Chapter 1: First Spark
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On a warm Saturday evening in January, the plaza hummed with weekend life. Strings of lights swayed between lampposts, and the scent of grilled meat drifted from the food stalls lining the square.
A figure sat on a low stone wall near the fountain, helmet in her lap, watching the crowd with the ease of someone who knew this part of the city better than her own reflection.
Officially, she was on medical leave, with her colleagues thinking she was too battered from the last fire to work.
Unofficially, she was already itching for the next blaze.
Her phone buzzed, and the name "Circe" flashing on the screen made her pause. The caller only dialed her when trouble needed someone reckless enough to answer the call.
Before she could pick up her radio, tucked on her belt, crackled, “All units, stand by for possible response—” but she was on her feet before the dispatcher finished.
Leave or not, if the call came, she was going.
Yet, the central plaza, ringed by glowing street lamps and bustling cafés, throbbed with laughter, chatter, and the rhythmic hum of a city in full bloom.
Here in the capital of Kalinaw, weekends are a celebration in their own right. It didn't have to be a fiesta, as the plaza always felt like one. Vendors displayed their wares, street musicians played lively tunes, and families strolled beneath strings of colored lights swaying in the tropical breeze.
But away from the kaleidoscope of celebration, the night began to split in two.
From the residential district came a shrill chorus of screams. The acrid tang of smoke began to thread its way into the air, curling over rooftops, stinging the eyes of those who turned to look. A two-story warehouse, hefty and hulking, was crammed with construction supplies and ablaze, its wooden beams cracking like bones in the heat.
Panic swept the narrow streets. Neighbors scrambled with buckets of water drawn from their own homes, trying in vain to tame the roaring orange beast. Somewhere inside, voices still cried out for help, a sound far more chilling than the fire itself.
Then, a deep metallic wail rose above the chaos.
The crowd instinctively parted as two firetrucks barreled into the scene, their sirens splitting the night. Two ambulances followed close behind, lights flashing across smoke-streaked walls.
The first firetruck spilled out four broad-shouldered men in flame-resistant suits, their gear clattering as they moved. From the second truck came four women who were smaller, lighter on their feet, but every bit as determined.
Two of them darted forward without hesitation.
“Robles, careful!” one called out, her voice slicing through the roar of the flames and the groan of collapsing timber.
“Ikaw din, Lim,” came the curt reply, edged with urgency yet threaded with the familiarity of comrades who had faced danger side by side too many times to count.
A quick, tense exchange with the on-site coordinator revealed the grim truth that five security staff members were still trapped inside. The rescuers mapped their approach with practiced efficiency.
“Right side’s yours, Lim. Left side’s yours, Robles,” their unit leader ordered.
“Copy, Cap,” both answered at once, their words as synchronized as their training.
“And when they’re out—” she didn’t need to raise her voice as the authority in her tone carried it “—you hit the second floor. Now move.”
Inside, the air was a choking wall of heat and smoke. The two moved quickly, locating and guiding the four coughing, terrified guards to safety. Once they handed the survivors to the medics, they didn’t pause as they turned back toward the yawning black maw of the warehouse.
The ambulances roared to life, red and blue lights washing over the wet pavement. Stretchers unfolded with metallic clamps, and their partnered group of paramedics moved in practiced rhythm as they checked vitals and stabilized the rescued.
“Nurse Sol, you’re up,” one of the team members called, glancing at the row of coughing, soot-streaked guards.
“I know, Sel,” she replied briskly, already crouching beside the first patient. Her hands moved with precision from checking pulses and assessing burns, but her gaze kept straying to the warehouse doors. Her brows furrowed. “Bakit parang ang tagal nila?”
Inside the burning building, the remaining guard was pinned on the second floor. The stairs were miraculously intact, offering the only route of entry and escape.
Robles hesitated at the stairwell. “Lim, dito ka lang. I’ll handle this alone.”
“Are you insane? I’m not letting you go up there without me,” Lim shot back, voice rough from the smoke.
“Clear the path. I promise I’ll be back in a minute.” Robles didn’t wait for an answer as she vaulted up the stairs two at a time, disappearing into the swirling gray before her comrade could grab her arm.
Outside, the captain of the firefighters spoke in low, grim tones, his voice barely carrying over the hiss of hoses and the groan of burning timber.
“We just got word—six more people in a backroom. Tumigil na daw kakasigaw,” the captain said, his eyes fixed on the flames. “Their oxygen’s probably gone.”
Then, a movement came as three figures broke through the haze at the warehouse entrance. Robles emerged first, staggering under the weight of the guard from the second floor, her face streaked with ash. Beside her, Lim limped, every step jarring.
“Her boot got caught—nakatapak ng pako,” Robles reported quickly, easing the guard toward waiting medics.
“Robles!” a voice cut through the chaos.
Her head snapped toward the sound. “Cap Vergara!”
“There are still six people inside, and we think they’ve already passed out. Nasa backroom.” The captain’s tone was sharp, unyielding. “Get in there first—backup’s gonna come soon.”
Robles didn’t hesitate. She dropped her helmet visor, exchanged a wordless look with Lim, and turned back toward the fire.
She barely took a step toward the warehouse when the world split apart in a roar of heat and pain. A burning beam crashed across her back, driving her to the ground. Her breath tore out in a cry, the weight crushing her chest as flames clawed at her gear.
A torrent of water slammed down, hissing and steaming as firefighters beat back the blaze licking at her.
Her muscles screamed in protest as she tried to move. Six people were dying inside, and every heartbeat felt like a sentence. But their other crews were trapped at a separate fire across the city, so she thought no backup was coming for her.
“Please, let me through.”
The voice cut through the chaos, firm and clear.
Smoke swirled, parting just enough for a figure to drop to her side. Robles felt hands press against the raw skin at the gap in her gear, and something surged through her, a current that rattled every nerve awake. The pain bled away in an instant, replaced by a rush of clarity and strength so unnatural it made her gasp.
She twisted to see that it was a woman wearing a medical mask, her hair escaping in damp strands, the crest of Amihan Crest Medical Center stitched into her shoulder patch. She was bent slightly, breath uneven, as though the effort had drained her.
“Miss, ayos ka lang ba?” Robles rasped.
“Oo—go back inside!” the woman shot back, her voice sharp but trembling, as if holding something back.
Robles didn’t need to be told twice. She plunged into the burning maze, every sense sharpened beyond reason. Heat and smoke parted before her like curtains, and her boots found steady ground where moments ago she’d been staggering. She moved as if guided, as if every turn was already mapped in her mind.
She found the backroom almost without thought. Six men lay slumped together, their chests rising shallowly and their lips tinged with blue.
They had minutes at most.
Robles dropped to her knees beside the nearest man, shaking his shoulder, but there was no response. Smoke coiled through the cramped space, clinging to the ceiling in a suffocating shroud. She could feel the heat chewing at the walls.
“Wake up,” she muttered, though she knew they couldn’t hear her.
One by one, she hauled them onto her shoulders and arms, two at a time, the unnatural strength still thrumming in her veins. The weight should’ve staggered her, but her legs carried her without falter, each step as sure as if she had trained for years to move like this.
The corridor beyond was a tunnel of orange glare and crackling timbers. A beam groaned overhead. She ducked just as it fell, the motion so instinctive it startled her. She didn’t think as she reacted, faster than thought, faster than fear.
Outside, the medics were already waiting. Robles stumbled into the cool night air, lowering the men onto waiting stretchers. “Four more,” she barked, and without pause, she turned back for the others.
The second trip was harder; smoke clawed at her throat, and heat tried to worm its way past her gear, but the strange energy still pushed her forward and urged her on. She didn’t stop until the last man was in the ambulance, oxygen mask pressed to his face.
Only then did she let herself breathe. Her knees threatened to fold, and her vision tunneled at the edges until another hand caught her wrist, still warm and unyielding. She felt the skin against her skin.
A spark cracked through her veins.
A rush flooded in, sharp and electric, scattering the weight from her bones.
Every ache, every burn, every tremor was gone as if stolen away in that single touch.
It was her again, the masked medic. Their eyes met for only a heartbeat before the woman released her grip and turned away, stepping into an ambulance already preparing to depart.
Robles stood there, panting, watching the vehicle’s lights fade into the chaos. Around her, the survivors were being treated, the fire was being beaten back, and the throb of sirens had replaced the night’s pulse of celebration.
She slumped into a chair, wiping soot from her face.
“God, that beam must’ve rattled my brain,” she muttered, laughing once under her breath, enough to earn puzzled glances from nearby medics.
When the last hiss of steam faded and the warehouse stood as a blackened husk, the firefighters received their final confirmation that the blaze was officially out. A ripple of relief swept through the neighborhood.
Residents, many still smelling faintly of smoke, began to gather around the exhausted crew, offering heartfelt thanks. Words tumbled out with gratitude, awe, and blessings because, despite the size of the fire and the dangerously close line of wooden houses just meters away, not a single other structure had been lost. It was nothing short of a miracle, the kind born of quick thinking and sheer skill.
Captain Norelle Vergara, head of the dispatched rescue team, gave the order to pull back. Their truck rumbled to life, guided by Fire Officer Garnet Apuli, whose steady hands were trusted with every bulky, temperamental rescue vehicle in the station’s fleet.
Beside her, in the rear cab, sat the Inferno Diver Duo, Fire Officers Marlowe Lim and Jorwyn Robles, the station’s go-to specialists for diving headlong into burning structures to pull survivors from the flames.
The quartet wasn’t just a convenient grouping, as it was also a cohesive unit.
In the wake of new national safety reforms, the government’s professional oversight body had laid down a rule that every operational unit would consist of four members, bound together as a permanent team. Their performance, conduct, and even errors would be judged collectively. A victory for one was a victory for all; a mistake by one cast its shadow over the whole.
And so, VARL was born—an acronym stitched into their jackets, drawn from their captain’s surname and the initials of her handpicked crew. Vergara had been top of her graduating class at the academy, earning the rare privilege of selecting her own team. Where others were randomly assigned, she had chosen with precision, selecting Apuli for her unmatched control behind the wheel and every firefighting equipment, Lim for her fearless mobility in tight burning spaces, and Robles for her sheer stamina and unshakable determination.
They were the same age, all classmates once, but the fire station recognized only one leader in each unit. In the field, Norelle’s voice was the final word, and the others followed it without hesitation.
As their truck pulled away from the smoking ruins, the glow of the plaza lights reappeared in the distance, a reminder that elsewhere in the city, life went on untouched.
Inside the vehicle, the air was thick with fatigue and unspoken thoughts, and for Jorwyn, one persistent memory lingered, the masked stranger whose touch had burned through her exhaustion like lightning.
“Marlowe,” Norelle remarked suddenly, eyes dropping to the neatly bandaged foot of her subordinate, “first time mo mapako, ah. Get that rechecked tomorrow and give me a report on how long your recovery will be.”
Marlowe chuckled, scratching the back of her neck in mild embarrassment. “Yes, Cap.”
Then Norelle’s gaze shifted to the other half of her duo.
“Jorwyn—good job earlier. Anim na tao ‘yon, after getting grilled pa by that large burning debris.” Her brow furrowed slightly. “Go with Lowe tomorrow. You still need a proper check-up. I’m surprised your back isn’t bleeding or broken.”
Jorwyn slouched forward, as if the weight of the night had finally caught up with her. Shit. How come I’m all better already? The thought flickered through her head like an unwelcome spark.
“Whole body hurts, actually,” she lied aloud, letting a fake groan slip when she shifted. “Feel ko nga it was just grit that kept me moving, Cap. That, and the need to get those six people out.”
Norelle’s gaze lingered on her for a beat, skeptical at the sudden onset of theatrics, but she didn’t press. “Report your recovery time, too,” she ordered, turning forward. “We’ll be on office duty until my divers are cleared for the field.”
Back at the station, after the incident was logged and reported to their superiors, Norelle dismissed the team, reminding them that the Diver Duo would follow up with the medics.
“Garn, padrop naman,” Marlowe said, rising carefully from her seat and gesturing toward her foot. She jerked her thumb at Jorwyn. “Pati ‘to, konti na lang makikita na si Kamatayan, oh.”
Garnet’s laugh was warm, teasing. “I will, don’t worry. It’s just so funny—dami niyong mas delikadong missions before and you came out scratch-free, pero ngayong eleven lang ang kailangan ilabas, para kayong nakipagdigmaan.”
Marlowe scoffed, waving her hands in mock offense. “In my defense, it’s my foot. We could still do missions if the injury weren’t there.”
Jorwyn raised both hands, chiming in with a smirk. “First time my partner’s in that position, and I couldn’t think straight. I couldn’t exactly ignore that big-ass beam falling on me. Don’t blame me.” She winced, half real and half exaggerated, when her back stretched.
“I’ll drive you guys tomorrow din,” Garnet said, voice laced with mock resignation.
The duo lit up like schoolkids promised a free lunch. “Yes!” they chorused, their earlier fatigue momentarily forgotten.
When Garnet dropped her off, Jorwyn waited until the taillights disappeared down the street before letting her shoulders fall back into their natural posture. The exaggerated winces and the hunched walk are gone.
Inside, she kicked off her boots and padded toward the bathroom. She passed the full-length mirror by her doorway and froze.
Her back, bare where her shirt had ridden up, was smooth. Untouched. Not even a blush of redness where the burning beam had slammed into her. The skin looked new, almost impossibly so, like it had never seen fire.
“Shit,” she whispered. “I’m not really imagining this?”
She twisted her torso, testing her range of motion. No stabbing pain, no tightness. Reaching over her shoulder, she pressed the spot where the wood had landed, half-expecting a tender throb, but there was nothing. She brushed her fingertips along her hairline, feeling for any swelling at the back of her head, and still nothing.
“What the hell is happening…” she murmured, shaking her head before stepping into the shower.
The water hit her skin in a hot cascade. She braced herself for the sting, but there was no bite, no burn. Just heat and the faint scent of her soap mixing with the steam. Her hands drifted up to her forehead, to the thin scar slicing through her right eyebrow.
That one, at least, was real and permanent.
It was the only mark she carried from the night her village had burned. She had been young, too young to remember the details and too young to understand why the flames had come or who had set them. All she knew was that her parents hadn’t walked out of that night with her. That scar was the sole physical proof she had survived at all.
The memories came in fragments, as there was the roar of fire swallowing wooden walls, the sky turning red, the air thick enough to choke her. Yet no fear clung to them, no trauma. Instead, she felt an odd connection to fire itself, as if its heat had taken root inside her and fueled her every time she ran into danger.
And tonight, that fire had been replaced by something else.
Her mind went back, unbidden, to the moments she had touched the masked medic. Twice, each time followed by a rush in her veins, a surge of energy sharp enough to feel like electricity. She could still recall the faint pressure of that smooth, bare hand against her wounded skin.
It was odd. Too odd to ignore, and yet she forced herself to. The last thing she needed was to spiral into some wild theory about strangers and miracles.
But as she stepped out of the shower, toweling her hair, she caught herself glancing at her reflection again. Her back still looked flawless, and the ghost of that touch still lingered.
The next morning, Jorwyn’s sleep was broken by the sharp, insistent beeping of her phone. The vibration rattled across her bedside table, a sound far too aggressive for someone still half-asleep. She cracked one eye open, squinting toward the dim red glow of her digital clock on the computer desk—7:19 a.m.
With a groan, she groped for the phone, dragging it into the warm tangle of blankets. There were two missed calls and fifteen unread messages, all from Marlowe and Garnet.
[Norelle called me for an urgent assignment. Can’t pick you and Marlowe. Sorry.]
[Bawi ako, promise.]
[Jor, my mom will take me to Amihan na.]
[She’s so worried. She won’t rest until she takes me as soon as possible.]
[Get well soon, buddy.]
Jorwyn exhaled through her nose, a small, private smile tugging at her lips. She doesn’t need to invent an excuse for skipping a check-up now, not when her back was already as good as new.
She stretched, luxuriating in the absence of pain, then tossed the phone back onto the bed and rolled over.
Just a little more sleep.
When the beeping came again, it was like déjà vu. She groaned into her pillow, swiping the phone off the mattress this time.
It wasn’t Marlowe. It wasn’t Garnet. The number was tagged unknown, but to her it was familiar.
She blinked toward the window and saw that the street outside was already cloaked at night. The clock now read 7:07 p.m.
She had slept twelve hours straight.
Sitting up, she felt the weight of the day settling on her shoulders. She glanced at the screen, her eyes scanning the message that awaited her.
[Silver Shield Center
21-storey (Ongoing demolition)
Retrieve items on level 18.
Please see the attachment for the files to be retrieved.
Stake: 1.2 million]
Jorwyn let out a low whistle, her eyebrows arching. “Well, hello, stranger.”
It had been months since she had seen a payout this high, as her recent offers never climbed past half a million. The thought of walking away from this job a million richer sent a quick pulse of adrenaline through her veins.
In one motion, she swung her legs out of bed, bare feet hitting the cool floor.
She tapped the attachment.
A scanned blueprint.
A steel cabinet.
A briefcase filled with documents.
The password combination to open it.
The job seemed straightforward, and the instructions were clear and highly profitable. Her lips curved into a sharper smile.
Finally, she muttered to herself.
Her fingers drummed lightly against the table, restless with the thrill of it. She could already picture the steps unfolding in her mind, each move as precise and effortless as if she had done it a hundred times before. No hesitation and no second-guessing. This was the kind of work she had been waiting for, clean, decisive, and rewarding enough to drown out the quiet ache of all the wasted days before this one.
So she dressed with care, striking a balance between comfort and stealth, in dark, fitted clothing that wouldn’t snag, and shoes quiet enough to make her footsteps vanish.
The Silver Shield Center loomed ahead, its base shrouded in thick black tarpaulin that swallowed the lower two floors in shadow. Beyond the sheets of fabric, demolition machinery stood silent and hulking, their steel arms frozen mid-swing. A chunk of the building’s facade had already been torn away, exposing its bones to the night.
Jorwyn circled the perimeter, her eyes tracing the patterns of the tarpaulin, noting every potential exit. A few construction lights buzzed in the distance, with no guards in sight and no moving shadows.
Still, she lingered in the darkness, counting seconds, listening. The air smelled faintly of scraped cement and rusted metal, a scent that clung to the back of her throat. Somewhere beyond the fence, a lone piece of corrugated tin rattled in the wind, too soft to be a threat, but enough to make her pulse steady into that razor-sharp calm she trusted.
She mapped the silence in her head, marking the places where footsteps should’ve been, and finding none.
When the last echo of noise faded, she slipped through a narrow gap in the tarpaulin, body low, every movement a whisper. The air inside was thick with dust and the scent of old cement. She kept to the shadows, making for the fire-exit stairs tucked away at the rear.
Her breaths were measured and almost deliberate as she climbed one flight after another, the metal steps creaking faintly beneath her boots until she reached the eighteenth floor.
The door was locked.
Her eyes swept the landing, catching on a single open window across the narrow space. Hugging the wall, she moved toward it, her back pressed to the peeling paint, until she stood at the edge. Beyond the frame stretched a narrow strip of concrete railing, no more than a foot wide.
One step and another.
The night air clawed at her clothes. Her shoulder grazed the cold wall, her fingers brushing it for balance as the ground yawned open eighteen stories below, waiting.
When she reached the window, she slid inside in one smooth motion and sank into a crouch, letting her eyes adjust to the dimness. She listened to the air hissing through the broken panes, the faint groan of the building settling.
The cabinet sat exactly where the schematics promised. She knelt, dialed in the code, and heard the lock click into place. Inside, a black briefcase waited, its weight solid in her hands. A quick check of the contents revealed crisp pages and unbroken seals.
Job halfway done.
The stairs would’ve been the most straightforward way out, except they were sealed off entirely. No breach possible.
Jorwyn exhaled through her teeth. “Ha! No wonder this pays millions.”
Retracing her steps, she returned to the window and made her first mistake.
She had forgotten the glass. Shards still clung to the frame like jagged teeth. As she swung her arm forward to steady herself, a splintered edge tore through her sleeve and bit deep into the flesh of her upper arm.
A hot, sharp pain flared. She hissed, jaw clenched, resisting the urge to cry out. Blood welled quickly, warm against the cool night air. She kept moving, her grip tightening on the briefcase, her eyes fixed on the ledge ahead. One misstep would mean a fall she wouldn’t walk away from.
Once she crossed back to the stairwell, she leaned against the wall, clutching her arm. The cut was bad, even worse than she had first thought.
“God,” she muttered under her breath, “why am I expecting it to be healed just like yesterday?”
But the skin stayed split, the blood still fresh. The ache deepened with every heartbeat, with no magic touch and no instant recovery.
It stung more as time passed, but she forced her mind elsewhere. Pain was an old companion, and she had built her tolerance over the years. This wasn’t the end of the world. Just another reminder that she was still human, vulnerable, breakable, and very much alive.
Jorwyn dragged herself down the fire-exit stairs, each step a jolt of pain up her arm. She slipped out through the gap in the tarpaulin-covered gate and into the night air, heading toward her car.
“Hey!”
The voice came sharp from behind her, stopping her cold.
“Anong nangyari diyan?”
She froze mid-step, mind racing. A woman bleeding heavily and walking alone down a dark street was bound to draw suspicion, and in her case, suspicion was dangerous.
Footsteps closed in, and slowly, Jorwyn turned.
A woman, roughly her height, with long hair brushing her shoulders, was striding toward her. She slowed when their eyes met, her gaze dropping to Jorwyn’s wound. It flicked between her face and the gash on her arm, widening with concern.
“I’m… I’m a paramedic,” the woman said breathlessly. “I can patch that up. My team’s just there.” She gestured toward a white ambulance parked nearby, where three figures in scrubs leaned over its open rear doors.
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed, studying them. The medic caught the look and explained, “We just came from a mission. Napadaan lang dito kasi umiiwas sa traffic. Unfortunately, tinamaan kami ng malas—our ambulance stepped on wood with a nail.”
Jorwyn gave a noncommittal nod, preparing to step away. But one of the nurses by the ambulance noticed them and called out, “Nurse A! Dalhin mo na siya dito, baka maimpeksyon ‘yan!”
Before the woman addressed as Nurse A could speak again, a sleek black sedan pulled up in front of Jorwyn, and the window rolled down to reveal a familiar face.
“Tine,” the driver called.
Jorwyn gave the woman a slight nod, then moved toward the car. “Thanks for your concern,” she told her quietly. The medic managed a faint smile before the door shut and the sedan pulled away.
Inside, the driver’s voice was tight with concern and edged with anger. “Celestine, what happened to your arm?”
“Relax, Circe,” Jorwyn replied with a laugh, as if that could soften the tension. This was not the first time Circe had picked her up mid-mission, blood on her clothes. “It’s manageable. Just drop me at my car.”
Circe’s eyes stayed fixed on the road. “We’re getting that treated. I’ll have your car delivered to your house.”
“You don’t even know where I live.”
“You’ll tell me. Now.” Her tone was firm, almost clipped. She jerked her chin at the backpack in Jorwyn’s lap. “Mission success, yehey,” she added dryly, her gaze flicking briefly to the wound. “Your stake will come in once they verify the documents.”
“Not necessary, Circe,” Jorwyn said sharply, her voice edged with warning, ignoring the woman’s remarks regarding her mission.
“No,” Circe replied flatly. “You’re so fucking reckless.”
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “Please, Circe. You don’t get anything by helping me. Your job is to retrieve what I retrieve. Nowhere in your job description does it say you have to nurse me.”
A humorless laugh escaped Circe’s lips. She pressed harder on the accelerator, saying nothing until they reached Jorwyn’s car.
“Thanks,” Jorwyn muttered, closing the door before Circe could reply. She watched the sedan disappear into the dark before slipping into her own vehicle and driving home.
Once there, she tended to the wound herself, her hands steady and almost practiced. She cleaned the gash, stitched the torn flesh, and wrapped it in a tight bandage. A shower was out of the question, so she settled for a quick wipe-down with a damp towel before collapsing onto the sofa.
The pain flared as she sank into the cushions, and she cursed under her breath.
“Fuck,” she whispered. “Seriously, what the hell happened to me yesterday?”
The inconsistency gnawed at her. The other day, her injuries had vanished as if by magic, but today the blood and pain clung stubbornly to her. Something didn’t add up.
The lingering thoughts that had haunted Jorwyn the whole night continued to affect her until the next morning, but were finally broken when Marlowe’s voice pulled her back to the present.
“Are you okay? You’re coming with me—we need to report to Cap together,” Marlowe said, her crutch tapping lightly against the floor. Her foot was still bandaged, and Jorwyn adjusted her own pace to match her partner’s slow, careful steps.
“You got checked on your own?” Marlowe asked, glancing at Jorwyn, curiosity and mild suspicion in her eyes. Jorwyn only gave a slight nod.
“Sorry talaga. I couldn’t come with you… My mom insisted kasi eh,” Marlowe added quickly, assuming Jorwyn might be upset at her as she noticed that she was ignoring her messages. Silence had always been Jorwyn’s warning sign.
“Baliw, it’s fine,” Jorwyn replied honestly, her voice calm. And it was the truth. Her quietness had nothing to do with Marlowe. Her mind kept circling back to last weekend, to her back, the fire, and the strange, inexplicable healing.
Marlowe opened her mouth, likely to press the issue, but they reached the office before she could. Inside, their superior waited, and any further discussion would’ve to wait. They knocked, then entered, saluting Norelle as best they could given Marlowe’s condition.
“FO Lim, reporting as commanded, Cap!” Marlowe said, managing her tone and posture as best she could. Norelle acknowledged the salute with a sharp nod.
“Proceed,” Norelle commanded.
“Medical check-up recommended a month for full recovery for both divers, Cap,” Marlowe reported, detailing the examination, including the length of the nail she had stepped on and the burn and impact wound Robles had suffered from the falling debris. Norelle listened quietly, nodding in understanding.
“A fit-to-work certificate should be issued at the end of the month, provided you’re cleared to return to field duties,” Norelle added, her tone firm, making the duo nod their heads almost instantly.
“Provide us with your instructions, Cap,” Marlowe prompted, expecting orders for what to do while stuck in office work.
“Thank you for the health report, Lim,” Norelle said, moving to a table by the printers and opening a large box of documents. “Both of you—Lim and Robles—will be working on these Fire Safety Inspection checklists here in the office, while Apuli and I handle the field inspections. You’ll also cross-reference with checklists from our prior inspections. So, no, hindi naman kayo mawawalan ng ginagawa.”
Marlowe groaned audibly. “Can’t we inspect smaller housing areas, Cap? At least fewer issues to deal with,” she said, clearly disappointed at being stuck at a desk while her teammates went out into the field. “I mean, you’re handling large facilities. Couldn’t we take the bungalows?”
Jorwyn nudged her lightly. “Shh, don’t get us in trouble.”
Norelle glanced at the exchange and let out a soft laugh.
“Apologies, Lim. This comes directly from above. Alam ko naman na you wouldn’t want to be trapped here, pero we have to follow orders,” Norelle said, placing stacks of papers on their desks and gesturing for them to take their seats.
Marlowe slumped dramatically into her chair, wincing as she adjusted her crutch. “This is… torture. Eight hours of paper while everyone else plays in the field?”
Jorwyn smirked, leaning back in her chair. “At least ‘di ka makakatapak ng pako today.”
Marlowe shot her a look, half annoyance, half amusement. “Funny, Robles. Really funny.”
“Don’t worry,” Norelle added, offering Marlowe a small smile. “Once you’re mobile again, I can make your request happen.”
Marlowe could only sigh and mutter, “I’ll believe it when I see it.”
“Robles, you’ll handle the end-of-shift reports, since Lim is already tasked with pre-shift duties,” Norelle continued, moving toward Garnet and signaling her to get ready for field departure.
Jorwyn sat back in her chair, eyes flicking briefly to Marlowe, noting her partner’s frustration. For now, their hands were tied, the adrenaline of fieldwork replaced by the tedium of paperwork.
But the fire, the chaos, and the surge she couldn’t explain were still there, buried beneath the monotony, waiting for the next call.
A month had passed, and Marlowe’s condition had improved; she had also been issued a fit-to-work certificate. “Finally,” Marlowe muttered, flexing her fingers experimentally. “I can stop worrying about every little ache now.”
Jorwyn couldn’t go to a real hospital. Her injuries weren’t real in the conventional sense, as her back might have healed miraculously, her burns gone in moments, but the paper trail had to exist.
She asked someone to help her obtain a certificate. “I need something official,” Jorwyn said, tapping the folder in her hands. “I can’t just show up and say, ‘I’m fine now.’ They’d never believe me.”
The diver duo endured a month of seemingly endless paperwork, inspections, and minor evaluations at small facilities. It was tedious work, the adrenaline of field missions replaced by forms and checklists, yet beneath it all, the fire, the chaos, and the surge she couldn’t explain still simmered, waiting for the next call.
Meanwhile, Jorwyn had quietly taken on five side jobs from the same employer she had worked with during the Silver Shield Center mission. Two years of proven competence had earned their trust, and she had never failed a mission.
“You’re seriously taking five jobs this month?” Circe asked one evening, raising an eyebrow as she watched Jorwyn go through her schedule.
“‘Di ka pa rin sanay?” Jorwyn said, shrugging. “Besides, someone has to do them.”
But only one of those missions went smoothly. In the others, she returned battered, injuries appearing in different parts of her body each time. Her shirt sleeves would cling damply to bruises, and a thin line of blood might streak down her arm. Yet she never complained, never faltered.
Circe noticed how she winced only slightly when moving or stretching, and how her jaw tightened as she continued walking despite the pain.
“Alam mo,” Circe said one night after Jorwyn returned from a mission, “you don’t have to keep taking it all silently. You could—”
“I’m used to it,” Jorwyn interrupted gently, almost apologetically. “Pain doesn’t stop the job. And it’s temporary.”
Circe sighed, letting the words go. She had watched enough missions to know that arguing wouldn’t change Jorwyn’s mindset. She shook her head, making a mental note to keep a closer eye next time.
Then a call came in just after midnight. Jorwyn’s phone buzzed quietly against the edge of the bed. She rubbed her eyes but didn’t hesitate.
“Another one?” Circe asked, sitting on a bench near her car, waiting for the diver to arrive.
“Always another one,” Jorwyn muttered, pulling on her dark, fitted mask.
Circe watched silently. She knew better than to try stopping her. Instead, she gathered the small bag of supplies Jorwyn would need, gloves, wipes, spare bandages, and followed at a discreet distance in her car.
Circe Hermoso’s job was to clean up afterward, retrieve anything Jorwyn brought back for her employers, and sometimes act as backup, but she never saw the full extent of the danger Jorwyn faced.
By the time Jorwyn reached the location, a rundown warehouse at the edge of the city, the air was thick with acrid smoke. Flames licked the metal siding, and the distant clamor of trapped workers reached her ears. She ignored the throb in her ribs and shoulder she had gained when she was hit by a falling post earlier.
Pain was a temporary and irrelevant companion—her mantra.
Inside, chaos reigned. Collapsing beams, leaking gas, and smoke clawing at her throat created a deadly maze. She moved with purpose, guided by some strange internal force, hands steady as she freed trapped workers one by one.
Circe stayed outside, watching from a safe distance. She had a small pair of binoculars that she had brought for situations like this, keeping her eyes on every movement.
When a pile of crates fell inside the warehouse, she instinctively reached for her phone, ready to call for help, but then saw Jorwyn rise, dragging another trapped worker out as if the falling debris had barely touched her.
Circe’s stomach tightened. She shouldn’t be able to do that… she should be hurt. But Jorwyn stepped into the night air, smoke swirling around her, shirt damp and scorched in places, cuts and bruises visible, yet nothing that slowed her.
“Ayos ka lang?” Circe shouted across the distance, her voice sharp with worry.
Jorwyn glanced back, casually brushing soot from her face. “Nothing to worry about, Circe,” she said, voice steady. “Handle the rest.”
As Jorwyn disappeared back into the shadows to finish the mission, Circe exhaled shakily, clutching the supplies bag like an anchor. She would clean up afterward, collect whatever evidence or items Jorwyn retrieved, and patch up the visible injuries. Still, the thought nagged at her that Jorwyn was pushing herself too far and was going to get seriously hurt someday.
They left the ruins without a word, Circe carrying the case Jorwyn had retrieved while the firefighter pressed a cloth against the gash on her arm.
The job was done, but the restless spark in her chest hadn’t dimmed.
Hours later, the smell of antiseptic replaced the scent of smoke. A woman dressed in navy blue scrubs with steady hands leaned over her, hair falling in soft strands that framed sharp, assessing eyes.
“You don’t look like someone who’s supposed to be on medical leave,” the woman said, her voice a mix of amusement and warning.
Jorwyn found herself smiling despite the sting in her arm.
She didn’t know the woman’s name yet, but she already knew two things: her touch was gentle and familiar, but her gaze was sharp enough to cut through steel.
Their eyes met for a moment too long, long enough for the background noise of the ER to fade.
“This might sting,” she warned.
Jorwyn wasn’t sure if she meant the wound or something else entirely.
Chapter 2: Drowned Flame
Chapter Text
The emergency room was quiet, eerily so. No sirens wailing from the streets, no frantic footsteps rushing through the sliding doors, no patient being wheeled in from a desperate, last-minute rescue.
Since this morning, there had not been a single major case. Only a handful of patients occupied the ward, each needing small interventions like an IV here, a dressing change there, and nothing critical enough to send the whole floor into the familiar, organized chaos.
On the far left of the room, where shelves of gauze, oxygen tanks, and trauma kits lined the wall, four nurses in crisp navy blue scrubs worked with quiet precision. They sat cross-legged or perched on stools, repacking their trauma bags and checking expiration dates on vials, restocking bandages, refilling saline pouches, and making sure everything was ready should they be called in as backup.
This was the SCAR team.
Lead Nurse Maerith Ricalde ran the quartet with calm authority. Every major decision was passed through her first, as she coordinated directly with their partnered rescue unit at the fire station, organized their responses, and ensured each member knew their role before they even set foot on the scene.
Beside her, Fleet Nurse Solana Catacutan checked and re-checked the ambulance keys in her pocket. She was the group’s designated driver and caretaker of their equipment, the one who knew exactly which compartment every tool was in and whether the defibrillator battery was fully charged. If something went missing, she would know before anyone else even noticed.
A few feet away, Nurse Selene Sevilleja ran her eyes over triage tags, her fingers unconsciously tracing the printed codes. She was their triage specialist, the first to assess a scene and the one who, in seconds, decided who would be treated first and who could wait.
Finally, Nurse Avalora Arceta carefully tested a CPR mask, her hands steady from years of practice. Avalora was the quartet’s lead in resuscitation and rapid patch-ups. Though all four were trained in the same lifesaving skills, she had the speed and instinct of someone who could keep a patient alive in the back of a moving ambulance without missing a beat.
They were not just thrown together by chance. Just like the VARL rescue unit they are now partners with, SCAR was handpicked and formed by Maerith during her tenure as a top-ranking medical student. Their name was drawn from the first letters of their last names, but it also fit them in other ways, as they were a team forged in high-pressure training, each of them leaving their mark on every scene they worked.
All four had trained and graduated from Amihan Crest School of Medicine & Allied Health, earning their degrees in nursing before undergoing specialized paramedic training.
Originally, SCAR had been paired with a rescue team from the other side of the city. But when that team was reassigned to another province, the quartet was re-matched, this time with VARL of the Blue Sentinel Fire Station.
“We just got partnered up again, pero look at us now?” Solana announced with all the drama of a TV host. She gestured broadly to herself and Selene to see if the spotlight was on them. “Back as full-time ER nurses kasi that VARL unit is no good!”
Selene tilted her head in agreement, her expression dripping with mock sympathy. “Chief Nurse said pa naman they were the elites of their batch—pero bakit ang lalampa?” She clicked her tongue as if the very thought pained her.
Avalora and Maerith exchanged a glance, the kind that said Here they go again. Neither seemed eager to encourage the bashing, but Solana and Selene were clearly on a roll.
“Maybe it was just a bad day for them,” Maerith said, her tone calm but firm. “We haven’t even properly introduced ourselves yet, kaya don’t judge them muna.” She smoothed a piece of lint off her scrub top with exaggerated care, as if she could physically brush away the conversation.
“Exactly! First impressions last, diba?” Solana countered. “Tapos yung first impression was… what? Limping towards the ambulance like they’d just been in a bar fight?”
Selene could not resist adding, “Yung Lim? Nakatapak ng pako? Muntik pa siyang maging priority patient over the survivors. Eh bakit niya tinanggal yung boots niya in the first place?”
Avalora finally decided to intervene, leaning back in her chair. “She told me her boot got stuck somewhere—probably debris or wreckage—so she had to take it off para makalabas agad. Just before the door, hindi niya na-anticipate yung pako kasi nagmamadali sila.”
“Ayan naman pala,” Maerith said, like that settled the matter.
Selene opened her mouth for a comeback, but did not get the chance. The ER doors burst open, and a wheelchair rolled in, pushed by a nurse. A woman with her head down sat slouched in the seat, her hair slightly damp with sweat.
Maerith did not miss a beat. “Ava,” she said quietly.
Avalora grabbed her case of supplies from under the counter without hesitation. As she made her way to the heavily curtained bed, she did a quick scan of the injury location, body language, and facial tension. But when she stepped inside the curtain and saw who was sitting on the bed, her stride slowed.
“Well, well, well.” The words slipped out, amused but edged.
The patient lifted her chin slightly.
“You don’t look like someone who’s supposed to be on medical leave,” Avalora said, voice lilting between teasing and reprimand.
The woman, tall and strong-shouldered even in that hospital gown, gave her a smile Avalora could not pin down. Was it sheepish? Defiant? Both? Avalora’s gaze flicked to the figure standing on the other side of the bed.
“Are you the patient’s guardian?” Avalora asked.
“Ye—”
“No!”
Avalora’s brows arched, but she let it slide for now. “Your name, Miss?”
The woman tilted her head, clearly assessing whether to answer. “Jorwyn Robles?”
A slow smile spread across Avalora’s face. “I knew it.” She set her kit on the bedside table, rolling up her sleeves before holding out her hands. “Let me see.”
“You’re from VARL, right?” she added casually, glancing at the other woman.
Jorwyn’s expression shifted to a flicker of something guarded passing over her features. “Am I supposed to be familiar with you, too?” she asked, tone neutral but just a touch too careful.
Avalora did not catch the lie in her voice, but Jorwyn knew the truth; she had seen Avalora before, during the Silver Shield Center mission. Avalora had been the one offering to patch her up that night. But Jorwyn’s mask had kept her identity safe, and that safety relied on Avalora never making the connection.
“I don’t know,” Avalora said lightly, her eyes sharp. “Maybe kasi I’m part of SCAR?”
The name hit Jorwyn like a sudden chill. Her eyes widened just slightly.
They locked gazes. For a brief, charged second, the chaos of the ER, with its beeping monitors, rolling carts, and muffled conversations, seemed to fade into silence.
“This might sting,” Avalora said at last, pressing gauze against the cut. Her touch lingered just a fraction longer than needed, the slightest whisper of power sliding under her fingertips. The bleeding slowed, the torn edges knitting subtly beneath the surface.
Of course, Jorwyn knew SCAR.
She knew their names—supposedly their faces, too, and the quiet weight of their reputation that drifted through the fire station like smoke. The quartet was almost a legend among the paramedic teams, efficient to the point of unnerving.
Weeks ago, word had come down that VARL and SCAR would be stationed side by side from here on out, their bases practically close enough to share the same stretch of road.
Still, knowledge on paper was not the same as knowing people in the flesh. Between back-to-back calls, late-night returns, and the kind of exhaustion that left little room for small talk, the chance for a proper introduction had never arrived. All Jorwyn had were half-heard stories and fleeting glances across crowded emergency scenes, a puzzle of impressions waiting for the right moment to click into place.
“Oh god, I’m sorry, I wasn’t able to tell—OUCH.” Her apology broke into a wince as the antiseptic touched the wound.
“Told you,” Avalora teased, not bothering to hide her smirk.
Jorwyn chuckled softly, the sound low and a little self-conscious. “Not bad, though,” she said. “You’ve got a light touch.”
“So,” Avalora began, needle and thread poised in her hands, “tell me, Robles—what exactly were you doing to earn this gash? Your unit’s supposed to be on leave. Unless this is your idea of a vacation?”
Jorwyn just blinked, lips pressed into a firm line.
“And how’s your back, by the way? Funny how I never saw you check in here for that. Lim did, though.” Avalora’s tone was pleasant, but her words prodded like pins.
“Can I… not answer that?” Jorwyn muttered.
Circe nudged her from the side, leaning in just enough to murmur something. Jorwyn turned her head sharply and shot her a glare. Circe mouthed, You’re being suspicious. Jorwyn rolled her eyes in reply.
Thankfully, Avalora was too focused on the neat, steady rhythm of her stitches to notice the silent exchange.
“Someone tried to rob me,” Circe said suddenly, stepping into the conversation like it was her cue. “This kind woman caught the knife meant for me. My hero.” Her voice dripped with exaggerated gratitude, like a princess gushing over her knight.
Avalora laughed. “Funny, I thought you were her guardian?”
Jorwyn turned slowly toward Circe, her look saying You’ve made this worse.
“Ye—yeah! I’m really her guardian,” she said with a short, awkward laugh. “I just… brought her here. That counts, right?”
Avalora leaned back slightly, raising her head to give the two women a satisfied, almost smug smile as she snipped the last piece of surgical thread.
The needle went back into her kit with a quiet clink, and she began winding the excess thread into a neat coil—her hands moving with the same calm precision she had kept throughout the procedure.
“There,” she said, her tone somewhere between clinical and teasing. “All patched up. So…”
Her gaze flicked between Jorwyn and Circe, a playful curiosity glinting in her eyes. “Why do you both look like you’ve been caught stealing cookies? Relax, no one’s dying here.”
She pulled a roll of bandage from her kit, measuring it with a practiced glance before cutting just enough to wrap the wound. Her fingers were quick but gentle as she secured it in place, the fresh white cloth stark against Jorwyn’s skin.
“Change that at least once a day,” she instructed. “And try not to do anything stupid enough to split it open again.”
Jorwyn had been silent through most of the dressing process, watching Avalora work with the faint wariness of someone who was not used to being the patient. But as the nurse began packing her kit to leave, Jorwyn’s voice cut through the hum of the ER.
“Can you keep this whole thing a secret?”
The question made Avalora pause mid-motion, one eyebrow lifting. “From who?” she asked, her tone sharper now, curiosity sharpening her focus.
“Everyone. My team, your team—anyone who could make a big deal out of this,” Jorwyn replied, sounding casual, though her fingers had curled slightly against the edge of the bed.
Avalora tilted her head, studying her as if trying to read between the lines. “And why, exactly?”
Inside, Jorwyn’s mind skated around the truth that if Avalora connected her to that night at the Silver Shield Center, to the masked firefighter who refused treatment, it would blow her cover. But none of that could be said aloud.
“Ugh.” She let out an exasperated sound, playing the part of someone too tired for this interrogation.
“Hey,” Avalora countered, clearly amused at her persistence. “You’re the one asking for a favor. The least you can do is give me a good reason—para lang alam ko if I’m covering for something shady.” Her smile turned faintly wicked, as if she enjoyed watching Jorwyn squirm.
“Para hindi na sila magalala,” Jorwyn said finally, the words clipped but deliberately steady. “I’ll be fine. This will heal fast enough.”
Jorwyn rose from the cot, flexing her freshly bandaged arm, and offered Avalora a slight nod of thanks.
She was about to ask if the nurse was alright when she caught the way Avalora’s fingers pressed lightly into her forearm, her brows knitting together as though she were suppressing something, pain or maybe just fatigue.
The moment flickered and was gone almost before Jorwyn could place it. Avalora smoothed her expression, gave a quick little wave as if to say all done, and moved on to the next patient without lingering.
As she and Circe stepped out of the ER, Jorwyn flexed her arm again. No dull ache, no stiffness, only the faint, familiar sting of antiseptic.
Normal enough.
Still, the way Avalora had gripped her arm lingered in her mind. Maybe the nurse’s arms had gone numb from holding steady for so long, her muscles tightening with the focus it took to stitch cleanly. It made sense, and Jorwyn knew the kind of precision that demanded absolute stillness, as well as how it could leave one's limbs feeling like lead.
She shook the thought away and kept walking, the lightness in her arm almost unsettling in how quickly it had come.
Outside, the night air was cool and tinged with the faint scent of diesel fumes from the parked ambulances. One of them had its back doors open, a nurse with short hair rummaging inside. The SCAR patch stitched onto her shoulder caught Jorwyn’s attention.
She decided to try her luck at being friendly. “Hey,” she called, stopping near the ambulance.
The nurse straightened, glanced over, then returned the greeting.
“I’m from VARL,” Jorwyn said, jerking a thumb at herself. “I’m guessing you’re from SC—”
“VARL?!” the nurse blurted, eyes widening.
Jorwyn blinked at the sudden outburst. The girl looked at her like she had just spotted someone from the enemy camp.
“Si Robles ka?” the nurse asked.
“…Yes?” Jorwyn replied cautiously.
The woman’s eyes dropped to the bandage on Jorwyn’s arm, and she let out a short laugh. “Lampa talaga kayong VARL.”
Jorwyn’s brows pulled together. “What?”
“Did Nurse Ava aid you?” the nurse asked, her tone now curious rather than mocking. “That’s her style of bandaging—clean, tight, just enough to let you move without breaking it open. Recognized it agad.”
Jorwyn glanced at her arm, flexing it slightly. “…Yeah. I feel… good. Like my whole arm wasn’t throbbing earlier.”
“Exactly,” the nurse said, grinning. “Nurse Avalora’s the best. She can stop bleeding like magic, stitch up any tear, and her treatments? Swear, bukas parang hindi ka nasugatan.”
Jorwyn tilted her head, half-amused, half-skeptical. “I’ll take your word for it.” Then she squinted slightly. “What was that you said earlier—‘lampa’?”
The nurse leaned against the ambulance, her arms crossed. “Weren’t your team all banged up last dispatch? Kaya ayan, we’re stuck back at the hospital, only getting sent out for backup.”
She made a mock-sympathetic face. “And now, here you are, patched up again? Either malas ka… or you’ve got a lot more going on than you’re letting on.”
Jorwyn stiffened. Right. A few minutes ago, she had been telling Avalora to keep this injury quiet, and now here she was practically advertising it to another SCAR member.
Before she could respond, Circe, who had been silently enjoying the exchange, stepped in. “She caught a knife aimed at me, nurse,” she said smoothly, delivering the same line she had used earlier but with a new audience. “I don’t think pagiging lampa ‘yon. I’d call that courage.”
She even threw Jorwyn a warm, grateful look.
Jorwyn mentally rolled her eyes.
The nurse’s face, Solana’s, softened, her teasing replaced by mild embarrassment. “Oh. Sorry, Robles. Akala ko may side job ka tapos nagpakalampa kaya nasugatan ka.” She chuckled. “Wouldn’t be the first time a rescuer was doing something off-duty and ended up here.”
The words were light, but they landed like a jab in Jorwyn’s ribs.
“Anyway,” Solana said, grabbing a clipboard from inside the ambulance, “I have to run back inside. Ingat, Robles. Wag lampa, oki?”
She shut the ambulance door with a solid clang and strode off toward the ER entrance, leaving Jorwyn staring after her, caught between annoyance and the uneasy thought that maybe Solana was not entirely joking.
Just a few meters away, Avalora watched the automatic doors slide shut behind Jorwyn and Circe, her fingers still curled loosely around the roll of tape she had been holding. She let out a slow breath she had not realized she had been keeping in.
It was subtle, but the ache was there, a deep, bone-deep heaviness that came after certain instances. She flexed her right hand once before slipping it into her pocket, hiding the stiffness from anyone who might notice.
Solana brushed past her, heading toward the supply shelves. “VARL talaga. Palaging may pasabog,” she muttered under her breath, though there was no real bite in her tone.
Avalora only hummed in reply, keeping her gaze fixed on the open curtain Jorwyn had just walked through. She was not sure if it was curiosity, concern, or something else entirely, but the woman’s presence lingered in her mind like the smell of smoke clinging to fabric.
Shaking herself out of it, she crossed the ER floor toward Maerith, who was reviewing a patient’s chart at the station. “I’m going to finish reorganizing the trauma bag,” Avalora said. “Last run made a mess of it.”
Maerith nodded without looking up. “Good. We might be called in for a rural case, such as a strong windstorm in Mapulo. Prep extra saline and field dressings.”
“Copy,” Avalora said.
She carried the bag to a quiet corner table, unzipping it to reveal its neatly arranged compartments. The order was muscle memory by now: gauze, shears, airway kit, bandages, each checked, replaced, and aligned. Her movements were precise, almost meditative.
Her mind, however, drifted. Not to Jorwyn exactly, but to the moment her fingers had brushed that firefighter’s arm. The bleeding had stopped just a little too fast. The way her joints now felt heavier for it.
By the time she sealed the trauma bag again, her phone buzzed with a notification.
Dispatch at 11 PM: Flood response — Barangay Mapulo. Heavy rains have caused water levels to rise to a level that reaches the waist in several residential streets. Multiple residents reported being trapped in their homes, some requiring immediate evacuation. VARL-SCAR back-up needed for joint rescue operations. Proceed with high-water gear and medical kits.
Avalora was already on her feet, slinging the bag over her shoulder.
The rain had been relentless all day, hammering the ambulance's roof in a deafening rhythm. The radio call and text messages had come in less than an hour ago, notifying them of the assistance they needed. It was the kind of rescue that needed every available team, which was why SCAR was dispatched alongside VARL.
But VARL was not at full strength. Only Garnet and Norelle had been cleared for duty because Marlowe and Jorwyn were still on medical leave after the last blaze. That left the two firefighters stretched thin and relying heavily on SCAR’s speed and organization to cover the gaps.
Avalora swung the door open before the ambulance even came to a complete stop, boots splashing into the knee-deep water. The air was thick with the smell of mud, gasoline, and the faint metallic tang of floodwater.
“Selene, triage on the basketball court, and anyone ambulatory gets moved uphill,” Maerith called over her shoulder. “Solana, keep the ambulance accessible. Don’t let it get blocked in.”
Maerith waded up beside Avalora, handing over the trauma bag. “Three trapped inside the greenhouse on the corner. Locals say one’s unconscious.”
Avalora’s jaw tightened. “Got it. I’ll go with VARL for the lift. Meet us halfway with the stretcher.”
The current was stronger than it looked, tugging at her legs with every step. Garnet was already hauling a crowbar, her expression grim as they reached the house. Norelle banged on the window frame, but there was no response, and then she forced her way through the half-submerged door.
Inside, the water was waist-high and rising. An elderly man clung to the top of a cabinet, shivering violently. Two younger women stood in the corner, trying to keep a third woman’s head above water.
“Nahihirapan na daw po siyang huminga” one of them shouted.
Avalora’s body moved before her mind caught up and waded across the room, taking the limp woman into her arms. Her head lolled against Avalora’s shoulder, lips tinged blue.
“Cap Vergara, get the others out!” Avalora shouted.
With the trauma bag balanced on a floating chair, she tilted the woman back, clearing her airway before sealing her mouth over hers. One breath. Two. She pressed her hands to the woman’s sternum, compressions steady despite the water swirling around them.
Come on.
A cough rattled out of the woman’s chest, followed by a weak gasp. Avalora kept one arm under her shoulders, the other gripping the doorframe as she guided them both outside.
Maerith was already on the way with the stretcher. “Vitals?” she called out.
“Shallow but improving,” Avalora answered. “We’ll stabilize in the ambulance.”
By the time they loaded the woman inside, Avalora’s scrubs clung to her like a second skin, streaked with mud and rainwater. She stripped off her gloves, snapping them into the biohazard bin, and immediately reached for an oxygen mask.
Her hands were steady, her voice calm as she reassured the patient, but deep in her bones, she could feel the drag —the invisible toll she had always ignored.
As of moment, a month has passed since VARL and SCAR were dispatched together.
Avalora was already moving before Maerith had even finished reading. The trauma bag thumped against her shoulder as she slung it on, muscle memory guiding her body faster than thought. Selene snapped her gloves tight against her wrists with a sharp snap, the sound like a starting gun, while Solana spun the keys around one finger before catching them with a grin.
“On it,” Solana muttered, already pushing toward the bay doors.
Outside, the glare of the afternoon sun bounced off rows of white and red vehicles, blinding for a heartbeat. Engines idled, doors slammed, radios crackled.
From the yawning mouth of the fire station bay, VARL emerged complete this time. Not just Garnet and Norelle.
Jorwyn and Marlowe had returned.
With a helmet in one hand, jacket slung across her shoulder, Jorwyn walked with that same effortless swagger, as if the past month had been nothing more than a holiday. Her gaze swept across the asphalt and landed squarely on Avalora. For a heartbeat, the noise around them dulled, the whine of sirens, the clatter of boots, the sharp bark of orders, all fading beneath that single glance.
Avalora’s throat tightened. She dropped her eyes first, fingers tightening on the trauma bag strap until her knuckles whitened. Work first. Everything else could wait.
The octet climbed aboard and roared into the streets. Garnet drove the rescue truck, Solana the ambulance, both threading the narrow avenues with a precision that bordered on instinct. The vehicles leaned into turns, engines thrumming with restrained urgency. Safety mattered, but tonight, speed was the higher god.
They hit the outskirts in under ten minutes.
Smoke clawed at the sky in thick, roiling towers, staining the horizon black. Even from a distance, the flames looked feral, their teeth gnashing at the windows of the manufacturing plant, heat warping the air above it.
Civilians lingered at the edges of the cordons, their faces pale, some clutching each other, others shouting names lost in the chaos.
Three firefighting units were already deployed, hoses arcing silver streams into the fire. VARL’s own team manned the front line, movements sharp and efficient. Across the block, another wave of medics erected tents, marking triage zones with tape and lanterns that flickered against the haze.
Selene wasted no time. Planting herself at the heart of the triage zone, she cut through the panic like a blade. “Vitals here!” she barked, waving two dazed survivors toward her. “Fracture—left side, shallow breathing. Nurse Ava, I need hands!”
Avalora dropped beside her, pulling gloves on with quick jerks. She knelt by a young man whose leg bent the wrong way, her voice calm even as his sobs shook the air. “You’re alright. We’ve got you. Stay with me.”
Behind them, Maerith coordinated with the senior nurses already on the scene, her voice clipped but firm. Once the zones were squared, she darted back, helping Solana drag stretchers and oxygen tanks out of the rig, their boots scuffing against the asphalt.
On the comms, Norelle’s voice cut through, sharp as flint. “Left wing’s unstable. Civilians are still inside. Robles, Lim—you’re on point. Apuli, standby with reinforcement gear.”
Jorwyn’s head tilted toward Avalora as she passed, her grin infuriatingly light despite the fire clawing just ahead. She winked. “‘Wag mo ko susundan doon ah, Nurse.”
Avalora smirked, already wrist-deep in bandages. “Relax lang. Just don’t add yourself to my list again.”
The words hit harder than they should have. Jorwyn’s chest tightened, a flash memory rising unbidden: white walls, sterile lights, Avalora’s steady hands piecing her back together. The too-clean wound that should have scarred but did not.
She shoved the thought away, adjusting her helmet with one hand as she and Marlowe sprinted for the burning entrance. The heat licked their faces, and as they disappeared into the smoke, the world behind them erupted into motion with shouts, orders, and cries of the wounded.
Yet, Avalora kept her head bent low over her patient, refusing to watch them vanish completely.
Inside, the blaze breathed like a living beast. Heat pressed down in waves, forcing sweat beneath their gear, while smoke clawed at their throats even through their masks. The mezzanine above shrieked as its steel ribs softened and warped, a drawn-out metallic scream that promised collapse.
“Robles, it’s unstable,” Marlowe warned, her eyes flicking upward.
Jorwyn’s radio crackled. “Cap Vergs! Apuli! Need help dito, please!” she barked, her voice harsh over the din.
Their boots pounded against scorched concrete. Moments later, Garnet and Norelle appeared through the haze, dragging steel stabilizers between them. With practiced hands, they jammed the braces into place, the metal shuddering under the strain but holding barely.
“That’s it. Go!” Norelle snapped, waving them through.
Jorwyn and Marlowe crawled past the groaning support, and there they found two survivors crushed beneath a collapsed scaffold, their cries muffled under twisted beams. The metal was blackened, fused into jagged shapes, but Jorwyn did not hesitate.
“On three—lift!” she ordered.
They heaved, the beams shrieking as they shifted. Jorwyn gritted her teeth, muscles straining until her shoulder brushed against a cable strung taut above her.
Norelle’s shout cut through the smoke. “Jorwyn, wait—!”
Whip!
The cable snapped loose, lashing down with brutal force. It cracked across Jorwyn’s shoulder, the impact like a brand searing straight through flesh. She staggered, hot pain tearing down her arm as blood began to seep fast, staining her gear. But she clenched her jaw, refusing to let go of the scaffold.
“Move it!” she growled through the pain, still dragging at the beams.
Then a hand seized her wrist, iron-tight and unyielding, and yanked her back. Jorwyn spun instinctively, ready to resist, but the face before her made her chest lurch.
Avalora.
She was dragging her out, her eyes sharp, her jaw set.
“Anong sinabi ko sayo kanina?” Avalora’s voice cut like glass, hard and furious, as she shoved Jorwyn down onto a crate just outside the danger zone.
“I’m fine! Kailangan nila ak—” Jorwyn shot back up instantly, blood running down her arm.
“Sit down! Ang laki niyan!” Avalora snapped, jabbing a finger at the gash ripping across her shoulder and down her tricep. The words cracked louder than the flames themselves.
Jorwyn scowled, breath ragged. “Ang sabi ko, I’m fine!”
Avalora’s only answer was a raised brow, calm, unimpressed, and commanding in its silence. The expression alone hit harder than the cable had, and for the briefest moment, Jorwyn faltered.
“Gear off, please,” Avalora barked to a nearby firefighter, who peeled Jorwyn’s jacket away. Avalora was already moving, kit open, hands gloved. Her fingers worked with surgical speed, each motion fluid, precise as if the chaos around her did not exist.
Jorwyn hissed as the antiseptic bit into the wound. Then suddenly there was nothing. No burn. No sting. Just a strange, spreading warmth under Avalora’s touch. The bleeding slowed, then stopped altogether. The stitching was swift, impossibly neat, the wound closing in seconds as if it had never been.
The fire in her shoulder was completely gone.
And then it came, a subtle yet undeniable current. It was not just healing, but something deeper, something that hummed in her veins. Her lungs felt clearer, her arms lighter, fatigue vanishing as though her body was quietly being reforged.
Jorwyn flexed her arm and shoulder. The pain was gone, erased like chalk on stone. But her mind screamed the impossibility.
Stitches don’t work like that. Bleeding doesn’t stop instantly. It can’t.
Her gaze darted back to Avalora, and in that split second, she swore she saw it. There was a flicker. Avalora’s face tightened, her hand clutching at the same shoulder, as though the wound had leapt into her body.
Jorwyn’s breath caught, and she felt her heart stutter.
What is going on?
She swallowed hard, forcing herself to look away before the thought could bloom.
Her arms are just tired. Too much stitching. Too much steadiness. That’s all.
“Nurse Ava! Priority case!” Selene’s voice cut through the smoke, sharp and commanding.
Avalora snapped her kit shut. She spared Jorwyn one unreadable glance, like something between warning and worry, before sprinting toward the new patient.
Maerith, jogging past with another stretcher, noticed the brief wince as Avalora flexed her shoulder. “Ngawit na agad?” she called over the noise, one brow arched in suspicion.
Avalora gave only a short nod, brushing it off as she dropped to her knees beside the next casualty. Her hands were steady again, already moving, as if nothing had happened.
But Jorwyn knew better.
And the thought she had buried clawed its way back to the surface, quiet and dangerous.
By the time the flames were finally beaten down, the night sky was thick with smoke that refused to fade, clinging like a shroud over the block. Fire hoses lay coiled across the pavement, still dripping, while embers hissed faintly in the blackened ruin of the plant.
Survivors, soot-streaked and trembling, were being loaded into the backup ambulances with quiet efficiency. The wail of sirens was fading into the distance, leaving only the tired shuffle of boots and the low murmur of spent voices.
VARL had collapsed into a loose sprawl near their truck, helmets discarded, and sweat cutting pale streaks through soot-stained faces.
Garnet sat with her back against the tire, eyes closed, too tired to speak. Norelle scribbled mechanically into a clipboard, though her head kept dipping, the pen scratching lower each time. Marlowe leaned forward with both arms braced on her knees, muttering something under her breath that no one had the energy to catch.
Jorwyn sat on the truck’s step, rolling her shoulder again and again. Not because it hurt, but because it did not. Her hand flexed, her arm rotated, her muscles pulled taut and still, the memory of the wound refused to make sense. Every shift of motion only deepened the unease, that impossible absence of pain echoing louder than any throb might have.
Boots scuffed against asphalt. She looked up.
Avalora strode past, her trauma bag knocking against her hip, her braid clinging damply to her neck with sweat. She was dusted with ash, her gloves half-tucked into her waistband, her expression carefully neutral. But when her eyes flicked toward Jorwyn, the mask cracked just enough to reveal the curve of a smirk.
“Hopefully next time we meet,” Avalora said lightly, “you won’t need stitches again.”
Jorwyn let out a tired laugh, dry but genuine. “Guess I don’t have to be scared. SCAR’s really reliable naman pala.”
The smirk on Avalora’s face faltered and softened until it was no longer just confidence but something quieter, almost fond. Avalora’s gaze lingered for a breath longer than it should have, a silence that said more than her words had. Then she turned, called back into the tide of her team, and was gone, swallowed by the blur of uniforms and red lights.
Jorwyn watched her go, the sound of her boots already lost in the bustle. She looked down at her arm again, flexing, testing, searching for any trace of what should have been there. Each motion carried the same unyielding truth: it was not just skill. It was not just a clean technique.
It was something else.
Though she kept insisting to herself that it could not be and that Avalora was simply precise, practiced, brilliant at her craft, the thought gnawed its way deeper.
The drive back to the station was quiet, yet tense in its way, the engine humming steadily over the uneven roads. Maerith, ever the anchor, filled the silence with words of affirmation, her voice firm but warm. “You all did incredibly out there, girls. No one’s injured beyond the patients themselves, and you kept your composure kahit na sobrang lala ng condition kanina.”
Her gaze landed on Avalora for just a moment, sharp with scolding, though softened by pride. “That said, dragging someone out of that building like that? Sobrang delikado ‘yon, Ava. Don’t ever do that again—but…” She let the pause linger, then added, “…it was courageous. No doubt about it.”
The rest of the ride passed with a mix of quiet satisfaction and exhaustion. By the time they pulled into the station, the aftermath of the night was tangible as their supplies coated in ash and dust, oxygen tanks streaked with soot, stretchers sticky from blood and grime. They moved efficiently, passing gear from ambulance to storage, washing, refilling, and exchanging. It was dirty, exhausting work, but necessary.
Once the equipment was sorted, the three nurses disappeared toward the showers, leaving Avalora alone in the locker room. She moved slowly, arranging her things with a careful, almost mechanical precision, before letting her shoulders slump. Only when the hum of running water and muffled voices faded completely did she finally allow herself to acknowledge the ache.
Her fingers pressed into the sore muscles of her shoulder, and muttered curses escaped under her breath. Then, carefully, she pressed down on her leg, noting the subtle throb that pulsed under the surface.
She pulled off her boots, unfastened her uniform, and caught her reflection in the mirror. Her skin is clear. No burns, no scars, no trace of the night’s battles, yet every fiber of her body screamed with the memory of exertion. Throbbing everywhere, unseen but undeniable.
She shook her head slightly, forcing a tired breath through her teeth. She swore she was used to it. She was used to the aches, the bruises, the minor injuries tucked away in quiet corners of her body, but she could not ignore them. Not anymore.
Especially lately, with a patient who did not seem to notice or care when they were hurt.
Her gaze lingered on the mirror, the quiet weight of responsibility pressing down in the empty locker room. She pressed her fingers into her shoulder again, and for a moment, let herself imagine the body of the patient she had pulled from the fire.
Strong, reckless, and unafraid.
Avalora shook herself, muttering softly under her breath. She had to keep the pain in check. Always. It was part of the job, and it had to be.
But even so, she could not help the small knot of tension she carried in her chest. The kind that only patients like that could leave behind, even when she did not want to admit it.
Chapter 3: Breaking Earth
Chapter Text
For months, VARL and SCAR had worked shoulder to shoulder on every call the town could throw at them. Fires that flared up in crowded markets caused no casualties. Animals trapped in a riverside warehouse. A half-built structure groaning under its unfinished weight. Even a traffic pile-up so massive that a sixteen-wheeler sprawled across three lanes like a felled beast, smaller cars crushed in its path.
They had seen it all, yet nothing had demanded more than their practiced stamina and routine grit. Nothing had pressed them to the breaking point.
Until now.
The earthquake struck Mapulon like a hammer, its tremors splitting the earth, toppling buildings, and shaking the city to its very bones. Streets had buckled, homes had collapsed, and entire neighborhoods had been reduced to heaps of stone and dust. The air still smelled of lime and mortar when the rescue units gathered for a briefing, the ground beneath them restless with aftershocks.
“Expect to be dispatched for days,” the commanding officer barked, her voice carrying across the open lot where dozens of units stood assembled. Dust clung to her uniform, sweat beading on her forehead, but her posture was unyielding.
“Your supplies have already been stockpiled at your stations—enough to last a week. If more are needed, additional deliveries will be sent to your camps.”
The gathered teams stood stiff, silent, absorbing every word.
“As coordinated with the Chief Paramedic,” she continued, “the supervision and decision-making for all paramedic units will rest with the captains of the rescue teams.”
That earned a ripple of reactions—groans from several lead nurses who bristled at surrendering authority, muttered curses under their breath—while others straightened, relieved that the chain of command would be clear and singular.
The officer swept her gaze across them, pinning them with steel. “Head to your camps as soon as you’ve collected supplies. Please, be careful. Watch each other’s backs.”
The words struck deeper than orders; they sounded like a plea. The entire assembly lifted their heads higher, as if bracing themselves against the weight of what lay ahead.
“Dismissed.”
The command cracked like a gunshot. Instantly, the lot erupted in motion—boots pounding, engines rumbling, men and women racing for their vehicles. The air filled with the metallic slam of doors and the roar of ignition.
At SCAR’s ambulance, Solana leaned halfway out the driver’s side window, eyes narrowing at VARL across the lot. “Matagal-tagal ’yon, VARL,” she called, her grin wicked. “Pustahan ilang beses kayo matatahi?” With that, she slid into the driver’s seat, the ambulance lurching to life with a growl.
Garnet bristled, glaring daggers at the retreating vehicle. She still bore the faint line on her chin where she had once taken a single stitch after a slip on a slick surface, and she wore it like a scar of pride. “Catacutan,” she muttered furiously, jaw tight.
Norelle threw her head back with laughter, amused enough for both of them. She glanced sidelong at Jorwyn and Marlowe, curious whether they would laugh it off, too. But the sight that greeted her only made her cackle louder as both were glaring at the ambulance’s taillights with equal venom. At the same time, Selene and Avalora leaned out of the back windows, sticking their tongues out like mischievous children.
“Unbelievable,” Norelle said, shaking her head with an incredulous grin. “Sometimes I forget you guys are supposed to be professionals. Para kayong mga batang naglalaro sa playground.”
The quartet boarded their truck.
“Drive,” Norelle ordered Garnet, amusement still coloring her tone. “Catch up to them before they get too smug.”
With a sharp twist of the wheel and a surge of acceleration, VARL’s truck leapt forward, engines rumbling as they gave chase, two units barreling down the road toward Mapulon and into the disaster waiting for them.
Once they reached their stations, both units moved like clockwork. VARL went straight for their storage bay, hauling crates of rations, fuel canisters, and medical kits into the back of their massive rescue truck. SCAR’s ambulance, smaller and already packed tight, could not carry everything on its own, so some of their gear was boarded into VARL’s truck for safekeeping.
“Careful with our things,” Maerith warned, watching Garnet load a box of sterile dressings into the truck.
Garnet snorted. “It wasn’t me who was careless enough almost to ram a railing last month.” Her gaze flicked toward Solana, who instantly shot her a dirty look.
The memory hung between them, unspoken but vivid, from that chaotic morning when Solana, in a rush to make her team reach for a formation, had swerved hard to avoid a stray cat darting across the road. The ambulance had tilted dangerously close to the railing, her passengers gripping their seats and bracing for impact, only for Solana’s reflexes to save them at the very last second. They had rolled up to the commander’s office scratchless, breathless, but still not making it on time.
By the time the paramedic unit assembled on the lot, VARL was already standing in formation, posture straight and eyes forward, waiting with military crispness.
Maerith glanced at her watch, wincing at the time. They were seventeen minutes late. She stepped forward, voice calm but apologetic. “Apologies, ma’am. We had a large emergency in Amihan; we couldn’t abandon it.”
The commander’s expression softened. “I was given a heads up by your Chief Nurse,” she assured her with a nod. “No fault of yours.”
Then she straightened, voice rising so all could hear. “Now, I’d like to introduce you to each other formally.”
The octet snapped to attention.
“VARL,” she began, gesturing to the four firefighters, “led by Captain Norelle Vergara. Fire Officer Garnet Apuli, Fleet Officer. And our Inferno Diver duo—Fire Officers Marlowe Lim and Jorwyn Robles.”
She shifted, indicating the nurses. “And SCAR—headed by Lead Nurse Maerith Ricalde. Solana Catacutan, Fleet Officer. Nurse Selene Sevilleja, triage nurse. And Nurse Avalora Arceta, first aid specialist.”
The two teams stepped forward, handshakes exchanged—firm grips, polite nods, the kind of formality that barely masked curiosity. As quickly as the introductions were made, the commander dismissed them to their duties.
No sooner had she walked away than Solana folded her arms, a smirk curling across her face. “VARL, VARL, VARL,” she sing-songed, drawing out the name with deliberate mockery.
Maerith immediately slapped a hand to her forehead, groaning. She knew exactly where this was going.
“First meeting natin to ah,” Solana started, “na di kayo nakapila sa harap ni Nurse Ava para malagyan ng antiseptic noh?” Her eyes twinkled with mischief.
The jab landed perfectly. Garnet, who still wore a fresh bandage on her chin from a recent mishap, was the first to snap back. “Weh, late na nga kayo, tapos nagyayabang pa?” She was not in the mood for a full counterattack, so she settled for a blunt low blow that she knew would strike the esteemed driver.
“Excuse me!” Solana shot back, affronted. “Maerith explained why we were late! At kung hindi ko pinaandar yung ambulance na parang lumilipad, baka hindi kami umabot dito. Almost bangga kami kanina!”
Her voice had risen with indignation, and that tiny slip was all Garnet needed.
A wicked grin split across Garnet’s face. “Ayun oh. Narinig niyo ‘yon? Almost bangga. You seriously trust yourselves with a driver na muntik na kayong ilibing ng buhay?” She jerked a thumb at her truck. “Look how massive this thing is. I’ve never made my team nervous even once.”
That lit the fuse, and their argument took off as Solana boasted about reflexes, Garnet swearing by stability, each one louder than the last. Their barbed words flew back and forth, sharp but not cruel, both feeding off the fire of competition.
Meanwhile, the rest of the octet simply watched, amusement written on their faces.
Avalora and Maerith leaned casually against the ambulance, smirking at the display.
Marlowe and Jorwyn exchanged glances, both pretending disapproval while their eyes gleamed with barely-contained laughter.
Selene folded her arms, tongue poking the inside of her cheek as though resisting the urge to join in.
And Norelle, ever the captain, just shook her head with a long-suffering sigh. “Parang mga bata. All of you.”
Still, no one intervened because deep down, they were all enjoying the show.
At present, the sun was already slanting low by the time VARL and SCAR rolled out from camp, their convoy of two vehicles stirring up dust along the uneven road. Tents had been pitched, supply crates stacked neatly under tarpaulins, and their meager camp stoves left cooling after a quick meal.
Now, the octet was headed for their designated sector, which is a residential block not far from the fault line.
The closer they drew, the quieter the vehicle became. Even Solana, usually quick with a sharp remark, sat in brooding silence as the devastation unfolded outside the windows. Whole houses had been reduced to cracked foundations and jagged piles of rubble. Roofs slanted at impossible angles, walls sheared clean through as though sliced by some invisible hand. The road itself was half-swallowed by debris like broken glass, shattered beams, and the scattered remnants of lives lived in what was once home.
The sigh that passed through the octet was collective, heavy, the weight of grief carried in unison.
When they arrived, VARL wasted no time. Captain Norelle gave crisp orders, and the firefighters unloaded their gear: thermal cameras, crowbars, hydraulic cutters, and coils of rope. SCAR, meanwhile, established its lifeline with a compact medical tent beside the ambulance and rescue truck, stocked with bandages, splints, oxygen tanks, and IVs. Their base of triage would be ready for anyone pulled from the wreckage.
After a quick discussion, it was agreed that Solana and Selene would join VARL’s search. With the firefighters, they could cover more ground, and Selene’s triage skills could make the difference between survival and loss. That left Maerith, Avalora, and Garnet to man the tent and support those brought in.
The work began.
The first cry of triumph came from Jorwyn, who emerged from the wreck of a collapsed bungalow carrying a woman in her arms, pale but alive. Avalora rushed forward instantly, voice steady but gentle as she checked the survivor’s breathing and pulse, stabilizing her arm with practiced hands.
Then another and another.
For three relentless hours, the cycle repeated. The crash of beams being pried apart, muffled shouts from beneath the rubble, the strain of bodies hoisted free, and at the heart of it, SCAR’s nurses working with swift precision, stemmed bleeding, resetting fractures, easing pain. By the time the sun dipped toward the horizon, they had saved eighteen souls.
When Maerith finally radioed for transport, the relief was palpable. A battered bus soon arrived, and the survivors were escorted aboard, bound for safer ground. With dusk falling fast, both units began packing their gear, fatigue settling into their bones.
Back at camp, the smell of warm rice and broth drifted from their cooking pots. They gathered in a circle, sitting cross-legged or leaning against crates, bowls in hand. For the first time that day, the air was light again, tinged with a hint of laughter.
“Sevilleja was full of energy out there,” Marlowe remarked between bites, her mouth full but her tone approving.
“Told you it was a good idea to bring me!” Selene beamed, cheeks flushed with pride. Marlowe simply raised her thumb in agreement, the gesture enough to send Selene into another fit of grinning.
Across the circle, Garnet and Solana sat side by side, paired deliberately by Norelle in hopes that the two would ease their rivalry through teamwork. It hadn’t worked.
“Dapat kay Jorwyn na lang ako sumama!” Solana declared loudly, her grin all teeth.
“Edi mas okay?” Garnet shot back, tossing her head. “I’d be happy to see you go tomorrow.”
Their argument sparked again, back-and-forth barbs flying while the others looked on with poorly-concealed amusement. Even Norelle, spoon halfway to her lips, merely sighed into her meal instead of intervening.
On the quieter edge of the circle, Avalora sat with her bowl untouched, watching her teammates with a soft smile that never quite reached her tired eyes. Her silence drew Jorwyn, who slid into the space beside her with the natural ease of someone used to carrying more weight than most.
“Nakakapagod noh?” Jorwyn asked, her voice low.
Avalora shook her head. “Not as tired as you all are,” she replied, offering a faint smile in return.
Jorwyn tilted her head, a note of respect softening her voice. “I’m truly impressed, Nurse Arceta. Out of eighteen cases, fourteen were fractures—and still they said you steadied them so well, it felt as if the healing had already begun before we even brought them in.”
Avalora’s laugh was small and surprised. She ducked her head, tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “Well… I’m just fulfilling my childhood dream.”
Jorwyn’s brow lifted, wordless curiosity flickering in her eyes.
“To be a good nurse,” Avalora finished, smiling down at her hands.
There was a pause, quiet but not empty. Then Jorwyn smiled too, a rare gentleness softening her sharp features. “You definitely are fulfilling it.”
And for a brief moment, amid the ruin and exhaustion, Avalora let herself believe her words.
On their second day, the team had split into pairs to comb through a collapsed boarding house. Dust choked the air, and every step made the remaining walls groan with warning. Jorwyn was first up a battered stairwell when the wood gave out under her boot.
“Jorwyn!” Marlowe lunged, catching her wrist just in time to stop a complete fall, but not before Jorwyn’s shin smashed hard against a jutting beam. She cursed through gritted teeth.
By the time they wrestled her free, Avalora was already kneeling beside her. “Let me see.” Her voice was steady, professional, but her hands were quick, almost too quick, brushing over the torn pant leg.
“That’s not just a bruise,” Marlowe muttered, seeing the swelling. “Could be a fracture, Jor.”
Avalora pressed her palm against the injury, and her head bowed as if to check the alignment. Jorwyn bit back a hiss at the initial sting and then blinked. The pain dulled almost instantly, like a wave receding. By the time Avalora wrapped the leg in a firm bandage, Jorwyn could put weight on it again. Not perfectly, but enough. Too much for what should have been a break.
“Swerte mo naman,” Avalora murmured, tying off the cloth. “No fracture. Just a bad bruise.”
Jorwyn stared at her, narrow-eyed. Swerte, huh?
Maybe I imagined it. Perhaps the pain wasn’t as bad as I thought. But no, I know what a near-fracture feels like. You don’t just get back on your feet in minutes. You don’t. And yet I am. Walking, breathing through it as if it’s nothing. And then her smile was too calm, too practiced. I’m not imagining that. I can’t be. There’s something about Avalora, something she’s covering up.
The third day came, and while clearing debris at a grocery store ruin, Garnet dislodged a broken shelf, sending shards of glass tumbling. Jorwyn reacted instinctively, shoving Garnet out of the way and catching the edge of her forearm against the jagged wreckage.
Blood welled instantly, a long gash from her wrist to elbow.
“Damn it,” Garnet swore, gripping her. “You didn’t have to—”
“Stop fussing. I’ve had worse,” Jorwyn muttered, though her jaw tightened.
Avalora was there in seconds, snapping open her kit. She cleaned the wound swiftly, but Jorwyn noticed something odd again as the bleeding slowed almost the instant Avalora’s fingers pressed to the skin.
“You’ll be scared if you keep throwing yourself around like that,” Avalora said lightly, already finishing the wrap. She pressed her palm once more against the bandage, her eyes flicking up to meet Jorwyn’s. For a second, her gaze was almost a warning.
Jorwyn flexed her muscles experimentally. Yet again, there was no pain and no throb as if the cut had never been deep in the first place.
Her suspicion sharpened.
That evening, while the teams shared meager rations around their camp, Jorwyn absent-mindedly rubbed at her arm where the glass had cut her earlier that day. She tugged the bandage free, curious.
The skin was smooth and had not even a faint scar.
She caught Avalora watching from across the firelight, her face unreadable, as though she already knew what Jorwyn had discovered.
Jorwyn let the bandage fall into the dirt and forced a grin at Garnet’s banter.
I should still be bleeding because that cut went deep. I saw my muscles underneath. Garnet saw it too. But as soon as Ava touched it, wrapped it, and suddenly it was nothing more than a scratch. She acted like it was antiseptic, gauze, and technique. But antiseptics don’t stop bleeding like that. Technique doesn’t erase pain in a heartbeat. Her eyes warned me not to question it, as if she knew I was watching too closely.
She’s hiding something, and I think it’s the kind of secret you don’t share lightly.
They have reached the fourth day. An aftershock rippled through the zone while the teams were still inside a half-toppled school building. The ground buckled, and the concrete cracked. Everyone scrambled.
Jorwyn pushed a dazed civilian toward the exit when a falling beam grazed her back and knocked her flat. The impact drove the air from her lungs, and she was certain something had torn.
She dimly heard Norelle shouting, “Medic! Ava!”
Then Avalora was there, hands pressed between Jorwyn’s shoulder blades. There was a glow, though not visible, that was felt, radiating through Jorwyn’s chest, warmth chasing away the icy stab of pain. Her ragged breath evened. Her ribs, surely cracked, seemed whole again in seconds.
“Nothing’s broken,” Avalora declared once she helped Jorwyn sit up. “You’ll feel sore, but that’s all.”
Jorwyn knew damn well that cracked ribs do not stop hurting in mere heartbeats. She met Avalora’s calm expression, and something unspoken passed between them. Jorwyn did not voice it, but in her chest burned a single thought: You’re not normal. And I’m going to find out why.
The last day of their deployment dawned gray and heavy, as though the sky itself had grown weary. The week had taken its toll, and their faces were haggard with fatigue; their uniforms were permanently smudged with ash and dirt, and their voices were hoarse from shouting against the rubble. Yet there was a quiet determination among both VARL and SCAR.
One more day. One more sweep through the wreckage before they pulled out.
By midmorning, the convoy reached the final zone, a cluster of apartment blocks crumpled in on themselves, their concrete slabs piled like toppled cards. The air still carried the acrid scent of dust and gas, and silence pressed against their ears like a weight and broken only by the occasional creak of settling stone.
“Let’s move fast but carefully,” Captain Norelle instructed, her gaze sweeping the field. “We clear as much as we can before sundown. And for the love of God, please stay sharp.”
Teams split once again. VARL’s firefighters hauled out saws and jacks, while SCAR set up their medical tent close to the edge of the danger zone. Selene and Solana rejoined Norelle, Jorwyn, and Marlowe, while Garnet remained with Maerith and Avalora. Jorwyn lingered only long enough to exchange a look with Avalora—half a grin, half reassurance—before following her squad into the rubble.
For hours, the work was brutal. Survivors were few this late into the mission, and every faint cry drew them deeper into unstable ruins. Twice, slabs shifted dangerously, forcing the firefighters to scramble back before re-approaching. The tension grew taut, stretched thin as wire.
It was late afternoon when disaster struck.
Jorwyn had been the first to crawl into the gutted remains of what once was a stairwell, following the muffled sound of a child’s voice. She had just reached the small figure trapped beneath a beam when the floor above them groaned, a deep, shuddering warning.
“Jorwyn, get out of there!” Marlowe shouted from above, her voice ragged.
“‘Di ko siya iiwan dito!” Jorwyn roared back, bracing her shoulder under the beam to lever it just high enough for the boy to scramble free. She shoved the child toward the waiting hands above. Relief surged through her chest, but only just for a second.
Because the world collapsed.
The ceiling gave way with a deafening crack. Dust swallowed the light, and a concrete slab crashed down, striking Jorwyn’s side and pinning her against twisted rebar. Agony flared white-hot through her ribs, stealing her breath.
“JORWYN!” Voices blurred together—Marlowe’s, Solene’s, Solana’s, and Norelle’s—but none of them could reach her in time.
Her vision tunneled, the edges darkening. She coughed and tasted iron. And then through the chaos, a figure broke past the others, ducking beneath falling grit and crawling into the wreckage with reckless speed.
Avalora.
Her hands were on Jorwyn in an instant, pressing hard against the wound, her face pale but steady. “Stay with me,” she commanded, voice sharp with urgency. “Naririnig mo ba ko? Shit. Don’t you dare close your eyes!”
Jorwyn tried to laugh, but it came out as a ragged wheeze. “Guess I finally… scared you, huh?”
Avalora did not answer. Her palms pressed harder, and then again Jorwyn felt it. That same impossible current she had dismissed before was now undeniable. A warmth seeps deep into the shattered edges of her ribs, knitting bone and torn tissue together with a precision no human hands could claim.
It was not just first aid.
It was not a splint and gauze.
It was something older, stranger—something Avalora was not supposed to have.
Pain dulled into something distant. Her breath returned to her lungs. Her vision cleared, though Avalora’s face hovered close, her dark eyes wide with effort and fear. For a heartbeat, Jorwyn thought she saw light haloing faintly around her fingers, like the afterglow of a firefly. Then it was gone.
“Y-You’re… kidding me,” Jorwyn rasped, testing her ribs and finding them whole. She should have been broken. She should have been coughing blood, but instead, she could move. She was alive.
Avalora’s expression shuttered instantly. She leaned back, tugging Jorwyn’s arm over her shoulder with brisk efficiency. “You’re fine. I stabilized you. Now move, before the rest of this place comes down.”
And that was it. No explanation, no hesitation. She hauled Jorwyn out of the rubble with surprising strength, as though nothing had happened at all.
By the time they reached the safety of the open street, the others swarmed around them with Marlowe clapping Jorwyn’s back, Solana muttering curses through relieved tears, and Norelle issuing orders with her usual calm. The child they had saved clung to a rescuer’s leg, crying softly but alive.
No one seemed to notice what Avalora had done.
No one except Jorwyn.
She stood among her teammates, laughing weakly at their relief, hiding the truth behind a crooked grin. But her mind raced to the way the pain had vanished. The impossible way her ribs had knit and glowed at Avalora’s fingertips.
She did not confront her. Not there, not with so many eyes watching. But as the campfire burned low that night and the team drifted into exhausted sleep, Jorwyn lay awake beneath the stars, flexing her side over and over.
She was healed. She is still whole and alive.
Her theory was no longer a theory. Avalora Arceta was not just a nurse with gifted hands. She was something more—something hidden, something extraordinary.
And Jorwyn was one hundred percent certain of it.
The camp had fallen into a bone-deep silence. Their last night on deployment, and exhaustion blanketed everyone like a heavy quilt. Some slept on mats inside the tents, others under the stars, too tired to care about the chill. The crackle of the campfire had dimmed to embers.
Jorwyn lay on her back, one arm folded beneath her head, the other resting over the side of her ribs. They should have been fractured or shattered. No way she should be breathing this easily. She pressed harder, testing, but still nothing. No sharp edges, no stabbing agony. Just the faint memory of pain, like a nightmare fading after dawn.
She turned her head slightly, eyes landing on Avalora. The nurse was seated near the dying fire, knees drawn up, her profile calm as she mended a torn strap from her bag. Her hands moved with deliberate care, but Jorwyn could not unsee how those hands had done something impossible.
She healed me.
The thought rolled over and over like waves crashing on a rock. Not treated and not stabilized.
Healed.
Jorwyn’s heart thudded unevenly, a mix of awe and fear. She had always respected Avalora’s skill and admired her calm under pressure, but this was beyond the realm of medicine. It was beyond human. And Avalora had just carried on as though it had not happened. As though Jorwyn would accept the lie without question.
So that’s who you are, Jorwyn thought, narrowing her eyes slightly. Or at least, part of who you are. You’ve been hiding it all along.
But why? Why keep a gift like that a secret? Fear of discovery? Fear of being used? Or maybe Avalora did not trust anyone enough to share the truth.
Jorwyn exhaled slowly and shut her eyes. She was not going to confront her. Not yet. Not when Avalora did not want it exposed. But the secret now bound them, one that Jorwyn knew and Avalora did not know that she knew.
One thing was sure: she could no longer look at Avalora the same way.
When they returned from their mission, VARL and SCAR slipped back into routine—paperwork, reports, debriefings, the slow unwinding after a week in disaster zones. To everyone else, it was life returning to normal.
But not for Jorwyn.
Her eyes tracked Avalora in ways that she had not before. In the cafeteria, Avalora chuckled with Selene and Maerith. During drills, she carried her kit with that same unshakable composure. Even in downtime, she stitches clothes or reads with her hair tied back loosely.
She watched for the little things, like the way Avalora’s hands lingered too long when checking a pulse, as if listening to more than blood flow. The strange light in her eyes when someone was in pain, a flicker of something ancient, deeper than empathy. The rare moments she excused herself early, disappearing into quiet corners alone.
It was subtle, the kind of attention no one else would notice. To the team, Jorwyn was just her usual self—cheerful, steady, teasing Garnet, throwing herself into drills with reckless energy. But behind her smiles, her mind was sharp, cataloging every detail.
And the more she saw, the more her conviction solidified: Avalora was hiding power. A secret buried so deep it would’ve gone unnoticed by anyone else.
Jorwyn did not breathe a word, not to Garnet, not to Norelle, not even in jest. Instead, she tucked the knowledge away, a hidden card in her hand.
Because if Avalora could heal her ribs in an instant, Jorwyn could not help but wonder what else she was capable of, and she intended to find out.
Avalora lay flat on her bed, the familiar weight of her sheets pressing against her chest. The room was quiet, too quiet after days of sirens, shouting, and the constant rumble of crumbling stone. The silence should have been a comfort. Instead, it made her thoughts louder, sharper, impossible to ignore.
Her gaze drifted toward the ceiling, unfocused. No matter how she tried, her mind kept pulling her back to the mission. Back to the dust-choked streets and the broken buildings. Back to her.
Jorwyn.
Days after the earthquake mission, Avalora swallowed hard, curling her fingers against the fabric of her blanket.
Reckless—so damn reckless, charging into danger again and again without a thought for herself.
Every shift of rubble, every plunge into half-collapsed homes, it was always Jorwyn at the front, daring the world to collapse around her. Avalora could still see her staggering out, face streaked with soot, blood running down her arm. Could still feel the way her pulse spiked every time she was forced to patch her back together.
Her chest ached at the memory. The countless times she had pressed her palms to Jorwyn’s skin, pretending to apply pressure, to disinfect, to bind. She has to pretend because beneath the gauze and the salves, what truly knit the wounds shut was something she should have never let anyone see. Heat flooding through her hands, flesh sealing too fast, bones easing back into place.
She bit her lip hard, her throat tight.
Jorwyn noticed.
She had tried to hide it by lingering longer to make the healing seem slower, swapping bandages when nothing was wrong with them, even feigning a frown as if she doubted her work. But Avalora had seen the way Jorwyn’s gaze lingered. It was sharp, searching, far too aware. Every time she looked up, she found those dark eyes on her, watching and questioning.
Her stomach twisted.
“She probably knows…” Avalora whispered into the stillness of her room. Her voice broke. “Or—at least she suspects.”
The thought made her want to curl in on herself.
Here, in her own home, with the curtains drawn and the world outside humming quietly with life, she finally allowed the fear to surface.
If Jorwyn spoke, if word spread, her secret, then her entire life would shatter. She would be exposed, dissected, and feared. And once people feared you, there was no undoing it.
Avalora turned onto her side, hugging her pillow tightly against her chest. She did not want this. She did not want anyone to know, least of all Jorwyn.
But what choice did she have? To let her bleed out? To let her ribs break and stay broken? To watch her suffer when Avalora had the power to stop it?
“No,” she whispered fiercely into the pillow. The word was shaky, but it was final.
Even if it meant Jorwyn’s suspicion grew, even if it meant risking everything, Avalora could not stop herself. She could not let Jorwyn come to harm. Not when the thought alone made her chest feel like it was caving in.
But the fear was still there, icy and unrelenting. Sooner or later, Jorwyn would put the pieces together. And when she did, Avalora was unsure whether she would run, stay silent, or destroy her secret forever.
She closed her eyes, clutching the pillow tighter, willing sleep to come. But all she saw behind her eyelids was Jorwyn’s face—bloodied, reckless, and watching her with eyes that knew too much.
Across town, in the stillness of her bedroom, Jorwyn lay flat against the mattress, staring at the ceiling fan turning slowly and lazily.
Her jaw set, memory blazing sharp in her mind. The crushing weight of the beam. The sharp crack of bone. The kind of injury that should have put her down for months. And then Avalora’s hands are on her. The flood of impossible warmth, the pain ripping away like smoke in the wind.
Jorwyn sat up, pressing her palm to her ribs, where there should have been bruises, fractures, agony. She laughed under her breath, but it was not humor as it was disbelief giving way to awe.
“She healed me,” she whispered into the shadows. Her voice trembled, alive. “I can’t believe she’s able to do something like that.”
All the other moments she had brushed aside, the cuts that closed too quickly and the burns that faded instantly, lined up now like pieces of a puzzle.
Avalora, always near.
Avalora, always touching her.
Avalora, always watching when she thought no one noticed.
This time left no room for doubt. Her suspicion had grown into certainty.
Avalora was not just a nurse. She was a healer.
Jorwyn paced the length of her room, restless, fire burning in her chest. Part of her wanted to confront her, to demand the truth right then and there. But another part whispered patience. Avalora was hiding, protecting this part of herself. If she cornered her, she might retreat or worse, shut her out completely.
Her reflection in the window showed wide, burning eyes. A smile tugged at her lips.
“I knew it,” she murmured. “I knew it, Avalora.”
Two women, two rooms, one night. Avalora gripped her secret like it was slipping through her fingers. Jorwyn clutched her certainty like a spark she refused to let die. Both are afraid. Both restless. Both circling the same truth, as one is desperate to hide it, the other is desperate to hold it.
Chapter Text
Due to the Mapulon earthquake mission, VARL had actually filed a request with their higher-ups, requesting that SCAR be stationed permanently in their building.
The reason?
Training.
VARL would set up programs to sharpen SCAR’s disaster and emergency management knowledge, and also have the quartet join in during rescue ops if more hands were needed. In return, SCAR would teach VARL the basics of first aid sufficient to handle minor emergencies during missions and, more importantly, to treat their own injuries.
It was a significant change.
Back then, VARL almost always came home without a scratch, but lately, with missions becoming riskier, the team had taken more hits. SCAR saw that trend and decided to close the gap; if VARL was going to keep stepping into danger, they needed to know how to look after their own.
The Mapulon mission had also shifted the group dynamic. Eight people, once from two different worlds, now functioned almost like one large squad. The mission forced them to rely on each other, and while the banter and playful competition never stopped, there was an underlying understanding now—an awareness of each other’s limits, strengths, and quirks.
“Okay, seriously,” Selene broke the silence one afternoon, leaning against the table where the group was gathered. “Pag tayo-tayo lang, first name basis na lang tayo.”
Garnet frowned. “No. Last names. That’s how we were trained.”
“Trained my ass,” Selene comments, rolling her eyes. “We’ve already been through hell together. Formalities can take a nap.”
“Oo nga! As if hindi pa tayo nagka-bonding,” Maerith chimed in, nodding. “Last names feel too formal. Keep it for when we’re with others. Dito, it’s fine to loosen up.”
“We even call our leader by her first name, diba Maerith?” Solana added, grinning. “Besides, mine is too pretty not to use.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Maerith said, though she was smiling.
“Sige na nga, Solana Marie.” The words came from Jorwyn, who was sitting on the side, eating an apple. She was perched next to Avalora, who was utterly absorbed in tying and untying a constrictor knot with a steady rhythm. Jorwyn swallowed her bite and leaned closer, nodding toward the rope. “Pull both ends, Ava. Para mas masikip.”
Avalora did so without comment, but Solana’s sharp laugh cut through. “Wow. She skipped straight past first name and went by nickname.”
Jorwyn only scoffed, crunching loudly into her apple.
Then— “Ow! Ow—ouchie!”
Everyone’s head snapped toward Selene, who had somehow managed to slice her palm. She was supposed to be untying her own practice knot, but impatient, she had grabbed a sharp tool to cut through it. It took Marlowe less than a second to groan.
“Ang kulit mo talaga,” Marlowe muttered, already motioning toward Avalora. “Go. Get that treated.”
“Avaaaa,” Selene whined, holding out her hand dramatically and leaning into the nurse’s space.
Avalora did not even look up, still focused on her rope.
“She’s busy,” Jorwyn said, smirking. “Have Solana do it.” She glanced at Avalora again, eyes glued to the knot like it was a matter of life and death.
Selene frowned. “Ang panget bandage ni Sol.”
Solana’s hand instantly shot up, middle finger in full display. “Try me, Sel.”
“Bring me my bag,” Avalora finally said, flat and distracted, not even bothering to look at the girl.
Selene lit up, hopping to fetch the trauma bag and plopping right in front of Avalora. The nurse let out the faintest sigh, set her rope aside, and got to work.
Jorwyn, still beside her, leaned closer without realizing it. She watched as Avalora carefully cleaned the wound, her movements quick but precise. The cut was nasty—a clean slice right across Selene’s palm. Jorwyn knew hand wounds hurt like hell, but Selene only winced faintly, lips pursed as if it was more annoying than painful.
Still, Jorwyn’s focus was not on Selene. Her eyes were locked on Avalora’s hands, on the way her fingers moved, on how calm she looked. She leaned forward without noticing how obvious it was.
Selene did, though. “Why are you staring like someone’s about to steal my hand if you look away?” she asked, squinting.
Jorwyn jolted, laughing nervously. Her gaze flicked up and straight into Avalora’s wide eyes, frozen halfway through wrapping the bandage. “ Uh—early lesson!” Jorwyn blurted. “You’ll teach us this eventually anyway, right? Kaya I’m watching na. Directly from our best nurse.” She tacked on a sheepish grin for good measure.
Selene narrowed her eyes, but then shrugged. “Fair enough.”
When Avalora finally tied off the bandage, Jorwyn noticed it again—the faintest tremor in the nurse’s hands, the subtle way she flexed her fingers as if shaking off an invisible weight. For just a moment, Avalora’s own hand curled against her palm, tight like she was holding something in.
Jorwyn’s chest tightened. The suspicion was stronger now, loud in the back of her head: Avalora was healing her patients, taking their pain onto herself.
Why isn't anyone else noticing this? She said to herself.
But then again, she said nothing aloud. She only watched, filing the moment away.
VARL’s fire extinguishing team, 3DS, headed by Fire Captain Win De Leon with his crew Ron De Leon, Eon Daez, and Mar Sager, had been tasked with running a small fire drill at the nearby public school. Since it was also an opportunity to practice cross-training, they brought SCAR along to handle the medical aspects.
The 3DS team got busy at the quadrangle, setting up their demo equipment, which included hoses, a set of portable extinguishers, and a metal drum that they would later ignite for practice.
Meanwhile, VARL split off, with half of them working with the school principal to finalize the drill sequence, while the other half was positioned along the hallways to help guide the students.
SCAR, for now, waited by the tent they had pitched near the quadrangle, their tables lined with supplies. Later, they would demonstrate burn management, wound dressing, and how to aid individuals who faint during evacuations.
The heat was relentless that morning, sunlight pressing down on everyone like an extra weight. By the time the alarm sounded, the drill was already running smoothly, with classrooms emptied efficiently, students filing down staircases under VARL’s firm but gentle direction. Soon, the quadrangle was buzzing with lines of kids fanning themselves with their notebooks.
While 3DS began explaining how to handle a fire extinguisher, a slight commotion rippled at the corner of the 3rd graders’ line. Norelle instantly spotted that something was wrong and moved quickly, weaving past the kids.
A girl stood there, one hand clamped under her nose, blood dripping between her fingers.
“Jorwyn, over here!” Norelle called.
Jorwyn was beside her in a second. Without hesitation, she scooped the girl into her arms. “It’s gonna be okay, kiddo,” she said steadily, even as the child squirmed. “Dalhin ka namin sa mga magagaling na nurse, okay?” Together, she and Norelle hurried her toward SCAR’s tent.
At the sight, Avalora was already on her feet, laying out gauze and tissues. Solana dragged a fan closer, its blades whirring to warm the air at first but then slowly cooling it.
The girl had been calm until then; however, the moment she saw the medical setup, her composure cracked. She started crying, thrashing, and the harder she panicked, the heavier the bleeding became.
Avalora’s heart jumped. She could feel her own pulse spiking. She knew what she should do: stay calm, keep pressure, and coach the child’s breathing. However, the kid’s panic was contagious, and her hands moved instinctively instead of according to protocol. She pressed a tissue lightly to the girl’s nose, focusing harder than she should have.
And just like that, in less than five seconds, the bleeding stopped.
The girl hiccuped mid-sob, then blinked. She touched her nose, finding nothing but a faint smear of dried blood. Her eyes lifted to Avalora, vast and shimmering.
“Are you like… the fairy godmother my teacher tells stories about?” she asked, wonder dripping from her voice.
A silence fell.
Even Solana, Maerith, and Selene, who had seen Avalora work countless times, exchanged uncertain and suspicious looks.
Jorwyn noticed it instantly. Too many eyes, too many thoughts. If she did not cut in now, questions would spill.
“She’s just that good,” Jorwyn said quickly, slipping into an easy grin. “Nurse Avalora’s a legend. Even other nurses can’t keep up with her.”
Avalora’s head snapped toward her, brows knitting like she was saying What are you doing?
But Jorwyn ignored the silent question. She wiped the sweat running down her temple and nodded toward the quadrangle.
“Look—3DS is wrapping it up. Demo’s almost done.” Her tone was sharp enough to redirect attention. “Prep na kayo, my great SCAR. Time for your turn.”
The deflection surprisingly worked as Solana rolled her eyes, muttering something about Jorwyn’s theatrics, but she had already gone to fix their materials. Maerith busied herself adjusting the sample burn pads, while Selene went to double-check their handouts.
The strange moment dissolved into the noise of the drill.
Still, Avalora had not let go of the look she shot Jorwyn. Her eyes were heavy, conflicted with half-questioning, half-accusing. It was as if she were silently asking: Are you covering for me? On purpose?
Jorwyn only shrugged, biting into the inside of her cheek as though nothing was wrong.
But her mind was far from still.
When the fire drill wrapped up, the three joined units trudged back to the station, sticky with sweat, everyone muttering curses about the heat. But despite the complaints, no one denied the drill was worth it. Disaster risk management and preparedness were not optional; they were essential life skills. Teaching kids, no matter how hot the sun, was a job that mattered.
It was also the first time SCAR, VARL, and 3DS sat together in the station cafeteria. If VARL and SCAR alone were already loud and chaotic, the addition of the firefighting crew only made the volume worse. The cafeteria practically hummed with voices, laughter, and the clang of spoons hitting trays.
“Catacutan,” Garnet called out over the noise, grinning, “De Leon said he wanted to see you drive a firetruck.”
Solana whipped her head around, glaring. “Aling De Leon?!” she shot back, stabbing her fork into the air. “And what did we say about a first-name basis? Lalo na dalawa De Leon dito?” Her voice rose, halfway a rant and halfway a challenge. “Huwag na huwag mo ako hinahamon, ah—sinong De Leon ba kasi yan!”
The boys snorted into their food, entertained.
“Si Win kasi ’yon, Sol,” Eon admitted, completely dropping the formalities she hated.
Solana squinted at him, then broke into a grin, giving him a thumbs-up. “Good boy.”
The table broke into laughter again, and the banter carried on—half-roasting, half-storytelling about past missions they had not shared. At one end of the table, though, Jorwyn was not paying much attention. Her gaze kept drifting across to Avalora, who was pinching the bridge of her nose, her expression faintly strained.
“Was the dust earlier too much?” Jorwyn asked, leaning slightly forward.
Avalora blinked at her, brows knitting. She looked as if the question surprised her, like she had not realized she had been doing it. “Huh?” she whispered, then caught on quickly. “Yeah.” She nodded, agreeing absentmindedly, though her tone lacked conviction.
Jorwyn pretended it was nothing, hiding her suspicion behind a casual tone. “Whenever you’re hurt, Ava… do you let the other girls treat you, or do you do it yourself?”
Avalora tilted her head at the oddly specific question, but answered anyway. “Depends. But it doesn’t happen often,” she said quietly. “Most of the time I’m just stuck in the tent while they move around.”
The two slipped into their small bubble of conversation while the rest of the table spiraled into another round of chaos.
“Wait, wait, wait—so we’re all twenty-four?” Maerith asked after someone had brought up birthdays and ages.
“Yeah, except Eon,” Mar chimed in with a sly grin. “Turned twenty-five last week.”
“Twenty-four… now that’s a lie, ” Garnet said before anyone could argue further. She leaned forward, eyes sparkling with mischief. “Jorwyn’s probably nine hundred years old. Ilang beses na muntik mamatay ’yang gagong ’yan, pero kita niyo—buo pa rin, kumakain pa ng fried chicken.”
The cafeteria roared with laughter. Jorwyn, the target of the teasing, raised her hands like she was surrendering, chuckling nervously. “Ang fresh ko naman para sa nine-hundred years old, oh?”
“This woman is the most reckless person I know,” Norelle declared, slinging an arm across Jorwyn’s shoulders.
“Lalo na recently,” Garnet piped up, rolling her eyes. “Lakas loob pa sumalo ng injury ng iba!”
“Ever since we got SCAR,” Marlowe added, “mas hindi na ’yan natatakot. Like, her trust with these ladies is extreme. Even if a building is impossible to escape, tatakbo pa rin siya kasi she knows Ava’s gonna save her reckless ass.”
The cafeteria did not notice it, but at the far end of the table, two people went still. Avalora’s head snapped up at Marlowe’s words. Jorwyn froze mid-bite. Both of them stared with eyes wide, caught like deer in headlights.
For a split second, it was like the whole world paused. Then Avalora, quicker to recover, smirked faintly and shot back, “Can we just tie her up next time sa truck niyo? Para hindi na siya magkaroon ng injury.”
Jorwyn gaped at her, mock-betrayed. “What?! Sige, I’ll have my wounds tended by Maerith next time!”
“Masakit karayom ni Maerith,” Selene commented through a mouthful of rice.
“Hey!” Maerith yelped, slamming her chopsticks on the table as everyone burst out laughing again. “Weren’t you just slandering Solana the other time, tapos ako na ngayon?!”
Selene just shrugged, chewing contentedly.
The chaos rolled on, loud enough to drown out the hum of the cafeteria lights, but beneath the laughter and noise, Jorwyn kept stealing glances at Avalora. And Avalora, though she kept her expression composed, was not entirely able to hide the fact that she had been shaken by the comment too.
The day dragged, and so it was their last day before the four-day break. While the others were already planning where to drink, where to eat, and where to laugh the exhaustion off, Avalora only wanted the quiet of home. She excused herself with a polite smile, insisting she needed rest.
To her surprise, Jorwyn backed her up, even offered to drive her. Solana had been the one initially assigned to drop off at Avalora's home, as they lived in the same condo building, but the firefighter’s casual 'I’ll take her' left no room for protest.
Now, seated in Jorwyn’s Ranger, Avalora buckled her seatbelt and glanced uneasily at her companion. “Won't those idiots be suspicious?” she asked.
“Of what?” Jorwyn’s brows drew together, her voice so innocently curious that Avalora almost relaxed because Jorwyn’s suspiciousness right now meant something entirely different as memories of that child healed earlier still burned in her thoughts. But that was not a truth she was ready to drag out just yet.
“Kasi, we’re alone together instead of coming with them..?” Avalora muttered.
That made Jorwyn laugh, the sound deep, rich, teasing. “Ah, so that’s what you’re worried about. Don’t worry, Ava, they’ll just tease us naman if ever. You know how those girls are—lalo na si Garn at si Sol.”
She turned the key, the engine growling awake. “Sige, type mo na lang yung address mo sa nav screen. Para hindi na kita tanongin every corner.”
Avalora did as told, fingers trembling slightly on the touchscreen. She told herself it was just the fatigue.
Then Jorwyn’s voice cut in, too casual, too playful. “You know, I discovered something interesting about you, Ava.”
Avalora stiffened. The seatbelt seemed to tighten against her chest. “W-what are you talking about?” She tried to maintain composure, her voice light, but her ears caught the stutter. Inside, she was praying and pleading that Jorwyn would not say that .
Not here. Not now.
But Jorwyn only tilted her head, feigning thought. “You came from a family of medical practitioners pala?”
The relief was so sharp that Avalora almost sagged in her seat. She exhaled hard, the breath rattling out like a secret. It is just a trivia—just family talk.
“Yeah,” she said, forcing a little laugh. “My dad’s a surgeon, my mom’s a dentist. My brother was a vet… pero we lost him.” Her voice softened, fading, her gaze dropping to her lap.
Jorwyn cursed under her breath, instantly regretful. “Shit—sorry. I didn’t mean to—”
“It’s fine, Jorwyn,” Avalora smiled, though it was tinged with old sorrow. “It was my fault, anyway. I couldn’t save him.”
Her mind carried her away before she could stop it—back to that beach, the waves too fierce, her brother too stubborn. She had been fourteen, her power raw, terrifying, something she still did not understand.
She remembered her first time using it. A scraped knee when she was nine, her playmate crying in pain. Her touch had sealed the skin instantly, leaving no trace of blood. But the agony had slammed into Avalora’s own body instead, leaving her gasping while her friend stared at her unmarked knee, confused. Avalora had convinced her that she imagined it. No bruise meant no proof, and because of that, they never played again.
Later, her brother’s broken nose, and he had begged her not to let their parents know. She loved him too much to refuse. A touch, a pulse of power, the break gone in a blink. As if her gift carried its smoke screen, he never questioned it, never wondered why the pain vanished. Even his classmate’s denial became believable.
However, the drowning was different. It was terrifying for her. The sight of her brother thrashing under the waves, salt and foam stealing his breath. Avalora had frozen because she knew, deep down, that if she took his pain—if she took his near death—then it would be hers instead. She was a child, and she was afraid.
She had not saved him, and that failure branded her.
Since then, she had vowed—never again. Never again would she let someone suffer when she had the power to stop it, no matter the cost to herself.
Avalora blinked, pulled back to the present by the hum of the Ranger and Jorwyn’s steady hands on the wheel.
“Tragedy changes us,” Jorwyn said softly, eyes on the road. “But it should never define us.”
Avalora turned to the window, hiding the storm behind her eyes. If only Jorwyn knew the weight of those words. If only she knew the truth that Avalora was dying to protect and the one Jorwyn had already uncovered.
Jorwyn kept her eyes on the road, but her mind was anywhere except the glowing lanes ahead. Avalora’s words had landed like stones in her chest— I couldn’t save him.
Jorwyn tightened her grip on the wheel. She had heard grief before, seen people break in the middle of rubble and flames, but there was something different in Avalora’s tone. Something layered, like she was confessing more than what the words themselves carried.
A surgeon father, a dentist mother, and a brother who used to treat animals. Healing ran in her blood. But Avalora’s skills were not the kind you learned in med school or a family clinic.
Her memory flashed back to the earthquake site. To the boy with the crushed leg who had somehow, impossibly, stood minutes later with nothing more than a dazed look. To Avalora’s hands, hovering too long, pressing too firmly, as though willing something unseen to transfer.
And then there was herself—how many times had Avalora’s touch left her pain fading faster than it should? Bruises dulling, cuts sealing, exhaustion ebbing away like water soaking into sand.
Too many times.
Coincidences piled until they stopped being coincidences at all.
Jorwyn’s jaw clenched. She had wanted to confront her earlier, when she teased about having discovered something interesting. The way Avalora stiffened, like a startled deer, confirmed it right then and there.
But no. Not yet.
Pushing her now would make Avalora retreat deeper into her shell.
Instead, Jorwyn let her laughter carry the conversation back into safer waters, focusing on family and careers, but the fire inside her did not cool.
Because she knew.
Because it all made sense now.
Jorwyn stole a glance at her, the nurse’s profile framed by passing city lights, her expression calm but her eyes far away. She looked breakable, and yet she was the one who held everyone else together.
The steering wheel creaked faintly under Jorwyn’s tightening hands.
A healer. That was the word her mind kept circling back to.
A secret gift Avalora was desperate to bury, even while using it to save lives.
The Ranger slowed to a stop in front of Avalora’s condo building. The lobby lights spilled golden warmth onto the pavement, a stark contrast to the silence that had filled the car on the last stretch of their drive.
“Thanks for the ride, Jor,” Avalora said softly, unbuckling her seatbelt. She sounded almost hesitant, as if speaking too loudly might shatter something fragile between them.
Jorwyn gave her a slight nod. “Anytime.” Her voice was steady, casual even, but inside she was still replaying every word Avalora had said about her family, every too-fast recovery she had witnessed.
Avalora reached for the door handle but paused. For a heartbeat, she simply sat there, looking at her hands resting in her lap. “Alam mo… You didn’t have to back me up earlier. With the others.”
Jorwyn raised an eyebrow. “What, about wanting to go home instead of hanging out? Please. I wasn’t about to let Sol or Garn tease you into doing something you didn’t want.”
That earned her the tiniest laugh from Avalora. It was a tired sound, but genuine. “Still. I appreciate it.”
“Don’t mention it.” Jorwyn shifted slightly, resting an arm on the wheel. “You’ve carried enough weight these past days. A little peace’s the least you deserve.”
Avalora’s smile lingered a moment longer before she finally opened the door. The night air slipped in, cool against Jorwyn’s skin.
“Goodnight, Jor,” Avalora said, stepping out.
“Night, Ava.”
She closed the door gently, not with the careless slam of someone rushing to leave. Jorwyn watched her walk toward the entrance, her figure outlined under the streetlamps. Something in the set of her shoulders told Jorwyn that Avalora was still carrying more than she let on—not just grief, not just exhaustion, but the weight of a secret that had shaped her whole life.
As Avalora disappeared into the building, Jorwyn leaned back against her seat and exhaled.
She told herself it was just instinct, the firefighter in her refusing to ignore what she knew to be true. But deep down, she also knew it was something else—the quiet pull Avalora had on her, the way she made Jorwyn want to notice.
Slowly, Jorwyn turned the key, the engine rumbling back to life.
Avalora closed the door behind her with a soft click, leaning against it for a moment before exhaling a long, shaky breath. The stillness of her condo wrapped around her, so different from the chaos of the mission tents, the laughter, the bickering, the weight of duty.
She slipped off her shoes, padded toward her bedroom, and sank onto the mattress with an exhaustion that was not only physical. Her body ached, yes, but what weighed heavier was the way Jorwyn’s words echoed in her mind.
I discovered something interesting about you, Ava.
Avalora pressed her palms to her face, groaning quietly into the empty room. She had flinched. She knew Jorwyn had noticed.
Curling onto her side, she stared at the shadows stretching across her ceiling. Images replayed against the dark canvas—Jorwyn with a gashed arm on the second day of the mission, gritting her teeth but refusing to slow down. The time a beam collapsed too close, and Avalora had reached her before anyone else, hands pressed against bruises that had faded faster than they should. The moment on the last day, when Jorwyn should have been down for hours, maybe days, and yet Avalora had not been able to stop herself—her hand had moved, her power had flowed, and the injury had vanished.
And Jorwyn had seen. She was sure of it.
But then came the other truth, the one she could not ignore, that she could never stand by and watch Jorwyn suffer. Even if every time she touched her, healed her, Jorwyn’s suspicion grew sharper, even if it meant exposing herself piece by piece.
“What is it about you and why are you so damn reckless?” she whispered into the dark.
Her chest ached with the weight of it. Torn between the need to hide and the need to heal, Avalora closed her eyes, wishing for once that she could be ordinary—that her hands were just hands, that her choices did not feel like walking a tightrope between saving lives and destroying her own.
But she knew herself too well. The next time Jorwyn bled, the next time her body broke, Avalora’s hands would move again. She would heal her, no matter the risk.
And Jorwyn would see.
That was what terrified her most.
Notes:
I want to apologize in advance if some of the medical or firefighting terms I’ve used aren’t perfectly accurate. This is purely a work of fiction, and much of what I write—especially in the medical aspects—is based on research. I’m a bit more confident with the firefighting details since I studied them back in college.
If you happen to notice anything that needs correction, please don’t hesitate to let me know. I truly appreciate your understanding and support!
Chapter 5: Lockdown
Chapter Text
It was a perfectly ordinary Tuesday.
VARL had been ordered back to Blue Sentinel Academy of Fire and Disaster Response, though no one ever called it that. To everyone in the city, and especially among the ranks of first responders, it was simply BlueSent. Today, the entire unit sat through another round of classes, preparing to be promoted from Fire Officers to the more prestigious rank of Blaze Officers.
The air in the classroom was stuffy, thick with the smell of chalk dust and sweat. They had just finished their lesson on Structural Collapse Awareness, and the silence of concentration had unraveled into the restless chatter of a much-needed break.
“Hey, have you guys seen this?” one of the firefighters said, lifting his phone. His voice carried enough curiosity to tug half the room’s attention. “They’re saying on social media there’s some surge of respiratory cases in the capital.”
The murmuring spread quickly, little sparks of worry catching across the classroom. Heads leaned in, conversations broke into speculation. But when their instructor walked in and overheard, she cut the ripple flat with a firm hand.
“If something of that magnitude were real, we would be the first to know,” she said, her tone brisk, dismissing the rumor with authority. “Stay focused on your training. Don’t feed yourselves panic.”
The room quieted, though unease lingered beneath the surface, like smoke from an unseen fire.
Across town, SCAR was attending a blood donation program hosted by Amihan Crest Medical Center. The smell of antiseptic clung to the air, sharp and clinical. Avalora and Solana sat side by side, carefully drawing blood from two donors. Their practiced hands moved with steady precision, though their ears caught on a nearby conversation.
One of their fellow nurses, speaking in a low, almost conspiratorial tone, mentioned the same thing—the whispers of a viral outbreak in the capital, the possibility of a quarantine.
Solana only rolled her eyes. But Avalora’s hand hesitated, just slightly, as she adjusted the tubing. Her gaze flicked toward the speaker, lips pressed together. A quarantine? A virus? Something about it made her chest tighten.
The day had started like any other, but it ended in a way none of them expected.
Both VARL and SCAR received the same sudden notification: all first-line responders must return to their stations immediately.
The world shifted in an hour. Radios and televisions, once filled with game shows, dramas, and music, were abruptly hijacked by urgent news reports. Anchors spoke over flashing banners: Unknown disease spreading—unconfirmed numbers—health authorities monitoring closely.
The regular flow of daily life cracked, replaced by the rising hum of chaos.
Then came the declaration: the National Health Authority was issuing a code alert. Every citizen was ordered to go home. The country was locking down.
Everyone, except the first responders.
VARL and SCAR were told to retrieve only their essentials from home. They would not be returning until the crisis had passed. Masks, gloves, and face shields were distributed at once. Even with the heat pressing down like a suffocating blanket, protocol was protocol.
Inside the station, doors bolted shut, the mood was sour and restless.
“Why won’t they just send us home?” Garnet muttered, tossing her mask onto the table with a scowl. “We’re stuck here, away from our families, and for what?”
“Ano ba ‘yan, Garn,” Solana said lazily, reclining on the couch with her feet on the table. “You signed up for this. You should’ve expected it.”
“It’s a health crisis. You’re the nurses, hindi naman kami. Why are we even included?” Garnet shot back, her frustration bubbling over.
“Protocol,” Jorwyn cut in firmly. She gave Garnet’s shoulder a reassuring pat. “We don’t get to choose Garn.”
Selene smirked. “Don’t worry, Jorwyn. If this lockdown drags on, you won’t be out there risking your life for a while.”
“Oh, don’t you challenge her,” Maerith added, chuckling. “She’ll probably sneak out and try to fight the virus herself.”
Laughter rippled, the kind that carried both mockery and fondness.
“This girl would probably die of boredom before anything else kills her,” Marlowe quipped.
“Yung akala mo may malakas na guardian angel siya,” Norelle chimed in, cupping Jorwyn’s cheeks with exaggerated affection, “pero sa totoo lang naliligaw lang yung grim reaper.”
Jorwyn wriggled free and smirked. “Or maybe I signed up as a rescuer because every life I save adds another to mine.”
“No way,” Solana muttered, but Garnet burst into laughter anyway.
Silence came, then boots tapped, pens clicked, nerves itched.
Nobody liked being grounded.
“Lockdown, huh?” Norelle muttered again, tossing a protein bar across the table to Garnet. “Stuck here with the same faces for days.”
“Better than being stuck sick,” Solana shot back, tearing open her own bar. Her eyes flicked to Jorwyn, lounging with her arms folded, cool as stone. “Do you even get sick, Jorwynina? You’ve been on every shift, every storm, every fire—never seen you down with a cold, kahit sipon.”
That earned a few chuckles around the room. Marlowe snorted, “Yeah, parang may immunity pass siya.”
Jorwyn shrugged, her smirk a shade too casual. “Guess I’m just lucky.”
Avalora sat quieter than the rest, their voices a blur in the background. Her fingers twisted together in her lap. Fear gnawed at her, not of being locked down, not even of the virus itself, but of what it meant for her.
She had never healed anyone of a sickness before. Wounds, burns, broken bones—that was her curse and gift. But a viral infection? She did not know what would happen if she tried. How much would it drain her? Would it kill her?
Her thoughts were cut short by the sound of screeching wheels outside. An ambulance had pulled in, its sirens fading.
Without thinking, everyone rushed to the gate. Their orders to remain inside were forgotten the second they saw the gurney being wheeled out.
It was one of their own. A rescuer, doubled over, gasping for air.
The group froze as fear rooted them to the spot. No one dared get close—no one, except Avalora.
She ran forward before reason could stop her, catching the man’s trembling body as he stumbled. Her hands found his shoulders, his chest—his lungs working in desperate, uneven bursts.
Don’t heal him fully. The thought flashed, panicked. Not here. Not in front of everyone.
She reached instead for the smallest thread of her power, easing only the crushing weight on his chest. She drew it out of him, felt the air yank itself from her own lungs in exchange. A sharp gasp tore from her throat, dizziness tilting her vision.
But before she could falter, a steady grip caught her.
Jorwyn.
The others stayed back, their fear still a wall between them and the patient. None of them noticed Avalora’s trembling—none, except Jorwyn—whose eyes lingered, sharp with concern, far too perceptive.
Moments later, after further checks, the rescuer was cleared. No infection. Just an exhaustion scare, but it was enough for the higher-ups to tighten restrictions.
The gates of the station slammed shut, locks sliding into place. Keys were surrendered. Engines silenced. Fire trucks, ambulances, rescue vehicles—all trapped within.
Avalora swallowed, her lungs still aching faintly. Around her, frustration simmered, jokes returned in half-hearted bursts, and fear hummed in the air like static.
But what weighed heaviest was the way Jorwyn was still looking at her.
Watching.
Noticing.
And Avalora knew, deep down, that her secret had just grown harder to hide.
The metallic clank of the heavy locks echoed through the courtyard, finalizing their confinement inside the station. The sound carried a sharpness that sent unease rippling through the gathered responders. It was not just the physical reality of being locked in, but also the symbolic weight of it. They were no longer rescuers rushing out into danger; they were guardians trapped behind gates, staring into the unknown.
Garnet, arms crossed tightly over her chest, muttered the moment the locks clicked shut.
“Ang galing talaga. Now we’re prisoners. I can’t even see my own family—how is this supposed to help anyone?” Her voice, usually steady in fire and smoke, trembled now with frustration.
Marlowe leaned against the wall, running both hands over her face. “Exactly. Why drag us back here if they’re not letting us do anything? We could’ve been at home, at least making sure our families are safe. Instead, nandito lang tayo… staring at the same walls. With each other.” Her tone was sharp, but the slump of her shoulders betrayed her exhaustion more than anger.
Norelle, ever the calm center of the storm, tried to soften the rising tempers. She lifted her hands, urging the group to steady themselves. “Hey—hey, listen. This isn’t easy for any of us. But panicking about being locked in won’t help. The protocols are here for a reason.”
“Ang dali lang sabihin para sayo, Norelle,” Garnet shot back, her jaw tight. “You don’t have to worry about your mom being sick at home.”
Norelle’s composure faltered for just a second, her eyes flickering with the truth Garnet unknowingly struck and how she resorted to calling her by her first name all of a sudden. She swallowed before answering, more quietly now. “I do. And that’s exactly why I’m trying to keep it together.”
The silence that followed was heavier than the locked gate.
Meanwhile, across the station, the medical teams had already shifted into work mode. Avalora, Solana, Selene, and Maerith, and the others gathered inside the supplies room, their voices hushed but brisk as they counted masks, gloves, sanitizers, and IV fluids. Trauma bags were opened and refilled with meticulous care, and every bandage and vial was organized as if order could combat the chaos waiting outside.
“We’re seventy-two in here,” Solana reminded, tying her hair tighter as though bracing herself. “ Fire, rescue, medics… plus superiors. That’s a lot of bodies. If anyone slips up with hygiene, it’ll spread like wildfire.”
“May plano na para diyan, Sol,” Maerith said, tapping a clipboard. “Each unit will be responsible for its quarters. Shared areas will have rotations. And anyone showing symptoms goes into isolation—walang kokontra.”
That isolation was already in use. The rescuer brought in earlier, along with his entire unit, had been escorted into a designated quarantine room. The atmosphere around that hallway was tense, silence thickened by the fear of contagion.
Despite Maerith’s stern disapproval, Avalora had gone inside several times, refusing to leave the patients alone.
When Jorwyn spotted her through the small window in the door, crouched beside the quarantined nurse with a hand resting gently against his arm, something in her tightened. She entered quietly, leaning against the wall with arms crossed.
“Ava, halika na,” Jorwyn said after a beat. “That’s the second time today you’ve checked them. You’re wearing yourself thin.”
Avalora did not even look up, her gaze fixed on the patient’s breathing. “They need monitoring. And if something changes suddenly, I need to see it firsthand.”
“They’ve got charts, they’ve got vitals. You’ve got Sol, Sel, and Maerith backing you up.” Jorwyn stepped closer, her voice firmer now. “What you don’t have is a second Ava if you collapse. You’re no good to them if you burn yourself out.”
Finally, Avalora glanced up. Her eyes flashed with a quiet frustration, but underneath it was fear. “Jor, pwede ba get out. I can handle this.”
Jorwyn hesitated, her instinct to argue colliding with the certainty that Avalora would only dig her heels in deeper if pushed. So she stayed silent. Instead of leaving, she simply leaned back against the wall, folding her arms and fixing Avalora with that steady, unyielding gaze of hers.
She would keep watch over Avalora this time, not the quarantined nurse.
Avalora dipped her head, pretending to check the rescuer’s pulse for the third time that hour. Her hand lingered longer than necessary, her palm pressed against his skin as though she were simply steadying herself.
In truth, she let the faintest thread of warmth flow out of her, coaxing the tightness in his chest to loosen, his breath to deepen.
The effect was subtle, just enough to ease him without drawing suspicion. But even that tiny act left her chest tightening, like the air she gave him was stolen from her own lungs. She pulled back quickly, masking the wobble in her stance by scribbling a note onto his chart.
Jorwyn noticed.
Of course she did.
Her eyes narrowed, not in anger but in that sharp, calculating way she always got when something did not add up. She stepped closer, lowering her voice so that only Avalora could hear.
“Namumutla ka na Avalora.”
“I’m fine,” Avalora answered too quickly.
Jorwyn tilted her head, studying her with a patience that Avalora found both infuriating and frightening. “You know… for someone so worried about everyone else burning out, you don’t take your own advice.”
Avalora forced a small smile, tugging the blanket higher over the patient’s chest. “It’s part of the job.”
“No.” Jorwyn’s voice softened, but her gaze sharpened. “That’s you going too far. And I told you, if I see you doing that—I’m going to stop you.”
Avalora stiffened, her hand faltering over the chart. Did Jorwyn mean the way she had been hovering, or did she see more?
Before she could form a reply, Solana entered the quarantine room with fresh gloves and a disinfectant sprayer. “Rotation time. Avalora Arceta, you’ve been here too long. Go take a break before Maerith bites your head off.”
Avalora gave a short nod and backed away, but Jorwyn fell into step beside her, silent. Only when they were out in the hallway did she murmur, low enough for Avalora alone:
“I don’t know what you’re doing exactly. But whatever it is, it’s costing you, and I’m not letting you keep doing that.”
Avalora froze for a moment, heart hammering, but she forced herself to walk forward, pretending she had not heard.
Jorwyn did not push. She simply followed, as though her presence alone was enough to remind Avalora that she was not escaping her watchful eyes anytime soon.
As night fell, the station settled into an uneasy rhythm. The tension that had gripped them all day loosened only slightly, replaced by the quiet hum of survival tasks.
Assignments had been divided: sanitation crews ensuring every corner, doorknob, and even skin was scrubbed clean; guards posted at the exits to prevent anyone desperate from slipping out; the kitchen team calculating menus like generals mapping a battle, stretching sacks of rice and canned goods into something resembling meals.
Everyone bore a role, but one rule bound them all: no one should ever hide their symptoms.
In the shared office where VARL and SCAR had made their quarters, six folding beds lined the walls. The plan was simple: six people would sleep while two stayed on watch, and then they would rotate.
No one said it aloud, but they all suspected this lockdown would last longer than anyone wanted to admit—weeks, maybe months.
It was supposed to be Maerith and Norelle’s shift that night, leaders shouldering the first watch. But Avalora was too restless to stay in bed, lying stiff on the thin mattress as if the ceiling itself pressed down on her. When she finally got up, the movement was enough to stir Jorwyn, who seized the opportunity and volunteered for the rotation. Officially, it was to cover for Norelle, but the truth was written all over the firewoman’s face that she simply wanted to stay where Avalora was.
They sat together on the worn couch by the office door, keeping half an eye on the muted television flashing occasional updates, the other half on the radios set neatly on the table. Their comrades slept heavily behind them, exhaustion finally dragging them under.
Unlike the others who had already changed into sweatpants and shirts, Avalora and Jorwyn still wore their uniforms: a nurse in scrubs with a jacket thrown over her shoulders, and a rescuer in her orange turnout pants and boots, as if neither could afford the luxury of lowering their guard.
“You should’ve slept, you look tired,” Avalora murmured, tilting her head toward Jorwyn. Her voice carried that professional firmness she always used with patients, though it was softened by fatigue.
Jorwyn smirked. “Ikaw ang mukhang pagod, Ava.” And it was true—Jorwyn, despite it being two in the morning, looked infuriatingly fresh, like someone who had taken a nap she swore she had not. Avalora, by contrast, looked like she could collapse any second.
“Pumipikit ka na nga eh,” Jorwyn added, chuckling when she caught Avalora’s eyes fluttering shut mid-blink.
Avalora turned to deny it, but the words broke into a yawn that forced a tear down her cheek. She tried again, “Heh, hindi nga kasi ak—” only for another yawn to cut her off.
Jorwyn’s laughter spilled out, soft so as not to wake the others. Avalora glared at her, cheeks warming despite the cool air.
“Pwede ka naman na kasi matulog. I’ll tap you kapag kailangan,” Jorwyn offered gently. She leaned back into the couch, folding her arms. “Sanay na ako sa di pagtulog. You don’t have to worry about leaving me awake alone.”
Avalora narrowed her eyes. “Bahala ka. Pustahan mauuna ka pa sa’kin.”
Jorwyn’s grin widened instantly. “Sige nga. Patagalang gising tayo. May dare yung mananalo?” Her tone was teasing, but there was a spark of mischief in her eyes, like she already smelled victory.
Avalora smirked back, though she was already rubbing at her temples to stay alert. “Sige ba. Tell me a secret you’ve never told anyone, pag nanalo ako.”
“Deal.” Jorwyn leaned closer, her voice low and challenging. “And if I win, you’ll do the same?”
For a moment, Avalora’s face betrayed her as her lips parted, eyes flicking away, panic flashing across her tired expression. She realized too late what a mistake that dare was. If Jorwyn pressed, if she asked the wrong question, her secret would shatter right there.
“Ibang dare na lang pala!” Avalora blurted, waving a hand quickly.
Jorwyn raised a brow, a smirk tugging at her lips. “Sus. May tinatago ka noh?”
“Wala ah!” Avalora shot back too fast, sitting up straighter, as if that might make her lie more convincingly. “Sige, let’s proceed with that dare!”
But her bravado did not last half a minute. Her eyelids, already heavy, betrayed her one final time. Jorwyn asked a question, but the answer never came, only silence. Avalora’s chin dipped, her breaths evening out as she succumbed to exhaustion.
Jorwyn turned, ready to tease her again, but the sight of Avalora sleeping so soundly tugged at her instead. She could have nudged her awake, spared her the consequences of their bet. But seeing the exhaustion etched on her face, remembering how hard she had pushed herself earlier, tending to their sick and injured, Jorwyn could not do it.
Instead, she shifted carefully, guiding Avalora’s head to rest on her shoulder. With her free hand, she tugged the spare blanket over the nurse’s lap. Avalora stirred once, but only to burrow closer, seeking warmth.
Jorwyn sat still, a small smile tugging at her lips. She felt strangely content, as if carrying Avalora’s weight against her was a responsibility she did not mind.
Mischief flickered in her eyes again, and she quietly slipped her phone from her pocket. With a stifled laugh, she snapped a selfie with her tongue out, eyes wide in mock triumph while Avalora dozed peacefully against her.
After tucking the phone away, her smile faded into something more thoughtful. She glanced at the sleeping beds around them, then back at Avalora.
The quiet was heavy, filled with the unspoken fears of what tomorrow’s news might bring.
Letting out a deep sigh, Jorwyn whispered, more to herself than anyone else, “Whatever happens to all of us tomorrow… sana kayanin natin.”
And with that, she settled in, letting the weight of the nurse on her shoulder keep her awake through the long night ahead.
The gray light of dawn seeped through the station’s thin curtains, painting the office in a muted glow. The air smelled faintly of instant coffee and disinfectant like someone from sanitation had already started their morning routine.
Avalora stirred first, blinking against the dull ache in her neck. Her head felt heavier than it should, pressed against something warm and solid. It was not until she shifted and felt the rise and fall of steady breaths beneath her ear that realization struck.
Her eyes snapped open. Jorwyn’s shoulder. Jorwyn’s arm. Jorwyn’s faint citrus-and-smoke scent was clinging to her jacket.
Avalora shot upright instantly, nearly knocking her forehead against Jorwyn’s chin.
“Wh—! Bakit di mo ako ginising?!” she hissed, her voice a mix of outrage and embarrassment.
Jorwyn stretched lazily, clearly already awake, her lips curling into the most infuriating grin. “Good morning din sayo, Ava.”
Avalora groaned, dragging her hands down her face. “Hindi ako nakatulog, ah! Nakaidlip lang!” she said quickly, grasping at excuses.
“Sure,” Jorwyn teased, leaning forward on her elbows. “Kaso… rules are rules.”
Avalora froze. “Anong rules?”
“Our bet.” Jorwyn’s grin widened. “You lost. I won. So…” She drew out the words, enjoying Avalora’s rising panic. “A secret you’ve never told anyone.”
Avalora’s heart skipped. She could not give that away—not yet. Not to anyone, especially not to Jorwyn. Scrambling, she forced a laugh. “Pfft, hindi counted. Hindi pa naman tapos yung challenge, e! Bigla ka lang nanloko kasi nagpahinga lang ako saglit.”
Jorwyn leaned closer, squinting at her like she could read the truth straight off her face. “Aba, defensive.”
“Hindi ah!” Avalora shot back too fast, which only made Jorwyn laugh harder.
Their bickering drew a groan from one of the folding beds. Maerith rolled over, glaring half-asleep at them. “Ang ingay niyo. 6 a.m. pa lang.”
Both women hushed instantly, though Avalora’s cheeks still burned. She tugged the blanket tighter around her shoulders, trying to hide her expression. Jorwyn, however, looked thoroughly entertained.
As Avalora busied herself with pretending to straighten the couch cushions, Jorwyn pulled out her phone, thumb hovering over the gallery. She smirked. “By the way… may proof ako.”
Avalora froze mid-movement. “Proof?”
Jorwyn turned the screen toward her, and it was a selfie from a few hours ago. Avalora was asleep, head on Jorwyn’s shoulder, while Jorwyn pulled a triumphant face with her tongue sticking out.
“DELETE THAT!” Avalora hissed, lunging for the phone.
Jorwyn held it out of reach, laughing softly. “Hmm… ayoko. Souvenir ko ‘to.”
Avalora glared, crossing her arms. “You’re insufferable.”
“And you,” Jorwyn countered, tucking her phone safely into her pocket, “are terrible at staying awake.”
Despite herself, Avalora felt her lips twitch. She quickly bit back the smile, looking away. She could not let Jorwyn see how much she secretly liked the warmth of last night, or how the thought of Jorwyn keeping that photo did not entirely feel like a loss.
By midday, the station hummed with activity. The kitchen crew clattered pans as they figured out how to stretch canned goods into something edible, sanitation was scrubbing down hallways with diluted bleach, and the rescue teams were practicing equipment checks just to stay busy.
Avalora sat at a long table with Norelle and Garnet, scribbling down an inventory of their supplies. She was already tense, her mind half-drifting back to last night’s bet and that humiliating selfie.
Jorwyn strolled in, carrying two mugs of instant coffee. She placed one in front of Avalora without asking.
“For the nurse na laging puyat,” she announced cheerfully.
Avalora did not look up, muttering, “Salamat.”
But Jorwyn did not walk away. She leaned against the table, arms crossed, watching her with a mischievous smile. “So… about our little game kagabi.”
Avalora’s pen froze mid-word. “What game?” she asked too quickly.
Norelle looked up, curious. “Ano ‘yon?”
“Wala!” Avalora cut in sharply.
But Jorwyn just grinned wider, turning toward Norelle. “We had a bet. Loser reveals a secret.” She gave Avalora a sidelong glance, eyes glinting. “Guess sino talo?”
Avalora felt heat crawl up her neck. “Hindi ako natalo! She cheated!”
Garnet perked up immediately. “Uy, chismis. Anong secret?”
Avalora slammed her notebook shut. “Wala ngang secret! Stop it!”
Jorwyn chuckled, sipping her coffee slowly, savoring Avalora’s flustered state. “If it’s nothing, then bakit defensive?”
Avalora glared daggers at her, heart pounding so hard she worried the others could hear it. “Jor, if you don’t shut up, I’ll make you my patient next.”
“Oooh, threat,” Garnet teased, while Norelle raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued.
Jorwyn, unfazed, leaned closer just enough for only Avalora to hear. Her voice softened, stripped of its playful tone.
“I can tell you’re holding something back, Ava. One day… I hope you’ll feel safe enough to tell me.”
Avalora stiffened, her chest tightening, but before she could answer, Jorwyn straightened and walked off casually like nothing happened—leaving her with two curious teammates and a heart that refused to calm down.
It had been a week since the lockdown was declared. Inside the station, time no longer felt the same as it stretched, dragged, and looped until the days blurred together. Yet somehow, the seventy-plus people locked in the building had managed to adapt.
A routine had been carved out of the monotony. The firefighters spent their mornings on drills, the rescuers on strength training, while the paramedics sharpened their protocols and restocked supplies as if a call might come in any minute. To keep spirits from fraying, team leaders invented activities: workshops, skill-shares, even impromptu contests to keep everyone sharp.
The medical team, under the insistence of their supervisors, attended virtual seminars on the new virus. The findings unsettled them all—the pathogen could spread simply by breathing the same air as the infected. Still, as long as no one broke protocol and there was no direct contact, they told themselves they were safe.
But safety ended the moment they needed to leave the station.
A small group of rescuers had been dispatched to retrieve provisions from the central command office. These were not simple rations, as it was a month’s worth of food and sanitation supplies for the whole branch. The scale of the preparation made everyone uneasy. If headquarters was handing out so much at once, it meant one thing: the lockdown was expected to last much, much longer.
The team was supposed to be gone for thirty minutes; however, they returned after two hours.
The cafeteria grew tense as the group set down crates and duffel bags, looking winded but satisfied.
“Shouldn’t you have arrived earlier?” one of the fire captains asked coolly, standing with his arms crossed.
“H-huh?” A younger rescuer blinked, caught off guard.
“We estimated your time of arrival,” another voice chimed in—a lead nurse. “You should’ve been here an hour and a half ago.”
The unit’s captain gave a low chuckle, waving his hand dismissively. “Relax lang. There was a line at the command. Plenty of branches to supply. We had to wait our turn, that’s all.”
“Two hours’ worth of waiting?” Garnet muttered under her breath.
The man raised his voice, more defensive now. “We didn’t mingle with anyone. Supplies were handed out in bulk. We came out one by one to load them up. No contact, no risk.”
Tension began to ease. People wanted to believe him, and they wanted the explanation to be accurate. Then came the mistake.
A lead nurse passed behind one of the younger rescuers and, with a casual glance, saw the message glowing on his phone screen. She froze, then read it aloud before her brain had time to catch up.
“Namiss kita, mahal. Buti na lang nakita na ulit kita…”
The room fell silent.
It took only seconds for the weight of the words to sink in. The rescuers had taken a detour—had gone home, broken quarantine, risked everything.
“What?” Marlowe shot to her feet. “You—are you serious? You went home?”
“We risked our lives out there,” the captain snapped, Joseph, his composure crumbling. “Don’t we deserve to see our families, kahit na sandali lang?”
“Deserve?” Norelle’s voice cracked with anger. “You think we don’t want the same thing? We’re all trapped here! But we don’t risk everyone’s lives just to hold someone’s hand for a few minutes!”
The cafeteria erupted. Chairs scraped and voices overlapped. The dispatched team insisted they had taken precautions, but no one wanted to hear it. By unanimous demand, the unit was escorted to quarantine.
Jorwyn, fuming, shoved back her chair. “I can’t believe Joseph went along with that. He should’ve known better!”
“Real,” Marlowe agreed, slamming his palm on the table. “I thought he had more sense.”
“I should knock his head off,” Jorwyn muttered, already moving toward the door.
Garnet caught her by the arm. “Hoy! Tanga! If they’re infected and you go barging in, isa ka pang dadalhin namin sa quarantine!”
Jorwyn clenched her jaw, but she did not fight her off. Still, her knuckles whitened as she gripped the table’s edge.
The day ended with a chill that sank into everyone’s bones.
Without warning, the station’s locks clamped shut with metallic finality: every door, every office sealed with an automatic click that reverberated through the halls. Then the commander’s voice flooded the speakers.
“Attention. We have two confirmed cases of the Pumorift Virus—both traced to MULC.”
Avalora stiffened, her stomach dropping.
“Effective immediately,” the voice continued, “all offices are sealed to prevent further exposure. No one is to leave their designated quarters. We are requesting four volunteer nurses and two rescue personnel to assist MULC. Volunteers will be stationed beside their unit and will not return to their original teams. To volunteer, dial the main office line and state your name.”
The announcement ended. The silence that followed was heavier than shouting.
No one wanted to move.
But Avalora’s hand was already on the phone. Before the commander had finished speaking, she was dialing, voice steady as she said her name.
“Avalora—stop!” Norelle hissed, reaching for her arm.
Avalora pulled back. Her eyes were fierce. “I’m not sitting here while people die.”
The others argued, begged, and cursed. But Avalora’s mind was unshakable. She had already made her decision.
Then Jorwyn stepped forward, snatching the phone from Avalora’s grasp. “Add me to the list. VARL Jorwyn Robles.”
Avalora whipped her head toward her. “What are you—”
“I’m not letting you go alone,” Jorwyn cut in, her voice low but resolute.
Avalora stared at her, torn between frustration and relief. Her heart thudded painfully against her ribs. Jorwyn knew enough never to leave her side.
When morning came, Avalora and Jorwyn were escorted out of their office wing. The rest of VARL-SCAR pressed against the windows of their locked doors, watching in silence as the two walked down the hallway with their bags. No one dared wave as it felt too much like a goodbye.
They were stationed beside MULC, the Medical Unit’s isolation quarters. From here, everything was different—quieter, colder. The air carried the faint sting of disinfectant, the sharp beeping of monitors, and the muffled coughs from behind sealed doors.
Jorwyn had fought fires, pulled bodies from wreckage, and survived disasters most people would not imagine. But this unseen, breathing threat was different. It made her skin prickle.
Avalora, though, did not hesitate. She pulled on her protective gear and slipped into the patients’ ward as if it were a natural step forward. Jorwyn followed, nerves taut, eyes flicking to every surface, every corner.
The patients were worse than she expected. Two of them lay feverish, sweating through their sheets, their breathing shallow. Avalora moved quickly to take vitals, adjusting IV lines, cleaning clammy skin with practiced hands.
Then Jorwyn saw it.
Avalora’s hand lingered just a little too long on a patient’s chest. The rise and fall of their lungs steadied, unnaturally fast. Their coughing eased within seconds. The change was impossible. And yet Avalora kept her head down, as though she had only wiped sweat away.
Jorwyn’s stomach twisted. She’s using it again. She’s burning herself out.
By the end of their first shift, Avalora was pale under her mask. Her hands trembled faintly when she peeled off her gloves.
“Hey,” Jorwyn said sharply, catching her wrist before she could go back for another round. “That’s enough for today.”
Avalora blinked at her, surprised. “There are still—”
“I said enough,” Jorwyn cut in, harsher than she intended. She forced her grip to loosen, but her voice stayed firm. “You’ve been on your feet for hours. You think you’re helping anyone if you collapse in there?”
Avalora hesitated, guilt flickering in her eyes. “…Someone has to do it.”
“Yeah. And you’ve done it. More than enough.” Jorwyn’s throat was dry, her chest tight. She wanted to shout I know what you’re doing, I know you’re not normal, I can see it tearing you apart. But instead she said, “You push yourself like this, you’ll get sick too. Tapos ano?”
Avalora lowered her gaze. The stubborn fire in her dimmed, just a little.
Jorwyn guided her toward the cot in the corner of their makeshift quarters. “Umupo ka at magpahinga. Doctor’s orders.”
Avalora gave a weak laugh. “You’re not a doctor.”
“Ewan ko sayo. Sit.”
She did, and though she looked like she might argue again, her body betrayed her—slumping against the pillow, eyelids heavy.
Jorwyn sat on the opposite cot, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees. She watched Avalora’s breathing even out, watched the exhaustion drag her under.
Her jaw clenched. Every fiber of her being wanted to demand answers, to shake Avalora awake and tell her to stop using power she had before it killed her. But instead, she kept the secret locked in her chest.
She would wait, watch out for her, and protect her.
If Avalora would not stop saving everyone else, then Jorwyn would make damn sure someone was there to save her.
The next day, Avalora woke earlier than the others. Jorwyn, who had not slept deeply, noticed her slip away toward the patient wing. She did not make a sound, but Jorwyn rose quietly and followed at a distance.
Inside the ward, Avalora moved quickly from bed to bed. She checked pulses, adjusted blankets—ordinary things at a glance. But then Jorwyn caught it again: Avalora’s palm pressed against a patient’s arm, her eyes closing briefly as if she were gathering herself. Within moments, the man’s ragged breathing eased, his fever-flushed face relaxing.
Jorwyn’s heart clenched. Ano ba naman ‘tong si Ava. She’s already pale from yesterday.
“Avalora.”
The nurse stiffened, nearly dropping her clipboard. “Jor—what are you doing here?”
“Shouldn’t I be asking you that?” Jorwyn’s voice was low but sharp, arms crossed. “You’re not supposed to be in here alone.”
“I’m just checking on them—”
“You already checked on them.” Jorwyn stepped closer, her eyes locked on Avalora’s tired face. “You can’t keep this up, Ava.”
Avalora frowned, clutching her clipboard like a shield. “I have to. They need someone—”
“They have someone,” Jorwyn snapped, then forced herself to lower her tone. “They have you and Nurse Hamich, and the other nurses. You’re not the only one in this ward.”
Avalora’s lips parted, but no excuse came out.
“You keep acting like you’re the only pair of hands here,” Jorwyn continued, softer now but no less firm. “But you’re not. You don’t have to carry this alone. And if you try—” She exhaled, pressing a hand to the back of her neck. “You’re going to break, Ava, and I’m not going to stand by and watch that happen.”
For a moment, Avalora just stared at her, the stubbornness in her eyes dimming under the weight of Jorwyn’s words.
“…I just want to do everything I can,” she whispered.
“I know.” Jorwyn’s voice gentled. “But doing everything doesn’t mean doing it all by yourself.”
Avalora’s throat bobbed. She looked down, defeated, and finally gave a slight nod.
Jorwyn sighed, tension easing only a little. She touched Avalora’s arm briefly—not long enough to cross a line, just enough to ground her. “Next time, wake someone up. Don’t make me tail you like a shadow, okay?”
That earned her a tiny smile from Avalora, weary but genuine. “Fine. I’ll try.”
Jorwyn allowed herself the most minuscule smirk back. “Good. Because if you collapse in here, I’m carrying you out over my shoulder—and I swear I won’t make it look graceful.”
Avalora let out a soft laugh, shaking her head, but when she turned back to the patients, her movements were slower, more deliberate—as if Jorwyn’s words had finally anchored her.
And Jorwyn, watching from her post, promised herself she would keep saying it, again and again if she had to: Avalora did not have to fight alone, not while she was here.
That night, when the ward quieted and most patients had fallen asleep, Avalora slumped into the chair by the wall. Her hands trembled faintly as she rubbed her temples, though she tried to mask it.
Jorwyn stood nearby, leaning against the metal frame of the door, arms folded tightly. She had been silent for too long, and Avalora finally muttered, “Titig na titig ka naman diyan.”
“Hindi ka kasi nakikinig eh,” Jorwyn shot back immediately.
Avalora sighed. “Jor, I’m fine. Really. You don’t need to hover.”
Her tone was meant to be dismissive, but Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “You think I want to hover? You think I enjoy watching you push yourself until you can barely stand?”
Avalora froze, caught off guard by her sudden sharpness. “…I didn’t mean—”
“You don’t see it,” Jorwyn pressed on, her voice low and rough. “But I do. You come back pale, shaking, like you’ve poured out more than anyone should be able to give. And it’s not normal, Ava.” She stopped abruptly, swallowing hard, then quickly added, “—it’s not healthy. You can’t keep going like this.”
Avalora’s lips parted, her breath uneven. Jorwyn’s words felt too close, too sharp, like they were slicing into the truth she worked so hard to bury.
“Jorwyn…” she whispered, unsure what else to say.
"You act like it doesn’t matter," Jorwyn said, quieter now, her tone clipped as if trying to keep it even. "Maybe it shouldn’t matter. Maybe you’re right, maybe you can handle it all. But I can’t just stand by and watch you wear yourself down—not when I… not when it gets to me more than it should."
Avalora’s throat tightened. She pulled her gaze away, clutching her knees as if to steady herself. “…You make it sound worse than it is,” she said, though her voice wavered.
“Maybe I do,” Jorwyn muttered, the laugh that followed sharp and humorless. She dragged a hand through her hair. “Better that than keeping quiet and watching you fall apart.”
“…I’ll try,” she whispered.
“That’s all I’m asking,” Jorwyn said, her voice softening. She stepped closer, crouching slightly to catch Avalora’s eyes. “Don’t carry it alone. There are other nurses here. Let them take the load too. You don’t have to be the only one holding everything together.”
Avalora finally glanced at her, and the sight of Jorwyn’s eyes—intense, stormy, yet undeniably gentle—made her heart stutter. She quickly looked away before she gave herself away.
Chapter 6: Torching
Chapter Text
Jorwyn’s phone buzzed again on the cot beside her—another message from Circe.
Another client is pushing with stakes that are higher than ever. One run could make her five million richer.
Her thumb hovered over the screen, but she did not dare reply.
She could not.
Not when the entire station was on lockdown, not when sneaking out meant risking the health of everyone packed in these walls.
It made her restless.
Her body itched to move, to climb, to run rooftops in the dark. She longed for the recklessness with the sting of fire at her heels, the groan of steel beams threatening to fall, the pulse of adrenaline that had been her constant companion. Now, all she had was stillness, routine, and too much time to think.
And one nurse she could not stop watching.
Avalora.
Head harder than any wall Jorwyn had ever forced entry through. Selfless to the point of self-destruction. She worked until her hands shook, smiled until her face cracked, gave until there was nothing left, and still insisted she was fine.
Jorwyn hated caring this much. For her, caring meant tying herself down, opening doors she had long since locked. She wanted to keep Avalora at arm’s length, just another colleague, because colleagues, you can worry about and move on.
Friends? That was different. Friends tore pieces out of you when you lost them.
And Jorwyn had lived her whole life avoiding that kind of damage.
Her classmates had stayed classmates. Neighbors stayed neighbors. Even the partner who helped her on off-the-record missions stayed just that—helpful someone, not someone close. It was cleaner that way.
Safer.
The only exceptions she had allowed were Norelle, Garnet, and Marlowe. She did not regret letting them in—not yet, anyway.
But Avalora? Letting her pass the line would only complicate things.
So Jorwyn told herself the same thing again and again: she was just a colleague, worried about her colleague—nothing more and nothing less.
But late at night, when she caught herself checking the nurse’s shadow in the dim lamplight, when she replayed Avalora’s stubborn smile as she pushed herself too far, Jorwyn was not so sure she still believed it.
The worry that had been gnawing at Jorwyn finally sank its claws deeper when the report came in: the dispatched unit had spread the infection. Every contact meant another chain, another risk. The numbers would only rise.
And then her thoughts turned darker. What if it’s someone from my team? She pictured their faces unloading the supplies earlier that day. It felt like a countdown, waiting for one of them to be next.
Or worse—one of Avalora’s.
The nightmare became real when Solana was rushed into quarantine, hacking into her mask as her chest jolted with every cough. Jorwyn’s stomach dropped at the sight, but her dread doubled when she saw Avalora’s face pale in panic.
“Sol, don’t worry, I’m here,” Avalora whispered, steadying the woman on the bed. Her hands remained gentle, practiced, but her eyes burned with alarm. She checked vitals, noted symptoms, and spoke aloud as if trying to steady herself.
“Stage 1. Dry throat, mild cough, eye reddening.”
Jorwyn stood right beside her, her arms folded too tightly, forcing herself to watch. She’s going to push herself too far. She always does.
Avalora’s mutter broke through, sharp and guilty. “Shit. Bakit kasi iniwan ko kayo doon. But I couldn’t let the others suffer either…”
Jorwyn leaned in, voice firm but quiet. “Ava, it’s not your fault.”
The nurse flinched like she had been struck. “Jorwyn, spare me the scolding. Si Sol ‘to.” Her voice cracked cold, too harsh for the panic trembling underneath.
Jorwyn swallowed her frustration. “I’m not scolding you. I just don’t want you tearing yourself apart.”
“Pwede ba?” Avalora snapped, eyes fixed on Solana. “Stop talking.”
The dismissal stung more than Jorwyn expected, but she bit down hard on her tongue. Fine. Words would not help. So she stayed silent but watchful, her gaze locked on Avalora’s every move.
The door burst open again, and Selene stumbled inside, her face flushed, her chest heaving.
“Are you on Stage 2 already?” Avalora barked, furious. “Why the hell are you only bringing her in now?!”
Jorwyn quickly guided Selene to the bed beside Solana. “Calm down, Ava. I’ll call Halo to take over—”
“No!” Avalora snapped, wide eyes pinning Jorwyn like a threat. “I’ll handle her.”
Jorwyn bristled. “Ava, you’re already spread thin. One patient at a time. You’ll kill yourself like this.”
“Try me.” Avalora pressed her hands against Solana’s chest.
Jorwyn froze. She knew that look, that focus, that danger humming under Avalora’s skin. And then Solana’s breathing eased, her face smoothed, her body relaxing like she had been pulled back from the edge.
“What… what did you do?” Jorwyn breathed, but the question died in her throat because another stretcher was rushed in, and this time with someone Jorwyn knew too well.
“Norelle.” Her captain’s pale face made her knees buckle. Jorwyn dropped to her side, helping lift her onto the bed.
She was so focused on her captain, she did not hear the stagger behind her until the crash hit the floor.
Her head whipped around.
Avalora lay sprawled on the tiles, skin chalk-white, her chest barely rising. Solana and Selene both lay still but peaceful, their suffering stripped away. The ruin of it all had been transferred, poured into the nurse who had given too much.
“Ava!” Jorwyn dropped to her knees, hands sliding under the nurse’s shoulders to ease her up. Avalora’s head lolled, her skin clammy, her breath shallow. Panic clawed at Jorwyn’s chest, but she forced her movements steady. There was no one else who could catch her now, so Jorwyn would.
“You idiot,” she muttered, brushing damp hair away from Avalora’s face. “How many times have I told you not to overdo it?”
Behind her, Solana stirred weakly, coughing less than before. Selene groaned, her fever easing into exhaustion. And Norelle was unconscious but stable, her breathing evened out.
Three patients, and now a fourth.
And Jorwyn was the only one left standing in the room because the other attending nurses were busy tending the others.
She eased Avalora onto a spare bed, tucking a blanket around her trembling body. Her gaze lingered too long on the nurse’s pale lips, the stubborn frown even in unconsciousness. Jorwyn pressed her lips into a thin line and stood quickly. There was no time to fall apart.
One by one, she checked the others. Cool cloth on Selene’s forehead. Adjusting Solana’s pillow and monitoring Norelle’s shallow breaths. The work piled and piled, but Jorwyn’s body did not falter. Hours slipped past like minutes, her hands steady, her focus sharp.
Most people would have collapsed by now under the weight of exhaustion, under the suffocating heat of the quarantine ward. But Jorwyn’s pulse stayed strong, her breath even, her movements unwavering. A strange endurance she never dared to question aloud.
When she finally sat back between the beds, the silence rang heavy. Avalora twitched in her sleep, a faint sound escaping her lips. Without thinking, Jorwyn reached over, adjusting the blanket again. Her fingers lingered just a second too long before she pulled back.
She’s my colleague, she reminded herself harshly. Only my colleague. That’s all she can ever be.
Still, she did not move from the bedside. She sat there, watching over all four of them, like a sentinel no sickness or weariness could touch.
And if her body ached to finally let down, if her eyes burned from hours without rest, she did not give in. She could not, and she definitely would not.
Not while Avalora lay unconscious beside her.
She dragged a chair close to the nurse’s bed and sat heavily, elbows resting on her knees. For the first time since the chaos erupted, her shoulders sagged.
Up close, Avalora looked smaller somehow. Stripped of her usual determination, the sharpness in her voice, the steady hands that always knew what to do. Pale, fragile, her lips parted as though even breathing was a battle.
Jorwyn clenched her fists. “Ano ba ‘yan, Ava. You’re not supposed to be here,” she whispered, the words gritted through her teeth. “You’re supposed to be yelling at me for interfering… or telling me to get out of the way. Not… not like this.”
She reached out, hesitated, then carefully brushed a stray lock of hair from Avalora’s face. Her hand lingered a heartbeat too long against warm skin before she drew back, shaking her head.
“This is exactly why I didn’t want to care too much,” she muttered under her breath, eyes burning holes into the floor. “Look at me—sitting here like some… worried fool. Now I have to gaslight myself that you’re just my colleague, Ava. Just a colleague. That’s it.”
But the words rang hollow, even to her own ears.
She leaned back in the chair, exhaustion threatening but never conquering her. No matter how heavy her body felt, sleep would not dare claim her—not while Avalora lay there, caught in the wreckage of her own selflessness.
Jorwyn stayed. A silent sentinel, watching the slow rise and fall of Avalora’s chest, guarding her in the quiet hours of the night.
And though she had never admitted it aloud, not even to herself, the thought rooted deep in her mind, stubborn and unshakable: I can’t let anything happen to you.
Avalora stirred, her lashes trembling against pale skin, before her eyes finally opened. She blinked up at the dim room, then at Jorwyn sitting rigidly beside her, arms folded, gaze fixed like a soldier standing guard.
Her voice came out raspy, soft.
“...Jorwyn?”
Jorwyn leaned forward, her composure cracking for just a beat. “I’m here.” Relief bled through her voice, though she masked it a second too late.
Avalora’s lips curved faintly despite her weakness. “You stayed?”
Jorwyn shifted in her chair, wanting to look away but unable to. “Someone had to keep you from running yourself into the ground.” Her tone was clipped, clearly defensive, but her hand was still hovering near Avalora’s, as if ready to catch her again.
Avalora tilted her head, exhaustion loosening her guard. “No,” she whispered, eyes searching Jorwyn’s face. “You stayed because you were worried.”
The words landed sharply. Jorwyn froze, caught.
“You don’t have to hide it,” Avalora added, voice fading but earnest. “You care more than you want anyone to know.”
Jorwyn swallowed, pulse tight in her throat. For a heartbeat, she almost let it show—how true that was, how much it scared her. But then she drew back, jaw setting like stone.
“Rest, Ava,” she said firmly, cutting off any chance of reply. “That’s an order.”
Avalora’s tired smile flickered, as if she had seen through the armor anyway, but she let her eyes slip shut again. Within moments, her breathing evened out.
Jorwyn sat there in the silence, staring at the hand she had almost held. Her chest ached in ways she refused to name. She forced herself to lean back, to rebuild the distance brick by brick, even as something in her fought against it.
As Avalora closed her eyes again, finally surrendering her body to the comfort of rest, her thoughts drifted to Jorwyn. How stubborn she was.
Or maybe, Avalora thought, it was her own stubbornness, and Jorwyn had been pestering her only because she could not stop pushing herself.
She knew Jorwyn was watching not just because they were teammates, not only because Jorwyn might have caught glimpses of her secret, but because she had seen the toll Avalora’s powers carved into her body.
Her mind slipped, unmoored by fatigue, carrying her back to a memory she rarely let herself revisit.
“So you mean, every time you heal somebody, the pain they feel… transfers to you?”
“Yes.” Her own young voice, small but certain. “That’s the cost of my powers. I have to endure the pain.”
It was Foundation Day in high school. Avalora was only in seventh grade then, tiny and unsteady, but with a secret too big for her chest. The Grade 12 students had set up a Confession Booth for the event with sealed curtains, altered voices, and complete anonymity. No one could know who stepped inside.
And so she had gone in.
The filtered mic made her sound older, braver than she felt, as she admitted it.
“That’s weird,” the stranger’s voice answered through the static.
“Yeah, I know.” Avalora had hugged her knees, pressing her forehead against them. “No one would believe it anyway. The first time I used it, I healed my playmate’s scraped knee… but I walked away limping with the same sting.”
“How long does it even hurt?” the other voice asked, like they were low-key fascinated by whatever Avalora was saying.
“Uh… I mean, I’ve only tried it a few times,” Avalora mumbled, fidgeting with her hands even though no one could see her inside the booth. “But it kinda depends… like, if the wound’s really bad, the pain sticks longer. Pero kapag maliit lang, it fades quicker.”
There was a short pause before the voice piped up again, more curious now. “Wait—so, like… can you do it to yourself too?”
Avalora blinked, caught off guard. “I… I don’t know,” she admitted honestly, her voice dropping. “Haven’t really tried. But… I don’t think it works that way.”
Silence on the other side, then a dry laugh. “That’s crazy. Pero, do you know what’s crazier?”
“What?” she asked, leaning forward despite herself.
“I can summon fire.”
A sharp ding —the bell that meant the stranger had left the booth.
Avalora sat frozen, staring at the curtain. Her small hands gripped her uniform skirt.
Of course. They thought she was bluffing. Just a kid spinning stories, so they made up something more ridiculous to play along.
She told herself that over and over. But even years later, she still remembered that voice, low and certain, right before it disappeared.
As the memory faded, Avalora’s chest ached with the same heaviness she had felt that day, years ago. That lingering doubt—was she really the only one? Or had that stranger in the booth been telling the truth?
Her lashes fluttered as she stirred faintly, the quiet world of the quarantine room pressing around her. A soft rustle reached her ears: Jorwyn shifting in her chair, still at her side, keeping vigil.
Avalora’s lips curved, almost bitterly. Of course she’s here. She wouldn’t let go even when I told her to.
That stubborn presence was both comfort and weight because Jorwyn had seen how Avalora’s hands shook when the pain caught her, how her body faltered after the miracle. She could not keep pretending forever, not with those sharp eyes on her.
Still, as exhaustion pulled her deeper, Avalora held onto one thought that maybe she was not the only one carrying something impossible. Maybe one day she would find out that Jorwyn’s stubbornness came from something far heavier than just concern.
For now, though, Avalora let the dark retake her, trusting—reluctantly, stubbornly—that Jorwyn would still be there when she woke.
Jorwyn watched Avalora’s lashes lower, her breathing settling back into the fragile rhythm of rest. She did not move. Not even to stretch the stiffness in her shoulders.
The others—Solana, Selene, Norelle—were breathing easier now, their bodies mending slowly. But Avalora had taken the damage no one else could see. And Jorwyn hated how much her chest tightened every time the nurse twitched in her sleep, as if her body was still fighting ghosts of pain.
She leaned forward, resting her forearms on her knees, studying the pale curve of Avalora’s face. “You call me reckless pero malala ka rin pala,” she murmured under her breath, careful not to wake her. “You take everything on yourself like the world will fall apart if you don’t.”
A beat passed. Her jaw clenched. And I’m no better. Sitting here, watching. Wanting to—
Jorwyn cut off the thought, dragging her gaze away. No. That way led to danger: emotional ties, vulnerability, all the things she had sworn not to repeat. Caring was a battlefield she never walked away from whole.
But despite herself, she stayed. Her body, unlike Avalora’s, refused to break, refused to tire. She could sit here as long as it took.
A whisper escaped before she could stop it: “Don’t make me care too much, Ava.”
Avalora was still a little sore from her collapse the other day, but she was back on her feet. To her surprise, news had spread that the VARL-SCAR members had been discharged from the ward and sent back to their quarters, and with that news came the inevitable rumors.
“Why are Nurse Ava’s teammates healing so fast?” one nurse whispered just loud enough for Avalora to hear while she was eating breakfast. Jorwyn sat across from her, silent but watchful.
“Don’t tell me even a new virus can be cured by a nurse alone?” another chimed in.
“Her dad was friends with the Chief Nurse, right? Maybe she learned some secret treatment. I heard there’s a promotion next quarter—maybe she’s angling for lead nurse. Imagine SCAR becoming an eight-man team.”
They were not even subtle as they were half-whispering, half-performing, waiting for Avalora to bite. However, she did not. She sipped her coffee, eyes down. But the firefighter across from her was not so forgiving.
Jorwyn scraped her chair back and stood, her jaw tight.
“Jorwyn, get back here,” Avalora said quickly, but Jorwyn only glanced back and shook her head.
She crossed the room and folded her arms. “Don’t you have better things to do?”
The nurses stiffened at her tone, but one of them tried a different approach. She smiled brightly. “Hi, Jorie. Want to sit here with us?”
Jorwyn brushed off the attempt and cut in, voice firm. “Nurse Ava collapsed yesterday, from exhaustion, because she pushed herself looking after her patients.” Her eyes narrowed. “And now you have the guts to accuse her of something you don’t even know for sure?”
The little knot of nurses faltered, but one piped up again, eager to redirect. “Did you know it was supposed to be our team merged with yours? Heard Maerith pulled strings because she’s crushing on you.”
That made Avalora’s head snap up. She had not reacted to a single insult until now. But hearing her lead nurse’s name dragged into it, linked to Jorwyn of all people—her chest tightened, thoughts racing.
Jorwyn did not miss her shift in expression. Her voice turned sharp. “Seriously? What’s next, you’ll say, Solana rammed her ambulance into yours?”
“No, it’s not like th—”
“Save it, Halo.” Jorwyn cut her off with a hand raised between them, like a stop sign. “SCAR isn’t just competent—they’re the most respected unit in Amihan right now. Maybe that’s why you’re reaching this far just to drag them down.”
She did not wait for a reply. She turned on her heel, walked back to Avalora, and sat down again, picking up her fork like nothing had happened.
Avalora blinked at her. Jorwyn only offered a small smile and said deliberately, “I think we can spare the elite paramedics team a visit later. Kahit sa window lang. You think?”
Avalora’s lips twitched despite herself. Jorwyn had said elite loudly enough for the whole ward to hear.
True to her word, Jorwyn brought Avalora in front of the quarters later that day, where their teammates waved from behind the glass. Avalora, however, could not get the earlier accusation out of her head. So she blurted the first thing that had been bothering her:
“Mae, you’re crushing on Jorwyn pala?” she asked casually, almost too casually.
The room went silent. Maerith blinked. “Did the exhaustion mess with your head?”
“Ava, don’t tell me you believed them—” Jorwyn started, but Avalora shoved a hand in front of her face, silencing her.
“So?” Avalora pressed, eyes on Maerith.
“Who even told you that?” Maerith asked, bewildered.
“Halo and her crew,” Jorwyn muttered, clearly done with the whole thing.
Maerith let out a sudden bark of laughter, so loud it startled everyone. “That’s the funniest thing I’ve heard all week. Wrong VARL-SCAR members, Ava.” She pointed to the girl beside her. “It’s Selene. She’s the one with a crush on Marlowe.”
Selene, arms crossed, only arched a brow. “Yeah. Lowe already knows.” She shot a glance at Marlowe, who giggled.
“What? How come I know nothing about this?” Solana cried, throwing her hands up and running in little circles, as if the revelation had broken her sense of order.
“That kid’s already healed,” Jorwyn muttered, amused, watching Solana lose her composure.
Avalora, however, was not done. “So you don’t have a crush on this jerk?” She pointed a thumb toward Jorwyn. “Good. Tigil mo ‘yan. She’s a jerk.” With that, she spun on her heel and started back toward their room.
The rest of the team stared after her, then turned questioning eyes on Jorwyn.
Jorwyn just shrugged, expression unreadable, and followed Avalora out.
Avalora’s steps were brisk, but Jorwyn caught up easily.
“Hoy, wait lang,” Jorwyn said, matching her pace. “Why’d you walk off like that?”
Avalora snapped her head toward her. “Because you just let them talk. Like it doesn’t matter. Like it’s fine that every time your name comes up, it’s—” she gestured vaguely, frustration spilling out, “—Maerith this, someone crushing on Jorwyn that. Do you even notice?”
Jorwyn frowned, thrown off. “Notice what?”
“That you walk around and everyone looks at you.” Avalora’s voice was sharper than she intended. “Like they know you. Like they get to say things about you—and they don’t.”
Jorwyn blinked, stopping in her tracks. “…Ava, san galing ‘to? Why does it bother you?”
“Because it’s not true!” Avalora blurted, breath catching. “And I don’t like it when people talk like they know who you care about—when they don’t.”
The words slipped out before she could reel them back. Heat flushed her face, and she looked away immediately.
Silence stretched. Jorwyn just stared, brows knitted, trying to grasp the storm she had just walked into. “…Okay. But Ava…” her voice was quieter now, careful, “why are you saying this to me like I’m the one at fault?”
Avalora swallowed hard, forcing herself to move past her own slip. “Forget it. It’s stupid.” She brushed past her, heart hammering, not daring to glance back.
Jorwyn stood rooted in the hallway, utterly baffled. “I don’t get her,” she muttered under her breath, dragging a hand through her hair. “First she ignores them, then she bites my head off…” She let out a dry huff of air, shaking her head as if that would help her make sense of it.
Jorwyn leaned her shoulder against the glass window of the VARL-SCAR quarters, arms crossed tight as she watched Solana lounging inside. Solana spotted her immediately, waving like she was greeting a long-lost lover, before waddling closer with a bag of chips in hand.
“Whoa. That face,” Solana said through the glass, crunching obnoxiously loud. “Napano ka? You look like you just wrestled a fire hydrant and lost.”
Jorwyn tilted her head, exasperated. “Ava snapped at me.”
Solana nearly choked on her chips. “WHAT?!” Her voice carried even through the barrier, and a couple of the others turned to look. Solana did not care. She pressed herself dramatically against the glass, palms flat like she was in some tragic romance movie. “She actually raised her voice at you? Tell me everything.”
Jorwyn frowned. “There’s nothing to tell. She just said she doesn’t like people talking about me, tapos nag walk out. Left me standing there like an idiot.”
Solana’s grin widened like a cat who had just found milk. “Oh my god. You don’t even realize, do you?”
“Realize what?” Jorwyn asked, clearly irritated.
“You’re dense, Jorwynina,” Solana said, pointing at her with a greasy chip finger. “Dense like… ‘can’t see a neon sign blinking in your face’ dense.”
Jorwyn squinted. “She wasn’t making sense.”
Solana rolled her eyes so hard it was a miracle they did not get stuck. “It makes perfect sense. Other people talk about you, tapos Ava blows up? Babygirl, connect the dots.”
Jorwyn winced at the pet name and then shook her head. “You’re imagining things.”
“Tanga.” Solana popped another chip into her mouth, chewed slowly for dramatic effect, then smirked. “Classic case of—‘It’s not about the people. It’s about you .’”
Jorwyn stared at her, still lost. “That doesn’t explain anything.”
“Yes, it does,” Solana said smugly, leaning closer to the glass like she was sharing the biggest secret of her life. “It explains everything . And when it finally clicks? Oh, I wanna be there. I’m gonna laugh so hard.”
Jorwyn groaned and rubbed her face, but Solana only cackled from behind the glass, absolutely thrilled that for once, the unshakable Jorwyn looked rattled entirely.
On the other side of the station, Avalora shut the door to her quarters harder than she intended, the sound echoing too loudly in the small room. She dropped onto the edge of her bed, then immediately stood again, restless, pacing back and forth like a caged animal.
“What the hell was that, Ava?” she muttered, hands pulling at her hair. “You just—snapped. At Jorwyn. Of all people.”
She stopped, staring at the wall as if it had answers. “She didn’t even do anything wrong. She was defending me. Defending me —and what do I do? Throw an attitude in her face like some ungrateful brat.”
Her laugh came out sharp, bitter. “Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant. Nurse of the year, right here. Can heal other people’s wounds but hindi kayang itikom ang bibig pag kailangan.”
She sat again, elbows on her knees, burying her face in her palms. After a beat, she lifted her head, talking louder this time, as if saying it aloud could make it accurate.
“I don’t care what people say about Jorwyn. I don’t. I shouldn’t.”
Her voice cracked at the end, and she kicked at the floor in frustration. “But then why—why does it get under my skin the second I hear her name in somebody else’s mouth?”
She pressed her fists against her chest, as though she could pound the feeling out. “Stupid. So, so stupid. She’s just a teammate. Just a teammate. That’s it. I’m worried for my teammate.”
Silence stretched heavy in the room, her breath ragged. Then she whispered, softer now, almost like a confession slipping free:
“…Then why does it hurt to see her smile at anyone else?”
She shook her head violently, pushing the thought away, dragging her blanket over herself like armor. “Nope. Not thinking about it and not happening. I’m exhausted, that’s all. Just tired. She’s… she’s nothing. Nothing.”
But even as she lay down, squeezing her eyes shut, she knew the truth that her heart was pounding way too fast for someone who claimed Jorwyn was nothing.
Weeks passed, and the storm finally began to settle. The government announced the development of a vaccine—rushed, dangerous even by their own admission, but effective enough to halt the virus’s spread.
Despite its speed, the casualties remained far fewer than the nation had feared. Only those with already weakened bodies had succumbed, while the majority survived, thanks to the relentless efforts of medical teams across the country. Day and night, they had bought time with advanced treatment, tireless care, and sheer endurance until the world could finally catch its breath.
Now, with the vaccine in hand, stability returned piece by piece.
At BlueSent Station, SCAR and the allied medical units were the first to receive the doses, tasked with vaccinating the personnel within the base before extending their mission to the nearby town the following day. Corridors bustled with the clatter of carts, trays of syringes, and the steady rhythm of nurses calling out names.
The atmosphere was tense but lighter than it had been in weeks—the air carried relief, even laughter in fragments, as though hope had finally dared to creep back in.
Avalora rolled up the sleeves of her uniform, preparing the tray of syringes with steady hands. For the first time in months, the station did not smell antiseptic and fear, as it smelled like coffee drifting in from the mess hall, like fresh uniforms, like a place alive again.
She glanced at her teammates through the glass partition, some laughing, some half-asleep in chairs, and felt a knot loosen in her chest. They were still here. After everything—the virus, the quarantines, the near-misses—they were all still here.
Across the room, Jorwyn was leaning casually against the wall, arms crossed, chatting with Solana like nothing in the world could shake her. Avalora had watched her carry more weight than anyone else, had seen her stand through exhaustion that would have flattened even the strongest.
And yet, Jorwyn looked the same. Whole. Untouched. Like the chaos had never touched her at all.
Ava bit the inside of her cheek, forcing the thought away—no use chasing mysteries when there was work to be done.
“Alright,” she murmured under her breath, picking up the first syringe, “let’s save this station one more time.”
“Ang haba ng karayom naman!” Norelle yelped dramatically the moment she saw the needle in Ava’s hand. She even leaned back on her chair like she was about to faint.
“Parang di sanay matahi,” Jorwyn quipped with a grin, just as Maerith slid the needle into her arm.
“Aray!” she hissed, clutching her shoulder like she had been stabbed with a sword instead of a syringe.
Selene, standing off to the side, folded her arms and shook her head. “Told you, masakit karayom ng babaeng yan! Kaya talagang ayaw ko sa kanya mag practice ng IV line dati.”
“Don’t exaggerate,” Avalora muttered, keeping her focus as she moved to Norelle.
“Di pa rin kayo bati netong si Ava?” Norelle asked slyly, suddenly much braver now that she was the one under Avalora’s needle. She barely even flinched when the shot went in.
“That jerk,” Avalora said flatly, not even sparing Jorwyn a glance.
“Ava naman, eh.” Jorwyn winced, rubbing her arm like she was making a case for sympathy. “Ang sakit oh.”
“OA mo, Jerkwyn,” Ava shot back, moving briskly to the next teammate.
Beside her, Solana, who was assisting Maerith, leaned closer to Jorwyn, whispered, “Ano na naman ba ginawa mo, babygirl?”
“I don’t even know,” Jorwyn whispered back, dead serious, which only made Solana snicker.
“Bulungan nang bulungan, parang walang trabaho,” Selene drawled, smirking. Then, in a mocking tone that was a dead ringer for Avalora: “Ganyan sasabihin ni Ava kung walang ibang tao sa paligid.”
Avalora’s head snapped up to glare at her, but Selene only grinned wider.
“Kitams?” Selene added.
“Hay naku,” Solana sighed, pointing at Jorwyn. “Ayaw pa umalis ni babygirl eh!”
“Ayaw kasi ako pansinin ni Ava,” Jorwyn replied, pitching her voice in a pitiful, almost childish whine.
“Lalo ka niyang di papansinin niyan,” Selene laughed, “galing mo rin eh.”
The vaccination drive had ended late. Most of the team had already retired to their quarters, voices fading down the hall until only the sound of boots on the polished floor remained. Avalora lingered behind, carefully logging the last vials into storage, her shoulders tight with exhaustion.
She did not hear Jorwyn at first until the soft scrape of boots stopped just a few steps away.
“You’re still here.”
Avalora stiffened. “And you’re still nosy.” She did not turn, continuing to scribble notes with a precision that looked more like armor than duty.
Jorwyn lingered at the doorway, arms folded, but her voice came softer than Avalora expected. “Kanina… why’d you look at me like that?”
Avalora did not lift her head. “I didn’t.”
“You did,” Jorwyn said, moving closer, her boots echoing against the tiles. “You looked right through me like I’d done something unforgivable.”
Avalora’s grip tightened on the pen until her knuckles whitened. She forced herself to finish the line she was writing, as though discipline alone could keep the tremor out of her voice. “You don’t get it, Jorwyn.”
“Then make me get it.” Her tone was not sharp this time, not the clipped bark Avalora was used to. It was quiet, patient, and that patience cracked something in Avalora’s chest.
She finally looked up. Jorwyn was standing too close now, shadow falling over her desk, her expression unreadable, but her eyes steady in a way that made Avalora’s breath catch.
For one suspended second, Avalora almost said it. The truth pressed hot against her tongue— I can’t stand how much I care what people say about you, how much I hate the idea that someone else could know you better than I do.
But the words never came. She swallowed them down, bit the inside of her cheek until she tasted copper. “Not tonight, Jor,” she whispered instead, the syllables brittle in the quiet.
She gathered her notes, stacking them neatly, her hands too controlled to be calm. The scrape of the chair as she stood sounded too loud, too final. She brushed past Jorwyn without looking at her, leaving only the faint trace of her perfume in the air.
Jorwyn did not move. She stood rooted by the desk, staring at the space Avalora had just filled, the words still hanging between them like a bridge half-built and abandoned.
Her jaw clenched. “Ava…” But the corridor was already swallowing her retreating footsteps.
And for the first time all night, Jorwyn felt the weight of silence press heavier than exhaustion.
Chapter 7: Boiling Point
Chapter Text
SCAR was dispatched to an elementary school in one barangay to roll out the first batch of vaccines, and as expected, VARL was on escort duty. This time, they all crammed into Garnet’s truck, giving Solana a break before her full-day grind.
Each SCAR nurse was paired with a VARL firefighter for assistance. Jorwyn had been loud about wanting to assist Avalora, but the nurse shot down her request every single time, assigning Garnet instead.
Jorwyn, sulking, was stuck with Maerith. What made it worse was that Avalora did not look thrilled about it either.
“Bakit di ka na lang kay Selene?” Avalora muttered under her breath when she found out, her eyes sharp. “Maglalandian lang naman sila ni Marlowe.”
“Maerith said she wanted me as her assistant.” Jorwyn pouted in her direction.
“K,” Ava shoved her earbud in. “Edi magsama kayo,” turning her face away. The rest of the truck blinked at the exchange, sensing the tension but not quite understanding it.
“Parang nung nakaraan, hindi sila mapaghiwalay?” Norelle whispered, and a few heads nodded, but Jorwyn just sighed.
“She won’t even tell me why she’s being so difficult,” Jorwyn muttered, crossing her arms and leaning back hard against the seat.
“Ikaw na naman kasi,” Solana whispered, sliding closer until she looped her arm with Jorwyn’s. “Alam ko bakit. Pero secret muna—gusto ko munang makita how this whole thing will play out.” Her teasing grin earned her a glare from Jorwyn.
The firefighter opened her mouth to argue, but she suddenly felt eyes burning into her. She looked up to find Avalora staring daggers at her from across the truck. When Jorwyn met her gaze, the nurse only rolled her eyes and looked away.
The ride ended, and the crew was ushered into classrooms where lines of residents already waited.
The air outside the elementary school still carried that faint tang of alcohol and disinfectant. Even before they entered the building, everyone was tugging at masks and rubbing sanitizer into their hands for the tenth time that morning. It was routine by now, as every movement was drilled into them through weeks of outbreak protocols.
Inside, the classrooms had been stripped down to neat rows of plastic chairs. The windows were cracked open for ventilation despite the heat, and tape on the floor marked where people were supposed to stand while waiting their turn.
The SCAR nurses fanned out into their assigned rooms, VARL trailing behind with boxes of supplies. Garnet’s truck still smelled faintly of smoke and engine oil, but here, everything smelled like sterile alcohol and sweat beneath fabric masks.
Jorwyn tried one last pout as Avalora disappeared into her assigned room, but the nurse’s only reply was a clenched fist raised in mock-threat.
“Ugali mo!” Jorwyn mouthed.
By lunch, everyone regrouped in Selene and Marlowe’s room, unpacking the station’s prepared meals. Jorwyn wasted no time, sliding onto the chair beside Avalora; however, the nurse ignored her completely.
“Ava, ayaw mo ba talaga switch partners?” Jorwyn tried again, her voice hopeful.
“Kumain ka diyan,” Avalora replied flatly, eyes fixed on her food.
“Eh kakain lang ako kapag pumayag kang mag-partner tayo.” Jorwyn leaned closer, stubborn as ever.
Still nothing.
“Avaaaaa—”
Dead air.
“Ava naman eh—”
Her chopsticks clinked louder against her lunchbox.
“Avaloraaaa—”
“Babygirl, naririndi na ako,” Solana cut in, stabbing her fork into her pork with exaggerated annoyance.
“Eh Sol, ayaw niya ako pansinin!” Jorwyn dropped her utensils and crossed her arms.
Avalora, true to form, kept eating. Solana smirked like the devil just handed her the best prank idea. She dragged her chair between the two and plopped down with dramatic flair.
“Sol naman!” Jorwyn whined. “Paano pa ‘ko papansinin ni Ava niyan?”
Avalora kept her gaze down, chewing calmly as if Jorwyn did not exist.
“Relax.” Solana turned to Jorwyn with a smug smile. “Susubuan kita. Tigilan mo na ‘tong si Ava.” She threw a glance over her shoulder, and to her satisfaction, Avalora’s eyes immediately flicked toward them.
“What do you—” Jorwyn’s protest was cut off by Solana shoving a spoonful of food into her mouth.
“Chew first, babygirl,” Solana cooed.
The entire table froze, all eyes on the scene.
“What are you even doing?” Norelle sputtered, her own spoon hanging mid-air.
“What?” Solana replied innocently. “Magugutom ‘to pag walang magpakain.”
Jorwyn chewed reluctantly, glaring. “Sol, di nga ako kakain hanggat di—”
“Fine.” Avalora’s voice cut sharply and suddenly, stopping everyone cold. She set down her chopsticks and fixed Solana with a flat, warning stare. “Tama na ‘yan. Let her eat by herself.”
Solana raised her hands in mock-surrender. “Whoa there. Joke lang, chill.” She scooted back immediately, but her grin said she had won something.
With the space cleared, Jorwyn wasted no time inching her chair closer to Avalora. “Totoo ba? Partners na tayo?” she asked, grin spreading from ear to ear.
“Oo nga. Kumain ka na,” Ava muttered, still refusing to look at her.
That was all she gave, but it was more than before.
Jorwyn grinned so wide it made her teammates groan. Across the table, Solana caught her eye and winked. Jorwyn flashed her a smug thank-you smile.
Avalora? She did not look up once. But her chopsticks moved faster, like maybe if she focused hard enough on her food, she would not betray the heat prickling at her ears.
When lunch wrapped up and the crew began heading back to their classrooms, Avalora lingered a second longer than the rest, rinsing her lunchbox at the sink. Norelle strolled up beside her, leaning casually against the counter with her arms crossed.
“So…” Norelle drawled, her grin already dangerous. “For someone na parang nawalan ng pake kay Jorwyn, ang bilis mong palayasin si Solana kanina.”
Avalora froze, the water running steadily over her hands. “She was being a distraction. Hindi pwede ‘yon habang trabaho.”
Norelle raised an eyebrow. “Trabaho, habang lunch? Eh bakit parang gusto mo siyang kainin ng buhay nung subuan niya si Jorwyn?”
Avalora snapped the lid of her lunchbox shut louder than necessary. “Huwag ka nga, Norelle. Ang kulit mo.”
But Norelle only smirked wider. “Eh bakit muna nakakamatay tingin mo kanina, hmm?”
Avalora opened her mouth, ready with a denial, when a familiar voice broke in.
“Ava, let’s go?” Jorwyn’s head poked in the doorway, already carrying the tray of syringes she was assigned to. She looked like a kid waiting for her mom to finish chatting.
“Coming,” Avalora said quickly, brushing past Norelle before the captain could throw more fuel into the fire.
Of course, Norelle followed them both down the hallway, humming under her breath like she was plotting something.
Jorwyn was stuck carrying things again, though this time she was stuck with Avalora—finally, after all her pouting and whining throughout the day. But instead of looking pleased about it, Avalora had doubled down on her usual distance, her mask hiding half her scowl but not the sharpness of her voice.
“Keep your distance from the patients,” she snapped, as if Jorwyn had not been listening through three full training briefings.
“Relax, I know the drill,” Jorwyn said lightly, balancing the tray against her hip. “Masks, sanitizer, no touching anyone unless I’m passing stuff to you.”
“Exactly,” Avalora muttered, already wiping down a tray before laying out syringes. She would not even look at Jorwyn, though her ears were definitely red above the elastic loops of her mask.
Avalora set her things neatly on the desk as people filed in. Jorwyn moved to stand by her side, eager as ever.
“Okay, ready?” Jorwyn asked, her grin too bright.
“Just… hold the trays steady,” Avalora said, not looking at her.
“Yes, ma’am.”
Norelle, stationed at the door to manage the line, peeked inside every so often. And every time, her grin got bigger. She saw the nurse right beside Jorwyn, who hovered—ready to hand her anything, carry anything, or jump at the slightest cue.
“You’re too close,” Avalora muttered as she jabbed another patient’s arm with practiced ease.
Jorwyn leaned back half a step but did not move away. “I’m supposed to be assisting you.”
“You’re breathing down my neck.”
“I can hold my breath if you want?” Jorwyn teased, lips quirking.
From the next desk over, Norelle snorted. “Grabe, Ava, hindi ka ba natutuwa? You’ve got your own bodyguard-slash-assistant-slash-fan club.”
“Fan club ka d’yan,” Avalora shot back, voice flat.
But Jorwyn, delighted, only grinned wider. “See? Even Norelle thinks we make a good team.”
Avalora did not respond, and she focused harder on the syringe in her hand, as if it were the most complicated thing in the world.
“You’re blushing,” Norelle whispered just loud enough for Ava to hear when she passed her.
“I’m not.” Avalora’s tone was clipped.
“Mmhm,” Norelle hummed, smug. “Kunwari tsundere.”
“Shut up, Norelle.”
Midway through the day, the room was steady now, the line moving faster. Jorwyn was surprisingly good at calming nervous kids, kneeling to joke with them before handing them off to Avalora.
Norelle strolled into their room during a lull, holding her clipboard. “Grabe naman. Perfect tandem pala kayo.”
“We’re not a tandem,” Avalora said immediately, capping a syringe.
Jorwyn, oblivious, just grinned. “Oo nga, pero bagay naman, diba? Nurse and firefighter, sounds like a team-up.”
Norelle almost choked, holding back laughter. She pointed at Jorwyn, eyes dancing at Avalora. “See? Even she thinks so!”
Avalora exhaled sharply through her nose. “Norelle, get out before I use this syringe on you.”
“Oooh, scary. Pero Ava, wag ka magalit, baka isipin namin may tinatago ka.” Norelle winked and slipped out again, leaving Avalora with her ears pink.
The sun was already sinking, streaking the schoolyard orange. VARL-SCAR were lugging boxes and coolers back toward the truck. Avalora stacked cartons neatly by the steps, sweat dampening her collar, while Jorwyn followed right behind like a guard dog with a wagging tail.
“Don’t drop that,” Avalora instructed as Jorwyn carried the last of the coolers.
“I won’t naman ah,” Jorwyn said easily, setting it down with exaggerated care. “See? Gentle hands.”
Avalora rolled her eyes. “You’re ridiculous.”
“That’s what you like about me.”
Before Avalora could retort, Norelle strolled over, sipping on her iced tea from the sari-sari store, her grin all teeth. “Uy, uy, uy. Sweet naman.”
Avalora’s head whipped around. “No. No, it’s not.”
“Not sweet?” Norelle clutched her chest dramatically. “Jorwyn literally carried all your stuff like a knight in shining armor. Kung ako ‘yan, kinilig na ako.”
Avalora’s ears burned. “She’s just… persistent. Like a mosquito.”
“Cute mosquito,” Jorwyn chimed in, grinning.
Avalora nearly groaned.
“Tsundere, tsundere,” Norelle sing-songed, spinning her straw like she was conducting an orchestra.
Avalora’s jaw clenched. “Norelle, do you want to handle tomorrow’s stockroom inventory alone?”
“Worth it,” Norelle said instantly, her smirk only deepening.
Across the lot, Solana snorted so loud that half the crew turned. “Ay nako. Telenovela levels na ‘to.”
The truck was noisy with chatter and clanking containers, but Avalora sat stiffly against the window, arms crossed like a barricade.
Naturally, Jorwyn dropped into the seat right beside her.
“Ava.”
Silence.
“Ava.”
More silence.
“Avaloraaaa—”
“WHAT?” Avalora finally snapped, whipping her head around, eyes narrowed.
Jorwyn just grinned wider. “Hi.”
Avalora’s nostrils flared. “Shut. Up.”
The whole truck roared with laughter. Garnet banged her fist on the side, choking on her water.
“Walanghiya ka, Jorwyn,” Avalora muttered darkly, turning back to the window.
“Salamat,” Jorwyn replied cheerfully, as if she had been complimented.
Norelle, lounging across from them with her drink, raised her cup like a toast. “To the tsundere and her knight! May this slow-burn last forever.”
Avalora looked dangerously close to shoving her out of the moving vehicle.
Back at the station, the teasing still did not stop. The courtyard filled with the clattering of boxes and the sound of footsteps as the group unloaded supplies. Norelle hummed sappy love songs under her breath just loud enough for Avalora to hear. The nurse’s jaw tightened, her clipboard creaking under the pressure of her grip.
Jorwyn shouldered two boxes at once, moving as if she carried nothing at all. Her surgical mask had slipped loose from all the lifting, dangling below her chin.
“Jor, ayusin mo ‘yung mask mo,” Avalora barked as she passed by.
“Can’t,” Jorwyn said without missing a beat, hefting her load higher. “My hands are full. Unless… someone helps?”
She tilted her head toward Avalora, eyes glinting with deliberate mischief.
Avalora stopped dead. “You—you’re insufferable.”
But the mask was slipping dangerously by one loop, and the sight made her twitch. Muttering under her breath, she stomped back. Her hands worked briskly, tugging the mask into place over Jorwyn’s nose and mouth. She yanked the elastic straps with unnecessary force, the motion halfway between care and punishment.
“There,” she snapped. “Happy?”
Jorwyn’s eyes curved above the fabric, the smile unmistakable. “Ecstatic.”
A heavy thud echoed through the courtyard as Norelle dropped her box like it was an offering to the gods. “OH. MY. GOD. Did everyone just see that? Did our ice queen just tuck in her girl’s mask for her?!”
Laughter exploded. Garnet clapped once, delighted. Solana doubled over, wheezing, while Maerith tried and failed to cover her giggle.
Avalora’s cheeks went crimson. “It’s protocol, you morons!” she yelled, waving her clipboard like a weapon. “That’s it! That’s all!”
But the gleam in their eyes said no one believed her.
“Sure, protocol,” Solana teased, grinning wickedly. “Protocol never looked so tender.”
Avalora made a strangled noise and spun on her heel, storming toward the supply room before anyone else could add fuel to the fire.
Behind her, Jorwyn adjusted the boxes in her arms with ease, the corners of her eyes still crinkled in laughter beneath her freshly secured mask.
The following days blurred into routine. SCAR administered vaccines in schools, barangay halls, and community gyms, while VARL carried boxes and kept watch. Throughout those days, Jorwyn was a constant shadow at Avalora’s side.
Wherever Avalora went—between classrooms, back to the truck, even to the edge of the cafeteria line—Jorwyn hovered. Not loud, not intrusive, just there. Carrying things for her without being asked, standing close enough that Avalora always caught the brush of her presence.
For Jorwyn, it was persistence. She could not stand Avalora’s distance anymore, her clipped words and sharp tone that made no sense when paired with the little hints of softness Jorwyn had glimpsed before. She wanted answers, and if Avalora would not say them, Jorwyn would stay close until she slipped.
For Avalora, it was torture—sweet, dizzying torture. Every time Jorwyn’s shadow fell across her, every time she caught her gaze lingering, Avalora’s pulse betrayed her. She kept her mask tight, her tone sharp, her replies dismissive. But inside, she could not deny the thrill: that she mattered enough to be chased.
Nearing the end of the vaccination drive, the nation was stabilizing. The vaccine was out, responders inoculated, and for the first time in weeks, the lockdown lifted. The station quieted, and everyone prepared to head home.
The courtyard was nearly empty by the time Avalora finally shouldered her bag and clutched the small boxes of leftover supplies. Most of the others had already gone, their laughter echoing faintly down the street as cars pulled away. Only Jorwyn lingered by her truck, leaning on the driver’s side door with her arms crossed, as if she had been waiting for this exact moment.
Jorwyn leaned against her truck, helmet tucked under one arm, watching Avalora as she packed her things. “Ava, wala na magsasabay sayo oh,” she pointed out casually. “Dami mo dala.”
Avalora adjusted her bag on her shoulder, stubborn as ever. “I can handle myself, Jor. Thank you na lang.”
Jorwyn sighed. “You’ve been saying that for days.”
“And it’s been true for days.” Avalora kept her tone clipped. “Solana will drive me,” she added quickly, already glancing at her phone.
“Solana didn’t bring her car,” Jorwyn countered smoothly. “Si Garnet na nagdrive para sakanya, and nakaalis na sila.”
Avalora’s fingers tightened on her phone, her escape plan crumbling. She flicked her screen open anyway, scrolling for a taxi booking. “Then I’ll get a taxi na lang. Easy.”
Jorwyn’s shoulders slumped. Her voice softened, almost shy. “I’m hoping we can talk na din… This whole you ignoring me thing, ang tagal na.” She scuffed her boot against the ground, eyes darting down, the hint of vulnerability slipping through her usually steady frame.
Avalora’s eyes stayed on her screen. “We don’t have anything to talk about.”
The dismissal stung. Jorwyn let out a frustrated breath, reached out, and snatched the phone straight from Avalora’s hand.
“Hey! Give it back!” Avalora lunged at her, her composure cracking into indignation.
“I won’t give it back unless you talk to me properly,” Jorwyn shot back, her tone firm—no teasing this time.
Avalora’s heart skipped at the seriousness in her voice, but her pride bristled. “Stop being a menace, Jor,” she snapped, folding her arms, trying to cover the heat rising in her chest.
Jorwyn met her glare with quiet stubbornness, holding the phone just out of reach.
Avalora clenched her fists, trying to mask the rush in her chest. Why did her heart always race like this when it came to Jorwyn? Why did she care so much about her attention—enough that being ignored would probably hurt worse than this teasing persistence?
“Jorwyn, I’m serious. Give it back.” Her voice wavered before she steadied it with sharpness. “I don’t need you tailing me every second like—like I matter that much to you.”
The words slipped out too quickly, more honest than she intended.
Jorwyn blinked, caught off guard. “...What?”
Heat surged into Avalora’s face. She looked away fast, crossing her arms tighter. “I mean—you’re just being annoying, that’s all! I can handle myself. I don’t need a watchdog.”
Her tone snapped back to cold dismissal, but the crack in her wall had already shown.
Jorwyn tilted her head, studying her as though trying to read between the lines. The firefighter’s brows knit, confusion flickering in her gaze. “I never said you couldn’t handle yourself.” Her voice softened again, almost too much. “I just… wanted to make sure you’re not carrying everything alone.”
Avalora’s breath hitched, her throat tightening at the gentleness. She covered it with a scoff, snatching her phone back in one swift motion when Jorwyn’s grip slackened from hesitation.
“Next time,” Avalora muttered, stuffing it in her pocket, “don’t act like you know what I need.”
“Then stop pretending I don’t exist.”
They stood there, both breathing harder than the situation demanded, until a gust of evening wind broke the silence. Avalora finally exhaled sharply, rolling her eyes.
“Fine. I’ll ride with you. But only because no taxi is available.” She fixed the bag hanging on her shoulder, “Not because of you.”
Jorwyn’s mouth tugged into a lopsided smile. “Got it.” She then hurried to open the passenger side door.
Avalora slid in, muttering, “You’re insufferable,” as she balanced the boxes on her lap.
The ride home started in taut silence. The hum of the engine filled the space between them, broken only by the occasional squeak of Avalora’s boxes shifting when Jorwyn turned a corner.
“You hungry?” Jorwyn asked after a few minutes.
“No.”
“Sure? We can stop by a karinderya—”
“I said no.”
Jorwyn chuckled under her breath, glancing at her. “Grabe ka, parang ayaw mo talaga akong kasama.”
“Exactly.” Avalora stared straight out the window, her reflection sharp in the glass.
The truck rolled over a rough patch of road, jolting the boxes on her lap. Avalora let out a small gasp, tightening her hold. Without a word, Jorwyn eased her foot off the accelerator, steering carefully around the next pothole, slowing more than necessary.
Avalora noticed. She did not say anything, but the corner of her mouth twitched before she forced it flat again.
A few more minutes passed. Jorwyn tried again. “Alam mo, I don’t mind if you’re mad. I just… like being around.”
Avalora finally turned her head, her eyes sharp. “You’re imagining things.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
Jorwyn grinned, unfazed. “Then I’ll keep imagining.”
Avalora let out an exasperated sound, part scoff, part laugh; she refused to let it escape fully. She hugged the boxes tighter, shaking her head.
At a stoplight, the truck idled. Avalora’s mask had slipped slightly down her face, hanging awkwardly at her chin. She tried to nudge it back with her shoulder, but the boxes pinned her arms. Jorwyn noticed immediately.
“Hold still,” Jorwyn murmured, leaning closer.
“What are you—”
Before Avalora could protest, Jorwyn tugged the elastic back up, settling the mask snugly over her nose. Her fingers brushed Avalora’s cheek for the briefest moment, warm and deliberate.
Avalora froze, blinking. Her heart thudded hard against the boxes she held.
“There,” Jorwyn said softly, as if it were nothing. “Protocol, remember? Don’t want you getting careless.”
Avalora snapped her gaze forward, ears burning. “You could’ve just minded your own business.”
“Can’t,” Jorwyn replied with a small smile, eyes fixed on the road as the light turned green. “Your business kinda feels like mine.”
Avalora gripped the boxes tighter, refusing to answer. The silence stretched again, but this time, it pulsed differently, like a string pulled taut, waiting to snap.
The truck pulled into Avalora’s neighborhood, the narrow streets dimly lit by scattered streetlamps. Jorwyn slowed to a crawl, as though deliberately dragging out the ride. Avalora sat stiffly, staring straight ahead, her mask tugged too tight now after Jorwyn had fixed it for her.
“You can drop me here,” Avalora said flatly as they neared the corner. “I’ll walk the rest.”
Jorwyn kept driving, ignoring the instruction. “Not happening. Ang dami mong dala. What if may snatcher?”
“I can handle myself.”
“You’ve been saying that since forever.” Jorwyn’s voice held a soft edge, gentler than her usual playful tone. “But you don’t have to, Ava. You don’t have to handle everything by yourself.”
Avalora’s grip on the boxes tightened. She hated how the words made her chest ache. “Stop talking like you know me.”
“I want to.”
The words hung in the air. Avalora’s throat worked, but no reply came. She turned to the window, pretending to be fascinated by the shadow of trees rolling past.
When they finally pulled up in front of her building, Jorwyn cut the engine and hopped out before Avalora could argue. She rounded the truck, pulling the boxes out of Avalora’s lap with ease.
“Jor, seriously, I can—”
“Don’t even start.” Jorwyn balanced the boxes against her hip and motioned toward the entrance. “Lead the way.”
Avalora fumbled with her keys, muttering under her breath, “Stubborn firefighter…” She pushed open the entry and walked inside the building, Jorwyn close behind.
At the doorstep, Jorwyn set the boxes down carefully. Instead of leaving right away, she straightened and looked at Avalora squarely.
“Why do you keep pushing me away?” Jorwyn asked, her voice low. “I’m not asking for much. Just… be honest with me, kahit once lang.”
Avalora froze, hand still on the doorknob. She could feel the weight of Jorwyn’s gaze burning into her. “There’s nothing to say,” she whispered.
“That’s not true.”
Avalora turned, finally meeting her eyes. Her chest rose and fell quickly, like she was running a sprint. “You don’t get it. If I say it—if I tell you why I get so… so messed up whenever you’re around—” She bit her lip hard, cutting herself off, realizing too late how much she’d revealed.
Jorwyn blinked, momentarily stunned. “Messed up? Because of me?”
Avalora’s face flushed, panic rushing in. She shook her head quickly, fumbling with the lock. “Forget it. I didn’t mean it like that.”
“Ava.” Jorwyn’s voice softened, careful, like she was handling something fragile. “Then how did you mean it?”
Avalora pushed the door open in a rush, stepping inside to put distance between them. “Thanks for the ride. You can go now.”
Her tone was dismissive, but her hands trembled against the doorframe.
Jorwyn lingered a second longer, searching her face. Then, with a quiet sigh, she said, “One day, you won’t be able to hold it in anymore.”
The words struck Avalora like a spark against dry tinder. She almost spun around, nearly confessed fully, but instead, she slammed the door shut between them before her heart could betray her further.
Jorwyn stood in the hallway for a moment, staring at the closed door. Then she bent, stacking the boxes neatly by the side of the entrance before walking back outside to her truck, her chest tight with questions she could not untangle.
Jorwyn drove back in silence, the hum of the engine filling the space Avalora’s words had left behind.
Messed up whenever you’re around.
She gripped the wheel tighter, brows furrowing. What was that supposed to mean? Was Avalora saying Jorwyn was distracting her from work? That she was too noisy, too persistent?
“That’s gotta be it,” Jorwyn muttered under her breath, tapping her fingers against the steering wheel. “She probably thinks I get in the way. Or… maybe she doesn’t trust me yet.”
But the way Avalora said it kept replaying in her mind—the slip, the hesitation, the way her face went pale and flushed at the same time. That was not just an annoyance. It sounded almost… personal.
Jorwyn shook her head, forcing a small laugh at herself. “Nah. I’m overthinking. Ava’s serious about protocols, about doing everything perfectly. Probably I just… mess up her rhythm. Yeah, that’s all.”
Still, the doubt gnawed at her. If it was just about work, why did Avalora look so rattled? Why did she slam the door like her heart was about to spill out?
She sighed, leaning back in her seat as the city lights flickered past the windshield. “Fine, Ava. Don’t tell me. I’ll figure it out myself.”
For the rest of the drive, Jorwyn stayed quiet, but her mind was anything but. She went over every moment from the past weeks—Avalora’s cold glares, her sharp words, the rare softness that slipped through when she thought no one was looking. Each piece lined up like part of a puzzle, Jorwyn did not know how to solve.
By the time she pulled up at her own place, she was no closer to an answer. Only one thing was clear—whatever Avalora was hiding, it was big enough to shake her.
And Jorwyn was not about to let it go.
The next day, the vaccination drive resumed as usual. SCAR’s medics lined up their coolers and boxes, VARL’s escorts spread out to manage the flow of people.
But something was different.
Jorwyn, instead of naturally drifting toward Avalora like she always did, walked straight up to Solana.
“Hey, Sol. Ako na partner mo today,” she said casually, thumping Solana’s shoulder before the other woman could even react.
Solana blinked at her. “H-ha? Wait lang—dati si Ava lagi ka, ah. What’s with the sudden change, babygirl?”
“Wala. Trip lang. Variety.” Jorwyn shrugged, forcing a grin that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Baka nagsasawa na sa akin si Avalora.”
Across the table, Avalora’s head snapped up at that. She did not say anything, only adjusted the straps of her medical bag a little too tightly before turning away.
Selene, of course, noticed everything. “Ooooh,” she sang under her breath, sidling up beside Avalora. “Cold war ba ‘to? Nagka-away kayo ni babygirl?”
Avalora gave her a flat look. “Stop talking nonsense. Focus ka sa trabaho mo.”
Selene only smirked.
Out in the field, Jorwyn stuck close to Solana as they made their rounds. She carried the supply box for her, checked the patient lists, and even joked around to keep the mood light. But underneath her usual energy, her thoughts were still stuck on Avalora’s almost-confession.
Solana caught her spacing out mid-lineup and nudged her. “Hoy. What’s with the face? Para kang binagyo.”
“Huh? Wala,” Jorwyn muttered, shoving the clipboard at her.
“‘Wala’ daw.” Solana narrowed her eyes, then grinned knowingly. “This is about Ava, isn’t it? Don’t lie, Jor, I know you.”
Jorwyn groaned, running a hand through her hair. “Bro, she said something yesterday… parang—ugh. I don’t even know what it meant.”
“Ooohhh, spill,” Solana said, voice dropping dramatically.
“She said… she gets messed up when I’m around,” Jorwyn admitted quietly, lowering her voice so only Solana could hear.
Solana froze, eyes going wide, then immediately bit back a laugh. “Jor, do you even hear yourself? That’s—”
“Don’t. Don’t even start.” Jorwyn cut her off, cheeks heating despite herself. “I know what you’re thinking, pero hindi. She probably just meant I distract her, or I get in her way. Work stuff lang. Nothing more.”
“Yeah, sure.” Solana waggled her brows. “Pero bakit ganyan itsura mo, parang iniwan ka sa ere?”
“Because it doesn’t make sense!” J orwyn hissed. “She hates it when I’m near her, pero she slipped like that. Ano ba ibig sabihin nun? Am I really just… annoying her that much?”
Solana snorted, about to reply when she noticed someone watching them from a few feet away. Avalora, arms crossed, eyes narrowed just slightly, was clearly observing the two.
“Uh-oh,” Solana muttered, straightening. “Speaking of.”
Jorwyn followed her gaze and stiffened. Avalora immediately turned back to her patient, but the flicker of irritation on her face was unmistakable.
Later, when they regrouped at the truck, Avalora finally broke. “Since when do you volunteer to partner with Solana?” she asked flatly, not even looking at Jorwyn as she packed up supplies.
“Since today,” Jorwyn answered, trying to sound nonchalant.
“Right. Variety,” Avalora muttered, repeating Jorwyn’s excuse from earlier. Her tone was sharp enough to cut.
Solana, sensing danger, coughed loudly. “Okayyy, I’m gonna… check the back. Y’all handle your—uh—logistics.” She ducked out before Avalora could glare her into ash.
Jorwyn tilted her head at Avalora. “What, jealous ka ba?”
Avalora snapped her head up, face heating instantly. “Excuse me?”
“I mean, you looked mad kanina.” Jorwyn grinned, though her chest was thumping too fast for her liking. “Relax. It’s just work. Partners change all the time naman diba?”
“Then don’t read into my expression,” Avalora shot back, slamming the supply box shut harder than necessary. “I don’t care who you partner with.”
But the flush on her face betrayed her, and Jorwyn, despite all her confusion, could not help but notice it.
When the mission wrapped up, the sun was already slipping low, casting an orange glow over the streets. Everyone was drained, but the long day had not thinned the air between Avalora and Jorwyn, as it only made it heavier.
Solana, arms full of leftover supplies, stretched with a groan. “Grabe, I need three days of sleep. Sino may car? Hatid niyo na ako.”
Jorwyn jingled her keys. “Sakto. Tara.”
Avalora, who was still organizing the vaccine boxes, froze in place. She had been mentally preparing herself to tell Jorwyn that she would instead take a taxi again, but with Solana hopping in, she no longer had the excuse.
By the time they piled into the truck, Avalora found herself sandwiched in the passenger seat while Solana sprawled in the back. Jorwyn started the engine.
Silence. Heavy, suffocating silence.
“Hoy,” Solana said finally, breaking it. “ Ang tahimik niyo. This is the most awkward ride home I've ever had. Did you two fight? Parang may silent drama akong hindi invited.”
“No,” Avalora snapped too quickly.
“Yes,” Jorwyn said at the same time, calm but pointed.
Their eyes clashed across the cab, the kind of stare that carried whole conversations without a word. Avalora broke first, looking out the window with a muttered, “Don’t put words in my mouth.”
Solana leaned forward between their seats, smirking. “Ohhh, so may something nga. Babe, spill. Ava, you look like you’re gonna explode.”
Avalora’s tone cut firm, almost commanding. “Sol, sit back.” Then her voice twisted sharper, bitter at the edges. “And babe na ngayon? Funny—just a moment ago she was only ‘babygirl.’”
Solana’s lips curled, satisfaction sparking behind her eyes. Avalora’s bitterness was not a wound—it was proof. Proof she had struck where she wanted, that her little game had worked. She leaned back as if nothing had happened, but inside she savored the sharpness of Avalora’s voice like a victory.
But Jorwyn, ignoring Avalora’s comments, almost in defiance, spoke. “She’s just been ignoring me. Like, for days now.”
Avalora whipped around. “I have not—”
“Yes, you have.” Jorwyn kept her eyes on the road, grip firm on the wheel. “And you won’t even tell me why.”
Her bluntness sucked the air out of the truck. Avalora opened her mouth, closed it, then clenched her fists in her lap. The words rose— Because you make me feel things I shouldn’t. Because I can’t think straight when you’re near. But what came out was only:
“You’re reading too much into it.”
Jorwyn’s jaw flexed. “Am I?”
Solana sat back slowly, sensing the storm brewing, for once choosing not to joke. The silence returned, thicker than before.
They drove the rest of the way with nothing but the hum of the engine between them. But when they finally pulled up in front of Avalora’s house, Jorwyn killed the engine and spoke without turning her head.
“You keep saying there’s nothing to talk about, Ava. But it feels like there is.” Her voice was low, serious, almost tired. “And I’m not gonna stop asking until you’re honest with me.”
Avalora froze, hand halfway to the doorway. Her heart hammered, and her throat was dry. She could only whisper, almost too quiet to hear: “…Then maybe you should not ask.”
The words hung in the air like a knife suspended on a thread.
Her grip on the strap of her bag was white-knuckled as she walked briskly up the short path to her entrance. Every step felt like dragging herself through quicksand.
The click of the lock echoed in the silence of her empty unit. She leaned back against the door, chest rising and falling fast like she’d run a marathon. Only then did she allow herself to press a hand over her racing heart.
Stupid. Stupid. Why did I say that?
Her words replayed in her head: Then maybe you shouldn’t ask. It had slipped out raw, unfiltered, almost a confession if Jorwyn had been sharp enough to catch the undertone. Avalora squeezed her eyes shut, cursing herself.
“God, why do you make it so hard?” she muttered into the quiet, voice breaking in a way she would never allow in front of anyone else. “Why can’t you just stop looking at me like that?”
Her knees wavered, and she slid down until she was sitting on the floor with her back against the door. The muffled sound of the truck’s engine starting again reached her ears. She buried her face in her hands, half-relieved, half-hollow.
Because as much as she wanted Jorwyn to stop asking, some part of her had wanted her to stay.
Inside the firefighter’s truck, Jorwyn’s fingers were still on the steering wheel. Solana shifted in her seat, arms folded as she turned to Jorwyn. “Well. That was… awkward.”
Jorwyn gripped the wheel tighter than necessary. “Yeah.”
“Care to explain why Ava looked ready to either cry or murder someone?”
Jorwyn exhaled, staring straight at the windshield. The engine idled, low and steady, filling the silence until she finally muttered, “She just keeps pushing me away. And I don’t even know what I did wrong.”
Solana raised a brow. “You mean besides breathing near her twenty-four seven?”
“Ha-ha.” Jorwyn shot her a glare, but it lacked heat. “I’m serious. She said something earlier, and it just—” She stopped, jaw tightening.
Solana leaned forward, propping her elbow against the dashboard. “And it just… what?”
Jorwyn’s voice dropped. “Like maybe she doesn’t hate me as much as she pretends. But she won’t say it. She won’t admit anything. And I—” She cut herself off, shaking her head. “ Never mind. Forget it.”
A slow grin spread across Solana’s face. “Oh, this is rich. You’re losing sleep over Ava, aren’t you?”
Jorwyn groaned, slumping back in her seat. “I’m not. It’s just frustrating. That’s all. We’re supposed to be teammates, right? Colleagues. I just want to know why she’s acting like… like…” She trailed off, fumbling for words.
“Like you mean more to her than she wants to admit?” Solana supplied, far too pleased with herself.
Jorwyn shot her another look, ears burning red. “I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to,” Solana teased. “Your face said it for you.”
“God, you’re insufferable.” Jorwyn shoved the gear into drive, pulling the truck away from the curb a little too fast.
Solana only chuckled, opening the door to exit the vehicle, a picture of smug amusement.
But as the truck rolled down the quiet street, Jorwyn could not stop Avalora’s words from replaying in her mind. Then maybe you shouldn’t ask.
And for the first time, she was not sure if it was a rejection or a crack in the wall Avalora had built between them.
Chapter 8: Through the Flame
Chapter Text
The fire station kitchen was quiet that afternoon, too quiet for Jorwyn’s taste.
She had claimed the space with the confidence of someone who had no business being there, sleeves rolled up, and her hair tied back in a loose knot that kept slipping into her eyes. A pot of oil hissed on the stove while diced garlic sizzled in the pan.
Cooking was not exactly her specialty, but she had promised the team something better than instant noodles. And besides, she liked the normalcy of it—the grounding rhythm of stirring, the scent of browned onions instead of scorched wood.
She did not notice right away when the oil popped, causing a sharp crack that flung a streak of fire across the counter. A rag caught instantly, flames racing up with greedy speed. In seconds, the whole corner of the stove looked ready to roar.
Most people would have panicked.
However, Jorwyn did not mind it at all.
Her lips pressed into a calm line as she reached for the pot lid, cutting off the fire’s air with a precise slap. With her free hand, she smothered the flaming rag against the sink. Flames hissed and curled, licking at the handkerchief tied by Solana earlier around her wrist.
The fire bit her skin, and she felt it—the sting, sharp and searing. Her breath hitched, face tightening as heat lashed up her nerves.
For three seconds, the pain was real.
Then it was gone.
She flexed her wrist, the scorched handkerchief hanging in blackened tatters, but the skin beneath was untouched. It was still smooth and not even pink. She exhaled, a quiet, almost amused chuckle under her breath—c lose call, she thought.
And then—
“You really don’t make anything easy, do you?”
Jorwyn spun and saw that Avalora was in the doorway, one shoulder braced against the frame, her expression unreadable. She carried a clipboard in one hand, a water bottle in the other, as if she had only meant to pass through, but her eyes were locked on Jorwyn’s wrist.
The firefighter was caught.
Jorwyn’s grin came quick and crooked, sharp enough to mask the sudden jolt in her chest. “Wow, Ava, are you stalking me now? Kitchen fires aren’t in your department.”
For Jorwyn, it was safer to throw the weight of the moment back at Avalora, to make it a joke. She thinks that teasing was armor; it always had been with Avalora.
However, Avalora did not bite, and she pushed away from the doorway, crossing the tiled floor in three steady steps. “Patingin nga niyan.”
“Wow, nagaalala ka na ulit saakin?” Jorwyn teased, lifting her wrist lazily. The charred cloth dangled, singed all the way through. She made no effort to hide it.
Avalora’s fingers brushed the ruined fabric aside, her eyes narrowing as she inspected the skin beneath.
There was nothing, a blister, nor redness, not even the faint sheen of heat.
Perfect.
Avalora’s breath caught. She knew what she had seen a few seconds ago. Flames had licked across the silky wrist. She had seen the way Jorwyn winced, showcasing the fleeting flash of pain.
She believes that no one walked away from that untouched.
No one.
“Parang okay naman Ava eh,” Jorwyn said, voice light, but her gaze slid just off-center, refusing to meet Avalora’s eyes.
Avalora’s gaze lingered on the wrist longer than it should have.
A shiver crawled up her spine, uninvited. She had seen burns in every stage—charred, blistered, faint as a sun-kiss—and none of them simply vanished. The thought coiled darkly in her chest: Pyrokinetic. That has to be it.
Her arms prickled with goosebumps despite the heat still rolling from the stove. What unsettled her was not just the impossibility of it but the fact that she cared. The idea of Jorwyn standing there, all fire and recklessness, was not just terrifying but magnetic.
Frustration flared in her stomach. Why her? Why now?
Avalora tore her eyes away, schooling her face into calm neutrality before Jorwyn noticed. But her fingers betrayed her, twitching like they wanted to reach out, to test the skin again, to prove herself wrong. “Next time, maybe leave the stove to someone else.”
Jorwyn tugged her hand back, smirking as if Avalora’s concern was just another game. “Don’t worry, Ava. I’m not planning to set the whole station on fire. Relax ka lang diyan.”
Avalora did not return the smile. She tucked her clipboard against her side, masking her thoughts with a calm she did not feel. “You should be more careful. Fire doesn’t forgive carelessness.” Her tone was light, but her eyes lingered a second too long on Jorwyn’s unmarked skin.
She turned and left without another word, but in her chest, the theory burned brighter.
Jorwyn Robles was not just reckless. Ultimately, she was not just lucky. There was something else, and Avalora was determined to find out what it was.
When Avalora left the room, Jorwyn felt the edges of her mask pinch, not because of the scolding, but because Avalora’s voice carried something else. Something sharp, almost trembling beneath its steadiness.
And though Jorwyn only smirked, tilting her head like she had the upper hand, a single thought kept threading its way through her mind: She saw more than I wanted her to.
After the lockdown was lifted, BlueSent finally allowed its responders to resume rescue operations. The pause during the peak of the virus had been necessary not just to protect responders from infection, but because incidents requiring massive intervention had all but vanished. At the same time, people were confined to their homes.
Now, with restrictions eased, the air inside the cafeteria felt charged. Members of 3DS, VARL, and SCAR were packed around tables, halfway through a noisy joint lunch, when the shrill dispatch alarm cut through the chatter. Instantly, benches scraped back, trays clattered, and every responder jumped to their feet.
Jorwyn, in particular, practically launched out of her seat. The familiar rush—the edge between danger and adrenaline—lit up her face like a child handed a brand-new toy.
“Wow, sobrang excited ba ’tong masugatan ulit?” Solana quipped, shaking her head as she shouldered her medic bag.
“Tagal na rin niyang di nakaramdam ng sakit!” Garnet chimed in, her grin teasing but tinged with concern.
“Robles, get inside the truck now,” Norelle barked, sliding effortlessly back into the commanding tone of Captain.
“Is that dumbass really thrilled?” Avalora murmured under her breath, lips pursed as she adjusted her gloves, watching Jorwyn practically bounce on her heels before clambering into the rescue truck.
“‘Di yan,” Selene answered, even though Avalora had not really expected anyone to reply. “Lowe said she’s always like that. Para lang daw warm-up.”
“Akala ko naman kating-kati na talaga sa mission,” Maerith laughed nervously. “Though it’s been a while rin since VARL’s last fire rescue, kaya siguro hyped siya.”
When they arrived at the scene, acrid smoke already clouded the street. The fire raged inside a factory, shooting sparks like furious fireworks. The scene coordinator rushed toward VARL.
“This is a firecracker factory,” he explained, his voice tight. “There are plenty of explosives still inside. We need entry, but it’s going to be hell.”
No matter what the revelation was, VARL still convened fast. Two people were trapped inside, both in perilous locations, and flames had already swallowed every exit.
“Lim, you pull back the second it looks impossible,” Norelle ordered firmly. “We’re not gambling with your lives.”
Her gaze then locked on Jorwyn. She gripped her shoulders, her voice cutting sharper than the alarms wailing around them.
“Ro—Jorwyn, listen to me. If Lowe says get out, you get out. Maliwanag ba?”
Jorwyn opened her mouth to argue as it was practically against her mantra to leave without the victims, but then felt Garnet’s hand tighten on her wrist and Marlowe’s palm on her shoulder. Both of them stared at her with that unspoken Please don’t be reckless look .
For once, Jorwyn swallowed her stubbornness.
“I will. Don’t worry, guys,” she said, softer than expected.
“Good,” Norelle said, though her frown did not ease.
Moments later, VARL’s inferno diver duo plunged into the beastly blaze. Outside, hoses hissed as 3DS doused the entrance. SCAR’s paramedics set up a triage area in the safest location near their ambulance.
“Shit, sana maging okay sila,” Selene muttered, white-knuckled around her gauze rolls.
“Jorwyn, wag kang tatanga-tanga please!” Solana shouted uselessly, as if sheer volume could reach her.
Avalora stayed silent, her jaw set tight, but her eyes never left the building’s silhouette. Every second Jorwyn remained inside, the coil in her chest. She would never admit it aloud, but she was bracing herself to storm in, to break every rule she had sworn to follow, if she sensed Jorwyn was in trouble.
She hated herself for it, hated the fear clawing up her throat.
Inside, the heat hit Marlowe instantly. Sweat poured beneath her mask, her breath loud against her tank. She faltered in the middle of the search, the heavy gear slowing her pace.
“Lowe, get out na—I’ll handle this!” Jorwyn barked, noticing her hesitation.
“I won’t do that, stupid!” Marlowe snapped back, stubborn as ever. “Nor will kill me!”
But before either could argue more, a sudden boom rattled the walls. An explosion roared from the far side, the shockwave throwing both women across the floor. The ceiling groaned, part of it collapsing, causing Marlowe’s helmet to fly off across the room.
“Putangina Lowe!” Jorwyn cursed. She ripped off her own helmet and shoved it onto Marlowe’s head. Without hesitation, she hefted her unconscious partner over her shoulder and sprinted toward the exit.
Gasps and cries erupted outside when VARL stumbled through the smoke, Jorwyn carrying Marlowe.
“Fuck, akala ko di na kayo makakalabas!” Garnet’s voice cracked, a tear rolling down her cheek.
“Lowe, wake up! Please!” Selene frantically slapped Marlowe’s cheek, her panic raw.
Norelle spotted Jorwyn bare-headed and staggered. “Your helmet—where the hell—”
“Impact threw hers away. She’s wearing mine.” Jorwyn’s explanation came out rough, her chest heaving.
“You escaped breathing all those chemicals without a mask?” Avalora’s voice finally broke in, sharp with disbelief. She was bent over Marlowe, pumping her chest, but her glare pierced Jorwyn.
“I guess it was adrenaline,” Norelle cut in quickly. “Jor—get checked—” she began, but her words cut short as Jorwyn bolted back toward the ablazed building. “Where the fuck are you going?!”
“I still have people to save.” She did not look back.
“Damn it, I told you we should have tied her to the truck!” Avalora snapped, rage boiling over as she tried not to lose rhythm on Marlowe’s chest compressions.
Minutes dragged, but SCAR had successfully fought to keep Marlowe conscious.
Avalora trembled, fury rising every time she imagined Jorwyn still inside. She was not just worried because she was furious, at Jorwyn, at herself, at how helpless she felt.
Inside again, Jorwyn pressed forward, her boots pounding against cracked concrete as smoke clawed at her lungs. Heat licked every corner, fire eating its way up walls and across ceilings. Every breath tasted like ash.
She forced through a sagging doorway and finally found them—two men huddled in the far corner, one shielding the other with his own body. Both were trembling, half-conscious, their skin slick with soot and sweat.
“Dito! Tara na!” Jorwyn barked, urgency cutting through the roar of fire. She hauled them up with iron steadiness, her protective blanket wrapping around their shoulders. The air stung with embers, the ceiling groaned above, but she pushed them forward, step by step, toward the exit.
Another explosion cracked the foundation. The walls shuddered and beams screamed as they split loose from the ceiling.
Jorwyn shoved the pair through the doorway with every ounce of her strength. “Go! Lumabas na kayo!”
The men stumbled into the arms of Solana and Garnet waiting outside, but before Jorwyn could follow, the structure convulsed one last time.
The ceiling gave way.
“JORWYN!” Solana’s scream split the night as the building folded inward, flame and dust consuming the doorway. Garnet dropped to her knees, horror flooding her face. Avalora’s own cry tore raw from her throat, her hands trembling uselessly at her sides.
The world held still while the heat blasted outward, debris collapsing like thunder. For one long, breathless moment, there was no sign of her.
And then through the haze of flame, something shifted. A figure staggered into view, moving against the impossible. Limbs trembling, suit scorched black, Jorwyn pushed through the fire as if it had not touched her. Smoke curled around her, heat warping the air, but her body endured where no one else could have survived.
Her helmet cracked, causing her lip to split, but her eyes burned steady through the mask of ash. She limped forward, dragging one ruined leg, every step a defiance of the fire trying to keep her down.
The team erupted as Solana sobbed openly, Garnet clapping a hand over her mouth in disbelief. Avalora surged forward before she could stop herself, reaching the edge of the danger zone with her heart in her throat.
Jorwyn emerged at last, staggering free from the blaze, alive against all reason. She ripped her helmet off, coughing once, then straightened, shoulders squared despite the ruin of her gear.
Avalora’s breath hitched, eyes burning. No one should have survived that, not like this. Not walking.
And in the silence that followed, the thought rooted sharp in her chest: What are you, Jorwyn?
“How—how in the hell?” Norelle choked, racing forward to crush her in a hug.
The relief rippled through everyone.
Until Avalora stormed up, fury sparking brighter than the fire. Her hands went straight to Jorwyn’s now almost ruined suit, unzipping it furiously. When she found no burns, no wounds, but just a thin slice of blood on her upper lip, her anger snapped.
“You really are a jerk!” Avalora shouted, pounding her fist against Jorwyn’s chest. “ Bakit kailangan mong gawin ’yon?! Why do you always have to—”
“Hey, I’m okay,” Jorwyn soothed, raising her hands. “Ito lang oh—” she pointed at her lip. “Liit na sugat lang, nothing serious.”
“How—how is that possible?” Maerith demanded, staring at her unscathed body. “We saw you under the debris! Walang paso at ganyan lang ang sugat?!”
Jorwyn smirked faintly, spinning her lie with practiced ease. “Everybody, calm down, it’s the suit. New upgrade kaya to para saamin.” She says, flaunting the suit like she's an online streamer selling it.
“Tear-free–though it's now ruined. Fire-resistant and has airbag tech inside. It absorbed everything. Helmet’s the only weak spot, that’s why I got nicked.”
Nobody fully bought it, but no one pushed further. They just nodded, and some relief returned—everyone, except Avalora.
Her gaze bored into Jorwyn like she could peel away the excuse.
“How’s Marlowe?” Jorwyn asked, suddenly frantic, trying to see past Avalora’s shoulder.
“I hate you,” Avalora whispered, voice trembling as her fists hit Jorwyn’s chest one last time before she shoved away, retreating to the survivors instead. Her back was stiff, her hands shaking as she steadied a burned man’s breathing.
“Dude, you scared us,” Norelle muttered, hugging Jorwyn again.
Solana tossed a bottle of water toward Jorwyn, who caught it one-handed. “You know, Jor, minsan iniisip ko parang weird ka. Ikaw lang yung laging mabilis maka-recover.”
Maerith, half-distracted by her notes, added without looking up, “Yeah. You’re never down for long. Even when the rest of your crew are wrecked, you’re up like nothing happened.”
Garnet chuckled, shaking her head. “Super stamina. Para kang—” She cut herself off with a grin, waving a hand. “Never mind. Basta, ingat ka palagi at huwag matigas ang ulo.”
Jorwyn only smirked, twisting the cap off her bottle. “Maybe I’m just built better.” Her tone was light, careless. But the way Avalora’s eyes flicked toward her, sharp and unreadable, made her throat tighten for a split second.
“Better fix that one. Di pa nga kayo bati, ginalit mo pa lalo.” Maerith said under her breath, jerking her chin at Avalora’s retreating figure. “She’s not gonna forgive you easily.”
But Jorwyn stayed rooted in place. She could only stare at Avalora’s back—rigid, furious, unyielding—and wonder if the fire she had just walked out of was any easier to survive than the one Avalora lit in her chest.
The fire was finally under control by the time night bled into the horizon. The factory was reduced to a husk, black smoke curling into the stars.
The two survivors were stabilized and transported to the nearest hospital. Marlowe, though unconscious, was breathing steadily thanks to SCAR’s intervention.
The adrenaline had burned off, leaving exhaustion heavy in everyone’s bones. Crews began winding hoses, packing equipment, and logging incident reports. The air smelled of char, sweat, and metal.
Jorwyn sat on the back of the VARL truck, helmetless, still streaked with soot. Her arms dangled loosely, but her mind was not calm. Her gaze kept drifting to where Avalora crouched beside the ambulance, quietly cleaning her tools, her movements sharp, deliberate. Every so often, her shoulders trembled, but her face stayed hidden, turned away.
Norelle passed by and paused. “You should sit inside, Robles. Medical wants to clear you for smoke inhalation.”
“I’m fine,” Jorwyn muttered.
“Don’t be stubborn. Just—” Norelle hesitated, eyes flicking toward Avalora. “She’s angrier than I have ever seen her. Fix it before it festers.”
Jorwyn swallowed hard but stayed put.
Inside the ambulance, Solana leaned against the wall, bandaging her own scraped knuckles. Her sharp gaze followed Avalora, then shifted toward the silent figure of Jorwyn outside. A slow grin tugged her lips.
“You were losing your shit when she disappeared into that fire,” she said lazily.
Avalora froze mid-motion, disinfectant-soaked gauze pressed against a clamp. “Pinagsasabi mo?”
“Don’t play dumb, Ava. You screamed her name like she was gonna combust and turn into ashes if you don't hit 120 decibels.” Solana smirked. “Tapos ngayon, you’re sulking like a jilted girlfriend.”
Avalora’s grip tightened, the gauze tearing. “Kainis, she’s so reckless. That is all. Kung ayaw niya makinig, then fine. Let her burn herself to death.”
But her voice cracked on the last words, and she knew the other caught it. Solana’s grin widened, but she did not push. She just leaned back, humming smugly.
Avalora shoved the tray closed and stood abruptly. “I’m checking on Lowe.”
“Sige lang,” Solana said, her tone dripping with amusement.
Later, during the debrief, Avalora spoke barely a word. She answered questions sharply, kept her eyes fixed on the reports, and did not once look at Jorwyn.
When the briefing ended, teams were dismissed with orders to rest. As Avalora slung her bag over her shoulder, Jorwyn stepped forward, hesitant.
“Ava—”
Avalora brushed past without a word.
Jorwyn exhaled, frustration gnawing at her.
Avalora did not sleep well that night. She tossed on her cot, staring at the ceiling, replaying every impossible detail she had seen since the lockdown.
The kitchen fire, Jorwyn’s handkerchief catching flame, but her skin beneath was left unburnt.
The way she walked through the smoke was as if it were ordinary air.
The heat waves seemed to ripple around her when she was angry or desperate.
Avalora pressed the heel of her palm to her forehead, frustrated. Hindi pwede. Impossible. Walang tao na ganun.
And yet, her mind kept circling back.
What if she is? What if Jorwyn is… pyrokinetic?
Her stomach knotted at the thought. A firefighter who could create fire? Or at least survive it? That was not just dangerous, but unthinkable, and it explained too much.
Avalora turned over, hugging her pillow tight. The rational part of her warned not to dwell on it, not without proof. But the other part, the part that had screamed her name in the blaze, whispered that maybe she did not want to expose Jorwyn. Perhaps she just wanted to understand her.
The next day, SCAR and VARL were called for another joint vaccination mission in a barangay still struggling with the outbreak. Typically, partners were determined already, but this time, Jorwyn volunteered immediately.
“Put me with Solana again,” she said before anyone else could speak.
The room fell silent for a beat. Avalora, standing with her arms crossed, blinked in surprise. She did not show it, but the move had pierced her.
“Ikaw bahala,” Norelle approved quickly, too tired to question it.
Avalora’s jaw clenched.
Hours later, the teams worked under the scorching sun, guiding residents into orderly lines, calming anxious parents, disinfecting stations, and moving swiftly through the protocols. Avalora’s focus was sharp, but her mind was not calm. Every time her eyes caught Jorwyn’s figure moving easily beside Solana, her chest tightened.
During a water break, she finally cornered her.
“Solana na naman,” Avalora said, her voice low, controlled, but laced with accusation.
Jorwyn blinked at her. “Oh, ngayon?”
“Why?”
Jorwyn hesitated, then rubbed the back of her neck. “I thought… maybe some distance would help, after yesterday.”
“Distance,” Avalora repeated flatly.
“You’re mad at me. And honestly, I don’t understand why. I was just doing my job, Ava.”
Avalora’s hands curled at her sides. “Your job doesn’t mean you get to throw your life away.”
Jorwyn frowned. “I wasn’t throwing it away. I—” She stopped, confused by the heat in Avalora’s voice.
“Bahala ka sa buhay mo,” Avalora snapped, cutting her off before her tongue slipped further. She turned on her heel and walked away, leaving Jorwyn staring after her, more tangled than ever.
The ride home was a storm waiting to break.
Jorwyn drove, her jaw locked tight on the wheel. Solana sat shotgun now, humming quietly, sipping from her water bottle. Avalora sat in the back, arms folded, face angled toward the window, silent as stone.
The tension was so thick that it was almost choking.
Halfway back, Solana broke it with a low chuckle. “Wow. Parang nanalo ako sa raffle ah. VIP seat between two thunderclouds.”
Neither Jorwyn nor Avalora reacted.
“Fine,” Solana smirked. “Pero babe, careful. Yung tao sa likod mo? I think she’s plotting your murder.”
Avalora’s glare in the rearview mirror was sharp enough to cut steel. Jorwyn glanced at it, felt her stomach twist, then quickly looked back at the road.
The silence stretched again until Avalora spoke, her voice cold. “Next time, don’t expect me to patch you up if you keep being suicidal.”
The words landed heavily.
Jorwyn gripped the wheel tighter, swallowing hard. Solana raised her brows but stayed quiet for once.
When they finally reached the condo building, Avalora yanked the door open and slipped out without a word. Solana whistled low, watching her go.
“Well,” she said, leaning back in her seat. “She cares more than she admits.”
Jorwyn did not answer. She stared after Avalora until the door shut behind her, chest burning in ways she did not understand.
The next day, Jorwyn made herself scarce.
If Avalora entered the mess hall, she found an excuse to leave early. If Avalora checked the inventory, Jorwyn volunteered for outside patrol. On the vaccination mission, she stayed glued to Solana or Selene, deliberately avoiding eye contact.
It did not go unnoticed.
During a short break in the supply tent, Garnet crossed her arms and squinted at Jorwyn. “You’ve been running around like a headless chicken just to avoid one person. Napaka-obvious mo Jorwyn.”
“I’m not avoiding anyone,” Jorwyn muttered, tugging her gloves tighter.
“Sinungaling,” Selene cut in smoothly, leaning against the table. “You and Avalora haven’t spoken properly since the fire. That silence is louder than a siren.”
Jorwyn stiffened. “She’s mad at me. I thought giving her space would—”
“Would what?” Garnet pressed. “Fix it magically? Hay naku, Jorwyn. If you wait for her to move first, you’ll be waiting forever.”
Selene’s gaze softened, but her tone stayed firm. “You see, Ava’s really stubborn. If you don’t step up, she won’t either. You will both rot in that stalemate.”
Jorwyn looked down, jaw tight. Their words hit hard because they were true. She could feel the gap between her and Avalora widening with every passing hour.
“But I don’t even know what I did wrong,” she admitted quietly, almost to herself.
“Then ask her,” Garnet said simply, uncrossing her arms. “And this time, don’t run.”
Jorwyn stayed silent, staring at her boots. The image of Avalora’s face, shadowed in the firelight, flashed behind her eyes again. The crack in her voice when she had shouted her name. The bitterness laced with something else when she spat, ‘Don’t expect me to patch you up.’
Her chest ached.
Meanwhile, Avalora lingered by the trucks, writing in her medical log, but her pen had stopped moving. Her mind kept circling the same dangerous thought:
If she really is pyrokinetic… then what does that make her to me? A threat? Or—something I can’t bring myself to turn away from?
She bit her lip hard, shutting the notebook before anyone could see her hesitation written between the lines.
For the next few days, the fire station felt like it had been split in half.
Avalora moved through the halls with her clipboard clutched like armor, ticking off boxes, writing notes, her pen scratching loudly in the silence whenever Jorwyn was near. She refused to look at her longer than a second, refused to let her stare soften.
Jorwyn, meanwhile, perfected the art of pretending Avalora was not in the room. She joked with the other nurses, leaning against doorframes as if she owned the place, filling the air with her lazy grin and easy drawl. But every time Avalora passed, her eyes flicked sideways, just enough to catch the swing of her ponytail, the sharp line of her jaw when she was annoyed.
During one supply run, Avalora’s box slipped from her arms, and Jorwyn instinctively bent to grab it only for Avalora to snatch it back with a muttered, “I’ve got it.”
Jorwyn’s jaw clenched. “Suit yourself.”
Neither acknowledged the sparks, but both felt the burn.
The others continued to notice.
During lunch, Jorwyn slid into the seat across from Solana instead of her usual spot near Avalora. Selene raised an eyebrow. “Wow. Not even pretending anymore?”
Jorwyn shrugged, spearing her rice. “Don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Avalora did not even look up. “Neither do I.”
But her pen dug into the page hard enough to nearly tear it.
“Okay, sino ba talaga galit sa inyo?” Solana asked, eyes darting between them as she bit into a rice ball. “Para kayong mag-ex. ‘Di nag-uusap pero parehong bitter.”
Avalora nearly choked on her water. “We are not—”
“Magkatrabaho lang kami,” Jorwyn cut in quickly, stabbing at her food without looking up. “Workmates fight sometimes.”
“Workmates don’t look like they’re plotting each other’s funeral,” Selene muttered dryly, earning a snicker from Garnet.
Avalora’s pen tapped sharply against her clipboard. “If she’d stop acting like a reckless idiot, maybe I would not have to nag.”
Jorwyn’s head snapped up, grin sharp. “Reckless? Ikaw kaya yung mahilig mangialam. You don’t even work with fire, Ava. Stay in your lane.”
Avalora’s eyes flashed. “My lane is keeping people alive. If you burn yourself to death, it’s still my problem.”
The table went uncomfortably quiet. Solana stuffed another bite in her mouth and muttered, “...yeah, this is worse than exes.”
Jorwyn leaned back in her chair, arms crossed, forcing a laugh that rang hollow. “See? This is why I avoid you. I can’t even breathe without you calling me reckless.”
Avalora looked away, cheeks hot. Her throat burned with the words she almost said—that she was not angry because of recklessness, she was furious because she had seen something she could not explain, and it scared her how much she cared.
But instead, she bit down hard and muttered, “Then maybe you should keep avoiding me.”
That one landed heavier than either of them wanted.
Jorwyn froze. Her mouth worked like she had a retort lined up, but none came out. Instead, she shoved her tray away, muttering, “Fine,” and walked off.
Avalora kept her eyes on her clipboard, but her hand trembled against the paper.
The distance was sharpest at night, when Avalora lingered in the quiet of the infirmary, half-expecting Jorwyn to show up with her restless pacing and half-smiles. But she did not, and the absence left the air too heavy, too quiet.
She told herself she was just theorizing—clinical, detached. Jorwyn’s reaction time, the way the flames had not touched her skin, the inexplicable calm. It all pointed to something abnormal.
Something dangerous.
And yet every time she sharpened that thought into accusation, it dulled under the memory of Jorwyn’s grin. The way she had stood there in the kitchen, smoke curling around her, eyes glinting like she had already won some unspoken game.
Meanwhile, Jorwyn found excuses to stay outside, leaning against the truck under the glow of the station lights. She told herself it was better this way—that Avalora was furious, suspicious, dangerous to her secret. But her chest ached with the memory of Ava’s almost-confession in the truck days ago, and she could not stop replaying it.
Finally, it was Solana who cracked.
“You’re pathetic,” she told Jorwyn bluntly as they loaded supplies one morning.
Jorwyn blinked. “Excuse me?”
“You. Ava. Whatever this 'cold war' thing is. It’s making everyone miserable.” Solana hefted a box and jabbed her elbow into Jorwyn’s side. “If you don’t fix it, she won’t. And if she doesn’t, it’ll never be fixed.”
Jorwyn scoffed, masking the knot in her throat. “She doesn’t want it fixed.”
“Bullshit,” Solana snapped, sharp enough to sting. “You think I don’t see how she looks at you? She’s not ignoring you because she hates you. She’s ignoring you because she doesn’t know how not to.”
Jorwyn froze, her throat going dry. Solana walked off with her box, leaving her standing by the truck, hands clenched tight at her sides.
The station’s mess hall was louder than usual that evening, but the noise could not hide the undercurrent. Everyone felt it—the tension that seemed to crackle more deafening than the clatter of spoons against plates.
Avalora sat stiffly at the far end of the table, flipping through her clipboard as if she were auditing the rice and adobo. Jorwyn lounged across from her, chair tipped back, balancing a fork on one finger with exaggerated ease.
Every few seconds, their eyes cut toward each other. Sharp and quick, but both are looking away too fast.
Solana muttered, “Here we go again,” under her breath, earning a knowing sigh from Selene.
It broke when someone dropped a pitcher of water. The spill raced across the table. Avalora was the first to stand, snapping for towels, efficient as always. Jorwyn moved too—only faster, snatching the pitcher before it could shatter on the floor.
For one heartbeat, they were face-to-face. Close. Too close.
And then—
“Do you have to act like a hero all the time?” Avalora snapped, sharper than she intended. Her hands trembled slightly against the towel.
Jorwyn’s smirk faltered. “I’m sorry for trying to help. I didn’t realize your clipboard had it handled.”
A couple of the younger crew froze mid-bite. Even the air seemed to hesitate.
Avalora’s jaw set. “You think everything’s a joke, don’t you? Fire drills, spills—what’s next, Jorwyn? Going to laugh through an actual emergency?”
Jorwyn’s chair legs hit the ground with a thud. “At least I don’t freeze up when things get real.”
The words landed like a slap. Avalora’s breath caught, her fingers curling white around the damp towel. For a split second, hurt flashed across her face—raw and unguarded.
Silence fell heavily, and nobody moved.
“Wow,” Solana muttered finally, breaking the stillness. Her voice was tight. “Real smooth, Jor.”
Jorwyn’s chest tightened instantly with regret, but she did not take it back. She could not anymore as her pride held her tongue. She only stood, jaw clenched, and dropped the rescued pitcher back onto the counter with a hollow clink.
Avalora turned away, gathering the towels, her shoulders stiff as armor. “Thanks for proving my point,” she said quietly.
And then she was gone, disappearing down the hall without looking back.
The rest of the team sat in silence, the air thick and suffocating.
Jorwyn stared at the doorway through which Avalora had vanished, her chest twisting painfully. She wanted to follow and tried to fix things between them, but instead, she ran a hand through her hair, muttered something that sounded like a curse, and stalked out the opposite way.
Leaving the mess hall colder than it had been all night.
Solana let out a long breath, rubbing her temple. “They can’t keep this up.”
Selene’s gaze lingered on the door, her expression grim. “They won’t have a choice. Next mission pairs them up.”
The table stayed quiet after that, no one daring to say what they were all thinking.
Tomorrow would force the issue.
Chapter 9: Twin Flame Accord
Chapter Text
A few days ago, the assembly hall vibrated with restless energy, the air thick with the heat of anticipation. Firefighters, medics, and rescuers sat in precise rows, their whispers dying as Commanding Officer Reyes strode to the podium.
Her gaze swept the room like a blade.
Silence fell.
Avalora felt it cut across her shoulders. She stiffened, refusing to bow under it.
“You know what lies ahead,” Reyes said, voice sharp as steel. “Next week, we begin The Twin Flame Accord. It is not a parade, nor a game. It is a crucible.”
Avalora’s breath caught. Crucible. Fire, pressure, and survival through suffering. Her pulse kicked higher, a mix of dread and thrill tightening in her chest.
Jorwyn’s jaw flexed at the word. She hated how it resonated too close to the truth of their work, too close to the memories she buried deep. Crucible meant breaking or becoming unbreakable.
“The Accord was founded by a pair of firefighters and a pair of paramedics,” Reyes pressed on. “They proved the strongest bonds are forged in trust, unity, and sacrifice. That is the legacy we honor. And let me remind you—the world is watching.”
A low whistle cracked the silence. It was Eon. Win’s elbow silenced him, drawing a ripple of laughter that died quickly.
Avalora almost smiled, but her eyes slid toward Jorwyn—unbidden. The woman appeared rigid, unreadable as stone. Avalora’s chest tightened. If fate paired them, would their fire forge something more substantial? Or consume them both?
Jorwyn’s gaze flicked forward, catching Avalora’s profile for the briefest second. Tension rolled through her stomach like smoke. The idea of being tied to Avalora in this crucible—was it the worst outcome? Or the one she feared because she already knew what it would ignite?
“Each duo will face a simulation,” Reyes continued. “It is a crisis in chaos. You will be put in an unforgiving terrain, and every hesitation will cost you.”
Avalora pressed her palms flat against her thighs, grounding herself. She could not afford hesitation—not in the field, not in front of Jorwyn. Especially not if Jorwyn saw her falter.
“The prize,” Reyes said, her voice rising, “is more than medals. It is a priority promotion, offering the opportunity to expand your units. More hands pulling survivors from the fire and more importantly, more lives saved.”
Avalora’s chest swelled, a knot of pride and longing. Lives saved. That was why she was here.
Jorwyn’s throat worked, though she kept her face carved from stone. She knew what it meant—more boots on the ground, fewer calls that stretched them thin, fewer bodies slipping through their fingers.
It was not about glory. It was about less loss.
“And your names will be etched onto the Twin Flame Wall,” Reyes finished, her voice dropping to a near whisper. “The wall does not fade. It does not forget.”
A murmur rippled through the hall. “Twin Flames,” someone whispered, reverent.
Avalora’s heart hammered—a bond sealed in fire, branded for life.
Jorwyn’s pulse surged, hot and unwanted—a binding she could not choose.
Reyes’s gaze swept over them one last time. “You will not choose your partners. They are chosen for you. Some of you will be called, while others will not. That has always been the way of the Accord.”
Avalora swallowed hard, her throat dry, and Jorwyn clenched her fists behind her back, nails biting her palms.
Neither spoke. Neither looked at the other, but both felt the same truth burn through their veins that if the Accord tied them together, it wouldn’t just be a crucible because it would be fire.
A murmur rippled across the room. Avalora crossed her arms, already dreading what was coming.
Commander Reyes' eyes swept the list before she read it aloud; each pairing met with cheers, groans, or quiet acceptance. When she reached the end, she paused just long enough for tension to coil tight.
“VARL’s Jorwyn Robles. SCAR’s Avalora Arceta.”
The room erupted—half in laughter, half in disbelief—a ripple of murmurs spread like wildfire through the mess hall.
“Sabi ko na nga ba,” someone whispered from the back.
“Those two? That’s fire and gasoline,” another muttered, half in awe, half in doubt.
Avalora’s jaw clenched, heat crawling up her neck. Of all the names in this hall, why hers with Jorwyn’s? The sting was not just from the pairing—it was from the eyes. Every gaze was a weight, pressing down, reminding her of the whispers she had fought so hard to outrun.
Jorwyn’s smirk sharpened, blade-bright. Let them talk. If they wanted fire and gasoline, she would give them a blaze. She leaned back in her chair, lazy posture hiding the flicker of unease twisting low in her gut.
“Of course,” Solana muttered behind Avalora, loud enough to slice through her thoughts. “Best medic, worst patient. What could go wrong?”
Avalora’s fists curled tighter. She did not need Solana’s commentary to know half the room doubted her.
Commander Reyes was not finished. Her gaze locked on the two women, tone carrying the weight of authority.
“Robles, you’ve got stamina no one else can match, but your recklessness always nearly costs your own life. Arceta, your precision is unmatched, but you’re under scrutiny following complaints about your approach. This pairing is not punishment—it’s a test. You balance each other. You prove yourselves here, and those rumors die. You fail? You won’t just lose the trophy—you’ll lose the trust we’ve given you.”
The mess hall went quiet, and all eyes slid to Avalora and Jorwyn.
Avalora felt the words like a blade pressed against her throat. Rumors. Always rumors. She forced her chin higher, even as heat flushed her skin. If this were the test, she would not bend.
Jorwyn tilted her head, letting the silence stretch. The air felt thick with eyes, but she let her helmet fall onto the table with a careless thud. Her grin was easy, practiced. Inside, though, the sting of recklessness burned deeper than she would show.
“Guess we’re stuck with each other, Ava,” Jorwyn drawled, tugging her gloves tighter. Her grin was all teeth, but her eyes betrayed nothing.
Avalora’s glare could have cut steel. “Don’t you dare slow me down, Jerkwyn.”
The nickname slid under Jorwyn’s skin, sharper than Avalora would ever know. But Jorwyn only smirked wider, leaning into the game. “And don’t you dare freeze.”
The hall held its breath, caught between laughter and tension, as fire met steel and everyone knew the sparks were only just beginning.
As much as their setup should have ruined their performance—only the two of them were there, where there should have been eight—neither could stomach the thought of letting the other down.
Pride was sharper than the flames.
The simulation this year was crueler than ever. Their own crewmates played the role of the victims, deliberately drugged with a harmless substance that rendered them limp, their weight as heavy and unyielding as the real unconscious.
The setting: a subway train derailed by sabotage, its first car ablaze, its rear cars trembling on the brink of collapse. Six people were trapped, and only ten minutes before the explosion.
As expected of the quick and determined Jorwyn, she did not waste time. Her boots pounded the scorched floor as she barreled into the third car, the air choked with smoke.
In less than five minutes, she had hauled four bodies out—Marlowe slung over one shoulder, Maerith over the other, the impossible weight dragging at her spine. But she did not stumble. Did not break stride.
Avalora was already kneeling by the injured, movements precise and fast. Compressing, stabilizing, and bringing her teammates back from the induced unconsciousness with every trick in her medical arsenal.
Sweat streaked down her face, her braid clinging damp against her neck. Her pulse thundered, not just from the work, but from the awareness that Jorwyn was inside those burning cars again.
“Dalawa na lang,” Jorwyn barked, voice hoarse from the smoke.
That is when they heard it—a choked cry from the fourth car. Solana—pinned beneath a twisted slab of train metal, crimson blooming across her abdomen.
Jorwyn skidded down beside her, instantly reaching for the wreckage. “Hang on, Sol, I got you—”
“Don’t you dare,” Avalora snapped, rushing in and catching Jorwyn’s wrist mid-motion. “ If you lift that wrong, you’ll rip her open.”
Jorwyn clenched her jaw but gave a sharp nod. She crouched low, shielding Avalora from the furnace heat roaring from the first car.
“I will put pressure while you lift,” Avalora muttered, already pressing against the wound, blood slicking her gloves. Her voice trembled with urgency. “Do you think you can—”
“Don’t ask me if I can.” Jorwyn’s eyes burned like her namesake flame. “Just be ready.”
The metal was jagged, heavy, and its edges bit deep into her palms, even through the gloves. Jorwyn hissed, muscles straining, the weight pressing down like five men at once. The sting was sharp, insistent, but she did not flinch.
“Shit, hold still,” Avalora hissed, panic flickering in her chest. “You’ll shred your hands—”
“Ava, I can do it,” Jorwyn ground out. Sweat dripped from her jawline. “Unahin mo na muna si Sol, please.”
Avalora’s lips pressed into a thin, furious line. “I’m going to beat you up after this.” Her voice cracked despite the bite in it.
The metal screeched as Jorwyn heaved it upward, veins corded, blood blooming through her gloves. Avalora pulled Solana free in one fluid motion. The moment she gave the signal, Jorwyn let the chunk crash to the floor with a deafening clang .
They hauled Solana to safety, Avalora immediately dropping to her knees to staunch the bleeding. Beside her, Jorwyn shifted awkwardly, hiding the way her hands trembled, the raw sting making her vision pulse.
“Fuck—kamay pa, of all places,” Jorwyn muttered under her breath.
Avalora’s head snapped up. She saw the red seeping through torn gloves, the way Jorwyn was trying to tuck her hands away. Without hesitation, Avalora grabbed them.
“Ava, you don’t have to—” Jorwyn jerked back, alarmed in her eyes.
“Relax,” Avalora cut her off, voice firm but low. Her thumb brushed across Jorwyn’s bloodied knuckles, lingering longer than necessary. “We’re being watched.”
It was code. She would not expose herself, not here, not now. Jorwyn’s breath hitched, but she surrendered her hands anyway, letting Avalora patch her up.
Then Jorwyn felt it. A jolt, sharp as the cut itself. Her eyes snapped to Avalora’s.
I thought you said you wouldn’t.
Avalora’s gaze was steady, but the faintest wince crossed her features, her own fingers trembling as if she had taken on part of the pain herself.
I can’t help it, her eyes seemed to say.
Jorwyn’s chest tightened, something unspoken rising between them, drowned only by the roar of simulated fire.
Seven minutes in, all survivors were above ground. Their time was record-breaking, and it was faster than any other duo.
The announcement came booming over the speakers, “We have our winners of this year’s Twin Flame Accord.”
The crowd erupted in cheers, but Avalora and Jorwyn were not listening.
Avalora’s hands were still on Jorwyn’s, and Jorwyn’s gaze was still locked on hers. Both refusing to look away. Both knew this was not over.
Not by a long shot.
After the competition, everyone regrouped in the cafeteria-turned-hall, which shimmered under the overhead lights, rows of chairs filled with BlueSent officers in crisp uniforms. The air buzzed with chatter and bursts of laughter, but when the emcee’s voice rang out, the whole space seemed to pause.
“First place for this year’s Twin Flame Accord—Nurse Avalora Arceta and FO Jorwyn Robles!”
Applause erupted like a wave. Teammates pounded the tables, whistles cut through the air, and someone in the back shouted, “Power duo!”
Avalora rose with deliberate precision, each movement clipped and disciplined. She needed the ritual to steady herself. Her chin lifted high, as though posture alone could protect her from the heat curling in her chest.
Jorwyn strode forward like she had been waiting her whole life for this spotlight. The crooked grin, the effortless swagger made the hall erupt louder, and she basked in it, letting the noise roll over her like armor.
The medals waited on velvet cushions.
“An unprecedented record,” the emcee continued, “seven minutes, all survivors intact, flawless coordination despite being only a two-man team. If that isn’t proof of synchronicity, I don’t know what is.”
Avalora’s jaw clenched.
Synchronicity.
The word echoed too loudly. Because yes, they had moved like one body inside the simulated inferno, but here, under the cheers and lights, she could not silence the thought of how dangerous that closeness had become.
One by one, they received their medals. Jorwyn saluted playfully, making the hall laugh, while Avalora bowed her head with crisp dignity. When she straightened, the microphone was suddenly in her hand, the emcee urging her forward.
“Avalora, would you like to say a few words?”
Her breath caught. She hated speeches, hated being vulnerable in front of so many eyes, but the expectant hush left her no room to retreat. She cleared her throat, her voice steady at first.
“This victory wasn’t mine alone. It was…” her eyes flicked, unwillingly, to Jorwyn—“…ours. Because no matter how much we…” She faltered, heat flooding her neck. Fight. Clash. Break each other apart. “…no matter the differences, what matters is that when it counts, we trust.”
Her voice cracked faintly on that last word, too raw, too close to what she refused to confess. She shoved the mic back at the emcee before she could betray herself further.
The applause resumed, thunderous and oblivious, but Jorwyn was not. Standing beside her, medal gleaming against her chest, she leaned close enough that Avalora felt the warmth of her breath.
“Trust, huh?” Jorwyn murmured, a low drawl that held something unreadable. And then, before Avalora could steel herself, Jorwyn’s hand brushed hers. Not a clumsy accident, but deliberate. It was brief but enough to spark awareness up her arm in full view of the cheering hall.
Avalora’s body locked, her fists itching to close, her throat too tight for words. The room kept clapping, the emcee moved on, and still that phantom touch lingered.
The crowd only saw two partners crowned champions, but Avalora knew what just passed between them was something far more dangerous than fire.
Avalora barely lasted through the closing remarks. The moment the applause dimmed, she slipped offstage, medal cold against her chest despite the heat in her skin. Her heels clicked too fast against the polished floor, carrying her toward the exit.
Trust, huh?
Jorwyn’s voice replayed in her head like smoke she could not wave away. And worse is that deliberate brush of fingers, shown in public and bold like Jorwyn had marked her before the entire damn BlueSent hall.
Avalora shoved through the crowd gathering near the buffet tables, muttering half-hearted excuses until the night air hit her lungs.
She did not even realize Jorwyn had followed until the taller woman leaned against the wall beside her, casual as though the touch had not just ripped Avalora’s composure to pieces.
“You looked like you were gonna faint back there,” Jorwyn said, hands shoved in her pockets, grin sharp under the streetlamp. “Don’t tell me speeches scare you more than fire.”
Avalora’s eyes snapped to her. “Don’t.”
“Don’t, ang ano na naman?” Jorwyn’s grin widened, though her eyes searched Avalora’s face like she was looking for cracks.
“Don’t act like—like that didn’t mean anything,” Avalora hissed. Her fingers dug into her medal’s ribbon. “You did that on purpose.”
For the first time, Jorwyn’s smirk faltered, her gaze flicking away. “Ano ka ba, Ava. The crowd loved it. It was just me giving them a show.”
“A show?” Avalora’s laugh came out too sharp. “Right. Because that’s all you are, isn’t it? Always playing to the crowd, making noise, pretending none of it matters.”
Jorwyn’s mouth opened, but Avalora cut her off, words spilling like knives.
“You treat everything like a joke. Missions, partners, me. You think flashing a grin and cracking a line makes you untouchable? Makes you better?”
“That’s not fair—”
“No, what’s not fair is that people still cheer for you even when you almost get yourself killed. They don’t see how reckless you are. They don’t see how—how empty it is. How empty you are.”
The words hit harder than she intended. Avalora realized too late she had gone too far, but it was already out. Silence fell, sharp as glass.
Jorwyn stood there, stiff, the grin gone. Her eyes flickered with something raw before she forced it down, shoulders squaring.
The main doors burst open just then, their teammates spilling into the night with trays of food and stolen bottles.
“Oooh, sakit nun ah,” Garnet muttered under their breath, not even trying to hide it. Norelle gave a low whistle.
“Damn, Arceta,” Marlowe said, half-laughing, half-uncomfortable. “Went straight for the jugular.”
The others chuckled uneasily, but all eyes flicked between Avalora and Jorwyn.
“Heto na sila mga kababayan! The golden duo!” Solana whooped, looping an arm around Maerith’s shoulders and dragging her forward like they were announcing royalty. Her voice was just a little too loud, like she meant to drown out the tension. “Seven minutes, flawless save—tell me that’s not history in the making!”
Maerith chuckled, quick to follow her lead. “I can’t believe teammates pa natin mga ‘to. They’ll be naming drills after you two.”
“Grabe namang record ‘yon,” Norelle chimed in, slinging an arm over Jorwyn’s shoulder. “Guess the judges weren’t kidding when they said twin flames. From now on, you’re basically stuck as partners.”
“Whole career, maybe,” Marlowe added with a wicked grin. “Better start getting used to each other’s temper, huh?”
The laughter rolled around them, light and merciless. Someone in the back shouted, “Just get married already!” which made the group howl louder.
Avalora’s ears burned, and she forced a thin smile, but inside, her pulse hammered. Stuck with Jorwyn for their entire career.
She did not dare glance at her partner, but she could feel the weight of Jorwyn’s stare. Hotter than fire and heavier than steel, and Avalora could not decide if she wanted to shove it away or fall into it.
The group cheered, the noise filling the space, but it could not quite erase the sting of Avalora’s words still hanging in the air. Jorwyn forced a grin and tipped an invisible hat, playing along for the crowd, but Solana’s sharp glance at Avalora said she had not missed a thing.
That same night, while everyone else was stuffing themselves with celebratory food because of the success of the Accord, Avalora had already slipped away. Her father wanted her home to celebrate her triumph with the family, and she gladly went—she could not stomach being Jorwyn the whole night after what she just blurted out earlier.
Back at the cafeteria, the rest of VARL and SCAR parked themselves in their usual corner, still blasting with laughter and praise for Jorwyn. The air was loud, with plates clattering and voices overlapping. But just a few tables away, another kind of noise simmered—one that quickly caught their attention.
“Show off na naman si Arceta,” one nurse muttered, loud enough to be overheard.
“She’s proudly flexing her cheating habang nakatingin pa bosses? Grabe, kapal.”
Selene was halfway to standing, rage flickering in her eyes, when Maerith’s hand shot out and gripped her wrist. “Sel, wag. Ava wouldn’t want you to go there.”
Selene clicked her tongue but sat back down, sending the nurses a glare sharp enough to cut.
“Jorwyn did all the work kanina,” another voice chimed in. “She literally carried Arceta while Arceta fake-treated her teammates. Like, sino ba nabiktima? Wala naman.”
“Eh si Jorwyn nga nagdugo yung kamay. Imagine carrying Arceta sa task, tapos nanalo sila as a duo? Labo.”
Norelle’s jaw tightened. Garnet and Marlowe both clenched their fists under the table. They could take it when Jorwyn was teased, but dragging Avalora down like this—lying about her—was crossing a line.
Then came the nail in the coffin.
“If Arceta ever gets lead nurse status, sigurado ako may strings na hinila tatay niya.” Halo’s voice, mocking.
“Exactly. Nepo baby, cheater, carried by Jorwyn—Accord’s prestige down the drain—”
SCREEEECH.
Everyone froze. The sound of a chair scraping back echoed through the cafeteria. Heads turned. Jorwyn was on her feet, eyes locked on the group of nurses.
“Jorwyn,” Norelle’s voice was sharp, warning, but Jorwyn did not flinch.
“Look at those pathetic losers talking.” Her voice cut across the cafeteria like a whip.
Gasps rippled and tensils paused midair.
“Jorwyn. Sit down. Now.” Norelle’s tone went cold, commanding.
Jorwyn spun to face her captain. Their eyes met, steel against steel. “Norelle… if it were me getting all this hate, you’d stand up for me.”
The table went silent. Norelle’s fingers twitched, but she did not move, and with that, Jorwyn turned back, striding straight toward the nurses’ table. She dropped into the empty seat beside Halo, the scrape of the chair making everyone tense.
She leaned forward, voice steady but dangerous. “What do y’all have against Ava?”
The nurses exchanged smug smiles, but Jorwyn’s stare burned holes through each of them.
“Jorie, your hand—let me see—” one tried to divert.
“What do y’all have against Ava?” she repeated, firmer this time.
The smirks faltered. One nurse finally spoke. “You’re really okay being paired with that cheater the rest of your career?”
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed. “What the hell do you mean by that?”
“Can’t you see? She’s fast, too fast. Her father’s friends with big names in the field—don’t tell me you haven’t noticed. Girl literally got the cheat sheet.”
Jorwyn leaned back, scoffing. “Don’t you think she’s just really good with her work?”
“No. Nandaraya siya,” another snapped.
“Do you even have proof?” Jorwyn’s voice sharpened. The silence that followed was deafening. “No? Thought so.”
“But her father—”
“Oh, come on.” Jorwyn’s gaze cut to the one who spoke. “Yara, isn’t your mom besties with the Chief nurse? Funny how you barely made it out of uni pero lead nurse ka na ngayon.”
Gasps and muffled snickers erupted from nearby tables.
“And you, ikaw na naman, Halo—anak ka rin ng high-ranking nurse, di ba?” Jorwyn tilted her head. “Selective memory kayo?”
The nurses stiffened.
“If you actually knew Ava, you’d see how hard she works. She’s the one throwing herself into danger just to help others. Connections? Cheating? Hindi niya kailangan nun. She bleeds for this work. She fights for it.”
Her chair screeched again as she stood, towering over them. “And besides—if she was really using her dad’s power, bakit hindi siya lead nurse ngayon gaya niyo, ha?”
No one answered.
“Exactly.” Jorwyn’s tone softened into mockery. “Try fixing your attitudes before running your mouths. Mga miss, walang cure sa inggit.”
With that, she walked back, leaving the nurses red-faced and stunned.
Back at their table, her teammates stared at her like she had just set off a bomb.
“After Ava literally tore into you earlier… You still defended her?” Solana asked, eyes wide. She scooted closer, hand rubbing Jorwyn’s back.
“For real,” Selene muttered. “Pero I was this close to breaking free from Maerith’s grip, ako na dapat magiging defender ni Ava eh.” She shot her lead with a side-eye.
Maerith threw her hands up in surrender. “Fine! I wasn’t gonna let them run their mouths either. Just… not in front of the whole cafeteria.”
The table erupted into half-laughter, half-exasperation, while Jorwyn only sighed and shook her head, pretending like her heart was not still racing.
Norelle exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down her face. “You three nearly gave me a heart attack. If one more word came out of your mouths, baka kayong tatlo na yung sinabunutan ko, not those nurses.”
Selene grinned despite the scolding. “Worth it though. Did you see their faces? Parang binuhusan ng malamig na tubig.”
Marlowe leaned forward, lowering her voice. “But Jor… you really didn’t have to. Ava’s not even here to hear it.”
Jorwyn froze at that, spoon hovering mid-air. She forced out a chuckle. “Yeah, well… hindi naman para sa kanya. I just hate unfair crap like that.”
“Unfair?” Garnet raised a brow. “You mean, you hate her getting dragged. Be honest.”
The table went unusually quiet after that jab; everyone was sneaking glances at Jorwyn, waiting for her reaction.
Jorwyn, however, kept her eyes glued to her plate, poking at her rice like it had suddenly become the most fascinating thing in the world. “Believe whatever you want,” she muttered, her voice a little too tight.
Solana softened, nudging her shoulder. “Hey. No one’s judging you, babygirl. Kahit si Ava pa yan, for sure she’ll appreciate it. You did well.”
But Jorwyn did not answer, only chewing slowly, her throat bobbing like every word she wanted to say got swallowed back down.
The cafeteria erupted with conversations again, as other units returned to their own discussions. Still, the VARL-SCAR table lingered in that strange quiet—the kind where everyone pretends to move on, but every glance says we know.
That same night, Avalora sat in her family’s dining hall, a plate of untouched food in front of her. Her father was all smiles, pouring her another glass of wine.
“You’ve done well, anak,” he said proudly. “The Accord is not an easy victory, but you have proven yourself.”
Avalora forced a smile, bowing her head in gratitude, but inside she felt hollow. Every toast, every clap on the shoulder from her relatives seemed to clang against the bitter echo of Jorwyn’s voice in her memory. The sharpness of her words earlier still stung, replaying in her head like a wound she could not stop pressing.
She nodded, said all the right things, laughed at her father’s jokes, but her chest tightened each time she caught her reflection in the wine glass—smiling on the surface, aching beneath.
I couldn’t stomach being Jorwyn tonight… not after what I said, not after how I hurt her.
Her father’s hand on her shoulder pulled her back. “You should be proud, Avalora. This triumph will be remembered.”
“Of course, Papa,” she replied, voice smooth but distant.
When the night finally ended, she excused herself under the pretense of exhaustion and retreated to her room. Alone, away from the weight of expectations and celebration, she let her façade crumble. She pressed a palm over her chest, as if to steady the unrest there.
What she did not know—what she could not even imagine—was that at that very moment, in a noisy cafeteria across town, Jorwyn had stood up for her. That the same person she had wounded with careless words was out there, silencing every voice that dared to slander her.
And so Avalora lay in the dark, convinced that the distance between her and Jorwyn had widened beyond repair, never realizing that Jorwyn had already begun bridging it in ways she might never hear about.
Weeks slipped by, and nothing changed between Avalora and Jorwyn.
They moved around each other like strangers forced to share the same space—civil, casual, but never warm. Their eyes met only when necessity demanded it; words were spoken only when the situation required it. The easy banter, the unspoken concern, the natural rhythm they once carried like second nature—it had all dissolved into silence.
Their teammates noticed. They noticed the stiffness in Avalora’s posture whenever Jorwyn entered a room. They saw how Jorwyn’s laugh seemed quieter now, how her gaze darted elsewhere whenever Avalora drew near. The group tried—subtle nudges, deliberate seating arrangements, half-joking comments meant to spark old habits—but the air between the two remained stubbornly frigid.
When the Accord arrived, many thought it would be the bridge. Victory, after all, had always bound them closer in the past. Surely, the shared triumph would mend the distance. Instead, Avalora’s careless words had only carved the divide deeper. What should have been a turning point became another fracture, leaving even their friends helpless to stitch the two back together.
And so, day after day, VARL-SCAR carried on—two teammates fighting side by side on missions, yet orbiting each other like distant stars, burning bright but never touching.
That evening, the cafeteria was unusually quiet. A few scattered groups ate their meals, but most of the celebratory noise from the previous week had dulled into the routine hum of life at the compound. At their usual corner table, the VARL-SCAR crew sat in a loose circle, trays half-finished in front of them.
Avalora and Jorwyn were not there. They had both left early, citing paperwork and fatigue as their reasons. No one believed either excuse.
For a moment, only the sound of spoons scraping against plates filled the air, until Solana finally broke the silence. She leaned back against her chair, arms crossed, eyes narrowing.
“Are we really just going to ignore the black hole sucking the life out of this team?”
Selene groaned, dropping her fork with a clatter. “If by black hole you mean si Ava at Jorwyn avoiding each other like the plague—yeah, we’ve noticed.”
“Ilang linggo na ba?” Maerith muttered, rubbing her temples. “And nothing. No progress, no thawing, not even an awkward ‘hey.’ Just… cold war levels of silence.”
Norelle, ever the composed one, stirred her soup before speaking. “We knew the Accord would either mend things or break them further. Looks like…” she let her spoon drop softly back into the bowl, “we got the latter.”
“Can’t believe Ava said that to her,” Garnet muttered under his breath, his fist clenched on the table. “Jorwyn didn’t deserve it. Not after everything.”
“But Ava was hurting too,” Marlowe countered gently. “She lashed out. We’ve all seen it. Doesn’t make it right, but it makes it… human.”
“That doesn’t change the fact that they’re both miserable now,” Selene snapped, though her voice softened after. “And tignan niyo, we’re miserable watching them.”
Solana, who had been quiet until now, finally spoke. “I don’t think either of them knows how to reach out anymore. They’re both too proud. Too wounded.” She glanced at the others, her tone somber. “Even if they want to fix it, wala naman magkukusang mag first step eh.”
Garnet leaned forward, resting her elbows on the table. “Then we should do something. Force them to talk. Lock them in a room if we have to.”
“Terrible idea,” Norelle said sharply, though a small smirk tugged at her lips. “But I admit, the thought crossed my mind too.”
Maerith gave a heavy sigh, folding her arms. “Hindi naman natin sila mapipilit. If we push too hard, it’ll only backfire. This… this is something they have to figure out themselves.”
For a moment, the group fell into silence again, the weight of unspoken worry pressing down on all of them. Each of them replayed moments in their heads—the laughter that used to echo between Avalora and Jorwyn, the easy way they used to move in sync, how battles felt lighter when those two were in harmony.
Now, it felt like watching a pair of blades dulled by rust. Still sharp, still capable, but no longer gleaming as they once had.
Finally, Solana broke the quiet, her voice low. “I just miss them, you know? The way they used to be.”
Her words hung in the air, fragile and aching. No one disagreed.
The crew lingered a little longer, eating in near silence, each secretly wishing tomorrow might bring something different—that maybe, just maybe, Avalora and Jorwyn would finally find their way back to each other.
But for now, all they could do was wait.
Chapter 10: Blackout
Chapter Text
It was a random Wednesday afternoon.
The crew was deep in their respiratory emergency drills, Avalora leading the discussion with her usual clipped focus, when a knock on the door cut through the room.
“On it,” Garnet said. She was closest, so she moved toward the door, brushing dust off her pants like she had not just been rolling mannequins around for the drill.
The door swung open, revealing a rookie rescuer standing stiffly in salute. Garnet returned the gesture with an easy snap and gave the younger one a nod to speak.
“Chief Reyes is commanding FO Robles and Nurse Arceta to her office by fourteen-hundred, FO Apuli,” the rescuer announced.
Every head in the room swiveled to the doorway, surprise etched across their faces. Avalora blinked, marker still in hand.
“What for?” Jorwyn asked, already rising to her feet. She crossed the room with steady strides until she stood shoulder to shoulder with Garnet.
“No additional instruction was given, FO Robles.”
“Today ba?” Jorwyn pressed, tone sharpening slightly.
“Yes, FO. Today.”
Jorwyn’s brows lifted, but she gave a curt nod. “Alright. You may go now. Thank you.” Her lips tugged into half a smile.
However, the rescuer did not move. She lingered, shifting on her boots like she was wrestling with something.
“Anything else?” Jorwyn prompted, sensing she was not done.
The rookie’s eyes went wide, and she fidgeted with her hands. “I… I’m a huge fan, FO Robles. I’ve watched the Accord so many times, and I really… really want to win it someday too—so I can be on the wall with you and Nurse Arceta.” Her cheeks pinkened, and she glanced down, embarrassed by how much she had just admitted.
The entire room erupted in whistles, teasing, and laughter that bounced off the walls.
Garnet leaned back, a teasing smile spreading across her face. “Aww, look at you, all starry-eyed and nervous,” she said, voice softening into a coo.
“Gusto mo ba papicture sa JorAva?” Norelle sing-songed, practically skipping as she latched onto Avalora’s left wrist and dragged her toward the door where Jorwyn stood.
“JorAva, your face!” Avalora groaned, tugging hard against Norelle’s grip. “Bitawan mo nga ako!”
“Can I?” the rookie asked hopefully, eyes round with excitement.
Garnet chuckled at her earnestness. She clapped a hand onto Jorwyn’s shoulder and nudged her forward. “Pagbigyan niyo na, Jor. Saan phone mo? Ako na kukuha ng picture.”
Avalora, who had not escaped Norelle’s grasp, was unceremoniously shoved beside the rookie. Now cornered, she shot Jorwyn a glare that screamed I hate this .
“Say JorAva!” Garnet grinned, lifting the phone.
“JORAVA!” chorused the other SCAR members from the back, joined gleefully by the rookie rescuer herself.
Jorwyn exhaled sharply through her nose as Avalora closed her eyes in mercy.
When the rookie finally left—grinning like she had won the lottery—the room burst with laughter, and the duo resigned themselves to readying up. In an hour, they would be face-to-face with Chief Reyes, with absolutely no idea why they were being summoned.
“Pipirmahan na siguro wedding leave niyo,” Norelle chimed, still on a roll.
“Shut up, Norelle,” Avalora muttered, though her ears were pink. That only made the laughter louder.
“Let’s just use my truck,” Jorwyn offered dryly, already reaching for her jacket.
But Solana was not about to let the moment slide. She shot her hand up like she had just volunteered in class. “Ako na magmamaneho, Jor. Tapos sa likod kayong dalawa ni Ava maglambingan.” She bit her lip, barely holding her laughter when Jorwyn rolled her eyes hard enough to strain a muscle.
“I’ll leave my phone here,” Avalora announced, mostly to herself as she set it down. “Low-bat. Sandali lang naman siguro kami.”
“Ako din. Five percent na lang pala ‘to,” Jorwyn said.
Selene, who had been quiet this whole time, finally piped up with wicked timing. “Naks. Pati phones, couple na kayo?”
“Shuta!” Jorwyn snapped, snatching up her bag. “Eto na nga, aalis na kami para tumigil na kayong lahat!”
Their teammates exploded into laughter again, and as Avalora slipped out the door beside her, she wondered—not for the first time—if she should have just faked a cough to skip work that day.
At Jorwyn’s car, Avalora slipped into the passenger seat without a word, her gaze immediately fixing on the window beside her. The movement was practiced—almost too deliberate—as if by looking outside she could erase the presence of the woman settling into the driver’s seat.
Jorwyn adjusted the mirrors, turned the key, and let the engine hum to life. She made a show of focusing only on the road, ignoring Avalora entirely. At least, that is what it looked like. She had barely shifted into gear when her eyes flicked sideways and caught something.
“Nurse, your seatbelt.” Her voice was clipped, casual, eyes still forward.
“Right,” Avalora answered quickly, fumbling for the strap. Jorwyn waited for the familiar click before pulling out, but after a few seconds, there was nothing. No click. Only the mutter of Avalora’s curses under her breath.
Jorwyn glanced again. Avalora was struggling, her fingers clumsy as she tried tugging the belt across her body. She had not managed to pull it entirely with her right arm stiff and awkward, her left hand straining to make up for the weakness.
The memory struck Jorwyn instantly that three days ago, Avalora had slipped on a wet floor during a mission, crashing down on her elbow. A bad break, quick treatment, but still healing. No wonder she looked ridiculous trying to wrestle with the strap.
“Sit straight. Ako na.” Jorwyn’s tone left no room for argument.
Avalora froze, shoulders tensing, as Jorwyn leaned across the console. The movement was smooth and unhesitating; the warmth of her presence filled Avalora’s personal space all at once.
Avalora stiffened. Ngayon lang ba… pero does she always smell this good? Her breath caught in her throat.
It was not fair. Most of the time, Jorwyn carried the scent of smoke or disinfectant—remnants of the field, sharp and clinical. But here, in this enclosed space, there was something else—a trace of soap, clean cotton, and the faintest edge of cologne she could not place.
That could be why, now that we are this close, she doesn't reek of danger or blood. Kaya siguro…
Jorwyn noticed. Of course, she noticed. Avalora’s eyes flicked, just barely, in her direction, just long enough to give her away. The corner of Jorwyn’s lips tugged upward—a wicked little smirk.
And because she could, she slowed down her movements deliberately, letting Avalora stew in the closeness. Her hand slid the belt across Avalora’s chest, her arm brushing hers just enough to make the nurse go rigid. When she finally snapped the buckle into place, she pressed it in with extra emphasis.
Click.
The sound was sharp, final, and louder than necessary.
Avalora cleared her throat instantly, as if that slight sound had rattled something in her chest. She turned her head back toward the window, forcing herself into calm.
“Thanks,” she muttered.
“Do you like how I smell?” Jorwyn teased, her tone dripping with amusement.
Avalora scoffed, keeping her eyes stubbornly on the blur of passing scenery. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Jorwyn chuckled under her breath, more satisfied than she should be. Without another word, she pushed down on the accelerator, the car surging forward as they headed toward the Chief’s office.
The silence in the car settled thick, broken only by the low purr of the engine and the occasional squeak of the tires against the road. Avalora’s eyes stayed glued to the glass, determined not to look at the woman beside her.
Jorwyn, of course, would not let Avalora be at peace.
“Wala ka bang sasabihin?” Jorwyn finally broke the silence, casual, like she was asking about the weather.
Avalora’s brow furrowed. “About what?”
“About me saving your life five minutes ago.” Jorwyn flicked her eyes toward the securely buckled belt, a smug tilt to her mouth.
Avalora exhaled slowly through her nose. “Seatbelt lang ’yun, Robles.”
“‘Seatbelt lang,’ daw.” Jorwyn chuckled, shaking her head . “If I did not initiate, baka hanggang ngayon, nakikipaglaban ka pa rin d’yan sa seatbelt na ‘yan.”
“Nobody even told you to aid me with this.”
“Sure,” Jorwyn drawled, clearly unconvinced.
To cut the weight of the silence, Jorwyn reached forward and turned on the radio. Static at first, then a ’70s pop song blared, far too cheerful for the mood in the car.
Avalora blinked, lips twitching. “Really? This is what you listen to?”
“Don’t judge my taste, Nurse Ava,” Jorwyn shot back. She drummed her fingers against the steering wheel in time with the beat, grinning wider when Avalora tried to hide her small laugh.
Avalora quickly covered, clearing her throat. “It doesn’t suit you.”
“And what suits me, then?” Jorwyn leaned ever so slightly, voice teasing but heavy with challenge.
Avalora clamped her mouth shut, cheeks warming. She did not answer. Jorwyn smirked again, victorious.
At one point, Jorwyn had to brake suddenly as a tricycle swerved into their lane. Instinctively, she threw her arm out across Avalora’s chest to brace her.
Avalora’s breath caught as her eyes darted down to where Jorwyn’s arm pressed firmly against her. The gesture had been automatic, protective, but far too intimate.
“You okay?” Jorwyn asked, voice low, almost amused.
Avalora nodded too quickly, retreating toward the window again. “Ayos lang ako.”
But her pulse betrayed her. She could feel it hammering in her throat, and she knew Jorwyn had noticed.
For the rest of the drive, neither spoke much. The tension hung heavy, buzzing between them like static. Jorwyn kept stealing sidelong glances, a faint smirk tugging her lips each time she caught Avalora’s stubborn profile.
And Avalora, despite every effort, found herself hyper-aware of every shift, every breath, every small laugh Jorwyn made at the road ahead.
By the time they pulled up in front of the tall Command Center, where the Chief's office is located, Avalora had never been so grateful to see a building in her life.
Everyone they met on the ground floor greeted them with smiles and congratulatory remarks. BlueSent staff passing by nodded or waved, clearly aware of their partnership announcement. Avalora gave polite smiles, her cheeks heating each time the words 'perfect match' or 'golden duo' reached her ears.
Then they unexpectedly ran into Avalora’s father.
Dr. Arceta had just stepped out of the Chief Commander’s floor when he spotted them.
“Ava! FO Robles!” he called, beaming as though the two walking together was the best sight he had seen all day. Without warning, he pulled Jorwyn into a hug.
Both Jorwyn and Avalora froze in shock. Jorwyn blinked over her shoulder at Avalora, whose face had gone crimson.
“I’m so glad my única hija is paired with a competent rescuer,” Dr. Arceta said warmly, releasing Jorwyn with a hearty pat on the back.
“No, sir,” Jorwyn corrected, her voice steady but respectful. “I’m actually the lucky one. Your daughter’s an excellent nurse. I’ve been through accidents that nearly cost me my life—pero she’s always there to make sure I’m alright..”
The words hit Avalora harder than she wanted to admit. She turned pink, ducking her head.
Her father grinned. “She told me you were watching over her all the time. I’m glad my Ava is being looked after.”
And just like that, he waved goodbye and disappeared down the hall, leaving Avalora staring at the floor tiles and Jorwyn smirking at her flushed face.
Inside the elevator, Avalora jabbed the button for the 11th floor. The metal doors closed with a soft groan, trapping them together in the narrow, mirrored space.
“Ano pa sinabi mo sa dad mo?” Jorwyn teased, hands slipping into her pockets.
Avalora’s lips pressed into a thin line. “Don’t start, Robles.”
But before she could fully retort, the elevator stopped at the third floor. The doors slid open, and four people shuffled in, chatting noisily. They crowded the space, pressing the button for the fourth floor.
Jorwyn arched a brow. One floor lang, di pa makapag-hagdan? she thought, biting her tongue before the sarcasm slipped out loud.
As soon as the elevator stopped again and the four exited, silence settled. Avalora huffed, arms crossing over her chest. “Whatever, Robles,” she muttered, answering the unspoken thought she had somehow sensed.
Jorwyn grinned. “Nakwento mo na din ba sakanila yung JorAv—”
But her teasing died in her throat when the lights overhead flickered once, twice—then cut out entirely. The elevator jolted to a sudden stop. The floor indicator blinked briefly before fading. They had been on the eighth floor.
“Shit,” Avalora whispered, her voice sharp with realization.
“Calm down,” Jorwyn said quickly, pressing the emergency button, but nothing happened.
“Damn it. Must be a power interruption.” Jorwyn pulled her phone from her pocket. The screen lit up with one last notification—Norelle’s message. She read it aloud:
“Jor, naramdaman niyo ‘yung lindol? There’s a power—”
Her cellphone died mid-sentence, the screen fading to black.
“Goddammit.” Jorwyn cursed, shaking the useless device.
“Great job, Jorwyn,” Avalora snapped. “Brought a phone that isn’t useful naman.” She slumped down against the wall, exasperated.
“I forgot to plug it into my car. Kasalanan kasi ng isang ‘di makapagsuot ng seatbelt kanina. I got distracted,” Jorwyn shot back, pacing the small metal box.
“I never asked for your help!” Avalora fired.
“Well, you’d still be struggling kung wala ako!”
“Then maybe we should’ve taken longer para hindi tayo sumakay dito sa elevator at ma-trap ngayon!” Avalora’s voice rose, bouncing off the metal walls.
Jorwyn pressed her lips into a thin line. Avalora was not wrong. If the outage were connected to a larger disaster, then rescue teams would focus first on residential zones. The Command Center is one of the last priorities.
“Great,” Jorwyn muttered under her breath.
Avalora let out a short, humorless laugh. “So, what now? What will my great knight in shining armor do?” she asked mockingly, eyes glinting in the dark.
Jorwyn exhaled hard through her nose, giving up on pacing. She dropped down into the opposite corner, putting as much space as she could between them in the cramped box.
The elevator settled into silence again, broken only by the faint hum of stalled machinery and their uneven breathing. Two stubborn souls, stuck together with nowhere to run.
Jorwyn suddenly remembered that every BlueSent uniform came with an emergency flashlight. She fished it out of its compartment, grinning at her discovery.
Without warning, she clicked it on and flashed it directly at Avalora’s face.
“Putang—! Robles!” Avalora cursed, squinting and throwing her arm up to shield herself.
Jorwyn only chuckled, satisfied. “Works fine,” she said, sweeping the beam across the cramped elevator before finally directing it toward the small instruction plate near the buttons.
Her lips moved as she read aloud. “In case of emergency… long press on the EMERGENCY button—kainis. I already pressed this, walang nangyari. Walang kwenta pag walang kuryente.” Her voice echoed sharply in the metal box, frustration creeping higher with each word.
“Can you keep your voice down? Sakit sa tenga,” Avalora muttered, leaning her head against the cool wall.
“Walang kwenta,” Jorwyn repeated anyway, and with a dramatic sigh, she plopped down on the floor again.
Avalora frowned, replaying the words Jorwyn had just read— long press.
“Wait a second,” she said, straightening. “How exactly did you press the emergency button?”
“I clicked it,” Jorwyn replied flatly, as if the answer should have been obvious.
“You dumbass.” Avalora pushed herself up, glaring down at her. “It literally says long press! Did you even read properly?”
A crease formed between Jorwyn’s brows. “…I didn’t?”
Avalora stretched out her hand. “Give me the flashlight.”
Too drained to argue, Jorwyn tossed it over. Avalora caught it one-handed, the beam jerking across the ceiling before she steadied it.
“Yeah,” Avalora muttered, leaning in close to the panel. “The instruction definitely says long press. You somehow missed the most important word.”
And with that, she held the button down firmly. To both their shock, the roof hatch above them shuddered, then creaked open with a metallic groan.
“Whoa!” Jorwyn shot to her feet, eyes wide.
Avalora smirked, savoring the moment. “What’s mighty Jorwyn gonna do if I wasn’t here, hm?”
Usually, Jorwyn would have fired back instantly, but this time she did not. Her focus was glued to the rectangular opening above. She snatched the flashlight back, lifting the beam toward the gap. The light fell on the outline of something wedged inside—canvas, straps, bulky edges.
“There’s something up there.” She tilted her head. “Hey, Nurse Ava. I’ll lift you. Think you can reach it?” Her tone was not commanding, more cautious, as if weighing Avalora’s still-injured arm.
“I’ll manage,” Avalora said with quiet determination. “Just make sure you don’t drop me.”
That familiar smirk curved Jorwyn’s mouth, visible even in the half-light. “Say less.” She crouched, bracing her stance, and motioned. “Climb on. Sa right shoulder ah.”
Avalora hesitated, then shifted her weight carefully, straddling her perch.
“Are you comfortable?” Jorwyn asked, adjusting to her balance.
“I should be the one asking. You’re literally carrying my whole weight.”
“You’re light lang naman, Nurse Ava,” Jorwyn said easily. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
“Then yes,” Avalora replied, half grudgingly, half amused. “Comfortable enough.”
She stuck the flashlight between her teeth, wincing at the metallic tang, but with one good hand, she managed to grasp the strap of the object above. It was heavy—much heavier than expected.
“Got it na?” Jorwyn asked, her voice steady below her.
Avalora mumbled around the flashlight, “Too heavy. If I pull, it’s gonna fall.”
“Let it fall,” Jorwyn said, shifting her grip to stabilize Avalora better. “I’ll catch it, worry not.”
Avalora narrowed her eyes at the ridiculous confidence but yanked anyway. With one strong tug, the object slipped free and plummeted to the ground.
Jorwyn twisted, catching it against her chest with a grunt. “Got it!”
Avalora climbed down gingerly, and the two of them sank back to the floor, examining their prize.
Jorwyn pulled open the flap. “Well, would you look at that? An emergency pack.” She rummaged inside and laughed. “And for the record, I never said I’d report this elevator. You imagined that.”
Avalora just grinned, nudging her. “Uh-huh. Keep going.”
Inside was a surprising stash: four 22-ounce insulated tumblers already filled with water, neatly sealed food rations with labels extending fifteen years into the future, first aid kits, four flashlights, and—most promising of all—a radio phone.
Jorwyn held it up, only for the display to remain blank when she fiddled with it. “Dead. Figures.” She shook her head. “Okay, now remind me to report this elevator once we get out.”
Avalora chuckled softly, inspecting the compact food bars. “At least we’ve got the basics. Food. Water. Flashlights. Too bad no crowbar or anything to force the door.”
“They probably didn’t trust people not to use it against themselves,” Jorwyn reasoned.
“Mm. Makes sense.”
The two of them leaned back against opposite walls, the bag between them. The tiny space still pressed in on all sides, but now there was a buffer—a sense of security. Not comfort exactly, but the fragile relief of knowing they were not completely helpless.
For the moment, they stayed there in the dim light, the elevator humming faintly around them, waiting to see what fate had planned next.
Jorwyn entertained herself in the only ways she knew how in tight spaces. First, she tapped her fingers on the metallic wall—an uneven rhythm that echoed far too loudly in the elevator shaft.
“Stop that,” Avalora hissed.
So Jorwyn switched to humming. A cheerful, overplayed ‘70s pop tune, the same one that had tormented Avalora’s speakers during their car ride earlier.
“Seriously?” Avalora groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose.
Undeterred, Jorwyn flicked the flashlight on and off, strobing the small space until Avalora swore at her.
When Jorwyn finally settled for murmuring a low rant about their situation, Avalora cut her off again with a sharp, “Quiet.”
That was the last straw.
“Pati yata paghinga ko papansinin mo na?” Jorwyn snapped, frustration crackling in her voice.
“If it gets annoying, then yes!” Avalora shot back without hesitation.
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened, frustration sparking in her eyes. “Yeah, like that’s normal—nitpicking every move I make.”
Her voice rose, edged with hurt she could not hold back. “Like when you questioned me for saving someone during a rescue. In the middle of a mission, Nurse Ava! Do you know what that felt like? To be second-guessed when I was just trying not to lose another life?”
Avalora blinked, stunned by the accusation. Her breath hitched before words tumbled out, sharp but unsteady. “Wow, Robles?” she snapped, though her voice betrayed a tremor. “Like you weren’t just as bad? Always butting in when I’m treating patients—acting like you know better?”
“Yours is different,” Jorwyn said, voice low, almost raw. “I saw what it was doing to you.”
“And have you seen what your work does to you?” Avalora demanded.
Jorwyn glared at her, shoulders tight, every word edged with defiance. “You think I’d throw myself into danger if I didn’t believe I could survive it?” Her voice caught at the end, a flicker of rawness breaking through the anger.
“I don’t know!” Avalora burst out, her voice cracking under the weight of frustration. Her hand curled into a fist at her side as if holding herself together. “Do you even hear yourself? Every time you come back bleeding, every time you stagger in like it’s your last day on earth—I feel pathetic for wanting to patch you up. Pathetic for caring when you don’t seem to care at all!”
Her chest heaved with the confession, the words spilling faster than she could rein them back.
Something flickered in Jorwyn’s expression, a crack in the anger she had been clinging to.
When she spoke again, her voice softened—gentler, but weighted with conviction. “Of course I care. Why do you think I said those things to your father? Why do you think I defend you when those nurses whisper that you don’t deserve your spot?”
She leaned in slightly, eyes steady, as if daring Avalora to doubt her. “I would not bother if I didn’t see how damn competent you are.”
Avalora froze, her heartbeat quickening, caught off guard. “Wait—what do you mean, defend me? Defend me from what?” Her voice wavered, equal parts confusion and disbelief, as if trying to grasp the depth of Jorwyn’s words.
“Nothing,” Jorwyn muttered, jaw clenching. She looked away, visibly irritated with herself for slipping. “Forget it.”
The silence stretched, broken only by the faint hum of machinery somewhere above them. Jorwyn ran a hand through her hair, restless, her voice unsteady now.
“You all hate it when I put myself in danger. But you don’t get it—I can’t stand still. Not when people are trapped inside a burning place.” Her voice faltered, the bravado cracking. She swallowed hard, eyes flicking away for just a moment.
“I’ve never told anyone this. Not even VARL. Ikaw pa lang nakakaalam. I’m an orphan, Ava.” Her chest tightened with each word, the admission hanging heavy in the air, raw and unshielded.
Avalora’s breath caught.
“The last memory I have of my family…” Jorwyn’s voice cracked, but she forced herself to continue. “They were trapped. In our burning house. I was the only one who made it out.” Her hands curled into fists, resting against her knees. “So yeah, I throw myself into fire. Because I swore I would never stand by and watch people die like that again.”
Avalora’s throat tightened, words tangling and dying before they could leave her mouth.
“It’s just like you,” Jorwyn said quietly, not looking at her. “You swore you’d save anyone you could, because you couldn’t save your brother.”
Avalora felt the weight of it land on her chest like a stone. She opened her mouth, desperate to answer, to say something—anything. “Jorwyn, I—”
But Jorwyn raised a hand, palm out, asking for silence without words. Her head bowed, face pressed against her knees, shoulders rigid with the effort of holding herself together.
Avalora stopped. She swallowed back her apology and let the quiet return. For once, she did not argue. She simply sat there, watching the firefighter’s silhouette in the faint light, and allowed Jorwyn to have her moment.
Then a thought struck Avalora.
Young Jorwyn, the only survivor of a house fire. It sounded so much like the adult rescuer I knew now—reckless, relentless, carrying flames in her blood.
Her eyes slid to Jorwyn, who sat staring straight into the dark, her profile dim in the thin shaft of light. The question rose unbidden: Had she been wielding her powers as a child, the same way I had?
Before Avalora could follow that thought further, Jorwyn’s voice broke the silence.
“Ava.”
Avalora blinked. “Hm?”
“How long is this thing between us gonna last?” Jorwyn’s tone softened, almost childlike—like a girl asking her playmate to stay a little longer.
“Jor—” Avalora began, but Jorwyn cut her off.
“Aren’t you tired of it? The bickering, the hurting each other?” Her voice wavered despite her effort to steady it. “Because I swear… I’m getting tired, and I don’t want this to be all we are.”
Avalora’s chest tightened. She found herself whispering back, “I feel the same way…”
Jorwyn inhaled sharply, shoulders rising as if bracing for impact. Her voice came out unsteady, but there was steel beneath it. “Look, I’m not gonna pretend I don’t care about you anymore. Because fuck—it’s obvious.”
She let out a shaky laugh, one that did not quite reach her eyes. “Anyone who sees the way I act around you knows all this was fueled by concern, by care.”
Her chest heaved with the admission, and Avalora froze, her throat dry.
“I’ve been lying to myself for a long time,” Jorwyn continued, her gaze fixed on the floor as if the words would be too heavy if spoken while looking Avalora in the eye.
“I wanted to push away the thought that there’s another person I’ll have to care for.” Her hand flexed at her side, restless, betraying the tension she tried to contain.
“But when SCAR came along… I suddenly had four more names on my list.”
Her breath hitched as she finally looked up, eyes shadowed but unwavering. “And you—” she exhaled, almost shaking, the truth breaking loose despite her resistance— “you’re right at the top.”
Avalora swore she felt something ignite inside her chest.
“Jorwyn…” she said softly, turning to face her. Her eyes lingered, vulnerable, as if weighing whether Jorwyn could bear the truth.
“If you’re worried about me, then know I’m worried about you, too. You see me getting weak when I overexert, but what you don’t see is me watching you walk straight into burning buildings—unsure if you’ll walk out alive.”
Her voice dropped, almost a whisper, meant only for Jorwyn. “Do you know what that does to me?”
A silence stretched, heavy but fragile, before she let the rest fall. “Every time, my pulse races. Every time, I think—‘what if this is it?’ And I don’t know why, but I can’t stop caring.”
Jorwyn let out a shaky laugh. “Maybe it’s my recklessness?”
“Maybe that,” Avalora said, lips twitching in a sad smile. “Or maybe it’s my own recklessness recognizing yours.”
“Maybe that’s why we’re drawn to each other,” Jorwyn murmured.
“Maybe that’s why—even when we pretend we don’t care—we still know.” Avalora’s voice softened, as if admitting a secret. “We see how the other acts, and we see how the other watches. And even knowing it makes us worry… we still can’t stop ourselves. We still do the things we swore to do.”
Jorwyn’s eyes finally met hers, raw and searching. “Maybe that’s why we clash. Because we hate that the other never listens—when really, we’re both guilty of the same thing.”
Avalora’s lips parted, a fragile hope threading her words. “Should… should we compromise?”
“I think we should,” Jorwyn said.
“Then—let’s not make each other worry. Please,” Avalora whispered, shifting closer.
Jorwyn snorted, trying to defuse the weight of it. “I can’t promise that— aray! ” she yelped when Avalora smacked her knee.
“Oo na, Ava!” Jorwyn winced, rubbing her leg with a crooked grin. “Grabe, violent ka pala. What if right hand mo pa ginamit—baka lumipad na ako.”
“You always joke around!” Avalora said, arms crossing tight over her chest. “I’m being serious.”
Jorwyn laughed at the sight of her pouting. “Okay, okay—sorry. I’m sorry for always making you worry.”
Avalora’s shoulders loosened. Her voice gentled. “And I’m sorry for the way I talk to you. I’ve said things I regret—things sharper than I meant, things you didn’t deserve.”
Jorwyn’s breath caught, the usual quick retort dying on her tongue. Her gaze dropped to her hands, suddenly unsure what to do with them.
“I don’t think you’re empty, Jor.” Avalora’s tone wavered, earnest. “I think… You carry so much that you hide it behind jokes and bravado, and I was cruel for throwing it back at you like a weapon.”
The words pressed into Jorwyn like a weight she had not expected—heavy, but in a way that made her chest ache with relief.
“The truth is…” Avalora hesitated, her eyes flicking away before daring to meet Jorwyn’s again. “You burn too brightly. So brightly it scares me. And instead of admitting that, instead of saying how much it matters, I tried to dim you with my words.”
For a moment, Jorwyn did not move. Her grin—the one she always had ready—never came. Instead, her jaw worked as if she was biting back a dozen replies, a dozen jokes, and finding none of them fit. Her eyes, usually quick to dodge or deflect, lingered on Avalora’s face, raw and unguarded.
Then she huffed a breath, softer than laughter but not relatively steady, and looked away. “Damn it, Ava,” she murmured, voice low and frayed at the edges. “You don’t get to say stuff like that and then leave me with nothing smart to answer back.”
Avalora softened and offered her left pinky. Jorwyn blinked at it, confused.
“Nu ’yan?” she asked.
“Swear,” Avalora said simply. “I’ll do it first.”
Jorwyn frowned, confusion knitting her brows, but Avalora did not let her slip away this time. She caught Jorwyn’s hand, firm but trembling at the edges, and gently hooked their pinkies together. The gesture was small, almost childish, but the way Avalora held on gave it the weight of an oath.
Her voice steadied as she drew in a breath. “I swear I won’t push myself past my breaking point. If I know it’s going to tear me down, I’ll stop. I’ll remember I have a team beside me—that I don’t have to carry everything alone.”
She paused, her gaze lifting, locking with Jorwyn’s. Her lashes fluttered once, then her tone softened, threaded with something raw. “And I promise… not to make my partner worry like that again.”
The word partner seemed to hang between them, heavier than the cramped darkness around them.
For a beat, silence pressed in around them. The pinky-lock felt almost too fragile to hold the weight of her words, and yet Avalora clung to it as if it were a lifeline between them.
Jorwyn scratched the back of her head with her free hand. “Corny naman nito—OWWW!” she winced when Avalora pressed down on their locked pinkies.
“Sabi mo ayaw mo ko masaktan pero kanina ka pa nananakit!” Jorwyn complained.
“You wouldn’t take it seriously if I didn’t,” Avalora shot back, though her tone was gentler. “And anyway, it’s not just a joke. This is… a pact. It's ours.”
Something shifted in Jorwyn’s expression. The teasing dropped from her face as her eyes lingered on their joined hands. “A pact, huh?” she repeated, quieter.
“Yeah. Our first.” Avalora’s lips curved faintly. “As partners.”
For a long moment, Jorwyn just stared at the fragile link of their fingers. It looked silly on the outside, childish even, but it felt different—weighty, like a thread being tied between them. She exhaled slowly, then nodded.
“Alright,” Jorwyn said, her voice unusually solemn. The weight in her tone made Avalora blink, taken aback by the rare seriousness.
“In this small dark space, I swear to you, Nurse Ava, that I’ll be more careful during missions. I’ll listen to my captain and to my duo.”
Her words were steady, though her fingers fidgeted with the hem of her sleeve, betraying a nervous edge.
“I won’t make VARL and SCAR scream my name at the top of their lungs because of worry.” She paused, a crooked grin tugging at her mouth when Avalora narrowed her eyes at the playful jab. The tiny flicker of irritation in Avalora’s expression only softened the moment further.
“…And I won’t make Avalora, the best and my favorite nurse, carry the weight of worrying about me all the time.”
The last line slipped out gentler than the rest, and for a heartbeat, Jorwyn’s grin faltered, sincerity shining through. Avalora’s chest tightened, her throat working around words she couldn’t quite form.
Their pinkies stayed linked longer than necessary. Both of them felt it—not just a promise, but an understanding. A silent vow that went deeper than duty. Their first pact as partners.
“How long do you think we’ve been trapped already?” Jorwyn asked, her voice echoing faintly against the steel walls.
Beside her, Avalora lifted their shared insulated bottle and took a sip. Hunger was already biting, but they had agreed to split their four ration packs into quarters—small bites stretched thin, one day at a time. It was not much, but it gave them the illusion of control.
“Let me see…” Avalora raised her left wrist, the faint glow of her watch catching Jorwyn’s eye. “Seven-fourteen. Mga five hours na.”
Jorwyn’s eyes widened like Avalora had just pulled a rabbit out of thin air. “Wait—you’ve had a watch all this time?”
“Yes? Important ‘to sa aming mga med pracs,” Avalora replied, almost defensively.
“And I was over here trying to figure out time on my own?!” Jorwyn gasped in mock outrage, clutching her chest.
Avalora laughed, shaking her head. “OA mo talaga.”
“Ikaw ang OA, Ava. Nakailang inom ka na d’yan, ha? Pag ikaw talaga nakaramdam ng ihi…” Jorwyn clicked her tongue dramatically.
Avalora’s lips quirked. “Baka mauna ka pang maihi ’pag pinakilig kita.”
That sent Jorwyn rolling with laughter, her voice bouncing off the walls. “Nice joke, Ava! Seriously, no one can make me feel that.” She leaned back smugly, hands behind her head.
“Oh really?” Avalora arched a brow. “Wala sigurong nagkaka-interest sa’yo kaya walang nagpapakilig.”
“Excuse me?” Jorwyn shot up. “Di mo alam, madami nagkakacrush sa’kin!”
“Like who?” Avalora challenged. “Gaya ni Maerith?”
“Baliw. Gawa-gawa lang daw nila Halo ’yon.” Jorwyn waved it off.
“Okaaaay…” Avalora said, unconvinced.
Jorwyn narrowed her eyes playfully. “Aba, teka. How about you, Ava—wala ka pa bang crush lately?”
Avalora nearly sputtered. “Ha? Ano ba, wala!”
“Wala raw.” Jorwyn smirked knowingly. “But, I’m sure may mga nagkakacrush sa’yo rin. Kaya lang, ikaw siguro yung tipo ng nerdy class president na wala raw panahon for love.”
Avalora rolled her eyes, muttering, “Nerd ka d’yan.”
Jorwyn leaned in with a grin. “Or baka naman gusto mo ng tall, dark, mysterious type? Maybe yung tipong rich na may kotse? Aminin mo na.”
Avalora scoffed, trying to hide the warmth creeping up her neck. “Kung meron man, hindi ko sasabihin sa’yo.”
“Grabe, secretive. So ibig sabihin… meron?” Jorwyn’s grin widened, triumphant.
Avalora groaned and buried her face in her arm. “Ugh, ang kulit mo!”
Satisfied, Jorwyn chuckled and leaned back again, letting the teasing settle into the quiet hum of their shared space.
After a moment, Avalora asked, more softly, “Pero ikaw, have you dated anyone?”
Jorwyn tilted her head, smirking. “Uy, bat curious ka?”
Avalora turned her face away. “W-wala lang. I just… haven’t heard anything about your love life.” The shadows hid the faint pink on her cheeks.
“Haven’t had one for… a hundred years,” Jorwyn said, sprawling out on the cold floor with her arm for a pillow.
“Sus, sabihin mo na lang na never ka pa nagkaroon.”
“Uy ha, I did kaya,” Jorwyn replied, eyes unfocusing as if sifting through an old ache. “Hurt me so badly kaya I swore—never again.”
Something twisted sharply in Avalora’s chest. So she has loved someone that much… loved enough to break her like that?
“What did that person do?” Avalora asked, her voice cautious but firm. She shifted down to lie beside Jorwyn, careful not to brush too close.
But Jorwyn immediately noticed the strain in her arm. “Hey, your arm. Jusko, Ava, ingat naman.” She sat up quickly, grabbed their pack, and inflated a small cushion. She slipped it beneath Avalora’s head with disarming gentleness.
Damn it, Jorwyn. Don’t tell me you did this for that person, too, Avalora thought bitterly, jealousy crawling up her throat. Did you cradle them like this when they were hurting? Did they get to see this soft side of you before me?
“She left, Ava,” Jorwyn murmured once she lay back down again.
Avalora blinked. “She…?”
Jorwyn gave a small, wistful smile. “She died.”
Avalora’s throat closed. “Oh, shit. I’m so sorry, Jor.”
“It’s fine. I’ve moved on already,” Jorwyn assured, though her voice faltered just slightly. “Pero, I still keep a distance from people who show interest. Lalo na if… nagkakagusto na rin ako. I can’t risk it.”
Avalora swallowed hard, her thoughts colliding violently. So she does feel things for people. She’s not untouchable. She’s just… scared. And yet—she loved that woman enough to carry her ghost all this time. How do I compete with someone who’s gone? How do I make her see me when part of her heart is buried with the dead?
“Have you dated anyone, Ava?” Jorwyn suddenly asked, pulling her from the storm in her chest.
Avalora stammered, “Wa-wala pa…”
“Really?” Jorwyn grinned, eyes scanning her face openly. “That pretty face hasn’t lured anyone yet?”
Her chest tightened, pulse stumbling as if her body knew something her mind refused to say. The words nearly escaped— I don’t want just anyone; I want… —but they withered before reaching her lips.
“Bolera,” she muttered instead, the word trembling.
“Sus! Kaya siguro kahit sobrang ganda at talino mo, walang nagkakagusto—sobrang sungit mo kasi.”
“Tse! Masungit lang ako sa’yo kasi kupal ka.” Avalora shot back, lips twitching despite the ache.
Jorwyn snorted, shaking her head. “Ayun, kita mo na. Crush-proof ka tuloy.”
The banter faded, laughter dying down until only the hum of silence filled the space.
They both lay there on the cold floor, their makeshift pillows close but not touching. Avalora’s gaze burned into the ceiling, though her mind was miles away—swallowed by the ghost of the woman Jorwyn once loved, by the sting of being too much of a coward to confess.
And Jorwyn, eyes half-shut, pretended not to notice the quiet tension radiating from beside her.
For the first time in hours, the silence between them did not feel like the walls of a trap closing in. It felt like a fragile thread—stretching between grief and longing, between someone too afraid to love again and someone aching to be chosen.
Avalora’s eyelids grew heavier with each passing minute. She tried to fight it—tried to sit upright, tried to keep her head from tipping to one side—but exhaustion was merciless. Her injured arm throbbed in dull waves, and her body had been running on tension alone for hours.
“Sleep na,” Jorwyn said softly, noticing the nurse blinking furiously to stay awake.
“I’m fine,” Avalora muttered, though her words were already slurred.
“No, you’re not,” Jorwyn countered, her tone half-chiding but gentler than before. She shifted closer and gave Avalora’s good shoulder a nudge. “Matulog ka na. I’ll keep watch.”
Avalora wanted to argue, wanted to insist that she could stay awake, but the warmth in Jorwyn’s voice made her surrender. Slowly, she leaned sideways until her temple brushed Jorwyn’s shoulder.
“Hoy…” Jorwyn muttered, surprised, though she did not move away.
“Pahiram lang…” Avalora whispered, her lashes finally fluttering shut.
Jorwyn exhaled, pretending to be annoyed, but her body betrayed her by relaxing into the contact. She adjusted carefully, slipping her arm behind Avalora so she would not strain her broken one. When Avalora’s breathing evened out, Jorwyn just sat there, still and silent, watching.
She looks… softer when she’s not fighting me every second, Jorwyn thought, eyes lingering on the curve of Avalora’s cheek. Buti na lang tulog ka—kung hindi, maiinis ka knowing I’m staring.
Her lips twitched, but the smile did not quite reach her eyes. Instead, something heavier sat in her chest—something she did not bother to name. She only knew she did not mind staying awake all night if it meant keeping Avalora safe.
When the morning light finally pierced through the faint cracks above the elevator shaft, the grinding sound of machinery followed. Voices echoed down from above.
“Got ’em!” someone shouted. “VARL unit, confirmed visual!”
Metal screeched as the doors were pried open. A rush of fresh, dusty air swept in, followed by the beam of flashlights.
“There they are!”
The rescuers’ grins widened as they took in the sight: Avalora curled against Jorwyn, her head resting peacefully on the firefighter’s shoulder, while Jorwyn sat protectively close, chin tilted in her direction as if she had fallen asleep sitting guard.
“OHHH!” Marlowe hooted, elbowing Garnet. “Caught in the act, oh!”
“Wag kayong maingay, baka magising!” Norelle, though her grin was devilish.
“Solid, oh—akala elevator lang ang stuck, pati sila dalawa rin pala!”
The laughter grew until one rescuer whipped out her phone. “Wait—wait lang! Picture muna! Souvenir!”
Before the trapped responders could stir, the shutter clicked—then another—capturing the moment from two angles.
“Perfect!” Garnet snickered. “Pwede na natin i-print, lagay sa bulletin board.”
“Better: group chat sticker pack!” Marlowe chimed in, nearly choking from laughing too hard.
Jorwyn blinked groggily at the sudden light, realizing too late how it looked. “Tangina…” she muttered under her breath, though her ears burned red. She tried to sit straighter, but Avalora stirred and only leaned closer, still half-asleep.
That was all it took for another wave of teasing to explode.
“Uy, uy, uy! Protective pa, oh! Grabe, ang sweet!”
“JORAVA! JORAVA! JORAVA!”
Avalora finally woke at the noise, disoriented at first before realizing where her head had been resting. She jolted upright, face flaming, and stammered, “I—it’s not—! Hindi ’to ’yung iniisip niyo!”
But her protests only fueled the grins and whistles of the rescuers.
“Relax, Nurse, andito na kami. Pero ang ganda ng timing, parang teleserye, oh!”
Jorwyn dragged a hand down her face and groaned. “Kayo talaga… we were literally trapped in an elevator, and this is what you take away?”
Before the teasing could escalate further, a sharp whistle cut through the noise. Maerith called for them, her voice even but firm.
“Alright, that’s enough,” she said. “Save the jokes for later. For now—get them out and checked.”
The teasing subsided into muffled chuckles, though sneaky Garnet already had the souvenir photo tucked safely in her phone.
Avalora buried her burning face in her good hand, wishing the floor would swallow her whole, and Jorwyn, despite her grumbling, could not quite stop the small, secret smile tugging at her lips.
As the harness straps secured them for lift-out, the last of the laughter died down. Avalora kept her gaze glued to the floor, cheeks still hot, while Jorwyn muttered curses under her breath at the team’s relentless snickering.
But just before the elevator doors finally closed behind them, Jorwyn snapped her head toward the grinning teammate who had taken the photo.
“Delete. That. Photo,” she warned, voice low and dangerous, but with a sly glint in her eyes that dared Garnet to defy her.
Garnet smirked, unbothered. “Copy, Robles,” she said, mock-saluting. “But if you want me to delete this photo, you’re gonna have to earn it… and I mean really earn it.”
Jorwyn narrowed her eyes, but the rope above tugged and the lift-out began before she could say more.
Avalora stole a glance at her, lips pressing together in a tight line—half mortified, half… something else. Because beneath the teasing and the embarrassment, she could not shake the thought that maybe… just maybe… that snapshot had captured something real.
The elevator shaft shrank below them as light widened above, blinding and warm. For the first time since the power outage, freedom was within reach.
Neither of them spoke as they were pulled into daylight—just two breaths, steady and side by side, leaving behind the dark with a bond no teasing could erase.
Chapter 11: Silenced Flame
Chapter Text
Jorwyn was sprawled across her enormous sofa, half-asleep, binge-watching the second season of The Umbrella Academy at two in the morning. The rare four-day break had barely begun, but she already suspected she would not be left alone for long.
True enough, when her phone vibrated as a message from the familiar unlisted number came, her grin spread before she even opened it.
[Marigold Tower 1
Unit 527
Plant two (2) hidden cameras - Living room and Bedroom
Meet S.E. for the cameras
Stake: 1 million]
Jorwyn let out a low whistle. “Planting cameras for a million? Would not even break a sweat, dude.” She pushed herself off the sofa, adrenaline already replacing her sleepiness, and headed to her closet to gear up.
Within twenty minutes, she was sliding into the driver’s seat after meeting Circe to pick up the supplies. The cameras themselves were something out of a spy movie—tiny, sleek, and advanced far beyond anything she had handled before.
“Client’s loaded this time, huh?” Jorwyn muttered, holding one up to the light. “Where the hell do they even get toys like this?”
The envelope tucked in the box made her pause. A perfectly detailed map of Marigold Tower, complete with a marked route to Unit 527.
“Grabe naman sa pagka-detailed nito… creepy-detailed,” she murmured, frowning. “How come they even have this?”
Still, a million was a million. By the time she parked at a nearby public garage, the doubts had slipped to the back of her mind. Mask pulled over her head, cameras tucked into her tiny backpack, map against her chest pocket, and she was ready.
“Let’s get this over with,” she muttered, before slipping into the night.
Stealth came to her as naturally as breathing. Past guards, past cameras, scaling the emergency stairs until she reached the fifth floor. She crept along the verandas until she reached 527, silently thankful none of the neighboring units were awake to notice her.
The target veranda was sealed tight—no shortcuts. Jorwyn sighed under her mask. “Of course, this person would know how to lock up. Now I remember why the stake’s so high.”
Pulling out her picklocks, she settled into patience, listening, waiting, until the silence inside reassured her.
The lock clicked open under her practiced hands, and she slipped inside. A cheerful yellow bean bag offered quick cover while she scanned the living room. The coast is clear.
She set the first camera neatly above the curtains, invisible to the casual eye.
Then she found the bedroom.
She pressed her ear against the door, listening.
There was low breathing.
A faint snore.
She smirked. Easy.
She held the doorknob and turned it without resistance and entered quietly. The room was dim, with only the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting a faint gold hue across the floor. Jorwyn eased in, scanning.
The scent hit her first. Familiar. Too familiar.
“Wait,” she whispered under her breath. “This perfume…”
Her mind urged her to shake it off, but unease tightened in her chest as she moved closer. Relief flickered when she saw the sleeper—a woman, mask pulled over her eyes, earbud still in.
“Girl, you just made this easier for me,” Jorwyn whispered. She began searching for the perfect spot for the camera.
Her gaze landed on the pegboard, and her whole world froze.
Tacked to the board were photographs—her and Avalora, asleep against each other in that cursed elevator—photobooth strips of SCAR. Familiar faces. Familiar smiles.
“No way…” The words slipped out, her heartbeat thundering.
She turned slowly, dread crawling up her spine. The sleeping figure shifted slightly, and the lamplight caught her face just enough for recognition to slice through Jorwyn like a blade.
Maerith.
“Fuck.”
Her hands shook, and the breath she perfected the pace, now came too fast.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck—”
Every mission she had ever done, every risk she had ever taken—never had her resolve splintered like this. She had always been steady. Focused. Ruthless. But this—planting cameras in Maerith’s room, betraying the woman who led the very team she had grown to care for—this was something she could not stomach.
“I can’t do this.” Her voice trembled.
Her eyes flicked to Maerith again, peaceful in her sleep. “Who the hell would want you bugged, Maerith? Who the hell’s after you?”
A sudden bump broke her thoughts—the swivel chair at the desk, nudged by her elbow. It was soft, barely a sound, but Maerith stirred, rolling to the other side of the bed.
Panic seized her. Jorwyn bolted from the room, shutting the door quietly behind her, heart in her throat. She leaned against the wall, pulling up her mask to suck in air. Her chest rose and fell too fast, until instinct dragged her to a memory: Avalora’s voice, calm and firm during a respiratory drill.
Inhale steadily. Hold. Exhale slowly.
Jorwyn mimicked it, forcing her lungs into control until the world steadied again.
When she could breathe, she went back to the living room and carefully retrieved the unactivated camera. “Tangina… buti na lang hindi ko pa na-on,” she muttered, stuffing it back into her bag.
Moments later, she was scaling down the building, vanishing into the night the same way she came in.
By the time she slammed her car door shut, her pulse was still erratic. The cameras lay like venomous things on the passenger seat, their sleek black lenses staring at her.
Her phone dialed Circe automatically. When the woman answered, Jorwyn forced her voice steady. “Mission failed. Target was awake. Too risky. I couldn’t plant them.”
Circe’s tone sharpened. “You know failing will cost us. The employers will—’
“I don’t care,” Jorwyn snapped, cutting her off. “I’m not going back there. I almost got caught.” The lie burned on her tongue, but it was easier than admitting the truth—that she could not bring herself to betray them.
By the time she got home, her phone was flooded with messages.
Demands. Threats. Promises of lost trust.
But Jorwyn did not care. For the first time in her side job career, she was not afraid of the employers’ anger.
Her only fear was for Maerith. For SCAR.
And for what this all meant.
Sleep did not come easily that night.
Jorwyn lay awake in the dark, the ceiling above her little more than a blur. Every time she closed her eyes, the words from her phone lit up in her head like a brand. One failure we can excuse. Two, we cannot.
She rolled onto her side, restless. Her phone was on the nightstand, face down, but she reached for it anyway — checking, rechecking, scrolling the empty screen for new threats that never came. The silence was worse. It meant they were watching, waiting.
By the time dawn broke, her nerves were strung tight as wire.
The next day, Jorwyn was given another mission, but not one of the high-stakes variety. Her employer was cautious now, afraid she might blow something big again. To Jorwyn’s own surprise, she did not mind. Relief outweighed disappointment—she had not shaken off the last mission yet, and forcing herself into another deadly gamble would only guarantee failure.
When VARL and SCAR returned to their office, the first thing Jorwyn did was not to debrief or catch up. Instead, her eyes went straight to Maerith.
“Hey, Mae. What did you do during our time off?” Jorwyn asked so suddenly that it made the whole table pause.
“Wow, Jor. Anong nakain mo?” Marlowe looked up, eyebrows raised.
“Wala lang?” Jorwyn replied, grinning at the tension. “Tatanungin ko naman kayong lahat. Inuna ko lang si Maerith.” She slid casually into the chair across from the lead nurse, who was busy reorganizing trauma bags laid out on the table.
“Sus, sus, sus…” Norelle swooped in from behind, draping a hand on Jorwyn’s shoulder. “Bakit di mo muna tinanong yung prinsesa mo?” She puckered her lips toward Avalora, who was frowning at Jorwyn with one brow cocked.
Jorwyn’s smile wavered on the edge of a laugh, warmth lighting her eyes as she met Avalora’s gaze. “Hi, Ava.”
That alone was enough to set off shrieking from the back. Solana slapped Selene’s arm repeatedly, squealing like she had just seen her favorite love team lock lips onscreen.
“Hello,” Avalora said flatly, not bothering to match Jorwyn’s sing-song tone.
“Ba yan, Ava!” Solana shot up like a frustrated coach barking at a rookie. “Dapat sinabi mo—‘Hello, babygirl!’”
“Mukha mo,” Avalora shot back before promptly returning to disinfecting mannequins with Garnet.
Laughter and whistles filled the room, but Jorwyn did not break focus. She was still watching Maerith, waiting for her answer.
Maerith chuckled at the chaos and finally humored her. “Nothing fun naman, Jor. Just went out with friends during the day, then stayed home at night.”
“That’s good,” Jorwyn said with a relieved nod.
“Ako, Jor!” Solana butted in, practically bouncing. “Three days ako sa—”
But Jorwyn cut her off, eyes locked back on Maerith. “Where do you live again?”
The room froze, conversation breaking off mid-sentence as if someone had cut the air. One by one, heads turned, eyes narrowing in unison toward the source of the disruption.
“Ba, Jorwyn? Ang random mo?” Garnet said, incredulous.
“Hsst.” Jorwyn hushed them without looking away. “Sa Marigold?”
Maerith blinked. “Uh… yeah?”
“I knew it,” Jorwyn muttered, pretending it was casual.
“Why?” Maerith asked, puzzled.
“Read it kasi sa bio mo nung isang beses na bored ako,” Jorwyn lied smoothly. “Then, I saw an inspection report about your building two weeks ago. Unsafe daw. Fire hazards everywhere.”
Her excuse was not hollow. When she had stealthily entered the place nights before, she had noted the unstable fire exit she had climbed, the lack of extinguishers, and the narrow, dangerous stairs. That morning, before anyone else arrived, she had even pulled the fire inspection records, and her suspicions were right. The building was not safe.
I have a solid reason to make her leave that place, she reassured herself.
“Oh? I didn’t notice,” Maerith said absently, still half-focused on her work.
“Maybe ‘cause you’re barely home,” Jorwyn teased, adding a laugh.
Maerith laughed with her, the sound light and unbothered. The others, however, had their ears tuned to every syllable.
“What if you moved to my building?” Jorwyn said suddenly, her voice cutting through the chatter. The words landed like a stone in still water, drawing startled glances from the others who had not expected her to speak so bluntly.
“Dude, akala ko si Ava?” Norelle’s gasp was sharp, her eyes narrowing like she had just caught Jorwyn red-handed.
“Jorwynina?!” Solana stormed over, spinning Jorwyn’s chair with a glare. “Don’t tell me you’re two-timing—are you a playgirl now?!”
“Hey—relax! Ano bang pinagsasabi niyo?” Jorwyn flailed, bewildered by the reactions. Her eyes flicked instinctively to Avalora—arms crossed, jaw tight, watching her.
“Lagot ka, Jor. Di na natutuwa to,” Garnet said, pointing straight at Avalora.
“Wait, narinig niyo naman sinabi ko, diba?” Jorwyn protested. “Unsafe sa unit niya. Kaya nga sabi ko—ugh, pwede rin naman kasi siya lumipat sa building nila Ava. Basta maging safe siya. Ang issue niyo talaga.”
“That’s actually… not a bad idea?” Maerith said thoughtfully. “I’ve been wanting to move closer sa inyo. Selene’s already in the same neighborhood anyway.”
“See?” Jorwyn chuckled, trying to play it off lightly.
“Parang ikaw, Jor. Nakahiwalay ka din sa’min,” Norelle chimed, smirking.
She was not wrong. Like Maerith, Jorwyn lived apart from the rest of her crew. But unlike the lead nurse, she had her reasons—staying inconspicuous, keeping her side jobs and late-night disappearances hidden.
“Fine, I’ll think about moving sa Bluem din,” Jorwyn said with a shrug.
The VARL crew cheered in unison, as though she had just agreed to marry someone.
“But Mae, ikaw ah—move ka kila Ava,” Jorwyn added with a grin.
Maerith just gave her a thumbs up, easygoing as always.
Avalora, meanwhile, turned back to her task in silence, but the set of her shoulders was stiff. She hated herself for feeling it, but the thought would not leave her—why did it sting so much to hear Jorwyn urging Maerith closer, even if the excuse was safety?
The day’s drills had finally wound down, the unit still alive with laughter as they packed up the training dummies and gear. Jorwyn, however, kept glancing toward Maerith, who was scrolling through her phone while sitting on one of the benches near the lockers.
Jorwyn walked over, tossing her gloves onto the bench beside her. “Mae, may lakad ka pa after this?”
Maerith looked up, surprised. “Ah, uuwi na lang siguro. Why?”
“I can drive you. Para safe ka makauwi,” Jorwyn offered casually, but her tone carried a firmness that made Solana, eavesdropping nearby, raise her brows.
“Oh, wow,” Solana muttered dramatically, turning to Norelle. “Si Jorwyn, knight in shining armor na rin pala ni Maerith ngayon.”
“Grabe, Jor,” Norelle chimed in, “ang sweet mo naman. Akala ko si Ava lang iniintindi mo.”
That name made Avalora glance up from her corner, where she had been quietly packing up a med kit. Her eyes flickered toward Jorwyn, unreadable, before she went back to her task with an unnecessary snap of the zipper.
Maerith chuckled, shaking her head. “Thanks, Jor, but kaya ko naman. Malapit lang.”
Jorwyn frowned slightly, leaning a bit closer. “Doesn’t matter if it’s malapit. Your building’s already questionable in terms of fire exits and security. Isang gabi lang na may hassle, delikado ka na.”
The room quieted at that, a few heads turning. Jorwyn’s protectiveness was not exactly subtle anymore.
“You sound like her bodyguard,” Garnet teased. “Dapat may contract na yan.”
“Uy,” Selene added with a smirk, “baka naman gusto ni Jorwyn lumipat na lang kay Mae para bantayan siya buong gabi.”
Laughter erupted, but Avalora’s chest tightened. She hated how much sense Jorwyn’s words made. Hated more that she could not step in without revealing too much.
Jorwyn only rolled her eyes, masking her stubborn concern with a grin. “Kung ayaw mo, fine. Pero, seriously, Maerith, think about transferring ah. Kung hindi sa building ko, at least kina Ava and Sol. Mas safe pag sama sama kayo.”
Avalora kept her gaze lowered, but her grip on the med kit strap whitened her knuckles.
“Noted, boss,” Maerith said lightly, flashing a thumbs-up.
As the teasing died down, the others returned to packing, while Avalora busied herself with the med kit, shoving rolls of gauze into compartments with more force than necessary. Each snap of Velcro was sharp, final, as if she could stitch her frustration shut along with the supplies.
It was not even funny anymore.
Jorwyn hovered around Maerith, talking about fire hazards and offering rides home, like some self-appointed bodyguard; it was too much. Rationally, she told herself it was fine. Of course, Jorwyn cared about safety; of course, she would look out for their lead nurse. That was the kind of rescuer she was.
But if it was just about safety, why did Avalora feel the twist in her chest every time Jorwyn’s gaze lingered on Maerith?
Her fingers faltered on a bottle of antiseptic. She tried to laugh it off in her head, but the thought clawed stubbornly: What makes Maerith different?
Norelle’s teasing still rang in her ears. Akala ko si Ava lang iniintindi mo. She hated how those words hit too close to what she wanted but never admitted.
From the corner of her eye, Avalora caught Jorwyn again— leaning closer to Maerith, voice low, protective in a way that felt far too personal. Maerith laughed, unbothered, while Jorwyn’s grin softened in return.
Avalora snapped the med kit shut with unnecessary force. Her fingers trembled against the zipper, the shake so small she prayed no one noticed. A sharp breath hitched in her throat before she forced it out like smoke.
Get a grip, she scolded herself. It’s not jealousy. You don’t care. You can’t. But her pulse thudded in her ears, mocking the lie.
She straightened abruptly, squaring her shoulders as if irritation alone could steady her hands. The others were still chuckling at Jorwyn’s protectiveness, so Avalora slipped her mask on the only way she knew how—sarcasm.
“Wow,” she said dryly, her voice cutting through the noise. “Jorwyn, the personal bodyguard now? Should we all line up for applications, or is it exclusive to Mae?”
The room laughed, thinking it was just another jab, but Avalora’s gaze flicked too quickly away from Jorwyn’s softened grin.
Avalora had been staring at the bluish glow of her laptop screen for over an hour, her fingers tapping rhythmically against the keys in a steady flow of words and medical jargon. Her focus was sharp, unwavering, until a sudden voice broke through her concentration.
“Ava,” Jorwyn’s voice carried a strange weight, both casual and hesitant.
“Hm?” Avalora replied without looking up, her eyes glued to the line of text she was drafting for her patient reports.
“Did Maerith… inquire to you about a spare unit sa condo niyo?”
The question was so abrupt, so out of place, that Avalora’s finger froze mid-motion on the spacebar—then pressed down too long. The page in front of her flooded with empty spaces, as if mocking her broken concentration. She cursed under her breath and tried to correct it, but Jorwyn was already leaning over, lifting Avalora’s finger from the key.
She let out a sharp hiss. “Damn it—”
“Masira ‘yan,” Jorwyn murmured. Her tone was half scolding, half worried, as though the laptop were an injured comrade she wanted to protect.
Avalora turned sharply to her, brows knitting. “Be honest, Jor. Why are you suddenly all over Maerith?”
She twisted her body fully toward Jorwyn, posture rigid, as if her stance alone could push the firefighter back into a confession.
Jorwyn, unbothered—or pretending to be—whined softly. “Concerned nga lang ako.”
Avalora’s lips curled into a skeptical frown. “Ikaw na kaya maghanap ng room sakanya if sobrang concerned ka.” With that, she forced her attention back to the glowing screen, her fingers finding their rhythm again.
But in her head, the frustration spilled. First it was Solana, now Maerith. Sus. Ano susunod—Selene naman ang bibigyan niya ng special attention?
Jorwyn’s voice broke her thoughts again, softer this time. “I’d actually do that, kapag nagmatigas yung babaeng yon.”
Avalora could almost hear the pout hanging off her words. She sighed loudly, not even bothering to hide her exasperation.
“You can’t do anything naman if she doesn’t want to move pa talaga,” Avalora countered. “Busy din tayo lately. She doesn’t even have time.”
But Jorwyn was not letting go so easily. She reached across the narrow space, her calloused firefighter’s hand settling on Avalora’s arm—the arm that had only recently healed. Her thumb brushed gently against the skin, coaxing the tension away. “Tulungan mo ko convince siya,” she pleaded.
Avalora stopped typing, her lips pressed into a thin line. Jorwyn’s hand was warm, grounding, too distracting. “Fine,” she muttered finally, defeated. “Pero not now. I’m busy.” Her eyes darted back to the laptop, clinging to the pretense of focus.
Jorwyn let out a soft sigh, almost theatrical, but she did not remove her hand. Instead, her thumb continued to caress Avalora’s arm with a slow, careful pressure. “Di na masakit to, Av?” she asked in a quieter tone, her voice carrying genuine concern this time.
“Minsan,” Avalora admitted, softening. “Pag na-o-overexert. But I can manage.”
Jorwyn hummed in response, her hand now applying subtle massage strokes along the tender muscle. Avalora stiffened at first, then melted gradually into the sensation, each stroke soothing where soreness lingered.
“Where’d you learn that?” she asked, unable to disguise the pleasure in her voice.
Jorwyn chuckled faintly. “Kay Selene. She learned PT pala.”
Avalora raised her brows, impressed despite herself. “Figures.”
“I asked her how to do this the other day,” Jorwyn added, pressing more firmly along the muscle.
“Para saan?” Avalora asked before she could stop herself.
Jorwyn’s eyes flicked up, and her voice came out steady, deliberate. “Para magawa ko sayo.”
That made Avalora pause. Her hands froze above the keyboard, her typing forgotten. Slowly, she turned her head to meet Jorwyn’s gaze. “Come again?”
“I said,” Jorwyn repeated, voice steady but her eyes betraying a playful flicker, “I learned it for you, Av.”
The air between them shifted—something unspoken lingered in that quiet, an intimacy Avalora had not been ready for. She opened her mouth to reply, but a sudden shriek from across the room shattered the moment.
“Love?!”
Both women jerked their heads around. Solana was standing by the other table, wide-eyed, her voice carrying across the entire space. She turned toward Norelle in pure disbelief. “Norelle, did you hear that? Jorwyn called Ava ‘Love’??”
Avalora’s palm met her forehead with a smack. At the same time, Jorwyn pinched the bridge of her nose. They did not even need to look at each other to know they were thinking the same thing: Of all the possible misunderstandings… this is going to haunt us.
Avalora’s cheeks burned crimson. “For the love of—Solana, stop spreading nonsense!”
“You fool!” Jorwyn snapped, springing up from her chair. “I said Av. As in letter A and letter V, not Love!”
But Solana was not listening. She was already shaking Norelle’s shoulders with the energy of a fangirl who had just witnessed her favorite ship sail. “Love daw, guys! Love daw!” she screamed again, giggling uncontrollably.
Norelle, red-faced from laughter, joined in with equal enthusiasm. “Confirmed! We heard it too! JORAVA is real!”
Solana whipped out her phone, pointing it like a weapon. “This is historic. I’m live-tweeting this.”
“Don’t you dare!” Avalora snapped, half rising from her chair.
Jorwyn groaned audibly, her hands covering her face. “This is a nightmare.”
“No,” Solana corrected gleefully. “This is the best day of every JorAva truther."
Norelle joined in, chanting, “JOR-AVA! JOR-AVA!” until Solana followed, their voices echoing through the room like a crowd at a concert.
Avalora’s pulse thundered. “You’re both children,” she muttered, but her voice lacked bite.
The teasing chorus filled the room, bouncing against the walls like a chant. Avalora groaned audibly, hiding her face in her hands. Jorwyn could only roll her eyes heavenward, muttering under her breath.
“This is your fault,” she hissed to Jorwyn, crossing her arms.
“My fault? You’re the one with a nickname na madaling ma-mishear!” Jorwyn argued, though her lips twitched as if fighting back laughter herself.
“Then stop saying it like you mean something else,” Avalora shot back, but her cheeks burned despite her sharp tone.
The teasing did not stop. Solana had already created the name of their ship fandom, while Norelle cackled in the background like the chaos was pure entertainment.
Jorwyn leaned closer to Avalora, lowering her voice so only she could hear. “You know this will never end, right?”
Avalora sighed, her shoulders slumping as she muttered in resignation, “Yeah. Thanks a lot, Jor.”
But even as the noise carried on, Jorwyn’s hand found her arm again, grounding her, warm and steady. Avalora did not pull away this time. Not because she wanted the others to be right, but because maybe, just maybe, a part of her did not mind.
It was already past midnight when the city finally quieted, when the usual bustle of engines and hurried footsteps dimmed into a silence only broken by the hum of streetlamps.
Most of the team had rushed home the moment their shift ended, eager for the warmth of bed or the comfort of familiar walls.
But not Jorwyn.
She should have gone home hours ago. Should have been lying on her couch, one arm flung lazily over her face, her body recovering from the long day. Instead, she found herself here—in the narrow shadows between buildings, in a corner so dim and desolate no decent soul would ever wander past at this hour.
She pressed her back against the rough brick wall, boots planted on the raised bed of decorative plants that lined the edge of the apartment complex. It gave her just enough height to see over the opposite building’s veranda. And there—bathed in the soft yellow glow of a wall lamp—stood her subject.
Maerith.
The lead nurse leaned on the railing, her posture weary but composed, a glass of something pale in her hand. She looked like she was unwinding, but to Jorwyn’s eyes, it was a vulnerable target painted against the night sky.
“First time I failed a task and now I’m guarding my supposed target?” Jorwyn muttered, her voice carrying into the night. She did not bother lowering it; this alley was empty, and she trusted the shadows to swallow her words. Her eyes stayed fixed on Maerith, as if staring hard enough could shield her.
“You look creepy as hell right now.”
The sharp voice cut through Jorwyn’s thoughts like a knife. Her heart lurched violently, adrenaline spiking.
She spun around fast, muscles coiled, ready for anything. What she found nearly made her groan out loud.
Solana.
The fleet driver stood a few feet away, arms folded, lips curled into a smug grin. She did not even look apologetic for sneaking up on her.
“What are you doing h—did you follow me?!” Jorwyn hissed in a loud whisper, panic bleeding into irritation.
Now that someone else was here, the silence of the alley seemed to shrink, and her awareness sharpened painfully. Every rustle, every shadow felt like it had teeth.
“Oh, please, Jor.” Solana strode closer, her tone infuriatingly casual. “I should be the one asking you that. Why are you watching Maerith like some creepy stalker?”
Before Jorwyn could block her, Solana nudged her shoulder, pushing until she, too, could peek past the brick wall. “Kitang-kita mo siya dito ah. Should I begin to worry?”
Jorwyn’s mouth worked uselessly, excuses tumbling out one after another. She was just… worried. She was making sure nothing happened. She was waiting in case Maerith called Solana’s unit to inquire about a space. Thin, ridiculous strings of logic that even she did not believe.
Solana tilted her head, unimpressed. “You’re so bad at making excuses.”
“I’m protecting her,” Jorwyn said finally, voice firmer, as if saying it out loud could make it sound less insane.
“Ang creepy nga ng pag-protect mo na ‘yan,” Solana shot back, lips quirking.
“Eh, ikaw ba?” Jorwyn countered sharply, more defensive now that her own nerves were exposed, “Why are you here nga?”
That smug little grin returned to Solana’s face. “Nag-aalala kasi ako. What if you’re two-timing my teammates?” she declared dramatically, shifting back into her delusional fangirl persona. “I can’t let JorMae ruin JorAva!”
Jorwyn blinked, utterly thrown. “Jor–what?!”
Solana jabbed a finger at her chest, eyes gleaming with mock outrage. “I can’t let you play Ava. Not my precious and pretty Ava.”
Jorwyn groaned and shoved Solana back from the wall, imitating the way she had been pushed earlier. “Siraulo.”
She turned back toward Mareith's veranda, only to see the nurse had moved—now seated in her chair, her drink balanced lightly in her hand.
A pang of dread twisted in Jorwyn’s stomach. She muttered under her breath, almost to herself, “I have to get her out of here.”
Solana caught the tone, the shift from banter to something heavier. Her smile faded. “Okay, let’s be serious now. Can you please tell me what’s going on, Jor?”
“I can’t tell you, Sol.” Jorwyn’s gaze never left Maerith.
“Then I’ll tell Ava about this.”
The threat landed like a punch. Jorwyn whipped her head toward her, eyes blazing. “No!”
Solana leaned casually against the wall, unbothered by the desperation in Jorwyn’s voice. “Speak,” she said, arms folding as if she had all the time in the world.
Jorwyn clenched her jaw, weighing her options. Trust was not something she handed out easily—especially not with this secret. But the thought of Solana running to Avalora with half-baked accusations… that was worse.
She inhales sharply. “Promise you won’t tell anyone?”
“Basta di lulubog ang JorAva,” Solana replied instantly, smirking.
Jorwyn stared at her flatly, then waved her hand dismissively, as if to swat the nonsense away.
“I’m kidding!” Solana laughed, gripping Jorwyn’s shoulders and forcing her to face her again. “Come on. Spill mo na.”
“Fine. Goddamn it.” Jorwyn exhaled, scrubbing a hand down her face. “You see, I have a side job.”
“A what?”
“Dude, you heard me. I’m not repeating myself. Makinig ka nang mabuti.”
Something in her tone made Solana straighten. The usual playfulness in Jorwyn’s eyes had dimmed, replaced with something graver. She nodded once. “Okay. I’m listening.”
“I’ve had these side jobs since college,” Jorwyn admitted, her voice low. “That’s why… that’s why I’m loaded.”
Memories flickered in Solana’s mind—the flashy cars Jorwyn casually drove to work, the sprawling condo she lived in alone, the way she always paid for the team’s food without complaint. It all suddenly made sense.
“Okay,” Solana said slowly.
“These jobs are dangerous,” Jorwyn continued, “and they come from an employer I don’t even know. They don’t know me either. We have a middleman, and I get missions through her, or through anonymous messages.”
“That sounds ridiculous.” Solana’s fingers tapped her chin thoughtfully, like a detective interrogating her suspect.
Jorwyn rolled her eyes. “And you see, one of my recent missions included planting spy cameras and unfortunately—”
“Was it for Maerith?” Solana interrupted, her voice softening.
Jorwyn’s shoulders sagged. “Yes. I got into her unit, her room. I even planted the first camera. But when I saw it was her, I… I couldn’t. I undid everything. I reported my failure to my employers.”
“Hmm.” Solana’s eyes narrowed, but her voice held no judgment.
“I would never harm Maerith,” Jorwyn said firmly, conviction threading every word. “Even if it costs my own neck. I’m scared for her, actually. Scared that someone’s targeting her. That’s why I’m so damn persistent about getting her to move.”
For the first time, Solana did not tease. Her lips pressed into a thin line as she absorbed the weight of Jorwyn’s confession.
“I understand,” she said finally.
“You do?” Jorwyn asked, surprised by the lack of sarcasm.
Solana met her gaze. “Look, Jor. I won’t get in your way with these… side hustles of yours. But Mareith's my leader. We have to make sure she’s safe.”
“We?” Jorwyn repeated, cautious.
“Yeah.” Solana’s voice was steady, unflinching.
“You’ll help me convince her to leave?”
“Yeah. Don’t worry, malakas ako sa kanya. I can get her to move.”
Relief washed through Jorwyn, heavy enough to make her exhale loudly. “Thank God.”
“No, Jor.” Solana’s tone softened, surprising her. “Thank you. For being honest.”
Jorwyn blinked at her, momentarily at a loss. Then she extended her hand, roughened from years of fire and ash, like she was sealing a pact. “You have my word.”
Solana clasped it without hesitation, her grip firm and steady. “Thought so.”
In the quiet that followed, the deal hung between them—not just a promise, but an unspoken alliance. Above them, Maerith sipped her drink, unaware of the watchful eyes and the fragile threads of loyalty weaving beneath her balcony.
A silence stretched between them, brittle and loaded. The courtyard’s lamps flickered faintly, leaving the edges of Solana’s face in shadow, her eyes unreadable. Jorwyn shifted, uncomfortable with how her own pulse betrayed her composure. She had faced crumbling buildings and roaring fire without hesitation, yet one playful taunt from Solana left her struggling for ground.
Finally, Solana tilted her head, the faintest curve tugging at her lips.
“Careful, Jorwyn,” she said, softer now, almost teasing but edged with something sharper. “If you keep circling like this, people might start to think you care.”
Jorwyn’s throat tightened. She opened her mouth, then closed it again, unwilling to give Solana that satisfaction. Instead, she fixed her gaze on the veranda where Maerith still lingered, an anchor against the strange pull Solana always seemed to have.
“I care about duty,” Jorwyn said at last, her voice clipped, but it wavered just enough to betray the crack beneath her armor.
Solana stepped closer, the distance between them narrowing until Jorwyn could feel the warmth radiating from her. For a heartbeat, it felt like a challenge, a game Solana always won simply by daring Jorwyn to want something she should not.
Then Solana’s voice dropped, low and conspiratorial, brushing against her like the brush of a flame.
“Duty,” she murmured. “Is that what you call it?”
Jorwyn slowed her stride, her boots crunching faintly against the gravel of the garden path. She did not turn immediately, though she could feel Solana’s presence clinging to her shadow like a second skin.
“What are you still doing here, Solana?” she finally asked, her tone steady but quieter now, almost weary.
Solana shrugged, that easy smirk still curling at the corner of her mouth. “I told you, didn’t I? Making sure my favorite ship doesn’t sink before it even sets sail.”
Her gaze darted toward the veranda again, where Maerith’s silhouette remained perfectly still against the spill of moonlight. “But maybe,” she added more softly, “I just don’t like the idea of you being alone out here.”
The admission caught Jorwyn off guard. She turned then, her eyes narrowing, trying to read Solana’s expression. But the other woman was already shifting, her grin back in place, hiding whatever truth had nearly slipped free.
“You can’t keep following me,” Jorwyn muttered, crossing her arms. “If Maerith noticed, it wouldn’t just be me answering questions.”
“Relax ka lang, babygirl.” Solana leaned closer, her voice lowering to a conspiratorial whisper. “She won't know naman we're here. You’re the one making us obvious by glaring at me like that.”
Jorwyn exhaled through her nose, caught between irritation and reluctant amusement. “One day, Solana, you’ll push too far.”
Solana tilted her head, eyes glinting. “And if I do? Will you finally stop me… or just keep letting me tag along?”
The challenge hung between them, quiet but heavy. Maerith shifted slightly on the veranda above, forcing Jorwyn’s attention back to her vigil. Yet when she looked again, Solana had not moved—still standing at her side, as though she belonged there.
For reasons she refused to name, Jorwyn did not send her away.
And then, Jorwyn’s phone buzzed just as she slipped it back into her pocket. A message from her employer. Shorter and sharper this time, but enough to send a shiver down her spine.
“Finish 527. Failure = Replacement.”
Her jaw tightened. She stared at the sentence until the screen dimmed, her own reflection ghosting over the glass — hard eyes, clenched teeth.
She deleted the message, but the weight of it lingered in her chest like smoke after a fire. They were not bluffing. If they could not rely on her, they would find someone else. Someone less hesitant. Someone more ruthless.
Which meant Maerith was not just in danger from shadows she could guard against. Jorwyn herself had just painted a target on her back.
She glanced up at the veranda, at Maerith leaning against the railing in the glow of the streetlamps, so carefree it almost hurt to watch.
For the first time in a long time, Jorwyn wondered if she had underestimated how far her employers were willing to go.
The phone buzzed one last time—a single word.
“Deliver.”
Her jaw tightened as she stared at the glowing words. If she did not act, someone else would. Someone without hesitation. Someone who would not flinch at planting cameras in Maerith’s bedroom, or worse.
The thought made her stomach twist. For the first time, failure did not just mean losing her employers’ trust—it meant handing Maerith’s safety to monsters who had no reason to care.
Jorwyn shoved it deep into her pocket and exhaled through her teeth, forcing her hands steady. She could not afford to show cracks — not to the team, and definitely not to Avalora.
But inside, she knew: this was not over.
Chapter 12: Kindling in the Dark
Chapter Text
It was four in the morning, and as always, the joint jog felt like a form of torture.
The air, heavy and damp, clung to the firefighters of BlueSent as they dragged their feet across the pavement. Groans and heavy breathing filled the quiet streets, illuminated only by the dim, flickering streetlamps. They were tired, sore, and dripping with sweat, but no one dared to slow their pace. Not when the Fire Chief himself was leading the pack, his strides long and unwavering.
Finally, the run was over. The moment they were dismissed, the team collapsed, some leaning against a wall, others dropping onto the nearest bench.
Garnet, still heaving, took a long gulp from her water bottle before pointing it at Jorwyn. "Damn, Robles," she muttered, her voice raspy. "Do you even sweat? You look like you just went for a casual walk."
Marlowe, who was sprawled out on a bench, groaned in agreement. "Seriously. The rest of us look like we just got in a fight, pero ikaw... You look like you're not even phased."
Jorwyn just smirked, a drop of water tracing a path down her temple. She tossed her towel over her shoulder, the motion fluid and effortless. "What can I say?" she replied, her voice low and confident.
"Maybe I'm just built differently."
By the time the team stumbled back to the station, half were already plotting their return to bed. Some bee-lined for the showers, others attacked the breakfast trays with the appetite only dawn runs could summon.
VARL was among the first to hit the showers, and when Jorwyn finished her routine, she found herself alone in the locker room.
The burner phone she had kept in the bottom of her bag vibrated repeatedly.
Her stomach tightened before she even touched it. She knew the rhythm of that vibration too well.
[BlueSent Paramedic Bay
Supply Room 2, Cabinet #11
Deposit package
Meet S.E. for the package
Stake: 1 million
Complete by today
Failure = 527 replacement]
Jorwyn’s breath caught. The last line froze her in place. She had never seen a warning like that in any mission order before.
527 replacement.
Her employers were serious this time. They wanted the last mission—Maerith’s mission—finished, and this was the way to prove her loyalty.
Her pulse quickened. She shoved her phone away, dressed in record time, and slipped from the locker room before anyone could see.
The paramedic bay was still quiet at this hour, corridors echoing only with the hum of fluorescent lights. Jorwyn hurried to Supply Room 2, her boots nearly silent on the tiles.
Cabinet #11.
She found it instantly, and when her eyes slid to the name etched beside the number, she almost laughed in disbelief.
#11 — SCAR.
“This is unbelievable,” she whispered.
Her heart pounded.
First, it was only Maerith, and now the entire team is involved. Whoever was behind these jobs was not just throwing petty orders her way because they knew SCAR personally. Knew their addresses, their routines, even their storage cabinets.
She wanted to believe that maybe this new mission was some sort of loyalty test from her employer—if she would choose SCAR or her contract with them. However, she quickly remembered that her employers did not know her real identity. They could not possibly know her personal ties to SCAR, not as a member of VARL, not as someone living under BlueSent’s roof.
Her skin prickled.
“Obsessed ka talaga sa’amin noh?”
The voice behind her nearly made her jump out of her skin.
Jorwyn spun, slamming back against the cabinets, and found Solana grinning, face far too close to hers.
“What the—fuck, Sol!” Jorwyn pressed a hand to her chest, trembling from the jolt.
“Hi, Jorwynina.” Solana’s voice was singsong, her grin infuriating.
“One of these days talaga, I’m going to kick your ass,” Jorwyn muttered, trying to calm her heartbeat. “Always sneaking up on me.”
“That is… if you can catch me,” Solana teased, slotting a key into the very cabinet Jorwyn had been staring at. She tugged out a box of rubber gloves and cocked her head at the firefighter beside her. “And besides—what the hell are you doing in our bay?”
“Ha? Wala ah. Napadaan lang.”
It was the lamest excuse of her life, and Solana’s face said it all.
“Seriously? That’s what you came up with?”
Jorwyn scratched the back of her head, forcing a nervous laugh. “Nag breakfast ka na? Punta pa lang ako cafeteria.”
Solana glanced theatrically around the room, as if searching for a hidden door. “May daan ba dito papuntang cafeteria?”
“Ugh.” Jorwyn groaned.
“If you don’t tell me,” Solana sing-songed, “isipin ko na lang you’re leaving a love letter for Ava.” She tapped the cabinet. “Though sa locker niya na lang dapat, since we share this one.”
“There is no love letter, okay?!” Jorwyn hissed. Her throat tightened. “It’s that…”
“It’s… ano?” Solana prodded, eyes dancing.
“Dude, I’m in trouble.”
The seriousness in Jorwyn’s tone made Solana pause—just long enough to overreact. “Ano?! Nasugatan ka ba?! Galing kayong takbo diba? Shit, lagot tayo kay Ava pag nakita niya yan.”
“Tanga!” Jorwyn shot back. “If I were hurt, I’d be in the clinic, duh.”
Solana folded her arms, not buying it. “Then why the hell are you here?”
Jorwyn sighed, pulled out her phone, and showed her the message.
Solana leaned in, squinting. “Dude, format ba ‘yan ng mga missions mo. Ang panget ah.”
Jorwyn exhaled loudly, but then Solana’s eyes widened, realization crashing down.
“Oh shit?!”
“Yeah.” Jorwyn did not even wait for her to finish.
“That’s how you get missions?!” Solana’s grin split wide. “Totoo nga mga pinagsasabi mo?!”
“All this time akala mo gawa-gawa ko lang?” Jorwyn snatched the phone back. “Sol, this isn’t a joke.”
“Supply Room 2, Cabinet eleven…” Solana repeated, smirking. “Deposit package. Easy lang ‘yan! Malay mo, four million pesos ‘yon.”
“Sol naman!” Jorwyn’s voice dropped to a whisper, sharp. “What if it’s something dangerous? Dude, a bomb or a contraband?”
“Oh my.” Solana blinked, finally sobering.
Jorwyn pinched the bridge of her nose. “This ties back to Maerith’s mission. Whoever’s behind this is targeting SCAR. First Mae, now all of you. Imagine if this job were handed to someone else—you’d all be screwed.”
“Then do the mission, Jor.” Solana’s voice hardened.
Jorwyn’s head snapped up. “What?! No. I’m not harming you guys.”
“You just have to plant it,” Solana said firmly. “Then l’ll be here. Ako unang makakakita, and I’ll remove it before anyone else does. Simple.”
“No. I can’t drag you into this.”
“Well, I’m not letting you carry this stress alone.” Solana’s gaze was unwavering. “This is for Maerith, right?”
Jorwyn’s chest constricted. “…Yes.”
“Then trust me. Plant it and I’ll take care of the rest.”
Silence stretched. Jorwyn hated herself for even considering it, but Solana’s stubborn stare left no room to argue.
“Fine,” she muttered. “But this is the last time I will involve you.”
Solana gasped dramatically. “Ayaw mo talaga tayo maging partners in crime?!”
“Oh, shut it!” Jorwyn snapped.
Before their bickering could escalate, a cool voice cut through the room.
“What is a fire officer doing in the paramedic bay?”
Both froze, and slowly, they turned.
Avalora stood at the doorway, arms folded, eyes sharp.
Jorwyn moved first, striding quickly past Solana toward her. “Sinamahan ko lang siya dito, but I’ll go na, Av.”
“Aalis ka na kasi nandito na ako? Like you were running away from something?” Avalora asked, voice deceptively calm, though her brow arched in a way that cut sharper than the words themselves.
“Uy, hindi ah!” Jorwyn forced a laugh. “Kakain pa kasi ako, I just got in from a run. Sinamahan ko lang si Solana kasi mag-isa siya kanina. Scared daw siya.”
Avalora’s gaze slid to Solana—measured, lingering a beat too long. There was nothing overt in her expression, but the slight tightening at the corner of her mouth betrayed something sharper underneath.
“Tumpak,” Solana confirmed with a lazy grin and a thumbs up.
Jorwyn seized the moment, eager to change the air. “Have you already eaten, Av? Lika, sabay ka na.”
“I haven’t yet,” Avalora said, though her tone carried a faint clipped edge. She brushed past them to open her cabinet, fingers a little too brisk on the lock. “I’ll go after I finish here. I really need my morning coffee.”
“I’ll wait for you,” Jorwyn offered softly.
Avalora’s shoulders stiffened almost imperceptibly at that. She did not turn, only hummed in acknowledgment, but the gesture of brushing her hair quickly behind her ear betrayed the way the words lingered.
“Ang aga-aga, pinapakilig niyo naman agad ako!” Solana squealed, clutching her forehead like she could not handle the excitement.
The cafeteria was beginning to empty when Jorwyn pushed the doors open. The smell of garlic rice and brewed coffee still hung in the air, but most of the early comers had already eaten and left.
At one table near the far window, the rest of VARL were clearing their trays. Marlowe gave her a lazy wave as she stood, stretching.
“Hey, Jor. You’re late,” she teased, her grin a little smug.
“May sinamahan lang ako,” Jorwyn said casually, but her gaze flicked to Avalora walking in behind her, and immediately she added, “Don’t worry, I’ll be with Av.”
That alone earned her a chorus of knowing giggles. Norelle nudged Garnet, who smirked as though she had just caught sight of a romance drama unfolding live. Marlowe shook her head and muttered something under her breath, but her grin gave her away.
“Sayang di natin sila makikitang magsubuan,” Norelle said in a sing-song tone, stacking her tray. “Too bad for Solana, ‘di niya din mawi-witness ship namin, hay.”
The three of them filed out, leaving Jorwyn and Avalora with the quiet hum of the cafeteria and a few scattered night-shift stragglers. Jorwyn exhaled in relief and guided Ava toward the counter.
“Coffee?” Jorwyn asked, like she did not already know the answer.
“Of course,” Avalora replied, though her tone was clipped. She folded her arms as she glanced at the pastries on display. “And maybe one of those croissants.”
“Noted, boss,” Jorwyn said with a little salute. She went to order while Avalora claimed a seat near the corner window, away from prying eyes.
When Jorwyn returned, balancing a tray—two mugs of steaming coffee, a golden-brown croissant on one plate, and a sticky cinnamon roll on another—Avalora arched her brow.
“Didn’t I say I wanted the croissant lang?”
“Yeah, but this one looked good too.” Jorwyn slid the cinnamon roll closer to her own side, then winked. “Pero kung gusto mo, hatian mo na lang ako.”
Avalora gave a tiny huff and shook her head, but her lips threatened to curve. She tore a piece of croissant instead, biting into it with deliberate calm. For a while, they ate in silence, but Jorwyn could feel Avalora’s eyes flicking toward her, sharp and probing, until finally—
“So,” Avalora said, tearing another piece of bread, “bakit ka nga nasa bay namin kanina? With Solana. That early.”
Jorwyn nearly choked on her coffee. She set the mug down carefully and leaned back in her chair, trying for nonchalance.
“You’re so kulit, napadaan lang naman nga talaga ako.”
Avalora’s brow furrowed. “Napadaan? The supply room is two halls away from your bay.”
Caught, Jorwyn rubbed the back of her neck. “May hinahanap lang ako.”
“Hinahanap… kay Solana?” Avalora pressed, her voice quiet but edged with suspicion.
For a beat, Jorwyn did not answer. She could still feel the phantom weight of her burner phone in her pocket, Solana’s eyes widening when she saw the mission text. Telling Ava was impossible and dangerous. So instead, Jorwyn leaned forward, resting her elbow on the table and tilting her head like she was studying Avalora under soft light.
“You don’t have anything to worry about, Av.” Jorwyn’s voice dropped, steady and sure, leaving no room for doubt. “I swear, I was just keeping Solana company lang talaga.”
Avalora frowned, about to retort, but Jorwyn interrupted her with a sudden gesture—reaching across the table to pluck a crumb from the corner of Avalora’s lips. Her thumb brushed lightly against her mouth before she pulled back with a grin.
“Messy eater ka pala.”
Ava froze, stunned, the faintest heat rising in her cheeks. “Jorwyn—”
“What? You’ve got a stain,” Jorwyn teased, a grin tugging at her lips. To soften the moment, she picked up a napkin and placed it gently beside Avalora’s plate. “So next time, you won’t have to blush when it’s me wiping it off.”
Avalora rolled her eyes, but she could not stop the corner of her mouth from twitching upward. She sipped her coffee to hide it, staring out the window as if the early morning sky suddenly fascinated her.
“Hindi pa din sagot ‘yon,” she murmured.
“Hm?”
“Why were you with Solana nga?” Her gaze returned to Jorwyn now, steady, refusing to be sidetracked by playfulness.
Jorwyn tilted her head again, smile soft but unreadable. Instead of answering directly, she reached forward once more, this time brushing a stray strand of Avalora’s hair back behind her ear. The touch lingered a second too long.
Avalora’s breath hitched—barely audible—but enough that she nearly fumbled her croissant. She steadied her hand quickly, hiding the tremor by lifting her coffee for a slow sip. The rim of the mug hid the heat rushing up her cheeks, though her pulse betrayed her with every beat.
“I like it better when I can see your whole face,” Jorwyn murmured, warmth in her tone.
Ava inhaled sharply, her pulse quickening despite herself. “You’re dodging the question.”
“Maybe.” Jorwyn leaned back, biting into her cinnamon roll as though the conversation were over. “Pero isipin mo na lang, if it were something bad, hindi kita sasalubungin ng coffee and pastries, diba?”
Avalora’s lips parted, ready to argue, but she caught herself. The gesture—the coffee, the food, the way Jorwyn fussed over crumbs and hair—was exactly the kind of sweet, distracting tactic that always left her off balance.
Infuriating, and yet warm.
“Jorwyn,” she said finally, softer now. “You can’t always smile your way out of things.”
Jorwyn’s grin faltered for a breath, then returned, but this time it carried something more fragile underneath. “Maybe not. But right now, what matters to me is that you enjoy your breakfast.”
Silence stretched between them.
Avalora stared at her plate, tearing another piece of croissant, her thoughts tangled. She wanted to demand answers, to press harder—but the warmth in her chest when Jorwyn tucked her hair behind her ear made her hesitate. What was she even more afraid of? The truth Jorwyn hiding the truth about her own feelings?
Across the table, Jorwyn watched her carefully, memorizing the furrow in her brows, the faint pink on her cheeks. She wished, for just a second, that this could be the only kind of mission she ever had is sitting across Avalora, making sure she ate, making sure she smiled, shielding her from crumbs and stains instead of danger.
“Fine,” Avalora said at last, her tone resigned. “But one day, you’ll eventually tell me.”
Jorwyn raised her mug, holding her gaze. “No promises, Nurse.”
They drank in unison, the unspoken tension still thrumming between them—but softened by the steam of coffee, the buttery flake of pastry, and the fragile illusion of a morning that belonged only to the two of them.
When Jorwyn received Circe’s text about the package’s drop point, she did not waste a second. She slipped out, engine roaring to life, and drove straight toward the place. Solana had already promised to cover for her if anyone noticed she was gone, though Jorwyn swore she would be back within twenty minutes.
“Celestine, you'd better succeed,” Circe had warned.
Jorwyn only nodded, determination tightening her jaw.
Back at the station’s parking lot, she pulled in with practiced ease, keeping her head low. She sent a quick message to Solana.
[Lot, now. We open it together.]
She had promised to share this part, whatever it turned out to be.
A minute later, Solana slipped into the lot, quick on her feet. Jorwyn lowered the tinted window of her truck—one of her many customizations for situations like this—and popped the locks. Solana climbed into the passenger seat, grinning despite the nerves written in her bouncing knee.
“Nakaka-excite,” Solana whispered, almost giddy.
“Baliw. Pag delikado ’to…” Jorwyn muttered, pulling at the tape that sealed the small box.
The lid gave with a crackle. Both leaned in, breath held. Inside lay a neat stack of small plastic containers, their labels yellowed with time. Puzzlement crossed their faces until Solana picked one up and turned it over in her hand.
Her grin faltered for the first time that night. When she picked up one of the yellowed containers, her knuckles whitened around the plastic. “Dude…” Her voice dipped, quieter, sharper. “This is phased out already.”
Jorwyn frowned. “What even is it?”
“Painkiller,” Solana said flatly. For a beat, her usual lightness was gone—the kind of silence that made the weight of her words sink deeper. “Super effective, pero sobrang addictive. Banned years ago.”
Solana turned the bottle in her hand, her lips pressed thin. “Look, manufactured pa noong 2013. Luma na ’to.”
Then, almost too fast, she slapped the container back into the box with a forced grin. “Well. At least hindi bomb, ‘di ba? Mas madali ‘to i-handle.”
But the laugh that followed rang hollow, too sharp around the edges.
“Man…” Jorwyn muttered under her breath. The thought clicked fast. “So if this gets traced back to you guys—this could wreck you?”
She had smuggled weapons before, documents, coded drives. But this was different. This was not just evidence someone could brush away. These were banned painkillers that could ruin SCAR’s reputation, get their licenses revoked, and destroy their lives.
“Yeah,” Solana said grimly. Silence stretched for a beat, and the weight of it filled the truck.
“Still,” Solana added with a shrug, tone turning sharp again, “just do it.”
Jorwyn shot her a look. “It’s too dangerous, Sol. What if may makakita niyan before we can—”
“Ano ka ba?” Solana scoffed, almost laughing. “Don’t you trust me? Sa tingin mo ba hahayaan ko lang na we’ll get ruined?”
Jorwyn shook her head, her jaw tight. “But, what if may makakita bago ka makabalik? If somebody randomly stumbles into it?”
“Jor.” Solana’s voice cut firm, slicing through the cramped air of the cab. Her eyes were steady, serious now. “I wouldn’t push this if I wasn’t sure I could handle it. They told you to plant it tonight, right? Then maybe someone checks it overnight, baka bukas may ‘gotcha’ moment. Pero bago pa man may makapasok sa supply room, I’ll already be there. I’ll make sure it never blows back on us.”
Jorwyn exhaled hard, tension coiled tight in her chest. “Sol…”
“I’ll even volunteer to lock up the supply room before the end of shift,” Solana pressed on. “Alam mo namang lahat ng night shift naka-focus sa Room 1. Whoever’s planning this clearly has access—pero once you get that confirmation text, I’ll double back, pull it out before anyone else can move.”
Jorwyn searched her face. “You’ll actually do that?”
“Yes. They’ll contact you the moment it’s in place, diba?” Solana replied quickly.
“Yeah. Usually mabilis sila. Baka nga the second I drive out, may confirmation na.”
“Then I’ll stay right here until then.” Solana sat back, as if her decision was final. “And when you get the text, I’ll move immediately. No trace, no risk.”
Jorwyn’s hands tightened on the steering wheel. She wanted to argue, but she also knew Solana was not the type to bluff when things got serious.
“Trust me, Jor,” Solana said again, softer this time, eyes meeting hers. “I wouldn’t volunteer to do this if I wasn’t sure I could handle it. Promise.”
Jorwyn tried to laugh, but the sound came out hollow. She pulled the items out and slipped them into the biggest pocket of her six-pocket pants, her motions slower than usual, as if buying herself time.
Solana leaned back, arms crossed. “An hour na lang, you said? You'd better get going. If someone checks and doesn’t find that thing where it should be, you’re the one who’ll be in trouble.”
The reminder sliced sharply. Jorwyn nodded and slid out of the car. Her boots echoed faintly in the stillness of the underground parking lot. With every step toward BlueSent’s paramedic bay, the weight of the containers in her pocket pressed heavier, her pulse drumming louder.
She wanted to believe in Solana’s confidence. She wanted to believe this was just another mission, another item planted, another box checked. But as she slipped into the sterile halls with the contraband cradled in her arms, Jorwyn’s mind kept replaying one thing:
If this blows up, it will not just take her down. It will take all of them.
And she was not sure which terrified her more—failing her employer again, or watching the people she swore she would protect get dragged under because of her.
When Jorwyn was on her way to the paramedic bay, her footsteps quick and steady against the tiled floor, she almost missed the familiar figure stepping out of the supply room.
Avalora, arms full of charts.
Jorwyn froze. Her heart stuttered in her chest. Of all the places Avalora could have appeared, of all the times—why here, why now?
Her instincts flared. Without thinking, she pressed her back against the wall and ducked into the shadowed corner of the hallway. She crouched slightly, then slid onto one of the wooden benches, feigning nonchalance as if she had simply been waiting for someone.
Her pulse drummed in her ears, but she forced a calm mask over her features. She needed to look ordinary and harmless.
And then Avalora’s voice cut through the hush of the corridor.
“Hey, Jor.”
That smile. Half amused, half suspicious. Avalora’s brow was arched, her eyes glinting like she already knew Jorwyn was hiding something.
“Saan ka galing?” Avalora continued, stepping closer. “You’ve been gone for a while, and I’ve been looking for you—and Sol, actually. Akala ko nasa medbay na naman kayo.”
Jorwyn rubbed her eyes and stretched into a half-yawn, buying herself precious seconds to think. “Coffee run lang kami ni Sol, Av. Promise, kung wala ‘yon baka nakatulog na ako sa hallway.”
She tried to laugh, but even she could hear the fatigue dragging her tone down. It was not just exhaustion because it was also the weight of what she carried in her pocket.
Avalora’s smile faltered, worry softening her features. She leaned in slightly, studying every line on Jorwyn’s face. “You should’ve told me,” she murmured, voice dipping lower, “I could’ve gotten it for you instead.”
Something in Jorwyn’s chest tightened. She fought the urge to reach out, to accept that quiet care Avalora always offered so freely. Instead, she brushed a strand of Avalora’s hair behind her ear, fingers lingering a second too long.
“It’s fine, Av,” she said with a small smile. “No need to worry.”
But Avalora did not let go so easily. “Eh bakit ka nandito pala? Si Sol?”
The question caught Jorwyn off guard. For a split second, her mind blanked as she had not prepared for this. She had not expected Avalora here, right now, standing between her and her mission.
“Sol went back to the office na,” Jorwyn managed smoothly enough. “I was kinda strolling lang, pampaalis ng antok, and when I reached here, naupo lang ako saglit.” She shrugged. “Didn’t know I’d bump into you pa here.”
“Okaaay.” Avalora narrowed her eyes, unconvinced but unwilling to push further. “Let’s go back na sa office?”
Panic tickled the edges of Jorwyn’s calm facade. She could not go back yet, not until the pills were planted. Not until the task was complete.
Her mind spun, searching for an excuse. Anything. But before the silence stretched too long, fortune, in the form of Solana, intervened.
“Avalora!”
Solana’s voice rang out from behind, bright and mischievous. She strode toward them with that grin that spelled both salvation and trouble. “Halika, I have something to tell you.”
“What is it?” Avalora blinked. “Tara, Jor, may sasabihin d—”
“No, no, no,” Solana interrupted, wagging her fingers with a flourish. “About kay Jor ’to. Nahuli ko siya kanina—about din sayo ‘to, dali!” Her grin widened, wicked and knowing.
Jorwyn’s stomach plummeted. She shot Solana a glare sharp enough to cut, but Avalora’s brow was already lifting in curiosity.
Solana winked, subtle but deliberate, and made a small flicking gesture with her hand. The signal was clear: Go. Now. I’ll cover for you.
Jorwyn swallowed her nerves and played along. “Solana, wag mong sasabihin ’yon!” she exclaimed, injecting just enough panic into her voice to sound convincing.
Avalora smirked, eyes lighting with playful suspicion. “Oh, Jorwyn. What is this?”
And before Jorwyn could stop her, Avalora darted toward Solana, who quickly slung an arm over her shoulder and began dragging her away down the hall.
Jorwyn did not waste another second. She sprang from the bench and hurried toward the paramedic bay. Her palms were slick, her chest tight, but her steps were silent and precise. She slipped inside the supply room, the key Solana had secured for her cool against her fingers.
She did not need it since her lockpicking skills were second nature, but the key definitely saved precious time.
The cabinet clicked open. With swift, practiced motions, she slid the contraband pills inside, nestling them deep where no casual glance would spot them. One mistake here and it was not just her cover at risk—it was SCAR’s, too.
Lock. Click. Done.
Her heart still raced as she darted back out, retracing her steps to the bench where Avalora had first found her. She sat down, forcing her breathing to slow.
Breathe in. Breathe out. Breath calmed.
She had faced far deadlier tasks, yet this one rattled her the most. Perhaps because of what was at stake—because Avalora was near, because one wrong move could shatter everything.
She fished the burner phone from her chest pocket and typed the confirmation with steady hands:
[Task complete. Package delivered.]
She exhaled, tension bleeding out of her limbs, but her reprieve lasted only seconds. Avalora reappeared, cheeks flushed, eyes bright with something that made Jorwyn’s gut twist.
“Robles,” Avalora said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear, her cheeks tinged pink.
“Totoo ba ‘yon? Sol said she saw me on your phone—ako daw wallpaper mo?” Her tone carried the bite of an accusation, but the sparkle in her eyes betrayed her giddy anticipation.
Jorwyn cursed under her breath.
Jusko po, anong pinagsasabi ni Solana?
“Yeah?” she said, a grin tugging at her lips, though it did not quite steady the flicker of nerves in her voice. “It’s just a reminder, okay? Proof na I won that bet. You still owe me, remember?”
Fortunately, she was quick to come up with something. She recalled the photo she had snapped of Avalora dozing after their wager. It was the most perfect cover.
“Ugh!” Avalora groaned, face reddening as the memory hit her. She spun on her heel and stomped off, clearly more embarrassed than angry.
Relief washed through Jorwyn in waves. “Sol is very helpful,” she muttered, “but I should not forget that she is also a menace.”
She jogged to catch up, waving the incriminating photo like a weapon. “Av! Prize ko ’to ha. You still owe me a secret. Hindi ka makakatakas.”
Avalora shot her a glare but could not hide the small smile tugging at her lips. The teasing continued until they pushed through the office doors, laughter bubbling between them like nothing dangerous had just happened.
“Wow, pauwi na lang, nagbalak pa talaga kayong magsarili?” Maerith’s voice cut across the room as she caught sight of the pair entering together.
Avalora jumped into the banter, sparring with Maerith and the others. Jorwyn, meanwhile, felt the vibration against her chest. She slipped the burner free and checked quickly.
[Package delivery confirmed. 567 will remain in your care.]
The job was done.
She allowed herself a small sigh of relief, then glanced toward Solana. Their eyes met across the room, a silent exchange. Jorwyn gave her a thumbs up, and Solana’s answering nod was subtle but sure.
Minutes later, Norelle dismissed them. Chairs scraped and chatter filled the room.
Solana vanished almost instantly, slipping away as if she had never been there. Before disappearing, she tossed a parting command to Avalora. “Sumabay ka muna kay Jorwyn. I have something to take care of.”
And then she was gone—trackless, as always.
Jorwyn approached Avalora, keys dangling from her hand. “Tara? I’ll drive you home.”
“No!” Avalora protested, eyes narrowing. “You’ll just grill me lang about the photo.”
“Okay, okay. Promise, on hold muna ’yun.”
“No. Let’s forfeit it na lang.”
Jorwyn gasped, feigning outrage. “Ano ba ’yan? Ako na nga magsasabay sa’yo, tapos yung prize ko mawawala pa?”
“Edi magta-taxi na lang ako.” Avalora thumbed at her phone, opening the app.
“Uy, ano ba. Sabi ko nga, wala na yung dare-dare na ’yon.” Jorwyn stepped closer, gently lowering Avalora’s hand. She could not risk her going home alone—not after everything. Not when Solana also had entrusted this to her.
Avalora rolled her eyes but relented, sliding into the passenger seat once they reached the car. The hum of the engine filled the silence.
Jorwyn’s phone buzzed again. A message from Solana: a single smirking emoji, followed by a thumbs up.
The meaning was clear. Everything had gone smoothly.
Grinning, Jorwyn glanced at Avalora. “Let’s get dinner. My treat?”
Avalora blinked, startled. But after a pause, her lips softened into a reluctant smile and she nodded.
Jorwyn kept glancing sideways at Avalora as she drove, waiting for her to protest again. Surprisingly, the nurse stayed quiet, staring out the window with her chin resting on her hand.
“So,” Jorwyn started, testing the waters, “favorite spot mo saan? Since ikaw ang bida, ikaw pipili.”
Avalora hummed, not looking at her yet. “Akala ko ikaw ang nagyayang kumain. Dapat ikaw ang mag-decide.”
“Eh, kung fast food lang dalhin kita?” Jorwyn teased, keeping her tone light. “Drive-thru fries, tapos uwi.”
That earned her a sharp glance, Avalora’s lips twitching with the effort not to smile. “If you’ve got a death wish, fine. But since you’re treating me, you’re taking me to my favorite place.”
She rattled off an address Jorwyn did not recognize. A small, tucked-away bistro by the bay.
When they arrived, Jorwyn understood instantly why it was Avalora’s favorite. The place was cozy, the lights soft and warm, with windows that opened out to the sea breeze. Not many people knew of it, but it was intimate without trying.
Avalora visibly softened the moment she stepped inside, like tension had bled right out of her shoulders. “Finally,” she murmured, sliding into her seat by the window.
Jorwyn sat across from her, studying the way Avalora’s expression shifted, unguarded here in her own chosen space. “You come here a lot?” she asked.
“Mm. Whenever I need to breathe.” Avalora’s gaze flitted to her, and for a heartbeat, something like honesty hung between them. “Not a lot of people know about this place.”
Jorwyn smirked, leaning back. “So that means I’m a special guest.”
“Special guest? Don’t flatter yourself.” Avalora rolled her eyes, though the color creeping up her ears betrayed her. Her fork clinked faintly against the plate, a slip of unsteady fingers. She covered it fast, slicing into her food with deliberate calm, but her chest was tight.
Why did a single line from her partner make her react like this?
She pressed her lips together, forcing the flush down, refusing to let Jorwyn see how much it rattled her. “It’s not because of you—it just happened. Circumstance lang. Don’t start thinking you’re important enough to get that title.”
Jorwyn’s grin only widened as she caught the blush Avalora was trying so hard to hide. “Mm, sure,” she drawled. “Circumstance looks a lot like favoritism to me.”
Avalora’s mouth opened like she had a retort ready, but nothing came out. She snapped it shut again, cheeks burning hotter, and turned away instead.
They ordered, and while waiting, the teasing came easily. Jorwyn brought up the sleeping photo again; Avalora swatted at her across the table, muttering threats that only made Jorwyn laugh.
But when their food arrived, conversation softened. Avalora dug into her meal with obvious delight, and Jorwyn found herself watching more than eating. Every time Avalora’s face lit up describing a dish or a memory tied to it, Jorwyn caught herself listening too closely, storing details she had no business treasuring.
“You’re staring,” Avalora said suddenly, eyebrows arched.
Jorwyn did not flinch. “Can’t I appreciate the good taste? Both sa food… and sa choice ng lugar.”
Avalora blinked, caught off-guard. She opened her mouth to retort, then shut it, cheeks coloring as she returned to her plate.
The silence stretched, but it was not heavy. It was comfortable.
After dinner, they lingered a while by the window, the sound of waves muffled under the bistro’s low music. Avalora tapped her fingers against her glass. “You’ll forget this place tomorrow. I don’t really think this is your style.”
“Hmm,” Jorwyn leaned forward, voice dropping a shade. “Or maybe babalik ako. With the same company.”
Avalora froze, eyes flicking up to her. She looked like she might say something, something that might slip too close to the truth, but instead, she scoffed lightly and stood, grabbing her bag. “Bayaran mo na. Ikaw nagyaya.”
Jorwyn grinned as she rose too. “Oo naman. Worth it naman, eh.”
Outside, under the quiet streetlamps, Avalora walked ahead, her hair catching the breeze. Jorwyn trailed a step behind, fighting the ridiculous urge to reach out.
Not colleagues tonight. Not teammates.
Something else. Something unnamed.
The morning broke sharply and tensely. SCAR had barely clocked in when a call came through the intercom summoning them to the paramedic bay. Solana and Avalora exchanged confused glances, but it was not until they saw the Fire Chief already waiting inside—with arms folded, jaw tight—that the unease hardened into something heavier.
The rest of SCAR filed in behind the Maerith, chatter dimming when they caught the look on the Chief’s face. Solana, unusually quiet, kept her expression carefully schooled.
“SCAR,” the Fire Chief began, voice cutting through the sterile air, “we received a tip this morning that contraband has been stored in your supply cabinet.”
The words slammed into the team like a shockwave. Maerith’s mouth fell open, Selene muttered a sharp curse, and Avalora straightened, eyes wide.
“Sir, with all due respect—what?” Avalora blurted. “That’s impossible.”
The Chief’s gaze swept over them, unreadable. “I hope it is. But we don’t leave matters like this unchecked. Ricalde—open the cabinet.”
Everyone’s eyes fell on Maerith as she stepped forward, her hands visibly shaking. She unlocked the cabinet, pulled the doors wide, and revealed nothing. Supplies sat neatly arranged, untouched. No contraband. No trace of anything suspicious.
A beat of silence followed.
“…It’s clean,” Maerith said, exhaling relief. “Sir, we don’t know where that accusation even—”
“It wasn’t an accusation,” the Chief cut in, his tone iron. “It was a tip. And I take all tips seriously.”
The atmosphere shifted again, SCAR’s bewilderment thickening into frustration. Ron bristled, “A tip from who? Someone’s clearly trying to frame us.”
The Chief finally spoke the name. “One of your fellow nurses. She claimed she stumbled upon it while doing a routine supplies check. Chavez.”
Avalora stiffened, her mouth parting. “Ch–Halo?”
The name dropped like a stone into water, ripples spreading across the room. The nurses among them exchanged startled glances. Solana’s lips thinned, but she did not speak.
“Halo wouldn’t—” Her voice caught, too thin, and she forced it steady. “She wouldn’t just accuse without reason. There must’ve been a mistake.”
Her tone was firm, but the way she bit her lip after, eyes darting away, betrayed the crack she was desperate to hide.
The Chief’s gaze lingered on Avalora, then the rest of SCAR. “Whether by mistake or malice, this station doesn’t tolerate negligence. Consider this a warning. You’re under watch now.”
He turned on his heel and left, his heavy footsteps echoing down the hall.
For a long moment, no one spoke. The weight of suspicion hung over them like smoke.
Then Selene cursed again under her breath, Maerith slammed the cabinet shut harder than necessary, and Avalora muttered, “This is insane.”
Only Solana stayed unnervingly quiet, keeping her eyes fixed on the ground. Because, unlike the rest, she knew the Fire Chief was not wrong—contraband had been there. And only luck, her quick hands, and the twisted game they were playing had saved them from exposure.
The moment SCAR walked into the shared office, VARL could tell something was wrong. Their usual chatter was gone; even Solana was quiet, her jaw set tight.
Norelle looked up first. “What happened?”
Avalora’s tone was clipped, brittle. “The Fire Chief pulled us into the bay this morning. He said there was a report—someone tipped him that contraband was stashed in our supply cabinet.”
The room went dead silent.
“What the hell?” Garnet said, half-rising from her chair.
“They made me open it in front of him,” Maerith added, her face pale. “And it was clean. Of course, it was clean. Nothing was in there.”
Avalora’s fists tightened at her sides, nails digging into her palms. “But that’s not the point. Someone went to him. Someone wanted us under suspicion.”
“Who?” Norelle’s voice was sharp.
Avalora hesitated, jaw locking. Finally, she forced it out. “…It was Halo.”
The name cracked the tension wide open. VARL exchanged shocked looks.
Jorwyn froze for only a second before her whole body snapped rigidly. “Fucking Halo?” Her chair screeched back as she stood, voice loud enough to make everyone flinch. “Of course it’s her. Of course.”
“Jor—” Avalora started, but Jorwyn cut her off.
“She’s had it out for you since day one, Ava! Always running her mouth, always making digs when she thinks nobody’s listening—acting like you don’t deserve your spot.” Jorwyn’s voice shook with anger, her eyes burning. “And now she goes to the Chief? That’s not paranoia, that’s sabotage.”
Norelle, usually the one to pull Jorwyn back, did not move this time. She just sat still, watching Avalora carefully.
Avalora tried to keep her voice calm, steady, but it came out thinner than she wanted. “It doesn’t matter. There was nothing there, and the Chief saw that.”
“That’s not the point!” Jorwyn slammed her fist on the table, the sound reverberating through the office. “She wanted to put a target on your back. To make people question you. You think that just goes away because the cabinet was empty? People love rumors more than the truth.”
The room was heavy with her words. Garnet muttered, “She’s right.” Even Maerith, usually quiet, nodded stiffly.
Avalora’s lips pressed into a hard line. She turned slightly, shoulders tight, as if hiding the flicker in her eyes. Jorwyn caught it anyway—that tiny break in her armor, the way the accusation had hit deeper than she wanted to admit.
Inside, Jorwyn’s thoughts twisted darker. Halo. Always fucking Halo. Picking at Ava every chance she got. And now this? No one pulls a stunt this calculated unless they’ve done it before, unless they’ve got practice.
Her chest tightened. What if she’s the one who hired me? The client who wanted those cameras in Maerith’s place… who knew exactly how to strike at SCAR without ever lifting a hand. It fits. Goddamn, it fits too well.
For a moment, Jorwyn’s anger shifted. She wanted to go find Halo right then and there, to make her choke on every word she’d spread. If Halo’s behind that, too, then she’s not just Ava’s rival. She’s a fucking vulture circling all of them. Instead, she dragged a hand through her hair and muttered, “Goddamn snake.”
Maerith cleared her throat. “The chief said we’re under watch now. We can’t afford slip-ups.”
Avalora nodded once, curt and silent. She sat down stiffly at her desk, back ramrod straight. She did not look at Jorwyn, nor at anyone.
However, Jorwyn’s eyes lingered on her anyway, jaw tight. Her fury was not gone. If anything, it had only sharpened because nothing pissed her off more than seeing Avalora take the hit and act like she was fine.
Chapter 13: Ashtray
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The message still glared at her from the cheap burner phone’s cracked screen, the words cold and final.
[Deadline is approaching. No more delays.]
Jorwyn had not moved for an hour. She stood across the street from Maerith’s condominium, hidden under the cover of night, eyes locked on the same veranda she had been watching for days.
She could recite the patterns by now—the way Maerith hung her laundry after evening shifts, the way the lights went out by eleven sharp, the way she occasionally lingered at the railing with her coffee, staring at the city with a tired, faraway look.
It was monotonous, suffocating, and it was driving Jorwyn insane.
Her thumb brushed the phone’s edge, tension bleeding into her jaw. She had handled dozens of missions before—planting bugs, tailing targets, shadowing dignitaries, even slipping into places most people would never dare to. Every one of those jobs, she had completed cleanly, alone.
No assistance and no compromises.
However, this one was different.
They want proof. They want her watched. They want Jorwyn to complete this, no matter what it takes.
And Jorwyn knew she could not. Not with Maerith. Not with the lead nurse who trusted her team with her life. To invade her privacy this deeply, to compromise her safety.
It was not just another job because to Jorwyn, it was outright betrayal.
She pressed her teeth together, eyes burning holes into the veranda across the way.
I’ll find another way. I always do.
A faint shift behind her, causing the hairs on her neck to rise instantly.
Of course, she was not alone.
Jorwyn pivoted sharply, instincts kicking in. Only one other person she knew carried that kind of presence—soft-footed, calculated, almost predatory in silence.
“Sol—” she started, expecting the fleet nurse who had been hovering around her for days, but the sight that unfolded before her made her heart stutter.
Solana was there, yes. But she was not just there. She was appearing.
One second, her form was translucent—like light bending around her, rippling faintly against the dark. The next, flesh and bone solidified before Jorwyn’s eyes, her figure resolving as though stitched back into reality.
For the first time in years, Jorwyn stepped back, breath lodged in her throat.
Solana’s eyes were wide as saucers. “Oh my god,” she whispered, hand flying to her mouth.
Jorwyn blinked, her mind grasping for reason, for grounding, but all that came out was, “Sol… what—You’re… what the fuck?”
Her words stumbled over themselves, tripping on disbelief.
Solana raised both hands, palms outward, her face flushed with panic. “Jorwyn, wait—let me explain!”
“How did you—” Jorwyn’s voice cracked, raw. “How the hell did you do that? All this time, you can—” She gestured wildly, as if pulling the words out of thin air. “—can turn invisible?”
“Jor, please.” Solana’s tone sharpened, desperation leaking through. “Hold on. Let me talk.”
Jorwyn’s breath came fast, ragged, until she forced herself to inhale, steady, forcing the rhythm back.
What the hell is going on with SCAR? Her mind screamed. First Avalora—healing people with a touch—and now Solana? What even is this team?
Solana lowered her hands, shoulders sinking as she exhaled heavily. “What you’ve seen, that’s exactly it. I have invisibility, Jor. I’ve had it since I was in second grade.”
The words landed like stones in Jorwyn’s gut.
“You’ve had it—what? Since you were a kid?”
“Yes.” Solana’s nod was small, almost ashamed. “One day, I just… found out I could do it, and I’ve been hiding it ever since.”
Jorwyn shook her head, disbelief written across her face. “You mean—this whole time. All those times you’ve snuck up on me, all those times you moved without a sound—it wasn’t because you’ve practiced stealth, it was this?”
“Yeah.” Solana’s mouth twisted. “And yes, that’s why I was so confident during that pill retrieval. Because if I had to, I could just slip in and out unseen.”
Jorwyn stared at her, the pieces slamming together too quickly. “And you’ve never told anyone?”
“Wala pa, Jor,” Solana said, her voice lowering. “Except you, right now.”
The weight of that admission pressed between them. For someone like Solana, whose personality leaned toward mischief and bravado, to keep a secret like this meant fear.
It meant restraint.
“How the hell did you manage to hide this for so long?” Jorwyn muttered.
“You don’t know how badly I wanted to show it off,” Solana admitted, her tone almost sheepish.
And Jorwyn could believe it. If Solana had her way, she would have been pranking everyone in VARL and SCAR with this ability, tormenting them with phantom touches and disappearing acts. “But I was afraid. Afraid of what it meant. Afraid of what it could do, of its consequences. I haven’t used it in a long time.”
The word afraid lodged itself in Jorwyn’s ears. She narrowed her eyes. “Afraid of… what consequences?”
Solana’s laugh was hollow. “That’s the problem, Jor. Hindi ko alam if anong consequences nito. I never pushed it. I never wanted to find out the hard way.”
“But you just used it now,” Jorwyn said slowly.
Solana nodded. “Alam ko. Siguro dahil… I don’t worry about you. I knew if you ever found out, you wouldn’t snitch. You wouldn’t—” She paused, gaze softening. “You wouldn’t be afraid of me.”
Jorwyn blinked. “How can you say so?”
“I just…” Solana’s lips twitched into a shy smile. “I feel like my secret’s safe with you. Not because I know your secret, ah,” she added quickly, throwing her hands up.
That pulled a sharp laugh out of Jorwyn despite herself. “Tch. Fair enough.”
But her suspicion lingered. “You’re not using this to follow me around, right? Or anyone else?”
“Oh my god, Jor!” Solana’s indignant tone almost cracked the tension. “Relax. The only time I used it on you was that night, when I caught you here. I swear.” She crossed her heart dramatically. “And I’m not gonna blackmail you or anything either. We’re even.”
Jorwyn studied her for a long beat before her lips curved into the faintest smile. “Fine. But you’re telling me more about this later. For now—” she gestured at the veranda again, her face sobering. “Mission.”
Solana stepped closer, peering past her to the distant silhouette of Maerith’s unit. “Still watching Maerith?”
Jorwyn nodded.
“She’s not even there.”
“I know,” Jorwyn admitted, shoulders sagging. “I just… don’t know what to do anymore, Sol. They want results. They want those freaky cameras on her wall, and I can’t do it.”
“Then let’s make her leave,” Solana said, her voice turning sly. She nudged Jorwyn aside, leaning into her line of sight. “Let’s force her to move.”
Jorwyn snapped her head toward her, incredulous. “Seriously? You think she’s just gonna pack up and go on a random Wednesday night?”
Solana’s grin widened, dark and daring. “Not if she wants to. But if she doesn’t feel safe here, then she’ll have no choice.”
Jorwyn’s stomach dropped. “…Sol. No.”
However, Solana’s eyes glittered. “Use the fire hazards against her.”
It hit Jorwyn like a slap. “Don’t tell me you’re suggesting what I think you are.”
“Don’t worry.” Solana’s grin was almost wolfish. “I’ll do it naman, not you. If anyone’s conscience takes the hit, it’s mine.”
“You can’t be serious.”
“Dead serious.”
“Sol—”
“Come on, Jor. You and I both know it’ll work. A small fire lang naman. Just enough to scare her. Just enough to make the 3DS roll in and clear it up in minutes.” Solana leaned closer, voice dropping. “Nobody gets hurt, but Mae won’t stay another night after that.”
Jorwyn’s chest heaved, anger and disbelief warring inside her. “You’re a nurse. You save lives. How can you even think about causing harm—”
Solana cut her off, her tone sharp. “And you’re a firefighter. You run headfirst into danger. Don’t act like you haven’t been reckless before.”
The words stung.
“Why are you hesitating now?” Solana pressed, eyes narrowing. “All those stories you told me about your other jobs, your side missions—you never cared about the consequences. So why now?”
“Because this is different,” Jorwyn snapped. Her voice dropped, low and dangerous. “This is my team. If they ever found out—”
“Hindi nila malalaman, Jorwyn.” Solana’s voice softened, almost coaxing. “This will stay between us. I promise. We’ll bury this secret six feet under.”
The phrase made Jorwyn huff out a bitter laugh. I’d like to see you try to bury me, she thought darkly.
But Solana was relentless. “We’re out of time, Jor. You know I’m right.”
Silence stretched. Jorwyn stared at the ground, at the faint cracks in the pavement, before finally dragging her hands down her face.
“Fine.”
Solana’s smile snapped back, triumphant. “I knew you would come around.”
Together, they crouched in the shadows, voices hushed as they began to plot.
Solana outlined the access points she had scouted, how she would slip into the power room and tamper with the wiring. Jorwyn, despite herself, found her instincts sharpening—calculating angles, predicting responses, ensuring the fire would be small enough, and containable.
Every word tasted like ash on her tongue.
She told herself she was only letting Solana take the reins because she had no choice. That she had found a way to stop it before it went too far.
But as the night deepened around them, and Solana’s confidence filled the air, Jorwyn could not shake the gnawing truth clawing at her chest.
For the first time in years, I’m not in control, and that terrifies me more than the fire ever could.
The city slept uneasily.
From her vantage point across the narrow street, Jorwyn’s entire body thrummed with tension. Her palms were slick despite the cool night air, every nerve screaming
Don’t let this happen.
Yet she had agreed. Against every instinct, she had agreed.
Solana crouched beside her, her grin sharp and unbothered, as if this were nothing more than another prank pulled on their unsuspecting teammates. She had changed into darker scrubs, her hair tied back, a small backpack slung over her shoulders.
“You ready?” Solana whispered.
“No,” Jorwyn muttered, and her jaw clenched. “But you’re going to do it anyway.”
Solana’s smirk softened into something almost reassuring. “Relax, ka lang diyan, babygirl. It’s not like we’re torching the place. Just a little… faulty wiring.” She gave a playful wiggle of her fingers. “Cause panic, make smoke, and ring the alarms. That’s it.”
Jorwyn’s stomach twisted. “You’re way too excited about this.”
“And you’re way too worried.” Solana slung the bag tighter on her shoulder and rose in one smooth motion. And then she flickered. Her form blurred, shimmered like heat haze, then vanished entirely.
Jorwyn exhaled through her nose, grounding herself against the wall she leaned on.
Right. Invisible. She can do that.
The world felt wrong with Solana gone. Silent, except for the faint hum of the city. Jorwyn’s gaze remained glued to the condo, every window lit faintly, curtains drawn. Somewhere inside was Maerith, who is unaware of the storm they were about to unleash.
This is insane. I should stop her. I should walk away.
However, she did not. She could not.
Minutes crawled, and her heart ticked in her chest like a second clock.
Then, faintly, her earpiece crackled. Solana’s whisper, smug as always, “Nakapasok na ko.”
Jorwyn pressed the device tighter. “Don’t linger.”
“Copy, mom,” Solana teased.
Jorwyn rolled her eyes heavenward.
Why do I put up with you?
Through her binoculars, Jorwyn tracked the faintest disturbances in the shadows of the ground floor—security lights that flickered as though someone had brushed past, doors left ajar an inch too wide. Solana was moving with practiced ease, her power cloaking her as if she were smoke herself.
The wait stretched. Then a snap. The kind of sound that prickled the back of Jorwyn’s neck.
She stiffened. “Solana. What was that?”
Her earpiece hissed. “Chill ka lang sabi. Just popped open the power room.” A pause. “Wires look like a rat’s nest, Jor. This place is begging to burn.”
Jorwyn swore under her breath, teeth digging into her lip.
Minutes later, she heard it. The faint whir of circuits overloading. A soft crackle, the hum of electricity sparking against metal.
Her pulse spiked. “Solana—”
“Easy,” Solana’s voice came, but now it was laced with strain. “Just—give it a second.”
Another crack. Then—fwoosh.
Jorwyn’s entire body lurched upright as an orange glow bloomed from the ground-floor window. Small, but alive and hungry.
“Oh, fuck,” she hissed.
The smoke followed fast, curling upward like a serpent in the night, and then the shrill scream of the alarm split the air.
The building awoke in chaos.
Lights flickered on across units, curtains shoved aside, panicked voices spilling into the corridors. Footsteps thundered down stairwells. Someone screamed sunog! at the top of their lungs, the word slicing through the air with primal terror.
Jorwyn’s chest locked tight.
This is too much. Too fast.
She fumbled for her comm. “Solana, get out! Now.”
Her earpiece crackled, but no voice came back.
“Sol—”
“I’m already moving,” Solana finally whispered, breathless. “Don’t piss yourself, Jor. I’m clear.”
But Jorwyn’s relief was smothered by the sight across the street.
Maerith’s veranda lit up. The sliding doors flung open, and there she was with her hair loose, still in her night clothes, eyes wide with alarm as smoke billowed into the hallway beyond her. She leaned dangerously far over the railing, scanning below.
“Shit,” Jorwyn muttered, her instincts thrumming to move, to run inside, to drag Maerith out herself. But she stayed rooted. She could not blow her cover.
Sirens pierced the night.
Jorwyn turned sharply toward the corner, heart hammering as red-and-blue lights cut across the buildings. She recognized the engine even before it braked to a screeching halt.
3DS.
Her brothers-in-arms, tumbling out in practiced precision. Helmets strapped, hoses unraveling, voices barking orders over the din.
Jorwyn’s stomach twisted into knots.
They shouldn’t even be here tonight. Damn it, Sol.
She could almost hear Eon shouting, his voice cutting like steel. “Secure the perimeter! Check the power room! Ron, with me!”
Water hissed as hoses connected, pressure building. The orange glow licked higher, fed by faulty wires and dust-choked vents. The sprinkler system overhead groaned once, then sputtered uselessly, rust having eaten its bones.
Maerith shouted something Jorwyn could not hear, waving frantically from her veranda. She coughed hard, dragging her shirt over her mouth, her other hand gripping the railing as if debating whether to climb down.
“No,” Jorwyn whispered under her breath.
Don’t do it, Mae.
And then she saw Win, the fire captain, barking orders sharp and fast. His eyes tracked the smoke curling up toward the residential floors. He gestured, and two of his men broke off, sprinting for the stairwell, axes in hand.
Jorwyn’s fists curled so tightly her nails bit her palms. Every muscle in her body screamed to join them, to rush into that smoke and take Maerith by the wrist and haul her out.
But she could not. She was not on shift. She was not even supposed to be here.
All she could do was watch.
The smoke thickened. Neighbors spilled into the parking lot, clutching children, clutching bags as panic rolled like a wave.
From her earpiece, Solana whispered, almost giddy, “See? Just like I said. They’ve got it.”
Jorwyn wanted to rip the comm out of her ear.
You don’t see Mae choking on that balcony.
The hoses roared to life, a powerful jet slamming into the window below, steam rising as the flames hissed in protest. The glow dimmed, sputtered, then flared again as though unwilling to surrender.
Maerith disappeared inside for a terrible second, swallowed by smoke.
Jorwyn’s heart seized. “Mae—” The name escaped her before she could stop it.
Then salvation came as one of the firefighters emerged from the stairwell, guiding Maerith forward, an arm braced protectively around her shoulders. She stumbled, coughing, but alive.
Alive.
Jorwyn sagged against the wall, every tendon in her body trembling.
Her team—her brothers—they worked like clockwork, stamping out the fire with precision, forcing the blaze back into submission. Within minutes, the roar dwindled to smoke, then to steam, the night air acrid with the smell of charred plastic and waterlogged wood.
But Jorwyn could not unclench her fists. She could not ease the guilt thrumming like wildfire in her chest.
She had watched it unfold. She had let Solana start it, and now 3DS had been the ones forced to risk their lives to end it.
Maerith was led out into the street, wrapped in a blanket, her expression dazed, fury beginning to bloom beneath her shock. She shouted something at the chief—Jorwyn could almost imagine the words: This building was unsafe. Those sprinklers were dead. We could have died.
Jorwyn swallowed hard, her throat burning.
Solana’s voice chirped in her ear, too light, too casual: “See? No casualties. Just a scare. Mission accomplished.”
However, Jorwyn’s chest only tightened further because as she watched Maerith’s figure shake with anger and fear, she realized the truth.
This was not just a scare. This was still betrayal, and it had her fingerprints all over it.
The call had gone out in the group chat, no sirens, no orders, but just a rush of urgency that spread like fire through VARL and SCAR alike. Even though their shifts were officially over, nobody hesitated. Within an hour, the entire unit was pouring into the condo complex where Maerith’s home had nearly gone up in flames.
The street outside was still damp from hoses, and the acrid bite of burnt wiring clung to the air.
Avalora was the first through the lobby, Selene on her heels. Both of them sprinted across the tiled floor, hair in disarray, coats thrown over casual clothes. Avalora skidded to a halt the second she saw Maerith, slouched against the wall near the elevators, her face pale and dazed.
“Maerith!” Avalora burst out, voice sharp with panic. She dropped beside the nurse, gripping her shoulders as if to anchor her in place. “Are you okay? My god, you scared me—”
Selene crouched low, taking one of Maerith’s hands gently, her voice steadier but still colored with worry. “Breathe. You’re safe now. Just breathe, alright? No one’s hurt.”
Maerith gave a slow nod, but her eyes were glassy, unfocused. “I… I didn’t even realize there was smoke until the alarm went off. If they hadn’t—” She stopped, voice breaking, and tried again. “I could’ve been trapped inside.”
Behind them, the rest of VARL appeared together like a second wave, uniforms replaced by mismatched shirts and hoodies, but still moving as one. Concern radiated off them in different ways, while Win’s furrowed brows, Ron’s nervous pacing, and Eon’s clenched jaw. Mar had his hands shoved into his pockets, but his gaze was fixed firmly on Maerith, like keeping her in sight might keep her safe.
And then, separately, Jorwyn arrived.
She had made sure of that. She had parked farther down the street, given herself a few minutes to collect her breath, and paste on the same mask of worry that everyone else wore. She had to look like she had just come running, not like she had been watching from the shadows the entire time.
She kept her steps quick but not too quick as she crossed the lobby, her boots thudding against the tile. She knew her act had to be flawless. Inside, her stomach twisted so tight it felt like knots of barbed wire.
Solana slipped in a few minutes later, hair messy as though she had rushed straight from home. She came from the opposite direction, her expression just as perfectly arranged into concern. The two of them had planned it down to the smallest detail—different routes, staggered entrances, no trace of collusion.
“Move out of that place, Mae.”
Win’s voice cut across the worried murmur of the group. His tone was sharp, not unkind, but so blunt that the words landed like a punch in Jorwyn’s gut.
“We can’t see you being in that situation again. Muntik na kami sumugod sa unit mo at hayaan yung iba.”
The firefighters nodded grimly in agreement, but for Jorwyn, the words sank deeper. Her pulse stuttered in her throat. For a second, she swore he was looking right at her, as if he knew, as if he could see the guilt carved into her bones.
She darted a glance at Solana. The nurse was standing stiffly off to the side, arms crossed tight, her chest rising with a heavy sigh. Their eyes met for a heartbeat. Jorwyn did not need words; she could read the weight there, the silent admission that both of them were carrying the same crime in their lungs.
“I think it’s the perfect time to move na, Mae,” Norelle said gently, her voice tugging Maerith back to the present.
Selene added, “We can take all of your belongings out right now. And you can stay with any of us tonight. Don’t argue, Mae. Please.”
“You can stay with me tonight,” Solana said suddenly, stepping forward. Her voice was calm, carefully measured, but Jorwyn could hear the strain hiding underneath. “I’ll assist you tomorrow in finding a unit. I think may spare pa sa floor namin mismo.”
Avalora’s head snapped up. “Yeah, that’s right. The one in the farthest corner actually got emptied last week. I asked the front desk earlier.”
Jorwyn felt her chest tighten again.
Of course, Avalora would already know. Of course, she had been keeping tabs, thoughtful as always. For a flicker of a moment, Jorwyn hated herself more than she thought possible. Avalora’s eyes were shining with concern for Maerith, while Jorwyn herself was complicit in nearly putting the lead nurse’s life at risk.
“Thank you, guys.” Maerith’s voice was hoarse but steady now, gratitude written across her expression. “Thanks, boys,” she added, nodding at VARL. “I was terrified kanina, and I’m glad it was you who did the rescue.”
The firefighters gave her tired but genuine smiles.
“If it’s okay, let’s move my things out tonight,” Maerith said at last. “And yes, I’ll gladly stay with either Avalora or Solana. Let’s have that empty room booked as soon as possible.”
That night turned into an unexpected operation of its own. VARL and SCAR, usually split between station shifts and duties, worked side by side to pack boxes, haul bags, and carry out furniture. Laughter occasionally cut through the tension, someone making a joke about the chaos of Maerith’s hoarding habits or how heavy her bookshelf was.
Jorwyn carried her share, but every box felt heavier than it should have. Every smile she offered felt cracked, hollow. Around her, the team’s camaraderie buzzed warm and genuine, but she felt like a fraud standing in their light.
3DS eventually excused themselves, their uniforms damp with sweat and soot, reminding everyone that their shift was not yet done.
“We still have reporting to do,” Eon said simply, his eyes shadowed with exhaustion. They clapped Maerith on the shoulder, promised to visit soon, then disappeared into the night.
By the time the last of Maerith’s things were stacked neatly in Avalora’s spare room, it was well past midnight. The exhaustion in everyone’s bones was softened only by relief.
“Sol, ikaw na bahala kay Maerith,” Jorwyn said quietly, already halfway into her truck. She had one boot on the step, one hand gripping the door, when Solana appeared at her side.
“Don’t worry about anything, Jor.” Solana’s voice was soft, threaded with fatigue but also with iron. “Let’s leave everything that happened tonight in the past. Like nothing happened.”
Her eyes held Jorwyn’s for a long moment. There was no smile, no humor—just the heavy weight of a pact neither of them could break.
Jorwyn gave a stiff nod and climbed into the truck.
The drive home blurred past her in patches of streetlight and shadows. Her mind replayed everything on a cruel loop—the flicker of flames in the hallway, the crackle of burning wires, the sight of Maerith’s stunned face as she was pulled to safety.
Guilt gnawed at her ribs until she thought it might eat her alive. She told herself she had done worse things before, for worse reasons. She told herself this was just another mission, another job. She gaslit herself into believing it was necessary, that the end justified the means.
But she could not shake the truth: the mission would never have been successful without Solana’s help. And that fact twisted her gratitude into something heavier, sharper.
When she finally collapsed onto her bed, still in half her clothes, her phone buzzed on the nightstand.
Her heart jolted. For one agonizing second, she thought it was her employers already—demanding proof, demanding results, maybe even already aware of the fire.
But the name glowing on her screen made her chest loosen in relief.
Avalora.
[I hope you went home safe, Jorwyn. Ikaw na lang malayo sa amin eh.]
The corners of Jorwyn’s lips tugged upward before she could stop them. She sat up, typing quickly.
[I got home safely, Av. Don’t worry. ]
[VARL’s been bugging me about moving.]
[On our next day off, I’ll definitely start looking na din.]
The typing bubbles appeared, then Avalora’s reply:
[That’s nice to know.]
[Good night, Wyn. See you tomorrow :)]
Jorwyn leaned back against the headboard, heart softening at the simple warmth of it.
[Good night, Av :)]
She sent back, her smile widening.
For a brief moment, the guilt quieted. The noise of the fire, the weight of Solana’s pact, all of it dulled under the glow of Avalora’s concern.
Until another ping cut through the night.
Her stomach dropped as she read it.
[527 terminated. Execution no longer required.]
[We’ll be in touch. Your loyalty is… noted.]
The words burned brighter than any fire.
Her grip on the phone tightened until her knuckles ached. She exhaled shakily, relief crashing over her like a tide.
It was over. Finally, it was over, and yet, lying there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, Jorwyn could not decide if that knowledge made her feel free or just more hollow than before.
The supply room smelled faintly of alcohol and iron shelves, every box labeled and stacked with military precision. But the air was heavy, waiting to split.
“Maerith, someone said you left Marigold?” Halo’s tone carried that familiar edge—too light to sound friendly, too sharp to be innocent.
Maerith’s eyes flicked up from her clipboard. “Who told you that?”
Jorwyn, Garnet, and the rest of SCAR stiffened.
Halo’s team was stationed in Supply Room 4, not the same one as SCAR, and they should not even be here yet, as it was still too early for their shit, but here she was—smug, early, and fishing for something she shouldn’t have known.
“Heard it from somewhere,” Halo said, voice almost sing-song. “So did you ba?”
“Yes,” Maerith replied, calm as stone.
Halo’s lips curved into a knife. “Guess it’s easy to run when you’ve got others cleaning up your mess.”
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on.
Where did that even come from? Jorwyn thought, pulse spiking. Her grip tightened on the edge of the desk, knuckles whitening. Garnet’s head snapped up too, eyes narrowing.
“What did you say?” Avalora’s voice cut in, sharp as glass. It was the first time Jorwyn had ever heard her sound that cold, like ice snapping underfoot.
Halo only shrugged, her grin widening. “Chief got a tip about your cabinet, didn’t he? Maybe instead of pointing fingers at me, you should think about why anyone would believe it in the first place.”
“That’s enough,” Avalora snapped, standing so abruptly her chair screeched back. Her fists trembled at her sides, betraying just how much control she was clinging to. “You endangered our entire unit.”
For a heartbeat, something mean flickered across Halo’s face—her mask cracking. Then she leaned in, eyes glinting. “Maybe someone finally needed to show BlueSent that you aren’t untouchable.”
Jorwyn’s chair scraped back as she stood. The room seemed to tilt as she stalked forward, step after deliberate step. “Say that again,” she growled, each word dragging low from her throat. “One more time, and I swear—”
But Avalora’s hand caught her arm. Hot. Firm. Grounding. It was the only thing that stopped her from lunging.
“Jor. Don’t.” Avalora’s voice was low, not pleading but commanding.
Halo laughed, bitter and sharp. “Of course you’d let your watchdog off her leash. That’s all she is, isn’t she? A dog chasing whoever tells her to heel.”
Jorwyn’s breath burst out of her nose, fire in her chest. It took everything in her not to break free of Avalora’s grip. She doesn’t get to talk like that. Not about me. Not about us.
“That’s enough.” Avalora’s voice was steadier now, deadly calm. Her hand left Jorwyn’s arm as she turned fully toward Halo. “Get out.”
Halo blinked, mockery faltering. “Excuse me? I think you forgot you’re talking to a lead nurse.”
“You heard me.” Avalora did not flinch. Her tone dropped lower, steady as steel. “You’re finished here. Leave the room before I drag you out myself.”
The clock on the wall ticked once, twice. No one breathed.
Halo’s smile slithered back, but it was venom now, no disguise left. “Fine,” she hissed. “But you’ll regret this. All of you.”
She swept out, the slam of the door reverberating down the hall, leaving behind an echo that clung to the air like smoke.
Jorwyn stared at the door long after it shut, fists clenched, Avalora’s touch still burning on her arm.
No one moved at first. The door’s echo still clung to the walls, as though the room itself had not recovered from Halo’s storm.
Garnet was the first to break. She exhaled loudly, muttering, “What the hell was that?” Her fists had been clenched the whole time, nails digging crescents into her palms.
Norelle let out a low whistle. “That woman has some nerve showing her face here. Did you see the way she—ugh.” She shook her head, words failing her.
Maerith, still seated, lowered her clipboard slowly onto the table. Her expression was unreadable, but her jaw worked like she was grinding down everything she wanted to say. Because of me, she thought. “That whole mess, the cabinet, the move—Halo only has ammo because of me.”
“Don’t,” Avalora said suddenly, voice softer but cutting through Maerith’s guilt like a scalpel. “Don’t take her words in. None of it.”
Maerith blinked, surprised. Avalora rarely spoke so directly outside of her nurse’s duties.
However, Jorwyn was not even listening. She was still standing where Avalora had stopped her, arm tingling where that hand had been. Her breath came sharp, uneven, like she had just come back from a sprint.
She called me a dog. A watchdog. She thinks that’s all I am? No. No one gets to spit on what I do. On what I am.
“Jor?” Garnet’s voice broke through, tentative. She had never seen her that close to snapping before.
Jorwyn did not answer. Her eyes were still fixed on the door, jaw clenched so hard it ached.
“She’s rattled us on purpose,” Solana finally said, leaning against the shelves with her arms crossed. For once, her tone wasn’t teasing. “She came early, spilled things she shouldn’t know, threw her jabs, then walked out after making sure we were bleeding on the inside. Classic Halo.”
Norelle nodded grimly. “Yeah. And I hate that it worked.”
Avalora turned toward Jorwyn then, her gaze steady. “Wyn.”
The rescuer blinked, finally dragging her eyes away from the door to meet hers.
“She’s not worth it,” Avalora said. Her tone was not scolding, but layered—firm, steady, with something else underneath. Something that almost sounded like worry.
Jorwyn’s fists finally loosened. Slowly and painfully. She let out a low exhale through her teeth.
Not worth it. Not worth it. Then why does it still burn?
Maerith cleared her throat, voice small. “I… I didn’t mean for this to spread. None of this should’ve—”
“Mae.” Avalora cut her off again, gentler now. “This isn’t on you. Don’t let her dig claws where they don’t belong.”
For a long moment, Maerith only nodded, staring at the floor.
Solana broke the silence again, this time with a crooked smirk, though her eyes were still sharp. “Well, if you ask me, Halo’s only acting this desperate because she knows she’s losing grip. Cornered animals bite hardest.”
“That wasn’t just a bite,” Garnet muttered.
“No,” Jorwyn said finally, voice low but steady now. She turned, eyes hard. “That was a warning shot.”
The weight of her words pressed down on the room. Everyone felt it. Everyone knew it. Halo was not finished—not by a long shot.
But as the others exchanged uneasy glances, Avalora’s gaze stayed on Jorwyn. Quiet, searching, unreadable.
And Jorwyn, for the first time that day, had to look away.
The day after the confrontation, the tension still clung to SCAR like smoke that refused to clear. They tried to shake it off—immersing themselves in drills, reports, little jokes between Solana and Norelle—but now and then, someone’s gaze would flick toward the door, half-expecting Halo to barge in again with that smug grin.
Whispers began trickling in from the other units. Nothing direct, nothing confirmed, but enough to stir unease.
“I heard someone from Halo’s crew was called into the Chief’s office yesterday,” one of the junior nurses murmured to Maerith during shift change.
“Really?” Maerith asked carefully, feigning disinterest.
“Yeah. Don’t know why, pero parang big deal. They looked pale coming out.”
In the cafeteria, Garnet overheard two medics from another wing.
“They say Halo’s team might get reassigned.”
“No way. She’s too proud. I don’t think she would take it.”
“Exactly. That’s why it makes sense. Word is, her old man’s got other plans for her.”
When Garnet relayed it later, Solana only scoffed. “Reassigned? Please, I hope she gets exiled. You don’t kick up that much dust without choking on it eventually.”
But the rumors did not stop there. A few days later, during a late-night report filing, Jorwyn caught a snippet between two firefighters she did not recognize.
“—Chief’s been livid since that tip-off. He said if he finds out who planted it, heads are gonna roll.”
“You think it was Halo?”
“Come on. Who else would be reckless enough? And she’s been too quiet lately.”
Too quiet. That stuck with Jorwyn long after the voices faded. Halo was not the type to slink away. If she was silent, it meant she was plotting or cornered. Neither option sat right with her.
Even Avalora, usually so focused on her patients, had begun to notice. When she caught Jorwyn lingering in the hall one night, staring at the stairwell like she expected someone to come storming up, Avalora asked, “Still thinking about her?”
Jorwyn stiffened. “Someone has to.”
“She already burned her bridges.” Avalora’s voice was steady, but her hand curled slightly at her side. “Whatever happens next… It’s out of our hands.”
Out of our hands, Jorwyn echoed bitterly in her head. Then why does it feel like she’s still pulling strings around us?
The tension reached a peak when another rumor slithered in, but this time from the supply wing itself.
“She’s been fighting with her father,” a clerk whispered while handing Solana requisition papers. “Shouting matches. Something about family business, responsibilities, and Australia. The walls aren’t as soundproof as they think.”
By the time Solana slipped the news to the others, the entire crew felt the ground shifting. Halo’s foundation was not just cracked as it also crumbling.
And though no one said it aloud, they all felt the same shadow of dread because people like Halo did not go quietly.
The rumors alone were enough to keep everyone on edge, but it was the sighting that sealed it.
It was late, near midnight, when Jorwyn stayed behind to finish a security check on the corridors. The halls were dim, the overhead lights buzzing faintly, the sterile air holding that peculiar stillness of after-hours BlueSent. She was used to silence by now—used to the calm lull after chaos.
But then she felt that prickling along her neck, the instinct of being watched.
She turned the corner, and there she was.
Halo.
Leaning casually against the wall at the far end of the corridor, like she had been waiting. No uniform this time, just her jacket slung over her shoulders, hands tucked into her pockets, but her presence carried the same sharpness as ever.
Jorwyn froze for a second; the only sound was the hum of the lights.
“Ikaw,” Jorwyn said, voice low.
Halo’s lips curved—not quite a smile, more like a blade sliding free of its sheath. “Are you still guarding your precious unit like a dog at the gate?”
Jorwyn’s fists clenched. “Say what you came to say.”
“I didn’t come to say anything,” Halo replied smoothly, pushing off the wall and taking a slow step forward. “Just thought I’d take one last look before everything changes.”
Her words sent a ripple of unease through Jorwyn. “Changes?”
Halo tilted her head, eyes glittering in the dim light. “Oh, you’ll find out soon enough. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe the next day. Either way, don’t think for a second you’ve won.”
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. There it is again, she thought. That promise of unfinished business. Even when she’s cornered, she bites.
Halo’s gaze flicked past her shoulder, toward the closed office doors where SCAR sometimes gathered. Her expression softened into something darker, quieter.
“Avalora…” she said, almost to herself, like the name was an old wound she could not stop prodding. Then she met Jorwyn’s eyes again and smirked. “Take good care of her, watchdog. You’ll need to.”
Before Jorwyn could snap back, Halo turned, disappearing down the stairwell with an echo of footsteps that seemed to linger long after she was gone.
Jorwyn stood there, breath tight, the weight of that encounter sinking into her chest. She did not tell the others—not yet. Not when all she had was a shadow of a warning, a venomous farewell that might not even be the last.
But later, when she sat in the dark, her mind replayed Halo’s smirk again and again, like a scar that refused to heal.
And then news about Halo’s team disbanding spread like wildfire in BlueSent. Some of the rookies whispered in the corners of the bay, some of the nurses exchanged wide-eyed glances. To everyone, it seemed abrupt but believable—Halo was from money, after all, and taking over the family business in Australia was a convenient cover story.
Inside SCAR’s office, the air was heavier. Avalora slammed the newspaper on the desk, brows furrowed.
“Of course she gets to leave just like that,” she muttered. “After all the damage, all the tension she caused here—she just packs up and runs?”
“Better she’s gone than still lurking around,” Selene said firmly, though her jaw was tight.
Norelle leaned back in her chair, thoughtful. “It’s too neat. But… what matters is the Fire Chief bought it, and Halo’s out of our way. That’s already a win.”
Maerith let out a slow breath, still pale from the near-tragedy of her unit. “I don’t even care about the reason. I’m just relieved it’s over. Makakahinga na tayong lahat nang maluwag.”
There were nods all around, some reluctant, some genuine.
Jorwyn, leaning casually against the wall, kept her face carefully blank. Her insides, however, were anything but calm. She knew better. Her teeth clenched, a flicker of rage burning behind her quiet exterior.
Solana caught her eye from across the room. Just one look was enough to remind them both: no one else can know. Not Avalora, not Maerith, not even Norelle. Their little side mission, the wires they tampered with, the fire that almost cost lives—those truths would stay buried.
Avalora’s voice snapped Jorwyn from her thoughts. “You’re quiet,” she said, suspicion in her eyes.
Jorwyn shrugged, forcing a small smirk. “Just… processing. Honestly, Av, I’m with Mae. At least she’s out of our hair. That’s what matters.”
Avalora studied her for a beat longer before sighing. “Yeah. You’re right.”
Solana clapped her hands together, breaking the heaviness. “Then let’s move forward. No more looking back. We survived Halo’s mess, and that’s what counts.”
There was a collective hum of agreement, some shoulders easing.
But when the team filed out, Jorwyn lingered, gaze fixed on the empty desk that once belonged to Halo.
She tried to bury SCAR. Tried to bury Avalora, and she nearly succeeded.
As they left the room, Solana bumped her shoulder against hers, low enough for only Jorwyn to hear, “I got the real news, babygirl,” she murmured.
Jorwyn’s brow arched. “What?”
Solana leaned in, lowering her voice. “I sneaked into the Fire Chief’s office again. You wouldn’t believe the argument I overheard.”
“You used your invisibility again?” Jorwyn muttered, half incredulous, half impressed.
“Ano pa nga ba?” Solana smirked. “Anyway, turns out—Halo’s father was there. They weren’t talking about any damn family business. Nagsasagutan sila. Apparently, the Fire Chief found out the truth straight from her father’s mouth.”
Jorwyn narrowed her eyes. “Spit it out, Sol.”
Solana grinned, drawing it out. “Guess who ordered you to plant the contraband in our cabinet?”
Jorwyn’s stomach sank, even though she already knew the answer. “…Don’t tell me—”
“It was Halo all along,” Solana cut in, eyes sharp with the satisfaction of confirming it. “She was the one behind the painkiller being planted.”
“That prick,” Jorwyn hissed, fury boiling in her chest. She clenched her fists so tight her knuckles ached. Of course, it was her. Always had a vendetta against Avalora and her team.
However, Solana was not finished. She leaned closer, whispering, her tone suddenly teasing again. “You know what’s even more shocking? I don’t know if this’ll make you feel less guilty or make you want to punch walls.”
“Sol—spill it. Stop dragging it out, or I’ll actually kick you like I’ve been meaning to since day one,” Jorwyn snapped, jaw tight.
The fleet nurse burst out laughing, unable to help herself. “God, I love rattling you up. But listen, babygirl—the wirings I saw yesterday? You should’ve seen how chaotic it was. If you’d been there, you’d be cursing whoever set that trap.”
Jorwyn frowned, the confusion creeping in. “…What are you getting at?”
“Si Halo na naman,” Solana said, her grin dropping into something serious. “She was the one who ordered the wiring messed up. That’s why when I shifted one wire, everything almost blew. It was designed so that even the smallest wrong move would’ve burned Marigold to the ground.”
A heavy silence fell.
Jorwyn’s breath caught in her throat. For a moment, her rage was so sharp it was almost dizzying. “She… she tried to burn down the place herself?”
Solana nodded. “Yeah. My guess? She wanted VARL caught in it. Make it look like you were incompetent—or worse, guilty.”
Jorwyn’s chest tightened with both anger and guilt. Her mind spun back to Avalora, to how close everything had been to disaster. Her voice dropped low, rough with barely leashed rage.
“Well, even if that’s the case, Sol… we still had the intention to set the fire. That doesn’t wash our hands clean. But…” her jaw clenched, eyes narrowing, “…my rage against that beast just doubled.”
The two stood in silence, the weight of their choices pressing heavily.
Finally, Jorwyn let out a sharp exhale, forcing a wry smile to her lips. “At least one good thing came out of this. I don’t have to worry about some client wanting my head anymore.”
“Hell yeah!” Solana said, breaking the tension with her usual grin. She wrapped an arm around Jorwyn’s shoulders and started steering her back toward the office. “But you’re still treating me for the massive assist. Steak dinner, wagyu, no arguments.”
Jorwyn snorted, shaking her head. “Fine. But you’re also spilling everything about that invisibility trick of yours. No more hiding it from me.”
“Oh?” Solana teased, flashing her a smirk. “Getting curious about my secrets, babygirl?”
Jorwyn rolled her eyes, but the corner of her lips tugged upward despite herself. “Don’t push your luck.”
As Solana’s laughter echoed softly between them, the weight on Jorwyn’s chest did not quite lift. She forced her own chuckle, let herself be dragged along by the nurse’s easy warmth, but her mind would not still.
Halo’s smirk in the corridor. The threat in her voice. The knowledge that the fire, the wires, the planted contraband—every piece of chaos—had her fingerprints all over it.
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened.
She’s gone, but her shadow’s still here. Lurking. Waiting. And if she ever comes back…
Her hand brushed against her side, as if grounding herself.
This time, I won’t let her get anywhere near Avalora. Not her. Not Sol. Not any of them.
Notes:
This chapter is longer than usual. I just intended to end the 527 arc within this chapter so we can move forward... (maybe...👀)
Solana can turn invisible rin? I wonder ano kayang kasutilan magagawa niya 😆
Chapter 14: Burst
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Days bled into weeks, and for a while, Jorwyn allowed herself to believe that things had finally steadied.
Drills with 3DS. Joint rescues with SCAR. Nights filled with anonymous messages from her employers pulling her into impossible side jobs she completed without question. It was all routine—dangerous, exhausting, but routine nonetheless.
Yet beneath it all, the weight never left. Avalora’s secret. Solana’s secret. Her own double life. And that tingling on her chest, she did not want to accept. Four ticking bombs pressing on her ribs with every breath she took.
Jorwyn had no idea that one of them would detonate first.
It happened on a sun-scorched afternoon at a family resort out of town. The report they received sounded almost laughable as a grown man stuck atop a tall coconut tree after climbing it on a dare. But upon arrival, VARL-SCAR found the man clinging to the trunk, trembling like a leaf, arms and legs mottled with bruises, his shouts for help growing weaker by the minute.
“Why is he even up there?” Norelle asked, frowning at the man swaying above them.
The private resort owner's youngest son stepped forward, sheepish. “It was just a dare. We didn’t think he’d actually do it. He was bragging that he could, so we let him. Now…” He scratched the back of his neck, glancing upward. “Now he can’t get down.”
Jorwyn tilted her head back, watching the man cling like a desperate child. His knuckles were white, his feet already bleeding from scraping bark. The heat shimmered in the air, and she knew that if he slipped, he would not survive the fall.
Fortunately, Garnet was already maneuvering the long ladder from the truck, its metal groaning as it extended upward.
Jorwyn strapped on her harness and climbed into the basket, her body moving on instinct. The ascent was steady, mechanical, the ground shrinking beneath her boots.
“Mister Logan,” she called out as they drew near, her voice calm, firm, the tone she had practiced countless times for panicked victims. “I’m here to help you go down. I need you to trust me, okay? Let go of the trunk, just a little. I’ve got you.”
The man’s lips quivered, eyes wild. “I—I can’t. Please, don’t let me fall!”
“You won’t fall. Look at me.” She locked her gaze with his, extending her gloved hand. “I’m not letting go. You’re safe.”
It took several coaxing words, but eventually he released his death grip, shaking violently as Jorwyn secured him in the harness. Relief sagged through his body once he was finally beside her in the basket.
“Good job,” she murmured as the ladder descended. “You did it.”
On the ground, the rest of SCAR moved in. Avalora was the first at Logan’s side, gloves snapping into place as she crouched beside him. Selene stood ready with the clipboard, jotting notes, while Solana unrolled the leg stabilizer.
“Any part of you hurting, Mister Logan?” Selene asked.
“This—this foot,” Logan stammered. “Feels… wrecked. And I have some scratches, but that’s all.”
“Don’t move.” Maerith’s voice was brisk as she began bandaging his knee. Solana steadied the leg. Avalora leaned forward, her touch impossibly gentle as she cleaned the bleeding abrasions.
And Jorwyn, standing a few paces back, saw it happen. The man stilled, not from obedience but from something else entirely. His eyes softened, locked onto Avalora’s face. Even the sting of antiseptic did not make him flinch. If anything, he seemed entranced.
Must have been her healing… Jorwyn pushed the conclusion to herself, her stomach knotting. He must have felt it. He felt the electricity, the same one, I think, that surges through me every time she heals me.
Avalora finished dressing the wound, murmured a few words of reassurance, then stepped back. Logan immediately craned his neck, searching for her again as SCAR wrapped up the procedure.
By then, Jorwyn had returned to her professional mask, crouching with her notepad for the debrief. “Mister Logan, I just need to confirm a few details for our report. You’ll still need a full checkup at Amihan after this.”
The man answered distractedly, his gaze sliding past her. Then, without shame, he asked, “Miss rescuer… What's that beautiful nurse’s name?”
Jorwyn froze. Her jaw tightened, but she kept her smile polite. “…It's FO Robles, Mister.”
“No, no.” He waved impatiently. “Not you. The nurse who treated me.” His eyes darted toward Avalora.
Jorwyn’s blood ran hot. Still, she forced herself to clarify. “I’m FO Robles. The nurse you mean is Nurse Arceta.”
“She’s gorgeous,” Logan breathed, dazed.
Jorwyn’s lips pressed into a thin line. She should have ignored it. Instead, the words slipped out, clipped and too honest: “Agreed.”
Logan perked up. “Then—maybe you could give me her contact n—”
“Excuse me, Mister. My team is calling me.” Jorwyn snapped her notebook shut, cutting him off mid-sentence. Without another glance, she strode away, chest tight, heat simmering in her veins.
Avalora was tucking away supplies when Jorwyn swooped in, lifting the trauma bag from her hands with no warning.
“Wyn, hey—I can carry that,” Avalora protested, startled.
“You’ve overexerted yourself,” Jorwyn said sharply. “Ako na rito.”
Avalora blinked at her, bemused. “OA mo. It was just one patient.” She tilted her chin toward Logan, who still sat under observation.
Jorwyn shifted subtly, positioning herself between them as though her body could block his line of sight. “Still. That was a lot for just one. I’ll give your hands a massage later, as your reward. You did well today.”
Her tone was firm, almost possessive. Avalora raised an eyebrow, puzzled by the sudden intensity. But instead of brushing it off, she allowed a small smile, touched despite herself.
“…You’re weird sometimes, Wyn,” Avalora murmured. “But thanks.”
Jorwyn did not answer. She only tightened her grip on the trauma bag and stared straight ahead, jaw clenched.
Because deep down, she knew the truth that the normal she thought she had rebuilt was already starting to crack.
The shared office, usually filled with the steady hum of radios and the shuffle of boots, was not at peace that morning.
The door creaked open, and in came a tall, broad-shouldered man, his posture almost painfully proud. He strode into the room like he owned the place.
The moment he stepped inside, the room shifted. The man had once again disturbed the fragile calm, bringing with him the faint scent of roses and the kind of enthusiasm that grated against the nerves of one particular woman.
Norelle nearly dropped her pen in her scramble to hide a laugh, while Garnet shook her head, muttering, Not again. Solana leaned back in her chair with her arms folded, a smirk already forming on her lips like she had been waiting for this all day.
And Jorwyn—sitting stiffly by the window—crossed her arms so tightly her knuckles turned pale. The muscle in her jaw twitched as her eyes tracked every step Logan took.
“Looks like you finally met your match, Jorwyn,” Solana teased, her grin wicked as her eyes darted toward the firefighter, glaring daggers across the room.
“Shut up,” Jorwyn shot back, her tone sharp enough to slice through steel.
Does he think she’ll suddenly give him attention just because he can throw money at the problem? Tsk. He doesn’t even realize how ridiculous he looks. Jorwyn told herself, irritation boiling.
The retort only made Norelle burst into laughter, clutching her stomach as tears pricked the corners of her eyes. Garnet, trying to stifle her own giggles, gave the fellow driver a light punch on the arm, though she was grinning too as Solana mimicked Jorwyn’s irritated frown.
At the center of Jorwyn’s scowl stood the culprit, who was about five-foot-ten, his hands still wrapped in healing bandages. He carried an assorted bouquet of roses in one hand—an arrangement so clumsy that the colors seemed to fight each other—and a pristine box in the other.
Logan.
It had been days now.
Days since this same man started appearing at their office door, disrupting their routines, bringing with him flowers, food, and the kind of boldness that made the entire crew laugh far too much for Jorwyn’s liking. His arrival was always greeted with chuckles, teasing, and Jorwyn’s low curses under her breath.
Logan, oblivious—or pretending not to notice—walked straight to Avalora. She was standing near the supply shelves, arms full of folders she had been arranging. The moment she saw him, her cheeks colored faintly, though whether from embarrassment or irritation was anyone’s guess.
“These are for you,” Logan declared, holding out the bouquet as though he were presenting a trophy. His voice carried, confident and polished, the kind of tone that suggested he had never once in his life been denied.
Avalora accepted the flowers awkwardly, trying to juggle them with her folders. “Oh, um… thank you.”
Inside her head, she was screaming, Why does he always make a scene? Everyone’s watching—do they think I’m encouraging this?
“And this,” Logan said, placing the box atop the nearest table. “Just a little something I thought you might like.”
Behind them, Garnet pressed a hand to her mouth to stifle another laugh. Solana was less discreet. “Ang harana boy na naman oh,” she muttered, earning a sharp glare from Jorwyn.
“Why do we even allow that man in here?” she muttered, voice low but loud enough that her so-called friends heard it.
Norelle grinned that her cheek started hurting, still shaking with mirth. “We can’t do anything about it, Jor. Inaanak pala ni Chief, eh.”
That fact shut Jorwyn up—at least outwardly. Inside, her irritation doubled.
When Logan finally left, after his customary promises to see Avalora again the next day, and his footsteps echoing down the corridor, Jorwyn was on her feet in an instant. Her boots carried her straight to Avalora, the nurse who had become the unwilling target of Logan’s affection.
Without hesitation, Jorwyn snatched the bouquet from Avalora’s hands as though it were something foul.
“You don’t even like roses,” she said flatly, holding the flowers up as if to prove her point. Her nose wrinkled. “And this arrangement—God—it’s a mess.”
Avalora arched a brow, leaning casually against the doorframe, arms folded. “And how exactly do you know I don’t like roses?”
“I just thought you didn’t.” Jorwyn avoided her gaze, turning instead to the box Logan had left. She pried it open, her grimace deepening when she saw the cake inside, “Oh, for f—look at this.”
Written across the icing in bold letters: “No puedo dejar de pensar en ti.”
Jorwyn slammed the lid back, glaring at the words as though they had personally offended her. “Do you even know what this means?” She opened the box again, tilting it so Avalora could see.
Avalora giggled, the sound light and infuriatingly amused. “Logan said I should Google it. I wasn’t exactly interested in finding out.”
“It means, ‘I can’t stop thinking about you,’” Jorwyn muttered, disgust dripping from her tone. “Why in Spanish, though? Ugh.” With a sigh, she set the box down roughly on the long break table.
“Ang corny!” Solana shouted from across the room, clearly eavesdropping on every word.
“Ewan ko sa kanya,” Avalora said with a shrug. Her lips twitched as she peered at the cake again. “Shall we try it?”
“No way,” Jorwyn snapped. “Who knows what’s in there?”
Her suspicious tone only made Avalora laugh harder. “You’re cute when you’re like this.”
Jorwyn’s glare softened for a fraction of a second, then hardened again as she muttered insults under her breath—none aimed at Avalora, all directed at Logan.
The next morning, the nurse found something far different waiting for her on her desk: a warm cup of coffee and a croissant, neatly set down beside a folded note. She opened it, reading the words scrawled in someone’s unmistakable handwriting:
Flowers die, but coffee keeps you alive. – J
Avalora blinked, surprised, then let out a soft laugh that drew Solana’s attention instantly.
“What’s this?” Solana asked, peeking over. “Wow. The inaanak na yayamanin came earlier than usual?”
“It’s from Jorwyn,” Avalora admitted, unable to hide her smile. She folded the note carefully and tucked it into her chest pocket, close to her heart.
“From babygirl?!” Solana gasped dramatically, her jaw dropping.
“You still call her that?” Avalora asked, brow raised.
“Hey, it’s just an endearment!” Solana lifted her hands innocently, though her grin remained mischievous. “Don’t be selfish. Share mo siya sa’akin kahit sa tawagan lang.”
However, Avalora’s brow arched higher, and Solana immediately backed off. “Okay, okay. Chill. No need to get Jor to kill me if you’re grumpy all day again.”
Logan returned that afternoon, his arms laden with shopping bags from luxury brands. He looked absurdly pleased with himself, though Avalora’s polite but strained smile betrayed her discomfort.
“These are for you,” he said eagerly. “Clothes, accessories—you’ll look stunning in them.”
Avalora’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment. “Logan, this really isn’t—”
“Please, just my gratitude,” he insisted, his tone soft and grateful. “I owe you everything.”
Jorwyn, watching from across the room, rolled her eyes so hard she thought they might get stuck. Gratitude? Oh, Please. Everyone knew Logan’s so-called gratitude was little more than infatuation. It was laughable.
Then Logan dared, “Can I take you out on a date? You could wear one of these.”
Avalora hesitated, muttered something about her schedule, and wriggled free with excuses flimsy enough to be transparent. Thankfully, Logan did not push further.
The following day, Jorwyn upped the ante. Another coffee, Avalora’s usual order, appeared on her desk. This time, it was accompanied by a container of home-cooked pasta and another note:
Not branded and cooked by my condo stove, but at least it’ll keep you full and energized. – J
Avalora chuckled, her chest warm as she tucked the note away with the first one.
However, the unintentional and one-sided rivalry escalated.
Logan, ever relentless, showed up even at the site of their next mission—a row of burned houses in a nearby barangay, families spilling into the streets in panic. SCAR and VARL worked seamlessly, exhaustion weighing on every limb as they fought the blaze, treated the wounded, and carried the elderly and children out of harm’s way.
He arrived not with roses this time, but with a food cart, distributing meals to both residents and rescuers alike. It was a thoughtful gesture, and even Jorwyn had to admit it was not centered solely on Avalora, begrudgingly.
Still, when the mission ended and everyone prepared to pack up, Logan returned to form. He leaned casually against his gleaming car, keys twirling in one hand.
“Allow me to take you home,” he said smoothly to Avalora.
She tried to decline, but Logan persisted with that grating charm, declaring he would not leave until she agreed. Too tired to argue, Avalora relented.
Jorwyn, already sore from hauling bodies and equipment, nearly combusted when she saw Logan usher Avalora into the car, buckling her seatbelt himself.
“He cannot be serious,” she growled under her breath.
“I think he is,” Solana said cheerfully, earning herself another withering glare.
The very next morning, Avalora was waiting in the lobby of their condo when her phone buzzed with a message from Solana and Maerith.
Go ahead without us, it read. We’ll catch up later.
She sighed, reluctant to book a taxi. But then, a familiar truck pulled up in front of the entrance of the building.
Jorwyn stepped out, opening the passenger door with a simple, “I’ll drive you, mahal na prinsesa.”
Avalora blinked, momentarily frozen. Then she slid into the seat, heart giving a treacherous skip when Jorwyn jogged back around and slid into the driver’s seat.
When Avalora reached for her seatbelt, Jorwyn swatted her hand lightly. “I’ve got it.”
Jorwyn leaned over, pulling the belt across Avalora’s chest with efficient precision. The proximity was dizzying—the scent of Jorwyn’s cologne, the warmth of her arm brushing against Avalora’s shoulder.
For a second, Avalora forgot to breathe.
“That’s your coffee,” Jorwyn said casually, pointing to the cup in the holder. “They didn’t have your croissant yet, but we can stop at a bakery if you want.”
“This is fine, Wyn,” Avalora replied, her smile small but genuine.
“Aircon okay? Too cold?” Jorwyn asked, glancing at her face like she was checking for discomfort.
“It’s perfect,” Avalora said, sipping the coffee.
Silence settled comfortably before Jorwyn spoke again, almost shyly. “I never asked—what kind of music do you like?”
Avalora giggled at the randomness. “Pop, R&B… depends on my mood naman kasi. Ikaw?”
“Wait.” Jorwyn pulled out her phone, scrolling quickly. A moment later, music filled the car—SZA’s voice weaving through the air. “Is this good?”
“Yes,” Avalora said warmly. “I like SZA, actually.” She peeked at Jorwyn’s phone, grinning when she saw the playlist centered on R&B.
“Any other artist?” Jorwyn asked, tucking her phone away.
“Taylor Swift,” Avalora confessed. “Not R&B, but… I like her.”
“Noted, boss,” Jorwyn said.
The next day, Jorwyn was there again, punctual as always. Never missing the chance to open the door for the nurse and buckle the seatbelt for her.
“Good morning, Av,” she greeted.
“Good morning, Robles,” Avalora teased.
Jorwyn only scoffed lightly and gestured toward the cup and croissant waiting for her. “That’s actually the last one. You’re lucky I got it.”
Then she pressed play on a new playlist she had made herself, a title containing Avalora's name. The opening notes of Dress filled the car.
Avalora froze, her heart stumbling at the intimacy of it. “You made me a playlist?”
“So you wouldn’t have to listen to that man sing again,” Jorwyn said, recalling Logan’s disastrous serenade the day before.
Avalora laughed, remembering Logan’s guitarist and the off-key Spanish ballad. “You could sing for me instead. Solana said you once sang here in your car, and she said you’re good.”
“She’s definitely lying,” Jorwyn said quickly.
“Weh?” Avalora teased. “She even showed me a recording—”
“Wh—Si Sol, talaga!” Jorwyn groaned, throwing her head back dramatically.
Avalora’s laughter rang out, light and genuine. “Sing for me someday,” she said softly, almost seriously now. “But for now, I appreciate this playlist. Play it every time we drive together, okay?”
Her voice softened at the end, and though Jorwyn only nodded, her eyes flicked toward Avalora with a smile that lingered.
And in that car, with the morning sun spilling through the windows and a song about stolen moments filling the silence, both of them felt a shift—subtle, undeniable, and far more dangerous than either dared to admit.
The crew’s office was quieter than usual that afternoon. Papers rustled lazily across desks, the low hum of the AC filling the silence. Marlowe had sprawled comfortably across the couch near the door, half-dozing, until a sharp knock startled her upright.
She blinked, pushing herself to her feet. “Ang aga niyo naman m—” Her voice cut off as she swung open the door. “Hey, it’s you again, bro?”
The groan that rolled from the far side of the room was nearly in unison.
Logan stood there, smirk in place, one arm tucked against his chest like he was about to announce an injury worthy of a war story.
Jorwyn stiffened at once. The smirk alone was enough to make her jaw ache.
Of course. Can’t go one damn day without him waltzing in like he owns the place.
“Where’s Av?” Logan asked, voice dipped in casual entitlement, the nickname slipping off his tongue like it belonged to him.
Jorwyn’s head snapped toward him.
He doesn’t get to call her that.
“SCAR’s at Amihan,” Marlowe said evenly, though her gaze flicked toward Norelle, as if silently asking if they should push harder against his sudden intrusion.
“I wasn’t even informed…” Logan’s voice hitched into something that made every VARL member cringe. “When are they coming back?”
“Not sure if they’ll come back here, considering malapit na rin end of shift,” Norelle replied.
“Why are you even here?” Garnet asked, no patience for his dramatics. “You aren’t bringing anything for Arceta this time, are you?”
And it was true. Ever since Logan started haunting their office, he had never arrived empty-handed.
Flowers.
Cakes.
Branded bags.
Avalora’s quiet refusals had done little to stop him; her arms often overflowed with his offerings, forcing VARL and even SCAR to step in and carry the weight for her. It had become a spectacle. One that Jorwyn had to endure every single day.
Logan shifted, patting his bicep. “I hurt my arm at the gym earlier. I wanted Av to check on it.”
The admission made VARL exchange glances, their reactions ranging from disbelief to suppressed laughter, but Jorwyn finally spoke, tone sharp.
“You could’ve had it checked at your nearby hospital,” she said. “And it should’ve been with Selene—she’s the most skilled in that area.”
Marlowe shot her a glare, annoyed that Jorwyn was trying to pass the responsibility from Avalora to the other nurse. Norelle and Garnet, however, saw their chance.
“Even Jorwyn gets her massages from Selene kasi,” Garnet added slyly, “she’s very effective.”
“Not only that,” Norelle piped up with a grin, “I think student na ni Selene tong si Jor. You can ask her for massages—minsan siya naman nagmamasahe kay Selene.”
“Not interested,” Logan cut them off, dismissive, his eyes never straying from his target.
Jorwyn scoffed.
So sure of himself. As if Avalora doesn’t deserve to breathe without him hovering.
“I’ll just go to Amihan,” Logan said, already striding for the door. “Maybe I can still meet Av there.”
The door slammed shut behind him, leaving the office with a heavy silence.
“I will personally wipe that smirk off his face if I see him here tomorrow,” Marlowe muttered, moving closer to Jorwyn. Then, turning on her, “And you—bakit nadadamay pa si Sel?”
Jorwyn raised her hands in surrender, a grin tugging her lips. “Hey, I have to give her the credits.”
“Credits my ass,” Marlowe muttered, but Norelle was already laughing.
Jorwyn turned her mock-scolding glare on Norelle. “Siraulo ka, Cap. Paano if pumayag siya magpamasahe sa akin?!”
Norelle only laughed harder, joined by Garnet.
“Bahala siya,” Norelle said, recovering. “Wala na siya maaabutan sa Amihan. Mae said they’re already on the way here.”
Jorwyn lit up, springing to her feet with an unguarded girly giggle. “Finally!”
“Si OA naman,” Marlowe teased, collapsing back onto her couch. “Kalahating araw lang di nakita, pero parang LDR kayo?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Lowe,” Jorwyn said breezily, though her grin betrayed her. She plopped down beside her partner, restless energy humming through her.
Moments later, the door opened without a knock, and SCAR stumbled in, their steps heavy, shoulders sagging.
The room shifted instantly, VARL on alert.
“What kind of emergency was it na you guys are looking like you personally battled an army?” Norelle asked, frowning.
Jorwyn and Marlowe rose at once, snatching bags off SCAR’s arms while Garnet hurried to fetch water.
“Huge car accident on HMTU highway,” Maerith said, her voice flat with exhaustion.
“First time we’ve been summoned to something that massive,” Selene added, rubbing her temple. “They had to open every ER in Amihan.”
“I haven’t even seen some of the nurses’ faces kanina,” Solana muttered, collapsing into a chair. “Bago yata sila. Ganun kalala. Thanks for the water, G.”
Jorwyn tracked Avalora immediately. She lingered by the couch near the door, expression drained.
“Hey,” Jorwyn greeted softly, sitting close.
“Hi,” Avalora murmured, offering a small but warm smile.
“Tired?” Jorwyn asked.
The nurse only nodded. “They only made me clean wounds, Wyn. Don’t worry, di naman nakakapagod.”
However, Jorwyn could see it in the slope of her shoulders, the way her body seemed to sink deeper into the cushion. She hated that Avalora always tried to make light of her exhaustion.
She carries too much. Pretends it’s nothing. If only she’d let me—us carry it for her.
“I don’t want to worry you,” Avalora added, voice low. “Kaya every time I think of working past my limits, inaalala ko yung usapan natin.”
Something inside Jorwyn loosened. She reached for Avalora’s hand without hesitation, thumbs brushing over her knuckles, ready to soothe the tension away.
The door slammed open again.
“Av!”
Every head whipped toward the sound, and every expression soured.
It was Logan again, catching his breath.
Jorwyn almost shot to her feet, but the firm pull of Avalora’s hand anchored her back down. She looked up sharply, and Avalora’s eyes were on her, steady, wordlessly asking her not to rise.
Solana stood, arms crossed, facing Logan. “Nagpapahinga si Ava, Mister Lo—”
But he breezed right past her, planting himself on the couch opposite Avalora and Jorwyn.
“Av, look,” he said, pointing at his arm. “It’s been throbbing for a while now.”
Avalora did not even glance at him. She closed her eyes, fingers tightening around Jorwyn’s as if doubling down on her choice of where to focus.
“Hey, FO, can you move so Av can look at this?” Logan demanded, tone sharp.
Jorwyn’s jaw ticked. She froze her hands mid-motion, but Avalora pressed against them, a silent plea saying Don’t stop. Don’t answer him.
Maerith rose smoothly. “I can look at that.”
Yet again, Logan ignored another SCAR member.
Selene’s patience snapped. “If you don’t walk out of that door within a minute, I’ll break your shin.”
The room stilled. Everyone shot Selene a look—half warning, half admiration.
“What?” she said flatly. “The girl’s resting. Out of everyone here, ilang oras yan babad sa mga pasyente. The rest of us can attend to your needs. Let Ava rest.”
“I think you forgot who you’re talking to. You don’t get to tell me what to do,” Logan snapped. “As long as Av—”
“Please, get out,” Avalora said suddenly, voice firm.
Logan froze, disbelief etched across his face. “But, Av, I’m in pain.”
“I’m also in pain,” Avalora said simply.
Two voices answered in unison: Logan’s sharp, Jorwyn’s startled. “What?”
Avalora leaned back, closing her eyes again. “God.”
Solana pinched the bridge of her nose. “Mister Logan, pilitin ko tong si Ava makipagdate sayo just please get out now.”
Everyone could tell Solana only said it to shoo him away, so no one bothered to protest.
Logan’s face lit up. “Really?”
“Oo nga,” Solana said through gritted teeth.
That was all it took for Logan to jump to his feet and stride for the door. “Avalora, see you tomorrow.”
The latch clicked behind him, and the air eased.
The rest of VARL and SCAR drifted back toward the long table, resuming their chatter, their aid.
For the third time that evening, Jorwyn tried to slip her hand free. And for the third time, Avalora’s grip denied her. Jorwyn blinked, staring down at their joined hands, then back at the nurse.
“You’re hands are warm,” Avalora whispered, eyes still closed. “Continue what you were doing, please.”
Jorwyn’s heart skipped. The fury that had been burning through her veins drained out, leaving only the warmth of Avalora’s touch.
“That man is so full of himself,” Jorwyn muttered, low, and Avalora hummed in agreement.
“Want me to talk to the Chief? Ask him not to allow him here again?” Jorwyn asked. “He’s been disruptive to you.”
Avalora’s lips curved faintly. “Trust me, Jor. I also want to tell him to stop. But he’s persistent, and asking the Chief won’t do any good—baka mapasama ka pa.”
Jorwyn gritted her teeth but swallowed the protest. She knew Avalora was right. Logan’s ties to the Chief gave him a leash longer than anyone else’s, and removing him would not be easy.
“Well,” Jorwyn said, voice quiet but sharp with promise, “if he ever crosses the line, I won’t hold back. Kahit maging anak pa siya ng presidente ng bansa.”
Avalora’s smile widened. She tugged Jorwyn closer until their shoulders pressed, until their warmth blended. Jorwyn froze, then exhaled, leaning back into her. Avalora’s hair brushed against her temple, soft, grounding.
If she asked me to stay like this forever, I would. No hesitation. No questions. Just… yes.
And so she stayed.
The following day was supposed to be routine.
Supposed to be.
The morning sun slanted across Amihan’s glass lobby when VARL and SCAR filed in together, their chatter subdued after a long night’s work. Avalora was tucked between Solana and Maerith, head bowed as she scrolled through a new case file on her tablet. Jorwyn walked just behind, as always, her gaze locked on Avalora’s small frame, ready to intercept anything—or anyone—that tried to draw her attention away.
And, like clockwork, he was already there.
Logan stood by the reception desk, another bouquet of roses in one hand and a glossy white bag in the other, his grin blinding enough to make the reception officer roll her eyes when she thought he was not looking.
“Av!” he called out, waving cheerfully.
Avalora froze. Solana muttered a curse under her breath.
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed into slits.
You’ve got to be kidding me. Again?
He closed the distance in quick strides, presenting the bouquet first. “These reminded me of you. Pure. Classic. Untouchable.”
Avalora blinked, unsure whether to laugh or groan. “Logan…”
“And this,” he continued, handing over the bag, “limited edition scarf. Imported. Thought it’d suit you, with the weather cooling down.”
Avalora hesitated, arms full of the file she carried. Norelle reached over, muttering, “Here, let me—” but Jorwyn moved faster, snatching the bag before Avalora could touch it.
Her voice was deceptively light. “You’re spoiling her too much.”
Logan smirked at her. “Maybe you just don’t spoil her enough.”
That was all it took for Jorwyn’s jaw to flex.
Avalora’s cheeks burned as she clutched the roses against her chest, awkwardly caught in the middle. “I told you before… You don’t need to keep giving me these things.”
“But I want to,” Logan said simply. His gaze was unwavering, confident. “You deserve them.”
Of course you’d say that, Jorwyn thought bitterly. Because you think affection is something you can buy. Like she’s a prize to hang on your arm.
Aloud, Jorwyn muttered, “Deserve doesn’t mean want.”
Logan glanced at her, a faint challenge sparking in his eyes. “Funny. You sound like you’re speaking for her.”
“I am,” Jorwyn snapped before she could stop herself.
The silence that followed was heavy. Avalora shifted uncomfortably, biting her lip. She glanced up at Jorwyn, eyes wide, pleading without words: Don’t make this worse.
Jorwyn exhaled sharply, forcing a laugh that came out more like a growl. “Anyway. Thank you for your… generous contributions.” She thrust the scarf bag into Solana’s hands before Logan could argue. “We’ll make sure she puts it to good use.”
Logan arched a brow but said nothing. His grin returned, as if victory was already his.
Avalora finally found her voice, though it wavered. “Logan, I really can’t keep—”
“You can,” he interrupted smoothly. “Because I’ll keep giving. And one day, you’ll stop saying no.”
With that, he tipped his head in a cocky half-bow and strode off, leaving the group stunned in his wake.
Solana broke the silence first. “Kung hindi siya kamag-anak ng Commander, I’d kick his ass straight into that coconut where we saved him from.”
“Same,” Maerith muttered.
But Jorwyn was not listening. Her gaze was locked on the roses Avalora still held.
Red, bold, and too much.
If he thinks I’ll stand back and watch him court her with gifts, he’s wrong. She’s not his to win.
Her stomach twisted as Avalora carefully set the bouquet down on a desk, lips pressed into a thin line. Jorwyn felt a strange, ugly pang at the sight.
Maybe he’s right. Perhaps I don’t give her enough. I protect her, yes, but is that enough for her?
For the first time, the thought unsettled her.
And so it began.
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Chapter 15: Burning a Hero's Mask
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
If VARL and SCAR had once believed Logan’s antics would remain confined to the four walls of their office—his loud visits, his branded bags, his smug smiles—they had sorely underestimated him. His shadow had a way of slipping past doors, past duty, and today it bled into their mission.
It was not just any mission.
The call came from a nearby high school, where the wooden bleachers inside the gymnasium had collapsed during Family Day. The festive noise of laughter and cheers had been swallowed by a roar of splintering wood, followed by screams. Students and parents alike had been buried under the wreckage.
BlueSent’s elite units responded within minutes, and the air around the campus, once filled with chatter and music, now pulsed with panic as sirens wailed, teachers cried out names, and the acrid scent of varnish and dust hung heavy.
SCAR quickly set up a triage outside the gym. Maerith barked orders, her voice sharp enough to slice through the chaos, while Avalora moved swiftly between patients, her hands steady as she arranged bandages and splints. Garnet and Norelle heaved thick poles into place to brace what remained of the structure, sweat already soaking through their uniforms.
Inside the gym, Marlowe and Jorwyn darted in and out of the wreckage. Each trip was a fight against time—finding the trapped, pulling them free, handing them off to waiting arms.
The floor was slick with spilled soda and fresh blood. Dust clung to sweat, and every breath tasted like dust.
Norelle had barely begun to lose herself in the rhythm of the rescue when her gaze snagged on a figure near the school principal. Tall, bandaged hands folded across his chest, a smile tugging at his lips even in this chaos.
Logan, again.
Her brows knitted.
“You’re here?” Norelle’s voice was flat, too weary for theatrics.
Principal Dela Cruz, however, lit up like Christmas. “Good morning, Captain!” He gestured proudly to Logan. “Mister Logan’s family sponsored our Family Day. Luckily, he told me he’s close with your unit. That is why we specifically requested you.”
Norelle’s jaw tightened. She forced her lips into a polite smile, but her voice remained clipped. “What’s the situation, Principal?”
The man explained quickly—the crowd’s excited stomping and the bleachers’ worn-out supports caused the sudden collapse. Norelle nodded, ready to return to her team, when a huge and heavy hand caught her arm.
Logan’s.
“Where’s Av?” His voice was casual, entitled, as though he had every right to ask.
Norelle reluctantly pointed toward the triage tent, where Avalora was already kneeling beside a child with a broken arm. Logan strode off without thanks, his stride purposeful, like he owned the ground he walked on.
Jorwyn found out about his presence moments later as Norelle passed by, leaning close as they lifted debris off a trapped teenager. “He’s here,” she muttered.
Jorwyn’s grip on the injured boy tightened. “That man, again.” The hiss slipped out like steam from boiling water, anger held barely in check.
But she had no time to dwell. Another scream pierced the dust-filled air. She shoved her fury aside, ducked back under the bleachers, and dragged a trembling mother toward daylight.
The gym was a battlefield as children started crying for parents, fathers pushing against beams with bleeding arms, mothers calling names hoarse. Garnet and Norelle strained to wedge steel bars beneath the wreckage, creating crawl spaces. Marlowe braced against a support, sweat pouring down her temple.
And then, unannounced, Logan appeared at her side.
The chaos stilled for a fraction of a second as students recognized him. “Superman!” voices rang out while tiny hands clapped.
Jorwyn, on her knees, pulling free a boy, lifted her head. Her stomach clenched as she saw Logan flex his shoulders, sliding under a beam with a theatrical flourish. He yanked a trapped boy free and scooped him into his arms as though in a staged photo.
The boy screamed, and the sound cut through everything. His leg twisted at the wrong angle, agony painted across his face.
Jorwyn’s stomach knotted as if she had been the one mishandled. However, Logan’s grin did not falter, not until Avalora’s voice cut like a blade across the gym.
“Put him down. Now.” She was now striding across the floor, fury blazing in her usually calm eyes.
Logan froze, sheepish, his confidence crumbling as Selene rushed forward. Together, Avalora and Selene lifted the boy properly, their movements calm, practiced, reassuring. Logan trailed behind like a scolded child.
“Sorry, Av,” he muttered. “I swear, I didn’t mean to.”
Then, as if to mend the moment, he crouched beside the boy. “Hey, buddy—want a game console? I’ll send one over.”
The tears vanished instantly from the child’s eyes, replaced by awe. “Sige, kuya!”
Selene’s mouth pressed into a thin line, and Solana, overhearing, muttered under her breath, “Buying off a kid’s pain. Classic.”
But Logan beamed, bolstered by the boy’s cheer. He followed Avalora back to triage, ignoring Maerith’s glare sharp enough to cut glass.
It was there, at the triage tent, that the whispers began.
A cluster of mothers lingered at the edge, their voices not nearly as hushed as they thought.
“Hala, ang gentleman naman.”
“Oo nga, look at him wiping her sweat—so sweet.”
“Parang bagay nga sila, noh?”
“If I were the nurse, I would marry him.”
Their voices were daggers dressed as compliments, causing Avalora to stiffen. Logan had taken it upon himself to dab at her forehead with a napkin, uninvited. His touch lingered far too long, his smile angled for the onlookers.
Avalora forced her lips into a polite smile, but it felt brittle and fragile. She wanted to push his hand away, to demand space, but with all those eyes, with cameras flashing now as reporters arrived, she bit her tongue.
Across the tent, Jorwyn’s chest burned. Her hands shook as she wrapped bandages, fury and helplessness swirling in her chest. She wanted nothing more than to stride over, tear the napkin from his hand, and tell every single gossiping mother exactly who Logan really was.
But she could not. Not here and not with her uniform on.
Then a child’s voice, innocent and piercing, rose above the chatter.
“Kuya Logan, kayo po ba ni Ate Pretty?”
Logan smirked, his eyes gleaming. “Si Av? Not yet. Pero, I swear to you, malapit na.”
The cheer that followed was deafening. Students clapped, parents laughed knowingly, and the principal himself clapped Logan’s back like a proud uncle.
Once the fallen wood was neatly stacked to the side of the gymnasium and everyone who had been crushed beneath it was moved to the triage tent, VARL immediately slipped into action. They offered their help without hesitation, putting into practice everything they had learned from their lessons with the nurses.
From across the tent, Jorwyn kept half an eye on Logan. He was putting on a show as he was handing out bottled water to patients, assuring the principal he would replace not only the collapsed bleachers but all of them. Those who overheard his declaration praised him even louder.
A few people even stopped him for photos, and Logan flashed his wide, celebrity-like smile at each one.
Avalora, who thought she had already seen the worst of his hovering and theatrics, quickly realized she was wrong. Just as she stepped back to catch a small break from tending to patients, Logan’s arm slid around her waist. Before she could react, he was steering her toward the newly arrived media team.
“See, here we have this beautiful and amazing woman, Nurse Ava,” Logan announced, smiling proudly in Avalora’s direction.
Avalora, clearly caught off guard, forced a polite smile at the cameras. She knew she could not risk embarrassing him—not with so many eyes watching, and not when her reaction could ripple beyond VARL-SCAR to the entire BlueSent.
Then, a voice from behind the camera called out, “What can you say about Mister Logan?”
Unprepared, Avalora blurted the first thing that came to mind. “He’s been very nice and helpful,” she said.
The crowd instantly erupted in playful noise—teasing whistles and cheers. “Sobrang bagay!” someone shouted, and the chant quickly caught on. Logan’s smile only widened, clearly pleased with the approval.
Inside the tent, Jorwyn clenched her jaw and kept her eyes on her task, refusing to glance at the scene. Any slip would compromise her work.
“Banatan na ba natin?” Solana muttered, voice dripping with irritation.
She was met with a sharp nudge to the ribs from Garnet.
“What? Nakakairita na eh.”
“The kids will hear, Sol,” Maerith reminded her gently, her head bent low as she carefully bandaged one of the mothers in front of her.
By the time the wreckage was cleared and the injured stabilized, exhaustion pulled at every rescuer’s limbs. But Logan was not finished. He never was.
As the media swarmed, cameras catching every angle of BlueSent’s efforts, Logan made his final play. He stepped forward, seized Avalora’s wrist with a possessive grip, and raised his voice so all could hear.
"Avalora, dinner’s on me. Consider it your privilege for the day. No todos reciben esta oportunidad." His gaze flicked to Solana, smug. “Didn’t you promise to help me?”
Avalora’s jaw tightened the moment Logan slipped into Spanish, her patience thinning. She averted her gaze, eyes rolling subtly like she had had to endure this performance one too many times. Her world seemed to tilt, but before she could answer, another hand wrapped around her free wrist, steady and strong.
Jorwyn.
“Let her go,” she said, her voice low, dangerous.
The cameras clicked louder, the crowd’s murmur rising like a tide. Logan’s eyes glittered as he turned to Jorwyn, smiling as though this were merely another game.
“What are you to Avalora? Teammate lang naman yata kayo, right?”
The word landed like a blade in Jorwyn’s chest.
Teammate.
Right, that was all she was and all she could be. She forced her chin higher. “Can’t a teammate care for her?”
Logan scoffed at that and leaned closer to the nurse, voice dropping. “You’re not seeing anyone, right, Av?”
Avalora froze, and her throat tightened.
The crowd leaned forward, hungry for her answer.
And then—quietly, like a pin slipping into her chest—she said, “Yeah, I’m not.”
Jorwyn’s fingers faltered on her wrist. The words stung, sharper than she had braced for.
Logan’s grin split wide, triumphant. “Then no one will mind.”
The crowd exploded.
“Go na, Nurse Ava!”
“Ang pogi ni Kuya Logan!”
Avalora’s shoulders slumped, and Jorwyn saw it—the resignation, the exhaustion. Avalora did not want this. But with so many eyes, so many cameras, what choice did she have?
“Only this time,” Avalora whispered, making sure the bystanders did not get to hear her.
“Is that a yes, Ava?” Logan said loudly enough for the crowd to hear, his voice lifting and drawing squeals from their spectators.
“Yes,” Avalora sighed and replied, her voice steady despite the heat in her cheeks.
Jorwyn felt her chest collapse.
The people around them—everyone except VARL and SCAR—burst into cheers at her answer. Logan’s smile stretched wider as he moved to her side, and together they walked away, pausing to return the waves and thanks from those grateful for his help. The nurse’s arm was now tucked against his side like a trophy.
Avalora did not look back at her teammates. She swore she could bury herself to the ground if she ever took a peek at the disappointment on their faces.
Jorwyn then started to walk away, her steps clipped, too fast and too rigid. She needed to move or she would shatter. From the rescue truck, she watched Avalora and Logan drive away, her fists tightening until her knuckles blanched.
Solana hovered close, biting back words, but Jorwyn did not need her commentary.
“Earth to Jorwyn,” Solana nudged her on her shoulders. “Nagseselos ka noh?”
Jorwyn froze.
Jealous? She had no right. Avalora was a teammate, nothing more. Not hers to keep, and certainly not hers to lose. That was what she told herself. That was what she needed to believe.
But if it were true, why did every step away from that gym feel like something inside her was splintering, breaking in ways no bandage could mend?
She clenched her jaw, kept her eyes forward, and refused to answer.
The image of Logan’s hand on Avalora’s waist was already carved into her brain, deep and stinging.
She didn’t want that. I know she didn’t.
But knowing it did not stop the gnawing ache spreading through her chest.
VARL-SCAR’s convoy pulled back into their station garage. The floodlights above cast harsh white circles onto tired faces, highlighting dirt-streaked uniforms and bandaged hands. No one spoke at first; the rumble of engines cutting out left a hollow silence, as if the weight of the day refused to lift.
Inside their quiet office, Solana threw her keys onto the table and exhaled loudly. “Grabe. That was one for the books.” She sat down, shoulders slumping, her ponytail sticking damply to the back of her neck. “And not in a good way.”
Maerith followed, wiping dirt from her arms with a towel. “Could have been worse. If those bleachers had collapsed when the crowd was at full capacity…” She shook her head. “Injuries would have been dozens more.”
“Instead,” Selene muttered from the corner, “we had a different problem.” Her gaze flicked to Jorwyn, who was uncharacteristically quiet, stripping out of her gloves as though they had offended her.
Everyone knew what she meant. No one needed to say his name.
Still, Solana could not resist. She leaned back, a smirk tugging at her lips despite her exhaustion. “Logan. Our resident Superman.” The sarcasm in her tone was sharp. “Kayo ba nakakita nung pag-flex niya habang may buhat? Para siyang audition sa pelikula.”
Garnet snorted, tossing her boots aside. “And the way the crowd ate it up… nakakainis.”
Only Jorwyn did not join in. Her jaw was rigid, her eyes downcast, like she was still inside that gym, hearing Avalora’s voice forced into polite agreement: Yes. Only this time.
She wanted to forget it, but she could not.
She sat on the edge of the office couch, still in field uniform, staring at the wall. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw Avalora seated across from Logan, his grin stretching wide, his voice low and charming.
Why does it matter? She’s just a teammate. That’s all.
That’s all.
But the words tasted like lies.
Meanwhile, Solana paced their office like a caged tiger, and Marlowe sprawled on the couch scrolling through her phone.
“You think Logan’s actually got a shot?” Solana asked, breaking the silence.
Marlowe snorted. “With Ava? Not in a million years.” She looked over at Jorwyn, who had not moved in nearly half an hour. “Unless someone else keeps hesitating.”
Jorwyn’s eyes flicked up, sharp as glass. Marlowe raised her hands in mock surrender.
“I’m just saying,” she continued, “a guy like Logan isn’t dangerous because he’s smooth. He’s dangerous because he does not know when and how to stop. If you don’t make your stand, he’ll walk all over her.”
Jorwyn said nothing, but the words lodged deep.
Avalora had not even realized her hand was trembling until Logan clasped it with practiced ease, escorting her out of the gymnasium like she was some trophy to parade. The cheers from students and parents echoed behind them, a chorus Avalora wished she could silence.
I should have said no.
But with so many eyes on her, with Jorwyn’s hand falling away, she could not. Not without causing a scene that would haunt SCAR and VARL’s reputation for weeks.
Logan opened the door to his sleek black car, bowing slightly as if he were a knight and she some fair princess. “Your chariot awaits, Av.”
Her lips twitched, not in amusement but in the brittle effort to keep calm. “Logan, this isn’t—”
“No arguments,” he cut in smoothly, ushering her inside. “Just a dinner. After the day you’ve had, you deserve it.”
The restaurant Logan chose was exactly what Avalora expected—grand chandeliers, soft piano music, and waiters who addressed Logan by name. He clearly came here often, the kind of place where money spoke louder than anything else.
Seated at a private table, Logan leaned back with a smug ease. “See? Much better than patching up wounds and dealing with crying kids.”
Avalora folded her hands on her lap, voice even. “Those kids were in pain, Logan. Don’t belittle what happened.”
He blinked, then chuckled. “Relax, Av. I didn’t mean it like that. I just meant you deserve better than blood and chaos every day. A woman like you—beautiful, smart—you should be… well, enjoying moments like this.”
Her jaw tensed.
A woman like me. He doesn’t even know what that means.
“I’m fine with what I do,” she replied firmly.
Logan raised his glass of wine, smirking. “Sure, sure. Still, can’t blame me for trying to spoil you a little.”
Avalora forced a polite smile. Inside, her thoughts churned.
He doesn’t listen. He never listens.
Halfway through dinner, Logan reached across the table, his fingers brushing Avalora’s hand. “Av, let’s stop pretending. You feel it too, don’t you? The connection between us?”
Her spine stiffened. “Logan—”
He leaned closer. “Everyone sees it. The way they cheer for us, the way even the principal and my ninong approved. Don’t tell me I’m the only one who noticed.”
Avalora’s heart pounded, and not with fluster, but with the urge to pull away. Yet she kept her composure, years of professionalism anchoring her.
“I think,” she said carefully, “people see what they want to see. That doesn’t make it real.”
Logan chuckled, undeterred. “You’re shy, I get it. But don’t worry. I’m patient.”
Avalora exhaled slowly, pressing her palms to her thighs under the table.
This isn’t patience. This is persistence dressed as charm. And persistence isn’t love.
By the end of dinner, Logan insisted on walking Avalora to his car. Cameras were not around anymore, but his performance had not ended.
“Av,” he said softly, stopping just before she stepped inside. “You don’t have to answer now. But I want to see you again. Just us. No chaos, no interruptions. Promise me you’ll think about it.”
Avalora met his gaze, steady and unflinching. “I don’t make promises I can’t keep.”
It was the most honest thing she had said all night.
Logan’s smirk faltered for the first time, but he quickly recovered. “Fair enough. I like a challenge.”
When Avalora returned to the office later, exhaustion clinging to her bones, she found Jorwyn still in the same place, sitting in the dark like she had been waiting. Their eyes met—Avalora’s full of weariness, Jorwyn’s burning with questions she did not dare voice.
Neither spoke, but the silence between them carried more weight than all of Logan’s words combined.
When their shift ended and Avalora finally entered the locker bay, the room fell into a hush. Avalora noticed instantly. Her cheeks warmed; her hands busied themselves smoothing down her scrubs, tucking loose strands of hair behind her ears.
“What?” she asked, half-defensive.
“Nothing,” Maerith replied, but her tone was too careful.
Solana leaned forward, grin wicked. “So… how was the date?”
“Sol,” Avalora warned, rolling her eyes. “Not funny.”
“Eh, the crowd seemed to think otherwise,” Solana pressed, sing-song in her voice. “ ‘Go na, Nurse Ava!’ Diba?” She mimicked the children’s cheer. Selene chuckled until Avalora glared.
Avalora dropped heavily onto the bench, covering her face with her hands. “Do you people have any idea how humiliating that was? Everyone watching, cheering, taking pictures—like I was some prize to be paraded.”
The team sobered at her words. For all their teasing, they saw the strain in her voice, the slump in her shoulders.
“Ava,” Selene said gently, “you could have refused him, out loud.”
“You think I didn’t want to?” Avalora lowered her hands, eyes shining with frustration. “If I’d pushed back harder, in front of all those parents and kids, what then? Ruin our image? Embarrass the principal? I couldn’t risk it.”
Her words echoed in the room, sharp and heavy. For once, even Solana did not have a comeback.
Across the lockers, Jorwyn stilled. Her chest ached, not just with anger at Logan but with something sharper.
It was guilt.
She should have stepped in sooner, louder. Should have stood at Avalora’s side instead of watching from the shadows, burning with emotions she could not name.
But what right did she have?
Later, when most of the team had dispersed, Avalora lingered by her locker. She moved slowly, as though each action—folding her scrub top, stowing her shoes—bought her more time to compose herself.
“Av,” Jorwyn’s voice broke the quiet.
She turned, startled. Jorwyn rarely sought her out off-shift. The rescuer leaned against the wall, arms crossed, shadows under her eyes deepened by fatigue.
“You okay?” Jorwyn asked, tone neutral, almost brusque. But her gaze was intent, searching.
Avalora hesitated. She wanted to say no. To admit the way Logan’s touch still crawled on her skin, how the roar of the crowd still rang in her ears. Instead, she forced a small smile. “I’ll survive.”
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “You should not have to ‘survive’ things like that.”
Avalora tilted her head, curiosity pricking. “Why do you care so much?”
The question hung between them, heavy. Jorwyn looked away first, muscles tense. “Because you’re my teammate.”
“Teammate lang?” Avalora asked softly, echoing Logan’s taunt.
The words landed like a challenge. For a heartbeat, Jorwyn’s eyes flickered—something raw, unguarded—but then the wall came back up.
“Yes,” she said.
It was too fast and too firm for her own liking.
Avalora’s smile faltered, just slightly. She closed her locker with a sharp clang. “Then, as your teammate, I’ll say this: stop glaring at Logan like you’re ready to punch him. It only makes things worse.”
Jorwyn swallowed her retort. She watched Avalora walk away. And for the first time, the rescuer felt utterly powerless—more than in any burning building, more than under any collapsing roof.
Logan, meanwhile, was nowhere near powerless.
That night, he lounged in his penthouse suite overlooking the city skyline, wine glass in hand, his phone buzzing nonstop with congratulatory messages. Clips from the mission had already hit social media—him carrying children, dabbing Avalora’s forehead, declaring her name before the cameras.
The hashtags trended instantly:
#SupermanLogan
#NurseAva
#FamilyDayHero.
He scrolled, smirking. “See? They love it.”
His cousin on the other end of the line laughed. “Bro, you’re golden. A few more of these public stunts and she’s yours. Nurses love stability. Show her you’re the dependable type.”
“Of course, you know a lot about nurses,” Logan grinned wider. “And Dependable? That’s easy. She’ll see soon enough.”
He swirled his wine. “Besides, her team can glare all they want. At the end of the day, I’m the one people cheer on.”
Avalora lay awake in her condo, replaying the day over and over. The weight of expectation pressed on her chest: the cheers, the cameras, Logan’s arm around her waist. She hated that her silence had been read as consent.
She turned on her side, eyes catching the note tucked safely in her pegboard—Jorwyn’s handwriting, still neat despite the haste: Flowers die, but coffee keeps you alive.
Something warm tugged in her chest. Unlike Logan’s grand gestures, Jorwyn’s offerings were quiet, almost shy. A coffee cup, a croissant, a playlist—small things, but they spoke volumes.
And yet, she remembered Jorwyn’s face in the locker room, the way she had hidden behind the word teammate. Avalora closed her eyes, torn between gratitude and disappointment.
She whispered into the dark, unheard, “Sana hindi lang teammate.”
Jorwyn, alone in her bed, could not sleep either. Every muscle in her body ached from the mission, but her mind was louder than the pain. She remembered Avalora’s forced smile, her whispered surrender: Only this time.
Jorwyn pressed a hand over her chest, as though she could steady the storm inside. She wanted to promise Avalora protection, to step between her and Logan’s shadow. But promises meant nothing if spoken too late.
“Teammate,” she muttered and laughed bitterly into the dark.
The words felt hollow on her tongue.
Outside, the city slept, but storms brewed silently—in hearts, in loyalties, in the fragile threads tying rescuer and nurse together. And somewhere across the skyline, Logan raised his glass to his reflection, convinced he was winning.
But the night had a way of shifting tides, of testing bonds no crowd could see.
And soon enough, everyone—Logan, Avalora, and especially Jorwyn—would find out what applause truly costs.
Notes:
No todos reciben esta oportunidad = Not everyone gets this opportunity.
Chapter 16: False Flame
Chapter Text
Much to Logan’s delight—and to the octet’s dismay—the story of his so-called heroics flared through the station faster than any blaze they had ever fought.
It was not just the parents and students from the school who sang his praises; even some firefighters, who apparently knew him back from his brief stint in the Academy, clapped him on the back like he belonged. The nurses, meanwhile, swooned over his expensive cologne and effortless smile, and as if that were not enough, his godfather basked in the reflected glory, parading Logan’s name as if the young man’s antics had been a masterstroke of courage rather than a disruption.
For Logan, it was all fuel to his ego.
For VARL-SCAR, it was like smoke in the lungs—choking, bitter, impossible to ignore.
They were not greedy for validation. They never had been. Their work was measured by lives saved, not applause. But watching the credit—credit they had sweated, bled, and nearly got injured for—shift onto someone undeserving made their irritation multiply.
“He was just an eyesore before,” Solana muttered as they slumped around the breakroom table, “but now he’s a full-blown menace.”
The others murmured their agreement, a low grumble of shared annoyance.
Rumors trickled in through the walls, the kind of whispers that drifted easily in a station that never truly slept. It turned out Logan had, in fact, been a student at BlueSent Academy once. For a single semester. Long enough to enjoy the reputation, short enough to dodge the hard work. He had withdrawn before the first round of serious training, choosing instead to take the reins of his family’s business empire.
That revelation drew nothing but derision from the octet.
“Figures,” Marlowe said dryly, leaning back in her chair. “I still remember our first mission with him—shaking like a leaf, clinging to that coconut tree like it was his last lifeline. Imagine niyo na lang paano kaya niya maitatawid yung rappelling class.”
The image set her off with a sharp laugh.
Garnet chimed in, smirking. “Oh, I can definitely see it. He would puff his chest out, play tough for the climb up, pero kapag kailangan niya na makababa,” She made a mock flailing motion with her hands. “Absolute disaster.”
That broke the room into muffled snickers, though the bitterness underlined every chuckle because no matter how much they mocked him, Logan was still out there smiling, still gathering praise he had not earned.
The drill, now turned into Logan-slandering 101, screeched to a halt when the presence of the very man they resented appeared at the doorway. And this time, he was not alone.
Logan entered with the Fire Chief at his side, both wearing identical smiles—broad, proud, and self-satisfied.
In an instant, the room straightened. Chairs scraped back as the octet stood, and those leaning by the walls snapped into salute.
The Chief returned it gleefully, his hand clapping Logan’s shoulder with fatherly warmth.
“I have an announcement to make.” His voice boomed. “From today onward, until time permits, Logan will be serving as a Trainee Support for both VARL and SCAR.”
The air in the room soured. Some fists clenched tight at their sides, nails digging into their palms. Others could only blink in disbelief, their thoughts a tangle of curses they dared not voice. Still, they held their ground, shoulders squared and jaws set, hiding their fury behind brittle smiles.
The Chief, oblivious, carried on. “Think of him as an extra member of your team. An additional hand you can lean on in operations, whether for muscle or logistics.”
Logan, already puffed up with pride, turned to his godfather eagerly. “Can I stay here, then?” His grin stretched too wide, a flicker of something sharper glinting just beneath the boyish act.
“Of course,” the Chief said warmly. “This will serve as good training. He’ll be re-entering the Academy next semester as a full-fledged firefighter student.”
Logan spread his arms wide, as though unveiling a grand prize. “Aren’t you guys excited?!”
The octet longed to voice their dismay, to make clear how much they hated the idea of him being attached to their unit. But with the Fire Chief standing right in front of them, pride and authority radiating from his every word, they could do nothing but choke back their protests.
Instead, they arranged their mouths into smiles—stiff, brittle things that wavered at the edges, transparent to anyone who cared to look closely. They stood there in silence, resentment simmering beneath the polished surface.
“Av!” Logan suddenly beamed at Avalora, his voice dripping with familiarity. “We’ll be together all the time now!”
Avalora felt every gaze flicker to her. Her lips pressed into a thin line before she forced herself to answer. “Chief… shouldn’t he be with a male team?”
The Fire Chief chuckled, as if the question was absurd. “Nurse Arceta, I wouldn’t place him here if there were any protocol issues.”
True enough, nowhere in BlueSent’s handbook forbade a male member from being added to an all-female squad. 3DS was proof of that, their roster stacked with men only.
“Yes, but—” Jorwyn began, her voice sharp.
Logan cut her off with a smirk. “Relax. It’s not like I’m going to do anything. If anything, ako pa ang kawawa—being the only guy here, diba?”
Jorwyn’s jaw flexed. Her nails dug into her palms until her knuckles whitened.
“What if we don’t agree, Chief?” Norelle asked suddenly, her voice calm but her posture rigid.
The Fire Chief’s brows rose, his arms crossing in challenge. “Is there a reason you would not, Captain?”
Norelle opened her mouth. Her heart screamed to say that Logan is a distraction. A liability. A danger to their work, but her tongue stayed heavy. She could not risk the fallout.
“None, Chief,” she said finally, her voice clipped.
“Good.” The Chief nodded once, decisive. “Then I’ll leave Logan here. Take care of him, team.”
“Yes, Chief,” Norelle answered stiffly.
The Chief started for the door, then paused mid-step. Turning back, he dealt the final blow with a calm authority that left no room for protest.
“Nurse Arceta—look after him for me.”
The words landed heavy, a command wrapped like a chain, and the room seemed to shrink around Avalora as every gaze shifted to her.
Avalora stiffened. A muscle in her cheek twitched, but she said nothing. Her silence spoke louder than words.
Jorwyn, however, could not contain herself. The last shred of her composure snapped. She turned sharply on her heel and stormed out, her footsteps clipped and loud against the tiled floor.
Marlowe hesitated only long enough for Norelle’s nod before hurrying after her.
Inside, the atmosphere thickened with unspoken rage. Solana’s lips curled, ready to spit venom, but Selene subtly touched her arm like a warning.
Logan, meanwhile, stood at the center of it all, grinning like a child who had just been crowned king.
“See?” he said smugly, spreading his arms again. “Told you, Av. We’re going to be teammates. Destiny talaga.”
Avalora’s jaw tightened. She forced herself to exhale through her nose, returning to her paperwork rather than give him the satisfaction of an answer.
For her, silence was the only armor she had left.
Logan, of course, did not notice how choking the air is. He leaned casually against the edge of the table, flashing his easy grin at anyone who happened to glance his way. To him, the room’s stiffness was awe, respect, and admiration.
“So—where do I put my stuff?” he asked brightly, dropping his bag on the nearest chair without waiting for an answer. “Do I get, like, a desk? Or is it more of a—move around, do whatever kind of vibe?”
Solana’s jaw flexed visibly. She muttered under her breath, “Yeah, more of a ‘move out, don’t come back’ kind of vibe.”
Selene elbowed her sharply, though her own lips twitched with restrained irritation.
Avalora did not look up from the file she was organizing. Her hands, however, betrayed her. The page edges crinkled faintly under her grip. She kept her expression composed, the perfect mask of professionalism, but every word Logan spoke scraped against her nerves.
“Man, this is exciting,” Logan continued, completely oblivious. “I always knew I would end up with the best unit in BlueSent. No offense to the others, of course. But let’s be real—VARL and SCAR? The elites. Top dogs. And now—me.”
“Top dog suits you,” Solana muttered again, too low for him to catch. This time, Maerith gave her a sharp look, mouthing enough.
Logan plopped himself into a seat directly across from Avalora. She did not lift her eyes. Instead, she focused harder on the papers in front of her, her spine stiff as stone.
“You know,” he said, lowering his voice as though sharing something intimate, “I think the Chief put me here for a reason. Maybe he saw it. You know. The chemistry.”
Selene inhaled sharply through her nose, but Avalora did not rise to it. She simply stacked another set of folders, her movements precise, her silence screaming louder than anything she could say.
Norelle, who had been quiet until now, finally cleared her throat. Her voice was cool, steady, captain-like. “Santiago. You’re here as support. That means when you’re told to move, you move. When you’re told to lift, you lift. Nothing more. Understood?”
Logan grinned, mistaking her clipped tone for playful authority. “Crystal clear, Cap. Don’t worry—you’ll see. I’ll be the best damn support you’ve ever had.”
The women exchanged glances. Each one said the same thing: He has no idea what he’s walked into.
Avalora, still silent, finally closed the folder in her hands. Her gaze flicked briefly toward the door Jorwyn had stormed through, her chest tightening. She did not have to look at Logan to know he was still watching her.
For the first time since the announcement, she let her shoulders sag just slightly. Inside, one thought echoed like a drumbeat:
This is going to break us before it makes us.
Jorwyn's boots struck the tiles like gunfire, and though her chest heaved with fury, her body never seemed to tire. Not really. She could rage for hours and still keep moving.
Each step was fueled by fury she could barely keep contained. Her fists remained clenched at her sides, nails digging so deep into her palms that a faint sting warned her skin might split.
“Of all the nerve—” she hissed under her breath, words tumbling out fast, sharp, low. “The Chief. Him. That smug bastard. Putting his greasy hands on her like that. Look after him, he says—like we are some daycare, like Avalora is supposed to babysit a spoiled brat who cannot even carry a patient right without hurting them—”
“Jorwyn.”
Marlowe’s voice cut in, steady but firm. She had followed quickly, keeping pace even as Jorwyn’s strides grew erratic. When Jorwyn did not slow, Marlowe reached out and caught her elbow, forcing her to stop at the corner where the hallway opened into another wing.
Jorwyn jerked her arm back, but did not keep walking. Her breathing was harsh, shallow, like she had just finished a sprint.
“Don’t,” Jorwyn snapped, though the word shook more than she would like. “Don’t tell me to calm down. Not now.”
“I wasn’t going to,” Marlowe said evenly, holding her gaze. “I was going to tell you—you’re right.”
Jorwyn blinked. That stopped her more effectively than a hand on her shoulder could.
Marlowe crossed her arms, her expression tight. “The Chief dropped this on us like it’s nothing. Like we don’t bleed for this work, like we don’t train for this. And Logan just waltzes in, grinning like he’s some savior. You think I’m happy about it?”
The heat in Jorwyn’s chest faltered, replaced by something jagged. “Then why didn’t you—why didn’t anyone—” Her voice cracked with frustration. “Why didn’t we fight it?”
Marlowe sighed, lowering her voice. “Because we can’t. Not without consequence. You know how this works.”
Jorwyn raked a hand through her hair, pacing a few steps before leaning against the wall, shoulders trembling. For a moment, silence stretched—until her voice dropped, hoarse.
“He’s going to ruin us.” Her eyes darkened, staring at the floor as if she could already see the wreckage ahead. “He’s going to ruin her.”
Marlowe tilted her head. “Her.”
Jorwyn stiffened. She realized too late what she had admitted. She wanted to backtrack, to mask it with something like the team, but the words clung to the air between them.
Marlowe did not push. Not outright. She only studied her quietly, a flicker of understanding in her gaze. “We’ll handle it,” she said at last. “Together. That’s what matters.”
Jorwyn swallowed hard. Her chest still ached, anger roiling beneath her skin, but Marlowe’s steady presence grounded her enough to breathe.
When the hallway fell quiet again, she whispered the truth she could not bury: “If he hurts Avalora—just once—I swear, Marlowe, I’ll burn him to the ground.”
And with the firmness in her duo’s tone, Marlowe did not doubt she meant it.
The classroom smelled faintly of marker ink and old coffee, a familiar atmosphere for the members of VARL-SCAR.
Today’s agenda was hypothermia and hyperthermia management, a topic that would normally be routine—except for the fact that Solana, who rarely took the role of lecturer, was standing at the front.
She felt a small thrill as she adjusted the marker in her hand, the faint squeak of her boots against the tiled floor echoing like a declaration. At last, she had the tiny podium, the whiteboard, and the authority to command the room. It was not just about lecturing—it was about proving that she, too, carried knowledge that could save lives.
Solana inhaled, squared her shoulders, and smiled, the kind of proud smile that masked nerves with determination. “Alright,” she began, her voice light yet firm, “we start with the difference between hypothermia and hyperthermia—”
A drawling voice sliced through her sentence.
“Are we high schoolers?”
Every head in the room turned. The words carried the lazy confidence of someone who knew he was disrupting, who wanted to disrupt. The culprit sat half-slouched in his chair, eyes closed as if he were resting through a boring movie.
“That’s basic. We don’t need to differentiate them,” he added, without even opening his eyes.
Solana froze mid-sentence. The room held its breath, tension tightening the air. Some of the team members shifted uncomfortably; others stared, caught between curiosity and sympathy.
Her eyes narrowed, jaw setting as she turned to him. “Trainee,” she said, her voice sharp, laced with authority none of them had quite heard from her before. “If you’re not interested, you can walk out that door.”
The effect was immediate. A murmur rippled through the crew—Solana rarely snapped, let alone threatened dismissal.
But Logan, the source of the disturbance, only cracked one eye open, yawning like a cat. His grin was infuriatingly slow, stretching as if he savored every ounce of the irritation he caused.
“You can’t kick me out,” he said, voice dripping with mockery. “I’m in Av’s care. Which means…” He leaned sideways, his shoulder brushing Avalora’s, forcing her to lean back slightly in her chair. “If I get out, then she gets out too. Right?”
Avalora shot him a look, half a glare, half disbelief. “Logan—” she started, but he only winked at her.
Around them, the shift in seating had already caused ripples of discontent. Normally, Avalora sat with her designated partner, Jorwyn, during training drills like these. It was routine, unspoken, and efficient. But Logan had barged in earlier, all arrogance and insistence, and plopped himself in Jorwyn’s seat as if the arrangement did not matter. Now, Jorwyn sat with Maerith and Norelle—a pairing that looked awkward at best, disrupted at worst.
Solana’s grip tightened around the marker. For a moment, she imagined throwing it straight at Logan’s smirk. But she closed her eyes, drew in a slow breath, and chose instead to exhale the anger. She would not let him derail her, not when she had waited for this chance.
Her lips curved again into that professional smile she had prepared. “As I was saying,” she continued, voice steady though her pulse raced, “the difference between hypothermia and hyperthermia is crucial, even if it sounds simple. Hypothermia is when the body loses heat faster than it can produce, and hyperthermia is when it gains heat faster than it can lose. Both can kill. Both require us to act.”
The marker squeaked against the board as she underlined the words hypo and hyper with deliberate strokes. Logan sighed dramatically from his seat, muttering something under his breath about elementary school lessons.
Still, she pressed on. Each explanation, each diagram, was like pushing against a tide of distraction. She taught with a smile that never quite reached her eyes, pretending his yawns and sighs were nothing more than background noise.
“Remember,” she continued, gesturing to the group, “in hypothermia, watch for shivering, slurred speech, and confusion. In hyperthermia, look for flushed skin, dizziness, and even unconsciousness if it progresses to heatstroke. The faster we recognize these, the faster we save lives. Firefighting isn’t just about flames—it’s about the human body, ours and theirs.”
Her team scribbled notes, nodding along, their respect for her evident. Some glanced sideways at Logan, silently begging him not to interrupt again.
But of course, he did.
Two hours was a long time, and Logan seemed determined to make every ten minutes feel like a test of patience. He drummed his fingers on the desk when she spoke too long. He leaned toward Avalora, whispering comments that earned him quiet, exasperated sighs. He even hummed once, deliberately off-key, until Jorwyn turned in her seat and glared.
“Santiago, do you mind?” Jorwyn snapped at him in a hushed voice.
“Not at all,” Logan replied cheerfully, leaning back as if her anger only fueled him.
Avalora pinched the bridge of her nose. “Logan, just shut up and listen.”
“But I already know this stuff,” he argued, though his posture betrayed the truth—he was not bored, he was entertained. He thrived in the friction, in making Solana work harder for her authority.
By the end of the two hours, Solana’s smile was still plastered on, but her shoulders sagged with invisible weight. She had managed to deliver the lesson in its entirety, diagrams and case studies included, though it had felt like wrestling a storm with nothing but patience.
Finally, she capped the marker with a click that echoed relief. “That’s it for this morning. We’ll break for lunch now,” she announced.
The room stirred with movement—papers shuffled, chairs screeched, conversations picked up in hurried tones. Some muttered about food, others about the lesson, and a few cast weary glances at Logan, as if silently praying he would disappear during the break.
He, of course, stretched like a satisfied cat, arms over his head. “Well, that was fun,” he said, voice loud enough for Solana to hear.
Her back stiffened, but she did not turn. She would not give him the satisfaction. Instead, she walked toward the door, her head held high, marker clutched like a badge of resilience.
For Solana, this lesson had been more than just about hypothermia or hyperthermia. It had been about standing firm even when undermined, about finding her voice in the noise. And though Logan had tried to reduce her moment to a circus, she knew the truth that the team had seen her, heard her, and remembered.
And perhaps, someday, even Logan would realize he could not laugh his way out of respect forever.
The cafeteria was loud, alive with clattering trays and bursts of laughter, but when the members of VARL-SCAR stepped inside with Logan in tow, the noise shifted. Conversations faltered, then swelled again—this time flavored with whispers that traveled faster than smoke. Heads turned, gazes trailed after them, curiosity sharpening every look.
It was impossible not to notice him. Logan walked at the center of their group like he belonged there, his stride confident, chin lifted, his grin plastered on as though the entire room was his audience. And in a way, it was.
“What are you doing with VS, Santiago?” someone called from a nearby table, leaning back in his chair with an amused smirk.
Logan stopped mid-step, the grin never leaving his face. “I’m a Trainee Support,” he announced, flashing the kind of smile that gleamed with self-importance.
The words set off a wave of laughter and teasing among the surrounding firefighters.
“Lucky for VS!” one shouted, earning a round of chuckles.
“They’re being supported by the Chief’s godson? Must be having the time of their lives!” another added, voice thick with sarcasm.
The ribbing only seemed to inflate Logan further. He stood taller, his chest puffed, basking in the attention like a performer who had nailed his act.
But at their table, Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. Every comment felt like sandpaper against her nerves. Ever since stepping into the cafeteria, she had caught nothing but whispers about how fortunate they were to have Logan—fortunate, as though his presence were some kind of blessing. She wanted to laugh in their faces, or maybe scream.
To her, he was less a gift and more a curse wrapped in smugness.
“Santiago, you do the ordering,” Norelle cut in suddenly, her voice brisk. Her eyes flicked toward the cafeteria line, then back to him, clearly attempting to create a moment of peace—just a few blessed minutes with Logan out of earshot.
Logan tilted his head, feigning confusion, though the smirk stayed. “I can’t. My first day, and you’re already giving me that task? Cruel. Ask FO Robles to do it.”
The way he said it—her name rolling off his tongue with lazy familiarity—made Jorwyn’s teeth grind. He did not deserve to say her name like that.
She stood abruptly, her chair scraping against the floor. “You come with me,” she said flatly. Her eyes burned into his, daring him to refuse. “A trainee should watch and learn, right?”
For a heartbeat, Logan blinked at her. Then, realizing the attention of several nearby tables had fixed on them, his grin widened. He rose with a theatrical flourish and snapped into a playful salute.
“Yes, ma’am,” he said, his voice carrying across the cafeteria.
Jorwyn rolled her eyes, already regretting volunteering herself.
At their table, Solana buried her face into Garnet’s arm, her voice muffled but fierce. “Tanginaaaaaaaaaaa.”
The others exhaled all at once, as though they had been holding their breath since Logan’s arrival that morning. Shoulders slumped, tension finally breaking.
“God, we have to give it to Jor,” Marlowe said, watching their duo approach the line. “She’s putting up with his bullshit so the rest of us can breathe.”
The remark earned chuckles and nods of agreement. The seven women, weary yet united, leaned closer in hushed conversation, their words a mix of complaint and humor.
“Inaanak ng Chief natin eh,” Selene muttered, eyes darting to make sure no one else heard. “We can’t exactly chase him off with a broom.”
“Doesn’t mean we can’t wish we could,” Garnet quipped, making the group laugh despite themselves.
“Sige nga,” Marlowe said, lowering her voice, “how do we get rid of him? Hypothetically.”
“Trip him into a training fire pit?” Norelle suggested dryly.
“‘Oops, pasenya na, trainee support, thought you knew how to roll out of the way,’” Solana added, smirking.
They laughed, the sound soft but sharp, a release of the irritation that clung to them. One by one, their voices wove into a shared promise that they would endure him together, and no matter how charmingly he threw his Chief’s connection around, they would not bend to his whims.
“I’m worried about you, Ava,” Selene said then, reaching across the table to place a hand over Avalora’s. Her touch was gentle, fingers curling as if to anchor her.
Avalora’s eyes softened, though her smile was faint. “Don’t worry about me, girls. I’ll handle his proud ass.”
And they believed her. Avalora was steel wrapped in velvet; she never backed down once something—or someone—started to grate. If anyone could outlast Logan’s antics, it was her. Still, Avalora’s gaze slid toward the counter where Jorwyn stood with Logan, a crease forming between her brows.
“We should worry about Wyn,” she admitted quietly. “She might burst and do something reckless.”
At the cashier, Jorwyn rattled off the usual orders, her tone clipped but controlled. The cashier’s pen scribbled down the list, efficient and unbothered. She exhaled, half-distracted, before turning sharply to the man beside her.
“Santiago, anong sayo?”
Logan leaned against the counter, posture relaxed, eyes half-lidded like this was all a game. “I’ll have whatever Av is having.”
The casual mention of Avalora’s name made Jorwyn’s fists itch. She bit down the urge to snap, settling instead for a sharp sigh. Without another word, she repeated the order, her voice cool, professional. The last thing she wanted was to mess up his meal and hear about it later. She had had enough of him for one day.
Together with Marlowe, who had graciously come over to help carry the trays, they balanced the steaming plates back to their table. The food smelled delicious, warm broth mingling with the scent of fried rice and roasted meat, a comforting contrast to the tension knotted in Jorwyn’s chest.
As they set the trays down, chairs scraped, utensils clinked, and conversation swelled again. The team dug in, eating quickly but not without side glances toward Logan, who sat among them with that same smug smile, as though he were the sun around which they all revolved.
And yet, even as laughter flickered in their group, an unspoken truth lay beneath it: this was only the beginning. Logan Santiago was here to stay—for now. And if they wanted to survive his presence without losing their sanity, they would need more than patience.
They would need each other.
Chapter 17: False Alarm
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The sun hung high over BlueSent’s training grounds, its glare shimmering against the helmets and gear that dotted the huge open space. The joint field drill was in full swing, a day-long exercise meant to test coordination across firefighting, rescue, and paramedic units.
For the first time, three tri-units were on the ground together as the already seasoned 3DS-VARL-SCAR, and two rookie teams fresh from their academies. The rookies were jittery, their helmets slightly askew, and their voices too eager when they responded. It was their first taste of a full-scale drill.
Win, shoulders squared and expression steady, stepped forward to address the assembled groups. The natural authority in his stance made silence ripple through the crowd. He had been chosen to lead, flanked by Norelle and Maerith, because this drill leaned heavily on firefighting.
“This isn’t a contest between your units,” Win said firmly, his voice steady over the restless shuffle of boots. “Your real opponents are time, safety, and the pressure bearing down on every mission.”
His words settled like a weight across the rookies’ shoulders. A few straightened, others gulped, but all were listening.
Win lifted his clipboard, eyes scanning. “This will simulate a real emergency. Respond based on your roles. Firefighting is our main focus this week—your rescue and medical branches will serve as support.”
Murmurs spread through the rookies.
Real fire? Real smoke?
3DS had already briefed them that nothing would be staged with colored lights or harmless vapor. Today, they would stare down actual flames.
“Because of that,” Win added, “you’ll need to be sharper, faster, and more careful than you’ve ever been. Wala na tayo sa loob ng classroom.”
Beside him, Jorwyn stepped forward, her gaze locked on the mixed line of nervous rookies. “Your captains must set clear instructions before you scatter,” she warned. “Communication is everything. If they call an order, you follow. No matter what.”
Her words had weight, clipped with the authority of someone who had lived through chaotic calls. But her teammates behind her exchanged looks that said it all—Of all people, Jorywyn is preaching about obedience?
Avalora let out a snort she could not quite contain. She leaned closer, her shoulder brushing Jorwyn’s, and whispered, “You’re so full of it—cute though.” Her eyes glittered with mischief.
Jorwyn scowled and turned her head away, though the faintest pink brushed her ears. Avalora giggled, victorious.
“What did you tell the firewoman?” Logan piped up suddenly, nudging Avalora’s arm like an impatient child desperate to be included.
“Wala,” Avalora replied, her tone clipped but calm. “Listen to the discussion.”
As the rookies shuffled into their lines, one of them wrinkled their nose at the wall where the electrical box sat, half-hidden behind a sheet of metal plating. A faint hum buzzed from it, subtle but constant.
“Don’t lean against that side,” Marlowe warned casually, tapping the rookies’ helmets as she passed. “Old wiring—safe enough if you don’t push it, but the heat will make it angry.”
A couple of rookies laughed nervously, as if she were joking, but Jorwyn’s sharp glance said otherwise. Avalora’s brow furrowed, following the sound of the low vibration. For a moment, she thought of saying something, but the bell rang before she could.
The rookie units scattered to their positions, shouting commands with voices that cracked but carried. Smoke began to rise, the faint tang of accelerant curling into the air.
Team one’s rookies would be working alongside Win, Ron, Maerith, Selene, Garnet, and Marlowe. The second set, meanwhile, was assigned to Eon, Mar, Jorwyn, Norelle, Solana, Avalora, and the ever-unwelcome Logan.
“Wyn, dito ka,” Avalora called, patting the space beside her on the bench.
Jorwyn glanced over, arms still crossed, eyes fixed on the rookies. She finally began moving toward her when, like a shadow slipping between them, Logan darted in and plopped himself onto the spot.
Her stride halted, fists curling at her sides.
Avalora’s smile dropped. “Get up, Logan,” she said, voice firm with warning. “Wyn’s supposed to sit there, not you.”
But Logan only leaned back, grinning wider. “Relax, Av. I’ve got to have the best seat in the house.”
Avalora’s brows knit, patience thinning. “You should be up front with the others, watching the drill. That’s the best way to learn—lalo na ngayon, firefighting ang focus nila.”
“Nah,” Logan said, folding his muscled arms across his chest and crossing one leg over the other. He rested his chin on his hand, turning his face deliberately toward her. “I’ll just learn from the best.” His smirk deepened as he flexed subtly, his bicep tightening beneath his sleeve. “Like the view?”
Avalora rolled her eyes, heat prickling her cheeks—not from flattery, but from sheer irritation. She stood abruptly, her bench scraping against the gravel. “You stay here,” she snapped.
To her surprise, Logan rose as well, towering with that same infuriating grin.
Before Avalora could retort, a shadow fell over them. A broad-shouldered man stepped up behind her. His presence alone shifted the air.
“Santiago,” he said flatly.
Logan turned, then brightened instantly. “Daez!”
Eon did not return the grin. His eyes were cool, his stance deliberate. “Heard you’re training with us now.” He tilted his head toward the field. “Come with me.”
Logan hesitated, his smile faltering for the first time. His eyes darted back to Avalora, reluctant to leave. “I’ll go with him sandali lang ah,” he muttered, as though promising her something.
Eon simply slung an arm around Logan’s shoulders and steered him away. Over his shoulder, he mouthed toward Avalora, Akong bahala dito.
Avalora exhaled, the tension draining from her like a punctured balloon. “God, finally.” The air around her felt clearer, her chest lighter.
Solana jogged over, slightly winded, her face split with a triumphant grin. “I asked Eon’s help.”
Avalora blinked. “What?”
“I told him to pull the trainee away from you. Good thing they were classmates at the Academy. He didn’t even hesitate.” Solana grinned wider. “You looked like you needed CPR yourself. Nakakasakal na siya, ‘no?”
Avalora pressed her hands over her face, groaning. “It’s only been a week with him. Pero parang pagod na pagod na ako—as if it’s been a year.”
Solana’s laughter bubbled. She nudged Avalora with her elbow. “Nanghihina ka na, noh?”
“Ha?” Avalora frowned.
“Eh ikaw ba naman, ilayo sa asawa mo.” Solana’s lips jutted out, pointing directly at Jorwyn, who was now kneeling by the rescue team, correctly demonstrating how to stabilize a dummy patient before a two-man carry.
Avalora’s cheeks flamed. “Tse,” she muttered, but the corner of her mouth twitched.
Solana cackled. “’Di na nga kayo nakakapag-bebe time!”
“Shut up,” Avalora said, though she laughed with her. “Baka marinig niya tayo.”
“Omgggg,” Solana squealed under her breath, clapping her hands together. “Ako bahala sa inyo. Mamaya magkakaroon kayo moment. Trust your ship president.”
Avalora shook her head, but she could not fight the smile that bloomed on her lips. Despite Logan’s endless antics, despite the chaos of the drill, one truth steadied her that she and Jorwyn always found their way back to each other. And no trainee support, no matter how annoying, could change that.
As the drill pressed forward into its next phase, something unexpected broke the rhythm. What should have been a straightforward task—snuffing out a staged blaze—suddenly dragged far longer than planned.
The second rookie fire team fought stubbornly with their hoses and extinguishers. The blaze ate hungrily at the wooden panels, hissing when the rookies’ hoses splashed too wide. Water sprayed against the nearby metal wall, and a sharp crackle answered back. The faint hum from earlier grew louder, vibrating through the plates like an uneasy heartbeat.
Behind one of those walls was a real electrical box.
Jorwyn’s eyes flicked toward it, narrowing. She knew that sound. Heat shimmered off the surface, rippling the air as if warning them to keep back.
“Focus your spray away from the wall!” Mar barked, but his order was drowned by the rookies’ shouts and the roar of the fire.
Then came the snap. Sharp, violent, like bone breaking in the dark. Sparks burst from the metal seam, spitting across the floor. The hum pitched into a screech, and in the next breath, the electrical box behind the wall surrendered to the heat. Insulation sagged, wires spat smoke—then fire leapt, real and ravenous.
The shriek of the facility alarm followed, raw and merciless, nothing like the measured tones of the training drills.
Panic was instant.
The rookies, unaccustomed to the raw sound of danger, broke formation. Some screamed, others ran in circles, bumping into one another, clawing for exits that were not there. The gates—locked for drill safety—now became a trap, preventing escape. Their fists pounded against steel, their voices breaking in terror.
“Everybody, calm down!” Win’s voice boomed, but his command was drowned by the alarm.
Norelle barked at Garnet, “Command room—now! Get that alarm killed!” Garnet sprinted off, heart pounding.
“Over here! Rookies, come here!” Jorwyn’s voice cut sharply, her hand slashing through the haze, beckoning the younger ones toward her. Her tone carried enough authority to draw a few back from hysteria.
Meanwhile, Eon and Mar did not hesitate. They lunged for the bright-red extinguishers mounted against the wall—ones designed specifically for electrical fires—and charged the smoking box, dousing it in bursts of chemical mist.
But chaos was winning ground.
Avalora, who had steadied so many others before, faltered. Her breath caught, panic flashing through her chest when the alarm clawed at her ears. Her hands trembled as she tried to orient herself—until a grip seized her arm.
“Av!” Logan’s voice. He did not wait as he yanked her away from the thrashing bodies, dragging her across the training hall. Avalora stumbled against him, trying to protest, but the fire’s glare and the rookies’ screams drowned her words.
Logan pulled her toward the far side of the hall, unaware of what he had triggered.
With a grinding clank, the gates on that side began to slide down, sealing shut. They were not meant for escape—they were containment barriers, part of the facility’s fireproofing system. Within seconds, Avalora and Logan were cut off, entombed in darkness.
The sudden silence was almost worse than the chaos.
“Av?” Logan’s voice broke the dark, trembling. “It’s… It’s dark. I’m scared.”
Avalora forced a breath. Her chest still heaved, but she made herself speak. “Calm down. Just… breathe. With me. In, out.” She did not know if she was instructing him or herself.
She staggered to the gate, palms slamming against its cold steel. “Hello?!” she shouted. Her fists banged over and over. The echo only mocked her.
Logan copied her movements halfheartedly, but soon sank to the floor.
“God, you shouldn’t have dragged me here!” Avalora snapped, pounding again. Her voice cracked, dropping into a mutter only she could hear. “I’m always getting stuck… elevators, drills… bakit ganito lagi.”
Her mind flicked back to another trap, another moment of breathless fear—except back then, Jorwyn had been with her.
Jorwyn, steady, unyielding.
The thought slipped out as a desperate cry. “Jorwyn!” she shouted, throat raw. “Hoy, Robles! Hindi mo pa ba na-realize na wala ako riyan?!”
Her fists beat harder, her voice rising with each word. “Pag nakalabas ako rito at hindi mukha mo ang una kong nakita—makikita mo kamao ko!”
Logan only watched from the floor, legs stretched, his smirk unseen but palpable. “Give it up, Av. They’ll notice we’re gone. Relax, they will come.”
She whirled, glaring into the dark where his voice came from. “This is your fault.”
He shrugged against the wall. “If that Robles really cared about you, she’d be here by now. But she’s not, is she? Who’s the one who got you out of danger? Ako.” His voice curled smugly, like a taunt.
Avalora’s pulse spiked, fury overriding fear. “We were surrounded by rookies. I heard her voice—she was protecting them. Inuna niya lang sila, because personally I’d do the same.”
“Then you’re not her priority.” Logan’s tone was lazy, but the jab was sharp. “Think about it, Av. If you mattered, you’d already be out here.”
Her fists froze on the gate. The words stung because of their cruelty, not their truth. She shut her eyes tight. “Shut up,” she whispered, pressing her forehead against the cold steel.
Logan leaned back against the wall, smirk sharp even in the dark. “You know what’s funny? Robles always swoops in to pull you out. Makes me wonder if you’d even survive ten minutes without her.”
Avalora stiffened. The words slid under her skin like glass splinters because the worst part was—he was not entirely wrong. Her chest tightened, the air in the narrow space too thin.
I can help myself. I don’t always need her. So why does it feel like I do?
And then the wall shifted. Metal groaned. A slice of light cut into the dark, stabbing her eyes. Avalora shielded her face with her arm, blinking until the glow softened.
When her vision cleared, it was not the smirk of Logan she saw.
It was Jorwyn.
“Av!” Jorwyn’s voice cracked, her face pale with worry. She shoved through the gap, arms wrapping Avalora in a fierce embrace before Avalora could even react.
The heat of that hug—steady, grounding, overflowing with relief—stole Avalora’s breath more than the fire ever could.
For a moment, the world shrank to the circle of those arms, the rapid hammering of Jorwyn’s heart, and the unspoken promise in the way she held her.
Avalora froze in Jorwyn’s arms, the shock of the embrace pinning her more than the heavy gates ever did. She was not used to this—not from Jorwyn, not from the woman who usually stood two steps behind her, silent and watchful, guarding without asking anything in return.
The warmth of her arms seeped through Avalora’s jacket, steady and anchoring. She should have pulled back, should have said something sharp to cut the tension, but instead her mind spun in wild loops.
Why now? Why like this?
Her throat tightened. A moment ago, she was trapped in darkness, Logan’s smirk biting into her nerves, his words slithering in her head. She had almost believed him.
Avalora’s arms froze at her sides. For a heartbeat, she could not bring herself to hug back. Logan’s words still burned in her ears.
But then, Jorwyn’s voice, Jorwyn’s hands, Jorwyn’s chest against hers, rising and falling too fast, proof that she had been a priority all along.
Avalora pressed her palms weakly against Jorwyn’s back, meaning to push her away, but her body betrayed her as her hands stayed there, lingering, as if craving the solidity. She closed her eyes, just for a second, and let herself feel the truth that she was not alone. Not when Jorwyn was here.
And yet, guilt flared. What are you doing, Avalora? This is not supposed to happen. You can’t always rely on her like this. You should stand on your own.
But her heart, traitorous, whispered something else. It feels safe here. Don’t let go yet.
She inhaled sharply, forcing herself to stiffen her shoulders. “You took your time,” she managed, voice trembling despite the words. It was meant to sound scolding, but instead it sounded fragile.
Jorwyn only drew her closer, her grip unyielding as she whispered, rough and urgent, “Never again, Av. As long as I’m here, I won’t let danger touch you.”
Avalora’s chest ached.
The moment was shattered when footsteps thundered outside the half-open gate. A flood of light and voices broke through as the rest of the team arrived.
“Avalora Arceta!” Selene’s voice called, relief spilling out as she hurried forward. Eon and Mar wrestled the gate higher, and smoke drifted into the fresh air.
Avalora jolted back, stepping away from Jorwyn as if caught in something she should not have been. Her arms dropped to her sides, fists tightening to hide the tremor.
Jorwyn, however, did not move quickly enough. The way she still lingered half a step close was obvious to anyone paying attention.
Logan, of course, noticed first. He had pushed himself up from the ground, brushing dust off his pants, and when he saw the tableau—the frantic rescue, Jorwyn clutching Avalora, Avalora flushed and shaken—his grin was instant, sharp as glass.
“Well, well,” he drawled, brushing imaginary dust from his sleeves. “Guess I was wrong. Avalora might be your priority after all, Robles. Look how fast you came running.”
Jorwyn’s jaw flexed, but she did not take the bait.
Logan was not finished. He turned his smirk on Avalora. “Must feel good, huh? Having your personal bodyguard bust down walls for you. If I didn’t know better, I’d say you like being saved.”
Avalora’s face burned hotter than the fire behind her. “Shut your mouth, Logan, kanina ka pa,” she snapped, sharper than she intended.
“Ooh,” he mocked, raising his hands in mock surrender. “Ardiente.”
“Enough,” Norelle cut in, stepping forward like a shield. Her glare could have cut stone. “Logan, if you don’t want to get benched before this drill is over, keep your comments to yourself.”
For once, Logan obeyed, though the smug glint in his eyes said he was storing every reaction for later.
The others busied themselves, checking Avalora for injuries, helping her regain her composure. But Jorwyn stayed close, her presence quiet yet unmistakable.
Avalora felt the weight of it—the eyes on her, the whispers that would follow, the danger of being seen too vulnerable. Still, when she risked one glance at Jorwyn, the other woman’s expression was unreadable. Not smug, not soft—just steady, a fortress in human form.
And that steadiness was the only thing keeping Avalora from unraveling completely.
The fire was finally suppressed, extinguishers hissing as the last tendrils of smoke curled from the blackened wall. The shrill alarm had been silenced, leaving behind only the ringing in their ears and the fast, uneven breaths of rookies who were still rattled from the chaos.
Win barked orders to reassemble the teams, his tone clipped, no-nonsense. “Everyone, back to staging. Move!”
The octet obeyed swiftly, shepherding the trembling rookies into two uneven lines. Some of the younger ones had red-rimmed eyes from crying; others clutched their helmets as if they were lifelines. Their inexperience showed like raw nerves, and no one in the elite units missed it.
Avalora forced herself to straighten her spine, burying every trace of her shaken state. She could not afford to look fragile now—not in front of the rookies, not in front of Logan, not in front of her team. Her jaw set, she joined the others, standing squarely beside Norelle as if nothing had rattled her at all.
But Jorwyn stayed half a step behind her, silent, eyes dark, still watching.
Win’s gaze swept over the gathered units, pausing on the collapsed rookies, the scorched wall, the lingering smoke. His nostrils flared as if smelling not just burnt plastic but failure.
“What happened here,” he demanded, “was unacceptable.”
The rookies shifted uncomfortably, but the weight of his words fell on everyone.
“You panicked. You screamed. You scattered,” Win continued, his voice a whip crack. “If this were real, half of you would be dead, and the other half would be dragging your team down with you.”
A few rookies flinched. One tried to mutter an excuse, but Win silenced him with a glare.
“And you,” he pivoted toward the elites. “You’re supposed to anchor them. Instead, I saw disarray. I saw people acting on impulse, not command.”
Avalora stiffened. She knew the comment was aimed at her and at Logan.
Logan, of course, took offense. He raised a hand like he was in class. “Excuse me, Cap—”
“You don’t get to speak,” Win snapped, sharper than a blade.
But Logan barreled on, unfazed. “I just want to point out I did get Av out of harm’s way.” He puffed his chest, gesturing at Avalora like she was proof of his gallantry. “If I hadn’t pulled her, who knows what could’ve happened?”
The rookies whispered. Some even nodded, impressed.
Avalora’s molars ground together. “You trapped us,” she said, her voice steady but her hands clenched at her sides. “Dragging me behind the gate wasn’t protection—it was recklessness. If Jorwyn hadn’t gotten there, we’d still be stuck.”
The room fell quiet. Jorwyn’s name hung in the air like an unspoken blade.
Logan’s smirk faltered, but only for a heartbeat. “Still, Av—”
“Nurse Arceta,” she cut coldly.
He blinked, taken aback.
“Address me properly,” she said, her tone iced steel. “We’re in training, not in your family’s backyard.”
The rookies went dead silent.
Win crossed his arms, weighing the tension with a sharp eye. “She’s right. This isn’t a playground. Gusto mo siyang ma-impress, Logan? Do it by following orders, not by dragging your colleagues into lockdown zones.”
The reprimand hit harder than Logan let on, but his bravado flickered. He gave a laugh that sounded hollow. “Fine. Next time, I’ll just stand by and watch, then.”
Jorwyn stepped forward, voice low but razor-edged. “Or you can actually learn what teamwork means.”
For a moment, the room bristled—rookies wide-eyed, elites stone-faced, and Logan’s pride swelling like a bruise.
Win let the silence sit heavy before he finally barked, “Debrief tayo in thirty. Get yourselves cleaned up. I want every mistake accounted for.” He turned, the discussion closed, but his expression promised that this was not over.
As the rookies shuffled out, murmuring to one another, Avalora exhaled slowly. Relief and anger tangled in her chest, leaving her exhausted.
Jorwyn lingered close enough that Avalora felt her presence without looking, and behind them, Logan leaned against the doorway, watching the two women with a calculating smile.
If Avalora thought the chaos of the drill was over, she was wrong. The real fire was only beginning to burn.
The conference room was smaller than most, windowless, and intentionally stark. A long metal table ran down the middle, lined with chairs that squeaked when anyone shifted too hard. The smell of smoke clung to them all, even though most had already splashed water on their faces and swapped out jackets.
Win stood at the front, arms folded, his shadow cutting a line across the wall where the projector had not been turned on. He did not need slides as his voice was enough.
“Sit.”
Chairs scraped as rookies and elites took their places. Logan sauntered in last, dropping himself lazily into a chair with one ankle propped on his knee, looking like he was in a board meeting instead of a post-drill evaluation.
Win let the silence drag until even the rookies squirmed. Then he started.
“We ran a simple drill today. Fire is contained in that safe field. Evacuations. Rescue. Fire suppression. Lahat naman siguro ‘yon napagaralan niyo na.” His voice sharpened. “But it all collapsed.”
A rookie in the first line flinched. Another sank lower into their chair.
Win’s gaze swung to Maerith. “Report.”
Maerith straightened, tone brisk. “First rookie unit failed to secure exit corridors. Several rookies were trapped because the hallways weren’t cleared properly.”
Win’s jaw tightened. He shifted to Selene.
“Second rookie unit,” Selene said, her words measured. “Panic spread at the first sign of smoke. Breathing techniques forgotten. Two broke formation. We had to force regrouping.”
A murmur rippled through the rookies, but Win silenced it with one look.
“And the elites?” Win asked, his tone heavy.
There was no answer for a moment. No one wanted to be first.
So Win chose. “Nurse Arceta.”
Avalora’s back went ramrod straight. “I broke formation. When Logan pulled me into the facility, I—”
“Correction.” Win’s voice cut her off like a whip. “You allowed yourself to be pulled.”
Avalora’s throat worked, but she did not argue. She accepted it like a burn.
Win pivoted, eyes landing on Logan. “You want to add to that?”
Logan leaned forward, grin cocky. “I saved her. Simple as that.”
A collective exhale spread through the table—half disbelief, half irritation.
“Pinahamak mo lang si Nurse Arceta,” Jorwyn said, her voice even but iron beneath. “And yourself. You locked yourselves in.”
“I acted fast,” Logan countered, shrugging. “Sometimes instinct saves more than drills do.”
“That wasn’t instinct,” Garnet snapped, tone sharp. “Ego na talaga ‘yan.”
The room simmered, the air growing thick with the weight of voices unsaid.
Win let the clash play out for a beat, then slammed his palm on the table. The sound cracked like a gunshot. Everyone jolted.
“This isn’t about who looks good. This isn’t about praise, credit, or reputation.” His glare swept from Logan to the rookies, then back to his own team. “It’s about survival. The second you treat it like a stage, people die. Naiintindihan niyo bang lahat?”
“Yes, Cap!” the chorus came, uneven but loud.
Win was not done. His voice softened—not kinder, but deadlier. “Logan, if you want to play soldier, do it somewhere else. In this unit, you follow the chain of command. You don’t improvise without clearance.”
For once, Logan’s grin faltered. He leaned back, jaw set, offering no smart retort.
Win’s gaze lingered on him before shifting back to Avalora. “Nurse Arceta. Your lesson is this: no matter who interferes, no matter who drags you, you maintain authority. You do not surrender control of yourself. Huwag sa rookie, sa civilian, o kahit na sa kapwa mong elite. Understood?”
Avalora’s voice was steady, though her pulse raced. “Understood.”
The rookies were dismissed one unit at a time, each leaving the room with their heads bowed and hearts heavy. By the end, only 3VS remained, plus Logan—who, for reasons Win had not explained, was told to stay.
The air grew heavier, tighter. This was not over, and every one of them knew it.
The door clicked shut behind the last rookie, and with it, the last shred of restraint seemed to leave the room. The silence was brittle, stretched taut as glass.
Win did not move from his position at the head of the table, arms still crossed, his expression carved from stone. He did not need to speak yet—his presence alone was pressure enough.
Ron was the first to break. He turned to Logan, voice low but seething. “Akala mo siguro naglalaro lang tayo dito noh? You dragged Avalora away and locked her in like it was some kind of—”
Logan cut him off, leaning forward in his chair with that infuriating smirk creeping back. “She’s alive, isn’t she? Safe. Not a scratch on her. You’re welcome.”
Avalora’s fingers tightened around the edge of the table, but she kept her gaze on the surface, jaw rigid. She did not want to give him the satisfaction of a reaction.
“You don’t get to claim credit,” Jorwyn said, her voice cold. Every syllable landed sharp as a blade. “You didn’t protect her. You trapped her.”
Logan’s smirk twitched, but he tilted his head at her. “Funny. Mi enfermera didn’t look too unhappy when I was the one keeping her out of the smoke.”
That did it. Jorwyn stood, palms flat on the table, the scrape of her chair echoing. “Call her again like that and you’ll regret it.”
The air thickened, Solana muttering something under her breath—half a curse, half a prayer. Garnet shifted forward, ready to intervene if things got physical. Marlowe just muttered, “Here we go…”
Avalora finally looked up, eyes sharp as glass cutting through Logan’s smug facade. “Don’t use me for your games, Logan. I don’t need saving.”
Her words hit harder than she expected—they silenced even Jorwyn for a beat.
Logan chuckled, but there was a crack in his voice this time, a forced edge. “Sure, Av. Keep telling yourself that.”
Win’s hand slammed the table again, harder than before. The sound boomed like a hammer blow, freezing everyone mid-breath.
“Enough.” His voice was low, but it carried like thunder. “I will not tolerate infighting in my unit. You may not like each other. You may not trust each other. But when we are on the field, there is no space for egos.” His gaze cut straight to Logan. “Lalong lalo ka na.”
Logan leaned back, eyes flicking away, the first real crack in his mask of bravado.
The weight of his words fell like ash in the room. No one spoke.
Finally, Win exhaled, long and heavy. “Get out. All of you. Magpalamig kayo ng mga ulo.”
Chairs scraped as they stood one by one. No one met each other’s eyes. Logan lingered, as if debating saying something, but Win’s glare pinned him in place until he finally shoved his chair back and left.
The door slammed.
For a long moment, only the sound of Win’s breathing filled the room. Then he muttered, almost to himself but loud enough for them to hear, “This is going to break us before the real fire even does.”
The hallway outside the debrief room was eerily quiet, the echoes of the Win’s fury still ringing in Avalora’s ears. The rest of the octet had already drifted away in tight knots of whispered frustration, but Jorwyn lingered, her boots heavy against the concrete floor.
Avalora tried to slip past, but a hand caught her wrist—firm, unyielding.
“Av.”
Jorwyn’s voice was not sharp, but it carried weight. Avalora froze, torn between the instinct to yank free and the guilt that kept her rooted. She turned, eyes guarded.
“What is it?”
Jorwyn studied her for a beat, her jaw working. Her grip eased, but she did not let go. “You can’t keep letting him pull you into his orbit.”
Avalora’s brows knit. “What are you talking about? I didn’t ask to be dragged off—”
“I know.” Jorwyn cut her off, frustration simmering under her words. “But you don’t push back either. You let him hang around you, say your name like he owns it, parade you in front of everyone. And you just… let it happen.”
Avalora’s chest tightened, anger sparking hot. She pulled her hand free at last. “So now it’s my fault?”
“That’s not what I said.” Jorwyn’s tone softened, but her eyes were still hard, still burning. “But when you don’t shut him down, he thinks he has the right to—”
“To what?” Avalora snapped. “To care about me? To try? Because God forbid someone else does!”
The words struck deeper than Avalora intended, but she did not take them back. Jorwyn flinched almost imperceptibly, her expression shifting—hurt, then masked again in steel.
“You think that’s care? Trapping you in a fire-secured room, cutting you off from your team?” Jorwyn stepped closer, her voice dropping, low and fierce. “That wasn’t protection, Av. That was him making it about him.”
Avalora’s breath hitched. The worst part was she knew Jorwyn was right, but the heat of Jorwyn’s intensity left her defensive, cornered.
“And what about you?” Avalora shot back. “You act like you’re the only one allowed to protect me. Like I’m some… possession you need to guard.”
Jorwyn’s throat bobbed, the words striking their mark. For a long second, silence stretched between them, heavy with everything unspoken.
Then Jorwyn said, barely above a whisper, “Because when it’s you… I can’t help it.”
Avalora blinked, caught off guard. Her heart stumbled in her chest, but her mind fought to stay steady. She shook her head, stepping back. “Don’t, Jorwyn. Not now. I can’t—”
Jorwyn reached for her again, then stopped herself, hand curling into a fist at her side. Her eyes, usually so steady, wavered for the briefest moment. “Just… promise me you won’t let him get to you. Please.”
Avalora hesitated, then gave a small, sharp nod. “I can handle myself.”
The words were meant to be final, but they landed hollow, even to her own ears. She turned and walked away, leaving Jorwyn standing alone in the dim corridor, her chest heaving with the weight of everything she wanted to say but could not.
Notes:
Ardiente = Fiery
Mi enfermera = My nurseHuge thanks to everyone who left comments on the last chapter—I truly appreciate all your thoughts po.
And just to share, I already have a bunch of chapters written, kaya medyo napapadalas ang updates lately.Hopefully, your patience holds out a little longer, because we will get through this (weh) 😁
Chapter 18: Engulfed
Notes:
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Chapter Text
“Don’t stall too much, that beam will crush you!” Jorwyn barked across the wreckage, her voice sharp enough to cut through the thick haze of smoke.
The second week of drills had shifted the focus to the rescue units, and today, Marlowe and Jorwyn were guiding their respective rookies through a collapsing building. Sweat clung to Jorwyn’s temples beneath her helmet, her throat raw from hours of shouting instructions, but she did not stop as every second counted in situations like this, even if it was only training.
Her gaze followed a rookie fumbling too long in a danger zone, searching desperately for the rescue dummy. Jorwyn’s heart rate spiked, her instincts screaming. One wrong move, and this practice would become another tragedy.
“Always watch out for your head!” she shouted again, voice hard, but just then she felt the tug of a gloved hand fixing the loosened strap at her wrist.
Avalora.
Her touch was brief, efficient, and nothing unusual. But Jorwyn’s eyes lingered a moment too long on those hands—steady, capable, and always there in the aftermath of pain. She looked away quickly, burying the thought under the urgency of the drill, but the image stayed sharp in her mind.
She muttered a low thanks, and Avalora sighed—long, weary, frustrated. The sound sliced deeper than any reprimand could.
The silent feud between them had dragged on since their last confrontation, thickening the air whenever they stood near each other. They could not talk, could not look at each other without bristling; yet neither could escape the pull that kept drawing them close, like magnets snapping together, despite every attempt to turn the poles away.
Jorwyn stepped aside quickly, putting space between them by moving closer to Solana, who was monitoring another rookie struggling with a long stabilizer bar.
“Jor, watch out for Mendoza,” Solana warned, pointing to the rookie’s unsteady grip.
Jorwyn narrowed her eyes at Mendoza just as the worst happened.
The stabilizer, meant to brace the weakened window arch, slipped. The entire frame gave way in a thunderous crash.
“Shit,” Jorwyn spat, already sprinting forward.
The rookies inside the building were now cut off—their only exit sealed by a heap of collapsed timber.
“Cap Vergs! FO Rob!” came the panicked voices of the three trapped rookies from behind the wall of smoke and debris.
“Don’t panic!” Jorwyn shouted, forcing steel into her tone. “Think of this as a real situation. Gumawa kayo ng paraan! Look for another way out!”
She caught sight of Norelle and Solana rushing with tools, preparing to smash through another opening. The pressure pressed down on all of them; the fireproof structure may have been controlled, but the danger felt bone-deep and real.
“Here! Over here!” One of the rookies’ arms suddenly jutted out from a second window, coughing but alive. Relief surged through Jorwyn.
“Good god,” she muttered, waving frantically. “Quick—get out! Move!”
One rookie scrambled through, then another. But the third lingered, clutching the dummy awkwardly instead of pushing it out first. Jorwyn’s stomach sank.
Wrong priority.
Of course, another rookie mistake.
“Secure the dummy first!” she yelled, but the rookies’ frantic scrambling drowned out the words.
Then disaster struck again. The compromised exit shuddered, groaned, and collapsed in a rain of smoking planks just as the last rookie was about to squeeze through.
Panic rippled through the training ground.
“Move! Bring it down!” Norelle barked, and she and Solana attacked the frame of a nearby window with tools, desperate to tear open another exit.
Inside, the trapped rookie’s cries for help grew higher, more desperate. Jorwyn’s fists clenched as she could not stand still, not while a rookie screamed like that.
Without a second thought, she charged forward and dove through the fractured entry. Heat wrapped around her body instantly, oppressive and biting even through the suit. She pushed to her knees, grabbing the rookie’s arm.
“Come on! We’re getting out,” Jorwyn ordered. Her voice was harsh but steady, the kind of tone that left no room for argument.
The rookie’s eyes were wide, terrified, but she nodded and stumbled toward the gap Jorwyn pointed out.
Then, an ominous crack overhead. Jorwyn looked up just in time to see a beam of burning wood splinter free from the ceiling.
“Move!” she barked, shoving the rookie forward.
The beam plummeted, and instinct took over her as Jorwyn lunged, wrapping her arms around the rookie from behind, twisting so her own back took the brunt of the impact.
It was a sickening thud. Weight crushed her shoulders, forcing the air from her lungs. The fire suit absorbed most of the heat, but the impact sent shocks of pain through her spine. Her muscles screamed in protest.
“FO Rob!” the rookie cried out, horrified.
“Dali, labas na,” Jorwyn rasped, her jaw clenched against the pain.
“But you—”
“No buts!” She shoved the rookie forward, her hands firm despite the ache running through her arms. “Get out, now!”
The rookie hesitated, guilt plain in her face, then nodded rapidly and scrambled toward safety.
“I’m sorry!” she cried over her shoulder. “Nasaktan ka pa dahil sa’kin!”
Jorwyn forced a grim smile, giving the girl a quick pat on the shoulder before pushing her onward. “Go. That’s an order.”
The last thing Jorwyn saw before the rookie disappeared through the breach was Avalora’s pale face in the crowd outside, eyes locked on her, wide with fear and something deeper—something that made Jorwyn’s chest ache harder than the beam crushing her back.
Once they were out, Jorwyn’s knees buckled, and she almost collapsed onto the dirt. Norelle and Solana darted in, each grabbing an arm to steady her.
“What happened?!” Norelle asked, her voice cracking with horror.
“FO Rob got hit by a burning beam,” the rookie stammered, trembling as though the fire still licked at her heels. “She… she shielded me from it.”
Avalora, who had been on the sidelines frozen between duty and dread, snapped into motion. She sprinted toward the trauma tent, tore a bag from its hook, and rushed back with her chest heaving.
“Where did she get hit?” Avalora demanded, snapping the zipper open.
“Sa likod, Nurse Ava,” the rookie said shakily, eyes still fixed on Jorwyn’s bent form.
“Alright—transfer her to the tent. Lay her on her stomach so I can examine her back.” Avalora’s tone was clipped, efficient, her body already moving faster than her thoughts could catch up. She hefted the bag again and shouted toward the tent, “Clear the stretcher! Now!”
Logan appeared at her shoulder then, too close, too casual. “What can I help with?”
“Get out of the tent and stand with the rookies,” Avalora snapped, not even sparing him a glance as she adjusted the stretcher height.
“I can help in banda—”
“Fuck,” Avalora muttered, squeezing her eyes shut before she said something she would regret. Her chest burned with restraint. “Logan, please. Listen to instructions.”
Instead of offense, Logan smirked at her slip. “Tch. You almost make cursing sound cute.” His grin widened, self-satisfied, and before Avalora could let her fury loose, he slunk out, clearly amused at himself.
Avalora’s knuckles whitened on the stretcher bar. She did not have time for him.
Solana and Norelle guided Jorwyn into the tent, easing her onto the cot. Avalora crouched at once, her hands trembling only when she was not using them.
“Hold her steady,” she instructed. “I’ll unzip the suit.” She tugged the zipper down with quick but careful fingers—her breath catching when another layer of clothing revealed itself.
“What the—of course she has another shirt on,” Avalora muttered under her breath.
Norelle gave a rueful huff. “Yeah, we’ll probably need to get her in the ambulance para dun mo maangat ’yung shirt niya.”
Avalora nodded at Solana, who handled the transfer with practiced ease, steering the cot into the ambulance’s cool interior. The doors slammed shut behind them.
Inside, the smell of disinfectant hit sharply in Avalora’s nose. Solana peeled Jorwyn’s shirt back and winced. “God. Look at this bruise—it’s massive. I hope she didn’t fracture anything.”
“I’ll handle this,” Avalora said, voice steady in a way that did not feel like her own. “Can you step out muna, Sol?”
“At bakit?” Solana blinked, incredulous. “This is my ambulance, and asking me to get out is like—”
Avalora’s eyes met hers, steady, unwavering. She did not need words—just the subtle lift of her brow.
Solana held the stare for a long, weighted second before throwing up her hands. “Fine. But what the hell do I tell them when they ask why you kicked me out?”
“Think of anything,” Avalora said shortly. “Magaling ka naman diyan, Sol.”
“Damn right I am,” Solana muttered, sliding off the bench. She cast one last glance at Jorwyn before stepping out and shutting the doors, leaving Avalora alone in the stillness.
The quiet felt deafening.
Avalora placed her hands near Jorwyn’s back. “Jorwyn, are you okay? Do you think you have a broken bone?”
“I don’t know…” Jorwyn’s voice was hoarse, muffled by the stretcher cushion.
“Ako bahala.” Avalora braced herself, lowering her palms. But before she could touch skin, Jorwyn’s hand shot back, fingers closing tight around her wrist.
“Av. Don’t.”
Avalora blinked. “What do you mean, don’t?”
“Don’t heal me.”
The words froze Avalora in place. “What… what do you mean heal?” Her tone wavered, but her denial came too quickly, too sharp.
Jorwyn’s eyes slid open, hazy with pain but focused on her. “I know about your ability, Av. Don’t hurt yourself aiding me.”
Avalora’s stomach dropped. Cold panic curled in her chest, clawing up her throat.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she whispered, feigning ignorance. But her mind raced, loud and frantic.
Shit. I know she suspects, but I’m not ready. I wasn’t supposed to be cornered like this.
Jorwyn’s grip stayed firm, her voice low and unyielding. “Seryoso ako, Avalora. Don’t risk yourself for me.”
Avalora swallowed, her throat tight. The weight of the secret pressed heavier than the bruise on Jorwyn’s back.
Avalora’s throat felt dry, her pulse hammering as Jorwyn’s words sank deeper.
She knows. She really knows.
“You’re delirious from pain,” Avalora tried, forcing a brittle laugh that did not reach her eyes. She gently tugged her wrist, but Jorwyn’s grip tightened.
“I’m not delirious,” Jorwyn said, her tone steady despite the strain. “I’ve seen it before. The way wounds close when you touch them. The way bruises fade.” Her eyes narrowed. “You think I wouldn’t notice? I’ve been watching you, Avalora.”
The words hit like a blow, leaving Avalora breathless. She wanted to deny it again, to spin another excuse, but the thought of lying under Jorwyn’s unflinching gaze made her stomach twist.
“You don’t understand,” Avalora whispered.
“Then ipaliwanag mo saakin.” Jorwyn’s voice softened, though her hand remained like iron on Avalora’s wrist. “What does it cost you, Av? What does it take from you when you heal someone?”
Avalora looked away, staring at the white walls of the ambulance as if they could give her courage. Her fingers trembled, aching to press against Jorwyn’s bruised back, aching to undo the pain. But the memory of the last time—the dizziness, the blood rushing from her nose, the exhaustion that left her barely standing—flashed before her eyes.
“It doesn’t matter,” Avalora finally said, shaking her head. “What matters is you’re hurt. I can’t just sit here and do nothing.”
“You’re not doing nothing,” Jorwyn countered. “You’re keeping yourself safe. For once.”
Her words cut deeper than the bruise itself. Avalora clenched her jaw, swallowing the storm inside her.
“Do you think I care about that?” Avalora snapped, the sharpness in her voice betraying the quake in her chest. “Do you think I can just watch you suffer and—” Her voice cracked. She bit her lip hard, but the tremor escaped. “—and not do something when I can?”
Silence pressed between them, heavy and fragile. Jorwyn finally let go of her wrist, her hand falling limp against the stretcher. She closed her eyes, breathing shallowly.
“You always think it’s your burden to carry,” Jorwyn murmured. “Even when it kills you.”
Avalora’s hands hovered uncertainly above her back, fingertips twitching. The urge to heal was a scream in her blood, a compulsion she could hardly contain. But Jorwyn’s words rooted her in place.
Avalora froze. She did not heal. She did not confess.
The hush inside the ambulance felt like it could snap at any second—Avalora’s trembling hands suspended over Jorwyn’s bruised back, Jorwyn’s shallow breaths holding stubbornly against the pain. The air was heavy with words unsaid, truths pressed against their throats.
And then—
Knock, knock.
The metal door creaked open, light spilling in. Logan’s head popped through the gap, his grin infuriatingly intact.
“Well, well,” he drawled, “look at this cozy little scene. Para kayong honeymooners inside a hospital van.”
Avalora’s eyes flashed. “Logan. Get out.”
“Relax, Av,” he said, stepping one boot onto the edge of the ambulance as if he owned it. “Just checking if our dear Fire Officer Robles is still breathing. Hindi naman siguro siya papalitan ng bago, ’di ba?” He chuckled at his own joke.
Jorwyn’s eyes opened at last, sharp and unamused. “Santiago, if you don’t remove your face from this door, I’ll make sure you’re the one strapped to this stretcher.”
Logan gave a mock wince, clutching his chest. “Ay, feisty kahit sugatan. Nakaka-in love, FO Rob.”
Avalora’s patience frayed. She shot forward, shoving against his chest until he stumbled back from the door. “Do you ever listen when someone tells you no?”
“Oof,” Logan said, brushing off his shirt, but that smirk never left. “You wound me, Av. Here I was, offering moral support.”
“Moral support doesn’t come with commentary,” Avalora snapped. Her cheeks burned with fury—and something else, the pressure of the moment with Jorwyn now fully broken apart.
Jorwyn, still lying on the stretcher, let out a low groan—not from pain, but from sheer exasperation. “Both of you, out, or I’ll crawl out myself.”
That silenced them, for a heartbeat.
Logan, hands raised in mock surrender, backed up a step. “Fine, fine. Lovers’ quarrel it is. I’ll leave you two to it.” His grin lingered a moment longer before he finally turned away, the door clicking shut behind him.
Inside, the fragile moment Avalora and Jorwyn had shared was shattered beyond repair. Avalora sank back into the bench, chest heaving. Jorwyn turned her face away, jaw tight, refusing to meet her eyes.
Whatever words had been hovering between them were gone now—scattered by Logan’s intrusion, left hanging in the suffocating air.
Avalora could barely hear herself breathe over the pounding in her chest. Logan’s smug face, his careless words—it all grated against the already fragile thread she had been holding together.
Without another word, she shoved the trauma bag closed and stood so abruptly the stretcher rattled. Jorwyn flinched, trying to sit up despite the pain.
“Av—”
But Avalora would not look at her. Her throat was tight, eyes burning with something she did not want Jorwyn to see.
“I need air,” she muttered, and before Jorwyn could say another word, Avalora shoved open the ambulance door and stepped out, the slam echoing through the training ground like an aftershock.
The noise drew the attention of those outside, but Avalora did not care. She stormed away, hands clenched at her sides, her braid swinging violently with each step. Logan was leaning against the side of the ambulance, still grinning like a cat who had spilled the milk on purpose.
“Can’t believe I can shake things up between you two,” he called after her.
Her glare was enough to silence even him, but she did not stop walking until she vanished around the far corner of the field.
Inside the ambulance, silence settled again, but it was not the same as before. It was heavier now, colder. Jorwyn stared at the door Avalora had left through, her jaw flexing, her breathing uneven.
She didn’t deny it. That thought clawed at Jorwyn, more painful than the bruise blooming across her back. She didn’t deny it—but she left. She left me here.
Her fingers curled into the stretcher sheets, nails digging hard into the fabric. The moment Avalora’s hands had hovered above her back, she had felt a strange mix of dread and comfort—like standing at the edge of a truth she wasn’t ready to face.
And now it was gone.
Jorwyn swallowed hard, trying to tamp down the twisting ache in her chest. She could handle fire, collapsing walls, rookie mistakes—but this? The thought of Avalora walking away from her like that?
It burned in a way she could not admit. Not even to herself.
Avalora paced along the edge of the training yard, arms crossed so tightly across her chest it felt like she was trying to cage her own heart. Her boots crunched against gravel, each step too loud, too sharp, echoing the storm inside her.
Logan’s smirk followed her like a ghost. That smug face barging in, turning a moment that was already unraveling into something unbearable. She wanted to wring his neck, but that was not why her pulse was still racing.
She knows.
Avalora rubbed her palms over her face, dragging down until her nails dug into her skin. Jorwyn’s voice still rang in her head—steady, unyielding, piercing right through her defenses.
I know about your ability, Av. Don’t hurt yourself aiding me.
The way she had said it—not accusatory, not cruel, but with this infuriating, almost tender concern—had broken something loose inside Avalora. She was not ready for that. She could not be prepared for that. If Jorwyn truly knew…
She stopped walking, staring at the chain-link fence ahead like it might offer answers. Her throat felt dry, her chest hollow.
What scared her was not the exposure. It was not even Jorwyn’s sharp perception. It was that, for a split second, Avalora had wanted to heal her. To lay her hands on her back, consequences be damned, and prove that she could ease her pain.
That temptation alone left Avalora trembling because that meant Jorwyn had the power to make her reckless, and she could not afford that. Not with Logan slithering closer into their circle, not with the eyes of their entire unit always watching, and not with her own past still clawing at her heels.
She braced a hand against the fence, eyes closing. Her breaths came slowly, deliberately, as if she was forcing herself to calm down.
But the ache in her chest only grew.
She had not moved from the fence. Her forehead still pressed against the cold metal, breaths slowly evening out, when a too-familiar voice cut through the night air.
“Well, that was dramatic.”
She stiffened. Logan. Of course. She did not even need to turn to know he was leaning somewhere close, hands in pockets, his posture casual in that infuriating way of his.
“Go away, Logan,” she muttered, not lifting her head.
He tsked softly. “You storm out, looking like the world just ended, and you expect me not to check in? I’m not heartless, Av. I care.”
Avalora finally turned, her glare sharp enough to cut glass. “You don’t care. You just like poking where you don’t belong.”
Logan’s grin widened. “True. But it’s fun watching you get all riled up. Honestly, you should thank me—it keeps your blood pressure in shape.”
She pushed off the fence, closing the space between them in a stride. “I’m not a game for you to play, Logan.”
He tilted his head, studying her face. “Oh, I don’t think you’re a game. I think you’re hiding something.” He leaned in just slightly, voice lowering. “And I have to admit… I’m dying to know what.”
Her stomach dropped, and for a split second, she froze. That was all he needed—his smirk sharpened, catching the flicker of alarm in her eyes.
“Ah. Interesting,” he said lightly. “Hit a nerve, didn’t I?”
Avalora’s hands curled into fists at her sides. “Stay out of my business.”
“See, that’s the thing,” Logan said, circling half a step as though he was stalking prey. “Your business keeps bleeding into mine. Into everyone’s. You think nobody notices how… desperate you get when Robles is involved?”
Her breath hitched, and she hated that it did. “Don’t.”
But Logan only grinned wider, voice honeyed with malice. “She’s the one person who can crack that ice around you, isn’t she? No wonder you snapped back there. Must be exhausting—pretending she’s just another teammate when really…” He gestured vaguely, leaving the insinuation dangling.
Avalora snapped before she could stop herself. “You don’t know a damn thing about me or her!”
The words were too sharp, too raw. They hung in the air like a confession she had not meant to give.
Logan’s eyebrows lifted, smug triumph all over his face. “Oh. Her. Got it.”
Logan’s grin widened, lazy and infuriating, but Avalora’s stomach dropped with a sudden realization. He was not just being smug—he was watching and paying attention. Every flicker of her temper, every stumble in her voice, he was storing away like ammunition.
Realizing her mistake, Avalora turned on her heel, storming away before he could press further. Her chest burned, shame and fury tangling until she could hardly breathe.
Behind her, Logan’s chuckle followed like smoke. “Careful, Av. Secrets have a way of slipping out when you’re emotional.”
Avalora’s boots crunched against the gravel as she strode away from Logan, her steps harder than she intended. She was not running—God, no, she refused to give him that satisfaction—but her pulse was still hammering like she had sprinted a mile.
“Idiot,” she muttered under her breath. “Absolute… insufferable idiot.”
She meant Logan, of course. But the truth wedged itself in that she was not only furious at him. She was furious at herself for slipping. For letting her words betray her when she had sworn to keep everything buried.
Her path looped the edge of the training yard, the night quiet save for the faint crackle of cooling embers and the distant clang of equipment being stowed away. Avalora hugged herself against the cool air, forcing her breath into steady counts.
One in. Hold. One out.
You don’t know a damn thing about me or her.
The words echoed. She clenched her teeth, wishing she could drag them back into her throat. But they were already loose, already in Logan’s arsenal now.
She reached the far corner of the yard and slowed. She could have gone straight home and buried herself in her bed until morning. That was the smart thing to do. Yet her feet refused.
Instead, she veered toward the ambulance bay. The place where Jorwyn was. The last place she should be.
Her hands trembled as she shoved them into her pockets. Why am I going back? She asked herself, anger sparking fresh. She’s probably still inside, hurt, waiting for me to finish what I didn’t start. And I can’t. I can’t, not when she’s staring right at me like she knows—
Avalora stopped in the shadow of the bay entrance, her heart thudding painfully against her ribs. She could see the outline of the ambulance through the half-open doors, the faint glow of its interior light still on. She almost turned away.
But her feet betrayed her again, carrying her closer. Not inside, but just near enough to feel the magnetic pull that had been gnawing at her since the drill ended.
She pressed her back to the wall, closing her eyes, whispering to herself like a warding prayer. “Just a few breaths. Then I’ll leave.”
Avalora leaned into the cool concrete, head tipped back, trying to will her heartbeat into something resembling calm. Just one more breath. Just one more second. Then she would turn around, retrace her steps, pretend none of this had happened.
“Av.”
The voice cut through the quiet, low and rough, unmistakably Jorwyn’s.
Avalora froze, and her eyes shot open. For a moment, she thought she had imagined it, that her guilt had conjured Jorwyn’s voice out of thin air. But then the ambulance door creaked, and a shadow moved against the wash of interior light.
Jorwyn stood there, half-leaning on the frame, one arm braced above her, the other hanging loose at her side. Her expression was unreadable in the dim glow, but her gaze locked straight on Avalora.
“You’re terrible at hiding,” Jorwyn said quietly, a hint of a smile that was not quite a smile tugging at her mouth.
Avalora’s throat tightened. She wanted to spit back something sharp, to deflect, to turn on her heel and leave, but her feet betrayed her again—rooted to the ground, unable to pull away now that Jorwyn was looking.
“I wasn’t hiding,” Avalora muttered, though her voice cracked, betraying her.
Jorwyn tilted her head, eyes narrowing just slightly. “Then come here.”
It was a quiet request.
Avalora shook her head. “I shouldn’t.”
“Dito ka na.” Jorwyn’s voice dropped, softer this time. “Please.”
Something in the way she said it unraveled the knot in Avalora’s chest. Against her better judgment, against every instinct screaming at her to keep her distance, Avalora pushed herself off the wall and crossed the short space between them.
The closer she got, the more she saw the exhaustion shadowing Jorwyn’s face, the tightness around her eyes. The bruise on her back might have been hidden beneath a layer of fabric, but Avalora felt it like a weight in her own body.
By the time she reached the threshold, she could not look at her straight anymore. She stared at the ground, fingers fidgeting in her pockets. “I… just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
Jorwyn’s breath hitched, barely audible, but Avalora caught it anyway. The warmth of it, the fragile honesty, made her chest ache.
“Okay lang ako, Av,” Jorwyn said, though her voice was strained. Then, after a beat, softer still, “Better now.”
For a moment, Avalora almost believed it—almost let herself fall into the safety of those words. But beneath the gentleness lay the sharp edge of everything unsaid, everything that still hung between them.
Her hands curled tighter in her pockets, nails biting through fabric. “Good,” she murmured, her tone steadier than she felt. “Then we don’t need to talk about it anymore.”
The silence that followed pressed heavily, close. They stood only a breath apart, close enough to feel each other’s warmth, but the gulf between them was colder than the night air.
From the outside, it looked like they had found peace. Inside, both of them knew it was only a truce. A fragile, brittle thing.
The field quieted, and everyone was gone; only Logan remained, his gaze still following Avalora’s trail and his lips curled into a knowing smile.
“Halo was right about you, Arceta. You’re the weakness they’ll all burn for.”
Notes:
What should we do with Logan's annoying ass?
a. roast him alive
b. yeet him into a volcano
c. let Norelle handle him
Chapter 19: Smolder
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The office smelled faintly of disinfectant and stale coffee, a combination that clung to the walls after weeks of neglect. Piles of paperwork and unopened supply crates crowded the corners, leaving only the long central desk halfway usable.
Avalora moved with the quiet efficiency of habit, her hands automatically restocking trauma bags while her mind roamed elsewhere.
Then came Logan’s voice, lazy and playful as always.
“Do you find me annoying, Av?”
He was rolling bandages into uneven lumps, ruining the neat stacks she had just organized. He glanced sideways at her, brows raised like he expected her to blush or giggle at the attention.
Avalora did not even look at him. “Would you leave me alone if I said yes?”
“You’re so mean to me talaga noh,” Logan said with an exaggerated pout. He leaned back in his chair, voice dipping into mock hurt. “Tayo na lang dalawa dito, susungitan mo pa ko.”
Avalora tightened the zipper of the bag she was working on. She had drawn the short straw today—Maerith and the others were dispersed on assignments, VARL was assisting rookies with logistics, and Jorwyn had disappeared on errands that left Avalora stranded with only him.
Worse, the office had been neglected so long that she could not justify escaping the clean-up.
“Maybe if you don’t get on my nerves, hindi kita susungitan,” she said, pressing down on the irritation bubbling in her chest.
Logan clicked his tongue like a schoolboy caught red-handed, but for a moment—blessedly—it was quiet. Avalora allowed herself to think maybe, just maybe, he could pass one day without being unbearable. She moved along the desk, replacing expired saline packs, aligning scissors, disinfectant sprays, and thermal blankets.
The scrape of metal snapped her out of rhythm.
Logan cursed under his breath, and Avalora turned just in time to see a thin line of red welling across his palm, the cutter in his other hand tumbling onto the desk. Blood splattered on the half-rolled bandages, staining them useless.
“You’re really clumsy, aren’t you?” Avalora hissed, instinct kicking faster than thought. She grabbed his wrist, pressing her thumb against the gash to slow the bleeding. The warmth of his blood seeped against her skin, and she flinched at the force of it.
Logan grimaced but did not pull away. Instead, he tilted his head, studying her like she was part of the spectacle. “Guess you will have to play nurse for real now, huh?”
Avalora ignored him. Inside, a debate raged—heal him or let him suffer? He had been needling her nonstop since morning. It would be satisfying, in a petty way, to let antiseptic sting and gauze scrape do their natural work.
But her instincts whispered otherwise, insistent, heavy. She had always known that her ability was not meant to be rationed based on who deserved it.
Be grateful I’m not cold-hearted, you jerk.
Avalora inhaled sharply, placed her palm directly against the wound, and let the quiet pulse of her power slip through. It was like warmth moving outward, invisible threads weaving together torn flesh, sealing blood vessels. In seconds, the bleeding slowed, then stopped.
She snatched her hand back and busied herself with the antiseptic bottle. “Hold still.”
But Logan’s eyes widened. “Damn,” he breathed, wonder flickering in his voice. “I missed that spark.”
Before she could stop him, he tugged at the fresh bandage, peeling it away like a child unwrapping candy.
“What are you doing?!” Avalora snapped, grabbing his hand. “Magkaka-infection yan!” She turned it over quickly, covering the healed skin with her fingers, her other hand fumbling for another roll of gauze.
“I knew it,” Logan whispered, grin stretching wide. He yanked his hand free, ignoring her protests, staring at the unmarred skin where blood had flowed moments ago. “You’re a magician, Avalora. You can really heal.”
Her stomach dropped.
“Logan, it’s not what you think—” she began, voice sharp with panic.
But Logan only threw his head back and laughed, loud and unrestrained, clapping his hands like a boy who had solved a riddle. “I knew you were too good! Oh, God, this is insane!”
He spun in place, eyes wild with triumph. “Avalora Arceta, the miracle worker! Hah! I knew—”
“Logan Santiago.”
The voice from the doorway froze him mid-celebration. Avalora’s head snapped up. Norelle stood there, framed in the light spilling from the hall. Her eyes glowed faintly with an authority Avalora had never heard so heavy in her tone.
Logan turned, still grinning, but the moment his eyes locked with hers, his expression slackened.
“The moment our eyes break,” Norelle whispered, her tone weaving like a chant, “you will rise and leave this place. All that you have heard from Avalora, all that you have uncovered, will scatter like ash in the wind. As you cross this threshold, every trace of this encounter will vanish from your mind.”
Her voice reverberated like a command laid into his bones.
And then, with eerie compliance, Logan pivoted, marched to the door, and disappeared down the hallway without a word. The click of the latch was final.
Norelle swayed.
Avalora barely had time to register the unnatural silence before the captain collapsed to her knees, coughing harshly. Dark flecks of blood spattered against her palm.
“Norelle!” Avalora lunged forward, catching her shoulders as the other woman doubled over. “What the hell was that?!”
Norelle coughed harder, her skin draining pale, her breath rattling like she was forcing air past glass shards.
“Shit. Sandali, I’ll help you.” Avalora pressed a hand against her neck, ready to channel her ability again, but Norelle shoved her away with surprising strength.
“Don’t do it,” she rasped.
“You’re not okay!” Avalora snapped, reaching again, desperate. “Let me do something about that—”
“Avalora Arceta,” Norelle wheezed, eyes blazing even through the tears forming there, “by my word, by my will—you will never lay your power upon me. Not now. Not ever.”
The words slammed into Avalora like a wall. She froze mid-motion, trembling at the command. Her instinct screamed louder now, demanding she push through, demanding she heal. But Norelle was no longer resisting, her hands having fallen limp at her sides, her coughing slowing, though it left her trembling.
Avalora cupped her shoulders anyway, pressing her palm uselessly against her collarbone, pushing her gift into the space between them.
Her power sparked against Norelle’s skin and then fizzled, like striking a match in the rain. It would not hold.
“Why aren’t you getting better?” Avalora whispered, trying again and again. Panic clawed at her chest.
Norelle gave a bitter laugh that turned into another cough. “Does Jorwyn know?”
“Stop talking, you fool!” Avalora snapped, voice cracking. “Why did you do that to yourself?!”
Norelle gripped her wrist weakly. “Alam niya bang kaya mong gawin ‘yan, Ava?”
“She does,” Avalora admitted, almost shouting. “Goddamn it, Norelle, I know she knew all along!”
The faintest smile curved Norelle’s bloodied lips. “Of course she’ll know. With the way na palagi siyang nakabantay sayo, I doubt she didn’t.”
Avalora’s chest ached. She pressed a cloth into Norelle’s trembling hands, wiping blood from her knuckles as if that could erase what had just happened. “What should we do with your situation? Hindi naman kita hahaya—”
“I’ll get better. Eventually,” Norelle murmured, voice steadier now. “Don’t tell anyone about this.”
Avalora shook her head. “You didn’t have to do that to Logan.”
Norelle snorted weakly. “God, Ava. You know how insane that man is. We don’t even know why he was celebrating so hard. I had to protect you.”
“You protecting me almost cost you,” Avalora whispered.
“And you think your gift doesn’t cost you?” Norelle countered, smiling faintly. “I doubt your healing doesn’t have consequences, Ava. Parehas lang siguro tayo.”
Avalora’s throat tightened. After a pause, she admitted, “Healing takes a toll on me. Always has.”
“I see.” Norelle leaned back against the desk, eyes half-lidded. “Kaya pala ang OA ni Jorwyn every time we have a mission. Grabe makabantay sayo.” She chuckled weakly.
Avalora dropped her gaze, trying not to think of Jorwyn’s constant shadowing.
“Does Jorwyn know?” Avalora asked quietly.
“No one knows, Ava.” Norelle’s tone was sharp with sincerity. “I trust you wouldn’t tell a soul, too.”
Avalora nodded once.
Silence stretched, filled only by the ticking of the wall clock.
“What are the odds,” Avalora muttered, flexing her hands, “na the three of us are on the same team and kaya natin gawin ’to?”
Norelle frowned. “Three?” Her eyes sharpened. “You know about Garnet?”
Avalora blinked. “Garnet?”
Norelle’s eyes widened, realizing her slip. “Oh shit.” She froze, then narrowed her gaze. “Wait. You said three. If it’s not Garnet… then who?”
Avalora hesitated, caught between fight and flight. “Wait—what’s with Garnet?”
“I can’t tell you,” Norelle snapped.
“Then I won’t tell mine either!” Avalora shot back.
For a moment, they stared each other down like children arguing over stolen candy.
“Fine,” Norelle relented with a huff. “Not confirmed pa naman, but I think Garn has super strength. Hence, the way she treats heavy equipment like toys.”
Avalora blinked, startled. “Damn. That’s never crossed my mind.”
“It’s obvious, honestly,” Norelle muttered. “I once saw her lift her whole truck just to get a cube that rolled underneath.”
Avalora laughed, picturing it, the tension breaking for a moment.
“Your turn,” Norelle pressed, eyes narrowing. “Who’s the third?”
Avalora stood, pretending to be busy herself with the supplies again.
“Hey,” Norelle warned. “Umupo ka dito or I’ll force you to say it.”
Avalora froze, then sighed. “It’s Wyn.”
Norelle blinked. “Huh? With what?”
“Fire.”
Norelle stared, then burst out laughing. “There’s no way, Ava. The scar on her eyebrow? I know you’ve seen it.”
Avalora pressed her lips together, remembering the moment Jorwyn had swept away flames like dust off her shoulder.
“If she were pyrokinetic, she wouldn’t have that trace of burn,” Norelle argued. “I’ve known Jorywn for years. Whatever we see in her, it’s not magic—it’s just her nature.”
Avalora tilted her head, confusion tugging at her.
“She’s brave,” Norelle said simply. “Doesn’t let anything stop her from doing what she can. The heat she’s constantly battling, the danger she keeps diving into—it’s because she wants to save people. That’s all.”
Avalora stayed quiet, absorbing every word.
Finally, Norelle’s voice softened. “Jorwyn cares, Ava. That’s her power.”
Avalora lowered her eyes, clutching the bloodied cloth still warm from Norelle’s hand.
And for once, she did not argue.
Logan pulled into the cavernous garage of their family mansion, the echo of his engine swallowed by marble and glass. He killed the ignition, leaned back in the driver’s seat, and frowned at the glowing digits on the infotainment display.
That’s it? Already home?
He had not even burned through half the hours of his shift. Something about the gap felt wrong, like time had slipped out from under him.
Reaching for his phone, he paused. A sharp sting flickered across his palm, like he had brushed against nettles. He turned his hand over, but the skin looked fine—no cut, no swelling, nothing.
“Weird. What is that sting…” he muttered under his breath, shaking it off.
Unlocking his phone, he thumbed out a quick message to Avalora.
[Hey, why were we dismissed early? Did something happen?]
Her reply came fast.
[I don’t know. You just left. Didn’t say anything.]
Logan blinked. He left? He did not even remember heading out. A pressure throbbed at his temples, sharp enough to make him press the heel of his hand against his forehead.
“I feel like shit,” he said aloud to no one, shutting his eyes.
The sting in his palm pulsed again. He rubbed at it absently, convincing himself it was just the headache bleeding into his imagination. Still, unease coiled in his chest, heavy and sour. Something was not lining up.
Maybe it was just fatigue, or maybe it was something else entirely.
“Why aren’t you and Jorwyn speaking again?”
The question dropped into the room like a pebble in still water, making Avalora freeze mid-reach for her drink.
SCAR had gathered in Selene’s unit for an old-fashioned slumber party—something they had not managed in months. Back when they were still student nurses, even as rookies, nights like this had been a ritual with their favorite cheap snacks, loud laughter, and at least one argument over what movie to binge.
Now, with their schedules packed tight, it felt like stolen time. Their four days off came as a gift after wrapping up the rookie drill, so naturally, Selene had volunteered her place.
“Let’s not talk about her,” Avalora said lightly, dismissing the question with a flick of her hand.
But the others exchanged glances. They were not blind—Avalora and Jorwyn had been professional, polite, and distant. None of their usual after-drill whispering, no leaning into each other during breaks, no quiet comfort shared without words.
“Daig pa talaga mag-jowa,” Solana muttered from her corner of the couch, “laging LQ.”
Avalora shot her a glare sharp enough to slice. Solana just grinned and shoved another handful of popcorn into her mouth.
“Anyway,” Selene said, leaning back into her pile of pillows, “tonight we finally start that thriller series you’ve all been bugging me about. No excuses.”
“I’m also glad we’ll get rid of Logan next week,” Selene added with a stretch, her tone dripping with relief.
From the kitchenette, Solana snorted while waiting for the microwave. “Are you forgetting the academy’s like three steps from the station? Pwede pa rin niya sirain mga ulo natin.”
“Godddddd,” Maerith groaned, dragging the last letter until it cracked into a laugh.
“Let’s not talk about him either,” Avalora said quickly, her tone sharper than she intended.
“Girl, ano bang nangyayari sayo?” Solana called over her shoulder. “You’re banning all the fun topics.”
“Kasi naman!” Avalora snapped, though there was no real bite behind it. “We’re supposed to rest, but you girls keep bringing up the two most annoying people in my life.”
Selene smirked. “Sige nga. If you had to pick one—just one—who’s the lesser evil?”
“Neither!” Avalora burst out. “They’re both annoying. I just… I need calm. I need peace. That’s all I want.”
The room quieted for a beat, the others exchanging knowing looks but deciding not to press further. They let the subject drop, the flickering light of the TV pulling them into the thriller’s first episode.
True enough, once their rest days ended, the entire paramedic team of BlueSent was summoned to the Fire Chief’s office.
He stood at the front with a broad smile, gesturing toward a small group of nurses lined neatly beside him. “I’d like you all to welcome NOVA. They’ll be working alongside CORE, which has been without a paramedic unit since Chavez’s team disbanded.”
Warm applause filled the room as the nurses bowed and introduced themselves, shaking hands with the veterans of BlueSent.
“And that’s not all,” the Chief continued, grinning wider. “Our station is among the first to receive a new specialized defibrillator. I want every unit present later this afternoon for the demonstration in the conference hall.”
The announcement sent a ripple of excitement through the teams. A new paramedic unit was good—but new equipment? That was like Christmas.
As the crowd dispersed, Solana practically bounced on her toes, clapping her hands like a child. “New toy! New toy! New toy!” she chanted, grinning ear to ear.
The conference hall hummed with energy. Every paramedic nurse in BlueSent gathered again as the sleek new defibrillator was unveiled, shining under the overhead lights like a prized artifact.
“This feels like a toy launch,” Solana whispered, earning a quick elbow from Avalora.
The Fire Chief clapped sharply. “For today’s demonstration, I’ll need one resident nurse and one from our newly dispatched NOVA unit.” His gaze swept the hall. “Nurse Arceta. And… Nurse Alonzo.”
Avalora blinked. “Me?” she mouthed, but before she could protest, a figure stepped forward from NOVA.
She was tall, with a calm poise that immediately softened the room’s chatter. Dark hair was tied neatly back, a few wisps framing her face, and her eyes—deep and steady—carried a kind of quiet strength that Avalora could not look away from. Unlike Logan’s loud charm or Jorwyn’s fierce intensity, Kai radiated something else entirely: composure.
She extended her hand with an easy, respectful nod. “Kai Alonzo,” she introduced, voice smooth and warm, almost disarming.
“Avalora Arceta,” Avalora answered, slipping her hand into hers. Kai’s grip was firm but gentle, not a trace of ego in it.
The Chief Nurse opened the case. “This is the AAJ-R—our latest model, built for speed and precision. Avalora and Kai demonstrate proper deployment.”
The two women leaned over the equipment, their shoulders nearly brushing. Avalora expected to feel the usual pressure of performing in front of everyone, but Kai moved with such steady assurance that it anchored her nerves. She did not rush, did not fumble—she simply guided, mirroring Avalora’s motions until they fell into a seamless rhythm.
At one point, Avalora hesitated, adjusting a clamp, her hands stiff from overthinking. Without intruding, Kai angled closer and murmured, “Like this,” gently adjusting her fingers. The correction was so natural, so considerate, that Avalora did not even feel embarrassed—only steadied.
Her earlier words from Selene’s unit echoed back at her.
I need something calm. Something peaceful.
And here was Kai. Calm. Peaceful. Like the wish had been granted.
By the time the simulation ended, the room erupted into applause.
“Well done,” the Chief Nurse said. “Exactly the partnership we should strive for.”
Avalora stepped back, cheeks warm at the realization of how close she had been standing with Kai, who only gave her a small, easy smile before returning to her team, as though it was the most natural thing in the world.
When Avalora slid back to SCAR, Solana immediately poked her side. “Aba. Aba. Aba. Did the universe drop your peace and quiet right in front of us?”
“Shut up,” Avalora hissed, though her pulse betrayed her.
Selene smirked knowingly. “You asked for peace. The universe said, ‘Here—her name is Kai.’”
Avalora could only glare at them, but deep down, she could not deny it; Kai really did feel like the calm she had wished for.
The applause still rang in Avalora’s ears long after she had returned to her seat. The conference hall had mostly emptied now, the buzz about the new defibrillator fading into conversations about weekend plans and gossip about NOVA’s first day.
But Avalora was not really listening.
She sat with her arms folded loosely, her gaze drifting across the hall toward NOVA’s unit. And inevitably, toward Kai.
The woman stood among her teammates, tall and composed, listening more than speaking. Where Solana would bounce around, Maerith would argue, and Selene would throw in dry humor, Kai was. She occupied space with a serenity Avalora had not realized she craved until this very moment.
She had not expected the universe actually to answer her with flesh and blood. And yet, there was Kai, a living echo of her unspoken longing.
Avalora pressed her lips together and forced herself to look down at her hands.
I shouldn’t get carried away. It’s too early to tell.
However, when Kai glanced across the room and their eyes met—steady, warm, without demand—Avalora’s chest gave the smallest, traitorous flutter.
Later that afternoon, Avalora found herself in the storage room, organizing supplies that had arrived with the equipment shipment. She had been muttering under her breath about mislabeled boxes when a shadow fell across the doorway.
“Heard you always volunteer for the tedious jobs,” a gentle voice teased.
She looked up, startled, to see Kai leaning against the doorframe, arms folded but posture relaxed.
Avalora straightened. “‘Di sa naman volunteer . I just… can’t stand a mess.”
Kai smiled, stepping inside. “Then I suppose this place is lucky to have you.”
The remark was not laced with sarcasm or flattery as it was simple and genuine. And for some reason, it hit Avalora harder than a dozen of Logan’s dramatic declarations.
They worked side by side, moving boxes, unsealing packages, and checking expiration dates. Kai’s presence was quiet but grounding, like background music that kept Avalora from overthinking. Every so often, Kai would hand her a box cutter before she even asked, or slide the inventory sheet closer when she noticed Avalora reaching for it.
It was seamless and comfortable.
When their hands brushed over the same roll of medical tape, Avalora felt her pulse jump, but Kai did not make a big deal of it. She only offered a faint smile and let go.
“Your team seems close,” Kai said after a moment. “Maingay at magulo, pero close.”
Avalora huffed a laugh. “That’s one way to describe them.”
Kai tilted her head. “You, though—you’re different from them. Quieter.”
Avalora hesitated, chewing her lip. “I guess someone has to keep the noise from spilling over.”
Kai regarded her with those calm, steady eyes that seemed to see more than Avalora wanted revealed. “Or maybe you’re carrying more than you let on.”
Avalora froze at the accuracy of it. She looked away quickly, fumbling with a box flap. “You don’t know me.”
Kai’s smile softened, not pressing. “Not yet.”
The simple words unsettled Avalora more than she cared to admit.
From the shadow of the adjacent hallway, Jorwyn stood frozen.
She had not intended to overhear. She had only been passing through, looking for the spare monitors that always ended up misplaced, but the sound of Avalora’s laugh—the soft, unguarded kind—had stopped her mid-step.
And then she had seen them.
Avalora, leaning slightly closer to a new face as they worked. The person, bending down to whisper something that made Avalora smile, that rare, genuine smile Jorwyn had only ever seen flicker at her in brief, fragile moments.
It hit her like a punch to the chest.
Her hand curled against the wall, nails digging into the paint. She did not know what she hated more: the ache clawing through her ribs, or the way she had no right to feel it.
Another face that will orbit around Avalora…
The air grew heavy around her, like the heat she always carried was spilling out of her control. She forced herself to steady, to back away before she did something reckless.
That was when a voice spoke right behind her ear.
“You’re burning, babygirl.”
She nearly jumped out of her skin, spinning to find Solana standing there, hands tucked casually into her suit pocket. Her smirk was infuriatingly knowing.
“God, Sol, ‘di ba sabi ko na stop sneaking up on people.”
Solana tilted her head, eyes glinting. “If you didn’t notice me, then you were too distracted. With that.” She nodded toward the storage room, where Avalora and Kai were still working together.
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “Tigilan mo ko.”
“You should confess to her, Jor. Before someone calmer, softer—like Kai—takes the space you keep refusing to claim.”
Jorwyn barked a laugh, brittle and sharp. “Confess? Don’t be ridiculous. I don’t… I don’t see her like that.”
But even as she said it, the words felt like armor, something thrown up too quickly, too loudly. She told herself it was the truth—that what she felt for Avalora was not that.
Solana only tilted her head, gaze steady, unconvinced. “Keep lying to yourself, babygirl, but don’t expect her to wait forever.”
Jorwyn’s throat constricted, “Baliw.” The idea was both a longing and a terror. “I can’t.”
“Why not?” Solana pressed.
Her voice cracked before she could stop it. “Because I can’t fall in love, Sol.”
The words hung between them, raw and jagged.
Solana’s smirk faded, replaced by something softer, sharper. “That’s bullshit and you know it.”
But Jorwyn shook her head, retreating into herself. “You don’t get it. I’m not allowed. Not with… what I am.”
Her eyes flickered with something unspoken—something Avalora had suspected but never confirmed.
Solana studied her for a long moment, then sighed, shoving her hands deeper into her pocket. “You think you’re protecting her,” Solana said softly, “but you’re just giving her away.”
The words cut deeper than fire.
Jorwyn turned away, forcing her face back into its usual mask. “Go invisible, Sol. That’s what you’re good at.”
But Solana only shook her head, a whisper trailing after her as she slipped from sight again, “Better invisible than pretending your heart doesn’t exist.”
Back inside the storage hall, Avalora laughed softly at something Kai said. But a strange tug pulled at her chest, like eyes had been on her just a moment ago. She glanced toward the doorway, but saw nothing.
“Something wrong?” Kai asked gently.
“No,” Avalora lied, forcing her focus back to the boxes, but her hands trembled faintly as she taped one shut, because deep down, she knew. She had felt it—the heat in the air, the invisible weight pressing against her back.
She felt it. She was there.
And somehow, that knowledge unsettled her far more than Kai’s gentle smile ever could.
Notes:
Norelle putting Logan into his place (kinda?) sensya na if di na muna magkakaroon ng fried logan kulang pa ang baga hehe
Chapter 20: Unattended Flame
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan leaned back into the leather seat of his chair, the wheels whispering faintly against the polished tile floor. He had not even changed out of his uniform after coming home too early from class; the faint scent of smoke and leather clung to him, lingering in the air.
His bedroom, vast and immaculate, felt more like a showroom than a place to rest—gleaming marble tiles, a bed too large and untouched, curtains drawn to shut out the world. The only warmth came from the glow of his laptop screen, washing his features in sharp blue light. On the screen, his cousin stared back at him, her expression set in the kind of disappointment that seemed carved there.
She did not even waste time with greetings. “Avalora update?”
Logan blinked, momentarily thrown. “What do you mean by update?”
His cousin’s eyes narrowed, suspicion already written across her face. “The one you promised me you’d get the other day.”
A humorless laugh escaped him, but it came out weaker than he intended. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You do know,” she pressed, leaning closer to her camera, the grainy image of her sharp gaze cutting through the screen. “You told me before you left BlueSent that you’d unravel whatever Avalora’s hiding.”
Logan frowned, fingers drumming once against the desk. Her words sparked something faint, like a flicker at the edge of his mind, but the harder he tried to hold onto it, the more it slipped through his grip, dissolving into static. His temples throbbed again, that same dull ache he had ignored earlier when he first got home.
“Halo, wala talaga akong alam sa pinagsasabi mo,” he muttered, rubbing the side of his head.
Halo leaned back, arms crossing in front of her chest, her jaw tightening. “Wala ka talagang kwentang pinsan.”
The words landed sharply, and Logan’s easy smirk faltered. “You don’t get to tell me that. Not when you’re the one who got thrown out of the country for being reckless.” His tone had bite, harsher than he meant, but the nerve she struck was still raw.
For a second, neither of them spoke. Halo’s nostrils flared, but she did not rise to the bait immediately. She had always been better at holding her tongue until the exact moment it would cut deepest.
“You said you had a theory,” she said finally, her voice measured but firm. “You said you’d test it out. You didn’t even tell me the details, just that it was big—and that Avalora was at the center of it. And now you’re acting like nothing happened.” Her glare sharpened. “So which is it? You’re lying, or you’re too stupid to remember.”
Logan stiffened. The ache in his head pulsed stronger now, as though her words were trying to force something forward, something buried. He opened his mouth, but no memory came—only that sting in his hands again, like pins brushing his palms.
He forced a laugh, though it sounded strained even to his own ears. “I think you’re making things up. I don’t recall telling you all that.”
Halo scoffed, an ugly sound, low and bitter. “Don’t gaslight me, Logan. You think I don’t know when you’re hiding something? We grew up together. I know the way your eyes flicker when you lie.” She leaned in closer to the camera, her dark irises unflinching. “You’re scared. That’s why you’re pretending not to remember.”
Logan bristled. “Scared? Of what? Avalora?” He barked a short laugh. “Please. She’s just another—” He cut himself off, words dissolving in his mouth. The pulse at his temples spiked again, sudden and sharp.
Halo’s lips curved into a grim, humorless smile. “Exactly. You can’t even finish your sentence.”
“Or maybe you’re imagining things again,” he shot back. “Wouldn’t be the first time.”
That landed. Halo’s jaw worked, the shadow of old resentment flaring across her features. “Imagining things is what saved your ass more than once, remember? But no, you don’t remember. Convenient.”
Her tone sharpened, cutting through the static of the call. “Do you even understand what’s at stake? You think this is about you scoring points with a girl? You think it’s about your ego?”
Logan exhaled slowly, dragging a hand down his face. “Here we go again—”
“Yes, here we go again,” Halo snapped, her patience fracturing. “Because you don’t listen. You never listen. You stumble into things half-cocked, smiling your way through danger, and you think your charm will save you. But this—” she jabbed her finger at the screen, at him, “—this is different. Avalora is different. Whatever you think you know about her, it’s just the surface. And you promised me you’d dig deeper. That you’d tell me. That’s the only reason I let you walk into BlueSent without dragging you back.”
Her voice wavered at the end, just faintly, but Logan caught it. He narrowed his eyes. “You’re afraid of her.”
The silence that followed was deafening.
Halo’s gaze did not falter, but her throat bobbed as she swallowed. “I’m not afraid of her,” she said finally, low and deliberate. “I’m afraid of what she’ll mean for us. For our family. For what we are. She doesn’t belong tangled up in this mess. And if you bring her into it, it won’t just be reckless, Logan—it’ll be ruin.”
The words landed heavy, like stones sinking into water. Logan sat back, lips tightening.
“I think you’re giving her too much credit,” he muttered. “She’s… she’s just Avalora.”
Halo’s mouth curved into something that was not quite a smile. “Keep telling yourself that.”
He bristled again, the defensiveness rising sharply in his chest. “Whatever, Halo. Take matters into your own hands if it matters that much to you. I don’t want whatever that is ruining my chances with Av.”
That name. The shift in her posture was immediate. Her lips pressed into a thin line, and her eyes flared.
“You won’t bring that damsel into our family,” Halo said, voice low and edged with steel. “Never.”
Logan’s pulse kicked. For a brief second, the "word damsel echoed strangely in his head—like he had heard it before, from someone else, in another heated moment. He almost winced at the flash of familiarity, but it was gone before he could chase it.
So he did what he always did: hid it under mockery.
“Blah, blah, blah,” he drawled, waving his hand lazily. “Whatever you say, too, Halo.” He clicked his tongue and reached for the trackpad.
But Halo’s glare burned through the grainy screen, unwavering. Even as he prepared to cut the call, the weight of her warning lingered.
Something gnawed at him beneath the bravado—something he could not place, something his cousin clearly believed he was hiding. But the harder he tried to dig, the more his head pounded, and the memories scattered like sand through his fingers.
He shut the laptop with more force than necessary, leaving himself alone in the cavernous room, the silence almost mocking.
The throbbing in his head had not gone away.
“Ang kulit talaga ng mga tao sa admin,” Selene grumbled, slamming her clipboard down onto the long table that served as SCAR’s unofficial dumping ground. The sharp thud made everyone glance up. “Just when we finally got rid of Logan’s pain-in-the-ass presence, biglang kayo naman ang aalis?”
Maerith groaned in agreement, tossing her pen onto the table like a white flag. “Exactly. As in, sobrang tahimik ng office natin without him. Tapos pati kayo mawawala.”
“Avalora tuwang-tuwa niyan kasi finally, kahit temporarily lang, mawawala na nagpapainit ng ulo niya,” Solana teased, her tone dripping with mischief. She plucked another kernel from the plate, lining it up neatly before continuing, “pero ayun, may kapalit—LDR situation naman with babygirl. Good luck na lang, Ava. Let’s see if kakayanin niyo yan.”
The jab earned her a sharp glare from both Avalora and Jorwyn, though Solana only grinned wider, obviously satisfied with herself.
“Babygirl?” Avalora repeated, her voice sharp enough to slice.
Solana just raised her eyebrows in mock innocence. “What? I’m only saying what everyone else is thinking. Ikaw nga mismo nagsabi dati—you can’t stand noise and chaos, but with Jorwyn, you put up with everything. Admit it, Ava. Lover’s quarrel kayo ngayon.”
Avalora’s cheeks heated, though whether from irritation or embarrassment, she could not say. She fixed Solana with a death glare, but her teammate only wiggled her brows.
Before the tension could thicken, Norelle raised her hands in a placating gesture. “Look, the orders weren’t negotiable. We got assigned to train the rookies with new material. In the same way, kayo ay tied to the new equipment that came in. It’s not like we can just tell the Chief, ‘Sorry po, ayaw naming maghiwalay.’”
Selene groaned louder, tipping her head back against the chair dramatically. “Ugh, bakit kasi kayong apat pa?”
“Wag kayo mag-alala,” Avalora said dryly, leaning forward to grab her tumbler. “Maybe the distance is exactly what we need. A breather. Space to reassess… relationships.”
The words dropped like a grenade in the middle of the room.
The others froze, exchanging wide-eyed looks. Even Garnet, who had been quietly scrolling on her phone, paused.
Then Selene, never one to let tension sit, snorted. “Excuse me? Did you just drop the craziest line of the year? What are you, a motivational speaker? Don’t drag us into whatever melodrama or LQ you and Jorwyn have going on.” She leaned her head against Marlowe’s arm with exaggerated sweetness. “Kami ni Lowe, chill lang. No reassessing needed.”
Avalora rolled her eyes, but the remark had already landed.
“LQ nga, eh never naman naging lovers,” Jorwyn muttered from her seat near the back, arms crossed tightly over her chest.
The air in the room shifted. Everyone’s heads snapped toward her at once, as though she had just confessed to murder.
“Right,” Avalora spat, her voice trembling with the weight of everything she had been holding back.
“Shower me with care, drown me in attention, guard me like I’m fragile glass—but never once see me as anything more than just a teammate.” Her hands shook as she gathered her things, the sharp clatter of metal and fabric hitting the table breaking the silence like shrapnel. Without giving anyone a chance to respond, she stormed out, the door rattling on its hinges as she slammed it behind her.
The silence she left behind was deafening.
“Wow,” Solana said after a beat, her tone dry as sandpaper. “Winner ka talaga, Jor.”
“Stupid,” Norelle muttered.
“Tanga,” Maerith added, shaking her head.
“Inutil,” Marlowe supplied, earning a round of laughter despite the tension.
“Kaya ka niya tinatawag na jerk,” Selene threw in, crossing her arms.
Jorwyn’s eyes widened. “What the hell?!”
The room erupted, everyone speaking over one another.
“Winner ka nga eh!”
“Ano ba kasi ‘yon, Jor?!”
“You didn’t have to say it like that!”
Norelle leaned forward, pointing a pen at her. “You do realize what she heard, right? You basically told Ava she’s imagining things. That you don’t see her at all.”
“That’s not what I meant!” Jorwyn defended, voice rising. “Hindi naman talaga kami!”
“Ah, tanga nga talaga,” Maerith muttered under her breath.
“Walang pag-asa ‘to,” Selene declared, shaking her head with mock pity.
“Grabe mag-yearn pero ayaw umamin,” Solana said, clapping her hands together. “Classic Jorwyn move.”
“Selosa pa ‘yan ah,” Norelle chimed in.
“Possessive, if you ask me,” Marlowe added with a knowing smirk.
Jorwyn threw up her hands, her patience thinning. “Mga baliw! Siya din naman, teammate lang tingin saakin!”
A wave of groans and laughter hit her like a wall.
“Crush ka nun, Jor,” Selene shot back. “Obvious kaya. Kahit bulag makakakita.”
“Bye JorAva,” Solana sang, twirling her finger in the air like a ribbon.
“Pa-fall ka pala,” Maerith added with a teasing grin.
“Pinakilig mo lang si Ava,” Marlowe said, shaking her head in mock disappointment.
Each word felt like a jab, needling past her defenses. Jorwyn’s jaw clenched, and she pushed her chair back with a screech, standing abruptly.
“Bahala kayo,” she muttered, storming toward the door.
Behind her, the chorus followed.
“Tanga nga.”
“Walang pag-asa.”
“Wag ka magpacomfort, ah!”
“Lubog na lubog.”
“Robles, tumira ng tres, nawalan ng kapares.”
Jorwyn yanked the door open and slammed it behind her, leaving their laughter and commentary muffled on the other side.
The hallway outside was cooler, quieter. Her boots echoed on the tile as she paced, frustration simmering beneath her skin. She caught a glimpse of Avalora’s silhouette at the far end, shoulders squared, strides sharp. For a second, instinct told her to run after her, to stop her before she slipped out of reach completely.
But she froze. Her hand hovered over the stairwell door, torn.
“She doesn’t even like me like that,” she muttered under her breath, though the words felt flimsy even to her own ears.
The sting of Avalora’s earlier words replayed in her head: Shower me with care, attention, and protection, but never see me past a teammate.
Her chest ached, but she forced herself to turn the other way, footsteps heavy with denial. Behind her, she could still hear faint bursts of laughter from the office—her teammates roasting her, laughing at her, and maybe, just maybe, telling her the truth she was not ready to face.
The hum of the station was lighter these days.
When VARL left, SCAR had to find ways to fill the month without being dispatched to major rescue missions. They rotated through rookie drills, went from school to school hosting first-aid seminars, pitched in at Amihan during large-scale emergencies, and even guided NOVA as the new team tried to settle into BlueSent’s fast-paced culture.
Through it all, Logan still managed to show up now and then, always with some flashy gift for Avalora, though he never lingered long—his academy classes pulled him back before he could overstay. The paramedic team could not have been more grateful; his brief visits meant they did not have to endure his antics for long.
Most days, when NOVA was not out on dispatch, they gravitated to VS’s office, filling the quiet gap VARL had left behind. In that space, easy and unhurried, Avalora and Kai began to grow closer, their conversations settling into something warmer, steadier—something that felt like it might last.
Avalora did not mind—it was a change of pace, calmer in some ways. What she had not expected was the ease with which she and Kai fell into each other’s orbit.
They were not close at first, just two names thrown together during the demonstration of the new defibrillator. But from that moment, something stuck. Maybe it was the way Kai’s gentle steadiness complemented Avalora’s sharp edges, or maybe it was that Avalora, who had just sworn she needed peace in her life, suddenly found it embodied in a quiet, earnest woman who laughed too easily and carried herself like the world could not rattle her.
Today, Avalora found herself across from Kai again, the two of them sharing a table in the common room.
“How come you’re in this field if you’re afraid of needles?” Avalora asked, grinning, her tumbler halfway to her lips.
Kai winced, covering her face with her hands. “Why do you sound so smug? I told you that in confidence.”
“In confidence talaga?” Avalora arched a brow. “You announced it while explaining why you hesitated during IV training. Don’t make it sound like a secret.”
Kai groaned. “I was! Afraid, past tense. Don’t twist it.”
Avalora’s grin widened. “So you, fearless Kai—almost fainted at the sight of a syringe?”
Kai peeked between her fingers, cheeks flushed. “Sige na nga, maybe more than once. The first time I shadowed a real team, they asked me to hold the kit while they drew blood. I… nearly bolted. Nandilim talaga paningin ko.”
Avalora laughed, the sound light and unguarded. “Ikaw? Blacking out? I wish I’d seen that.”
“Bakit mo ba kasi ako tinatawanan!” Kai squeaked, though her lips betrayed her with a smile. “I’m over it now. I had to be. But back then? Nightmare. Every injection, every IV bag—I’d look like I’d been poisoned.”
“That must have been rough.” Avalora’s laugh caught in her throat. The air shifted, faint but unmistakable, raising the hairs on her arms. She whipped her head behind, pulse skipping—nothing.
Just space.
Kai’s expression softened, dropping her hands. “It was. But I didn’t want to quit. I pushed myself. If gusto kong maka-save ng lives, I couldn’t let something that small stop me.”
For a moment, Avalora did not answer. She studied Kai, the way her voice held steady despite the self-deprecation. Quiet strength, Avalora realized. Stubborn, yes, but also resilient.
“You’re braver than you give yourself credit for,” Avalora said finally.
Kai’s gaze dipped, fiddling with her watch strap. “Not really. Just stubborn.”
“‘Di mo ba miss si Jorwyn,” a voice whispered suddenly in Avalora’s ear.
Avalora jumped so hard her tumbler sloshed. She spun in her seat. “Solana! Stop doing that!”
Kai blinked. “Wait—have you been here the whole time?”
Solana appeared behind the couch like a cat that owned the place, legs crossed, a grin playing on her lips. “What? It’s educational. You learn a lot when people think no one’s watching.”
Avalora crossed her arms. “That’s creepy.”
“Efficient kamo,” Solana corrected, unbothered. She popped a candy into her mouth and leaned back. “Don’t mind me. Keep flirting.”
Kai choked on air. “We’re not—!”
But Solana had already stood and run, sticking out a tongue towards the two nurses.
A hundred miles away, Jorwyn sat in an office, boots propped on the table, eyes on a book she had not turned the page of in half an hour. She was only… sitting.
“Guess what?” Solana’s voice whispered from Jorwyn’s phone, sitting on the stand on the table.
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “Don’t.”
“They’re laughing together again,” Solana went on, her voice delighted. “Kai confessed her needle phobia. Ava almost spat up her drink. Dapat talaga nakuhanan ko sila ng video para nakita mo—Kai looked like a tomato.”
“I said, don’t tell me.” Jorwyn flipped her book closed harder than necessary.
“But it’s so cute,” Solana pressed, grinning teasingly to the firewoman she’s videocalling, “Ava’s looking at her like—”
“Stop.”
“Tinutulungan na nga kita eh.”
“No, you’re violating her privacy.” Jorwyn finally turned, glaring at the phone. “Don’t you get it? Sneaking around like that—maling mali. Whatever they’re talking about isn’t for us.”
There was a beat of silence. Then Solana shimmered into sight, lounging lazily. “Or maybe you just don’t want to hear it because it hurts.”
Jorwyn abruptly sat straight, the book sliding off her lap. “That’s enough.”
Solana smirked, unbothered. “I’m just saying, Jor. Every time Ava smiles at Kai, I can imagine you twitch. It’s adorable.”
Jorwyn’s glare could have burned a hole in her head. “You’re imagining things.”
“Talaga ba?” Solana sing-songed. “They’re having moments. Real ones. Without you.”
Jorwyn grabbed the phone, preparing to drop the call. “Do what you want. Just don’t drag me into your nonsense.”
For once, Solana’s grin faltered. Her voice softened, losing its teasing edge. “I’m not doing this to torture you, Jor. I just don’t want you to lose her without fighting.”
Jorwyn froze. That sliver of sincerity unsettled her more than any of Solana’s taunts.
Back in the common room, Avalora and Kai had shifted into quieter talk.
“So, if you’re over needles now, what’s your weakness?” Avalora asked, a teasing lilt in her voice.
Kai tilted her head back dramatically. “Paperwork talaga. Hands down. I’d rather sprint into a burning building than fill out ten injury reports.”
Avalora laughed, shaking her head. “You’re hopeless.”
Kai grinned, then shot back, “Eh, ikaw? What’s your weakness, Avalora?”
Avalora froze, caught off guard. Her instinct was to dodge, but Kai’s open expression held her.
“Trust,” Avalora said softly. “That’s always been the hardest.”
For a beat, silence stretched between them. Kai’s eyes stayed steady, waiting, not rushing her, not dismissing the answer.
Jorwyn had never asked me that. Never given me space to answer.
The thought slipped in like a splinter, quiet but sharp.
The mood shifted, the air heavier. Kai blinked, then leaned forward slightly. “That’s not a weakness. It just takes time, and the right people.”
Avalora looked away, heart tightening.
Meanwhile, Solana called again, determined to turn Jorwyn’s world upside down.
“She just admitted her weakness is trust,” Solana said. “And Kai told her it’s not a weakness. Can you imagine? They’re having the kind of talk you always dodge.”
Jorwyn froze mid-step, shoulders taut. For a flicker, her eyes betrayed something sharp and raw.
Then she forced her voice even. “You really don’t know when to shut up, do you?”
Solana only grinned, folding her arms. “I’m just saying—if you keep pretending you don’t care, one day someone else will show Ava the calm she’s been asking for. And you’ll only have yourself to blame.”
Jorwyn did not answer. She did not need to—the silence was louder than any denial.
Later that night, VS’s group chat lit up with Solana’s call request. Avalora nearly declined as she was tired, but Selene and Maerith had already accepted, their faces glowing in the dim of their rooms.
“Guess who’s been glued together lately,” Solana announced the second her face appeared on-screen.
Avalora groaned. “Don’t start.”
“Kai and Ava,” Solana sang, drawing the name out. “I swear, every time I walk past the common room—boom. There they are. Laughing like it’s a romcom.”
“Sol,” Avalora warned.
On the other end, Jorwyn’s square flickered to life. Her expression was unreadable, framed by a nondescript dorm room. She adjusted her headset, her tone even. “Why are we talking about this?”
“Kasi nakakakilig kaya,” Solana replied. “You should’ve seen Ava earlier—grinning ear to ear while Kai ranted about paperwork.”
“I wasn’t grinning,” Avalora cut in.
“You were glowing,” Solana shot back. “Anyway, Jor, you'd better confess before Kai swoops in.”
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “There’s nothing to confess.”
“Liar,” Norelle sing-songed.
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed. “And even if there were—” she paused, voice firming—“I can’t fall in love.”
The silence that followed was sharp. Solana blinked, caught off guard by the weight of the words. Avalora did not move, her screen frozen as if buffering.
Finally, Jorwyn exhaled, looking away. “So stop pushing. It’s pointless.”
And just like that, she ended the call on her side.
Solana stared at the empty square, then glanced back at Avalora’s quiet profile. “Sinungaling,” Solana muttered. “You know she’s lying.”
Avalora did not answer. Her hands were clasped too tightly in her lap, her chest aching in ways she did not want to name.
Days blurred into weeks. Avalora and Kai were dispatched together more often, partly by schedule, partly by coincidence. During one lull between drills, they found themselves seated side by side on the station’s back steps, watching the sky shift from gold to indigo.
“Do you ever think about leaving?” Kai asked suddenly.
Avalora blinked. “Ang BlueSent?”
Kai nodded. “This life. The constant alarms, the weight. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just… settle down somewhere quiet. A small clinic. A steady routine.”
Avalora let the words sink in. A peaceful life—something she had not dared imagine for herself.
“Maybe I’d like that,” Avalora admitted softly. “Pero I wouldn’t know where to start.”
Kai turned to her, expression gentle. “You don’t have to know. Sometimes peace isn’t about where you go. It’s about who you let close.”
Avalora’s chest tightened. She swallowed, unable to reply, but Kai did not press. She simply sat with her, shoulder brushing against Avalora’s in quiet solidarity.
That night, Solana’s video call came again.
“Update of the day,” Solana chirped. “Ava and Kai, watching the sunset like a drama series. Shoulder touch included.”
Avalora covered her face with her hands. “Solana!”
On the other end, Jorwyn’s square flickered on. She looked composed, maybe too composed. “Is this really necessary?” she asked flatly.
“Yes,” Solana replied without hesitation. “Because you keep pretending you don’t care. But you do. Don’t deny it—I can see it in your face.”
“I don’t,” Jorwyn snapped.
“You twitch every time I mention Kai’s name.”
“Manahimik ka na, please,” Jorwyn said. Her voice was low, but the edge in it silenced the others.
For a long moment, all that could be heard was the faint hum of someone’s fan. Then Jorwyn spoke again, softer this time. “She deserves peace. If Kai gives her that… then good. That’s all that matters.”
Avalora’s throat constricted. She did not know if Jorwyn meant the words, but the ache in them was unmistakable.
Solana, unusually quiet, studied Jorwyn’s face. “You’re going to regret it,” she said at last.
Jorwyn did not respond. She only disconnected.
But even far away, the distance did not mute the truth. Solana kept teasing, Avalora kept laughing with Kai, and Jorwyn—Jorwyn kept pretending she was made of stone, while every crack inside her grew deeper.
Notes:
Thank you for continuously reading and giving your thoughts, my fellow lewsers :D
Reminder to everyone, let's keep shipping and our relationship healthy within our community, as well as with the other ships.
At the end of the day, we are all OT8 truthers, just like the BINI girls.
Chapter 21: Denied Heat
Chapter Text
The BlueSent hallways had been quieter for the past month, the absence of VARL leaving a strange lull in the air. Everyone missed their noise, their antics, and the little whirlwind of chaos they carried wherever they went. But after a month of training with the elite rescue units scattered across the country, VARL was finally back—and BlueSent suddenly felt like itself again.
“Parang gumanda ka babygirl?” Solana was the first to pounce, eyes glittering as she looked Jorwyn up and down. The woman had her hair loose, still damp from the shower, the sharp ends betraying the evidence of a fresh cut.
“Konti na lang iisipin ko crush mo yan,” Garnet muttered, already smirking.
“Look at her face naman kasi.” Solana clutched Jorwyn’s shoulders dramatically and spun her around, forcing everyone to admire her. “Tanned, glowing, and sobrang fresh. Literal na training camp glow-up.”
“Wow,” Selene interjected, eyebrow raised. “Hindi man lang dine-deny. Crush reveal na ba ‘to?”
“Hmmm.” Solana only hummed, still grinning, still refusing to back down from the teasing. Jorwyn shoved her lightly, cheeks already burning at the attention.
VARL and the rest of the girls made their way to their shared office, expecting the usual emptiness after weeks of being away. But as soon as they pushed the door open, they were met with an unfamiliar sight as four nurses sprawled comfortably on their couches, as though the place was theirs.
Jorwyn’s gaze swept the room, ready to demand what the hell was going on, when her eyes froze on one corner.
Avalora.
And too close to her—closer than close—was Kai. Their shoulders brushed as Avalora leaned in, whispering something into Kai’s ear. Whatever it was made Kai laugh softly, and Avalora followed with her own quiet giggle. The sound sliced sharper than any blade through Jorwyn’s ribs.
She scoffed before she could stop herself, the noise louder than intended, and started for her desk with dangerous steps.
“Wala ba kayong sariling office?” Norelle snapped before Jorwyn could, her voice cutting sharply.
The four unfamiliar nurses turned their heads, startled. One of them, clearly their lead, stood and raised her hands. “Chill, Cap. We’re just hanging out.”
Norelle’s brow arched high. “Hanging out… on duty?”
The nurse laughed, unbothered. “Relax lang. Wala namang mission ngayon. SCAR invited us here. Every time walang ganap, dito sila nagha-hangout, so sumasama na rin kami.”
Norelle shot a look at Maerith, who only returned a sheepish smile, silently confirming it was true.
“Alright, session’s over,” Jorwyn finally spoke, her voice sharp. “We’re here now, so can we take our rightful places back?” Her eyes darted to her desk—and stopped. Empty coffee cups littered the surface, the smell stale and offensive. She muttered low but not low enough, “God, di ba kayo marunong magtapon?”
One of the nurses, a girl with soft eyes and a patient smile, hurried forward. “Sorry, this was mine. I sat there nung wala ka pa.” She reached for the cups and offered a disarming grin. “Hi, I’m Celestine.”
“You could’ve just sat down sa long table,” Jorwyn shot back, ignoring the introduction, already annoyed.
“You’re so snarky. Just like how they described you.” Celestine’s grin turned teasing, her voice dipping deliberately lower. “I must say, you make being snarky sound sexy.”
Jorwyn froze. Her ears rang. Was she… flirting?
Her cheeks betrayed her before her mouth could. The burn crept from her neck to her face, and the whole office seemed to notice. A chorus of suppressed laughter bubbled up around her.
Avalora’s jaw tightened before she could stop herself.
“Shut up,” she muttered quickly, whipping her gaze away—only to find Avalora watching her. No, glaring at her. A heavy, unreadable stare. Jorwyn looked away instantly, throat tight.
“I’m Celestine,” the nurse repeated, her smile curving with mischief. “Sabi nila second name mo rin ‘yon, right? Pero para hindi ka ma-weirdohan na tawagin mo ako by your own name… You can just call me… baby.” She leaned in with a slow wink, voice dropping suggestively on the last word.
The room erupted.
“Jorwyn, tatagan mo!” Norelle shouted.
“Laban, Jor! Laban!” Marlowe backed.
“Nakaramdam ka ng kaba noh!” Garnet added, grinning like the devil.
“Hey, Cele!” Solana cut in dramatically, rushing forward with exaggerated offense. “Babygirl ko yan! Don’t you dare, i-baby my babygirl!”
Celestine leaned back against the table. She inched closer to the firefighter, wholly unbothered, biting her finger as she gave Jorwyn another slow, sultry look. “Sorry, Sol. I couldn’t help myself. Not now that this hottie is right in front of me.”
The room erupted—half gasps, half howls—the kind of line that poured gasoline straight onto the teasing fire.
Solana sighed as if defeated in a grand game. “Diyos ko, natalo ako.”
The room exploded in laughter—until Avalora’s voice cut through the noise like ice.
“Flirting… on duty?”
Silence. Everyone turned, even Jorwyn, who had sworn not to look in Avalora’s direction, could not stop herself from darting her gaze. Avalora’s face was sharp, her lips pressed tight.
Celestine only shrugged. “Relax, Ava. No one’s complaining naman kapag kayo ni Kai naglalambingan diyan.”
The tension was instant. Avalora’s glare sharpened, her lips parting as if to retort, but Kai’s hand caught her arm gently, grounding her. The effect was immediate as Avalora’s shoulders softened, her mouth closing.
It felt like a punch to Jorwyn’s gut. The way Kai could calm her—so easily, so intimately—it was something Jorwyn herself had never managed. She looked away, forcing her hands to busy themselves with her headset, her chest tight.
“Okay, girls,” the lead nurse finally stepped in, breaking the moment. “Let’s go back to CORE. VARL needs their space.” She turned to the room at large. “Since VARL doesn’t know us yet—kami kilala na namin kayo because of SCAR—I’m Kira, lead nurse. Kaila’s our fleet nurse. Vivian’s our triage, and Cele’s our head aid.”
“I heard you have a thing for head aids, Roblessss.” Celestine dragged the last syllable, hissing like a snake.
“I don’t,” Jorwyn snapped back immediately.
Too quickly. Too defensive.
“Weh.” Solana and Norelle chorused in perfect sync.
“Bwiset,” Jorwyn muttered, plopping down at her desk, tugging the headset over her ears as though drowning them out could erase everything.
NOVA finally excused themselves, drifting back to their own wing. The air shifted once they left, VARL and SCAR’s noise filling the office again. The laughter, the teasing, the familiar chaos returned.
But the flames—Avalora and Jorwyn—burned apart. Two fires refusing to touch, refusing to admit they had already set each other alight.
The moment NOVA filed out, the office breathed again. SCAR stretched, VARL settled back into their desks, and the buzz of BlueSent returned. Jorwyn, however, kept her headset clamped firmly over her ears, music on but not blasting, pretending she was lost in her own world.
It did not fool anyone.
“Grabe, talaga ‘yung yung Cele na ‘yon,” Solana started, already leaning against the long table with popcorn energy. “Hindi nahihiya, harap-harapan pa talaga kung makipaglandian.”
Maerith snorted. “It’s so embarrassing just thinking about it, but I have to give it to her, kasi alam mo ‘yon, sinasabi niya lahat ng iniisip niya. Wala nang paligoy-ligoy.”
Selene grinned. “And her target? Si Jorwyn. Ang ating snarky princess.”
“Correction,” Norelle cut in, a smirk pulling at her lips. “Our sexy snarky princess. Yan kasi ang sabi ni Celestine, di ba?”
The room broke into laughter. Garnet even clapped once, sharp and loud. “Did you all see Jor’s face? Her ears were about to explode from how red they got!”
“Hey, Jorwyn!” Marlowe called out across the room, pitching her voice loud enough to cut through the music. “Pa-share playlist mo, baka naman confidence booster yan!”
Jorwyn did not flinch. Did not move. She kept her eyes locked on the screen in front of her, hand deliberately still on her mouse. The picture of unbothered.
That, of course, only encouraged them.
“Wala, wala. Deadma mode,” Selene said, cupping her hands around her mouth like a megaphone. “But you can see it in her ears! Nag-pink talaga!”
“Kunwari lang ‘yan siyang hindi niya naririnig,” Norelle mused. “Pero sure ako nakikinig yan.”
“Kasi naman,” Solana added, “first day back and already bagged an admirer. But really, who wouldn’t get flustered? Celestine knows her game. Napa-shut up nga ko!”
“Celestine pala, oh.” Garnet snickered. “Tapos straight to baby-baby na agad. Aba, aba, aba.”
The room roared again. Someone even thumped the table in laughter.
“Alam niyo kung anong mas nakakatuwa?” Marlowe leaned in conspiratorially, though her voice was loud enough to carry. “Jorwyn, who’s never known how to handle that kind of thing. She literally froze earlier—like a deer caught in headlights.”
“Right.” Selene nodded furiously. “Ang alam lang niyang gawin, magsabi ng shut up at mamula.”
“Di ba, Ava?” Solana suddenly piped up, twisting toward Avalora, who had been sitting quietly, arms crossed. “You’ve seen it, too, right? Umuusok yung tenga ng crush mo.”
Every head turned toward Avalora, who rolled her eyes at the remark.
She blinked once, then slowly arched a brow. “If you’re asking me to confirm kung namula siya, oo. Namula siya.”
That was all it took. VARL and SCAR howled.
“Confirmed!”
“Red alert!”
“Grabe, si Ava na nagsabi—official na ‘yan!”
Avalora’s eyes remained blank, but the corner of her lips twitched. Jorwyn, meanwhile, gripped her mouse tighter. She could hear every word, each tease pounding in her chest. Her face stayed neutral, her eyes trained on her monitor—but her ears burned hotter with each round of laughter.
“Eh Jor,” Garnet called again, deliberately louder. “Kung ayaw mo kay Celestine, sabihin mo na lang. Para di na siya umaasa.”
“Baka naman gusto niya,” Selene teased. “Shy lang. Bagay naman sila eh—parehong Celestine ang pangalan.”
“JorAva out, CelCel in!” Solana shrieked.
Garnet, grinning like a devil, cupped her hands and started chanting, “CelCel! CelCel!” Selene jumped in instantly, banging the table like a drum. Soon, half the room had joined, voices rising in a mock stadium roar until the office shook with their fake rally.
The chaos doubled. Some of them were pounding the desks, others snapping their fingers like they were at a slam poetry performance.
Through it all, Jorwyn stayed still. The perfect image of someone too busy to hear. But Avalora, who had not laughed since the teasing started, noticed the subtle shift—the way Jorwyn’s shoulders tensed, the way her jaw clenched beneath the curtain of her hair. She was not deaf to their banter. She was enduring it.
A strange heaviness settled in Avalora’s chest.
Norelle leaned back, satisfied with the ruckus. “Hay nako. Ang dali mo basahin, Jor. Kahit may headset ka pa, halata. Next time mag-sunglasses ka na rin para di makita yung mata mo naglalabo.”
“Or paper bag,” Solana added wickedly. “Para walang distraction, feelings lang talaga.”
Another wave of laughter.
Avalora finally spoke again, voice cool and flat. “Baka pwede na kayong tumigil. Hindi naman siya nagrereact, di ba? Leave her alone.”
The silence that followed was short, but telling. A few of them shifted in their seats, surprised that Avalora of all people had stepped in.
But Solana, quick as ever, recovered first. “Aba. Look at that. Knight in shining armor.” She smirked. “Ava, huwag mo sabihin tinamaan ka na naman ni Nick Jonas?”
Avalora’s glare was swift and sharp. “Don’t push it, Sol.”
The laughter picked back up, but softer this time, some of them exchanging knowing looks. Avalora, arms crossed tighter, leaned back in her chair. Jorwyn kept her eyes forward, though her ears buzzed with every word. She would never admit it aloud—but the only thing louder than the teasing was the sound of Avalora stepping in for her.
And that, somehow, burned the most.
Jorwyn lasted a solid ten minutes with her headset on before the noise became too much. Every laugh, every quip, every time Celestine’s name was thrown out like a taunt—it all crawled under her skin. She yanked the headset off with a sharp movement, grabbed the nearest file off her desk just to make it look like she had an excuse, and muttered,
“Need air.”
No one stopped her. SCAR was still cackling. VARL exchanged looks, but they knew better than to press her when she was storming out.
Avalora waited exactly thirty seconds before standing. She ignored Solana’s knowing smirk and Norelle’s raised brow, brushing past them without a word.
She found Jorwyn down the hall, leaning against the wall near the stairwell, head tipped back, eyes closed. She looked less like the unbothered “snarky princess” and more like someone barely holding her breath together.
Avalora crossed her arms. “That was quite a performance. Pretending you couldn’t hear them.”
Jorwyn cracked one eye open. “I wasn’t pretending.”
“Don’t lie,” Avalora said, voice sharp but low. “I saw the way you clenched your jaw every time they said her name.”
Jorwyn scoffed, pushing off the wall. “Eh ano naman ngayon? It doesn’t mean anything.”
Avalora stepped in front of her before she could walk away. “Doesn’t it? Because from where I was sitting, you looked ready to snap.”
Silence.
Jorwyn’s eyes darted away, anywhere but Avalora’s face.
Avalora exhaled, softer now. “You let them think you don’t care, but it’s eating you alive. Why? Because she’s bold? Because she said out loud what you won’t even admit to yourself?”
“That’s not it.” Jorwyn’s voice was rougher than she wanted.
“Then what is it?” Avalora pressed. “What makes it so hard for you to even look at me when they bring her up?”
Jorwyn’s throat tightened. She wanted to say nothing. She wanted to say that it doesn’t matter. But the words tangled, and all that came out was, “You wouldn’t understand.”
Avalora let out a laugh, bitter and tired. “That’s your excuse for everything, isn’t it? Push me away. Pretend you’re made of stone. But you’re not. I see you, Jorwyn. Even when you’re trying so hard to disappear behind your headset.”
Jorwyn finally looked at her then, sharp and defensive, but there was no anger behind it; it was only the flicker of something dangerously close to breaking. “And what if I don’t want to be seen?”
Avalora’s chest ached. For a moment, neither of them moved. The noise of the office was faint in the background, but here in the stairwell, it felt like the world had narrowed down to just the two of them—the weight of words unsaid pressing heavier than any teasing from their teammates.
Avalora swallowed, forcing her voice steady. “Then stop reacting like you do, because as long as you keep giving yourself away, they’ll never let up, and neither will I.”
Jorwyn’s lips parted, like she wanted to reply, but no sound came. Her fists clenched at her sides, body taut like she was holding herself back from something reckless.
Finally, she muttered, barely above a whisper, “It’s easier not to want anything.”
And before Avalora could respond, she turned and started down the stairs, leaving Avalora staring after her—frustrated, aching, and more certain than ever that Jorwyn’s walls were not just stubbornness. They were afraid.
Something inside Avalora snapped—the thought of just letting her walk away again.
“God, Jorwyn, you’re infuriating!” she called out, her voice carrying sharper than she intended.
Jorwyn slowed but did not turn.
Avalora’s chest rose and fell hard. “You think I don’t notice? The way you look at me when you think I’m not paying attention? The way you act like you don’t care, but the second someone else comes near me, you burn up like you’ve been set on fire?”
Jorwyn froze on the last step, back still to her.
Avalora’s voice faltered, softer now. “You think it’s easier not to want anything, but you already do. I know you want me, Jorwyn. And I—”
The word I cracked out of her like glass breaking. Her throat tightened, suddenly aware of how close she was to spilling something she wasn’t sure she was ready to say.
Jorwyn turned her head slightly, just enough that Avalora caught the side of her face—the guarded eyes, the clenched jaw.
“And you what?” Jorwyn asked, voice hoarse.
Avalora’s heart hammered. The confession sat heavy on the tip of her tongue. And I want you too. The truth she had been choking on for weeks.
But fear swallowed it back. Instead, she shook her head, forcing the words to change shape. “And I can’t keep pretending your silence doesn’t hurt.”
The stairwell went dead quiet.
Jorwyn’s fingers flexed against the railing, grip white-knuckled. Avalora could almost see the war playing out under her skin—the urge to climb back up, to answer, to stop running.
But instead, Jorwyn whispered, almost to herself, “Then stop waiting for me.”
And with that, she walked away.
Avalora leaned back against the wall, her own knees weak, hands trembling. She had almost said it. Almost ripped herself open. And still, it had not been enough to break through the walls Jorwyn clung to like armor.
The sound of the office laughter down the hall floated faintly toward her, but all Avalora could hear was the echo of Jorwyn’s words, looping like a cruel refrain, Stop waiting for me.
“Kailangan ba mastuck na naman kayo sa elevator para magbati na kayo?” Norelle asked, easing herself down beside Avalora, who was hunched over her clipboard with the intensity of someone trying not to hear anything else.
“I’m busy, Norelle,” Avalora muttered, eyes not leaving the lines she was scribbling on.
“Busy? Or desperately avoiding my questions?” Norelle pressed, her tone light but loaded. “Ano na naman ba pinagmulan ng away niyo ni Jor?”
Avalora froze for a beat, her pen hovering above the page. She sighed, leaning back on her chair as though surrendering for just a second. “Honestly? I don’t even know anymore. One moment, it was because I wanted her to save me, but when she did, I ended up annoyed. Kasi, it feels like—” she gestured helplessly, “—like I always have to depend on her.”
Norelle nodded slowly, saying nothing, just letting her spill.
“Then she had the nerve to confront me about my healing,” Avalora went on, her tone sharpening. “She practically told me not to use it on her. Can you believe that? As if it’s some kind of crime to care.” Her glare flicked toward Norelle for a second. “Parang ikaw din. I can’t even use it for you. Damn you both.”
Norelle raised her hands in surrender, a chuckle escaping despite the seriousness in Avalora’s eyes.
“And after all of that—after everything she’s done for me, things na alam kong she doesn’t do for anyone else—she just keeps it under the excuse of being ‘professional.’ Like I’m just another SCAR.” Avalora scoffed, her lips curling into a bitter smile. “What a jerk.”
“She is,” Norelle agreed easily.
That earned her a sharp look from Avalora.
“What?” Norelle said defensively, grinning. “I just agreed with you.”
“Don’t agree,” Avalora shot back, a little too quickly.
“Si tagapagtanggol naman,” Norelle teased, shaking her head.
Avalora pushed on, her frustration boiling over. “And then, when she got back—after all that distance, all those days we spent apart—she starts flirting with another woman?”
“Wait, woah, woah.” Norelle cut in, leaning closer. “Hindi naman niya pinatulan si Cele. In fact, kita mo nga, halatang naiilang siya.”
“Whatever,” Avalora muttered. “It’s basically the same thing. She let it happen. She stood there and let everyone tease her, let Cele talk like that.”
Norelle laughed softly. “Lala niyo magselos sa isa’t isa, grabe.”
Avalora whipped her gaze around, eyes blazing. “I am not.”
“Right.” Norelle leaned back, smug.
Avalora threw the clipboard onto the bed, exasperated. “Then, after you all teased her until she was at her limit, I went after her. And do you know what she said?”
Norelle tilted her head.
“That I shouldn’t wait for her. Like she hasn’t been shadowing me, guarding me, acting like I’m the center of her damn world.” Her voice cracked on the last word, raw with hurt.
Norelle could not help the chuckle that slipped out, shaking her head at Avalora’s exasperated expression.
“I’m serious!” Avalora pressed, her voice cracking under the weight of it. “She acts like she doesn’t care, like she can’t care. But she does. She does, and it’s so obvious, it makes me crazy.”
“Well, Ava,” Norelle said gently, sobering now. “I think seryoso talaga si Jor sa ‘not falling in love’ agenda niya.”
Avalora’s eyes snapped to her, sharp and questioning.
“All this time I’ve known her,” Norelle explained, “she never entertained anyone. Ever. She’d always say the same things—na, she can’t love, she can’t show she cares, she can’t risk it anymore. Lagi niyang inuulit yun, parang mantra, nakakasawa.”
Avalora stared at her, silent, a storm brewing behind her gaze.
“And for a while,” Norelle admitted, her smile faint, “I believed her. I thought maybe that was really it for her. Pero, she met you.”
Something shifted in Avalora’s chest at that. It was small but searing, like a spark catching kindling. Her breath hitched, the clipboard forgotten on her lap.
“She started showing sides of herself I’ve never seen before,” Norelle continued, voice soft but sure. “Ngayon ko lang siya nakita magselos. Ngayon ko lang siya nakita na hindi mapakali kapag may ibang umaaligid sa isang tao. And that someone… is you, Ava.”
The words hung heavy in the air between them, undeniable and unshakable. Avalora could feel it—the fire lit in her stomach, burning, demanding release, yet impossible to tame.
Avalora leaned onto the table, exhausted. She wanted to scream, cry, laugh. She wanted to march to Jorwyn and demand answers.
Norelle simply patted her knee. “Someday, Ava. Not today, but someday.”
“Hoy, Jorwyn. Spill.”
Jorwyn groaned, dragging her hands down her face. She was lying back on the couch of Fire Team’s common room, headset around her neck but not playing anything. Solana, as usual, perched on the armrest like an overly curious cat.
“Spill what naman?” Jorwyn asked, tone flat.
“You and Avalora. Ano na naman ba kasi nangyari? Don’t tell me wala, kasi lahat kami kitang kita yung ilangan niyo.”
Jorwyn shifted, trying to look bored. “Wala. You’re imagining things.”
“Imagining?” Solana scoffed, leaning down to peer at her face. “Babygirl, you sulk every time Logan or Kai breathes near Ava. That’s not imagination, that’s soap opera.”
“Sol,” Jorwyn warned, closing her eyes. “I’m not doing this.”
But Solana was relentless. “Sige na. Ano ba pinag-awayan niyo?”
Jorwyn sat up a little, pressing her palms together, elbows on her knees. She hesitated, then muttered, “She wanted me to let her handle things. To stand back, even if it meant she could get hurt. But… I couldn’t. I didn’t.”
Solana tilted her head, waiting.
“And then when she tried to… be there for me, I pushed her away. Told her I didn’t need her help. She took it like I don’t want her to care. That I don’t…” Jorwyn trailed off, shaking her head.
“You don’t…?” Solana prompted, eyes glinting.
Jorwyn bit down on the words. “It doesn’t matter. The point is, she thinks I don’t let her choose. That I smother her. That's all I see her as is… a tea–.”
“Do you?” Solana asked softly.
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. “Of… of course not.”
“Then why let her think that?”
“Because that’s all I can let her be.” Jorwyn’s voice rose, sharper than she intended. She exhaled heavily, raking her fingers through her still-damp hair. “You don’t get it, Sol. I can’t—”
“You can't do what? Can’t love na naman?” Solana cut in, mocking lightly. “Funny, kasi, everyone else can see it plain as day. Ava especially. Kaya nga she’s pissed, eh. She thinks you’re stringing her along.”
Jorwyn barked a bitter laugh, empty of humor. “Stringing her along? No. I’m trying to protect her.”
“From what? From you?”
“Yes,” Jorwyn snapped. Then her voice dropped low, almost a whisper. “From me. From what happens to the people I care about. Every single time, Sol. It never ends well.”
Solana stared at her, uncharacteristically quiet for a moment. Then she sighed. “You know what, Jor? You sound like a tragic heroine in a bad drama.”
Jorwyn glared, but Solana pressed on, gentler now.
“Look. You keep saying you can’t fall in love. That you won’t. Pero, I’ve seen you with Ava. You hover. You burn holes through anyone who gets too close. You care so much it’s painful to watch.”
Jorwyn turned away, gripping her knees. Her throat felt tight.
“Tell me I’m wrong,” Solana challenged.
“I can’t,” Jorwyn whispered.
“And yet, instead of confessing, you’d rather push her away, let her think she’s nothing but a colleague? Alam mo bang gaano kasakit yun for her?”
Jorwyn’s eyes flickered shut, and for a fleeting second, her mask cracked. “She deserves someone calm. Someone steady. Not… me.”
Solana’s mouth curved into a sad smile. “You mean like Kai.”
Jorwyn flinched.
“Gotcha,” Solana said, triumphant but not unkind. “Jor… stop pretending you don’t care. You’ll lose her to someone who isn’t afraid to show up.”
Jorwyn pressed her palms over her eyes, muffling a groan. “That’s the point, Sol. Maybe that’s better for her.”
“Or maybe,” Solana said firmly, “you’re just too damn scared to admit you’ve already fallen.”
The silence after was thick, pressing down on Jorwyn’s chest. She did not answer because the truth was written all over her face, and Solana already knew.
Chapter 22: Cracking Beams
Chapter Text
The residential area was a graveyard of half-crushed homes and tilted alleyways. Rusted corrugated iron sheets lay folded over themselves, like paper in the hands of a careless child. Screams had long faded from the ruins, replaced by the sound of boots sinking into mud, shifting rubble, and the occasional low groan of wood beams straining under their own fractured weight.
VARL and SCAR were spread thin across the site, weaving through what was once a neighborhood—searching, listening, hoping. This was not the kind of mission that came with victories; it was the kind that left ash in the throat and silence ringing in the ears.
“I hate earthquake missions,” Avalora muttered, the words almost stolen by the wind.
Norelle, walking a few paces behind her, adjusted her gloves and let out a weary sigh. “Fire can burn a building down to its last bit, but at least we can stop it. With earthquakes, wala tayong magagawa. Just stand here while Mother Earth reminds us we’re small.”
The rest of the team heard her, but no one argued. They only exhaled as one, resigned, before slipping back into the rhythm of the search.
A medical tent had been pitched near the rescue truck—a makeshift station of cots, tarps, and scattered supplies. But for now, it sat quietly. It had been three days since the earthquake, and the chance of survivors dwindled with each passing hour. First aid kits lay unopened. The air felt heavy with waiting.
Pairings were decided with casual shrugs, the kind of routine everyone knew too well. One by one, the others gravitated toward their preferred partners, deliberately—almost gleefully—leaving Avalora and Jorwyn standing side by side.
“Siraulo talaga mga ’yon,” Jorwyn muttered under her breath, glaring at the retreating backs of her teammates.
Avalora did not even bother to hide her glare as she stepped forward, brushing past her. “Just say na ayaw mo akong kasama. Mas madali pa. Or did you forget tayo naman talaga ang partners, no matter what? Hello, nakalimutan mo na ba ang Accord?”
Her tone was edged with bite, the word Accord a blade twisted.
“Don’t put words into my mouth, Av,” Jorwyn shot back, irritation flashing through her carefully controlled voice. She opened her mouth to add more, but the argument fractured when Avalora’s boot slid on the slick mud.
Her body lurched forward, about to go down into the muck.
Jorwyn reacted before thinking—hands shooting out, arms bracing, her entire body leaning into Avalora’s back to catch her. The impact was sudden, close, too intimate. To anyone glancing from afar, it would look like an embrace as Jorwyn’s chest against Avalora’s back, arms firm around her waist, holding her steady.
“Careful,” Jorwyn murmured, voice low, almost tender despite the sharpness that usually coated her words.
Avalora stiffened. The second her boots regained solid ground, she tore herself free, shoving Jorwyn’s arms off her as though they burned.
“Stop looking after me,” Avalora snapped, her voice raw, bitter enough to sting. “If you’re just going to refer me to a workmate afterwards.”
The word workmate cut deeper than she probably meant, leaving Jorwyn standing frozen for half a breath.
Avalora did not give her time to recover. She strode ahead, steps too quick, as if the near-slip had been nothing, as if her heart had not nearly stumbled with her.
Jorwyn exhaled through her nose, the sound heavy. Her chest ached with something unnameable—guilt, frustration, longing—and then she followed, her boots sinking into the same mud, tracing Avalora’s retreating figure like she always did, caught between wanting to protect her and wanting to let her go.
As they pressed deeper into the ruins, Avalora froze. A faint sound threaded through the silence—too soft for most to catch, but unmistakable to her trained ears.
“…tulong…”
Her head snapped toward a collapsed row of shanties, where corrugated iron and splintered wood leaned precariously over a crushed alley.
“Wait—did you hear that?” she whispered, lifting a hand.
Jorwyn stilled, listening hard. There it was again—a weak, muffled cry.
The two hurried closer, picking their way over broken beams. Avalora crouched low, peering through the gaps. Beneath a tangle of wood and a fallen cement slab was a boy no older than twelve, pinned at the legs. His face was streaked with dust, his lips pale, but his chest rose shallowly.
“Shit,” Avalora hissed, dropping to her knees. “Hey—hey, stay with us, okay? We’re here.”
The boy blinked sluggishly, voice barely a rasp. “Ang…sakit…”
Jorwyn was already scanning the debris, jaw set. “If we pull wrong, the whole thing caves in. We need to stabilize before lifting.”
“You think I don’t know that?” Avalora snapped back, but her hands were steady as she gently checked the boy’s pulse, then his breathing. “Weak, but there. We don’t have much time.”
Their eyes met—tension thick, but necessity snapping them into sync. Jorwyn began bracing the slab with whatever beams she could shift into place, her muscles straining as she wedged them tight. Avalora spoke softly to the boy the whole time, distracting him, keeping him conscious.
Finally, Jorwyn wiped the sweat from her forehead. “On three, I lift. You pull him clear.”
Avalora nodded, pressing the boy’s hand. “Narinig mo ba ‘yon? We’re getting you out. Just hold on a little longer.”
“One… two… three!”
Jorwyn heaved, every tendon in her arms and shoulders screaming. The slab shifted just enough for Avalora to drag the boy free, his cry sharp as his leg twisted. Avalora caught him, pulling him against her chest, shielding him from the raining dust as Jorwyn let the slab crash back into place.
The boy sobbed weakly, clinging to Avalora. “Don’t…leave me…”
“You’re safe now,” Avalora whispered fiercely, brushing dirt from his hair. “I promise.”
Jorwyn crouched beside them, her breath ragged, but her eyes softened for just a moment at the sight.
“Let’s get him to the tent,” she said quietly.
“Lowe, wait lang!” Selene called, jogging after Marlowe, who was darting through the ruins with a reckless kind of urgency.
“I heard a voice, banda dito!” Marlowe shot back without looking, her hands already tossing aside splintered wood and crumbling cement in search of the sound.
Selene sighed but hurried to keep pace, her eyes tracking every unstable beam, every loose fragment overhead. When she reached an archway partially blocked by fallen debris, she braced herself and pulled at a heavy plank to clear the path.
The shift was a mistake. The weakened wall groaned and gave way in a chain reaction, one collapse triggering the next until the entire section threatened to tumble down.
Her pulse spiked.
Reflexively, Selene exhaled—a low, steady sigh that bent her surroundings into a syrupy drag. Dust hung in the air like floating glass and falling stones crawled mid-descent.
Time itself obeyed her.
But at the same instant, a hand clamped around her wrist.
Marlowe, blurred like lightning, yanked her out of the danger zone. Their eyes locked—Selene’s wide, Marlowe’s burning with shock—as their powers clashed. Marlowe’s speed snagged against Selene’s slowed world, warping into a strange push-pull that sent both of them reeling.
Selene panicked and let go of her grip on time. The world snapped back in an instant. The release flung Marlowe’s momentum wildly off balance, launching her forward like a ricochet.
“Lowe!” Selene screamed as the firefighter hit the ground hard, her shoulder taking the brunt. Selene sprinted to her side, dropping to her knees.
“Shit, I’m so sorry,” she gasped, her hands already on Marlowe, trying to guide her into a safer position. Her touch, though careful, still drew a wince.
“Ouch,” Marlowe muttered, trying to bite it back with a half-smile. She could not tell if Selene’s shaking hands came from fear of exposure—the fact that they had just seen each other’s secret—or fear that she had really gotten hurt.
Maybe both.
“Don’t worry,” Selene insisted, her voice trembling but determined. She steadied Marlowe’s shoulders with a gentleness that betrayed her nerves. “You’re under my care, babe.”
The word slipped out, casual but weighted. Marlowe blinked, heat crawling up her cheeks.
“I know,” she murmured, the edges of her lips curving. Despite the sting in her shoulder, her voice was soft, sincere. “You’re the best medic I know.”
Selene’s heart stuttered at the words, relief and panic tangling in her chest. Their eyes held longer than necessary, heavier than either meant to allow.
Above them, dust settled, but neither moved just yet.
And then, faint but desperate, the muffled cry pierced the dust-laden silence:
“...help… please…!”
Both women froze. The voice. It was still there.
Marlowe’s head snapped toward the direction she had been pointing at earlier, adrenaline cutting through the blush on her face. “I told you I heard someone,” she said, her tone suddenly sharp again, all business.
Selene swallowed her racing heart and nodded, helping Marlowe to her feet. The moment between them dissolved into a state of urgency.
“Over there,” Marlowe said, moving more slowly now because of her shoulder but still determined. She used her good arm to pry up a slab of corrugated metal while Selene steadied the ground around them.
The cries grew louder. Clearer. A survivor was trapped beneath the debris, alive and waiting.
Selene cast one last glance at Marlowe’s injured shoulder, worry etched on her face, but Marlowe gave her a quick, reassuring grin—half to ease her and half to mask the pain.
“Later,” Marlowe said firmly. “Right now, we get them out.”
Selene nodded, focus snapping back into place. “Okay. Together.”
And with that, the two moved in tandem—secret powers still humming between them, hearts pounding for more than one reason—as the survivor’s pleas pulled them back to the mission that mattered.
The alley smelled like dust and rusting tin, the kind of suffocating air that made Solana mutter under her breath about hating earthquake runs. She lifted her flashlight, trying to peer through the rubble, when a muffled “Help…” floated through the cracks.
“Over there,” she whispered, crouching.
“Got it,” Garnet said, rolling up her sleeves like she was about to wash dishes instead of face down a half-ton of concrete.
“Uh, careful lang—” Solana started, but her warning died on her tongue.
Garnet squatted, gripped the slab with both hands, and with one grunt heaved it off the ground. The concrete tilted, shifted, then landed with a boom on the pile across the alley.
Solana’s jaw hit the floor. “Ano yon?! Garn, did you just… bench press a house?!”
Garnet stood up, shaking dust from her arms, pretending it was no big deal. “Eh, light lang ‘yan.”
“Light lang?! Girl, that thing had its own postal code!” Solana exclaimed, gesturing dramatically at the slab. “Are you secretly applying for the Olympics weightlifting?!”
“I work out,” Garnet replied flatly, puffing her chest a little.
“Oh wow, okay, Miss Biceps. Sino ka, si Captain Barbell?” Solana circled her, mock-serious. “Wait—teka, may abs ka ba sa likod?!”
“Stop it,” Garnet muttered, already red.
Solana, still buzzing with shock, threw her hands up. “Fine, fine. You’ve got super strength. Congrats. Ako rin may tinatago.”
Before Garnet could ask, Solana winked and blinked out of sight. One moment, she was standing with arms folded; the next, she was gone. The flashlight beam clattered on the ground, rolling.
“SOLANA?!” Garnet spun in circles, voice high-pitched for the first time in her career. “Puta, nasaan ka?!”
A whisper tickled her ear. “Boo.”
Garnet yelped—actually yelped—and almost punched the air, which only made Solana laugh as she shimmered back into view, grinning like a maniac.
“What the—!” Garnet’s eyes nearly popped out. “You—! Invisible ka?!”
“Mhmm,” Solana sing-songed, clearly enjoying herself. “Ninja mode on demand. So don’t mess with me, Miss Muscle.”
“I’m not processing this,” Garnet groaned, gripping her head. “Una, may super strength ako, then biglang—poof—you’re Casper the Friendly Ghost?!”
“Correction,” Solana said proudly, pointing at herself. “The Sexy Ghost.”
Garnet slapped her own face. “Ayoko na. Resign na ako bukas.”
But before Solana could retort, the survivor’s cry echoed again, louder this time, and both women froze, instantly sobered.
“Later,” Solana said quickly, scooping up her flashlight.
“Yeah. Later,” Garnet muttered, though her eyes were still wide as saucers.
Solana smirked at her while they moved toward the voice. “Don’t worry, Garn. Secret’s safe with me… if you admit na mas cool yung powers ko.”
“Dream on,” Garnet shot back, but her lips twitched despite herself.
The air was heavy with dust, the stench of broken cement and rusted rebar thick enough to choke on. Norelle spotted it first, a hand twitching weakly under a slab of concrete.
“There!” she hissed, pointing.
They scrambled over the rubble, kneeling beside the trapped survivor. A huge steel beam pinned the debris, impossible to lift by normal means.
Maerith pressed her lips into a thin line. “We’re not moving this without Garnet.”
Norelle’s stomach twisted. They did not have Garnet. They did not have time. Her voice broke sharply, commanding, “Maerith. Shift.”
Maerith’s head snapped toward her, eyes wide. “Huh—”
But Norelle was already locking her gaze, voice edged like a blade. “Maerith Ricalde, Transform into Garnet.”
The command cut through her, undeniable. Maerith’s body seized, her bones pulling and rearranging with a grotesque familiarity. Her frame expanded, muscle definition sharpening, her features melting into Garnet’s until she was the spitting image of the firefighter—every detail exact, down to the scar at her jawline.
The change left her gasping, sweat dripping from her temple, and just as Norelle coughed blood into her sleeve, her body shuddering from the strain, Maerith flexed her borrowed strength.
She gripped the steel beam, Garnet’s power coursing through her, and with a guttural yell, heaved it up enough for Norelle to drag the survivor free. The slab shifted, concrete screeching, then slammed back down once the survivor was clear.
Norelle collapsed to her knees, pale as paper, breath wheezing in her chest, and blood staining her lips.
Maerith—still looking like Garnet—staggered forward, shaking. Her hands were trembling as if they did not belong to her. “Damn it, Norelle,” she rasped, voice not quite her own. “You know what this means.”
Her chest heaved, her body twitching with the unfamiliar weight of Garnet’s form. “I can’t change back until tomorrow. Twenty-four hours, I’ll be stuck like this.”
Norelle’s bloodied smile came weak, but steady. “Better stuck than watching someone die.”
They had lived with this secret for months now.
Norelle’s voice, powerful enough to bend wills—but every command clawed away at her body, leaving her coughing blood and white as chalk.
Maerith’s gift, the ability to become anyone she looked at—but once changed, she was locked inside that form for twenty-four hours. No quick reversals. No way out until the clock ran down.
It was why they had agreed, long ago, to keep their abilities between them. The costs were too high. The risks are too dangerous.
SCAR did not need to know, nor did VARL.
As Norelle wiped her sleeve across her mouth, she caught the fear flashing in Maerith’s Garnet-brown eyes. For all her strength, the shapeshifter hated the feeling of seeing the other woman take the toll of her powers.
“Huwag na huwag mo nang uulitin ‘yun, Norelle,” Maerith said, voice low and frayed, but there was no mistaking the tremor beneath it.
Norelle tilted her head, still panting, sleeve pressed against her mouth where blood had stained the fabric. “I know you didn’t want me to turn you,” she said between shaky breaths, “but I didn’t see another way.”
Maerith’s jaw tightened, eyes flickering with both worry and frustration. “I wasn’t refusing because I didn’t want them saved. I just—” she exhaled sharply, hands curling into fists. “I didn’t want to see you tearing yourself apart like that again.”
Norelle gave a faint, humorless smile. “You and I both know what we agreed to. If the situation calls for it… Gagamitin natin.”
For a long beat, Maerith said nothing. Her hands folded in her lap, fingers worrying the hem of her sleeve as if the motion could steady her voice. When she finally spoke, her throat worked around the words, each one measured and heavy.
“Alam mo naman bakit hindi na ako makapag-shapeshift on my own anymore.” She lifted her eyes, and for a second, they were wet but steady. “I asked you to take that choice away from me. And you did.” A bitter little laugh leaked out—more a sound of awe than humor. “You commanded me to only shift when you say so—because I didn’t trust myself to be careful.” She swallowed, the motion small and raw. “Kasi I trusted you to know when it mattered more than I could.”
Norelle’s pale face softened, the weight of that pact pressing between them. She reached out, brushing dirt off Maerith’s sleeve with trembling fingers. “And I won’t abuse that trust. But sometimes, Mae… the only way out is through me paying the price.”
Silence hung heavy. Then Maerith finally nodded, slow but firm. “Alam ko, and I accept that. Just don’t ever mistake my refusal as weakness. I’ll obey when it matters, even if it breaks me to see you bleed.”
Norelle swallowed hard, her lips curving into the faintest, pained smile. “That’s why I trust you, too.”
The tent was quiet, save for the rustle of supplies and the low hum of the portable lights. Norelle entered first, supporting Maerith’s Garnet at her side. Both were smeared with dust, but they looked intact.
Jorwyn glanced up, wiping her hands on her trousers. “Nandito na nga kayo? I thought you two split off with Solana.”
Avalora frowned. “Yeah. Solana said she was with you, Garn.”
Marlowe, still seated on a stretcher, tilted her head. “I swear I heard your voice out there, too… east side.”
Before anyone could process further, the tent flap slapped open. The real Garnet came in with Solana at her elbow, both exhausted and empty-handed.
Solana froze. Her eyes bounced from Garnet by the entrance to Garnet standing beside Norelle. “Nope. Absolutely not. Hindi pwede na may dalawang Garnet. Hindi pa ako lasing enough for this, ha!”
The real Garnet’s jaw dropped. “What the hell—why is she me?”
Avalora stiffened, instinctively moving between the two Garnets. Jorwyn straightened, her gaze sharp and watchful. Selene covered her mouth, shock plain in her wide eyes.
The fake Garnet—Maerith—shifted uneasily on her feet, still clinging to Norelle’s arm. She did not speak. Her eyes pleaded with Norelle instead.
Norelle sighed, colorless and worn, but lifted her chin. “Alright. No use hiding it now.”
Jorwyn’s tone cut like a blade. “Norelle, you'd better explain. Now.”
Norelle squeezed Maerith’s arm. “Hindi ‘to si Garnet. Si Maerith ‘to. She… can change her shape–into anyone. And every time she does that, tumatagal ‘yan ng twenty-four hours. Walang way para makabalik until the time’s over.”
The tent went dead still.
Garnet blinked hard, pointing at her double. “You mean—this is Maerith wearing my face?”
“Pretty much,” Solana muttered, eyes still round. “Which is why I’m going to have nightmares for the rest of the week.”
Avalora did not move, her gaze darting between the two Garnets. “So the real you is still in there.”
“Yeah,” Maerith’s voice came, faint but distinct, from the wrong face. “It’s me.”
Selene lowered her hand, her voice soft. “You’ve… kept this from us?”
“We’ve kept it,” Norelle corrected, steady despite the pallor in her cheeks. “I’ve known for months. And we agreed—her power’s too volatile to flaunt. Sobrang delikado. If the wrong people find out, she’s a weapon, not a person.”
Maerith nodded once, miserably. “I can’t even trigger it myself anymore. I trusted her to keep me in check. I still do.”
Avalora’s throat worked as she absorbed that. Jorwyn’s arms crossed, unreadable, but her stare never left the imposter.
Garnet rubbed her temple as she might scream. “So, what—you just waltzed around as me?”
Solana gave a low whistle. “Okay… so I guess this is our new normal? Because unless someone wants to stash fake-Garnet in the supply truck, we’ve got twenty-four hours of double vision ahead.”
The real Garnet groaned. “Yes, galing! Just what I needed.”
Avalora exhaled slowly, firming her tone. “Then it stays here. Between us, and no one else hears of this until she turns back to Maerith. Agreed?”
Norelle dipped her head, still supporting Maerith-as-Garnet. The others exchanged uneasy looks, but one by one, they nodded.
The secret was out now, and it could not be stuffed back in.
The tent felt too small for the number of eyes darting between two identical Garnets.
The real Garnet jabbed a finger at her double. “Jusko po. I finally drag myself through half a district of rubble, and now I’m greeted by… what? A counterfeit me?”
Solana folded her arms dramatically, shaking her head. “Honestly, ten out of ten impersonation ka riyan, Maerith. Voice, posture, everything. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say the fake’s pulling it off better than the real deal.”
“Excuse me?” Garnet’s glare could have leveled a building.
Avalora pinched the bridge of her nose. “Can we not turn this into a comedy show? This is serious.”
But Selene had already let out a tiny laugh; she quickly smothered. Marlowe, bandaged shoulder and all, muttered, “She really does move like you, Garnet.”
“Diba?” Solana grinned, leaning toward the fake Garnet. “Maybe we should keep her. Upgrade model, less grumpy, mas polite pa.”
The real Garnet threw her hands up. “That’s it, I’m out—”
“Enough,” Jorwyn cut in, her voice sharp enough to slice the banter dead. Her eyes pinned Norelle. “How did she do it? And don’t tell me Maerith just decided to wear Garnet’s skin for kicks.”
The tent hushed again. Everyone looked at Norelle, who had gone pale, one hand still bracing Maerith’s arm.
Avalora’s brow furrowed. “Jorwyn’s right. You said she can’t trigger it on her own anymore. That means someone else is pulling the strings. Who?”
Norelle’s throat bobbed. She opened her mouth, shut it, then finally drew a slow, shuddering breath. “Me.”
Avalora blinked. “You?”
“Her power is… dangerous,” Norelle admitted, voice low but steady. “She didn’t want to use it carelessly. So she asked me to stop her. At ayan na nga, I commanded her not to shapeshift unless I gave the word.”
The word commanded rippled through the tent. Garnet’s brows shot up. Selene’s lips parted. Even Solana, usually irreverent, stilled.
Jorwyn’s gaze sharpened to a knife’s edge. “What the hell do you mean by 'commanded’?”
Norelle’s fingers dug into her own palms. She forced the words out. “If I speak your name while locking eyes with you… You obey. Whatever I tell you doesn’t matter if you want to or not.”
The weight of that settled heavily and coldly.
Marlowes’s voice was soft, careful. “You mean… You can control anyone.”
Norelle nodded once, her face drawn. “At a cost. Every command tears at me. My chest burns, my throat bleeds, and sometimes ‘di ako makahinga. That’s why I don’t use it unless I have no choice.”
Maerith—still wearing Garnet’s face—added quickly, “It’s not something she abuses. I asked her to put a limit on me. I wanted it, because if I shifted at the wrong time, into the wrong person… it could destroy trust, wreck missions, ruin everything.”
For a moment, no one spoke. The buzzing of the portable lights was the only sound.
Finally, Solana blew out a low whistle. “So let me get this straight. Garnet’s got a clone, Maerith’s stuck in her body, and Norelle’s basically walking voice-activated mind control. And here I was thinking my invisibility was the weirdest thing in the room.”
Everyone froze.
“What do you mean?” Avalora asked, her voice tight with curiosity.
Solana’s grin widened. “Invisibility. Yeah, I can vanish whenever I want. Pretty handy for eavesdropping… or avoiding idiots.”
Selene’s jaw literally dropped. “Wait. You—what?”
Avalora blinked. “You mean… you’ve been invisible all this time?”
The silence was deafening. Even the shapeshifted Maerith—still firmly in Garnet’s body—looked like she might actually faint.
“Holy hell,” Marlowe muttered. “You… you’re telling us this now? And we’re all just supposed to—” She shook her head, wide-eyed.
“Relax,” Solana said, leaning forward. “It’s not like it’s dangerous. I’ve had it for years. Learned to hide it from everyone—except Jorwyn. And now that we’re all… committed to honesty?” She gestured at the group, “I think it’s safe to say I can be totally invisible whenever I want.”
Selene, who had been quietly observing the tent’s collective panic, cleared her throat. “Well, since we’re on the topic of surprises…” She gave a small, almost sheepish smile. “Time manipulation. I can slow things down, even stop them for a few seconds. Comes in handy for… tricky rescues.”
Avalora’s eyes went wide. “No way. You’re… stopping time?!”
Selene nodded, unbothered by the gasp. “For a few seconds, yes. Nothing permanent. Don’t freak out.”
“Fine. I guess I’m not going to hide mine either.” She shrugged, a small smirk tugging at her lips. “Speed. Super fast. Really fast.” She leaned back slightly, crossing her arms as if daring anyone to challenge her. “You blink, I’m already there.” Her eyes flicked briefly, like she was imagining herself streaking past at impossible speed. “I’ve used it in a few missions… You probably noticed.”
Garnet, finally recovering from the shock of Solana’s revelation, cracked a grin. “And if we’re being honest, I should probably say mine too. Super strength. Not like I’ve been hiding it, but… now that we’re all airing things, I guess it’s fair.”
Avalora blinked at Garnet. “You mean… You could probably lift the truck outside without breaking a sweat?”
Garnet chuckled, flexing a bit for emphasis. “Probably. But don’t worry, I only use it when necessary… like rescuing someone trapped under debris.”
Everyone turned to each other, the mixture of shock, awe, and nervous laughter filling the tent.
Norelle’s hand tightened slightly on Maerith’s arm. “I guess we’ve been hiding some of our abilities, not because we don’t trust anyone, but… the stakes are too high. Powers like these—if hindi iningatan—they can endanger everything.”
Solana grinned. “Well, ngayon alam na natin. We’re all just as freakishly competent as we look. Plus, having a secret skill set keeps things interesting.”
Avalora glanced at Jorwyn, who was quiet, lips pressed together. The thought that the rest of the team had powers while she and Jorwyn held back added a subtle tension—but also a promise of revelations to come.
The real Garnet rubbed her temples. “This is insane.”
“It’s survival,” Norelle snapped, though her voice cracked at the edges. She sagged slightly, the toll of just admitting it etched on her face. “We did what we had to, to keep it contained.”
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed, but there was no denial in them, only a reluctant, simmering understanding.
Avalora finally stepped in, steady and firm. “Then it stays with us. No one else. You trust us, we trust you. We’re already in this together—powers or no powers.”
Everyone exchanged looks—some uneasy, some reluctant, some thoughtful. Even Garnet, though still glaring at her double, gave the smallest nod.
The six turned their gaze toward Avalora and Jorwyn, their stares heavy with unspoken pressure—like a silent demand for the truth they both had been keeping hidden.
Chapter 23: Fire Starter
Notes:
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Chapter Text
“Ama, Ima—ano ‘yang nasa kamay niyo? Bakit kayo nakagapos?”
“Lumabas ka na!”
“Ama! Ima!” The little girl’s throat burned as she screamed back. Smoke stung her eyes, blurring the sight of her parents shackled in front of her.
“Iligtas mo sarili mo! Bilisan mo!” her father’s voice thundered, breaking into coughs. His chains rattled as he strained against them, wrists already raw from pulling.
“‘Di ako lalabas nang wala kayo, Ama, Ima!” She stamped her foot, shaking her head so hard her matted hair slapped against her cheeks. She stayed where she had been since she woke—right at the heart of the burning room.
“‘Anak…” her father’s voice broke, raw with desperation. “Patawarin mo kami… kung sa halip na gumaan, mas pinabigat pa namin ang pasan mo. Pero anak, kailangan mong lumaban. Kailangan mong mabuhay.” His tears carved pale streaks through the soot on his face.
“Hindi! Dito lang ako… kasama niyo!” The girl dropped to her knees beside them. She reached for the shackles, wide-eyed, staring at the metal that bit into her parents’ skin.
“‘Di ka na namin masasamahan, anak,” her father sobbed, shoulders shaking as he hung heavy against the chains. “Kaya pakiusap… lumabas ka na.”
Her mother gritted her teeth, sweat and ash dripping from her brow. “Parusa namin ‘to, anak. Pasensya ka na kung iba ang naipasa namin sayo…” Her eyes glistened even as the firelight reflected in them. “Bagay na habambuhay mong dadalhin.”
The child’s lips parted, but no words came. The fire roared louder, heat crushing in around them. Her parents screamed as flames coiled up their legs, skin blistering, voices breaking.
“Ama! Ima!” she shrieked, reaching out with a trembling hand. She pressed her palm to her mother’s knee—only for her mother to cry out louder, as though the touch itself doubled the agony.
“Iligtas mo ang sarili mo, Y—!”
The ceiling beam broke loose. It smashed down across the child’s small frame. White-hot pain seared through her. Then nothing. Darkness swallowed her whole.
Jorwyn stirred awake, gasping for air.
She was dreaming again.
The same dream. The same child refuses to leave her chained parents. The same fire is swallowing everything. The same shrieks that never left her ears.
Her eyes shot open, lungs dragging ragged breaths as if she had carried the fire back into the waking world. Sweat clung to her skin, and her chest rose and fell too fast, like she had just run a marathon.
“Jorwyn? What happened?”
The voice pulled her attention sideways. In the driver’s seat was a familiar face.
Nurse Celestine.
Jorwyn blinked, forcing herself to ground in reality. BlueSent uniforms. The hum of the road. A bottle of water is in the holder. She grabbed it with trembling hands and emptied it in seconds, still shaky.
Celestine glanced at her with furrowed brows. “Seriously, Jorwyn… why are you out of breath? You were just asleep.”
“Nothing,” Jorwyn muttered, still catching her breath. “Nanaginip lang.”
But her head was already elsewhere. Back to the child, the chains, the fire. Who was that girl? Why did the dream sting like it belonged to her bones?
Celestine, oblivious to the storm in her passenger seat, kept chatting. “As I was saying, nagulat ako na tayo pinatawag eh may SCAR ka at may CORE ako…” She gestured loosely at the GPS screen, pointing toward the Command Center.
“Nagaalburoto na naman siguro si Solana,” she added with a half-smile.
Jorwyn squinted. “We’re on our way to what?”
Celestine blinked. “Command center. I swear, di ka talaga okay.” Concern laced her tone. “Napano ka?”
“I’m not sure,” Jorwyn admitted, frowning. “I don’t even know why I’m sitting here with you in the first place.”
Celestine huffed. “I just told you, ang kulit.”
Jorwyn stared.
Celestine flushed, flustered by the weight of those eyes. “Huwag mo ko pakatitigan, kikiligin ako.”
That pulled the faintest twitch from Jorwyn’s lips, though she masked it. Celestine scrambled to redirect. “Check mo na lang phone mo, para makita mo yung order saatin. Or your GCs. For sure inuulan ka na naman ng pang-aasar.”
With that, Jorwyn pulled out her phone. She skimmed the notifications—emails from Command, and the VS group chat exploding with +99 unread messages. Too much noise. She clicked straight to Norelle.
[Cap, why am I heading to the command center?]
Almost instantly, Norelle replied.
[Huh?]
[Assignment daw.]
[You’re supposed to go with Ava, pero SCAR was sent to Amihan for an emergency. The other NOVA were later summoned, but you have to go with a nurse, so we let Cele go with you.]
Jorwyn tilted her head at Celestine. “Liar.”
The nurse smirked sheepishly.
“Biro lang,” Celestine said. “I’ll pass Ava the assignment naman, so you’ll have to work on it with her. They needed a head aide, so I was chosen since the other nurses were supposed to be on standby. Our CORE naman is out for a drill.”
Jorwyn sighed, tension loosening. “You know you could’ve just explained everything. Why’d you make me check pa?”
Celestine laughed, “Wala, inaasar lang kita.”
“Whatever,” Jorwyn muttered, arms crossing.
“Snarky Jorwyn,” Celestine teased.
The glare she got only made her grin wider. “Sus, siguro gusto mo si Nurse Ava kasama mo ngayon noh.”
Jorwyn’s eyes widened. “Di ah!”
“Napaka-defensive naman!” Celestine shot back. “Wag mo ko pinagseselos, Jorwyn, baka angkinin kita.”
“Don’t flirt with me,” Jorwyn warned.
“You’re irresistible,” Celestine fired back.
“Ewan ko sayo.”
“Cute mo.”
The bickering could have stretched longer—light, playful, too normal—but fate never let Jorwyn have normal.
She caught it before Celestine did, the shadow above, the impossible angle of a falling car.
Why is a car falling from above?
Her instincts screamed.
“Cele! Pull back!”
Celestine panicked at the sudden screaming, her hands jerking the wheel in the wrong direction. Instead of swerving away, the car swerved into the impact zone.
The car dropped from the overpass. Metal shrieked and glass burst.
The world caved in.
“Jorwyn…” Celestine rasped when she clawed her way back to consciousness. Pain seared her side, her leg pinned, but none of it mattered when she turned.
Jorwyn was not moving. The firefighter’s frame was crushed against twisted steel, streaked with blood, dust, and soot.
“No. No, no, no.” Celestine’s voice cracked as she fought with trembling hands to free herself. Her fingers slipped, scraped raw on jagged edges. “Jorwyn, wake up!”
She pressed her fingers desperately to Jorwyn’s neck.
A pulse. Weak, but steady.
Relief flooded and shattered in the same second when fire sparked on the hood, flames licking fast.
“Shit… Jor, wake up,” Celestine pleaded, shaking her, but nothing.
From a distance, sirens wailed—rescue trucks, firetrucks, hope.
But hope was still miles away.
“Please, please, please,” the nurse chanted under her breath as she struggled with what held the rescuer trapped. Her own injuries slowed her down, and Jorwyn lay unconscious beside her.
The fire crept closer, licking at Celestine’s skin, and though every part of her wanted to stay, survival forced her hand. “Shit, I’m sorry, Jor,” she whispered, before wrenching the door open and limping out, half-hopping into the blaze-filled night.
By the time rescue arrived, the car was engulfed in flames.
They pulled Celestine onto a stretcher, her consciousness slipping. She could only whisper apologies as the flames roared behind her.
“FO Rob! I’ll save you this time!” one of the rookies shouted as they charged the wreck.
They were the very rookies she had trained during the tri-unit drill. The ones she had shielded with her body months ago. And now, staring at her limp form through the fire, they realized the unbreakable rescuer could break.
“Hang on, FO,” another begged.
Firefighters doused the flames back in under a minute, giving the rescuers their chance. Metal bent, screeched, then gave way as they pried Jorwyn free.
Her body lay limp—burned, bloodied, bruised—with breath shallow and eyes shut, yet somehow, impossibly, still alive.
“She’s got vitals!” a nurse cried, almost in disbelief.
They rushed her into the ambulance. The lead nurse dialed as they sped toward Amihan. “I’ll report to SCAR.”
Neither SCAR nor VARL knew.
That their Jorwyn—their shield, their fire—was lying unconscious, scarred and broken, fighting for her life.
Amihan was already overflowing when the emergency convoy screeched into its driveway. The landslide survivors filled hallways, waiting rooms, and even the courtyard outside. Nurses ran back and forth like threads holding a fraying cloth together, their white uniforms streaked with dust and sweat.
The ambulance door slammed open.
“Critical!” a paramedic shouted as they rolled the stretcher down the ramp. “Female rescuer, FO Robles, severe burns, blunt trauma, unstable vitals!”
Doctors and nurses immediately swarmed. For a moment, the chaos blurred into the hospital’s usual storm—until the name landed.
“FO Robles?” one of the nurses echoed. Heads snapped toward the stretcher. Recognition swept the staff like a shockwave.
BlueSent’s own.
Jorwyn.
Inside the trauma bay, Maerith was the first to be pulled in. She had rushed ahead of Avalora, volunteering when the charge nurse barked for assistance.
She was not Avalora’s level when it came to patient care—Maerith was skilled and experienced in her own right, but Avalora’s touch carried a mastery she could not quite match. Still, in that moment, she refused to let it matter.
Because lying unconscious on the table was Jorwyn.
Her uniform was half-shredded from the crash. Burn marks laced her arms, neck, and face. Her breath came shallow and rattling. Her pulse monitor spiked and dipped as if undecided whether to hold or let go.
“BP dropping,” someone called.
“Get another line in, stat!” another barked.
Maerith snapped into motion. She slid to the side of the bed, holding gauze with trembling hands but keeping her voice steady as she relayed vitals. She watched doctors press intubation tubes into place, watched the defibrillator pads slapped onto Jorwyn’s chest, watched as the bed rocked with every shock.
But beneath the protocol and the chaos, Maerith felt something different. Not the pressure of being a nurse, but the weight of seeing a teammate—no, a friend—reduced to fragility.
She gritted her teeth, willing Jorwyn to breathe.
Avalora was in another ward, bent over a boy whose leg had been crushed by falling debris. Her gloves were sticky with blood, her focus sharp as she directed a junior nurse to stabilize the fracture. Her hands moved fast, precise—part training, part instinct.
She did not know yet.
The ward outside erupted first. A wave of voices rushed down the hall. Shouting. Barked commands. Someone running.
Then she heard it.
“BlueSent VARL—FO Robles in critical condition!”
Avalora froze. The name pierced through the walls, louder than the wailing of the boy in front of her.
Robles.
Jorwyn.
Her hands stilled. The junior nurse noticed instantly. “Nurse Ava? What’s wrong?”
Avalora barely heard. She handed off the boy’s chart, muttered something incoherent, and stumbled into the corridor. Her pulse thundered in her ears, her vision narrowing to the source of the noise.
She followed the chaos like a moth to flame until she reached the trauma bay doors.
Her heart stopped at the sight through the small window.
Jorwyn. Pale. Bloodied. Unmoving. Tubes down her throat, wires across her chest. A team of doctors shouting over one another, hands pressing, needles stabbing, machines blaring. Maerith is also inside.
For a moment, Avalora could not breathe. Her chest caved inward, her body shaking. Her knees threatened to give way, but she caught herself on the doorframe, nails digging into the paint.
No. Not her. Not Jorwyn.
The others—VARL and SCAR—had arrived now, too. They crowded the hallway, horror etched across their faces. Norelle’s hand was clamped over her mouth. Solana cursed under her breath, pacing like she could not stand still. Even Garnet’s usual bravado cracked, her knuckles white against the wall.
Avalora’s lips trembled. Her whole body leaned forward, instinct overriding sense.
She had a choice. A dangerous one, but she could not watch Jorwyn die.
Her palms burned with suppressed power. That old, forbidden instinct clawed up from her bones. The thing she had hidden all this time.
Healing.
She could use it. She could pull Jorwyn back, force her body to mend.
She started forward, pushing past the other nurses, pushing toward the doors.
“I can do it,” she whispered, her voice raw. “I can mend her easily—”
“Ava.” The voice cut sharply, stopping her dead.
Norelle. She had stepped in front of her, eyes locked, her voice firm but low enough not to draw others’ ears. “Hindi pwede Ava.”
Avalora’s throat tightened. “She’s dying, Nor!”
“I know.” Norelle’s voice wavered, but her gaze didn’t. “But not like this. Not in front of everyone.”
Avalora shoved her shoulder. “Get out of my way!”
Norelle held fast, though her whole body trembled. “Ava, think. If you do this now, if you lay your hands on her in front of SCAR, VARL, the doctors—there’s no going back. Everyone will know.”
“I don’t care!” Avalora’s voice cracked, tears blurring her vision. “If it means saving her, I don’t care!”
The others had turned now. Solana froze mid-pace, eyes darting between them. Selene frowned, confusion pinching her brows. Garnet muttered, “What the hell are you talking about?”
Avalora did not notice. She was already reaching for the door handle.
Norelle grabbed her wrist, tighter this time, almost desperate. “You told me you’d only use it if there was no other choice. That’s what you said.”
“This is no other choice!” Avalora screamed. Her voice broke, loud enough now that even the doctors inside glanced through the glass. “She’s dying, Nor! I can’t—I can’t just watch her die!”
The hallway fell silent.
Every head turned.
“What?” Solana whispered. “What do you mean… ‘use it’?”
Avalora’s breath hitched. She had not meant for them to hear. Her secret, the one she had buried for years, now dangled in the open air.
Norelle’s grip faltered. She knew the dam had broken.
Solana’s gaze darted between them. “Av… what are you hiding?”
Avalora’s chest heaved. Her mouth opened, closed, then opened again. The words clawed their way out, jagged and raw.
“I can heal.”
The silence shattered into chaos.
“You what?” Garnet gawked.
“Holy shit,” Solana blurted, wide-eyed.
Selene’s lips parted in disbelief. “Heal? You mean—like a… miracle healer?”
Avalora’s tears fell, her voice cracking as she shook her head. “It’s not a miracle. It’s… It’s my gift. I can heal wounds, pull people back from the brink. But if they knew—if anyone knew—it wouldn’t stop. They’d use me. Drain me.”
The truth tumbled into the hallway like broken glass, sharp and dangerous.
Avalora’s eyes flickered back to the busy room. To Jorwyn. To the only person who ever made her want to break her own rules.
The monitor inside let out another shrill alarm. Doctors shouted for more epinephrine. The bed rocked as compressions resumed.
Avalora lunged again, but Norelle’s arms locked around her waist this time, dragging her back.
“You can’t, Ava!” Norelle shouted, her voice cracking with her own grief. “If you do it now, you’ll lose everything!”
“Tangina, I don’t care if I lose everything!” Avalora screamed, her tears soaking through Norelle’s shoulder as she struggled against her. “If I lose her, what’s the point?”
The others could only watch, stunned, shaken.
Avalora’s sobs filled the hallway. The shrill alarms filled the rest.
And Jorwyn—behind the glass, pale and unmoving—hung in the balance.
Darkness.
It was not the kind that came with closing your eyes, but the kind that seeped into bone. Jorwyn floated in it, heavy yet weightless, as though the world had decided to forget her.
Her lungs burned—but when she gasped, no air came. No pain, either. Just that endless, suffocating dark.
Then, voices came.
“Lumabas ka na!”
A child’s voice echoed, trembling, yet achingly familiar.
Jorwyn blinked. The dark peeled away like smoke, revealing fire. Walls of flame curled toward her, cracking beams collapsing into embers. The ground shook underfoot. And there—caught in the inferno—were the two figures she thought she had buried in memory.
“Ama! Ima!” The child screamed again. Small, frail, standing before the shackles that bound her parents to the burning earth.
Jorwyn’s stomach dropped. That voice. That face. It was hers—hers as a child.
She staggered closer, heart racing. “No—don’t—”
But the scene played on without her.
“Anak, kailangan mong mabuhay,” her father pleaded, tears cutting rivers through soot-stained skin. “Patawarin mo kami… kung sa halip na gumaan, mas pinabigat pa namin ang pasan mo. Pero anak, kailangan mong lumaban.”
The child shook her head stubbornly, tears streaming, refusing to leave them.
The fire swallowed everything. Her parents’ screams clawed at her ears, searing into her chest, and when her younger self reached out to touch her mother’s knee, the shrieks doubled, bone-deep and unbearable.
A beam fell, and the flame devoured the child whole.
Jorwyn cried out, stumbling back. “No! Stop! Please—”
But the fire shifted, and suddenly she was no longer watching anymore, as she was in it. The child’s scream was hers. The flames licked her skin, but instead of consuming, they branded her. They sank under her flesh, leaving no burns, only permanence.
The curse.
She fell to her knees, chest heaving. She pressed her palms into her skin where the heat still lingered, but it was inside her now, carved into marrow.
Then silence. The fire vanished. The chains. The parents. The house.
Only darkness again and a whisper.
“You cannot die.”
Jorwyn’s head snapped up. A figure emerged from the dark—tall, indistinct, like a shadow with edges too sharp to be human. Its voice was both hers and not hers, echoing in the hollow of her skull.
“You bear it now,” it said. “The fire. The chain. Their sin. Her gift.”
Jorwyn’s throat went dry. “What… are you?”
The figure tilted its head. “You already know.”
Her body trembled. Her heart screamed at her to deny it. To call it a nightmare, hallucination, oxygen-starved madness, but deep down, she did know. She had always known.
The curse was not in the fire that burned her parents.
The curse was her.
“You will rise, again and again,” the shadow said. “Unburned, but never free.”
Jorwyn staggered back, clutching her chest. Her body screamed to wake, to breathe. But her feet stayed rooted in the void, bound by words older than her blood.
She fell to her knees, shaking, whispering to no one, “I don’t want this.”
The dark swallowed her answer whole.
“Again and again and again and again and again.”
Then, somewhere—faint, muffled, but reaching her still—she heard voices.
A woman sobbing her name.
A defibrillator is sparking.
Avalora.
Her eyes snapped open—inside the dream, and for the first time, she fought to climb out.
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Chapter 24: Eternal Flame
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The doctors finally managed to stabilize Jorwyn’s vitals. What once threatened to flatten into a chilling, unbroken line on the electrocardiogram had steadied into fragile but steady waves, echoing the stubborn rhythm of the firefighter’s heart.
Her face bore angry scratches, burns creeping across her skin like darkened trails. Both legs were torn with deep wounds that would need careful stitching, and her right arm was bound tight, stabilized in hopes of repairing what had been broken.
She was in a state that was difficult to look at without pity—bruised, battered, and far from the fierce rescuer she had always been on the field. And yet, one thing remained certain: she was alive.
That truth alone was a fragile comfort, though it came with a heavy price. Jorwyn would need countless tests, close monitoring, and an intensive round of care.
Within the next hour, she was scheduled to be transferred to BlueSent’s intensive care unit, where, by fortune or fate, she would be under the total supervision of SCAR.
With Jorwyn incapacitated once again, VARL’s operations were forced to a halt. No longer allowed to take on full-scale rescue missions, their assignments would be reduced to smaller tasks that did not require the entire team’s strength.
Understanding the weight of their teammate’s condition, the Chief granted VARL four days of rest—days not meant for leisure, but for them to assist SCAR in tending to their fallen comrade.
For now, their mission was no longer fire, smoke, or wreckage.
Their mission was Jorwyn.
Avalora, who had not left Jorwyn’s side for even a moment, was finally permitted to approach the bed and conduct her own inspection.
“Nurse Ava, I’ll let you take over now. Hopefully, the rest of your unit will follow your lead,” Dr. Arceta said, his tone steady but carrying the weight of both authority and personal investment. He had taken full charge of Jorwyn’s case—not because protocol demanded it, but because he had insisted. He wanted the firefighter to be under the most delicate care, his care, and had sworn he would not rest until he was sure of it.
“Yes, Doc. Thank you,” Avalora replied softly, her eyes glistening as unshed tears caught the harsh light of the ward.
“Don’t overwork yourself,” Dr. Arceta murmured as he pulled his daughter briefly into an embrace, the professional mask slipping just long enough to reveal the father underneath. “I’ll expect you at home later—”
“But Dad—” Avalora began, her protest raw.
His gaze snapped to hers, firm and unyielding.
“Yes, Dr. Arceta,” she answered finally, her voice small, defeated.
“You have three other teammates,” he reminded her gently but sternly. “Allow them their share in looking after her, too. I made sure she’ll remain under my supervision for the entirety of her recovery, kaya don’t worry—I won’t let her fall into danger.”
The steady rhythm of the monitor was both a comfort and a torment. Every beep was proof that Jorwyn still clung to life, but every pause between it stretched like a blade across Avalora’s chest.
She sat at the edge of the bed, gloved hands ghosting over Jorwyn’s bandaged arm. Maerith had stepped back to prepare the chart, but Avalora had not moved since the last dressing was secured. Her gaze burned, not on the injuries, but on the woman beneath them.
Jorwyn looked… small. Too still. And Avalora hated it.
She remembered the last time she had seen Jorwyn unconscious—months ago, after an accident on the field. However, back then, she had stirred awake within the hour, flashing that crooked grin and telling them all not to fuss.
This was different. This was days, maybe weeks, of uncertainty.
Avalora pressed her lips together, her fingers tightening against the fabric of the sheets.
“Bwiset ka talaga, Jor,” Maerith muttered, coming back to the bedside with fresh saline. “Hindi ka marunong mapalayo sa peligro noh. Look at you now, making us work double.”
Avalora did not answer.
“You hear me?” Maerith continued, injecting the humor like an antidote to despair. “Mabuti na lang light lang sugat mo sa mukha. Paano kung nawala yang ganda mo? Iiyak buong station.”
It was meant as a joke, but Avalora flinched.
Maerith stilled, realizing too late that the words had only cracked the fragile shell Avalora was clinging to. She touched Avalora’s arm lightly. “Hey. She’s alive, Ava. That’s what matters.”
However, Avalora’s jaw was tight. Her hands trembled, and then, quietly, she whispered, “I can take it all away.”
Maerith blinked. “What?”
Avalora’s eyes glistened, but her voice was steady, desperate. “The wounds. The burns. I can heal them. All of them. If you let me.”
Maerith’s lips parted, then pressed shut. She swallowed. She already knew about Avalora’s gift, of course—but hearing her say it here, with Jorwyn unconscious between them, was like staring down a blade.
“Ava…” Maerith said softly, “You can’t.”
“I don’t care what it costs me.” Avalora’s voice broke, her gloved fingers brushing the unbandaged part of Jorwyn’s hand. “I don’t care if people question why she recovers too fast. I don’t care if I burn myself out. I just… I can’t stand watching her like this.”
Her shoulders shook. “She saved me too many times, Maerith. Hindi ko kayang nakikita siyang ganito.”
Maerith crouched down so she could meet Avalora’s eyes. “Listen to me. I get it. I do. Pero aside from the fact na you’ll destroy yourself—you know Jorwyn. I'm sure she would never want you to do that. Alam mong magagalit siya.”
Avalora bit her lip hard, tears finally spilling over. “She won’t like it…”
“Exactly.” Maerith’s tone was firm now. “This—” she gestured at Jorwyn’s still form, at the bandages, the wires, the bruises “—this is the fight she has to win. Hindi mo siya pwedeng agawan.”
Avalora buried her face in her hands. For the first time since they entered the room, she let herself cry freely.
Outside the glass, the rest of VARL watched silently, the weight of their comrade’s condition pressing on them. Marlowe’s knuckles were white around her helmet. Garnet stood like a wall, shoulders taut, eyes glistening but refusing to break. Even Norelle, usually restless, was uncharacteristically still.
They all wanted to rush in. They all wanted to pull Avalora back, but they did not.
When the last bandage was secured, Maerith stripped off her gloves and stepped back. “We’ve done all we can for now.”
Avalora stayed seated, head bowed, hands clenched into the sheets.
“You need rest,” Maerith told her gently. “Your d—Dr. Arceta was serious. Kung hindi ka uuwi, he’ll drag you out himself.”
Avalora shook her head mutely.
“Fine. But don’t do anything reckless.” Maerith’s tone sharpened just a little. “Promise me, Ava.”
There was no answer.
The door clicked open softly.
“I’ll watch her,” Norelle said, stepping inside. Arms crossed over her PPE, gaze steady. She looked between Maerith and Avalora, and something unreadable passed over her face.
Maerith hesitated, then nodded. “Alright. Call if you need me.”
She squeezed Avalora’s shoulder once, firm and grounding, then left.
The room was quieter now. The machines hummed, the monitors beeped, Jorwyn breathed. Avalora sat in silence, her thumb tracing circles against the back of Jorwyn’s bandaged hand.
Finally, she whispered, broken, “I can’t lose you.”
Norelle shifted by the door, her voice steady but low. “And you won’t. But Ava—don’t even think about it.”
Avalora’s breath caught.
Before she could respond, Norelle added firmly, “If you even try to use your powers here, I’ll stop you. Do you understand?”
Avalora’s throat worked, her hands tightening around Jorwyn’s. “Don’t you dare—”
“I mean it,” Norelle cut in. “You’ll kill yourself before you save her. Is that what you want Jorwyn to wake up to?”
Avalora faltered.
The weight of her silence was louder than the machines, and just outside, through the glass, the rest of SCAR and VARL were beginning to notice the tension.
She sat slumped at the edge of the bed, her hand wrapped gently around Jorwyn’s. The skin beneath the bandages was hot to the touch, but it was not the comforting warmth Avalora was used to feeling when Jorwyn clasped her hand back. This was feverish heat, strained and distant, a reminder of how fragile the body could be when it was fighting for its life.
The monitor beside them beeped steadily, indifferent to her agony.
“You know, you’re supposed to be scolding me now because I still haven't gone home yet,” Avalora whispered, her thumb brushing over Jorwyn’s knuckles. “Or because I haven't drunk enough water. Or because I’m stubborn about wanting to ease all your pain.”
Her voice cracked. “But here you are, and I’m the one talking to you like you’re going to open your eyes any second.”
Her laugh was soft, bitter, almost swallowed by the hum of machines.
“I wish you would,” Avalora said. “Just open them. Just once. Say something snarky—call me bossy, or makulit, or whatever insult you’ve got lined up today.” Her hand tightened. “Anything but this silence, Wyn.”
From the corner, Norelle leaned against the wall, arms folded. She did not speak, but Avalora could feel her presence—sharp, grounding, unyielding. A silent guard dog, waiting for the smallest slip.
Avalora glanced at her briefly before turning back to Jorwyn. “Don’t worry. I won’t try anything. Not while she’s breathing down my neck.” She smiled faintly, but it faded as soon as she looked back at Jorwyn’s bruised face.
“It’s ironic, isn’t it?” Avalora whispered, her voice trembling. “All those times you were reckless—charging straight into fire, into crumbling buildings—nothing ever managed to take you down like this. Pero ngayong you were just sitting back, doing nothing, a simple ride nearly… nearly cost you everything.”
Her free hand hovered above the bandages, trembling just short of pressing against Jorwyn’s chest. “Look at you—half-broken. And all I can think about is how easy it would be to fix it. Just a little of me, poured into you. Just a touch.”
“Ava.” Norelle’s voice cut in, low but sharp.
Avalora’s hand jerked back like she had been burned. She closed her eyes, biting her lip until she tasted copper. “I said I wouldn’t.”
“Then don’t even think it,” Norelle replied, her gaze unwavering.
Avalora let out a shuddering breath. “I can’t help it. Every part of me is screaming to do it. To make her better. To… to keep her here.”
Norelle said nothing, but her eyes softened briefly. Then she looked away, as if granting Avalora the dignity of her grief.
Avalora leaned closer, pressing her forehead gently against the back of Jorwyn’s hand. “You’re not allowed to leave me,” she whispered fiercely. “Do you hear me? Hindi pwede. You promised. You told me you’d always have my back.”
Her voice broke. “So where are you now, huh? Why aren’t you opening your eyes?”
Silence answered her. The monitor beeped. The IV dripped. And Avalora’s tears slid down, spotting the sheets between her fingers.
“You’re my anchor, Jorwyn,” she admitted, voice hoarse. “Even when you annoy me. Even when you refuse to see me as more than a colleague, like I don’t mean anything more, I—” Her words choked, but she forced them out. “I need you.”
From her post, Norelle finally spoke again. “She’ll fight. You know she will. Don’t make her fight both this and you.”
Avalora wiped her cheek with the back of her wrist, sniffling quietly. “You’re right. She’d be furious if she knew how close I was to trying.”
“Exactly.”
Avalora lifted Jorwyn’s hand and pressed it against her cheek, closing her eyes. “So hurry up and wake up, because I’m running out of excuses not to break the rules for you.”
Her laugh was wet, shaky. “And you know me. I’m terrible at following rules.”
For a long time, she stayed there, forehead pressed against Jorwyn’s hand, whispering promises and pleas that only the unconscious woman could hear. Norelle did not interrupt again. She just stayed in the shadows, her watchful silence making sure Avalora did not give in.
At some point, Avalora’s tears slowed. Her grip softened. Exhaustion tugged at her bones, but she refused to leave.
If Jorwyn could not open her eyes, then Avalora would keep hers open for both of them, and the machines kept their rhythm, a thin thread binding them to the hope of another tomorrow.
“Yaruwen.”
The child looked up, her small hands trembling as the firelight flickered against her face.
“Nang… nasaan sina Ama at Ima?”
The old woman’s gaze stayed fixed, shadowed with grief.
“Yaruwen.”
“Iiwan mo rin ba ako, Nang?”
Her lips trembled, tears cutting clean lines through the soot on her cheeks.
“Umiiyak din sila noong iniwan nila ako, Nang…”
The old woman’s hand reached for hers. Her grip was not tight, yet Yaruwen winced, gasping at the sudden heat burning against her skin.
“Yaruwen, makinig kang mabuti. Ipapaunawa ko sa iyo ang lahat—ang nangyari, ang nangyayari, at ang mangyayari.”
“Nang! Ang sakit, Nang!”
The old woman’s—Yaruwen’s grandmother's—palm was aflame now, fire crawling from her own skin to the child’s hand. The heat bit deep, scorching without leaving ash. Yaruwen cried, but the old woman did not relent.
“Yaruwen, ang buong lahi natin ay kakampi ang apoy,” the grandmother intoned. “Hindi ba’t nabanggit ng iyong Ima ang tungkol kay Aguwa?”
Yaruwen shook her head, sobbing.
The old woman sighed, her voice heavy with disappointment. “Si Aguwa ang ating pinagmulan, Yaruwen. Siya ay isang diyos—diwata—ang Diwata ng Apoy.”
“Anong klaseng diwata siya, Nang?”
Her eyes glinted in the glow, telling secrets older than Yaruwen could comprehend. “Kinatatakutan siya noon—galitin, mapaghiganti, hindi maamo. Ngunit nagbago ang lahat nang makilala niya si Layna, isang mortal na babae.”
Yaruwen’s brows knitted. “Babae?”
A faint smile touched the old woman’s lips.
“Oo, isang babae. Ang pag-ibig na ipinagbawal ng mga diyos, ngunit higit pa sa galit ng langit ang tapang ng kanilang pagsinta.”
Her voice softened, but the flame on Yaruwen’s hand burned hotter.
“Nabuhay sila nang palihim, nagtayo ng sariling pamilya. Ngunit si Layna ay mortal lamang; hindi siya tulad ni Aguwa na walang hanggan. Nang pumanaw si Layna, nagngitngit si Aguwa at itinaboy ang sarili niyang mga anak pababa sa mundo ng mga tao.”
The child’s tears dripped onto her flaming skin. Still, her grandmother continued.
“Lahat ng anak nila ay napagmanahan ni Aguwa ng kapangyarihan—ang paglikha at pagkontrol ng apoy. At sa bawat supling na isinilang na may dugo ni Aguwa, ang apoy ay patuloy na dumadaloy. Ngunit hindi madaling pasunurin ang apoy, Yaruwen. Marami sa ating mga pinagmulan ang ginamit ito upang manakit.”
The flame flared brighter on her touch, making Yaruwen wail.
“Kaya’t nang dumami tayo, nasuklam si Aguwa. Ang mga hindi sumasamba sa kanya ay inaalisan niya ng kapangyarihan—ang iba’y pinapaslang niya. Hanggang ngayon, ako’y nananatiling tapat. Ako na lang ang natira… at dapat sana, ang mga magulang mo rin.”
Her voice broke, grief tightening every word. “Ngunit ang iyong Ima—ang nagiisa kong anak—ay nagnasang putulin ang sumpa.”
The girl’s sobs quieted, listening.
“Nakipagharap sila—iyong mga magulang—kay Aguwa, nakiusap na alisin ang apoy sa iyong dugo. Ayaw pumayag ni Aguwa—nais niyang manatili ang alaala ni Layna kahit sa isang mortal. Ngunit hindi tumigil ang iyong mga magulang. Araw-araw silang nag-alay, nagdasal, hanggang sa pumayag ang diwata.”
Yaruwen’s eyes widened. “At ang kapalit?”
The old woman’s voice hardened. “Buwan-buwan, kailangan nilang magsunog ng isang mortal na buhay, upang mapanatiling buhay ang kaluluwa ni Layna. Sa loob ng anim na taon, tinupad nila iyon—mula nang isilang ka, hanggang sa araw na natuklasan sila ng mga tao.”
Her hand trembled, yet the fire on her palm did not falter. “Kaya natagpuan mo silang nakagapos. Dahil nalaman ng bayan na sila ang salarin sa sunud-sunod na pagkawala. Sinunog din sila—parusang kasinghapdi ng mga alay na ginawa nila. Para kay Aguwa. Para sa iyo.”
At last, she let go of Yaruwen’s hand. The flame snuffed out, leaving skin unmarked, whole—as if the burning had only been an illusion. But Yaruwen’s tears and trembling were real.
Her grandmother’s eyes darkened. “Hindi papayag si Aguwa na tuluyang mamatay ang apoy sa mga tao. Hindi mo na ito magagamit tulad sa paraan ng aming paggamit, ngunit hinding-hindi ka tatablan ng alab nito. Anumang init, sugat, o peklat dulot ng apoy—hindi mag-iiwan sa iyo ng marka.”
She traced the faint scar at Yaruwen’s brow with a wrinkled finger. “Iyan ang paalala, Yaruwen. Ang unang sulyap ng kapangyarihan na siya ring sumpa. Regalo mula kay Aguwa, at tanikala na habambuhay mong dadalhin.”
The sun was just beginning to rise, dragging its golden crown above the horizon. Light slipped between the thin folds of the hospital curtain, its muted rays spilling through the glass pane and cutting across the room. The glow painted long, soft streaks on the white walls and floor, crawling over sterile sheets and the gleam of metal rails.
It was warm in color, but without heat—just an illusion of morning life cast into a place where silence weighed heavily.
The streaks touched the body on the bed. A figure motionless, pale under the glow of monitors, draped in the fragile authority of machines that whispered steady beeps.
And then—Jorwyn’s eyelids twitched.
Slowly, as if pulled from the depths of a long, merciless dream, she opened her eyes.
The moment her gaze met the world again, something inside her stirred.
Not relief. Not clarity.
But fire.
A fire that lived in her veins, coiled deep in her blood. The scorching curse woke with her, racing like lightning through her body. Her muscles convulsed, her bones remembering their unnatural rhythm.
Her right shoulder cracked sharply back into place, as if pulled by invisible hands. She gasped, but the pain was gone before it could form. Her legs trembled as torn flesh knitted itself together, wounds pulling closed with slow inevitability. Each tear in her skin sealed, each angry gash smoothed into nothingness. The bruises, once purple and swollen, bled into lighter hues until her tanned skin shone unmarred.
Her face, streaked with scratches, cleared in seconds. The burns, though—those lingered deeper, hidden beneath layers of skin. They whispered of pain that even her cursed body could not purge so easily.
But still, only one mark remained visible. The scar carved across her eyebrow, the one constant in a life that erased almost every other wound. That scar, stubborn, permanent, as though it knew it was the only reminder she was allowed to keep.
Her chest rose in a steady, deliberate breath. Then another. The ventilator at her mouth hissed against her, suddenly unnecessary. She reached up and tugged it free, the plastic falling with a dull clatter.
Her fingers moved across her body, removing wires, patches, and IV lines. The beeping monitors protested one by one before surrendering to silence.
She was untethered.
Jorwyn sat up.
Her body should have screamed in protest, should have punished her for such sudden defiance. But there was no ache. No dizziness. No pain. The agony that should have accompanied every movement had already been swept away by the curse that clung to her.
The room tilted into focus, shadows pooling in corners, faint disinfectant burning her nose. Her gaze wandered, and then stilled.
Someone was beside her.
Her heart stuttered.
A woman sat slumped in the chair, her head resting on the edge of the mattress. Strands of hair spilled forward, hiding her face, but Jorwyn did not need to see. She knew. She would always know.
Norelle.
The sight of her captain, exhausted into sleep, nearly undid her. Jorwyn leaned forward with trembling hands and brushed the strands gently away from her face. For a fleeting second, she allowed herself the selfishness of that touch.
Norelle did not wake.
Jorwyn exhaled and leaned back against her pillows. Her body, once chained to weakness, now sat whole again, and yet her mind spun in chaos. She searched the void in her memory, piecing together fragments that drifted like broken glass.
Why was she here? Why this bed, this sterile room?
Then the memories crashed back, sharp and brutal.
Celestine’s hands on the wheel, their vehicle hurtling toward the Command Center. The sudden shadow above them, impossible weight descending. The car was plummeting from the sky. The shriek of impact, metal folding, air punched from her lungs.
The fire—hungry, consuming, merciless.
The voice of a nurse crying for her to wake.
Her fists clenched against the sheets. The flood of memory clawed at her chest—until the door burst open.
Blue suits filled the doorway. Figures in full PPE, visors reflecting the pale light of morning. They froze when their eyes landed on her, their steps halting mid-stride.
“What the hell—” Garnet’s voice cracked through the silence first, trembling with disbelief. “Jor—”
“Where’s Ava?!” Marlowe’s voice erupted, raw and desperate, louder than it should have been in a hospital room.
The shout jolted Norelle awake. Her head snapped up, eyes darting, heart pounding at the noise.
“Why are you shouting?!” she snapped in a sharp whisper, her throat rough from sleep.
“Jorwyn…” Garnet’s voice broke, tears spilling before she could hold them back.
At the sound of her comrade’s name, Norelle turned. Her gaze fell on the bed—on Jorwyn.
Alive.
Her eyes widened.
No burns. No scratches. No wounds.
“What in the hell…” Norelle shot up from her chair, stumbling back a step. “Si Ava… Where’s Ava?!” Her voice pitched high with panic. She looked to the VARL members at the door, but they only stared, wide-eyed and slack-jawed.
“Guys, calm down,” Jorwyn’s voice came, firm and steady, cutting through the rising chaos.
“Jor—I can explain this—Si Ava… She probably…” Norelle’s words faltered, breaking apart in her throat. She wanted to protect Avalora, to shield her from suspicion. She knew Jorwyn must have noticed things about the nurse, little things, but Norelle would not—could not—let Avalora take blame for something beyond her.
“Kalma sabi,” Jorwyn repeated, her tone quiet but unyielding.
“I’ll go—I’ll look for her—” Garnet’s hand shot for the door handle, ready to flee.
“Kakaltukan ko kayo,” Jorwyn muttered with that sharp, familiar bite. Her voice steadied them more than any plea. “Lumapit nga kayo rito.”
But none of them moved. The air was too heavy, too strange.
“Hindi si Av gumawa nito,” Jorwyn said at last, her voice final.
“You knew?” Garnet and Marlowe breathed together, disbelief weighing every syllable.
“Of course she knew,” Norelle snapped, fierce in her defense. “Do you all think this woman—this stubborn idiot—who never once took her eyes off Ava, wouldn’t notice?”
“Right,” Jorwyn murmured, a quiet agreement.
The silence that followed pressed against all of them, suffocating.
“Where’s Avalora?” Jorwyn asked again, her voice sharper now.
“What happened to you?” Marlowe demanded.
“How are you unscathed now?” Garnet pressed.
“Tangina Jor, bakit ang kinis mo bigla?” another voice broke in, clumsy humor cracking through the tension.
The absurdity startled them. For the first time, laughter rippled through the room, shaky and nervous, but laughter all the same.
Norelle’s smile did not last long. She spoke quickly, trying to settle the weight pressing on all of them. “Actually, we know she’s supposed to be home, to rest. Kaya nakita mo reaction ko when I thought it was her doing. Kaya ka… uhm… maayos na now?” Her words faltered, hands twitching helplessly. “Seriously, Jor, what happened?”
“She did not use her power naman, diba?” Jorwyn asked, ignoring the question.
“I made sure she didn’t,” Norelle said firmly. “I was here the whole time.”
“Jor, what happened?” Garnet asked again, this time her resolve breaking. She rushed forward, wrapped her arms around Jorwyn, and held her tight. “We were so worried,” she whispered, her tears dampening Jorwyn’s shoulder.
“Did Av cry?” Jorwyn asked, her voice softer, almost childlike.
“She did, of course.” Garnet pulled back, her hands shaking as she wiped at her cheeks. “Lahat naman kami umiyak eh.”
“Buddy, can you please tell us how this happened?” Marlowe leaned closer, lifting the blanket that covered Jorwyn’s legs. She froze, staring at the flawless skin where wounds should have been. Her voice dropped. “What the hell…”
“When can I see her?” Jorwyn asked again, dodging the question with almost deliberate stubbornness.
“She’ll be here mamaya,” Norelle replied. “Her duty’s after lunch, pero feeling ko maaga pa darating ’yon para makita ka agad—Teka nga! Kanina mo pa iniiwasan tanong namin ah.”
“Do you guys think she’ll understand why I can’t see her the way she wants me to, kapag nalaman niya ang dahilan?” Jorwyn asked quietly, her voice trembling with something she rarely allowed others to hear—fear.
“No, Jor. We’re not going to answer that. Not until you answer our question.” Garnet’s tone sharpened, anger surfacing through her worry.
“I don’t think she’ll understand,” Jorwyn whispered. “I’m just trying to protect her.”
“Ano ba ’yan, Jor! Sagutin mo tanong namin,” Marlowe snapped, her voice rising.
“Sandali lang. Iniisip ko iisipin ni Av—”
“Jor! Ano ba!” Norelle barked, her patience cracking.
“Hindi ko alam paano ko papaintindi s—”
“Jorwyn!!!” they shouted together, their voices colliding in frustration.
Jorwyn froze. Her lips parted, then closed again. She gripped the sheets so tightly her knuckles went white, eyes darting anywhere but theirs. For a heartbeat, it seemed like she might swallow the words, bury them like she always had.
But the weight was too heavy. The secret tore itself out.
“I’m not a mortal!”
The room shattered into silence.
Her words hung in the air, heavy, irreversible.
The monitors hummed faintly, the curtain swayed with a whisper of air, but no one spoke.
Garnet’s lips trembled. She whispered the only thing her stunned brain could manage. “You’re… kidding me.”
Marlowe staggered a step closer, voice low, disbelieving. “What the hell does that even mean, Jorwyn?”
Norelle’s throat bobbed, but no words came.
Jorwyn bowed her head, her hands twisting her sleeves. Her heart thudded painfully, louder than the silence that pressed against her ears.
The others—her team, her family—just stared. Their shock was a weight all its own, and she could feel it crushing down on her.
Notes:
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Chapter 25: Reopening Scars
Chapter Text
“Seventh place ka na, Garnet.” Solana sighed dramatically, clutching an imaginary clipboard like an exasperated judge.
“What the heck?!” Garnet snapped, her eyes narrowing at the fleet nurse’s grin. The harshness in her tone made everyone in the room pause and glance at her.
“Congrats, babygirl,” Solana chirped without missing a beat, stepping forward with exaggerated cheer. She seized Jorwyn’s hand and shook it enthusiastically, her grin stretching wide. “Ikaw na ang first place sa chart namin ni Garnet.”
“Anong pinagsasabi nito?” Norelle finally asked, her brows furrowing as she turned to Garnet. The captain’s voice was flat, edged with disbelief, while Garnet glared daggers at Solana, clearly about to explode.
“I didn’t agree with the ranking, Sol!” Garnet barked, yanking Jorwyn’s hand back from Solana as though the nurse’s touch was poison. “I should be in the top three. Sobrang useful ng sa’kin?!”
The others shifted uncomfortably, exchanging uncertain glances. None of them could quite follow the bizarre argument unraveling between the two.
“They’re ranking our powers,” Maerith supplied at last, her tone tinged with long-suffering amusement. She looked around at the group like a teacher clarifying nonsense for the class. “Eighth place ka dapat, Jor, kaso with your reveal… si Marlowe na.”
“Excuse me?!” Marlowe hissed, her voice sharp with offense. She planted her hands on her hips, ready to argue her honor.
“Let me see the chart.” Selene’s voice cut in, her curiosity piqued. She leaned over Solana’s shoulder, peering down as though the invisible list had suddenly become tangible. “What’s my ranking?”
“Eh? Sixth ka lang, Sel,” Solana replied breezily, swatting Selene’s hand off her shoulder without even looking. “Nothing to be excited about.”
“How can I get such a lousy ranking when I can control time?!” Selene’s voice rose an octave, her indignation echoing in the room. Her hands flew up in frustration, her composure cracking at the casual dismissal.
“Parang mga bata,” Norelle muttered under her breath, though her lips twitched like she was holding back a smile. Then, to everyone’s surprise, she raised her chin toward Solana. “What’s mine, Sol?”
Every head turned. Shock rippled through the group at their captain’s words. Norelle—the stern, unshakable leader—was actually playing along.
“Malakas ka saamin, Cap,” Solana said, eyes gleaming as she winked. “You’re ranked second.”
Norelle gave a small, satisfied smile, raising her thumb in mock approval. She looked almost playful, and the others blinked as though the sight did not quite register.
“Maerith, you’re fifth,” Solana continued, ticking off on her fingers. “Ako ang fourth—” she caught Garnet’s sharp intake of breath and pointed a warning finger. “Huwag kang aangal, Garnet!”
She did not pause for rebuttal, instead continuing with a flourish. “Syempre ang favorite ko sa team—si Avalora—ang third!”
“But I should be third!” Garnet immediately shot back, bristling like a cat whose tail had been stepped on.
“Oh come on, Garn,” Solana scoffed, rolling her eyes with theatrical annoyance. “Alright, sige. First place ka na.”
Garnet’s chest puffed up with vindication. “That’s right. The only place I—”
“First place sa 'the Lamest Power ranking'! Congrats, Garnet Apuli!” Solana crowed, slicing Garnet’s celebration in half.
“Kapal ng mukha mo!” Garnet roared. She lunged across the space, her boots heavy against the floor, every muscle in her body promising violence.
But before she could grab her, Solana vanished—gone in a blink. Her mocking laughter echoed faintly in the room, but her figure was nowhere to be found.
“Coward!” Garnet bellowed, spinning in circles, searching for the fleet nurse. Her frustration doubled when she realized Solana had escaped completely unscathed. “Better hide because the moment I catch you, I’ll crush you!”
The room erupted in scattered laughter and groans. The tension fractured into something lighter, ridiculous even, though the banter carried its own edge.
Yet, beneath the noise and chaos of their antics, Avalora stood still.
Her laughter never came.
Inside her head, a storm raged louder than Garnet’s shouts or Solana’s taunts. Her eyes were fixed, unblinking, on the woman at the center of it all.
Jorwyn.
Whole. Unscarred. Glowing.
The spark in her eyes had returned, fierce and burning, the same spark that Avalora had feared she would never see again. Every trace of blood, burns, and battered flesh was gone, as if the inferno that had consumed her had been nothing but a bad dream.
Avalora’s hands clenched at her sides, nails biting into her palms. The air in her lungs felt too thick to breathe.
Jorwyn looked back at her. Their gazes locked. The intensity in Jorwyn’s stare mirrored her own, an unspoken recognition passing between them.
And in that moment, the laughter and the chaos around them faded into nothing.
Avalora could only hear the pounding of her own heart.
The small, private space felt suddenly crowded—eyes settling on the two figures at the center like moths around a single flame.
“Hey, Av,” Jorwyn greeted gently, her voice carrying both relief and restraint.
Avalora stilled, momentarily caught in the weight of those two simple words. For a heartbeat, the busy hum of the ward seemed far away.
Around them, the rest of the team instinctively froze—conversations cut short, laughter tucked back into silence. Even Solana and Garnet, still bristling from their earlier squabble, stood shoulder to shoulder as if tethered by the gravity between the two women.
“How are you feeling?” Avalora asked, her voice tender and unguarded, as though she had forgotten that half a dozen others stood within earshot.
Jorwyn exhaled, the sound almost like a laugh. “Like I just stepped into a brand-new body,” she said, her tone wry, her smile softening the weight of her words. “Reborn, maybe. Strange, isn’t it?”
Avalora took another step forward, her composure slipping beneath the weight of emotion. “You have no idea how worried I was.” Her hand brushed against the bedframe, an anchor as she leaned closer. “Tell me, Jorwyn… what happened to you?”
The question fell heavily into the room, and every eye swung back to Jorwyn. Their comrades watched in silence, their anticipation threaded with unease. Some had heard fragments of her truth earlier, but here, with Avalora’s voice trembling in front of them, they all needed to listen to it again.
They needed it spoken aloud.
Jorwyn let out a long sigh, gathering herself. “I’m not like the rest of you,” she began slowly. “You guys know about it naman na—I can’t die. I’m immortal.”
The room rippled with disbelief once again, a chorus of gasps and muttered curses breaking the fragile quiet—as if it was the first time they heard it—making Jorwyn roll her eyes.
“How long has it been?” Avalora whispered.
Jorwyn’s eyes lifted, steady, resigned. “If you’re asking how long I’ve been walking this earth… uhm… five hundred years?”
The collective exhale was sharp and uneven.
“Though physically, mentally, emotionally,” Jorwyn went on, “I’ve been frozen at twenty-five. Ayun na siguro yung age na I stopped changing. My body never grows, never weakens, never strays from this frame. And kahit na I’ve lived centuries of experiences, I still feel… trapped in the mind of who I was back then.”
Maerith’s brow furrowed. “And how did you figure that out?”
Jorwyn’s lips pressed into a line before she answered. “Kasi nothing about me ever shifted after that year. My face hasn’t aged a day. I’ve never gained so much as a wrinkle or a scar I couldn’t heal. The body, the mind—it’s like being locked in amber.” Her hand drifted to her temple, as though recalling all the futile attempts to feel older, wiser, different.
Her voice lowered, almost a confession. “As for death… I lost track long ago. I stopped counting after my hundredth.”
The silence thickened. Selene’s eyes widened in disbelief. Solana’s usual sharp tongue faltered, replaced by a blunt, stunned murmur. “That’s… insane.”
Jorwyn laughed then, but it was a bitter, hollow sound. It echoed against the sterile walls and tightened something in everyone’s chest.
“How did this happen to you?” Garnet asked quietly, her voice stripped of its usual bite. “Were you born with it?”
Jorwyn’s gaze fell to her lap, fingers tugging absently at the sleeve of her gown. “The curse has been with me since before I was born. It was woven into me while I was still in my mother’s womb. Pero it didn’t… show itself until the day my parents died.” Her voice faltered for a fraction of a second, but she forced herself onward. “I was only six.”
The weight of those words settled heavily, like ash on their tongues.
Norelle finally spoke, her tone sharper, almost defiant. “Why call it a curse? Others would give anything for what you have. To survive anything—ang mabuhay panghabang panahon.”
Jorwyn’s head tilted back, and a low, humorless laugh spilled from her lips. She laughed long enough that it made her comrades shift uncomfortably, the sarcasm in the sound burning.
It was not joy; it was scorn.
Norelle immediately regretted asking.
“Glad?” she repeated, her voice breaking between laughter. “You think I should be thankful?” The laughter died as abruptly as it began, leaving behind only a bitter smile.
Her eyes hardened. “I would trade everything to die today, Norelle. Hindi niyo ba nakikita? I never asked for this. My parents gave their lives to free me from one curse, only for me to inherit another far worse.”
Her words cut through the air like a blade, raw and unpolished. Around her, no one spoke.
Avalora’s breath hitched, her eyes glistening as though she wanted to reach out but did not dare. Garnet lowered her gaze, her throat tight with unspoken grief. Even Solana, ever the jester, found no quip waiting on her tongue.
The truth lay bare now, heavy and undeniable.
Jorwyn drew in a slow breath, her gaze lowering to her hands as if the truth itself burned there. When she finally spoke again, her voice had a quiet weight, the timbre of someone carrying centuries in her chest.
“Hindi naman kasi ‘to basta-basta lang nangyari sa’kin eh,” she said. “This life—this curse—was given to me by the fire deity. Aguwa. Her love for a mortal is what caused all of this.” She paused, eyes clouding as memory pulled at her. “I had to become immortal so Aguwa could continue to see the fruit of that love… saakin.”
The room sank into silence, her comrades riveted. No one dared interrupt. It was as if the sterile white walls themselves leaned closer to listen. Their eyes, wide with awe and disbelief, urged her on.
“My parents wanted nothing to do with fire,” she continued bitterly. “They were terrified that I would inherit its power. They didn’t want me bound to Aguwa, to offer myself to her. Akala nila they could protect me by making sacrifices—horrible sacrifices. They sinned, killed innocent mortals, just to keep me free.” Her throat tightened, but she pushed the words out. “Pero in the end, Aguwa tricked them. She gave me this curse anyway. A burden I never chose.”
Avalora, who had been quiet until then, broke her silence with a tremor in her voice. “But… why didn’t you heal right away this time? You should have—at least according to what we’ve seen of you. Bakit nagtagal pa?” Her eyes searched Jorwyn’s face as though the answer mattered to her more than anyone else’s in the room.
Jorwyn turned toward her, the corners of her lips tugging downward. “Av, that’s the thing. Originally, I wasn’t meant to be immortal in every sense. I was supposed to be fireproof—ayon lang talaga dapat. My body could withstand flames, and that was it.”
Her voice hardened as she continued. “But there was a time, long ago, when I was trapped inside a burning building. Buong gabi ‘yon. I thought even my body couldn’t take it anymore. I died—or at least, I should have.”
She looked up, her eyes distant as if she still saw the fire’s glow. “And when the sun rose, when the first light touched my skin, nagising na lang ulit ako. Alive again. Reborn.”
“So you don’t heal instantly?” Avalora pressed, the question almost desperate.
Jorwyn gave a small shake of her head. “If it’s fire-related, kayang kaya. I can walk out unscathed from any flame. But if it’s something else—blood loss, broken bones, head trauma—I can’t. For those… I wait for sunrise. That’s when I came back. That’s when I heal.”
She hesitated, then added with a bitter smirk, “And maniniwala ba kayong I can control it, too? Suppress my healing when I need to? Pretend to be burned or broken so no one suspects? You’d be surprised how often I’ve had to fool the world just to survive it.”
Her words sank in, her comrades’ faces reflecting understanding mixed with a new kind of fear.
Solana, who had been unusually quiet, softened her voice when she finally spoke. “So… ikaw na lang ba? You’re the last one carrying this?”
Jorwyn’s eyes fell to her lap. “I wish I weren’t. Ang kaso, when my Nang died, I was left alone. Since then, it’s just been me.”
“Oh, god…” Solana muttered under her breath, her usual humor stripped away.
“I’ve lived through wars,” Jorwyn went on, her tone steady but edged with sorrow. “Through plagues, through revolutions. Always moving from place to place, always hiding who I was so no one would notice that I didn’t age.” Her gaze flicked upward, meeting theirs. “Before BlueSent—before VARL—I spent three decades in Canada.”
Selene blinked, then let out a sudden laugh. “That explains the accent.”
The tension broke for a moment, the group chuckling in relief at the levity. Even Jorwyn smiled faintly, grateful for the breath of normalcy.
But the reprieve did not last long.
“Guys,” Maerith said suddenly, lifting her phone and frowning at the glowing screen. “I know we’re all caught up in Jorwyn’s story, but… Chief Nurse just pinged me. She’s asking for an updated report about Jor.”
“Damn it,” Norelle cursed under her breath, realization dawning like ice in her veins. She turned sharply toward Jorwyn, pointing at her as if she herself could not believe what she was seeing. “We’ve got a real problem here. It hasn’t even been a full day, and you’re sitting there completely healed. How the hell are we supposed to explain this?”
The room tensed again, the weight of the secret pressing down heavier than ever.
“I’ll ask for my dad’s help,” Avalora murmured, as though she had already decided and was simply letting the words slip out.
Jorwyn’s shoulders tightened at Avalora’s declaration, as if the very idea of dragging someone else into her long, wired mess made her skin crawl.
“I don’t want your father caught up in this, Av,” Jorwyn said softly, every syllable edged with the tired caution of someone who had seen too many paid-for debts turn sour.
Avalora stepped closer, her palms open as if laying down an invisible shield. “Wyn, please. Let me do something. I held back from healing you before—I can’t keep doing that when you need help. My father can provide support without being pulled into the worst of it. Trust me.” Her voice was steady, but beneath it sat a fierce tenderness that made Jorwyn look at her twice.
“Ava…” Jorwyn started, then stopped. The room seemed to lean toward them, every pair of eyes suddenly more interested in what these two would decide than any report or protocol.
“Please?” Avalora asked again, small and earnest.
Jorwyn inhaled, then exhaled a brittle laugh. “Fine. Pero, you promise me this—whatever your father does, it won’t put you or your family in danger.” Her eyes searched Avalora’s face as though measuring the weight of the promise.
“You don’t have to worry about anything, Wyn,” Avalora replied, squeezing Jorwyn’s hand. “Alam ko kung hanggang saan ang kaya niya. He’s the best at what he does.” There was conviction in the nurse’s words that made Garnet and the others relax a degree.
Maerith, who had been hovering with distracted competence, chimed in before anything else could derail the fragile agreement. “So… should I just make up a report? A plausible timeline, a standard recovery note?” Her suggestion was practical and blunt—VARL’s version of crisis management.
Jorwyn gave her a sheepish, embarrassed smile. “I’m sorry you’ll have to do that, Mae.”
She waved her off with the easy grin of someone who had forged lies for friends before. “Don’t sweat it. We cover for each other. That’s what a team is.”
A warmth spread through Jorwyn’s chest at that—the quiet solidarity felt like balm. But the unease returned like a shadow when she looked up at them all, searching for anything resembling fear.
“Hindi ba… Aren’t you guys scared of me?” she asked, forcing a lightness into her voice she did not feel.
Their answers came in a tumble: teasing, defensive, sincere—each one a thread in the net that caught her.
“You’re bonkers, Jor.”
“Nothing to be scared of naman eh.”
“Garnet’s doppleganger is much worse, so chill.”
“Kay Norelle lang ako natatakot, to be honest..”
“No way I’d be scared of you, buddy.”
Solana even managed a playful, “You’ll always be my babygirl.”
The chorus wrapped around her like an improvised armada; laughter softened the edges of dread and made the room a little less clinical, a little more human.
Then Avalora’s voice cut through everything, quiet but absolute, “No curse, no force… nothing in this world could ever pull me away from you, Jorwyn.”
The sentence hung there, simple and enormous. It was not a promise born of naivety but of choice—an oath offered in plain daylight.
Jorwyn felt something unclench inside her chest. It was not peace, exactly. But it was enough—enough to let her hold onto the moment, to let the day advance without the weight of solitude bearing down.
The room had finally emptied, leaving behind only the soft hum of the air-conditioning and the muted shuffle of Avalora’s footsteps. One by one, the others had peeled away—SCAR to resume their duties in the emergency wing, VARL to scatter into their well-earned breaks, though each promised to return on rotation to guard Jorwyn.
The quiet that followed felt heavier, but not unwelcome.
Jorwyn reclined on the hospital bed, idly chewing on thin slices of apple that Garnet and Marlowe had left behind. The sweetness lingered on her tongue, but her eyes remained fixed on Avalora, who stood a few feet away, phone pressed against her ear, her expression both earnest and weary.
“Thanks, Dad. I’ll see you,” Avalora murmured before ending the call. With deliberate calm, she turned toward Jorwyn and crossed the space between them, pulling the chair closer to the bedside. There was a quiet determination in her movement, the kind that made Jorwyn’s chest feel strangely warm.
“I haven’t told him anything yet,” Avalora admitted, lowering herself into the seat. Her voice softened, intimate, as though the words were meant for Jorwyn alone. “Gusto ko kasi face-to-face when I explain it to him. That kind of news shouldn’t come over the phone.”
Jorwyn, smiling faintly, offered her another slice of apple. Avalora accepted it without hesitation, brushing Jorwyn’s fingers in the process, though she pretended not to notice the spark that touch left behind.
“But,” Avalora continued, biting into the fruit, “we’ll have to wait until Friday. He’s out of town right now.”
“That’s fine,” Jorwyn replied, leaning back on the pillows with casual confidence. “With the way our teammates think, I know they’ll figure out excuses to keep people from asking too many questions about me, diba?”
Her tone carried such certainty that Avalora couldn’t help but laugh. “Tama ka. With Sol and Norelle alone, we’re already safe. The two of them could spin a cover story out of thin air.”
Silence lingered for a moment, a comfortable yet charged atmosphere. Jorwyn resumed nibbling at her apple while Avalora, chin propped on her hand, studied her. Her gaze traced the curve of Jorwyn’s cheek, the faint glimmer of amusement in her eyes, the way her features carried both timelessness and youth.
And then, without meaning to, Avalora whispered aloud, “The owner of this adorable baby face has lived longer than Jose Rizal?”
The words slipped out like a thought she had not meant to share, and Jorwyn’s laughter erupted almost immediately. Avalora blinked, startled by the sound, before realizing what she had done.
“You didn’t even realize na you said that out loud, no?” Jorwyn teased, shaking her head, still chuckling.
Avalora’s eyes widened in horror, and she clapped a hand over her mouth. “Oh, shit,” she groaned. “Naman, eh!” In her embarrassment, she swatted Jorwyn’s shoulder, but the immortal only laughed harder, the sound bright and unrestrained.
“Alam ko namang may crush ka sa’kin, Av,” Jorwyn teased, her grin wicked. “Pero grabe ka, Rizal lived in the 1800s—lagpas dalawang daang taon yata ang agwat namin!”
Avalora rolled her eyes dramatically, crossing her arms and leaning back into the chair. “Whatever. Yabang mo. Panget ka lang naman.”
“Baby face nga ako eh,” Jorwyn shot back smugly, tapping her cheek. “And you still haven’t denied na crush mo ko.”
“Manahimik ka!” Avalora burst out, cheeks burning, though the corner of her lips twitched against her will.
Jorwyn laughed again, and Avalora swore the sound carried something dangerous—something that reached into her ribcage and rattled her heart against its prison of bone. It was not irritation that made her pulse race; it was something far more reckless.
Finally, Avalora let her bravado slip. She exhaled sharply and said, “Di mo naman kayang reciprocate.” Her voice was steady, but her gaze darted away, unwilling to meet Jorwyn’s eyes. It was safer to look at the sterile white of the room’s walls than face the storm she had just unleashed.
The silence that followed stretched unbearably long. Avalora’s chest tightened. She turned back, half ready to laugh it off, only to find Jorwyn watching her intently, gaze heavy with something Avalora could not name.
“Wyn, I was just kidding, you kn—”
“Aguwa,” Jorwyn interrupted softly, her tone low and certain, cutting through Avalora’s attempt to retreat. “She’s the reason for all of this.”
Avalora froze, words dying on her tongue. Her throat felt dry as she asked, haltingly, “You mean… You can’t… reciprocate… can’t be with me… because of Aguwa?”
Jorwyn’s lips curved into a small, almost sorrowful smile. “Part of it, Av,” she admitted. “And I think I owe you the explanation, don’t I?”
Avalora did not need to check her pulse—her heart’s frantic beating was impossible to ignore. She swallowed hard, wondering why just the promise of an explanation felt like standing on the edge of something she was not ready to face.
“Remember when I told you I once fell in love?” Jorwyn’s voice was calm, but her eyes darkened with memory.
Avalora’s stomach clenched. She nodded, barely managing to ask, “The one who left you?”
Jorwyn shook her head slowly. “No. The one who died.”
The air in the room seemed to thicken, pressing down on Avalora. She could only whisper, “Okay…”—though the word sounded fragile, like it might break apart.
“You see,” Jorwyn said, voice quiet but firm, “before I truly loved her… I intended to use her.”
The world smelled of smoke that night, the kind that clung not to buildings or forests, but to skin, to memory. She remembered how the night air in Intramuros carried both incense from the church and the metallic stench of guns. A fragile balance—faith and conquest, prayer and empire.
She was neither Spaniard nor American nor fully of this earth. She was something else, cursed, tethered to a promise she never asked for.
That was when she called for Aguwa.
Beneath a kapok tree by the river, firelight spiraled without wood, flames forming the silhouette of a woman whose eyes blazed like embers.
“Aba, narito ka na naman, supling.” Aguwa’s voice carried both scorn and sorrow, echoing as though the river itself bent to her.
“Aguwa, palayain mo na ako,” she pleaded, desperation cracking in her voice.
“Yaruwen—”
“Jorin,” she tried to correct, almost whispering.
“Yaruwen, Yarwen, Jarwen, Jorin—kung ano man ang ipilit mong pangalan ngayon—wala kang mapapala sa pinagtatangka mo,” Aguwa replied coldly, her tone carrying both finality and warning.
“Wala ka bang awa sa akin?” her voice trembled, pain mixing with defiance. “Bakit ako ang kailangang magdusa para sa kasalanang hindi ko naman ginawa? This isn’t even my own parents fault.”
“Isang kasinungalingan,” Aguwa spat, eyes narrowing. “Sina Dayara at Marikan—sila mismo ang dapat mong sisihin. Ang dugo nila ang pinagmulan ng sumpang ito.”
“You betrayed them!” she fired back, anger flaring hot through her fear. “Ikaw ang tumalikod, hindi sila!”
She bowed, fists clenched at her sides. “Aguwa. Please—sabihin mo sa’kin. What do I have to do para matapos na ‘to?” Her English slipped into the cracks of her Tagalog, the way her generation learned to weave both. “I don’t want this immortality anymore.”
Aguwa’s flames hissed. “Hindi ito sumpa lamang, kundi alaala. Ang apoy ay hindi nagbibigay—kundi kumukuha. Kung nais mong lumaya, ipakita mong kaya mong magmahal gaya ng pagmamahal ko kay Layna.”
“Magmahal?” Her brow furrowed. “That’s it? That’s all? Then I’ll—”
“Huwag na huwag mo itong gagawing biro.” Aguwa’s fire snapped, sparks leaping like claws. “Ang tunay na pag-ibig ay hindi iniimbento. Hindi pinipilit. Kapag dumating, ang mismong diwa ng apoy ay kikilalanin ito, at doon… papayagan kitang palitan ako. Ikaw ang magiging bagong Diwata ng Apoy.”
Her breath caught. The promise glittered sharper than any blade. Replace Aguwa. End the chain. Freedom dangled before her. All she had to do was prove love.
And she thought she found it in Isabel.
The first time she noticed the woman was not at the hacienda chapel, nor at the Sunday market, but under the sweltering noon sun in the cane fields.
It was 1920, in Kalubnan, the haciendas were still half in ruins from the wars. She, disguised as a farmhand, carried sacks of cane heavier than her frame should bear. That was when she saw her—Isabel, the widowed ilustrado’s daughter, her dress plain but her gaze steady.
“Salamat,” Isabel said softly one afternoon, handing water to workers wilting under the sun. Unlike others of her class, her voice carried no command, only care.
When Isabel’s eyes lingered on her, something cracked inside the immortal’s chest.
At first, she told herself this was only a strategy. If Aguwa required love, she would make it. She would whisper sweetness, laugh at jokes, and hold Isabel’s hand beneath the stars. She would trick both Isabel and the divine spark.
Days became weeks. Isabel found excuses to wander the fields—sometimes with baskets of food, only to sit on a crumbling stone wall and watch the sunset turn the sky to fire.
One evening, after the bells of San Agustin had tolled and faded, hymns in English drifted from the chapel—voices of American missionaries teaching children the language of their empire. Isabel sat cross-legged on the ground, listening but not singing, her eyes instead on the fireflies.
“They want us to forget,” Isabel murmured. “Our words, our songs. But fireflies don’t change their light, kahit saan sila dalhin.”
She turned to her, startled by the quiet rebellion laced in her voice. She was supposed to play the seducer, but Isabel’s conviction tangled around her like vines.
“Jorin,” Isabel murmured one dusk, when they sat against the crumbling wall of the hacienda chapel. Cicadas shrilled in the fields. “Why do you look at me as if you’re here, yet far away?”
She tried to laugh it off, but her throat burned. “Because I’m scared. Baka… mawala ka.”
Isabel touched her hand, firm. “Then hold me tighter. Hindi ako aalis.”
Her hand was warm.
By the third month, they had a rhythm—stolen afternoons by the river, whispered jokes beneath the kapok tree, shared bread behind the chapel while U.S. soldiers marched past, rifles on their shoulders, boots heavy against the cobblestones.
“Don’t look,” Isabel whispered once, tugging her arm closer when soldiers whistled at passing women. Her fingers stayed entwined longer than necessary.
The trick unraveled, and she found herself no longer acting. She wanted Isabel’s laughter, wanted to memorize every tilt of her head, every word.
She kissed her once under the moon, telling herself it was part of the plan.
The second kiss was already different.
By the third, she was lost.
And she knew, for the first time in centuries, she had fallen.
She brought Isabel to the river, where firelight already coiled in waiting. Aguwa emerged from the blaze, her eyes narrowed.
“Here!” The immortal shouted, her voice shaking. “I did it. Look at her. I love her. She loves me. Hindi ba sapat na?”
For a heartbeat, silence. The fire flickered low. Then Aguwa’s laugh split the night like thunder.
“Hangal.” Her voice lashed like flame. “Akala mo’y maipapain mo ako sa ilusyon? Ang pag-ibig na nagsimula sa pandaraya ay kasinungalingan pa rin ang ugat.”
She staggered. “No! This isn’t fake anymore! Aguwa, I swear—I love her now, more than my life!”
“At ano’ng saysay kung sinimulan mo ito sa kasinungalingan?” Aguwa’s flames towered, hissing, twisting into talons. “Ang alab ay nakakakita ng ugat ng bawat puso. Hindi mo ako maloloko.”
“Jorin…” Isabel whispered, clutching her arm, terrified. “Sino siya?”
“Isabel—please, tumakbo ka na—”
However, the fire was already encircling her, scarlet and merciless.
“No!” She fell to her knees. “Aguwa, punish me, not her! Ako lang! Wag siya!”
Aguwa’s gaze bore down, molten and cruel. “Nagmahal ako ng totoo, at binayaran ko ng habambuhay na sakit. Ikaw, sinubukan mong gawing laro ang pag-ibig. Ito ang kabayaran.”
“No, please! I beg you!” she screamed, crawling forward, her skin blistering only to heal again, her immortality mocking her helplessness.
“Jorin!” Isabel cried, her voice torn.
The blaze shrieked higher, drowning Isabel’s scream. Her immortality sealed her fate—skin unmarked, bones unbroken—while Isabel’s flesh crumbled into ash before her eyes.
It was the cruelest mockery that she could not burn, but she would live to remember the burning forever.
The night split with the immortal’s howl. She lunged into the flames, but they only hissed and bent away from her. Her arms caught nothing but heat. When the fire cleared, the earth was empty. Isabel was gone.
Her body collapsed into the soot, fingers clawing at the blackened ground. Her sobs raked her chest, each one heavier than the next.
Aguwa’s voice thundered above her weeping. “Hindi mo na ako muling susubukin. Tandaan mo ito, supling—bawat pagkakataon na muling iibig ka na hindi bukal, haharapin mo ang parehong kapalaran. Ang mga mamahalin mo ay magiging abo sa iyong harapan.”
She looked up, eyes blazing with tears. “You’re cruel… Isa ka ngang halimaw!”
Aguwa’s flames surged higher, her expression unreadable. “Ako’y diyosa, hindi tao. Ang aking kapangyarihan ay batas. At ang batas ay walang awa.”
Then she was gone. The river returned to silence, the night air stinking of char.
She pressed her forehead into the ashes until her face was black. Her vow tore from her chest like a wound.
“I’ll never love again. Never. Hindi ko hahayaang mangyari ‘to ulit.”
The years blurred, then decades, then centuries. Isabel’s voice haunted her through every fire. When comrades laughed, when someone’s hand lingered on hers, when Avalora’s gaze burned too bright—always, she remembered the scream.
She had wanted freedom. Instead, she had built her own prison.
Immortal. Unburned. And forever alone.
Avalora sat frozen, her palms clammy against her knees. Every word Jorwyn spoke felt like it carved into her, each detail heavy with centuries of grief. She could almost see Isabel’s scream in the fire, hear the hiss of Aguwa’s judgment echoing across time.
When Jorwyn finally fell silent, Avalora realized she had been holding her breath. She released it slowly, her chest aching. For the first time since she met Jorwyn, she felt like she was looking at a wound so raw it had never closed—not even after five hundred years.
“A tragedy like that…” Avalora whispered, voice breaking. “Wyn, you’ve been carrying it alone all this time.”
Jorwyn’s eyes flicked up, uncertain, as if waiting for rejection.
Avalora shook her head, refusing to let the weight of silence win. “If I were Isabel, and I loved you… I would never blame you. Not even for a second. You weren’t cruel. You weren’t pretending, not when it mattered. The fact that you still remember her like this—it only means what you felt was real.”
Jorwyn’s lips trembled, and she opened her mouth to speak, but Avalora leaned closer, cutting in, her words tumoring before she lost courage.
“You think Aguwa cursed you by taking her away. But Wyn… the real curse is how you’ve convinced yourself you’re not allowed to love again. That’s what’s killing you more than immortality ever could.”
Her hand hovered, unsure if she had the right, then she let it drop onto Jorwyn’s—warm, trembling, alive.
“I don’t care about Aguwa,” Avalora said firmly, her voice steady now, her chest hammering with certainty. “I’m not afraid of her, and I’m not scared of you. If this is a prison, then I’ll sit in it with you. Kung abo man ang kahihinatnan ko—at least it will be because I chose you.”
The words hung between them, fragile and sharp, like glass catching the light.
For a long moment, Jorwyn did not move. Her breath hitched, her gaze darting to Avalora’s hand resting against hers. Then slowly—so slowly—it closed around Avalora’s fingers.
Her voice cracked when she spoke. “Av… don’t make promises like that.”
Avalora’s lips curled into a sad smile. “Then let me show you instead.”
The room was quiet but no longer heavy. The shadows felt less cruel, the silence less suffocating. For the first time in centuries, Jorwyn was not alone with her ghosts.
Outside, night stretched endlessly, but inside that room, something fragile and stubborn burned—a warmth that no fire could ever consume.
Chapter 26: Mending Veins
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The morning of Jorwyn’s transfer was supposed to be quiet—smooth, calculated, and hidden from the curious eyes of anyone who might notice her suspiciously quick recovery.
Everything had been planned down to the smallest detail. Avalora adjusted her bandages, Norelle kept the papers ready, and Selene was poised to intervene if needed.
But all their preparation was shattered in an instant when the door swung open without warning.
“Kai,” Avalora whispered under her breath.
“Hey, Ava,” Kai greeted, striding in with her usual easy energy. “How’s your teammate—” Her words stopped dead.
Because there, standing tall and startlingly well, was Jorwyn. No pale patient with tubes, no fragile woman chained to bedrest. Instead, she was upright, her posture steady, while Avalora fumbled to finish fastening a fake shoulder bandage onto her.
Avalora’s hands, steady only moments ago, suddenly betrayed her. The bandage she was fastening slipped against Jorwyn’s shoulder as her fingers trembled.
Her breath caught in her throat, but Kai’s eyes were already widening.
The room froze. Literally.
Selene, without a second thought, snapped her fingers, halting time itself. The fluorescent light seemed to hum louder in the silence, motes of dust suspended mid-air, the subtle swish of Kai’s hair locked unnaturally in place.
“Hoy, shit. Holy shit. Holy shit,” Selene muttered, pacing in frantic little hops as though the ground had suddenly turned too hot.
She whirled toward Norelle, then waved her hand, releasing her from the time-stillness.
Norelle blinked rapidly, taking in the scene—the frozen figure of Kai, Avalora frozen mid-breath, Jorwyn caught mid-turn.
“Oh my god,” she whispered, her panic surging. She darted for the half-opened door and slammed it shut with a bang that seemed too loud for the quiet world. “Don’t tell me you unfroze me because you just wanted me to close the door?”
“Silly! You know what it is!” Selene hissed back, wringing her hands. “Make your call, quick. Mag-u-unfreeze silang lahat any second now!”
Norelle’s breath came sharp, uneven. Her pulse pounded at her temples, but she straightened and marched toward Kai’s frozen figure, determination hardening her features. She stood in front of her, close enough that when time returned, their eyes would meet instantly.
“Fine. Fine,” she muttered, steadying her shaking hands.
The moment the air shifted and time snapped back into motion, Norelle’s voice rang firm.
“Kaila Alonzo,” she commanded, her tone carrying unnatural weight. “The moment our eyes break, you will leave this room and forget you ever saw Jorwyn in the state you saw her. If anyone asks about her, you’ll say she’s still bedridden. Still in a bad state.”
Kai’s pupils dilated, her body slackened for a breath—and then, as if compelled by invisible strings, she turned on her heel and left without a word.
The instant the door clicked shut, Norelle collapsed, her knees buckling to the ground. Blood flecked her lips as she coughed, the toll of her ability draining her strength.
“Norelle, what the hell?” Jorwyn gasped, dropping down beside her, one steadying arm at her back.
“That was terrifying,” Selene admitted, hugging herself and still wide-eyed from how close they had come to exposure.
“How did you even manage to stand right in front of Kai when she was across the room?” Avalora asked, her voice wavering between awe and horror. She pressed a clean white cloth into Norelle’s trembling hands.
Selene puffed her chest despite her trembling. “That’s me! I’m the reason she could—uh—teleport.”
Avalora shot her a look sharp enough to cut steel.
“Good job, Sel,” Jorwyn said instead, managing a tired but grateful smile in her direction.
“Wag kang ganyan! Baka ma-fall ka sa’kin,” Selene joked weakly.
Her attempt at humor made Jorwyn laugh, Avalora roll her eyes with a scoff, and Norelle groan even as she wiped blood from her lips.
“Siraulo,” Avalora muttered.
“Di naman mabiro,” Selene shot back, pouting.
The tension, though still thick in the air, had broken just enough to let them breathe again.
Hours later, Solana sat in the driver’s seat of the bulky transport vehicle that would ferry Jorwyn to her new hospital. Her hands clenched the wheel nervously, knuckles pale.
“This is my first time driving something this big!” she said enthusiastically.
Beside her, Garnet slouched in the shotgun seat, arms crossed, unimpressed. “This is nothing compared to my truck.”
“Pwede. Tumayo ka don sa harapan tapos babanggain kita?” Solana shot back, exasperated.
“I can crumble this vehicle like paper in my hands,” Garnet said flatly, not even looking at her.
Their bickering echoed through the thin partition to the back, where Jorwyn and the others were riding. The crew exchanged knowing looks, laughter bubbling up despite the weight of the morning.
“Lalong lumala ang bangayan ng dalawang ’yon ever since nalaman nila ang powers ng isa’t isa,” Maerith sighed, shaking her head.
It was a brief, comforting normalcy in a day that had been far from ordinary.
But as they rerouted through a narrow residential street—detoured by road repairs on the main highway—an unexpected sight drew all eyes forward. A crowd had gathered, voices urgent, clustered around the end of the street where thick smoke spiraled into the sky. Fire crews were at work, dousing bright flames.
Jorwyn’s body stiffened instantly.
She was supposed to be resting, hiding, playing the role of fragile patient. However, instinct surged through her, raw and uncontainable. Before Avalora could react, Jorwyn leaned forward from her bed and pressed Avalora against her chest, as though shielding her from the sight of the blaze.
“Wyn?” Avalora’s voice cracked, muffled into Jorwyn’s embrace.
Realization flickered in Jorwyn’s eyes, and she pulled back quickly, shame coloring her cheeks. “Oh… Av. Sorry.” She forced herself to retreat to her original spot, her breath coming fast, uneven, as though she had just sprinted a hundred meters.
Avalora studied her, concern knitting her brow. “Are you okay?” she asked softly.
But Jorwyn only forced a shaky thumbs up, her hand trembling so badly it betrayed her.
The others pretended not to notice, though the silence in the back of the transport vehicle carried a gravity no one could laugh away.
At last, they arrived at Arceta Crest Medical Center, a hospital owned by Avalora’s family, but still under Amihan’s network. Its tall white walls gleamed, pristine, guarded with an air of exclusivity.
Waiting for them at the entrance were two staff members in pale uniforms.
“Nurse Avalora,” one of them greeted. “Dr. Arceta already briefed us on what should be done.”
Avalora nodded curtly, her hand still hovering protectively at Jorwyn’s side.
The double doors slid open, and two uniformed staff bowed slightly as they stepped forward. “Nurse Arceta. Naka-ready na po ang Arceta Room #2,” one of them said smoothly, their voice carrying that careful tone reserved for the hospital’s highest authority.
At once, the name hung in the air like a strange weight. Garnet’s brows shot up. “Wait, Arceta Room? As in… family-only Arceta Room?” She blinked between Avalora and Jorwyn. “Uh, since when does a Robles get VIP bloodline treatment?”
Solana, ever quick to seize an opening, smirked and elbowed her. “Drama nga ng pamilya eh. Parang teleserye—isang iglap, may bagong member na pala.”
The rest of VARL and SCAR exchanged uncertain looks, the unease rolling through them. It was too deliberate, too personal a move to dismiss as just medical protocol. If anything, it felt less like they were stepping into a hospital wing and more like being drawn into something private—something tied not to duty, but to lineage.
Avalora ignored the whispers entirely, already striding ahead. “Let’s go,” she said firmly, leaving no room for questions.
Jorwyn was escorted into an area sealed off from public access and will be monitored and controlled under SCAR’s authority. Here, at least, she would be hidden.
Safe.
By the time Jorwyn had been settled into her private room, the tension from earlier had finally begun to ease. The sterile walls, humming quietly with the faint buzz of medical equipment, seemed less suffocating now that she was surrounded by her people—her team, her friends, her family in all but blood.
And as promised, they did not let the occasion pass without marking it.
The air filled with the clatter of plates and the smell of food they had somehow managed to smuggle in—fried chicken, pancit, chips, and even bottles of soda that fizzed loudly whenever someone popped a cap open.
Garnet had secured the corner like an uninterested bodyguard, though even she could not fully hide the ghost of a smile when Solana teased her.
The mood was warm, alive. After all the brushes with death, the near-disasters, the weight of secrets—they needed this.
“Guys,” Selene announced between bites of siomai, raising her hand like she was giving a toast, “deserve talaga ni Norelle yung second rank. Grabe, ang takot ko kanina sa pinanggagawa niya. Feeling ko pati ako mapapasunod niya kahit di ako target niya.”
Solana, chewing noisily on chicken, raised a brow. “Ano raw, Cap? Pinagsasabi nito?”
Norelle dabbed her lips with a napkin, unbothered. “Kai walked in kanina, while we were preparing to vacate the room. And nakita niyang nakatayo tong si Jor.”
The ones who had not been there earlier all froze mid-bite. “What?!” came the chorus of disbelief.
“Relax,” Norelle said coolly, though her pallor betrayed how much it had cost her. “Got to give it to Sel, though. She froze time long enough for me to gather my thoughts. Gave me the window to do what I had to.”
Selene beamed, puffing her chest.
“Good job, babe,” Marlowe crooned, nudging the nurse playfully, who accepted the cooing with the biggest smile.
“Ew,” Solana groaned at the sight, only to nearly choke when Selene clapped back.
“Pero kila Ava at Jor kinikilig ka?!” Selene pointed an accusing finger.
The whole group’s attention immediately shifted to the two seated at the far end of the table. Jorwyn had been quietly eating, Avalora beside her with a plate in hand, cutting up pieces of meat as though she were caring for an invalid.
“Avaaa,” Jorwyn murmured gently, “I’m all healed. No need to do that.”
Avalora’s eyes softened, her tone even softer. “Maybe a part of you still hurts. Let me do this for you, okay?”
Jorwyn’s lips parted as if to argue, but the earnestness in Avalora’s gaze silenced her.
Across the room, Solana squealed so loudly the soda fizzed out of her bottle. She smacked Norelle’s arm repeatedly. “ANG KILIG KO!” she squealed, nearly bouncing on her seat. Even Garnet, who rarely indulged in theatrics, found herself smiling at the sight.
“Where’d you guys get your powers?” Jorwyn asked suddenly, breaking the spell of laughter. Her tone was curious, but also layered with something else—an unspoken search for connection. “Like… did you all get it from a god, the way I did?”
The room quieted for a beat.
“Nah,” Solana said, shrugging as if it were no big deal. “Woke up like this.”
“Same,” Norelle added, and both Garnet and Selene nodded in agreement.
Marlowe leaned back in her chair, her voice thoughtful. “Well, my grandpa told me once about the legend of Dagitlim. He said Dagitlim was Amihan’s younger brother. You know—Amihan, the wind spirit.”
“Walanghiya,” Garnet grumbled. “Buti ka pa, may kwento. Kami? Bigla na lang sumulpot yung powers.”
“Well,” Marlowe teased, “maybe you’ll have to ask your ancestors about it. Malay niyo, diba?”
At that, Maerith, who had been quietly observing, finally spoke. “Sol, we have to talk about the origin of mine. I think… we’re similar.”
Solana nearly dropped her chicken bone. “What?! Bakit ngayon mo lang sinasabi?”
Maerith smirked slyly. “No reason. Gusto lang kitang bitinin.”
Solana narrowed her eyes at her, glaring daggers, while everyone else snickered into their food.
Selene, still not done stirring mischief, turned toward Avalora. “How about you, Av—nakakainis naman ‘tong dalawang to!”
Her sentence trailed off when she noticed Avalora leaning far too close to Jorwyn, her focus entirely on the lone scar etched on the firefighter’s eyebrow. Her finger hovered near it, like it was something sacred.
“Do you want me to try to remove this?” Avalora asked softly, touching it with a gentleness that made Jorwyn’s breath catch.
Jorwyn immediately leaned back, startled by both the intimacy and the offer. “Av, masyado kang malapit,” she whispered, gripping Avalora’s wrist. But her tone softened a moment later. “And no… It’s my souvenir.” She smiled faintly.
Avalora did not withdraw completely, though her eyes gleamed with something unspoken. “It’s cute, though. Yeah… let’s let it rest there,” she murmured, finally pulling her hand back with a gleeful smile.
Selene slapped the table. “Nandito pa kami, hello?”
Both Jorwyn and Avalora jolted, turning their heads away so fast it almost looked rehearsed.
“Pisti,” Norelle muttered under her breath. “Parang di sila nag-LQ bago naaksidente tong si Jor.”
“You guys haven’t seen them mag-isa!” Solana crowed, leaning forward. “Mas malapit pa si Ava kapag silang dalawa lang talaga.”
“Don’t tell me you snooped!” Avalora snapped, standing abruptly. She lunged across the table to smack Solana, but the latter simply vanished into thin air.
“Your power’s so annoying!” Avalora barked as Solana reappeared—this time right beside Jorwyn, who groaned at her antics.
“Namiss kita, babygirl,” Solana cooed, throwing an arm dramatically around Jorwyn’s shoulders.
Before Jorwyn could react, a pillow flew across the room, hitting Solana square in the back. Avalora’s glare could have melted steel.
“Okay, tama na ‘yan, mga bata,” Maerith interrupted, her voice calm but carrying the authority of someone used to reigning in chaos. She set a white box onto the table, her lips curving into a rare smile. “I made something.”
The box opened to reveal a round cake, iced neatly with two bold letters on top: V and S, for VARL and SCAR. It was not perfect, but the pride in Maerith’s face made it shine.
Garnet leaned back with arms crossed, unimpressed. “Did you even wash your hands before baking that?”
Maerith did not flinch, did not even blink. “I baked with gloves.”
The bluntness had the table erupting, even Selene choking on her soda. Garnet only grumbled louder, but the smirk tugging at Maerith’s lips gave her away.
The lead nurse pulled out a row of fountain candles, pressed them into the center, and lit them with a lighter.
The flame flickered alive—small, harmless, contained.
But to Jorwyn, it was not harmless at all.
Her body stiffened, panic flashing across her eyes before instinct took over. In one swift motion, she leaned forward and snuffed the flame out with her bare hand. The wick hissed and died instantly.
A faint curl of smoke rose from her skin. Not a blister, not a burn—just the ghostly reminder that her body itself rejected the flame. The sight made the silence in the room sharpen, every laugh from earlier swallowed whole.
The room went silent.
“Wyn?” Avalora’s voice trembled.
“What…” Marlowe blinked in disbelief.
“HUY!” Selene yelped, half rising from her chair.
The reactions split the group, as some stared at her in shock, while others stood frozen with concern.
Jorwyn’s chest rose and fell rapidly. She stared at her hand, then at the extinguished candles, horror dawning at what she had just done. “Oh god. I—I’m sorry.” She quickly set the candle back into the cake, then covered her face with one trembling hand as if to hide.
“Why’d you yank them off like that, bud?” Marlowe asked carefully, though Selene nudged her in warning.
“I’m sorry, guys…” Jorwyn’s voice broke. She exhaled shakily, forcing herself to continue. “It’s just… whenever I go through something like that—dying, or almost dying—I get… agitated around fire. I always get dragged back to those memories.”
Her voice dropped, soft as ash. “The night my parents died in the fire. And Isa…” She swallowed hard, her throat tight. “My former lover. Her death was fire too.”
The words hung heavy in the room, suffocating the laughter that had filled it moments before. Sympathy softened every gaze, though no one dared to speak at first.
Except Avalora.
She reached for Jorwyn’s trembling hand, gently prying it away from her face. Jorwyn flinched instinctively, but when she realized whose touch it was, she let Avalora hold it.
“You can be scared of it, Wyn,” Avalora whispered, her thumb brushing soothing circles against her skin. “No one here will laugh. No one will mock you. If fire reminds you of pain, then let it. You’ve survived it. And if you need someone to shield you from it…” Avalora leaned closer, her eyes steady and full of quiet fire. “I’ll gladly do that. Always.”
Jorwyn’s breath caught. For a moment, the world was just Avalora’s hand in hers, the steady warmth of it drowning out the ghosts of flames.
And for the first time, Jorwyn allowed herself to believe she was not alone in carrying her scars.
The night wore on, and slowly, laughter dimmed into tired chuckles. Plates were stacked, crumbs swept away with lazy swipes of napkins. One by one, the crew excused themselves, teasing and yawning in equal measure as they trailed out of the room.
“Good night, Jor,” Solana said with a wink, vanishing into thin air before Avalora could hurl another pillow at her.
“Get some rest,” Norelle murmured, squeezing Jorwyn’s shoulder gently before following Marlowe out.
Eventually, the bustle faded, leaving the room draped in quiet. Only the faint hum of the air conditioner and the muted city sounds beyond the window remained.
Jorwyn leaned back on the bed, exhaling a breath she had not realized she had been holding. The cake sat half-eaten on the table, the unlit fountain candle still poking out like a reminder of her earlier panic.
Avalora lingered by the bedside, gathering stray cups into a tray. But her movements were unhurried, as if she were deliberately stretching out her time here.
“Hindi mo naman kailangan pang magpaiwan eh,” Jorwyn said softly, watching her. “You’ve done enough for me today.”
Avalora glanced at her, a small smile tugging at her lips. “And leave you here alone with your thoughts? No, thanks.” She set the tray aside and sat at the edge of the bed, close enough that the mattress dipped beneath her weight.
Jorwyn looked down at their hands, resting close but not quite touching. Her chest tightened. “About earlier… with the candle…”
Avalora reached out, closing the gap, her fingers curling around Jorwyn’s hand before she could retreat. “You don’t have to explain again.”
“I feel weak,” Jorwyn admitted, her voice raw. “I can face death, fight it even. But a small flame—” She broke off, shaking her head.
Avalora’s thumb brushed gently over the back of her hand. “Weak? Wyn, that wasn’t weakness. That was memory. Pain leaves marks deeper than scars. You don’t get rid of it by pretending it’s gone.”
Jorwyn’s throat tightened. She wanted to laugh it off, to brush it away like it was nothing, but the weight pressing against her chest would not let her.
“Av,” she whispered, almost childlike, as if afraid her words might break in the air. “Do you know that people look at me and see someone older, wiser, dangerous even.”
Her gaze dropped to her hands, scarred and trembling.
“Five hundred years sounds like it should mean something,” she said with a bitter smile tugging at her lips. “Pero sa totoo lang… I’m still twenty-five. Stuck there.”
Her voice cracked, the edges fraying. She swallowed hard, fighting the sting in her eyes.
“Wala na akong natutunan beyond that age. All the wars, the pain, the running…” she exhaled shakily, each word heavier than the last. “It didn’t make me wiser—it just kept me alive.”
She paused, lips trembling. “Sometimes I feel like a kid pretending to be an adult. I never had parents long enough to guide me. No family. No one but Aguwa—at diyos siya, hindi siya nanay.”
Avalora listened, her brows furrowing, her chest aching at the rawness of it.
“Av,” Jorwyn continued, her voice cracking, “I’ve been wandering the world for centuries, but I never grew up. I don’t know how to be anything but… lost.”
Silence pressed heavily between them until Avalora shifted closer, her hand pressing over Jorwyn’s trembling one.
“Wyn,” she said gently, “do you really think that makes you less? Kasi sa’kin, it makes you human. And kahit ilang taon na ang lumipas, even if you call yourself a kid—so what? You’ve survived everything alone. That takes strength na hindi kayang ituro ng kahit sinong magulang, kahit sinong diyos.”
Her voice softened further. “At hindi ka na mag-isa ngayon. Hindi mo na kailangang magpanggap na matanda, or wise, or perfect. With me, you can just… be.”
Jorwyn’s eyes softened, though her throat ached. “Alam mo talaga kung anong dapat sabihin noh.”
Avalora chuckled. “I’m a nurse. It’s part of the job description.” Then her tone dropped, gentler, more personal. “But with you… It’s not just the job.”
The silence that followed was not awkward. It was heavy, charged, like a thread strung tight between them. Jorwyn found herself staring at Avalora’s eyes—warm, resolute, impossibly steady—and the way the soft light from the bedside lamp curved against her cheekbones.
Avalora reached up, brushing lightly against the scar on Jorwyn’s eyebrow again, as though drawn to it. “You really don’t want me to take this away?” she whispered.
“No, please,” Jorwyn said firmly, though her voice carried no edge. “It’s proof that I’ve lived through things I shouldn’t have.”
Avalora’s lips curved, almost bittersweet. “Then I’ll just learn to love it.”
Jorwyn’s breath faltered. Her heart beat louder than the hum of the air conditioner, louder than the city outside.
She wanted to say something—anything—to break the weight of the moment. But instead, she found herself leaning ever so slightly closer. Not enough to bridge the distance, but enough to feel Avalora’s warmth, her presence, anchoring her.
Avalora did not move closer, did not push. She only tightened her hold on Jorwyn’s hand, her thumb continuing its soft circles like a silent promise.
“You’re not alone anymore, Wyn,” she murmured. “Not in your fears. Not in your fire. Not in anything.”
Jorwyn closed her eyes, the words sinking deep, soothing the old ache that flared whenever fire touched her memory. For the first time in a long while, the night did not feel suffocating.
And when Avalora gently shifted, pulling a blanket over her, Jorwyn did not resist. She let herself rest back against the pillows, still holding onto Avalora’s hand.
“Aren’t you scared of Aguwa?” Jorwyn whispered. “If I fall again—if I love you like I did with Isabel—Aguwa will burn you too.”
Avalora’s hand squeezed hers, firm and steady. Her words came quietly but unyieldingly, “She won’t touch me.”
It was not a threat. It was a promise—carved out of something deeper, fiercer, waiting to be revealed.
Avalora tucked the blanket over her and stayed by the bedside. In the quiet hum of the machines, she realized she could hear it—Jorwyn’s heartbeat.
Steady. Human. Not divine.
She let her thumb trace slow circles over Jorwyn’s hand, holding onto that fragile, mortal rhythm as though it were a vow.
Notes:
Hi! I just finished writing another important chapter! Something important is coming up again 🏃♀️ (secret pa anong chap! AHA)
I’ll update again tomorrow!
Chapter 27: Silent Remedy
Chapter Text
News of Jorwyn’s battered state did not slip quietly through the cracks of BlueSent—it flared like wildfire. Word traveled faster than official reports could contain, passing from medic to firefighter, from mechanic to dispatcher, each retelling growing heavier with worry, speculation, and rumor.
The incident itself had already been swept up by the news cycle, a footnote in the city’s endless chaos. Authorities said the car had lost its brakes before crashing through the Skyway barrier, plummeting onto the street where Jorwyn and Celestine had been. A freak accident, they called it — mechanical failure, nothing more. The wreck was hauled away, reports filed, and soon the city moved on.
But for those who saw Jorwyn broken in that hospital bed, it was hard to think of it as something so simple.
3DS, Jorwyn’s firefighting unit, had been away on an assignment when the accident happened. The moment they returned, exhaustion was tossed aside, urgency propelling them straight to Amihan. They expected shouting, answers, perhaps even permission to hold her hand through the haze of IV drips. Instead, what they found was glass.
From behind the one-way window, they stood as a team, their helmets still tucked under their arms. Mar, usually the loudest of them, fell silent, his jaw tight. Ron leaned into the glass with his palms pressed flat, as if sheer closeness could reach her. Eon kept shifting his weight, restless, biting back every curse that threatened to leave his mouth. And Captain Win, normally composed, could only whisper, “Bumangon ka na, Jor… your crew needs you.”
But Jorwyn slept on, her body steady but unreachable, and the team left without saying another word.
Celestine and the entire NOVA crew also came, their presence heavier, quieter. For them, it was not just worry—it was guilt that poisoned the air.
Celestine, in particular, carried the weight like shackles. She stood frozen outside the guarded hallway, her hands trembling at her sides, eyes red as if she had not slept since it happened.
“This is my fault,” she muttered, her voice sharp with self-loathing. She made her move toward the door, determination snapping through her grief, but SCAR was there.
“You can’t,” Avalora said firmly, stepping into her path.
Celestine’s voice cracked. “She almost died! You expect me to stand here while she—”
“She’s safe,” Avalora cut in, though her tone trembled under the strain of keeping her composure. “And as long as she’s under my watch, no one risks making it worse. Not even you, Cele.”
The refusal sliced deeper than any blade. Celine’s face fell, but Avalora did not flinch.
One mistake—one wrong exposure—and the truth about Jorwyn would burn everything to the ground.
However, secrets like this do not stay buried in silence. The movement of Jorwyn’s care, from Amihan to the Arceta’s, stirred louder whispers. In the cafeterias, in the locker rooms, in the late-night shifts when exhaustion loosened tongues, theories took shape.
“Why move her? Amihan has the best facilities.”
“Maybe Avalora and Jorwyn—well, you know…”
“They say Dr. Arceta personally ordered it. Jorwyn must’ve saved one of them.”
“No, no, I heard it’s a rare condition. Only Arceta meds can handle it.”
“A condition? More like a cover-up.”
The rumors splintered into the absurd. Some said Jorwyn was caught up in politics; others swore she was hiding a dangerous experiment gone wrong. A few claimed she was not even in an accident after all.
Through it all, the Arcetas and Amihan’s officials remained unmoved. Every question was met with professional stillness, every theory left to rot in speculation.
But silence did not end curiosity—it only sharpened it.
For VARL and SCAR, the scrutiny turned suffocating. Every hallway step, every visitor log, every nurse passing a tray of food had to be checked and calculated. Avalora never let her guard drop; Norelle monitored movement like a hawk; Solana’s humor dulled under the weight of vigilance.
One slip, one careless gesture, and Jorwyn’s immortality would no longer be secret.
Unfortunately, duty called louder than fear. The next morning, VARL had to return to BlueSent. The city could not be left unprotected, and its absence had already stretched too long. That left only SCAR to guard Jorwyn.
The moment the others left, silence fell thickly in the hospital room. SCAR gathered around, their exhaustion masked with duty.
“So it’s just us now,” Solana muttered, dropping into a chair next to Selene and rubbing her eyes. “Parang tayo na rin ang pasyente dito.”
Maerith gave her a sharp look, though her lips curved faintly. “We can’t afford to slip.”
“Don’t worry,” Avalora said, her voice steady though her hands tightened into fists. “We’ll keep her safe. Whatever it takes.”
Her words hung in the room, a vow heavy enough to silence everyone else.
And from her bed, Jorwyn—listening quietly, pretending to sleep—felt the weight of it too.
“Ano na naman ba yan?” Avalora asked, her tone sharp but weary, as the hospital receptionist waved her over. The sound of her name being called felt too loud, too conspicuous in a place where silence was supposed to guard secrets.
The receptionist smiled nervously, holding out a bouquet wrapped neatly in white paper. “I got his name po, Nurse Ava. Logan Santiago daw po, from BlueSent Academy.”
The words slipped out politely, automatically, as if reciting from a script. Avalora had not even asked, but she could tell the girl had rehearsed her defense. Too many strange deliveries had already come these past weeks.
“Yang lalaki na namang yan,” Solana muttered from Avalora’s side. She leaned closer, peeking over the flowers with narrowed eyes. “In fairness, umayos na ‘yung color combo ng mga bulaklak niya ngayon. Hindi na mukhang nilibing ka.”
Avalora sighed, the weight of it pulling her shoulders down. Flowers again. Always flowers. Logan had no idea how irritating his persistence had become—nor how dangerous. She reached out for the bouquet, already deciding it would join the others in the hospital chapel, stripped of any trace of sentiment.
But as she adjusted the leaves, something caught her attention. A folded slip of paper, clipped carefully to a stem. The note looked ordinary, harmless even, but the words written on it sliced through her calm like a blade.
Some secrets can’t stay buried, Avalora. – Halo C.
Her heart stuttered. For a moment, she froze, staring at the handwriting until the letters blurred. A chill crept up her arms, a coldness no hospital air-conditioning could explain.
She forced herself to steady her breathing. She could not afford panic. Slowly, deliberately, she tucked the bouquet closer to her chest, hiding the note from sight, then lifted her eyes to scan the reception area. Nurses passed by with charts, a janitor pushed his mop down the hall, and two interns argued softly over dosage notes.
No one looked suspicious. No one looked like they were watching her.
But Avalora knew better. Someone always was.
“Halo C.?” Solana’s voice piped up, casual yet laced with curiosity. She leaned in again, her eyes catching the edge of the note before Avalora could fold it away. “As in… Halo Chavez? I thought this was from Logan?”
Avalora’s head snapped toward her, the movement too quick, too sharp. “What does Halo have to do with Logan?” she asked, her voice low. She opened the note again, as if reading it a second time would change its meaning. But the words remained the same, taunting her.
She turned back to the receptionist. “Are you absolutely sure it was Logan who brought this?”
“Yes, Nurse,” the receptionist replied quickly, almost defensively. “We even checked his ID po. It was him.”
Avalora narrowed her eyes. Logan had no subtlety—his deliveries were always loud, public, almost desperate for attention. But this? This was not Logan’s hand.
This was something else.
Someone else.
“Next time,” she said, her voice firmer now, slicing through the receptionist’s nervous smile, “if something’s addressed to me, to anyone in SCAR, or to my patient, you reject it immediately. No exceptions.”
The receptionist nodded at once. “Yes, Nurse Ava. Understood.”
Avalora turned on her heel, bouquet still in hand, the weight of the flowers suddenly heavier than stone.
Beside her, Solana wrinkled her brows, her lips twitching into a grin that was meant to tease but only half-succeeded. “I’ll go na sa ER, Ava. You sure you can take care of Jor yourself?” Her tone was light, but her eyes searched Avalora’s face, catching the tension there.
Avalora forced a sarcastic laugh and reached out, giving her teammate a sharp pinch on the side. “Go, before I—”
“Bye na!” Solana yelped, darting out of reach before Avalora could finish her mock-threat. Her laughter echoed down the hallway, a sound Avalora usually found comforting.
Today, it barely reached her.
Left standing alone, Avalora tightened her grip on the bouquet. The flowers’ fragrance—meant to be sweet—felt suffocating, almost rotten against her senses. She slipped the note free again and unfolded it slowly, staring at the words until her pulse thudded in her ears.
Some secrets can’t stay buried, Avalora.
She whispered under her breath, almost afraid the walls would overhear her. “What the hell do you even mean, Halo? And what is your connection with Logan?”
Her voice was low, but the question hung heavy in the sterile air, like smoke waiting to spread.
“She’s ten feet tall?” Avalora’s brows lifted in disbelief, the corners of her lips twitching upward in faint amusement.
“Yes,” Jorwyn answered, her tone a mixture of awe and lingering fear. “And she’s engulfed in flames. I was so terrified the first time I saw her.”
The way she spoke, Avalora could almost imagine the scene of a towering, blazing deity, her form flickering like a living pyre. Ten feet tall? Flames? She thought to herself. My god, this woman’s life is straight out of myth. And yet here she is, munching apples with me like it’s nothing.
They had been sitting on the room’s couch for hours now, a cozy rhythm forming between them as the night stretched. Jorwyn had been recounting fragments of her previous lives—her many names, her occupations, her wandering across centuries. Avalora listened with unwavering focus, every detail feeling like a puzzle piece to a vast, unimaginable story.
But the moment the deity Aguwa came up, Avalora’s curiosity sharpened. She leaned closer, questions ready to spill.
“When was the first time you saw her ba? What does she look like?” Avalora asked, propping her cheek on her palm. Her gaze locked onto Jorwyn’s eyes, a mixture of intrigue and something softer—something warmer—flickering in them.
Jorwyn blinked slowly, as though digging through the fog of her memory. “I’m not entirely sure…” she said, voice quieter now. “But I was so young pa noon… it was my first life pa naman.”
Avalora tilted her head, her expression softening. “Hmm?” she prompted gently, urging Jorwyn to continue.
“She has the face of a human—pero she always looks angry, you know?” Jorwyn began, her brows knitting together as she tried to shape the memory into words. “Her features suggest youth and gentleness, parang hindi bagay sa galit na dala niya. Eyes are red from burning, her hair’s also fierey. Her figure was human, but she floated. Or maybe… baka dahil lang sa apoy ‘yon, kasi I never saw her feet touch the ground.”
Avalora had been resting her face against her hand, but now she shifted almost unconsciously. Her arm stretched along the backrest of the couch, and her fingers lingered close—dangerously close—to Jorwyn’s head.
The move felt natural to Avalora, but to Jorwyn it was enough to stir her already restless heart. Why is Avalora staring at me like that? I’ve fought wars, seen gods, died and lived again, but her gaze terrifies me more than all of it.
“Was she wearing clothes,” Avalora asked, her voice husky with curiosity, “or was she covered with flames lang din?”
Jorwyn’s lips twitched into a laugh, a nervous but genuine one. “No clothes, Av, ano ka ba. She’s just… blazing. That’s it.”
“Yeah?” Avalora’s lips curled into a half-smile as she leaned in closer. She keeps talking about Aguwa, but all I want to ask is about Isabel. About the mortal who had her heart once. Why does it bother me so much?
“So… si Isabel?”
The sudden shift in topic made Jorwyn freeze. She raised a brow, caught off guard by the mention of her former lover. “What about her?” she asked carefully, though her heartbeat already started racing.
“Is she pretty?” Avalora asked outright, her tone shamelessly direct.
Jorwyn blinked at the question, almost stammering. Why does it matter to her if Isabel was pretty? “Uhm… I guess so?”
“What did she look like?” Avalora pressed, her eyes unrelenting.
Jorwyn frowned faintly, her nerves prickling under Avalora’s intensity. “Why?”
“No reason,” Avalora replied smoothly, her lips curving as she reached out to tuck away a stray lock of hair that threatened to fall over Jorwyn’s face. Her touch was feather-light, but enough to set the immortal’s pulse into chaos. “I asked how Aguwa looked, diba? Pero, you never questioned naman.”
Why does she look so nervous every time I move closer? Avalora thought, watching Jorwyn gulp. Does she even realize her eyes always come back to me? Always.
“Right,” Jorwyn murmured, laughing nervously, her attempt at deflection feeble at best.
“So ano nga?” Avalora insisted, her persistence like a net that refused to let Jorwyn slip away.
Jorwyn swallowed hard, her throat suddenly dry. “She’s… as tall as I am?” she offered tentatively. Avalora’s eyes never left hers, the weight of her stare demanding more. Jorwyn’s voice faltered as she continued, “She always wore her hair down—long hair.”
“Her face?” Avalora’s voice softened, but her hand had found a new anchor. It now rested lightly on Jorwyn’s shoulder, her fingers idly twirling a strand of the immortal’s hair.
“What’s with her face?” Jorwyn asked, half-defensive, half bewildered.
“Describe her face,” Avalora said simply, her eyes glinting with something unreadable. “You described Aguwa’s look, didn’t you?”
Jorwyn sighed, cornered but obedient. “She had a delicate face… she wore a calm, subtle smile. Her eyes were dark and expressive.” Her voice slowed as she painted the memory, though her gaze flickered with unease under Avalora’s scrutiny.
“Is she prettier than me?” Avalora’s question came next, her tone deceptively casual as she leaned in even closer, erasing the safe distance between them.
Jorwyn’s breath hitched. “Uhm…” she began, clearing her throat, her eyes darting to the side.
But Avalora would not allow it. She raised a finger and gently nudged Jorwyn’s chin back toward her, forcing their eyes to meet again. The move was teasing but undeniably intimate.
Her hand in my hair, her touch on my cheek… she doesn’t know what this does to me. Or maybe she does, and she enjoys it. Jorwyn’s pulse hammered. Any closer, and I’ll give in.
“Describe my face,” Avalora instructed.
“What?” Jorwyn’s voice cracked slightly, her back instinctively pressing against the wall behind her.
But Avalora did not relent. She leaned forward, her face now mere inches away, her presence overwhelming. Her hand slid down to Jorwyn’s trembling one, guiding it upward until it cupped her cheek. “Go on. Feel. Tell me.”
To anyone else, it would look like Jorwyn was holding Avalora’s face. To Jorwyn, it felt like a trap she did not want to escape.
“You can touch my features if you want,” Avalora murmured, her eyes locked onto Jorwyn’s. “So you can describe them properly.”
“I-I can do it naman without… um… without touching…” Jorwyn stammered, words tumbling out too quickly.
“Yes, Wyn,” Avalora replied, her tone a mixture of encouragement and wicked teasing. “You can do it.” She tightened her hold on Jorwyn’s wrist, anchoring her hand in place against her cheek.
Jorwyn’s throat bobbed nervously. Her palm felt the warmth of Avalora’s skin, softer than she imagined. She tried to steady her breath but failed.
“Your… uh… skin is soft,” Jorwyn began, her voice quiet, almost reverent. “Bones are refined.”
“My eyes?” Avalora asked, her lashes lowering slightly, her voice nearly a whisper.
“They’re… captivating,” Jorwyn admitted, the word slipping out more like a confession than a description.
“My nose?”
“They’re… nice?”
Avalora laughed, the sound melodic and dangerous at once. “Grabe, nice lang?”
“I don’t know what to say!” Jorwyn protested, heat rushing to her face.
“Cute mo,” Avalora chuckled, her teasing relentless. She tilted her head, noticing the flush spreading across Jorwyn’s cheeks. “Sige, every time aalisin mo tingin mo sa’kin, dadagdagan ko papadescribe ko sayo.”
Immediately, Jorwyn’s eyes snapped back, wide and desperate to obey.
“My lips?” Avalora asked, her voice a low hum that curled around Jorwyn like smoke.
Jorwyn could hear her own heartbeat now, wild and unrestrained, thundering against her ribs. She was certain Avalora could hear it too. Gods, my heart is so loud. She’ll hear it. She’ll know. Her throat tightened as she whispered, “They… look soft.”
Avalora’s lips parted into a slow smile. God, Wyn… do you even realize what you just admitted? “Really?” she murmured, her tone dipping into something more dangerous. “Want to find out if it’s true?”
The air between them grew heavier, electric, as if the very room held its breath for what might happen next. Jorwyn’s hand trembled against Avalora’s cheek, her willpower crumbling.
If she keeps leaning closer, I’ll give in. I’ll kiss her. And that’s a danger I can’t afford.
But before the moment could tip into something irreversible, the door burst open.
“Ava!” Dr. Arceta’s voice rang out, cheerful and oblivious.
The two women jolted apart instantly. Jorwyn straightened on the couch, her back rigid, while Avalora leapt to her feet, pretending to fuss over the coffee table. Her hands rearranged the furniture in frantic, unnecessary motions.
“And… Jorwyn?” Dr. Arceta’s gaze fell on the immortal seated stiffly on the couch. His tone shifted, surprise flickering across his face.
It was as if both women suddenly realized the weight of what Jorwyn’s recovery meant—how much they had concealed. Jorwyn scrambled to her feet, moving instinctively to Avalora’s side.
“Dad, we can expla—” Avalora began, her voice wavering.
“Is this your doing, Ava?” Dr. Arceta interrupted sharply, his finger pointing directly at Jorwyn. The question landed like a blow.
“What?” Avalora stammered, but comprehension dawned swiftly. He was not accusing her of impropriety—he was referring to Jorwyn’s miraculous state. “Dad—I swear, I…”
“This is amazing, Ava.” Dr. Arceta’s face lit up with admiration as he stepped toward Jorwyn. He lifted her arm, testing its strength, inspecting her like she was both patient and miracle. “You’ve managed to mend everything.” His voice brimmed with pride. “Excellent!”
Jorwyn and Avalora exchanged a quick, bewildered glance.
“Dad… what are you saying?” Avalora asked, her confusion deepening.
“There’s nothing to hide anymore, Ava,” Dr. Arceta said, his voice calm but firm. He turned Jorwyn’s face toward the light, examining the lone scar that remained. “Well, you still have this little scar to work with,” he remarked, touching it gently.
Avalora’s stomach dropped. “You knew about my healing?”
“Always knew,” her father replied with certainty, his smile unwavering. “Great job! Now I understand why you were so urgent in asking for my help. Of course, you wouldn’t know how to maintain this otherwise.”
Avalora’s mind reeled. She stood frozen, silence chaining her tongue.
Jorwyn, too, felt trapped in the moment. The truth pressed heavily on her chest.
“I wonder how long it took for you to recover,” Dr. Arceta mused, turning briefly to his daughter before fixing his gaze firmly on Jorwyn. His tone hardened. “You. You'd better keep my daughter’s secret. I wouldn’t want my daught—”
“Sir,” Jorwyn interrupted, her voice steady despite her thundering pulse. “I’m immortal.”
The admission hung in the air like a strike of lightning.
But instead of shock or ridicule, Dr. Arceta laughed. Amused. Confident. He patted Jorwyn’s shoulder like she had just confirmed a theory. “I knew it,” he said, his tone almost triumphant. “I figured as much.”
“What do you mean?” Avalora blurted, her confusion only growing at her father’s composed reaction.
“We’ll talk more about this—your history,” Dr. Arceta told Jorwyn, eyes gleaming with curiosity. “I’m fascinated. But right now, I really have to get Ava home.”
“Dad? I can’t leave her alone here,” Avalora protested, looking between him and Jorwyn, torn.
“I already asked for FO Garnet and Nurse Solana to accompany Jorwyn,” Dr. Arceta assured. “No need to worry about my dearest firefighter.”
“But—”
“No buts, Ava,” he cut her off firmly. His tone dropped, serious. “We’ll be having dinner with the Chavezes.”
Avalora’s chest tightened. “What? Why are we having dinner with them?”
“You’ll know when we get there,” her father replied, leaving no room for argument.
“Dad, I d—”
“FO Garnet, Nurse Solana, you can come in now,” Dr. Arceta called, his voice commanding.
The door opened, and the two stepped inside obediently.
“Take care of Jorwyn for me, okay? I’ll bring Ava back tomorrow,” Dr. Arceta instructed, his hand firm on Avalora’s shoulder as he guided her toward the door.
Avalora moved towards Jorwyn and pressed her hand and looked at her eyes—filled with questions she could not voice, and Jorwyn—left behind in the silence that followed—wondered what, exactly, had just unraveled before her.
The door clicked shut, leaving behind an odd silence. Jorwyn stood frozen, staring at the wood as if Avalora might magically burst back through it. Her thoughts tangled—Avalora’s father knowing, the way he said I knew it, the way Avalora was dragged away so quickly.
A light tap on her arm snapped her out of the spiral.
“Hoy,” Solana said, grinning as she leaned lazily against the cabinet. “Relax ka lang, para kang binuhusan ng malamig na tubig.”
Garnet, perched on the chair by the corner, raised an eyebrow. “Honestly, you look like you just got caught sneaking out of a dorm room. Very suspicious.”
Jorwyn blinked, then frowned. “That man—he just knows. How am I supposed to—”
“Supposed to what? Melt into a puddle?” Solana interrupted, crossing the room and lightly flicking Jorwyn’s forehead. “Relax. Kung nakita mo lang itsura mo kanina, para kang binatilyong nahuli ng tatay ng nililigawan niya.”
Garnet chuckled at that, shaking her head. “She’s not wrong. Dr. Arceta wasn’t threatening you, Jor. If anything, he looked like he wanted to recruit you.”
“That’s not comforting,” Jorwyn muttered, rubbing the spot on her forehead where Solana flicked her.
“Comforting? Ay naku,” Solana teased, draping an arm dramatically around Jorwyn’s shoulders. “Ikaw na nga ang immortal, ikaw pa ‘yung kinakabahan. Dapat kami ‘yung worried na baka patayin mo kami sa inip habang buhay ka.”
Jorwyn could not help the small laugh that slipped out, though she tried to cover it with a sigh. “You two are terrible at consoling people.”
“Not true,” Garnet replied coolly, standing and brushing invisible dust off her uniform. “We’re great at it. See? You’re laughing already.”
Solana grinned wider, giving Jorwyn a gentle shake. “Ayan oh. Smile ka lang. Don’t overthink. Dr. Arceta’s weird, sure, but he’s not gonna eat you alive.”
“Yet,” Garnet added dryly, earning a playful shove from Solana.
Despite herself, Jorwyn’s shoulders loosened. The pounding in her chest dulled into something steadier. It was strange—comfort did not always have to be whispered reassurances or heavy promises. Sometimes it was ridiculous teasing, the kind that made the tension crack open just enough for her to breathe again.
“Thanks,” she murmured, almost shy.
“Of course,” Garnet said, her lips twitching into the smallest smile.
“Anytime,” Solana added, before leaning closer with a mischievous glint in her eyes. “But seriously, you were blushing kanina, when Ava grabbed your hand. As in pula talaga.”
Jorwyn stiffened. “I—what—”
“Aba! Look at her now!” Solana crowed, clapping her hands. “Pulang-pula ulit!”
Garnet chuckled as she moved toward the door. “Don’t bully her too much, Sol. Save some for tomorrow.”
The room warmed with laughter for a fleeting moment, until silence reclaimed it once more after the two nurses slipped out.
Jorwyn sat on the edge of the bed, exhaling slowly. Her fingers brushed her lips without her meaning to, recalling Avalora’s earlier question.
Do you want to find out if they’re soft?
Her heart raced again.
And then her eyes drifted back to the closed door, where Avalora had disappeared with her father. The laughter faded into unease.
Dinner with the Chavezes… something’s coming. And whatever it is, none of us is ready.
Chapter 28: The Healer
Chapter Text
The drive from the hospital to the Arceta residence should have been a quick, forgettable stretch of road—a straight shot through the sleeping city—but for Avalora, it stretched and twisted like an endless ribbon.
The black sedan purred along the asphalt, headlights spilling silver across damp pavement. Inside, the air smelled faintly of leather and the sharp citrus of her father’s cologne, but it felt dense, heavy with everything left unsaid.
Avalora sat rigid in the backseat beside Dr. Arceta—whose face is painted by fleeting lines of light across, revealing an expression that was calm—too calm, unnervingly so. Avalora sat with her hands knotted on her lap, thumb grazing the thin scar on her wrist, a nervous habit she had not done in years.
Her mind, however, refused to follow the scenery as questions crowded every corner of her skull, jostling for release.
Why dinner with the Chavezes, of all families?
Why had her father appeared in Jorwyn’s room so suddenly, as if he had been waiting for the perfect moment to pounce?
Why had he been so impossibly calm when Jorwyn admitted—without hesitation—that she was immortal?
And how long had he known about Avalora’s own healing gift?
Each question pulsed like a heartbeat, urgent and insistent, but her throat refused to cooperate. If she opened her mouth now, she feared they would all spill out in a frantic flood, exposing how shaken she truly was. Instead, one name filled the silence, echoing with every turn of the wheels.
Jorwyn.
Her chest tightened. She could almost feel the firefighter’s steady presence, the warmth of her laugh, the way her eyes softened when Avalora teased her. The memory carried a comfort Avalora desperately needed—but it also sharpened the ache.
Solana and Garnet were trustworthy. They were family in every way that mattered. Still, an uneasy thrum coiled through Avalora’s body, a restless need to be near Jorwyn, to keep watch herself.
What if something happened in her absence?
What if Halo Chavez, with her cryptic note, tried something reckless tonight?
The urge to speak finally broke through, but not in the way she expected.
“Can I go back after the dinner?” she asked suddenly, her voice sharper than intended. “Right after. I need to check on Jorwyn.”
Dr. Arceta, who had been watching the empty road ahead with the unbothered patience of a surgeon between heartbeats, did not even flinch. “I don’t think you’ll want to, Ava,” he said evenly, eyes reflecting a flash of passing streetlight. “Not after whatever you will learn tonight.”
The words landed like a cold blade. Avalora turned toward him, searching his profile for a clue—a twitch of the mouth, a tightening of the jaw—but his face remained a careful mask.
“What am I going to find out?” she pressed, leaning closer, trying to catch his expression in the dim cabin where only the moon and the scattered glow of streetlamps lit their features.
Dr. Arceta finally met her gaze. There was a weight in his eyes—something unyielding, almost sorrowful—but his voice stayed infuriatingly calm. “I told you, Iha. You will find out when we get there.”
Avalora exhaled through clenched teeth, frustration burning hotter than the humid night. Her father’s hand rested briefly over hers, a silent attempt at reassurance, but it only deepened the knot in her chest.
Because reassurance meant there was something to fear.
The car slipped deeper into the quiet streets, and Avalora turned back to the window, her reflection a blur against the moonlit glass. Her mind refused to stay still.
Dinner with the Chavezes.
Halo’s note.
Jorwyn, waiting in that hospital room.
Each thought circled tighter, until the city lights outside became nothing more than streaks of white against a restless, shadowed sky.
When they arrived at the Arceta mansion, the air itself seemed heavy.
The sprawling estate loomed under the pale glow of moonlight, its marble steps and gilded doors almost too pristine, as though daring anyone to disturb the peace within. Uniformed staff lined the entryway, their movements sharp and mechanical as they escorted Avalora and her father toward the larger dining room—a room that felt less like a place for family meals and more like a stage set for an impending clash.
The scent of polished wood and expensive wine greeted them as the doors opened. A long table stretched out in the center, covered in fine linen, every plate and glass positioned with surgical precision.
At the head, some familiar faces were already seated. Avalora’s gaze instantly snagged on Halo—smirking, as though she had been waiting for this exact moment to pounce. Beside her sat Dr. and Dra. Chavez, formal and unreadable, their eyes reflecting candlelight like polished stone.
But Avalora’s breath caught when she noticed the last person seated at the table. Her brows furrowed. Of all people, of all faces to see here tonight—
Her chest tightened.
Why is he here?
She leaned closer to her father, whispering sharply, “Why is he here?” Her eyes flicked toward Logan Santiago, who was grinning far too widely, like a child who thought himself charming.
Dr. Arceta did not answer the question directly. He only offered his daughter a faint, almost knowing smile that did nothing to ease the fury curling in Avalora’s chest.
“Avalora!” Halo’s voice rang out, sharp and mocking, the exact tone that bratty villains in films loved to wield. “Good to see you again!”
As if on cue, Logan leaned forward in his seat, waving with boyish enthusiasm. “Av, Halo brought me here. Did you… uh, did you get my flowers?” His grin widened, eyes sparkling with hope.
Avalora’s lips pressed into a thin, blank line. She gave them nothing—no smile, no anger—just a silence sharp enough to sting. Then, schooling her tone into something polite and formal, she turned toward Halo’s parents. “Good evening, Dr. Chavez. Dra. Chavez,” she greeted, voice clipped.
But Halo was not about to let her slip away into politeness. “Didn’t you miss me, Ava?” she asked, leaning on her elbows as though bored, as though desperate for a reaction.
Avalora let out a long, weary sigh. “Weren’t you sent abroad?” she asked flatly, her words slicing the air like glass. “Buti nandito ka na ulit?” Her voice carried no warmth, only the weight of exasperation.
“Whoa, Ava.” Halo pressed a hand dramatically against her chest, feigning offense. “I guess you did not miss me at all. You want me gone na agad, eh.” Her tone was half-teasing, half-cutting, every syllable designed to irritate.
Avalora turned to her father instead, deliberately ignoring Halo’s theatrics. “Dad, can we proceed? Talk about whatever needs to be discussed. I have to—”
“Flaunt your stolen ability?”
The words cracked through the room like a whip. Avalora froze, her head snapping back toward Halo. The smirk on the other girl’s face sent a chill crawling down her spine.
“Halo, stop,” Dr. Chavez ordered, his voice heavy with warning.
“Why?” Halo shot back, eyes blazing.
“Not now,” Dr. Chavez replied curtly. “Let’s have our meal first.”
“We are not having this damn meal!” Halo spat, slamming her palm down against the table. The impact rattled the fine china, making glasses shiver and forks clatter. The sharp sound echoed through the room, a violent contrast to the carefully cultivated elegance of the dining hall.
“Child, if you don’t calm do—” Dra. Chavez began, her voice edged with maternal restraint, but she was swiftly cut off.
“Halo, stop being embarrassing,” Logan muttered lowly, his face flushed with shame. His gaze darted apologetically toward Avalora and her father, trying to smooth the cracks his cousin had just carved into the evening. But his attempt at peacekeeping fell flat.
Halo leaned back with venomous satisfaction. “Logan, you’re a moron. The girl you’re so smitten with? The one you’ve been mooning over? She’s your cousin.” She said it with a cruel little smile, relishing the way the words detonated like a bomb across the table.
“What?” Avalora and Logan exclaimed together, their voices overlapping in shock.
Logan laughed nervously, scratching the back of his neck. “What the hell are you talking about?” His chuckle was shaky, unconvincing. “Av, I think she’s jetlagged. Please, just—excuse her. She only arrived a few hours ago.”
“Oh, come on.” Halo rolled her eyes, reveling in the chaos she was stirring. “The three of us are cousins.” Her finger stabbed the air, pointing at Logan, then Avalora, then herself, each motion deliberate. “Logan’s a Chavez, too. And you—Ava—you’re our half-cousin.”
“You’re speaking bullshit,” Logan snapped, his composure cracking.
Avalora turned, eyes locked on her father. Her voice trembled, betraying the storm inside her. “Dad?”
Dr. Arceta sighed, long and heavy, shoulders dipping under the weight of truth. “She’s right, Ava.”
The words landed like a physical blow. Avalora’s breath hitched, her mind tangling itself in knots. “That can’t be…”
Logan shook his head furiously. “You’re lying. All of you! You just want to keep me away from Av.”
“Logan,” Dr. Chavez interjected, his tone firm. “It’s real.”
Avalora’s voice wavered as she spoke again. “Please explain, Dad. Why didn’t you tell me about this?”
“I’m sorry, anak,” Dr. Arceta murmured, his eyes soft with guilt. “We would have told you. We will—now.”
Avalora’s throat tightened. “Why…” The word barely left her lips, more a whisper than a question.
Dr. Chavez gestured toward his brother. “Go on, Dante. Tell her.”
Dr. Arceta nodded. “You see… Halo and Logan are cousins through Halo’s father—Dr. Chavez—and Logan’s mother.” His voice was calm, careful. “You, however, aren’t their cousin in the same way.”
“What…” Avalora breathed, confusion swirling like fog.
Dr. Arceta pressed on. “Dr. Chavez and I… we are brothers, through our father—Senior Chavez. He had a child before he met Halo and Logan’s mom—my mom. I was the product of that first relationship. I was his first son… but also his illegitimate one.” His words were steady, but a nervous smile tugged at his lips. “That makes me… and by extension, you… connected to the Chavez bloodline.”
Avalora felt her body freeze, her pulse ringing in her ears. Each word carved itself deeper, a truth she had not asked for, had not been ready for.
“That makes you and Halo and Logan… half-cousins.”
“No way,” Avalora whispered, shaking her head.
“I wish it were otherwise,” Halo cut in bitterly. “But it’s not.”
“I’m a Chavez, too?” Avalora asked her father, her voice small and fragile, ignoring Halo’s bite.
“Yes, anak,” Dr. Arceta admitted, a nervous chuckle breaking through his unease.
“I can’t accept this,” Logan snapped, standing abruptly. His chair scraped loudly against the marble floor. “This is a lie. You’re making this up just so I’ll stop pursuing Av!” His anger rolled off him in waves. He tossed his napkin onto the table with a sharp flick. “I’m done. I’m leaving.”
“Don’t you want to hear something more interesting, Logan?” Halo drawled, her voice curling into something venomous. The tone alone froze him in place.
“Halo,” Dr. Chavez warned, his voice sharp.
“Halo, not now. Please,” Dr. Arceta interjected quickly.
Avalora slammed her palm against the table, frustration seeping through her veins. “Why the hell does Halo know everything while I’m left oblivious?”
“Better oblivious than robbed of something rightfully yours,” Halo spat, her words slicing like knives. Her bitterness was palpable, her hatred clear.
“Enough!” Dr. Chavez snapped, rising to his feet. His voice thundered across the room. “Young lady, you will stop this instantly.”
“Dad!” Halo shot back, her voice breaking with rage. “You’re just going to let them enjoy the glory that should have been ours?”
“Of course not!” Dr. Chavez roared. “Do you think I’ll simply hand over what belongs to us?”
“What are you even talking about?” Avalora interjected, her voice breaking under the weight of confusion.
Dr. Arceta tried to cut in, urgency dripping from his tone. “Okay, maybe we should continue this another time—”
“No, Dad,” Avalora said firmly, her fists clenched. “Whatever this is, we talk about it now.”
Dra. Chavez reached for her husband’s hand, her voice trembling. “I told you, we should have brought your father here to explain.”
“I will not let these people see my father,” Dr. Chavez growled. His hand slammed against the table. “Not after what was stolen from him—by this bastard!” He jabbed a finger at Dr. Arceta.
“Hey!” Dra. Arceta shot up, her voice sharp with fury. “Don’t you dare talk to him that way!”
“This isn’t your fight! Stay out of it!” Dra. Chavez snapped back, her words venomous.
“Don’t you speak to my wife like that!” Dr. Arceta’s voice thundered, protective and unyielding.
Halo’s eyes narrowed, her tone cutting like glass. “Do you even remember? We were kids. I was bleeding out on the pavement, lungs collapsing, vision going dark. I was supposed to die that day, Ava.”
Avalora looked at her, as another weight of confusion was threatening to drown her.
Halo’s voice rose, bitter and sharp. “But you couldn’t leave it alone. You panicked, you used your damn power—and you dragged me back. You forced me into life when I was already gone.”
She jabbed a finger at her chest, her glare unrelenting. “You call that saving me? No. You cursed me. You marked me. Every time I breathe, every time my heart beats, I know it’s not mine—it’s yours. I live because of you, and I hate you for it.”
Her laugh was low, venomous. “You tied me to this mess, Ava. You chained me here, so don’t you dare sit there and act like you did me a favor.”
The room erupted. Voices clashed, accusations flung like daggers. The polished dining hall became a battlefield. Plates rattled, glasses quivered, and cutlery clinked under the weight of fists slamming against the table. The air filled with venom—shouts of “thief,” “bastard,” “ungrateful,” hurled with abandon.
Avalora pressed her palms flat against the table, her heart racing. The swell inside her chest refused to quiet. Her father’s hand brushed her arm, a silent plea, but she could not hold it back anymore.
“You don’t want this…” Avalora whispered, voice trembling.
Nobody heard her over the din.
The shouting sharpened.
Avalora stood. Her chair scraped back, its screech cutting through the chaos like a blade. Her throat tightened, but the words forced their way out—raw, unbidden, laced with something far greater than her own voice.
“Enough,” she whispered, but the word cut like a scalpel. “You don’t want this fight. You’re not enemies… you’re just tired.”
Her eyes swept over them, each syllable weighted with something deeper than sound—something that slipped beneath skin, burrowed into bone.
“You’re angry because you’re hurt. But what you really want is rest. To go home. To breathe.”
The air shifted. Her words carried weight—an invisible pressure sinking into every chest, bending wills like branches in the wind. Anger drained from their faces, confusion taking its place. One by one, shoulders slumped, eyes lost their fire.
“You just want to go home…” Avalora repeated softly, her power weaving through the silence, stitching over the rage.
A heavy quiet fell. The Chavezes glanced at one another, grim but tired, muttering excuses—“enough for tonight,” “we’ll settle this another day.” They pushed back from the table, steps heavy as they filed out, none daring to meet Avalora’s eyes.
To them, the confrontation was finished. They remembered every accusation, every bitter word—but not the flash of power that had twisted their will. That memory was swallowed whole.
Avalora swayed on her feet. Her vision blurred, the room tilting violently. A hot trickle of blood slid down from her nose.
Dr. Arceta caught her before she could collapse. His arms wrapped around her trembling frame as he whispered urgently into her ear, “You don’t know what you’ve just done…”
Chapter 29: Bearer of the Healing
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Avalora was stirred awake not by touch, but by the hum of voices threading through the room. For a moment, she kept her eyes closed, clinging to the comfort of softness beneath her. The pillow, the sheets—the faint lavender scent that clung to the air—all of it told her she was back in her own room.
Safe.
Familiar.
Her lashes fluttered open, the blurred ceiling sharpening into view. Across the room, by the door, her parents stood close together, their voices low but urgent. Her mother’s brows were pinched in worry, while her father’s hand rested gently on her arm as if trying to smooth the lines of fear away.
“She’ll take it all in, I know she can,” Dr. Arceta was saying, his tone steady, deliberate. “She’s a smart girl, after all.”
“I know naman, dear,” Dra. Arceta replied, though the crease in her forehead did not ease. “Pero I’m still worried this will affect her whole being… It’s too much for anyone to carry, lalo na sa kanya.”
Dr. Arceta squeezed her arm reassuringly. “If I have to spend the whole night—kahit buong araw pa—just to explain things in the way she needs me to, I will. She may be understanding, intelligent, and empathetic—but yes, I also know my baby girl needs all the time she can get to absorb it.”
His wife reached for his hand, threading her fingers through his. Her voice softened. “Do you think she’ll do what you’ll ask her to do? Knowing her personality, dear, hindi naman niya basta-basta susundin ‘yon. This won’t come easy.”
“I’m not going to force her right away,” he answered, shaking his head with a small smile. “But if she understands—really understands—hindi na siya magdadalawang-isip.”
Dra. Arceta was about to respond when her gaze flicked to the bed. Her breath caught. Avalora was awake, her eyes open, silently watching the exchange between her parents.
“Avalora,” her mother breathed, tugging Dr. Arceta’s hand so they could both approach the bedside. “How are you feeling?”
Avalora blinked against the lamp's brightness. Surprisingly, her body felt light, her chest unburdened. She shifted slightly on the mattress, testing her limbs. “I feel… well. Surprisingly well,” she admitted, her own words sounding strange to her ears. “Though I thought I lost consciousness. Shouldn’t I be dizzy or something?”
Her mother chuckled gently, brushing a hand through Avalora’s hair. “That’s your dad’s doing,” she said, casting a soft smile at her husband. “I’ll let him explain it to you, okay?” She sat on the edge of the bed and leaned down, her touch warm and motherly as she caressed Avalora’s temple. “Listen to him carefully. Whatever your dad will tell you—it’s nothing but the truth.”
Avalora met her eyes, still dazed, still searching. She swallowed, then nodded. “Okay…”
“I love you, honey,” her mother whispered before pressing a kiss onto her crown. The tenderness of it almost undid Avalora. Dra. Arceta lingered for a moment, then straightened and quietly slipped out of the room, leaving only father and daughter behind.
The silence that followed was not empty—it was heavy with something unsaid, something waiting. Between them lingered not just the weight of blood, but a secret that pulsed like a second heartbeat in the room.
“Ava… anak,” Dr. Arceta began at last, his voice low but steady. He exhaled as if preparing himself for a confession. “It’s going to be a long talk. Do you mind if I bring in your favorite snack?” He arched his brows playfully, trying to coax even the smallest smile from her.
Her lips twitched, though her chest was still tight. “It’s okay, Dad,” she said softly. “I just need you to tell me everything, and it has to be the truth.”
In a half-whisper of a voice meant for bedtime but heavy with reverence. “Matagal na panahon na ang nakalipas,” Dr. Arceta said, the lamplight catching the lines of his face, “there was Layuna. She was no goddess… but she was loved by one.”
Dr. Arceta’s voice dropped low, as if the act of telling the story made the room itself lean closer. “She’d always stood upon the shoreline as the wind lashed against her hair, and her hands were raw from gathering herbs and weaving bandages. She was weak, mortal, but in her eyes burned a fire na hindi madaling mapawi kasi with every stitch she made, with every touch she gave to the wounded, the people called out her name—Layuna—na parang siya lang ang pag-asa nilang lahat.”
Avalora hugged her knees against her chest. “So… even before the god, she was already healing?”
Her father nodded slowly, his gaze distant, as though he were watching the memory unfold before him. “Yes,” he said at last, voice carrying both pride and sorrow. “But that was born of effort alone, not of miracles.” His breath hitched, a pause heavy with meaning. Then, softer—“Hanggang sa dumating siya.”
“The god?” Avalora asked, her voice barely a whisper.
“Agui,” Dr. Arceta confirmed. “From the edge of the river, the wind would ignite in flame, and from there he would appear. His eyes burned like embers, his skin gleamed as though bathed in molten bronze. Draped across his shoulders was fire itself, yet it did not burn the ground beneath his feet.”
Avalora shivered. “That sounds terrifying.”
“But his voice,” Dr. Arceta nodded but continued, his own tone unconsciously softening, “was deep, calm, and warm.”
He leaned back slightly, as if hearing the echo of that ancient timbre even now. The quiet in the room thickened, Avalora instinctively holding her breath.
“He told her…” he paused, letting the weight of the story linger, “...na if you keep giving everything away, if you keep pouring yourself sa iba, mauubos at mauubos ka rin. Yung pagkatao mo mismo, parang masusunog hanggang wala nang matira.’”
“And Layuna wasn’t afraid?”
“She just smiled,” her father said softly. “To anyone… everyone. Even to a fearsome and blazing god, she smiled.”
Avalora frowned. “‘Yun na ‘yun? Not even a little afraid?”
“No,” Dr. Arceta replied, his tone steady but softened by memory. “For her, the form of Agui was not danger, but compassion.”
He leaned forward slightly, as if the moment itself lived within him. “The god approached her and took her hand.”
Dr. Arceta’s voice lowered, almost reverent, as though echoing the words themselves. “He said to her that she doesn't have a shield, no weapon, not even a curse to defend herself. And yet, she carves her life into helping others. That is why he…” His breath hitched, and for a fleeting moment, his eyes glimmered. “He chose her.”
Avalora tilted her head. “He chose her? Like… out of love?”
Her father gave a small smile, the kind that carried both awe and ache. “Oo,” he said softly. “But more than that, Ava—bilang kapareha.” His voice dipped lower, as if confiding a secret meant only for her ears. “For Agui laid his hand upon Layuna’s chest, and it glowed. Warmth surged through her veins, into her very breath. Every wound closed. Every trace of exhaustion vanished.”
Avalora’s eyes widened. “He gave her healing.”
Dr. Arceta’s tone carried the weight of words that seemed too vast for any ordinary voice. “Agui told Layuna that she cannot walk this world forever as he does, kaya hindi niya hahayaan na mamuhay ang mortal na defenseless. He wants to grant her the counterpart of his flames—the gift of healing. To mend wounds, to quiet the mind, to restore the spirit that was lost. A gift that only Luyuna may bear, and only he may bestow.’”
Avalora bit her lip. “Pero bakit kailangan umabot sa ganon? I mean–yeah–granting her something she can use for herself pero… Why not just… protect her himself?”
Dr. Arceta said with a faint chuckle, though his eyes carried weight. “This was Agui’s answer, ‘Because I will not remain here at your side forever. And you must have a shield of your own.’”
His tone darkened as he went on, the lightness fading into something heavier. “Years passed, and they had children of their own. But a whisper began to spread in the realm of the gods—‘One is not like the others. One does not bear the fire gifted by Agui.’”
Avalora frowned. “What happened?”
Her father’s jaw tightened.
“‘Cast it out. Banish it from our land,’ cried the elders. Agui burned with fury, yet it was Layuna’s tears that stilled his flames. In the end, the child was taken from her arms and exiled to the human world.”
Avalora whispered, “That’s horrible.”
As her father spoke, Avalora’s thoughts drifted. The tale of Agui and Layuna… it sounded almost like the one Jorwyn had once told her—about Aguwa and Layna. Different names, different endings maybe, but the same rhythm of love and loss. She felt a strange shiver then, as though the stories were only fragments of one truth, scattered across time.
“Layuna’s vision dimmed with fury," Dr. Arceta said softly, “but before she vanished, her voice was heard—fierce, trembling, she declared that her blood will not fade, not even in the world of mortals. What she carried shall also be carried by her sole heir, and her heir. There will be one in every generation. Whether whole or divided, until the new bearer is ready to take it all.’”
Avalora stared at him, her voice a thin thread. “And… that’s us.”
“That is us.” Dr. Arceta nodded gravely. “Layuna received Agui’s gift of healing of the flesh, mind, heart, and even the soul. Though she could not live forever, like all the other gods and goddesses, she could mend herself again and again… until old age finally claimed her.”
Avalora pressed her nails into the blanket, each word of her father’s story weighing heavier than the last. Healing of flesh, mind, soul—it sounded magnificent, holy even. But to her, it was a chain disguised as a gift.
Was this really what Layuna wanted?
For her children to inherit not just the blessing, but the burden?
“So she was still mortal?”
“Yes,” he answered gently. “But her gift made her more than mortal. And when she and Agui bore children, the world expected them all to burn with flame.”
“Ang sabi ko nga, one child did not. That child—” Dr. Arceta exhaled. “—was cast out and banished to the human realm. They believed the child was weak, unworthy. Pero nagkamali silang lahat, Ava. For when Layuna died, the fullness of her gift—healing in all its forms—lived in that child.”
Avalora whispered, “And it passed on.”
“Right,” Dr. Arceta said, voice low with pride. “To every generation, but only to one. There will be one bearer, chosen each time. The gift divides when another is born, until the younger bearer is ready to take it all. When that time comes…” His gaze grew shadowed, almost haunted. “The child must take the rest and cleanse the parent of it. Otherwise, neither will hold the power’s true strength.”
Avalora whispered, “But… It's cruel. To wipe it away.”
His eyes softened, but he did not deny it. “Cruel, pero kailangan gawin, Ava.. Layuna’s blood is not meant to linger in halves. Healing must be whole. Always whole.”
“You’re saying…” Avalora’s voice trembled as she tried to form the question. Her fingers curled into the bedsheet, knuckles whitening.
“I want you to absorb all of my healing,” Dr. Arceta said quietly, leaning forward as if the words themselves were heavy. “Take the other half of what I can do so you can be whole.” His eyes searched hers, steady and earnest. “In this way, you’ll be able to do more than mend broken bones, stop bleeding, and stitch wrecked skin.”
Avalora recoiled, her head shaking almost violently. “No,” she whispered, then firmer, “No, I won’t.”
Her father’s gaze did not waver. “Do you even know that you can restore inner balance so powerfully that people naturally align to her will?” he asked. He tilted his head, studying her profile as she turned away from him. “You just did it earlier.”
It was as if lightning had cracked open inside her chest. Memories surged up, jagged and flashing—the dining room, the shouting, the stillness afterward. “What did I do?” she whispered, voice small. “What can I do?”
“If you’d been listening carefully to every word I said earlier,” Dr. Arceta murmured, “you’d catch that Layuna can also heal a person inside and that means you can mend a raging heart… or a broken one.”
Her lips parted, but no sound came out. Finally, a single word slipped through. “What…”
“Earlier,” her father continued, voice gentler now, “when the whole table was in rage, everyone fighting over each other—you said something, diba? Do you remember? I tried to stop you by holding onto you.”
Avalora pressed her fingertips to her temples, struggling to dredge up the memory. Everything after the shouting felt hazy, dreamlike.
“That is something you cannot remember easily, Ava,” Dr. Arceta said. His sigh was long, weary. “It took a toll on you.” He leaned closer. “Kaya for you to be able to use your ability, kailangan mong kunin ang nasa akin. So you’ll be aware of what you’ve done in the future. You’ll also stop feeling that exhaustion. You’ll be able to heal anyone—anything—whether it’s something they feel physically or something hidden inside. There will be no limits, Ava. You can even heal yourself.”
She still could not process it, and her tears did not fall, but the sheen in her gaze betrayed the weight pressing down on her. Her voice cracked. “How did you even know that… bakit mo tinago sakin?”
Dr. Arceta sighed, “I regret it, Av. Pinili kong itago kasi gusto kitang protektahan. Pero ang nangyari, mas naging vulnerable ka—hindi mo alam paano siya i-control. I held back the truth out of fear. Kasi healing… dapat yan nagme-mend, hindi nagco-control. And what if matutunan mong i-exploit ‘to? I thought it was better na I protect your innocence.”
Avalora’s lips parted as if to speak, but no words escaped her mouth. Her chest rose in a shallow breath, eyes darting away from him, then back, as though caught between anger and hurt. She clenched her fists in her lap, knuckles paling, before slowly loosening them—like she was holding herself back from breaking.
“I was also once the bearer of the whole thing,” Dr. Arceta said, his eyes briefly distant, like he was recalling another life. “When I took it from my father, Senior Chavez—I got to experience the ultimate power.”
He gave a soft, rueful laugh. “When I was your age, I only had what you have now, too. I could do what you’re currently doing.” His expression softened into a smile. “But when Senior Chavez confronted me—just like how we’re sitting here now—he told me Layuna’s story too, the story passed down from the very first bearer after Layuna’s child.”
Avalora’s brows furrowed, and a flicker of curiosity warred with unease in her eyes, but she stayed quiet, lips pressed tight—waiting, bracing for the weight of the rest of his story.
“At that time,” Dr. Arceta continued, “Senior Chavez was also carrying what I’m currently carrying now—the deeper healing. I could draw out sickness, pain, or wounds and hold them inside myself, absorbing the pain. I could purge poisons, curses, or spiritual afflictions, cleansing and purifying. In desperate moments, I could trade my own strength, vitality, even years of my life to save someone.” His voice hitched. “This is why I couldn’t save your brother—doing so would have killed me instantly.”
“You,” he said softly, “have the upper layer of the healing—the physical restoration, closing wounds, knitting bones, soothing sickness. And something unbeknownst to you until today—mental and emotional healing. You can take away trauma, grief… even knowledge.”
Avalora’s breath caught.
“The moment you wipe off mine and inherit the totality of my powers, your healing will evolve into its higher form,” Dr. Arceta went on. “You will no longer absorb pain like me—you’ll dissolve it entirely—from your body, mind, and spirit. You can cure what was once thought incurable. You can pour vitality into others without destroying yourself, though it will still risk you if abused.” He chuckled softly, almost to himself. “Your healing becomes whole, not patchwork.”
“I don’t want any of that, Dad,” Avalora said, shaking her head. Fear throbbed in her chest like a second heartbeat.
“Ava…” Dr. Arceta’s voice dropped, quiet but unyielding. “This is something we cannot choose to want or not.”
Her head snapped up, eyes narrowing. “You know why the Chavezes are so mad about us?”
That made her ears perk. She met his gaze, waiting. “Why? If they’re supposed to be family, why are they mad? Why can’t they be happy for us?”
“You heard it earlier, nak,” Dr. Arceta said. “Because they are the legitimate Chavezes, and they thought being legitimate means they have the right to inherit the healing.” He paused, eyes darkening with old memories. “For the longest time, Senior Chavez—and even I—believed the first child of the newest bearer would be the rightful heir. And I should be the first child, Ava.” He inhaled sharply. “But then, we found out he had a set of twins sa isa pang babae, before he met my mom—before he met Señorita Chavez.”
“I wasn’t the first child that came from him,” he continued softly, “but I received the healing. And you—Ava—aren’t my first child either… You have your brother…”
“How did that happen?” Avalora whispered, her voice brittle.
“Senior Chavez and I thought Layuna was the chooser,” Dr. Arceta said. “The gift doesn’t have a strict rule that the firstborn should be the inheritor. It doesn’t work that way. It chooses, Ava. And even if I didn’t exist, the legitimate Chavezes still wouldn’t inherit it because Layuna did not choose them.”
“Is that why they’re this angry?” Avalora asked quietly. “They cannot accept that it went to you… to me?”
“Yes, Ava,” he said simply. “I thought at first… maybe they were right… I stole it from them. Pero I recounted Layuna’s story over and over again and thought that Agui—who chose Layuna—also worked with this. Layuna will be the one to choose.”
“I… I get it,” Avalora murmured. “But I… I don’t think I can get it from you, Dad.” She looked at him, eyes wet. “You seemed to be happy bearing it, eh.”
Dr. Arceta laughed, a soft, warm sound that did not quite reach his eyes. “Ava, of course, I loved and was so happy I could wield something so powerful. But I’m also getting older. This has to be passed down to you, anak.”
“Pero, Dad—”
“We’re not even sure what the Chavezes are plotting against us,” Dr. Arceta cut in. “Narinig mo naman how Hernan said they wouldn’t just let us savor this, diba? You should be bearing its whole nature, kapag nangyari ’yon.”
“What are you s—You think they’ll harm us?” Avalora said, her fear spiking. “That makes me even more hesitant, Dad! You should have something to protect yourself with.”
“I told you, Ava, I cannot wield it like before,” Dr. Arceta said. “Ikaw. It has to be you na mag-alaga nito, Ava.”
“I can’t, Dad…”
For the first time, his steady mask slipped. “You have to, Ava!” His voice rang sharp in the quiet, his hand trembling against his knee. He caught himself, inhaled slowly, but the moment had already revealed him—not a calm surgeon, not an untouchable bearer of legacy, but a father terrified for his daughter’s survival.
“Dad, please…” Avalora’s eyes flicked to his hands—the same hands that had stitched wounds, steadied heart monitors, and held hers through childhood fever. Hands that healed. Hands that saved. And now, he was asking her to take that gift away. To strip those hands bare.
“Ava! You can use the healing’s full potential. You can mend Jorwyn—lift that damn curse if you want!” Dr. Arceta’s words came out sharp, urgent.
“What…” Avalora whispered. “Dad, how are you even aware of that? And why… You didn’t even flinch when she revealed it earlier…”
Dr. Arceta rubbed his temple. “Nak…” he said softly. “I can remove a curse… that makes me able to feel if someone has it.” He exhaled. “When I was examining her, I felt a faint jolt in her blood, like it was something I just knew was a curse.” His eyes flicked back to hers. “I’ve also read a lot of family journals, Ava—accounts of the previous healers, something Senior Chavez entrusted to me—which I will also entrust to you.” He paused. “I’ve read that one of our ancestors dreamt about an encounter with a cursed immortal fire child—something Agui had done.”
“And it’s…” Avalora murmured.
“And when she—Jorwyn—revealed it earlier, it just clicked in my head,” he said. “I felt like I’d uncovered something ancient, Ava. I want to know about her stories, confirm if all these theories our ancestors passed to us are real.”
“Jorwyn… did mention being cursed by a fire deity, Dad… but it’s a woman and she’s called Aguwa…” Avalora revealed.
“Oh…” Dr. Arceta breathed. His mind seemed to race behind his eyes. “I really need that talk with her,” he said at last.
Her father’s words pressed heavily, but in the back of her mind, another weight clung tighter—Jorwyn. If she took this power, would she finally be strong enough to lift that curse… or would it only bind them both to Aguwa’s fire even more?
“Do you… Do you really think… I can remove her curse?” Avalora asked softly. “If I fully acquire your healing?”
“I’m not certain,” Dr. Arceta admitted. “But I wouldn’t feel it if our power couldn’t do anything about it, diba?”
Avalora only nodded, her throat too tight for words.
“Think about it—no.” His tone hardened. “There’s no other option, Ava. I know I told your mom that I won’t pressure you, but I’ll give you until tomorrow, before you come back to the hospital. Ready yourself because one way or another, you’ll have to take this power from me.”
Avalora sat frozen, her father’s words echoing like thunder inside her head. Until tomorrow. One way or another… you’ll have to take this power from me.
Her hands trembled against the folds of her blanket, the fabric bunching beneath her palms as though it could anchor her to reality. The room suddenly felt too small, the walls pressing inward, the silence between her and her father stretching unbearably heavy.
She wanted to speak—anything, even just to laugh it off like some cruel joke—but her throat tightened. Her chest rose and fell too quickly, shallow breaths betraying the storm breaking inside her.
How can he just… say it like that? Like, I should be fine carrying something that could change me forever?
Dr. Arceta’s eyes softened as he looked at her, but Avalora could barely meet them. It was not the first time she saw that steady determination on his face—the look of a man who had accepted his fate long ago. But now it was directed at her, and the weight of it made her feel small, cornered.
She curled her knees slightly toward her chest, hugging herself instinctively. The blanket slipped from her shoulders, exposing her trembling arms, but she did not care. She was too caught up in the swirl of emotions threatening to crush her—fear, doubt, anger, and somewhere, buried beneath it all, a dangerous spark of hope.
Her lips parted. The words came out almost soundless. “Why me, Dad…?”
Her father, who had already started pacing with slow, deliberate steps, paused. “Because you are the one chosen, Ava. Layuna’s gift never misses. It saw something in you. Something I… I can no longer hold.”
Tears blurred her vision. She blinked rapidly, trying to clear them, but her voice cracked anyway. “But I didn’t ask for this! I didn’t ask to… to heal broken hearts or take away pain or—” Her words faltered, collapsing under the sheer enormity of what was being asked.
She pressed her palms to her eyes, shaking her head. Images flashed unbidden—the memory of the table earlier, voices raised in anger until her words had silenced them all. Her father’s hand was gripping her shoulder, trying to stop her. The strange weightless emptiness that followed, like something had been drained from her.
Was that really me? Did I really do that?
A sob escaped before she could swallow it down. She turned her face away, ashamed of breaking down in front of him.
Dr. Arceta slowly came closer, his footsteps barely making a sound on the floorboards. He sat on the edge of the bed, careful not to crowd her. “Ava,” he said softly, his voice carrying none of the commanding certainty from earlier. “Anak, I know this is too much. I know it feels like the world is collapsing on your shoulders. But believe me when I tell you—I wouldn’t ask this of you if there was any other way.”
Avalora lowered her hands, her tear-stained face finally turning toward him. “You say it like it’s a choice, Dad. But you’ve already decided for me. Tomorrow… you’ll take away who I am and replace it with something I don’t even understand.”
Her father’s expression faltered. Pain flickered across his features, as though her words had pierced through his armor. “I’m not taking away who you are. I’m asking you to step into who you were always meant to become.”
She shook her head violently, hugging her knees tighter. Meant to become? I didn’t even get to choose what I wanted to be in the first place…
The room fell quiet except for Avalora’s uneven breathing. The sound of the night air outside drifted faintly through the window—crickets, a distant hum of the city—life moving on, uncaring of the storm unraveling inside her.
For the first time since she woke, Avalora wished she could faint again. Slip back into that soft, dark nothingness where no choices had to be made.
But she could not.
Tomorrow was coming, whether she wanted it or not.
And with it—the burden of a power that terrified her.
Notes:
Are Norelle and Avalora's abilities the same? No po.
Though both can sway others, Avalora’s is rooted in empathy, while Norelle’s is in domination.
Chapter 30: Diagnosis
Chapter Text
“How many languages are you fluent in, Jor?” Solana asked, her tone deliberately light, almost sing-song, as she tried to distract the restless immortal beside her.
“Five? Six? I’m not sure.” Jorwyn answered distractedly, biting her lower lip, her eyes narrowing with razor focus at the task in front of her. Her jaw clenched, shoulders taut, every vein in her forearms standing out as though the fate of the world depended on it.
“Yan na ba talaga yan?” Garnet exhaled in a long-suffering sigh, her tone flat, bordering on sarcastic. She adjusted her grip on the table, utterly unimpressed.
The three of them were in the middle of an absurdly serious arm wrestling match—except this was no ordinary one. It was Jorwyn and Solana versus Garnet. Both of them had clasped their hands together and locked against Garnet’s single one, meaning four hands were struggling against one, yet the outcome did not seem uncertain at all.
The table creaked, their arms trembled, sweat beaded on Solana’s brow. Jorwyn’s knuckles whitened as she poured every ounce of her immortal strength into the push, but Garnet sat across them like a mountain unmoved, lips curling in faint amusement.
“Akala ko ba kampi tayo, Sol!” Jorwyn hissed, her voice strained as she struggled against Garnet’s unyielding grip. “Why are you distracting me? Stop talking for a minute!”
“Kasi naman! Mas manghihina ako pag sinara ko bibig ko!” Solana fired back, her voice rising with frustration as sweat trickled down her temple.
That single moment of distraction was all Garnet needed. Her lips twitched into a sly grin as she seized the opportunity. With effortless strength, she twisted her wrist and slammed their joined hands down onto the table. The sound cracked like thunder in the small room.
Not even a hint of strain marred her face. Her biceps barely moved, as though she had simply brushed away a bothersome fly.
“Whew,” Garnet puffed her chest with mock pride, brushing invisible dust off her shoulders. “7th ranker did that.”
Jorwyn yanked her hand back, shaking it out as though the loss had physically stung. Solana collapsed backward dramatically into her chair, flinging her arms up in surrender.
“Okay! Next! Hide and seek naman!” Solana suddenly perked up, already bouncing to her feet as though her energy had been fully restored. She smirked mischievously, clearly not done with the games.
“Baliw,” Garnet muttered, rolling her eyes. “Of course you’ll win that.”
“Eh ikaw nga obvious naman mananalo sa arm wrestling pero pinatulan ka namin!” Solana shot back, wagging her finger at Garnet.
“Eh uto-uto kasi kayo!” Garnet retorted without missing a beat, her grin sharp.
“Ikaw na nga pinagbigyan namin para naman di ka na bitter sa ranking mo pero ikaw pa ganyan!” Solana snapped, her tone half-joking, half-annoyed.
Their voices rose, the playful spat escalating into another bicker-fest.
Jorwyn, however, sat back with her arms crossed, her patience fraying with every passing second. She pinched the bridge of her nose, the pounding in her head worsening. Normally, she tolerated their antics—they were good distractions, even sources of comfort—but tonight was different.
Tonight, her nerves were raw, her mind spiraling elsewhere.
Her chest tightened at the thought of Avalora leaving.
She’s with the Chavezes… she’s walking straight into them.
And on top of that, Dr. Arceta knew. He knew what she was. The secret she had spent years guarding, the curse she had buried deep—spilled out like a child’s bedtime story. The memory made her jaw tighten.
Why did I let my guard down? What if I’ve doomed everything?
The thought of Avalora’s father dissecting her truth with his clinical eyes made Jorwyn want to slam her head repeatedly against the wall until unconsciousness was merciful enough to take her.
And here were Solana and Garnet, bickering like restless children.
“Pwede ba next, magsaksakan tayong tatlo,” Jorwyn growled, her tone low and dangerous, “tapos yung huling nakakahinga pa, pwede pang kaltukan yung mga natalo?”
Both Solana and Garnet froze mid-argument, blinking at her.
“Oops,” Solana said sheepishly, lifting her hands in surrender. “Sorry, Jor. Ayaw kasi magpatalo nito,” she added, jerking her thumb at Garnet.
“Ikaw, hindi ka na tumigil kakapikon sa’kin!” Garnet snapped back instinctively, glaring daggers.
“Ayan na naman!” Jorwyn exploded, throwing her hands up, frustration boiling over.
The atmosphere teetered dangerously—until the sudden buzz of Jorwyn’s phone on the coffee table shattered it.
Her heart lurched. In an instant, she snatched it up, her pulse quickening. For hours, she had been waiting, desperate for even a sliver of reassurance. Relief washed over her as she read the sender’s name: Avalora.
Her thumb trembled as she opened the message.
[I’ll come there in a few. Please wait for me.]
Her chest constricted. Jorwyn immediately typed back, fingers flying with urgency.
[It’s already 2 a.m., Av. Wouldn’t that be too dangerous for you to drive?]
The reply came quickly, as if Avalora had anticipated the worry.
[Kuya Dong will drive for me. Don’t worry, okay?]
Jorwyn let out a long breath she had not realized she was holding. Relief softened her features, but tension still coiled in her gut. She typed back a simple confirmation—she will wait. She always would.
When she lifted her gaze, she caught Solana and Garnet staring at her, eyes wide with the unmistakable gleam of mischief, like children who had been caught red-handed but were still plotting their next prank.
Jorwyn’s eyes narrowed into a glare sharp enough to cut steel.
“Av will be here any moment,” she warned, her voice cold and steady. “Huwag niyo hayaan na madatnan niya tayo ditong nagsasaksakan. Pahihirapan pa natin siya ayusin tayo.”
The two troublemakers instantly slumped back into their seats, chastised. Garnet crossed her arms with a sulky huff while Solana fiddled with her fingers, clearly trying to suppress a grin.
For a brief moment, silence finally settled over the room. And Jorwyn—still clutching her phone—allowed herself a small, fleeting smile. Avalora was coming. And that, for tonight, was enough to calm the storm inside her.
Meanwhile, at the Arceta residence, Dr. Arceta had already tucked Avalora into bed. He smoothed her blanket, reminded her once more—like a doctor reminding his patient of prescribed medicine—that she had to take the next step soon, to accept his abilities fully and transfer everything into herself. Then, believing his daughter would drift back into sleep, he left her side quietly.
But Avalora lay awake, her mind buzzing. The silence of her room pressed on her chest like a weight she could not shake. Her father expected her to rest, to let exhaustion claim her, but how could she?
Sleep was impossible when her thoughts spun in circles. She had planned otherwise. She had planned to sneak out.
Her pulse quickened just imagining it—slipping past her parents, past the heavy gaze of responsibility pressing on her shoulders, and straight into the presence she craved most.
Jorwyn.
She needed the immortal tonight. Needed her in a way that felt raw and frightening, as if she did not pour out everything inside, she would shatter.
She has to know. She has to hear everything I’ve been holding in. Otherwise… Avalora squeezed her fists. Otherwise, I’ll crumble before I can even think of helping anyone else.
When she arrived at the hospital, she pulled her jacket tighter, hoping it would help disguise her. She was not in her uniform—no polished badge of SCAR authority tonight—so her identity had to be confirmed. She went straight to the reception desk, urgency radiating from her restless tapping fingers against the counter.
“God, can you let me through already?” Avalora muttered, her voice sharp with impatience.
The receptionist flinched but answered carefully, “Sorry, Miss Ava, we just have to follow… uhm… orders sent by… you po mismo.”
Avalora blinked. “What?”
The young woman adjusted her glasses nervously. “The order—the one you sent out—it says that everyone, without exception, is restricted from entering Arceta Room #2 except Dr. Arceta, VARL, and SCAR.” She hesitated, lowering her voice. “You specifically said SCAR po, Miss Ava, and… since you’re not in uniform tonight… you’re technically not SCAR on duty.”
Avalora shut her eyes and exhaled through her nose, summoning patience. “Remind me to revise that memo when I get back on duty,” she said tightly. “For now, process my clearance. Quickly. I need to go back in there. Now.”
“Yes, ma’am.” The receptionist scrambled, immediately phoning Garnet and Solana in the designated room. Within minutes, clearance was granted.
Avalora did not waste another breath. The moment she received the go signal, she stormed down the corridor, the squeak of her sneakers echoing like a heartbeat.
As soon as the door flung open, she announced without pause, “My driver’s waiting for you, Sol and Garn. Pwede na kayong umuwi.”
The scene she barged into nearly made her stumble. Solana was currently straddling Jorwyn, pinning her to the ground in a full wrestling lock, while Garnet stood nearby, egging them on with a loud cheer for her losing comrade.
“Good evening, Ava?” Solana greeted sheepishly, though she did not let up her hold.
“Av—” Jorwyn started to greet her, but her face was promptly shoved back into the cold floor.
Avalora’s eyes narrowed, her voice slicing through the chaos. “Get off of her, Solana Marie Catacutan.”
Solana’s head snapped up, eyes wide with horror. “My god!” she yelped, scrambling back as if Avalora had just hexed her. “Don’t ever call me with my full government name again!”
She stomped around dramatically, grabbing Garnet’s wrist and dragging her toward the door. “Tara na, maglalandian na silang dalawa.” She shot Avalora a sheepish grin. “Balitaan mo ’ko, Ava, pag naghalikan na kayo!”
The door clicked shut behind them, leaving a heavy silence in their wake.
Avalora did not hold herself upright any longer. The second they were gone, she let her body drop, falling into Jorwyn’s arms. The immortal stiffened, startled, but instinctively wrapped her embrace around Avalora. The weight of her, trembling and warm, melted into her chest. She forgot about Solana’s rough pinning, forgot the ache in her limbs—her only focus was the healer clinging to her like a lifeline.
“Av, what’s the matter?” Jorwyn asked quickly, her voice tight with alarm. “Did the Chavezes do anything? Did Halo do anything?” Her grip tightened protectively. “Dapat sinama niyo na lang ako.”
But Avalora only whispered her name, soft and broken, “Jorwyn…”
The sound of it unraveled everything inside the immortal. The sharp panic she carried deflated, replaced by an aching tenderness. Just hearing her name from Avalora’s lips—fragile, vulnerable—was enough to calm the storm in her chest.
“Avalora,” Jorwyn said back, almost reverently, and in that moment she felt Avalora’s breath hitch against her.
“Can I cry?” Avalora asked. The question was a whisper, but the sob already pressed at her throat, fighting to spill free.
Jorwyn’s arms held her closer. “If it will make you feel better, go on and shed your tears, Av.”
She placed a steadying hand on Avalora’s head, smoothing down her hair. But when Avalora’s grip on her tightened, desperation trembling through her body, Jorwyn froze, stunned by the intensity.
The quiet of the room magnified the sound of Avalora’s sniffles, each one loud and raw in Jorwyn’s ears. Then, as if a dam finally cracked, Avalora’s sobs broke free, spilling into the hollow of Jorwyn’s shoulder.
Jorwyn did not let go. Her arms formed a steady wall around Avalora, protecting her from everything beyond the room. She could feel every tremor in the healer’s body, every ragged inhale, and she knew Avalora was fighting something far larger than herself.
“Dito lang ako,” Jorwyn whispered again, her lips close enough that Avalora felt the words brush her hair. “Take your time.”
But Avalora could not hold it back any longer. The dam inside her cracked open.
Avalora’s sobs were slow, though her face remained buried in the crook of Jorwyn’s neck. Her breath was uneven, fragile, like glass trembling on the edge of shattering.
“Wyn…” she whispered, voice hoarse. “Daddy told me something—something that won’t leave my head.”
Jorwyn did not loosen her hold. “Sige lang, tell me.”
Avalora clung tighter to Jorwyn. Her words came ragged, halting at first, but once they began, she could not stop them.
“It started at the dinner table…” Her voice trembled, her breath warm against Jorwyn’s neck.
The room in her mind returned—the long polished table, the glow of chandeliers, the Chavezes waiting with their cold, cutting gazes. She could still hear Halo’s mocking laugh, sharp as broken glass.
“Nandoon nga sila… Dr. and Dra. Chavez. And Halo.” Avalora’s body shuddered, as though the name itself were poison. “And then—Logan. Sitting there like he belonged, grinning at me like nothing else mattered. My chest just… tightened. I couldn’t breathe. I kept asking myself, anong ginagawa nila doon? Why did my dad let that happen?”
Jorwyn’s hand stroked slowly down her back, steady, wordless. Avalora drew from that warmth and forced herself to continue.
“They greeted me like it was all so normal. Halo, smirking, Logan asks if I got his flowers. I wanted to scream, Wyn. I wanted to flip that whole damn table.”
Her fists curled against Jorwyn’s chest, as though she still held the fury of that moment. Jorwyn caught her hands, gently prying them open, threading their fingers together.
“Pero pinigilan ko, Wyn. I said good evening like a polite little fool, even though I was burning inside.” Avalora’s breath hitched. “And then Halo said something—she called me a thief and that I was flaunting a stolen ability.”
Her voice cracked, and Jorwyn’s embrace tightened, her thumb brushing Avalora’s damp cheek.
“The whole room exploded after that. Halo wouldn’t stop talking. She said Logan was my cousin. She said she was also my cousin. She said we’re all tangled in this bloodline because my dad is Chavez, too. I turned to him—Wyn, I asked him—and he didn’t deny it.”
Avalora’s words came faster now, tumbling out as if she were afraid they might consume her if she kept them inside.
“Dad… he admitted it. He said Senior Chavez was his father. That he was illegitimate and that makes me a Chavez, that makes me one of them.” Her chest heaved. “Pati si Logan—he couldn’t accept it. He thought it was all lies, that it was just a trick to drive him away from me.”
She pressed her face harder into Jorwyn’s chest. “I didn’t want it, Wyn. I never asked to be one of them. But the room—”
Her voice thinned to a whisper, haunted.
“The room turned into a warzone. Voices, accusations, curses—it all clashed at once. Plates rattling, glasses trembling. Tapos si Halo… Halo looked at me like I was the reason for everything, like I chained her life to mine when I healed her as a child.”
It turned out the memory Avalora carried all these years was wrong. She always thought it was just a childhood playmate she had patched up after a scraped knee—something small, something ordinary. But the truth was far heavier: that girl hadn’t just stumbled and bruised herself. She had been struck by a passing vehicle, and Avalora had unknowingly pulled her back from the edge of death.
Avalora struggled to piece the memory together, realizing why everything felt fractured. Back then, she believed she was healing nothing more than a bruise, but the girl’s parents dismissed her insistence, brushing it off as childish fantasy. They thought she was lying, inventing a story that didn’t match the injury. That disbelief built a wall between them.
So the games stopped. The laughter faded. What Avalora remembered as the last innocent moment of patching up a friend’s knee was, in truth, the moment that revealed her gift—and the reason her playmate’s family pulled her away, leaving Avalora alone with a memory she never fully understood until now.
Her body shook against Jorwyn’s as the words ripped through her. “She said she hates me for it. That every breath she takes feels stolen. That she’s alive because of me, and she’ll never forgive me for it. Alam mo ba pakiramdam nun, Jorwyn? To have someone spit your kindness back at you like poison?”
Jorwyn cupped Avalora’s face, lifting her just enough to meet her eyes. Her gaze was steady, unflinching, a silent vow: I see you. I believe you.
Avalora swallowed hard, her voice trembling. “I couldn’t take it anymore. I felt something swelling inside me—like my chest was going to split open. I stood up. Sinabi ko sakanila na tama na and they listened, Jor. They listened. Their rage drained away like water from a broken jar. They left, one by one, and none of them even realized what I did to them.”
The last words fell like shards of glass, and Avalora collapsed fully against Jorwyn, shaking, sobbing into her chest.
Jorwyn wrapped both arms around her tightly, chin resting atop her hair. “Av…” she whispered, voice rough with quiet anger at the world.
Avalora clung to her like a lifeline, her tears soaking into Jorwyn’s shirt. “I don’t know who I am anymore, Wyn. Am I still me, or am I just their mistake?”
Jorwyn pulled her closer, as if trying to press her heart into Avalora’s. Her voice was low, steady, unyielding. “Ikaw si Avalora, and you are not a mistake. And if they try to make you believe otherwise—I’ll burn the whole world down before I let them touch you.”
Avalora pulled back slightly, enough to see Jorwyn’s eyes, though she kept her fingers knotted in the immortal’s shirt as if letting go might send her adrift again.
“Then… he told me the story of Agui and Layuna—the first bearer of healing,” Avalora said softly, eyes distant as though replaying her father’s words. “Layuna was… just a woman. Mortal and ordinary. She spent her days on the weaving bandages and healing people with what little she had. She had nothing but her hands and her heart.”
Jorwyn stayed silent, her gaze steady, encouraging Avalora to continue.
“And then, Agui came,” Avalora whispered. “The deity of fire, and the stories say he watched her—watched her bend over the sick and wounded, kung paano niya ibinubuhos lahat para iligtas ang iba, even if it broke her. And he gave her healing beyond mortal hands. He gave her the power to mend anything. Hindi naman ‘yon hiningi si Layuna, hindi siya nagmakaawa, but Agui decided. Just like that.”
Her lips trembled as she pressed on. “Dad said that’s why this gift never follows the rules of blood or legitimacy. It doesn’t obey lines or names. It chooses, Jorwyn. Layuna didn’t pass it to her firstborn. It leapt. It chose again. It always chooses.”
Avalora’s tears welled fresh. “Pati ako, Wyn. She chose me.”
Jorwyn’s thumb brushed over her damp cheek, gently. “It chose you,” she echoed.
Avalora’s voice wavered. “But why? Why me, when I never asked? When I’d rather just… stay as I am? Sabi ni Dad kasi I can do more. After all, I have to carry what he can no longer. Pero kasi, Wyn, it feels like I’m being swallowed whole. Like Layuna was chosen because she was strong. Pero ako? I’m terrified. I don’t want to disappear.”
Jorwyn exhaled slowly, letting the weight of Avalora’s words sink in before she spoke. “Av… strength doesn’t mean na hindi ka natatakot. Layuna wasn’t chosen kasi she was fearless—siguro nga she was chosen kasi kahit takot siya, she kept going. At hindi ka mawawala—hindi ko hahayaang mangyari ‘yon. You’re still here, still fighting to hold on to yourself. That’s proof enough. At kung pakiramdam mo nilulunod ka na ng bigat… then let me carry some of it. Hindi naman kita hahayaang mag-isa, Av.”
The immortal’s eyes softened, her voice steady but low. “Av… do you know why that story feels so familiar to me?”
Avalora looked up at her, brows knitted through her tears.
Jorwyn shifted, tightening her embrace, as though grounding Avalora against the storm she herself carried. “Because I grew up with almost the same tale. Only mine was about Aguwa and Layna, diba?”
Avalora held her gaze on Jorwyn. She already knew the story, but the look she gave was one of quiet urging, as if telling Jorwyn to go on.
“In my story,” Jorwyn continued, her voice low, deliberate, “Layna was radiant, kasing-liwanag ng umagang araw, pero kasing-lambot ng tubig. Aguwa fell for her—hopelessly. Pero hindi siya gentle. She loved too fiercely, too possessively. At nung tumanda na si Layna, nung dumating na si kamatayan, Aguwa tried to cage her with fire—immortality, cursed flames, anything para lang ‘di siya mawala. Pero imbes na mailigtas si Layna, she was destroyed; she was burned in her embrace. And from that, Aguwa’s grief twisted into rage. Yung sumpang binigay niya sa’kin… it was born from that ruin. Love that turned into punishment, given to those she could no longer reach.”
Avalora’s breath trembled. “Jorwyn…”
“Do you see it, Av?” Jorwyn said softly, her lips brushing Avalora’s hair as she spoke. “Two stories. One of Agui and Layuna—where power was born from devotion, where love gave life. And one of Aguwa and Layna, where power was born from desperation, where love destroyed instead of healed. They mirror each other. Like shadows and light.”
Avalora’s tears fell freely again, but this time not only from grief—something deeper, something dawning stirred in her chest.
“So, are you saying…” Avalora whispered, “It’s connected? Layuna and Agui, and Aguwa and Layna?”
Jorwyn nodded slowly, her dark eyes shimmering with unspoken centuries. “Oo, Av… That’s why when you told me now, it struck me. Our stories are threads of the same cloth. Where one deity gave, another cursed. Where one mortal healed, another burned. At heto tayo ngayon. You, the child of Layuna’s legacy. Me, the child of Aguwa’s wrath.”
Avalora’s chest ached, but Jorwyn’s words wrapped around her like a balm. Her lips parted, her sob caught somewhere between despair and fragile hope.
Jorwyn kissed her forehead, lingering, her voice steady as a vow. “You won’t lose yourself, Av. Not while I’m holding you. You’ll be Avalora—chosen not just by Layuna, but by me.”
Avalora remained sat in Jorwyn’s arms, her heartbeat still frantic but slowing, lulled by the immortal’s steady hold. Her mind replayed both stories—Agui and Layuna, Aguwa and Layna—until the overlap started to gnaw at her.
“Wyn…” Avalora finally murmured, her brows furrowing, “What if… they’re not two stories at all?”
Jorwyn tilted her head slightly, waiting.
“What if iisang kwento lang siya,” Avalora whispered, “pero nag-iba lang pagkakakwento depende kung sino ang unang nagdala? Maybe, on my side, it was told as Agui and Layuna… tapos sayo naman, they remembered it as Aguwa and Layna. Same gods, same mortal. Pero naghiwalay ‘yung versions—the giver and the destroyer. The blessing and the curse.”
For a heartbeat, silence clung to the room. Avalora searched Jorwyn’s face, her tears catching the faint light.
But then Jorwyn shook her head, firm. Her grip around Avalora tightened, grounding. “No, Av. Not for me. My story is not just a tale that twisted through time, kasi nga nakita ko mismo si Aguwa diba?”
Avalora blinked.
“Ilang beses ko na siyang nakita, Av,” Jorwyn said quietly, her voice weighted with centuries. “I stood in front of her. I burned under her fire. ‘Yung mga mata niya—Av, hindi ko makakalimutan. They weren’t just stories na binubulong sa mga bata or legends na kinakanta sa lullabies. Totoo sila. Totoo siya.””
Avalora’s breath hitched.
“At noong ta-tanga pa ako na tanungin siya,” Jorwyn continued, eyes lowering as the memory pressed against her chest, “when I begged her to tell me why she cursed me, she told me of Layna. Her voice cracked when she spoke that name, Avalora. Hindi siya parang alamat sa bibig niya—it was grief. Pagsisisi. A wound she still carries. Naramdaman ko ‘yon.”
Avalora’s tears spilled over, but this time not only from her own weight—she wept for Jorwyn’s pain, for the reality she had endured.
“Siguro nga,” Jorwyn pressed gently, cupping Avalora’s cheek, “our stories overlap. They run like rivers beside each other. But mine—alam kong totoong nangyari because I saw Aguwa’s sorrow with my own eyes.”
Avalora leaned into her touch, whispering, “And mine… mine might be the echo of yours. Or maybe… maybe it was meant to reach me, so I’d find you.”
Jorwyn exhaled, a shaky sound that was not quite a laugh, was not quite a sob. “Then maybe both are true, Av. Two sides of the same flame. Agui who gave, Aguwa who took. Layuna, who healed, Layna, who burned. And us, standing here, caught in their aftermath.”
Avalora curled into Jorwyn’s arms, her cheek pressed against the steady rise and fall of her chest. For a while, she did not speak, just clung to her, as though the silence might spare her from unraveling. But when the words finally tore out, they tumbled fast, uneven, desperate.
“Dad told me more,” she whispered as her fingers curled tighter into Jorwyn’s shirt as if her grip could hold back the tears. “Sabi niya… the healing, hindi daw siya buo sa simula. Nahahati siya between the old bearer and the new bearer. At kapag ready na ‘yung bago… kailangan niyang akuin lahat from other kasi kung hindi… neither of them will ever be strong enough.”
Jorwyn’s hand rose, gently covering Avalora’s. “Av… that sounds like a burden no one should have to carry alone.
Avalora sucked in a ragged breath, pulling back just enough to look at Jorwyn. Her eyes gleamed wet in the low light, lashes heavy with tears. “He wants me to take everything from him, Wyn. Every bit of healing he has left. He said I’d be able to do more—even things no one thought possible. He—he thinks I could even…” Her lips trembled, and she dropped her gaze. “He thinks I could lift your curse.”
Her chest heaved as she tried to swallow the lump in her throat. “But I told him no. I don’t want to. Hindi niya ko naiintindihan, Wyn—I can’t just strip him bare. Those hands—my dad’s hands—they’ve held me since I was small, stitched people back together, saved lives. How can he ask me to be the one to take that away?”
Jorwyn’s arms tightened around her, and Avalora leaned into them, letting her forehead rest in the hollow of Jorwyn’s shoulder. Her words came muffled now, broken between sobs.
“He said na I’ve already started using something na hindi ko naman alam na meron ako… like kanina, when I made everyone at the table calm down. Hindi ko nga maalala kung ano mismong sinabi ko eh. Sabi niya, it drained me so badly na I forgot—parang biglang naglaho sa memory ko. And kung hindi ko daw kukunin ‘yung half niya, I’ll never know when it happens again. I’ll just keep exhausting myself nang hindi ko alam kung paano or bakit.”
Avalora’s voice cracked as she tried to keep going. “He said with the whole healing, I could cure anything. I could dissolve pain instead of carrying it. I could heal myself. I could…” She broke off, squeezing her eyes shut, tears slipping down her face. “But I never wanted to be Layuna’s heir or whatever name they want to put on me. I just wanted to—” Her voice collapsed into a whisper. “I just wanted to be me.”
She clung to Jorwyn, trembling. “And the worst part? He gave me until tomorrow. Like I’m supposed to wake up ready to strip my own father of everything he’s ever been. He said one way or another, I have to take it. Wala akong choice, Wyn.”
Finally, her voice broke completely, shaking as the truth spilled out, “I’m so scared. I don’t know if I can do it. I don’t know if I want to. And I don’t know what it’ll make me if I do.”
She buried her face against Jorwyn again, breathing in her warmth, her steadiness, as if Jorwyn could anchor her in place while the whole world threatened to split her apart.
Jorwyn let the storm of Avalora’s words crash and spill, let the sobs shake through her chest until the weight of them left her trembling against her. Only then did Jorwyn lower her chin to rest atop Avalora’s head, her breath warm in her hair, her arms tightening like a vow.
“Av,” she murmured, gentle as a touch. “I hear you… every word, every fear.”
Avalora shuddered in her embrace, and Jorwyn tilted her head, brushing her cheek against Avalora’s temple, grounding her. “What your father is asking of you—Av, ang bigat nun. It’s not fair. Hindi ka dapat ilagay sa ganitong choice, lalo na galing pa sa tatay mo. Hindi madali, hindi magaan, and it takes so much from both of you. Kaya tama lang na matakot ka. Anyone would be.”
Avalora made a broken sound, somewhere between a sob and a laugh. “Then why does he sound so sure it’s the only way?”
“Maybe because he believes what he’s seen,” Jorwyn said softly, her hand tracing slow, soothing lines up and down Avalora’s back. “But believing doesn’t make it easy. Or fair.” She drew back just enough to catch Avalora’s tear-streaked face, her thumb brushing away the dampness at her cheek. “You’re allowed to not want it, Av. Allowed na sabihin mo na hindi mo naman hiningi ‘to. That doesn’t mean mahina ka—it just means tao ka. And that’s okay. That’s enough.”
Avalora’s throat tightened, her breath trembling between them. “But what if I can’t… what if I can’t carry it, Wyn? What if I’m not enough?”
Jorwyn’s arms pulled her in, fierce, unyielding. “Then I will carry it with you.” She pressed her cheek against Avalora’s hair, her words falling like a vow against her skin. “Hindi mo naman kasi aalisin lahat sa dad mo, Av. You’ll just inherit what he carried, so you don’t have to walk this road alone. At kung madapa ka, kung maramdaman mong bibigay ka—then lean on me. Ako ang aagapay sayo. That’s what it means for our stories to be bound.”
Avalora’s sobs softened, the rhythm of Jorwyn’s heartbeat anchoring her.
“Natatakot ka because you care,” Jorwyn murmured, her voice hushed and tender. “Because you love your father, because you don’t want to lose him, because you don’t want power if it costs the people you love. Hindi naman ‘yon kahinaan, Av. That’s the very reason Layuna chose you.”
For a long time, Avalora said nothing, just breathed against her, clinging tighter. And Jorwyn held her through it all, as if her arms alone could bear the weight Avalora was terrified to claim.
The healer pressed her forehead against the immortal’s shoulder, her breath still uneven but slower now, steadier. And in that fragile silence, the truth came to her—quiet, undeniable.
She loved her.
Not the way she had skirted around it, not the way she had pretended it was just need or gratitude. No. She loved Jorwyn.
Fiercely. Frighteningly.
And for the first time, she stopped trying to run from it.
But even as Jorwyn’s embrace wrapped her in warmth, Avalora’s chest still ached with the truth that tomorrow would come. The choice would come, and no amount of holding on could keep it from tearing into her.
What will I become, she thought, trembling against the woman she loved, when tomorrow demands my answer?
Chapter 31: Pulse Transfered
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The hospital room was steeped in the gray hush of early morning, the kind of quiet that always comes after a storm of emotions. The faint smell of antiseptic lingered in the air, mingling with the sterile coolness of the air conditioning.
Avalora and Jorwyn lay in a tangle of exhaustion, their bodies folded toward each other instinctively, like survivors clinging to warmth after a shipwreck. Hours of crying, confessions, and comfort had drained them both until sleep overtook them—unplanned, heavy, and merciful.
Avalora’s cheek rested against the thin hospital pillow, damp from tears that had dried during her sleep. Beside her, Jorwyn had fallen half into the chair and half against the bed, her posture impossibly still in that way only she could manage, like she had been carved there. Immortality had not stripped her of weariness, but it had given her an unnatural composure—no twitch, no shifting, no restless dreams.
The peace was broken when the door swung open with a sharp metallic clatter. The noise ricocheted across the walls, shattering the lull. Dr. Arceta stood in the doorway like a brewing storm, his expression a thunderhead of disapproval.
“Avalora. When did you get here?” His voice was sharp, clipped, each word thrown like a pebble across a frozen lake.
The sound jolted both of them awake. Jorwyn shot upright so fast it looked like a reflex drilled by decades of discipline, her feet instantly on the ground, posture stiff—like a soldier summoned before her commanding officer. It was a strange echo of her days under fire chiefs and commanding figures; the ingrained reaction to authority never left her bones. Avalora, on the other hand, blinked groggily and stayed seated, her head still heavy, eyes stubbornly closed. She was not ready to face her father’s fury.
“Good morning, Dad,” she mumbled, her voice scratchy and thin with sleep. “Slipped out last night.” She answered honestly, though the admission hung in the air like a guilty sigh.
“You’re not supposed to come here pa,” Dr. Arceta shot back immediately. “I told you na may kailangan kang gawin, diba?”
Avalora let out a low, tired groan and rolled onto her side. “Dad, please. Kakagising ko lang.” She let herself fall back onto the bed, retreating from his voice, half hoping that if she kept her eyes shut, he would leave her alone. She had no energy to argue.
Jorwyn glanced between father and daughter. She looked better rested than Avalora—at least outwardly—but there was still a tightness in her jaw. In that instant, she decided to speak up for Avalora. Her voice came out careful, respectful.
“Dr. Arceta,” she began. “Good morning po.”
The man’s face changed at once when his eyes landed on Jorwyn. “Jorwyn!” he exclaimed, striding toward her as though suddenly remembering his manners. “I have a lot of things to ask you.” His eyes flicked over her face with open curiosity. “You don’t look like you’ve slept. But you look alright?”
Jorwyn rubbed the back of her neck and gave him a small, rueful smile. “I didn’t sleep po… as I don’t have to, Sir,” she said honestly. “It… comes with the immortality.”
The admission slipped easily off her tongue, but inside, there was still a flicker of shame—how unnatural it sounded, even now. True enough, her body was human in appearance, but the needs of mortals no longer applied. She did not require food or sleep to survive, but she still indulged in them to keep herself sane, to pretend she was still tethered to humanity. Without them, her mind would fray at the edges. And, deep down, she still craved those comforts.
Dr. Arceta’s eyes widened with fascination. “So it’s true!” he said. “You don’t tire, you don’t age! Gaano katagal ka nang nabubuhay, Jorwyn? Ano na mga na-witness mo?” He stepped closer, hands gripping her shoulders with a doctor’s firm curiosity, ushering her toward the couch as if she were a guest at his home and not a subject of inquiry. Avalora, forgotten on the bed, pressed her face into the pillow, pretending to sleep but listening with both ears.
“More than five hundred years, Sir,” Jorwyn answered softly, embarrassed by the sheer immensity of her age. “More than 500.”
Dr. Arceta’s jaw dropped. “Then that means you’ve lived through so much!” His voice was practically boyish with excitement. “How did you manage to stay hidden?”
Jorwyn gave a nervous laugh that he matched with an amused one. “Actually, madali lang po talaga dati,” she said. “I could just move from village to village. Sometimes from province to province. I also went out of the country. I change names, my profession, and even sometimes my hair and style.” She answered honestly, her voice trailing with memories of lives she had shed like old skins.
“Bet you’re gonna have a hard time this generation niyan?” Dr. Arceta teased, a glint of humor in his eyes. “Sikat ka pa naman sa profession mo ngayon at nakapaskil pa mukha mo sa BlueSent wall.”
Jorwyn chuckled. “Right,” she said. “I guess I need to learn another language now.”
The doctor leaned back, enthralled. His questions rolled one after another like a tide—about her past lives, her self-healing, the limits of her endurance. Could she survive being buried alive? Had she tried? Jorwyn, to her own surprise, answered him candidly.
“That was a very bad experience,” she admitted. “I have lived, died, and resurrected below the ground for a month.”
Dr. Arceta’s eyes sparkled. “That’s epic!” he said, genuinely amused by the revelation. “You managed to do that?”
“I was actually punishing myself po,” Jorwyn confessed quietly. “Seeing if the deity who cursed me can feel kahit na konting awa man lang sa akin. Baka sakaling pakinggan ako ni Ag.”
“Ag?” Dr. Arceta’s eyebrow rose. “As in Agui?”
“No, Sir,” Jorwyn deflected gently. “Aguwa po—she’s the fire deity.”
“It’s Agui—wait…” Dr. Arceta frowned, recalling. “Yes… Ava did mention you have another fire god.”
“There’s only one fire deity, Sir. And I’ve met her countless times already,” Jorwyn said, her tone turning almost persuasive.
“Well, let’s talk more about that next time!” Dr. Arceta grinned, leaning forward like a child eager for a secret. “Let’s compare my god to your goddess?”
Jorwyn gave him a faint, polite smile.
“Namana mo din ba immortality mo from your ancestors gaya namin?” Dr. Arceta asked suddenly.
Jorwyn shook her head.
“Oh, right… It’s a curse?”
She froze, eyes widening for a heartbeat before she turned her head away, trying to mask the shock on her face. The word curse was something she rarely allowed others to say aloud.
“It’s something I never wanted, Sir,” she admitted, voice low.
“Why?” Dr. Arceta tilted his head. “Pareho kayo nitong si Ava—tinatanggihan ang grasya.”
Jorwyn’s jaw tightened. This—this was why she rarely spoke of her burden. People always called it a gift, a blessing, when it had been anything but. She thought of Norelle and how guilty she had felt shutting her down. Now she was fighting the same instinct with Avalora’s father. She forced a small smile.
“Do you want it lifted?” Dr. Arceta asked suddenly.
Jorwyn’s heart gave a violent thud. She wanted to nod, to cry yes, but she stayed still.
“Do you know one of my abilities includes lifting curses?”
“Avalora did mention, Sir,” she whispered.
“Paano if sabihin ko na I can help you?” Dr. Arceta said again.
Jorwyn’s hands trembled on her lap. Her foot began tapping nervously against the tile. Hope was a dangerous thing, but his words made her believe.
“But you see…” Dr. Arceta hesitated now, his voice softening. “It has to be Ava.”
“But you said you—”
“Yes. I can help you make Ava lift it if you help me convince her to take the other half of my healing,” Dr. Arceta said, leaning forward. His eyes locked onto hers, intent and serious.
On the bed, Avalora nearly broke her cover. Her heart pounded so loud she was sure they could hear it. Whatever Jorwyn said next would either break her or fill her with something dangerously close to hope.
“I can’t make her do something she’s against, Sir,” Jorwyn said finally, her voice sinking with each word.
“Oh come on, Jorwyn,” Dr. Arceta chuckled, gesturing with his arms. “You see, aside kasi sa pwede niya ngang alisin yang curse mo, she still needs to do it because she needs to continue the family legacy…”
“Legacy…” Jorwyn echoed. “Ibig sabihin po ba, people outside your family know about this? Kaya po inaalagaan niyo yung legacy niyo?”
Dr. Arceta raised a brow. “No. But you see—”
“Does the other Chavezes know po?” Jorwyn pressed.
He shifted, sighing. “No, they were supposed to not know,” he admitted. “It’s supposed to be the bearers only.”
“How did Halo and her parents know?” Jorwyn’s curiosity sharpened.
Avalora stiffened under the blanket. She had always assumed only she was meant to know.
“Hindi naman dapat nila malalaman,” Dr. Arceta muttered. “It’s supposed to be us who have the ability only.” He glanced at Avalora’s still form. “However, when Avalora healed the almost dying Halo when they were still kids, nalaman din ng parents niya—nalaman ni Senior Chavez na nalaman nila, and he had no other choice but to tell them the truth kasi they just would not stop bugging him.”
Jorwyn gave a small “Oh…” and looked at Avalora. She could already imagine the self-blame that would blossom when Avalora learned this.
“Please, don’t tell Ava about it,” Dr. Arceta said suddenly, almost pleading. “I know she wouldn’t take it well.”
“Don’t worry, Sir. I won’t,” Jorwyn said quietly. “I’ll do anything para hindi siya masaktan.”
From the bed, Avalora’s heart squeezed. You’ll mask a lie to protect me. What else do you all have hidden from me for your intentions to protect me? But you don’t even know that being oblivious about the important things makes me feel stupid.
“Let’s convince her to take my powers, too,” Dr. Arceta said, circling back.
“Sir, can I ask you a question?” Jorwyn said, her voice firmer now.
“Go on! My God, child. I’ll answer it,” Dr. Arceta said, smiling widely.
“Can you please tell me why you want her to get your powers so badly?” Jorwyn asked at last.
“Goodness! Of course!” He straightened. “It has to continue! Somebody needs to retell our stories! And for that to happen, kailangan maipasa ng tuloy-tuloy! We couldn’t let it die here!”
Jorwyn blinked, absorbing his words. “So, in short nga po, for family legacy na kayo kayo lang din ang may alam?”
“Exactly!” Dr. Arceta said, triumphant.
Jorwyn winced. “Is family legacy more important than Avalora’s choice?” she asked quietly.
His brow creased before he masked it with a laugh. “What are you talking about, Jorwyn?” He said in between chuckles. “This is Ava’s only choice.”
“Well, not exactly,” Jorwyn replied. “Unang-una sa choices niya is to not do it.”
Avalora clutched the blanket tighter. Relief and hurt tangled in her chest—relief that Jorwyn defended her, hurt that her father would rather chain her to tradition.
“Jorwyn,” Dr. Arceta said, his tone darkening. “I thought you would understand how important this is. Lalo na ikaw mismo, you came from something magical.” He chuckled bitterly. “Turns out you are too blinded by whatever feelings you have with my daughter that you would rather protect her feelings than have your entire legacy continue.”
“What?” Jorwyn’s brows furrowed.
“You claim na our Agui and Layuna are just the same as your Aguwa and Layna, right?” Dr. Arceta’s voice sharpened. “Ayaw mong pagpatuloy yung kwento niyo? You want it to die here in this lifetime?”
“You don’t know what you’re saying, Sir,” Jorwyn murmured.
“You’re being selfish, you know?” Dr. Arceta shot back. “Do you think Ava would remain with you?” His words cut like glass. “She would not bear a child with you; thus, she won’t ever get to pass the healing to another Arceta. I won’t allow whatever you are having with her.”
Jorwyn’s face hardened. “Are you just planning to use me?”
“No,” Dr. Arceta said coolly. “Pero if that’s how you want to see it, then go.” He stood, back to her now. “Listen to me, immortal,” he said, voice low and dangerous. “If you don’t want your secret to be out in public, nor do you want me to completely take away my daughter from you, you will convince her to do what she needs to do.”
Before Jorwyn could even form a reply, he was striding to the door, his lab coat flaring slightly with the motion.
“Tell her to go home before the day ends,” he threw over his shoulder. “If I don’t see her face by then, I’ll have you kicked out here and the whole world will know that an immortal is walking the earth.”
For a moment, the hospital room felt emptier than it had ever been. The walls, once neutral and clinical, seemed to pulse with the echo of Dr. Arceta’s last words—each syllable still hanging like smoke. Jorwyn stood rooted to the floor, her breathing shallow, her hands betraying her composure by trembling faintly at her sides.
Avalora’s chest rose and fell under the blanket, but she no longer had the strength to keep pretending. Her father’s voice had cut too deep, and Jorwyn’s silence after the threats had shaken her. Slowly, she shifted, the blanket sliding down her arm as she pushed herself upright.
“Jorwyn.” Her voice was soft, raw, like a violin string drawn too tightly.
The immortal flinched at the sound, whipping her head toward Avalora. Her expression was caught between surprise and guilt. “Ava… nagising ka ba namin?”
Avalora’s eyes glistened. She held Jorwyn’s gaze, refusing to look away even as her throat tightened. “What was that all about? You were just going to… let him talk like that?”
Jorwyn moved closer instinctively, but she stopped halfway, her hands tightening into fists. “I didn’t agree to anything. Narinig mo naman yata kami eh. I told him I wouldn’t force you.”
“But you didn’t fight him either!” Avalora’s voice cracked. The tears that had dried on her face earlier threatened to return. “You just… let him say all those things, and you stayed quiet.”
Her words lashed harder than her father’s. Jorwyn’s heart hammered against her ribs. She wanted to explain that she was shocked, that she was calculating, that silence was sometimes the only weapon she had against a man like Dr. Arceta. But none of those explanations sounded like enough.
“Ayoko lang palalain ang lahat, Av,” Jorwyn said quietly. “If I pushed him harder, he could have—”
Avalora cut her off. “He already threatened you. He already threatened us. Ano pa bang mas lalala pa doon?”
Her voice shook, and she buried her face briefly into her hands. She hated this—hated the way her father made her feel small, hated that Jorwyn was caught in the middle. When she finally looked up, her eyes were wet but burning.
“Don’t you see, Jorwyn? He’ll never stop. He’ll keep pushing me into his legacy, and now he’s dragging you into it. And if you keep quiet—if you keep letting him—you’re giving him power over us.”
The words landed heavily. Jorwyn pressed a trembling hand to her chest, feeling the ancient weight of her curse pressing down. She had been alive for centuries, survived wars, exiles, betrayals. And yet here she was—undone by one man’s threats, and by the way Avalora looked at her now.
“You’re right,” Jorwyn admitted at last, her voice a whisper. She stepped closer, her eyes never leaving Avalora’s. “I was scared, Av. Not for me—para sayo. He’s your father. He has… too much of you already. I thought silence was protecting you. But I see now… it wasn’t.”
Avalora’s breath caught. Something inside her softened at Jorwyn’s honesty, though the ache in her chest didn’t fade.
“Don’t let him use you against me,” she whispered. “Please. Huwag ikaw.”
Jorwyn sank to her knees beside the bed, reaching for Avalora’s hand with a reverence that almost broke her. “Never. I’ll never let him decide who you are, or what you should carry.”
Avalora’s hand trembled in hers. A silence stretched between them—thick, unsteady, but alive. The tension from Dr. Arceta’s visit lingered in the air, but beneath it, a fragile thread of defiance bound the two women together.
For the first time since waking, Avalora let herself lean forward, pressing her forehead against Jorwyn’s. Her whisper was so faint it was nearly swallowed by the sterile hum of the room.
“If he thinks he can take you away from me… he doesn’t know me at all.”
Jorwyn closed her eyes, letting those words root themselves deep inside her, stronger than any curse. Stronger than fear.
The day waned slowly, the hospital room dimming as the sun slipped lower into the horizon. By late afternoon, the golden light through the blinds had softened to amber, casting long shadows across the bed where Avalora and Jorwyn lay. The storm left by Dr. Arceta’s outburst had not fully cleared, but for now, the silence between them was gentler.
Avalora was nestled into Jorwyn’s side, her head pressed against the immortal’s shoulder. She clung tighter than she usually allowed herself, as though Jorwyn might vanish the moment she let go. Jorwyn’s hand rested protectively at Avalora’s waist, drawing idle circles against the fabric of her shirt. Every so often, Jorwyn would lower her head to breathe in the faint scent of Avalora’s hair, grounding herself in the fragile peace of the moment.
“Pahinga ka lang diyan, Av,” Jorwyn murmured softly.
“I am,” Avalora said, her voice muffled against her chest. Then, with a mischievous little hum, she reached over Jorwyn’s lap and snagged the phone left charging on the bedside table.
Jorwyn lifted a brow, suspicious. “What are you doing?”
Avalora tilted her head up, eyes glinting. “Nothing.”
“Mm,” Jorwyn said flatly, though a corner of her lips curved. “That tone never means nothing.”
Avalora’s smile spread as her thumbs moved quickly over the screen. “Just… borrowing your phone. Solana hasn’t replied to me all day, but I bet she’ll respond faster if it’s from you.”
Jorwyn groaned softly, dropping her head back against the pillow. “Avalora…”
“Shh, shh, bodyguard privileges revoked. Tonight, I’m prank-texting.”
She laughed under her breath, the sound light and teasing, a balm against the heaviness that still clung to them. Jorwyn let her, if only because seeing Avalora laugh—really laugh—was worth every ounce of trouble Solana might give her later.
The room grew darker as dusk deepened. The overhead light had not been turned on yet, leaving them cocooned in the muted glow of the city skyline beyond the window. Avalora’s laughter softened, her body relaxing against Jorwyn’s again as she continued typing.
It was then, in the middle of crafting some witty message to Solana, that the phone buzzed with a new notification. Avalora thought nothing of it at first—just another group chat or email. But her eyes caught the preview line, and her amusement faltered.
The sender’s name froze her blood.
Dr. Arceta.
Her father’s message was short but chilling, a screenshot attached beneath the text:
“If you won’t convince my daughter, the world will know exactly who—what—you are. I’m sending this to the press tonight. Let’s see how an immortal hides when every camera is watching. —D. Arceta”
The attached image was unmistakable: a clear still from the hospital’s CCTV feed, Jorwyn’s face caught in the frame—looking healthy and unbattered, opposite of what their reports are saying.
Avalora’s breath hitched audibly, her hands trembling around the phone. Jorwyn, sensing the sudden tension, lifted her head. “Av? What is it?”
Avalora swallowed, her pulse roaring in her ears. Her body pressed tighter against Jorwyn’s as though the contact might shield her from the weight of what she had just seen.
But her eyes stayed locked on the glowing screen, on the words her father had written, on the proof that could unravel everything.
And Jorwyn, unaware, was still waiting for an answer.
Avalora’s throat closed up as she stared at the message. Her heart pounded so violently she thought Jorwyn might hear it against her chest. Without giving herself time to second-guess, she swiped the notification away and, with shaking fingers, deleted the thread. The evidence vanished into digital nothingness, but the weight of it remained heavy in her chest.
Jorwyn shifted slightly beneath her. “Av?” she asked again, her voice low, concerned.
Avalora forced herself to blink, to smile faintly, to lift her gaze as though nothing was wrong. “It’s just my mom,” she lied smoothly, brushing the phone aside onto the sheets. “She wants me home tonight. She says she misses me.”
Jorwyn’s brow softened at that, though a flicker of disappointment lingered in her eyes. “I see. Of course. You should go.”
Avalora hesitated, guilt pricking at her ribs, but she leaned up and pressed a fleeting kiss to Jorwyn’s cheek before sliding out of the bed. “I’ll be back tomorrow. Selene and Lowe will be here in a few.”
“Okay. Be safe, please.” Jorwyn murmured.
Avalora nodded quickly, gathering her bag. Her car had been left in the parking lot since the day her father dragged her away—it felt almost symbolic now, waiting for her. She moved through the hospital corridors with her pulse still pounding, replaying the message in her head, fighting to steady the storm rising inside her.
By the time she parked outside her family’s home, night had fully settled. The lights glowed warmly through the windows, almost deceptively serene. She could hear the faint clatter of cutlery as she let herself in.
Her parents were at the dining table—her mother serving soup, her father calmly eating, as though the world had not just tilted off its axis.
Avalora stepped into the doorway, her silhouette framed in the soft yellow glow. Her eyes locked on her father, unflinching.
“I’ll do it,” she said, her voice quiet but steady, cutting through the clink of porcelain.
The spoon in her father’s hand paused mid-air. Her mother’s gaze darted between them, sensing the undercurrent but not yet understanding.
The silence that followed was a chasm, the weight of Avalora’s words hanging between them like a blade.
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Chapter 32: Fracture
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Dr. Arceta’s spoon clattered against the porcelain bowl, a sharp sound in the hush of the dining hall. “My dear child!” he exclaimed, his voice thick with warmth and disbelief. He rose from his chair so quickly that it scraped against the floor and crossed the space between them, arms outstretched. His hug engulfed Avalora, but she stood stiff and unmoving in his embrace, her hands remaining at her sides.
Across the table, Dra. Arceta watched with a mixture of pride and unease. She beckoned one of the house staff with a flick of her fingers. “Get Ava a plate,” she murmured.
“No need, Mom,” Avalora said quickly, lifting a hand to stop her. “I’ll have to go back after I finish what I need to do.” Her voice was calm, but there was a tautness to it, like a wire drawn too tight.
Her father’s grin spread so wide she thought for a moment his lips might tear. Her mother only sighed, her eyes soft and heavy with worry.
“Can we do this upstairs?” Avalora asked quietly, nodding toward the staff lingering at the doorway. “I don’t want to do it in front of them.”
“Gladly!” Dr. Arceta said at once, as though he had been waiting for her request. “Anything you want, my dearest daughter.” His arm settled warmly over her shoulders, guiding her toward the stairs. Dra. Arceta followed, silent and close, like a shadow.
As they climbed, Avalora asked in a measured tone, “Can you show me the journals you told me about? Yung may accounts ng mga previous bearers?”
“I knew you’d be interested in them,” Dr. Arceta said, pleased. “Tamang-tama. I’ll show them to you now that you’re going to inherit the wholeness of our power.”
They entered his home office, lined with shelves sagging under the weight of books and glass jars of herbs. In the corner loomed a massive vault. Dr. Arceta knelt before it, spun the lock, and one by one brought out the journals he had kept—tomes of inked memories and secrets. Avalora watched him quietly, her hands folded, the weight of the moment pressing into her ribs.
“Take care of these, anak,” he said, holding one to his chest as if it were a relic. “Ito, specifically written by me. I had planned to write on it pa after you receive my powers, when I get to talk to Jorwyn again. Pero sa ibang journal na lang.” He tucked it back inside with surprising tenderness.
“I’m so glad Jorwyn and I are on the same page,” Dr. Arceta added with a grin. “What did she say para ma-convince ka?”
Avalora had anticipated the question. The lie slipped easily from her lips. “She told me she wanted the healer bloodline to continue,” she said.
Dr. Arceta’s smile deepened, pride bright in his eyes.
“She told me she wanted the curse lifted,” Avalora added, pressing the lie further.
From behind them, Dra. Arceta’s voice rose, sharp with alarm. “What is your daughter saying? You’re going to make her do that?”
“My dear, Ava will be able to do it!” Dr. Arceta declared, turning to his wife. “She’ll be the most powerful Chavez and Arceta as soon as she inherits what’s mine. Kaya lifting an immortal’s curse wouldn’t be impossible!”
“That’s… awesome,” Avalora murmured, offering him a small, strategic smile, feeding his excitement.
He caught her hands, his own trembling with fervor. “I’m so excited to see kung anong kaya mong gawin, Ava. In our journals, mababasa mo lahat ng discoveries naming lahat. How we acquired some of our powers. Meron ding mga cure tayong na-invent for diseases.” His pride glistened like a sheen of tears. “Knowing how good you are as a nurse, di na ako magtataka if you will surpass some of our ancestors.”
“Thanks, Dad,” Avalora said softly. She wished she could thank him fully—for his faith, for his guidance—but the truth sat sour on her tongue. Their healing power was not a natural gift. It was a legacy born of something else, something stolen.
Do we deserve all the credit, Dad? she wondered silently.
She hesitated, then said, “Dad…”
He hummed in response, still smiling.
“I think I love Jorwyn.”
His smile faltered, as though a shadow had passed over it. He laughed nervously, squeezing her hand like he could squeeze the confession away. “Anak naman…”
“Are you against it?” Avalora asked.
“O-of course not!” Dr. Arceta said quickly. “I’ll support you. After all, Jorwyn is immortal! She’s going to be a great addition to our legendary family.”
“But we can’t bear a child,” Avalora whispered, the words like a blade. “How will I pass this down if we don’t have one?”
Dr. Arceta hesitated, his mind whirring. He would not risk losing her now, not when she stood on the edge of inheritance. “We’ll see what the future holds,” he said with a brittle laugh.
Avalora withdrew her hand, pacing the room. “So… how do we make the transfer work?”
“We just have to hold onto each other, anak,” Dr. Arceta explained gently, following her with his gaze. “And I have to chant something—something about passing onto you. You have to say you accept it wholeheartedly.”
“Well, ang dali lang naman pala,” Avalora said, circling like a caged animal.
“Yes,” he said, “it’s quick. But because you will be stripping something from me, my body will take a toll.”
She nodded silently.
“While ikaw, you won’t feel any ounce of unease kasi you can heal yourself,” he said brightly. “Isn’t that amazing, Ava?” He was fishing for enthusiasm, but she gave him only a small smile.
“Can we do it already?” she asked, stepping toward him.
“Ava, you can still reconsider—” Dra. Arceta began, but Dr. Arceta cut her off sharply.
“Madeline, please. Do not stop her,” he said, his voice like iron.
Avalora met her mother’s eyes, a flicker of apology passing between them. Dra. Arceta mouthed, It’s okay. Avalora turned back to her father.
“Before we begin, I want to say how proud I am of you, Ava,” Dr. Arceta said, his voice softening. “You’ve become exactly the woman I envisioned.”
“Let’s proceed,” Avalora said flatly.
He laughed, joy ringing in the room. “You were so against it pa kahapon ah. I didn’t know Jorwyn had this kind of effect on you.”
“Dad.” Her voice was a warning.
“Eto na, nak. Kalma ka lang,” he said, smiling once more. He took her right hand and placed it on his chest, over his heart, and her left on his temple. His hands rested lightly on her elbows, seeking support.
He began to chant, his words low and solemn. “With this touch, I pass to you—”
But Avalora’s voice cut through, resonant, commanding, a sound she did not recognize as her own. “Come to me,” she whispered, but it rolled like thunder. “All of it. Every spark. Every drop. You are mine now.”
Dr. Arceta gasped. Light flared from his veins, a network of gold threads tearing free from his body, rushing into her like roots ripped from soil. He convulsed, knees buckling. Avalora staggered but held on, her chest searing. She did not stop.
“Obey me,” she said, and the spark obeyed.
He collapsed, chest heaving, his hands clawing weakly at the floor. The light faded from his veins, leaving his body ordinary and mortal. He looked up at her, eyes wide, not with rage but with disbelief.
“You… you commanded it,” he rasped. “As if the spark were your servant. Not even I—” A flicker of pride cut through his shock. “My daughter… stronger than me. Stronger than any who came before.”
But then his face shifted, realization striking. He was empty and powerless. His legacy had ended in her hands. “Do you even understand what you’ve done?” His voice rose, sharp, frightened. “That spark was not meant to be ordered! It will twist you. Bend you. Until you can’t tell if you are a healer or tyrant.”
Avalora stood tall, the glow of the spark burning under her ribs. “Then I will decide what I am,” she said, her voice steady. “Not you and certainly not anyone else.”
He stared at her as if seeing her for the first time. Awe drained away, leaving only fear. Avalora clutched the journals to her chest. She stepped closer, her shadow falling over him.
“Diba, you wanted me to carry the legacy—to heal and to protect? Heto na da, I will…” Her voice softened. “But not by your design.”
Dr. Arceta tried to rise, but his legs buckled. “Avalora—don’t—”
She reached out, touching two fingers to his temple. Her voice deepened, resonant, not entirely her own. “Forget. Forget the gift. Forget the power. Forget the pride that chained you to it. You will remember only that you loved me. That you wanted me safe.”
His eyes went glassy. His body slackened, confusion hollowing his face.
Avalora’s hand trembled, but she did not pull away.
If I erase the healer… maybe I can keep the father, she thought.
The silence after was unbearable.
Avalora’s breath came sharp, uneven, her body still thrumming with the foreign pulse of the spark. It settled into her bones, into the rhythm of her heartbeat, and for a moment she swore she could hear the cries of every bearer before her—a thousand whispers pressed into her veins.
It was intoxicating. It was terrifying.
Her father slumped at her feet, staring ahead blankly as though the world had dulled to gray. He looked smaller without the light, just a man, fragile and breakable. Dra. Arceta knelt beside him in an instant, her hands fluttering over his shoulders, his face.
“Madeline?” he said softly, his voice dazed, like a child’s. He blinked at her, confusion shadowing his gaze. “Are we… are we having dinner? Why am I—?” His words trailed into silence, and Dra. Arceta’s throat worked as she swallowed down her grief.
Avalora turned away, clutching the journals tighter, her chest burning with guilt and power alike.
Her mother’s eyes lifted to her, trembling but steady. “Anong ginawa mo sakanya, Ava?” The question was not an accusation. It was something heavier—a mourning, a quiet recognition that nothing could ever be the same.
“I… kept him,” Avalora whispered. Her voice cracked. “I kept him as a father and a husband. That’s all.”
The spark seethed inside her like a beast that had just found its cage too small. Her fingers tingled, her skin hot, the world around her painfully sharp. The faintest shift of her will made the air ripple, as though reality itself wanted to obey.
“Do you feel that?” she murmured, more to herself than anyone else. “It answers me. Everything answers me.”
She pressed a palm against her chest. Her heart thudded against it, frantic, too strong. Is this what Jorwyn lives with? Is this what her flame tastes like—the blurring of self and power?
“Avalora.” Dra. Arceta rose slowly, carefully, as though approaching a wild creature. “You can still stop this. You don’t have to—”
“No,” Avalora said sharply, spinning toward her. Her voice was not hers anymore—it carried an undertone, a reverberation that silenced the room. Even her mother flinched.
Avalora shut her eyes, forcing the power back down, into the marrow, into silence. “No,” she repeated, softer. “It’s mine now, and I won’t let anyone chain me to what they wanted it to be.”
The vault still stood open, its shelves of journals exposed like the ribs of a carcass. Avalora’s gaze lingered on them, then swept across the room, across the shelves of her father’s life's work, the walls that had witnessed generations of healers treating their legacy as divine truth.
Her hand lifted unconsciously. For a moment, the air shimmered—the books trembled, the ink threatened to bleed, the very paper quivered at her unspoken command. She could erase it all. Burn the record of what they had been. Rewrite the story of the healers in her own voice.
But her mother’s sharp inhale pulled her back. Avalora’s hand dropped. The books stilled.
Instead, she whispered to herself, “I’ll carry this… but not for them. Not for any bloodline but only for those who need it.”
The power in her veins hummed in answer, almost in approval—or maybe in mockery. It was hard to tell.
She turned to her parents, to the man who had once been larger than life and now sat blinking like a frail old man in his wife’s arms.
“Take care of him,” Avalora said quietly. “As a husband. Not as a healer. He’s free now.”
Her mother’s lips pressed into a thin line. Her eyes were wet but fierce. “And what about you, anak? Are you free?”
Avalora did not answer. She could not. She clutched the journals tighter against her chest and walked toward the door, the spark’s warmth glowing under her skin like a brand.
The last thing she heard before leaving was her father’s voice, faint and lost, “Ava? Anak? Where are you going?”
Avalora paused at the threshold. She almost turned. Almost. But she forced herself onward, whispering only for herself to hear, “To become something more than they wanted.”
Avalora did not go back to her room.
She walked past the familiar hallways of her family home as though she were a ghost. The staff greeted her, but their voices seemed muffled, their smiles unreal. Every step she took made the spark inside her flare, like her own pulse was louder than the world itself.
She slipped outside into the night, the air damp and cool. The garden spread before her—the medicinal herbs her family cultivated, the trees carefully tended, the pond glistening in moonlight. This had always been a place of peace, a sanctuary.
Tonight, it felt like a crucible.
Avalora’s fingers trembled as she lifted her hand. She did not even speak—she only thought.
The earth obeyed.
A single flower bent toward her, petals unfolding wide though no wind stirred it. A heartbeat later, three more followed, bowing as if to worship. Avalora’s throat closed tight.
“No…” she whispered, but the spark pulsed hotter, eager, hungry.
She turned toward the pond. The water stilled, glass-smooth. With another breath, it rippled into patterns—concentric rings that spread outward, each perfectly measured. She clenched her fists, but the ripples obeyed her will still, twisting into spirals, into shapes she did not mean to make.
Her chest ached. “Stop!”
The water froze mid-motion, shapes hanging impossibly before collapsing back into themselves. Avalora staggered, clutching her ribs, gasping. The spark quieted only slightly, like a predator crouching back, waiting.
Her mind swam with possibilities: she could heal wounds instantly, she could rip sickness from the body, she could command cells to obey. But just as easily, she could unmake flesh, twist veins, silence a heart with a thought.
A terrifying thought slithered in—I could end Jorwyn’s curse myself.
She stumbled back, shaking her head violently. “No. No. Not like this.”
But the seed was planted.
Avalora disappeared.
For a week, she walked the world without touching it. She left her phone dark, ignored the buzzing pull of work, cut herself off from family, friends, everyone who might drag her back into what she had done. Even Jorwyn.
The week dragged like a chain.
To Jorwyn, the week dragged like a chain, yet she stayed in the hospital, tethered to the sterile bed as if leaving meant closing the only door Avalora might return through.
Avalora wandered city streets at night, aimless, the spark pulsing beneath her ribs like a second heartbeat. Shadows bent toward her, and flowers bloomed where her steps landed. Terrified to move, terrified of what she’d already taken, she clutched her knees in the dark and thought of Jorwyn.
Meanwhile, Jorwyn filled her hours with company not her own. VARL and SCAR came in shifts, their laughter and chatter wrapping her in borrowed warmth. She smiled for them, sparred when they asked, but every time footsteps passed in the hall, her head turned sharply. Every time the door opened, hope rose like a flame — and guttered just as quickly.
Avalora told herself she was protecting Jorwyn by staying away, but her guilt pressed heavier each dawn. She had stolen everything — her father’s light, her mother’s faith, her own peace. And she had left Jorwyn without a word.
Jorwyn clung to faith in silence.
“Babalik din siya, Jor,” Solana said one afternoon, laying a comforting hand on her shoulder. Jorwyn only hummed in reply, her gaze fixed on the empty hallway.
When Dr. Arceta visited, Jorwyn pounced on the chance. “Have you seen Avalora?” she asked, trying to mask the tremor in her voice.
The doctor’s expression fell into worry. “No. She hasn’t come home. I thought maybe she was with you.” Jorwyn’s chest hollowed at that. “She left. She hasn’t returned since.”
Dr. Arceta frowned, visibly uneasy. “Bigyan mo lang siya ng time, Jorwyn. She… she must be sorting through things.”
Jorwyn almost let it go. Almost. But the soldier in her refused to. “What about her powers?” she pressed carefully. “You must have noticed something. The way she—” She hesitated. “The way she changed.”
But Dr. Arceta looked at her with startled confusion. “What are you talking about?” he asked, too quickly. “Avalora doesn’t have powers. She’s only…” He trailed off, flustered. “She’s only Avalora.”
Jorwyn studied him for a long moment, her immortal instincts sensing a gap, a fracture in the truth. He was not lying, not exactly—he believed what he was saying. Which meant someone had made him believe it.
There was only one person who could.
And when the seventh dawn came, Avalora could no longer resist the pull in her chest. It was not only the spark. It was Jorwyn.
That morning, Jorwyn sat upright in bed, still and waiting. She had not read, not slept, not let her gaze drift. Somewhere in her immortal bones, she knew—today.
The hospital was quiet as Avalora slipped past the nurses’ station, hood low, heart hammering. The walls seemed to accuse her with every step, pressing her guilt tighter. But she kept moving until she reached the door, until she pushed it open.
Jorwyn was awake, propped against the pillows, eyes fixed on the entrance. Not reading and not distracted.
She was just waiting.
When Avalora stepped inside, Jorwyn’s gaze snapped to her. No surprise, no startle—only a long, quiet exhale, the release of a breath she had been holding for seven endless days.
As if she had known Avalora would come.
“You’re late,” Jorwyn said, her voice hoarse but steady.
Avalora’s throat burned. She shut the door gently behind her and leaned against it for support. “I… I didn’t know if I should come.”
Jorwyn’s gaze softened, though her mouth was firm. “And yet you did.”
The silence stretched between them, thick with everything unsaid. Avalora finally crossed the room, each step feeling heavier than the last. She stopped by the bed, unable to sit, unable to catch her breath.
“I did it,” Avalora whispered.
“I know.” Jorwyn’s voice carried no judgment, only weary certainty. “I felt it the moment you entered the room. The air shifted. The spark does not vanish quietly.”
“I couldn’t stop myself.” Avalora’s fingers dug into her own arms. “He wanted me to inherit it, but I… I commanded it. I took it like it belonged to me. And then I erased it from them. From my parents. Like it was nothing.” Her voice cracked. “I don’t know who that makes me anymore.”
For the first time, Jorwyn looked away, staring at the IV line, at her own immortal hands resting still in her lap. “Nawala ka na lang bigla, Av,” she said quietly. “I thought maybe you decided you didn’t care about me after all.”
Avalora’s chest hollowed. She reached out without thinking, her hand trembling as it hovered over Jorwyn’s. “No. Gods, no. That’s not why I left. I was scared. Of me. Of what I’ve become.”
Jorwyn’s eyes flicked back up, catching hers. “So are you running, Ava? Or are you here to stay?”
Avalora’s breath stuttered. She lowered herself onto the chair by the bed, finally taking Jorwyn’s hand, gripping it as if it were the last tether to herself. The spark flared at the contact, wild and eager, but Avalora suppressed it.
“I’m here,” Avalora whispered. “Even if I don’t know how to be.”
Jorwyn squeezed her hand weakly, her thumb brushing her knuckles. “Then that’s enough for now.”
Avalora’s eyes stung. She bowed her head, resting it gently against Jorwyn’s arm. “Akala ko, kapag tinanggal ko yung healer side niya, maybe I could keep my father. Maybe I could stop the curse from chaining me, too. But it’s still inside me, Jorwyn. Stronger than ever. It keeps responding kahit ayoko, kahit hindi ko siya pinapansin..”
Jorwyn’s fingers threaded through Avalora’s hair, slow and grounding. “Then you’ll have to learn to make it listen only when you do. And I’ll help you.”
Avalora lifted her head, eyes searching hers. “Even after what I did?”
“Especially pagkatapos nang nagawa mo.” Jorwyn’s lips curved faintly, though her eyes stayed serious. “You can’t carry this alone, Av. And I refuse to let you try.”
For the first time in days, Avalora’s chest loosened. The weight was not gone, but it was shared, if only a little. She leaned closer, her forehead resting against Jorwyn’s. The spark hummed hot and restless between them, but Jorwyn’s steady presence dulled its roar.
“Natatakot ako, Wyn,” Avalora admitted, voice breaking.
“Dapat lang,” Jorwyn whispered back. “Fear means you still care what happens.”
Avalora closed her eyes, holding on tighter. For the first time since stealing the spark, she believed she might not be swallowed by it. Not if Jorwyn kept waiting at the door.
Chapter 33: Fractured
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They were tangled in each other’s warmth, lying quietly in the narrow hospital bed that had long since stopped feeling like one. Avalora’s head rested beneath Jorwyn’s chin, and the steady rise and fall of the immortal’s chest lulled her into a fragile calm.
The room was still in the aftermath of laughter. Only a few minutes had passed since Dr. Arceta had left, ending another of his evening visits—the kind where he would sit by the window and draw stories out of Jorwyn like a child asking for fables.
Tonight had been no different. His laughter had been light, his voice full of awe and disbelief, as he listened to Jorwyn recall how she had lived through plagues and revolutions, across centuries of dust and fire. It was a joy that made the sterile hospital room momentarily feel alive.
But before he left—as he so often did without realizing—he had managed to pull something raw to the surface. Something uncomfortable. He did not know it, but he had just torn open a wound that Avalora had been trying to keep closed.
Dr. Arceta paused by the door, rubbing his temples as though forcing a thought out of fog. “Pero alam mo…” he began, voice cracking, “there are nights I still see it.”
Avalora’s body went rigid beside Jorwyn. The immortal’s posture straightened, alert and quiet.
“Diba ‘yung pagpasok ko noon dito,” he continued slowly, eyes unfocused, “you two were—” His words caught midair, and he swallowed. “You were together. I remember talking endlessly, and then… Jorwyn, you told me.” His eyes found her then—sharp, lucid for a heartbeat. “Sabi mo nga n’on na you can’t die—you’re immortal. That you’ve lived through wars, storms, centuries… and that I went home with Avalora that night.”
The room fell into a silence so deep it almost hummed. Even the clock seemed unsure of its next tick.
“I remember thinking it was absurd,” he said after a long pause, softer now. “But then, something about your eyes— I knew you were not lying. Na hindi mo lang ‘yon gawa-gawa. I remember… fear. And then— nothing.” He frowned, confusion creasing his forehead. “Hindi ko na maalala anong meron katapos noon. It's as if someone has burned the edges of the memory. I can’t remember what came next.”
Avalora’s heart thudded painfully against her ribs. Her throat tightened.
Jorwyn’s voice, low and patient, broke the silence. “That’s all right, Doctor.”
He blinked between them, weariness softening his expression. “Ang weird, isn’t it?” he said, forcing a quiet chuckle. “How the mind forgets what the heart insists on remembering.”
Avalora’s breath caught. Guilt clawed through her chest. Every word he said made the truth heavier—that she had taken his memory, that she had chosen to protect him through forgetting.
When her father finally turned and left, the sound of the door closing echoed too loudly. Avalora did not move. She sat frozen, her pulse trembling through her fingers.
Then Jorwyn’s arm came around her shoulders, slow, careful. The gesture was wordless—not comfort, but presence. She pulled Avalora close until the healer’s forehead rested against her throat.
“Hey,” Jorwyn murmured, voice barely above a whisper. “Don’t dwell on it too much.”
Avalora did not answer. She only pressed her face into Jorwyn’s collarbone, breathing unevenly. Her eyes stung with tears she refused to let fall.
“It’s not your fault,” Jorwyn said softly, tracing small, slow circles on Avalora’s arm with her thumb. “Huwag ka na masyadong mag-alala sa dad mo. You did what you had to do.”
Avalora exhaled, shaky and fragile. “That’s the problem,” she murmured. “I don’t even know if I had to.”
Silence lingered, deep and heavy. Only the hum of the hospital machines and Jorwyn’s steady heartbeat filled the room—a sound both soothing and cruel.
Jorwyn shifted, guiding Avalora closer until her head rested fully against her chest. “Halika,” she said softly. “You haven’t slept properly ever since you came back.”
Avalora hesitated, then gave in, curling closer to her. Jorwyn’s warmth was grounding—steady, alive. Within minutes, the immortal’s breathing evened, her hand falling limp against Avalora’s back.
Avalora watched her. The dim bedside lamp flickered, casting a fragile glow across Jorwyn’s face. It softened the sharpness of her immortal features until she looked human—heartbreakingly human. That, more than anything, made Avalora’s chest ache.
Her fingers twitched. The divine spark within her stirred, responding to its twin—the one chained deep within Jorwyn.
She brushed her fingertips against Jorwyn’s cheek, whispering words that were not language but instinct. Love guided her—love and a quiet desperation.
The air shifted.
Warm.
Heavy.
Alive.
For the first time, Jorwyn stirred in her sleep, a faint crease forming between her brows as something inside her—the curse—began to move.
Avalora stayed awake, tracing the scar that cut across Jorwyn’s brow—a line she could erase if she wanted to. Her healing had grown stronger, sharper; she could mend not just wounds but what lived beneath them. She could pull centuries of pain, even the curse itself, out from where it clung to Jorwyn’s soul.
But she had stopped asking for Jorwyn’s confession long ago. She did not need the words. Jorwyn’s care, her protectiveness, her quiet surrender to Avalora’s presence—those were already answers.
The curse, however, refused to let Jorwyn fully see it. It had twisted her fate until even desire came wrapped in fear, and Avalora understood.
That was why she was determined to lift it. Not just because she wanted to be loved freely, but because she wanted Jorwyn to finally be what she had always longed for—to be a mortal. To stop watching the people she loved fade into dust while she endured.
Avalora rested her head on Jorwyn’s chest, listening to the gentle rhythm beneath her ear. It was calm, steady—the heartbeat of someone deeply asleep, deeply human. A sound she had not heard from Jorwyn since the accident.
A faint jolt passed through Avalora’s body. She could feel it beneath her fingers—the ancient fire that made Jorwyn eternal.
How long will you keep paying for something you never asked for? She thought.
And then, like it had been waiting to answer, the spark jumped beneath her skin, humming with warmth. The same warmth she had felt when she had healed her father—when she had commanded the divine spark to obey her.
Jorwyn… you’ve carried enough.
Her hands rose to cradle Jorwyn’s face.
I should do it now.
She knew Jorwyn would never permit it—that touching the immortal spark without consent was wrong, but Avalora could not stop herself. She could not waste this fleeting moment when Jorwyn was defenseless, finally at peace.
She did not speak. Speaking would wake her—Jorwyn’s soul would hear her voice across distance, even in sleep. So Avalora reached through emotion alone, through her touch.
The spark within Jorwyn resisted immediately. It lashed out, a storm of light meeting Avalora’s trembling will. Like it was lightning underwater—uncontrollable, wild.
Jorwyn’s fire flared in defiance, burning brighter as Avalora tried to coax it free. The pain surged through her body like molten current. She gasped, trembling.
“Please,” she whispered, voice cracking. “Let me help you.”
Inside her dream, Jorwyn found herself walking through the landscape of her memories—moments colliding, too vivid to bear. Aguwa is telling her of her divine past. Her grandmother dying, frail and human. Friends she had abandoned across centuries to keep her secret. VARL and SCAR bickering as Avalora’s name replaced her name at the top of their rankings. Avalora—her smile, her touch, the electricity that followed it.
She heard voices, hundreds of them—but one called her name with a softness that broke her. Over and over, gentle, pleading, full of love.
Her body shuddered. The curse inside her began to react, twisting violently to that call. She ran through fire, through storm—but she could not find the voice. She could not find Avalora.
Until she stood at the mouth of a volcano. The molten glow was not angry, but alive. From the lava, another voice rose—her own.
You cannot give what was never meant to be taken.
The glow shifted into an image—Avalora lying beside her, cupping her cheek. Jorwyn saw her own body convulse, the spark inside her writhing like something alive. It begged to be left alone. It was made for her, and no one else could take it.
Still, Avalora’s warmth pressed in at the edges of her being, tugging, pleading.
“Av, stop!” Jorwyn shouted into the molten light. “Ava!”
But the healer did not stop.
The divine spark began to unravel, pouring out of Jorwyn and into Avalora. The hospital room trembled—the air warping with heat, the machines flickering, the lightbulb burning out with a hiss. The only light that remained was the one between them—white, blinding, divine.
“Avalora!”
Jorwyn’s voice broke through the roar, desperate and trembling. Avalora did not hear her—or would not- and Jorwyn knew if she did not act, the spark would consume her.
Then, there was a collision. Their sparks finally met, and the world exploded in silence and light.
When the glow faded, Jorwyn was awake, gasping, hand locked around Avalora’s wrist. They both lay on the floor, the air still thick with the scent of ozone. Avalora’s eyes were closed, as Jorwyn felt new—her pulse strong, her skin warm.
“Shit.” Jorwyn sat up quickly, pulling Avalora into her arms. “Av? Av!” She examined her, panic rising.
Avalora’s lashes fluttered. A tired, blissful smile curved her lips. “I did it, Wyn,” she whispered weakly. “You’re free—curseless and free to love me.”
Jorwyn’s breath stilled. “Av, nandito pa rin siya,” she said urgently. “The curse—it’s still inside me, I can feel it.” But Avalora did not respond. She had already slipped into unconsciousness, her body limp with exhaustion, spent from trying to fix what could not be fixed.
Jorwyn pressed her forehead against Avalora’s, eyes closing as a tear escaped and slid down her cheek.
She thought about what it would mean—losing this mortal woman in the years to come, or worse, watching her burn out because Jorwyn had let her too close. Fear crawled up her spine, old and familiar.
“You’re such an idiot,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “That was so foolish. Hayaan mo na lang ako masunog mag-isa, Av.”
They stayed there, unmoving, until dawn’s light began to break through the curtains. Jorwyn cradled Avalora in silence, unaware that deep within the healer’s chest, the spark she had inherited now burned quietly—waiting.
Chapter 34: Exhale
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The morning sun spilled through the curtains, warm and gentle, brushing against their faces. The room felt lighter now—too calm, too still—as if the storm from last night had never happened.
Jorwyn had not truly slept. Her body had rested, yes, but her mind floated somewhere between wakefulness and dream, anchored only by the weight in her arms.
Avalora.
She stirred softly, a quiet sigh escaping her lips as she began to wake. The faint shift of her body drew Jorwyn’s awareness back to earth. She felt Avalora move—first to sit up—but then, instead of pulling away, the healer’s arms slid back around her waist.
A small thrum stirred under Jorwyn’s skin, faint but unmistakable. It was like a pulse beneath her ribs, responding to the warmth of Avalora’s touch. The same spark that once collided with hers in chaos now flickered gently, seeking, curious—like it remembered.
Avalora pressed closer, her cheek finding the crook of Jorwyn’s neck, breathing her in. The scent of her—cool, familiar, impossibly grounding—made something inside Jorwyn tighten. The spark beneath her skin shimmered faintly, a whisper of warmth that hummed against Avalora’s heartbeat.
“Hi,” Avalora murmured, her voice muffled against Jorwyn’s skin. A trail of soft kisses followed, scattered along her collarbone like whispered confessions. It was not deliberate, not teasing; just instinct. Like her lips had found their way there on their own, drawn to the rhythm beneath her skin.
Jorwyn’s breath caught. The spot where Avalora’s mouth touched seemed to pulse, each heartbeat louder than the last—it pounded so loud she swore Avalora could hear it. The spark between them flickered again—like a current recognizing its match, reaching out through every inch of her.
“Good morning, pretty,” Avalora mumbled again. The faint curve of a smile followed, brushing against Jorwyn’s collarbone again, lighter this time, like the echo of something she was not brave enough to say out loud.
Jorwyn blinked, torn between surprise and disbelief. “What—what are you doing?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. The question was not harsh, just stunned—because Avalora had never done that before.
Avalora let out a soft laugh against her skin, her tone lazy and tender. “You just feel so comfy,” she said, words drawn out like a sleepy confession. “I don’t know, Wyn… I just felt like doing it.”
For a moment, neither moved. The air between them felt fragile, warm, and alive—like a secret that might break if either of them spoke too loudly.
“Bakit tumataas mga balahibo mo?” Avalora asked, her voice soft but teasing as she slightly lifted herself to get a better look at Jorwyn’s face.
She reached out, fingertips brushing the immortal’s arm. The faint touch sent another quiet surge between them—small sparks, golden and invisible, like threads of warmth chasing each other beneath their skin.
“Oh, tignan mo oh,” she said, smiling as she pointed at the fine hairs standing on Jorwyn’s skin. “Kilig ka, noh?”
The flush that crept up Jorwyn’s neck betrayed her. Her cheeks, the tips of her ears—everything was giving her away.
The flush that crept up Jorwyn’s neck betrayed her. Her cheeks, the tips of her ears—everything was giving her away. “Kinakabahan lang ako,” Jorwyn confessed, voice low, almost trembling. Her gaze met Avalora’s—steady, searching, a little too raw. “I don’t even know what you’re planning to do next.”
Avalora giggled, a breathy sound that made the air between them ripple. “Valid,” she said, smiling through the rush of warmth in her chest. “Even I—di ko na alam anong ginagawa ko.”
For a moment, silence wrapped around them again. The sunlight shifted through the blinds, tracing thin golden lines across their faces. Jorwyn’s eyes softened; she could almost believe, for that single second, that this was all they had ever had to worry about—quiet mornings, and the weight of unspoken things.
Jorwyn’s lips parted slightly, as if words were struggling to find their way out. “Av,” she whispered, the single syllable carrying too much—warning, longing, surrender.
“I don’t need any scolding, Wyn. I know what I did last night,” Avalora murmured, her voice low, almost trembling from something that was not guilt alone.
She shifted against her, the movement slow, deliberate. From where she had been lying nestled between Jorwyn’s legs, Avalora pushed herself up, her palms brushing against Jorwyn’s thighs for balance. The contact sent another subtle wave through both of them—familiar, electric. The sparks that once clashed now reached for each other, as if recognizing the shape of home.
Then, instead of pulling away, she moved closer—straddling Jorwyn’s lap, her knees pressing into the carpeted floor on either side.
Jorwyn drew in a low breath, her back still resting against the wall beside the bed. Avalora’s weight settled over her, warm and grounding, and the faint brush of her breath ghosted over Jorwyn’s skin. The immortal’s hands hovered near Avalora’s waist, torn between restraint and the ache to touch. The space between them pulsed—thick with the kind of silence that feels like it could burn if either of them dared to move.
Jorwyn’s voice was quiet, steady, but there was something sharp behind it—the kind of sharp that cut even when it meant comfort. “And I also expect you to know na whatever you attempted—hindi nagwork, Av.” Her hands pressed onto Avalora’s waist, grounding her, anchoring her in the middle of the storm.
The moment she touched her, a soft hum passed between them—the sparks reacting, rippling across Avalora’s skin like static. It was not painful—just warm, sentient, alive.
“What?” Avalora blinked, eyes wide, disbelief lacing every syllable. “You’re lying.” She shook her head, desperate to cling to what she thought she had felt. “But I felt it pull away from you…”
Jorwyn exhaled softly, the weight of her breath brushing against Avalora’s cheek. “Nandito pa rin, Av.” Her tone dropped into something tired—a sigh that carried both patience and heartbreak. The expression on Avalora’s face made her chest tighten as that thin line between disappointment and denial. “I can summon Aguwa here if you want,” Jorwyn added, a half-smirk ghosting her lips, though her eyes warned otherwise. “Para maniwala kang nandito pa nga. Pero, Av, susunugin natin tong buong room.” The threat was not real, but the fear behind it was.
Avalora’s head dropped. “But Dad said it would work…” Her voice cracked, her hands trembling in her lap. “I thought I already freed you.” A tear broke loose, sliding down before she could stop it.
“Hey,” Jorwyn murmured, sitting up straighter, reaching for her face. Her thumb brushed the tear away before it could fall any farther. “I wasn’t expecting you to fix it, okay? I’ll never ask that from you.” Her voice softened even more. “Kasi, I've seen what happened to your attempt kagabi.”
A beat of silence followed—heavy, but intimate. Jorwyn’s thumb lingered near her jaw, and Avalora leaned into the touch like it was the only thing keeping her steady.
“Wyn naman eh,” Avalora whined, gently swatting her hand away as her throat tightened. “Maybe I wasn’t strong enough. Maybe I shouldn’t have erased Dad’s memories muna so I could have asked him for help…” She spoke faster, the words tumbling out with her panic. “Maybe I can still bring it back—do you think he knows how to lift it? I’m sorry, Jorwyn, I couldn’t make your dream come t—”
“Hey, hey, hey.” Jorwyn leaned forward, steadying her. “Ava, it can’t be removed,” she said, her voice a calm undercurrent to the healer’s storm. “This isn’t some ordinary curse, you know that. A god, Av—it was a god who put this on me. A mortal can’t just… undo that.” Her throat bobbed as she swallowed hard. “Ayokong mapahamak ka. Si Aguwa ‘yon, Av… si Aguwa na kayang sumunog ng taong mamaha—”
She froze mid-word. The silence that followed was louder than anything she could have said.
Avalora caught it immediately, a bitter smile forming on her lips. “It’s okay, Wyn,” she said quietly. “Kahit di mo naman aminin sa sarili mo, I can feel it. Even if you keep denying it, I can still feel it.”
“Av…” Jorwyn’s eyes glistened. “I’m scared,” she admitted, voice trembling like glass about to crack. “I can’t watch you disappear…”
“And I don’t want you to have those fears anymore,” Avalora replied, inching closer. “I want you to live normally, to stop watching everyone you care about fade away while you stay behind.” Her eyes flickered with a kind of ache that was not just sadness—it was devotion. “You see, I didn’t just inherit Dad’s ability to heal him from his obsession with it,” she said softly, “I took it to fix what I thought I could fix, because I… I badly, badly, badly want to be with you.”
“But you are with me—”
“I want to be with you the way Isabel had you!” The words tore out of Avalora before she could stop herself, raw and trembling. Jorwyn froze, mouth half-open, her next words dying in her throat.
For a heartbeat, neither of them moved. The name hung in the air like smoke. Jorwyn’s gaze faltered, and something fragile in her chest caved.
“It’s so frustrating…” Avalora whispered, shaking her head. “I never wanted anything this much until you. From the moment I felt the connection between us, I couldn’t ignore it, Wyn.” Her voice cracked on the name. “Pero, sinubukan ko naman eh. God knows I tried. But every time you make me feel like I matter, like I’m worth protecting… I just—” her breath hitched— “I keep going back to you.”
Jorwyn’s lips trembled. She wanted to say something—anything—but the words would not form. Her chest ached like something ancient was breaking loose inside her. All she could do was reach out, clutching at the hem of Avalora’s shirt, her fingers trembling.
“I don’t want—” a sob escaped her—small, helpless. “I don’t want to lose you, Av…” Her voice was a whisper against Avalora’s skin. “Ang sakit sa dibdib… oh god.” Her grip tightened. “I want to touch you and not regret it right after; to tell you how much I ache for you,” she breathed, voice cracking. “I want to tell you how much I—”
But before the confession could cross her lips, the door swung open.
“Good morn—what the heck?”
“Mga bakla? Anong ginagawa niyo diyan?”
“Jusko po, may kama naman—sa kama niyo gawin ’yan, huwag sa sahig!”
“Hindi man lang din kayo mag-lock? What if someone walks in tapos nasa kalagitnaan na kayo ng—”
A pillow shot across the room, smacking Solana right in the face before she could finish. Jorwyn, cheeks flushed crimson, scrambled to her feet and hastily helped Avalora up beside her. The healer looked equally disoriented—her hair tousled, her lips parted as though she had been caught mid-thought.
Jorwyn crossed her arms, trying—and failing—to mask the warmth still on her face. “OA niyo,” she said flatly, ushering Avalora toward the bed before stalking over to flick both Solana and Selene on the forehead.
“Aray!”
“Jorwyn!”
Both nurses yelped in unison, rubbing the sore spots and glaring like scolded children.
“Mga baliw,” Jorwyn muttered, shaking her head as she turned away. She could still feel Avalora’s touch ghosting over her skin, the almost-confession still lingering at the back of her throat. She forced herself to breathe, to focus on anything else. “Av, come now,” she called, voice steadier than she felt.
Avalora stood, brushing invisible wrinkles from her clothes, eyes darting away from Jorwyn’s gaze. The tension between them was still there—like static in the air, alive and humming—but she masked it with a huff.
“At talagang itutuloy niyo pa diyan?” Solana called after them, hand planted dramatically on her waist.
“Hindi man lang kayo mahihiya sa mga bisita niyo?” Selene added, backing her up with a smirk.
“Tanga,” Jorwyn shot back without looking, her tone sharp but the corners of her lips threatening to curve. “Hilamos lang. Kakagising lang namin.”
“Kainis naman kayo,” Avalora muttered as she brushed past them, finally finding her voice again. “You’re so gonna pay for interrupting us.”
That earned another round of scandalized gasps from the two nurses, who grumbled their way across the room, still ranting about “disgusting workplace behavior.”
Inside, the immortal and her healer moved in quiet rhythm—Jorwyn turning the faucet, Avalora reaching for the towel—both pretending to be unbothered. Yet between every glance and every small brush of their hands lingered the weight of what almost was.
Their hearts still raced in sync, breaths uneven. The chaos outside was loud, but not enough to drown out the silence between them—the kind that held a thousand unsaid things.
“Ginawang bahay ni Ava ‘tong room na ‘to,” Solana said, scooping another spoonful of food into her mouth. The table between them was littered with take-out boxes and plastic cups of coffee—the usual scene when Avalora was not around to nag them about cleanliness.
“Kumusta naman ‘tong si Jor?” Selene chimed in. “How long have you been staying here?” she asked, leaning back on the chair like she was interviewing her.
“I don’t even know, dude—I wasn't tracking.” Jorwyn sighed, her eyes drifting to the window. “I miss doing rescue missions…”
“Jusko, babygirl,” Solana exclaimed, setting her spoon down dramatically. “We had a huddle kahapon sa BlueSent—all units ah—and people wouldn’t shut up about you.” She furrowed her brows, trying to remember the details. “Huwag mo sasabihin kay Ava ah—mainit pa naman dugo niya kay ano—,” she giggled, “ilang beses nag breakdown si Cele dahil sayo—like she kept on saying na she wanted to visit pero ‘Arceta Med wouldn’t allow me!’ panay sabi niya.”
“Right,” Selene cut in, shaking her head. “Nagsilabasan mga nurses na may crush sayo, Jor. Gusto nila mag-file ng petition para ibalik ka sa Amihan—which is ridiculous, kasi hello, si Dr. Arceta makakalaban nila.”
“Heard from Ava nga na Cele and Kai went here pa nung isang araw to see you pero they were shut off immediately by Miss Avalora Quoraline Arceta herself,” Solana said like she was reporting a crime. “Apparently, they wouldn’t leave without hearing it from her mismo.”
“And?” Jorwyn asked, a curious smile tugging at her lips, like a student waiting for gossip she was not supposed to enjoy.
“Edi syempre, nakarinig si Cele kay Ava,” Selene said, smirking. “Hay, ganon pala maging jowa si Ava—sobrang possessive.”
Jorwyn cleared her throat, shifting awkwardly in her seat. “She said she hasn’t dated anyone pa, diba?” she asked, pretending to sound casual. “So… uhm, di niyo pa siya nakitang ma-ano… yung ano… uhm?”
Solana and Selene burst out laughing.
“Oo, Jor,” Selene said between laughs, “first love ka niya niyan.”
Jorwyn’s cheeks burned. “B-baliw!” she stammered, looking away. “Di pa naman siguro.”
She already knew Avalora had not dated anyone before, but hearing it confirmed by others made something flutter deep inside her chest. It was not just flattery—it was pressure, because if it was true, then every small gesture, every touch, every look from Avalora… was real, raw, and unpracticed.
“Sus, in denial talaga,” Solana teased. “Di lang sa nararamdaman ni Ava ah, pati sa mismong nararamdaman mo, Jor.”
“H-hindi nga kasi,” Jorwyn pressed, but even she could hear how weak it sounded.
“Ay, bahala ka, Robles,” Selene said, rolling her eyes. “Pag narinig ka niyang sinasabi yan, LQ malala na naman kayo.”
“Pfft, LQ,” Solana said. “Away mag-asawa kamo.”
Selene burst out laughing. “Jorwyn, alam mo bang akala ng iba kasal na kayo ni Ava?” she said between giggles, which made Solana laugh harder.
Jorwyn blinked. “What the hell?”
“Kasi nga diba nandito ka sa Arceta Med, malamang nag-isip-isip na mga tao,” Selene said. “Di naman dini-deny ni Ava pag may nagtatanong sa kanya, so kami rin—hindi namin dini-deny.”
Jorwyn just groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “Unbelievable.”
But beneath her exasperation, something warm curled inside her chest. Married. The word echoed faintly in her head, ridiculous but sweet—like a dream she should not be having.
Outside the window, the sun was climbing higher, painting golden light across the sheets Avalora had insisted she use. It felt domestic—too domestic for someone like her who had lived too long in missions and blood and loss.
Jorwyn was being watched over by Solana and Selene that day. Avalora was supposed to be off duty now, and whenever she was, her father made sure she would not stay in the hospital too long to avoid suspicion from the other staff. Jorwyn would not see her for two days, and though she understood, a faint restlessness began to build in her chest—a silence that no teasing nor laughter could fill.
“Tara, Jor,” Solana said out of nowhere, her voice cutting through the calm. “Let’s sneak sa rooftop.”
“Ha?” Jorwyn blinked, chuckling at the suggestion. “Siraulo ka talaga.”
“Seryoso kami,” Selene said, grinning. “Napagplanuhan na namin ‘to ni Sol.” She nodded toward her partner-in-crime. “Even with Maerith and Norelle—approved na.”
“Approved ng mga baliw,” Jorwyn muttered. “And how, exactly, am I supposed to sneak out? Ava would—”
“—kill you? Us? Yeah, alam namin,” Solana said cheerfully, cutting her off. “Pero listen.” She leaned forward like she was pitching a secret mission. “You forgot who you’re talking to, babygirl. The ultimate stealth combo, remember?”
“The what now?”
Selene smirked. “Ako ang timer diba,” she said, tapping her temple. “I can slow down bursts of time—short windows lang, pero enough para makalusot.”
“And ako naman,” Solana chimed in, puffing her chest a little, “the veil master.”
“Veil?” Jorwyn repeated, raising an eyebrow. “Kala ko invisibility lang ang kaya mo.”
“Oh! Hindi na lang invisibility,” Solana said proudly. “Na-discover ko ‘yung technique nung huling mission namin sa East Compound. Norelle told me to try bending my invisibility outward—like, instead of hiding myself lang, I tried stretching it to cover people close to me.” She made a small circular motion with her hand, and the air around her shimmered faintly. “So, veil. Light distortion field, baby. Not yet perfect, pero effective pag may kasabay akong time manipulator.”
Selene grinned. “Kasi, while she’s casting the veil, I slow everything down just a little. So the distortion doesn’t ‘glitch.’ The two powers stabilize each other. People who might notice us? Their perception lags.”
Jorwyn stared at them for a second. “You two practiced this?”
“Uh, duh?” Solana said. “Training room sessions namin yung trauma bag repacking sa supply room. Don’t worry, no patients are harmed.”
Selene snorted. “Except our dignity. We fell down a few times before we got the timing right.”
“You’re both ridiculous,” Jorwyn said, trying to sound stern, but her heart had already started to pound.
“But effective!” Solana said, already reaching out to pull her up. “Tara na kasi. When was the last time you breathed real air, not recycled hospital AC?”
The thought of doing something so reckless—something alive—was almost intoxicating. She had not done anything spontaneous since she had been locked up between four cold white walls. “Av wouldn’t approve of it,” she added quickly, clinging to that excuse like a safety line.
“Oh, come on,” Solana said, brows crashing together in mock frustration. “Di naman natin sasabihin sa kanya.”
“Sandali lang naman tayo, Jor,” Selene pressed, her voice softer now. “Kailangan mo rin makalanghap ng outside air. Di mo ba miss ‘yung amoy ng lupa, ng hangin, ng mundo?”
Jorwyn’s lips curved into a faint smile. Of course I do, she thought. I miss it every day. But instead she said, “Of course I do, pero nga—”
“Ngayon lang natin mapupull off ‘to, Jor,” Solana interrupted, her grin widening. “The moment your wifey comes back, mahihirapan tayo ilabas ka.”
“Anong wifey!” Jorwyn spluttered, flustered. “Hindi nga kasi—”
“Sure ka, ayaw mo?” Selene challenged, giving her that knowing look—the kind that said she would never hear the end of it if she said no.
Jorwyn shook her head, arms crossed.
“Kahit thirty minutes, ayaw mo?” Solana teased, eyes sparkling.
She shook her head again, firmer this time.
“Okay,” Solana and Selene said in unison, giving up instantly.
Jorwyn frowned. “Yun na ‘yon?!” she exclaimed, baffled that they did not push harder.
“Di ka namin pipilitin, babygirl,” Solana said, plopping down on the couch and unlocking her phone. “Sabihin ko na lang kay Ava na patulugin ka na namin.”
“W-wait!” Jorwyn blurted, snatching the phone from Solana’s hand—then froze mid-action as an idea hit her. Slowly, she tossed it back. “Go. Message her,” she said, smirking faintly. “So she doesn’t have to worry na biglang nasa rooftop na pala ako.”
Solana blinked, then turned to Selene. The two exchanged a look—a dangerous, wordless grin blooming between them.
“She won’t find out,” Selene said smoothly, eyes twinkling. “30 minutes lang tayo, promise.”
The immortal sighed, glancing at the clock. Her chest ached for a sliver of freedom, the kind she had not felt in weeks. “…Fine,” she muttered, standing. “But if we get caught—”
“Kasalanan naming lahat,” Solana said immediately, grinning.
“Oh no,” Jorwyn muttered, realizing her mistake too late.
They moved quickly. Selene pressed her palm to the door, her power humming like a low heartbeat—time stretching, soft and syrupy. Solana pulled her veil over them like a curtain of glass; the air rippled faintly, warping the edges of the room.
To the naked eye, they vanished. To the cameras, they flickered like a mirage.
Each step down the hallway was surreal—nurses frozen mid-turn, the ticking clock reduced to a muffled hum. Jorwyn felt her pulse quicken. The sensation of walking in a slowed world made her hyper-aware of every breath, every brush of air against her skin.
When they reached the stairwell, Selene exhaled and released her hold. Time snapped back, the world rushing into motion again.
“Smooth,” Solana whispered, opening the rooftop door with a triumphant grin.
Cold wind poured in—real and sharp.
Jorwyn stepped forward, the city lights spilling like fireflies across the skyline. She closed her eyes, inhaled, and for the first time in a long while, felt free.
Selene stretched her arms, grinning. “Told you it’s worth it.”
“Cheers to the great escape,” Solana said, handing Jorwyn a juice box she had clearly stolen.
Jorwyn chuckled softly, shaking her head. “You’re both insane.”
“Yeah,” Solana said, “but you’re smiling again, so we win.”
The night stretched wide before them—quiet, endless, heavy with unspoken things. Jorwyn closed her eyes again and let herself feel small under the sky. For the first time in a long time, she was not a weapon, or a legend, or an immortal cursed to endure.
She was just alive.
Chapter 35: Held Breath
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It has been weeks of calmness.
Jorwyn has been reported to BlueSent by the Arcetas as already stable and having finally awoken, though she still needed to recover physically, as her limbs were not yet well. Everyone believed the lie because it was Dr. Arceta who delivered it—and who would dare doubt the chief physician of Arceta Med? It was, after all, the perfect time to announce it, as it had already passed the ideal time for her to regain consciousness.
It was calm.
The kind of calm that blankets everyone in false relief. Though outsiders were still not allowed to enter the room that had been housing Jorwyn throughout the duration of her “recovery,” gifts and letters from her comrades, admirers, and friends were already being accepted. The Arcetas even sent BlueSent photographs and short videos of Jorwyn thanking them, showing off the presents she received from them.
In those recordings, Avalora would stand just out of frame, quietly watching as Jorwyn forced a tired smile for the camera. They had to make it look convincing—fake bruises shaded along her skin, pale foundation to dull her glow, and layers of bandages and IV drips that never truly pierced her skin.
“Little to the left pa, Av,” Jorwyn would whisper, adjusting the camera angle with a faint smirk.
Avalora let out a soft sigh. “You look way too healthy for someone who’s supposed to be recovering,” she said, shaking her head with a small smile. “At grabe… ang ganda mo pa rin.”
“Then make me look terrible, then,” Jorwyn teased, a playful smirk tugging at her lips. “Tandaan mo, Av—ikaw pa rin ang pinakamaganda dito.”
Avalora rolled her eyes, shaking her head with a soft laugh. “Ewan ko sa’yo, Robles,” she muttered, though the smile never left her face.
But when the camera blinked red, they both fell silent—Jorwyn’s smile gentle, Avalora’s hand unconsciously reaching out to fix a strand of her hair.
It was calm.
Celestine managed to send her messages and gifts to Jorwyn, and for the first time, Avalora did not throw a fit. She allowed them to reach the immortal, watching quietly as Jorwyn’s expression softened at the sight of the familiar handwriting.
“She remembered my favorite color,” Jorwyn murmured, her thumb tracing the blue silk ribbon tied neatly around the letter.
“Of course she did,” Avalora replied, trying to sound casual but failing to hide the softness in her tone. “You’re not exactly the kind of person people forget, Wyn.”
Even the 3DS were allowed to watch over Jorwyn through the two-way mirror window, though Avalora never allowed them to come near. The risk of them noticing the deception—the fake bandages, the untouched IV—was too high. So they could only observe, unaware that the patient they prayed for every night was already smiling and breathing freely behind the glass.
Still, Jorwyn would always find them. Whenever they came, she would entertain them, her lips curving into that teasing smile they knew too well.
Inside the room, she raised her hand, forming a small heart with her fingers. From the other side, Win gasped and elbowed Mar, who quickly waved both arms in excitement. Eon pressed his palms against the glass, mouthing, “We miss you, dummy!”
Jorwyn chuckled silently, mouthing back, “Miss you too.” Then she pointed toward the IV tube and rolled her eyes, pretending to faint. The boys stifled their laughter behind the glass—Ron even mimed zipping his lips shut, while Win mouthed, “Sira ka talaga!”
Jorwyn nodded, pressing a finger to her lips, the universal sign of their secret.
Behind them, Avalora watched the silent exchange from the corner of the room—half exasperated, half fond. She sighed, shaking her head.
“These idiots,” she muttered, though a smile tugged at her lips all the same.
It was calm.
Dr. Arceta continued to gather stories from Jorwyn, mostly about her immortality. She would talk about the centuries she had lived, her battles, and the people she had loved—and Avalora, often nearby, would roll her eyes each time the doctor teased her.
“So,” Dr. Arceta chuckled one afternoon, adjusting his glasses as he flipped through Jorwyn’s chart, “you’re saying your first lover was a mortal?”
Jorwyn’s lips curved into a knowing smirk. “She was po,” she admitted, voice soft but tinged with amusement. “And I adored her too much… for someone who was never meant to stay.”
From the corner, Avalora groaned dramatically, dropping the clipboard she had been holding. “Pwede ba, can we not talk about your tragic exes while you’re literally in a hospital gown?”
Dr. Arceta turned his head toward her, the smirk deepening into a playful grin. “Ay si selos naman.”
Avalora crossed her arms, trying to look unbothered, but the faint pink climbing her cheeks betrayed her. “I’m not jealous,” she muttered, refusing to meet Jorwyn’s gaze. “Just… annoyed.”
“Mm,” Jorwyn hummed, eyes glinting. “Sure you are.”
“Shut up,” Avalora shot back, but the small, reluctant smile tugging at her lips ruined her attempt at irritation—especially when Dr. Arceta cleared his throat, trying—and failing—to hide his laugh.
It was calm.
Even though Solana and Garnet still could not get over the ranking of their powers, the team’s energy was lighter. Everyone had been discovering their abilities more deeply, experimenting together, trusting each other with their secrets.
“Strength always wins,” Garnet declared, effortlessly lifting a heavy metal crate with one hand like it was nothing. “You can’t punch enemies when you’re invisible, Sol.”
Solana’s voice floated from nowhere. “Correction—you can’t punch what you can’t see.”
Garnet spun around, scanning the room. “Yeah, but I can still throw something in your general direction!” she threatened, pretending to lob the crate.
A startled yelp came from thin air, followed by Solana’s laughter as she shimmered back into view beside Avalora. “Kita mo na? I win. You missed.”
“Only because I let you,” Garnet shot back, smirking.
Laughter often filled the training rooms, where the sound of bursting flames or glowing auras would echo through the halls —a sign that, for once, everyone was alive, learning, and unafraid.
It was calm.
Halo, Logan, and the Chavezes had not been around or causing trouble. Avalora heard rumors that Logan and Halo were sent abroad to continue their studies and careers while their parents stayed in the country to manage their business affairs. It sounded believable. Too believable.
Avalora leaned back in her chair, staring at the city lights flickering beyond the window. “Abroad, huh,” she murmured to herself. “How nice and clean of an excuse.”
Something in her chest twisted—a quiet unease she could not shake off. The Chavezes never disappeared quietly. And when they did, it always meant something was brewing beneath the surface.
It was calm.
And within that calm, Avalora and Jorwyn had been growing into each other—slowly, quietly, like a secret that bloomed in the dark. There were no confessions, no declarations, just countless moments of intimacy that spoke louder than any words.
They held hands more often, fingers brushing under the sheets or as they passed notes across the room. They stole glances when the other was not looking, their gazes soft yet heavy with meaning.
Avalora continued to give Jorwyn feathery, light kisses—on her temple, on her wrist, sometimes on the corner of her jaw when no one was watching. And every time, Jorwyn’s breath would hitch. Every time, Avalora would smile as if she had not just set fire to the immortal’s heartbeat.
Avalora was fixing the ribbon on Jorwyn’s wrist when she realized how close they had gotten. The air between them felt different—quieter, heavier.
“Tamad namang magtali ng maayos,” she murmured.
“Maybe I wanted you to fix it,” Jorwyn replied, her voice low, teasing.
Avalora glanced up, intending to roll her eyes—but her breath caught. Jorwyn was already looking at her, gaze steady and soft, and suddenly, the space between them did not feel like space at all.
Neither spoke. Avalora leaned in; Jorwyn did not move away. Their noses brushed, breaths mingling—then both of them froze, realization flickering in their eyes.
Jorwyn exhaled shakily, a tiny smile forming. “We almost—”
“Yeah,” Avalora cut in, her voice barely a whisper. “Almost.”
They both looked away, hearts unsteady, the air still charged with the kiss that did not happen. And though the space between their lips grew smaller with each day, they never dared to close it. It was not because they did not want to—but because deep in their hearts, both of them knew that when it finally happened, it should be real. It should be when they are ready—no secrets, no pretenses, no lies.
Until then, it remained calm.
The kind of calm that always comes before a storm.
The BlueSent Fire Chief called for a general meeting—everyone was required to attend, no excuses. No matter where they were or what they were doing, they had to show up. Rumors had been spreading that the station would finally introduce its very own Paramedic Chief and Rescue Chief, so naturally, it was a big deal.
True enough, it was an occasion that demanded everyone’s presence, and that is why even Avalora and the rest of SCAR—who were supposed to be keeping an eye on Jorwyn—were required to go.
Much to Jorwyn’s dismay, she was not allowed to come along yet. Her body was supposed to be recovering, and her status remained “under observation.” During the complete absence of VARL and SCAR, Dr. Arceta volunteered to take over, claiming he still had an unfinished story with Jorwyn—one she needed to hear through.
“Dad, please, don’t make her skip her meal ha,” Avalora said, glancing at her father with a mock glare while her hand absentmindedly drew little circles on Jorwyn’s palm. “Buong araw ako wala, lunch and dinner na ‘yon. Baka gutumin mo naman si immortal.”
Dr. Arceta smirked, already amused. “Promise, anak. Kakain kami sabay. Se-sendan pa kita ng selfies as proof kung gusto mo,” he teased, earning a laugh from Maerith, who was busy checking her communicator.
“Para namang bata yang si Jor, Ava,” Maerith teased, shaking her head. “Kawawa ka naman, Jorwyn. May nanay ka pa pala dito.”
Jorwyn chuckled softly. “Go na, Av,” she urged gently, trying to pull her hand away, but Avalora’s fingers only tightened around hers. “Oras na oh. Pag kayo na-late pa, lagot kayo kay Chief.”
“Kiss muna,” Avalora said, tilting her head to the side, her cheek lifted slightly in invitation. Her tone was teasing, but the spark in her eyes was sincere—warm.
“Ba yan, parang mga baliw,” Maerith muttered under her breath, pretending to be disgusted while Dr. Arceta laughed quietly at his daughter’s antics.
Jorwyn, face instantly flushed, gently pushed Avalora’s face away with her free hand. “Nandyan dad mo, Av. Nakakahiya,” she said, looking anywhere but at her.
“Sorry, guys,” Avalora said, grinning mischievously as she pointed toward Jorwyn. “Di naman siya pabebe pag kaming dalawa lang, promise.”
Jorwyn retaliated by poking Avalora’s side, causing the healer to yelp and almost lose balance. “Aray! Robles!” Avalora squeaked, laughing and swatting her hand away.
Dr. Arceta raised a brow, pretending to scold. “Nak, wag mo ngang guluhin yung pasyente ko.”
Avalora pouted playfully, “Eh siya naman nauna! Tinusok pa nga ako eh!”
Jorwyn shook her head, chuckling. “Ikaw kasi, kulit mo.”
It had become their rhythm—this effortless playfulness that made everyone else in the room shake their heads but secretly smile. It was the kind of bond that could not be faked, one that radiated warmth even in a room full of teasing.
“Alright, alright, enough,” Maerith said, clapping her hands together. “We need to move, Av. Chief will kill us if we’re late.”
“Fine,” Avalora sighed dramatically, then leaned forward to fix the stray strands of hair that fell over Jorwyn’s forehead. Her fingers brushed against her skin for just a second—soft, deliberate, grounding. “I’ll be back before you know it, okay?”
Jorwyn nodded, eyes soft. “I’ll be here. Try not to start any fires while you’re gone.”
Avalora smirked. “No promises.”
And with that, she finally let go of Jorwyn’s hand. The healer and Maerith made their way out of the room, their laughter fading down the hallway until it was swallowed by the distant hum of the hospital’s morning bustle.
A few hours later, Avalora and Maerith managed to arrive at BlueSent just in time, joining the entire team—VARL, SCAR, and 3DS—in the conference hall. The air was thick with chatter and anticipation, uniforms pressed, badges shining, the faint smell of burnt coffee clinging to the walls.
Meanwhile, Jorwyn was left alone with Dr. Arceta, the room quiet except for the soft hum of machines and the gentle whir of the ceiling fan. She leaned back against her pillows, fingers absentmindedly tracing the faint mark on her wrist where Avalora’s touch had lingered.
Dr. Arceta glanced up from his clipboard and smiled knowingly. “You know, you two are quite the sight,” he said, his tone light. “Parang every corner ng kwarto umiilaw pag magkasama kayo.”
Jorwyn chuckled, shaking her head. “You sound like your daughter.”
“Hmm,” he hummed thoughtfully. “She got that from me.”
They shared a quiet laugh before the silence settled again, warm but expectant—like the air before a story begins.
Dr. Arceta finally sat down beside her. “Now,” he said, eyes softening, “let’s finish where we left off, shall we?”
Meanwhile, in BlueSent, the newly appointed chiefs had just been introduced, and the speeches were underway. The entire station was buzzing with celebration, the air thick with applause and cheers for the two who had climbed from the ranks of rescuers and paramedics to become leaders forged by grit, sacrifice, and countless heroic deeds.
As the ceremony wrapped up and everyone began preparing for the incoming assessment for the next Twin Flame Accord, the mood shifted from pride to mild chaos. Gear was being checked, uniforms zipped, helmets adjusted, and the usual hum of chatter filled the office.
Avalora, however, was having none of it.
“I should be in Arceta Med,” she complained, slumped dramatically on the couch with her arms crossed tight over her chest. “I already won that competition, remember?” Her tone was half whine, half protest, as she watched her teammates scrambling around like headless chickens.
Maerith, crouched beside Norelle to help zip up her tracksuit, snorted. “Eh kasi, you’re part of the committee na, Av. Kaya you’re being required to oversee everything.”
Avalora groaned. “Committee daw. Sounds fancy, but it’s basically babysitting everyone else.”
“Uy, at least tapos ka na d’yan,” Solana chimed in, flopping onto the couch beside her and letting out a long, dramatic sigh. “Kami nga oh, kailangan pa ulit magpanggap na masipag. Katamad nito, pwede bang di na sumali?”
Across the room, Garnet—stretching her shoulders and cracking her neck—grinned. “Sol, pag nakapasok ka, I’ll clean your ambulance for a year.”
Solana blinked, the complaint dying instantly on her lips. “Talaga?!” she said, sitting up straighter, eyes narrowing suspiciously.
“Talaga,” Garnet replied with a smirk, clearly enjoying herself.
“Garnet, sinasabi ko sayo,” Solana warned, standing up and pointing a finger at her, “pag yan di mo tinotoo, bubutasan ko lahat ng gulong mo. Kahit yung spare!”
The office erupted into laughter—VARL and SCAR members pausing their prep to watch the heated yet ridiculous exchange.
Maerith shook her head, amused. “Every time na magsama kayo, puro away na lang. I swear, it’s like watching kids before a field trip.”
“Nako Sol at Garn, ‘pag talaga kayong dalawa nagka-inlove-an diyan ah,” Norelle added, adjusting her gloves while suppressing a grin.
Garnet nearly choked on her water, coughing as her ears turned visibly red. “Ha?! Ako? Kay Solana?!” she spluttered, pointing at the now-grinning fleet nurse. “No way! She’d disappear before I could even ask her out—literally!”
Solana gasped in mock offense, clutching her chest dramatically. “Excuse me? As if I’d ever fall for someone who treats every rescue like a gym competition!”
“Oh, so you’ve thought about it?” Norelle teased further, eyes twinkling.
“Hindi ah!” Solana blurted, her face instantly heating up.
Garnet smirked, leaning closer with folded arms. “You’re blushing, Sol.”
“Hindi nga!” Solana snapped, only to turn invisible mid-protest—a faint shimmer where she stood.
The room erupted again in laughter as Garnet threw her hands up. “See? Nag-disappear na naman! Can’t even handle the truth!”
Somewhere in the air, Solana huffed, “I just don’t want to look at your smug face, Garnet!”
To which Garnet only grinned wider, muttering, “Sure, invisible girl. Keep telling yourself that.”
Avalora chuckled from her spot on the couch, finally unfolding her arms. “You’re all hopeless,” she said, shaking her head—but the fondness in her eyes betrayed her tone.
“Hopeless? Maybe,” Garnet shot back, “but at least we’re not bitter about winning once and then retiring like a tita.”
Avalora gasped, hand clutching her chest dramatically. “Excuse me?! Did you just call me tita?”
“Kung suot mo ‘yung cardigan mo na ‘yan, oo,” Solana teased, dodging a throw pillow that Avalora had already launched her way.
The laughter grew louder, echoing down the hall. Despite the bickering, despite the nerves for the upcoming assessment, the room felt light—alive.
And in that moment, even without Jorwyn around, Avalora could feel the warmth of something she had not realized she had been missing: home.
The noise in the room did not die down. Solana and Garnet were still half-bickering, half-laughing over who could finish the obstacle course faster; Selene was fixing Marlowe’s hair like a mom before a school event.
But Avalora, in the middle of it all, had gone quiet. She sat cross-legged on the couch now, phone in hand, thumbs hovering over the screen.
Her lips curved into a small smile as she typed.
Av: you eating yet?
Av: dad better not be feeding you more stories before lunch
Av: behave, okay? i’m coming back later. promise.
She stared at the last message for a while, hesitating before adding another.
Av: miss you already.
A soft exhale escaped her. She did not hit send right away—just looked at the words, heart tightening a little. Then, with a small shake of her head and a quiet laugh at herself, she pressed send.
Moments later, her phone buzzed.
Jorwyn: Define behave.
Jorwyn: Your father just offered to make me tea. I think that counts as dangerous.
Avalora chuckled under her breath, biting her lip to stifle a smile.
Av: if he starts asking you about Isabel again, run.
Jorwyn: I’d rather listen to his stories than not hear from you.
Her chest ached softly at that. She locked her phone quickly, afraid her expression might give her away.
“Av!” Maerith called from across the room, jolting her back to the present. “You’re up next for a briefing with the Chief!”
“Coming!” she said, grabbing her jacket and slipping the phone into her pocket.
But as she stood, her gaze lingered for just a second on the glowing screen—Jorwyn’s last message still burned in her mind.
“I’d rather listen to his stories than not hear from you.”
She exhaled, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Corny,” she muttered to herself, though the warmth in her voice betrayed her.
Then she squared her shoulders, pushed open the door, and walked toward the briefing room—composure settling back in place like armor.
The grand training hall of BlueSent had transformed into a spectacle of coordination and tension. The massive screen at the center displayed live feeds from several testing sites—each one set up to simulate real disaster scenarios. On one side were the SCAR members, clad in sleek paramedic gear, and on another, VARL—ready for the rescue and logistics run.
Avalora sat at the elevated viewing deck with the other winners of the previous Twin Flame Accords, alongside the newly instated Chiefs and senior assessors. Around her, the low hum of conversation and the occasional burst of applause filled the hall as one team after another showed off their skills.
The chatter around the viewing deck was light, respectful—but Avalora could still feel the weight of curious glances drifting her way between evaluations. It was not surprising. Ever since winning the accord, her name had been tied to Jorwyn’s in almost every whisper that passed through the halls.
Chief Sanchez, the newly appointed Rescue Chief, leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees. “So, Nurse Arceta,” he began casually, though his tone carried the easy authority of a man used to leading, “how’s FO Robles doing? Last I heard, she’s still in medical care under your supervision.”
Avalora straightened in her seat, offering a polite smile. “She’s recovering well, Chief. Medically cleared for partial activity, pero ayaw ko pa rin siyang paalisin sa bed rest. Matigas ulo nun,” she added with a soft chuckle.
Chief Gomez, the Paramedic Chief—a woman whose presence radiated quiet confidence—smiled knowingly. “I can imagine. FO Robles doesn’t seem like the type to sit still.”
“She’s not,” Avalora admitted, glancing briefly at the live feed before her eyes softened. “Actually, she’s… sad she couldn’t be here. She was looking forward to seeing everyone again.”
Several of the other assessors nodded sympathetically. “She’s a tough one,” one of them said. “We’re lucky she pulled through.”
Before the conversation could drift back to the assessment, someone from the far end of the row—an older senior known for his sharp humor—chimed in with a grin. “And what about the other rumor, Nurse Arceta? The one saying you two are married already?”
The group erupted in quiet laughter, and Avalora’s head snapped toward him, eyes wide. “Wh—what rumor?” she asked, too quickly.
“Oh, come on,” Chief Gomez teased, nudging her lightly. “Half the station’s been talking about it. FO Robles got married to her own nurse? Sounds like a drama special waiting to happen.”
Avalora could feel the heat rising her neck to her cheeks. “You all need better hobbies,” she muttered, but her lips curved into a guilty smile she could not quite hide.
“So, no denial?” Chief Sanchez pressed, clearly amused.
Avalora pretended to focus intently on the screen showing SCAR’s current performance. “Look, Solana’s doing great under pressure,” she said, deliberately changing the subject.
The table broke into laughter again, and Chief Gomez leaned in, whispering just loud enough for Avalora to hear, “That’s not a ‘no,’ Nurse Avalora.”
Avalora did not respond—only smiled faintly, her blush refusing to fade—because honestly, she did not want to deny it either.
SFO3 Velasquez then leaned over slightly to whisper to SFO1 Canlas, “VARL’s Marlowe speed record might break yours from three years ago.”
SFO1 Canlas only grinned. “If she doesn’t dislocate a dummy again.”
That drew a small chuckle from Avalora, though her focus was mostly glued to the screens. On the display showing VARL, SCAR, and 3DS, Garnet was barking orders while Solana sprinted across a narrow beam, her movements precise despite her muttered complaints echoing through the mic.
“Sol, faster!” Garnet’s voice rang out. “You’ll get burned before you even reach the casualty!”
“Tell that to your big muscles, maybe they can carry me there!” Solana shot back breathlessly. The watching audience laughed softly, and Avalora could not help but grin.
She shifted her gaze to another screen. There, Maerith and Norelle were performing a high-angle rescue drill, their coordination tight and calculated. Norelle’s voice was steady through the comms, even as the winds at the simulation tower howled through the mic.
Avalora felt a sense of pride rise in her chest. She had trained with these people. She trusted these people. Watching them move as one felt like watching her own heartbeat—steady, sure, alive.
“Your team reflects your discipline, Nurse Avalora,” Chief Gomez commented, tone thoughtful. “They’re sharp.”
Avalora gave a modest smile. “They’re better than sharp, Chief. They’re family.”
“Family,” echoed Velasquez, “and maybe future champions.”
Avalora chuckled, shaking her head. “Let’s just get through this round first.”
The assessments continued. Garnet and Solana completed their rescue simulation in record time, though Solana loudly demanded snacks as a “reward” over the comms. Norelle and Maerith, and Selene and Marlowe followed suit, their precision earning nods from the evaluators. The air in the viewing deck felt lighter now—almost celebratory.
Then the third team’s drill began. The newer squad—Falcon—was halfway through their simulation when an unfamiliar sound pierced the air.
A sharp, urgent tone.
Then another.
Then the low, reverberating clang of the rescue bell.
The room fell still.
For a heartbeat, no one spoke—until the automated announcement system crackled to life, breaking through the silence.
“Emergency Dispatch Alert: Arceta Medical Center. Multiple fire alarms triggered. Possible large-scale fire event. All available units stand by for deployment.”
Avalora froze.
The name hit her like a physical blow.
Arceta Medical Center.
She sat upright instantly, pulse hammering in her ears. “Wait—repeat that,” she said, turning toward the control desk. “Did they say—Arceta Med?”
The dispatcher confirmed, “Yes, ma’am. Ongoing verification—smoke visible from the east wing. First responding unit en route.”
All around her, the Chiefs were already moving. Orders flew fast—rescue and fire units were being mobilized, routes being cleared, and the emergency monitors lit up red.
Chief Velasquez spoke into the comms. “Suspend all ongoing assessments. I repeat, suspend all ongoing assessments—teams will stand by for immediate redeployment.”
Down on the training grounds, the sirens blared. The teams that were mid-drill stopped what they were doing, confusion and alarm flashing across their faces as they heard the announcement echo through the hall.
“All units—standby. Emergency call originated from Arceta Medical Center.”
Avalora’s breath hitched. Her father was there.
Jorwyn was there.
She did not even realize she had stood up until Chief Gomez’s voice cut through the chaos. “Nurse Avalora, wait—!”
But she was already halfway to the door.
Her hand shook slightly as she snatched her radio from her belt. “This is Avalora Arceta of 3VS—requesting immediate clearance to join the first response team!”
Chief Sanchez turned toward her sharply. “You’re still part of the Accord committee—”
“I don’t care!” Avalora’s voice cracked, raw with fear. “That’s my hospital—my father and Jorwyn are there!”
The room went silent again for half a second. Then Chief Gomez, seeing the determination blazing in her eyes, gave a curt nod.
“Go.”
Avalora did not wait for another word. She bolted from the deck, her footsteps echoing down the metal stairs, every thought in her head consumed by a single desperate refrain—
Please, let them be safe.
Notes:
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Chapter 36: Caught Breath
Chapter Text
The place that once pulsed with life—patients being escorted into emergency rooms, nurses shouting orders, stretchers wheeling past—was now consumed by chaos and smoke.
Where ambulance sirens once rang through the air to signal an emergency, now came the unrelenting, metallic wail of the fire alarm echoing through every corridor of Arceta Med.
The place that used to be a haven for healing, a sanctuary for the immortal and the healer, had become a living hell.
Avalora arrived with her entire team, their convoy skidding to a halt outside the burning hospital. They had been grounded at first—disallowed from joining any mission since their inferno diver, Jorwyn, was off duty—but desperation overruled protocol. The three chiefs of BlueSent relented, allowing them to deploy under the condition that two rescue units would reinforce them.
“3DS can contain the fire,” the Fire Chief declared through the comms, his tone sharp and sure. “We’ll send in two trucks. It’s only the east wing for now—but I’ll keep another unit on standby in case it spreads.”
“VARL will be assisted by SEEK, AAND, and CLAY,” the Rescue Chief added. “They’re short one member, and a hospital this size—hundreds of rooms, multiple floors—needs as many hands as possible.”
“SCAR will go alone,” the Paramedic Chief concluded, her eyes finding Avalora across the chaos. There was a weight in her stare, an unspoken message: I’m counting on you. “It’s a hospital, after all—there’ll be enough medical staff to support.”
Then came a deep, metallic roar as four firetrucks barreled through the street, splitting the crowd apart. Their sirens screamed over the alarms, red lights slicing through the smoke-thickened air.
The first truck spilled out four broad-shouldered men clad in flame-resistant suits, axes in hand, moving with a practiced rhythm. From the others came fifteen women—smaller, swifter, faces streaked with soot but eyes steady with determination.
Avalora did not wait for orders. Maerith had already loosened her restrictions, allowing her to move freely after seeing how the healer trembled with pent-up panic the entire ride. She sprinted straight toward the evacuation site, weaving through the chaos, her eyes scanning every stretcher, every face, every shadow.
“Jorwyn,” she muttered under her breath, over and over, as though the name itself could pull her from the wreckage. She looked through stretchers, wheelchairs, benches—even the sidewalks where injured patients sat wrapped in blankets. But the immortal was nowhere to be found.
“Shit,” she hissed, heart hammering in her chest. “Don’t tell me she’s still inside.”
Without another thought, she ran toward the cordoned entrance—but a guard immediately stepped forward, blocking her path.
“Miss Ava, hindi po pwede,” the man said firmly, arms outstretched.
“Don’t tell me what to do!” Avalora snapped, her voice cutting through the air. “That’s my building!”
“Delikado na po, Miss Ava,” another guard insisted. “Sinabihan po kami ni FO Vergara—huwag daw pong magpapasok kahit sino. Lalo na daw po kayo.”
Something inside her cracked. Avalora threw her head back and screamed—loud and guttural, the sound of fear and fury colliding. Heads turned. Even the firefighters froze for a brief moment.
“Norelle!” Avalora shouted, spotting the captain assisting a patient out of a wheelchair. “Tangina, lumapit ka dito o susugurin kita diyan!”
Her body surged forward, nearly breaking past the barrier before the guards restrained her.
She fumbled for her phone with trembling hands, dialing Jorwyn’s number. It rang once—and cut off.
Her stomach dropped. “What the fuck!”
She would have screamed again if Norelle had not appeared, jogging toward her, face flushed from the heat.
“Nurse Arceta! Please, stay back!” Norelle yelled over the noise. “Delikado dito!”
“Jorwyn’s missing!” Avalora cried, voice breaking.
“What?” The word came out as a whisper at first, but Norelle’s face shifted instantly—panic spreading fast. “What do you mean by missing? Wala siya sa evac site?!”
“Goddammit, Nor! Of course, that’s the first place I checked! I’ve been around—multiple times! Wala siya! Wala!” Avalora shouted, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. Another firetruck roared into the street, and the alarms wailed louder, drowning out her voice until she screamed just to be heard.
“Where the fuck is she?!” Norelle yelled back, frustration edging into fear.
“I don’t know!” Avalora’s breath hitched. “I tried calling her—her phone’s dead!”
“What the hell is going on here?” Maerith’s voice cut through the shouting. She pushed through the crowd, her expression sharp but shaken when she saw Avalora’s tear-streaked face.
“Jorwyn is missing!” Avalora sobbed, the words collapsing out of her.
Maerith’s eyes widened. “Oh my god—Ava, calm down. Holy shit.” She grabbed Avalora’s shoulders, steadying her trembling frame.
But calm was not possible. The world was fire and noise and smoke, and somewhere in all that—Jorwyn was gone.
“What if she’s still inside?” Maerith murmured, eyes darting toward the blazing hospital.
The words had not even settled when Norelle turned and ran, tearing past the cordon.
“Norelle!” Maerith screamed after her. “That idiot! Jorwyn won’t die from the flames, nakalimutan mo na agad ‘yon! Hoy!”
Avalora ignored them both, her heart hammering, her thoughts spiraling. She darted toward the evacuees again, questioning every nurse and doctor she could find.
“Hindi niyo nakita? That’s impossible!” she demanded, desperation cracking her voice. The nurses exchanged helpless glances, each shaking their heads.
Her frustration was about to explode when a hand grabbed her arm and spun her around.
“Dad!” she gasped, nearly collapsing into her father’s arms. Dr. Arceta’s white coat was covered in soot and ash, his hair disheveled, eyes red from smoke. “Are you alright?”
Before he could answer, Avalora’s healing spark flared to life instinctively, flowing through her fingertips. The light rippled beneath his skin—warm, soft, restoring. She felt his energy stabilize, his breathing ease. There was no backlash, no exhaustion on her end.
It’s real, she realized, trembling. This is the higher-level healing he told me about.
But her relief shattered when she saw the look on his face.
“Our Jorwyn,” Dr. Arceta said quietly, his voice breaking through the noise.
Avalora’s pulse stopped. “What about her? Where is she?”
He swallowed, guilt shadowing his features. “I—I don’t know where she’s gone.”
Her lips parted, but no sound came.
“I was evacuating her,” he went on, his hands shaking. “Then a group of people came—they said they were from your unit. Said you asked them to take her to safety. I believed them.” His voice faltered. “Anak, I didn’t want to think… but I’ve searched everywhere. She’s not here.”
Avalora stared at him, heart sinking like a stone.
Dr. Arceta’s hands found hers, his grip firm, eyes filled with regret. “I think she was abducted.”
The words landed like a blow to the chest. The fire’s glow seemed to dim, the sounds around her fading into a dull roar.
Avalora’s breathing hitched, her mind spinning.
Abducted.
Her gaze drifted to the burning hospital, the orange flames licking at the windows—devouring the place where Jorwyn had last stood.
Her knees nearly gave out, but she forced herself to stay upright. A part of her refused to accept it.
“No,” she whispered, shaking her head. “No, that’s not possible.”
Dr. Arceta’s eyes softened, but he did not speak.
“She was right here,” Avalora said again, voice trembling. “She promised—she said she’d stay in our room. She wouldn’t just—” Her voice cracked, and the rest of the sentence dissolved into sobs.
The doctor tried to pull her close, but Avalora stepped back, staring at the fire as if sheer will could call Jorwyn back out of it.
“I’ll find her,” she whispered, the tears on her face glinting like glass in the firelight. “I don’t care who took her—I’ll find her.”
And as another explosion echoed from the east wing, casting sparks into the night sky, Avalora’s grief hardened into something colder, sharper—resolve.
The chaos roared on, fire swallowing memory and mercy alike—but somewhere in the smoke, before any of it began, there had been laughter.
Before hell broke loose, the immortal and the chief physician sat across from each other in the quiet of the room’s dining area—two unlikely companions sharing a warm meal and light laughter. The air carried the comforting scent of freshly cooked kare-kare, and for a rare moment, the white walled room was calm.
They had been talking about something, or rather, someone, they both deeply cared about—Avalora.
Dr. Arceta leaned back in his chair, a fond smile tugging at his lips as he stirred his rice. “Alam mo ba,” he began, voice warm with nostalgia, “she’s always been like that. Ever since she was a little girl, Avalora had a heart that could not ignore someone in pain. Kahit gasgas lang ng kalaro niya, gusto niyang lagyan ng band-aid.”
Jorwyn chuckled softly, her fingers idly tracing the rim of her cup. “I can imagine,” she said, and she truly could.
Dr. Arceta’s tone softened, taking on that gentle cadence only fathers possessed when they spoke of their children. “She used to follow me around the clinic. Hindi siya natatakot sa dugo, kahit noong bata pa. Sabi ko nga sa sarili ko, ‘Ah, this one’s not meant to stay behind a desk.’”
Jorwyn smiled, her eyes reflecting both admiration and something deeper—something unspoken. “She’s remarkable,” she murmured.
Even without the healing spark, she would’ve still found a way to save people. It’s not her power that makes her special—it’s who she is. Jorwyn thought to herself. People might think her gift defines her, but no. Her heart does.
They shared a quiet moment then, the clinking of utensils filling the pause. The world outside might have been rushing, but inside that room, time seemed to move a little slower.
Dr. Arceta chuckled as he scooped another spoonful of kare-kare onto his plate. “Kaya siguro wala pa siyang ipinapakilalang taong gusto niya,” he said between bites, “masyado siyang tutok sa career. Walang oras sa love life.”
“Very Avalora thing to do,” Jorwyn replied, mimicking his gesture as she picked up her own spoon. Her tone carried amusement, but there was something wistful behind her smile—something that hinted at unspoken feelings.
Dr. Arceta laughed, eyes glinting with teasing mischief. “Pati nga ikaw, ginawa niyang career. Kulang na lang itahi niya katawan niya sayo para hindi ka niya maiwan.”
That earned him a full laugh from Jorwyn—a sound that echoed lightly in the small room, genuine and warm. For a second, she almost forgot who she was, what she carried.
She looked at the doctor with a newfound softness. He was a man who once frightened her, threatened to expose her immortality, and used Avalora’s heart as leverage. But now, all of that resentment had dissolved, replaced by something like respect. Maybe even affection.
“Funny,” Jorwyn said, still smiling, “a few months ago, I thought you were the last person I’d ever share a meal with.”
Dr. Arceta chuckled. “And yet here we are.”
“Yes,” she said quietly. “Here we are.”
For a fleeting moment, the immortal forgot about the weight of centuries, about the ghosts she carried and the wars she had lived through. With the doctor’s laughter filling the room and Avalora’s name lingering between them, the world almost felt... kind.
The sound of their laughter still lingered in the halls long after it faded, a fragile echo of peace.
But peace has a cruel sense of timing.
A few blocks away, as the sun bled over the city, a white van rolled to a stop near Arceta Med, its tires crunching over gravel as the last rays of the afternoon sun bled orange across the windshield. Two figures stepped out—both in plain clothes, their faces hidden beneath caps and the shadows of the tall buildings nearby. The air carried a faint chill, and with it, the sharp tang of gasoline leaking from the duffel bag one of them carried.
Behind them, four others stayed inside the van. Two wore BlueSent’s rescue suits, slightly creased and smeared to look used; the other two were in Amihan’s paramedic uniforms, pristine but empty of any real purpose. Their gazes followed the pair in casual clothing as they crossed the street toward the hospital’s side entrance, where the afternoon light glinted faintly on the glass doors.
A few moments later came the sound of metal tapping against tile, followed by the faint splash of liquid being poured—steady, deliberate. The air thickened with the scent of fuel, its fumes crawling along the ground. Then a soft click.
A brief pause, and then, the whoosh of a lighter catching.
The fire started small—an orange tongue licking at the curtains by the window. But within seconds, it bloomed, wild and hungry, climbing the walls and devouring oxygen. Glass cracked. A thunderous boom echoed as one of the oxygen tanks ignited, sending a plume of smoke spiraling toward the sky.
The fire spread fast—too fast. Within minutes, smoke began to snake its way through the lower corridors of Arceta Med, seeping beneath doors and curling into vents.
Inside, the faint hum of the machines filled the Arceta Room, blending with the steady tick of the clock. The late afternoon sun filtered through the blinds, painting golden bars across the tiled floor where Jorwyn’s wheelchair sat parked beside Dr. Arceta’s desk. He was mid-story again—something about Avalora’s first time stitching a wound without supervision—when the world suddenly split apart with sound.
A shrill, metallic scream tore through the room.
The fire alarm.
Dr. Arceta froze mid-sentence, his pen clattering from his hand. The red light on the wall began to pulse, washing the room in flashes of crimson. The soft hum of machines was quickly drowned by the automated voice overhead:
“Attention. Code Red. All personnel, initiate evacuation protocol. Fire detected on lower levels.”
Jorwyn’s head snapped toward the window. A faint haze was already creeping upward from the courtyard—thin at first, then darkening. “No…” she whispered, her voice tight with disbelief. “Sir, that’s coming from just below.”
Dr. Arceta was already moving, pulling open the emergency cabinet and grabbing the fire blanket and small extinguisher inside. “Stay here, I’ll—”
“I’m not staying,” Jorwyn cut in sharply, immediately rising from her chair. Her knees trembled at the sudden blaring of the alarm, but her instinct screamed louder than the siren. “There are patients—”
“I know!” Dr. Arceta said, crossing to her and gripping her shoulders firmly. Smoke alarms continued to shriek overhead, the sound bouncing harshly off the sterile walls. “You can’t save anyone yet, Jorwyn. You’re supposedly still healing—let me handle it first.”
Outside, frantic footsteps pounded down the hall. Nurses shouted orders, doors slammed open and shut, and the air began to smell faintly of burning rubber—something electrical, acrid, wrong.
Jorwyn’s pulse quickened. “Sir, kailangan na nating lumbas. If it spreads—”
He nodded, already unlocking the wheelchair brakes. “We’re heading to the exit. I’ll push you down to the first floor and check if the route’s clear.”
The alarm wailed again, louder this time, echoing through every corner of Arceta Med. The sprinklers had not activated yet, but the distant sound of crackling confirmed the worst. As Dr. Arceta pushed Jorwyn toward the hallway, she caught one last glimpse of the quiet room they had just left—the place that had, for a brief moment, felt safe.
Now it was painted red with a warning light and smoke.
And outside the window, the orange reflection was growing.
A few moments later, Dr. Arceta started coughing, his face streaked with ash. He pushed Jorwyn’s wheelchair through the corridor as the heat swelled around them, smoke curling like dark fingers against the ceiling. The scent of burning medicine, antiseptic, and melted plastic filled the hall—sharp and suffocating.
“Hold on, Jorwyn—malapit na tayo,” he rasped, his voice fraying with exhaustion but refusing to waver.
Jorwyn’s brows furrowed. Her hands gripped the chair’s armrests tightly. The flames did not scare her—they could not hurt her—but the chaos did. The panic in the halls, the muffled cries outside, the terror in Dr. Arceta’s voice—it pressed on her chest harder than the smoke ever could.
“You should’ve gone on your own, Sir,” she muttered through clenched teeth. “You can’t breathe in here—”
“Hindi kita iiwan,” he shot back, his tone sharp despite his gasping breaths. “You are not dying under my watch—immortal ka man o hindi.”
As they neared the emergency exit, shadows loomed through the thick smoke—four figures rushing toward them, flashlights slicing through the haze.
“Dr. Arceta!” one called, voice raised over the alarms. “We’re from BlueSent and Amihan! Norelle sent us to help with the evacuation!”
“Norelle?” Jorwyn whispered, the name catching her off guard. What kind of diver addressed their captain by her first name—without even an honorific? The familiarity in it was unsettling, almost insolent.
The chief physician’s face slackened with relief. “Thank God—help me get her out!”
The tallest among them nodded and took over pushing the wheelchair, his gloved hands steady, movements precise. “We’ll take her somewhere safe,” he said, voice calm, almost reassuring.
But Jorwyn’s eyes—sharp and watchful even in the smoke—flicked over the four strangers. Their posture was too stiff, too coordinated. They did not look like rescuers used to chaos. And when one of them reached for her shoulder, his grip was too firm—controlled, not caring.
Why is a paramedic even here? Jorwyn wondered. Aren’t the divers enough? For a building like this, they should’ve deployed at least four units. The imbalance gnawed at her—something about the setup didn’t feel right.
She hesitated. Then forced herself to look back at Dr. Arceta, who was coughing violently behind them, one hand pressed to his chest. His trembling nod was enough for her to stay still. For now.
As they neared the exit, one of the supposed rescuers stumbled over debris, muttering under his breath—“Careful, Halo!”
The world stopped.
Jorwyn’s eyes snapped toward the man’s face, recognition sparking like electricity. Halo.
Halo.
Before anyone could react, she moved—fast. The wheelchair lurched forward as she kicked it back, sending the tall rescuer stumbling. Her palm slammed against the armrest, propelling her body out of the seat and onto the scorched floor.
“What the hell—grab her!” one of them barked.
Jorwyn’s body twisted like a weapon. Her fist connected with the nearest man’s ribs, a sickening crack following. Another lunged with a baton, but she caught his wrist midair and slammed his arm down against the railing until bone popped.
Smoke swirled around them, hot and thick, making every breath a battle. The air shimmered with heat; her blood roared in her ears.
Then—pain. White-hot and blinding.
A knife plunged into her side, just under her ribs. She gasped, her legs buckling, a sharp cry tearing from her throat. Blood seeped through the thin hospital gown, dark against the orange glow.
Still, she fought. She always fought.
Her hand shot up, grabbing her attacker’s collar. With the last of her strength, she dragged him down and slammed her knee into his gut. He stumbled back, cursing. Another grabbed her from behind, his forearm locking around her neck.
“Enough,” a voice growled near her ear—calm, cutting, unmistakable.
Before she could even turn her head, a heavy fist struck her jaw.
Everything shattered into white.
Then nothing.
Her body went limp, the knife still lodged in her side.
“Get her in the van,” the voice ordered.
The four moved quickly, dragging her through the haze and into the sunlight outside. The world was a blur of orange and gray—the blazing hospital behind them, the choking scent of ash and gasoline thick in the air. They shoved her into the van’s backseat, slamming the doors shut as the engine roared to life.
Dr. Arceta emerged from the smoke moments later, soot-streaked and coughing, his chest heaving as he searched the parking lot.
“Jorwyn!” he screamed, voice breaking against the sirens and the roar of fire.
But by then, the white van had already turned the corner—disappearing into the blinding gold of the burning afternoon.
Chapter 37: Hitched Breath
Chapter Text
Maerith insisted on coming. She practically wrestled the keys from Avalora’s numb fingers, shoved her into the passenger seat, and slid behind the wheel of the sedan. There was no way she would let the healer drive like that—hands trembling, eyes rimmed red, panic sprinting under her skin. So Maerith started the engine and moved away from the hospital before either of them could change their minds.
Avalora sat rigid in the passenger seat, palms flat against her thighs, breathing shallow. Maerith’s voice from the driver’s side was a steady metronome. “Breathe. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Let it out, Ava. Let it come so you can think.” Her hand reached over and rested on Avalora’s forearm now and then, checking for tremors like a nurse trained to read every tiny readout.
“Jorwyn,” Avalora said, the name a raw thing on her tongue. “I need to find her.”
Maerith’s grip tightened on the wheel. “We’ll find her, Ava. Wag ka masyadong—” She stopped herself, tried to lighten it with a half-smile. “Baka nakakalimutan mong immortal siya, no? She’s tougher than she looks.”
That made Avalora sob instead of laugh. The sound broke out of her, ragged and small. “I tried to lift her immortality,” she choked. “I asked—Wyn said it never goes away, pero she never had to test it like this. What if she can’t—what if she wasn’t what she thought she was?” Guilt and fear braided together in her voice.
“Nothing will happen to her,” Maerith said, too quickly, too sure. “Kaya ni Jor yung sarili niya. She’s lived centuries—she can handle—”
That thought should have comforted Avalora—after all, if there was anyone capable of pulling it off, it would be Jorwyn. Centuries of experience had honed her strength and precision to something almost superhuman. But the more Avalora dwelled on the memory of Jorwyn being taken, the more that reassurance unraveled. For all her power and skill, Jorwyn had not been untouchable after all. The realization sat heavily in Avalora’s chest, a reminder that even the strongest could fall.
Anger rose then, volcanic and bright. “If they hurt her,” Avalora hissed through clenched teeth, “I will suck the air out of every last one of them.” She could feel the promise in her fingertips—the dark, lancing possibility of her power. It was not only healing; it could take, too.
The thought steadied her anger into a weapon. It was not idle bravado. Her gift did not stop at mending wounds; it could withdraw the very breath that kept someone alive. She could coax life back into a body or strip it away until panic and collapse followed. The thought settled around her like a promise—and a warning.
Maerith drove, eyes sharp, methodically checking the streets, making guesses, circling blocks where a van might have disappeared. Avalora rattled off places—abandoned warehouses, the old construction lots near the river—places that made sense if you were taking someone in a hurry. Two hours bled away, and the city refused to cough up its secret. No van, no body, no trail.
“I'm going to rip the earth apart if I don't see Jorwyn's face in the next few minutes,” Avalora snarled. The words landed like a verdict, and for a breath, the world seemed to listen.
The row of bougainvillea they were passing bowed toward her as if answering, their branches angling in her direction; Maerith jerked the wheel to avoid the sudden sweep and cursed under her breath. Heads turned, footsteps stuttered, and even the pavement seemed to tremble. It was the sort of threat that was not just noise—it carried weight, an animal, dangerous certainty that pressed on the skin of everyone nearby.
“Ava—anong ginagawa mo?!” Maerith yelled, heart racing. She righted the car, breath hitching, eyes wide with something between fear and anger. “Please, stop messing with the—” Her voice cracked. “We will die if you keep doing that.”
Avalora’s attention snapped from the road to the lake beside the road; the surface had begun to ripple, then lift, the water swelling toward the embankment as if summoned. She had not meant to; she had been knitting her fury into the world, and the world answered. Her fingers clenched white-knuckled on the seatbelt.
“Ava, please. Tama na,” Maerith begged, every syllable a plea. She tried to steady both the steering and Avalora’s spiraling power. The sedan cut a tight corner, Maerith’s knuckles pale, Avalora clenching her teeth until pain flared behind them.
Maerith’s phone buzzed on the dashboard like a live thing. It jolted them both out of the charged quiet.
“Check it, baka may update tayo” Maerith said, pointing. Avalora reached over, hands trembling, and read.
The message came from an unregistered number. A photo attached: Jorwyn’s face, close-up—bruised lip, a smear of dried blood at the corner of her mouth. The image was angled too intimately to be casual. For a second, Avalora could only look, the world losing color.
Her heart kicked faster, a frantic drum trying to climb out from her ribs against the glare of headlights streaking past. She clamped a hand to her chest, feeling each hard, aching beat as if it might split her in two. Seeing the person she loved—bruised, battered, and violated—made the pain sharp and hot, a physical fracture that left her breathless and furious all at once.
Avalora was about to press the call button when a new chat notification sliced across the phone:
[Hey, Mae—tell Ava we'll burn her firefighter alive if she doesn't get here in 30 minutes.]
Heat flooded her veins; her blood felt like molten iron. Her hand shook as she punched the call and held the phone to her ear, every muscle taut. The first ring felt like a small, useless hope; the second drumbeat made her heart pound harder, louder, as if the sound itself were counting down toward something terrible. Each passing ring tightened the coil of panic in her chest.
“I thought all of these would be in vain, Ava.” The voice on the other end was casual, syrupy. “Told them not to ruin the face, pero you know how boisterous men are.” Laughter that scraped at the edges. Avalora recognized every cadence—Logan’s easy sneer, Halo’s clipped amusement—before the voice said the name that hammered her heart.
“It’s Halo,” the caller said, and then leaned closer so the line crackled. “Jorwyn looks pretty up close. Gets ko na kung bakit maraming may crush dito.”
The world narrowed to the press of her own ribs. Avalora’s hand slammed down on the dashboard. Her voice was a blade when she answered. “Halo. Where the hell are you? Don’t you dare touch her.”
“We can wait all day, Ava,” Halo said in a mocking lilt, “pero I don’t think the blood dripping from Jorwyn’s side can wait much longer.” She laughed—light, cruel, deliberate—and the sound made Avalora’s pulse surge violently in her ears. Her heart pounded faster, harder, as if trying to break through her chest.
“What did you do to her?!” Avalora shouted, voice cracking into a scream that made Maerith flinch and nearly lose her grip on the wheel. The air in the car seemed to tighten with her fury, thick enough to choke on.
“Av, come quickly if you don’t want your woman to die because of that knife,” Logan taunted, his words flat and deliberately cruel. Through the speaker, Avalora could hear Halo snickering—calling him a loser for the soft way he spoke, reminding everyone he could not chase her anyway now that they were cousins. The cruel little jab only made the insult sting more.
When Avalora put two and two together—knife, bleeding, threat—her breath snagged as if someone had slammed a fist into her ribs. Her chest hammered so loud she thought it would drown out the world. If her healing spark had not steadied her pulse and threaded a cool, controlled rhythm through her lungs, she might have keeled over right there. Instead, the spark held her—small, fierce, a hand on the edge of a cliff—enough to keep panic from snapping into something darker.
“Tell me where the fuck you are, and I’ll rip the air out of your lungs,” she snarled, madder now, each syllable clipped and dangerous. The words landed like a thrown stone—sudden and absolute—and the car fell into a stunned hush; Maerith’s knuckles went white on the wheel, and even Halo’s laugh died. This was not posturing. It sounded like a promise.
Halo teased back. “I’d like to see you try, healer. Threaten us all you like. Nurse Ava is threatening murder—how cute.”
The call ended with a click. Avalora’s voice shattered into a scream that seemed to split the sky.
“JORWYN!”
Maerith flinched at the volume and glanced at her, then pulled the car into motion with a new, single-minded speed. Avalora’s tears came then—hot, angry, immediate—tears of grief and the furious kind of love that will not be patient.
“Where to?” Maerith asked, voice steady but small.
“Logan’s,” Avalora said, lips bloodless, every breath a promise. “Take me to Logan’s.”
Maerith’s foot hit the gas like a pistol shot. The sedan lunged forward, tires shrieking as they shoved through the thinning evening traffic. The city outside was sliding into night—buildings rimmed with gold, the sun already gone, leaving only the bruised afterglow of dusk. Neon signs flickered to life one by one as if the streets were trying to light themselves against the coming dark.
Avalora sat rigid, hands curled white-knuckled in her lap. The photo of Jorwyn’s bruised face burned behind her eyelids, replaying again and again until her vision blurred. Her pulse climbed; each heartbeat sounded too loud. The hum of the engine, the hiss of tires on asphalt—everything pressed in on her until breathing felt like labor.
“Talagang ngayon pa lumala traffic dito,” Maerith muttered, voice low but firm as she veered into a side lane. “We’ll take the river route. Less lights, faster.”
Avalora did not answer. Her gaze was glued to her phone—Jorwyn’s last unread message sitting there like a wound she could not close. She had already tried calling three times, straight to voicemail. Each failure scraped at her nerves.
The city lights streaked by, melting into ribbons of red and white through the windshield. Maerith’s hands were steady on the wheel, her expression carved from focus. Avalora, though, could feel her own composure fraying; every breath carried the taste of metal and panic.
“Hinga lang, Ava,” Maerith said, glancing at her briefly. “You’ll need your head when we get there.”
Avalora inhaled through her nose, exhaled through her mouth. It did not help. Beneath her skin, something pulsed—her power, responding to the chaos in her chest. She could feel it gathering in the air around her, coiling tight, like the atmosphere before a storm.
They cut through a narrow road by the river, where the water reflected the dim skyline. A delivery truck boxed them in; Maerith cursed, swerved, and slipped through a gap barely wide enough. Gravel sprayed the rear window with a sharp crack, and Avalora flinched.
Another message flashed on her screen: [20 minutes. Tick tock.]
“Maerith…” she whispered.
“Alam ko, Ava,” Maerith said. “Hold on.”
The sedan sped up, the engine whining as they left the inner city behind. The highway curved upward, revealing the sprawl below—warehouses, cranes, and the faint orange flicker still rising from Arceta Med’s direction. Sirens wailed somewhere far behind, fading into the hum of the night.
“Logan’s compound is near the old docks,” Maerith said. “If they’ve got Jor there, we’ll find them fast. I already pinged the location Halo sent.”
Avalora nodded, jaw tight. “If they hurt her…” she could not finish.
The streetlamps thinned as they neared the industrial zone. Night had fully fallen now—the sky a deep indigo, thick with humidity and the smell of diesel. The headlights swept across corrugated metal walls, stacked crates, and the cold gleam of chain-link fences. Somewhere, a generator thumped steadily, the only rhythm in the dead air.
When they turned the last corner, Logan’s property came into view—an expanse of concrete framed by steel fences and trimmed hedges that looked too clean, too silent. The gate was tall, its metal bars catching the light from a nearby lamppost. Two guards stood by the booth, their postures sharp now that the sedan had stopped in front of them.
Maerith parked by the curb and cut the engine. “Ava, sigurado ka bang you want to go in like this? We can call—”
Avalora’s voice cut through the quiet, low but final. “No. They gave us time. We don’t have that.”
They stepped out into the night air, the chill brushing against their skin. One of the guards straightened, hand going to his radio. “Ano po ‘yon?”
“Tell Logan I need to see him. Now.” Avalora’s voice was steady, but her pulse thrummed so hard she could hear it in her ears.
Before the guard could move, two figures appeared from the garage—Halo and Logan—both framed in the yellow wash of the lights. Halo’s smile gleamed sharp and deliberate. Logan’s expression was unreadable, almost amused.
“Well, well,” Halo drawled. “The healer came. Right on time.”
Logan’s gaze slid over them lazily. “Av,” he said, tone smooth, almost intimate. “You’re earlier than I expected.”
Maerith shifted closer, her hand a silent warning at Avalora’s arm. “Kumalma ka, sis.”
Halo sauntered forward, the click of her boots loud against the concrete. “You want her back?” she asked sweetly. “Then come play a little. We’ve been waiting.”
Avalora’s jaw locked. The air between them was electric, taut as a live wire. Somewhere in the dark beyond the gate, a van engine coughed to life.
Her fingers twitched.
Maerith felt it, whispered sharply, “Not yet.”
Avalora’s gaze did not waver. “Saan niyo siya dinala?” she asked, voice quiet but cutting. “Where’s Jorwyn?”
Logan’s smile curved faintly. “We’ll show her,” he said, tilting his head. “Eventually.”
The night swallowed the rest of his words. The compound hummed with stillness, the kind that came right before something snapped.
Avalora exhaled, the faintest tremor in her breath. The air around her pulsed once, as if recognizing its master. She would find Jorwyn. No matter what stood between them.
Maerith gripped Avalora’s wrist before she could take another step toward the gate. “Ava—wait,” she hissed, eyes darting toward the compound. “You can feel that too, right?”
Avalora froze. The air ahead was not just still—it was heavy and thick. Like stepping into a room that already knew you should not be there. The wind carried the faintest trace of smoke and gasoline, and something else—metal. Blood, maybe.
“Yes,” Avalora whispered, her jaw tightening. “They’re expecting us to go inside.”
Maerith nodded grimly. “Exactly. Kaya wag kang basta susugod, okay? Think first. I know you want to save her, pero if you die—”
“Maerith,” Avalora cut her off, voice trembling with controlled fury. “I’m not dying tonight.”
Halo’s voice sliced through the air before Maerith could reply. “Ladies,” she said, tone dripping with mock patience. “We don’t have all night. You came here for the hero, didn’t you? So come on—follow us.”
She turned on her heel, leading them through the gate. Logan trailed beside her, lighter flicking open and shut between his fingers. The sound of the metal snapping—click, snap, click—felt like a countdown.
The compound smelled of burnt wood and rust. They passed through a corridor lined with old containers, the walls marked by black soot. Dim floodlights flickered overhead, casting uneven shadows that stretched and warped with every movement. It felt like walking into a furnace that had not been lit yet—but could, any second.
Then they reached it.
The space opened into what used to be a loading bay—except now, the center had been hollowed out into a massive pit. It looked like a fire chamber, wide and deep, ringed with jagged concrete edges. The reek of fuel rose from below, clawing at the throat.
And there—right at the center of it all—was Jorwyn.
She was seated on a wooden chair balanced over a metal frame spanning the pit, wrists bound behind her, head tilted slightly to the side as if she were merely sleeping. The hospital gown she is wearing was torn and darkened by ash, her hair matted against her temple. A thin trail of dried blood cut across her lip. The knife—its hilt still embedded in her side—caught the dull light, glinting like a cruel reminder.
Avalora’s knees almost gave way.
“Oh my god…” Maerith whispered, her voice barely holding. “Ava—look. The knife. She’s—”
“I see it,” Avalora breathed, her eyes wide, shimmering with panic. “Logan, Halo—let her go. Now.”
Halo turned, an easy smile curving her lips. “Ang demanding ah. You haven’t even said please.”
Avalora’s anger cracked through her chest like thunder. “Don’t play with me, Halo. Release her, or I swear—”
“Oh, you’ll swear?” Halo mocked, pretending to shiver. “You’re in no position to bargain, sweetheart. You want her alive? You’ll give us what’s ours.”
Avalora’s brows furrowed. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“The healing spark,” Halo said, her tone sharpening. “You stole it from us, remember? It belongs to the Chavezes—to me.”
Avalora stared at her, disbelief flashing into fury. “At satingin mo I’ll just hand that over to you?”
Halo shrugged. “If you don’t…” She gestured lazily at Logan.
Without a word, Logan lifted the metal canister in his hand and tipped it over Jorwyn’s chair.
The sound of liquid splattering echoed through the pit—the unmistakable stench of gasoline rising thick and choking. Maerith gagged at the scent while Avalora’s world tilted.
“Stop! Stop that!” Avalora screamed, voice cracking as she surged forward, only for Maerith to catch her arm. “Don’t touch her!”
Halo only smirked. “Oh, you care so much. It’s adorable.”
“Wake her up,” Logan said quietly, almost mockingly. He stepped aside as the last drops of fuel hit the floor beneath Jorwyn’s feet.
Avalora’s panic broke free. “JORWYN!” she screamed, voice reverberating through the chamber. “Gumising ka diyan, please—!”
Her voice echoed and climbed the walls of the pit, trembling like a prayer—and it worked.
Jorwyn’s fingers twitched.
A faint groan slipped from her lips before her head lifted weakly, her vision swimming in the dim light. When her eyes finally focused and landed on Avalora, something raw flickered there—relief and horror twisted together.
“Av…” she rasped, the word dry and pained. “Shit. You shouldn’t… have come.”
Avalora’s breath hitched. “Aalis tayo dito, Wyn. Sinundo lang kita.”
Jorwyn shook her head weakly, the chair creaking beneath her. “It’s a trap,” she managed. “You have to go—now—”
Halo’s laughter rang sharp through the air. “Aw. How touching. You two always did have a flair for the dramatic.”
“Let her go, Halo!” Avalora snapped, her eyes glowing faintly as the air around her began to hum. The oxygen seemed to bend toward her, responding to her fury.
Halo tilted her head. “Give me the spark first. Bring it back where it belongs, and she walks out of here untouched.”
Avalora’s throat tightened. “You know I can’t do that.”
“Can’t?” Halo’s grin widened. “Or won’t?”
When Avalora did not answer, Logan flicked his lighter open again. The tiny flame cast an orange shimmer across his face. “Then she burns.”
Avalora screamed, “STOP! You want the spark? Fine! You’ll get it—just let her go first!”
Logan’s thumb hovered over the lighter. “Show me.”
Avalora’s pulse roared in her ears. She lifted her trembling hands, palms open, and tried to summon it—the familiar pull of the healing spark, the divine warmth that lived inside her chest. But as she reached inward, she felt… nothing. Like the power had buried itself too deep to be found.
“Come on,” she whispered, voice breaking. “Please—move—”
The air trembled, but nothing happened. Her hands shook harder as she tried again, pushing her energy out, calling for the spark that once obeyed her. Still nothing. The light refused to come.
Her power would not leave her.
Halo’s amusement darkened into a smirk. “Oh,” she said softly. “That’s disappointing.”
Avalora’s knees weakened, her breathing ragged. “No—no, it’s still there, I can—”
“Logan,” Halo said.
The lighter clicked.
Maerith gasped, eyes wide, and in one subtle motion, she shifted her hand behind her back, pulling her phone from her pocket. While Avalora struggled against her own panic, Maerith opened her messages with trembling fingers, typing fast into the VARL-SCAR group chat.
MAERITH: [At Logan Santiago compound. Jorwyn abducted. We’re inside. Send help. NOW.] (Attached location)
Her thumb hit send.
The message disappeared into the void of signal bars, but she prayed it would go through. Because as the scent of gasoline grew thicker and Halo leaned closer to Avalora with that grin carved like a wound, Maerith knew—they would not get another chance.
Chapter 38: Last Breath
Chapter Text
The pit was set ablaze. Flames roared to life, licking up the walls of wood and steel, but Jorwyn remained still, her expression untouched by fear. Fire had no claim on her—she had learned that long ago. Yet the woman who once swore to be her anchor seemed to have forgotten that truth.
“No,” Jorwyn breathed, voice breaking against the crackle. “Av, no! Don’t come here!”
The calm, unshakable composure that defined her began to splinter as she caught sight of Avalora sprinting toward the pit, reckless and desperate. The heat did not scare her—but the sight of Avalora in danger did. Jorwyn’s eyes snapped toward Maerith, pleading silently for her to stop the healer, but Maerith could only struggle against the grip of a massive man who pinned her in place. Helpless, Jorwyn watched as the one person she could not bear to lose ran straight into the fire.
Maerith had never felt so useless. She possessed one of the most devastating powers among them, and yet in this moment, it was a paperweight—bound to Norelle’s will, who was not even here. If she had been able to take Norelle’s shape herself, she could have strode in and ordered their captors to drop Jorwyn; if she had been Marlowe, she could have slipped into the crowd and pulled her out before anyone knew. Instead, she was restrained, furious at the constraint on her own skin, hating that the thing that made her dangerous was the very thing she could not freely wield.
“Oh, look at this adorable couple,” Halo sneered, pointing toward Jorwyn and Avalora before breaking into a cruel laugh.
“Why isn’t Jorwyn burning?” Logan asked as he returned to Halo’s side, frowning. And true enough, though the flames licked closer, the heat alone should have made Jorwyn flinch or recoil—but she did not. Her eyes were not on the fire at all; they were fixed on Avalora, who was charging closer by the second.
Maerith’s pulse spiked at the question, her mind racing to come up with a plausible reason before suspicion could spread. But Halo, ever quick to twist a narrative, cut in before she could even breathe.
“Come on, cuz,” Halo said with a roll of her eyes, as if Logan had said something idiotic. “Si Ava ’yan. Her demonic powers are probably keeping Robles from catching fire.”
Logan nodded, satisfied with the explanation, his attention already drifting elsewhere. Maerith exhaled, relief flooding her system like cool water after a burn.
Buti na lang tanga ’tong mga ’to, she muttered inwardly, shaking her head.
“Av, please don’t be stupid,” Jorwyn pleaded, her voice trembling between authority and panic. She tried to sound calm, tried to be the steady one, but the flames were climbing too fast. The air hissed around them, heavy with smoke and heat that shimmered like a living thing. Avalora did not stop.
In three strides, she was at Jorwyn’s side—and now, both of them stood inside the pit as firelight flickered over their faces, painting their skin in gold and red. The flames licked at their boots, the smell of scorched earth biting at their throats.
“Di kita iiwan dito,” Avalora said, her tone soft but firm, carved with finality that sank straight into Jorwyn’s chest like a blade. She dropped to her knees, inspecting the bindings—the fire-resistant ropes coiled tight around Jorwyn’s chest and waist, and the iron chains anchoring her wrists and ankles. “Okay, give me a moment,” she murmured, her voice barely audible over the crackling fire.
Jorwyn shook her head, desperate. “You know I’ll live through this, Av. You’ll see me tomorrow morning—kahit mamatay pa ’ko dahil dito.” She tried to keep her tone even, gentle, following Avalora’s frantic hands as they hovered over the knots and chains. But the healer would not meet her gaze.
A faint light began to pulse beneath Avalora’s skin—her healing spark. It spread from her chest to her fingertips, a soft, shimmering glow that battled against the dark orange light of the fire. The burns that touched her arms healed as quickly as they formed, flesh mending and sealing in seconds. She cupped Jorwyn’s bruised face, and warmth rippled beneath her palms as she erased the marks left by the beating.
“Ava…” Jorwyn whispered, breath unsteady, watching her with something between awe and dread. Avalora’s tears glimmered in the firelight as she wiped one away before it could fall.
“I’ll get you out of here, Wyn. I won’t let you burn alone,” Avalora said, her voice shaking but resolute. She bent closer, eyes landing on the knife still lodged in Jorwyn’s side. Her fingers brushed gently over the hilt before resting against the immortal’s cheek. “Alisin ko ’to, ah? It will hurt, pero I’ll do my best—hindi ka na makakaramdam after.”
“Listen to me, Ava—” Jorwyn tried again, panic threading her tone. But before she could finish, Avalora pulled the blade free.
Jorwyn gasped—a sound sharp enough to cut through the roar of fire—as a blinding pain tore through her body. For a moment, it felt like lightning had struck her from the inside out. Then, as quickly as it came, the agony dulled. Her blood stopped flowing. Her skin began to knit back together. It was as if Avalora’s hands were needles and her light, the thread.
“That’s closed na,” Avalora said, exhaling shakily, a small, trembling smile breaking through the soot and sweat. “But I’ll have that inspected pa once we get out of here.”
Even though she knew—she knew—that Jorwyn was immune, her spark disobeyed. It reached for the immortal anyway, trying to knit skin that did not need saving, pulled by the faint echo of Jorwyn’s own spark. The two forces touched, intertwined—life answering life—and Avalora felt the strange hum of it beneath her palms, the air around them vibrating like the world itself was holding its breath.
“Avalora, you’ll die here,” Jorwyn said, her voice breaking through the roar, the plea raw in her throat. “Ava, I can’t lose you—please, get away and save yourself!” She looked toward Maerith, eyes wide and desperate, begging for help that would not come.
Maerith could only shake her head, her face streaked with soot and tears. She was pinned by helplessness, guilt sitting like a stone in her chest. “Ava!” she shouted hoarsely, voice cracking. “Makikita mo! First time kang makakatikim ng sapak—at galing talaga sa’kin—’pag hindi ka pa umalis diyan!” Her words trembled with grief, the kind of threat only love could carry.
Avalora did not even flinch. The glow from her hands grew brighter, fighting the inferno as sweat and ash streaked down her face. Her heart hammered with stubborn, reckless certainty—she would not leave.
Meanwhile, just beyond the chaos, Halo and Logan stood by, unbothered. They watched with casual detachment, chatting idly as if the scene before them were nothing more than entertainment. The flames reflected in Halo’s smirk, and Logan chuckled under his breath. They knew—or thought they knew—that Avalora would not make it. That neither of them would.
But they underestimated the lengths Avalora would go for the woman she refused to lose.
The spark that had been keeping Avalora alive was faltering now, flickering like a dying flame. Every breath came with a tremor; every movement sent waves of exhaustion through her limbs. Still, she refused to stop. Her fingers fumbled against the heated metal, trying one lock after another, blood and soot mixing on her hands.
“Bakit kasi di pa natin tinuloy ’yung lesson dito,” she muttered through gritted teeth, throwing Jorwyn a glare that trembled with both frustration and affection. The memory burned through her head—those afternoons when they were supposed to practice lock-breaking, postponed again and again for missions that always took precedence. “Ayan tuloy, ni hindi ko kabisado ’tong mga chain na ’to.”
“Ava, please. I’m begging you,” Jorwyn said, her voice cracking as she struggled against the chains that held her. The flames danced around them, roaring so loud it swallowed most sound, but Avalora still heard her. “I’ll be—” she choked on the words, tears streaking through soot—“I’ll let myself love you… Just please, get out of here.”
The words hit Avalora harder than the heat ever could. For a second, everything stopped—the fire’s roar dulled, the pain vanished. Her healing spark, which had long since abandoned Jorwyn’s unburning skin, now pulsed weakly inside her chest, working only to keep her standing. It was dying, and maybe she was too.
But then Jorwyn said those words—love you—and Avalora’s heart bloomed with something fierce and blinding.
A soft, incredulous laugh escaped her lips before she looked up at Jorwyn, eyes glistening with tears that caught the firelight like stars. “Now you say it,” she whispered, voice trembling but warm. Then she stopped what she was doing.
Her hand found the back of Jorwyn’s neck, the other resting against her cheek. The immortal’s skin was cool beneath her burning fingertips. Without another word, Avalora closed the gap between them. Their lips met—not desperate, not hurried, but aching and full, a connection that carried months of unspoken things.
Jorwyn’s breath hitched against her mouth. The air between them felt alive, the contact sparking like static, like two storms touching for the first time. The world beyond them disappeared—the smoke, the fire, the screaming heat. All that existed was the soft press of their lips and the rhythm of their hearts trying to match each other’s.
The flames roared louder than her heartbeat. The air was a furnace—searing, unbreathable—yet Jorwyn could only feel her. Something inside her shattered. She could taste metal, taste ash—and beneath it all, fear. Fear that she would lose her again.
Fear that love had found her, only to burn with her.
When Avalora finally pulled away, she rested her forehead against Jorwyn’s, still cupping her face with trembling gentleness. Her thumb brushed soot from Jorwyn’s cheek.
“Sige nga,” Avalora whispered with a shaky smile, “paano pa kita iiwan dito, after you said that?”
Then she straightened, determination returning to her eyes, and went back to the chains. The spark within her flared one last time in answer, faint but stubborn.
Jorwyn’s heart sank. She knew, then, that she had made a grave mistake—because Avalora would rather burn beside her than leave her behind.
Avalora’s fingers trembled as she fought the last of the locks. Her body screamed for rest, every muscle taut, every breath ragged. The heat was blistering now—the fire pit had become a furnace, a living thing that growled and hissed with each gust of wind that fed it. The air stung her throat, thick with smoke and burning wood. But still, she kept going.
The chains clinked against each other, their metal turning red at the edges, but her hands did not falter. Each time she blinked, her vision blurred from sweat and smoke; each time she inhaled, the fire clawed its way into her lungs. Still, she pushed through, whispering under her breath, “Come on… please, please…”
Jorwyn could only watch, torn between awe and agony. Her heart thudded like a drum of guilt. “Ava, tama na! You’ve done enough!” she cried, her voice cracking, but Avalora did not even look up as her hands, trembling but sure, pressed against the chains, skin blistering as she forced them apart. The fire licked at her sleeves, devoured her hair, crawled up her throat—and still, she wouldn’t stop.
Her glowing hands finally found the final lock. She could barely hold the knife anymore, her knuckles pale and raw from gripping it so tightly. The small flickers of her healing spark danced along her arms, but it was weak—so faint it looked like dying embers rather than the blinding light it once was.
Avalora bit her lip until she tasted blood. One more… just one more.
The lock hissed as she jammed the tip of the blade inside. The metal sizzled, snapping open with a sharp click that echoed like a gunshot amidst the roaring fire.
And just like that—the last chain fell.
Jorwyn was free.
For a fleeting second, the world seemed to still. Avalora let out a soft, broken laugh—a sound that trembled between triumph and relief. She slumped forward, her forehead resting against Jorwyn’s shoulder, too exhausted to stand upright.
“You’re free now,” she whispered, the words almost drowned by the flames. “You can go.”
But the relief lasted only a heartbeat.
Jorwyn caught her by the arms, and that is when she felt it—Avalora’s spark. It was not pulsing anymore. The faint golden light that once shimmered under her skin was fading, dimming with every passing second.
“Ava…” Jorwyn’s voice faltered, her stomach twisting. “Av… look at me.”
Avalora lifted her head weakly. Her skin was ghost-pale beneath the smears of ash, her eyes bright but unfocused. The glow within her—the thing that had always made her feel alive, untouchable—was slipping away. The firelight around them began to dull, almost as if it were mourning.
“It’s… okay,” Avalora said softly, forcing a smile. “At least… at least I did something right.”
Jorwyn shook her head, cupping her face with shaking hands. “No. No, you don’t get to say that. You’re going to live. Naririnig mo ba ako?” Her voice broke halfway through. “You will not leave me.”
Avalora’s lips parted, but no words came. Her chest rose once, twice, shallowly—and the spark within her chest flickered, trying to flare one last time. The light pushed weakly from her skin, illuminating her features in a soft gold glow that painted her tears like fireflies.
Then it sputtered.
And died.
Her head fell forward, her body going limp in Jorwyn’s arms. For a moment, there was silence—just the crackling of fire, the soft collapse of burning wood.
Jorwyn’s heart shattered with the sound of it.
“No… no, no, no,” she whispered, clutching Avalora’s lifeless body against her chest. “You can’t. Huwag mo kong iwan, please.”
Her breath came out as a sob, raw and guttural, echoing through the inferno. The flames reflected in her eyes, but they no longer burned her—they could not. Nothing could hurt more than this.
She pressed her lips to Avalora’s hair, trembling. “You said you wouldn’t leave me,” she whispered. “You promised.”
The pit still blazed around them, but the fire that once sought to consume them now felt small compared to the one tearing Jorwyn apart from within.
And as the smoke swirled upward, the last flicker of Avalora’s spark—what remained of her—rose with it, shimmering faintly before vanishing into the dark.
The fire raged long after Avalora’s spark went out. The pit glowed with violent shades of red and orange, a storm of smoke and cinders clawing their way toward the ceiling. The air smelled of iron, char, and despair.
Maerith could only stand there, frozen, watching the unmoving body of her friend as Jorwyn screamed until her voice cracked into raw silence. The immortal’s knees buckled, her body shaking, the fire around her not daring to burn her skin but licking everything else in merciless hunger.
Halo laughed, cruel and delighted, wiping soot from her face. “Finally,” she said, “the healer’s gone. You’d think she’d last longer than that.”
Logan smirked beside her. “Guess the mighty Avalora wasn’t so mighty after all.”
“Manahimik kayo, mga demonyo!” Maerith’s voice trembled, her hands clenched at her sides. But she could not move. Could not transform. Could not even scream loud enough to stop the pounding in her chest.
Then—the air changed.
The sound came first—a low hum, followed by a piercing whistle that did not belong to the fire. The flames flickered, shrinking back, as if afraid. Then came a crack, like thunder splitting open the roof, and a gust of cold wind sliced through the smoke.
Halo looked up, blinking. “What the hell—”
“Down,” said a voice that did not echo as it vibrated, layered, resonant. The fire dimmed instantly.
It was Norelle.
Her voice carried power, enough to bend sound and will alike. Her eyes were glowing pale gold as she stepped through the wrecked doorway, the torn part of her fire suit whipping behind her like a shadow that did not belong to her body.
Behind her came Marlowe—swift, blurring through the space, her footsteps leaving streaks of silver dust as she darted around the room, disarming every guard in seconds. The last guard did not even have time to blink before his weapon was gone and he was on his knees.
Garnet followed next—her boots hit the floor with a heavy thud, and the ground seemed to quake. Her hands, glowing red from the heat, pressed together once, and the crackling fire that Halo had been feeding flared and then collapsed inward, suffocated by Garnet’s sheer force.
The chaos froze for half a second.
Then, out of nowhere, Halo tried to lunge. “Don’t you—”
But a shimmer moved behind her. Solana appeared from thin air, invisible no more, her hand gripping Halo’s shoulder. “Sit down,” she said coldly—and Halo’s knees gave out as if gravity itself obeyed Solana.
A slow exhale followed, and time stopped. The smoke, the flying embers, the flickering tongues of fire—all hung suspended midair like shards of amber. Selene stepped forward, eyes glowing faint blue, her fingers raised. “Let’s keep this quiet,” she murmured.
In an instant, everyone except the newcomers and Maerith froze like statues.
“Round them all up,” Norelle commanded. Her voice was low, but it traveled through the room like a current. “I want everyone on their knees by the wall.”
Garnet moved first, dragging the unconscious Halo and Logan like they weighed nothing. The guards, one by one, were tossed beside them. Marlowe blurred between the lines of stopped time, binding wrists and ankles with chains of light.
When everything was in order, Norelle finally turned to Maerith. Her expression softened—only slightly. “You did what you could, Mae.”
Maerith shook her head. “No… I didn’t. I—I couldn’t shift, I couldn’t—Wala akong nagawa.”
“You will now,” Norelle said, cutting her off. “Shift into Avalora.”
Maerith froze. “What?”
Norelle’s gaze hardened, voice deepening with that layered tone again. “We need her spark. Her healing power. Do it, Maerith. Take her form.”
Her throat tightened, but she obeyed. Her skin shimmered, bones reshaping, hair shifting to that familiar golden brown. The resemblance was uncanny—Avalora, reborn in smoke and grief.
“Good,” Norelle said. “Now focus on what she could do—bring out the spark.”
Maerith swallowed hard and crouched beside Avalora’s lifeless body. Her borrowed hands trembled as she pressed them against the healer’s chest. She closed her eyes, summoning every ounce of will she had left, and called for the spark—the faint residue of Avalora’s power that clung to her now like a borrowed soul.
A dim light pulsed beneath her palms—weak, stuttering, a flicker in the dark. She poured more of herself into it, her breath breaking, her tears falling onto Avalora’s still skin.
“Come on,” she whispered. “Please, bumalik ka, Ava… please.”
For a heartbeat, the light grew—then sputtered out, leaving only cold skin beneath her touch. Maerith gasped, her voice cracking. “No… no, no, no!” She tried again, harder this time, pressing down as though she could breathe life back into her friend, but nothing answered. The spark inside her was not real—only a reflection. And reflections cannot heal the dead.
Her body shook. “Why isn’t it working…” she whispered, half to herself, half to the gods who refused to listen.
Norelle placed a hand on her shoulder, but Maerith shrugged it off and turned toward Jorwyn, whose trembling form had not moved since. “Then let me… at least help her,” Maerith said, her voice raw, her hands glowing again as she reached out to Jorwyn instead.
She pressed her palm against the immortal’s chest, where the grief throbbed like a wound. A light flickered once more—a desperate attempt to mend a pain that was not made of flesh. But the agony inside Jorwyn was too vast, too consuming. The light recoiled, sputtering and dying against the weight of her sorrow.
Maerith felt it—the collapse of her own strength, the futility of trying to heal something not meant to be healed. Her eyes filled again, and she whispered, “I’m sorry… I can’t reach you.”
Jorwyn did not move. She only kept staring down at Avalora, her breath shallow, her body trembling with a grief that no magic could touch.
Behind them, Garnet and Marlowe were already working to suppress the flames completely. Garnet slammed her palms to the ground, and stone rippled over the burning pit, trapping the last of the fire beneath it. Marlowe zipped through, catching smoldering debris and tossing it aside before it could reignite.
Solana reappeared beside them, brushing soot from her sleeves. “It’s done.”
Selene released time, and the air moved again—slowly at first, like the world was hesitant to continue.
Norelle exhaled, her control easing. “Everyone here,” she said, nodding toward the captured group, “will forget everything.”
Her voice deepened again, vibrating through every skull in the room. “You will forget the fire. Forget the faces. Forget what you’ve seen tonight. Go home.”
The guards’ eyes glazed over, blank and obedient. One by one, they rose, walked past the rubble, and disappeared into the night.
Finally, silence fell.
Jorwyn still had not moved from where she knelt beside Avalora’s body. The pit was cold now, blackened wood and ash surrounding them like the remnants of a battlefield.
Norelle knelt a few feet away, her tone quieter. “We’ll take her somewhere safe.”
But Jorwyn did not respond. Her eyes were wide, her hands shaking as they brushed Avalora’s burned cheek—skin that refused to heal, no matter how many times Maerith tried to mimic the spark.
Marlowe reached out but stopped midway, unsure if touching her would make it worse. “Jor…”
Then, softly—brokenly—Jorwyn began to laugh. It was quiet at first, dry and bitter. “She said she wouldn’t leave me.” Her voice cracked, trembling. “She said she’d never, again…”
Her laughter turned to a sob.
And as she cradled Avalora’s limp body, the ashes of the fire rose gently around them, carried by the night wind through the shattered walls—like tiny ghosts of what once was a flame too stubborn to die quietly.
Chapter 39: Destructive Fire
Chapter Text
The fire had finally died, but the world still burned.
The once-blazing pit now smoldered in eerie silence, the air heavy with smoke and grief. Ash drifted like gray snow through the cracked rafters of what used to be a home—now a ruin. The scent of char and blood clung to every surface. The walls that once echoed with laughter now stood blackened and trembling, soaked with the aftermath of what should never have been.
Marlowe was the first to lower her hands. Her body still flickered faintly with heat, the last remnants of her speed giving way to exhaustion. Beside her, Garnet exhaled, muscles twitching as she set down a steel beam she had used to smother the fire.
Norelle’s voice had already silenced every sound from the guards. They were tied and unmoving at one corner—Halo and Logan among them, their bodies pressed against the wall, shaking, eyes wide with confusion as to why they were there—tied up. Solana and Selene stood further back, their eyes glowing faintly from the effort of slowing the chaos around them—everything frozen.
However, the heartbreak is still happening at the center of it all.
Jorwyn was kneeling—still and unmoving. Her knees dug into the soot and cinder, palms trembling as she reached for what was left of the healer.
Avalora’s body was still smoking. The remnants of her uniform had fused to her skin, her hair, once gold and alive with sunlight, now darkened and clumped with ash. Her hand was half-curled, fingers stiff and blistered, as if they had been reaching for something in her final moments—reaching for her.
She had been reaching for her.
“...Av,” Jorwyn whispered. The word caught in her throat. “Avalora—”
No response. Only the faint crackle of dying embers.
She reached out again, brushing soot from Avalora’s face with trembling fingers. Her own skin stung from the contact, but she did not pull back.
She could not.
Her touch smeared ash across Avalora’s cheek, revealing a fraction of her—pale, quiet, heartbreakingly still. The sight clawed at Jorwyn’s chest. This was not how she was supposed to look. She was supposed to be fire and laughter and light—not this dim ember of silence.
Behind her, someone shifted. Norelle’s voice was low and careful, almost fragile. “Jorwyn… we need to move her. Umuuga na yung building.”
Jorwyn did not answer.
She could barely hear them anymore.
Everything—the chaos, the shouting, even her teammates’ grief—fell into a dull, distant hum, swallowed by the hollow sound of her heartbeat in her ears.
Avalora’s lips were cracked. The same lips that once trembled when she spoke her name. The same lips that, not long ago, had finally pressed against hers—trembling, burning, desperate.
That kiss.
The one that had happened in the fire.
Jorwyn could still feel it—the way Avalora’s breath had shuddered against her skin, the way her spark had pulsed through their joined hands. The moment had been madness and miracle all at once. Flames had roared around them, but she had not cared. Because at that moment, Jorwyn was not immortal. She was not untouchable. She was alive—because Avalora was in her arms.
Now, that same warmth is gone.
Jorwyn’s tears spilled silently down her face, tracing paths through the soot on her cheeks.
“Av naman eh,” she whispered, voice trembling. “You promised me you wouldn’t do something reckless.”
Her throat constricted. “You said… You said you’d stay.”
She let out a bitter laugh that cracked halfway through. “But of course. Of course, you’d patch me up—heal me no matter what—even though it’d cost your life.”
No one moved.
Even Solana—usually the first to joke, to diffuse tension with laughter—could only collapse to the ground, shoulders trembling as she sobbed into her hands. The firelight painted her tears in streaks of gold, every breath breaking against the silence that had fallen over them all.
Selene knelt beside her, lips moving soundlessly, her words cracking through the tremor of her breath. “Sira ulo ka talaga, Ava… mamamatay ka dahil sa panget na ’yan?” It was the kind of jab she would have thrown at Avalora in life, half-teasing, half-affectionate. But now, it only splintered in her throat, the humor hollow—mocking the ache that pressed against all their chests.
Maerith, still wearing Avalora’s face, turned away from them all. The shape of her—the exact tilt of Avalora’s jaw, the familiar glow in her borrowed eyes—felt unbearable now. She could not stand to look at Jorwyn cradling the real Avalora, could not face the image of what she was pretending to be. Her hands shook as she covered her face, her shoulders curling inwards, the guilt threading into her bones like poison.
Garnet, the one who always laughed too loudly, who bragged she could take down a wall with a single punch, was now trembling. Her strength meant nothing against the weight of this loss. She clung to Marlowe like a child, her fingers clutching the fabric of her uniform, and she—fast as she was in battle—moved so slowly now, as if afraid that any sudden motion would shatter the fragile stillness around them.
And Norelle… Norelle did not cry. She stood there, unmoving, watching everything collapse in front of her. Her fists were clenched so tight her nails drew blood, thin red lines trickling between her fingers. Her voice—usually sharp enough to command armies—was gone, lost somewhere in her throat. She had seen death before. She had caused it before. But this—watching Avalora’s light snuffed out like a candle—this was different.
The fire was dead, yet the air remained thick with heat, heavy with the scent of smoke and iron. Every flicker of flame mirrored what they all felt—fading, struggling to live on when the brightest among them no longer could.
Jorwyn lowered herself beside Avalora, her body folding, trembling from exhaustion. She lifted a hand—slowly, gently—and cupped Avalora’s face.
“Ang tigas naman kasi ng ulo mo eh,” she murmured. “We weren’t supposed to end like this.”
Her thumb brushed over Avalora’s lips—dry, cold. She leaned closer, pressing her forehead to hers.
Her breath shook. The heat lingering on Avalora’s skin was fading too quickly. Jorwyn pressed harder, desperate to keep it there, as if her touch could trap the last of it.
“Nakakainis ka naman eh.” Jorwyn whispered, her voice barely audible. “Alam mo na why I told you all of those stories—kaya sobrang hesitant ako na palapitin ka nang ganito sa akin? I knew this was going to happen, and I still let myself fall for you.”
A sob slipped out, sharp and broken. “You didn’t even let me say goodbye.”
Her hand trembled as she trailed her fingers down Avalora’s neck, over her heart that no longer beat. She stopped, her palm resting there, as though sheer will could restart it.
The place felt colder. The smoke thinned, but the silence grew louder.
Jorwyn’s breathing hitched—shallow, uneven.
She bent down and kissed Avalora.
It was not like before. There was no fire this time. No golden light spilling between their mouths. Just the cold taste of soot and grief. Her lips lingered, trembling, refusing to part.
Her tears fell into Avalora’s mouth. It felt cruel—that once, a kiss could awaken something alive, and now, it was a farewell.
She stayed there, unmoving, until her lips began to shake. When she finally pulled away, she pressed her forehead against Avalora’s again.
“I would’ve given you everything,” she whispered. “Even the parts I swore I’d never give again.”
She swallowed, her voice cracking. “And you still left me.”
Silence hung over them like a suffocating fog. No one dared to speak. They all knew—one wrong word, one misplaced breath—and Jorwyn would shatter even more.
And then, the one voice that should not have broken that silence did.
“Is that Ava?” Halo asked, her tone almost childlike in its confusion. “Oh my god… is she dead?”
Every head turned toward her in unison. The look they gave her could have burned her to ash faster than any flame—glares filled with disbelief, fury, grief. But Halo just stared back, blinking, utterly clueless. She did not remember. None of them did. Norelle’s command had already stripped them of the memories of what they had done—their laughter as the fire burned, the taunts, the cruelty that led to Avalora’s fall.
To Halo, this was a scene she had just stumbled upon. To everyone else, her voice was gasoline on open flame.
Jorwyn moved first. Her entire body trembled, her breath shaking through her teeth. The scream that tore from her throat was raw, feral, the sound of something ancient breaking apart.
“Ikaw susunod!”
It did not sound like a threat—it was a promise.
The scream rattled through the walls, through their chests, through every fragile soul in that room. It was as if her voice itself carried centuries of restrained wrath. Even Solana flinched, covering her ears. Maerith collapsed to her knees, the scream vibrating against her ribs like it could tear her in half.
Norelle did not waste a second. “Garnet, Marlowe—get them out. Now.”
The two moved instantly, grabbing Halo and Logan, who were both shouting in protest as they were dragged toward the exit.
“Where are you taking me? That’s my cousin!” Halo cried, struggling against Garnet’s grip. “What’s wrong with her? Why are you—”
Jorwyn’s glare found her again, and even without words, it silenced her. For a moment, it looked like the immortal would actually rise, would lunge, would burn the air itself to reach her.
But before that could happen, Norelle’s voice cut through the chaos—low, commanding, echoing with her power. “Sleep. Forget.”
Halo and Logan froze mid-struggle. Their expressions softened into confusion, then into nothing at all as their eyes rolled shut. Garnet and Marlowe exchanged a brief, wordless look before carrying the unconscious pair outside, leaving only the crackle of dying fire and the sound of Jorwyn’s uneven breathing behind.
The silence that followed was heavier than before—thicker, as though the world itself held its breath in fear of what Jorwyn might do next.
But then—something none of the immortal’s comrades ever imagined could happen, did.
The air shifted. The faint crackle that had long since faded began to hum again, soft at first, like a whisper trapped beneath the ashes. Then the ground quaked. The pit—the same pit where Jorwyn and Avalora once burned—began to glow, deep orange bleeding into molten red, until the color swallowed the darkness whole.
A low rumble followed, and then a roar—raw, consuming, alive. Heat exploded outward, forcing everyone to stumble back, shielding their faces from the sudden burst of light. The air stung their skin, smelled of smoke and iron and something older, divine.
And from that molten heart of fire, it emerged.
A colossal silhouette took form within the blaze, its shape twisting and shifting with every flicker of flame. It was beautiful and horrifying all at once—the kind of presence that demanded both awe and fear.
Solana gasped and stumbled backward. Even Norelle flinched, her usual composure cracking as the glow illuminated their wide, disbelieving eyes. Garnet instinctively moved in front of Maerith, who had gone still, trembling.
Only Jorwyn did not move.
Her expression was unreadable—eyes fixed on the inferno, lips parting just slightly as if she already knew what—or who—was coming. The fire’s reflection danced against her pale, tear-streaked face, and in her stillness, there was a terrible recognition.
Because, unlike the others, Jorwyn understood what that glow meant, and she knew exactly whose flames those were.
Aguwa.
“Yaruwen, wari’y di mo pa rin natutuhan ang aral ng mga panahon.” Aguwa’s voice rolled through the air like thunder wrapped in fire. The ground trembled under her bare feet, embers curling outward from her presence, licking at the same soil that had moments ago burned Avalora alive. Her flames carried a strange beauty—terrifying, radiant, alive—and every breath of it reeked of power older than sin.
Jorwyn still did not flinch. She turned her back to the goddess, pulling Avalora’s body tighter into her arms as if her immortal shell could shield her from divine fury. Her knuckles were white, her jaw trembling—but she stayed silent.
Aguwa’s lips curled, amused by the defiance. Even without seeing Jorwyn’s face, the deity laughed—a deep, mocking sound that sent cold dread rippling through everyone present. It was not a laugh born of joy, but of cruelty—an echo that made even the dying fire bend away.
“Someone tell me buhay pa tayo,” Solana whispered, her voice shaking as she clutched Selene’s shoulders, eyes darting toward the goddess. “Bakit parang nasa impyerno na tayo—”
A sharp smack! cut her off. Selene’s palm connected with her cheek, not out of anger but desperation. “Manahimik ka,” she hissed. “Don’t make her look at us.”
Too late.
Aguwa’s laughter deepened, carrying across the cracked air. “Narinig ko ’yan, mortal.” The goddess tilted her head, her eyes gleaming like molten gold. “Hindi lamang pala ikaw ang magpapahalakhak sa akin, Yaruwen,” she said, turning her gaze back to Jorwyn. “Maging ang mga kasama mo’y gayon din.”
She began to move closer, her steps deliberate, each one leaving blackened scorch marks in her wake. Solana and Selene froze. Their instincts screamed at them to run, yet their bodies would not obey—the air around Aguwa was too thick, too hot, like breathing fire itself.
And then, out of sheer panic, Solana vanished.
Aguwa’s laughter rang again—this time lighter, almost delighted. “Ha!” she exclaimed, clapping her hands once, and sparks scattered into the air like fireflies. “Hindi mo binanggit sa akin, Yaruwen, na ang mortal na ito’y pinagkalooban ni Dayluma ng biyayang di karaniwan.”
Solana blinked, still invisible, her voice trembling. “Pinagsasabi mo?”
“Lubos na kahawig ni Dayluma," Aguwa bellowed, amused, her laughter echoing through the ruined space. “Matapang na walang kapantay!”
Her tone shifted then, growing almost reverent, though the smirk never left her face. “Si Dayluma, Diyosa ng Panlilinlang at Kalikuan—ang tanging diyosang kayang magtago pati sa liwanag ng araw. At ikaw…” Her burning gaze locked on where Solana’s presence flickered faintly in the air. “Mukhang pinili ka rin niyang paglaruan.”
The flames around them flared, heat and divinity blurring together as if the goddess herself was half a breath away from burning the world anew.
Jorwyn finally spoke, her voice low but steady—each word scraping past her throat like ash. “Leave them out of this, Aguwa. This is between you and me.”
Aguwa’s grin widened. “Oh, supling ko,” she purred, her tone dripping with venom and fondness alike, “Tandaan mo, kapag ang usapan ay tungkol sa handog ko sa iyo, lahat ng nasa paligid mo ay kabilang.”
The flames surged once more, the world turning gold and red—alive with the wrath of a goddess scorned.
But that only made Solana’s brows furrow deeper. “I don’t even understand what she’s saying,” she muttered, her voice shaking slightly from both fear and confusion.
That was when Maerith finally stepped forward, her Avalora-like face dimly lit by the fire’s reflection. “Trickery and Mischief, Sol,” she said, her tone calm but heavy with something unspoken. “Remember the time I told you na satingin ko parehas tayo ng pinagmulan? Now I had it confirmed with Aguwa.”
Solana blinked, still lost, but before she could ask, Aguwa’s laughter suddenly died down. Her blazing form leaned forward, peering into Maerith’s face with an expression that startled even the goddess herself. The mirth drained from her as her burning eyes widened, her flames flickering like a gasp caught midair.
“Isabel?” she whispered.
The name cut through the air like a curse. Everyone froze—everyone who would dare to stay and witness the divine wrath. They all knew that name. Everyone did.
And as that word left Aguwa’s mouth, all eyes turned toward Jorwyn.
Even Aguwa’s.
Then came the laugh again—low at first, then wild and mocking. She began to circle them, her fire leaving trails of light that danced like serpents on the ground. “Yaruwen!” she shouted, voice dripping with disbelief and delight, “Isa ka ngang hangal, Yaruwen! Sa paglipas ng mga dantaong di mabilang, sa kaniya mo pa rin itinatali ang iyong puso!”
The goddess’s gaze burned into Avalora’s unmoving form, and her power rippled through the air as she tried to force the woman to turn her face toward her. Jorwyn immediately tightened her arms around Avalora, shielding her like she had when the flames first rose. “Lubayan mo na siya, please,” Jorwyn begged, her voice trembling—not from fear of the goddess, but from the ache of everything she had already lost.
But Aguwa only stared back, her smirk slowly curving into that look Jorwyn had always dreaded—the look that promised pain, memory, and punishment.
And so, with a trembling breath, Jorwyn gave in. She loosened her hold and gently turned Avalora’s face toward the deity, revealing the soot-streaked skin and the silent peace that death had left behind.
“Isabel!” Aguwa roared, her flames flaring high enough to shake the ground. “Paanong muling nasumpungan ng kaluluwa ni Isabel ang iyong landas, Yaruwen!”
Her laughter returned—louder, crueler. “Hindi ka lamang niya muling nasumpungan—siya ma’y nadala sa gayon ding kapalaran, Yaruwen!”
She clapped her fiery hands together, her voice dripping with cruel amusement. “Tunay kang bihasa sa pagpili ng kapahamakan! Hindi ka talaga natuto!”
And through it all, Jorwyn could only stare—her arms wrapped around Avalora’s lifeless form, her jaw set, tears burning down her cheeks as if the fire itself was consuming her from within.
That made Jorwyn’s blood boil—her grip on Avalora’s body tightening as her jaw clenched hard enough to ache. Every word that dripped from Aguwa’s mouth tasted like mockery and poison, and Jorwyn could feel her rage clawing its way up her throat. She wanted to shout back, to tell the goddess to shut her mouth, but she did not.
Because she knew that if she let her anger take over, she would stand, she would rise from her seat—and that would mean leaving Avalora’s body on the cold, burnt ground, and Jorwyn could not do that. Not again. Not when the fear of Aguwa taking her away once more still lingered like smoke in her chest.
“What is she saying, Jor?” Norelle’s voice came from behind her—soft, careful, like she already knew she was treading dangerous ground.
“Not now, Nor,” Jorwyn said in a low, almost broken tone, her eyes never leaving Avalora’s soot-covered face.
Aguwa only laughed at that, her amusement echoing through the pit like thunder. “Kay damot mo nga sa salaysay, Yaruwen—parang sa bawa’t salita’y may lihim kang itinatago,” she mocked, flames dancing brighter around her as she moved closer—not to Jorwyn this time, but to her cursed child’s comrades. With a wave of her hand, she gestured for them to come closer, forming a half-circle around her like children summoned to hear a story.
Everyone hesitated, frozen between fear and awe, until the goddess’s form began to glow deeper—her red light flaring with impatient heat. That was enough to make them flinch and obey, stepping forward with trembling feet until they stood where she wanted them.
“Sumagi agad sa aking isipan na hindi naman agad papanaw si Isabel.” Aguwa began, her smile growing wide and unsettling, her voice carrying the weight of centuries. “Hindi lingid sa aking kaalaman na ang kapangyarihan nilang manggagamot ay nagmula sa aking iniibig na si Layna—sapagka’t sa simula pa lamang, sa akin din naman iyon nagbuhat.”
Her tone softened into a dark nostalgia, as if she were reminiscing about a tragedy that had entertained her instead of hurting her. The firelight flickered across her face, reflecting in her eyes as she looked at each of them—testing, taunting.
And despite the fear that curled around their throats, nobody moved. Nobody dared to interrupt.
For a moment, even the crackling of the flames seemed to quiet, as though the world itself leaned in to listen.
Everyone—Marlowe, Maerith, Garnet, Solana, Selene, even Norelle—stood transfixed by the goddess’s words. They listened, unwilling but unable to turn away, as she spoke with the cruel ease of someone who had lived long enough to find pain amusing.
Jorwyn remained where she was, knees pressed into the scorched earth, cradling Avalora’s lifeless body against her chest—her forehead resting against her lover’s temple, as if refusing to let the story Aguwa told rewrite what little she had left.
At first, no one noticed it—the faint, trembling pulse that flickered beneath Avalora’s chest but when it began to grow, when the glow from her lifeless body spread into her hands, her hair, her very veins, the entire chamber was drowned in a searing white-gold light.
“W-what is that—?” Selene whispered, shielding her eyes.
Even Aguwa took a step back, her flames dimming as though in respect—or fear.
The glow thickened, bursting from Avalora’s still body until it shaped itself into the form of a woman—soft, luminous, her edges shifting like the calm surface of a lake at dawn. Her presence carried warmth—not the destructive heat of flame, but the tender warmth that could coax flowers to bloom even on scorched ground.
“Layna…” Jorwyn’s voice broke, her hands trembling as she pressed Avalora closer. “No—no, please, no…” She looked up at the glowing being, eyes wide and wet with terror. “Don’t take her away from me. Hindi pa ako handa. Please, wag mo siyang kunin.”
But Layna only gazed at her with such compassion that it hurt to look at her.
“Yaruwen,” the mortal said softly, her voice carrying like wind over calm waters. “Hindi ako naririto upang kunin siya.”
Aguwa hissed, her fire flaring again as she circled the glowing being like a wounded predator. “Layna,” she said in a strained tone, “Huwag mong sabihin na nagbalik ka rito dahil sa mga hamak na nilalang na iyan.”
Layna turned to her lover—if such a word still fit them—and for the first time, Aguwa’s flames stuttered. The gentleness in Layna’s gaze made the fire deity falter like a punished child.
“Matagal na kitang pinagmamasdan, Aguwa,” Layna began, her voice turning solemn. “Malaon na kitang pinatawad, datapuwa’t sa anong dahilan muli na namang tinitiis ng aking supling ang pahirap na di magwawakas? Alisin mo ito, at ipagkaloob mo sa kaniya ang paglaya.”
Aguwa’s lips parted, but no sound came. Her fire trembled. “Hindi na ito maaaring… maalis,” she admitted. “Ang sumpa ko’y banal, Layna. Hindi ko kayang bawiin.”
Jorwyn’s tears fell freely now, dripping down Avalora’s soot-streaked skin. “Then it’s over,” she whispered, her voice raw. “Layna, please—just don’t let Isa—Avalora suffer like I did.”
But Layna only smiled—sad and knowing. “Hindi mo pa lubos na naiintindihan, Yaruwen,” she said, kneeling before the immortal. “Narinig ko siya. Nakiusap siya sa akin.”
Jorwyn froze. “What… what do you mean?”
“Nakiusap siya,” Layna continued gently. “Nakiusap siya sa akin na siya’y pabayaan kong lumagi sa iyong piling; tanggapin ang iyong sumpa, kung iyan lamang ang daan upang manatili sa iyo.. At sa pagtagpo ng iyong walang-kamatayang alab at ng kanyang liwanag na nagpapagaling… nagbago ang lahat.”
Aguwa tilted her head, eyes narrowing. “Ano’ng ibig mong sabihin, Layna?”
Layna turned to her, her glow brightening. “Nang nagtagpo ang walang-hanggang ningas at ang ningas na mapag-hilom, sila’y nag-ugnay. Ang iyong sumpa, Aguwa, nang hindi mo namamalayan, ay nagbigkis ng isa pang kaluluwa sa walang-hanggan.”
Jorwyn shook her head violently, her breath shattering. “No—no, you can’t mean—”
“Oo,” Layna said. “Siya’y nabubuhay, Yaruwen—at mabubuhay hanggang sa ang araw ay malimot ang kanyang pagsikat sa silangan.”
For a moment, Jorwyn could not breathe. She clutched Avalora’s body tighter, shaking her head, whispering over and over, “I never asked—wanted this… ayokong siya rin ay sumpain tulad ko…”
But Layna’s hand reached for hers, the warmth of it cutting through her despair. “Iyan ang kaniyang pagiibig at pagnanasa. Siya’y pumili, Yaruwen—at wala nang makaaagaw sa kaniya sa tadhanang pinili niya. Tulad mo, siya’y magiging walang-hanggan.”
“Hindi mo siya niligtas,” Jorwyn said bitterly, her voice cracking. “You cursed her the same way Aguwa cursed me.”
Layna looked at her lovingly, though tears shimmered in her eyes. “May mga sandali na ang pag-ibig at pighati ay iisang balat lamang. Datapuwa’t ito—ito ang kaniyang kalooban. Hindi mo siya pinilit. Pinili ka niya.”
Behind them, Aguwa’s voice broke into a bitter laugh. “Iyan na naman ang iyong dala, Layna! Lagi mong pinipilì ang mga mortal na di nakababatid ng halaga ng tadhanang sinusumpa!” Her flames coiled and lashed against the air. “Hinintay kitang mahabang panahon! Mga dantaon, Layna—at ngayo’y aalis ka na naman alang-alang sa kanila?”
Layna faced her, the glow from her body softening. “Hindi mo ako kailanman naintindihan, Aguwa,” she said quietly. “Hindi ako para sa iyo. Ako ay para sa pag-ibig na patuloy kahit masunog, kahit mamatay.”
And as Layna’s light began to expand again, enveloping Avalora’s body, she turned once more to Jorwyn. Her eyes shone brighter than any flame Aguwa could conjure. “Pag bumalik ako sa kanyang katawan, babalik rin siya sa iyo. Ngunit tandaan mo, Yaruwen—ang pag-ibig na walang hanggan ay hindi parusa. Ito’y pagpili, araw-araw, sa kabila ng apoy.”
The light consumed them both—Layna and Avalora—and even Aguwa shielded her face from its brilliance. When it finally dimmed, all that was left was silence.
A faint sound. A breath. A trembling gasp that shattered the air.
Jorwyn looked down—and saw Avalora’s chest rise. Her burns began to close, the blackened skin softening into new, pale flesh. The deep wounds stitched themselves with golden light, her blood glowing faintly before sinking back beneath her skin.
Her lips parted as she took another breath, a fragile one, then steadier. Her fingers twitched. Her lashes fluttered open.
“Wyn…?” she whispered, voice hoarse. “Bakit ang bigat ng hangin…”
Jorwyn let out a sob that tore straight from her soul. She cupped Avalora’s face, trembling as she pressed her forehead against hers. “You’re here,” she whispered. “Ava, you’re here…”
And when Avalora’s weak smile reached her, Jorwyn could not help it—she closed the distance between them and kissed her.
No flames. No curses. Only the warmth of two sparks that refused to die, even when the gods themselves had tried to end them.
For a heartbeat, the world held still. The flames that once devoured everything around them now bowed low, shrinking into harmless embers that glowed like the eyes of fading stars. Jorwyn remained unmoving—one hand tangled in Avalora’s hair, the other pressed against her cheek as though afraid that if she loosened her grip, she would lose her again.
When Avalora finally broke the kiss, her breathing was uneven, her eyes glassy from exhaustion. “Ang init…” she murmured faintly, glancing at the dying embers. “Pero hindi na masakit.” Her gaze drifted to Jorwyn’s face, and her lips curved into a faint, trembling smile. “I guess… this means… we both survived.”
Jorwyn could not speak. Her throat locked around every word that tried to leave. Instead, she buried her face against Avalora’s neck, sobbing quietly—a sound so fragile that it could split the gods themselves.
Then, a deep, weary voice broke through the silence.
“Layna,” Aguwa called, her tone half-pleading, half-livid. “Huwag mong gawin ito. Huwag mo akong iwan muli para sa mga mortal na siya ring dudurog sa iyo.”
Everyone turned to see the deity’s form dimming. The once-searing blaze that surrounded her now flickered weakly, her steps unsteady. The fury that had defined her earlier had melted into despair.
Layna’s soft light appeared again—fainter this time, like the last echo of dawn before full day. “Hindi mo ako kailangang intindihin, Aguwa,” she said, her tone calm but unyielding. “Sapat na ang mga panahong inubos mo sa poot. Ngayon, mahal—ipaubaya mo na sa hangin ang bigat, at ika’y magpahinga.”
“Inaakala mo bang may iibig sa iyo na gaya ng pag-ibig na aking inialay?” Aguwa spat, though her voice trembled.
Layna’s expression gentled. “Hindi ko hinahanap ang ganoong pag-ibig, Aguwa. Ang pag-ibig na ipinaglalaban ko ay hindi sinusunog—ito’y naglalagos kahit sa abo.”
The fire deity faltered, her flames guttering out around her feet. “Kung gayon, sino ako sa pagka’t wala ka? Ano ang silbi ng aking pag-iral kung di rin kita kapiling?”
“Mag-isa,” Layna said softly, not with cruelty, but with truth. “Pero hindi magpakailanman.”
Then, her light touched Aguwa’s chest, and the deity’s flames dimmed completely—curling back into her skin like obedient servants. Aguwa’s eyes lowered; her jaw clenched. And with one last look at Jorwyn and Avalora—resentment and grief intertwining—she vanished in a swirl of golden cinders.
The glow that once consumed the pit had vanished, leaving only the faint shimmer of ash and the steady, rhythmic hum of something alive—something endless.
Solana was the first to move. She glanced at the others, eyes red, her voice breaking the silence. “Did we… did we just see a goddess cry?”
Selene sniffed beside her. “Honestly… I’m not even sure if I’m still alive to confirm that.”
The air was still again.
No one spoke for a long time. Only the faint crackle of dying fire and the sound of Avalora’s steadying breaths filled the ruined space.
“Av…” Jorwyn’s voice trembled as she cupped Avalora’s face, as if afraid she would dissolve into smoke at her touch.
Avalora blinked up at her, eyes glassy, lips parting into the faintest smile. “You look like hell,” she whispered, her voice hoarse but teasing.
That was all it took for the dam to break.
Solana let out a choked laugh, tears streaking down her soot-covered face as she dropped to her knees beside them. “You’re one to talk, Ava! You were literally dead minutes ago!”
Garnet was next, stumbling forward, arms shaking. “You—” she started, but could not finish. Instead, she simply knelt and pressed her forehead against Avalora’s shoulder, sobbing in relief.
Maerith stood frozen, still wearing Avalora’s borrowed face. Her expression crumbled as she looked at the real one. “I never thought I’d see you again,” she murmured, stepping back as if unworthy to be near.
Avalora smiled faintly, tired but sincere. “Guess I’m hard to get rid of.”
The others laughed softly through their tears, the air thick with disbelief and relief. Even Norelle—usually so restrained—found herself kneeling beside Marlowe, her eyes red. “Tinakot mo kami, Ava. We thought you were gone for good,” she admitted, voice trembling.
“Me too,” Avalora whispered, glancing at Jorwyn. “But apparently, death doesn’t want me either.”
Jorwyn just shook her head, half in disbelief, half in awe. She pulled Avalora into her arms again, holding her as though she might slip away. But the warmth beneath her palms was steady, pulsing—not mortal, but undeniably alive.
It was Selene who finally broke the silence that followed. “Two of you now,” she said quietly, her gaze shifting between Jorwyn and Avalora. “Two immortals.”
Everyone froze again.
The laughter faded, replaced by something heavier—a quiet realization settling in their bones.
Avalora’s smile faltered, her fingers curling against Jorwyn’s sleeve. “That’s… true,” she said softly.
Jorwyn’s throat tightened. She met Avalora’s gaze, searching for something familiar, something still human beneath the divine shimmer in her eyes. “You shouldn’t have to bear this,” she said, her voice cracking. “Ako lang dapat magdusa magisa, Ava.”
Avalora reached out and brushed a strand of soot-streaked hair from Jorwyn’s cheek. “At akala mo ba I wanted to leave you alone in it?” she asked gently. “You told me once that immortality was a curse. I think… maybe it’s only a curse if you live it alone.”
For a moment, there was only the sound of their breathing—the steady hum of Avalora’s reborn heart echoing against Jorwyn’s still one.
Then Solana wiped her eyes, sniffling. “Okay, great, lovebirds—can we all agree that if either of you dies again, we’re not doing this ritual twice?”
A few weak chuckles rippled through the group, the heaviness lifting just enough for them to breathe again. Garnet laughed through her tears, Marlowe grinned shakily, and even Maerith managed a small smile.
But as the night wind swept through the clearing, Norelle’s gaze lingered on the two immortals in the center—the fire and the flame. There was joy in her chest, yes, but also unease. Because she knew what it meant.
Two immortals in one realm meant the balance had shifted. And though it felt like a reunion now—warm and whole—somewhere deep inside, they all sensed it: the world had changed tonight, and it would never be the same again.
Chapter 40: Where the Fire Heals
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Time softened everything.
Avalora had been given a choice to either forget or to forgive, but she chose neither. Instead, she remembered—and with remembering came the quiet power of mercy. In the months after her resurrection, she stood before the remaining members of the Chavez clan, her palms glowing faintly as if holding the last warmth of the fire that once took her.
She could have erased them all—every memory, every trace of her healing spark they sought to steal. But she only whispered, “Forget me, and may the fire never call your name again.”
And they did forget. Every image of her burned away from their minds, leaving only smoke and silence.
Those who were responsible for setting Arceta Med ablaze—for nearly ending the lives of those within—were tried and punished. Their names became a quiet warning in the BlueSent logs, a story no one spoke of aloud.
As for Logan and Halo, they never truly understood the full extent of what they had done—only that something irreversible had been set into motion because of them. Though their hands might not have lit the fire, they bore its consequences all the same. They were sent away—far across the sea—where they would live out the rest of their days under the shadow of that unspoken guilt. The rest of the Chavez clan followed soon after, a self-imposed exile that left the city quieter than before, as if even the air itself had learned to grieve.
Arceta Med was rebuilt from the ashes—smaller, humbler, but filled with warmth.
SCAR, the once-chaotic paramedic unit, became its founders as Dr. Arceta, after a lifetime of battles both medical and moral, finally retired, his white coat hung beside the old fire alarm that had once screamed through the burning halls. Now, the halls whispered instead—with laughter, with healing, with life.
VARL remained under BlueSent’s command, stronger than ever.
In time, Selene and Marlowe took their own paths—Selene as a lead nurse and Marlowe as a Fire Captain—yet they never severed ties. Their new units eventually merged with VARL-SCAR, forming a sixteen-member team so legendary that even recruits spoke their names with reverence.
Jorwyn and Avalora continued their dance between love and duty. When the city slept, they walked the hospital rooftops, their hands brushing, the air humming faintly with shared energy.
One night, as the moonlight curved across Avalora’s skin, Jorwyn told her the truth—about her side jobs, the secret rescues she had done behind BlueSent’s back, the missions she had taken to save strangers no one else would notice. Avalora just smiled and said softly, “Then you’re still the same Jorwyn I fell for.”
Later, Jorwyn and Solana confessed to Maerith about one of those missions—a time when Jorwyn had saved Maerith without her even knowing. The shapeshifter cried, but only because she realized how quietly Jorwyn had always loved the people around her.
Years slipped by like a soft tide. When their uniforms faded, when their badges gathered dust, one by one, they all drifted apart to the lives they had earned.
Solana and Garnet found each other—fire meeting steel. What began as a quiet understanding in chaos bloomed into something unbreakable. Solana, the woman who could vanish into the air; Garnet, the one who could hold the world steady in her hands. Together, they built a love that glimmered in silence and endured in strength.
Marlowe and Selene fell into a rhythm so natural it felt inevitable—one who outran time, and one who could stop it. Their days moved like a dance, Marlowe’s laughter racing through the wind, Selene’s calm touch pressing the world still. In every mission, every heartbeat, they learned that love was not about keeping pace—it was about arriving together.
Norelle and Maerith found peace in reflection. The voice that once commanded entire rooms softened only for the shapeshifter who could mirror every part of her, even the ones she hid. Their love was patient—an echo that did not fade, a call always answered.
And Jorwyn and Avalora—two souls who had burned and healed and burned again—chose each other still.
They planned to leave the country too. To rest. To live. But before they could, Aguwa appeared to them one quiet dusk, standing at the edge of the rebuilt Arceta Med—her eyes deep as the ocean trenches, her voice the hush of waves against stone.
“Isang handog ang aking binuo para sa inyo.” the deity said. “Isang bulkan na tahimik na ang apoy, ngunit sa kaniyang sinapupunan ay nabubuhay pa ang alaala ng bawa’t ningas na minsang lumagablab. Pumaroon kayo, Yaruwen at Isabel—doon ninyo hanapin ang inyong pamamahinga.”
So they did.
They built a small hut near the crater’s edge. Nothing grand—just enough for two. The walls smelled of cedar and rain. Flowers grew in strange places—between stones, out of cracks, from the ash itself. Avalora once joked that maybe the mountain had learned healing from her.
“Or maybe,” Jorwyn said one evening, “it learned it from us.”
Avalora laughed. “You’re saying we taught a volcano how to love?”
Jorwyn leaned in, her forehead brushing Avalora’s. “We burned for it first.”
Avalora woke up first one morning. The air smelled faintly of smoke and flowers—burnt and blooming at once. She sat by the window, watching the steady curl of smoke rise from the crater below. The volcano was gentle, like a heart that refused to sleep.
“Still watching it?” Jorwyn’s voice was soft, half-asleep. She stretched on the bed, her hair loose, her eyes lazy but warm.
Avalora smiled. “It’s beautiful.”
Jorwyn hummed, rolling onto her side. “Sinabi mo na ‘yan kahapon eh.”
“I’ll say it again tomorrow.”
That made Jorwyn chuckle. “And the day after that?”
Avalora turned, eyes meeting hers. “As long as it burns.”
Sometimes they talked about what had happened. Other days, they did not. The fire still frightened Jorwyn sometimes—its glow, its hum, its memory—but Avalora would take her hand and remind her, “This isn’t the same fire. This one’s ours.”
At night, the volcano pulsed with a faint red glow, like a heartbeat under the mountain. It reminded them of that day—the chaos, the heat, the sacrifice—but also the rebirth. And sometimes, when Avalora closed her eyes, she could still hear the fire whisper.
It was not cruel anymore. It was alive. It was love.
One night, when the wind was low and the stars were bright enough to mistake for falling embers, Jorwyn whispered, “Satingin mo ba, we were really meant to find each other again?”
Avalora thought about Isabel. About the spark. About all the lives and centuries between them. She reached out, fingers brushing against Jorwyn’s wrist.
“No,” she said quietly. “We weren’t meant to.”
“Then why did we?” Jorwyn asked.
Avalora smiled, small and aching. “Because even fate can’t stop something that keeps being reborn.”
And under the watchful volcano, their silence became sacred again.
Once, a traveler reached the mountain. He was old, limping, carrying tales about the gods that once walked among mortals. He said he heard that the healer who burned to death had risen again. That she and the immortal lived where fire learned to sleep.
Avalora only smiled when he asked if the story was true. “Maniniwala po ba kayo saakin,” she said, “‘Pag sinabi ko na ang apoy ay umibig nang labis upang manira?”
The man bowed, thanked them for the shelter, and when he left, he told people in the town below that he had seen something divine—two women living at the mouth of a volcano, smiling like they had all the time in the world.
At dawn, Avalora often stood by the edge of the crater, the wind catching her hair. Jorwyn would join her, silent, her hand finding Avalora’s without needing to look. The warmth between their palms was enough.
“Maganda pa rin ba ‘yan para sayo?” Jorwyn would tease.
“Yes,” Avalora said.
“Even after everything?”
“Especially after everything.”
Days bled into weeks.
Their hands found each other without thinking. Sometimes, Avalora would heal Jorwyn’s minor wounds to feel her pulse under her palms. Sometimes, Jorwyn would trace the scars on Avalora’s arms like constellations.
The mountain would glow faintly at those moments—never bright, just enough to paint their skin with light. Locals said it meant the gods were awake again. But to them, it was only love breathing in the language of fire.
Far from the cities, beyond the smoke and the ruins, a mountain stood where no mountain once was. It was warm to the touch, but never searing; alive, yet not destructive. The villagers called it Bundok ng Pag-ibig, the Volcano of Love. Some said that, at dawn, you could see two figures walking along its ridges—a woman with the glow of sunlight in her eyes, and another with silver hair that shimmered like the moonlight’s reflection on water.
No one knew their names. No one dared to climb.
But every few years, when the winds were gentle and the earth was still, a faint pulse of warmth would spread through the ground—as if the mountain itself exhaled.
Those who lived nearby said it was the volcano breathing. Those who believed in legends said it was love—alive still, reshaping the earth.
And those who truly knew whispered another name for it. They said the volcano was not born from lava or stone. They said it was forged by a fire that never died—one that loved, even when it burned.
Fin.
Notes:
I’ve been conceptualizing, visualizing, and writing this for months—and I’m so, so happy that it’s finally done! Not only that, ang dami ring nagbigay ng chance at nagbasa kahit sobrang haba—HAHAHAH, thank you!
To everyone who took the time to read this, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I truly appreciate all the kudos, and I had such a great time reading your comments.
Big thanks as well to those who shared this with their Bloom and Lewser friends, especially on X!
I hope you all enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed creating it. 💙🩵See you at my next AU! ✨
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