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As a successor in the Gojo Clan, I became bored, irritated, frustrated, and I don’t even have any friends at all. So I transferred myself to this school called Jujitsu High. I thought maybe this was my chance to have a change in my life. Of course, my clan was not happy at all… but I don’t even care. Never did anyway. As I arrived at Jujitsu High… I got grouped with two people. Shoko and Geto, I thought they would just die anyway… I sat down staring at them from behind. Geto felt something staring at him… It’s a white hair guy with menacing blue eyes with glasses. I sweated nervously while I glanced at Shoko; she was also feeling it. Eventually, Gojo quit staring at them. He was trying to figure out what they had and what ranking they are. Yaga came into the classroom and off the bat he was screaming top of his lungs. I thought that he was so annoying… but it seems like these two are used to his yelling. Jeez. Yaga finally yelled at me to introduce myself to them. What’s the point of introducing myself? I know they’ll die, as I thought to myself. I sighed. My name is Gojo Satoru. I said very awkwardly. Geto went ahead to introduce himself as Geto Suguru. Wow. Our names seem so similar… way too similar. From there, I saw him as an enemy. Shoko Ieiri just said straight up. She looks like a single mom with three jobs… I might be convinced of that, too. Yaga told us to go and train to show what we can do.

So we are in the middle of nowhere, just fields for miles and miles. Yaga told us this is just for caution in case things go wrong, that’s the only reason why we are out here… Geto went to demonstrate his curse powers, he swallowed a huge ass ball into his mouth. I had the most disgusted face on. Shoko seems interested in his curse powers. What really made me interested is how he treated the curse and the way he used it for fights. I have never seen a genuine kindness towards the curse that he controls. So then Shoko explains how she can heal anyone like this, she demonstrates her finger into a swirl. I didn’t see anything… she then explains that she can heal any type of injury. But it cannot revive anyone either. That’s not so impressive, as I rolled my eyes. Yaga told me to show what I can do. Honestly, I haven’t even done this in a while… I talked timidly, that I could turn on my infinity and such. And I could only use Blue. They had a confused expression. Geto spoke up, Blue? Like the color or… for some reason that made me mad and very egotistical. I said to back away, as I powered up blue and blasted away for miles. Geto quickly changed his expression to shock. Yaga got mad; that was very careless, Gojo Satoru. I gave an attitude, it doesn’t matter, and we are far from people like miles away. Yaga just started lecturing. I can hear Shoko and Geto laughing at me. Man, I hate them.

Finally, we went back to the school. I swear, Yaga would not shut the fuck up. We got a dormitory number and roommates. Roommates… what… I did not want to room up with anyone. But of course it was Geto Suguru. What a coincidence. The only thing I brought with me was hygiene and a few outfits. Geto had so many posters, merch, and a bunch of decorations. Geto looked at my side of the room… that looks boring, you need some personality or something… he is so annoying. I said that I didn’t need anything. Besides, we won’t be here forever, so what’s the point? Geto stayed quiet for a while. You know, Gojo… you have a bratty attitude. Eh?! Bratty attitude?! You’re just so annoying- Geto cuts him off. Yeah, you act super awkward and like a brat towards anyone! And it’s super obvious that you never had friends to play around with. Gojo got furious, but deep down, he knew that Geto was right. Out of anger, I accidentally used blue to blast down the walls. We both stood there, staring at the mess. Geto started laughing. I was super confused. Why was he laughing? Geto just started cleaning up. You’re so easy to anger. I didn’t expect that. As I slowly started cleaning, you were just what…? Geto, I was teasing you, but it’s very apparent that I was just right. But it’s okay. I’ll help you. Gojo was still confused. Is this how people bond…?

It was nighttime, and we finally fixed the wall. I started apologizing for breaking the wall. Geto started laughing, don’t apologize, it was also my fault for making you mad, he smiled. Gojo cannot pick up the cues that Geto was leaving for him. Okay… I think it’s time for bed. They went to bed. Gojo was up all night trying to figure out what Geto meant and why he was acting like this. So much thinking.. but he doesn’t seem to be so weak. So he might not even die that quickly. Good thing, right? I think so.

I’ll end this, and sorry, English isn’t my first language. I hope you guys enjoyed it!

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It has been 2 months since I started Jujitsu High, and I honestly really enjoy being here. Especially with Suguru. Shoko thinks I’m Suguru’s puppy that follows him around… I’m currently following him, but that doesn’t matter. We are on a mission together to find some type of book. I don’t know, I didn’t pay attention to Yaga. Suguru looked around as he tried to find clues. Suguru… there’s just trees everywhere, how are you trying to find clues…? Suguru looked dumbfounded, Satoru… One of the trees is a door to a passage. Did you not listen to Yaga about the mission? I started sweating, of course, but again, Yaga talked too much… so much information. Suguru can see right through me. He only said to find a door in the woods that is a tree and retrieve the cursed book. Okay, yeah, I wasn’t listening… But it will be super easy if I just blast them all. Suguru cut me off, no. We are going to do this in old old-fashioned way. Called looking. I sighed, let’s at least get food after this. Satoru, I don’t wanna end up paying for you again. You order like there’s no tomorrow. But me hungry. Suguru just sighed and kept on looking. I guess I’ll look too. I tapped on a tree, and it started to open. Suguru, I found it! Suguru turned around and ran over. How did you- and the tree started to suck us in.

I finally woke up after a few hours. Everything feels hazy, so I slowly got up. Whoa… I said quietly. This is a potions lab. So cool… wait, where is Suguru? I started to walk around looking for him. It feels like endless hallways of potions. I got really thirsty, but where can I find water… I found a lounge and grabbed a water bottle from the fridge. I drank the entire thing, ah, refreshing! Then my stomach started to growl. Am I hungry? I looked around for food again, nothing to eat, but there were drinks. Then I realized. Oh. These aren’t drinks. I left the lounge that’s apparently fridges for potions. I started hallucinating and losing my balance. I feel like I’m getting high off the mushrooms, even tho I never had it before. I hear music, like warped rock. Kinda cool, honestly. I started to completely forget about my objective. I just started dancing in the hallways, and I’m pretty sure I’m dancing with somebody. Suguru finally found the book and started to head back to the potions to find Satoru dancing in the hallway. Uh.. Satoru… Are you okay- then Gojo started to sing something about Wrecking Ball? He stood there dumbfounded. Man… we are in so much trouble if I bring Gojo to Yaga like this… he tried to catch Satoru, but he kept screaming. I honestly felt very offended.

Finally, time had passed, and Gojo had calmed down. I tried looking for the potions that would get rid of his hallucinations. I read the books to be specific about it. I finally found the cure, hopefully this is the correct one…it feels like playing with mistakes. I gave Satoru the potion to drink. Satoru seems to be feeling better… thank god. I woke up to seeing Suguru. Oh, I stopped hallucinating. Suguru asked me if I was hallucinating still. Nope, I’m just fine as a peach! Suguru just stayed quiet… Peach? Okay, I’m super hungry, get me some burgers. He got annoyed at me. Suguru dragged me out of this place. As we were walking back to Jujitsu High, too bad I joined only as a third year and not from the beginning. Suguru glanced. Why? It would’ve been nice to stay friends a lot longer. Suguru just laughed at me. We can stay friends even after graduation. Oh yeah, I forgot that was a choice. But honestly, I don’t know what I would do with my future. We finally arrived back at Jujitsu High, handed Yaga the cursed book. Yaga inspected it, good job guys, but why did you guys take longer than expected? We both glanced at each other. Suguru said Well, we had to find the door and search the book you wanted… so that took longer. Yaga seemed to believe Suguru than me. Just so unfair… even tho I do lie a lot.

After we ate burgers, we went to our dormitory. Suguru is just disgusted that I could eat 10 burgers in one sitting. I wish I had your appetite… Suguru sighed. I’m just a hungry person, and a powerful sorcerer needs food. Suguru looked super annoyed, the one who got hallucinations… Oh really? I thought it was a water bottle. I rolled my eyes. You’re an idiot, Satoru. I got angrier; I’m not an idiot. At least I’m more important than you. Suguru just sighed, You’re just living in delusions. He walked past me to his bed. I sat on my bed. I’m definitely not living in delusions, am I? I know I’m stronger. They both went ahead to sleep.

Just trust, chapter 3 will be good. I have plans…

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It was 3 am, and I was struggling to sleep. All I felt was pain. I could only whimper in pain, so I didn’t wake Suguru up. I felt like I was getting hotter and hotter. I crawled to the bathroom and I looked in the mirror. I was growing cat ears. Is this a damn prank? My tail finally developed and stopped the pain. No way in hell I’m a cat boy. This is the worst curse ever. It’s definitely Suguru’s fault. Then I heard Suguru's footsteps, oh shit, he's coming. My stupid ass decided to hide in the bathtub. Suguru looked around the bathroom. I could've sworn someone was here... Satoru?... I stayed quiet, not even a peep. Suguru turned on the water suddenly. I sprang out of the shower. Seriously?! Suguru laughed at me. I'm not stupid, I knew you were-uhm, Satoru, why are you a cat? Suguru now started laughing uncontrollably. I stood there, soaked, and I swear, this guy. Suguru suddenly stopped laughing. Oh no, we will get in trouble with Yaga. Now you have finally realized this is really bad. He nodded and took a picture, memory core. Suguru started running in tears of laughter. Finally, after ten minutes of chasing, we both lay on the floor breathless. So... Suguru started How will we hide your...cat... look? I sighed. Yaga will find out no matter what. Because we are always up to no good. I have an idea, what if I request a mission to go on, but it's not a mission...Suguru just looked at me. How is this gonna- ohhhh wait, I get it now. I pulled out my phone from the drawer. I'll make some calls. Suguru stared. You actually have connections? I thought they hated you. Oh no, they do, but they're scared of me. Suguru chuckled, Okay, fair. The next morning, we were packed and ready to sneak off. Suguru asked where we were going since we hadn't talked about it. I thought that if we are gonna solve my problem, might as well uhm... Suguru just waited for an answer. A private beach!! Suguru was shocked. This isn't a vacation, Satoru...I know, but I'd rather go somewhere I can actually relax. Suguru finally decided to agree, fine as long as we don't get in trouble. I got so excited, okay, to the car we go! Suguru paused before he went to pick up his bag. Do you also have a car? Oh yeah. He ran off with his stuff. Satoru, wait up! He chased after him. They packed the trunk, and Gojo got in the driver's seat. Suguru went in passgener side. Suguru went ahead to open the glovebox. Wait, where's your license? I looked at him with the biggest smile. I don't need one. I started the car and drove out of school. Suguru started panicking. You need a license! No one ever told me that I needed one. Yeah, because you were raised rich!! I know it's wonderful! Suguru became pale for the rest of the ride there. Hey!

Don't worry, we are here! Suguru looked out the window. It was so beautiful, colorful, and warm. Then the car started moving to the right slowly, and I turned to him sleeping. SATORU! I woke up, oops. Suguru is back in panic mode, but we arrived at our villa. And this is where we are staying! He looked pleased. It's very simple. I looked at him, oh no, that's the shed. What. I drove past the shed to reveal a huge ass house. What the...Oh yeah, this is a vacation. Suguru corrected me, no, it's a mission. I sighed defeatedly. I completely forgot about my new form. I pulled into the garage. We both got out of the car. Let's swim- Suguru said no, we needed to start working. Fun killer as I pulled out my bag. Suguru looked up What did you say? Nothing important... We went inside to find our bedrooms and pretty much explored around the house. So who is cooking for us? Suguru looked at me. Definitely not you. Suguru started giggling. You would probably eat tuna or mice. Finally, he started laughing. I stood there, I felt everything but nothing... Fuck you, bro. Suguru sat there pondering, hmm..Satoru, can I pet you? I backed away, you know, I'm not actually a cat. Suguru sighed, thinking of this as research. I want to know how much you have developed cat characteristics. I gave in and sat beside him. This is the worst curse you gave me. Suguru chuckled. At least you're not hallucinating. He reached for my head and started petting. Oh, this isn't as bad as I thought to myself. Suguru was very surprised, you know, for an egotistical dude, you got some soft hair. Well, I refuse to let my hair be touched by nasty, cheap shampoo. Suguru just stopped petting, man, I stand corrected. He stood up. It's getting late. Goodnight, Satoru, as he walked away.

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I woke up in the middle of the night feeling irritated. I pulled off my covers; I was sweating. Not again, I started to groan. I thought the pain would be over... as I sat up. Oh, it's a different type of pain when I saw my dick hardening. Oh my god, this is embarrassing...The pain started being so uncontrollable to the point I had to strip off my clothes. I suddenly thought of Suguru without realizing I was slowly jerking off just by thinking of him. I felt so ashamed, but I could not control myself. I bent forward to my pillows, slowly humping with my hands stroking it. I whimpered in pleasure, but it was not enough. I needed something more. But luckily, I snapped into reality. No, I can't be caught like this, not especially to Suguru. As two hours passed by, it became unbearable. My fantasy keeps making things worse, that Suguru would help me in the best ways possible. Tears started to form, dripping all over my pillows. I don't even know why I'm crying over this... I kept my noise to a minimum, at least I thought so. I put one of the pillows between my dick and my thighs, then I gripped the bed frame. I started to move and went faster until the bed broke. It made a huge noise. Oh shit, I started panicking. I heard footsteps coming near my door. I hid under the covers and hoped to die. Suguru looked at the mess and the broken bed. Uh, Satoru... what happened here? Suguru knelt down to my level, but he was trying to pull it off. I shouted, NO. Suguru stopped, and then he changed position to sit on the ground. Satoru... are you okay? He spoke gently. His voice was so soothing, my body started to rub against the bed. I'm okay... just leave me alone. Suguru sat there for a while. Satoru, I know we are best friends. You can tell me anything, even if you're joking around. Then Suguru noticed something unusual, Satoru, I found your clothes... Suguru put the pieces together. OH. I had never felt so embarrassed, not since I accidentally burned the kitchen up. Then Suguru pulled the covers off my face. What are you doing?!  He just slightly chuckled, Your face is so fucking red. Now I can see he is holding his laughter back. My whimpering slipped out. Just please leave me, I'm already embarrassed enough. Suguru only smiled at me. Didn't I promise you that I would help you? Not with this! Satoru... you're suffering the side effects. I looked up to him. Wait, these are the side effects? Suguru sighed, Yes, your cat form should be gone by now. I lifted the covers to discover it is gone. So why am I feeling like this? He just sat there looking guilty. Then, finally said, I did give the cure to you. Was just careless which type of cure it was. So I could've had a normal cure... Suguru just rubbed his neck, yeah... But Satoru, I can help you if you let me. Fuck this, I sat up and grabbed his face to kiss him. Suguru was caught by surprise, but he grabbed Gojo's smooth waist. The kiss felt heavenly. My mind is all over the place. I clung to Suguru as long as I could, never planned to let go. Suguru pulled me up to his lap, and he started stroking my dick while he was kissing me. I started bouncing out of desperation. Suguru understood what I needed and carried me out of the bedroom. I pulled his PJs pants. Suguru just took it off. We finally arrived in the living room. He lay me down on the couch. Suguru had lustful eyes. Then he pulled his shirt off, revealing his hidden tattoos. I was in awe. I pulled his waist to put my mouth on his boxers, as I pulled them off with my teeth. Suguru's dick landed on my cheeks, it's so warm and long... I carefully put my mouth on his dick. Slowly sucked like it's candy. Suguru moaned so sexily, he grabbed my hair. I used my tongue to give more pleasure, all sudden Suguru pushed my head into deep throat. I pushed Suguru off to catch my breath. Seriously Suguru? He smirked at me, what now you can't play rough? Oh, I definitely can. Suguru pulled me up and then slammed me on the kitchen counter. I was bent over and felt a cold sensation on the counter. He grabbed my legs to spread them. I never felt so embarrassed. Suguru puts his fingers into my mouth for "lube". I bit his fingers to tell him to get moving. He pulled his fingers away, out of spite; he started to enter as slowly as he could. It irritated me a lot, so I turned around to face him. I gripped his arms to shove it in. I gasped, not knowing how I would feel this much pleasure. You really can't keep your hands off, can you? Just do it, you assshole. Suguru grabs my waist to pick me up as he slips his dick inside of me. We both gasped in an immense feeling of energy. Suguru started moving me to the stairs, then lay me down to keep moving inside of me. For some reason, we mixed our curse energy to cause more chaos. Suguru just kept on moving like there's no tomorrow. 

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As time passed, the sun rose. We are still at it, moving nonstop. Honestly, I'm so close to giving up, but it's also my fault for giving him some of my cursed energy. Out of desperation, I punched his face. His nose started bleeding, okay, I understand...He pulled himself off. Sat there while he grabbed the tissue. Finally... I was wondering when you would quit. He chuckled. Your energy made me feel like I could go on more. It's very captivating. Well, uhm... let's just end this here, thanks for everything, Suguru...I got up and tumbled down the stairs to my room. A few hours later, we started cleaning up the mess that we had made. The silence was so deafening. It's like we both agreed this had never happened. We got in the car, as I tried to talk. Suguru flat-out ignored me as he put his headphones on. Okay bitch. I drove back to the school.

Not even the incident part. Thank you for reading! 

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Two weeks. Suguru hasn't spoken to me. Every time I tried to talk to him, we always got separated by the girls. I love Valentine's week; I basically get attention, but it's not from Suguru. Fine, I'll turn this into a competition. I can also play this game. I leaned against the wall and started thinking, how can I look approachable? As I was thinking, Nanami stared at me with disgust. What...Nanami took a breath. You're standing there like an idiot who's trying to think. I sighed heavily. I'm just trying to get attention from the girls. His face said it all. Never mind, I don't need advice from you... You're hardly attractive as I walked away. Nanami just got angry, that guy. Finally met up with Shoko, hey Shoko, you're a girl, right? She stared at me for a hot second. I hope so. What's up, Gojo?  So I'm trying to beat Suguru at this popularity thing for Valentine's. She laughed. Oh, Gojo, you already have fans, but you're rude as hell toward anyone but me and Suguru. I am?  She patted my shoulders, you're attached to like a clingy dog. Okay, I am not that attached... Just grateful for having a best friend. She looked at me suspiciously. I know something is going on between you guys. We are just super close, that's it. She smiled. Either way, just be nice to the girls, I'm sure you'll win them over. She left me in the classroom, and I thought we had classes. Suguru walked, and we made eye contact. I looked away in the way I was pissed off. He got confused, as he thought himself. What is his problem...Hey Satoru- I cut him off. What do you want? He started laughing. You have something on your shoulders. He picked the rat off my shoulders. Shoko... He threw the rat out. So why are you so mad? You haven't spoken to me in two weeks. Oh, Satoru, it's Valentine's week. I'm trying to keep you away so I can have the girls without you being rude to them. Oh. For some reason, that really did hurt my feelings. I had a weird feeling in my chest. Well, my bad for cockblocking you. I chuckled. Suguru smiled at me. See you later, Satoru. He left. Sat down. Did he just forget that we had a relationship- not correct saying. More like a one-night stand. My chest hurts. Maybe sleeping it off will help. I walked out of the classroom to head to the dormitory. 

I can't sleep. I keep thinking of him. The more I did, the more my chest kept hurting. I tried so hard to sleep it off. Finally, it's morning. I got ready early to avoid Geto. I made sure to arrive at class early. Yaga was already suspicious of my actions for being early. Geto and Shoko walked in, surprised I even came. Yaga had this serious tone. The last mission was requested for Gojo and Geto by the higher-ups. I scoffed. Now what do they want? For background, the higher-ups have been secretly trying to kill me with missions. Obviously, I cannot be killed. They are scared of me. So stupid. Yaga just sighed, no time for an attitude. You're going to protect the girl who is a vessel. Shoko smiled, We'll see you at graduation, boys! We were once sent off for a damn last mission. Well, after this mission, it will definitely be the last time I see him. 

Sorry for the short paragraph, but I do promise some good drama for the next chapter. Thank you for reading! 

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We were both waiting outside of school. When will this girl come out? Geto looked over. Her name is Riko. Did you even listen? I smiled. Nope. Geto looked irritated than normal. Riko walked out of the school. We both stopped her path. She looked confused. Geto started explaining our goal. We have to head to the plane to board. Finally, we are on the plane, but I just decided to harass other passengers all of this to avoid him. Riko looked over to me. She looked back at Geto. Why is Gojo harassing others...? Geto just laughed; he's just an idiot. She just rolled her eyes. Right. As hours passed, I just did my best, and now I'm on the toilet. This stinks. I felt a shake. Oh, come on, not now. I held onto the bars on the side. It stopped. I walked out of the bathroom to see Geto hovering over Riko. I couldn't help to feel jealous, I sat beside them. Riko glanced over. You finally sat down. I was wondering if I could sit with the all-powerful man. I chuckled. Well, I am strong. She giggled, You're so full of it. Well, we just arrived at our destination. We walked to a limo. Riko was looking out the window. I can't believe we are on an island! Better do, or we will have problems. Geto looked over, quit being a smartass, he chuckled. Whatever, as I rolled my eyes. I remember this like last time... As I thought to myself. 

We were forced to go to the beach because of Riko. I expanded my infinity to create a force field. It's actually really fun to get to play around, especially with Riko. For three days straight, Geto is giving way more attention to Riko. Riko wants to do everything, plus go to the beach daily, and I just get nagged for every single thing. I'm tired. As I sat down to watch Riko swim. As I wiped my eyes, Geto finally sat beside me. He looked over. Are you okay, Satoru? You had your infinity on for 72 hours straight. I sighed, It's no big deal. I'm okay, this is for the mission. He sighed, Well, do you mind covering for my night shift. Why? What are you doing? Well, I cut him off. I don't care, I'll do it, no questions asked. I got up and walked angrily away. When will this mission end? I checked my phone, two more days. I can do this. We all met up in a restaurant as planned. Geto brought a guest with him. She was pretty gorgeous, too. The only problem, Riko was all over her. GeTo was, too. It felt like I was invisible. I can play this game too. I got up and went over to the bar. I was looking for anyone, really. I approached this cute girl she seemed fun to talk to. So with my intentions, I will leave with her tonight. As we were talking, she kept trying to offer alcohol, but I hate booze or sorts of taste. Eventually, I gave in, and I drank a few shots. So disgusting. Geto noticed that I had disappeared. He sent Riko back to our hideout and went to look for. Geto left this girl all of a sudden. As the booze started to set in, I kept getting a stomachache, headache, and my heart was racing. She kept giving me shots to the point where I don't even remember what my goal even was. Geto found me, and he was quite surprised I was drinking. Hey Satoru, we gotta go. Fuck off, Geto, I'm trying to have fun. He was taken aback. I'm not playing around, Gojo. Neither am I. I stood up to face him. Getos' expression calmed down, and he dragged me out. 

As he was dragging me across the beach, I stopped him. Let go! I turned my infinity on. He got pushed away, of course, you use your infinity. Yeah, it's my power, so what? He sighed, What is up with your ass all week? You give me more attitude than ever. I stepped forward, and I started giving you the attitude since you just ignored what our relationship is. Geto looked at me with confusion, to realization. I thought you wanted to forget about it. By ignoring me? I was going to talk to you about it. But you just saw me as a competition! You make me lose my damn mind. The next thing I did I punch him out of anger. I paused, oh-. Geto threw the punch in my stomach. I can fight too. The next thing we were fighting, bloody nose, bruised up, clothes all ripped up, my glasses shattered. We were both so exhausted, I wiped my head to see blood. Geto looked at me wth sorrowful eyes. Don't look at me like that. My tears were already falling. You knew that I liked you! I wiped my tears, so do you hate me? Satoru...What if we never see each other again after we graduate? Or one of us dies. I started sobbing, we can make it work! I'm the strongest! Geto stayed quiet. Satoru, let's make a promise. Let's never leave each other, be honest, and last thing, don't die. I care about you, Satoru. As I caught my breath, okay. Geto hugged me. Let's head back now. You still have alcohol in your system. I laughed. I hate booze. We walked back to our hideout, and we had to walk quietly to the bathroom. We helped each other take off the clothes. Suguru pulled out bandages. We sat down, and I started to clean off my injuries. Suguru handed me a washcloth. I understood that he needed help. As I wiped his back off. He turned his face to me. He grinned, You're so beautiful. He leaned in to kiss me. 

Suguru reached for the faucet, turned the water on in the shower. As we were getting drenched in water, Suguru pulled off my pants. He kissed my thighs, way up to my chest. Suguru... We need to bandage up our injuries. He looked at me with impatience after we were done. As he finished his sentence, he pulled my boxers down. Without thinking, he started to suck on my dick. I moaned, I was so sensitive to his warm mouth. I put my hands through his hair, it's so silky and long. After he was done, he pulled his pants off. Let's do this with real love this time. And not actually hatred this time, I replied. He smiled, and he went to turn off the water. He pushed me to the ground, interlocked my hands. He went to see if I was prepped enough. I got embarrassed, so I went to close my legs. He opened up my legs. Come on, it's okay. As he finally entered after edging me. The spark came back. Our connection will always be stronger, I said softly after 5 hours of roughhousing. We had to stop because both of us were bleeding again. I told you we should've wrapped it up. Yeah, well, we were wrapped up in our moment.  Pun intended. I rolled my eyes. Tomorrow is our last day. What do you wanna do? As Suguru wrapped his injuries, well, we gotta watch Riko... But can't stop us from having fun. I started thinking, Well, we can try out something... Suguru's phone pinged as he picked it up. Shit, he said quietly. Now what? We gotta take Riko tomorrow. I leaned against the wall. No problem. A few weeks after this mission, we still have school left. And even after graduation. Suguru smiled. You are right. He kissed my forehead. Let's finish this. We both went to sleep. 

Morning, we were waiting for Riko to be ready to leave. Man, we always have to wait on her. Suguru chuckled. You were always the person we had to wait on. What? Me? I never take that long... He looked at me with disbelief, really- Riko cut him off, I'm ready, let's go now! Finally, let's go now.  As we were arriving, we got stopped by a man. No worries, guys, I'll take care of him. Suguru seemed worried. But I smiled at him. See you later. They both left. 

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As Shoko was healing me, I couldn't stop thinking about Riko. But for Suguru, I would just pretend nothing happened and be cheerful. Shoko tapped me on the shoulder, Okay, here's your new shirt. And uh, are you guys good? I shrugged. Yeah, I'm sure we are. I put on a shirt. I'm going to see Suguru now, thanks to Shoko. She nodded. I left the room. I walked into our dorm, and I looked at Suguru. Hey... He looked at me, he smiled, Hey, Satoru. I sat beside him. We were both silent. Suguru hugged me, which felt comforting. But what I did not know, it was a cry for help. 

Suguru seemed to act normally. I can't tell what he is thinking about. I feel like I have to be careful not to step on one of his buttons. So during class, hey Suguru! Do you wanna hang out with friends tonight? I promise to make it your worth while. He paused, sure I'm up for it, and maybe we can have our alone time too. I smiled, great! I sat back and sighed in relief, as I thought to myself, maybe it's okay now. Shoko shifted to Nanami and Haibara. Are they dating? Nanami looked over. Well, Gojo is giggling like a child. Haibara laughs; they're doing something. Shoko joins the laughter. Well, I can't wait for tonight. Haibara smiled. It will be fun! I looked over to them, hey, guys. They looked at me. Nanami and Haibara, when is your final mission? Nanami started thinking, I think it's tomorrow. Haibara nodded. Well, good thing it's an easy mission for you guys. Nanami frowned. Not everyone is like you, Gojo. Shoko interrupted, Can we have fun for the hangout? I sighed, yeah, let's focus on that. I got up and left. Haibara was very confused. Normally, he doesn't stop the fight? Suguru stood up well. Shoko was right, hm? Shoko shrugged it off. We are 3rd years, it's time we get our asses out of our heads. Suguru laughed. Soon, everyone left to get ready for the festival. 

I looked in the closet, just imagining what would be the best fit. Suguru came up behind me, What are you doing? We are gonna be late. I gotta look good for this. He rolled my eyes, you already look good... He kissed my neck. Okay, I will hurry... He whispers in my ear, We have ten minutes to spare. He slipped his hands into my pants to touch my ass. Weren't you just worried if I was going to be late?  He sighs, Well, yeah, but it's okay if I'm late, you can be too. He pulled my pants down. Please let's do this, just a quick round. Okay, yes, just one quickie. He knelt. Hey, what are you doing? He pulled my legs apart, and I leaned to hold on to the mirror. I felt something weird but good? He put his tongue in there? Suguru no... that's so gross! He slapped my ass. Don't worry, it's okay. I'm just prepping you up. He stood up, pulled out his dick. He rubbed against me. What is this? He's getting really horny... also ow my ass. Suguru groaned, so he put it in nice and slow. This side I've never seen in him before, where was all of this coming from? He kept going faster and faster. Suguru! I moaned in a desperate cry. We gotta... leave soon... I trembled. He slaps my ass, quiet Satoru... don't worry, we will leave on time... I yelped. I looked in the mirror, and Suguru's face was different. It wasn't love. It was something else. As ten minutes passed, he stopped. Okay, I'll make up an excuse why we are late. He pulled his pants up and left. I dropped, damn... that was definitely hot, but something is off. I cleaned up the mess, put on the clothes. I bolted to our meet-up spot. 

They were all there waiting. Sorry, I'm here now! Shoko looked over. I can't believe you were actually chasing an eagle out of the room. Haibara was laughing, Geto was really funny, how to explain it. Nanami rolled his eyes, never again. Suguru looked at me with a "just go along with it" smile. I sighed, yeah, my fault for leaving the window open. Shoko started beckoning, Okay, let's go! As we walked to the train station. I can't believe that was the story you came up with. Suguru laughed. Well, it was the only convincing thing I had to say. We got into the train, and we picked a spot to sit in. Shoko was talking about making bets. Suguru is supporting the idea. Haibara was challenging everyone. Nanami is Nanami. I could barely sit down. It was hurting so bad. Fuck you, Suguru. After an hour, we arrived at the festival. It seemed really fun. We hit up the games, foods, and sightseeing, and we actually had fun. Who knew, man, I will miss them. But I am excited to spend my life with Suguru. So we were deciding on leaving before or after the fireworks. Shoko said she had to leave early because she had exams. Nanami and Haibara are also leaving early because of a mission. So that left us, we were fine with it. We went to find a spot without so many people around to watch the fireworks. We went under the bridge, sat on the metal railings. 

As we watched the fireworks, we were cuddling. This was an amazing night ever. Suguru looked over and smiled. So he kisses me. You know this place would be better without certain people. I looked over like what? People who have no powers. He said with a hint of seriousness. I shrugged. I don't really agree with that. Like, what's the point of having powers in the first place? Suguru stayed quiet. Suguru's mind said, "So he can't be used as a weapon, why can't he see that?". Finally, he spoke, It's getting late, let's go back. We went back on the train. I was thinking. What did he mean by that? When I was about to talk to him. Suguru was sleeping on my shoulders. Maybe he was just talking about his imagination. As the hour passed, I helped Suguru get back to his bed. I lay down in bed in relief. I'm so happy that I discovered Purple. It's one of my safest protections. I fell asleep. 

I woke up late, and Suguru wasn't in bed. Shit, I'm late. I hurried to get into my uniform. As I walked down the hallway. Yaga stopped me. Gojo, I need you to do this mission really quickly. Now. I sighed. Now I gotta do this bullshit. I left. Back to the morgue. Suguru walked in. Hey Nanami. He went to see Haibara to see if he's really dead. He sighed. Satoru is taking care of it. Nanami lay his head back. Why can't we leave Gojo to everything? Suguru paused. Something in him snapped. He just left. After a few hours, I finished the mission. I was so tired, but I was ready to see Suguru. Yaga pulled me into an office all sudden. He told me what happened to Haibara. But there was something else he wasn't ready to share. I said, Where's Suguru? He told me everything. This isn't true! Suguru would never do that! Yaga just shook his head. You have to kill him. My head was in a haze, and my heart was racing. Why can't someone do it... He stared at me. Because you are the strongest weapon. That struck in my head. I ran off to find him. It can't be true. HE wouldn't break our promise. I was running felt like a long time. There I see him. Suguru, I shouted top of my lungs. He looked back. Satoru. Why would you do this! You broke our promise! He just stood there. All of my yelling at him doesn't seem to faze him. Did you at least love me? Suguru sighed, Yeah, I did. Did? What stopped? Suguru shook his head. You're so naive. You are willing to be the strongest to protect these people. All that protecting a sourcer dies. They don't even know what we do. Suguru. We are created to help others. Not kill anyone! That isn't fair! But no one has to die, I can- Suguru cut me off. Are you the strongest because you're Gojo Satoru, or are you Gojo Satoru because you're the strongest? I stood there. What the hell do you mean? He walked away. No goodbye, no I love you, no kisses. Oh, my chest hurts again. I teared up, I can't lose him... I can't. The panic attack set in, and I knelt to the ground. Started uncontrollably sobbing. 

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As I was walking down the alleyway, I was expected to move on and raise two kids, not even after two hours, when I was supposed to kill Geto. Hey, little Megumi. I smiled. I'm here to take you in with your sister! Megumi just stood there, stranger danger. I sighed. I was sent by your dad. I made a promise. Megumi took a second. Okay, I'll show you where we live. To pack right? Megumi was confused. I'm taking you to my place, where you guys can have a better life. Megumi seems satisfied. As I followed him, his place was very small but decent. As I met Tsumiki, a very sweet girl. I don't even know if I can take care of them...Finally, I spoke up, okay guys, go ahead and pack, I'll meet you guys downstairs! I walked down to buy a random house near the school on a phone call. I hope this is enough. But I can't stop thinking about Geto. How I want him back already, and this is just a prank. But as I stood here, hoping something would happen. Megumi pulled on my pants for attention. Yep, this is real time. Okay, let's leave. 

For a week straight felt like forever, I had to learn everything. Cooking, cleaning, laundry, all the basics. I seem to mess up a lot. It gets so tiring. At night, I would make sure no one could hear my cries. I gotta be strong. I just need to graduate. I took the kids to school, then I went to school. Yaga finally told us we would be graduating in two days. I sighed in relief. Shoko kept glancing, Hey, Gojo. I looked over to her. Shoko stared at me for a bit. You're more pale than normal... She is only worried that I was going to end up like Geto. It's the kids; they keep stressing me out. I rolled my eyes. Shoko just sighed. Okay, just tell me if you need anything. She stood up and left. I leaned back in my chair. In two days, I got this. I got up, walked down the hallway. I was stopped by Nanami. I really cannot do this... Nanami sighed. Are you okay. What? I was surprised. He just sighed again. I heard about Geto and you taking in the kids. I was just asking if you were okay. I smiled. Of course, I am Nanami! Thank you for being concerned, I giggled. I walked past him, leaving him speechless. Nanami just sighed. That idiot. As I left the school, I frowned. I hope they stop asking me about Geto. It's starting to be annoying. Especially the higher-ups getting on my ass about not killing Geto. When he used to be my best friend... My boyfriend. Now that's over. I wish it weren't, though. Anyways, I gotta get the kids. 

As I was trying to make a simple curry, I had to follow the instructions carefully. Then Megumi and Tsumiki were running around the kitchen, also yelling at each other. Of course, I got annoyed, but they're kids, it's okay. Then one of them abruptly pushed me against the stove, and my hands were burning. The kids got quiet. I stood there looking at my hands. I just brushed it off and set the bowls on the table. Gave them food to eat, they were alarmed by my silence. I am okay, this is treatable! I smiled. I took off my apron to go to the bathroom. I sobbed quietly as I wrapped my hands. Why can't things go my way for once? I really want him back. As I looked around this messy bathroom. If I keep this up, I won't be the person I want to be. I looked in the mirror. What should I do? How can I cope while raising them? I sighed and left the bathroom to clean up the house. 

Graduation Day. I made breakfast in a good mood. Megumi was surely confused. Why are you so happy in the morning? It's graduation day, and you guys are coming to watch. He rolled his eyes. Why do we have to? Tsumiki got excited. Megumi, don't be a downer! This is great. The reason I'm bringing them is that I have no family members who would actually care enough to come and watch. And I have no babysitter. Well megumi. This is a celebration for doing well in school. Plus, you have no choice but to come. Megumi sighed. I sent them off to school. Maybe doing this isn't as bad as I thought. I got ready, grabbed my graduation cloak and hat. I happily ran to school, for once. I met up with Shoko. Hey, are you excited for tonight? Shoko smiled, hell yeah! We are going to party tonight- oh, wait, your kids. I mean, I'll find a babysitter for after graduation. Shoko got confused. I thought you couldn't find a babysitter? I know a person who would be willing to help. Nanami can. Shoko laughed, Oh man, you're funny...Oh, you aren't joking? It just seems like he wants to help. I pulled out my phone to text him. Shoko glanced at my phone. Well then, let's go! 

It was graduation night, and everything was going smoothly. When it was my turn to be called up, I looked for Megumi and Tsumiki. There I found them with Nanami. I waved at them, to my surprise, they all smiled and waved. My happy tears fell out; this was my happiest moment as I could be. After graduation, I was met with a group hug from Megumi, Tsumiki, Shoko, and even Nanami (he was forced). Shoko pulled me away. Time to party! I went along with her, and we walked into this party house. It was filled with so many people. I basically did not leave Shoko's side. Until she disappeared. I went to grab juice, and as I drank it. I spit it out once I tasted the booze. Someone came up behind me. Do you not like the alcohol? I sighed as I turned. Yeah, I'm not a big fan... Wow, he has a nice figure, as I thought to myself. Name's Riyker Hazime, what's yours? Gojo Satoru. He was taken aback, ah, the strongest, eh? If you're the strongest, why can't you drink? I don't like the taste. He laughed at me, every excuse ever. Don't worry, hey everybody, the Gojo Satoru wants a barrel!! A what. Everyone started to crowd; someone brought a literal barrel. Next thing I know, I was drinking from a hose. I was so drunk, I didn't even think straight. I loosened up as I danced with Riyker. I could not remember much, but he led me out of the house. As I was blacking out, I fell to the ground. The next morning, I woke up in someone's bed. I panicked because I had to get home. I couldn't walk straight, so I got dressed. I got home, and I saw Nanami asleep on the couch. I sighed, everything is okay. 

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I'm a hired sorcerer, so I can do anything I want in my free time. The kids are in boarding school. But things turned differently for me. I'm a drunk, sex addict, and a drug addict. Luckily, no one knows because they are scared of me. I'm a weapon. So they can't afford to lose me. But sex is just me coping. Geto is the reason. I can't help to yearn for him. I have these bandages on my eyes; they've gotten stronger. After finishing up a mission, I was so tired. I went home to change into my club outfit, took off my bandages. I headed out. As I was walking down the street. I saw a club, clearly not tired enough for parties. This was a new club that I hadn't been to recently. But I had to see the hype. As I walked in, the atmosphere was calm. I sat at the bar, ordering a fruity drink. I still hate how it tastes, but that's til I discovered flavors. I got my drink, not even a minute later, I got invited to vip rooms. I followed them to the room. It was filled with beautiful men, the smoke in the air. I joined them on the couch, and we were laughing. Doing drugs, drinking, and I was so out of it. I love forgetting about everything; it feels amazingly calm. As I was kneeling to suck off a guy, giving two men a handjob while I sucked off. After that, I was in a foursome. I was pretty much following what they were making me do. But someone walked in, telling everyone to leave. I got so disappointed, I pulled up my pants as I turned around. Geto was standing there. I was shocked. I pretty much sobered up. He looked angry, Satoru. What the hell are you doing here? I came here to party. I frowned. He sighs. It's been a while, and I had to see you like this? I rolled my eyes, shut the fuck up. I put on my shirt. He was surprised. Let's talk Satoru. Talk about how you left me? Yeah, no, im over it. He paused; he had guilt all over his face. I was stumbling, but made it to pass him. He grabbed my arm. Please Satoru. I got angry. I said no! I pushed him off. Then, for some reason, I started to blackout, and I fell over. Geto caught me and brought me up to his place. 

I woke up, and it was still nighttime. I sat up in bed, and my head was pounding. Geto handed me a water and some aspirin. I took it. Geto sat at the end of the bed. He sighed. Why would you do this to yourself? I scoffed. I didn't do anything to myself. I just decided to live freely. Might as well since im only going to be treated as a weapon. Geto frowned. This is exactly what I meant. I know, I always knew! Protecting people is the only way I can feel like im worth it. Geto paused. It wouldn't have to be like that if you had joined me. Never would I join you. It's sick and twisted. Geto added, It's killing you. Once they find someone slightly better than you, they'll get rid of you like trash. I stayed quiet, and I started sobbing. Fuck you, Geto. As I wiped my tears. He hugged me, felt so nice being held. He spoke, Satoru, just stay with me. You know I can't. I'm supposed to kill you. He chuckles. I know. But there's no one stopping you right now. Go ahead, kill me now. I stood up quickly. As I put my hands out, I looked at his face. His face was so handsome, so masculine. I need him. I put my hand down. He smiled. I know you want me back. I want you to leave me alone. Let's never speak again. I stormed out. I can't do this again. As I finally arrived outside, am I in the woods? I kept on walking, trying to find my way out. No fucking way, I'm lost. This was on purpose. He set me up. Geto approached me, look, let's make a deal. I turned to him. A deal? He walked closer, stay with me for a month. And if you still resent me. I will disappear, or you can kill me. Plus, you can tell the higher-ups that I'm dead. I took a deep breath. Fine. Geto led me back to his place. I can't believe I agreed to this. He showed me my bedroom for the time being. Before Geto closed the door, I'll get you rehabbed. It will be the hardest process. Then he closed the door. Fuck I forgot. I lay in bed. I fell asleep. 

I woke up with horrible cravings, and I got so nauseous. I got dizzy, and I stumbled to the bathroom. I puked into the toilet. Geto came to pull my hair back. I need my bandages... Geto got confused; without question, he handed it to me. I wrapped it around my eyes. Geto rubbed my back. I thought you wore glasses? My six eyes have gotten stronger. Geto chuckled. It doesn't seem so. More like it's getting weaker.  I turned to him. The hell you mean?! He backed away, I can tell... You have been poisoning yourself for a while. There's no way... Geto responded, You don't seem to notice when I show up. Normally, you could tell with your six eyes. As my realization sets in. Fuck... Geto smiled. You won't regret staying here. As I thought to myself, I will regret it no matter what. Maybe as I said. Geto sighed, Come on, I made food, and I want you to meet my daughters. Huh? He helped me up. He also handed me an outfit, plain sweatpants, and a t-shirt. So bland... Geto got annoyed, That's my clothes, he walked off. I changed into it, and it's quite comfortable. I walked down the hallway to the kitchen, and I saw two girls at the table. Geto introduced me to them as Gojo Satoru. Nanako Hasaba and Mimiko Hasaba, that's their names, Geto said. I nodded, and I sat at the table. They kept staring at me. Nanako got closer. You look like a ghost. What- Geto cut off, be nice to our guest. He is staying for a month. She sighed and backed off. Geto gave us our plates and sat down across from me. As I stared at my plate, I felt like a stranger. Once I took a bite, Oh man, this is so good. Geto noticed I was enjoying my food. Do you like my cooking? I looked up, maybe. He chuckles. Nanako spoke up, Hey, Geto-sama, when are we going to that building. He responded, after breakfast, dears. They both nodded and left to get ready. Right, I forgot, I quit eating. I will be in my room. I got up and left before Geto could say anything. I got into bed, maybe if I just stay in my bed. No one would bother me. But my cravings were so strong, I couldn't ignore them. But what I saw in this house, they have nothing. I started scratching my arms. I will find something... I heard them leave. Okay, it's time. I got up and went to the medicine cabinet. Buprenorphine, bingo. I only took a few not to raise any concerns. I went to the kitchen to find a spoon. I grabbed one from below all the clutter. I got a paper plate. I went back to my bedroom. This will be a time thing as I spoke to myself. I crushed the pills with a spoon onto the paper plate. lined it up, as I snorted it, I took a deep breath. The relief. I sashed it hidden in the floorboards. I lay back in my bed, taking a wistful nap. 

I woke up to Mimiko hovering over me. Geto-sama told me to wake you up for dinner. I groaned, okay, in a minute. She left my room. I sat up feeling groggy. I got up to walk to the kitchen, I smelt something so good. I sat down with the girls. Again, they just stare at me. Geto served up some Miso soup. As Geto sat down, he asked me what I had been up to. Just napping as I ate. He stared, he just said okay, and moved on. Something is fishy. After we were done eating, the girls headed out. Geto asked me to help with the dishes. I said yes. As I was washing the dishes. Geto asked, Is napping really all you did? I glanced over, yes, I did. He sighed. I know when things go missing around here. I stopped for a second. What did go missing? He got annoyed. I know you did drugs again. I continued washing the dishes. I couldn't help it. I was losing my mind. He stood beside me. Where is it? He sounded very serious. For some reason, I confessed. He walked away, and I just kept doing the dishes. He walked back, and I locked up the pills. You only ask me if you need something. I finished the dishes. I sighed heavily. He talked again, I will help you get through this. Fuck off Geto. I stormed past him to my bedroom. I can't do this. I will lose my mind. As the night passes, I can't sleep, I have headaches, and I feel like I will throw up. I hugged my pillows. I shuddered. I didn't realize I was sweating. I got up, thinking a cold bath could help. I stumbled to the bathroom, turned on the water. I puked up in the toilet. Fuck... I stripped my clothes and got in the bath. I hugged my knees. This pain is so unbearable, I got teary-eyed. I whimpered out, I need help. I leaned my head against the cold wall. I heard a knock; it was Geto. Can I come in? I said yes. He walked in, seeing a mess. He sat on the bathtub rim. I just started blabbering. He chuckles. Satoru, how are you feeling? Like hell came after me. He turned the water warm. You can't have cold water; it doesn't help. I sighed. I just needed a distraction from the pain. He stares at me. You're still beautiful, the day I last saw you. I stayed quiet, yeah, the day you left me. He looks away, you know, I had to. You don't understand- I cut him off. Of course, I don't understand why you want to kill all of those innocent people! Get the fuck out. His expression is sad, but Satoru... No! I pushed him off. He landed on the ground. I sobbed, head down between my knees. He got up and left quietly. 

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It's been four days since we last argued. I haven't left my bedroom; I got food from outside my door. I've been more preoccupied with dealing with the pain in my body. Silence is what I need. I don't even want to see him anyway. Too awkward. Though I miss him, his actions only make me resent him more. I don't know anymore... Barely even seven days, and I just want to leave. Forget all of this. But something's holding me back. Finally, I heard them leave the house, so I decided to clean around. I left my room and walked through the house cleaning. I saw a photo frame of Geto and his daughters. Looks like a happy family. I don't want to be the reason it gets ruined by me. I went to the laundry room to finish Geto's and my clothes. I went to Geto's room to put the laundry basket on his bed. I couldn't resist exploring his room. I sat at his desk, just looking through his pens. His pens were always so silly. Then I noticed a notebook. It was my high school notebook, so I picked it up. Why does he have this? Honestly, I don't even remember what I wrote. I opened the first page. Oh my god, it's a timeline notebook. We had an assignment to show our family tree. I chuckled. As I turned more pages, I felt like I was reading a girl's diary. Then I stopped at a particular page. I was writing about how annoyed I was at protecting the weak. I kept writing about hiring kids to protect non-users. I closed the notebook. I feel like this might be my fault. I leaned back in the chair. Then I hurried to leave the bedroom when I heard the door open. I got to my room just in time. I lay down. Just like usual, Geto starts cooking. The girls usually play video games or fight, and I'm stuck in my room. This feels worse than loneliness. I have nothing to do—no TV, phone, or paper with a pencil. The only options are sleep or daydream. Frustration floods my mind. Suddenly, I hear a knock on my door. I open it slightly and see Geto. What do you want? He lifts a plate to show me. I finally open the door wider to take the plate. Geto seems off. He walks away after I take my food. I'm confused but close the door. I go to my desk, sit down, and look in the mirror. I don't look like myself. I can't even recognize the person I used to be. I look at the food and lose my appetite. Since my recovery, I've been struggling to eat much. I start eating a little—in small steps. Then I just throw it away and never finish my meals. I rest my head on the desk. I'm so tired. I can't even bring myself to ask for painkillers. Man, I can't even make eye contact. I can't do this anymore. I need something to forget all this. I stand up to go to sleep and clear my mind.

I wake up and have no idea how long I’ve been out. I look out the window, and it's dark. The moon is shining so brightly. I decide to open the window. Then I climb down to the ground and follow the trail. The air smells so good. I keep walking with no goal in mind. Soon, I come across a beautiful waterfall that sparkles. I sit on a big rock and watch the water fall—it feels like therapy. I hear footsteps, and I glance over. Geto approaches and just stands beside me. It’s so quiet; all I hear is the water, grass, wind, trees, and my own thoughts. He finally speaks, Satoru. I turn my head toward him. He sighs heavily, saying, I'm sorry. You can leave tomorrow morning. And he adds, and I'll just disappear. I cut him off. Shut up. He looks at me confused. I haven't felt this good since you took me in. If you let me leave, I'll just do the same thing all over again. He sits beside me on the rock, asking, So you will stay? I respond, Yeah. It’s peaceful just us watching the waterfall, but I can tell something’s on his mind. He grabs my hand, looks into my eyes, and asks, Do you really hate me that much? I could never hate you. But, I paused. I could never agree with your opinions about this world. They need us. They're all souls with families, friends, caregivers, they keep this world alive and interesting. I could never take that away from them. I sighed. He lets go of my hands. But Satoru… you also deserve happiness. But all I see they're doing is killing you inside and outside. I don't want to protect them solely to ruin my happiness. I frowned, so what let's just leave them to die just because we are a little sad? We were both angry, but it hurts that both of us cannot agree on one thing. This would never work out between us two, but one thing we can agree on. That we love each other. Finally, I spoke, here I have a deal that we both can agree on. I will stay to recover, then I'll tell the higher-ups that you are confirmed killed. And you will never show your face again. Geto seemed really sad, I agree he said very softly. Okay… I responded. The tension keeps getting worse between us. There will never be a happy ending to this. Just have to move on. It hurts so much to have to think this way. But neither of us will change. 

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Things are slowly better, but I can see Geto holding back. The way we used to kiss, hug, talk, and even have sex. But at least we do speak again, but it's like we are strangers—small talk at the table where we eat. Then in the third week, something was off. I can't shake the feeling. Geto noticed I was staring off into the distance. He sat beside me on the couch. What are you thinking so hard about? I sighed. I felt like something bad would happen. He tilted his head, What do you mean by that? We are extremely far from anyone. Well, I'm sure someone noticed I have been gone for three weeks. He definitely did not think of that. He spoke, That's a good point... You didn't think of that? He smiled awkwardly; it was all last-minute. I got to do something; I need to send a message. I need to leave- then Geto cut me off, what about our deal? I won't end our deal, I just need to talk to them. He frowned, I guess. You can take me to the exit, and I will be back tomorrow morning. But if I'm not back by 7 am, something did happen. Geto looked uneasy. Okay, let's do it. I got up, I will also need a real outfit. Geto got up too. I can arrange that. I sighed, really. Geto walked away to his bedroom to find an outfit. Then came back as he handed it to me, I think you'll feel comfortable in this style. Well, thank you, Geto. I walked to my room. I walked out wearing a cat sweater with jeans, are you kidding me? He shrugged. Give me a real shirt to wear. He laughs as he hands me a plain black shirt. I took off the sweater to wear the shirt. I can feel Geto staring right through me. He sighed, okay, let's start now. I followed him out of the house, and he summoned a dragon. Oh, now I missed that dragon, but now he's smaller. He beckons me to get on; he helped me get up there. Then I pulled him up. Off we go, he said. As we were gliding through the woods. Geto kept fidgeting with his hands on the fur. Geto, I tapped on his shoulders. He turned his body around, yeah? You seem very nervous. He sighed, I just don't want you to go. I sighed. This is for your safety and mine. He looked away. I can see that he is not happy. We finally reached our destination. I hopped down. Then Geto hops down and holds my hands. I was confused. What Geto? He paused, Satoru. After all of this, what if we just ran away? I'll even stop causing trouble with these people.  I looked at him, and he looked so genuine. Do you promise not to break it? He nods, yes, I will never break it. Suguru... We will talk more when I get back. I kissed his cheek, then he grabbed me, hugging me. He pulled away to kiss me. I love you, Satoru. I smiled, just keep your promise. Or I will kill you. He laughs, okay. I will be here tomorrow morning. I waved him goodbye. 

Now I am at the school. I really didn't want to come back. But I pushed myself to go anyways. I went to Yaga's office. He was surprised to even see me here. He finally spoke, You look better, Gojo. I smiled, you too, old man. He got annoyed, and he got up. Good thing you showed up; the higher-ups want you. Yeah, I had a feeling they wanted me. Yaga's expression turned angrier. Don't do anything stupid. Wow, no hope for me, huh? He sighed, I can see you're off the drugs. I smiled, yes. I turned away, and he smiled. Good luck, Gojo Satoru. Thank you, old man. I walked away. I am pissed. I walked out of the school. But then I had to make a final stop. I went to Megumi's school. I waited in front of the gates. There I saw Megumi. He looked confused. You look better...? I smiled. Are you calling me ugly? He sighed annoyingly. Why are you here, Gojo-sensei? I just wanted to say goodbye. He got confused. What do you mean by that? I am going away for a long time. He stayed quiet, but I thought you were sober. What's the reason to leave? I am sober, but it's my time to leave this behind. I handed him this letter, do not open as instructed. He looked at it, but that's in 4 years? I nodded. He got angry, Why are you doing this again? I sighed, you will understand someday. I love you, Megumi. He looked away, go away. I walked away without a word. I'm sorry, Megumi... I hate having to leave him. But for his safety, and ours. I approached the building, and I must wonder what it is about. I walked, the dark hallways always gave me a chill. I entered the room. Ugh.. It stinks here. I see Shoko and Nanami. What are they doing here? They looked at me with guilt, not concern. I spoke up. What is going on? One of the higher-ups spoke, You are under suspicion of fraternizing with Geto Suguru. No, you guys told me to kill him, that's exactly what I'm trying to do. Then another higher up spoke, one of the sorcerers saw you at a club, leaving with Geto. Did they mention I was unconscious? They all got quiet. Then all sudden Nanami had his hands on my shoulders, I'm sorry, Gojo. A curse was stuck onto me. Finally, they were happy, they spoke if you manage to kill Geto by the end of the month. The curse will lift, and you won't die. I laughed, don't you know? I'm the strongest. I will find a way to wipe this curse and you guys. The uneasiness got to them. Nanami looked at me. It was like he was begging me to do that. I looked at Shoko, her eyes said the same. So now, this is your last chance to lift it, or things will go downhill. They were whispering to each other, "I knew this was a bad idea", "We need a way out", and finally they spoke. We will lift the curse, but we want to make a deal. I sighed. What will it be? We will leave you alone permanently. But they paused. They whispered it to me. I was left speechless. After a few hours, I left. I walked down the road, and it felt like years to reach my house. I walked in, and it looked dirty and empty at the same time. I cleaned the house, I got rid of every substance, alcohol, and trash. I made sure it's clean. I checked the time, almost time to go, as I whispered to myself. I left the house spotless, just for the kids. I walked, even making sure I wasn't being followed. I met with Suguru, and he smiled. You made it back. I sighed, yeah. I will tell you everything when we get back. He nodded, and he pulled me up onto the dragon. We went back home. 

As we sat down on his bed. Suguru looked over. So what happened?  I sighed, I was right, the higher-ups wanted to see me. They accused me of fraternizing with you when I should be killing you. He laughs. I can't believe you just had a gut feeling based on that. Well, I am the strongest, as I joked. I saw our old friends there, too. He got confused. Why would they be summoned by the higher-ups? You're an idiot, it's because they are closest to us than anyone else. He nodded, That's true. So then what happened after that? Well, the threats came towards me, and I just laughed them off. I threatened them back. They're all cowards. There is no way they will do anything now. Not until I'm dead at least. He smiled, just wait until we run away together from all of this madness. I started thinking, what about your daughters? He laughs, those girls can take care of themselves. I raised them to be tough, they will take over this house and live peacefully. I sighed, that's a good thing. So where will we go? He started thinking, I remembered that you loved the beach. So let's live on the island. I do love the beach, is that what you also want? He nods, as long as I'm with you. End of the month, let's go. Suguru didn't wait to kiss me. I ran my hands through his silky hair. Let's sleep as I pulled him away, I'm exhausted. He pulled me close, okay Satoru. As he went to sleep. I kept thinking about the deal. There is no loophole, no way out, not even mending it. I have to do it. I felt guilty as I looked at his sleeping face. I thought to myself. I'm so sorry Suguru… 

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I kept a calendar, marked the days left. Unfortunately, it's the beginning of December. The last day is Christmas Day. This is so damned twisted. I sat back on the chair, and I sighed in frustration. Suguru even started talking about shopping for winter. Since I came here with no clothes, it feels like charity to me. But I left the card with my kids. I was swinging in my chair, then Nanako burst through the door with no warning. I fell back on the ground. Oops, she just said. I got up. What is it? She smiled, shopping! She ran out. I sighed, and I went to grab my jacket. I went down the hallway and met up with them in the living room.  Suguru smiled at me, but for some reason, I got annoyed. He laughed, What's up in your ass? I whispered, I don't exactly enjoy that we are shopping for clothes, especially for me. He puts his arm around me, the girls are excited to dress you up, just take this, okay? I chuckled, okay, fine. I followed them outside, but instead of the dragon, it was a car. Suguru spoke up, Yeah, if we want to be hidden and out of sight. This is it. I looked at it, then to him, What about our profile? They all paused. Really? No one thought of that? They all looked at me. Nanako was the first one to speak. Well, Gojo... you're the only one who looks different. Mimiko spoke softly, We have that box dye in the bathroom, right? No... my hair is pure white, it's gonna stick for a long time... Suguru shrugged. Next thing I know, the girls were dragging me to the bathroom. I sat there while they were mixing the chemicals. Suguru looked really happy standing at the doorway. I looked over, you look happy. Is it because they're taking away my signature look? He laughs, no, it's not that. Finally, they applied the color black. The worst color to clean off. After I cleaned it and dried it off, I looked in the mirror. The girls were giggling as they went outside to the car. Suguru laughed, You look so normal. I put on sunglasses, yeah, so sad. I also laughed. We went to the car, and I sat in the passenger seat. So you have a license? He started the car, nope. Then we drove off. What- He laughs. Finally, we arrived at a mall. We got out of the car, I followed them inside, not a minute later the girls started dragging to to stores. I was getting every piece of clothing handed to me. You guys don't even know my size. Nanako sighed. We can tell by your build. Just go and change so we know we are the best stylists. Suguru was just sitting down, reading a book. Im like a doll now. I walked to the changing rooms. Outfit after outfit, the girls finally decided to stop. And they went to do their own thing. I sighed, thank God they are done. Suguru laughed. At least you have new clothes. I sighed, yes, at least. He perked up. This is our chance to have a date. Oh? He grabbed my arms and walked out of the store. Let's eat together. Wait, can we have burgers? He sighed, Is that the only thing you're thinking of to eat? Yep. We went to get burgers, and we sat down together. The waitress came up, and I ordered ten burgers. They both stared at me. Then Suguru ordered. The waitress walked off, confused. Suguru asked, You still actually order that much? I laughed, yeah, I'm still super hungry. He sighed. After this, do you want to go to the movies? Yeah, that would be fun. Suguru pulled out his phone to book the tickets. Great because an old movie is playing tonight. What old movie, I asked. He smiled. It's a horror movie. Are you joking? He wasn't laughing, oh, what the hell. He laughed, It will be a good movie. The food was brought to us. I started devouring the burgers. Suguru watched me; he was concerned, but somehow it was hot to him. After we were done, Suguru perked up and grabbed my arms to the cinema. He was excited; I was not. 

We went to the room, but the seats were missing. I laughed. Looks like no one came. But he looked over to me. I booked the entire thing. I was confused. Where did you get the money? I was cut off by him as he dragged me to find the seat. We chose the third row in the middle. He told me it was the best spot. I sighed. As the movie started, Suguru laid his hands on my upper thighs. The movie got me so bored; it's just gore, bloodshed, horrible acting, and the plot sucks. I looked over to Suguru, and he was enjoying it so much. I drank my soda, bored out of my mind. Then I looked down, a random boner. Finally, something exciting. I leaned over to his ear. I whispered, I can take care of that, just keep watching the movie. He grinned, but kept on watching the movie. I ducked under to his pants, and I undid them. Moved the boxers, his dick slapped my face. I was surprised to see his dick is now bigger, but I see the piercings. I looked up, and he just smiled. Then back, okay... this is new. I licked his tip, then all around. He put his hand through my hair. Then he gripped it when I started to suck slowly. He pushed my head down. Asshole. So now my goal was to get the noise out of him. Even if it's pathetic. I sucked as much as I could. He started to lose focus on the movie. He slipped out a whimper. I enjoyed this. To trigger it, I showed him what I had learned. He let out a moan. And apparently, his cum too. I lifted my head, and Suguru tried to hand me a napkin, but I had already swallowed it. He was surprised, Satoru. How did you do that? I learned a few things over the years. He's gotten jealous, don't worry, I'll give you more when we get back. I smiled, I couldn't wait then. He went back to watching the movie as he fixed his pants. I remembered the movie, oh God, it's going to feel like years now. After two hours of torture, the credits finally popped up. I sighed, great, it's over, I stood up. Suguru followed me out of the cinema. Okay, let's get to the car now! Suguru laughed. Okay, let's leave the mall now. We walked outside, and I felt a sudden chill. I saw that snow started to fall. Suguru nudged me. It's time for that new coat. I sighed, and I set the bags down. To pull out a new black coat. I put it on, man, it's so soft and warm. Suguru wrapped the scarf around my neck. I picked the bag up. Okay, this is a nice coat. We both laughed as we walked down to the parking lot. We found the car, put the bags in the trunk. Got in the car, then I asked, Where are your daughters? He pulled his phone out, checked the messages. Well, they just texted me an hour ago that they are going to a friend's house for the weekend. So that means we have the house to ourselves? He started the car, indeed. He drove off as we arrived home. It was snowing hard, so we rushed to go inside. We ditched the bags because it was so cold. As he closed the door behind us.

He rushed to kiss me, his hands wrapped around my waist. He was not waiting at all. He pulled my coat off. Then he pushed me down on the couch. Kissed my neck, even took a bite. He ripped the shirt open, Suguru seriously. He didn't listen; he went to my nipples and started sucking. I whimpered softly. And even bit me. It felt like he was trying to eat me. My pale skin was turning red by Suguru. He finally stopped. Just for him to take his clothes off. I spoke up, Why did you have to rip my shirt...He chuckled, You have new clothes for a reason. You are an asshole... he smiled, Call me whatever you want as he pulled my pants and boxers down. Ugh. He put his dick against mine. He moved his hands slowly. We moaned together, then he started prepping while jerking off. I gasped. He definitely learned something, too. All of a sudden, he moved me to his lap, and he slipped it in slowly so I could feel the piercings. It felt so strange, but so good.  He grunted, How do you like my new addition? I sighed heavily, weird... Don't ask me that. He chuckled, he grabbed my ass to lift me, then slammed down. I let out the sluttiest moan. It was so magical to point my hips were moving on their own. Begging for more. Suguru... He understood exactly what I wanted. His samita was so much bigger than last time, because of that reason. I peeked at the window there was the sun rising. My body was so sore, red all over, and my back was breaking. But for me, I wanted more and more. My eyes were dry from tears, so I looked at Suguru's eyes. His eyes were filled with love and not lust. From that moment now, I snapped back to reality. I started to burst out in tears. Suguru could notice it wasn't a normal cry. He pulled out, sat me beside him. He hugged me tightly. What is wrong, Satoru? I barely put my words together, I just... love you so much... He smiled softly, I love you too. He wiped my tears away. One thing he couldn't wipe away was my guilt. He patted my head. Let's wash up. I miss your white hair. I laughed, okay, can we have ramen and watch a movie? He nodded. He helped me up to go to the baths. As he washed my hair, the black was barely washing out. He sighed. The box dye was a bad idea. I scoffed, Now you think of that? He laughed shyly. Well, it was funny... I sighed, whatever, man. After the bath, the roots of my hair were normal can't say the same for the tips of my hair. As we got dressed, my nipples were swollen. Suguru handed me Band-Aids. I sighed, and I put them on. I went to sit on the couch as Suguru made a huge bowl of ramen. I put on Cinderella. Suguru sat beside me as he handed the bowl to me. Cinderella? Really? Yes. I stuffed my face with ramen. After I finished my ramen, I felt so relaxed. As I was watching the movie, and looked at Suguru. Bucket list. Suguru looked over. What? Let's make a bucket list. Before we run off to the Island. He thought about it. Okay, let's do it. I smiled. We should make it now and start tomorrow. He was confused. All of a sudden, that is so random from you. I'm just saying, it's fun. I rolled my eyes. He sighed, okay. Anything for you. He kissed me. 

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We sat at the table, writing our bucket list. I was struggling to figure out exactly what I wanted. So I peeked at Suguru's list. Damn, I spoke. Suguru laughed. What? I rolled my eyes, "Have sex with Satoru for two days straight". That is not a bucket list. Suguru sighed, but that is what I want to do. I crossed it off. You could do that at any time. He frowned. Okay, fine. As I looked at his list, but the others are actually fun. Suguru smiled, then he looked at mine. There are only two things on the list. I sighed, yeah, I'm struggling to think of something. He smiled. Wasn't this your idea? I frowned, shut up, im still thinking. He laughed, Okay, don't get mad at me. It's just we got to start tomorrow. As I started writing. Suguru added, It's okay if we don't finish by Christmas Eve dinner. I started thinking, yeah, I guess so. But we should invite Shoko and Nanami. Suguru looked uneasy. Hey Suguru, it's okay. I know they want to see you again. He sighed, I know it's just, it's been years. I smiled softly. This is the chance to renew the relationship. If we want them to come over to our new home for the holidays. His expression lightens up. Okay, I can't wait. This is amazing, I added. Us as a friend group together again! Suguru chuckled. Okay, let's finish that bucket list. I groaned, started writing. By the night fell. We started presenting our list, and Suguru was first. So I got pottery, a new haircut, and build something big, hire a magician, bake a foot-long cake, watch the longest movie without stopping, and lastly put makeup on you. I was quiet, that is weird and kinda boring. He rolled his eyes. It will be fun with you. I agreed, true, I am fun. He sighed. What about your list? I stood up proudly. Suguru just sighed; he knew where this would go. So on my list! Jump off your dragon, then skydive, climb Mount Everest without gear, create a gun without knowing how, learn how to say bitch in every language, try to summon a demon, and lastly make dinner. Suguru Jaws was dropped. What the fuck!? I smiled, now that's fun. He paused, the only normal thing was making dinner... Don't worry, we will take turns each day. Like we can do pottery tomorrow, then the next day we can jump off the dragon. He sighed, okay... I got this as he muttered to himself. Goodnight Suguru. I kissed his forehead and went to my room. 

Day one, pottery. Suguru woke me up really early. I groaned, but it's his day, so I got up to get ready. Suguru was already waiting outside in his car for me. I got in the car. He said to me, Ready? I tilted my head. Where are we going? He started the car, pottery class. I sighed, it's going to be filled with whimsical ladies and old people... He rolled his eyes, My day. He drove off to town. I looked out the window, and the streets were filled with Christmas decorations. I smiled, I love Christmas. Suguru looked over, yeah, Christmas is the most jolliest for anyone. I laughed, it's beautiful. He parked in front of this building, and I got out of the car. It's pretty small for a class. Suguru closed the door. It's a calm space. I sighed. We entered the building, hung up our coats. We sat at a random table. Two old couples joined us. As the teacher started handing out the supplies, the old lady kept talking to me. I looked annoyed, but Suguru gave me a look. Be nice, written all over his face. I sighed, put on a smile. Finally, we reached actually making it. Suguru was making a bowl, I the other hand, tried to decide what to make. I thought about a dildo, but Suguru would kill me. I tried making a mug. Suguru was laughing at my failed attempt at the mug. I sighed, hoping that the old lady had made something bad like mine. She made a dildo. And the other old guy? A fucking face with a mouth wide open. Suguru was basically falling off the chair laughing. I grabbed Suguru, put on the coat, and left with our project. He was still laughing, and I was annoyed. He added, Oh man, that was the best class ever! I did laugh a little, okay, it was really funny, but damn, they are freaky.  We went back home. I can't wait for tomorrow. 

Day two, skydiving. I was up and ready. Waiting on Suguru to finish suiting up. He walked outside. Okay... I could hear the shakiness in his voice. Now this is fun to see, I added. He sighed. He summoned the dragon. I excitedly jumped onto it, picking up Suguru on it. Damn, you're strong as hell, he said. I am. He sighed. We flew up to the sky. The snow is moving in the skies, and it's really cold. But my mind was set on jumping off. Suguru stopped. Okay, we are at your destination. Yes! I held his hand. It's okay, I'm with you through all of this. He smiled, Okay, I trust you. We stood up, then we jumped off. Not even a second. Suguru was screaming in my ears. I think I will go deaf after this. I used my technique to speed things up. Suguru was freaking out even more. I laughed so hard, we finally landed back on his roof. Safely. I took a deep breath and looked over to Suguru, his hair was stuck in like liberty spikes hairstyle. Oh- I fell laughing. You look ridiculous! His face was stuck in a shocked expression. We went inside to make it up I gave him an amazing head. Now, tomorrow, his gorgeous hair will be cut off. Im planning a funeral for it. 

Day three, haircut. We were eating lunch before his appointment. I sobbed while eating a burger. Surguru was just over it. The public was whispering about why a grown man was crying while eating a burger. We left the burger place, walked down the street, but I was walking really slowly. Suguru just grabbed my arms and walked faster. We walked into the barbershop, and he made me sit down and shoved a cupcake in my mouth. Surguru sat down, the cape around his neck. It was really happening. I sobbed even more. The old guy beside me was very uncomfortable. The guy who cuts his hair was showing a book of hairstyles. But Suguru decided to let me pick. He beckons me to come over. I came over, finishing up the cupcake. Pick, he said. I sighed, looking through it. I pointed at a wolf haircut. Not really thinking about it, I went to sit back down. Still morunful. After his cut, he came over to show off the haircut. I got surprised, oh, that is actually good. I was just staring at him. Suguru was confused; he dragged me out while I was still looking at him. We were walking down the street. To find our car. As we got in the car. Suguru finally spoke, Do you like or..? I said, It's actually really hot... he smiled, Thank you. I smiled, start the car, im going to test that hair of yours. He smirked. You got it. He started the car and went home. 

Day four, climbing Mount Everest. We have to leave at three am, but both of us barely slept. That's only because I was so damned attracted to his hair. But his bed hair... Suguru snapped me back, Are you really having a boner? No... I responded. He sighed, We can have a quickie when we reach the motel, then we climb. Suguru was really nervous about having no gear. I was giggling. We arrived at the motel after the quickie. We started walking on the trail. Suguru was having gut problems. But I was so excited. We reached the hill. As we hiked up. Suguru was already so tired. I turned to him. Really? He sighed, It's scary, okay? I rolled my eyes. We are the strongest people. Im sure we can power through. Suguru rolled his eyes. We can have fears, okay? I laughed, remember what I said. I'm here for you. We got this. He calmed down, okay, Satoru. I held his hand, and we reached the wall. I smiled. There we go! I started to climb up the wall. Suguru was so worried, but this is a promise. After an hour of climbing, I had an idea to speed this up. I looked down at Suguru. Clearly, he's freaking out still. I grabbed his coat. Then I threw him up and gave myself a boost. I was hopping like a rabbit, Suguru is uh. Screaming. We reached the top within five hours. I yelled out, Hell yeah! Suguru was now sobbing, and I just looked at him with a smile. I patted his back. It's okay, we can fly back. He frowned. Okay, he responded. I chuckled. What a baby. He stood up, oh, I will get my revenge. I laughed awkwardly. What do you mean by that... He just summoned the dragon. Got onto it, okay, now you're scaring me. He didn't respond. Oh, what did I just do, as I thought to myself. 

Day five, building something big. We arrived home, and I saw a huge package on the porch. I looked over to him. Is this it? He nodded. Okay, we got this then... The package was taller than me. Suguru made me haul it to the shed. I sighed. I was sweating already. We unboxed everything, ripped the plastic, paper, and there's just random woods with a book of instructions. I sighed. I hate this so much. Suguru smiled. Okay, Satoru, are you ready for this? I asked, What are we building? He just kept smiling. You will find out. You bitch, as I mumbled. Suguru started separating the pieces. As I was searching the list of tools he gave me. I put each tools in the box. I carried it out to Suguru. Here you go, man. He smiled, looking through them all. Okay, perfect, let's begin. Great I said weakly. After an hour, only the base was done. I cried out, This is torture! Suguru laughed, You know how I feel. I frowned, yeah. No matter what, I could not see what we were building. I sighed, Hey Suguru, im going to grab us a drink. He nodded as he hammered the nails. I walked to the back door to the kitchen. I opened the fridge, grabbed the colas. Then Nanako walked in. Hey Gojo-san! I looked over. Hey! She looked through the window, bucket list? She asked. I said, yeah, but I have no idea what we are building. She laughs. Good luck with that, she walked out. I sighed, walked back to the shed. I sat down as I handed him the soda. We took a break, drinking the cola. So why aren't you telling me? He smiled, it's actually a surprise for you. I smiled, aw, you're so adorable. He laughs. Well, that gave me motivation. I jumped back up. Okay, what's next? We started working til it was nighttime. A huge bed frame, that's the surprise? It had a floor, then the frame was set up with a ceiling. He sighed, yeah, because we kept breaking the beds. So this is sturdy, and you wanted curtains. I kept looking at it, for our new home? He nodded, and tears started to fall. That's really nice. I wiped my tears. He hugged me. I love it I said. But really, that was the guilt tears. We went ahead to sleep. 

Day six, building a gun and learn bitch in every language, then hiring a magician. We decided to put it together. The package came in, and I hurried to grab it and set it on the table. Suguru was uneasy, Are you sure you want a gun? I sighed, I saw it on American shows, and I want to try. He sighed, Let's do this... I opened the box, spilling it out. Suguru frowned. You should be more careful. I rolled my eyes, okay, Dad. He chuckled. I started to figure out how to put it together. He just helped along, giving me advice. After an hour, it was put together. Okay, I said. Let's test this outside? He smiled, hell yeah. I put on my coat, walked outside. Suguru sets the two cans on the bench. Suguru then backed away, not wanting to be shot. I aimed at the two cans and flawlessly shot at them. Damn, im good! Suguru laughed. Okay, we know that you can aim. Now, what do we do with it? I looked at it, and we don't have any bullets. I will just hide it in the shed. Or put it up in a shed as a prized thing. He sighed, Just go hang it up, I laughed. I went into the shed, and I put it on the shelf. Walked out, let's learn bitch in every language! Suguru rolled his eyes and walked into the house. I followed. I opened the laptop, searched every language for bitch. Suguru was making lunch. After two hours, the food was done on time as I had memorized it. Suguru set the plates down and sat across from me. I started saying bitch in language to his face. He was over it as he ate his food. Happy? he said. I nodded, started digging into the food. Suguru smiled, I can't wait for the magic show. I sighed. We have powers, why can't I just show off? He chuckled, I just want to see what regular people can do. Whatever, as I finished the food. I went to wash the dishes, as Suguru set up the living room for the show. The girls were forced to sit down for the show. I begged them to watch with us. Suguru heard the knock, let the magician in. Suguru sat with us. The magician started with a simple trick of a cloth pull, but it was out of my pocket. I was freaked out by that. Nanako started enjoying this. Suguru was just giggling. Then the magician did the card trick with Nanako, magician tried to show the card. It was the wrong card, I scoffed. But the magician smiled, he said to check in my pants. I pulled it out, the right card. They laughed at me. All night, the magician kept on tricking me; I got so frustrated. Finally, he left. I spoke up that it was the worst show ever. Nanako laughed, Don't be stubborn, it was so much fun! Suguru joined her, oh yeah the best reaction ever. I sighed, and I went to sleep. 

Day seven, making a foot-long cake. But first, we went out to the grocery store. We both split a list. I was supposed to look for things to make homemade icing. All from scratch. I grabbed the items. Then I awkwardly tried to find Suguru. I passed every aisle to find him. Finally, found him looking deeply at sugar bags. I walked over to him, put the stuff in the cart. Hey uh... Is it that interesting? He sighed, I just don't know which brand is better. I grabbed one, threw it in there. Sugar is sugar. Suguru sighed, thanks. I know Suguru, I'm so smart... He looked at me with disbelief. So we got everything on the list? He nodded, went to checkout. So many bags... as I carried them inside to the kitchen. I set them on the counter. Suguru joined me. Suguru started separating it. Okay, you make the icing, and I will handle the batter. I looked over to Suguru. Why the icing? He sighs. I trust you better with icing. Mabwa, I said. Suguru rolled his eyes, bitch really? I laughed. He handed me a pink apron, not to be a toxic, masculine guy. But why pink? Suguru laughed as he put his on. I sighed, and I put it on. I put out four different bowls. For each color. But first, I looked at a video on how to make icing. Ugh... would it be easier to jerk off? Suguru quickly said no. Defeat once again. After a few hours, Suguru had already put his batter in the oven. I was struggling to even perfectly follow the instructions. I was stirring repeatedly; my arms were so tired. Suguru came over to see how I was doing. Suguru can't believe it. I only finished two bowls. Satoru... I glared at him. He just quietly helped me. After that,  we finished the four colors. Purple, red, blue, and yellow. I sat down. What is your vision? As I took a spoon to eat the leftover icing. He sat down too. Well, I just wanted to splat the colors on like paint. I thought about, yeah, that's actually cool. He smiled, and he joined me in eating the leftover icing. I laid the spoon down, and I got up to grab the drink on the other counter. But I accidentally slipped, and the flour flew to Suguru's face. I got up, oops? Suguru grabbed the towel to wipe his face off. Do you mind grabbing me another shirt? I sighed, yeah, I walked down to his room. Opened the bottom drawer as I grabbed the shirt. I heard a clatter drop on the ground. I looked over and picked up a small black box. Oh no... don't it is what I think it is... I opened up to see a ring. I got sick to my stomach. Oh, how could I do this to him? I put it back, went to the kitchen. I acted like nothing happened, and I handed him the shirt. Suguru went to change his shirt. I stared out the window. Suguru shouted out my name, you didn't hear the oven beeping!? Oh shit, I said, I helped him out to take out the cakes. As we let the cake cool off. Suguru turned to me, Are you okay? You have been acting differently. I was cleaning the counter, I'm okay, I swear. He scoffed, then How do you miss the timer? I looked at him. I was tired, and I was daydreaming. Suguru had no choice but to believe me. Okay, you should take a nap. I will wake you for the cake decorating. I nodded, and I went to sleep. 

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I was awoken from my nap by Suguru. I yawned as we both walked into the kitchen. The cakes were stacked, holy shit. Suguru smiled, I know, right? He handed me a spoon. We just scooped and threw it at the cake. It was really fun. After we were done, it looked somehow artistic. But the delicious-looking cake, I was practically drooling over it. Suguru noticed, and he started laughing. After dinner, okay, Satoru? I rolled my eyes. I'm not a kid. Suguru sighed. Two more left on our bucket list. What was it... I went over to the table. Looked at the list. Mine was written down, demon summoning, and making dinner. Then yours is to watch the longest movie without stopping and... put makeup on me. Suguru came over, excited? Oh yeah, can't wait for tomorrow... I grinned. Suguru backed away a little. We sat on the couch, started eating cake. This is so good. Suguru was even eating it up too. Strangely so good... Then he asked me, What did you add to this? I started explaining, then I started to slow down. I stopped talking. Suguru got confused, as he was about to take a bite. I threw his plate on the ground. What the hell!? It's Coke! I panicked. He was confused, Coke? Cocaine! Suguru panicked, too, but you had three pieces? How did you accidentally make Coke?! I blurted out, I didn't know icing was the codename for Coke! Suguru stopped. We need to flush it out of our system, especially you! He ran out to grab a water bottle, threw the bottle at my head. Ow?! He chugged it down. I should probably do it too. I started chugging it down. We were also so out of it that we were drinking vinegar. Good thing about that, we puked all over the floor. We blacked out somewhere on the floors, I don't even remember. 

Day eight, summoning a demon. I was looking things up to summon a demon. Suguru sighed, Are you even okay from last night? I nodded, yeah, I don't remember what happened. But I'm healthy. You literally made sure of it. Suguru was still concerned, but I feel like he needs to be more concerned about the summoning. Then he finally noticed, uhm, cursed spirits, I understand.. But demons? I smiled, first time for everything. So we need chalk, candles, and a demon's name. Suguru sighed. There's no way that's it. He took over the laptop. So my word isn't true now? Suguru looked over. You are literally trying to summon a demon. I was silent. So?... He rolled his eyes. Okay, there we go. Blood... salt..latin... and iron to make sure things go smoothly. I giggled. I really can't wait. Suguru was over with this already. We waited til it was before midnight. I started drawing on the floor. Suguru was watching, but I think he really does not want to do this. I stood up, okay, what is next? Suguru sighed, You chant a spell while... cutting your hand. I grabbed the knife, and I read it exactly as it was. I cut my hand and let it drip. We both just stood there; nothing happened. I burst out laughing. That was so stupid, but at least I tried. I could see Suguru getting less pale. He grabbed my hand, then pulled me to the bathroom sink. Cleaned it off, wrapped it up. Suguru smiled. I definitely can't wait for the movie. I sighed. I hope it's good. He nodded. Let's sleep now. We went to sleep, a failed bucket list. 

Day nine, the longest movie ever. Suguru picked a movie, "The Happy", which is supposed to be 24 hours long. He handed me a diaper, and I looked straight into his eyes. What. He smiled, without stopping. He thought of everything. Blankets, pillows, snacks, even coffee. Okay, Satoru, without stopping! We sat on the couch, and there was no turning back. The girls decided to leave because they were not gonna hang around hearing us bicker. So they left for the night. So far, five hours in. We were bored. I looked over to him, so... Suguru looked over. What is it? I put my hands on his thighs. Let's waste some time? He chuckled, My bucket list...? I sighed, no. But to add spice, I will let you do one thing you have always wanted to do. He perked his head up. You mean I can do it? I nodded. Must be wondering what he wanted to do was a sex position I refused to do. Good thing we haven't put on diapers...Suguru sighed, Don't ruin the mood. I laughed. He kissed me, then he lay down. I got on top of him, but my face was at his dick. It's the sixty-nine. So after that, because no way in hell I will ever talk about it again. We had a few minutes left on the movie. We both sighed in relief. But we are sleeping through day ten. 

Day eleven, making dinner. Suguru was confused why my last bucket list was regular. But this was my chance to make an experimental dinner. We went to the grocery store. Suguru asked, So do you have a list? I handed him a list. He looked at it, he looked at me, then the list. These are really random. What are you making? I smiled. You will find out. I pushed the cart past him. I felt like a God pushing this cart around. Suguru watched me, he is an idiot... After that trip, I made Suguru carry all the bags. Wow... I spoke. Suguru was out of breath. What is it? I feel great as I patted his back. He sighed, I'm going to take a nap... Just don't burn down the house, he walked away. Well, that was offensive. But I just laughed it off. I pulled out the cutting board, started chopping the vegetables. Then I pulled out the huge pot. Put it on top of the oven. I grabbed the bowl as I put the veggies in. This reminded me of when I used to cook for my kids. I miss Megumi. But he is now safe, and he will live his life the way he wants to. I sighed, and I kept cooking til it was dinnertime. Suguru had just woken up, and he sat at the table. He looked at the bowl of soup. The girls had just arrived on time, and they sat down. They looked confused. I joined them, well, guys eat up! The girls looked at Suguru. Suguru picked up the spoon. He slowly scooped it up, and he lifted it to his mouth. It smells good he said, then he took a bite. To his surprise, it tasted so good. I smiled, and I started eating. The girls trusted us, so they also started eating. They enjoyed the food, which reminds me of them. I kept stuffing my face to avoid crying. After we were all done with dinner, I watched Suguru wash the dishes. Suguru splashed me with water. Which got my attention. He brought up about tomorrow last bucket list. It hit me that it was the last one. But I will make it worthwhile. I told him I was tired and I went to sleep. 

Day twelve, makeup. Last one on the list. I was waiting at Suguru's desk because he was grabbing his daughter's makeup. I looked in the mirror, my poor face... Suguru walked in, Don't give me that crap he laughed. Just why does this have to be the important thing on your list? He sets it down, well, you crossed off the sex thing. So this was the best thing I could think of to do. To you, anyway. I sighed, and I put on the headband. Suguru sat down, and he started adding all of these things to my face. Suguru tilted his head, You really look like a girl. I looked in the mirror, and I could literally pass as a girl. That is so cool. I took off the headband, started taking photos. Suguru already regretted doing this. I put on the red lipstick and attacked Suguru's face with red kiss marks. Now this is selfie-worthy. I took selfies, but Suguru was not amused. I handed back his phone. I'm not taking this off. Suguru sighed, Man, I just wanted to embarrass you... But your ego is so damn high. I laughed. Confidence is the key to everything. Suguru sighed, You are right. He kissed me. Then he looked at me with those silly eyes. I love that look... I got up, well, I got to contact Shoko and Nanami about the Christmas Eve dinner party. And tell Nanami to wear an ugly sweater. I laughed evilly. Suguru sighed, You guys are still having beef? I smiled, it never ends... 

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I looked at my calendar, December twenty-third. I marked it because it's actually the twenty-fourth. I sat on the bed, and I had to make sure this was a great day. I sighed, and I walked out to the living room. The girls were still decorating the trees. I went to check on Suguru in the kitchen. He was all over the place, making sure the food was perfect. I let him be to get distracted. I went to decorate the table, setting up the fancy sets. I looked around the house, and it needs more Christmas. I was all over the place, decorating every space. I need to feel jolly or whatever it is. Surguru walked out of the kitchen to have a breather, then watched me decorate. He laughs. I didn't know we had this many Christmas decorations. I looked at him. Yeah, I bought some while we were shopping. Suguru started thinking. My money, you mean? I smiled, yes. I climbed down the ladder, and I went to kiss him. This will be a fun dinner party. Remember, I talked about the ugly sweater for Nanami? He sighed, Don't tell me you texted him to wear one? I nodded. I convinced him that we all were going to be wearing it, so he wouldn't look out of place if he did. He rolled his eyes. He's going to kill you for this. I laughed, it will be fine. I think? Suguru just smiled. Then I asked him, what are you making? He pulled my arm to enter the kitchen. I am making ham, mashed potatoes, homemade noodles, green beans, bread, and some gravy. Smells good I said. So what about dessert? Suguru paused. Pie is the easiest; just go and buy one. He handed me the debit card. I sighed. What kind? He shrugged. I walked away to put on my coat, so helpful, I said in a sarcastic voice. I walked ou the house, I looked up to the sky. Snow, it's so beautiful. I got in the car, then I drove off. I pulled up to the closest grocery store. It's pretty empty, that's good for once. I walked in and went straight to the pie section. So many options... Then an old lady who works here asked if I needed help. I sighed, yeah, im supposed to buy a pie for Christmas Eve dinner. She smiled, with your family? I paused, no I said softly. Just friends. She looked confused, then why are you so pent up over pies? I laughed, they didn't tell me what to get. The old lady sighed, then just grab one. I looked at it, puzzled. She chuckled, for your family you should get cherry pie. Nothing ever goes wrong with it. I picked up the pie, family... I miss my family. She tilted her head, young man you can talk to me. I'm just a stranger with no memories. I chuckled, no need. It's not that important. The next thing I know she is grabbing me to break the room. This lady is strange. She sat me down to make coffee, so young man what is wrong? I thought, fuck it. I miss my son and daughter, I raised them since I was eighteen years old. She sat down to hand me a cup of coffee. She smiled, so what did you do? Nothing I think. I had to leave them, I gave them everything they needed. She sipped her coffee, I assume they did not like that? I replied, yeah... She shook her head, maybe they just need you instead. I frowned, I can't be there for them anymore. The old lady just nodded, she didn't ask. So she smiles, so your family- I cut her off. Not my family. They are just friends. She changed her expression. Family does not have to be blood-related. I looked up from my coffee. She smiled, it can be anyone that you laugh with. I sighed, it will end soon. The old lady showed concern. Just think about it. Now go on, you can take the pie it's on me. I said thank you as I left the store. I sat in the car, I wish I had a choice. I drove back home. 

I walked into the house, and the smell was so good. I walked to the kitchen, set the pie on the counter. Suguru was mixing the gravy, so what took you so long? I stayed quiet. Just traffic. Suguru sighed, yeah it is Christmas Eve. I checked the time, i'll head to the shower here soon. Suguru came over to me, kissed my head. Don't take long, it starts in an hour. I nodded, as I walked away. He told me that he loves me. I turned to him. I love you too, I said softly. 

An hour passed by, and I sat on the bed. My head kept playing repeatedly. Suguru telling me, that he loves me. Then I snapped back when I heard a knock on my door. Nanako telling me behind the door that Shoko and Nanami are here. I sighed deeply, okay let's do this. I walked out and met them in the living room. Hey Nanami! He looked angry. I laughed. Shoko patted my back aggressively. Hey Gojo! I smiled, hey Shoko! Then Suguru came out to the living room, and he acted very nervous. The room was deafening. But they hugged him. I sighed in relief. They sat on the couch, and I was figuring out where to sit. The floor or next to Nanami so he could kill me. Suguru grabbed me by the waist, so I sat on him instead. Shoko laughed, you guys are so gross. I rolled my eyes, still single I guess? Then the girls came to join us. Suguru spoke up, these are my daughters. Nanako and Mimiko! Shoko smiled, that is just adorable. Nanami popped the question, how have you been doing Geto? He smiled, doing better. Now I have Satoru here, he hugged me tightly. I awkwardly laughed, yeah because you could never live without the Gojo Satoru! Nanami rolled his eyes. Shoko sighed, still the same person... Suguru nodded, he could never change. I sighed, there is nothing wrong with my ego. Shoko chuckled, oh there's nothing wrong with it, it's just very... Nanami added, egoistical. I sighed, amazing friends I have here. The girls were giggling along with our conversation. Shoko brought up a subject I did not want to hear. You look great after you sobered up. I chuckled slightly, thank you Shoko. Suguru changed the subject, well what have you guys been doing all of this time? Shoko sighed. I went to medical school. Suguru smiled thats great- Shoko added, I cheated. Suguru paused, and you are a doctor..? She nodded. Nanami sighed, I tried to quit being a sorcerer to be an office worker. Suguru smiled, wow a office job- Nanami cut him off. I hated that job. I went back. Suguru sighed, okay then. I laughed, oh man this is too good. Suguru sighed, okay im sure food is done. I stood up to let him check on the food. Well we should head to the dining room. The girls and Nanami went ahead, Shoko grabbed my shoulders back. I turned to her, what's up? Shoko changed her expression, Gojo. I felt uneasy. She continued, what are you planning? I got confused, what do you mean by that? Shoko frowned, you sobered up. You got with Geto. You are way too happy. I scoffed. I can't be happy now? Shoko sighed, that's what I meant. Suguru came in the living room, guys it's dinnertime. I looked around, yeah give us a second. Suguru nodded then left. I looked back at her, I am happier by choice. Shoko sighed, that's what they all say she mumbled. I walked away, and she followed. We sat down with the rest of the group. Suguru asked, what were you guys talking about. I responded, just about Yaga. Shoko nodded. Suguru smiled, okay let's eat up! 

During dinner, we were chatting. I didn't talk much, just stuffed my face to avoid talking. Then Suguru announced, everyone. We all stopped eating and talking. Looked at him. I just wanted to say im grateful that Shoko and Nanami gave me another chance after what I did... They smiled at him. And to my daughters whom I love very much since I took them in. Finally, Satoru. I suddenly felt sick. I loved you since you tore that wall down back in high school days. They laughed. I chuckled slightly, oh I remember that. Shoko added, man you had some weird anger issues. Suguru then pulled out the ring box. Everyone had an excited and shocked reaction. I was dying inside. He spoke, Gojo Satoru. Would you make me the happiest man alive and marry me? The silence, my ears were ringing, my heart was beating faster and faster, and the guilt. Suguru was waiting for my answer. Shoko could see right through me. I said yes. Everyone cheered, but Shoko just clapped. Suguru puts the ring on my finger for me. We kissed, and then we continued the dinner. In my head, I couldn't say no. This keeps getting worse. I needed a plan. The night passes by quickly. I went to the back porch, sat down. Shoko also came out, closed the door behind her. She spoke, are you really okay? I sighed, Shoko. I'm trying to heal. Im chasing after what past me wanted. Shoko sat beside me, I know you are. But something is going on with you. What deal did you make with them? I sighed, there is actually no deal. I'm just struggling without my kids. I miss them. Shoko nodded, Megumi asks me about you often. I smiled, please tell him everything is good. Just peachy. Shoko laughs, will do. Let's go inside, I want all the wedding details. I got confused, he just proposed. As we walked in, Shoko laughed. So? I sighed. Nanami was waiting by the front door. I turned to her, bye Shoko. Soko smiled, she hugged me. Then went out the door. Nanami waved goodbye. I stood there as I watched them leave. Suguru walked to me. You were right. I turned my head to him, meaning? He smiles, inviting them, it was fun. I hugged him, I know. Suguru rolled his eyes, can you be sweet for once. I got off of him, I will clean up so you can sleep. Suguru kissed me on the cheek, you are the best! See you on Christmas morning! He walked to his room. I went to clean, that was my excuse to figure out a plan. After I was done, I sat at the table to write. It was for Shoko and Nanami. I sighed.  I closed up the papers, and I went to my room. I put the letters in the drawers. I got into bed. 

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I did not sleep. I look to the window, and the sun is up. I got up, went down the hallway to see the girls ready near the Christmas tree. I stood there confused. Nanako shouted, Gojo-san is awake! Now sit with us! I just sat there, so why are we doing this? Mimiko shushed me. I sat there in silence, waiting for Suguru to wake up. An hour passed by, and my legs were getting numb. But the girls just sat there looking at the presents. Finally, Suguru came to sit on the couch, and he laughed. I sighed. Nanako shouted, and go! I watched as they tore apart the gifts. Then they ran to their rooms. I just witnessed an insane mess. Suguru sighed, every year. I chuckled, I pulled out the two remaining gifts. I went to sit with him, handed his. Suguru was surprised, how did you get a gift without me knowing? I smiled, you will find out. Suguru waited for me first. Oh, you want me to. Okay. I ripped the wrapping paper. I open to see, picture frame of us in school with friends. I smiled, I thought I lost this picture! Suguru spoke, me too, but I found it! I sighed, the festival... I looked at him, now open yours! Suguru ripped the wrapping paper, and he got a wedding band. The rarest and most expensive as hell. Suguru was surprised, you spent your money? How? I paused, it was going to be your graduation gift. Suguru sighed. I kissed him, it's okay. That is all in the past. Suguru smiled, I love you so much. My heart pains me so much, I responded. I love you too. I sighed, what should we do today? Suguru puts on his ring, I don't exactly know. I have to give the girls a ride to the Candy Lane party street. I got confused, the what? He laughs you don't know? It's like every food truck on the streets with parades. So much is going on there. I sighed, yeah that's too overwhelming. He laughed, yeah they took me one time. It was so bad. I laughed, have fun with that. He rolled his eyes, thank you very much. He got up to get ready. I laid my head back, this is my chance. I waited til they left. 

I had to find a way to start an argument, or better get him to hate me. I hated how it had to be Christmas Day, but it's the deadline. The deal needed to be done. I went to the medical cabinet. I stole some pills. I went to my room, and I pulled out the stashed alcohol. I laid it out on my desk. I stood there, staring at it. I was so scared. But I sat down, looked at the time. Waited until one hour before ten pm. I grabbed the bottle, used it to crush the pills. My hands were shaky, as I put the bottle down. Cracked the bottle open. Drugs time. 

It was exactly eleven pm. Suguru came back home. Suguru shouted for me, and I walked down the hallway. Trying to act normal. Suguru looked at my eyes. He stayed quiet. Then he walked past me. I stood there for a hot minute. He came back, what did you do? I looked at him, what? He frowned, drugs?! I thought we worked on this. Together! I sighed, I don't care. Suguru sighed, what is wrong with you? I rolled my eyes. There is nothing wrong with me, I just wanted a hit. He looked so disappointed. This is reckless! I sighed, look you are holding me back. God, i'm not even over what you had done! You think I would just forget and fall in love?! He stayed quiet. I thought... I shouted, you thought wrong! Suguru's expression changed to sad. Do you actually wanted to marry me, or were you just running away? I straight-up told him. I did not... want this at all. It is killing me. Suguru sighed, go sleep it off. He walked to his room and slammed the door. I sighed, this is the worst thing I have had to do. I walked to my room, looked at the clock. eleven-fourty-five. I grabbed the last bullet, went to back to the shed. Grabbed the gun, and I looked at the bed. I started tearing up. My hand shook as I added the bullet to the gun. Walked to Suguru's room, and he was asleep. I looked at him. I wiped my tears, and I kissed his head. I set a letter on his nightstand. I ran out of the house, and it was snowing down really hard. But I did not care. I followed the trail to the waterfall. I reached the waterfall, and I was freezing. The moonlight hits the waterfall just beautifully. I regret meeting Suguru, but if I traveled back in time. I would do the same thing.  I love him so much. I hate to push this far. But the deal. I had to take my life for my real family to have normal lives. Suguru can do anything, Megumi can live, and my dear daughter won't die. Shoko won't have to take the pain of everything falling apart. Nanami can have his regular life. I sat at the big rock. I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of living this way. I will never be happy. I want to escape. No matter how much I try. I will just bring pain to myself and around people. So...tired. This is love and hatred. No way of just choosing one. I took my last breath of cold air. So beautiful. I pulled the gun right to my head. Closed my eyes. I heard a scream, it was Suguru. But it was too late. I pulled the trigger. 

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After the fight, I had to take a breather. I didn't want to fight with Satoru on Christmas Day. I sighed, why would he do this? Why now? This doesn't make any sense. This hurts me to see him relapse again. Tomorrow, I will get him help. And maybe, marriage was too overwhelming. I sighed. But it is okay, that wasn't him talking. I can hold off until everything is okay. I yawned, and I went to sleep. A few moments later, I felt something on my head. I woke up to see who it was, I was hoping Satoru. No one was here. I got confused, then I looked over to my nightstand. I picked it up, and it had my name. I figured it was some type of apology or something else. I opened it. 

Dear Geto Surguru, I am writing this for you. I am sorry. I pushed this too far, to the point where you were my weakness. I loved you so much. I had made a deal with the higher-ups. It was either you and my family or me. I chose myself. Please take this chance and run. Live the life that you wanted for us. It was never your fault. I understand what you did, but I could not accept the fact that it was for me and other unfortunate people. But there could never be a side where it is good and never bad. The only solution is to keep fighting what is actually right for everyone. This is love and hatred. I love you, please move on and live. 

I dropped the letter, Satoru. I ran out of the house. I looked at the footprint, followed it. In the distance, I was running. I saw him, I shouted. Satoru! Before I even reached to him, I watched him die. I slowed down, walked to his dead body. The blood spread all over the rocks, the snow, and his face. I stood there, and I couldn't move. I was so angry. I pulled out the phone, and I didn't know who to call. Normally, it would be Satoru. I teared up, no... Please come back... I fell to my knees, hugged him. Hoping that he would hug me back. Satoru, just please talk to me. Please, just tell me. "I'm okay". Please. I called Shoko. I couldn't get the words out. But I did say, waterfall, Satoru. A few hours later, I stood as the people pulled his body into the truck. Shoko stood next to me. I still could not believe it. Shoko tried to get my attention. I looked over. She sighed, let's go inside. Shoko pulled me back to the house. I was sitting down. We couldn't say anything at all. Shoko started talking about the funeral for him, inviting everyone and his family. I scoffed, invite everyone? Shoko frowned, we all did care about Gojo. I looked at her, where were you when he got addicted to drugs? Shoko stayed quiet. Shoko then sighed, he was... unsaveable. I teared up, what do you... mean... unsaveable? Shoko sighed, let me explain. I wiped my tears, okay explain. Shoko was nervous, Gojo... is not the good guy you want to see. When he started using it was around the kids. We tried to get him to quit. So hard. We had to convince him to send the kids to boarding school, the kids didn't deserve that. It was all Gojo's choice to turn away. I sighed, how did you try to get him clean? She paused, we told him that we weren't going to hangout with him if he was using. I scoffed, that's not even trying! You left him alone! Shoko puts her head down. Yes, we did. I wish we had tried- I cut her off. The past is the past. I don't care anymore, just plan the damn funeral. Shoko got angry, and she stood up. You left him alone; this would not have started if you hadn't left him. I stayed quiet. If I stayed any longer, I would've made things even worse. Shoko sighed, so? We are both in the wrong. I sighed, just plan that damn funeral. I don't care anymore, just get it over with. Shoko left the house. Nothing will bring back Satoru at this point. I went onto my laptop, and it showed me the home we were supposed to grow old in. We were supposed to grow old. Not die young. I looked at my wedding band that he gave me. I took it off to stare at it. Then I saw a glimpse of words in the band. "I love you and will be forever with you." I put it back on, this is the only way I feel connected to him. I went to bed, but never slept. 

Funeral day. I walked in to see Yaga there. Shoko, Nanami and some random sorcerers. I got stopped by Megumi, one of his kids. He stood there, staring straight at my eyes. I asked, what do you need? Megumi let out a shaky breath, what actually happened to Gojo? I got confused, what do you mean? He frowned, they told me he died from casualties. I sighed, you want the truth? He nodded. He shot himself to save you guys. I did not hide from the truth, he deserved to know. Megumi looked relieved, good it wasn't a drug overdose. He died healthy right? I nodded. He walked away. I was expecting a fight. But he seemed understanding. I knew Satoru raised him right. I went to sit with my daughters. I wanted this bullshit of a funeral where everyone finally cared or was happy. After hours, the priest was talking. I got tired of it. I looked at the crowds, and they are either sleeping or on their phones. Finally, the priest asked for Gojo's family blood to stand up. No one in the crowd stood up. I scoffed. The priest got quiet. He spoke, and the next of kin may come up to give a speech. Megumi stood up, and he walked up the stage. The priest moved away from the microphone. Megumi stood there. We were all waiting for him to speak. Megumi spoke up, everyone here. You are a bunch of hypocrites. The only one that actually helped, even after the fight, was Geto Suguru. I hate every one of you guys. You are the cause of the broken system of a bunch of hungry, powerful people. That only cares when there's money, power, or getting rid of the strongest people. Gojo died of kindness. He cared. When no one did. I fucking hate you guys! He stormed off. We were all shocked. But I felt happy. Satoru got the speech he deserved. I got up, faced the crowd. Goodbye, ungrateful shits. I walked out with my daughters. 

Forty years later, I am sixty-seven years old now. I sipped my coffee, looking at the sunrise. I always looked at the sun, which reminds me of Satoru's beautiful smile. I was ready to see Satoru again. I could not wait any longer. I laid in bed, my daughter Nanako and Mimiko stood over me. They cried, not wanting me to leave. I closed my eyes, as they gave me the shot. So I could die peacefully. I woke up, and I saw the beach. I looked at myself, and I was young again. Then I heard a familiar voice. "Hey Suguru!" I looked up to see him. Satoru... I ran to him, hugged him as tightly as I could. But he disappeared. I was confused, I looked up, and I saw flames everywhere. This is not heaven. And after that, I never saw Satoru again as I burned in hell. 

The end!!! Thank you, as this is the last chapter! I am looking forward to making new fantics or anything else. Just give me a comment! Love you guys <3