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Heya gang, 

So this will just have random shit in it

You can call me Mess, Solar or Crow which ever, 

And you can request if you want but I can't guarantee Ill do it

This will be Solar central mostly 

There will be ships

I will no do anything incest, Pedo or whatever like that, (I.e SolarxNexus, LunarXEclipse. Dazzle, Jack Eclipse kids x Anyone)

There will be self shipping (Reader x Cannon, OC x Cannon ext) and selfcest, I.e Solar x Eclipse, Sun X Darksun 

I won't do Moon with anyone, as he's Aroace, As someone who is aroace I understand that we people can date, but Non Aroace people don't have to date but no one brings that up

This will not contain smutt,

This will contain, Angst, Fluff, Therians, Ageree and Petree as best to my abilities as a Therian myself

This is self indulgint, nothing you see here is cannon, just for fun,

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Solar woke up with a start, wiping his eyes and stretching, getting up and ready for the day. Putting on his boots, gloves, shirt, goggles and belt, and headed to the bathroom.

Everything single time he looks in the mirror, he looks wrong, it's not his body or anything but it doesn't feel right. Like theres something missing, he can feel it, on his back and around his waist something is there, something he can't see, but nothing, as he scratches his back slightly with his hand. Terra comes in with her wheelchair, tilting her head at him. He turns to her and nods slowly.

"Good morning," he says, waking up to her,

"Are you alright? What was that" she asks, full concern in her voice,

"Im- fine, Terra, really, just- I don't know" he leans his body back slightly a bit annoyed, 

"Well, would you like to explain?"

He looks at her, and sighs nodding. He gestures to his bed as they move to it. He flops on the bed, completely tired, he puts his hands to his head and groans "I really don't know how to start-" he begins, sitting up and looking at her, well, looking behind her, "I feel like there should be- stuff on my back, and above like- my waste line on my back, I don't know how to explain it," She nods at him, thing to think 

"So- wings and a tail?" He blinks slowly thinking then nodding, yes that sounds right, "what type?" He thinks, subconsciously, his hands go to his backs to feel,

"Crow, like the bird?"

"Ohh"

"It's weird right? Like- I'm not a bird, but I feel like I should be-"

"Solar" she interrupts him "Have you had a look at therianthropy?

"Heard of it. Why?" His head tilts

"Well, it's where your souls is that of- an animals, and not a humans, an example would be a crow,"

"So- my soul, was misplaced?" He puts his hand to his chest

"Very likely," she responds, tilting her head "but, you're a mechanic, and a great one at that! you can give yourself your wings and tail back," she gently puts her hand on his shoulder, as he sighs

"Ill- look into it more," he puts his head down, lost in thought 

"I know, but it makes sense, you're very spiritual,"

"Hey- not my fault Lily brought me up like that," his face softens, as she smiles at him,

A few days pass of Solar working it all out, he's done research, join communities of people who are Therian, finding out a lot more about himself while doing so, leaning about Neoprouns and Xenos, having a lot of fun finding random gender identities that fit him, along with aldernics, stimmics and more.

He sighs, wiping the oil from his head, and stretching, he called Terra earlier to help him. He made some wings, completely feathered and small shiny bits in them, but that's not all, he made it so he can use them. He made it so he can fly.

Terra puts Solar the wings on his back, he stands up and stretches, the wings already react accordingly, like he's always had them, he thanks Terra for her help, and the two head outside

It's nice, slightly cold but not too bad, it's dark everyone's asleep but them, The mechanic turns to his sister, and smiles at her. Then up at the sky.

He crouches down, spreading his wings and lifting them up, the noise like a snap as he flaps them down, pushing him high into the air, he ends up a hell of alot above the ground, underestimated his strength, or overestimated his weight.

He inhales the air, his wings flap to keep him high up, he's taking it all in, the cool breeze, the niceness of not having his feet touch the ground, he just feels at peace up there. 

He flys around for a bit, generally enjoying himself despite the lack of a smile, then flys back down, landing perfectly in front of Terra as she claps.

"Amazing performance!" She says smiling 

"Ha- thanks, " he responds, as monotone as ever, but there's a clear softness in his eyes, a pressure that was lifted, now feeling free to be himself. 

The two walk back into the house, Solar feeling confident with himself for the first time. Then he sees Moon, a strong sense of dread washes over him as he spots the other near the window, clearly was watching him. Moon turns to Solar and smiles.

"That was sick dude!" Solar let's out a breath he didn't know he was holding, "so- you're a crow now?"

Solar looked up at Moon, waiting for the judgment as Terra sat near them, as soon as he found none, he nodded. Feeling safe, for the first time.

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"Lily?" The smaller of the system turned to the older, 

"Yes, Petals?"

"Do- do you ever feel like, your soul is in the wrong body?" The older paused, and nodded slowly

He knew more about his brother then he'd ever tell him,

--

"Oh come on don't do this stars!" The Sun ran, panting heavily trying to keep his breath, "C'mon! It's just a crow soul! It should go to the crow!' he ran after the soul, it had changed its course, at its his job to put it back where it belongs,

Sadly he failed, and the Crow soul would end up in the body of a baby human, he sighed "oh dear," he looked at the baby and held his finger out to him, "it's alright sweet child, I'll get you back safely one da-" the baby giggled and grabbed his finger, coming to life right before his eyes, Sun smiled, "oh you're so sweet, don't worry-"

"-you're protected now," hed promise, and promise he kept,

Until he couldn't

--

"No- nono-" the animatronic was on his knees in front of the body, the head was snapped and the legs ripped clean off, their left eye was popping out of the socket as Sun desperately tried to pick him up, "oh sweet flower I'm so sorry," he pulled the body up, holding onto them tightly, "how could Moon do this- because you turned 19? You're still a child," tears picked at the rays eyes as his voice broke and cracked, a faint glow emited from the body, 

"Your soul." He said softly, he took the soul in his hands, cradling it "you-" he pressed his forehead near the them, "I couldnt save you from being put in the wrong body... But I can save you from never being able to at least get your wings,"

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Solar never understood why His Sun didnt tell him how they got made, he thought Sun didn't know but there was evidence he did, and why Moon didn't tell him either he could have used it against him for the whole 'you killed Sun' thing, it would have made it more believable.

Regardless, the mechanic cleaned the daycare as asked of him, he even cleaned the theater, he was moving to the gift shop, 'i wonder why this is never open' he thought, then sighed and opened the door, deciding to clean it.

He froze at the sight, dead rotting corpses all around, victims of Moon, he swallowed and walked in, trying not to throw up – can he throw up??? Ugh Nevermind about that – he walked around, cleaning up, he thought he was done when a body fell out of the closet, he sighed covering his mouth, definitely disinfecting himself later, he walked closer, and froze...

A broke neck, legs ripped off, and an eye out of the socket, something about this body felt- strange, it was horrifying for sure, but the body was familiar to the animatronic, he sighed and cleaned it up regardless, 

-

"Sun-sunny!" The small child cried up to him, as the smiled and tilted his head 

"Yes my sweet flower?" Sun was a very strange person, he was far from human, but he has a glow to him the only way youd know he was there

"I drew you!" The child put the drawing up to the angel like being before then, giggling happily 

"Oh this is so cute! I'll have to hang this up, thank you flower,"

"Mhm!" The child was called down to eat, "awhhh- byby Sunny!!"

"Bye sweet petal,"

-

It was him. The body was his, that's why Sun never told him, that's why Moon never told him- because it wasn't the same

Seeing your own dead body is- certainly new, especially if your the one that has to clean it up, he tried to think as to why Sun was there with him as a child especially in the angel form he would take on occasion, he knew his Sun and him had connections before hand, but what?

Nevermind that,

The gift shop, theater, and daycare are all clean, he disinfected himself, 

And opened the doors.