her into a one-armed hug. “Still smells like a win.”
Valerie leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, eyes warm. “There’s rice. Scallions. The good crema you keep trying to sneak out in your bag.”
Sandra’s smile pulled soft at the corners as she shrugged off her own jacket, folding it neatly over her arm. “She would’ve, too.”
Sera shot her a look, half-fake offended. “I was going to share it.”
“Backseat of the rig doesn’t count as sharing,” Sandra replied, quiet but amused as she stepped past and gave Valerie’s arm a quick squeeze.
Valerie glanced between them and grinned. “You two arguing again already?”
“Flirting,” Sera corrected, dropping her jacket onto the hook by the door. “Very advanced technique.”
Judy walked past, brushing Valerie’s hand as she passed. “C’mon,” she called over her shoulder. “Plates are set, food’s hot, and I’m not saving leftovers.”
Sera followed the smell toward the dining table like she’d done it a hundred times which she had, and paused just long enough to swipe a scallion from the bowl before sliding into her usual chair.
“Respectable adults,” she said with mock solemnity, “eating an actual meal.”
Sandra sat down beside her, elbow barely brushing hers. “At least until dessert.”
Judy looked over at Valerie as she poured the last of the water into a glass, her smile returning in full. “You ready?”
Valerie nodded, setting the jar of crema down with a soft clink as she moved to her chair. The light caught her red hair just as she sat, freckles shifting faintly along her cheek with the motion. Across from her, Sera was already halfway into positioning the serving spoon like it was a tactical op.
Judy settled beside her, forearm brushing Valerie’s as she reached for the rice. “Alright,” she said, her voice low but warm, “no one eats until I pretend to portion things like a responsible adult.”
Sera smirked, already scooping a generous mound onto her plate. “Sorry, Mama, tactical override.”
Sandra reached without a word, catching the bowl mid-air and steadying it before it tipped. Her elbow brushed the table edge. “You’ll earn the smallest thigh doing that,” she murmured.
Valerie nudged the chicken platter closer, hand gliding across the wood as she passed it toward Judy. The glaze caught the light just a little sticky, sweet, a hint of mango sharpened by habanero that drifted just faintly above the warmth of jasmine rice and steam.
Outside, the breeze moved through the screen door slowly, carrying the lake’s distant hush in with it.
Sera leaned slightly toward Sandra, her voice quieter now. “You think if I just breathe near the crema, they’ll let me live?”
Judy arched a brow, spoon poised. “Try and you’ll get glared at by both your mothers.”
Valerie passed her a napkin. “And maybe disowned.”
Sera grinned wide and defiant but didn’t move. The bowl landed neatly in front of her a second later.
Judy leaned back slightly, her hand brushing Valerie’s knee beneath the table, not as a gesture, just instinct. “Alright,” she said, the softness there now, full and easy. “Dig in.”
Forks lifted. Plates shifted. Steam rolled up from the center like a slow exhale.
It was just the table, and the heat of food passed between them, and the sound of a laugh that hadn’t yet formed, but would.
Valerie leaned to refill her glass, knuckles brushing lightly against Judy’s where their hands crossed at the table. The scrape of fork against plate had settled into a kind of quiet cadence steam still curling off the rice, the mango glaze thickened just enough to cling to the edge of every bite.
Judy glanced toward the other side of the table, then looked back at Sera and Sandra with a small smile curling the corner of her mouth. “So how were your moms?” she asked casually, tone soft but curious. “Still trying to beat you two at cards?”
Sera grinned mid-bite, then held up a finger while she chewed, finishing the mouthful before answering. “Vicky tried bluffing with a pair of fours. Panam didn’t let her live it down for the rest of the afternoon.”
Sandra gave a slow nod, setting her glass back down. “It got dramatic. There were snacks thrown.”
“Popcorn,” Sera added, like that somehow made it more honorable. “And I maintain my victory was legitimate.”
Valerie arched a brow, reaching for the platter again. “Was it, though?”
Sera pointed her fork at her without shame. “Just because you taught me the reverse bluff doesn’t mean I can’t use it.”
Judy chuckled under her breath, stealing a glance toward Valerie. “We really did raise a menace.”
Sandra gave the smallest smile, gaze flicking toward Sera beside her. “They were happy we came by,” she said simply. “It meant a lot to them.”
Valerie’s hand slowed on the edge of the platter, her eyes settling on Sandra a beat longer before she passed it along. “Good,” she said. “They deserved that.”
Outside, the light had gone full golden low across the edge of the window, catching on the curve of the plates, the soft bend of shadows on the woodgrain table. Between it all, the warmth of shared breath and simple things: a passed dish, a familiar joke, a glance across the quiet that didn’t need filling.
Judy leaned just slightly into Valerie again, voice low as she reached for her glass. “I missed this.”
Valerie didn’t have to say it. The look she gave her across the rim of her water glass was enough.
Sera stabbed a piece of chicken with theatrical precision, raising it like a trophy. “Not to be dramatic, but I’m about to build a shrine to this glaze.”
Judy raised a brow, chewing slowly. “You say that every time we cook.”
Sera grinned without shame. “And I mean it every time.”
Sandra’s fork paused briefly before she nodded, brushing her fingers along Sera’s elbow as she reached for the rice. “It’s really good.”
Valerie tipped her head slightly, the corner of her mouth lifting. “That was before you tried it with the crema.”
Sera leaned forward, eyes narrowing in mock suspicion. “Is this one of those tests? Like when you made me try the ghost pepper salsa and said, ‘just a hint of warmth’?”
Judy slid the crema jar across the table, slow and deliberate like she was arming a trap. “You’re welcome to find out.”
“Use it wisely, Starshine,” Valerie added, the name slipping out soft, no tease behind it.
Sera hesitated not long, just a blink, but her smile settled back in place a beat later. “Alright,” she said, grabbing a spoon. “One dollop. Maybe two. If I survive, I’m writing you both into my will.”
Sandra, plate mostly untouched so far, turned the chicken just once with her fork, letting the glaze drag slowly across the meat before she finally sliced into it. Her voice came quiet again, not pointed, just part of the evening settling in. “You both held up okay while we were gone?”
Judy smiled, slow and soft, like the warmth of it caught her off guard. “You have only been gone since this morning,” she said, brushing a piece of rice off her thumb. “We survived. Might’ve spent a little too long trying to remember how Harvest Moon works.”
Valerie let out a quiet exhale that wasn’t quite a laugh, lips curving as she set her fork down. “I forgot how peaceful it is. Just chickens. Crops. An old mayor that wants you to fish even if it’s raining.”
Sera blinked. “You bought a farming sim?”
Valerie tilted her head. “Don’t knock it. I almost cried when the horse nuzzled my hand.”
Judy added, “She named it Speedwagon.”
Sera glanced between them, then at Sandra like she needed backup.
Sandra didn’t even blink. “Speedwagon sounds like a solid horse name.”
Valerie pointed her fork at Sandra. “See? Someone here appreciates art.”
Judy leaned into Valerie’s shoulder again, her voice pitched just low enough to feel like it lived there between them. “We didn’t do much else,” she admitted. “Caught up on sleep. Sat on the deck. Played until it got dark and then kept going.”
Sera nodded once, eyes dropping to her plate. “That sounds... good.”
For a second it went quiet again, not awkward, just soft, the way the house always got when nothing had to be said. Forks moved. Steam curled. Somewhere outside, a crow called once and was gone.
Sandra took another bite, then nudged Sera’s knee under the table. “They earned the rest,” she said gently. “We all did.”
Valerie didn’t look away, but she didn’t interrupt either.
Judy touched her ring briefly, just one thumb brushing across the gold band. “We wanted to come by earlier,” she said. “But figured you two might want some time to yourselves a little longer.”
Sera gave a crooked smile. “We took our time.”
Sandra didn’t say anything, but her hand found Sera’s beneath the table and stayed there.
Valerie smiled, half-grinning. “We’ve got mango sorbet in the freezer.”
Sera perked up immediately, eyes wide. “Seriously?”
Judy didn’t even blink. “Why would she lie about sorbet?”
“She wouldn’t,” Sandra said, nodding once. “You’ve been talking about cold snacks since we left the coast.”
Sera pointed a finger at her. “That was a heatstroke prevention strategy.”
Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You called it a sorbet emergency.”
“Which it was,” Sera said, unabashed. “But I’m glad someone was listening.”
Judy hid her smile behind her glass. “Always a crisis with you.”
Sera grinned, tilting her head toward Sandra. “So sorbet after we school them in Mario Kart?”
Judy set her fork down long enough to rest her elbow on the table, chin propped in her hand. “You two have been back from your moms’ place for what, an hour? And you’re already conspiring?”
“It’s tradition,” Sera said through a mouthful of rice. “Family dinner, a little smack talk, then I try to win at Mario Kart and fail with dignity.”
Sandra blinked once, deadpan. “You’ve never failed with dignity.”
Valerie laughed quietly, passing the water pitcher across. “She gets that from her Mama.”
Judy accepted the pitcher with a slight shrug. “Guilty.”
Outside, the lake breeze slipped through again, slow and cool against the edge of the windowpane. The light had begun to shift less golden now, more like the beginning of dusk, casting soft shadows beneath the lip of the table and turning every glass edge to soft-cut amber.
Sandra refilled her water, her fingers brushing over Sera’s wrist in a quiet pass as she set the pitcher down. “Love you Firebird,” she said, like it didn’t need to be more than that.
Sera nudged her knee against hers. “Love you too, babe.
The room held the rest. Warmth in the stretch of arms across the table. The light scrape of fork on ceramic. The sound of Judy shifting just enough to bump Valerie’s ankle beneath the table.
Sera scraped her fork along the edge of her plate, scooping up the final smear of glaze and rice like she wasn’t ready to let go of it yet. “Okay,” she said through the last mouthful, “I don’t wanna jinx it, but this might be top three.”
Valerie didn’t look up from her glass, but her voice came low and amused. “You say that every time I cook chicken.”
Sera chewed, swallowed, and held up a finger. “And I’m never wrong.”
Judy set her own fork down, dragging it just enough to clink gently against her plate. “No notes on presentation?” she asked, tone teasing, though her eyes softened as they moved across the table.
Sandra glanced up then, catching Judy’s look before tipping her chin subtly toward Valerie. “Plating was efficient. The sauce ratio was balanced.”
Valerie gave a slight mock bow from her seat. “The deadliest critic approves. That’s a win.”
Sera grinned and leaned into Sandra’s shoulder, her voice low. “She’s just being nice ‘cause she wants dibs on the sorbet.”
Sandra didn’t deny it.
The breeze shifted again at the window, brushing along the screen with a soft sigh. The light was edging further down now, long shadows curling just beneath the table legs. That quiet dusk hush had started to press in not heavy, just the kind that tucked around the walls like a favorite blanket.
Judy nudged her chair back just a little, resting her elbow on the table, her fingers brushing Valerie’s knee under it again. “Think we’ve got time before dessert to stretch out a bit?”
Valerie tilted her head toward her. “Thinking couch or deck?”
Judy raised a brow, already stacking the last two glasses. “Couch first. Deck later unless Sera tries to start a Mario Kart war.”
Sera lifted a hand like she was taking an oath. “I’m not starting a war. I’m just pre-declaring victory.”
Sandra didn’t even look up from the dish rack. “That’s still starting a war.”
Sera grinned. “It’s called setting the tone.”
Valerie gave a soft laugh, brushing a strand of red hair behind her ear. “Alright cleanup first, then victory declarations.”
Judy pushed to her feet with a quiet groan, stretching her back as she gathered a few empty plates. “Fair. But if the winner gloats too hard, I’m ‘accidentally’ resetting the console.”
Sera gasped. “You wouldn’t.”
Sandra raised her hand calmly. “She would.”
“I would,” Judy said, flashing a grin over her shoulder.
Valerie rose next, collecting glasses, her hand skimming lightly along Judy’s back as they crossed paths near the sink.
At the table, Sera reached for the last bowl. Her fingers brushed Sandra’s as they both moved for it, and neither let go. They stayed like that for a breath, the glaze cooling between them, before Sandra took the bowl with a quiet smile and moved to follow the others.
Behind them, the house didn’t need to say anything. It was all there in the scrape of plates, the low murmur of shared space, the soft closing of the fridge door, the kind of silence that only comes when everything’s been said exactly how it needed to be, and still, the warmth stayed. In the floorboards beneath bare feet. In the breeze that moved through the open screen. In the way they leaned toward one another without thinking.
In all the spaces they didn’t have to fill.
The plates scraped lightly into the sink, water running over them as Valerie rinsed and stacked. The sound of clinking dishes, the occasional laugh shared between Judy and Sandra, and the quiet hum of the fridge filled the space between them.
Judy had already dried her hands on the dish towel and slid onto the couch, the cushions shifting as she made space, settling in with a sigh. The cool, fresh air from the screen door still drifted through the room, mixing with the warmth of the kitchen and the soft sunlight that barely reached the edges of the living room. Valerie wiped her hands on the towel before walking toward the couch, slipping down beside Judy.
Judy made room for her, an arm already stretched along the backrest, waiting. Valerie leaned against her, the familiar rhythm of her body settling close, her head resting lightly on Judy’s shoulder.
“Is this what you had in mind?” Valerie murmured, her voice low, playful.
Judy’s arm slid around her, pulling her in just a little more. “It’s perfect,” she said, her voice soft, matching the relaxed atmosphere that hung between them. “Just want to watch them play before you cause chaos.”
Outside, the soft golden light of dusk stretched long over the porch, and inside, the laughter from the kitchen had settled into a comfortable quiet.
Meanwhile, Sera and Sandra had moved to the loveseat. The TV remote was already in Sera’s hand, her fingers hovering over it, looking between Sandra and the screen.
“So what’s it gonna be?” Sera asked, a smirk on her face. “First to Mario Kart or a nostalgic showdown with Zombies Ate My Neighbors?”
Sandra settled into the cushion beside her, stretching her legs out in front of her. “You’ve had your turn with the kart,” she said, an easy smile tugging at her lips. “I’m thinking it’s time for something more... retro.”
Sera grinned. “You’re on. Zombies it is.”
Sera pressed play, the sounds of the old game already filling the room, but the real warmth came from the fact that everything felt just right. The world outside was calm. Inside, the laughter from the kitchen had tapered off into the soft sound of a game loading, and the simple comfort of being surrounded by the people they loved filled the space.
Valerie settled deeper into Judy’s embrace, her hand resting on Judy’s chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of her breath.
“Are sure you just didn't want to squeeze your pumpkin?” Valerie asked quietly, her voice soft, almost vulnerable.
Judy kissed the top of her head, her arms tightening around Valerie’s. “Mmhmm. That’s part of the benefits.”
The first 16-bit shriek of the intro screen made Valerie huff a quiet laugh against Judy’s collarbone.
Judy didn’t shift, just let her fingers trail lightly through the edge of Valerie’s hair. “Still sounds like a haunted blender,” she murmured, chin brushing Valerie’s temple.
Sera snorted. “It’s called atmosphere.”
Sandra had the controller already, thumb poised, eyes on the screen like she was reviewing an op briefing. “Which button’s fire again?”
“Same as always.” Sera nudged her knee. “A for action. B for bravery. Or something.”
Valerie tilted her head just enough to glance toward the TV, the soft flicker of pixelated zombies starting to swarm across a cul-de-sac. “Remind me again why we’re not letting you win tonight?”
Sera didn’t look back, but her smirk was audible. “Because I don’t need to be let.”
The level kicked in. Water pistols blasted. Cheerleaders screamed. Judy smiled quietly as the chaos unfolded across the screen, but she didn’t move. Her arm stayed where it was around Valerie’s shoulders, the soft weight of her wife tucked in close, one leg drawn up on the couch.
The only sound outside was the wind shifting again against the screen door, that soft hush of lake breeze threading through the house. Inside, the glow from the television bounced faintly off the picture frames on the shelf, the ones with slightly faded ink dates and sharp-cornered memories.
Valerie closed her eyes for a second not to sleep, just that stillness she only let herself have when Judy was near and the world didn’t need her for anything else. “If they start yelling,” she whispered, “you’re getting the next round of water.”
Judy shifted just enough to press a kiss to her temple. “Only if you promise not to throw the controller when she beats the boss before you.”
“I never throw the controller,” Valerie mumbled.
“You hand it off with the energy of a woman betrayed,” Judy said, not even looking up as she leaned further into the cushions, one arm still looped loosely around Valerie.
Sera’s voice piped up mid-match. “Are you two narrating us again?”
“Just offering moral support,” Judy called back, her voice lazy but warm.
“You sound very smug for someone who refuses to play,” Sera muttered.
Valerie cracked one eye open. “That’s because she doesn’t need to. She’s already won.”
Judy hummed quietly. “Perks of being Mama.”
Sandra’s player dove across the screen, barely dodging a mutant baby. She didn’t flinch. “I’d like to thank my training, my wife, and excessive muscle memory.”
Sera held out her hand for a high-five mid-combo. “Teamwork makes the pixel blood spray.”
Valerie laughed under her breath, eyes drifting again to the way the soft light hit Judy’s jaw. The kind of light that meant they’d have to get up eventually, maybe to put the sorbet out or open the windows more. But not yet.
Judy shifted slightly, letting her cheek rest against the top of Valerie’s head. “You think they’ll last two more levels before they start arguing about weapon upgrades?”
“Two and a half,” Valerie said softly. “I’m feeling generous.”
The game chirped. Another level loaded. Somewhere, someone yelled about a trampoline.
The house stayed full, not loud, not wild, just that steady warmth that came with dinner cleaned up, comforters waiting for later, and nothing pressing but the choice between letting Sera win or pretending she didn’t already have the high score memorized.
Nothing else mattered.
Just the next wave of monsters, the weight of a familiar arm, and the kind of quiet that held everything important.
Judy’s breath moved slow against Valerie’s temple, steady and warm, the kind of rhythm that didn’t ask for anything but quiet. The screen flickered again to a pixelated explosion, an 8-bit scream, and somewhere in the din of fake carnage, Sera yelled, “I got the key!”
Sandra’s voice came right after, calm as ever. “Then unlock the door before the werewolf catches up.”
“I’m trying!” Sera’s thumb mashed the controller. “This is very high-stakes babysitting.”
Valerie didn’t even open her eyes this time. “Said the woman who once exploded a trampoline to save two cheerleaders.”
“That was tactical sacrifice,” Sera replied. “And I stand by it.”
Judy laughed quietly, just a breath against Valerie’s hair, before her arm shifted. “Alright,” she murmured, giving her a soft squeeze, “before she starts monologuing her next kill, I’m grabbing the sorbet.”
Valerie didn’t move, just tilted her head enough for their cheeks to brush. “Bring the big spoons,” she said, half-smiling.
Judy’s hand trailed along her thigh as she slid up from the couch, feet padding across the hardwood toward the kitchen. The fridge door opened with a quiet pull, and the cold light spilled briefly across the tile. Somewhere near the sink, the dish towel still hung where she’d left it, edges just brushing the counter.
Back in the living room, Valerie shifted slightly to stretch, her legs crossing under her as she glanced toward the loveseat. Sandra had leaned forward now, elbow on her knee, controller in both hands. Her face didn’t shift much, but Valerie could see it in her posture. Relaxed, dialed in. Happy.
Sera leaned into the cushions beside her, fully immersed, shirt bunched at her lower back, eyes locked on the screen like it owed her something.
Valerie exhaled quietly through her nose. The glow from the screen hit the edge of her knee, casting long, soft-edged shadows across the floor. The breeze came again through the screen door just cool enough to remind them summer was slipping slowly toward fall, but not yet. Not tonight.
Judy reappeared with the sorbet, one container in each hand. “We’ve got mango,” she said, setting them on the table with a soft thud, “and the weird lemon one you pretended not to like.”
Valerie reached without missing a beat, taking the mango and a spoon, her fingers brushing Judy’s wrist as she did. “Wasn’t pretending. It’s weird.”
Judy sat again, tugging a throw blanket over her legs, the fabric brushing Valerie’s shin as she tucked back in close. “Weird keeps you guessing,” she said, popping the lid with a soft crack. “That’s what makes it interesting.”
From the loveseat, Sera’s voice cut through the quiet. “Heads up! Sandra just found a rocket launcher.”
Valerie raised her eyebrows, spoon paused mid-air. “You gave her a rocket launcher?”
“I didn’t give her anything,” Sera said. “She found it. And I fear her now.”
Sandra didn’t look up. “As you should.”
The level dipped into darkness, the screen blinking red. A new wave of enemies swarmed the edge, and Sera let out a high, strangled laugh as her player barely dodged a wall of fire.
“You were saying?” Judy called without looking.
Sera groaned. “Okay, okay. I may have underestimated my wife.”
Valerie leaned back again, spoonful of sorbet catching the edge of the light as she lifted it. “And we all benefit.”
Outside, the wind moved again, a little slower now, brushing the screen just once before falling still.
Inside, there was nothing else waiting. Just the warmth of the room, the shared air between them, the soft curve of Judy’s leg against hers and the quiet knowing that no matter how ridiculous the game got, or how long the night stretched, everything was exactly where it should be.
The rocket launcher fired again.
The explosion on screen lit the room in a quick flash of warm pixel light, followed by a triumphant chime and a burst of limbs scattering. Sandra didn’t flinch. She just pressed forward, thumb nudging the joystick with surgical calm while Sera let out a dramatic gasp beside her.
“That was my power-up!” Sera protested, flopping sideways across the loveseat like she’d been mortally wounded. “I softened it up!”
Sandra didn’t even turn her head. “And I secured the kill. Teamwork. That’s how this works.”
Sera leaned over with mock betrayal, pointing at the screen. “You robbed me of glory.”
“You fell in a bush,” Sandra said calmly, still mid-button combo. “I adapted.”
Judy stifled a laugh against her spoon, the mango sorbet cool on her tongue, citrus and sugar cutting through the warm lull of the room. She nudged Valerie lightly with her shoulder. “I think that’s her defeated noise.”
Valerie took another bite without moving her head, resting it fully against Judy’s now. “That or she’s trying to get sympathy snacks.”
Judy tilted her chin, watching Sera reach blindly toward the end table while still sprawled across Sandra’s lap. “I’m not helping her find the sorbet spoon she kicked under the couch.”
Sera groaned. “My only weakness... slippery laminate floors.”
Sandra set her controller down just long enough to pick the spoon up herself and place it silently in Sera’s outstretched hand. Her fingers lingered there for a second, no words, just that weightless kind of affection that didn’t need to announce itself.
Valerie smiled quietly against Judy’s shoulder. “She’s got it bad.”
Judy’s voice dropped, low and soft as she tucked her feet beneath the blanket again. “Yeah. In the best way.”
Outside, the breeze didn’t come this time. The air had gone still, wrapped close around the house like it was listening. The glow from the screen flickered again, softer now, and the game’s background music dipped into a looping, slightly eerie melody that felt more nostalgic than ominous.
Sandra cleared the level with one final shot. “That was the last baby boss.”
Sera sat up slowly, spoon in her mouth, eyebrows raised like she wasn’t entirely sure whether to celebrate or feign humility. “That means we deserve dessert for real now.”
“You’re already eating dessert,” Valerie pointed out.
Sera held up the spoon solemnly. “This is reparations.”
Judy stretched her legs out and rested one ankle lightly over Valerie’s. “Next level?”
Sandra glanced at the screen, then at Sera. “Bathroom first. Then I’ll consider carrying you again.”
Sera gasped as Sandra stood, clutching the controller like betrayal had just happened in real-time. “You can’t abandon me during a boss prep sequence!”
Sandra didn’t even pause. “You just said you were defeated.”
“Metaphorically!” Sera threw her free hand in the air. “My spirit’s dramatic, not dead.”
Sandra passed behind the couch, brushing her hand once across Valerie’s shoulder as she went. “Then stay metaphorical for sixty seconds.”
Valerie chuckled, and Judy leaned forward enough to set the mango container on the table, her fingers briefly brushing Sera’s as she passed by.
“Don’t get too comfortable,” Judy said, letting her fingers drift along Valerie’s arm. “I might make you both switch to Donkey Kong Country after this.”
Sera groaned, not looking away from the screen. “You wouldn’t.”
Valerie smiled into Judy’s shoulder, voice low. “Last time she rage-paused in the minecart level and refused to unpause the game for ten minutes.”
Sera pointed the controller vaguely in their direction. “That was a tactical emotional reset.”
The quiet that followed wasn’t silence; it was filled with the low hum of the screen, the soft creak of wood as Sandra walked down the hall, the gentle shift of cushions as Judy pulled the blanket higher across their legs. The kind of quiet that lives between laughter and sleep.
Valerie reached for her water glass without leaving Judy’s side, fingertips grazing condensation as she lifted it for a slow sip. “They’ll be arguing about Mario Kart strategy before the night's over.”
Judy leaned in again, her voice close, near her ear. “And you’ll pretend not to love it.”
Valerie smiled, low and real. “No pretending.”
From the hall, the bathroom door clicked softly, and in the next moment, the level reloaded.
The screen blinked blue, then rolled into gray as the next stage loaded cracked tombstones and scrolling fog filling the edges of the cul-de-sac. A tinny thunderclap hit like someone slapping a metal sheet backstage.
Sera squinted at the screen from her spot on the rug. “Atmosphere level: haunted soup kitchen,” she declared. Her voice stayed playful, pitched low enough not to break the room’s quiet.
Valerie nudged her foot beneath the blanket until it tapped lightly against Judy’s ankle.
Judy wrapped her foot around Valerie’s while looking at Sera. “You’re just scared of the lawn gnomes.”
“They bite,” Sera whispered, deadly serious.
From the hallway, Sandra returned quietly, her steps soft against the floorboards. She moved like she’d always lived here, shoulder brushing the archway on her way back in. Without a word, she dropped onto the loveseat again, shifting Sera’s knees until they settled against her thigh. The controller reclaimed. Thumb already hovering.
“You pause during a boss,” Sandra said calmly, “you handle the gnomes solo.”
Sera groaned. “That’s cruel and unusual.”
“You’ll live,” Sandra murmured, already guiding her pixel-self past the first cracked grave.
Valerie didn’t shift much just enough to turn her head slightly toward Judy, the side of her red hair falling across her cheek until Judy’s fingers tucked it back behind her ear.
“You want the rest of the blanket?” Judy asked, voice low, the kind of warmth that lived between habit and affection.
Valerie shook her head faintly, her cheek brushing Judy’s shoulder. “Just you.”
Judy kissed her hair once, barely a breath. “You got me.”
The graveyard track kicked into its synth rhythm, fast-paced and clunky, like someone running in rubber boots through a haunted house. On-screen, Sera’s character got tackled by a shadowy toddler. She yelped and threw a pillow dramatically at her own lap.
“Okay! No one warned me the undead daycare was open.”
Sandra didn’t blink. “Use your potions.”
“You have potions?” Valerie asked, just loud enough to be heard across the cushion gap.
Sera pointed dramatically. “I earned them. Through pain.”
“She looted them from a crashed popsicle truck,” Sandra corrected.
“It was a legitimate salvage,” Sera shot back.
Judy just shook her head, smirking. “This is why I don’t play.”
“You’re missing art,” Sera muttered, diving behind a pixel hedge.
“You’re missing half your health bar,” Sandra noted, calmly tossing a soda grenade into the next crypt.
The round of laughter that followed wasn’t loud. It didn’t have to be. It settled into the beams, the cushions, the places in the walls where laughter always lingered a little longer.
Outside, a single moth tapped against the screen door. Inside, the glow from the game softened just a little, as the level drifted into dusk. They played on.
Sandra leaned a little more into Sera’s side, one knee bent up on the couch now. Valerie tucked her bare feet closer beneath her, her fingers curling lightly around Judy’s wrist where it rested near her ribs.
The air had cooled by then, but none of them noticed.
They were home, and the monsters on the screen were just pixels.
The graveyard level dragged into a looping maze of fences and flickering streetlamps, the kind that flickered in rhythm with the synth track like they were coded to a haunted pulse. On screen, the sky was static-gray and unchanging, the kind of visual that wore into your eyes if you stared too long, but no one minded.
Sandra’s player cut left, then doubled back without a word, covering Sera’s flank as a pack of gnome-skeletons burst from a hedge.
Sera made a face like betrayal. “They weren’t even subtly placed.”
“You ran,” Sandra said, thumbing the d-pad hard right, “into the hedge.”
“Because I thought it was loot!” Sera groaned, collapsing backward until her head rested against Sandra’s thigh.
Judy shifted slightly against the couch cushions, her fingers tracing idle lines near Valerie’s ribs where the blanket dipped. She didn’t look away from the screen, but her voice came quiet, like she was narrating something only Valerie could hear. “Is this the part where she declares herself emotionally compromised?”
“She’s saving that for when she loses,” Valerie murmured, her voice close against Judy’s collarbone.
Sera raised a hand from beneath the blanket, waving vaguely in their direction. “I can hear you, you know.”
“We know,” both of them said at once.
Sandra’s thumb flicked forward. “Focus. We’re one hallway from the end.”
On-screen, lightning cracked in jagged purples. A single zombie baby with a rocket launcher burst from a window, and Sandra handled it without breaking her rhythm. Sera yelped, flailing her spoon, nearly sending it flying again. “That is not an appropriate baby loadout!”
“Talk to the developers,” Sandra replied.
The soft clatter of the spoon landing safely in the mango container didn’t even break the room’s rhythm. The moment held between clicks and laughter and half-muttered commentary. Judy’s hand never left Valerie’s side, and Valerie had stopped pretending she might move anytime soon. Her cheek stayed tucked near Judy’s shoulder, warm skin against warm cotton.
The level ended with a burst of cartoonish music and a quick results screen.
Sandra stretched one leg out, flexing her ankle with a low exhale. “Another win.”
Sera sat up straighter, mouth already forming a rebuttal. “I tanked the toaster demon.”
Sandra didn’t even glance away from the screen. “You tanked it and then screamed like it stole your lunch.”
Sera gestured emphatically with her spoon. “Bravery has many sounds. Mine just happen to be louder and slightly more high-pitched.”
Valerie smiled lazily, not bothering to open her eyes yet. “So does losing.”
Judy kissed her hair again, just once. “She’s winding up.”
Sera stood, brushing invisible crumbs off her jeans like she was preparing for trial. She turned toward the couch, eyes narrowed.
“Alright, Mom,” she said slowly, voice full of intent. “Let’s settle this the only way our family knows how.”
Valerie finally opened one eye. “Oh no.”
Sera pointed dramatically. “Mario Kart. You. Me. Rainbow Road. No bumpers.”
Valerie groaned softly, the kind that sat somewhere between affection and pre-emptive regret. “You just want to watch me crash into space.”
Judy gave her side a squeeze under the blanket. “She gets that from you.”
Sera was already reaching for the controller drawer, foot nudging Sandra’s knee as she dropped onto the rug again. “No coaching from the couch, Mama. That’s sabotage.”
“I’m not coaching anyone,” Judy said, her voice low, amused. “I’m observing with judgment.”
Valerie shifted, the weight of comfort making it harder than it needed to be. Her bare feet brushed against the cool floor as she slid out from under the blanket, the warmth of Judy’s side lingering across her skin like a second layer she didn’t want to leave behind. Judy’s hand stayed on her hip for a moment longer before slipping away.
“You sure?” Judy murmured, a touch quieter. “You don’t have to prove anything.”
Valerie stood, joints popping softly, then leaned in just enough to press a kiss to Judy’s temple. “It’s not about proving. It’s about reminding her who made her.”
From the floor, Sera let out a groan. “That is exactly what this is about and I’m not scared.”
Sandra reached for the second controller and offered it up wordlessly. Her expression didn’t shift, but her eyes flicked toward Valerie, equal parts amused and invested.
Valerie accepted it, then nodded toward the loveseat. “Scoot or I’m sitting on someone.”
Sandra didn’t flinch. “Wouldn’t be the first time.”
Sera scrambled forward on the rug, clearing a spot like a battlefield medic prepping triage. “Couch is for quitters. The floor is for champions.”
“I’m thirty-four,” Valerie said, dropping onto the loveseat beside Sandra. “My back doesn’t know what a champion is anymore.”
“You’ll be fine,” Judy called from the couch, resettling into the blanket like she hadn’t just lost her wife to digital warfare. “Just remember who still has the sorbet.”
Valerie adjusted the controller in her hands. “Motivation received.”
The game booted up with a cheerful chime, menus flicking past like old-school neon signage. Rainbow Road shimmered into view. Sera chose her kart with swift fingers and a tiny, satisfied hum.
“You ready?” she asked, glancing sideways like the screen was just a formality.
Valerie didn’t answer. Not right away. She was already tightening her grip, posture shifting. Focus settled in behind freckled cheekbones and a smirk that hadn’t aged a day since the first time they’d played this match ten years ago in a motel lobby during a fuel delay.
Then she tilted her head just enough to meet her daughter’s eyes.
“Starshine,” she said, voice smooth and steady, “I’m about to lap you.”
Sera gasped like it was a personal betrayal. “You take that back.”
Sandra reached for the blanket edge and pulled it up onto her lap. “She really won’t.”
From the couch, Judy just smiled, tucking her legs under the blanket again, warm and untouched by war. “And so it begins.”
The countdown flashed across the screen.
Three.
Two.
One.
The track burst to life in a flicker of gold, engines screaming into the curve of Rainbow Road.
No one spoke.There were quick exhales, the tap of buttons, the sudden pitch of a kart spinning off into space, and Sera’s half-muffled “That was sabotage!” as she tried to recover.
The room filled with the hum of motion boost pads lighting like fireworks, tires skimming the edge of danger, the whiplash sound of someone getting hit with a red shell just before the shortcut.
Valerie leaned forward slightly, eyes fixed, jaw set in quiet determination. Sera's posture had gone full mission-mode, elbows tight, shoulders squared.
Judy didn’t move from the couch, but her gaze never left the screen, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. Sandra shifted just enough to bump her knee against Sera’s in a wordless gesture that might’ve meant “good luck” or “watch your drift.”
Somewhere between the first drop and the third banana peel, the house stopped feeling like walls and windows.
It was just connection laughter held in check, memories stitched into the fabric of every seat cushion, and breath shared between people who never needed to ask where they belonged.
The second lap kicked in with a sharp turn and a blur of star trails. Sera leaned so far forward it looked like she might try steering with her whole body, her tongue caught just slightly between her teeth.
Valerie didn’t shift much, just one knee angled high, hands loose on the controller, posture relaxed in that exact way that made her dangerous. The kind of calm that meant she knew every corner by muscle memory. Judy stayed curled on the couch, her arm resting where Valerie had been before she moved, a blanket still half-draped over her legs, watching with quiet amusement.
“Whoever dropped that banana,” Sandra murmured from her spot on the floor, “you’re officially on my list.”
“That was me,” Sera said, a little too proud.
Sandra didn’t blink. “List updated.”
Valerie drifted the curve hard, a soft smirk pulling at her lips as she passed the checkpoint. “You know,” she said without looking, “back in my day, the red shell was the devil.”
Judy called from the couch, voice dry. “Still is.”
A beat later, Sera howled. “Why is it always me!”
“Because you’re in first,” Valerie offered casually, not even looking up.
Sera whipped around in place, arms flailing. “That shouldn’t matter! Mother’s love is supposed to transcend rankings!”
Judy laughed taking a bite of sorbet, her dark brown eyes catching the way the light from the screen lit Valerie’s freckled cheek. “Not on Rainbow Road, it doesn’t.”
Sandra leaned closer to Sera, not touching, just watching her hands on the controller. “You keep drifting too early.”
“I’m compensating for the chaos of betrayal,” Sera muttered.
Valerie snorted softly. “Maybe you should compensate by hitting the boost.”
Judy leaned her head against the back cushion, smiling like the whole thing was a play she’d seen a hundred times and still loved. “This is what she lives for.”
“Victory?” Valerie asked, glancing briefly toward her.
Judy shook her head. “The drama.”
Rainbow Road dipped. Karts soared over the void, stars flashing beneath them like the sky had turned upside down. Sera landed just off the track and screamed into a throw pillow. “Sabotage! Again!”
Sandra didn’t move. “You jumped too early.”
Sera twisted the controller in her hands, eyes still locked on the screen. “I jumped when the spirits moved me,” she said, like it was the only logical answer left in the universe.
Valerie crossed the finish line with a soft chime, her kart drifting sideways in a flash of pixel fire. She didn’t gloat. Just let the controller settle in her lap and glanced toward Sera with a slow blink.
Judy stretched, the blanket falling to her calves. “Well?”
Sera dropped her head back against the loveseat cushion, lips twisted in theatrical pain. “I was robbed.”
Valerie set the controller down with theatrical care, then turned, already stepping back toward the couch. “One race. That was the deal.”
Judy tilted her spoon slightly in greeting. “And you upheld it with honor.”
Sera threw her hands up. “Barely! That red shell was an act of war.”
“You bumped me off the edge,” Valerie said calmly, sinking beside Judy again. “Justice was served.”
Sandra stretched, rolling her neck once before joining Sera on the rug again. “Think that was a tactical emotional reset?”
Judy answered before Valerie could. “Nah. That was a warning shot.”
Valerie let her head fall back against Judy’s shoulder, fingers brushing her wrist under the blanket. “Next one’s the missile.”
Behind them, the screen faded to the player's results, and for a moment, the whole room glowed with that soft blue light, just enough to feel like the stars outside had crept in for a closer look.
The results screen dimmed, and the soft hum of the console’s menu music filled the space like a low tide rolling back in. Judy’s breath warmed the curve of Valerie’s neck, her chin resting gently in the crook where the shoulder met the collarbone. One of her hands still curled beneath the blanket near Valerie’s hip, thumb tracing idle lines she didn’t seem to notice.
On the floor, Sandra reached forward and picked up the controller. Her fingers wrapped around it like it was familiar, not precious something she trusted. She leaned her shoulder just slightly into Sera’s, her voice quiet but edged with challenge. “Alright, Firebird,” she said, nudging her, “let’s see if you can beat me.”
Sera blinked, sitting up straighter. “Oh, we’re doing this?”
Sandra’s eyebrow lifted, the corner of her mouth curling like she’d already seen the ending. “Unless you’re still recovering from Rainbow Road.”
Sera turned, crossing her legs under her like she was settling into a sparring ring. “Please. I was born recovering from Rainbow Road.”
Valerie smirked from the couch, one hand brushing a strand of pink hair off Judy’s shoulder. “That’s not the brag you think it is.”
“It is,” Sera declared, “if I make it one.”
Sandra thumbed through the track selection with practiced ease, eyes scanning across the options without needing to linger. “Jungle Parkway.”
Sera narrowed her eyes. “I see how it is. Targeting my weaknesses.”
“You picked the last track,” Sandra reminded her, not even glancing away from the screen.
Sera muttered something about conspiracy and bananas but didn’t argue. Her hand came up to settle on Sandra’s knee, brief, just grounding them both for a second before slipping back to her own lap.
Judy tilted her head against Valerie, just enough to speak without breaking the quiet. “You think she’s gonna take the shortcut this time?”
“She always does,” Valerie murmured. “She just doesn’t always survive it.”
Sera adjusted her grip on the controller, cracked her knuckles, then pointed without looking back. “Any further commentary from the peanut gallery will be met with drifting retaliation.”
Judy smiled, not at the threat but at the familiar cadence of it. “So noted.”
The race began. Tires squealed. The screen burst into color again thick vines, snapping bridges, flickering torches lining the track in uneven light. Jungle sounds and drums pulsed under the game audio, low and rhythmic like a heartbeat just beneath the surface.
Sandra’s kart took the lead early, drifting tight around the first curve, a green shell spinning neatly in her wake. Sera followed hard behind, reckless and fast, already hitting the boost pad like it owed her money.
Valerie turned her face slightly, cheek brushing the curve of Judy’s shoulder, her voice a breath more than a question. “Think we should step in?”
Judy’s fingers traced a slow line beneath the blanket, just over Valerie’s thigh. “Only if one of them rage-quits.”
From the floor came a sudden, startled yelp. “Who put that tree there?!” Sera shouted, as if it had ambushed her.
Sandra didn’t flinch. “Nature.”
Valerie didn’t even open her eyes, just let a smile pull at the corner of her mouth, her world narrowed now to Judy’s steady breath and the rhythm of the buttons below. Her hand curled lightly against Judy’s ribs, just enough pressure to stay tethered.
On screen, the shortcut loomed a broken edge over water, a tight leap impossible to judge without muscle memory. Sera’s kart angled sharp, speed building as if she could jump into perfection.
A bounce, a wobble, then wheels caught again. Sera didn’t breathe for a second. Neither did anyone else.
Judy’s hand reached for the blanket, pulling it snug again over their legs, her voice low near Valerie’s temple. “She made it.”
Valerie exhaled through a smile. “For now.”
The track narrowed into the final stretch. Vines blurred past, torches flickered along the sides in rhythmic sync with the music jungle drums, pixel thunder, every beat like a countdown that didn’t care who was listening.
The house didn’t fill with noise. It just held the hush before a drop. The tension in Sera’s shoulders and the way Sandra leaned slightly forward, laser-focused. The warmth of Judy’s hand that was still brushing against Valerie’s. The sound of Sera’s foot tapping the rug each time she banked a turn like it might help the kart steer.
There wasn’t a crowd. Just two on the floor, two on the couch, and a race that somehow felt like more than that.
All the while, the room stayed wrapped in low light and steady breath.
Sandra didn’t blink as the final bend came into view, just adjusted her grip, thumb smooth across the d-pad, her movements precise, measured. She didn’t speed up, and didn't need to.
Sera leaned forward like she could will her kart faster, elbows tight to her sides, jaw set. “You’re not pulling that vine skip trick again.”
Sandra’s voice came quiet, even. “Then stay ahead of me.”
Valerie shifted slightly, just enough for her knee to brush against Judy’s beneath the blanket. “They’re locked in now.”
Judy didn’t respond right away. She was watching the screen, but her hand hadn’t moved from Valerie’s. Her thumb rubbed slowly across the back of it, grounding. “Sera’s doing better,” she said finally, soft and a little proud.
“She’s not overcorrecting anymore,” Valerie added, her voice low. “She’s trusting the drift.”
Judy smiled faintly. “She learned that from you.”
A burst of light on the screen. A red shell. The last lap clocked in.
Sera let out a hiss of breath through her teeth. “Alright, alright. I’m still in this.”
Sandra didn’t answer. She just took the corner clean, her kart a blur against the edge of the cliffside track. One mistake would’ve sent her over, but there wasn’t one.
Behind them, the room stayed wrapped in low golden shadows, the blue light from the TV catching just enough in the glass frames on the far shelf to reflect back small, soft ghosts of every photo Valerie holding her guitar in one. Judy wearing her BD wreath in another. A younger Sera, grinning wide, chin resting on Sandra’s shoulder. All of it quietly watching.
Valerie leaned back into Judy again, her hand resting just below the blanket. “Think she’s got it?”
Judy’s head tilted slightly, a quiet hum caught at the edge of her breath. “She’s close.”
The finish line edged closer bright pixel white against the neon blur of the track.
Sera’s kart lunged forward, engine shrieking in 16-bit desperation.
Sandra didn’t rush. She just leaned into the last drift, smooth and certain.
A banana spin. A flick of sparks.
Both karts hit the line in the same breath.
The room held still.
Even the sound cut out for a second just the soft whir of the fan and the hush of lake wind against the screen door.
Then Sera burst into a yell that was part celebration, part disbelief. “I did it!”
Sandra arched an eyebrow at the screen. “Photo finish.”
“You mean glorious finish,” Sera corrected, throwing her hands in the air.
Valerie chuckled quietly, her body still relaxed against Judy’s. “You gonna make a speech?”
Sera turned, emerald eyes bright. “I would like to thank my wife, my chaotic driving instincts, and the banana peel that saved my dignity.”
Sandra leaned back onto her hands, gaze calm but content. “You earned that one.”
Judy’s voice came soft again. “She really did.”
Outside, the wind finally stirred again, brushing along the screen door. The scent of the lake slipped in with its damp wood, distant moss, the faint trace of pine warmed by the last light of day.
Inside, the glow from the TV faded back to the menu screen. No one moved to change it yet.
Judy shifted first, her head tilting until it rested lightly against Valerie’s. “Think we should tell them there’s one more container of sorbet in the back of the freezer?”
Valerie smiled, voice soft against her skin. “Only if we want to hear the victory dance.”
Sera had already picked up the controller again. “Round two?”
Sandra took it without hesitation. “You’re on.”
The house settled again. Not still, but steady. Warmth in the cushions. Familiar weight in the quiet. Everything exactly where it needed to be.
The rematch kicked off with less fanfare and more muscle memory Sera and Sandra already locked in before the countdown even started. Their hands moved in tandem, barely a flick of hesitation between drift and dodge.
Valerie stayed curled under the blanket, her cheek brushing against the soft knit of Judy’s tank top as she tucked herself in closer. Judy didn’t shift, just let her arm fall naturally along Valerie’s side again, fingers tracing the ridge of her ribs through the fabric like they were mapping a path they already knew.
Sera’s kart barrel-rolled off a ramp. “Okay, that one was tactical.”
Sandra, completely unfazed, took the shortcut beneath. “That one was predictable.”
Valerie exhaled a slow breath, not quite a laugh. “They’re gonna be at this all night.”
“Mmhmm,” Judy murmured, her thumb brushing just under the edge of Valerie’s tank top. “But you’re not moving.”
“Didn’t plan on it,” Valerie said softly.
Outside, the lake let out a low ripple, not quite a wave, just the kind of soft lapping against the dock that happened when the wind caught the trees just right. The air had shifted again cooler now, threading through the screen door with a faint smell of pine and something sweeter, like leftover mango and cotton from a blanket left sun-warmed by the window.
On the rug, Sera leaned forward, tongue caught in the corner of her mouth again as she launched a shell with unnecessary force. “Yes! Eat a green shell, you ghost pirate!”
Judy’s brow ticked up. “That’s not even the right game.”
Sera didn’t look back. “It’s the right energy.”
Sandra cleared the jump, her kart steady. “That’s all that matters.”
Valerie’s hand drifted lower along Judy’s side, not seeking anything just presence. The reassurance that they were still here, still wrapped up in this strange, quiet normal that didn’t have to mean anything except exactly what it was. A blanket ,and a couch. The hum of a game console and the people they loved close enough to feel, but far enough to still miss in small, beautiful ways.
“I think I’ve officially lost track of the score,” Judy murmured, her voice soft against the hush of the room.
Valerie didn’t answer right away, just leaned in, letting her lips graze the line of Judy’s jaw. “Doesn’t matter,” she whispered.
Judy’s breath caught for half a second, then softened. “It never really does, huh?”
Valerie’s smile curved against her skin. “Nope. We already won.”
The game chirped again another level, another banana, another muffled groan from Sera and a deadpan response from Sandra. The night didn’t end. It just breathed around them.
The race ended with another tie at least according to Sera, who refused to acknowledge Sandra’s half-kart lead at the finish line. The screen faded back to the menu, soft blue and gold glow flickering against the rug and casting stretched shadows across the floor.
Sera stretched with a groan that was more theatrical than strained, arms up, back arched, one foot nudging the edge of the controller. “I’m claiming that last tub of sorbet,” she announced, like it was a declaration of conquest.
Sandra didn’t move. “Didn’t you already have half of it earlier?”
“That was pre-race sustenance,” Sera said, already halfway to the kitchen. “This is a victory dessert.”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes. “I thought we all already won.”
“She means she won dessert,” Judy added, fingers still brushing softly along Valerie’s side. She hadn’t shifted much, just enough to press a kiss into the curve of Valerie’s shoulder, her breath warming skin.
From the kitchen, the soft pop of the freezer door echoed faintly. Then a rustle.“Found it!”
Sandra leaned forward without a word, grabbing the controller as the Mario Kart logo faded. A flick of the joystick, a few taps. The familiar startup jingle of Super Mario RPG filled the room slightly fuzzy through the old speakers, warm in its nostalgia.
Valerie smiled without opening her eyes. “You’re switching genres without a vote?”
Sandra shrugged one shoulder. “Strategic reset. No more banana warfare.”
Judy exhaled a soft laugh, curling a little deeper under the blanket. “You just want a break from Sera’s sound effects.”
Sandra didn’t deny it.
Sera reappeared in the doorway, tub of mango sorbet in one hand, spoon already in the other. “We’re playing RPGs now?” she asked between mouthfuls.
Sandra glanced up, completely calm. “Only way to see if you’ve still got puzzle-solving stamina.”
“Challenge accepted,” Sera said, flopping back onto the rug with a content sigh and a mouthful of sorbet. “But I’m not sharing.”
“That’s fine,” Sandra said. “You’ll hit a wall mid-boss and offer it up for trade.”
Valerie stretched her leg slightly beneath the blanket, the movement brushing gently against Judy’s. “They’ll be up another two hours.”
Judy hummed in agreement, fingertips smoothing through the edge of Valerie’s red hair again. “You say that like it’s a problem.”
Valerie tilted her chin up just enough to kiss her jaw. “It’s not.”
The game loaded, 16-bit characters bouncing into view, bright music tumbling across the speakers. On the screen, Mario jumped.
On the rug, Sera did too then yelped as she dropped a spoonful of sorbet on her leg.
Sandra handed her a napkin without looking away from the screen.
The house wasn't quiet. It breathed. Warm air through the open window. A flicker of game light painting familiar walls. The kind of calm that only came when the people you loved were within arm’s reach, and nothing else was asking anything of you.
Just time, and one more level.
The game’s intro cutscene rolled, old-school charm flickering in bright reds and bouncing notes, but Sera was only half-watching more focused on scraping another perfect curve of sorbet from the side of the tub. She sat cross-legged now, the container balanced in her lap, spoon clinking softly each time it dipped. Her emerald eyes tracked the characters on screen, but her focus pulsed in and out, rhythm guided more by the sound of Sandra’s voice than the actual dialogue.
Sandra adjusted the controller in her hands, skipping through the tutorial screens with calm familiarity. “We’re speedrunning the first area. No flower picking.”
Sera blinked. “But that’s where the extra healing items are.”
“You won’t need them,” Sandra said, not smug, just certain.
Sera narrowed her eyes and took a slow bite of sorbet. “I’m watching you.”
“Please do,” Sandra replied, deadpan as she lined up the first timed jump with pixel-perfect ease.
On the couch, the blanket had shifted down Valerie’s shoulder, slipping enough for Judy to adjust it without thinking, only tucking it softly back into place. Valerie’s arm was still folded along Judy’s waist, her fingertips curled into the edge of her tank top, the skin-to-fabric comfort like a tether.
“Do you ever notice she talks more during strategy games?” Judy murmured, lips close enough to catch against the edge of Valerie’s ear.
Valerie smiled faintly, eyes still mostly closed. “She monologues. It’s part of her process.”
Another clink of spoon. Sera spoke again without looking back. “I heard that.”
Judy leaned her head sideways, resting against Valerie’s. “We meant for you to.”
Sandra’s voice remained steady, her focus unbroken. “Quiet. I’m rescuing the Chancellor.”
Valerie chuckled under her breath and didn’t move, just pressed closer, feeling the steady thrum of Judy’s breathing where their bodies met.
Outside, the sky had shifted fully into its evening skin indigo fading along the horizon, stars just beginning to edge into view beyond the treetops. The screen door let in a faint draft now, the kind that smelled like wet earth and pine needles, the aftertaste of sunset.
Sera glanced sideways at Sandra, lowering her voice like the game couldn’t hear her. “You’re doing all the fights?”
Sandra nodded. “You’re on inventory and snark.”
Sera smirked. “The two things I was born for.”
The old console hummed gently beneath the TV stand, warm from hours of gameplay. Somewhere behind it, a power strip clicked faintly as the fridge kicked back on with a soft sigh. Every sound was small, but none of it was empty. It filled the room the way light filled corners just by being there, quiet and steady.
Valerie brushed her thumb against Judy’s forearm, a slow, idle gesture. “We’re not getting up anytime soon, are we?”
Judy shook her head slightly. “Not unless the power cuts out.”
“Even then,” Valerie murmured, “we’d probably wait it out.”
Judy smiled, and this time, she didn’t say anything. Just kissed her freckled cheek, then settled in.
On-screen, the boss music began to build retro horns and digital percussion rising. Sera shifted upright on the rug like it was a real challenge. Sandra’s hand didn’t waver on the controller.
Valerie didn’t look up, but she knew how it would go.
Just like always.
Someone would win. Someone would declare emotional sabotage. Someone would argue about turn order or loot drops or whether or not an imaginary sword counted as canon.
None of it would matter, because the night was long, and the stars were out, and every part of the blankets, sorbet, games, and laughter was theirs.
No save file required.
The battle ended with a fanfare of 16-bit trumpets and an oversized victory pose from the party leader, pixel arms raised in triumph as the background faded to black. Sera clinked her spoon against the side of the nearly empty tub and gave it a solemn nod. “This victory was sponsored by mango sorbet and unearned confidence.”
Sandra didn’t look away from the screen. “And carried entirely by my timed hits.”
“You make it sound like I didn’t contribute,” Sera said, licking the last trace of sorbet from her spoon with deliberate offense.
Sandra paused just long enough to glance at her. “You insulted the enemy’s haircut.”
Sera didn’t blink. “It was strategic psychological warfare.”
“That was a talking mushroom.”
Sera scoffed, still tapping the controller. “And a bad haircut’s still a bad haircut.”
From the couch, Valerie laughed softly into Judy’s shoulder. Her voice came low, warm. “She’s been like this since the first time she lost at a Memory Match game.”
Judy smirked, her thumb brushing along Valerie’s forearm again. “And she’s only gotten more theatrical with age.”
“Don’t think we ever had a chance,” Valerie murmured, nestling deeper under the blanket. “She was always going to be the loudest one in the room.”
Sera turned, pointing her spoon like a scepter. “I am right here, you know.”
Valerie didn’t move. “We know.”
The pause between dialogue and the next game screen was filled with a different kind of quiet now the hush of evening settling its weight fully into the corners of the house. The glow from the TV seemed gentler, cast low across the carpet and furniture like it knew the day had softened.
Sandra flipped through the game menu, her thumb steady even as Sera pressed closer beside her. “Do you want to save or keep going?”
Sera shrugged, spoon finally set aside. “I mean… we’ve got sorbet in our veins and the night’s young.”
Sandra didn’t hesitate, just nodded once, voice even. “Mid-boss dungeon it is.”
The cursor clicked forward.
Judy’s fingers moved slowly along the seam of Valerie’s shorts, thumb brushing once over the fabric like it wasn’t a thought, just habit. She shifted slightly, letting her arm drape lower until her palm rested warm against Valerie’s thigh. “You think Sera’s always been that dramatic?”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes, just breathed in, the motion of it brushing her cheek against Judy’s collarbone. “Not always.”
Judy’s gaze drifted toward the rug, where Sera’s voice rose again under the background music. Her fingers traced gently up, brushing beneath the hem of Valerie’s tank top, then back down again. “When’d it start?”
Valerie smiled against her shoulder, small and slow. “When she figured out that she could make us laugh.”
Judy let her forehead rest lightly against Valerie’s red hair, lips near her temple. “Twelve years old, arms crossed, daring anyone to move first.”
“She did,” Valerie whispered. “Right into the family she needed.”
Judy’s breath caught softly just for a second before she let it out slowly. Her hand found Valerie’s beneath the blanket again, fingers lacing through. “And into ours.”
The menu music looped once more familiar, gentle, a lullaby for the game-worn, and still, no one moved to turn the volume down.
Sera shifted again on the rug, legs stretching long until one heel nearly clipped Sandra’s controller. “Okay. But after this dungeon, we’re playing Mario Kart again.”
Sandra angled her head slightly, barely glancing away from the screen. “You want another loss tonight?”
Sera grinned without shame. “I want vengeance.”
“Same thing,” Sandra said, dry.
From the couch, Valerie smiled against the soft curve of Judy’s collarbone, her voice quiet. “You want to play the next race?”
Judy shook her head without opening her eyes, her arm still draped warm around Valerie’s ribs. “I’m good, mi amor. Let them wear each other out.”
The TV flickered forward. The dungeon door opened, and the night rolled on bit by pixel bit, laugh by laugh, heartbeat by heartbeat until the only score that mattered was the one that never showed up on screen.
The dungeon was cleared, then another, and another. What started as a single run turned into a quiet marathon, time bleeding through without notice as the night held steady around them. The house had shifted into full comfort now no clocks ticking loud, no lights too bright. Just the blue wash from the TV, the low hum of the console, and the layered sound of Sera and Sandra’s gameplay commentary rising and falling like gentle tidewater.
Sandra stayed focused, posture relaxed but precise, her movements exact in a way that rarely broke rhythm. Sera shifted more often, curled legs stretching and then pulling in again, her heel thumping softly against the rug each time she launched a spell or miscalculated a jump. Her voice bounced between excitement and mock rage, theatrical even when half-whispered.
They didn’t fight much anymore. Sera had fallen into a rhythm beside Sandra that was less about winning and more about showing off for the person she loved. Even when she shouted "unfair boss mechanics" or accused the game of cheating, it was all part of a language they spoke fluently, backlit by pixels and shared smiles.
On the couch, Valerie hadn't said much in a while.
She'd shifted just once or twice, enough to get comfortable again, her legs tucked beneath the blanket and her body still curved into Judy’s side. Her head rested just beneath Judy’s collarbone now, lips parted slightly, breath slow and even. She hadn’t fallen asleep exactly, but her body had started to sink deeper, limbs soft, jaw slack, one hand still lazily tangled with Judy’s beneath the cover.
Judy didn’t move either.
Her fingers traced slow, absent patterns along Valerie’s arm, just beneath the edge of her tank top. She wasn’t watching the screen anymore. Her gaze had drifted between the light flickers on the wall and the shape of Valerie beside her freckles just visible in the dim, the curve of a cheek against her shoulder, the subtle shift of breath that told her when Valerie was on the edge of sleep.
Outside, the lake brushed against the dock again. The rhythm of it had gone softer with the drop in wind, no longer lapping so much as pressing up against the wood in slow, sleepy pushes. The smell of damp pine filtered through the open screen, mixing with the lingering citrus of the now-forgotten sorbet container still resting on the table. Somewhere far off, a nightbird called once and didn’t repeat itself.
Sandra was still clearing floors. Sera had switched roles to support, her voice quieter now, barely a murmur as she monitored spells and hit points. They sat closer than before, shoulders touching, one of Sera’s legs now tucked casually over Sandra’s. No one had commented on the time.
Judy leaned down a little, her voice low enough to match the hush of the room. “Are you ready to turn in?”
Valerie didn’t open her eyes, but her hand gave a small squeeze against Judy’s. “Yeah,” she murmured, voice heavy with that warm, half-dreaming slur. “I just didn’t wanna move first.”
Judy smiled and kissed her cheek, slow and careful, her lips lingering there like they were marking a pause, not an end. “We can move together.”
Valerie hummed something soft in response, not a word, just sound. The kind you make when you’re already halfway to sleep but still listening.
The blanket slipped from Judy’s lap in a soft whisper of fabric. She reached for Valerie’s hand without thinking, fingers weaving slow and familiar. The two of them rose as one, the couch creaking gently as their weight left it behind, the warm indentation still holding their shape.
Sera didn’t look up from the screen, but she leaned back into Sandra’s shoulder like she could feel the shift in the room’s rhythm. Another menu screen loaded a flash of stats, an inventory wheel barely noticeable under the quiet sound of Valerie stepping closer, bare feet brushing the rug.
“Alright, Starshine,” Valerie said, her voice soft, a little raspy from the edge of sleep, “we’re heading in. Try not to stay up ‘til the screen burns in.”
Sera finally looked over, and even in the dim light, her smile curved easy. “No promises.”
Valerie leaned in, hand resting light on her daughter’s head, brushing a few strands of red hair back with her thumb. “Love you,” she whispered, and there was no rush behind it, just a warmth that had nowhere else to be.
Sera tilted her head into the touch. “Love you too, Mom.”
Judy gave Sandra a small smile as she passed, brushing a hand along her upper arm. “Love you too, Moonlight,” she murmured. “Try to keep her from rewriting the laws of game physics.”
Sandra’s reply was steady, amused. “I’ll do my best.”
“Not that she listens,” Judy added over her shoulder.
“I heard that!” Sera called.
Valerie smirked, already moving down the hallway, Judy still at her side.
The living room remained lit in that soft blue glow, voices fading to the hush of the bedroom door easing shut. The quiet that followed didn’t feel like absence; it felt held. The kind that only existed when the last word of the day was love, and there was nothing more urgent than the way a house breathed once the lights dimmed.
The hallway was dim, but they didn’t bother turning on the light. It didn’t feel needed. Their steps were slow, bare feet quiet against the old wood floor, the faint glow from the living room still brushing behind them in soft pulses.
Judy’s fingers stayed curled around Valerie’s the whole way down, not like a grip just tethered. Like she'd forget how to walk if she let go now.
As they reached the bedroom, Valerie pushed the door open with her shoulder, the motion slow and familiar. The room greeted them like it always did soft, quiet, faint traces of lake air woven into the fabric of the blankets. One lamp by the bed still glowed low, casting just enough amber light to catch the shimmer along the edge of Judy’s lotus tattoo when she stepped in.
Valerie let go of her hand only long enough to brush the door shut behind them.
Judy sat on the bed first, the mattress dipping under her as she folded one leg up, then tugged the other with a tired little huff. She was still in her cotton shorts and that worn tank top neck slightly stretched, shoulder strap slipping low as if the fabric was just as relaxed as her.
Valerie didn’t sit yet. She stood in the quiet for a beat, then pulled her shirt over her head, the motion slow and half-lazy, her freckles catching the warm light across her bare shoulders. She tossed the shirt onto the chair in the corner, then padded around the edge of the bed, letting the blanket slide back before climbing in beside Judy.
The weight of the mattress shifted, the comforter whispering over their legs. Judy reached for her again without a word, and Valerie didn’t resist. She curled close, head fitting beneath Judy’s chin like it belonged there.
Judy’s hand found the small of her back, palm warm. “You okay?” she asked, voice nearly breathing, more warmth than words.
Valerie just nodded, her own hand brushing along the hem of Judy’s tank. “Yeah.”
Judy’s lips pressed to her temple, soft. “You sure?”
Valerie let her eyes close, fingers splaying lightly against Judy’s ribs. “You ever get that thing,” she murmured, “where everything’s fine, but you still feel like you don’t wanna move? Like if you move, it’ll all stop feeling this good?”
Judy’s breath eased out slowly against her hair. “Every time you’re in my arms.”
Neither of them moved for a while after that. The breeze was still just faint enough to make the curtain shift a little, like a wave brushing the edge of sleep.
In that space between the sound of the lake outside and the silence of the house around them, Judy tucked the blanket higher and pulled Valerie in just a little closer.
Judy's thumb moved slowly along Valerie’s back, tracing the gentle curve of her spine through the fabric-soft hum of the room folding in closer around them. Just the two of them curled into the quiet, shaped into the space they’d carved over years worn in the best way, like a favorite hoodie or a song that always found the right part of your chest.
She shifted slightly, just enough to press a kiss to Valerie’s temple, not quick or routine, but the kind of kiss that lingered. One that said I see you, I’m here, I’ve got you. Her lips stayed there for a breath, warm against freckled skin, before pulling back just far enough to whisper near her hairline.
“Love you, mi amor.”
Valerie’s arm slid across Judy’s waist, holding without needing to squeeze. “Love you too,” she murmured, her voice barely audible, but steady.
The room didn’t ask for more. The breeze outside was softer now, just the occasional brush of wind off the lake whispering past the window screen. Somewhere down the hall, a controller clicked muted, far-off, the sound of daughters not quite ready for sleep.
Here in this room, everything else had settled.
Judy rested her cheek against Valerie’s head, eyelids growing heavier with each inhale. Valerie’s breath matched hers slowly, rhythm syncing without effort. There wasn’t anything left to say. The words had already been lived.
The lamp flickered once, quiet and tired, before giving way to the dark.
They didn’t drift off all at once just slowly, like falling into warm water. Wrapped in each other, and everything they’d built.
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