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Cal’s just came back from prom, and Andre is shoving a camera in his face and asking him about Rachel. Andre is very jealous.. but of course, not gay… right? he can’t be. It’s normal for a friend to be jealous! right? RIGHT?
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Andre is hesitant at the end of it all.
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On the outside, he’s a freak, he’s the boy who cannot feel anything except anger. But on the inside, in the past, he was just a boy. He was a boy who wanted to feel happy, to feel the warmth of another person and to feel like a person.
He was vulnerable, he feared just as much as people feared him. He put himself out to be a tougher guy than what he really was, a boy. To be feared is better than being feared, that was the mindset he kept throughout his middle school and high school days.
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Deep, shallow breaths.
Cold grasp, harsh feeling.
Warmth, shaking in fear. A feeling he felt familiar with. How strange of him to relate to this stray, a little bit of him inside feels connected in a way. The more he stared into the fearful eyes, the more he understood what he was feeling.
Maybe it didn’t matter to him if he was fed or left in the cold, to him, all that mattered was the gentle hold he had on it, the hushed whispers he let out just for the hound, the soft brushing against the matted fur that didn’t make it run off in fear the more he brushed.
Maybe, just maybe, he too wanted to feel what this stray hound was feeling.
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Inconceivable, that unbelievable world we knew by heartunderthegun
Fandoms: Zero Day (2003)
07 Mar 2024
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“I know.”
“...What?”
If only those words hadn’t stuck like fingers on honey, if only words didn’t mean so much to him.
“That poem...? I know, you can stop trying to cover it up, I already know who it was for.”
“But...you don’t love me. This, what we have now, can’t be anything more, not the way you want.”
The sounds of sirens and shouting grew louder the minute Calvin felt his brain shut off. The banging and the screaming of all the remaining people running for their lives as the police finally made their way into the building, like a choir made out of horror. Calvin looked at Andre with tears, suddenly not wanting to let the police get to them first, but he felt he couldn’t be near his friend, not anymore.
“Maybe...in another life, you can be a girl, that way...maybe...it could work,” Andre said with his ridiculous smile, leaning in to kiss Calvin on the lips before firing his shot at him, the only bullet that was meant for him, wasted on the blonde boy that thought it could work out between them. He fell slowly, the last sight he saw was of the police dashing towards his friend, before releasing their bullets into his skull.
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Andre and Cal have super twister bed sex🥶
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andres a doctor and cals his sweet innocent patient. routine check up gets FREAKY🤫
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Two dark shadows, being walked around by the soles of the blind, they felt themselves reaching around, hoping for something to grab onto that would make them feel like they actually belonged. But it was hopeless, they were hopeless and foolish to believe that they of all people were able to get their happy ending.
The knives grew sharp, the blade glistened and all Calvin could think about was how he would surrender everything when it came to his dear friend. They were no saints, far from it really, but once the night sky filled with worship rested upon his weary mind, he prayed to never let him have the thought of ruining his life if it meant Andre was there alongside him.
Animal thirsty, the feeling of his ribcage opening up just slightly in order to allow Andre’s love inside, poking at his own heart until their heartbeat matched each other’s pace. He’d want to feel his best friend more than anything, the urge to hold, embrace, latching onto the boy until each destruous thought completely spilled out from his head.
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“But of course, that’s your name.”
“...You don’t get it. You never did...”
Calvin used to say Andre’s name in such a special way, the elegance of it, the way it fell out of his mouth whenever he spoke. When others said it, Andre felt as if he weren’t real, but the moment it came out with Calvin’s own voice, everything he’s ever wondered and thought of came flooding back.
It’s stupid, it’s stupid to enjoy the sound of one’s own name out of someone else’s mouth, but it wasn’t stupid to Andre. He liked the way Calvin spoke, he liked how he sometimes said it in a playful tone as well as a more concerned and caring way.
He regretted so much after losing his best friend, he regretted how much he hesitated once he brought the gun up to his head, he regretted looking at Calvin and seeing the pure despair in his eyes as more and more cops came barging into the building. He hated all of it, but what he hated most was how the bullet took Calvin’s life, not his.
Instead, he woke up to bright lights and a white room, resting on a white bed with a monitor watching him closely. He hated the feeling of waking up and seeing he wasn’t dead. He lost everything, Calvin was his everything.
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The infuriating fire inside of his body was burning bright with every little sense of passion he felt in that very moment. What was beauty if not the combination of life that makes living beautiful?
Calvin never sought life to be so exciting, the engraving images of not wanting to live were carved so deep into his skull, he had almost forgotten what it meant to appreciate things as they were.
Beauty was something he felt he was missing out on throughout his life, he didn’t think of himself as something worth beautiful, but his friend, how Andre Kriegman managed to look like a sacred piece of art even while presenting himself as someone who was beaten up as well as beating up whoever he felt deserved it.
Deep inside, he observed the silent movements and gestures that were present in Andre’s presence, the slimness of his waist while still showing some muscular features, how even while his face was covered and painted with small red dots, his eyes showed a simple boy who just needed to be recognized.
Andre was this beautiful creature that Calvin needed more of.
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“it can’t be that bad,” you said, trying to be supportive. “just say it. it’s not gonna change anything for me.”
“yes it will,” he said, and you suddenly noticed he was crying. you stood up then, too, and cal froze, shoulders shaking. you put a hand on his back and he turned, arms enveloping you, head buried in your neck, his tears wetting your t-shirt. you held him as he cried. “you’ll - you’ll hate me.”
“nothing could ever make me hate you,” you said immediately, heart breaking for the boy you’d quietly loved for years. he looked up at you in the embrace, tear-stained lashes so close.
“i’m trans,” he whispered suddenly.
of all the things you were anticipating, this was absolutely not one of them.
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a T4T caldre fic from the perspective of andre, written like an x reader. takes place summer after high school ends (zero day didn’t happen/hasn’t happened). CW for some brief discussions of dysphoria & transphobia, as well as some non-masc terms for genitalia at some points.
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When Cal and Andre were preparing to shoot up their school- Cal randomly disappeared. Leaving nothing behind but a note- he'd ran away.
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idk chat they get a lil drunk n freaky. also no zero day. We ball
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cal nd andres first time. umm theres like a severe lack of fics ab andre being a fumbling awkward mess on here so im taking matters into my own hands
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It's Cal's 17th birthday, and Andre is excited for a day where they can just hang out without having to think about Zero Day for a while. Then something happens between the boys, and they have to make up if they're going to stay friends (or more) and carry out their plans.
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Calvin is angry from being called a faggot by some of the jocks at school and Andre turns his anger into horniness or something idk.
long story short they fuck and its a bit emotional. also they are kinda coocoo.
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Andre never had the guts to tell Cal he had feelings for him until now. Cal has to understand what he means when he tells him he loves him, right?
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Cal has explained to Andre many times that he is not comfortable with sex. Andre cannot control his horniness.
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Some headcanons from my Tumblr (Tr1-Puli)
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caldre except its heathers except not really because its only slightly inspired by meant to be yours
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Cal comes over for the night, as he often does, but something in the air changes once they're alone. Something's weird about Cal, and as Andre investigates, things only get... weirder.
Just a quick one-shot because I love these two and how mutually toxic they are. I don't recommend reading this if you struggle with s/h, this can and will be triggering as hell. May possibly reference this in other fics, or not. White boys b freaky.
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cal has never been hornier in his life.
despite the unwelcoming circumstances of the weather that surrounded their environment, and even more so because they had to walk in it. the rain wouldn’t let up, drop after drop after drop. every step would make a repelling sound of them stepping in puddles. cals shoes were absolutely soaked, his socks too which made him feel discomfort. along with his clothes.
cal realized andre has been working out a bit and it shows, and cal wants him badly.
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calvin has always cut himself, has always gotten off to it. hes always wanted andre to like it too and now hes finally into it.
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idk what else to title this. but it’s another caldre emeto fic where they puke and then use each other’s puke as lube for mutual masturbation yk just the usual from me.
also idk if this counts as underage sex but if it does just pretend i put a warning for it thank yew
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- Part 29 of quickies
- Part 7 of On That School Shooter Emeto Grindset
- Part 10 of Spreading the Calvin Pervriel Agenda
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It all started in German class, in the town of New Stratford.
It might have even started when the idea first sparked in Mr. Fischer's mind to set up a pen pal program.
Cal Gabriel had been used to being invisible, until Andre Kriegman saw him.
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He allowed his twin sapphires to flicker toward the bathroom door as it shut and locked behind Andre. His teeth connected with the skin of his cheek, ripping at it sporadically— he only stopped when he began to taste familiar notes of metal against his tongue. He needed some sort of release from the tension that had been building between the two the entirety of the summer.