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nsfw alphabet - forsaken headcanons

Summary:

you read the title. hopefully will include everyone (excluding anyone not legal gtfo if you want that), but certain survivors/killers are definitely getting done first based on my preferences

will mostly be getting to released characters first but i'm free to take any early requests for unreleased ones (ex: itrapped, guest666, jane doe etc) if anybody wants them!!

currently done: 007n7, shedletsky, 1x1x1x1, two time, chance, itrapped
WIP: guest 1337

NOTE: this functions as a reader x canon fic in the form of my headcanons instead of a genuine work. please note accordingly, "you" are referred to in any context of the "partner" of whichever character

Notes:

if any of you want someone done sooner rather than later, just comment and i'll start working on it if i'm not already working on one
notes: mentions of sh/suicide scars, trans 007

Chapter 1: 007n7

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

a - aftercare

he’s not too used to aftercare — college was a wild ride for him, getting around a lot. not too many people stay after a one night stand. however, he loves the sentiment and tries to take care of you and himself as often as he can. wiping you both down with a towel, cleaning the space and yourselves or sharing a bath… he finds it romantic. it’s one of his most vulnerable times when you two are alone like that, just sharing the space. he loves cuddling as well, often clinging to you afterwards.

if he can’t, he loves it when you do it. baths, getting food and water — he’ll even try his hand at a massage if he feels confident enough. 007n7 knows enough to not hurt you and it will usually feel pleasant

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

he doesn’t look at himself too much — 007n7 doesn’t like seeing the scars on his body, especially the one on his face. not only the bullet scar, but the scars on his arms. c00lkidd going missing did horrible things to his mentality, and the reminders don’t feel too nice to look at. however, on a good day, he likes his hands. not only for pleasing you, but himself. his fingers have slight callouses from all his work, but his palms are soft - naturally cold as well. the difference in texture and temperature does feels wonderful for both him and you

his favourite part of you is your midsection — stomach, shoulders, whatever. there are a few scars from everything in your life (not to mention the forsaken experience), and he finds them beautiful to look at. while his own remind him of bad times, yours only reinforce how much he loves you and how strong you were in your lifetime. now that you’re stuck here, while your wounds get healed, it seems like the worst of the marks stay for a few days. he enjoys tracing the edges of both these and your natural scars with his hand, during intimacy or cuddling - doesn’t matter.

c - cum (anything to do with it)

this man is a FREAK when it comes to your fluids (sweat, cum, spit), he loves them. not that he’d ever say that out loud, though, but you can tell. dragging his tongue along your body, oral sex, anything of that caliber. will outright whimper from your taste on the right day

007n7 would die before saying this out loud, but he also enjoys being on the receiving end — having his spend go down your throat arouses him a concerning amount. as in enough to get him going again. him fucking your throat while you hold his hips down, he finds the sensation addicting.

d - dirty secret

his horns and tail are sensitive - mostly around the base . you’re eventually going to figure this out, but accidentally brushing it once makes him stiffen immediately. near instant boner. he tries to play it off, but you can tell by observing him. next time you two are at it, you try brushing them — just a touch — he moans. and i mean loud. he also used to use his clones to masturbate when he was really desperate for relief. it was a bit odd to hear his own moans from another body’s mouth, but it became to turn him on once he did it enough.

e - experience (how much has he done it?)

not since raising c00lkidd, and it’s not like there are any times since getting forsakened either. he’s not disliked, but the survivors avoid him because of his past. however he did have more than a couple times in college — parties, alleyways, you name it. he knows how to make someone feel good, even if he’s quote “rusty”

f - favourite position

nothing specific, he’s fine with mostly anything - but he loves seeing your face. eyes closed in concentration, or your face during oral sex — whatever it is, he loves seeing the changes in your expression. eyebrows creasing, sweating, anything to let him know that you’re enjoying it. he also prefers to bottom, but wouldn't really mind topping if you asked.

g - goofy (serious, humorous? how are they in the moment?)

he tends to be nervous before you two really get going, mostly due to self doubt. thinking about what he could do, if anything he said was odd — because of this, he loves praise. but once you're fucking him it will not be the first thing on his mind

h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven?)

007n7 doesn’t mind any body hair on you, but he tries to keep himself shaved - at least near his core. thighs, genitals — usually pretty trimmed. he doesn’t mind any hair on his arms or lower legs though

i - intimacy (romance)

he loves romance — dates, slow sex, he feels much better if there’s a more intimate environment when you two are alone. the feeling it gives him, that silent thrill when he realizes what’s happening, he’s addicted to that. not to mention — his love languages include quality time, so it connects perfectly.


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

usually gets off on his fingers if he can — takes him a bit, though. usually prefers to summon a clone or ask you for any help. he doesn’t do it too often, but if he’s really desperate, sometimes multiple clones at the same time. it takes a good amount of effort to summon them, given the spectre’s interference, but he’s never felt so much at the same time. 


k - kink(s) (something specific or in general)

praise kink — on the receiving end. hearing you mumble affirmations in his ear while he’s crying your name almost makes him orgasm on the spot. “You’re doing so well…” — anything along those lines? gone. mind break. actually just dissolves on the spot. he’s kind of embarrassed of how much it arouses him. another one is marking — he doesn’t do it anywhere visible (and you don’t either), but seeing bites or hickies on himself and knowing you did that gets him hard.
again, his horns and tail. feeling you brush the base of his horns or stroke his tail for long enough almost gets him to orgasm by itself, not to mention when he’s already being fucked or stimulated otherwise.


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

somewhere private, without many people nearby — fairly easy to achieve given the nature of forsaken. he can usually ask people to stay clear for a bit without it being too awkward. when he was younger, though, he loved taking risks — that part hasn’t entirely died down… while it’s not very often, he finds it exciting if you initiate somewhere during a round or more public space in the cabins. he doesn’t do it that much himself, but if you two are alone for the majority of a round, you can usually expect him to do something. most likely a chaste kiss, but if you make it deeper he’s not complaining.


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

persistent affirmation. compliments, praise in general. not as a one off, though — he doesn't get hard from a random compliment — but if you continue, giving more and more, he’ll drink it in like a sponge. holding him in the right places — hand on the thigh, curving just towards the inner half… he gets sensitive. easily. his midsection, as well. holding your hand on his hips and waist makes him a bit fidgety.

 n - no (turn offs)

degradation. he doesn’t like it at, giving or receiving. he might try it, once, if you ask him to do it for you, but he hates being degraded himself. he wouldn’t enjoy saying anything either, even if you liked it. other than that, not anything specific, but piss/poop/vomit. not fun. he had to raise a kid for heaven’s sake, he’s done dealing with that. not to mention how gross he finds it in the first place. anything involving bodily pain is also a no


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill)

he enjoys giving oral sex. sucking you off while you grip his hair (or god forbid his horns), he loves it. he’s actually really good at it too, knows all the right ways to go. 007n7 finds it very enjoyable when you cum from it, it lets him know that he's doing well — he loves your taste, too. it’s a bonus

as for receiving, he loves it. feeling your mouth on or your tongue in him drives him insane. he has cried (in a good way) from the feeling before

p - pace (fast? slow?)

somewhere in the middle, usually. he doesn't mind going fast or slow but does generally prefer a gentler pace. it feels much more intimate to him — but if you’re both in a mood, he’ll take it rough. usually a lot more vocal when that happens too, sometimes you’ll have to hold your hand over his mouth or kiss him to shut him up. he doesn’t say anything about it but you know he finds it arousing


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

doesn’t mind them, but he prefers a slower ordeal. he won’t initiate any himself — not often, anyways — but it makes him hot under the collar when you do it. knowing that when you’re pent up, you seek him first, especially when you’re somewhere more public…

 

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

when 007n7 was younger, in college, he got around a lot. public places, alleyways, bedrooms just a little too close to a household party… that toned down a lot as he aged, but he still finds himself addicted to that sensation — the electric buzz in your stomach as you know you could get caught at any moment if you make a sound a bit too loud or go too hard… he also doesn’t mind experimenting, but he has his limits. any painplay or other sort of bodily harm — doesn’t like it, won't do it.


s - stamina

most of the survivors have pretty good stamina due to what they’re put through daily. It can be random, but 007n7 has pretty average stamina between them all — he can go for a few rounds at a time, more on a good day. prefers to not always, though. he gets tired very easily if it goes for too long, even if he can handle it.


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

not exactly — the spectre doesn’t really give the survivors any of that sort... if it exists, someone made it themselves. 007n7 is rather vanilla in that field as well. even before forsaken and when he was younger, he preferred doing it himself. if he ever did get the chance though, it would probably be pretty tame. vibrators, dildos… the like.


u - unfair (teasing)

he enjoys teasing you, to an extent. watching you squirm under his hands while he trails them down your body or featherlight touches over you — he finds it endearing, in a strange way. when you do it, though… he finds it maddening, in the best way possible. begging you to “Get on with it, please-”  — hearing himself say that shocks him sometimes, even if his brain is fogged from overstimulation


v - volume (how loud are they?)

it depends on how rough you are. you can usually expect moans, laboured breaths or whimpers


w - wildcard (random headcanon)

connects to some things earlier, but he enjoys it when you grab his horns — both in a sexual context and not. if it is during sex, expect something nearing a cry, especially if he wasn’t expecting it. if it isn’t, and it’s just to have fun — the sensation tickles him, of course, but he loves that you find him endearing enough to mess around like that. lets him know you find him lovable enough to stay, even in this purgatory that you’re all in.

x - xray (underneath clothes)

007n7 has a chubbier figure. not enough to be considered unhealthy or fat, but he still has a dad bod. he has some muscle that he picked up while caring for c00lkidd — he usually picked up jobs that involved physical labour, less hassle for his background — but he's not really toned. enough to not be completely soft though

y - yearning (sex drive)

007n7 doesn’t have too much of a sex drive himself, but he doesn’t mind if you want to have sex. he won't always feel like asking you himself, but won’t usually say no if asked. however, on the right days, you could swear he’s almost throwing himself at you. heated glances, knowing stares, and you’d swear he suppressed a moan when you held his waist. you can expect him to initiate up to a few times a month. not too often, but not rare either

z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)

it depends on how long or how rough you two were. if it was a quickie or something short, 007n7 tends to be fine afterwards. he might rest with you for a bit but he'll be active again pretty fast. if it was a longer fuck, he does get tired, but that just results in longer cuddling. if it's nighttime he will fall asleep, once aftercare is all taken care of. he tries to not go to sleep without taking care of you both — and feels bad if he does, even if you say it’s fine. 

Notes:

edit: "gender neutral reader" and direct mention of amab reader. ok me.

Chapter 2: shedletsky

Summary:

vaguely inspired by xenasfiction's "shedletsky nsfw alphabet" please go give that a read

Notes:

slacked for a week and then locked the fuck in over a period of like 4 hours. hopefully will get the next one out sooner

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

a - aftercare

snacks and food are one of his first priorities — for both of you. sex can be a pretty demanding physical activity sometimes and he refuses to let you or him go hungry. loves cuddling as well, physical contact is something he finds comfort in. will often circle his fingers over your hips, telling you how well you did or that he loves you — words of affirmation or humming quietly. he tends to fill the space with some sort of sound afterwards. could be a light conversation, some jokes, whatever 

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

his wings. he can’t really fly anymore, but he can still use his wings to propel himself for a speed boost against the killer. he also enjoys the feeling of hands running through his feathers, it’s relaxing. he can preen himself well enough (he’s surprisingly flexible for his physique) but shedletsky does generally prefer to get you or someone else he trusts to do it. the bases of his wings, where the structure meets the skin, are surprisingly sensitive — take that as you will.

his favourite part of you is your face. seeing your expressions twist as you take him, the way your eyes crinkle when you smile or laugh, anything that shows him your emotions. it’s a comfort when he can tell that you enjoy being around him or if something’s wrong


c - cum (anything to do with it)

shedletsky prefers cumming inside (raw) if his partner is fine with it, he finds that it feels better for him. will absolutely pull out or use a condom if they don't consent though

d - dirty secret

has fucked his coworkers before. namely builderman and doombringer — he doesn’t say it because it doesn’t happen now and it was also during a very different time of his life. does somewhat tie into something else though

e - experience (how much have they done it?)

he’s been alive for a long time. granted, a lot of that was as Telamon so he didn’t exactly have time to do much other than administrator stuff (or messing around with the general populace) but he has still fucked around. other admins, his wife (BrightEyes), and some random robloxians (after Telamon descended). knows how to please people and will usually ask for preferences on anything before sex happens


f - favourite position

lazier positions. usually something that has at least one person propped up somehow — could be the headboard of a bed, a chair, couch or a pillow to hold someone up. comfort over theatrics all the way, he doesn’t really see the point in anything needlessly complicated. will still try them if you ask, but won’t do them on his own. he finds them unnecessary

g - goofy (serious, humorous? how are they in the moment?)

he jokes around a lot until it really starts. shedletsky tends to be quiet, only the occasional sigh or groan, but will murmur teases into your ear if you don’t mind it.

h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven? does the carpet match the drapes)

groomed enough to not look like an ape, but he doesn’t give a fuck about most body hair. his chest, arms, legs — definitely not clean shaved, but not overtly hairy. applies to the carpet as well. most of the hair on his body is curly

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

he can be a freak, but he still makes sure to check in if you’re alright with everything often. shedletsky tends to be a lot during sex — in a few different ways, sometimes. loud, hard, or fast — sometimes the feeling gets him over the emotional connection, but he will always stop or slow down immediately once asked. if he goes overboard in any way, he tends to feel bad and gets very affectionate during aftercare or interactions for at least a day afterwards. expect random snacks and trinkets to be gifted 


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

prefers to masturbate on his own — tends to be more noisy when he’s jacking himself off, oddly enough. shedletsky doesn’t really care about much when it comes to decency but he does find it a bit embarrassing. has had to bite his hand to stop sounds from coming out before. actually froze up when someone asked him about the bite marks afterwards


k - kink (s) (something specific or in general)

overstimulation. shamelessly. he will keep going — unless asked to stop, he takes consent very seriously — until either you or him are drooling, barely coherent. the smallest touch to his dick could make him cry and he’d get off on it, hard. he tends to mess with you while fucking you, he loves the noises you make. dacryphilia is a part of the package as well — he would lick the tears off of your face if you started crying from the overstimulation. manhandling, to a certain extent. not enough that either of you get hurt, but he enjoys holding you, watching as your hands try to grasp at his fingers.
praise and degradation. he doesn’t give a fuck which you prefer, he loves both and will be saying downright filthy things to you even as he fucks you (will refrain if you express discomfort, though). will mix them a bit sometimes to “shake it up” (his own words. kill this man)


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

usually a bed or couch. something more plush, softer, easier to lay down on. private spaces as well — a shared room, bathroom, anywhere people don’t show up often — unless he knows nobody else is coming nearby for a good amount of time.


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

daring PDA from you. your hand curling in on his thigh, making out, murmuring promises into his ear — he loves it from you, even if he knows that it’s really unwise in certain spaces. he will be fulfilling anything running in his mind with you later

shedletsky gets really riled if you start messing with his wings, too. not preening or anything like that, but that soft bit of skin where the supporting structure connects to his skin is rather sensitive. trailing your hands over that, even for just a little bit, tends to make him inordinately loud or desperate depending on the position.


n - no (turn offs)

bondage. anything restricting him specifically — he hates the feeling of ropes or handcuffs. he wouldn’t mind if you asked to be tied, but it is a hard no if you ask him. it makes him feel trapped in the worst ways, like he can’t do anything. shedletsky naturally moves a lot with a lot of energy and having that taken away feels awful to him, for more than one reason.


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill)

shedletsky is concerningly skilled with his tongue and mouth. his tongue is also longer than average for some ungodly reason. he knows what to do to make someone feel good, male or female. for receiving, he enjoys the sensation of a mouth on him — may end up with your throat being fucked if you don’t object.

p - pace (fast? slow?)

shedletsky tends to be a bit rough by default, but will be gentle if asked beforehand. above one and all his main priority is pleasing you, so he will adjust to whatever is asked of him.


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

not against it but doesn’t really partake in any quickies unless he’s pent up. tends to be in private areas only as well.

 

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

shedletsky wouldn’t risk anything truly indecent unless you’re both stupidly horny, but would not hesitate to make out with you in public as long as you’re both far enough away from lots of people (or the other survivors). random alleys, woods just far enough from the public eye, anywhere with a low risk of being spotted. does enjoy modest PDA though, he doesn’t care about what any of the other survivors think.


s - stamina

shedletsky can go for a long time. i mean hours long. not that he does, though — the average person absolutely cannot do that and he won’t unless asked or if he’s really horny. will immediately stop if requested, though. on average lasts around half an hour, maybe up to 40 minutes if he’s toning it down


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

he doesn’t use toys for himself. if you asked him shedletsky wouldn’t mind trying some things out — vibrators, dildos, the like — but he wouldn’t justify using anything that binds him. hard pass.


u - unfair (teasing)

he loves teasing — not always with actions, but almost always with words. unless you ask him to not do it, he’ll whisper filthy things into your ear in public to tease you. can and will be accompanied by subtle PDA — but nothing too bold or indecent until you’re both somewhere private. when it comes to actual sex, he usually won’t indulge himself too much. he does enjoy frustrating people but won’t do it to any partners (at least, not enough to make them dislike him). just enough to make someone impatient


v - volume (how loud are they?)

shedletsky won’t really make a lot of noise. grunts or sighs here and there, a moan sometimes but all you’ll usually hear is heavier breathing. he is loud if he’s bottoming though — pleads, cries, gasps, begging — he’s shameless about it even though he privately finds it embarrassing


w - wildcard (random headcanon)|

doesn’t enjoy bottoming unless it's with the right person. shedletsky finds that it leaves him a lot more vulnerable with his wings — he can’t really be on his back for too long, it hurts. since he can’t usually face the person unless they’re underneath him or he’s riding them (which is rare given his frame), it’s only with partners he’s known for a long time and that he can trust they won’t do anything undue. 

x - xray (underneath clothes)

around 7 inches soft, maybe up to 8 hard. he’s an endomorph with a large frame, a bit taller than average (roughly six feet, four inches / 193 centimetres). shedletsky does have some muscle, enough to be noticeably toned even with the extra chub he has. there are some feathered spots on him, notably along his back and cheeks where his wings connect. the wings themselves are radiant — he refuses to let them go uncared for — feathers are a dark sepia with golden yellow ends. scars are scattered around his body — slashes, sword words, mostly all from past duels


y - yearning (sex drive)

he might ask every couple days or once a week. sex isn’t recreational to him, but he still enjoys it and the connection. does tend to masturbate more often, though


z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)

he doesn’t, not immediately. mostly due to his ungodly stamina, but it’s also some sort of strange instinct he has — he has no idea if it’s some protective thing of his partner or for himself, but he prefers to stay awake for a little bit, just kind of… watching. listening for anything. he doesn’t even know what it is himself, but if he doesn’t notice anything odd he’ll fall asleep eventually.

Notes:

im ngl i dunno who to do next. any requests ?? 😭😭 if none i might just get the sentinels or killers done asap and then move on to the other survivors

Chapter 3: 1x1x1x1

Notes:

two in the same day guys let's go
requested by K1tK0t_X3!! thank you for commenting 🙏🙏

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

a - aftercare

1x1x1x1 doesn’t quite understand the concept of care — being the manifestation of shedletky’s hatred and all that. he does still try if you request it of them, but she tends to be very awkward about it. they’ll get you some water and food, maybe a blanket, but tend to be physically distant for a bit afterwards.

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

torso. he can’t place why, but it reminds them of something in their past. they have trouble remembering much before the endless loop of forsaken, but seeing the translucent glowing skin and his ribs underneath is almost a comfort to her. it is also strangely hot to her to be able to see something visibly inside of them if he’s on the bottom though. the skin on their torso also “bruises” very easily for some reason — reacting to touch. you could poke it and swear that it started glowing in that same spot. 

hips. hips all the way. she doesn’t give a fuck if you have an hourglass or if you’re thick or thin, they just love your hips. his fingers tend to bruise your skin a bit if she’s holding you — not enough to hurt but enough to be noticeable. they stare at the bruises they left on you when she thinks you’re not paying attention to him


c - cum (anything to do with it)

their cum is oddly glowy (and tinted green for some odd reason). it’s not neon, but just… iridescent in some strange way. if she cums inside, it's visible through the skin for a couple minutes. he has no idea why or how this happens but does find it arousing

d - dirty secret

has used her summons for inappropriate purposes before. the summons themselves aren’t really sentient, more walking weapons, but still have genitalia for some odd reason (not that they have dicks hanging out in the middle of the round, it’s kind of something 1x1x1x1 can manipulate on them herself).

e - experience (how much have they done it?)

not much, all told. there has been an occasional fling with some of the other killers or survivors but she doesn’t actually have sex all that much despite her high libido. usually just took care of that with masturbation


f - favourite position

flexible on bottoming or topping, but they prefer any positions that don’t let you see their face (unless you’re blindfolded) — expression was a weakness in their past and those barriers have not been let down yet. could be anything that meets that requirement — her body doesn’t really get sore, even from odd positions that could be considered cardio exercise, but he does generally prefer comfort.

g - goofy (serious, humorous? how are they in the moment?)

quiet aside from the various noises they make, he doesn’t really say much unless you’re talking. almost appreciative sometimes, it seems — worshipping you as you or her are taken apart by the other.

h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven? does the carpet match the drapes)

almost no bodily hair — they don’t shave or anything, it just doesn’t grow on her body. his skin isn’t really smooth, though. it’s almost rough to the touch, dried in some odd way. not enough to feel unnatural but very noticeable

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

1x1x1x1 doesn’t exactly understand the emotional vulnerability of sex and usually sees it as purely a physical activity, but she does still care. tends to not speak much unless you say anything


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

usually only masturbates with his masculine anatomy, finds the extra work with vaginal fingering / clit stimulation annoying — she wouldn’t mind if you took care of that though. tends to use anything they can for lube — spit, blood, lotion, he doesn’t give a fuck — to make it easier for her.


k - kink (s) (something specific or in general)

marking. bruises, hickies, bites, scratches, all of it — she doesn’t care if it’s you or her, but he’s strangely possessive about it. shamelessly bites at your neck or leaves hickies on your shoulders, seems to think of it as some kind of claim from you or themselves. a public display of “this person is not available” or something like that. they don’t really understand it themselves but she knows that she finds it hot

bondage (may tie into some sadomasochism), specifically of themselves. they don’t feel much sensation through their skin unless it’s pain or direct touch. ropes or chains chafe just enough to hurt but not be unpleasant. loves seeing you tied up as well though and would not complain from being on the receiving or giving end. may also be a coping mechanism for something in their past but she’s not mentioning that to you until very much later. blindfolds are also not uncommon — more for you than for her, though. 

edging you. they don’t really like it themselves, but seeing you gasping, begging to let you finish is addicting.

sword/painplay, as long as you’re fine with it. nothing inside of either of you but they wouldn’t mind dragging a claw or other down your skin, leaving just a line of blood… will clean you or himself up afterwards, though

dom/sub. they don’t give up control easily, bottoming or not, but when they do it is addicting.  does generally prefer to service top than completely lose control but he doesn't object against bottoming like that

 

CONSENSUAL mind break. being mindless, hopelessly begging for more and choking on his words while you break them down (or the inverse) is concerningly arousing to her


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

somewhere more comfortable. anything soft works — a plush bed, fresh grass, couches, pillows or blankets are what they enjoy the most. it does have to be reasonably clean though. for someone that slaughters people on the daily they are surprisingly obsessed with cleanliness


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

being bold. while they don’t care what anyone else does, they know that you usually do — and having you initiate anything, especially with anybody else nearby, is a good way to get her to do whatever you want.


n - no (turn offs)

very little turns her off. i mean like actually almost nothing, there’s genuinely so little that they find off-putting


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill)

they love oral sex. does prefer to receive it but wouldn’t mind giving you their mouth to use for your pleasure. his tongue is oddly long and almost serpentine in shape — it feels odd, nearly penetrative in it’s own right. 


p - pace (fast? slow?)

thrusts fast and hard. not enough to hurt but he has rough treatment if she’s on top  — you’re usually not walking steadily the next day. bruises are also not uncommon


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

she doesn’t mind quickies at all. enjoys them, actually — but prefers longer sessions if possible.

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

risks have never been a big part of her mind. he would fuck you in the middle of a round for all they care, she doesn’t give a fuck about what any of the other survivors (or people in general) think. very, very little capacity for shame. as for experimentation, they’re fine with anything you suggest until it crosses a few very specific limits (which, so far, has never happened. he doesn’t really specify anything without it needing to be mentioned, so you don’t really know any of them yet).


s - stamina

weirdly flexible when it comes to stamina. sometimes they’ll only go for a few rounds, but other times you’re getting thrown around all night if she’s topping. he may go until you pass out depending on the day


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

she doesn’t have any toys herself since, you know, forsaken , but they would absolutely use any if they got the chance. cockrings, vibrators, beads, the whole package — for himself or you. cockrings are especially a favourite of theirs when used on him. she couldn’t tell you why but whether he’s ramming into you or you’re jerking them off, the loss of control over his own release is hot.


u - unfair (teasing)

they don’t tease much during sex and don’t really enjoy it when you do it. prefers to get right to the point — inside of you (or you on top of her). but if he’s feeling devious she may edge you (doesn’t matter if they’re topping or not) just to see you squirm. but outside of sex she enjoys messing with you to get you hot and bothered.


v - volume (how loud are they?)

loud — almost animalistic with certain sounds. growls, you could’ve sworn you heard them howl once in an especially odd case, but still accompanied by the regular moans, cries or grunts. tends to pant or plead if she’s on the bottom, maybe a bit of begging but you would get stabbed if you mentioned that to anyone but him.


w - wildcard (random headcanon)

not always the most understanding about verbal consent (tends to zone out during sex, she doesn’t understand why) but will understand any physical signs. winces, visible discomfort, pinches, nudges or kicks will get them to stop anything he’s doing and check in with you. she may also prioritize her own pleasure over yours sometimes but doesn’t enjoy hurting you or violating any boundaries

 

x - xray (underneath clothes)

anatomy changes based on however they feel. they can also adjust their dick size at will (has made it stupidly large once because it was funny, but never again) but usually an average of 6 inches lengthwise. he’s rather tall — the same height as shedletsky (6ft4in / 193 cm) but not the same figure. almost appears gaunt at times, but they do still have enough muscle to throw someone across a room. they don’t really have any organs, blood or the like (and thus doesn’t get hungry or thirsty) which makes their body temperature wonky — cold usually, but hotter if he’s in the sun or near any sources of heat (including another person). he does soak in heat like a sponge though. as for their general figure, her arms and legs are quite long — not unnaturally so, but enough to stand out if someone stares at them for long enough. she has rather large hands with retractable claws. the skin on his torso glows slightly, even in direct light


y - yearning (sex drive)

concerningly high but usually masturbates instead of asking you for too much. keeps requests or initiating something down to a few times a week at most but she jerks off often


z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)


she doesn’t fall asleep much, but he does rest (unless they were bottoming. out like a light). usually not with you but close enough nearby that she can tell if anything odd happens or if you need something from her.

Notes:

MIGHT do azure or two time next... what are we thinking guys...
edit: FUCJING GRAMMAT can you tell this isn't beta read?

Chapter 4: two time

Summary:

SOME WARNINGS/NOTES FOR THIS CHAPTER: lots of mention of azure and the cult, but also some self harm/very light "body horror" (their wings. only mentions of these, as far as i'm aware, is in D and X. read accordingly!) mentions.

Notes:

thank you for the request LatteElite!! uhh i hope this is satisfactory ?? guh

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Chapter Text

a - aftercare

gentle aftercare. their hands trailing across your skin, soothing any marks or bruises that may have appeared on you. they enjoy cuddling a lot, despite not enjoying most physical touch too much outside of sex. two time will bring you anything you need — food, blankets, water — usually a wet rag or towel to clean yourself off so you don’t have to get out of bed. if you do want a bath instead, they’ll draw the water from the lake themselves so you don’t have to do anything but revel in the aftermath.

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

in their second life, they gain a halo and wings in the image of spawn. it has been drilled into two time’s brain — this is valuable. you sacrificed yourself for this. they serve as both a proof of their faith and a horrible reminder of their past actions. an image of the sun is what the spawn was — twisted into knives and daggers that stab with warmth and bleed with love from both their mind and heart. the wings themselves are just below their shoulders — if they were on the front, it would be at the exact height of where you can hear two time’s heartbeat. their mind can’t help but glorify the things that they gained from ruining their life

 

as for you, your hands. calloused or soft, scarred or unharmed, they don’t care. hands are significant to them as a symbol of choice — the limbs that you use to manipulate the world around you are also used to carry out nearly any choices you make. it could be holding them down to the bed, preparing food, stroking your hands through their hair — any action you take with your hands, to them, is significant enough to be recognized.


c - cum (anything to do with it)

two time’s cum tastes very faintly of peaches — for some reason. they have no idea why, they don’t eat or enjoy peaches, but it does

d - dirty secret

knife/daggerplay and painplay. used to be more expressive about it before azure’s death, but now they can only stare at their dagger in disgust even as they drag it across their skin, threatening to draw blood from the lines. only happens when they are alone and need to feel the relief of both release and pain down their arms or midsection. does have a couple permanent scars from it — whether they saw this as self harm or not was debatable.

e - experience (how much have they done it?)

two time was born into the cult, and thus grew up with their teachings. the cult was remarkably similar to a couple religions with relationships: celibacy until marriage, and only marriage through the cult was allowed unless their partner could be converted. the only person two time has ever had sex with was azure, before the sacrifice — they can’t help but feel guilty about breaking the rules even as they curse where they were born for the loss of their old love. they are not very experienced when it comes to actual sex, but they ask what you like and try their best to please you when they can.


f - favourite position

prefers to bottom generally — if they take the lead, it’s service top only. they enjoy most positions, but riding/scissoring you is generally their favourite. staring down at you, watching your face twist while they please you reminds them that you’re here with them.

g - goofy (serious, humorous? how are they in the moment?)

reverent. not quite worshipping, they’re still a follower of the spawn, but they hold you in a high regard and treat you as such. their betrayal of both themselves and their previous love will never happen again, cross their heart. gentle words and small touches that almost feel like prayer across your body — hands stained with betrayed blood are now so gentle to avoid hurting someone dear to them again. tends to be somewhat talkative as well, as long as you’re responding. affirmations, light conversation, anything to keep them focused on you and you alone.

h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven? does the carpet match the drapes)

two time tries to remove any body hair on them, they prefer to stay clean. does have some down there, but the rest of their skin is fairly free of it. any body hair they may have is short and trimmed

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

caring, loving. they tend to place featherlight touches or kisses across your body in sensitive spots — not teasing, but enough to stimulate you however they can. usually focuses more on what makes you feel good instead of themselves and prefers it this way. whatever they can treat you with is whatever makes them feel good themselves, they love knowing that you’re enjoying it


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

there’s always a light sense of guilt when they do start feeling horny, even if they know in their head that the cult can’t do jack shit while two time is stuck in personal purgatory. follows the ‘rules’ to a tee when they masturbate — nothing can be inside them, not even themselves (they do ignore this during sex as it’s much more precious to them, something almost sacred that they share with you, but masturbation is to relieve stress or pent up emotions and nothing else). tends to get off from clit stimulation or messing with spots around their body — a few scars are particularly sensitive.


k - kink (s) (something specific or in general)

praise kink, receiving and giving. they end up doing it naturally sometimes, and not with the intent of being received to please. they are expressing genuine adoration for you through their words.


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

private spaces only, where they know it’s only you two around. a personal bedroom or cabin is the best — plush bed, enclosed and secluded space where they don’t need to spare their attention for anyone else but you. 


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

there’s this spot in the middle of their back — below the scars from their wings, above their tail — that makes their back arch when touched. they don’t know why, and it’s not really from any pleasure of the touch, but it can be used to your advantage if you know what you’re doing. tail stimulation as well — it tends to wag if you drag your fingers over where the base meets their spine. two time absolutely cannot control this and is somewhat embarrassed whenever it happens


n - no (turn offs)

manhandling or degradation. they don’t enjoy being thrown around at all and would prefer if that could be avoided — and they can’t really reciprocate either, due to their lack of muscle mass. degradation is just a hard no , no matter what you say or ask. they will not tolerate hearing it and will not tolerate saying it to you during sex. bondage is another one — unless the binding is extremely fine, soft, or done in a specific way, it hurts . their skin is surprisingly delicate, but they also have several scars that do not feel pleasant with something constantly rubbing against them.


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill)

they enjoy receiving — feeling your tongue or mouth on them is amazing, no matter how skilled you are at it. two time isn’t the best at it themselves but will still do it if you ask. even if they’re not amazing it does still feel good enough to justify the effort


p - pace (fast? slow?)

slow and sensual. may ask you to go faster if they’re close, but they themselves are gentle in every respect. taking you apart slowly, listening to every sound you make while they’re on you or you’re in them is what makes two time really aroused.


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

two time does not do quickies. sex is not something for recreation or quick pleasure — they see it as an act of love and that love deserves to be demonstrated through time and attention.

 

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

two time does not take risks in public or anything of the sort, as in strictly no PDA whatsoever , but anything in private spaces is fair game. fairly experimentative when it comes to kinks or BDSM type activities — doesn’t mind trying anything out as long as it isn’t anything they don’t enjoy.


s - stamina

they don’t have very high stamina when it comes to sex — it’s part of the reason they prefer gentle or slow sex so much. it lets them go for a bit longer, to feel you and for you to feel them


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

they don’t have any toys, no. most likely wouldn’t use any even if they could get access to toys.


u - unfair (teasing)

two time may tease you, but not for long and just barely enough to make you impatient. seeing the way your expressions change while they’re on you, barely moving, waiting for you to do something about it. almost always has a small smirk on their face when they do this


v - volume (how loud are they?)

not very loud naturally but they can suppress their volume very well — having to keep yourself quiet in a cult settlement makes you learn fast. tends to have low moans or whines, enough to be heard but not enough to justify having to silence yourself through your mouth or other means (unless you enjoy that). does tend to beg or swear under their breath once they’re closer to release though


w - wildcard (random headcanon)

two time’s face isn’t the most expressive. it seems like they have a permanent smile, even when they’re sleeping — tends to get face cramps often. because of this, you can’t always tell how they’re feeling about sex, so they tend to speak a lot during it. begs, pleads, praise, affirmation, whatever they can do to tell you that they’re still enjoying it even if you can’t tell 100% from their face

 

x - xray (underneath clothes)

two time is somewhat tall, but quite thin — ectomorph. not thin enough to appear starving, but you can feel their ribs under the skin concerningly easily. they don’t seem to eat much, so there’s not much muscle on them either, fragile in build. around the height of 5ft10in (178 centimetres). their skin bruises and breaks easily — what almost appears to be crack-like scars are on their face and around the shoulders. not plentiful, and not easy to notice either. in their second life, you could swear that their skin almost feels like stone. they are afab, and the top surgery was done by the cult — the scars are purposefully exaggerated to resemble the exalted spawn. 

even when not in their second life, two time has visible scars from their wings at all times — sprouting just where their spine is, extra bone and sinew sprouting from their back in order to give them life again. some scars around their body are sensitive around the edges, but these are the only ones that still hurt when bothered — an eternal reminder of what two time had to do in order to get them. the wings themselves are sharp enough to make you bleed, even if you barely poke them.


y - yearning (sex drive)

not very high. two time doesn’t really get horny all that often, and if they aren’t, they’ll politely refuse any requests from you. usually asks for sex or accepts any propositions once per month or two, but masturbates whenever they need — will help you masturbate even if they aren’t in the mood, but they will not call it intimacy.


z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)

yes, they do. prefers to fall asleep next to you or something from you — clothing, an item you have with you often, doesn’t matter. they’re a big cuddler too, so it’s not uncommon to wake up with them clinging to your side or curling up next to you.

Notes:

note: i do try to read through my chapters for any grammar errors, but feel free to point out any in the comments!! i don't have a beta reader so i tend to miss some lmao

anyways, chance is next!! should be out sometime within the next 3 days!! and then azure is after him. i am free to take any more requests, though! i can keep a list.
edit: inconsistencies

Chapter 5: chance

Notes:

notes: not much for this chapter!! also sorry for being a liiitttlle late... stuff happened yesterday so i couldn't get it out until now. hope you all enjoy !!

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Chapter Text

a - aftercare

he tends to be pretty tired after sex, so it usually just consists of cuddling and/or them waddling out of bed to get some snacks before passing out in the kitchen. once he wakes up they will drag you into the bath with him whether you like it or not. he will not let himself be dirty and he will clean you as well

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

his eyes. he can be frustrated with them due to how sensitive they are to light, but he finds that whenever they look in a mirror, his eyes are the first thing they notice. it’s not anything egoistical or vain, his eyes are just captivating, somehow. a bright gold colour — the type that liquid sunshine would pale in comparison to. one of the reasons they keep the shades on besides his eyesight — those eyes have drawn in people that didn’t need to stay. even with that, he stares at his reflection, swimming in the depths of his own soul bared through his eyes — because nobody has stopped to look deep enough into them but himself.

 

your neck. not for any odd reason, but he sees it as a sign of vulnerability when someone offers their neck during sex — which has happened. a sign of trust, almost. he has never done it with anyone but you and one other person. the significance of it escaped you when he first decided it was worth the risk, but it was surprisingly intimate despite the usually casual gesture


c - cum (anything to do with it)

if he knows the other person is clean, he enjoys the feeling of cum inside of him. he can’t explain why other than it’s “warm”

d - dirty secret

voice kink. the one thing he’s not open about. it’s a bit odd, too — if you whisper in his right ear (specifically, for some reason. nothing happens in the left), his back will straighten (or arch) immediately. he can’t control it, it’s an immediate reaction. their right ear is also a lot more sensitive than his left when it comes to quiet sounds, so the sensation tends to make them shiver. not too much on it’s own, but if you tried this while you two were having sex he would combust. quite literally.

e - experience (how much have they done it?)

he has been around a lot. drunk nights at the casino, flings with random people, one night stands… has tried way too much as well. sex was never really something shared over a bond before a specific person, it was something that felt good for a good amount of time, so he did it often. chance is pretty experienced when it comes to most things, vanilla or otherwise


f - favourite position

borderline bottom. shamelessly submissive. he talks a big game but he will whimper if you do nearly anything to him. his favourite position is what allows him or you to feel the most — doesn’t really have to be anything specific.

g - goofy (serious, humorous? what’s the mood?)

it depends on how close you are to him. if you’re a random person from his casino or the street, he’s a freak and they’re shameless about it. will still check in, ask how you’re doing — tends to use the colour system during sex. if he hears anything other than green he’ll stop immediately and ask if anything went wrong. sex is recreational to him unless you’re someone close. if you are, he’s a lot more gentle with everything — the mood is different as well.


h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven? does the carpet match the drapes)

not much body hair, he shaves when he can but not excessively, but he does have some facial hair. he claims it makes him look “distinguished”

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

when sex becomes something that doesn’t just feel good, but proof of an emotional bond — that’s when chance shuts down, in a way. the one person they trusted with that bond killed him. he’s been around life a lot — a lot of people, but not a lot of friendships or connections that lasted. he doesn’t know what to do with it, but they do know that he won’t let it slip through his fingers. tends to be quieter, more contemplative once he realizes that someone is here to stay rather than another random fuck or one night stand. he tends to prefer bottoming because it’s easier, they don’t have to do much work other than take whatever he’s given. when there’s actual romance involved, they’re surprisingly flexible with topping or bottoming — very gentle with everything they do as well. it almost feels like reverence, the way they hold you. they tend to appear shallow normally — loud, cocky, even annoying to an extent. but in those silent moments between you two, he almost seems like a different person, like a front has been let down.


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

unironically uses the coin when he jacks off. it actually makes him more sensitive — the weakness still applies outside of rounds. it does also have the side effect of making him loud , though — the survivors aren’t the fondest of chance sometimes. 


k - kink (s) (something specific or in general)

manhandling, more specifically when it comes to cunnilingus or blow jobs. has choked on dick before and will do it again. they love having his face shoved onto you to shut him up — they’re loud during sex.

dom/sub. he’s submissive. i mean the type that would gladly be on a leash. important distinction, though: not petplay, just a leash. they may have an asphyxiation kink but that probably doesn’t connect to this. not at all, definitely not. tends to prefer being on the bottom as well, but he’s flexible

bratty behaviour and brat taming. he lives for being a little shit during sex and loves it when you retaliate — biting, rough treatment, cutting anything he was saying off with some quip or action of your own, doesn’t matter.

overstimulation, and by extension mindbreak. pretty self explanatory

marking. not enough to be an obvious claim, but anything subtle — a hickey barely covered by his suit collar or bites on his hips that can be seen if he raises his arms. 

mirror sex. again, it’s nothing vain , but seeing his own fucked out face while you have your way with him is … they won’t say it but you know he likes it.


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

anywhere far enough from other people is good enough for him. has had sex in public before, but he’s never gotten caught. actually prefers riskier areas — the gamble of getting caught is just as addictive as the slot machines he frequents (as long as it’s not intimate sex). if the sex was with someone he had a genuine bond rather than recreational, bedroom only . candles, complimentary snacks, he sets up the whole nine miles. performs them too 


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

grabbing his tie and dragging him with it. usually happens when he’s running his mouth or you need to get his attention/them closer to you, and it has only happened a couple times. he may have audibly whimpered once when you grasped the tie and brought his face close to yours. they won’t admit it, but they have.

subtle PDA. nothing like holding hands or small kisses, but curling your hand over the small of his back, holding your arm over his waist, anything enough that hints at more but doesn’t give more. gets him sweating over if you’re going to do something in private or not and they love that feeling.


n - no (turn offs)

not very much — but painplay. they don’t mind being manhandled but he does mind when it hurts. 


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill)

they enjoy oral sex, a lot. stupidly good at it — he knows all the ways to move his tongue or mouth to please. dragging his tongue up, face held between your thighs… doesn’t matter if it’s cunnilingus or a blow job, he will let you use their mouth however you want. loves receiving as well, often has to lie down while so since he gets overwhelmed (in a good way, don’t worry) by the sensation — no matter what your skill level is.


p - pace (fast? slow?)

depends on the situation. chance is usually a lot more wild with anyone he doesn’t care to meet again — he sees no point in toning himself down for one encounter. they’re usually met with enthusiasm. he can be really flexible otherwise


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

doesn’t really mind quickies but he doesn’t partake often. usually only if it’s somewhere more public do they do anything like that, but if it’s in a less traveled or more private area chance prefers a longer ordeal.

 

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

absolutely. quickies in public, making out behind a corner, PDA that’s a little too bold — if you’re not asking him to stop he’s going to keep doing it until you crack. the gambling addiction doesn’t stop — that roll of dice to see if anyone’s going to walk down the wrong hallway, open the wrong door or go into the worst spot possible...


s - stamina

overall good stamina. nothing too outstanding (in comparison to some others here…), but he can go for a couple hours on a good day — tends not to, though. while his body can keep up fairly easily, his mind can’t always — may lose himself to feeling only after more than an hour. he doesn’t really care about this and does it anyways sometimes


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

not much, funnily enough. the occasional cockring or vibrator, but other than that he doesn’t try much. is fair game for experimentation with most, though


u - unfair (teasing)

chance loves to tease. may connect to bratty behaviour, but he tends to suddenly stop or slow down (unless you ask otherwise) to frustrate you just to see your reaction. when you do it, it leaves him stunned. he’s on the bed, drooling and begging from how much he can barely keep his mind together, when you stop moving. it takes him a moment to register the sensation, but he whines. “D—fuck, please— don’t do this righ’ now—” they plead, almost, but they won’t admit that. you give enough to make him twitch again, but stay annoyingly still otherwise. you could almost hear him huff in frustration before taking things into his own hands


v - volume (how loud are they?)

loud. doesn’t matter if he’s topping or bottoming, they will whine and they will whimper. begs a lot as well — pleading for more, panting, moaning.
“Please, please —mnh, more—God, please- ” he tends to talk a lot, mostly just being variations of this. does find it attractive if you shut him up — whether it be from shoving his face onto you, covering his mouth with your hand, making out with him — he does not care.


w - wildcard (random headcanon)

will sometimes gamble during sex. winning the coin flips won’t give him any charges, but losing to tails still gives him weakness outside of rounds. chance gets more sensitive the more weakness they have. everything is amplified — pain, pleasure, simple touches — they rarely use their coin during sex unless they want to pass out or get close to it. also the shades stay on (fedora is fair game though) during sex unless he’s in an environment with low light

 

x - xray (underneath clothes)

chance is fairly average height, around 5’8 (173cm). ectomorph — thin build overall, but he still has some muscle on his upper body due to dealing with constant backfire from their gun. they have longer legs than average with noticeable thigh and calf muscles. they had hired security for their casino when he was still alive, but due to spending so much time within it he had to haul out some troublemakers himself. kept up appearances as much as he could, he would not have his casino lose business from the owner looking like a slob (even if that was fairly common in other establishments). almost served as a tourist trap for business himself — he’s a very attractive man with a… charming personality. narrow face, balanced features — the type of man you could see on the street and do a double take at.


y - yearning (sex drive)

above average but nothing exceptional. asks or initiates sex a couple times a week or a few times a month at most.


z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)

yes, he does. they get tired easily after sex and tends to delay aftercare as a result. they cuddle in their sleep too (and by cuddle i mean grab ) so you’re usually stuck there until he decides to wake up and take care of you both

Notes:

feel like i didn't express this super well,,, might go through a rework in the future but not for now
also,,, i really enjoy reading comments, so if any of you liked this, please feel free to ramble below!! it's a big motivation boost to know people like my writing

Chapter 6: itrapped

Notes:

NOTES/WARNINGS: itrapped is a toxic asshat. subtly implied dubcon/VERY "implied" manipulation and/or toxicity!! please read accordingly

also some subtle parallels to chance because i can. see if you can spot them! (i think this is also the longest chapter so far, which is funny given how short some of the letters are)

i also tried a litttle bit of a different approach. tell me how you guys like this chapter, i'd love to hear any constructive criticism/anything you enjoy!!

also 4K HITS?? thank you all, really!! i have no idea how this got so popular haha, i'm glad that it's making rounds (even if only little in the grand scheme of things) i wasn't expecting that much!! i'll try to get one more out this week/some next week if i can, but there aren't gonna be any chapters thursday/saturday. if there isn't another out by wednesday, it's gonna be a while,, sorry!!

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a - aftercare

his cold hands glide across your skin, stopping to soothe any bruises or marks. the sensation is comforting, but that coldness in his fingers burns just enough to border on uncomfortable. not enough to make you shy away from his hands, but enough to note — while his actions seem caring, his temperament feels detached. cold, like that icy burn that drags across your skin is there to sting rather than soothe. itrapped does provide aftercare with what he can — blankets, some water — but he’s not affectionate. maybe something the day after, but once you two are done, you can usually find him in the next room over.

b - body part (their own favourite + on their partner’s body)

his face. delicate features with just enough edge to lean on alluring — dark eyes that have no love for the people around him. a perfect contrast to pure gold, those eyes; they swim with depths that hold the love and regret of too many people who trusted someone they should’ve looked twice at. his cheeks are warm, but what would usually suggest comfort from holding his face — whenever you do it, it feels like a burning trying to push you away. you find that he leans into your touch but his hands tighten, ever so slightly. his love for himself is vanity — itrapped knows what he can do with that face of his and who it can lead in.

 

your hands. the way you hold him, delicate yet firm at the same time, with a touch gentle enough that he pauses. he doesn’t know what to do with that touch. his own hands are sharp — when he grabs you, it’s a short sting of pain from the temperature before the contact evens you two out. but your hands are pleasantly warm, not enough to sting him but enough for itrapped to notice the temperature. it’s gentle, that warmth — gentler than he deserves.


c - cum (anything to do with it)

on the rare occasions that itrapped gives oral sex, he likes the feeling of your spend going down his throat — or into his mouth. not really for the taste, but for the nearly intoxicating feeling of power it gives him.

d - dirty secret

has masturbated to you before. won’t admit it and won’t talk about it to you (or anyone for that matter). it’s something that may happen fairly often in couples, but itrapped hasn’t really dated anyone in years. sure, he’ll say he’s in a relationship, but that doesn’t mean that he believes it himself. those types of bonds are for him to exploit, not enjoy.

e - experience (how much have they done it?)

enough to know what makes people feel good. he’s had sex enough to tell easily when someone’s not having fun or feeling good, but he doesn’t really care all that much unless he needs to keep up appearances. tends to prioritize his own pleasure during sex.


f - favourite position

he doesn’t let you see his face during sex. usually because it’s blank, he’s not very expressive and he will often exaggerate any sounds he makes — but also because, at the right moments, he’s irritated by how well you break him down. itrapped tends to bottom since it’s less work for him, but when he does top, he’s always behind you. maybe because it gives him easy access to your neck, maybe because he wants to avoid you seeing his face vulnerable.

g - goofy (serious, humorous? what’s the mood?)

quiet. not reverent, not companionable silence, it’s just quiet. a sort of menace in the air, a cold feeling down your spine even as hands that feel like false worship drag down your back and leave you trembling.


h - hair (well-groomed? unshaven? does the carpet match the drapes)

very well groomed. he’s not hairless, but what body hair he does have is rather hard to see. shaves quite regularly to keep up appearances, and any body hair is trimmed and short. his own hair is long though, goes around midway down his back — he enjoys keeping it in a braid. whether that’s because he enjoys feeling is hair pulled or not is debatable.

i - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

there’s no real intimacy with itrapped. he wants to make you believe there is, with silent words of praise that he doesn’t mean and soft touches where he wants to dig into your skin and watch you bleed for his own pleasure. 


j - jack off (masturbation headcanon)

he doesn’t masturbate that much, if at all. itrapped doesn’t really get horny, so when he does, it’s more stress relief than getting off for the sake of it. he doesn’t last too long on his own, maybe a couple minutes, and tends to have something nearby to muffle any sound he might make — whether that be a blanket to bite on, his own arm, or you.


k - kink (s) (something specific or in general)

temperature play. it seems to only be with cold, though — he drags ice across your skin, pressing it against you in subtle locations. it stings, and doesn’t always feel good, but you never find yourself complaining despite that. you should, you know, but something about his demeanor stops you every time.

dacryphilia. seeing those tears slowly falling across your face, while he reaches out a thumb to stop one — just one — from spilling onto the bed, then tasting the salt on his finger…

itrapped finds that he enjoys bondage. he won’t let you tie him up, he won’t leave himself that vulnerable with anyone (unless you manage to convince him. it happened once. he actually saw white when he came, nearly passed out) but seeing you struggling under rope that contrasts against your skin tone as if you’re a piece of art — something to be stared at, appreciated even as he lets those ropes fray and chafe your skin beneath his fingers.

sadism. he isn’t a masochist, but he lives off of any pain you feel from him. fingers digging into your waist a little too hard, bites that sting rather than linger, crescent moons carved into your skin from his nails — every wince, every yelp driven from your mouth — it feeds him.

dom/sub. itrapped does bottom, but he does not relinquish control unless you make him. he may find the feeling of you contesting against him addicting, breaking you down until you’re left mindless against him to do whatever he wants.


l - location (where do they prefer to do it?)

bedroom only. his bed is plush, and it should feel warm, but whenever you two are in there together the temperature drops just enough to be borderline uncomfortable — but not enough to justify leaving, right? it’s only a little cold — you don’t need to move for that, since that feeling is so often with him. that sliver of ice grips your hands so often that you don’t notice when it’s there to hurt


m - motivation (what turns them on?)

your attention. your presence that circles him like a moon, never leaving, but distant enough to frustrate him sometimes. he wants to draw you in and keep you there, siphoning the matter that makes your orbit never able to leave his — until you break apart. itrapped will get annoyed when you act distant, even though that’s almost all he does himself: provide enough love to convince someone you want to stay with them, then draw away until it makes them desperate for more. when you start losing interest, it makes itrapped push for more. he doesn’t know why, but the moment you start pulling away is the moment he actually starts caring for your attention even though he never cared before.


n - no (turn offs)

warmth . not the feeling of body temperature, but that unbearable, glowing warmth that he gets from people sometimes — love. he doesn’t like that feeling, isn’t used to it, and doesn’t want to feel it himself. he’s so used to exploiting people for their feelings that when he feels that itch, that inkling in his mind, he shuts down. that warmth could melt what he built himself for, cold snips and icy thoughts giving way before that unbearable heat.


o - oral (preference in giving or receiving/general skill) he might take it from you, but he’ll rarely do it himself. and when you do it, he’s the only one in control. the grip on your hair is enough to sting your scalp, no matter your protests of it. he may loosen his hold, but it’s to note that he only did it when you were done. when itrapped does it, it feels like a hold around you — subtly wrong in delicious ways. the sting from a small bite on your inner thigh, teeth dragging against you just enough to make you notice but not enough to hurt.


p - pace (fast? slow?)

in the middle. not gentle, not rough. if he’s topping, he tends to go fast enough to be uncomfortable — but not enough for you to speak against it. “it still feels good,” he drawls, even as you’re being pushed up against the headboard repeatedly. “You’re moaning, begging for more, and you still have the nerve to say slow down. What makes you think I'll listen?” you can hear the smugness in his voice. but once he’s done here you’ll have your fun with him.


q - quickie (opinion, when or if they do it…)

he doesn’t do quickies at all. sex is already something rare from him unless you ask directly for it, and even then that’s only in bedrooms.

 

r - risk (experimentation? taking risks themselves?)

he doesn’t experiment. if itrapped doesn’t want to do something, it doesn’t happen at all. he expects you to follow anything he does, though — you usually do. as for risks, not much at all. no PDA, no public sex, nothing of the sort.


s - stamina

not much (in comparison to some other people), funnily enough. he can go a couple rounds usually, 10 to 20 minutes.


t - toys (have any? use them on themselves or you?)

uses toys often when he’s alone, but tends to avoid them during sex with anyone else unless he’s … close to them. he has done it with you, somewhat. cock rings, restraints, blindfolds, along that manner. 


u - unfair (teasing)

itrapped loves teasing you. edging, words with no real meaning, moving himself in just the right way to cause you an itch of pain, it’s addicting watching you squirm under his hands. he doesn’t like it when you do it, though. he doesn’t quite voice it but you can tell he doesn’t enjoy the feeling.


v - volume (how loud are they?)

i don’t see him being very loud unless he’s purposefully exaggerating any sounds. itrapped seems the type to have a quieter, more monotone voice. not softspoken, but not loud either — and it reflects in his sounds. tends to have quieter moans, gasps or pants. a whimper here and there.


w - wildcard (random headcanon)

his crown is pure ice, fashioned and carved to look like diamond — and yet it never melts, even in direct sunlight. you have no idea why, but he claims it’s because his body temperature is abnormally low (it isn’t). itrapped can very subtly manipulate ice; nothing jaw dropping like making sculptures or freezing rooms, but enough to make it so something doesn’t melt. to note: he can’t control temperature , only ice — and only enough to keep it cold forever or subtly shape it over time. itrapped tends to use this with you when he’s dragging ice across your skin, pressing it in all the right places to make you squirm, but it’s not melting. there’s no excess water, only the stinging sensation of cold lingering on you.

 

x - xray (underneath clothes)

itrapped appears delicate. not much muscle, but sharp angles — his shoulders, hands and face seem too refined to be entirely real. a promise in features that reflects on his behaviour with you; a little too sharp, a touch too pushy, pressing you in all the right places to make you malleable. his face draws people in with promises of attractiveness, the perfect man to lie with for a night and lose everything for it. he’s not too sizable, sitting at a humble five or six inches (12/15 centimetres) but it’s enough for what he needs. average, in a way. not enough to make people sob in pleasure but not enough to complain over, that perfect balance where it’s good enough to get what he wants. he’s not very tall, either. sits at around five foot six inches (no this was not intentional with the length of his dick. it’s a coincidence i swear) or roughly 167 centimetres. delicate features on a man with a hardened soul, willing to use anyone to get what he wants from them.

overall, he’s beautiful. not quite feminine beauty or the handsomeness of masculinity, but that fine line between where you can’t quite tell what gender he is until you take a closer look.


y - yearning (sex drive)

itrapped doesn’t really have a sex drive. he’s asexual, funnily enough, but he uses sex to get what he wants from people — some pleasure for himself and to make them think that he cares enough to promise something to them. doesn’t really initiate anything himself unless he has a goal, but if someone asks him there’s a good chance of him agreeing just for the experience. 


z - zzz (do they fall asleep afterwards?)

rarely. he tries to not fall asleep, but sometimes he will — just for that illusion of vulnerability, that he cares about you enough to stay in the same bed for more than one night. sometimes, though, he’s scared that it’s not such an illusion—to himself only.

Notes:

got a couple requests for him so iuhh i'm hoping the ones that did enjoy this!! i don't Really know who to do next. i was planning builderman but i realized i only had one idea so that works i guess
the requests that i got were azure, guest 1337, and a couple others !! there were also some taphs and dusekkars, but those two are probably up with the last of the batch. i usually hc them as aro/ace and thus don't have the most ideas for this... i'll get them done eventually though trust

who do you guys think you wanna see next?? please comment 🙏🙏

Chapter 7: small hiatus

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hello!! taking a little hiatus for some stuff, should be back on the weekend/early next week.
right now, this is the planned schedule:

7. Guest 1337
8. John Doe (PreForsaken(PF)/Forsaken, haven't decided yet)
9. Azure (Forsaken version, not PreForsaken. also about damn time 😭)
10. Elliot (maybe, that's undecided)
after those, i'm free to to take any requests

also i've been thinking about doing like. a Telamon chapter specifically because i have some stuff for that (also shedletsky's my favourite if you couldn't tell) but that's after requests. what would you guys think of that?

please comment anything you want to see or what you think of the upcoming characters. i'm glad to hear anything!