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1. "And in that dream, I will say everything I wanted" by mivved

   Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • John & Arthur Lester
   • Arthur Lester/Oscar
   • John & Oscar (Malevolent)
   • Noel | Charlie Dowd & Yellow
   • John (Malevolent)
   • Arthur Lester
   • Oscar (Malevolent)
   • Noel | Charlie Dowd
   • Yellow (Malevolent)
   • Marie (Malevolent)
   • Blind Arthur Lester
   • Alternate Universe - Witchcraft
   • Dreams and Nightmares
   • Slow Burn
   • Angst
   • Separate Bodies
   • Familiar!John
   • Witch!Arthur
   • Almost Drowning
   • Past Child Death
   • descriptions of drowning
   • spoilers after this point
   • Talks of self-sacrifice
   • incurable sickness
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Religious Guilt
   • Implied Bad Ending
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide

   Summary

   While Arthur is staying in New York, he suffers a recurrent nightmare. Slowly but surely the nightmare starts to drain him, leaving him feeling weaker with every passing dream. Him and John try to find the cause for Arthur’s suffering. Fate leads them to a priest willing to help anyone in his community. A bond between Arthur and Oscar blooms, however the nightmares continue and their time runs out.

   A Witch!Au with Arthur as a witch and John as his familiar.

   Language:

   English

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