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    (She thinks, once, that she might be lonely.)

    (It’s not a big deal.)

    (She has the Honmoon following her and the ghosts and sometimes Celine – and yes, she might feel lonely, still, but it’s not a big deal.)

    (There must be a reason why no one wants her around.)

    (Something other than just the patterns – only Celine knows of those. Maybe the ghosts. But no one else – so she knows that there must be some other reason, one that is really obvious to everyone else but hard to define, for her.)

    (It’s been there since forever.)

    (Maybe there is more ruined about her than just the patterns.)

    (Maybe there is another, deeper reason – the marks are merely on her skin, in her flesh, after all, but they do not reach her soul. Or do they? Perhaps, then, there is something rotten within her, something bad, something that screams at other people from a distance don’t come near me be careful hate me don’t you ever learn how to love me.)

    (She thinks it might be her destiny – to be lonely. There is no use crying over it.)

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    (Or: Rumi, longing and loneliness, and all that remains after a life spent hiding.)

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    24 Jul 2025

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    Rumi doesn’t leave.

    She doesn’t want to. Even if she had tried, it would probably have been impossible – Zoey and Mira have positively caged her in, and she doesn’t think there's a way of escaping. She’s basically buried underneath them.

    She… she likes it.

    The way they don’t seem to shy away from her, the way both of them seem to seek physical contact.
    She doesn’t even think that anyone ever hugged her, before she met her team.
    And now, she’s here, between her first and best friends – and Zoey keeps burying her head in Rumi’s shoulder, whenever she laughs too much; and Mira’s legs are pressed against her own, and the taller girl absentmindedly grabs her hand every now and then.

    She thinks she might like it - being held like this.

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    In which the Honmoon is more than just a shield protecting the world from demons - it is a net, is a connection, it binds souls together and never lets them go again. And it has chosen. Rumi is just left to wonder if, despite of what she is, the other two parts of her soul will be able to love her, still.

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    24 Jul 2025

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    A slight mishap in the mess hall leads to Obi-Wan giving some very interested troopers a crash courses in lightsabers. Specifically, why some people can pick them up but others can't. Even more specifically, what Jedi erotica holonovels did or didn't get right regarding lightsabers and soulmates.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Anakin will be sad, Obi-Wan thinks. Both his mentors gone in one day. Not that either of them were very good mentors, in the end; one a Sith Lord, and other a fool who let his padawan into the Sith’s den. He wants to laugh, but his breath catches in his throat.

    Cody will survive the war, at least, even if it is to mourn him.

    The thought stabs through him, more excruciating than the lightning. Of all the people he didn’t want to leave behind, Cody is the foremost. So much sacrificed in this war, so much lost, but Cody is the one good thing he’s found.

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    After the war ends, Obi-Wan wakes up.

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    To have a soulmate was a gift from the Force, a reminder that no one had to traverse this galaxy—so often cold, and dark, and terrible—alone. Soulmates took so many different forms, they were reminded, how could they not, when the galaxy was full of so many different people who needed so many different things. But each form it took was just as valuable as another.

    By the time Obi-Wan was ten, he was the last of his creche mates to have not received markings on his skin from his soulmate.

    Still, he took to drawing on his left wrist, a new picture each day, starting with a clean slate each morning and slowly adding to it throughout the day. Some days it was nothing more than a rough sketch, far too busy to manage more. Other days he managed more intricate designs.

    He wondered if his soulmate saw them but simply didn’t want to answer.

    Or, and Obi-Wan tried not to think about it, whether he simply didn’t have a soulmate at all.

    It was a silly fear, he told himself, everyone had a soulmate.

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