Chapter 1: Sleep? Never heard of them
Chapter Text
The bois + dad
sangie
someone bring me caffeine plz
jjongie
Its 2 am wtf
joong
language
jjongie
sorry dad 🙃
sangie
caffeine plz
joong
why do you even need that rn
sangie
editing
duh
joong
still?
wooie
says the one who’s still at the studio 🤨
joong
…
sangie
N E WAYS
woo plz bring me something 🥺
wooie
don’t give me those eyes
no
sangie
🥺
wooie
FINE OK STOP IT
sangie
thank you 🥰
jjongie
weak
sangie
jongho hates me 😔😔
jjongie
WAIT NO NO IM SORRY
sangie
🥰
joong
you were saying?
wooie
yeo i’ll be there in 10 btw
sangie
~~~~~
wooie
be a good friend, they said
it’ll be worth it, they said
and THIS is what i get for being nice 😠
sangie
in my defense
jonggie planned it and i was bored 🤷♂️
joong
what did yeosang do this time?
sangie
damn taking sides already
i see
wooie
he scared me and i almost dropped the coffee 😠
sangie
key word: almost
wooie
I CAN STILL TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU
YOU BITCH
joong
LANGUAGE
sangie
TRY ME WOO I DARE YOU
joong
you have five seconds or you’re grounded
sangie
no no i’m sorry dad please
wooie
HAHA
joong
wooyoung.
wooie
wait i’m sorry please no 🥺
joong
thank you.
now please shut up, the baby is sleeping
jjongie
who says i’m sleeping?
joong
me.
go. to. sleep.
jjongie
okay sorry i’m sleeping
sangie
angry dad is scary
joong
go to sleep
sangie
but :(
i’m editing :(
joong
you have an hour
then sleep
sangie
but 🥺
joong
no.
sangie
okay 😔
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
yunnie
is anyone free today? 🥺
i got the day off!! 🥰🥰
minnie
what do you have in mind? 🤩
seongie
i’m off too but sannie’s working
yunnie
can we go to disney? 🥺👉👈
we haven’t gone in a while 🥺🥺
minnie
YES????????
PLEASE??????????
CAN WE PLEASE?????????
seongie
sure i don’t see why not
yunnie
yay!!
what if i tweet about it and i see some fans! 🥰🥰
seongie
N O
NO TWEETING
yunnie
why? 🥺
seongie
that’s dangerous bub
you know that
yunnie
okay 😔
minnie
hwa’s right yun
things got crazy last time, remember?
yunnie
yeah i know 😔
seongie
what if i get you some ice cream? will that make you feel better, bub?
yunnie
yes please 🥺
seongie
okay then everyone ready in 30?
minnie
yes sir!
yunnie
okay! ☺️☺️
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
anyone down to go out rn?
jjongie
if there’s food
yes
sangie
i mean
we can do that too
jjongie
then yes.
wooie
i’m down too
sangie
okay then hyung has to come
no exceptions
joong
i’m at the studio???? working???
sangie
not anymore you’re not
joong
…
where are we going? 😪
sangie
disney?
they opened up that one new ride i think
wooie
OMG
CAN WE GO??
DAD PLEASE CAN WE GO?!?!?!🥺🥺🥺
joong
i’m not paying for your tickets
so sure
wooie
w o w
sangie
so is this a yes from everyone..?
jjongie
fuck it
i’m down
joong
language
and sure
wooie
YESSSSSS
joong
who’s driving?
sangie
you
joong
😑
why do i even bother asking
sangie
i wonder that all the time
yet you keep doing it
wooie
oooooo
joong
…….
i’ll go to yeo’s in 20
whoever isn’t there is getting left behind
wooie
WAIT
NOOO
I NEED TO GET READY
joong
welp
you have 20 minutes 🤷♂️
sangie
woo you left some stuff at my place
just come over
wooie
….
you just want me to do your makeup don’t you? 🤨
sangie
you know me so well
jjongie
ummm
hyung can you pick me up on your way?
i can’t find my bus pass 😔😔
joong
of course sweetie
jjongie
thank you 🥺
wooie
this is favoritism
joong
i will not hesitate to leave you
wooie
sorry :')
sangie
okay welllllll
i’ll see you guys here 😝😝
~~~~~
Chapter 2: Disney Time!
Summary:
A trip to Disney, what could possibly go wrong? A lot apparently.
Notes:
me: i won't update for at least another day
also me: *updates cause impatient*anywayssss, I'm just going to add this to be save but
TW// Referenced/beginning of a panic attack
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
the bois + dad
joong
it’s been 5 MINUTES
HOW THE F U C K DID I ALREADY LOSE ONE OF YOU
wooie
uhhh idk
i was with him and then when i turned around he just wasn’t there
joong
yeosang where tf are you
jjongie
joongie hyung calm down
you look like you lost your newborn or something
joong
BECAUSE I PRACTICALLY DID
wooie
wait at the fountain
i’ll try looking
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
wooie
yeo?
where’d you go?
sangie
had to go to the bathroom
sorry
wooie
why didn’t you say anything then?
we've been trying to call you
sangie
idk?
wooie
sangie…
sangie
i’ll be there in a minute
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
sorry
went to the bathroom
didn’t mean to scare you guys
joong
it’s fine
just say something next time
sangie
okay
i’m on my way
~~~~~
My Love 💕
seongie
hey love 💕
i’m sorry you couldn’t come but i’m bringing you back something, okay?
sannie
it’s okay hwa! 🥰
thank you 🥺
seongie
anything for you sweetheart ❤️
sannie
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
yunnie
GUYS
seongie
why are you blushing so much???
are you sick???
yunnie
WAIT
DON’T MOVEE SKSNSJSJS
minnie
aww is the pup shy?
yunnie
MINGIFBSJSBS
seongie
????
what’s happening?
yunnie
CASUALLY LOOK BEHIND YOU
HYUNG WTF
I SAID C A S U A L L Y
sannie
aww does our pup have a crush? 🤭🤭
someone send a pic!
seongie
yunnie
HYUNGG WHYYYDHSBSJ
seongie
you weren’t gonna do it
yunnie
but w h y did you take a picture?????
that’s weirdddddd >_<
sannie
oh wow he’s cute
go get him pup!!!
yunnie
i can't 😫😫
he’s gone 😔
minnie
maybe you’ll see him around later?
yunnie
maybe 😔
can we go get food now please
im hungryyyy
~~~~~
dad™️
sangie
dad can you buy me a smoothie 🥺
joong
why does it have to be me?????
sangie
ummm
because you love me? 🥺
joong
….
fine
sangie
thank you 🥺
joong
yeah yeah
i’m not waiting in line tho
so
have fun
sangie
that’s ok!!!!
thank you!!!!!!
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
so someone is upset they didn’t get a mickey cookie
sangie
it looked so cute 😔😔
but that kid had to get to it first 😠
jjongie
ohhhh that’s why he put the bag over his head outside...
i thought he was having an existential crisis or something
sangie
I
W A S
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
sannie
soooooo
did our pup meet his mystery boy again?
yunnie
no (_ _)
sannie
awww
it’s ok bub!
maybe next time 🥺
seongie
sannie i love you, i really do, but i JUST got him to stop pouting
did you have to remind him 🤦♀️
sannie
sorry…? 😅
seongie
it’s okay 😪
anyways,
we’re heading back so i’ll see you in a bit love 💕
sannie
okay! 🥰🥰
minnie
do y’all really need to be all lovey dovey here? this is why private chats are a thing yknow 🤢🤢
we already see it at home enough as it is 😭
seongie
does this mean you’re taking the bus home?
minnie
NO WAIT
IM SORRY
STOP WALKING SO FAST
HYUNG PLEASE
seongie
that’s what i thought
~~~~~
🆘❌ protective bois ❌🆘
joong
tell me why i thought letting you guys drink would be a good idea
jjongie
hehehesh
you kove us hyung!
wooie
shhhh hdhng you kibr ussss
jonngueee is rightrdd
joong
….
okay
well
i’m giving y’all 20 minutes to nap bc i need one of you to help me carry yeosang up to his apartment
wooie
yes sir!
jjongie
yesssnbn!!
~~~~~
joong
did he wake up?
wooie
nope
jjongie
pretty sure he’s gonna be out for the rest of the night
didnt he go to sleep late last night?
joong
yeah
you left him water and everything right?
wooie
yes dad
joong
okay good
so
you wanna tell me what happened then?
jjongie
what happened…????
wdym??
joong
yeo was off ever since we got there
i know woo talked with him
so
what. happened.
wooie
woah woah woah
don’t go all dad mode on me right now!!
i can’t handle that in this state!!! 😫😫😫
but it tired to talk to him
tried*
that’s all that happened
he said he was fine
i didn’t wanna push okay
please stop interrogating me my brain can’t do this rn 😫😫
jjongie
i
okay wait
uh
you don’t think he was..?
joong
no
he promised
i would’ve noticed anyways
and he probably wouldn’t have hidden it. he knows we know and he doesn’t hide that from us. same goes with wooyoung
it can’t be that
wooie
should we talk to him in the morning?
joong
let’s see how he is first
nothing good will come out of it if we talk to him mid-hangover
again same goes to you
wooie
okay listen
i’m not THAT drunk 😖
jjongie
so you didn’t almost fall when we got off the car?
or just say that your “brain can’t do this rn”??
wooie
YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE
jjongie
when am i EVER on your side?
wooie
you’re hanging out with yeosang too much 😭😭😭
i miss my baby 😭😭
joong
both of you,
just go to bed
🙄
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
wooie
why are you awake???
it said you were active on snap
sangie
idj i woje ip rn
wooie
huh?
are you drunk??
sangie
no
wooie
yeo
why the fuck are you drinking?
what happened?
sangie
idk
wamtes to grt rid if hangiver
woo
sang that’s why you drink some water and go back to sleep
yeo seriously wtf
sangie
m sorey
wooie
hold on
nono
listen i’m not mad
just talk to me, yeah?
please
what’s going on?
sangie
i an taljing
wooie
you know what i mean
please just
talk to me come on
things will go a lot easier if we communicate, remember?
sangie
i’m fjne
wooie
sangie please i’m just trying to make this easy for you
please
i don’t want joong to go all dad mode on you
either please talk to me rn or i’ll literally run up to your floor myself
please sangie
sangie
no
nono i
no
no o
i’m soirey
wooie
hey hey hey
calm down
just breathe for me
sangie
in sorey
wooie
please it’s okay
he’s just worried about you
i’m worried about you
we all are
just let us help please
what’s going on?
wooie
yeo?
wooie
hello??
wooie
if you don’t text back i’m going up there
wooie
yeosang come on
wooie
fuck
Notes:
I love how them going to Disney was like, 1% of anything going on. anywayyyysss, I'll probably update again since this was actually supposed to go up yesterday but I fell asleep haha.
Chapter 3: You are so Brave and Quiet I Forget You are Suffering
Chapter Text
Two minutes passed.
He kept looking at the messages, but according to his phone, Yeosang still hadn’t seen them yet. Wooyoung really didn’t want to think about the worst-case scenario but at this point? What if something happened? He couldn’t just sit here and let more time pass.
Wooyoung rushed out of his room, not even attempting to put his shoes on properly. He ran as fast as he could, trying not to think about what he’ll see or what could happen once he gets there.
The younger was there in less than five minutes, the halls around him being way too quiet for his liking. Should he knock? Would Yeosang even hear it? Probably not. Wooyoung crouched down and lifted over the doormat slightly, for once appreciating Hongjoong’s dad mentality which forced all of them to keep a spare key at their entrances. He picked up the key, trying to prepare himself for anything, and slowly opened the door.
“Yeosang..?”
No response. None of the lights were on, making the apartment match the feeling in the poor boy’s chest. Was Yeosang even here?
Wooyoung walked inside, closing the door behind him. He turned on the flashlight on his phone, trying to look for the older or any clues as to where he would be. The first thing he noticed was the slight mess in the kitchen; a couple of boxes were on the floor, along with a bottle, but no Yeosang. He was probably looking for painkillers first. The boy turned around, now headed for the other’s bedroom, and was met with an open door.
Small, muffled hiccups could be heard from inside. With his heart beating impossibly faster, Wooyoung quickly went inside and froze for a second. He cursed under his breath as he forced himself to push away his panic, rushing to the poor boy on the floor as soon as his brain caught up with the situation.
And there was Yeosang, the boy practically suffocating himself in attempts to keep his cries quiet. The younger tried to gently remove the pillow the other was holding from his grasp, “Shh...it’s just me...it’s okay…” He whispered.
The only response given was just another sob. Wooyoung gently coaxed the boy to let him untangle the ball of limbs that he was, bringing the other close to him when he finally opened up enough. He hugged Yeosang tightly, rubbing his back, “Shh...it’s gonna be okay...it’s gonna be okay…” He spoke softly, hoping to offer the other as much comfort as he could.
“It’ll be okay…”
~~~~~
🆘❌ protective bois ❌🆘
jjongie
uhh
joong hyung
has woo hyung texted you?
at any point before now?
joong
no?
why?
jjongie
uhh
he’s not here?
i woke up a bit ago and he’s just
not here
joong
@wooie where are you?
wooie
oh
hey jjong sorry
and i’d rather not say where hyung
at least not rn
sorry
joong
wooyoung.
wooie
i can’t
i’m sorry
i’ll explain later
i can’t rn i have to go
joong
are you with yeosang?
just tell me that and it’s okay
wooie
yeah
joong
okay
take your time then
jjongie i can come over if you want me to
wooie
thank you
i’ll text you guys in a bit
[♡+2]
jjongie
no it’s ok hyung
it’s saturday
i know you don’t go to the studio today
rest up!!
joong
are you sure? i don’t mind
jjongie
yeah!
go nap or something 😇
joong
i probably won’t but okay
let me know if you change your mind
jjongie
😁
~~~~~
Notes:
ummmm funny enough, this is not as angsty as this is going to get so...stay stunned? ♡\( ̄▽ ̄)/♡
Chapter 4: you can not save people, you can only love them
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
minnie
mooooooommmmm
yunho is being pouty again and i don’t like it 😫
helpppppp
pleaseeeeeeee
yunnie
am not! >~<
sannie
yun
even your text sounds pouty
yunnie
😔
seongie
what’s wrong bub?
yunnie
nothingggggg 😁
seongie
Yunho.
minnie
oh no
hyung no
yunnie
don’t be mad 🥺🥺
please i’m babie 🥺
sannie
hwa how could you do that to our pup🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
seongie
yunnie, baby, please tell hyung what’s wrong so he can fix it, please 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
yunnie
but nothing happened!!! \(T^T)/
seongie
oh my wait-
wait
are you still pouting over not seeing the guy from disney again????
yunnie
🥺🥺🥺
minnie
i-
hyung how did you
sannie
it’s his mom instincts
yunnie
he was just
really cute
😭
seongie
🤦♂️
sannie
awww baby 🥺🥺
minnie
waitttt
hwa hyung didn’t you take a pic of the dude? 👀
yunnie
minnie
…
thank you yunnie 👁👁
anyways
seongie
min why do i feel like i won’t like this idea?
minnie
ummm
so you seeeee
i was thinkingggg
we could just
you know
maybe
seongie
say it.
sannie
oh!!!
yun can post the pic!!!
minnie
sannnnnn 😫😫😫
i wanted to say it 😠😠😠
seongie
no.
yunnie
🥺
but
please hwa? 🥺🥺
seongie
…
minnie
omg he pulled out the puppy eyes
that’s like
three times in one day
dun dun dunnnn
sannie
hwa come on 🥺
you can’t just hold him back from this 🥺
let him try 🥺🥺🥺
yunnie
please? 🥺
minnie
woah a tag team-
👁👁🍿
seongie
fuck
🤦♂️🤦♂️
fine.
but if things get out of hand,
i won’t hesitate to beat the shit out of you (yun not included)
sannie
😦
yunnie
THANK YOU \(//∇//)\
minnie
i’ll gladly take the punishment
anything for my bub 😇😇😇
yunnie
~~~~~
dad 2.0 🤩
wooie
hey
i finally got sangie to sleep a bit more
he’s doing better though
joong
that’s good to hear then
mind explaining what happened though?
wooie
um yeah
i was going through snap before i went to bed just to send out my streaks yk
joong
of course you were
wooie
just let me finish 😔
don’t bully rn i’m tired
joong
sorry
go ahead
wooie
so yeah i was on there
and it said yeosang was active
so i got worried since, you know, he passed out. i mean. he hadn’t woken up when we left him there so i was expecting him to be up in the morning
anyways
i texted him..and apparently he drank again. i don’t know. i just. i didn’t have a good feeling about it so i kept asking him to just tell me what was wrong.
i wasn’t trying to pressure him but i
i just didn’t feel right
and i know my way of texting him probably didn’t help the situation but i was just so scared
and he got all panicked
and i couldn’t calm him down and he just. he stopped replying. and i couldn’t. i couldn’t just leave him there. so i ran up to his apartment and i just found him there crying.
i got him to calm down eventually
and i guess he was exhausted enough to talk to me. idfk. i’m not really questioning it. i’m just glad he did honestly.
um
he
he saw him again
joong
what.
wooie
at disney
that’s why he ran off
he saw him
joong
i
fuck.
wooie
yeo said daehyun didn’t see him
but he panicked and left
that’s all he really said though
joong
fuck
fuck okay
wooie
i think he’s okay? i mean. he’s better?? from how things ended we know that theoretically, dae wouldn’t try anything. i’m just worried about sangie. i don’t know.
just
if you come
don’t go all dad mode on him okay?
i’ll be here so both of you can come over later too. but just don’t make him feel like he fucked up. he feels like he did and it took a while to convince him otherwise
joong
i wouldn't-
fuck
i wouldn’t blame him for that
wooie
i know you wouldn’t hyung
and i don’t want to pretend like i know what yeosang is thinking. but i think i know him well enough to know that he knows that too. but you know how he is…things never really came out that nicely and i think he just. idk like. held it against himself??
joong
woo you know i didn’t mean to react that way
wooie
i know
we all do
i know you’re just trying to look out for us
but sometimes your dad mode is a bit too much hyung
joong
i just didn’t want something to happen
and when it did
wooie
i know hyung…
just
if you come
come to comfort. not interrogate please
joong
okay
okay
i’ll see you both in a bit
i need to stop by for jjong first then
wooie
that’s okay
can you bring some chicken?
joong
…
i’m agreeing only for yeosang
wooie
:(
joong
take a nap in the meantime yeah?
wooie
yeah i will
love you! 💕
say it back 🥰
joong
bye.
wooie
~~~~~
Notes:
dun dun dunnnnnnn
oh and i wasn't going to update this frequently buttttt i'm trying to avoid doing my english assignment so... expect another chapter after this probably?
Chapter 5: i hope you find someone who hates hurting your heart
Notes:
you guys better prepare some tissues cause this is a long one
TW// referenced suicide attempt (not too detailed), mental/ emotional abuse (?), gaslighting, implied/referenced drug and alcohol abuse
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
the bois + dad
sangie
i smell food
where
wooie
good morning to you too
sangie
food
please
joong
in the living room
jjongie brought ramen
i brought chicken
sangie
okay
one
sec
sangie
OH YOU WERENT KIDDING
wooie
WHY DID YOU RUN BACK TO YOUR ROOM
jjongie
omg the bed hair was so poofy
hyunggg come back outttt
joong
what even
sangie
I DIDN'T THINK YA’LL WERE SERIOUS
LET ME CHANGE AT LEAST
SHSXBSJSJSK
joong
why would /i/ lie about food
that’s wooyoung’s job
and please you say that like we haven’t seen you in less presentable situations
wooie
HEY
joong
was i wrong?
wooie
no but HEY
sangie
i’ll be out in a minuteeeeee
~~~~~
dad™️
joong
hey yeo?
sangie
we’re in the same room?
why are we texting?
joong
cause i know you’ll prefer to talk about it here
sangie
oh
joong
i didn’t wanna bring it up with jongho still in the apartment
sangie
but it’s not like he doesn’t know?
joong
yeosang we both know you wouldn’t have said anything with him here
sangie
….
joong
he wouldn’t and doesn’t think any differently of you
none of us do, okay?
sangie
i know…
joong
i’m not here to lecture you sangie
but i just wanted to talk about it for a sec
we never talked about the situation
and it’s clearly still affecting you..
i don’t want you to get hurt again sangie
i was
i wasn’t there to protect you then
i wanna make up for that
sangie
hyung it wasn’t your fault
you couldn’t have known
i did that to myself
joong
it wasn't your fault either
it was his
sangie
i let him
joong
yeosang
him persuading you until you gave in to anything is not “letting him”
~~~~~
[ flashback ]
Daehyunnieee 💕☺️
dae
where are you?
sang
i’m at woo’s
is everything okay?
dae
why the fuck are you always with him?
sang
he’s my best friend..
dae
what am i then?
i'm your boyfriend!
come back here yeosang
sang
dae i promised him i’d hang out today
i’ll be back later i promise
please
dae
at this point it feels like you’re dating him, not me
sang
dae that’s not
he’s my friend
dae
i’m picking you up okay?
sang
dae wait
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
woowoo
sangie?
why’d you leave so quickly?
is everything okay?
sang
yeah sorry!!
i forgot dae wanted to go out tonight 😅
woowoo
oh
are you sure..?
sang
yeah
why wouldn’t i be?
woowoo
just wondering
you know you can’t tell me anything right?
sang
of course woo
i know <3
woowoo
<3
~~~~~
dad 2.0 🤩
woowoo
hyung?
have you talked with sangie recently?
joong
not really?
why?
is something wrong?
woowoo
i don’t really know?
joong
wdym?
woowoo
i feel like there's something
like
wrong?
idk but recently i’ve been feeling a bit iffy about daehyun..?
joong
as in
daehyun his bf?
woowoo
yeah..?
joong
why?
woowoo
idk?
sometimes he gets all closed up at the mention of him
or he leaves out of nowhere bc of him
i just
all i’m saying
is i’m pretty sure i know the difference between excited for a date and being scared/anxious hyung
joong
are you trying to say what i think you’re saying wooyoung?
woowoo
i
i really don’t want to think like that...
but please hyung
i’m starting to get worried
and i needed to tell someone because i feel like im actually going to loose my mind if i don’t
joong
how long has this been going on?
woowoo
the last couple of months…?
joong
wooyoung why the hell have you not said anything?!?!
woowoo
i thought you’d think i was making thisd ip ikayv
i didn’t want youto think i was beinr selfish
joong
woo i
it’s ok
calm down first okay?
woowoo
i’m sorry
joong
it’s okay
just slow down okay? it’ll be ok
is this all you’ve noticed?
woowoo
umm
no?
i think he’s umm
okay i know he’s an adult hyung
joong
wooyoung please just tell me
woowoo
i think daehyun might be forcing him to do/try things?
okay maybe not forcing him
but you know that yeosang is sometimes way too nice for his own good..
idk i just
i feel like he's making him do things?
joong
….what things?
woowoo
ummm
ok ok
there’s been times he comes over to hang out but he seems like really dazed?
so then i’d go to hug him
and he’d smell like weed
and i know he’s fully allowed to
and he’s never been against it
hell, he’s done it with me before
but like
he wouldn’t try to hide it???
like
it would smell as if he’s trying to cover the smell with his cologne?
joong
okay..
woowoo
hyung come on
you know i do it occasionally
so does he sometimes
he wouldn’t hide it
not from me
this can't be him just getting high on his own just because
not if he's acting that way
joong
fuck
ok ok
yeah you’re right
fuck
when was the last time you saw him?
or hung out with him?
woowoo
umm two nights ago?
he was here and then just rushed out
he said daehyun picked him up cause “he forgot they had a date”
joong
yeosang wouldn’t forget that
woowoo
exactly
joong
okay
and when was the last time you talked with him?
woowoo
two nights ago..?
joong
what??
you haven’t talked to him since then??
at all????
woowoo
i’ve tried!!
he won’t reply back
that’s why i’m texting you
this is literally why i’m telling you hyung
this isn’t
this isn’t normal hyung
jts mot
i jnow him
joong
woo calm down
breathe for me
calm down
it’ll be okay
woowoo
i’m sorry im sorru
joong
it’s okay woo
just breathe
we’ll figure this out
i’m almost at your place just hold on for a little bit more
[ end of flashback ]
~~~~~
dad™️
joong
look sangie..
we never talked about it fully since no one really knew or realized what happened
we just
we tried to move on and pretend nothing happened
but it did
it happened and we need to acknowledge it before this type of thing happens again
sangie
it won’t
joong
sangie..
he can’t hurt you anymore
he wouldn’t dare to anyways
but you still get scared, and you have every right to, but i feel like it’s for different reasons isn’t it?
sangie
i just
i loved him...
i really thought i loved him
and i knew something was wrong. i knew we weren’t your everyday couple. but i. i thought if i kept trying to be there for him. that things would work out. thag maybe i was just. maybe i was just imaginign trhufns
hold kn
joong
hey wait
where are you going
sangie
i’m going to the bathroom
don’t really wanna cry in front of woo and j
i’m making them worry enough as jt is
just
give me a sec to finish please
joong
okay
of course
take your time
sangie
i always hoped that things would work out. that maybe i was just imagining what was happening and that everything was okay.
i really did
i thought maybe. maybe if i hung out with him more that that would help
and when i did
he never just wanted to sit and watch a movie and cuddle or go out and do something
he
he always wanted to, you know.. and most of time i just. i wasn't in the mood.
it’s not that i felt uncomfortable doing it, i just wasn’t in the mood for that all the time you know?
and he’d just get frustrated with me and would start saying jt was because i didn’t lovei him anumore bur j did. i lived him domich
so i’d try
but he still jusy
he still just didn’t find that good enough
so he’d
he’d stop
he’d stop what we were doing and leave. but he’d always come back
he’d come back with either a blunt or a drink in his hand
to “help me relax”
and i didn’t
i didn't want to disappoint him anymore
and at those times i’d just feel so tired that i didn’t even feel like denying whatever he was offering
so i’d take it
and then i’d just let him do what he wanted
i didn’t hate it
i never felt uncomfortable
so i just
i never honestly had a problem with jt
it’s really not like it felt uncomfortable
it’s not like he treated me harshly
he’d be so soft and gentle when we, you know...
so i didn’t mind jt
it felt nice
it almost always would
but i knew it was wrong
i knew that even if he would cuddle me afterwards and be gentle and evrything
i knew it was wrong
i knew it wasn’t okay
but hyung
he was my first
he was my first for most things...
i just
i couldn’t do it
i couldnt just leave
joong
yeosang…
sangie
so when you guys found out
when everything came out
he left so quick..
i just
i felt so worthless you know?
and he
whenever he’d give me anything, sometimes it just made me feel so..numb?
that’s why i started smoking and drinking after that
i was
i was just so tired of feeling
i just didn’t want to
and i know i should’ve told someone
but i just couldn’t
i thought it didn’t matter
and then woo came thag one time
i dont
i don’t even remember what happened
and i’m just so sorry. i’m so sorry
i never
i never i
i didnt
joong
calm down sangie it’s okay
it’s okay
breathe for me yeah?
take your time, just breathe
sangie
sorry
so when woo found me
all i remember from that is that i’d woken up with a bad headache. i think i had fallen asleep on my desk since i was editing that one video we did at your studio or something. so i went to the kitchen to find some painkillers or anything. and i found them. but i also found a bottle of vodka right next to that.
and i was just so done. i didn’t even care. i know i didn’t take too many but obviously those two things don’t go together.. jusy g
fuckfuck
i never meant for that to happen
i never wanted him to see me like that
i didnt
joong
sangie it’s okay..
breathe for me please
it wasnt your fault
sangie
he should’ve never had to see that hyung
he shouldn’t have seen that
and now what didni do?
i made him go through that again
i made him see that agajn
he shouldn’t have had to see that
joong
i know sangie..
but i know for a fact that wooyoung would’ve preferred to find you like that, then find you there an hour later
and maybe last night wasn’t as...bad..as last time. but any of us would still prefer to find you like that than not.
we all would
if he hadn’t had that weird gut feeling he gets for being your friend for so long, things would not be like they are right now
i might not even be having this conversation with you in the first place
but don’t doubt for even a moment that any of us would rather not find you like that than to witness it and help you
sangie
i know
i’m sorry
i just
i didn’t want him to have that burden
he shouldn’t have had to see that
joong
maybe he shouldn’t have
but he did
we can't change what happened in the past sangie. but we can try to prevent them from happening again
and you see this convo? i’m so proud of you for this
you’re saying what you feel
and i’m so fucking proud of you for this
yeosang
you’re enough. you’re so much more than enough.
i hate that you never felt more love than that. and i wish i would’ve noticed sooner. but please. you’ll find someone. maybe not now. but someone will see how amazing you are. how thoughtful and how lovely you are with those around you.
i never want you to feel like you’re less than worthy of that love
you are so so loved yeosang
please come to us when something happens
i don’t want you to have to fall in that cycle again
sangie
fuck
thank you hyung
really
i just
seeing him again was just
idk tbh..
i guess i just expected him to say something if he saw me
so i just left before it could happen
but thank you hyung...
joong
you never have to thank me for that sangie
i meant all of it
and not that i'm trying to end this convo quickly or anything
but can you please come out now?
i think wooyoung needs to hug you
like right now
sangie
has
has he been reading this the whole time?
joong
yep! now get out here please! -woo
sangie
oh
…
in a moment please
i need to prepare a snot-filled tissue for the fact that hyung fell for whatever you bribed him with :)
Joong
i deserve that
in my defense, i really tried not letting him see. but i couldn’t really escape once he saw we were texting..sorry..
sangie
i know hyung i was just messing with you
it’s okay
he would’ve found out either way
joong
come back out here now?
i want a hug too
sangie
yeah one sec ^^
~~~~~
Notes:
so...how's everyone feeling? good? good? niceee
i lowkey cried when i wrote this chapter but I'm a baby so
oh! the name i used was honestly just the first name i could find so please don't think this is referring to anyone!!
see you guys next chapter!
Chapter 6: someone tell the stars that i'm in love
Notes:
some chaotic fluff to make up for the last chapter!!
i also forgot to mention, but san, mingi, yunho, and seonghwa all live together! yeosang lives in his own apartment and wooyoung and jongho live together in the same apartment complex. anddd hongjoong lives in a studio apartment. just to avoid any confusion!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
sannie
yunnnnnnnnnn
why haven’t you tweeted out to our mystery boy yeeettttt 😫😫😫
yunnie
😳😳😳
i was hoping you forgot 😳
seongie
he won’t.
he’s been bugging me about it for the past five hours 🤦♂️
sannie
hwa 😠
seongie
yes that’s my name
sannie
😠😠😠😠
minnie
wait yun i thought you wanted to do it though?
also
am i the only one imagining a pouting san instead of a mad one rn? 👀
yunnie
i did but i’m nervous >~<
and no you’re not
seongie
that’s what’s happening rn so pretty accurate
sannie
HWA 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠
ANYWAYS
seongie
where are you going
san
minnie
wait what’s happening?
yunnie
HYUNG HELPDDJBD
HEKPSNN’nnb
seongie
oh
that’s makes sense nvm
minnie
???????
seongie
by the sounds and looks of it
i’m guessing san went over to his room
minnie
was that yunho??????
seongie
yes that was him
minnie
wow i didn’t think his voice could reach that high
and that’s saying a lot
shouldn't you go stop san..?
seongie
eh
sannie wouldn’t hurt him
minnie
this is favoritism 😔😔
seongie
they’re not replying
i’m guessing san took his phone
yup i was right
minnie
he tweeted it!!
yessssss!!!!
🥳🥳🥳
seongie
wow
sannie your emoji use really does give off yunho vibes
you’re getting better at it
sannie
😁
thank youuuuu
i try my best 😇😇
yunnie
nooooo
i wasn’t ready D:
san how are you so fast T^T
sannie
😇😝😝😝
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
what.
joong
????
why is everyone blowing up my phone??
jjongie
check twitter
joong
oh.
~~~~~
🆘❌ protective bois ❌🆘
jjongie
did you guys see that?????
joong
what the fuck
wooie
i
how
w h e n
joong
wait
hold on
isn’t that at disney???
wooie
ARE YOU KIDDING ME
NO WAY
WTFFF
jjongie
isn’t he like
that one dude from the drama you tried forcing me to watch with you?
wooie
YESDBSJDBDJS
joong
wait
what are we gonna do
wooie
????
wdym?
joong
about this
about yeosang
what are we gonna do
wooie
oh
jjongie
shouldn’t we talk to him about it??
joong
it’s not that simple bub
jjongie
how is it not??
but okay
well
i’m on my way back already
so
i’ll be there in a bit
~~~~~
the bois + dad
joong
sangie..?
you okay?
wooie
i’m waiting for the hug fest come onnnnnn
sangie
in a minute
you guys checked twitter right?
joong
maybe we shouldn’t focus on that rn?
sangie
why?
hyung it’s fine
wooie
you sure sangie?
i know it’s been a while but
sangie
it’s been two years
it’s okay
jjongie
sorry to interrupt but i’m out here and have been ringing the door bell for the last two minutes
i’m typing with one hand
i’ll throw away the boba if no one comes out here and opens the door
thanks
:)
wooie
NO
DONT
ILL GO ILL GO
sangie
okay
well
i’m gonna tweet something back
wooie
woah woah woah
joong
yeosang maybe we should talk about this first please
sangie
i want to do this hyung
i always let you guys decide what to do and i know you’re just trying to help but i don’t want to hide forever
i made up my mind already anyways
jjongie
hyung...
joong
sang i didn’t want to make it seem that way..
im just trying to protect you from anything
but you’re right
if you feel like you’re ready
then okay
but don’t force yourself to do this, okay?
sangie
thank you hyung
okay
let me just
okay
FUCK
AH
DHSJXBJSSNSK
okay i’m good
nope wait
BDJSBSIAJSJWHSJ
AGAHAHDHE
HDJDJSJSMAMSMSNSNSN
YOUNGIEE OH MGODKDJDNODKDNSJSK
T H E JEONG YUNHO JSUT BENSBSJSJSJ
joong
and there he is
wooie
DJSJSJSBSJ
LOOK AT YOU BITCH
YOUR BEAUTY ATTRACTING MODELS NOW
sangie
AH
DBSBSJSJ
A H H
A H H H H H
ok
okay i’m done
we good
yes
yeah
okay
wooie
can
can you come out of the bathroom now
plz
sangie
no
wooie
WHYYYY 😫😫😫
sangie
cause you just want to take my phone
joong
ugh my child is so smart 🤩
i knew i raised at least one of you right
sangie
😇😇😇
okay
here goes nothing
dhhsjsjdns
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
yunnie
ANSJAHSJSJWJSNSJNSS
SHAKANSBBSJSSN
NSJSNSNDNSNMSKSJWNDJD
seongie
that was
quicker than i expected
minnie
so
he’s a youtuber
interesting interesting
yunnie
NDJSBSHSDHDJSNSN
HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE HES SO CUTE
sannie
the amount of pictures that’s he’s saving so far is a little bit concerning ngl
seongie
you're still with him??
sannie
yeahh
yunnie
PLEASE DHSJSJSJW HES SO CUTE SNSNSJSJ
L O O K AT H I M
minnie
WAIT
WAIT
YUN
HE TWEETED
GOGOGOGOGOGO
yunnie
HSHSHSJDJJSJSJS
OH MY GOD
IM SCARED DJDJSJS
OKAY OWKXY
AHHH
~~~~~
@kyeosang
hi! |
hi- |
h- |
ummm hey! |
ummm h- |
um- |
hi!!! this is yunho!!
hi!!! this i- |
hi!- |
h- |
fhsjsbsjsbsjsj
fhsjsbs- |
fhs- |
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
yunnie
how
how does one
text
seongie
the same way you’re doing rn
yunnie
no
seongie
yes???
yunnie
YOURE NOT HELPING
AHHAHSHSJS
~~~~~
@j.yunnie
Yunho🌻
hey!
03:28 PM
~~~~~
Notes:
dun dun DUNNNNN
it's literally 2 am right now but i don't really want to sleep yet so hi hi hope you guys are enjoying this mess so far
Chapter 7: like you, i can't sleep, because i love you too
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
@j.yunnie
Yunho🌻
hey!
03:28 PM
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
holy shit he actually
holy shit holy shit holy shit
wooie
WHATS HAPLENING COME OUT HERE ALREADY
~~~~~
@j.yunnie
Yunho🌻
hey!
03:28 PM
hi!
Yunho🌻
okay so i just wanna start off with saying that i know that tweet sounds like i’m stalking you but!!!!
my friend tweeted that
but i mean
the context was true!
i went to disney with my friends the other day and i saw you with your friends and you looked really really cute but i didn’t want to bother or seem weird so i didn’t have the chance to talk to you and uh
yeah
hehe
woah
Yunho🌻
ahhhh
was that too weird? sorry 🥺🥺
nononono
i just
i really thought this was a prank or something
Yunho🌻
what?
no! no it’s not a prank!
i promise!!
that’d be so mean anyways 🥺
i
wow
sorry i’m just
kinda freaking out rn?
and wow even your texting is adorable
Yunho🌻
😳😳
oh
thank you? 😳
djdjsjs sorry, i’ve just seen some of the things you’ve been in? and you always seemed really cute?
and you text like that too
so yeah
haha
Yunho🌻
take my love
plz just take it already
oh my god
😳
i’m honored 🥺
Yunho🌻
o m g
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
Yunnie
HE
HE USES THE SAME CAT MEME
PLEASE
P L E A S E
I LOVE HIM
minnie
awww 🥺
sannie
hwa our pup is growing up so fast 😭😭
seongie
yun
come to the living room
this needs adult supervision
yunnie
whhaaatttt nooooo
no no
yun stay in his room
sannie
he just
barricaded his door 😳
i-
i’m still
i’m still in here
~~~~~
@j.yunnie
Yunho🌻
i know it’s been like an hour since we’ve been talking but can i please have your number? it’d make texting you a lot easier. i normally don’t have dms open on here so a lot of people keep spamming Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
***-***-****
thought you’d never ask
Yunho🌻
thank you 🥺🥺
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
YEOSANG I SWEAR IF YOU DONT COME OUT OF THAT FUCKING BATHROOM I WILL BREAK DOWN THE DOOR
DONT LEAVE ME HERE IN THE SUSPENSE
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED
sangie
this is my new home
wooie
YEOSANG
sangie
he’s not home right now
please leave a message after the beep
wooie
YOURE ON THIN FUCKING ICE
sangie
beep
wooie
COME
O U T
sangie
yeosang’s voicemail box seems to be full. please try again later.
joong
sangie
i love you
but he’s literally going to break down that door
sangie
ok ok i’ll be out
wooie
WHY DO YOU LISTEN TO HIM SO EASILY!?!?!?!?!!?
THATS NOT FAIR?!?!?!?!?!!?!
sangie
😇😇😇
~~~~~
Unknown
unknown
yeosang?
it’s yunho!
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
quick
yes or no
jjongie
yes
joong
no?
wooie
yes
sangie
thank you thank you
joong
why are you guys like this
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
sangie
hi!
i was wondering 👉👈
if could you send me a pic for your contact pic?
yunnie
oh 😳😳
um
yeah yeah!
give me a sec plz😳
yunnie
it’s not the best but san is looking at me weirdly so this is the best i could do 😳🥺
sangie
not the best???
i-
THATS THE CUTEST PIC???
yunnie
🥺🥺
can i have one too? 👉👈
sangie
😳😳😳
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
you’re blushing
why
WAIT COME BACK
YEOSANG ISTG
jjongie
he went to his room this time 👀👀👀
hmmmmm 👀👀👀👀👀
sangie
I DIDNT THINK THIS THROUGH
HYUNG DAMN I SHOULDVE LISTENED TO YOUR NO
SHAJSJSJSJENSJSJ
FUCKDBSJSB
OK OK M
IF I DIE JUST LET ME DIE HERE UWU
joong
i-
what even
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
sangie
i tried 😅
yunnie
BEJSNSJSNXJS
GIVE ME A SEC
yunnie
okay
sangie
that was a very long second?
yunnie
I NEEDED A MOMENT OKAY
sangie
i knew i looked bad but damn 😔
yunnie
DONT YOU D A R E
YOU
LOOK
GREAT
CUTE
HOT
ADORABLE
DJSJSBSJNS
sangie
😳😳😳
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
seongie
any updates????
sannie
he’s squealing into his pillow
and text wise,
idk whether i love or hate the amount of lowkey flirting that’s occurring from both sides
it’s
wow
like, this dude’s got game. the very subtle type but it’s there
and yunho is surprisingly being ok about it
overall: very wholesome, would recommend
minnie
sounds accurate
yunnie
HES SO CUTE
I LOVE HIM ALREADY PLEASSEEMSHDJSJSNS
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
yeosang
istg
you’re killing me here
jjongie
i’ve never seen woo hyung be so angsty
it’s interesting
joong
eh
you get used to it
wooie
i’m right here???????
joong
yeah
and?
sangie
he
he’s so cute
i feel like this is too good to be true
wooie
no
stop that right there
enjoy this sangie
i have no fucking idea what’s going on in there
but if you’re still fucking texting him
then there’s no way it’s just a prank
that’s too much effort for just a prank
even you know that
sangie
bxjssbjsnsjsnsjs
fbdjsnsbsbNDNSBDBSBSBS
fuck
ok ok
you’re right
yeah
okay
thank you
bye
wooie
NDJSNSJS
N O ?????
COME BACK YOU BITCHXBHSSBSJ
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
yunnie
and that’s why san isn’t allowed to be unsupervised anymore
so that just means i have more rights by default *\(^o^)/*
sangie
that was…
a lot 😳
yunnie
he’s really nice tho!!!
i’d love for everyone to meet !! it’d be so amazing 🥰🥰
sangie
omg
yeah that’d be really nice
hey my friends are kinda bugging me rn so i’ll text you later yeah?
yunnie
that’s okay!!!
talk to you later!! ☺️
~~~~~
dad™️
joong
did something happen?
you seemed… off when you came out of your room
sangie
no i’m good
joong
is that why you simply gave woo your phone then?
you didn’t even give any details apart from what we asked.
you were so excited about it
what happened?
sangie
nothing?
i’m just kinda shocked ig
joong
yeosang..
sangie
i just
idk
i still feel like this is too good to be true?
and i already feel myself falling so easily…
i didn’t want to get attached so soon
idk
i just
yeah idk
joong
sangie..
like wooyoung said, he seems like a genuinely nice guy
i don’t think he’d still be trying to text you and go through all that just for a prank
sangie
yeah..
joong
wait wooyoung is noticing the pout
run
i’ll save you
sangie
wait
oh no
shhakanw
~~~~~
Notes:
i hope you guys can feel the awkward through those texts
that was very much intended
Chapter 8: every breath i gulp in feels like i'm choking on a piece of glass
Notes:
i don't think this needs a heavy warning but just in case because i think i should
TW// drug use, self-depricating thoughts
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
the bois + dad
joong
you better be sleeping by the time we get home
sangie
yes dad!
wooie
no one better wake me up before tomorrow
i need my beauty sleep
jjongie
ugh
joongie hyung can i go with you to your place then?
joong
yeah sure
wooie
👀
sangie
👀
~~~~~
The wind was mostly chilly. Not that strong but just cold .
It was almost 2 am, the streets empty, most people probably in their cozy apartments and enjoying their night. And tonight, Yeosang was not one of them.
He had left his apartment a couple of hours ago, not really thinking much of it. He couldn’t think much of it. The boy had smoked a blunt while at home, then started on a second when he walked out an hour later. It was probably too much considering the fact he was walking around in the middle of the night, but Yeosang had honestly stopped caring halfway through the first one.
He didn’t really know what he was doing outside, the fresh air just seemed inviting after not leaving his apartment for what felt like days on end. And he did try to go to sleep, he really did, but after a while, his mind just wouldn't shut up no matter how hard he tried.
That day’s events had really affected him in a way. On one hand, he was glad to finally open up to Hongjoong about what happened; feeling the weight finally lift off his shoulders after so long of trying to carry it all on his own. Before, only Wooyoung knew, the younger having stayed with the latter until he’d finally say something. So yeah, Yeosang was glad to have been able to talk to his hyung about it.
Then came Yunho.
Sweet, sweet Yunho. But could he possibly be acting too nice? Yeosang still hadn’t figured that out yet. Why would this happen to him of all people anyways? Yunho was too perfect, right? From his looks to his personality.
And Yeosang?
He didn’t even have the courage to talk to him. And now here he is, wanting to just disappear from society for a little bit. Pretend nothing happened. It’s not like Yunho actually knows him. It wouldn’t affect him, would it? No, probably not. But he can’t do that to his friends. Not again, at least.
Without realizing it, Yeosang was at the bridge. This place was nothing special around this part of the city if he was being honest. It was near an old park that not many kids went to anymore. The place was quiet, however, so to Yeosang, it was his escape from time to time.
The boy sat down at the edge, just staring out at the water. He couldn’t help but think about everything. Was this even worth it? If this was all a prank then would it even be worth the trouble of trying to talk to Yunho? It’ll be easier to just stop it where it is. Then he wouldn’t be heartbroken again, right?
Something wet touched his hand then. When did he start crying? Yeosang stared at the drop, too lazy to even wipe the tears that seemed to just keep falling the longer he stared.
The sound of footsteps didn’t register in his head, he was simply there, not really paying attention anymore. What’s the point of paying attention? Why would anyone be out here at this time anyway? Logically, anyone being out at that time should create a red flag for him, but his mind was feeling more clouded than normal and Yeosang was way too tired to try thinking straight.
“Yeosang?”
The boy froze.
That voice sounded so familiar but it couldn’t be who he thought it was, right ? Why would he be all the way out here?
The voice called out again, softer this time. The sound of footsteps filled the dead of night, the sound being the only thing Yeosang could actually focus on now. Step. Step. Step.
Yeosang didn’t know what to do. If he stayed, what would this mean? He wasn’t ready to talk, especially not to someone he hasn’t even met. Then again, he didn’t think he could talk. Not in his current state at least. All his words would just end up coming out in weirdly formed sentences and bunched-up thoughts as he would force himself to speak.
He flinched as a hand touched his shoulder, gently like someone would if they were reaching for a small child. “Yeosang..?” The voice whispered again. Hesitantly, Yeosang turned to meet the owner of the voice, his suspicions being confirmed as he saw the silver dash of hair shining against the black.
“San?” The question came out as nothing more than a hoarse whisper, the sound sounding foreign even to himself.
San smiled softly at him as he sat down next to him, the latter watching him as he questioned what he was doing. Why is he still here? Isn’t it late? Once seated, however, San turned to face him, opening his arms. The smile never fading.
Yeosang just looked at him for a second. And maybe he was simply too tired and high to really think this straight, or maybe he’d just been so bottled up for so long, that he couldn’t help as he let himself fall into San’s arms. Not even a second passed before the tears began to fall.
“Shh...it’s okay...just let it out...”
Maybe things will be okay.
~~~~~
My Prince 👑💕
seongie
sannie?
it’s been a while, is everything okay?
sannie
i’m okay!! sorry 🥺
i have to make this quick but i stumbled upon yeosang at the bridge and i’m kinda at his apartment now??? i’ll explain later but i kinda don't wanna leave him alone rn
i’ll text you later, okay?
sangie
yeosang..?
sannie
yunho’s boy
seongie
oh
okay just call me if you need me okay? be careful
i’ll go pick you up if you’re coming back. i don’t want you walking around this late
sannie
okay thank you hwa
luv you 🥺💕
seongie
i love you too 💕
~~~~~
Notes:
okay so i usually never try to do actual written scenes so uhhh i tried?
anyways, can you guys tell i'm soft for sanhwa?
Chapter Text
It had been a couple of hours since San had found Yeosang out and about. He had taken the boy back to his apartment after getting him to calm down enough, noticing his slight shivering once they had pulled apart.
As they had made their way inside, the younger took it upon himself to get the other ready for bed, making sure he was in a set of comfy and warm clothes.
Both boys then settled down on the couch, San simply holding the other close. He giggled slightly as he felt Yeosang mumble something into his chest, causing the small movements to tickle his skin, yet all too quiet for him to hear. “What was that?” He whispered, hand gently running through the other’s hair.
Yeosang turned his head, letting his ear now press against where the latter’s heart was. “Thank you...”
“There’s nothing to thank me for, Yeosang. I’m glad I found you,” he replied quietly, hand continuing its movements.
“Why?”
“Because…” San smiled softly, the events from the past couple of days filling his mind. “ Because Yun-hyung has been talking non-stop about how adorable and amazing you are, and I wouldn’t want this amazing guy to feel any less than that. From what little you’ve told me… I...I can relate. Hey, don’t give me that look. I..Yeah... I can relate to that. And I know that sometimes you just need to have someone different with you. Sometimes it’s easier to vent when you don't actually know the person well enough to be focused on their reactions.” He sighed softly as he finished, hugging the boy a bit tighter towards the end.
“But… why does he care so much? He barely knows me...” Yeosang mumbled, hiding his face in the other’s chest again.
San hummed, “Well... in simple terms, Yunho’s a very...caring person. He’s a complete sweetheart but he kinda gets attached easy,” he sighed. “When he tweeted- well okay no that was me. But yeah when I tweeted that out, he saw the comments and found out you were a YouTuber. That made it pretty easy for him to look you up,” San giggled, remembering Yunho’s reaction after he found the younger’s channel. “I was with him when he watched a couple of your videos. He even spammed our group chat with pictures of you and screaming both in writing and in person about how cute and lovely you were.”
Yeosang sniffled, “Fuck...” he cuddled closer, becoming more of a ball on top of the other. “I don’t deserve him...” he whimpered.
“Hey don’t say that…” San reached up and gently ran his free hand through the other’s hair. “I… I know it might be hard for you to see but he really does care. If you choose to give him a chance, you really wouldn’t regret it...” He then stopped for a second, “But...but please don’t give him false hope if you don’t think you’re ready for this…” San stopped again, trying to get a look at the other’s face, but continued before Yeosang would start to think something else. “I don’t mean that in a bad way. But he really does get attached easily and things would be better for the both of you if he knows sooner rather than later. If you feel like you're not ready yet, he'd understand. You don't have to force yourself to do anything.”
“I won’t...” Yeosang tightened his grip on the younger, “I promise I won’t hurt him..” he whispered.
The boys stayed quiet for a moment after that, taking in the night and enjoying the new company. Yeosang eventually moved slightly, trying to get more comfortable. “So…” he yawned. “How did you find me?” The question came out muffled, half of his face being squished into the other’s chest.
“Oh… I walk around that bridge a lot. It’s kinda become Seonghwa-hyung and I’s go-to place. We go there and watch the sunset sometimes...” San smiled. “I wanted to walk around a bit since..” He shook his head slightly. “But yeah I thought I’d go there for a bit and, well, here we are.”
Yeosang hummed, quietly mumbling, “That sounds nice..”. The boy yawned again, cuddling closer as his eyes struggled to keep open.
“Get some rest...I’ll be here,” San whispered, letting his hand run through the older’s hair again.
“Mm...thank you..” Yeosang’s voice was barely audible by that point, finally allowing himself to let the warmth pull him to sleep.
~~~~~
My Prince 👑💕
sannie
hey hwa 🥺
i think i’m gonna stay the night, don’t wait up please 💕
seongie
are you sure everything’s alright?
what happened?
sannie
everything’s okay for now. i think he just needed someone to talk to. but i promise i’ll explain more later okay? my brain is saying nono to words, i think i used up my brain cells for the day 😣
seongie
okay okay
go let your brain cell recharge
good night love ❤️
Sannie
goodnight hwa!! 🥺💕
i love you 🥺🥺
and hey i have more than one brain cell!!!! 😠
Seongie
sure you do bub
i love you too baby 💕
~~~~~
Notes:
so i was gonna post this yesterday but i had an ap exam today and yeah no
i think I've drained the last couple brain cells i have left
and i honestly don't even know if i like this chapter but if i keep looking at it any longer ima regret everything so
anywayysssss
its mostly fluff from here on out, so congrats! you've made it through the majority of the angst!
Chapter 10: i will always be fond of you
Notes:
the pics weren’t working but i hope everything is fixed now! enjoy!! <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
sannie
yunhooooo
come get yo mans ☺️
minnie
wait
is that 👀👀
yunnie
WHAT
HOW ARE YOU
WAIT
WHY
WHEN
DJSJAJSJW
seongie
sannie you broke him 😠
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
yunnie
YEOSANG
SANGIE
SANG
YEO
YEOOOSAANGGGG
IS SAN WITH YOU?????
ITS A JOKE RIGHT???
SANGIEEE😫😫😫
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
note to self: never let someone you barely know cuddle you to sleep 😠
joong
excuse me, what?
wooie
????????????
joong
yeosang?????
care to explain???????
wooie
wtf did you do when we left?????
joong
yeosang istg if you leave us after that
wooie
YEOSANG GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE
WHO THE FUCK
WHEN THE FUCK
HOW THE FUCK
wooie
YEOSANG I SWEAR I WILL RUN UP TO YOUR APARTMENT
GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE
sangie
dhsjsjsj
so let’s just say
that i may
kinda
sorta
maybe
jjongie
kang yeosang.
sangie
okokokokok
wooie
say it before the baby gets mad 😳
sangie
ookokokok o K
so i’m maybe kinda sorta in choi san’s arms as we speak?
wooie
WHAT,!,!,?!?!?!
THE
FUCK!?!?!??!
HOW THE FUCK!,!?!?
sangie
um
in summary,
i went on a walk and he saw me and so we came to my apartment eventually cause it was cold af and yeah hi hello here we are 👉👈
joong
doesn’t he have a boyfriend??
sangie
HE DOES
WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING!!! 😠😠😠
HYUNG WTF
wooie
hyung please don’t remind me 😔
joong
right
my bad
but wow
yeosang is over there getting all the boys in his yard and i’m over here single as fuck
jjongie
hyung, i bet there’s someone out there who has a crush on you
actually, it’s very likely that someone does
joong
naaahhh
no one would like a trash panda like me
jjongie
but you don’t know that though
joong
i'm pretty sure i know my life better than you jjong
jjongie
right.
yeah. sorry.
i’ll drop it then.
wooie
umm…
sangie
👀👀
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
wooie
do i check on jongho or do you wanna handle that?
sangie
no no i’ll check up on joong hyung
he’ll be easier 👀
wooie
wow ok
well i think jongho just got out of class anyways
so i’ll wait for him to come home
good luck
sangie
you too 😔
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
yunnie
SANGIE😫😫😫
sangie
hi 👉👈
yunnie
SANGIIEEEEE
is he really with you?🥺
sangie
yeah but it’s not what he made it seem!! i already slapped him for that 🙄
yunnie
but why is he there??? 🥺😔😔
sangie
i went out for a walk last night and he saw me
so here we are?
yunnie
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
can i come too? 🥺🥺
sangie
maybe another time? he’s about to leave right now anyways since i have some work to get done 😔
but next time okay?
yunnnie
promise? 🥺
sangie
promise 💛
yunnie
~~~~~
dad™️
sangie
hyung?
joong
what’s up?
sangie
ummm
so about what happened in the group chat? 👉👈
joong
idk what happened in the gc yeo
i seriously don’t know
sangie
why’d you get all mad at jongho tho?
joong
mad??
i wasn’t mad??
sangie
you weren’t???
🤡
joong
no???
why would i be?????
sangie
uhhhh
it sounded like you kinda got all defensive over what he said
yk, with the whole “i’m pretty sure i know my life” thing
joong
i wasn’t mad though?
did i sound mad??
i thought maybe you could sense the sarcasm or something??
why would i even be mad??
did i really sound like that??????
sangie
ummm
yeah??
kinda?
joong
fuck
i just
didn’t know how to reply to that?
but i didn’t think it’d come off as mad
sangie
see
i know that now
but you don’t have to be telling this to me
i’m not the one who this was directed to
and also maybe try wording things better next time 🤡🤡
joong
f u c k
sangie
language you dumbass 😠
joong
🙃🙃
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
how’d it go?
wooie
how’d it go?
sangie
oh wow
wooie
wow
sangie
STOP IT
wooie
STAPJ
sangie
woo
wooie
yeo
OKAY
LET MENGO FIRST
STO
P
sangie
mengo
okay i’ll let mengo go first
is that your new bf?
wooie
i’m
why do i even try
sangie
but do you actually try?
wooie
….
ANYWAYS
how'd it go with hyung?
sangie
well
let’s just say that we really overestimate how smart he is
wooie
what do you mean????
sangie
when he texted that
he thought it sounded sarcastic or some shit
because
when i asked if he was mad
he got all confused 🤡
so he dumb dumb, dude
wooie
wow
he really is dumb dumb
sangie
yeah
but okay
what about our baby?
wooie
well for starters, he didn’t come home as soon as i expected
he took a small detour
when he came back, he brought ramen and beer for the both of us
so i let him do what he needed, yk?
we watched some random shit on youtube and just chilled
he eventually talked to me tho
sangie
woo just get to the point omg 😭😭
and nooo he only ever drinks when he’s like
sad sad
wooie
fine geez 🙄
and yeah i know :/
but yeah i don’t think things are going so well for him. he got really upset when i brought it up and he started saying he’s been thinking of trying to move from hyung already
since we kinda all assumed hyung got mad, he thought about things
and he said he didn’t think he should keep trying
sangie
shit
fuck idk
i mean
i told hyung to talk to him
but idk if he sees jongho that way
he’s never commented on anything but i also feel like hyung isn’t oblivious enough to not notice???
wooie
yeah i know
i mean
there’s not much we can do now, we just have to wait it out ig
sangie
yeah…
ugh i hate this
wooie
yeah me too…
~~~~~
Notes:
ooo la laaaa what do we have hereeee
alsoo!! guess whos technically officially done with high schooooool!!!!! i still have an exam in like two weeks even though school is over but :')
but anyways!! i officially have time to write soooo i'll probably finish this one "soon" and i have a lot of other works planned so i'm kinda excited to post those too (^^")
anyways, as always, i hope you guys enjoyed!! plz leave some comments if you did cause they really mean a lot to me <3
Chapter 11: it is possible to carry love and pain
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
the bois + dad
sangie
@everyone
would it be
too
forward?
to send
this
sangie
wait fuck i cant find it
one
sec
sangie
okay
okay
that
would it be
too forward
to just
you know
send that
to yunho?
right now?
joong
i expected it to be something else but then again not surprised
sangie
HONGJOONG ISTG
WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR
joong
hyung*
idk you’ve been friends with wooyoung for who knows how long so i’d assume some of him had to rub off on you by now
wooie
i’m just going to pretend i didn’t read that
but to answer your question yeo
SEND IT
joong
yeah i don’t see the harm in it
so send it ig???
sangie
fjdbdjsnsn
okay
@jjongie i need your opinion too plz
wooie
👁👁
sangie
@jjongie i won’t hesitate to call
sangie
okay jjongie said to send
joong
did you actually call him?
sangie
yes sir
joong
oh
okay then
wooie
👁👁🍿
sangie
okay well
ima just
go
and if i don’t return
just assume i died
thank you
have a nice day
wooie
BDBSJSJSKSNDJE
BRO WHAT
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
so i’m gonna take a wild guess and say that hyung hasn’t talked to jongho yet?
wooie
pretty much
and it is becoming so fucking difficult to not say anything to hyung because it hurts watching jongho be this upset
i cant even say anything because i don’t want to lie to him and get his hopes up if we’re wrong about hyung liking him
it fucking sucks sangie
sangie
fuck..
should i talk to hyung..?
i mean
i’m obviously not gonna say anything about jongho but you know
to see what happens?
wooie
i wanna say yeah but what would you even say?
cause like
dude i seriously just don’t know what to think anymore
i was getting so pissed off last night and was gonna text joong hyung through snap since i was on there already
And it showed that this fucker was still at his studio
so honestly i fucking bet he’s been there for the past few days since this happened
and what the fuck am i supposed to do with that information if he’s not saying shit????
like??? is he guilty and overworking because of what happened and he’s just upset it got taken that way??? or he guilty because he likes him and realizes he fucked up????
sangie
i
god he really gets mad at me for being emotionally constipated and yet here he is
i’ll text him
i can be more blunt than you without him getting too offended by it
wooie
i was gonna argue but you’re right
i’d probably be too defensive over jongho so it probably wouldn’t be pretty
sangie
yeah
okay well ima just
go text yunho first
and then text hyung
bye have a nice day uwu
🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
wooie
EXCUSE ME WHAT
YEOSANG WTF
wooie
YOU CANT HUST DO THAT
WHY DO YOU LEAVE ME HERE WITH THIS INFORMATION
LIKE I KNOW YOU WERE GONNA DO THAT
BUT COME ON
wooie
KANG YEOSANG GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE YOU LITTLE BITCH
wooie
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐️🥺💕
sangie
hi
yunnie
oh
my god
i’m
sangie
NDBSJAJSJW
NOO THATS SO CUTE
yunnie
WELL YOURE CUTER
SO
also
if that meme was not just a meme and you’d like to hang out, we could do that 🥺👉👈
i really wanna meet you 🥺😔
sangie
it was indeed not just a meme
so yes please if you’re not busy
i’d really like to meet you too 🥺
yunnie
i had a free day today so no i’m not 🥺
i could go over to yours if you want?
or you can come here
just be aware that there will be three other people here and hwa hyung will most likely interrogate and try to intimidate you the first 15 minutes you’re here
sangie
ummm
can you come over?
not that i wouldn’t want to go over there
i’m just
kinda laying in bed and would appreciate someone coming over to cuddle
if that’s okay
yunnie
you have come to the right person!!! \(//∇//)\
but it’s okay don’t worry 🥺🥺
sangie
thank you 🥺
oh!
[ link attached ]
i’m pretty sure that should give you the address
i sent the location so you can just follow the gps just in case
yunnie
oh that’s not that far from us!!!
i’ll be over in like 20 mins!
should i bring any snacks?
sangie
ummm no it’s okay
but if you want anything for yourself then you can bring it but i’m good ☺️
yunnie
okay 🥺
ill be there soon then!! \(⌒▽⌒)/
sangie
okay 🥺
i’ll be here
~~~~~
Notes:
sorry for the short chapter but i've been lowkey in a very ~depressy~ mood so i've been working on another fic im working on since it's more on the angsty side so uh, yeah hahaha. hope you enjoyed!! i promise the next chapter will be a bit longer!
Chapter 12: just one safe place where you could love
Notes:
chapter is slightly longer because fluff uwu
edit: i just realized like 90% of the pictures I used no longer show up, so that's fixed now. love this for me
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
dad™️
Sangie
hi hello
you busy?
joong
no what’s up?
sangie
just kinda had a question or two that i wanted to ask you
joong
oh?
sangie
have you talked with jongho recently?
joong
uhh no
why?
sangie
do you seriously need me to tell you why i’m asking?
joong
excuse me?
sangie
seriously?
joong
i haven’t talked to him
i don’t understand why that’s such an important thing
it’s not like i text him every day?
sangie
okay
let me rephrase this then
have you apologized to him?
joong
i tried
didn’t work too well
sangie
what do you mean you “tried”?
joong
as in i fucking tried yeosang
i tried
i barely had the chance to say anything
he blocked me
so i left it at that
i’m not going to force him to talk to me
are you happy now?
sangie
wait
joong
look if this all this was about then i have work to do
i’ll text you later
sangie
hyung wait
sangie
fuck
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
so like
did you know that jongho blocked hyung or was i supposed to find that out in my own rn? 🧍♀️
wooie
he what?
sangie
hyung said he tried apologizing
and got blocked
wooie
the fuck did he say??
he wouldn’t just block him like that
sangie
i was thinking that too
but considering how things have been going
i wouldn’t be too surprised?
have you noticed jongho getting upset or something recently?
like
is there any moment where you’d think that this would’ve happened?
wooie
no?
i mean
wait
okay it might be a stretch but there’s actually a chance this happened on the day everything went down
sangie
why?
it’d make sense since hyung wouldn’t wait too long i don’t think
but why do you say that?
wooie
bc remember how he brought home food and a few beers?
yeah
at some point he was looking at his phone i think and he was looking at it weirdly?
like if he was confused?
but he got up to go to the bathroom before i could ask..
i’m guessing it could’ve been that?
could just be a coincidence tho?
sangie
oh
i mean
that’d make sense on why he would’ve blocked him then?
if he was tipsy or more than that then i guess it would make sense?
wooie
did hyung say anything about it?
like, what he told him?
sangie
umm
i might’ve like
upset him…?
cause i’m a dumbass?
hold on
[ screenshot ]
he just left me on read afterwards
wooie
oof
yeah definitely a dumbass
but i would’ve done worse
so don’t beat yourself up too much about it
but ahhhh
i don’t like this
sangie
i’ll try to talk to him again later
or maybe i’ll just go to his studio and hope for the best
idk
but i’m maybe gonna try to forget about this for a little rn
yun is almost here
so
wooie
HES WHAT
EXCUSE ME???
sangie
oh huh would you look at the time-
i gotta go!
🚪🏃♀️🏃♀️
wooie
YEOSANG ISTG
WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME
WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU
wooie
YEOSANG
wooie
YOU BITCH
I WILL RUN UP THERE
DONT TEST ME
sangie
no❤️
key is safe and secure inside my apartment
and my cuddle delivery has a arrived so
bye bye! 💕
wooie
…
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
seongie
updates
@yunnie yun i need updates
sannie
👁👁
minnie
updatessss pleaaasseeeeee
yunnie
i’m
so
s o f t
(● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾
sannie
🥺🥺🥺🥺
yunnie
were cuddling rn and i’m
minnie
awwwwww
sannie
hwa our pup is growing up so fast 😭😭😭
i cant 😭🤧🤧🤧
seongie
are you
actually tearing up
sannie
SHUT UP
YOU SAW NOTHING
minnie
awwwwww x2
yunnie
🥺🥺🥺
he’s so tiny
i just wanna squish
and i c a n
this is the best day of my l i f e
SANNIE HIS BIRTHMARK IS THE CUTEST THING
oh no he saw this
OH NO HES HIDING
PLEASE
IM SO SOFT
seongie
go spend your time with him pup
i just wanted to make sure everything was going okay
go enjoy your time!
minnie
no hwa hyung is being soft too now 🥺🤧
yunnie
thank you hyung 🥺🥺🥺
i’ll text you guys later!!!!
sannie
~~~~~
the bois + dad
sangie
no one here probably cares
because you’re all lame
but
i’m
so not okay
like
i’m noooott okay
jjongie
who’s that?
sangie
yunho 🤧
jjongie
ohh
are you having fun?
sangie
yeah 🤧
he fell asleep a couple minutes ago and i’m
not
okay
jjongie
awww
cute
give him a pat pat
his hair looks soft
sangie
IT
IS
PLEASE
IM
DJSJSBDBSBSN
wooie
this is the most whipped i’ve ever seen you be
i love it
sangie
i’m just
he’s
i
dhdjsj
jjongie
whipped indeed
wooie
j when’s your shift over?
jjongie
like 10 mins ago
i’m on my way back rn
why?
sangie
shift?
you’re working?
jjongie
yeah they were hiring at the starbucks near by again so
and since i was working there last summer they practically let me have the position
cause they surprisingly remembered me
sangie
oh
i mean of course they would
your coffee making skills are 🤩
like idk why but it’s just better 🤩🤩🤩
but how come? what about your classes?
jjongie
eh
my classes are more bunched up so i only have classes three days of the week for the full day and then the rest are independent
so
why not
sangie
huh
wooie
don’t try to talk him out of it
i already tried
jjongie
i’ll be fine
my schedule isn’t bad
so everything will be fine
sangie
if you say so
OH NG G O D
PLZ
MY HEART
I CANT DO THIS
wooie
???
sangie
so like
i was petting yun’s hair
but i was gonna look for a meme
so i stopped for a sec
and he 🥺
he w h i n n e d
i’m
not
o k a y
wooie
jjong we lost him
he’s a goner
jjongie
i thought we established that days ago
sangie
wooie
this is disgustingly cute
i don’t know how i feel about this
sangie
JUST LET ME CRY IN PEACE OKAY
IM GOING THRU IT
wooie
YOURE THE ONE THAT CAME TO THE CHAT
SO DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES
sangie
fair
don’t like it
but fair
wooie
🙄
sangie
anyways
ima go
because :D
jjongie
have fun hyung!!
sangie
thank u jjongie 🥺🥺
plz rest when you get home okay?
jjongie
i will 😁
wooie
yes i’ll make sure he does
don’t have to ask
sangie
🤧🤧
okay
bye byeeeee
wooie
wow he actually said bye and didn’t leave me at a cliffhanger for once
we’ve truly lost him
jjongie
stop being dramatic omg
now plz come open the door cause i can type and hold drinks but i can't do that and open the door
so if you want this
plz open the door :)
wooie
OH???
IM COMING ONE SEC OMG
I LOVE YOU THANK YOU
jjongie
yeah yeah just hurry up
wooie
🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
okay so i kinda expected hyung not to reply to the chat
but at this point i would’ve preferred it if jongho didn’t reply either
i felt so bad the whole time :/
wooie
woah there
don’t feel bad about this
sangie you’re finally experiencing something like this so please don’t ruin it for yourself
he wasn’t upset when he walked in
so don’t worry about that okay?
sangie
i just
idk
i mean you saw how he was responding
yeah he’s not that chaotic like you or me sometimes but he was just so
idk
wooie
i know
and because of that i asked him
because i knew you’d say this too
and he said he was fine
he wasn’t upset because of you
he was more upset that hyung didn’t reply
sangie
oh?
wooie
because apparently he checked
and hyung read the first messages you sent
then just never replied and never opened the rest
so he was upset about that
but not because of you
sangie
oh
i mean
i never honestly wasn’t expecting hyung to reply
and it’s not like jjong knows about our convo earlier either so
idk
wooie
just don’t worry about it okay?
we’ve honestly done as much as we could
we can’t force either of them to talk if they don’t want to
sangie
i know i know
okay well i’ll text you later
yun woke up and wants to know why i’m all blah rn
wooie
oh my god
plz that’s adorable 😭
now stop being blah 😠
sangie
PLEASE I K N O W
I CANT DO FHIS
wooie
bitch stop texting me and go spend your time with him wtf 😭😭😭😂
sangie
🤧🤧🤧
okay i’ll text you later
but let me know if anything happens with jjongie
wooie
of course
have fun!
sangie
NDBANXNSJD
will do 😌
[ +😂 ]
~~~~~
Notes:
i was gonna post this a few days ago but i got lazy and didn't want to look up the pictures so ye. but as always, i hope you guys enjoy!!
Chapter 13: i just want you to hold me tight and promise me that everything will be alright
Summary:
we finally find out what happened between joong and jongho wooooaaaahhhhh
Notes:
omg? me? updating after who knows how long??
uhhh so while i do have like three chapters written already, i've just been not doing the best so i just kept getting too anxious on posting anything buttttttt hi hello here we are once again! miss me? no? yeah me neither-
am i doing this bc i'm procrastinating my homework? yes. yes i am. seems like college has not changed that about me yet
anyways!!! enjoy? hopefully?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
the bois + dad
sangie
hello
i am once again lonely
i come for love and affection
wooie
omg
how’d it go?
sangie
my heart will combust if i recount everything
that’s how it went
jjongie
whipped
sangie
and what about it
😤
wooie
i still find it incredibly adorable but weird seeing you like this but i can't say i don’t like it
sangie
please hes just
he’s so
and i’m
wooie
BFJSBSJS
jjongie
how many memes do you even have???
you send a new one every time i-
wooie
jongho if there’s one thing you should never question about yeo is his memes
you just
don’t question that
we’ve been over this
sangie
🤩
jjongie
understood
i’m glad you had fun tho hyung!!
sangie
🤧🤧
thank you thank you
aaahhhhhhh
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
okay fuck it
wish me luck
ima head over to the studio and see if hyung is there :’)
i can’t stand this anymore
wooie
he probably is
and by probably
i mean he most definitely is
sangie
aaaaaaaaaaaa
wooie
you got this!!
come on
let’s be reasonable here
hyung can’t stay mad at you for more than like
5 seconds
you’ll be okay
sangie
a a a a a a a a a a a a
wooie
yeosang
i seriously doubt he’s mad
but i’ll be here and ready to go if anything happens okay?
sangie
a a a A A A a A
wooie
do you want me to go with you?
or i could drop you off at least
sangie
nono
it’s ok
yeah
yeah
right?
wooie
it is
it’s going to be okay
you’re not the problem okay?
you’re okay
sangie
i’m okay
yeah
okay
i should probably text eden hyung to see if hyung is even there
wooie
that works too
he’s probs there tho
sangie
yes
but
ima ask
thank u
wooie
i know i know
just text me after yeah?
you got this sangie!
sangie
of course
and thank you :’)
wish me luck 🙃
~~~~~
eden hyung
Yeosangie
hi hyung! i was wondering if you know if hongjoong was at the studio today?
E hyung
Yeah he’s been here for a while
How come you’re asking me though?
Yeosangie
i wanted to stop by for a bit but i’m bringing him food and i know he’ll decline if i tell him
E hyung
Alright
You can let me know once you’re here and I can let you in to make it easier then
Yeosangie
okay thank you so much hyung!
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐ ️ 🥺💕
sangie
wooooooooo
im borrowing your couch for the night
it’s late
im tired
im not going all the way up to my place
yunnie
this is not woo
but
is everything ok sangie?
sangie
huh
oh
OH
SORRY IGNORE THAT
fhsjsbchs
hi yes im okay, it’s just that i went to talk with joong hyung and i wasn’t expecting to be there so late
and im very much emotionally and physically exhausted
and i’m still outside his studio
which is far and a nono
and if i can avoid one less set of stairs then im taking my chances
yunnie
oh?
how far exactly?
sangie
um
you know that one park that leads to a bridge overlooking the river?
near there kinda
like
it’s not t h a t far but i’m tired
and that’s effort
yunnie
the one with like barely any playground stuff?
sangie
yeah that one
yunnie
oh!
weeeeelll
our apartment is not that far from there actually 👉👈
so you could stay the night here if you want?
totally understandable if you prefer going back home though!
but it’s an option? if you want?
sangie
oh 😳
are you sure that’s okay?
yunnie
yeah!
no one would mind, it’s not that late anyways so the others are still up. it wouldn’t disturb anyone
sangie
then i wouldn’t mind? if you’re sure it’s okay
yunnie
it is 🥺
but if you don’t feel comfortable that’s okay! i don’t want you to feel like you have to!
sangie
nono it’s not that
i just don’t wanna bother anyone
yunnie
you wouldn’t 🥺
i promise!
sangie
then okay 🥺
yunnie
head over to the park and i’ll meet you there okay? it’s really not that far so don’t worry. i'll probably get there by the time you do!
sangie
okay
see you there then 🥺
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
you know
i was gonna text you
and say that im a dumbass
but my dumbassery has for once worked in my favor
so i come to gloat 😇
wooie
is this your way of saying that the talk with hyung went well or…?
sangie
i mean yeah that too
but that involved actual calculated conversations that i rehearsed in my head for the past day straight
so at that point it wouldn’t be my dumbassery, that’d just be sad
but yes the talk did go well
wooie
then wtf happened
it’s late
too late for that many big words coming from you
are you okay?
sangie
i’m ok i’m ok
i was trying to text you earlier that i was gonna be renting your couch
for the night
cause effort
but you were not the last chat i had opened on my phone
so that message did not end up going to you
as you can see
wooie
are you
are you telling me you sent that to yunho
sangie
mayhaps
wooie
…
how are you not panicking
sangie
i’m honored you think me texting you as i walk to our meet up spot is not me trying to not panic
wooie
interesting
so should i hold back the freaking out comments until after?
sangie
ngl
yes please
would be appreciated
bc i’m tired
and i think i might actually start panicking
so not rn plz
wooie
okay
you’re okay, that’s fine and understandable
do you wanna talk about how it went with hyung or should that also be for later?
sangie
no that’s fine
it went ok?
i mean he wasn’t as upset as i thought he’d be to see me tbh
wooie
he wouldn’t have been tho?
i struggle to understand how you don’t see that you’re practically his favorite
cause as i said
he can never stay mad at you for more than a minute
sangie
but :(
wooie
no
sangie
:(
anyways :(
i brought him lunch, so i made him eat that first before anything. and then i was gonna apologize but he cut me off before i could even say anything
cause apparently he knew i was gonna start apologizing
which i still did
cause
yeah
and then after a bit i asked if he could just tell me what happened with jongho
and yeah no i wasn’t expecting any of that
wooie
that’s
that’s not comforting
sangie
yeah
i mean
okay so basically
hyung texted jongho a bit after that whole thing went down
and yeah he wasn’t kidding when he said he barely even had the chance to apologize before he got blocked
ima try to be as accurate as i can here cause i don’t remember the exact words
but
it went a bit like
hyung: i’m sorry if it sounded like i got mad at you in the gc, i wasn’t and am not mad. i was hoping it would sound more sarcastic but i see i’m still terrible at texting.
jj: okay
hyung: okay..?
are you mad..?
jj: no
hyung: then what’s up? is everything okay?
jj: i’m fine
*aaaaannndddd then boop*
✨blocked✨
so i think our assumption of jjongie being not sober was probs why that happened
wooie
that
wow
okay yeah no i was not expecting that
wtf
sangie
exactly
but yeah i guess my shock was more than clear and hyung just laughed
which hurt
because he just
looked so sad
so i may have kinda said that it was probs because jongho wasn’t exactly sober at the time
BUT
wooie
YEOSANG WHAT
sangie
I SAID
B U T
I SAID IT WAS CAUSE YOU HAD BOUGHT SOME DRINKS BC YOU WANTED TO TRY OUT A FEW RECIPES FOR OUR SINGLE’S NIGHT
AND YOU MADE HIM TRY THEM ONCE HE GOT HOME
WHICH
IS A FULLY BELIEVABLE THING THANK YOU VERY MUCH
wooie
why are you only good at lying if it involves me being the lie
sangie
because 😇
anyways
i’m at the park now so yun should be here any minute
fuck i see him
aaaaaa
i’ll tell you the rest later okay?
but for now, hyung said he was gonna try talking to jongho soon but he just wanted to give him some time
and i think he kinda confessed to me that he does like him
wooie
WAIT WHAT
sangie
so
yeah
okay
gotta go
wooie
YEOSANG
WHY DIDNT YOU START WITH TGAT OH MY FOD
sangie
SORRY
like actually sorry this time
aaa i gotta go
okay bye bye
aaaa
wooie
i really just have to sit here
and try not to combust
with this new knowledge
why is this my life
but yeah have fun 🤧
text me once you’re there plz
~~~~~
Notes:
i'll probably update again in the next few days since my brain has been going brrrr and this has somewhat?? become??? somewhat of my child?? and it's been kinda comforting to try updating this so yeah.
ALSO
A L S O
ATEEZ COMEBACK IN LIKEEEEEE SIX HOURS???
IM SO NOT R E A D Y FOR IT LIKE AAAAAAAAA
YALL BETTER STREAM BECAUSE WE CAN DO SO MUCH NOW AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i'm so calm, so chill, i promise
anyways
a a a a a a a a a a a a a a
Chapter 14: september comes and everything starts again
Notes:
heyyyyyy so be prepared for some well deserved chaos? there's still that tiny bit of angst but its needed i promise!
and!!!!!!! HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY ATINYS!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS ALREADY BEEN THREE YEARS AAAAAA!!!! this has legit been a journey for me and i wouldn't change it for anything else. ateez have legit kept me going through my high school and now college years so aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
anyways
enough of that
hope you guys enjoy! <3<3<3small note!!! in the next two chapters, the typos in the chats are all very much intentional. because lets be real, if you're spamming a chat as something is happening, you're not really paying attention XD
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
seongie
yunho
where do you think you’re going
minnie
👀 🍵
yunnie
um
for a walk?
seongie
Jeong Yunho.
yunnie
IM NOT DOING ANYTHING BAD I PROMISE 😫
seongie
then where are you going.
yunnie
sangie is near by and his apartment is farther than ours so i kinda maybe sorta kinda maybe askedhimifhewantedtocomehereinstead
sannie
OMG HES COMING OVER????
minnie
FJDJDJD
YAY I WANNA MEET HIM!!
seongie
where exactly is he
yunnie
i told him to meet me by the park you guys go to a lot
since he was near there
are you mad? 🥺
seongie
no
but a “hey i’m gonna go pick up yeosang at the park” instead of just leaving the apartment at 10pm without a word would be nice
:)
yunnie
i didn’t know if you’d be okay with it :(
sannie
we know yun and im sorry but im with hyung on this one
if something would’ve happened, us knowing you were going there would’ve been a lot more helpful in the end
seongie
i know i tend to be strict with things but i wouldn’t outright say no to you meeting actual people like that, especially if we somewhat already know them
just be safe
yunnie
i will i promise
sorry 🥺💛
seongie
it’s okay
❤️
~~~~~
½ of bois
tiny boi
are you coming home soon?
it’s getting late
strong boi
yeah i get off in like 15 mins
i’m getting a ride back too so dw
tiny boi
oh?
but okay
wait
it’s thursday though
weren’t you supposed to get off like 30 mins ago?
strong boi
uh
no..?
tiny boi
yes
you mean yes
i have your schedule on my phone j
strong boi
it’s just a 45 mins more
it’s fine?
the manager asked if they could make that change and i didn’t see why not
tiny boi
jjong you had classes today too
the early early ones
aka
you went to school
at 6am
finished at like 1
then you went to work at 4
and it is now 10 pm
you need rest
strong boi
it’s not that bad..
tiny boi
bub you know you can come to us right?
i don’t know what’s been going on lately but we’re here for you okay?
you don’t have to hold everything in all the time
strong boi
i know..
can we talk when i get home?
i need to finish up rn
tiny boi
of course
i’ll order some food too okay?
strong boi
thank you
can sangie hyung be there too?
tiny boi
sorry bub :(
yeosangie is at yunho’s rn
strong boi
he is??
he didn’t say anything in the chat tho
tiny boi
it was more of an accident really
and he was somewhat (re:very much) panicking so i don’t think he wanted to amplify that
i’m sure he’ll start bragging about it later
strong boi
ohh
i’m sure he’ll be okay :(
tiny boi
he will bub don’t worry
now,
i know this probs isn’t very “responsible hyung” of me,
but do you want me to prepare some drinks too?
i’m not sure to what extent this talk will go, and you usually prefer that to help
completely up to you
strong boi
please..?
i’m sorry
it’s just
yeah
please
tiny boi
it’s okay
don’t be sorry okay?
i’ll set up some blanket and pillows in the living room too
think of it as a movie night :)
strong boi
thank you so much hyung..
really
tiny boi
anything for you bub
you don’t have to thank me
now go finish up so you can come back okay?
strong boi
okay
see you in a bit
🤍
tiny boi
oh god i got a heart
im
🥺💛
strong boi
you ruined it
tiny boi
you love me omg 😭🤧
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
uh i forgot to text but i’m at their place
we got here about 20 mins ago?
i was about to text you but i was very much threatened and and babied all at once
was a bit hard to process
and yes that all came from one person and no it wasn’t yun
the babying was from everyone tho but
aaaa?
sangie
i guess you’re probably busy
don’t worry about texting tho!
~~
wooie
HI HELLO SORRY
I WAS GETTING FOOD
but oh?
are you okay??
we can talk about it later tho if you want!
also, i’m gonna have a movie therapy night with jjongie
so if i don’t reply for whatever reason later on, then it’s that
sangie
is everything okay???
what’s wrong??
and yeah we’ll talk about it later plz
but ???
what happened?
wooie
he apparently got some hours added in work, and that new sched started today
i was not aware
so i texted him like the good hyung i am yk
sangie
of course
wooie
shut up
but yeah
he’s just been more quiet than normal
like
way more than normal in the past like three days
and now he’s adding more work hours?
no
he’s not gonna become workaholic-joong-hyung 2.0 before us
so we’re gonna talk
sangie
:(((
plz give him a hug for me :(
wooie
of course
but still text or call if anything ends up happening okay? i put my phone on ringer just in case
sangie
you don’t have to
but of course
thank you
ily 🖤
wooie
I
GOT A HEART
THATS TWO HEARTS IN ONE DAY
🥺💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
sangie
???
two?
i sent one before that??
wtf when
wooie
no jjong gave me one too 🤧
sangie
AWWW MY POOR BABY
PLZ MAKE THAT TWO HUGS FROM ME NOW OMG
wooie
PLEASE I KNOW
I WAS THIS 👌 CLOSE TO CRYING
sangie
😭😭
ok ok i gotta go
let me know if anything happens too okay?
wooie
of course
have fun!
don’t do anything i wouldn’t do!
sangie
….
you’d do a lot more than me
wooie
exactly!!!!!
sangie
i-
okay
wooie
shut up
~~~~~
sangie
i’m
i’m going to die
wooyoung i won’t make it out of here
i’m
oh god
what the fuck
i’m
FUCK
wooie
huh
what
hi
what happened
sangie
NFJSJSJSJSJSNS
wooie
oh
okay
so this is gay panic i’m assuming
okay good good
cause im not sober enough for actual problems
sangie
THATS FJNE
I WISH I WASNT SOBER
WHAT THE FUCK
WOOYOUNG I CANG
wooie
oh god
ok
wait
jongho wants in on this
can we make a gc
sangie
IF THAT WILL LET YOU LET ME CRY IN PEACE THEN YES
NOW HURRY THE FUCK UP CAUSE IM DHSJBXHSVDVDBDBSBXBSB
~~~~~
wooie created a new chat!
wooie named chat gay support?
wooie added sangie !
wooie added jjongie !
wooie changed their name to support 1!
support 1 changed sangie’s name to the gay!
support 1 changed jjongie’s name to support 2!
gay support?
the gay
i’m
not gonna even complain
NOW CAN I D I E IN PEACE P L E A S E
support 2
yes yes
go ahead
👁👁🍿
support 1
so what happened?
the gay
YUNHO
HE
H E
IMXBSBSBSNSNSB
support 2
yes yes
use words now please
the gay
BDJSBSJSJS
H E
FHSJBSBDDJ FUCK
support 1
understandable
but what exactly did he
the gay
NDNSBSBSHSBBSJS
yeosang you’re fine
this is fine
BDJSNDJS
okay
i was
in his room
vibin
as one does yk
support 2
we’re getting words
this is progress
support 1
yes progress indeed
the gay
..i’m ignoring
anyways
he had gone to take a shower
so
i was waiting
and
i just
i never realized
that he just
never took anything along with him
as he left
and
and he
he just
support 1
oh
oh wow
support 2
wait i’m not following
the gay
he
he just
he
he just
walked in
with a towel
only.
support 1
oh fuck
support 2
o h
the gay
and i think
i think he lowkey forgot i was there
bc he was blushing once he saw me
and apologized and changed quickly
i
i’m hiding in the bathroom
support 1
wait
he changed in the room with you?
the gay
i was looking away so yes
but
but
he
h e
support 2
how long have you been hiding in the bathroom
the gay
um
since i texted youngie
support 1
are you /just/ hiding in the bathroom due to being flustered
or
the gay
i refuse to answer that question without a lawyer
support 2
HYUNG OMG
support 1
BDBSNSNSK
okay
so
huh okay i didn’t expect this to be the problem
support 2
drink up bitch 😤
support 1
yeah yeah
let me take a shot real quick
the gay
DID YOU GUYS BET ON THIS
THIS ISNT FUNNY
IM CHDNDNS
YOUD THINK THE EMBARRASSMENT WOULD AT LEAST MAKE ME NOT THAT BUT I CANT GET /THAT/ IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD AND FJSJ
FUCK
support 1
just
um
hhhhhh
support 2
is it very very noticeable?
the gay
not as much?
but i’m wearing comfy clothes
aka
hoodie and pants
so
not taking any chances
now i’m trying to look at sad things on instagram
support 1
well that’s one way to go about it
the gay
DO YOU HAVE A BETTER PLAN
CAUSE IM NOT RECEIVUNG ANY OF IT
IM BDJSJSJSJSU
NO HE TEXTED ME ASKING IFNI WAS OKAY
FUCK
WHY IS HE SO UNDERSTANDING
PLZ HE KNOWS IM HIDING OUT IF FLUSTEREDNESS BUT FUCK I WISH THAT WAS THE ONLY PROBLEM
CAUSE BRAIN IS TIRED
AND BRAIN GOING BRRRR
AND IM
DJSJHSS
HE
XJSJSJSBBSJDBDBD
oh god
support 2
HES SO SWEET
support 1
well
i mean
you could just
and hear me out
be ✨honest✨
the gay
……
you think
you THINK
IM GOING
TO
JUST
GO UP TO HIM
THE FIRST TIME JM AT HIS PLACE
AND JUST
NO
NO
WHY ARE TOU DOING THUS TO ME
MY BRAIN CANT HANDLE THIS WOOYOUNG
FUCK
WHY DID I THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA
YOURE MAKING IT WORSE
support 2
i was gonna suggest that to so ima just 🤐😇
support 1
i raised you so well 🤧
the gay
wait
wait
oh god
support 1
what happened now?
the gay
i
just got a text
from mingi apparently
WHAT THE FUCK
HOW
CAN HE JUST
I
EHAT
support 2
please be what i think it is
the gay
RJUDHDHS
I HATE BOTH OF YOU
FUCM
HE JUST TOLD ME TO PLZ HURRY UP CAUSE SAN IS USING THE OTHER BATHROOM
AND THAT YUN TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED
SO THAT IF IM HIDING A BONER TO JUST GO TO YUN INSTEAD OF HIDING
AND I HATE IT HERE
I HATE IT HERE
I HATE JT HERE
WHAT YHE FUCK
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING
support 2
HDJSHSHSJSHS
support 1
AND I AGREE
NOW GO
OUT THERE
the gay
I HATE IT HERE
WHY CANT THE GROUND JUST SWALLOW ME WHOLE WHEN I WANT IT TO
support 1
yun could swallow some of you if you let him-
the gay has left the chat!
support 1 added sangie to the chat!
support 1 changed sangie ‘s name to the gay!
the gay
i hate it here
support 1
just go out there
what’s the worst that can happen sangie
especially if you got a text like /that/
support 2
go hyung go! go hyung go!
the gay
i hate it here
but fine
if i never come back just assume i died of embarrassment :)
~~~~~
My Prince 👑💕
princess 👑
were you actaully mad earlier?
you’ve been kinda off since then 🥺
prince💕
no?
princess 👑
hwa :(
prince💕
i’m not mad sannie
really
ig it just hurt a bit
but i’m not mad
don’t worry about it :)
princess 👑
you saying not to worry about it is what’s causing the worry hwa :((
what’s wrong?
prince💕
nothing?
it’s nothing
it’s okay sannie
princess 👑
hwa we have to communicate remember?
are you in our room?
prince💕
yeah..
princess 👑
then prepare for a cuddle session 🥰
prince💕
I love you you know that?
princess 👑
and I love you even more
now open up 🥰
~~~~~
Notes:
I hope you guys enjoyed! i wont promise anything but i'll really try not to take another month before posting T_T
i have the next chapter ready so I'll most probably post that once i get the chapter after that started hehe. i was going to post this a week or two ago actually but yeah i haven't been doing the best mentally so oh well what can we do.
as always, please leave comments if you guys enjoyed! they really do motivate me to keep this going and just overall cheer me up. thank you to those of you who have! they really mean a lot! this story has really become my baby since it's the only once i've been able to not give up on so aaaaa
Chapter 15: i'm so full of love i can barely eat
Summary:
yunnie:
have any of you ever woken up to an angel sleeping in front of you?
cause i have
i think i’m in heaven
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
gay support?
support 2
hi
support 1
?
support 2
i wanted to see if yeosangie hyung was still alive or not
the gay
no
support 2
hyung!!
support 1
did you guys have any fun?👀
the gay
no
support 1
is this you refusing to entertain the idea, or is something actually wrong? just making sure
the gay
sorry
i’m okay
i think?
tbh im not letting my brain process absolutely anything about tonight until after i get back home
support 1
does that have to do with the Incident™️?
the gay
idk?
but nothing happened, i’m not lying about that
i think it’s more of me not wanting to acknowledge for the sake of preventing my brain of spiraling cause it really wants to and i don’t wanna let it ruin the moment yk?
support 2
hyung :((
the gay
im ok!
yunho is good company
it’s not that hard for him to stop my brain from acting up simply with just his presence
which that’s also the problem ig
but not?
why am i like this aaaaaaa
support 1
yeosang it’s okay to feel that way
you’ve been working so hard to not let those thoughts get the best of you and you saying that is an example of that
just enjoy your time and yeah as you’ve been doing, don’t think too much of it
the gay
do you want me cry
cause you’re succeeding
support 2
hyung :((((((((((
the gay
fjdjsjsis
but thank you woo, really
im just
yeah
support 2
can we have another movie night tomorrow? 🥺
the gay
yes.
jjong i hope you know that i will be demanding many cuddles after this
support 2
the cuddles will be gladly provided hyung 🥺
the gay
YOURE BEING SOFT I CANT DO THIS
god this is too many emotions for one day
i need sleep
support 2
i think we all do
oh shit since when was it 3 already-
but yeah i’m pretty sure hyung just fell asleep
the gay
but it still says he’s reading the chat?
support 2
yeah his phone is in his hand but
nope he’s sleeping
we were kinda just waiting for your to text back so i think knowing your okay let him sleep
the gay
oh
i didn’t know i would’ve texted back sooner
sorry
i thought you guys would’ve knocked out honestly
support 2
nono
no sorry
we just wanted to be available in case you needed to come back or something
the gay
i
i love you guys so much?
support 2
why do you say it like that? :(
the gay
i just
idk i know you guys care, and i’ve never doubted it, but idk my brain just can’t like, accept the idea that you guys would do that? idk
but really
i love you guys so much
support 2
we would do that and so much more for you hyung :(
we love you too 🥺
the gay
go get some rest yeah?
and preferably get woo to a bed?
support 2
we made a bed on the floor! so not needed! he was already sitting down there since before so ye
the gay
can
can that stay there for tomorrow-
support 2
of course!
i’ll tell hyung in the morning!
oop nvm
support 1
himhih
mim up
the gay
are you though? are you really?
support 1
m
support 2
[ image.jpg ]
he flopped
less work for me 😇
the gay
BFBSBSJSJS
plz go to sleep the both of you omg 😭😭
support 2
we will!
but you too please?
the gay
i will i will
we’re just finishing watching a video
we’re planning on sleeping after that
support 2
good good
goodnight hyung! sleep well! ♥︎
the gay
goodnight! you too 🥺💛
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
yunnie
have any of you ever woken up to an angel sleeping in front of you?
cause i have
i think i’m in heaven
i’ve decided to bless this chat
minnie
oh wow
thank you kind sir for this blessing
sannie
shit i knew he was pretty but damn
seongie
how is he not a model-
yunnie
IVE BEEN ASKING MYSELF THAT EVERYDAY HYUNG
LOOK AT H I M
HES SO P R E T T Y
HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO PRETTY
i’m
i’m losing it aren’t i
minnie
i’d say you’re losing it but with good reason!
yunnie
thank you 🤧
minnie
now if you don’t mind me 👀
i have a few questions 👀
yunnie
excuse you i mind very much
no
no questions
none
too early
sannie
questions?
what type of questions?
seongie
^^
minnie
yun mentioned a small thing to me last night
that of which i’d like to know if there were any updates on that
that’s all 😁
sannie
interesting
i’m intrigued
yunnie
and i am not!!!
nope!!
seongie
to be fair
knowing mingi,
he’s going to ask soon, and considering yeosangie is sleeping, i would suggest now to be the time for that
unless you want to answer once he’s awake
just putting that out there
yunnie
😭😭
minnie
i mean
yeah he’s right 🏃♀️
yunnie
😭😭😭😭
minnie
so
as i said
i have a few questions sir 🧐📝
yunnie
sir may i bring my lawyer
please sir
minnie
no sir sorry sir
yunnie
it was worth a shot sir 😔
sannie
hyungie said to hurry up the interrogation
minnie
i’m on it sir!
sannie
he said thank you but i was told very specifically to not add a ‘sir’ after that
minnie
i’m very hurt sir
but it’s okay sir, no worries!
so yun
my sources tell me you and yeosang-ah had a very interesting interaction last night
do care to give more details sir?
yunnie
no sir i do not
but i sadly don’t have a choice it seems 🤧
but nothing happened i promise sir!!!
sannie
hyungie: what exactly was the interaction they had that’s so incriminating?
minnie
…..
why is hyung not typing this himself..? 🧍♀️
sannie
BECAUSE WE’RE CUDDLING AND I'M RELAYING HIM THE MESSAGES BECAUSE HE’S COMFY AND STILL SLEEPY YOU DIRTY MINDED PEANUT
minnie
SORRY SIR I DIDNT MEAN IT SIR
yunnie
😳
minnie
but to answer the question
yunnie
😭😭😭😭
minnie
i texted yun last night
bc
yeosang-ah had gone to the bathroom and was taking longer than if he was actually doing anything in there
so
i texted yun
bc a boy needs to do his business in peace
and s o m e o n e was hogging up the other bathroom
sannie
I SAID I WAS SORRY
minnie
so anyways
i text yun
to see what’s up
an apparently
smart boi yun decided to go take a shower and forgot to take his clothes with him
bc he just
forgot yk
yunnie
I DID 😭😭😭😭
minnie
mhm mhm
of course sir
so anyways
that means
he just casually walked back into his room
wearing nothing but a towel
with a very flustered yeosang-ah still being in his room waiting for him
which led to him hiding in the bathroom afterwards
now
here’s
where the questioning actually begins sir
sannie
wait
hyungie: tell min that he’s improving his summaries. they’re getting quicker
minnie
hyung 🥺🥺🥺
i’m trying specially hard for you!!
thank u 🥺💚
sannie
hyungie: aww thanks bub
^ tell him to continue plz, i wanna go back to sleep
minnie
okay 🥺
SO YUN
i texted lover boy after i was given this information
yunnie
YOU WHAT
MINGI WHAT THE FUCK
WHY
seongie
language.
yunnie
sorry sir won’t do it again sir 😳
minnie
…sannie
did he ask you to type that from his phone
sannie
my lawyer isn’t here, no questions
minnie
understood sir carry on
anywayssss
i texted lover boy
and was given even more lovely information
yunnie
wait
what
😳
what does that mean
mingi
mingi what does that mean
I CAN HEAR YOU LAUGHING WHAY DOES THAT MEAN
sannie
is this going where i think it’s going?
minnie
depends
but probably
a n y w a y s
did anything happen after yeosang-ah went back to the room yun?
yunnie
no????
why would something happen??
minnie
…you’re kidding
sannie
wow
yunnie
im not 😭😭
why would i???
why would something happen???
minnie please 😭😭
sannie
hyungie: tell yun to please go read the summary then to think about who he’s talking to, then to think again about why mingi is being this way
yunnie
…
…
wait
MJNGI NO
FHDHSHSJSISH OH MY GOD
NO
NO
NOTHING HAPPENED
NO
NO
NO
minnie
l a m e e e e
wait
how exactly did things happen after that
like
in general?
yunnie
sangie just came back into the room and was still very shy (and adorable)
and then he started apologizing for doing that and said he just got really flustered and didn’t want me to feel uncomfortable or anything so he that’s why he left
minnie
okay
but
you realize
he left after you changed right?
yunnie
yeah..?
sannie
oh sweet sweet yun
so pure
yunnie
WHAT DO YOU MEAN
minnie
see, i’m not gonna give up any of my gathered information because nothing came out of this conversation like i expected it to
lame
meeting dismissed everyone!
yunnie
BDJSBSJSJS
BUT
BUT
BUT THATS NOT FAIR
MINGI WHAT DO YOU K N O W
sannie
hyungie: yun, if this was the other way around, would you want mingi to tell yeosangie whatever it is that you told him, even if it was private?
yunnie
no…
:(
minnie
it wasn’t anything bad yun
but if nothing happened after that, then you don’t need to know about it
yunnie
okay 😔
HDHSBSFSH
sannie
did he
did someone fall?
i heard something fall
minnie
yun? 👀
sannie
uhhhh
okay well hyungie wants cuddles now so @ us if he comes back 🥰
minnie
🤢🤢
~~~~~
Notes:
sorry it's been a monthh again ^^;
i just finished my first semester of uni so i'll finally have a bit more time to write a bit more! I've been working on another au too so i might be staring to post that soon 👀👀
thank you so much for sticking around!
Chapter 16: kiss me before you go
Notes:
this is mostly pure chaos plus a tiny bit of angst at the end but its needed so yeeeeet
enjoy!
also! its pretty obvious to me, but in case it isn't, "beep" is yunho and "boop" is mingi XD
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
beep boop
beep
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
boop
hi sir hello sir
i see we’re going private about this
how may i assist you this morning sir 🧐
beep
HOW AM I
SUPPOSED
TO FUNCTION
HSHSHSS
boop
this is a spamming session oh god okay i’m ready
beep
AFTER
HAVING
THE MOST PRECIOUS ANGEL
ON EARTH
OFFER
ANDTHEN
KISS MY POUT AWAY
HOW
CHJSJSJSIS
IM
JDJSMHDJSS
CHEJSJSJD
DJSJSJSHSJIQHXJQKSOA
boop
OHH??????
HE WHAT???
WAIT WHAT
HDJSJSKSJSB
YUN IH MY GOD
beep
HES CHANGING IN THE BATHROOM RIGHT NOW
BHT NDBSHSHS
MIN
I JDJSHSJSJS
AAAAAAAAAAAABAHSHSHSHAH
boop
HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN
DHSJSJ
YUNN AAAAAAAA
beep
DHDJSJSHS
CAUSE LIKE
HE WOKE UP
AND I WAS POSSIBLY POUTING
AND I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS AWAKE
AND HE ASKED WHY IM SO POUTY SO EARLY IN THE MORNING
AND
AHDJSHS
HIS VOICE????
MINGI
HIS
V O I C E
DHDJSJSHSH
ITS SO DEEP I WAS CLOSE TO JUST MELTING RIGHT IN THAT MOMENT
DJDBDJDB
BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
CAUSBDHSBSJSJ
AND IDK WHAT HAPPENWD
BUT THEN I JUST
I JUST
I JUST
NDJSHDHSJS
I DIDNT THINK HED DO IT
DHDJSHSHSH
BDJDHDHD
boop
WHAT DID YOU SAY
EHAT
WHAT HAPPENED
COME ON
beep
BDJSHSHSHS
I JUST
AT FIRST I HAD BEEN LIKE IDK
AND HE JUST VERY SLEEPILY AND ADORABLY AND CUTELY GLARED AT ME BEING LIKE YEAH RIGHT
AND I WAS LIEK
WHAT, ARE YOU GONNA KISS IT AWAY?
NABCHSHSHSHSHSN
M I N G I
I DONT KNOW WHAT CAME IVER ME
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I SAID THAT
FHEHSHSHSHSHE
AHAHSHSJSHSJSJDJDJDBDJJD
I CBSHSHDHDJSHSHSHS
boop
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO
THATS MY BOY 😩😩
AAAAAAAA
OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
WAIT BUT WHAT HAPPEN AFTER
WE THOUGHT KNE OF YOU FEEL OR AOEMTHING
beep
FBSJSJW
THATS WAS MY PHONE
I WASNT EXPECTING IT OKAY
AND HE WAS JUST
MIN
I CNAHFBRHD
HE WAS SO SLEEPY AND CUTE AND HE
HE G I G G L E D
I CANT D O THIS
BDHSHSH
FUCK HES COMING BACK
BYE
PLZ PLAN MY FUNERAL
boop
BDHDHDHSWIWJ
OF COURSE SIR
GOOD LUCK SIR
~~~~~
gay support?
the gay
so um
support
i need support
support wake up plz
@support_1 @support_2 I SAID WAKE UP
support 2
m up
hi
what’s wrong
hi
the gay
help
i did
a thing
aaa
support 2
what type of thing?
hyung it’s 9 am
the gay
IM AWARE
IM VERY MUCH AWARE
ITSNTOO EARLY
I CANT BELIEVE I JEJSJS
AAAAA
support 2
WHAT DID YOU DO
I CANT HELP IF YOU DONT TELL ME
ITS TOO EARLY FOR MY BRAIN TO TRY TO DECIPHER YOUR MESSAGES HYUNG
the gay
DHSJSUSJSJSJEJEH
I KISSED YUNHO
ON THE LIPS MAYHAPS
IT WAS A PECK
BUT DJSJSJSJSI
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
support 2
YOU WHAT
NO FUCKING WAY
WAIT LET ME WAKE UP WOO HYUNG
the gay
IDK OK
IDK
HE JUST
I SNJSSMS
I WOKE UP
AND HE WAS ALREADY AWAKE
AND HE WAS TEXTINV SOMEONE AND WAS BEING ALL POUTY AND I WANTED TO JUST SQUISH HIS LITTLE CHEECKIES AND JUST FJDJSJW
AND I ASKED HIM WHAT WAS WRONG AND HE STARTED BLUSHING AND PLZ HE LOOKS SO FUCKING SOFT I FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA COMBUST
support 1
IM AWAKE IM AWAKE
HOLY FUCK
DONT MIDN ME YOU KEEP TYPING
support 2
DJSJSJS
the gay
BFJSBXJSJS
OKOKOK
GOOD MORNING BTW
ANYWAYS
HE TRIED DENYING ANYTHING AT FIRST AND THEN HE JUST FUCKING SHSHSHSB
HE JUST WENT WHAT ARE TOU GONNA KISS IT AWAY
AND BITCH
support 1
DBSJSJSISIW
support 2
NO WAY
the gay
I
DJSJSJSJSJ
I WAS HALF AWAKE OKAY
MY BRAIN WASNT WORKING
AND I JUST
I JUST LEANED IN AND DID IT
CAUSE FHSJSJS
I MEAN
HE GAVE ME THE OPENING
SO
DHSJSBJSBS
AND THEN HE
PLEASE HE GOT SO BLUSHY I COULDNT HANDLE IT
SO I JUST LAUGHED AND THEN HE GOT ALL WHINY ANDBDJSHSJSJSJWJSJD
IM CHANGING IN THE BATHROOM NOW CAUSE THATS MY EXCUSE OKAY
SO I SHOULD GO BACK SOON BUT AHSHSHSHSHSJ
support 1
LOOK AT YOU GOOOOOOO
AAAAAAAAA
support 2
THIS WAS WORTH BEJNG WOKEN UP
HYUNG GO BACK FHERE AND GET YOUR MANS!!!
the gay
NDNSJSJSHSHAH
AAAAAAA
ILL TEXT YOU GUYS LATER
PROBABLY ONCE IM ON MY WAY BACK
NDJSJSJS
support 1
DONT WORRY ABOUT IT
GO HAVE FUN
support 2
WHAT HYUNG SAID
WELL BE HERE READY FOR SLEEP OVER PT2
the gay
GREAT
OKAY
OKAY
BYEEEEE
~~~~~
Yunnie ⭐ ️ 🥺💕
sangie
i know i’ve already said it a lot but i just wanted to thank you again for last night
i had a lot of fun 💛
yunnie
you don’t have to thank me sangie 😫
but i’m glad you had fun 🥺
i did too 🥺💛
text me once you’re back home please?
sangie
i know but still..
just
thank you yunho, really
and yeah of course, i’m about half way there
yunnie
is everything okay?
sangie
yeah
don’t worry okay?
i’ll text you once i’m home 😊
yunnie
okay 🥺
sangie
💛💛
~~~~~
dad™️
joong
hey
are you busy rn?
sangie
uh no?
i’m on my way home rn
what’s up?
joong
um
i’m still kinda
blocked
by jjong
um
was hoping you could help with that..?
sangie
oh
right
yeah i’ll see what i can do
wait hyung
are you back home yet?
joong
i’m on my way
why?
sangie
could i stop by..?
wait nvm
nvm
joong
?
is everything okay?
joong
yeosang?
sangie
hi
yeah everything’s fine
i just got back home
don’t worry about it hyung!
joong
yeosang
you know i’m literally going to do the opposite of that
what happened?
sangie
nothing necessarily?
joong
okay then what didn’t necessarily happen?
sangie
i um
it’s just that i ended up spending the night at yunho’s after i left your studio last night. and right now i’m supposed to get my things ready to have another movie therapy session with woo. but i guess i just wanted to get my thoughts together and talk about it with you?
again it’s nothing bad. but i guess i need the different perspective? idk
joong
i see. do you want to do this in person or would you prefer this?
sangie
i think i’ll prefer this? i already have to talk later and
yeah this is better please
joong
then alright
so what’s up? did something not good happen over there or is it just a “i need to process” type of thing?
sangie
no it’s the latter
nothing bad happened
joong
okay
then go ahead, i just got home so i’m here
sangie
okay
so yeah i went over to his place. and hyung he’s so sweet? we just cuddled the whole time and watched videos and? i’ve never felt so? safe?
and it’s just
everything is just so easy when i’m with him..
and i guess that’s kinda scaring me?
joong
oh sangie..
sangie
i know i know.. it’s stupid
joong
no it’s not yeosang
it’s not stupid
it’s only reasonable for you to be scared of that after what happened before
this is the first time you’ve been in the talking/almost dating stage since everything happened with
yk
sangie
yeah…
i don’t mind us sticking with “he who shall not be named” btw
that’s the only nickname woo came up with that isn’t weird
joong
alright
i mostly didn’t want to type that all out but okay
regardless
sangie
i know..
and yeah i was thinking about that..
idk
like
with you guys, having all of you and knowing you care for me is just different for some reason?
idk it’s just. i’m trying not to be so pessimistic about everything but i just can’t help but feel like this is all too good still? i’m just so scared of getting comfortable with him and then it all just being taken away again
i just
i don’t think i’ll be able to handle that
i’m just so scared hyung
he was so sweet the whole time and i feel like even i should be able to tell that he obviously has feelings for me too. and the others were so nice and welcoming too but idk i just feel like i don’t deserve it?
okay no not that i just. i’m just scared of finally being happy like that with someone again and then
yeah
sorry that was a lot..
joong
sangie i told you to never apologize for that
i’m proud of you talking to me
no matter how many times i’ve said it, i’m proud of you for this yeosangie
and it’s really only understandable for you to be scared about this. as you said, you’re scared about this going the way it did again. but you know the difference? everything about this situation is completely different from last time. last time, you got together with 🤢 because we kept teasing you about being single, and someone took advantage of that
this isn’t that sangie. i’m pretty sure even you can see the difference in character between them two. even though the rest of us haven’t directly met yunho, everything you’ve told us so far and what we’ve been able to tell from him based on the media, he seems to be a good guy yeosangie
and i know i was the one being more wary of the situation but after what you said too? he’s not trying to push you to anything. you just cuddled right? so already, that’s so much better than before
but it’s still alright to be scared, alright? but you have try to let go just that tiny bit to be able to truly tell okay? unless you sense that something might be up, just let yourself enjoy it like you did yesterday okay?
joong
please don’t say i made you cry again..
i need to start saying these things more if this is still the reaction you give me when i praise you 😕
sangie
i
what do you think
fuck
thank you?
just
fuck
thank you so much hyung
for everything
i just
i don’t know what i would do without you guys
joong
are you sure you don’t want me to come over?
sangie
i’m okay
i just
yeah i’m okay
i have to go to woojjong’s place in a bit anyways so i don’t want them to think somethings up
joong
yeosang
sangie
i’ll tell them..
joong
good boy
go have fun okay?
and don’t worry about my situation, that can wait
sangie
but hyung :(
i’m going over to theirs! i can just talk to him :((
joong
yes but i’m sure this hangout is for you yeosangie
you don’t have to talk about my problems
i’ll figure something out or we can just do it later okay?
promise
sangie
im holding you to that promise hyung
we both know this has already been going on for too long
joong
and we both know there’s only so much i can do if i can’t necessarily get in contact with him
sangie
you know where he lives
joong
he’s never there when i go
sangie
?
oh
right
yeah
he um
has a job now again?
so that might be it?
joong
excuse me?
sangie
umm
yeah?
i don’t really know all the details
i was at yun’s when i found out
sorry
joong
no no it’s okay
again
my situation
don’t worry about it
sangie
>:(
joong
yeosangie you do realize that you’re the one i’ve been talking to about this right?
sangie
but what about woo?
joong
i don’t think he’d be the best to go to sangie..
sangie
yeah i guess you’re right…
sorry hyung
but please try to do something soon?
i’m ready to help but you just have to let me :(
joong
don’t be sorry
and i know sangie
i’m only saying that for today, and today only, focus on you okay? or whatever it was that you guys were planning on doing
sangie
what if you come along?
joong
we both know that wouldn’t be the best thing to do sangie
sangie
ik but it was worth a shot :(
joong
and i appreciate that a lot okay?
now go before they come looking for you and have fun okay?
sangie
okay 🥺
thank you hyung
for everything
joong
of course sangie 💙
sangie
🥺💛💛
joong
😂
damn i should save some of those to have something to reply with
sangie
you’re saying you haven’t already??
i’m hurt
joong
oops?
sangie
joong
don’t you have somewhere to go?
sangie
🙃
here i am trying to be loving 🤧
and this is what i get
joong
omg just go have your hangout
i love you sangie💙
sangie
i love you too hyung 🤧💛
Notes:
i really wanted to post before the end of the year so i hope you guys enjoyed whatever this is!
i also wanted to say thank you to those who have been reading this fic, it really means a lot since it's just a random one in my opinion.
i hope you all have a happy new year and cheers to a good start to whatever the next year brings us!
Chapter 17: Valentine's Day? That's a Thing?
Notes:
THIS HAS LEGIT BEEN WRITTEN SINCE VALENTINE'S DAY OF 2020 SO ILL CRY IF NO ONE LIKES IT BUT PLZ I TRIED LMAO AAAA OKAY HERE IT GOESSSSSS
plz this is so long omg. i think its the longest chapter-
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sangie ⭐ ️ 🥺💕
sangie
hey!
i was wondering if you wanted to hang out for a bit rn?
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
sannie
hwa hyung when are you getting here 😠
seongie
it’s not even 6 yet
i’ll be back in a bit love ❤️
minnie
ugh gross
i get it ok
it’s valentine’s day
but no need to rub it in for the singles 😔
yunnie
i think it’s cute 🥺
seongie
aww thanks bub 😊
yunnie
WAIT
WAITSBSBSJ
YEOSANG TEXTED ME
NOOOOOOO
seongie
why is this a bad thing?
sannie
you can take him out on a date or something!! it’s valentine’s day!!
yunnie
i’m still at the shoot tho T_T
i cant leave for another hour or two >_<
sannie
ohhhh
right
i forgot you had that :(
seongie
well maybe you can surprise him afterwards?
yunnie
but how? 🥺
sannie
i know i know i know!!!!
you can buy him some food or some flowers and show up at his apartment!!!
yunnie
SANNIIIEEEEEEE
MY FAVORITE SANNIIIEEE
sannie
[ link ]
there you go bub
i think those would be nice
yunnie
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
~~~~~
Yeosangie 💕
sangie
hey!
i was wondering if you wanted to hand out for a bit rn?
yunnie
yeo 🥺🥺
i’m sorry but i’m really busy rn
could we hang out later? would that be okay? 🥺🥺
sangie
oh!
it’s okay!
don’t worry about it :D
we can hang out another day!
yunnie
wait are you sure?
i’m sorry 🥺🥺🥺
but really we can hang out later!
sangie
it’s okay!!
really!
dont worry about it!
~~~~~
hwa hyung’s babies 🥺💕
Yunnie
this pure angel is denying my efforts of going later since i said i couldn’t right now, so im making this a surprise now
New Mission: Accepted
i must go now
seongie
…
please don’t do anything weird
~~~~~
the bois + dad
wooie
hoes
anyone got plans tonight? 🤩
jjongie
nope
joong
actually, you do :D
jjongie
i don't?
i think i’d know if i did
sangie
👁👁
joong
well surprise!
i know, and i’m telling you that you have plans
so!
how about you open the door and let me in?
jjongie
oh
oh
okay yeah
sure yeah i’ll be right there
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
did that just
happen
wooie
i think so???
sangie
w o w
right in front of my salad too
wooie
ikr??
hyung’s got gameeee
sangie
i’m just
w o w
he didn’t even tell me about it or anything
i can’t believe this
well
do you have any plans?
wooie
surprisingly i do? 😳
sangie
wait really?
wooie
yeaaahhhhh
remember changbin?
yeah he invited me out to hang with his friends??
wanna come along?
sangie
oh
nah it’s cool
enjoy your night!!
wooie
you sure?
are you doing anything?
sangie
nah ima just watch some netflix
see what chick flicks they decided to put this year
and i have a date anyways
this bottle here is keeping me company 😝🥰
wooie
i-
i was gonna stop you but
it’s valentine’s day
let's be real i would’ve just joined you
so you better save me some for tomorrow!!!
we’re still doing our yearly single’s day
🥰🥰🥰
sangie
why do you think i got this in the first place???
how could i forget that come on
trust me a bit more 🤧
wooie
yeah yeah
okay well
you can come any time if you change your mind okay?
sangie
thanks woo :D
~~~~~
Valentine’s day.
The day where all the couples can go out and express their love to one another. Or also known as the day where all the single people suffer and sit alone in their houses while they see others being in love.
If you were to place Yeosang in one of those categories? He’d be in the second one, obviously.
Yeosang had gotten back from the store no more than 30 minutes ago, having picked up snacks for the following day, as well as an extra bottle. You know, just in case. He was sitting on his couch watching Netflix as he had told Wooyoung, but his mind was still debating whether he should actually join him or not.
Eh. Maybe he could just pretend that this bottle was his date tonight like he told Woo! That’d be funny. He would tell Wooyoung about his adventures of going to the store and finding his new date!
The boy was eventually reduced to a giggling mess after a while, not really paying attention to- was it a drama or comedy? He can’t really tell. By the amount of blurred pinks and reds, he’d probably guess it was a drama.
He really wished Yunho had been able to be there with him, though. That would’ve been nice. Maybe they could’ve even cuddled! Cuddling sounds great right now. But what if he cuddles his new date? No, that’d be weird. Yeosang picked up the bottle, staring at it for a minute, almost as if his brain was still trying to form whatever he planned on doing. “Will you be my valentine?” He had barely managed to get out the words before he bursted out in laughter.
He wondered how it was going for the others. Maybe his two friends finally got together after forever. That would surely be a good way to end the day. But a better way would’ve been to have Yunho there.
Sweet, cute, adorable Yunho.
Ah, he really wants him there. Should he text him again? But he said he was busy. Yeosang poured himself another shot as his mind continued its own argument. He should just be glad to have found this “date” tonight, right? This bottle was a great date. Definitely.
An hour or two - and many shots - had passed by the time that there was a knock at his door. Yeosang was confused, was it Wooyoung? Maybe he came to pick him up to go with him after all. But he would’ve done that sooner, no? He was starting to get lost in his thoughts before he was pulled out by another set of knocks.
Yeosang stood up (maybe a bit too quickly), as he rushed to the door. Without checking who it was, he opened the door, eyes widening once he saw who was there.
“Yunho?”
The other smiled shyly at him, “Surprise?” he said, holding out a small bag with chicken on one hand, and a small bouquet of roses in the other.
Yeosang simply stood there, mouth hanging slightly open. Was this actually happening? The boy looked at the things in his hands, then back up at Yunho, and then back at the objects, before he jumped and hugged the other tightly.
“Thank you..”
Okay maybe he wouldn’t be alone this valentine’s day.
When Yeosang finally let go of Yunho, he realized they were still at the entrance of his apartment. Blushing, he moved back enough for the taller boy to enter, giggling as he waited next to the door.
Walking in, Yunho looked around the apartment, admiring the cozy atmosphere the place gave off. Once more fully inside, he noticed the tv was on, as well as the bottle placed on the coffee table. He was about to ask Yeosang if he had been drinking, when he felt the boy stumble a bit next to him.
Yunho only had to deal with his drunk friends a handful of times. Mostly since, well, he was usually the one being taken cared of...or Seonghwa would do it. Deciding not to think much of it, for now, he turned to the other, smiling as he reached for his hand to take him to the couch.
Yunho placed the items he brought on the table as they sat down, moving the bottle aside a little. However, the task was not as easy as it initially seemed, as he now had a clingy koala holding on to his arm. “Were you drinking before I got here?” He asked as he glanced over at the other curiously.
The response? A giggle. An adorable giggle. Yeah… Yunho would not be making it out of this alive.
After a couple seconds, Yeosang nodded. “I drank...” he stopped for a minute, eyes focusing on the bottle, “...the amount that’s not in that bottle right now. Yeah,” he giggled as he pointed to the half-empty bottle.
Oh.
Oh.
~~~~~
Toll & Smoll
yunnie
SAN
SANNIIEEEEE
I KNOW YOU’RE ON YOUR DATE BUT PLZ
sannie
what’s wrong?
i thought you were heading to yeosang’s?
did something happen?
yunnie
no?
sannie
???
yunnie
umm
he’s drunk rn??
idk what to do
sannie what do i do 🥺🥺
sannie
ohh
did he drink a lot?
yunnie
i think so yeah
nothing bad is happening but i wanna take care of him and idk what to do 🥺
sannie
ummm
i don’t really know aaa
hwa says you could try texting one of his friends maybe?
like, ask him if you can borrow his phone and text one of them?
that's all i got bub sorry 🥺
yunnie
i’ll try that!!
thank you 🥺🥺🥺
have fun on your date!! tell hyung i say hi!!
sannie
you too bub 🥺
yunnie
~~~~~
“Hey Yeo?” Yunho asked, putting his phone back into his pocket.
The other hummed in response, his face buried into Yunho’s arm as he watched the movie.
Yunho thought of how to ask, not wanting to seem weird. “Um… Can I borrow your phone for a second? Would it be okay if I text one of your friends real quick?”
It took Yeosang a second to process the request. His friends? Why would he want to text his friends? They’d probably be busy. But he couldn’t really think of a reason as to why the other wanted to so he just shrugged. “Okay,” he said quietly. The boy felt around in his pockets. No phone there. He whined, sitting up from his spot, and looked around for the phone. “Oh!” He reached for the table and grabbed the phone, flopping back onto Yunho’s side with a giggle as he handed it over.
“Thank you,” Yunho said, rubbing his head against the top of Yeosang’s. The other simply giggled and nodded, burying his face against the elder’s arm again.
Yunho opened the boy’s phone, going into his texts and tried to see who would be one of his close friends. The most recent one came from someone named “wooie”. He clicked on that one, remembering the boy’s name from the moment he stalke- looked at Yeosang’s youtube account. Yunho just hoped he would answer.
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
hi!
this is yunho!
wooie
yunho..?
as in-
wait
okay give me one sec
sangie
ok?
sangie
hello…?
wooie
okay hi sorry
i needed to uh
scream for a moment 😇
sangie
oh? 😳
wooie
how may i help you? 😊
wait are you with yeosang then?
sangie
yeah!
i wanted to surprise him 🥺
wooie
omg 🥺🥺🥺
that’s so cute 🥺
wait but why are you texting me then? is everything okay?
sangie
ummm 👉👈
he’s kinda drunk rn?
when i got here he was already drinking
and i kinda don’t know what to do? he’s okay!! nothing bad happened i promise! but idk how to take care of him 🥺🥺
wooie
you are
an actual angel
but yeah he told me he was gonna drink so don’t worry about it being anything bad. it’s our way of celebrating as single beans 😅
but ok do you know how much he drank?
sangie
ummmm
he had a bottle of vodka on the table and it’s a bit less than half empty. it’s not that big of a bottle? so don’t worry it’s not that much
but he only pointed and said he drank the amount not there so i’m assuming he drank that much
wooie
i-
okay
he’s not drinking anymore right?
sangie
he’s kinda
clinging to my arm rn
so no, no he’s not
wooie
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
okay well
as you can see
he’s clingy when he’s really really drunk. so it makes sense
but there’s not much to do
just make sure he doesn’t drink anymore and that he drinks some water
and maybe ask if he ate already. if not there should still be some ramen or animal crackers in the closet next to the fridge
sangie
oh i brought some chicken!
is that okay?
wooie
oh
yeah
that’s great
amazing
yeah you’re not getting him away from you then
sangie
huh? why?
i mean
i wouldn’t want him to?
but why?
wooie
simple
chicken = happy yeosang
sangie
oh!!
i’m glad then 🥰
wooie
but yeah all you need to do is get him some water and food. and cuddles! definitely give him cuddles
sangie
i can do that!
thank you!! 🥺🥺🥺
wooie
no problem 😁
have fun!!!
and thank you for doing this for him btw. it’s really kind of you 🥺
sangie
i really wanted to 🥺🥺 i felt bad for not coming sooner since i had some work. i didn’t want him to be alone :(
wooie
you’re such an angel omg
i’m glad he has you 🥺
sangie
🥺
ok ok he’s whining i gotta go 😳😳🥺
wooie
of course he is
bye byeee 😂
~~~~~
“Okay, okay, I’m done,” Yunho said, turning off the phone before handing it back. The other giggled as he put the phone on the table.
Before Yeosang had the chance to move back, however, Yunho scooted closer to the edge of the couch and held him there. “Let’s eat a bit first, okay? Then we can go back to cuddling, is that okay?” he asked, looking at Yeosang for any sign of discomfort.
Yeosang quickly nodded. “Food, please,” he said, looking at the other with a pair of puppy eyes.
Yunho giggled, trying to resist the urge to coo at him. He reached for the bag of chicken, pulling out the container and placing it in front of the two. Taking out a piece, he was ready to bite into it when he saw Yeosang pout. He looked over at him, ready to ask what was wrong, when Yeosang opened his mouth. He was looking from him and towards the chicken, then repeated the action.
Oh.
“D-Do you want me to..feed you..?” he hesitated, trying to understand what was happening. The other simply nodded, opening his mouth again as he waited patiently. Oh god is this actually happening??
Yunho had seen his share of cute pictures or videos of Yeosang being cute (he was on youtube for quite a while the previous days). But none of that would’ve been enough to prepare him for this.
Here he was, sitting next to the Kang Yeosang, on the couch, feeding him chicken he had picked up on his way here for Valentine’s Day. Yunho was even making sure to wipe Yeosang’s cheeks and mouth, not wanting him to get messy.
But wow.
He really couldn’t stop staring at him. How could someone be so cute while eating? Yeosang’s cheeks would poof up and his lips would create the most adorable pout. Yunho was truly using all the self control he had to not to just lean over and pinch his cheeks every time he looked at him.
Or kiss him.
Yeah, that too.
A whine brought him out from his inner monologue, Yeosang not so patiently waiting to be fed again. “Sorry, sorry,” Yunho mumbled, bringing the chicken up to the others lips.
“It’s okay,” Yeosang giggled, taking a bite from the chicken.
Yunho’s heart really didn’t see how he’d make it out of this alive.
The two boys were now sitting back on the couch. Yeosang had somehow found his way onto Yunho’s lap (not that he minded, of course). The taller was simply holding him, running his hand through his hair gently.
Yeosang sat up a bit, looking at Yunho with a small smile. “You know, Yunho” He giggled. “Sorry that was funny.” Yunho chuckled as he waited for the other to continue. “But you know, you made me not lonely tonight.” He smiled. In this angle, the taller could see the other’s flushed cheeks, his eyes still seemed glossed over and dazed. He was honestly starting to wonder how he could still form coherent sentences at this rate. Maybe I really am just a lightweight.
“I’m glad,” Yunho smiled at him.
“Daehyunnie was almost right when he said I’d always be alone. But then you came~” Yeosang drew out the last phrase in an almost singsong voice, giggling as he finished.
Yunho furrowed his brows at that, “Who would tell you that you’d always be alone?”
“Just some guy,” he shrugged, his sentences starting to sound more slurred the more he spoke. That’s when Yunho noticed the younger was starting to look more tired, his head lolling forward slightly.
“You’ll never be alone, Sangie. Whoever that guy is, don’t listen to him.” Yunho wrapped his arms tighter around the latter’s waist as he leaned forward and hugged him again.
Yeosang hummed in a sort of understanding, nuzzling closer into Yunho. The other waited for a moment, waiting to see if Yeosang would say anything else. As the boy lay there silently, Yunho reached for Yeosang’s phone carefully, not wanting to disturb him.
~~~~~
soulmates 🤩😝
sangie
hey woo?
it’s still yunho
wooie
oh hi!
what’s up?
sangie
i was wondering if i could have your number? just so we don’t have to keep texting through sangie’s phone?
wooie
oh yeah sure ☺️
***-***-****
sangie
thank you!
~~~~~
wooyoungie 🧸
yunnie
hi!! this is Yunho!
woo
hellooooo 😁
so what’s up? how’s yeo doing?
yunnie
he’s okay 🥺🥺
but i kinda wanted to ask you something 👉👈
woo
okay shoot
yunnie
ummm do you know someone named daehyun? i thinks that’s the name
woo
oh
why do you ask?
yunnie
um cause yeosang mentioned his name
and said some things?
but he didn’t tell me who that was and i was hoping maybe you knew?
woo
uh yeah
that’s his ex
yunnie
oh
did um
did they not have a good relationship..?
woo
no not really
why though? what’d he say?
yunnie
umm he was saying he was glad i was here because daehyun said he’d always be alone
woo
right.
yeah he was an ass
yunnie
oh?
umm
is it okay to ask what happened?
why would he say that?
woo
i’d really like to,
but i think yeosang should be the one to tell you about that
yunnie
okay
well thank you for telling me 🥺
woo
of course
feel free to text me if anything else happens okay?
yunnie
okay! thank you 🥺
woo
np! have fun! 🥺
~~~~~
Yunho put his phone away, taking in the scene around him; the TV was on a dark screen, the movie having ended a while ago, he had moved the leftovers to the kitchen before getting comfy, which only left the cups on the table. The boy looked down at Yeosang. He was sleeping soundly, curled up on his lap as his hands were still loosely around Yunho’s torso.
With a lot of hesitation, Yunho carefully removed the older boy from his lap. He got up and turned off the lights along with the TV. Moving back to the couch, he tried to be as gentle as he could to get the two of them in a somewhat comfortable position, not wanting to disturb him.
“Goodnight Sangie...” he whispered, softly kissing the top of his head. Yunho held him closely, practically using his body to shield the boy from the outside world as he let the sleep claim him too.
~~~~~
4 am.
Wooyoung was barely on his way back from his little hang out, glad to finally be on his way to some resting time. He was currently in the elevator, struggling to keep himself up.
He was about to click on the button leading to his floor, but ended up clicking the following one instead. Might as well check up on Yeosang, right?
The little bell dinged after a couple of seconds, signaling his arrival to his almost sleeping brain. The boy got off the elevator, now headed towards his friend’s apartment. He stopped by the front door, his mind trying to think of what he was planning on doing to get inside. Gasping slightly, Wooyoung reached down on the mat and got the spare key, for once being glad he put it back the last time he used it.
Opening the door quietly, he looked around. All he was met with was the darkness from the hour. He walked in, closing the door behind him.
Wooyoung felt his way around the apartment to the small desk next to the living room, knowing the lamp there wouldn’t be alarming if anyone were to be in the room. Turning it on, he saw the two figures lying on the couch, eyes squinting to make sure it wasn’t just one.
After confirming, the boy smiled, seeing the way Yunho held Yeosang against him.
He walked closer to the pair, taking out his phone and snapping a couple pictures of the two. Finally some good blackmail material. He bit his lip, trying to prevent his giggles from waking the lovebirds in front of him.
Wooyoung looked around, walking towards the basket in the corner with Yeosang’s extra blankets (totally not for their pillow forts). He picked up the first one, walking back to the couch and covering the boys with it as gently as he could. He stepped back and took a couple more pictures before deciding he should probably go back to his original mission of getting some sleep for the night.
He turned off the lamp, now using his phone’s light to find his way back out. Locking the door behind him, Wooyoung let out a small shriek as he almost forgot to put the key back (again). After finally making sure the key is in its place, he headed back toward the elevator and continued on with his task, the soft smile never leaving his face.
What a great way to end the night.
~~~~~
Notes:
please i wasn't kidding when i said this has been written since 2020. but yeah. i don't think it'd my best work but i'm trying to write fluff in written form more so this was an attempt!
don't worry about joongjjong (is that the ship name?)! we'll get to that soon i promise!
as always! thank you so much for reading! comments and kudos are extremely appreciated and treasured <3

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