18 Works in Traumatized Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist

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    Falling.

    That was all he could remember, the pain, the fall, the nothingness...he couldn't see, and couldn't See. It was over.

    Then, something changed, he didn't know what. The darkness changed to light, but the pain never stopped. He could hear someone screaming, screaming for help, but he couldn't think of what for. Then he moved. He saw, and felt, the blood oozing from every cut, every pore...from his heart. As he took a breath, he remembered. He remembered everything. He looked at the man, screaming for help, and at the figures approaching. As he passed out, he thought his last words for some time. One way or another. Together. Always together.

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    If Tim hadn’t said anything, he might not have started noticing.

    Noticing things, for example, like Jon slamming a stack of files onto Gregory’s desk and demanding to know why he had ‘delegated’ these notoriously impenetrable documents to Sasha, then asking quite how interested Elias might be to learn of this redistribution of labour. Or noticing things, for example, like Jon glaring daggers into the back of Polly’s neck as she returns Tim’s ‘borrowed’ chair, then laboriously contorting himself beneath it to readjust it to Tim’s settings.

    And once he notices these things, he can’t stop noticing.

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    Martin can't work out why his new co-worker looks at him like he makes him sad.

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    It starts, as many things have, with Daisy.

    In the apocalyptic world, Jon takes an eye from her when she dies. As the Pupil, he takes more.

    And then. He rewinds the threads.

    Jonathan Sims starts again, back to his first day on the job. This time, it will be different.

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    jon, on his eyes and deservedness.

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    Late in the Archives, Jon is overstimulated, tired, and the constant flood of Knowledge from the Beholding is not helping. Daisy tries to help.

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    Jon breaks down and realizes just how much he misses actual comfort meanwhile Daisy realizes something is really wrong. (AKA Jon receives a sliver of the comfort he deserved in season 4)

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    AU where Jon and Martin are in a loving relationship during season 3.
    Please check the tags for content warnings! This fic explores Jon's experience and trauma during his abduction by the Circus of The Other, and how it affects his relationship with himself and Martin after he escapes. This was basically just an excuse for me to write painful JonMartin content because I love suffering over my favorite couple.

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    Jon finds a strange sticky note on his computer with the words

    For Assistance, Reassurance, or Emergencies: Opal : 1 (XXX-XXX-XXXX)
    Head Archivist use only

    He figures why not call it? What's the worst that could happen?

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    Elias is basically being a little bitch and decides to poison Jon with belladonna tea because Jon is attempting to fuck around and find out and Elias doesn't like that

    Ft Martin absolutely kicking Elias's ass

    Title is from "Something to Hold on To" by Emily Warren (incredibly underrated artist btw go check her out)

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    Aziraphale knows he made the right choice, even if every piece of him is screaming for him to go back to Crowley. Aziraphale knows that this promotion is a chance for him to actually change things for the better, to make a real difference. Even if he has to leave Crowley behind to do it. It hurts but, Aziraphale knows it will all be worth it in the end. Arizaphale knows a lot of things.

    Crowley feels a lot of things as he slithers into the Bentley. Most of it hurts too much to think about, and Crowley’s always been good at pushing away the pain. So if you asked Crowley how he’s feeling as he drives away, the only answer he could give you is numb. Numb and… lonely.

    It's months later when it all changes, and suddenly, there is a strange man in Heaven, with far too many eyes to be human and blood spilling from a knife wound in his chest, and there is another strange man in the bookshop, who fades in and out with fog and who’s clutching a bloody knife in his hands. What happens, when Aziraphale isn’t the only one in Heaven who Knows a lot of things, and when Crowley has to take care of someone who’s just as Lonely?

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    I decided there aren't enough tma/GO crossovers on this site

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    Nightmares make it… hard to sleep. Luckily, friends can help!

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    Jon and Mike. That’s it that’s the fic Jon can’t sleep so he and Mike talk bc they’re FRIENDS

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    It's a common knowledge that Jonathan Magnus does not wish to marry. So what a surprise it is when it's announced he's to be wed to a low rung Lonely Avatar, one Martin Blackwood. The outrage that follows said event has been recorded as so.

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    Something as small as the almost silent ticking of a wristwatch can have such a huge effect.

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    Statement of Bea Robinson, regarding the…new cleaning lady at her block. Original statement sent by E-mail the 15th April 2014.

    Statement recorded by Jonathan Sims, Head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, London.

    Statement begins.

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    Instead of waiting for someone incompetent enough to assume the role of Archivist, Elias should make his own.

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    Jon and Martin travel to the Scottish safehouse and deal with the fallout of the Lonely and their feelings for each other. An exploration of the brief window of happiness they find together, before it all goes wrong...

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    There’s a cup of tea growing cool in his hands. Martin wants him to drink it, wants Jon to give him a tired smile and a ‘Yes, Martin’ or ‘I’m sorry, Martin.’ He knows what’s expected of him. It’s easier to go along, to give up that control. He’s been doing that all his life.

    This is his happily-ever-after and he’s going to dance the steps he knows.

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    The apocalypse comes to an end like this:

    Jonathan Sims, head archivist of the Magnus Institute, the Archivist and the Archive, the man who ended the world, stands before Jonah Magnus atop the great Panopticon, and brings down the knife he and Martin hold braced and sweat-slicked between them.

    (or, the world ends, and then it doesn’t, and what can come after the end of the world?)

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    Martin kept his eyes firmly tilted to his hands. No use in letting him watch as he wiped away a few unruly tears. If he saw, Jon might start to worry. He might even feel he’d have to comfort him, and, oh, then they’d be in a state. Jon would fumble it. He’d look into Martin’s despair and find he’d spent too much time away from the archives. He’d stutter his awkward, endearing stutter because the alternative was, well—

    That he would know exactly what to do.

    A confession.

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