11 Works in Andrew Minyard Misses Neil Josten

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    "I need you."

    Something in Andrew’s gut tightened and his chest was a fluttering mess.

    I need you.

    It was not a love confession, but to Andrew's warped mind it was better. Need. Neil needed him. It was good to feel needed, even if only for a little while.

    If only for this.

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    Andrew Minyard is an astronaut stranded in outer space. For almost three years, he has been floating in the darkness of space, recording his days on a tape recorder while trying to pick up a signal. Neil Josten is a scientist in a space laboratory who suddenly receives an unknown message from space.

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    The large mirror that obnoxiously takes up the entire wall above the sink has a vignette of steam around it, dribbles of condensation drip down it but really only a circle in the middle is clear enough to see himself in. The steam from Neil’s shower, in the last thirty minutes before they had to leave for the airport, was still present in his bathroom.

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    Andrew is living in the reality of Neil's fifth year and is experiencing with the aftermath of his departure back to Palmetto, making him alone for the first time, in a long time.

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    What if Neil dies in Baltimore and Andrew has to live through the aftermath and deal with his grief?
    What if he cannot deal with the loss of Neil and his carefully buildt up life starts to disintegrate?
    What if he ends up healing?

     

    ———
    Andrew working through his grief and finding a purpose

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    Thing is, he needs to be kissed. He needs someone to touch him so that he knows he’s real. He needs to feel a hot weight in his bed, needs to know for sure it’s Neil. Maybe then, he’ll sleep. Maybe then—

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    Andrew has gone pro, which means leaving Neil behind for his final year as Fox captain. After so many years of constant togetherness, Andrew isn't ready to face just how much being apart hurts. He's gotten used to it, to Neil being there, loving him even if he isn't totally loved back.

    Now, things are changing, and they'll both be forced to face poorly-suppressed ghosts from their mutual past. Thing is, Andrew isn't sure he's capable of all that. That won't stop the past from reasserting itself, though: nothing does.

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    Andrew barely made it out of the Spears family home alive. He’d sliced his arms to ribbons in a not-so-successful attempt to escape. But sitting here, now, all these years later, at the age of twenty-three, Andrew is finally ready to do what he’s wanted to do for so many years.

     

    The final straw had been losing Neil.

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    In the middle of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry, Neil is shocked when Andrew Minyard himself shows up to his team's practice. Not because it's Andrew, or because of the rivalry, but rather because Neil thought that his boyfriend wasn't arriving for a week.

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    Andrew wakes up from a wet dream missing Neil. That's it, that's the fic.

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    Andrew sees Neil for the first time since he graduated and moved out of dorms and Neil is kind of a mess

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    Bee wasn’t there, though. She was in South Carolina, in Palmetto with Wymack and Abby and- well, that was Andrew’s problem wasn’t it? No one was there to explain what was wrong with Andrew, but he didn’t need anyone to. He knew what was wrong, he just didn’t know what to do with that knowledge.

    He missed Neil. It was that simple, really.

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    Tomorrow, things will go back to normal. Neil will go back to New York. Andrew will stay where he is. He will drive Neil to the airport and kiss him goodbye in the car where no unwanted attention can be given, then watch him leave, watch him go.

    Andrew remembers every single thing that has ever happened to him. He does not remember ever feeling quite like this.

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