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    Twelve months in a year. Twelve times Leon and Matthew make bad decisions. (And a few times they don’t)

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    Dean Winchester’s been camp manager of a science research station on the Alaskan tundra for thirteen years. Dean likes his job; fixing the camp trucks, troubleshooting the generators, keeping clueless undergrads and NSF bigwigs from walking into grizzly bears or getting lost in snowstorms — it’s all in a day’s work. It keeps him pretty busy, and this year his brother Sam's visiting too, so he's even busier. So it’s really not any of Dean’s business when some weirdo antisocial ornithologist sets up a tent a few miles away, a dark-haired blue-eyed guy who’s doing a “very long-term" study on birds or wings or something, and who never, ever takes off his big lumpy backpack. But then the new guy starts dropping by camp for coffee and... well, he’s not officially part of camp; he's not Dean’s responsibility; he’s really not Dean’s problem at all, but when a strange blizzard comes sweeping in, Dean gets worried and goes to check. Thing is, Dean's spent years in the sweeping vistas of the Arctic. He knows all about the midnight sun and the northern lights, the ice caves and avalanches, the rough-and-ready Haul Road truckers and the even rougher-and-readier wild animals. But even so, what he finds is much more than he bargained for.

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    Brett can’t figure Ekblad out, and he's not a man who runs headfirst into things without a solid sense of what he’s doing.

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    Going up to the NHL was supposed to be a new start. Everything would be different there.

    It wasn't quite that simple, but Aaron had help to figure it out.

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    ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 5 Stars
    Published by: Lucy Chen

    I would give Bradford’s Bakery 10 stars if I could, despite the unoriginal name and the grumpy owner, because it’s literally that good. I had a muffin and a pumpkin spice latte, and I’ve already reset my daily alarm ten minutes earlier so that I can go every morning.

    Bradford’s Bakery looks unassuming from the outside, but don't judge a book by its cover. Everything is handmade and delicious. The atmosphere is relaxing. The coffee is gold.

    +Bonus Star⭐️ - he makes dog friendly treats. I’m taking Kojo tomorrow morning.

    See you soon, Tim!

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    Lucy knows that here are a million reasons she shouldn't, starting with the fact that Tim Bradford is a complete and utter asshole, detouring sharply around the fact that she’s dating Nolan, and then ending with the fact that he’s her training officer, but when he pushes her up against the wall in the women’s locker room after slamming the door shut behind him, she finds herself giving in almost immediately.

    “You. Are. Infuriating,” he growls, and Lucy whimpers, rubbing her thighs together as a bolt of arousal surges through her body, lighting her on fire before settling in the pit of her stomach.

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    A retelling of Lucy's Rookie year in which she and Tim get together much sooner, but it's much more complicated and bumpy.

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    Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world asked by his employer as a desperate last resort to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a diagnosed OCD suffering from PTSD and agoraphobia, mysophobia, and dystychiphobia. Needless to say—he’s a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years. The only times Gabriel can see traces of the way his brother used to be is when he feels in control—specifically when he has control over a sub. However, due to his idiosyncrasies and paranoia, keeping a sub around has been impossible. Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.

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    Dean Winchester, hardworking medic, has two ways of coping with the demands of the job. One, he chats online with his anonymous best friend and fellow medic, FlyBoy83. Two, he’s a member of Black & Blue, a BDSM club where he subs twice a month. One night, he’s finally paired with a blue-eyed dom he’s been eyeing for months, a man he’s waited to call Master.

    Or, the story of how Dean and Castiel are online best friends who fuck each other senselessly in real life…and never even know it.

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    In a world where being dominant or submissive is part of your biology, Dean Winchester is a sub in trouble. Resistant to his submissive nature and the role society expects him to play, Dean fights against his body’s instincts until he’s sent to Purgatory—a high-class facility meant to train subs and help them find their perfect match. Skeptical and wary, Dean warms up to the program for one reason, and one reason only: his trainer, Castiel Novak. Castiel is the poster-boy of dominance, a workaholic outside the playroom, and probably the hottest Dom Dean has ever seen.

    As their bond becomes more passionate and profound, the boundaries between them blur and feelings begin to surface. But not everyone approves of their powerful connection…in fact, someone might just do anything to stop it in its tracks.

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    Dean Winchester is a young Omega working three jobs to support himself and his abusive, alcoholic father. His dream is to help his aunt and uncle send his brilliant little brother to college.

    One of the few bright spots for him is the job he works at a burger place called Mystery Spot, a restaurant owned by four Russian brothers that Sammy and Dean joke all the time is a front for a mafia. One day, however, when a man comes in and tries to kill Dean’s favorite Krushnic brother right in front of him, the Omega is forced to admit that maybe his running joke with Sammy isn’t too far off the mark.

    As Dean is thrown into the world of the Krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to Castiel Krushnic himself. The Alpha seems to harbor a strange soft spot for Dean, one that grows more obvious and more confusing by the day. Suddenly, Dean has to wonder why the kindest person in his life is a mafia boss, and why said mafia boss is so dead-set on taking care of him.

    It’ll take a very stubborn person to convince Dean he deserves that. It’s lucky Castiel Krushnic is a very stubborn man.

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    Funny how you can live in a neighborhood and not know your neighbors, the people who share the same roads, airspace, and hornet problems, the people you see every day. Castiel’s neighbors don’t really know him and haven’t tried to, which is just how he needs it to be to stay safe and alive. His new neighbor, though, throws a wrench into his foolproof plan — Dean Winchester, eternally cheerful, trusting, and handsome, wants to know him, wants to be close to him, wants to be more with him. Castiel is afraid… but when he’s with him, he feels safe and alive in a whole new way that seems more important and worthy than simply existing. But for Dean to really know him, he has to know Castiel’s past. Can Castiel open himself up? Will Dean stay once he knows?

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    Dean Winchester is a man who used to believe in foolish things: Wishes. Signs. True mates. He’s over all that now. Personal pain and messed-up biology cured him of those.

    And then in walks Castiel Novak, alpha extraordinaire, who smells like heaven and throws him into hell.

    Cas has always believed in true mates. He knows they exist—his family is full of them. He had his doubts about whether he’d have one himself, due to his biological “gift,” but when he meets Dean Winchester, his omega, it seems that destiny has finally smiled down on him.

    Too bad his true mate hates him.

    Forced by Dean’s medical complications to be together, Dean and Castiel must learn how to reconcile the past and the present, fate and choice, protection and sacrifice…before it’s too late.

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    Dean's been passing as a alpha for years, until a bar fight and his own father leaves him high and dry without his pills in jail. Since omegas have no autonomy he has to be placed in a home and trained up in the proper behavior of a polite omega. Thankfully he lands a great case worker that manages to get him into a traditional Japanese style school. Dean isn't pleased with this but since the only other option is a state run mental hospital he decides to go along with it until his father breaks him out.

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    Hiatus fic set after the S11 finale. Dean's alive, Sam's alive, they're going to get Cas from wherever he got zapped to, and everything's finally gonna be all right. Dean's on top of the world.

    A little voice in the back of his head is whispering "It's never that easy," but Dean ignores it.

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    Dean's life is finally changing. After years of enduring Alastair's abuse, the alpha dies and Dean's married off to the next alpha the system pairs him with - Castiel. The man is strange and distant, but not exactly bad, and Dean's determined to be on his best behavior and not mess up the chance he was given. Soon enough, though, he fucks up anyway and has to call the alpha for help.

    Castiel's lived his entire life without an omega by his side, and he was fine with that. He doesn't know how to proceed once he's suddenly married to a beautiful man who's obviously been through a lot. Omegas were always a confusing subject to him, so he tries not to interfere much - neither of them is there by their choice. But when Dean calls for help, he understands he's going to have to set some things straight and engage more.

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    Out on a business dinner, Castiel unwittingly ends up attending an Omega auction where he spots the most stunning Omega he’s ever seen, glaring down at them in chains.

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    The one where it feels as if Dean’s life is on hold, going from disappointment to disappointment, waiting for the inevitable fall. Only, this Alpha appears different somehow.

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    Castiel is years past healing from a mental breakdown that landed him in the hospital for several months, until a certain green-eyed heartbreaker somehow strolls back into his life and starts to bleed into every aspect of Cas' life that apparently wasn't as stable as he thought.
    Dean's just looking for safety; relief from the oppressive weight of his depression when he stumbles across a kind and genuine college student who just doesn't want to feel lonely anymore.
    Sam wants more than the complicated relationship he has with his brother, but after years of abuse and misunderstandings he's afraid that he and Dean will never be able to move past the things that tore them apart in the first place.
    Gabe wasn't trying to make things difficult for Castiel, but unfortunately Cas has the worst taste in men and in his defense, Dean is nothing like what Gabe was picturing.

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    In the years following his mother's death, Dean Winchester develops OCD as a way to cope with the loss. After more than a decade without a diagnosis, his symptoms grow more severe. And after the sudden death of John Winchester, Dean is left to cope by himself and Sam is forced to quit his undergrad in order to care for him. Ashamed of his shut-in life, and guilty that his little brother has become his caretaker, Dean seeks out therapy, and five years later, is holding down a full time job and can freely visit his favorite coffee shop to get a daily dose of Castiel, the (hot) hippie owner.

    Sam Winchester would do anything for his brother, but he is more than thrilled to finally be returning to school, even if he is a 23 year-old sophomore. It also helps that a certain smart mouthed TA is helping him get back into the groove. Of course, getting a good read on Gabriel is just about as easy as advanced Chemistry, and he's not so great at that, either. As the semester goes on, he gets the distinct impression that his orderly life is about to get messy.

    Chapter 04 now features art of Sam by my pal, Winchester-Reload! Brace yourself. It's incredible.

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    Castiel Novak is used to change. He's used to being the new kid in school. So when he moves with his family to the small town of Rail Pass, he doesn't expect things to be much different than the last three towns.
    But then he meets Dean Winchester, an aggressive fellow student who sees Castiel as the shiny new toy he and his friends get to mess with. Castiel has had his fair share of bullies in the past, but nothing like this. He's never felt this way about a bully, or anyone for that matter, before. Maybe something's wrong with him, that he could feel so attracted to someone who makes his everyday life hell.
    But then again, he sees the way Dean looks at him sometimes. And there's a lot more to Dean Winchester than meets the eye.

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    Driving down a deserted road in the Rocky Mountains, Castiel finds something unexpected: An omega. Not only an omega, but a naked, injured, pregnant omega.

    Dean doesn't talk much at first, but that doesn't change the brightness of his soul.

    It also doesn't stop Castiel from falling in love with him.

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    Chapters:
    34/34
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    3,147
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    14,288
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    3,717
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