14 Works in Depressed Andrew Minyard
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— Нікі, якого хуя? Чого ти весь мокрий? Ти реально пішки йшов?! — прокричав Аарон з-за спини Нікі, все ще притримуючи відчинені двері та впускаючи дощ, як дурень.
— Сюрприз! — вигукнув Нікі з нотками божевілля в голосі, скинув промоклу куртку на підлогу та підняв над собою щось маленьке й мокре.
Щось жалібно заскиглило.
--Історія, в якій Нікі знайшов дикого вуличного кота й привів його додому, а Ніл — свою родину й причину залишитися.
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The menace by Kingfluffkinss for chaoticas_hell
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Jun 2025
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“Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.
“Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.
The thing yowled pitifully at them.
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In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.
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- Part 1 of cat Neil
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Kevin's brother, Neil, is visiting for the first time since Andrew met Kevin - he's never met this Neil, but he can't help it if his interest is piqued.
Or, a rock climbing au in which Andrew is too busy thinking about hanging to realise he's taken the noose off from around his neck
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Predictably, Neil’s automated voicemail message answers for him. The number you’re trying to reach is unavailable at this time. The message runs through its spiel, informing Andrew that he can leave a message after the beep.
Goodbye hovers on his tongue. It’s the least that Neil deserves from him. There are so many more things to be said.
Andrew shuts his phone without leaving a voicemail. He drops his phone onto the counter and slips a knife out of its sheath.
Right before spring break during his fourth year at Palmetto, Andrew Minyard attempts suicide. Now everyone has to figure out how to move forward from here.
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Andrew did not do crushes, ever. He’d thought that his childhood had killed the possibility of ever harboring true romantic feelings for anyone; love did not exist the way that Andrew needed it to, so he would never give it the space to grow in his life.
He felt almost sick at the irony of developing his first crush on a homeless runaway criminal that he’d met three times and who was likely to die at any moment. He would laugh if he wasn’t so afraid that he was going to destroy himself.
Based on the song You and I by Lady Gaga. Because it is about running thousands of miles, broken and bleeding, to get back to the person that you love.
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Kevin doesn't know if he will ever forgive Andrew for what he did to get information about Neil on their ride to Baltimore. What will Andrew do to try and win his forgiveness? Will he even care? Andrew doesn't believe in regret, but what if just this once he does?
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Andrew's time alone in Columbia during June.
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- Part 2 of Amnesia Neil
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When Andrew was a child, he saw an angel. Although instead of wings, his angel had fins. And instead of living in the clouds, his angel lived in the ocean.
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VicDrew merman au ft depressed suicidal Andrew and prettyboy fish Victor -
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— С чего бы Нилу хотеть быть с кем-то, кто даже не может заботиться о нем как подобает? С чего бы ему хотеть такой жизни? Он больше не бегунок, он не так отчаянно нуждается в привязанности, чтобы довольствоваться моими скудными предложениями, что хорошо для него. Так лучше.
Мысли о приближающемся выпускном сводят Эндрю с ума и он начинает сомневаться в самой основе, на которой они с Нилом построены.
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It never really helped, he thought. It calmed him down for an hour, a day maybe. But it was addicting. The rush, the crash, the wind-up. Everything about it was intoxicating.
Andrew was fucked up, he knew that. For once in his life, he finally had things to hold onto and yet, still, he was tearing himself to shreds to be able to make it through the day. Like he was a fucking teenager again. Shouldn't he have grown out of this by now?
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Andrew relapses. Neil finds him and helps him put his pieces back together.
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Twin size mattress that I had since I was seven by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jul 2022
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Maybe this was always inevitable. This, Andrew Minyard, his scars. His bruised knuckles from when he’s at work and there are no scars to be had. His messed-up brain that doesn’t want to sleep. His long-sleeved shirts, the shorts he only wears around the flat; the black coffee, the eye-bags, the longing for something else, something sweet and nice, something kind, the feeling of dread that never goes away.
Maybe it all had been written in the stars long before he was even born.or
five times Andrew puts himself in the ER because he hates what he's become and one time he does it so he can ask the pretty receptionist for his number
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Neil Josten has a life and a future. With his father dead, and a new identity approved by the FBI, he starts a life for himself in the small town of Palmetto. No longer running, Neil is forced to deal with his trauma. All the while, his interest in one Andrew Minyard is piqued.
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Neil has anorexia nervosa and PTSD and Andrew has major depressive disorder, but they help each other heal (and fall for each other on the way).
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‘Why would Neil want to be with someone who can’t even care for him the right way? Why would he want that life for himself? He’s not a runaway anymore, he’s not so desperate for affection that he’ll settle for my meagre offerings, and good for him. It’s better that way.’
Andrew's spiralling with graduation coming up, and beginning to question the very foundations upon which he and Neil are built.
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