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Lightning In A Bottle

Summary:

Collection of unrelated half cooked drabbles centering around Billy Batson.

I saw people dump their ideas on Ao3 so I decided to do the same, they are up for taking, anyone who wants to use them is free to do so, but if you do use them leave me a link so I can read it! ⚡⚡⚡

Chapter 1: Ancient Teenager

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William Batson was born in ancient Greece, he grew up in the streets alongside his siblings, he befriended a kid with the heart of a lion when he was 7, said kid shared his powers with Billy and his siblings when he was 10. 

When the kid died they tried to keep his father from doing something his son wouldn't agree of, in his anger, the man destroyed the whole place and almost killed them, Teth Adam was locked away as punishment, and the Champions were left hibernating as a last resort to save them, freezing them in time, their wounds healed, but aside from that their bodies were left unchanged.

Billy wakes up 5,000 years later in a strange world he doesn't recognize, all to fight the seven deadly sins, alone, the Wisdom of Solomon helps him navigate through this new and strange world. He absorbs all the knowledge he can from libraries, he rents an apartment using Captain Marvel to pose as his guardian, and he gets a part-time job at Whiz radio. 

He goes to school too with some help from the man he works for, sees it as a safe place to get more knowledge. And useful since he was initially the same age he was last he was awake. 13. 

He visits his siblings, misses them, he remembers the blood, the cries, the screams... He wonders what became of Teth Adam…Then, a year later, he joins the Justice League. He never tells them his identity nor anything about himself for that matter, he knows how children are viewed, they won't understand and they might kick him out, which he doesn't want to, they make him feel less alone, he doesn't want to lose that. 

He knows there's a lot of rumors regarding his origins, some of which are closer to the truth than some of them might realize, he doesn't tell them whether they are right or not, mainly because he has no idea how to explain such complicated things. 

Because how does he tells them that while he looks like a teenager and is a teenager in mind and all, he is centuries old? That while he looks like a teenager, he is older than all of them put together?

He finds good friends in the League though, but he can never forget about his siblings, one particularly bad day, a girl that looks too much like Darla for comfort dies, a street child that wouldn't be missed, and he can't handle it, he bolts off, ignoring his teammates calling, everything, as he comes to the Rock he touches around the Rock where Darla is at, he feels her energy, dormant but there, she is there, the relief is such he breaks down, crying as he falls awfully aware of how alone he is, he speaks in ancient Greek as he cries and begs for them to wake up, of how everything is so strange now, an alien world he no longer recognizes, he feels so alone, he doesn't understand anything, there were so many rules, do that, don't do that, speak, don't speak. 

And against his better judgement he ends up cursing at the wizard, calling for him, demanding answers he knows he will never get, the wizard has been silent ever since he woke up. 

"Why did you wake me up? Why only me? Why me? Didn't you once say that we were a team? Then why am I the only one awake? Teth Adam isn't anywhere to be seen, why am I awake? It's been two years since I put the seven deadly sins back into slumber, so with what purpose am I still awake? What do you want from me? What's the big idea? I have been on your every call since this whole mess began thousands of years ago. You promised they would wake up, but it's been two years, why haven't they woken up yet? Answer me dammit! Answer me....." 

He runs out of tears and is left curled into a ball, he falls asleep. 

All along unaware that the comm had been turned on and that the League had heard his meltdown. Diana understood every word crystal clear.

Billy stays at the Rock for a few days, magic makes the comm go away when he de-transforms, he tells Darla about how he got her a unicorn plushie, she had loved unicorns, she would have loved how many unicorn based things were out there, monumentally different from the real deal, but still unicorns, he buys things for his siblings sometimes, and he has several bunk beds, it was a lot, but between his job at Whiz radio and his translations from ancient Greek online… he had good money, and he wanted his siblings to have a home to come to when they woke. He kisses his hand and touches the rock where she is sealed at before finally leaving.

He wonders what is wrong with people as he walks into the Watchtower a week later, all happy and giddy as always, he is confused when Diana appears out of nowhere and hugs him, but he is never been one to turn down hugs, it made him feel less lonely, and it reminded him of Darla and her knack for hugging people. 

Diana was like a sister, she reminded him of Mary sometimes, so he hugs her back, confused but overjoyed. 

"Not that I mind, but why are we hugging?" 

He questions. She doesn't answer as she pulls back. 

"There's… something… come." 

He is confused, but he still nods as he follows after Diana, she leads him to the meeting room… where the others are at; Batman, Flash, Green Lantern, Superman, Aquaman and Cyborg. They all have that weird sad look on their faces… but why? 

"Uhm, what's wrong?" He asks, now a bit worried. "Is this about last week? I know I shouldn't have left like that and then gone silent for a week, it won't happen again, scout's honor." He told, raising his hand for more emphasis. 

"You left your comm on when you left."

Batman's words took a moment to register, and then Billy felt ice grip his stomach, oh shit, did he meant what he thought he meant? Their faces told him that yes, everyone had heard his embarrassing meltdown. He coughed, trying to appear unfazed. 

"Oh." Is all he says, because what is he suppose to say in this situation? 

"What do you meant by "only one awake"?"

Wonder Woman's question made him frown, he's never told them about his siblings, nothing, even if it wouldn't put them in danger for no one but him could enter the Rock Of Eternity it still made him anxious, I mean, he trusted the League, but he was paranoid when it came to that place, where his siblings were literally at in a very vulnerable state. But he guessed a little tidbit of truth wouldn't hurt… 

"I was… asleep, sort of, had been so for several decades, not sure how long, I was only awoken because the seven deadly sins had been released, I thought I would go back to sleep once that was dealt with, I didn't, there was originally another champion... he shared his powers with me and five others, there can only be seven, he gave his powers to someone called Teth Adam who was dying, he lost them, people took advantage of it and killed him... Teth Adam grew vengeful against those who killed him and refused to listen to reason… he destroyed the city in his rage, we tried to stop him, but we failed."

He bit back the pang of hurt at the reminder of the worst day of his life, the screams and the blood...

"We almost died from it, in a last attempt to save us the Wizard put us in a sort of hibernation state. All the wounds were gone when I woke up, but I was still the same age I was centuries ago, I began aging again after waking up. The wizard said that they would wake up given time, but it's been two years already and none of them has given any sign of waking up anytime soon."

He finished, looking down at his boots and frowning, he didn't want to talk about this. It was bad enough he had to live with that knowledge, he didn't need more people knowing and reminding him through pitiful looks.

"What's your relationship with these people?" Of course Batman would ask that, he bit his cheek, glaring at the floor, a knot burning at the back of his throat. The words burnt to speak. 

"The first champion was a good friend, Teth Adam was his father, the others... they were, are, my brothers and sisters."

 He corrected himself, they weren't dead, he didn't care if he had to wait for centuries, they weren't dead, if he woke up they could still wake up.

 

 

 

 


Billy could tell from a mile that ever since he told the League about his siblings, ever since his meltdown, something seemed to have shifted in their eyes, he couldn't pinpoint what, but something had definitely changed. At least it wasn't pity. 

And then, one day, while he steps into the Rock Of Eternity, he comes across something that freezes him.


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The League knew about Cap's siblings, knew of their current state, it was hateful and frustrating how there was nothing to be done about it, Zatanna had said there was nothing she could do against such strong magic, neither could Constantine. 

The Captain was still his cheerful self, smiling and goofing around as if nothing at all was wrong with the world. How did that man manage that? No one knew. But the reminders of his cries and pleas. The anger and the anguish. The desperation and desolation... it was still seared into their minds, sounds that might never quite fade from their minds.

It reminded a few of that quote of "People with big smiles hiding a lot of pain". He had said he would take the day off, so it came as a surprise to hear the sudden emergency alert coming from his comm. Batman was quick to pick it up. 

"Captain?"

"Batman?" The voice that came from the other end was undoubtedly Captain Marvel's, but his tone was smaller and much more vulnerable than anything Bruce's ever heard from the man, it strikes something inside him that he can't quite name.

"Yes, what's-?"

"She's here, her seal gave in, I don't know how, when I went there she was already there, but she didn't heal, she's not- she won't stop bleeding, I know you said before no one unauthorized was allowed in the Watchtower, but-"

"Marvel." Batman cut off, he didn't need more to know what those words meant, he could connect the dots within seconds. "What's your location?"

"I'm outside the Zeta tube from Fawcett City."

"Then get in."

And with that Batman cut the communication off in order to stand up, calling the others as he made his way towards the Zeta tubes.

The announcement of Marvel's arrival with the "guest" catching several people's attention, people Batman gave a glare to, right now, the last thing needed was a hoard of curious heroes.

As he arrived at the Zeta tubes he was met with Marvel, the man was carrying a woman with a very similar costume as his, the only difference being that hers had a skirt.

Chapter 2: Little Flame

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Hades is one of the big three, but unlike his siblings, he doesn't have dozens of children roaming around, he just has one,  an 11 year old halfblood boy with black hair and bright blue eyes, a boy by the name of William Batson. 

He let him be raised by his mother and step father until the age of 4 when his parents died as a tomb collapsed. Billy was taken in by his uncle Dudley, C.C.'s brother, but Hades went for him and took him to the Underworld with him. 

Billy was free to travel between world's, he visited his uncle and friends, kept going to school and living a relatively normal life, if one ignored that he lived in the Underworld, and his dog was Cerberus. 

At the age of 9 he became the Champion of Magic. 

And at the age of 10 he joined the Justice League, as months went on he heard the rising rumors, of him being thousands of years old, immortal, an alien and so on. He found them amusing. 

He became friends with Diana who called him her brother to his father's distaste. He did amazing at hiding who he was, he had a great life, a loving father, a loving step mother, great friends, his uncle, he was even working alongside his heroes. 

And then Batman caught sight of him using the key to open a portal to the Underworld, Diana recognized the key after Batman showed the suspicious activity to the other members. 

But why would he go to the Underworld? He did had powers of Gods, but none of which were from the Underworld. Diana knew her uncle to be quite reclusive, he was rarely seen, even more so these past few years, she had heard about his son, a halfblood, the first child from Olympus since her own birth thousands of years ago, she's never met him, but she heard the boy wasn't even a teenager yet, and that Hades was extremely overprotective of him, she's heard the other Gods speak about him, even her father seemed enamored with the little boy even though she knew he would never admit it to Hades' face. 

Diana did admit she was curious to meet him, she might not spend much time with her siblings and cousins, but she knew each and every single one of them, so it was a bit of a goal of hers to one day meet this little cousin, especially one so young, she loved kids, and she is heard that that one was as energetic as he was bright, she heard her father say once that he couldn't understand how the King of the Underwolrd had such a sunny child. 

Some of the Gods referred to him as either little lion or little lightning, the reason for the last one remained unknown to her, and still, it killed Diana to know this child. She had visited the Underworld several times, but Hades and Persephone had every time said that the boy was running around in the human realm. 

Point is. 

Hades was very picky with the living people he let into the Underworld, especially after his son was brought there, so why is the Captain going there? 

Next time the League sees him he stammered and ends up making excuses and running off. Several months later, the League is fighting a villain that can't be harmed, not even Superman and Captain Marvel can hurt it. 

A bomb from Batman shows fire can harm it, and so Billy does the only thing he can think of, he uses his powers, he breathes fire, what best fire there is than Hades' himself? Blue flames engulf the monster, Marvel's eyes glowing a burning blue as threads of blue flames dance around his hair. He is never breathed so much fire before, and once the monster is nothing but ashes he drops from the sky, vision going black. 

Last thing he remembers is strong yet gentle arms wrapping around him instead of the painful collision with the ground he had expected. 

Meanwhile, in the Watchtower, Wonder Woman is pacing around. 

"I don't understand, I'm sure those were Hades' flames, but the Captain has no reason to have them. The only one who can harness such flames is Hades himself, and his son, or so I have heard, I have never met him."

"Cap could be a demi-god, I mean, he fits the criteria, right?" Flash asks no one, it wouldn't be a stretch, one of the running theories was that the man was a demi-god much like Diana. A bit odd that of all possibilities it would be Hades God Of the Underworld. 

"Couldn't he be Hades' son?" Batman questions. This at least would explain the man's trip to the Underworld. Diana shook her head.

"That's impossible, Hades' son's still a child. And if the Captain were a demi-god I would know, he isn't." Diana told, all demi-gods had a distinctive scent.

Captain Marvel didn't.

But again, he usually smelt strongly of ozone, she couldn't really sense anything past her father's mark on him. If it wasn't because she had asked her father about it she would have genuinely thought Marvel was her actual brother.

He wasn't. Her father had been quite adamant about that.

So what was he?


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Billy wakes up with a groan, he sits up and looks around, he glanced at the clock on the wall and winced, shit, his father would not be pleased, he might be crawling up the walls wondering where he was. 

He was quick to leave the bed, but before he could even take a step forward the door opened, revealing several members of the League. He gives them a sheepish grin. 

"Did we win?"

"Yeah man, uh, thing's dust now."

"Good." Marvel lets his shoulders drop as relief floods in. That relief is short lived though, for now he is getting weird looks, some wary, others confused. 

"Since when can you breathe fire?" Batman's question makes him frown. Shit. Right. He did use that ability, not Captain Marvel's. But his. 

And as he glanced at Diana he bit his tongue, shit, he could tell she knew things she shouldn't, he hadn't wanted to use any of his powers because he had feared she would catch on, it had been hard enough to avoid her as it was. She would undoubtedly recognise the fire. Hades' fire, something no being on Earth could wield but Hades himself. And a certain someone. 

"Those were Hades'  flames, how is it possible?" He didn't answer. What the hell was he suppose to answer in this scenario? Thus, he stared at the floor.  

He hadn't wanted them to know his identity, at least not yet, he had wanted to wait until he was at least 17 or 18, hell even 15 at most, because 11 was not a good age for adults to trust him. He didn't want them to use kid gloves with him or for their friendship to become awkward. 

"You are him, aren't you?" Diana's voice made him wince. Shit. 

"I don't know what you are talking about, I should get going, it's late and I'm already fine so-." He tried to walk past them, but a hand grabbed his arm, a hand with a golden brace. He had no escape from this, did he? 

"What do you mean "him"?" Green Lantern questioned confused. 

"Hades' son."

"But you said he was a child." Billy made a face at the word, he knew he was a child, he didn't need people rubbing it on his face, he didn't had anything against being a child, just against how people treated him for it. 

He fred his arm from Diana and stepped back, like a bandaid, get it over with quickly and he could go home and sleep for the next week. 

"Yes, I am him. How? Transformation magic. It makes me look older than I am. Why didn't I tell you? Because I have been doing this for over a year before you asked me to join, and I am perfectly capable of pulling my weight and getting things done, my age is irrelevant, but you all would have still treated me with kid gloves, which I certainly don't need nor appreciate. I get it, I'm a "child", it doesn't mean you get to treat me as if I were stupid or a frail little thing who needs to be shielded from the world's horrors and whatnot. Even in my usual form I could very much beat several villains on my own. You can kick me out if you want, but I won't stop doing what I do, with your help or not, I will still do everything in my power to protect those who can't protect themselves, and I don't care if you are alright with it or not." Billy was quite sure that was the longest sentence he is ever said in his life without taking a breath. But he was afraid that if he took the breath he might lock up and be unable to say what he wanted to say. 

Silence filled the room, but he refused to back down, he would not run nor hide, father had taught him better than that. He would face the consequences with his head held high. 

"How old are you exactly?" Batman's question didn't have the heat Billy expected. It caught him a bit off guard. He hesitated for a moment before answering. 

"11." He ignored the sharp intake of breath and the horror in some faces. "Again, I'm young, not stupid nor frail."

"Show us." Billy didn't even need to be a genius to know what Batman was asking, he sighed, annoyed. 

"Fine, stand back." He told before taking a few steps back himself. And then he called the word. "Shazam!" Lightning struck down, and soon he felt the power leave, he did not like how he was suddenly barely waist level with everyone in the room. He was freakishly small for a 11 year old, hilarious because his father was almost as tall as his form of Captain Marvel. 

He wasn't quite sure how to feel about Diana coming to kneel before him. He could tell from a mile that she was just realizing the fact that they were biologically related.

"Captain?" Her voice is soft, her eyes searching. 

"You can call me Billy." He conceded, holding his hand out for a handshake, Diana took it.

"It's good to meet you Billy." Diana said, smiling warmly at the boy, resisting the urge to hug him. In this form, she could make it out, as Captain Marvel she could never make it out, he smelt like ozone and too much like her father in general. But like this... she could smell the ozone, yes, but she could also smell the Underworld's familiar reek of sulfur.

Hades' flames.

Even the bright blue eyes, how did she never notice his eyes were the exact same shade as Hades'? A shade of blue no human eye could ever aim to mimic?

Chapter 3: Stargirl And Captain Marvel

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Billy has been on the League for four years now. He is 16 and has recently found out that his crush of two years liked him back, so now he was dating Stargirl. They had agreed to keep their relationship as superheroes... at arm lengths, it would be creepy for a teenager to be too close with an "adult". 

And still, they mess up several times, the first time it happens Courtney comes from a mission completely exhausted, she plops down by his side, leaning against him and falling asleep almost immediately, he runs his fingers through her hair absently, watching her sleep, this before frowning as he catches sight of several cuts littering her arm, thus, he runs his hand down her arm, using his magic to heal the small cuts that litter her forearms.

He jumps out of his skin when someone clears their throat in a very uncomfortable fashion, and he looks up to be met with Superman who motions for him to follow him. The man gives him advice to not be too close with the teenager for some people could misunderstand, even if he tries to explain that all he was doing was healing her, Superman still gives him a very suspicious, very wary look.

Billy has no idea why.

The second time it happens, it's Flash and Green Lantern who pass him by the hall, Stargirl on his back, she had insisted on a piggyback ride while on their way to the cafeteria, she was animatedly telling him about her plans with Mary and some of her other friends for the night. He greets Flash and Green Lantern with one of his usual smiles, he is a bit confused when he is regarded with awkward greetings. This before Flash insists Stargirl comes with him because he wants to show her something. She pouts at the speedster, but she still agrees, Billy is left alone in the middle of the hall, feeling like he was missing something about the whole awkward interaction.

The fourth person that sees him is Wonder Woman, she sees him with his head dropped on Stargirl's shoulder, she is stroking his hair, asking him if he would want for her to call Victor to pick him up once he gets to Fawcett City, that way he wouldn't have to fly all the way home, he could even sneak a nap at the van. He hums. 

Diana refuses to see it with vile intent, she wants to believe the others are misreading things, Cap was generally a very physical person, and Stargirl obviously felt comfortable with the interaction, Diana's seen Stargirl's father not comment on her interactions with Cap, so she wants to believe nothing is amiss. Her brother was not a vile man. The League should know better than that. 

The fifth person who comes across an "odd" interaction between them, it is Batman, he sees the concerning footage of Stargirl kissing Marvel's cheek, innocent, but the way the man reacts to the kiss with a stupid grin is what leads him to call a meeting to confront the hero. 

Billy is very confused with everyone's weird looks, even more so at Stargirl sitting in a meeting room usually reserved for the original ones, but again, he's never been quite sure on the why he was also allowed in there when he wasn't really one of the first six let alone one of the first 20 heroes in the League.

Stargirl is sitting across from him between Superman and Wonder Woman, she looks as confused as he feels. Then Batman speaks. 

"I have called this meeting because there is a most delicate matter to discuss. We are heroes, we are meant to protect and do good, in here, we respect each other regardless of gender, age or race."

Billy was massively confused on where this was going, specially because everyone seemed somewhat uncomfortable and like they knew where this was going, where the hell was it going? 

Courtney gave him a questioning look to which he shrugged. Batman turned to look at him, a serious face Billy had to admit made his throat close as fear sparked at the pit of his stomach, why did it felt like he had evoked the man's anger? He didn't remember doing anything wrong. He hadn't skipped any duties and he had turned in his reports very diligently. So why- 

"Captain, you have been working with us for four years now, you are a friend of ours, it's because of this that you were given the benefit of the doubt. But I need an answer, what is your relationship with Stargirl?"

Billy's brain short circuited at Batman's words, he heard Courtney make a funny sound, as if she were equally caught off guard by this. Where did that question come from? 

"What are you talking about? We are friends, you know this, everyone does." Billy told, not sure what was expected of him. Batman narrows his eyes at him before putting on the footage of the security camera near the Zeta tubes. 

Of Stargirl kissing his cheek before disapearing into the Zeta tube. And his stupid dopey grin at it, Billy knew the gravity of the situation, but he still felt embarrassed over what was suppose to be a moment no one would ever see. He could swear he heard Courtney snicker. 

"Is this whole thing because of that?" Stargirl asked, seeing where this was going, she knew she shouldn't have been so careless, her dad had warned her to behave if she didn't want him to have a talk with Billy, about what? She had no idea.

But at the same time she could get an idea about it, and now... But she hadn't thought it was a big deal... plus, she didn't even need to act that much, she loved Billy, but being lovey dovey with him when he looked like he could be her dad was a bit gross. Now.... shit. 

"Yes, this is a serious matter, there are rumors, and if this gets out do you have any idea what that might do to our reputation? And our reputation isn't even the biggest concern here, the fact is that we can't have an adult having such relationship with a child, it's illegal and flat out wrong."

"I'm not a child!" Stargirl snaps before realizing what she just said, and that in her wording, she just admitted there was something between them. Shit. "I mean, in any case, I will be turning 18 in four months."

Billy gave her a pleading look and she wisely shut up, I mean, in any case too, if anyone was younger here, it was Billy, he was 16.

"That's beyond the point!" Superman snaps. "He is twice your age, you are twice her age, what are you thinking?" Superman said, turning to look at the man he thought he knew, even now, he couldn't still believe they were seriously having this conversation. 

Marvel sighed in what seemed like frustration, dragging his hands down his face. He then seemed to come to a conclusion. 

"Look, I know this looks bad, like, seriously bad, but I can explain."

"Explain? There's nothing to explain! She's 17, and you said you were thousands of years old, even in Atlantis below 18 is underage, a child."

Billy groaned at Aquaman's words. God, this was so not happening, he hadn't wanted for his identity to come out like this, but his reputation was at stake, he couldn't let them think he was some old perverted man who went after minors.

"I lied, alright?" He blurted out before he could regret it. 

"Cap-"

"I know what I'm doing." He cut off, giving Stargirl a look, yeah, he had admitted to her once that it terrified him to the core the idea of having to tell the League his identity, he's even had nightmares about it, but his reputation was at stake here, his integrity as a person, a hero and everything in between. He could deal with this. 

Courtney gave him a doubtful look before nodding. 

"You lied? About what exactly?" Batman asks, narrowing his eyes dangerously. Billy bit his cheek, shit, he really didn't want to say it... 

"I'm not a thousand years old nor was I born with these powers, I'm... I'm human." He didn't miss the several surprised looks, and before anyone could speak he went on. "I got these powers not even a year before you asked me to join, this is not even how I usually look like, the magic just enhances everything, kind of like how that Supergirl clone was aged up to be in her prime form? That's sort of how it's for me. That's why I never go into undercover missions nor have I revealed my identity. I wasn't really planning on doing it yet, but I don't really feel like being seen as a pervert who goes after little girls." 

"Little girl?! I'm older than you!" Stargirl protests. He made a face at her. 

"You know, it's kind of unfair how you call yourself older than me, but if I say it you go up and steal my fries."

She stuck her tongue out at him with a grin. 

"Wait, time out. What do you mean you are older than him?" Flash asked, not sure he was following. 

"I told you, this is not how I usually look like, I guess this would be how I would look like somewhere in the future, maybe not, who knows? Magic is weird man. But uhm, I'm actually 16. So, thecnically speaking, we aren't doing anything wrong. Her dad's seen my civilian form, he can tell you I'm not lying, he even met my parents."

Explaining his romantic life to the League wasn't something he ever thought he would have to do. He was regarded with several doubtful looks. He sighed, would he seriously have to do this? He groaned before standing up. 

"Alright, want proof? I can give you proof." And before anyone could ask what he would do. He called the word. "Shazam!" Lightning struck down, lights flickering.

And once the smoke had cleared, where the Captain had been standing at not even a few seconds ago, a young boy stood, dark hair, blue eyes and a red, gold and blue jacket, a Wonder Woman jacket.

"See? I'm 16, and I will be 17 in a few months, I have a perfectly reasonable and very legal age to be with her, now, can we please stop talking about this?" He almost begged, he was embarrassed enough as it was. He shouldn't have gotten out of bed today. 

The League for their side stared at him with several kinds of expressions. The most predominant one being shock. 

"You were 12." Superman's words caught him off guard. 

"What?" 

"You were 12 when you joined."

"So? Robin was 10, and don't tell me that's different because he was trained, Captain Marvel is indestructible even when a 12 year old was his host. You could say he was, is my full body armor. Why didn't I tell you? Because you would have put on your kid gloves and treated me like an idiot frail little thing who shouldn't be exposed to such horrors. Well, news flash, I have been seeing messed up shit since I was 7. And yes, my parents do know, they aren't exactly thrilled but they are coming around the idea. And I was gonna tell you, you know, when i was 18."

"Dude." Flash looked mortified.

"I don't see what's the big issue here." Stargirl said as the silence dragged on. "As he said, Robin was 10 when he started, so if age is the issue that's quite hypocritical of you. He learnt how to fight, eventually. And you know perfectly well that while he can be extremely immature he's never let any of you down nor messed up a mission. Either so, last I checked he could mop the floor with Superman, shouldn't keeping him on your side be your main goal instead of his age?"

Stargirl did have a point there, but this was so much more different than with Robin or any other underage superhero, because Captain Marvel had been exposed to things no child should be exposed to, he was sent to fight Superman several times, they had offered him alcohol, invitations to bars and Oliver's definitely not for kids parties, they had even played FMK, had spoken to him about things in their personal lives no child should ever have to hear, at. All.

No wonder he was always so uncomfortable and trying to get away from certain activities, like the parties, the bar invitations, the flirting and the R-rated game nights, he had escaped from most of them under the guise of having magical stuff to do, but not all of them.

Christ, Barry had tried to kiss him once during a truth or dare game, making the count, he had tried to kiss a fucking 13 year old. No wonder the Captain had scrambled off the couch and bolted to not be seen for the next following days, God, he felt like he might be sick, and like turning himself up to the cops, or to the FBI.

"The point of dividing the heroes between ages is so as to not expose them to certain things. Or like, if we knew your age, we would have been mindful of what we said and did around you." Green Lantern said.

"Well, if it makes you feel better, I could care less about any of that, I lived in the streets man, I have seen pretty messed up shit for a kid, doesn't faze me anymore." Billy knew that was the wrong thing to say the moment the League's faces fell, horror overtaking their expressions. "I don't live in the streets anymore, I have a foster family." He's quick to add, just in case Batman began making plans that would involve adoption papers, he knew the guy had a knack for adopting black haired kids with blue eyes.

He liked Batman, but he was not gonna let him adopt him, plus, he liked his current family thank you very much.

"And are you safe there? Happy?" Wonder Woman asks, eyeing the very worn out jacket and ratty sneakers, he seemed unharmed, and he didn't seem malnourished, but Diana's spent enough time in the world of men to know the kind of evil people were capable of, even now, she had a hard time believing people could be so vile towards children, even their own children or children meant to be under their care.

"Yes." His answer was genuine, so Diana let herself relax at that, she didn't care much about his age, he might be a teenager, but he had saved their lives a dozen times, and while he could be immature Diana would never hesitate to trust him with her life, he was reliable and one of the greatest man she's ever met, his age didn't change that.

She did felt a bit hurt that he had lied, but she could also understand why would he do it. 

"You said your parents know... why would they let you do this?" Superman asks, he doesn't seem happy.

"Because it doesn't matter what they say, I will still help people, they know it perfectly well, they don't like it, but they know they can't really stop me." Billy didn't mention the fact where he had once seriously considered giving up Captain Marvel when the Vasquez first found out, he had been terrified of the possibility of losing them, terrified of being thrown out, that they had had enough of him.

Of being left completely alone again.

Courtney had been the one to convince him to not do it, that he was over thinking too much, Rosa and Victor would never turn their backs on him, he knew that now.

"And you will really not stop? No matter what we say?" Superman asks, holding the boy's gaze, those eyes gave him the answer, this was a battle long lost, Clark knew that it didn't matter what he said, Captain Marvel would keep doing this, so the least he could do was make sure he didn't do it alone.

"No, though I might consider leaving if you start treating me like a child, I'm 16, not stupid nor frail, I have the literal power of Gods, one of which is the actual God of Wisdom." Billy stated, it would kill him to leave the League, but it would kill him more to have to watch them walk on eggshells around him and being subjected to a lesser treatment as if he were stupid or frail.

The sudden sound of a buzzing phone caught his attention, he pulled his phone out from his pocket.

Mama Rosa

"I have to answer this." He excused himself, giving Superman a pointed look before turning around and answering the call. "Yes?" He asked in a low enough voice to not be overheard.

Billy? Honey? Where are you at? Came Rosa's soft voice, the sound of a movie running in the background.

"I'm still at the Watchtower, had to deal with some stuff, will tell you later."

Are you alright? Why are you whispering? 

"I'm fine, don't worry."

... Alright, if you say so. I just wanted to let you know that dinner's almost ready. 

Right, one of their new rules was that unless he was on a space mission, he had to be there for all their meals.

"Alright, I will be there soon."

Chapter 4: The Last Champion

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William Batson was born in ancient Greece, he became the Champion at the tender age of 10. In a most fatidical battle with an enraged Black Adam gone terribly wrong, his siblings were slaughtered and he became fatally wounded, in a last attempt to save him he was put in an hibernating state.

So he is now centuries old, theoretically, but he still has his age of when he was put in "suspension" mode. 

15.

He was woken to fight the seven deadly sins, as he won, he was left to navigate a much too modern world, struggling to cope with the loss of his siblings that still feels too fresh for him and having to learn how to survive in a world he doesn't understand and where being under the age of 18 comes with dozens of dangers hiding behind masks of goodwill, but he is nothing if not determined. 

Then he joins the Justice League, several months after his apparition, it's convenient for he can stay at the Watchtower instead of the streets, he doesn't understand the modern world, and honestly? After that woman, a social worker? He had no idea what even that meant, but the woman had grabbed him and had insisted on helping him, he had let it happen to see how it went... not so good, she had put him in a house with a most hostile man, he had left after the man had beaten him for taking food without asking. 

He had been a slave in the past, he wasn't about to let anyone step over him anymore, he would never be afraid or defenseless, so he left. The Watchtower was better, he could eat lots and he got to hang out with Flash and Green Lantern, no one seemed too hung up on his explanation of wanting to live in the Watchtower over not mixing well with the modern world, plus, he could submerge himself in the computer, learning as much as he could about how things had changed. He likes it there, it helps him not think about the past. He was doing great...

Until a villain attacks his mind, bringing forward his worst memories to immobilize him, making him relive the feelings and sensations felt at the time. 

He sees his siblings be slaughtered, he can remember the taste of copper as he screamed until his throat was raw, desperated to transform, to break free from the binds and save them, but he couldn't, all he could do was watch as a spear decapitated Eugene before him, how Mary was stabbed through the heart, her blood splashing on his face, the impotence as he screamed trying to lift the rubber Freddie was trapped underneath before it crumbled and crushed him. How Darla's head was crushed, and Pedro's heart ripped out. He feels the blood pool in his mouth as a sword went right through his chest from behind. He turns to see Black Adam. A broken whisper as he meets the man's eyes. 

"Why?"  

This before dropping from the sky, lightning striking around him before the world went black.

Chapter 5: Sugar, Honey, Ice, Tea

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Billy is 16 and he really doesn't want to go home, he is much too tired to use a Zeta tube let alone walk to said Zeta tube, the mission had taken over 50 hours where he had to use his magic left and right, giving him not time to breathe at all, all in all his endless stamina seemed to have gone down the toilet, Batman calling a meeting isn't surprising, he is embarrassed but glad when Batman calls the meeting off after he faceplants on the table due exhaustion. 

He sends Rosa a text that he will be sleeping at the Watchtower before going to his room, there he de-transforms and passes out. He wakes up feeling like he still should sleep over several hours more, but he has school and he really doesn't want to miss it today, there was a math test today. 

He is half asleep so he isn't quite aware that he never returned to his Captain Marvel form. So he isn't sure what the deal with the confused looks he gets is, he wishes them good morning with a half smile and while he gets answers people look at him as if he were some unknown object. He drags himself to the cafeteria, snatching a bagel and a red bull from the fridge before sitting down on his usual spot, he stares at the ceiling as he chews, wondering how mad would Rosa be if she knew the kind of breakfast he was having, she would definitely team up with Darla and shove a ton of food at him, he didn't really find it annoying, it was the opposite, it always filled him with warmth to know he now had people who cared about him. 

So lost in thought he was he didn't notice the attention he had on himself. Of the heroes whispering about the kid with the red hoodie, wondering who he was, if he was a new hero from the Young Justice League, or if he was one of the Robins or young heroes who never took the mask off.

Billy for his side dawns the rest of the red bull before disposing of the can and setting out for the Zeta tubes, he would have made it had it not been for the sudden grip on his arm, he looked at the hand grabbing his own arm, an arm clad in golden scales, before looking up to be met with narrowed eyes. 

"How did you get here? You are not from the Young Justice." Aquaman's question made him frown. Of course he wasn't, what was his big idea? Yet, before he could answer he pulled Billy with him. "Doesn't matter, Batman will know what to do."

"What are you talking about?" Arthur ignores him and Billy is much too tired to argue, so he follows, Arthur leads him to the meeting room where the rest is at. Raised eyebrows come his way. 

"What's with the kid?"

"I caught him snooping around the Zeta tubes, he isn't from the Young Justice League nor is he ours." Aquaman's words took a moment to register, Billy felt ice crawl up his neck before any remaining sleep vanished, he looked down at his hand, his very small very normal hand, his arm had red, but that was the red jacket he was wearing, with a red shirt with Cap's lightning bolt, it had been a birthday gift from Rosa, her way of letting him know she was finally coming around this whole thing. He didn't usually wore his merchandise, but it had been her first gift to him since their argument about the whole Captain Marvel thing. 

So he wore it, a lot. 

Point was. He was fucked.

His attention snapped to the front when he felt a hand on his shoulder, he looked up and was met Superman. 

"Hey there son, how did-" Billy cut him off as he raised his hand infront of the man, this was not how he had wanted this to go, but he might go sick if Superman so much as spoke to him as if he were a stupid and clueless child. 

"Hold it. I'm not a child, well, not a random child. You know me, you all do, I didn't wanna fly back last night so I stayed here, I don't like sleeping in my other form, last time I did I broke the bed." He could see the gears turning at his last words, it was no secret how many beds he had broken, in his defense he had been still getting used to having an adult's body twice his size with super strength in a small room. 

And then. 

"Captain?" Finally Aquaman released his arm with a confused frown on his face. 

"Yes?"

"Are you- why are you- Is this like a power saving mode?" Flash's words made him frown. Should he go along with the lie? It wasn't like he was 11 anymore and panicking over being found out and kicked out. Stargirl was 16, Robin was 14 for God's sake. Cyborg was with the League and he was 18. Just two years older than him. He wouldn't be kicked out... right? Here came nothing. 

"No... it's not power saving mode. This is how I usually look like..." A pin drop could be heard. He grew nervous. 

"How old are you?" Superman did not sound happy. 

"16." He could tell from a mile several of them were taking count on that, and he winced at the realization in their faces. 

"You were 11 when we asked you to join?"

"So? Robin was 10 when he started, I don't see the issue. I know I lied, but you can't really tell me you would have let me stay if I had told you. I know you don't like child heroes, but even before I had these powers I have always been more kind of the kid who gets his ass kicked in an alley for helping someone than the kind to play at the park and cower and hide whenever there's trouble. And before you ask, I do go to school, I have passable grades and I do get to have a "normal" life doing stupid things like any teenager. I just happen to be a superhero too. And my parents do know, they found around two months ago, they aren't exactly thrilled but they are coming around it." He finished, holding their gazes and standing his ground, refusing to appear fazed with this. 

He was freaking out but no one had to know that. 

"Now, not that I'm escaping guys, but I should really get going, I have a test today and my mother's gonna spit fire if she knows I didn't take it because of Cap's affairs."

And with that Billy was quick to make a run for it in a not-escaping fashion. Thanking the Gods no one stopped him.


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"William Joseph Batson. Son to C.C. and Marilyn Batson. 16. Orphaned at the age of 4 after a tomb collapsed on his parents. He went into the system after his uncle claimed being unable to take care of him, was in over 15 different foster homes up until he was 7. There are no records of him after that. He was caught several times throughout the years for trespassing and minor thievery, but he never made it into the assigned foster homes. At the age of 13 he was finally caught after he tried to hack into the police database using the computer in one of the police cars. No charges were pressed with the condition that he agreed to be put in another foster home, he's been on the clear ever since."

Batman hadn't wasted time to use facial recognition to look up Captain Marvel, Superman had been quite insistent to know if he had been telling the truth regarding his age. Though Bruce had also done it to make sure Marvel wasn't using that as an excuse, even if it would make sense for him to be a teenager.

Would explain his behavior quite well.

Turns out he was real. Or at least that's how it seemed.

And if this was right... he joined the League when he was 11, the idea of the implication that he had been homeless at the time... it made some of them wonder if that had been the reason for him to take on the extra shifts left and right, or how he would take a lot of food with him, and it was no secret that he had liked to stay at the Watchtower during winter.

How did an 11 year old even survive for so long on the streets? 

Chapter 6: One Step At A Time

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Captain Marvel is very… indestructible. 

The same can't be said of Billy Batson, the bullies went too far and while they were hanging him out of the window they let him go, he broke his collarbone, injured his neck, broke several ribs and had a concussion. Had he been anyone else he would have died by falling head first from the third floor. 

On the bright side? The bullies got expelled and arrested for attempted homicide. 

On the not so bright side? He can't be Captain Marvel for he entered a comma, his brain too swollen, the doctors said he would wake up once the swelling subsided, but Rosa and Victor feel like they are living a nightmare. His siblings decide to take turns to watch the city because that's what Billy would want, they try to not engage with the Justice League no matter what. Billy once said that the less they know about his civilian life the best, with Batman no one could ever be too careful. 

But then Bolt gets captured by the League, because Captain Marvel has been missing for over a week and now there's suddenly very sketchy heroes with his powers who avoid them like the plague. 

Batman interrogates her, but Darla promised her siblings she wouldn't talk. But then Wonder Woman threatens to use her lasso and Darla breaks, because what if she told them Billy's name? Billy would understand. So she introduced herself. 

"I am Bolt, Captain Marvel is my brother, I don't have him kidnapped nor nothing of the likes, he is fine, he will be back once he heals. Until then we are to take turns to watch the city and help you if you need it. He didn't warn you because you can't exactly warn people about things you don't know will happen."

The League is flabbergasted, because Cap has a sister? Did that made the other ones his siblings too? How many did he have? Did that mean one of their heaviest hitters had several siblings with his exact same powers and none of them was ever the wiser? And what did she mean by heal? Cap had been thrown into buildings and smashed around by aliens and he always came out without a scratch. Not even Batman knew his weakness. 

So what the hell had hurt him? 

"Heal? Is he hurt? Where's his comm? Why didn't he say anything?" Wonder Woman questions worriedly. Bolt seems hesitant to answer. 

"He can't use his comm right now, and the rest… I promised I wouldn't tell, but it's…, he will be fine. You don't need to worry."

"What do you mean by he can't use it?"

Silence. 

"Can I ask how did he got hurt?" Batman asks. Bolt stares at him, she knew Billy wouldn't want her to tell them, but they looked very worried, and confused, a little bit of truth to let them understand wouldn't hurt. Right? 

And if Billy didn't wake up- no, he would wake up. He had to wake up. 

"This... form, it's not our own, this is an alternate form made of magic , Eu- uh, Stormbreaker believes it's the magic's way of pushing our bodies to fit a prime version of ourselves. Our actual appearances look completely different from our hero persona, in our regular form, we don't have any powers or abilities, we might be a bit more resistant than a regular human, but we aren't indestructible nor really any more powerful than a regular human. Captain Marvel was hurt while in this form and… he hasn't woken up yet."

She heard someone suck in a sharp breath, but she didn't knew who, she was now looking at her shaking hands, she curled her fingers into a fist, saying it out loud felt so real it made her feel like she couldn't breathe. Because it's been over a week and Billy hasn't woken up. His brain wasn't swollen anymore, she had heard her parents talking about it. 

"What do you mean he hasn't woken up? How..?" Darla didn't answer, she felt sick whenever she thought of what happened, she had seen it, the whole school had seen it, and her parents had gotten into some legal stuff she didn't understand because apparently some kids had recorded it and put it on YouTube.

Why would anyone do such horrible thing? She had no idea, she remembers the blood, the sound of his body hitting the floor, even if Pedro had kept her away she had heard his whimpers, the labored breathing, she remembers Mary's desperated voice, Freddy's terror, she remembers it as if it were yesterday. 

And she feels even sicker because it all had been her fault, if she hadn't shouted at them they wouldn't have pushed her, and if they hadn't pushed her Billy wouldn't have tripped them into the trashcan infront of the whole school. 

"There's these two … people, they have always been horrible with everyone around them, because of certain events Captain Marvel retaliated… they felt humiliated by the way he retaliated, Captain Marvel's… other form isn't anywhere near as intimidating or powerful as his hero one. He is faster than average but they got him when he was less expecting it… And they were two, they hung him out of the window from the third floor, they say they didn't meant to let him go, but I was there, I saw it, it wasn't an accident, they tried to kill him. And they would have succeeded had he been anyone else."

Silence filled the room. Captain Marvel has never been hurt, not even a scratch, no one could have ever imagined he had a more… vulnerable form. Or that they would find out about it like this. The idea that someone had tried to kill him… it made their blood boil. 

"Where are these perpetrators?" Batman questions, face neutral, but his voice held pure badly concealed rage. 

"They got arrested."

"And is the Captain alright?"

"Yes, he is out of danger, the doctors said he might wake up soon." Bolt leaves after that. The League comes across several of Cap's siblings. There's Voltage, he had a blue version of Cap's costume, he's extremely talkative, will make over a dozen questions per minute, he seemed like the fanboy type, quite the interesting one. 

There was also Duke, he had a green costume, and for someone who looked extremely intimidating the man barely spoke and would look like he wanted to be anywhere but there after a battle was done, he was, oddly enough, seemingly the shy type. 

Then there was Stormbreaker, he had a grey costume, he was similar to Cap, he was all over the place, excited at everything and actually smart enough to give Batman a run for his money. 

And then there was Miss Marvel, she had the exact same costume as Cap, just the female version with a skirt. And after Flash had made a joke of her name, the team had found out Miss Marvel was actually Cap's biological sister. 

And then the heroes stop appearing, it worries the League to the core, because last they heard, Cap was yet to wake up even two weeks later. Had something happened? 

And then Miss Marvel appears… with his comm. Horror fills the room as she places it on the table. She is quick to read the room and realize her mistake. 

"He woke up." She informs. That at least seems to appease them, but confusion settles in. 

"Then why-"

"Because of certain events out of his control he can no longer be Captain Marvel, at least not for now, he's asked me to tell you to save it for him, it's best if he doesn't see it for it will just remind him of what he can't do. But he promises to come back, it might take weeks, months, or more, but if you are willing to wait for him, he will come back."

"We will. But what exactly happened?"

Miss Marvel made a face. 

"I'm sorry, but that's not something I can share with you, it's a personal matter. But don't worry, we will go back to helping you in his place."

Two months later and the League had grown used to working with Cap's siblings. Batman had to admit he liked Stormbreaker, he could a bit of a headache, but he had to admit the guy was freakishly smart with technology. 

Flash and Hal found a friend in Voltage who kind of reminded them of Marvel. 

Wonder Woman was quite enjoying her relationship with Miss Marvel and Bolt, Cap was like her brother, so befriending any of his siblings was always great, but something about befriending Cap's sisters felt different. Warm. 

Bolt befriends Flash and to everyone's surprise, Aquaman, the man seems to develop a soft spot for her. 

Superman finds a friend in Duke, the man is quiet and a bit shy, but he had a love for sparing and once he warmed up to him he was easy to talk to. 

The League gets constant updates on Cap through the siblings, he was getting better, at one point, Miss Marvel calls a meeting, she had been given permission to disclose Marvel's condition after recent progress. The accident had left him with a paralysis from the waist down, he's been going to therapy, and he was quite stubborn and very adamant about it all, recently, he had managed to take several steps on his own, not for too long, but it was a massive progress from how he couldn't even move his toes before. 

The League is both relieved and horrified to learn this. And then, not even a week after, a fight with a villain leads to Miss Marvel calling lightning upon the monster attacking, she dropped from the sky, Superman barely had any time to catch her, the League is quite confused and horrified to see the teenager.

Mary isn't sure what to say, Billy was not gonna be happy. 

"We should get this to the Watchtower." Batman says as she tries to sneak away while they are too busy talking to the cleaning crew, Wonder Woman grabbing her arm before she can sneak away. Mary sighs in defeat. She sits in the meeting room.

"Bolt told us about the more vulnerable form, de-powered. Is this yours?" Superman does not sound happy. She sighs, God, Billy was gonna have an aneurysm. 

"No, I mean, yes… uh, this is actually how I usually look like, the magic makes me look older, kind of to showcase a prime form I guess? We are still working on the why." She didn't realize what she said until someone sucked in a sharp breath. 

"You are Cap's sister." Mary winced at Flash's words, it seemed like the man had definitely put two and two together. 

"How old are you?" Superman questions. He still doesn't sound happy. 

"17, I will be 18 in a few months."

"What about Cap? Is he a kid too?" 

Mary didn't answer. But she didn't need to, her silence said it all. 

"Look, I get it, you have all the right to be mad for the lies, I know you don't like the idea of children fighting monsters and what not. But we are not regular children, even if you decide to kick him out of the League you can be damn sure he will still be helping people as he always did even before joining the League. Just that this time he will be doing it without backup."

Mary made a point at jabbing that last part at them, certainly those last words would make them see how it would be logical and best to let Billy stay.

"Besides, isn't Robin 12? What about the Young Justice? Teen Titans? It would be a bit hypocritical to kick him out because of his age, you might not know this, but he can be painfully stubborn when he wants to be, and I tell you, this Captain Marvel thing is definitely something he would fight tooth and nail to keep, even before he was Captain Marvel he was already fighting to protect anyone he saw in need of help. Got his ass kicked several times, but that never stopped him."

The League didn't answer for a long moment. All of them having different opinions on the matter. It was hard to believe Cap was a kid, how old was he even? And at the same time, it explained his childish behavior and innocent persona. And this whole situation made even more horrifying the fact that someone had tried to kill a child. 

"These people Bolt spoke of before, the ones who hurt him, where are they?" Batman questions, narrowing his eyes.

"Prison. And I hope they rot there." She snaps bitterly, crossing her arms over her chest, those bastards had tried to run Freddie over several times, had harassed him left and right regardless of Victor and Rosa's endless talks with the principal. The last straw had been them pushing Darla and then dropping Billy down that window. 

She could still remember the blood, even now whenever she saw him she couldn't help but hug him, hug him if that meant it could quell the gawning horror of how close she had been from losing him after finally finding him after so long.

 

 

 


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The League had come to the agreement that Cap would stay in the League, Miss Marvel had been right, he was one of their strongest, and it was best to have him surrounded with adults who could help him than him doing this alone. They haven't seen any of the Marvels this week, so it came as a surprise when the Zeta tube announced a name they haven't heard in a while. 

Captain Marvel. 

The team was quick to run up to the Zeta tube. And still, instead of the big man, a teenager is what met them, a teenager much younger than Miss Marvel with black hair and familiar blue eyes, he was wearing a Superman hoodie and Batman themed sweatpants alongside Flash slippers of all things possible, he was holding crutches filled with dozens of glittery stickers and looking quite disheveled. He gave them a nervous yet awfully familiar smile. 

"Hi." He greeted them. Diana was the first one to react as she walked up to him, he looked awfully young, maybe between the ages of 14 or 15, Miss Marvel had said she was the oldest of the bunch, meant anything was possible considering she was 17, but seeing it... God. 

"Can I hug you?" She questions, he never refused her hugs, but she feels like she should ask when he looks so... small. He gives her a short nod and she doesn't wait any longer, wrapping her arms around him, careful with her strenght and his crutches. She pulls back to look down at him, aside from the crutches he looked perfectly fine, but it didn't took a genius to know that a human, magic or not, wouldn't come out unscathed from a fall from a third floor.

And while it was confirmed that the fall had almost rendered him unable to walk, she knew there must have been lots of broken bones too, and a lot of blood, it's enough to make her pull him back into another hug. She's never seen him bleed nor get hurt, she had spared with him several times, using all her strength for he was one of the few people capable of taking her strength full on without breaking a sweat. 

The idea that behind all that mountain of a man was a very human very frail young boy... God, it made something in her burn over the idea of anyone hurting him, young or not, he was one of the greatest men she's ever met, loyal and noble.

A great friend, and her brother.

"Diana, I missed you too, but I would really like to breathe again, if it's not much asking." Came the muffled half amused voice as he patted her back.
 She was quick to release him.

"My apologies."

"It's alright." He assured with a smile.

After that Flash also took it to hug him, and so did Superman, and Green Lanter Lantern. Aquaman and Batman chose to pat his shoulder instead, which Billy was more than fine with, he felt weird enough as it was by being here looking as he was. He was then brought to the meeting room where he tried to not protest at Superman pulling his chair out for him.

"How are you feeling?" Batman questioned once everyone was seated.

"Fine. I'm sorry it took so long to come, I wanted to come sooner but I had a hard time getting everyone to stop hovering."

"Is that why you are wearing pajamas?"

"These aren't mine, they are my brother's, we switched clothes so they would think I was still in bed." Billy said, fighting back the heat in his face, because God, wearing pajamas with his co-worker's logos was not how he had wanted the first impression with this face to go. 

"Did you just admit to having sneaked out?" Green Lantern asked bewildered. Billy shrugged. 

"Irrelevant, I don't need a babysitter, I'm perfectly fine."

"You do realize it's well past midnight, right?"

"So? I don't have a curfew." Well, that wasnt exactly true, but Billy wasn't about to discuss the terms and conditions of his curfew.

"That's not the point, you shouldn't be outside at this hour, at least not in your current state." Flash is quick to add at the raised eyebrow he got."What if you got mugged on the way here? Not to be insensitive man, but you aren't exactly in fighting or running shape for that matter."

"What makes you think I'm defenseless right now?"

At their looks Billy rolled his eyes before bringing his hands up, rubbing them together for a moment and grinning in triumph as energy crackled, he then pulled his hands apart, just enough to show a rope of bright crackling lightning connected between his hands.

"You have your powers?" Flash asked in wonder. Billy made the lightning disappear.

"Kind of, they aren't as strong as when I'm Marvel, but they are pretty useful. So, not defenseless." He stated with a smirk.

"How old are you?" Superman asked after a moment.

"...15."

Christ.

"Are you all... how old are you all?"

"... Voltage and Duke are 15 too...."

"What about Stormbreaker and Bolt?" The League didn't felt at ease when their answer was a grimace from the Cap.

"Stormbreaker just turned 12 last week and Bolt... she's 9..."

A pin drop could be heard.

"Please tell me you are kidding." Flash's request was met with a shrug.

"Look, I know it's... not quite something easy to ignore. But it's what it's. I didn't ask for these powers, but that doesn't mean I won't use them to do good if I can. My siblings... they don't really do much hero work, except Voltage, he likes sneaking around and thinking I don't know."

Which Billy did knew, he just let Freddie think he didn't.

"But the others usually take action when it's a seriously dire situation. And we usually keep Bolt away from fights, not that that's a problem, she doesn't like violence anyways. Point is, we are not stupid, we know what we are doing. Also, correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't Robin 10 when he first started? Bolt is just a year younger. Stormbreaker is usually too busy at the Rock Of Eternity anyways, so he rarely fights. The rest of us are very much the same age as half of the Teen Titans and the Young Justice."

"Your age isn't the problem, the lies are." Superman said, Billy gave him a look.

"I didn't lie, all of you told me that I didn't have to tell you my identity if I didn't want to, so I didn't. But now that you know my age suddenly it matters? Why? Because I'm 15?"

He did had a point there.

"If we had known your age we would have been careful with the things we did and said infront of you. There are things you really shouldn't have to have been exposed to."

Like the alcohol offers, the sex talks, the R-rated game nights, and snickering at the occasional hero who flirted with him and made him look like he wanted to be anywhere but there.

"I lived in the streets for years, I have seen and heard a lot of messed up shit, doesn't faze me anymore." Billy knew that was the wrong thing to say when the League's face fell, horror on their expressions.

"It still doesn't make it okay." Superman said. Billy sighed.

"Fine, but if you won't be kicking me out, I want you to promise something, if you can't, I will leave." Because while it would rip him apart to leave the Justice League he would feel worse if things were to change.

"What is it?"

"I don't want you to keep me away from missions because of my age, nor do I want you to treat me like a child, I'm 15, not stupid nor frail. I also don't want you to protect me in battles all the time, I can hold my own and I refuse to have anyone acting as my babysitter. If you think you can't do it, then there's no reason for me to stay in a team who won't let me do anything, not even fight."

Even if he said that with a serious voice his hands were shaking on his lap. Fear of losing his friends, his family. Because whether he admitted it or not the League had become like a family to him too. He didn't think he would be able to take their rejection, the loss of respect as they all started to see him as nothing but a child to be protected instead of their equal.

He didn't want to lose any of it.

Silence reigned in the room for a while and he felt his throat close, but he refused to look down or let weakness show. He wasn't about to give them more reasons to think he had to be protected. 

"I don't have a problem with it. You have proven to be quite the capable warrior, I won't interfere in how you handle things." Wonder Woman was the first to break the silence, she was giving him a firm look, genuine truth in her words. Billy felt himself relax a bit at that.

"You are like a Wizardy Superman, I know you don't need a babysitter, if anyone here needs a babysitter at all that would be Barry and Hal." Aquaman stated.

"Hey!" Lantern and Flash protested in unison. Billy smirked.

Chapter 7: The Marvels

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The League knows about the Marvels, they have had several encounters with one or two of them, they also knew that unlike Cap, they weren't full time heroes, they rarely made appearances, Cap never elaborated on that and had been very adamant about not wanting them in the League nor anywhere near any of the most taxing missions. 

Point is, one day, Cap is nowhere to be seen, but Bolt is there… she gets hit by magic while fighting on air, the League is horrified at the sight of a child dropping from the sky, Superman catches her, at first, the League thinks she might have been De-Aged, but her eyes say a completely different story. The group is horrified to learn a child has been fighting alongside them, in disbelief that Cap would seriously put a child in such danger. No wonder she was always so… child-like, and why he was so adamant about keeping anyone from the Marvels away, particularly Bolt. 

She refuses to answer their questions, staying stubbornly quiet, won't say her name nor anything for that matter. 

Cap ends up turning up and Darla doesn't hesitate to bolt for him, throwing her arms around his leg and apologizing. As she starts sobbing Billy is quick to kneel before her, trying to comfort her.

"Hey, hey, it's alright, I'm not mad, it wasn't your fault, you didn't do anything wrong." He assures her, seeing her on TV had been horrifying, it had been too pixeled to make out, but to those who knew about the transformation... lightning was never a good thing when in hero form. 

At least Superman had saved her, he knew the League would have questions, but his top priority had been getting to Darla and make sure she was okay. She had stopped crying now, he wiped away her tears. 

"Are you okay?" He asks at last. A short nod. "Does anything hurts?" He asks again, looking her up and down, she doesn't seem hurt, which good, he didn't knew what would he do if she was hurt, their hero form might be indestructible, their actual bodies? Not so much. 

"No, I'm unharmed." He felt relief wash over, good God thanks, his heartbeat could now start falling back into a less of a marathon beat. Now. He grabbed her shoulders, giving her a serious look. 

"Why were you there? We have told you before, if we are not there, or if there's a giant spaceship or a crazy wizard involved, you should run, not fight."

"I know, I'm sorry. I won't do it again." He gave her a look, but he could never stay mad at her, thus, he pulled her into a hug, sometimes, he almost felt regretful of having let her keep her powers, he was no one to talk on ages, but Darla was so full of innocence, so young, she saw the world with such bright colors... but her love of helping people kept him from ever actually taking her powers away. 

Plus, it was comforting to know she had an indestructible form in which she would never be harmed. A form she could use to protect herself. A form to keep her safe.

"Please don't do that ever again." He whispered, low enough to not be heard, he felt her small arms wrap around his neck.

"I won't, I'm really sorry."

"I know." But it still didn't make him feel any better. Because she could have died, he had finally found a family, a good one after so many years of disappointment, abandonment, loneliness and pain, and every single day he spent it living terrified of the idea of losing it.

The sudden clearing of a throat caught his attention, right, the League, but right now he didn't want to talk to them, not when he knew the kind of mess of a conversation that was coming, he was still shaking, still felt sick over the fact that he almost lost his sister. Right now all he wanted was to take her home and let her drag him to another tea party with snicker tea, glittery tiaras and dancing, hell, he would even let her paint his fingernails and put stickers on his Captain Marvel's cape.

Thus, he picked her up before smoothly standing up.

"I'm sorry, I know you have questions, but can we do this another day? I would really like to take her home now." He didn't really look at them, he didn't think he could deal with whatever looks they might have on them now, he had never felt more like Billy as Captain Marvel than he did now. All he wanted was to take Darla home and forget this day ever happened.

"Of course Captain." Wonder Woman was the one who spoke, and that's all he needed to turn around and leave. Darla for her side peeked from behind her brother's shoulder, waving goodbye at the League, she hoped Billy didn't get in any trouble.

Chapter 8: Little White Lies

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Billy breaks his arm, and while Marvel would be unharmed if he turned, once he switched back his arm would be in even worse shape due the transformation, so he gives the green light to his siblings, Fawcett City needs protection and the League needs Marvel for monitor duty, meetings and whatnot, he does warn them to behave, upon vote Mary would be the one to go first, she was both the eldest and the most level headed.

Needles to say, the League is caught off guard at the arrival of a complete stranger.

"Cap?" Flash is flabbergasted as the unknown woman walks in, she was unfamiliar, but she wore a very familiar red suit, just a female version of it.

"No, my name is Miss Marvel, Captain Marvel is my brother, he's indisposed for the time being, but he was very insistent on this meeting being important, so I came in his place." Mary was not surprised by the increased wariness and narrowed eyes.

"Why did he not inform us of this beforehand?" Batman questions.

"His comm broke, but he did ask me to give this to you." Mary said, pulling the letter Billy had given to her earlier, he had told her to give it to Batman, so she held it in the Gothamite's direction. 

Batman for his side snatched the letter, opening it, he immediately recognized Marvel's familiar scribbles.

"Mr. Batman, sir, I apologize beforehand for any mishaps, I'm currently in a not so ideal state. I write this to inform you that Fawcett City will be temporarily watched over by my siblings, and if you allow it, I would like to ask for them to be able to assist to the meetings in my place so they can relay the information back to me. They will also assist you and the League in my place until I can return. 

PS: They have my same powers, in a way, so they will be able to help you as I would."

Batman frowned as he finished reading, passing the letter to Superman, Diana by his side leaning over to take a peek at the letter. 

Since when did Marvel have siblings? And with his same powers? Batman didn't know how to feel about one of their heaviest hitters having multiple siblings with his same powers. How many were there? Were they as indestructible and as powerful as Marvel? He didn't like this new discovery, to think there had been many other powerful beings out there he had been unaware of... 

"How many of you are there? Is it true you share his same powers?" Batman questions.

"We are five, and our powers... it kind of depends on who it's. Like, Bolt is the fastest of the five, Duke is the strongest, Voltage is the best at flying, Stormbreaker is the best at controlling lightning and I'm the best fighter."

"How did we not know of you?" Green Lantern asks in confusion, Captain Marvel was extremely popular at Fawcett City, they would have surely known if there were multiple heroes there.

"Well... we don't really do much hero stuff, our powers come from Marvel, means he is weaker when we are all transformed, so we usually leave the hero stuff to him." She didn't mention the fact that Freddie loved sneaking around to do hero stuff on his own, half of the time ending in disaster.

"He can share his powers?" Batman asked, this was new, he did not know this, was there a limit to the amount of people he could share his powers with? Requisites? How did he even do that? Through a spell? A ritual? God, he hated magic.

"Yeah, kind of, but it's just the five of us. He can't do it anymore." The staff had broken.

"What exactly happened to him?" Wonder Woman questioned, Mary knew it wouldn't be so easy to make them not ask about the why Marvel wasn't here, especially Wonder Woman, Billy did said the woman considered Marvel a brother because of their connection to Zeus, meant she was a bit overprotective. Mary did admit she found it comforting to know her brother had people who cared about him.

Still.

She couldn't tell the truth, Captain Marvel had been smashed into buildings and thrown around like a rag doll and come out unscathed. The League would want to know how did he broke his arm.

She couldn't exactly tell them he broke it after falling down the stairs at the Rock Of Eternity during a nerf gun fight.

But she couldn't lie either, Billy told her Superman, Batman and Wonder Woman could sniff lies from miles.

Thus.

She went with a half truth.

"He broke his arm during a fight against several other magic users." Not a lie, but not truth either, she just told it out of context. It was a fight... with nerd guns... and it had been against several magic users... their siblings.

She forgot one crucial fact.

A broken arm should keep him from fights, but not meetings and other not-fight related stuff.

She knew the League was surprised at the revelation, but also confused on the reason a broken arm would keep him from coming. Shit.

"Our injuries are a bit complex. We don't get injured much, but when we do our magic kind of acts weird, he thought it would be safer to not walk around like that and risk turning someone into a frog or something."

Again, not a lie. Cut wounds on their hero forms glowed as if their insides were made of light, it made electronic devices malfunction and made energy in general crackle around them.

 

 

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The League spent a week meeting Marvel's siblings. Miss Marvel had turned out to be the apparent adult of the bunch, in a matter of speaking, she was the most mature one, she paid attention and took notes during meetings. Flash had been the one to get out of her the fact that she was Captain Marvel's older sister.

Then there was Voltage, he was... something. He had a blue suit and was quite similar to Marvel in the energetic and almost childish behavior. He had asked for their autographs first thing first. And he would make dozens of questions per minute, questioning people's powers and abilities, making several from the Justice League learn of things about themselves they had never questioned before. It didn't went unnoticed how he seemed to wield a particular favoritism with Superman.

Duke was the complete opposite, he had a green suit, and while the man was a mountain he had been quite quiet and withdrawn during their first interactions, he had eventually opened up, the man had a particular liking for sparing, seemed particular fond of monitor duty, half of the League suspected it was because he got to roam around without all eyes on him.

Stormbreaker though... he had a grey suit, that one was very... interesting, he could give Batman a run for his money when it came to anything technology related, had quite a colorful vocabulary too, he didn't pay much attention, but somehow, he always knew what was being discussed, was very observant too.

And then there was Bolt, she was a completely different issue altogether, she had a purple suit, and she could give Captain Marvel a run for his money on the cheerful department, she was always all over the place, always excited, always smiling, there was an innocence to her that no one could quite explain, and she had left very clear she did not like violence. 

It hadn't taken the League much to figure out that the bunch might not quite be related, but as Batman had said, blood didn't make a family.

They had had more than one of them at the same time in the Watchtower, they certainly acted like siblings, Miss Marvel undoubtedly the voice of reason. For some reason every one of them seemed particularly protective of Bolt, the League reasoned she might be the youngest of the bunch.

Chapter 9: Lightning

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Captain Marvel is cheerful, a bit childish and at times even a bit of an airhead. Or the time the Justice League was reminded of the true power of one of their heaviest hitters.



 

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The League had been fighting a beast of some kind for the past several hours, a beast that seemed to be capable of holding its ground against the League, half of the city had already been leveled, thankfully, the civilians had already been evacuated.

Marvel growled as removed himself from the crater on the ground the beast had knocked him into, he was becoming much too tired of this endless fight.

-Guys! I think it might be weak against electricity, I just hit it with lightning on its hind leg and its skin melted, like, seriously melted!- Flash's voice came from the comm, making Marvel frown, resisting the urge to hit himself on the face, of course! The one time he decided to not use his lightning a monster weak against it decided to turn up.

He stood up from the rubber with renewed determination.

-I think I can help with that. You should all stand back, this is about to get very... electrifying.- He told through the comm, grinning at his own joke, grinning even more as he heard Aquaman's huff, he could almost see the atlantean rolling his eyes at him.

-Alright, Cap, it's all yours.- Came Superman's voice. Marvel grinned before setting off, flying up to the sky, high enough to get a full picture of the creature, he grimaced at the state of the city, that was gonna take a lot of money.

He then brought his hands up, taking in a deep breath.

And then he latched onto Zeus' power, onto his connection with lightning, and he pulled on it, the sky turning an angry grey color as wind picked up, howling angrily, energy crackling wildly around him, thunder rumbling above as small sparks of lightning began splitting the skies like whiplashes of energy. His eyes lit up with blazing energy as he focused as much energy as he could on one spot, to those who might be seeing the spectacle, a figure takes form behind him, an eldritch being of golden light and glowing eyes, it looms over him like a titanic and horrifying spectre.

The beast underneath him looked up at him, snarling at him from the ground.

That's when he opened his mouth, and with a booming voice that held slivers of Zeus' own howls he called upon the lightning.

-SHAZAM!

A thunderous bolt of lightning split the skies open, striking right through him and down onto the creature, blazing light litting the whole city up as the few remaining windows explode into a million pieces of showering glass.

Billy dropped from the sky, taking in a deep breath and taking advantage of the shower of lights from the creature bursting to shout once again.

-Shazam!

Lightning strikes back, all in time for him to crash onto the ground, not as a human, but as Captain Marvel, a giant crater being left behind, the sky is rapidly clearing above him, he was shaking at the wild energy still rushing through his veins, fingers digging onto the dirt beneath him, breathing quick as he fights against the energy, he had known he could do that, Thavma had told him, but he had never had the chance to put it to test before.

God, he hadn't even known he could connect to his powers like that, like him and Thavma were merging on a whole new level. He heard footsteps, but he didn't have the strength to move now that the adrenaline was crashing, God was he exhausted, a familiar someone came by his side.

"Captain?" Wonder Woman called, she looked concerned.

"I'm fine, just resting a bit." He assured with a smile, bringing himself up into a sitting position and taking the offered hand, Wonder Woman pulled him up.

Usually, Billy would fly away and get himself to the Watchtower before the javelin, but this time around he didn't trust flying would go well with how exhausted he felt.

Thus.

He chose to ride the javelin with the rest, inevitably, he ended up falling asleep, feeling way more tired than he had anticipated. Head dropping on Wonder Woman's shoulder, Diana's only form of acknowledgment of it being moving her Lasso to her other side so it wouldn't accidentally touch him.

She had been watching him since he first sat down, he had kept nodding off, so she had moved closer to make sure he wouldn't fall on Hal's side and risk hurting the man's already broken ribs.

"I thought he didn't sleep. You know, Atlas' stamina and all that." Came Flash's voice.

"I'm quite sure a lightning of such magnitude must have drained him." Diana said, she still couldn't quite get over the feeling in the air before the lightning struck, it had been electrifying and heavy.

And the lightning... that power had been raw, crushing, even more so the gigantic silhouette of golden light looming over him. That hadn't been any of the Gods who gave him his powers, it had been powerful, yes, but it had been a much different kind of power than the one she had felt around the Gods, less wild and more raw. But just as intense.

"You did see that thing too, right? I wasn't hallucinating it, right? I mean, it didn't look like a trick of the light, I could swear it looked at me man." Flash said, that titanic thing of lightning hadn't even had eyes, but before the lightning struck, he could have sworn he had felt it stare straight at him. And the weirdest thing here was that even though it had been terrifying, he hadn't felt an ounce of fear towards it when he felt its stare.

"You felt it too?" Green Lantern questioned, he had been on top of a roof, using his ring to create a shield around them all. And he had felt that thing stare right into his eyes.

Marvel had said once that he was human, a human with the power of the Gods, Hal has never doubted that statement about him being human as much as he did now. Because that thing back there had been way too intense for him to be human.

The man was so cheerful and playful most of the time that it was easy to forget that he was one of their heaviest hitters for a reason. They hadn't even known he could summon lightning on that magnitude. He did shot lightning from his hands, and it sometimes crackled all over him, but never with such intensity.

He had practically changed the weather by summoning up the mother of lightning bolts. And that booming voice had almost echoed all over the place, as if it was coming from everywhere.

Hal has never been more grateful than he was now that the guy was on their side.

 

 

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"I have never seen something like that." Diana said as she stared at the footage Batman had pulled up, a glitched image of Captain Marvel in the sky, the silhouette looming behind him was very much clear, the image's brightness had been reduced enough for it to be a bit more clear than just a giant blob of light.

It was... it seemed to have claws, horns, and fangs. It was made of golden lightning, and it almost seemed to hang around the Captain's shoulders, more lightning wrapped around his arms and torso, giving distance to the photo the silhouette almost seemed to resemble a-

"Is that a fucking dragon?" Flash voiced the sudden collective realization. They were all sitting in the meeting room except for Captain Marvel who Green Lantern had carried to his room after he had gotten his ribs tended to at the medbay, they all had rooms in the Watchtower but they were rarely used.

Once that had been dealt with he had met with the rest at the meeting room. Batman had managed to find footage from Marvel's little stunt, or at least a half decent image considering all the electronic devices around the area had been fried, and most of the footage in the security cameras around the city had been lost.

Batman had seemed to be as interested on the lightning figure as all of them.

Because the thing had looked at them and Diana said it hadn't been one of the Gods that gave Marvel his powers. So what the hell had been that?

"Great Hera." Diana breathed out in amazement, a dragon, she remembers her mother's tales about them, about their tremendous power, some stories claimed dragons were evil and full of greed. The embodiment of chaos and untamed nature.

But some others had also claimed them to be creatures of wisdom, courage, strength, hidden knowledge and good luck.

"Are dragons real?" Hal asked to no one in particular, staring at the image, he had joked several times about Marvel being a shapeshifter, but this was a whole different thing from what he had thought. Human his ass.

"My mother used to tell me stories about them when I was little, she said that dragons were believed to be messengers of magic, all-knowing beings with phenomenal, magical capabilities, one of the most powerful creatures on Earth. They were trustworthy protectors and guides. Harbingers of good fortune. They were formidable creatures that did not take it lightly when somebody tried to take advantage of innocent and pure-souled beings. Dragons were symbolized for their goodness, but they were also symbolized for evils and sins they commited when fighting their foes. So they were considered to represent a harmonious balance between good and evil."

But she had never heard of a lightning dragon.

"Can dragons shapeshift? Like, I mean, would it be possible for them to use magic and look human?" Hal was quite aware he might come off as stupid for what he was insinuating, but he just found out dragons were very much fucking real! And that his friend might be one. Which there was admittedly nothing wrong with it, but dragons weren't something you just got over quickly!

"I'm not sure, I guess? But I doubt he is one." Diana said, Captain Marvel has never shown a speck of evilness in him, he was always so positive, always willing to give second chances, always happy to help, to listen, she's never seen him mad nor acting violent outside of battle. She didn't even think he could get mad. He didn't give her the impression of someone who was the balance of good and bad.

"But he could be one. Didn't he say once the Rock Of Eternity was a cave? Don't dragons have caves?" Flash said.

"Batman has a cave." Aquaman reminded.

"That's beyond the point." 

Chapter 10: Masks

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Billy is 14 and he really doesn't want to go home, he is much too tired to use a Zeta tube let alone walk to said Zeta tube, the mission had taken over 50 hours to get done and his endless stamina seemed to have gone down the toilet, Batman giving a meeting isn't surprising, he is embarrassed but glad when Batman calls the meeting off after he faceplants on the table due exhaustion.

He sends Rosa a text that he will be sleeping at the Watchtower before going to his room, there he de-transforms and passes out. 

He wakes up feeling like he still should sleep over several hours more, but he has school and he really doesn't want to miss it today, there was a math test today. He is half asleep so he isn't quite aware that he never returned to his Captain Marvel form. So he isn't sure what the deal with the confused looks he gets is, he wishes them good morning with a half smile and while he gets answers people look at him as if he were some unknown object. 

He drags himself to the cafeteria, snatching a bagel and a red bull from the fridge before sitting down on his usual spot, he stares at the ceiling as he chews, wondering how mad would Rosa be if she knew the kind of breakfast he was having, she would definitely team up with Darla and shove a ton of food at him, he didn't really find it annoying, it was the opposite, it always filled him with warmth to know he now had people who cared about him. 

So lost in thought he was he didn't notice the attention he had on himself. Of the heroes whispering about the kid with the red hoodie, wondering who he was, if he was a new hero from the Young Justice League, or if he was one of the Robins or young heroes who never lost the mask. 

Billy for his side dawns the rest of the red bull before disposing of the can and setting out for the Zeta tubes, he would have made it had it not been for the sudden tug on his arm, he looked at the hand grabbing his own arm, an arm clad in golden scales, before looking up to be met with narrowed eyes. 

"How did you get here? You are not from the Young Justice." Aquaman's question made him frown. Of course he wasn't, what was his big idea? 

Yet, before he could answer he pulled Billy with him. 

"Doesn't matter, Batman will know what to do."

"What are you talking about?" Arthur ignores him and Billy is much too tired to argue, so he follows, Arthur leads him to the meeting room where the rest is at. Raised eyebrows come his way. 

"What's with the kid?"

"I caught him snooping around the Zeta tubes, he isn't from the Young Justice League nor is he ours." Aquaman's words took a moment to register, Billy felt ice crawl up his neck before any remaining sleep vanished, he looked down at his hand, his very small very normal hand, his arm had red, but that was the red, blue and gold jacket he was wearing, a very worn out Wonder Woman themed jacket that has definitely seen better days, with a red shirt with Cap's lightning bolt, the shirt had been a birthday gift from Rosa, her way of letting him know she was finally coming around this whole thing. 

He didn't usually wore his merchandise, but it had been her first gift to him since their argument about the whole Captain Marvel thing. So he wore it a lot. Point was. He was fucked. His attention snapped to the front when he felt a hand on his arm before he looked up at Superman. 

"Hey there son, how did- "

Billy cut him off as he raised his hand infront of the man, this was not how he had wanted this to go, but he might go sick if Superman so much as spoke to him as if he were a child. 

"Hold it. I'm not a child, well, not a random child. You know me, you all do, I didn't wanna fly back last night so I stayed here, I don't like sleeping in my other form, I always end up breaking the bed." He could see the gears turning at his last words, it was no secret how many beds he had broken, in his defense he had been still getting used to have an adults body twice his size with super strength. And then. 

"Captain?" Finally Aquaman released his arm with a confused frown on his face. 

"Yes?"

"Are you- why are you- Is this like a power saving mode?" Flash's words made him frown. Should he go along with the lie? It wasnt like he was 11 anymore and panicking over being found out and kicked out. Stargirl was 16, Robin was 12 for God's sake. Cyborg was with the League and he was 18. Just two years older than him. He wouldn't be kicked out... right? But even if he thought that panic won over logic, thus, he bullshitted his way out of this. 

"I guess you could call it that." He conceded." I forgot to change back, guess walking around half asleep isn't much smart." He said with a chuckle, wanting to appear as unfazed as possible even though his identity was right now exposed and part of him was freaking out. 

He wasn't sure what was more embarrassing, being seen like this because he had been too asleep to realize the mishap, that he was wearing his own merchandise or that he was wearing a Wonder Woman jacket, he had it since long before he was Marvel or even joined the League, it had been big enough it still fit him now, plus, Wonder Woman had always picked his interest more than the rest of the heroes, because magic and mystery islands

Point was, he didn't want to be caught wearing his co-workers'/friends' merchandise. Not that wearing his own made it less odd, hell, he wasn't even wearing good clothes, it was like Freddie said, wearing horrible clothes led to encounters with over a dozen people. 

The League for their side stared at the teenager, Captain Marvel, he didn't look older than 15, he had a Wonder Woman jacket, one Diana had to admit made her smile.

"You look like a child."

"I'm not a child." Billy snaps. "I take this form to walk among humans because no one would ever say "Hey, I bet that kid is Captain Marvel"."

"Good point..."

"How old is that form?"

"14, I think." Billy added the last just to sell the air that he wasn't actually a teenager, thankfully they seemed to buy it. 

Or at least most of them.

Chapter 11: Eleven Voices

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Captain Marvel is six kids fused and six non-physical Gods, but Billy is the one in control, point is, it can be a bit overwhelming to deal with 11 voices in his head. His siblings and him can become separate heroes, but fused together made Captain Marvel much stronger. 

One way or another they have all interacted with the League for the control switches from time to time when no battle is going on. Mary usually fronts during meetings, taking notes and actually paying attention, sometimes Eugene is the one at the meetings, at times, he evens gives input if the development of a plan is involved. 

Pedro fronts for training and sparing half of the time for he loves showing off his strength. 

Darla fronts at times for when it's Marvel's turn at the kitchen, but even then she was the one with less time on the front for she had the habit to forget she was in the body of a grown ass adult man.

Freddie fronted for monitor duty for he liked exploring the Watchtower. 

Billy fronted during the battles and also during meetings, monitor duty, sparing/training and whatnot, but he liked to let his siblings have a go from time to time too. 

He knew the League found Captain Marvel odd, the colossal switch in behavior was never unnoticed. But when their personalities clashed that was unavoidable, Mary was level headed and mature, Freddie was a non-stop talker fanboy, Eugene was a smartass with a colorful vocabulary and an obsession with videogames and any technology within reach, Pedro was shy but loved sparing, and Darla...

Well, Darla was a bit clueless and a bit too naive at times, had the habit to forget she didn't look like a little girl but a giant man. Billy had almost had a heart attack once when she was first allowed to front around the League, Darla had honest to God tackled Wonder Woman the moment she had seen her, she had engulfed Wonder Woman in a bone crushing hug and called her pretty to her face in absolute awe. 

All of them except Darla had thought their life was over, but thank the Gods the Amazonian and Captain Marvel had developed a good relationship, seemingly good enough that the hug had gotten from the woman nothing but a good natured laugh and a pat to his shoulder before the five had shrieked at Darla to release Wonder Woman before she decided Captain Marvel was acting like a creep and chopped their head off. 

But then a meeting was called and Billy was put on the spot as he was stared at by everyone.

Then Batman spoke.

"Captain, do you know of Starboy?" Marvel frowned, what? Of course he had heard of him, he was a legend among the heroes, the hero from the future who sacrificed himself to keep the sun from exploding, there was even a statue of him at the Hall Of Justice. But what did that have to do with anything?

"Yes?" He ended up conceding, unsure what was expected of him.

"He suffered from schizophrenia, but he was still a hero, one who saved many lives." Superman's careful tone gave him the impression that he was missing something.

"I... don't understand. What are we talking about exactly?" 

"We want you to know that a hero's value isn't defined by their ailments, be it psychical or... psychological."

Billy was officially lost. Why did it felt like Batman was insinuating he had some kind of mental illness? Their supportive looks didn't help at all.

"Guys, that's nice, but uhm, I don't know what you think you know, but I'm not psychologically ill, I mean, I get nightmares sometimes, but what hero doesn't?" Billy said.

"Then would you mind explaining this?" Batman requests, pulling up a footage from the security camera at the armory, of him. And Billy knew exactly what he would see there, that had been during his last monitor duty. 

And he felt heat take over his face as he watched himself holding a batarang and having a tug war with himself over said batarang. It became worse when he began talking.

"I thought we had agreed no more batarangs.  You have like 10 of these things man."

"But not this design!" Marvel's voice became higher, eyes glowing blue as Freddie fought for control. Billy buried his face behind his hands, seeing it like this it did made him look mental.

"What design?! They are all the same!"

"They are not, this one has silver linings near the pointy ends! You are just too blind to see it, now gimmit!"

"Dude! One thing is wasting all your money on suicidal trips to Gotham to collect them from alleys and Gods knows where else, but another thing completely different is to go up and steal them from the source!"

"It's just one, he won't miss it! I wouldn't even have to do this if you had let me ask him for one!"

"He is not eBay nor are these toys to give away! This thing can actually explode!"

"You owe me this much! You dropped my Superman bullet on the sewer remember?!"

"I said I was sorry! And what does Superman even have to do with this?! They are two completely different people!"

Billy wanted the earth to swallow him and spit him into a volcano, he could hear his siblings snickering in his subconscious, none of them willing to take the reins to deal with this humiliation, traitors

He almost cried in joy when Batman paused the footage. That joy was short lived for now the silence was deafening.

"Captain? We are not judging, we just want to understand." Superman's voice made Billy wish he could melt on the chair.

"Have you ever heard of the term dissociative identity disorder?" Batman's words caught his attention. Oh. So that's what they thought was happening. He had to fix this before it escalated. Thus, he pushed his embarrassment down, grasping on the courage of Achilles.

"I do know what that is. But that's not why I was... uh, it's complicated." He ran a hand through his hair as he straightened up, sighing in frustration, how did he even begin explaining this?

Dude, just tell them the truth.

He scowled at Freddie's words.

Shut up, we wouldn't be in this situation if you weren't so obsessed with those things.

"So, um, initially, these powers were given to me, but I needed help to get rid of the seven deadly sins, so I shared my powers with my siblings, we won. But uh... being separate heroes meant I was weaker, their powers came from me so I guess it stood to reason it would drain me. But we soon found out that we could fuse, and in doing so the sole transformation was much stronger than the usual, stronger than even when it was just me. So we chose to keep it, or at least sometimes. Point is, theoretically speaking, there's six of us, in one body, we sometimes switch, there why I might sometimes act a bit... off, I promise we don't do that during missions."

He didn't want the League to get worried over whether he could be trusted or not during fights, his siblings and him knew better than to mess around with the switching during battles, and if one of them was mad at the other they just didn't fuse, simple as that.

He grew nervous at the growing silence, the stares...

"So... we have interacted with them before?" Flash asked, trying to remember all the times where Cap was weird, wondering if it had been Cap at all or someone else.

"Yes, sometimes, not all the time, uh, Voltage is the one who loves making questions to heroes about their powers and skills, he's always flying or floating around, will never be caught walking, same one who was fighting me for that batarang in the video. He likes collecting authentic hero stuff, but I promise he didn't take it, I didn't let him." He was quick to assure at Batman's narrowed look, he didn't want the man to think his brother was stealing their stuff left and right.

Captain Marvel was no thief.

"Miss Marvel, she's one of my sisters, she's... the responsible one I guess, I admit she's the one who pays the most attention during meetings, she even takes notes. Sometimes it's Stormbreaker, he's the one who helped Batman track those magic snakes in Gotham two months ago, uh, he likes to curse and will find a way to play videogames on any electronic device."

He knew he didn't have to elaborate on that, the League had heard Marvel curse several times. Billy usually chose to not curse in this form so as to make a point of heroes being good influences.

"There's also Duke, he's the quiet one, same one who likes to show off his strength left and right... there's also Bolt, she's... we usually don't really let her control the body, she often forgets she isn't in her short and very inoffensive looking body and tends to tackle anyone within reach, she's a hugger, not exactly a good thing when you look like this." He said pointing at his face, he didn't miss Wonder Woman's smile.

Well, at least he didn't have to worry about heart attacks anymore.

"You said you can all have separate transformations, does that mean you don't look like that?"

"... No, not really, I mean, I still look like this when it's just me, but I don't really look anywhere near similar to this in my civilian form."

"Civilian form?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes.

Billy winced, shit, he hadn't meant to say that.

"Yeah, uh... You could say this is transformation magic, like a prime version of me? I'm not sure, but I don't really look like this, and I don't really have any powers when I'm a civilian."

"So you are human?"

"In a sense." Billy Batson was human. Captain Marvel was a demi-god. Right now, theoretically speaking, he wasn't human.

"Are your siblings here right now?" Superman's question was expected, so it didn't surprise Billy, but still...

"Yeah..."

"Can we meet them?" Again, expected request.

"Can the Watchtower take seven lightning strikes?"

The League frowned at him, Batman narrowing his eyes.

"Seven lightning strikes?"

"I have to de-transform first, so one lightning strike, and then I have to transform back and so do they, but separately, six lightning strikes. So, can the Watchtower take seven lightning strikes?"

"It can." Batman assured at last, these were news, it never occurred to him that Captain Marvel would have a completely different appearance altogether, that explained why finding the man's identity was proving impossible. Transformation magic.

Bruce seriously hated magic.

And now the man would de-transform, in the Watchtower, this was an opportunity like none other.

"Alright then, uhm, I will, uh, go to my room."

And there went Bruce's chances at seeing the man's face. The bedroom's were one of the few places in the Watchtower with no security camera.

Billy for his side was quick to leave the room, feeling a bit nervous as he made his way to his room. Once there he locked the door before taking in a deep breath.

And then.

"Shazam."

Lightning struck down, lights flickering as the transformation ended. Six children now stood around the room. Billy was quick to bring his hand up to his mouth, signaling them to not talk, he wasn't sure if Superman might be overhearing. Better safe than sorry.

Thus, one word left their mouths almost at the same time.

"Shazam!"

Six lightning bolts struck the Watchtower, lights flickering.

And now six heroes stood in the room.

Chapter 12: Eternity's Heir

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William Batson was born ancient Greece under the name of Thavma. He was sealed away by a most powerful wizard. Centuries later Black Adam awakens, the League cannot fight against him for he is too powerful, and because he is magic, Superman, their heaviest hitter, is useless against him. 

Zatanna informs them that Black Adam's sole rival, the one who can defeat him, it's the Champion Of Magic, but he was sealed away centuries ago by very powerful dark magic. But it's been centuries, she might be able to free him for magic tends to weaken with time. 

Batman is not on board with this plan, much less after hearing Wonder Woman's words about the man having been the God of Gods, wielding the power of Gods on his side and being the incarnation of magic itself. One of the most powerful beings in the world to not say the most powerful being of magic in existence. 

Batman is not amused, because they would get rid of Black Adam, yes. But at what cost? Releasing a potentially dangerous and unstoppable creature? 

No, they would find another way. Diana insists that the Champion had been a benevolent being, he had even worked with the Amazons. Batman refuses to take chances. Doesn't matter though, for the Champion is awoken. 


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Somewhere in Fawcett City, lightning strikes down and glowing eyes open. 

 


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The Watchtower gets a report of a man that materialized after a huge lightning bolt, he was hovering on top of Fawcett City, he is clad in a red suit, white cape with golden trims, hood partially covering his face, gold bracers and swashbuckling boots with a bright gold lightning bolt on his chest.

Zatanna and every single magic user in the world recognizes the obliterating presence that explodes throughout the world, sending shivers down their spines and making their hairs stand on end, it's like a howl of unfathomable and all crushing magic. Her voice is faint as she speaks: 

The Champion Of Magic has arisen.  

The imposing and terrifying man dissapears shortly after that, not giving the League time to even break out of their shock to hunt him down. He is not seen again until a week later when Black Adam emerges demanding for him to show up. 

He beats the man to a pulp and when Black Adam dissapears so does the Champion, it takes the League over three months before they are able to intercept the sneaky man. So far, he didn't seem dangerous, enough footage of him has been spread, he was always energetic, always eager to help, always smiling as if he was genuinely happy by just being there.

And still, he wasn't as active as someone with his kind of power would be expected to be, even more so considering Zatanna's words of him having been sealed for centuries, one would think he would be curious enough about the modern world that he would be seen left and right.

But he wasn't.

He was rarely seen, and even though the man had his face completely exposed for the world to see Batman couldn't find him anywhere on the world, face recognition didn't work on him, as if he didn't exist. Zatanna had warned them to be careful with him, to not attack or piss him off in any way, would be a dozen times better if they didn't approach him at all, even Diana was very adamant on them being careful with how they dealt with this man.

Captain Marvel.

That's how he had named himself.

He was finally intercepted by the invisible javelin as he was levitating in the air above the clouds, he was staring boredly at the sky while throwing and catching a ball of lightning. He suddenly straightens, narrowing his eyes as he turns around, staring straight at the javelin, ball of lightning exploding into a small firework of crackling energy as he crushes it between his fingers.

"I don't know who or what you are, but you have five seconds to show yourself before I make you." He warned, he had read enough about modern times to know about invisible things.

Still.

He wasn't quite prepared for a javelin to materialize, nor for the Justice League to be the ones behind the glass. He's seen dozens of videos of them, heroes who had saved thousands of lifes throughout the years.

"We mean you no harm."  Superman assures.

"Then why were you sneaking around?"

"We were hoping to talk to you. If it's possible."

Marvel gives them a long look before smiling, all static in the air disapearing completely.

"Sure."

 


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Captain Marvel joined the Justice League not long after. The League had first offered him to join to keep an eye on him, Zatanna had said he had been sealed for centuries, and that adding the fact that he might be able to take down Superman if it came to it... it was best to make sure he was on their side. 

His awakening alongside his battle with Black Adam and title of "God of Gods" had led them to believe the man would be arrogant, intimidating even and flat out terrifying. But as it turns out, all their anxieties and fears were quick to fade as he turned out to be quite a goofball, he was always smiling, always happy, genuinely happy. Flash and Green Lantern had been quick to take a liking to the man, who for all intents and purposes had the same sense of humor as them.

Who would have said that the guy who had everyone initially terrified would turn out to be a harmless overgrown puppy?

Zatanna didn't visit the Watchtower as much as she used to, and so far she had refused to come face to face with Captain Marvel.

Captain Marvel was quite the reliable teammate, he had the attention span of a fish when it came to meetings, but he never complained about monitor duty, he was never late to anything either. But he did have a thing about long hours. He would never take missions that would take more than a day to be completed, would excuse himself out of meetings in the aftermath of particularly long battles.

No one was quite sure what the reason behind it was, and there was also the fact of how he could disappear completely, no face recognition could find him when Captain Marvel was nowhere to be found. As if he disappeared. 

 


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Billy possesses formidable mystical powers. He has the capacity to manipulate and command magical energies, and possesses a deep understanding of the supernatural. He likes to roam around, he had used magic to mimic the clothing he had seen kids his age wear while watching TV on the other side of the glass outside a store. So he now wore a red hoodie, blue jeans and sneakers. He likes to spend hours at libraries soaking in all the information possible, understanding how the modern world works and learning to speak English without the use of magical translator. 

Due to the immense accumulation of magic he developed throughout the centuries he spent sealed he now must remain within the confines of the Rock of Eternity until it regulates. Billy and Thavma can only venture outside the Rock of Eternity for a maximum of 24 hours at a time for they are tethered to the Rock of Eternity.

Not returning to the Rock could cause massive fluctuations of magic, rupturing veils and bringing magical creatures into the world, making magic across the world fail and make their powers go haywire.

Captain Marvel thought he had it all under control.

Until he gets knocked out during a mission that had taken longer than it should have.

Chapter 13: Little Star

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That night Diana and Steve Trevor spent together in 1984 left her with a gift. A gift to remind her of the wonderful second chance she got with him, even if short lived. A baby.

Orion.

A beautiful child of dark hair and bright blue eyes.

He was the second male who was ever allowed in Themyschira, Diana lived in London, but she took him back to Themyschira regularly so he could get to know his roots and spend time with his grandmother and all his aunts. The Amazons loved him, he was the second child to ever be on the island, the first one in centuries.

Even if some of them had had their reservations about him for being male, it hadn't taken long for them all to soften up to him and his cute dimples. He would always be in someone's arms, always getting spoiled and fussed over.

Themyschira's little star.

When Orion was 4 his babysitter, a good friend of Diana, took him to the bank with her, there, several masked men took over the bank, many people were killed, the babysitter was one of them, Orion was one of the many children who were kidnapped, and one of the many children who was never found.

Diana looked for him all over the world, but she never found him.

Meanwhile, in Fawcett City, one night C.C. Batson and his wife; Marilyn came across a toddler at a car wreck, the cops were never able to find his parents nor any family. So the couple ended up adopting him, he was mute at first, wouldn't speak to people, and in the absence of a name he was re-named: William Joseph Batson. 

He lived a happy life for a whole year, when Billy was 5 he lost his parents, his uncle taking his inheritance before throwing him into the system, claiming that he wouldn't look after a child who wasn't even related to him.

Billy went from one foster home to the other, always worse than the previous one, at the age of 7 he fell through the cracks and began living in the streets. At the age of 10 he became the Champion Of Magic, and because of this, he also found out who his biological mother was.

Diana.

Wonder Woman.

Zeus told him.

And while he did found it a bit odd to have his literal grandfather in his head, he had been busier freaking out over the Wonder Woman being his mother. 

He never approached her though, terrified of the potential rejection, he had no idea if she had abandoned him, or if he had been kidnapped, or if he had gotten lost, he had no idea how he ended up in Fawcett City to begin with.

Reason he never approached her, afraid to find out the truth, and even if she hadn't abandoned him, why would she want him now? He was a street rat, it was embarrassing to even think he was related to the Wonder Woman.

And still, fate had other plans for he ended up joining the Justice League several months later.

He had tried to avoid Wonder Woman at first, but she had been quite determined to spend time around him, he guessed it was inevitable when he had the power of Greek Gods, one of which was her own father. Avoiding her hadn't worked.

With time he stopped attempting to avoid her and became attached to her, it was weird when she began calling him brother. But he didn't mind, he liked hanging around her, hiding who he was became easier, or at least he liked thinking that.

He managed to hide it for two years straight.

Became a bit harder after she revealed that she had had a son, Orion, who had been kidnapped and she never managed to find. Knowing she hadn't abandoned him had lifted an enormous weight he had never noticed off his chest. The pain in her voice, the sorrow in her face... it had almost made him reveal himself right then right there.

But he hadn't.

Because as stated before, why would she want a street rat? The fear of rejection had kept him quiet regardless of Solomon and Zeus' words.

And he never was as grateful about the Wizard deleting William Batson's existence from the internet as he was when the Justice League decided to attempt to find him.

No records, pictures or news about him would ever be found for the Wizard had deleted it all. A form to protect him from the cops and CPS. After all, you couldn't hunt down a child who didn't exist.

He had still kept himself from going around as Billy without cover, not wanting to risk it with the League hunting any speck of information they could get about him, yeah, he wasn't on the age one born in 1984 would be, but Wonder Woman herself had said his growth had been very slow, there was no telling how old he might be now if he was still alive.

Five months later after the reveal and he thought he was safe.

He should have known the League wouldn't give up with that much ease, much less when it came to a missing child, even less if said child was from one of their teammates. 

And then shit hit the fan.

 

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The Justice League wasn't ignorant of the knowledge about Orion.

Wonder Woman's son.

She had told them about him when the knowledge of Batman's children first came to light and the man admitted to have hidden their existence so as to protect them.

When they first found out about it, many of them had tried and failed to search for the boy, Batman had spent a month trying to find anything that could lead him to find the boy, but for a big event as that of a bank getting robbed and the children from the hostages being kidnapped, there had been few news about that. Way too little information.

And he hadn't been successful. 

Flash had spent a week methodically running all over the world, searching for anyone who might resemble the boy in the picture Diana had shown them. But he had also been unsuccessful.

Aquaman, Martian Manhunter, Hawkwoman and Green Lantern had also tried with their own methods to see if any information about that event could be found, but it was way too suspiciously vague. Batman's words of a darker motive being behind it all growing stronger.

Superman had tried to use his journalism connections to figure out how come such an alarming event got so little attention at the time, he had even spoken with the few children who had been found, interviewed them and showed them pictures. But no one was able to recognize the boy.

The League had spent three months in total attempting to find a single clue on the boy, but no one was successful. 

And then Oracle had sent Batman an image from a security camera in Fawcett City.

Of a child no older than 10 sitting outside an ice cream shop, eating a giant banana split by himself.

A child Bruce had hunted down and gotten to speak with, had managed to get a strand of hair.

And as life would have it.

It was him.

Orion.

But the child had dropped from the face of the Earth, the League had combed the whole city, but the child was gone.

Diana had been devastated, but also had felt renewed hope, because her son was alive.

What did shatter her was to find that her son was apparently living in the streets, and that he was 12 but that in the picture he looked like he was barely 10. He was so small and thin for his age due the malnourishment that it destroyed her completely.

She thought she would never see him again.

And then came the second footage.

A security camera caught sight of the boy, at Fawcett City, the boy went into an alley, and not even a second later the footage glitched, but even as it glitched it was still able to catch a much too familiar face coming back out of the alley.

"Captain Marvel?" Diana voiced out, confused. Captain Marvel had been acting weird for a while now, more distant, he almost seemed to be on edge, and it could be her imagination.

But he's been avoiding her since their search of Orion at Fawcett City, would barely look her in the eye at all. 

And now this... did he know where Orion was? Was that the reason he had been acting so weird? Had he found him? Was he hiding him? But why would he do that? It didn't make sense. None of this did. But there was no possible explanation for it when the time was so short, he must have seen Orion in the alley. He must have recognized him, there was no way Marvel would ignore a kid walking into an alley. But then why hadn't he said anything?

She's always had a soft spot for him, there was something about him that made her want to protect him, to have him close, like a connection she couldn't quite explain. He was like a brother to her, spending time with him made her feel at ease. Even if he could be quite immature at times, she wouldn't hesitate to trust him with her life.

So why hadn't he said anything if he saw Orion?

He knew how important her son was to her, how much she missed him, how much it pained her to know he was out there, alone. She couldn't understand why he would hide this.

"What's with the long faces?" Captain Marvel's sudden curious voice caught the room's attention. Diana felt sudden anger swell up, pain, as she shot up from her chair as she stalked up to the man she thought she could trust, her brother.

"You! I considered you a brother!" He took several steps back from her to keep distance between them, confusion washing over his face as he brought his hands up in surrender.

"Hey, hey, what did I do?"

"You know where Orion is, don't you?" Diana said, pinning him down with a glare as a wall behind halted his retreat. He might be taller than her, but Diana has never been one to let size deter her when it came to confronting others.

She expected a lot of things from the accusation.

However, she didn't expect him to grow pale and freeze at her words. And she almost felt the burning urge to put the Lasso around him and order the truth out of him, that if the sudden unadulterated terror hadn't taken over his eyes, he turned his eyes away from her, and for a moment, it seemed as if he wanted to completely disappear from the room, trying to make himself as small as possible. 

"Why would you think that?" Was what he asked, still refusing to look at her.

"What else am I suppose to think from that?" Diana stated as she pointed at the screen, Marvel threw a look at it, watching the kid go in, and him come out...

And Billy has never felt so terrified in his life, because no, this wasn't suppose to be how things unraveled, he knew he shouldn't have gone around as Billy, being Billy was way too risky. At this point he didn't even know what was stopping him from telling the truth.

Somehow, the League had found out he was homeless and that his DNA, was, in fact, Orion's. Diana had made quite clear her desire to find him, she felt guilt over his current condition, that she had somehow failed him, that she should have looked better. Reason he had been unable to speak with her since the League searched Fawcett City.

The guilt didn't let him even look at her, he wasn't even sure what was he so scared of, because he did wish to end this whole thing, he wanted to hug her and never let go, to apologize for the lies, to be able to spend time around her, not as Captain Marvel, but as Billy. He wanted her to stay by his side at night, to learn from more than just history books about Steve Trevor, to have her walk him to school, to go to the park together, things kids would do with their mothers.

But he was much too afraid of it. What if she didn't want him because he was Captain Marvel? What if it made their relationship awkward? What if he was kicked out of the League? What if he was kicked out and banned from being Captain Marvel? He didn't know what he would do if he lost it all.

But he had the feeling that even if he didn't speak, he would lose it all. And to be honest? Having her looking at him with such anger... such betrayal.

He couldn't take it.

Thus.

He fled.

Because he was a coward, he ran for the Zeta tubes, and while he used Mercury's speed, he had never felt so much like Billy Batson in this body as he did at the moment. Like a scared little kid running away from peer pressure.

"Marvel!"

Flash's voice was the last thing he heard before the Zeta tube aided his pathetic escape.

And once at Fawcett he didn't hesitate to step out of the Zeta tube.

"Shazam!"

Thunder roared above before lightning struck down, stripping his powers away, leaving him small and powerless, he bolted out of the alley, running for the one place no one would ever find him.

The Rock Of Eternity. 

He didn't even notice when he got there, all he knew is that once he was there he dropped on his knees, vision blurring and throat burning, a sob catching at the back of his throat, another sob, and another one followed after that, and before he knew it tears were streaming down his face, his wails echoing down the lone and dark halls of the place.

He had officially lost everything. There was no way the League would want him now after such incriminating move as that of escaping after the accusation.

And the realization of how alone he was made him cry harder, it felt like he could no longer remember how to stop crying, because he was alone, truly alone, and it felt like the world would swallow him all up, like it was eating him away.

And so he cried.

Chapter 14: Thavma: God Of Gods

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Thavma is a creature of legends, Living Lightning, the incarnation of magic itself, sentient raw power that could level an entire planet. It was a taboo among magic users to even whisper its name. It was the God of magic, God of Gods. A golden dragon of lightning.

William Batson is a 12 year old immortal who was born in ancient Greece. He can no longer age. He is seen the world change throughout the years. Has lived all over the world to not attract attention, rarely doing Captain Marvel stuff, stopped doing it for the government began chasing him. He used Thavma to act as his guardian to keep the CPS off his back. He used to move around a lot until he ended up at Fawcett City, the place was magical enough no one questioned why a teenager didn't ser yo age. 

He got a job at Whiz radio, goes under the name of Whiz kid. Also lives in an apartment. He made friends with Freddie and his siblings. The Vasquez liked him and he got to learn things Marvel couldn't teach him, Victor taught him how to drive, and Rosa taught him how to make food last longer without magic. He had sleepovers at their house and most of the time had dinner with them, Rosa even gave him food to take home with him even though he knew how to cook. It made him feel as if he had a family after so long.

Then a villain with no brain ruins it all.

The thing about Captain Marvel was that Billy only kept patches of his memories regarding what he did. Billy is rendered mute by a curse and he can't hear Thavma or the Gods, he knows they are there, the fact that he hadn't turned to dust left it clear.

But he can't hear them.

It becomes a run against time as he fails to lift the curse, his magic doesn't work and all the spells he tries explode, he needs help, but Thavma is the one with the comm, de-transforming makes it disappear with him, he did it so as to avoid the League tracing it back to Billy. He can't remember either where the Zeta tubes might be at. He must retrieve his voice, spending too much time without transforming usually led to Thavma's magic becoming an infernal itch under his skin, but by not transforming it would eventually lead to the magic burning its way out, literally speaking.

He cannot die, if he dies like this he won't be able to contain the explosion of Thavma's magic. Nothing will. The Rock Of Eternity stabilizes his magic, but that's just temporary. He MUST transform. He can't travel to any of the cities where the League members are at for he can't leave the Rock, he is become tethered to it in an attempt to have an outlet to release the growing magic.

So he goes with a desperated plan.

Cause a big enough disturbance that the League sees itself forced to show up because Captain Marvel won't.

Thus, he got to work, he had to make this credible, but also be careful to not hurt people nor destroy anything. He had to be loud, but careful. So he carried out his plan at the beach, hopefully Aquaman wouldn't drown him, his only comfort was that the League didn't kill people.

That's how Billy found himself at the bay, exploding the deck with fireworks, throwing water balloons at people and shooting them with a paint gun, vegetable colorant to make sure no one got blinded or hurt in any way by the paint. He set off the confetti bombs near the street, making sure to cause as much of a ruckus as possible.

All the while he had made sure to even put on a "villainy" costume, he had bought several costumes at a costume store and had mixed them up, he had a Superman shirt with Aquaman pants, a Batman cape, Flash's cowl and Wonder Woman's boots. Nothing better to get their attention than to attack people wearing Justice League merchandise.

So busy he was he didn't notice the incoming figure until he found himself yanked up, gun dropping as he found himself suspended upside down, a giant green hand holding his legs.

"Shouldn't you be in school?" Green Lantern's words made him glare at the man, still, no time for that. He had to get them to call Zatanna, Constantine, Dr. Fate, anyone to get rid of this damn curse before half of the planet paid the price of a brainless idiot who casted a curse on the person that should not go mute. EVER

Thus, the second Green Lantern put him on the ground the second he quickly pulled out the note he had spent writing the day before, holding it out to the one person who would understand enough about magic to understand his dilemma.

Wonder Woman.

She narrowed her eyes at him, Billy gave her a pleading look.

The woman took it, opening the letter.

"I need your help, I only did this to call you all, I didn't hurt anyone, I made sure of it. I called you here because I need your help, I was recently rendered mute by a curse, I have very powerful magic inside me, I must release it from time to time so it doesn't accumulate, but I can only do it through a spell. I can't do it if I'm mute, the magic will explode if it keeps accumulating. I wouldn't have done this, but it's not just my life that's in danger, thousands could die if the magic explodes."

As Wonder Woman finished reading the letter out loud she turned to look at the boy, she couldn't see his face, but it was clear by his eyes that this was no regular boy. But to have such powerful magic?

"If you wanted to see us why didn't you contact Captain Marvel?" Batman questioned, narrowing his eyes. The boy scowled before holding out another note, as if he had expected the question.

Diana took it.

"I couldn't find him, and this is an issue that cannot wait." She read out loud. She frowned, Marvel had been missing for several days now, hadn't even shown up for their last meeting. And now this...

"Alright, so, uh, we get Constantine on this?"

"Absolutely not, you will go straight to Zatanna and ask her to meet us at the Watchtower." Batman stated, Constantine might be quite the formidable one, but the man was also not quite trustworthy, Batman would rather first reach out to someone he at least could trust to not try or hide anything regarding this boy who apparently had strong enough magic to kill thousands.

How did Captain Marvel not tell them about this? Didn't the man once said he could feel magic? Wouldn't have he noticed this kid had such strong magic? Something about this whole thing didn't quite made sense. And the kid... something told Batman he was hiding something.

 


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The kid was taken to a roof, apparently, he couldn't leave the city, so the League had had to choose a roof instead of the Watchtower, he had refused to take the Flash cowl off though, the League wasn't quite sure what to make of his attire. Batman had given him a notepad with a pen that he had pulled from his utility belt so he could communicate with them.

He was sitting at the edge of the roof doodling on the notepad, he had refused to elaborate on the reason he couldn't leave the city, all he had said was that there was something in the city currently helping him keep the magic inside him at bay, leaving would only trigger it.

"So, you got a name? It would be really nice to have something to call you by instead of "the kid"." Green Lantern said suddenly, the boy looked up at him, odd enough, those piercing blue eyes reminded the League of someone, but they couldn't quite explain who.

The kid then looked back down and wrote something on the notepad before holding it up for them to see.

"Billy."

"William? That's a fine name." Wonder Woman's words got her a shake of the head before he was writing down on the notepad, he then turned it towards them with a stubborn look.

"Not William, it sounds too formal. Call me Billy."

"Billy it's then."

He smiled at her, little dimples making her feel like she was having a familiar deja vu. But why? She did not know this child, all the children she knew were her colleague's kids, and this one was certainly not one of them.

The sudden sound of a door opening caught their attention, all the heroes turned to the metallic door that gave path to the roof, Zatanna and Flash walking through it, the other end showing a room instead of the stairs.

"Zatanna." Batman gave as a form of greeting. Door closing behind her and Flash.

"Batman. I heard something about a curse?" She asked, glancing at the kid wearing a mixed up attire of the Justice League, and still, she froze as she caught sight of his aura. It was like nothing she has ever seen, an incandescent gold, potent and powerful. Something even more intense sizzling underneath with an obliterating might. She's only ever seen such raw power on leylines.

But leylines weren't living beings.

Also.

If this was a leyline Captain Marvel would have been like a hound dog around him, the League wouldn't have even known he existed, even despite his clear absence Zatanna felt nervous over being here as it was. Because while the League seemed to ignore it or not quite understand who Captain Marvel was.

Zatanna did.

And the last thing she wanted was to get on the bad side of the Champion Of Magic.

But he was absent for whatever reason, and this child could not be left ignored, not if what Flash had told her was true. A boy with magic that accumulated. She had never heard of such a thing.

"Zatanna? Is everything alright?" Superman questions, successfully breaking Zatanna out of her thoughts.

"Yes, I'm fine." She assures, carefully approaching the boy, he looked quite harmless, but the more she approached him the more she could feel the stinging magic, the crushing pressure surrounding him, it made her hairs stand on end, a little voice at the back of her head screaming for retreat.

That this boy was dangerous.

"May I? I need to see what we are working with." She tells as he halts before the boy, she needs to figure out what kind of curse he has, for that she must check his magic signature.

He gives her a short nod.

And so Zatanna brings her hands forward. A purple light emanating from her hands as she held them over his neck, using her own magic to study his. 

And it was much more intense than previously thought, it was like she was dipping her fingertips into a giant bottomless well of pure raw magic, wild and overwhelming. Gold and bright. It pushed at her violently.

Suddenly, the boy's eyes lit up and Zatanna sucked in a sharp breath, jerking back with a hiss as electricity lit up all over his whole body, lightning striking down, Superman yanking Zatanna back in time for the lightning bolt to miss her by inches.

And still, those last seconds of her touching the boy, she had heard it, a deep low growl that sent shivers down her spine and reverberated through her very magic core. The image of blindgly fiery golden eyes piercing her very soul screaming danger.

For a moment, a sense of absolute and unadulterated terror filled her, her legs growing so weak Superman's hands clasping her arms became the only thing keeping her up as she stared at the child, the child who's eyes were still glowing and staring deep into her soul.

A sneer on his face.

Suddenly, the glowing and electricity around his body disappeared and he dropped forward, a green cushion courtesy of Green Lantern softening his fall to the ground by Aquaman and Wonder Woman's feet. And just like a rubber band Zatanna's fear snapped out of existence same as the thick atmosphere, leaving her only shaking as she tried to compose herself.

"Are you alright?" Superman asks after a moment as she waves his hands away, trusting her legs a bit more to support her.

"I'm fine."

"What the hell was that?" Flash asked, he wasn't the only one nervous, they had all felt it, the crushing weight in the air, almost asphyxiating, making their hairs stand on end and their instincts scream one sole word.

Danger.

"I don't know. I have never felt anything like that, that magic inside him... it almost felt as if it were protecting him, not in a subconscious act of his... but more like a sentient magic kind of thing." Even if she said that she still couldn't believe it herself, for such raw power to be sentient. She had never felt something like that.

"Hold it. Sentient? As in the magic inside him is alive?" Green Lantern asked.

"I have never seen something like that. It was angry, and it kept pushing me away, I... it felt like I was just dipping nothing but my fingertips into a giant bottomless well of pure raw magic, whatever that magic inside him is. It's dangerous."

"So you are saying we should think this over before breaking the curse?"

"No, I'm saying we should break the curse as soon as possible, if that amount of magic were to explode, it would take the whole planet with it. But I can't break the curse if I don't know how it works, and I won't know how it works if his magic won't let me in."

The League frowned, looking at the unconscious child who Diana was now holding in her arms.

Who was this child? And how did Marvel never told them such magic user existed in Fawcett City?


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Billy woke up with a groan, his head felt foggy and his muscles were sore, he felt as if he had been ran over by a train. The first thing he noticed was the familiar feeling of a mattress underneath him, weird, he didn't remember going to bed, nor his bed feeling this comfortable.

"Billy?"

He frowned, that wasn't Freddie, nor Eugene, nor Pedro, not even Victor. Who was it then?

"Son, can you hear me?" Son? Who had he heard speak like that before...? He opened his eyes, wincing at the sudden light, blinking rapidly to get rid of the sting. 

He was met with a familiar face.

Superman.

The memories rushed back and he shot up, looking around frantically before his eyes fell on Zatanna, very much alive and unharmed. He sighed in relief, thank God, if she got charred by lightning because of Thavma's current state he would feel so terrible once this whole thing ended.

"Take this." He turned to look at Superman who was offering him a glass of water. He took it with a grateful smile, the lukewarm liquid helped soothe his sore throat. All his muscles felt sore, nothing to be surprised at, he was used to that at this point. Throughout the centuries there had been certain events that had led to Thavma making his presence as known as possible while Billy was still Billy and couldn't call upon him.

It always left him feeling like a train had run him over, Thavma usually did it if his life was in danger, considering their current state Billy understood why he would attack Zatanna.

Once he was done he gave the glass to Superman. He looked around, noticing that they were in what looked like a motel room, the League were wearing civilian clothes, but their masks were still on (or not seeing that some didn't wear masks). But the point stood. He wondered how they managed to not call attention to themselves nor make anyone call the cops on a group of adults carrying around a "child".

"Here." Wonder Woman passed him the notepad and pen. He took it with a grateful nod.

"William Joseph Batson." Batman's sudden words made him flinch, surprise seizing him before he was reaching up to touch his face. 

The cowl was gone.

He glared at the gothamite. 

"All the information I found about you was seemingly created 20 years ago, and before that there's several pictures of you that date back to as early as 1789, your current papers claim you are 12 years old, but there's no records of you, no parents, no birth certificate, not even a DNA match. Your only guardian is a man by the name of C.M. who only seems to appear when your rent is due. So, who are you exactly?"

Billy didn't answer, of course Batman wouldn't hesitate to take his cowl off and look him up. Thavma called him paranoid. And shit should he have asked Eugene to make him better papers than the ones he, Solomon and Thavma had come up with 20 years ago.

"Your magic is sentient. And it can explode the planet with it... how come did Captain Marvel never told the League about this? You claim he couldn't be found, but I'm quite sure he would have come to you the second he felt the curse upon you. So why didn't he?" Billy had the feeling Zatanna was getting a very wrong idea here, all of them were by the looks of it.

They were looking at him as if he were suddenly the bad guy here.

Shit. He couldn't let them think he was using them to break some kind of curse he's been put into since ages ago because he was a threat. Should he just tell them? But Thavma had been insistent on the League not knowing, and Billy couldn't agree more, while he would have liked to meet them he also had wanted to avoid them.

Because if there was one thing he did know was that adults were weird.

And that Batman had a severe problem adopting parentless kids. Mainly dark haired, blue eyed kids.

He did like Batman, but he was not gonna let him adopt him nor anyone for that matter, he had worked hard to achieve his current independence, he didn't need an adult telling him what to do and coddling him. He could take care of himself just fine.

Plus.

It would be a cold day in hell before he were to leave Fawcett City.

"Billy?"

Superman's sudden voice made him realize he had gotten lost in thought, and that an answer was still being expected from him. Would it be enough to twist some of the truth? He couldn't tell them about his relationship with Thavma, the Wizard had told him to never trust a soul with this.

And he knew the reason, he long learnt that way too many power hungry psychos wouldn't hesitate to come after him if they were to know about his connection with Thavma.

All of them coveting the Champion's power.

He knew it was hypocritical to think that when the Vasquez, Freddie and the others knew.

But as Thavma had said, none of them was at risk of being mind controlled like the Justice League, so it was safe for them to know.

Or at least safer than the League knowing.

Thus.

He would lie for as long as he had to.

He wrote down a bit of truth on the notepad before turning it towards the heroes.

"Captain Marvel can't help me right now. He knows about me, he's the one who's been helping me. He's C.M., he poses as my dad so as to keep people from paying too much attention to me. He didn't tell you about me because I have always been perfectly fine, there was no reason for you to know about me. The less people know about me the safer it's for everyone."

All of it was true, in a sense, he just didn't mention the fact where Captain Marvel had been helping him for several centuries now.

He could tell from a mile that the League didn't quite agree with his words, and that several of them were mad Marvel had kept something like this from them, he could understand their anger.

He would want to know if there was a ticking bomb capable of wiping the whole planet out too. That wasn't something people could just ignore.

But they had no idea who he was or how dangerous Captain Marvel had it. 

"It's not that he didn't trust you. But a lot of creatures have the habit to either try to kill me, eat me or mess with things they shouldn't. If you were mind controlled or a villain were to read your mind, they would know about me. That wouldn't go over well."

Again, another half lie, Captain Marvel was the one the creatures tried to eat, kill or steal the powers of. The few who had come after Billy had ended up dead, Thavma was serious about not letting enemies know about him.

"I still don't see how come he is not here. You say he can't help, but why can't he help? He's the Champion Of Magic, there's nothing regarding magic he can't handle. This curse would be easy peasy for him to destroy, and even so, you are practically a ticking bomb right now, he wouldn't just ignore it."

Zatanna's words made Billy groan internally, why couldn't they just stop making questions? Ah. Fuck it. Things couldn't get any worse anyways.

Thus.

He grabbed the pen and wrote down on his notepad, he had to start small, careful, he knew it could be a bit confusing at first for people who didn't understood magic.

The League watched him write in silence.

He then turned the notepad to them.

"I didn't lie, Captain Marvel cannot help me. I don't know how much he told you about what he is or how his powers work. But he exists in a completely different realm than ours, Zatanna uses magic, she knows who he is and she can tell you that I don't lie."

"Zatanna?"

"You spend a lot of time around him, are you seriously telling me you aren't aware of who he truly is?" Zatanna asked at the looks she was given, they couldn't seriously be that oblivious, right? But it would explain why they always felt the need to call her, Constantine or Dr. Fate for magic cases when they literally had the God of Magic with them.

"Well... he is the Champion Of Magic or something, that's like an important title or something..." It wasn't until Flash said that that the League realized none of them had ever bothered to listen to Marvel's words when it came to magic outside a magic related threat.

"Or something? You serious?" Zatanna didn't know if to hit someone or scream, how the hell did they survive this long without seriously pissing off the Champion Of Magic was beyond her. "It's not just a title, he's the guardian of the Rock Of Eternity, the literal center of reality, a focal point of all the magic on Earth. It's prison to ungodly monsters and powerful ancient artifacts. He can literally decide who has magic and who doesn’t, didn't you ever wonder why every single magic user in the League seems to avoid him? No one wants to risk pissing him off and having him cancelling their magic."

Or at least that was her reason to avoid him, and she knew Constantine also avoided him for that fact even if the man would never be caught dead admitting said fact. Dr. Fate... she couldn't be sure.

"The Champion Of Magic watches over the thousands leylines spread across the world, and he is the one who deals with anything magic related aside from the fights, means dozens and dozens of meetings with the hundreds of magical creatures that inhabit the Earth, that if you don't add the whole political and law side of it all."

"He's the God of Gods." Diana exclaimed in realization, stories her mother had told her of as a child coming back to her. How did she not see the connection sooner? He had the power of Gods and magic. An honorable man who fought for justice. She should have known.

"Yes. That's one of his names."

"God of Gods?" Batman repeated, he was cursing having never looked deeper into Captain Marvel's involvement with magic, that he let his damn hatred for magic keep him from doing a proper research on who the man was.

And now...

Zatanna's words made him realize how much he had underestimated the man, if he had that kind of power, to be able to decide who had magic and who didn't... He would need to update his archive, and start from scratch on his previous plan to neutralize the Captain.

He didn't even think the man might be able to be neutralized.

"My mother used to tell me stories about them when I was young. She said they were the protectors of all magic in the world, their powers came from the Gods, Solomon's wisdom, Heracles' strength, Atlas' stamina, Zeus' lightning, Achilles' courage and Mercury's speed. She said that they were Living Lightning, the incarnation of magic itself, set upon the world to do the Gods' bidding."

"When you say Living Lightning, are we talking about a metaphor here? And why do you keep saying 'they'?" Green Lantern questioned.

"It's not a metaphor, Living Lightning is... not human, it's just sentient raw power that resides in a completely different plane from us... and the why she keeps repeating the 'they' it's because there's been dozens of Champions Of Magic throughout the centuries, gender, age, race, it varies a lot." It wasn't until Zatanna said that that a thought occurred to her, she glanced at the kid, the power she had felt before alongside the lightning...

She didn't seem to be the only one to come to the conclusion for she heard someone suck in a sharp breath.

"Holy shit."

Zatanna wasn't sure how did the Champion Of Magic went from his... original form to a human looking person, she used to think shapeshifting.

Now that she was staring at the kid she had several doubts about that. But the reminder of that asphyxiating presence kept her from disregarding the possibility completely.

"Marvel?" Superman's word got the kid honest to God smacking his forehead, this before shaking his head and writing down on the notepad before turning it to them.

"No, you are right on the Living Lightning being sentient raw power, but think of him as a spell, for him to be able to be here he needs a host, a human host, I am that host. I have been his host for several centuries now, I have maintained the same appearance I had when I was first chosen by the Wizard. I cannot hear him nor transform right now, but he is still here. If I don't transform for too long his magic will burn me from the inside out as it starts accumulating. I am currently tethered to the Rock Of Eternity, it helps drain some of the pented up magic, but it's not a permanent fix. My magic won't work either, that's why I needed outside help."

Billy got several looks that told him he was definitely not believed. He sighed, scribbling down on the notepad before showing them.

"Flash once tripped mid putting his costume on and crashed on a wall half naked infront of the Justice League. He was wearing Lightning McQueen underwear." 

Flash screeched as he read that.

Billy smirked as he watched the Flash go through all the stages of grief as he realized a child knew such embarrassing event about him.

"You were spying on us?! How did the guy not tell us a friggin 12 year old was spying on us?!"

"We don't share the same memories, so it wasn't technically spying. I only remember snippets of what he does. Though it's always the most useless of things, I don't know where the Zeta tubes are at nor anything that might have helped me reach you quicker."

"If this is true, what was that with the lightning? Was that him?" Batman questioned.

Billy frowned before writing down on the notepad.

"He didn't meant to attack Zatanna, but right now, for some reason, we can't communicate. If he attacked her it means he can't see nor hear what I do as he usually does. He doesn't know it was her, all he knew is that foreign magic invaded his space, he might have thought I was being attacked or that someone was trying to tap into his magic, neither of which are good, so he retaliated. It's not his fault, he's just protecting us."

Billy made a point at putting emphasis on the last part, Marvel wasn't attacking on purpose, he was just protecting himself and Billy by the only methods he could right now.

"He took control of your body, couldn't he recognize us when he did?" Zatanna asked, she knew what she felt, he had been the one staring her down, and while she would give anything to not have to be here after what she felt and saw... she couldn't ignore this. The planet itself was on the line because some ignorant fool messed with the wrong person.

The boy shook his head, writing down on his notepad, a boy she could still not believe was the avatar of the Champion Of Magic. He held the notepad in their direction.

"He wasn't controlling my body, he was just angry enough that he subconsciously intensified his presence within me to chase you away."

"Can he control your body? I mean, does this work like possession?" Flash asked, he was still having trouble understanding this whole thing. This child was centuries old, and Captain Marvel was possessing him? But there was so much more in there he couldn't quite understand...

"It's not possession, he isn't a spirit nor a ghost. Think of it as the situation between Jason Blood and Etrigan, but less cursed. I'm not sure about the control thing, he's let me control his body a few times so I can fly around, so maybe he can also control my body too, but he's never done it nor mentioned it before. So I wouldn't know."

"He can't get rid of the curse from the inside?" Zatanna asked, she wasn't sure how was she even suppose to help here, if this kid was the Champion's host... his previous attack had been a warning.

If she tried to use her magic on him again he might do something worse.

The kid shook his head at her words, writing down on his notepad.

"He can't use magic when I am me, the only way for him to do that is if he comes close enough to the surface, but he will only do that if he feels we are in danger. And my own magic isn't responding. I was hoping that the curse would be removed before his magic started growing unstable. The longer I go without summoning him, the more the magic on this world will become unstable."

"Unstable how?"

"Magical creatures will start appearing as they realize the Champion's presence has been gone for too long, they will see it as a chance to wreck havoc for there's no one to stop them. The monsters at the Rock might also break free, and with nowhere to go they will cause damage to the Rock, if the Rock is damaged magic users will start having trouble with their magic, I would really like for that to not happen. If their magic fails there will be no one to get rid of the curse, means I will die and so will everyone, think of it as a nuclear bomb going off, but much, much worse."

Christ.

This was much worse than the League had first thought, this kid... and Marvel, how the hell had none of them ever paid enough attention to learn something? They had been so blinded by the guy's personality that they had never quite stepped back to access the kind of power he might have.

And now...

Chapter 15: Legends Never Die

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The Justice League never thought it would come the day were someone would actually manage to capture them all, a man by the name of Morbius Tetch.

He had taken all their weapons when unconscious and incapacitated them all, had locked them behind a barrier that burnt like acid upon contact.

Captain Marvel was the only one absent from the "cell". Instead, he was across the room, hanging from chains, glowing golden symbols littering the chains and shackles holding him in place, symbols Diana recognized to be magic.

The man was still and quiet enough with his head bowed, it was eerie to see him so quiet and still, as if he were unconscious, the League didn't even know he could be knocked out.

"You are quite the problematic bunch, but no worries, I have prepared for all of you, all so I can do this in peace." Morbius said as he approached Marvel with the Lasso. Diana isn't sure what he intends, but she still snarls at the man.

"If you touch him with that." She warns, fire rushing through her veins at the idea of anyone abusing the power of Hestia. The man ignores her as he fastened the Lasso around Marvel's neck, making Diana growl. "How dare you put that on him?!"

"I have questions, and I fear cooperation might not be given." Is all the man gives as an explanation.

"You have no right using that!" Diana snarled, red flashing in her vision, she's never used the Lasso of truth on innocents, much less on her friends, she would never do such a thing as that as abusing her power by violating her friends' trust.

And now this man had the nerve to dare and think he could use it on her brother? Marvel was one of her best friends, her brother who could wield Zeus' lightning, he had a noble heart and an outstanding goodness in general about him that made Diana feel nauseous with more reason on the idea of him being subjected to the atrocity of spilling the secrets he's never told anyone about.

Marvel was a very friendly man, but he always kept everyone at arm lengths, never revealing anything personal, this shouldn't be how they potentially ended up knowing things about him.

Because she had no doubt that this Morbius Tetch would exploit the Lasso to force Marvel to speak of things not even them might know.

"Wakey, wakey Captain." Morbius called, ignoring Wonder Woman as he patted Marvel's cheek. The man groaned before he began stirring, looking up at the mad scientist. "So glad you could join us." Cheered Morbius, to which Marvel ignored him, glancing at the Lasso for a moment before glancing at the League.

"That's not nice." Marvel said as he noticed the Kryptonite engraved shackles clasped shut around Superman's arms, the man was sitting by the wall leaning against Batman and looking very sick, Batman... he was in every chain and shackle imaginable, Marvel was quite sure the man wouldn't be able to stand up if he tried.

Flash also had shackles around his ankles, same kind he's seen people use on meta-humans. Green Lantern's ring had that dark color it got whenever it ran out of power... Aquaman was also wrapped in lots of chains and shackles. Same as Wonder Woman, it made him seethe to see them like that.

"So, when are you starting your grand evil monologue?" Marvel questioned as he looked back at the man, he tried to not feel nervous over the Lasso tied around his throat, he had to be careful with what he said.

"Glad to see you haven't lost your sense of humor." Morbius said, the Lasso tightened around his throat, making him swallow hard. "My boss won't be coming just yet, we had a deal, I capture you all, and I get to make you a few questions, questions you are gonna answer of course, how's that sound?"

So the guy wasn't the one behind all of this, great. Who was it then? Sivanna? Another bizarre team up between Sivanna and Luthor? But then why focus on him when Superman was literally across the room? Something didn't make sense here.

"I'm sorry, I don't give interviews to crazy villains." He told at last.

"Well, this is not up for debate, for as you can see you will have no other choice but to answer." The man said as a statement of fact. Marvel glared at him. "How did you get your powers?"

Marvel frowned, clenching his jaw as he felt the fire blaze around his throat.

"I asked you a question and I demand you to answer, how did you get your powers?" The man ordered, lasso burning his skin, tightening until it felt as if his skin were about to split open. Marvel bit back a groan as he curled his fingers into fists. While Billy would be completely safe as long as the man didn't ask anything that would lead to the host issue....

He cursed as his mouth moved against his will.

"I was born with them." He gritted out, feeling as the pressure around his throat lessened, it wasn't a lie, he was Living Lightning, he was created with the power of Gods at the Rock Of Eternity. He was literal sentient raw power.

"Those are lies, if you were born with them how come did you took so long to make an appearance? Where were you when Steppenwolf attacked?" Morbius demanded, anger in his eyes, Marvel resisted the urge to roll his eyes, lies? Didn't the man himself was using the literal lasso of truth to make sure he couldn't lie?

Still.

"It was not my time yet." He didn't bother to withhold that information, he didn't got to decide when was his time to arise once again in the mortal world and when was time to leave, the Wizard was.

"What does that mean?" Morbius asked, Marvel didn't answer, bitting his tongue until he tasted blood. "What does it mean?!"

Marvel growled internally as the words slipped out.

"Means I wasn't on this plane of existence just yet."  He gritted out, glaring at the floor as he bit his tongue so as to not elaborate more.

"Where were you if not here? What were you doing? How come did you not come sooner?" The man demanded, Marvel scowled.

"At the Rock Of Eternity, dormant, I didn't come sooner because I wasn't needed."

"Not needed? That's bullshit and we both know it. Magic shit happens left and right, aren't you suppose to be the big boss of magic? I would have thought anything magic related would by logic be your problem."

"There's more than enough powerful wizards, magician, exorcist and whatnot to counterattack those who seek to do harm. I wasn't needed." He told as a statement of fact, or at least that's what he felt like the Wizard had seen it as, Zatanna, Constantine, Jason Blood, Dr. Fate, all of them were abnormally powerful and skilled when it came to magic.

The world had been saved several times by them, fights for the world only those involved in the situation would ever know of, and Captain Marvel, he knew everything about all those fights, he knew about the sacrifices, the deaths and their determination.

Reason he held so much respect towards them, even if Zatanna didn't paid him much mind for she was nervous around him, or how much of a pain Constantine and Dr. Fate were, and Jason Blood kept to himself so... point was. It was a shame how the world would never know how many times those people had saved them, but as Billy liked to say.

Acknowledgement is irrelevant, while it's nice to get recognition, it didn't define whether you were a hero or not, you didn't fight for the world to get praises and recognition, you did it to protect those who couldn't protect themselves.

"Say, what's the Rock Of Eternity?" The man's sudden question caught his attention.

"None of your business." He spat immediately, wincing as the lasso tightened impossibly tighter around his throat, heat blazing.

"Now I am much more curious, what's the Rock Of Eternity? What does it do? Is it the source of your power? Can I find it? Tell me." Ordered the man sharply, Marvel glared hatefully at him, clenching his jaw tightly.

But not even that stopped the words from slipping out.

"It's... the center of reality, a focal point of all the magic on Earth. It's prison to ungodly monsters and powerful ancient artifacts. I am its guardian... no, you cannot enter it, no one can, only the guardian can enter it." He made a point at withholding the fact that he could bring people to the Rock Of Eternity, that was the only way anyone could enter it.

"If no one but you has access to it, why does it need a guardian in the first place?"

Marvel glared at the man, on one side, his job as the guardian wasn't a secret, the magic community knew everything, and the Justice League would know too, but they always got weird whenever he tried talking to them about magic, and they always brushed away his "Have Champion duties" as an excuse of his to escape, which he did admit he had used as an excuse to escape some activities and situations, but not all of them had been empty excuses. Diana might know some of it all things considered though.

Point is, while it's not a secret, he doesn't want to answer the dude.

But that's easier said than done.

"Being its guardian doesn't mean my job consists solely on protecting the Rock and what's inside it. I can decide who has magic and who doesn’t, means I have to keep an eye out for particularly unhinged people who might have gotten a hang of magic and take their magic away before they can use it to do something as unhinged as them."

Like that guy who had wanted to destroy the planet by opening a portal to a completely different dimension of thousands of demons that could teletransport and regenerate just because he was angry that his wife never stopped loving his best friend. He would never understand how could people put thousands in danger over such a small issue that could definitely be resolved in a dozen different ways that didn't involve dooming the whole planet.

"I watch over the thousands leylines spread across the world, and I must deal with anything magic related aside from the fights, means dozens and dozens of meetings with the hundreds of magical creatures that inhabit the Earth, I have to make sure they are not up to something if the magic energy around their area spikes, and I have to make sure they are safe and that they haven't become some lab rat for the humans or a sacrifice for occultism and whatnot. That if you don't add the whole political and law side of it all, which let me tell you is an amazing way to get a migraine. Have you ever tried talking to a fae who is hell bent on stealing your name? Or a satyr hell bent on scamming you even though you very much saw him break that magical vase while looking you straight in the eye? Do you have any idea how fast unicorns can run? They are not happy horned horses that shoot rainbows, those things are huge, terrifying, brutal and won't hesitate to rip your face off if you don't use food to buy your own safety around them."

He still remembered very much how it had felt to have a unicorn horn rip through his arm. He had learnt to throw the Skittles first, ask questions later.

The man stared at him, he looked like he wasn't sure if his leg was being pulled or not.

"Sure..."

"Hey man, I'm not lying, everyone with magic who has half a brain knows who I am and what I do, you can literally ask anyone."

The man narrowed his eyes at him, Marvel wasn't quite sure what to do when the man scoffed, took the lasso off of him, turned around and left. But he did snicker once the door shut, well, at least that gave him some time to breathe.

"What do unicorns eat?" Flash's sudden question caught his attention and he turned to look at him, that's when he realized the odd looks, guilt? What for?

Still.

He smirked.

"Skittles."

"Seriously?"

"Well, in theory, they eat Ambrosia, but someone I know told me Skittles were the closest thing to it, I wasn't very hopeful on that working, have to admit I was kinda surprised when I didn't end up impaled again." Who would have said a 5 year old would be the one to finally help him approach the unicorns for the first time since he first came into existence? Not even Shazam had been able to approach them.

"Again?! What do you mean again?!" Half screeched Flash. Marvel frowned at him.

"I was impaled before, though if you ask me that's much better than being bitten or kicked. Do not recommend their bites, the hallucinations are on a whole new level, feels like walking into a nightmare. But hey, at least they don't try to kill me anymore."

"Dude."

"I thought you were lying when you said you had to do champion stuff. You know, an excuse to run off." Green Lantern said, feeling a bit uncomfortable over this new discovery, he didn't understand magic that well, but he didn't need to to get an idea of how he might have underestimated Captain Marvel's job, how they all might have incredibly underestimated the guy.

His words had left clear that he did more important stuff than they had first realized. And that maybe those crazy stories about unicorns, dragons and faes he told them about were actually true.

"Sometimes it's true, sometimes it's not." Marvel conceded.

"Was it true what you told him? Can you give and take magic?" Batman questioned. And Marvel could tell from a mile away that the man was very much remembering all their fights against magic users. Could feel the question, the judgement and the suspicion like a thick blanket.

"... Yes... But I don't really do it much, I haven't given magic to anyone in centuries, those who wield magic were born with magical cores, I have nothing to do with that. And I don't take anyone's magic unless there's definitely no other way out of it, however they use it, I won't take it away. I know it doesn't sound great, to be able to take away that which helps others hurt and even kill dozens and not do it, but... magic is complicated, it's not just a skill, people are born with it, it's in their aura, in their core, taking their magic is like tearing off a literal piece of them, some kill themselves because they can't handle the feeling it leaves behind, and some others lose their minds as they become so hell bent on filling the bleeding gap left behind that they would do just about anything to get it back... a few have survived, but it's still not the same... so no, I won't apologize for not taking the magic of those who use it to harm others, they might be evil, but that doesn't mean they deserve to live in eternal torture."

He made a point at holding Batman's gaze, if he knew the man as well as he thought, he wouldn't judge his reasoning, Batman might not be a fan of magic, but he was also not a fan of torture.

"Question, if you can give magic, could it be possible to make Superman immune to magic?"

"No, I can't give magic to anyone at random, not everyone was born with the ability to handle magic, I can only give it to those who have strong cores, giving it to anyone random without checking first could lead to the person's death. Superman's core is strong, but because he is naturally vulnerable against it he cannot wield it. Giving him magic would just kill him."

"... Say, could I wield magic?" Of course Flash would ask that. Marvel smirked.

"No, sorry." The speedster deflated. "Aquaman could though, and Wonder Woman... and Batman."

That last one got several dropped jaws. Yeah, he knew the feeling, he had had the same reaction when he had first scanned the League's auras to check who could and who couldn't wield magic, just in case they ever needed a plan B.

Aquaman could, he already commanded the oceans and had very much a dormant magical core, all he would need to do was tap it and the man would very much make Poseidon have something to gossip about.

Wonder Woman was Zeus' daughter, she also had a magical core, hell, she could wield lightning if she wanted to, he had wanted to bring this up to her, but Zeus had told him not to, to let her find out her own potential on her own. Why the hell couldn't he just tell her was beyond him.

And Batman... that one had left him frozen in place, it was hilarious and ironic how the man who hated magic above all had the perfect core to wield it.

"Dude that's so not fair." Marvel shrugs. He didn't make the rules. Suddenly, the door opens, revealing Morbius Tetch, he had a very alarming grin that sent shivers down Marvel's spine.

"You know, I called a friend of mine, and what a surprise did I get when I told him I had you.... do you know what he told me?"

"That you should seriously consider changing hair saloons?" He questioned, grinning at the scowl the man gave him.

"Funny, let's see if you can keep up that sense of humor once I have your mortal form under a sword." The man's words froze Marvel, what? The man grinned. "So it's true then? That this form is not your own but just an illusion? What is it? Is it magic? How do you break the enchantment?"

Those words sent confusion across the League and rage across Marvel's face, the man's usual jovial face switching into one of pure unadulterated rage, eyes litting up a fiery white, it made the League's hairs stand on end, the atmosphere in the room growing almost electrifying. 

And still.

"How dare you use my weapon against my brother?!" Wonder Woman was the first to snap out of the shock as she noticed the man having the nerve to hold her sword against Marvel's chest, slamming herself against the barrier with a snarl. 

Her anger just intensified as the man once again fastened the Lasso around his neck. 

"Tell me Champion. How do you break the enchantment?" The man demanded, the Lasso glowing brightly, Marvel groaned, squeezing his eyes shut tightly, but he didn't answer, instead, he clenched his jaw tightly. 

Diana felt sick at the sight, because no, she's never used her weapon on her friends, she would never use it, much less like this, such vile hands should never have to abuse the power of Hestia. 

"Answer me!" Morbius demanded. Marvel cursed as the fire blazed across his throat, vision flashing white before his mouth was moving against his will. 

"With... a word." He gritted out. The words burnt his tongue, and even though the pressure around his throat lessened, it didn't fill him with a sliver of peace at all. He could feel Billy stirring up, alarm pooling in his chest, no, he couldn't let this man nor anyone for that matter see him, Billy was just starting to get used to this modern world, he even had made friends. 

And now... He couldn't let this man get his hands on him, he couldn't let him become a target. 

"What's the word?" The man asked, voice demanding, Marvel growled as fire seized his throat once again, the Lasso tightening around his throat until it felt like it might snap his trachea. His fingers curled into fists as fire rushes through his veins. He bit his tongue until he tasted copper. He couldn't answer. He couldn't-  "I order you to tell me the word that needs to be said to break the enchantment!"

Marvel forced himself to meet the man's eyes, a fire he hasn't felt in centuries curling at the pit of his stomach as he leaned forward, lightning pulsating raw beneath his skin, threatening to burn the flesh off his bones, thunder rumbling above, lightning crackling in his mouth as he spoke, his own glowing eyes reflecting on the man's black eyes.

"You can order all you wish, I would rather chew my own tongue off before I were to let him be seen by the likes of you." He spat, voice hard as steel.

"The word Champion, what is the word?" Marvel bit back a groan as the fire began spreading all around his neck, it felt like he might go insane with the heat. But he refused to give in. He wouldn't give in. He had to protect Billy. The League would never understand his situation nor would Billy be able to carry on with the sliver of normalcy he had. The lasso tightened impossibly tighter around his throat, making him choke on air, he could hear Flash and Wonder Woman's voices, but he couldn't for the life of him grasp their words.

All he knew is that there was anger in their voices.

And God, his throat was gonna be burnt off.

It felt like an eternal hell of heat before it disappeared altogether, he looked up at the man, not quite sure when had he dropped his head.

"Anything you wanna say?"

"Go... to hell." Marvel did an amazing job at never swearing in this form, both because Billy insisted on setting an example, and also because he still didn't quite understand some terms.

But he felt like this one fit just right with the situation.

"You won't talk? Alright, I can-" The man's voice cut off as a buzzing sound filled the room. He took out a phone from his pocket before glaring at it and then at Marvel. He yanked the lasso off of him before stalking out of the room, allowing Marvel to take a breath, he was shaking, he could feel the sweat trickling down the back of his neck and the throb of his tongue where he had bitten until it bled. But he hadn't transformed. Billy was safe.

"Cap? You alright there man?" Flash's nervous voice caught his attention and he turned to look at the group in the cage. Worried looks is what met him, he tried to smile, but it came more like a grimace.

"I'm fine..." He dropped his head, his neck burnt, and he couldn't hear the Gods nor Billy, all he could do was feel their emotions, he could feel Billy and Solomon's anxiety, Zeus' and Hercules' wrath, Mercury, Achilles and Atlas' restlessness... something was so not right here.

He didn't even think there was someone capable of restraining him. It has been centuries since someone was able to put him out of his game, and now... now they knew of Billy, if they got to him they would easily kill him. He couldn't allow that.

"You said him." Batman's sudden odd words made him frown, he couldn't help but look at the man.

"What..?"

"When he asked you to drop the enchantment, you said him, that you would never let him be seen. Who's him?" Leave it to Batman to notice that slip up. He scowled, chosing to look away, he knew he couldn't lie and say that he was talking in third person, Billy would whack him on the head before he was to ever let him speak in third person.

That's for stuck up jerks. He would say.

Point is, he never spoke in third person, so why would he suddenly do it now? No one would believe him.

So, not answering was best.

"You do are aware that you are what they were after, right? And that they have seemingly figured out your weakness, a weakness that can be exploited by using Wonder Woman's lasso of truth." Batman stated, he ignored how much it irked at him that a villain had figured out Marvel's weakness before he did.

"So? Telling you won't magically free us from this mess." Marvel told, glaring at the wall, he hated feeling so exposed, they nor anyone for that matter was suppose to know about Billy. The less people knew the safer he would be.

"No, but I have the feeling that with how bad things are going, we might find out anyways, wouldn't it be better if it came from you rather than having to hear it because you were forced into saying it?" Green Lantern said, yeah, he was being forced to say it anyways, it sucked in general, that this was how they found out about an apparently sensitive issue regarding the man and not because he opened up to them on his own volition.

But at least telling them now would be his choice, not something forced out of him by the Lasso Of Truth.

Marvel didn't answer, he didn't even look at them.

And then.

"Living Lightning is an intense and potent spell wielded and crafted by the Council of Wizards using the power of Gods. It can be summoned by the chosen Champion of Magic via a magic word. It then takes the form of a lightning bolt that, when it meets the Champion, transforms them into their greatest potential and imbues them with tremendous physical and magical power. It usually exists in a completely different realm from the living, for it to be able to access this plane safely it needs a host, a human host."

He finally turned to look at the League.

"I am Living Lightning, and him is the host. By saying the word we switch, when he is him I reside within his mind, kind of like sitting at the backseat of a car while he does as he pleases. When I am me, he sits at the backseat."

"Like possession?" Green Lantern questions. Marvel grimaced at the comparison. 

"Yes and no. When I am me he cannot take control of this body but he can see and hear everything I do, and when he is himself... I can also see and hear everything he does, but I cannot take control of his body. We are two separate beings, but in a sense we are also the same. I'm... his heart influences heavily on how I behave, my moral compass you would say, that's why finding someone who can wield this magic is hard, most humans wouldn't be able to resist abusing that kind of power, and as I said, not all humans are a good moral compass."

He didn't mention that Black Adam was the result of a choice gone wrong, he didn't felt like explaining that now, nor ever for that matter.

"But the Wizard said this one was pure of heart." He smirked at the last statement, even more so as he felt Billy scratching at the back of his head, displeasure pooling in his chest. 

"Pure of heart?"

"He's never liked that description, he claims no one has an entirely pure heart, which I guess does make sense, sort of. Still, regardless of it, if I switch back into him he is nothing but a human, more resistant and gifted than a regular human, but still human, he can't do magic though we can lend him some of our magic but... let's say he has a tendency to make everything explode and get himself injured one way or another."

Which was ironic considering it's been decades since Billy became his host, and the boy couldn't for the life of him keep himself from slamming face first on a building for using Mercury's speed or exploding his phone for trying to use Zeus' lightning to charge it like Marvel usually did. 

"Question, if this is like a possession, couldn't you, you know, leave, like the ghosts and spirits in the movies do, abandon the body. You know, to break this barrier?" Flash's words made Marvel stiffen.

"No. He's... not really from this time, he's from the 18 century, right now, he's still as young as he was when he was first chosen, and while we can switch back and forth, if I were to leave him time might catch up with him, I'm not sure if it would be an instant reaction or if it would take time, either way, I can't nor will I risk it." He was not about to risk killing Billy, there had to be another way to get out of here.

Suddenly, the man re-entered the room, prompting Marvel to shut up, this time, the man came with a smirk as he went over, he was holding a weird looking knife that felt strangely familiar. Solomon's alarm and realization blasted like a rocket through him, but he couldn't for the life of him hear the God.

"I have spoken with my boss, he will be arriving soon, and he's instructed me to do this, I wanted to do this the easy way, but seeing that you refuse to cooperate... I guess we will have to go for the hard way. Shame, because there's 90% chances it might do some damage. I really didn't want to stain my hands with innocent blood."

"Is that why you captured the League?"

"Hey now, we have no actual necessity for them, but my boss knew one way or another they would try to ruin our plans for you. So, I took them out of the equation too. And either so, heroes are not innocent, dozens have died because of them. We will bring a new order to this world, and you will help us."

Marvel frowned at that.

"What makes you think I would help you?"

Didn't the man just admit that it could bring damage...? Did he expect to torture him into agreeing to work with him? What kind of plan was that?

"Wait, you didn't think I was talking about you, right?" The condescending tone made his hairs stand on end. "No, the one who's gonna suffer will be your host."

"You can't touch him." He told as a statement of fact. He was an impenetrable barrier, and even if he was hurt, Billy wouldn't feel it nor would he be injured either. The magic protected him from harm.

"Yeah, I was told your injuries and whatnot cannot transmit to him, but this knife was specifically made for you. Means it can very much reach the connection between you two, any damage you sustain by it can pass to him." 

Marvel froze at those words, gaze fixated on the knife, he's seen that knife before, but where? And Solomon wouldn't stop pounding with alarm. Little could faze the God Of Wisdom. So what was he missing?

And still, the idea of Billy coming to harm... it made rage seize him. Energy crackling all over his skin as fire pooled on his chest. Shackles around his wrist burning as he pulled on them until skin split open, but not even that stopped him, thunder roaring outside as he felt energy crackle around him. 

"If you touch him..." His warning came out like an electrifying hiss of absolute darkness and ice, a storm brewing behind his eyes as the lights above flickered, air growing electrifying. The man took a step back as fear flashed across his face.

"Almost forgot how territorial the all righteous champion was." The sudden new voice caught the attention of the room, Marvel stiffened, suddenly, Solomon's alarm and that oddly familiar knife slapping him on the face as realization hit.

A man walked into the room, looking just like last time. But that was impossible, he was suppose to be dead.

"Surprised to see me?"

He didn't answer, throat closing as he held the man's gaze.

"You might be wondering how am I alive after so long. Well, the answer's quite boring. Remember this?" The man said, pulling a much too familiar talisman from his pocket. His throat closed even more, blood rushing like a river of ice through his veins. 

He knew that talisman. 

It reminded him of blood and screams. Of tight walls and fire pressing down on him, scratching at his magic and slicing it open, drawing from it. Pulling and pulling even when it felt like it might snap. Until he was left screaming until his voice went raw. No. 

"Turns out it also gave me immortality. Amazing, right?" The man said, putting the talisman too close to his face. Marvel didn't answer, he couldn't answer, he was frozen, something gawning at the pit of his stomach. 

Terror. 

That's what he was feeling.

A terror like nothing he's ever felt. Not even the Courage of Achilles could seize it and push it back.

"It still works just the same, you know? So, what's it gonna be? I doubt you would want for the boy to die, right?"

Those words set a stone in his stomach. What...?

"Oh Yeah, I know all that there's to know about the Wizard's latest champion. William Joseph Batson. Orphaned at the age of 4, thrown to the streets at the age of 7, given the champion mantle at the age of 10. Stopped aging at 12. And he currently seems to be entertaining the idea of living with Rosa and Victor Vasquez who seem quite fond of taking in kids no one else wants. Would be quite a shame if something were to happen to them, don't you think?"

Billy's panic and terror explode deep within him, threatening to merge with his own, but he shoved it down, rage blazing up with something much darker underneath, fire rushing through his veins as he held the man's gaze with pure hatred.

"I will kill you." He promised lowly, thunder splitting the skies outside, the window near him exploding into a million pieces of glass, lights flickering as the heat spread across his chest. His magic burnt beneath his skin, threatening to melt the flesh off his bones, the hatred and rage overpowering the fear like nothing he's ever felt.

And for a moment, that's all he can feel, blistering and cold claws that dig inside him, making red flash in his vision, his magic twisting like a raging storm that was only barely contained within his skin. The man before him seems to grow nervous, fear flashing in his gaze, but he can care less for the cold has taken over.

"Shazam."

Lightning howls down, striking him, and while he switches his and Billy's minds merge, the lightning having scorched the shackles, Billy's body is small, but he still pounces at the man, rage burning deep within, he dodges the talisman, his magic is leaking, skin burning, he has to end this quick before Billy's body suffered too much backlash.

He uses Mercury speed to dodge the man's attempts at hitting him with the magic from the talisman, dodging them before slamming into him from behind, sending a shockwave of electricity through the man's body. He snatches the talisman from the man.

"Give that to me!" The man snarls, failing to get up as his skin starts to brittle. Marvel glares at him, watching as the man's skin rapidly brittles, turning into dust completely.

He stares at it for a moment before looking down at the talisman and crushing it between his fingers, a ball of lightning explodes on his hand, turning it to ashes. He would never be sealed again, he was no one's weapon. He was-

"Cap?" The voice sounded like a far away echo, he turned towards it, right, the League... He walked up to the barrier, vision blurring as he brought his hand up, his hand where the skin was splitting open, golden light and electricity seeping out... that was so not good. Still. He had to at least break the barrier and at most break the shackles of one of them so the rest could be set free.

He used his lightning to break the barrier before going up to Batman, his hands were shaking and God was it starting to burn like hell, he was running out of time.

"Free the rest." That's all he managed to say as he broke Batman's shackles, like a rubber band snapping he retreated, minds colliding as his magic shut off.

The world went black.

The last thing he felt were strong yet gentle hands grabbing him.

Chapter 16: Legends Never Die: Part 2

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Watching a 12 year old boy with glowing eyes, several glowing cracks all over his skin and electricity crackling all over his body beat the crap out of a villain was definitely not something the League had seen coming.

And while his movements had left clear that was Marvel, after the villains turned to dust the League hadn't been so sure on what even was happening. His whole body language was off, as if the slightest of movements was causing him tremendous agony, and his skin was seriously splitting open. 

But once he fred Batman he had collapsed, like a switch being turned off, the glowing and electricity disappeared completely, the previous cracks on his skin being replaced by lightning scars. 

Once Batman had fred them all he had been the one to pick up the child, William, if that guy's words had been something to go by. When Marvel said he had a human host, the League hadn't been sure what to expect, but a child had certainly not been it.

Even if said child was an immortal from the 18 century.

But God he looked so small, with black hair and such a baby face. He was wearing a red hoodie, sneakers and Justice League themed sweatpants. 

What were they even suppose to do in this situation? He was a kid, but he was technically older than Superman himself. Had he seen all their battles? That guy's words at least said the kid couldn't be hurt nor feel Marvel's pain and injuries.

Speaking of which, Batman had taken the knife with him, he was not gonna let it fall on the wrong hands.

Point was, what to do about the kid?

 


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Billy woke up to a monstrous headache, the last thing he remembered was heat, and then nothing.

"Thavma." He groaned, realizing that Marvel must have taken control of his body as Billy. He knew he wouldn't have done so unless he deemed it strictly necessary, and while it didn't hurt it always left him with a horrible headache.

"Kid?" A man's voice surprised him. Kid? Victor didn't call him kid nor did Tawky, was it Marvel? God, had he taken that problematic form again?

"Thavma, we have talked about this, not materializing at home. I just bought that TV and if you explode it again I'm eating all your ice cream." He mumbled, rolling on the bed, had his bed always been this soft? 

"What...?"

"Don't what me. I'm so stealing Captain Marvel's body next time, you know, in the name of fairness."

"What?"

Okay, that high pitched partially horrified shriek was definitely not Thavma. Billy's eyes shot open and he quickly sat up, ignoring the piercing throb it brought from his head.

The Justice League was in the room.

A white room that looked very much like a medical bay.

Their faces were between confused and mortified.

And still one sole word slipped out.

"Holey moly." His whisper was loud in the quiet room, and it seemed to be enough to break the spell.

"William-"

"Billy." He cut off, wincing instantly as he realized he just cut off Superman. The man though just smiled. 

"Billy... how are you feeling?" Superman asked, none of them was quite sure on what to expect. Batman had said the kid was perfectly fine. But he had been unconscious for two whole days. The League had kept watch over Fawcett City just in case since the Captain seemed to be currently very much indisposed.

That was another thing, the idea that a child was the one who seemed to wield the power to decide whether Captain Marvel rose or not was a bit hard to process. The man was one of their heaviest hitters, much more powerful than they usually realized.

But ultimately a child was the one who controlled such immense power.

Was that why the man was always so cheerful and at times even childish? He did said his behavior was influenced by the host. A human child.

"I'm fine." The kid assured, giving them a very familiar smile, looking at him closely, he looked like a small version of Captain Marvel. Same dark hair, same blue eyes, same dimpled smile. It would make sense if his appearance was also influenced by the host's. God were their lives strange.

"What about...?" Superman wasn't sure how was he even suppose to ask. The kid smirked with a knowing look.

"Thavma? He's fine."

"Thavma..?"

"Marvel in Greek. I think it sounds much cooler than 'Marvel'." The kid, Billy, stated with a grin. "How long was I out?"

"Two days, is that usually normal?"

"Sometimes, you picked up the ashes of the talisman, right?" The boy asked, leveling Batman with a look that definitely knew the answer to his question already. "You should have Superman throwing them into the sun, just to be safe. Thavma won't react well if he knows you have kept them. Trust me, you don't want to have him knowing you kept them. And he will know." Billy told as he removed the IV from his arm.

"What was that talisman?" Diana asked, she had never seen Captain Marvel so... agitated. More like terrified, he had been shaking.

The boy scowled, crossing his arms over his chest and looking deep in thought before seemingly coming to a conclusion.

"It's an ancient talisman made with seriously strong magic, it's... it invades the host's soul and severs our connection. It was originally made by the Wizard to seal Black Adam away, but I trusted the wrong people and they stole it."

Something Billy would never forgive himself for, he had been trusted to keep it safe, and he had let someone steal it, even if Thavma didn't blame him, he did, he blamed himself, and he will forever do so, because his friend had suffered way more than Billy could ever make up for. 

"Thavma was the one who was sealed away. The man who used it modified it enough so he could harness his magic without him actually being able to do anything about it, he exploited his magic and did horrible things with them, it took me five years to get it back."

Five years that were still very much fresh in his mind, the worst five years of his life.

"He spent five years locked in that thing, awake, having his magic drained from him and having to watch people die by the hand of an asshole who was abusing his magic. I know of your love to come up with plans to neutralize the League, but that won't neutralize him, that's just a torture device to make him your slave. So, you can see why he might become aggressive towards you if he knows you have even a tiny little piece of it."

The kid held Batman's gaze as he spoke, giving the man a cold look as he held his hand out.

"You can keep the knife, but not the remnants of the talisman."

Chapter 17: Six Lightning Bolts

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The first time Billy did it, it had been because he had had no other choice, and because Freddy had made a very good point.

Captain Marvel had had monitor duty, but because Billy had broken his leg in a way too unlucky misstep on the stairs, he couldn't transform, Captain Marvel might not have a broken leg, but he had learnt the hard way that when he transformed back into Billy, his injury would be twice as worse as it had previously been.

So no transformation for him, Rosa had been quite insistent on that, had taken it to stand at the door and watch him. But he couldn't just skip monitor duty without warning someone. But he couldn't warn the League without giving away his not-adult voice either.

That's when Freddy had jumped in with a very bad idea, that he, as Voltage, took over monitor duty in his place, Billy knew he had offered it more as an opportunity for him to finally get to see the Watchtower. And while he had known it was a terrible idea.

He had agreed.

Captain Marvel did monitor duty alone, so that wouldn't be an issue, so, Billy had given his brother the password for guests and sent him on his merry way.

He hadn't been able to sleep that night.

But Freddy had come back, had assured him he had left before the next hero to tale over for him came, had left an apology note as Billy had instructed and everything. Everything went without a hitch.

The second time it happened it wasn't even a month later, Billy had a very important test the next day, and so as to not risk sleeping in the middle of the test, Mary had agreed to go to monitor duty for him as Miss Marvel.

And much like Freddy, she had left before the next hero arrived, also went without a hitch.

The third time it was Pedro, then Eugene, and Darla. Before he knew it he began taking turns with his siblings, the League never brought it up, so he thought he was on the clear, his siblings did amazing at avoiding the cameras, and Eugene used his technopathy to manipulate the footage into not showing him completely.

All so the League would never suspect.

He should have known better than to trust his luck. 

Five months later shit hit the fan.


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"Billy!"

Billy woke up startled at the shout of his name, Freddy was by his side looking worried, he frowned, biting back a yawn.

"Freddy? What's wrong?"

"Something's wrong. Darla hasn't come back from the Watchtower, so Eugene went up to look for her, but that was half an hour ago, and now both of them are missing."

Shit. That wasn't good, he was quick to leave the bed, a spark of panic taking root, he should have known better than to send them up to the Watchtower, he got too comfortable and now... no, he had to be reasonable, even if the League found them they would surely refrain from being flat out hostile, I mean, Darla and Eugene had similar costumes as him, they-

The costumes wouldn't fucking matter, what was he thinking? His number one public enemy had the exact same costume as him! He had to get to the Watchtower!

 

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"There's nothing on them." Batman said, he had ran scans using face recognition on both of their intruders over ten times now, and nothing. Not even an identification despite the fact that both of them had their whole face exposed.

As if they didn't exist.

Both of them had been quiet, had refused to answer, the first one to be caught had been the dark skinned woman with the purple suit, Superman had been the one to come face to face with her at the Zeta tubes, she hadn't even fought back as he had subdued her.

He had called the rest of the League then, informing them of the intruder who somehow didn't trip the alarms. Then not even half an hour later the second one had appeared.

An Asian man with a grayish suit, he, much like the woman, hadn't put much of a fight aside from several attempts to dodge them and a few panicked whispers Superman had managed to pick up before he had been subdued.

The curious thing about the two aside from their nonexistent hostile behavior was how their costumes seemed to resemble Captain Marvel's.

But Black Adam had taught them that the similarities in costumes didn't meant there was a relation between them.

Both of them were in handcuffs in the interrogation room, the League stood on the other side of the mirror, watching them, neither of them looked hostile, but appearances could be deceiving.

The woman seemed anxious as she kept swinging her legs back and forth on the chair she sat at, gaze wandering around. The man on the other side was slumped over the table in the most carefree act there ever was, as if he were 100% sure that there was no danger whatsoever around him even though he was in a secret base with the Justice League.

"I should use the Lasso of truth on them. At this rate we will never get answers on how did the both of them get in here." Wonder Woman stated, stalking towards the door, no one moved to stop her.

The group watched her enter the room, the woman snapped her attention towards her, giving Wonder Woman a nervous wave as a greeting while the man straightened up, leaning closer to the woman as if to shield her as he regarded the Amazon with wariness.

He leveled her with a glare when she unhooked the Lasso from her hip, Wonder Woman didn't waver as she brought it up.

"Who are you? And how did you get in here? This is your last chance to answer willingly before I make you." Diana demanded. He hesitated, glaring even more before glancing at the Lasso and sighing in defeat.

"... I'm Stormbreaker, and this is my sister, Bolt, I came here to look for her because she was taking way too long to come back. If you want to argue with anyone on why we are here, you should ask Bi-uh, Captain Marvel."

"What does the Captain has to do with anything?" Diana questioned, confused, how did these two know the Captain?

"He's our brother." The woman, Bolt, answered without missing a beat.

Silence.

"What?"

"Captain Marvel is our older brother. He was the one who gave us the guest password so we could step in his place for monitor duty when he couldn't but it was too late to warn you, that way none of your schedules gets ruined." Bolt told as a statement of fact.

Diana narrowed her eyes at them.

Stormbreaker rolled his eyes, bringing his handcuffed hands up, holding them out to her.

"You can use your lasso, I'm not lying." And Diana did just that, wrapping her lasso around his wrists.

"Who are you and why are you here?" She asked again. He sighed.

"I am Stormbreaker, Captain Marvel's brother. I came here to see why was my sister not back yet."

"And why was she here? Why did he not come here himself?" Wonder Woman demanded, still not quite believing his words even though she was using the Lasso of truth on him. But Marvel and her were closer than he was with most, he was like a brother to her, so how come he never mentioned having siblings? Not even when she told him about her own siblings? She had thought he trusted her.

"She took over monitor duty because Captain Marvel got food poisoning, in retrospective, I did tell him that that shrimp looked funny. He didn't come here himself because he was sleeping and none of us really wanted to wake him up."

"So, let me get this straight, he's been letting strangers come into the Watchtower, without our knowledge, just because he didn't want to pick up his comm and give us a warning?" Batman questioned as he came to stand at the door, a glare set on his face.

"Hey, the first time we did it it was as a last minute decision after he broke his leg for not looking where he was walking, the rest of it was just honestly us just switching, I mean, we all have his same powers, so theoretically speaking it was Captain Marvel on duty, just not Captain Marvel."

"You have his same powers?"

"Kind of? I mean, Bolt's faster than the rest of us and I'm the best at controlling lightning, but Captain Marvel's still the strongest of us all in every ground. Though he doesn't have technopathy as I do, which seriously drives him up the walls even though he claims it doesn't bother him." Stormbreaker finished with a proud grin.

"How many are you? How come did we not know of you?" Flash asked as he peeked from the doorway.

"Six counting Marvel. He does most of the hero work, and Voltage likes to sneak behind his back thinking none of us know, but we know, we just let him think we don't. I like more to spend time at the Rock Of Eternity in the doors' room, since no one seems to see how we should seriously know what the hell is behind those doors, like, there was a fucking world of giant octopuses in one of them! I would have liked to know there was a door leading to giant octopuses in the same place I sometimes sleep at!"

He hasn't slept at the Rock Of Eternity ever since.

"Bolt here isn't allowed out without supervision because she's the youngest and doesn't like to fight, Miss Marvel is busy with college, and Duke pays to not have to speak to people outside the family even though he's the most intimidating looking of us all. We usually don't go into any fights because our powers come from Marvel, if we are all transformed, he is weaker, like, Duke could fold him like a lawn chair when he is transformed, but to be fair Duke can fold half of us like lawn chairs when not transformed if he wanted."

"What do you mean 'transformed'?" Green Lantern asked, the whole League was inside the interrogation room at this point.

"...This is not how we usually look like, this is just magic transformation to enhance our bodies to a somewhat ultimate prime version of ourselves, we are way more scrawnier than this, boy would I pay to have these muscles on a daily basis." Stormbreaker said with a grieving look before seeming to realize what he just said. "Oh shit. Don't tell Marvel I told you that."

"Don't tell Marvel what?" Captain Marvel's sudden voice caught the room's attention, he stood at the door, leaning against the door frame and giving Stormbreaker a suspicious look.

Faster than Flash could even see it coming, Bolt shot up from her chair, handcuffs snapping as she did.

"Billy!" Was her excited shout as she slammed right into the Captain who stumbled back in surprise. Her arms engulfing him into a hug he didn't seem in the slightest bothered about.

And it took the League a full minute to realize something.

Billy.

She had called Captain Marvel 'Billy'. Captain Marvel's name was Billy. And that was way too much of a normal name compared to what they had expected.

It was almost anticlimactic.

"Bolt, names." Stormbreaker stressed, she pulled back from Marvel with an apologetic look.

"Right, sorry."

"That's fine, there's like a dozen Billies out there." Marvel assured, giving Batman a smirk, the man might be the greatest detective in the world, but he would never think to count those below the ages of 20 when looking for Captain Marvel's secret identity.

Plus, Billy was just a nickname, William was an even more popular name in Fawcett City. He was safe. Or at least he hoped so, with Batman one never knew.

"You can let him go, neither of them are a threat. I promise, except this one, she's a hugger." Marvel told in amusement, Bolt was still very much hugging him. Diana removed the Lasso of truth from Stormbreaker's wrists, the man in question pulling on the handcuffs which broke as if made of nothing but cheap material. 

"You could have gotten free anytime? Why didn't you just run off?" Aquaman asked in confusion.

"Because someone said that if we were caught, to not fight you." Stormbreaker said, giving his brother a look, though Eugene kind of understood Billy's point, he didn't particularly felt like getting his ass handed out to him by the Justice League.

Even if it would be cool to fight them. 

"Speaking of which. Marvel, you can't just let into the Watchtower whoever you want, this is suppose to be a secret installation, and there's very sensitive information about the League in here." Batman said.

"I know, but I trust them with my life, none of them mean you any harm, in fact, I'm pretty sure Voltage would die for Superman." Billy added that last bit as a petty way of getting back at Freddy, if he hadn't dared him to eat that shrimp last night he wouldn't have ended up all miserable in bed holding a bucket.

So, payback.

He snickered at Superman's alarmed look.

"But if it bothers you that much, I will ask them to stop coming when I can't. Though sometimes I might not be able to warn you, so I might ask one of them to come warn you." Because broken bones were a bitch. 

"That won't be necessary, I guess we can work something out. You should bring the rest, it would be beneficial to at least know the faces of those who enter the Watchtower. " Batman stated, on one side, he didn't like the idea of strangers coming into the Watchtower, related to Marvel or not.

But on the other hand, meeting them also helped him put face to them, five heroes he hadn't even known existed until a few hours ago, five heroes sharing the exact same powers as one of their heaviest hitters. Batman couldn't just ignore that.

And there was also the thing with the 'transformation'. He would need to see how much he could get out from one of them regarding that information, Marvel might not talk, but one of his siblings was bound to. Five people that could give little bits that he could later fit together to have more data.

"I might be able to bring some of them, but I don't think Duke will be on board, he gets anxious around strangers."

"Just get Bolt to ask him, we both know he would dance in public with the confidence of a professional dancer if she so much as asked him." Stormbreaker said, smirking at the thought of Pedro dancing in public, no one could say no to Darla, even Billy had eventually fell prey of her puppy eyes.

Still.

Pedro had gained some confidence since he became a hero, but he was still too anxious, Eugene knew he was working on it.

So, asking him to come to the Watchtower was just another test for his limits, he had assured them he would tell them if a situation got too much for him.

 

Chapter 18: The Daemon AU no one asked for

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Captain Marvel has no daemon.

Or that's what people believe.

That's because no one would ever entertain to think past the norm.

People had daemons, animals who represented their souls, giving shape to their true nature, no one but those close to them could touch them, touching someone else's daemon was considered a great taboo.

Even heroes and villains kept their hands to themselves, letting their own daemons be the ones facing against their foe's daemon.

But there were several people who didn't seem to follow the norm, as the Justice League was formed several heroes without a daemon made appearance.

Martian Manhunter came from Mars, in Mars having one's soul taking shape and roaming around was not possible.

Wonder Woman was a demigod, in Themyschira, daemons were not something known until Steve Trevor first appeared.

Hawkwoman came from Thanagar, a planet with no daemons.

And then there was Captain Marvel, no one was quite sure what the man was, but the lack of daemon left quite clear that human, he wasn't.

But again, being human didn't seem to be the requisite to have a daemon, Superman had said he had grown without a daemon until he turned 5, and then Hope had appeared.

There were some rumors that his daemon was that strange tiger who appeared around him at times, people had claimed it could talk, and that at times, it even took the shape of a bipedal tiger with a suit. It wouldn't be unheard of that a daemon could separate from their person for great distances.

But in doing so a great cost would be paid, severing ties with a daemon was something people didn't even dare to whisper about, the pain was unbearable. The Captain didn't have the characteristic wrongness that set other daemons off when it came to someone who had severed ties with their daemon.

The tiger rumor wasn't take much serious around the League for several reasons.

One: the tiger, Tawky Tawny, lived at the zoo sometimes.

Two: it would act like a regular tiger.

Three: it was a male tiger.

Four: the tiger had let itself be petted by a very distressed child Captain Marvel had saved once from a fire.

Five: it could still shapeshift.

And six: the tiger had fought alongside Captain Marvel several times, and despite its injuries the Captain has never even twitched at it.

So no, the tiger being his daemon was not something the League believed despite the rumors.

Their theories were that he just didn't have one.

Captain Marvel was an odd one, from the moment he had joined he had been cheerful, friendly and very much open to interacting with others, but as friendly as he was, he kept everyone at arm length, he was the only one who's identity was still unknown.

It was as if he dropped from the face of the Earth once he was done with his hero duties. 

No person has ever been seen wandering around without a daemon.

It was as if he didn't exist.

But never in a thousand years would the League have expected the truth behind it all to be what it was.

And the League wasn't even there when it happened, it all came revealed to them and the entire world through a news' footage of Captain Marvel fighting Black Adam.

Black Adam had done the one thing no villain had ever managed, something the League hadn't even thought was possible.

Harm him.

Black Adam had run a sword right through Captain Marvel's stomach on LIVE TV, pinned him right against a building.

But no blood came out.

Instead, a much too familiar thing came out when he tore the sword out from his stomach.

Golden dust.

A dust only seen when a daemon was killed.

Or mutilated.

Black Adam had seemed quite surprised of it, and Captain Marvel had taken advantage of that to knock him out before bolting off. 

The footage had spread like wildfire across the news, forums and whatnot. Even some scientists were shooting questions, of how was it possible for him to have human form, how he was able to do what he did, how fascinating it would be to study him. Others wondered about who was behind the hero.

But most of the citizens had shared their worries on forums, of where he was, if he was alright.

After the initial shock the League had gone to Fawcett City, but Captain Marvel was nowhere to be found, and his comm seemed to have vanished for Batman couldn't track it. 

The League had questions, dozens of them, but right now their main focus was finding their friend and making sure he was alright. The League had searched for him in their hero costumes and in their civilian clothes, had searched all the hospitals in Fawcett City and nearby cities, because if there was something everyone knew, is that if the daemon was hurt.

So would be its person.

But there were no reports of someone coming in with a gaping wound on their stomach.

It was as if he had vanished.

Which had led several of them to believe the worst, as proven from past deranged people, a daemon could be killed without killing the person first.

But the League wanted to believe that he was still alive, that they didn't just watch on LIVE TV as one of their friends was killed and none of them was there to help him.

And then the tiger appeared.

 

~

 

Thavma cursed as he crashed through the portal that led him to the Rock Of Eternity, groaning as he landed on the hard floor, pain exploding on his abdomen, he could feel Billy's agony seeping through, could hear his cries, arms wrapping around himself as he curled in on himself, fingers digging into his ribs as he squeezed his eyes shut.

By the Gods did this hurt. It felt like a dozen knives were slicing each one of his organs open, white blazing pain radiating from his stomach, threatening to drive him mad, not even in a thousands years would have he ever expected Black Adam to find that damned sword. The only thing in existence that could cut through his skin.

This was not suppose to happen, the Wizard had sworn that that sword had been destroyed way before his next chosen one was born, Billy, so how come did Black Adam had it? 

Now it felt like his insides were on fire, like his stomach was being torn open from the inside out, and he could hear Billy's screams now, much more clearer, the connection between them strenghtening as a whimper caught at the back of his throat.

That was not good, he couldn't let Billy break the transformation, if they were separated the boy would be subjected to the actual bad part of this, this way at least he could keep the boy from having to suffer physical reactions that would kill him before the magic healed him. This way he could at least hope for the magic to heal them.

But that was easier said than done, if his past lives had taught him something, it was that a wound of this caliber took hours to heal, and that it was an infernal wait. But this wound was way worse than anything he's ever gotten, much less superficial. And it seriously felt like the pain would drive him mad, no matter how much he curled or writhed the pain would just not subside.

A pained moan left him, breathing uneven as he fought against the urge to scream. He heard something, but the pain was too much for him to focus past the fact that he wanted nothing more but to scream, Billy's presence becoming way too close to the surface, the boy's pained whimpers now freely leaving their body.

He can feel the tears streaming down his face, can feel his body shaking, was this how it felt like to die slowly? Billy's fear tangled with him, merging their emotions into one, and suddenly.

Fear was all he could feel, loneliness, pain, panic, he was gonna die, he was gonna die and he would never get to tell the Vasquez that he did want to try living with them, he would never be able to apologize to Freddy for pushing him at the park and calling him an idiot, he would never get to give his sister the present he got her for her birthday, he was gonna die and no one would ever be the wiser, Freddy would think he bailed, Mary would think he abandoned her, he didn't want to die here, he didn't want to die yet.

The sudden hand on his shoulder made him flinch, it was a light touch, it didn't burnt as the villains' usual touch felt nor did it make him feel like shuddering as the civilians' touch felt, it felt more familiar, safe, but he couldn't recognize it past the white flames of maddening pain that were eating his stomach.

He could hear a voice, muddled, so far away... it was asking something, what? What what? What was it asking? He didn't knew, but it was insistent, a word he managed to understand past the muddled mess.

Billy.

Only one person who knew Billy could enter the Rock Of Eternity uninvited.

Tawky Tawny.

He didn't knew what the tiger wanted, but he knew that he could help stop the fire, or at least he hoped it. 

And so with the last glimmers of strength he had left, a whisper went past his lips.

"Shazam."

Lightning struck down and the world went black.

 

~

 

Tawky Tawny had watched Billy from the moment the Wizard's mark activated, the moment his daemon went from a regular one to one that could only shapeshift into youngling versions of every magical creature that was ever to exist, leading Thavma to having to maintain a feydragon form constantly so he could easily hide in the pocket of Billy's hoodie so no one would see it.

He watched him from the shadows, keeping demons, faes and whatever other inhuman creature that could sense the mark of the Wizard on him from reaching the child. He had watched him lose his parents, his home, watched him survive the streets and become an independent and strong willed child who fought to protect those who couldn't protect themselves, even if he himself wasn't strong enough, he never ignored those in need of help.

Even when he had nothing, he gave what little he had, Tawky had grown to respect and admire the boy with the pure heart, had been quite eager to see in what kind of man he became.

He hadn't expected the child to become Captain Marvel at the ripe age of 10, he had thought that the Wizard would wait until he came of age as he had done with the others in the past, but the arrival of Black Adam had led the plans to arise much too sooner.

He became the child's familiar, teaching him about magic and how to control his powers, about the Champion Of Magic's duties, he taught him all that there was to know about who he now was seeing that the Wizard hadn't thought wise to give the kid some insight about his title as the Champion Of Magic.

Point was.

He watched over him, and because he was his familiar he was connected to him, not as strong as a daemon was, but he was connected to him, he had made the bond to keep track of when he was in danger.

So when he felt the stabbing pain shot through his stomach he hadn't hesitated to flee from the zoo, nap forgotten as he bolted through the roofs, going towards where the bond was pulling him. He ended up at the Rock Of Eternity.

He had found Captain Marvel curled on the ground, breathing uneven and whimpering. That's when he had seen the golden dust seeping from the long gash on his back, and his stomach. Sword sized.

It had taken him a while to get him to drop the transformation, he didn't knew how to treat daemons, daemons weren't magic and he had never quite managed to understand their workings. But he could help Billy.

Or at least get someone to help him.

He knew it was a bad idea, but he wasn't gonna stand back and watch the kid suffer if he could help him.

So, once Billy called on the magic word, Tawky hadn't wasted time to pick the child up, placing Thavma on the boy's stomach, there was only one place where the boy would be safe and quickly tended to.

The Watchtower.

He would deal with Billy's anger later, right now he had to make sure he didn't die.

Thus, he opened a portal to the Watchtower.

Chapter 19: Two Sides Of The Same Coin

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Captain Marvel has been missing for over a week.

Or well, not missing, but something about him had changed, he didn't set foot on the Watchtower anymore nor did he join them in fights.

Then Oracle sent Batman a glitched footage from a security camera in Fawcett City that she had managed to find after days of endless search through the many security cameras that had been anywhere near where he had fought with Black Adam.

But the footage had done nothing but open the door to dozen of questions and no answers.

There was no audio, and it wasn't that long nor great quality, there wasn't even that much light, but Captain Marvel could be seen standing in a crater in the middle of the street, he seemed to be talking.

With a child.

A little boy that couldn't be older than 12.

The footage had been taken over a week ago, same amount of time Captain Marvel hasn't been seen, he had missed the meeting from that day, all he had said was that he was busy, he would check in occasionally through the comm, but he hasn't come to the Watchtower, and his voice always sounded... off.

This footage didn't help at all.

In the footage, the child seemed quite agitated as he passed around and ruffled his hair in apparent frustration despite Marvel's apparent attempts to calm him down. He seemed... off... Captain Marvel was known for being an expert at dealing with upset children, but right now he looked... off. No smile, no carefree behavior to put the child at ease.

He looked all things but relaxed, in fact, he seemed almost as freaked out as the child himself. Red and blue lights flashed on a nearby window and the boy quickly looked behind him with a frantic look, he then did the oddest thing possible.

He snatched Marvel's cape and yanked it, forcing the hero to follow him, both of them disappearing into an alley.

"This one is from two days ago." Batman said, pulling up another footage, this one was clearer, it was from a library, the child's face was clearly visible on this one, dark hair and blue eyes, he was holding a stuffed tiger between his arms and wearing a red hoodie, he sat on the ground surrounded by several open books. He looked sickly pale, dark bags under his eyes.

Also. 

He wasn't alone.

He was with a man, and while his face was covered with a medical mask and he was wearing civilian clothes his size alone left quite clear who it was.

Captain Marvel.

And God was it strange to see him in civilian clothes, a bit amusing that he was wearing a Justice League themed jacket.

He was seemingly looking through the books from the higher shelves, and much like the child, his skin looked a bit too pale, same dark bags under his eyes.

This one had audio, an audio Oracle had enhanced to be able to be picked up even if spoken in whispers.

"I think I found something." The boy called, holding a book up, prompting Marvel to kneel by his side, taking the book and reading for a moment.

"Seems right, but we are forgetting something. See this right here?" He pointed at something in the book. "It's a spell for two humans. I'm not human, it won't work."

"Couldn't we adjust it or something? You said before spells can be adjusted to fit the criteria of the user." The boy said, making the League frown, why were they talking about a spell? Who was this boy? Marvel shook his head.

"Not this spell." 

"But-"

"No, we can't risk it." The boy to the general confusion of the room gave Marvel a look before scoffing.

"Well, it's not like we have been having any luck lately anyways. Have you seen me lately? I feel like shit all the time and we can't even leave the damn Rock for too long." His words did nothing but confuse the League even more. Marvel frowned at the boy, bringing his hand up to touch the boy's forehead.

"I think Tawky was right, our time limit is decreasing. I think we should head back to the Rock for today. We can come back tomorrow." The boy scoffed again, swatting the hand away.

"I'm fine, I can still pull another hour." The kid stated as he stood up, stumbling in the process, Marvel grabbed his arms to steady him. 

"Absolutely not. You know perfectly well the risk we are put under if we test the time limit. And I am not having this discussion again."

"We are never gonna fix this at this rate. We have five hours. Five hours of freedom before we have to go back to that stupid Rock. Nothing can get done in five hours." Marvel didn't answer, he seemed to be thinking about something before seeming to come to a decision.

"... Maybe we should call Zatanna."

"Hell no! We are not bringing the League into this." The kid snapped, glaring at Marvel. The kid's outburst surprised the League. At this point their words left clear something related to magic must have happened, and their time was running short. But what? And why was he hiding it from them?

"Billy, we are running out of options here, it's just a matter of time before we can't leave the Rock Of Eternity at all, I might be fine with it, but you won't, humans need food and water to survive."

Rock Of Eternity? Leave? Survive? Five hours? Freedom? What the hell was going on? And who was the kid? Looked closer he did had an odd resemblance to Marvel...

Was this kid related to him?

"So what? We call them, and then what are we gonna do? Have you met yourself lately? You are a completely different person from what Captain Marvel is. Batman will notice it the second he sees you and I don't even wanna know what he might try."

What was that suppose to mean? What was happening?

"I can act."

The boy, Billy, developed a deadpaned look on his face as he brought his hands up to rest on the Captain's shoulders.

"Thavma, no offense, but even your smiles look like you are in pain. You can't fake anything to save your life, and we both know that regardless of what I say you won't be able to act right around them right now."

"Of course I can."

"No, you can't. And because you can't, we won't be calling them. What are you even gonna say about our relationship? You do realize that if they help they will eventually ask why one of us disappeared. Right?"

Disappear...? The League was getting a headache as the dozen of questions kept building up the longer their conversation went on.

"We can worry about that later. Right now we should be focusing on the problem at hand, I don't think I can keep this form for any longer, and we both know that if that happens..."

"Shit's gonna blow?"

"Exactly."

"But it's just your arm, right? Or has it grown?"

The League was officially lost on what was happening, even more so as Marvel tugged at the sleeve of his jacket, pulling it up to reveal lightning-like scars, but more than scars it looked like cracks, a soft golden glow coming from them, it spread all over his forearm, bruises surrounding the cracks.

"What the hell is that?" Flash asked to no one in particular.

"Has it gone past your elbow?" The boy asked in concern. Marvel shook his head, pulling the sleeve back down.

"No, I'm fine, as long as I don't use magic it will take a while for it to spread. But I still think we should call the League, I know why you don't want to do it. But the Wizard isn't answering and I can't hear any of the Gods, human libraries might not have the right spell for this. And the longer we spend like this the worse it will get, we have better chances at this if Zatanna helps, or Dr. Fate, or Constantine, but I would rather not go to either of those two if I can help it." 

"And I'm the unreasonable one? You don't want Constantine and I don't want the Justice League. Constantine at least wouldn't tell the League anything."

"I am not letting the magic of a man who's been in hell touch me nor you when we are like this."

"You are being way too paranoid."

"I won't apologize for not wanting to risk his magic clashing with ours. I'm doing this for him too, you should know by now what happens if the magic that comes into contact with ours has the slightest sliver of danger. As much of a pain as he is I will no t risk destroying his magic."

"... You are right... But I still refuse to call the Justice League."

Chapter 20: The Gods' Avatar

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Marvel has the power of Gods, he is the Champion of Magic, his death could bring about the total collapse of Magic itself, a man by the name of Morbius Tetch somehow manages to capture the League, he has Wonder Woman's lasso and Captain Marvel bound with magical shackles that wouldn't hold for long. 

"You are quite the problematic one, but no worries, I have prepared for this." Morbius approaches Marvel with the Lasso. Diana isn't sure what he intends, but she still snarls at the man.

"If you touch him with that." She warns, fire rushing through her veins. The man ignores her as he fastened the Lasso around Marvel's neck, making Diana growl. "How dare you use the power of the Gods like that?!"

The man ignored her.

"Now, I believe I have read enough about the Champion to know, that this form is not your own. How do you break the enchantment?"

Those words sent confusion across the League and rage across Marvel's face, the man's usual jovial face switching into one of pure unadulterated rage, eyes litting up a fiery white, it made the League's hairs stand on end, the atmosphere in the room growing almost electrifying, suddenly, the man looked very, very terrifying.

And still.

"How dare you use my weapon against my brother?!" Wonder Woman was the first to snap out of the shock, slamming herself against the barrier with a snarl. 

"Tell me Champion. How do you break the enchantment?" The man demanded, the Lasso glowing brightly, Marvel groaned, squeezing his eyes shut tightly, but he didn't answer, instead, he clenched his jaw tightly. 

Diana felt sick at the sight, because no, she's never used her weapon on her friends, she would never use it, much less like this, such vile hands should never have to abuse the power of Hestia. 

"Answer me!" Morbius demanded. Marvel cursed as the fire blazed across his throat, vision flashing white before his mouth was moving against his will. 

"With... a word." He gritted out. The words burnt his tongue, and even though the pressure around his throat lessened, it didn't fill him with a sliver of peace at all. He could feel Billy stirring up, alarm pooling in his chest, no, he couldn't let this man nor anyone for that matter see him, Billy was just starting to get used to this modern world, he even had made friends. 

And now... He couldn't let this man get his hands on him, he couldn't let him become a target. 

"What's the word?" The man asked, voice demanding, Marvel growled as fire seized his throat once again, the Lasso tightening around his throat until it felt like it might snap his trachea. His fingers curled into fists as fire rushes through his veins. He bit his tongue until he tasted copper. He couldn't answer. He couldn't-  "I order you to tell me the word that needs to be said to break the enchantment!"

Marvel forced himself to meet the man's eyes, a fire he hasn't felt in centuries curling at the pit of his stomach as he leaned forward, lightning pulsating raw beneath his skin, threatening to burn the flesh off his bones, thunder rumbling above, lightning crackling in his mouth as he spoke, his own glowing eyes reflecting on the man's black eyes.

"You can order all you wish, but I would rather chew my own tongue off before I were to let him be seen by the likes of you." He spat, voice hard as steel.

"The word Champion, what is the word?" Marvel bit back a groan as the fire began spreading all around his neck, it felt like he might go insane with the heat. But he refused to give in. He wouldn't give in. He had to protect Billy. The League would never understand his situation nor would Billy be able to carry on with the sliver of normalcy he had. The lasso tightened impossibly tighter around his throat, making him choke on air, he could hear Flash and Wonder Woman's voices, but he couldn't for the life of him grasp their words.

All he knew is that there was anger in their voices.

And God, his throat was gonna be burnt off.

It felt like an eternal hell of heat before it disappeared altogether, leaving him feeling incredibly exhausted and like he had a cloud stuffed in his head, he looked up at the man, not quite sure when had he dropped his head.

"Anything you wanna say?"

"Go... to hell." Marvel did an amazing job at never swearing in this form, both because Billy insisted on Captain Marvel needing to set an example for children, and also because he still didn't quite understand some terms.

But he felt like this one fit just right with the situation.

"You won't talk?" The man's voice held a dangerous undertone, this before releasing the Lasso and leaving the room without another word, allowing Marvel to take a breath, he was shaking, he could feel the sweat trickling down the back of his neck and the throb of his tongue where he had bitten until it bled. But he hadn't transformed. 

"Cap? You alright there man?" Flash's nervous voice caught his attention and he turned to look at the group in the cage, a blueish barrier keeping them in. All of them in shackles, Flash's legs held shackles, tight around his ankles, Lantern's ring had that dark color it got whenever it ran out of power, Superman had what looked like Kryptonite engraved shackles, and Wonder Woman's wrists held magically bound shackles. 

Aquaman and Batman had shackles too, but he couldn't tell if there was anything else in those, not that he doubted it, Aquaman held super strength and while Batman might be human the man could break out of anywhere with just about anything. 

Still. 

He forced himself to smile, though it felt more like a grimace. 

"I'm fine."

"I have never seen someone resist the Lasso like that." Diana sounded both amazed and a bit confused. Marvel shrugged, or at least he tried to.

"What did he meant by that form not being your own?" Of course Batman would catch on that. Marvel didn't answer, he's always done the impossible to keep the League from learning of the extent of his words regarding being Living Lightning. He didn't think that would go over well... 

But Solomon kept scratching at the back of his head, something about this whole thing smelt wrong. Something was gonna happen. What did this man even want with him? Why insist on getting to Billy? The only reason anyone with a crazy mind has ever wanted Billy was for- oh. The puzzle came together and he felt his throat close.

"Marvel?"

He turned to look at the group who sported from concerned and confused looks to suspicious and lost. 

"Care to explain what is going on? What "host" did he meant?" Batman did not look happy with what the man knew to be certainly magic related. Marvel didn't answer, turning to look away from them. 

God, of all possible things... But if things had come to this... He dropped his head with a defeated sigh. Not looking at them as he spoke things he would have never wanted them to know, not because of lack of trust, but because he's never been comfortable with people knowing of his hosts, of the idea of being left vulnerable and people going after his hosts.

"I told you before, I am Living Lightning, I'm... I exist in a completely different realm from the living, for me to be able to access this plane safely I need a host, a human host. By saying... a word... we switch, when he is him I reside within his mind, kind of like sitting at the backseat of a car while he does as he pleases. When I am me he sits at the backseat."

"Like possession?" Green Lantern questions. Marvel grimaced at the comparison. 

"Yes and no. When I am me he cannot take control of this body but he can see and hear everything I do, and when he is himself... I can also see and hear everything he does, but I cannot take control of his body. We are two separate beings, but in a sense we are also the same. I'm... his heart influences heavily on how I behave, my moral compass you would say, that's why finding someone who can wield this magic is hard, most humans wouldn't be able to resist abusing that kind of power, and as I said, not all humans are a good moral compass."

He didn't mention that Black Adam was the result of a choice gone wrong, he didn't felt like explaining that now, nor ever for that matter.

"But the Wizard said this one was pure of heart." He smirked at the last statement, even more so as he felt Billy scratching at the back of his head, displeasure pooling in his chest. 

"Pure of heart?"

"He's never liked that description, he claims no one has an entirely pure heart, which I guess does make sense, sort of. Still, regardless of it, if I switch back into him he is nothing but a human, more resistant and gifted than a regular human, but still human, he can't do magic though we can lend him some of our magic but... let's say he has a tendency to make everything explode and get himself injured one way or another."

Which was ironic considering it's been centuries since Billy became his host, and the boy couldn't for the life of him keep himself from slamming face first on a building for using Mercury's speed or exploding his phone for trying to use Zeus' lightning to charge it like Marvel usually did. 

"Question, if this is like a possession, couldn't you, you know, leave, like the ghosts and spirits in the movies do, abandon the body. You know, to break this barrier?" Flash's words made Marvel frown.

"I can't do that, it's... not how it works, I mean, I have peeked through the veil several times, but that's usually been when he is the one walking around, I cannot do it like this, that would be like trying to leave my own body."

The man re-entered the room, prompting Marvel to shut up, this time, the man came with a smirk as he went over and snatched the Lasso from the ground.

"I wanted to do this the easy way, but seeing that you refuse to cooperate... I guess we will have to go for the hard way. Shame, because there's 90% chances it might do some damage. I really didn't want to stain my hands with innocent blood."

"Is that why you captured the League?"

"Hey now, I have no actual necessity for them, but I knew one way or another they would try to ruin my plans for you. So, I took them out of the equation too. And either so, heroes are no innocent, dozens have died because of them. I will bring a new order to this world, and you will help me."

Marvel frowned at that.

"What makes you think I would help you?"

Didn't the man just admit that it could bring damage...? 

"Wait, you didn't think I was talking about you, right?" The condescending tone made his hairs stand on end. "No, the one who's gonna suffer will be your host."

Marvel froze at that. And then rage overtook him. Energy crackling all over his skin as fire pooled on his chest. Shackles around his wrist burning as he pulled on them until skin split open, but not even that stopped him, thunder roaring outside as he felt energy crackle around him. 

"If you touch him, I will burn you from the inside out until you are begging for death." His voice came out like an electrifying hiss of absolute darkness and ice, a storm brewing behind his eyes as the lights above flickered, air growing electrifying. The man took a step back as fear flashed across his face, this before quickly composing himself.  

"Well, correct me if I'm wrong, but aren't you useless once you go back to his subconscious? I could easily keep his mouth shut and you would be unable to do anything about it unless you were to burn your way out of him, and we both know you won't do that."

Marvel glared at the man, even more so as this one put the Lasso back around his neck.

"So, feeling like talking now? What word must be said to undo the transformation?"

Marvel didn't answer, clenching his jaw with all the might he could muster even as the blistering heat blazed around his throat, he squeezed his eyes shut, tried to focus on anything but the man's insistent demands and the growing and nearly maddening fire on his throat. He prayed, counted, cursed and did just about anything to keep himself from giving in.

And still, he failed.

He almost screamed as the damned word slipped out through gritted teeth.

"Shazam!"

Thunder howled above before a colossal thunderbolt crashed right through the ceiling, windows exploding, and Marvel felt the magic strip him away and push him into the backseat. 

Billy for his side glared as he looked up at the man from his new position on the floor, the shackles having decimated upon the lightning. 

"I have to admit this is quite unexpected. I didn't think the Wizard would put the Living Lightning in a child."

Billy glared at the man and taking advantage of the man suddenly letting his guard down he shot up, slamming right into the man, prompting this one to crash on the ground upon impact, Billy might not come out much, but he was still very much faster and stronger than average, his body still very reminiscent of how it had been before Shazam put them to sleep. 

As the man crashed on the ground he took that chance to snatch the Lasso from him, yelping as a hand grabbed his ankle, yanking it and sending him to the ground.

"Shaz-!" The words were cut off as a hand came from behind, blocking his mouth, he bit the hand, hard. But the man was wearing thick gloves, making it impossible to pierce skin and sending a shrill of panic in his stomach. He kicked and writhed in the hold as the man forced him to stand, fingernails digging into the man's forearm as hard as he could, but not even that got the man to release him.

"You better get your filthy hands off of him, if you hurt him." Wonder Woman threatened, a storm of pure rage in her eyes. Morbius laughed.

"I have no intentions of harming him. He's a crucial part in what I intend to do." Billy glowered at the man's words, he didn't need to be a genius to know what he wanted from him, he wanted the same as Black Adam, Sivanna and pretty much half of the magic users around the planet.

The Champion's magic.

If he could just free his mouth, reach the stupid barrier and touch it he might be able to break it with the lightning bolt of the transformation.

He stopped fighting as an idea hit.

A bad idea.

But there was no time, he was free from those stupid shackles, this was their chance and he couldn't waste it because he was afraid of a little pain.

Guys? Plan B. Was all he said, and he didn't need to elaborate for he knew Thavma and the others had understood.

Plan B was a pain, mainly for Billy and Thavma, but infallible as a last resort solution to get themselves some time to neutralize the threat and escape.

Because a big mistake people made it was that he was defenseless without his voice.

Captain Marvel and Billy Batson weren't defenseless in any way when Billy was the one in danger and unable to transform.

He had six Gods and Living Lightning in his head, defenseless he was not.

Thunder roared above and he felt heat rush through his veins as the magic inside him lit up, Thavma's presence becoming unmistakable as he became the armor between Billy and the raw power of six Gods, a hot and buzzing weight that sizzles beneath his skin. Electricity crackling all over his body as Zeus' lightning came to life, prompting the man to release him, lightning striking before him as he spun around, forcing Morbius to jump back.

"What the-!"

"I might be a kid, but I'm still the avatar of the Gods, transformed or not, dipshit." Was all he said, voice laced with the echo of seven voices, lightbulb above them exploding into a rain of million of glimmering shards.

His legs moved, Mercury's speed rushing like a dozen needless through his legs, Atlas' strength making his muscles burn as he slammed his shoulder into the man's stomach, sending him crashing right into the wall.

The man didn't move.

Good, because Billy hated fighting like this when all he wanted was for his insides to stop burning.

Still.

He needed to free the Justice League, he could be miserable later.

Billy stumbled forward, Atlas' strength alongside Thavma's presence making his muscles feel as if they were about to be torn apart, way too heavy, locked, focus. Focus.

He turned around, fighting to move his legs which felt like dozen of weights were holding them down, Mercury's speed retreated, being replaced by Atlas' stamina, giving him the boost to finally move, each step felt like thundering fireworks ripping his insides apart.

He could use the power of the Gods as Billy, but such power always came with a cost, agony. Because his body was in no way capable of withstanding the raw power of Gods, Thavma was like an inside armor that kept his body from exploding whenever he used the power of the Gods.

But it was still agonizing. And he knew it was flat out exhausting for Thavma to contain all that power. Solomon said he might be able to use it once he became an adult, meant his core would be mature enough to handle the overflowing power. An absolute pain considering he didn't age a single day while he was frozen by the Wizard.

His muscles were screaming with each step he took, but he needed to do this, once he cut his connection with the power he would faint, he couldn't faint without freeing the Justice League.

"Stand... back." Even speaking was an obliterating effort in the flashing whites of his vision. He was quite sure someone was talking, but his ears were ringing too much for him to be able to pick up something. He brought his hands up and using Atlas and Zeus' powers he touched the barrier, the second he touched it the second it explode into a show of light.

White danced in his vision, he could feel the taste of copper in his mouth, his head felt like it might explode, not yet. He grabbed the hands of the closest person, snapping the shackles, he had to at least free one so the rest could be saved.

And once the shackles snapped the second he cut his connection with the Gods' powers, the weight and fire disappearing like a rubberband snapping, making the world go black.

God was he fried.

Chapter 21: The Amazon's Lightning

Summary:

Original Version of "The Gods' Avatar"

Chapter Text

Marvel has the power of Gods, he is the Champion of Magic, his death could bring about the total collapse of Magic itself, a man by the name of Morbius Tetch somehow manages to capture the League, he has Wonder Woman's lasso and Captain Marvel bound with magical shackles that wouldn't hold for long. 

"You are quite the problematic one, but no worries, I have prepared for this." Morbius approaches Marvel with the Lasso. Diana isn't sure what he intends, but she still snarls at the man.

"If you touch him with that." She warns, fire rushing through her veins. The man ignores her as he fastened the Lasso around Marvel's neck, making Diana growl. "How dare you use the power of the Gods like that?!"

The man ignored her.

"Now, I believe I have read enough about the Champion to know, that this form is not your own. How do you break the enchantment?"

Those words sent confusion across the League and rage across Marvel's face, the man's usual jovial face switching into one of pure unadulterated rage, eyes litting up a fiery white, it made the League's hairs stand on end, the atmosphere in the room growing almost electrifying, suddenly, the man looked very, very terrifying.

And still.

"How dare you use my weapon against my brother?!" Wonder Woman was the first to snap out of the shock, slamming herself against the barrier with a snarl. 

"Tell me Champion. How do you break the enchantment?" The man demanded, the Lasso glowing brightly, Marvel groaned, squeezing his eyes shut tightly, but he didn't answer, instead, he clenched his jaw tightly. 

Diana felt sick at the sight, because no, she's never used her weapon on her friends, she would never use it, much less like this, such vile hands should never have to abuse the power of Hestia. 

"Answer me!" Morbius demanded. Marvel cursed as the fire blazed across his throat, vision flashing white before his mouth was moving against his will. 

"With... a word." He gritted out. The words burnt his tongue, and even though the pressure around his throat lessened, it didn't fill him with a sliver of peace at all. He could feel Billy stirring up, alarm pooling in his chest, no, he couldn't let this man nor anyone for that matter see him, Billy was just starting to get used to this modern world, he even had made friends. 

And now... He couldn't let this man get his hands on him, he couldn't let him become a target. 

"What's the word?" The man asked, voice demanding, Marvel growled as fire seized his throat once again, the Lasso tightening around his throat until it felt like it might snap his trachea. His fingers curled into fists as fire rushes through his veins. He bit his tongue until he tasted copper. He couldn't answer. He couldn't-  "I order you to tell me the word that needs to be said to break the enchantment!"

Marvel forced himself to meet the man's eyes, a fire he hasn't felt in centuries curling at the pit of his stomach as he leaned forward, lightning pulsating raw beneath his skin, threatening to burn the flesh off his bones, thunder rumbling above, lightning crackling in his mouth as he spoke, his own glowing eyes reflecting on the man's black eyes.

"You can order all you wish, but I would rather chew my own tongue off before I were to let him be seen by the likes of you." He spat, voice hard as steel.

"The word Champion, what is the word?" Marvel bit back a groan as the fire began spreading all around his neck, it felt like he might go insane with the heat. But he refused to give in. He wouldn't give in. He had to protect Billy. The League would never understand his situation nor would Billy be able to carry on with the sliver of normalcy he had. The lasso tightened impossibly tighter around his throat, making him choke on air, he could hear Flash and Wonder Woman's voices, but he couldn't for the life of him grasp their words.

All he knew is that there was anger in their voices.

And God, his throat was gonna be burnt off.

It felt like an eternal hell of heat before it disappeared altogether, leaving him feeling incredibly exhausted and like he had a cloud stuffed in his head, he looked up at the man, not quite sure when had he dropped his head.

"Anything you wanna say?"

"Go... to hell." Marvel did an amazing job at never swearing in this form, both because Billy insisted on Captain Marvel needing to set an example for children, and also because he still didn't quite understand some terms.

But he felt like this one fit just right with the situation.

"You won't talk?" The man's voice held a dangerous undertone, this before releasing the Lasso and leaving the room without another word, allowing Marvel to take a breath, he was shaking, he could feel the sweat trickling down the back of his neck and the throb of his tongue where he had bitten until it bled. But he hadn't transformed. 

"Cap? You alright there man?" Flash's nervous voice caught his attention and he turned to look at the group in the cage, a blueish barrier keeping them in. All of them in shackles, Flash's legs held shackles, tight around his ankles, Lantern's ring had that dark color it got whenever it ran out of power, Superman had what looked like Kryptonite engraved shackles, and Wonder Woman's wrists held magically bound shackles. 

Aquaman and Batman had shackles too, but he couldn't tell if there was anything else in those, not that he doubted it, Aquaman held super strength and while Batman might be human the man could break out of anywhere with just about anything. 

Still. 

He forced himself to smile, though it felt more like a grimace. 

"I'm fine."

"I have never seen someone resist the Lasso like that." Diana sounded both amazed and a bit confused. Marvel shrugged, or at least he tried to.

"What did he meant by that form not being your own?" Of course Batman would catch on that. Marvel didn't answer, he's always done the impossible to keep the League from learning of the extent of his words regarding being Living Lightning. He didn't think that would go over well... 

But Solomon kept scratching at the back of his head, something about this whole thing smelt wrong. Something was gonna happen. What did this man even want with him? Why insist on getting to Billy? The only reason anyone with a crazy mind has ever wanted Billy was for- oh. The puzzle came together and he felt his throat close.

"Marvel?"

He turned to look at the group who sported from concerned and confused looks to suspicious and lost. 

"Care to explain what is going on? What "host" did he meant?" Batman did not look happy with what the man knew to be certainly magic related. Marvel didn't answer, turning to look away from them. 

God, of all possible things... But if things had come to this... He dropped his head with a defeated sigh. Not looking at them as he spoke things he would have never wanted them to know, not because of lack of trust, but because he's never been comfortable with people knowing of his hosts, of the idea of being left vulnerable and people going after his hosts.

"I told you before, I am Living Lightning, I'm... I exist in a completely different realm from the living, for me to be able to access this plane safely I need a host, a human host. By saying... a word... we switch, when he is him I reside within his mind, kind of like sitting at the backseat of a car while he does as he pleases. When I am me he sits at the backseat."

"Like possession?" Green Lantern questions. Marvel grimaced at the comparison. 

"Yes and no. When I am me he cannot take control of this body but he can see and hear everything I do, and when he is himself... I can also see and hear everything he does, but I cannot take control of his body. We are two separate beings, but in a sense we are also the same. I'm... his heart influences heavily on how I behave, my moral compass you would say, that's why finding someone who can wield this magic is hard, most humans wouldn't be able to resist abusing that kind of power, and as I said, not all humans are a good moral compass."

He didn't mention that Black Adam was the result of a choice gone wrong, he didn't felt like explaining that now, nor ever for that matter.

"But the Wizard said this one was pure of heart." He smirked at the last statement, even more so as he felt Billy scratching at the back of his head, displeasure pooling in his chest. 

"Pure of heart?"

"He's never liked that description, he claims no one has an entirely pure heart, which I guess does make sense, sort of. Still, regardless of it, if I switch back into him he is nothing but a human, more resistant and gifted than a regular human, but still human, he can't do magic though we can lend him some of our magic but... let's say he has a tendency to make everything explode and get himself injured one way or another."

Which was ironic considering it's been centuries since Billy became his host, and the boy couldn't for the life of him keep himself from slamming face first on a building for using Mercury's speed or exploding his phone for trying to use Zeus' lightning to charge it like Marvel usually did. 

"Question, if this is like a possession, couldn't you, you know, leave, like the ghosts and spirits in the movies do, abandon the body. You know, to break this barrier?" Flash's words made Marvel frown.

"I can't do that, it's... not how it works, I mean, I have peeked through the veil several times, but that's usually been when he is the one walking around, I cannot do it like this, that would be like trying to leave my own body."

The man re-entered the room, prompting Marvel to shut up, this time, the man came with a smirk as he went over and snatched the Lasso from the ground.

"I wanted to do this the easy way, but seeing that you refuse to cooperate... I guess we will have to go for the hard way. Shame, because there's 90% chances it might do some damage. I really didn't want to stain my hands with innocent blood."

"Is that why you captured the League?"

"Hey now, I have no actual necessity for them, but I knew one way or another they would try to ruin my plans for you. So, I took them out of the equation too. And either so, heroes are no innocent, dozens have died because of them. I will bring a new order to this world, and you will help me."

Marvel frowned at that.

"What makes you think I would help you?"

Didn't the man just admit that it could bring damage...? 

"Wait, you didn't think I was talking about you, right?" The condescending tone made his hairs stand on end. "No, the one who's gonna suffer will be your host."

Marvel froze at that. And then rage overtook him. Energy crackling all over his skin as fire pooled on his chest. Shackles around his wrist burning as he pulled on them until skin split open, but not even that stopped him, thunder roaring outside as he felt energy crackle around him. 

"If you touch him, I will burn you from the inside out until you are begging for death." His voice came out like an electrifying hiss of absolute darkness and ice, a storm brewing behind his eyes as the lights above flickered, air growing electrifying. The man took a step back as fear flashed across his face, this before quickly composing himself.  

"Well, correct me if I'm wrong, but aren't you useless once you go back to his subconscious? I could easily keep his mouth shut and you would be unable to do anything about it unless you were to burn your way out of him, and we both know you won't do that."

Marvel glared at the man, even more so as this one put the Lasso back around his neck.

"So, feeling like talking now? What word must be said to undo the transformation?"

Marvel didn't answer, clenching his jaw with all the might he could muster even as the blistering heat blazed around his throat, he squeezed his eyes shut, tried to focus on anything but the man's insistent demands and the growing and nearly maddening fire on his throat. He prayed, counted, cursed and did just about anything to keep himself from giving in.

And still, he failed.

He almost screamed as the damned word slipped out through gritted teeth.

"Shazam!"

Thunder howled above before a colossal thunderbolt crashed right through the ceiling, windows exploding, and Marvel felt the magic strip him away and push him into the backseat. 

Billy for his side glared as he looked up at the man from his new position on the floor, the shackles having decimated upon the lightning. 

"I have to admit this is quite unexpected. I didn't think the Wizard would put the Living Lightning in a child."

Billy glared at the man and taking advantage of the man suddenly letting his guard down he shot up, slamming right into the man, prompting this one to crash on the ground upon impact, Billy might not come out much, but he was still very much faster and stronger than average, his body still very reminiscent of how it had been before Shazam put them to sleep. 

As the man crashed on the ground he took that chance to snatch the Lasso from him, yelping as a hand grabbed his ankle, yanking it and sending him to the ground.

"Shaz-!" The words were cut off as a hand came from behind, blocking his mouth, he bit the hand, hard. 

"You little-!"
 
Billy sprung up, bolting for the barrier, if he could touch it he might be able to break it with the lightning bolt of the transformation.

All his plans came to an abrupt halt as he felt something sharp latch onto his leg, and before he could see what it was an explosion of pain seized his whole body, sending him crashing down to the ground as the world turned black.

 


~

 


Billy woke up to the odd mixture of his back laying on hard floor and his head on what couldn't be anything but someone's lap, and a tight pressure around his neck. He groaned as he fought past the horrible headache.

"It's alright, you are safe." It took him a moment to put name to that voice.

Wonder Woman.

His eyes shot open as the memories rushed back, and he found himself staring up at Wonder Woman, his head was laying on her lap, and she looked between relieved and concerned. He quickly sat up, hands shooting up to his neck.

"Sh-" His tongue twisted before he could even finish the word, heat blasting across his neck making him choke on air and break into a coughing fit. A hand touched his back and he cursed at the tears that stung his eyes, what the hell was happening?

"Don't bother trying, I have cursed that collar so you won't be able to say any spell, that includes summoning your little friend." Morbius' voice made Billy glare up at the man with all the hatred he could muster. "Have fun, I have some things to prepare."

And with that the man was gone, Billy scowled even more before tugging at the collar, feeling anger burn through his veins as he did, but the thing was tight enough it wouldn't budge no matter how hard he tugged.

"It won't work, we tried to take it off several times, and it doesn't seem to have buttons or something to remove it through the regular method." Batman's voice caught his attention, he dropped his hands with a huff. Great, he should have screamed it the second he got the chance, and now...

Now he was locked with the Justice League, the Justice League which was giving him several kinds of looks; curiosity, concern, worry, anger, doubt, even more concern.

He shifted, feeling uncomfortable with the attention.

"How old are you?" Flash's voice made him glare at the man, he knew he looked like a teenager, but he was way older than any of them put together.

"Old enough to be the great grandfather of several great grandfathers. Magic just makes my growth be extremely ralentized, that if we don't count the years I spent sealed away for healing purposes, but if you wish to know, Thavma says I'm currently stepping on my 15."

"Thavma?"

"Marvel."

"Marvel's name is Thavma?"

"No, that's just Marvel in Greek, but I felt like that sounded cooler than 'Marvel'. Point is, I'm not a child, so, do please keep your kid gloves to yourself." Not the nicest thing to say to the same people he looked up to, yes, but he didn't felt like being regarded as a poor child who got caught in the crossfire of a too dangerous world.

He went up to the barrier, touching it, it was electric, the crackling and the mild burn upon contact left it clear, but ever since Marvel... electricity didn't really bother him.

"What are you thinking?" Batman questioned after a moment.

"I'm thinking on the how I could probably destroy this stupid barrier if I could call the lightning."

"That's possible?"

"It's, nothing can stop the lightning from reaching me once I call it, this barrier won't be the exception." Billy told as a statement of fact, frowning at Solomon's increasing erratic whispers, and Thavma's. It took him a moment to realize that they were arguing, Solomon and Thavma never argued. The whispers grew and grew, high, like nails dragging on a steel surface. He winced, God, what were they fighting about? Seriously? Right now?

"Are you alright?" Flash asked as he noticed the teen's grimace. The boy waved him off, his frown deepening more and more by the second as he glared at the wall.

And then the weirdest thing the League's ever seen happened.

"Shut up! Both of you shut up! I don't need a damn migraine right now because you can't fucking communicate without tearing at each other!" He snapped at the air before scowling. "I don't care who started it, I'm ending it and I say shut up, both of you, how many times do I have to tell you that if you want to scream at each other to do it quietly? I can't even hear myself think!"

The League stared at the fumming teenager who just glared even more at the wall.

Billy for his side glared at the wall.

I believe I have a way for us to solve our situation-

"He has a stupid idea it what he has!"

Correct me if I'm wrong, but weren't you the one who didn't listen when I told you something was off about this mission?

"You say that about half the missions!"

And I was right every single time! Or have you forgotten about the minotaurs? The spell that wizard in the fifth dimension casted which cracked the multiverse?

"I fixed them all! Nothing was wrong for I knew what was happening all along!"

Sure! Because-

"Solomon, Thavma, I swear to the Gods that if you two keep screaming at each other like fucking banshees I will personally remind you what it feels like to fuck around and find out." Billy cut off, he could already feel a headache coming.

"Billy-"

"I don't wanna hear it. You are friggin Gods, stop fighting over stupid shit and give me a solution before this dude finds out something to fuck us all up. Solomon, you said you had an idea?"

"He has no idea, he has a suicidal plan is what he has."

It's not suicidal you dimwit.

"Technically, it's, you are insane for even suggesting such a thing." Atlas' sudden voice joined the argument. Billy sighed, rubbing his forehead.

"Well, I don't see any of you coming up with a plan."

"That's beyond the point!"

"Alright that's enough!" Billy snapped, seriously, of all possible days they had to choose today to argue? Couldn't they see the situation they were all in? "Atlas, please don't add wood into the fire. Thavma, shut up, I'm serious, of all possible days this is the last one you should be tearing at each other's faces, figuratively speaking that is. You can kill each other later, again, figuratively speaking. Right now, I really would love to get out of here, so, if you could very much put your sudden urge to fight each other aside and let Solomon talk that would seriously make my day."

Silence met him.

"Good. Solomon?"

Meanwhile, the League stared with several expressions on their faces as the teenager talked to the wall. Though the names and words left quite clear he wasn't insane, that he could apparently talk to the Gods... inside his head? Marvel did had the habit to space out a lot and make faces as if he were listening to something.

Still.

It was a bit off putting, and a bit amusing to hear him ordering to shut up to literal Gods, or the apparent fact that Marvel was fighting with the God of Wisdom? It was hard to imagine he would argue with someone, he was always so cheerful...

The League watched as the kid frowned at the wall, seeming listening to something, surprise flashing across his face before doubt and anxiety took root.

"Are you sure that's gonna work?" Whatever the hell he was being told sure had the kid looking like a bag of nerves. "If you say so..."

He finally turned to look at the group of staring heroes.

"So, um, Solomon has an idea but..." He glanced at Wonder Woman with a hesitant look, and Diana had the feeling that whatever the idea was she was somehow involved.

"What is it?"

"If I were to carry out this idea, would you promise to return what's been given once we are free?" Diana frowned at the cryptic words, why did she have the feeling something big was about to happen?

"What would I be giving back?" She questions a bit unsure.

"The Living Lightning."

Silence.

"What?"

"I cannot speak the word, but you can, you are the daughter of Zeus, means you can wield the Living Lightning without exploding or being corrupted by the power. Solomon believes it's the safest bet at freedom right now, but... I need you to promise to give it back once we are free, I'm... I'm not really from this time, if the magic is away from me for too long Thavma says time will catch up with me and I will turn to dust..." Billy didn't really wanna die like that, he knew he was thousands of years old, but it felt like for the first time in centuries he was actually starting to live.

He didn't want to lose that.

This idea in general rubbed him wrong, he didn't want to be separated from Thavma, the idea alone made him feel claustrophobic, like he might be losing half of himself.

"I... " Diana for her side was speechless, she hadn't even known that what was being requested of her was possible. To wield the kind of power Marvel had... her father's lightning. She had no idea what to do with that. But she could also see that this was a very hard request for the boy, he looked terribly anguished, like he was being asked to give away his most treasured possession. 

She could understand, if he's been the champion all these centuries... she couldn't imagine how awful it was for him to have to lose half of himself.

But he was still asking, because he trusted her, and the idea that Marvel would trust her to such extent as that as allowing her to wield his power...

"I give you my word, I will return him to you once we are free." She sworn solemnly. He stared at her eyes for a long moment before his shoulders relaxed.

"Alright, so, uhm, usually it would take a more different approach than this, but since you are the daughter of one of my patrons you already have the means to make it easier." He told, touching the barrier before holding his other hand out. "All you have to do is take my hand, touch the barrier and say the word, you heard Thavma say it, right? 

Diana nodded, taking the boy's hand before touching the barrier with her free hand.

"The rest of you should stand back, and close your eyes, just to be safe." 

The League did just that. 

"Alright, whenever you are ready." Diana said, wanting to give the boy time to prepare for what was to come, she had the feeling this was harder from him.

He took in a deep breath before stilling himself .

"Alright, do it."

Diana nodded, and taking in a deep breath she spoke the word she had heard Marvel speak before.

"Shazam!"

The lightning bolt came howling down within seconds, striking them and the barrier. Diana felt the surge of obliterating power, seizing her insides like a ravenous wave, wild and overwhelming, dozens of voices filling in. And at the same time it felt like the warmest hug, familiar and obliterating, for a moment she saw six giant figures of absolute light, enveloped in a golden light of pure electricity, and for a moment, she was able to feel the pure and obliterating raw power emanating from it all. 

As the light died down, the barrier was revealed to have disappeared, Wonder Woman stood there, unchanged, though her costume was now white rimmed with gold, a white cape flounding behind her with more gold trims, golden boots and a glowing lightning bolt on her chest. Eyes glowing gold.

Chapter 22: Bullshit Train

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If someone asked Billy, he would blame it all on the fact that he hadn't slept in over 47 hours, in summer! And for once it weren't Justice League matters but Champion Of Magic matters.

He had spent 47 hours straight busting his ass trying to seal back together several cracks on a completely different dimension after a spell gone terribly wrong. Had had to hunt down one by one the people who got caught in the whole mess and return them back to their rightful dimensions.

And then, when he finally got to crash on his bed, (more like Freddy's he didn't trust going up the ladder to his bed without risking falling and smashing his face on it), after Rosa made him take a shower and eat a meal worth for three people, he had never found a bed to be as comfortable and warm as at that moment, he had fallen asleep within seconds. 

Point was, he was exhausted, so when the comm started beeping after what felt like not even an hour after he fell asleep, he didn't even register that he wasn't Captain Marvel and that the Justice League would be on the other end of the call. All he wanted was for the damn beeping to stop, thus.

He rolled on the bed, patting around under the bed until he felt the box where he kept the comm, he snatched it before bringing it up to his ear, answering the call.

"What?" He snaps, a bit more hostile than intended, but he didn't care if he came out as rude, he hasn't slept in days and he wanted nothing more but to sleep! Freddy and Mary had even volunteered to keep an eye out as Voltage and Miss Marvel as they had been doing these past days! 

Silence came from the other end.

And then.

"Captain Marvel?" Batman's voice was suspicious, what for? Was the man deaf? Who did he expect when he called him? Again, he was too tired for this.

"Who else am I gonna be? The easter bunny?" He heard someone choke in the background. 

"Excuse me?"

Right, that was rude, but he wasn't in his best of moods right now, he hadn't slept in 47 hours, had almost gotten chewed up by a giant octopus and his magic was completely drained, and on top of it all he had a monstrous headache, so forgive him if he wasn't in his right mind right now to be polite.

"What do you want Batman?" He asked instead, ignoring the man's question, a little voice at the back of his head whispered to him about how he was playing with fire, but he ignored it.

"We need to talk, today." Batman's voice told him it was something serious, and he failed at biting back a groan, he just wanted to sleep, was that too much to ask?

"Can't it wait? I just got home and I haven't slept in 47 hours." He asked, he was having a hard time keeping himself focused, sleep was threatening to take him back.

"I thought you didn't sleep." Flash's sudden voice made him wonder if he was on speaker. He didn't answer, gathering the efforts on remembering how speaking worked, Christ was he tired.

"Last I checked sleep was big on the human guide. Captain Marvel doesn't sleep, I do, would be amazing if Atlas' stamina passed on to this body too." Had Billy been at the Watchtower he would have seen how everyone's eyebrows raised up so high they almost went past their hairline.

"'This body?'" He heard Green Lantern ask in the background, what was he sounding so mortified for? He was tired... so tired...

"Is it urgent or is it not? If not, it can wait." He was leaving no room for argument, had he been in his right mind he would have winced at his stubborn voice.

"Billy! You better not be talking on the phone! Don't make me go over there!" Rosa's sudden voice from downstairs made him frown, it wasn't as if he were awake because he wanted, he just wanted to sleep.

The silence on the other end of the call flew over his head as he rolled on the bed before sitting up and dragging a hand down his face, the pulsating headache increasing at the change in position, he rubbed his temple, biting back a groan, irritated and giving up on pushing the sleep off, he fell back on his back with a defeated sigh.

"Look, if it's urgent, like, seriously urgent and the League needs Captain Marvel I can get someone who has the exact same powers as me to go to the Watchtower, she's a better fighter than me, though don't let her know I said that."

People should seriously not let Billy speak with the League when he was more asleep than awake. He never told the League about his family for the single fact that he didn't want to put them at risk by letting them be dragged into bigger fights that could seriously harm them.

And he would be damned if he was to lose the family that he had waited for for so long, one that made him feel genuinely safe and happy. One where he didn't have to flinch, hide food or keep the door locked for.

He didn't want to lose them.

"We-"

"We are fine, it's not urgent Captain, we can wait, do please rest." Diana cut off whatever Batman was about to say, her voice gentle, and when the call finally cut he sighed, God finally.

He let himself be dragged back into the world of sleep.

 

~


The League hadn't seen Captain Marvel for almost two days, last he told them was that he had to tend to some "Champion Of Magic matters" before going silent.

He had told them to not worry about Fawcett City, but the League had still kept an eye out, just in case.

And because the crime rate seemed to not be escalating it had caught their interest, that's when the League had sighted them.

Five different heroes, all of them different from each other, even their costumes had a different color, but all of them shared the exact same lightning bolt on the chest as Captain Marvel.

There was one of them, a woman, who's costume was also red, but with a skirt, as if it were a female version of Captain Marvel. All of them seemed to share Captain Marvel's powers with the slight difference that each one of them seemed to lean more into one of the abilities.

The purple one was the fastest, the green one the strongest, the grey one leaned more towards lightning, the blue one was seemingly the most agile and the red one the best fighter and also seemingly the brain of the group.

The League had been unable to catch any of them, all the heroes being impossible to catch in the act. Would disappear before the League got to the scene.

Talking with Captain Marvel became imperative, because the man had never mentioned there being other heroes at Fawcett City, much less heroes who shared his same powers.

Still.

Calling him to request a meeting hadn't gone according to plan.

For one, the person on the other end of the line sounded much too young to be Captain Marvel, but he had confirmed being Captain Marvel, even if he sounded more snappish and irritated than the Captain has ever done.

But again, he did said he hadn't slept in the last 47 hours, which made them learn he could apparently very much sleep, that comment about 'this body' did put several of them in a bit of a 'what the fuck' mode.

The shout in the background was what had surprised them. Billy.

Captain Marvel's name was Billy. Billy.

He didn't even comment on that, as if his identity hadn't just been compromised, though to be fair there were a dozen Billy's in the world, and it could always be a nickname for William, or Bill.

Didn't meant the League didn't notice Batman writing that down on the notepad he pulled from God knows where.

And because things couldn't get weirder the Captain went on and straight up offered to send someone to the Watchtower with his same powers, an apparent woman he claimed to be a better fighter than him.

It made the League's thoughts go straight for the woman in the red costume. Batman narrowed his eyes, and Wonder Woman didn't need to see his face to know very much that her friend had just realized that Captain Marvel's current exhausted state seemed to have completely disappeared his filter.

So she cut Batman off before he could think to take advantage of Captain Marvel's current state.

She got it, he wanted answers, so did she, but this was not the way to do it.

Once the call cut off silence reigned in the room.

And then.

"He doesn't have a 'Billy' face." Flash was the one who broke the silence.

 

~

 


15 hours.

That's how long Billy slept for.

And while he woke up feeling more refreshed than he had in a while, he also woke up to the horrible realization that he had snapped at Batman, answered his comm as Billy, that Rosa had shouted his name, and that he had admitted that there was someone with his same powers.

He hadn't wanted to go to the Watchtower until Freddy came up with an idea, bullshitting their way out of trouble was seemingly a shared trait between them at this point.

So, he would lie to the League's face, not the first time that would happen, but if it helped him keep his identity away from them, well, consequences in the long run be damned.

Thus.

He arrived at the Watchtower feeling quite confident with his bag of bullshit. Once he stepped into the meeting room all the attention fell on him, he didn't let it bother him as he went over to his designated chair, he felt like he could take on the world, nothing would break his confidence.

Not even the suspicion and wariness in their gaze.

"I apologize for my attitude last we spoke." Were his greeting words, giving them a sheepish look to sell it, not that that was a lie, he did felt bad about having snapped at Batman and how he hadn't bothered to hide how irritated he had been throughout the whole call.

"No problem dude. It was amusing to find out even the Big Red Cheese can get moody." Flash stated with a grin. Marvel blushed, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Yeah, still, sorry. Why were you calling anyways?"

"Why did you sound like a child in the call?" Superman questioned suddenly, tilting his head to the side and giving him a suspicious look.

Billy didn't panic, he was prepared for that question.

"That's... complicated." He had to sell his bullshit, and for that he had to put on an act, Eugene said it would be suspicious if he gave the information without hesitation when Captain Marvel was known to be much too secretive.

"How so? And who was that woman in the background shouting at you?" Aquaman asked this time, gaze burrowing him into him, as if he could see right through his lies.

Again. He didn't panic, a master at bullshitting didn't panic.

Thus.

He sighed in defeat, bullshitting train here he comes.

"I'm not Captain Marvel all the time, when I'm not, I need a cover, this cover implies taking the form of a child, the magic to keep that form is a bit tricky, so I can't use any of my powers while I'm like that, means I'm partially human like that too. The woman in the background is a Wizard who agreed to act as my guardian, I can't exactly risk having CPS snatching me off the streets because I look like a child."

He was proud at how much living in the streets had helped him master the ability to lie without hesitation. As stated before, bullshitting his way out of trouble was a talent he wasn't ashamed to admit he had.

He didn't even cover at the narrowed looks. If he believed it to be the truth so would they.

"Why a kid though?" Green Lantern asked in confusion. Marvel smirked.

"Well, you wouldn't really look at a child in the streets and say: I bet that kid is Captain Marvel."

"Fair point."

"Can I see it?" Wonder Woman asked giving him a hopeful look, Billy winced internally, of course she would want to see it, Diana was the exact same woman who stole all of her co-workers children. Figuratively speaking that was, even the Robin with the murderous stare seemed to respect her.

Still.

No, he couldn't let her see it, he knew Batman wouldn't hesitate to scan his face within seconds, and then all the lies would crumble down.

Time for the other train of bullshit, and half truths. If his siblings' words were something to go for he had a feeling he knew what the meeting was for.

"Sorry, but no, giving my identity away, fake as it's, would also put others' identities at risk."

"The heroes with the lightning bolts?" Batman questioned, though more than a question it felt like a statement of fact.

"... Yeah." Marvel admitted, avoiding their gazes, the guilt he felt was real, he hadn't meant to lie to them over that matter, but he had also done it to protect his siblings, something he seriously didn't regret at all.

"Who are they?" Superman asked, curious but not wanting to sound pushy.

"They are humans, their powers come from me so they don't really go doing hero stuff much, only when I can't, that way my powers aren't affected much." Billy made a point at wording the explanation in a way that insinuated that unlike him, his siblings didn't shapeshift into a child.

And he also made a point at not giving Superman a straight answer, he was not gonna tell them they were his siblings. That risked too much, it was bad enough he had to tell them he took the form of a child. At least the age of said form wasn't asked.

"Their powers come from you? How so?" Of course Batman would want all the details, thank the Gods Billy was prepared for every possible question.

"I shared my powers with them."

"You can do that?" Superman asked in surprise.

"Yeah, but it's a bit of a tricky thing to do, the more people I share my powers with, the weaker I am when they are powered up, that's why they usually stay away from hero stuff. Unless it's Voltage, he likes sneaking around and thinking I don't know of his little escapades. Which I do, I just let him think I don't."

Because something his siblings didn't knew it was that he could feel when they transformed, be it as Billy or as Captain Marvel, he always felt it, goosebumps and a feeling he couldn't quite pinpoint but that let him know. 

"How many are there?" Batman asks, keeping the demanding tone shoved down, because how did he not know this sooner? Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, he could take Superman down, and now all of a sudden he said he could share his powers? That did not put him at ease at all. Had the man hid it on purpose? 

Now more than ever was he cursing not knowing his identity, he seriously hated how it always felt like walking blind around Captain Marvel. Even with the new knowledge of his name being Billy it was nothing.

In Fawcett City Billy and William were very popular names, even if he were to track down children with Captain Marvel's characteristics no one assured him he looked exactly the same, what if he changed his hair color and eye color with magic? What age should he even narrow it down to? 

"There's five of them." Captain Marvel's sudden voice caught his attention. "The one in blue is Voltage, he's the most agile, the one in red is Miss Marvel, she's the best fighter, the green one is Duke, he's the strongest, the grey one is Stormbreaker, he's the best at controlling lightning and has technopathy, which we have no idea whatsoever on how did he got it, and the purple one is Bolt, she's the fastest, and a pacifist, so she rarely goes out at all."

He finished, counting his fingers to make sure he didn't repeat someone.

"Why didn't you mention them before?"

In hindsight, Billy should have listened to Eugene, of course they would ask about why did he not mention them. But he had expected them to imagine an answer to it, like, Batman hid the Robins because he had wanted to protect them.

Much like he had wanted to protect his siblings. But the Robins were heroes and worked under Batman's guidance or alongside him. They didn't have the complication of his family.

He sighed.

Fuck it, he was gonna be honest in this part, in case someone got a future idea.

"Because I don't want them in the Justice League, our missions sometimes are too far from regular crimes, I won't have them putting their lives at risk."

Because he would never forgive himself if something happened to them, he trusted his siblings, and he cared about them, more than he could have ever thought possible.

And because of that he wasn't willing to lose them so easily.

He was not gonna lose his family, not this one, never again would he lose his family. And if he had to draw a line between the Justice League and his siblings, then so be it.

Chapter 23: Stars And Lightning

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Stargirl was 22, and married.

The Justice League had even gone to her wedding, she had married a civilian, heroes getting married to civilians wasn't odd, it was more normal than some people thought, but Batman had still done an extreme research on his background, because the Justice League watched Stargirl grow, he would be damned if he didn't run a background check on the guy that none of them had known about until she gave them the wedding invitation.

His name was William Joseph Batson, 21, orphaned at the age of 4 after a tomb collapsed on his parents, his uncle stole his inheritance before throwing him into the foster care system, he was in 15 different foster homes before disappearing from the system at the age of 7, he was caught several times throughout the years for minor thievery and trespassing, but he never made it to the assigned new foster homes, and at times, he didn't even made it to the police station at all.

He was eventually caught at the age of 12 after he tried hacking into a police's car's computer to search for the address of his twin sister's foster parents.

This time around, as fate would have it, the foster home he was assigned to was the same one where his twin sister, Mary, was at.

The Vasquez.

From that moment on he didn't step out of line again, he had average grades with a minor comment from the teachers on his habit to come in late to classes or flat out skip them, the only reason he never repeated a grade was because he always made up for the lost time. 

He now had a job as a night security guard at the museum in Fawcett City.

Point was, as average as the man looked, he had looked at them throughout the whole event as if he knew who they were, like he had some kind of inside joke only Stargirl seemed to get.

When questioned, all she had done was smirk and walk off, same as he had done.

It drove them all up the walls.

 

~


Courtney and Billy had been dating since they were teenagers, had done amazing at hiding their relationship from the Justice League, that had been Courtney's father's condition.

To behave in public so as to not spread rumors regarding Stargirl's relationship with Captain Marvel.

But now that both of them were adults and married... Billy thought it was very much about time he told the League his identity, he grew up to not resemble Captain Marvel at all, so it didn't surprise him that the League didn't recognize him.

Which had led him to finding it hilarious and not wanting them to find out because he flat out told them, where was the fun in that?

Thus, he had made a point at staring at them during his wedding, giving them knowing looks and making double meaning comments regarding their hero personas. Had loved watching them struggling to figure out who he was and if he was meaning something more behind his comments.

Courtney had swatted him on the arm playfully, but she hadn't asked him to stop, in fact, she had agreed to join him into messing with the League.

Had even suggested taking it to another level, as in he sometimes would be found walking around the Watchtower as Billy, he loved having Superman panicking over how civilians shouldn't be there, and watching Batman's scowl harden whenever he saw him because he had no idea how Billy kept walking into the Watchtower without tripping the alarms.

Stargirl had gotten the habit to flirt with him as Captain Marvel when both of them knew someone was close, it was hilarious to watch people break their neck and act all scandalized, because oh my God Stargirl is flirting with not-her-husband. His wife seemed to relinquish in the horror of people, at times he almost forgot she could be as chaotic as him. One of the many reasons he had fallen for her.

Their little game went on for five months, of Stargirl flirting with Captain Marvel, Billy walking around the Watchtower and getting pitiful looks sent his way and the Justice League giving Captain Marvel judging looks, Superman had even tried to talk him into how wrong what he was doing was.

He found it hilarious how no one seemed to connect the dots, he might have not grown to look like Marvel, he was less of a mountain and more slim, he still had muscles, but not enough to make him look intimidating at all, and while he was tall he wasn't as tall as Marvel, granted, most people weren't as tall as Marvel, dude was seven feet tall. 

Blue eyes weren't uncommon, but anyone would think they would notice the similarities in the way he talked and moved.

But no.

Not even Batman seemed to connect the dots.

He thought he would have to tell them right on their faces who he was, but he didn't have to.

He threw himself under the bus all on his own.

In all fairness he had sneaked into the Watchtower as Billy to be less attention catching, had even dressed in dark clothes to go unnoticed which admittedly on the outside he should have known made him look like a thief, all he had intended for was to retrieve an amulet from his room that Tawky Tawny had asked him to hold onto for him until his return from wherever was it that he was taking a trip to.

He had managed to sneak into Captain Marvel's room, get the amulet and step out of the room before something latched around his wrist and pulled him backwards, forcing him to drop the amulet, instinct won over logic and he spun around, sending lightning crackling through- oh shit.

He winced as the lightning struck Wonder Woman's hands, she was Zeus' daughter, it wouldn't harm her, but it did make her release the Lasso in surprise and take a step back.

And he would have apologized, if something hadn't grabbed his torso, sweeping him off his feet as he was brought up to hang upside down in the air, a glowing green hand grabbing him, imprisoning his arms against his sides. Wonderful.

"Was that friggin lightning? How the hell did he got in here?" Flash asked as he ran past him, snatching the amulet from the floor and halting right beside Superman. Because of fucking course the whole Justice League would be at the Watchtower the same day he decided to sneak in unnoticed. In all fairness, he did look like a criminal, even had his face covered, Courtney had told him how much of a bad idea it was.

He should have come as Captain Marvel as she had suggested, would have gotten him less attention than this.

"I know this looks bad, but I'm not a thief, I mean, I did steal a pen from the meeting room last week, but Hal steals them everyday like he's preparing to build a fort based solely of pens." He defended, for a full minute stares are all he got.

And then.

"Captain?" Diana was giving him an indecipherable look, like she wasn't sure of her own words, right, they didn't know.

"Yes, sorry about the lightning, wasn't expecting to be yanked, totally understand the why, should have come as Captain Marvel, in my defense, I didn't want to be roped into cleaning the kitchen, yes Barry, I'm looking at you, just because I would sell myself for food doesn't mean you get to use that against me every time you don't want to do something, that's not fair, we both know I'm weak for food."

He was quite glad his ranting seemed to be proof enough to make Green Lantern return him back to the ground, he did not, though, liked to be regarded with odd looks.

"Why do you look so... small?"

Flash's words made him scowl and cross his arms over his chest.

"I'm not small, I'm much taller than you right now, this is how I usually look like... without all the magic powering me up." He explained lamely.

"You have lightning? Doesn't that count as being powered up? What even is being powered up?" Aquaman asks with a confused frown.

"Transformation magic, makes me look bigger and much more different than how I usually look like, when I'm not Captain Marvel I'm 100% human, though I can still use some magic." Billy explained, he could feel Batman's gaze burrowing into him.

"You never said anything about transformation magic." Wonder Woman said, Billy winced.

"That's because I didn't deem it smart to reveal something that could expose my identity."

"And yet you walk in here in all your civilian glory dressing like a thief?" Hal asked raising an eyebrow and crossing his arms over his chest.

"Hey! I was trying to be one with the shadows!" Billy felt the need to defend himself, he had been going for a ninja look, even if Courtney said he looked like a burglar.

"Dude, you look like a thief." Flash states, Billy looks down at himself, yup, he definitely didn't look like a ninja, he should have at most looked in the mirror before leaving the house. He was quite sure Courtney didn't insist on stopping him as revenge for him having eaten the last of the ice cream, even if she said it didn't bother her. He was definitely gonna buy he a whole tub of ice cream for her alone after this.

"I guess I do." He conceded at last before glancing at Flash and holding his hand out. "Can I have that back? Tawky's gonna kill me if I lose it." Or well, not kill him, his friend was too nice for that, but he would give him the judging and very much disappointed look without a doubt.

Tawky Tawny's disappointed look was as intense as Batman's glare.

Still.

Flash handed it to him and he was quick to shove it in his pocket, good, at least he could now be sure he hadn't lost it in the middle of a fight or that he forgot where he put it.

"So... does this means we can know who you are?"

"Flash!" Superman berated, giving the speedster a look. Barry raised his hands in surrender.

"What? Just asking, no pressure."

Billy bit back a smirk. Finally, the moment he had been waiting for his entire life.

"What are you talking about? You already know who I am." He told, had he not been wearing a mask the League would have seen his shit eating grin, amusement dancing in his voice, he felt even more amused at the looks on their faces.

"What?"

"No, we don't." Green Lantern refuted.

No one, not even Batman, was prepared for what happened next.

He took the mask off.

"You know, I'm quite wounded, and here I thought we had something special. All of you threatened me after the wedding and all." Billy said with a grin, very much remembering how each and every single one of the League members had very subtly threatened him to be very nice with Courtney, and that they would know if he wasn't.

And that he would regret it.

He had found it hilarious, though he would never admit that Wonder Woman's threat had kept him awake at night for several weeks.

"You!" Flash gasped, pointing an accusing finger at him. "You said I looked like a firefighter in spandex and put a firefighter hat on me!" Barry accused, remembering the man's words regarding The Flash, "don't you ever think that the Flash looks like a firefighter in spandex?" He had said.

Barry had wanted to scream, had wanted to punch him when during one of his apparitions at the Watchtower he had the nerve to put a firefighter hat on him while he slept. Because Flash definitely didn't hit civilians. 

Marvel grinned, as it it all were a stupid game where he won the prize.

"You threatened to throw me into the Speed Force, which I could, theoretically speaking get out of, but still, I'm petty." Billy excused, grinning even more as he watched the League slowly fall into utter chaos and betrayed looks.

No doubt remembering all the things he did to them, like telling Clark how he should write about Superman wearing his underwear over the costume, or when he poured mustard on Green Lantern's arm while looking him straight in the eye, asking him if he liked mustard, because yellow.

He had also faked twisting his ankle during a false alarm at the Watchtower he himself had triggered and then proceeded to force Aquaman into carrying him to safety while very loudly complaining about his ankle.

He had swung Wonder Woman's sword around after finding it leaning against the wall at the kitchen, admittedly her snatching it from him and her murderous glare had given him nightmares for a week, but it had been totally worth it, he had wanted to swing that sword around since he first joined the League.

Batman, that man might have not slept right these past months wondering how did a man with an average IQ kept sneaking into the most guarded place in the world without tripping the alarms.

"So that's how you didn't trip the alarms." Batman realized out loud, he sounded like he got the closure of his life.

Billy snickered.

Suddenly, Green Lantern gasped.

"You are 21!" Hal screeched in sudden realization, a realization that seemed to hit the rest like a collective button being switched. Well fuck, this was inevitable.

"You were 15! We let a 15 year old into the League!" Superman said, passing around and looking like he was about to pass out. 

"I don't see the issue, Robin was 10 when he started beating the shit out of criminals, something I have to admit is fucking hardcore."

The collective gasp made him frown, Green Lantern pointed at him with a scandalized look.

"That's illegal!"

"What? Swearing? You do realize I'm an adult, right?"

"Captain Marvel doesn't swear!" Flash said scandalized.

"Heroes must set an example, I'm a civilian right now, I can swear like a sailor if I want."

"No! You can't!" 

Flash refuted, Billy held his gaze, grinned, and then.

"Fuck."

Flash shrieked, shaking Wonder Woman who looked quite amused with the whole situation.

"Diana do something! He's rebelling!"

"I'm adult."

"Doesn't matter!"

"I'm married!"

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"Oh my God! Stargirl and Captain Marvel are married!"

Billy face palmed.

Chapter 24: Hilarious Misconception

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The League was in a meeting, their annual meeting where nominating new heroes for the League was the main focus.

Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Green Lantern, Flash, Hawkwoman, Martian Manhunter, Cyborg, Green Arrow, Black Canary and Zatanna were all sitting in the meeting room, each one of them was entitled to nominate one canditate.

The canditates would then have to go through several tests, a background check Batman himself would run, several interviews and a period of probation before being given actual access to the Watchtower at all.

So far the candidates were Supergirl, Booster Gold, Red Tornado and Arsenal.

"Wonder Woman? Have someone in mind?" Superman questioned, against popular belief most of the time some of them didn't nominate heroes, because while expanding was a great advantage for when big foes came, it was also a disadvantage for as Batman said, too much personnel led to blind spots, someone could easily infiltrate them and they wouldn't even know it because they have too much people to keep track of.

"I do, I have studied him and I feel like he would be a fine addition to our team." Diana said, surprising the rest, Wonder Woman rarely nominated anyone.

"Who?"

"He calls himself Captain Marvel."

Zatanna who had been quiet all meeting choked on the water she had been drinking, coughing as she set the glass down. Aquaman at her side patted her back awkwardly.

"Something the matter with Wonder Woman's suggestion?" Batman asked as Zatanna stopped coughing and straightened back up, he had been looking into Captain Marvel too, the man kept himself to his city, and his identity was something he seriously had trouble getting a hang of.

It was as if the man dropped from the face of the Earth when not doing hero work. He had similar powers to Superman, strength, speed, stamina, invulnerability and flight.

But he could also seemingly control lightning.

Aside from that he didn't had much on the man, something that irked him to no end.

"You can't ask him to join." Zatanna said, the League couldn't even begin to understand what Captain Marvel was capable of, who he was and what he was. With how the League was there was no doubt one of them was bound to offend the Champion.

And God would Zatanna not want to know what would happen if someone pissed him off. There was a reason Constantine, Dr. Fate and her did great at staying as far away from Fawcett City as possible, Constantine might be a jerk, but even he drew the line at risking infuriating the same man that could wipe any trace of magic within them faster than any of them could think.

"Why not? I spent a week at Fawcett City as a civilian, watching him, he seems to know what he's doing, a bit immature, but even the citizens seems to like him quite a lot, he was very friendly and was willing to help anyone with anything, I even saw him playing a game of ball with some kids that called him over."

Diana didn't mention the fact that the second he had looked at her he had seemed to just know who she was, but all he had done was give her a charming smile before going back to his game of kicking the ball around with a group of kids.

"You went to Fawcett City?" Zatanna looked beyond horrified by that idea. It did nothing but confuse the League, Zatanna was their main magic user, she rarely was affected by anything, as if she had seen way too many things in life to be bothered by much, which no one would doubt.

So what did this Captain Marvel had that got her freaking out so much?

"Zatanna, does this Captain Marvel is someone we should watch out for?" Batman questioned, narrowing his eyes at the woman.

"No, in a sense, but also yes."

"Is he a threat?" Hawkwoman asked.

"Yes and no."

"What does that mean? Is he, or is he not dangerous?"

Zatanna dragged her hand down her face, how to explain that in a sense, Captain Marvel was no threat in the sense he meant no danger for the innocent, but he could also be a threat if provoked? But who knows what could even set him off? So it was safer to not approach him at all.

But she had to at least explain it to them in case the League misunderstood and tried to attack him or something just as worse.

Thus, hoping he wouldn't somehow overhear her and chose to tear her limbs apart for sharing information about him, she spoke.

"... In the magic community he's known by several names, Living Lightning, the Champion Of Magic, God of Gods, the Mightiest of Mortals, he who controls all the magic in the world, he can give magic out same as he can take it away, he's the guardian of the Rock Of Eternity, a place where the Sins are imprisoned at alongside several other creatures that could wipe out reality itself. It's said that his powers come from a connection he has with Gods, he's... not someone you really would want to offend."

Silence.

And more silence.

"Wait, if he's all that powerful, how come did we not know of him until last year?" Flash asked suddenly, the guy sounded unnerving, control all magic? As in he could outdo Dr. Fate, Zatanna and Constantine in magic? But Zatanna was scary powerful, so were Dr. Fate and Constantine.

The idea that Captain Marvel might be a dozen times more powerful than those three put together did sound a bit intimidating. He could give magic? To normal people or was there a requisite for that? Could he drain anyone's magic or was it something else with an entirely different meaning?

"He comes and goes in between times, sometimes it can take centuries before he's seen again, he always returns with a different appearance, woman, man, doesn't matter, some people believe he's reborn every now and then, but because of who he is, he's generally human and by extension untraceable until the magic deems him ready. So it stands to reason you didn't knew of him."

She didn't mention the fact where several children throughout history had been killed under the belief that they were the next Champion Of Magic, some magic users could be deranged enough to crave for the Champion's power, which she in a sense understood, who wouldn't want limitless magic?

But she would never actually want his power, being the Champion Of Magic was more than just being powerful, there was so much to watch out for and deal with, she would go mad if she had to give up her life for that kind of responsibility. 

Point was, children were killed, even babies, so many innocents. Because some people were stupid and seriously believed the Champion Of Magic would be easily traceable when in his most vulnerable stage.

At least this one was an adult.

"Haven't you ever spoken to him?" 

"Of course not, I mean, you just don't go into his territory, Fawcett City is a place that bleeds magic, several leylines spread all over the place, going there would be suicidal for anyone who does magic and has half a brain. I would preferably like to keep my magic."

"I have magic with me, he didn't seem bothered in the slightest, and he certainly recognized me, he just carried on playing with the children." Diana said, she knew better than anyone how people could exaggerate some stories, and something about this Captain Marvel... she wasn't sure of the reason, but she didn't felt like she should fear him, he hadn't felt dangerous nor like someone hiding their true self.

He had looked genuinely happy by the simple fact of getting to kick a ball around with a bunch of kids.

Zatanna for her side didn't have an answer for that, the Champion had seen Wonder Woman and hadn't done a thing? Was it because she was the daughter of one of the most powerful Gods in the Greek pantheon, or had it been something else? No. She couldn't risk it, she was not gonna lose her magic because the League chose to not listen to her.

"If you insist, fine, but I refuse to be anywhere near him when you bring him here." She stated, they were all insane, she just told them what he was capable of and who he was, and they still wanted to approach him.

For the world's mightiest heroes the League could be quite rash sometimes. Even when the master strategist/Batman was in there.

 

~

 

The world didn't end.

Five months later since the League recruited Captain Marvel and Zatanna was surprised Flash nor Green Lantern had provoked the end of the world, God knows those two could make even Batman want to break his code of no killing.

She had avoided the Watchtower when she first heard Captain Marvel would be given access to it, as in he had become an official member.

She felt like she might have a heart attack whenever she stepped into the Watchtower with him there too, she avoided him, but God could she feel the crushing presence, his magic was intense, obliterating, it made her want to run off to the hills and never look back.

Even Constantine had looked startled when he first stepped into the Watchtower with the Champion Of Magic in it too, had cursed before proceeding to act like nothing was wrong.

Zatanna admired his willpower.

Dr. Fate had stepped into the Watchtower and the second he had the second he had teleported back out in the biggest show of "NOPE" there ever was.

Not that Zatanna could blame him.

 

~


☆Meanwhile, somewhere in Fawcett City☆


"I am the mighty Zatanna and I command you demon to go back to the shadows where you came from!" A 12 year old boy dressed in black voiced as he stood on top of a bed, blankets tied around the bedframe to act as a barrier, a magician's hat on top of his head. At his side stood a little girl dressed in a trench coat much too big for her, a candy stick on her mouth.

"Never! I must have thy treasure! Even if it means ending the world!" Screeched another 12 year old boy, greenish makeup smeared all over his face and hands, the crutch at his side had several red ribbons tied on it.

"Over my dead body! You blasted thing!" The girl stated, faking some sort of accent that she didn't quite seem to get the hang of, she shrieked when the blankets were grasped, a gurgling sound coming from the boy with the painted face.

"Feel the power of my magic!" The boy with the magic hat announced, pouring a whole bag of glitter on top of the other boy who's face morphed into one of absolute horror, eliciting a snicker from the girl.

The door opened.

"Billy, Freddy, Darla, we have talked about this, no glitter in the house." Rosa said from the door, but even if she said that she couldn't help but smile in amusement at the sight.

"But glitter is the only weapon against this zombie demon dog." Darla stated as if that were the whole truth of the world, all the while pointing at Freddy with both of her hands in a showing motion.

"Why do I always have to be the zombie dog? I wanted to be Constatine for once." Freddy protested, ruffling his hair and watching with a pang of grief how the silver glitter landed on his bedsheets, sweet Jesus would that glitter graduate with him.

"It's not our fault you suck at rock, paper, scissors." Billy told, snickering as he got off the bed.

"Exactly, it's not our fault." Darla agreed, grabbing Billy's hand and letting him help her off the bed.

Freddy grumbled.

Chapter 25: Run Boy Run

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Stargirl is married, this is a known fact among the League, she was, after all, one of the few underage heroes to grow around the Watchtower instead of being placed with the Young Justice, the League had known her since she was 15, had watched her grown into a strong willed woman, she was still as energetic and stubborn as when she was a kid, but she was less rash and much more level headed.

Point was, the League knew she was married, to who? No one knew, she liked to hide him, had even threatened to bedazzle Batman's costume if he or his children tried to look into him.

All the League knew were two things.

He was a civilian.

His name was Billy.

It kind of made sense she would want to protect him and have him separated from hero matters, those who were married to civilians understood the sentiment, so no one pushed.

But then the big leak happened, someone infiltrated the Watchtower and stole the files of each and every single hero in the Justice League, something that led the Watchtower into becoming a refuge of sorts for every hero's civilian related ones, nothing had been filtrated to the public yet, but it was best to be safe than sorry.

Oracle had managed to destroy the files that had been stolen before they could be accessed to, putting an end to what could have been one of the most catastrophics events to the Justice League, and the infiltrator had been caught.

Most heroes had taken their relatives back home by now, so the Watchtower was relatively quiet.

Aside from the unfamiliar man at the meeting room with a cast on his arm, he was spinning in Captain Marvel's swivel chair, he had dark hair and blue eyes, wore a red shirt with what looked like a Wonder Woman jacket, ripped jeans and honest to God obnoxiously yellow crocs with Batman themed socks.

Flash had no idea what to do, who the hell was even this guy? How did he even got into the meeting room? This place was off limits, as in only the main members of the League had access to it

He seemed to finally take notice of Flash for he stopped spinning abruptly, giving Barry a huge grin that was bizarrely familiar, but he couldn't quite pinpoint from where.

"Lightning McQueen!" He called merrily, standing up, boy was he taller than Barry expected. The greeting made Flash make a face though, even more so considering that that's what half of the League had been calling him since he tripped mid changing into his costume and crashed face first on a wall, while in his underwear, Lightning McQueen underwear.

 He had burnt that underwear once he got home.

That was over a week ago.

"Who are you with?" He chose to ask instead, no civilian should be at the Watchtower at this point, though Alfred and Ma Kent were still in the kitchen on a cooking spree both of them refused to be pulled away from. Because apparently frozen food wasn't acceptable for the League and they wouldn't leave until they had stacked the fridge with tupperwares of food.

Point was, he didn't hear of someone else that wasn't a hero still being at the Watchtower.

The man gave him a smile, amused and mischievous, as if he were in some sort of joke Flash could never dream of imagining. It irked at him.

"Alright, keep your secrets." He ended up conceding, because if he was here that meant someone from the main members knew him and might have put him in here. No use arguing.

Still.

"But you can't be here, Batman's on the fritz right now." The man nodded, as if he totally understood everything about the world, who the hell was this guy? 

Still, Flash was quite glad he got the man to follow him, it did make him anxious to have the man walking behind him as quiet as death, he felt his hairs stand on end, shivers running down his spine

But whenever he looked over his shoulder he would see the guy walking with a bounce in his step, would grin at him with a smile that showed too much teeth for Barry's comfort, like a Cheshire cat mocking him, he could swear his eyes were glowing for seconds, but it was so quick he wondered if he was imagining things.

"Would you at least tell me your name?" Barry asked, refusing to let a civilian intimidate him. He looked back as silence met him, the guy's grin grew impossibly bigger, was this how it looked like for Batman when he came face to face with Joker?

"Wouldn't you like to know, weather boy?"

His eyes lit up an angry red.

Flash yelped, tripping on his own feet and falling flat on his face before quickly sitting up and turning around, but when he did, the man was nowhere to be found.

"What the fuck?"

"What's wrong?"

If someone asked him, Barry never thought he could scream as high as he did at that moment, because the fucking guy was crouching by his side, giving him the most confused and innocent look in history and tilting his head to the side with a frown.

Reflexes won over logic, using his speed he locked the man into a headlock, the man who didn't even struggle or fight back, no, he just became incredibly boneless in his hold.

"Flash!" The familiar shout made him look up, his heart was beating so fast he was quite sure it might have developed a flat lined speed. There, a few feets infront of him, stood Stargirl with her arms crossed over her chest and a frown plastered on her face, an alarmed Superman coming to a halt behind her alongside equally alarmed League members; Batman, Green Lantern, Wonder Woman, Aquaman and Hawkwoman.

"Hi!" The man greeted with a cheerful voice, waving up at the group of heroes and making Flash grimace.

"Flash, that's my husband you are suffocating." Stargirl's words got the room freezing.

"What?" Flash asked at last, voice nothing but a whisper, of course it was general knowledge that Stargirl was married, to a civilian, a normal person, something this guy clearly wasn't!

"Batman said to bring our loved ones for extra protection, remember?" Stargirl stated, she was finding it quite hard to not smile or show her amusement as she watched her husband sporting the most innocent look ever seen.

But she knew him well enough to recognize when that innocent look was nothing but a mask to hide his true intentions. Which for what she could see from Flash's terrified look and Superman's words of Flash's heartbeat having disappeared... He must have been torturing the speedster.

Understandable, she knew he wouldn't miss the chance to mess with the League when he was like that, he had grown to resemble nothing from his Captain Marvel persona, he was less of a mountain and more of a bit taller than average and quite slim, he had muscles, but not enough to make him look as intimidating as Marvel, but to be fair no one could compete with Marvel's intimidating appearance.

Point was, Courtney knew that ever since he became an adult he had been entertaining the idea of telling the League his identity, just not straight to their face, because it wouldn't be as fun, reason she had keep him hidden from the League, to make sure Batman wouldn't figure it out the boring way. It wasn't until now that he had had a chance to make a move, and that because he broke his arm last night after falling off the tree in the backyard.

Broken bones meant he couldn't transform into Captain Marvel, and while he could still protect himself with the little magic he had as Billy, he had insisted on coming to the Watchtower to keep watch over the people in there, he might not be able to help as Captain Marvel, but he could still help as Billy Batson.

"Husband?!" Flash's shout caught her attention, he looked mortified, and Courtney mildly wondered what had Billy done to freak out the speedster so much.

"Yes, now let him go. He can be a bit of a pain, but he is harmless." Stargirl said, Flash didn't seem so sure, but he still released the man who swiftly stood up, grinning as if he were having the time of his life.

"You said he was normal, a civilian!" Flash accused, springing up to his feet and looking a bit too pale, Courtney considered telling a bit of the truth for the man's sake.

But then she remembered he ate the last slice of the pie Darla had given to her.

"Of course he is, what are you talking about?" She questioned instead, putting on her best clueless face, growing around people who could sniff lies from miles (coughThebigthreecough) had made her become a master of lies.

"His eyes were glowing red!" Flash cries, moving his arms up and down at top speed in his state of despair.

Stargirl frowned, so did her husband.

"Flash... he's 100% human with no powers or superabilities." Courtney made a point at speaking slowly, giving her most pitiful look at the speedster, as if she were trying to appease someone who was clearly not thinking straight.

"I know what I saw!"

"Dude, one moment we were walking, and the next I was being held into a headlock for no apparent reason." Billy said, giving Flash his best kicked puppy look, as if he were totally the victim here.

He bit back a smirk as Flash faltered, looking like he might actually protest.

"When was the last time you slept?" Stargirl asked, raising an eyebrow at the speedster, Barry faltered even more, he was now looking genuinely hesitant, as if he were starting to doubt what he thought he knew.

"Come friend, it's been a long week." Wonder Woman said, grabbing Flash's arm and gently pulling him with her, leading him towards the Zeta tubes.

As Flash follows Wonder Woman, he can't help but glance back at the group, his gaze settling on Stargirl's husband who stands behind her, looking over her shoulder, as their gaze meet, he can swear the man's eyes glow, this time, a bright gold, the Cheshire smile making his hairs stand on end.

But as he blinks, the man's face is back to normal.

Was it seriously sleep deprivation...?

 

~

 

The second time the League comes across Stargirl's husband it's not even a week later, Batman had called a meeting to discuss the infiltrator issue, upon entering the meeting room, the first ones to arrive; Wonder Woman, Superman and Batman, found the man sitting in Captain Marvel's chair, still wearing the cast and looking quite comfortable.

"How did you get in here?" Batman didn't waste a moment to question, narrowing his eyes at the man, even if Stargirl had brought him, he would have gotten the alert that a guest had ingressed into the Watchtower, and in any case that he had sneaked in by himself, he would have triggered the alarms.

So why did neither of the two happened? How did he get past the security scans? No one could get past Oracle or Tim's security. Much less the latest updates made to it. So how did this man manage it? 

In fact, how did he even got into the meeting room? No one but the main members had access to it, so how?

Bruce had ran a background check on him after Flash's words, sleep deprivation or not he hadn't wanted to risk it. But this man, William Joseph Batson, aside from a difficult and traumatic childhood, had nothing that stood out, he had an average IQ, had a job as a night security guard at a museum in Fawcett City and lived in a fairly decent neighborhood.

There was nothing about him that stood out, so how then, did an apparently normal man, manage to get into one of the safest installations in the world, undetected?

The man gave them a cheerful smile, where had he seen that smile before?

"Hi! It's so nice to see you guys." William greeted them, not moving from the chair he was slumped over, legs propped up on the armrest, he was wearing obnoxiously yellow crocs, and Superman themed socks. Clark had no idea what to think of that.

"You are not suppose to be here." Wonder Woman said, frowning, it could be her imagination, but she could swear she could smell ozone in the air, a familiar scent that she came to associate with Captain Marvel, but her brother in question was nowhere on sight, he had said he had other matters to attend to and that he would be unavailable for a few weeks.

So how was it that she could smell him?

"I know, but I was bored, felt like my mind was gonna drive me nuts." William said, giving the group an amused smile, as if he were having some inside joke with himself.

"You can't just infiltrate a high security facility because you are bored." Superman said in disapproval, frowning, the man didn't have any weapons on him that he could see, something that did make him do a double take was the honest to God newspaper the man had stuffed in his cast.

And Clark had one question. How? 

From this angle, he could see the front page, Clark Kent appeared at the front page. But what made Superman falter was the fact that someone had drawn on his face, drawn a huge mustache, unibrow, darkened all his teeth making him look like he had no teeth whatsoever and even stuck a sticker of a glittery crown on top of his head with the word "Yassified" written on his forehead, what did that even mean?!

He wasn't just insulted, but also horrified, and even a bit hurt, who had done such a mean thing?

"When there's a will, there's a way." Was all Billy stated, giving Superman a bright smile, he almost felt bad at the man's kicked puppy look, he had certainly seen Billy and Courtney's artwork.

He hadn't been sure if Superman would use his X-ray vision to check him for weapons, but considering how everyone was so anxious since that guy infiltrated the Watchtower... he had shoved the newspaper into his cast, of course magic had been involved, and a bit of stubbornness.

Because boy was he determined to make the best of this time while his arm healed.

That meant torturing the League, and his beloved wife was more than eager to play along, don't get him wrong, he didn't had anything against the League, they were his friends, almost like another family to him.

But because he liked them, he wanted to mess with them, see how far he could go with this, see if any of them would be able to figure anything out, so far, he had his bets on Batman and Wonder Woman, maybe Martian Manhunter.

"Either so, you shouldn't be here." Batman stated, voice hard, Billy grinned, he could tell from a mile Bruce was certainly not happy with how he managed to sneak past security.

"Alright." He ended up conceding, springing up from his chair, poking at his magic just enough to slip the newspaper out of his cast with the ease of a cartoon character, he bit back the chuckle at the big three's widened eyes, he handed the newspaper to Superman, pulling a pen from his pocket.

And he did one thing he never dared to do as Captain Marvel in fear of coming off as unprofessional.

"Would it be possible for me to get an autograph from you three?" He made a point at staring straight into Superman's eyes, an innocent look on his face as he showed the front page of the terribly drawn on Clark Kent.

He didn't miss Diana's smirk of amusement as she caught sight of the picture. Superman couldn't react, Billy was suppose to be a civilian, he didn't knew Clark Kent and Superman were the same person, so the man couldn't exactly say anything.

"Sure." Wonder Woman conceded, taking the pen from William and signing her name on the front page, biting back her urge to grin the more she looked at the picture of unibrow Clark with a crown stuck on his head.

"Did you alter this picture?" Superman couldn't help but ask as he either way also put his signature on the front page, he would never deny anything to civilians.

"Yes."

"Why?" Superman couldn't help but ask as he gave Batman the pen, he should have realized how weird it was that Bruce took the pen at all, the only people he ever gave the occasional autograph to, were children.

So he should have suspected something, he couldn't help but frown as he watched Batman put his autograph on Clark Kent's shirt, in a font that almost made it seem as if he was seriously wearing a shirt with the name 'Batman' printed on it.

He didn't miss the slight quirk on the man's mouth, and he's spent enough time around him to notice it, and to know that Batman was finding it amusing. The audacity. 

"Because Clark Kent has no shame. Everyone knows Lois Lane is with you, but it's no secret he still seems to think he has a chance with her, that's not nice, much less because he claims to be friends with you, if he were your friend he wouldn't be trying to get Lois to notice him, you don't flirt with your friend's girlfriend, it's called bro code, and general decency, and respect."

Billy put his all into looking as disgusted as possible, as if he genuinely thought Clark Kent was being a jerk, even if he knew Clark Kent and Superman were the same person, and that Lois Lane was married to Clark Kent, they even had two kids.

But right now Billy was a civilian, he had to act like he knew only what the public knew.

He wished he could take a picture of Superman's horrified look, he almost felt bad.

Almost.

"You are right on that, it's quite a disrespectful thing on his part." Diana's words were unexpected, she seemed amused, and Billy couldn't fight back the grin as he saw Superman look at her with a betrayed look.

Superman who couldn't help but think one thing.

Who needed enemies with friends like these?

 


~

 

The third time William Joseph Batson was sighted, it was two days later, he was walking down one of the hallways, controlling a remote control Batmobile the size of a cat that he drove masterfully.


He drove it into the kitchen where Aquaman, Martian Manhunter, Flash and Green Lantern were at.

"Sup Lightning McQueen." Was the greeting he gave as he walked past Flash who choked on his muffin. Green Lantern snickering.

"In what world do I look like a talking car?" Flash protested, throwing the man a look, looked better, he didn't seem as demonic as he remembered, nothing about him gave off dangerous vibes, and he wondered what had even made him think the guy was anything but normal...

The guy, William, turned to look at him with a smirk. Something about that smirk reminded him of someone...

"You are red and have a lightning bolt, also the speed." The man told as a statement of fact, Barry huffed.

"So does Captain Marvel."

"He's got a cape." William said, as if that somehow explained anything and everything.

"How do you keep getting in here?" Aquaman asked as he watched the man make the little Batmobile circle the couch, taking violent turns at the last minute.

"Say Aquaman, how can you breathe underwater and on the surface? I mean, I know you are half human, half atlantean, but like, does that mean you have two lungs and gills? But how does your body knows which one to use? What happens to your lungs when you are underwater? Your gills when you are on the surface? Could you do competitive swimming? Could you alternate fast enough between both types of breathing, or would you drown mid swimming?"

Arthur didn't answer, he opened his mouth, and then closed it again, the king looked like he was slowly descending down a rabbit hole of endless questions he had never questioned about himself ntil now.

Those in the kitchen saw the exact moment the atlantean stepped into an existential crisis. Horror washing over his face as he kept mouthing to himself something along the lines of 'what if...? and buts'

"Excuse me." Was all Aquaman said before he hurriedly made his way out of the kitchen.

William glanced at the king before turning to look at them with a confused if not a bit worried look.

"Did I offend him?" Billy did not, in fact, felt worried, he was barely concealing his urge to laugh, but he couldn't, he still had two more left, and maybe a third if he played his cards right.

"Nah, don't worry about it." Hal said, waving the other man's worries off. Though he did admit he was now wondering the same regarding Aquaman's breathing skills, how did that even work?

"So... Yellow is Green Lantern's weakness, right?" Hal did not like the tone used to ask that, William looked innocent enough, curious even, but something about his voice made his hairs stand on end, his stomach twisting with a bad feeling. But what?

"Yeah..." Hal answered slowly, giving the other man a suspicious look, but William turned away, putting his attention back on the little Batmobile, Hal was definitely not jealous, because that Batmobile had been a limited toy of which only 20 were made, it had every feature Batman's Batmobile had. It could shoot little paintballs and reach a speed high enough to run on top of water. It could even be modified to become the Batwing!

Hal had wanted it when it came out, but the thing had costed more than what he made in a whole year, how the hell did the guy got it when he was quite sure Batman had said he worked as a night guard in a museum?

"Does that mean it affects you even when out of costume? Can you eat corn? Bananas? Cheese? Would you be weakened if someone threw a lemon at you? What about minions? Can you watch that movie or do you pass out if you do? What about Fluttershy? Could you be taken down by My Little Pony? What about gold? It's theoretically speaking yellow, would you be rendered useless if a Leprechaun villain who threw gold attacked the world? Don't you think it's ironic how yellow weakens you but green is your strength? But Superman gets his strength from yellow and is weak against a green rock? Are you weak against the sun? How does Superman feels working with a giant talking glowing dude in green? Do you think he sometimes mistakes you for Kryptonite and tries to incinerate you before recognizing you?"

The more he spoke the more Hal Jordan found himself being blown away by the sheer number of questions.

Questions that he never even made to himself, how far could his weakness to yellow go? Did Superman really saw him as Kryptonite? How many times had he been close to being incinerated and he never knew of it?

He didn't need sleep, he needed answers.

"Superman!" He called, bolting out of the kitchen, feeling like all he had ever known was a lie.

Billy for his side, grinned, this before quickly wiping the smile off his face and putting up his most heartbroken look, turning fully to face Flash and Martian Manhunter. 

"Did I say something wrong? Why do they keep ignoring my questions and just leaving the room?" He asked sadly.

"Ignore them, they are weirdos." Flash said, in all truth? He had a feeling this guy wasn't as innocent as he wanted to convey, something about him kept making Barry feel fidgety. William frowned before shrugging and going back to his little Batmobile, Barry was definitely not jealous.

Instead, he turned to look at J'onzz who hadn't said a word since Stargirl's very unnerving husband stepped into the kitchen. He leaned towards the Martian.

"Hey, can you look into his mind? Like, can't you feel it too? There's something definitely not right about this guy." He whispered.

"I do feel something off about him, but it's not right to go into other people's minds without their consent." Martian Manhunter stated, he did feel something off with the man, his words and movements seemed too... at ease, like a predator luring its prey into a false sense of safety.

But he didn't like going into people's heads without permission, it was rude.

"What if he's a spy or something? Don't you think it's weird how he keeps sneaking into the Watchtower?" Flash's words did made sense, and J'onzz hated to admit he was right.

"Right." He sighed in defeat, but as he focused, he came face to face with an odd mind, he couldn't hear a single thing, but there was no wall like Batman's mind.

What he did got was a flash of something, seven glowing eyes hiding behind several layers of varying lights and colors, they kept slipping, disappearing, like flickering lights, their presence was crushing, dangerous.

It made his instincts reel, even more so when the seven set of eyes stared right back at him, his blood ran cold, and the sudden overwhelming feeling of staring at something that should never be stared at threatened to suffocate him.

The breath caught in his throat and J'onzz found himself cutting the link, taking several steps back as cold sweat trickled down his spine.

"Dude, you alright?" Flash asked concerned, his answer was J'onzz phasing through the floor and disappearing altogether. What the hell?

"Where did the Martian go?" Barry did not squeak as he looked up and was met with William, when did he cross the room and came to stand infront of him? 

"I'm not sure..." Flash answered, he was officially creeped out, even more so when the guy gave him a sly smirk, eyes darkening.

Suddenly, the air grew heavy, lights flickering as the air became almost literally electrifying, the man smiled, a Cheshire cat smile with too much teeth, eyes glowing a piercing silver as he stares right at him, through his very soul.

"And then there was one." His voice seemed to almost be laced with an echo.

Barry ran.

 

~

 


Diana had heard the rumors of Stargirl's husband, a troublemaker who wasn't as normal as he looked, had several members on edge, sent up to hills some others, Green Arrow had even ended up taking a sabbatical to 'evolve' after being called 'Hawkeye's doppelganger', she had no idea who that was.

But it had seemed to hit the man hard.

Point was, something weird was happening, Stargirl kept insisting he was normal, that he was 100% human and with no powers.

Well.

Wonder Woman was about to see how true that was, she and two of the few people the man hadn't targeted yet.

Hawkwoman and Black Canary.

He was in the cafeteria, the cast was gone at this point, he looked harmless enough, but she knew better than to underestimate someone based on ages or appearance. She learnt this the moment she found out that the person who could match her in sword fighting was a 100% human child.

He wasn't a child anymore, but the point stood, Damian Wayne had taught her better than to let appearances deceive you.

Still.

He seemed, for once, to not be stalking anyone, the group waited, he stood up, and as he stepped into the hall, Diana snatched him, wrapping her Lasso around him and imprisoning his arms against his sides, he stumbled forward before catching himself.

"Hi." Was all he said, giving them a nervous smile.

"Who are you and what are your intentions?" Hawkwoman demanded as she stalked forward, snatching a fistful of the man's shirt and pointing at him with her maze. For his credit, he didn't even flinch.

"I'm William Joseph Batson, but you can call me Billy, preferably, William sounds like an old man's name." Hawkwoman narrowed her eyes, from up close, the guy was awfully familiar, in a way, she couldn't explain it.

"What are you?"

"... Husband, brother, friend, son, a man of pettiness..." Billy knew he was playing with fire, Hawkwoman could easily smash his face with her maze if he pushed his luck.

But as he said, he was a man of pettiness. And as his wife and most of his siblings said, he also walked the thin line between courage and stupidity.

"That's not what she meant and we both know it. You keep popping up here undetected." Black Canary said, the man grinned.

"Bet it drives Batman bats." Billy has never been good at keeping his mouth shut, the Lasso tightened around him, and as it was bound to happen.

His magic reacted to the one from the Lasso.

Sparks crackling around it like a short circuited wire, sizzling and fading once it reached Diana's hands, as the daughter of Zeus, electricity didn't affect her, in fact, she could, theoretically speaking, control lightning if she wanted.

Something he seriously wished he could share with her, because who the hell wouldn't want to know they could control lightning? But Zeus was all mysterious and cryptic and kept telling him not to, to let her find out her own potential at her own pace. Why couldn't he just flat out tell her?

Point was, the little lightning show got the atmosphere to grow so quiet he almost felt like danger was lurking in the horizon.

And then, because Shayera was Shayera, she brought her maze up and pushed it against his chest without hesitation, her maze usually made magic don't work at all.

But with him, it always made it go into the fritz, in a way.

He didn't expect his magic to react as strongly as it did to the maze when he was in his mortal form.

The sparks reminiscent of a short circuit lit up, sparks flying everywhere as electricity crackled all over the maze and all over his body, he very much felt Thavma's presence come incredibly close to the surface, and for a moment, it almost felt as if the maze were threatening to pull his Captain Marvel form to the surface without so much as him having to call on the word. Christ was this thing stronger than he ever gave it credit for, he hadn't even known something could draw his form out like this.

"Transformation magic, right?" Hawkwoman said with a triumphant grin as she pulled the maze back, her face told him that nope.

It was neither Batman or Wonder Woman who figured it out first.

Hawkwoman was.

And boy did he now owed Darla 50 dollars and a whole tub of strawberry ice cream.

Still.

He grinned.

"I have to admit I expected Bruce or Diana to be the ones to figure it out first." He conceded at last.

"Marvel." Wonder Woman said as realization hit, the ozone smell, the way the Lasso reacted to him, the glowing eyes, Martian Manhunter's words of the several eyes in his mind. How did she not see it sooner? Her mother had told her lots of stories of the Champion Of Magic when she was a child.

It was this what had led her to know that he might not be as old as he claimed, the Champion Of Magic was a mantle given to a human 'pure of heart', there the reason he was called the Mightiest of Mortals. Also what had led her to be one of the few people who didn't shut down his talks about magic.

This had led her to be aware of how he had, in fact, the six Gods in his head, Gods that spoke to him, same Gods J'onzz had probably seen, she knew for Marvel's words that the Gods had the bad habit to terrorize the occasional person who tried to get into Marvel's mind.

She also had known he had a less powered form, he had told her once in a passing comment, something she had kept to herself and hadn't told a soul.

Not even Batman.

But it could have never occurred to her he would look so... Not quite like him. She wasn't sure what she had expected, but this was certainly not it.

He was still tall, but he didn't tower over people, she was quite sure he was her same height if not a bit shorter, and he was quite skinny, barely had any muscle on him, he had the same blue eyes and same dark hair, and while his features were similar they weren't the same, if people were to put attention to him, he would be more of a possible relative to Marvel than Marvel himself.

"Surprise?" He said, giving them the fakest innocent smile there ever was as Diana removed the Lasso off him.

"You are demonic, you know that, right? I heard from Iris that Barry's been sleeping clutching a crucifix." Black Canary told, having a hard time processing that this skinny and boyish guy was the mountain of sunshine better known as Captain Marvel.

He grinned at her, looking anything but innocent, eyes glowing a fiery red, and yeah, she could definitely see why Flash was so freaked out.

"That's what he gets for eating my ice cream."

"Since when can your eyes glow red?" Dinah can't help but ask, she was quite sure last she checked his eyes could glow white, but only when he was seriously pissed, which was a rare occurrence.

"Oh, that's generally because Achilles peeks through the veil, it's hilarious to watch people freak out at it." When Billy first realized he could do that he had used those eyes to keep the bullies away from him while he lived in the streets.

"And here I thought Batman was the diabolical one." 

"Wait, aren't you like 21?" Black Canary said suddenly, he winced.

"So..?"

The three women's gaze sharpened, making him feel like danger was lurking in the horizon, but this time, thicker and closer.

"You were 15."

"Double surprise?" He said, laughing nervously, boy was he in danger.

"You were 15." The three said with more conviction, something in their gazes made him gulp.

This was the exact reason he didn't dare to mess with them.

Wonder Woman took a step forward.

He bolted.

"William Joseph Batson come back here!"

That's how half of the Watchtower saw Wonder Woman, Hawkwoman and Black Canary chasing after the local nightmare who was skipping it like he was being chased by the devil himself while apologizing very loudly.

Chapter 26: The Universe Woke Up And Exclaimed: Fuck Billy Batson

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"The hell is this place?" Green Lantern asked to no one in particular as he sat up, after fighting off several dozens of spaceships from entering the Earth, their ship had been too damaged to make it back to Earth without blowing to bits even with Superman's help, and Hal's ring had been out of juice, meant he couldn't take it back to Earth either.

Last he remembered Captain Marvel had said something about having an idea before proceeding to exit the ship, then a bright light came from somewhere alongside a yank and he knew no more.

"Are those doors?" Came Flash's voice, Hal glanced at where he was looking.

Yup.

Those were doors, thousands of doors floating all over what looked like a massive room with no end, or more like a kind of cave. Each door wielded its own design, and a lot of them held several notes stuck to them.

Paint world. Do not enter. Headaches ahead.

Cartoon world. Hilarious. Safe.

Glowing people. Do not eat their food. It's made with diamonds no matter how edible it looks.

Danger. Beware of the spider dog

Everyone. SAFE. Fairy land

Nightmare fuel (M- Mature). Possibly toxic. Do not enter.

And across the room Captain Marvel stood at, stretching his arms over his head and looking like he had gotten hit by a bus.

"Marvel?" Batman called, gaze roaming around, what was this place? It looked like a cave, but something about the air felt abnormal.

The man in question glanced at him as he dropped his arms to his sides, relief washing over his face as he smiled.

"You are awake. Good. Was worried for a second there."

"Where are we?" Superman asked, he couldn't hear a thing aside from the endless bizarre sounds coming from the other side of the doors. Floating doors that didn't seem to connect anywhere.

"Yeah, about that..." He scratched his head and gave them a sheepish look. "I kind of panicked, I was meaning to get us to Earth, but I might have miscalculated a bit, I have never done this spell before with more than one person, nor with many other locations. So, uh, we are at the Rock Of Eternity which theoretically speaking has no actual location. It exists in a completely different plane, kind of."

"So we are locked here?!" Flash's cried in horror.

"What? Of course not, this is literally where I spend half of my time, we just go through the door to our world and that's it." Marvel said in amusement.

"One of these doors?" Hawkwoman questioned, how the hell did he even knew which door was it?

"No, the door to our world isn't here." The Captain told as a statement of fact. 

"Then what's up with these doors?" Aquaman asked as he glanced at a nearby door, it was obnoxiously yellow, almost neon, the paint was scrapped off at the edges and several bits of the door itself were missing, chains were wrapped around it and a giant sign hung on it.

DANGER. ACID RAIN. ACID CREATURES. ACID AIR. DO NOT ENTER. 

"Most doors are an opening to a different world, or a location somewhere on Earth." Marvel said, remembering Eugene's theories based on the doors he had explored so far.

"A different world? As in another planet?" Batman asked, had Marvel always had something like that? How many doors were there? How did they work? 

"Uh... I'm not sure, the Wizard didn't exactly leave a manual, there's a lot of stuff here that I have no idea what they do or what are they for." Eugene was still mapping out the Rock Of Eternity. And there were dozens of things none of them understood, like the burning violin.

"But you have gone through some of them, right? Isn't that what the notes are for?" Wonder Woman questions, curious about where did the doors led to, there were dozens of them.

"Kind of..." Billy wasn't exactly lying, he did went through a door.

The one that led to the closet at home.

"Come on." He said as he started walking, he needed to get them out of here as fast as possible, the last thing he wanted was for the League to cross with his siblings.

He had made a point at keeping both teams separated, he trusted the League, but he was much too paranoid, if the League found out about them some of them might want for his siblings to get involved in Justice League fights.

Fights he didn't want them to be involved in.

The Justice League fought in space, at times, against threats that could kill them, like fucking Darkseid or Brainiac. He knew he was being selfish, and an hypocrite, his siblings knew how to protect themselves, they would be furious if they knew how he thought of them, would think he was thinking less of them or that they couldn't protect themselves.

But truth was that he was terrified of losing them, the Vasquez were the best thing to ever happen to him, this family... it was the first family he had since his parents died, a place where it felt warm and safe, and he didn't want to lose that for anything in the world.

Thus.

Keeping them from the League was his safest bet at protecting them.

Flash's sudden intake of breath alongside someone else's whistle caught his attention, making him realize that they had reached the main room, where the actual less creepy room was at.

His siblings and him had decorated the statues from the Sins to look as stupid and hilarious as possible. There was the giant flat screen on the wall, the couches, the lamps, the arcade game, the Christmas lights and several other things that made the whole place look a whole lot more homey than it had previously been.

He wasn't proud to remember several of those things had been bought with the money he had theoretically speaking stolen when he was first testing out his powers.

"Dude, you got your own batcave?" Flash asked in amazement, were those fucking thrones across the room? 

"Capcave." Green Lantern whispered in equal amazement.

"Are those thrones?" Aquaman asked curiously, there were, in fact, seven thrones of stone across the room, a giant lightning bolt very reminiscent of the one in Captain Marvel's chest was painted on the wall above the thrones.

"Yeah. The Wizard said those were his brothers and sisters'. We should get going, there's a door that opens to an abandoned warehouse in Fawcett City." He really needed to get the League moving before-

Too late.

He heard the sound of scrapping rock and saw the statue moving, opening the door to the library.

And Pedro walked out holding several books, thank God he was at least in his Champion form. Small mercies. He froze as he caught sight of the League, this before slowly glancing at Billy.

"Dude."

"In all fairness, I did said it was unwise to just learn how to teleport stuff back to the Rock Of Eternity." Billy defended, he had told Eugene and Freddy that they should seriously work on different destinations for the teleportation spells.

Pedro gave him a judgemental look.

"That's literally what I told you!" Pedro snapped, feeling annoyed, he had told his siblings over a thousand times that they should really expand their teleportation skills.

But they all said it wasn't high on priorities, that since the Sins and them were the only ones who came here it wasn't really that important. 

And now the friggin Justice League was here! Oh my God the fucking Justice League was here.

"Say, you forgot didn't you?" His brother's confused look gave him his answer, he sighed. "I told you that we needed to find another door because the warehouse from the other one got demolished last week and the one at the subway needs to be checked since it's been on the fritz. Means currently, our only door to our world is literally the one in the closet at home."

"Oh."

Billy Batson was totally not freaking out.

"I will go make a temporal one." Pedro offered up in defeat, seeing that he wasn't about to ask Billy to do it, he was not staying with the League and there was no way in hell the League was staying here unsupervised. "I think the docks should be safe enough, there won't be much people around to freak out over the Justice League appearing."

He stated, he was proud at how well he did at keeping a straight face as he walked past the League, he went over to the door with the sign Darla had taped to it. Home Closet written with glitter pens and encased in a heart.

Rosa would not be happy with him walking down the stairs in this form, they weren't generally allowed in the house in these forms, a lot of stuff usually ended up broken.

Stairs included. More like Billy broke them and they all got banned from walking in adult form in the house.

He grabbed the doorknob, twisting it around, edges glowing gold as he pushed the door open, he was quick to step through it and close the door behind him, he had heard enough from Billy to know the League was seriously curious about his secret identity, and considering Batman...

Well, Pedro wouldn't put it past the man to figure out Captain Marvel's secret identity based solely on a bed.

He was quick to leave the room, he needed to make that door.

 


~

 


"Who was that?" Flash was the first one to break the silence as he stared at the closed door.

Home Closet.

As in Captain Marvel's home. His home was on the other side of that door.

"... My brother..." Billy would have lied.

If it wasn't for the little detail where he hated denying his family, it made him feel all kinds of wrong, he loved them all dearly, they were his family. At times, he still had a hard time believing they were real, that he truly had found a family, a real family.

"You have a brother?" Green Lantern asked in surprise, Marvel had never mentioned having a brother, much less one who clearly wasn't remotely normal, the guy had been wearing a similar costume as Marvel's, just that his had been an incredibly dark green.

"Yeah... His name's Duke... You can sit down if you want." Billy was desperately hoping to not answer any more questions regarding Pedro, and that his brother would seriously be quick.

Superman, Martian Manhunter and Aquaman sat down.

The rest stood.

"How come we have never heard of him? He's in the hero business, isn't he? His costume." Hawkwoman said, Billy winced inwardly.

"He usually stays here, and he generally takes care of mild crimes, or just helping people around." 

"Does he have similar powers as yours?" Of course Batman would ask that.

"We have the exact same powers, but his are less stronger than mine, he does have enough strength to match me, though he can sometimes fold me like a lawn chair, it depends." None of them were still 100% sure on their powers, Eugene had several theories regarding how could Pedro match him sometimes and other times flat out outstrenght him.

Their running theory was that their powers were connected to him, if they were all transformed Billy was weaker.

Unknown to Billy, the Justice League was staring at him with mortified looks, because Captain Marvel was capable of subduing Superman, and turns out his brother could subdue him? How strong was that guy to achieve such a feat?

"Why haven't you ever nominated him to join the League? I mean, we could always use more muscle." Green Lantern's words got him Captain Marvel's attention, for a flashing moment his gaze hardening, making several from the League flinch.

But as quick as it was there as quick as it was gone.

"No, he's not joining the League." Billy stated firmly, leaving no room for argument. He was gonna be damned if he was to let any of his siblings anywhere near League business.

Call him selfish, but even if the world was ending he would rather sacrifice himself than let his siblings be anywhere such danger. He will not lose them.

"Our missions have the habit to be big, big enough that someone could die if the cards aren't played right, I don't care how strong he is, I won't have him risking his life like that." None of them.

The League couldn't judge him for that, Batman kept the Robins from Justice League matters for a reason, the Young Justice was even kept from the biggest fights.

"Alright, we understand." Wonder Woman was the one who spoke, her voice gentle but reassuring, she was the closest to Marvel, meant she knew things no one else did.

Like the fact that while she couldn't be sure of it, he had just recently gotten a family, she could understand he would want to protect them and keep them as far away from danger as possible.

The sudden sound of a door slamming open somewhere, water rushing followed right behind by a wet splat. Then coughing and a door being slammed shut.

"It's fine." Marvel told as the League got into a fighting stance.

Not long after a man appeared, wearing a grayish version of Marvel's costume, he was soaking from head to toe, glowing algae covering him, and a small glowing pink... thing... was swimming inside a jar with water. He froze, stared at the League for a full minute before proceeding to give Marvel the biggest judgemental look ever seen before walking over to the Home Closet door, opening it and stepping through it. Not before pointing at Marvel with the hand holding the jar.

"You are so dead when I finish studying this motherfucker."

"What did I do?"

"You said that the things at the fucking place with the glowing algae was safe, newsflash, these motherfuckers tried to fucking eat my face off."

"They were perfectly fine when I went, maybe they just didn't like you." Billy couldn't resist to say, Eugene gave him an unamused look before snatching the algae off his head and throwing it at him, Billy dodged it masterfully, snickering at his brother's annoyed look.

"I hope from the bottom of my heart, that you stub your toe, jerk." And with that he was gone.

"You seem to get along quite well." Batman said, staring at the shut door. "How many are there?"

"... 2 sisters and 3 brothers... That was Stormbreaker, he usually spends his time mapping out the Rock Of Eternity, and the Room of Doors." Billy conceded, what was the point of hiding it? The world seemed to be mocking him, who was next? Freddy?

No.

Worst.

It was Darla.

In her regular form. For miracles of above he wasn't about to question she was wearing that Flash jacket with the hood acting as the cawl Billy had gotten her for her birthday.

She, much like Pedro and Eugene, froze at the sight of the League. 

But unlike Pedro or Eugene. She didn't escape.

No, the second her gaze fell on Flash the second she met Billy's eyes and he had a very bad feeling over the sudden innocence in her eyes.

"Can I ask for Flash's autograph?" Her tone alone told him that this wasn't a request.

It was a bribery.

For what? He had no idea nor did he want to find out. He sighed in defeat, he loved his sister, but man could she be downright evil sometimes.

"Of course she can!" Flash answered for him, looking quite joyful, Billy could tell from a mile away the dozen of theories running through every League member's head.

Darla grinned at Flash before stepping through the door and closing it behind her, wiping out her unicorn notepad from her hoodie's pocket and a glitter pen, Billy had the sudden feeling of having been tricked. 

She went over to Flash who knelt down for her, Darla handed him the pen and notepad.

"Can I have three? One for me and one for my brothers? Freddy and Billy really like you."

The only reason Billy didn't choke was because it would have been suspicious, and because theoretically speaking, his name was William and Freddy's was Frederick.

But it would be a cold day in hell before any of them acknowledged said fact.

"Sure." Flash was more than happy to give the adorable little girl the three autographs. She was giving him such a serious look, like the whole situation was a serious event for her. He wanted to squish her in his arms. Was she related to Cap?  "There."

"Thanks."

And with that she gave Captain Marvel what the League saw as nothing but a shit eating grin before walking back to the door and disappearing through it.

"She's not my daughter." Billy felt the urgent need to say, knowing fully well that would be the League's first guess.

And since he couldn't say she was his sister...

"She's my niece." Was what he came up with instead.

He almost heard Heaven singing when a door materialized, Pedro poking his head through it, several feathers stuck on his hair.

"Fair warning. The seagulls at these docks are demons, I have no proof, but I have no doubts either." He told seriously, brushing the feathers off his hair as he stepped into the Rock Of Eternity.

Billy almost hugged Pedro.

Almost.

Finally.

Chapter 27: Who's The Child?

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Captain Marvel hasn't been seen or heard of for over two weeks.

So the League tracks his comm down.

This leads them to an abandoned building, but the comm nor Cap are nowhere to be found, that until Wonder Woman finds a door with weird sigil drawn on it she recognizes as magic.

She opens the door.

But instead of a normal room or a bathroom, what stands on the other side is... It looks like a giant cave with horrible statues painted over and decorated with silly string, bows and glitter.

There's a lot of Christmas lights and lamps, a giant flat screen on the wall and a few couches alongside several other things that make the place look as if someone lived in there.

"The signal's coming from there." Batman states, being the first one to make a move to step through the door and into the weird place, the others follow right behind, Flash closing the door behind him.

The League roams their gaze around the place, high on alert.

'What the hell is this place?" Hawkwoman asks to no one in particular as she looks around, the place looked like it had initially been creepy, it still looked creepy.

"LAIR." Green Lantern said in amusement as he pointed at the big letters spelling Lair that glowed on a nearby wall.

"There's a board with all the headlines about us." Aquaman said as he had approached the weird board that had dozens of newspaper's pages stuck to it, going as far as the oldest ones about rumors regarding Wonder Woman's possible apparitions and even a few articles about when people suspected but didn't knew whether Atlantis was real or not.

"I believe we have found Captain Marvel." Martian Manhunter's voice caught everyone's attention, they all turned to what the man was looking at, there were seven thrones of stone across the room, that somehow none of them had noticed. 

But what caught their attention was the familiar lightning bolt painted on the wall above the thrones.

"And I found the comm." Batman stated as he opened a drawer from one of the many nightstands, picking up the small device.

"Wait, if this is where he lives... why does he have those?" Green Lantern wonders as he points at the board of headlines and weird articles. Some of them were from when they were still going solo, and others from the Justice League.

They were even perfectly organized so each one of them had their own row. The one who had the most was Superman.

"What's with this?" Flash asked no one in particular as he picked up a notebook on the desk near the board, it had dozen of abilities written down, most of them crossed over with marker, others circled or with checkmarks. 

Batman took the notebook from him, looking through it with a sharp eye, some of them were clearly Superman's powers, some Aquaman's, Flash's, Wonder Woman's. Others sounded like something taken out of a movie.

He narrowed his eyes, looking back up at the board, why did Captain Marvel had a board of headlines and articles about them? And even this notebook?

The sudden sound of scrapping rock caught the group's attention who all spun around in time to see one of the statues moving to reveal a hall.

A hall from which a child walked out from, child who froze the second he caught sight of them.

He couldn't be older than 12, had dark hair and blue eyes, had a red hoodie, Justice League sweatpants and tiger slippers. The child, odd enough, looked familiar.

And it took the League a moment to figure out the reason.

Captain Marvel. 

He looked like Captain Marvel.

"How did you get here?" He looked positively horrified, and pale, so pale, like he might actually pass out.

"We tracked Captain Marvel's comm to an abandoned building, there was a door that led here." Wonder Woman explained, her voice gentle, she was curious on who was this child. He looked a whole lot like Captain Marvel, was he related to him?

"Oh shit the door!" Billy fought back the urge to pull at his hair, fuck he forgot to seal the damn door after using it. Mary was so gonna get judgemental for that if she found out, as if she had never left the door open!

And now the fucking Justice League was here, and he was a second from screaming and passing out, because he could tell from a mile his similarities to Captain Marvel hadn't gone unnoticed, and what the hell was he suppose to say or even do here? The League wasn't suppose to find out about his age until he was at most 18, or maybe even 15 who knows?

But certainly not when he was 12.

Adults had such a horrible habit to treat children like they were idiots and knew shit about the world, well, the Vasquez didn't treat him like he was an idiot who knew shit, but they were different. This was the Justice League.

In the worst of cases he would be kicked out for the lies, or in the less worst of cases? He would be thrown into the Young Justice, and while he didn't have anything against them he had fought really hard to show his worth, to be respected, he won his place with the Justice League fair and square. He didn't want to lose it because of his age. It wasn't fair.

"Where's Captain Marvel?" Batman's sudden voice caught his attention, Billy turned to look at him, right, fuck, the comm, quickly think of a lie.

"He's uh... busy, fighting something in a different plane of existence, he didn't have time to warn you because it was an emergency..." It wasn't a 100% lie. 

Thavma was fighting in a different plane of existence.

Inside his head.

And if he focused on it he could hear him arguing with Zeus, reason he hadn't transformed in a while, Zeus and Thavma had gotten into an argument about God knows what, and if the God of Lightning was pissed, it meant no lightning would come.

Meant he couldn't transform.

"I'm not sure when he will return, but I will make sure to tell him to go to you straight away." Billy said, really wanting the League to leave.

"Who are you?" Superman made the question Billy had been dreading.

But he was nothing if not a master at bullshitting.

"His nephew..." He was not gonna make the same mistake as with the school's guard and tell them he was his son.

The school guard still seemed to have the firm belief Billy and Freddy were Captain Marvel's sons but that because the man was a superhero and always too busy he had left them under the care of the Vasquez.

He didn't need the Justice League thinking he was Captain Marvel's son. 

"His nephew?" Billy knew that Batman was gonna run his face through facial scans, he had always wanted to know Captain Marvel's secret identity. 

Thus.

He pulled the biggest bullshit sob story in history.

"Yeah... He was my dad's twin brother, but they didn't really grow up together, I'm pretty sure he doesn't even have a birth certificate considering he was taken away by the Wizard the moment he was born."

Billy felt both bad and proud at the League's horrified looks. But he had to make up an explanation to why Batman might find C.C. Batson and Captain Marvel had the same face but C.C. Batson had no twin brother.

"The Champion Of Magic is reborn every now and then, the Wizard always takes them away the second they are born so they won't be killed or get their magic stolen. He didn't really knew he had any family until two years ago, my dad had long died by the time he was finally allowed to leave this place, he found me two years ago, we hang out a lot, but I don't really live with him anymore, I have a new family, he says it's best for me to live with people who can actually pay me attention."

The League's faces made him wonder if he had gone a bit overboard, they looked genuinely heartbroken.

Again, he wasn't 100% lying, the Champion Of Magic was reborn every now and then, the Wizard didn't really take them away, for what he had been told they were born with the Wizard's mark, but no one was really able to track it down.

The Champion was safe until the Wizard summoned it and bestowed the Living Lightning on them whenever he thought it was time. Billy became the Champion Of Magic way earlier than it was meant to be, Shazam had said so himself, but things had just called for the Champion, there was no other way.

"Can I have that back?" Billy asks, pointing at the comm Batman was still holding, quite glad when the man handed it to him, he tried to not let it bother him how incredibly small he felt around the League, he was so used to being taller than them all that suddenly barely reaching their waist wasn't exactly comforting.

"What's with the board and the notebook?" Flash asks, before God is it killing him to know what was the deal with that. The boy, Captain Marvel's nephew, glanced at the board.

"That's my brother's, he likes collecting superhero stuff, particularly Superman's." Billy said, biting back a smirk at the sudden wonder of how loud Freddy would scream if he were to know the Justice League was at the Rock Of Eternity. 

He then turned back to the League.

"The notebook's something Freddy and I came up with for Captain Marvel, he didn't really know which powers he had so we made a list with every possible option and made him test it out." Billy wasn't exactly lying, he had helped with the list, and he hadn't had a clue on which powers he had.

Even now he was still finding out new things he could do. Like creating portals to teleport through.

"Revenge test?" Green Lantern's silent question made Billy look away, right, he had written that.

"Freddy got sealed in a box for setting Marvel on fire as a 'secret fire immunity test'. Deserved it if you ask me, you just don't set people on fire without their knowledge, even if they are invulnerable." He felt the need to defend, fire couldn't hurt him as Captain Marvel, but he could still feel the heat, it was weird.

And he had been inside a box, hadn't expected to feel the heat out of nowhere. 

"Wasn't the kid who he asked me to have lunch with at his school named Freddy?" Superman's words made Billy raise his eyebrow, he had to give it to him, he hadn't expected Superman to remember Freddy. 

Freddy would certainly pass out once Billy told him that.

"Yeah, that's my brother."

Unknowingly to Billy, the League was quite aware of who Freddy Freeman was.

He had been recorded several times either arguing with Captain Marvel or talking back to him, or just walking with him, some people said the kid might be his son.

But if the child, who they really needed the name of, was right, if Freddy was his brother, then he couldn't be Marvel's kid, maybe because the kid was his nephew's brother he also saw him as another nephew. They did seem close on TV.

"What's your name?" Wonder Woman asked.

"... Billy. Billy Batson."

Chapter 28: Conflict

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Billy Batson has been the host of six Gods and the Living Lightning for over a century now.

And in all that time he has had to deal with lots of tantrums from the Gods, either fights and arguments between them or flat out childish stubbornness regarding stupid requests Billy refused to carry out.

Like sacrificing animals or doing extremely questionable things.

But never had he ever had to deal with a tantrum from The big two.

Zeus.

And Thavma.

Thavma and Zeus had their moments, as all people who had been living together for centuries did, but this time it had gotten out of control, the two deities had gotten into an argument about God knows what, and because of this argument, Billy had been unable to transform.

Because if the God of Lightning was pissed with the same being who was summoned by lightning, then no lightning would come.

Hence, no transformation.

Billy has been keeping the League out of his hair by sending them texts, telling them Captain Marvel was too busy for fights, meetings and watch duty.

But then a months hits by.

And Zeus and Thavma are still very much at each other's throats.

He can't for the life of him understand what had set them off nor how to fix it, the other five Gods seemed to know what was it all about but refused to enlighten him.

Still.

He tried to give them some time, hoping that this wouldn't be like Atlas and Mercury's fight from 1990, that had been a most terrible year, Billy usually didn't have any enhanced ability unless the Gods let him borrow a sliver of the power.

That year Mercury and Atlas had been so over each other's throats that he would gain speed and strength at random intervals, had crashed face first into a building more than once and broke over a dozen things in his apartment because of them.

And that not mentioning the sleepless nights due Atlas' stamina.

At the end it was all solved because Thavma, as the usual mediator, managed to get them to make peace.

But this time there was no mediator.

And he had no idea how to get them to stop fighting when he didn't even know the why were they fighting in the first place.

He didn't even want to know what Thavma and Zeus could make leak through him. Though considering how terrible the weather had been he could make a guess on Zeus' side.

He had promised himself to wait it out before he did something stupid.

But then the trees attacked.

 

~

 


"What the hell?"

Those were Billy's first words as he stared down at himself, he had called down the lightning despite Solomon's warnings against it, but he had wanted to join the fight against the army of humanoid trees, they were magic and Superman was currently the League's only heaviest hitter.

Captain Marvel was needed.

But for some unknown reason, he didn't transform into Captain Marvel, Thavma didn't even switch with him.

He had the outfit and all.

But he wasn't an adult.

Nor was he watching things through a window.

And he had the addition of what felt like a mask covering his face. A mask stuck to his skin. And something inside his chest felt... tight. Even the voices had gone silent. It made his hairs stand on end, who would have said such silence in his mind would feel more alarming than relieving?

Still.

He hadn't had much time to think things through, the League needed help, people, and so he had joined the fight, he had watched Thavma do it enough times to know how it worked, he did notice the surprised and confused looks he got from the Justice League, but he didn't paid them much attention as he took down enemies, the more he fought, the more that tightness in his chest grew, making it hard to breathe.

He ended up opening a portal and getting rid of the humanoid trees by throwing them into the sun.

That simple spell left him feeling like he had run a marathon and then drained his magic before doing another marathon. As the portal closed he dropped on the ground as his legs became too weak to support him, sitting in the middle of chaos surrounded by some corpses from the trees, dry leaves and 'blood' that looked suspiciously a whole lot like sap.

"Jesus." He whispered as his vision swam, and God, was it him or was the air growing extremely thin? He was quite sure the world wasn't moving, he shook his head, but that just made everything sway harder.

Red boots came to a halt infront of him and he looked up, fuck, Wonder Woman stood infront of him, behind her half of the League was giving him strange looks.

Had he been feeling less like shit, he would have lied, but right now all he wanted was to curl up in bed and disappear, his ears were ringing and he was quite sure he was shaking, cold sweat trickling down his neck.

And still, he forced his best smile.

"I'm fun sized now." Were his words as he gave them a peace sign.

He then proceeded to topple back as he passed out.

 


~

 


The League's first thought upon seeing the child appear out of nowhere, fighting and showing off similar powers as Captain Marvel, was that the kid was related to the man in question.

"I'm fun sized now."

Those words though alongside his smile and childish behavior despite the situation left quite clear who it was.

He was Captain Marvel.

Unfortunately, the League has dealt with their fair share of weird stuff, one of them being getting de-aged.

So Captain Marvel looking like he couldn't be older than 12 wasn't as mind blowing as it should, a bit odd that this version of him wore a red mask with gold trims though.

But again, weirder things had happened.

What was strange, was the fact that he had fainted, and that he was burning. He had been taken back to the Watchtower, the test results that came back were normal, reason Batman had called Zatanna over.

Zatanna who has been frowning for the past several minutes.

"What's wrong with him?" Wonder Woman asks, breaking the silence.

"I'm not sure, he shouldn't have even been able to get like this, a de-aging spell shouldn't be able to affect him. But somehow, it did, his body... there's a reason the Champion Of Magic only appears once it's old enough, that kind of magic isn't compatible with a child's body, it's much too strong, think of it as a bottle trying to contain a nuclear bomb, the more he uses it the more unstable it will grow."

Zatanna could do nothing but wonder what the hell had possessed Marvel to think it was wise to fight in this state.

"Is his life in danger?" Batman questions.

"As long as he doesn't use his magic he will be fine. But if he keeps using it his magic might end up killing him, and trust me when I tell you it won't just be him, we are all fucked if he dies."

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"He's the Champion Of Magic. If he dies, you are looking at the beginning of over a million different apocalypses unleashing, if he dies, it will leave the worst power vacuum in magical history. And with no magic in the world to sustain veils, spells and whatnot, monsters, spirits and demons of all kinds will flood the Earth... it would be hell on Earth."

Zatanna's words made more than one from the League freeze.

None of them had ever given actual thought to what Marvel meant with being the Champion Of Magic, or how the magic users from the League seemed to either avoid him or treat him as if he were much too important to risk offending.

The sudden sound of a groan caught their attention, the group glanced at the child, he frowned in his sleep.

"Captain?" Superman called. He frowned even more, rolling on the bed and giving them his back.

"Five more minutes." Was the answer he got, reminding Clark all too much of Jon. He even waved him off. 

"I'm afraid that's not possible." Superman stated, because his life was in danger, and with it the whole planet. It was of utmost importance to know what had happened. Zatanna said this magic shouldn't have worked on him.

And if he was as powerful as she made him out to be...

It meant someone out there was strong enough to attack Captain Marvel and cause actual damage.

Still.

He wasn't quite prepared to have Captain Marvel sitting up in the most irritated-teenager show, even less to be subjected to a flying pillow followed right behind by a threat.

"Freddy, I will bury you alive." That threat was accompanied by the intense glare of a teenager who saw as an unforgivable sin of the world to be disturbed from his sleep. 

So shocked Clark was he didn't even catch the pillow as it hit his face and dropped on the floor. 

And for a hot second, the whole League almost believed that what they had infront of them, was a real teenager and not a centuries old man.

But as quick as it was there as quick as it was gone as realization seemed to dawn on him.

"Sorry." The change in his mood was mind blowing as he went from irritated teenager to a completely sheepish one in a split second.

"Marvel?" Zatanna called after a moment of awkward silence. He glanced at her with a curious look. "Do you know why you are in that form?"

He didn't answer, he was glaring at his hand.

"I think I do." He then looked up at the group, he seemed rather determined. "Look, I know this is gonna sound weird, but it's been a month and I'm honestly fed up with them. I'm Marvel, but I'm not Marvel, I'm more like a host, to the Living Lightning, Marvel is the Living Lightning. Understand so far?"

"Wait, hold it. Slow down, host what?"

"Host. Marvel and I are like Etrigan and Jason Blood, in a sense, in this scenario, I'm Jason Blood, and he is Etrigan, but without the demon part, he's more like sentient raw power. I have been his host for over a century now."

"A century?" Billy scowled at the looks he was being given.

"I'm frozen in the age I became his host." He was not a child, he was old enough to be their great grandfather. "Point is, I shouldn't be looking like this, we switch through a word, but we didn't this time and I'm 100% sure it has to do with the fact that Zeus and him have been at each other's throats for the past month."

"My father...?" Wonder Woman asked with a frown, what in the name of Hera could her father be fighting with Marvel over? 

"Yes, I don't know why, the others know, but no one will tell me shit which is seriously annoying because I'm the one who has to hear their screams and deal with their powers leaking all over the place. Though I can't hear them anymore now, which is admittedly freaky." 

"So this..." Zatanna made a motion with her hand at him. "Is it all because Gods are fighting?"

"Yes, Living Lightning is a potent spell laced with the power of the Gods, it becomes unstable if there's conflict between them, it doesn't happen often, much less with Thavma involved, he's usually the mediator, means the transformation hasn't ever really been messed up with."

He hadn't even known it could be messed up with.

"Thavma?"

"Marvel in Greek, I thought it sounded cooler than Marvel. Case in point, as long as Zeus and him keep on fighting Captain Marvel will be out of comission."

"You said before you didn't knew why were they fighting?" 

"No... they usually fight over who's power is more useful, or who did what, even over who is my favorite, stupid things if you ask me. But as I said, Thavma's never been a part of it. He usually ignores everyone else or tries to get them to stop fighting."

He was usually the voice of reason. So Billy couldn't for the life of him understand what had set him off.

"Can the Watchtower stand lightning?" He asked, he needed to de-transform, he thanked the heavens above he had been wearing a different hoodie from his usual one, so he could still cover his face.

But he really needed to see if the voices would return if he called off the transformation.

"Lightning?"

"Yes, I need to see if calling the transformation off will make me able to hear their voices again. Maybe you can use your magic to zap them or something?" He asked the last as he looked at Zatanna who looked at him as if he had gone insane.

"You expect me to 'zap' the Champion Of Magic?"

"It will be fun." He stated, grinning at her. Zatanna stared mortified at him.

"It won't."

"He's harmless! Think of it as saving the world. And an innocent. Me. Zeus is lightning and Thavma is magic, what if their fight makes me disappear? Or what if there's a giant thunderstorm that whips up a whole ass tornado of lightning?"

Billy knew he was being overdramatic, but to be fair Mercury and Atlas' fight had made him very creative on imagining the kind of horrors he might have to live through because of Gods. 

Zatanna sighed in defeat.

"Fine."

Chapter 29: Lost Home, Lost Hearts, No Way Home

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Captain Marvel comes from an alternate dimension, one where instead of Captain Marvel, Kid Marvel was the one who existed, a hero who first appeared during an invasion of tree monsters, he protected the city for three years, even if some people didn't quite agree to it, saying that a child shouldn't be endangering himself, others refusing to trust a child with their lives.

When he was 13, a new hero arose, Starlight, a hero who ended up turning out to be a villain hellbent on getting rid of Kid Marvel, and for this he first got people to love him by creating scenarios where he would save the day.

All while he fought Kid Marvel behind the scenes, he then came up with the perfect scenario of recording his death and make people believe Kid Marvel had killed him.

He revealed to the world Kid Marvel's identity. 

William Joseph Batson.

Because of this Billy was forced to hide his foster family, wanting to protect them from villains and civilians alike who wanted to harm them one way or another. 

He was hated and hunted down, got shot and insulted. People threw things at him and attacked him whenever he was within reach, but he never stopped helping people. 

Until his family was found and subsequently murdered.

A villain hung them all up in the trees at the park.

He searched the whole city after coming to an empty house, he froze as he came to an brupt halt at the park where a crowd was gathered at, he flew up to each and every one of them, his parents, his siblings, shaking them and calling their names, but no answer came, their skin was cold, no pulse.

The crowd whispered to each other.

Should have known this was bound to happen.

Everywhere he goes, death follows.

Karma always gets back at you.

Rotten child.

Well deserved.

The whispers are too much, he covers his ears, magic litting up inside him as his breathing starts coming in short gasps, tears blurring his vision.

He screamed.

A giant lightning bolt struck down, forcing people to jerk back and run, screams of fear filling the air, but even over the screams, the lightning could be heard wailing, the magic in the city shifted, the world screamed.

A fissure opened somewhere in the multiverse.

When the lightning died down, Kid Marvel was nowhere to be seen.

 

~

 


Somewhere in the multiverse, another fissure opened in the middle of a small city by the name of Fawcett City, it would be days later where it would run on the news the report of the biggest thunderstorm ever recorded in history.

For some miracle, the thunderstorm didn't brought casualties with it, left no damage whatsoever in the city despite the near apocalyptic thunderstorm that the city was subjected to for two days straight where the skies had wailed, wind blowing dangerously and rain pouring down.

Some people claimed to have sighted a figure hovering in the skies. There were even blurred pictures spread all over the internet.

A week later Captain Marvel made his first appearance.

Theories arose regarding the thunderstorm and his strange apparition, but he never confirmed anything, the people eventually stopped asking, quickly growing attached to the overly energetic and joyful hero who seemed eager to help and befriend anyone within reach.

He could be found helping at soup kitchens, playing with the children at the park, hanging around hospitals or just giving away blankets and food to the homeless.

It wasn't until a year later that the Justice League came into the picture. Having studied him from afar and come to the conclusion that he would be a good fit for the League.

He became one of their heaviest hitters, cheerful and friendly as he was, he had shown to be one of the few, to not say the only one, capable of going against Superman and actually managing to subdue him, something that put him under Batman's obsessive watch.

The fact that the bat couldn't for the life of him find the man's secret identity or a weakness for that matter didn't particularly help his paranoia.

It wasn't until he had been with them for over two years, that the League learnt something about him that left them with more questions than answers.

 


~

 

Flash had been wanting to ask this question since Captain Marvel first joined the Justice League, but he had felt like that might be a question he had more chances at getting a real answer or even an answer at all if he first established some trust between him and Marvel.

As time went on he forgot about the question, two years and he finally was reminded of it by Wally, he had gone on a trip with his friends to Fawcett City where they actually heard some rumors regarding Captain Marvel.

Thus, Wally had asked him if they were true.

That's when Barry decided to ask the question, Marvel might keep people at arm lengths despite his friendliness and open persona, but this didn't seem like a question that would make the man lie, at least he didn't see it like that.

He had been fidgeting more than usual throughout the whole meeting, desperated for it to end at once so he could ask what was eating him inside.

Captain Marvel, as usual, was spacing out, he was frowning in thought as he seemingly stared right through Batman who just ignored the man.

That wasn't new, Captain Marvel's had the habit to space out since he first joined, he spaced out sometimes, sometimes he seemed to be listening to something, other times he flat out looked like someone who was struggling to remember something.

But since it didn't affect his work and he somehow always knew word by word what Batman was talking about even if he had seemingly been staring into space, no one questioned it.

Still.

As the meeting ended he was quick to stand up and speed up to the man, unable to wait any longer.

"Hey Cap." He greeted as he came to lean against the table, waving his hand infront of the man for good measure. Marvel blinked a few times before glancing at him with a smile, he could never guess how could a man who was in all the sense of the word spacing out not get spooked over someone appearing out of nowhere anywhere near him.

"Yes?"

"Question, is this you?" Flash said, pulling out his phone to show the man the picture, he had even spent several hours searching through the internet, Fawcett's forums, old ones related to Captain Marvel and the thunderstorm from three years ago.

It had taken him two hours exactly to find a decent picture, Captain Marvel's popularity was almost as widespread as Superman's, which made it almost impossible to find an specific thing without knowing the right hashtags or whatever to look them under.

Captain Marvel frowned at the screen, tilting his head to the side. Some from the League who's curiosity got perked at Flash's words peeked at the screen where a picture was at, it was seemingly nighttime, the only light on the picture being from the clouds as lightning branched over the sky, inside the biggest lightning a mildly humanoid figure was at.

"So? Is it you?" Flash asked curiously, Marvel frowned even more, and for a moment, Barry could swear he saw the man's eyes flash with a gold hue.

"Where's that from?"

"Three years ago, you know, that big ass thunderstorm in Fawcett City? Some people believe it was the biggest thunderstorm ever recorded in history, weird thing is that there was no damage, no deaths, not even injuries, in fact, some of the homeless people who were sick or hurt odd enough healed overnight."

Marvel stared at him with a blank look.

"So?"

"You appeared a week later." Flash said, now feeling a bit awkward, Marvel was looking at him as if he had no clue where this was going.

"You think that was me doing all that?"

"Was it not?" Now it was Marvel's turn to look uncomfortable.

"...I don't know." That was not the answer Flash was expecting.

"You don't know?"

"I don't know, I mean, a lot of people used to ask me that too when I first started, but I didn't have an answer for them then either. Much like I don't have it now. I'm sorry."

"How can you not know if it's you or not?" Wonder Woman asked before she could stop herself, because Marvel's answer made no sense.

Marvel for his side didn't answer, to be honest? Billy had hoped for the League to never bring that up, because he remembered nothing from that week and back. All he remembers was waking up at the Rock Of Eternity, that was his first memory, he woke up in pain, had been unable to move for God knows how long as he laid there on the ground, shaking and crying over something he had absolutely no idea.

All he had known was that he had had the overwhelming sense of having lost something important, the fire in his chest had been all consuming.

It faded away, eventually, leaving nothing but a cold emptiness behind.

The Gods had filled him in on who he was.

Or at least his name, age and birthday.

Had also told him what his purpose was, and even if he even had the memories of the past Champions, he never managed to understand how come he didn't have memories of his own, he was human, shouldn't he have memories too?

But the Gods were masters at dodging his questions.

It terrified him their silence, even more so because Black Adam claimed he had been the previous Champion, but how could he still have his powers if Billy was now the new Champion?

It felt like he was missing something, what were the Gods and the Wizard hiding from him? Where were his memories? Had he done something? What were they hiding? What could be so bad that six Gods and an ancient Wizard were hellbent on keeping it from him?

He trusted the Gods and the Wizard, as ominous as them all were, he knew they genuinely cared. But then why would they keep his memories from him?

He wanted to know, but it also terrified him. Sometimes, he would hear someone make a comment about something or see something that made his head ache, made him feel like he had something at the tip of his tongue. But he could never grasp it.

Solomon warned him against reaching too deep, to ignore it. But how could he ignore the idea of getting the smallest glimpse of who he had been?

It terrified him... the idea of the League finding out that he was a blank slate until three years ago, that he might have been an incredibly horrible person.

But if he had been evil, how come had he been entrusted to be the Champion Of Magic? But look at Black Adam.

Would also explain the lightning scars that covered him from head to toe as Billy, lightning didn't hurt him, but when he had first woken up he had been burning, and the lightning scars had felt painful to the touch. 

Meant he had just gotten them.

What if the League kicked him out? It was bad enough he refused to tell them his secret identity, telling them he had no memories could become the last straw and make them kick him out, no one wanted anywhere near them someone with an unknown past.

"Marvel?" Green Lantern's sudden voice caught his attention, and he realized he had been quiet for far too long, everyone was looking at him, he looked down at his hands, wondering... should he lie?

Or should he tell the truth? But this was all he knew, the Watchtower had become like a home to him, felt less cold than the Rock Of Eternity, less empty. And the League was like a family to him, they were the only friends he had. Should he risk losing that?

"Only the true friends will stand with you during your toughest times."  He clenched his fists at the sharp stab of pain, the distorted voice speaking those words making a knot stick at the back of his throat. Who had said that? Who was that? No. Solomon had said to not look for it. No matter how much he wanted to.

But no.

He wouldn't risk losing that. He wouldn't lose his home.

Thus, he plastered on his best fake smile and looked up at the League.

"It's nothing. I've gotta go."

And with that, he was quick to stand up and leave the room.

Little did he know lies could never last forever.

Chapter 30: The Gods' Puppet

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Billy's spent over a month as Captain Marvel, fixing a rupture in the multiverse, at times he couldn't even understand why would any of his villains want to steal his powers when the Champion Of Magic's title was such a pain.

He had to go to dozens of places, had to make sure laws were followed, keep track of the magical creatures that lived on Earth, keep track of the amount of magic users, keep watch over the leylines, keep watch over the Rock Of Eternity, travel to other dimensions and planes of existence.

The multiverse was enormous, and while not all universes had magic, those who did were more than he could ever keep count of.

He hated his job.

But he could never not help.

That's how he had found himself helping restore the balance in another dimension, a nexus event had been destroyed, and that had put that entire world into an apocalyptic stage, Solomon had once told him nexus events were definitive, something that shouldn't be changed, destroying them could alter reality itself in that world, destroy enough nexus events and the whole multiverse would collapse.

Billy hated nexus events.

Because 4 out of 5 times, they led to someone's death.

Hated the idea that saving a life could lead to the collapse of an entire world. How was that fair? This time around though, it had been more devastating than it had ever been.

He's never dealt with having to restore a nexus event, but he had several memories from his predecessors who had dealt with nexus events.

But none of them could have ever prepared him for this one.

Because it had been another hero. A kid his same age to make matters worse, restoring the nexus event would mean having to let his girlfriend's father die, a man he had respected and admired despite his apparent reservations towards him.

Billy never felt more like a villain than he did at that moment, as he watched the boy cry over the man's motionless body. The Champion Of Magic was meant to be a good guy, someone who didn't hurt people, a protector.

Then why had he felt like a villain?

He had spent over a month hoping to come up with another solution, something, anything.

But at the end, that had been the only way to prevent the whole world from dying. The Gods had insisted, before there was no way back, he had to kill the man, it was his job as the Champion to protect reality.

So he killed the man.

And as he did, he realized something. 

The Champion Of Magic was no hero.

 

~

 

The comm was beeping again, Billy noticed, it's been like that for days, or maybe weeks, who knows, he isn't left the Rock Of Eternity since coming back.

Hasn't even changed back into Billy.

What was the point? Becoming Billy wouldn't change the fact that he had killed someone. How was he even suppose to face the League? He hadn't seen them for that same reason, the Justice League saved and protected people.

They didn't kill them.

He didn't deserve to be in the League no more. He didn't care what Solomon said, killing that man, even if it had saved an entire world, had not been right. The man had been a cop, and while he wasn't a fan of cops, that month he spent watching him had let him know that the man had been a good man, he genuinely cared about people.

And he had killed him. He killed a good person.

He had never even thought about killing his villains, would never do such a thing. So why did an innocent man had deserved to die? Who made these rules? The Champion Of Magic was meant to be a protector.

Not a killer. 

That's what the Wizard had said, so why had he had to kill that man? Why was he apparently the only one who could see how that was incredibly messed up? A boy his same age would live the rest of his life thinking he hadn't been fast enough to protect someone he cared about. 

How did that made him different from a villain? From Black Adam?

Silent tears streamed down his cheeks as a sob caught at the back of his throat, fingers digging into his sides as he curled into himself, he hadn't asked for these powers, hadn't agreed to any of this, but he had tried to use them for good, had tried to do good to the world, to help those who the world would else overlook.

But at the end, he just became another monster.

Chapter 31: Vessel Of Gods

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Constantine is someone who seems to not stand people as a default, he rarely comes to the Watchtower.

But this time around their situation had called for magic users, there were... creatures loose, creatures that for some reason were apparently going after people with magic.

Captain Marvel had said he couldn't make it to the meeting and hadn't bothered to give a reason which had Batman in quite a mood, so that had left Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine. 

Constantine had come. Yes.

But he had turned up with a kid in tow, a kid that couldn't be older than 12, he was in a red hoodie, Justice League sweatpants and worn out sneakers. And he was wearing the creepiest mask ever, seemed carved out of wood and like something that could be cursed without a doubt. Lichtenberg scars on his hands and neck, and one of his arms was in a cast, a cast filled with dozens of stickers and drawings.

Interesting thing was that Zatanna and Dr. Fate seemed to almost withdraw from the kid as he walked past them with Constantine, weird, the League has only ever seen them do that with Captain Marvel, they had never managed to figure out the why. Those two were barely even seen anywhere near the man. 

Batman had asked Zatanna once about it, but she had been ominous about not being her place to tell, Dr. Fate had just disappeared without a word.

"What's with the kid?" Flash asked as the kid in question took a seat on Captain Marvel's chair without hesitation, sitting down as if he owned the place. He was quiet as death, Flash has never met a child who didn't so much as react to the Justice League.

"That's just Billy." Constantine waved off, as if that completely explained everything.

"That doesn't explain why is he here, civilians are not allowed into the Watchtower." Batman stated, there was a reason he had banned teleporting into the Watchtower, magic couldn't be tracked, he could never know if the person was coming alone or with others.

"He's not a civilian. You said that the League needed magic users, well, the kid's magic." Constantine told as a statement of fact, as if that somehow made absolute sense to him, to bring a child into a secret installation in space just because he did magic.

"The child knows magic?" Wonder Woman questioned, curious.

"Yes, the child knows magic." The child, Billy, answered as he slumped back, he looked even smaller sitting in Captain Marvel's chair. Diana couldn't help the amused smile at the sight.

"Is he like your illegitimate child?" Green Lantern questioned glancing at Constantine, he couldn't see the kid's face, but he had a tuft of dark hair, and eerily familiar blue eyes. Maybe the kid took after his mother?

He couldn't find any other reason for the kid to have been brought here if he wasn't related to Constantine.

"I have parents. He is not my dad, he's more like the cool uncle who let's me explode things. I'm his protege." The kid supplied.

"Protege? Since when do you take in proteges?" Aquaman asked, glancing at Constantine who just scoffed.

"Well, someone's ought to teach the brat to not explode everything around him by the slightest change in his mood. And since I'm the only one who doesn't give a rat's ass about who he is I was the one who got to keep the kid." Constantine made a point at glaring at Zatanna and Dr. Fate. Because seriously, what was the need of acting so bloody terrified?

So what? He was the Champion Of Magic. So what? He was a friggin child who was in serious need of learning how to control the magic inside him before he accidentally exploded the entire planet or erased everyone's magic.

Even now he still had hard time believing someone had fucking thought smart to give a kid that kind of power, children were extremely emotional, barely learning how to control their emotions. Magic was susceptible to changes in mood, even if the child in question didn't meant for it, their magic would leak at the slightest change in their mood.

Exactly what happened with Billy.

He was the vessel of six Gods and an ancient colossal spell of pure raw magic that gained sentience centuries ago. Living Lightning. A single sneeze could make lights burst and glass explode if he didn't watch it same as spooking him could get him teleporting to the other side of the planet or calling thunderstorms. 

He had gotten better at controlling his responses since Constantine began training him, but a lot of accidents still happened. He was a 12 year old who had gone through serious messed up shit, asking the kid to have a perfect control over his emotions was an impossible task for the time being and something he downright didn't expect him to do.

He just hoped the planet survived once that kid became a teenager. God knows teenagers were the worst.

"Who he is?" Batman's question caught his attention.

"Irrelevant. Didn't you have a meeting about magic people kidnappings to get to? Don't let me hold you. Just act like I'm not here." Billy said, pulling out his phone from his hoodie.

The League stared at him, at the child who could apparently explode things depending on his mood. That alongside Dr. Fate and Zatanna's bad job at attempting to not let be noticed their obvious anxiety towards the kid.

Who was this child?

Still.

The kid was right, there was a meeting for more important matters that required their attention.

Thus.

The meeting began.

Meanwhile, Billy tapped at his phone, but he was paying his full attention to the meeting, he had broke his arm last night while having a nerf gun war with his siblings at the Rock Of Eternity.

Meant he couldn't transform into Captain Marvel, Thavma had told him that he should be healed in less than a week, it was the fastest he could heal his bone without causing side effects into the outside world for using his magic without their prime form.

It was ironic, how Billy could do magic, but couldn't heal his own broken arm without risking breaking it more. And Constantine couldn't heal it for Thavma refused to let his magic come into such deep contact with his own when the man's been in hell over a dozen times. Something about dark magic and demons.

Point was, he couldn't turn into Captain Marvel.

And there were people going missing, same people the Champion Of Magic was meant to protect. He hated not being able to help, so he had harassed, bribed and extortionate Constantine into letting him come with him to the Watchtower. Had even worn a mask he found in Constantine's house to hide his face.

He didn't need people wondering how come did he have such a striking resemblance to Captain Marvel. The League might never understand.

"Billy?"

Thavma's sudden voice caught his attention. He had been another reason for him to want to come here, if he hadn't been so careless Captain Marvel would have been able to be here. He could be helping people right now. But he couldn't transform because transforming when he was injured always made the injuries worsen, as in splitting skin open worsen.

Plus.

Zeus wouldn't let him call on the lightning even if he tried to. The God could be a pain, but man could he be just as stubborn, definitely something he saw on Wonder Woman on a daily basis. That woman was terrifyingly stubborn.

Also, Rosa and Victor had made him promise he wouldn't transform. That had been their only condition if he wanted to go to Constantine's house.

If he broke that promise Rosa and Victor would certainly chew out Constantine. Meant Constantine would change the WiFi password at his house, make him clean the whole House of Mysteries and make him translate old scrolls from the Rock Of Eternity's library without Steve, Eugene or Mary's help.

That man could be downright evil when he wanted. 

Still.

He tilted his head.

"Yes?"

"Remember when I told you I would track the magic users on Earth? I'm done. And I think I have found the pattern, but I need to know how many went missing, if I am right, you should get back to the Rock Of Eternity as soon as possible, and tell your family to do the same."

That made Billy frown in confusion.

"Why?"

"Eleven of the ones who have been taken were all descendants from your predecessors."

That made him freeze. Alright. That was not comforting.

He's gotten chased enough times to know that the Champion Of Magic was quite the prize among demons and magic users. Either to eat him or steal his powers. If someone was hunting his predecessors' descendants it didn't took a genius to know what was truly being searched.

Him.

He was quick to shove his phone back into his pocket and stand up, not caring about the attention he got from that, he was quick to go up to Constantine and whisper in his ear.

"Thavma thinks he's found a possible pattern, but he needs the exact number of missing people." He told the man who nodded at him before glancing at Batman.

"Bats, how many people did you say were missing as in now?"

"Eleven."

Batman's words made Billy's blood run cold.

That definitely was no coincidence, someone knew what they were doing and they were looking for him.

"Billy. You are not descendant of any of your predecessors, the Champions rarely are, makes them harder to track. They won't find you with ease, but you need to get your family and yourself back to the Rock where you will be safe." This time it was Achilles who spoke to him, he resisted the urge to scoff.

"Since when have you ever seen me run away? People need our help. I will text Freddy to get everyone to the Rock, but I'm not leaving."

"Billy."

Billy wisely tuned Thavma and the Gods out as he quickly sent Freddy a message, a bit difficult typing with one hand.

"Who's Thavma and what possible pattern does he mean?" Superman's question made Billy snap to attention, everyone was now looking at him.

Shit. Of course Superman would fucking eavesdrop, not that he could blame him, it was already suspicious enough that Constantine had brought in an outsider.

"All the people who have gone missing are descendants from past Champions." He didn't miss Constantine straightening in his seat nor did he miss the alarm in Zatanna's face and Dr. Fate's sudden stiffness. 

"Is he sure about that?" Constantine asked despite knowing the answer. 

"Yes, he is sure." He stated, giving Constantine his most 'duh' voice. The man ignored him, standing up and grabbing his good arm.

"We are leaving."

"I'm not leaving, those people have gone missing because of me. You can't expect me to just hide like a coward!" He snapped, yanking his arm free and glaring up at the man who glared back up at him.

"We are not having this discussion kid. If you are the target, and they get you in your current state, we are all fucked."

Billy glowered, lights flickering as anger sparked.

"Don't patronize me John Constantine. I can handle myself just fine, even without him. And I am not leaving." He told firmly, his voice leaving no room for argument as he held the man's gaze, he might not have the same intimidating appearance as Captain Marvel, but that's never stopped him from standing his ground for what he believed was right.

And he wasn't about to start now.

Constantine for his side sighed in defeat as he ran his fingers through his hair, he looked up at the ceiling, wondering not for the first time If this was his punishment for all the bad things he had ever done. To have to deal with the very stubborn and very bleeding heart Champion Of Magic.

This kid was gonna be the death of him. 

"Fine." He conceded at last, it wasn't like the kid was weak, even if he didn't summon the Living Lightning he was a very dangerous foe, and if worst came to worst, Thavma and the Gods wouldn't hesitate to defend their Champion.

Constantine had read about it before, and he hoped to never live to see the wrath of the Living Lightning. 

"Wait, hold it, what the hell is happening? Descendants from Champions? What Champions? The kid's the target? And who the hell is Thavma?" Flash asked, voicing the questions in the room and also wondering who the hell was this kid at all.

The kid in question huffed before stalking back to Captain Marvel's chair and slumping down on it, arms crossed over his chest. He looked royally annoyed, his face couldn't be seen, but the League was quite sure he was scowling.

"You tell them about the Champions. You know the drill better than I do." The boy waved his hand towards the three magic users in the room.

"You sure?" Zatanna's question got her a shrug from the kid.

"The Champion Of Magic is a being of legends, Living Lightning, the incarnation of magic itself, sentient raw power that could level an entire planet. It's... usually a taboo among magic users to even whisper its name." Zatanna did her best at avoiding looking at Billy as she spoke.

She knew it was stupid to fear a child who had never done a thing to her, in fact, in the few interactions she's ever had with him he had seemed like a sweet kid who liked helping people and was curious about magic.

But she couldn't help it, his magic was crushing, an aura that demanded respect and authority, such obliterating power she always felt like she was a second away from passing out.

She could never understand how could Constantine stand his presence. And that was just Billy. Captain  Marvel was a whole different story, as cheerful and harmless as the man was, his aura was absolutely asphyxiating. And the League because of their lack of magic couldn't even understand that Dr. Fate and her didn't just bail on them because.

None of them even knew that Captain Marvel was more than just another magic user. She's seen and heard them shut him out whenever he tried to talk about magic. A lot of magic users would kill to have the Champion Of Magic talking their ear off about magic. But she couldn't even be in the same room as him without feeling like her magic might literally shatter.

She hated it.

Because she did want to befriend him, would like helping into training Billy too, but how could she help training him when she couldn't even be in the same room as him without feeling like she might pass out? Even now it was proving a feat.

"Some refer to him as the God of all Magic, God of Gods, the Mightiest of Mortals. A golden dragon of lightning. Living Lightning is in theory an intense and potent spell wielded and crafted by the Council of Wizards eons ago using the power of Gods, a being meant to protect the balance of magic and reality itself." Dr. Fate followed Zatanna's explanation, speaking such things out loud felt seven levels of wrong.

But if the literal Champion Of Magic said it was fine, then it was fine. Didn't make it feel any less wrong. The Champion Of Magic was a being of unfathomable magic who could annihilate the world if he desired to, he who made magic keep on flowing. Even Nabu knew better than to risk getting on his bad side regardless of how goofy this incarnation of him was this time around.

But he guessed that's what happened when the most powerful magical force in existence got tethered to a child. 

Billy was a good kid, strong too, frighteningly so. Nabu grieved not being able to help him, not everyone could say they got to mentor the Champion Of Magic. Plus, like he said, Billy was a good kid.

But Christ was it impossible to be around him without his magic going on the fritz.

"The Champion Of Magic is the guardian of the Rock Of Eternity, the center of reality and a focal point of all magic. It's prison to ungodly monsters and powerful ancient artifacts. He can decide who has magic and who doesn’t, watches over the thousands leylines spread across the world and makes sure the multiverse stays intact."

"You forgot the part where he also has to deal with anything magic related aside from the fights, means dozens and dozens of meetings with the hundreds of magical creatures that inhabit the Earth, he has to make sure they are not up to something if the magic energy around their area spikes, and he has to make sure they are safe and that they haven't become some lab rat for the humans or a sacrifice for occultism and whatnot."

Billy ignored Constantine, Zatanna and Dr. Fate's looks. What? He could talk shit about himself if he wanted. Being the Champion Of Magic wasn't all flowers and rainbows. It was a pain in the ass and he wanted people to know it.

Plus. It worked to make the League look less like Constantine, Zatanna and Dr. Fate didn't just dump on them the knowledge that there was an unstoppable apocalyptic creature of magic roaming around.

"That if you don't add the whole political and law side of it all, which let me tell you is an amazing way to get a migraine. Have you ever tried talking to a fae who is hell bent on stealing your name? Or a satyr hell bent on scamming you even though you very much saw him break that magical vase while looking you straight in the eye?"

And it had been a cheap magical vase to make matters worse!

"Do you have any idea how fast unicorns can run? They are not happy horned horses that shoot rainbows out of their asses, those things are huge, terrifying, brutal and won't hesitate to rip your face off if you don't use food to buy your own safety around them. And don't even get me started on the fucking kitsunes, the audacity to try and steal my spiritual energy right on my face. And God, did you know that nexus events can be extremely stupid? Like, imagine having to travel across the whole fucking plane of existence to make someone drop a fucking magic cube so he won't escape from the same supposedly good guys who almost fucked up a perfectly fine timeline?"

He might have overdone it, because the League was now looking at him as if he had grown another head.

"And this... person... how is he related to you?" Green Lantern sounded nervous as he asked that.

Billy sighed.

Fuck this.

"Living Lightning usually exists in a completely different plane of existence from the living, for it to be able to access this plane safely it needs a host, this host is the Champion Of Magic. He's the only one who can summon the Living Lightning via a magic word. It then takes the form of a lightning bolt that, when it meets the Champion, transforms them into their greatest potential and imbues them with tremendous physical and magical power."

At their looks he resisted the urge to pull at his hair. Why did he even talk to begin with? At least he had a mask, it wasn't like he could be found if the League got all sensitive about this whole thing. It wasn't like he was 100% Captain Marvel. Just 50%.

Thavma was the other 50%.

"Thavma is Living Lightning. He lives inside me, think of Jason Blood and Etrigan, I'm Jason Blood in this scenario, and he is Etrigan, but without the demon part. When I am me he cannot take control of this body but he can see and hear everything I do, and when he is himself... I can also see and hear everything he does, but I cannot take control of his body. We are two separate beings, but in a sense, we are also the same. I'm... I was told my heart influences heavily on how he behaves, that that's the reason why the Champions are humans, to serve as a moral compass and a link to this plane."

"You said this... Thavma, believes you are the target?" 

"Yes. Believe it or not a lot of people and things would kill to either steal my powers or eat me, I have a glamour spell to hide my magic, but sometimes someone will catch a glimpse of me and make comparisons between us and just know. Plus, there's the scars, not many humans have been struck by lightning and survived, present company excluded." He told, waving at Flash to make a point.

He knew Flash didn't have scars, his healing factor made sure of that. But Billy had been struck by divine lightning, the lichtenberg scars were like a fingerprint from Living Lightning, spreading over most of his skin. It had taken him a while to get used to them.

At least his face didn't have them.

"Comparisons with who?" Aquaman's question made him do a double take. "You said people make comparisons 'between us', who's 'us'?"

Billy stared at him for a full minute before throwing Constantine a look.

"Don't look at me kid. You are the one who wanted to come despite the risks."

Traitor. Billy turned back to the League and sighed in defeat.

"Wonder Woman, what does Thavma mean?" The amazonian gave him a confused look, as if she hadn't expected that question.

"... It's a Greek word that stands for 'Marvel'..?" She seemed rather confused, but that didn't last long for sudden realization dawned on her face. "Captain Marvel is Thavma."

She seemed like she was having an epiphany.

"Yes. He's Living Lightning, and before y'all start hyperventilating, remember, I'm Jason Blood, and he's Etrigan, we are not the same person even though we theoretically speaking share the same body." He told as a statement of fact, straightening up on the chair.

He gave the League a moment for them to have their mental breakdown.

"How old are you?" Superman asked, he looked pale, no doubt probably remembering when he beat the crap out of Captain Marvel while on red kryptonite. Or when Darkseid almost tore his leg off.

"Does it matter? I'm not Captain Marvel, Thavma is."

That wasn't 100% the truth, but who cared? Thavma did the fighting and Billy took on the other stuff, in a way. It was a shared job anyways.

"Question, why are you here? I mean, if you are the target, why don't you like... switch?" Green Lantern made an awkward motion with his hands, but to be fair? How was he suppose to react in this situation? Nothing weird he's ever experienced had prepared him for this.

Was Marvel looking at them through the kid's eyes right now? He had apparently told the kid about the people that were taken. And holy Christ was that whole thing about the Champion Of Magic something to focus on another day.

"Can't. Broke my arm last night, can't switch with these kind of injuries for it tends to make them worse." He told, waving his all drawn over cast with dozen of glitter stickers in the air for more emphasis. "Thavma said that it should be healed in less than a week, it's the fastest he can heal the bone without causing side effects into the outside world for using his magic without our prime form."

"Can't someone else heal it?"

"No. Zatanna and Dr. Fate don't have the resistance to handle coming into contact with our magic. Constantine does, but Thavma won't let his magic come anywhere near ours, and they are the only three magic users here that I trust, I won't let anyone else try use their magic on me." He told, leaving no room for argument on the last bit.

When he had the kind of power he had, trusting magic users was hard, there was another one he trusted, one who could handle his magic like Constantine, but he was from another universe, and he couldn't travel through the multiverse as Billy to look for the guy.

He didn't have the control for that just yet.

"It doesn't matter, I can handle myself just fine, I have my magic, now, can we get this over with?" 

"What do you have in mind?" Constantine questioned.

"I will be the bait of course."

"Absolutely not." Superman interjected. 

"Absolutely yes. We need to know who's taking these people and where they are."

"But not by putting you at risk. What if something goes wrong?"

"Did you miss the part where I said I had magic? If it makes you feel better, I have six Gods and an ancient being of lightning who won't hesitate to lash out through me if they think my life's in danger."

"That still doesn't make it okay."

"He's right." Batman's voice caught the room's attention. "We have to find out where are the victims at."

"You can't be serious. We can't let him be taken, we don't know who is behind this and what their intentions are." Superman said, giving Batman a disapproving look, he couldn't be seriously thinking about sending a child up to play bait.

Much less when said child was, theoretically speaking, also part of their team, something he would seriously need to speak with Marvel about. Because a child? Why a child? He couldn't see his face, but Clark was quite sure the kid was close to Jon's age.

"All things considered, there's two options for their intentions, only two people ever have when it comes to the Champion Of Magic, either they want my powers, or they want to eat me."

"Can your powers be stolen?" Of course Batman would be interested in that kind of knowledge. Billy shook his head.

"No, but people think it's possible. After Black Adam Thavma and the Gods have gotten the habit to make people who summon them against their will burn from the inside out."

He didn't miss the League's faces at his words. What did they expect? Marvel might be friendly and goofy, but underneath all that, Thavma was still the Gods' creation sent to protect the balance of things in their place.

And having Black Adam going rogue had hit him hard.

Meant he was less forgiving of people attempting to use his power for evil. He would stop them on the spot.

Even if that meant killing them.

Chapter 32: Lost Home, Lost Hearts, No Way Home Part 2

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Captain Marvel was prompt to zoning out at the most random of times for no apparent reason whatsoever, this has been a known fact among the League since he first joined.

But since it has never gotten in the way, no one really paid it any mind.

Until it did.

The League had broken into a warehouse where several hostages had been kept at, all of them loved ones from several politicians from different cities, Captain Marvel had been supposed to get the still living hostages out once fred.

He hadn't.

He had froze and completely zoned out, Green Lantern got the hostages out, so no one really got hurt, but it still left the fact that Captain Marvel had put the hostages in danger.

He hadn't said a word throughout the whole flight back to the Watchtower, had looked more tense than usual even, but he hadn't attempted to make an escape when Batman asked for a meeting.

He sat through the whole meeting in complete silence, still looking stiff, in fact, he seemed to be growing even more tense by every passing moment.

Meanwhile, Billy was currently having a very difficult time grasping a single word from what Batman was saying, his head was pounding with vengeance, jaw clenched and fists so tight it hurt.

But not even that could make him focus past the pain.

That damn pain that had begun when he had seen that woman at the warehouse.

One of the hostages who didn't make it.

She had been hanging from her wrists, barefoot, a pool of blood beneath her, drip dripdrip.

A woman hangs by her throat from a tree, barefoot, blood dripping beneath her from the gaping wound on her stomach. Empty brown eyes stare back right at him.

"Captain Marvel!" Batman's sharp voice caught his attention, he glanced at the man, he could see his mouth moving, but the words felt like water slipping through his fingers. His head was pounding much too loud to focus on anything but the fact that it felt as if his skull was splitting open.

The more he thought about the woman, the more the distorted flashes of a similar woman kept popping up, making his throat close, he felt like he might go sick.

Billy, you must stop. You won't like what you will find. 

Solomon's whispers did nothing but make him think even more about the woman, he wanted to know who she was, she was important, he didn't knew how so, but she was important. Batman was glaring at him now, he noticed.

Billy stop.

This time Achilles was the one who spoke, his voice almost pleading, pitiful. It irritated him, who was this woman? Why did it felt like his soul might tear apart the longer he tried focusing on her? His skin was burning, he didn't had them in this form, and still, the lichtenberg scars had never burnt as intense as now.

He could almost peek over the knotted threads, get past the stained glass, he could almost grasp the woman's face.

The sudden hand on his shoulder made him flinch, something deep inside him snapped with violence, hot and dark and unforgivable. His hand snatching the wrist in a bone crushing grip, for a moment, all he saw was red, his magic howling like a furious storm wanting out. Electricity leaking out.

Billy. 

Zeus' booming voice rattled his insides, making him stiffen, someone else was talking, like an echo.

Cease the use of your powers child. You are in no danger, but you might put in danger those around you.

Zeus' voice was firm, but also gentle, and it took him more than he was willing to admit to break through the sudden fog of darkness that had enveloped him.

He wasn't quite prepared to be met with the fact that the wrist he was holding in a bone crushing grip was none other's than Wonder Woman's. She didn't seem bothered at all, not even with the electricity crackling all over her arm, though that one might be related to how she was the daughter of the God of Lightning. 

Meant it shouldn't surprise him if she was immune to electricity.

Still.

The moment he realised what he was doing, the second he was quick to release her arm, cursing at himself, shit, shit, what the hell had he been doing? Had he seriously attacked Wonder Woman? Did he break her wrist? Bruise? What if it had been someone else? Shit. Shit.

"I'm sorry." Why did he do that? Why did he attack her? How did he even not realize she was the one by his side? Fuck. Fuck. It never even occurred to him this would happen around the League. He had had several 'dark' moments before, usually at the Rock Of Eternity. 

One moment his head would be pounding.

And the next thing he knew he was inside a door from the Room of Doors, soaking in goo and other questionable stuff and with his heart racing and a gawning sinkhole in his chest.

A gawning sinkhole that never stopped growing. Never stopped feeling ever biting freezing.

It was one of the many things that terrified him to no end. It made him feel like there was something dark inside him, forever waiting for a moment of weakness so it could sink its claws into him.

And sometimes, he feared that the claws would one day not let go.

That the Gods' voices might not be enough to keep him afloat.

And he didn't even knew why.

The worst? Black Adam liked looking at him as if he knew something he didn't, as if waiting for something.

It terrified him.

 

~

 

To Diana, Captain Marvel was like a brother to her, he had her father's powers coursing through his veins. She grew to care a lot about him, and she trusted him with her life.

It was because she trusted him with her life that she didn't even twitch when he grabbed her wrist when she touched him, he had been zoning out too much, more than usual, and he didn't even seem aware of it, it was like he couldn't control it at all.

So before Batman decided to do something stupid, like going up to him and punching him, because he apparently didn't learn anything from punching Superman that one time. She decided to go up to him herself and hope to get his attention.

She hadn't expected him to flinch at her touch, much less the bone crushing grip on her wrist, his eyes were glowing between gold and silver.

"It's fine." She stated with a firm voice, giving the team a warning look. For them to stand back. 

The lights above flickered, electricity crackling all over her arm, but it did nothing but tickle her, he was staring at her, but his eyes were pretty much unseeing, like he wasn't quite there. 

And still.

The storm was there in his gaze, crushing and unforgiving, tormented and filled with a hatred like nothing she ever thought him capable of wielding.

Danger was what it spelt.

She tried to appease him, not quite sure where his mind might be at, but wanting him to know he was safe.

He did seem to react at last, the glow from his eyes fading completely alongside the storm, for a moment, he stared at her arm.

And then he withdrew his arm as if she were on fire, looking positively horrified. 

"I'm sorry."

He looked a bit pale if not a bit haunted.

"It's alright." She tried to assure, he shook his head, he seemed like he wanted to protest but kept himself from it. 

"Marvel?"

Batman called, voice hard. He was fighting the urge to grit his teeth, he's never been more hateful of his inability to find anything on the man than he was now, because he had practically attacked Wonder Woman with no provocation whatsoever. And even without moving, the air had felt heavy. Heavy enough he had been quite sure, that had he tried it, walking would have been near impossible.

He hadn't even know Captain Marvel could cause such effect in people. Which made him wonder how many things was the man hiding. And made him resent the fact that he couldn't find a single weakness in the man.

Marvel looked at him.

"Explain." He demanded, not bothering to be polite at all, because the man had already tested his patience today by putting those civilians in danger.

And now this?

He could ask Martian Manhunter to get into his head, if it was possible, but J'onn had long told him Marvel's mind was inaccessible for him.

Marvel didn't answer, all he did was look down.

For a long moment, he didn't answer.

And then.

"Do you remember what I told you when you first asked me if I wanted to tell you who I was? About not having a secret identity even though I was theoretically speaking human? I wasn't really lying, I don't have a secret identity."

Because he didn't even know his last name. The Gods were so tight lipped about things regarding his past it both infuriated him and terrified him. Made him feel like he might not like what he might find. Even if the urge to know who he was sometimes became almost downright insane.

"Truth is... I woke up at the Rock Of Eternity three years ago and that's it. I don't remember anything from before that, I didn't even knew my name. Sometimes, someone will say or do something that reminds me of something, but I can never really remember what exactly it reminds me of. Other times..."

He didn't want them to know this part, a part that never failed to make him fear going to sleep or even leaving the Rock Of Eternity, he has been Captain Marvel for three years, and in all that time, he's never left the Rock Of Eternity as Billy.

Terrified of what could happen if he went dark while in that form, he still had magic as Billy, Captain Marvel doing horrible things could be seen as someone controlling him. Superman could even attempt to take him out alongside the League.

If Billy did horrible things, he would be permanently tagged as a villain, even if he was 15, villains could be any age now days. 

And the last thing he wanted was having the League seeing him as a villain, something to be contained and locked somewhere where he could never see the light again.

But he couldn't lie. Not after attacking Wonder Woman. He couldn't run anymore.

"Other times I can see things... like distorted images... if I focus on them for far too long... I don't know what happens, it's like I black out, and when I wake up, I'm at the Room of Doors fighting my way out of whatever door I might have gone through. I know this isn't exactly the explanation you wanted, but I can't really give you something not even I know."

He never looked up as he spoke, he didn't think he could bear to look at their faces right now, afraid of what he might find there. Would he be kicked out? He had just flat out told them he had black outs that led him to finding himself in situations he had no idea how he even got in.

They saw what he did to Wonder Woman, which alright, he didn't hurt her, but what if Zeus hadn't managed to break him out? What if next time he did that to a less invulnerable League member?

Or worse. To a civilian?

That sudden thought filled him with horror, because if these episodes could happen outside the Rock Of Eternity, what assured him he wouldn't hurt an innocent?

"Why didn't you say anything before? I mean, do you at least know your name now?" Flash was the first one to break the silence, three years ago? Christ, how did the guy even manage to put on a smile on a daily basis? Barry couldn't imagine himself being able to act like Cap did when he had absolutely no idea who he was, if he had family, if anyone was looking for him.

How did he even got by without anything to aid him? Did he seriously spend 24/7 as Captain Marvel? Barry had joked with Hal about that, but it never occurred to him that that might actually be the case.

"I do know my name, Solomon told me. And I didn't tell you because I didn't really see it relevant."

"We could have helped you find your way back home." Wonder Woman stated as a matter of fact, if he had no memories, who was to say there weren't people looking for him? Marvel shook his head.

"I looked everywhere, and I'm 100% sure I might not even be from here."

"Here? Like an alien?" Green Lantern questioned in confusion, it was no secret Superman had once thought Marvel to be kryptonian.

"No. I'm human."

"A time traveler then?" Flash asked, there were several heroes from the future in the League.

"No. Or at least I don't think so, remember the Room of Doors I mentioned? It's a place at the Rock Of Eternity with thousands of doors that lead to different places, like dimensions or something, when I first woke up at the Rock Of Eternity, I was in that room."

"You think you might be from another dimension?" Batman questioned, thousands of doors leading to different dimensions? How did Marvel never mention something like that before? Were those doors locked? Or could anyone go in, or come out?

"Maybe, would explain why I don't seem to exist here, and why Black Adam still has his powers even though that shouldn't be possible."

At their looks he elaborated.

"Living Lightning is a potent spell, it can't be split in equal parts nor taken by force without risking destroying it, or at least that's how Solomon said it was. My point is, he has powers, but so do I, he's said so himself, there shouldn't be two of us, not even him seems to know how is that possible."

Batman narrowed his eyes at that, if Marvel was right, if he was from another dimension... it would explain why he couldn't find anything on the man even though this one didn't even wore a mask, but if he was right.

Then what was he doing here? If he woke up at this Room of Doors with no memories, had he come on his own volition or had there been another person behind this? What for? With what purpose did he come or was he sent here? Or had it all been an accident?

But what if it wasn't?

"Maybe Black Adam is the reason." Martian Manhunter's voice caught everyone's attention.

"Black Adam?"

"You said so yourself, his powers cannot be split or taken by force, he's a very dangerous foe, and Zatanna's said before that the Champion Of Magic is the one who controls all the magic in the world, that in killing him, it might cause an enormous power vacuum. Maybe that's why you were brought here, a world where the Champion Of Magic has gone rogue, maybe whoever brought you here did it with the intention of you stopping him."

"But wouldn't that mean another world has lost its Champion Of Magic?" Hawkwoman stated, how was that even fair? To Captain Marvel and the people he might have left behind? He didn't even remember any of that. Had it even been something he had had a choice over? Hadn't Diana said once that the Champion Of Magic was bound to the Gods' will or something of the sorts?

Had he been brought here against his will and so he wouldn't attempt to go back his memories had been erased? You couldn't go back to something you didn't knew existed.

"It's not as simple as that, there shouldn't be two Champions Of Magic, there's dozens of other worlds, but the Champion Of Magic is just one, after all, magic is connected throughout the multiverse, there's no need for more than one."

"Who told you that? The same Gods who apparently know who you are but won't tell you anything?" Hawkwoman asked, Marvel didn't answer.

"What's the first thing you remember? You said you woke up at this Room of Doors?" Wonder Woman questioned, on one side, she knew that the life of the Champion Of Magic was a cruel one, chained to the will of Gods, but on the other hand?

He was her brother, she didn't care with what high purpose had the Gods sent him here or what. It was wrong and cruel to take his memories. They were literally manipulating him by keeping everything from him and just telling him what they deemed useful for them.

"I... I'm not sure... The first few times were a blur, I don't even know for how long was I there for. All I remember is that it felt as if I were burning from the inside out." Billy refused to say how much of a mess he had been, crying and shaking, feeling like the pain in his chest might just kill him.

He didn't like thinking about that feeling, how it had felt like... it made his throat close and his head hurt.

"You were injured?" Batman asked, Captain Marvel has been thrown into buildings and hit with giant laser beams, and never had he ever come out with a single scratch. Not even a grimace.

"...Kind of..." He looked down at his hand on reflex, even if in this form he didn't had them. As Billy Batson, he was covered in lichtenberg scars from head to toe, but as Captain Marvel, his skin was completely free of them.

He could never make sense of that, lightning didn't hurt him, but somehow, it had done once, was that the reason he ended up here? Had someone sent him or had he come here? 

"Kind of? Were you or were you not injured?"

"Does it matter? I have made peace with it, I'm fine with how things are now. Sometimes there are things better left unknown. I apologize for what happened, I will make sure it doesn't happen again." Billy said, he didn't want to talk about this anymore, it was starting to make him feel sick. If they wanted to bench him so be it, but he didn't want to talk about this anymore. He shouldn't have said anything to begin with.

The silence that stretched in the room made him feel nauseous, he didn't meet their gaze, not wanting them to see the fat lie on his face.

Because who was he kidding? He hadn't made peace with anything, he wasn't fine with anything, he wanted to know even if that meant having to feel like he might die from the pain.

Because he hated not knowing, hated feeling like he had forgotten something important. 

Something that should have never been forgotten.

Chapter 33: Stormcaller

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Zeus' last child wasn't Diana. It was one he planned on the last minute, a child who would be the Living Lightning's ultimate corporeal form. After Teth Adam's transgressions he decided that passing on the Living Lightning around was no longer a safe method. So he had a child with a human.

A child which he imbued with the Living Lightning's mark, sealed inside him until the time was right for the Champion Of Magic to resurface once again, a child that would never grow old, a child who's heart would never fall for the Sins Of Humanity.

This child was called Thavma, he had first hoped to give him to the Amazonians, Diana had still been a child at the time, so he had seen it fit for them to be together. Themyschira was safe, away from any of the creatures that would try and prey on halfbloods.

But not even the child's immortal blood had exempted him from the Amazonian's rule.

No men on the island.

So Zeus had taken him to his second option. Humans. Hercules had turned out alright, and humans had been the ones to raise him. Most halfbloods grew with their human parents.

So he had hopes Thavma would turn out alright too. The child had been a toddler upon creation, so it had been difficult to find the right parents for him, and even more difficult to get said parents to keep the child and not give him up expecting his biological parents to turn up.

These humans were Marilyn and C.C. Batson.

The child who was once Thavma.

Became William Joseph Batson.

And with one last blessing Zeus left the Living Lightning with the human couple to raise, as long as the child grew unaware of what he was, he would be safe.

 


~

 


Billy's known since he had use of reason that something wasn't right about him, for starters, he didn't age.

He had stopped aging at the age of 12.

But since he lived at Fawcett City, many people didn't really turn to look his way, magic had always been thick in the air, making many people age slowly. Even if it wasn't as intense as with him.

He was born in 1739, or at least that's what his parents had deduced from the age he had looked like.

His growth had been random, sometimes he would grow several inches within weeks, and then he wouldn't grow at all in years, around 1939, he had stopped aging.

His parents had died after a tomb collapsed on them in 1750, leaving him with his uncle Ebenezer who had stolen his inheritance, claiming that he deserved it more than a freak no one knows where it came from. He had been thrown into the system, though he didn't last there much, no one particularly wanted to keep around a child that didn't seem to age.

Much less one that made lights explode, ruined whatever tech that came close to him and saw things no one else could.

In 2002, he decided to leave his last foster home and jump to the streets, in 2005 he got a job at Whiz radio, even got himself an apartment, the owner of the building was a 50 year old man who never lost his 25 year old appearance, so he was more than understanding of his situation.

Didn't make questions and kept the CPS off his back.

In 2017 he was running from some bullies, got himself into the subway, that's when his life took a turn. He met a Wizard who called himself Shazam, a Wizard who bestowed upon him powers he had no clue how to use, filled his head with several voices he could never shut off.

All so as to fight a man who seemed hellbent on killing him despite Billy having never met him in his life. Halfblood, he had called him. Had been enraged that a halfblood was trying to steal what was rightfully his.

And while the Gods had refused to give him answers, he had found them himself.

That was the last straw of what little peace he had managed to get in his life.

Like a dam collapsing, creatures began turning up at random, wanting to kill him, had forced him to leave his apartment and even his job, not wanting to put others in danger. It didn't matter where he went, he couldn't even sleep without something trying to eat him.

Only the Rock Of Eternity seemed to be safe ground, but who wanted to live a life hiding?

Then a manticore turned up at the Vasquez, he had let Freddy talk him into joining them for dinner, should have known better than to stay in the same place for more than an hour.

Their house was destroyed, and while no one got hurt, while Rosa and Victor assured him that it was alright, it had opened his eyes.

That's when he decided to become Captain Marvel full time and leave his life as Billy Batson behind, because as Captain Marvel, the monsters never tried to approach him.

Being Billy Batson was no longer safe.

In 2021, he joined the Justice League.

Things were fine, he even got to sleep in a bed at the Watchtower instead of the old mattress he had dragged to the Rock Of Eternity. Monsters couldn't reach the Watchtower in space.

He never turned back into Billy though. Afraid of the monsters that might come after him if he did.

He never told the League his secret identity, what for? Billy Batson was no more, being Billy Batson never brought good things with it. 

He still hung around Freddy and the others as Captain Marvel, magic did wonders, once he mastered it he could change his costume into normal clothes, and he wore a mask to hide his face. 

People did give him weird looks for hanging around children, some even got their kids to ignore him, he understood, and he had Freddy and the others to play with, but it stung, to not be able to play with others. He couldn't even go to school anymore.

 He never quite managed to figure out who his parents were, if he was a halfblood, which God or Goddess was his parent? None of the Gods in his head wanted to talk to him whenever he asked, which led him to believe they knew.

The first time he realized they knew but wouldn't tell him he had spent over a week without transforming or leaving the Rock Of Eternity for that matter, angry and refusing to listen to any of their excuses, as Billy, their voices couldn't be heard, so he shut them out.

Because how could they hide it from him? With what purpose? He got it from the library at the Rock Of Eternity, Gods never stayed around any of their halfblood kids, by doing so, they could become human, if a God became human the world would go out of balance.

But that didn't meant a few visits couldn't be made, to at least let him know who he was and why everything hated him and wanted to eat him.

But that would never happen. He knew that much.

Halfbloods were on their own, some survived, some didn't, monsters ate them or killed them, something about pent up resentment towards the Gods or because they just liked the taste of their meat. Once the halfblood knew what they were, the monsters would sense it, and they would come for them.

Explained the increase in monster activity since he found out what he was.

Sometimes, he felt jealous of Diana, she was a halfblood too, but nothing ever came after her, because she wasn't a child anymore, her magic wasn't leaking all over the place screaming to be found anymore. 

But he would never grow, the Champion Of Magic was cursed to be an eternal child, Solomon had told him that much. He would always be hunted, always forced to hide, to never be Billy Batson again.

He had made peace with that, or at least he liked to think that. Once he joined the League, he never went back to the Rock Of Eternity, never became Billy Batson again.

Because who wanted to be a child, when everything hated him and wanted to kill him? When everyone he cared about got hurt because of it?

But then someone got their hands on the one thing that could end him, how? He had no idea. But they had it, the only thing in existence that could take down Captain Marvel. 

Eternium.

 

~

 


The League has watched Captain Marvel been thrown into buildings, hit by laser beams and plummeted by Superman on red kryptonite, all the while always coming out of it all unscathed, not a single scratch on him, not even a grimace.

Maybe that's why they had grown way too comfortable with the fact that he couldn't be hurt by anything, minus Batman, though to be fair Batman was never at ease when he didn't knew how to take down someone, be it villain or hero.

Point was, the League was so used to him coming out unscathed of things, that none of them could have ever imagined he could be hurt.

And that when it happened, none of them was even there to stop it, it came to them on the live footage of Captain Marvel fighting Black Adam, it was an habit some of them had grown with time, of watching each other fighting their rogues, just in case things went South.

Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, but that's never stopped the League from keeping an eye out for each other.

Point was, it was on that exact live footage from the news where the League watched Black Adam pull out a sword out of thin air, a sword that glowed blue.

A sword that he ran right through Marvel's stomach, and the sword instead of shattering as all things did whenever someone tried to stab the man, it pierced his skin, went right through, pinning him against a building.

Black Adam hadn't even gotten to do more than that as a giant bolt of lightning struck down, footage glitching and the power all across Fawcett City cutting off.

When the power came back on, Captain Marvel was gone and so was the sword, Black Adam unconscious on the ground with severe burn marks all over his skin.

The footage had spread like wildfire across the news, forums and whatnot. Dozens of citizens sharing their worries on forums, of where he was, if he was alright. Others were even scouting the city, looking for their hero.

After the initial shock, the League had gone to Fawcett City, but Captain Marvel was nowhere to be found, and his comm seemed to have vanished for Batman couldn't track it. 

The League had searched for him in their hero costumes and in their civilian clothes, had searched all the hospitals in Fawcett City and nearby cities, they might not know his secret identity, but they could definitely still connect dots if the right person appeared. 

But there were no reports of someone coming in with a gaping wound on their stomach.

It was as if he had vanished.

Which led several of them to believe the worst. Had they just watched their friend get killed?

"He's not dead." Zatanna stated through her comm as she heard Flash curse not for the first time in the last few hours.

"How can you know?"

"Trust me, if he was dead, we wouldn't be having this conversation." She told, she was proud at how well she was doing, her hands were no longer shaking as bad as when she had first felt that whiplash through her magic. As she saw the Champion Of Magic be stabbed.

For a moment, it had felt as if all her magic had abandoned her. Constantine and Dr. Fate might have not joined the League in the search, but she knew both men were also tracking the whole planet with their magic in search for Captain Marvel.

Because right now, they were dealing with a time bomb. A very dangerous time bomb.

"What is that even suppose to mean?" Green Lantern's voice came through the comm, pulling her out of her thoughts. For a moment, she considered not answering, at times, it blew her mind how little did the League know about Marvel, who they truly had by their side. She was 100% sure they didn't even know he could do magic and that that's why his lightning could affect Superman so strongly.

But all things considered, she didn't think hiding information was wise. 

"He is the guardian of all magic, if he dies, he would leave behind the worst power vacuum in magical history, enough to kickstart over a million different apocalypses. With no magic in the world to sustain veils, spells and whatnot, monsters, spirits and demons of all kinds would flood the earth, and with no magic to send them back... it would be hell on Earth."

There was a reason he was invulnerable, a reason for nothing on Earth to be able to hurt him, even magic had to be strong enough to blow half the planet to cause him actual damage. So what the hell had been that sword?

"Wait, magic?" Superman's voice confirmed Zatanna's thoughts. They seriously had no idea, and she wasn't sure whether to find that sad or what.

"Yes, magic. The Champion Of Magic to be more precise, Living Lightning, God Of Gods, Mightiest Of Mortals, he's got lots of names in the magic community." She told absently as she stared at the entrance of a seemingly abandoned subway, she wasn't sure why, but something about it felt weird.

"He can do magic?" Flash's bewildered voice caught her attention, though she kept staring at the subway.

"Yes, don't ask me how come he's never used it before, I have no idea." For all she knew he kept his magic as a last resort thing because of how powerful it was.

Her attention turned to the chimera engulfed in magic to hide itself from regular eyes, chimera that went right into the subway. She narrowed her eyes, a beeping sound caught her attention and she pulled her phone out, a text from Constantine.

"Z, he's right infront of you, just a few steps away."

And that's all she needed for confirmation.

"Guys, I think I found him."

 

~

 

 

Billy had barely made it to the Rock Of Eternity, crying out as he crashed on the ground, pain exploding on his abdomen, arms wrapping around himself as he curled in on himself, fingers digging into his ribs as he squeezed his eyes shut.

By the Gods did this hurt. It felt like a dozen knives were slicing each one of his organs open, white blazing pain radiating from his stomach, threatening to drive him mad, not even in a thousands years would have he ever expected Black Adam to find that damned sword. The only thing in existence that could cut through his skin.

This was not suppose to happen, when the Wizard told him about that sword he had sworn to him that that sword had been destroyed, Zeus and Solomon had said so too, so how come did Black Adam had it? He had barely managed to bring it with him, was just a few feets away, the glow alone making him incredibly nauseous. 

It felt like his insides were on fire, like his stomach was being torn open from the inside out, it felt worse than when that manticore pierced his stomach with its tail. A whimper caught at the back of his throat as he squeezed his eyes shut.

Why wasn't he healing? He always healed as Billy, surely even this form had a healing factor? But this wound was way worse than anything he's ever gotten, much less superficial than what that manticore had done. And it seriously felt like the pain would drive him mad, no matter how much he curled or writhed the pain would just not subside.

A pained moan left him, breathing uneven as he fought against the urge to scream. He heard something, but the pain was too much for him to focus past the fact that he wanted nothing more but to scream, the pained whimpers now freely leaving their body.

He could feel the tears streaming down his face, could feel his body shaking, was this how it felt like to die slowly? That thought alone sent cold terror straight into his chest, and suddenly.

Fear was all he could feel, loneliness, pain, resentment anger, panic, because he was gonna die.

He was gonna die and he would never get to tell the Vasquez that he did want to try living with them despite his permanent Captain Marvel form, he would never be able to apologize to Freddy for pushing him at the park and calling him an idiot for joking about his ageless dilemma, he was gonna die and no one would ever be the wiser, Freddy would think he bailed, that he was a jerk, he didn't want to die here, he didn't want to die yet. 

Why did this happen to him? What did he ever do wrong to deserve this kind of curse? Why was this how things ended? Hadn't he been good enough? Hadn't he obeyed the Gods? Why was he being punished this way? Why did he always end up alone? Why was it always like this?

The sudden acid punctures on his arm got him snapping to attention, ceiling spinning, but even past the spinning he managed to make out the face of a... chimera.

He slammed his fist on the lion's face, freeing his arm before shooting up to his feet and taking flight, fuck, fuck fuck, what the hell was a chimera doing at the Rock Of Eternity? The animal's roar echoed down the hall, he cursed, acid blazing in his stomach, light leaking out, electricity crackling, leaving behind a trail of golden... something...

The pain was maddening, white flames of absolute agony, floor swaying beneath his feet, ears ringing, he barely made it to the throne room, he needed to get to the library, somewhere where nothing could get to him. How did that manticore got in even? Had he forgotten to seal the damn door after using it again?

How was this even happening? He was still in his Champion form, monsters shouldn't be coming after him, this wasn't suppose to happen, none of this! Why was this happening? He tripped on his own feet, crashing on the ground and crying out as a bomb of unforgiving fire exploded on his stomach.

He curled inwardly, clutching his stomach, why, why was this happening? He looked behind him, several monsters stepping into the room. His vision blurred, more tears streaming down, no, he didn't want it to end like this, he didn't want to die. Not here. Not yet. He didn't want to die.

The manticores growled.

The minotaur pounced.

"No!"

And as fear overtook him, something snapped inside. 

The Living Lightning woke up.

Chapter 34: A God's Wrath

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Thavma has never been one to interfere in Billy's fights as Captain Marvel, even in this particular one he had tried to trust him and let him do his thing, but when Darkseid grabbed his leg, when he felt the skin being torn, heard Billy's pained cry, he couldn't help it. 

He lost control as the memories of one of his past hosts being slaughtered by Darkseid resurfaced. This time around he wouldn't be as condecendent. He wouldn't let history repeat itself.
 
Thus. 
 
He exploded, leveling his surroundings with raw magic as rage burnt his blood, his powers having no restraint as he used the Gods' powers without the usual inhibition in fear of killing or causing severe damage to his foes.

Not this time. Darkseid had taught him that he was the kind of villain who had to be killed, he was merciless and he wouldn't hesitate to kill the Justice League. He would tear their limbs from their bodies without hesitation, one, by, one. Rip them apart before they could so much as touch him.

He fred himself from the man's hold, giving a violent spin and kicking him straight in the face, sending him crashing into a building, the aftershock of his kick making the wind pick up like the echo of a sonic bomb.

Adrenaline rushed through his veins with the might of a supernova. Red anger obliterating his senses.

"You will not harm this one." He sentenced in a hissing whisper. Thavma's voice mixing with Captain Marvel's as the windows exploded and thunder roared above, energy crackling all over.

Darkseid removed himself from the building, shooting his laser beams towards him.

Thavma smacked them, diverging their path towards him and ignoring the burn in his hand, he lunged for the man, his fist connecting with his face, magic crackling upon impact as Darkseid was smashed into the ground.

The man attempted to stop him, but Thavma tore his arm straight out of his socket before he could so much as touch him, blood splashing on his face. 

"Should have done this last time." Thavma sentenced, his voice vast and terrible. 

And then, he shoved his hands right into Darkseid's chest, fingers closing around the man's heart, his magic buzzed with deafening rage, like a river of unforgiving lava rushing through his veins, threatening to burn the world to ashes.

He crushed Darkseid from the inside out. Magic obliterating his insides and burning through each and every atom in his being. Tearing each and every single cell of his body apart, he heard Darkseid's gurgling screams, saw the blood pooling out of his mouth, his nose, his eyes, even his ears as the lightning he sent right through the man made his insides explode, every organ, every molecule, to the last bit of his rotten existence.

The Champion Of Magic was meant to be a protector, keep the balance, Billy Batson was the heart, the one who dealt with many fights.

Thavma was the one who took over when it meant dealing with the dark side of what the title of being the Champion Of Magic brought.

Because sometimes, to keep balance, sacrifices must be made, and to protect the world, bad choices had to be made.

Killing Darkseid was one of those bad choices.

A necessary evil.

And as the man turned to dust, as the adrenaline died down, Thavma knew something as he stood up, as he met the Justice League's gazes, he might have potentially saved thousands of lives, the Justice League's included, but to them that was not it.

To them.

Captain Marvel had crossed a line.

Chapter 35: Stormcaller Part: 2

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When Zatanna went down to the subway, she hadn't expected to find a hoard of monsters down there, several manticores, chimeras, minotaurs, gargoyles, there was even a nuckelavee and a harpy.

Dozens of magical runes littered the walls and a door near the abandoned bathrooms, glowing runes that oozed such a strong magic she wondered how had she not felt it from the streets.

The magic leaking from the wide open bathroom door was the strongest, intense, almost overwhelming, it leaked like a titanic bottomless well of raw magic, ancient, asphyxiating. No wonder the magical creatures were flooding this place.

And even from her spot near the stairs she could see that that door didn't led to a bathroom, but to what looked like a giant cave.

When the League arrived, fighting their way past the monsters had been complicated, it wasn't until she stepped inside the cave that she realized what it was.
 
The Rock Of Eternity. 

Wonder Woman sucked in a sharp breath.

"What is it?"

"This magic... I haven't felt it since..." Diana didn't finish her sentence, she was staring at the cave, there was no doubt, this overflowing magic, it belonged to an incredibly powerful halfblood. She hadn't felt this kind of magic since Poseidon's last child, Percy.

And that had been over a century ago. It was the kind of intense magic that leaked from a halfblood from one of the big three, but not just any halfblood, one who hasn't even come of age. Halfbloods had a ton of magic within them, something that tended to call monsters for it leaked. Like an overflowing glass.

As the halfblood grew, the magic started to settle, it made monsters unable to track them down. When Diana first learnt of the Gods' lack of care for their children she had been enraged, and hurt, because it explained her father's lack of visits.

She had been even more enraged when she first met her father, speaking to her as if he hadn't ignored her for centuries. A very popular habit amongst Gods she eventually found out.

Se had been furious, because how could they let them to die such horrible deaths and then turn up if they miraculously survived to act like nothing was wrong?

But this didn't make sense, how was this magic here? It was a halfblood's magic. And unlike anything she had ever felt, it made her feel incredibly agitated, a fear that wasn't her own. But how or even why?

Thunder roared from somewhere in the cave, a deafening thunderclap that sent shivers down the League's spines and made Zatanna take a step back before dropping to her knees, hand clutching her chest at the sudden whiplash of obliterating magic that crushed her to the ground.

"Zatanna?" Batman called as he crouched by her side, the woman was shaking, breathing uneven.

"Marvel." Zatanna rasped out, it felt as if her magic was screaming. Christ what the hell was happening? What the hell had Black Adam done to him? Was this how it felt like for Champion Of Magic to die? "Go, I will be fine."

The League was quick to do as told, going into the cave that turned out to be a giant place with lots of rooms, the group followed the sound of thunder, which didn't last long, but Superman led them to where he could hear the rapid heartbeat and the buzzing.

In doing so also following the trail of goldan light... which the League was starting to heavily suspect might be Captain Marvel's blood.

The group ended up in a giant room with six thrones of stone, a familiar lightning bolt painted on the wall above the thrones, blood was splashed all over the place, severed limbs, guts and unrecognizable piles of charred animanoid things.

And in the center of the room, Captain Marvel stood at.

But what made the group halt was the how he looked like.

He was soaking in blood from head to toe, hair matted and sticking to his forehead. What once were human eyes were now plain striking gold, silver flames flowing by the edges of his eyes. His hands wielding golden claws that dripped with blood, crackled with electricity and glowed with an incandescent brightness that promised searing heat and pain. 

Electricity was crackling all over his body, lichtenberg-like marks glowing all over his skin, gold pooled beneath his feet from the gaping wound on his stomach, light leaking out, his face completely devoid of any emotion whatsoever.

He stood with an aggressive stance, to his full height, it did nothing but make him look like the most intimidating living being to ever cross path with them. Like a thing of nightmares.

"Captain?" Diana is the one who speaks, the one who dares to break the silence and take a tentative step forward, careful. His attention immediately goes to her, head tilting to the side with those inhuman eyes that threaten death upon those who dare to move just a bit too quick.

Glazed and showing no recognition at all.

"Captain Marvel." She repeats his full name now, or at least the name she knows, her voice gentle but sure, hoping that calling his name might get some recognition, that odd agitation is still there, making her magic ache and her stomach burn.

His shoulders square up, electricity crackling loudly on his fingertips, eyes growing incredibly cold as he took a step forward, the ground almost seeming to quake beneath their feets.

It made several from the League take a step back out of instinct. 

For the first time since knowing the man, adding up Zatanna's revelation, the League was suddenly very aware of how incredibly powerful and dangerous Captain Marvel was.

"It's okay, it's okay. See? I'm not getting close. No one is getting close, I promise." Diana assured, taking a step back and keeping her hands up, her body relaxed. She didn't want to fight him, much less when he was bleeding out, how was he even still standing?

And still.

That did nothing to lessen the aggression exuding from him. And she was definitely sure of it, the overflowing magic leaking all over the place was definitely from a halfblood.

And it was coming from him.

Captain Marvel was a halfblood. And while it explained several things, it still didn't explain a thing either. Because this kind of overflowing magic could only come from a child. But Marvel was no child. It didn't make any sense.

And this kind of amount was just found in the magic from one of the big three.

But Hades had no children, Poseidon's last child was Percy and he was no longer a child. Zeus' last kid had been Diana herself.

So how? Why? Who? And why did it felt like electricity itself was crawling beneath her skin?

"I know things got out of hand. That you might be in a lot of pain right now, but I promise you it's okay now. No one is going to hurt you, we mean you no harm, you are our friend, we just want to help you. Please let us help you." She plead, she could see it, the tremors wrecking through Marvel's body. How he looked like the only thing keeping him up and conscious was the sheer force of not trusting anything nor anyone around him.

He tilted his head to the side, narrowing his eyes, as if listening intently to something.

And then, just like that, his shoulders dropped, odd claws glitching out of existence and eyes reverting back to those of a human as a flash of recognition crossed his face.

"Captain?"

The man met Wonder Woman's gaze, and then he crumbled. Diana barely had any time to catch him.

And just like that, all the tension in the room disappeared.

 

~

 


Captain Marvel had been brought to the Watchtower, which had been easier than tending to his wound, because the suit literally didn't come off nor could be cut through. His skin couldn't even be reached enough to attempt to sew the wound shut, and while needles couldn't pierce his skin Batman had created a needle that could. 

He had gotten Flash and Superman to search the Rock Of Eternity (as Zatanna had called it), the sword had been found, and after getting Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine to check it to make sure it wasn't cursed or something. Batman had gotten Superman to help him break a chip off of it thin enough to serve as a needle.

It had taken several hours, Zatanna, Dr. Fate, Constatine, Wonder Woman, Superman and Martian Manhunter for Batman to be able to so much as sew the wound shut. And even then, the wound don't quite seal shut, light was still oozing out, electricity crackling around the wound, but at least he had stopped bleeding that golden liquid.

And Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine had said their magic had stopped feeling weird. So at least there was that.

Now the League was sitting at the meeting room, feeling exhausted and still much too tense.

"What was it with all those things?" Flash's voice broke the silence, and no one needed to be a mind reader to know what he meant, most of them had the same question, why had all those monsters showed up?

But this time, Zatanna had no answer.

"You said before that he's the guardian of magic." Wonder Woman said, glancing at Zatanna, she still couldn't for the life of her understand what she had felt, the overflowing magic had disappeared, but she could remember it, it had come from him, a magic only felt in halfblood children.

And it made no sense. Because Captain Marvel was no child, he did act like a child sometimes, but so did Flash and Green Lantern. 

"In the magic community he's known by several names, Living Lightning, the Champion Of Magic, God of Gods, the Mightiest of Mortals... he who controls all the magic in the world, he can give magic out same as he can take it away, he's the guardian of the Rock Of Eternity, a place where the Sins are imprisoned at alongside several other creatures that could wipe out reality itself. It's said that his powers come from a connection he has with Gods."

Zatanna tried to not speak much of it, even if it was something that could be found in the right books, it still felt wrong to tell the League things Marvel hadn't told them.

Silence.

And more silence.

"If he's all that powerful, how come did we not know of him until just a few years ago even though he claims to be immortal?" Aquaman asked suddenly, frowning, the guy sounded unnerving, control all magic? As in he could outdo Dr. Fate, Zatanna and Constantine in magic? But Zatanna was frighteningly powerful, so were Dr. Fate and Constantine.

The idea that Captain Marvel might be a dozen times more powerful than those three put together did sound a bit intimidating, even more so the idea that he could apparently just snap his fingers and render magic users useless. 

And the fact that he could give magic. How did that even work? Could he give it to normal people or was there a requisite for that? Could he drain anyone's magic or was it something else with an entirely different meaning? How come had the man never used it before? Was that why he always appeared out of nowhere when anything magic related was going on?

But wouldn't that be something to tell the League? One of Batman's interviews consisted of asking potential members about their powers, so why had he not mentioned that he could do magic?

"The Champion Of Magic... in the past, he used to come and go in between times, he always came back with a different appearance, woman, man, didn't matter, he was believed to be a human imbued with the power of the Gods, chosen to carry out their will and protect the balance. But after Black Adam..."

Black Adam was someone Zatanna didn't like thinking about, nor any magic user with half a brain for that matter, a Champion Of Magic gone rogue was definitely something that kept many awake at night.

"There was no Champion Of Magic for centuries, magic around the world weakened, many leylines practically dried up, people believed that the Gods had given their back to humanity, chosing to rid the world of magic as punishment for what the last human to be gifted with their powers had done. But then magic started coming back... I'm not 100% sure of how true it's but... there were rumors that this time around, the Gods had created their own Champion instead of choosing another human. Something about a halfblood."

That caught Wonder Woman's attention.

"Halfblood?" Superman repeated, confusion evident in his voice.

"Halfbloods is the term used to refer to those who are born from humans and Gods." Diana explained, she's never told the League about that, she never saw the point, plus, after chewing her father out for almost an hour she had managed to get him to create a safe place for halfbloods, a place where they would be safe from the creatures who wanted to eat them until they were old enough for their magic to settle.

A place where they would finally not have to live in fear.

Point was, she never spoke to the League about that.

"But if he's a halfblood, how come I can't tell from who does he come from? I felt his magic at the Rock Of Eternity, it was strong, the kind of strong I have only ever sensed from Poseidon, Hades and Zeus, but I know all their children, and he's certainly not one of them. Also... That kind of magic... That generally comes from children, that's why the monsters were there, a halfblood's magic tends to call monsters while they are still much too young, they were after him."

"But he is not a child."

"I know. But that's what I felt." It didn't matter how hard Diana tried, she couldn't for the life of her remember a single face that could illuminate her on who Captain Marvel was.

Hades didn't have children.

Poseidon had several, but the youngest one was already very much a young adult, and he was certainly not Marvel.

And Zeus... Diana was the last of his children, he had told her so. But Captain Marvel was definitely the son of one of those three. 

The reminder of his control over lightning led her back to Zeus. Could it be? But her father would have told her. What difference would it make? She had dozens of siblings and she already considered Marvel a brother. So that couldn't be... right?

"He controls lightning, right? And he does have dark hair and blue eyes." Green Lantern said, looking at Wonder Woman, his words insinuating what the whole room was beginning to entertain.

Wonder Woman and Captain Marvel had similar skills, she was the only one aside from Superman who could take his punches.

So in a sense, it did made more sense for him to be a demi-god instead of a full human as he claimed at times. But that still left the question regarding Wonder Woman's words about his magic. Captain Marvel was a grown man, or at least he looked like one.

But if he did magic... What if he could somehow alter his appearance? Hadn't he said once something about his 'other form'? God there were so many questions.

 

 

~

 


"He can't stay, child or not. I can't change the rules, not for him, not for anyone." A woman was talking, her hair blonde, blue eyes, she wore a silver armor, her voice was stern, leaving no room for argument, but as she met his gaze, her face softened.

"At least let her meet him." A man was talking, strong arms cradled him, his head resting against a golden armor. His voice is strong, like a thunderstorm, but it made him feel safe, like sunlight.

"What for? Didn't you say yourself that she was to not know of what she was for as long as she was still a child? That she would not meet any of them for the time being? She's never even seen another child before, she will want to keep him. And I can't allow it."

"Please, just for a few minutes."

"What makes this one so special?"

"He's Living Lightning." Surprise and recognition flashed across the woman's face, her hand going up to her mouth, for a moment, her resolve seemed to falter. 

"Him? But I thought... Since when?"

"Not long after she woke up. I think he must have reacted to her... You see now why I want him to grow by her side?"

"I understand. But I still can't do anything, you know as well as I do the why." The woman said, her hand reaching out to caress his cheek, her touch was soft, comforting, and he couldn't help but lean into her touch, fingers curling around her wrist in a loose hold. Sadness swam in her gaze, guilt, regret. "I'm sorry Thavma."

Chapter 36: Little Star Part 2

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It's been a week since the League had last seen Captain Marvel, when his villains turned up he would fight them in absolute silence and with a dark look before disappearing completely altogether, the citizens claimed something to be off about him, he was quiet, his smiles were gone and so were his jokes, something that had the city particularly... edgy. 

Though the change in his mood instead of making the citizens anxious seemed to be making them hostile, outsiders would be glared at, and even petty crimes had decreased, it seemed that while his mood had made the citizens want to protect the hero, it made the criminals fear him even more.

The League had tried several times to intercept him, even in the middle of a battle, but after their first attempt went wrong the attempts had been halted, now the citizens seemed hellbent on blaming them for their hero's state. Marvel had finished sending through a portal a giant tree-like creature when Superman had attempted to approach him.

Marvel had paled the second he saw him before bolting off.

Superman had tried to follow after him, but a woman from the crowd who had noticed the odd exchange had stood before him, glaring him down, an old man grabbing his arm, knowing full well Superman would never risk hurting a civilian. The crowd had very... eloquently demanded him to leave the Captain alone and to not step in the city again.

Green Lantern had gotten an honest to God hotdog thrown at him. Fawcett City did not like the Justice League's presence. At. All.

And the League wasn't even sure what had happened, accusing Captain Marvel of withholding information about Wonder Woman's son without actual proof had been a bit too rash. Yes. But the man hadn't even tried to defend himself, his reactions towards the accusations had left more than clear that he did, in fact, know the child.

And then he had run off.

All those things led the League to believe the worst, but there was a lot of confusion above all. Because Captain Marvel's never given reason to be doubted, he would never hurt an innocent, much less kidnap a child and hide it. Even less if said child was Diana's. He had been a bit evasive of her when he first joined, would flinch and freeze whenever she so much as spoke to him.

He had avoided her a lot, something no one was ever able to understand, and then, out of nowhere, he had warmed up to her, had become closer to her to the point where Diana began calling him her brother. The odd thing with him was that at times, he would do something and show it to her like an excited puppy, and whenever Diana praised him his face would lit up like a Christmas tree.

He seeked her out a lot, and if it wasn't for how wrong the sole thought of it felt, several people from the League would have thought the man might have had a crush on her, I mean, most of them had had a crush on her at some point. But no, his interactions with her never held that spark, it was something else that ached at the back of their heads but that none of them was able to decipher.

Still. 

The point stood, no one could find a reason for him to want to hide the child, it didn't make any sense at all. 

And then Oracle did something that threw more confusion and questions into the mix.

She had run Orion's picture of when he was 4 through an aging app, something to help them find the kid easier. So far she had gone as far as 17, but she said something had irked at her, and she had aged him more.

Up to 20.

That's when things got weird.

The face staring back had been a familiar one, one that didn't make any sense at all.

So she had sent it to Batman.

Batman who took liberties on invading Captain Marvel's bedroom in the Watchtower in search of the one thing that could either prove magic was much more complex than he had first thought (he really hated magic). 

Or that his lack of sleep was starting to get to him.

Turns out his lack of sleep had nothing to do with it.

He didn't knew how, but Orion and Captain Marvel were the same person.

DNA didn't lie.

And if he was Orion, it explained how he never managed to find the man's secret identity, why was he so... childish, because he was a literal child. Explained his attachment to Wonder Woman, the child going into the alley and Captain Marvel coming out, how he seemed to connect with ease with the Young Justice, his need to seek Wonder Woman's approval... it had all been staring him in the face.

When he had met Orion at that ice cream shop the kid had been suspicious of him, and Bruce has never been more glad that he hadn't revealed his identity to anyone but Superman and Wonder Woman.

Because that would have seriously put the kid on alert.

How did he not notice that the kid and Captain Marvel had the exact same smiles? Same eyes, same speech pattern, even the same sense of humor. So much for the greatest detective in the world. 

Still.

He had to inform the others, Diana would certainly want to know that the man she was currently angry at was actually the child she was so desperately searching for. And he thanked God that the Amazon hadn't attacked Marvel as he had expected her to do when she thought he was hiding her son from her.

 

~

 

"You sure about this?" Diana asked, even if she was holding the DNA test, even if the picture was displayed on the screen from the meeting room, even if she knew magic could do a lot of things, she could still not quite believe this.

Because how was she suppose to react to this? To know that the man she has seen as her brother, was not even a man, but a boy, her boy, her little star. And the new knowledge of it did nothing but bring a new meaning to all the interactions she's ever had with him.

His avoidance of her when he first joined, she had thought he hated her for some unknown reason, but he had never looked at her with hatred or even dislike, he just seemed to want to avoid her.

With time he stopped flinching and freezing whenever she spoke to him, stopped leaving the rooms she entered, she didn't knew when, but before she knew it, he had become her shadow, always following her around, always wanting to hang out, they would spar together, he would always lit up whenever she praised him, always showing her from the little doodles he made on the corner of his reports to the occasional display of magic.

She had found it both amusing and adorable.

Knowing that he was Orion... it squeezed her heart to remember him following her around, how happy he would get whenever she praised him, him showing off to her, the hopeful looks, the puppy eyes. It had been her boy seeking her company and approval.

And it killed her to remember how she had spoken to him last she saw him, how he had been terrified enough to run away. A fear she put there. She had scared away the same boy she had been yearning to see again for decades. Her little boy.

She had had the occasional passing thought of how much he reminded her of Steve, and at times, even of Orion, the little dimples whenever he smiled and the mischief twinkling in those blue eyes... it had been a huge reason for her heartache.

But it never occurred to her that those occasional thoughts would have had an actual reason. How close she had been to the truth without knowing.

"Oracle informed me that he was caught last night, the CPS has him in custody." Batman said, breaking the silence that had installed itself in the room. Diana turned to look at him with a glare.

"And you are telling me this now? Where is he?" She demanded as she stood up.

"Diana, you should-"

"If you are going to say that I should wait here and do this by your procedures, then don't bother. I don't need anyone's permission to take him, he's my son." Diana snapped, she was not gonna leave her son to be taken and given to who knows who, she knew how the world of men dealt with parentless children, and she wasn't gonna let her son be taken by strangers when she was perfectly capable of taking care of him.

"I was gonna say that you shouldn't be rash, he didn't tell you for a reason, if you just barge in there you might just make him run off again."

Diana halted at Batman's words, he was right, the last thing she wanted was to scare him off. She sighed.

"Fine."

 

~

 

Billy was an expert at escaping places, so sneaking out of the orphanage's room wasn't much hard, what was hard was climbing down the ladder, both because of his sore arm from the fall he had gotten the night before and because the thing had more rust than an old boat, each step he took made the ladder creak.

He hoped it didn't break, he was on the fifth floor, and the last thing he wanted was to have to transform in this place and call unwanted attention.

But as life would have it, because the universe's been hating on him lately.

The ladder broke.

His scream caught in his throat as he fell, but he never met the ground, instead, strong arms caught him, and before he could even process it he was being set on the ground, and as he spun around he was met with empty air. He frowned.

What the hell?

He looked around, but he was unable to see anything, whatever, right now he had more urgent matters to attend to.

Like leaving this place.

Thus, he disappeared through an alley.

 

~

 

Wonder Woman had agreed to not appear infront of Orion/Billy Batson out of nowhere, had agreed to go see him the normal way, tomorrow morning.

But because of history, Batman had sent two League members to watch him in case he tried to escape, which Batman was certain he would do. And there was also the fact that because he was Captain Marvel, it was important too to keep watch over him, just in case.

Superman and Martian Manhunter had been the ones sent to keep watch over him.

And as Batman had said, he had sneaked out, and it took all of Clark's self control to not swoop in and grab him, because the sight of a child going down a ladder that was definitely bound to give in wasn't comforting at all.

As expected, the ladder gave in, Superman didn't even think it twice to bolt towards him, catching him before he hit the ground, Batman had said to not engage with him in case he tried to hide somewhere unreachable, to just follow him.

So Superman was quick to set him on the ground and flee off as quick as he came.

He and Martian Manhunter followed him through the night, making sure to not be seen, even if at times it felt as if the kid knew someone was following, he kept looking over his shoulder.

Clark still had a hard time believing that that small child was Captain Marvel. Same man who could easily overpower him. But this child looked so small, so frail. Even if he was theoretically speaking a demi-god, he still looked so... innofensive. 

It made Clark want to hide him away from anything that might want to harm him. 

He was also having a hard time processing that that child was Diana's son, the child the League had combed the entire planet for, a boy none of them ever managed to find.

A child who had all along been right infront of them, hiding behind the appearance of an indestructible man. 

Captain Marvel. 

 


~

 


Billy had thought to go back to the Rock Of Eternity, but the subway was way too far away, and after that fall from the ladder his arm had just begun hurting more.

The cops had given him chase, and of course he had ran, going down the emergency stairs from the building had seemed like a fine idea at the time.

Until one of the cops tripped and fell, and to not lose him, or God knows why in general, the guy had grabbed his leg, prompting him to also fall.

Down the stairs.

And because the universe hated him with a burning passion the security bars had broke, sending him crashing from the second floor into a dumpster.

He was a whole lot more durable than a regular human, but he had landed on his arm and there had been something incredibly hard in the dumpster, had felt like something had broke, but since he could move his arm just fine he didn't give it any mind.

And the cops had threatened to shove him in a detention center if he told anyone, he had bitten a chunk off one of the officer's arms, and scratched another one on the face. In his defense they had grabbed him way too violently while he was sleeping. He had just reacted on instincts at being attacked out of nowhere.

Still.

His arm hurt, he was hungry, and the stupid woman at the orphanage had taken away his backpack, leaving him with nothing, he had even been forced to shower and put on clothes that were in no way warm enough for the damn weather. Winter was a few weeks away.

He had slept in an abandoned hotel, had found the less suspicious room and hidden under the bed to get some sleep. At least whoever was following him would have a hard time finding him in a giant hotel, and no one would think of looking under all the beds.

Waking up was hell. His arm hurt even worse, but he had gotten worse, thus, he crawled out from under the bed, cursing at his stupid arm.

He brushed the dust off his clothes, making a face at the red t-shirt with Captain Marvel's lightning bolt. Children like superheroes nowdays. That's what the man who had given him the clothes had said, he didn't like wearing his own merchandise, made him feel weird, like he might come off pretentious even though no one really knew who he was.

Plus, superhero merchandise had the habit to be a bit more expensive than regular clothes. He had once found a Flash jacket in the trash, had ended up losing it during one of his short visits to the orphanage.

He sighed, rubbing at his arm with a scowl before taking a step forward. 

"Your arm alright?" 

That voice froze him on the spot, for a moment, even his breathing stopped, he knew that voice, voice he's done Olympic attempts at avoiding these past weeks.

He looked over his shoulder, hoping against hope to be wrong.

He wasn't.

Right outside the broken window, hovering in the air and looking at him. Christ those eyes were looking at him as if they knew everything about everything regarding him.

His throat closed.

Wonder Woman had found him.

And she knew all that there was to know.

Chapter 37: Blue Light

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Captain Marvel took a bullet for Superman.

In all fairness, the bullet had been glowing green, and he had been the closest, and it had generally been an impulsive decision.

He hadn't expected for the bullet to go right through, he had been thrown into buildings, shot with laser beams and plummeted by Superman himself, nothing has ever left a single scratch on him.

How was he suppose to know a bullet would go right through? It had lodged itself right on his stomach, he hadn't even noticed it until Flash asked him what the hell was that glowing hole on his stomach. Electricity crackling all around the wound.

"Oh fuck did that bullet went right through?" Green Lantern questioned, both mortified and stupified.

"Huh." Was all Marvel said, staring down at the glowing hole, it didn't hurt per se, but it didn't felt pleasant either. It was like a pulling pressure, like when you got blood drawn. 

"Billy, use your lightning to pull it out and seal the wound." Solomon's sudden voice caught his attention.

"Maybe you should-"

Green Lantern's words were cut off as Captain Marvel raised his hand.

"I got this." He told as a statement of fact before doing as Solomon instructed, using his lightning to remove the bullet gave him the weirdest feeling ever, uncomfortable and something he definitely didn't want to deal with ever again.

The bullet was no longer glowing green, but blue. What the hell? He held it on his palm.

If he remembered right, the one thing that could harm him in this form was blue, Eternium.

But last he checked the Gods had said all of it had been long recovered centuries ago. So why was this piece here and how? 

He threw a look at the man who had shot him, a metahuman with the power to manipulate matter, he was sitting on the ground wearing metahuman handcuffs. He narrowed his eyes at him before walking up to him.

"What?" The man snapped as he met his gaze. Anger clear on his face, Marvel held the bullet between his fingers, showing it to him.

"Where did you get this?" He asked, he needed to know if someone somewhere had Eternium, and get it back to the Rock as soon as possible, Shazam would not be pleased if he were to know there was Eternium roaming around. The Wizard had left more than clear what could happen if the Champion Of Magic died through Eternium.

And Billy definitely didn't want to see that happen.

"Why the hell would I answer you?" The man spat, Billy frowned before crouching before the man, grabbing a fistful of his shirt, he felt Thavma's presence leak through, felt his power rush through his veins.

And then his mouth moved, Thavma's voice leaking.

"Tell me the truth. Where did this bullet come from?" The man's eyes glazed over, golden veins spreading under his eyes as his body slumped, Marvel's hold on his shirt being the only thing keeping him upright.

"A chick gave it to me. Said it was kryptonite." The man spoke, voice emotionless.

"Who was this woman?" Thavma demanded, voice cold.

"Don't know, didn't see her face. She was wearing a mask, but she was short, dark skin, dressed like a business woman, arrogant, had several guards with her. Gave it to me in a suitcase."

Thavma glowered, why did it felt like he had heard that somewhere? He released the man, prompting this one to face plant on the ground. He straightened back up, retreating back and finally allowing Billy to breathe.

'Dude, we have talked about this. Warnings would be awesome.' Billy thought, finally using his lightning to seal shut the wound on his stomach.

'I apologize.' Thavma's words made him roll his eyes before turning around, he winced inwardly as he was met with the League's stares. Right, they just saw Captain Marvel do something only Wonder Woman could do, and that if she was using her Lasso.

But to be fair that wasn't something he could do, it was more of Thavma's thing, to force the truth out of people...

"I should go, I need to get rid of this." Was what he chose to say, he was still holding the bullet, which was making his magic feel agitated. It wasn't a shard big enough to block his magic, but it wasn't harmless either, it had pierced his skin.

"Wait, wait, dude, you can't just leave. You got shot. You. And what the heck was all that?" Flash said, the last pointing at the snoring villain on the ground. As far as Barry knew Captain Marvel's powers didn't include forcing the truth out of people like Diana's Lasso of Truth.

And what the heck had been that disembodied voice? That hadn't sounded like him at all. And what was it with that bullet? Since when could a bullet hurt Captain Marvel? Since when could Captain Marvel be injured at all?

"As you can see, I'm perfectly fine." Billy said, pointing at his stomach where the hole had been at, now completely gone, even his suit was completely fine, as if he had never been injured. It didn't even hurt. "And that? Well, I did said I had seven people in my head, one of them can will the truth out of people."

Well, it was really six Gods and one sentient raw magic, but who was focusing on the details? Not Billy.

"What about the bullet? He said it was kryptonite." Green Lantern said, Marvel shook his head, turning the bullet on his hand before showing it to the group, it looked as if it had been made out of stone, glowing blue bits.

He didn't bother to be subtle in pulling back when Batman made an attempt to reach out for it. He didn't need to be a genius to know the man might be burning to have it, because finally something capable to take him down had appeared. And while Billy understood completely why Batman had the contingency plans.

He couldn't risk giving this to him. His plans to stop the League had been stolen once, modified so instead of subdued, the League would be killed. Captain Marvel could not be killed by Eternium, the Eternium would destroy Thavma instead of sending him back to the Rock Of Eternity as it should.

And if Living Lightning died the world would be doomed. A power vacuum that would destroy the planet and completely alter the balance of reality itself.

So no, he couldn't risk it.

"It's Eternium." He told at last, telling them wouldn't do harm, he could at most give them a half answer. "A shard of matter from the Rock Of Eternity, a big enough shard could theoretically speaking take my powers away, or kill me."

"I thought only you had access to the Rock Of Eternity. How did anyone found that?" Aquaman's question made Billy frown, because that was seriously something he was also asking himself.

"I don't know. It's true that only I have access to it but... I was told that centuries ago the Rock Of Eternity was partially destroyed by someone who wanted to rid the world of magic, the shards were recovered eventually, and the Rock was fixed, the Wizard said all the shards had been recovered, guess he was wrong."

And that wasn't comforting at all. Who had given this shard to that man? And with what purpose? Why make it pass as kryptonite? What if he hadn't jumped in the way? It wouldn't have hurt Superman, or at least he didn't think so. So how had this person been so sure he would jump? And what had stopped them from asking the guy to aim for the heart? 

Something wasn't right here.

"Billy, we should go back to the Rock, inspect it to see if there's truly no more shards missing. If someone has more of those it could be dangerous. If they shoot you..." Solomon's words made Billy sigh.

"I know."

He hated this. He glanced up at the League.

"I'm afraid I might be... indisposed for a while, I need to check the Rock and see whether it was just one or if there's a risk for there to be more eternium out there."

Because it wasn't just his life what was at stake here. The world's was.

"You need help with that?" Superman asked, Marvel shook his head.

"I'm fine, might take no longer than a week." He did have his siblings to help him search, his siblings God, the idea of any of them getting shot made him feel sick.

He really needed to deal with this.

And he really needed to find out who this woman was

He had a feeling that this was just the beginning of a bigger headache.

Chapter 38: Darkest Secrets

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Thavma has had thousands of names from the moment he was first born, he's been a woman, he's been a man, he's been a soldier, he's been a knight, a king even, same as he's been a slave, homeless, an orphan...

He's been reborn more times than he could remember at this point, at different time periods, different countries, even different universes. He had been born in a universe where a virus had condemned the planet, the sole cure being found in kids who were born with animal characteristics, first appeared at the same time as the virus.

He had been born in a universe where the world was black and white, another one where it was all cartoon characters, paint, even worlds were land or humans didn't exist.

But the worlds that had hit him the hardest, had been the worlds where he was born as William Joseph Batson.

At first, the impact had been positive, welcomed even, despite how terrible his childhoods were, there was a constant that made him feel less alone.

The Justice League.

Usually, he would always get his memories back once he turned 10, and he would always be happy, to know that no matter the universe, he would always have his friends, his family.

Until his fifth rebirth as Billy Batson.

That life had changed it all, so did the sixth and the seventh, made him terrified of the people he had once trusted. Of the Justice League.

So when the eight came around, he was terrified.

Because his three last rounds as William Joseph Batson had gone terribly wrong.

His fifth life as Billy Batson, the Earth got invaded by Darkseid and his parademons, parademons that annihilated his teammates, friends and family, parademons that tore his leg off. Parademons that destroyed the Earth and ate him alive years later. 

The sixth time, a war between the Amazons and the Atlanteans explode over the Gods knows what, the Earth paid the price and he had to sit back and watch those versions of his friends kill each other. He got forced to de-transform by the same woman he had considered a sister, and then she slaughtered him.

The seventh time, his mouth was frozen shut and lasers melted his brain for speaking out his mind over the vile dictatorship of a man he had once looked up to.

He knew that these people weren't the same, that while their faces might be the same, their hearts were not, the multiverse was filled with billions of alternate versions of people, universes were those people might not even exist at all.

But it was hard to look at their faces and not remember the first versions he met of them, those who stabbed him on the back or just killed him without hesitation...

He hadn't wanted to join this Justice League at first, afraid of it all ending like the last three times. His first memories of them having been corrupted, stained with fear and betrayal.

But he had ended up joining, because as Solomon had said, these people were strangers to him, he didn't knew them, he had known others with their same faces from other universes, not them.

At first, he had kept his distance, even after he joined them, he couldn't look at them in the face, especially Superman and Wonder Woman.

He would flinch whenever Superman or Wonder Woman touched him or came too close, it had taken him months before he was able to not feel sick whenever he watched Diana use her Lasso of Truth. To not freeze whenever Superman so much as looked at him. 

But the worst had been when Superman was put under red kryptonite's effects. And Batman had asked him to subdue him. That had been the hardest fight of his life, a fight where all his instincts had been screaming at him, not to run.

But to kill. 

The Gods within him had never burnt with as much vengeance as at that moment.

When the fight was done, he had disappeared from the scene, had spent hours at the Rock Of Eternity crying and trying to not pass out over the worst panic attack in history, it took months before he stopped waking up screaming from nightmares, memories about biting ice and red eyes.

As time went on, it became easier to deal with, the nightmares subsided as he shoved the unpleasant memories as deep into his subconscious as he could, if he couldn't remember it, it didn't happen.

Or at least that's what he liked to think.

And it worked like a gem, because he stopped flinching, stopped acting all weird around Superman and Wonder Woman, it almost felt as if the wound he never thought would heal, had begun healing. Like he could completely forget it and act as if it all had been a bad dream.

But then a villain appears and rips it back open, leaving it hemorrhaging. 

 


~

 


When the League first learnt about Captain Marvel, of what he could do, their first instinct had been to recruit him, some under the belief that Superman might have been right about him being a kryptonian.

But he hadn't been kryptonian.

And he had refused to join, but Batman was nothing if not persistent, if he wanted someone in the League, he would make it happen.

Ask Green Arrow.

Captain Marvel though, unlike Green Arrow, hadn't ended up bending the knee because someone caught his eye, the League wasn't even sure what had made him change his mind. Even less when his first months had been spent with the man avoiding some of them, or more like Superman and Wonder Woman. 

It had been odd, Superman was a favorite, among civilians and even other heroes, but Captain Marvel would disappear from a room faster than Flash himself whenever Superman or Wonder Woman stepped in. Would flinch at them and freeze.

There had been a stance where Superman had appeared in a room quietly, Captain Marvel hadn't noticed him, and when Superman spoke... That had been the first time the League had learnt that Captain Marvel's eyes could glow and that he could shoot lightning from his hands.

And that he could do magic, his lightning was magic, as proven with the burn mark he had left on Superman's arm. Something regular lightning would never do.

Or that time he honest to God chose to be sucked by a black hole rather than grab Diana's Lasso of Truth. 

Point was, he had started as a strange man, he still was, but his strange behavior towards Superman and Wonder Woman had faded with time.

Something the League was glad for, because while none of them could understand what was his deal with Superman and Wonder Woman, it had been stressing, Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, so was Superman, and something people didn't know.

So was Wonder Woman. 

Being unable to put their heaviest hitters in a team up was incredibly frustrating. Batman had tried talking to Marvel about that, Superman and Wonder Woman had tried to learn if they had ever done anything to him to get him to mistrust them so hard.

But he never gave answer.

And then, out of nowhere, the odd behavior began fading. Five years passed, and most of the League forgot about it all.

That's when the answer came.

 


~

 

 

Billy was 15 and very done with life, he felt embarrassed with himself, because how could he have been so stupid? He should have seen the trap, should have seen the villains hiding, he's lived over a thousand lives, he shouldn't have gotten tricked with this much ease.

His only comfort was that even the great Batman had fallen for it. Not that it was comforting that Batman himself didn't figure it out, meant whoever was behind this whole mess wasn't your regular villain.

But again, the fact that this person had known about the eternium should have been clue enough that whoever this was, it wasn't a regular rogue.

All of the League had been captured, tricked into a trap, and now all of them were hanging from their wrists in a room that looked like a giant dungeon. Their powers didn't work and whoever did this had been smart enough to steal Batman's gloves.

And the utility belt.

The room was incredibly dark, the only light coming from the green kryptonite attached to a necklace around Superman.

And the blue eternium attached to a necklace around his own neck. 

"How the hell does he, or she, knows your weakness?" Flash asks, Flash who had been attempting to phase through the shackles for the past hour, but nothing had worked.

He had given up at this point, wasting energy wasn't smart right now.

Point was.

It was unnerving that this person had managed to subdue Captain Marvel, the guy not even Batman knew how to take down. And now someone turned out to know how to take him down? There was a collar around his neck, glowing blue stones of some kind attached to it.

"Beats me. I didn't even know there was eternium here." Marvel said, Green Lantern frowned.

"Eter-what?"

"Eternium. Shards of matter from the Rock Of Eternity, someone tried destroying it once to rid the world of magic... didn't go so well. The Rock was eventually restored, but many shards were never really recovered."

"I thought you said you didn't knew there were any here." Aquaman's words got Marvel making an uncomfortable grimace before he was turning his attention to the ground.

"... I meant in this world, there's several of them... scattered throughout the multiverse. Some universes have eternium, some don't. This one doesn't."

"Wait, you can travel through the multiverse?" Flash asked, mouth agape.

"I am the Champion Of Magic."

"That explains nothing."

"It explains all. I have a lot of duties, one of them means traveling throughout the multiverse to make sure the balance isn't being disturbed. And I have been reborn in different universes, so it stands to reason I know if there are places with eternium."

"Dude that is so fricking cool."

Marvel shrugged.

"Wait, have you ever met our doubles from another universe?" Green Lantern's question, unknowingly, made Billy's stomach turn.

It's been years since he last thought about the past Justice Leagues.

Yet, before his memories decide to resurface, a door opens.

A woman walks in, she's wearing a cloak and a mask that hides her face, but something about her gaze as it settles on him... it's familiar... but he can't pin point from where. Her gaze lingers on him as she comes to stand in the center of the room.

He frowns.

"Who are you? Don't think for one second you have won." Wonder Woman sentences, the woman glares murder at her.

"I have come to make things right. And as far as I'm concerned, I won." She told the last glancing at Marvel, something no one missed.

"You won? How so?" Batman questions, narrowing his gaze at the masked woman, she kept glancing at Marvel, her rage dimmering whenever she did. Did this woman know Marvel?

"I have managed to take down the Justice League, and the Champion is still alive." Her words sent confusion through the League.

And it made Billy freeze.

What? What did she just said? What was she talking about? How did she know...? Who was this woman?

"The hell is that suppose to mean?" Hawkwoman asked, what the hell was this woman talking about? 

"It means that I won't let you hurt him again!" The woman snapped, rage in her voice as she glared at them with pure hatred. "None of you will hurt him, not this time. I will get rid of all of you before you kill him, I couldn't save him before, but I can do so now, and I will start with you two!"

She brought her hands up, lightning chains appearing around Wonder Woman and Superman, like glowing snakes that tightened around them both, latching around their throat.

"Wait!" Marvel shouted, successfully stopping the woman from crushing or doing whatever was it that she intended with Superman and Wonder Woman, she turned to look at him, surprise evident in her face.

"Why are you stopping me? After what they did to you... how can you still protect them?"

If the League was confused before, her words did nothing but officially lost them all, even Superman who was more dizzy than aware had no idea what this all was about.

What did she meant by that? They had done nothing to Marvel, none of her words were making sense.

"... Because it's not them." Billy for his side never expected to speak those words out loud with such conviction.

Because it was true. This Clark and Diana were nothing like the ones from his nightmares. This Diana would give her life for him, and this Clark never shut him up, never gave him any reason to feel like he shouldn't speak his mind around him.

"You speak of people long dead, from different universes altogether. No one is responsible for what their variants do." He told as a statement of fact, the woman's eyes grew glazed over, anguish deep in her gaze.

Ah. Billy knew those eyes. Her voice was much more mature than any version he's ever heard, but it was definitely her, and it broke his heart to see her like this.

"They are in no way connected to their variants, they are innocents, and if you are who I think you are, you know I'm right, you know that a variant doesn't define them all, they are all their own person, all of them completely different from each other."

The woman didn't answer, but he could see her hands shaking, fingers curling into fists as she bowed her head. It did nothing but confirm it, it truly was her, and that realization completely destroyed his heart. Because why? How? 

A sob broke out of her, shaky and heavy.

"It happened three times, three times." Her voice was trembling now, and he wished he could break the chains so he could wrap his arms around her. Which one was she? How was it even possible for her to remember? It didn't matter for he would always love every version of her.

His sister.

And still.

"Doesn't mean all of them deserve to be killed because of it."

And even so, it was theoretically speaking, two times, the Parademons didn't count. Superman didn't sent him to die, he had chose to do that despite the risks because he had owed it to the world. Because it was the right thing to do.

But that was beyond the point.

She finally looked up at him, all the anger and hatred was gone. Unshed tears swimming in her eyes.

"Please let them go, you are not a killer." He requested, his voice soft. His sister would never hurt an innocent, the ones he had met, the ones he had grown with, all of them had been kind, they had all had a good heart.

"No, I made a promise..." She refused, her voice determined but pained. Billy sighed, why had it come to this? How? From what Earth was she? She had died in the one Darkseid took over, was it in the one with the war between Amazons and Atlanteans? But he doubted his siblings had been spared.

And that not something he liked to think about.

And still, it didn't matter, he could get an idea of what promise she meant.

Thus. He answered.

"I know... but hurting them won't make things better, revenge won't solve anything, even less when they haven't even done anything. So please, just let them go, you came for me, right? Let's talk, or whatever is it that you want, they have nothing to do with what happened."

She didn't answer, she was now passing and grabbing at her hair, Billy made a point at completely ignoring the League's eyes, he didn't even want to know the mess this whole thing would leave.

"You know I'm right, deep down, you know that they are not to blame for anything. Variants are just versions of yourself from other Earths, they have their own lives, their families, their own view of the world, just because they look like someone or resemble them in many ways, it doesn't make them the same."

She was giving him her back now, she lowered to the ground, silence reigning in the room.

"Mary."

Speaking her name after so long felt... painful. Even more so when he remembered the last one. He watched as she hugged herself.

And then the chains gave in, turning into sand, collars dropping to the ground, he moved before anyone from the League could so much as touch her, coming up to kneel before her.

He gave Batman a look, asking them silently to leave, he would deal with this.

The look Batman gave him was enough to let him know that no matter what he did, an explanation was expected. 

Once the League had left, he reached out towards Mary, carefully removing the mask, she didn't fight him.

She was older, much older than he or his siblings ever managed to grow, none of them having ever made it past their 13.

And now here she was, in her 20's. But her haunted gaze let him know that even if she managed to get to this age, she had long been torn from the inside out.

As their gaze met, her tears broke out, a sob leaving her, and he couldn't help but pull her into a hug, her arms latching around him in a death grip.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Each one of her cries tore at Billy's heart, making him hug her tighter, he didn't knew where she was from, what she had seen.

But he didn't need to to know that she had suffered a great deal, he had enough by knowing she was his sister. His sister who was always the strongest of the two, and now... what had happened to her? It didn't matter, whatever it was, he wouldn't leave her, this time around, he would be the one protecting her.

He would be the one who would be there for her.

Chapter 39: Too Soon

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A witch threw a curse at Captain Marvel.

And while at first it had seemed as if it hadn't worked on him, things had ended up taking a strange turn during the after battle meeting.

It began with the black haired man who materialized behind Marvel, though materialized was a strong word, it was more like a ghost kind of thing. The man had looked like he could bench press a whole mountain, his presence crushing the room, his gaze alone making the air feel almost static, seemed to leak danger, demanding respect with each step he took.

That intimidating aura had lasted nothing but a fleeting moment for the moment his gaze fell on Diana a whole new expression had washed over his face.

The League was quite sure it would be a long time before any of them managed to forget Wonder Woman's completely repulsed and annoyed face at the man gushing over her.

Man who was now sulking in the corner of the room after Wonder Woman had threatened him with her sword.

That's how the League found out Zeus, God Of Lightning and head of Olympus, was the kind of father who could almost beat drunk Batman when it came to gushing over his children.

After Zeus, another two men materialized, one with silver skin and white hair who was currently still very much chasing a golden haired guy with Wonder Woman's sword, Di■ana hadn't even hesitated to give it to the man when he asked for it. He was swinging the sword at the golden haired man, even if whenever he hit him the sword went right through.

Mercury and Hercules. Marvel had called them.

A scrawny man with golden eyes was floating above Marvel, muttering a hundred things per second in a language Superman has never heard before. Solomon, Marvel had called him.

There was also the man with red eyes who was just standing ominously by Marvel's left. Achilles.

And there was another one who's sole gaze seemed to be enough to make people look away. Atlas. He stood by Marvel's right.

But the weirdest one of all was the child.

His face wasn't visible and while he's been hiding under Marvel's cape from the moment he appeared, he was small enough to pass as a child, he even had a Captain Marvel hoodie. His little hands clutching the cape over his head, at times, a little giggle would be heard. A child's giggle.

Whenever the League's gazes ended on him, Atlas would pin them with a glare and so would Achilles. 

But how was the League suppose to ignore what was clearly a child even though Marvel had said said these were all the Gods who his powers came from

And he said six Gods, not seven. So who was that child?

Flash decided that he had had enough, if he died, fine, but at least he would have spoken about the elephant in the room. 

"What's with the kid?" Flash almost regretted the question as soon as it left his lips, because all of a sudden, Gods were glaring at him, Solomon had stopped muttering, piercing gold stabbing through his soul, as if he knew each and every single second of his life from the moment he was born.

Hercules and Mercury were no longer running around, both having come to a halt behind Marvel to stare at Flash like two predators preparing to tear him apart in over a thousand different ways.

Even Zeus had stopped sulking, was now glaring at him over his shoulder with a dark storm lurking behind his gaze, a storm that promised unfathomable devastation in its wake. 

Achilles and Atlas stood closer to Marvel, straightening up to their full height, oozing danger and murder intent. Marvel who had been dead silent since the child appeared, had been staring into space with his head tilted, was now staring straight into his soul, daring Flash to repeat the question.

For the first time in his life, Barry was genuinely terrified of Captain Marvel.

"What child?" Marvel asked, his voice was innocent, but he was staring at Flash as if he were daring him to repeat the question.

Barry didn't dare to speak again.

Unlike Barry though, Batman wouldn't bend the knee so easily.

"The child under your cape, who is he? You said they are all Gods who give you your powers. What powers does he give you?" Batman questioned, not even twitching under the glare of six Gods. Marvel didn't answer, frowning for a moment.

And then.

"He gives me the power to walk the Earth."

Silence.

"Come again?"

"I told you before, I'm Living Lightning."

"You do realize how that explains nothing, right?" Aquaman stated, what the hell did that even meant? Living Lightning? What? Was he made of lightning? A lightning bolt shapeshifter? What?

Marvel sighed, seeming to gather his thoughts, hands coming up to rest on the table infront of him, clasped together.

"... I cannot walk this plane of existence as I am, if I did... lots could die... so I need a host. Think of it as Jason Blood and Etrigan's relationship, kind of, we are two separate people, but in a sense, we are also the same. The host's heart influences on how I behave, serves also as a moral compass..."

"So what you are saying, or at least what I'm able to understand here, is that that child is your host?" Superman sounded like he was trying very hard to not sound judgemental, and failing miserably.

"Yes."

"He is a child." Superman stressed, Marvel scowled, anger flashing in his gaze.

"You think I don't know that? I don't get a choice on who I end up with, the Wizard does, and even he didn't want to do it. The child was born to be the Champion Of Magic, yes, but he wasn't suppose to become this now, it wasn't suppose to happen like this. But Black Adam appeared over a decade earlier than the Wizard had predicted, and no one but me could handle him, there was no other choice."

"But he is a child." Superman stressed again. "Couldn't it be anyone else? Just until he is old enough?"

"It cannot be anyone else, that's not how it works, and it wouldn't work even if it was how it worked, the child has extremely volatile magic, and he's not a particular fan of the idea of me leaving him, if I were to attempt that, I'm afraid he might level half the city trying to stop me."

Marvel had tried leaving once after his first fight with Black Adam, after he thought he had defeated the man.

Let's say Billy hadn't been happy over the idea of losing his 'new friends'.

The kid had almost ripped through the fabric of reality itself, had almost made Thavma materialize as his true self at the subway tunnels. Billy Batson was certainly the one they had been waiting for for eons

Eternity's heir.

A child who's magic was strong enough to match the Living Lightning.

It was one the many reasons Thavma and the Gods were so protective of him, he wasn't just their youngest host in history, but also the one, Eternity's heir, making sure the boy wasn't harmed was a top priority.

Or it had began like that, now Thavma was quite sure, that much like him, the Gods had grown attached to Billy, he wasn't just their responsibility anymore, he was their kid.

And there would be hell to pay for anyone who dared to harm him.

Meanwhile, the League's eyes widened, was the child seriously that strong? Not even Superman could take on Marvel, the man had no weakness whatsoever, he once said magic was his weakness, but Zatanna had said that the only magic capable of harming Marvel would have to be strong enough magic to level an entire city.

The idea that a child was capable of overpowering Marvel was disturbing. Even more so because if it was a child, it meant that by logic, he would only get stronger as he grew, if he was already able to overpower Marvel... who was this child?

"What about his parents? They deserve to know if their child is being endangered in such a way." Superman said, still having trouble processing the fact that a child could take down Marvel if he wanted. And Superman himself.

The League didn't miss how Superman's question got anger flashing across Marvel and the Gods' faces. Atlas bent down, phasing right through Marvel's cape where the child was at, the League wasn't quite sure what that was suppose to mean, but no one got the chance to ask for Marvel spoke.

"His parents died when he was four, and the uncle who was meant to look after him was a monster,
so we took him away, he's a thousand times better with us than he ever was with him, we don't starve him nor do we hit him." Marvel told as a statement of fact, Billy was healthier and happier than he ever was while he lived with his uncle.

He might live at the Rock Of Eternity, but Thavma and the Gods had made it look as homey as they could, he had a functional fridge filled with food, and Solomon taught him basic things children would learn at school, it wasn't perfect, but they made it work, Billy was safe and healthy.

Maybe when he was older and had a better control over his magic, Thavma would use a glamour and pose as his guardian so the kid could go to an actual school with other children, a place where he could hopefully make friends.

But for the time being, the Gods and him tried their best to raise the kid, give him as much of a normal life as they could, Thavma even put walls between their minds so Billy wouldn't see any of the fights Captain Marvel participated in, he was way too young, had suffered more than anyone so young should. The least he could do was spare him the horrors of being the Champion Of Magic for as long as he could.

"How old is he?" Wonder Woman asked, unlike her teammates, she wasn't feeling much judgemental over the fact that Marvel just admitted to have, in the eyes of the law, kidnapped a child.

She could never understand how could people harm children, let alone family children, it made her sick.

The fact that this child was connected to Marvel... it made her blood burn the idea of the boy coming in harm's way, she would destroy anyone who hurt her family.

"... Seven."

Silence.

Seeing the size of the kid and knowing he couldn't be older than 10 was one thing. Getting confirmation of how actually young he was... Christ. Also explained why Marvel was the way he was. A literal seven year old was who influenced his behavior, a child.

"Dude."

"He is unaware of the fights, he knows what I do, but he's never seen the fights through my eyes, I don't let him, and he is in no danger whatsoever of being harmed, I cannot be hurt, and even if I were, he wouldn't be affected. He's perfectly safe." Marvel assured, having the feeling that that might be one of the questions rolling through the League's heads right now.

"I still don't think it's right..." Superman said, Jon was 10 and Clark couldn't imagine his son being in the middle of a battlefield, the sole idea of it made him feel nauseous. Agitated. How was he suppose to just ignore the fact that Captain Marvel was tethered to a seven year old?

"I understand, but as I said, it can't be changed, he won't let me leave nor can I exist in this plane of existence as I am. This is the safest method."

"Are you 100% he is safe?" Batman asked, voice neutral.

"Are you seriously considering this?"

"Captain Marvel is one of our heaviest hitters. We cannot lose him without giving thought to all the facts." Batman refuted, giving Superman a look. Of course he understood how wrong things could go.

A seven year old was way too young. Damian was his youngest Robin, and even then, he had been 10 when he first started. A seven year old was something he would never even consider.

But as he told Superman, Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, he couldn't afford to lose him, he was the only one who could deal with Superman, fast and without causing any collateral damage. He was way too valuable to lose.

But he wouldn't keep him either, he couldn't, not if it meant a child would be harmed. He would never forgive himself if a child was killed because of him.

"He has six Gods and me watching his back 24/7, that if we don't add Hades and Persephone, neither is connected to him, but for some reason I can't still decipher, they have grown extremely attached to him, Persephone even calls herself his aunt. Trust me, he is safe."

Thavma still had no clue how those two even met Billy, but he wasn't about to question it, having the underworld's God's favor could one day save Billy.

So who cares if Hades and Persephone wanted to act as if Billy was their nephew? As long as he was safe Thavma could care less if every God in existence decided to adopt Billy as their nephew.

Chapter 40: Darkest Secrets Part 2

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It's been over a week since the odd incident, and so far, Captain Marvel hasn't given explanation to what had happened, it had been clear he had known the woman, though their relationship was still a mystery.

Her words still ran through the League, filling them all with questions, confusion, and even theories that just kept getting worse than the prior ones.

She had accused Superman and Wonder Woman of having hurt Captain Marvel. But neither Diana or Clark could think of any situation where they had hurt Marvel. The man couldn't even be hurt, if it was just Superman, it could be said that she might have been referring to when he had been on red kryptonite.

But he hadn't left a single scratch on him. And where did that left Wonder Woman? She has never even fought Marvel, she did spare with him at times, but was just it, sparing, she has never even harmed him during it.

So what had been all that about? What had 'three times' meant? The only reason the League hadn't even tried looking for her was because despite all, looking beyond her plan to kill them, her words alongside their eventual freedom had left very clearly that whatever had happened to her, she was devastated.

The League has dealt with enough of those, people who had been so hurt that their answer was to hurt others in retaliation, seeking for an escape route, but that deep down, there was a good person underneath all the rage and pain.

They just needed the right person to pull them out.

So the League left her to Marvel. Whoever she was, Marvel had called her Mary, but without a last name, they had nothing.

So all they could do was wait.

 

~

 

Billy stood outside the door from the meeting room, wondering if it was too late to just hand in his resignation letter or whatever was it that one had to do to leave the Justice League.

This past week he had spent it with Mary, had learnt about her and where she came from, as it turns out, it was his Mary from the Injustice League world. She had, for some reason, regained her memories from several of her variants.

She had taught herself magic, and she had been tracking him for several years now, unlike many others, the Champion Of Magic was only one, there were no other variants, Living Lightning was just reborn every now and then.

There would never be two of him. If he was born as Billy Batson, there would be no other Billy Batson' s across the multiverse.

He was never quite able to understand the workings of his own existence.

Point was, Mary had been looking for him, had grown stronger, all so she could protect him, for what he could gather, she felt guilty, she blamed herself for his death, she had been the one who told him to just tell Superman if he didn't agree with something, to not be afraid to speak for what was right.

She got him killed. And so she had promised herself to find him, find him and make sure he was to never be anywhere near the Justice League ever again.

It had taken Billy a lot to even get her to give up on trying to hunt for the League again, he had been unsuccessful on trying to get her to stop blaming herself over his death though.

And he had the feeling that that was a wound that would take a long, long time to heal. But that was alright, he had all the time in the world, he had taken her to his apartment seeing that she was adamant about staying on this Earth with him, and seeing that he didn't have anyone...

He was more than happy to have her.

Hanging out with her after so long had felt nice, but he couldn't ignore his duties as Captain Marvel, nor the Justice League. 

And so after a week, he had mustered up the courage to face them, or at least that's what he had thought.

Now? Now his legs wouldn't move, because if he did this, he would have to give explanations, explanations regarding things he never wanted to think about again let alone speak about.

The idea of it made him nauseous, fingers clutching his arm as he fought against the urge to turn back and bolt, to never come back here.

But he's never been one to run from his problems.

Thus, clutching onto Achilles' courage, he released his arm and pushed the doors open, he had called the meeting, he shouldn't be this nervous, he had known this was a possibility from the moment he decided to join the Justice League despite his last experiences with it.

Achilles' courage was the only reason he didn't teleport out of the Watchtower the second all eyes fell on him, deep breaths. He walked up to his designated chair, refusing to show fear as he sat down, but also failing with spectacular misery, because the second Diana reached out to touch his arm in her usual greeting gesture.

He pulled away before she could so much as touch him, so fast it took him a moment to realize something.

The fear was back. Much stronger than ever, he knew this in the fact that avoiding her touch made his throat close and his mouth go completely dry, for a moment, he could swear he felt a blistering heat slice across his throat, smelt the blood and the air cut from his lungs. 

For a moment, he was back in that place, with the Lasso burning through his skin, choking him and forcing him to speak the one word that even now, he was still unable to speak it without feeling like it might be the last time he spoke it.

A word that made him feel incredibly small, weak, open to be destroyed by anyone anywhere near him. Even now, he was still not comfortable with the idea of leaving his apartment, but he had a job and he couldn't lose it.

And as Atlas and Achilles said, he shouldn't let fear control his life. He should always walk with his head held high, he was safe, he wasn't back there anymore.

But sometimes, it was easier said than done. He didn't feel safe at all right now.

"Marvel?" Batman's voice snapped him from the dangerous path of thoughts he was falling through, though even if he looked up he still felt a bit faint. Even seeing Superman sitting across from him was making the air grow thinner. Why did he come here? Why was this happening now? He had been fine these past years, so why was it back now?

"Yes, sir?" Billy was rather proud at how leveled his voice came out compared to the inner turmoil he was going through right now. His fingers curling into fists on his lap as he fought back the urge to dig his fingernails on his arm. The Gods wouldn't be happy if he hurt himself again.

Even if pain sometimes helped him stop the bad thoughts.

"Shall we begin?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes at Marvel, the man was sitting straight, and he looked fine, but Batman wasn't fooled, he could see how he was leaning more towards Flash, as if attempting to put distance between him and Wonder Woman.

There was also how he had reacted to her. Bruce hasn't seen that reaction in years.

Something had changed, but what? And more importantly, why?

"Oh, sure. Fire away." Marvel beckoned, it didn't went unnoticed how strained his smile looked.

"Who was that woman and what's the relationship between you two?" Batman asked the most important question, needing to know who this woman was, a woman who had managed to capture them all.

It didn't went unnoticed how Marvel seemed to tense at the question.

And still.

"Her name's Mary, she's from another Earth, she's... she was my sister when I was reborn in that Earth, I don't know how or why, but she seems to have gotten a hang of many memories from different variants of herself who were also related to me at some point, she was angry, wasn't thinking clearly, but she's fine now, she won't try anything against you or anyone for that matter again, she's not dangerous, so you don't really have to worry about her. I promise."

Billy made a point at explaining it carefully, stressing out how what they had seen hadn't been how she usually was, Mary wasn't dangerous, they didn't have to worry, she hadn't meant to do any of what she had done. She would never hurt anyone.

"She said we hurt you." Superman's words made Marvel visibly stiffen, he didn't answer, didn't even look at the kryptonian, in fact, he looked like he wanted nothing more but to bolt through the door.

"That's irrelevant. She wasn't talking about any of you anyways."

"But our variants." Wonder Woman's words were nothing but a statement of fact, she had long pieced some things together, and after Marvel avoided her touch like that, it had done nothing but strengthen her theories.

That somewhere in the multiverse, another version of her had hurt him, enough to have left a deep enough mark on him that he couldn't even stand to be in the same room as her, he couldn't even look at her. He had even let a black hole swallow him rather than trust her when he first joined.

And it made her nauseous, because what had been done to him to affect him to such extent? He was like a brother to her, she couldn't imagine herself hurting him on purpose, what for? Why?

"Variants are not the same person, blaming them all for the wrongdoings of one isn't fair nor right." Marvel stated, and even if he said that, he didn't look at Wonder Woman nor anyone for that matter.

"But she said three times. Which leads me to believe that it was the amount of times it happened."

"... The third doesn't count. I did what I had to do, and I would do it all over again, at the end, it wasn't for nothing."

At the League's looks Marvel sighed, this at least was one he could tell them about. It was one of the worst memories of all, but it wouldn't fill them with unnecessary guilt as the other two would.

And hopefully, it could make them forget completely about the other two. He was willing to relive those memories if it meant keeping the two buried.

"There's an Earth where Darkseid won."

The League froze at that. What?

"Millions died, including most of the Justice League and Young Justice."

"That's impossible. How is that even... How?" Flash looked like all he had ever known had become a lie. His skin much too pale to be healthy, which no one could blame him for, because how was it possible for Darkseid to have killed them all?

Or well, their variants, the League has met some of their variants, all of them had been formidable, close in matching their skills. So how?

"Something went wrong... somehow, Darkseid knew we were coming, he knew every part of our plan... He altered his parademons, made them half doomsday, killed most of the Justice League, some others... He used them as he saw fit."

Billy couldn't bring himself to look up, to say anything else, even now, he could remember everything as clearly as when it happened, the blood, the screams, his own pain, the overwhelming terror, the impotence and guilt that had threatened to kill him many times for years to come.

If he had been stronger he could have saved them. If he had been smarter he could have known something was off. But he didn't.

"Darkseid's reign over Earth... He destroyed everything, very few survivors were left, villains, heroes, civilians... it all stopped mattering at the end, they just became humans fighting to survive, all past grievances, forgotten. Years later it was discovered that Darkseid had begun extracting magma from the Earth's core, we learnt of new possibilities that hadn't existed before."

Like Damian being alive being true. Or finally finding Constantine.

"The survivors... we made a last attempt to save what was left of the Earth... Three other heroes and I were sent to deal with one of the machines sucking on the Earth's core..."

Billy made a very good point at avoiding names, especially that that 'other heroes' had been Batgirl, Batwoman and Superboy, he wanted to spare Batman and Superman that knowledge, it was bad enough he could at times still remember their screams. Would feel incredibly sick whenever he saw them at all. Another reason he avoided Superman's invitations to the farm, or the batfamily in general.

He couldn't deal with that. At times, he couldn't even deal with being at the Watchtower at all.

"We knew it was a suicidal mission from the start, but we didn't care, we wanted to give them as much time as possible..."

Ah... His leg was aching... His magic... His skin was on fire, he could feel the bites, the claws... focus.

"At the end it wasn't for nothing." That reminder felt like a gulp of fresh air, made him feel lighter. Because it hadn't been for nothing. "Darkseid got killed, and the Flash from that universe restarted the timeline, that time around, they won the fight."

It did stung at times to remember that the Wizard had inserted a change in that timeline.

Billy Batson and by extension Captain Marvel, never existed in that world. They forgot about him.

But they were alive. And that's all he cared about.

"Wait, wait, if I was alive, I mean, if that Flash was alive, how the hell did he not fix all that shit up the moment things started going wrong?" Flash asked, feeling like he had been punched in the face by Superman, because what the hell? Why had his other self waited years before he did anything? Millions died! Their teammates, the Young Justice! Had there been a Wally there? An Iris? Bart? Nora? How could he wait so long?

Barry didn't knew what to think about Marvel's ominous silence, he felt his hairs stand on end when the man finally looked up, he looked sick, and he had the sudden wonder on why the hell were they even making the man speak of these clearly fucked up things.

"We thought he was dead, turns out Darkseid had had him all along, chained to a treadmill that powered up the center of it all. Or at least that's what the Wizard said when I asked how was it that he had been alive."

Flash felt like he might throw up. Captain Marvel didn't look any better.

"Did he had anyone else?" Batman's question made Billy's vision swim, head bowing, no, he couldn't do this God, he couldn't do any of this. Why was he here again? Why did he come here? Why did he agree to this?

No. He had to speak, make them think so much about this no one would want to ask about the one he wanted to hide the most. Superman nor Wonder Woman deserved that guilt, so if he had to suffer through telling them the most horripilant one above all.

Then so be it.

"Martian Manhunter, Mera, Wonder Woman, Hawkman and Starfire... Darkseid altered their bodies to be half robotic, enslaved their minds... for what I heard from the Wizard, Constantine managed to use the Lasso of Truth to free Wonder Woman's mind, she fred the rest from the mind control..."

He didn't mention the fact that she had killed Jason Blood/Etrigan. They didn't need to know about any of that same as he would do the impossible to keep from Batman and Superman what had happened to their families.

"He also had Batman. Tortured him up to the point where he somehow took over his mind, turned him into his right hand, I guess he saw the chance to exploit his mind... he had Superman for a while too... but he fred him, eventually, he injected kryptonite in his blood, burnt it inside him so deep it had no cure, he lost his powers."

But not his determination, that had been Darkseid's error, to think Superman would give up just because he had lost his powers. He never gave up despite how weak he might be, even if his life might be put in danger, he never gave up.

It was one of the reasons he had looked up to him, one of the reasons he had followed him to the very end. 

The League for their side was frozen in place.

What had they just heard? The idea that Darkseid had won to such extent in another universe made them wonder if that Darkseid had just been worse than theirs of if something else had been at stake. Marvel said he had know they were coming, but that didn't explain in any way how had he managed to do what he did. 

The idea that Marvel had lived through that kind of world, a world where he died, he didn't said it, but there was no need to be a genius to know that the parademons had had something to do with his death.

And how was that even possible? How had parademons managed to kill him? It didn't make any sense.

But they weren't about to ask, they weren't going to ask anything anymore regardless of the burning curiosity. Because the man looked like he might pass out, keeping up asking was just flat out cruel and insensitive on their part.

How was he even able to be as cheerful and carefree as he was? After such horrors...

The League didn't think they might be able to look at him the same ever again.

 

~

 

Billy barely made it out of the Watchtower, he had left quickly, refused to speak or look at anyone once Batman said he didn't have to talk anymore.

And the second he stepped out of the zeta tube at the alley, the second everything crumbled completely, tears finally breaking free, he crouched on the ground, fingers clutching his hair tightly as he sobbed freely, the fire was all consuming, the memories threatening to make him go mad.

The blood, the screams, the dismembered bodies of his friends, the impotence of having been unable to save them, the guilt over escaping, it was all coming back full force, making him cry harder, electricity crackling all over his body as his breathing began growing faster, air growing thinner.

"Billy, deep breaths. You are alright." Solomon's voice made a pathetic sound stick at the back of his throat, head shaking in a no motion.

"I can't do this anymore." He sobbed weakly, thunder rumbled above as he tugged at his hair. A harsh sob catching at the back of his throat as he squeezed his eyes shut, biting his tongue until he tasted blood.

And the fire was still eating him alive, burning something deep within his chest, spreading up to his throat until he was crying louder, hysterical was more like it. He couldn't stop no matter how much he tried, like a dam collapsing. Or a burst bottle.

Because his friends had died, he had let them die, his family died, everyone he ever cared about died. 

And now that he had the Justice League back, now that he had a chance at having back their good versions after so long.

He couldn't even look at them without feeling like the world was crumbling in on him.

And so he cried, because if he didn't.

It felt like he might die.

Chapter 41: A Mother's Love

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It all began because of a humanoid creature with the power to manipulate metal, it had given the Justice League a hard time.

Even more so because the creature had taken hostage several people, so the League had to be careful with their attacks, careful to not harm the people wrapped up in the wires that the creature controlled as if they were its tentacles.

Attempting to remove the tentacles just seemed to make them tighten around the hostages.

Then a woman had managed, God knows how, to break free from the tentacle of wires.

A woman Captain Marvel recognized on the spot.

Rosa.

His blood ran cold at the sight of her, a wire tentacle slamming onto him as his whole attention fell on the woman he had come to see as his mother. He crashed onto a car, but even then, he saw the exact moment as the tentacle wire grabbed at her, latching around her throat and yanking her back violently.

The sound of her strangled shout was what made it all click as red took over his vision. Red obliterating rage exploding, making his magic leak, a deafening crack of lightning whiplashed the sky above, angry grey clouds swarming the sky, covering the sun completely and filling everything with cold shadows.

Billy pounced, a rage like none other having taken over, the wind from his take off, like a sonic bomb, destroyed many windows and sent several cars flying.

He takes advantage of the man's distraction over his show of power to hit, and for the first time in a long time, he didn't bother to be nice or hold back, the force of the punch as it connected with the thing's face sent another sonic wave around upon impact, it buries the man into a crater in the middle of the street.

He rips the tentacles right off his shoulders, black blood splashing on his face as the half man creature thing screams in pain, but he doesn't care, he doesn't care about any of the niceties or hold backs he had ever done.

He yanked him up by the neck, violent enough to elicit a choked sound from him. He wants to crush him. Decimate him for touching his mother. For wanting to take away the first family he's ever had since his parents died. For trying to kill the woman who never gave up on him even when he was a jerk.

A woman who didn't give birth to him, but from the moment she saw him, had decided that he would be her son, that he was worthy of being someone's son again or being loved at all, and that she would love the hell out of him until he realized that she meant each and every single word. 

Thunder roars above, wind howling, electricity crackles all over his body, he can see his glowing eyes reflecting on the thing's own eyes as he holds him up by the throat, fingers tightening their grip around it. The fire inside him was all consuming, a rage he hadn't felt since he first found out Black Adam had been the one to kill his parents.

"Marvel."

The sudden voice alongside the sudden grip on the arm he is holding the monster up with makes him halt for a fleeting moment. He knows that voice, even if he's never heard that voice use that name without amusement in it before. He knows that voice. But from where?

He can't think right past the fire, because his mother... this bastard... this bastard. More fire pools in as his fingers tighten even more around the bastard's throats. 

He wants to kill him. He wants to rip the skin off his bones and make him beg for something sweeter than death.

The fingers on his arm tighten.

"Hey, look at me, don't do this." The voice is firm, but also pleading, the hand is now on his face, forcing him to look at it...

And he freezes at the sight he is met with. Resolution faltering.

Because Rosa is there. Rosa. She's alive. 

And she's touching him.

Even if he is covered in electricity, even if it clearly hurts her. She's touching him, determination burning in her gaze.

Like a whiplash, the electricity crackling all over his body disappears completely.

"I'm alright now. You don't have to do this, you are not a killer. Please, put him down." She requests, her voice is soft, reassuring, her thumb stroking his cheek in that comforting way that only she could make.

It makes something in his chest burn, vision blurring as all the anger disappears, giving path to a much overwhelming feeling.

He drops the monster which crashes on the ground unconscious.

Rosa's alive.

His mother is alive. He didn't lose her.

And the sudden realization of it, the relief, it's enough to make him completely forget where he is and how he looks like. He feels like he is 12 again, completely alone, afraid and angry with the world, just to find that her arms were the safest place there could ever be.

Because she would always be there, to make everything better. And she was still here. Alive.

Thus, he threw his arms around her shoulders, unable to hold back the overwhelming urge to want to make sure she was solid, that she was alive, here, with him, that he wasn't alone again because he couldn't protect the people that mattered to him the most.

He buried his face into the crook of her neck, still feeling agitated over the fact that he had almost lost her. Had almost lost the family he had finally found after many years of solitude and betrayal.

Rosa brings her hand up to the back of his head.

"I'm alright." She assures, her voice soft as she pats his head in a comforting manner.

His throat burns, tears escaping him, he's shaking, he's aware.

But he's also become aware of where he was and just who he was suppose to be right now. He is not a 15 year old right now, but a grown man, a superhero, someone who seriously shouldn't be hugging like this a civilian if he didn't want to call attention to it.

Not that that mattered. It was too late now. He knew that there was no excuse for this. But he doesn't care, right now. He wants to make sure his mother is alright and that no one will be able to recognize her. 

Thus. 

Without pulling back, he uses his magic to materialize a similar cape to his own with hood and all around her shoulders, bringing the hood up as he pulls back from her to cover her face, but for good measure, he uses his magic to materialize a mask across her face, red with golden trims.

He also throws a thundering glare towards where he heard the snap of a picture being taken, right now, he is in no mood to take people's shit, much less if it puts his family's safety at risk.

The man who took the picture flinched and steps back, camera dropping. And Billy has no shame in making the camera explode the second it touches the ground, giving the rest of the gathering crowd a glare, because as stated before.

He was in no mood to take people's shit right now nor bother putting on a fake smile.

He threw the League a look, less intense, but warning them off against following him or making future questions, this before proceeding to pick his mother up and taking off with her.

He might be a hero, but even heroes had their limits.

To him, it was his family.

And he didn't care if he came off as frightening or rude if it meant protecting them, Captain Marvel had dozens of enemies, and he would be damned if his family were to get hurt because of him.

Chapter 42: A God's Wrath Part 2

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Thavma didn't switch back with Billy, even when the fight was done, even when all the parademons were either dead or had been gotten rid of by Cyborg.

He didn't switch back.

Not when the League was giving him those looks.

And he knew the reason, could be dozens, to the fact that he had killed Darkseid, the how he killed him, what he said, even the fact that his suit had switched colors completely. Instead of red with gold trims, braces and boots.

Black was what it had become, black with red trims, braces and boots. But unlike with Black Adam, the lightning bolt in his chest was still as bright, because unlike Black Adam, Thavma didn't took joy on taking a life nor was he thinking about tearing apart anyone within reach that wasn't from Khandaq.

Thavma was still the Champion Of Magic, he hadn't killed for pleasure nor had he hurt innocents, he hadn't abused the power of the Gods, Billy's heart was still as pure as it was yesterday, untouched by the Sins of Humanity.

He had done what it had to be done. The Champion Of Magic was meant to be a protector, make sure the balance was not altered. Darkseid had to be removed for he threatened to mess with that balance. 

Billy was still a child, much too young to have to carry the whole weight of the Champion's responsibilities, Shazam had said so himself, that the boy was still way too young, but Black Adam's arrival had called for the Champion.

And so Thavma had decided that for as long as he could, as long as Billy was still a child, he would be the one to deal with the ugly side of the Champion Of Magic's duties.

Like restoring nexus events that required the death of someone, or killing those who couldn't be contained nor reasoned with.

Thavma would do it, it wasn't the first time he's dealt with those issues, in fact, he was the one who dealt with the dark side of it all most of the time, the price to pay for choosing a human with a pure heart to be the Champion Of Magic meant dealing with a human who would not kill.

Teth Adam had had no trouble killing. That should have been the first sign that something wasn't right with that Champion. 

Point was.

Thavma has taken more lives than he was willing to admit, all of them a necessary evil, none of them something he was proud of either way.

But not even once had he ever been confronted for it, some of his Champions had confronted him, displeased with his actions, for staining their hands with the blood of innocents, but never had he ever had to deal with this. The Justice League, while not people he's ever interacted with directly, he could tell that their hearts were in the right place.

All of them willing to give their lives for those who couldn't protect themselves, even when the world stood against them, never had they ever given their back to it. He respected them, and he understood why Billy held them all on such high regard.

But having them staring at him as if he was in the wrong, was not pleasant, unlike Billy, he was not awkward, he didn't try to make himself small, uncomfortable by a body much too big.

He sat proud and with his chin held high, arms crossed over his chest, refusing to cower under their stares, he was older than all of them, had watched friends and family die, fought more battles than any of them could ever imagine, some won, some lost.

Point was.

He wasn't afraid nor remorseful.

That wasn't his job, his job was to keep the balance, no matter the price balance was a must.

Even if that meant changing a choice for bad or for good, take a life, it had to be corrected, if not, millions could pay the price. 

And in the long run? The whole multiverse.

 

~

 

Darkseid was dead.

Captain Marvel had killed him, and while the League didn't condone that, some of them understood that it had to be done, the man had threatened Earth twice, almost succeeded on his last invasion attempt.

But what had the League on such high alert wasn't that he was killed, it was the how and by whom.

Captain Marvel was a pacifist, all smiles and games, never hesitating to attempt and talk things out, even when he fought, it didn't took a genius to notice he had the habit to hold back.

It was all that what made his actions from back there all the more alarming. He had killed Darkseid in the most gruesome way possible, the show of power he had displayed had been overwhelming. The League knew he was powerful, he was one of their heaviest hitters for a reason, the man to call when Superman had to be subdued. 

But none of them had ever seen that kind of power. And that excluding completely how he looked right now. His suit had gone from bright red to pitch black, the golden braces, trims and boots were now red.

And his usually blue eyes were an ominous gold.

The trip back to the Watchtower had been tense, he had been dead quiet, and he looked taller than usual, something about his whole demeanor seemed to demand authority.

And there was also the issue with what Superman had said he had heard from him right after completely becoming a whole different person.

'You will not hurt this one.'

At this point, the League had an inkling feeling that this person, while it might look like him, was not Marvel. Which made the League even more anxious.

"Who are you?" Batman, of course, would never let himself be intimidated, he never backed down from a challenge, and whoever this was, he was dangerous. He practically oozed danger.

Not-Captain Marvel met his gaze, seemed to contemplate something before seeming to come to a conclusion.

"Previous Champions called me Thavma. But I believe that's not the true answer you seek, right? You wish to know what I am." 

At Batman's glare Thavma couldn't help but bite back a smirk. Of all League members, he liked Batman the most, for a human with no powers, he had one of the sharpest minds he had ever come across.

"I am Living Lightning, I reside within the Champion Of Magic, usually, as an observer, and a teacher seeing that the Wizard never bothers to enlighten them on what their duties or skills are. Generally, my job is to do what the Champion must do but won't do."

"Like killing people?" Superman asked, judgement and mistrust clear on his face. Thavma scowled.

"The Champion Of Magic is meant to be a protector, not a killer."

"Tell that to Darkseid." Aquaman's words got Thavma biting back the urge to snap.

"Darkseid threatened the balance, he had to go."

"You do realize how that sounds like something a villain would add on his monologue, right?" Flash's words got him a piercing glare, eyes flashing.

"You can't begin to understand an inch of what his job entails. He wasn't bestowed the power of six Gods and given unfathomable magic just so he could fight robots and aliens on a weekly basis. He was chosen to guard the Rock Of Eternity, the balance of reality itself. You might not understand this, but sometimes, saving or sparing a life can condemn a whole universe."

It had happened before, and each one of those failures, Thavma carried them like shackles that dragged behind him, the guilt at times was almost all consuming, because billions had died because he hadn't done what had to be done when it should have been done.

He had let his emotions talk, and he had condemned entire universes because of it.

"How so?" Wonder Woman's question got his attention, of all the League, she was the one who looked the less judgemental alongside Aquaman. "You said that saving a life or sparing one can lead to a whole universe's condemn. How can that be possible?"

She was curious, he could tell. She's always been curious about Captain Marvel's duties. The one who didn't give Billy dubious looks whenever he told them tales about his fights with monsters and demons.

Thus. He answered.

"It's not just sparing or saving a life, sometimes, even going left instead of right can be enough to unleash an anomaly. These anomalies are called nexus events, an absolute point that must happen. Break them, and their whole universe will collapse. Break enough of them, and reality as you know it, will collapse."

He made a point at keeping his voice as serious as possible, to make them understand what the Champion Of Magic had to do. That it was more than just a life at stake here. For them to truly see the bigger picture of what Captain Marvel was truly meant to do besides being just a hero.

In the schemes of it all, at the end, no matter how vile the choice was, it was a small price to pay to save millions.

"Darkseid's death was necessary, billions of lives could have been put at risk if he took over the Earth, and trust me when I tell you that fixing a nexus event is not easy, it's a race against time, take too long, and there's no going back."

"What about those who haven't done harm to anyone? Do they also have to die? Can't something be done? There has to be another way-"

"There is no other way!" Thavma cut off Superman, voice raising and lights flickering, his fist hitting the table with enough force to crack it, electricity crackling. "What part of no time can you not understand? Do you think I take joy in killing people? I don't. But it has to be done, three universes have collapsed before because I tried to do it another way, I don't care if you or the Champions themselves have a problem with it. That's my job, I do what no one else will do if it means saving billions."

He refused to let the League judge him for things beyond their comprehension, he didn't need them trying to tell him how to do his job, he didn't need anyone to tell him how to do this job. He had enough guilt as it was, he didn't need people rubbing on his face how messed up what he did was. They knew nothing of what he had to see and do.

What he had done to save billions. 

But as stated before, it was something he was willing to bear with if it meant his Champions didn't have to go through it. Specially Billy.

Had Billy seen what Thavma had done with that universe where the boy was his exact same age, a hero. He would be devastated. Even Thavma could still hear the boy's cries, hear the pleas and the apologies. To know that that child would forever blame himself for that man's death...

It made him sick. 

So no, he didn't need the League reminding him how fucked up this job was. He already felt like a villain enough.

Meanwhile, the League stared at the man who wore Captain Marvel's face, his expression was thunderous, making him look more intimidating than Captain Marvel has ever looked.

But even then, even despite his words, his gaze was nothing but that of an exhausted man who was condemned to bear a weight that would never grow old, a weight he was willingly carrying if that meant saving lives.

None of them could imagine how devastating it had to feel to watch three universes collapse entirely. How horrible and impotent it must have felt to know nothing could be done to stop it.

Had Captain Marvel ever had to deal with that? Had he ever had to kill people because there was no other way?

"Has he ever...?"

"No. But it's not unusual for a Champion to refuse to take a life, even if it means saving billions, some have done so, understood what was at stake. But some others just couldn't bear to take a life, so I did it for them, like I do for this one. But that's alright too, if the Champion were to kill without remorse or hesitation... they wouldn't be deserving of these powers...."

Like Black Adam.

"What did you meant by 'you will not harm this one'?" Superman's sudden question got Thavma narrowing his eyes, of course Superman had heard him, why did it not surprise him? 

He considered not answering, but still...

"There's been over a hundred Champions Of Magic throughout history, women, men, soldiers, royalty, slaves, doctors, knights, you name it, to the Gods, who they are and where do they come from is irrelevant as long as they are pure of heart. I remember each and every single one of them."

The League didn't comment on that, having the feeling that if they did, he wouldn't speak anymore, it was odd, that they had always wanted to know about Marvel, and that they were now being given answers by someone completely different, but also someone who knew everything.

"Darkseid's interest on Earth has existed long before any of you were even born. He came to Earth centuries ago, to what? I do not know, he killed dozens... the Champion from that time included."

Kidagash had been a kind hearted woman, had wanted nothing more but to protect her people, she believed that there was good in everyone, that with the right guidance, everyone could change. She had also been stubborn, a force to reckon.

At times, Billy reminded him of her, the fact that she had been his youngest host until Billy didn't help at all. She had been 17 years old.

He could still remember her screams, not because of the fact that she had been torn in half, but because of how her village had been burning, had screamed and tried to fight until her last breath.

Hearing Billy's cry of pain had brought back those memories. And so he might have killed Darkseid in a slightly unnecessary gruesome way.

"I swore that if he returned, I would kill him, initially, I wanted to let this one fight, it's not my place to interfere when I'm not needed, he can handle himself just fine. But I guess I got carried away... I don't regret it, I will never let him be killed."

Never again will he let another of his Champions be killed. He won't allow himself to be so weak.

Meanwhile, the League had no idea how to answer to that, Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, Superman on red kryptonite has fought him, he had hit by laser beams and thrown into buildings, nothing has ever left a single scratch.

The idea that Darkseid might have managed to kill him... it made them nauseous. Someone in the past with his same powers had been killed by Darkseid. It put a lot of things on perspective, like the fact that Captain Marvel could die.

Before, there had been that little thought that he couldn't die, I mean, he couldn't be harmed, so how would he be killed? Knowing that he could be killed...

It made them uneasy.

"The Champion is growing restless. You have the answers you wanted, so I believe it's time for me to leave." Thavma stated, he could hear Billy's protests, could feel him scratching at the back of his mind, annoyed that he had taken over without warning and was refusing to even tell him the why.

"Thavma, if you are bullying my friends again..."

He grinned at the kid's warning, it seemed like he still remembered when Thavma locked Freddy in a box and wrapped it in tape to keep him in, or when he locked the door from one of the Room of Doors with Eugene inside, in fairyland where fairies could seriously get extremely excited over visits from magic people and wouldn't stop offering food, tokens, singing and just about anything.

The kid had come back covered in pixie dust, glitter and colorful powder.

In all fairness it had been a long time since he had a Champion Of Magic who had shared his magic with his siblings. And the first time said Champions were such young kids. It was hilarious to mess with them.

Kidagash would had slapped on magic repellant talisman without hesitation if he tried to mess with her friends, said talismans didn't hurt him considering his magic was too potent to be fazed with that. But it did felt like having his hair pulled.

Billy was yet to openly explore his predecessors' memories, so he didn't knew about the talismans. And Thavma was gonna enjoy it for as long as it lasted.

Thus.

As he switched with Billy, he made one little parting gift.


~


Billy had been worried over what Thavma might be doing to the Justice League, he had lifted a wall to separate their minds, he couldn't hear or see anything.

Wall Thavma only lifted when he was doing something he didn't want Billy to see.

And still, when he was finally allowed to take back the wheel, he was completely caught off guard by the sight he got.

The Justice League was at the meeting room, pure chaos, as all their costumes had been switched.

Green Lantern as Superman.

Flash as Aquaman.

Aquaman as Hawkwoman.

Hawkwoman as Green Lantern.

Martian Manhunter as Flash.

Wonder Woman as Batman.

Superman as Martian Manhunter.

And Batman as Wonder Woman. Thavma didn't even switch that one, he straight up changed it completely back to Wonder Woman's first costume, so instead of the skirt she had switched to a few years ago, it was the even shorter one with stars.

Billy couldn't help it.

He burst out laughing.

Chapter 43: The Gods' Necromancer

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Dead.

Thavma.

Is dead.

Gone. 
 
All because the League had been too stupid and agitated to listen, how did it even come to this? How was this happening? It couldn't be happening. It couldn't be.

But the deafening silence in his head told him so, the gaping hole in his chest, it felt like something was hemorrhaging inside, his magic was wailing, and a weight like none other had clipped shut around his magic.

There were no voices, no warmth beneath his skin.

And for the first time in a long time, Billy felt cold, alone, like something inside him had gone completely empty.

Thavma was gone.

And he's been left standing in the middle of the aftermath of one of the most unnecessarily long fights ever. Alone.

Even now, he can smell the eternium in the air, acid and thick. From the laser beam Captain Marvel had been decimated by.

How did he survive? He had no idea. But there's no trace of Thavma aside from the golden blood, it's not glowing as the few times it had done in the past whenever Thavma got hurt.

No. It looks like a sick show of a bomb of melted gold having gone off, splashing it all over the place, and leaving Billy soaking in it from head to toe.

But he could feel the warmth of it. Thavma's blood might look like liquid gold, but it felt exactly like regular blood if not a bit hotter due the fact that he was literal Living Lightning. 

Or he had been.

Because he's gone now. Thavma is gone.

And he can do nothing but stand there, unable to move or even think past the fact that Thavma is gone. Gone. And the League is trying to talk to him, but he can't hear anything, can't feel anything. Thavma is gone. Gone. Gone. And he's never felt so incredibly alone as he was doing right now.

Because the Gods' voices are gone, Thavma is gone. And he feels like he might go insane with the quiet and absence of warmth.

Then anger floods in, like a switch being snapped, and he sees red, someone reaches out for him and in his rage he lashes out. He didn't want anyone touching him. He didn't want any of them acting like they worried about him, this was all their fucking fault! 

Thus, he shoots lightning right through his fingers, sending Superman crashing into a building, but he doesn't care, this is his fault! He was the one who told Thavma to take care of the laser beam! He was the one who did this!

"Do not touch me!" He snaps coldly, electricity crackling all over his body as thunder rumbled above, fire courses through his veins, spreading across his chest like a sea of all consuming lava, angry tears sliding down his cheeks.

Because Thavma is gone. His friend, his mentor, his guardian, he's gone and it was all their fault!

"This is all your fault! You killed him! You call yourselves heroes, but how could you let everything get so out of hand?!" He shouted, his anger growing and growing until all he could feel was fire, a bomb threatening to go off deep within his chest as he glared at the League with righteous fury.

"Son-"

"He told told you that something was off!" Billy cut off Superman, lightning struck right behind the kryptonian, he didn't care, he was burning like never before, a fury that was eating him from the inside out. Because Thavma was gone! And it was all their fault! "He told you to wait! Why the hell didn't you listen?! Thavma's dead because of you! You killed him! You!"

Billy pounced at Superman on that last note, red flashing in his vision as he slammed onto the man with a rage that threatened to kill him, but of course, without the Gods' favors, he was just a regular kid, with nothing but magic on his side. No strength, no speed, no stamina. Nothing. Because they were gone.

He didn't felt the pain as his fist connected with the brickwall that was the kryptonian, didn't care even if he had. Because Thavma was gone, the Gods were gone, and with them so was his connection to the Rock, he would never see Shazam again, nor Mary and Freddy from the alternate universe where they were the Champions Of Magic and had lost their Billy. He would never hear Mercury's and Heracles' arguments again nor Solomon's never-ending motivational speeches. Not even Atlas or Achilles' cryptic sense of humor. Or Zeus' stupid jokes. Or Thavma's need to mother hen him. They were all gone.

He lost the only family he had ever had.

He was alone.

And so he punched and kicked, and when someone grabbed him, even if it was a hug, he bit down on their shoulder, angry tears streaming down his face as he sobbed harshly, the electricity never stopped crackling all over his body, but the person didn't even twitch under it.

It made him cry harder, bite harder and struggle harder, they should all suffer, should feel the same all consuming pain he was feeling right now. He wanted to hurt them like they hurt him. He wanted-

"Billy."

Zeus' sudden voice froze him, like a short circuit, the lightning around him glitched, sizzled and hissed out of existence.

What..?

"Billy, child, you must calm down. We are sorry it took so long to reconnect back with you, but we never expected this to happen like it did." Zeus was talking to him.

Zeus was talking to him. Zeus was talking to him.

"Billy, Thavma can be brought back." Solomon's sudden voice and words felt like a whiplash in which he completely forgot what he was even doing, all fight disappearing completely from his body.

"What?" He asked, unsure if he had heard right.

"We made a contingency plan, after the eternium came into existence. We knew that it was a matter of time before someone managed to use it to kill the Champion. And as you know, his death would mean the devastation of the world as we know it."

Right. Shazam had said that once, and Billy should have seriously noticed how none of that had been happening, meant Thavma wasn't completely dead.

"How do I bring him back?" He asked, releasing the shoulder he had been biting, huh, he hadn't even broke skin. 

"We need several materials for the spell. And I think the Justice League is just what we need to acquire them, so please, try to calm down, I know you are mad, but we need their help." Solomon said, Billy scoffed, but he still nodded as new resolution invaded him.

"I'm fine now. Let go of me." He requested, still unsure on who was holding him. He didn't like being touched by people he didn't knew, even less by adults he didn't know, even if said adults were heroes. But these heroes got Thavma killed. He didn't like them right now.

The League were Thavma's friends, not his, though Thavma had let him switch their minds so he could interact with the Young Justice whenever he was assigned to watch over them, hadn't gone over well the first time, he kept forgetting he was an adult to them and might have acted like an absolute child on his last day around them.

Had gotten offended because he wasn't invited to their Halloween party and told them he would go trick or treating and that he wouldn't share any of his candy.

Though with time the Young Justice seemed to have grown to like him, he helped them with their homework whenever their missions took too long, and he got to participate in their game nights, were a thousand times better than the League's, there was no alcohol nor uncomfortable questions. Even Thavma enjoyed those game nights way over the ones from the League.

Point was, the Young Justice were his friends, not that they knew that, they just thought it was Marvel. And the Justice League were Thavma's friends. 

Still. Back to the point at hand.

As he stepped back, he was met with Wonder Woman's face, her gaze broken, well, at least it explained how she was able to take his electricity. All of the League looked confused, questions on their faces, but they also looked incredibly devastated. Guilty.

At least the idiots had the dignity to look guilty, good, because none of this would have happened if they had listened to Thavma.

"Who-"

Billy brought his hand up to cut any questions off.

"Name's Billy, I'm Captain Marvel's connection to this world. I have been informed that he can be brought back, he is not 100% dead, but in order to do so I need some things. And you are going to help me." Billy stated firmly, leaving no room for argument.

He would bring Thavma back no matter what.

 

~

 

The League was still struggling to process what had happened these past three hours. First that villain with the weird blue laser beams, attacking all over the place with no real target whatsoever.

Captain Marvel had said so, that something was off, but the villain had been all over the place, killing and causing as much damage as possible, it had been frustrating to not know how to stop him, that regardless of their attacks. It kept going. Nothing had worked.

That's what had led Batman to snap at Marvel at his attempts to speak to him over the comm. Then Superman had asked him to distract the villain.

That's when things went South.

Marvel had taken laser beams from Darkseid himself, had been crushed by giant robots and thrown into buildings, had been plummeted by Superman on red kryptonite. 

And all of those, he had come out unscathed, with no scratch in place. It was something that irritated Batman, to not know his weakness.

So no one expected that blue laser beam to do as it did. It had destroyed him completely. Leaving nothing but that gold... blood. And the child, a child that couldn't be older than 12. Soaked in that golden blood from head to toe and standing where Marvel had been at.

The kid had raged, had attacked Superman without hesitation, and it took them nothing but a moment to realize that whoever the kid was, he was not a regular kid. The lightning and glowing eyes said it all.

Wonder Woman had restrained him, she had no idea who the child was, but she didn't need to to know that based on his words, he had known Marvel. And so she held him, his lightning didn't harm her, neither did his bite. She let him take it out against her. Because the boy had been completely devastated. 

And then, out of nowhere, he had recuperated. And then he went up and said the strangest possible thing.

That he was Marvel's connection to this world. And that he could bring him back.

That's how the League had ended up bringing him back to the Watchtower, he had taken a shower and was now dressed in some spare clothes Batman had borrowed from Robin. They did seem to be similar ages, though this boy was a bit shorter and more scrawny.

He was sitting in Captain Marvel's chair with a notepad and a pen, he was writing on it and seemed to be deep in thought. He had been quiet throughout the whole trip.

But what had the League staring at him was the striking resemblance he had with Captain Marvel, same dark hair, same blue eyes, even the exact same glares. He looked like a little Captain Marvel, with the exception that the kid's arms, hands and neck were covered in lichtenberg scars.

"You said you were Marvel's connection to this world. What does that mean? And what do you mean you can bring him back? How do we do that?" Batman was the one who broke the silence, he wasn't about to sit here and keep quiet when one of their own just got killed and a child he had never seen before in his life claimed to be able to resurrect him.

The boy, Billy, stopped writing, looking up to met Batman's gaze, his eyes were hard, for a moment, he seemed like he wouldn't answer.

And then.

"It means what it sounds like. I am his connection to this world, a vessel, a recipient, an avatar. Call it whatever you like, he cannot walk this plane of existence as he is, it would disrupt the balance of everything as you know it. Solomon says he is not dead, at least not entirely, the Gods and the Wizard made a contingency plan in case someone ever managed to do this."

"They knew someone would explode him?" Green Lantern asked horrified.

"No, but from the moment the eternium was created, none of them was stupid enough to believe someone wouldn't find a way to use it against him. Which reminds me..." Billy turned to look at Batman with a dangerous look. "If you have collected any eternium, destroy it, you might have been lucky this time, Atlas says Eternity latched onto me on the last minute until Thavma's back, but if he dies, truly dies, trust when I tell you that what that will unleash upon the world, won't be pretty nor something anyone can stop for that matter."

The power vacuum would destroy the whole planet and rattle the entire multiverse, many things could go terribly wrong.

Batman held his gaze, Billy didn't so much as look away, he's dealt with enough adults in his life to have grown entirely desentized to the idea of feeling intimidated by them.

Plus.

Batman might be intimidating, but at the end, he was a hero, and incredibly soft with children. Billy had nothing to worry.

"Thavma?" That was what Batman chose to ask instead.

"Stands for Marvel in Greek." Was all Billy's explanation, for someone who had been centuries old and had lived thousands of lives, he had found it sad when he had first learnt that beyond Captain Marvel or Living Lightning, Thavma had had no name.

So Billy gave him one.

Because everyone deserved a name. He wasn't a weapon, a tool nor a thing. He was a person.

So he gave him a person's name.

"How can you bring him back? You said before you needed our help, how so?" Wonder Woman asked, wanting to go back to the main topic, because her brother was gone, and she couldn't bear the thought of it. If this boy could bring him back, she would do anything to make it happen.

"Solomon's told me Thavma resides within my blood, whatever that means, with the right spell, he can be brought back to life through it. But we need certain materials for that to work, specific things that represent each God that's tied to him. All their elements must be included. Three of those items must also have the energies from the big three."

"The big three?"

"Zeus, Poseidon and Hades, acts like a token if you will, so their magic keeps the spell from going wrong, the laws of magic can get extremely volatile if you try to mess with the Gods' magic. This way, the tokens will kind of serve as a sign that Olympus is aware and agrees with the ritual. A blessing that makes sure the necromancer, me in this case, doesn't resurrects a mindless evil. That the magic used stays pure and untainted."

"Alright, so how do we get these things? What do we need exactly?" Superman asks, he might not know much about magic nor be a big fan of it, but if this brought Marvel back, he would do anything he could, because the boy had been right.

He should have seriously listened to Marvel. Should have noticed something was wrong. He should have taken that laser beam, should have let Marvel be the one to attempt the sneak attack instead of being the distraction. It had all clearly been a trap.

Marvel had been the target.

And none of them had even noticed it until it was too late. What kind of friends or team were they, if they couldn't protect their own?

"We need 3 extra magic users, it's a much too big spell to do without help. I need them to help me stabilize it. And I want them to be Dr. Fate, Zatanna and Constantine." Billy told as a statement of fact, those were the only magic people he trusted to go anywhere near such sensitive spell.

The only people who wouldn't try to sabotage the spell or try to steal Thavma's magic.

"We can get Zatanna and Dr. Fate. But are you sure about Constantine?" Hawkwoman questioned, that man wasn't the most trustworthy person.

"Yes, I am sure. They are the only people with magic I will allow anywhere near this spell, they are powerful, and they won't try to sabotage the spell nor try to steal Thavma's magic." Billy's seen them through Marvel's eyes, they respected him, and while they grew nervous around Thavma at times, Billy was 100% sure they wouldn't hesitate to help him if he asked.

"Alright then, I will give them a call." Batman conceded, he wasn't about to argue with the kid, if he thought those three could be trusted with this, then so be it, plus, the idea of someone trying to steal Marvel's power didn't sound comforting at all. 

"Good, now for the ingredients." Billy picked up the notepad where he had written the list of things Solomon said would be needed for this. Materials the League could get and that would meet the requisites.

They got Thavma killed, this was the least they could do.

"For Solomon, we need an ancient book, like, seriously ancient, must have something in it that represents the air and must be of uncommon origin. He said Hawkwoman would be the answer." His words got the woman in question raising an eyebrow.

"Me?"

"Yes. Your civilization is connected to magic, your maze can disturb and repel magic. Your wings represent air. Also, he's seen the Thanagarian books you have got, he wants one with the feathers bookmarks."

"How the hell has he seen that?" Hawkwoman asks, her books were kept in her room, the few she had managed to bring with her from Thanagar, and she was quite sure no one has ever gone into her room aside from that time Diana tried to steal/borrow her maze.

So how the hell did this Solomon knew about that?

"He knows everything, he is Wisdom. He saw them when Thavma walked by your room when you were stepping out. He can see through his eyes, all of them can, they notice things he doesn't. But Solomon is the one who notices everything, and he wants that book. It's the oldest book on Earth, and it fits the requisites needed for an item that represent Solomon."

That was a disturbing piece of knowledge the League had to admit. There were six Gods watching them through Marvel.

"Fine, if that's what you need, you can have it." Hawkwoman conceded, she had many books anyways, and either so, losing a book was something she could live with if it meant Captain Marvel would be back.

The man could be a bit of a headache, but she liked him, he was one of the few people who could keep up with her while sparing, and also one of the few people she could speak with about magic.

"Good. Next one, for Heracles, an uncommon ancient armor that represents water. Aquaman comes from Atlantis, an ancient city which Poseidon's power protect." Billy said, glancing at the atlantean and narrowing his eyes. No one could tell him such ancient city didn't have thousands of ancient armors and God knows what else equally ancient.

But Heracles needed it to be an armor. So an armor had to be.

"Consider it done kid." Aquaman stated, he didn't have an issue with giving an armor up, there were dozens of them, ancient and some of them even of rare materials he was quite sure couldn't be found anywhere else.

Even his own armor came from an ancient king. 

"Great. The third ingredient is for Atlas, it must be a hard and uncommon material, metal that also represent earth. A piece from the fortress of solitude will more than enough, it's from another planet altogether and one of a kind, making it the rarest." Billy left out the fact where the main reason it was the rarest was because said planet no longer existed. Making it an even more valuable metal.

He was mad with the League, but that didn't meant he was about to bring up a whole planet's destruction because of it. That was just flat out cruel and uncalled for. Unnecessary. 

"Alright. I can do that." Superman agreed, he would give anything to bring Marvel back. He needed to apologize, to fix this since it could thankfully be fixed. "What else do we need?"

"Wonder Woman, as Zeus' daughter, you are more than qualified to put on the uncommon energy needed for him." Billy's words made Diana frown.

"How so?" Wonder Woman asked, confused, she had magic, but her magic has never seemed to be the kind of magic that could be actually used aside from those explosions of power she could unleash whenever she hit her arms together. Was that what he meant by the energy? Or was it something else?

"Zeus is a cryptic asshole, he didn't want you to be told this but for you to figure it out on your own, which I find seriously stupid, that's like expecting a bird to learn how to fly without actually bothering teaching them because 'it's in their nature they will figure it out'. Anyways, you can control lightning, surprise!"

Billy wasn't about to lie, saying that out loud felt cathartic, he had waited what felt like an eternity for Wonder Woman to figure it out or for Thavma to tell her, that anyone would notice that electricity always seemed to bend around her. 

But no one had noticed, she hadn't figured it out. And now she knew! Wonder Woman alongside Flash and Green Lantern were his favorites, they were always there for Marvel, and Wonder Woman had tried to call off the fight, too late, but at least she tried.

That was a point in her favor.

Meanwhile, Wonder Woman stared at him, and stared.

What?

"She can do what now?"

"Control lightning, most of Zeus' kids can do it, those who don't, can also do it. They just don't know it yet, because as I said, he likes being cryptic."

Billy's words just made Diana frown even more, she could control lightning? She stared at her hands, she did remember there had been some lightning on her arms when she fought against Ares.

But she had thought that had been an effect from her bracelets after using them to block Ares' magic.

And now it turns out she could control lightning? This was the Lasso of Truth all over again. Feeling like she was rediscovering how things worked.

"Don't worry, I can teach you how to use it, Zeus taught Thavma, and Thavma taught me." Billy told, giving her a thumbs up and a grin, and holy shit the kid had the exact same smile as Captain Marvel. 

Was that because he was Marvel's vessel/recipient/avatar? Was he just an adult version of the kid?

"Anyways, moving on, there's a sword that was blessed by Hades, swords represent courage. This sword will be for Achilles. Hades once told me Constatine has this sword, won it at a poker game with some demons. When you call him, ask him to bring the sword, that it's an order from the Champion Of Magic. He will be given a grimoire written by Thavma as compensation."

While Billy knew Constantine wouldn't protest against giving the sword if it was to resurrect the very being who controlled magic, he also knew how the man thought, and many magic users in general, he wanted to at least pay him back for the loss of an extremely rare item.

Paying him back could be helpful in the long run, and no one could say the Champion Of Magic abused his power over magic users. So what was more valuable than a grimoire written by the very being who's been present around magic since the beginnings of time? Same person that could bend the laws of magic and give it same as take it away?

Thavma has created spells that no one even knew of or would ever dream of creating. Spells made by his very signature, spells only he could cast and anyone who did every single step by the letter from the grimoire he had written them on.

Constantine could never claim the Champion Of Magic underpaid his help.

"The last one is Mercury, this one is trickier, but for what I have seen, I have no doubt you will be able to do it." Billy stated, looking directly at Flash.

"What do I need to do?" Flash asked, if his memory didn't fail him, he was pretty sure Mercury was the God who gave Marvel his speed, so it didn't particularly surprise him this one would fall on him.

"Lightning from the Speedforce. It's the closest thing to match his power, I have seen you use your speed to create lightnings, they come from the Speedforce, right? Do you think you could make a big one?" Billy questioned.

"Yeah, but... don't lightnings eventually fade? How are you gonna use it for a spell?" Flash asked, confused, he didn't knew much magic, but he knew science, and even Speedforce lightning disappeared.

And he couldn't imagine having to throw the lightning in the middle of the spell, he had heard Zatanna say once that those kinds of spells that required so much preparation had to be done very carefully, a single mistake could ruin the whole thing.

And Barry didn't particularly felt like being the one fucking up the possibility to bring Marvel back, even now, he still felt sick over the reminder, that his friend had died. How had they let things get so out of hand? How did they not notice that Captain Marvel was the target?

"I will need to get something from the Rock Of Eternity to trap the lightning in, I have just the thing."

"Is that all?" Batman asked, Billy nodded.

"Yes, that should be everything."

And boy did he hope they didn't take too long collecting what was needed. He was starting to feel the fatigue, he had to give it to Thavma, he never thought Eternity's magic could be this heavy. Felt like a golem was sitting on his chest.

With some hope, Thavma would be back by tomorrow.

Notes:

Thanks to Yazmin97 for the help with this chapter and the idea ⚡⚡⚡⚡

Chapter 44: Lost Home, Lost Hearts, No Way Home Part 3

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It's been over a week since Captain Marvel revealed to the League things that still got them thinking at times.

Years wanting to know more about him, and now that they did, it made them feel depressed.

Because the man was always so happy, always smiling, always willing to help anyone with anything.

To know his background was as it was... he hadn't even known his own name. Someone had just taken him from his world and thrown him into a completely different world where he had no one and had no idea who he was, for what? To get rid of Black Adam?

Whatever the reason, it didn't excuse what had been done to him, and Flash couldn't even hope to jump through the multiverse through the Speedforce because there were billions of other universes, it would take him forever to find the one universe where a Captain Marvel existed.

And that if the man had even gone with the same name, or even the same costume. He had no idea what he was suppose to look for.

It was frustrating.

But Marvel had said he was fine with it, even if it had clearly been a lie. But the last thing the League wanted to do was risk crossing a line or pushing too much.

So, they tried to act normal, go back to how things were...

And it would have worked, if Black Adam hadn't teamed up with Grodd of all possible things.

 

~

 


Billy's known from the moment he first woke up at the Rock Of Eternity, that his luck was trash.

So having Black Adam and Grodd teaming up wasn't surprising. It was very on his 'the universe hates Billy' alley.

What he didn't expect though, was for Black Adam to call him out on the fact that he wasn't from that world, how did the man even found that out? He had no idea, but Black Adam had casted a spell he didn't recognize, which weird, he knew every spell in existence.

The last thing he remembers is light engulfing him with the echoing shout of a voice that sounds a whole lot reminiscent of that of the Wizard's.

And then the world goes black.

 

 

~

 

 

Batman was the first one to wake up.

His last memories being those of Black Adam reciting something in an unknown language right after shouting about Captain Marvel not being from 'this world' and demanding him to go back to his own world.

And then the bright light had hit. God, he seriously hated magic.

He stood up, roaming his gaze around, narrowing his eyes as he realized them to be at the roof of a building. He first checked on everyone, counting heads to make sure no one was missing; Superman, Wonder Woman, Flash, Green Lantern, Hawkwoman, Martian Manhunter, Aquaman, Captain Marvel, all of them unconscious on the ground, but alive and unharmed.

Thus, he took it to walk up to the edge of the roof, the first he noticed, was that this was not Fawcett City. 

It looked like Fawcett City. But something in the very air felt wrong. In fact, the whole city looked wrong, the Fawcett City he had visited was bright, flooding with colors, noises and just something about the whole place that seemed to ooze a strange sense of warmth.

Disturbing for outsiders, not so much for its inhabitants, at least that's what he had gathered from his investigations. Zatanna had once told him it was the magic, Fawcett City had been built on top of one of the biggest leylines on the planet, making it a rich bottomless well of magic.

One of the most magical cities in the world.

To that add the fact that the Champion Of Magic lived in it. It was his presence what made grass and trees look greener, what made flowers bloom before their time, what made clean water and power run through even abandoned buildings. Why there would never pass more than a week without rain.

It was him the reason rain could cure simple diseases or injuries on the homeless and other people in general, the flu, cuts, broken bones, colds, headaches, migraines, poisoning, they would all disappear if the person stood under the rain.

Batman has studied the planet since Captain Marvel's first apparition. Those cities closest to Fawcett City also looked much more alive, greener, healthier.

Point was.

This place looked dead compared to what it should look like. Sick people, abandoned parks, chipped paint from the buildings, even the trees were incredibly dry, and so was the grass. Dead. As if it hadn't rained in a long time.

And there wasn't a single stray animal or animal in general in the city, no birds, no dogs, not even a single butterfly.

But what made realization hit was glancing at a billboard.

2015.

That wasn't right.

"I will send you straight to where you came from!"

Black Adam's words came back to him.

Ah.

He knew what this place was. Captain Marvel's original world.

"2015?" Flash was standing at his side, leaning onto the edge to look down, Batman yanked him back by the scruff.

"We should not let ourselves be seen. We do not know if we exist or not in this world nor if we pose a threat to this world." Batman states, he had been in worlds where the Justice League didn't exist, others were superpowers or heroes didn't exist but in comic books, and others were the League were the villains.

No need to raise attention to themselves.

The rest of the League was awake at this point, standing up and looking around. Except for Marvel who was still sitting on the ground and staring at God knows what with a frown. He reached out into the air, waving his hand around before frowning even more.

"Uh, buddy? You alright?" Green Lantern asked, noticing the odd behavior, he totally didn't flinch when Marvel's glowing eyes fell on him.

"Magic's dying." Was the ominous answer as he went back to waving his hand around, in fact, looked at it better, he seemed to be weaving something. Something only he could apparently see.

But again, Zatanna had once said he could see the fluctuations of magic, whatever that meant.

"Dying?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes.

"More like agonizing, I can't explain it. I can't feel any leylines either, at least not in this city, it's like as if they had completely dried out and the magic's only coming from nature itself at this point, but even then, it's fading quickly. It's... it feels shredded? Like when you rip out something and it's left frayed?" Billy had no idea how to explain it, he has never seen anything like it.

Not even on grounds with dying magic.

The magic here... he could tell from a mile that they weren't in their world anymore, but one where magic was dying, where its source had been cut off from it, or more like torn away. Leaving it all frayed and agonizing.

The power needed to damage the magic of an entire world to this level... it was terrifying.

The planet itself was agonizing.

"What would that mean for this place?" Superman asked, he could feel it, there was an overwhelming sense of wrongness in the air. And he couldn't hear any animals around, not even the wind was blowing. The sky was grey, but there were no clouds.

And even the heartbeats he could hear were few, as if there were less than a thousand people. And the most unnerving fact was that he couldn't hear a single child in the city. But how could that be possible?

It was unsettling.

"I'm not sure. I have never seen something like this... the planet is agonizing, but it will recover, eventually... but the city... It's like the city itself is dying, magic would alter the balance if it were to disappear, but not to this extent."

Something else was killing the city, but what? 

"Billy, find the Rock Of Eternity, you must return back immediately." Solomon's sudden tense voice caught his attention, he tilted his head to the side, frowning.

"You know something about this?" He can't help but ask, at the League's looks he holds his finger up, he always tried to not answer back to any of the Gods' remarks whenever he was around the League. He knew it unsettled people to see him talking "alone".

But right now, he needed to know how come was a whole planet agonizing, an entire city dying, and he hadn't been made aware of that. Hadn't Shazam said it was his job to make sure the balance was kept? How was letting a whole planet die keeping the balance?

"You must go. That's all you need to know, the planet will be perfectly fine." Achilles interjected, he sounds cold, sharp, it made him narrow his eyes, what were they hiding from him now?

"Why?"

"Because you must." Atlas stated, leaving no room for argument, but Billy wasn't so easily persuaded.

"That's not an answer."

"Because you don't belong here! That's all you need to know." Zeus' thunderous voice snaps, anger burning in his voice, it burns so hot Billy feels it rush through his very veins. A deafening thunderclap splitting the sky above before lighting strikes on a nearby roof, Billy doesn't even flinch, unlike the League who clearly startle under the unexpected display.

"You seriously need to work on that temper. You know? Just because you are the God of Lightning it doesn't mean you get to make those tantrums."

"As if I care!" Billy rolled his eyes. And he was suppose to be the child here.

"Billy, all we do, we do it for your safety. You understand this, right?" Hercules' voice made him frown.

Of course he knew it, even if at times he hated being told what to do or having things be kept from him, he trusted the Gods, he knew that they all had his best interest at heart, they had shown many times that they cared about him, not because he was the Champion Of Magic. 

But because of just who he was.

Solomon didn't have to teach him things because he couldn't go to school. Achilles and Hercules didn't have to agree to his childish request of wanting to learn how to use a sword because he thought it would be cool, Mercury didn't have to lend him his speed as Billy Batson just so he could take big leaps at the lake and make giant splashes.

Zeus didn't have any need to let him use his lightning to do something as mundane as charge his phone. Nor Atlas let him use his stamina so he wouldn't get tired whenever he wanted to stay up late.

But all of them did, they were the closest thing to a family he would ever get.

Thus. He sighed.

"Fine, where's the door?"

"At the subway tunnels, this city is very similar to your Fawcett City. But do not fly over there, no one must see you. You cannot teleport either. Because of the state of this city, you cannot make big spells, the magic's insufficient, you must preserve your magic, we cannot risk you losing the transformation." Solomon told him, Billy nodded, finally standing up.

"Well, good news. I can take us back home. But we will have to walk there." He announced to the League, using his magic to materialize some civilian clothes based on what he's seen them wear as civilians in the past. "You should wear these, we don't want to attract attention to ourselves." He said, holding the pile of clothes out for them to take.

Using his own magic to change his costume for civilian clothes, a trick Solomon had taught him after he was expected to go undercover with Flash and Martian Manhunter. But his costume could not be removed. 

That's when he learnt he could alter his Captain Marvel's costume using magic. He still messed up sometimes, like that time he just changed the upper half, leaving him with a red and yellow shirt and Captain Marvel's lower half of the costume.

At least now he didn't mess it up, red jeans, yellow sneakers and a red long sleeved shirt with yellow cuffs.

"I know you can't really change the color, but you seriously need to work on the style, that's worse than the obnoxiously yellow shirt with the red stripes." Flash said, grabbing some clothes from the pile.  

"That shirt looked just fine." Marvel defended.

"Dude, you need glasses." Green Lantern told, shaking his head before de-transforming, the only one with his civilian clothes at hand.

Marvel snickered.

After the League had changed into civilian clothes and Marvel had put on a glamour on Hawkwoman to hide her wings, they left the roof, courtesy of the ones who could fly taking the ones who couldn't down onto the alley by the building.

The streets looked almost barren, just a few people walking around despite the fact that it seemed to be noon, there weren't even many cars. 

"This place gives me the creeps." Hawkwoman mutters as a man who walks past the group gives them a long ominous look that seems to take a bit too long on Marvel.

"You said before that the city is dying, don't you think we should try to do something?" Superman said, Marvel frowned. Yes, why did he not revisit that fact?

"It cannot be saved. Its inhabitants doomed it themselves when they chose to stab on the back the same Gods who served them." Atlas' ominous words made Billy frown. Was that resentment he was hearing from the God?

Still.

"Atlas says it cannot be saved, that its inhabitants doomed it themselves when they chose to stab on the back the same Gods who served them." He relayed.

"What is that suppose to mean?" Aquaman questioned, Marvel shrugged.

"Don't know, they won't tell me."

"You do are aware that this isn't a random world, right?" Batman asked, Grodd and Black Adam hadn't thrown them in here at random, this was Captain Marvel's home world. He was sure of it.

The agonizing magic and dying city raised many questions, had Black Adam not been the motive for Captain Marvel to come into their world? Could there have been possibly another reason? And what did he meant by stabbing Gods on the back? Was the city's dying state because of the Gods? Something was missing here. But what?

Captain Marvel halted, looking at him with a confused expression. So did the others. Had they seriously not paid attention to anything Black Adam had said? 

"This is your home world. Your city." Batman stated, Marvel stared at him, Batman stared back. "Are you sure you are fine by just leaving it to die without trying to save it?"

"They deserve no saving!" A deafening thunderclap of lightning split the sky above, several street lamps and windows across the street exploding into a million pieces, sending a few passersbys running with frightened screams.

Billy couldn't help but flinch this time, bringing his hands up on reflex to cover his ears, the booming voice from Zeus feeling way louder and infuriated than he's ever heard it before.

"Dude what the hell?" Flash whispered, his voice beyond mortified as the League stared at the glass scattered all over the sidewalk and street. 

"That wasn't me. It was-"

"Zeus." Wonder Woman finished for him, giving Marvel a narrowed look, she would recognize her father's anger anywhere. Her father was a man hard to anger, even more so to the point of having him showing that rage in the form of thunder.

But this made it two already. Two displays of raw anger, in less than an hour. Why? Last she saw him threatening to split the skies apart with his rage had been three years ago, while in Fawcett City that abnormal thunderstorm had been raging, in the middle of the Atlantic, an even worse thunderstorm had been raging.

He had been beyond furious. Talking about ungrateful scoundrels, traitors and how their actions should be paid with slow suffering, for them to see their deaths coming and know that there was nothing to be done about it.

At the time, Diana had thought he had been spilling things in the heat of the moment, everyone said things they didn't meant when angry. Her father was a good man, in his own way, he had reformed.

But this... He had shown his anger when Marvel had asked about something. And then now after Batman's words... Did he have something to do with this world's lack of magic and the city's agonizing state?

"Captain, what are the Gods saying about this city's state?" She asks, her answer is an uncomfortable look as he tries to look anywhere but at them.

"... They... don't really care, they keep insisting that I must leave immediately, and Zeus... He has some strong opinions about this place."

"You don't say." Hal mutters, glancing at the mess of broken windows and lampposts across the street.

"We cannot just leave this people to die. There must be something to be done about it." Superman said, he couldn't just abandon a whole city to die, it wasn't right. He couldn't on a good conscience leave.

He just couldn't. 

Another booming thunderclap was heard above, this time, lightning struck dangerously close to Superman who reflexively jerked back. Marvel groaned, clutching his head.

"Dude, will you stop with the shouting already?! And stop calling down lightning, you are gonna hurt someone." Marvel snapped.

"What did he say?" Batman questioned, he hated that he couldn't understand what was happening.

Marvel didn't answer.

"Captain?" Superman asked, feeling like his heart was starting to slow back down. Lightning from Marvel was never pleasant. His lightning was magic, meant it could harm him. His lightning which came from Zeus. He didn't want to know how it would feel like to be struck directly by Zeus' lightning.

"You don't want to know." Was Marvel's answer, he looked like even he was having trouble swallowing whatever was it that Zeus might have said. "But they say that the planet will be fine once it settles into its new non-magical state, and that while the city is dying, those who are innocent are free to go."

"Free to go? As in these people are trapped here?" Flash asks, horror written on his face. Marvel doesn't answer, he seems just as confused about his own words.

"There are 878 people as of now in this city, 878 of which 50 are children. Nothing excuses taking the life of children." Martian Manhunter said, he had been quiet since their arrival, studying the city's minds, but many minds he couldn't read, and some others were as if he were trying to look past broken glass.

And he couldn't read any minds outside the city. It was as if there was a giant dome on the city, keeping everything else out.

"They won't die even if the city dies, they will just be forced to move away, the ones who can't leave are the ones who participated in anyway in stabbing the Gods." Marvel said, he seemed to be relaying whatever was it that he was hearing, growing increasingly confused if not a bit judgemental by the minute 

As if he couldn't believe what he was hearing.

"Dude, that is so messed up. What did these people even do?" Green Lantern asked, because what the hell would lead six Gods to grow incredibly resentful of a whole city to the point of trapping the culprits inside while also killing the city?

"Don't know, they won't say, they just keep insisting that we really need to leave."

"Then we should leave." Diana states to the collective surprise.

"I'm sorry, what?"

"No one can change a God's mind, even less Zeus', not even me. If he's doing this, there must be a reason, I know that no one who isn't the cause of his anger will be hurt. I'm not agreeing to what he is doing, but sometimes, it's best to not interfere with the Gods' doings, not if it's of this magnitude, Gods haven't interfered with humans' affairs in centuries, if they are doing this, it means something awful must have been done, something we are better off not interfering with." Wonder Woman states, she wasn't sure of the cause, but if six Gods were targeting the whole place, it couldn't be good.

What had these people done to gain the wrath of six Gods? She could tell, that her father has kept rain from coming this place for years now, she knew it in the complete lack of the tendrils of magic left in the aftermath of every rain.

Meanwhile, the rest of the League frowned at her words, on one side, it didn't felt right to just turn their backs to these people, no one deserved to die. 

But on the other hand, none of them knew a single thing about this world, they didn't knew what had happened, magic was dying, the planet was agonizing because of it, and the whole city was apparently cursed.

And for a world that was meant to be Captain Marvel's home world, the few people who had passed them on the streets hadn't reacted to him at all. Yeah, he wasn't wearing a costume, but the colors in his clothes and his face should be a dead give way.

He didn't use a mask.

Point was, none of them knew anything. Should they leave? Or should they try and help? But fighting against six Gods didn't seem reasonable.

Even less if said Gods were the ones who gave Marvel his powers, same man not even Superman could take down. 

"Can we at least walk around before leaving?" Flash asks, he didn't want to leave without at least attempting to make reason of this place, of why had a whole city been cursed. Marvel said innocents were free to go, that those who didn't participate in stabbing the Gods on the back wouldn't suffer harm.

But what did that meant? Were it actual innocents or were people's innocence based on the Gods' own speculations? He needed to know at least who was he giving his back to.

And he knew he wasn't the only one.

"Alright." Marvel conceded, Billy pointedly ignored the Gods' protests against it, tuning them out. What could he say? He was curious to know about this place, what was making the Gods do this.

Maybe he shouldn't be so calm with the idea of people being hurt, but sadly, as the Champion Of Magic, his job had very ugly sides to it, sides he hoped the League never learnt of.

Point was, if the Gods themselves claimed people here didn't deserve saving... something huge must have happened. But what?

He wanted to know what were the Gods hiding, why would they curse a whole city and never tell him a planet's whole magic had been agonizing.

Chapter 45: Darkest Secrets Part 3

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A week.

That's how long it's been since the League saw or heard of Marvel.

In hindsight, it should have been expected after having made him speak about those kind of memories, they had been so curious over knowing about those versions of them he had met, that they hadn't stopped to think about the harm they were doing by asking about what were clearly very sensitive memories.

All of them were more than familiar with what this job brought with it, watching so much death and destruction... it wasn't just something they could sweep under the rug.

 Post-traumatic stress disorder was a real thing among heroes, no one was exempt from it. No matter how good some of them might be at dealing with it or hiding it.

But the hypocrite thing was, that somehow, they had never quite realized nor believed that Captain Marvel could suffer from it.

The man was cheerful, he was all smiles, had been so from the moment he joined them.

But taken into perspective with that woman, Mary's words alongside his behavior. 

There was no doubt, Captain Marvel did suffer from PTSD. And as life would have it, Superman and Wonder Woman were a big part of it, the whole Justice League for that matter. 

Because while Superman and Wonder Woman were the ones who got the biggest reactions. Throughout the years, the League had noticed his odd behavior towards them, it wasn't consistent, just a fleeting reaction of the moment.

Like avoiding looking at them if someone was injured, or those random moments where he would flat out refuse to so much as look at Aquaman, he refused with tooth and nail being anywhere near the Young Justice or the batkids.

Something that made many of the young heroes very annoyed, others depressed. The few times one of the younger ones had managed to sneak up on the Captain...

Batgirl had once approached him at the cafeteria, those who had been there had seen him refuse to even look at her. Had ended up flat out teleporting out of there even though Batman had made quite clear to magic users to not teleport in or out of the Watchtower. That they needed to know who was in the Watchtower and who wasn't.

Point was, his strange behavior towards them all has been there from the moment he arrived, it got less noticeable with time. But it was still there.

He avoided people, avoided looking at others, and he had the habit to not be able to meet people's eyes at times, he would flinch, slump and walk away.

If looked with their new knowledge in mind... somehow, someway, all of those actions were related to whatever was it that had happened to him in those other worlds. 

It made them wonder... how many lives had he had? How many Justice Leagues had he met? How many of the people he cared about had he watched die?

It made his never-ending smiles and childish behavior all the more impacting. Because how could someone still keep such happiness and positive outlook in life after going through such horrors?

It made him all the more amazing. He seriously was stronger than any of them ever gave him credit for.

And maybe, just maybe, his childish behavior was more a way for him to cope with everything.

And then Mary appeared at the Watchtower. 

 

~

 

Mary had been finally starting to relax, to feel like after so long, she might have a chance at starting anew, with her brother. He was much older than when she last saw him, something that filled her with happiness, because he had managed to grow, was still growing. Alive. 

It did pain her that the rest of her siblings weren't here, Billy had told her they didn't exist here, he had looked everywhere for them, but not even Rosa or Victor seemed to exist.

It broke her heart to know he had been all alone this whole time, growing in the streets for he refused to live at the Rock Of Eternity, until he finally managed to land a job with an understanding man who didn't report him to the CPS. He even had his own apartment. It made her proud, to see him doing so well despite all. And that's he's never lost himself.

He had grown too, she noticed, he didn't let his respect nor admiration for others blind him into letting them mistreat him. Like the Superman in her Earth had done.

Billy had looked up to him, he had been his idol. And because of it, he let himself think that what Superman was doing was right, he had become rash, would argue very easily with their siblings, but at the end, he had seen the error of his ways, and he had gotten killed for speaking up.

But now she had him back, and he had become even more rebellious, stubborn, he stood for what was right, even if he was standing alone. 

She was proud of him. And she would whatever it took to protect him this time around, she was no longer weak, she would never let anyone take him away from her, he would get to grow up this time around. 

And still...

Right now, she has never felt so frustrated. Because it's been over a week. 

A week since Billy hasn't woken up, she even called upon lightning, a huge enough bolt to trigger his transformation.

But not even as Captain Marvel had he woken up.

She had brought him to the Rock Of Eternity, she knew he wouldn't like being there, but she didn't had any other ideas, but no matter the amount of spells she did, she couldn't wake him up or even get into his mind.

It was like he had completely shut off from the world.

She should have known something wasn't right, he had come back from the Watchtower looking upset, hadn't said a word to her even as she asked, all he had done was sit with her on the couch and ask for a hug. She had hugged him all afternoon, but he hadn't said a word on what he might have spoken about with the Justice League.

The Justice League. They were always the problem, they might have been good with him, his friends, a family even, in those universes where they were all Billy had.

But after Darkseid... And then the Amazonian/atlantean war, the regime.

The League had gone from being a group of people who made him feel safe and at home, to people who reminded him of things she wished he could forget.

Because he was a child, it wasn't until Mary became an adult that she realized how small he had been, how small children were in general. It had made her realize how incredibly messed up it all was, for a Wizard to grant a boy powers and throw the weight of existence itself on his shoulders.

She didn't care if he was technically ancient, with more than a thousand past lives, he was her brother. It became her problem the moment he was first born as her brother. And regardless of how ancient he was, he wasn't an adult in a boy's body, his mind genuinely worked on the same page as the age he looked like.

And she hated it. Because he didn't deserve any of the horrors being Captain Marvel had brought him.

Now he was unconscious.

And she couldn't wake him up. Her brother needed her help and she couldn't help him at all.

It got even worse, because there was still an option. One that made her blood boil, because they were the ones who drove him into this state. She just knew it. He had been fine until he went to the Watchtower. 

She curled her fingers into fists, frustrated, it didn't matter her personal feelings, right now, she needed to ask the League for help. There was only one remaining option on how to wake him up.

Thus.

Giving her brother one last look, she teleported to the Watchtower.

 

~

 


"Holy shit-!" Flash almost jumped out of his chair when the woman materialized in the meeting room, a woman with a very familiar mask.

"You are coming with me." She stated, her voice hard and leaving no room for argument.

The League didn't even got to ask or even speak at her words, because all of a sudden, they were no longer at the Watchtower but in a giant cave, several creepy statues of stones wearing stupid clothes, sunglasses, hats and even glitter and stickers.

There was even an old game from an arcade. A giant flat screen, dozens of lamps and Christmas lights, the word 'LAIR' in big multicolored letters, a sealed with glowing sigils door from which a sign hung, a sign in the shape of a heart with glitter words written on it 'Home Closet', a board filled to the brim with articles about... them.

Or well, some were, some others were from them, but they weren't them. Superman would definitely remember having met a seemingly zoombified version of himself who seemed particularly happy in the picture and was half hugging him.

But what caught their attention were the six thrones of stone across the room, a giant lightning bolt painted on the wall above the thrones. A very familiar lightning bolt. One of the thrones had a stuffed unicorn sitting on it.

"What is this place?" Wonder Woman asked as she turned to look at the woman, she could feel the magic tingling in the air, ancient and familiar.

"The Rock Of Eternity, but I didn't call you here just so you could stand there and watch, I don't like you, but I have tried everything and you are all I have left."

"What are you talking about?" Hawkwoman asked as the group watched the woman make her way up to the larger couch, circling it, the League instinctively moved closer, having the feeling there was something on the couch.

Which there was.

Diana's eyes flashed at the sight of Marvel's unconscious body.

"What have you done to him?" She demanded, anger in her voice as she pulled her sword out, pointing it at the other woman.

"Me? You did this!" Mary snapped, swatting the sword away, glaring at the group. "You had to go and pry on things you shouldn't! So now, you are going to help me bring my brother back. And trust me when I tell you, that if he doesn't wake up, I will erase you lot from the face of the Earth." Mary promised, eyes cold, she knew Billy had loved them all too much, reason he even joined them even in this world, even after their other variants did to him.

But she couldn't just let them keep on with their lives, not if they were the reason she lost him once again.

"Wait. Brother?" Flash repeated, surprised.

"Not in this world. But that doesn't matter, from the moment he was first born as my brother, any other world he is reborn in, he will still be so. And I will kill anyone who hurts him." Mary knew, in a way, that she had become the one thing she had fought against once, to take lives... that wasn't right. Part of her knew it.

But growing up in a world where the regime led... where she had to watch her siblings die.

It had hardened her heart towards the world. Filled her with resentment towards heroes... because everything was taken from her by the League. Her childhood, her brother, her family, everything.

"What's happened to him?" Batman ends up asking, his attention falling on Captain Marvel, he didn't seem injured, he almost looked as if he were sleeping.

Just for the little detail where he didn't sleep. He had said so himself, Atlas' stamina didn't allow him to grow tired.

Also. There was a glowing gold co-web spread across his temple.

"... He was overwhelmed. Shazam said that his magic must have reacted to his emotional state, the closest thing to define his current state would be a magical comma, he's now trapped in his own mind. The only way to bring him out, is to look for him inside his head."

That...

It made some of the League feel sick, guilt plummeting on them. Regret. Because she was right. They had kept up asking and asking even though it was clearly upsetting to him. Why hadn't he stopped them if it had been enough to send him into this state? Why did he keep answering? 

It didn't make sense. Why would he let himself be put in such position? He could have said something, they knew better than anyone the horrors of PTSD, they would have understood and would have stopped before it got so far.

"He repels magic, spells won't work, and I can't get the Gods who lend him their powers to speak. So I figured, that if there was someone who could go into his mind without the use of magic and bring him out...." She glanced at Martian Manhunter.

"I cannot enter his mind." J'onzz said, he had tried before, on Batman's request to see if the man was truly trustworthy, but he had been unable to so much as glimpse into his head. It weren't distracting thoughts as Batman's to shield the important thoughts. It wasn't glitched like Constantine's mind either nor static like Jason Blood's. 

He just couldn't read anything. It was as if he didn't exist in the same room as him, absolute silence. He was the one person he could never hear coming.

"You can. Shazam has agreed to put down the wards that hide and protect the Champion's mind from others. You will have free access to his mind, temporarily." Something Mary didn't like at all, even less because she couldn't go in with them. 

She hated it.

"I cannot go into his mind, we are not from the same universes, our magic clash. But I'm warning you, try to look for things you shouldn't just to satisfy your curiosity, and I will break your spine." She didn't bother hiding her glare at Batman.

"We won't. He's our friend, and we did this, so we will fix it." Superman stated solemnly. He felt horrible, to know that they had drove Marvel to this, that he's been like this for over a week.

Mary glared at them, even with a mask on, her eyes alone were enough to drive the message, of how unhappy she was with this whole thing.

And the naked hatred she felt for them. Not even villains had looked at them with that kind of hatred, and this one stung, because she was apparently Marvel's sister. Captain Marvel's sister who hated them to the core for things their variants had done.

It made them wonder... how bad had it been? To gain such hatred...

 

~

 

 

Martian Manhunter had to admit it had felt somewhat wrong to enter Captain Marvel's mind, even if it was to save him, it still felt wrong.

He had brought the others, because sometimes, it took more than one person to wake someone up from these kind of situations let alone find them.

But he never quite expected to come to a mind of absolute darkness. 

"Shouldn't there be something here?" Green Lantern asks, he's been in other people's minds, their line of job had led them to be in the weirdest of situations.

And no one's mind has ever looked like this.

Almost as if to answer his question, a blurred image materializes before them, muddled voices...

Then it clears up.

And the League sucks in a sharp breath.

"Shit. Is that Apokolips world?" Flash asks to no one in particular, taking an instinctual step back.

"With paradooms." Superman notices, feeling sick to the stomach, he has never seen so many paradooms in one place.

But what shocks the League to the core is what happens when the memory finally becomes crystal clear.

There's them, some of their variants. Green Lantern, Flash, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Martian Manhunter. Fighting paradooms. But there's also Mera, Zatanna, Constantine and another two none of them can recognize, but one of them seems to be a cyborg and the other one's clearly Thanagarian.

And there's also Captain Marvel.

But what makes their blood run cold is watching as the paradooms manage to overpower Wonder Woman, one of them tearing off the arm she was holding the sword with without an ounce of mercy, blood spraying everywhere. Her scream sending shivers down their spines.

"Diana!" Captain Marvel's shout makes their hairs stand on end, watching as he tried to go towards her just for several paradooms to slam into him, one of them swinging its claws right across his face, taking one eye with it, all as another paradoom ripped his leg right off.

And in one of the most successive and gruesome twists of all. All of them fell very slowly and right infront of them all.

The Hawkman was intercepted mid-air, paradooms tearing his wings out from his back, his screams agonizing as blood sprayed everywhere.

Aquaman was ripped in half, blood and guts spilling everywhere.

Martian Manhunter was set on fire, the echo of his screams deafening.

Mera's skull was ripped in half as the paradooms dug their claws onto her head, the pain and horror in her eyes raw.

Green Lantern's shield explode into a million pieces of glowing green, paradooms stabbing right through him with their long claws. Right behind him, paradooms intercept Flash, several spear-looking bones piercing him right through his legs and abdomen.

"Shazam! You must go back to Earth. Alert the Teen Titans!" The Cyborg shouts, raising his hand, a giant white portal opening at the action.

A giant white portal from which Captain Marvel barely manages to fly right through.

The memory goes black, leaving the League feeling cold, beyond horrified, unable to comprehend any of what they had just seen.

Because this. This. This is what all of them had been asking about, this. A war in which Captain Marvel had had to watch his teammates die right before him. A fight from which he barely escaped alive. 

God, how had he even managed to speak at all? No wonder he ended up as he was. If they made him relive this horrifying day.

Was this the reason he couldn't stand to watch them covered in blood? Why would he sometimes not meet their eyes? Because it reminded him of this day? How did he even do it? To always smile at them, when there was the high possibility that their faces alone were enough to remind him of that horrifying day?

God.

Another blurred image appeared, making their stomachs turn, nausea heavy, even more so as the first thing that registered were the broken sobs.

And then there it was, one of the worst possible sights the League has ever set their gazes upon.

The Teen Titans' tower was destroyed, on the ground, Blue Beetle was, a giant gaping hole on his chest, a pool of blood right beneath him. Not too far away, Starfire was at, her body ripped in half, guts and blood spilled everywhere. Bumblebee was also there, dead, two crowbars sticking out from her back.

But the one that got Flash's legs growing weak to the point where he dropped on his knees as ice set on his stomach was the sight of who Captain Marvel was holding. 

Kid Flash.

With legs destroyed and blood trailing down his mouth, eyes empty.

"No." It wasn't Flash who said it.

Batman was.

Because Nightwing was there. With a pool of blood underneath him, a gaping hole on his chest and his eyes empty.

The Teen Titans had been killed. And that... it gave a whole new meaning to Captain Marvel's absolute avoidance of them all. He had seen them all dead. Had been asked to find them, all to find them all dismembered and dead.

"Darkseid killed them. He killed them all." Flash said, voice thick with emotion as he found himself unable to stop looking at Kid Flash. He didn't recognize the kid, but he didn't need to to know that that child, in that universe, had also been related to him, the costume said it all.

He could have been his son, his nephew, hell, even his grandkid, and he got killed. The boy couldn't have been older than 13. And he got killed in a war he should have never had to fight in. And Barry could do nothing but mourn a child he didn't even know.

No wonder Marvel avoided Kid Flash, the Teen Titans and Young Justice in general. He had seen them die, not them in particular. But them still.

God... He wanted to throw up.

"They were just children." Wonder Woman found herself saying, looking at the corpses of the very children she's watched grow these past years, she knew those weren't the same ones she had watched grow, at times, even babysit. But it still hurt all the same. 

She glanced at Nightwing, and she couldn't help but rest her hand on Batman's shoulder.

"It's not Richard, none of them are our Teen Titans. Ours are still safe, alive."

"It doesn't change the fact that somewhere, in another universe, they all died because we weren't strong enough to stop Darkseid." Green Lantern said somberly. No one could say anything against that. Because he was right.

The memory went dark, disappearing altogether. Leaving them all feeling numb, suddenly, many things were starting to make sense, why was Marvel the way he was with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans. Maybe, it was much harder to look at them, after having watched them die...

Another blurred image appeared, this time, thunder could be heard. And it cleared just in time for Captain Marvel to be seen flying towards a tower-looking thing, the slash on his face scarred over, the eye the paradooms had scratched was blind now, and his missing leg had been replaced by a leg made entirely of lightning. 

That would have been a fascinating sight if the League hadn't been feeling so depressed. His eyes crackle with electricity before he flies right through the tower.

Right above the tower Black Bat flies, fighting paradooms. Batgirl and Batwoman are on the platform fighting paradooms alongside a much older looking but unmistakable Superboy.

At first, the fight seems to be going fine, until a paradoom shoots down Black Bat who plummets to the ground in a cloud of smoke. An unfamiliar woman of purple/pinkish skin crashes what looks a whole lot like Constantine's House of Mysteries against the tower, seemingly in an attempt to destroy it.

It doesn't work.

A paradoom sends Batwoman off the tower, she plummets to the ground.

Superboy is fighting, but there are too many paradooms, even for him. One grabs him from behind, fingers clasping around his neck.

"No!" Superman's words are useless and so is his attempt at reaching out, for he goes right through the image, and Superboy's neck is snapped. He freezes.

Captain Marvel screams in rage and desperation, but he can't do anything for he is swarmed by paradooms. 

Batgirl is still fighting, until she is grabbed, and Bruce finds his heart dropping as he watched as the girl he had grown to love as his own was torn apart, her screams are loud, haunting, as the paradooms ate her alive. 

And for a moment, it gets too much, first Nightwing, then Black Bat, and Batwoman, and now Batgirl? It was too much. He feels like he is standing infront of Jason's lifeless body once again, knowing that he wasn't there to protect him. Where had the Batman in that world been at? Why would he send them all to what was clearly a suicidal mission?

The purple/pink woman's pained scream echoes as a laser beam from one of the paradooms decimated her.

And Captain Marvel was still fighting, he looked exhausted and like he was barely hanging on, throwing punches and kicks all over the place with no coordination whatsoever but just the plain urge to stay alive, but the paradooms end up swarming him, overpowering him.

"No."

Diana's horrified gasp is all that is heard as the group watches horrified as the sea of paradooms swarm Marvel.

And then.

"Shazam!"

That last scream is filled with nothing but raw desperation and fear.

A lightning bolt strikes down onto the sea of paradooms, exploding it all. And the memory goes black.

Chapter 46: Darkest Secrets Part 4

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"We fucked up. Didn't we?" Flash asks to no one in particular, he was sitting cross legged on the ground, staring at the infinite darkness that was Captain Marvel's mind.

Captain Marvel who watched his friends get killed infront of him. Was forced to leave them behind. See the same children he had been meant to back up dead. Watch even more of his friends die while he was unable to help them. And then got eaten alive.

And the League had insisted on knowing about that. Had forced him to remember these nauseating memories. How the hell was the man still sane? Fuck, Flash felt sick, like he might throw up.

Because he knew better than anyone, the horrors of watching completely fucked up things that only he would ever remember, to have to act as if nothing were wrong. But this... God... this was beyond insane, a world where Darkseid won, where practically every hero had died.

And Marvel had to live with those memories, regardless of the amount of times he was reborn, he would always have those memories. It was fucked up.

"We did not know it was this bad." Hawkwoman defended lamely, but even if she said that, she knew, that they might have crossed a line. They should have stopped asking the moment he stopped looking at them in the eye.

She had seen many deaths in her lifetime, many wars and destruction, but nothing as bizarre and bloody as this.

"It doesn't change the fact that we brought it up. And that now he is somewhere in here. Hiding. Because of us." Superman stated as a matter of fact, still staring at the never-ending darkness, he felt sick. To watch his teammates die such gruesome deaths... Young Justice and the Teen Titans. Jon.

It made him feel like he might throw up, his son had been killed in another universe. Where had the Superman in that world been at? Where had he been that he had let Captain Marvel, Batgirl, Jon, Batwoman, Black Bat and that other heroine go into a suicidal mission? But Captain Marvel had said so himself.

All of them had been aware it was a suicidal mission, but they had still done it. And Clark felt like breaking something, screaming, because that should have never been an option. Sacrificing people to gain time? He understood it had been a war, and that in a war, there were casualties.

But they were not just people, they had been family, friends. Hypocritical or not, he would never knowingly send his family or friends on a suicidal mission. So why had that Superman agreed to it? Where had he been while all that happened?

Captain Marvel said the Flash from that universe restarted the timeline, but it didn't change the fact that all of that had happened.

"We must move on. He is not in those memories, I feel him in this direction, but still not enough to get a hang of him." J'onzz said, trying to not think too much about anything, but he would be lying if he were to say watching those memories hadn't sparked respect in him towards the Captain.

For him to be able to smile and stay positive despite having lived through such of horrors, of watching those he cared about die right infront of him... to be unable to do anything about it.

It hit close to home that one. He understood the guilt, the anger, the frustration... And he wondered how the Captain dealt with it, because it was clear he still suffered from it. But he was always so collected.

Still.

He pulled through the sea of darkness, reaching out for the memories he could feel, once used to it, it was easy to realize that while his mind was dark, the memories were there, he just had to know what to look for, still felt like feeling around in the dark.

An image began materializing, blurred, as it clears, it's to show Flash, or well, he looks like Flash, but his costume seems more futuristic, armor type kind of futuristic. Barry has to admit he likes the design.

And there, standing with him, is Captain Marvel, though his costume is different, it was still red, but it had more black accents to it, his torso was red with a larger lightning bolt down the center. The sides of his costume are black, and he wore a black hooded cape. He had a modified gold belt and gauntlets too. Looked more like an armor than anything.

"That is one freaking cool costume." Green Lantern conceded.

"Isn't that Atlantis?" Hawkwoman wonders out loud, she isn't quite sure of the reason, but something about that Flash and Captain Marvel give her the creeps, their faces are innocent but their eyes are not.

It's not a look she's ever seen on Barry or Marvel before.

"It's." Aquaman states, smiling proudly at the sight of Atlantis, even if it looked somewhat different than his own, it still comforted him to know there was another Atlantis out there, still very much safe.

Then a man enters the throne room where Marvel and Flash are at. His hair is shorter, and blond, but his armor is unmistakable. Aquaman.

"Flash! Shazam! Welcome!" Alternate Aquaman greets with a smile, prompting the other two to give him a bow, and while Captain Marvel and Flash had the habit to joke with Aquaman giving him playful bows whenever they went to Atlantis, some thing about this one felt less playful and more respectful. 

"I thought Shazam was the name of the Wizard who gave him his powers, and the word he speaks to call that big ass lightning." Green Lantern wonders out loud, second time of having heard someone refer to Marvel as 'Shazam'. 

"Maybe he chose it as his name to honor the Wizard." Diana states, watching with narrowed eyes the memory playing out before her, she wasn't sure why, but something gave her a bad feeling here.

"Your Highness. It's an honor to meet you." Captain Marvel's words at least confirm that the bow hadn't been a playful one.

"And to be the first surface people to visit Atlantis." Alternate Flash speaks, making Arthur smile, well, at least that other Aquaman had been smart, to allow the first surface people to visit Atlantis to not be a potential risk to the people.

"Yes. We have important matters to discuss. The treaty." Alternate Aquaman said, that makes the League frown, but what makes their blood run cold is alternate Flash's next words as he pulls out some papers.

"The final draft. Superman is glad you've agreed to his terms."

"Superman's terms?" Clark repeats, feeling confused and like his stomach was turning, why did he had a horrible feeling about this? This was clearly a different world, Marvel's costume said it all. Anything was possible. And he's met evil versions of himself before.

And while an evil Flash could be possible, why was Marvel there then? If the Justice League was evil in that world why would he join them if he very much remembered his past lives? And why would Superman go after Aquaman? That has never happened before, all the evil Justice Leagues had been a team. None of them had tried to kill each other or attack each other.

"May I?" Alternate Aquaman requests, holding his hand out as he asks for the papers Alternate Flash was holding. He gives them to the atlantean who takes them and opens them, walking away from them distractely as he reads, suddenly, his calm expression changes to one of absolute rage.

As if noticing Marvel steps forward.

"Is there a problem, Your Highness?" His expression is calm, but his voice, to the League's twisting stomachs, seems to hold a hidden threat.

Alternate Aquaman spins around, rage blazing in his eyes as he holds the papers up.

"This is complete subjugation. Superman will rule Atlantis!"

Clark feels his stomach give a violent twist at alternate Aquaman's words. Alternate Superman was seriously evil, and he for some reason wanted Atlantis. He felt sick, he would never try to do something like that, to rule people, let alone try to steal his friend's place in the throne. He would never wish to take Atlantis away from Arthur.

Aquaman at his side patted his shoulder as if to give him the silent knowledge to not take it to heart, that was another universe. But that didn't comfort Clark at all.

"It's what you agreed to. It's what we expect." Alternate Flash states sharply, making Barry flinch.

"You threaten me? Tread carefully." Alternate Aquaman warns, voice growing dangerous.

"We have our orders." Alternate Flash states, and without reason at all, the League watches in horror as alternate Flash and Captain Marvel pounce at Alternate Aquaman who masterfully manages to dodge them, Marvel's lightning hitting alternate Flash as its target suddenly disappeared. 

And then alternate Aquaman honest to God hits Marvel seemingly hard enough yo knock him out.

"Holy shit dude." Green Lantern whispers under his breath, completely flabbergasted, because fucking Aquaman knocked out the same guy not even Superman could knock out. So either Arthur had been holding back on them or that alternate Aquaman was on a whole new level. Or maybe Marvel was weaker there. Anything was possible.

Alternate Flash manages to use his speed and land some punches until alternate Aquaman holds him and knocks him down.

"You can tell Superman... HE WILL NOT HAVE ATLANTIS!!!" Alternate Aquaman roars, a rage like none other in his eyes, alternate Flash pounces back, but alternate Aquaman, as if predicting his movements, knocks him out without hesitation. "Your orders be damned."

At that moment alternate Captain Marvel wakes up, shooting lightning at alternate Aquaman without hesitation, Marvel who has never used his lightning on any living being. Ever. And now...

"Let's not take this any further. I want to talk to Superman." Alternate Aquaman tries to reason, making alternate Captain Marvel scoff.

"You don't 'talk' to Superman! You do what he wants! And you're gonna do what you promised." Alternate Captain Marvel's voice is dangerous on the last note, and so are his eyes, the man who attacks alternate Aquaman is unfamiliar, cruel and merciless.

And still, because of being underwater, it's clear he isn't at his strongest, and of course alternate Aquaman takes advantage of it, managing to overpower him as he throws his trident at him, successfully knocking him down. Before alternate Marvel tries to get up, alternate Aquaman puts on a final blow into his face, knocking him out unconscious.

The memory goes dark, leaving the League completely flabbergasted. 

For what they managed to get, in that world, Superman was the boss, and somehow, someway, Captain Marvel had still joined him, why? Didn't he have his past memories? Of all the times he was a hero. Why would he turn to the dark side there? It didn't make sense. It didn't make sense at all.

"That Flash's a dick." Barry speaks out loud, where the hell did that Flash had his head? To attack Aquaman just because he didn't want to give his people up as if they were mere trophies to hand out to Superman just because he thought he could boss everyone around.

"Agreed." Aquaman states in mild amusement at the speedster's words. And still, he can't help but wonder if this was the reason Marvel could never meet his eyes, he's seen the odd shame many times, was this the cause? But he didn't have to feel that way, whatever the hell had possessed him while in that universe, had clearly disappeared, he wasn't that person anymore.

Arthur would need to speak with him.

An image flashed before them, it looks like the Watchtower, that's the first thing they realize, the second, alternate Flash and alternate Captain Marvel look beyond off. Their faces sour.

"I don't know... If he said it was okay, it was good enough for me." Alternate Captain Marvel said, but even if he did, his voice clearly let known how doubtful he was of his own words.

And still, his words made Superman's stomach twist, was he talking about that other Superman? If so, it made his stomach twist uncomfortably, to know that somehow, Marvel had trusted his alternate self to the extent that he had genuinely thought that anything Superman said regardless of how bad could it be, it was fine.

Because Superman said it.

He had no idea what to do with the implications. That the man's loyalty and trust would run so blind. He hoped this time he wasn't like that, Clark liked the man, he was a good friend and he would give his life for him, but he didn't want him willing to hurt others if he ever asked that of him.

"Yeah... I asked myself, "What if what happened to Lois, happened to Iris?" Alternate Flash's words gave the League an epiphany. 

Ah.

So Lois was what had also unleashed that Superman's dark side. The League had gone to a world where that had happened too. Lois had gotten killed by the Joker after he threw poisonous gas into the Daily Planet, and Superman had destroyed the entire world.

The League would be lying if they were to deny that that wasn't the reason they were all so antsy around Lois, because while Clark denied it, what if he seriously went to the dark side because he couldn't cope with her loss? Everyone had a limit. Heroes or not.

"It made sense at first. Bad people got what they deserved. But now?" Alternate Captain Marvel said, he seemed doubtful, almost unsure of anything he has ever done.

"Superman's not actually gonna kill Batman. He's just bait. To catch the real Batman."

Alternate Flash's words freeze the League.

What? Alternate Superman wanted to kill alternate Batman? Why?

Meanwhile, Bruce knew the why, if that Superman was acting as if he was the boss of the entire world, the Justice League for the looks of it. Then Batman must be trying to stop him, that was the only logical option.

And he hoped he had succeeded. 

"And then what? Remember what he did to Green Arrow?" Alternate Captain Marvel looked sick as he spoke haunting words that made Superman's blood run cold.

Green Arrow...? What had he done? But even if he asked that he knew, he had a most terrible feeling that he knew, and it made him want to throw up. Oliver could be a bit impulsive and his methods weren't always something he approved of, but the man was certainly an admirable hero, one Superman respected a lot, because he had no powers, and still, he always went out of his way to protect those who couldn't protect themselves.

The idea that he might have done something to him in another universe... his fingers curled into fists, anger curling in his stomach, he hoped that Superman had been stopped. He couldn't bear the idea of someone with his face and powers, his name and the crest of his family.

Using it all to subjugate an entire planet and kill those who opposed to him. Kill heroes.

The alternate Flash doesn't answer to the alternate Captain Marvel, he also looks sight as he gets a far away look, as if remembering something unpleasant.

The memory goes dark.

"What do you think happened to that world?" Flash asks no one in particular, Marvel had said that the one Darkseid had taken over had been restarted by that universe's Flash, that in that timeline, they won the battle, meant that universe was safe.

But what about this one?

No one had an answer to him.

Another image came, this time, they recognized the Rock Of Eternity, Captain Marvel was passing around, electricity crackling all over his body as he kept raffling his hair in apparent frustration. On one of the thrones, a woman with a similar costume as him sat at, hers looked like a female version of his, armor and dark hood.

She was watching him pass around, eyes narrowed.

He stopped abruptly and groaned loudly, and to the League's collective surprise he sent lightning flying right into one of arcade games, making it explode.

"Hey! If you are gonna start blowing shit up again get the hell out! I just cleaned!" The woman snapped, and that voice, that voice. The League recognized the voice.

Mary. Marvel's sister.

She did have a striking resemblance to him. If she was from this universe it would explain her hatred towards Superman, because in her world Superman had been the villain.

Alternate Captain Marvel spun around to glare at her for a moment before his shoulders dropped and he sighed.

"I'm sorry." 

"I'm actually surprised to see you here. You know, after you what you said last time."  Alternate Marvel flinched at her words, guilt washing over his face.

"Are they mad?" He asks as Mary stands up, she seems angry. And the League has no idea what they are talking about.

"No, they are just hurt now. You should apologize. I don't care if you think yourself all almighty now, you don't get to treat them like that, even less Rosa and Victor, after all they have done for you." Mary snaps, whoever these Rosa and Victor are seems to be important, because Marvel suddenly looks very guilty, ashamed even.

"I know. But Superman-"

"I don't care what that overglorified bastard thinks!" Mary cuts him off, anger blazing in her eyes. "He's killed thousands! Anyone who so much as look at him wrong ends up dead. You are so blinded by your relationship with his other variants in your past lives that you can't fucking see that what he is doing is wrong!"

Her words struck a cord in Clark, even more so her words towards Marvel regarding his past relationships with his variants, how much had he trusted him in those past lives that he just instinctively trusted them to the point of not questioning his actions?

"He's hurt." Alternate Marvel defends, as if that somehow made it all alright. Mary scoffs.

"Being hurt doesn't excuse what he's done. You have been hurt, but you don't go around killing people for it. You told me yourself when your past memories first came back, that you always chose to help people in each one of your lives, because you didn't want anyone to suffer as you have done. But also because it was your job to stand for what was right, even if you were standing alone. So why have you become the puppet of a man who has gone insane with grief?"

Silence.

"Why do you keep on letting him use you to hurt the very people you once would have given your life for? Are you seriously gonna tell me you are fine with working with villains? Black Adam even? Or what about what he's done to Green Arrow? What he plans on doing to Aquaman? To Batman? We both know, that you didn't kill Aquaman in Atlantis even though you could have done so, because you know, deep down, that all of this is wrong."

Each one of her words made the League's stomachs twist. To hear of an evil Superman was one thing, but for him to have gone as far as teaming up with Black Adam? None of them could see Captain Marvel working alongside Black Adam. That was just wrong.

And the fact that he was agreeing to all Superman did because of his past experiences with other variants... Clark wondered what had been that. Marvel and him were friends, but the man has never been much big on interacting with him enough for their relationship to be strong enough that Clark would see the man listening to him without hesitation.

"...You know no one can oppose him." Mary frowned at his words, she was now standing before him, she grabbed his arms.

"But you can, you have to. You are a hero, there's still time to fix this. Please, before he does something that none of us can fix. I know what he means to you, what they all do. But I'm afraid this time around, they are nothing but monsters. You have to stop him. You are the only one who can."

"Maybe if I try to reason with him..."

"You think that will work?" Mary looks skeptical. Alternate Marvel shrugs.

"I don't know, but I want to believe there's still good inside him. That's what he once told me, or well, the one in another universe, he always said that there's still good inside those who act on pain, they just need the right push to see past it. I have to at least try, I... I don't want to have to hurt any of them, and you are right. I can't let him keep on hurting people..."

"Does anyone else has the feeling something seriously wrong is gonna happen?" Green Lantern asked out loud as the memory faded, his stomach was into knots, usually, when something like that was said, something extremely wrong was the outcome.

An image appears, and as it clears up, it's to reveal what looks somewhat like the Fortress of Solitude, where Sinestro is at alongside Wonder Woman, Black Adam, Hawkwoman, an older Raven and the Cyborg, all of them standing around a table, across from them sitting next to the control panels, Superman is at with his arms propped up on the desk.

Flash walks alongside Captain Marvel and a Yellow Lantern that makes Hal nauseous once he realizes that that Lantern is himself. God, what the hell?

"If they prefer chaos, I'll give it to them." Alternate Superman claims as he stands up, his eyes are sharp, dangerous, it makes Clark feel sick, it didn't matter how many evil variants of himself he saw, it would never get any easier to watch another version of him hurt others. 

But alternate Superman's next words make the League's stomach twist.

"Metropolis and Gotham. I'll flatten 'em. Set an example. Then I'm finding the dimension these duplicates came from. They'll pay for interfering."

That confused the League, duplicates? Did he meant other variants? Had other people from other universes tried to stop him?

His words though, get alternate Captain Marvel to acquire a shocked look.

"Wait. We're wiping out whole cities? Invading worlds in other dimensions?" His question gets him a dangerous look from alternate Superman. 

"You have a problem, Billy?" Alternate Superman's words freeze the League.

Billy? Had that Superman known his secret identity? How? Had he told him or had he found out on his own because he didn't like not knowing?

"Well, yeah... It's crazy. It's going too far." Alternate Marvel states, as if he couldn't understand how were they seriously unable to see it. That this was going too far.

"Man's world is incapable of self-rule. We will preserve order." Alternate Wonder Woman's words made Diana nauseous. She felt disgusted, the world of men might have its flaws, but not all of it was doomed, that 'incapability of self-rule' was freedom to many, they didn't deserve to be subjugated, what kind of world would that be if no one had any freedom? 

 "No... No... There have to be limits." Alternate Captain Marvel insists as he walks towards the table, alternate Flash moves, trying to grab him, panic flashing in his eyes, but Yellow Lantern grabs his arm, holding him back, a knowing look on his face, but he also seems to have come to terms with a sealed situation.

It gives the League the worst gut feeling ever.

"There have to be limits. Even for us. Especially on us!" Alternate Marvel claims, and Batman can't help but agree with the man, at least he isn't blind on that fact, that heroes need limits, especially those with superpowers.

"That's enough!" Alternate Superman snaps, anger blazing in his eyes and voice booming in the room, the fear that flashes in the eyes of the presents doesn't go unnoticed by the League, and they can't help but wonder if fear had been what led them all to obey.

And still.

His booming voice doesn't deter alternate Marvel. The clear danger in the room.

"We can't do this. Have you gone nuts?! Lois would never want--"

Under the League's horrified eyes they watch as alternate Superman cuts off Marvel by violently grabbing him by the throat.

"Shaz-!" 

Marvel's words are cut off, by Superman freezing his mouth shut. And then, as if things couldn't get even worse, he does the most unexpected and horrifying possible thing ever.

He uses his heat vision, to shoot straight into Captain Marvel's forehead, his pain is evident as he struggles against the man of stee, his voice muffled by the ice covering half of his face.

And the Justice League learns something that even Batman wished he had never known. Superman's heat vision burns right through Captain Marvel's skull, blood streaming down his face as a hole was burnt right through the man's skull. Hood setting on fire. His body goes limp and Superman drops the body.

The memory fades away.

Silence reigns, horror written on all their faces, even Batman was unable to hide his horror over such new discovery. 

The silence was interrupted with a thud, Superman having collapsed on his knees, eyes wide, withholding a most unfathomable horror, agony, guilt, understanding. All as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"I killed him."

"No, that wasn't you." Diana was quick to say as she went to kneel by his side, even past her own tears and pain, she felt like Clark was the one who was having it the worst, she couldn't imagine how horrifying it must be like, to watch your own face be the one to take the life of a friend in the most gruesome way possible. "We have spoken about this before, they are not you. You heard Marvel too, you are not him, our variants don't define us. We are all our own person."

"It all makes sense now. Why he kept avoiding me when he first joined, why he flinched everytime I got too close, why even now he can't stand to be alone in the same room as me, he's terrified of me." Clark said brokenly, body shaking, he felt like the pain would consume him all, he had killed Captain Marvel, a man who had trusted him.

He had believed there was still good in him. Hadn't wanted to hurt him. And he had killed him just for trying to remind him what he had once fought for. Without mercy, no hesitation. No evil version of him he had ever met had been so vile. So heartless.

"We made him fight Superman on red kryptonite." Flash whispers out loud in sudden realization. Even Batman has to admit that strikes a cord.

Because if he thinks about it, he can remember how tense Marvel had been, he had been practically shaking. Looking much too pale, and he had disappeared for a whole week. When he had come back, he had refused to be anywhere near Superman, had even punched the kryptonian when he got too close to him while leaving the Watchtower for a mission.

Shit. He had practically sent the man to fight against the very man who had killed him in another universe, while being on red kryptonite. Several times.

And if Superman's heat vision worked on him... who was to say he hadn't hidden possible injuries just so he could disappear? That he might have not come out of those battles as unscathed as he made everyone think?

"Bruce, you can't make him fight me again, promise me that if red kryptonite is ever involved, you will be the one to stop me as you did before he joined. He can't fight me again. Never again." Clark said, looking up at his friend, begging him to understand.

Batman gave him a short nod.

Good, because he could possibly never live in peace if he were to know Marvel would be the one to have to fight him while on his most irrational state.

He couldn't bear the idea of it. To have Captain Marvel fight him, for all he knew, to Marvel, he was fighting for his life, terrified beyond measure, but obliged to stop him because that's what was expected of him. So all he could do was fight him, dodge the same heat vision that had killed him, run from the same hands who had grabbed his throat, hide from the same freezing breath that had sealed his voice away. From the very man who had killed him.

And Clark knew, that he could never be in the same room as Captain Marvel ever again, not knowing what he reminded the man of, what he had to go through every single day. He couldn't do that to him, Marvel has always been so kind, so cheerful, so happy. Would even give him birthday and holiday presents, always genuinely happy.

It made Clark feel all the more awful, the pain in his chest, it felt like his heart was being torn apart, fresh tears streaming down his cheeks, a harsh sob catching at the back of his throat as he bowed his head, and not even Diana's arms wrapping around him could soothe the burning agony in his chest, the guilt that threatened to eat him alive.

Because he had been hurting his friend in a way he never thought possible. Could he even be allowed to call him friend after what had been done to him? Marvel probably didn't even want to be his friend. Just forced himself to be nice with him out of fear he might snap and kill him as that other Superman had done.

That thought sent a new wave of pain inside him, horror. God, had all of Marvel's interactions with him had ever been based on fear? Because he was afraid that he might kill him?

He felt like the worst person there ever was. For the first time in his life, he felt as if he were no different from those evil versions of himself.

Like a monster.

Chapter 47: Dust And Lightning

Summary:

Inspired by Sweet Tooth

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Billy has been running for as long as he can remember, when he was born, he was born in a world where his kind was hunted and despised, blamed for the virus that came hand in hand with their apparition. A virus that took thousands of lives and held no cure whatsoever.

Or at least there was no cure in the beginning. 

His parents hid him and his sister; Mary, they grew up in an abandoned museum where their parents had once worked at, at the age of 4, the bad men found them, his father hid him and his sister in the vents and instructed them to keep quiet no matter what. The bad men took them.

He never saw them again.

At the age of 7, Billy and Mary left the museum. That's when they learnt the cruel truth about the world, about the hatred, the fear, the cold, that no matter where they tried to hide, people would always find them, shooting at them with arrows and bullets, some threw rocks, others chased them with sticks.

Critter. Freak. Demon. Monster. Abomination. Cursed child. 

Those and more had been the words thrown at them. 

Then his sister was taken, he had been sick, and she had hid him under a pile of leaves before using herself as bait to keep the Last Men from finding him.

She never came back.

He had felt alone, to be in a world where everyone hated him and wanted to kill him. With his parents dead and his sister gone.

He had looked for her everywhere, but no matter where he went, it was as if she had disappeared from the face of the Earth.

At the age of 9, he got chased to the edge of a cliff by some older kids who were very adamant about capturing him and seeing if they could sell him, something about how the Last Men were now giving rewards for anyone who turned in a hybrid.

He fell off the cliff.

Lightning struck him.

When he woke up, the world was no longer recognizable.

The Last Men didn't exist, neither did the virus nor the hybrids, and Mary was still very much gone. He had been terrified, completely alone in a world he didn't knew. That's when the dust first appeared, golden and like a shapeless blob that seemed to bounce in its steps.

And without even talking, he had just known its name.

Thavma.

The blob, known as Thavma, became his companion, telling him about this strange world where hybrids, Last Men and the virus didn't seem to exist.

As months went on Thavma began taking shape and gaining size, he was something that only Billy could apparently see, which good, at least he wouldn't have to go out completely alone.

Thavma eventually took on the shape of an enormous eldritch creature that seemed to tower over people and cars, big enough that he could carry Billy on his hand, his skin seemed to wield the universe itself, billions of stars swimming underneath his skin, lightning crackling all over his body, his hair seemed to be made of lightning, same as his eyes.

And he wore a white cloak with golden magical runes, several golden bandages covered in red runes wrapped around his arms, legs and neck. He even had giant wings with golden feathers that could call upon thunderstorms with a single flap, summon lightning with a flash of his eyes.

Not long after Thavma had acquired that form, Shazam appeared, had told him that he was the first person ever to summon Living Lightning as he did. That that meant he was the one they had been waiting for, whatever that meant. 

Shazam had then bestowed the power of Gods upon him and told him that from now on, he would be the Champion Of Magic. True host of the Living Lightning. 

At first, he had refused, confused on what was happening, just wanting to go back the moment he realized it was possible, all so he could keep on searching for Mary. The Wizard had told him that no, that that world was condemned, but that he would look for his sister, in exchange, he would use his powers for good.

So he did, and Captain Marvel was born.

A curious thing was that Captain Marvel's form looked just like a regular human despite his and Thavma's looks, no feathers, no wings, no claws, no golden eyes. At times, it made him feel at ease, to look in the mirror and see a normal face that looked too similar to his own. Even if Thavma insisted that there was nothing wrong with how he looked like.

Other times, it made him feel nauseous, to not be able to recognize himself in the mirror. A grown man who looked completely human. A stranger staring back at him. Those days he spent them hiding behind the wall that separated his and Thavma's minds.

But not even a few weeks later from becoming Captain Marvel, the Wizard told him the worst news.

He had found Mary, but she would never come back to him. The Last Men had killed her, used her to make a cure.

That's how he had found out, that hybrids had become the key to cure the virus, that they were all now hunted specifically for that purpose.

He had cried for months, thunderstorms had raged around Fawcett City, rain pouring down, the skies had wailed with him.

He didn't turn into Captain Marvel nor left the Rock Of Eternity for two whole years. And neither Thavma, Shazam or the Gods tried to force him into becoming Captain Marvel again.

At the age of 11, he dared to leave the Rock for the first time in a long time under the insistence of Thavma, the Wizard and the Gods. He got a job at Whiz radio, and because the Gods and Thavma didn't want him hiding at the Rock he had been made to get his own apartment, with him as Captain Marvel posing as his guardian.

He didn't like going out much, grown ups made him nervous, and crowds made breathing hard. Even for work he teleported if that didn't meant getting caught in crowds. His boss was a nice, kind and understanding man. Had dealt with enough magic to not bat an eye at him for teleporting into the studio.

At the age of 12, he joined the Justice League.

By that time, he had already made friends with a kid named Freddy and his siblings; Pedro, Eugene And Darla. They were nice, and spending time at their house let him relax a bit around adults, Rosa and Victor were incredibly warm people.

Almost reminded him of his own parents.

And none of them had gotten weird when he had first risked revealing himself to Freddy. He usually wore a glamour to appear completely normal to the outside eye, even if Fawcett City was known for its... supernatural residents, he still felt self conscious, years of running and being treated like a freak were hardly something he could forget just because people were nice now.

Thavma had taught him about magic and how to control better his natural lightning, about how to control people so those who grew suspicious would  leave him alone, all so he would be safe.

And then, because fate hates him, a villain who does magic somehow realizes that Captain Marvel isn't from this world, and so he casts a spell on him, claiming that he should go back to where he belongs.

The last thing he remembers is light engulfing him.

And then the world goes black.

 

~

 

The first thing Billy takes in as he wakes up, it's that he is moving, or to be more precise, someone is carrying him on their back. 

But their magic feels familiar, safe. So he doesn't let panic take over.

The second thing, his head is quiet, and his magic feels like someone has trampled on it, like it was barely there. His chest hurts too.

And the third, he is not Captain Marvel. This is 100% him, not Thavma.

But the only adult who's magic didn't felt dangerous and would be willing to touch him when he looked like this were Thavma and Tawky Tawny. 

And this person's shoulder didn't have fur nor their back was as broad as Tawky Tawny's. Nor did they ooze Thavma's ozone smell nor tickling static whenever he picked him up in his Eldritch form.

That was enough to make him react, because he's heard enough about the traffic of supernatural creatures in Fawcett City, has busted many traffic rings.

Thus, he kicked his legs and twisted harsh enough to take advantage of the person's unawareness and surprise to break free, he crashed on the ground and spun around, he would have bolted if a hand hadn't grabbed his arm. Fun thing, his control over lightning was never related to his magic, Zeus just gave him much more stronger lighting of divine origin.

He was already one with lightning before he became the Champion Of Magic. 

And so when the hand grabbed him, his instinct was to lit his feathers and skin up with electricity, spinning around and ready to claw off the face of whoever thought they had found an easy prey.

He froze.

Ah.

"Wonder Woman. "

 

~

 

Waking up in the middle of a forest had been strange for the League.

Their last memories being of the villain shouting something about Captain Marvel not being from 'this world' and asking him to go back to his.

And then the bright light had hit.

And then they had woken up in the middle of a forest. With no signal for what Batman had said, he couldn't connect to any satellite whatsoever. 

Also.

There was the kid.

He had been unconscious, and he had looked a lot of things but human, but that dark hair and face were definitely familiar, he even had a red hoodie with the Captain Marvel lightning bolt.

Captain Marvel who was missing. And in his place that child was. A boy no older than 12. With golden claws, several golden feathers amongst his hair and neck, lichtenberg-like marks that spread all over his hands, neck and up to his left cheek, not scars, marks, as if he had been born with strikingly similar marks to those getting struck by lightning would leave.

The feathers honest to God seemed to reflect the light as the sun hit upon them, shimmering with silver streaks.

But the biggest attention catcher had been the wings, honest to God wings. Of gold and silver feathers that reflected the light and crackled with electricity. 

Point is. The League had connected the dots.

Or at least some of them, like the fact that, somehow, that child was Captain Marvel.

The villain had said that Marvel didn't belong in their world, so the League could only guess that somehow, this was how he looked like, without the child part. Or maybe that part was also true and this was a form he took whenever he needed to recharge or something.

But if that was true, then there was a high possibility of them having been teleported to another world, nothing new there. But it was certainly different considering this, by the man's words, would be Captain Marvel's original world.

Would explain why Batman never managed to find out his secret identity. You couldn't find someone who didn't exist.

Staying in the forest hadn't been an option, none of them knew what to expect from this world, I mean, Captain Marvel had left it, why leave his own world to go protect another one? Permanently. 

Thus. Wonder Woman had been the one to pick him up since he was crackling with electricity and she was the only one immune to it, carrying him on her back was the most comfortable option so his wings wouldn't be harmed.

Captain Marvel had wings.

Superman and Green Lantern had scouted the place, had seen a town nearby.

And then Marvel woke up.

He broke free from Wonder Woman's hold and tried to make a run for it, but Diana didn't let him, grabbing his arm. Touching him hadn't seemed to get a good reaction out of him for suddenly, his feathers lit up with electricity, thunder rumbling above as he spun around, eyes glowing as he took a swing at her.

But he never touched her, the moment their gazes met, the moment he froze, claws retracting. The electricity around him disappearing completely, and his eyes were gold too, and like an eagle's. 

"Wonder Woman." Was the first word he spoke, surprise on his face, Diana released his arm.

"Marvel?" 

The kid's answer was a shrug with an embarrassed look.

"Sorry, got freaked out there for a second." He mumbled, rubbing at his arm, he felt... small. He didn't like that feeling, he was always towering over many adults, or sometimes just their same size, as Captain Marvel, he was invulnerable, he looked normal.

But this... the adults were the ones who towered over him. He could be hurt. And he looked anything but human.

"That's fine, I understand." Diana assured, resisting the urge to pull the boy into her arms, he wasn't a boy, this was her very adult brother who could get very skittish when it came to physical contact. 

"Why do you look like a kid?" Flash didn't waste time to ask, anyone else would have asked about his appearance, but Barry worked with several aliens, one of which had wings. In this line of work it came a point where someone's appearance fell as a background irrelevance.

"Magic's exhausted, I usually look like this whenever I need to recharge, makes people leave me alone. You would never look at a kid and think; Hey, I bet that's Captain Marvel." Billy said without hesitation, he had practiced this answer since he first joined the League, Solomon had helped him come up with a credible excuse if he was ever de-transformed infront of them.

He wasn't from their world. Meant Batman couldn't run his face through face recognition in an attempt to find his secret identity. You couldn't find someone who didn't exist. So being a child infront of them hadn't worried him much.

He just wished he had had his glamour on. To at least look human.

"Smart." Batman conceded, Marvel smirked before looking around, frowning in confusion. 

"Where are we?" He asks.

"Yeah... remember that guy we were fighting? He said something about you not being from that world... And so he threw you back to yours. So I guess this would be your world?" Green Lantern's words made Billy freeze, blood running cold, for a moment, he even forgot how to breathe.

"I saw a nearby town, maybe we can-"

"No." Billy cut off sharply, suddenly feeling like the air was much too thin for him, air, he quickly looked around, panic gripping his chest. Oh fuck, fuck, the League was in this world, fuck. "You didn't see any purple flowers while walking, right?" He asked, a new kind of panic overtaking him.

Because his own life aside, theirs was above his. He couldn't bear the idea of them getting sick and dying. He couldn't lose them, aside from the Vasquez, they were the only family he had.

"No, why? Is that important? And what do you mean no? We can't go to that town? Why?" Superman asks, much like everyone else, looking beyond confused.

Billy considered not answering, he didn't want to have this conversation with them, or well, the hybrid conversation. Anything but that. He already felt enough like a freak, he didn't need them suddenly looking at him with pity, or worse, wariness because they might think the same as everyone here did.

That the hybrids brought the virus. What if they kicked him out of the League? Or worse.

What if he was forced to leave their world?

No.

He had to tell them the truth. This wasn't about him, Hawkwoman was in very serious danger. She wasn't a hybrid, but no one in this world knew that.

"Several years ago, a virus appeared, wherever it was, those purple flowers would be there, some believed that they were what caused the virus. If you came into contact with them or even within its proximity... You might get infected. Your pinkie starts shaking." He told the last raising his hand for more emphasis, he needed them to be very aware of the signs.

Even if he was praying they would all be safe until he recharged back and could take them all away from this hell of a place.

"The shaking pinkie is the first sign, then you get increasingly weak, get a fever, lose your appetite, can't even stand up, and then you die. Some lived for a few days, others couldn't even live for longer than a few hours. It spread all over the Earth, a pandemic if you will, millions died, and because of it the world doesn't really work as it used to, many pay with food or other stuff, like clothes, or even shoelaces, not money, money is useless. Schools, restaurants, zoos, airports, carnivals, police officers, firefighters, all of that is gone, even doctors are very scarce, entire cities have been abandoned."

The League's horrified looks made him feel a bit bad, but there was nothing he had said that wasn't true. That was the cruel truth of it all. As the Wizard had said, this world was condemned, humans had gone too far, it couldn't be saved.

Billy had wanted to come back many times, just to see if he could find other hybrids, take them away to a world where they wouldn't be hurt, save them like he wished someone had saved Mary.

But he was a coward. Whenever he opened a portal to this world he would freeze and start hyperventilating. 

He could never go through the portal.

And he hated it. Now he was here.

"And there's no cure?" Aquaman's words were expected, but it still made Billy's throat close, he dropped his gaze, suddenly feeling like he might go sick.

"The virus didn't come alone, something else came at the same time as it..." 

He hated this. Hated every second of it.

Hated even more the next words that left his mouth.

"The hybrids." He did not like this conversation, the only thing that kept him going were Hawkwoman's wings, he had to do this, he had to protect those he cared about, he wouldn't fail as he did with Mary, never again would he lose his family.

Even if that meant speaking of the one thing he hated talking about the most.

"When the virus came, all the babies in the world from then on were born with animal features; horns, feathers, scales, hooves, tails, claws, shells, fur, wings, nose, ears, antlers. Some looked more human, others more animal. No one knew why."

They still didn't.

"People blamed them for the virus, and so they began hunting them, most of the babies were abandoned, forced to grow in the streets, forests or as lab rats. Those who weren't abandoned, their parents had to move away from civilisation to hide them from those who would do them harm, those who didn't got to move away, their kids were taken away eventually. Even those who hid were eventually found..."

He tried to not focus much on that last part, refusing to think of his own experience.

"People saw them as dangerous, the culprits for the virus, killing them was no problem, I mean, to them, hybrids weren't really people, even if they were basically kids, to them, they were just animals to get rid of, the culprits of the virus. But those were lies."

More anger than intended might have slipped into his voice, but he didn't care, the hatred and resentment he still held for that was still much too raw, because their stupid panic and misconceptions had taken everything from him. His parents. His sister. His home. Everything.

"It was proven eventually that the hybrids had nothing to do with the virus. Didn't stop people from hunting them or hating them in general though, mostly the Last Men, they were kind of the new law in the world, just a bunch of people who liked hunting kids for sport or because they saw completely normal to shoot a kid who had rhino features so they could cut off his horns and sell them. Or eating a girl who had cow features."

It still burnt to remember Thunder and Cassidy, he could still hear their screams sometimes. The laughter from the Last Men, the stench of burnt skin, the heat, the pain... he curled his fingers into fists, angry at the sudden blurriness in his eyes. Focus.

"A few years ago, a doctor created a cure, I'm not really sure how it's made, but the hybrids are the main ingredient, but because of how good they did at hunting them when they thought they were the cause of the virus, they are very hard to find, so the Last Men began giving out rewards to anyone who brings them hybrids."

He finished with a knot in his throat, jaw set tight, hoping that that would be enough for them to understand how this world worked.

Still.

He wasn't quite prepared for the arms that engulfed him, and it took him a moment to realize Diana was the one kneeling before him, hugging him, it made his chest burn, fists tightening as his sight grew even more blurred. Fuck. He couldn't start crying now.

"I'm fine, it doesn't bother me anymore." Even he was able to hear the lie in his words, he hated it.

Because no, he wasn't fine, even now, he couldn't stand to be as Billy Batson around many adults, he couldn't stand adults touching him or staring at him for too long. Because last people who did that had taken everything away from him. All they wanted was to tear him apart, poke him with needles and seal him back together.

Because he wasn't normal even in this world, for what he heard, he was the first and only hybrid who was seemingly a creature of myths, and the second one with powers.

His sister would be the first one by a few minutes if she were still alive.

He had once heard of a deer boy who could apparently control animals with his voice, boy who helped take down the worst of the worst.

Abbott.

But Billy never managed to find him.

Meanwhile, the League was beyond horrified, because what the hell had they just heard?

I mean, it wasn't a secret that people could do the most insane of things when afraid and faced with the unknown, but hunt children? Kidnap them away from their families? Treat them as animals to the point where you had the gall to sell them as if they were just that? Animals?

And eat them?

It made them feel sick, even more so the fact that apparently, Captain Marvel had been born in this world, as one of the same children who had been chased, hunted and experimented on.

The idea that he might have gone through any of that... Christ. No wonder he left this world. Who could blame him?

But the idea that there was a cure where people, kids to make matters worse, were the main ingredient... how the hell did you even figure out something like that? How the hell could you be fine with ingesting that? And to abandon your own child based on what they looked like...

Barry, Bruce, Arthur nor Clark could imagine themselves doing such horripilant thing.

"I didn't really tell you any of this for me, I told you because in this world, superpowers, aliens, superheroes, none of that exists, if they see Shayera they will think she's a hybrid, and they won't hesitate to attack." Marvel's sudden words made Hawkwoman's bristle.

"Let them try, I will blow their brains out." Hawkwoman stated sharply, anger barely contained, she didn't fucking care about killing those bastards, not knowing they had killed God knows how many children. All because of something they weren't at fault for.

And if they so much as tried to touch Marvel... she would blow their brains out too.

"Someone's coming." Superman said suddenly, tilting his head to the side as he heard the sound of rapid footsteps, an accelerated heartbeat. Many more following behind.

And it took him a moment to realize what it was.

A child, followed by adults.

At that exact same time a boy no older than 8 with a very striking resemblance to a satyr burst out from the trees, terror in his eyes, he froze as he came face to face with the heroes, jerking back violently and crashing on the floor.

From behind him three men appeared holding guns.

"Hey! Back off freaks, this one's ours!" A man with a scar across his face yelled, pointing his gun at them, another man with a military jacket yanking the boy up by the arm, his eyes falling on Marvel, causing Batman to stand closer to him, glaring at the man.

"That's a pretty one you have there. Older too, where did you find it?"

"That is none of your fucking business. He stays with us, and so does that boy." Flash snaps harshly, definitely not liking any of the words that had just come out of that man's mouth, who the hell referred as 'it' to what was clearly a person?

"That's not gonna happen, because as I can see it, we have the guns here, so, unless you want a bullet between your eyes, you are going to hand us that pretty boy. I hear the Last Men are looking for older ones. The older they are, the higher the reward. And I bet one with such freaky colors is bound to pay good."

Before anyone in the League could say or do anything, lightning struck down, right behind the three men who were sent crashing to floor, Flash took that chance to zip up to the satyr kid and grab him, zipping back to the group.

"What the hell?" The men groaned, one of them looking up to look at Marvel who stood before the group, electricity crackling all over his body. 

"Go. Away." The League had to admit that hearing such booming voice alongside the deafening crack of lightning above that threatened to split the skies apart did make them feel a bit nervous.

The three men seemed smart enough, for they quickly got up and bolted away screaming in fear. Once they were gone, the electricity disappeared and Marvel turned to look at them.

"Hey, kid, you-" Green Lantern's words died on his tongue as the satyr boy flinched away from him with a frightened shriek, his hoove connecting with his shin.

Hal Jordan was a grown man, had been thrown into buildings even, but by God did that hurt worse than hitting his shin on the steps while going up the stairs.

And still.

He never thought he would live long enough to see a child run away from him, terrified of him. The child ran up straight for Marvel, hiding behind him.

And all of a sudden, like a bucket of ice, the League was made aware of the very real fact that children in this world, or at least hybrids, had grown being hunted by the same adults who had been suppose to protect them.

And that it stood to reason children would be terrified of them.

Marvel turned around to face the child, kneeling before him to come close to his height. 

"Hey, it's alright, they won't hurt you." Billy told, the first thing he knew the other boy would want to know, adults couldn't be trusted, adults meant cages, needles and pain.

The boy looked at him with a doubtful look, throwing a wary look behind him.

"What's your name?" He asks, wanting to at least have something to refer to him as, this whole thing was a bit overwhelming, because he hasn't seen another hybrid since he had left this world.

"Co...dy..." The boy, Cody, told, his voice a bit strained, it wasn't something Billy was unfamiliar with, Cassidy had had the same problem, some hybrids just didn't have the vocal cords for fluent speech or any speech at all. 

Didn't meant they were idiots. They were smart, they were just like any other kid.

"Alright, Cody. It's a pleasure to meet you." He told, grabbing the other boy's hand and giving it a light handshake. "I'm... Billy." He decided to tell, he wanted him to know his actual name, not something he had come up with to hide who he was.

"Billy."

"Yes. Say Cody, are you alone? Or do you have somewhere to go to?" He asked, he was already having the very bad idea of taking him back with him to Fawcett City. Darla would love having someone close to her age to play with. 

Plus. He couldn't just ignore him.

And still, nothing could have prepared him for the kid's next words.

"The museum of... natural history. My friends are there. You look just like our big sister, she can call upon thunder too."

Billy froze.

What?

Museum of natural history. 

Call upon thunder.

He felt his blood run cold, because this had to be some kind of joke. She was dead, Shazam had said so, Thavma had said so, the Gods had said so. 

And still.

"What's your sister's name?" He found himself asking, voice shaking despite his best attempts to hide it.

And then.

"...Mary."

Chapter 48: Darkest Secrets Part 5

Chapter Text

"I can feel him. He's closer." Martian Manhunter informed, his voice somber, even he was finding it hard to focus on the task at hand, which was finding Captain Marvel.

But how could he do that after what he had seen, watching himself die hadn't been much, but watching his friends die? Same friends he had grown to see as his new family?

To watch them kill each other? That was worse. So much worse, it made him think of fire and screams. Of Mars and how he had lost his family right before his eyes. Unable to do anything to save them.

He wouldn't let that happen now. He would find Marvel and he would save him from the hell his mind was using to torment him with. If he could just find the right memory.

A blurred image appeared, making the League prepare for the worst. But all that there was was Captain Marvel laying on a couch and staring at the ceiling, a woman sitting across from him with the look of someone who clearly had no idea what to make of the situation.

"I’m an idiot." Are the first words that come out of his mouth, making the League frown, even more so at his next words. "I don’t deserve these powers, if I’m being honest. Like, what am I even contributing? There’s already a superhero with a red suit, with a lightning bolt on it and I’m fast, but he’s faster. Aquaman is literally huge, and he’s so manly and Batman is so cool!" He moves his hands up in the air in a dramatic and erratic motion on the last note, as if that totally made every bit of sense to him and no doubt could ever cross his mind.

As if he weren't theoretically speaking faster than Flash and bigger than Aquaman himself. Maybe his powers changed potency depending on which universe he was reborn into. Which was a bit odd, why make him weaker in some universes?

And still, what strikes a cord are the self-deprecating words he uses on himself. What was he contributing? Dude has lived more lives than any of them could ever possibly imagine. And in all those lives, he had been a hero. Willing to help people. For what was worth it, to the League, he was one of the greatest heroes there has ever been. So why was he doubting it now? Had it been because of what had happened with the alternate Superman? The one who got him to hurt others?

"They are all cool... And I’m just me." He drops his hands back on his chest, looking positively deflated. "And I can’t say this to anyone else, ’cause my family looks to me as a leader, but I feel like a fraud."

All of a sudden, the League felt like intruders, realizing what he was doing, what that memory was about. And still, none of them was able to stop watching.

"You understand I’m a… pediatrician, right?" The woman finally speaks up, her voice confused but also careful, her eyes still clearly giving away how lost she felt with the situation. And the League mildly wonders how did that even happen. Did she come to her office to find Marvel on the couch? Or had he appeared out of nowhere through the door or window and taken over the couch? "I mean, yeah, well, you were recommended by another patient, Billy Batson."

There was that name again, Billy. Was it another Billy or was it him? But why would he be around a pediatrician? It was confusing. And if it had been him...

Billy Batson.

Several from the League couldn't help but smile in amusement at the last name, Batson. Alternate Marvel waved his hand in dismissal.

"It doesn’t matter. Can you help fix my thoughts so that they just, like, you know, stop happening?" His question twists the League's stomachs, because how could they have been foolish enough to believe that just because he was always so happy and cheerful, there was nothing remotely wrong with him?

What was that saying? Those who smile the most hide the biggest pains.

Because that fit Marvel more than any of them would have ever wished.

"All right, look. And, again, pediatrician, not a psychiatrist, but it sounds to me like you’re experiencing imposter syndrome." The woman said, her voice becoming dutifully, as if she was finally accepting the fact that this was happening and just chosing to go along with it to the best of her capabilities. "And often, that originates from trauma early in life, so if you don’t mind me asking, how well do you remember your childhood?"

Her question gets alternate Marvel chuckling, an inside joke of his own as he answers.

"Like it was today."

His words are beyond confusing. What was that suppose to mean?

"Trauma? Uh, I don’t know." A haunted look crosses over his face for a moment, as if remembering something, and the League doesn't have to be a genius to know what that might be.

It makes Superman dig his fingernails onto his arm, guilt and pain blazing anew in his chest. Because he did that. 

And still. Marvel doesn't even mention it. He mentions something else, but still terrible either way.

"I mean, I never met my dad. Uh, my mom abandoned me at a Christmas carnival. I spent a lot of time in the foster system, ran away from 11 homes, got into a lot of fights. Then I was abducted by a wizard who gave me superpowers and then dude just, like, died in front of my face."

Each word got worse and worse than the previous one. Making the League stare horrified at him, because suddenly, they are made aware of the very real fact that he is literally reborn, as in each new universe comes with new parents, new family, new lives, new everything.

The idea of a small Captain Marvel being left in the middle of a carnival, alone, lost and very much terrified of the fact that his mother had disappeared. It was heartbreaking. He ran away from 11 homes. How long had he been in the foster system for something like that to be possible?

And what the hell was it with the wizard? I mean, they knew he was reborn, but they didn't think he would be apparently reborn without his powers until the Wizard gave them back. And God, what about his memories? The idea of a child having to bear with those horrifying memories...

It was insane to put such weight on anyone, let alone possibly a child.

"That’s not a small amount." The woman's words catch their attention, she seems a bit shocked over what she just heard.

But as if what he had said hadn't been bad enough, even worse words leave him.

"Also, a doctor conjured seven demons and held my whole family hostage, so we had to rip out one of his eyeballs, and then everybody got superpowers, but now everyone’s kind of, like, doing their own thing and I’m the only one trying to keep everybody together."

He looks dejected at the last words, it was no secret Marvel has always been particularly eager for group activities.

Now the League wonders if there had been a deeper meaning all along aside from just him being friendly.

"Okay, okay. Well, let’s just process that. Right? Rejected by your parents, then by the system, and now rejected by a city you try to protect." The woman's statement make alternate Captain Marvel frown, he looks almost offended.

"I never said I was rejected by my city." He protests, to which the woman holds up her phone with an open article, on the headline read.

'Rejected by city.'

He scowls at her.

"That’s the Tribune. Nobody reads the Tribune."

"I do."

He twitched at that before sitting up, suddenly looking very uncomfortable, like being anywhere but there.

"Anyway, okay, well, um… I, uh, appreciate your help, but I got some real problems." He tells as he stands up, making his way towards the door while awkwardly trying to come up with an excuse. " There’s this terrorist hostage situation going on, so…"

"Hostage situation?" The woman asks, raising an eyebrow, he chuckles nervously, grabbing the door.

"Yeah."

And with that the memory fades completely. Leaving the League wondered what that had meant about being rejected by the city. The League has been at Fawcett City enough times to know how feral and downright terrifying the people there could get when it came to Captain Marvel.

A woman had thrown her chancla at Superman once for not listening to Captain Marvel when he asked them to move the fight away from the park which ended up with the park in question being destroyed.

The idea that a Fawcett City from another universe hadn't wanted him around at all enough to be seen as rejection... It was hard to imagine.

"I really think we should try to convince him to speak with Dinah. I know he won't give in easily, but this can't keep on, he needs help, actual help from someone who knows what she's doing." Hawkwoman states, Dinah was the closest thing to a trusting psychiatrist they had.

The only one any of them was comfortable enough to speak with, bringing someone from outside, no matter how many background checks were done, didn't felt right.

Dinah at least knew their identities, knew them better than any stranger might ever do. And she understood too.

Meanwhile, Batman agreed with Hawkwoman's words, this couldn't continue. He had no idea how many lives Marvel might have had, but these memories left very clear the man had more unresolved trauma than anyone should ever have.

He knew he wasn't one to speak, but this... this was on a whole new level.

An image appeared, much like the others, blurred, as it began clearing, it revealed Captain Marvel sitting at the top of a building, at his side, the striking image of Wonder Woman stood at, even her costume was the same. No difference whatsoever.

"Superman came to Fawcett City a few months ago, I asked him to. I didn't really want to, but I thought I owed Freddy one. He likes him, thinks he is the coolest hero out there..." A dark looks crossed over his face, and Clark wondered if he would ever be able to face the man after seeing what that other variant of him did.

"He isn't the same Clark from the regime." Alternate Wonder Woman tells, she seems... odd. But the League can't quite place the why.

"I know. But when I saw him sit with Freddy... I wanted him gone. I didn't want him anywhere near him, I didn't want him anywhere near me for that matter. I know he isn't the same, I know that this one is good, he almost died saving a whole city, I know he would do anything to do what's right, I saw it in his eyes. This one is good. But..."

He trailed off, hanging his head with a frustrated sigh. Alternate Wonder Woman sat down with him.

"This is your first life after Superman killed you. No one expects you to make peace with that and move on. You are allowed to not want him anywhere near you or your family."

Clark had to admit that stung, and it made him feel all the more worse. The idea that his friend would be terrified enough of him he wouldn't trust him with his family... But understandable.

Knowing that that world had been his first life after he had killed him... that there had been a Superman there too. How cruel could life be? Did that Wizard chose where he was reborn? If so, why put him through that?

"He has done nothing wrong." He refuted, as if that was reason enough for him to not have to feel remotely bothered by Superman. 

"Doesn't mean you have to force yourself to deal with something you aren't ready for. You-" Alternate Wonder Woman's words cut off, and then, her face completely morphed into the most bizarre thing ever, a dark skinned old man.

"What the-"

"Billy Batson!" The man's shout startles the League and even Captain Marvel who shrieks, jerking back and almost falling off the edge. "You are a fool of a Champion." Are the man's greeting words, Marvel looks disturbed.

"What the hell… What the hell is going on? What happened to her beautiful face?" He looks positively horrified as he asks that, the League can very much agree on that bizarre image, how the hell was that even possible?

"It's a dream." Martian Manhunter realizes, recognizing the difference in waves between memories and dreams. 

That at least explained the weird vibe. 

"Also, aren’t you, like, dead-ass dead?" Alternate Marvel asks, standing up as the creepy old man with Wonder Woman's body stands. Diana feels very disturbed.

"I bring a warning from beyond your realm. The daughters of Atlas are coming for you." The man proclaims, making alternate Marvel frown and tilt his head in confusion.

"Isn't Atlas one of the Gods who lend him his powers?" Flash asks to no one in particular.

"Daughters of Atlas?" Alternate Marvel asks, he looks confused.

"They’re coming to unmake your world and torture mankind for all eternity in the Pit of Endless Agony." The old man states somberly.

"Okay, I feel like maybe I should be writing all this down."

"Quiet!" The old man's booming voice makes Marvel and the League flinch. Alternate Marvel raises his hands in a placating manner.

"Okay, okay."

"You don’t know what you’ve done. I regret having ever returned you your powers and memories this time around. Because of you, the barrier between the worlds has been brought down. They will be hunting for you now. Hunting your family."

"I'm sorry what was that?"

"Oh, they’re coming. Listen to me, Billy. The fate of your world depends on it. One thing you absolutely must not allow the daughters of Atlas to do is…"

The memory cuts off.

"Dude what the hell? There was literally no need for him to be such a jerk." Green Lantern said, who the hell had that old man been? 

"He said that he regretted having returned his powers... I think that was the Wizard who guards his powers whenever he dies." Batman theorized, narrowing his eyes, what did that man had meant by Marvel having provoked the barriers between worlds to have been brought down? 

"Well, that Wizard is a jerk." Flash said, because what the hell was wrong with that guy? To come up into a dream where Marvel was already feeling like shit just to throw more shit at him?

Another blurred image appeared, clearing up to reveal a man dressed in a similar costume as Marvel, but blue, Captain Marvel was with him, both of them sitting next to each other on top of a building.

"Wait, didn’t you tell us the wizard disintegrated?" The man in blue questions, looking confused.

"The skin peeled off his face. He turned into a literal pile of ash." Alternate Marvel stated, making the League grimace, and he said the guy died right infront of him. They couldn't imagine how that one must have felt, to watch the same man who always was there to meet you in your next life turn to dust right infront of you.

Even if Marvel said the man appeared as a ghost now, it didn't change the fact that he had watched him die.

"Yeah, seems definitive. I dunno." The man in blue agrees. And part of the League is seriously curious on who he might be, because he had the exact same costume as Marvel. But in blue.

"Yeah. Except now he’s in my dreams and, Freddy, he’s trying to give me a message.

Freddy? Was that the same Freddy who Marvel brought Superman to Fawcett City for? That dream-Wonder Woman had refered to him as Marvel's family. Was he his brother? Would explain the similar costumes.

The man in blue, Freddy, snaps his finger in sudden realization.

"Could be astral projection powers." Alternate Captain Marvel frowns in confusion, tilting his head to the side.

"What’s that?"

"Obi-Wan Kenobi-ing you from the great beyond." Freddy states as a matter of fact, making Marvel look positively uneasy.

"That’s it, I’m calling an emergency meeting. And I want you there." Marvel proclaims, giving Freddy a serious look, to which the man in blue scoffs at.

"Where else am I gonna go?" His question gets him the most judgemental look the League has ever seen on Marvel. "What?" He asks defensively.

"Dude." Marvel said, making a phone appear out of nowhere, holding it up for Freddy to see, an article on it. The man in blue leans forward to read it under his breath for a moment before leaning back with a defensive look.

"Okay, first of all, I didn’t explode it!" Was his first defense, crossing his arms over his chest. "All right? It was already like that and, and,… What is that, the Tribune? It’s fake news!" He snapped, clearly annoyed at being called out.

"Freddy, we only have one rule." Alternate Marvel reminds.

"All or none." They say at the same time.

"And it makes no sense by the way." Freddy defends. "Your idolized girl wonder? She's been lassoing people on her own for a while now, okay?  And when someone says Gotham city. Who do you think of? You think of Batman, because it's a one supe town and it always will be."

The League raises their eyebrows at that, so a Batman and a Wonder Woman had also existed in that world.

"Okay but-"

"Listen! But when there's a re al threat. A r eal threat, like giant portals in the sky or weird insect like drone armies. Pissed off aliens! That's when they come together. That's when the team unites." 

"We are not a team." Alternate Captain Marvel refutes, to which Freddy frowns in confusion. "We are a family."

His words strike a cord within the League. Even more so because he looks somewhat sad, uneasy, like he was remembering an unpleasant thing. The man in blue seems to notice because he is quick to snap his fingers quite loudly.

"Yeah, right! exactly. And family should stick together and and look out for each other. And be happy for each other." He told as a statement of fact before growing pleading. "I have a girl talking to me, Billy. A girl. For the first time in my life! And she laughs with me. Not at me. And I probably don’t have a shot in hell with this girl, but I’ll never find out if you keep trying to control everything I wanna do! And what's this all or none stuff anyways?! I mean, you were more than happy to do shit on your own when I didn't have my superpowers."

Marvel doesn't seem remotely annoyed by his words, just tired if not a bit guilty.

"Just be at the Rock Freddy?" He requests as the man in blue leaves the edge of the roof where he had been sitting at, now hovering in the air.

Freddy sighs in defeat.

"Okay." He conceded at last, turning around, yet before he flies off he turns back to Marvel. "By the way, she has a sister. Total control freak. I think you guys would get along. Think you’d love her, actually."

Alternate Captain Marvel rolling his eyes is the last thing the League sees before the memory fades away. The idea that anyone would call Marvel control freak was something no one could wrap their heads around, he had never been one to care much for what people did, if anyone was a control freak that was definitely Batman.

But again, this was his first life after getting killed by someone he had seen as a friend, maybe he had been affected enough he had clung to the people around him in fear of what might happen to them or what they might do if he wasn't keeping an eye on them. Which was admittedly a depressing thought.

Another blurred image appeared, and as it cleared, the first thing that League saw was Marvel getting hit by a building, and regardless of knowing that wouldn't leave a scratch on him they couldn't help but inwardly flinch.

A boy on a roof sat on the floor, grimacing at the sight. He was surrounded by three women in odd attires. 

"Ow."

A woman holds up her staff towards the building. The older woman halting her.

"Wait. There are more." She exclaims, and to the League's surprise, there are more, all of them wearing similar costume as Marvel's, a green one, a grayish one, Mary and another woman with a purple costume, hers being the only sleeveless costume.

"Perfect. We take them all." The woman with the staff exclaims, pointing the staff at the incoming heroes. The younger one grabs the staff, pushing it down.

"No. That’s not why we’re here. We’re here for the seed of life. Yield, sister. We stick to the plan we have." She tells firmly, making the woman with the staff glower.

"Father would never yield." She snaps, to which the older woman yanks her back by the hair, a dangerous look on her face.

"And Father is dead. Now, you know your place, sister. Or I will show it to you." She releases her hair, turning to look at the heroes. "We do this our way, not theirs." She states, the woman with the staff stepping back at the same time Marvel removes himself from the building. "Make one move..." The older woman begins, holding her hand out towards the boy on the ground, yanking him up and towards her by apparent magic or something. The boy screaming at the action, choking as her hand clasps around his throat. "And I will snap this child’s neck." She threatens sharply.

The ground breaks beneath her, lifting the piece underneath them and making it float.

"Oh Freddy." Marvel exclaims as the three women fly close to the heroes, fear in his eyes.  

"Wait, Freddy, as in costume blue Freddy? Did she fucking de-age him?" Green Lantern asked, mortified, what kind of sick person would de-age someone and use them as leverage?

Villains. That's who. Why did it surprise him that someone would go that far? 

The woman drops the boy, Freddy, who seems to have a hurt leg or something for he drops on his knees with a pained look. Marvel growls angrily at the sight, a rage like nothing the League has ever seen overtaking his eyes before he is shooting up towards them.

"Billy, no!" Mary shouts after him, but he ignores her completely. Freddy quickly crawls up to the other side of the slab of concrete to look at Marvel's incoming form, behind him, the older woman begins chanting in a language Wonder Woman recognizes as the Gods'.

"The daughters of Atlas." She realizes out loud. To which the League grimaced, so the Wizard's words had been right on the daughters of Atlas coming after Marvel and his family.

They watch as a blue wall begins begins lifting around the city, making cars at the bridge crash against it, more than walls a dome

"Billy, stay back! They’re using the staff to take our powers!" Freddy shouts, panic in his voice, but not even that seems to deter Marvel.

Yet.

The dome closes right before he can cross it, promoting him to crash into it. Horror flashes in his eyes as he pays it around as if to make sure he really couldn't go through it.

And then he punches it, electricity crackling with each punch, but the dome doesn't even budge. And holy fuck how strong was that thing to resist not one but several punches from Marvel?

He ends up putting enough distance to shoot lightning at the dome, but all it does is bounce on the dome before it goes straight for a building, crashing at the top of the building and making the roof of it explode. Captain Marvel winced at the sight.

"Sorry!" Marvel shouts towards the building before turning back to the sisters and Freddy.

"I’m sorry, I’m sorry, just, just save yourself!" Freddy cries out, prompting alternate Marvel to shake his head, frustration and anger in his eyes.

"No, no, all or none. We stick together."

"And that you will, because you cannot leave. Let’s see how you like being sealed off in a dying world." The woman with the staff claims before the slab of concrete begins moving.

"No! No!" Freddy screams, panic overtaking his face.

"Freddy!"

Marvel's shout is the last thing the League hears before the memory fades away, leaving them all unable to say anything at all.

"Please tell me he did got him back." Flash asks no one in particular, horror in his voice, he couldn't imagine how that must have felt like, to watch someone you loved be taken away and being unable to do anything about it. And while said someone was also seemingly unable to protect themselves. 

Hal felt sick over the idea of it, almost claustrophobic. He would go insane if he were to see anyone take Iris, Wally, Bart, Nora or anyone at all from his family and he was unable to stop it.

Another image came up, clearing up to reveal Captain Marvel and the old woman sitting across from each other at a table outside a seemingly fast food chain.

"Right, so, look, here’s the thing, um, you’re upset. A bunch of wizards came and stole your powers, which totally sucks balls, I totally get it."

The shocking and foreign swearing on Marvel's side aside, the League couldn't help but frown at his words, what did he mean by that? Totally get it? Had someone stolen his powers at some point? That was a frightening thought.

But what got their attention too was what he said, a bunch of wizards had stolen the powers from a God? But why go after Marvel then? 

"But, I kind of feel like you’re taking this all, like, really personally and, like, I don’t even know you, lady, right?" He tried to reason, the woman glared at him hatefully.

"If thieves stormed your home in the night and stole all your coin and then fled, you would naturally give chase, would you not? And say, in this pursuit the thieves dropped the money on the ground and your neighbor picked it up and kept it. Now, imagine it is not money, but the lifeblood of your father. The last breath of your mother. The power of all the gods, the magic of the entire realm that was stolen."

"Is she insinuating what I think she is insinuating?" Aquaman wonders out loud, because why did it felt like that woman was saying that Marvel's powers had come by being stolen?

And as if to confirm his words, her next words say it.

"And now this magic courses through you, and you have the gall to believe that you deserve it? This is very personal, Billy." She spat the name with resentment, anger, her eyes dangerous as they pinned him with a furious glare. Marvel shifts uncomfortably. 

"You are very menacing. I just want you to know that. Like, I really… i see the presence that you have, and that goes a long way. But today, I really wanted to talk about compromise."

"There is no compromise." They both say in unison.

"I knew you were gonna say that." He said in triumph. "Wisdom of Saruman. Don’t mess with me, okay?"

"I thought it was Solomon?" Hawkwoman mutters with a frown, to which she gets no answer.

"Give us back Freddy, you take down this sphere-y dome-y magic bowl thing and then, you know, we won’t have to annihilate you into the ground." His words get him a scoff from the woman.

"It’s a good offer."

"I’m being serious." He tells her, eyes growing hard at her clear dismissive attitude towards him.

"You play the part of a man, but you do not play it well. Give us the powers, boy. All of them. You are no leader, Billy. You are just a lost boy who likes to make-believe that he’s a warrior."

Anger flashes in his eyes at her words.

"Okay, look. I might not have as much experience as you regardless of it all ’cause I’m not, like, super old like you, but I think I have a few experiences that you don’t have." He told, looking very serious.

His next words though, are nothing the League might have expected of him in such situation

"`Cause I’ve seen all of the Fast and the Furious movies, lady. And let me tell you something. It’s all about family!" His words make Hal and Barry facepalm.

It's even more hilarious when nothing happens and his smile falters, he looks positively disappointed.

"Family!" He calls again, growing increasingly disappointed. "Guys, that was the signal. We practiced this, like, 12 times." He protested, that's when the other four heroes appeared, landing right behind the woman. "Thank you." He said at their entrance before smirking triumphantly at the woman. "Forgot all about my family, didn’t you, Goddess?"

Her smile is nothing but unsettling, giving the League a most terrible feeling.

"No, human. You forgot about mine." Marvel's face drops at her words, at the same time electricity engulfed the man in green who screamed in pain before crashing on the ground, and as smoke cleared, a boy was left behind.

"Dude, what's with their need to de-age them?" Green Lantern asked at the sight of the boy, who much like Freddy, looked like he couldn't be older than 14.

"Stands to reason you would want to put them in a weak body to take them down." Batman said, narrowing his eyes, if they had all shared Marvel's powers, anyone with half a brain would know how dangerous they could all be and would want to incapacitate them fast in any possible way.

Turning them back into children when they probably didn't have any powers was a logical move.

The older woman grabs The table she had been sitting at, sending it flying and crashing into a wall before kicking Marvel straight on the chest, sending him crashing onto a brick wall that collapsed upon impact, making civilians start running away in panic.

"Pedro!" Mary calls worriedly as she quickly knelt by the boy's side, checking him over.

The woman in purple and the man in grey turn to face the woman with the staff, anger in their eyes, the woman in purple zips up to the woman with the staff, catching her attention long enough for the man in grey to shoot lightning at her, sending her crashing into a restaurant.

The older woman turns to face the man in grey who had tried sneaking up on her, a ball of lightning already forming in his hands, but she stops his advances by immobilizing him in place, the woman in purple zips up to her, but also gets immobilized. They groan in pain as she pulls them closer.

At that moment Marvel extracts himself from the pile of bricks, looking angry and determined as he stands up before he flies up and comes crashing down on the woman. 

They go right through the ground, crashing into a storage room. 

The old woman sends alternate Captain Marvel flying and crashing onto a wall. He groans in pain before quickly bringing himself up as she approaches him. 

"You're wasting my time, boy." She adds the last despectively, and the League mildly wonders if she was calling him that as a demeaning insult, because if she was a goddess and looked that old... She had to be seriously old. Because Diana looked seriously young and she was in her 4 thousands.  

So how old had that woman been?

Marvel glares at her. And as she begins lifting rocks in the air he pounces at her, slamming her onto a wall, he tries to punch her but she easily hits his fist down.

"Did she just fucking slap Captain Marvel's punch as if it were nothing?" Flash asks horrified. Not even fucking Superman could slap Marvel's punches as if they were nothing. How insanely strong had that woman been?

She kicked Captain Marvel back onto another wall, he crashes right through it before landing on the ground, groaning in pain, for the second time, and he stays down.

"She's smacking him around as if he were nothing, how strong can she possibly be to accomplish that?" Hawkwoman said, staring mortified at the woman.

"If she was the daughter of Atlas? I believe not even the Captain's power could help him take on her without difficulty." Diana stated somberly, Atlas was the God of stamina and strength, a very powerful God. It stood to reason Marvel would struggle with a daughter of such God.

Suddenly, Mary and the woman in purple appear, not wasting time to pounce at the goddess, zipping up to her and tackling him violently, sending her crashing onto a wall before appearing infront of her, giving her no time to recuperate before they each grab an arm from the woman, lifting her up before slamming her down on the ground hard enough that the goddess stays down.

Marvel gets up, going over to the goddess, picking her up before slamming her back on the ground for good measure, creating a crater around her before dusting his hands, looking satisfied, a bit too satisfied for the slam to only had been to make sure she was unconscious. 

"Man, I sometimes forget how petty he can be." Hal couldn't help but say in amusement. Because God could Marvel be the pettiest man alive, from snitching on Hal for skipping watch duty because Hal ate his ice cream to locking Barry in the javelin because he called him dramatic.

That man was on a whole new level of pettiness.

"Yeah!" The woman in purple cheers in triumph. Her smile and almost childish glee reminds the League all too much of Marvel. "She sure didn’t see that coming, because she didn’t go to the eye doctor." She said very sure of her choice of words, making Marvel and Mary share an odd look before amusement takes over and they chuckle over some inside joke.

"Uh, Darla, that was, ’cause…"

"A euphemism. That was a euphemism." Mary finishes for Marvel as they both lamely try to come up for a plausible explanation to some unknown fact.

The three of them so caught up in the conversation they grow unaware of the rattling wires behind them. 

"Oh fuck she's still awake." Green Lantern said as he noticed the old woman's hand in the air. The wires snap, electricity crackling before they shoot up as if alive towards Mary and the newly named Darla. Latching around them like vines.

"No!" Marvel shouts in panic as the wires latch around Mary and Darla's throat, making them gasp in pain, he quickly goes over to Mary, snapping the wire with his hand before quickly doing the same for Darla. They are being dragged away by the wires, both of them grunting and groaning in pain.

And before Marvel can attempt to so much as free them a flying box slams into him, sending him crashing onto a wall, he crashes on the ground with a pained grunt.

"We’ve taken the power from two in your family already." The woman says as she walks towards him. "And now two more must die, and for what?" She asks harshly. "So you can keep playing soldier?" She snaps, grabbing him before slamming him with frightening ease against a wall. 

Over and over, and over again. And the League never thought they would ever see anyone at all be able to overpower and throw Marvel around with such terrifying ease.

She ended up dropping him back on the ground, he didn't get up. And she took the chance to grab him by the hood of his cape, starting to drag him behind her, he looks like he is struggling to even keep his eyes open, pain written all over his face.

She brings him back to the room where Mary and Darla are still fighting to breathe.  

She throws him on the floor. Mary looks at him, anger flashing in her eyes despite the fact that she seems to be losing conscience.

The old woman grabs Marvel and lifts him up before slamming him on the ground. This time he does turn around, groaning in pain as he does before looking up at the goddess.

The woman begins creating a giant ball of steel with anything from steel that comes flying in the storage room.

"My father was Atlas."  She said as he got up. "Titan God of stamina and strength." She stated. Marvel glanced at the ball of metals, sudden realization crossing his eyes before smiling as he looks back at her. "His magic and power may course through you, but you will never be a true god." Marvel scoffs at her.

"Oh yeah? Did your dad had super speed?" He asked before zipping up to her and putting her right where he had been standings second ago, making the ball of metal slam into her, knocking her out. "Nope!" He stated, grinning in triumph and amusement. 

Mary and Darla drop on the ground as the wires stop strangling them. They cough, gasping for air.

Marvel takes that to pick the goddess up and throw her over his shoulder, walking up to Mary and Darla as they stand up, still panting, he smiles brightly at them, though even if he does he looks them from head to toe as if searching for injuries.

"You okay?" He questions, at their nods he smiles again. "That was fun, let's go."

And with that the memory fades away, leaving silence behind, before anyone could speak, another memory materialized.

"Holy fuck." Were Flash's first words. Because there was a dragon snarling at a junkyard. A fucking honest to God dragon seemingly made of wood.

Dragon that was giving chase to Captain Marvel, his siblings, the Wizard who was somehow alive and two other people no one in the League recognized.

The woman with the staff was sitting on its back, she shot the blue lightning from the staff, which hit straight at Darla and the man in grey, sending them both crashing onto the ground in a explosion of electricity before two children are revealed, the girl looking way younger than the boy and previous de-aged ones.  

"Oh no." The boy with glasses who had previously been the man in grey exclaims, looking at his hands before they both quickly get up and start running again, hiding behind a car with Pedro. 

The man in blue, Freddy, is back, and he stands between the dragon and the car with a determined look.

"Okay, that’s it!" He snaps, bringing his hands up, but before he can even aim to do anything the woman shoots him, sending him crashing back on the ground, once again a kid, with a crutch. "Again?!" He protests, flinching when the dragon roars at him. 

"Freddy!" Marvel calls from behind a car, holding his hand up. The boy throws him a golden apple before standing up with the crutch and running as best as he could.

Marvel stood behind another car with the unfamiliar man and woman, he walks away from the car, holding the golden apple up. 

"Hey! this is what you want right?" He asks, shaking the apple in his hand, when the woman looks at him he throws the apple up in the sky where Mary catches it as she flies away, making the dragon and staff woman follow after her.

Marvel takes that chance to herd everyone away.

Meanwhile, the woman with the staff is chasing Mary and shooting at her with the staff, Mary barely managing to miss each and every attack, and still, the woman hits her cape, setting it on fire. Mary gets distracted by it, forgetting to look where she was going, her path gets cut off by the dome as she crashes into it.

And the woman takes advantage of it to shoot at her with the staff. She turns into a much younger version of herself, but not quite a child. And she drops the apple as she starts falling from the sky with a terrified scream.

"Oh shit." Green Lantern exclaims at the sight. He had run out of power on his ring several times, falling from such height with nothing to stop the fall was a most terrifying experience, because you never knew if anyone would ever manage to come in time to save you or if you would end up flat on a road.

"Mary!" The unfamiliar woman shouts, raw terror in her eyes as her hands come to her mouth, her eyes on the falling figure. Marvel quickly turns to look up and sees Mary falling from the sky.

He notices the dragon chasing the falling apple before looking back at Mary falling.

He doesn't even hesitate to bolt up and towards Mary, successfully catching her in the nick of time at the exact same time the memory goes dark.

And still, at least it lets the League breathe better, because she didn't die. Even if the Mary back at the Rock hated their guts, that didn't meant they wanted her dead. Here nor in any other universe.

Another blurred swirl appears, clearing up in time to see the younger goddess walking away.

"We can’t let her die. She called me sweet!" Freddy tells as he turns back to look at Marvel with a desperated look, making some from the League smirk. "We have to figure something out." He tells Marvel who seems to be deep in thought, suddenly, realization strikes him and he turns to look at the Wizard, pointing at him.

"Take my powers back." His words makes the League's eyes widen.

"He can do that?" Aquaman asks to no one in particular, much like the others, shocked that anyone could just take away Captain Marvel's powers.

"No, Billy!" Darla protests. He holds his hand up to stop any further protests.

"No, no, no." He approaches the Wizard. "Hey, take my powers back. You always give ’em to me, so you can take ’em back, right?" He asks. The wizard shakes his head.

"I am not the champion. Haven't been so in eons. You are. Have been so for centuries, and you will always be." The Wizard tells as a statement of fact, turning his back to him.

"You think I know how to fix this, dude, but I really don’t, okay? I, I didn’t even know who those Greek sisters were. I had to Google them. But you know who they are, which means you know what to do. And you were right. You made a mistake this time around, man. I mean, that’s why I always say “all or none,” right? Because without my family, I’m nothing. And honestly, I have no idea what I’m doin’ this time around."

His words makes the League's stomachs twist, to hear him speaking so low of himself, how long had it even been since he had died at the hands of that other Superman? No one could blame him for being a mess, he was trying to deal with the very real fact that he had gotten murdered by the same man he had seen as a friend, just to be resurrected back into a world where he was abandoned at and had to go through God knows what in those foster houses. Because no child ran from 11 houses just because.

God knows what kind of hell he must have lived through, making it impossible for him to deal with anything, and then those sisters appeared seeking revenge against him for something he had no part in? Hell yes was it logical for him to be a friggin mess. What the hell had that Wizard even been thinking by throwing him back into another world to live as if everything was alright?

How many lives had he been forced into? Forced to ignore the trauma and the pain for an endless job he would never be free of? It sounded downright cruel for him to have to live for eternity.

Just being reborn over and over again to do the exact same thing.

"No." The wizard states without looking at him. "You don’t have a shred of wisdom in that brain of yours."

"Jerk." Hawkwoman can't help but spit at the Wizard's lack of tact.

"But your heart is wise." The Wizard continues, finally turning to look at him. "And it knows exactly what must be done. I spent millennia searching for a worthy champion and no one was worthy of what I once shared with my brothers and sisters." He began telling as he circled him. "But when you shared your powers, you did not hesitate. For you, everyone can be worthy if given a chance. Now, go fight for your family. Go fight for the world. I chose right when I chose you to be reborn in this world."

Marvel nodded at the Wizard's, looking newly determined. Good, at least that Wizard hadn't been a complete ass.

"Billy? Billy, what are we gonna do, man?" Freddy asks as Marvel turns around, starting to walk towards the group. And the League seriously still had trouble wrapping their heads around the fact that that was his name.

Was it his name now too? Or had it been just a coincidence that he had the same name twice?

"Same thing we always do, Freddy. Save the God-" Marvel cut himself off, looking at the unfamiliar woman who leveled him with a warning look. "God darn world." He corrected, making the League smirk, curious on who that woman might have been. "Now, I’m gonna go get that staff and I need you to lure these things away from the stadium while I deal with the dragon, all right?" He asked before stepping back, yet before he could fly off, the unfamiliar woman moved.

"Wait, wait, wait, Billy, Billy." She called, making him halt and give her a nervous look.  "Can I just speak with you, before you go?" He seemed hesitant, but he still nodded, letting her approach him, and the second she had him within reach the second she pulled him into a hug, not caring at all about the monumental difference in height.

He didn't hesitate to hug her back. And he seriously looked like he needed that hug. Who was that woman? As they pulled apart he gave her a sad smile.

"Hey, I promise after this, if I don't get eaten by a dragon." He told the last with amusement, this before his eyes grew sad again, but accepting, defeated. "I'm not gonna force you to keep me around. Okay?"

That sent confusion through more than one in the League. Even the woman looked beyond confused.

"What?"

"I know this isn't really what you signed up for. I mean, the house got destroyed, Freddy got kidnapped, and now everyone's running for their lives because some crazy goddesses and their dragon are after me." 

The League was still very much uncertain on what was Captain Marvel's relationship with that woman.

But they didn't need to wonder for much longer, because her gaze softened as she brought her hands up to touch his face. Her next words freezing them all to the spot.

"Billy. My wonderful, kind, brave, son. I will never turn you away. No matter the destroyed houses or the monsters that come knocking down the door. You will always have a home with us. Always." She told firmly, leaving no room for argument or doubt. 

And holy shit, that was Captain Marvel's mother. 

"Now, do me a favor and I mean this from the bottom of my heart, go kick their ass, okay?" Her words got more than one in the League smiling. Most of them had lost their mothers when they were children, but they did sometimes wonder what would they think of the whole superhero thing.

Apparently, Captain Marvel's had been the cheering type. 

Marvel smiled, looking a whole lot more relaxed, as if her words had been the one thing he was hoping for for a long, long time. Though taking his earlier words into account on how his mother had abandoned him, and those other 11 houses he left, it stood to reason he had potentially grown to expect abandonment from everyone.

Which was a heartbreaking thought.

"I love you, Mom." He said, and the woman's surprise, shock and sea of emotions in general at the last word led the League to believe that maybe, that might have potentially been the first time he ever called her like that.

"Me too."

Her voice is the last thing they before the memory fades away, leaving silence behind.

"She looks incredibly young to be his mother. Even if he was adopted." Green Lantern finds himself saying despite all, the woman couldn't have been older than in her 30's. And alright, Marvel was perpetually stuck with the face of someone who was in his 20's. So was Diana.

But something didn't quite fit there.

"Maybe he grows really fast. You know. Magic. Or maybe he just hits the mother of growth spurts whenever he finally gets his memories and powers back." Flash said before realizing what he just said. "Which sounds worse when I say it out loud. But it would explain why he is always so... you know. Childish?"

"Barry, you, Oliver and Hal were racing remote control cars all over the Watchtower last month." Wonder Woman reminded flatly, making the speedster pout, Marvel might be childish sometimes, but so were they. She worked with children.

But she didn't mind, she did admit it had bothered her the first time she joined, worried about whether they could be trusted or not in a battlefield, or if their childishness would get them killed.

But they had shown her more than once that despite their childish behavior, they were all very reliable in battle, she wouldn't hesitate to trust them with her life.

Another blurred image came up, swirling blurs before it cleared up. All to reveal Marvel landing on a roof, a panicked look on his face as he caught sight of the older goddess on the ground, seemingly dead.

"No, no, no. Lady, lady, you can’t die!" He called, appearing by her side within seconds, clapping in her face as if that would somehow wake her up. "Come on, Billy, come on! Powers, powers, powers. Medical powers. No. How-to-fix-dead-people powers."

The League couldn't help the amusement at his words. He then looked down at his hands with realization.

"Please tell me he isn't gonna do what I think he is gonna do." Hal asked, remembering with a wince that time Barry used his hands as electroshocks to bring back Hal.

Which, he was grateful for, but Christ had that left a most terrible burn on his chest that lasted weeks.

Marvel answered to him with a doubtful look as he held the hands over the woman's chest.

"Clear?"

Lightning crackled from his hands up to the woman's chest, making her grunt and jerk. Triumph washed over his face.

"Whoa! Come on! One more time. Clear!" The woman jerked before groaning in pain.

"Stop! Stop! Let me go to the Underworld in peace, please." The Goddess plead, and who had even managed to take her down when not even Captain Marvel could?

"No. no, lady, listen, listen to me. I need your help okay? Something that only you can do. So I need you to stick around a little bit longer, okay?" Marvel requested, a pleading undertone in his voice. The woman's gaze grew far away, heartbroken.

"When they ravished our world, the way my sister now ravages yours. My father gave his life to save the ones he loved. Us." She told, any anger she had felt before, completely gone, her hand reaches up to grab Marvel's face. "His lifeblood now courses through you, boy. And his name, Atlas, titan God of stamina and strength proved to me, that his magic belongs in you."

Marvel gave her a strange look for a moment, he almost seemed to feel bad for her. Nothing unfamiliar there, Captain Marvel has always been known for the compassion he could come up to show towards villains.

"I don’t want anyone else to die." He told suddenly as he carefully helped her sit up. "Not my family, not Anthea, not anyone, and we can save them. This all came from the tree, right? I might know a way to destroy the tree and the dragon all in one." He told as he glanced out at the city, where a giant tree could be seen, and many, many mythological creatures.

"Ladon’s powers are too great, boy." The woman told as a statement of fact, Marvel turned to look at her.

"Well, not if I can overload the staff with enough lightning." His words made the woman's eyes wide ever so slightly.

"A bomb?" 

"Is that enough to kill the dragon?" He asked, suddenly doubtful of his own idea, the woman gave him an indecipherable look.

"And more. You would annihilate everything that’s inside the dome."

Marvel grew silent at that. 

And then. His face more determined than it has ever done, something about it making the League's stomachs drop.

Even more so his next words.

"Well, then I have one more favor to ask."

The memory faded away.

"Please tell me he isn't gonna do what I think he is gonna do."

As if to answer his question, another image appeared, of Marvel with the left side of his costume singed and holding a staff, standing inside the dome, the dome that now only took a whole stadium instead of the city.

"Dude, come on! Where the hell were that world's Justice League?!" Flash snapped, anger and frustration taking hold as he realized with dawning horror where this was going. Why the hell hadn't other heroes been there? A fucking city being held hostage was certainly something that would get the attention of any respectable hero!

So why the hell had they not been there?

"Billy!" The woman, Marvel's mother, shouts, running towards the dome.

"Get out of there!" The man the League suspects now very heavily might have been his father, shouts, he is right behind the woman, both of them running towards the dome.

"I can't." Marvel tells as a statement of fact as his mother comes to an abrupt halt on the other side of the dome, her hands coming up to it. Dawning horror in her eyes. "I have to do this."

"Billy, what are you doing? You're not supposed to be in there." Freddy says, still very much a child and looking positively terrified, enough that for a moment, the League has the sudden and most horrifying wonder of whether he was truly an adult or a child.

"Yeah, I am." Marvel states, sadness in his eyes. "After everything that happened before... this, I started to think that I couldn’t do anything right, that I didn’t deserve my powers..."

His words stung, because it didn't took a genius to know what he meant by 'before'. Of what he had done in that alternate world where Superman killed him. He had said so earlier, in his talk with the pediatrician, and then with the dream-wonder Woman.

And now... he had been depressed. And he had still been forced to be Captain Marvel. To carry on as if everything was alright. 

God. How was he even doing now? Were the smiles all fake? How long was it that this and the Superman thing happened? He still flinched away from Superman, the sudden idea it having been recent... it made Clark feel sick. Even now, he still felt like crying, to hear and see the aftermath of it all. He had been hanging on a thread, trying to save and protect people while dealing with the betrayal his supposed friend had done in his previous life.

Killing him.

He just hoped the Clark in that universe had been good with him.

"But there’s something that I can do." Marvel's words got their stomachs twisting.

"No."

"I can save all of you." Alternate Captain Marvel exclaims, a sad smile on his face.

"But it’s all or none!" Freddy shouts, hitting the dome repeatedly, tears in his eyes. 

"Yeah. All of my family gets to live and none of them gets hurt." Marvel told, as if that somehow made everything else alright. As if dying was nothing but a little inconvenience to deal with if it meant everyone he cared about got to live.

And while many in the League understood the sentiment and wouldn't hesitate to do the same... this felt incredibly wrong for some reason. Because why? Why had his life ended up like that after what he had to go through in the last one? How cruel could fate be, that he would be forced to go through yet another cruel death?

But his next words were even more devastating than anything the League has ever heard from him. 

"Freddy, I’ve never had a family. You know that. Everybody I’ve ever cared about, they all left me. My mom, my dad... everyone. So when I found you guys, I had to hang on and I’ve been hanging on too tight. I should have let you do your own thing. Now it’s time for you to fly."

"What about you?" Freddy asks, voice broken as his hand rests on the dome, and God, he looked every inch of a child who was being forced to accept the fact that he might lose his brother.

A child. But that couldn't be, right? He was the man in blue, an adult. Magic de-aged him.

Right?

Captain Marvel smirks, bringing his hand up to the dome, pressing it against Freddy's.

"I’m Captain Everypower Junior." He tells, making Freddy chuckle past the tears over some apparent inside joke. "Don't you forget it." He told at last before walking away.

He enters the stadium, as he walks through the tunnel, the League can't help but notice that his hands are shaking, and still, his eyes are burning with determination, determination to die if it meant saving those he cared about.

A man willing to walk to his death with his head held high.

And despite all, the League felt respect swell up for him.

As he steps out of the tunnel that leads to the stadium, a giant tree can be seen in the middle of it all, and the woman is there, riding the dragon and looking just as determined.

"We end this now." She proclaims, voice cold. Marvel's gaze is just as thundering.

"Yeah. We do." He states, this before starting to hit the dome with lightning, electricity beginning to crackle all over, rippling across the dome.

And then he rose in the sky, holding the staff, energy crackling all over as thunder rumbled above, a thundering expression on his face, the image sending shivers down the League's spines as they were reminded of just how powerful Marvel could be on a good day.

To imagine how he might get on a bad day...

"Fly." The goddess commands the dragon, making it leave the ground.

Marvel pounces at the dragon, holding the staff out to cut through the dragon's blue fire as he flies right into it, his costume starting to burn as he flies through, the red of his costume  turning a singed black color, pain flashing in his eyes as he grunts before he is dropping, exiting the fire before flying under it.

The goddess flies up to him and the dragon sends him crashing into a billboard, roaring.

Marvel removes himself from it, anger in his eyes.

The dragon snarls and pounces at him. Captain Marvel shoots forward, eyes blazing with blue energy as electricity crackled all over his body, his fist connects with the dragon's jaw, wood exploding as the animal's head was turned by the force of the impact.

"Fuck yeah." Green Lantern found himself cheering.

The dragon swung its claws at Marvel, to which he falls back, dropping in the air and missing the claws by inches. He flies back up, punching the dragon once again. The dragon snarls angrily, chasing after him as it blows fire, burning everything in its wake.

Marvel comes to hover in the middle of the dome, electricity crackling all over, the staff acting as some sort of anchor to it all as the lightning crackled all over it.

And the look Marvel gives the staff makes the League's hearts drop. 

It's time.

He looks at the woman, wind blowing around them, his gaze hardening with new resolution as he shoots towards the dragon which shoots fire at him. He uses the staff once again to fly through it, his costume this time seems to catch fire on parts, but he keeps flying straight, determination burning in his eyes, lightning accumulating onto the staff, glowing brighter.

He looks up to the building energy on top of the dome, electricity crackling all over, wilder, bigger. He falls back from the fire, going under and slamming the staff right into the dragon's chest.

"SHAZAM!" He shouts, voice strained as he pins the dragon against the tree. A familiar gigantic lightning bolt crashes down upon the dome. 

And everything goes dark as the memory fades away. 

Chapter 49: Darkest Secrets Part 6

Summary:

This is the last chapter I will post here of this plot. It's now become a separated fic under the same name, it was getting much too long to be left here, so I decided to give it a promotion from an idea to a whole ass fic.

Chapter Text

"J'onn. Can't you just take us straight to him?" Batman asked, even he was finding it hard to keep up his composure, because this went against anything he had ever thought he knew about Captain Marvel. 

The same man he wouldn't trust to make a plan or go into a mission alone, same man who was all smiles and a bigger boy scout than Superman himself.

Hadn't hesitated to walk up to his death and give his life in exchange for the ones he loved. His loyalty had been such, he hadn't for a second thought Superman would go far enough to harm him. He clearly suffered from PTSD, depression and abandonment issues. Making it all the more confusing on how could he keep up such big facade.

As if nothing could ever bother him.

He could have given all his fortune if it meant unraveling the complex mystery that Captain Marvel was, but this? As much as he liked new information and knowledge in regard of the people he worked with, this wasn't how he would have wanted it to go.

Even this was too much for him.

"I'm afraid not. We must go past his memories, he has too many that stand louder than the one he must be hiding in. If I try to force our way past them, it could destroy them, and bad as they are. Destroying his memories isn't something I wish to risk." Martian Manhunter stated, as bad as some memories could be, he couldn't erase them, because aside from the fact that it was something he just didn't do for it wasn't right.

There was also the fact that memories, no matter how bad they were, made a person who they were, these memories, all of them, no matter how horrible, made Captain Marvel who he was, J'onn couldn't just destroy that.

"You said he was close." Hawkwoman said, she didn't want to be here, to stand here and watch a good friend suffer, go through things no one should ever have to go through.

"He is, but his mind is much more complex than anything I have ever seen, I must thread carefully, I cannot risk damaging his memories, bad as they might be, they make who he is." J'onn told as a statement of fact.

At that same time, a blurred image began forming, making the League tense, even more so at the sight they got, it looked like a meeting room at a building, several unfamiliar people sitting around the table.

But two.

Lex Luthor.

And Bruce.

Both looking much more older, but it were definitely them. Sitting at the same table.

And right by Luthor's side, Captain Marvel stood at, still looking as young as ever, just that this time, he wasn't wearing the familiar costume, in its place, he was wearing a fancy waiter suit, dark pants, red jacket and even a bowtie. His eyes looking as wrong as his body language, all as he threw a towel around Luthor's neck.

Even the voices in the memory were like a smudged echo.

"J'onn?" Wonder Woman asked, feeling uneasy over the sight of her brother just there, practically serving Luthor of all possible people.

"Mind control." 

"I'm sorry, what?" Aquaman asked, not sure he had heard right.

"These memories... he was being mind controlled when it happened." J'onn stated as he felt the familiar fogged veil that came with memories gotten during mind control.

"That's impossible, I thought his mind couldn't be penetrated." Green Lantern said, Marvel had said so before, his mind couldn't be penetrated by any kind of psychic attack or mind control in general. So how the hell did fucking Luthor manage to mind control him? And for what? To have him act as his personal waiter?

And what the hell was Batman doing there just sitting and letting it all happen? But again, this was Batman, Batman always had a plan, or at least Hal hoped that was the case.

"And in the meantime, we have nothing to fear from the League?" The voices became clearer, a man near Luthor was asking, making Luthor scoff. "Not even from Superman?"

"He will not touch me! He will NOT. He cannot." Alternate Luthor snapped, this before smiling, a dark look In his eyes. "In fact, I've got the most... marvelous anti-Superman plan. Isn't that right, boy?" He turned to look at Marvel at the last statement, Marvel who just smiled, a very wrong very skin crawling smile. What the hell had Luthor done to him?

"Absolutely, Mr. Luthor." Is the answer he gives, flat and monotonous. 

The memory distorts, before straightening back out to reveal the same room, just that this time, there's a whole lot more of people, one of which is a woman with the Green Lantern symbol on her chest, and the League mildly wonders whether they had been heroes or villains.

There was also Marvel, he stood with the group, this time, wearing a black smokin, and how was that even possible? Hadn't he said once the costume was stuck to his skin?

"Good news! The moment has come to begin our final strike! The Gulag is in turmoil! The inmates are... dare I say it? Revolting! Superman's prison has become a cauldron of hate and chaos! That's our clue to deploy our steel legion!" Luthor proclaimed, a smile plastered on his face.

"Dick." Flash muttered, he had no idea what was happening, but it was clear Luthor was still as much of a dick as he was here. And he had Captain Marvel acting like his servant or something!

"But before any of that. We must destroy the League. And I have the perfect person for that. Someone I've been saving for just such a task!" Alternate Luthor states, looking at Marvel who seems to frown in confusion.

"I thought you said that the supers were evil." That statement makes the League's blood run cold, even more so the flat voice with which he said that. And Luthor smirks at that.

"Yes, I've always said that the supers are evil. Can't argue with that." 

"But then why-" Alternate Luthor cuts Marvel off, grabbing his face and leveling him with a glare, his smile becoming all the more creepy as he speaks.

"Only you can ensure their destruction. I'm ordering you to demolish what's left of the Justice League." Alternate Captain Marvel stills at that, for a moment, horror flashes in his eyes, shoulders shaking.

"No... I..." 

"Come on man, snap out of it." Green Lantern can't help but plead, hating the sight of it, the fact that Luthor would do such a thing. Was that why Batman was there? Had he gone to save Captain Marvel?

And still.

Captain Marvel's shoulders stop shaking, eyes darkening.

"Sha-"

Whatever he was about to say, his words were abruptly cut off by a punch straight to the face, from fucking Bruce. And the punch honest to God didn't break his hand, instead, it fucking sent Marvel crashing to the ground, with blood on his face from the busted lip.

"He's bleeding." Hawkwoman said out loud, surprise and shock in her voice, and no one could blame her. Because since when could Marvel bleed? And how the hell had a human managed to take him down with a punch?

Alternate Batman didn't waste a second to put his foot against Marvel's throat.

"Shuh...Shh..." Marvel's words came as nothing but hisses and grunts, groaning as alternate Batman pressed harder against his throat, prompting Marvel to grab his leg.

"Hello, Billy." Is the greeting Batman gives. His voice is stoic, but the League could tell he was angry, not at Marvel, but at Luthor most likely.

"He's... He's not..? You're kidding me! All this time, we've been in mortal fear of Billy Batson?" One of the men snaps, incredulity in his voice. And how the hell did a bunch of villains knew Captain Marvel's secret identity?

"I'd suspected it for a while... And J'onn's telephatic probe confirmed it. It seems Marvel's dual identities are in quite a bit of mental conflict. All these years... as Batson grew to manhood... Luthor kept him in check by turning him into a stew of schizophrenic psychoses."

Alternate Batman's words made the League's blood run cold and their hearts stop.

What?

Grew to manhood? As in Luthor took hold of him when he was a child and had been brainwashing him for years through God knows what methods? But how? Why? How? Had he had powers as a kid? Had he been in the League as a kid and then got seized when he less expected it? 

But it would explain Captain Marvel's refusal to so much as step into missions that involved Luthor. He had once stormed out of the Watchtower after Batman had tried to guilt-trip him into going into a mission where Lex Luthor, Sivanna and Grodd had joined forces. And he had disappeared for a whole week.

Because fucking Lex Luthor had apparently tortured him as a kid in one of his past lives, for years, enough that he might have lost any sense of reality. 

Now... fuck. What the hell was even this? How could the Wizard just stand back and let this happen? How could he let any of those things happen? The League couldn't for the life of them understand why the need to subject Captain Marvel to those kind of lives. With what purpose?

"But our goals..."

"My only goal in allying with you was to learn your connection to Captain Marvel. In this entire global conflict, he was the wild card. And I hate wild cards." Alternate Batman states, pointing at Luthor with an enraged look. The League smirked at that, well, it seemed like that Batman might have been similar to theirs.

"You! You double crossed me!" Luthor shouted, anger in his eyes. Alternate Batman smirks.

"I learned from you."

The memory glitched, distorting once again before exploding into a burst of colors before Captain Marvel was revealed, hesitantly walking right behind Batman at a subterranean room of pipes, Batman was holding an honest to God gun.

"Then Luthor found you. Took you under his wing. Told you the same thing the world was telling you... that superheroes were monsters, terrible, repulsive beasts..." Alternate Batman's words sent confusion through the League. What the hell was that suppose to mean? One thing were villains throwing all kinds of insults at heroes.

But the world? The whole world? That Batman had mentioned a global conflict before. Was this what he had meant? Had something happened in that world with superheroes and people? 

"And he never, ever, let you forget... that you had one hiding deep down inside you." Alternate Batman told, those words didn't seem to set well with Marvel for he stopped abruptly, shook his head as anger, confusion and fear overtook him, his fingers curling into fists.

"Liar. Heroes are the monsters. They think themselves above regular people, no longer caring to do anything but stand out and subjugate those with less power." He spat acidly at alternate Batman, hatred burning in his eyes, this before turning around and making a run for it.

His words slicing the League's hearts like knives. Why? How had things gone that far? Why had it taken so long for him to be found? What the hell had Luthor done to him? To sink such poison into his mind, since he was a child...

How long must it have taken, how long must he have been subjected to God knows what horrors. Horrors no child should ever have to be subjected to.

"Don't think like that, Billy!" Alternate Batman called as he turned to follow after Marvel.  "He's twisted your brain around that insanity! The worms... they're engineered to secrete certain chemicals! Billy or Marvel! Either one! They eat away at your mind!" Alternate Batman shouted after him.

But Marvel kept running, fear and confusion in his eyes, as if everything he had ever known had become a complete lie. Like he had no idea what to do, who to trust or even where to go to.

And what the hell did alternate Batman meant with 'the worms'? Was he talking about Mister Mind? Or was it something else? But the way he said it, secrete certain chemicals. Had Luthor... had Luthor implanted mind control worms into him? How? And that was such a sickening thought.

Also explained Marvel's reaction towards Barry's prank that time he gave him a can of worms, it had been meant to be a harmless prank.

But then Marvel had dropped the can and shot lightning at it faster than anyone could have ever seen it coming, way more than just a spark, it had been a giant enough lightning bolt it had destroyed the floor. He had fixed it with magic and apologized, but that was the last time he ever took anything Flash offered him.

And Barry had the sudden and very nauseating realization, that he might have laughed and called overdramatic a perfectly reasonable reaction towards something that might have caused the man and anyone for that matter some heavy trauma.

Mind control worms. 

And the most fucked up thing was that one of the guy's villains was a freaking worm that could mind control people, how the hell did he even fought him? 

"They're driving you mad, Billy! Don't let that happen!" Alternate Batman shouted as he gave chase to a frantic looking Captain Marvel. "The world depends on it! You can fight- Billy, look out!" Alternate Batman called out as Marvel had turned to look at him over his shoulder, having forgotten to look where he was running towards as they entered what looked like a lab.

There was a huge bowl on top of a desk, filled with water and worms in it, a bowl Marvel didn't see and ran straight into, the glass burst, water and worms falling on him as he fell to the ground.

"Shit." Hal swore under his breath.

The second he noticed the worms crawling on his clothes, the second terror and panic overtook him, his breathing growing increasingly fast.

"Sha-"

"Billy, no!" Alternate Batman cut off whatever Marvel was about to say, panic flashing in his eyes. "Stay calm! I can help! Stay calm!" He was quick to say, but Marvel didn't seem to hear him, completely terrified at the sight of the worms.

And then he spoke that familiar word.

"Shazam!" 

Lightning struck down, and from that light, Captain Marvel flew out, now wearing the costume and with the previous split lip healed. 

"Wait. Is he like, human, human and when he calls that big ass lightning he becomes indestructible?" Green Lantern said as realization hit, Marvel always said he was human, something many of them had had trouble believing, but if he could switch in between being human and indestructible by one single word...

So that's why that Superman had froze his mouth shut, or why that Batman went for his throat. His voice was the defining factor. Though it didn't make sense why would he try to de-transform infront of that alternate Superman who had killed him.

And still.

With that new knowledge something hit harder.

He had been human when the bomb with the dragon went off. And when the paradooms... oh fuck they fucking ate him alive.

But it also hit the reminder of the amount of times he had shouted that word in the middle of a fight, either when high in the sky, from the inside of a monster, or when a fight in general was going particularly difficult. All those times, he had become completely human, had put his life on the line before calling on the word again.

He had risked his life on those moments, and none of them had even been the wiser. Because what if something had gone wrong? What if he hadn't managed to say the word for whatever reason while mid fall from the sky? Or what if a monster had managed to get to him before he could transform? What if one day the word for whatever reason failed and he was left completely vulnerable in the middle of a fight?

Or worse? In the sky?

None of them would know, no one would be able to prevent him from meeting a most terrible end. Those who could fly always paid extra attention to those who couldn't fly when in a fight that was way off the grounds. All so as to make sure they would be able to catch anyone who might fall. 

But none of them had ever thought about throwing Marvel a look. Because he could fly.

And still.

What all of them had seen as a last resort move on his part, it had now become a most reckless move on his part. Why would he risk his life like that? Why would he not tell them at the very most about that little detail so they could watch his back on the very crucial seconds that took him to say the word again? They were a team, they looked after each other, it was what had kept them all alive for so long.

So why hadn't he said anything?

Another image appeared, glitched with smudged multicolors and distorted voices and sounds. And then it cleared up to reveal a battlefield of robots and heroes? Villains? The League couldn't tell, but all of them were fighting each other.

And in the mist of all, Captain Marvel was.

With Superman. A very old Superman.

And Clark couldn't help the spring of nausea as he saw the alternate Superman block a hit from Marvel. Fighting again.

"Damn it, Marvel! Snap out of it! You can't do this! Too much is happening too fast!" Alternate Superman shouted, the look on Marvel's face was unfamiliar, eyes unseeing, pure murder intent, raw and unforgiving, a very skin crawling smile plastered on his face. He looked absolutely terrifying. "We have to work toge-"

Alternate Marvel cut off alternate Superman with a punch to the face, sending him flying across the battlefield and crashing onto the ground, and he was still smiling, much too wide, and the insanity in his eyes was as terrifying as it was heartbreaking.

Because to see him like that... to know he had ended up like that because of Luthor, because he had been very much potentially tortured as a child, growing up as nothing but a puppet with Luthor poisoning his mind about apparently heroes being evil, monsters, beasts.

And once again, the League couldn't help but wonder, how was the man doing now? He looked perfectly fine, always smiling, always happy about something, he did had moments where he would be a nervous wreck, pale or just flat out disappear for weeks.

But Christ, all the things he had been subjected to, how could he still be so full of life, compassion and positivity? They were ashamed to admit many of them wouldn't be able to do as well as he had apparently done. So how?

And the League could do nothing but watch him fight alternate Superman, brutal and violent like nothing any of them had ever seen on him, all the while, alternate Superman did his best to dodge his attacks and try to reason with him, even by the few attacks he landed, he looked like he was trying his very best to not hurt Marvel.

But no matter what he did or said, nothing seemed to get through. Marvel tackled him, grabbing his arms, and without hesitation, he spoke.

"Shazam!" Lightning came howling down, and Marvel spun around on the last second, all so the lightning would hit Superman instead of him. The League flinched, all except Superman, same or not, part of him deep down felt like Marvel might deserve killing a Superman for what that other one had done to him.

The alternate Superman dropped to the ground with a pained grunt, groaning as Marvel grabbed him by the cape, lifting him up in the air with one hand, still very much smiling, eyes unseeing.

"Shazam!" He called on the word again, but this time, alternate Superman kicked him on the chest, breaking free from his hold and slamming him onto the ground.

That gave chance for the lightning to strike Marvel.

Leaving behind his human form, he glared up at Superman before shooting up.

"Sh-!" His words were cut off by alternate Superman flying up to him, hand grabbing his face to keep his mouth shut, Marvel glowered at him, digging his fingernails on Superman's arms. But that did nothing, finally confirming very much the fact that that giant bolt of lightning that came with the word Shazam was what gave him his powers.

"That's enough!" Alternate Superman ordered, voice booming as anger flashed in his eyes. "Look around us. Look what we've come to." Alternate Superman says, forcing Marvel to turn to look at the chaos going on around them, robots and superpowered people fighting all over the place. "There's a bomb falling. Either it kills us, or we run rampant across the globe."

A bomb? What the hell for? The League was still very confused on the whole thing with the superheroes being evil, why did it all sound like a war between superpowered people and regular ones had exploded in that world?

"I can still stop the bomb, Billy. That much I'm sure of. What I don't know is whether I should be allowed to.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Hawkwoman asked to no one in particular, what the hell did he meant by "allowed"? There was a frigging bomb falling!

"Superhumans or mankind... one will pay the ultimate price. And that decision... is not for me to make. I'm not a God, I'm not a man. But you, Billy, you are both. More than anyone who ever existed, you know what it's like to live in both worlds. Only you can weigh their worth equally. Fight the brainwashing, Billy. You can let me go... or with a word... you can stop me. Do you understand the choice that can be made by you alone?"

Alternate Superman questions, Marvel didn't look at him, shoulders sagging as all fight disappeared completely from his body, tears falling down his cheeks.

"You decide." Alternate Superman told him as he released his mouth. "Decide the world." He said before taking flight, leaving Marvel standing alone, he looked up at Superman's receding form, eyes growing distant, sad, just completely and absolutely exhausted of everything and anything.

"But I don't care about the world." He muttered, tears still falling. "All I wanted this time, was one single thing, and I got it. For someone to come and make it all end, Batman and you made it happen. You are wrong, I might be from both worlds, but I don't belong in this world, nor do I want to stay here anymore."

His words sent a cold feeling down the League's spine as a horrifying realization hit.

"No." Diana whispered in horrifying realization, eyes going wide, just as the rest, because no, he couldn't mean what they thought he meant. Not him. Anything but that.

But his next words made their hearts stop.
 
"But you can make things better for everyone else, I know you can, so I choose to make things right as they should. And that means that you don't get to die."

Marvel stated firmly, determination flooding his face as his eyes grew hard on the last note.

"Shazam!"

Lightning came howling down, crashing on him, and he emerged from the explosion, shooting up towards Superman who turned to look over his shoulder, all in time for Marvel to snatch his ankle, violently yanking him back and sending him plummeting to the ground below.

He then went straight for the giant apparent bomb, a giant bomb encompassed into a force field that he punched right through. Lightning crackling all over the bomb as the force field shattered into a million pieces. He took hold of it and without an ounce of hesitation, he shouted the word.

"Shazam! Shazam! SHAZAM!" Lightning crackled in the sky ferociously with each spoken word, this before three colossal lightning bolts came crashing down.

And everything went black.

Leaving the League frozen in place.

Had they just... had they just watched Captain Marvel commit suicide? And his words... What had Luthor done exactly? For how long? To drive him to such an end...

For someone to come and make it all end. He had said, his voice had sounded so broken, so desperated, for how long had he suffered? That alternate Batman had said another thing too.

Turned him into a stew of schizophrenic psychoses. 

And that... it didn't matter how they looked at it, his words, his actions, he might have been potentially too overwhelmed with everything, might have seen himself as too dangerous to stay alive, possibly not trusting his mind anymore.

And so he killed himself.

It made the League's hearts ache, because how much must someone suffer for them to choose to take their life away? And how could Marvel always act like no wrong has ever been done to him? There was an innocence to him that made it all the more unsettling when the League took into account what they had seen from his memories so far.

Because how? It just didn't make sense for him to be the way he was, when this had happened. He was eaten alive, watched many of the people he cared about, he was killed by the same man he had seen as a friend, sacrificed himself to save an entire city, and now he had been tortured and brainwashed since he was a child.

So how could he keep on smiling? How could he keep up exuding that innocence and positivity? It was insane to even think that these things had happened, that all along he had been hiding these horrors. 

And the League no longer knew whether to be amazed at his strength over not succumbing to this or if they should be immensely worried over where his mind stood at right now, was he faking everything or was he genuinely alright? Was he better or was he always one step away from having a breakdown?

Or was this the breakdown?

Had they pushed too far and sent him into the one breakdown he might have always tried to avoid? That thought felt like a bucket of ice, guilt gripping them tight. Because they caused this.

He was now stuck in these horripilant memories because of them.

And that was something the League didn't think they might ever be able to make up for.

Chapter 50: Stormcaller Part: 3

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Billy's eyes snapped open as he shot up to a sitting position, pain explode on his stomach, hand flying to clutch it on reflex as a hiss went past gritted teeth.

And even past the pain, all he could do was wonder what the hell had been that. Who had been that woman? Who had been that man? What the hell were they talking about? And more importantly.

Who the fuck was Thavma?

"Billy?" Zeus' voice caught his attention, the lightning God rarely spoke to him, to not say ever, but whenever he did, his voice never failed to sound both gentle and guilty. Why? Billy had no idea.

"What?" His voice came out like he had swallowed gravel.

"The injury on your stomach, use your lightning to heal it." That made Billy do a double take.

"I'm sorry what?"

"Your lightning, it can heal your wounds."

"..."

"Billy?"

"You serious right now? What the hell? Didn't you think I would have liked to know that when I was fucking bleeding my guts out at the Rock? Why are you telling me this now?" He snapped, anger rising, because what the hell? If lightning could heal him how come had Zeus didn't told him the second he was at the Rock? Why did it took him a whole ass vacation to tell him?

And of course Zeus didn't answer. Always with his cryptic silences.

Still.

He brought his hand up to his stomach, where the long gash was at, light leaking out, totally normal, just a basic Tuesday in his fucked up life. He used his lightning as Zeus instructed, and despite all, he had to admit it was fascinating to watch the lightning seal the gash shut, leaving smooth skin behind.

Huh.

He could see his skin. Weird, because the suit was still stuck to his skin like a second skin, it didn't last much though, for soon, the suit honest to God regenerated or whatever clothes fixing themselves was called. He looked down at the dry blood on his body, he couldn't quite remember much on that part.

But he did remember the chimera and that overwhelming feeling of not wanting to die. So he guessed the blood must be from the monsters...

He used his magic to clean the remains, not wanting to know how he even looked like, plus, the smell was nauseating.

"That's a neat trick." He almost jumped out of his skin at the sudden voice, he turned to look towards it and he was met with Batman and an uncomfortable amount of people at the door.

Superman, Batman, Flash, Green Lantern, Aquaman, Wonder Woman, Hawkwoman and Martian Manhunter.

All of them staring at him.

"What?" He couldn't help but ask, unable to hide the irritation in his voice, but to be fair he was stabbed, he felt like shit and his head was pounding. He was confused on what the hell had been all that.

But even more so on the dozens of memories he now had, of past champions, he even had Black Adam's memories, and that... it made his throat close, because all of a sudden, he could somewhat understand what had led the man to become what he became.

Too much pain could change people beyond recognition.

There was also that darkness that came after Black Adam, searing pain, then warmth, familiar and electrifying, and then that blonde woman, and that man he couldn't remember the face of...

"Dude! We thought you were a goner!" Flash exclaimed, appearing right beside the bed where Billy was currently sitting on, and despite all, he couldn't help the spark of warmth in his chest, even now, he still had troubles believing the amount of people he had managed to find, after many years of loniless, betrayals and abandonment from people he thought would stay...

He had finally found a family, in the Vasquez, and in the League. 

"I'm fine." He ended up conceding, giving the speedster a smirk and a thumbs up.

"You got stabbed." 

"Yeah, I know, I was there. But I'm fine now." Marvel assured, leaving the bed, or he would have left it if the giant green hands hadn't grabbed his shoulders, stopping his advances.

"Where do you think you are going? Dude, there was like a ton of blood all over the place, pretty sure you shouldn't be walking around just yet." Hal said as a statement of fact, remembering the puddles of glowing golden blood all over the place. 

Marvel gave him a look.

"I'm just fine, thank you. If you forgot, I have-"

"Magic?" Batman's words cut him off, and Billy felt himself make a face against his will, right, magic. He really never told them, at first, it had been because he hadn't trusted them completely, and then he saw how uncomfortable many of them got when magic was involved and he just decided to not tell them.

"Yeah... that too. Look, I didn't really mean to like, hide it or anything, but when I first joined I didn't really felt like giving every bit of information about my powers away, and then I saw how weird you all got whenever magic was involved so I just sort of... you know... didn't say anything. Which I guess does count as lying." 

Some from the League winced at his words, guilt stinging. Yeah, he did had a point there, most of them didn't like magic, it was as unpredictable as it was confusing. But it still didn't explain why he would go so far so as to hide it, it wasn't like there weren't any magic users in the League.

Even more so considering how Zatanna had made it sound. If her words had been something to go for, Captain Marvel was like the boss of all magic, so why had he not used any magic? Hadn't even tried to take away the magic of those villains who used magic?

"Question, why did you never use it? I mean, why didn't you take away the magic from those villains who use it?" Flash's question got Billy biting his cheek, the question didn't surprise him, it was a logical thing to ask, Zatanna must have told them.

He sighed, he had no way of escaping this, he just knew it.

"Just because you can do something it doesn't mean you should." He told, remembering Solomon's words when he first asked him why couldn't he just take away the bad guys' magic and be done with it.

At the League's confused looks he elaborated. 

"Magic is... complicated, it's part of a person, like, on a deep kind of sense, it's seared into their very souls, take it away, and that's like tearing apart a part of their soul, many go mad, unable to cope with the sense of wrongness it leaves behind, others kill themselves, and others can become downright dangerous, either to others or to themselves because of their obsession to get it back, there isn't anything they wouldn't do, no lines they wouldn't dare to cross if it means getting their magic back."

That last one reminded him of Constatine, long before the League was formed, he had lost his magic, and he hadn't hesitated to poison himself with dark magic if it meant he got to use magic again, even if for a little while.

He had wanted to give it back to him, but Solomon and Zeus had kept him from it. Something about lessons needing to be learnt.

He got his magic back, eventually.

But the point stood, people could do seriously messed up things if they lost their magic.

"So no, I don't take magic away regardless of how it's used, I would as well be killing them." He told as a statement of fact, he had never taken anyone's magic away, and he might never do so. He refused to do that to anyone no matter how evil they might be.

Because if he did, then how was he different from those villains who drove people insane or into committing suicide?

"And the why I don't use magic... to be honest, I don't really have much control over the potency of the spells I use, I mean, I know how to use magic, I just can't seem to find the right balance for it, so it's better to not use it at all than end up exploding half the city." Billy conceded, feeling shame bite at him, the only reason he even knew how to use magic was because of the Gods having taught him.

But they weren't there physically, so they couldn't really teach him full on how to control his magic.

And while he did visit Hades and Persephone at times, even they had trouble teaching him about a magic completely different from their own.

"You can do that?"

"Depends..." Billy thought it would be really wise to not tell Batman that he could, theoretically speaking, destroy the planet with a flick of his wrist.

That would make the man stalk him even harder without a doubt. 

"Why don't you ask Zatanna to help? Doesn't she do magic? Or Dr. Fate? Even Constantine." Aquaman's words got Marvel frowning, before he started sulking.

"Magic users don't really like when I ask them about magic, they think I am being condescending or mocking them. And Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine keep acting like I'm about to kill them or something if they so much as look at me."

He even took it to suppress his aura around them! But not even that got them to stop acting like he was about to snatch their souls or something. I mean, he got it, the Champion Of Magic was a big deal among magic users, but Billy was literally in the Justice League! Where killing was a big no, one would think that would be enough to appease them.

It wasn't.

So he was left sulking, because he liked them, a lot, their control over magic was amazing, and he would kill to get Constantine to let him see the House of Mysteries, or get Zatanna to teach him magic tricks, that would be a great help for him to win money without the need of a stable job. Or Dr. Fate, the man had an interesting approach to magic Billy was itching to learn more about.

They were all so cool. And he couldn't even be in the same room as them, because Zatanna would start making up excuses to leave while also attempting to retreat as inconspicuous as possible.

Constantine didn't even try, the man just got a look at him and he was gone. So did Dr. Fate.

It was frustrating.

Meanwhile, the League frowned, because now that Marvel said it, it came back to them the odd attitude the magic users had around the Captain, most of them avoided him, others would flinch away from his proximity or just flat out teleport out of the room without so much as a goodbye.

The League hadn't even thought to connect their odd behavior with Marvel specifically, I mean, why would they? The man was as cheerful as he was friendly, he got along with everyone.

To be told that he was apparently the boogeyman or something of the likes among magic users was off putting to say the least, though considering Zatanna's words... in a way, they could somewhat understand why would he come off as intimidating to magic users, why would they avoid him, anyone would be terrified of missteping around the one person that could render you completely powerless within seconds.

But still, it was still stupid, because Marvel would never do such a thing, if he hadn't punched or killed Guy Gardner yet because of his burning need to try to get a raise out of the Captain, he wouldn't do anything to anyone at all. 

Hell, he looked like a kicked puppy. Yeah, they couldn't imagine how frustrating it had to be to try to get someone to help you with something only they could, just to have them running out on you or snapping at you because they thought you were mocking them or because they were afraid of you.

And still. Something didn't quite make sense, hadn't Zatanna said that he had had several past lives? Didn't being reborn usually came with the memories of your past lives? He had used magic then, right? So why couldn't he use it now? But again, she did said he had been reborn as a halfblood this time around, a definitive form because of how Black Adam turned out.

That was a disturbing thought, that in a way, he had been part of Black Adam at some point, that idea was seriously weird and something they didn't want to think much about.

Point was, shouldn't he know how to use magic? Didn't Zatanna say he had connections with six Gods? Gods were all about magic, so why not ask them?

"Zatanna said your powers are believed to come from six Gods, Gods are very adept in magic, why haven't you asked them to help you?" Diana asked, she could teach him.

If she had magic strong enough to be manifested, but she didn't, her magic has never quite been able to manifest, she could feel it, but she couldn't use it, it didn't react right and it always made everything explode and she ended up passing out. Her mother had once said that it had to do with that dark wizard that almost killed her when she was a child, and her father always avoided the question, saying she was perfectly fine as she was.

But it always felt like something wasn't quite right. Like something was missing.

"They did help me, that's how I learnt how to use it, but they can't really teach me right when they aren't there, and they can't be there because... well, they are very busy, or dead." He added as an afterthought, remembering Solomon.

"I'm sorry, dead?" Flash repeated, Marvel shrugged.

"Solomon's dead."

"Stop telling people that I'm dead." Solomon's protesting voice made Billy smirk, even more so as he spoke his next words.

"Sometimes, I can still hear his voice."

"Brat."

He bit back his grin, if he was cursed to be an eternal child, he would give his best to act as much like a brat as he could towards the Gods, if he had to suffer so would they.

Still. At the League's looks he was quick to explain.

"His conscience lives inside me, it was one of the gifts he was promised if he kept his word. Eternal life, and wisdom beyond anything any other human has ever known."

"The Wisdom of Solomon." Batman realized out loud, Marvel nodded.

"No offense dude, but you are like, zero wise."

"They talk to me, doesn't mean I have to listen to everything they say, Greek Gods can be such a pain." He stated with a sigh before glancing at Wonder Woman. "No offense."

"None taken." Diana said, smiling in amusement. She was burning to ask him about who his parents were, why had his magic felt like a child's. It didn't make any sense.

"Gods talk to you, like, in your head?" Superman asked awkwardly, not sure if he was understanding this correctly.

"Kind of, our minds are linked, but their physical form is wherever is it that they are." That at least was much more understandable, Martian Manhunter had linked their minds several times in the past, it helped them keep each other in contact in case the comma failed or something went wrong.

Captain Marvel was the exception, Martian Manhunter's telepathic powers didn't work on him, nor anyone's psychic powers for that matter.

"Is that why psychic powers don't work on you?" J'onn couldn't help but ask, curious.

"Yeah... they are like, seriously into not letting anyone in."

"Have you ever met any of them, in person I mean?" Diana found herself asking, needing to know what kind of connection he had with the Gods.

"I sometimes visit Atlas, but that's about it, Mercury's way too busy, so is Achilles. And Hercules always makes up excuses, and Zeus... well, he barely even talks to me, dude's weird. Doesn't matter, I like Hades and Persephone better." He got to play with Cerberus, and Hades was teaching him how to summon ghosts, and how to control his magic fire. Their fires weren't the same, but at least he wasn't at risk of burning whole buildings down anymore.

Plus, Persephone was also teaching him how to control plants, his magic was like a bottomless pit, he could control anything and everything, so even if Hades and Persephone couldn't teach him much, they still taught him things they could do and him, as the Champion Of Magic, could also do.

Hades liked to call himself 'the cool uncle', and Persephone 'the cool aunt'. He liked them, made him feel less alone. And while he was safe in the Underworld, he still went as Captain Marvel, paranoia was too deep in, but Hades and Persephone didn't seem to mind.

"Wait, wait, Zeus? Hercules? Atlas? Hades?" Green Lantern asked, he was quite sure he recognized those names, Greek fucking Gods. Were the Gods Marvel's powers came from were those dudes?

"Yeah... Hercules' strength, Achilles' courage, Zeus' lightning, Atlas' stamina and Mercury's speed."

"I'm sorry, are you meaning to tell me you've got Hercules' strength?"

"And Atlas." Marvel's words just got the League staring at him.

And staring.

Well, that explained how he could bury Superman ten feet under the earth and subsequently knock him out by a single punch.

He had the strength of two Gods, one of which was fucking holding the entire planet on a daily basis.

"Dude, that is so freaking cool." Flash said in awe, making Marvel grin.

Meanwhile, Diana couldn't help but frown, because while it explained the how did he control her father's lightning, it didn't explain how come had her father flat out avoided her question when she asked him if he was aware Captain Marvel had control over his lightning. Or why had Hercules missed to tell her he knew Captain Marvel when she told him about how his strength reminded her of him.

In fact, he had gotten all nervous about that before making up an excuse and leaving. Marvel said so too, that Hercules avoided him even though he lended him his strength, or that Zeus didn't speak to him even though he also lended him his powers. And since when did her father lend his powers to just about anyone?

What did she not know?

"Zatanna said that you were a halfblood, but the magic that I felt at the Rock was the kind of magic that could only come from one of the big three, but Hades has no children, Poseidon's last child was Percy, and he is already a young adult. And I was Zeus' last child."

Diana needed answers, she was tired of feeling like people she cared about were hiding things from her, why did her father and Hercules didn't tell her about Marvel? And why had Marvel not told her that they might be related?

She didn't quite expect for Marvel to look at her like a deer caught in the headlights.

"I feel like you want answers, but I'm afraid I cannot give them to you, I mean, yeah, I'm a halfblood, but I don't really know anything past that, I don't know whether the God was my mother or my father, all I know is that I was left at the doorstep of my human parents and that was about it."

Billy regretted his words the second they were out, because now everyone was giving him varying degrees of pitiful/sad looks. He hated it, he didn't care anymore about who his biological parents might have been, he did wish to know why the hell they didn't bother to so much as leave a note saying: hey kid, don't worry, you aren't crazy, you just have the eyesight of a God, so don't freak out if you see a fucking unicorn by your window in the middle of the night but no one else does.

Point was. He didn't care, he had once felt afraid, alone, heartbroken over the fact that his parents had abandoned him. Dozen of times he had wondered what had he done wrong for them to leave him behind, without a name, a note to at least explain why they left him. Anything to let him know it hadn't been his fault.

With time, he stopped caring as much, C.C. and Marilyn Batson were his parents, they were the ones who were always there, loving him as if he were their own, they were always there for him to the very end.

He didn't need other parents, even if it still stung at times. Because he had so many questions, and zero answers.

"You were abandoned?" Diana felt like breaking something, or crying, or both. Because one thing was leaving the child with their human parent, but another one completely different was to leave the child with people who had absolutely no idea who or what the child was, and not tell them of the dangers the child might be in.

Who even did that? She didn't even want to imagine how afraid he must have been, confused. She had heard about how Percy's life was, for a long time, he had thought something to be wrong with him because of the things he saw, had almost been killed by a harpy and then a minotaur. All while not understand a thing about what was happening aside from the fact that he had to run for his life.

He had had his mother to protect him.

But Marvel had had no one. No one at all. How many times had he almost lost his life? How many times had he had to run for his life? How many times had he thought something to be wrong with him?

She hated to think about how much he must have suffered. As all halfbloods must have done before she convinced her father to create that camp.

She had combed the entire world when that camp had been first raised, looking for any halfblood she could find, to take them there, those who were too young and still unaware of what they were and by extension safe, she had told their parents where to find the camp.

A camp where only halfbloods could enter. Humans couldn't set foot in there and neither could those who would do the children harm. There, they were trained, taught how to control their powers and develop their skills.

A safe place for them to learn and grow.

A place that could have saved thousands of lives if it had been created sooner. She was just glad Marvel had somehow survived.

But it still came back to her the question. On who was his father, Zeus and Poseidon were out of the question, which left Hades, Marvel said he spent time with Hades and Persephone, had Hades had a child that he was somehow spending time with now? But it didn't make sense either.

Because Hades didn't give her the impression of someone who would abandon his child. But who was it if not him?

"Don't feel bad, I don't care, I mean, I didn't meet them, so it doesn't really bother me, you can't exactly feel anything towards people you never met."

Even if he said that, he did had some resentment, he might not grow, might be stuck as a child, but that hadn't stopped him from grow internally, and he was certainly no longer a frightened child seeking for approval. Showing off his strength and courage in hopes of catching his godly parent's attention. Show them that he was worthy.

He was his own person now, he didn't need no one's approval, he knew he his worth and what he could do. Though at times, he still found himself wishing to know who was it. Because he definitely still had questions.

And having Diana tell him his magic was from one of the big three just filled him with more questions, because who the hell was his parent? Zeus? Poseidon? Hades? Hades has always been incredibly nice with him, oddly so, as if he were trying to make up for something.

But he wasn't his father. Because by the time Billy must have been born, Hades had already been with Persephone, and he knew the man well enough to know he would never be disloyal to her, he loved her too much.

So who the hell was it? Zeus didn't like him, so he couldn't be, plus, Diana was his last child.

And Poseidon... He did had great control over water, but he couldn't breathe underwater, and he had heard that that was a defining characteristic among Poseidon's children.

So who was his father? Was it seriously one of them? Or had Diana just read wrong? I mean, he was the Champion Of Magic, his magic was naturally absurdly strong.

Meanwhile, the League stared at him, he looked genuinely unbothered, but that didn't stop them from feeling bad, Superman could only imagine how it must have been like to grow not understanding what was happening, your parents being as clueless as you...

Something else came back to Batman, something that wouldn't stop circling around his head.

And thus, he asked it.

"Wonder Woman said your magic was that of a child's, do you mind explaining why?"

Chapter 51: Stormcaller Part: 4

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Wonder Woman said your magic was that of a child's, do you mind explaining why?

Billy froze at Batman's question. What? How...?

"Your magic was leaking all over the place. That's why the magic beasts appeared, they were lured by your magic, the kind of reaction only a halfblood child would elicit." Diana's words didn't bring an ounce of comfort to Billy, in fact, it just made panic grip him, throat closing, because say what now?

He had been in his Captain Marvel form, he should have been safe, he had always been safe as Captain Marvel, and now suddenly his magic could leak out like that? That shouldn't be. He wasn't suppose to be hunted in this form. No one was suppose to be able to hurt him in this form. He was supposed to be safe.

But he wasn't.

And that sudden realization made his blood run cold, a shiver running down his spine, because all of a sudden, he felt more like Billy Batson than he has done in years, even as Captain Marvel. He felt like all he had ever known had become a lie, he wasn't safe, not even as Captain Marvel. He would never be safe.

"Billy, calm down. They can't touch you. You were fatally wounded, it was a lapse in the spell, that's why your magic was leaking. But you are not anymore. You are safe." Zeus' words didn't bring him any comfort whatsoever, he felt like he might go sick.

"Dude, you alright? You look pale." Flash's voice felt like a fogged echo past the rising panic, fuck, focus, focus, he couldn't have a panic attack now, even less infront of the League.

And still.

"Yeah, I'm fine, totally fine..." Captain Marvel's words didn't fit at all with the clear as day stiffness of his shoulders, or the way his eyes would wander towards the door, his smile strained.

"So? Why do you have the magic of a child?" God was Batman relentless, but to be fair? The rest of the League was also interested in the answer, because why would Captain Marvel have a child's magic, when he was clearly a grown man? 

But then there was also his behavior... sometimes, there was an innocence to him that could be off putting, or how well he got along with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans... that kind of path those thoughts threatened to take wasn't a comforting one.

Even less when Marvel gave them an uncomfortable look, he looked like he wanted to bolt out of the room, and then his shoulders dropped with a defeated sigh.

"I'm... I have a curse if you will." Billy ended up saying, he did not like the idea of telling the League, but he wasn't technically a child, it wasn't his fault he was stuck as a child, people could say he was an adult in mind, in a way... kind of... not really, his mind still partially worked as that of a child's.

Point was, he wasn't a child, in theory, but he just didn't want them to know, because there was literally no need to, he stopped being Billy Batson long before he joined the League, so why tell them? It wasn't like he was going to de-transform around them, Billy Batson didn't exist anymore, being Billy Batson was too dangerous, put those he cared about in even more danger.

It wasn't something they needed to know.

But if things had come to this... He couldn't lie and tell them he had a child's magic, Zatanna and any magic user for that matter would see through his lie, no one but a child had child magic. And there was also Wonder Woman's words, a halfblood's child magic. There was no way he could lie about something he knew jackshit about.

"A curse?" Hawkwoman asked, tilting her head to the side, she was an expert at fucking up curses, her maze could very much destroy curses, it could disrupt magic easy enough Billy always found himself avoiding training with her.

Terrified of the idea of her maze so much as touching him. Because what if it made him de-transform? That would so not end well. He was terrified of the idea of being Billy Batson, an easy prey to be eaten, a beacon for magic beasts, a danger magnet.

"Yeah... I'm... this form isn't really my own, it's sort of like transformation magic? Like, the ultimate prime form? So I don't really look like this..." He could see the dawning horror in their eyes as realization set in.

As if they knew where this was going.

Which they didn't. Because again, he wasn't a child.

Or well, he was, but more like an immortal child, but there were several villains who were also immortal children. Which wasn't a good comparison he admitted, but still...

"You are-"
 
"I was born around the 1700's." He cut off whatever was it that Superman was about to say, which he could guess what it was. But they didn't understand. "The curse in itself just kind of froze me in time, that's what it does. I stopped aging when I was a child and that's how it's stayed, but theoretically speaking, I'm not really a child? I just happen to look like one, I mean, I was born before a lot of you, and it's not like there aren't any other immortal kids running around. I just happen to be the only one who hides his actual form." He shrugged, trying to make the situation less.

Because deep down, he was freaking out. Even more so as the silence grew and grew until he felt like he might suffocate. 

"Who did this to you?" Billy had to admit Superman's calm voice almost made him cower, because holy fuck did that not fit the obliterating rage in his eyes.

He considered not answering. But what the hell? It would be hilarious to see what he might do to the target of his rage.

"The Gods, and the Wizard, they said that it was better that way, I'm half human, so they didn't really want to risk me turning out like Black Adam, a child's heart is less likely to be corrupted by the Sins of Humanity. Though if you ask me, that's a stupid thing to think when you remember that even kids can do seriously messed up things."

"Should I break it?" Hawkwoman asked, raising her maze with thundering determination in her eyes, Billy quickly withdrew away from her.

"No thank you, I mean, I appreciate the offer but they left very clear that the curse cannot be broken. It's... a kind of magic I was born with? I don't know, they never really elaborated on that. But it can't be broken."

He realized what he said all too late. Now the League was giving him pitying looks, and he seriously hated pity.

"A halfblood's child magic is a beacon for magic beasts. You would be condemned to live running or hiding... Why would they do that to you?" Wonder Woman asked, fingers curled into fists, her blood was burning with barely contained rage, because why? Why would they do that to him? Why would they curse him to be in eternal danger when he practically served them? Shouldn't they keep him safe at any cost?

So why put his life in danger?

"Gods are weird." Was all Marvel said, shrugging, as if he was totally fine by the fact that he was cursed to be hunted for the rest of his life.

And oh God, he was a child. That explained all the things the League had ever found odd in the man, explained the childish behavior, why he always weaseled out of any romantic conversations, why he refused to drink or why he got along so well with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans. Or why he got so uncomfortable whenever any woman at all tried flirting with him.

A child. He was a child. And while he might have been born long before many of them, it didn't change the fact that he probably, as any other immortal child, was still very much a child in mind too. Oh God, they sent a child to fight Superman on red kryptonite. A child got stabbed and almost died.

"Stop." Marvel's sudden annoyed voice caught their attention.

"Stop, what?"

"I know that look, you are thinking 'oh my God he's a child why did we ever made him do those things?'. So, stop, I don't like being patronized, I'm neither defenseless nor something frail that needs protection. So what? I'm an immortal child, doesn't mean you get to treat me like a child. Because as I said, I'm not a child, and I refuse to have any of you treating me like such." He snapped, he hated when people treated him with child gloves. Hated even more being seen as just that.

A child.

He didn't hate being a child per se, though he would love to not be hunted or put those he cared about in danger for being so. He just hated the way people treated him for being one.

And he refused to have the Justice League treating him like a child.

"Also, I don't even know why you act like the Young Justice and the Teen Titans don't exist, I mean, wasn't Damian like 10 when he started out as Robin? And he is completely human." Billy checked, Damian Wayne was 100% human, even if he could match Diana in sword fighting and had a demon pet dragon thing.

Dude was terrifying.

"You are 10?" Aquaman looked positively horrified, the audacity, didn't Atlanteans had their children training with swords since they were kids as obligatory self-defense classes? 

"No, didn't you hear anything I said? I was born around the 1700's, if all, I'm old enough to be someone's grandfather." He told, annoyed at being called a child. 

"You are 10." Hawkwoman's words got the best of him, and before he could stop himself, he explode.

"I'm 12!" He snapped, refusing to be leveled to such lesser age, he wasn't a child, he was just a step away from seriously close to be considered a teenager, he wasn't a child! Though he guessed he wasn't really a teenager either, just something in between. But he wasn't a child!

"You aren't even a teenager."

"But I'm not a child either." He snapped back at Flash's awed voice, he did guess he was acting a bit like a child here by trying to insist about his maturity, but he seriously hated being called a child. He might not hate being a child, but he's always been very sensitive about being called one.

Because children got to live great lives, to grow, he had none of that. He didn't have parents to tell him they loved him, the closest thing he had to parents were Victor and Rosa, but even then, he never quite allowed them to get too close, afraid of hurting them, of not being good enough.

And that they would see it and leave him, just like his biological parents.

Point was. He wasn't a child.

"Can we just stop talking about my age? Why does it even matter? It's not like I change back anyways, I mean, I haven't turned back in years nor do I have plans on doing so anywhere in the near future, so it doesn't really matter." He regretted his words the second they were out, fuck why couldn't he keep his mouth shut?

In his defense, he still felt like shit. So there was that.

"It's not as bad as it sounds. I mean, it's just a logic thing, why turn back into something that will just get things wanting to eat you or kill you come at you? Captain Marvel is an adult, they leave me alone when I'm like this. Unless I'm bleeding my guts out apparently. But the point stands, it's way better to stay like this." His explanation just seemed to make things even worse, even if he smiled to play it off.

It didn't seem to make the situation better.

"You shouldn't have to stay like this, do you even do anything outside of being Captain Marvel?" Superman asked, it was no secret that Captain Marvel was almost always hanging around Fawcett City.

"Yeah... I can change the costume with magic, alter it enough to make it look like clothes. I just wear a mask and no one knows it's me."

That didn't seem to be enough, what did they expect or want from him?

"Call it off." Diana's sudden words made Billy scowl, he liked her, but hadn't she heard any of what he just said?

"I'm sorry, did you miss the part where I said I don't do that?" He couldn't help but ask, her gaze was determined, her arms crossing over her chest.

"Do it."

"What for?" He asked defensively, crossing his arms over his chest equally stubborn, giving her a challenging look. He was nothing if not stubborn. She would have to do better if she wanted him to de-transform.

Something he isn't done in years.

"Because maybe, if I get to feel your magic for longer and when it's less in agonizing turmoil, I might be able to decipher from who it's, and who do I get to run a sword through." Wonder Woman's words got Billy to freeze, she could do that? But more importantly.

"You can't kill Gods! You would mess up the balance! I don't want to have to fix that! Last time a God died I spent over two years fixing leylines and making sure reality didn't crack while I did it!" Billy found himself protesting and waving his hands around in agitation, he didn't want to deal with reality, that was such a pain, that was like, the worst part of being the Champion Of Magic.

Because fixing leylines always left him exhausted, and making sure a fissure didn't appear across reality itself while doing so just left him even more exhausted. Even with Atlas' stamina he had spent a whole year on a magical comma at the Rock Of Eternity.

He didn't want to deal with that again.

He didn't even want to know if he could fix anything at all if one of the big three died.

"I won't kill them. I will just... You know, stab them." Diana told, as if that was the most normal thing in the world and the absolute right thing to do, it got both the League and Marvel staring at her.

"Diana, stabbing anyone that makes you angry isn't the right course of action." Batman found himself saying with a flat tone, sounding like he was very much used to saying something along the lines, which no surprise there when one remembered Robin and his habit to threaten people with his sword.

"Being a halfblood is dangerous, most of the time, it gets them killed, thousands of children have died because the Gods were too uncaring of their own children. Those who managed to survive to adulthood were approached by said Gods as if everything was fine. They are now safe in a camp only halfbloods can enter, but it doesn't change the fact that the Gods left their own children to grow in solitude, abandoned to survive in a world that only wants them dead. I can very much stab them if I so desire to."

Diana told, voice hard as steel and anger burning in her gaze. Resentment hiding in her voice. Something that surprised the League, Diana never spoke of her childhood, but the League did know she had been the only child in the island.

None of them could imagine how it must have been like to find out there were more like her in the world. And that while she grew safe, they had been fighting for their lives, some which might have not survived. And that was such a messed up thing to think about.

Of children being hunted, and the fact that Marvel was one of them. And that he was forced to hide behind an adult's body to stay alive.

All because the Gods hadn't cared to keep their children safe. No wonder Diana was always so bitter whenever she spoke about Zeus.

"Hades has done no wrong. You can't stab him." Marvel's protest snapped them to attention, he was giving Diana a look. "You can stab Poseidon and Zeus though, specially Poseidon, make it hurt. A lot." He put extra vengeance in the last remark, surprising the League.

"What did Poseidon do?" Aquaman couldn't help but ask. Marvel scoffed, looking beyond offended.

"He called me short."

Silence.

"I'm not short." Marvel stated, giving them a dangerous look, but it was hard to take it seriously over the reminder that this was theoretically speaking a 12 year old feeling very much insulted about his height.

"Of course you aren't." Superman said, biting back the urge to smirk at the glare he was given. Because this reminded him all too much of Jon getting angry over being called short. 

"Good. As long as you remember that."

"So? Would you like to know which God is your father?" Wonder Woman's words caught Billy's attention.

On one side, the idea of de-transforming made the air around grow thinner, like something horrible was going to happen. As it did last time.

But on the other hand? He did want to know, he wanted to know the face of who he held so much resentment for. The face that could give him the answers he's been longing for for decades. The person that could finally answer the why's. 

"Billy, I don't recommend this. You-"

"You should totally go for it kid." Hercules cut off Zeus, sounding almost a bit too excited, like this was something he had been waiting for his entire life.

"Heracles-"

"Hercules." Hercules corrected, and Billy almost could see Zeus rolling his eyes in exasperation.

"Hercules, the boy must not know of his origins. He's-"

"He's fucking listening, and he is choosing to know the truth once and for all." Billy cut off internally, he was tired of the lies, the evasion and the way every single God acted like they either pitied him or like they knew things he didn't and were trying very hard to not spill anything so they flat out avoided him.

Thus.

He gave Wonder Woman a final determined look.

"Let's get this over with."

Chapter 52: Two Souls

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If someone asked Billy? He would say it was all Thavma's own fault, to end up being hung upside down by a giant lizard, as Billy Batson. 

Thavma had told him that the lizard wouldn't come after him, that it was a lizard from a world where children were revered. 

Wrong lizard. Wrong world. This lizard came from a world where its inhabitants fed off of magic.

Magic he had. He was the biggest source of magic in the entire planet.

And now he was being held by his ankle, dangling in the air while the League tried to fight the giant lizard. All the while the heroes kept throwing reassuring words at him, but he wasn't afraid, he was just irritated, arms crossed over his chest as he kept glaring at the lizard.

As he watched Superman be smashed into a building, he decided enough was enough.

"Thavma, do something. You got me into this mess. You take me out." He told, he couldn't transform since the lizard had sucked a lot of his magic, enough at least to risk messing wasn't about to transform in the middle of the street for the world to see.

Thus. He went with the other option.

Switching souls.

"You sure? You do realize what it will mean, right?" Billy scowled, yes, he knew, letting Thavma use his body meant the League would see a child display the exact same powers as Captain Marvel. 

Child they already saw the face of.

And still.

"Can't be worse than this situation." He grumbled at last.

"Fair point." And with that Billy felt the familiar shivers that came with Thavma's souls taking over.

And he went over to the backseat.

 

~

 


The League had been attempting to take down a giant lizard that had, for some reason, taken a child hostage, a child who was practically leaking royal annoyance. Scowling and with his arms crossed over his chest.

And then the child's eyes lit up a fiery gold, electricity crackling all over his body as a red mask with golden trims materialized over his face alongside a very familiar cape with a hood. He twisted around violently, breaking free from the lizard's hold before zipping away in a flash of silver electricity.

He then came back, jumping up high in the air before bringing his fists down on the lizard's head, sending it crashing to the ground, a crater forming around it upon impact.

The lizard didn't move.

A portal opened under the lizard, and as the lizard disappeared alongside the portal the League was left standing there, still very much shocked, at the fact that a child just took down a villain not even Superman could. The boy couldn't even be older than 12... a boy who was wearing a very familiar cape. Who left silver electricity behind whenever he ran, the super strenght, the portal, the red and gold.

The child turned to look at them with a grin, an awfully familiar grin.

"You are-"

"Yes and no. It's complicated, don't worry about it."

"But you are a child! How are you a child? What the hell is that yes and no even suppose to mean?" Flash said, completely losing it over the fact that this child was really Captain Marvel. The child was Captain Marvel. 

"The child is his own person Barry, and he can hear you, so watch your language." Marvel stated, giving Flash a judgemental look as he crossed his arms over his chest, and that was so hilarious and weird coming from someone who barely reached the speedster's elbows.

"What is that even suppose to mean?" Flash asks, horrified at the implication, he has watched way too many movies.

"Can we not talk about this here?" Marvel requests, noticing the gathering crowd, he had used his magic to hide Billy's face as best as possible from anyone else, but he still felt uncomfortable over the idea of anyone recognizing the red hoodie in such small body.

Still.

Ending up at the Watchtower with the League staring at him wasn't much comforting either.

"This is karma, sweet wonderful karma." Billy said in a sing song voice, his amusement and glee leaking from his soul like a bright waterfall, making Thavma smirk despite the fact that the boy was having fun at his expenses. 

He decided to let it pass, he had been the one to get them into this mess, but to be fair? It wasn't his fault that the lizards who revered children had the exact same appearance as the ones who fed off of magic. And how the hell had that lizard even gotten here?

"Were you de-aged? I thought you said that the only magic that could affect you would have to be magic big enough to blow half a city." Green Lantern asked, all of them had been de-aged more than once, sometimes they had their minds untouched, others times even their minds would be de-aged.

Like that time Hawkwoman was de-aged and didn't recognize them. Needless to say having a thanagarian child swinging her maze around and getting lost had had them all very busy that week.

But Marvel's mind seemed fine, which put up the question of how come he had let the lizard catch him, why had he taken so long to break free and fight back. Or the fact that Clark said he had heard him talking alone. Or well, he had mentioned Thavma, whoever that was.

"I wasn't de-aged... Like I said, it's a bit complicated."

"You said the child had his own mind." Of course Batman would remember that, Marvel sighed, leaning back on the chair.

"If you had listened to me we wouldn't be in this mess. But who said to not worry?" Billy's words made him roll his eyes.

Little brat.

"This is an avatar. I'm... Uh... Captain Marvel is a form I take with his help, he acts as a sort of anchor that gives me access to this world. I need an avatar to walk this plane of existence, without it... well, humans can't really stand the sight of me as... well, me, usually leads to very awkward situations."

Like going insane, screaming, running off in fear, eyes burning out. All of which made his job as a protector all the more difficult.

"Point is, it's not me. Kind of, this is his body, not mine, we have a similar relationship as Etrigan and Jason Blood, in a way, just that I'm not a demon and we aren't bound by a curse." Their looks told him that maybe, he wasn't explaining this right, but he never had to explain this before nor had plans on explaining it to anyone at all.

He groaned in frustration, pulling the hood back and ruffling his hair, how was he even suppose to explain this right?

"Look, all you need to know is that I wasn't de-aged nor him and I are the same person, alright?" He said, hoping that this would be the end of it.

He helped too much.

"He's a child." Superman's words got Marvel letting out a huff.

"If he calls me son I will sew kryptonite on his shoelaces!" Billy bristled, making Thavma bite back a smirk at the boy's annoyance. Superman didn't even have shoelaces.

Still. Focus.

"I understand he is a child, but it's not like I get to choose, the Wizard didn't want to do it either, he wished to wait until he was older, but Black Adam's arrival came much sooner than he predicted. He had to be dealt with. And it's not like he is the one fighting, I am. He's perfectly safe, today was just... my error. I didn't knew that lizard was the same from those who feed off of magic, it absorbed enough magic off of him that transforming wasn't really a viable option. Unbalanced magic is unpredictable, even for me."

The League stared at him.

And stared.

On one side, it was a bit hypocrite to judge him for exposing a child to this life, most from the Young Justice and the Teen Titans were minors, Damian and Jon were 12. 

But on the other hand... the League trusted them because regardless of being young, all of them had been trained for this life to make sure none of them would be hurt. But they knew nothing about this boy, just that he had an apparent entity inside his head, Captain Marvel. 

But was the child safe?

"You sure he is safe? I mean, he's a child, does his parents even know about this? What about if his life is in danger and you can't for whatever reason be there? Can he even fight? You know, on his own?" Flash asked, the child hadn't fought back, meant he didn't have powers, right? And what about his parents? Did they knew their son was being used as a recipient for a hero?

Marvel frowned, tilting his head to the side as if listening to something before smirking.

He's listening. He had said, was the child literally listening to this conversation? Could he see and hear everything Marvel did?

"Trust me, he is safe. Even if I were to be hurt as Captain Marvel, he wouldn't be harmed. In this form, he's still safe, I can, as you see, also take control over his body, and he's also got magic of his own, he's just forbidden to use big spells because he's still learning and he has way too much magic to be using it without proper control. He might end up blowing up half the city if he isn't careful."

And himself with it. Eternity seriously got carried away by the amount of magic it gave its heir from the start. A child shouldn't have to deal with that amount of power. Magic should grow with the user, but Billy could barely lift a pencil without lifting half of the stuff at the Rock.

All Thavma could do was help him learn how to focus.

"In the very improbable case that I couldn't help him nor he could help himself, there's still six Gods and a Wizard who wouldn't hesitate to break through this plane of existence if it meant saving him. Yes, he can fight, he has six Gods and me in his head, it would be weird if he didn't knew how to fight. He just didn't fought back there because he was being overdramatic. And yes, his parents do know, they aren't thrilled, but they can't really stop him, no one can."

He made a point at putting emphasis on that last statement, wanting the League to understand that this child was not someone who could just be talked into quitting the hero business.

More silence.

And then.

"If you can take control over his body, can he control yours?" Batman asked, of course he would want to know if anyone could take control over Captain Marvel's body.

Thavma grinned.

"Yes, but you don't have to worry, he's harmless, he usually asks to control it because he either wants to fly around, use magic without exploding anything or half of the time you ask me to watch over the Young Justice and the Teen Titans." He stated, Billy usually liked to hang with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans, and Thavma saw no issue with it.

It did lead to interesting situations to let Billy interact with them, more than once the boy has forgotten the body he was presenting himself to them with. Would sulk whenever he was left out of an activity, like sleepovers, game nights or that Halloween party.

Because to them, Captain Marvel was an adult who wouldn't want to be involved in such activities, an adult that might make them not feel comfortable enough to be childish enough around in fear of being judged or looked down upon. Considered less of a hero for acting like a child. Which he found stupid, just because they chose to have a pillow fight or fight over snacks didn't meant he wouldn't trust them to have his back in a fight.

Children should be allowed to be children regardless of how powerful they were or the kind of job they had. 

That was something the League sometimes had trouble understanding. They were young, not stupid nor frail. It was stupid to hold them back from fights, they were growing, yes, but how were they suppose to reach their full potential and learn to work better as a team if they were always being babied?

Though he was being a hypocrite considering he did baby Billy sometimes, not that it worked much, the boy was a feral little demon who couldn't be controlled by anyone at all. Not even Gods, the Wizard or Thavma himself. He listened to no one.

He didn't even have hair and he sometimes felt like he was getting grey hairs because of him.

"He's been around them?" Flash's words caught his attention. The man looked troubled.

"Yeah, but as I said, he's harmless, and it's not like I'm not watching and listening, so theoretically speaking, I'm still watching over them as you asked. And I don't do that when you ask me to go with them on missions."

He was a responsible adult. Partially. Kind of.

Silence reigned in the room, the League seemed to be processing all the information he just dumped on them, so he took it to lean back against the chair and stare at the ceiling.

Meanwhile, the League was in conflict. On one side, learning more about Marvel in less than an hour than they had ever done these past years was throwing them in for a loop.

There was a lot there to unpack, like the fact that he apparently didn't really look like he did, but something else? Apparently powerful/creepy enough that he couldn't walk the Earth like that? Which totally not terrifying at all.

Or the fact that an apparent 12 year old housed a powerful entity, same guy that could bury Superman seven feet under with a single smack. His parents were aware of this and allowed it? M■arvel lived inside the head of a 12 year old. A 12 year old could control Captain Marvel's body.

"Who's Thavma?" Superman asked, unable to hold in the question any longer, he had heard the boy say that name, and he was still unsure on who did that name belong to, the Wizard? The Gods? Marvel? Who?

"Me... I guess." Marvel said, and well fuck, two years and finally they had a name.

"Your name is Thavma?" Diana asked, curious, well aware of the meaning of that name, Marvel shrugged.

"It's more of a nickname he gave me. None of the other names people called me seemed to convince him, so he gave me another one. Thavma's just Marvel in Greek, so theoretically speaking, it's not really that different from how you usually call me."

"Hey! I worked real hard on coming up with that name you ungrateful taser!" Billy snapped, making Marvel smirk.

"I know, thank you for your efforts." He teased, feeling the boy's soul slam into his own, the closest thing he could get to hitting him.

Because while Marvel could overpower his soul and take control (something he's never done nor would do). Billy's soul couldn't really overpower his.

"Jerk. Give me my body back." He could almost see Billy crossing his arms over his chest and pouting with the pettiest look ever.

He grinned. Still.

"Look, uh, my magic make take a while to get back into balance, so sorry, but if you really, really need something, call me. I will see what I can do, but for the time being I'm stuck here, so... yeah... anyways. I should get going..."

Chapter 53: Unexpected Discoveries

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A blue rock was found in a cave, it's not a mineral, it's indestructible and it emits a strange resonance that messes with electronic devices.

Also. It glows. 

It's big enough it almost could pass as a meteorite, and it has some chipped parts that make it seems as if it had once been part from a stone, unknown sigils are encrusted in it.

Because of its nature and the potential of a villain stealing it, it was turned up to the Justice League in hopes someone might be able to decipher what it was.

Batman himself had picked it up and taken it to the Watchtower to investigate. 

Little did he know what that glowing blue rock would reveal itself to be.

And what it would reveal to the League regarding one of their members.


~

 

Something was wrong with Captain Marvel.

He had come into the meeting with his usual cheerfulness, hyperactive as always, but as the meeting carried on, he had grown less fidgety, had stopped whispering/talking with Flash and Green Lantern when he thought Batman wasn't looking, he wasn't even smiling.

In fact. He looked pale.

But the man had insisted that he was fine, and he once said he couldn't get sick. So the League brushed it off as a trick of the light.

And because of it, no one saw a problem with dragging him into their weekly team sparing session, something Batman had come up with a few years ago, helped them coordinate in battle. 

A sparing session that Captain Marvel hadn't even been putting his all in, even a blind person would have noticed how he kept avoiding using his speed, strength or lightning, he didn't even bother flying. Or how he chose to go more on defensive than offensive.
 
And then Superman came at him, he expected Marvel to block the attack, dodge it even.

He didn't.

He didn't even saw it coming. And Clark couldn't help but wince at the collision, the first thing he noticed as he slammed into the man's side, was the lack of resistance, as if he were pushing Flash, Batman or Green Lantern, someone with no supernatural strength whatsoever. 

The second? He was 100% he just heard something break, and what he was 100% sure had been a pained yelp.

Both of them crashed on the ground, Superman was quick to stand up, confused on what had been that sound.

Marvel didn't stand up though. He stayed on the floor, staring wide eyed at the ceiling and clutching his left arm, he looked like he was going through several stages of panic, confusion and shock.

And pain.

Pain.

That's when Clark noticed something. He was seriously unnervingly pale. And there were marks on his face, too faint for the regular eye to catch, but they were there. Like lichtenberg marks. Those had never been there before.

"Marvel? You alright?" He asks as he kneels down by the man's side, glancing at the arm he is clutching, he knows that if he tries to see whether a bone is broken or not, it won't work.

He's never been able to, all he sees is light.

And still, he tries.

Just that this time around he can see it. There's no light, and his arm is definitely broken. It shocks him to the core, why? How? Superman has fought with him while on red kryptonite, Marvel has never so much as budged under his strength. So how did he broke his arm? 

"Something's not right." Was Marvel's strained answer as he sat up, still clutching his arm, head bowed, Clark could hear how much his breathing was shaking, and oh God he broke his arm. The lichtenberg marks are on his hands too, now more visible, and glowing a burning gold.

Meanwhile, Billy is seriously regretting not having left when he still had the chance, he had known something was off, it had started with the exhaustion, like something was draining away his energy, he felt sick, then his powers nor magic would answer to him. 

And now his arm was screaming, his vision was swimming, and he felt like a rocket had ran him over, more like Superman.

Shit. Even the Gods' voices were muffled, he couldn't hear them right, what the hell was this?

Those glowing marks on his skin were new. His head was pounding, and he could feel how the little slivers of magic were clinging together, fighting to keep him in his Captain Marvel form. Shit. He really needed to get out of here.

But that was easier said than done, someone was talking, but he couldn't hear past the ringing in his ears, fuck.

That was his last thought before the world went black.

 

~

 

"Nothing seems to be wrong with him." Batman said, narrowing his eyes as he glanced at Captain Marvel, still very much unconscious. With glowing lichtenberg marks all over his skin and a broken arm. 

And aside from looking pale, nothing else seemed to be wrong with him, but again, that was grasping at straws, Captain Marvel had no heartbeat, regular temperature nor even a pulse. Has never done so.

But he did now.

And Bruce had no idea how normal was it for his temperature to be that high, because his skin wasn't even burning. How was that even possible? His heartbeat had an unbalanced beat, rapid but nothing like any heartbeat he had ever heard in his life.

Not for the first time in his life he cursed not knowing what Marvel was. The man claimed he was human, but what kind of human had a temperature higher than the friggin sun and didn't explode? 

Suddenly, the door slammed open to reveal a very disheveled Constantine, right behind him Zatanna and Dr. Fate stood at, both looking equally sick.

"The hell you playing at Bats?" The British snapped, looking and sounding one second away from cursing someone. "I knew you were friggin insane mate, but this? Have you lost your mind?"

"Care to elaborate on what the hell are you talking about?" Flash asked, zipping up to stand close to Batman and Marvel's unconscious form, with Constantine you never knew what to expect.

Still.

Zatanna was the one who answered, seeming to realize something as she put her hand on Constantine's shoulder, pulling the man back.

"You've got eternium and him in the same place. That's what's happening." She told, pointing at Marvel, looking like she wanted to either throw up or pass out, or both.

"So get rid of that bloody thing before we all get fucked." Were Constantine's acid words, which still didn't explain anything at all.

"Eternium?" Batman asked, having never heard the word before, but quite aware that whatever that was, it was the culprit of Marvel's state, didn't explain the other three's states though.

"It looks like a glowing blue rock." Dr. Fate supplied, having the feeling that the League might not quite be aware of a single thing regarding what was happening, they did had Marvel on the medbay, as if that would fix what was happening.

His words seemed to spark realization on their faces.

"That rock Bats got is doing this?"

"It's not just a rock, it's a shard of matter from the first Rock Of Eternity, someone once tried to rid the world of magic by destroying its birthplace, the Rock Of Eternity. It was eventually reconstructed, but those shards that were left behind were filled with poisonous magic, enough for it to disrupt any magic around." Dr. Fate explained, he felt sick, his magic had started aching out of nowhere, even now he wanted nothing more but to claw it out if it meant that overwhelming sense of wrongness would disappear.

The fact that Zatanna and Constantine were standing so tense let him know that he wasn't the only one feeling the effects, the effects of Eternity's magic losing its anchor. The Champion Of Magic was being attacked. 

It made his insides scream.

"Think of it as his kryptonite, but worse, because unlike Superman, if you take his powers away, you will be dooming us all. So get rid of that, now. Unless you fucking want to deal with the demons and monsters that the veil of magic keeps from entering our world. A veil his magic feeds. Take his magic away and you will be destroying the barrier that keeps our world from becoming demon chow. So. Take. That. Away." Constantine snaps, anger blazing in his eyes as he turns to glare at Batman.

Right now, he was feeling like killing someone if he was so much as rubbed the wrong way, because his magic wasn't working right, it was twisting and burning, and it felt like he was missing a very crucial part of himself.

"Flash?" Batman called.

"On it." Flash said, zipping up to the lab where the rock was being kept at and picking the glowing rock up before zipping back out of the room. The Watchtower announcing his abandonment of the premises being the only sign of anything having changed at all.

 

~


"Billy."

"Billy."

"Billy.

"Billy." Atlas' insistent voice is the first thing Billy comes to, his body feels sluggish, his magic is aching, but it's slowly getting stronger. 

"Shut up." He mumbled, he was tired, so tired, but all that tiredness snapped out of existence the second he felt something slice like a boiling knife across his arm. "Fuck!" The shout was out before he could stop it as he shot up into a sitting position, grabbing the arm and clutching it tightly against his chest.

"Tried to warn you." Atlas' words made him growl.

"Tried to warn you my ass." He snapped dryly, rubbing at his newly healed arm.

"Language."

"Shut up. Jerk." He snapped, he knew it wasn't the God's fault, but while he hadn't broke a bone in years, broken bones always brought bad memories.

Having the bone reset itself back through magic wasn't a feeling he liked, he found out. And it seriously put him in a mood, because he felt funny, confused and his arm hurt. And why was he even hurt? Captain Marvel wasn't suppose to get hurt. He was suppose to be invulnerable. So why had his arm broken?

"Dude." The sudden voice made him snap to attention, he felt heat rise to his face as he took on the fact that the whole League was there, looking at him as if he had grown another head. 

"Hi." He waved at them with a nervous smile, even more nervous as he remembered what had happened last. He remembered that that odd exhaustion had increased to the point where all had become muddled.

And then Superman had tackled him.

And then everything had become way too muddled to make reason of it.

"What happened?" He asks to no one in particular, looking down at his hand, the marks were gone, but that didn't bring him much comfort, because something had made him vulnerable, easy to harm, and he hated the idea of being harmed.

He hated pain. Hated the feeling of impotence it brought with it. As if reminding him that no matter what he did he would never be safe from anyone. He was a child, a weak and pathetic child.

But Captain Marvel wasn't.

He was strong, a man dozens looked up to, he was a hero. Everyone liked him. He had friends even.

But something had hurt him, he had felt as if something had been draining him, but now it was gone...

"Remember that rock Batman brought?" Green Lantern's question got his attention.

"What about it?"

"Well, Zatanna, Constantine and Fate said it was eternium."

Ah.

That would do it. How did he not think of that? But again, he has never been subjected to the effects of it. How was he suppose to know how it felt like?

Still.

"Where is it?" He asked, he didn't care about what that might do to him. He cared about the effects getting killed by eternium could unleash. If eternium killed him, it could also destroy his magic with it.

And if that happened the world would be as good as dead.

"I didn't really knew what to do with it so I just sort of tossed it in the middle of the ocean." Flash's words got him a judgemental look from more than just Aquaman.

"You serious?" Aquaman asked, not believing what he was hearing.

"What? Batman told me to get rid of it. So I got rid of it." Barry defended, they hadn't told him what to do with it exactly. So he got rid of it in the only place accessible to him that Captain Marvel would never be at.

The ocean. It wasn't like he was Superman and could toss shit into the sun.

"But not toss it in the middle of the ocean!" Wonder Woman snapped, resisting the urge to smack the speedster. 

"Guys!" Marvel's shout got the League's attention. "It's fine, I can find it."

"You think that's a good idea? I mean, how are you even going to find it let alone get anywhere near it?" Green Lantern couldn't help but ask, still, nothing could have prepared him for Marvel's next words.

"Who says I am getting anywhere near it? I just got to pay a mermaid to get it, and ask Tawky to take it to the Rock Of Eternity, the magic there will contrarest the eternium and render it useless. Then I just have to toss it into the mirror dimension and that's that."

Silence.

And more silence.

"I have so many questions right now." Barry said out loud. "Like, how are we just finding out that you are magic? Or that, like, apparently, if you are affected so is every other magic user?"

"Yeah, what's up with that anyways?" Green Lantern asked, Zatanna, Fate And Constantine had disappeared when questioned about that, the three of them refusing to give them answers.

Which what the hell had that been about?

"And what the hell did Constantine meant by your magic feeding some kind of veil that keeps demons and monsters away? Or how did Superman break your arm? Who's Tawky? What's the Rock Of Eternity? Mirror dimension?" Hal asked, listing off what Flash hadn't.

Marvel just sat there and let Flash and Green Lantern vent, a bit amused at the men's spiraling questions, he had never meant to lie about his magic, he just didn't think it was relevant, at first, he hadn't known how to use it, so he hadn't told them so as to not raise their expectactives of him.

But then he learnt how to use it thanks to the Gods, but it was too late to tell them by the time he mastered it, he had felt awkward with the idea of bringing it up after two years, so he didn't say anything. It wasn't like he used much magic anyways, and Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine were perfectly capable of handling magic stuff. He didn't want to overshadow them or make them feel less.

It was bad enough none of them wanted to so much as speak to him, he didn't want to make the breach between them even bigger. He knew how magic users felt about him. He understood the why of their discomfort, but it still stung, because he liked them, he wished Constantine would let him into the House of Mysteries, or ask Dr. Fate about that magic he used, the helmet even... or go to Zatanna's magic shows.

But he didn't want to make them uncomfortable, nor make them feel like walking on eggshells around him.

So he gave them their space.

"Tawky Tawny's a tiger that sometimes lives at the zoo in Fawcett City, other times he's a bipedal tiger who wears a suit and calls himself a fine gentleman. Other times he's a stuffed toy, and other times, he's a homeless guy."

Silence.

And more silence.

"The tiger speaks?"

"Seriously? Is that all you get from everything he just said?" Aquaman asks, giving Flash a judgemental look.

"Hey! The fucking tiger speaks!"

"One of your villains is literally a talking monkey with telepathic powers." Hal reminded, making Barry shut up.

"Tawky is a shapeshifter, in a way, he's not a villain nor a hero, he's just a tiger who so happens to be able to shapeshift, and speak, and sometimes likes to scare the living daylights out of villains and let kids pet him." Marvel shrugged, as if that was completely normal to him, but again, why did the League never think of how strange was that the city with the most magical activity and weirdest crap had a completely non-magical hero who somehow seemed perfectly capable of dealing with everything there with no problem at all?

"What about the rest?"

"Well... the Rock Of Eternity is... well, it's sort of like a giant cave with endless rooms that have over a dozen different things in them, it's also the prison to the Sins of Humanity and other seriously messed up stuff, you know, like demons, and monsters."

And Raven's father. Which he didn't mention, Raven had made him promise to not tell a soul about that, he had fred her from her father, had seen how much it was torturing her to have to keep that monster locked in her mind, it was draining her, killing her. 

Thus. He had given two fucks about his rule to not approach magic users, he had wanted to help her, she had been nervous and a bit stubborn, but he had managed to coax her into trusting him that that demon wouldn't break free.

That's how he ended up locking Raven's father at the Rock Of Eternity, freeing her completely from him, she didn't want anyone to know, why? He had no idea. But he wasn't about to pry on stuff that wasn't his business.

"What kind of things?" Batman's question caught his attention, he could tell the man did not like the sudden flood of new possibilities him being magic and having a magic place had opened.

Still.

He couldn't give him the answer he wanted. Because not even he knew the extent of things the Rock had.

"I don't know, I mean, there's a giant library with hundreds of books, most of them about either magic or mythology."

At least that's what Pedro, Freddy and Mary had said.

"There's also the Room of Doors, which has seemingly an endless amount of floating doors, each door seems to lead to a different world or dimension, still not sure about that one."

Eugene sure was having fun cataloguing that room.

At least when the things behind those doors weren't trying to eat him.

"I'm sorry, you telling me you have literal doors that lead to other worlds? Dude, why the hell did we have to build up a portal using me then?" Flash asked, unable to believe what he was hearing.

"Hey, I said the doors are there, I didn't say they can be used, there's no manual for them or anything, I don't know what's behind those doors, you can end up in fairyland with fairies covering you in glitter and singing your ear off same as you can end up in a world of nightmares with giant worms trying to eat you."

Again. Not something he knew from experience, Eugene was the one who was cataloguing that room, his siblings spent more time there than he did.

"I don't know about the rest, I don't spend much time there anyways, that place gives me the creeps."

Which wasn't a lie, it had been decorated to make it look more like a game room of sorts at this point, but the statues regardless of the stickers, necklaces, drawings, costumes and tiaras still gave him the creeps, at times, it felt like he could feel their stares. Something only he seemed to feel, his siblings said he was just paranoid.

But he was quite sure that wasn't it.

"The mirror dimension is as it sounds like... it's a parallel dimension to this one. You can do whatever there and no one here would ever be the wiser even if you were to stand right infront of them or destroy an entire city. You can trap things there and destroy very much anything, won't affect this place at all. It's great when fighting seriously problematic people."

Like Black Adam. He had fought the man there several times.

At the League's mortified looks he was quick to elaborate.

"Don't worry, not many have access to it, it requires an extremely rare kind of magic to open a gate to that dimension."

It required a whole different control of magic to be able to open a gate to that dimension to be more precise. He had changed it, laws of magic bend to him, so he created a whole new kind of magic for people to be able to access it. A whole new kind of magic he left the instructions for infront of the door of all the magic users he could feel across the world who didn't use their magic for evil.

It was the safest thing to do. He didn't want evil doers misusing that dimension anymore to spy on others or trap innocents.

Plus, that Wizard guy in that other universe had told him that some people very skilled could come to draw power from the mirror dimension, power they might use for the wrong things. He liked that Wizard, he wasn't afraid of him, and he had taught him how to manipulate the mirror dimension to his will. It was like playing with a giant kaleidoscope.

And he had also taught him several spells, like how to create dozens of copies of himself, or create black holes, or those golden ropes of magic that were great to easily subdue magic villains.

Just that his were made of lightning, he had lightning whips. How cool was that?

"Superman broke my arm because that's how eternium works, makes me completely human, in a way, I'm not sure, I have never felt the effects of it before today, so I didn't really knew how it felt like."

"I'm sorry."

"Why? It's not your fault, and the arm's healed anyways." Marvel said, waving the previously broken arm for more emphasis, he looked like he could care less about broken bones, as if what happened was totally not something to put much mind into.

"What about your magic?" Batman asked, unable to not see how Marvel seemed to be avoiding talking directly about that. His question got Marvel making a face that he quickly hid.

"That's... complicated..."

Billy didn't like talking about his magic, nor his job as the Champion Of Magic, it always made him feel like he was flaunting or being arrogant about it all. A reminder of why no magic user ever wanted to be anywhere near him for longer than necessary. 

But it wasn't as if could avoid it, and the League had asked, he couldn't just hope for them to drop the issue. It just got exposed that he had a completely new arsenal of skills, there was no way Batman was dropping that topic.

He sighed.

"I'm the Champion Of Magic."

Even now, that title sometimes felt like a weight he could barely bear with. Even with his siblings helping, it felt like his duties were never-ending. 

"The Champion Of Magic's job is to guard the Rock Of Eternity, watch over the leylines and the general balance of reality. The Rock isn't just a prison to monsters, it's also the nexus point of all magic in existence, you destroy it, any harm comes to it, and magic could disappear or be severely affected. I also have to make sure nexus events stay intact, break enough of them, and the multiverse collapses."

Which seemed to be an endless job, one which always gave him headaches.

"There's also the how I have to make sure magic beasts stay in their own plane, outside the human eye, or that the ones that roam around don't pose a threat for humans. I have to fix any cracks in reality that there might be, make sure no one is using magic beasts as lab rats or sacrifices, and also have to deal with the general issues revolving around magic creatures."

Like he said, an endless job, he couldn't understand what the hell magic users saw as so important what he saw as a terrible migraine. He didn't even ask for any of this. But he had responsibilities, he didn't ask for them, but it was his job to make sure things got done, he couldn't be selfish or immature about this just because he didn't like it.

All lives depended on him fulfilling his duties correctly. 

"I'm linked to the Rock, means I have an absurd amount of magic, that magic feeds the veil that was long lifted to keep demons and monsters away, they kind of have their own little dimension? Like magic beasts, in a way. And the why magic users are affected by me going weak? Well... as I said, I'm linked to the Rock, I bear the weight of all its magic, in a way, I control all magic that there is, means that if something happens to me, everyone with magic will lose their magic or have it go into the fritz, and anything revolving around magic in general will seriously get messed up."

Silence.

And more silence.

And Billy had no idea what to do with the looks he was getting, the League was staring at him as if they had never seen him before. He hated it.

Because he knew how it all sounded, like everyone's lives depended on him. And he knew how hateful it was to have one's life depend on someone's else's choices. That someone else would have control over whether you lived or died.

And that there was nothing you could do about it.

Meanwhile, the League could do nothing but stare.

And stare.

Because all of a sudden, Captain Marvel's constant absences or excuses to leave meetings acquired a whole new meaning, an actual explanation. And God, how did one person managed to deal with all that without crumbling under the pressure?

Also.

How was it that now were they learning about all of this? Why did no one said anything? About the fact that apparently, all along, they had had magic's big boss with them? If his words were something to go for, he just admitted to being even more powerful than all of them had ever thought possible.

Even more adept in magic than Zatanna, Constantine, Dr. Fate or any other magic user the League has ever faced against or worked with.

"Why did you hide this for so long?" Wonder Woman asked, still unable to understand why would he hide this kind of knowledge, there were many magic users in the League.

"I didn't mean to hide it, I just... I didn't knew how to use magic when I first joined, didn't want you thinking I could do things I really couldn't. But then I learnt how to use it, but by that time... I thought it would have been awkward to bring it up, and you had Zatanna, Constantine and Dr. Fate anyways, they did fairly well on their own, didn't think it would matter much if I didn't say anything."

"I still don't understand how come Zatanna, Fate or Constantine didn't say anything about it." Hal said, he would have thought that Constantine at the very most would have mentioned it, all if it would mean they wouldn't bother him.

Marvel made a face at that, for a moment, he looked like a kicked puppy, looking away and sulking. He honest to God was sulking.

"They won't say anything about it, if you haven't noticed, they can't even stand being in the same room as me, most magic users are like that."

Now that he mentioned it... he did had a point there, the League never quite noticed it, but the magic users did avoid Marvel.

A lot.

"Why?"

"... I told you, I control all magic that there is, means I can take it same as I can give it. It makes them stay away, if they don't talk to me they can't say the wrong thing, if they aren't anywhere near me, they can't do anything wrong. They are afraid that I might take their magic away if they so much as look at me."

Which was seriously unnecessary, if he hadn't punched Guy Gardner through a wall yet and the man did actively tried to annoy him, why would he do anything against them who didn't even do anything to him?

"You serious?" Aquaman asked, unable to believe what he was hearing, who the hell would be afraid of Captain Marvel? As intimidating as the man looked, more frightening was to get Batman's attention, and the guy didn't even have powers.

"You telling me Constantine is afraid of you? The Constantine?" Hal questioned, feeling quite flabbergasted. 

"Kind of. Magic is part of them in ways I can't really explain, losing it usually leads to insanity, suicidal tendencies or becoming so obsessed with getting it back there's no line they wouldn't cross."

Plus, he understood the fear that was there, it was natural instinct, like how Superman or Supergirl got seriously hostile towards anyone who had kryptonite, even if they weren't trying to use them on the kryptonians. 

Or how Hal got so defensive at people touching his ring, or Flash getting hostile whenever people swung around him metahuman handcuffs. It was natural to be hostile towards that which could render you vulnerable.

But it still stung.

Because he never asked for this, but it was what he had to deal with. It was just another one of the Champion Of Magic's many sacrifices.

To be a cast out among magic users.

Ironic, how even with all the power, he still felt alone when it came to dealing with the magic community.

Like he would never belong anywhere, not even among his people.

Chapter 54: Red, Blue, Green, Silver and Purple

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Captain Marvel is a most strange man, all about him was strange, even his appearance was strange, and that was saying something all things considered.

But his costume... the bottom of his sleeves are torn, frayed to a degree.

And there was the left leg of his costume, it was the only part of his costume with an armor, almost like a brace from which electricity ran through.

He also had his wrists filled with dozens of magic charms and multicolored bead bracelets. And as childish as those bead bracelets looked the League has seen him open up to portals and create friggin rainbows with them to honest to God make giant force fields and black holes.

Some beads could even be removed and act as glitter bombs or multicolored smoke bombs to distract enemies or make visible that which couldn't be seen. Some even had some kind of webs that could trap ghosts.

Those bracelets seemed to have endless purposes, something that drove Batman up the walls. Because the same beads that could open black holes would switch to be the ones that could become glitter bombs or flat out glowing butterflies that could wash out mind control when they touched the victims.

There was also the materialization of ghost like giant arms that engulfed his arms in the middle of battles, something that seemed to increase his strength up to absurd levels, he had buried Superman on red kryptonite 20 feet onto a crater by a single smack on the back of the head, knocking him out on record time. 

That day the League had been made aware of the terrifying strength the man held. And the fact that if he ever went rogue, not even Superman would be able to stop him.

There were also the golden headphones that hung around his neck, connected to nothing, but that he would put on whenever he was about to make Batman's paranoia increase tenfold by controlling technology around him, technopathy, he had called it once when Superman had asked him about it.

He could control and manipulate technology as he pleased.

It was as if there was nothing the man couldn't do. Who the hell even had so much power? 

And there was also the book, he had a thick golden book with the cover filled with strange sigils that Zatanna had once said were magic runes. It was written in a language neither Zatanna or Wonder Woman themselves could understand. He made it appear at times out of thin air, a book that could suck people into its pages.

It was a last resort kind of thing, something about the place where the villains were sent being too much of a cruel place for anyone. The villains always came back beaten to a pulp. As if something inside the book had beaten them.

Also. The book only worked with him, anyone else could grab it and the book wouldn't even open, there had been a game night that had ended with the League trying to open the book through any methods possible, all while Marvel grinned as if he were having the time of his life watching Diana try to open the book with her sword or Aquaman with his trident.

There was also the thing with his eyes, they changed colors, a LOT, glowing eyes to be more precise, and the League had grown to notice the differences and changes in behavior depending on the eye color.

Red meant he would be more serious, even paid attention in meetings and at times could be seen taking notes, he spoke and moved like he meant business, red eyes also meant he would be more inclined to spend time around Wonder Woman, Black Canary, Hawkwoman and Batman.

Blue meant he would be asking questions left and right about people's powers and skills, throwing out questions that gave some of them existential crisis, he would be flying all over the place, never setting foot on the ground, he would also be particularly detailed and overshare tons of information about mythological creatures and magic. Blue eyes also meant he would be glued to Superman's side.

Green meant he would be a whole lot more quieter, less smiles and more withdrawn, he could be found showing off his strength at the training room, sometimes would even agree to train with Superman, Aquaman, Wonder Woman or anyone who asked. Green eyes also meant he would generally gravitate more towards Aquaman or Green Arrow.

Silver... that one had given the League whiplash, because silver eyes came with a lot of swearing and a terrifying knowledge about hacking, and anything remotely technology related. He could be found playing videogames on the same computer who should in no way be able to get videogames downloaded in. Silver eyes meant he would spend his time either around Flash and Green Lantern or just take over the Young Justice's headquarters and play videogames with them for hours.

Purple... that one was less seen, but the few times the League had seen the glowing purple eyes, they had been met by an incredible amount of energy from the man, he would be all over the place, always asking questions about anything and everything with pure curiosity and wonder. He feared nothing, for he had even asked Wonder Woman once if he could play with her sword, had even hugged her without hesitation when she gave him the affirmative

Purple eyes generally led to very strange situations, because he acted more like a child than he usually did. Even some of the words he used reminded them of how children spoke.

Don't be mean. 

He's a bully. 

I'm not talking to you anymore.

All in all, he was a strange man, as time went on the League just kind of grew to assume that he had multiple personalities, nothing wrong with that, he wouldn't be the first nor the last hero with a mental illness, and if he didn't want to tell anyone, that was fine too, everyone was entitled to their privacy. Though privacy was a bit scarce when Batman was your friend.

But the point stood, if he didn't want to tell anyone that was fine, they wouldn't bring it up either and potentially make him uncomfortable. Though it was a bit sad, because multiple personalities were usually caused as a coping mechanism from childhood trauma. 

He was always so happy it was hard to imagine someone might have put him through hell enough to cause five personalities to arise.

Two years later and only five alters had been counted in total, none of them violent, if one ignored the mouth of a sailor the one with silver eyes had, that one could definitely be seen as verbally violent. He even got into an insult match with Robin once over whether ketchup was a smoothie or not.

Had ended up with the interesting sight of a 12 year old trying to repeatedly stab the mountain of a man with his sword while silver eyes kept mocking him. Batman had eventually had to take Damian away before the boy ended up hurting himself.

Point was, his alters were harmless, the League had dubbed them based on the glow of his eyes; Green, Blue, Silver, Purple and Red.

All of them had come to the silent agreement of never bringing it up, it wasn't relevant to how well he did in the battlefield, he was always focused, always quick to react, it never got in the way of fighting villains and protect the civilians.

His eyes never glowed when he was in the middle of a battle.

But then it happened.

And Batman regretted having listened to Superman and not brought it up to Marvel.

 

~

 

Usually, Billy did amazing at focusing in a fight, while having eleven voices in his head wasn't particularly easy, he did great, the Gods and his siblings usually kept quiet, knew better than to distract him. Because a single distraction could very much cost a life.

If one of them was mad, they just didn't fuse, easy.

But for a reason he couldn't fathom, Eugene had begun arguing with Freddy, which eventually led to Mary shouting at them and Solomon trying to dissuade the growing argument about who would front after Billy was done with the fight.

Eugene wanted to have a rematch with Beast Boy and Kid Flash, but Freddy wanted to go to Metropolis and do the interview Superman had told Marvel about that Lois wanted to make to him and Billy didn't want to do and had instead given Freddy the green light to go ahead and do it instead since he was less likely to get all awkward.

"Guys, I'm trying to focus here." He told, dodging the giant tentacle from the robotic octopus.

"You fronted yesterday! Billy said I could have the rematch today!" Eugene shouted, making Billy almost slam face first on the robot, he glowered.

"Guys."

"Well, too bad! An interview is much more important than showing off gaming skills!" Freddy shouted back, his left leg burnt and so did the headphones around his neck. Fuck, if they didn't stop arguing...

He stopped abruptly midair as a full on shudder wrecked through his body, electricity shooting up his leg and slicing across his nape up to the back of his head, all as he felt the magic twist around him. Freddy and Eugene were fighting now. Their magic clashing against each other's, sending shivers down his spine and making his hairs stand on end.

He couldn't help but clutch at his head with a pained groan.

"Both of you stop it!" Mary's voice joined the growing crowd of voices, becoming all a mess of screams, shouts and curses.

"Stop it!" He snapped, pain rippling across his body as the magic hackled.

"Billy watch out!" Zeus' warning came far too late, now, Captain Marvel's form was invulnerable, nothing but eternium could hurt him, and seriously strong magic.

But while he was at his strongest when fused with his siblings, he was also at his weakest, because one single argument could cause a total wreck on his powers. Like now.

And that tentacle of pure steel that slammed onto him got him seeing stars, pain exploding on his shoulder as he was sent plummeting onto the earth below, crashing into a crater.

He didn't have the strength to get back up, pain rippling across his entire body, centering around his ribs and shoulder, fuck, he was definitely sure there had to be broken ribs. And at most a dislocated shoulder seeing that he couldn't for the life of him move it.

"Fuck." He whispered past gritted teeth, anger sparking.

"Billy-"

"Shut. Up." He gritted out, struggling to even sit up, shoving his shoulder back in place was not new, but it was in this form, and it definitely hurt more than he remembered. And he resisted the urge to cry out. "Both of you are so fucking dead when we get home, I'm gonna bench you for so long your asses will grow roots."

Eugene and Freddy wisely kept quiet.

The sound of the robot dropping and the quake of the ground alongside the dying whirring sound let him know the League had managed to take the thing down. As he stood up, someone came to stand at the top of the crater.

Batman.

And he did not look happy.

Right, he had been supposed to distract the robot alongside Superman. Which he could have done if Freddy and Eugene had stopped shouting and making the magic twist around.

He gulped, he was so fucked.

 

~

 

Billy was 15 years old, he had been faced by many angry adults in his life, but there was something about having the Batman angry at him that brought on a whole new level of anxieties.

"Look, I know I messed up, but it won't happen again, I promise." He tried to appease, hoping to dissuade some of the man's anger.

It didn't work.

"Superman asked me to not approach this matter because it could be insensitive, but I see no other option after what happened back there. You didn't just put civilians in danger, but also the team." Batman's words were hard, and Billy felt himself wince, guilt twisting inside.

Because he was right, he had put people in danger, and the team. Not him. Never himself because to the League he was practically indestructible.

Even if right now his ribs were throbbing, and his shoulder. He knew the magic had healed him now, but the pain always persisted even after all was healed within seconds.

And still. He had no idea what Batman was going on about, what insensitive thing was he talking about?

He got his answer faster than he expected. But the answer was definitely not what he expected.

"I understand that mental illnesses can be tricky, even more so multiple personalities, but that doesn't mean you get to put others in danger. I chose to not say anything because it didn't interfere with your job, but after today, I can't trust you won't put anyone else in danger again. You-"

"Wait." Marvel cut off Batman, holding his hand up with a confused look, Batman glared at him over the interruption. "You think I have multiple personalities?"

On one hand, Billy could understand why, in fact, he should have known something like this could happen.

But on the other hand? It made things a bit trickier, he never felt the need to tell the League about his siblings for the single fact that he didn't want to explain his powers nor the whole thing about their powers and whatnot.

But he couldn't just let them think he had several personalities. Nor risk them kicking him out of the League because he wasn't trusted. Batman's words definitely were leading to either an expulsion or being benched for an indefinite period of time. Which he didn't want.

"No offense, but it's hard to not notice with the switching personalities and the glowing eyes." Flash said, making Marvel chuckle and rub at the back of his head awkwardly.

"Look, uh, it's complicated, but I can assure you I don't have multiple personalities, it's more like a..." He waved his hand around awkwardly, this before sighing in frustration, how did he even begin explaining this? He never even thought about telling them, he had no idea where to begin.

He was so gonna kill Eugene and Freddy for putting him in this position.

"So, um, initially, these powers were given to me, but I needed help to get rid of the seven deadly sins, so I shared my powers with... some people..."

He didn't want to tell them it were his siblings, the less the League knew about him the safer he was. The less would Batman be able to put on his file about him.

"We won. But uh... being separate heroes meant I was weaker, their powers came from me so I guess it stood to reason it would drain me. We found out that we could fuse."

Which had been a moment of panic attacks and meltdowns when Darla and Billy accidentally fused and he had had no idea how did that happen or if it was safe to de-transform at all.

That had been a fun evening of the Gods laughing while he and Darla were too busy crying and freaking out. Not in that order. He had not been crying.

He hadn't.

"We also found out that in doing so, the sole transformation was much stronger than the usual one, stronger than even when it was just me. So we chose to keep it, or at least sometimes. Point is, theoretically speaking, there's six of us, in one body, we sometimes switch, there the glowing eyes, or why I might sometimes act a bit... off..."

Though he knew that what had happened hadn't been 'acting off', more like fucked up.

"But there's also a disadvantage to this, which was what happened back there. Their emotional state can mess up with my powers, we usually keep away those who aren't really in any state to transform, but this time, they were fine, they just started arguing out of nowhere, it never happened before, I'm... I will talk with them, I promise it won't happen again."

He really, really didn't want them to put in question his reliability in battle, he wasn't gonna mess anything up. He didn't want to be kicked out or benched.

"So what you are saying, is that you are six different people with six different bodies?" Flash asked, trying to make sense of what he was hearing, magic was so weird God.

"Yes!" 

"You said you can all have separate transformations, does that mean you don't look like that? Is that why your costume is so weird?" Hal asked, no hesitation in his words, but to be fair? He's always wondered what was up with Marvel's weird costume.

"Kind of. I mean, I still look like this when it's just me, but without the book, or the headphones, the bracelets, and the armor on my leg, nor would I be able to use those hologram-like extra muscles. Each one of those things is from one of them. Like a signature left to represent them in this body. Like how the frayed sleeves are mine, which doesn't do anything cool, they are just frayed."

Which was so not fair. 

"Is that not your body?" Batman asks, catching on the bit of 'represent them in this body'. Not his. And he had something to also represent him in the body. Was that not his body then?

"... In a way it's..." Billy cursed internally, fuck, he should have watched his words better. "But it's also not, it's kind of like transformation magic, this is more like a prime version of me? I'm not sure, but I don't really look like this usually, and I don't really have any powers when I'm a civilian."

"So you are human?"

"In a sense." Billy Batson was human. Captain Marvel was a demi-god. Right now, theoretically speaking, he wasn't human. Not that he could explain to the League something not even he could understand sometimes.

"So which one is who? I mean, it would be nice to have a name for them instead of calling them by the color of their eyes."

"... Well... There's Voltage, he's the one who loves making questions to heroes about their powers and skills, he's always flying or floating around, will never be caught walking."

"The Superman fanboy." Green Lantern realized out loud, so Blue was Voltage. Marvel smirked.

"Yeah, there's also Miss Marvel, she's the serious one who takes notes during meetings and likes to roll her eyes and give people judgemental looks."

"She?" Wonder Woman asked, interest picked up, she had interacted with Red a lot, it would have never occurred to her it was a fellow sister warrior.

"Wait, if she's a she, how are you..." Flash didn't finish his question, he just waved his hands around awkwardly, Marvel grinned in amusement.

"I'm the 'core' of the fusion, means I'm the one who's appearance sticks, I'm still a guy behind the transformation, so that's how I look like as Captain Marvel."

Something that he had laughed to no end about when Mary first took control of the body and kept cringing and acting all awkward about the deep voice and body in general.

Darla had been more amused by it all, had spent hours messing around with Captain Marvel's deep voice.

"There's also Duke, he's the quiet one who likes to harass Oliver into teaching him archery and likes showing off his strength."

So Green was Duke, he who had no restraints at all and loved wiping the floor with Superman and had destroyed a training room in a training session gotten out of hand between him and Hawkwoman.

"Stormbreaker... he's the one who likes swearing and backtalking to people..."

"The hacker." Batman realized, even now, he had troubles keeping up with Silver, Stormbreaker, even Oracle said he had skills, had asked him several times to let her test his limits and potential.

But no, Bruce was not letting someone he didn't trust anywhere near Oracle and her hacking skills. 

"Yeah, he's uh... really into computers..." Marvel said, giving the League the perfect look of someone who was embarrassed to have to admit knowing someone.

"You don't say."

"What about Purple?" Wonder Woman asked, she hasn't seen the purple eyes in a while, she admitted she missed the energy and curiosity from that one, there was something almost genuinely innocent about that one... 

"Oh... that's Bolt, she's... we usually don't really let her control the body, she often forgets she isn't in her short and very inoffensive looking body and tends to tackle anyone within reach, she's a hugger, not exactly a good thing when you look like this." He said, pointing at his face, he didn't miss Wonder Woman's smile.

Well, at least he didn't have to worry about the amazonian plotting his death anymore.

"Are they all here right now?" Superman's question was expected, so it didn't really surprise Billy, but still...

"Yeah..."

"Can we meet them?" Again, expected request.

"Can the Watchtower take seven lightning strikes?"

The League frowned at him, Batman narrowing his eyes.

"Seven lightning strikes?"

"I have to de-transform first, so one lightning strike, and then I have to transform back and so do they, but separately, six lightning strikes. So, can the Watchtower take seven lightning strikes?"

"It can." Batman assured at last, these were news, it never occurred to him that Captain Marvel would have a completely different appearance altogether, that explained why finding the man's identity was proving impossible. Transformation magic.

Bruce seriously hated magic.

And now the man would de-transform, in the Watchtower, this was an opportunity like none other, he had never been so close to finding the man's identity. And not just his, but he could be able to figure out these other five's identities.

"Alright then, uhm, I will, uh, go to my room."

And there went Bruce's chances at seeing Marvel and the others' faces. The bedroom's were one of the few places in the Watchtower with no security cameras.

Billy for his side was quick to leave the room, feeling a bit nervous as he made his way to his room. Once there he locked the door before taking in a deep breath.

And then.

"Shazam."

Lightning struck down, lights flickering as the transformation ended. Six children now stood around the room. Billy was quick to bring his finger up to his mouth, signaling them to not talk, he wasn't sure if Superman might be overhearing. Better safe than sorry.

Thus, one word left their mouths almost at the same time.

"Shazam!"

Six lightning bolts struck the Watchtower, lights flickering.

And now six heroes stood in the room.

 

~

 

The first thing the League noticed as Captain Marvel came back, was the lack of several things that the League had grown to see as part of him, the bracelets and beads were gone, so were the headphones and the armor on his leg. Even if he had said those things were there to represent the others, it was still weird to see him without them.

Right behind him, appeared a woman with an odd resemblance to him, her costume a feminine version of his. She had an odd belt from which the familiar book the League has seen Marvel use several times was attached to.

Behind her came a dark haired man with a blue version on Marvel's costume, hovering in the air and with a familiar armor-brace on his leg, just that instead of gold, it was silver.

Then came an intimidating looking Latin man in a green version of Marvel's costume, with a beard and more muscles than Marvel himself. He looked like he could bench press the guy if he tried to.

There was also the asian man with a grey version of Marvel's costume, familiar headphones hanging around his neck, but instead of gold, they were silver.

And last but not least, there was a dark skinned woman with a purple version of Marvel's costume, the only one with a sleeveless costume, her wrists filled with many, many bracelets and beads.

"Wait, so your eyes glow based on the color of your costumes?" Flash realized out loud, making Blue, Voltage, grin and give him thumbs up.

"Yup. Cool, right?"

"So which one of you fucked up back there?" Aquaman asked, no hesitation.

He didn't even need to wait for an answer, silver and blue became the personification of guilt and shame within seconds.

"Sorry about that." Voltage said, rubbing the back of his head and looking at least genuinely ashamed of his actions.

"Yeah... guess it was stupid to start an argument in the middle of a fight." Stormbreaker said this time, getting the most judgemental look the League has ever seen from Captain Marvel.

"You think?"

"Hey! It's not my fault, he started it, I was perfectly happy as I was before he decided to stick his fucking nose into my space to start up shit." Stormbreaker defended, crossing his arms over his chest and looking very much like a child who was very annoyed at being blamed unfairly.

"Crybaby."

"Asshole."

"Shut up. Both of you." Marvel snapped, glaring at the duo, he was honest to God glaring, the League didn't even know he could glare.

His glare seemed to be enough to shut the other two up.

"Sorry about those two, they aren't really the brightest crayons in the box." Miss Marvel stated, as if that was the whole truth of the universe, her words making Stormbreaker and Voltage frown.

"Hey! That's-!" Voltage's words died down at Miss Marvel's look, her smile dangerous, as if daring him to finish that sentence, and something about her expressions...

"Are you two related?" Hal couldn't help but ask, seriously unable to not see the similarities between the woman in red and Marvel. They even had the same color of costumes and Marvel in the name.

His question got him a defensive look from Marvel.

"I don't see how is that relevant."

"We are twins." Miss Marvel's words got her a betrayed look from Captain Marvel she totally ignored, her words catching the League off guard.

"You got a twin?"

"Again, I don't see how is that relevant." Billy didn't like the idea of the League knowing anything about his siblings, call him paranoid, he didn't care, but he didn't like the idea of the League getting the idea of them becoming separated heroes or requesting for one of them specifically. 

Separated heroes meant that his siblings would be put at risk, if he was the one acting as the core of a fusion and something were to ever go wrong, he would be the one harmed, not them. This way at least he could protect them.

"I have a question, are you all equally powerful or like, how does it work?" Flash asked suddenly, curious, Marvel had said he was weaker when they were all transformed separately, but to Barry, he looked like he could still fold Superman like a lawn chair. 

"It depends... I guess..." Miss Marvel gave Captain Marvel a side glance, a silent question on her face, he gave her a shrug. "I mean, I for instance am smarter than all of them put together."

"There are so many nicer ways in which you could have put that." Marvel protested, looking very much insulted, Red smirked in amusement.

"Solomon's Wisdom is my main ability above you all?"

"Yeah... no... still sounds like an insult." Voltage stated this time, crossing his arms over his chest and making a displeased face. Miss Marvel rolled her eyes at him.

"Voltage is the best at flight." She told, making the man in blue grin, suddenly looking very proud of himself.

"That I am."

"Duke is the strongest of us all." Miss Marvel stated, pointing at the man in green who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but there and kept fidgeting.

"Stronger than Cap?" Hawkwoman couldn't help but ask, no one was stronger than Captain Marvel.

"He can fold him like a lawn chair." Stormbreaker said with a shit eating grin, making Marvel glare at him.

"That is so not true."

"Uh-huh." Having the other five giving Marvel those condescending looks and shit eating grins felt to the League like there was more behind the relationship between those six than they were aware, but they couldn't quite pin point what exactly.

"Bolt here is the fastest of us all, she can like, seriously run." Voltage said, resting his arm on the woman in purple's shoulder, she lit up like a Christmas tree at the compliment, she almost reminded them of Marvel with the child-like joy. "And Stormbreaker over there is the best at controlling lightning, and he's got technopathy, which we have no idea where did he got it from."

Chapter 55: The Gods' Puppet Part 2

Chapter Text

A month.

That's how long it's been since the League had last seen Captain Marvel, he had been searched for all over the entire planet at this point, but no one has managed to find a single clue on where he might be at.

He didn't answer to his comm and the comm couldn't be tracked, it kept leading them to an abandoned warehouse in Fawcett City. But there was nothing there.

It was like he had disappeared completely.

That until Zatanna went with the team to the warehouse the comm kept being detected at.

That's when she had found the door with the magic sigils, a door that led to a completely different place.

Inside looked like a giant cave, several dozens of doors floating all around.

Batman made a motion to step inside, until Zatanna grabbed his arm.
 
"Wait, you can't go in there, that's... if this place is what I think it's... we can't go in there." Zatanna told, she felt faint, like her legs might give up under her, because God, the magic coming from that place was like nothing she has ever felt. It was obliterating, intense, overwhelming.

And the magic was old, ancient even.

The only ancient magic she's ever felt was from Wonder Woman's Lasso of truth, but not even that could compare to the magic this place was emanating.

"What place?"  

"... The Rock Of Eternity, it's the center of all magic, a prison for monsters of unimaginable powers... a place only the Champion Of Magic should be at, if he's here, he's fine." She didn't want to be here, it was suffocating, dangerous.

"Is there a rule against outsiders going in?"

"No, but... we shouldn't go in." Zatanna wasn't about to break her brain attempting to explain them how this place was possibly the most sacred thing among magic users, a place no one but the Champion Of Magic had access to.

But that he had somehow made accessible for anyone by putting a door at an abandoned warehouse that led to it. She had no idea how to feel about that bit.

"He's been silent for a whole month. The Marvel I know wouldn't drop from the face of the Earth without giving an explanation beforehand." Wonder Woman stated, walking through the door without hesitation, her brother has been missing, she didn't care if being here broke rules or something. Right now, she needed to make sure he was safe, alive at the very most.

The rest of the League followed after her, Zatanna while hesitant, also followed, the halls were long and dark, the silence was almost deafening.

Almost.

"I think I can hear Marvel's heartbeat." Superman said suddenly, tilting his head to the side, usually, Marvel's heartbeat was calm, it always was, rarely has he heard it change its pace.

But this time, it was fast, not fast enough for it to be fear or panic.

It was more like an anger fast.

That was what made it even weirder, Clark has never seen Captain Marvel mad, the man seemed to have a smile on his face 24/7. Even during fights.

So what could possibly be enough to anger him?

He led the group down a hall, up to a wide room where several Christmas lights were hung at, there were thrones of stone across the room, a familiar lightning bolt painted on the wall above the thrones. Several giants creepy statues in a row...

One of the statues was shifted, leaving another opening as if there was a hidden room behind it.

A crash came from the room alongside the crackle of lightning and the sizzle of something burning.

"Seriously?"

That was Captain Marvel's voice without a doubt, but he sounded seven levels of wrong, it smelt like something was burning.

"I might not have a physical body anymore to stop you, but I still have enough strength to keep you from making the wrong choices."
 
That voice was unfamiliar, but it sounded like an old man's, and still, something about his tone rubbed the League the wrong way.

"Wrong choices?" Marvel scoffed, he sounded...

Angry.

That was the only word the League could think of.

"You told me that the Champion Of Magic wasn't meant to hurt others. That it was meant to be a protector... I didn't agree to any of this, you were the one who forced this on me from day one without even asking, but I still tried to do what was right. Captain Marvel was suppose to be one of the good guys, you told me that yourself, but how can you say he's good after what you made me do? The only wrong choice I ever made was listening to any of you."

Why did it felt like they were listening to something that they really shouldn't be listening? And what did Marvel meant by 'forced this'? Who was 'any of you'? What was happening?

"Some sacrifices must be made to keep the balance of reality."

That did not sound comforting. Who the hell was this man and what did he meant by that? What had Marvel done? What had he done to him?

"You do realize that's exactly something a villain would say, right? Heroes will always find another way, didn't you say before that I could bend magic to my will regardless of the situation? I could have done it there."

"With events like that. Time is scarce, a single mistake could cost an entire universe. The Champion Of Magic can bend the laws of magic, but he is not above it all. He must keep balance, mess with the laws of existence long enough, and a lot of people could get hurt."

"Then what's the point of having all this power. If at the end I can't even save one single person?"

"You saved thousands."

"At the cost of a life! How is that even fair or fine for that matter? You keep going on again and again over how it's my job to protect everyone. But then you force me to kill someone?"

The League froze at those words, blood running cold. What? 

"It was the right thing to do." The old man's voice felt like a far away echo, Captain Marvel killed someone. Captain Marvel who would never even break bones on villains killed someone.

Because this old man told him to? No, he said forced. But who the hell could force Captain Marvel to do something so vile so as to take a life? And the worst was that for the looks of it, Captain Marvel was completely destroyed by that fact.

The man sounded like he was a second away from breaking down.

Captain Marvel's scoff caught their attention. 

"Are you hearing yourself? Do you realize how incredibly messed up that is? That man didn't deserve to die, he was good, why did I have to kill a good person? You said the Champion was not meant to hurt others, you said he was good."

Diana had a good mind about walking into that place and slicing with her sword whoever the hell had put her brother in such distress. Whoever had had the audacity to crush his spirit in such a way.

"He might have been a good man, but he was meant to die, had you destroyed O'Hara's devices to travel through the multiverse as I first told you to, he would have died as fate had it dictated, that boy shouldn't have been there, none of them, it was not their fight. That boy's reckless actions condemned that world, had you not killed that man, that universe would had been destroyed, nexus' events cannot and should not be changed, or have you learnt nothing?"

Marvel didn't answer, and the League was now fuming, anger boiling their blood, who the hell did this old man think he was? Was he seriously putting the blame on Marvel?

"You do remember the sorcerer one of your predecessors ignored, right? He destroyed his universe for breaking his own nexus' event, and now he is condemned to spend eternity alone and with the dark magic he consumed eating him alive. All with the knowledge that he didn't just kill the person he destroyed the nexus event for, but also the entire world."

"You only showed me that because I wanted to go back with the Vasquez."

"Even the Champion Of Magic is tied to a nexus event. You go back to them, and this world will end just like the sorcerer's and O'Hara's."

The League narrowed their eyes, was this... was this old man manipulating Marvel? Who were the Vasquez? Why couldn't he go back?

And still.

Nothing could have prepared them for Marvel's next words.

"I didn't ask for this, why do I have to give everything up for something I didn't even get a choice for?"

Yup, the League officially hated the guts of whoever this old man was, because Marvel sounded a second away from crying. 

Captain Marvel who has never been nothing but cheerful, all smiles and games. And now he sounded like his whole life was crumbling before his eyes, like everything he had ever believed in had been trampled on, leaving him completely heartbroken.

And the most nauseating thing here was what his words insinuated. That this old man, whoever he was, hadn't just forced those powers on him, but also tore him away from his life.

It made them wonder something.

Was Captain Marvel even a hero on his own accord? Or was he being forced to be one?

The old man's next words made their blood run cold.

"It's the sacrifice the Champion Of Magic must make."

What?

"But I didn't ask for this."

"The Champion doesn't choose the magic, the magic does. It will be with you until your last day on Earth, and regardless of what you try or think, you can't get rid of those powers, fate cannot be changed, you were born to be the Champion Of Magic, you can't change that any more than you can change a leopard's spots."

Marvel didn't answer.

And for a moment, that was all that there was, silence.

Diana was the one who chose to stop hiding, it was bad enough that they had been eavesdropping, but as she stepped into what looked like a giant library, the old man she had heard was nowhere to be seen.

Just Marvel.

He was sitting on the ground, back against one of the giant shelves that seemed to have no end, legs drawn to his chest and head between his knees, fingers clutching his hair. 

What ended up making her move was the unexpected but most heartbreaking sob she had ever heard. She quickly went up to him, kneeling before him and touching his arm, he flinched, but other than that, he didn't make any other acknowledgement of her presence, though he did stop clutching his hair.

"Captain?" She called, her voice soft. He didn't answer.

And then.

"You shouldn't be here." Came the muffled voice.

"I know, but we were worried about you." 

Silence.

She threw a look over her shoulder, most of the others stood near the door, looking around, seemingly aiming to find the owner of the second voice. But there was no one to be found.

"How much did you hear?"

"Enough... friend, you don't have to do any of this if it's not what you desire, just because you have the power, doesn't mean you are obliged to use it for others." Wonder Woman said, she knew of heroes who felt obliged to serve people, that power meant having to choose between becoming a villain or a hero.

Because living a normal life when you had the power to make a difference was seen as selfish, a waste of power, heartless. But having powers didn't meant that the person was automatically obliged to serve the world. That was a cruel thing to ask of anyone.

"If you heard, then you know it's not my choice, the Champion Of Magic must do what needs to be done, it's my job, whether I agree with it or not. If I don't do it, bad things happen, and if they happen, they happen because of me."

He couldn't allow himself to be weak, no matter how much he wanted to leave, to abandon it all. He couldn't. Because these responsibilities were his to deal with. He couldn't give his back to it. This wasn't about him or his feelings.

This was about the billions of lives he had on his shoulders, lives he could only protect if he did his job right.

"Can't someone else do it? I mean, your powers, they were given to you, right? Can't they be passed on to someone else?" Green Lantern asked, if he got the old man's words and Marvel's right, he hadn't been born with those powers, they were given to him alongside whatever the hell those powers came with.

Couldn't those powers be given to someone else? You could do that with magic, right?

"It doesn't work like that." It wasn't Marvel who said that.

Zatanna was.

She had an understanding look on her face, sadness, as if this wasn't at all surprising to her.

"The Champion Of Magic is born with an specific mark on their soul, this mark is a gate to Eternity, when the magic is finally bestowed, that gate opens, permanently linking the Champion with the Rock Of Eternity, if you were to try to remove his powers, you would have to destroy the Rock itself, but destroying the Rock would kill him and destroy all the magic in the world."

The more Zatanna spoke, the more horrified the League grew.

"You can't remove his powers nor pass them on to someone else, and he can't not do his job. He's... all lives depend on him..." 

And that was the one reason Zatanna has always held so much respect over the Champion Of Magic, many people feared his power, what he could do.

But she didn't.

Because she knew that under all that power, behind all those smiles, there might be a man who might barely be hanging on.

Because where people saw a power to be stolen, Zatanna saw a weight no one should ever have to bear alone. She would never dream of having his powers, because with all that power, unfathomable responsibilities came with.

That wasn't a gift.

It was a curse that shackled the Champion to the Gods and reality itself, unable to refuse doing even their dirty work. Like killing people. And while she understood the why, it didn't make it any less cruel.

To force someone to take a life.

"All lives..?"

"One of the Champion's duties is to fix broken nexus events, nexus events are an absolute point in someone's life that must happen, for it could change the world around them, for bad or for good. It can be simple enough to make someone take the left side of the road instead of the right. But it can also be someone's death. Breaking those nexus events cause a shockwave in the reality of that world, a shockwave that eventually leads to that universe's collapse. Break enough nexus events, and the whole multiverse will collapse. He must fix them, regardless of what it must be done to do so. If he doesn't, whole worlds collapse, and eventually, so will every single other universe."

Zatanna's words made the League sick, because she was just saying that Captain Marvel was a slave to his powers and those who granted them to him, and that the only way he could escape it was with death.

And how was that even fair? That was a cruel life to lead, the pressure, the stress, if they sometimes got overwhelmed by the reminder of how many lives depended on them, they couldn't even begin to imagine how it must be like to have to take on the weight of all life in existence depending on you. Alone. 

How could the death of someone define wether an entire universe kept living or not? How did that even make sense? That a single action, could destroy an entire world...

"Can anyone help you? I mean, I know I'm not magic, but surely that isn't necessary for whatever is it that must be done, right?" Superman asked suddenly, his words catching everyone's attention, making Marvel finally look up, and oh Jesus Christ, those eyes were definitely not something the League ever would have wanted on him.

Because it was gone, the only kind of light that taking a life could take, it had been snuffed out. And that... It felt way more wrong than anything they have ever felt. Like something that must never happen had happened. Because Captain Marvel has always had a kind of innocence to him that almost felt too positive and pure for someone in their line of work.

And now it was gone.

"Not always, you only need magic if it's a way too big of a cataclysm, those are generally only related to the nexus event of magic users..."

"So that means someone else can do it, right?" Batman asked, having gotten the hang of what Superman had insinuated with his previous question. Marvel shrugged.

"I guess..."

"So let us do it, let us help you, we are a team, that's the point of it, we help each other, we have gone to other worlds to save people, it wouldn't be much different, right?" Flash stated, saving people was literally what their job entailed, be it in this world or others. 

"I can kill people for you, I have killed many." Hawkwoman told as a statement of fact, she was a warrior, taking lives while not something she did anymore, wasn't new to her, and if she could spare the Captain having to ever do that again, then so be it.

"That... won't be necessary, having to kill someone isn't really that common, this just happened because I didn't deal with things when I should. I should have destroyed their headquarters long ago, no one should be traveling through the multiverse so recklessly, even less interacting with so many of their variants, they are disrupting the order of things, even if they don't realize it."

Which just gave him even more work to deal with. Erasing the memories of a whole planet regarding heroes that shouldn't be there was a pain.

"If I were to allow you to do this, no matter what you see, you cannot intervene, could you really say you would be willing to look the other way if a child was on the road and a truck of toxic chemicals was coming at him? Or what if I were to tell you to not interfere in an alien invasion that's destroying an entire city? To ignore the enslaved by mind control town? Could you really tell me your presences would go unnoticed? That you won't save anyone or fight?"

All those things had happened already, but he was trying to make a point, he needed them to understand that this was more than just offering their help. This required more than just physical power. And it came with a lot of horrible situations.

"All that you have done in other worlds until now was meant to happen, but this would be me taking you to places you aren't meant to be at, there are other variants of you who are doing very messed up things, but that you cannot interfere with. Would you be able to turn your back to the sight of a variant of yours hurting people? Of the way they might be treating the world? Can you really assure me you won't try to do anything more than what needs to be done?"

It had taken him months before he was able to do something and not attempt to interfere on something else, even now, the temptation was there, but he knew he couldn't give in, giving in always led to more people getting hurt.

Meanwhile, the League didn't answer, ignore people who needed help? Not do something? Was that what he had to deal with? None of them could be sure of being able to ignore someone in need, it just didn't sit right. But Marvel did it.

And somehow, that made his cheerful persona all the more outstanding, how could he keep up smiling, when he had to deal with those kind of things?

"Can you really not interfere?" Martian Manhunter asked, still unable to wrap his head around the idea of having to turn his back to people who needed help, a help he could give.

"... No, nexus events are important, and the regular people... it's still dangerous to interfere, some things, while not nexus events, have to happen, changing them will just lead to reality correcting itself, which usually leads to even worse outcomes."

"Like time travel?" Flash asked, he was more than aware of how a single little change in the past could mess up the whole timeline.

"In a way..."

"I can do it, I mean, if it works like time travel, I think I would be able to work with that." Flash knew the sacrifices that had to be made, the things that had to be ignored to not mess up, he knew it all too well. 

Marvel gave him a narrowed look, long and calculating, it almost felt as if he were looking straight into his soul.

And then.

"Even if you were to see people you care about be hurt or killed?"

"... Yeah..." Barry did not like to say that he knew that feeling all too well, he had seen his mother die, had let her die, he had seen many people he cared about die, people he couldn't save if he didn't want to end up ruining the timeline. So. Yes. He knew the horrible feeling, but he understood. He knew what had to be done.

"I will help you, even if I can't fathom the idea of letting people suffer, I also understand why you must do it, and what it means to not interfere with certain things." Diana stated, she wanted to help her friend, her brother, and if this helped lessen some of what he had to see and deal with, then so be it.

She understood that certain things just shouldn't be interfered with. Like things regarding reality itself. Even if she still didn't like the new knowledge that the Captain was doing all of this against his will. And that it couldn't be done anything about it. 

"Me too."

"And me."

And as the whole League ended up agreeing to it, Marvel smiled, for the first time since the League found him here, and something about his smile... It felt genuine.

"Thank you."

Chapter 56: Lost Home, Lost Hearts, No Way Home Part 4

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The Justice League walked around the city for a while, the city was very reminiscent of their world's Fawcett City, though it was less... vibrant.

And while most of them didn't notice it, Captain Marvel did. He noticed the loud differences.

Some stores were missing, others had different names, and that ice cream shop that he loved going to wasn't there, it was a cafeteria instead.

This place... it made him feel weird, and it wasn't just the lack of magic in the air. It wasn't nostalgic, it was more like an uncomfortable weight. A feeling that crept up his spine like dark claws, sinking onto his shoulders and whispering into his ear.

What? He did not know. But it made his hairs stand on end.

As he walks past a restaurant, he halts as something catches his attention, inside, across the restaurant there was a table where a couple was at with their two children, two boys laughing as they steal each other's fries and playfully fight. 

He winces as pain flashes through his skull, his hand flying up to grab his temple on reflex, an image of a dark haired boy stealing fries from him and laughing. 

"Dude!" His own voice is like a distorted echo, he bites his tongue as the pain intensifies.

"Th&$%se a#÷×e y&ur t@#$xes f&/%r t@#day's trai$&%ng!" The black haired boy speaks, voice even more distorted. Christ, it felt like his brain was about to be split open.

"Trai&$#ng?! You j#$%st told me to j'#$mp off a buil&/ing and see if the mo&$/%ntum would let me fly!" His own voice hisses back, the words are too muddled, distorted, he can't understand anything. Who was that boy? He couldn't see his face, it was blurred, much too blurred, but it hurt.

It hurt more than when Superman on red kryptonite used his heat vision on him, he had dodged it, but it had still gotten his arm, he had hidden the injury with a simple glamour after the fight was done and Superman had been subdued.

He had hidden it so Superman wouldn't see it and feel guilty. Because it hadn't been his fault.

Point was.

It hurt. There was a sense of increasing emptiness that threatened to swallow him whole. His heartbeat pounding in his ears.

"Marvel? Are you okay?" Superman's sudden voice catches his attention, and he realizes he had been standing infront of the restaurant, and that the League had been seemingly midway crossing the street before they realized he wasn't following.

He gives the man of steel a short nod, forcing his legs to move, forcing the flashes to stop bombarding his head.

"Dude, you alright? You look pale." Hal's question flies over his head as he hurries past them, wanting to get as far from that restaurant as possible. He fights to regain some semblance of calm, but he can't.

It just gets worse when he turns on a corner and comes face to face with a park, and for some reason he can't explain, his body completely betrays him, his throat closes and his stomach flips, he clutches his chest, pain flaring up, hot and overwhelming, all consuming to a point where it feels like he might die.

It's such, thunder rumbles above as grey clouds spread over the sky.

And this time.

It's not Zeus' doing, but his own.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Diana asks as she comes to his side. He shakes his head. He doesn't understand what is happening, all he knows is that it's burning him from the inside out. 

"Something's wrong." Is all he manages to rasp out. His breathing is uneven and he can feel himself shaking, and why is this happening? He feels nauseous and his vision blurs, he isn't sure of the reason, but it feels like there's a bleeding wound deep inside that he has never noticed before. He wants to lie down and never get up.

Diana shares a concerned look with the rest, and before she can do or say anything, a giant lightning bolt crashes down right infront of them, and for a moment, Diana hears it. A much too familiar voice that sizzles across the lightning like static.

"Take him away my daughter. Do not let him see the park. He must not remain in this world any longer."

The whirring of static dies down alongside the lightning bolt, and Diana doesn't even stand to wonder what had those words meant, if she knew something, that was that her father didn't make requests lightly.

Thus. She grabbed Marvel and pulled him back around the corner, cutting his view of the park, but not even that seemed to do much, he just slid down the wall, sitting on the ground and curling in on himself, arms shielding his head as electricity crackled all over his body, thunder still rumbling above.

"We must leave immediately, I don't know what's happening, but I heard my father's voice, the Captain must not remain in this world any longer." Diana said firmly.

"Did he say why?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes, something else was going on here. Something big. Diana shook her head before kneeling infront of Marvel, touching his arm lightly. 

"Marvel? We must leave this place, where's this door at?" He didn't answer, but lightning did strike a nearby building, exploding the windows and making the League flinch.

Even more so as wind rose out of nowhere, strong, wiping up the trash on the streets as thunder roared above, furious, almost as if a monster of lightning itself was the one howling in the skies. Lightning threatening to split the skies apart, even the air grew thick, something in it shifting and making the League's hairs stand on end. A most terrible feeling that something horrible was about to happen overtaking them.

"Marvel? Friend, brother, you must get a hold of yourself, if you keep this up, someone might get hurt. Let's just leave, yes? Please? Let's forget we were ever here, whatever happened, it's alright. It can't happen again, we won't let it happen again. I won't let it happen again. So please... Let's leave this place." Diana said, grabbing his hands when she noticed he was gripping his hair way too tight.

She had no idea what had happened here. But she had the sudden and most horrible feeling that maybe, just maybe, Black Adam had had nothing to do with how he ended up in their world, and that her father's rage happening on the same time as that thunderstorm everyone said was the birth of Captain Marvel were connected.

That maybe the betrayal the Gods spoke of hadn't been towards them, but towards the man before her.

Her father had reformed, but Diana had come to learn something about him.

And that was that he wouldn't hesitate to go back to his vile actions towards humans if he saw one of his children being wronged by said humans.

Like that time he set a hurricane of pure electricity upon an army of parademons after her arm almost got ripped off by one of them.

Or when he set loose an electric tornado upon the same village who had tried to execute Hercules.

And now a whole city was cursed. She knew for a statement of fact that her father considered Marvel a son, another reason she had adopted him as her brother. So it shouldn't surprise her her father would go far enough to curse a whole city if his son had been wronged.

Just that this time, Zeus' wrath was backed up by another five Gods, and Diana knew for a fact how deadly Achilles' and Atlas' anger could be.

The fact that the city was still standing, looking so normal, it made her blood curl, what had they done to make the Gods go for a slow and agonizing revenge? She hasn't seen such skin crawling and methodical approach in her life.

The electricity around her cut off abruptly, wind going eerily quiet.

And for a moment, a pin drop could be heard in the city.

"Captain?"

"Fine." Diana frowned, that didn't seem to be directed at her, he looked up, a distant look on his face for a moment as he tilted his head to the side, as if listening to something, he scowled before scoffing and standing up. "Alright, alright we are leaving. There's literally no need to get so hung up about it."

He sounded very much annoyed, as if anything from the past few moments hadn't happened at all.

"You coming?" He called, waving at the stunned League, what the hell did just happen? 

"Dude, you-" Green Lantern's words were cut off by Batman at his side raising his hand, stopping the question as he narrowed his eyes, he wasn't sure why, but he had the feeling that Marvel might have actually forgotten what just happened.

Which made him wonder, how much control did those Gods had over his memories and head in general? What were they hiding that they wouldn't hesitate to alter his memories, Marvel's reaction before... this city hadn't betrayed the Gods, had it?

This whole curse thing wasn't about them, it was about him. Captain Marvel.

That was the reason he had been thrown into their world, wasn't it? It wasn't Black Adam, not even wanting to switch him to another world. It had been a last resort to protect him from whatever was it that this world had done to him, apparently bad enough they had chose to send him to another world.

But what? What could possibly be so bad?

Still.

The League followed after him, now with the tight realization of what this was all about. Why were his memories gone and why was this city cursed.

Suddenly, an old woman stepped out of the store they were walking past, grabbing Captain Marvel's arm and prompting the man to stop abruptly, giving the old woman a confused look. 

"Can I help you..?" Mrs. Bambi the nametag in her dress said. "Mrs. Bambi?" He added, it could be his imagination, but he could have sworn speaking her name made her grasp on him tighten, it felt like a de javu to speak her name in general.

"You are him, aren't you?" The old woman, Mrs. Bambi, questioned, making the League tense, how come did this woman recognize him but no one else seemed to?

"I'm afraid I don't understand..." Marvel said, giving Mrs. Bambi an apologetic look, woman who released his arm and grabbed something from the counter near the door behind her, a newspaper.

She held the newspaper up, showing the headline.

A headline that froze the League and made Marvel lose all color on his face.

There was a child on the front page. No older than 12 or 13, on one picture, it was a regular picture, but on the one besides it, there was a child... wearing a red mask with gold trims, and an awfully familiar red suit, a bit different, there was a golden belt of silk on his waist and the cape hung up sideways on his shoulder, much shorter.

But the League would recognize that smile anywhere.

On top of both pictures, the worst title stood.

Kid Marvel, unmasked. Revealed to be 13 year old William Joseph Batson.

First, shock came, a child. He had been a child, had been doing this since he was a child.

And then anger came, pure, unadulterated anger, over the realization of what had exactly happened.

Somehow, someone had found out who he had been, and whoever was, had given a flying fuck on the fact that he was a child, and had still exposed his identity for the world to know, completely disregarding his safety and the safety of those around him.

"You are him, aren't you?" Mrs. Bambi asked again, breaking the silence, Marvel didn't answer, he was still staring at the newspaper, but the woman didn't wait for an answer as she pulled the newspaper away. She then hurriedly pulled a pen out from her pocket, grabbing Marvel's hand and scribbling what looked like coordinates on his palm.

"Coordinates?" He asked in confusion. It weren't even coordinates from the city, not even the country. In fact.

It was from Khandaq.

"I know you left, and I know you will leave again, and that's alright, but before you do, you must go here, I believe there's someone there you should take with you. I know it can't make up for what this city took from you, but I hope it can at the very most bring you some peace." She told, and something about her gaze as she looked up at him, the way she held his hand...

She had known him. Hadn't she? There was such sadness in her gaze, sorrow...

"Who are you?" He found himself asking, because the Gods weren't asking him to ignore the woman, there wasn't even thunder above to signal Zeus' anger.

In fact.

The silence in his head was almost eerie. As if the Gods were listening intently to whatever the woman was saying. He knew because the eerie silence just happened whenever the Gods were particularly interested in something.

But what had caught their interest this time? And who was this woman? He felt like he had heard her name before... somewhere...

Still.

The woman didn't answer him, all she did was pat his arm and give him a sad smile.

"It doesn't matter. Just go, yes? Don't stay here any longer."

"But-"

"Billy, we must go to Khandaq, immediately." Mercury cut off, sounding between stunned and like he was having troubles coming around something.

He frowned. What the hell was happening?

"Alright." He agreed at last, giving the woman one last look before turning away, looking down at his hand, these coordinates were familiar now that he thought about it.

It wasn't just Khandaq...

It was Black Adam's palace.

"What's in Khandaq?" He asked, turning to look at the woman over his shoulder, she just smiled before stepping back into the store and closing the door. Not ominous at all.

"Those are from Khandaq?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes at the coordinates.

"Yeah... But it's not just a regular place, I'm not sure if it's the same in this world, but in our world, these are the coordinates to Black Adam's palace."

"Black Adam exists here?" Aquaman questioned, not quite sure believing this, hadn't he said before that even Black Adam didn't knew how was it possible for him to be there?

"Not sure."

"Black Adam does exist in this world. But he is not someone you should worry about, he means you no harm."

"I find that hard to believe." He muttered at Atlas' words, Black Adam? Not meaning him harm? That was like expecting babies to not cry.

"Look... You must not know about this world, it's for your own safety, but the Teth Adam of this world wasn't a man of greed who became twisted with power, he wasn't even chosen, his son was the original champion."

"He had a son?"

"Yes. His son gave him the powers of Shazam to save his life, his son was executed infront of him, and in his anger and thirst for revenge, he destroyed the palace, he was sealed away as punishment for abusing the power he had been granted, but he was fred centuries later, he isn't what you would call a hero, but he is not a villain either. He doesn't harm innocents."

Solomon's words got him frowning, still not convinced of what he was hearing. 

"I still don't see how it's smart to approach him." He said at last, he didn't want to approach Black Adam if he could help it. Not when he felt so unbalanced and weird.

"You were allies. He knew your identity, he would never harm you." Zeus' words froze him. What?

"Billy, you must go to Khandaq." Hercules' voice was almost urgent, making him frown.

"But what's in Khandaq?" 

The Gods didn't answer. 

"We are not sure. We can't be certain, it might be a false alarm, something different. So it's best if you go see for yourself." Mercury's words made him roll his eyes.

"Of course, because going to Black Adam because an old lady asked me to is totally not leading to a trap."

"Watch it boy. That old lady was once the reason the CPS didn't take you nor starved to death." Achilles' words got his eyes widening, what? He looked back at the store, if she had been good, why was she still living in this cursed city?

"Uh, Cap?" Flash's voice caught his attention, fuck, he seriously had to stop doing that, he never got distracted talking to the Gods around the League, but today he's been doing that way more than he's ever done it.

"Mind filling us in?" Hal asked.

"Right, sorry, uh... Black Adam does exist here, but they say he isn't a villain nor a hero, more of an anti-hero I guess? And that apparently we were allies or something?"

Captain Marvel's words send the League for a loop, Black Adam? An anti-hero?? Allied with Captain Marvel? It was hard to imagine, Black Adam was merciless and brutal, he wouldn't hesitate to kill Marvel if he had the chance, that much was known. He harbored an insane hatred for the man.

So how the hell had this Black Adam just allied with him? It was hard to believe.

"Did they say what's in Khandaq?" Superman asked, he didn't felt comfortable with the idea of letting a friend go up to a potential trap.

"No, they are being very ominous about it, they aren't sure if it's true, whatever it is, they want me to see for myself."

Which he seriously had no idea whether to trust or not.

"I will just take you to the Rock, and-"

"Wait, you are seriously not thinking we will let you go there alone, right? I know Black Adam's someone you deal with regularly, but we have no idea how this Black Adam is." Hawkwoman cut off, she was not leaving a friend behind to walk into God knows what. He was insane if he thought they would just let him go alone.

"Also, I thought you couldn't use your powers, how are you getting there if you can't fly or teleport?"

Wonder Woman's question made Billy realize he hadn't thought about that. How the hell was he getting there without his powers?

"If Khandaq is in the same place, it means we can travel through the ocean, Hal can make a submarine or something with his ring and keep everyone else undetected." Aquaman suggested, it wouldn't be the first time Hal made a vehicle to transport people.

"You trusting the water of a completely unknown world?" Flash asked, reminding Arthur very much of the fact that water wasn't always harmless just because he was atlantean, like that world with the creepy multicolored tiny Pac man ghosts-Like octopuses that went feral on anything that touched water.

Or how he almost got himself killed for getting too close to Gotham's waters.

Meanwhile, Aquaman glanced at Marvel with a raised eyebrow.

"The ocean is safe. But do tell him to not use his powers to call sea life, mermaids exist by a lot in this world, and they are very dangerous creatures. They ended the Atlanteans and any other intelli gent humanoid sea creature centuries ago." 

That last bit of Zeus' words made Billy's stomach twist.

"You shouldn't swim, it's not safe." He told, not bothering to elaborate, he didn't want to have to tell Arthur his whole specie was gone, he wanted to spare the man that knowledge. And also avoid the risk of any mermaid coming anywhere near the atlantean. He was not losing anyone in this world.

The thought alone for some reason made him feel claustrophobic. No one could die here. No one would die here.

Aquaman gave him a look, as if he could tell he was hiding something, but he didn't push. Good.

"Alright, so we all go into the Green submarine." Hal said, grinning, the group making a face at his words.

"Dude, stop calling it that." Marvel said, which just made Hal grin wider.

And now to see what the hell was in Khandaq.

Notes:

Last chapter on this plot, I'm deciding to also give it a promotion and turning it into a separated fic 🤸♂️🤸♂️🤸♂️

Chapter 57: Starred Thunderstorm

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Billy was 12 when he first joined the Justice Society, with already two years as Captain Marvel under his belt, when he first joined, he had been ecstatic, because while not the Justice League, it was still certainly an amazing thing, to finally belong in a team, it made him feel important, like he was doing something right.

But then he met Courtney, at first, he had found her intriguing, because she was his same age and none of the older heroes belittled her for being a kid. I mean, yeah, some did treat her like a kid, but some others treated her like she was actually just one more of the team, not a child, but an equal.

She also had sick fighting skills and even had a magic staff, and she got his sense of humor. He wasn't sure when it happened, but at some point, he began getting the urge to show off around her, she called him childish, but she still laughed at his jokes, and her smile always made him smile wider, made his chest feel all warm and fuzzy. 

Then both of them went on a mission together, and the magic at the cave removed the transformation. Exposing his true identity. 

She had been shocked and surprised, but also thrilled, about him being her same age, both of them had completed the mission without a hitch, and she had promised to not tell anyone about his secret.

After that they began hanging out more often than not, they would go on dates, either with him as Billy, or as Captain Marvel, that's why things went so wrong, at the time, it didn't occur to him that what he was doing would be perceived as wrong, he was 12, and he liked a girl his same age, a girl that liked him back, nothing wrong with that.

Then the rumors began spreading around the Justice Society, to the point where Jay confronted him, asking questions, wanting to know what his relationship with Stargirl was, that what he was doing was wrong, he had wanted to tell him, but fear over being subjected to the kid gloves Courtney herself sometimes was subjected to... it had kept him from speaking, and so had Solomon, saying that it wasn't wise, that way too many people knew.

Even if it was just Courtney, her father, his siblings and the Vasquez.

So he had left, not bothering to explain to Jay anything aside from the comment of appearances being deceiving when he had remarked the age gap between him and Stargirl.

He had broke up with Courtney, unable to bear any longer the idea of what this whole mess might be doing to her reputation, what people might confront her about or think about her. Watching her tears fall down her cheeks, hearing her pleas for him to de-transform, to not let the Gods tell him what to do... it had been heartbreaking.

Because he had liked her, a lot, and the idea of losing her had made his heart hurt, had hated letting her think he was chosing his job as a hero over her. But he could no longer be around her.

Captain Marvel couldn't.

But Billy Batson could, that's what Rosa had said, which he should have known himself sooner. 

Thus, he had gone back the next day, with a clear head and resolution set in stone, as Billy Batson so none of the Gods could try and make him chicken out. He had apologized to her, had talked with her, about the truth behind the why he had wanted to break up, it wasn't for his hero job.

It had been to protect her.

Both of them came to the agreement that Captain Marvel and Stargirl would from then on never interact or go anywhere near the other, this time, they would make things right.

Courtney and Billy could date, but as heroes, they would never be seen in the same place together.

When Billy was 15, he joined the Justice League, but as fate would have it, a few months later, Stargirl became a partial member of the Justice League herself.

Still.

Both of them kept their distance.

He became friends with the League, closer than he ever was with the Justice Society, Wonder Woman even grew to call him her brother, the Wonder Woman, how cool was that?

He also got to watch over the Teen Titans and the Young Justice at times, as most League members did, whenever he got to hang around them, he would make the best of it, he got to play videogames with them, and at times, Captain Marvel would be the adult requested to watch over them whenever they wanted to make a party and weren't allowed to do so without supervision for whatever reason, he got to hang out with kids his age without losing his place in the Justice League.

He liked it. 

Don't get him wrong, the Teen Titans and Young Justice were great, but being found out and placed with them was a big fear, because he had worked so hard to show people his worth, that he deserved to be in the Justice League, all so they would throw him in with the same teams they sometimes treated with kid gloves regardless of their skills and reliability. It would crush him.

The idea of the same people he looked up to, his friends, growing to seeing him as nothing but a child. Not their equal. Not a friend.

A child who needed protection.

Thus, he never told them the truth either.

But then, when he was 17, just a few weeks away from turning 18, a very similar situation to that of the past arose once again, all because of his stupid carelessness and a certain eavesdropping kryptonian.

 

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It all started when Courtney came from a particularly long mission, completely exhausted and caring not for anyone around her.

Captain Marvel had been sitting at one of the many benches near where the javelins and whatnot were kept at, having escaped from Flash's constant hovering over his shoulder, wanting to see the book he was reading, even though he had told him several times that the human eye should really not be reading this grimoire.

But the speedster had been adamant about showing that as a speedster, his eyes would be just fine, you know, because a magic user apparently didn't knew anything about grimoires. 

Point was, he was sitting there when the javelin with Stargirl and the team she had left with arrived, she went over to him, her face giving away the fact that she had just woken up.

"Hey." Was her greeting, all before she was plopping herself down by his side with a tired sigh, slumping against him.

"Stargirl, you should get those wounds checked." Green Arrow said, coming to a stop before them, his only answer was a wave of the hand.

"Later Ollie, none of them are deep nor important, let me sleep for a bit longer." She mumbled, waving the archer away, he raised his eyebrow, even more so as Stargirl leaned even more against Marvel, he had never even seen those two in the same room, which odd now that he thought about it. Wasn't her staff magic or something? All magic users had one way or another interacted with Marvel, something about the Champion Of Magic.

The man didn't seem to mind her proximity though, but to be fair, the big red cheese has always been like that, not seeming to care much about people using him as a recliner.

"Alright kid." Green Arrow conceded at last, unlike the others, he tried to not baby the young heroes, even less the teenagers scrapping into adulthood, he knew he had hated being treated as an ignorant child when he was teenager.

And the League sometimes forgot that these kids were too dangerous to not be able to stand their ground or be responsible. Though sometimes they weren't responsible, but that was beyond the point, he wasn't one to go around pointing fingers.

Thus, he walked away.

Meanwhile, once Billy was sure Oliver was gone, he turned to look at Courtney by his side, nudging her gently.

"You should really let someone look at those." He told, his voice soft, he knew that the mission she had gone to had taken several days, knew she had to be exhausted, but no matter how small, he knew better than anyone how a single cut could become a whole new package of problems if not treated right.

And still, his only answer was a hum from Stargirl. He sighed, throwing the grimoire into a pocket dimension before bringing his hand up to playfully poke her cheek, she made a face, but she didn't so much as attempt to say anything, so he guessed she had to be seriously tired.

He took it to caress her cheek, taking advantage that there was no one around, smiling as she snuggled closer to him, as she did, he noticed the injuries on her, while not terrible, it still made him frown in distaste, he hated seeing her hurt.
 
There were several small cuts on her hands and face, her knees scrapped over, and one of her sleeves had been torn by apparent claws or something, a superficial scratch on it that reeked of magic, it was faint, but to him? It was deafening.

He looked around, just to be sure no one would be looking, also to make sure he was still very much in the blind spot of the security cameras.

Once he was sure no one would see, he ran his hand down her injured arm, using his magic to heal all wounds, obliterating any trace of magic from the scratch, any potential curse or ill effect it might bring with it, completely gone. As the Champion Of Magic, it was one of his hobbies to give occasional blessings to the people he cared about, blessings to keep them safe against any kind of black magic or ill magic in general.

But those weren't permanent, a permanent blessing would require an object to store it in, and even up to this day, putting enchantments on objects was still very difficult, so, he had to do it old school, temporary. 

It lasted nothing but a few days, she had been away far too long, so he had been unable to remake it. 

At least she was safe now.

When he was sure she was completely healed, he removed his hand, smiling fondly as she snuggled closer. Cute. 

But as cute and thrilling as it was to have his sleepy girlfriend snuggling on his side, he couldn't allow this. Not when he was Captain Marvel. He didn't want the Justice League to make the same questions the Justice Society had. 

Thus, he grabbed her staff, storing it in a pocket dimension before picking her up bridal style, careful to not wake her. 

The Watchtower had rooms for any hero who wanted to crash here instead of having to go home after particularly draining battles, something Batman implemented after having many heroes falling asleep at the meeting rooms, cafeteria, javelins or just about any place.

He took her to her room, ignoring the odd looks he got on the way, at least here he knew that the odd looks wouldn't be regarding his questionable relationship with Stargirl. Here, him and Stargirl never interacted. They had worked together, but they have never interacted unless strictly necessary. If they were nothing but professional no one would ask questions. Rumors wouldn't stir. Now that they were older, they understood why it had been so so wrong for Captain Marvel to go on dates with her. As Jay had said, she had been 12 and he had been in his 20's. Totally messed up for anyone who didn't knew the truth about him.

He left her in her room, gently depositing her on the bed, he left her boots near the bed and her mask on the nighstand, once he was sure she was comfortable he threw a blanket over her.

He forgot how dangerous she could be when half asleep.

And he was reminded of this fact when her arms latched around his neck. Almost giving him a heart attack.

"Stay. I got beaten around by giant Vikings that breathed ice, cuddle with me Billy." She muttered half asleep.

"Courtney, Courtney, I'm Captain Marvel, Captain Marvel." He whispered loudly to her, voice panicked as he tried to remove her arms from his neck, but God did she have a grip of steel while asleep. He had never managed to escape her, always ended up having her crushing him as if he were a giant stuffed toy. A dangerous cuddler who's almost suffocated him several times

Which he didn't mind, because cuddles, he fucking loved cuddles. But he was Captain Marvel now. At the Watchtower's to make matters a whole lot worse. A 17 year old girl should not, by any means, be cuddling an adult man who she was suppose to not even know.

"What difference does it make?" And she was definitely half asleep, fuck, he tried to pry her arms off, but she was relentless, and he was afraid of hurting her if he didn't watch his strength. So all he could do was sigh in defeat, head dropping. But he could so not give in. 

Because while she might be 17. And Captain Marvel still looked to be in his 20's. She was very much a minor and very much not someone he wanted people to think was dating Captain Marvel. Not because it might ruin his image. Which it would. But he didn't care. The one he didn't want to get whispers behind her back was Courtney. Her image was the one he didn't want to get ruined. 

Thus. He rubbed her arms softly.

"Courtney, I love you, but you know as well as I do that I can't stay here. We can cuddle later, you know, when I'm not like this."

For a moment, he thought she had completely fallen asleep, but then he felt her arms leave him, and as he pulled back, she grabbed his face, giving him the biggest and most sleepy scowl she could muster. And he had to bite back a grin at the amusing sight.

"You have to take me on a date, as compensation."

This time he grinned.

"Promise." He told, holding his hand up in plead manner.

She smiled at his words before letting him go, closing her eyes again. Once he was sure she had finally fallen asleep, he got up, not before giving her a light kiss on the cheek. 

He was about to leave when he remembered something. He pulled the staff out of the pocket dimension before leaving it by the nightstand. Once that was dealt with, he left. 

Unknown to him, certain kryptonian at the cafeteria had overheard the whole conversation, and was now staring wide eyed at the wall. Confusion and shock deep within. Because he was sure those had been Stargirl and Captain Marvel. Stargirl and Captain Marvel. Stargirl. And Captain Marvel.

"Hey, boy scout." Green Lantern called, snapping his fingers infront of him. "You with us? You went pale there for a moment. Did you hear Shayera's threats against Guy again?"

"I'm... I have to go." Superman said instead, quickly getting up and walking away, he needed to speak with Batman, because what he heard just couldn't be, it couldn't. Captain Marvel was one of kindest people he had ever met, the man had not a single evil bone in his body.

So why had he heard him say that to Stargirl? Why had Stargirl spoke to him as if they were- No. This had to be a misunderstanding, it had to be.

Because Captain Marvel couldn't be... God, he couldn't even think about the word. The man has always been great with kids, a favorite among children, and definitely a favorite among the Teen Titans and Young Justice, he had never heard or seen a child get uncomfortable around him, it was the complete opposite, somehow, he always managed to meet their same energy, they always seeked him out, he's even heard that he could be seen playing soccer with children at the parks in Fawcett City.

So how could any of this be possible? He just couldn't understand, because suddenly, it felt like the man he had ever thought he knew, his friend, had become a complete stranger, a potential danger that they all had let near the Teen Titans and Young Justice, but none of them had said to be uncomfortable around him.

And he wanted to believe that the kids from the Teen Titans and Young Justice wouldn't hesitate to speak up if something was wrong, right? God he needed to speak with Batman.

 

~

 

"You serious? Dude, are we talking about the same Captain Marvel?" Flash asked, unable to believe that the secret meeting Batman had oddly enough kept Marvel away from, would be about the man himself.

And about a very serious accusation as that of Captain Marvel having a potential questionable relationship with Stargirl.

"I know what I heard."

"You sure you didn't mix up conversations?" Wonder Woman asked, she refused to believe such accusation was true, her brother would never do such a thing, she had seen him interact with children over a dozen times, there has never been any malice in his actions, just genuine joy and sympathy, he connected with children in a way she has never seen any other hero be able to replicate.

"No, I heard perfectly well, he said her name, and she knew exactly who he was." Clark stated, even now, he had trouble believing his own words, but he couldn't just turn a blind eye to this just because Marvel was his friend. That's how lots of children got hurt, because people chose to not believe that a close person to them could do such vile things.

"Captain Marvel and Stargirl were in the Justice Society at the same time, she was still there when he left." Batman said, eyes narrowed, he was trying very hard here to detach himself from this, he couldn't let personal feelings interfere with a critic situation.

Because Captain Marvel could very much be a threat. He had to be reasonable.

"What does that have to do with anything?"

"A lot, actually." Jay said, appearing out of nowhere.

"What are you doing here?" Flash asked, definitely not expecting his friend to turn up. He hadn't even told him he would be coming here today.

"I called him, I thought getting the insight of someone who was there when Captain Marvel was at the Justice Society would benefit us all on solving this issue." Batman stated as a matter of fact, motioning for Jay to take a seat at the table.

The older speedster did as instructed, sitting between Flash and Green Lantern.

"Come on man, this is getting ridiculous, we are talking about Captain Marvel." Green Lantern said, he knew that with these kind of situations, appearances could be deceiving, someone who looked completely harmless and good, could hide very vile secrets. But Captain Marvel wasn't like that.

He didn't knew why, but his gut was telling him all of this wasn't right, there had to be a misunderstanding here somewhere.

"A man we know nothing of. We have no idea what he might get up to behind the costume, we know nothing about his life, who he is or what he even does on his free time."

"So what? We know nothing so we agree to whatever dirt people throw at him? Since when do we do that?" Hal snaps.

"Hal is right, we shouldn't be drawing conclusions without solid proof, I know him and I know the kind of man he is, and he's certainly not the kind who goes after children." Diana said, refusing to just believe this so easily, Clark has been wrong before, conversations mixed, it couldn't be true.

"You might be right, you might be wrong." Jay's words caught the room's attention.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

Jay didn't answer, he seemed to be deep in thought.

"Why did he leave the Justice Society exactly?" Aquaman questioned, everyone knew Marvel had left, but no one really knew why he had left, he never spoke about it, Flash had asked him once, but the man had just changed the topic completely.

"Not sure, but the fact that he chose to do so after our conversation regarding some rumors... my guess is that that was the why he left."

"Rumors?"

"There were rumors about how he kept taking Stargirl on dates, Jakeem Thunder spoke to me about this, he considers her a sister, and he was worried about her. But when I asked Captain Marvel about it, he refused to give me a straight answer, he just said that it was complicated and that appearances were deceiving. He said that too many people already knew, and that it always changed everything."

"Knew what?"

"I don't know, when I asked him why wouldn't he give any reasonable answers, he just told me that the Wisdom of Solomon kept him from it, and that there was nothing he could do about it. Next day, he just told me that he wanted to leave the Justice Society, that he was better off doing things alone. I didn't really come across him again after that."

Silence reigned for a moment after that, somehow, even after Jay's words, the League was finding it very hard to believe this, it felt like they were missing something, but what?

"What about Stargirl? Did she ever say anything about him?" Hawkwoman asked, surely she would have said something, right? The girl has always been a bit of a firecracker, she let no one tell her what to do. If Marvel had ever made her feel uncomfortable or something she must have said anything, right?

"No, but she did give Jakeem the silent treatment for a few weeks after the Captain left."

"I still feel like we aren't seeing something." Flash said, he has seen Marvel interact with kids, and he has never looked at them with malice, has never done or said anything inappropriate either, even with all the facts it seriously felt like they weren't seeing something.

But what?

 

~

 

Weird.

That's all Billy could say about how the League had been acting around him lately, they wouldn't leave him alone, not for a second, kept watching him as if searching for something, he even stopped being sent to watch over the Teen Titans and Young Justice. Which not fair, he had done nothing wrong, and he had wanted to ask Damian for a rematch of their last poker game.

Still.

He had managed to lose Green Lantern, was currently trying to sneak away to go back to Fawcett City, alone.

But as he turned a corner he crashed into Stargirl, grabbing her arm as she stumbled back.

"Careful brick wall." He smiled sheepishly at her.

"Sorry." He apologized, this before looking over his shoulder to make sure Green Lantern was still not hot on his heels.

Stargirl looked behind him too.

"What are we looking at?" She asked curiously. He turned back to look at her, looking around before grabbing her hand and pulling her with him into one of the many training rooms after making sure it was empty.

"Courtney, there's something really weird going on, the League keeps following me all over the place and I haven't even been able to go back home because they keep bringing stuff up to keep me here. I'm afraid Rosa and Victor will end up talking Mary into bringing them here if this goes on."

The last thing he wanted was his parents coming here, he knew that his mother feared no God and she wouldn't hesitate to scream the League's ear off if it came to it. She had lectured Constantine for over two hours after he broke his arm trying to open a portal several years ago.

Needless to say, Rosa had not been happy.

"But why are they keeping you here?" Courtney asked, confused, why the hell would the League keep Captain Marvel here? It made absolutely no sense. Billy shrugged.

"I don't know..."

"What if you turn back into Billy? You could get away like that, right? Stay as Billy for a while, see if Captain Marvel's absence helps dissuade whatever is it that's going on."

"That's... actually a good idea." How did he not think of that sooner? He looked up, bringing his hands up to make portal on the roof that led straight to him, it was better if the lightning bolt didn't hit the Watchtower, that was so not gonna pass unnoticed. He then looked back at Courtney who took several steps away. "Shazam."

Lightning came howling down, going right through the portal and striking him, he felt as the magic stripped away his champion form, felt himself shrink until he was once again Billy Batson.

As the light faded away, he dissolved the portal.

"Come on, we don't know who heard that." Courtney said quickly, grabbing his hand and pulling him along, but as she opened the door, both teenagers froze. Because the whole fucking Justice League was there. How? Why? When?

Still.

Courtney was quick to recover, they could still save the situation.

"What? Never seen two teenagers sneaking around?" She said, giving the League her best uncaring voice, she dragged Billy with her, tried to sneak past them, but she was halted to a stop as she felt her arm tug her back, she looked behind just to see Superman holding Billy's arm.

And the kryptonian wasn't the only one staring at him so intensely, all the other League members were. Oh shit. Fuck.

Things took a turn of no return when Hawkwoman, for God knows what reason, brought her maze up to Billy's chest, his magic instinctively reacted to the one weapon who made any magic around it go into the fritz.

Even his.

Electricity crackled, lichtenberg-like marks litting up across his skin, and for one horrible moment, Courtney thought he would transform back into Captain Marvel, which would prove to be an outstanding thing if Hawkwoman's maze could mess up with his magic to such degree.

"Appearances can be deceiving."

"Meaning?" Billy asked at Batman's sudden very weird words, and even then, something about the man's eyes made his gut twist, shit, this was not how he had wanted them to find out, I mean, he wasn't a 12 year old anymore, he was 17 and very much less afraid of being found out.

But he had hoped to wait until he was at the very most 18. 

"Captain Marvel."

Batman's words got Billy choosing one last attempt to save himself.

"Where?!" He asked, faking excitement and looking around for the hero that would be impossible to see walking around right now.

"Is it transformation magic?" Hawkwoman's question made him falter, not yet, not yet.

"Wait, you think I am Captain Marvel? Have you seen that guy? He can barely fit in a chair, I can fit in a whole ass suitcase. We are totally different people. Now, could you return me my arm?" He asked, looking up at Superman and raising his eyebrow at the kryptonian, but even if he tried to appear unbothered, he was quite aware his heart was anything but calm.

Because holy shit, the people he towered over as Captain Marvel were now towering over him, but to be fair, a lot of people towered over him, living in the streets and neglectful foster homes since he was 4 had ruined his chances at having a normal height, even if the Vasquez had fed him a lot when he first began living with them... it hadn't managed to fix the damage all those years did to his body, now he was 17 and half of the Teen Titans and Young Justice could very much tower over him as Billy Batson.

Still.

Back to the point at hand, he didn't like feeling small around the Justice League.

"I heard Captain Marvel, he spoke a word, then lightning, and then you."

Superman's words made Billy realize something, and before he could realize what he was saying, he spoke.

"You were spying on me?"

"So you are Captain Marvel."

"That's beyond the point!" He snapped, sudden anger curling around, because what the hell? Since when did boy scout Superman spy on people? "You were spying on me, why were you spying on me? I thought you were the one who told Batman to stop spying on me. Wait, is this why you were keeping me here too? To spy on me? Why? I haven't done anything."

Silence is what met him. Their stares making him shift, suddenly, he felt very uncomfortable, way too exposed. And when Superman released his arm, he couldn't help but step back, he wanted to get out of here, because they had been spying on him, keeping him from going home. For what? He had done nothing wrong, he was sure of it. He had done all his paperwork, reports and attended all the meetings. He hadn't screwed up any missions either.

So why?

He felt Courtney's hand squeeze his.

"So? Aren't you gonna answer? Why were you spying on him?" Stargirl questioned, raising an eyebrow and giving the League her best not taking anyone's shit tone. She was not gonna stand for anyone messing with her boyfriend.

"Actually... it was because of you." Flash stated, making Stargirl blink, definitely not having expected that.

"I'm sorry?" 

"I... uh... accidentally overheard your conversation with him from a few days ago..."

Superman's words enlightened both Billy and Courtney, oh, oh. Suddenly, a lot of things made sense, this was the Justice Society all over again. 

"And you thought the very adult looking guy was chasing after an underage girl." Billy said in defeat, why even bother? They already knew and no matter what he did it wouldn't change. 

Their silence gave him the answer. He sighed.

"How old are you?"

"... 17... Captain Marvel is just sort of a prime form, it came with the powers. In case you were wondering, I'm 100% human and very much of acceptable age to be with her. So, now that you know, can you stop trying to keep me here? My parents are like, seriously about to go berserk if I don't go back home."

Not a good ending point, it was embarrassing to have to tell his co-workers, and friends, that he really needed to get back home or his parents would very much bring the door down.

But he had to leave, you didn't just ignore Rosa and Victor's promises. And they very much promised to get into the Watchtower if they had to, because he hadn't been home in over three days already.

And that was so not gonna end well if the social worker appeared and one child was missing. It made his stomach twist the sole idea of it.

"Oh shit, we kidnapped a child." Green Lantern said suddenly, realization hitting him, making Marvel roll his eyes at him.

"Wait, if you are 17, then that means... Captain Marvel was 10." Flash said horrified, realization hitting like a train, holy fuck, a 10 year old had been throwing himself at robots, monsters and fucking wrestling Black Adam.

Which also meant he had 12 when he had been at the Justice Society, same age as Stargirl, definitely legal and very much not as creepy as the idea of an adult taking an underage girl on dates. And it explained what Jay had said about his words regarding appearances being deceiving.

"So what? Damian was 10, and he's 100% human, I was 10 and invulnerable, also have magic."

"We sent a kid to fight Superman on red kryptonite." Green Lantern said, making Billy scowl.

"Dude, are you even listening? He can't hurt me."

Not totally true, heat vision could very much hurt him, but no one needed to know that.

"I'm perfectly capable of handling myself, why do you think I said nothing? Because of this, I don't need anyone treating me like a child who can't do anything and needs to be handled with kid gloves." He told, refusing to let them think for a second that he needed to be handled with care. He was not helpless, frail nor weak. He didn't need anyone babying him.

Still.

All his seriousness went down the drain when Diana came up and did the one thing that while as Captain Marvel it didn't bother him, he found out made him feel quite embarrassed as Billy Batson.

She hugged him. But because of his height and the how she hugged him, she ended up lifting him, crushing him in her arms like only she could ever do. 

"You are right, you are a very fine warrior." She told, grinning at him proudly, which only made his face heat even more, because she was holding him up as if he were a giant stuffed toy.

"Diana, put the boy down." Batman instructed, making the amazonian hug him tighter.

"Aw, but he's so small."

Billy groaned at her words, giving Courtney a pleading look, but she just snickered at him. 

The betrayal.

Chapter 58: The Gods' Necromancer Part 2

Chapter Text

When Zatanna first learnt that the Justice League had recruited Captain Marvel, the Champion Of Magic, she had been mortified to say the least.

Even more so when she learnt that he had agreed without protest. She had been terrified of even stepping into the Watchtower when she learnt he had become an official member. 

And when she had stepped into the Watchtower... his magic had been crushing, asphyxiating even. She had been terrified out of her mind, had considered handing her resignation right then, right there.

I mean, with the Champion Of Magic the League wouldn't need her nor any other magic user, they literally had the boss of all magic on speed dial. When she first met him, she had been unable to even look him in the eye, because if the magic wasn't overwhelming enough. The guy had looked like one of the most intimidating people she had ever met. He towered over many people, looking like even without magic, he could fold Superman himself like a lawn chair.

But then he had smiled, and like a whiplash, his aura had stopped aiming to crush her to the ground, it had felt warm, bright, and so impossibly light. Had smiled at her with child-like glee before proceeding to follow her around whenever she was at the Watchtower, asking her about any interesting recent spells she might have done in her magic shows.
 
Magic shows she had seen him assist to several times, he wore civilian clothes and a mask, but she would recognize his aura anywhere. 

At first, she had thought he was looking down on her, finding it stupid that she was using her magic for show to entertain people, or that he was questioning her knowledge about magic. That he might even be entertaining the idea to take her magic away.

But with time, she came to learn that that wasn't it, he wasn't arrogant nor as egotistical as she had expected him to be, he was genuinely interested in her magic shows for some reason, and he was always genuinely excited to know about any new spells she might have come up with.

Talking to him became easier with time, he had even given her a grimoire written by himself that he had said he thought she should learn the spells of, something about her magic being perfectly fit for those spells, said spells were strong, unheard of, and while they were hard to master, they were a great practice.

In a sense, she wasn't sure when, but the Champion Of Magic who was once her greatest terror, had become a sort of friend to her, she did still felt a bit nervous around him, especially when she could tell from a mile he was angry, he didn't show it in his face, but his magic would always flood his surroundings, like icepicks, something only those with magic could ever feel and see.

And the League had no idea how deadly his anger could become at times. 

Point is, when she first felt the blazing shockwave ripple through her magic, making her drop from the air in the middle of an act, as her magic disappeared completely. Her first reaction hadn't been to shout over the broken arm, but gasp over the horrifying realization of what it meant.

The Champion Of Magic was dead.

But then she got the call.

 


~

 

If someone asked Constantine, he would never admit it, but the Champion Of Magic had given him the creeps since he first learnt about him. No one with that kind of power could be good news, the less he went near it the best, he hoped to never come across it.

But then he heard about Fawcett City's newest hero, that city was bleeding magic, like the epicenter of all magic, so it really shouldn't have been a surprise to learn that the Champion Of Magic would appear there.

He did his best to not go near the place, refusing to so much as catch the Champion's attention.

But then the fucking Justice League thought smart to recruit the man, and the worst thing was that he agreed. Why the hell would he agree to something like that? Constantine had no idea.

But he had.

He rarely went into the Watchtower, began going even less when he learnt the Champion had been made an official member. The League was insane, the idiots had no clue that they were playing with fire, one single mistake, and they could all be wiped out from the face of the Earth.

Then he met the Champion, his first thought upon seeing him had been that the guy was seriously intimidating, his magic crushing everything around him, threatening to asphyxiate it all. All he had ever read about him hadn't made a sliver of justice to the actual overpowering aura the guy had.

The second? It was that how could someone with that kind of power, the kind of duties and things he had power over, why would he let himself be ordered around by a man who had no magic at all nor powers for that matter? He found it strange.

But hey, he wasn't about to question the Champion, he liked having magic thank you very much.

Throughout time, the Champion had ended up in his house several times, like a curious child, wanting to touch and see every single magical item he had, Constantine had let him, mainly because the House of Mysteries refused to so much as listen to him whenever the Champion was around. Which he didn't feel jealous at all.

Not a bit.

Having the man asking about his magic had been strange at first, even more so his interest on his trips to Hell, but he had given him the benefit of the doubt, not because he trusted him, he wasn't that stupid.

But the man had, somehow, recovered all bits of his soul he had ever sold or lost in poker games. And he had given it to him without asking anything in return, they weren't even friends. But he had given them to him, just like that.

And Constantine had had no idea what to do, even less because the man kept turning up, wanting him to show him the spells he had created, or about the unconventional way he sometimes used magic. At first, he had thought the man was accessing him, but as time went on, he realized that the guy was just, for some weird reason, genuinely curious.

He didn't drink, but he was good at poker and getting him rare ingredients for spells, so Constantine let him crash in the House of Mysteries whenever he wanted.

Point is, when he first felt the whiplash of fire ripple through his magic, like violent vines of fire that snuffed out the portal he had been creating to send a unicorn through, as his magic disappeared completely alongside it. His first reaction had been to freeze in place, feeling like something had once again been torn deep down. Freeze over the blood curling realization of what it meant.

The Champion Of Magic was dead.

And the weirdest phone call came before he could so much as go to the Watchtower and see who did he have to kill for damning them all.

 

~


Dr. Fate's first thought when he learnt that the Justice League wanted to recruit the Champion Of Magic of all possible people was that they were insane. 

Who in their right mind would approach the Champion Of Magic and ask him to play hero? But against any prognostic, the man had agreed, had even become an official member. He had done his best to stay out of his way, not wanting to offend him or even catch his attention.

But that had been easier said than done, the League kept asking for his help, as if they literally didn't have the boss of magic right there. But Nabu hadn't pointed it out, not wanting to step out of a line he wasn't aware if it was there or not.

Or the fact that regardless of his attempts to avoid him, the Champion always found some way to be there, he kept visiting his tower, his magic initially holding him in a choke hold, making it impossible to deny anything from him, a reminder of who he was and what he could do.

But the choke hold disappeared at some point, unlike Marvel who kept turning up, always asking him about his magic, about his portals and wanting to know how his helmet worked, the way he used magic alone. At first, wariness had gripped him, unable to figure out the man's intentions.

Was he testing him? Mocking him? Condescending him?

He wasn't. 

As time went on, with some confusion, Nabu realized the genuine curiosity the Champion Of Magic seemed to hold for his magic. It was strange, but he didn't mind showing him, better not test luck.

Still.

Point is, when he felt the searing claws of fire slicing through his magic, snuffing it out and leaving his tower for the world to see. His first reaction was to feel his heart stop, because his magic was gone.

But as quick as it left, as quick as it came, nothing but fleeting moments. Hadn't changed his panic at all though. Because that kind of change in the fluctuation of magic...

Something had happened to the Champion Of Magic. 

Then the call came.

 

~

 


"Well, I'll be damned." Constantine exclaimed as he stepped into the Rock Of Eternity, the actual honest to fucking God Rock Of Eternity.

The center of all magic, ancient and leaking a magic like none other, overwhelming couldn't even begin to define how it felt like.

Not even in his wildest dreams had he ever thought that he would ever end up here. Here.

Or that a door to this place would be connected to a bathroom in a long abandoned subway at Fawcett City.

But the one that was sure sending him for a loop was the fact that a child, a child, was the avatar of the Champion Of Magic, and by extension, part of the Champion Of Magic itself. Hell, he could feel the kid's magic, it was crushing, raw and very much ancient.

A child was the frigging avatar of the Champion Of Magic. A child. Who the hell had thought that to be a wise choice? 

"You brought the sword?" The child's in question voice pulled him out of his thoughts, he looked down at the kid who was giving him an expectant look, hand held out, the perfect look of someone who meant business plastered on his face.

Here from up close he could feel it, there was something about his magic that felt odd, it felt like a casket from which unfathomable magic leaked from, but the magic only leaked through the keyhole, strained, like any wrong poke might make it burst open.

And no one would like what was inside.

It made his hairs stand on end. And still.

"Of course, deal's a deal." He told, wiping out the sword in question from a pocket dimension, it was half the kid's size, silver and with celestial runes carved on the hilt. And he knew, that where he to swing it around, blue flames would engulf it. It pained him to give the sword up.

You didn't always come across a sword blessed by the God of the Underworld himself.

But it was that over losing his magic and damning the entire planet. He was rather fond of his magic, and alcohol. Without a planet. There would be no alcohol.

Plus. He got a grimoire from the Champion Of Magic himself out of this.

He was quite surprised with the ease with which the kid grabbed the sword, carrying it over his shoulder as if it weighted nothing.

He carried it over to the giant circle he had drawn in the middle of what looked like a throne room, a star of six points drawn on it alongside runes written in a language Constantine has never seen in his life. 

On each point of the star, something had been placed, a worn out book with thanagarian runes on the cover and feathers in between pages, an armor of grey scales missing several bits, a chunk of... something, it seems to be some sort of metal but he can't quite pin point what kind of metal, there's a jar with Greek runes, inside it, golden lightning crackles, and there's also another similar jar with weird runes he doesn't understand but swears he has seen speedsters use, inside that one, orange/reddish lightning crackles.

The kid places the sword on the remaining point of the star. In the middle, there's a grial of wood filled with blood, now that he notices, the kid has his left arm wrapped up in bandages.

Meanwhile, Billy feels quite happy as he looks at the circle, everything was in its place, all sacrifices met the Gods' likings, all they needed now was to actually carry out the spell.

As he stepped back, he felt the floor sway beneath his feet and he stumbled back, hands grabbing him from behind.

"You alright there?" Superman asked, he seemed concerned, Billy scowled, pushing his hands away as he quickly straightened up.

"I'm fine." He stated, but even if he said that, he could feel the sickening pain, the aching, the near overwhelming exhaustion.

"You don't look fine." Flash's words made him glare at the speedster.

"Forgive me, last I checked the main holder of the Rock Of Eternity was dead, leaving me to be the one to bear with all its weight alone, sorry if I look like shit when it feels like fucking Atlas is sitting on my chest."

"What did I do?" Atlas' protest came, Billy ignored him, he did feel a bit bad over the League's guilty looks, but this wasn't something he could just forget. None of this would be happening if they had listened to begin with.

"Here, this is the spell." He told, handing the notes to Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine.

"Forgive me but... what language is this?" Zatanna asked, she knew dozens of languages, but this was not one of them, Dr. Fate's and Constantine's faces told her that neither of them knew either what kind of language this was. It looked like a bad mix between Latin, ancient Greek and something else she couldn't for the life of her decipher. Some didn't even look like letters or any familiar rune in general.

"It's not a language per se, it was never spoken on a large scale to be considered an actual language, it's a mix of dialects and whatnot that the council of Wizards and the Gods who had a hand on creating Thavma came up with long ago. You cannot learn it nor find it anywhere unless those who safekeep it give it to you. Solomon will connect with you telepathically and help you recite it."

That... his words might have not hit the League much, but for Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine? It made their hairs stand on end, the sudden and most overwhelming feeling of being in a situation that surpassed them becoming too noticeable. Zatanna felt her hands shake, Dr. Fate's fingers going numb, and Constantine felt his mouth go dry.

Because they were holding the spell who brought the Champion Of Magic to life. The beginning of it all. And now they were expected to have a hand on resurrecting him. Bringing him back to life.

"Kid, are you sure we should be the ones doing this?" Constantine asked, for the first time in his life, feeling like he was not up to the standards of the spell he was being asked to cast.

"I'm not letting people I don't know nor trust anywhere near this spell, so yes, Constantine, I am sure, you three are very powerful and I know none of you cares for his power. So... Zatanna, could you please stand on the North side of the circle?" Billy asked, he knew they were nervous, understood the why.

But they had nothing to be worried about, they were more than qualified for this, plus, it would act as an incentive too, would keep many magic beasts and magic users away from them once it spread they had a hand on ressurecting the Champion Of Magic. It would keep them safer. Maybe not Constantine since he was always throwing himself to the wolves, but the point stood.

It would be good for them.

"Constantine stand South. And Dr. Fate West." He commanded, he needed them on those points exact, he turned to look at the League. "You can stay over there, in absolute silence, not even a word while the spell is being recited." He warned them, pointing at the furthest corner in the room. They silently nodded, moving to where he had pointed.

He then went over to stand on the East side of the circle, taking in a deep breath and checking for the hundredth time that all was in its rightful place and nothing was amiss. Once he was sure all was alright, he stilled.

"Alright, let's start."

 

~

 

Most from the League were ashamed to admit that their view of magic has never been... good... Most of them avoided speaking of it, it was confusing and at times, even nonsensical. 

But watching this... it felt different, to hear the spell being recited, in a language not even Diana could recognize, watching each one of the items be enveloped in a golden light... something about it all felt important, it was. It was a spell apparently designed to resurrect Captain Marvel.

Captain Marvel who died because none of them bothered to listen to the man, and while he might resurrect, it would never change the fact that he got killed because of them.

The grial in the center of the circle began glowing, it started as faint specks of golden dust floating off of it, Superman could hear a faint hum start resonating from within the grial, a hum and a crackle that grew and grew until the first spark of lightning appeared, and like a match, the spark explode into a web of electricity that spread across the circle, litting up in golden light the runes Billy had written down before and latching onto each and every single one of the items, seemingly absorbing them.

A whirlpool began forming in the grial filled with Billy's blood, the electric co-web across the sigil becoming thicker and thicker, twisting like a spiral of sorts, and then, a sudden powerful shockwave pulsated from the center of the circle. The humming grew, until more than Clark could hear it, it crawled under the League's skin like electric thorns, hairs standing on end and shivers running down their spines, the power could almost be tasted in the air. A pressure so overhelming it felt as if their brains would collapse.

The golden dust crackled, and then, a white light explode from within the grial with an earsplitting metallic whining pitch that seemed to ripple through the ground itself, forcing many to bring their hands up to cover their ears. The blood in the grial turned gold, overflowing the grial and falling to the ground, pooling around it like a glowing puddle of gold and light.

The whirlpool in the grial seemed to grow as a wave of strong wind pulsated from the center, picking up dust and making clothes and hair from every single one of the presents sway and flap wildly, it made some blink rapidly as more dust picked up.

Another wave of wind, this time stronger, forced several of them to take step backs, minus Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine who felt like their feet were glued to the ground, their hearts racing at the overwhelming display of power, and the magic bleeding was near asphyxiating.

Thunder reverberated somewhere with the might of the end of times, deafening, echoing across the entire cave.

That's when from the golden liquid something began taking shape, at first like a translucent blob of gold and light, crackling with electricity, a blob that starts increasing in size and gaining shape by the second. Glowing brighter as more electricity crackles all over its body. It grows, and grows, even when it reaches the ceiling it seems like it might keep growing.

Its skin is translucent, covered in endless golden runes that Diana recognizes as a mix between magic and the Gods' language. Lightning buzzes inside, golden cracks littering its body from which the universe seems to seep through. Many hollow eyes, four arms, a row of fangs, giant dragon wings. The power it emanates is crushing. The air is electrifying. It's so bright and heavy. Not it. He. Him.

Captain Marvel. This was Captain Marvel. Captain Marvel was this. 

'He cannot walk this plane of existence as he is, it would disrupt the balance of everything as you know it.' Suddenly, Billy's words made a whole lot of sense, his presence was crushing, the air was thick but also thin, looking at him like that felt like they were looking at something that should never been seen, and how had Zatanna called him once? God of Gods. 

All of a sudden, it dawned on them the true weight of what Captain Marvel was. That behind all the goofiness and naivety, there was a being of unfathomable power that none of them might ever be able to stand against, but that despite his power, he chose to fight for the little guy. Be one of them and help even when magic wasn't involved. 

Meanwhile, Billy looked up at Thavma, for the first time in his life, both of them in the same room as themselves, and hopefully the last. Thavma looked down, and Billy just knew to raise his hand, watching as Thavma reached out, and as their hands press together, even if it's just his hand touching Thavma's bigger than a fucking truck finger. His mouth moves on its own, one single word slipping out.

"Shazam."

Chapter 59: Beyond Reach

Chapter Text

Billy Batson was 12 when he first became the Champion Of Magic, he was also 12 when he first met the Vasquez, the family he never knew he would finally get after many disappointments and betrayals.

It was because of this, because of them, that he hadn't hesitated to put his life on the line if it meant keeping them alive, and so he had faced against the dragon and a royally pissed goddess. 

When he called on the word, he had been prepared to die, had accepted his fate.

He never expected to wake up at the Rock, nor to be met with a completely different world when he went through the door that was supposed to lead home. A world where his family didn't exist.

Denial had been the first thing to hit, he had looked all over the world, all over the internet, but Rosa and Victor Vasquez didn't exist. Mary Bromfield. Freddy Freeman. Pedro Peña. Eugene Cho. Darla Dudley.

All of them. Gone. He had cried for hours when the acceptance had settled, the acceptance that his family didn't exist. That he was completely alone once again. The Wizard had said that the lightning that he had used to ignite the bomb had sent him to another world as a last resort to save him, but because the staff was destroyed, there was no way to send him back, he had assured him that his family was safe. But it didn't change the fact that they weren't here. With him.

The Champion Of Magic could travel between worlds, but that had been possible only with the help of the staff, the very gone staff.

He had been depressed. Had spent months rolled up on one of Freddy's Superman blankets on the couch, hoping against hope to see his siblings walk through the door. But they never came. And so all he had been able to do was cry.

Cry because when he was finally finding happiness, when he finally managed to dare and call Rosa mom, to acknowledge that he truly belonged with them, to know they would never abandon him. It was all torn away from him, leaving him with nothing.

It took him over a year before he finally managed to truly leave the Rock and not break down, he had taken it to do research about that world, as he found, there were a ton of similarities between this one and his, it even had a Justice League. But this one had more than just Flash, Batman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman and Cyborg.

It had dozens of others, there were even teenage heroes, Teen Titans and Young Justice. Freddy would flip out if he were to ever know about that. He had flipped out.

On the second year, Solomon helped him finally find something to help him communicate with his family, a giant magic mirror, he had spent hours talking with them all, more hours with just Rosa and Victor, his parents. He wasn't ashamed to admit he had cried through half of the call. Because they hadn't forgotten about him.

It were Rosa and Victor who had convinced him to start going out as a hero once again, that locking himself at the Rock and just going out when he needed food wasn't healthy, that he needed to get some sun and distract himself with something. Be it saving people or as himself. But to do something.

That's when he had decided to listen and go out as a hero, he never truly had a name, so the people in Fawcett City began giving him lots of nicknames that he had mentioned to his siblings, hoping to come up with a name, Captain Thunder, Stormcaller, Marvellous Man, Bolt, some kids even called him Sparky. 

At the end, a name had come out as a winner.

Captain Marvel.

Thus, he became Captain Marvel, not even two months after his debut, the Justice League approached him. Freddy had given the banshees a run for their money with those screeches he had let out when he told him.

He was 15 now, still trapped in another world and part of the Justice League, he never had to truly worry about his identity, I mean, Billy Batson didn't exist in this world, he could walk around as he pleased without worrying that Batman might materialize behind him and call him Captain Marvel.

And with how well fed and dressed he looked, he had never had to run from cops or keep watch for the CPS, Rosa and Victor had taught him how to cook, sew and how to handle his money wisely.

He also had his magic as Captain Marvel to get him new clothes, money was strictly for food and basic needs stuff. He had a part time job at a diner, and he also had landed a job at Whiz radio, so at least he had a stable income. Victor and Rosa had helped him choose his clothes for the interviews and had helped him practice.

It was nice, that even if he couldn't be there with them, they still saw him as family, he was still their son. 

Still.

He never told the League a thing about himself, he let the theories and rumors about his origins run wild, after all, what was he supposed to say? That he was from another world and that he had been trapped in theirs for four years now? With no way home because the only way for it had been destroyed? They would just pity him.

And he hated pity.

It was best to let them think he was some ancient being who had been sleeping until woken up for a bigger purpose. Like fighting Black Adam. A Champion gone rogue. That hadn't been a fun thing to find out about.

That this world had a Champion who went mad with power, hated his guts and wanted to rip him apart. Black Adam loved calling him names.

Ironic, because his world also revealed a Black Adam three years ago, his siblings had told him, but for what he knew, he wasn't evil like this one, hell, he had met him, Freddy had called him an anti-hero, he was good, or at least he tried to be, didn't really leave Khandaq much, mostly only when Freddy or any of his siblings asked for his help.

They were still able to transform, but without him there, their powers seemed to have grown extremely weak, they were still very strong, but some villains needed an extra hand to be dealt with.

Black Adam was usually that extra hand. For what he had heard from Mary, he was seriously overprotective of them for some reason, Billy didn't care for the reason, he was just glad his siblings were being looked after during battles, Darla was very insistent that he was their missing seven member. The remaining throne was his.

Billy didn't really want to contradict her.

But this Black Adam was no anti-hero. He had tried to break his transformation, had almost succeeded once, but Billy had been faster and had switched places with him, lightning striking him instead. 

Point was, he never told a soul about being from another world. Never considered it even.

But then things took a turn and he had no other choice but to speak the truth.

 

~

 


"Shit dude. When you said Rock I never truly thought you meant an endless cave." Green Lantern said as he looked around, a new... something had appeared, but Zatanna had said that all information about it had been destroyed centuries ago, because as it turns out, most books about said monsters had been stored at the library of Alexandria.

You know, same library that burnt to dust.

But Captain Marvel had said he might have something, in an apparent ancient very gigantic library no one knew existed until now. A place filled with thousands of books, some of which were believed to have been lost in time.

Thus, he had brought the League to the Rock Of Eternity, he hadn't really wanted to, his face had said it all, but he had said that they needed to find answers fast, so several extra pairs of eyes would be helpful.

He had brought them through a portal, that had been the first time any of them ever saw him using magic. A deafening reminder that he was a magic user too.

"Are those doors?" Came Flash's awed voice, Hal glanced at where he was looking.

Yup.

Those were doors, thousands of doors floating all over what looked like a massive room with no end, or more like a kind of cave. Each door wielded its own design, and a lot of them held several notes stuck to them.

Paint world. Do not enter. Headaches ahead.

Cartoon world. Hilarious. Safe.

Glowing people. Do not eat their food. It's made with diamonds no matter how edible it looks

No land. Magic algae. Beware of the multicolored Pacman ghosts/octopuses

Jurassic Park. Danger. Do not enter.

Danger. Beware of the spider dog

Everyone. SAFE. Fairy land

Nightmare fuel (M- Mature). Possibly toxic. Do not enter.

Across the room, Captain Marvel stood at, rubbing his temple and looking like he had gotten hit by a bus, a grimace on his face.

"Marvel?" Batman called, gaze roaming around suspiciously, what was this place? Why so many doors?

The man in question glanced at him as he quickly dropped his arm to his side, grimace being replaced with a smile.

"Cool right?"

"What are these doors?" Superman asked, unable to keep the curiosity at bay, he couldn't hear a thing aside from the endless bizarre sounds coming from the other side of the doors. Floating doors that didn't seem to connect anywhere but seemed to have life behind them.

"Most doors are an opening to a different world, or a location somewhere on Earth." Billy said, remembering Eugene's theories based on the doors he had explored so far, and also the ones he himself hd gone into through the years, hoping against hope to stumble into his own world.

But he was never successful.

"A different world? As in another planet? Or is it another universe?" Batman asked, had Marvel always had something like that? How many doors were there? How did they work? Most of them didn't even have signs or anything remotely informative about what might be behind the door. How was that even helpful?

"Uh... I'm not sure, the Wizard didn't exactly leave a manual, there's a lot of stuff here that I have no idea what they do or what are they for." Eugene had still been mapping out the Rock Of Eternity when this whole thing happened. And there were dozens of things none of them had never understood, like the burning violin.

Or that while his siblings could still transform, none of them had access to the Rock.

"But you have gone through some of them, right? Isn't that what the notes are for?" Wonder Woman questions, curious about where did the doors led to, there were dozens of them.

"Yeah..." Billy wasn't about to say he hadn't really gone through the doors, he just opened them and slammed them back shut, had spent hours doing that, just looking for something familiar.

But none of them had led somewhere familiar.

"Come on." He said as he started walking, he didn't like the idea of them here, even less today, today was the anniversary of his disappearance from his world, Fawcett City had grown to throw a celebration in his name, a celebration all his siblings had to attend to assure people.

Meant he was weaker, but because of them being in different worlds, it made him feel a whole lot sicker than it should. He always spent the day at the Rock, curled on the couch as Billy to escape the sick feeling being Captain Marvel brought.

Plus, he got to watch the celebration on TV, and hear people send him comforting words, he had ended up letting his siblings tell the people he was alive, in another world and unable to come back for the time being, but that he was alive. He could see them on TV, it might be because it was at the Rock or something, but it still ran the same channels as his world.

People would send him messages on the news, there was even a segment dedicated to him where people broadcasted all the videos fans had made for him, with warm messages, hilarious videos or just their support. Saving the city and being willing to give his life for them had apparently made him extremely popular and very liked.

Point was, he wished he was on the couch, rolled like a burrito in Freddy's Superman blanket and just watching TV. It was one of the few things that kept him going. Made him feel like he was a little close to home.

But he couldn't. He had responsibilities, and he hated that those stupid monsters had to choose today to fuck around.

At least he had hidden whatever could expose his age. Most things he hadn't been able to hide, call it sentiment. But he couldn't bring himself to move his siblings' stuff, most of them were still where they left them last.

Plus, it wasn't like the League would be there, they would be at the Library, doing endless research even with Steve's help while he could hopefully sneak away to watch the TV Eugene had hidden in the dungeons to play those gory videogames he thought no one knew he played.

A bit selfish, he knew, to sneak to watch TV while the League did research, but today was his day, the day once a year where he could truly feel like he was back home. Watching people speak directly at him, even if he couldn't answer them, to hear the city speak to him as if he was there.

Flash's sudden intake of breath alongside someone else's whistle caught his attention, making him realize that they had reached the main room, where the actual less creepy room was at.

His siblings and him had decorated the statues from the Sins to look as stupid and hilarious as possible, painted all over, with glitter, bows, silly string and stickers covering them, some had wigs or sunglasses. A fantastic way to make them look less creepy if he said so himself.

There was the giant flat screen on the wall that for some reason was still connected to his world's channels, the couches, the microwave, the mini fridge, the chairs, the sound system, the arcade games, the candy dispenser, the videogame consoles, the lava lamps, the purple light lamps, the regular nightstand lamps, the Christmas lights, and more lamps (to be fair the place seriously needed more illumination than the ominous water reflection on the wall, the burning violin or that weird window on the ceiling that couldn't be opened). 

There was the coffee table with lots of books placed as an obstacle road and some Hot wheel, totally not his and Freddy's ways to space out whenever Mary tried to lecture them. 

Also the shelves filled with random things his siblings had wanted to use to decorate or things they had used, mostly board games, stacks of movies or videogames, or stuffed toys, Darla had wanted them there and no one had refuted. There were the glowing giant letters that spelt 'LAIR' too.

He wasn't proud to remember most of these things had been stolen or bought with the money he had theoretically speaking also stolen when he was first testing out his powers, something Rosa and Victor had definitely not missed and had spent over an hour lecturing him and Freddy. But to be fair he had been a mess when he first got his powers, arrogant and much too of an embarrassing excuse of a hero. Stealing, doing tricks for people to pay him, expecting money or rewards when helping people.

Looking back at it he could never not cringe at how immature he had been. What kind of hero asked for money after saving someone or when someone asked for a picture?

"Dude, this is sick. I thought it was just a cave, but you got your own batcave here!" Flash said in amazement, were those fucking thrones across the room? 

"Like a Capcave." Green Lantern whispered in equal amazement.

"Are those thrones?" Aquaman asked curiously, there were, in fact, seven thrones of stone across the room, a giant lightning bolt very reminiscent of the one in Captain Marvel's chest was painted on the wall above the thrones.

"Yeah. The Wizard said those were his brothers and sisters'."

Meanwhile, the League had to admit that they never expected that the Rock Marvel mentioned at times would look anything like this, he had once told them that he went to the Rock whenever he wanted to rest after Superman had asked him if he ever took a day off seeing that he was never not there.

The Rock had sounded like a cold place where he just took a nap or whatever and went back out. The place actually looked a whole less depressing than they had imagined, it looked like someone actually lived there, and that was such a weird thought. They were, theoretically speaking, in Captain Marvel's home. 

"We should get to the library." Billy said, he really needed them to not look too close to things were they to notice the things he really should have at least covered, but that would have looked so suspicious and it would have definitely gotten Batman obsessed to know what was behind it.

But how the hell was he suppose to explain the hero knitted dolls near the TV? Of him was easy to explain, the same couldn't be said about the ones of his siblings.

Thus, he was quick to push the button he knew led to the library, rock scrapping the ground as the statue moved to reveal a passage.

"Dude, I love this place." Green Lantern said, Marvel smirked.

"Come on."

The League followed after him, and holy God, he hadn't been lying when he said the thing was infinite, the shelves seemed to go on forever.

And was that...

"Is that a pen moving on its own?" Flash asked, flabbergasted.

"That's Steve." Marvel said, a serious look on his face.

"The pen... is named Steve?" Hawkwoman repeated, for a hot moment, questioning how sane Captain Marvel truly was.

"Don't underestimate him, he's quite helpful. He knows everything, and he makes finding books really easy." 

"That still doesn't explain why it's named Steve."

"It looks like a Steve." Billy said, repeating Pedro and Darla's words. The League stared at him, he stared back. 

"Alright."

That's how the League got to work, looking through dozens of books, because even with the description given the pen, Steve, had given them mountains of books. Books that came to them on their own.

Hours ticked by and nothing, and then Captain Marvel left, saying something about having to attend to something, he had let them there, had even give the green light to get anything they wanted from the fridge.

And of course Flash ended up ransacking the fridge, or well, not ransacking it, it was a mini fridge, he wasn't about to eat all the food there, he just stole several ice cream sandwiches.

Sue him if he got curious and started looking around, he tried to not feel insulted over the fact that Marvel had a Superman blanket thrown on the couch, a Wonder Woman action figure on the nightstand alongside an Aquaman one and even a Batman one. What a way to find out your supposedly best friend didn't have merchandise of you.

"Snooping that much?" Came Aquaman's voice, almost giving him a heart attack, he was leaning against the frame, giving him a judgemental look.

"Pffft. No..." Arthur raised his eyebrow. "Yes... Come on, it's not called snooping if I'm just looking at what he has on display."

"Fair point." Aquaman conceded, before he also started looking around, that's when something caught his attention, little knitted dolls.

On the table where the videogame console was at. He went over to it, the Captain Marvel one he recognized it, but what was it with the other ones? All of them had similar costumes, but the people were different for a lot of reasons, a woman with a feminine version of his costume. A blue one. A green one with a beard. A grey one. And a dark woman with a purple sleeveless costume.

What the hell were they suppose to be?

"You do realize it's wrong to snoop. Right? I would have expected that from Bruce." Diana's disappointed parent voice came from the library, Batman behind her, the man didn't even dignify her with an offended look.

"The Captain trusted to leave us here, we shouldn't be snooping around his things. We have actual monsters to investigate, remember?"

"Monsters who have done nothing but scare the living daylights out of people by appearing on mirror reflections, they haven't hurt anyone."

"Yet."

"Dude, come on, I mean, look at this. What even is this?" Flash said, coming up to Arthur's side and picking the knitted doll of the man dressed in grey, exact same costume as Captain Marvel.

"Maybe he likes crocheting." Superman said, not 100% sure of his own words. 

"Marvel? The guy who can't sit still to save his life? Crocheting? Funny."

"Are these headlines about us?" Green Lantern asked as he had approached the weird board that had dozens of newspaper's pages stuck to it, going as far as the oldest ones about rumors regarding Wonder Woman's possible apparitions and even a few articles about when people suspected but didn't knew whether Atlantis was real or not.

Some of them were even from when some of them were still going solo, and others from the Justice League.

They were even perfectly organized so each one of them had their own row. The one who had the most was Superman.

Also some others of Captain Marvel himself, but what made the League do a double take was that he wasn't alone, in some of them, he was with other people with similar costumes as him.

Same ones from the knitted dolls.

"Look at these dates." Hawkwoman said, pointing at them. 

"There are no new ones since four years ago." Batman noticed, realizing what she meant, he also noticed something, all headlines were about Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Flash, Batman himself or a man with a biomechanical structure.

"How come I'm not here?" Hal protested, feeling quite insulted, because it was true, Hawkwoman, Martian Manhunter, Green Arrow, Black Canary, and many more from the Justice League weren't there. 

Even in the headlines speaking about the League there was no mention of them.

Batman narrowed his eyes, fixating on one about Gotham, the wording, the headline... it was from four years ago, but there was no mention of any other vigilante but himself, as if they didn't exist. And it spoke as if he was still working from the shadows.

It didn't quite make sense. All he could think is that these weren't from this world, that theory strengthened the more he looked through the pages, of Superman having met a zombified version of himself called Bizarro, but it just became a statement of fact when he saw a clear picture of Flash and another one of Superman's face.

"Who the hell is that?" Flash blurted out, because the Flash in those pages was not him, even the costume was all wrong, it looked like some sort of armor, and cowl or not he looked way younger than him.

And Superman didn't look like Superman at all. It was a different man altogether. 

"I don't think these are from our world." Bruce states at last. Would explain how he has never seen or heard of those other heroes with Marvel's same costumes. But it didn't make any sense either. Did Marvel travel to other worlds? He had those doors after all. But what for? With what purpose? And why collect headlines but stop now? Was he even from this world? Was that why he couldn't find anything on him? Something wasn't making sense here.

"That explains nothing. Like, why does he have these? Are they all from different worlds? They all have different names even, Thundercrack, Zap-tain America, Red Cyclone, Sir Zaps-A-Lot, Mister Philadelphia, Captain Thunder, Captain Sparklefingers, Power Boy, Captain Everypower Jr. Does he changes his name everywhere he goes or has he never actually settled on a name?"

That was a good question.

"We shouldn't be snooping." J'onn stated, regardless of what this was, Captain Marvel had trusted them to not invade his privacy.

"You can't tell me you don't want answers."

"Not if it means breaking a friend's trust."

Little did the League know that all their speculations, while right, were also wrong.


~

 

Billy sighed, he was curled up on Eugene's bean bag, not that great when he was still in his Captain Marvel form and didn't fit right, but it wasn't as if he could de-transform without giving himself away, even the Superman blanket was too small, but again, he had heard Mary had knitted it for Freddy as a birthday gift when he was 10, it was a blanket made for a very small child, not a mountain of a guy who couldn't even fit through some doors without smacking his head on the frame.

At least he was comfortable, just him, the TV, his nauseas and his depression. The perfect combo for these miserable days. 

Watching the celebration lifted his spirit, seeing people so full of happiness, doing something like that for him, they had even made a statue of him at the park! A statue. Of him. How cool was that? He never even thought he would be taken seriously let alone liked to the extent of the city making a statue for him. But they did. It made him feel all warm inside, less alone, I mean, he loved this Fawcett City, the people were amazing, but his home just hit a different spot that always made him feel warm. 

Less alone.

Watching his siblings have fun was also comforting, Black Adam had been dragged into the celebration too, wearing one of Darla's famous bedazzled hats, it made him chuckle. For what he heard from Freddy, Darla had the guy wrapped around her finger, no surprise there, even Billy had to admit he never was quite able to deny her anything.

He spent hours there, smiling through the tears and chuckling at the bad jokes people told him in some videos, some kids even gave him whole summaries of new movies that had come out, others showed the newest meme trends, put new songs for him to listen to, knowing of his cringe habit when he had first started, of singing and dancing while messing with his lightning powers, people sure loved reminding him of his most embarrassing moments. 

He had been 12. It wasn't his fault he had been the epitome of cringe, he had done what any other kid would have done in his place, mess around with his powers and just exploit the adult privileges and looks to do things he might get berated for or laughed at. Growing up showed him even adults were looked down for having childish fun.

Which had led to him flat out just not caring, he would act however he wished.

Point was, he spent hours there in the dungeons, loving the comfort it brought to watch a celebration made in his name, of knowing he wasn't forgotten, that people cared, and that all of them thought him good enough to deserve all those nice things, to deserve a holiday, a statue.

He wasn't sure when, didn't even know it was possible in this form, but he fell asleep.

Chapter 60: Beyond Reach Part 2

Chapter Text

"What was so important that it's been ten hours since he left?" Hal asked, sitting on the floor and redirecting a Hot wheel around with a road he made with his ring, Marvel had a lot of Hot wheels laying around.

"Quit that." Diana snapped as the glowing road wrapped around her shoulders for the hundredth time, car rolling before her, she snatched it before it could go far. Glowing road disappearing as Hal groaned with the perfect child on the verge of a tantrum air, rolling on the floor.

"I'm bored."

"Not my problem." Diana said, adding the little car to the pile at her side, how did Hal even keep finding more? And why did Marvel have so many toy cars? She sighed, shifting on the couch before leaning forward, starting to place the cars on the table, the books were arranged to make quite the intricated road with obstacles, she could never understand how Marvel's mind worked.

One moment he could be all business like and much more mature than people gave him credit for and the next he would be blowing bubbles in the meeting room or laughing at the most immature of jokes and quoting things she has only heard the Teen Titans and Young Justice quote.

He was seriously one of a kind.

But as immature as he was she would never hesitate to trust him with her life. 

She smacked Hal's hand when he tried to sneak his hand up to grab a car.

"Stop going through his stuff." She told, as if Batman hadn't been obsessing over the board of headlines for the past hours, or Hawkwoman wasn't having the time of her life on the arcade game after having beaten Arthur arm wrestling and winning a turn to use it.

Arthur who was walking around touching and grabbing whatever caught his attention.

Diana, Clark and J'onn being the only ones having the decency to sit down and not go snooping around. And Flash...

"I can't find the remote!" Barry half whined as he came to an abrupt halt, he had removed the cowl earlier and his hair was sticking in all directions from running all over the place.

"Searched everywhere?" Hawkwoman asked as Barry dropped down on the couch, arms crossed over his chest with an annoyed look. 

"I did. Five times."

"Maybe you didn't look well."

"Well, maybe if someone helped instead of wasting time on the arcade game we would have found it." Flash accused, Shayera rolled her eyes, not looking away from the screen.

"You can look in a hundred different places before I even look in one. Stop whining."

"Why does the guy have so many toys?" Aquaman asked to no one in particular as he picked up a remote control Batmobile from one of the shelves, since when was this even a thing?

"Dude!" Flash gasped, appearing right infront of Arthur and snatching the little Batmobile, holding it up as if it were the most sacred thing he's ever seen. "Since when do these exist? How did I not know? And most importantly, how do I get one?"

"That's not from our world." Batman stated, not looking away from the board of headlines, he knew Batmobile hot wheels existed, most of his kids had one, but that was about it, he knew that if a remote control Batmobile existed, Dick or Damian would be the first ones to have one.

Plus. He also kept track of the kind of merchandise done of him, just to be sure no one would make something far too unsafe, like those batarang explosives, that was not a toy children should get their hands on.

"You think he would get me one from wherever is it that he got it?" Flash asked, inspecting the Batmobile, the thing was scarily accurate. 

"I stand with Diana, you are all children." Aquaman said, getting a judgemental look from Barry.

"Speaks the man who fought with a kid over the limited edition action figures of Mera and Aqualad." Flash reminded, making Arthur cross his arms over his chest, scoffing and looking quite insulted.

"That's different."

"Sure, whatever let's you sleep at night buddy." Hal snickered, hovering behind Barry and looking at the Batmobile, how had their world not made something so dope yet? Weren't there remote control Wonder Woman's invisible jets? How could there not be remote control Batmobiles? Such an injustice, a lost opportunity!

"How about all of you stop going through his stuff and grabbing everything?" Diana said, couldn't they sit still for one second? Why the need to grab and touch everything? She got it, they were bored, and curious, Captain Marvel was, after all, an enigma, many years with him and the man was still a mystery.

But that didn't give them the excuse to snoop around, he had trusted to leave them alone in his home, looking through his stuff was certainly not the way to take that trust.

"I think I hear a TV." Superman blurted out of nowhere, making all heads turn to him.

"A TV? Like, from one of those doors from earlier?" Flash asked, Clark shook his head, frowning.

"No, it's not from that room, it's coming from another much further place." He had been tuning out the others, aiming to see if he could find some door out of this place or if Marvel was somewhere here too, just to tell him that they had found what they were looking for.

But what he heard was a TV.

"Sounds like a broadcast of some kind of celebration."

"You think Cap's watching TV?" Green Lantern's question got him a judgemental look from Wonder Woman. 

"He said he had something to do. He even left through a portal, he wouldn't go off to watch TV when we have much more important matters to deal with." She told as a statement of fact, Marvel might be a bit of a man child, but he wasn't irresponsible, he would never sneak out of a mission to go play or watch TV.

"Maybe we should see where the TV is at. Maybe it's a door that leads to our world. Or maybe there's someone else here who would be willing to take us back home." Hawkwoman said as she left the game, stretching her arms over her head, wings stretching behind her. She was bored, there was nothing to do here, just a TV with no remote and a lot of toys and videogames.

"He would have told us if there was someone else in this place." Martian Manhunter said, he couldn't find any mind anywhere aside from the League's. "And I don't detect the presence of anyone else."

"Nor do I hear another heartbeat."

No. Scratch that.

Clark did hear a heartbeat, faint and... weird. And if he focused hard enough he could also hear breathing. Someone else was here.

"I think Hawkwoman is right, there is someone else here. But I don't think we should bother them, if the Captain didn't tell us it would be best if we don't reach out to this person." Superman said, Flash scoffed, zipping up to his side.

"Come on man, didn't you say you had a game night with Conner and Jon? Not sure how time works here, but for all we know it might be night already." 

Superman frowned, he did had a point there, but still...

"I still don't think it's right."

"Dude, what if something happened to Cap and we are locked here with no clue?" Green Lantern said this time.

"He is invulnerable. But you do have a point." Batman stated, leaving his seat near the board of headlines.

"You only want to see who is he hiding." Wonder Woman's words got her a look from Batman that didn't deny her words at all.

"Come on, who cares, we should find Cap."

Superman sighed.

"Fine."

And that's how the League found themselves walking through the seemingly endless halls, halls which had desks with lava lamps, glitter pens, and some others had Superman, Aquaman, Wonder Woman, Flash or the Cyborg looking man action figures.

One desk in particular had lots of sticky notes, notebooks and a laptop with dozens of Superman stickers on it.

Most of the sticky notes were warnings.

Darla, don't bedazzle my computer.

Don't put stuffed toys here, I'm looking at you Darla.

Eugene. I will murder you if you hack into my computer again.

Stop downloading games into my computer Eugene!

Billy, kindly, fuck off.

Thundercrack is a fine name. Touch my computer again and we will find out whether you can regenerate or not.

"Wonder who's that." Flash wondered out loud in amusement, whoever it was, it didn't mind threatening Marvel, Thundercrack, that was such an hilarious name, who even thought that was a good hero name? Sounded like a butt thing that just made him snicker harder.

"Children." Diana said, rolling her eyes as she tugged Clark's arm, and Bruce's, noticing the latter eyeing the computer. Better lead him away before he decided to break into that computer.

"It's right here." Superman said as the group turned a corner, coming up face to face with a tunnel that led to a room of dungeons.

Dungeons.

Captain Marvel had a dungeon. An honest to God dungeon.

The TV could be heard now, much too soft to make out what was being said. Though Superman did catch music, laughter, trumpets and whistles. Similar to how parades sounded like. But he was quite sure there were no parades in Fawcett City today, the fact that Captain Marvel hadn't said anything was proof of it, the man always took the day off from Justice League duties whenever there was any kind of celebration in Fawcett City.

The group followed Superman, turning a corner to find one of the dungeons' doors left ajar, a soft light coming from the inside, the music much clearer now, there was a sign hung on it.

Eugene's Secret Game Room

Lots of skulls drawn on it and glitter. It looked like a sign written and decorated by a child.

Not ominous at all.

Diana was the one who had the guts to stalk forward, come so far just to be deterred by a sign? She cautiously pushed the door open, peeking inside, of all things expected, she certainly didn't expect to find the same man they were looking for, even less to find him apparently sleeping and very much giving the impression that he had been watching TV. 

She wasn't quite sure of the reason, but it all set alarms off in her, because she was very sure he had said over a dozen times that he didn't slept. The stamina of Atlas kept him from it, and why would he sneak off to watch TV when lives were potentially at risk? 

He laid on a bean bag at the furthest corner of the dungeon, several stacks of videogames scattered all over the place and flat screen on the wall across from him, more videogames and a videogame console too were on the desk below, there were also glowing planets and stars stuck all over the walls and ceilings.

Also.

He had a Superman blanket covering his upper half, blanket much too small to cover him whole, wasn't that blanket at the other room earlier? She glanced at the TV, that feeling that something wasn't right still gawning at her stomach. 

It was a parade on Live.

But something wasn't right, because lots of people were wearing shirts with Captain Marvel's lightning bolt, and there was a man in a similar costume as Captain Marvel, but green, and he had a beard, like the knitted doll. He was walking among the people with several kids hanging on his arms, the kids in question laughing and kicking their legs in the air as if they were having the time of their lives.

The weirdest thing was that it was a Fawcett City broadcast. But Fawcett City had no parades today, and that green costumed hero was unfamiliar

"Is that Cap?" Flash asked, peeking from behind Diana's shoulder, confusion and surprise in his voice as he looked at the man. Sleeping. Since when could he sleep?

"Something isn't right." Wonder Woman said, stepping into the dungeon and walking up to the unconscious form of the man she had grown to see as her brother, coming up to kneel before him, he didn't look right, he looked pale, and the hand hanging off the bean bag had glowing lichtenberg marks. Even his neck had them. 

And his breathing didn't sound right either, brow furrowed as if he were in pain, her hand moved without her thinking as she reached out, pressing the back of her hand against his cheek. Her hand withdrew almost immediately, mostly out of surprise rather than anything else.

"He's burning." She breathed out.

"What?" Green Lantern also peeked into the dungeon. "You sure? I thought he couldn't get sick."

Batman stepped into the dungeon, going over to where Marvel laid at, Wonder Woman stepped aside, letting him occupy her previous spot. Bruce crouched before him, checking his temperature, la♤st he checked Marvel didn't even have a temperature. But now, he was burning, and sweating. In fact, he looked as if he were in pain, and those glowing marks...

He pulled the blanket away, but he couldn't find wounds or anything that could give him any idea on the why was Marvel suddenly like this, he had looked fine earlier, though Bruce did remember the grimace and the how he had been rubbing his temple after teleporting them here.

But what had happened? Captain Marvel has had no fights this past week that stood out, and he had looked perfectly fine during yesterday's meeting. So what was this? He had given up on finding a weakness for him years ago, so what was this and how?

"Marvel?" He decided to call, first thing first was to see if he could wake him up.

 


~

 

 

Marvel?

Captain?

Marvel can you hear me?

Billy woke up to a voice calling his name, his body felt incredibly sore and hot, as if he had been hit by a train, his chest felt tight, a most agonizing pressure sitting inside, as if a fist were squeezing his heart, and sweet baby Jesus, his head was killing him and his throat felt like sandpaper, he felt a hand against his forehead and his eyes cracked open, he was met by a face he hated to admit that he didn't quite recognize at first.

That was so not right.

"You are running a fever." Batman informed, pulling his hand back, Batman, Bruce, that was his name. Christ, did he already mention his head was killing him? It felt like a hammer was slamming upon his skull, over and over and over again.

And still.

"I'm fine." Billy rasped out as he sat up, feeling quite proud at the fact that he didn't straight up threw up on Batman, nor even gagged. God, he felt like absolute shit, and changing position just made his head throb with unforgiving might, making him unable to not reach up to clutch his head, fucking hell.

"You sound like shit to me, look like shit too." Hawkwoman said, no hesitation in her words. Diana gave her a disapproving look.

"I'm fine." Billy insisted, because he was fine, he knew this was likely to happen, the Gods and the Wizard had warned him against remaining in this form during these days, his siblings being transformed all at the same time in a completely different world put a most terrible strain on his magic, being Captain Marvel was not adviced, he was safer as Billy Batson, his magical connection to his siblings didn't affect him in that form, he was still the source of the spell, but not directly.

But he couldn't just turn his back to the people in need, the Justice League needed him, those who had been targeted by those things, an old lady with heart problems had ended up at the hospital due it. He couldn't just not do his job.

He knew Rosa and Victor wouldn't approve, but he couldn't be selfish and not help others when he could.

"Yeah, no, dude, you were sleeping, you are friggin glowing and I'm pretty sure you once said you didn't get sick, at all. But something's clearly wrong. Were you poisoned? Cursed?" Flash asked, but even his question didn't felt right, hadn't Marvel said no poison in the world could damage him? And he was quite sure Zatanna had once said that the magic required to cause damage to Marvel would have to be magic big enough to blow an entire city up.

So what the hell was it?

"Neither, I'm fine, it will pass, it always does. Did you find anything?" Billy asked, finally able to force himself to look at them, hoping to change the conversation, already regretting having been so careless so as to fall asleep, or even having kept this form for this long. He should have locked himself in the mirror dimension, at least there no one would have seen him and he would have still been able to watch TV.

But of course fate hates him, the League couldn't be dissuaded with the ease he hoped for.

"Yes, we did. But that's not important right now. What do you mean by always? Has this happened before?" Wonder Woman asked, Billy cursed internally, fuck, having them here like this was dangerous, he was way too careless right now. He couldn't focus past the blaring pain, they shouldn't know, no one should know.

But again, he felt too much like shit to even manage to come up with a lie or keep up a back and forth argument of whether he was fine or not. He just wanted to turn back into Billy and just cry miserably as he always ended up doing, because Captain Marvel or not, this day always felt like too much of a weight, always seemed capable of destroying any of the lies he told himself. That it wouldn't be long. He would go back home soon. He was fine. He could do this.

He began telling himself those lies four years ago.

Four. Though today it became five.

Catching a glimpse of the parade from the corner of his eye just intensified that most overwhelming feeling, the acceptance that maybe, he would never go back home. That believing he would even now, was just denial at this point.

He saved thousands, and he would do it all over again if it meant protecting others, protect those he cared about. But a little part in him, one selfish little bit inside him, it wished it had been someone else the one to sacrifice it all.

"Captain?" Superman's sudden voice caught his attention, he didn't look at the man, he didn't think he had the strength for that, for anything at all. He just wanted to be left alone, to not be reminded of where he was. What he didn't have.

"There's a door that leads to your world, back at the throne room, has a sign that says Home Closet." He told instead, he had wished for no one to use that door, the house was abandoned, but it was the spitting image of his home, he had even bought it, all so no one else would have it. He had wanted to have it, something to cling to.

But he also wanted the League gone, gone before he said something he would regret. He didn't want pitiness.

"You can't seriously expect us to leave you like this." Green Lantern said as a statement of fact.

"I already told you I'm fine, I'm not poisoned, wounded nor cursed, it will pass."

Several from the League were about to protest against his words when something caught their attention.

Captain Marvel was there.

In the TV.

It was more of a clip being shown of the man in question being held in a headlock by one arm solely by a bearded man in a similar costume as Captain Marvel himself, but green, in his other arm, he had in the same position another man in a similar costume, but blue. Green one looked irritated as Captain Marvel and blue one struggled to break free while looking royally annoyed, while also trying to hit each other. And since when could anyone overpower Marvel? But not just that, but do it with one arm only as if it was nothing?

The guy could flick Superman like a fly, who the hell would be terrifyingly strong to hold him as if his strength was nothing?

That until a woman in a feminine version of Captain Marvel's costume appeared, smacking both on the head and successfully halting their struggles, both acquiring the perfect 'oh shit' expressions as they looked up at the woman.

She seemed to berate them, another woman zipping up in a blur of purple coming to a halt behind the green one, snickering at the display, she was also wearing a similar costume as Captain Marvel, but purple and sleeveless. 

They were all the knitted dolls. But what had the League's minds coming to an abrupt halt was the headline below.

The Marvels showing us everyday that even heroes have sibling squabbles.

And as if things couldn't get even weirder, the clip ended and the Live came back on, of a parade where the woman in purple and a man in grey were making faces behind the reporter who just seemed amused.

It was Live. Clearly in Fawcett City. With heroes none of them had ever heard of or seen. Also.

The parade. It was clearly for Captain Marvel himself.

And that alongside what the group had seen back at the throne room...

Realization struck. Or at least some of it.

"You are from another universe." It wasn't a question, it was a statement of fact that got Batman Marvel's attention. It all made sense now, how he has never managed to learn a thing about the man's personal life, why he went around without a mask, because there was literally nothing of him in this world. Why hide your face when you weren't from this world to begin with?

Marvel didn't agree, but his silence spoke volumes, which meant it was true. Which also meant that this TV was showing his actual world.

Billy for his side looked away, great, now they knew, and that... it made him sigh in defeat, he was tired, he just wanted to go home. Was that so much to ask? He missed his parents, his siblings, his city, his home.

But what use would there be in telling the League? None of them could travel through the multiverse, there had been machines, but most of them had been destroyed or weren't in this world when the breach for another one had been opened. Flash could travel between universes, but he knew it took a tool on the man, and sometimes he didn't even knew where he was going. He didn't want to put him through that.

They couldn't help him.

And still. The words left him before he could stop them.

"Was. Doesn't matter much now." Because he was trapped here, another reason he hadn't told them was because of this, what was the point of telling people he was from another universe when he was forever locked away from it? 

"What is that supposed to mean?" Green Lantern asked, the place couldn't be destroyed, it was literally Live, and it couldn't be because he had a fall down with them, they were literally making him a parade. In fact, why wasn't he there?

As if to answer his question, a clip was shown, recorded from a trembling phone, of a dome surrounding a stadium, a giant creepy tree could be seen.

And Captain Marvel, fighting an honest to God dragon with a woman on its back, his costume seems singed and he's holding a staff, electricity crackling all over the dome, the dragon shoots blue fire and he flies straight into the flames, disappearing for a moment before reappearing again, flying under the flames before driving the staff straight into the dragon's chest, pinning it against the tree, the lightning crackling all over intensifies.

And then a giant thunderbolt strikes down, an explosion of white seizing the dome, like a bomb of light going off, filling the streets with light and showcasing the dozens of people standing outside.

The headline below the clip makes their blood run cold.

Today marks five years since our city was fred, but lost one of its heroes in its place.

What?

"Hespera, Kalypso and Anthea, the daughters of Atlas, came for revenge against the Wizards who had stole their magic and trapped them in a dying world, but because the Wizards were gone, they chose to pin the blame on me since I was the one using the magic stolen from them."

And while Billy had grown to understand their reasoning it didn't change the fact that he had been blamed for something he hadn't even known until Hespera told him. How had he even meant to know his powers came from stolen magic? 

"They trapped the whole city in a dome, that tree... it birthed dozens of magic beasts, at the end,  Anthea turned on them and lost her powers, and Kalypso sort of grew mad enough she tried to kill Hespera, left her for dead. When I found her I had her help make the dome she had created small enough that it would only trap the stadium and the tree within, the staff... it was the Wizard's, it was powerful enough that if overloaded and destroyed it served as a potent enough bomb to kill the dragon, destroy the tree and kill the goddess all in one go."

And throw him into a completely different world altogether with no way to go back home.

"But the staff was also what had given him and others the power to move in between worlds, when I destroyed it, it threw me into another world, your world, but because it's gone, I can't really go back. So I guess was is a good term. You know, because I'm now from this world."

Whether he liked it or not. Don't get him wrong, he loved this place, the people, the League. 

But it wasn't home. 

His home was there, on the other side of the TV where Pedro was walking with dozens of children climbing all over him, where Eugene was stuffing his mouth with nachos on Live TV with no shame whatsoever and Freddy was sitting on the roof of a car while chatting animatedly with the driver. Where Darla was dancing with a group of little girls dressed as Mary and Mary.... Mary just waved at the camera and for a very raw moment it feels like she's staring straight into his eyes.

Smiling and making him feel even more miserable than he already does, because what once had filled him with joy, it now just made it all hurt even more. But he would never say anything, afraid of being forgotten, of losing what little bits he could still grasp of that world, a world that hasn't forgotten him.

He wants to go home.

Meanwhile, the League stares.

And stares.

One thing was learning that Captain Marvel was from a whole different universe, but another completely different was learning that apparently, he didn't even come here by his own volition, but as an accident, more like the backlash of a magic weapon getting destroyed. 

Five years ago. He had first appeared three years ago, and none of them could imagine how it must have been like those first two years, of him probably trying to find a way back just to come to the dawning realization that he was trapped in a whole different world from his own. Alone.

And those ones with the same costumes as him, his siblings it had said. How...? Not even in their wildest dreams could the League have ever imagined that there would be such a dark background to him, trapped and alone in a universe he didn't know, away from his family and with no way home.

How did he manage to be so cheerful all the time? All that positivism, as if not a single thing was wrong? 

And still, even if those are their thoughts, right now, he looks a lot of things but cheerful.

He looks... depressed, one word away from crumbling down, like any positive and happy thought he had ever had had completely vanished.

"Their powers come from me..." His sudden ominous words break the silence, he doesn't look at them, just staring at the screen where the woman in purple is focused on, with glitter on her face and a little girl drawing a lightning on the back of her hand, she looks beyond thrilled by the little gesture. Just like how Marvel got thrilled by the littlest of things. 

And still.

His words don't quite make sense.

"I shared my powers with them a while back, before the thing with the daughters of Atlas, their transformations usually weakened my powers, the more of them that were transformed, the weaker I was, but I was still able to fight just fine. But now... because I'm the source of their magic and trapped in a different world from the one they are at, it drains me more than it should. They never transform all at the same time, just these days, if people see them all together, even if it's once a year, they won't need to think something is wrong, so, I'm not really sick, you don't need to worry about that, I will be perfectly fine tomorrow, I always am."

Those last words hit a cord within the League, because it was true, these past years, always on this date, he always disappeared completely altogether, just to reappear the next day completely cheerful and unfazed. As if nothing was wrong. 

And that... the League wasn't sure whether to find it disturbing or impressive. 

Diana couldn't hold it back anymore, she couldn't just stand here and do nothing, not when he was saying those things and looking one second away from breaking down. 

Thus. She did the one thing she always did whenever one of her friends was depressed, she hugged him, he tensed, but he didn't push her back, so she guessed that was her green light to keep hugging him, even more so when he relaxed into the hug.

"We are your friends, it's our job to worry, just because you will be fine tomorrow, it doesn't mean you should be alone today." She told as a statement of fact, because he was clearly hurting, and she couldn't bear to just leave. What kind of friend would do that? 

She couldn't imagine how lonely he must have felt all those years, how devastating it must be like at all, to be trapped in a world all on your own without your family, with no way back. 

Billy for his side hated how Diana's words just got everything to feel even worse, even more intense. Having her hugging him didn't help at all, he's always been one to avoid hugs, he doesn't even remember when was the last time anyone hugged him.

No.

He did remember.

It was Rosa.

She was the last person to hug him, his mother, right before he went off to fight Kalypso and Ladon just to disappear completely from his own world.

And the reminder of it all, the sound of the parade in the background, the arms around him, so warm and gentle, it broke something deep inside, and before he knew it, the traitorous tears were there, burning down his cheeks as he squeezed his eyes shut, that knot he had been feeling from the moment he arrived and no amount of crying could ever break through finally unwinding at full force.

All that pain.

All that sadness.

All that fear.

All that loneliness, all of it came back with an overwhelming strength, making his whole body shudder as he fought and failed miserably to contain a sob, pathetic. Shame burnt deep as he felt the arms around him tighten, he wasn't supposed to cry, adults didn't cry so easily right? Would they suspect anything? Fuck. Stupid tears wouldn't stop.

He couldn't stop them, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop them.

His sobs.

His cries.

It was like a dam had collapsed after overflowing for far too long, destroying everything in its wake, and it wouldn't stop regardless of what he did, no matter how hard he fought, he couldn't stop, because if he did, it felt like he might drown.

He just wanted to go home.

Chapter 61: Olympus' Child

Chapter Text

When Billy first became the Champion Of Magic at the age of 5, he had expected a lot of things, with that of all the responsibilities the Gods had spoken of.

But never in a thousand years had he expected to end up having to deal with hundreds of Gods trying to parent him, their excuse? It had been centuries since Olympus had a child, and everyone was just thrilled to have a "little thing" walking around for the first time since Percy. 

Years went on and he developed a burning love to not set foot in Olympus, I mean, he loved the attention, to have people care about him and look after him, but good Lord, sometimes he got overwhelmed with all the attention, having the Gods hugging him left and right, feeding him until he couldn't stand, cooing and fussing all over him. And don't even get him started on how many of them had a serious problem with letting him walk. 

God forbid Zeus, Hades, Poseidon, Demeter or Persephone were to let him walk for even a second, they would carry him all over the place, and alright, he did like being carried around, they always held him with such gentleness, such warmth. But it was embarrassing, he wasn't 5 anymore, he was 12, he was too big to have people carrying him around as if he were a baby.

But he didn't fight them, because again, he did like being carried around, to have gone from living with an uncle that hated him and beated him to living with dozens of Gods who would dote over him and make him feel cherished, loved. It was the best thing to come from being the Champion Of Magic. Not the power. The family it brought with it.

Gods who went feral with children, proven by them going feral over the siblings he snatched himself from the streets, Darla was a favorite, Heracles even let her ride his pegasus.

Living in Olympus was... interesting, there was never a dull day. Joining the League had made it even less dull, whenever he came back the Gods would swarm him, asking him about his day, as if six of them hadn't literally kept watch over him.

He liked it, and since Diana rarely visited Olympus he didn't really have much to worry about.

That until Diana invites the League to come with her to the reunion her father made every once in a while, one where the whole family reunited. And Billy had wanted nothing more but to crawl away and hide.

But Captain Marvel was meant to be Diana's brother, he couldn't just not go, even less when she had looked so hopeful of them all going. 

Thus. He had agreed.

Begging up and down for his patrons to not see him. Those were the worst and the ones who most likely to embarrass him.

He had tried his damn best to keep a low profile. Waving away any God who tried to approach him or so much as glanced his way, Aphrodite even had the audacity to snicker at him when he kept giving them begging looks.

But life has never been kind to him, one moment he is hoping to use Superman's size to hide, and the next thing he knows he is being engulfed into a bone crushing hug, by fucking Zeus

"Little spark! Long time no see! It's been so long since our last talk!" The man exclaimed, all cheerful and dramatic.

"Don't call me that. Also, dude, you were talking my ear off not even a second ago." He stated, why did Zeus always have to be so dramatic? He literally saw him this morning even!

"But that was only because you were hiding from me." Zeus excused himself, sounding as if that was reason enough to be talking left and right in his head.

"Jeez, I wonder why." He couldn't help but say, rolling his eyes.

"You know my father?" Diana asked, looking both surprised and confused, shit, right, he never really told her he personally knew Zeus, just that his lightning came from him. And now the League was looking at him with different kinds of looks. And Zeus was still crushing him in his arms.

"Of course he knows me, I-"

"Let the poor boy go, Zeus." Demeter cut off, and Billy's never loved that woman as much as he did now, because what the hell? Did Zeus think it would be funny to tell everyone he was his child or whatever other variation of it he was aiming for? Of course he would. Why wouldn't he? Dude practically spent a whole month partying when he found out he had joined the Justice League. 

Because now two of his kids were working together. 

Still.

He was very much annoyed when the guy had the audacity to hug him closer, tighter, and he didn't need to be a genius to know Zeus and Demeter were locked in a glaring match. Why was he always tangled into these situations? He loved his family, but man could they get incredibly annoying.

Thus.

He did what he did best.

He exploited his privileges with one single word.

"Ow." Even if it was a flat exclamation with a straight face, it took nothing but a fleeting moment for the lightning God to release him, and he stepped back in time for Demeter to slam into Zeus.

"How dare you hurt the boy?!"

"I didn't hurt him! He can't be hurt in that form! Remember?!"

"You claim he lies?!"

"He's invulnerable!"

"I will show you invulnerability!"

Billy grinned as he watched Zeus and Demeter disappear through a portal, her screams and threats alongside Zeus' protests and unheard excuses being the last he heard before the portal closed. Finally. Some peace.

"Did you just set two Gods into a fight?" Green Lantern asked, shocked, even more shocked when Marvel turned to look at him with an innocent smile and a devious look.

"I just voiced my pain. The reaction afterwards has nothing to do with me." Marvel said innocently, as if he couldn't find fail in his logic.

"That was the fakest exclamation of pain I have ever heard." Flash refuted, Marvel grinned.

"But it worked. Didn't it?"

"What's your exact relationship with them, if you don't mind me asking?" Wonder Woman asked, she's never seen her father be that... clingy, though he did have the annoying habit to fuss over every single one of his children, Diana once stabbed his leg for refusing to let her go after she had almost gotten her arm cut off during a fight.

He was infuriatingly annoying.

And Demeter just got that defensive when it involved one of her children.

But Captain Marvel was neither her brother nor her cousin. At least not biological... right?

"That's... uh..." Billy cursed internally, shit, how was he supposed to explain this? Damn Zeus couldn't let him breathe for a second. This was all his fault.

Fuck it. A half truth has never brought the end of the world.

Hopefully.

"Funny thing, I kind of grew here, came with the whole thing of having been given godly powers I had no idea how to use, so, uh, you could say they raised me?" He chuckled nervously at his own words, because he never really planned on telling them this

Meanwhile, the League stared at him.

And stared.

"You weren't born with those powers?"

"... No. I was, am 100% human, you know, just with a whole lot of powers, and magic, and dozens of Gods who have serious issues with personal space." He glared murder at Poseidon on the last remark, the God in question turning around and leaving right through where he came from.

Couldn't he be spared today? What were they aiming for? To expose him to the League?

"You? 100% human?" Flash said, unable to believe that the man he had seen toss Superman around like a ragdoll could be human. It just wasn't possible.

"Speaks the 100% human who can break through the sound barrier and have his back broken like a glowstick and be back to running in less than a week." 

"That is so not the same. You can fold Superman like a lawn chair and brush off Wonder Woman's punches, either of them punches me and I'm meeting God before I can even process what happened."

"Well, to be fair, I could also be meeting God if one of them were to punch me when I'm not powered up." Billy cursed to infinity and beyond the second those words were out, fucking fuck. Fan-fucking-tastic. That was so not what he had wanted to say. 

"Transformation magic." Hawkwoman was one of Billy's favorites, she truly was, I mean, she was one of the few who was genuinely interested in magic and wouldn't zone out whenever he tried talking about it, but right now? Right now he wished she knew jackshit about magic.

"Yeah..." He hated himself for agreeing to her words, but what else could he do? Lie? Yeah, he could. So why didn't he? Damn panic has never mixed well with these situations.

"Transformation magic? Like a shapeshifter?" Superman wondered out loud, not sure he was getting this right.

"No, I'm human and I look like a whole different person altogether, but when I 'power up', I look like this, it's more like the ultimate prime form, kind of." Billy said, prime form was too much of a stretch, the Gods and Mamaragan had said that he might not even grow up to resemble his Captain Marvel form, which he hoped was true, he would hate to look like Marvel, it was way too far in the game to wear a mask. 

Becoming an adult with this face would make his life hell. 

"Like a magic girl." Green Lantern said, hitting his fist on his hand as if he just had a revelation. Marvel cringed at his words.

"Speaks the man who transforms and de-transforms like a magic girl, the suit even goes up by parts like a magic girl transformation would."

"It doesn't!" Hal protested, Marvel smirked.

"It does."

"Does not!"

"Does too."

"Does not!"

"Does too. Green Lantern, the space magic girl with a magic ring and a magic mantra."

Marvel's words got Hal gasping in the most dramatic most insulted manner ever known to mankind, a hand on his chest and all.

"Well, theoretically speaking, powering up doesn't sound that un-magical girl to me." Flash's words got him an insulted look from Marvel who touched his chest and gasped as if Barry had just offended his entire family, his house, his car and his dog.

"Alright, we get it kids, you are both magic girls, there's nothing wrong with that, now let's go, I'm starving." Diana said, grabbing Hal and Marvel's arms and dragging them with her. Rolling her eyes in amusement, she worked with children.

And still, she couldn't help but smile, because the other stuff aside, Marvel grew here. And that just strengthened her view of him as her brother, biological or not, he was definitely a son of Olympus. 

Now and forever, her brother. The fact that he was human just made it all the more amusing, because that meant she could very much call him her little brother.

Chapter 62: Glitter And Gold

Chapter Text

It all began when Billy chose to test God by climbing on the roof of the house after it had rained, but to be fair, he had been going on 34 hours without sleep, wise decisions weren't made.

And he had been left without supervision, granted, he was 17, he should know better than to climb a roof after it had rained, but he hadn't slept in a while okay?

Point was, he fell, and as fate would have it, he landed in the most terrible possible way, breaking his leg in ways only someone with magic would ever be able to recover fully.

He still had to be taken to the hospital where he got surgery, Rosa had left him with Victor while she went off to sign him out, then Victor turned his back...

And Billy did the most logical thing he could, he jumped out of the window and teleported straight into the Watchtower, giggling at himself as he rolled on the floor and sat up, the meeting room.

 

~

 

There's a stranger in the meeting room.

A teenager to be more precise, around the Young Justice kids' age, lean, dark hair and blue eyes, he's wearing obnoxiously yellow crocs with Justice League pins, fluorescent orange sweatpants, a Batman sock on the leg that isn't wrapped in a cast and a pink and purple stripped shirt with a Wonder Woman jacket.

He looks like a walking headache with all those neon colors. He was spinning on Captain Marvel's chair, looking very much high. He didn't seem dangerous, but the League had no idea how did he even got in without tripping the alarms, how did he got here at all? No one who sneaked here without tripping the alarms was harmless, and the League has learnt long ago to not underestimate villains based on their ages.

Children could be just as deadly.

The League had been watching him for a while through the security footage, he was just spinning, and grinning at God knows what. There was something eerily familiar about him, but they couldn't quite pin point what.

"His name's William Joseph Batson, 17 years old, has a part time job at Whiz radio, previously known as Billy the Whiz kid. Lives at Fawcett City with a foster family." Batman said, the kid didn't have a suspicious background, he had a normal IQ and aside from a troubled childhood and several arrests over minor things a few years ago while he lived in the streets, there was nothing that could say he was dangerous.

Even his foster family was clean, so how the hell did he got in?

"Wasn't that the kid who gave weirdly detailed information about heroes and fights?" Flash wondered out loud, he wasn't about to deny the fact that he had liked listening to the kid's podcasts, he was always so excited but at the same time serious, it had reminded him of Wally.

"I worked with him once." Clark admitted, he remembers the little boy, no older than 10 and acting all professional and serious, for a child, he had been more reliable and professional than a lot of adult reporters he had ever met. Very adamant about finding the truth and listening to both sides.

He never thought he would see him again, even less as a teenager who had managed to sneak into the Watchtower without tripping the alarms, but again, this was the same kid who sneaked into a detention center all on his own and took pictures of the abuse and negligence going on there without so much as being noticed.

Clark had almost had a heart attack when the kid had come back with those pictures. 

"We should talk to him, standing here won't give us any answers." Wonder Woman said, deciding to make a move once and for all, she left the monitor room, stalking towards the meeting room, as the door opened, the teen stopped spinning, his gaze falling on her, his whole face lit up as he threw his hands up, and there was something so eerily familiar about that.

"Diana!" Diana tried to not make a face at that, people knew her name, nothing weird with that, what was weird was the how he looked at her as if they were old friends or something.

She ignored it, going over to him, she has dealt with enough traps, illusions and lies in her life to not underestimate even the most harmless looking foes. She brought her sword out, pointing it at him.

"Who are you? How did you get here?" She demanded, all he did was give her a dopey grin and snicker as he looked at the sword, as if it was all a game to him and he seriously couldn't see her having the guts to hurt him. Which granted, she wouldn't hurt him, bad or not she could never see herself harming a child.

But he didn't need to know that.

"He is unarmed." Came Superman's voice, most of the League having ended up at the meeting room.

"But I am arm'ed Clark. Look! I've got two!" The boy stated merrily, leaning to throw a look behind Wonder Woman where the group was at, he grinned at his own words as he shook both arms in the air, as if he didn't just spoke Superman's civilian name.

That just made Diana's red flags raise, pressing her sword against his chest and successfully making him drop his smile, but instead of seriousness all she got was a kicked puppy look.

She didn't let that deter her. Because a stranger sneaked into the Watchtower without tripping the alarms, stranger who knew Superman's secret identity.

"Who. Are you?" She asked, voice sharp. He frowned at her before scoffing and pushing away the sword.

"'M Cap'tain Mrvel, duh." He told, as if she was the weird one in the room.

"Hah! And I'm Batman." Flash said, getting a look from the boy as if he were stupid, insulted on Batman's behalf and questioning the speedster's sanity all in one.

"You 'ren't Batman, Barry. Bruce is."

That stilled the room, he didn't just know Superman's secret identity, but also Flash's and Batman's? Who the hell was this kid?

Diana couldn't hold it back, she yanked the teen up by the neck of his shirt, pressing the Lasso against his chest with the other hand.

"How did you get in here? Who are you? Who told you those names?" She demanded to know.

"You told mi the nei'mes youreselve's. Got here thr'ugh a portal. I all'ready told you who I'm." He slurred out, still grinning, as if it was all a joke.

"You are not Captain Marvel." She told, voice serious, this was a teenager, he wasn't even done growing, and even if he was Marvel, he looked a whole lot different from her brother, granted, if looked closer he did had a resemblance to him, but a lot of people looked similar.

"But I ammmm! W'tch 'his." The kid said, and then he proceeded to raise his hand and electricity lit up all around his arm, crackling all over before it hissed and lightning shot across the room, hitting the wall and leaving a burnt mark behind. "Shit, my bad, lightnin's like, not really my thin' when n'this form." He mumbled, frowning at his hand, completely unaware of the shock in the room.

The League who was going through several stages of denial.

Because how could this teenager be Marvel? He looked nothing like him. He was shorter and he looked like anyone could snap him like a twig. In fact. Wait. Wasn't he 17? But then that would mean... He was 12 when he joined them. Which would admittedly explain several things.

But still... how?

Diana lowered him back to the chair, mindful of the cast on his leg, he just went back to spinning in the chair, completely disregarding the bomb he just dropped on the League.

The League who could do nothing but stare.

And stare.

This form. He had said, some kind of shapeshifting magic? But it was seriously hard to think this boy was Marvel. Captain Marvel was a mountain of a man who looked like he could flatten cars, this was a teenager who didn't even look like he could pack a punch, like probably half of the world towered over him instead of the other way around. 

Something caught Diana's attention, she stopped the chair, ignoring his protest at it before she was snatching his arm up, there was a very familiar bracelet on his wrist, she looked at him, suddenly, his behavior making sense.

"Did you just ran off from the hospital?" She questioned, he scoffed, pulling his hand back to hide the bracelet, looking very offended.

"No..."

At her narrowed look he shrunk, looking away with a pout.

"Maybe."

"Great Hera." Diana dragged her hand down her face, because there was a teenager high on meds at the Watchtower. Who escaped the hospital and probably had his parents sick with worry. A teenager who was also Captain Marvel. "You know what? We will talk about this when you can actually have a straight thought, for now, we should focus on getting you back home."

He straightened up in the chair at that, giving her a challenging look, and then.

"You gotta catch me first."

And with that he disappeared through a portal.

"What the-"

"He's in the training room." Superman said, hearing the thud and the giggle come from the room in question.

Not even in a thousand years had the League expected to end up chasing after Captain Marvel, who was apparently a teenager, who joined them when he was 12, and Christ was that something they seriously couldnt wrap their head around. Because while it explained his attitude, it didn't make it alright at all. Because they had sent a child to fight Superman on red kryptonite. 

But that child was now giving even Batman a run for his money, teleporting all over the place, as if it was just some hilarious game. Even Flash couldn't catch him, he kept laughing as he waited until the last moment just to disappear right infront of the speedster.

How could a drugged kid with a broken leg be leading the League around in a wild goose chase? Taunting them as he kept disappearing and reappearing in the most random of places, it came a point where he even began stealing their stuff.

Like Batman's utility belt, which only God knows how did he even manage, all Bruce knew was that one moment he was turning around and the next thing he knew the kid was putting the belt on while looking him straight in the eye. He even had the audacity to wave goodbye at him before jumping off the ledge of the platform where Wonder Woman's javelin was at. Had even set off a bomb of confetti infront of him when he tried to reach out for him. Leaving him covered in sparkling confetti from head to toe.

He would never admit it, but he smirked as he watched him disappear. He had to give it to him, he never saw Captain Marvel as one for stealth nor for such tricks. Even less to be able to sneak up on him. But again, he never expected the man to turn out to be a teenager, a teenager who managed to lie to him for years.

The kid was smarter than he ever gave him credit for. If it was for Bruce? He Wouldn't mind keeping the kid around, he never liked Marvel much, the man was too immature for a grown man, and grant it, it made the Teen Titans and Young Justice like him more, it didn't change the fact that he wasn't a good choice to watch over them.

Now he had an answer to that, they had literally sent a teenager to watch over teenagers. That was a recipe for disaster, and him being immature? Now it made sense. He was just acting like the teenager he was. And it wasn't like he couldn't be trusted to take things seriously in the middle of a fight.

So again, Bruce wouldn't mind keeping him around. If they could just catch him.

 

~


Superman was the next one who got robbed, he had heard Marvel in the kitchen, had heard noise inside the pantry, but the moment he had opened the door the moment something had shoved him inside, from behind, he had spun around in time to see mini Marvel throw his cape around his shoulders, his cape which Clark didn't even feel get removed. 

"Wait-!" His words had died as the teen jumped out of his reach and into a portal, waving goodbye at him with one hand while holding a Capri Sun on the other one.

The kid was fast for someone with a broken leg. The kid, Captain Marvel was a teenager, God, how had none of them noticed it? Did his parents even know what he did? He had been 12. And as much as he wanted to think it was different that Jon had started doing hero stuff at that age from Marvel doing it...

He couldn't. Because all he could remember was that a 12 year old had knocked him out within seconds, with one single punch. And that... he had no idea how to feel about that.

And alright, he might be willing to give him the benefit of the doubt, but words would certainly be exchanged. He had lots of questions he hoped to get answers for. If he would just stop teleporting all over the place.

As he stepped out of the pantry, something explode on his face, and as he looked down at himself, he found himself covered from head to toe in shaving cream.

Why did it felt like they were dealing with the Young Justice and Teen Titans' April fools pranks from last year all over again?

He sighed.

 

~

 

Wonder Woman came next, she had been looking for him at the armory when she felt a whoosh of wind followed right after by a giggle.

She spun around in time to see her brother standing at the door, sipping on a caprisun while wearing Batman's utility belt and Superman's cape.

Just that he also had her Lasso fastened on the utility belt, all the while he was holding her sword with his free hand, using it as a cane. She looked down at herself, just to be sure, Lasso and sword missing, she looked back up at him.

"How did you...?" How did he took those without her noticing?

"They call me kitty softpaws." Was his cheerful answer, sword disappearing through a multicolored portal before he was stepping back and giving her a peace sign. "Peace out sister!" 

An explosion of golden dust being set off as his departing form disappeared, covering the whole room and her in the sparkling golden dust. She couldn't even react, was left standing there, stunned, because since when could her brother be so stealthy? He was 17, that's what Batman had said earlier, a teenager. That was something that still made her have trouble processing it, not because of his age, but at how well he had done at hiding it.

I mean, he had been childish, but to be fair so were Barry and Hal, so she hadn't given it much mind, being childish has never made them unreliable or untrustworthy in battle, she wouldn't hesitate to trust them with her life. But this was a whole different issue altogether. 

A teenager had managed to trick them for years, and she had to admit she was impressed, even more so when he had a broken leg and was high on pain meds but still managed to outsmart them and even rob them. Batman had said earlier he had had a surgery on his leg after breaking it last night, apparently fell off the roof of the house.

Still had it in him to go running around and have the League on a wild goose chase. She definitely loved this little streak of him where not even Batman could handle him.

Her brother was truly one of a kind. She just hoped they could ever catch him before he hurt himself.

 

~

 


Flash had been one blink from catching Marvel, the kid had been standing infront of the giant window with view to the outer space, one of Marvel's favorite spots, he thought he had him.

But the kid sidestepped on the last minute, tripping him with Diana's sword, and he crashed with a deafening bang onto the window, he felt it down to his heels as he crumbled on the ground with a pained moan. 

Watched the kid honest to God smirk down at him before an invisible force snatched the lightning insignia off his chest, mini Marvel turned it in his hand, looking quite thrilled with his new souvenir before shoving it in his pocket.

"You little thief, come here!" Flash called, jumping up to his feet once the world stopped spinning, his hand grabbing air where the mini Marvel had been seconds ago. He felt a poke on his head and snapped his head to attention, the kid was several feets up, his head coming through a portal in the ceiling, totally not creepy. "Dude, come on, I'm pretty sure you shouldn't even be using magic."

"I do whatta want! Also, kachow bitch!" Marvel shouts, giving him the finger and smashing an enormous balloon of paint on his head, this before shutting the portal, leaving a stunned and covered in fluorescent pink paint and glitter Flash behind.

Flash who couldn't stop mouthing 'bitch' over and over again, ignoring the fact that he was now covered in paint from head to toe. Because Marvel just swore, and flipped him off, and swore, Marvel swore, boy scout number one, child friendly worth an Oscar dude just called him a bitch and flipped him off.

And it felt like he just stepped into the matrix. Because Captain Marvel swore. But again, of course he swore, what teenager didn't swore? Captain Marvel was a teenager. A fucking teenager, and now a lot of things made so much sense, his refusal to take alcohol, his escapade during that FMK game or how uncomfortable he got whenever someone so much as tried to bring up his romantic life or a woman tried to flirt with him.

That had been a teenager. A teenager who was the exact same age as Wally. And holy shit was that mind blowing, but that same teenager was robbing them right now.

And he was mocking them all, a teenager high on meds and with a broken leg was swiping the floor with the League, who would have said? How could he even run with that cast? Hadn't he had surgery last night? 

He had asked Batman about that one, he wasn't stupid, he knew how messed up lots of foster homes could be, he had seen it, lots of kids ended up in the hospital with broken bones and all kinds of injuries, all with the same lies, fell down the stairs, fell off a tree, fell off the roof, hit a wall.

And while the kid had looked fine aside from the broken leg lots of people hit in places where the bruises wouldn't be seen. But Bruce had said that it had been a true fall, the Vasquez had been foster kids themselves, had another five kids with them, all of them fine, no suspicious visits to the hospital either. 

That at least had relaxed him. Good. 

Now, if the little demon would just stop teleporting all over the place, that would be dope.

 

~

 

Hawkwoman didn't hit children, nor her friends. But she felt the strong urge to do just that when she saw the little demon land right infront of her with the smoothness of a cat, in one leg. All the while he put on her helmet and gave her a smug smirk. As if mocking her for the loss of her helmet.

'I got your helmet, what are you gonna do about it?' Seemed written all over his face.

"You little-!" She pounced, meeting air, his giggles making her spin around, he was a the end of the hall, holding Diana's sword infront of him in regal manner before making a whole dramatic move pulled out of a videogame or something, culminating in him acquiring a fighting stance, pointing the sword at her, this before having the audacity to beckon her forward with his other hand. "Alright little knight, two can play this game." 

She put herself in fighting stance too, she wasn't about to fight him, but humoring people was something she was an expert at.

What she didn't expect was that upon pouncing at him he would have the nerve to dodge and trip her with the sword, snapping his fingers before a ton of honest to God glitter dropped on her.

"Eureka!" He shouted in triumph, opening a portal on the floor and taking a dive through it.

"Let's catch him they said, it's just a child with a broken leg they said, how hard can it be they said." She muttered, annoyed as she picked herself and her pride up, brushing off as much of the glitter as she could, shaking her wings wildly to get rid of as much glitter as she could. She was so gonna get him back for that. That kid was a menace, who the hell said Captain Marvel was an angel? Definitely not anyone who was here to see the demon stealing shit and mocking them.

Mightiest heroes they said. Who were the mightiest heroes now? Outsmarted by a drugged child. Granted, said drugged child had the wisdom of Solomon, but this was just ridiculous. 

She rested her hand on her hip with a sigh, frowning, as she looked down, she was met with an empty belt.

"The little gremlin stole my maze!"

 

~

 

Aquaman was a king, he had fought dozens of battles to protect his people.

So how? How did a teenager high on meds and with a broken leg had managed to replace his trident with a giant fork and he didn't notice until a water balloon came out of nowhere and smashed on his head, covering himin water with glitter, water that smelled suspiciously like sea water. 

And as he looked up, he saw the teenager in question standing in the air, out of reach and staring at him with a smug look, all while holding the trident.

"Mister'sir royal." Mini Marvel said, giving him a mocking bow, all dramatic and overacted, almost reminded Arthur of his own kids.

"Little man, wanna stop running? Can't imagine that cast being comfortable for running around." He told, hoping to go for a less impulsive method. He gave him a serious look, as if he were considering his words.

"How 'bout no?" Arthur almost had a heart attack and moved out of instinct when mini Marvel toppled back, but the kid just dropped straight into a portal, disappearing within seconds. He sighed, how was it even legal to drug people to this extent? Kids? He reached out for his comm.

"Bruce, don't you think it's about time we bring someone who might have better luck at this? I don't know, maybe his parents? Just a thought."

"We don't even know if his parents know, regardless of anything, I don't really feel comfortable giving him away, if he hasn't told them, he will do so when he's ready." Superman said from the other end, he did have a point there, but how the hell were they supposed to catch a kid that kept teleporting as if it was all a game?

Didn't Batman said some people ended up passing out of nowhere when like this? What if the kid passed out at the wrong moment in the wrong place? He had taken a dive off the platform from the javelins, he was gonna get hurt if he kept this up.
 
"Wouldn't a magic user be able to contain him? I mean, if he's using transformation magic it means right now, powers or not, he's incredibly weak compared to his Captain Marvel form, maybe Zatanna or Dr. Fate would be able to stop him." Hawkwoman suggested.

"Maybe... not yet. We can't expose his identity to just about anyone." Batman stated as a matter of fact.

"We can just say it's a random kid." Green Lantern piped up.

"Not yet."

The communication cut off, Arthur sighed for the thousandth time that past two hours. How the hell was that kid still able to move?

 

~

 

He had him.

For a fleeting moment, Martian Manhunter had Captain Marvel, just to realize that that's what he had wanted him to think, he then proceeded to burst into a million glowing birds before merging back together into a human, a human wearing his cape as a scarf. Looking very proud of himself.

"Captain-"

"Sshhhh!" The teenager shushed him, making him frown. "They'r gonna hear y'u."

"Who?"

"The din'saurs witthhh monokw'les." He said that with such a straight face J'onn had a full minute to wonder what was he talking about. "Sike!" The teen shouted out of nowhere, smashing something on the ground, a bomb of brown smoke that smelled suspiciously like cinnamon went off, cutting his view of him.

He phased through the ground, but when he reappeared where Marvel had been at, he found nothing, just an empty bottle of cinnamon. 

He sighed. But he also smiled, unable to not find the situation amusing despite all, children were such entertaining creatures, he remembers his daughters and their pranks, what wouldn't he give to come home to two little bundles jumping out of nowhere in an attempt to scare him.

At least he could now understand why had he always felt for Marvel a feeling he's only felt for the Teen Titans and Young Justice.

He never was able to figure out the reason, brushing it off as it being because the man acted much too innocent and naive, now he knew the reason.

Lost his cape finding out about that, but who cared? A missing cape was nothing compared to the amusing situation the Captain had unknowingly roped them into.

Now, if he could just stay still for a second.

 

~

 

"Is a kid high as a kite and a broken leg seriously beating us and stealing our shit all at the same time? While mocking us as he disappears with them? Since when has Cap been an expert at stealing shit?" Green Lantern said, flying through the halls and cursing the brat.

"Did I mention he was arrested when he was 12 for tricking cops into a store where he locked them so he could hack into the computer in their patrol and steal information?" Batman said through the comm, the man sounded genuinely impressed, and if Hal didn't knew him, he would bet his kidney that Batman was fucking smirking right now.

"He did sneak into a detention center all on his own and took pictures without being seen when he was 10." Superman supplied.

"Dude, and here I thought Cap was a boy scout, turns out he's also a menace." Hal came to an abrupt halt as he felt a shiver run down his spine.

"A menace. Huh?" He turned to look over his shoulder just in time to see the child of the devil crawl out through a portal, wearing all the stolen gear as trophies, eyes glowing eerily, a smile much too wide on his face.

"Uh, guys? I think I found him." He said, taking several steps back.

"Or maybe he's found you." Came the eerie voice, and sweet baby Jesus no one with a broken leg should be able to move with that much agility. Hal screeched as the kid slammed into him, sending them both crashing to the ground, one moment he was there, and the next he was gone, leaving Hal buried in a pile of glitter. Fucking glitter. 

And as Hal sat up, he realised something.

"The little shit stole my ring!"

Chapter 63: Lichtenberg

Chapter Text

When Thavma first joined the Justice League as Captain Marvel, he had made a point at teleporting back to the Rock Of Eternity whenever he left, always de-transforming there, all so Batman wouldn't potentially find out about Billy.

Billy who was just 10 years old and wanted the League as far away as possible, which understandable, the kid didn't really trust adults after all he went through, even less adults who would, without a doubt, attempt to put him back in the system.

Even if he was well fed and had a safe place to sleep in, Solomon even took it to teach him things children might learn at school. 

Point was, Thavma made a point at protecting Billy, keeping his existence hidden from the League, no one could ever know about him, even if the magic users might know that he had an avatar, none of them was the wiser on the fact that his appearance was in no way any close to resemble his host.

He managed to hide Billy from the League for five years, five.

Until a villain appears, a villain who mind controls half of the League.

One of them being Hawkwoman. Hawkwoman who has always made him a bit nervous, because her maze could disrupt any magic it came into contact with, and while he never managed to find out if it could affect him. He would have rather not found out.

Ever.

Even less in the middle of a fight with her being mind controlled.

He had tried his best to avoid her, but she caught him off guard when he was distracted with Green Lantern.

All he knew is that her maze slammed straight into his stomach, sending him crashing onto the ground, he chokes on air as he rolls on the ground, ears ringing as he fights to stand up, lichtenberg marks appearing on his skin, crackling and making his magic twist. And his stomach is burning. 

She lands right before him, and before he can so much as react, she swings her maze back at him, hitting him straight on the face, he couldn't begin to explain the pain that exploded through his entire body upon impact. But the next thing he knew, lightning struck and Thavma was being shoved back into Billy.

Billy stumbling back and crashing on his backside, he clutches his chest, gasping and coughing as he feels his insides burn, magic screaming, Hawkwoman lifts her maze, yet, before she can attack again, she stops, her previously glowing purple eyes returning to their green color.

Hawkwoman who can't help but take a step back as she is met with the sight of a child on the ground, and her maze up with all the intent of hitting him.

"What the..." There's electricity crackling all over the kid's body. And he's hugging his stomach, whimpering, oh fuck, had she attacked a child? Yet. Before she can so much as attempt to check on him, a fucking lightning bolt strikes down, and for one horrible and haunting moment, she believes she just saw a child die before her.

But then the lightning dies down and in the child's place Captain Marvel is, in the exact same position the child had been... what the hell? And there's electricity crackling all over his body too. 

"Fuck."

Hawkwoman might have been surprised to hear Captain Marvel of all people swear, if it wasn't for the fact that she was very busy trying to understand what she just saw.

Lightning hit again. And the child was back.

"Hawkwoman? You alright? Where's Captain Marvel?" Batman called as he came to stand on top of the crater she was at with the child, Captain Marvel? What the hell was even this?

She had no voice to answer, pointing at the child instead, thunder rumbled above, but no lightning came, and then the child just fell flat on his face. 

Who the fuck was the child?

 

~

 

The League knew Captain Marvel was magic, even if none of them has ever seen him use magic, but it never occurred to them that Hawkwoman's maze could have some kind of abnormal effect on him.

Her maze was known to disrupt magic and repel it, but she has never used it to hit someone who used magic, she usually went for the spells, so they had no idea if this was normal or if it was just him.

He was a child. No older than 10 and with glowing lichtenberg marks littering his skin, Diana had been the one to have to carry him because he had been crackling with electricity. 

That had been over five hours ago, the lichtenberg marks were still there, but the lights at the Watchtower had stopped flickering at least, and the electricity crackling all over his body had disappeared. He was now just laying there, looking very much like a regular child, it was hard to imagine that that mountain of a man might have been this small once.

 

~

 

Billy woke up to the mother of headaches, his head disturbingly quiet, he felt like a train had hit him. Even sitting up felt like too much of an effort, and his head was still way too quiet.

"Fuck." He muttered, his voice cracking and hands clutching his head as a pained moan left him.

"Billy?" Zeus' voice felt distant, tired.

"What the hell happened? I feel like shit."

"Hawkwoman was being mind controlled. I guess we have our answer regarding whether her maze could affect us or not." Atlas was the one who answered, making Billy frown.

"Her maze can mess with the transformation? How is that even possible?"

"Her maze has always been a bit of a mystery." Achilles stated.

"Where's Thavma? Is he alright?" He asked, not having missed the absence of his voice.

"He's fine. But you should get back to the Rock, he needs to be there for his magic to stabilize faster, yours too, we cannot have him out of comission nor your magic unbalanced. You can change back at any moment without warning, if the involuntary transformations keep up you might end up damaging your magic core and he might end up losing his grip on the vessel. You. Neither can happen." 

Solomon's words are the last he hears before the door opens, and of course, because life hates him, the entire Justice League stands there, it makes his stomach twist. Fuck. How the hell was he suppose to explain this? Should he lie? Tell the truth? What? He bit back a groan, if he lied, he would be seen as Captain Marvel, meant his peace might come to an end, Batman might even attempt to adopt him. And he would rather die than let anyone in the League parent him.

So the truth? But he hated that idea too. But it was the only choice. Plus, he had to get out of here, he needed to go back to the Rock.

"Look, uh, this is gonna sound a bit weird, but I'm not Captain Marvel, kind of, it's complicated. But I need to get back to the Rock, the maze kind of destabilized our magic and if I don't get it fixed quick we will both be fucked." He told, getting off the bed and cursing when the floor swayed violently.

And he would have faceplanted if hands hadn't caught him.

"Easy there, what are you talking about? Are you, or are you not the Captain? What Rock are you speaking of?" Green Lantern asked, a giant green hand holding him up, Billy tried to not feel humiliated by this.

He just groaned at the bout of nausea. And boy was that headache killing him.

"I'm a vessel, an avatar, a host. Call it whatever, he cannot exist within this plane of existence as himself without wrecking havoc with the balance of things as you know it. And people would just generally run up to the hills if they saw him as he is, can't blame them honestly, dude looks like something crawled out of a nightmare from Satan."

"Hey, he's perfect as he is! I spent months making sure he would have the perfect appearance." Zeus protested, sounding insulted and making Billy smirk.

"Perfect appearance of a nightmare." He whispered to himself. A loud dramatic gasp of absolute offense echoed in his head, making him snicker.

"Uh..."

"Sorry, hard to not get distracted when you have six Gods linked to your head who won't shut up about anything." 

"What?"

Billy ignored their mortified looks, pushing away the green hand, he didn't like being manhandled, he could stand up on his own thank you very much.

Even if he still felt dizzy.

"As I was saying, I'm just a host for Thavma, uh, Captain Marvel, we are similar to Jason Blood and Etrigan, I am me and he is him. I need to get back to the Rock, it's a nexus point in the center of reality, the place of all magic, our magic needs to stabilize, if not, Solomon says we will keep switching at random, might end up with me losing my magic or him losing his grip on me, and trust me, you don't want to have him materialize as he is into this world."

"I mean, how bad can it be?"

"Well, to start, he is bigger than the fucking solar system, like, dude could eat planets like tic tacs, he's gonna destroy everything if he is forced into this plane without having any chance to make himself intangible."

That... the League had no idea how to answer to that, a lot right now didn't make sense, like the fact that a child was apparently the host of one of their heaviest hitters. Captain Marvel. A child. And what the hell did he meant with being bigger than the solar system? That wasn't comforting at all. What the hell? 

"Can I leave now? I would love to leave now. Lightning comes and goes as we switch, don't think a space station might be able to withstand that kind of lightning." He said, at that exact same moment, lightning struck.

And Thavma cursed as he found himself back, shuddering at the flip his stomach made, a lightbulb exploding somewhere above, and oh fuck sweet baby Jesus, the lichtenberg marks on his skin looked more like gaping gashes than thin marks. Leaking light. Fuck. Fuck fuck. 

"Holy shit."

Flash's voice made him look up, the League was staring at him with different kinds of expression, shock being the predominant one. He straightened up, smiling at them, but it came out more as a grimace. His magic was writhing under his skin. And he has never felt as uncomfortable with a human body as he did right now, like it didn't fit, like being trapped inside a bottle. Like an overwhelming itch that threatened to send him over the edge. And he was so never underestimating Hawkwoman's maze ever again.

"I should be going now." He said, flinching at the faint echo in his voice, so not a good sign. 

"You must be insane if you think we are letting you go alone." Flash's words made Thavma bite back any protests, he didn't have the energy nor the time to argue right now.

"Fine."

One good thing about this was that traveling through the javelin meant he didn't need to fly or worry about switching mid air and having Billy plummeting to the ground.

The con? He could feel the stares, he was sitting near the door, which was open, just in case, the last thing he needed was a lightning destroying the javelin, he was leaning against the wall, staring at the ceiling, he felt nauseous.

And his head was killing him. Fuck. He heard thunder rumble above, and he had no idea whether it was him, the weather or Zeus.

"Just try to take deep breaths. You are gonna be fine." Zeus' voice felt like a distant echo, shit, if the link was weakening things were worse than he had first thought. And anyways, that was easy for him to say, he wasn't the one burning. 

Meanwhile, the League was unable to not stare, as rude as it was, but it was just impossible to not stare, because dozens of lichtenberg marks were spread all over Marvel's skin, glowing, even his eyes had changed color, had gone from blue to an ominous gold. Electricity crackling all over his arms, and his voice when he had spoken earlier had wielded an ominous echo in it.

'He cannot exist within this plane of existence as himself without wrecking havoc with the balance of things as you know it.'

'People would just generally run up to the hills if they saw him as he is.'

That's what the kid had said, the kid, that was another thing that had the League filled with dozens of thoughts and feelings. A child was the host of one of their heaviest hitters. A child that couldn't be older than 10. A child.

"Thavma."

Flash's words got him the immediate attention of Captain Marvel. So he had been right.

"That's how the kid called you, is that like, your name?" He asked, Marvel shrugged, going back to stare at the ceiling once again.

"In a way, I guess."

"Meaning?"

"Thavma's just the word 'Marvel' in Greek, I had no name when I met him, so he gave me one, said a title was not a name." He smirked, as if remembering something amusing.

"Why a child?" Superman dared to ask, that got him Marvel's attention, he didn't seem bothered over the question.

"I don't get a choice on the matter of who do I end up with, that's Mamaragan's, and even he had his reservations about it, Billy... he was born with the mark, he would have ended up becoming the Champion eventually, when he was older, but Black Adam's arrival came much sooner than expected. No one but me could fight him, and I'm not allowed to fight without a vessel."

Which Thavma understood the reason for, becoming intangible while in his true form was one thing, fighting without a vessel? That was a whole new big bang waiting to happen. The Gods would have his head if he did that. 

"'Not allowed?'" Green Lantern repeated, he made it sound as if some unknown others were the ones controlling whether he appeared or not.

"I need something to act as a focal point for my powers, without it, I can't really regulate them, lots of things always end up getting destroyed when I do that." Ask the dinosaurs, the grand canyon, and the second moon from the Earth. That last one had gotten him into an enormous argument with Khonsu, at times, he could almost feel the burn on his abdomen from where the moon God had stabbed him with his spear.

Khonsu was a pacifist towards those who helped humankind, but sweet baby Jesus was he a force to reckon when anyone messed with what he saw as his. Like the moon that once was. Had become moondust eons ago.

"Like what?" Of course Batman would be curious enough to want to know of his most embarrassing moments, yes, embarrassing, as Zeus said, someone with his kind of power should never let emotions win over logic. Because then shit happened.

He entertained not answering, but again, speaking at least let him focus on something that wasn't the fire inside him.

But what should he tell him? The one about how a simple fall off a tree and landing on his feet created the Grand Canyon? How a tantrum when he was first beginning to live had led to the annihilation of the dinosaurs? Or how practicing wind magic without a host in the moon had been a most terrible idea that ended with the moon getting turned into dust and Zeus almost igniting a war between Greek Gods and Egyptian Gods?

All of them were terrible.

Fuck it.

"The Earth had two moons once." He blurted out, that got him even Wonder Woman's attention, he sighed, shifting uncomfortably before choosing to look outside, wishing to jump off into the void to escape the gazes.

Why were they talking about this again? Ah. Right. Because he couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"I thought taking a human form would be enough to make things fine, the moon had no inhabitants, nothing but seas of dusts and craters, thought it would be a good place to practice wind magic... I never did it before, use magic without a host, the shockwave that came from it... it was more intense than I expected..."

Even if it hadn't had life, he still remembers the horror of watching the moon fall apart, unable to do anything, to know he was the cause. Watching it explode and leave nothing but dust, even the dust had disappeared quicker than it should have, making it seem as if that moon had never existed.

"It explode, became nothing but a dust so thin not even that remained for long... it had no life in it, but still... Khonsu said that just because something doesn't have life within or a defining importance it doesn't make it any less important, doesn't make its destruction any more alright than it would destroying a planet."

Which he guessed did make sense, stars, planets, moons, all of them were important, all of them had a role to play, and while Earth has never seemed to have been affected by the loss of a moon aside from the decreased numbers of tsunamis... it didn't make him feel any less guilty.

Meanwhile, the League was stunned.

'Could eat planets like tic tacs.'

The kid had said.

No one could imagine how big something would even have to be to achieve that. A shockwave capable of turning an entire moon into dust? That was even more surreal, that kind of power was insane, what the hell was he suppose to be then? To have such abnormal power, and all of a sudden, it almost made sense how Zatanna, Dr. Fate and even Constantine had avoided the man when he first joined.

Why Zatanna had been so against asking Marvel to join them. 

'He's seriously not someone you want to get on the bad side of.' She had said, all while looking nervous.

'I'm gonna be so pissed if one of you morons gets us all killed.' Constantine had told them, litting up a cigarette and looking like he had made peace with death already on their behalf.

'I just hope we don't live to regret this.' Dr. Fate had said in that ominous tone of his.

At the time, the League had found them weird and dramatic, even more so when Captain Marvel turned out to be a golden retriever of a man who couldn't be bothered in the least even if Guy Gardner himself was insulting him to his face with the clear intent of pissing him off.

Now? Now all their words had made sense, because apparently, Captain Marvel had been more powerful than any of them had ever given him credit for. And apparently a 10 year old was the one who chose whether he appeared or not. 

But as mind blowing as it was to realize the apparent kind of power he had, it all fell back to how actually he was, this was the same man who had a concerning addiction to caprisuns, same man who would swear in ice cream flavors as if there was no tomorrow, let kids use him as their makeup doll in charity events and fight with balloons swords with kids, doing theatrical deaths whenever someone managed to stab him.

Same guy who threw a chair across a room and disappeared within seconds when a giant flying cockroach appeared at the Watchtower. 

And still, Batman tightened his grip on the wheel, that kind of power wasn't something to ignore, but at least he now knew Hawkwoman's maze could subdue him, not a complete solution, but it was more than he ever had on potential weaknesses for Captain Marvel. 

"No offense man but, what the hell are you supposed to be? Like, did you even have parents at all?" Flash's question got him an elbow on the ribs from Wonder Woman and an amused smile from Marvel.

"Interesting question. Would be a shame if lightning came crashing down now." He gave Flash a shit eating grin before lightning, indeed, struck, bending in an unnatural manner as it poured through the door.

And when Marvel had been at, the kid was now at, looking quite fed up. Glowing lichtenberg marks all over his skin, eyes glowing.

"Did he just switch for a pun?"

"Doesn't work like that. He just had good timing." The kid, Billy, Marvel had said his name was, said. He crossed his arms over his chest before leaning back, looking quite fed up with life, moving his leg back and forth, his foot didn't even reach the floor. How could someone so small have the Captain Marvel inside? Did his parents know? Had he seen all of Marvel's fights? That wasn't a comforting thought.

"Say... can you see through Cap's eyes?"

"Sometimes, dude's a buzzkill, as if I don't know how it looks like when someone gets stabbed, gutted or shot. I knew that long before he turned up."

The League gave him horrified looks, what the hell? 

"He does let me control his body sometimes, beat Robin at poker last month, has been the most successful moment of my life so far, and the best 50 bucks I have ever made." The kid's words made the League do a double take.

While it explained Robin's near murderous intent stalking behavior towards Captain Marvel last month where he kept appearing out of nowhere to ask the man for some unknown 'rematch' it was unsettling to imagine that apparently someone could control Marvel, a 10 year old.

"You can control his body?" Batman asked, narrowing his eyes.

"Yeah, but only if he lets me. And he can control mine, but Zeus struck him with lightning last time he did that."

"I'm sorry, my father did what?" Wonder Woman asked, not quite sure she had heard that right, the kid seemed to realize what he had said before he chuckled, waving her worries off, as if he didn't just say the God of lightning himself had struck Marvel with lightning.

"Oh, don't worry. Lightning doesn't hurt him. That's like spraying water on a misbehaving cat, it just annoys him, and switches us. "

"Lightning triggers the switch?"

"... No..." Billy was very well aware of how bad that lie came out as, and anyways, why was he even bothering lying? No one but Zeus' lightnings could switch them, the amount of power required for that... not even Flash with his Speedforce would be able to generate a potent enough lightning to mess with their transformation.

No one but Zeus or other champions could.

"Yes... but regular lightning doesn't work. Just Zeus', he is made of lightning, a lightning no one but Zeus can overpower enough to trigger the change."

"When you say he's made of lightning... are we talking about that figuratively, metaphorically or literally?" Flash asked, getting a look from the kid as if he were dumb.

"He's made of literal lightning, you know, like a walking taser." He told, as if there was nothing remotely wrong with anything he was saying.

"It doesn't bother you?"

"No, why would it? Before them, I lived in the streets and barely got by, now Achilles and Hercules train me, Solomon is a pain in the neck who thinks himself my teacher, which is a nightmare, but admittedly a nice nightmare. Zeus and Thavma are teaching me how to control my magic and Atlas and Mercury are just being... well, Atlas and Mercury. And I get to play with Cerberus whenever I visit Hades and Persephone, Persephone's great at magic too, and she's a better cook than six Gods, the ghost of a wizard and Living Lightning."

"Hey! We cook that with love!" Hercules protested, making Billy smirk in amusement, completely unaware of the League's horrified and sad looks.

"Love for homicide." He mumbled under his breath.

"Rude." Came Mercury's exclamation this time, dramatic as ever.

"He does have a point though." 

"Thavma, we are meant to be a team, remember?"

"Remind me that again when you don't set a whole pot of water on fire." Billy couldn't help it, he laughed at the loud and overdramatic gasp that came from the King of Olympus himself.

He didn't care what people said, he would never change his life for a regular one, becoming the avatar of the Gods had gifted him more than just powers, it gifted him a place to belong.

A family.

Chapter 64: Northern Lights

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It all happened because a child at the ambulance had been crying, a child not even her mother seemed capable of comforting, an army of robots had caused lots of destruction to the city and left lots of injured people behind.

The girl had nothing but a bad scrap on her leg, but she kept refusing to let the medics touch her, still clearly terrified, Billy couldn't blame her. And so he decided to leave the other people to the League and went over to the little girl, taking a less smiles and jokes approach and more of a 'distract visually' approach.

"Hey, wanna see something cool?" He asked the girl as he came to stand behind the paramedics and distressed mother, using a conspiring tone that got the girl to stop fighting her mother, turning to look at him, though he guessed that was in part for how most kids reacted to having a superhero talking to them.

Even the mother and paramedic turned to look at him.

The little girl that couldn't be older than 5 and reminded him a lot of Darla sniffled, tears streaming down her cheeks, but she still gave him a nod. He looked at her shirt, she was wearing a Little Mermaid shirt, was clutching a polar bear plushie between her arms.

That gave him an idea on what to do, thus, he brought his hands up, focusing on what he wanted, there was a spell that has never failed him when it came to comforting the toddlers and babies he sometimes babysat for some quick money. Only job Rosa and Victor had let him keep, it wasn't as time consuming as being a waiter and he could do his homework in the meantime.

Not soon after streaks of lights lit up from his hands, stretching around and phasing through solid matter, an illusion but not quite, of northern lights, from different shades of blue, white, green, purple and black, multicolored leaves floating around, shining with glitter.

The girl's face lit up immediately, and not just hers, even the mother and the paramedic seemed quite enticed by the little light show.

And because he was a show off, several little blue whales materialized, their bellies glowing with a swirl of rainbow colors.

"So pretty!" The little girl chirped as she raised her hand to poke a shining red autumn leaf that twirled near her, the action making it explode into thousands of shining multicolored koi fishes that swam around her before disappearing through the roof of the ambulance, exploding into a rain of glowing glitter that landed on her skin, fading into nothingness within seconds, making the girl let out a shrill of pure joy.

He nudged the paramedic to pull him out of his stupor, making a gesture with his head towards the girl, to take the chance that the girl was distracted so he could at last check her leg.

The man took the cue and was quick to kneel before the little girl, little girl who was too busy being in awe of the shinning leaves, poking them left and right, making them explode into little armies of glowing multicolored stingrays, killer whales, sea horses, octopuses and dolphins.

He grinned at her enthusiasm, no more tears leaving her and a big smile on her face, good. He hated seeing kids afraid, reminded him of when he had been afraid, how no one ever made the fear leave, a fear he had to learn to chase away on his own or just bear with it. For years.

Now at least he had Rosa and Victor, if he was afraid, he could just go to them, there was something about their hugs that always made everything feel better, safe.

Unbeknownst to him, his little light show had gotten him more than just the civilians' attention.

 

~

 

The League knew Marvel had magic, it was hard to miss when all magic users called him 'Champion of Magic'. But never in the five years the League has known him had the man ever used any kind of magic, at all. 

So forgetting that little detail was... easier than some of them were willing to admit.

And still, the reminder came like a slap to the face when those little light shows appeared, all around the ambulance where Marvel was at, seemingly entertaining a little girl with glowing northern lights and sea animals.

Whenever she grabbed or poked at a leaf, sea animals would explode from them or just glowing glitter, like magic dust. And he kept it up until the paramedic had finished with the girl's leg, had given the little girl, the paramedic and the mother a fist bump before waving goodbye and going back to helping people, as if he hadn't put up that little show at all.

The League had been unable to focus much after that, even more so unable to not throw him looks during the aftermath meeting at the Watchtower, the man was his usual self, twirling a pen between his fingers while staring into space, and even if he was staring into space, the League knew that if asked, he would be able to recite every single word that's been spoken in the meeting so far.

"Alright, since no one's gonna say it, dude, what the fuck?" Flash said, testing God by interrupting Batman, his words making Marvel finally focus back on the present. Giving Flash a confused look as he realized the speedster was looking at him.

"What?"

"That little magic show back there, what the hell was that?"

"You know I do magic." He told him, as if Flash was stupid for even asking something so obvious. 

"But that's... You haven't done that before." Marvel frowned, leaning back on the chair, still twirling the pen between his fingers. 

"What for? I have lightning, super strength, hyperspeed, invulnerability and flight, I have never felt like I couldn't take anything down by any of those methods, hence, why I don't use magic." Marvel said, wincing at his own words, he hoped that didn't come out as arrogant, he didn't want to sound arrogant, he was just being honest.

And still, what he didn't know was that he just gave the League another reminder, that this was the same man who could overpower a Superman on red kryptonite. Outrun Flash and was practically unstoppable, with no weaknesses whatsoever.

Learning that he didn't use magic because he didn't think he needed it was... unsettling. Because that just meant he's never really fought giving his all. And that was such a terrifying thought.

"Dude, I'm so glad we are friends." Green Lantern said, getting a confused look from Marvel, as if he couldn't quite understand where had that come from, and still, the confusion didn't last long before he was grinning. 

"Me too." He said, smiling like an overgrown puppy who just heard the best compliment there could ever be, the overgrown puppy that could very much destroy them all if provoked.

Meanwhile, Billy just smiled, he always felt giddy whenever anyone in the League called him a friend, because his heroes saw him as a friend! 

And that would always make him the happiest person on the planet.

Chapter 65: Fake Smiles and Bitter Truths

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Thavma was born in ancient Greece. When he was born, he was born with the mark of the Wizard, because of this, the Gods took him away, he was raised at the Rock Of Eternity, in solitude, for centuries he was trained on fighting, magic and whatnot. 

He was told that he could never have a family, that as the Champion Of Magic, it was a sacrifice he had to make.

When he was deemed ready, the powers were passed on to him in their totality. He never knew his family, and he stopped aging altogether once he turned 12.

When he first came into the modern world, he chose to keep the name of Billy, a real name, one that made him feel human. Like he was more than just Marvel.

Even if he told the Gods it was to fit the modern era. But he wanted to have something normal, something to remind him that he was still human.

When he joined the Justice League, he had been thrilled, because he hadn't had true friends since the 1900's when he had met Freddy, Mary, Eugene, Darla and Pedro, but they were long gone now, had been for years. And it hurt, it hurt to know he would always be cursed to watch those he loved grow old and die.

All while he remained young, eternal. He had been afraid to get close to people when he lost them, the closest thing he ever had to a family, afraid to feel the all consuming pain again. Loneliness ate at him, threatened to drive him mad at times.

But he never let the smile slip off his face. If he smiled enough, it felt like he could trick himself into believing things were fine.

Point was, joining the Justice League had been a leap of faith, he had respected and admired them, had seen them start as mere rookies up to the outstanding heroes all of them had become, had watched them save countless lives over and over again. He hadn't been Captain Marvel in decades, the Gods allowing him to take a vacation since it was all alright among the magic community, nothing big enough to require his assistance. 

That until Black Adam appeared, he had been forced to become Captain Marvel once again, the League of course had set their attention on him, and not even a few months after he appeared, he had the League infront of him offering him a place.

And of course he had agreed, because he admired them, and it had been ages since he worked alongside other heroes. Growing attached to them hadn't been part of the plan, but he hadn't minded, he hadn't had friends in centuries, even if at times he still felt disconnected, like there was a bridge separating them. Because he could never truly be close to anyone.

His identity put the barrier between them, same as it had put a barrier between him and Freddy and the others, they never truly knew who was behind Captain Marvel's face, all they ever thought was that their favorite superhero was their friend, an older brother, Darla had called him once.

The Gods would never allow him to reveal himself to others, no one could ever know that the Champion Of Magic was still tied to a magic word, that he could be taken down if someone just made him speak the word, that he was nothing but strong and unbeatable. That he was a human child with no invulnerability in him whatsoever aside from being unable to age or die.

So he shut up and smiled. When people asked his name, when Batman tried to dig for information, all he did was smile, laugh off their theories and just forget. If he smiled, he was alright, if he smiled, no one could question his state, even if it never stopped hurting. Making the loneliness and disconnection from people weigh heavy.

And then, he met a teenager who's life resonated with him.

And he spoke things he should have never spoke of. Not when his comm had been on the fritz lately.

 

~

 

Captain Marvel was an odd enigma among the League, the man had appeared out of nowhere, showing a power that had seemed to match Superman, but with lightning and magic included. 

He had been all smiles and games since the moment he first appeared, even when he joined the League, he was never not happy, how could anyone never stop smiling? They had no idea, two years went by, and they never so much as saw him get angry, annoyed, not even serious.

He would be saving people and fighting criminals with a smile on his face, some theorized he might not even be able to feel anything but joy. A smiling Marvel was the norm, the usual. The few times he ever seemed to tune down the happiness was only when he empathized with others.

So it never even occurred to them, not even for a second, that most of those smiles might have been a mask, lies.

Not until the transmission.

 

~

 

Billy wasn't a stranger to suicidal people, more often than not, he had found people standing on the ledge of buildings, bridges, people filled with nothing but pain, unable to deal with the loss of a loved one, abusive relationships, bullying, child abuse, fear, and many other dark things.

He understood them, the overwhelming pain, the desperation, the need for it all to end, for the pain to stop once and for all. He understood it all too well, after all, he was more than familiar with pain, the all consuming wish for it all to stop.

But he also knew that he couldn't die, no matter how much he wanted to at times, because millions of lives depended on him, on him doing his job right, of staying alive. 

But never had he ever expected to come across someone who would strike a nerve in him.

And it came in the form of a 15 year old.

He had seen her sitting at the ledge of a building, and so he had gone to her, sitting down with her.

"Hey." Is the first thing he says, he can see the silent tears streaming down her face, see her shoulders shaking, and as she turns to face him, he feels the breath leave him, because oh fuck, she's the spitting image of Mary. And it makes his throat close.

"No one is looking. You don't have to act like you care." She tells, a sad smile on her face. Marvel frowns.

"But I do care." She scoffed at him, looking back down at the traffic below.

"You don't even know me."

"You don't have to know someone to care." He told as a statement of fact, he had grown to care for all the people around him, wanting them to live their lives to their fullest, to experience true happiness, let them have something he would never have. A happy fulfilling life filled with friends and family. People to grow old with. "You wanna talk about it? I can just sit here in silence if that's what you want, but I have the impression that you might have a lot in you, you don't have to carry all of that alone, sharing the weight of it might make you feel better."

She didn't answer, fingers curling into fists, a choked sob leaving her, he dared to bring his hand up to rest on her back, rubbing soft circles around it.

"I can't do this anymore." Is the answer she gives at last, her voice broken, watery. "I have never met my parents, and I was alright with it, I mean, if they left me, they left me for a reason, right? But it doesn't matter where I go, it's like I can't seem to fit anywhere, I try to do everything they ask of me, I don't cause trouble, but it never seems to be enough and... I have a new foster family, they seem to care but... why do I still feel so alone? I look at them, and it always feels like there's a wall between us, like I can't never truly fit among them, and I feel so guilty, because they are always so nice, but I can never seem to return the sentiment, I'm always angry, or just crying and... I can't never seem to make it stop..."

Her words made Billy's chest twist. He knew that feeling all too well, the guilt over being unable to reciprocate people's affection and trust, the anger and sadness over having people care, fear and confusion about it. About whether it would stick or if the person would end up leaving like the rest. He had gone into foster homes several times, to understand humans he had said.

But truth had been that part of him had longed for a place to belong. But none of those families had stuck. The ones who were ever good had been the Vasquez, and he had been a bit of a jerk at first when he realized how good they were, not used to having people care, afraid that they would one day change, if he pushed them away first they wouldn't hurt him.

He also understood the feeling of overwhelming loneliness, even when surrounded with people, lots of times he had felt alone at the Vasquez' house. His siblings had been friends with Captain Marvel, but none of them ever knew Billy Batson and Captain Marvel were the same person.

And because Captain Marvel and Billy Batson could never be in the same room, it had put a breach between them, his siblings thought they were hiding their hero friend from him, keeping him out. And he had felt guilt over hiding such a secret from them.

He had been forced to run away two years later, because he would never grow.

And people could never realize that. It had broke him to have his siblings lash out against Captain Marvel, desperation and anger over the fact that he never managed to find Billy. Because he was Billy. But they could never know.

He knew it had pained Rosa and Victor that he never appeared, how it had eaten at his siblings, some of them blaming themselves over his disappearance, that they shouldn't have kept him away. 

He had wanted nothing more but to tell them the truth. But he couldn't. The Gods wouldn't allow it.

Family wasn't something he could ever have. He would never grow, never have parents, never be able to get married, have a family of his own. Because he was forever cursed to be the Gods' avatar.

Nothing but a fancy weapon.

"How do you do it?" The girl's sudden question made him frown in confusion.

"Do what?"

"How are you always so good at staying happy and keeping a smile?"

Her question strikes a cord, for a moment, he considers spewing a lie, he was meant to be the ever cheerful Captain Marvel. But she didn't look like she needed lies. She looked like she needed someone to tell her that smiling all the time wasn't primordial, that feeling sadness was alright. That the world wasn't as perfect as she was made to believe, negative emotions weren't something to feel guilty over. 

Thus. He answered, this time being his turn to look down at the traffic.

"It's easy to fake a smile when you've been doing it for as long as I have." He smiled to himself weakly. "Nobody is truly 100% happy all the time, you don't have to be happy and smile all the time, if they love you, they will be there for you even when you are acting out. You are allowed to feel sadness, fear... specially when it's a new family, it can be unsettling, confusing, overwhelming, even more so if they are nice, I know."

God did he know more than she might ever realize.

"But they truly care, they don't want you to act around them, they want you to be yourself, be it happy or angry, they don't want you to feel guilty for having emotions, they just want to be there for you and help you through it. Sometimes, talking with them is the best solution."

Because sometimes, that's all it took, a conversation to settle worries aside, to have the reassurance that things wouldn't change, that they truly wanted you in their family with your demons and all.

"Were you adopted?"

Her sudden question catches him off guard, him? Adopted? He wished. It was never official with Rosa and Victor, he just befriend Freddy and sort of started living with the Vasquez, but there were never truly any official documents. Just like all the other foster homes, he had hypnotized people into taking him in, giving them fake memories of having spoken with a CPS person.

But none of those had been official.

"Something like that." Is what he settles with instead, he didn't think it would go over well if he were to explain his origins, he gave the girl a look, she didn't seem as upset now, good.

He sat with her for a bit longer, and when she was ready, he took her back home. He flew off, coming up to stand at the ledge of another building, feeling his heart twist as he watched her parents hug her. He wasn't jealous in any way. And still, his fingers curled into fists, even if he knew he couldn't have it, even if he knew the risks, part of him longed for a family, to be back with the Vasquez, the only family he ever had, the only time he was ever truly happy and felt like he belonged.

Thunder rumbled above, vision blurring and throat burning.

"Thavma, control yourself." Zeus' warning tone made him bite his tongue, hearing lightning clap above, and even then, he couldn't fight off the stray tear that rolled down his cheek, making him wipe it away quickly.

"I'm sorry." He told, voice strained as he swallowed past the burning knot stuck at the back of his throat.

"You shouldn't have told her about being adopted." Atlas said, making him rub his arm, gaze dropping.

"I know, I'm sorry, I just... I thought it would make her feel better if she were to know I understood."

"I know you meant well. But Thavma, we have talked about this, you can't tell anything to anyone, no one can know what you are, where you come from, nor anything of the likes."

"I know." He sighed in frustration, he hated this, hated being told what to do, that he couldn't say anything at all. That he should just lie to people and disregard their feelings.

"We do this for your own good, if you want to stay safe as Billy, you can't risk anyone knowing this isn't your true form."

"I don't see how telling people a few things would make them figure out that this isn't how I look like. You always act as if everyone will just know things they literally would never think of unless I straight out tell them."

"We are trying to keep you safe." Achilles told, making a spark of anger flicker inside him, because they always said the same damn thing, because of them, he had to leave the Justice Society, because of them, he had to break Courtney's heart, because of them, he had to leave the Vasquez, because or them, he had to give up what had been blooming between him and Cissie, because of them, he quit his job, they always ruined every sliver of happiness he managed to find.

And he hated it. It made his chest burn, and the words slipped out before he could stop them.

"Maybe I don't want your methods of keeping me safe. Never thought of that?"

Silence.

A shiver ran down his spine.

But he didn't take it back, he refused to take it back. Because it was the truth.

"Ungrateful child. All we have done, we have done so for your safety."

"Sure. Because making my life miserable is certainly for my safety." He spat, venom in his voice, he knew he was playing with fire, he shouldn't backtalk to them, even less to Zeus, last time he did so it hadn't ended well. But he couldn't make his mouth stay shut. That girl's words had struck a nerve.

Thunder roared above, lightning striking right at his side, making him flinch and jerk back.

"Watch your mouth boy." Zeus hissed.

"Or what? Gonna strike me with lightning again? Just failed right then. Also, forgot that won't do a thing against me?" He snapped, wincing at his own words. God why couldn't he shut up? Why couldn't he ever just take it and carry on with life? But it got harder and harder to take their abuse. Didn't meant he should risk their wrath.

"Insolence!" 

One moment he was standing on the roof of a building and next thing he knew he was crashing into a wall at the Rock with enough force to knock the breath out of him. He crashed on the ground with a grunt, fingers curling into fists as he rolled on his stomach, an invisible force keeping him down, making him growl in anger as he tried to break free, electricity crackling all over his body.

"I'm the insolent? You are the one who's got serious anger issues. And bad aim for the king of Gods." He said, and holy Christ was there something seriously wrong with him today.

The force grew, slamming him back onto the ground, fire coursing through his veins making him bite back a pained sound. Fuck, why did he always have to make everything worse? Why couldn't he ever shut up?

A shadow of crackling electricity materialized above him. A man of pitch black hair and thunderous blue eyes, oh shit, he was so dead. 

"How dare you?!" Zeus' booming voice made him wince.

"See? Anger issues man." He still said, unable to not speak, might be the anger, might be the pain, he didn't knew, but he didn't want to just stay quiet. He has never been good at watching his mouth anyways, because being a puppet has never been of his liking.

Thunder roared above and he flinched as static seized the air. Maybe Mary had been right, stupidity seemed to overpower his courage at times.

"You disrespectful little-!"

"That's enough!" A familiar voice boomed across the place, making the weight and the fire disappear, shadow of electricity disappearing altogether. He looked up as a familiar ghost materialized. "Captain." The title was said with such a tired sigh, he scowled, bringing himself up into a sitting position and crossing his arms over his chest. "How many times must we speak of this? Just because you are mad it doesn't mean you should offend him and even less egg him on."

"He's an asshole, all of them are." He spat out, ignoring the zap of electricity that hit him on the face. And he was suppose to be the child.

"We can't have them leaving again, must I remind you what happened the last time you got into a fight with them?"

He scowled even more, anger sizzling around his chest over the reminder of it.

"I don't care. Why do I always have to just agree with everything they say and do? I broke up with Courtney, I left the Vasquez, I left the Justice Society, I gave up on Cissie and I even stopped working, I do everything they ask of me, but it's never enough. They always find flaw in something. How much must I keep giving up for them to be happy?"

"All of that has been for your safety."

"Has it?" He asked, finally standing up, Mamaragan sighed.

"... It's the sacrifice the Champion must make. You cannot have distractions of any kind, we have talked about this."

"You talk as if I had any say in this. If I remember correctly, this whole thing was decided long before I was even born."

"Thavma-"

"Don't call me that! That is not my name and you know it!" He snarled, voice thunderous as anger burnt deep within, fire coursing through his veins, he couldn't even understand why was he so angry. It had never bothered him before to be called by that stupid name. Hasn't thought about the life he got robbed from the moment he was born. What he has lost. Having to take the Gods' orders as if he were nothing but a puppet. So why was he thinking about it now?

"Alright, I apologize." The Wizard said, raising his hand in a peaceful manner, it still didn't quell his anger, he scoffed at the man, turning his back to him and crossing his arms over his chest, glaring at the wall. He knew he was being a brat, did he care? No, to hell with them all, if he was cursed to be an eternal child then he would be as much of a brat as he wanted.

They had no one but themselves to blame for that.

"Billy, why don't you go out? You know, to do something you like?" Mamaragan's words made him see red, even more so the gentle tone, as if he were trying to reason with a child having a tantrum.

And still, he bit his tongue, he couldn't take it out against him, even if the man never did a thing to stop the Gods from taking away any life he tried to build, he was also the only one on his side, the only one who always made the Gods' wrath not tear him apart.

Thus.

He just scowled, turning towards the door that would lead him back to Fawcett City, opening it, but he didn't step through it, not before throwing the man a look over his shoulder, because there was one thing he could resent the Wizard for, one that he tried to not think much about, but that now burnt like a hot flare at the back of his head.

And so venomous words filled with nothing but ice and resentment crawled out of his mouth.

"Don't patronize me Mamaragan, I'm not a child. You all made sure of that." He spat hatefully, because as much of an immortal child as he was, he wasn't a child. He never was. Never would be. Maybe that's why he acted as he did while he was Captain Marvel, a sad attempt to make up for his lost childhood. 

And with those last words he slammed the door shut behind him, the echo of it blaring through the abandoned tunnels of the subway, and in a moment of blind anger he slammed his fist into the magic train, but of course not even a dent it left. All it did was pick up a shockwave of wind that traveled through the tunnels and made several windows from the abandoned ticket boot and other abandoned trains explode into a million pieces.

"Do something you like my foot!" He shouted to the air, the echo of his voice ringing through the tunnel, what the hell was he supposed to do? He hadn't liked doing shit outside of being Captain Marvel for years, hasn't been Billy Batson in years either, what was the point? The Gods had destroyed everything he ever liked. All he could do now was sit at the park and stare at what he couldn't have, what he would never have. Which was admittedly even more depressing and always put him in a mood.

Unbeknownst to him, the comm that has been on the fritz for quite a while now had transmitted more than he might have been comfortable with to the League.

Things he might never have wanted anyone to know about.

Chapter 66: Midnight Thunderstorm

Notes:

Moon Knight Crossover 🌙

Chapter Text

Artifacts were being stolen, from a museum, Greek very old artifacts. The Egyptian exhibit had also been ransacked.

That's what had led to the most awkward encounter, but to be fair, no one would have expected a hero that has been sighted the most in Egypt to turn up in Metropolis, Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight, the vigilante with the switching costumes, switching names and the half-moon blades. 

The League had run into him while fighting, the fight had gone smooth despite the addition of a hero no one knew the fighting style of, and it had been a bit distracting to have the man switching costumes and voices at random intervals, kept arguing with someone he kept referring to as 'Bird brain' over shutting up and stop distracting him from what was actually important.

One thing the League had also noticed had been Captain Marvel's masterful skill to avoid getting anywhere near Moon Knight, he didn't even bother to hide his avoidance of him, would aim for another foe to fight if the one he was fighting got too close to Moon Knight, and Clark had heard him muttering at someone to shut up and stop distracting him, just like Moon Knight had.

Now the fight was done and the artifacts had been retrieved, Mr. Knight had seemed quite excited at the prospect of meeting the Justice League despite how unimpressed and even irritated he had been earlier as Moon Knight and Black Knight, he had given them all quite the prolonged handshake, all except Captain Marvel who kept his distance from the man, was scowling even. Not at the man, but at something, none of them were even sure what.

The League hadn't given it mind, even if it was strange, because Marvel was one of the friendliest heroes out there, he didn't even show dislike over Guy Gardner who made it a mission of his life to attempt to piss off the Captain. So what could possibly lead him to not like the moon-themed hero?

But Mr. Knight had also made a point at not speaking to him, the few times their gazes had met both had looked away awkwardly, definitely not weird.

That wasn't the last time it happened, Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight kept turning up on different missions, but also the same mission, because the stolen artifacts, turns out, had been split and spread across the United States, retrieving them all was a bit complicated.

And while the League didn't run into Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight all the time, the times they did, it was always the same, Captain Marvel would avoid him and so would the other man. Wouldn't so much as speak to each other.

Or well, Mr. Knight didn't speak to him, and neither did Moon Knight. Which seriously messed up with their heads because why did the guy had the need to switch his name whenever he switched costumes? Even his accent and weapons switched. And still, it was smart to switch accents, made it hard to know who might even be behind the mask, american? British? What? 

Who did speak to Marvel was Black Knight, though speaking was a strong word, more like insults, kept shouting at him to fuck off, but to be fair he said that to everyone, even if it sounded much more personal when directed at the Captain.

The running theory was that those two might know each other, and since Captain Marvel has never been seen with Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight... well, they might know each other's identities, might have had a bad fall off.

That one had another bet running around, old friends? Old enemies? Past lovers? 

Then the answers came, after an explosion at the docks, Mr. Knight had been closer to the explosion, the shockwave sending him crashing into Captain Marvel who hadn't reacted in time to avoid the collision, sending them both to the ground.

The reaction was immediate, he went from Mr. Knight to Black Knight within seconds, and he stabbed Marvel on the shoulder with one of Moon Knight's blades, and it actually pierced through his skin, Marvel who punched him straight on the face with an explosion of lightning that sent the other hero crashing into the warehouse through a wall.

But to Black Knight's credit, he was out of the warehouse within seconds, eyes glowing dangerously as he held the blades on his hands, and Marvel was standing within seconds too, with very much glowing eyes too and electricity crackling all over his body, and that was so never a good sign. Even less because both looked ready to murder each other, or at least Marvel looked like it, with Black Knight it was hard to tell with the whole black mask covering his face.

Or half of it, the lightning seemed to have singed part of the mask and now one of his eyes could be seen.

And still.

"That's enough, both of you." Wonder Woman was quick to intervene as Black Knight pounced, and still, he halted abruptly as she came to stand between them both, her face hard and her gaze dangerous, daring anyone to piss her off. "I don't know what is it with you two, but if you dare to start a fight here, I will be the one to end it. Do not test me."

Black Knight looked down at her hand against his chest before looking back up at her, Diana wasn't used to him being so deadly quiet, and that tilt with his head was new, reminded her of a bird. She looked at Marvel who was, much like Black Knight, staring down at her hand against his chest. She glanced at his shoulder, he wasn't bleeding, but the part of his shoulder where he had been stabbed had a glowing gash.

"Touch our avatar again and we will rip your bones apart, could say skin, but I'm afraid you have been missing that for quite a while now." Of all possible things, Diana didn't expect to hear ancient Greek come out of Marvel's mouth, even less for such ominous and strange threat. Even the mocking smile was foreign to her.

"You overglorified dress wearing cloud climbers! I should gauge your eyes out!" The old Egyptian was also unexpected and Diana found herself having to shove Black Knight back as he tried to swing the blades at Marvel who had the nerve to snicker at the other.

"I said enough!" She snapped, pulling her sword out and pointing it at Black Knight, glaring at Marvel who just gave her a grin, much too twisted and while unfamiliar on him, it was familiar on someone else. Suddenly, her eyes narrowed as she turned the words in her head, Marvel's threat and Black Knight's...

Realization hit.

And with it came anger and irritation.

Of course. How did she not piece it together sooner?

"Alright, I'm gonna say this once, and only once, you." She turned to look at Black Knight, Khonsu. "I get that you all feel the urge to claw each other's faces off."

"Afraid that's not possible with him."

"Shut it." Diana snapped, glaring at Marvel, Mercury/Hermes if the constant jab at Khonsu's appearance is something to go for, Hermes' always had a knack for inappropriate humor. "As I was saying, I don't care if you want to kill each other, but if you have to do that, do it without pulling them into your cat fight, Khonsu's weapons were made to kill Gods, means it can very much kill a human with no problem whatsoever, blessed or not."

As Captain Marvel's physic was, Khonsu's weapons would be able to break through the Gods' protection, she turned then to look at Marvel, Greek pantheon. 

"And you, Zeus' lightning or any lightning for that matter can very much kill a human, use your powers or weapons on each other again when you are using them like this and trust me when I tell you you won't like the consequences." 

Diana could care less about disputes between Gods, but she wasn't about to stand back and let two innocents get dragged into it, she knew Captain Marvel was the avatar of six Gods from the Greek pantheon, and now she could say confidently that Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight was the avatar of the Egyptian God; Khonsu.

And as all avatars from Gods, both were very much human. Khonsu's weapons could break through the Gods' protection on Marvel, and Marvel's lightning could break through Khonsu's protection of Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight, if that stab had been on his chest it could have killed Marvel, and if that lightning had been stronger, it could have severely injured Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight, or worse, killed him.

"I hate you." Khonsu stated, but Diana didn't paid mind to the comment, she knew that what he was hating right now was having to listen to her, because while she was the daughter of Zeus, she was also the daughter of an amazon, part of the very people Khonsu protected, in a way. 

Hence, he wouldn't touch her. 

She watched as Black Knight's visible eye stopped glowing, body shuddering before the costume was switching back to Mr. Knight, mask still torn on one half, leaving out a tuft of black curls and a brown eye, his eye didn't look damaged which she was glad for, good, at least he hadn't been blinded.

She turned to look at Marvel who flinched back before the glowing eyes and electricity crackling all over disappeared completely altogether. The stab wound at least would heal and it hadn't been in a dangerous spot for a human.

"What did just happen?" Flash's voice caught Wonder Woman, Mr. Knight and Captain Marvel's attention, the three turning to look at the speedster. The group looked between confused and... just flat out and utterly lost.

Diana sighed.

 

~

 

"So let me get this straight. Gods can control people's bodies?" Green Lantern asked, the League was sitting at the meeting room in the Watchtower, Mr. Knight had been more than excited to tag along, was now sitting on the other side of the table as far from Captain Marvel as possible. His mask had gone back to covering his face completely already.

Wonder Woman had explained the weirdest possible thing ever, on an apparent rivalry/hatred amongst Gods from different pantheons.

Which was what had happened back there at the docks, Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight was the avatar of an Egyptian God; Khonsu, God of the Moon.

And as it was general knowledge, Marvel had six Greek Gods who lend him his powers.

So when Mr. Knight and Marvel came into contact it had ignited a hostile response between the Gods, who could apparently control their bodies. Totally nothing creepy about that.

"No, just their avatar's, comes with the job." Mr. Knight told as a statement of fact, throwing a look at Marvel who was rubbing at his shoulder and looking annoyed, the gash was almost gone at this point. "Man, I'm so sorry about that."

"Don't apologize. I know how overdramatic a God can be."

"And assholes."

"Definitely." Marvel grinned at the remark, as if he totally agreed 100% with those words.

"I thought you hated him." Aquaman said, noticing the conspiracious look shared between the two. Marvel and Mr. Knight gave him a confused look, and how could a guy with a completely covered face convey so much emotion?

"Why? I don't even know the guy." Both said almost at the same time.

"You kept asking him to fuck off." Hawkwoman pointed out, Mr. Knight scoffed.

"I was asking Khonsu to fuck off."

"I wish I could ask mine to beat it." Marvel said, sounding between envious and like he was dreaming about the best possible hope in the entire universe.

The League almost felt bad for him. 

"You've got a mental link with them." Mr. Knight said, sounding pitiful.

"Yeah."

"That sucks." Mr. Knight said sympathetically, to be honest? Steven would go insane if he had to listen to Khonsu 24/7, and Captain Marvel had to deal with six Gods he couldn't even escape from? It was outstanding how he looked so well put together.

When he first heard from Khonsu about the League being there, Captain Marvel, he had been tense and anxious, hoping that the other man wouldn't come close, Khonsu had said he wouldn't hesitate to strike if he so much as touched him.

Kept insulting the man's abilities and skills left and right, mocking him, it drove Steven insane, not even Marc or Jake could get Khonsu to stop whining. Keeping his distance from the Captain had been all he had been able to think about, hoping to keep Khonsu from doing something stupid if he didn't interact with the man at all.

Even if he had wanted to shake his hand too, because this was the same man who dealt with six Gods on a daily basis and hadn't committed arson yet.

Steven wanted to know his secret.

But Gods, for ancient beings, were the epitome of a celestial tantrum waiting to happen. So he had keot his distance, the man had done the same, had seemed to be in the same predicament as him, looking awkward whenever their gazes met, and he understood.

Because he was dealing with the same bullcrap, with a dramatic full on diva God who had a frail ego and felt the need to insult other Gods from other pantheons just because.

Meanwhile, Billy sighed, man, he would sell his kidney for some quiet in his head, to just have the Gods hanging around him, that he could ask them to fuck off and as they disappeared he wouldn't have to listen to them anymore.

Having to listen to the Gods belittling Moon Knight/Mr. Knight/Black Knight had been irritating, because the hero was so freaking cool, the switching costumes, the weapons, the moves, he had become one of Billy's favorites in the short span of the month they had been running into each other, would kill to ask for his autograph, but he knew he couldn't. 

Stupid Zeus had struck him with lightning even, realizing what he had done had made him fear the man might hate him.

He didn't.

Good. He didn't think he would be able to bear it if he did. He had never met another avatar of the Gods, he hadn't even known that was possible, he wished he could stay in contact with him, would be nice to have someone to speak with who understood this whole mess of having to deal with diva Gods.

But no. It was safer to not be close, he didn't want to get stabbed again, that hurt, and he didn't want Zeus or another of the Gods to end up killing Mr. Knight because of an accident neither of them had even been able to help.

Ugh, he hated Gods.

Chapter 67: Red

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Captain Marvel is indestructible, Billy Batson?

Not so much. 

Not that that's ever stopped him from doing the right thing, proven when he got himself shot on the leg after tripping a robber who had been running from the cops, he had seen others do it on the internet, he thought there was no harm done, what he didn't expect was that the man crashing on the floor would make his gun fire off.

And shoot him straight on the stomach.

The robber had been horrified, hadn't even tried to run off, instead had kept apologizing and used his own jacket to put pressure on the wound, the man had even let the cops arrest him without so much as a protest.

Rosa and Victor had tore him a new one after making sure he was fine, about not being reckless and learning to think before acting. That he wasn't indestructible like this, to be more careful.

Despite all, he had felt warm, because he would never not like having them showing that they truly cared, even if the situation hadn't been ideal.

Point was.

He was shot, and because he was shot he had been banned from transforming into Captain Marvel until he healed, there would be no issue with it...

If Captain Marvel weren't supposed to be at a meeting, he hadn't even remembered that until the comm began beeping with a text from Batman, scolding him on being late, he was supposed to be at the Watchtower half an hour ago.

He knew missing a meeting wasn't an option, so he did the most logical thing he could think of, or at least the most logical thing his half drugged to the moon and beyond on pain meds brain could think of.

He sent Mary to go for him, she was the only one he would trust going anywhere near the League and not say or do something stupid or incriminating.

In retrospective, he would come to regret his decision, but that was a problem for future Billy.

 

~

 


Captain Marvel was late.

He was never late.

He was as punctual as Batman himself. And now he was half an hour late, and when Batman had sent him a reminder, his answer had been a mess of words and emojis with no meaning whatsoever. Had spammed him with those before growing dead silent. Hadn't bothered to answer again.

And right when Bruce had been entertaining the idea that Marvel wouldn't appear nor even dignify him with an excuse, the zeta tubes announced a guest with nothing but Captain Marvel's code backing it up.

Needles to say, the League is caught off guard at it, even more so at the woman that walks into the meeting room, her face is unfamiliar, but she did wore a familiar red suit, just a female version of it. She stood with her back straight and like she meant business.

"I'm Miss Marvel, Captain Marvel's sister, he's indisposed for the time being, but he was very insistent on this meeting being important, so he sent me in his place." Mary introduced herself, straight to the point, she didn't want misunderstandings nor have to deal with them potentially attacking her. She was not surprised when she was met with wariness, mistrust and narrowed eyes.

"Why did he not inform us of this beforehand?" Batman questions.

"Didn't he sent a text?"

Batman gave her a look and she wondered what the hell had Billy sent them. This was such a bad idea, why did she agree to this?

"I tried to get him to write something but uh... he didn't get so far." She told, showing the letter she had tried to get her brother to write earlier, his handwriting was somewhat decent, on the first two words, then it became a mess and he had left forgotten the whole letter after writing Mr. Batman, sir, I apologize, and then he had went on and drawn dozens of bats and other distortioned logos from the Justice League all over the paper.

Granted, she shouldn't have put such high expectations on a drugged person. But she had needed something to prove she wasn't tricking them or something.

And she also guessed it wasn't a good defense to hold up a letter so childish and expect them to believe Captain Marvel had done it.

Batman held his hand out, a silent request for the letter, and she was more than glad to give it to him, surely the so acclaimed greatest detective could see she wasn't lying and that was Captain Marvel's handwriting?

"How come did we not know of Marvel having a sister?" Batman asked at last, despite the childish nature of the letter, he could tell it was Marvel's, and the woman did have a similar costume as him, not that that was reason to trust her, but she did have a resemblance to Captain Marvel too, but it didn't explain anything at all.

Since when did Marvel have siblings? Siblings who clearly had the same hobby as him? He has never heard of another hero in Fawcett.

"I don't do much hero stuff, I have other things to focus on." Like collage. That kept her plenty busy, and by the end she was much too tired to want to do anything else, plus, she also liked hanging out with kids her age. "So I usually leave the hero stuff to him." She told.

She was making a point at not speaking about her other siblings, she didn't want to tell them any unnecessary bits, just enough to get them off her back. She didn't mention the fact that Freddy loved sneaking around to do hero stuff on his own either, half of the time ending in disaster. He was quite popular in The Tribune.

"What exactly happened to him?" Wonder Woman questioned, Mary knew it wouldn't be so easy to make them not ask about the why Marvel wasn't here, especially Wonder Woman, Billy did said once that the woman considered Marvel a brother because of their connection to Zeus, meant she was a bit overprotective. Mary did admit she found it comforting to know her brother had people who cared about him.

But still.

She couldn't tell the truth, Captain Marvel had been smashed into buildings and thrown around like a rag doll and come out unscathed. The League would want to know how did he got shot.

But she couldn't lie either, Billy told her once Superman, Batman and Wonder Woman could sniff lies from miles.

Thus.

She went with some truth. If anyone asked this was all Billy's fault for not letting her text them back and give them an excuse on Marvel's absence.

"This form is not our own, it's transformation magic, when we are not like this, we are 100% human, he made a stupid and reckless move as a civilian and got himself shot." She told, having no mercy on her brother.

If she had to deal with the League's questions, he would also have to deal with a sea of questions. Might teach him to think twice before copying people on the internet during seriously dangerous situations.

Meanwhile, the League stared, both confused and surprised on what was just said. On one side, it made sense, as stupid as it sounded, it would explain how come Marvel was able to even have a civilian life when he didn't bother covering his face at all.

But on the other hand, it was disturbing and alarming to learn he could be hurt, he had been shot, stabbed, crushed by robots, thrown into buildings and hit by laser beams, always coming out without a single scratch.

So hearing that he was shot and that it had hurt him... it felt wrong, so wrong. None of them could even imagine him being as frail as a regular human was, it just wasn't possible. But he had been shot. Shot. And oh fuck he was shot.

"Is he alright?" Martian Manhunter asks, knowing full well how a bullet on the wrong spot, even if on the shoulder, could cause severe damage on humans.

"He's fine, just high as a kite on pain meds and unable to transform until he heals, didn't he spam Batman with bat emojis? Had to wrestle the comm off of him and hide it." Again, Mary had no mercy on throwing her brother under the bus. Though it had been Rosa the one who had ended up taking the comm off of him, how did a 13 year old with a bullet wound on the stomach and high as a kite had the ability to dodge her every attempt at grabbing him?

She had no idea.

When she left, he had been caged between Rosa's arms on the couch and watching cartoons. All fight for the comm gone.

"I have so many questions right now." Flash said, sounding quite bewildered, but who could blame him? 

"Well, whatever questions those are I'm sure he would love to answer them. Now, wasn't there a meeting?" 

One thing about Miss Marvel the League was quick to learn was that unlike Captain Marvel who would space out to the point where he looked like he was dissociating in the middle of a meeting, even if he could repeat each word spoken without missing a beat. It was that she did paid attention, she sat with her back straight and a focused look on her face.

She even took notes and asked the right questions.

"You sure you are Cap's sister? You are like, the complete opposite of him, no offense."

"Someone has to be the adult, because God knows Solomon's Wisdom has never grazed that brain of his. You leave him alone for one second and he's running straight into trouble." She told as a statement of fact, flipping shut her notebook, she hoped Billy appreciated this, she had put every word spoken down, from the occasional smart comment to Flash and Green Lantern's jokes.

Unbeknownst to her, some from the League were smirking at the thought, they could definitely see Marvel running straight into trouble, with powers or no powers.

The man has always had a very intense need to help everyone with everything and anything.

 

~

 


It took a week before the League saw Captain Marvel again, in that week, Miss Marvel had been seen fighting Dr. Sivanna in Fawcett City and had also helped the League with fighting some robots in Metropolis.

She had been less smiles and jokes and more serious and quiet. She even gave input during the fight, she was frighteningly clever, was deadly fighting, and while she seemed to have the same powers as Captain Marvel's, they weren't as strong, proven when Flash managed to outrun her, he would never even be able to get anywhere near Cap when he used his speed. 

Wonder Woman had taken a liking to her, a sister of her brother was her sister, and she was a great warrior, Diana always loved meeting new female warriors.

It was also learnt that she was the older sister of Captain Marvel, made it even more hilarious when she spoke of him, she reminded some of them of their children being fed up with their younger siblings' antics.

Even if she didn't seem to be that much older than him, but as she had said, that was transformation magic, and Hawkwoman had left quite clear that as the word said, transformation magic could change the entire appearance of a person, for all they knew, neither Miss Marvel or Captain Marvel looked anywhere similar to their hero personas.

A fact that was proven when during a fight with a creature of lightning, the creature had struck Miss Marvel with the mother of lightning bolts after having captured her between its wires/tentacles.

And in her place a very young face had been, she couldn't have been older than the Young Justice itself, but none of them had been able to react until the creature electrocuted her again, and Miss Marvel was back, she had managed to break free, the switch had been so quick some of them had thought they had imagined it.

That until the meeting in the aftermath, Miss Marvel, as usual, had left after the battle, so she wasn't in the room to see the frozen footage Batman had found, of the creature holding Miss Marvel, or who might be Miss Marvel.

"Her name's Mary Bromfield, 19 years old, lives in Fawcett City with a foster family, from which she has five siblings." Batman stated, pulling up a line up of the siblings in question, all of them children no older than 15, but the one that caught their attention was the boy with blue eyes and dark hair, and even if he had the expression of 'if looks could kill'.

There was no doubt, that he had a skin crawling resemblance to a particular person all of them knew.

And as if reading their thoughts, Batman pressed on the boy's picture, zooming it up.

"Billy Batson, 13 years old, was shot last week after tripping a robber, reports said it was a misfiring of the gun, the robber didn't actively shoot him and he was even seen trying to keep him from bleeding out."

"You don't think he is..."

"Transformation magic is powerful, it could be possible." Hawkwoman said, it was still a bit hard to wrap her head around the fact of it being strong enough to turn a kid into an overpowered superhero though.

"But he's a child." Superman said, all of a sudden, all of Captain Marvel's behavior made sense, why he was so childish, so... innocent. Or why he had lost some of the initial naivety and hyperactivity, it wasn't because the life of a hero had hit.

It was because he just went from a kid to a teenager right under their noses. And God knows how impossible teenagers could sometimes be.

"So? He's a fine warrior, so are the Teen Titans and Young Justice." Wonder Woman felt the need to remind, she wasn't mad, just... hurt... that her brother had felt the need to lie, even if she understood why he might have done so.

But his age didn't define his worth, he was still her brother, still the same noble warrior with the heart of a lion she's always known.

Just smaller.

"But if he's 13, wouldn't that mean he was 10 when we asked him to join?" Green Lantern said, Captain Marvel was a teenager, an honest to God teenager, and he didn't knew whether to be mad, hurt or impressed at how well he had done at keeping that hidden for as long as he had.

Also made him feel like he should be turning himself in to the police or something for having offered him alcohol so many times.

"Same age Jon was, and wasn't Damian 10 when he began running around?" Hawkwoman stated, despite all, she couldn't understand what was the big deal on his age, she would have thought the lies would be what they would be focusing on the most.

Not the age.

"That is different, Jon had his powers."

"Isn't Captain Marvel the same person who knocked you out within seconds after you went on a red kryptonite rampage?" Aquaman said, if he made the counts right, Captain Marvel had been 11 when he had knocked Superman out, an 11 year old knocked Superman out. And that was such a bizarre and hilarious thing to think about.

"Arthur is right, Captain Marvel might be a teenager, but don't let that make you forget that he is still very much capable of overpowering anyone in this room. We can't afford to lose him, nor we can throw him in with the Teen Titans and Young Justice, we don't need people raising speculations on why an apparent adult has been turned into a member of a group of young heroes. That if we don't add the fact that putting him with them would be an unfair decision, he has proven that he deserves to be in the Justice League enough times."

And Batman also didn't want to imagine how he might react at being thrown into the Teen Titans or Young Justice. If he knew teenagers, which he did, he had lots of those, it was that they did not like being treated as kids nor talked down at. Treating him like a child would be a huge hit to his pride, and it might end up with the kid making the choice for himself of leaving the League.

"This is a lost fight, and I would rather keep him with us than risk having him leaving and doing things on his own. At least here we can give him the backup if he needs it and keep an eye on him, or would you rather have him fighting out there alone with no one to back him up whatsoever?" 

Never be said Bruce wasn't an expert at guilt tripping people, but he had to make them understand that this wasn't about his age, this was about his safety, keeping Captain Marvel in the Justice League was the safest option for them all.

"Man, I hate when you are right." Flash ends up sighing in defeat.

Batman smirks.

 

~

 

Billy cursed as he skipped it through the streets, hand clutching his stomach, the bullet wound had healed, and while the stitches had come off it still hurt a bit, running didn't help his case.

But if he didn't run he was sure the little pain would become a trip to the hospital, his morning had been shit, with the teachers hovering far too much and the students staring far too much, then Freddy got hit by the bullies, this time their car had done more than just bump him, they had actually hit him.

Hard enough he had split his forehead open on the pavement, and so he had done the most logical move, he grabbed one of his brother's crutches and smashed it on Jerk 1 face, busting his nose and doing maybe more damage than that, there had been a lot of blood. And he was quite sure he had seen him spit a tooth or two.

But he didn't care, because he was tired of their bullshit, so having them chase him is a small price to pay, he was used to them chasing him, he could outrun them.

If he was in top shape.

Which he wasn't, and when he tried to climb on a dumpster to jump to the other side of a fence, his knee pressed far too hard on his stomach, the pain that it sent through it was so unexpected he had no time to react as he was yanked back violently, had no time to hold onto nothing at all.

Next thing he knew he was crashing on the ground, other time and he would have fought back, but sweet Jesus, the pain in his stomach, his arms latched around his head on reflex as he curled into himself, hiding his stomach and protecting his head, he had learnt long ago that shielding his head came first, serious wounds were seconds.

But no pain came. No kicks. Nothing.

All he heard were sharp breaths and terrified curses in high pitched whispers before the sound of running came. He had no time to ponder what had happened when a hand touched his arm.

"You are alright now." A gentle voice said, a voice he knew, a voice that had no business being anywhere near Billy Batson or in Fawcett City.

He was sitting up within seconds, and oh fuck it was so much worse.

Because fucking Superman was crouching infront of him, but the entire fucking Justice League was right behind him.

"You shouldn't be here." The words were out before he could stop them, much more hostile than intended, but to be fair? He was freaking out, and he was sure Superman could hear his racing heart, because why the hell are they in Fawcett City? Why the hell are they conveniently saving him? What the hell is the entire Justice League doing here?!

No one told Captain Marvel that they would be in his City, he wasn't particularly territorial as other heroes with their cities were, but a heads up would be amazing, maybe that way he knew to not leave the house as Billy Batson and risk this exact same situation.

And oh fuck was it him or were they looking at him as if he were more than just a random kid who they saw getting bullied? And how embarrassing was it to have his co-workers see him in such embarrassing situation? The universe surely hated him today didn't it?

"Does anything hurts?" Superman asks, seeming to not mind much his tone as he looks him from head to toe, gaze lingering on his stomach, Billy glowers, feeling way too exposed for his liking. Yeah, something hurt, his pride.

"No, I'm fine, I didn't need your help." Alright, snapping at them and swatting Superman's hand away when he tried to help him up wasn't a good method, what kid wouldn't be thrilled to meet the Justice League? 

Him.

He wasn't thrilled. Because he didn't like feeling so small infront of them nor did he like their looks, as if they knew, which was impossible, he had been extra careful when transforming, and so had Mary, but she did said she had de-transformed for a moment, hadn't known if the League had seen her...

And oh fuck, they totally saw her didn't they? And it didn't took a genius to see the list of brothers she had and tie him to Captain Marvel. He bit back a groan, God please tell him the Justice League hadn't been watching him since yesterday, he didn't think he would be able to look them in the eye if he were to know they had seen what he had done with Freddy's crutch and that bully's face earlier.

"But thanks, I guess." He ended up conceding, he didn't want to be a dick and be rude to the same people who saved him from a trip to the hospital. But he did want to leave, now, before someone said something.

But when had life given him what he wanted?

All he got to do was turn around and take one single step before the universe laughed on his face.

"Captain Marvel."

And in one last attempt to save himself from a lost cause, he spun around in the most dramatic fashion.

"Where?!" He exclaimed, holding onto a sliver of hope, their looks told him that no, he had no saving from this.

"Dude, we know." Flash's words made him chuckle nervously.

"I have literally no idea what you are talking about."

"You are a terrible liar." He tried to not feel insulted at Wonder Woman's amused look.

And still.

He sighed in defeat.

"Do we really need to do this in an alley?" Lots of people could see, and while no one would ever dream of thinking a kid and Captain Marvel are the same, it still risked a target on his back if someone saw the Justice League talking to a random kind in Fawcett City when Captain Marvel hasn't been seen in a while.

He wasn't sure what to think when Green Lantern built a green bubble around him, nor when he ended up on the roof of a building with the Justice League.

And while all of them towered over him, he didn't let that intimidate him, he stood to his full height, not much, he knew, he was short for his age, but starving in the streets as a kid would that to a person. Point was, he stood tall, arms crossed over his chest as he gave them his most challenging look, he might not have prepared for this.

But he sure as hell wouldn't go down without a fight. Thus, before any of them could so much as break into whatever lecture they had come up with, he spoke.

"Just for the record, I didn't lie. You told me I didn't have to reveal who I was, and so I didn't. I was doing this long before you asked me to join, and I am perfectly capable of pulling my weight and getting things done, have always been so, my age is irrelevant, but you all would have still treated me with kid gloves, which I certainly don't need nor appreciate. I get it, I'm a "child", it doesn't mean you get to treat me as if I were stupid or a frail little thing who needs to be shielded from the world's horrors and whatnot. You can kick me out if you want, but I won't stop doing what I do, with your help or not, I will still do everything in my power to protect those who can't protect themselves, and I don't care if you are alright with it or not." Billy was quite sure that that was the longest sentence he is ever said in his life without taking a breath. But he was afraid that if he took the breath, he might lock up and be unable to say what he wanted to say. 

Silence was what met him, but he refused to back down, he would not run nor hide, he was no longer 10 and afraid of being found out, he no longer lived on the streets and with fear of losing his main source of free food, the Watchtower. 

Even if it would hurt, he would rather have them kick him out than be treated with kid gloves, or worse.

Thrown into the Teen Titans or Young Justice, he had busted his ass to show he deserved to be in the Justice League, he hadn't come this far just so he could be stripped of all respect and dignity and seen as nothing but a kid.

"Alright."

Batman's plain agreement caught him off guard, what? That easy?

"Look, we discussed it and... we won't kick you out nor anything of the sorts." Green Lantern said.

"You won't keep me off fights nor hover over me?" He asked, unable to believe even Superman had agreed to this situation.

"No."

"You sure?" He asked, giving Superman a judgemental look, the man known to even now not like quite much the idea of the Teen Titans and Young Justice.

"I don't like it, but since you won't stop, it's best to just let you stay with us, at least that way we can help you if needed." Superman conceded, he wasn't on board with this, but Bruce was right, it was safer to keep Captain Marvel with them.

"Alright, that's good enough for me." Billy thought that that would be the best he would get from this situation. One thing that kept bugging at him though... "Why are you here? I mean, if you weren't gonna kick me out, I don't see why all of you felt the need to come here."

"You got shot. Pardon us if we got a bit paranoid after finding out our 13 year old co-worker got shot." Flash was quick to defend, he had been unable to sleep, had needed to know little Marvel was alright, then Hal followed him, and Hawkwoman followed Hal, and then Wonder Woman...

And at the end all of them had ended up perched on the roofs following him from the moment he left the house up to the moment those bullies had grabbed him at the alley. The League had tried to not show themselves, but what were they suppose to do? Let two kids who were clearly way older beat up another one? Who was very much injured to make matters worse?

"Speaking of which, do those two bother you often?"

At that moment, as the phone began buzzing, Billy understood the meaning of saved by the bell. He didn't even hesitate to pull his phone out, craving to escape the sudden path this conversation threatened to take, he didn't even bother looking the ID, he just wanted an excuse to not answer them.

He almost regretted not having seen the ID.

"William Joseph Batson." Rosa's loud and very, very unhappy voice made him cringe, and still, he pulled up his best innocent charade.

"Yes ma'am~?"

"Don't 'yes ma'am' me you brat. Where are you? Are you okay?" Despite her anger, her concern was deafening, making a little smile twitch at the corner of his lips.

"I'm fine."

"Don't you dare lie to me young man." Rosa's warning tone made him make a face and mouth her same words back at her in mockery, this before remembering he wasn't exactly alone, he glared at Flash as this one snickered. Turning his back to them, as if that would somehow make them disappear.

"... My stomach hurts a bit, but I'm fine." He conceded at last, despite all, he would never not feel warm at having people worry about him, care.

"You sure?"

"Yes."

"You are not lying to me?"

"No." He sighed, he knew she got anxious whenever she thought he was hurt, he still had the habit to hide his wounds from others more often than not, old habits die hard, but he was doing his best to mend it, and he wasn't lying right now.

He heard her sigh of relief, heard her talking with someone on the background before turning back to the phone.

"Where are you? Your father will go pick you up." Part of him wanted to refuse, that he could get himself back home on his own just fine, but he had learnt long ago to tell her tones apart, and right now she was much too anxious and worried to have him walking back home on his own after what happened.

Thus.

He didn't contradict her.

"I'm... uh... give me a moment." He went over to the ledge of the building, leaning over to look down, it took him nothing but a few seconds to figure out where he was, he almost cackled at the sight. "Tell him to pick me up at the library, the one infront of that store where I got banned from a few years ago." He told, remembering with a grin the cops he had locked up in the electronic store, same store where he broke into to get the cops' attention in the first place.

"I know which one it's. And Billy?"

"Yes?"

"Don't think for one second we won't be talking about your little stunt. How many times must we talk about this? You can't go around using your brother's crutches to hit people regardless of what they do, you are gonna end up gouging out someone's eye."

"Well, maybe people shouldn't be picking on people with crutches if they can't take a crutch to the face." He told as a statement of fact, to him, it made all the sense in the world, logical. Mess with someone in crutches, and you must be ready to receive the crutches.

He heard her sigh, and he could swear he could almost see her looking at the ceiling and asking for strength.

"Just wait at the library, and Billy, please, please try to not go after anyone, it's not even been two weeks and I have had three of you in and out of the hospital already." He felt guilt curl at the pit of his stomach, he knew she didn't mean ill with that, she wasn't fed up, just tired and worried in the sense of 'I'm growing grey hairs here and you are gonna be the death of me'.

"I promise I won't go after anyone..." He said, crossing his fingers, he heard her sigh again, and something told him she knew what he was doing, she always knew, he often wondered if she had magic or something.

"Just stay at the library."

"I will." As the call cut he turned around, and oh fuck he had completely forgotten about the League. 

The League who was giving him amused and disapproving looks, Diana, Arthur and Clark even had a raised eyebrow.

"I have so many questions right now, but all I'm gonna settle with is, dude, you are a menace." Flash said, unable to believe he heard and saw what he just did. Captain Marvel apparently liked hitting people with crutches. Who would have said behind the all cheerful man was a very dangerous child?

And the kid had the nerve to give an innocent smile and a shrug, as if he had no fault at all for how much of a walking threat he was.

The sound of a scream was heard, and the look on his face screamed the kind of thoughts running through his head.

"Anyways, I would like to stay and chat, but uh, I gotta run, have to go to the library." He said, the nerve of lying straight to their faces as he tried to climb down the emergency stairs.

Hal grabbed him with a giant hand, getting a huff from the kid.

"Hey! What's your deal? I have to get to the library!"

"Uh-huh. Totally, are you sure you don't mean going after the owner of the scream?"

He glared at Hal, but at least he had the decency to look guilty.

"Thought so. Superman can take care of that. You on the other hand, are going to the library."

Billy glowered at him, but Hal has never been one to give in under people's glares, the kid scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest, and then.

"Just so you know, you suck."

Hal grinned.

Chapter 68: Fake Smiles and Bitter Truths Part 2

Chapter Text

Billy was sitting on the ledge of one of the highest buildings in Fawcett City, kicking his legs in an absent manner as he stared at the traffic below, so far away it looked like little bugs. A frown on his face.

"You seem upset." Came the sudden scratchy voice as an old man of golden hair and a long beard materialized infront of him, floating in the air like a translucent apparition. Billy scowled, looking away.

But he still hated having him here. Even more so after last night's dispute. 

"Fuck off." He spat, not bothering to be polite, even if Solomon was one of the less infuriating assholes in his head, not any less lethal though, he still didn't want him here.
 
"Is this because of what I said?" The ex-king had the nerve to ask, Billy didn't dignify him with an answer, he knew what he did, so why ask him? "It's isn't? Come on Thavma, I was being logical." Solomon said, moving up to sit beside him on the ledge. 

"You were being an ass. You all are." He stated, no hesitation in his voice, he didn't need to fear Solomon's wrath, the man has never been one to take things to heart, most of the time he just gave him a low blow or laughed his anger off, as if Billy was just making a funny comment he couldn't be bothered by, which was admittedly worse than getting thrown around by the others.

But at least he knew he would be safe from physical pain. 

"You were the one who said, several decades ago I believe, that we should meddle more with humans if we want them to remember us, I did, now you are mad, but not just that, you are also interfering with my job, I don't get it kid, pick a side."

"That is so not what I said." Well, he did say that, but Solomon totally took it out of context and did whatever the hell he wanted.

"You called us lazy." He smirked at the reminder, that had been the first time in his life he had dared to stand up to the Gods, had found the confidence in doing so after having the Gods threaten the Vasquez.

Ironic how he had still ended up bending to their will at the end. Pathetic.

"Still stand on that hill."

"Excuse me?" Solomon exclaimed, looking quite offended. Billy didn't care.

"All you do is sit around and expect people to worship you without having to do anything. Still let your egos make you petty. Still obsessed with controlling me in public, making us all look childish and ridiculous."

"You do that all on your own, being childish and ridiculous."

"Jeez, I wonder why." He said, he would never be able to understand how could the Gods look at him and have the guts to call him out on his childish behavior when they literally cursed him to be an eternal child. What the hell did they expect from someone who's mind would never quite mature?

"I don't find it amusing in the least Thavma. Stop interfering with my job, John Constantine's soul was one of a kind." Solomon told him, voice sharp as he left his side, coming back to float before him, arms crossed over his chest as he leveled him with a glare. Billy smirked.

"Isn't that the deal with all souls? One of a kind?"

"Don't get funny with me brat, I'm serious."

"So am I. You can get your demons to keep on tricking him into selling his soul as many times as you want, I will just get every single bit back. Over, and over again." He told, leaning forward and giving him a challenging look.

"You do this on purpose." The ex-king said, realization in his voice alongside irritation, Billy smiled, leaning back and giving the man a smug look.

"So? What if I do? His magic is above average, and he has more knowledge about magic than lots of humans. You can't possibly expect me to turn a blind eye on you trying to mess with him. I am keeping him alive and very much away from your demons, if he's gonna die, it's gonna be on his own terms, not because you like fucking around with him as if he were your personal entertainment, because he's not, and there's nothing you can do about it."

He also did it because he liked the man, Constantine, much like all magic users didn't quite stand being around him, but he hadn't refused to let him visit the House of Mysteries when he had asked, plus, his house always quietened the Gods' voices. It was so peaceful...

But of course he couldn't abuse that, he didn't want to invade the man's space. So he only visited him once a month.

"Thavma-"

"I swear to God, if you call me that one more time I’m going to desecrate your tomb."

"That is your name."

"It's not. It's just Marvel in Greek, even toddlers could come up with a more clever name than that." He snapped, standing up and starting to walk across the ledge, hoping that if he gave him his back Solomon would just disappear. 

But when had he ever been given what he wanted?

He winced when he felt something hit the back of his head, making him whirl around to give the man a look of disbelief.

"Did you just hit me?"

Granted, it didn't hurt, and even so, that was nothing compared to what the others did, but the action alone was new, Solomon never physically attacked him.

"Thavma is a fine name you insolent brat, much more stronger and noble than Billy, what even is that low-life name?"

"A human name, you know, normal." Solomon scoffed at his words.

"You don't need a human name, you are above those flimsy things. You are the avatar of the Gods', Billy is not a name fit for the likes of you."

"Well, I like it." He refuted, stubborn and refusing to bend the knee on the matter, he liked his name, a human gave it to him, someone who had cared about him, hadn't given it to him thinking about who he was and what his responsibilities were.

But just gave it to him. Normal, with no strings to his powers or titles attached. Human.

"It has no worth, not to us, not to the humans. Or have you forgotten that humans only acknowledge as names those who can prove it's legally theirs? And last names. Humans have last names."

Billy glowered at the condescending tone, the way he wasn't even bothering to hide his hostility, he didn't care, he wasn't about to cry over such frivolous insults. He wasn't.

And still, he wasn't about to lie and say that that didn't hit something, because his name was something he truly liked, something he was proud of, because it had been the first time he truly felt connected to his humanity. An old woman had given it to him, Mrs. Bambi, that had been her name, he hadn't wanted to give her his name after she had caught him stealing the leftovers from her cafe.

So she called him Billy, little Billy, and he had liked it, he had liked the warmth it came with being called something that wasn't connected to being the Champion, something human, simple. She had taken him in when she found out he was on his own, had let him work at her cafe, would let him sleep in her house even.

She had been the first person to ever show him kindness and warmth. The first person to ever hug him and treat him like he was important, not because of his powers, but because of just him.

Coming back home to her still in bed, not breathing. It had been the first time in his life he had cried and begged the Gods for something. Something he hadn't been granted.
 
And now Solomon had to go and belittle his name? Make fun of the one thing that was truly his? But he was right, wasn't he? He didn't need a human name, what for? Only people with lives and family had names. What point was there for him to have a name no one would ever use? A name that wasn't even his legal name. Because he didn't exist. There was no birth certificate, no ID, no family, nothing. He didn't even have a last name.

The reminder of how... non-existence his existence was... it pulled at something deep, making his throat burn and his gaze drop. Ah... now he remembers why he likes getting struck by Zeus' lightning or crushed under Atlas' weight over having to argue with Solomon.

And still, a little part in him that's not broken, pitiful and desperate to hang onto what he is, speaks, because Mrs. Bambi gave him that name, Mrs. Bambi who had treated him as if he were her grandson.

Mrs. Bambi thought him deserving of a human name. Mrs. Bambi, the Vasquez, his siblings, Courtney, Cissie, Mr. Morris, all of them had seen him as a human who deserved a human name. He was human.

"But I am human." His voice comes out weaker than he would have liked, pathetic, but he can't help it, because having the Gods speak like that towards humans, towards him. It angered him, but it also made him question how human he might be at times. What even was he at this point? Humans aged and died.

He hasn't aged in centuries, but he was no alien either, no God, nothing. Just an immortal puppet.

"You might have been born as a human, but that's it, the Champion must be born human so it can meddle among them with ease, be our avatar, doesn't make you human though, not really."

Billy bit his tongue as the last remark made his vision blur, pain shooting up his chest, burning, he dug his fingernails onto his arm, refusing to let the tears fall, even if the burning pain in his throat and chest twisted, making burning silent tears fall down, traitorous, stupid, pathetic tears. Crying was for babies, he was no baby, he has heard this dozens of times.

So why? Why is it any different now? Why does it hurt like this now... when it never did before?

"Your magic is above anything any of those party magicians could ever own. Your skills? Also above any of theirs, same as your power, you aren't tied to six Gods so you can play human, Thavma, you were raised, from the moment you were born, to carry out our work. Don't forget that."

"They are not party magicians." Billy found the words leaving him, anger still burning deep, now much more different, he didn't care if the Gods wanted to insult him, belittle him, hurt him, or just about any other kind of shit they felt like putting him through.

But one thing he has never been able to take is when someone he cares about gets involved, his friends in this instance, he won't let them be belittled.

"Come again?" Solomon dared, his voice alone letting him know he was giving him a chance to step back from what he considered 'backtalk'.

He didn't step back. He was no coward. Even less if his friends were involved, thus, he stood straight, holding his chin up as he answered.

"Those party magicians as you call them have done more than any of you could ever do yourselves. Hell, a 17 year old has to deal constantly with her demon of a father, a demon not even you can control, he who calls himself the ruler of demons is bested by a teenager. Though I guess that's not new, being bested by kids, maybe the King isn't as wise as legends say."

A low blow, he knew, a dangerous one at that, but he wasn't about to let anyone bad mouth people he cared about.

Now, as he said before, Solomon has never been one to physically hurt him, so he didn't see the slap coming, a slap, it didn't hurt, but not even once had he ever been hit on the face, even less slapped, so it left him quite frozen on the spot, hand on his cheek, surprised, shocked, and a different kind of hurt altogether, Solomon's gaze was burning with pure rage as he came face to face with him, so close he could almost feel the heat of the man's anger burning beneath his skin.

"You watch that mouth brat. Speak to me in that tone again and I will make damn sure you never speak another word in your life." The threat made his blood run cold, hand going up to his mouth on reflex, it hasn't been the first time he had been threatened with getting his tongue cut off.

Atlas loved using that threat, and Zeus. But he didn't doubt for one second Solomon would be the one above all who would truly carry out the threat.

"You understand?" The man asked, voice cold as ice, making fear grip his stomach. He gave him a quick nod, unable to speak, was it him or was it cold? And fuck why couldn't he stop shaking? "Good."

And with that the ex-king disappeared, leaving him alone, and he couldn't help but drop on his knees, all of a sudden, his legs unable to support him as he kept shaking violently, a sob catching at the back of his throat, tears streaming down his cheeks freely, hands still clasped tightly against his mouth, a fear like nothing he has ever felt having taken root.

Because despite the threats, despite the abuse, none of the Gods had ever left a permanent mark on him, of course if one didn't count that time Zeus almost killed him after he kept asking about his parents, wanting to know who had they been, their names, anything.

Zeus had shut him up. By striking him with lightning while he had been in his very not-Captain Marvel form. It had felt as if his skin had been burning from the inside out, he had screamed and cried for weeks, unable to feel nothing but pain.

He healed, eventually. But that lightning had drove the message home, as much as it hurt, he never brought his parents up again, and he had been left covered in lichtenberg marks from head to toe.

Point was, none of them had left permanent damage, so the idea of Solomon being so serious about that threat, it filled him with a new kind of fear, like everything he had ever thought was a lie. Because for the first time in his life, he was afraid.

Of the Gods. 

But also for his own life, because for the first time in his life, he also felt unsafe, truly, and genuinely unsafe, like he might truly get hurt and nothing nor anyone would be there to stop it.

And that... it terrified him.

It terrified him to no end. It made his heart pound in his ears and the air feel thinner, like he couldn't get enough air, and oh hell he couldn't breathe, why couldn't he breathe? He clutched his chest, panic seizing him as he fought and failed to get some air, and he couldn't breathe. He couldn't breathe, why couldn't he breathe?!

The world disappeared around him and he sucked in a sharp breath as he found himself at the Rock, the sudden hand on his shoulder making him jerk back and move away as fast as he could, back hitting a wall.

"No! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't speak back to you again, that was so out of line, I'm sorry, I-"

"Billy!" Mamaragan's voice cut him off, the man was kneeling before him, his strong grip on his arms making a fresh wave of tears burst out. "You are alright, see? It's just me. You are alright. You are alright." The Wizard assured, his voice firm, leaving no room for doubt, his hands moving up and down his arm as if to ground him, comfort him? He had no idea, but it made the knot in his chest unwind. 

And suddenly, he could breathe again, but it didn't make anything feel any better, it just let him cry with more ease, head bowing as the quiet sobs left him, anger, shame, fear, exhaustion. Because why? What had he ever done so wrong that this was the life he was given? How much was he supposed to suffer to make up for whatever karma he was being given? All he had ever done was be good. Do good and good would follow, that's what Mary had said her parents used to say.

So why was he being punished at every move for it?

"I don't want to do this anymore..." The words came out as a broken whisper. He looked up at Mamaragan, giving him a pleading look. "Please."

But begging has never granted him what he wanted, and this time around it wouldn't be any different, he knew it as the Wizard's gaze grew sad, his hands halting their movement.

"... I'm sorry. I truly am."

He knew that would be the answer, and still, it broke something deep within, and he couldn't help but break down, last wall crumbling as the tears overflowed, searing their way down his cheeks, sobs breaking free, small and pathetic, just like him.

"Billy-"

"Leave me alone." He cut off, shrugging Mamaragan's hands off, bringing his legs against his chest and hiding his face between his knees, arms wrapping around his torso, all of a sudden, he felt the crushing and most asphyxiating loneliness he has felt in years. He had nothing. No one. He was no one. He was nothing.

And he would never be able to change it. Because at the end, the Gods were the ones who had the last word, Thavma was nothing, just a puppet who was born to serve. Billy?

He didn't exist. Would never do, he was just an impossible dream, and as all dreams were, it had been fleeting.

He didn't even have a last name, Mary had once told him that he could use her last name, Batson, that he reminded her of her brother, a twin brother she never met, but that she had dreamt about a lot when she was little, her parents had told her that he had gone missing from the hospital when they were born, he was never found.

Billy had tried finding him for her, but the Gods never answered his requests, even his magic would fail whenever he tried to use it to find clues on what had happened to Mary's brother. He never found him.

Just like he never found Mary. 

That was something he didn't like thinking about, Mary had gone missing when she was 12, and no matter where he looked, how many spells he made, he was never able to find her. As if the earth had swallowed her. It had been one of the reasons he had ran away too, unable to bear the guilt, of having to listen to Rosa and Victor's desolation, his siblings' anger and resentment over Captain Marvel being unable to find her.

It had been too much.

And so he had left. Because he had failed them. None of his siblings ever forgave Captain Marvel for not finding her, not really, and that burnt to remember.

At times, he wondered what became of her, who took her? Was she still out there? He knew she was, he didn't knew how, but something deep within told him she was still out there, alive. 

He hugged himself tighter, curled tighter into himself, had she ever been as scared and alone as he was right now? He took in a shuddering breath, no, thinking about her never led to good things, focus, focus. He dug his fingernails onto his sides until the pain made him focus on something else, pain was good, helped make the bad thoughts grow muffled.

Made it all grow muffled. He wasn't sure how long he spent there, just curled into himself, crying, so pathetic, but at some point, the tears stopped coming, leaving him feeling... empty.

He sighed, closing his eyes, ah... this was why he hated crying, it always left him feeling worse than he had been, made him feel all numb and empty. Like something was missing, but he could never quite decipher what.

He felt a tug on his cape, making him look down, just to be met with Tawny, an orange tabby Darla had picked up from the streets once, orange tabby who for some unknown reason was still very much alive even though it's been over 90 years already, but to be fair, this was a cat that could also turn into a stuffed toy.

She had named it Tawky Tawny, had been very insistent on the fact that the cat had told her its name, he had kept it after she died, she had made Captain Marvel promise he would take care of it, and so he had.

And it was nice, to have someone waiting for him whenever he came back, even if it couldn't talk despite what Darla used to say, the Gods hated it, had asked him several times to get rid of it, but that was something he wasn't willing to bend the knee for, he picked the cat up.

"Hello there, haven't seen you for a while now, thought you had left me too." He said, unable to keep the pain and relief from his voice, Tawny had the habit to disappear for random intervals, but since he always came back he didn't worry much, but he had been gone a whole week this time, and no matter where he looked, he had been unable to find him. 

He had thought he had lost him. That he would never get to see him again. That he had completely lost his remaining little piece of the family he once had.

The cat meowed at him, its paw resting on his cheek, it almost looked sad. 

"Great, now even the cat pities me." He said, an humorless chuckle leaving him.

And still, he couldn't help but bring it up to his chest, hugging it as tight as he could without risking hurting it. 

"Please don't leave me again." Stupid, he knew, to beg an animal to not leave, but Darla always said that Tawny understood more than any of them thought, so maybe, he would understand him and stay, even if he barely spent any time at the Rock.

Because at the end, this cat was what had kept him going after his siblings died, after he was left alone once again, and now... this cat was all he had, the only one who was always there to lick his wounds and curl by his side, the only who knew of Billy.

Of the truth behind Captain Marvel, not a man, not an unbreakable hero with an unwavering smile, but a child who was filled with nothing but scars and never-ending tears, weak and pathetic. 

But even then, Tawny has always stayed.

Chapter 69: Keraunos

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Living Lightning was once Zeus' greatest weapon, the first and most powerful weapon made for the Olympian Gods. It had the ability to end someone's existence, or banish them to another realm, or to Tartarus itself. It was powerful enough to even end the existence of an immortal being, like a God.

This weapon imbued Zeus' raw power, a weapon that gained sentience with time, rare but not unheard of when dealing with that kind of power, Zeus gave this weapon to serve as the core to the most powerful spell ever created.

The birth of the Champion Of Magic.

His name was Thavma.

At first, he was granted as sentient power to humans, Champions who would protect the Rock Of Eternity, the center of all magic, but after Black Adam, the Gods saw as too much of a risk to keep on giving such power to humans, so Thavma was granted a body of his own by Zeus himself, but having a body of his own also came with a curse, a curse to prevent him from ever losing his heart.

To remain an immortal child. Eternal.

Thavma watched over the Rock for centuries, alone, with no one but the Gods and Mamaragan to speak with, at times, he would teleport to Olympus or to the Underworld, but he never truly set foot on Earth after Teth Adam, he hadn't wanted anything to do with humans.

In 1939, he was tasked with having to retrieve several books on dark magic a necromancer had managed to steal from Hades using even more dark magic. Though it wasn't long before he had learnt it had all been set up, an attempt from the Gods to get him to leave the Rock.

And still, while he had been mad at first, he hadn't been able to hold it much against them after he met Tawky Tawny, the first friend he ever made, a bipedal talking tiger, he had liked hanging out with him, he knew lots of places that sold great food, and he was insanely smart too.

He didn't use much his Champion form, it called too much attention to him when he wanted to go unnoticed. 

In 2005, he met Freddy and his siblings, he befriended them, would visit their house often, Rosa and Victor were kind to him, even let him have sleepovers, he had dinner with them sometimes too, with time, he had ended up revealing the truth of who he was, had liked the warm feeling hanging around them brought.

In 2017, he transformed into his Champion form for the first time in a long time, to fight against the Sins, which had somehow broken free, the people gave him lots of names, but at the end, he had settled with Captain Marvel.

His siblings had been the ones who pushed him to keep on going out as Captain Marvel, excited at the prospect of him being a hero.

Several months later, the Justice League had approached him. The Justice League

Same people he had admired, looked up to even, had seen them go from rookies up to becoming outstanding heroes.

When he joined the Justice League... He had been thrilled, even more so because no one knew who he was, no one held high expectations from him, and while he knew the magic users knew, none of them ever outed him.

And he loved that, reason he got all bits of Constantine's souls and had given them back to him, either winning them back through poker games or just killing the more difficult demons who refused to give them to him.

He also had taken to go to all of Zatanna's magic shows, with a glamour of course, he knew she recognized him.

And he had given Dr. Fate several grimoires based on his particular kind of magic. Had given them grimoires he felt matched great with their types of magic.

He had also gotten rid of Raven's father for her.

Giving gifts to magic users who didn't call him out on his lies was something he liked doing, but also because giving them gifts was his desperated attempt to make them see he meant them no harm, to not be afraid. But that was easier said than done.

No matter the amount of gifts and compliments he gave them, no matter how hard he tried to suppress as much of his aura as possible, Constantine still spoke to him far too tense, Zatanna couldn't even meet his gaze and Dr. Fate couldn't even talk to him.

Raven at least was nicer, she was a bit anxious, but she was a whole less likely to trip on her words to escape any room he was in.

He didn't hold it against them, he was used to people being afraid of him, reason he had gone for a different approach this time around, if people didn't knew who he was or what he was, he wouldn't need to watch himself. He wouldn't be alone again.

So he never told the League about his magic or what he was, because he liked it, the feeling of people not walking on eggshells around him.

He thought he could live in the lie, with the League having just the faint knowledge that his lightning came from Zeus, you couldn't exactly hide that from Diana aka Zeus' daughter.

But of course life has never given him what he wanted, lies never lasted forever.

 

 

~

 

 

Someone had captured the Justice League, had led them into a trap not even Batman had seen coming, and now all of them were missing their weapons/abilities. 

All of them were chained to the walls, while in the same room, all of them had been chained at a safe distance from each other, as if to keep them from reaching over, smart, whoever caught them had also been smart enough to put chains on most of their limbs to the point where most of them couldn't even stand right, had taken Batman's gloves and utility belt even, Green Lantern's ring didn't work, Flash had two metahuman bracelets, and Superman had seemingly kryptonite engraved chains.

J'onn couldn't phase either, and the sole idea of moving her wings made Hawkwoman want to scream.

Now. As embarrassing as it was, the League had been captured before, but in the past, J'onn or Batman had been able to fool the kidnapper's plans.

But this time around no one had seen it coming, and as if things couldn't be worse. There was Captain Marvel.

Also chained and looking very much unconscious if the deadly silent and head bowed were something to go by, the League hadn't even known it was possible to knock him out, which just made their kidnapper all the more dangerous. His chains, much like Superman's, were engraved with a strange glow, but instead of green, the glow was an electric blue, and there were several strange symbols drawn all over the walls behind him in what looked like some golden liquid.

Several of said symbols, Hawkwoman recognized them.

"Magic wards."

"Come again?"

"The symbols, I recognize some of them, they are meant to render the magic of anyone within its proximity useless." She sniffed the air, frowning as she caught the stagnant stench. "Drawn with the blood of Gods, whoever made it wasn't holding anything back, those are seriously insanely powerful wards."

"I still don't see how is that useful in this scenario. Whose magic are they aiming to stump?" Green Lantern asked in confusion, none of them was magic, I mean, Diana and Shayera had magic backgrounds and knew lots about it, but they didn't exactly wield magic.

Hawkwoman glanced at Captain Marvel, as if the answer was obvious.

"He's not magic." Flash told, as if Shayera had gone insane.

"Would explain how come his lightning can hurt Superman, or how come Constantine has never insulted him, Zatanna never meets his eyes and Dr. Fate never speaks directly to him, those wards are the real deal, meant to contain God level magic. If his magic is that strong, it would explain how come most magic users avoid him."

In fear or respect, she did not know.

"But he isn't magic. I mean, he's never mentioned having magic, and I sure as hell would have remembered if he had used it." Green Lantern said, Marvel had been with them for five years, and none of them had ever seen him use more than his usual powers; strength, speed, flight and electrokinesis. Though the last one was rare to see, which Hal has never understood, if he could control lightning he would never not show it off.

"I'm sure he has his reasons, you said so yourself, he's never used it before, maybe he doesn't feel comfortable using it, or maybe he has trouble controlling it. Or maybe it's as simple as he has no magic and those symbols were put there for someone before us or to distract us." Wonder Woman stated, it would sting if her brother had magic and had never trusted to tell them.

It wasn't like there weren't magic users in the League, Batman did have an open dislike for magic, but just in the sense that he hated magic because it was unpredictable, he didn't have a direct hatred of the people who used it nor did he had problems with getting involved in situations of magical nature if he had to.

Captain Marvel having magic wouldn't have changed a thing, just increased Batman's paranoia, but to be fair that man lived off of paranoia. Diana would never understand how he hadn't gone insane yet.

The sudden sound of a door opening caught their attention, a woman wearing a horrible leather trench coat stepped in, closing the door behind her and smiling with glee as she looked around.

"Hello there! I hope you're all comfortable. I was quite impressed by you today, and I applaud your efforts. You get a gold star from me."  The woman exclaimed, her tone arrogant and condescending.

"Whatever you want, you're not getting it!" Green Lantern snapped, he didn't recognize the woman, and he knew every single villain in the rogue gallery of every single one of his co-workers. He wasn't proud to say he had memorized that after getting punished by Batman by having been given extra monitor duties.

And to kill the boredom he had spent the whole night going through every file of the Justice League's villains.

This woman wasn't one of them. So who the hell was she?

"We will see about that." She mused, nudging Captain Marvel with her foot, he didn't so much as twitch, which just made the woman smirk.

"Who are you?" Wonder Woman asked, wanting to get the woman's attention off of Marvel, she did got her attention.

"People call me Empress."

Hal snorted at that, villains and their weird names.

"So, Empress, why are we here? You do realize how these sort of situations have ended for others who have done the same, right?" Hawkwoman said, she was gonna crush the face of whoever had put those damned ropes on her wings, twisted in between feathers, and much too tight in some places, and fuck it hurt to even shift them.

"Yeah, no, their error was their focus on killing. Me? I have something better in store, you have no idea how much people would be willing to pay to get their hands on one of you."

Her words make the League's brains halt.

"Excuse me?"

"Yeah, I'm making an auction, and you, are my priceless items, you have no idea how many want to get their hands on the big three, or the King of Atlantis, we even have two more aliens." She said, pointing in glee with her hands towards Martian Manhunter and Hawkwoman.

Both of which glared at the woman.

"Or our unconscious friend over there." She pointed at Captain Marvel on the remark. "That one's the scream of the century, I knew he would be popular considering who he is, but I never expected people to kill each other for him. But I guess when you are the Gods' lap dog and a literal walking nuclear weapon, it stands to reason everyone will want a piece of you."

Her words confuse more than one in the League, what even was that supposed to mean? It must have shown on their faces because the woman laughed.

"Are you seriously telling me you have been flaunting him all over the place all these years without knowing what and who he is?"

At their glares she laughed even more.

"That's rich, and I thought Batman was the greatest detective. That jolly giant there? He can wipe everything from the face of the Earth if you rub him the wrong way, and you are telling me you didn't knew?" She kept laughing, even as she left the room, she could be heard laughing.

But the League didn't paid her mind, their gazes set on the unconscious form of Marvel, he was strong, like, he could knock out Superman within seconds strong, and he could outrun Flash, but to be able to wipe everything from the face of the Earth? That didn't sound like something possible. Who even could do something like that? She had called him a 'literal walking nuclear weapon', what did that meant? And what had she meant with 'Gods' lap dog?' The League knew his lightning came from Zeus.

Wonder Woman had recognized it the first time she saw him use it, but the woman had said Gods, not Zeus, Gods, as in plural.

Diana's gaze wandered down to the lightning bolt on his chest, went over to the golden runes at the trims of his cape, but she couldn't for the life of her find something that spoke of another God that wasn't Zeus.

The sudden sound of chains clinking and a groan announced his final awakening.

 

~

 

When Marvel came to be, the first thing he registered was the phantom throb deep underneath his skin, and a most terrible ache coursing through his veins, a near asphyxiating pressure that curled around his chest. And fuck that hurt, it felt as if he was being crushed from the inside out. 

The second thing he took on were ones he would have favored to not register. His magic felt heavier than it has ever felt, dormant, wrong. It felt like something was on fire. It was as unpleasant as it was uncomfortable.

And his head was quiet. So quiet it was deafening. Wrong.

Where was he? What had happened? He couldn't remember, and trying to do so just made his head pound and his ears ring. His magic tried and failed to stir, making more pain lit up, and the silence, why was his head so quiet?. Unfamiliar. Unknown. Strange. What was this? He couldn't focus. He couldn't remember. His head hurt. His body hurt. His magic hurt. It felt wrong.

That's when his senses began unclogging and the presences around him registered.

Not all of them were human, not all of them had a streak of dormant magic, but he knew their auras like the palm of his hand.

And then it hit him.

The Justice League. Metropolis. Superman down. Kryptonite. Giant robots...

The League had been fighting the giant robot, attempting to get to Superman... Green Lantern and Wonder Woman were going to distract the villain and he would sneak from behind and grab Superman...

He had saved him. Right? It was blurred, but he could make it out. He saved him....

Ugh. Focusing hurt too much and now he could feel it even more.

The wrongness of the silence and lack of magic. At least it wasn't messing with the spell of this form, not that it could, all the Gods in Olympus had had a hand in reinforcing this glamour years ago, no one but them or Billy himself could drop it.

Didn't make this easier, because his magic was way too dormant. Wrong. So wrong. It made him want to claw under his skin, he tried to reach for it.

The stab of pain that pierced through his head wasn't worth it.

It made him groan.

That sound alone got the atmosphere around him to halt, and even in this deplorable state he was in, he could feel the attention shifting towards him, and he hated it.

"Captain?"

Batman was calling him, his voice was even, but he had learnt to tell his tones apart, the man was tense, worried. Hah, take that Freddy, he owed him 10 bucks. He made Batman worry.

Still.

As much as he wanted to answer to his voice, he couldn't. He felt weaker than he had ever felt, like something was eating him from the inside out, or was it crushing him? He didn't know. Focus. Focus. Fuck everything hurt so much. He tried lifting his head, but that was such a monumental struggle he ended dropping it once again.

He wanted to ask if Superman was fine, he could him in the room, but he had no idea whether he was fine or not. He wanted to ask what the hell was happening. Where were they, why did everything feel on fire. 

But none of those questions made it past his lips. All that came from him was another groan that he despised. He was supposed to be the protector of all magic, the one who was tasked to make sure reality didn't collapse, why was he being brought down so easily by whatever this was? 

"Captain? You with us?" Superman is talking, Superman is talking, he's alright. Good. Good... but why wouldn't he be alright? He had had to save him. From what? Something wasn't right, and the pounding in his head is back, but at least the cloud in his head is starting to dissipate, and as his mind starts clearing, he's able to remember some things.

And in those things, something blue clicks. And his chest constricts violently, glowing blue, blue, magic dormant, blue.

Eternium. 

But this is a whole new level of what Eternium has ever done to him, and fuck it hurts. It burns. There's Eternium, too much of it, too much, and he can't feel his magic, can't hear the Gods, and it's so so wrong. It made his throat close, because it's wrong. Wrong. Wrong. 

And he finds himself unable to breathe despite the fact that he doesn't even need to breathe. Because the sudden knowledge that there's eternium around makes him feel suffocated, fear, anger, panic, panic, panic, he can't breathe. He wants it all away, he wants the voices back, he wants his magic back. He wants it all back. And fuck he can't breathe, his magic is burning, he is burning. It feels like a storm is raging inside his chest and he can't release it.

A storm that's gonna kill him, he's going to explode, he wants to explode, anything to make it all come back. But he can't explode. He can't he can't he can't. Because there are voices, blurred, the Justice League. He can't explode he can't explode. He's gonna kill them. But he's gonna die if he doesn't let the storm out. But if he lets it out they are gonna die. He can't let them die. He doesn't want them to die.

And so he latches onto the voices, desperated to hang onto something that helps him shove the rising searing emotions inside him, something to quell the storm with. Which are the voices. Blurred. Muffled. Clogged. Full of concern, anxiety, alarm, urgent, worry, reassuring, comforting.

It calms him to some extent.

And he wants to answer them, but he doesn't know how. His voice won't come out, because his chest still feels far too tight and he can't speak.

All he can do is listen to their voices despite the fact that part of his mind has ceased to bother translating or even understanding what people speak like. Part of him feels like there are questions and words sent his way.

He wants to answer. He really does, but he can't bring his voice out for all that is worth it.

Still.

One word manages to stumble out after a few failed attempts.

And even then, he isn't sure he said it right, but his struggles had wasted most of his focus and energy.

He wanted to go home.

 

Chapter 70: The Gods' Necromancer Part 3

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"Shazam."

The second Billy calls on the word, the second the biggest thunderbolt in human history strikes down, bigger than any lightning ever. The sound of it is so deafening it threatens to split their skulls apart as the place fills with an awful static that got their hairs standing on end and their hearts skipping a beat. 

It was so bright all the presents had to shield their eyes away from it, it took a moment before the light began fading away, until it was completely gone, making the presents open their eyes.

The child was gone, and in his place, Captain Marvel stood, with several glowing lichtenberg marks on his skin that faded within seconds, he stared down at his hands for a moment, flexing his fingers before throwing a look at Zatanna as this one dropped on her knees with a curse.

Marvel was kneeling before her within seconds, he seems quite amused for some reason as he grabs her arms.

Thavma who can't help but smile in amusement as he holds Zatanna's arms.

"It's alright, I can fix that." He assures her, he can feel the excess of magic in her, can feel how it's overwhelming her, can see she has no idea how to handle it despite the fact that it wasn't hurting her.

He did feel a bit bad for finding it amusing, but he has never been able to not find hilarious how magic users couldn't even stand on their feet when exposed to his raw magic, he releases her when he's done, going over to Dr. Fate and doing the same. And then Constantine. The last one dropping on the ground unceremoniously with a groan, arms outstretched on the floor.

"Bloody hell. Do me a favor and let this be the last time you go up and fucking die." Thavma smirks at the man's annoyance. 

"Sure. Will keep that in mind next time." He tells as he stands above the man's head, getting an unamused look in return. 

He then turns to look at the League, the group is staring at him with several kinds of expressions, and since none of them is speaking he tries to make it less awkward. 

"So... did we win on that last fight?" He asks, hoping to break them from their bubble, and it works, because next thing he knows Diana, Barry and Hal are throwing themselves at him.

"Fuck you are alive!"

"I seriously thought you were a goner."

"I'm glad you are alright."

"Yeah, I'm fine, don't worry." He assures, chuckling at the mess of limbs aiming to hug him at the same time, even Superman looks like he wants to hug him. 

"It's good to have you back." Aquaman says, patting his arm when Diana, Hal and Barry finally release him, his hand lingering for a moment, as if he were aiming to make sure he was actually there.

"I am very glad things turned out alright." Martian Manhunter exclaimed, his voice genuine and relieved.

"Yeah, it's good to see you." Hawkwoman agreed, also patting his arm, he grinned.

"You can't exactly get rid of me that easily, I'm like Chucky, I always find a way to come back."

"Cap, my brother in Christ, please never make that comparison again." Flash said, sounding quite mortified and making Marvel snicker.

"I'm glad you are here, and I'm very sorry for what happened, I should have-"

"It's alright." Marvel cut off, giving Superman a reassuring look, no anger, no resentment, nothing. And it just made Clark feel guiltier.

"No, it's not, we are a team, we are meant to listen to and trust each other, if we can't trust our own team, things end bad. Just like it did, just because you are back it doesn't change the fact that we got you killed because we didn't bother to listen. We will fix that, it will never happen again, I give you my word." Batman told as a statement of fact.

Marvel for his side frowned, looking at the group, all of them looking between apologetic and determined, nodding, as if agreeing to Batman's words. And despite the fact that he didn't held his death against them, he couldn't help but smile, softer this time, somewhere deep down, he felt glad about their worlds. 

He made jokes, and he knew he was far too cheerful sometimes, and that it led people to question how serious he was or could be during a battle, something that led to him not being trusted or listened to, and while he had brushed it off, not letting it bother him, because he understood why they did it.

Hearing them apologize and promise to do better filled him with warmth, happiness. Because understanding their reasoning on the matter had never made it hurt less, to not be taken seriously, to know it might change... it filled him with hope, and giddiness.

"Alright." He conceded, maybe dying hadn't been so bad.

Because at least he got something good out of it.

"Say... are they alright?" Green Lantern asked suddenly, throwing a concerned look at the three magic users on the ground, unconscious? Sleeping? He didn't know.

Marvel threw them a look over his shoulder, smirking.

"They will be fine, they are just exhausted." He assured them, being exposed to his magic and having to deal with an enormous spell... Thavma couldn't blame them for being exhausted, he might ask the League to leave them at the Rock, at least that way their magic would have recharged completely by the time they wake up.

He felt someone lean against him and he turned to look at his side, Flash was leaning his elbow on his arm, he did that sometimes, using him as a wall to dramatically lean on, his smile made him narrow his eyes.

"So I heard your name's Thavma. Can I call you that?"

"... Alright, but if you call me 'Thav' I'm throwing you out of a window." He conceded, he did not like having his name chopped in bits, one because it was horrible, and two, because it was the first name he has ever been given, a name that made him feel a little bit human.

Flash grinned.

"Deal."

Yeah, maybe dying hadn't been so bad.

Chapter 71: Fake Smiles and Bitter Truths Part 3

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Billy fucked up.

He fucked up more than he had ever done, and now Atlas was giving him chase, not his astral form, honest to God very solid very physical Atlas. How did the God manage that when he claimed he couldn't leave his place? He had no idea.

But Atlas was chasing after him.

And oh fuck he was so dead, it all began after he had shouted at Atlas to shut up, and he didn't knew how, but it had sent a ripple of power through the link, and it had hurt the titan.

Turns out that's a great way to get Atlas chasing after him, with murder intent written all over his face. But there was so far he could get, as he turned a corner he felt his stomach drop as he was yanked back by an invisible force, and of course he crashed into a wall at the Rock Of Eternity, dropping on the ground with a pained grunt.

"That's enough! I'm done with this pointless chase. Even a child has more courage to face the consequences of their own actions." Came Atlas' booming voice, Billy quickly scrambled up to his feet, and despite the anxiety, he couldn't help but snort, when was the last time Atlas was around a child to make such claims with that amount of confidence?

"Look, I get it. You are mad, but I already said I was sorry, it was an accident. You know I would have never done that on purpose." He tried to appease, Atlas was, right after Zeus, the most dangerous one to piss off. He didn't want to deal with that right now, nor ever at all.

"You see, that's the problem, Thavma. I don't know anymore what of what you do is accidental and what is deliberately done. You have become much too unpredictable." Atlas said as he approached him, each step making the floor quake, or it might just be Billy's nerves.

"Unpredictable? I just do what I'm asked to." He said, stomach twisting as the titan came much too close for comfort, throat tight as the man stared him down, a dangerous look on his face.

"Don't play coy with me, boy. Don't think we haven't noticed this whole rebellious attitude has been showing off more since you joined the Justice League. You think being with them gives you the right to backtalk to us and mess with us? Don't test me brat, our patience can only go so far. Keep this up, and it might just be time for us to replace you." Atlas' words made Billy's blood run cold, even more so as the titan's fingers latched around his throat, hard, and it felt as if his neck was about to be crushed under the hold.

No. His vision blurred, but he didn't let the tears fall, he refused to show weakness, if this is how he died, he would not die as a crybaby.

And right when it felt as if his throat would be crushed, Atlas threw him across the room, he crashed onto one of the thrones, sucking in a sharp breath and coughing as he fought to stabilize his breathing, he brought himself up into a sitting position, turning in time to see Atlas towering over him.

"You can't kill me. Black Adam is still roaming around and beginning from zero with a new Champion isn't an option, or what? Forgot human children grow much too slow for this?" He knew, that mocking a God never ended well, did that stop him? No. He would have to be dead first before he is to stop fighting back, even if with words. He would make their lives as annoying as possible for as long as he lived.

"You should know better than anyone that age has never mattered to us, the Champion will be there when needed, regardless of age or training, and on the Black Adam note... we both know you are letting him roam around free on purpose."

"We came to an agreement, he won't leave Khandaq and he won't hurt people unless he or his people are attacked first." Billy felt the need to remind, Black Adam and him had made a truce not even a month ago, and so far, the man had kept his end of the bargain.

"That's beyond the point!" Atlas' booming voice made him flinch, why did all Gods had to go around screaming so much? "He's meant to be destroyed! You are meant to end him!"

"Mamaragan said that the Champion isn't meant to hurt people, it's meant to be a protector. Black Adam is no longer a threat, I won't hurt him. And even if he was still coming after me, I have said so before, I won't kill him." Taking a life has never been something he had ever bend for, no matter the threats and punishments.

He would never take a life.

"You are doing this on purpose, aren't you? Because Black Adam being alive is the only reason we have let you keep up this stupid game of yours for as long as we had. Without him, your job would be done, so you choose to have others die and be hurt instead?"

"No. That's not true." He snapped, he did had the habit to prolong his stay here for as long as he could, but he would never put anyone in danger for his own selfish reasons.

"No? You will tell me you didn't join the Justice League as an excuse to prolong your stay here?"

"No." A lie, he knew, but that wasn't the whole truth either, he had done it because he had craved the companionship, to not be alone. Deep down.

He had wanted someone to fill the silence and loneliness.

"Really? Because as I see it, you use them as an excuse to meddle with magic users and people who could actually become a nuisance if they were to stick their nose where it doesn't belong. Almost as if you were purposely stalling. You let others die so your little vacation can last longer."

"You are wrong!" Billy snaps, jumping up to his feet, anger blazing as electricity starts crackling all over his body. "You are wrong."

"Am I? Have you left when we told you, have you done exactly what we told you to, that girl you were so adamant about calling your sister wouldn't have disappeared. It was because she knew of Captain Marvel that she went out that day, have you not been there, she wouldn't have gone missing. But no, you had to go and play house."

Those words made something cold run through Billy's veins, heart dropping as a terribly numb feeling hit him. Throat closing, for a moment, he forgot how to even speak.

Atlas grabbed a fistful of his hair, forcing him to look up so harshly his neck hurt, a dangerous look on the titan's face, something vile in his gaze.

"Listen to me, and listen to me closely, you are not a child, you are not human, you don't belong on this Earth. I don't care what you want, it does not matter. You were born with the mark of the Wizard, means you are rightfully ours, as the Champion, you have responsibilities that must be carried out impeccably, distractions of any kind are strictly forbidden."

"I can do both. I-"

"You can't. Or what? You forgot the witch who dreamwalked into another dimension using her own benevolent variant from that world, variant she used to slaughter the heroes there and destroy an invaluable book?"

"I'm-"

"What about the Sorcerer who broke his own nexus event which led to the destruction of his own universe? Or the man who saw his variant die and decided to replace him and live his life as if it were his own? Something that also led to the collapse of that universe. That kid who invaded another dimension and broke a nexus event? That universe crumbled too."

"That's-"

"You could have stopped them all before all that damage was done if you had been paying attention!" Atlas cut off, voice cold as ice. "But you weren't, because you are always doing anything but your job, and because of it, billions have died, all because Thavma wants to play human."

"But I am human. No matter how much any of you try to deny it, my parents were human, both of them, Mamaragan said so, means so am I." Billy said, giving Atlas a challenging look, stubborn despite the burning knot at the back of his throat, despite the fear eating at him.

He would not stay quiet, no matter how right Atlas was on his irresponsibility having gotten billions killed, no matter how heavy the guilt of those deaths was, how heavy the shackles were.

He wouldn't let Atlas think he had won

"And you believe him? Have you forgotten who brought you to us in the first place?"

No. He hadn't.

He knew Mamaragan had been the one to bring him here when he was born, he had said so himself, he was the one who was tasked to bring the Champions to the Rock the moment they were born.

And yes, he did resent him for that, but not as much as he used to, Mamaragan had said so himself, babies born with the Mark of the Wizard could never stay with their parents, if they did, everyone around them would eventually die gruesome deaths at the hands of magic beasts.

It was much safer for everyone involved for the next Champion to be raised in solitude, in a place no creature could reach...

"Atlas, that is enough." Came Mamaragan's sudden voice, making the God throw him a glare. The Wizard didn't waver, his gaze hard and dangerous.

Atlas glowered, but he gave in, releasing him before disappearing through a portal, not before throwing the Wizard a look.

"You better control him better Mamaragan, if he attacks me again I won't care about our contract. I will end him."

And with that Atlas was gone.

"Billy-"

"I don't wanna hear it." Billy cut off, crossing his arms over his chest and plopping down on one of the thrones, glaring at the floor. He heard Mamaragan sigh, watched the man make his way to one of the thrones by his side.

Neither of them spoke for a moment.

And then.

"Was it true?"

"What?"

"What you told me about my parents. Were they really human?" He hadn't brought up his parents since Zeus... had learnt better than to bring them up, but right now he was trying very desperately to hang onto that belief, that he was human, that he once had parents, people who might have truly cared about him, family, something to connect him to something more than just this life as the Gods' puppet.

"... You know we can't talk about that." Mamaragan's answer wasn't unexpected, there was sadness in his tone, guilt. Billy scoffed.

"I don't see why not, it's been centuries, they are very much dead, and even if they weren't, it's not like I even know jackshit about them to be able to find them, and it's not like I'm asking to know their names or something like that, all I'm asking is whether they were human or not."

"... Why do you care so much about whether they were human or not?"

Billy didn't answer, not even he was sure on why was he so obsessed with being human, maybe it was to feel less like a monster, less like he hadn't been brought to this world specifically to be a puppet, that maybe, had things been different, he would have had a much normal life.

A life where he wasn't alone.

"Yes." Mamaragan conceded at last, making his chest feel lighter. He was human.

And still, not even that got rid of the dark cloud hovering over his head, Atlas' words still circling around. About Mary, about those others universes, about the League...

He hated it.

He knew those people died because of him, he knew he was using the League to stall, he knew he was also using Black Adam to stall...

And he also knew it had been his fault his sister had gone missing, he didn't need people to remind him, it wasn't like he forgot, she had asked him to meet her at the ice cream shop, that she wanted to talk to him about something, but not at home, she had looked so serious...

But she never appeared.

Even now, he wondered what she had wanted to talk to him about, what had been so important she hadn't wanted their siblings or Victor and Rosa to hear, what had been so important it had made her look at him weird? What happened to her? 

He never found her, and because she had been a foster child the CPS and the cops had said she had run off, that it was common among foster children. Even if Billy told them over a dozen times that she had wanted to talk to him. That she never showed up.

It had broke Victor and Rosa's hearts, had made his siblings comb all Fawcett looking for her, but she was never found. As if she had just disappeared. 

"Can I ask something?" He knew his next question wasn't fair, but he had to ask, even if he knew the answer, even if he had asked it dozens of times decades ago.

"Go ahead."

"Were you really never able to sense Mary's soul?"

"No, why would I lie about something like that?"

"I don't know, I just..." He trailed off, sighing and biting his cheek in frustration, he knew he was being stupid.

"Is there something I should know?"

Silence.

"Billy?"

"Sometimes it feels like she's still alive, I just don't know where, I exhausted all tracking spells when she first went missing all those years ago, I went to Hell even, but no demon had her soul either. It's like she is just... gone, but not gone, does that even make sense?"

"If she were alive, I would have sensed her soul. You would have sensed her soul. You know this, right?"

"I know." Of course he knew Mamaragan was right, but it has never stopped bothering him, how she just... disappeared.

Or how he has never been able to ignore the feeling that she was alive, somewhere, waiting. 

One of the reasons he had stopped transforming was because whenever he did, the feeling got stronger, and he would have lots of nightmares about her, there was an instance where he had dreamt of darkness, had heard her sobs, her voice calling his name, splashes of someone running on water.

He had woken up in a cold sweat and with his heart racing.

He never transformed into Billy again. Never slept again.

He leaned his back against the throne, hands on his lap and ankles crossed as he stared up at the sole window on the ceiling, watching the multicolored strings of magic flow outside, like northern lights in a sky of nothing but smudged galaxies.

Galaxies... filled with dozens of stars, stars which held no chains nor ties...

Free...

As free as he would never be.

Chapter 72: Keraunos Part 2

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The groan was the first indicator that Marvel was finally awake, he didn't so much as move for a moment. 

"Captain?" Batman called, his voice even, but to those who knew him, the note of concern didn't went unnoticed. Who could blame him? Not even Batman had ever managed to find a weakness on Captain Marvel. But these people hadn't just knocked him out, but also managed to stump his powers. How?

Marvel lifted his head, or at least he tried to, the action alone seemed to be a struggle, and he looked like he wanted nothing more but to go back to being unconscious, too pale, eyes unfocused, and there were glowing lichtenberg marks of gold spread across the left side of his face. He looked more out of it than anyone has ever seen him or thought possible, and who the hell were these people who knew how to subdue him?

Hell, he looked like he was in pain, pain. Even though there were no wounds on sight. His head dropped back, another groan, he sounded miserable, had they drugged him? What kind of drug would you even give him to drug him to begin with? Didn't he have an immunity to that?

"Captain? You with us?" Superman called, he felt like hell, but at least he didn't felt as lost as Marvel seemed to be. Was that blue glow to him what kryptonite was to him? Or was it doing something else entirely?

Marvel didn't answer, but he could hear his breathing, shallow, in pain. But there were no wounds, so was it that blue glow? Something else? Those lines on his face... his right hand had them too, he didn't knew what it was. But he didn't need to to know that that wasn't suppose to be.

And he hated it, he hated seeing his friends in pain and not be able to do anything about it.

Suddenly, Marvel's breathing seems to hitch, body growing completely tense, and then the symbols behind him burn. Litting up a blazing gold as electricity starts crackling all over his body, the air growing electrifying, heavy, making their hairs stand on end and the sudden urge to run seize them.

He can't stand, after Batman and Hawkwoman, he is one of the heaviest chained ones in the room, but that doesn't stop him from twisting his arm in ways no human body should ever be twisted, fingers curling into fists, he looks up, his eyes glowing a searing white, totally not alarming.

And while no one has ever seen his eyes glow before, usually, glowing eyes didn't mean good news.

And because none of them felt like finding out what came after the glowing eyes, or from a very panicked person with electric powers. The League tried their damn best to catch his attention and calm him down, and it worked, eventually.

Because he stopped moving altogether, and had it not been for the chains holding him against the wall, the League was quite sure he might have had collapsed. His breathing was still uneven, but the electricity crackling all over his body had disapeared, and the symbols had stopped glowing.

So maybe Hawkwoman had been right. Maybe he did have magic.

"Cap? You alright over there?" Flash asked, a bit hesitant but also concerned for his friend.

Silence was what met him, but he wasn't unconscious, he was turning his hand over, as if inspecting the shackles around his wrist.

And then Marvel spoke. In a language Barry nor anyone for that matter has ever heard before in their lives.

But no one needed to know it to just know that the most surreal thing just happened.

Captain Marvel cursed.

The tone said it all, it was a swearing tone. An honest to God swearing tone.

"Did he just...?" Flash couldn't even finish his sentence, staring at Marvel in weird fascination and bewilderment, because Marvel just cursed and it wasn't even in English. So unfair.

"Yes." Wonder Woman stated, the corner of her mouth twitching.

"Wait, you know what he said?"

"It's ancient Greek, of course I know what he said." Diana said, she didn't bother repeating what he said nor translating it, even if Flash looked at her with an expectant look, she has never been one to swear.

And she was quite sure Marvel hadn't even realized what he had said.

It took a moment before he so much as lifted his head again, he looked worse for wear. But at least he didn't look as lost as earlier.

"You look like shit." Green Lantern blurted, making Marvel smirk.

"You too." Alright, Hal walked right into that one. 

"You alright over there?" Aquaman asked, noticing the trembling hands, how he kept digging his fingernails onto the glowing lichtenberg marks on his hand, he had also developed them on his neck. Not alarming at all.

"Peachy." Marvel muttered, tugging at the chains attaching the shackles together, when that didn't work, he threw the chain around his knee and pulled, but of course that didn't work either, the chains didn't even strain, and that was seriously unsettling.

Because seeing Superman fall under kryptonite was sadly very familiar, Captain Marvel? He has never been rendered weak nor shown weakness at all, the only time he was ever even remotely subdued was during a very violent training session where Wonder Woman, Hawkwoman and Black Canary had managed to completely throw him off his game by not giving him room to think or even move freely.

None of them had managed to incapacitate him, but he had been so focused on avoiding Diana's lasso and Shayera's maze that it had been fairly easy to get the upper hand and overwhelm him enough he had eventually made a mistake and they had managed to trip him.

Not much.

But it was certainly an amazing victory all things considered.

"What is that blue stuff supposed to be anyways?" Green Lantern's words got Marvel to stop moving his hands around, he turned to look at Hal with an indecipherable look, and for a moment, Hal was sure he wouldn't answer.

Which understandable, who would want to go around telling people about their weaknesses? Especially with Batman present?
 
But it still stung, that he was always hiding everything, everyone was entitled to their privacy and secrets, but sometimes Hal seriously felt like Marvel didn't trust them at all regardless of what he wanted them to believe.

And then.

"Eternium."

His voice was tense and his attention went back to the shackles.

"Eternium?" Batman repeated, hiding his interest and curiosity, he had never heard the term before. And he knew every single element in and out of the periodic table. 

Marvel sighed, he sounded somewhere between irritated and frustrated as he let go of the shackles, seeming to give up on trying to break them. He looked up at Batman, meeting his gaze for a moment before looking away.

"It's a shard of matter... from a place called the Rock Of Eternity, centuries ago, it was partially destroyed by someone who wanted to rid the world of magic, it was eventually reconstructed, but those shards that were left behind were filled with poisonous magic, enough for it to disrupt and mess with any magic around it."

"Your powers come from magic?" Martian Manhunter asks, curious on the matter, so Captain Marvel was magic, if his powers were connected to magic, it explained how his lightning could harm Superman.

Marvel shrugged.

"... Kind of..."

"You have been at the Rock Of Eternity?" Hawkwoman asked, she knew what that place was, she knew more about magic than she sometimes let people believe, and if he was magic, it did somewhat explain why he had avoided her maze so much. Kind of.

But the Rock Of Eternity...

That was a whole different issue altogether. 

"Yes..." 

"I thought no one but the Champion was allowed there." This time Diana was the one who spoke, making Marvel cringe.

"I'm sorry, I'm lost here, what's the Rock Of Eternity? And who's this Champion?" Green Lantern questions, feeling he was missing something crucial here.

"The Rock Of Eternity is the center of all magic, it exists in a completely different reality from ours, it's the prison to the Sins of Humanity and other kinds of very dangerous demons and creatures. It's also said to harbor all kinds of long lost treasures, either magical in nature or from lost civilizations." Hawkwoman explained, and Marvel had to admit he was quite impressed at her knowledge.

And a bit nervous at the scrutinizing look she was giving him. So not good.

"The Champion Of Magic is the guardian of the Rock, their job is to guard the Rock Of Eternity, for as the nexus point of all magic, if it's destroyed or any harm comes to it, all magic in existence could disappear or be severely affected. They also watch over the leylines and the general balance of reality."

Diana couldn't help but smile as she remembered her mother's tales regarding the Champion Of Magic. 

"My mother once told me that the Champion Of Magic is the one who's in charge of fixing discrepancies throughout the multiverse, makes sure reality doesn't collapse. They usually deal with anything magic related, and if they choose it, they can also give or take magic away."

Billy tried his damn best to not react to Diana's words, this couldn't be how it all ended, at least she didn't knew of the last Champion, no one did, after Black Adam the Gods had kept it all under wraps, so no one would truly know about him.

Not that it was ever revealed what he was.

But still.

"And this guardian... who is it?" Batman asked carefully, Diana frowned.

"Not sure, I heard that the last one had gone rogue,  used his power to slaughter dozens as an act of revenge. In his anger, making the entire place explode, he was imprisoned as punishment for abusing his powers, no one ever saw him again. "

"The last one?" Superman repeated, was there more than one?

"The Champion wasn't a person, it was more of strong spell in which several Gods had a hand in creating alongside a Council of Wizards, the Gods chose a human to grant these powers to, and the human would then become the Champion. So you could say anyone could be it, woman, man, warrior, royalty, slaves, knights, a maid probably even."

Unbeknownst to Hawkwoman, her words hit something Billy refused to acknowledge as his pride, a spell his ass, not a person his ass, he wasn't just a spell, he was first a weapon, which admittedly didn't make it any better, then Zeus got him to be the anchor of a spell he had said had potential to become something magnificent, something that would change the world.

And so he had agreed into becoming the anchor of the spell, it was interesting, to be able to watch the world from a human perspective, he had lots of hosts who had been benevolent, kind, selfless, others had been more violent, brutal, but still very much willing to give their lives for those that couldn't protect themselves.

He had watched men and women stand alone, protecting those who were far too afraid to stand up for themselves or fight back, had watched them inspire others, he had had knights, warriors, doctors, kings, queens, soldiers, slaves, blacksmiths, strategists, wizards, half-humans, sculptors, singers, dancers, artists, and he remembered each and every single one of them.

Point was. He wasn't just a spell, hadn't been so since... never, he had a mind of his own. And he didn't like being spoken about as if he were just a thing. Even less after Zeus allowed him to have his own body, he had a body, he had a name, a human name. He even had a last name!

Zeus had said it had been his mother's last name, same last name Mary had, both of them even had a striking resemblance, or had had, she was 17 now, and he was still... well, frozen in the exact same age he was when he first met them, same age he's been for centuries now.

Turns out, she was his cousin, seriously light years distant cousin. But she was related to him, and he had been more than thrilled when Zeus had told him that. Mary had also been thrilled, had made the Vasquez even more adamant about keeping him, had helped him get a birth certificate, an ID, even an official permit to have him as a foster child in their home.

He wasn't a thing. He wasn't. And while he wanted to speak said words, he didn't, he bit his tongue and kept quiet.

"Do you know the Champion? Is that how you have been at the Rock?" Hawkwoman's question makes Marvel do a double take, what? He met her gaze, she was being genuine with the question, did she not connect the dots? Not even Batman seemed to have connected the dots.

Well, who was he to not snatch opportunities meant to save his ass?

"Something like that. Can we not talk about that? I don't even see how is that relevant to getting out of here." 

"You know how to get out?" Flash asked, making Marvel frown.

"... No." He threw a look at the wall behind him, chains clinking as he moved, he ignored the fire that ignited on his neck as the collar pressed against his skin.

The symbols...

Fuck. Those were meant to incapacitate Gods, he might have a chance at overpowering the wards if it wasn't for the damn eternium.

"Why did you do it?" Batman's sudden question caught his attention, and he turned to look at the man with a confused frown.

"Do what?"

"Your magic."

Ah. Fuck. Of course he wouldn't be spared from that question, he sighed, slumping back and wondering how to even answer that without exposing himself.

At the end, he chose to go with some truth.

"I didn't mean to hide it. I just... don't like using it, and I have other powers I can use, easier, faster..." It wasn't a lie, he didn't like using his magic, it made magic users even more nervous around him, because he could use magic without having to say any kind of spell out loud.

He just... did it. No warning on what kind of spell he might do, and he could also create new spells out of nowhere, bend the rules and laws of magic... and using magic also meant his aura was noticeable.

Using magic meant people being terrified of him.

He favored using his strength, speed, flight, less unusual and much more welcomed. He even tried to not use his lightning much, he knew how destructive it could be.

"How come Zatanna, Fate or Constantine never said anything about it?" Hal asked, he would have thought that Constantine at the very most would have mentioned it, all if it would mean they wouldn't bother him.

Marvel made a face at that.

"They are afraid of getting on the bad side of the Champion Of Magic, they fear that if they speak about me, it will gain them his wrath."

"Is that why they avoid you?" Hawkwoman asked.

"Yeah..." Billy hated lying to them, but it was the only thing he could think of to keep his peaceful life, no fear, no expectations, just... normal.

Or as normal as the life of a hero was.

"I still can't believe Constantine, the Constantine, would be afraid of anyone." Flash said.

"Magic is... complicated, it's part of us in ways I can't really explain, losing it usually leads to insanity, suicidal tendencies or becoming so obsessed with getting it back there's no line anyone wouldn't cross."

He couldn't begin to explain how magic worked, losing it would be like losing a limb, a part of themselves that left behind a gaping wound, an emptiness that would never disappear. A most horrible sense of wrongness.

The Champion could snuff people's magic with a snap of his fingers, it was natural instinct to fear what could end you.

He tugged at the collar around his neck, fuck, he felt nauseous, and despite his struggles, he was finding it hard to focus, his vision was swimming and he was 90% sure the floor wasn't actually quaking.

Sometimes, he hated being pure magic, magic users wouldn't have this problem, their magic would be dampened, but they wouldn't be dizzy nor trying to not vomit.

And fuck was the silence in his head starting to get on his nerves, he knew he sometimes said he hated the Gods' constant voices, it was irritating, but God did this feel all kinds of wrong, the silence. It has never been silent.

From the moment he was born he's had them there, and now they are gone. He bit down on his tongue, hard, he had to focus, he couldn't fall back into panic. But fuck it hurt. He wanted to claw under his skin, to scream, anything for it to stop.

Because it felt as if something was eating him from the inside out. Crushing.

"Are you sure you are alright? You don't seem so good to me." Flash said, because Marvel looked much too pale, and he really looked like he was in a lot of pain.

"I'm fine." He snaps, shaking his head as his vision blurred, if he could just get rid of a few wards, but for that he would have to seriously force his magic.

A lot.

And that was never a fun thing to do.

But it was all he could think of to break free, he didn't even want to know the mess that might be happening outside these walls, he was the anchor of the Rock, the gate between the flow of magic from the Rock to the leylines.

And right now, he was anything but alright, for all he knew several magic beasts must be causing havoc right now, he just hoped Constantine hadn't been in the middle of one of his poker games with demons, magic users must be suffering a blow right now.

God please let Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Raven had also not been in the middle of something important, he didn't want them to be hurt because of him, no one should be hurt because of him.

If he can get rid of the wards he would at least be able to get back in communication with the Gods, ask them for help, Hercules would so never let him live this down, as if he had never been bested and rendered useless.

Still.

Before he can so much as act on his plan, the door slams open to reveal a man in a horrible abstract painting suit, and with a wide grin and his gaze fixated on Captain Marvel, he spoke a name he hasn't heard in centuries.

"Keraunos!"

Chapter 73: Let The Bodies Hit The Floor

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Captain Marvel has been active for over five months, the League had been keeping watch over him for a while now, so far, the man seemed harmless, though a lot was still unknown about the cheerful hero.

But one thing the League did knew, it was that he had similar powers as Superman, reason several of them had thought him kryptonian at first, but Batman had disregarded those theories after Damian had gone over to Fawcett City and put himself in a situation where he would need saving.

All so as to attract Captain Marvel's attention, all while having a piece of kryptonite in his pocket.

But the man had not reacted to it at all.

Leaving clear he wasn't kryptonian.

Also.

He could shoot lightning straight out of his hands.

Definitely not kryptonian, Batman hadn't found it comforting at all to realize he had been wrong, and that apparently, Captain Marvel had most of Superman's same skills, but without the weaknesses. And electrokinesis included.

None of them ever even thought of the possibility of him being stronger than any of them thought. He wasn't seen much to begin with, and Batman was yet to find out his secret identity. 

Had warned them against approaching the man with so little Intel on him.

But none of them got to be the ones to approach him, he did so all by himself.

After Superman was poisoned with red kryptonite and went on a rampage.

Usually, Batman had green kryptonite to handle him, but this time around Superman had knocked it off his hands and onto a sewer, and Flash couldn't go recover it because one of his legs had been crushed and it was yet to heal.

It was a bit of a wake up call whenever the Justice League had to fight Superman and was reminded of how grateful they were he was on their side. And how actually useless they were in a fight against him.

Things just got worse when he managed to get his hands on Wonder Woman, fingers latching around her throat as he lifted her in the air, eyes glowing red, and oh fuck no. 

But he didn't got to use his heat vision, because a bolt of lightning hit him straight on the face, prompting him to shout and stumble back as he dropped Diana. Captain Marvel landing right at her side.

"Are you alright? I know you usually handle these things yourselves, but I thought an extra hand wouldn't hurt." He said, giving her a boyish smile as he helped Diana up to her feet. 

"I'm fine, thank you." Diana said, rubbing at her neck, that was so gonna leave a bruise. Superman's growl caught their attention, the man now had a terrible burn mark on his cheek, something Diana definitely hadn't seen coming. Did Captain Marvel's lightning did that? How? She has seen Clark get struck by lightning many times, and it had never left any mark behind.

Marvel for his side cringed, and praying Atlas and Hercules had been right and not swimming in pride, as Superman pounced at him with all the aim of wanting to punch him, he caught his fist, and was actually surprised he didn't break his arm, and that it didn't felt as impossibly difficult as he had initially thought.

"Huh." Was all he said before turning to grin at Superman, the Superman, who even with red kryptonite, seemed to have been left speechless. He left Superman speechless!

And taking advantage of his distraction, he did the same thing he's seen people do in the movies to knock people out with one hit.

He hit him straight on the jaw from below, but because his strength was greater than a regular person's, he sent Superman skyrocketing into the air, he was quick to take flight, meeting with him in the air and slamming his fists on his back, sending him crashing to the earth below, wincing as the kryptonian crashed in the middle of the street, leaving a giant crater in his wake.

Superman didn't get up.

And holy shit, he knocked Superman out. The Superman. How cool was that? Freddy would totally flip out when tells him. He landed back on the ground, hovering at the edge of the crater just to be sure he was still breathing, he knew it would take more than that to kill the man of steel, but still... He was still figuring out his powers, he didn't knew much about control yet, he even crashed into a building on his way here.

Not that anyone needed to know that.

He felt relief wash over him at the sight of his chest rising and falling.

"Dude." Flash's breathless voice caught his attention and he turned to look at the speedster over his shoulder, and holy shit the whole Justice League is here. Cool. Act cool. He had to be cool. Superheroes don't freak out over other superheroes. Be cool. "Did you just knock out Superman?"

"Wasn't subduing him the intent?" He asked, a genuine innocent and confused look on his face, as if he hadn't just caught Superman's punch as if it were nothing before proceeding to knock the daylights out of him within seconds.

Who the hell even had the strength to knock Superman out? How much strength would you even have to have to knock out the man of steel to begin with?

"Yes, it was." Batman stated, and Marvel had the feeling he was missing something at the odd looks he was being given.

Odd looks that followed him to the Watchtower, the friggin Watchtower, in space, and he wished he had his phone with him so he could take a picture at the giant window.

Window Hawkwoman had dragged him away from, he didn't even know why he was here, but he could care less, because he was in space, with the Justice League! The friggin Justice League!

He was pulled into a room with a huge round table, and while Batman and the others were speaking he took it to roam his gaze around in fascination, he was in fucking space! He had heard about this place, or more like rumors on the existence of this place, but he had never thought it to be possible. I mean, how do you keep a whole ass space station secret from the government and people with telescopes?

He could feel the stares, but he didn't give them mind, or at least he tried not to, was proud at how well he hid his nerves, what was it with them? They were the ones who brought him here in the first place. Had he done something wrong?

Was this because he had knocked Superman out? But didn't they know he was strong? He's quite sure they must have seen him destroy robots with a single punch. So why were they making such a big deal out of it?

Because it was Superman.

Somehow, he hadn't stopped to process how that one must have looked like. Superman was meant to be unbeatable, someone no one but the League dealt with when he got out of control, but Zeus had ordered him to go help them, that he wouldn't have their incompetence get his daughter killed.

And Atlas and Hercules had told him their strength combined could take down the kryptonian, so he went to help. Because he liked them and he wanted to help, plus, Wonder Woman was his favorite, he didn't want her to die if he could stop it.

"Captain Marvel?" He almost jumped out of his skin at the sound of Batman calling his name. Fucking Batman. He was quick to turn his attention to the man in question, noticing that all the attention was on him. Superman was there, when had he even come into the room?

"Yes, sir?" He asked, keeping his voice leveled, even if he was still freaking out over this whole situation.

"Do you know why you are here?" Batman asked, he looked serious, and if it wasn't because the rest were lacking anger he might have had started backpedaling from the situation.

And still.

He had no idea what Batman expected from him.

"Is this because I knocked Superman out? I didn't mean to interfere, I know you usually deal with that yourselves, but I just thought a little help wouldn't hurt?" He tried, giving them a hesitant smile, he was in trouble wasn't he? He didn't knew what went wrong, but he had the feeling he might be in trouble. 

"And we are grateful." Wonder Woman's words just filled him with confusion. Because then what was the deal? "Forgive Batman, he likes to be a bit dramatic. What he wants to say, is that how would you like to go through a trial?"

"A trial...?" He asked, not sure he was understanding where this was going.

"Yes, to join the Justice League." This time Superman was the one who spoke.

Billy's brain short circuited.

"Come again?"

"How would you like to join the Justice League?"

Marvel didn't answer, he looked like he was going through several stages of denial, the League let him have a moment, at least he didn't seem against the idea.

Which good, in another instance, to recruit someone new lots of trials, interviews and background checks would be made, but Captain Marvel was a whole different issue altogether. If he was capable of knocking Superman out, it was their safest bet to keep him close.

He's been active for five months so far, and while he's shown questionable control over his powers he is helped lots of people so far, and he didn't seem problematic either.

Meanwhile, Billy was trying very hard to not react to what he was just asked, because holy shit, the League wanted him to join them? On one side, he did want to accept, Freddy would totally flip out. But on the other hand? That was a recipe for trouble, what if they found out he was just 12? Would they make him quit? Kick him out? Why join if they would eventually kick him out?

But he did want to accept, but was it worth the risk? What if they found out and told the Vasquez? What if Rosa and Victor decided that they didn't want to deal with him anymore? But if he joined them he would at least get some backup. And something told him that if he didn't accept, Batman might just become his stalker number 1.

Fuck, what to do? 

"Can I think about it?" He ended up asking, he couldn't decide now, he needed to speak with Freddy, he would know what to do, he knew a whole lot more about heroes and the Justice League than he did.

"Of course." 

Good, at least that gave him some time, shit, this was all Zeus' fault, he had wanted the League to notice him. Yes.

In a few years. Not now that he still had trouble putting the brakes mid-flight. This was so gonna end bad.

Chapter 74: Smooth Criminal

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God knows how it came to that.

But the League was arguing over who had the biggest criminal record.

Billy hadn't even know Wonder Woman had been arrested several years ago for punching a cop.

He was 21 now, had been in the League for over 7 years, and he was just finding out that Superman had also been arrested once, or well, he had let himself be arrested, J'onn was even using the time he spent captured at that military base when he first came to Earth all those years ago.

It was both hilarious and adorable, how they all thought they were criminals, hah! If anyone here was a crime boss, it was him.

But he kept that to himself, just leaned back on his chair and watched the war go on, if only people knew the Justice League spent their free time arguing over who had the biggest criminal record.

They were even using the giant computer at the meeting room to look each other up on the police database.

“Hah! See? I got arrested five times when I lived here. I win." Aquaman stated, looking quite proud of himself, arms crossed over his chest.

Billy couldn't hide the snort, rookie .

His snort though, got him the attention of the whole room.

“What? Five is a good number.” Aquaman defended.

“For a novice." Billy conceded after a dramatic beat of silence, feeling quite amused at the looks he got in return.

“Well, at least it's a higher number than yours." Arthur stated, smirking arrogantly.

Marvel grinned, as if he had been waiting his entire life for this moment.

“No, it's not."

"You are telling me you have been arrested? You?" Flash asked, sounding quite skeptical.

"You would be surprised."

“I call bullshit." Green Lantern said, making Marvel smirk.

Billy was 21 years old, and he was the pettiest man alive, that's why he found himself standing up, he wasn't a child anymore, who cares if he revealed his identity? It was about time. He sure as hell wouldn't let anyone here think they could win him on this. He was the crime boss.

Not Aquaman. Not Batman. Him .

Thus.

He goes for the computer, shooing Flash away from the chair and stealing it, he can feel every single person hovering behind him, definitely wanting to catch the name he was typing down, he never told them who he was, but he did tell them he was human, and that he used transformation magic to hide his true appearance.

Even now, he relinquished in remembering Batman's irritated face when he had first told them that. Because he would never be able to find who he was . And it had drove Batman up the walls.

It had been hilarious.

Still.

He wrote his name on Fawcett City's police database, and as it was displayed on the screen of the meeting room, the long list made him grin with pride.

“Well shit." He grinned at Aquaman's exclamation.

“Told you, I win." He stated, leaning back against the chair and feeling quite proud of himself.

The League for their side wasn't sure which one was more shocking, the fact that Marvel just revealed his identity, the fact that he did it just to prove he won over Arthur's criminal record, or the fact that he had been arrested 15 times.

For vandalism, stealing a police car, hacking into a police car computer, tricking cops and locking them in a store, 3 times for stealing, for biting a cop, for punching a cop, for kicking a cop, again for punching a cop , for destroying the window of a police car, trespassing, and most recently, over a month ago for punching yet another cop on the face.

“Dude, what's your deal with cops?"

"Hey, if he didn't want to be punched maybe he shouldn't have been so aggressive with the kid he was handling." And it might have also been because seeing that cop shaking that kid had reminded him of when he had been on the streets too, of the bruised arms because cops couldn't be nice to save their lives, of the fear, the pain, seeing how people just walked by and didn't do anything.

So he punched the asshole.

“Your name's William ?" Flash asked out of nowhere, sounding somewhere between amused and baffled. Billy scoffed, throwing a look at the speedster over his shoulder.

“At least it's not Bartholomew ." He told, smirking at Barry's disgusted look.

“You know what? That's fair." Flash conceded.

“Your last name's Batson ?" Hal didn't even bother hiding his laughter at that, Billy sighed, a little part of him already regretting having exposed his identity.

“I am so not related to Batman. Why are we even talking about my name?"

“Yeah, maybe we should focus on your age, how come are you 21 ?"

Ah.

Billy could almost feel himself pushing up daisies, he was so fucking dead . Diana's voice was far too calm, and he was 99.9% sure that the hand on his shoulder was hers.

And still, he plastered on his greatest innocent smile as he looked up at her.

“What? I don't see the problem there, I was told I didn't need to reveal my identity if I didn't want to, and wasn't Stargirl part of the League despite being 17? Also, wasn't 100% human, very 10 years old Damian a Robin? Why would 15 matter much? Isn't that like the age of half of the Teen Titans and Young Justice?"

He did have a point there, but there was something so unsettling about knowing that Captain Marvel had been a teenager when he first joined, it explained his behavior, how come he had seemed to get along better with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans, his refusal to drink alcohol or the outstandingly ridiculous excuses he could come up with whenever he wanted to escape from Green Arrow's party invitations, or his amazing ability to dodge any flirting attempts from anyone and everyone who tried.

And oh shit, Flash was so going to jail for offering alcohol to a minor.

Hell, he didn't even look old enough to be an adult on the picture on his file.

“Are you sure you are 21?" Green Lantern's question got him a glare.

"Yes, I'm sure ." Billy didn't mean to snap, but his appearance was something that he was really self-conscious about, all those years living in the streets messed up with his body a great deal, the lack of food had not been kind to him.

Rosa and Victor had fed him a lot when he went to live with them, but not even that had managed to fix the damage living in the streets had done to him, so excuse him if he got touchy if anyone questioned his age. He knew he didn't look like an adult, hell, there were teenagers taller than him . But that didn't meant he was gonna let anyone question his age.

He was not a child. He no longer had to live with the knowledge that adults had control over his life, he was free now. And he wasn't talking about Rosa or Victor, more like about the CPS . Those assholes could no longer have a say in his life.

“Now I ask you, are you sure you are 38?" Hal narrowed his eyes at the way Marvel put the question, there was something in his eyes that told him to be careful with his answer.

“What is that supposed to mean?" He asked at last. Marvel smirked.

"I can see like, seven grey hairs from here."

Hal gasped dramatically, hand touching his chest in utter offense.

“I don't have grey hairs!" Hal defended, getting a shit eating grin and a very smug look from Marvel, and since when could he look so smug?

“Are  you sure ?” Marvel asked, looking like he was having far too much fun right now.

"Yes, I am sure, William ." Green Lantern refuted with a 'duh' tone, making a point at putting extra emphasis on the name.

“Alright…"

Marvel stared at him, prolonging the silence as he held Hal's gaze.

Hal stared back at him.

And then.

“Harold.”

“You little-! Come back here!"

Diana sighed as she watched Marvel make a run for it, Hal right behind him as both of them abandoned the meeting room. Screams of ’Williams’ and ‘’Harolds’ echoing down the hall.

"In retrospective, I can see how even Bruce had trouble telling he was an actual child. I mean, have you seen Hal and Barry?" She said, leaning against the table and crossing her arms over her chest.

“Hey! What did I do?" Flash protested.

Diana smiled.

And Barry felt strangely insulted.

Chapter 75: Shooting Star

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Billy Batson was gonna die at the ripe age of 24.

Without having even told the League who he was, he had grown to resemble nothing his Captain Marvel form, so it never became an issue.

The issue here was that he was gonna die. He was so dead God.

And it wasn't even gonna be at the hands of a villain, no, Captain Marvel was gonna die at the hands of his very civilian wife, because he lost their 3 year old daughter.

Cissie had gone out with some friends to celebrate the promotion of one of said friends, he had assured her it would be fine, he had watched over their daughter countless times before, he had even made sure to have his night free, made sure to tell Batman he wouldn't be able to attend tonight's meeting because of personal matters, but now his daughter is very much gone.

He had fallen asleep reading her a bedtime story, and when he woke up, she was gone, gone and with every window and door still very much locked. So how the hell did she got out?

But again, this was the same child who had begun making little electric fireworks with her hands, same child who could lift a whole table with one hand, same child who could make every electronic device for miles shut down during a tantrum .

And he has never been able to decipher whether it was a good thing or a bad thing that the Gods liked him so much they thought it would be fucking funny to give a 3 year old powers, or even access to magic stronger than someone her age should have.

Hell, for all he knew she might have gone out through a portal, he combed the city, a bit difficult when he had to parkour his way through roofs, if anyone took a picture of Captain Marvel and Cissie saw it... that was a phone call he didn't want to answer.

But it didn't matter where he looked through, she was gone, he couldn't find her aura, she was gone, his daughter was gone and it was all his fault.



~



Meanwhile, Clark had just finished talking with Bruce through the comm, the man reminding him of the meeting that would be taking place in less than five minutes.

That's when he had heard the cries of a child, he had sharpened his hearing, focusing on where it might be coming from, the cries far too terrified and desperated to be normal.

And it took him a moment to realize the cries weren't coming from the city down below, but above.

That... wasn't right. He looked up, sharpening his gaze and taking flight as he followed the cries, the night was very cloudy so it took him a while to find the source.

Or more like the source found him .

A flailing silhouette emerged from in between the clouds, a child that crashed right into his chest . His arms wrapped around her on reflex, shock and surprise coursing through his veins as he looked down at the sobbing child between his arms, a little girl that couldn't be older than 2 or 3 , wearing Wonder Woman pajamas and looking terrified out of her mind.

"It's alright, you are alright, I've got you." He was quick to assure, his voice soft, eyes wide, because this was a flying child. A child. Flying. That just came out of nowhere . With her little heartbeat racing and clinging to him with a grip no regular toddler should ever have.

And he wondered for how long had she been flailing around for, she was shaking violently, her voice muffled as she cried into his chest.

But he could make out the faint familiar word Daddy through her sobs.

And for a moment, the pajamas and the flailing around in terror brought back to him the reminder of when he had been a child and flew for the first time, with his mother clinging to his leg while he screamed in panic asking her to not leg of him, terrified out of his mind.

Also reminded him of when Jon had gone flying out at night and got lost. Had been hours before Batman called him and told him Nightwing and him had found Jon.

Had this child gone missing just like Jon had all those years ago? Who's child was even this?

Still, right now the most important thing was to calm her down, so that's what he did, rubbing soft circles on her back and giving her soft reassurances, just like he used to do with Jon when he was this small. It took a while, but he managed to calm her down.

“Hey, do you know where your parents are at?" He asked softly as she finally turned to look at him, her blue eyes still filled with tears, she stared at him for a full minute before looking down at the emblem on his chest.

"Daddy's friend. Safe." Was all she said, wrapping her little arms around his neck and resting her head against his shoulder.

Her words didn't answer Clark's question at all, all he got from that was that apparently, her father might be someone from the League, which at least made it easier... kind of. Because there were dozens of heroes in the Justice League , and flying was a very common power too, but at least that was a start.

He would need to speak with Bruce, see if he could run a face recognition on her or something.



~



"Uh... Supes? Did you have a daughter we didn't know of?" Flash asked as the kryptonian stepped into the meeting room holding the cutest toddler ever, though he doubted Lois would ever let Clark take one of their children out in their pajamas.

"Actually, I found her on my way here." Clark said, putting the child on the ground as this one began moving between his arms, wanting to be put down.

“And you just brought her here?" Aquaman asked, a raised eyebrow as he watched the little girl stand on her tip toes, roaming her gaze around the table with a curious look. She barely even reached the table.

"In the sky."

Superman's words get several confused looks.

“I'm sorry?"

"I found her flailing and crying, in the sky . As in she was flying ." Clark explained, watching the little girl go from person to person, grabbing their hands, touching capes, she seemed quite curious about everything and everyone.

“She was flying?" Batman asked, Clark nodded.

“Yeah, and she called me 'daddy's friend'. So maybe she's from someone in the League?"

"She isn't." Bruce stated as a matter of fact, giving nothing but one look at the girl who was now holding Diana's shield as if it weighted nothing.

"You sure? I mean-"

“I am sure, I know the faces of all the children from the people in the League, she is not one of them." Batman told, his gaze on the child, she had flight and apparent super strength, flight was a common power, super strength at least narrowed it down somewhat. But who's child was this?

The girl came up to him, grabbing at his cape with no fear whatsoever, running a face recognition on her would be the best option here.

And that's what Bruce does.

He scans the girl's face and runs it through the database.

It takes a moment before something comes up.

And it's from Fawcett City.

“Fawcett City? You telling me the kid got to Metropolis flying in the middle of the night?" Green Lantern asked, quite mortified over that.

“It might be possible, her name's Rosie Batson." Batman ignored Flash's snicker, the girl who was now sitting on Diana's lap and getting her hair braided perked up at the name. "3 years old, mother's Cissie Sommerly, father's William Batson."

Bruce had no idea who he was looking at, he had never seen the man in his life, and still, something about his face felt familiar, but he had no idea who he was.

"I do not recognize him." J'onn said, and he wasn't the only one, none of them had ever seen the man, he did have something familiar about him, but none of them could pin point what.

“Rosie, why did you say your dad was Superman's friend?" Diana asked, her voice soft as she finished with the braid, the little girl looked up at her, and there was something way too familiar in those eyes. Even in her bright smile and those cute little dimples that made Diana want to squeeze her between her arms.

“Daddy's a superhero!" She exclaimed happily, throwing her hands up in a showing motion, what none of them expected was for the little bolt of lightning that shot from her hand and hit straight on the ceiling, leaving a singed mark behind.

Silence.

A pin drop could be heard in the room as all adults stared at the singed mark on the ceiling, made by lightning. Lightning .

All gazes went to the little girl who was far too busy poking at Wonder Woman's golden braces to give them any mind.

And then t hey looked at the picture of the man on the screen, he had the perfect expression of 'if looks could kill', no smile whatsoever, and while he didn't look like him, he did have an odd resemblance to him, that's what felt familiar, but how the hell was that him?

“Transformation magic." Hawkwoman is the one who breaks the silence, and that seems to be enough to break all hell loose.

"Holy shi-shiitake." Flash corrected himself on the last minute at Diana's judgemental look, she even covered the girl's ears.

"How is that him? I mean, he has a daughter ? And he's married ?" Hal was going through several stages of denial right now, because there was no way this was true.

"Explains how Batman never got a hang of his identity, you can't exactly find someone who doesn't exist." Aquaman said, smirking at the gothamite's scowl.

"Transformation magic can do wonders. You would be surprised." Shayera said, looking at the man in the picture, the more she looked at it, the more similarities she was finding between him and Captain Marvel. That guy was Captain Marvel.

And still.

Batman pulled up a picture of Captain Marvel.

"Rosie, is that your dad?" Diana asked, pointing at the screen, she wasn't gonna lie, it stung to know her brother had hid this from her, on one side, she understood why he would hide it, but on the other hand? She couldn't help but wonder if he trusted her as much as she had thought he did.

"Yes, can I go with him now?" Rosie asked, her sleepy eyes giving Diana a hopeful look, and she mildly wondered if Marvel would let her visit the girl.

"Sure, we will take you to him." Diana assured gently, Rosie smiled.



~



Billy wondered, not for the first time, how long it might take him to fix the cracks in reality for killing six Gods, he was so gonna kill those assholes.

Or Cissie might just do that herself, he knew Rosie would be safe from harm, he had long ago placed a spell on her to keep her safe, whoever got near her with harmful intentions would be repelled by a very potent force shield that surrounded her. Same as it could protect her from inanimate dangers, anything in general that might put her in danger.

But her being safe didn't meant she wouldn't be scared, the city still had power, so that was a good thing, meant she wasn't upset, terrified or anything remotely intense enough to make her magic lash out. Didn't make him any less panicked on the matter.

She was 3. Alone and God knows where. And fuck he was a superhero, how the hell could he not find his own daughter? He sighed as he came to a stop at the ledge of a building, running a hand through his hair and wondering if he should call Freddy, what was today? Monday? He was 97% sure his brother had a night shift today, fuck what the hell was he supposed to do now?

Should he just call Cissie and tell her?

“Missing something?"

Billy did not almost fall off a roof at the unexpected and very familiar voice that had no business being in Fawcett City nor anywhere near Billy Batson.

He turned around, and he wasn't quite sure what to think of the sight of Wonder Woman, what he did know, is that he had never been happier to see her as he was now, as he saw what she was holding . He was quick to leave the ledge as Diana landed on the roof, careful to not jostle awake the sleeping girl between her arms.

“You found her." He said, relief washing over him at the sight of his daughter, safe . But how did Rosie end up with Diana in the first place? Had she teleported to her? But teleporting to a specific person required a lot of focus and skill. He hadn't even taught her how to do that. How did a toddler could have such skill and focus without having been taught it? His daughter had the exact same attention span he did.

Which was zero.

So how?

“Superman found her in Metropolis' airspace." Wonder Woman told as she passed the sleeping toddler to him, Rosie didn't so much as stir aside from wrapping her arms around his neck, mumbling something about birds.

“Metropolis?" How - wait, airspace? As in she had been flying ? Why the hell would the Gods give a 3 year old the ability to fly? He was so gonna kill Mercury, what the hell had he been thinking? What if she had ended up going far too high to get proper oxygen? Or what if she had come across an airplane? Not only her but others would have gotten seriously hurt.

He was so gonna kill a God tonight.

Still.

"Thank you." He chose to say, putting up his best grateful smile, something about her eyes felt odd though, as if she knew who he was , but that was impossible, right? I mean, he could accept that Batman might have used face recognition on Rosie to find her parents, but he looked nothing like Captain Marvel, and Rosie despite her age knew better than to tell people about him being Captain Marvel, she was quite proud of how good she was at keeping the secret, or the secret mission as she called it. There was no way they knew.

Diana's smile told him otherwise.

"It was no problem, I'm just glad she wasn't hurt." Wonder Woman said, Billy watched her walk up to the ledge, and as she stepped on it she turned to look at him. "Have a good night, William ."

He cringed at the use of his full name, and something about her smile told him that she knew what she was doing. Why did he felt like she was taking revenge on him? But that was stupid, she didn't knew who he was... right?

He got his answer with her next words.

“Oh, and Bruce said you could take tomorrow off too."

And with that, Wonder Woman was gone.

Leaving him standing there, mouth agape as he stared at where she had been standing at. What? How ? He felt a zap of electricity on his shoulder.

Right. Rosie's electric fireworks . He sighed.

Yup.

He had a long list of people that might want to kill him this week.

And his wonderful daughter had helped add people on that list. The betrayal .

Chapter 76: Difficult Choices

Notes:

I have no idea where I was going with this, good luck finding the plot 🦸🕺🤸

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Captain Marvel's been part of the Justice League for over five years now, and for a man who was as friendly and goofy as he was, he was extremely secretive.

Not even Batman knew his secret identity, not a single weakness.

Something that made the man crawl up the walls at times.

But that lack of knowledge regarding Captain Marvel's weakness has never felt as frustrating and maddening as it did 48 hours ago. 

Somehow, Gods know how, Mister Mind had managed to do the impossible, mind control Captain Marvel. The flood of mythological creatures and demons that had seized the whole planet had been one thing, but it had become even worse when all magic users that could have helped with the demons had lost their magic.

Thunderstorms had been on a near apocalyptic scale all around the globe, power completely shut off, hurricanes and tornados devastating everything in their wake, it had taken Aquaman, Mera, Flash and Green Lantern's whole strength to keep the ocean from slamming into the cities near the coasts. 

All the while Captain Marvel floated in the sky in the middle of Fawcett City, surrounded by lightning, eyes glowing and with lichtenberg marks spread all over his skin, crackling with electricity. He had looked like the perfect picture of something from the worst of nightmares. Even his costume had turned completely black.

Superman and Wonder Woman had been the ones sent to attempt and snap him out of it while Martian Manhunter and Batman worked on finding Mister Mind.

The rest of the League, Teen Titans and Young Justice had been sent all over the Earth to take care of the civilians.

He had been unresponsive to outside stimuli, no matter what Superman and Wonder Woman said, he hadn't reacted at all.

And then he had attacked.

Violent and unforgiving, like a raging storm of pure ice and all consuming rage.

He had almost managed to kill Superman without kryptonite even being present.

Wonder Woman had been the one who had managed to stop him, and that because of a voice she couldn't for the life of her recognize had told her to use her Lasso on him.

Her Lasso had drained all the electricity around him, but keeping him restrained while avoiding his hits had been near impossible, even more so with a broken leg. 

But Batman and Martian Manhunter must have found Mister Mind for Captain Marvel had halted his attacks, the lichtenberg marks had disappeared and his eyes had stopped glowing. His costume changing back to its usual bright red and gold color.

And then he had collapsed.

Like a whiplash the Earth had slow but steadily gone back to normal, tornadoes and hurricanes dissipating, oceans calming down, storms dying, demons and mythological creatures disappearing into a pile of dry leaves, magic users recuperating their magic, power coming back.

Captain Marvel had been taken back to the Watchtower, he had had no injuries whatsoever, when he woke up he hadn't said a word, he had just disappeared through a portal.

That had been two days ago. 

He hadn't answered to his comm nor been seen so far, the League had tried to give him space, being mind controlled was never good, much less when dozens of innocents got hurt because of it.

The League unfortunately understood that better than anyone.

Reason having him appearing in the middle of the meeting looking like death had warmed over not even two days later had put the League on alert.

He went over to Batman without a word, no smile in place as he held out a rock with glowing blue bits. But what got their attention was his hand, dozen of cuts littered it, oozing a soft light.

"What is it?" Batman questioned, but even if he asked, he was already taking it.

"Eternium."

At Batman's look the man elaborated.

"It's a shard of matter from the Rock Of Eternity, after what happened with Mister Mind I believe you should have it, just in case. It's... kind of like my kryptonite I guess. It can take my powers away and pierce through my skin."

Silence.

A pin drop could be heard in the room.

Years of wondering if Captain Marvel could even be hurt, of Batman looking all over the Earth for a weakness.

All for the man to turn up and hand them the means to harm him without hesitation.

"You were right, it's beyond stupid to not consider the threat we ourselves pose to Earth."

His words caught the League off guard, Captain Marvel didn't swear, none of them had ever heard him do, but again, none of them had ever seen him as he was now. No smiles. No jokes. No playful remarks. No sarcasm . Nothing.

And still, Batman nodded, understanding, at least he now had something to work with, something that would make him feel less helpless next time something like this were to happen. Something he hoped didn't happen again. Because while he had the plans, against popular belief, he didn't found joy in implementing them.

It was something he had to do, to keep those who couldn't protect themselves safe, and also to subdue the threat with as minimal damage as possible.

It was a method to ensure both parties' safety, something his teammates failed to see.

Chapter 77: Golden Chains

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The League had been fighting a villain when the green light explode and blinded them all. 

Batman had been the first one to wake up, and as he sat up he was quick to take note on the people scattered all around him, once he was sure no one was missing he took it to stand up, his comm didn't work, the place looked like a beach, but the sand was pink, and the water was purple, same as the sky.

And there seemed to be a giant forest behind them, a forest with blue bushes, white grass and blue palm trees with neon spotted coconuts.

"Uh... Spooky?" Flash's voice caught his attention and he turned to look at the speedster, he was sitting on the ground, staring at him with a strange look, Bruce hadn't noticed it before, but Barry's boots had wings. Actual wings.

But Flash didn't seem much bothered with that, he was staring at Bruce, and he couldn't help but look down at himself, wanting to see what the hell had Allen so speechless.

He wasn't sure what to think of his clothes as he saw himself shift into a blob of darkness, just to shift back into his usual self, and back into a blob... it didn't felt different, he still felt all his limbs, despite the blob of darkness.

It kept shifting, just like the wings on Flash's boots.

They weren't the only ones with the freaky glitches.

As the rest began waking up, strange glitches began taking hold of them too.

Like Aquaman's shirt glitching between a shirt and flat out golden scales. Or more like he was covered in several places with those golden scales.

Or Superman changing between his regular appearance and a hillbilly guy who hasn't shaved in months. With stereotypical farm guy clothes. That one had made Hal and Barry break into a fit of laughter. Because Superman with a jumper and a straw hat on top of his head was way too ridiculous

There was also Green Lantern who had a glitch between looking normal and wearing pilot gear, something that had made him freak out at first, thinking the ring to be malfunctioning or something. 

Hawkwoman had feathers across her arms that disappeared in between glitches. 

Martian Manhunter kept shifting in between his civilian form and his original form.

And Wonder Woman… her clothes kept shifting in between her old armor long before she left Themyschira and her regular one.

But the one that did got several heads turning and even Batman staring had been Captain Marvel, he was walking near shore, close enough that the waves reached him, he didn't seem bothered in the least with their stares nor what he had.

Which was a chain.

An honest to God chain attached to a collar around his neck. The collar was a translucent gold. Inside, a flow of interlocked energies spun round and round. Like a storm of golden flames. A bright white aura surrounded the translucent collar.

The chain attached to it was covered in strange sigils that no one could decipher, a chain that went up and up, disappearing somewhere between the clouds. 

There was also the child.

Or well, the translucent shape that never materialized quite right looked like a child, kept appearing whenever the chain did, right infront of Marvel, sometimes behind him, the silhouette seemed to almost have a mind of its own, kept poking at Marvel, tugging at his cape, jumping infront of him or just running around him, almost as if it were teasing him.

Marvel's sole acknowledgement of it was tripping it whenever it tried to run past him or kept running around him, he honest to God tripped it. The silhouette didn't have a chain, but it did have a cord that was latched on its chest and connected with Marvel's.

It was a bit off-putting, both the child and what looked like a leash to put it bluntly. And he didn't seem bothered by it at all.

“I have good news, and bad news.” Marvel's sudden voice caught their attention, the League hadn't even noticed he had come to stand before them now. The child was gone, and so was the chain.

Still.

“Which are?” Hawkwoman asked, he had said before that he could give them a location based on the magic from this place, which was something he could apparently do, identify worlds based on their magic.

“Good news, I know how to get us back home. Some worlds have doors that serve as portals, this one is one of those worlds. Bad news? That door is underwater.” At their looks he was quick to elaborate. “In this world, the ocean is infected with these little creatures, they look cute and like little Pacman ghosts, act friendly even.”

“But?” Aquaman asked, sensing a ‘’but’ there.

“They are also extremely vicious and can devour a person within seconds, think of them as piranhas, but worse, because once they latch onto you it's nearly impossible to pry them off of you. Like a leech on steroids.”

That… was not promising at all.

“I could make a submarine with my ring.” Green Lantern said, but as soon as he made the submarine in question, and his clothes glitched to the pilot gear, the submarine disappeared.

“We are fucked.” Flash said after a beat of silence, dropping on the sand with a sigh, the child and the chain were back, and the silhouette of the child was now moving its arms around, it looked like it was talking, but no sound came out, and even so, it was hard to tell, its face barely there, and still, Marvel's full attention was on it.

He genuinely looked like he was listening to something. 

“You sure?” He asked, to the silhouette. And the silhouette crossed its arms over its chest, seemed to say something that made Marvel frown. “Fair point.” He looked back up at them with a grin, as if he wasn't just talking to whatever that silhouette was. He looked way too comfortable with this whole situation. “New plan.”

“Hold it.” Flash said, holding his hand up, unable to keep on ignoring the elephant in the room, the island, whatever. “What's with the chain? Who's the kid? And why do you look awfully comfortable with this whole thing?”

Marvel frowned, seemed to have some kind of revelation before growing apologetic.

“Right, forgot, those glitches are harmless, in this world, people kind of get metaphorical things about them, it's a side effect of the magic in this world. Like, Batman's the darkness, or Flash's so fast he looks like he is flying.” Captain Marvel explained, he had forgotten completely that the League would definitely not know any of this, but to be fair he was used to people knowing the why of their surroundings whenever he was in another world.

“And you have a leash and a child?” Marvel winced at Superman's words, Billy's laughter alongside the Gods' as Superman switched into a hillbilly look distracting him a bit, but he had to admit it was hilarious to have Superman wearing a jumper and a straw hat with a straight face. 

He bit back his smirk, he had the feeling he should take this serious, for some reason..?

He looked up at the chain as it reappeared, went up to the skies and disappeared among the clouds, and he knew, without proof, that the other end of this chain was safely latched around six very immature Gods who might be rolling all around Olympus' floor right now over Superman's looks.

He turned to look at Billy who was doubled over, his laughter echoing inside his head. He still found it strange, to be able to see him while in this form.

Still.

He smacked him on the back of the head, light, but it got the kid straightening up and jumping at him, disappearing before he could so much as touch him.

“Jerk!” Came Billy's annoyed shout, Marvel smirked, he had to admit it was hilarious to mess with him. 

“The leash is not a leash, I have told you before, I am, in a way, the representative of six Gods, the chain is just a way of showcasing my relationship with them, I know it looks like a leash, but it's not.” The League didn't seem to believe his words, and Thavma sighed.

He knew how humans and most people felt about chains, and he did admit it looked like that, but it wasn't. He was no one's puppet.

But he didn't felt like explaining to full length his relationship with the Gods.

Thus, he went with the other thing.

“The child is a representation of the person who acts as my host. Has a mind of its own because he is a different person altogether.”

“A host? Like a possession?” Green Lantern asks, glancing at the reappearing child who was now using Marvel's cape as his sole support to stay upright, the man didn't so much as budge under it, just yanked the cape and the kid fell face flat on the sand.

“No, not possession, it's a switching thing, similar to Etrigan and Jason Blood, he is Jason Blood in this scenario.” Marvel said with a straight face, as if a child-sized silhouette wasn't currently on his shoulders giving him a headlock he wasn't so much as blinking at.

“He is a child.” Superman felt the need to point out, he didn't understand magic much, but he did know Etrigan and Jason Blood were two different people locked in a switching spell of some sorts.

“He is 13, he listens to no one but his parents, and he's managed to convince them to let him keep this up, whoever else tries to talk him out of it just ends with neon hair or flying cockroaches following them all over the place for weeks. You don't want to argue with him, trust me.” Marvel told as a statement of fact, Billy could be a total menace when he wanted to, and the worst is that the Gods praised his habit to put silly curses on people. “Anyways, I have an idea on how to get us out of here.”

He didn't want them to get stuck asking about Billy, he would rather not have this conversation here, even less now when he had said kid's astral form messing around out of boredom.

Not that what was coming next would make the conversation he could see ahead any less exhausting.

“What kind of idea?”

“It's quite simple, see, uh, I can open a portal, but since we are here and going to our original world, there's like 98% probabilities that we end up at the Rock.”

“And that's a problem because…?” Martian Manhunter asked, sensing that there might be a big good enough reason for Marvel to not have brought this idea up first thing first. Wasn't the Rock that place he went to whenever he wasn't doing hero stuff? Was it sacred or something?

“The problem is that there's currently one single exit in that place, which is the kid's house, which for obvious reasons you can't use, another exit can be made, but you would have to wait, and potentially get harassed by five kids in the meantime.”

That… didn't sound as horrible as he had made them expect. 

“Five kids? That's all? I thought you were about to say something about magical taboos or something.” Flash said, relief in his voice.

“Don't underestimate them, that's how people end up cursed and traumatized.” Captain Marvel told, looking dead serious, and then he smiled, opening a portal, as if he didn't just say something very ominous. “Anyways, if you really don't mind, you can step through.”

And the League did just that, stepping through the golden portal, glitches disappearing the second their foot landed on the hard floor, of a giant looking cave, with several bizarre statues covered in stickers, makeup and silly string, some were even dressed up and had wigs.

There were lots of Christmas lights too, lava lamps, two arcade games, some couches, a giant flat screen on the wall, and there were seven thrones of stone across the room, with a familiar lightning bolt painted on the wall above the thrones, and even then the whole place looked like a kid's hideout. There was even a huge glowing sign that spelt ‘LAIR’.

“You have your own Batcave?” Green Lantern asked in awe, he wanted his own Batcave.

“Theoretically speaking.” Captain Marvel conceded as he shut the portal behind him. “Though the kids were the ones who made it like this.” Thavma was not about to tell the League half of this stuff was stolen, but to be fair? Freddy and Billy had egged him on, and he had actually thought there was nothing wrong with it.

Mary had spent hours lecturing him about the laws of the modern world when she had first found out about the stolen stuff. 

The sudden sound of a shout and lightning rumbling down the hall caught his attention, he grinned as he felt the missing stamina from his power come back to him. Eugene was back.  

“There's a child approaching… a child with a, uh, quite a strong opinion about someone called ’Thavma’?” Superman said, giving Marvel a doubtful look, because there was a child cursing his way here. 

And Marvel smirked.

“That would be Eugene, he's harmless.”

Not soon after, a child no older than 10 appeared, covered in multicolored smoke and glitter. He stared at the League for a full minute, frozen in place, and then his gaze fell on Marvel and he went from shocked to full on anger. Pointing at him.

“You! Do you have any idea how much food with glitter I had to eat these past hours?!” The child snapped as he stalked up to Marvel who looked beyond amused.

“Wasn't it edible glitter?” The Captain asked, the kid's anger wavered.

“It was, but that's not the point! I-”

“Wasn't the food good?”

“It was, I even stored a whole cake in a pocket dimension, and- that's not the point! You locked me with the fairies, the fairies! I can still hear them singing! And people will still find glitter on me on my funeral!” The kid snapped, shaking his shirt and making a ton of glitter drop. Marvel gave him a condescending pat on the head with the fakest guilty look humankind had ever seen.

“There, there.” He said, also in the most condescending tone ever, but the glitter did disappear, as if it was never there, leaving the kid only covered in the multicolored smoke. 

“What about the smoke?”

Marvel raised an eyebrow, the kid scoffed before throwing his arms up.

“You know what? I give up.” The League watched the kid stalk past Marvel and up to the door with the sign ‘Home Closet' hanging on it. He left through that door, not before flipping Marvel off, and Marvel honest to God flipped him back off. The kid didn't even seem surprised, just gave him a double flip off before slamming the door shut, and Marvel snickered.

“I have so many questions right now, but I'm just gonna ask this, did you lock a kid for hours with… fairies?” Superman asked, not sure what to think of his own question. Marvel gave him an innocent look.

“What? Fairies are harmless, Darla loves them, and to be fair? He had it coming, he tricked me into drinking poison.”

“Aren't you immune to any kind of poison?” Batman asked.

“So? It tasted awful.” Thavma defended himself, Eugene was a demon who kept making him drink whatever he got within reach, as if expecting a reaction. And each time he got his sweet revenge, from throwing Eugene into Fairyland or Jurassic World to locking him in time loops and switching his stuff with jello duplicates.

He was way worse than Billy. It was like the Gods had chose to throw him in the middle of six demonic kids and see who survived. But he wouldn't deny it, he would die for those kids.

“Anyways, I should be going now, I have to make you a door, remember? Make yourselves comfortable, and if you hear the statues whisper to you, ignore them.”

“I'm sorry the statues do what ?” Flash's high pitched question went unanswered as Marvel disappeared through the door with a shit eating grin.

And since when has Marvel ever been such a smug menace?

Still.

The League sat down, or at least some of them did, Superman, J'onn, Wonder Woman and Hawkwoman. The rest was either snooping around without shame (Aquaman, Flash and Green Lantern) or faking passing but actually snooping too (Batman). 

There was a board with lots of headlines, old and new, from different members of the Justice League, and the Justice League. There were some from Captain Marvel, though several of those were scribbled over, a mustache had been drawn on him, glasses, monobrows or just had stickers on them. 

And Batman didn't have to wonder much on the kind of relationship that might be there between Marvel and the six kids, he's seen that exact behavior in his own kids. He did wonder if Marvel's immature behavior was connected to the fact that a teenager was his host. He wondered if the man would be willing to elaborate on his relationship with the kid.

For what he knew, Jason Blood and Etrigan's relationship was complicated, the man loathed switching to Etrigan, he wondered how the kid felt about this whole thing…

A loud gasp caught his attention and he turned to look at Green Lantern.

“Guys? I just realized something.” Hal said, sounding quite shocked if not a bit in awe. Diana gave him a raised eyebrow.

“About?”

“Captain Marvel's name is Thavma.”

“... Well, Thavma is the Greek word for Marvel.” Diana told after a moment of silence. She found it a bit amusing, if his name was Thavma, he had been parading his name for years and none of them had even realized. Smart .

“I feel like he's been laughing behind our backs over that little detail.” Green Lantern said, hadn't Marvel gave him and anyone who asked him for a name a look? As if he wanted to laugh but knew it would be rude? Hal had asked Marvel if he had a name to be called by. That smug son of a bitch. His name was literally his name. Marvel. Thavma. 

Hal had to give it to him, he was clever.

Chapter 78: Collective Hallucination?

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Billy lost a bet.

And while he might have lost the bet, it didn't meant he wasn't about to make the best of the dare he had to do to pay for it.

He had to break into Bruce Wayne's mansion, aka, Batman's house. 

Which he had done, he could have gone in through burglar methods to make it more entertaining and challenging, but what the dare entailed had called for a more subtle approach.

Thus, he had teleported inside, he had been here enough times as Captain Marvel to know the layout like the palm of his hand, he knew where each security camera was, movement sensors, traps , he knew everything . More than even Batman might realize, but to be fair, growing around abusive homes had let him learn to notice the smallest of details.

He made his way to the kitchen, looking down at his watch for good measure . Just a few minutes before Alfred came into the kitchen.

He used his magic to change clothes, switching his usual clothes with sweatpants and a hoodie, he didn't bother putting on shoes, he didn't need shoes for this, he also ruffled his hair enough for it to become a mess, the kind of mess only someone who had just woken up would have.

And after fixing himself some cereal, he sat at the kitchen table and began eating, swinging his leg back and forth as he watched the clock on the wall tick, anxious over what he was aiming to do, he had even messed with the cameras so the face registered wouldn't be his, all cameras registered a different face. So no one would be able to track him down.

Then the whisper of footsteps reached his ears.

He stopped swinging his leg and slumped a bit, just enough to look decently tired, a Cheshire smile splitting across his face.

Let the fun begin.




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Alfred Pennyworth was quite aware that there were many children in the manor, something he was always thankful for, to think his prayers would have been heard, that master Bruce wouldn't be alone until his dying day.

It was nice.

But the amount of children and their ages didn't quite meet the standard of what he found at the kitchen. 

Because this child, no matter how he looked at him, was not one of master Bruce's children. He seemed to be the same age as master Damian, but master Damian was the only 10 year old in the mansion. He wasn't Jon either, the boy was much too polite to sneak into the mansion without telling anyone.

So who was this child? He had black hair and blue eyes, was giving him an impossibly innocent look, hair a mess and wearing pajamas.

"Morning Alfred." Was the warm greeting the child gave, smiling, as if this was a casual occurrence, but Alfred would definitely remember this boy . Was he a latest addition Master Bruce hadn't bothered to introduce?

Still.

"Morning... pardon me, but it seems that while you do know my name, I do not know yours." Alfred said, it was polite to greet people back, and he would like to know the name of this young man, a boy he's never seen in his life but had to belong here, right? He couldn't have sneaked into the mansion, and since Alfred would never forget a single one of the residents... He had to be a new addition.

He would need to speak with Master Bruce about bringing guests unannounced, he could have prepared a room for him.

But there was something about the child that felt familiar, he just couldn't pin point what it was, strange, he never forgot a face.

And still, nothing could have prepared him for the child's sudden sorrow, his smile falling as confusion settled over.

"Is this meant to be a prank?"

"A prank?" Alfred repeated, feeling a bit lost.

"Yes. A prank. You asked me my name, why would you ask me my name if not for a prank?" The boy looked positively confused, Alfred's silence making his face suddenly morph into one of sorrow. "Wait, are you really telling me you forgot my name?"

He sounded so hurt, it broke Alfred's heart, even more so as the boy's eyes welled up with tears, bottom lip quivering, he dropped the spoon, looking away and shoulders shaking.

"How can you forget my name? I have been here for over a year now, you even taught me how to fix my tie, I thought... I thought we were family. But maybe I was wrong all along..." The boy's voice grew somber, he sounded so dejected, so hurt.

And for one horrifying moment, Alfred had the sudden wonder that maybe, his age was finally catching up with him, because there was no other explanation for this, the boy was clearly distraught, and no one could just sneak into the mansion, and the boy clearly knew where everything was, he was comfortable enough to eat breakfast in his pajamas.

But how could he forget this child? Was he forgetting someone else right now?

Meanwhile, Billy bit his lip, trying to not laugh, shoulders shaking, he hadn't expected Alfred to fall so easily for this, he had expected the butler to make more questions.

"What's with the kid?" A new voice caught his attention, and wiping up his best theatrical face of raw pain and desolation (he hadn't been the best student at theater class for nothing), he pushed back the chair and ran up to the newcomer. Nightwing . Throwing his arms around him.

"Dick! Alfred says he doesn't know who I am!" He cried, looking up at Nightwing's bewildered face with tears streaming down his face. He wasn't a master at manipulating people for nothing. "But you do remember me, right? You do know who I am, right?" He asked, voiced filled with hope and dreams, enough that Dick's face morphed into the perfect 'Oh shit' look.

Dick's hands fell on his shoulders, a panicked look being sent towards Alfred. A nervous chuckle leaving him.

Dick who couldn't help but feel like he had walked into another dimension, because who was this kid? He looked like he couldn't be older than Damian, but he was not Damian, but Damian was the only 10 year old of the house. The youngest ones were 4. So who the hell was this kid? But he knew his name, and he looked completely devastated by Alfred not knowing who he was. But Dick didn't knew either who he was.

And the kid was looking at him with such hope and dreams in his eyes, it made him feel all the more guilty.

"I'm sorry buddy, but uh... what's your name?"

That didn't seem to be a good question because the kid released him and flat out looked like he was about to start wailing.

"I don't like this game anymore. Why are you doing this to me? What did I do so wrong that you are all now acting as if you don't know me? Where's dad?" He asked, his voice weak, pleading, hurt . And Dick couldn't help but come up to kneel infront of the kid, he didn't knew him, but the kid apparently did, and he was very upset with the response he was getting from them.

"Hey, it's alright buddy, I'm sorry, please don't cry. I'm not trying to be mean, I just... are you sure we know each other?" He asks carefully, but even if he asks that, the kid definitely looks like he lives here, and he looks genuinely distraught. But Dick has never seen this child in his life . So what kind of crack in the matrix was this? 

And the kid looked so devastated at his question it made Dick want nothing more but to apologize and hug him. He hated seeing kids sad, even less when said kids were his brothers or claiming to be his brothers.

"Your name is Richard Grayson, but everyone calls you Dick, you were the first Robin, now Nightwing, you are 20 and live in Blüdhaven, but you like to spend the night here during game nights or when you just don't want to go back to your apartment. We played Twister last night, Tim twisted his ankle trying to trip Selina."

That... was true.

But Dick didn't knew this child. This child who knew who he was up to what they did last night.

"You know I'm Nightwing?" He asks, the kid nods, sniffling.

"You are all the bats, you told me last year when dad brought me here."

"You have been here for a year?" Dick asked, starting to feel completely lost, what the hell did he meant by a year? He would definitely remember if he had a new baby brother. The longer the kid spoke, the more he wondered if a villain had somehow erased their memories or if the kid had somehow stumbled here from another dimension and was yet to notice.

Which would mean the kid was actually his brother. From another dimension. But still his brother.

"Dick... do you hate me?" That question felt like a slap, the kid's voice was small, eyes watery, and Dick couldn't anymore with the guilt that was eating at him.

Thus. He pulled the kid into a hug.

"Of course not kiddo, I could never hate you I... we will fix this." He assured, not sure what else to say but certainly not wanting the kid to think he hated him.

Meanwhile, unbeknownst to Dick, the kid he was hugging was grinning deviously behind his shoulder, eyes glowing with mischief.

Billy had to admit it had been easier than expected, but again, Nightwing has always been known to be a softie, even more so with kids, even more so with his siblings. So it shouldn't surprise him he fell with such ease.

It was a bit humiliating to be crying all over the place and having the Nightwing holding him as if he were a distraught child, but it was also way too hilarious not to.

As Dick pulled back from the hug Billy slapped back his broken look. Nightwing stood up, offering his hand to him, Billy took it, curious on what would happen next.

"Come, let's talk with Bruce, we need to figure out what happened."

He gave a short nod, even if a little part of him winced at the idea of facing Batman like this, he had to be even more careful with that one. A single mistake could make this whole facade crumble. 




~



"Dad!" Calling Batman 'dad' was not how Billy had ever seen himself spending his summer, but he had to be convincing, and when it came to acting and manipulating, he always put his all in it.

So throwing himself at Batman and hugging him as if he were his lifesaver was nothing, he felt the man's hands touch his shoulders, and he didn't even need to see his face to know he was looking at Nightwing with confusion.

"Dad, Alfred and Dick won't stop asking who I am. You won't do the same right? You promised this was my home now, that you would be my family, you promised I would never be alone again. That you would never push me away, you are my family, I belong here with you, right...?" He looked up at Batman, desperation in his voice as his fingers clutched the man's shirt, and if his mask cracked a bit at the last remark? No one had to know, because these words were the truth, not for Batman, but for the Vasquez, same questions and fears he had had once.

And he wondered if he went a bit overboard when Bruce gave him a most anguished look, of guilt and confusion like nothing he had ever seen on Batman, all as the man came to kneel before him.

"I'm... we will fix this." Was all he said before pulling him into a hug, and oh fuck Batman was hugging him! The Batman

Was.

Hugging him! He didn't knew whether to be terrified or in awe. Because God if the man ever found out about this being a prank he was so dead.




~




"I hate this game, can we stop now? Please? I promise I won't steal any more ice cream, just please stop." The child who had the Wayne mansion upside down exclaimed, he was sitting on the couch in the living room, everyone was there, staring at the very distraught kid, he had already clung to every single one of them at some point, hoping that someone would recognize him.

Had spoken things no one who didn't live here would know. But no one knew who he was. Even if their memories had been erased, even if he had his own room, there were no papers to symbolize an adoption or even foster care situation, and his face didn't appear anywhere on the internet. It was as if he didn't exist.

Which did nothing but strengthen Dick's theories of the kid having stumbled here from another dimension where he was apparently part of the family.

"Joseph, right? Please stop crying, we promise we aren't doing this on purpose, we just... We really don't know who you are." Tim attempted, he didn't want the kid to keep on looking like his whole life was crumbling before his very eyes. They really had no idea who he was.

Meanwhile, Billy gave a mournful sigh, wiping away at his tears, he was gonna kill Freddy for having him use that horrible middle name, but it wasn't like he could tell them his real name.

He took a deep breath, to be honest? He hadn't expected to fool Jason, or Damian , or even Selina. But Jason looked lost, Selina looked nervous, and Damian hadn't insulted him so far, in fact, he looked a bit uneasy, like he had no idea how to handle the situation.

And Billy has never felt prouder. He left Robin speechless . Hah! Freddy owed him a Wonder Woman autograph, I mean, he could get it himself, but his terror was such over being recognized he has never dared to approach the League as Billy. And holy shit Batman was so gonna kill him the day his identity was revealed. 

Well, not Batman, but the Robins would, more like Robin would. Damian was not someone you could easily laugh at and live to tell the tale. 

Point was, this was going better than he had expected.

"It's fine... really..." He said, making his voice as miserable as possible, he learnt long ago how to perfect the kicked puppy voice without making it seem as if he was using it to get his way.

"No, it's not, but as I said, we will fix this, alright?” Bruce said, giving him a reassuring look as he came to sit with him, wrapping his arm around his shoulders, and Billy was seriously starting to feel guilty over this. 

“Alright.” Was all he said, leaning into the hug.

He was so gonna get Freddy back for this. And give Batman, Alfred, Selina and the Robins an apology gift. 

They would definitely need it once he disappeared.

Chapter 79: The Daemon AU No One Asked For Part 2

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When the bipedal tiger materialized in the middle of the meeting room, the League's first reaction was to jump into a fighting stance. 

"You must help them." The tiger spoke, it was then that the League noticed the unconscious child cradled between his arms.

And the how was the tiger dressed, bright yellow and orange suit. Tawky Tawny. Captain Marvel.

That's when the League grew aware of something else. 

Dragon.

There was an honest to God dragon curled up on the boy's stomach.

Batman stalked past the tiger within seconds.

"Follow me."

The tiger followed.

 

  

 

~



 "Who did this to them?" Superman questions as he stares at the child resting on the bed from the medbay, golden dragon curled by his side, he might not like nor know much about magic.

But he didn't need to to know that somehow, this child was part of the reason Captain Marvel looked human, Captain Marvel was a child, he couldn't be older than 12, he definitely didn't look older than Jon . This child who went through things no child should ever have to. 

The tiger didn't answer, he was sitting by the bed.

"That's not for me to answer. You want answers? Wait for him to wake up and tell you himself." Tawky told as he stood up. "I trust he will be safe in your care."

"Where are you going?" Batman questioned as the tiger made his way towards the door. The tiger halted, giving him a side look, pupils becoming thin slits.

"I need to attend to some matters." Tawky Tawny stated. Black Adam had messed with the wrong person. 

And as the tiger left the League was left in complete silence, staring at the unconscious child.

God, this was such a mess.






Billy woke up to a monstrous headache and a sore body.

He frowned, his head felt as if someone had stuffed a cloud in it, and as he opened his eyes he was quickly forced to look away as the bright light assaulted his eyes, blinking rapidly for a moment before he was able to adjust to it.

Where the hell...?

He was quick to sit up, ignoring the pain that shot through his chest and stomach at the action, Thavma was curled right by his side, so that at least settled some of his growing panic, hat least these people hadn't tried to take Thavma away.

It looked like a weird hospital, last he remembered was Tawky Tawny... But Tawky Tawny would never bring him to a hospital, so where the hell was he?

Thavma shifted at his side before sitting up.

"Where are we?" He asked as he looked around, Billy frowned.

"I'm not sure."

The sudden sound of the door opening got Billy tensing and Thavma jumping off the bed, shifting into an enormous griffin, golden feathers crackling with electricity as the lights flickered.

All confusion and fear disappeared the second Batman stepped through the door. The man in question halted at the sight of the giant griffin.

"Dude that is so cool." Flash said, staring at the truck sized griffin with golden feathers and golden glowing eyes.

Before them the griffin shifted back into a small golden dragon, same golden dragon the boy had come with. Same golden dragon that could very much possibly be Captain Marvel.

"Are we at the Watchtower?" Billy asked as Thavma came back to him, he's never been in the medbay, Captain Marvel couldn't be harmed, but it did felt a bit embarrassing that he hadn't even recognized the place. Of course Tawky Tawny wouldn't leave him just about anywhere.

But it did irritate him a bit that he had brought him to the Watchtower. This wasn't supposed to be how it happened . The League wasn't supposed to know about him until he was at most 18, and now... stupid Black Adam and his stupid sword.

"Yes." Batman answered, glancing at the dragon that was now on the kid's shoulders, he tried to not let that bother him, he's seen weirder things, a dragon wasn't about to make him have a hard time with his words.

"How are you feeling?" Wonder Woman asked, her voice gentle.

"I'm fine." And he will be even better once he shows Black Adam what happened when someone had the audacity to hurt Thavma.

"Who did this to you?" Superman's question didn't surprise Billy, and still, he glared at the man, he might like the Justice League, a lot, but that didn't meant he was about to let them dictate how he lived his life, they had no right over him, he was perfectly capable of taking care of himself.

"I won't stop if that's what you are asking, you can't make me, I might have not agreed to these powers, but you can be damn sure I will use them to save as many people as I can." He told as a statement of fact, leaving no room for argument and giving Superman a challenging look. To them all.

And the League knew, that no matter what they said, there would be no force on Earth capable of changing the boy's mind. Those eyes said it all.

"Alright, alright, we get it." Green Lantern conceded, holding his hands up in an apaciguating manner. He found it hard to believe that the ever cheerful Captain Marvel was also this child who looked like he would bite you if poked the wrong way.

His words at least got the kid relaxing, the dragon on his shoulders , a fucking honest to God dragon how the hell was he suppose to keep his cool right now?, slipped off his shoulders, turning into a friggin white fox with nine fucking tails , a fox that just curled on the bed with its back to them.

"How does this work exactly? I mean, are you..."

"Magic."

"You do realize how that explains nothing, right?" Flash asked, the kid shrugged before sighing at their looks.

"I was born with the mark of the Wizard. This is... Thavma..." He began, patting the fox's back, he could feel it, Thavma was still tired, and so was he, he wanted to sleep, but he knew he had to at least give them some answers.

At least so they wouldn't try to follow him around.

"One day, he just stopped being able to shift into any regular animal, he can only shift into magic creatures. When I was 10, the Wizard gave me powers, and Thavma sort of… became something else? But not quite, I'm not sure, when we turn into Captain Marvel, we merge as one, in a way, when we are Captain Marvel, it's more him than me, but it's also me. You know." He shrugged, Thavma was its own being, different from a regular daemon, but it was also him, just like all daemons.

The League nodded, so Captain Marvel was the soul of a child, nothing wrong there, God that was so messed up. The sight of him being stabbed was still fresh in their minds, the idea of letting him still go around… it didn't felt right, but the kid definitely didn't look like he was willing to give it up.

And it was safer to keep him with them than kick him out and have him going around solo, with no backup whatsoever. 

Also, there was something about this whole thing…

“How does that work? I mean, lots of people come into contact with Captain Marvel, you said you two merge, but it's clear he's the one on the front line, doesn't it bother you?” Flash asked, daemons were the soul of a person, no one but people extremely close to you could touch it, and even that one was debatable.

Having people touching a daemon in general was uncomfortable, and at times, even painful. But Captain Marvel was hit, touched, shot, stabbed and grabbed a lot, by villains, civilians and even by the League themselves. The man has never looked uncomfortable or in pain, though he was never one to hold a civilian for longer than necessary, and he did end fights rather quickly.

“At first it was unsettling, but it's not anymore, and it's as I said, we merge, means it doesn't feel as strong as it would were you to touch him as he is now.” Billy explained, now it just felt like a background annoyance he barely paid mind to. “Can I sleep now?” He asked, he really wanted to sleep right now, his stomach was still sore and keeping his eyes open was proving a very difficult task.

“Right, sure, you should rest a bit more.” Superman said, he still had questions, but the kid looked one second away from falling asleep, so he guessed they could wait.

The most important thing here was that he was safe now, and that he would heal.

Chapter 80: The Champion's Fate

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Thavma has existed for several billions of years, has  had thousands of hosts, all of them unique in their own way, and if there was one thing he took pride on, it was on how well he had done at protecting each and every one of them.

Or at least those who wouldn't go down the wrong path regardless of his warnings. Like Teth Adam.

Point was.

This time around, his host had been a bit different than the rest, a child . That had never happened before, and because of it, he had been even more protective of him than he ever was with his past hosts. Because the child wasn't even a teenager. Barely 8 when he first met him.

So Thavma did the most logical thing he could, he protected the child, taught him how to use magic and how to control his emotions so his magic wouldn't leak out and cause damage to his surroundings, he even used his magic to make the Rock Of Eternity look more... homey.

Had also convinced the kid to live there, it was dryer, warmer and a whole lot safer than sleeping on alleys and abandoned buildings.

When he joined the Justice League, he always made a point at getting back to the Rock Of Eternity through a portal, would only de-transform at the Rock Of Eternity. All so as to protect Billy.

And still.

Nothing could have ever prepared him for the outcome of Billy getting into the car with a popular reporter.

The man had known who he was, or at least he had thought so. All because of a security camera, it had caught Billy jumping off a roof and shouting the magic word, lightning striking down before Captain Marvel flew off...

The man had shown it to him after having tricked Billy into saying Shazam by using country names. And fuck, he shouldn't have let him transform in public, humans had become so advanced... nowhere was safe, there were eyes everywhere.

And despite all, the man had assured him he wouldn't spread it, had even deleted it infront of him.

So never could he had ever expected that the League of all possible people would get a hang of the incriminating footage, no, it wasn't even that footage but a completely different one.

And of course he should have known the damn car might have had a hidden camera.




~




Marvel knew something was wrong the second he stepped into the meeting room, he had been asked to come, Batman had sounded... weird, when he asked him to come to this last minute and ominous meeting.

As he sat down on his designated chair, he tried to not let their bizarre stares bother him, some looked furious, others tense, and others... he had no idea how to describe their looks right now.

"Did I miss something?" He asks, not sure on what is wrong with them, it felt like he was missing a crucial part of this situation. Because this meeting had come out of nowhere and no one had bothered enlightening him on what was the meeting about.

His answer was Batman pointing at the screen across the room where the footage from a clearly hidden camera played out, a footage that made his non-existent blood run cold, because it was of Billy , from last night, and oh fuck no he was so fucked.

" Belarus, Antipolo, Gibraltar, Kenosha, Zam-!"

Marvel didn't so much as flinch as he watched the lightning strike, ripping through the roof of the car and hitting Billy, lights fading away to reveal him in Billy's place, holding the same cards he had been holding.

"There you are." Mr. Jerk said in triumph, he watched his own face go from surprise and disbelief to utter annoyance and disappointment, glaring at the cards before dropping them.

" Billy ." He heard himself growl. " I can't believe he fell for that." 

"Wait, hang on, I thought you were Billy?"

"That is so not your business."

The footage paused.

"Explain. Now." Batman's voice was absolute, leaving no room for argument, but Marvel was unable to peel his gaze off the screen, throat tight, because that was so not how this was ever meant to go. The League was never meant to know about Billy, Billy was just 13, a feral 13 year old who would bite the face off of any adult who so much as tried to baby him.

Something he could see the League attempting to do, which would go so not well.

But it wasn't as if he could hope to escape this damn situation. Fuck . He dragged his hand down his face, leaning back on the chair and failing to contain a frustrated groan. Luck has never been on his side it seems.

How did he even begin explaining this?

"It's... complicated." When has he ever been so bad articulating his answers? And where was Solomon's Wisdom when you most needed it?

"Complicated? I see two simple answers here, either you have been lying about your age, or you are putting a child in danger." Superman's words made him bite back a groan, leave it to the reporter to get it right.

"I haven't lied about my age, I'm not that boy, nor am I putting him in danger, it's..." Fuck . He sighed in frustration, dropping his hands on his lap before chosing to just tell the truth as it was. "He cannot be harmed when I'm me, and even if I were to be harmed, it would take a whole lot of complex magic to even be able to reach him. Our situation is similar to Jason Blood's and Etrigan, but unlike them, this is not a situation of demons, curses and deals. Ours is..."

More complex than people who knew little of magic would understand, but he still made an attempt to explain it.

"I cannot be in this world without a host, it tends to mess with things. But only someone who's born with the mark of the Wizard can be my host, the boy was born with the mark of the Wizard, he wasn't really meant to become it so soon, usually, Mamaragan waits until they are adults, but Black Adam's arrival came earlier than expected. And he sensed the Wizard's mark on the boy, he had to summon him, had he not done so, Black Adam would have killed him.”

"Black Adam knows about him?" Flash asked, sounding quite mortified.

"He won't hurt him, we have come to a… sort of an agreement.” Marvel assured.

“But he's a child, how old is he even? Does his parents know about this?” Superman's words made Thavma wince as he felt Billy's magic tangle with his own, the kid was not happy.

“He's 13, his parents are dead, he lives at the Rock, the Gods and I look after him, he's perfectly fine, you don't need to worry about anything.” Thavma didn't like where this conversation was going, he understood their reason to be worried, but none of them had the right to question his ability to keep him safe, he would never put Billy in danger.

The kid had a warm bed, a roof over his head, lots of food, and most Gods in Olympus had blessed him enough times for him to now be unable to get sick, he was healthier and happier than he ever was with his uncle or living in the streets.

Humans had rejected him, adults meant to protect him and look after him, so the Gods had taken him under their wing, he was Olympus' Champion, Billy was very self sufficient and independent, he no longer needed adults to try and baby him, his time of being defenseless and innocent had long passed, forced to grow way sooner than any child should. 

Granted, he did kid stuff, and that because Thavma and the Gods prompted him to, he recently even made friends with a kid named Freddy, his first friend, Zeus had spent the day dry sobbing, proud that Billy had finally made a friend. 

Point was, the League had nothing to be worried about, the kid was safe. Safer with them than he could ever be with anyone else.

“You sure he is safe?” Wonder Woman asked, she didn't sound accusing nor even judgemental as he had expected, just… genuinely interested. Worried.

“Yes.”

“Alright.” And she truly believed him, nodding at his words. No doubt.

A beat of silence, and then.

“How did he know about that?” Batman asked, and this time Thavma was unable to not shift on the chair, feeling uncomfortable, guilt, because he really should have been more careful. He was the adult, he shouldn't have budged so easily to Billy's wish to transform outside the Rock. But the kid had been so desperated, so afraid for his friend. 

Freddy had called, he had been stabbed by the same kids who bullied Billy, with his crutches broken and bleeding out at the alley, there had been no time to think.

And before Thavma knew it, they had switched.

“A security camera caught the boy jumping off a roof and switching with me. Usually, we switch at the Rock, to prevent this exact same thing, but that day there wasn't really any time to waste.”

Thavma had healed Freddy of course, but he had still lost a lot of blood, he was currently resting a the Rock, with the newfound knowledge that Billy and Captain Marvel were a 2 in 1 deal, or at least that's how he had called it, Thavma hadn't understood that much.

“You don't have to worry, I made him delete it, and I'm 100% sure he had no copies.” Despite all, the man hadn't looked like an absolute vile person, though Thavma still considered him a jerk, mainly because of the bruised pride for having been summoned by such a stupid trick as a game of words. Clever. But humiliating.

“How did he know how to make him switch?” 

Of course Batman would want to know, this was a golden chance to get a clue on how to subdue him, which he didn't care about, but it was humiliating. 

“Jason Blood and Etrigan switch based on a enchantment. So do we, but unlike them, it's not a phrase, just a word, I have no idea how did he learn it, but he got a list of places, places that arranged right could make him speak the word without him realizing.” That was all he was willing to share, whether the League figured out the word or not, he didn't care, he wasn't about to say it out loud.

He had the feeling he wouldn't have to wait long, Batman narrowed his gaze, deep in thought.

“Shazam.”

Thavma did not tense under the word.

“Yeah…” He conceded, he didn't like the feeling of being exposed this left, I mean, granted, Black Adam, Sivanna, Mr. Mind and some others knew about the magic word, but still… it was strange.

Meanwhile, the League stared at Marvel, there were still a lot of questions going around their heads right now, it was strange, to imagine that a child was the one who decided whether Captain Marvel rose or not, that when he wasn't doing hero stuff, he was… what? Chilling in the mind of a child? Did a child acting as his host was the reason for his childish behavior? 

And that word…

“I have heard you say that word before, ‘Shazam’. Before that giant lightning bolt strikes.” Superman said suddenly, he's heard Marvel speak that word before, always brought a colossal lightning bolt with it, always immediately followed by another one, but he was never able to tell whether he spoke the word or not for the first lightning bolt always left his ears ringing.

Had he been switching? In the middle of a fight?

“You switch with the kid during fights?”

“You do realize the Teen Titans exist, right? Aren't Robin and Jon 12? That makes them what? A year younger than him? He's not defenseless, he knows how to fight, and he can use my powers, means he can fly and has no risks of dropping off the sky, he's also got his own ton of magic to work with, so…” He shrugged.

And there was nothing the League could say on that, because he did have a point there, Robin and Jon were younger than him, and if the kid could use Captain Marvel's powers… that made him virtually indestructible too. Etrigan and Jason Blood couldn't share their powers, so how did the switching between them even work? Could the kid see through his eyes? How much did he know?

“How much does he know? Can he see what you see? Does he have your powers or do you lend them to him?” Hawkwoman asks, more curious than anything. She knew a lot about magic, but she has never heard of something like this. But again, the Champion of Magic was a being of its own who could twist the laws of magic to his will. Stood to reason he could things no one else could.

“He has his own magic, but I can lend him my powers if I chose to.” It had helped Billy get away from lots of bullies, cops and CPS.

Not that the League needed to know that.

“And he knows as much as I do, it's… necessary.” Thavma didn't felt comfortable having to tell them this bit, one of the very necessary reasons he needed a host. “I need a host to be able to be in this plane without messing things up, yes, but I also need one so their heart can serve as a moral compass.”

A moral compass that could change depending on the host. Reason a person pure of heart was strictly needed to be the host. 

“It influences how I behave and gives me a clearer perception of things. Like, without a host, I'm just… sentient power, and while I know for logic what's wrong and what's not, without a host, some things just… I don't know, don't make sense? I would do things if asked to, but I wouldn't care much whether someone has been shot or is being held hostage. It's like…”

Nothing matters and he can't understand why people make such a big deal out of things. 

He didn't say that out loud, it was bad enough he said the truth behind the why he needed a host. But it was how it was, without Billy, Captain Marvel wouldn't exist, he was who he was thanks to Billy, his hosts have always been the defining factor on how he presented himself to the world.

“You don't have any empathy.” Batman's words catch his attention. It's not an accusation but a statement of fact, the man seems quite interested in this whole thing, no surprise there.

“Yeah, that…” Empathy, he has never been able to understand that when not with a host. He could see it and understand it when he was like this, but whenever his host died and he returned to the Rock… it all just became… dull… and he hated it. 

“How much does he influence you? Is he the reason you are such a big boy scout?”

“Yes and no, I mean, I have kept lots of mannerisms from previous hosts, and he's a whole lot more mature than I am sometimes, but I do guess he's still a child regardless of how much like a grumpy adult he likes to act like, so yeah? In part, though the no swearing thing is something I kept from someone else, not him, that kid swears like a sailor.”

Thavma was pretty sure not even Aquaman could compare to Billy's foul mouth. That kid knew words Thavma hadn't even know existed. And he kept creating new ones, had even made Poseidon gasp scandalized once. That kid was a menace.

“He sounds adorable.”

“He is not, trust me, if I had to define him, I would say he's a lot like Damian, but instead of trying to kill you, he would traumatize you, all with a smile on his face.” And the little shit would laugh too. 

The League didn't seem to believe him, and he hoped they never truly got to meet Billy. 

Because then, the League wouldn't be taken down by Darkseid, Luthor or whatever other villain, no.

It would be by a 13 year old who was way too cryptic to be anything but a demon in disguise.

Chapter 81: Keraunos Part 3

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"Keraunos!"

The League didn't miss how the word (name?) made Marvel cringe.

"Had to see for myself if it was true they had captured you. Gotta say I'm surprised, would have expected you to put more of a fight. You know, since last time anyone tried to catch you you went off and leveled the entire place."

Marvel didn't so much as answer to him, in fact, he was giving the man a look the League has never seen on him before, hadn't even thought him capable of doing.

Anger.

Hatred.

It made for a most dangerous mix, a cold glare that promised horrors beyond understanding, it was so intense some felt their hairs stand on end, one sole feeling overtaking the air, danger . Even the man in the suit looked nervous, clearing his throat.

"Though I guess leveling a city wouldn't be too heroic on your part. Which is quite hypocritical of you all things considered. You know, with what happened in Khandaq all those years ago."

Billy felt a different kind of fire lit up through his veins, red flashing on his vision as his magic blazed despite the raw agony it brought, but the rage was far too great to make him care.

"I am not him!" His voice came out far more deeper and glitched than intended, making the lights flicker above and his throat burn, his head hurt, his insides were on fire . Fuck he wanted to curl into a ball and forget about the whole world.

"Hit a nerve there?"

The man's teasing words made him want to scream, explode something, but he didn't let it affect him, letting his head drop instead, eyes squeezing shut as he fought against the agony, the searing rage, all consuming, he couldn't give in to the teasing, Zeus had said so before.

People like him shouldn't let their emotions get out of control, he had to control himself, control, control, he was in control. Total control. Total control... Fuck everything was so muddled, so far away... and there was a coppery taste in his mouth . It just made the nausea worse. And his head felt like it might just explode.

He felt someone grab his face, but his vision was swimming, all he could see was a blurred silhouette, his ears were ringing, hearing muffled, clogged, it felt like watching the world in slow motion from underwater, and still, he could hear someone talking before his face was released, he had no strength to keep it up, someone was shouting somewhere... shouting... fuck his insides were melting. Melting... melting...

He cursed as the world went black, out of reach... ringing... ring.. ring...




~




The golden runes were burning.

That was the first sign that something wasn't gonna end well, Marvel wasn't speaking, nor moving, but to Clark? He sounded ill.

“Wallace you absolute moron!” Empress came barging into the room, looking somewhere between infuriated and pale. “You said your runes would subdue him without causing any problematic side effects!” 

“They are.” The man, Wallace, snapped, sounding quite offended at his skills being questioned.

“Then do pray tell me, why the hell did a goddamn hoard of monsters just broke through the front gate? Or why the hell have our magic users’ associates collapsed?” The woman demanded, not even waiting for his answer as she stalked past him, pushing him aside and kneeling before Marvel, grabbing his face and forcing him to look at her.

Though forcing was a strong word, he didn't put any resistance whatsoever, and his gaze was unfocused, not quite there, definitely not there, but the one thing that did made the League's blood run cold was the sight of his blood. Blood. 

I mean, it was gold, but it didn't change the fact that it was blood. He was bleeding. Blood running down the corner of his mouth.

The man, Wallace, moved, pulling the League out of their initial shock.

“What the hell have you done to him?!" Flash snarled, fire burning through his veins as a renewed shot of adrenaline overtook him, anger, worry, because what the hell were these assholes doing to him? Hadn't the woman said she wouldn't kill them? He struggled with the chains, rage coursing through him. Fuck, they needed to get out of here! 

"If his life is put in danger I swear by the Gods that I will send you to the Underworld myself!” Wonder Woman promised, her voice thunderous, chains clinking loudly as she fought against them, rage burning deep within, because her brother was bleeding. And his eyes said that there was definitely something wrong with him, something none of them was seeing, but what?

And still, much as with Flash, she was also ignored.

“This isn't right.” Wallace said, he sounded confused as he knelt before Marvel.

“You think?” Empress snapped, glaring at Wallace.

“No, you don't understand. It shouldn't affect him this much, despite all the titles he's still a human acting as the Gods' voice, he shouldn't be having such a strong reaction to it.”

“Human? You fucking kidding me right now? He's fucking bleeding gold. And if you haven't noticed, he's also got those glowing veins. Just because Black Adam was human it doesn't mean so is he, did you ever thought about that?” Empress snapped, releasing Marvel.

Wallace didn't answer, he was now tracing the glowing marks across Captain Marvel's hand with a thoughtful look.

“In ancient Greece, Keraunos was the word used to refer to thunderbolts, I have studied him for centuries, and the ones before him. Calling them Keraunos was more of a nickname of mine to them. After Teth Adam, we didn't see another one, there was no thunder, no surge of power. You know what did surge? The rumors of a new God in Olympus. One capable of controlling the weather, one who was coincidentally called Keraunos ."

"So you are saying we captured a God instead of the Champion?" Empress sounded somewhere between disappointed and fascinated, as if she just won some legendary prize.

Captain Marvel being a God wasn't the craziest thing the League had ever heard, it had even been theorized several times, or well, it had been theorized that he might be a demi-God , not a God. 

Still left a lot of questions in the air though.

"Well, these wards are meant to keep Gods in line, and eternium can poison Gods too since their magic runs deeper than it would on a regular magic user. These marks on him, lichtenberg seals, I have never seen these before, but I'm certain he must have some relation to Zeus, I just don't know what's that yet. Point is, yes, it's a possibility."

"But you said he was the Champion of Magic."

That one was unexpected, because what even led them to believe such a thing? Captain Marvel has never used magic, at all. So how had these people even know about his magic?

Almost as if to answer their questions, Wallace spoke.

“I know what I said. That's what I was told, he even has the Champion's lightning emblem. But only a human can wield the Champion's power. You said the magic users collapsed?”

“Yes.”

The man seemed confused, glancing at Marvel.

“I don't know what he is, but I have a feeling we will still be glad we caught him. I just need to ask the right people, I'm sure someone must know something.” He said, standing up.

“What then? Won't these kill him?” Empress said, pointing at the runes and the ton of chains.

“Yeah… we will need to fix those, removing some of the eternium should be enough, don't touch the runes, in fact, we should add more, the eternium is killing him, but he still managed to burn through one. I have a feeling our friend here is far more important than we first thought.” 

Those were Wallace's last ominous words, next several moments were spent with the League watching a few people come and go, painting new runes all over the walls and removing several of the chains glowing with blue with regular looking ones.

He was still as heavily chained though, just with less glowing chains. 

After that, no one else came back, and Marvel was still very much unconscious. 

“Superman? I know kryptonite messes up with your powers, but can you hear his breathing? Heartbeat? Anything?” Batman asked, he knew Marvel didn't have a heartbeat, nor did he breathe, but he had looked like he had been breathing before.

Clark didn't answer for a moment, and then.

“His breathing sounds better than before, but I think he's still in pain.” Superman told at last, hearing his friend in pain and not be able to help was incredibly frustrating.

“Bats? Thought of a plan so far?” Green Lantern asked, scowling as he failed, for the hundredth time, to dislodge his thumb, his hands had been tied in such a manner that he couldn't even attempt to dislodge his thumb to free his hand through the cuffs.

“Not yet.” Bruce bit back the urge to snap, he had never felt so frustrated, so… impotent, he couldn't break free, he had no plan, and one of his friends was dying right across from him, and he could do nothing. He had wanted to know whether Marvel had a weakness, but never like this. 

He sighed, dammit.




~




Billy wakes up feeling like absolute shit, but at least he isn't being gawned from the inside out anymore, small mercies . He struggles to lift his head. Walls spinning around him, he shakes his head. Bad idea. Bad idea. Such a bad idea. His head drops back, fingers curling into fists as he watches the floor spin violently. 

God, he isn't felt this sick since... never. 

It takes him more than he is willing to admit to realize someone is calling his name.

“-alright?” Wonder Woman's voice filters through the muddled mess that is his head, she is asking something, he manages to look up this time, pushing past the nausea. She looks concerned, and still, relief washes over her face as their gazes meet. “How are you feeling?” She asks, and he considers spewing a lie.

But he doesn't.

“Have had better days.” He conceded, he feels like shit, he can't stop shaking to save his life, and he feels like the air is a bit too thin, but as stated before, his insides aren't being torn apart anymore. So there's that. 

“You can do magic, burnt through some of those runes earlier even. You think you can do that again?” Batman asked, he knew that asking that of him when Marvel didn't seem to be at his best wasn't fair, but he had burnt those runes before, runes meant to contain a God, he ha less Eternium, might work on their favor. These people had left quite clear that not even they knew what Captain Marvel was.

Meant there was a fat chance none of them even knew how to contain him right. Hadn't Diana once said that Gods had unfathomable power? If Marvel was a God, he might be able to break free, right? 

 

 

“I'm… not sure.” Marvel muttered, looking up at the runes above him, there were more than before, making the air feel tighter, thinner, crushing . And the Gods' voices were still gone. But he will be damned if he doesn't at least try. “But I can try…”

That one was easier said than done, pulling at his magic has never felt so difficult, but he refused to give up, he has never been one to give up, and so he pulled, feeling sparks crackle as he did, he pulled and pulled, even as it felt like he might explode, he didn't want to be here, he wanted the voices back, he wanted his magic back, he wanted it all back, now. He was no one's puppet to be caged, he was no one's weapon to be wielded. No more. 

And the floor shook beneath him, he could almost grasp the tendrils of magic, foreign but familiar, all magic was his, his to give, his to take, he wanted out. Out. Out. Zeus promised he would never be a prisoner again, Mamaragan promised he would never have to be alone in the darkness. He had a body, a conscience, he was no longer a weapon sitting and waiting to be wielded.

He wanted out.

Something gave in and the magic tendrils outside came within reach, he snatched them. Out. He wants out. Now.

The door slammed open.




~




I can try.

That's what Marvel had said, and for a moment, nothing happened, nothing changed, just his face of utter concentration.

And then the runes began burning a bright gold, melting until their shape was beyond recognizable.

His eyes lit up too. Electricity crackling all over his body as the floor shook beneath them, and holy shit, even the air grew heavier, electrifying, it made their hairs stand on end and the most overwhelming feeling of wanting to run seize them, danger. But even then, none of them was able to so much as twitch, the display of power like nothing they had ever seen. And he was supposed to be weak?

Even the lichtenberg marks on his skin glew brighter.

And then the door slammed open, but it was neither Wallace nor Empress, it was a woman with red hair and glowing eyes, soft blue tendrils dancing all around her, like northern lights . Her gaze fixated on Marvel who stared straight at her, he didn't so much as speak, and still, she nodded, and bowed, she honest to God bowed.

This before approaching him.

“Not me, Batman.” Marvel spoke, his voice had several echoes laced into it, and something in it sounded almost… electric. And the woman stopped, nodded and turned straight for Batman. Knelt before him and reached out for the chains, but that's all she got to do before a gunshot ran through.

The lightbulbs above explode and the woman screamed, collapsing on the floor, nose bleeding.

But she wasn't the one shot.

Marvel was.

His eyes had stopped glowing, and he was staring at the golden blood oozing from the wound on his side, he looked somewhere between surprised, shocked and confused, as if he had never seen himself bleed before.

Wallace stood at the door holding a gun, an unsettling smile plastered on his face, he stepped into the room, still pointing the gun at Marvel.

“Keraunos.” 

And there was that name again, and Marvel looked up at the mention of it. 

“I knew I wasn't wrong before.” Wallace said, throwing a look to the collapsed woman on the ground. He then turned back to Marvel. “Hello there, Champion .”

Wallace's words stilled the room. What?

Captain Marvel was the Champion of Magic? But wasn't he… how? But that actually explained way better why every single magic user was so terrified of him, why they couldn't even look him in the eye, even Constantine became all subdued whenever Marvel was around, it wasn't because he knew the Champion.

It was because he was the Champion, Captain Marvel was the Champion of Magic. With unfathomable magic and the ability to render useless every single magic user out there. And all of the sudden, the League could understand why he was as carefree as he was, what was there to fear or worry about when you could wipe half of the planet with a flick of the wrist?

But how come he has never used magic? One would have expected the Champion of Magic to be… well, magical.

And most of all, what was that with the woman? The woman who was still on the ground, breathing, but with a nosebleed and a pained look on her face.

“I must say, it's truly an honor to be in your presence.” Wallace said, he sounded… unsettling, far too insanely fascinated. Marvel just glared at him, if looks could kill… “I dug something from a friend, I hear that this time around, there's no host, not really, just you.”

“So? What does that have to do with anything?” Marvel questions, he didn't like where this was going, who was this friend? How did the man know about the host thing? Thinking better of it, how did he manage to shoot him? It was burning, and it was making him feel sicker, so not good. What the hell was that bullet? Eternium? God, he seriously hated that thing.

He watched Wallace come to stand before him, that look on his face… it made him feel sicker. Wrong. Something was so wrong.

The man's next words froze him to the core.

“You started out as a weapon made of magic and raw power, but not just any weapon, you were once the nuclear arsenal of Olympus. Unsurpassable force, with nigh unstoppable destruction. Capable of vaporizing Gods, packing enough power to make mortal hydrogen bombs look like firecrackers. Said to be the most powerful and feared weapon on Earth and in the Heavens.”

Impossible. He shouldn't know that, no one should know that, no one but Mamaragan and the six Gods who were present in his creation should know about him, it shouldn't be possible. How the hell did he know that?

“You were Zeus’ Master Bolt.”

Billy's breath came to an abrupt halt, blood draining from his face. 

“Keraunos, Thunderbolt, Living Lightning, names given to Zeus’ lightning. A magic so ancient and powerful it gained sentience, becoming the anchor of the oldest and most powerful spell ever created, a spell of raw power given to an Avatar the Gods chose. Was nothing but a fancier weapon, then the Gods chose that humans no longer deserved to wield their power, and you were given a body, the Gods even gave you a new name, Thavma.

That just made his stomach twist harder, how did he know? Why did he know? He couldn't know that name, no one should know that name, no one-

“You know? I find it intriguing, that the Champion of Magic, Living Lightning, feels the need to play hero, shouldn't you be at the Rock of Eternity? Why waste your time fighting off thugs when your job is to make sure reality doesn't collapse and magic stays flowing correctly?”

The man's words made Billy bite his tongue, how dare he tell him what he should do? He was Eternity's heir, the Rock's protector, he wasn't its prisoner, his sole job wasn't to stay there. And even then, he would never stay there, he hated being at the Rock for prolonged amount of times, and the Gods had said he didn't have to be there all the time.

Plus, his siblings kept a watch out for important stuff, Mary and Eugene had even made a device that alerted when there was a discrepancy in the multiverse, it made things way easier, faster to see and fix. And Solomon had been absolutely ecstatic over it. 

“I know what my job is, I don't need anyone, certainly not you, telling me what that is.” He spat at last, he hated when people treated him as if he were stupid, as if he didn't knew what his job as the Champion was. He knew what it was, and he made a good damn job of it, he didn't need anyone trying to tell him how he should do things or what he is supposed to be doing.

“You know, I just realized something. Before, I thought strange that you took the Khandaq incident so personally. Now I see, if you are the spell given a body, with sentience. Wouldn't that mean that in a way, you are also Black Adam?”

Something twisted violently inside Billy, for a moment, red flashed in his vision and something just burnt. A chain snapped. And Wallace was thrown across the room. Crashing into a wall and landing on the ground.

“I am not him.” He said, voice low and dangerous, he wasn't Black Adam, he would never use his powers to step on people, it was the reason he never even ordered for or demanded things, he requested and asked, nicely and subdued, happy and innocent. 

Never demands. Never orders. It didn't felt right, because he knew the kind of power he had, what he was, how a lot of people might see him as an authority figure that should not be disobeyed or messed with. It would be a piece of cake to make thousands listen to him without a hitch. 

Because fear has always been an amazing motivator to get people to bend the knee and listen, but Billy has never liked the feeling it left, to know people were just listening to him because they were afraid of his power, of what he might do if they refused.

It made him feel disgusted, wrong.  That was not the person he was, would never be, Black Adam had been that person, he had let the power corrupt him, and millions had paid the price. 

Even now, he could still remember it, the screams, the blood, the rule of terror, the pain, the devastation, all because Black Adam thought himself above the rest, and all Thavma had been able to do at the time was just watch.

Watch as his powers were used to paint the streets in red, to make millions cower, hide, run and live in nothing but fear and the expectation for death.

And the worst is that even though the Gods had removed him from him, there was a gaping wound, from where Zeus had had to rip through, a part of him was still in Black Adam, far too corrupted to save, and it always felt as if it were calling to him.

Wallace's laughter caught his attention, he watched the man stand up, he looked amused, something twisted in his eyes.

"You truly are something, I do wonder, say, does the summoning spell still works on you? I mean, you have a body, but ultimately, your very core is still that of a weapon, a spell made to be wielded."

The man's words made something inside Billy bristle, anger, fire, he was not something to be wielded, and if this man thought for one second that he could attempt to make him power to be wielded. Like he was nothing but a thing. He was not a thing, he was not a weapon, he was a person, his own being, alive, not an item to be used. Zeus said so himself, he was no longer a thing.

And as the man came within reach, with his free hand, something the guy either forgot about or just chose to not paid mind to due his very weakened state. Terrible mistake by the way. Somehow, he didn't knew how, he managed to take the gun from him, and he didn't so much as hesitate to hold the man at gun point.

"I am not Black Adam, nor am I something to be wielded, you can try, anyone can, but I am no longer keen on being told what to do or let others use my powers to their own benefit, anyone who tries it, I will make sure to burn them from the inside out." It wasn't a threat, not even a warning.

It was a promise.

A promise he wouldn't hesitate to carry out, because he wasn't a thing, he would never let anyone control him, he would never let anyone use his powers to their own benefit. He was the one in control now, he didn't have to watch from the backseat, nor did he have to watch as his powers were used to strike fear or pain in others.

He was a protector, not a murderer. Never again.

"You won't shoot. You don't even know how to hold that." Wallace sounded far too confident, and Billy has never been happier about listening to Eugene info dumping on him everything and anything about weapons, be it from videogames or just movies, he had watched enough of those with him too.

Thus, he had no trouble at all holding the gun with the skills of a military guy, cocking it at him and smirking as the loud click made the man grow nervous. 

"Batman, get the chains off of him, or I shoot." He demanded, this time, he was not playing games.

"The Champion is meant to be a protector, not a killer." The man had the audacity to say, as if Billy himself didn't knew his own restrictions and purpose as the Champion.

He smirked.

"But that doesn't mean I can't destroy your kneecaps with a bullet, these are made of eternium, right? Eternium is far stronger than what bullets are made of. You might even lose your ability to walk without pain." He was bluffing of course, he would never pull the trigger, but he was raised by ancient Gods who's expertise was once to manipulate people and make lies so believable thousands would never even know it was an empty threat.

But the man didn't have to know, and he made sure to plaster on his best taking-no-shits face. The kind of expression he had reserved for the worst of demons, murderous and thunderous, a second away from committing mass murder if pissed off any further.

It was a bit hard to pull up the charade when he felt like passing out, throwing up or just screaming for the agonizing fire on his side, holding the gun was just making it all hurt even worse.

But he couldn't give in now, this was their chance to escape, an underestimating idiot far too over his head who thought he could win here. They wouldn't get another chance.

Wallace at least believed it, because the man grew pale, and he nodded, was quick to scramble for Batman, Billy knew, that if Batman was free, everything else would be alright, Batman would always be his to go choice, he would save everyone else, he just had to stay awake until he was free, just a bit longer.

And because he was getting unsettling looks from the eerily quiet League, he took advantage of Wallace giving him his back to give them his best and most reassuring smile, he wasn't a psychopath in disguise, this was all an act, he was cool, he promised. 

The sound of chains dropping made him turn to look at Batman, he was now free, good, and he didn't hesitate to knock Wallace out, good, because his hand was starting to shake, and his ears were ringing, and fuck, he really felt sick. 

And he seriously must be out of it, because Batman was now kneeling before him, and when did that happen? He didn't hesitate to place the gun on the man's extended hand, if he didn't felt so much like shit, he would have laughed at the sight of Batman holding a gun. 

"You did well." Was that a praise? From Batman? Man he must be hallucinating now. Great .

But at least Batman was free, now it all would be alright, finally this whole nightmare would end.

The man took the chains off of him, and he felt a bit more alive with the eternium no longer touching him, but still… man he felt like absolute shit, and still, he forced himself to stand up through sheer stubbornness, if he could just free two more, just two more, Batman would take too long freeing them all, and Hawkwoman would have to go through hell with that mess of chains braided in between her wings.

He couldn't pass out, not now, but sweet baby Jesus, he saw white when he came to kneel before Aquaman, focus, focus. It's a nightmare to pull at his magic, but he doesn't trust his hands will be useful to break the chains or even pick the lock, his vision is swimming far too much for that.

So he grabs the chains… and turns them into diamond.

"Isn't that-"

"Give me a moment." He cuts off, frowning in concentration.

He turns them into gold.

"Maybe you should-"

"I will do it right this time. I promise." He cut off, Aquaman needed to be free, Batman was working on setting Diana free, so Arthur should be the other one, they had to free the strongest ones first. Superman could be an option, but the kryptonite would have to be taken away, they didn't have time for that, Empress or anyone could turn up at any moment.

He turns the chains into marshmallow. Fucking hell.

"This works too." Aquaman complies, he sounds amused, but he can't be sure, he watches Arthur break free before quickly making his way to Flash. 

Marvel grabs Hal's shackles and without missing a beat turns them into snakes, making Hal shriek and jerk up immediately. 

"Sorry." Fuck his head was seriously starting to throb way too much. 

"Cap? You think you can do something with these?" Hal asks as he crouched by Hawkwoman's side, pointing at the mess of chains braided in her wings. He frowned, right, he needed to free her too, no one would know how to deal with those quickly enough without hurting her.

Someone helps him up and towards Shayera, he can't be sure of who, the world is swimming, he lowers on the ground, barely keeping himself upright, he touched the chains before frowning. Something soft. Soft. Soft. Soft. Soft… 

The chains explode into bubbles. Bubbles… God, if the world would just stop spinning… fuck. He was starting to hate the darkness, and he couldn't fight it off as it came for him for the hundredth time since this whole mess began.

But at least everyone was free.

Things would be fine, the League would always fix everything. He trusted they would make it out safely.

Now all he wanted was to sleep.

And the last thing he felt were strong hands catching him before it all disappeared.

Chapter 82: Little Secret

Chapter Text

Fuck.

That's the first thing that went through Thavma's head when he heard what the cause of this meeting was, that it might be time to reveal their identities to each other. Something about trust and how it could help them in the future.

Fuck.

He thinks again as the members around the table, slow but consistent, begin revealing their identities.

Diana Prince.

Clark Kent.

Bruce Wayne.

Hal Jordan.

Barry Allen.

Arthur Curry.

J'onn J'onzz.

Shayera Hol.

Fuck.

He thinks again as all gazes fall on him, expectant, and why did they not vote on this? He hadn't agreed to this. Shit. 

“I feel like I should have said this sooner, but uh, I don't really have a secret identity.” He threw into the uncomfortable silence. It wasn't a lie, when he wasn't Captain Marvel, Billy was the one in charge. But he couldn't tell them about that, Billy was a child, he knew how that would be frowned upon, even if Billy was literally the same age as half of the Teen Titans.

But it wasn't like he could give the identity of someone else anyways, even less him. Billy wasn't just any ordinary child. He was Eternity's heir. If anyone got their hands on him... 

Thavma's job was to protect the next Champion until he was old enough to carry out his half of the job. Which was everything not fighting related. The kid was amazing at dealing with magic stuff, even more so since he got his siblings into it.

Mary, Freddy, Pedro, Eugene and Darla.

Each one of them had an expertise in something that made Billy not have to do everything alone, Mary was a genius at dealing with deals and trials, Freddy's ground was more on summoning rituals and spells, Pedro had a knack for dealing with nexus events, Eugene was their little genius on curses and magic artifacts and Darla was their to go option when it came to dealing with faes, unicorns and magic beasts in general.

Billy was... more than the next Champion, that kid was making his own Council of Wizards made off of his own siblings, a clever move, the Champion's job wasn't cut for one person only.

Thavma's been with him for five years now, took him away the second his uncle had had the audacity to strike him. Throughout the years, the others had shown up, first came Freddy, then Mary, then Pedro, then Darla and then Eugene.

All of them kids the world had turned its backs to.

But it was alright now, Thavma would never let them be hurt, he was raising them all as best as he could. Had even made the Rock as homey as possible, because he was not gonna let the Champions sleep in an abandoned buildings or alleys. 

Solomon taught them things humans would be taught in school, with the addition of teaching them about spells, demons and magic beasts. Something that the Champion and anyone willing to aid him on his quest needed to know. 

Hercules, Achilles and Atlas trained them in self defense and sword fighting, nothing too intense since they were still far too young. And Zeus and Thavma took it to teach them how to control their magic. Point was. 

Billy was more than just the next Champion, he was... his friend, family

“You expect us to believe that? You know, if you don't want to tell us, that's fine too, there's no need to lie.” Flash told, and while Marvel appreciated his words, he didn't like the idea of people thinking he was telling lies, he wasn't.

He leaned back on the chair, frowning, he didn't need to tell them an age, just a partial truth on what his ‘secret identity' entailed.

“I'm not lying, when I'm not Captain Marvel, someone else is walking around, and as far as I'm concerned, it's not my place to expose other people's identities.”

Alright, telling them that without an explanation wasn't smart, and it did sound a bit strange.

“You know how Etrigan and Jason Blood can switch? Both of them tethered to each other because of a curse? Well… I'm in a similar situation, but without the demon or the curse thing, in this instance, I am Etrigan, and my… Jason Blood… he's the one who roams around when I'm not Captain Marvel.”

He never saw himself telling the League this, but he didn't like being called a liar, and at least it would keep them off his back, it wasn't like he didn't want to tell them his secret identity, he just didn't have one.

Meanwhile, the League stared at Marvel.

And stared.

What? 

Jason Blood and Etrigan were two sides of the same coin, human, and demon, tethered to each other through a curse, summoned through an enchantment.

The idea that Captain Marvel was in a similar situation… it was odd, I mean, Etrigan could only come out if Jason Blood let him, was it the same with Captain Marvel? It was unsettling to learn that there was someone none of them had ever known about who could just choose whether Captain Marvel was present or not.

“Is he…?”

“Human? Yes.”

“You say it's not a curse thing, nor a demon thing, how… I mean, how does that even work?” Green Lantern asked, struggling to understand this.

“He was born with the mark of the Wizard, had unfathomable magic within him, as all previous Champions did. The thing with Champions, is that they are linked directly to the Rock Of Eternity, they can't bear the weight of it alone. That's where I come in, I serve as a sort of mediator, you know, so they don't go mad or explode because of that kind of weight.”

Something he had failed at with Black Adam, he had let him take the reigns, let him grasp at more power than he was supposed to, and he was corrupted. But Billy would never become that, he wouldn't fail this time.

“So you have to end up with them?”

“Basically.” Thavma shrugged, he wasn't quite sure why the League was giving those weird looks.

The League who didn't like one bit what Marvel's words implied, he was basically saying that he was obligated to be tethered to someone the moment they were born? All to hold onto God knows what kind of weight? He made it sound as if he were some kind of magical seal or something of the likes. 

And as if that wasn't enough, this person got to choose whether he was allowed out or not? That didn't sound right, he was basically being used to stabilize someone's powers while also being subjected to being stuck with them, unable to leave or even have a say on his freedom. Was that why he was always so hyperactive? Always so eager about everything and anything? Because he rarely got time out? 

That idea left them all with a most uncomfortable feeling in their stomach, Captain Marvel was known for his habit to be all over the place, the idea of someone taking that away, as if he were something to be contained and kept away until he was needed for something… and he didn't seem bothered at all. As if it was totally alright.

It was no secret Etrigan could become quite temperamental when he wasn't let out for prolonged amount of times, and he screamed from rooftops about his hatred of being locked away even though him and Jason Blood had come to some sort of agreement and switched regularly.

“And you are alright with that? I mean, for what you said, I gather they die and you go… wherever is it that you go, do you get to do other stuff?”

“I return to the Rock when they die, no, I don't do other ‘stuff’, I uh… I don't really have a physical form per se, I'm just…” He moved his hand in the air awkwardly, not sure how to describe it. “I'm Living Lightning, I'm just raw power who happened to develop sentience centuries ago, and since I'm not really allowed out without a host I just generally sleep until the next Champion is born.”

His explanation just seemed to make things worse, now half of the League had anger in their faces, why?

Allowed?” Wonder Woman repeated, a dangerous heat in her stomach, fingers curled into fists, because this was worse than first thought, he wasn't just forced to be tethered to someone, no, when this person died, he was locked away as if he were some kind of prisoner? No. A slave. Because his powers were being used, all the while someone chose on the amount of freedom he was allowed, and it made her blood burn.

Even more so because he didn't seem to see how wrong this all was.

“To be fair, last I was out without a host the Grand Canyon was created.”

Silence.

“What?”

“Yeah… I hold onto the weight of most of the power from the Rock, keeps the host's powers stabilized, and the host is actually the one who let's me stabilize the amount of power I let out. I told you, I'm raw power, I don't have a physical body to help me put a limit on my powers, take lightning for example, if I were to call on it without a host I could end up wiping out half of the continent. So… you can understand why I wouldn't really be allowed out without a host.”

“You said before you get your powers from six Gods and a Wizard, can't any of them give you a body? Isn't that something magic can do or whatever? I mean, aren't they supposedly very clever and powerful?” Flash asked, weren't Gods meant to be all powerful and all that shit? Marvel shifted, looking suddenly very uncomfortable.

“Yeah… no. I mean, Zeus and Solomon did suggest that once but uh… I declined.”

“You what? Why?” Green Lantern asked, sounding between confused and shocked.

“... I just did.” Thavma shrugged, refusing to answer, no, the League might be his friends, but there were things he would rather not tell people about, not even the Gods or Mamaragan knew. He had told them that he had grown used to having a host, that it would be lonely, but the truth?

He refused having his own body because part of him was terrified of ending up like Black Adam, if he had a pure heart influencing him, if he had a host, he would never be corrupted, it would never be him, he would never become Black Adam. Preventing the corruption was easier when he could actually see it.

And anyways, he had Billy now, and his siblings, they were all perfect, and he would never change them for the world. He was perfectly fine as he was. He didn't understand why was the League making such a big deal out of it.

“But wouldn't it better to just be you? I mean, wouldn't you like to have more freedom?”

Thavma frowned at Superman's hesitant words, why…? Etrigan . Right, shit, he did compare himself to him, he had a feeling he knew where all the weirdness was coming from. This one he could at least fix.

“I have all the freedom I want, he's not my boss nor I am his, I'm centuries old, and far too used to having a host to stop now. He doesn't lock me away or whatever else you are thinking about, and in any case, I'm not Etrigan, if I want to, I can take over his body and say the enchantment myself, which I have only ever done once, after he was knocked out.”

He didn't want them to think him some kind of slave or prisoner who was tied to a master's absolute orders, he wasn't a demon, this wasn't a curse, it was a willing agreement between both parties. He was free to do anything he wanted. And he was quite comfortable with just chilling at the back of Billy's mind when the kid was doing his own stuff.

But at least his words seemed to work because the League didn't look as near hunting someone down. 

“Can he do the same to you? Take over your body.” Of course Batman would ask that, that man had a knack for making the right questions, something Marvel sometimes hated.

“I guess? I mean, I let him control my body sometimes, but we have never tried seeing if he can take over my body by force.” He had to admit he was curious now, well, he knew what he would be doing tonight, see if the 12 year old had the mental strength to wrestle the control of his body from him.

“You let him control your body?” Hawkwoman looked like she couldn't understand why would he do that, but she has never had a 12 year old giving her puppy eyes and promising to buy her her favorite ice cream. 

“Well, yeah, he likes flying around and seeing how far does my strength go.” He didn't mention the fact that Billy had also used his body to exploit his adult card by buying alcohol, posing as his siblings' father and even had the audacity to sneak into a casino. That kid was so gonna be the death of him.

Also used him to open tight jars and move the more frail furniture that no one trusted moving with telekinesis. And he was the face used to buy groceries. Well, not the face since he wore civilian clothes and a mask, but the point stood. And why was he always the one being used for that?

Billy's siblings had their own very adult looking Champion forms, so why him? Thavma was totally sure they did it to annoy him. Little demons.

“And you trust him with that?”

“He’s harmless.”

Totally not true. Billy would shoot Superman for a chicken nugget and traumatize demons as a prank.

But the League didn't need to know that.

“Right, before I forget.” He pulled Freddy's confiscated notebook from one of his pocket dimensions, it had a Superman logo on the cover and had several very, very worrying tests meant for Thavma, he was so not fucking drinking acid, what the hell was that kid's deal? He didn't care to find out if he was invulnerable to that or not.

He also pulled out one of Darla's unicorn themed glitter pens from his pocket dimension and wrote down something he knew Batman might already be trying to figure out, they already knew about the host thing, and while he might never use it, you never knew, better safe than sorry.

And he guessed this was the one thing he could give them to level with their identities having been revealed to him, something equally important and personal of his.  

The word.

He ripped the piece of paper off and made it reappear infront of Batman, throwing the notebook and glitter pen back into the pocket dimension. He watched Batman pick up the piece of paper.

“Shazam?” Thavma had to admit it felt strange to hear the word and not feel the magic flip him with Billy.

“Is that like your name?” Flash asked, making Marvel grimace. As if he were crazy enough to have the Gods' acronym as his name.

“What? No, that's the, uh, the word we need to speak to switch. You know, just in case, I don't know how would you make me speak it if ever came to it, but I'm sure you will figure something out.” Batman always figured out everything. And for the man's expression? He knew he was right, Batman would figure out a way for that to work.

“What does it mean?” Superman asked, he seemed quite intrigued, as if he was expecting some celestial meaning behind the word. Marvel was almost sorry to disappoint, because it was just an acronym.

“Solomon, Hercules, Atlas, Zeus, Achilles and Mercury.”

“An acronym.” Martian Manhunter realized out loud, Marvel nodded.

“So you don't have a name?” Flash sounded almost disappointed on his behalf. Thavma leaned back against the chair, pondering whether to answer or not.

“I do have one, or well, it's the name he gave me, said Living Lightning wasn't a name or even great to rip nicknames out of, and since I threatened to curse him with permanent baldness if he kept calling me Sparky… he called me Thavma, which is just Marvel in Greek, but it's shorter than Living Lightning and it doesn't sound like a dog's name.”

Thavma had been a day away from turning Billy bald or throwing him into Fairyland if he called him Sparky one more time. Even now he still called him that, when he wanted to be an absolute little piece of shit and get under his skin. Even his siblings used that stupid nickname to mess with him.

He loved those kids, but God, he sometimes wanted to throw them out of a window.

“Can I call you Thav?” Flash's question caught his attention, and he cringed at the horrible nickname, still, he grinned, all innocent and at ease.

“Sure…”

A beat of silence.

Bartholomew.” 

Flash honest to God gagged and jerked back so hard he fell off his chair, and Thavma laughed.

“You alright there, Bartholomew?” He asked, leaning down to look under the table, Flash gagged again. “What's wrong Bartholomew?”

“Jesus Christ, stop, I get it, no nicknames, just stop.” Flash sounded quite dramatic as he dragged himself into a sitting position, Thavma grinned, all innocent, but Barry could see the near demonic glint in his eyes.

“Alright… Bartholomew.”

Flash almost sobbed.

Even more so at the condescending pat on the head Wonder Woman gave him, with her sword , what the hell?!

Chapter 83: Missing Light

Summary:

Percy Jackson Crossover

Chapter Text

Thavma, as the Living Lightning, has two manifestations, there's his Champion form, alive and sentient, with Billy Batson as his new very human, very normal name.

And there's a piece of him with no sentience whatsoever, but still connected to him, alive in a whole completely different way , Zeus' master bolt.  

That's a literal piece of him that was separated from him when he was first created, like a limb with several tons of his power, he still knows when it's being used, can feel when another weapon goes against it, never a comfortable feeling that one.

Point is, Zeus' master bolt was created as a method to not leave Olympus' ruler without a weapon, and Thavma was alright with that, I mean, he was Living Lightning, was once the master bolt, until Zeus chose to use him as the anchor of a spell, gained conscience with time and eventually demanded to have his own body, refusing to be wielded by people any longer.

Zeus needed a weapon, so a piece of Thavma’s power was removed, given shape, a manifestation with no mind but still very much connected to him.

He never paid much mind to it, Zeus didn't use it much anyways, and he developed more important things to worry about as years went by, like hiding his eternal child status from people.

And his Champion duties.

And League duties. Joining the Justice League had been like a dream come true, he hadn't done Captain Marvel stuff in like, years, watching heroes slowly surface had been amazing, watch them grow, evolve, and when they all came together it had been beyond thrilling.

Even more so to be asked to join them, all after he was forced into becoming Captain Marvel for the first time in decades, because the freaking Sins somehow got out. 

But he had liked joining them, he made friends, got to hang out with said friends, granted, he never told them who he was, there was no need for that, people got weird whenever he showed them his true appearance, I mean, he looked like a child, but he wasn't a child.

That he liked cartoons, capri suns and squealed over puppies didn't change that fact. It didn't. Neither did having a stuffed tiger. It was a magical tiger who just happened to be able to turn into a stuffed toy, it wasn't his fault it was also comfortable to hold onto when sleeping.

Point is, he didn't tell the League.

Same as he didn't elaborate on the details regarding what it meant to be ‘Living Lightning'. I mean, it wasn't never important, not like people would ever come across the master bolt Aka a limb of his that no one would want to find out what might happen if it was destroyed.

Just that it did become important.

After the master bolt was stolen.





~




Billy was standing outside the meeting room, he could hear Flash arguing with Green Lantern over who stole the pizza leftovers, stole, that word made his mouth taste bitter, fingers flexing as he clenched his jaw.

He wasn't even sure why was he here, when all he wanted right now was to be out there looking for what was stolen, the master bolt, no one knew who stole it, or even how it was stolen.

But lots of people were pointing their fingers at Poseidon's sole son, Percy, something about how coincidental that a forbidden child had been claimed just in time for the master bolt to be stolen, Billy called bullshit, the guy hadn't even known he was a demi-God until like, what? Last week? What did the Gods think he did? Jump the fucking gate with a skateboard and stuff the thing in his backpack? 

No, he didn't, because he didn't even know where the hell was Olympus at, so Billy had been quick to shut down Zeus’ belief of it having been Percy, why? Because he was a forbidden child? So was Billy. Or was it because he was Poseidon's kid? Totally stupid too.

A lot of shit was going on in Olympus, Gods at each other's throats, threats of war, fights, arguments, way too much paranoia. Zeus had been raging all over the place, reason it had been raining and thundering a ton since last night, and had been an absolute pain in the ass to get rid of Zeus at all.

Because as it turns out, with the master bolt missing, lots of Gods, Zeus particularly , were not in the mood to let him out of their sight, but he had never been a fan of being coddled, so he argued his way out of Olympus, and he won.

Kind of.

He glanced at the tiger at his side, Tawky Tawny, he was in his regular tiger form, was more tense than he had ever seen him, serious, Zeus had agreed to let him go if he agreed to have protection, and as if that wasn't enough, there was also Cerberus, had the form of a regular black dog, more like a wolf dog pulled out of a nightmare, Persephone and Hades had not bent the knee either, had made him take Cerberus, and the cherry on top of the shit cake was the fucking hawk on his shoulder, aka, fucking Hermes.

He wanted to leave.

But he couldn't, he skipped the last two meetings because of Champion duties, he had a feeling Batman would not like him to skip a third one in a row.

He hated this.

And with utmost regret, he pushed the door open.

It took nothing but a fleeting moment before all the attention was on him, totally understandable, you know, since there was a fucking tiger and a fucking wolf looking dog tailing him. That putting the hawk on his shoulder aside.

He ignored them, walking over to his chair, it wasn't a secret Captain Marvel had a tiger for a friend, Tawky was quite popular in Fawcett, didn't stop him from noticing how Flash withdrew away from Tawky when the tiger walked past him.

As he sat down, Cerberus sat at his side, ears perked up and in total meant-business stance, Tawky on the other hand laid on the floor, completely out of view for the people sitting down, Hermes didn't so much as twitch on his shoulder.

A beat of silence. And then.

“What's with the zoo?” Green Lantern was the one brave enough to ask, staring at the abnormally pitch black dog (wolf?), the thing looked like it ate souls for breakfast, eyes such a faint blue they almost looked white. And the fucking hawk was staring at them as if it had an awareness no animal was capable of. 

That ignoring the tiger, Hal could see the tail on the floor from where he sat, far too still for a cat, not unsettling at all.

“Ignore them. I do.” Was all the answer Captain Marvel gave, and what the hell did that even mean in this context? Did those animals start following him and he just chose to ignore them? What the hell?

“That's a bit hard to do when the dog looks like he wants to eat my soul.” Hal said, shifting nervously as the wolfdog thing stared straight at him. And Marvel laughed.

“He doesn't eat souls, just the ones that try to escape or sneak in without permission.” He said in the most innocent manner there ever was, as if that just made every possible sense in the world.

“What?” Superman said, what even was happening here? 

“This is Cerberus, the Underworld's watchdog.” Marvel said with a straight face, the League stared at the dog, the dog stared back.

“Captain… why is Cerberus with you? For a matter of fact, why is Hermes with you? I understand he grants you your speed, but I thought they didn't need to be physically here for that to be possible.” Wonder Woman said, her words making several people in the room settle their attention on the hawk Diana was looking at.

Hermes? As in Hermes the very God who gave Captain Marvel a speed capable of beating Flash's own speed? That Hermes? Greek God Hermes? 

Marvel didn't answer, he shifted uncomfortably, leaning back against the chair, prompting the hawk, Hermes, to move, taking flight just enough to land on top of his head.

“That's irrelevant. Can we move on and start the meeting?”

“Hermes would never just stop doing his current job, he's the messenger of the Gods, if he is here, it must be because Zeus ordered him to, and Zeus wouldn't order him to drop everything just because. Same as Cerberus, Hades wouldn't just let anyone take him out of the Underworld just because.

Sometimes, Billy hated Diana's connection with Olympus, meant she knew way too much about the Gods and the why of a lot of things. The only reason she didn't knew about the master bolt having gone missing or his connection to it or Zeus at all was because he had asked Zeus to not tell her, and her being unaware of the master bolt's disappearance was because Zeus hadn't wanted to disturb her time with the Justice League.

He scowled, fuck, he was so not gonna get out of this. He could see it in Diana's gaze, ah fuck it, they had to find out one day.

“It was the only way he would let me leave.” He conceded at last with a defeated sigh.

“Who?”

“Zeus.”

“Zeus…? The Greek God?” Flash asked, struggling to believe this, even if Zeus was literally Wonder father.

“Yes.”

“Why would… Zeus, not let you leave from… wherever was it that you were at?” Batman asked, even if he had heard it a lot of times, he never had an easy time acknowledging fully the idea of ‘Gods’.

“I was at Olympus, the… something was stolen…” He scratched at his cheek, unable to find a good way to explain something he never truly thought about explaining to someone else out loud. Shit, how did he explain this right?

“Someone stole from the Gods? What was stolen?”

“... The master bolt.”

“What?!” Diana stood up abruptly at the news, alarm in her face. 

“What's the master bolt?” Superman questioned, a bit confused, he didn't know much about mythology, but Diana's reaction told him that whatever that was, it wasn't something they would like being on the loose.

“It's Zeus' most powerful weapon, imbued with his raw power, some call it Olympus' nuclear arsenal, with unsurpassable force and capable of nigh unstoppable destruction. Can also vaporize Gods, packing enough power to make your mortal hydrogen bombs look like firecrackers. It's, for lack of better words, the most powerful and feared weapon on Earth and in the Heavens. You do not want the wrong person wielding it.”

Billy bit back the grimace at Diana's description, even more so at the League's unsettled looks. The master bolt was one his manifestations, it was a part of him. It shouldn't be something that evokes fear on his friends, his family.

“How was it stolen?” Hawkwoman asked, glancing at Marvel, she felt unsettled, the sudden knowledge that such powerful weapon was out there… who even was capable of stealing from the Gods?

“No one knows, at first Zeus thought it was Poseidon's son, but the kid didn't even know he was a demi-God until like, last week, and I'm sure he wasn't. I don't know who was it, but it wasn't him.”

“How does this connects with you?” Batman asks, not missing a beat, Billy wants to groan.

“Because I'm Living Lightning.” There, like a bandaid, rip it fast so it doesn't hurt.

Diana recognized the word immediately. Living Lightning . And she couldn't help but freeze on the spot at the meaning of it, how all she ever thought she knew changed completely.

"What's Living Lightning?" Green Lantern asked.

“Living Lightning is the original master bolt, called Keraunos or Thavma by some, the current master bolt is actually a manifestation of the original one, like an extension of… you.” Diana finished, her gaze settling on Marvel at the last remark. 

“So you are... But how? I mean, is that even possible?" Flash asked, both confused and lost.

“I'm here, aren't I? I was ancient and powerful enough that I gained sentience, not strange with those kind of things. I was the… core of a spell, a spell meant to grant humans the power of Gods, I eventually demanded to have my own body, didn't want to be wielded by people anymore, was better like that anyways.”

If he had total control over his powers, no one would be hurt. If he had total control of himself, there would never be any other Black Adams.

“The master bolt is a manifestation of me, like a limb I guess, but not quite, it has no consciousness, it's just a thing, it didn't seem right to leave Olympus without a weapon. But now it's gone and… well, let's say they are a bit on edge right now.” He ended with a shrug, he wasn't gonna lie, he was nervous, waiting for their reactions. People never really reacted well to knowing they had a sentient weapon infront of them.

Not that he was a weapon. He had never liked that comparison, he wasn't a thing, he was a person, with his own body and his own mind. 

Meanwhile, the League stared at Marvel, struggling to process the weight of his words, of the fact that what Diana just described was apparently just a piece of him, if it was just a piece, how actually powerful was he? How was it even possible for someone to possess that kind of power? 

But again, this was the same man who could knock out Superman with a single punch, same man who could brush off laser beams and just laugh as he was left standing and realizing a laser beam just hit him. Had been thrown into a volcano once and not a single scratch was seen. 

It was unsettling, to learn of the actual power he might have, and holy shit had they never been more glad of the fact that he was on their side.

“You say it's a part of you, wouldn't you be able to feel it?” Aquaman asks, he was 70% sure he was still unable to grasp how this worked, but wouldn't something that's part of you be felt?

“I can only feel when it's being used, and it's not being used.”

“Can it be destroyed? Do you think whoever stole it could use it to get to you?” Leave it to Batman to make those kind of actually clever questions.

“I’m… not sure. I mean, the power needed to destroy that… and that if we don't take into account the backlash it would cause to destroy it, it would have to be huge, like, wipe out half of the planet huge. And no, nothing can get to me through it, it's a manifestation of me, no one but Zeus has the power to affect me in any way through it.”

Granted, that one was debatable too, Zeus could summon him through the weapon version of him, but he knew better than to use that to ask for his presence. If he wanted Billy to listen, he needed to ask nice, through the mental link or a message, not through the weapon.

If he asked through it Billy would just ignore him.

He was no one's lapdog who perked up at the slightest whistle.




~




Percy found the master bolt. 

Took it to Zeus, hoping that if he did, the man would stop threatening to start a war, what he didn't expect to see as he arrived at Olympus, was a kid, probably several years younger than him, sitting on the armrest of the very throne Zeus sat at. Lichtenberg marks all over his skin, not scars, actual birthmarks, he didn't so much as look up from where he was scribbling something on what looked like a file, a look of focus on his face.

“Perceus.” Zeus said as greeting, catching his attention, the God stood up, the air around him growing almost electric, a thunderous expression on his face as he began approaching, but Percy didn't let that intimidate him. He had promised to not let fear control him, he would never back down. Ever. 

Thus. As the God came to a halt before him, he pulled the master bolt out of his backpack, offering it to Zeus, as the man took it, thunder rumbled from every corner.

“I did not steal it. It was Luke, Hermes’ son.” He told as a statement of fact when the God's hard gaze met his.

“Told you it wasn't him.” Came the voice from the unknown boy who didn't so much as look up, Zeus’ eyebrow twitched.

“Hush Thavma.”

“Hush Thavma.” The boy repeated mockingly, throwing the files and pen through what could be nothing but a portal, this before getting off the throne with a smile and reappearing in a crackle of lightning right by Percy's side, making him jerk back on reflex. “I'm Billy.” The kid, Billy, introduced himself, holding his hand out, a genuinely happy smile on his face.

“...Percy.” He answered, taking the offered hand with a bit of hesitation, who the hell was this and how was he still alive after speaking back to Zeus like that? Was he a half-blood? But he never saw him at the camp. And why would he be with Zeus anyways?

“You are Poseidon's son. Can we be friends? It's be a long time since I met another forbidden kid, last one is an adult now and she doesn't really know who I am.”

That made Percy's brain halt, what? Was he saying what he thought he was saying?

“You are…?”

“I'm Living Lightning, the original manifestation of the master bolt. Given an actual body by Zeus, my use is just different from the weapon version of me, I'm more willing to have commentary on where am I hitting or whom am I hitting. I'm an immortal child, I never age, so you could say I wasn't originally a forbidden child, but I am now, which I find hilarious. I could teach you how to hide better from the monsters.”

“Thavma-”

“He's my friend now.” Billy cut off, grabbing a stunned Percy's wrist and dragging him away with him, Percy who just stumbled and kept walking. Because what the hell? He was sure he didn't understand half of what this guy said, just that he was also a forbidden child.

Zeus' forbidden child.

Talk about hypocrisy.

And still, he couldn't help but smile, because he wasn't alone. At last, there was someone who understood this whole mess of being a forbidden child from one of the big three.

Chapter 84: Little Thunder

Summary:

Crossover with X-Men. The timeline with the X-Men is a mix between X-Men Evolution, X-Men Apocalypse and a piece of X-Men 97, I was asked to do a crossover with X-Men 97 but I have never watched the show, so a mix of the movies and X-Men Evolution is 🤸🦸

Chapter Text

Becoming the Champion Of Magic opened Billy's life to a dozen of universes, being immortal just allowed him to travel the multiverse and meet many people.

A universe in particular had stood out the most , a universe where some people were born with powers . Mutants.

It had been a most devastating place, a world where those born with special abilities were hunted, rejected, experimented on, casted out, treated so cruelly. 

But there had also been a man, Charles Xavier, he had had the power to read minds, and he had opened a school, one to keep those with powers safe, trained them on how to control their abilities, learn more about their abilities, and how to even protect themselves. 

He had spent a long time there, this after Charles took him in, the man had saved him after some cops who had seen him accidentally use his electricity to make lamp post explode, had given him chase and even shot him.

But their words had hurt more than the bullet on his stomach had done. Freak. Monster. Abomination. There had been so much hatred, so much disdain in their voices… it had burnt in ways nothing had ever done.

Charles had stopped them from finding him, had taken him back to the school with him, turns out the man had been keeping an eye out for him, had noticed him wandering around the gate several times through the security cameras.

Billy had lied then, had made them think his mutation was electrokinesis and super strength. Had agreed to stay in the school.

All so as to see what motivated this man, if he was truly good, and he was, Billy had enjoyed his time in that world, interacting with other children with powers, learning how to control his powers better, even how to fight! 

He had enjoyed his training sessions with Logan and Storm, he never had to hold back with them, Storm even became like a sister to him, always looking after him and pushing him to do better, to not be afraid of his lightning, that he was way more powerful than he realized, to not fear his power, he was the one who controlled it, not the other way around. Never let the storm control you, otherwise, it would swallow you.

Becoming part of the team, an X-Men, had been one of his most joyful days, even when his identity was revealed, he still had a place with them. He spent seven years with the X-Men before he decided to go back to his world.

And he had come back to the revelation that new heroes had arisen in his absence, not that he ever did hero work, but after the X-Men… he decided he liked helping people as more than just the Champion, that he wanted to do more than just keep a look out for discrepancies in the multiverse or magic.

So he became Captain Marvel.

And not even a few months later, the Justice League was approaching him.

He accepted their request to join them, thrilled at the idea of getting to work alongside them.

He never forgot about his time as an X-Men though, about his friends, the man who saved his life, the friends who taught him to never fear his power, to never let others tell him who he should be, he never forgot the family he made there.

And more often than not he had found himself missing them, but he never went back, Charles had said he should return to his world, that the people might need a hero too. That he spent enough time with them, it was time for him to go back home. As if he had a home to return to, he had no one.

But he did as told, he stayed.

Two years later, and he never expected that Ororo would turn up at the Watchtower with Logan and Pietro by her side.



~




The Watchtower's alarms going off had been all the warning the League got before there were three intruders running through the halls, an intimidating man wearing a biker get up with leather jacket and all, looking annoyed as he punched his way through the heroes on the halls, a young man with white hair and a bright smile, looking positively thrilled at the whole chaos as he dodged every single hit, and a woman with dark skin and white hair looking beyond pissed off as electricity crackled all around her.

It had taken the League nothing but a few moments before they managed to intercept them.

Or more like Flash got to intercept the man with white hair, a speedster who tried to slow down their surroundings. But he was a whole lot slower than Barry, the guy didn't even touch the speed force, how was that even possible? 

Still.

He stopped him, tripping him and making him crash into a wall near Superman.

“Grab his legs he's a speedster!” He shouted, and Superman didn't need to be told twice, one moment the white haired man was on the ground groaning and the next second Superman was kneeling at his side, holding him down with his arms twisted behind his back, careful to not hurt him, but still firm enough so he wouldn't escape.

“You-!” The biker man didn't so much as got to finish his growl before the woman with white hair cut his path and raised her hands in surrender.

“Wait, don't hurt him. We mean you no harm, it was not our intention to alarm anyone, my name's Ororo, that's Pietro, and the man behind me is Logan. We come from another universe, Pietro was supposed to take us to a friend of ours, not… wherever this is.” Storm said, careful, making a point at explaining herself, but not wanting to give too much information, she didn't knew these people, though their outfits…

Either these people were villains, or heroes, she wanted to lean for the last since the man in blue was being oddly careful with how he held Pietro, as if he didn't want to accidentally hurt him. He held himself as someone with super strength would, never sure of their strength, never too careful. Plus , no one looked villain hostile, almost reminded of her own team when confronted with an unexpected possible threat.

The people infront of her narrowed their gazes at her, the man in a bat costume tilted his head to the side, and for a moment, no one said a word.

And then.

“Their faces don't turn up with face recognition.”

What? Face recognition? Did he have that in his mask or something? 

“She just told you we are not from this universe.” Biker, Logan, said, stepping out from behind the woman.

“We have no way to know whether that is true or not. If you are truly telling the truth, you wouldn't mind holding on to this?” Wonder Woman asked, holding her Lasso out, she was quite curious to see neither the woman or the man seemed to recognize the Lasso, so there might be truth to their words.

She had her somewhat confirmation when the woman stepped forward.

“What does it do?”

“It compels the truth from people. I will ask if you are truly who you say you are, and that will be it.” Diana has never been a fan of forcing innocents into telling the truth, and if these people were from another universe and just ended up here on accident, she didn't want to tag them as villains straight away. She wasn't sure why, but her gut told her they weren't bad people.

“Alright.” Storm didn't want to prolong this more than necessary, she needed to speak with Billy, so she grabbed the golden rope, was quite fascinated when it began glowing, heating up beneath her skin, not painful, just an odd heat.

“Were you telling the truth when you said you were from another universe?”

“Yes.”

A beat of silence, and Superman released the white haired young man, who quickly got up and zipped up to stand by biker's, Logan's side. Storm released the rope, standing back.

“You said you were looking for a friend? Who is this friend and why would you end up here?” Flash asked, he was curious, really wanted to know why was this speedster disconnected from the speedforce, his speed didn't even look like a speedster's, fake or not, instead of electricity, it left an odd distortion of the color of his clothes, basically a blurred image of himself. No lightning. Nothing. How?

“None of your business.” Logan snapped, glaring at the group, he had no idea whether these people were trustworthy or not, but he wasn't about to tell some strangers about the kid, granted, Billy was way older than him, but last he knew the brat liked cartoons and playing dress up with the X-Men's costumes when no one was looking.

To him, the kid, centuries old or not, was still a brat, and Logan would kill anyone who tried anything against him. He wasn't gonna tell some strangers about a kid they might not know of and were better off keeping off their radar.

“Alright, why don't we start again? I'm Superman, these are Batman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Flash, Green Lantern, Hawkwoman and J'onn. We are the Justice League, we help people, you are looking for someone, right? We can help you find them.” Superman said, hoping to ease some of the tension in the air, usually, people didn't come from other universes looking for friends.

Demons and monsters were what came, aiming to kill or open strange portals. These people didn't seem bad, not even the man with the thunderous glare, because while he held himself ready to strike, while he looked anything but happy, Clark could see he was just ready to protect his friends, and he respected that, he wouldn't attack unless his friends were threatened.

“You are like superheroes?” Pietro questioned, curious, he didn't miss how the man in red with the lightning on the chest kept looking at him. What was that guy's deal? But again, he was also fascinated with him, because the guy had been faster than him, he had never met anyone as fast as him let alone faster than him. He wondered if he would be up for a race.

“I mean, sure.” Green Lantern shrugged.

Storm for her side stared at the group, if these people were heroes and Pietro brought them here, it meant Billy might be with them, good, that made things easier.

“Pietro was meant to bring us to where our friend's presence was the strongest, here. But he isn't here.” Storm said, looking around at the group, as if that would somehow make Billy appear.

“Who's your friend?” Hawkwoman asked, if these people were here, and if their words were all true, it meant their friend was someone from the League, but who even would have friends from another universe? A magic user? A speedster? Who?

“He’s…” Storm wasn't sure how to even refer to Billy, if they knew him, did they know him by name? Did they know he was the Champion of Magic? How much did they know about him? She didn't want to accidentally expose him.

Thus.

She went for a more simplified description.

“He has an outstanding control over lightning, and he might or might not have ‘Captain’ in his name, can't be sure of that one, he always had a knack for switching names.” But the word Captain had always been something Billy kept in his hero names, Captain Sparklefingers, Captain Everypower Junior, Captain Thunder, he had said once it had been a nickname his parents had used on him a lot. Captain.

The League for their side frowned at the description, that sounded a whole lot like Captain Marvel, and considering he was a magic user, it wouldn't be insane to imagine him making friends from other universes.

“We have a Captain Marvel who uses lightning. Red suit, never stops smiling.” 

“Yes, that's him, is he here? We really need to talk to him.” Storm said.

“You just missed him, he left a few moments before you arrived. Said he had stuff to do at the Rock.” Aquaman said.

Storm sighed, great, so that meant she wouldn't be able to reach him until he chose to leave the Rock, no one could enter that place without his strict invitation. So waiting was it. 

“You are welcome to wait here.” Superman offered, he doubted they would have anywhere to go if they were from a different universe, it was safer to not risk them getting lost or something.

Plus, a little part of him was curious about these people, Marvel never mentioned knowing people from other universes, but again, the man has never been much open about his personal life, which Clark understood, everyone had a right to privacy, but he was still curious, and he knew he wasn't the only one.

“Alright, we will wait here.”





~




“The X-Men are a mutant group aimed at implementing peace between humans and mutants.” Storm said, the Justice League had brought them to a meeting room earlier, had explained to them what their job was, it went from fighting the battles no one else could to catching thieves and super powered villains.

She had also learnt that J'onn, Hawkwoman and Superman were from other planets, Aquaman was the king of Atlantis, an underwater kingdom, Wonder Woman was a demi-God raised in a secret island filled with amazons, warriors. Green Lantern was part of a spacial organization meant to protect people and planets, and Flash had gotten his powers from being struck by lightning in a lab.

And still, the one she found quite outstanding was the Batman, with no powers, and still, he was the leader of the group, she could tell, and she wondered how skilled the man might be for a group of super powered people to be willing to trust and respect his judgement enough to accept him as their leader.

Point was, since the League told them about themselves, she didn't see harm in telling them a bit about themselves, so she told them about mutants, their powers didn't come from magic or odd accidents in an specific environment, it was something people were born with, it was written in their DNA, humans with an extra something in their DNA, mutations that could go from teleporting and shapeshifting to having sonic screams and super speed. There were even physical ones, wings, blue skin, tails, fangs, there was no limit.

She also told them about the X-Men.

“Captain Marvel was once one of ours.” And he had been an excellent fighter, he might not have been a mutant, but the kid had never let that stop him from protecting mutants, he had had such a capacity for goodness, even if Charles had been unable to read his mind, it hadn't been necessary, anyone could see how truly pure of heart Billy had been.

Someone willing to fight for those who couldn't protect themselves, never hesitating to fight for what was right, even if it meant standing alone, he never backed out from a fight, he never gave up.

Something that had gained him the respect of lots of people, even from Magneto and several foes.

“Is he a mutant?”

“No, being a mutant is genetic, little Thunder's thing is a magic thing.” Pietro said, stopping spinning the chair, he met Billy only like a month before he left, but he was quite sure he had heard a lot of people say his powers came from magic, something he would have laughed at if he wasn't the brother of someone who also did magic. 

He wasn't quite sure why Storm and Logan gave him a look, what did he say? Oh, right, little, they didn't knew how much these people knew about Billy.

“Little?” Batman asked, perking up at what was clearly not something that they had meant to share, how much did these people know about Captain Marvel? Captain Marvel was a lot of things but little, he towered over most people, with a build capable of surpassing even Superman. 

Yet, before anyone could say anything, the door opened to reveal Captain Marvel, Captain Marvel who's face lit up like a Christmas tree.

“Ororo!” He zipped across the room in a rare show of his speed, reappearing behind the woman and throwing his arms around her shoulders, looking in all the sense of the word like a golden retriever who just got back his favorite playmate ever. “You are here!” He exclaimed in excitement, but it lasted nothing but a fleeting moment before confusion washed over. “Wait, you are here, why are you here?”

“Yeah, about that… we need to talk.” Storm said, and she hated knowing that soon enough that innocent face and his bright smile would disappear once she gave him the news. He frowned at her, pulling back and straightening up. 

“About…?”

“We should take this somewhere else.” She told, glancing at the whole table, she didn't knew these people no matter how nice they seemed, and she didn't felt comfortable telling Billy what she needed to tell him with so much public. Even less because she had no idea of the relationship between Billy and them. She didn't want to put him on the spot or anything.

“Alright, come.” His eagerness and happiness just made her feel even worse, and still, she stood up, giving Logan a look, play nice. She also gave Pietro a warning look, pointing at him, behave or Erik will totally be told about it.

She then followed after Billy. God, she was so not looking forward to this conversation.




~




Billy had been totally thrilled at having Ororo, Pietro and Logan here, even more thrilled to see a bit of his family with his family from here. But he had also been worried, what was Ororo doing here? And that look on her face…

He took her to his room, all the main members had their own room in the Watchtower, and while he didn't use his much, there were no security cameras, meant Ororo could tell him anything without troubles. And Batman also had the walls covered with led, Superman couldn't eavesdrop either.

He had expected a lot of things but to be told that Charles had left Earth, had almost died, and the technology used to save him would only keep working if he left Earth.

Forever.

Had left Magneto as the new overseer of the school.

Charles had left. And he hadn't been there, he had almost died, and he hadn't been there, he sat down on the bed, his knees feeling far too weak right now to support him, was it him or was the air suddenly very thin? 

“But he was alright? And what about the school? You sure you guys are alright? Do you need me to-”

“Billy, he's fine, we all are, you don't need to worry.” Storm was quick to cut off, setting her hands on his shoulders as she noticed the flickering lights. “Just breathe, it's alright. I promise.” She assured, her voice gentle, truthful.  

But it didn't make him feel any better, because Charles was gone and he didn't even got to say goodbye, and alright, he was alive, would be so, had to leave to stay alive. But it didn't make it hurt any less. Because he would never get to see him again, and that… it burnt. 

“Erik is doing just fine with the school, he's reformed, he's come back to us. The kids admire him, and he's great with them. Charles wouldn't have asked him to take over the school if he didn't trust Erik, you know that.” Storm said, coming to sit at his side, granted, he was massive right now compared to the little boy she used to carry around, but she knows beneath all that magic there's still a little boy.

“I know but…” Billy trailed off, he worried a lot, mutants had a hard life and Charles had been a great man, a great protector, not that Magneto wasn't, even if when Billy was there he had been a bit of a criminal, the man had left quite clear he would do anything to protect mutants. But it didn't change the fact that the school had lost one of its pillars.

Storm wrapped her arms around him, pulling him into a hug.

“We are all alright, Logan, Scott, Jean, Hank, Raven, we are all helping Erik with the school, the kids are safe. I promise. Charles asked you to return here for a reason, and that's so you wouldn't forget where you came from, I know you want to help, and we are more than happy to have you, you will always be welcome, but Billy, you can't just focus on one world and completely forget about yours.”

Billy frowned at Storm's words, he knew she had a point, the Gods also said that a lot, he should watch over all worlds equally, especially his since that's where the main door to the Rock Of Eternity was at. But Storm's world was the first world he truly felt at home at, like he belonged. Because there were lots of kids similar to him, with powers, inexperienced and just wanting to prove themselves good.

He also had friends, family. Granted, the Justice League also became his friends, family, but he hadn't seen the X-Men in over two years now, and now he found out he would never see Charles again, he had been so supportive, had made him see he could do more than destroy stuff, he had seen the good in him.

Had almost reminded him of his own father at times. And now he was gone. He wished he could call on the lightning and just become small enough to hide between Ororo's arms, because right now he felt like anything but Captain Marvel. He didn't want to be Captain Marvel.

“Shazam.”

It was a whisper, the lightning wouldn't hurt Ororo, and the Watchtower had taken worse things than a little hole on the ceiling, and he didn't care about anything right now, he just wanted to hide in his sister's embrace. And as the lightning struck and his Champion form was ripped away, he wrapped his arms around Ororo, holding onto her as tight as possible, just to be sure she was there. That she wouldn't leave and disappear without a goodbye like his parents did, like Charles did.

Her arms engulfed him into a hug, her fingers carding through his hair, and there was never a safer place than her embrace.

“Little Thunder, do they know the truth behind your identity?” She asks, her voice soft, gentle.

“No.”

“Your thunder must have alerted them then.” He knows.

“I don't care.”

Granted, another time, and he wouldn't have said that, but right now he could care less about keeping appearances, he just wanted his sister to hold him.

To hold him and never let go.




~




Something wasn't right.

That's what the League had thought when the lights had flickered.

Something was definitely not right.

Was their collective, abrupt thought when the deafening sound of thunder came. Lights going out. Something that only happened whenever Marvel called on the biggest lightning bolt. 

It alarmed them, but there was no sound of fighting following, and both Pietro and Logan didn't seem alert, not that appeased them at all, Marvel had seemed fine with seeing them here, thrilled even, so there was no reason to think they would attack him.

And still, Wonder Woman and Superman stood up.

“You seriously know nothing, sit down, he's fine.” Logan said, he was leaning back on the chair, eyes closed, he looked like the picture of relaxation itself, arms crossed over his chest, didn't so much as bother to look at them.

“I'm sorry but-”

“Captain Marvel is nothing but an image, an illusion of a prime form, he calls on the lightning to switch back to his actual form, a whole lot different from his Captain Marvel one.” Pietro told, choosing his words carefully, not his place to tell, but he was pretty sure Billy wouldn't mind if he told them this little bit if it kept them from seeing him.

“Pietro, shut up.” Logan warned, if Billy hadn't told these people the truth it wasn't their place to do so.

Meanwhile, the League frowned, what did that mean? A different form? Like shapeshifting magic or something of the like? Would explain how come his identity was still a secret despite the fact that everyone could see his face. If he looked like a whole different person…

But then that would mean he's switched in between forms during battles, that giant lightning bolt… and when he said prime form what did that meant? Was it because of his size, or was it also related to his powers? Did he have the same skills in his other form? Or had he just been putting himself in potential danger in the middle of battles whenever he calls on the lightning? God there were so many questions.

And how much did these people knew about him? What was their relationship? For them to know who he is… the League wasn't gonna lie, that one stung. Even more so because he apparently was in his actual form right now. And that…

“What's his relationship with her?” Flash asked, Marvel had looked like a kid on Christmas when he had seen Ororo, who was she really?

“Get your mind out of the gutter Speedy. They are siblings.” Logan said, eyebrow twitching at the implication of the question, Ororo would throw him into a hurricane if she ever heard anyone make such implications between her and the kid.

“Siblings? She's his sister?”

“Not biological, but I heard they grew up together, and she was the one who taught him how to control his lightning.” Pietro told, he had heard that Ororo had been 16 when Billy first came to the school. Granted, Billy didn't grow, but these people didn't need to know that.

Well, that was unexpected, the League never quite wondered about Marvel's powers, I mean, those with powers understood how difficult it was to learn to control said powers, the idea that Captain Marvel had also had to go through that phase of learning how to control his powers… it was odd.

I mean, his control over lightning was terrifying, he could change the weather within seconds, make thunderstorms that made it feel like the world might come to an end, they didn't even want to imagine how it must have been like when he had no idea how to control that kind of power. And how powerful must Ororo be then for her to have been able to teach him to control that.

The League had learnt more about Marvel in these past hours than they had ever done these past four years.




~





Billy hated seeing Ororo, Logan and Pietro leave, hated opening a portal to their world, but he knew he couldn't keep them, nor could he leave, but Storm said he could visit. Which he would take, he wanted to visit them, had wanted for a long time, but Charles had been so serious about him needing to return home part of him had feared he wouldn't be welcomed back.

It was hilarious though, to hug Logan and hear the man groan in irritation, and he was quite proud he still remembered Pietro's joke with the high five.  

“That's so not fair. I need my own speed force.” Pietro complained when Billy caught his hand before he could take it away, and alright the kid was faster than him but he already got his ego hurt by being overpowered by another guy with super speed.

“Yeah, not happening.” Billy told, releasing Pietro's hand.

“Come on, that old man’s faster than me!” Pietro protested, pointing at Flash.

“Hey!” Billy grinned at Flash's insulted protest.

“First of, we both know you are way older than him. Second of, Flash's the fastest person in this world. You can't beat him. But. You are the fastest person in your world, there's no speed force there, by extension, he wouldn't be able to beat you there.”

“Seriously?” Pietro and Flash said almost at the same time.

“Yes.” Billy told, Pietro and Barry were very fast, but it would depend on the world they were in, a world without speed force wouldn't be kind to Flash's speed, and a world with speed force wouldn't be kind to Pietro's speed. Their speed came from different sources, one was genetic and the other one was intermixed with forces, fate and several well placed bottles of chemicals.

Point is, both of them were the fastest people in their respective universes.

“I still think it's not fair I don't have a speed force. Just so you know.” Pietro sniffed like a pathetic overdramatic victim of a most terrible crime in a cheap telenovela. 

“Look how I don't care.” Billy told, and without missing a beat, he shoved Pietro right through the portal, which he shifted its location so he would fall straight into the pool of the school instead of infront of the gate. Pietro's shriek and then the splash of water making him grin.

“I'm still taller than you!” Came the shout from the other side, and that was so not fair, asshole. Pietro was one of the few people who he had never had troubles with joking about his age and appearance, because Pietro was also very much stuck on his 17 year old appearance despite being over 40 years old. 

Just like Billy was stuck in his 10 year old appearance despite being centuries old.

“Well, at least I'm not stuck with white hair!” He refuted, Pietro's exaggeratedly loud gasp came almost immediately, as if Billy just insulted his family, his house, his car and his dog. 

He grinned and shut the portal before Pietro could so much as argue back. He had almost forgotten about the company in the room, and he couldn't help but give the League and innocent smile as he turned to face them, as if that could somehow compensate for his very childish behavior just now. 

"I promise I will fix the hole the lightning made in the ceiling." Was the first thing he blurted. If the League hadn't barged into his room, it meant someone ( probably Pietro), must have told them about the lightning thing.

Something he wasn't sure how to feel about, I mean, he didn't hide per se because he didn't trust them, and it wasn't like he would be the first immortal child the League has ever come across, but he liked being respected and not treated with kid gloves, he wasn't a child regardless of how he looked like or how his thought process worked.

Plus, he didn't felt like explaining the whole immortal child thing right now. 

"How is he taller than you?" Green Lantern blurted out, unable to not think about that fact, Pietro hadn't looked like he could be taller than 5'10 or something close to that, Captain Marvel was taller than fucking Superman and half of the planet.

It wasn't until he asked that that he remembered the words.

An illusion. Not his actual form. Right, so not even his height was real? So not fair, dude towered over people for shits and giggles? And Hal was supposed to be the most immature one?

Captain Marvel stared at him before smirking deviously.

"To be fair, most people are taller than me when I'm not Captain Marvel. He ain't special." There seemed to be some inner joke on that revelation that the League wasn't able to understand.

And that's all he said before he was walking out of the meeting room. Leaving a speechless League behind. 

"Well, at least we now know dude's not an actual mountain, makes me feel less like a minion." Hal said into the silence of the room.

"You aren't a minion, if you were, you would be passed out on the floor, you, my friend, are one of those green singing slugs from Flushed Away." Flash said with a straight face, arm leaning on Green Lantern’s shoulder as he held his gaze.

"... Because minions are yellow?"

"Yes." Flash conceded, a shit eating grin splitting across his face, Hal sighed.

"You are not funny, just so you know. "

Chapter 85: What If...?

Summary:

Inspired by Superman Returns and The Flash (movie)🦸

Chapter Text

The League is in the middle of a meeting, Captain Marvel, as always, was spacing out, an habit he’s had since he first joined the Justice League four years ago, an habit that somehow, didn't prevent him from reciting word for word whatever was being discussed if asked about it, something that never failed to drive Batman up the walls.

Point is, he was spacing out, no one ever knew what even went through his head, but his gaze was completely far away, as if he were looking at something no one could ever possibly guess or see.

He spent entire meetings like that, to get his attention, someone would need to shout at him or touch him, his expression was always blank, but today, it wasn't, he had already been distracted from the moment he arrived, the longer the meeting carried on, the more his brow furrowed as he watched… whatever was it that he watched, a look of pure concentration on his face.

The League tried to not mind it, but it was hard to not glance at him from time to time when he looked quite… alert, as if waiting for something to go inevitably wrong and fuck God knows what up.

And then, out of nowhere, it happened.

“Damn it!”

Captain Marvel stood up abruptly in high alarm, looking beyond alert, and before anyone could so much as process the fact that he just swore, Marvel was disappearing right through a portal without a single warning.

Leaving a stunned League behind, staring at the empty seat, because since when could he create portals? But that wasn't even the weirdest thing that happened.

No.

Things got even weirder when a crack appeared on the sky, a gap sizzling an angry gold, and right on the other side of the crack a glowing green planet was nearing at an alarming speed. The gap couldn't be entered nor was it coming from space or anything, it was as if it was from a completely different reality or something. Other glowing planets could be seen colliding against each other behind the incoming green one.

But the planet never collided.

It halted, began retreating, and Captain Marvel appeared right on the other side of the crack. With eyes glowing and an expression beyond thunderous. And the gap began sealing itself shut. Or more like it looked like he was sealing it shut. Several multicolored wire-like things fussed to several parts of his body. Some wires looking cracked or split apart.

He hadn't answered to his comm, and the crack was sealed long before Superman, Green Lantern or anyone for that matter could get to him.

And that's the last time the League sees him.

Because he goes completely silent. It's not until a few days later that Dr. Fate appears to give them news on what had happened to Captain Marvel and what had even been that crack in the sky. No one knows how, who or why, but apparently, someone fucked up with time so bad it almost caused the biggest incursion ever recorded in history.

Zatanna, Constantine and Dr. Fate had explained, that an incursion happened when someone interacted far too heavily with a universe other than their own, usually, this led to the destruction of both universes.

Not this time, whoever messed up, they did it using time, something highly volatile and dangerous to mess with to such scale, this had caused a colossal chain reaction throughout the multiverse, causing it to collide, with each universe's respective Earth as the point of impact. That's what they had seen. Universes colliding into each other.

Captain Marvel was the Champion of Magic, as in he had magic, unfathomable magic for what Zatanna had said, something the League had never even known of.

Point was, one of his duties as the Champion was to protect the balance of reality itself, make sure nexus events were left intact, this collapse in the multiverse was something only he would have had any chance at fixing. 

It was hard to guess how long it would take, he was fixing the multiverse, something with an endless number , it could take years for all they knew, they didn't even know if the threat had been subdued or even where he was.

The first few weeks were hard, most magic users were out of commission, their magic far too weak to help much, and the Justice League had had to give a conference regarding Captain Marvel's whereabouts to appease Fawcett City, made sure to keep an eye out for the city, Young Justice and the Teen Titans would also be caught patrolling Fawcett City's streets. All so as to assure people.

Weeks turned into months, and the League fell into an easy routine, keeping watch over their cities and Fawcett City. Helping people cross the streets or even walk them home, the little things Captain Marvel was known to do. Some people would ask them about him, but the League was never able to give an answer.

‘When is he coming back?’ ‘Will he come back?’ ‘Do you think he is okay?’

No matter how much the League helped, it was clear the city missed its hero, even the crime rate decreased considerably. It was… unexpected.

It gave them a lot to think about, and a lot to learn, Captain Marvel never told them about the fact that he could use magic, never used it at all, and yet, he had created a portal. 

It had taken this for them to learn that apparently, all his odd antics might have been related to… this. The excuses of being busy, might have not been excuses at all, Zatanna had explained to them what the Champion's job was, he was the one in charge of dealing with anything magic related, the protector of the Rock Of Eternity, the very source of magic itself. Like the boss of all magic.

Meant to keep the balance of reality itself, fix nexus events, make sure no one would cause an intersection or break a nexus event. Things that could put in serious jeopardy entire universes and even the multiverse itself.

The spacing out… the way he had left led them to believe that maybe, he wasn't spacing out, but quite literally watching other universes. That somehow, he kept watch over other universes while also being able to recite word for word whatever was discussed during meetings. 

How did the man even manage to do all of that alone? Did he even have free time? Was that why he had no secret identity? Because he was literally way too busy to have any life at all? That was a depressing thought, Captain Marvel has always been the most carefree of them all, always smiling and happy about something and anything.

No one had ever seen him mad, never serious or so much as upset. His thunderous expression from the other side of the crack in the sky was still very much fresh in their minds, even months later, because they had never seen him look so mad.

It had been blood curling.

Who even had the power to cause such a disruption across entire universes? And why would they do that? Constantine had said so, every single universe would have collapsed, that person wouldn't have had a world to go back to. So why?

And then Captain Marvel comes back. A year later.





~





Fixing the multiverse is a pain in the ass, Billy might be the Champion of Magic, might have six Gods and an ancient Wizard telling him how to do this right, but it doesn't make it any less difficult. He had to face a speedster gone insane with grief, got stabbed with kryptonian steel, had to physically push entire universes apart, seal the cracks in reality shut with far more magic than he was used to using, and force universes back into their original shape, branches of an endless tree.

It was a delicate process, slow, tortuous, he had to be careful when fixing the worlds that had been damaged, extra careful when forcing universes from their round shape back to a branch-like shape, he found branches to be a whole lot easier to keep track off, easier to manipulate, a giant tree of life.

The universes turned branches latched onto him, he needed to straight them out, fix the damage, meant pouring his magic into them. He was furious at first, not at… the speedster, but at himself for having let it happen, Zeus had said so over a dozen times, stop thinking with the heart, it only leads to chaos in these situations.

And to chaos it had led, he should have stopped him long before he changed time, he shouldn't have let him do that. But a part of him had been naive enough to believe he had been right, that no interaction meant less chances of causing havoc.

Stupid thought, he found out. Time would always find a way to right itself. Where there was tragedy, there would always be tragedy. And having two variants interacting… that had been a recipe for disaster. Even more so the difference in thoughts, speedsters were one of the highest threats to the multiverse. He shouldn't have underestimated or downplayed what had happened.

But he did, he forgot completely about what had happened last time he underestimated a speedster. He needed to stop thinking with his heart in these situations, people always got hurt when he did.

Fixing the branches, having his magic drained, all the while having to deal with the sharp burning on his side, a burning that just increased exponentially whenever he breathed … blood gushing out… it took a tool on him, Captain Marvel could go on without sleep or food for decades, that's what his Champion form was for, to avoid measly distractions, to not be restricted to a regular living being's needs in case of a catastrophe of this magnitude.

But he could feel himself growing exhausted, weak, and he knew once he went back to his Billy Batson body he would totally hate being alive. And fuck, he just hoped Rosa and Victor didn't hate him for leaving without warning. He had promised to always warn them before having to deal with something in the multiverse which usually took up to a week.

But there had been no time for warnings, he had let it go too long, he had had to act quickly.

It took him what felt like centuries to finish fixing things, another few centuries before he was satisfied with the state of the branches, and the older speedster had fixed his mistake, so there was that, even if his universe was irrevocably changed now.

Once he had finished, he had used his remaining strength to open a portal to his own world, or more like Mamaragan opened it, he couldn't for the life of him remember which world did he come from right now. 

And the second he steps through the portal, he falls, and he falls hard. He can hear the Gods and the old man screaming at him, but he can't focus, can't think, everything is just way too sore, and he just wants to black out and not wake up for the next several eons or so.

He crashes in the middle of God knows where, and he feels bad for whoever will need to fix that, he just hopes it's not a house, he stares up at the blurred night sky, he can hear alarms, car alarms, and everything is so dark… 

The last thing he sees is a man peek from above before it all goes black.




~




Captain Marvel is back.

Crashed right in the middle of Fawcett City.

Far too drained to stay awake. And of course the citizens who found him did the most logical thing, call an ambulance.

That's how Captain Marvel ended up in a hospital, in a private floor with several cops guarding it. Still very much unconscious. Dozens of people came to stand outside the hospital. Doctors had had no idea what to do with him when he first arrived, his skin couldn't be pierced, the costume couldn't be removed or even cut through and while he had no heartbeat whatsoever he was still somehow breathing.

But that didn't stop them from attempting to help him as much as possible, wrapping up a wound no one could stitch or even touch without rubber gloves and leaving him as comfortable as possible.

The police had to station outside too, keeping people, mostly reporters, out, he was kept under strict watch and no one but a few doctors were allowed to go into his room, no one ever expected to have Captain Marvel in their hospital, even less after he had been gone for a whole year.

But what he had been doing was common knowledge, he had saved them all, it made a lot of doctors and nurses unwilling to take shit from people attempting to sneak into his floor, made lots of citizens barricade the hospital alongside the police to keep reporters with no shame or respect whatsoever out.

Because the man saved them all, God knows what he must have gone through, he deserved to be left alone, not have people trying to take pictures of him while unconscious or whatever else they were aiming for. 

He had always been there for them, taking care of those who would otherwise be overlooked, doing things other heroes or most regular people wouldn't bother with, like helping at soup kitchens, walking people home at night, playing with kids at the park, giving clothes and blankets to the homeless, helping the elderly cross the street or just flying people brave enough to ask around just because. Because he genuinely cared and enjoyed befriending everyone and anyone.

And now that he needed them most… people just tried to take advantage of the situation? It made a lot of people angry.  

It didn't surprise the hospital staff when the Justice League arrived though, it had been a given that it would happen, the same had happened that time in Metropolis when Superman landed in the hospital, and also that time in Coast City when Green Lantern also ended up in the hospital. They always turned up to take them away. 

Understandable, the League could probably help them way better than any regular hospital could. And also keep them way safer.

"We dressed his… wound, as best as we could. But without knowledge on how his body works, there wasn't much we could do for him except make him as comfortable as possible." The doctor, Dr. Temple, said as she led the Justice League out of the elevator.

"He's wounded?" Wonder Woman asks, unable to hide the surprise in her voice, Captain Marvel has never been wounded. So how did he got wounded? Was it the person who caused the collapse?

"Yes, seems like some sort of stab wound, on his left side. We couldn't stitch it up, all needles were bent or snapped, but we managed to stop the bleeding." Dr. Temple explained, her words making something unsettling settle at the pit of the League's stomach, bleeding. That was something none of them had ever thought Marvel capable of doing.

"Are there more wounds?" Batman asked, he wasn't sure how would he even begin treating Captain Marvel, Hal was easy, he was human, Clark? He was kryptonian, but his body was very reminiscent of that of a human's, kryptonite needle and any wound could be stitched. But he had no idea what Marvel was.

"No, but he… didn't have a heartbeat, he is breathing though." Dr. Temple informed, she seemed to be pondering whether that was normal or not on him. And the League had absolutely no idea. Superman had said several times how he could hear Marvel's heartbeat sometimes, and sometimes he couldn't. Sometimes he breathed, and sometimes he didn't. This was uncharted territory.

The League arrives at the room, coming to a halt outside a room with several cops standing guard.

"We are here." Dr. Temple exclaims as she pushes the door open, holding it open for the League to enter.

The League steps in.

"I will be outside." Dr. Temple informs.

"Thank you." Superman said, his words heavy with gratefulness, Dr. Temple smiles.

"It's the least we can do after all he's done for us."

And with that, she's gone.

The League turns to look at Captain Marvel's unconscious form on the bed. It's unnerving to see him so quiet and still, he seemed fine, but his costume was singed on the left side, so was his cape. 

Batman approaches the bed, checking the wound the doctor spoke of, removing the bandage just enough to catch a glimpse of a glowing gash on his side, it looked deep, and there was a lot of… blood staining his cape, granted, it was gold, but its quantity and position left very clear it had been blood from the wound.

Electricity crackled around the gash in little sparks, he would have to call Zatanna, Dr Fate or even Constantine, maybe they would have a better idea on how to deal with a wound of this kind. 

He covered the wound back up.

Taking him back to the Watchtower isn't a difficult job, the hospital was more than willing to let him go. Things do get a bit difficult, because Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constatine's verdict on the matter is that his wound can just be healed by extremely powerful magic, his magic.

From the rest? He was fine, just exhausted, his magic was drained too, all he needed was rest and he would be fine. Would be easier and quicker if he was at the Rock, but no one but the Champion knew where it was or how to even enter.

He had spent a whole year dealing with something beyond comprehension, the power he must have used to fix that kind of mess was unfathomable. There was no telling how long it would take him to recover. 

The League kept watch over him, some would sit with him in silence, others would read to him or tell him about whatever, some of the Teen Titans or Young Justice would be found reciting to him the newest memes or popular new movies' quotes.

It wasn't until he was back that the League had begun wondering whether there might be someone they should seriously inform about Marvel, he never spoke of his personal life, he might not have one, but he might also have one. And there might be someone somewhere very, very distressed about his wellbeing. Someone who might have been going through a terrible time the whole year he was gone without warning.

But without knowledge on who it might be, the League could do nothing.

It didn't take months for Captain Marvel to wake up. Not even a month. But a week.

And he wakes up with an explosion of lightning.




~




Barry was finishing changing Marvel's bandages, as the good friend he was, when it happened.

He woke up.

And he woke up angry.

Flash almost didn't manage to avoid the fist of lightning that went straight for his face. Bolting himself across the room.

"Dude! It's me!" Flash called, raising his hands in surrender as Marvel sat up, and oh fuck, his expression was thunderous, eyes glowing dangerously as he stared at Barry.

And he lunged.

"Shit." Barry stumbled as he took a leap, bolting out of the room. "Guys! Cap is awake and he's not happy at all!" He informed through the comm, skipping it through the halls of the Watchtower as Marvel chased after him, on foot, and Barry was starkly reminded of the very real fact that Captain Marvel also had super speed.

"What do you mean by not happy?" Hawkwoman asked, Flash phased straight through a wall, a wall Marvel destroyed on his way.

"He's fucking chasing me is what I mean!" He shouted in panic, thanking every fucking God out there that Marvel seemed to be far slower, weak, or Barry would be toast right now. Not that it made him look any less terrifying, eyes glowing as electricity crackled all around his body. 

Out of nowhere, he felt something give a harsh tug on somewhere, and his speed glitched. He crashed face first into the wall he had meant to phase through. What the hell?!

"Shit!" Barry exclaimed, whirling around in time to see Marvel pounce at him, but he never grabbed him, Superman appearing out of nowhere, tackling him just in the nick of time, both of them crashing through the door to the training room.

Superman who couldn't help but wince as him and Marvel crashed through the door, he hadn't meant to use so much strength. But he didn't have time to feel bad for too long since Marvel punched him with an explosion of lightning that made him see white and sent him flying out of the room, and sweet God, that hurt.

Superman is quick to stand up, the rest of the League coming up to the door just in time to see the Captain stand up, he seems agitated, and still, he staggers at the sight of them, frowning, he seems confused, and lost.

And Diana takes a leap of faith.

"Captain?" She calls, her voice gentle as she moves to stand infront of the group. His gaze settles on her, or at least that's what it looks like, no one can be sure when his eyes are glowing and there's no way of knowing who is he looking at. But his body is tense, fingers curled into fists, he looks ready for a fight. 

And he's bleeding again. Red. Not gold as he's been doing this past week, and why do they have a feeling that's way worse?

"We mean you no harm. You are safe now, I promise. The fight is done, everything is alright now, you are among friends now." Diana told, her voice soft, reassuring, she knew what it was like to wake up confused after blacking out in the middle of a hostile and/or unsafe environment.

Captain Marvel stares at her for a full minute, and then he shakes his head, the glow in his eyes disappearing completely, he looks at every single one of them, gaze lingering far too long on Batman, Flash and Superman.

His body relaxed, suddenly, all fight leaving his body, he looked down at bleeding gash on his side, and before the League's very eyes, he brought his hand up, sealing the wound shut with a single thread of lightning that shot right out of his finger. Leaving smooth skin behind, skin that was covered within seconds as the suit just repaired itself. All blood disappearing alongside the singed marks on the suit and cape.

Leaving him looking as if nothing had ever been wrong in the first place. 

He then looks up at them with a somewhere between embarrassed and apologetic look.

"I apologize, I didn't mean to attack anyone." 

"It's alright, we understand. We are just glad to see you are okay." Diana said, walking up to him and pulling him into a hug. And to Billy it felt so good to finally have something to truly give him an understatement of this world.

He hugged Diana back, touching people has never failed to give him a reading on what universe he was in, waking up to a blurred world and just the single knowledge that Flash was touching him had been far too overwhelming. Not even for a second had he thought about his Flash, but about the one who almost destroyed everything.

But he was back home. Finally everything was done. Superman was alive, Batman was alive, Flash was… well, Flash. He knew it didn't change the fact that a Superman and a Batman had been lost, a Supergirl… because he didn't stop it in time. That timeline should have never been formed.

But it did. And a lot of people suffered.

"Being the Champion Of Magic doesn't mean you get to control everything. You are neither omnipotent nor the ultimate God. People make choices, your job is to ensure that those choices don't destroy the multiverse. Every new timeline comes with new lives, new possibilities. Not all of them good. But they must be left to run their course. You know this." 

Solomon's voice made a knot stick at the back of his throat. He knew, he didn't need to be told something he already knew. But it has never made things easier. To watch people he cared about die, never been born because of a single change, or just become twisted by greed or grief.

He sighed, sometimes, he hated his job.





~




"A year?" Billy felt quite stupified to learn that he had been gone for a whole year, it had felt like centuries to him, he had honestly thought he would come back to everyone he ever knew being long dead.

He was at the meeting room, after he had managed to get the League to stop fussing over him and harassing him with ‘are you okay?’ ‘does anything hurts?’ ‘how are you feeling?’ questions, he had ended up at the meeting room, he wanted to go home, if he still had a home that was, reason he might also be stalling on that matter, he was afraid of going back home and not finding them.

Or worse. Find them, just to learn they no longer wanted anything to do with him. Rosa and Victor hadn't been thrilled when he first told them about who he was, what his job was. He had been reborn throughout the multiverse countless times, his memories and powers came back to him every single 4th birthday.

They had been his foster parents a lot of times, good and understanding, but he has never liked comparing variants, all variants were their own person with their own feelings and thoughts. No one was the same. And while Rosa and Victor had been understanding so far, he was always afraid, afraid that he might come across one who just hit the boiling point.

Because who wanted to deal with an ancient being who just happened to be a kid? A kid who was prompt to dealing with monsters, Gods and demons? And worse, a kid who granted his siblings powers too? His siblings… shit. He hoped they were alright, fixing cracks in reality always required him to use a lot of magic from the Rock.

Meant magic users would have a tough time being… well, magic users. Meant his siblings wouldn't be able to transform at all. 

Fuck, he was flipping through a file, a file the League had made for the new criminals and villains who popped up in Fawcett City while he was gone. There was also a file of the new League members.

It felt like skipping school for one day just to go back the next day and learn celebrities came to school the day before, there's several new kids and even Jesus popped up to say hi.

"So… can we ask what happened?" Green Lantern's sudden voice caught his attention, he looked up, meeting the man's curious gaze for a fleeting moment before dropping his attention back to the files, but even if he does, he's no longer looking at them.

Silence stretches in the room for an uncomfortable moment.

And then.

"Pain and loss can blind people, make them do stupid things in a desperate attempt to fix them. It wasn't his fault." He told as a statement of fact, because it hadn't truly been his fault.

It hadn't.

He understood more than anyone the desperation, of having the power and still not being able to change anything. Of trying and trying, sure that you can change it this time. 

Just to fail over and over again. Because that's what it should be. Nexus events could never be changed.

Not without killing billions in the process.

"That's it? Where is he now?" Flash's question was met with silence. 

And then. 

"Back in his timeline, he fixed what he broke. And I managed to fix the rest as best as I could, but some were far too damaged to return to their original shape. Some changes still happened, and no one but me knows of them, and him, though that one just extends to his world. I know every single change that's filtered through each and every single universe."

He always knew. 

"Is there one here we should know about?" Batman's question is understandable. 

“No, the ones who changed were the worlds which collided against each other, and his. This one was left unchanged, and I fixed the crack here before the intersection could affect this place.” Worlds that were changed because of a distortion in time never failed to make him feel horrible, if his own world was damaged he didn't think he would be able to live with that.

“Was he the one who stabbed you?”

“... Yes and no, it's… complicated. Can we not talk about this?” He didn't like the idea of keeping on speaking about this, he didn't want to think about that timeline anymore, about the deaths, about who did it. Because while not new, it would never become easier to face them.

A particular speedster who's fucked up universes way too many times. Had created timelines that ended up collapsing or bleeding into each other. He's been told several times to rid the multiverse of them, but he refused to condemn them all for the actions of a few who didn't even mean true harm in the first place.

Some had even saved billions of lives due the creation of new timelines. Billy refused to put an end to them.

“Alright, we won't talk about that.” Superman conceded, and Billy was grateful.

A beat of silence passed, and then.

“Why didn't you ever tell us about your magic thing? Even Zatanna and the others seemed rather surprised.” Hawkwoman said, she didn't sound accusing nor cautious, just… curious.

He shrugged. He didn't like this path of conversation either, but he knew he wouldn't be able to avoid this either. 

And so he spoke something he never saw himself telling them.

“I have been reborn over a thousand times throughout the multiverse, there's never been one single universe where people don't start walking on eggshells around me the second they know who I am, or they just expect way more than what I usually do. So I tried to just… not do anything ’magical’ this time around. Even hid my aura so none of the magic users would be able to tell who I was or even that I had magic. They are usually the ones who freak out the most.”

And now the cat was out of the bag. And God, he seriously hoped he could still play poker with Constantine. Visit the House Of Mysteries. Have the man calling him names even, he would take anything over the usual reaction magic users had against him.

He also hoped Zatanna wouldn't stop talking to him, he liked watching her magic show and her teaching him magic tricks. Or Dr. Fate, he seriously enjoyed watching the man's odd type of magic in action. And hanging out at the library of his tower was also nice.

Or worse, he dreaded the sole idea of losing his friendship with Raven too, I mean, yeah, they bickered a lot, but she was cool, like an annoying sister, almost reminded him of Mary sometimes.

“Freak out…?”

“I can decide who has magic and who doesn't. A big reason for them to avoid me, if they don't talk to me, they can't say the wrong thing, if they aren't anywhere near me, they can't do the wrong thing, they think I will take their magic away just because they so much as look at me.”

If he hasn't punched Guy Gardner through a wall, why would he hurt in any way someone for just being in the same room as him?  

Well, Marvel's words at least explained the reason behind Zatanna, Constantine and Dr. Fate's odd behavior, how incredibly tense they had been, avoiding getting too close to Marvel even though he was unconscious, and how the three magic users had refused to so much as touch the wound.

But even that had been a bit exaggerated, it was stupid to react like that when they had known Marvel for four years. Constantine has insulted the guy in every single way possible at this point. And Zatanna had once thrown a curse at him for his hair to be an obnoxiously pink and extremely neon color for a whole week after he laughed at her after she tripped in the same heels he told her to not wear to a gum-shooting villain fight.

Flash and Green Lantern had also fallen victim of the curse too. 

And there was also that time Dr. Fate kicked the whole League out of his tower, in the middle of the Atlantic, Captain Marvel included.

If he wanted, he could have gotten them back then, but he didn't, so why the hell had they been so freaked out about him now? Batman might need to have a talk with them.

Also.

What was that of him having been reborn over a thousand times? Like reincarnation? That was… interesting. Did that mean he might have met variants of them at some point? Would explain how come he had been so comfortable around them from the moment he joined, as if he had known them all his life. 

And while some of them were curious, no one asked. He looked like he might just go back to sleep, he had started nodding off, and that was such an extremely odd sight. 

“You should rest.” Batman told, Marvel scoffed, looking like a petulant child hell-bent on proving he was not, in fact, tired. When he was one second away from just passing out.

“I did that, for a whole week.” 

“Yeah, a week doesn't make up for a year, dude.” Green Lantern said as a statement of fact. Marvel frowned before smirking.

“Touché.”

Chapter 86: What If...? Part 2

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Billy wakes up with a headache, and starving. He's exhausted, wants to go back to sleep, and his side hurts, a lot. He healed the wound on his Champion form, but it had been deep enough to reach his more… vulnerable form. It's not as deep, but it still hurts. Should have been the first sign something was amiss. But he is starving.

He crawls out of bed, he should have known something wasn't right when the bed felt bigger than when he had gone to sleep. Or even that he was feeling hunger or pain.

He left the room, yawning and rubbing his eyes. He found the kitchen rather quickly, got himself some ramen and ate it straight out of the bag. He was so not in the mood to boil water or anything for that matter. But he didn't want jello, pudding or granola bars. That sounded so little for the monstrous hunger he felt right now.

He wanted Rosa's food.

But Rosa's food would mean having to face them, and he was so not ready for that. So he ate uncooked ramen, and some leftover pizza, and a whole most glorious blueberry pie. He also found donuts, a tub of half eaten strawberry ice cream and a some apples.

He should have gone for the cafeteria, more food than the main members’ personal fridge. But that had been so, so far away. Like those Oreos on the cupboard.

He wasn't beyond climbing, seriously should have given him a clue that one. Ransacking the shelf wasn't polite, his days of stealing food were over, but God he was starving here, he would replace everything when he was feeling less like his stomach might eat itself from the inside out. 

So he ransacked the cupboard. Inhaling all the snacks he could get his hands into, chips, Oreos, gummy bears, pop tarts, gummy worms, cheese puffs, more Oreos, marshmallows, granola bars, even more Oreos.

Flash's special granola bars were a gift sent from Heaven. He snatched the box and climbed off the countertop, more like crashed face first on the floor due lack of strength on his legs, he laid there for a full minute, this before groaning and turning on his back, he brought himself up into a sitting position, head lolling back as he fought for the strength to also bring his head forward. He wanted to sleep so bad.

But he also wanted to eat.

He snatched the box and grabbed a granola bar, inhaling two and feeling almost a bit better about life, he was through his third special granola bar when someone appeared right infront of him. Looking up was a struggle, and he was met with none other than Wonder Woman, the amazon stared at him, and at the mess around him, the woman looked confused if not a bit surprised.

But it all became full on horror and alarm when her eyes fell on what he was eating.

“Great Hera! Don't eat that.” The demi-goddess exclaimed in full on panic mode, lunging at him and knocking the granola out of his hands, and Billy almost cried at the sight of the granola hitting the floor. Crumbs scattering all over the ground.

He wasn't beyond eating off the floor, he had eaten trash during one of his many lives living in the streets, nothing could get worse than that. But Diana didn't even let him reach for that, no, the woman had the audacity to pick him up. And that wasn't right… He had a hard time focusing when he was being jostled so much, as Wonder Woman just skipped it through the halls, Billy slung over her shoulder, he wasn't even sure why he found himself laughing.

“Diana, who's child is that this time?" Superman asked in disappointment as the amazon appeared in the meeting room, holding out a child no older than 8, the kid looked like he might just pass out. And she presented him to them as if he were the next Simba.

“He ate those Flash's bars!” Diana's words were enough to seize the room with alarm, Batman was off his chair within seconds, quick steps approaching the child, he checked his vitals, but the kid looked alarmingly fine, his vitals were fine.

That… wasn't right.

In fact, if he ate Flash's bars, he shouldn't be looking so sleepy. 

"Barry, do you know if he might be a speedster?"

"I'm not a speedster!" The child snapped before Flash could so much as open his mouth. "And put me down, I don't like being manhandled." He requested, looking up at Diana, and those eyes were so awfully familiar she almost didn't quite hear him.

And still.

She set him on the ground, he stumbled, but held himself upright, swatting Batman's hands away.

"I'm fine." He snapped stubbornly, and where the hell did this child come from? He was wearing an Aquaman shirt with a Wonder Woman jacket, and Nightwing sweatpants. 

Something caught Batman's attention, blood. He was quick to reach out, pushing the jacket aside, and there was blood on his shirt. Fresh blood. He tugged at the shirt and was met with a long gash.

"Oh shit."

"I'm fine."

Were the kid's last words before he crumbled.




~




"Captain Marvel had the same wound." Green Lantern said, staring at the unconscious child, feeling a bit sick, and like punching someone. Because there was a child, no older than fucking 8. Stabbed. Someone had seriously stabbed a friggin child.

Batman had stitched the wound, had checked him for more wounds, and in doing so revealed quite the unsettling thing.

The kid was covered in lichtenberg marks, not scars, not burns, not wounds, actual honest to God birthmarks. He had dark hair, and there was something about his face… Hal might be going insane, but the kid had an unnerving resemblance to Captain Marvel. 

"And he's not in his room." Flash said, reappearing in the medical room, he had gone looking for Marvel a few seconds ago by Hal's request, but the room was empty.

"You seriously implying that this kid is Captain Marvel?" Hawkwoman asked.

"He might be right." Batman said, pulling up the footage of the child leaving Captain Marvel's room.

"So what is this? Like a saving power mode? Didn't he heal the wound?" Superman asked, glancing at the unconscious child, Captain Marvel. This child was Captain Marvel.

"I don't think it's as simple as that." Batman told, running a face scan on the kid. "His name's William Joseph Batson. 9 years old. Has been living with a foster family for the past two years."

"I know he said he's been reborn throughout the multiverse countless times, but isn't this a bit too much? Why make him do this now? Why not wait until he's older? Isn't that-"

"No one's making me do anything." Cut off a groggy voice, little Marvel sat up, swatting away the incoming hands. "I'm fine. God, you are worse than the Gods." 

"I don't know if you have noticed, but you almost lost a kidney dude. A little bit to the left and you would have been fucked." Flash said, unable to just not say anything. Little Marvel scoffed.

"I have had worse."

That did nothing at all for the League's nerves.

"That is so not the point. Are you insane? Why the hell are you running around getting buildings dropped on you? You aren't even a teenager yet, hell, you can't get in half of the attractions of a fun park."

"First of, last I checked, I could take a building on me, unlike half of you, hell, I could probably take a dive into the sun and I would be just fine. And second of, I can totally get anywhere I want, I'm an amazing shapeshifter. I can look the age I want whenever I want. And why are we even arguing about this? Wasn't Robin like 10 when he first started out? Granted, he was trained, but he's still 100% human, I'm not. Or well, I am like this, but I still have a ton of magic. I can still blow half the city in this form."

Alright, Billy didn't meant to snap the last part, nor for one of the lights above to explode, but he was tired, sore, in pain and hungry. He just wanted to be left alone, to go home. Why were they arguing about this? He knew this was gonna happen. It was how it always went.

He met their gazes with an angry look, anger gawning at his chest.

"I am older than any of you could ever possibly understand, just because my new body is that of a child it doesn't make me any less competent than any of you. Or what? Would you have liked for me to just let the worlds collide because I am 'too young' to be doing this?"

That's… he had a point there.

Little Marvel sighed.

"Look, I get it, it's weird. But I'm no different than all those immortal kids out there, I mean, yeah, I will grow, eventually, but my mind's far from a child's, in a way…" Billy had no idea how to even explain this, what was what Batman had said in one of his last lives?

Ah. Right.

That he sometimes envied his pure heart and soul. How despite having witnessed many deaths, destruction and horrors, he still had the ability to find the child-like glee in the simple things in life.

"I'm just me, alright? Age has never had anything to do with how I behave or what I do. I just happen to look like a child now. And I never told you because I knew how you would react. I don't like being treated like a child just because I happen to look like one. It's demeaning, and frankly? It's very annoying too."

The League stared at him, and stared.

On one side, he did have a point, in a sense, he was older than all of them put together. Might be more skilled than any of them might possibly imagine, and also might have way more experience in this hero business or fighting at all than any of them.

But on the other hand, biologically, he was still a child, a very human child. Younger than the Teen Titans and Young Justice. And alright, Robin had been 10, but he's been with them for four years, and Jesus, that meant he was 6 or 7 when he first joined them.

"I need to sit down." Green Lantern said at the sudden realization, because holy shit, a 7 year old knocked Superman out cold, a 7 year old flattened a meteorite the size of the fucking moon. 

"You were 7?" Aquaman sounds quite stupified.  Little Marvel shrugs.

"My memories and powers come to me when I turn 4, usually, I wait until I'm 10 or 12 to start doing stuff, that's the age limit the Gods have agreed to give me, they usually get seriously pissy when I try to start sooner if it's not to stop some world ending threat. I just happened to become it sooner because the Sins broke out, and then Sivanna wouldn't stop being annoying so…"

He shrugged, as if that totally made absolute sense, as if a 7 year old beating villains was totally normal. And what the hell? 10? 12? Had he never had a regular life? But for what he just said he was the one who couldn't be held back even by six Gods.

If six Gods couldn't stop him, what chances did the League have?

"Wait, are you telling me we let a child watch over a bunch of teenagers? Did you even watch over them? Is that why they always ask for you? Because you let them get away with things?" Flash asked suddenly, remembering all the times Marvel's been put to keep an eye on either the Teen Titans or the Young Justice. 

The fact that the very teenagers who got annoyed at having anyone watching over them would ask for Captain Marvel half of the time.

"I know nothing." Little Marvel said, and oh that little shit had the audacity to pull up an incredibly believable innocent look. The League almost believed him.

Almost.




~




"You know I have legs, right?" Billy asked, but even if he asked that, he didn't make any attempts to push himself off, were he not so tired, he would feel humiliated and embarrassed over the fact that Superman was carrying him. 

But God, he was so, so tired. The League had ended up deciding that it was logical for him to go home, since his parents knew who he was and he was gone for a whole year. He had agreed, too tired to argue, and he really wanted to go home. And so Superman had brought him to Fawcett City, granted, the man was in civilian clothes, but fucking Superman.

"I know, and I would let you walk, if you could actually do that right now." Clark told as a statement of fact, reminding Billy of his disgraceful falls at the Watchtower, tripping over air or just flat out dropping on his knees.

He had eaten five more of Flash's special granola bars, and while his hunger had diminished a bit, he was still too weak and exhausted. Meant he was falling and stumbling all over the place.

He huffed against the kryptonian's shoulder. 

Meanwhile, Clark was walking down the street, looking at the address written on his hand, he knew Batman must have called them beforehand, so hopefully they would be waiting outside. Ancient being or not, it would never change the fact that to these people, their son had been gone for a whole year, had come back over a week ago and they had been unable to so much as see him.

If it were Jon, Clark knew it would drive him mad, to know nothing about his wellbeing and be unable to even reach him . And he knew how his mother had felt when he had been admitted to the hospital in Metropolis, and she had been unable to see him. Because no one knew who she truly was.

He still couldn't wrap his head around this whole thing, that the child he had in his arms was Captain Marvel, he was 9, and he was smaller than Jon had been at that age. He could hear the calm heartbeat, the soft breathing, could feel the fragility only a human child would possess. 

It was hard to imagine this child could turn into a man that towered over dozens and could knock him out with a single punch. That this very child had saved countless lives, entire universes. 

"Billy." The sudden gasp of absolute relief and emotion caught his attention and he turned to see a couple standing outside, several kids waiting too, her hand on her mouth and tears in her eyes.

And it took him nothing to realize who she must be.

She didn't wait for Clark to come to her, she ran up to him herself, her husband hot on her heels.

"He's alright, but he might need a lot of sleep, and there's a wound on his side we took care of." He is quick to inform, his voice reassuring as he passed her the half asleep child. She held him tight, and at that moment, he was able to see the exact moment all worries and fears just vaporized from her, as she cried and held him tight. As if he would disappear at any second or just to assure herself he was truly there.

And it reminded Clark of what his mother had told him once.

" You might be this all mighty hero to the world. But to me, you will always be my baby."

Just that in this instance, it held a much more macabre weight of truth, because Captain Marvel was a 9 year old boy. 

He almost felt like he was intruding as the family hugged their freshly returned missing member. Could hear little Marvel's persistent 'I'm fine' and 'I'm sorry'.

Very discreetly, Clark left.

And even as he left, he was able to hear the woman's, Rosa's, Bruce had called her, words.

"Thank you."

Clark smiled, Captain Marvel might have saved entire worlds, but to that woman, Clark had just brought her the only world she cared about the most.

Her son.

Chapter 87: Little Spark, Out

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Billy was gonna commit murder.

Who cares if it cracked the fabric of reality itself and he had to spend months fixing it? Killing six Gods wouldn't be anywhere near as important as having to keep the League from interacting with them.

Because this morning, the universe woke up and chose violence against him, the Gods, the six very intangible bastards, were now solid, and here, in the Watchtower, right infront of him. In the meeting room, and he thanked whatever little merciful slice of luck he was given, because he had been the first one to arrive. 

He didn't need the League seeing six Gods scooping out the meeting room, snooping and grabbing and touching.

“Dude come on, the League could come up at any minute now.” He told, snatching a pen out of Atlas' hand.

“We are counting on that.” Zeus' words got Billy whipping his head around to look at him.

“I beg your finest fucking pardon?”

“You have been with the League for ten months now, we want to see who these people are, have been meaning to do so since Diana joined, but I don't think she would have appreciated it.” Zeus told with a mournful look, flipping through some pages Billy knew he shouldn't be flipping through.

“I don't appreciate it either! Leave!” He snapped, snatching the papers out of Zeus’ hands.

“Come on little Captain, we just want to make sure this place isn't abusing the Champion's power.” Hercules said, leaning his arm on top of his head as he floated on the air by his side.

“Solomon?” He almost whined as he threw a look at the old man who was sitting on Batman's chair, Batman's chair, sweet baby Jesus, why were they doing this to him?

“We don't mean to impose, but we must make sure this place is acceptable for the Champion, and that the people he surrounds himself with aren't questionable.”

“Diana's literally here!” He shouted, throwing his arms in the air. Last time he checked Zeus had spent over two days sulking because Diana hadn't visited him in a month.

“Not all my children are saints.”

Billy gave Zeus’ a raise eyebrow, arms crossed over his chest.

“Well, Diana is different, she's my pride and joy.”

“I thought I was your pride and joy.” Hercules protested, sounding quite insulted, Zeus’ patted his head.

“All my children are my prides and joys.” He sounded so awfully genuine Billy wanted to throw himself out of a window and let the space vacuum suck him away to a remote galaxy where no one could reach him. 

“Well, you are not my dad, so you don't have to check on me.”

“Says who?” 

“I say so.”

Billy almost sobbed, in misery. Why? Why did he have to deal with this?  

“Just leave? Please?” He begged.

“No.”

Billy was 15 years old, he did not almost shriek out of his skin when the door opened… and of course, because the universe hated him to infinity and beyond. The League stood there, frozen in place, so was he, he could still feel Hercules’ arm resting on top of his head, could faintly see Mercury spinning on Flash's chair.

The swiveling chair being the only sound in the place.

And then.

“Little spark!” Zeus’ called like the dramatic diva he was, as if he hadn't just seen her two days ago , Diana looked positively horrified, very much in denial, but all she got to do was take a step back before Zeus appeared infront of Wonder Woman, sweeping her off her feet and crushing her into a hug, Billy almost felt bad for her.

Almost.

At least he wouldn't be the only embarrassed here. And with a bit of hope, Diana would kick Zeus out.

She didn't.

After assuring the League that the man built like a mountain who was crushing Wonder Woman wasn't a threat, Diana had had the audacity to pick up her dignity once Zeus released her and look completely fine with a straight face, as if what happened didn't just happen. Billy was disgustingly jealous of her ability to compose herself.

He? He just wanted to be thrown into a black hole. Like, now, please. Because now all the attention was on him, Hercules was still using his head as an armrest. Atlas was sitting on his chair studying the pens as if they held the secret of the universe. Achilles was now standing close by, and he didn't even need to see him to know he must be glaring murder at the League.

Solomon was still in Batman's chair. And Mercury had stopped spinning on Flash's chair.

“Why are there six Gods in here?” Diana was no longer Billy's favorite, he wanted to cry. 

“For nothing, they were just leaving, right?” He gave Achilles his most desperated-abandoned-begging-ran over-under the rain puppy look, but the God had the audacity to look away.

“No.”

He almost let out the most miserable and devastated sigh the world might ever know. Why?

“We are here to see where our Champion-" Billy didn't so much as hesitate to yank Hercules and shove him into a pocket dimension. Just to shut him up. But of course a portal opened from above and the asshole's head poked through. "As I was saying, we want to see where the Champion spends his time at, it's highly important that we know whether you are exploiting his powers or if this whole thing is truly important."

" Exploiting?" Green Lantern repeated, glancing at Marvel with a raised eyebrow, he looked fairly amused. Billy threw his hands up.

"Gods are overdramatic divas with serious overprotective issues."

"Fair point." Diana agreed, nodding in understanding, Billy would appreciate it more if she wasn't giving him a pitiful look.

"Children are so ungrateful these days." Zeus said, sounding so insanely dramatically hurt , he even wiped away a fake tear. 

Billy wanted to punch him.

"Wait, Zeus is your dad?" Flash asked, completely caught off guard by that fact, Marvel scowled.

"No, he's not." Marvel grumbled, looking at Flash as if he had just insulted his home, his family, his car, his dog, and the air itself. Did Captain Marvel even have half of those things?

"Says who?" Zeus asked.

"Says the fucking literal birth certificate!" The Captain snapped, he sounded like he had argued about this over a dozen times, and he just cursed, Captain Marvel fucking swore. Biggest boy scout just cursed.

"I don't know what a birth certificate is but it speaks lies!" Zeus accused, pointing at Marvel in such a way in reminded Hal a whole lot of that meme with the woman pointing at the cat.

Captain Marvel sighed, he looked like he was going through several stages of grief, homicidal thoughts and just flat out hopes of a less miserable moment. He looked like he was so incredibly done with the king of Olympus.

"Alright. You know what? I bet Diana would love to give you a tour, I'm just gonna go home and sleep for the rest of the day." Marvel said at last, and Wonder Woman just went pale. 

"Brother, let's not make harsh choices. You can't even sleep, Atlas' stamina remember?" The amazon was quick to interject, a desperated begging look on her face, a nervous laugh leaving her.

And Captain Marvel had audacity to smile at her like a, very eloquently put, piece of shit. This before disappearing through a portal.

Diana has never felt as betrayed as she did at that moment.

Hercules turned to look at her, a mocking and most diabolical look on his face as a smile split across his face, oh she knew the asshole was having the time of his life right now. He always enjoyed seeing Zeus torturing his kids with his helicopter parenting habit.

"So… where to sis?"

Diana didn't so much as hesitate, the second her brother leaned his arm on her shoulder, the second she punched Hercules right through a wall.

She so gonna get back at Marvel for this.

Chapter 88: A God's Punishment

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Becoming the Champion Of Magic at the age of 8 had been a gift for Billy, to know he was worth something, to be able to use magic. Because of this, he hadn't hesitated to leave his uncle, wanting to escape the stench of alcohol, the hunger, and the pain.

The Gods were nice to him, taught him how to fight and how to control his powers, some of them were a bit more harsh than the others, but he didn't argue, he knew Solomon didn't mean ill when he snapped at him for not remembering something he had told him about over a dozen times, anyone would get fed up with that.

And he also knew Atlas didn't meant ill when he weighed him down and refused to let him up for hours, he wasn't ignorant to time outs for talking back to adults.

Or when Achilles forced him to train even when he was hurt or far too tired, it builds character to go beyond your limit. He shouldn't whine about being tired or having a bruised ankle, he had responsibilities as the Champion, he had to be strong and skilled.

None of them meant ill, all of them did their best to help him be better. 

When he was 10, he joined the League, at that point he was great at fighting and had an outstanding control over his powers, he did all he was told, never making the Gods mad, plus, he made friends, actual friends. Even if said friends were adults. And he also made friends with the Young Justice and the Teen Titans . Kids close to his age.

Because even as he turned 12, the Teen Titans and Young Justice were still much older than him, though Damian and Jon were his same age. 

He liked having friends, made him feel less alone.

But then he fucked up, he had been fighting Black Adam, and the Gods had been talking too much, ordering him what to do and what to not do.

And in a moment of anger he had snapped at them to shut up. Had made his magic unconsciously ripple through the link in their minds. Almost cut it straight out.

To say the Gods were furious was an understatement, when the fight was done and Black Adam had returned to Khandaq, Billy had been yanked back to the Rock Of Eternity before he could even attempt to assure the citizens and do his usual ritual of asking if someone needed immediate help.

Lightning had struck the second he had landed on the floor.

And the worst part was that it had hurt, like having millions of nails explode underneath his skin, it had burnt for hours, leaving him shaking on the ground and curled into a ball.

" Insolent ." Zeus had called him.

It had felt like forever before he had been able to have a straight thought, stop shaking or even be able to breathe and stand up.

The lightning had left lichtenberg-like burns across his face, wounds that wouldn't disappear even as Captain Marvel. The glowing web ran across his left cheek and down his neck, dark bruises surrounding it. 

It hadn't been a nice sight then, and it was still not now. Worse is that it shot fire through his veins at random intervals, making it hurt even in his Champion form.

Captain Marvel was expected to attend a meeting, Batman would not like it if he skipped it, he had skipped the last two because of Champion duties, he couldn't keep on skipping them.

Thus.

Hoping against hope that no one would mention the lichtenberg burn on his face or that the pain might get too much at the wrong moment, he goes. He knew he had been asking for the impossible when he sets foot at the Watchtower and lots of heroes stare, Captain Marvel controls lightning, he is invulnerable. If Superman can't hurt him, why would the same lightning he controls be able to cause him damage?

But as stated before, he couldn't skip this meeting, he was just embarrassed people had to see that wound, a wound that spoke of his ungratefulness, he shouldn't have spoken like that to the Gods, he should have better control over his power, someone with his kind of power couldn't have the luxury of not being able to control it.

This wound was nothing but an incentive, he deserved it for having attacked and back talked to the Gods, they had been nothing but good to him, they had taught him, fed him, protected him, he should be more respectful. 

Even if a little part of him hated it. Because the truth was that he hated being ordered around, hated feeling so much like their puppet at times. But he was being ungrateful. 

He sighed, biting back the urge to rub at the wound, it wasn't healing at all, and it stung, a lot. Had shot a flare of fire during the Zeta tube trip.

But he wouldn't have it if he had been better.

As he arrived at the meeting room, he wished he could turn back and disappear when the attention fell on him.

"Holy shit dude, you alright?"

"I'm fine. Don't mind it." He was quick to answer to Flash's words, going over to his chair, but as he sat down, he was met with all the attention still on him, making him shift uncomfortably.

"Are you sure you are okay? I mean, that doesn't look fine."

"I'm fine." He snapped, wincing at his own voice, fan-fucking-tastic , now the room was giving him surprised looks. "I'm sorry, can we just… didn't we have a meeting?"

He didn't want them to focus on this. He was fine. Let's just carry on.  

He was glad when the meeting began, even if he could still feel the occasional glance sent his way.

He hated it. 

But he tried to not feel mad, because he could tell that behind the surprise, there was concern, they were worried about him. And that… it would never not make him feel warm whenever someone worried about him, because they cared.

Things would have gone fine, if Wonder Woman hadn't gasped out of nowhere, her hands slamming on the table as she stood up abruptly, and holy shit she looked positively murderous. 

And Billy did not flinch when she suddenly just decided to stalk up to him with righteous fury in her eyes, totally didn't feel like death waved at him when she grabbed his face, and he would deny to his dying day having ever let out any kind of undignifying sound.

"It was Zeus, wasn't it." It wasn't a question.

But a statement of fact.

Homicide. Vile, cruel, merciless, cold beyond understanding homicide. That's what was written all over her face. Her voice dripped with an extremely skin crawling calm, a calm that promised an all consuming hurricane, a hurricane that would flatten the Earth itself.

Apparently, his silence was enough to answer.

"Forgive me Bruce, but I have matters to attend to." Diana stated, releasing his face. And Billy really, really wanted to say something, anything, but he couldn't even remember how to speak. How to lie. And fuck, he had completely forgotten about how seriously dangerous Diana could get.

This was the same woman who straight up ripped the head of a monster clean off within seconds after the thing threw Flash into a building and left him impaled by pipes. Same woman who shattered both of Luthor's arms after he shot Superman with kryptonite far too close to the heart , same woman who almost killed the Joker when she thought he had killed Batman. And the same woman who almost killed the villain who had broken one of Hawkwoman's wings.

Shit shit shit. He couldn't let her get into a fight with Zeus, wasn't their relationship getting better? He didn't want to ruin Diana's relationship with her father, what kind of friend would he be? That was all the incentive he needed to use Mercury's speed, flinging off the chair and coming up in the nick of time to block her the exit.

“Look, I know you feel like killing anyone who hurts your friends, but trust me on this, I deserved it. Yes? Can we forget about this and just go back to the meeting?” He requested, giving her a hopeful look, not such luck, Diana looked like she wouldn't be satisfied until she had the blood of Zeus.

“I have seen him use that mark before, I know what it does, I don't care what you did, it doesn't justify torture.”

“Torture? Isn't that a bit exaggerated? It didn't even hurt!” A whole ass lie right there. But Diana didn't need to know that, but she knew, her eyes told him very well she could smell the lie. "Alright, it did hurt, but to be fair. I attacked him first, for like, no reason at all, so in theory, he was just hitting back."

Diana did not look convinced, amused or so much like she was willing to be talked out of this.

"Move." That simple order was so not taking any bullshit, excuse or begging of any kind right now. He sighed, what even made him think he could talk Diana out of doing this? Woman was feral. And alright, her overprotective attitude did make him feel warm, it was always nice to see he wasn't truly alone in the world.

But this… he stepped aside, watching her stalk down the hall with the determination of a warrior going out for blood, vengeance and whatever else went through her head.

"I am so dead." He whispered under his breath, Zeus was so gonna kill him for this. He was sure of it. He just ruined the man's relationship with his daughter. He rubbed at the mark absent minded, feeling the fire spread around, throbbing and stinging. 

He almost jumped out of his skin when he felt a hand grab his arm and yank him back, and he came face to face with Hawkwoman just in time to see her maze come straight to his face, for a moment, he thought she would hit him, and what even did he do for that? 

But she didn't hit him. No. The maze just touched the mark, and the second it did, the second it burnt. A searing heat that almost felt like someone just split his skin open and tore out arteries and veins with claws on fire. One by one. It lasted nothing but a fleeting second and he almost jerked back .

But then it was gone. The pain, the soreness, the fire. All gone.

And it took him a moment to realize the mark was gone. Right, Hawkwoman's maze could destroy, mess or just disrupt magic altogether. Huh.

“Well, at least that answers the question of whether that could affect me or not.” He said, more to himself than anything, he always wondered if Shayera's maze would be able to affect him.

Now he had his answer.

“What the hell was that?” Hawkwoman demanded, Marvel plastered on his most innocent look.

“What was what? Wasn't there like, a meeting or something?” He tried to walk past her, but Hawkwoman didn't let him, pushing him back with her maze, though pushing was a strong word since she didn't even touch him, he just took several steps back when she held it out towards him.

He did not want to find out if that could also affect his transformation.

“The meeting can wait. What I want to know, is what did she meant by ‘torture’?” Hawkwoman demanded to know, Diana might be a lot of things, but exaggerating on magic matters was not one of them. Her words and Marvel's lack of denial, and actual confirmation, left clear Zeus had been the one who injured him.

Shayera knew one thing about Greek Gods, and that was how brutal and flat out deadly they could be, she wouldn't put it past them to torture people. No matter what Diana said about them having reformed.

And alright, she might not be the most affectionate or nicest person out there, but that didn't mean she was beyond wrangling the neck of anyone who hurt her friends, and Marvel, as annoying as he was, was one of said friends.

Especially if torture was involved, she did not stand for torture.

“That was a bit exaggerated. It was just a curse meant to cause pain, it didn't even last that long, and like I told Diana, I did attack him first, so he was theoretically speaking defending himself. And since he can't really hit me, a curse of pain was his safest bet.” He tried his best to elaborate as less detailed as possible.

And he seriously hated having all the attention on him. The way they were looking at him. They didn't understand any of this. It was his fault. He deserved it.

“Forgive me if I don't believe that. You don't attack people just because.”

“Well… it was an accident, but it still happened. I attacked him, he hit back, end of story. Why are you making such a big deal out of it?”

“Because you are not!” Hawkwoman snapped.

“Because it's not important. ”Billy stressed out, he really didn't want to keep on talking about this.

“But it is important.” Fucking great, now Superman wanted to talk about this, Billy wanted to just take a dive into the sun and forget about this day. “Diana wouldn't have reacted like that if it wasn't important, we are your friends, if you need help-”

“I don't!” He snapped, fuck it, he should have skipped today's meeting. “I don't need nor do I want your help, I'm perfectly fine, stop making a big deal out of it, I came here for the meeting, but since I see that won't be happening any time soon I don't see any reason to stay.”

And with that being said he stalked out of the room, he knew it was unfair, to treat them like that when all they wanted was to help him, they were worried.

But it was fine. He was fine. He didn't need their help.

He just hoped Diana wouldn't mess things up for him.

Meanwhile, the League hung back at the meeting room, a pin drop could be heard.

Something was definitely not right here. And it left them all with a gnawing feeling at the pit of their stomach. Because why had he reacted so hostile about such a simple question? He had seemed mad, but the League was neither stupid or blind.

The anger had been nothing but a wall, a wall to hide fear. Fear while downplaying wounds were never a good mix, they were bad news.

It was no secret his powers came from Gods, a human granted the power of Gods. An avatar of the Gods, Diana had called him a few times, someone who carried out the Gods' wishes. 

It wasn't until now that the League had to sit and wonder if Marvel even had a say on what he did, what kind of power did those Gods held over him at all. To cause him pain for something that hadn't even been on purpose. He said so himself, an accident. They attacked him because he made a mistake.

And for the first time in their lives, the Justice League found itself worrying about the safety of a man thought indestructible until now.

Chapter 89: The King Of Magic

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Billy's been the Champion Of Magic for several… eons now, has been reborn countless times throughout the multiverse, and not even once had he had to deal with the kind of chaos he's been dealing with this past week.

Which was catching demons.

All because some fungus amoeba infected-brained asshole had thought smart to open literal doors to hell, he's been catching demons and sealing shut said doors, for over a goddamn week now, but sometimes this job was seriously lacking more staff. He wasn't fucking omnipotent.

And so of course a fucking demon managed to get past him. Fuck.

He just hoped Earth could handle it while he finished here, there were tons of magic users he trusted to be able to get rid of demons.

If only he had seen the kind of demon that sneaked past him.




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There's a demon running loose.

But not just a demon.

It was a lamia.

A fucking. Lamia.

A child eating demon who was as problematic as it was dangerous. A being so filled with hatred and anger it was downright impossible to exorcise it, the League had tried from stupid shows' methods to rumors and theories on what could kill the thing. But none had worked. And the thing was beyond any regular lamia to make matters worse.

The thing also had the qualities of a hakeashar. A being that fed off of magic.

The magic users from the League had managed to trap it in a park, but that was about it. The thing was gawning at the shield Raven and Constantine had pulled up, its hunger immeasurable, it was just a matter of time before it broke free.

“Dude, who even can kill that thing?” Flash asked as he watched the snake-woman-mist gawn at the yellowish/purple shield with its horrible fangs. He was so gonna have nightmares after tonight.

“Someone with a stupid amount of magic.” Zatanna said, rubbing at her chest and leaning against a car, she still felt a bit faint from when the thing had grabbed her, had sucked a lot out of her magic before Constantine and Raven had managed to lock it.

“Where do we find someone like that?” Wonder Woman asked, her gaze fixated on the creature, Constantine, Dr. Fate, Raven nor Zatanna had been able to fight this thing. And they were their strongest magic users. Who else was there to call?

“There's someone.” Zatanna suggested, she didn't sound much thrilled, in fact, she looked nervous of her own words as she met Constantine's gaze.

“Zee, is the lack of magic messing with your head?”

“You know there's no one else capable of facing this thing. It's literally his job to get rid of these particular creatures.” Zatanna said, nodding in silent thanks as Kid Flash appeared right at her side holding out a soda. 

Wally had no idea if soda would help her when she almost got herself drained like some magical raisin. But it wouldn't hurt to try. He never even saw that their odd team up of the Young Justice, Teen Titans and the Justice League would end with some kind of monstrosity Superman nor the magic users could take on.

What a team up. Though not all of the League was here, Captain Marvel was missing, but to be fair the man hasn't been seen for the past week, Wally had heard Barry say something about the man having requested the week off due having to deal with some issues he hadn't been truly clear about.

“That thing will be the last of our problems if he chooses to. You understand this, right?” Dr. Fate said this time, what Zatanna was aiming for here could cost them all their lives, she couldn't seriously be entertaining this.

“I'm lost. Who are we talking about here? Shouldn't it be a good thing if this person can get rid of that thing?” Green Lantern interjected, speaking the question of the non-magical part of the group.

“The Champion Of Magic.” Raven's words just got her blank looks. Though Hawkwoman and Wonder Woman did seem to recognize the title.

“Isn't he like, the King of all magic?” Hawkwoman asked, she had heard about him, when she was still in Thanagar, the king of all magic, Eternity's heir, he who controlled and protected all magic in existence. 

“He's more than that, we aren't talking about some common king from a piece of land or kingdom here. We are talking about someone with a power like nothing you have ever seen, like, he's got the power to wipe out all magic with a snap of his fingers, hell, he can wipe out entire universes with a bloody flick of the wrist. You rub him the wrong way, and we are all fucking dead.” Constantine said, he wasn't afraid of shit.

But this bloody son of a bitch? He would pay good money to never have to be alive to see him. It was suicide, fucking genocidal to so much as think about summoning him.

“I was told stories about him when I was a child. The Champion is meant to be a protector, not a killer. Regardless of his power, he is a benevolent being, isn't that his job? To protect magic and all related to it?” Wonder Woman said, her mother had told her stories about the Champion. A benevolent being who watched over many universes, keeping everyone safe.

“He's the kind of big boss you pray you never come across.” Constantine refuted, as if that was the absolute truth and Diana was stupid if she thought otherwise.

“Isn't that a bit extreme?” Aquaman questioned, not sure what to think of this whole thing. Was the guy seriously that powerful or was this a case of someone having made it all sound worse than it truly is?

“Extreme? He's got six Gods backing him up. Six. Bloody. Gods. You know what one of his names is? God of Gods. You think that sounds like someone you would want to catch the attention of? There's grimoires about him that claim that whenever he walks the Earth, the ground quakes. He's pure, raw power.” Constantine stressed, was he not being loud or clear enough about this? 

“He's our only choice.” Diana stated at Constantine's words, shield rattling behind her. “I choose to believe that he's a benevolent being. If his power is as great as you claim, the very fact that we are alive leaves very clear to me that we might have a chance at reasoning with him.” 

“You can't be serious.” Constantine wanted to scream. They were all gonna fucking die. And it wouldn't be because of a fucking lamia-hakeashar chimera.

“What other choice do we have? If that thing gets free, kids will die, and it will also suck as much magic as it can. From any source. If it gets to Raven, we will be fucked.” Red Robin reminded, the fact that Trigon being released was also a very high possibility. And that all of them would be done for if that happened.

Constantine groaned, dragging a hand down his face. Fair point.

“You do realize that summoning a being of such caliber would call for a serious sacrifice too, right?” He had no idea if the Champion could even be summoned, but if it was possible, he knew the summoning ritual would be in the book he had won last month in a poker game with demons.

A book of every single spell ritual to summon any kind of magical being.

He pulled the book out of the pocket dimension he had stored it at, flipping through the pages. And the fucking summoning ritual was here. Well fuck.

“What's the offering?”

“None. Totally not fishy at all.” Constantine deadpanned, if there was something he had learnt, it was that no offering to summon something meant trouble, but even fucking Batman, the only one he still had had hopes about not wanting to risk it looked onboard with the idea.

Did no one hear what he said? What was the point of getting rid of this demon if Flash or fucking anyone else could open their mouth and make the King just fucking wipe them all out?

"Stop being so pessimistic and let's start making the ritual while we still can." Wonder Woman stated as the shield crackled, shit the thing would be breaking it any time now. Fuck. At least a death at the hands of the Champion would be quicker than at the hands of a fucking lamia-hakeashar chimera.

Between the three groups the ingredients were quick to be found, which weren't much, but extremely rare, the summoning circle had to be drawn in blood, nothing rare there.

If the blood didn't have to be from a damn God.

Wonder Woman was the daughter of the strongest God from the Greek pantheon, so they were hoping that would be enough.

Most runes that needed to be drawn on the circle were like nothing anyone with knowledge about magic had ever seen, Diana even recognized several as symbols from the Greek Gods' pantheon. 

"If the six Gods who grant him his powers are from the Greek pantheon, we might truly have a chance at reasoning with him." Diana said, most Gods had reformed, Olympus wasn't as vile and violent as it once was, surely their avatar would be willing to listen to reason.

If a lot of these runes were from Olympus, she had no doubt his patrons were Greek Gods. She wondered why her father never said anything.

"Hold on to that thought." Zatanna said, voice tense as she watched Dr. Fate walk up to the circle holding Constantine's book, he was the only one here with enough magic right now to speak the incantation.

She was the one who suggested this, but she was regretting it. No one has seen the Champion Of Magic in centuries. If he didn't show himself, it had to be for a good reason, summoning him might ignite his anger, and without offerings, it meant he couldn't be bound to anyone, he could attack anyone and everyone with no restrictions whatsoever.

Even the summoner itself.

"Mightiest of mortals…" Dr. Fate began, his words making the circle start glowing, runes filling with a striking golden light, magic had a lot of colors, colors told the level of magic of a person. Black, purple, yellow, red, orange, pink, green, blue, even silver.

But gold was not one of them.

Just another reminder that this was not a being to mess with.

"God of Gods, Six Immortal Elders by name. I call forth the Champion Of Magic… Thavma."

The glow burnt brighter, ground quaking beneath them as all lamps and windows down the street explode, cars' horns blaring all over the place as thunder rumbled above. And maybe Constantine had been right about this being a mistake.

Dr. Fate had a good mind about not finishing the incantation. Even less as his hairs stood on end and he felt the overwhelming urge to just run.

Still. He knew the risks of not finishing a summoning ritual.

Thus.

He spoke the last word.

"Shazam."

As the last piece of the incantation is uttered, the circle glows impossibly brighter, and the biggest bolt of lightning in history strikes down, Flash barely having any time to yank Dr. Fate back. 

Every single light goes out, for a moment, even the stars and the moon completely disappear behind angry clouds, enveloping the world in complete darkness, the force of the impact itself blowing everyone away and destroying the street.

As the light dies down a figure stands there, giving them all his back, electricity crackling all over his body, for a moment, he doesn't move, but his presence is overwhelming, suffocating. Air electrifying, the most obliterating urge to run seizing them all .

"Who summoned me?" The voice is guttural, dangerous, has a static undertone with several echoes laced into it, it makes the magic users take several steps back, his magic is obliterating, crushing their own so mercilessly even Constantine finds himself dropping to his knees, and oh shit they were so fucking dead.

He starts turning around.

" I'm gonna throw a lightning bolt so far up your - oh hey guys!" The weight in the air disappears so fast it gives the magic users whiplash, and that fucking voice. That fucking suit. And that fucking face as he pulls the hood back to reveal his face.

Every single hero present knows that face. That all happy and cheerful voice and smile. 

"Captain Marvel?" Red Robin blurts out, mouth agape, even Batman looked like he was having an epiphany, and Tim really wished he had his phone right now. 

"Who else am I gonna be?" The man asked, tilting his head to the side like a confused puppy, his gaze falling behind the group. "Sweet! You caught it!" He exclaimed, noticing the lamia-hakeashar, and stepping right out of the circle, circle that just burst into flames the second he stepped out. 

Dr. Fate did not crash into Superman as he flung himself out of Marvel's proximity when the man walked past him.

Captain Marvel approached the dome, walked right through it, as if it wasn't there at all. And the thing bolted, catapulted itself across the park, but Marvel just reappeared infront of it, knocking it out with a single punch before grabbing it by the tail and dragging it behind him with a cheerful look.

"I am so sorry about this, I didn't know it was one of these." He said, motioning at the unconscious creature. "There were so many of them, I thought it was one of the other ones. But your shields held a lot! I knew you would think of something." He praised, giving a frozen Raven and Constantine thumbs up and a wide genuinely happy grin.

And he totally didn't seem to be aware of the atmosphere.

"Anyways, I have to go. Have to take this one back to where it belongs. Peace out!" He called out cheerfully, giving them a peace sign right before disappearing through a portal.

Leaving a stupified League behind.

And in the silence of the streets, Flash spoke his words of wisdom.

"What the fuck?"

 

 

~

 

 

The League saw Captain Marvel again during their next meeting, he arrived as cheerful as ever, and not bothered at all when Dr. Fate, Zatanna and Constantine withdrew away from him in perfect synchrony when he walked past them.

He sat on his usual chair, right between Wonder Woman and Flash. 

Silence fell on the room, and all the attention fell on him (except the magic users who looked suddenly like they very much would love to be anywhere but there).

Captain Marvel frowned at them.

"What? Did I miss something?" Billy totally knew what had them like that. He just wanted to stall.

He tried to not take it personal when Constantine didn't insert some sarcastic comment there. Hell, even Zatanna and Fate weren't looking at him. It made pain curl at the pit of his stomach.

And anger. This was exactly why he had hid this. To not have people terrified of so much as looking at him. He was suppressing until the last sliver of magic in his aura, all so they wouldn't feel it, so they wouldn't be affected, so why the hell were they afraid of him?

Hadn't Zatanna thrown several curses at him? Most of them to change his hair color or make bubbles come out of his mouth whenever he spoke because he found it amusing to get under her skin at times?

Hadn't Constantine shut the door of the House of Mysteries right on his face the first time he turned up on his house? He had had to bribe him with alcohol so he would let him explore the house. They played poker every Saturday. And he insulted him, a lot.

Dr. Fate had once thrown him in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean after he spent three hours blaring music full volume outside his tower. Because Flash dared him to.

If he wanted to hurt them, he would have done so then. They were his friends. Why would he hurt his friends? He didn't even hurt his fucking enemies!

"You do magic." Batman's sudden words caught his attention, it wasn't a question, but a statement of fact. Billy shrugged. "As the Champion Of Magic."

"You make it sound as if that's somehow important." He ignored how his words made the three magic users in the room tense. Wonderful, they thought he was mad. He was. But not because of what they thought. He was mad at their stupid unnecessary fear.

"You have six Gods giving you powers. That sounds… pretty important." Superman begs to differ, because Captain Marvel's been on the League for over five years now.

And no one even knew he did magic. And he isn't even a regular magic user. But for what the magic users had said, he was like some kind of big boss who manipulated all magic and could destroy entire universes with a flick of the wrist. That wasn't something they could just ignore.

Captain Marvel has never given them any reason to be doubted, always cheerful, always carefree, always way too immature. Had he been doing that to make people underestimate him? Because he knew he had nothing to be worried about since he had the power to flatten the Earth? Why? With what purpose did he hide that information?

Had that reaction of being summoned been his mask cracking and showing his true personality? It felt like there were way too many questions that needed answers. What was true and what wasn't? Who was the real Captain Marvel?

"Wisdom of Solomon. Strength of Hercules. Stamina and Strength of Atlas. Power of Zeus. Courage of Achilles. Speed of Mercury." He recited, leaning back against his chair and looking like he just gave up and accepted his destiny on being interrogated.

"Your lightning. It comes from Zeus, doesn't it?" Wonder Woman asked, realization setting in, Captain Marvel had a variation of electrokinesis, he didn't use it much, but they knew he could electrocute things.

If it came from Zeus, it meant his control over lightning went further than she ever thought. Would explain why he didn't use it much too. If he hadn't wanted her to recognize the lightning, he would make sure to not use it on a big enough scale for it to reach her enough to feel her father's power. Clever.

"Yeah… Look, I know it's… weird, but I didn't hide it for some ulterior motives. I did it because of that." He told, pointing at Zatanna, Dr. Fate and Constantine who were making an amazing job at finding the wall to be the most fascinating thing in existence.

"Them?" 

"Magic users are the worst people to be around when I let others know who I am. They won't look at me, they won't talk to me and I can bet anything you want that they will probably pass out if I so much as touch them even though I have all my magic very much hidden. It shouldn't affect them at all, it's not affecting them at all. They are just very passionate about being terrified of me for absolutely no reason.”

Alright, snapping the last remark and having the lights flicker didn't help his case. But God was he pissed, he was pissed at the chimera, at the fucking summoning ritual, and just at everything that led to this moment.

“They are not…” Hawkwoman trailed off as she glanced at the magic users, even fucking Constantine looked pale. Like something might break due how tense he was. “You serious right now? Are you scared of him? Him? Same guy who Zatanna has cursed over a dozen times because he has a terrible habit of laughing at her expenses?”

Zatanna looked like she wanted the floor to swallow her.

“Constantine, haven't you called the guy by every single insult under the sun? What about you Fate? Didn't you drop him in the middle of the Atlantic because he was annoying you? Isn't it a bit hypocritical and stupid to be afraid of him now?” Aquaman questioned this time, granted, Captain Marvel had an unsettling amount of power.

But he was still the same guy he had been last time they saw him before this whole reveal thing. Same guy who would catapult himself to the other side of any room whenever anyone flirted with him, same man who was disturbingly obsessed with caprisuns and same man who cried over movies where any animal died.

It was beyond stupid to be afraid of that.

Billy for his side sighed, he was so not in the mood for this, and so he chose to give a little extra detail about himself. One he seriously wished he didn't have to, he hated the sole idea of bringing that up.

“I have been reborn over a thousand times throughout the multiverse.” He was glad when that got him the collective attention, good, because he seriously didn't want to repeat himself.

With some luck, he would be able to explain this with outstanding control. He could do that, Mary always said he had a knack for acting. He could totally do this and not start crying along the way.

“In one of those universes, two archeologists and their daughter came across Black Adam's place of rest, they awakened him, not knowing what they were doing. His awakening brought down the cave with it. They died.”

He was totally cool here. Totally cool. Mary would be so proud of how far he has come with his acting ability. 

“He went on and became a villain, just like the one in this world. Years later, he decided to reform, and I helped him… even when he took it upon himself to remind me on a daily basis of the people he killed when he woke up. I helped him, you know why? Because that's what I do, I help people, I help them even if they are the ones who killed everyone I cared about.”

His voice became colder on the last remark, he didn't bother to hide his anger, he wanted them to feel it. To feel how truly pissed off he was right now at their goddamn behavior. Granted, scaring them wasn't a good way to fix this, but what was the point of not trying to scare them if they were gonna be scared anyways? They wanted to be scared? He would give them a reason to be scared.

“So do tell me, why would I possibly hurt you for looking at me? When I didn't do anything to him? Why would I hurt you, when there've been actual people who have done things I wish I could have killed them for? But I didn't. Because I don't kill.”

He couldn't stop talking. He needed to stop talking.

“I don't care what you have read about me, I am not a monster, and I certainly don't want you to fucking worship the ground I walk on or act like I'm some kind of all mighty being. Because I am not.”

He seriously should shut his mouth. He was making things worse, but he couldn't stop talking, because it hurt, the more they refused to look at him, the more he felt like something hot was crushing his heart between its claws.

Because this is why he had lied, why he had kept himself from so much as using magic.

Now he was gonna lose his friends.

Because all they saw was some kind of overpowered monster. He stood up, he couldn't keep on dealing with this, he needed to breathe, breathe and preferably get out of this very uncomfortable situation before he said or did something he would seriously regret later.

“Fine, have it your way. See if I care.” A seriously childish choice of words. He knew. But he didn't have the mood or the strength to keep up appearances, thus, he stepped through a portal and shut it.

Opened it right back not even a second after, right above the three jerks. He forgot something.

He touched Zatanna's shoulder, ignoring how she grew seven new levels of tense. The lamia-hakeashar had sucked a lot of her magic, it would take her up to a month before she was back to full strength.

He refreshed her magic. Strengthened it back up within seconds, and he heard her suck in a sharp breath of surprise.

“There." He said, retreating his hand. "Now you don't have to wait a whole month to use your magic to its full potential again. You know why? Because I helped you. You know why? Because I'm actually a good friend. Not like any of you would know what that's like."

Such a very childish behavior, he knew. But he could care less. He's never been beyond being childish when recriminating people. Like that other world where the Young Justice kept him out of their Halloween party and he refused to share his candy.

"Now if you excuse me, I'm going to see Raven, you know, the 17 year old who doesn't give a shit about who I am. You all should take note.”

And with that. He's gone.

He didn't went to see Raven though, he just went back to the Rock, once there, all anger just turned into pure pain, back leaning against the wall as his vision blurred, and for a moment, he felt like an enormous weight lifted off his chest.

And then the tears burst out.

Sobs tearing out as all the stress of the week in general hit him, and now these past damn hours.

He slid down the wall, sitting on the floor and curling in on himself, hugging his knees against his chest as he sobbed, about the people who got hurt because he wasn't able to catch the demons spread amongst the multiverse on time, having had to relive Black Adam's actions, the reminder of his words, of his parents' deaths. Mary's.

Of the fact that he most likely lost three good friends. It felt like someone was tearing his heart apart, hot tears searing their path down his cheeks, why was it always so painful? He should be used to this by now. He's lived thousands of lives. Many lives in which he had met lots of people, lost countless friends, family, he should be used to this.

To the rejection, the fear, the loss, the pain, that all too familiar feeling of being casted aside by the very people he would give his life for. The loneliness.

He was powerful, and he was the ruler of an entire community, so why did he always felt like he was completely alone? Just watching from a throne far too high. Standing behind a wall, watching others interact, and never being able to join them. 

He was in the world.

But he wasn't part of the world. Like he was from a completely different world than them, and like no matter what he did, he would never be able to mingle, to belong, to be part of it.

And now it was happening again. And he's never felt so alone.

He wasn't sure for how long he cried, but as the sobs began dying down, he felt a sudden hand rest on top of his head.

“Give them time. You can't blame them for reacting like that, it can be overwhelming for some people to be confronted with a power far greater than theirs. To know their lives and that of those around them depends on their behavior around one specific being.” Mamaragan's words didn't comfort him at all.

“It’s gonna be alright. Things will sort themselves out. And if they don't, well, it means they were never truly your friends.” Mercury's words were followed right after by the sound of a smack.

“Don't listen to him Billy. They just need time to process this whole thing, once they do, they will realize that you are still you, nothing's changed. There's nothing to be afraid of.” Zeus said, his voice gentle but firm, leaving no room for doubt, and Billy genuinely believed him.

For a moment.

“It's fine, I'm used to it.” He mumbled, sniffling as he rested his cheek against his knee, feeling quite miserable.

“I heard Billy crying! Who the hell do I need to skin alive?!” Achilles said, appearing out of nowhere with a thunderous expression and holding up his sword, eyes glowing dangerously.

Billy couldn't help but chuckle, Achilles and Diana would get along so well. Both always ready to strike at the slightest sign of anyone they cared about being upset.

“Please don't skin them. They are idiots, but they are my friends. Maybe I should do something nice for them, don't people feel less inclined to run when you do something nice for them?”

“The Champion's no one's lapdog. Don't go bowing down to them just so they will open their arms for you. That's not friendship, it's servitude.” Solomon told as a statement.

“I know, but it would be a gift, like an olive branch. Nothing too big…”

“Alright, let's hear it. What do you want to do?” Hercules said, coming up to sit by his side.

“Would it be possible for me to get all the sold pieces of Constantine's soul? I want to make a grimoire for Zatanna's kind of magic. She has a lot of potential, but she still doesn't know how to use that amount of power without losing control.”

He had seen her lash out with her magic full on, it hurt him in his very soul to see such lack of control over such a quantity of magic.

“I also want to give Dr. Fate a grimoire to help him navigate the pathways through dimensions a whole lot easier. It would make my job so much easier if he were able to fight things before I have to.”

Granted, that one was a gift for himself too. But he was sure Fate would love it.

“And I know she wasn't afraid of me, but I want to free Raven of Trigon. Now that the cat's out of the bag, I can finally do it.”

He looked up, the six Gods and Mamaragan were staring at him with indecipherable looks.

And then.

“Little Spark, if that's nothing too big, I don't even want to know what is a too big of a gesture.” Atlas deadpanned, Billy shrugged. "But alright, we will help you."

"Thanks."

 

 

~

 

 

Meanwhile, at the Watchtower, Wonder Woman was subjecting Dr. Fate, Zatanna and Constantine to the biggest and most obliterating judgemental look humankind had ever bestowed its eyes upon.

Because regardless of the anger, she had clearly seen how truly hurt Captain Marvel had been by their behavior , everyone with eyes had . Their stupid, very unnecessary, very uncalled for behavior.

She got it, the Champion Of Magic was a big deal among magic users. And in general, considering his level of power and skills. But it didn't change in any way who he was.

Captain Marvel, a man far too kind for his own good, cheerful, he held such a child-like wonder about things… always willing to help, always willing to listen, always ready to give second chances. He was the kind of man who tried to talk things out with villains before and during every single fight. 

He would never hurt a soul, guilty or not. He had said so himself, finding out about the being reborn thing had been unexpected, but learning of what some Black Adam had done? How he had dealt with it?

It made the League respect him more, because he was way kinder than they ever gave him credit for. A pure heart like none other. 

He didn't hide this out of having ulterior motives or not trusting them, he did it because he hadn't wanted people to be afraid of him. And the League couldn't help but wonder if that thought had played a role in the way he presented himself to the world. An all happy, playful and very childish hero.

So people wouldn't be afraid of him.

And it had tore Diana's heart to see him like that, so angry and heartbroken over these three's behavior. He even came back to heal Zatanna!

“You should be ashamed of yourselves.” Diana said, voice dripping with disappointment, judgment and repressed anger, arms crossed over her chest.

“Spare me the lecture princess. You go up against your Gods and tell me how you fare.” Constantine snapped, glaring at the amazonian, Diana raised her eyebrow at him.

“For a matter of fact, Hera and Hestia are good friends of mine, just like the Captain is yours. All he's ever done is be nice, he even told you himself he's never hurt people who deserved it. He even hides his magic so you won't be overwhelmed by it. What else do you want from him?”

“He's not a bloody puppy you know? He can tear the planet apart if he wants to, and no one would be able to stop him.”

“Don't talk about him like that.” Superman exclaimed, looking quite put off. “You speak about him as if he were some kind of monster to beware of. I thought he had spent enough time around you for you to have been able to see who he truly is."

Superman more than anyone understood how it felt like, to have people expect a monster out of you, that regardless of what you did, people would just see a monster far too powerful to trust to do anything but be a bad day away from becoming the greatest evil ever made.

He knew, because that's how he had felt when he first revealed himself to the world, people hadn't trusted him, lots had even been terrified of him, he saved them just so they would run away in fear the second he put them down.

Even now, there were still people who saw him as a ticking bomb, people who wouldn't waste a second to slander him whenever he got poisoned by red kryptonite. People were even wary of him in the following weeks after red kryptonite attacks.

As if they were expecting him to snap. He learnt to deal with it, but it still hurt.

Captain Marvel was one of the friendliest and kindest people he had ever met. It was downright cruel for people to disregard completely who he truly was just because he turned out to be something far too powerful.

The fact that he was still able to keep up this all cheerful and hopeful persona, that he was still able to see good in people, and believed anyone could change. Even after what that other Black Adam had done, even after the many horrors living so many lives must have brought. The people he must have lost.

It was impressive. And Clark couldn't help but admire his strength and resolution. He didn't deserve the treatment these three had given to him. 

"You are right." Zatanna broke the silence of the room, she was staring at her hand. Her magic has never felt so strong, so steady. She knew Superman was right, it was unfair for Captain Marvel to be treated like this. 

And he had been right, so had Diana, and Hawkwoman, if Marvel never attacked them before, why would he do it now? Zatanna had disrespected him enough times to anger him, had he wanted to, he could have wiped out her magic.

But he didn't.

He didn't even clear off the curses she put on him. He let them run for as long as she decided to leave them. Glowing hair, neon hair, bubbles bursting out whenever he spoke, squeaky noises whenever he walked, his suit changing colors, neon fingernails, clown makeup.

All those curses, and he never lifted a single one off. He hadn't even looked mad, hell, he had made the best out of them all. She had seen him over a dozen times use said curses to entertain kids or just mess around the Watchtower.

He went to her magic shows and got all excited whenever she showed him a new magic trick. Had even gotten her a new rabbit when hers died. How was she supposed to stay afraid of the man, when had healed her magic even after she was a jerk to him?

Because he was a good friend. And God, he had sounded so hurt.

He wasn't dangerous nor an eldritch horror like some books depicted him. Or maybe he was an eldritch horror, who knew? Point was, he was annoying, immature and got excited about the most simple of things, the guy could be fucking bought with food for fucks sake. 

He wasn't a monster. He was her friend.

And she hurt him. 

"Zee-"

"Don't you play poker with him on Saturdays? With demons? And haven't you kicked him out of the House of Mysteries over a thousand times even though you yourself keep letting him back in because he keeps bribing you with alcohol? If he was anything like the books said, he could have taken the house itself and kicked you out."

Constantine didn't answer, he hated to admit it, but Zatanna made a good point. He's insulted, tricked and cursed Marvel more times than he could count. And the guy kept coming back, John liked to tell himself he kept letting him into the house because of the alcohol.

But truth? The guy wasn't half bad to hang out with, even if that child-like glee could become a bit grating at times. He was great at poker, and would let Constantine for some reason keep half of the artifacts he won from the demons most of the time.

Even Etrigan seemed to like the guy, and Etrigan only liked Wonder Woman and Batman on a good day. 

But it was hard to just ignore who he was, what he could do. But God, this was the same guy who tricked a fucking demon into exorcising itself, with a fucking game of words.

Same guy who screamed and fucking ran when a flying cockroach appeared at the House of Mysteries. Even shoved Constantine at the cockroach, the fucking thing had landed on his face.

John had not hesitated to engulf the son of a bitch in flames the second he had gotten rid of the cockroach, granted, fire didn't affect him, but it sure as hell had made Constantine feel better.

And while he knew better than anyone to underestimate people based on their behavior… He scowled, remembering Marvel's voice, he had been mad, but he had also been hurt, it had been very much clear in his voice.

He dragged a hand down his face with a frustrated groan. Something he refused to acknowledge as guilt gnawing at the pit of his stomach.

"Bloody hell." Why did this kind of shit always happen to him?

"Fate?"

"You might be right. You might not, either way, I need time to think." Dr. Fate conceded, walking through a portal and disappearing before anyone could say anything else.

On one side, he knew who Marvel was. A man far too kind to the point where he could almost tether over the edge of being naive. Extremely annoying, loud and far too happy to be normal.

But reliable and clever when needed to.

And on the other hand, the Champion Of Magic was an unpredictable being with unfathomable power, they couldn't forget that just because he was their friend. He was quite sure the League was yet to truly understand who Marvel was and what his job was.

One of the Champion's job was to keep nexus events intact, meant moving things, making people take certain choices or flat out causing natural disasters and deaths. It was what it took to correct reality and avoid the destruction of nexus events, which could lead to the entire collapse of the multiverse itself if enough of those happened.

Would the League still think of him as their friend, if what Nabu knew he must have done came out? What he had to do to keep the balance? Would they still think the same if he were to end up having to fix some nexus event in this very world?

He wasn't naive enough to think Captain Marvel wasn't dangerous just because he was nice. But he wasn't stupid enough to want to get on his bad side by avoiding him either.

It wasn't like most magic users could say they were friends with the Champion Of Magic anyways.

 

 

~

 

 

"So… is the Captain in your name like, some kind of reference to you being the Captain of a technically yours, army of witches, wizards and sorcerers?" Blue Beetle asked, Captain Marvel was at the Titans' tower, had brought Raven a few hours ago. Freshly free of Trigon and looking way more relaxed than anyone's ever seen her.

She was sleeping on the couch, Marvel's hand resting on her forehead, something about recharging her magic. 

"I wouldn't call them an army of mine, but sure." He said, his attention seemed more caught by the Pinocchio movie Beast Boy had put on earlier. Huh, and this was supposed to be the all terrifying king of all magic.  

"What? Never watched Pinocchio before?" Red Robin asked, more as a joke. He didn't expect the answer he got though.

"Last movie about Pinocchio I watched he got Geppetto arrested, the fox hung him on a tree, Jiminy Crickett got killed and he played a part in a boy drowning."

"Where the hell did you see that?" Beast Boy whispered, sounding somewhere between horrified and fascinated.

"Another world."

"I heard Batman say something about that, so it's true? You have been like, born in other worlds?" Red Robin asked, Bruce hadn't wanted to give him details, which was not fair. He had helped him make the file about Captain Marvel!

"Sure."

"You ever met variants of us?" Kid Flash asked, curious.

"Yes, but I don't see how that is relevant. You are you and they are them." Billy's never been a fan of comparing people just because they looked the same.

"I know, but like, were the Teen Titans the same? What about the Justice League? Or Young Justice?" Kid Flash asked, giving Marvel a hopeful very curious look, well, there was something all Kid Flashes have always certainly shared.

A burning passion to just want to know everything.  

Billy decided telling them a bit wouldn't hurt.

"... Some had heroes that don't exist here. And some others didn't have heroes that exist here. In some others, people were different."

Like villains. Simple civilians. Completely different culture. There had been a world where Superman had been actually raised in Krypton.

"Different how?"

Marvel smirked.

"There was a world where Batman was an actual vampire who created his own artificial blood. Same world where Superman would never be caught dead not swearing, and he was the brain of the group, like, he was genius smart."

" Dude. You serious?" Blue Beetle asked, unable to believe what he was hearing. Marvel grinned.

"Yup."

"Dude, Duke so owes me 20 bucks. I knew there had to be some vampire Batman somewhere!" Tim exclaimed in triumph, falling off the armrest where he had been sitting as he began laughing, because oh shit this was gold! Bruce was a freaking vampire somewhere in the multiverse! And Clark was the friggin genius of the group!

"I wonder how Superman sounds swearing. Wonder if Conner can make him swear and record it. You know, for scientific purposes." Beast Boy said, and Billy was unable to not chuckle at that.

Yeah, he was definitely enjoying these guys' reactions a thousand times more than he had the League's.

But again, he's always felt kinship with these guys, teenagers just like him.

Even if no one truly knew that.

Chapter 90: Under Pressure

Chapter Text

It all began when the Justice League decided to organize a celebration to welcome new members.

One of said members was Miss Marvel. Someone not even Batman seemed to have thought for a second to connect to Captain Marvel. 

I mean, their costumes were similar, and so were their names, but she wouldn't be the first nor the last hero to make their whole theme after someone they looked up to.

And neither of them had interacted with each other enough in public for people to think the two might be familiar with each other.

Billy didn't really found it important, hell, he had thought they already knew but weren't brave enough to ask or something.

So he didn't bother much to put appearances when it happened.

He had been hanging near the door, he hadn't wanted to come, he had a shit day, first he fell down the stairs and hurt his knee, then he got sent to detention at school for hitting an asshole with Freddy's crutch, and then he lost his keys, his battery died, and there was no one at home. Had had to wait under the fucking rain for two hours.

Granted, that was on him for skipping the last two periods, but he hadn't wanted to stay at school any longer. Summarized, he wasn't in the greatest of moods.

But this was Mary's day, he didn't want to leave her alone. So he put on his best smile and went to the Watchtower, being Captain Marvel has never felt as fake and full of lies as it did at that moment. Peak Oscar worthy acting moment. He was cheerful, all smiles and games and jokes, but even he felt like he was hanging on a thread, smiling too much, joking too much, playing too much, way too much energy.

Something was bound to snap.

And it did.

By none other than Guy Gardner himself.

He had done amazing at avoiding the man since he arrived, not trusting himself to not retaliate, that he might not be as good as usual at ignoring the jabs.

He had been laughing with some new members, Booster Gold and a long haired man he didn't quite recognize but was sure Flash had recommended.

"Homeless people just have to make the effort. Like, getting a job isn't that hard buddy."

The Lantern's words make something inside him tense, eye twitching. What? 

That asshole shouldn't speak about shit he knows nothing of! Not that hard? Not that hard? Someone who hadn't showered in a while and had nothing but the clothes on their back couldn't just go up in an interview and ace it! Billy knows. He tried it himself! People would never give a chance to an actively looking homeless person.

People didn't care to truly help those who needed it. They wanted them to get a job. But they turned up their nose when they wanted to take a shower at the gym or tried to get nice clothes from either a donation center or a clothing store's dumpster itself! They judged, and they insulted, and they mocked, but they never gave anyone the chance to prove themselves!

Still. He bites his tongue, hard, and he decides he likes the long haired man with the odd goggles a bit more when he hears the man tell Guy to not speak about things he didn't know, that it wasn't as easy as he thought.

His words seem to make Gardner decide his public isn't amusing enough, and so he goes up to Mary. And just starts flirting with her.

His fingers curl into fists, but he does nothing, he's seen his sister deal with enough flirting at this point, being a hero seemingly came with way too much flirting from lots of people. She can handle herself, he knows it, she's told him a dozen times to let her deal with it, she isn't helpless. 

He respects her judgement, so he let's her handle it. 

She's fine.

He reminds himself as he hears her politely tell Guy to stop, she's not interested.

But Guy can't take a hint. 

And the more he doesn't take the hint, the more Billy feels his anger bubble and bubble. Gripping his stomach and going up and up, spreading across his chest until it's near the boiling out.

Then she tries to walk away, and he grabs her.

Something snaps, and Billy sees red.

One moment standing near the door, and the next he is across the room in a blink, mercilessly crushing the very hand Guy's using to grab Mary and shoving him away, hard, uncaring. Flinging the man across the room. 

Guy crashes right into a table of food, and before he can so much as take a step towards the Lantern and just teach him a very permanent lesson to learn what no means.  

"That's enough." Mary warns, her voice dangerous and warning as she grabs his arm and forces him to move towards the door, keeping her hand on his back as she forces him to walk out of the room.

Across the hall. And somehow, both of them end up at the meeting room where she shoves him in. He quickly spun around to face her, rage still burning deep, gnawing at his insides like a volcano that just made eruption.

"I wasn't done with him!" He snapped hotly, lights flickering above as he stalked forward, Mary pushed him back.

"Yes, you are, you are not getting anywhere near him or anyone for that matter until you calm yourself." Mary warned, her voice absolute, Billy glared, she didn't so much as twitch, holding his glare with one of her own.

"He deserves whatever's coming to him!" He ended up growling as he looked away.

"You are not thinking clearly."

He growled again, turning his back to her before starting to pass around the meeting room like a caged lion, messing up his hair, his breathing ragged. Electricity was crackling all over his body and the lights flickering above, even his eyes were glowing, and Mary really didn't want him to end up blowing something up right now. 

"Billy, I'm fine, really, can you just relax? You are gonna burn a wire or something." She tried to appease, this time using a gentler tone, he was more prompt to be reasoned with if people kept their voices soft when talking to him.

"He's supposed to be a fucking hero, how the hell can he not take a fucking hint? Was he dropped on his fucking head or something? Has the ring been malfunctioning and his brain just fucking melted in space? I should tear his fingers off one by one!"

The last came with newfound rage as he made another attempt towards the door, Mary was quick to block the door, holding her hand up to stop him.

"You will not do such a thing." She warned, her voice firm, but still soft. She needed him to listen to her, he had been doing amazing since Rosa and Victor put him on therapy, he had been less prompt to outbursts and he hasn't hit any bullies with Freddy's crutches in a whole month now.

Granted, he has never attacked her or anyone in the family, or anyone who didn't deserve it at all. But this was a whole different situation, this was Captain Marvel at the Watchtower with the Justice League watching, to them, he might be considered a threat if he didn't watch his anger, Billy's anger came with the whole strength of a 13 year old.

Captain Marvel's anger came with the strength to flatten buildings and the power to electrocute people and fuck up any technology nearby. She couldn't let him behave like an angry teenager when to these people he was meant to be a grown ass man who shouldn't by any means be unable to not control his emotions.

"But he-"

"I know. But it's not worth it. Alright? Now sit down and take a breath. You are Captain Marvel right now, we have talked about this. Deep breaths." She said, leading him back to one of the chairs. Thank God he agreed to it. Sitting down and dropping his head on his hands. "That's it. Deep breaths. Don't waste your energy on people like him."

She also didn't want him to get in trouble. Attacking a League member would not do well for his image.

Even if said League member was an asshole who deserved a beating.

But she couldn't let her 13 year old brother beat up someone because they pissed him off. 

She rubbed his back, hoping to bring him a bit more comfort through that. She wasn't sure how long she stood there, just rubbing his back, but at some point his breathing went back to normal and the lights stopped flickering. Even the electricity crackling all over his body disappeared. 

Good. One less thing to be worried about.

"We should head home." She broke the silence of the room, she didn't really want to go back there right now, and she knew Billy hadn't been on the best mood today.

He nodded, but he didn't make a move to stand.

The sudden whoosh of a door opening caught her attention and she turned towards it, the Justice League stood at the door, all of them with indecipherable looks. Even more indecipherable when they took on the scene.

Would have been amusing if she didn't have an upset baby brother to deal with. She sighed, patting Billy's back before leaning down just enough to whisper at him, pointless if Superman was there but who cares?

"Behave, I will be right back and then we can go home."

He scoffed at her. And she ruffled his hair for good measure, knowing it would annoy him to have anyone mess with Captain Marvel's pristine hairstyle, as if he hadn't messed it up enough already. But that was her job, she was 17 with four brothers no older than 14, she had a job to be their numb er one annoyance while she still could. She wouldn't be able to see them as much once she went to college.

She pulled on her best smile and stepped out of the meeting room, once the door shut behind her, she spoke.

"Is Guy alright?" She didn't care, but she had no idea how else to start this awkward conversation, she had never directly spoken to the League. Even if it was Wonder Woman herself who recommended her. 

"He will survive." Flash waved off. "What about him? How is he? Is he alright?" 

"Yeah, he's alright, I apologize on his behalf, he didn't mean it."

"Yes, he did." Billy's voice made her turn to glare at him over her shoulder, he was peeking his head out from the slight ajar door, and looking not sorry at all. Hair sticking all over the place and the look of someone who had not a single regret in life plastered on his face.

She did the most mature thing she could think of, she covered his face with her hand and pushed him back inside.

"Shut up." This was so not the time for him to go around acting so Billy-like. She shut the door before he could peer out again. She heard him attempt to open the door, but she didn't let him, holding the doorknob.

"I am not apologizing! Not to him nor anyone for that matter! He had it coming and I would do it all again if I could!"

"Billy!" The second the name was out the second she bit her tongue, shit. She heard him huff. And then silence, she didn't even need to see him to know he must be pouting right now. And God, she seriously hoped 'Billy' wasn't enough for anyone to figure his identity out. 

"Look, Superman here told us what Guy had been saying, and while we don't condone how Cap handled it.”

“We do.” Wonder Woman and Hawkwoman said almost at the same time.

“We understand why he did it." Hal finished, he would so go to Oa and have a talk with them as soon as he could, because this wasn't even the first time Guy had done something so out of line for someone calling themself a hero.

The League had noticed how on edge Marvel had been from the moment he arrived, he had been all over the place, almost manic, smiles too sharp and wide. Movements too erratic. Like a second away from snapping or something.

Which made no sense at all, none of them had ever seen him mad, none of them even knew he could get mad. But he had, he had flung Guy across the room as if he were nothing, expression thunderous and air way too heavy to move, electricity crackling all over his body and eyes glowing dangerously.

It had made their hairs stand on end and the deafening urge to just run seize them. And then Miss Marvel just dragged him out of the room.

The lights had been flickering a lot, no one had followed, Wonder Woman had dragged Guy back to the med bay, not bothering to be kind after hearing Clark say what he had been doing. Clark had been about to intervene when Marvel had done so quicker than light.

The League hadn't been sure what to expect, but seeing Miss Marvel with the Captain like that, as if they knew each other. It had opened the door to a lot of questions, even more so after she just called him "Billy".

Billy. Captain Marvel's name was Billy. She knew who he was.

Miss Marvel, she even had the same costume as him, was she his wife? But that didn't quite ring right, their behavior just now fit a more… familiar vibe.

"You are his sister." Batman realized out loud, because he knew where he had seen this behavior. 

On his kids.

Miss Marvel cringed.

"Yeah… so, I apologize for his behavior, he has a bit of a temper."

"A temper?" Flash whispered, sounding mortified.

"Don't buy the happy face, dude had like, serious anger issues as a kid, all those smiles are the results of amazing therapy."

"You would have had them too if people kept acting like assholes!" Mary pinched the bridge of her nose, she didn't miss the raised eyebrows from the League, if only they knew Captain Marvel was only such a family friendly hero because he was terrified of facing Rosa if anyone ever recorded Captain Marvel swearing.

“Anyways, it's fine, we are fine, Guy's fine, everyone's fine. He's not in trouble right? He can leave?”

“Of course he can leave. He's done nothing wrong.” Wonder Woman said as a statement of fact, she could care less if Guy had some other problems with his arm in the long run, to Diana? He totally deserved that. How did that saying go? The one she had heard one of the Robins speak? Ah, right.

‘He fucked around and he found out.’

Miss Marvel looked quite relieved, and Diana had great hopes about befriending the woman, she had recommended her because she reminded her of the Captain, powerful and endlessly kind, she had had a hunch who turned out to be right, she was really related to the Captain.

And if the Captain was her brother, of course Diana wouldn't hesitate to get herself a new sister.

Miss Marvel opened the door, and the League had to do a double take at the reveal of Captain Marvel sitting on the floor cross legged with his arms crossed over his chest. His hair sticking all over the place and the perfect expression of a teenager who's just so not vibing with the situation.

Sometimes, it was almost unsettling how he could pull up those expressions with such precision. Like an overgrown teenager. The unnatural messed up hair just seemed to make him somehow look way younger than anyone's ever noticed.

“Are you done sulking?” Miss Marvel asked, like a mother asking a toddler if they were done with their tantrum. Marvel tilted his head, as if he was thinking about it.

He then stood up with the smoothness of a cat, held Miss Marvel's gaze for a brief moment before seeming to come to a conclusion.

“Just so you know, your ice cream is now my ice cream.” And with that he bolted, using a speed the League sometimes completely forgot he even had.

“You don't even like pistachios!” Miss Marvel called out, but Captain Marvel was already gone. She sighed, she loved her brother, but God, at what cost? 

Chapter 91: Who Wants To Live Forever?

Chapter Text

Being the Champion Of Magic is a tiring job.

Being multiple people made the job even more tiring.

And having to live over a thousand lives at the exact same time from which 4 out of 5 the same people surrounded you was even more tiring.

Having six Gods and an old Wizard giving advice, support and whatnot didn't make things easier, sometimes, he was just too tired to deal with things.

The different people, the different behaviors, the different worlds in general, the wounds, the deaths.

It was exhausting. 

He didn't die per se, or well, he did, in a sense, his presence in that world was terminated, as the Champion, some worlds needed him to exist, but only one Champion could exist, there were no variants of him, no other Champion, no other Billy Batsons. He needed to exist to help keep things in balance, help some nexus events happen and help some other things run their course.

Even if it meant having a leg torn off, being eaten alive, having his tongue cut off, be brainwashed by worms, die in several explosions, become a zombie, have his throat ripped open by a vampire, have his throat sliced open, have his skull lasered through, become corrupted by dark magic, have completely different Gods poison him from the inside out, be betrayed by family and killed by friends.

He took it all. Because it was his job.

Messed up, bloody and flat out shit at times, but it kept reality intact. And he was a master at dissociating at this point, if he could detach himself from the situation it made everything go smoother and quicker. His body could be getting mauled in the outside world, and he would just be racing Mercury in his mind maze unaware of it all.

Granted, he had a shit ton of gruesome memories that could traumatize the toughest of men, and scars that still hurt a lot. But what was life without pain?

One downside of this thing though, was that he didn't have much time to rest, he had Atlas’ stamina, but that was for his Champion form, a form made to not be restricted by basic needs that could jeopardize his job.

Billy Batson had the stamina of Billy Batson, which was almost at zero. This month had been draining, he had ten deaths, and some alternate Constantine had tricked him into giving him his powers, or Billy let him think that. Had to happen, made him feel even shittier.

Point was, it had been a horrible week, and he still had to go back to deal with a hybrids world, close to the birth of a Celestial's world, aliens exposed and hated by the world, and fucking shapeshifter aliens invasion world. And one of his deaths had been getting lasered through the skull, again, so he had a monstrous headache.

So forgive him if he wasn't exactly at his best.

Which he wasn't.

He fucked up during a mission, he was so tired God, the Gods and Mamaragan kept telling him to slow down, to sleep, eat, that Mercury can literally drop him at the exact time he left a world so nothing will go array. But he had never been one to rest, he liked doing things at once, why leave for tomorrow what you could do today?

It had gotten worse this past month.

He used to do that, alternating between worlds at random intervals, taking his sweet time, but having a whole universe collapse last month because he had been sleeping had opened his eyes. Taking things slow would just get people killed. He needed to do this right. Needed to be faster. Better. Smarter. More Captain Marvel and less Billy Batson.

He didn't care what the Gods and Mamaragan said, he needed to do things right. It was his job.

But he fucked up. He had been going back and forth between worlds without so much as a moment to stop and rest or even see which world he was in, that it completely flew over his head that he was supposed to be Captain Marvel in this world. His original world.

He hadn't even wondered why on Earth would Batman call Captain Marvel, when he didn't exist in her world. Until it was too late and he realized Carol was not who was being called, not even Phyla-Vell, not Monica, not Mar-Vell or Genis-Vell , but him.

All he had done was ignore Batman's orders and attack, which didn't end well, the kraken-like thing had destroyed the port, and there had been several injured.  

And now he was at the meeting room, being glared at and having Batman tearing him a new one, it made him dig his fingers onto his bicep, jaw set tight, because he had failed again, people got hurt because he didn't pay attention. Why did he keep hurting people? He was supposed to be a protector.

“Captain Marvel!” Batman's harsh voice and the sound of something hitting the table made him tense, original world, original world, not zombie apocalypse world, this Batman was his Batman, Bruce Wayne, not Thomas Wayne. The guy wouldn't pull a gun on him for fucking up. “Are you even listening?”

“I was. I know things went bad back there, and I apologize, I was… distracted, it won't happen again. I promise.”

“You said that exact same thing last week, remember? When Flash ran out of energy and face planted in the middle of the Atlantic? You said you would go pick him up, but Arthur was the one who ended up dragging his ass back to land. And what about Wednesday? You punched Superman through a building because you didn't realize it was him.” Green Lantern reminded, crossing his arms over his chest and raising his eyebrow.

“And I said I was sorry.”

“I know, I'm not bringing it up to be a jerk, I'm bringing it up because you have been way too distracted lately man.” Hal stated, he didn't want to be an ass, he knew being a hero could make people sometimes not even remember where their head was at. Figuratively speaking. Flash could win a Guinness on the amount of times he's come late to work, and he heard Batman once forgot where he had parked the batmobile.

Being distracted came with the hero territory.

But Captain Marvel has never been one of those, he never forgot a thing, but this past month he's been uneasily sloppy, sloppier than anyone Hal had ever met, he was all over the place, erratic, distracted, and at times, he didn't even look like he was there, like his mind was completely elsewhere in some unreachable place.

And that not counting his weird behavior, he had called half of the League by completely different names several times at this point, he's called Barry Wally several times, Aquaman Orin, Batman Bruno or Terry, Hawkwoman Kendra, and he's called Hal himself Guy or even John. He even heard he had called Nightwing Terry and Red Robin Tallant. And asked Robin about someone by the name of Anathasia, or was it Athanasia?

He had also asked Batman about someone called Helena once, and Superman about someone named Conner. Had even suggested once to call Hawkman moments before Hawkwoman flung her maze at his face.

All in all, he had not been himself this month, at. All.

Even his behavior around Fawcett had changed, he heard Marvel hasn't been seen at soup kitchens or at parks this whole month. Not even helping old ladies cross the street.

“I know, but as I said, it won't happen again.” Marvel assured, he sounded tense, but it was hard to tell what kind of expression he was making when he had taken to wearing the hood of his cape, coincidentally around the same time he began acting weird.

And alright, a hood didn't hide his face, but since he never looked up, it was hard to see him. But no one needed to see his face to know something was clearly wrong.

If his behavior this past month hadn't left it clear, his complete disregard of Batman's order did so.

“You do know that if there's something going on we can help, right? That's the point of being in a team, we help each other.” Flash said. Marvel didn't answer.

And then.

“I know, but there is nothing wrong. Are we done here? I need to leave.” 

“No, we are not done, sit down.” Batman ordered when Marvel stood up. Voice leaving no room for argument.

Marvel seemed to hesitate before doing as told, crossing his arms over his chest and keeping his head down.

“You can't just apologize for getting people hurt and then leave, that's not how this works. Clark told me to not bring this up, to give it time. But I won't have people getting hurt because someone refuses to even remember that we are meant to fight as a team. You have been erratic, reckless, distracted and incredibly unreliable this past month.”

“So what? You are gonna kick me out?” Marvel's words caught even Batman off guard.

“What? No, but you are benched until you deal with whatever is going on.” 

“... Fine.” Was the flat answer the Captain gave, standing up and leaving without another word.

“Leave him.” Wonder Woman said as she watched Batman make a motion to follow, she could tell Bruce was not happy at Marvel's attitude. “Getting mad at him won't help at all. We don't know what's going on with him, for all we know, he must have lost someone in his personal life.”

“If that's the case, shouldn't we do something? Like, that's been going on for a month, and he seems to be getting worse.” Green Lantern said, he knew grief could mess with people's heads, and he knew how bad it could get when heroes threw themselves into their job instead of dealing with their emotions.

He had seen it in the newspapers when Jason Todd died. A most brutal and incredibly dangerous Batman.

Had seen it in Superman when his father passed away.

And in Wonder Woman when one of the sisters she had been closest to had died.

In J'onn when he had one of those bad days where the memories of his family's deaths were far too vivid in his head.

The idea that Captain Marvel might be going through that, alone, it wasn't a comforting thought, no one deserved to be alone when dealing with something like that.

“Maybe benching him wasn't the right call.” Diana said, glancing at Batman with a meaningful look. “I don't know what's wrong with him, but I do know he shouldn't be alone, he deserves better than that. He's our friend.”

“Diana's right, friends are supposed to be there for each other during their toughest times, even if we don't know what's going on, it shouldn't be a reason to not be there for him. He will talk when he wants to, and if he doesn't, that's fine too.” Clark said as a statement of fact, because Marvel's always been there for them, always ready to cheer anyone and everyone up.

Pushing him away when he was the one going through a tough time was just unfair, and certainly not something he deserved.  

Batman sighed, dragging a hand down his face.

“I am benching him for his and people's safety, it doesn't mean he's somehow banned from stepping into the Watchtower, I'm just keeping him away from fights because he is not trustworthy right now.” Because today, people were hurt.

Tomorrow, people could die. And Bruce didn't want innocents to die because he didn't make the right call, he was also doing it because he knew Marvel would also beat himself over it if someone died because of him.  

He was doing it to protect both parties.




~




“Billy, you need to stop. The Champion has never been meant to take on these many lives in the short amount of time you have been doing. You aren't letting your body nor your mind heal.” Zeus said, Billy ignored him, landing in the temple where she was.

The woman who had been dream walking, manipulating her variant and messing up things in a completely different universe from hers. Woman who was chasing after a girl with a power that should never fall in the wrong hands. If she kept this up, she could cause an incursion. Just like that sorcerer had done. And she, much like the sorcerer, was one of the few extremely dangerous magic users throughout the multiverse.

Magic users that could put him in a difficult situation if he wasn't careful.

And still, he was so not careful, he didn't even notice she was aware of him. Which he should have known. But he didn't.

He didn't know, not until an invisible force slammed him onto the ground of the temple, ground shattering beneath him.

“Who do we have here?” The woman said, standing up, her magic was intoxicating, corrupted with a darkness only anyone who's gone anywhere near the Dark hold could develop. Shit, how did he not notice the book of this universe had been stolen?

Her magic was a putrid red, oozing a toxicity like nothing he's ever seen, he watched her approach, an unsettling smile on her face.

“Billy, get away from her immediately. Do not engage her, do you hear me? You need to get away, now!” Solomon's shout was deafening, and he sucked in a sharp breath as the woman knelt before him, holding his face up, her magic felt like claws of acid latching mercilessly on his magic. He didn't miss the surprise in her gaze, the sudden realization.

She might not know who the Champion was since her world didn't have tales about him, but any magic user with half a brain would undoubtedly know by just reading his magic that they had before them a being older than time, with a power that went far beyond comprehension.

“You…”

Her grip on his face tightened, her smile becoming even more twisted, and her magic burnt, it latched like a poisonous leech onto his own and began drawing his power, and that was all the incentive he needed to react.

Shazam!” Lightning came roaring down, striking upon him and blowing the witch away, and he took the chance to slip through a portal, barely managing to even remember where his world was. He clawed at his magic mid-flight, feeling the boiling talons that had dug themselves into it. Poisoning. Corroding.

He crashed into the Rock so violently and unexpectedly his face connected with a wall, and he crumbled on the floor with a strangled gasp, frantically scratching at his skin. It burnt it burnt it burnt!

“What's happening?!” He exclaimed with a pained choked sound, it felt like his magic was sizzling in a pool of acid, acid acid acid! It was burning. It was melting! It was gonna explode!

“Billy!” Mercury was infront of him within seconds, grabbing his hands. “Hey, look at me, it's alright, it's gonna be alright.”

“It burns!” He cried out, bending over and pulling back at his arms, but Mercury didn't let go, and he wanted to cry. To scratch, to claw at the writhing worms of fire rushing through his veins, moving beneath his skin. He wanted to peel the skin off his bones and just scream.

He felt someone grab him from behind, a strong enough hold he recognized it as Atlas’, his arms were released, but just long enough for Atlas to hold them against his chest, he kicked and twisted. 

“Make it stop! Please make it stop!” He begged, Mercury and Hercules held down each one of his legs, and then someone he hadn't seen since he was first born came to kneel before him.

Hecate.

And for a moment, he forgot about the gnawing fire. Her hand came up to rest against his cheek.

“Thavma, this is gonna hurt, a lot, but this is the only way I can destroy this kind of dark magic without damaging your own in the process. Do you understand?”

He nodded.

And then the universe just screamed .




~





Something happened, no one knows when, how, or what.

But something had happened.

It had been fine, and then, in a split second, the air had shifted into something wrong , thick and heavy, the world grew quiet, eerily so, a state that lasted several minutes that felt eternals, and then the world just screamed. 

The magic users had collapsed, and screamed. Agonizing and raw, the kind of screams only a special kind of unrelenting pain could elicit. 

The weather had taken such a violent turn too, becoming something pulled out of a nightmare, wind howling, rain pouring down, thunder clapping above, threatening to rip the sky apart. Lightning struck down on the streets, even animals had gone crazy, hiding, howling, yowling. The weather kept on switching, rain, hail, snow, tornadoes, hurricanes.

The sea was also another thing of nightmares, waves big enough that all streets near the coasts had been blocked, streets flooded. All Aquaman had been able to say was that something bad was going on, because the sea animals wouldn't so much as listen to him. They were restless, afraid.

And to add to the situation. 

Magic beasts had appeared all over the world, Diana had said the veil between worlds had collapsed, not all the creatures were a threat, most were just scared, reacting like any wild animal would at being thrown in the middle of a city and have people attack. They were defenseless and scared. Unused to existing in the same plane as humans without a ritual to aid or being bound to a master.

But the magic beasts were the last cue to give the League a hunch on who was responsible for this whole situation.

Captain Marvel was the Champion Of Magic, even if the League had never seen him use magic, they knew who he was, or well, at least what the magic users had once said, he was something akind to the boss of all magic. 

All magic users had collapsed, magic beasts were running all over the place and the weather was definitely of supernatural origin. And Captain Marvel was nowhere to be seen.

That added to how he had been behaving this past month…

It wasn't such a stretch to think something might have happened to Marvel. 

But his comm was nowhere to be tracked, the magic users were out of commission, and Diana had been unable to reach Zeus. They had no idea where he was, how he was or what even was happening.

It was at that moment that the League had been struck with the realization of how little they all knew of Marvel, no name, no address, no one to go to in case of needing to reach him, nothing at all to get a hold of him.

So all the League had been able to do was keep people off the streets, and attempt to herd as many of the non-hostile magic beasts into stadiums, parks or whatever other places with broad spaces. 

And subdue the violent ones with as less damage as possible, because as Diana had said, they weren't really a threat, they were just creatures out of their element. It was unnatural for them to be in this plane. 

At some point, things just… stopped.

As bizarre as it came, as bizarre as it left.

The weather just stopped. And magic beasts just… disappeared.

But even then there was a feeling left hanging in the air that kept them all on edge, dark sky, chilling wind, eerie silence, every single color extremely dull.

And in the center of it all, Fawcett City was. Quiet, dull, far too still. Not a single soul stepped outside, not a single sound emitted from a single house or building, not a single bird singing , fog took over the streets. 

And Captain Marvel was yet to appear.





~



It hurt.

It hurt.

That's the sole thought spiraling through Billy's mind the first time he wakes up, he couldn't breathe, it hurt, it hurt, something was moving inside his chest, squeezing into his very core, twisting and grabbing. He couldn't breathe .

There were hands holding him down, voices bouncing all over the place.

Shit he's awake.

Billy stop moving.

I know it hurts, but you need to stop moving.

It's alright. You are gonna be alright.

Alright?! How was he gonna be alright when someone was tearing his insides apart?! Pulling at the very seams of the spell that held him together? And fuck it hurts. It burns. It feels like someone is crushing him from the inside out. He can see blurred shapes, but he can't tell what is happening, who even are these people? Where is he? What's happening? Where's Mamaragan? Where are the others? He is burning, he is coming apart, and he just wants it all to end, everything hurts, everything's sore.

He wants to scream.

Someone whispers into his ear, he can't make out the words, but it makes it all become even more blurred, and then nothing.

.

.

.

The second time he wakes up, he's pressed against someone's chest, gentle arms wrapped around him in the warmest of hugs, fingers carding through his hair. There's a humming rumbling in their chest, warm, familiar , it makes everything just feel completely fine.

"You are safe now Thavma." A soft voice assures, he knows that voice, only one person calls him by that name even up to this day… that's… her… she is here. Explains his magic feeling so… light… and the multiple arms.

It makes him feel lighter, safe.

.

.

The third time he wakes up, he's curled on a bed, but the humming and the warm presence are gone, he almost feels disappointed. Someone's holding his hand, and he can feel the lightning inside him crackling, it doesn't hurt, but it's not a comfortable feeling, it stitches the lightning and magic together. Sealing it and fusing it in ways he's never been able to understand.

He opens his eyes for a moment, and despite the blurred vision, he can still make out Zeus' ugly beard.

.

.

.

 

The fourth time he wakes up, he feels more… coherent, he rolls on the bed, bigger and much more comfortable than he remembers his bed at the Rock being, even the bedsheets were incredibly soft and fuzzy. His chest aches, everything aches, but at least he isn't being eaten from inside out anymore.

He brings himself up into a sitting position, and the first thing he notices, is that someone had put him in a fucking tiger onesie. He was gonna murder Hercules in his sleep.

"Must be feeling better if murder is already on your mind." He looked up in time to see the asshole in question walking up to him with an amused smirk . "Here, mom insisted." Hercules told, holding out a golden apple.

"... Was it that bad?" Billy found himself asking, Hera was really picky with whom did she share those apples with. Billy had only ever seen her give one.

To Hercules when he was welcomed back to Olympus. And that was centuries ago.

Hercules smile dropped and he sighed, plopping down on the bed and dropping the apple on Billy's lap. He looked exhausted now that he looked at him better.

"Why the hell did you have to take it so far?" Hercules asked, the question catching him off guard. And he didn't need to be a genius to know what the man must be talking about. "Even Achilles looked like he was about to pass out."

Billy snorted, and he wasn't quite prepared for Hercules to turn around, anger in his eyes.

"It's not funny Billy, you could have died. You do realize that, right? Not as an act, but actually die. We told you to stop, that what you were doing went beyond the limits of what you were meant to do, hell, even Zeus kept you from transforming, but you just went and ignored all of our warnings."

"I know… I'm sorry." Billy found himself muttering, looking down at the apple between his hands, unable to hold Hercules' gaze any longer, he didn't like when he got mad, it just made him feel guiltier.

Because Hercules was usually the one who sided with him, the one he could joke around with, the one who didn't scold him but instead got in trouble with him. Like partners in crime. He reminded him a lot of Freddy.

If he got mad, it meant Billy had seriously fucked up. And he didn't like the feeling it left him with.

"Sorry isn't enough." Atlas' sudden voice caught his attention, and he didn't dare to look up. "It's why we have come to a decision."

That got his attention, and as he looked up, he realized it wasn't just Atlas, all the others stood there too.

"What kind of decision?" He asked, suspicion gnawing at his stomach. 

"You are banned from doing Champion stuff until further notice." Mamaragan's words made him jump off the bed within seconds.

"No! You can't do that!" He snapped, anger sparking at the idea, this was his job! They couldn't take that from him! He protected people, he saved lives!

"Yes, we can. We have spoken with Hecate, and she's agreed to lock your access to other universes, the sorcerers supremes will handle their own universes and in case something big does happen, Hecate will deal with it. You on the other hand, are to only stay in this world, your world, and take time off." Achilles said, his voice leaving no room for argument.

"Time off?! The Champion doesn't take time off. I was literally doing what I have been told my entire life. Protect people . Why are you punishing me for that?"

"No one is punishing you." Solomon refuted.

"Then why are you taking this away from me?"

Solomon sighed, and Billy watched him come up to kneel before him, taking his hands into his own. And he really hated how the man was looking at him as if he were some hurt animal to apaciguate. 

"No one is taking anything away from you. But Billy, this, what you have been doing, it's not healthy, it's not how you were meant to use your power, you are exploiting yourself by pushing your body and your mind past the limit of what it can take. I know, that the collapse of that universe was awful. But you need to understand that it wasn't your fault."

"... But I could have stopped it."

"Maybe, but Billy, sometimes, bad things happen, and we can't stop them. And it's alright. It doesn't mean it's your fault. It doesn't mean you have failed. You don't have to punish yourself for that, and I am sorry it took this for us to realize how bad things were."

Solomon's words hit something, he wasn't even sure what, but it made his vision blur and his chest burn, he hadn't even realized how bad he had needed to hear those words.

Because he had lost universes before, but he had tried everything to save them. He didn't even got the chance to try with this one. He woke up and it was just gone. No warning at all. Millions of lives, gone. All because he had been sleeping.

And now…

He didn't fight the hands that picked him up, because as much as he hated being picked up, treated like some frail and breakable child. Right now, Zeus' stupid bear hugs were more than welcomed. Because right now he felt way too small, like he might just break and never quite come back together.

All the pent up stress from the past month, the anger, the guilt, the frustration, the self-hatred, the hunger, the exhaustion, the pain, it all just became too much.

And it all burst out in the form of tears.

Maybe the Gods were right, maybe a little time off would help him get his mind back on track.

Chapter 92: Regalia

Chapter Text

Thavma is Living Lightning, he has also been called Keraunos, the Master Bolt, Olympus' nuclear arsenal.

But he's also been called the Champion Of Magic, Mightiest Of Mortals, God Of Gods, King Of Magic. 

And his most recent name?

William "Billy" Joseph Batson.

A human name, Hera herself had helped him choose it, and he liked it. Because it had taken so long before he managed to convince Zeus to let him be his own person, have his own body, away from any host.  

He got to live as he wished, he had his own apartment, a job at Whiz radio, and he even got to join the Justice League! He did feel a bit bad for keeping from Diana their connection to each other, but he really didn't need anyone knowing what he was or who he was. Plus, it wasn't like she didn't grow to call him her brother.

Things were fine, he had friends, a family.

And then Zeus had to go and ruin it all. By fucking being impatient while he was in the middle of a fight.




~




The League had been in the middle of a fight when it happened. Captain Marvel stopped so abruptly mid flight he crashed straight into a building.

“No!” Marvel snapped at someone from the other end of the comm. “I don't care , wait a few hours. No. You fucking call me and I will shoot a lightning bolt so far up your-!”

No one heard the end of that bizarre one side conversation for a giant lightning bolt struck the building, and then nothing.

“Captain Marvel? Do you copy me?” Batman called, what had just happened?

No answer.

“He's gone.” Superman informed as he scanned the building, and found no one at all. What?

“What do you mean he's gone?” Flash asked, punching through a robot. What did he mean by gone? 

“I mean he's gone. He's not in the building nor in the streets.”

“So like… he bailed?” 




~




“Keraunos.”

“Dude! I said to wait! I was in the middle of something!” Billy snapped the second he touched ground, whirling around to glare at Zeus, the rest of his words died in his throat as he was met not just by Zeus, but also Poseidon. 

The latter was holding a little girl, no older than 8, she had striking golden hair and the darkest shade of blue in her eyes, almost black, like the bottom of the ocean itself. Her skin was pale, like, inhumanly pale, with odd freckles that shone like a reflection of water on a wall whenever the light hit, and she was wearing a familiar shirt, half-blood camp shirt. What?

“Thavma, this is Anaklusmos.” Zeus introduced, pointing at the little girl who had gone back to fiddling with a… bag of blue marbles? The name though, it caught him off guard.

“Riptide?” The girl snapped up to attention, gaze narrowing at him in suspicion.

“Yes, she… developed sentience last night, made herself a body out of nothing. As you well know, it will take her time to stabilize and learn how to control this new ability, and how to cope with things in general.” Zeus began, Billy narrowed his eyes.

Ancient weapons with a ton of magic did have the habit of gaining sentience, was more common than some people thought. What was rare, was for them to develop a physical body out of nothing. Even more rare for that to be a human body.

Take Hades' helm for instance, no one but the big three knew of it and Cerberus being the exact same being. No one would ever think of it. It kept it safe, impossible to steal a dog the size of a fucking airplane.

There was also Poseidon's trident; Neptune. Which could turn into a hippocampus.

And Zeus' master bolt, which was him of course.

Riptide was an old sword who's last owner was Hercules, then was given to Percy, Poseidon's youngest child. It was amazing how she had managed to develop a human body, but it didn't explain his role in this at all.

“We were thinking it would be safer if she were to stay with you for a while. You know, since you are familiar with this whole thing.” Zeus' words made Billy do a double take.

“With me?”

“It's just until she can stabilize herself. I can't trust her to stay with Percy if she can't control the shifting. I have lent him Neptune for the time being, until he can have Riptide back.” Poseidon stated, and definitely nothing wrong with that. You know, giving up one of the most powerful weapons of Olympus, totally fine. 

He hoped Percy wasn't sent into any crusades or whatnot, no need to risk anyone stealing the fucking trident of the God of the Seas.

“Are you sure it's a good idea? I mean, I'm not really the best person here to help with this.” He said, he had his job at Whiz Radio, his Champion duties and the League's meetings, monitor duty, missions and whatnot. Where would he get the time to watch over her at all?

“You are the only one with a human body, as far as I see it, you are the only person who can help with this.” Poseidon had a point. This was a very rare phenomenon, he never even thought he would get to meet someone anywhere near similar to him.

And he guessed it would have been nice to have someone to teach him control over the shifting. Maybe he could be for her what he wished anyone would have been for him.

Plus.

It's been a long time since he had a little sister.

“Alright, I will do it.” He ended up conceding. I mean, how hard could it be?



~



It was, in fact, hard. Anaklusmos, or Ana as he had taken to call her, would not leave his side, at. All. And alright, Mr. Morris was understanding, had even developed a soft spot for her, and taking her to Champion duties wasn't all that impossible either. And he took advantage of her nap times to go out patrolling.

But Justice League duties… his comm had been getting flooded by calls and messages he seriously couldn't keep on ignoring. He knew Batman must be pissed for him having disappeared in the middle of a mission. But it wasn't like he had been able to stop it!

Zeus could summon him with a sole call of his first name, because he was still very much his master bolt.  

How did he even explain that to the League? Diana might understand, and Shayera, they were familiar with magic, but what about the rest? Would he be seen as unreliable? 

He dragged a hand down his face as he stepped out of the zeta tube, Ana following right behind, holding onto his cape and looking around with a curious look. He felt like he might just regret this, but he couldn't keep ignoring the League. How were people supposed to see him as trustworthy and reliable if he bailed in the middle of battle and gave no explanation whatsoever about it?

Didn't make it easier though. He was so not looking forward to this conversation, he was about to reveal things about himself he had never wanted, had never seen himself doing.

As he came up to stand outside the meeting room, he took a deep breath.

And then he opened the door.

The attention was on him within seconds, or more like on Ana, he ignored them, going over to his chair and sitting down, Ana climbing on his lap and sitting with her back straight, as if she totally meant business.

Meanwhile, the League was somewhere between shocked, confused and surprised to see a child, of all possible things arrive with Captain Marvel.

It was a little girl, no older than 8, with striking golden hair, and incredibly deep blue eyes, reminded some of them of actual sapphires, her skin was inhumanly pale too, and she had freckles all over her face that gave off an unnatural shine under the light, like bits of water reflections on a wall. It was the most beautiful, yet deadly looking child they had ever seen in their lives.

She was wearing an Aquaman hoodie, a blue skirt and was barefoot , and despite her apparent age, there was a bizarre cleverness in her gaze, as if she were far older than she looked. She assessed them all with a suspicious look, giving no one but Aquaman a less serious look, when she was done, she leaned back against Marvel and just went on to ignore them.

"What's with the child?" Green Lantern was the one who chose to bite the bullet. There was no way in hell that kid was human, human kids didn't have glowing hair, maybe Rapunzel, but this wasn't a fucking Disney movie.

"This is Ana." Was all the answer Marvel gave, as if that answered anything and everything. 

"That answers nothing at all." Flash refuted, watching the girl frown and grab Marvel's hand, her little hands developing silver veins as a soft glow emitted from their clasped hands, and Marvel didn't so much as acknowledge that.

"Didn't we have a meeting or something?" Was all the man said, staring at the League.

"Yeah, about why the hell did you bail in the middle of battle." Hawkwoman snapped, Marvel cringed at her words.

"I didn't bail. It's… it's complicated, alright? It won't happen again, I promise." Billy was doing here a very last attempt to not have to explain anything. 

"Was it because of the child?" Superman's question had lots of implications, like, a lot. And Billy seriously didn't need misunderstandings with this.

"She's not my daughter, she's… the daughter of a friend." Yeah, that definitely didn't sound like a lie at all, but Ana wasn't exactly anyone's daughter! If she had to be someone's daughter… Well, she would be Pleyone, Hercules and Percy's, because their magic was the magic she was exposed to throughout her life, a magic that aided her into making her physical form. Weapons made their physical form based off of their owners magic and thoughts.

Even if said owners were no longer owners.

It seemed like he really wouldn't have any way to escape out of this.

"Some ancient weapons with an abnormal amount of power can gain sentience, their bodies are formed out of pure magic, usually, they make these bodies by having their masters' magic and thoughts act as a guide on what would be the perfect form, you know, one that can fit the master's lifestyle."

No one wants a fire based God to have its weapon acquire a water based form.

And now the League were giving him weird looks.

"She's one of those weapons?" Wonder Woman asked, curious, she knew it was possible for magic to gain sentience, even a body. But she's never seen one look so… human.

"Yes." He didn't miss the looks he was being given. Specially Superman's.

"That's a child." The man of steel said, he looked like he was living a nightmare, a child was being called a weapon. Billy almost wanted to groan.

"No, she looks like one, but she's several centuries old. There's two kinds of forms that sentient weapons take, either one to make people run for the hills, or one that makes people underestimate them. She went with the latter."

"Who is she with? I thought you didn't have any weapons." Batman asked, narrowing his gaze at him, his voice giving nothing away.

"Oh no, she belongs with one of Poseidon's sons, I'm just… looking after her for the time being. She needs to learn to control the shifting, and she can't fight much right now, she needs to stabilize herself first, otherwise she might hurt herself or her friends in the middle of battle." He explained carefully.

"Why you? And how does this explain the fact that you bailed in the middle of a mission?" 

Why did Batman always have to make the most important questions? Why could Billy never have any luck? Did the universe hate him so much?

He sighed, he wanted to go home.

"Because I'm the only one who can really teach her how to control any of this. And as I told you, I didn't bail, it wasn't even my choice to leave, I just had to deal with an incredibly impatient guy."

He let it hang in the air for a moment, if the League was as smart as he thought, he knew that that would be all the information needed to connect some dots.

He knew he was right when sudden realization dawned on several faces.

"You are like her." Martian Manhunter said.

It wasn't a question, it was a statement of fact.

"Yes."

The League stared at him.

And stared.

A lot of questions stirring up, because Captain Marvel was one of their heaviest hitters, a man capable of knocking Superman out with a single punch, out-run Flash, and survive a fucking nuclear explosion.

And now it turns out he was… a weapon? Calling him that at all left such an awful taste in their mouths. A weapon that gained sentience? Not his choice to leave he had said.

“No! I don't care, wait a few hours. No. You fucking call me and I will shoot a lightning bolt so far up your-!”

Remembering his words did left quite clear he hadn't really be on board with disappearing, but the way he had said so… not his choice.

"You can be summoned? Like, against your will?"

"Yes and no. I mean, no one but a weapon's master can summon them, doesn't matter where they are, they call our name, we go, our magic is intermixed with theirs, we always know where they are and vice versa. Usually, I ignore him, he never calls me for anything important, he just caught me off guard this time."

Ana glared up at him, squeezing his hand, hard. He was quick to look down at her and give her an apologetic look.

"It was important this time.” He was quick to appease, and just like that she smiled again and stopped crushing his hand. She almost reminded him of Darla, always bribing him, scamming him and just taking any chance to blackmail him.

Definitely Percy's sword. A sassy little shit. Not that he was one to talk.

“I thought the master had to be stronger than the weapon, since the weapon uses its master's magic to create their physical body.” Wonder Woman's words caught his attention, had she not realized it yet?

He smirked, even more so at their looks, they were seriously nervous over whoever had the ability to summon him against his will, whoever was stronger than him. He almost laughed.

Almost.

“So? It's true, he is stronger than me.” He totally didn't smirk at the way they tensed. This was so fucking hilarious, Diana seriously had never connected the dots? 

“Who's…?”

“Zeus.”

Silence.

And then.

“Zeus. Like, the Zeus, Greek God Zeus, Diana's father Zeus, that Zeus?” Flash's question got him a nod from a very amused looking Marvel.

“You are the master bolt.” Wonder Woman looked like she was having some kind of ancestral epiphany.

“Yes.”

“But that's… I thought it had been stolen last week.

“I was hiding in another dimension, Zeus wanted to fight with Poseidon, and I was so not in the mood to have a giant hippocampus swallow me again." And he hated water. He could never use his powers right when underwater. 

"What's the master bolt?" Superman voiced the question of several in the room.

"It's the first and most powerful weapon that the elder Cyclops made for the Olympian Gods. Packs enough power to make mortal hydrogen bombs look like firecrackers. Zeus wielded it during his war against the Titans, during the final battle, he used it to shear off the top of Mount Othrys and hurl Kronos from his Black Throne, defeating the evil Titan King. Because of this, many called the Master Bolt Olympus' nuclear arsenal."

Wonder Woman's explanation made the room go silent, what?  

I mean, the League knew Captain Marvel was strong, he was one of their heaviest hitters, but Wonder Woman's words just made them wonder how powerful he might actually be. Diana just compared hydrogen bombs to firecrackers. How much of his power did Captain Marvel even use if Gods called him their nuclear arsenal?

Wasn't Zeus supposed to be like the strongest Greek God, and even one of the strongest Gods in general regardless of pantheon?

And Captain Marvel was apparently the bolt the God's symbol came from? Suddenly, the magic users' uneasiness around him made a whole lot of sense. Because he was way more powerful than any of them ever gave him credit for.

"You all look like she just said some divine revelation. I'm the master bolt, so what? It doesn't mean anything, I'm still me." Captain Marvel broke the silence, shrugging, the girl on his lap shrugging with him and nodding like she totally understood what was being discussed even though she's been staring at Aquaman for the past few minutes.

"We know man, it's just… a lot to take in I guess?" Flash said, because it was true, yeah, it was still Marvel, you know, same dorky all smiles guy, but with the addition of the fact that the very powerful near indestructible guy was also the weapon of an even more powerful God.

Who also happened to be Wonder Woman's father.

That was such an odd thought. Her father's weapon was her brother. And Barry thought having game nights with his grandchildren when his kids were still toddlers was weird.

"Kera's." The little girl's sudden voice caught the attention of the room, her voice sounded odd, like she wasn't used to speaking, and it also had something like an echo in the background, not quite human, not quite right, she was looking at Marvel and pointing at Aquaman.

Marvel looked at Aquaman and seemed to remember something. He then materialized a blue notebook with lots of fish stickers out of nowhere and gave it to her. She was off his lap within seconds and right by Arthur's side in a blink, holding the notebook out and a Nemo themed pen.

"She would very much like for you to give her your autograph, as a gift for Percy." Marvel supplied, Aquaman raised an eyebrow, but he still took the notebook and the pen, writing the autograph for whoever this Percy was. Handing it back to the girl who beamed up at him, and she was the cutest little thing.

"Who's Percy?" Arthur asked, curious as he watched the little girl run back to Marvel.

"Poseidon's last son, he's 14, big fan of Aquaman." Billy fought back the snicker as he watched Aquaman's face, a man who definitely never expected to hear that the son of the very God who was tightly laced with Atlantis was his fan.

But Arthur had no idea that to Percy, he was someone he could relate strongly with, someone who grew up having absolutely no idea they belonged in a whole different world. Never knowing why they were so different from others.

And then, one day, they learnt they weren't weird, that there was nothing wrong with them, and that they weren't alone.

Billy knew the sentiment, of feeling completely alone, the odd one. He was never alone or casted out.

But to him? He had still felt alone, had still felt like the odd one out…

He had the Justice League now, meeting people who stood out as the odd one in a crowd was nice, had made him feel less alone. And now with Ana he felt like for the first time in his life he truly had someone to relate to.

"Kera's." Ana's voice pulled him out of his thoughts, she was holding her hands up, asking to be picked up. He complied, letting her sit back on his lap. She seemed rather content with hugging her notebook, she said she wanted to show Percy what she had learnt and seen, so she was making her own little scrapbook of memories and little adventures.

"Wait, your name's Kera's? " Green Lantern's sudden gasp made him look at the man with a frown.

"No, that's just how she says it because she's way too stubborn and wants to call me by my original name and not by any of the less difficult ones for someone who's barely got a grasp on her voice."

Granted, she was learning, and to her, original names were more important than other names. There was a lot of power in a name. But he liked his human name a lot more.

"Keraunos." Leave it to Diana to figure out the right name. 

"Yeah, that's the one."

"Keraunos?"

"Thunderbolt in Greek. No one but Zeus calls me that at this point, that was more of like, my name when I was just a weapon. Then I gained sentience and they called me Thavma, stands for Marvel in Greek. They were like, really freaked out when I got a human form, usually, a weapon that's gone sentient develops the appearance of either a magic beast, or a whole new one of a kind magic beast."

Never a human one, that was extremely rare. 

"I also have a human name, but that one's reserved for my other, other form, less conspicuous." He regretted his words the second they were out.

"You have another form?" Arthur asked, how many forms did he even have? Was it like a shapeshifting thing?

"... Yeah, like a civilian form, a whole lot different from this one, and theoretically speaking, that one was my first form, this one came later." 

"Dude, how many forms do you have?" Flash questions, curious.

"Just three." Marvel shrugged.

"So you have a civilian identity."

"Something like that." Billy did not want to give them any more than he had already, the last thing he wanted was for Batman to somehow figure it all out. Granted, he wasn't an actual child, but still…

And he was more than glad when no one pushed for more information on that note.

Good.





~




Billy's civilian identity lasted one week exactly.

He had been walking with Ana down the streets, she was holding his hand and walking with a little bounce in her step, happily sucking on the candy cane Cissie had given to her earlier, he had just left Whiz Radio, it wasn't even that dark.

When a man had appeared out of nowhere, pointing at them with his gun, hand trembling.

"Give me all your money!" The man demanded, his labored breathing and the expression on his face… he had definitely taken something.  

He was quick to pull Ana behind him, he might be 12, but he was tall enough to shield her.

"Buddy, I have had a really long day." He warned, voice low, Ana had accidentally transformed her arm during a boardgame with Cissie and Freddy, it had been a really long talk. But it was fine, Fawcett City was more accepting of the weird.

The man's gun clicked, and Billy didn't hesitate to drop his backpack and zip up to the man using his speed, electricity crackling all over his body as he shifted his whole arm into pure light, he punched the man straight on the stomach, hard. Sending him crashing into several trash cans.

He snatched the gun off the ground, shifting his arm back into a human one before bending the gun's muzzle backwards..

"You should be ashamed of yourself." He told, crouching by the man's side and holding the freshly destroyed gun on his face, giving him the most judgemental look he could muster while also shaking his head at him. "Trying to steal from defenseless kids while pointing at them with a gun."  

"Defenseless?" The sudden very familiar amused voice made him jump up, whirling around and hiding the gun behind him. And what the absolute hell was the Justice League doing in Fawcett City? Ana, the traitor, straight up ran towards Aquaman, throwing her arms around the atlantean.

"Aq'man!" She greeted, as if he was her old friend. There was no way in hell he was lucky enough for the League to not recognize her, they probably saw what he just did.

And still.

He plastered on his most innocent smile, bending the gun behind him back to its rightful shape before holding it out… 

"I swear I found it like this. " He said in a last attempt at really not having to deal with this.

The gun was still very awful, and the thing just snapped completely, the muzzle dropping on the ground with a loud clunk.

"Hate to break it to you little taser, but we saw you." Flash's words made him scowl, great.

"You know, if this is meant to be your 'less conspicuous' look, maybe you shouldn't go around showing off your powers. Just a thought." Aquaman exclaimed, resting his hand on top of the little girl who was still hugging him, if he had done his info diving research right.

This girl was meant to be Anaklusmos.

Also known as Riptide, a sword made of Celestial Bronze, a material that was only deadly to gods, demigods, magicians, Titans, Giants, and monsters. It didn't affect mortals, just passes through them harmlessly.

Riptide drew its power from the ocean, making it work pretty well for ocean spirits and children of Poseidon. Was wielded by Poseidon himself once. Arthur wasn't gonna lie, she made him a bit nervous.

And little Captain Marvel, Arthur had so not seen that one coming. But it made sense that he would hide as a child among civilians, a child no older than many of the Teen Titans. 

He still seemed to have his powers, speed, strength, and whatever the hell that with his arm had been. It had been hilarious to watch a 12 year old kid with the built of a toothpick bring down a guy thrice his size.

"You do realize half of the people here aren't common humans or even humans, right? Half of the people I know think I'm part fae . Pretty sure I'm fine." Billy brushed off, handing the gun to Batman and walking over to his backpack still laying on the floor. More like Ana's backpack, was Little Mermaid themed. He threw it on with a straight face.

Ana was his little sister. He would wear anything she put on him with pride. She had become even more of a menace after he had introduce her to Darla.

"I still don't think it's smart." Superman was looking at him with an indecipherable look. Billy just prayed the guy didn't start calling him 'son'. He was centuries old, hell, he had explained to them what he was! He was no child.

"Why are you here?" He asked instead, crossing his arms over his chest.

"You didn't answer your comm, and we really needed to talk to you." Billy sighed.

"Alright, just a moment." He zipped off into an alley. " Shazam!" He called out, lightning struck down, and the second the light died down, the second he zipped back to the League, as Captain Marvel this time.

Silence.

And then Green Lantern's words of wisdom.

"My brother in Christ, would you like a dictionary to look up the 'less conspicuous' definition?"

Chapter 93: Here To Relive, Your Darkest Moments

Summary:

By a single bolt of lightning…

armageddon arrived.

Chapter Text

Billy was 11 years old when he first met the Vasquez. 

At first, he had refused to acknowledge them as nothing but the people who took him in, even when he got reassuring words, even when he was beckoned to join their game nights and their little 'all hands on deck' ritual every dinner.

He had kept them all at arm-lengths. Because to him, all of the words and gestures had been nothing but just another bunch of empty promises and people he would eventually forget, as they would surely do with him. He had been through enough foster homes to know the drill.

There were the ones who didn't bother to fake liking him, the ones who really didn't like him, and the ones who faked liking him but wouldn't hesitate to throw him out the second he got too comfortable. 

But then Rosa and Victor just kept trying, even when he was a jerk, even when he kept skipping school, lying, getting into fights and just coming back past curfew, they kept trying, kept welcoming him back with open arms. 

He could see the pain in their eyes when he spoke to them with bitterness or disregarded their attempts to want to spend time with him, the genuine worry whenever he came back hurt, the blazing joy and love when he first joined them on the ' all hands on deck' little ritual.

It had taken him becoming Captain Marvel and hanging out more around Freddy to even entertain the idea that things might not be as bad, it had taken him seeing Darla cry after he told her she wasn't really his sister for him to realize how truly… bad, he had become. That maybe letting his anger and apathy lead the way might not be a good thing.

He grew up to resent the world, to not expect anything from anyone, not trust anyone, fight back and push everyone away before they could push him away.

But with the Vasquez he had come to learn what it meant to have people who genuinely cared, finding his mother after years of searching for her just to discover she had abandoned him… it had been the last straw, for him to realize that maybe, he might have been chasing after lies. That maybe, she never truly cared, she hadn't even remembered the toy she had gotten for him, to always find his way home.

It had burnt to realize she didn't even remember that. That what had been his most prized possession for so long, to her, it had been nothing but an unfamiliar toy.

After having to fight Sivanna, saving his siblings… sharing his powers with them was the moment he truly felt himself worthy of having an actual family, that maybe, he could truly have a place to belong.

When he was 12, he lost it all.

The parents he was just beginning to truly let in, the family he was finally feeling he could trust completely, he lost it all.

No more lectures, wise words and sarcastic comments from Mary.

No more superhero info dumping, jokes and kicks from the bottom bunk bed from Freddy.

No more random sport facts, arm wrestling and roasting comments from Pedro.

No more insults during video games' matches, ominous comments and hacking threats from Eugene.

No more tea parties, glitter pens and stickers from Darla.

All gone. Warm bed, yummy food, warm home, laughter, Christmas lights, birthday cakes, glittery banners, game nights, movie nights, family dinners. It was all gone.

And he had no one but himself to blame for it.

He became the sole culprit of having lost his home, his parents, his siblings, everything.

Hespera died far too soon.

And with her death, the dome collapsed.

The bomb destroyed all life on Earth. Leaving him as the sole survivor. His mother died in his arms.

“It's alright baby, it's alright.” Had been her last words.

He spent days hugging his family's corpses, crying until there were no tears left to cry, buried them all at the beach, so they would at the very most have a nice place to rest at .

He searched and searched for months, screaming his voice hoarse and calling for just about anyone, but there was no one. His family was gone, the city was gone, all life. Gone.

Denial ate at him for months, he searched under every single debris, under every single car, in every building, every home, every city, every single place, above, underground and underwater. He even searched for Superman, Batman, Wonder Woman, Cyborg, Aquaman, Flash.

But it was all gone, everyone was just… gone . He was the only living being left on the planet.

The moment he had come to terms with that fact, he had crumbled, and he had just screamed. He had screamed and screamed until his throat was sore, he screamed until his voice was cracking, and even then, he had kept screaming, because the pain in his chest had been bigger than anything else, because if he didn't scream.

It felt like he might just explode.

And so he screamed until his voice was gone.

He had cried too, he had cried and just begged and prayed and screamed even more, at every single God from every single pantheon, to just fix it. 

But no one ever answered, not even his own pantheon. He was alone. Completely. Alone.

He sat at the beach for a long time when acceptance settled, hoping for death to come, begging for this to be the end, the memories of his siblings, of his parents, his family. It had flashed before his eyes, those times he should have appreciated more, he should have been more open, he should have been nicer. Because they are gone now. And they weren't coming back.

They would never come back.

He had just sat there and watched the sun and the moon go up and down for an unknown amount of time, rain, sun, hail, snow, he never stood up, never de-transformed, never moved, heart never stopped aching, he didn't know how long was it, he didn't care, nothing mattered anymore, he just watched days go on, but even as days and night kept going on.

The world had stopped, with nothing but waves crashing ashore and seafoam sizzling, he walked for another unknown amount of time, with no goal or path whatsoever. Vegetation began taking over cities, he could feel it in the air, how nature began taking over as humans just ceased to… exist. But even then it was quiet.

No birds, no dogs, no cats, no sea life… nothing. The world was still, and it was all his doing.

One night, as he sat on top of the remains of Whiz Radio, the first voice came.

“Billy Batson.” It had called.

And then the Wizard had materialized before him.

His first reaction had been to believe he might have been hallucinating. Then came the laughter as realization set in. Loud, twisted and hysterical laughter. 

And then he had just lunged. Screaming, punching and just pure raw obliterating rage. A rage that ended plummeting into just a hollow feeling that left him crying his eyes out. Because why? Why had he let that happen? Why did they not save them? Why did they not stop it? Why did any of them take so long to appear? Why did they do this? Why? Why? Why? He had done all they ever asked of him.

So why?

Why had they let it all be taken away from him?

He had cried and cried for hours, Mamaragan had apologized, but what use was there for it when everyone he ever cared about was dead?

No one had seen it coming, and the explosion of so much magic had made them all temporarily lose their grasp on their mental link with him.

It hadn't made Billy any better.

And then the Gods had decided to give him a second chance, by coaxing him into stepping into a completely different world.

That… hadn't ended well.

Being exposed to people, to sound, to life, after he spent a whole year in a dead world (or at least that's what Zeus said, to him it had felt longer). It had been overwhelming.

The Vasquez didn't exist in this world, Mamaragan said he had chosen a world where his siblings or parents didn't exist so as to not give him false hopes. Whatever that meant.

He hadn't left the Rock the first weeks, unable to walk among people he didn't know, in a world foreign to him, afraid, alone, lost. Because living in a completely different world was way worse than living in a dead world.

He left the Rock after the first month, he hadn't de-transformed, just put on a trenchcoat and a mask to hide himself. Fawcett City was… foreign to him.

Lots of stores were in the wrong place, had different names or just didn't exist at all. But the worst had been finding out there was a Justice League here too, with more than just Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Flash and Cyborg.

There were lots of heroes, like, lots of them, there were also teenage heroes, Teen Titans and Young Justice, some of its members being related to the Justice League itself. Freddy would have loved that.

That thought had sent him back to the Rock and it had taken him hours before he had been able to breathe again.

He spent five months in that new world, just depressed at the Rock, would go days on end without moving a single inch off the couch. He hadn't de-transformed either. Something that made the Gods and Mamaragan bother him about a lot. That he needed to eat. To rest. That Atlas’ withdrawing his stamina off his powers just to knock him out wasn't sleep at all.

But he didn't care, life was not worth living, he had nothing, no one, what was even the point of doing anything at all?

And then it happened. He had gone out, he had come to an arrangement with the Gods and the Wizard, if he stepped out of the Rock at least once a day, even if for a few minutes, they wouldn't bother him.

He had been walking down the street, just fed up with the world and just wanting to go back to the Rock and forget about everything and anything. When a school bus had appeared out of nowhere, out of control and with dozens of kids screaming.

He had watched it go down the street, and then something had just… snapped, and before he knew it, he had used his speed to appear right infront of the bus, stopping it just in the nick of time before it could crash into a library.

It had been the first time he had used his powers since… that day. He had frozen, had just snapped out of it when the cameras began flashing and people began getting too close, wanting to know who he was. And he had just run.

But for that fleeting moment, as he had seen the children and the driver step out of the bus, alive, unharmed, for that fleeting second, he had almost remembered what it felt like to be alive. 

He hadn't left the Rock for a whole week after that.

And then… he just began going out, doing small things at first, helping the elderly cross the street, walking people to their homes at night, more like stalking and following them from the roofs. He didn't change his costume, half of it was still singed, so was the cape, but he honestly couldn't change it.

Whenever he tried to use magic, the air grew far too thin and he either ended up passing out or throwing up. But people didn't seem to mind the costume, little by little, he began going out more and more, because seeing people safe, being able to save them, to help them in any way.

It made him feel better.

Like he was doing something right for the first time in a long time.

Sometimes, when he felt a little too good, guilt gnawed at him. Was it right for him to feel anywhere near truly better when he had annihilated a whole planet? For him to carry on when millions died because of him?

But he needed to save these people. He didn't want to fail ever again.

And so he kept saving people, protecting them with all his might, he would never allow himself to be careless again. Never again. He also made a habit to plaster on a smile, no matter the situation, he would smile. He would never let people feel as afraid as he had felt, heroes who smiled assured people, if the good guy was smiling and joking around, it meant everything was okay, or it would certainly be so soon enough.

The people had baptized him Captain Marvel. Because apparently, he was a marvel in itself, and the Captain had come out of the how he had saved a whole cruise from sinking.

Then the Justice League approached him.

It had been… nerve-wrecking. They had asked him to join them.

And because he hadn't wanted to have Batman breathing down his neck, he had agreed. Freddy would have flipped over that.

Working in a team wasn't new, working in a team with people he didn't know? That was new. Even more so because Cyborg didn't exist here, and half of the main members were completely new people to him. He hadn't bothered to read much about the League from this world, unable to look at them and not remember that he had killed the Justice League of his world.

He had met Superman, and he had really liked Wonder Woman.  

And he killed them. He killed them. Just like his family and the entire planet.

Point was, there were people he didn't know, Green Lantern, Hawkwoman, Black Canary, Green Arrow, Martian Manhunter, who was an actual alien from Mars with telepathic powers. Zeus assuring him the martian wouldn't be able to read his mind had been the only reason he didn't bolt out of the Watchtower the first time he met the whole team.

And those had been just the main members, there had been thousands of them, even other magic users who for some reason couldn't even look him in the eye. Something that had almost sent him into cardiac arrest even though he had no heartbeat as Captain Marvel. But the Gods assured him none of them knew what had happened in his original world. They just knew him as the Champion of Magic, an incredibly powerful being of magic to not get on the bad side of.

Spending time around the League at first had been a bit straining, he was not used to being around people, and he had almost forgotten how to even behave around people, and because he was afraid of someone catching on to something, he made a point at smiling and joking around, acting like a big goof, all so no one would ever feel the need to ask how was he doing. He didn't need anyone asking him how he was. That would not end well.

Talking with them also took time to get used to, and he had been forced to change his costume after Hawkwoman had asked why he was walking around with a fucked up costume. He didn't want unnecessary questions, he didn't want to attract unwanted attention.

And so he fixed the costume.

Seeing the pristine costume in the mirror had made him throw up the first time, because it felt as if he were erasing what he did, as if it never happened.

But it worked, people stopped staring as much. 

Writing reports, monitor duty, meetings, missions, training, it was way more than he ever thought. He was even asked once to watch over the Young Justice and Teen Titans.

He did it once, and he never did it again. Because no, he could definitely not be around kids for longer than what it took to save them, he had never truly realized that until he was surrounded by kids, many of them his age or the ages his siblings had been.

Kid Flash had reminded him far too much of Freddy for his liking, and he had been just completely unable to carry on. He had ended up calling Batman and telling him he had to leave, he hadn't given more than that as an explanation, he had needed to get out.

Two years later, and he was still in the League, faking a smile and a light mood became easier, and shoving all the memories and pain to the back of his head also became easier. It all just became so much easier. To just ignore it all, to be busy enough he barely had no time at all to think about anything too complex.

He never told a soul about his past, barely stepped into the Rock at all after joining the League, never de-transformed. He just smiled and kept walking. Kept saving, kept helping. If he had no time to stop, the past couldn't come back, if he was fast enough, the memories wouldn't reach him, if he was strong enough, if he smiled enough, if he looked perfect enough. If he was perfect enough.

He might succeed at believing it was all just one bad nightmare. That none of it happened at all.

He was a fool to ever think he could ever leave the past behind though. That kind of past wasn't something he could escape from. No one could . Not really.

And all the lies, the mask, it all came down with a single supposedly easy to deal with villain.

One with the ability to bring a person's worst memories to the surface.

He should have listened to Mamaragan. 




~




Captain Marvel was an enigma.

The man appeared out of nowhere, looking like he had walked out from some kind of explosion, singed costume, singed cape, and with grim covering him from head to toe. His first apparitions had been erratic, random, and quick. He never hung around for too long, never spoke, never even looked at people.

With time, he began appearing more, and like a switch, one day, he just began smiling and appearing as an extremely cheerful being, even making the occasional joke.

The League watched him for a while, he did his job right, and while Superman and another few had thought him Kryptonian at first, with the very similar power set as Superman, super strength, invulnerability, flight, super speed. Diana had been quick to shut down the speculations.

Because while his cape was singed, some of the runes could still be seen, whoever he was, he was connected to the Greek Gods. 

Zatanna had been the one to end up revealing to the League who the man was. The Champion of Magic. The protector of all magic, a being of unfathomable power who's powers came from six Gods, someone they really didn't want to get on the bad side of.

But what she had said had left quite a few of them with questions, the Champion of Magic had gone rogue centuries ago, had been sealed away by the Gods as punishment for his transgressions against the world.

This one… there was something off about this one, but she hadn't been able to place what was off about him.

That had been reason enough for the League to approach him regardless of Zatanna's warnings, when asked to join them, the man had seemed… hesitant, but he had agreed.

Sometimes, it was better to keep enemies close, but as it turns out, while the man had been a bit awkward at first, Captain Marvel had turned out to be either an amazing actor or a different person altogether, Zatanna had said the Champion of Magic could be reborn.

He was carefree, cheerful, all smiles and kindness, sometimes, bit too much, even if he was an extroverted ball of joy, sometimes, the League could almost feel the wrongness that hung around him. Could see the cracks in his mask.

It could be seen in how brutal he could get when fighting villains who involved innocents, how he avoided the Teen Titans and Young Justice, in the way his smile became too wide and fake when people pointed out his habit to always somehow manage to be happy about everything and anything. The way he just left whenever anyone in the team got hurt.

He was strange, never spoke about himself and for how cheerful and loud he was, the man could out-win Batman when it came to be the most mysterious.

Years went on, and the wrongness around him disappeared, his smiles and happiness looked less fake and on edge and more genuine, the League almost forgot about his odd initial behavior. But no one ever managed to know whether he had a secret identity or not.

Because he never spoke about himself, about family, nothing he might do when he wasn't doing hero stuff. Hell, the man barely left the Watchtower, and he was sighted helping people around Fawcett City just enough that the League genuinely thought maybe, just maybe, he didn't have a secret identity at all.

And then it happened.

A villain whose power was to bring out people's deepest, worst, memories.

It had been somewhat fine, until it wasn't.




~




Oscar Spector.

That had been the name of the man who had shot Superman with a ball of light, incapacitating him within seconds.

And then he hit Captain Marvel mid-air. And the man had just straight up crashed into a building.  

He didn't appear again, nor did he answer his comm.

But the remaining League members had managed to take the villain down, and after J'onn had managed to erase Spector's influence on Superman's mind, the League had been quick to seek their missing member. 

Captain Marvel. 

The League finds him quick with Superman's vision, he was in the middle of rubble, just sitting there with his back against a wall, knees drawn to his chest and arms around himself. Face hidden between his knees. The room holds an eerie silence.

Superman had been near a panic attack and just about to lung at anyone when he was found. And J'onn had managed to free him from the influence immediately. But J'onn has never been able to so much as glimpse into Marvel's mind.

Captain Marvel who is eerily quiet, eerily still. What kind of horrible memories could someone like him even have? It was hard to imagine, he was always way too happy and cheerful, as if there was absolutely nothing wrong in the world to be sad, angry or worried.

Wonder Woman is the one who decides to walk up to him, cautious, she didn't want to startle him or something, she kneels before him.

"Captain?" She calls, her voice gentle. 

He doesn't answer. 

"Captain Marvel?" She calls, a bit more firm, and this time, he does look up. He meets her gaze, and his expression is enough to send a cold chill down even Batman's spine.

His eyes, which were usually bright and lively, now resembled storm clouds, dark and heavy with sorrow, threatening to unleash a downpour of emotions.

But there was something vacant in them too, wrong. Lines of despair etched deeply into his features. Gaze distant and haunted, as if his mind was completely consumed by nothing but despair and sorrow. Something beyond twisted somewhere far away.

For a moment, he just stares at her, but even then, to Diana, it feels like he is staring right through her. 

And then he just chuckles, the sound in itself sending shivers down their spines and making their hairs stand on end, the sound in itself is anything but amused, just empty and edging over something close to hysterics.

"That's new." Even his voice is extremely wrong, a twisted self-deprecating humor in his tone. And just like that he brings his arms up, crossing them over his knees before just going back to hiding his face between them.

Diana glances at J'onn over her shoulder, but he just shakes his head, he is as lost as her, and still very much unable to glimpse into Marvel's mind.

Wonder Woman looks back at Marvel, what even is going through his head? He isn't panicking nor tethering over one action from attacking someone, he's just… here. Still. Quiet. With extremely unsettling eyes.

She could have never even entertained he could harbor such pain, such despair, such sadness.

And she wonders for the first time in her life if she truly knew her brother as well as she thought.




~




Billy's… not right.

He should have never expected a woman who was at death's door to keep up the dome. He shouldn't have taken so long fighting Ladon and Kalypso.

But he did, because he was stupid, and reckless and stupid. He killed the same people he had fought so hard to protect. He was supposed to be the one to die, not them, never them.

Now he was alone, cursed to roam a dead planet. For eternity. Being alone brought a lot of things with it, like the hallucinations. Of people talking to him, hilarious, that insanity would be the one to take him out.

He learnt to not answer to the voices though, some things just grew too repetitive to fall for. And alone or not he refused to talk alone.

And still, hallucinating with Wonder Woman was new. Who even was Captain Marvel?

He didn't understand her look even, he never met her for her to give him such concerned eyes.

"Captain?" God was this one insistent. And why did it kept calling him 'Captain?' That wasn't his name, his name… what even was his name? The Destroyer of Worlds would fit him just fine.  

And then it happened.

It.

Touched him.

It. Touched him.

Not a light touch, but a whole hand resting on his arm. Warm and very solid. He almost choked on air, and he wasn't even breathing. 

He lifted his head, just enough to stare at the hand, that… couldn't be real. Could hallucinations feel that real? Or had he just developed a whole new cocktail of madness? But the hand felt so real.

But so had others. Less solid, but there had been others. And he knew, that as soon as he touched it, it would disappear. His hope had been trampled on long ago, giving path to a constant desperation and loneliness that sometimes threatened to suffocate him.

This was no different.

He had long ago given up on caring about anything.

Who cared if it was real or not? He deserved this torture for failing everyone. For killing millions over some reckless move.

And still, he smiles, sometimes, speaking to hallucinations was all he found himself doing. Because he was nowhere near as strong or stubborn as he had once been. He was weak, broken, pathetic.

"You are not real." He speaks the truth, his greeting to most of the hallucinations he speaks to, not that it's ever made him speak to them any less.

The hallucination frowns, confused and alarmed. Curious. That's never happened before.

"Of course I am." The hallucination speaks. He scoffs, as if.

"No, you are not. I made sure of it, just like I made sure everything else got fucked up. You are just a figment of my imagination. Though why are you even here is beyond me, we never even met ." 

Huh.

That one was new too, the hallucination looked concerned, confused… lost. Hah! Now even his fucking hallucinations looked lost! He had seriously reached peak insanity now!

He almost burst out laughing at the stupid of the situation. If it wasn't because saying it out loud just felt incredibly agonizing. Because he had never hallucinated with the Justice League, and now he had Wonder Woman infront of him.

And he had killed her. He killed the entire Justice League, the very heroes he had looked up to, had hoped to one day join. Hell, Superman had praised how he had handled Sivanna, had called him a good guy, that he would do well if he kept helping people like Freddy.

And he had killed them.

It brought a whole different kind of pain, and here he had thought he couldn't feel any worse.

"I'm sorry." He ends up apologizing, as if that will somehow fix anything. He should know by now apologies won't give him back what he lost, it won't fix anything. He fucked up in a way that couldn't be fixed.

And that…

It makes something he hadn't even known was there break. 

"Hey, look at me, I am real. We all are, this is real. It's alright. You are alright." The hallucination insisted, her voice firm and leaving no room for argument as it squeezed his arm.

He stared at it. Weird. Has Wonder Woman always had silver bracelets? He could have sworn they were golden…

It makes him reach out, he knows it will disappear, but he would rather make it disappear than have to keep on dealing with its weird behavior. 

Thus.

He grabs the wrist.

Just that it didn't disappear. The world around him didn't crumble into a pool of destruction and unknown piles of rubble. The cold didn't pierce his skin nor did he get assaulted by the echo of his own existence.

Nothing changed.

He tightened his grip on fake Wonder Woman's wrist. But she didn't disappear. The world didn't disappear. Was this some serious hallucination? Had he really fallen that low? But if he focused hard enough, he could smell it.

One of those nauseating aromatic candles people put in their offices. Disinfectant. Bleach. Who the hell even mixed those smells?

Point was, it didn't smell like humidity, buildings covered in mold or even like smoke.

He felt his throat close as newfound hope bloomed deep within. Dangerous and stronger than ever.

He looked around, really looked around. He could see that aside from the burst window, the place looked… well kept… He could hear car horns, cop sirens, ambulances, firefighters, he could even hear a dog barking.  

Had he been standing, his legs would have given in as the weight of it all dawned on him.

For the first in what felt like forever, he felt as if he had been yanked out of a bubble, the world growing so much brighter, louder, smellier, real .

So real God.

And as his gaze settled behind Wonder Woman he noticed for the first time that there were more.

Green Lantern. Hal Jordan.

Hawkwoman. Shayera Hol.

Martian Manhunter. J'onn J'onzz.

Those weren't- 

Suddenly, it all came back, the Gods, Mamaragan, the new world, the Justice League, Young Justice, Teen Titans, Spector .

“Captain? You with us?” 

Yes, and that was way worse. He withdrew his hand back, how- how was this even real? It had felt like he had been back there, alone, with everyone around him dead. Dead. Dead. Gone.

His hands shook and he curled his fingers into fists, and taking in a deep breath, he wrestled the ball at the back of his throat and shoved it back down, crushing it and squeezing it back into the little box he kept them at at the back of his head. It didn't quite work as well as he would have wanted, but it let him feel a bit better. And grasping at straws he plastered on his best smile.

“I'm fine.”




~




The League has never felt as disturbed towards someone as when Captain Marvel, right infront of them, just switched , all pain, desperation and sadness gone, being replaced within seconds with one of his usual smiles, even his eyes lit up, as if nothing had ever been wrong at all. His expression became all sunshine and flowers.

And what the hell? It even made Diana tense.

“I'm fine.” His voice is soft, as if they were the ones who needed to be reassured after some traumatizing event.

It left the League speechless. He stood up in one swift move, looked down at some inexistent watch before grinning.

“I have to go.” Before anyone in the League could stop him, he was gone.

“Leave him. We will speak to him later.” Batman said as he noticed Superman turning around, he had always known there wasn't something right with Marvel, he just never knew what.

Watching him go from broken to just fine without a single crack in his mask was… disturbing. Bruce's never come across anyone who could hide their emotions that well nor that quick.

And what had he meant by that? Not real? I made sure of it? We never even met? What did that mean? And that apology…

Bruce has only ever heard someone apologize with that kind of anguish, guilt and just pain.

Damian, when he had accidentally hit Dick a bit too hard on the back of the head during a sparring gone wrong, there had been so much blood, and it had taken over a week for Dick to wake up.

He remembers Damian screaming his name with a desperation Bruce still had nightmares about even five years later.

Marvel's apology had been the apology of someone who knows they did something potentially unfixable, something that no amount of apologies might ever fix.

Something that hadn't been fixed.




~




Billy leaned against the wall of an abandoned roof. He knew that having escaped had been a cowardly move. That the League might want answers about the stupid comments he had made.

But he couldn't do that, he couldn't do any of this anymore. Remembering what he had done…

He had thought that if he smiled enough, if he helped enough, it might somehow fix what he had done, make him feel any better.

But it didn't. 

Right now? It felt like he was starting to sink deeper than he first thought, and he couldn't for the life of him break out. Like fighting in quicksand, or trying to swim in the middle of a storm.

He was sinking.

And there was nothing he could do to stop it. He was suffocating. Burning. He wanted this to end , he was tired of the loneliness, of the pain, of the regret, of the guilt, of the emptiness. The lies, the smiles, acting like none of that happened.

He was tired of it all. 

Living when there was no light in his life became harder with every passing day, he couldn't do it without his family. He just couldn't.

His vision blurred with unshed tears as his throat burnt. That molten knot stuck at the back of his throat that he had tried to ignore coming back on full force, making him choke in a sob as he dropped on the ground, no longer able to support his own weight as it all became too painful. God was he tired, so tired of it all, he should have never come here.

“It's alright. You are alright.”

That's what Diana had said, but that was so not it. She had no idea how wrong she was. Nothing was alright, nothing would ever be alright, there was no coming back from what he had done, it would never stop hurting no matter how hard he tried to ignore it. Today proved it more than enough.

The reminder of their faces did nothing but strengthen the searing pain in his chest, and the tears that no matter what, they just wouldn't stop coming . Why wouldn't they stop coming?

“I'm fine.” He whispered out loud, voice weak, a sob tearing out of his throat. “I'm fine.” He repeats as tears stream down his cheeks.

Nothing would ever be okay.

Nothing at all.

Because he killed them.

He killed them all.

He had just wanted to protect people, to make sure his family would be alright. But he failed. And he lost it all.

He wasn't sure for how long he cried there like some lost child, nor for how long he sat there even after the tears had dried off.

All he knew is that he was left feeling twice as hollow and twice as miserable. Like life was not worth living. And it had been so long since he had felt like that.

His family was dead, everyone he ever knew was dead.

And Billy couldn't do a single thing to fix it.

He couldn't fix anything.

Chapter 94: A Mother's Love Part 2

Chapter Text

It's been over a week since the incident. As the League had taken to call it.

A week since Captain Marvel had been seen last, he had been silent since then. A lot of speculation had risen after the last battle, forums, rumors, even in the newspapers. 

About who had been the mysterious woman. How her getting hurt had seemed to elicit anger from a man who had never been seen get mad. Who had she been? To even be able to talk him out of hurting the villain? How she had not cared at all about the electricity crackling all over his body. 

Some people said it was his wife, a girlfriend, a lover. Others said she might be a familiar, sister, cousin, friend. Some people even went as far as saying something about a daughter.

But regardless of who she was or what her relationship with Captain Marvel was, Batman had made a point at enlisting Oracle and Red Robin into helping him wipe the woman's pictures off the internet.

Because if there was one thing Bruce took seriously, it was wiping any trace of evidence people might get from anyone in the League and their family members, like that time someone got a picture of Flash kissing Iris, or when someone got a picture of Superman sitting at the Daily Planet with Jon when he was barely 5 years old.

Batman wasn't about to let that kind of information fall on the wrong hands, one of his jobs was protecting the League itself from being manipulated by anyone who might get their hands on a family member.

So even if he had no idea who the woman was, he wiped her pictures off the internet, even if her face couldn't even be seen right in the dozens of pictures that had been taken of her before, during or after the attack. 

And while some in the League denied it more than others, the truth was that all of them were intrigued, about who had been the woman. 

So when Captain Marvel turned up at the next meeting, all smiles and jokes, as if the last time they had seen him he hadn't looked one second away from killing someone. The League was… curious. But no one asked him about the woman.

He sat through the whole meeting looking quite content, somewhere between dissociating, as one does in a meeting of three hours, Flash couldn't blame him. And moving the chair just enough to look like he might just start spinning on the chair, even if no one was actually brave enough to spin on the chair in the middle of a meeting. 

Flash was the one who ended up being unable to not ask . He needed answers or he might just spend another night without sleep, Iris was gonna kick him out of the bedroom if he spent another night muttering instead of sleeping.

"Who was the woman?" Flash burst out the second the meeting ended, Marvel seemed caught off guard, and for a moment, he even looked like he had no idea what Barry was talking about.

And then.

"How is that anywhere near relevant to anything?" 

“Well, to nothing but-”

“Not relevant, not answering." Marvel stated, leaving no room for argument, and with that, he left the room.

"Told you he wouldn't say anything." Hal snickered, spinning in his chair past him.

"Why would he? Just because you are curious it doesn't mean he is entitled to tell you anything." Diana reminded him as she walked past him, her tone simple. As if that was something beyond understandable and she couldn't see why would anyone put it to question.

And Barry guessed she did had a point there. But he was curious, Captain Marvel has been with them for so long, and not even a name had he given to them. Granted, he wasn't obliged to share his identity if he didn't want to, and Barry respected that.

But he was still curious.




~




The League actually sees the woman a second time, around two months later during December, she was wearing a winter coat and a scarf, her face barely visible, but it was her. 

The fact that she just crashed her car into the villain the League had been dealing with, a monster from another dimension that somehow managed to do the one thing even Superman had trouble with.

Overpower Captain Marvel.

It had also incapacitated half of the Justice League.

She had jumped out of the car in the nick of time and just let it crash into the thing, which turned out to be weak against fire… and the thing just burnt to ash as the car exploded.  

And like a woman with a mission, she snatched Hawkwoman's maze off the ground which she had lost earlier and just walked over to Marvel, who much like half of the League, had been immobilized by some kind of black ice. She then proceeded to just take a swing at the black ice.

Meanwhile, Billy was too busy pondering whether to be amazed by what he just or just laugh at the fact that Rosa just saved the Justice League's ass.

He decided for neither.

"You shouldn't be here. You should have run like, the second that thing turned up." He said, what was she doing? She shouldn't have hung around when the monster appeared, she should have bolted as far away from the scene! To the safety of literally anywhere!

"Because you had it handled?" Rosa questioned, breaking the last of the ice and freeing him, Billy stumbled out before catching himself.

"Yes." He told as a statement of fact, Rosa gave him a raised eyebrow.

"Forgive me if I don't believe that."

"Regardless, you shouldn't have stayed, it was dangerous." He refuted, because what if she had been hurt? What if he hadn't been able to save her? What if he hadn't been able to do anything but just watch as she was ripped away from his life? Unable to do anything about it? What face would he have given Víctor? His siblings?

"I did what I had to do, I couldn't possibly just go and ignore the fact that you were very much about to become the food of whatever that thing was." He could hear from her voice that while her face was calm, she was not calm at all, he could see it in the way her hands were slightly shaking, the way she looked like she wanted to just engulf him in her arms…

Maybe he was being a bit unfair, he knew she was still not very happy about this, and they would certainly might end up having a talk once he got home.

And still…

"I still don't think-"

"Don't argue with me." Rosa cut off firmly, leaving no room for argument as she handed him Shayera's maze. "Now go free your friends."

And with that, she was gone, he sighed, turning back to the League and ignoring the curious looks in order to go up to Hawkwoman and set her free, handing her her maze back.

Once the others were free, the ride in the javelin was deadly quiet, and Billy really wished he had just gone back to the Watchtower flying.

Because God, he could feel the stares, could hear the questions and comments circling in their heads. But he was stubborn and so he did an amazing job of just leaning his head back against the wall and keeping his eyes closed. He didn't sleep as Captain Marvel, the League knew this, but maybe if he stayed still and quiet enough they would think him sleeping.

He had to admit Rosa had more courage than he ever gave her credit for, he would have never in his life have expected to ever find a mother who would be willing to put her life at risk for him. And she's done it twice now, without hesitation.

And that… he had no idea how to feel about that. Just that he would do just about anything to never lose that.

Unbeknownst to Billy, someone already knew just exactly who the woman was.

Not Batman.

Not Martian Manhunter.

But Superman.

Clark had heard the woman's words, her tone, and it had taken him nothing but seconds to just know who she was. He had heard that tone before, the tone of someone who didn't care how powerful you were, they would still help you while scolding you.

From his mother.

That woman had used the exact same tone.

And that alongside Captain Marvel's reaction when he thought she had been hurt… Clark knew that feeling all too well, the rage…

The woman was Captain Marvel's mother.

He didn't question it, for all he knew, he and the man might have more in common than he thought. Having been raised by humans who didn't think twice to take as their own a child that was clearly by no means human. 

Clark understood his wish to keep her identity hidden, to not want anyone to know about her, it had taken Clark two more years after revealing his identity to the League to even let them know about his parents.

He knew the constant fear, of having all the power, but feeling like even that wouldn't be enough to keep your loved ones safe if anyone ever found out about their existence.

It wasn't a matter of whether you trusted your friends or not, it was fear, and even then, it went deeper than that. A fear of losing the people who took you in despite all, a fear of failing them, of making them somehow regret having ever taken you even though you know with certainty they would never think that.

But the fear was still there.

So yes, Clark understood that all too well.

And because he understood that, he would keep that secret to himself.

Chapter 95: Who Wants To Live Forever? Part 2

Chapter Text

There's a child at the Watchtower.

Very real, very little, child.

There's a child at the Watchtower. 

In the meeting room to be more precise.

No older than 8 or so, he had appeared out of nowhere, just walked right through the door while the League had been in the middle of a meeting, he went over and sat on Captain Marvel's chair.

He wasn't from the Teen Titans nor Young Justice. 

The reason the League was on such high alert was because of several things, like, his appearance for instance, he looked like a child, but his hands, neck and lower half of the face were covered in scars and half healed wounds and bruises, like, way too many scars, bruises and wounds. He had lichtenberg marks, stab marks, and there was even a gunshot wound on the back of his left hand. He also had half healed burn marks on his face, with the shape of a hand.

He was wearing a Flash cowl that seemed to have come from a Halloween costume, the child almost looked harmless, aside from the very gruesome collection of scars, bruises and half healed wounds no one so young should have at all. Even less when many of those scars looked way older than he himself looked.

And alright, while he looked like the cutest little thing, with that baby face and wearing a Wonder Woman hoodie far too big on him, the League knew better than to underestimate someone based on appearances, and Captain Marvel was still yet to appear, so forgive them for being a bit too paranoid.

His blue eyes were also… not quite right, they were oddly familiar, and they looked like they harbored knowledge beyond his age.

“Hello-”

“We are not doing that.” The child cut off Superman's attempt at breaking the silence, giving the man of steel a disgusted look. 

“That..?”

“The part where you talk to me like I am a child. We are not doing that.” The child said, sitting straighter and holding his chin high, as if to make himself look taller. 

“Little man, your feet don't even touch the ground.” Hawkwoman deadpanned, glancing under the table for more emphasis, the child didn't hold himself like a threat, in fact, he looked quite relaxed, almost comfortable. 

“Strong words coming from someone who can't reach the top of the fridge.”

Shayera's eye twitched, what? How could that little brat possibly know about that? And that smirk… she knew that smirk… her eyes narrowed.

“Who are you?” 

His smirk wavered, grew less amused and more nervous.

“Yeah, about that. It's uh… complicated?” The child said, pulling something out of his pocket before placing it on the table.

A comm.

Captain Marvel's comm.

“Now, no need to panic, I'm not a child, I look like one, but I am more of an eternal child, I'm like, seriously old, I was born centuries ago. Captain Marvel's form is more of an enhanced form, a form that can go on forever if needed to. This… is how I would usually look like.” The child who claimed to be Captain Marvel said, holding his hands out in a showing motion.

“You expect us to believe that?” Flash said, unable to quite believe what he was hearing. 

“Look, I can't transform right now, but if I weren't Captain Marvel, how would I know you once tripped mid-changing and crashed right into Batman? You were wearing Lightning McQueen underwear. Also, your name's Bartholomew.

Flash opened his mouth, and closed it again. The kid, fucking Marvel, grinned. And yeah, that was definitely the Captain's grin.

“How old are you?” Superman asked, little Marvel gave him a blank look.

“Legally, biologically or chronologically?”

“Is there a difference?”

“Well, theoretically speaking? I was born… I have no idea when I was born, but I'm pretty sure I remember a dinosaur somewhere, or maybe it was a movie, or the ones with the suits from that other world. Anyways, I'm centuries old, does it matter? I'm just stuck with this age because it's easier to make people have a hard time believing the little kid is the six foot tall dude.”

“Fair point.”

Even if that still didn't answer anything at all.

But it did explain some things if Captain Marvel was a child, like, his behavior for instance. How uncomfortable he got whenever someone tried flirting with him, the refusal to consume alcohol, how he seemed to get along better with kids than with adults…

Holy shit, an 8 year old had knocked Superman out.

Granted, an ancient 8 year old, but an 8 year old.

Speaking of which…

“What happened last week? Or like, this whole month at all? Does being unable to transform now have something to do with it?” Aquaman asked, for once making the real questions.

Billy cringed, he knew that one would come, it wasn't like he could avoid it, and he had to inform them of something regarding his current situation anyways.

And still, he leaned back against the chair, rubbing his chest absentmindedly, he was still sore, sometimes, being born out of pure magic came with cons.

Like, if very corrosive very dark magic latched onto you, the core of the very spell that held your body and mind together would need to be taken apart by the very goddess of magic so she could destroy the dark magic from the inside, without actually destroying a single piece of the magic that made you.

The piece of lightning Zeus had given to act as an anchor to his creation had almost extinguished too. So there was that. He felt like shit still.

But he had important matters to attend to.

“Something like that…” He ended up conceding at last, he wasn't even sure how to begin explaining the mess his life was. He was quite sure the League would not react well to what he did, you couldn't tell a bunch of heroes you have been killed over a thousand times because it was your job.

People never reacted well to that. They didn't understand a flimsy death was nothing compared to the potential death of millions. And it wasn't like he died for real, he wasn't even aware of what was happening to his body! And he could regenerate, granted, his healing hadn't been at his best this past month, but that was all on him for pushing it.

Like Aphrodite said, all he needed was to rest and his healthy look would come back all on its own.

“Something like that? What is that supposed to mean?”

“What happened last week was an accident, or well, it was the chain reaction of me being distracted at the wrong moment.”

“Distracted…? Forgive me if I'm wrong, but for what Zatanna said, you almost died. ” Superman said, that was something that had been haunting the League for quite a while, the fact that Captain Marvel had apparently almost died and none of them had been the wiser.

And now he said it was an accident because he was distracted?

“Yeah…”

“Care to elaborate?”

“... I am the Champion Of Magic, I can travel the multiverse, sometimes, I have to deal with people who are doing things they really shouldn't be doing. There was this woman, she was dream walking, using her variant from another world to hurt people, if she kept it up, she could cause an incursion. Both worlds would collide and destroy each other.”

Something Billy didn't really want to see happen. Stopping active incursions was always near impossible.

“I tried to stop her, but I failed to notice in what state her magic was in. There's this book, it can give people the key to what they most desire, but in doing so, it corrupts the person and poison their mind. She had it, somehow, her type of magic was already very volatile, extremely so. When it got poisoned it became… worse.”

He scratched at his cheek, he could still remember the pain, as if his skin was melting, his insides were melting. Focus.

“I wasn't paying attention and she caught me off guard, her magic… was very corrosive.”

Corrosive was an understatement. That thing had made him wish he could just lose his skin and claw his bones out.

"I was born out of magic, I'm like, 80% magic, 20% lightning. She had chaos magic, made it even more… worse, think of it as getting boiling water poured on you and your clothes stick to you. Just that in this instance, you can't take the clothes off because you are the clothes."

Silence.

The League looked quite horrified at that, seriously, there was no need to, it sounded worse than it truly was.

“I'm sorry things went so bad, I should have been more careful, I know. Trust me, I have heard enough of that these past few days.”

Honestly, he didn't need the League to also give him a lecture.

“Anyways, that's not why I'm here, I'm here to tell you I won't really be able to do any Captain Marvel stuff for a while. I mean, I can come to meetings, and I can do monitor duty, but I can't really fight.” Meetings and monitor duty was the only thing the Gods were willing to allow him to do, but he was strictly forbidden from taking extra shifts in monitor duty.

“Does it have to do with the fact that you can't transform?” Hawkwoman asked, Billy shifted uncomfortably.

“... Something like that.”

“Are you alright?” Superman questioned, I mean, he had several half-healed wounds, and a lot of bruises. And even with that mask he could clearly see the dark bags under his eyes. And alright, he said he was centuries old, but Clark still felt very uneasy about seeing a kid look like that.

“I'm fine, I just…” Billy bit his cheek, he really didn't want to say it out loud. No matter how he looked at it it still sounded the same, he was really regretting having come here. He sighed, ah fuck it. “The Gods have banned me from doing any Captain Marvel work until I look like the picture of health again. And even then, Zeus and Hecate won't let me transform until they say it's fine.”

Which was complete bullshit. He wasn't a child to be grounded! Hecate might have created him, but that didn't give her the right to ground him, it was so not fair. He learnt his lesson, he shouldn't have been so careless, he shouldn't have put himself at risk, Solomon had been right, you couldn't save everyone.

So why was he still banned from transforming? So not fair.

“Why do I get the feeling you did more than just ‘be’ careless to end up like this?” Wonder Woman said, she knew her father, and she knew he always had a reason to do what he did, he wouldn't just ban someone from using their powers because they were careless.

“I have no idea what you are talking about.” Little Marvel defended, avoiding their eyes, like a child trying very hard to not get caught on a lie. And Diana really wanted to squish him in her arms.

“Uh-huh.” She exclaimed, crossing her arms over her chest, she did not believe him.

He scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest and looking like a very annoyed child who was not happy about being questioned.

“Alright, maybe I did more than that, but I am not telling you, I certainly don't need more lectures this week.”

"Does it have to do with you having called us all like over a dozen different names?" Aquaman questioned, raising his eyebrow.

"Yeah, what was up with that anyways?" Flash's question made little Marvel frown.

"Got the names mixed up, it happens. Especially when you gotta deal with over a bazillion worlds. And in my defense, I was tired." Billy defended himself, there was no way he was telling the League what actually had led to that mix up in the names.

"I'm sorry, are you telling me that in some random world, my name is Guy? " Hal's words made little Marvel make such a face it looked like a child who just swallowed a lemon or flat out tasted or saw the most disgusting thing ever known to mankind.

" God no." He sounded horrified, mortified and like Hal just said some horrifying thing. "Guy is a whole different guy altogether, he is a Green Lantern, but he is not you. That guy is a nightmare. Like, I would pay to not even have to be in the same room as him, no one wants to be in the same room as him, not even Batman . He's arrogant, has an ego bigger than the solar system and he thinks he can fight anything because he is just that awesome."

And he also liked picking on Billy in every single universe, always seeing if he could get under his skin, teasing him, calling him names or just mocking him for how he behaves.

He hated it.

Hal was not him, Hal was kind and he would never make fun of anyone, and he was actually smart enough Batman trusted him to lead the team whenever any of the big three was indisposed. 

He was nothing like Guy. Guy was an ass who sometimes made things that made people believe he might start a path of growth just to make something else that made everyone else want to punch him.

"In any case, you are you and they are them. Just because people share faces, names and even similar backstories it doesn't make them the same. I was just having some trouble focusing, that's why I called you all the wrong names or asked about stuff from somewhere else. Usually, I don't have any trouble keeping track of which world I am at but as I said, I was having troubles focusing."

"So all these people you mentioned before, Conner, Guy, Terry, John, Tallant, Kendra, Helena, Orin, Bruno, Anathasia-"

"Athanasia." Billy corrected on reflex. Batman nodded. "Yeah, they are all from different worlds. I'm really sorry you had to put up with that, it won't happen again." He apologized.

The League could do nothing but stare, wondering how he even managed to do that. Like, had he met those people throughout his life or did he just pop into another world at random intervals? How the hell did that even work? Looked like that, it was understandable if he mixed up names.

But how did he even know which world he was in at all times?

A sudden thought occurred to them.

"Wait, is this a random world for you? Or like, yours yours. Are there other Captain Marvels?" That would be so fucking terrifying and also amazing.

"What? No. I live here, this is the world I was born into. And for your other question… yes and no." Marvel's answer filled the room with more than one confused look.

"What does that even mean?"

"Means there's just one me, one Champion of Magic, one single me in the whole multiverse. But there are other Captain Marvels, that's why I uh… ignored Batman, I thought he was talking to someone else, which now that I think about it makes no sense, since no Batman has ever met those Captain Marvels."

Well, the Justice League did meet them in some universes, but all they did was fight each other to death. No time for introductions or pleasantries at all.

But no one needed to know that.

"So you're telling me you use a whole different name with those Captain Marvels around?"

"Well duh, you can't have two superheroes being called the same thing, people would have no idea if you are talking about the superhero buff guy, the villain, the woman or the girl."

"I'm sorry, a villain?"

"Oh yeah, he had cosmic powers, he died a few years ago."

That was a disturbing thought. A villain Captain Marvel. Granted, it wasn't a variant of him or even someone with his same powers, but it was weird to imagine a name linked to a cheerful man being connected to a villain in some other world.

"So what was your name in those worlds? Captain Lightning?" 

"I had a lot of names, some of which were just jokes some people found funny, but I guess the names I did use the most were Captain Thunder and the Gods' acronym, which is the enchantment for the transformation. It was fun to see their reactions to that one. Now I can't really use that one anymore."

Which was so not fair. Zeus and Hecate had altered his magic a few decades ago and now he couldn't speak the word Shazam without transforming. Apparently it was beyond reckless to go around telling everyone the enchantment that could leave him completely vulnerable. They were no fun at all.

"You used the enchantment that could break your transformation as your name? " Wonder Woman sounded as in disbelief as the rest of the group looked.

"It was fun." He defended himself.

"No, it wasn't. That's reckless." Diana refuted as a statement of fact, Billy scoffed.

"Now you sound like Zeus." She gave him a dirty look at the comparison and he answered back with an unapologetic grin. "It's not like it works if I'm not the one who speaks it. And I had to say it with like, meaning or something equally pure or whatever. Now I just have to say it and boom! Transformation."

Again, so not fair. It did have its pros, like being able to transform even if he was terrified out of his mind or laughing his ass off. But it also had its cons. Like having to call Mamaragan… well, Mamaragan, it was hilarious to watch his expressions whenever he called him Shazam. Or the Gods' and Wizard's reactions whenever someone called Shazam. 

They took the fun out of everything.

"I still think it wasn't smart to scream your weakness from the rooftops." Billy snickered at Superman's words, he transformed on rooftops a lot, so he HAS screamed his weakness from rooftops.

"Anyways, this has been really… fun. But I uh, I gotta get back to the Rock, I don't really feel like having Hecate bursting through the fabric of reality just to drag me back. Gods have no chill, you have ONE near actual death experience and suddenly everyone thinks you might just drop dead."

And with that little Marvel was gone.

The next following month was an interesting one, little Marvel would turn up at random intervals, always wearing a cowl to hide his face, a Flash cowl, a Batman cowl or even a Green Lantern mask, it was hilarious.

It did take a bit of time to get used to the fact that the little child who didn't even reach their waist was the same man who towered over every single one of them. That the little kid spinning in the chair at the meeting room and munching on Flash's special granola bars with crumbs all over was Captain Marvel. Not an adorable innocent child.

The wounds and bruises seemed to be healing, some scars had even disappeared.

But it was unsettling, because some scars were just… not quite right. There was a long horizontal line on his throat, as if someone had sliced it open. Flash had tried asking him about them, but little Marvel had changed the topic so swiftly Barry hadn't even remembered what he had asked initially.

The League wouldn't lie, more often than not they found themselves forgetting who the child was, Diana had even picked him up once. But considering Hal had watched her sneak up to little Marvel like someone sneaking up to an unaware cat on the streets before snatching him up, he was 90% Diana had known exactly what she had been doing.

That woman had an unhealthy obsession with children. She even stole Batman's children, like, Hal couldn't even get five feet close to Robin, and the kid just let Diana pat his head, anyone else did that and they would lose their arm before they even noticed it.

And little Marvel hadn't even fought her, he had looked so resigned at being crushed between the arms of the amazon.

That seemed to give Diana some kind of incentive because she would 95% of the time be found with little Marvel in her arms, sometimes he would be sleeping, sometimes he would be just… there, and sometimes, if Diana was mad or something, he would mimic her expressions just to give people double judgemental eyes, the worst is that he actually had a disturbing resemblance to her even with the cowls .

Diana took him absolutely everywhere too. Batman had had to tell her to put the child down once because she had wanted to take him with her to battle, that he would just watch from the javelin. Hal was quite sure little Marvel might have put her up to that, he had been trying to sneak into the javelin several times.

But no one was willing to test the patience of Gods and an ancient Wizard by taking little Marvel to battle. It was already a running theory that he might be the child of one of those Gods, hell, maybe he was the kid of all those Gods or something. Better not ignite their wrath.

More often than not little Marvel could also be found at the Teen Titan's tower. Kid Flash hadn't hesitated to just straight up kidnap him infront of the League the second little Marvel had told him who he was. 

It wasn't until the League had first seen him with the Teen Titans and Young Justice that it had truly set in, that the very childish and energetic Captain Marvel, was also an 8 year old. His behavior was that of a child, because eternal or not, he was still very much a child.

Same child who could beat Superman with a single punch, and same child who once managed to solve a case not even Batman could.

Little Marvel, as it turns, did have a slight difference from Captain Marvel.

That child could absolutely roast the living daylights out of anyone. And God forbid someone tried to help him reach something or treated him like a child, he was less smiles and more bite.

Ironic, he would threaten to bite Superman for accidentally calling him ‘son’, a term he always used on kids, but he would let Diana carry him around and call him little brother even though he had very much said several times he was older than Diana herself.

But again, Diana just had that gift, of making even the most dangerous of kids side with her. She had her own little army of ankle biters.

Chapter 96: Blue Shrapnel

Summary:

Inspired by Luke Cage's Judas' bullets 🤸

Chapter Text

The first sign that something wasn't right should have been the fact that Sivanna had pulled a gun at him.

A gun. Guns didn't harm him and the man was more than aware of that at this point.

But he had still pulled a gun at him.

Then he had shot, and of course he hadn't bothered to dodge it, it wouldn't harm him, just that the second the bullet had hit his stomach, it had hurt, and not even a few seconds later fire had just exploded .

He staggered, almost stumbled back, for a moment, he had completely forgotten where he was, fire drilling hell into his stomach, spreading like a wildfire with each breath he took.

Golden blood dripped on the ground, staining asphalt and shards of glass beneath him, he looked down at his hand, bloodied hand, with his very own blood. His blood. What?

A fist came into his peripheral vision and he was quick to catch it, yanking Sivanna forward, and in a bout of anger, he punched him, hard, sending him crashing into a car, horns blaring.

The man didn't get up.

The cops would take care of that. He needed to get out of here, and with that thought he was quick to take flight. He needed to get back to the Rock, what the hell had even been that? This wasn't supposed to happen. Nothing was supposed to hurt him. Unless-

Thavma cursed as his flight just stopped. He tries to open a portal, but his magic doesn't answer. What? Why?!

“Shit.” He crashed right through the window of an abandoned building, glass bursting and face connecting with the floor, old wood giving in upon impact, and he crashed straight into the room below. Landing into a bed that breaks under his weight, lifting dust and making the floor groan beneath, and please God don't let the floor break again.

It doesn't break. Small mercies.

He coughs, sucking in a sharp breath as he rolls off the remains of the bed, standing up just to collapse on his knees. Shit. He pressed his hand against his stomach, blood seeping between his fingers, glowing droplets of gold that just make him want to vomit. And shit that was so not good. 

“What's happening? It hurts.” Billy's voice comes up, he sounds distressed, afraid, worried, in pain, and that was so not supposed to happen

“I know, I know, I'm sorry.” Thavma is quick to apologize and assure, dragging himself up to the wall and leaning his back against it, each breath he takes makes it hurt worse. 

He tries to look for the bullet, but he can't find it. Why? He is sure he felt a bullet. Shit. 

“Damn it.” He takes in another deep breath, he tries several times to find a bullet, something, anything, he knows he has eternium inside. The fact that he can't use his magic and feels so nauseous says so. So why can't he find it? And there's so much blood God. But at least it's still gold. Good. 

But fuck, without his magic he can't get back to the Rock, he can't hear the Gods, but he can definitely feel Billy's pain seeping through and shit. That was so wrong, he wasn't supposed to feel any pain someone somehow managed to inflict on him. He had to get the eternium out before it triggered a transformation. He couldn't risk Billy getting hurt with eternium.

But he couldn't find a bullet, and the pain, it just got worse and worse. It felt like someone was tearing him from the inside out, bursts of fire exploding across his stomach whenever he took a breath, he didn't need to breathe, but he felt like he might just suffocate from the pain if he didn't. His fingers were clutching his stomach, blood oozing out. So much blood.

He felt lightheaded, nauseous and like he might just pass out. But he couldn't pass out, he needed to cling onto the little slivers of magic, he needed to keep the transformation, he needed to protect Billy. If the eternium somehow got to him… he couldn't let him be hurt. He was Eternity's heir, his magic could never be corrupted, if the eternium so much as touched him it might cause a chain reaction that might just cause irreparable damage to the Rock of Eternity.

And it might kill Billy. He couldn't let Billy die, it was his job to protect him, it was his job to make sure he was never hurt.

But God, as time went on, he just felt worse, vision blurring as the heat and gnawing claws of acid kept ripping his insides apart. He couldn't feel his magic, it felt so wrong he wanted to scream, his breathing was heavy, and he was having a lot of trouble focusing. And Billy was shouting. But he couldn't even understand a single word from him, he had to keep him safe…

He isn't sure how long he spends sitting there, just watching the blood pool out and making a point at keeping Billy as far away from the surface as possible, he shouldn't be feeling any of this pain, the kid didn't deserve to suffer more than he's already done.

Suddenly, a sound catches his attention, and instinct wins over logic as he grabs power from his very core, shooting an explosion of lightning towards the intruder, electricity crackling all over his body as his eyes lit up, he might be injured, but he wouldn't hesitate to burn his own lightning if it meant protecting Billy.

And still.

“Woah! Easy there, it's just me!” Flash's voice is definitely unexpected. And he sees the speedster raise his hands in surrender, standing by the window and letting the moonlight filtering through it reveal much more clearly his identity, Thavma drops his hand, releasing his grip on the lightning. And he feels so incredibly worse now.

If he survived this, Zeus was so gonna be pissed, like, seriously pissed.

“Guys? I found him, he's on the eighth floor, room 108.” Barry's voice was an echo somewhere far away, the speedster knelt before him at some point he didn't notice. “Hey man, how are you feeling?”

“Like Khonsu just kebabed me with his spear.” Even if he said that, he would take that spear any day over whatever this was, he seriously hated eternium, but having it inside him and being unable to remove it was something he had never had to deal with.

“Alright, I have no idea who that is, but I'm gonna guess it's ugly. Can I take a look?” Flash asked, he was trying to sound calm, but Barry was anything but calm right now. Because he watched his friend get shot on live tv and fucking bleed. Captain Marvel who's brushed off Superman's punches and Darkseid’s laser beams like nothing had been shot.

And he bled.

It had taken the League over half an hour to manage to track him down since his comm had been found near a dumpster, a dumpster from the building besides this one. And now there was a pool of blood on the floor, golden, very glowing, blood. Looked like liquid gold more than anything. 

And Barry could have lived his entire life not knowing the color of Captain Marvel's blood or the fact that he could even bleed at all.

He wasn't even gonna comment on the fact that the whole place reeked of ozone, this whole thing was so wrong God. Captain Marvel removed his hands, letting Barry take a look, and fuck that was a hole in his stomach, a bullet hole. 

“There’s no bullet.” Marvel's sudden words caught his attention.

“What?”

“I tried to take the bullet out. But there's no bullet, it's, there's no bullet.

“Did it go right through?” Flash asked, this amount of blood could come from two bullet holes, and if the bullet went through it could make things easier.

“That's the point, it didn't. But there's no bullet, I checked, a lot. But it's like he shot me with air, but I felt it, there should be a bullet.”

That wasn't comforting at all.

Meanwhile, Thavma was seriously struggling with keeping his focus on, he must have dissociated or something because out of nowhere Batman was kneeling right infront of him, also checking the wound, he could hear people talking, but God he couldn't grasp a single word.

He tried, and he failed, before he knew it, the darkness was engulfing him and ripping him away from the world. Shit.

 

~

 

Captain Marvel was one of the League's strongest hitters, watching him be shot and bleed had been one of the most disturbing and unsettling things the League had ever seen. Because how? What kind of bullet could pierce the skin of the same man who could take on Superman himself?

Finding him in a pool of his own blood had left more than one frozen, a sight that might give them nightmares for a long time. Taking him back to the Watchtower had been easy.

Attending his wound? Not so much. Because the suit couldn't be removed or even cut through, making the access to the wound near impossible, something that did work on him had been Superman's x-ray vision, and needles.

Turns out, he had several pieces of shrapnel inside, as if the bullet had burst into tiny pieces, like a little bomb. It had led to Superman having to stop Wonder Woman, Flash and Green Lantern from hunting down Sivanna.

Clark understood the sentiment, who even shot anyone with a bullet that could explode? How did anyone even come up with that? 

It had taken Batman and J'onn over half an hour to remove all the pieces with Superman's guidance. Batman had stitched the wound shut to best of his capabilities, stitching a wound shut while trying to decipher what might be skin and what might be part of the suit had taken a lot of time and focus.

Seven shards in total had been removed, all of them bits of some kind of glowing blue rock. 

“It's nothing from the periodic table, whatever it's, it might not even be from Earth.” Batman had taken the time to study the glowing bits. But he came up with nothing. Granted, he had wanted to find some weakness to Captain Marvel, but he wasn't doing that with that purpose right now.

Against popular belief, Bruce hoarded kryptonite not entirely to use it against Superman, but to prevent the wrong people from using it. 

If he knew what this was. He might be able to prevent something like this from happening again.

“What the hell are you doing with that thing?” Zatanna said, bursting into the meeting room and looking like she just crawled back from hell.

“Dude, you look like hell.”

“No shit Sherlock, I almost got eaten by a fucking gargoyle because my magic just decided to disappear. You didn't answer my question. Why do you have that? Have you gone insane?” She demanded, looking at Batman and giving him the most judgemental look humankind had ever witnessed.

“Can you calm down for a second? Spooky and J'onn just took that out of Captain Marvel, Sivanna shot him with some freaky explosive bullet and the guy was like, bleeding out in a building.” Green Lantern said, not quite understanding what was happening but feeling like Zatanna might be misunderstanding something here.

“I am so gonna murder that guy.”

“Join the club.” Hawkwoman stated, her grip tight on her maze, anger still boiling at the pit of her stomach, she might not be the most affectionate person out there nor even that great with people. She couldn't even stand Marvel sometimes.

But if there was one thing Shayera did know, it was that anyone who hurt her friends was going down, she would not stand for that. And man, when she puts her hands on Sivanna he was gonna beg to stay in prison for the rest of his life.

“You should still not have that. That's a literal disaster waiting to happen. He dies, and we are all as good as dead.”

“What does that even mean?”

“He's the Champion of Magic, linked to the Rock of Eternity, the source of all magic, his death would kickstart a million different apocalypses and leave the worst power vacuum in magical history, taking the whole planet with it. With no magic in the world to sustain veils, spells and whatnot, monsters, spirits and demons of all kinds would flood the Earth, it would be hell on Earth before we are all ultimately destroyed with the entire planet.”

Silence.

Zatanna didn't feel the slightest bit of regret, because she wasn't exaggerating, the Champion's death would be the end of all life. Monsters running loose, demons escaping hell, veils collapsing, spirits, ghosts, magic beasts.

All of them swarming the Earth and destroying it all. With no one to stop them.

“Those things you have there, it's Eternium, shards of matter from the original Rock Of Eternity, someone partially destroyed it once in hopes of getting rid of all magic in the world. The Rock was restored, but the shards that were left behind became rotten and corrupted. It can rid a magic user of their powers just as it can, as you saw, wound even Marvel.”

She walked over to Batman, holding her hand out, no hesitation, she was not letting him keep the eternium, she might be willing to bend the knee for a lot of things, but not this. This was the Champion of Magic, and she wasn't letting anyone have anything that could cause the slightest of scratches on him let alone friggin eternium.

She would have to ask Constantine to make one of those cursed boxes to repress all kinds of magic and curses, and then just get Dr. Fate to open one of those fancy portals and throw the box into the sun. She wasn't trusting anyone else with this.

Batman held her gaze for nothing but a fleeting moment before handing her the glass case with the seven shards. Even the paranoid man must see how this wasn't really anything to think twice, Marvel couldn't be hurt or killed, their lives depended on that.

Simple.

 

~

 

Thavma woke up to a sharp stab on his stomach and an uncomfortable weight wrapped around his bones, buzzing like a beehive somewhere in his chest, he felt… uncomfortable. Like something wasn't quite right, but he couldn't for the life of him decipher what. It took him a moment to open his eyes, another moment to even remember what had happened…

Sitting up has never felt so near impossible, head dropping forward as he stared down at his stomach, vision swimming, something wasn't right. He could feel his magic, but something wasn't right. He shook his head, regretting it almost immediately as the world just spun, making him drop back on the bed, staring at the violently spinning ceiling. Fingers clutching his stomach.

“Thavma, something’s wrong.”  

That was an understatement, he had no idea what was wrong though. His magic was there, but somehow, he was yet to heal, in fact it hurt so much worse, he brought his hand up when he felt something wet. And he felt his heart drop as he saw the red.

Not gold.

Red. Red blood. What? No. He jerked up, biting back a shout as everything just burst into sweet beautiful red fire. Lights above him burst and something somewhere exploded, and by the Gods this was so not happening.  

He blacked out for a second and out of nowhere Wonder Woman was there, right infront of him and holding him back from even attempting to leave the bed. He faintly registered the electricity crackling all over his body and rippling through her arms, causing no effect whatsoever.

She was talking, but he couldn't hear her past the ringing in his ears, his own heavy breathing and Billy's pained sounds.

“I have to go, something's not right, he's hurt. He shouldn't be hurt.” He needed to get to the Rock.

“Go where? You are in no condition to go anywhere. And what are you talking about? Who's hurt?” Diana's voice is like a blur, like hearing her from underwater. Not right. Not right. Not right. This was so not how he had wanted them to ever find out about Billy, but if he didn't do something Billy could be severely affected. Humans were frail. Kids even more frail. Blood was important. 

But he couldn't even focus past the fact that it all felt so wrong and- holy shit that was a lot of red blood.

“The host's hurt, I don't know how, he shouldn't be hurt.” It was all he could aim to speak right now, and as he met Diana's gaze, he knew she must have understood at least something from that, Shayera and Diana were one of the few non-magic users who actually knew anything about magic.

“We will take care of him.” Diana promised, her voice firm, absolute, and he knew he could trust she would do just that.

And with that last thought he called on the word.

Shazam .”

 

~

 

"For the hundredth time, the child is not Captain Marvel. He is a host, which means he acts as Captain Marvel's link to this world, allowing him to appear physically into this world. They are two completely different people." Wonder Woman explained for what felt like the hundredth time.

When Marvel said 'host' she knew immediately what he had meant, but she certainly didn't expect his host to be a child. A kid no older than 14 or somewhere between the ages of the Young Justice in general. The boy had had internal bleeding, caused by blunt trauma or something of the likes Diana hadn't quite understood.

But Bruce said he would be fine, and she trusted him.

Now the whole League was at the meeting room, with half of them crawling up the walls over the fact that Captain Marvel was a teenager. Even if Diana and Shayera had tried explaining to them several times what a host was.

"But a child? Why a child? Does his parents even know what he's doing with their son? The kid could have died. "

"You think he would have put that kid in danger just because? Because if you do then maybe you don't know the Captain as well as you think."

"But it's a child."

"So? His age isn't the issue here, that child looks older than Jon and Damian themselves. And those two have gotten hurt a lot of times, and I must remind you, that if the kid is his host and the switch happens with an enchantment, he isn't doing this against his will. Maybe you should wait until he is awake to get answers instead of making up things that have nothing to do with any of this."

Hawkwoman told as a statement of fact, giving Superman a look. How could he be such a hypocrite when he literally let Jon fly around at 12, the kid might be part kryptonian and invulnerable and all that shit, but he was still a 12 year old. Superman shouldn't speak about kids putting their lives at risk when he lets his own kid do the same.

Captain Marvel was invulnerable, he's never been hurt before. The kid was a thousand times safer than Jon himself was. 

 

~

 

Billy woke up feeling… a whole lot better than he had been last time he was awake. He faintly remembers Batman and Wonder Woman, but he is pretty sure that must have been some kind of hallucination.

And still, as he sits up, it takes him a full minute to realize something.

"Thavma, please tell me I'm not where I think I am." He begs as he looks around, and shit, they are totally at the medbay of the Watchtower.

"... I'm not apologizing for saving your life." Came the voice with not a single regret in it. Billy threw his hands up.

"Dude come on! We even made a brodeal!"

" That's not a word."

"You know what else is not a word? 'Thavma's ice cream'. And since it's not a word, I'm not putting it on the shopping list for two months. " He told, crossing his arms over his chest and glaring at the IV connected to his arm. 

Alright, maybe he was being a bit overdramatic, but they made a deal, the League didn't know of him and Billy bought him all the ice cream he wanted . Now the League knew, and he hated the idea of being condescended or having them showing up at his apartment as if he needed to be watched or babysat.

He had a job and his own apartment! He didn't need their help, all he needed was Thavma to act as his dad and keep on working loading stuff at the docks. They had been surviving pretty fine on their own, they had money, plenty of food and a roof over their heads.

And if Batman so much as suggested adoption Billy was gonna bite him, he didn't fucking care how cool the guy was. His days of wanting an adult to protect him were long gone. He could take care of himself.

"Isn't that a bit too exaggerated?"

"No."

"Come on, we were shot, we are both convalescent, convalescent people sometimes don't think clearly. Would you still fault me for that?"

"Yes." Billy wasn't about to let Thavma's pitiful voice deter him, he taught him that, and he was still far away from becoming the student who surpassed the teacher.

Also.

How dare he use his tricks against him? Did he think Billy wouldn't see through them?

"Shame on you." Billy rolled his eyes at the fake sniffle and judgemental voice. He could almost feel him shaking his head at him with judgemental eyes. 

He sighed, fine, maybe he was being unfair, he did save his life, so maybe he would still buy him ice cream, plus, Thavma earned half of their money, he deserved the ice cream.

Yet, before he could speak, the door opened. And the Justice League walked in.

He sat straighter, legs crossed and staring them down. He might be a fan, but he wasn't about to let anyone, certainly not his heroes, see him as some frail and breakable child, even less tell him what to do. Not even Thavma or the Gods could tell him what to do.

"How are you feeling?" Batman was the one who broke the silence. Batman, fucking Batman, Batman was right infront of him. The entire Justice League was infront of him.

"I'm fine, can I go?" Billy was proud at how calm his voice came out, he didn't want to stay here, he didn't want to be here, he had no idea how to deal with the League, they were Thavma's friends, not his, he was really contemplating calling on the word.

"If you speak the word, I am speaking it again. I don't have to remind you what happened the last time we got into a switching fight."

Billy made a face, so not fair. 

"You can't go. You had internal bleeding."

"So what? That's where all the blood's supposed to be." He said with a blank look, at the League's faces he sighed. "I feel fine."

"Just because you feel fine it doesn't mean you are fine."

"Wasn't that from an infomercial about chairs?" He asked, Thavma really needed to stop quoting every infomercial and meme that crosses his path. Dude sounded like a freaky mix of an old man and a teenager.

"That is so not the point."

"I am leaving." He stated, but all be got to do was put one foot down before the horrible words came.

"If you leave, I am telling Zeus."

"You wouldn't dare." He said, narrowing his eyes, Thavma wouldn't dare, they had a code, a bro code. Calling Zeus went against the bro code.

"You had internal bleeding. You feel fine, but maybe you should still stay for a bit, just to make sure you are, indeed, fine. And if I need to call Zeus so you can stay here and not put your life at risk, then so be it."

Billy glared at the floor, oh Thavma was so asking for it, he took it back, he wouldn't buy him any ice cream for three months.

"Traitor." He muttered, sitting back on the bed and scowling, arms crossed over his chest.

"Are… okay?" And Billy had totally forgotten he had company. The League was giving him indecipherable looks, but at least no one was giving him those weird looks people gave him whenever he answered to Thavma or one of the Gods and forgot to put his phone on his ear to not look like he was talking alone.

"I can hear him, in my head, I'm not insane." He still felt the need to inform, he wasn't crazy.

"Him… as in Captain Marvel?"

"Yes. That's the traitor."

" Since when does worrying about someone's health make anyone a traitor?"

He had a point there, but Billy was petty.

So he didn't dignify Thavma with an answer.

"Traitor..?"

"He threatened to call Zeus on me if I left. Zeus. " The fact that Diana gave him an understanding look let him know she must have suffered through it too. That was the look of a veteran who shared his traumas and understood the horrors of it all.

The horrors of Zeus' fussing over you 24/7, feeding you until you just wanted to die and just not leaving you alone for a second because you were hurt and he feared you might drop dead if he didn't have you with him at all moments.

"He broke the bro code." Wonder Woman said, understanding and disapproval in her voice.

"He broke the bro code." Billy repeated, giving her a nod in agreement, he definitely liked Wonder Woman a whole lot more. 

The rest of the League just stared at them in complete confusion. Lucky souls.

"Anyways, I'm fine. You can check or whatever it is that people do to see if someone's not bleeding internally anymore."

"Do your parents know that you do this?" Superman's sudden words caught his attention, Billy knew the man was just worried, and that he meant well, really. But it really irked him the idea of Superman or anyone for that matter thinking he had to answer to an adult or something.

"Considering one is rotting in prison and the other one abandoned me in a carnival when I was 4 I'm 100% sure they don't get a say on what I can or cannot do. Neither do any of you."

"I'm sorry, I didn't-"

"It's fine. But I have a job and my own apartment, I don't need you or anyone telling me what to do, I can take care of myself just fine, I have been doing it all my life. If you don't like me acting as the host of Captain Marvel, too bad, I wasn't asking for permission." 

Alright, talking like that to the Justice League was a bit rude, but he didn't want anyone to get any ideas, to be pitied or to have to see them somehow come up to the conclusion that Captain Marvel couldn't do shit because a kid was his host.

He was not gonna let anyone be condescending to Thavma because of him. And Thavma was far too nice to get mad at the League, so Billy would be the one to get mad at them on his behalf. Thavma was always protecting him, this was the least he could do.

"Just because I was hurt this time it doesn't mean you get to act like he is committing some horrible crime by dragging me around, I'm his host, I get to decide when he comes out, and I let him out because people need him, I don't care if you approve of it or not. You can't stop me."

To the League, it was outstanding how the kid looked like a mini Marvel but had such fire in his gaze, he was not taking shits. That was a battle long lost, the kid was certainly not gonna listen.

And still…

It was sad, that a child had to take care of themselves, and alright, the kid looked healthy and well dressed, but it was still sad to know someone so young had to take care of himself. 

Who could be so cruel to just abandon their child? In a carnival where just about anyone could have taken him? How much he must have suffered before he decided that living alone and taking care of himself was for the best? 

"Alright." Batman conceded at last. The teenager seemed caught off guard, gaze narrowing.

"Alright? That's it?" 

"You seem to be doing fine on your own, we respect that. And don't take this the wrong way, we aren't being condescending or anything, but if you ever need any help, all you have to do is ask." 

Batman's words weren't what Billy had been expecting, the man was being honest, he wasn't being condescending or thinking him incapable of taking care of himself, he was just telling him that they would help him if he asked. Not solely because he was a child, but because they wanted to help him as nice people who helped anyone in general. 

That was… nice.

He had expected them to be more condescending. It was nice to know he had been wrong.

 

~

 

One thing about Fawcett City was that people didn't really bat an eye at the weird things, only outsiders, definitely outsiders. 

Point was, it was because of this that Thavma could just use his magic to switch his clothes to street clothes, decrease his muscle mass, grow the beard of a Viking and wear sunglasses in the middle of the night and no one would give him a second look. Not even when he carried whole ass shipping containers with his bare hands.

But to be fair, a lot of people with super strength worked at the docks, there was even a centaur and a half minotaur woman. Thavma was the least eye-catching one, though he did know there were rumors about him being a vampire since he wore sunglasses and a black coat in the middle of summer. 

He didn't bother to correct them, even if that just made Billy tease him to no end.

It has been over a week since… the incident… he hasn't seen the League since then.

So the last thing he expected when he left the loading area was to see a shadow emerge out of nowhere.

Captain Marvel was the Champion Of Magic, Living Lightning, he had more power than people could ever fathom. He definitely didn't just make some very undignifying very high pitched sound and accidentally used his speed to jump back. He didn't just crash into the water as he forgot he was still at the docks and with very little escape routes.

He did not. He had just felt like going for a midnight swim. That's all.

And he was so gonna eat all of Billy's chips if he kept laughing. That kid had no respect. The nerve. He climbed out of the water, cursing internally as he noticed the sunglasses were gone, he stood up onto the docks with as much dignity as he could.

All to be met with Batman.

Gotham's Knight, bringer of nightmares to villains, looked very much amused and Thavma just wanted to go home and forget this past few minutes just happened.

"Here." Batman didn't even acknowledge what just happened, and somehow, that made Thavma feel worse, like taking a dive into a volcano. The Gothamite was holding out a comm.

Right. His broke, got lost? He couldn't remember. And still, he dried himself up with a single shrug before taking the comm, he didn't miss Batman's interested look. For a man who hated magic with such a passionate obsession he sure had an equally huge curiosity for it.

Thavma was quite sure not even Batman himself realized it. 

"It's not very inconspicuous, to go showing off your strength."

“It's fine, a lot of them have super strength, and rumors say I'm a vampire. And this is a really good camouflage if I say so myself.” He said, feeling quite proud of himself, he was two inches shorter than Captain Marvel, less muscular, and he had a beard! A beard. Captain Marvel would never be caught dead with a beard.

“A beard is not a camouflage.”

“Clark's sole camouflage is a pair of glasses.”

Silence. And would you look at that, he left Batman speechless. The man sighed at last, he looked like he was suddenly very tired.

“Just be careful.” And with that, Batman was gone, Thavma knew he wasn't just telling him to be careful for himself, but also to be careful for Billy.

He smirked, Billy might not be all happy about it, but whether he liked it or not, the League would care about him, not just because he was a child.

But also because he was a member of the Justice League.

Chapter 97: Slow Travel

Summary:

Plotless and more Batman centered than anticipated 🤸♂️

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It all happened after an off world mission, the League had been out for over a week, lots of them were exhausted and just wanting to get back home to finally be able to sleep on a bed and eat something that wasn't those god-awful MRE.

Half of the League was scattered all over the bridge, just sleeping on the floor. And Captain Marvel was one of them. Even the man with the stamina of Atlas had ended up succumbing to the exhaustion that came after having fought against explosive aliens left and right for days. With barely any sleep, time to eat or do anything at all.

Most of them had just tended to their wounds before proceeding to collapse at the bridge and just pass out. Batman was one of the few who was still wide awake and making his way across the unconscious bodies on the floor, taking note of their wounds and checking they had actually taken care of every single scratch and wound correctly.

Also made a point at checking for vitals, just to be extra sure everyone was fine. 

As he walked past Captain Marvel, something caught his attention, he halted, looking down at the man's left arm, there was something glowing on his forearm, he frowned, crouching by his side and carefully grabbing his arm, checking it over. 

There was a thin line across his forearm, glowing, tiny sparks crackling, was this..?

A hand snatched his wrist, he didn't so much as twitch, tired and barely half open eyes staring at him.

“Batman..?” Came the half asleep mumble.

“You were injured?” Batman questioned, how did this even happen? And why had Marvel said nothing?

“S’ fine. Will heal it later.” Marvel muttered, Batman frowned, what did that even mean? The Captain released his arm and pulled his hand free, rolling on the floor and dropping his arm far too close to Wonder Woman's lasso. 

Bruce sighed, whatever, he looked fine, but he would still keep an eye on him, just to be safe, straightened back up, snatching Diana's lasso off the ground in the process, in his walk among the sea of unconscious bodies he also took it to collect weapons, Wonder Woman's sword and shield, Aquaman's trident, Hawkwoman's maze and Green Arrow's bow and arrows.

Would it kill them to be more careful with where they left these things if they were just gonna sleep all over the floor as if they didn't have rooms for that? Granted, bunk beds, but still beds, rooms over laying all over the bridge like a pile of corpses. Hal shouldn't even be sleeping on the floor with the broken ribs. And neither should Oliver with that broken ankle or Dinah with the concussion.

But that wasn't Bruce's problem, he made sure all of them were safe and all their wounds tended to, he had nothing to do with their bad choices regarding how to treat their own wounds. If Oliver wanted to flop around the floor and risk having someone kick his ankle or twist it the wrong way? If Hal wanted to mess with his already broken ribs?

That wasn't his problem. And whoever came back whining at him he would just ignore them.

Once he had collected the weapons he dropped them unceremoniously into a pile before going over to his chair, it would still be over a day before they all arrived back on Earth. Hopefully, they would all sleep for the entirety of the trip.

He watched them for a long time, watched them flopping and rolling all over the floor, sometimes smacking, kicking or hitting each other, he would never admit it, but he did smirk when Arthur's giant arm landed a bit too hard on Diana's face, which got the atlantean a kick to the stomach from the amazonian in question, prompting Aquaman to just roll over, arm draping over Superman's neck, hard, Clark didn't so much as twitch, somehow, no one woke up at all in that whole interaction.

Huh.

He glanced at Marvel from time to time too, but the man hadn't moved much, he was still sleeping on his side, just that he had at some point managed to end up sleeping back to back with Wonder Woman, Bruce was quite impressed that she hadn't kicked him away yet, since his elbow kept twitching and he kept hitting her elbow whenever it happened.

The crack on his arm… it looked smaller.

Was crackling with more sparks than earlier, but it was definitely smaller. Bruce hadn't even known he could be hurt, he had never managed to find a weakness on the man, and now out of nowhere, on a whole different planet, something managed to injure him? It came back to him the eternal question.

Who and what was Captain Marvel? An alien? A demi-God? A meta-human? What? 

The arm twitched and his elbow hit Diana's, and the glowing crack became smaller. That got his attention, for a moment, he thought he might have imagined it.

He didn't.

Whenever Marvel's elbow hit Diana's, the crack would grow smaller, how was that even possible? Diana didn't seem particularly annoyed, she still seemed perfectly relaxed and checking her vitals told him she was fine, so there was no reason to be alarmed.

But it did put him off to watch that, because what was happening? How was that even possible? He hated not knowing. Was this something related to how one of Captain Marvel's powers was a variation of electrokinesis? Diana was immune to any electricity related attacks, he knew this, one of the perks of being the daughter of the Greek God of lightning.

Same God who's Marvel's electricity powers came from. Was that related to this somehow? How?

He groaned, dragging a hand down his face, he really hated magic.

Chapter 98: With The World As My Witness

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Billy's been working loading containers and whatnot at the docks for over two months now, he was 22 now and as it turns out, getting a job was still as hard as when he had been a kid, no school degree, no job. And at this point he was tired of the same thing, I mean, there was nothing wrong with the jobs he did, those jobs had kept him fed and warm all his life on the streets. 

But becoming an adult has made it a lot harder for him to get those jobs at all nowdays. A kid asking to walk a dog for money or mow the lawn was cute and had high chances of getting a yes.

And adult? Not so much. And honestly? He was fed up with it, how people became colder and more unwilling to give him little jobs for money, so he did the smart thing.

He got an adult job that didn't need a school degree or something like that. 

Granted, he had the build of a toothpick, but he had learnt long ago how to use some of his Captain Marvel power while in his Billy form. All he had done was show his boss-to-be his strength and determination, and the man hadn't hesitated to hire him. And alright, using his powers for selfish reasons wasn't alright. But starving and freezing to death wasn't alright either.

So he got a job using that form, he grew up to resemble nothing of his Captain Marvel form, so there was that.

With this adult job a lot of money came. And Billy had been able to actually afford actual food, way more filling than granola bars and bread. And he also managed to land an apartment for a good price. His very own apartment, with his very own bed, he hadn't slept on a bed since he was 12.

Things were fine, Billy would even be applying for an interview at Whiz Radio soon. A less demanding job to give him a whole lot more free time than his job at the docks. The salary was great, and his co-workers were nice, but he needed a flexible schedule to be able to do hero work, less demanding hours. He had barely been Captain Marvel these past months.

Point was, regardless of it all. Things were fine.

Until they weren't.




~




When Billy first applied for the job at the docks, he had made a point at using just the necessary amount of strength to be seen as a competent worker, not extraordinary to get a lot of attention, but competent enough to keep the boss happy and by extension his job.

Nothing was ever supposed to go wrong.

Until it did.

Billy had just finished his shift and was pondering what to make for dinner when the metallic shriek echoed across the loading docks.

Chains snapped and a container hit the side of the ship, hard, the doors opened and all the items fell to the ground, tires, truck-sized tires , one of them slamming into one of the workers that had been trying to run away, the man was knocked out clean, shouts were heard as the man collapsed to the ground, and he didn't get up , and then the container just decided to fall.

Was heading for the unconscious man and two other workers who had just managed to lift him up. It all happened in slow motion, one moment he had been standing near one of the forklifts near the warehouse, and the next thing he knew he was catching the container just at the nick of time. It was all so fast, he heard screams, heard the steel groan as it bent beneath his fingers.

But he caught it. Granted, the force of the impact made him stumble and made something pop somewhere, but he didn't let go. Heart racing as he caught the container, stumbling and cursing, because holy shit he definitely forgot the limit of strength he could use as Billy. And this was way heavier than he anticipated.

The silence was deafening, just the sound of waves crashing somewhere, and his heart pounding in his head, because fuck everyone was staring at him. He had just moved out of instinct, all logic and rational thought gone.

Shit.

This was not how things were supposed to go, and he thanked whatever God of luck there was out there that he was wearing that ridiculously giant red scarf with distorted lightning bolts Diana had given him for Christmas several years ago when she decided to just knit scarves for everyone. 

It had kept him warm throughout a lot of winters on the streets. And now? It was still big enough for him to hide the lower half of his face as he looked down at the three people by his side.

“You should move, like, now .” He told them, snapping them out of their shock, he recognized one of them as the one who had shown him the ropes during his first few days.

The two workers were quick to grab the unconscious man and quickly get away. Good. One less thing to worry about. Now…

He carefully maneuvered the container and placed it on the ground, he didn't miss the few people who had wiped their phones out to record him. Could hear the whispers and oh shit he was fucked. He didn't so much as bother to act, the second he put the container down, the second he just bolted. Using a speed he rarely used at all. Just needing to get away, as far away as possible. Because everyone had his face on video and oh God he was so fucked.

Granted, no one would ever dream of connecting him to Captain Marvel, and there were lots of weird things at Fawcett, but he hadn't wanted anyone to connect anything weird to him. He was supposed to be some regular guy no one looked at twice. That's how it's always been. Billy Batson was invisible, safe.

And now he wasn't. 

The world would have his face splashed all over the internet within seconds. The world would know Billy Batson wasn't normal, they would watch closer, they would follow him, they would judge and they would whisper behind his back.

He came to an abrupt halt at the top of an unknown building, hand clutching his chest as he gasped for air. His heart was racing, and all of a sudden, he couldn't breathe, air far too thin, he collapsed against a wall, sliding down until he was sitting on the ground, he couldn't breathe. They knew, they all knew, he had finally started to feel like he was for the first time in a long time winning at something. He had a home, he had a bed, he had a job. And now he would lose it all because he was far too impulsive and stupid.

He hid his head between his knees, biting his tongue until he tasted blood, focus, focus, he needed to focus, deep breaths, he couldn't panic now, he needed to think, focus, focus, focus. Panicking never led to answers, he had to focus. Focus.

And he wasn't sure how long he repeated the same words in his head, but at some point, his heart stopped racing and breathing became easier. And with the adrenaline crashing, he felt his hands aching and a most horrible throb on his left shoulder, a shoulder that turns out he couldn't move, and upon glancing at it he cursed. Great. It was dislocated. 

He sighed, looking down at his hands, several tiny bleeding cuts on them from where the metal had bent on his grip, and man, how did he forget to make his skin invulnerable? He stood up, cursing once again as his shoulder screamed at him, and man, why did he seriously thought it would be a good idea to catch a fucking container that probably weighted more than a truck?

“Can something else go wrong tonight?”

He should have known better than to jinx it.

All the warning he got was his hairs standing on end, someone was behind him. He moved on reflex, whirling around as electricity lit up all over his body, he was so not in the mood for anyone's shit right now. Just that his fist was caught mid-air despite the fact that he put a lot of strength behind it, not even a reaction over the little explosion of lightning that came from catching his fist.

His brain halted as he came face to face with the least expected person. 

Wonder Woman.

He looked up at her, and he could have lived his whole life not having to be slapped on the face by the reminder that the whole League was way taller than he was as Billy Batson, barely five feet tall scratching over six inches. Lack of food had stumped his growth, a lot, perks of living on the streets and being too afraid to steal.

“I mean you no harm.” Wonder Woman broke the silence, releasing his hand, he stared at her.

And stared, what was she doing here? No. Scratch that. What were they doing here? They couldn't possibly know could they? I mean, a lot of people had super strength, especially in Fawcett City were weird was the normal.

And he looked nothing like Captain Marvel, because as stated before, he was built like a toothpick, his hair was a mess that no comb could ever fix and he had whole ass scar across his left cheek from four years ago when a group of jerks had thrown several Molotovs into the subway tunnel where he and several other homeless people had been sleeping at. He had barely had any time to cover the kid the bottle had been aimed at.

Captain Marvel was a mountain of perfection and smiles. Billy Batson was a pitiful look of someone who was just beginning to get his life together. There was nothing about him to make people look twice if it wasn't to stare or whisper. Why would the Justice League seek him out? Because he had super strength? That's not how they worked. They didn't turn up infront of anyone who showed powers.

So why?

The scarf. Fuck the scarf. Had the video seriously spread that fast already to the point it reached the Justice League? 

“How did you find me?” He asked, no use lying, it wasn't like he was a child anymore, he wasn't afraid of being found out. Though he had been afraid of them finding out he was homeless. More like embarrassed.

He knew, that he shouldn't be embarrassed of it, he hadn't done anything wrong, he didn't hurt anyone, he didn't commit any crimes, maybe some minor thievery, trespassing and biting a few cops. But surviving in the streets meant sometimes doing things to not be proud of.

But now that was the past.

"Oracle keeps tabs on anything out of the ordinary that goes viral." Batman told as a statement of fact, holding a phone up to show the footage, of him holding the container. It did catch him off guard to see his face had been blurred. 

Why did it not surprise him Batman did something like that? Keep tabs on people. 

"You are hurt." Wonder Woman said, something between surprise and alarm in her expression as she stared at his shoulder.

"Yeah… I forgot about the invulnerability." And that his powers were very limited, he could use his Captain Marvel powers, but not to their full extent. Meant there were limits.

And he forgot. He was lucky he wasn't crushed to death, hilarious, Captain Marvel dies by becoming a pancake via a fallen container.

"You forgot? Wait, this isn't some kind of magic illusion thingy?" Flash's words made him frown, what? Illusion? As in they had thought this appearance was just some kind of glamour to hide his true identity?

Captain Marvel was the fake identity. He could work with that, could lie and agree… but omission of truth was a whole lot different than lying to their faces… and he found that he didn't really like it…

He sighed, whatever, he was old enough now, no one could tell him what to do.

"No, it's not. I'm 100% human and this is how I usually look like, Captain Marvel is the magic illusion thingy. But more like a shapeshifting thingy than an illusion thingy."

Silence.

Suddenly, he felt very uncomfortable under the collective stares. 

Meanwhile, the League stared at… Captain Marvel. When the League saw the video, the scarf had been recognized, and while none of the videos had shown his face, some because his face had been blurred and others because the one who posted it covered his face with emojis or stickers… Diana had recognized the scarf.

And then Batman had managed to get Oracle to hack into the phone of where one of the videos had been posted. He looked like someone completely different. But the League hadn't worked with Captain Marvel for over eight years to not recognize his gestures and expressions.

Point was, the League had thought it to be some sort of illusion or glamour thing… which wasn't. Apparently, he was very much human and very much… this. It was near impossible to wrap their heads around the fact that Captain Marvel, a mountain of a man who looked like he could fold anyone like a lawn chair.

Was a whole lot lankier than Flash himself. 

And short. He looked shorter than Shayera herself.  

No wonder Batman never managed to find out who he was, he looked like a whole different person.

"May I?" Diana was the first one to recuperate from the initial shock, she motioned towards his shoulder, because his shoulder was very much dislocated. And if he was human, she knew that had to be hurting, a lot. 

He gave her a short nod and she got closer, she's reset enough bones back in place to know the amount of strength needed to do so safely. She grabbed his arm, and in one swift move, she popped it back in place, he didn't so much as twitch. 

“Thanks for that.” He thanked, testing his arm, with no pain whatsoever on his face. And Hal noticed the blood on his hands.

“Is that blood?”

“As I said, I forgot about the invulnerability, and this body makes it hard to use the full extent of my powers, it will be healed in a few hours anyways.” He said it as a statement of fact.

“I'm sorry, are you telling me you caught that thing without even knowing if you could take it?” Hawkwoman asked, getting a blank look in return. 

“You did, didn't you? Are you insane?” Aquaman questioned, not even Barry was that reckless. Hell, not even he was that reckless. What the hell had he been thinking? 

“It's not like I planned it or something man, I just moved alright? It was a reflex, and I did catch it. Granted, my face's probably all over the internet by now, but a lot of weird stuff happens around the city a lot, they won't even look at me twice once more exciting news appear.” Or at least he really hoped it did, because he really didn't want to lose his apartment, his job or even get rejected at his interview at Whiz Radio.

He couldn't bear to live in the streets again, things were finally going well, things had been supposed to stay well. 

“Actually, no. Your face isn't all over the internet, the video is, but not your face, all videos have either blurred your face or covered it with emojis or stickers.” Batman informed, it made Billy frown, what? Well, that was good right? He wasn't entirely fucked up, there was still hope.

That at least made some relief flood in, good, maybe if he was extra pitiful he could convince anyone who recorded him to delete the videos and not tell anyone else.  

“On purpose or not, you should be more mindful of your surroundings, you can't throw yourself at every situation like that. I know the feeling of wanting to jump at every situation, believe me, I do, but you can't be impulsive. You said so yourself, in this form, your powers have a limit, what if you get hurt? Or what if someone figures out who you are? It would put you and anyone around you in danger. Tonight you were lucky, but you might not be so next time.” Superman exclaimed, he did have a point there. He really shouldn't be so impulsive and reckless.

And if anyone figured out who he was… the worst that could happen was that he lost his home and his job, nothing else. He didn't have anyone to lose, no family, no friends outside the Justice League, nothing.

He did have Tawky, an orange tabby he found on the way home a few weeks ago, but a cat was easy to protect, and while he knew he could find it another home if things ever went wrong, with people that could take better care of it, he didn't care, Tawky was his, he found it, he nurtured it back to health, cat or not Tawky was his friend, a little piece of the new life he was trying to build, he was not gonna give it up so easily. He would keep it by his side even if the world was ending. At home.

“You are right… I will keep that in mind.” Because regardless of it all, he didn't want to lose his peaceful life. He happened to like how things were going so far, not worry about food, sleep on a warm bed, have a roof over his head and don't have to worry someone might sneak up on him and steal his stuff.

And he also had a cat.

Granted, he didn't have a lot of stuff in general yet, but it was his.

“So… if you are human, does that mean you have a human name too?” Hal asked, not the best way to get a name out, but he was curious about a lot of things right now. Like the fact that Captain Marvel was built like a toothpick, or the fact that he looked disturbingly young, not young enough to be underage, but definitely young enough to make the rest of the League look like fossils.

Minus Diana, Diana always looked fine, has had the exact same young face since the Civil War or something like that. Which not fair.

Point was, Captain Marvel looked young, young enough that if you removed the eight years he's been with them he might actually look underage. And holy shit would that be fucking hilarious.

The idea of a teenager having managed to hide from Batman the fact that he was a teenager.

Meanwhile, Billy tilted his head to the side, for a moment, he entertained z, Batman would definitely look him up later, which he was so not looking forward to. No doubt the man would see the shitty cards he was given in life, homeless until just two months ago, and even got arrested several times, some of those times when he had already been on the League.

Not a bright past, and man, he just hoped Batman wouldn't feel the need to bring any of that up, he was doing a lot better than he's ever done. He didn't need anyone bringing up the past. 

Still. Back to the point at hand, he chose to give Hal an answer, Batman would know, and they had already seen his face, telling them his name didn't matter much now.

And still, he sighed, man, he really hated his life.

“Billy… Billy Batson.”

He knew a lot of jokes would be following him for the next weeks or so when Hal and Barry snickered over his last name, even Martian Manhunter and Superman looked like they wanted to smile. Even fucking Batman.

With friends like these, who needs enemies?

Chapter 99: In A Name

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Keraunos .

That had been his first name, stood for thunderbolt. The first and most powerful weapon given to the Greek Gods, Zeus took him to battle, and with him, Kronos was defeated. He became the symbol of power of Zeus, nicknamed ‘Olympus’ nuclear arsenal'.

Lots of evils were slaughtered and defeated under the might of the power of Zeus' master bolt.

Living Lightning.

That had been his second name. It became his name when he was given as the core that held together the most powerful spell ever created. A spell that would grant humans the powers of Gods, powers to help keep the world at balance in the Gods' stead. To protect humanity and carry out their will.

Thavma.

That had been his third name, stood for marvel. It was the name he was gifted after Hecate and Zeus decided that humans could no longer be trusted with the power of Gods. And he was given a body built out of pure magic, some blood from the two Gods who had the strongest link to him and several enchantments Hecate had created on the spot.

For a long time, that was the name he carried, as he learnt to be human and developed his own view of the world.

Billy Batson.

That had been his fourth name, short for William, which stood for protector. The Gods had helped him choose a new name when he decided to set foot on the modern world for the first time. And Batson… that one he had picked it up from the kind couple he had met when he first woke up at Zeus' temple, archeologists , he had spent a few weeks with them, had even met their daughter; Mary, he had found them intriguing.

He never forgave himself for not going with them to explore that cave C.C. had found, the cave that collapsed and killed them, he had managed to save Mary, she had been only four at the time.

He had kept her with him, had raised her, she was like the little sister he never knew he wanted. Little until she turned 12 and people began asking if they were twins. He was stuck as a 12 year old, was part of the enchantment Hecate had put on him. They played along.

Captain Marvel.

That was his fifth name, came to him as a gift from the very people he protected, or at least that was the one who stuck out the most.

He lived lots of lives in different worlds, had lots of names, but never did he expect that that would matter in any possible way. 

But again, ever since he joined the Justice League he's come face to face with situations he never saw himself being dragged into.

So getting locked in a haunted forest where the one and sole way of leaving was to speak every single name, title and whatnot they were known for shouldn't have been surprising, a forest where his magic for some reason really didn't want to work at all. Not alarming at all. Definitely fine.

He couldn't even feel the spirit, spirit who stood before the League, waiting. The others had already said their names, they knew each other's identities, so it wasn't particularly that hard…

Except Captain Marvel, he was staring the spirit down, he really hated this thing . Was this seriously how he lost his anonymous existence? He wanted to go home, maybe scream at Zeus a bit, he didn't know how yet, but this was totally his fault.

“Captain… I understand you might not feel comfortable with this, but we can't exactly get out any other way.” Wonder Woman said, and he really hated her kind tone, he didn't feel uncomfortable with this, hell, he could care less about his identity, but God.

He had a lot of names, like, a lot. Many of which he really didn't want the League hearing.

He sighed, dragging a hand down his face. Never had he ever hated being immortal and having the habit of jumping from one world to another more than he did now. Because he had way too many fucking names. Did he have to speak them all? Fuck. He groaned, he really wished he had agreed to establish a mental link with Hecate right now, she would have been able to lift this curse within seconds.

But he didn't, because it was bad enough he had Zeus in his head, he didn't need her too, that was like having your parents knowing every single thing you did. He gave one last suffering sigh before talking.

“Big Red Cheese. Captain Marvel…” He glared even more at the spirit, like, he gave it the pettiest glare he could muster, one of complete annoyance and seriously wishing it walked into a tree among all these stupid fog or stubbed its toe into a rock or whatever the hell made it feel horrible pain.

Because he really hated this. He should have stayed in bed this morning.

“Captain Thunder… Thundercrack. Mr. Philadelphia. Power Boy. Captain Sparklefingers. Red Cyclone.”

Freddy was so fucking lucky he didn't exist in this world, Billy wanted to strangle him right now.

“Zap-tain America. Sir Zaps-A-Lot. Maximum "Max" Voltage. Human Power Storm.”

Each name was making his soul tremble in cringe, humiliation, embarrassment, homicidal thoughts towards Freddy.

“Frequency Flinger. Man Of Many Names. Chosen One. Philadelphia Mystery Hero.”

He wanted to die, someone please just put him out of his misery.

“The Hero. Champion. Pennsylvania Power. Lightning In A Bottle. Power Man. Lightning Man. Captain Everypower Jr. Low Voltage. High Voltage.”

Billy's has never strived for death as much as he did the longer he spoke.

And he knew half of the League would definitely use several of those for weeks to come, he knew it for he could perfectly hear Flash's stifled laughter. He wanted to strangle him, but he totally wanted to strangle Freddy first.

At least the next names were less… horrible.

“Keraunos. Thavma. Living Lightning. Champion Of Magic. World's Mightiest Mortal. The Captain. Eternity's Heir. God Of Gods…”

He scowled and bit his cheek as the next names came. He was so gonna kill Zeus too.

“Little Lightning. Little Spark.”

And also kill whoever made this stupid spell.

“Whiz Kid. William Joseph Batson. Mr. Batson. Billy Batson. Billy…” A little comfort was that no matter how hard Batman looked, he would never be able to find anything on him because he was never truly born. And he's been alive for centuries now.

The spirit stared at him, and he stared back. He was aware there were two names left, but this world was a bit different, he glanced at Diana, holding his hand out with his nicest smile.

“Can I have your shield just for a second?” He requested, she seemed confused and caught off guard, but she didn't question him as she handed him the shield, that's what he liked the most about her, if he needed her help, she always gave it without questioning why he asked for some things. She was just there. Trusting him and standing by his side.

It was what sometimes made him feel a bit of guilt over not telling her about how true their ‘sibling’ bond was, or the fact that he had been that kid who once crashed into her little sword training at the beach when her mother was still not all onboard with the idea of her training or even holding a sword. 

But considering her face… something told him she totally knew what Keraunos stood for. And she definitely remembered who Keraunos was. That would be a fun talk he was so not looking forward to.

He sighed, holding the shield up, he really hoped that since Hera gave Diana this shield it would be able to stop Zeus' lightning.

“Fair warning, what's about to happen looks bad, but it's not. Don't worry about it.” He really didn't want the League freaking out over the lightning.

He glared at the spirit one last time, and then he spoke the name.

“Shazam.”

The lightning came howling down immediately, but the shield stopped it, and holy shit he suddenly really liked Hera a lot, bless her and her ability to just whip up shit able to counteract Zeus' powers 

“King Shazam.”

Another lightning struck, and man he was definitely getting Hera a new pet, maybe whip up a new magical beast with her favorite animals.

And with that last name, the fog dissipated and so did the spirit. He almost cried in joy.

Almost.

He turned around and held the shield out for Diana to take, Diana who regarded him with a look that did not make him nervous.

Not at all.

“Keraunos.” She said, her voice flat as she took the shield back, oh but those eyes were not happy at all. She definitely remembered him, and man was her memory outstanding, he couldn't even remember what he had for dinner last week.

“I have so many questions right now, like, dude, why do you have so many names? And what was that with the lightning? Champion of Magic? As in you have magic? And why is Diana giving you the patented ‘too pissed off to talk to you right now' look?” Green Lantern asked, throwing a look at the amazonian on the last remark, last he saw Diana look at anyone like that was when Shayera ate all the ice cream and left the empty tubs in the fridge.

“Well… I have lived through a lot of worlds, it's just normal that people would give me a lot of names, some weirder than others.” More like Freddy was the one who gave him 95% of those terrible names.

Almost made him one to pop into the closest world with a Freddy just so he could steal all his shoelaces, throw crumbs in his bed and change his phone's password. Maybe even bedazzle his crutches.

“Worlds? As in other planets or…?” 

“Alternate dimensions, other universes. As in jumping through the multiverse.” Billy explained, he did not want people assuming he was an alien again, it was funny, but something that always ended up with Zeus sulking in a corner and acting like Billy just insulted his whole bloodline, his cow, his house, his keys, his car, and the guy didn't even have half of those things.

Better avoid that. Moping Zeus meant the man would be all pitiful and extremely annoying.

“You can do that?” Of course Batman would be interested in that.

“Yeah. It's uh… part of the magic thing, and now, I know it wasn't right to not tell you about the magic thing, but it's not like I use it anyways, I have never really found myself in a situation where I needed to use it. No Barry, my magic for some reason didn't really want to work here.” Which he really would need to ask Hecate about. Because that has never happened before, no one but Hecate had a magic stronger than his. Some magic users in the multiverse could match him at times, but no one could overpower him if he was truly focused.

Meanwhile, the League was left quite stunned, because what did he mean by never having found himself in a situation where he needed to use it? Like, did that mean all this time, with all that terrifying power, he hasn't been fighting giving his all? What the hell? 

“The lightning thing was… well, my powers work through an enchantment, this form is not my own, it's more like a prime form kind of thing, if I speak the word, I can like, revert back to my less powerful form. In some worlds, I can speak the word without transforming. In this world, it doesn't matter the intonation I use, I transform either way, a bit annoying if you ask me.” A little part of him didn't like at all speaking that out loud.

Because while he trusted them, he has never been one to feel comfortable with people knowing that his voice was the defining factor between becoming a human with limited access to his powers, or his prime form where he had no limits to his powers. 

He could tell from a mile Batman's next hobby will be finding a way to use what he just said to whip up a plan to subdue him, which wasn't that horrible, he knew and understood why the man did it, but he still really didn't like it.

“And why Diana's giving me the passive-aggressive look? Yeah… I definitely deserve that one.” Was all the answer he gave, he was so not telling them he met her after climbing the gates of Olympus when no one was looking just to crash down to Earth when he could barely fly in a straight line, he had somehow ended up crashing straight into a 10 year old Diana in Themyschira.

He crashed into her with such force her sword had been driven right through his stomach while he broke her arm and some of her ribs, maybe it did make sense she would remember the guy who fell off the sky and broke several of her bones. Also, what 10 year old wouldn't remember the first time their sword was driven through another kid's stomach? There had been so much blood, hysterical screaming, panic and horror.

What a way to start a friendship. Almost killing each other by accident. 

Fun thing was that Zeus never found out about that. 

"Alright, keep your secrets, I just have one more question." Flash's question got him a raised eyebrow from Marvel. "What's your name?"

"Depends."

"What is that even supposed to mean?" Hal frowns, why did the guy always had to be so cryptic when answering any questions regarding his name? 

And Marvel just grinned. That bastard.

"Alright, I can choose one, and from today on, your name's officially Philadelphia cheese." Hal told as a statement of fact, Marvel's eyebrow twitched, giving Hal a narrowed look. 

"No? What about Thundercrack?" Flash suggested this time, biting back a smirk. Marvel's eye twitched.

"I will hurt you." 

"Alright… Billiam…"

"..."

"Bill The Thrill."

“Still not funny.”

“Wilhelm.”

And then, because Flash and Green Lantern feared no God, they shared a look and smirked before staring at Marvel, and without missing a beat, they both spoke the same name.

“Billy Bean.”

Captain Marvel was a man of peace.

But peace was never an option.

And so he chose violence as he lunged, Hal and Barry's shrieks echoing throughout the forest, but not even Flash could escape from the man who's speed came from a God.

And both heroes ended up hanging off a tree from their legs, Flash covered in Lightning McQueen stickers from head to toe and Green Lantern with dozens of glowing sticks taped all over his body. Flash had a giant banner stuck to his forehead with the name 'Bartholomew' written in it.

Green Lantern also had a giant banner stuck to his forehead, with the name 'Harold' written in it.

He stood infront of them both, grinning at them with the smugest look ever known to mankind. 

But his smile didn't last long for a hand came to rest on his shoulder from behind, he looked over his shoulder just to be met with Wonder Woman's dangerous smile.

"Now we need to talk, brother ."

This time, Captain Marvel's shriek was heard across the forest.

Chapter 100: I'll Be Good

Notes:

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Billy Batson comes from a world where he became the villain.

At the age of 12.

He was once a Champion Of Magic gone rogue due grief. He leveled an entire continent in his fight against Black Adam, this after the man slaughtered his family before him.

When he killed Black Adam. He came to realize what their fight had done, the battlefield they dragged millions of innocents into.

In his guilt, he jumped into another world. Hoping to redeem himself, but even if he did good, even if he helped as many people as he could, even going as far as joining a team of heroes.

It never made him forget what he had done. Whenever he saw himself in the mirror, the face of a killer would stare back. Reminding him of the war he started between humans and non-humans.

He never meant for that to happen, but it did. And he had left the streets bathed in innocent blood, old, and new. All because of him.

No matter how much he tried to be a good man, to be better, he would never be, because deep down, he was just a monster. And the reflection on the mirror always reminded him of that fact.

Because some things, like what he had done, could never be forgotten or even fixed. Nothing he ever did would let him come back from that. An endless redemption that would never be quite reached.

Killers couldn't do good. Killers couldn't wash the blood off their hands. Killers didn't get to wake up one day and just decide they could change and leave the past behind. That's not how it worked.

Maybe that's why he fought so hard to make villains see the error of their ways, to change them, because even if the worst of villains could make amends, if they could be redeemed, if they could be saved , maybe there was still hope for him.

He knew the League sometimes saw him as too naive for thinking all villains could be talked to, he knew not everyone could be reasoned with, some were just insane, but it made him feel a lot better when he could get a villain to listen. Like he was less of a monster.

Even if the villains he spoke to were a whole lot better than he could ever be , he had been merciless, reckless and downright brutal during his fight against Black Adam.

He had killed Black Adam, but at what cost? Even 4 years later, he could still see the blood on his hands, and it terrified him to no end. It was the reason he never allowed himself to lose his cool.

Always smiling, always happy, always calm. Because last time he let his emotions get the best of him, thousands got hurt, many lives were lost, many innocents suffered, many tears of anguish and fear had been shed. Many bruises and broken trusts he had left behind. He destroyed millions of lives over his own wish for revenge.

He ran from his past, never stopped doing so, he made the League believe he was one of them, he made friends and at times genuinely thought he might actually have a chance at redemption.

And then his past caught up with him.

Maybe that saying had been right all along, no one could really escape from the truth, it always managed to come to light one way or another.

And his came to light with the awakening of a familiar face. A face that launched him straight into the past.



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Black Adam is awake.

Black Adam exists in this world.

Black Adam is awake.

That's all Billy can think of as he watches the man arrive with the Justice Society . The man for some reason wasn't making demands or whatever, he looked a whole lot more subdued than his Black Adam ever did.

It makes him reel, to see that face, to feel that power, it makes his throat close, the League had said the Justice Society had found someone who wanted to have a word with the League, but he never expected it would be this.

And shit, he should have known something was wrong when he had first felt the whiplash across magic. He can't be in the same room as him, it feels like the air is growing thinner, ears ringing as heat rushes through his veins. All he can see is blood, all he can hear are screams, all he can smell is smoke.

He can't be here.

And the second the man meets his gaze, the second he is out of there. He knows he will know, if this Black Adam was also the Champion at some point, he must have noticed it the second he saw him.

That he belongs in another world.

And fuck, he was so, so screwed.




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“Is that normal?” Black Adam questions as he watches the man in the red suit leave, why was there another Champion here? Had the Wizards brought him to replace him when they sealed him away? But that didn't quite make sense.

“He doesn't usually do that, forgive him.” Superman apologized, frowning, why had Marvel just… left? Did he know Black Adam? They had the exact same costume, just that Black Adam’s was black, same as with the cape.

“No, I mean the other world thing. People from other worlds joining you. Is that normal?” Because he really didn't want to deal with that. People from other worlds usually didn't come to be nice, they always came for a reason. At least that's what Hurut used to say. And there was something about that guy that just didn't feel right.

And still, the League's looks told him none of them had been aware of the fact that one of their own was from another world. Definitely nothing good.

“What makes you think he is from another world?”

“Each world's magic has its own kind of mark, his is not from this one.” They hadn't known about the magic either? Totally not anything to be alarmed at. If he hid that from his supposed teammates, he didn't want to know what that man's true intentions were.

He was so not getting involved in this.




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Billy is a coward, he knows it as the second week of avoiding the Justice League hits, he has skipped three meetings already, had also turned off his comm, it was always beeping. He knew Black Adam must have mentioned the other world thing, and definitely the magic thing.

It was good while it lasted. Had been nice to have friends again, to almost feel… alive. Like he was actually finally making up for the horrors he caused.

But sometimes, no matter how many lies were built, the truth would always bleed into it, he sighed, he was sitting at the ledge of a roof, staring down at the streets below and fiddling absentmindedly with the comm between his fingers, wondering, how it would be like to be one of them, to lead a normal life. He missed that.

Game nights, movie nights, having Rosa and Victor pulling at his blanket and opening the window wide whenever he didn't want to wake up for school, he missed the Christmas lights, family dinners, the laughter, the happiness, the warmth. He missed it all…

But he would never have it back. Even less after what he did.

He rubbed at his arm, sometimes, it still hurt, the mark left behind by the Gods and the Wizard. It wasn't a curse per se, more like a warning, a reminder, that he was one action away from being sealed away as Black Adam had been. He had been given a second chance because of his age.

But if he committed another transgression… not even his age would save him. The Gods and the Wizard weren't even mad at him for having killed Black Adam. But because of how he did it.

By dragging millions of innocents into their fight. That's what had angered them, the innocent lives that were lost. And he agreed with them, but he also didn't, because killing Black Adam had also been wrong, revenge, hatred, rage, it had been wrong to kill him. Even for what he did, he's heard Superman say so a lot of times, no one had any right to choose whether someone deserved to live or die. 

He groaned, clutching at his arm and squeezing his eyes shut as pain exploded on his arm, pain always made him think clearer. Should he leave? Or should he face the League and their questions? He didn't want to lie, but he didn't want to tell them the truth either. He didn't want them to know what he had done, he didn't want to lose them.

But he knew that that was just him being naive, the League would never want him close if his actions came to light. Lying to them just so he could keep them was beyond selfish. 

“Sometimes, in order to start healing, you must say it out loud.” Solomon's sudden voice caught him off guard, ever since… the incident… the Gods didn't speak much to him, he wasn't sure if it was because they were disappointed in him or if they were just giving him space.

“Doesn't matter what I say, I know the outcome already, maybe I have always known it, that's why I never told them the truth, because I was just stalling, refusing to accept that no matter what I do, it will never change what I did, be it here or there, I can never escape.”

“You can't change the past. But you can change the future.” Billy scoffed at those words.

“It's good to know you are still as cryptic as always.”

“I aim to please.” Solomon sounded amused. He sighed, looking at the comm, hand shaking and vision blurring, making him rub at his eyes angrily, he was not going to cry, he didn't deserve to cry after what he did.

“I should have never come here.” He should have stayed, he should have helped people, given himself up to the Justice League, Superman had said he believed in him, that while he wasn't a member of their team, he trusted he would take care of the people while they were away.

And he destroyed half the continent. Because he was way too stupid and went for revenge.

He ruined a lot of lives, he killed thousands, and then he just left. 

He crushed the comm in his hand, dropping the remains off the building, watching them fall with a vacant look, he didn't deserve to be in the Justice League , nor to go back home. He deserved nothing.

"Do you have any idea how expensive those are?" He didn't flinch at the voice, didn't so much as turn to look, why was he of all possible people here?

He didn't answer, and the newcomer came up to sit at the ledge with him. In absolute silence. And Billy really wanted to know why was he here. 

"So… are we brooding up here? I thought that was something people left more to my father and my siblings."

"Why are you here Damian?" He asked with a sigh, why was Damian here? He barely hung around any of the Teen Titans or Young Justice. They weren't friends, hell, they weren't even acquaintances. He would have expected Batman, Superman, even Wonder Woman, one of the big three to show up and demand answers.

Not a 14 year old. Which there was nothing wrong with, Billy was 16 years old himself, but why send Robin? He couldn't see Batman sending his youngest son to face him if he thought he was bad or something. He would have sent Superman at the very most.

"Father doesn't know I'm here."

That did catch him off guard.

"I heard what Black Adam said, and after some research from old footage, among other things, I think I know what's happening. You did something potentially unforgivable in your world, you came here to escape that. You didn't tell anyone because you thought you could redeem yourself by becoming a hero. And now you avoid the League because you don't want to lie to them, but you don't want to tell them the truth either."

Billy was unable to not look at Robin this time, because what the hell? How did he even figure that out? Was this what it meant to be the world's greatest detective's son or were all bats just insanely smart? 

"So I am right." Robin said as he saw the man's bewildered expression. He had done something, Damian had first thought about sharing with his father his findings, but thinking better of it.

He didn't.

Because while he didn't like Captain Marvel much, he had to admit that if he was right, which he had been. He understood that all too well, of committing unforgiving acts, thinking that maybe, if you do enough good, maybe, you could hopefully make up for all the horrors you did.

But even then, sometimes, it still didn't feel enough. Like no matter how many lives you saved or protected. You would never be able to completely wash the blood off your hands.

He knew that feeling all too well.

And it made him wonder if that had to do with the reason the man was so hellbent on always giving second chances, always seeing the best in people, thinking everyone could do good. Because maybe, if even villains could do good, maybe he was still hope for him. That he might not be a monster.

Again, Damian understood that one, though he didn't always see the best in people, whenever he saw a villain do something actually decent, especially Gotham's villains… it always left him thinking.

"You don't have to tell them everything, you know? You could just give them a less detailed version, you wouldn't be lying, but you wouldn't be giving them all the details either." Granted, it was stupid to not give all the details, and father wouldn't rest until he knew exactly what Captain Marvel had done.

And while Damian knew that someone with Captain Marvel's powers should be kept under close watch, even more so if he apparently did something bad enough he chose to jump into another world to escape from it.

Another part of him related far too much for comfort that he just couldn't bring himself to tell him to tell them all. Because he knew better than anyone that overwhelming feeling of just wanting to hide every single horrible thing you ever did, ashamed of the blood on your hands, wanting to prove to the people around you that you weren't a monster, that you were good.

Maybe that's why Captain Marvel was like he was, a giant, very childish buffoon. A desperate attempt to show people he meant no harm.

Or it could be a mask to hide how truly dangerous he was.

But Damian's gut told him that that wasn't the case, Captain Marvel was good. Were he bad, he would have killed him already for having figured out the truth, no one knew he came here, no one would ever know it had been Captain Marvel. 

And if it was true he had magic, he could easily dispose of his body, and no one would ever find it either.

But he didn't.

"Why didn't you tell Batman if you had already figured it out?"

Fair question, but Damian wasn't about to tell him his whole life story.

"Let's say I understand how it feels to want to hide the blood in your hands, to think that maybe, if you save enough people, you might make up for all the lives you took." He said as a statement of fact, standing up, he would really like to just pull his grapple out and leave.

But Fawcett City's buildings weren't quite built to allow him the use of his grapple.

So all he did was jump off the ledge and onto the roof. 

"For what is worth it, I do think you are one of the good guys." Damian said, and with that, he was gone.

Meanwhile, Billy watched the door to the roof close.

For what is worth it, I do think you are one of the good guys.

He smiled, coming from that Robin in particular? It almost felt like it might be true, like he might actually be good. He knew Robin came from a dark background, he wasn't sure of the details, but hearing his words, while cryptic, almost made him feel like he might not be as alone as he had thought.

And maybe, just maybe, he might be able to tell the League the truth.




~




Wrong.

He couldn't tell the League the truth, hell, he couldn't even step into the meeting room. Feet glued outside the door, he rubbed at his arm, once, twice, he gripped, hard, but not even the pain made him take that damn step forward. 

"How many times must I tell you to stop gripping your arm?" Zeus' voice flew over his head, he wanted to just turn around and run, run and never look back.

But was that seriously what he wanted to do?

No. He didn't.

And maybe, if he was able to face this Justice League, he might be able to face the one in his world. 

Taking in a deep breath, he opened the door and stepped in before he could regret it.

The silence that fell in the room was deafening, all stares falling on him. And it took all his self-control for him to not just turn around a bolt.

He bit down the anxiety and went over to his chair, maybe he really should have left.

"You have questions, I have answers, but I can't promise I will give them all." Alright, not the best way to start this, but he really needed to speak before fear won. He has never clung to Achilles' courage as much as he was doing right now.

"You have had magic all along?” Of course that one would be the biggest question among all, that he had magic and how he has never used it before. 

“...Yes.” 

Batman didn't look amused, at all. Which granted, it made sense, there had been lots of situations where magic users had been needed, he never said a word, just let them have to go reach for Zatanna, Dr. Fate, Constantine or even Raven.

He didn't look up, rubbing at his arm and really wanting to get out of here.

“I didn't mean to lie on that matter, I have magic, but I never use it, so I didn't see the point of telling you about it when I wouldn't really use it anyways.”

Because magic reminded him of what he had done, and using it always made the world zoom out, always made him see the blood on his hands, remember the screams and the dust being carried away by the wind. 

“Do you not know how to use it?” Wonder Woman questioned, she didn't sound judgemental, just curious.

“I do, I just… don't like using it.” Because magic was now forever ingrained in his brain as something he had used to hurt many. 

"Alright, what about the other world thing? Is that true? And why does Black Adam have the same costume as you?"

"That's… also true. Our powers come from the same source, that's why our costumes are the same." He didn't mention the fact that a black costume stood for someone who had used their powers to do unforgivable acts.

Not when the sleeves of his costume were black, same hands he used to call the lightning that took many lives, same hands he used to bring down buildings, same hands he used to kill Black Adam. And now both had the mark of the Gods, a mark that burnt whenever his negative emotions rose, warning him to think twice. That if he does something out of line again, the Gods wouldn't have any choice but to seal him away.

"His is black, and I don't mean it in the 'each costume might have a different color' black. His looks like it was singed from head to toe, even the lightning bolt looks like it got affected too." Hal said, because it was true, Black Adam's costume had looked like it had been burnt, same burnt black as Captain Marvel's sleeves to be more precise.

Did that have a meaning or was it just aesthetics?

He would lean for the first since his question made Marvel look like he wanted to be anywhere but here.

"As I understand, he used his powers for revenge, killed thousands as he was consumed by rage and grief, the Gods didn't like that, and so he was sealed away as punishment. Black stands as a way to showcase the misuse of the Gods' powers." Of all possible things, Billy never expected that in this world, Black Adam and him would be so… similar.

Just that unlike Black Adam, he was given a second chance. With shackles, but a second chance. He had seeked revenge for the death of his family, as Billy himself had done. 

His power grew in his rage, and thousands paid the price. He even killed several of the Wizards from the Council. He knew, for Solomon was passing on that knowledge to him. Of what the Black Adam in this world had done and why.

So lost in thought he was, he didn't notice the stares he was getting. Because his sleeves were black.

"Are those the reason you are here?" Flash asked, motioning at the black sleeves, he couldn't see Marvel doing something as bad as what he just said Black Adam did, but then why would anyone with his kind of power just leave his world to protect a completely different one? What had he done that he just chose to leave? And his wasn't completely black, so maybe it wasn't as bad as it sounded?

He heard Black Adam had been sealed for thousands of years. The man seemed to still be adjusting to the modern world, Captain Marvel has never given any reason to doubt his knowledge of the modern world. He seemed quite comfortable with technology.

So it wasn't bad enough either for him to be punished as Black Adam had been… right?

But Captain Marvel looked like a deer caught in the headlights. 

"... Something of the likes…" Was his final answer. 

"Something… of the likes?" Superman repeated, Captain Marvel has never given reason to be doubted, Clark has seen how he treated people, he cared far too much, always happy, always trying to help everyone, always there for everyone.

He couldn't for the life of him see how someone like that could potentially be hiding something as dark as what was being implied right now. Having hurt people. 

“It's… mine’s more of a warning.” Billy knew he was being naive by thinking the League wouldn't press on the matter, something like this couldn't and wouldn't be ignored.

“Care to elaborate?” Hawkwoman's words made him want to groan and bang his head against a wall in hopes of waking up and seeing it was all one long terrible nightmare .

He sighed, leaning back against his chair and staring down at his hand, sometimes, he could still smell the blood in the air, see it.

“Because of… reasons, I was given a second chance, but in theory, I'm one wrong move from ending up like Black Adam. These are less of an aftermath thing, and more of a symbol for their mark, if they feel the slightest negative change in my emotions, they make the mark feel particularly unpleasant. Like a reminder.”

To behave or else he will be imprisoned in stone for centuries to come. The Gods nor the Wizard wanted that, but they wouldn't have any other choice, they had said so themselves, they wouldn't allow their personal feelings blind them, they would never let another Champion turn out like Black Adam.

He was only forgiven because he was a child who had just watched his family be slaughtered before him. 

“Is that why you rub it sometimes?” Aquaman's words made him snap to attention, what? He never even entertained the idea of someone catching on that. Of him rubbing his arm whenever anger rose, hatred, resentment, how had Arthur noticed he even did that?

And still…

“Something like that.”

Those words… the League wasn't quite sure what to make of that answer. Did that mean he wasn't allowed to feel anything but positive emotions? The idea of it felt unsettling, and cruel. Because regardless of what he had done, it was messed up for him to be forced to smile at all moments and just be at ease, to not react to anything negatively in fear of ending up imprisoned.

Black Adam had used his powers to avenge his family, definitely not right, but also understandable, he had acted out of grief and anger. And he ended up sealed for thousands of years until someone woke him up.

Wasn't that a bit excessive? To seal someone up for centuries for making a bad decision made in a moment where he had been feeling rightfully angry and grieving? Again, not the answer, but that punishment had been incredibly excessive and uncalled for. 

And Captain Marvel, what even had he done? If rubbing his arm was a sign that he was mad… that knowledge gave them all a whole new view of him, he had done that several times during battles, also did it a lot whenever Guy Gardner was in the room. Made them realize that his smiles at those times had been more sharper, dangerous.

“What did you do?” Batman asked, bringing up the biggest and most important question of them all. Black Adam killed hundreds in his rage, an act of revenge towards the people who killed his family.

And because of it, he was sealed away for thousands of years, and now his costume was completely black to apparently symbolize the fact that he had committed some unforgivable act through his powers.

Captain Marvel was given a second chance, and while his sleeves made it sound and seem as if he hadn't committed something as bad as Black Adam, Bruce wasn't stupid, because then why would he live with the threat of being sealed away over his head? Why would he leave his own world? Why avoid them for so long? Why hide it and lie? Something wasn't making any sense here.

He knew it when Captain Marvel tensed under his question, guilt, grief and shame washing over his face.

“That's…”

“We need to know this because of safety reasons. You understand this, right? But if it makes you feel better, you can just tell one of us, if it's not important knowledge, the rest doesn't need to know.” Superman suggested, they needed to know what Marvel had done, just to know how to access this situation, if he would have to be watched, if Dinah would need to be involved, if he should still be allowed in the League…

It was necessary.

But that didn't mean he had to share it with the whole room, if the information ended up being harmless, he wouldn't have to feel so exposed by having everyone know something he might have wished to have kept secret. 

“I think it's fair you all know.” Billy said, because it was true, he's lied enough, it was time for the truth to come to light. 

And if worse came to worse, well, at least he tried to make amends. Would never erase or change what he did, but he had tried to the very end to be good. Better. Nicer than he ever was.

And so he took a deep breath and spoke a truth he has been denying for a long time, one of the many reasons why he took a dive into a completely different world.

“I came here to escape the Justice League from my world.”

Notes:

So... 100th chapters... 🕺🕺🤸👽 I swear I do leave the house... sometimes...

Anyways, I admit I didn't expect to come this far with this fic considering my love to just free fall from one fandom to another with no warning whatsoever, almost got snatched away by the Marvel fandom several times, but I guess I'm not done with DC yet. So I'm gonna make this a series and part 2 will come with even MORE one-shots, drabbles and potential ideas that might spawn into whole ass fics, who knows? Might even end up making another 100 chapters 💀🤣 Anywho, thanks for all the comments, positive feedback and ideas, never expected this fic to get so much attention, see you all on part 2 🤸

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