ConstantStateOfParanoia
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Remembering is More Painful Than Forgetting by ConstantStateOfParanoia
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
19 Jun 2021
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In which Quackity's attempt to reconnect with his husbands ends in more confusion and hurt than before
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The Dead Sea by BeforePeaceIsAStorm, ConstantStateOfParanoia
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
27 Oct 2020
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Italy was supposed to be their fresh start—or, as fresh of a start as a group of pirates and assassins could get. Really, it was no wonder when things went wrong, but the brothers thought things would last a little longer at the very least. After all they'd been through, they'd gotten their hopes a little too high, and the twins were paying the price.
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Leo wanted to say that he fought, that he kicked and thrashed; that he made an effort to live, but he would be lying. It would do nothing more than tire him out faster, kill him faster, and he wasn't ready to let go yet. It would do nothing more than tire him out faster, kill him faster, and he wasn't ready to let go yet. Internally, he apologized to Donnie, then to Raph and Mikey, and his dad and April. He was sorry for anything wrong he'd ever done, for leaving them. He knew he wasn't making it out, the chances of him getting out alive was very slim, and if Donnie tried to get him out he could end up dead too. Leo knew Donnie would die to try and save him, and he also knew that he would never be able to stand it.
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After letting Castiel leave, Dean can’t get him off his mind.
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the little children raise their open filthy palms by thanotaphobia (blue000jay)
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF
02 Jan 2021
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Phil doesn’t go into the cities anymore. Once had been enough, and he doesn’t have a death wish.
He chooses only to watch them in the distance, or pass by them from time to time as he walks. The buildings loom in the distance, their once-shining rooftops now overgrown and dull with no one to take care of them. If you get close enough, you smell the stench of rot and death. It’s a smell you can never get out of your nose, discovered one night after the initial wave where Phil tried desperately to scrub out his nose, sticking cloth and then even fingers as far up as he could to try and wash the smell out of his sinuses. It didn’t work, and the smell has stayed with him since. He tries to look past it, look past the cities, and continue walking forward. That’s what he attributes his survival to, really. The ability to look past everything, stare the dead in the eyes, and still walk on after he’s shot them in the head. They were people once, but thinking about it too much makes his hands start to shake so Phil looks past it and walks on.
(SBI zombie apocalypse AU. sort of phil-centric, but not entirely!)
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- Part 1 of battery city
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17 Aug 2021
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It starts a few days earlier.
Castiel first notices it in the middle of the night when the dreams of fire and screams have kept him awake. He’s kneeling before the altar, praying, when the glass in the windows start to shake, the very air vibrating around him. Castiel is on his feet and reaching for the gun tucked into the back of his pants as the shutters over the windows start to rattle.
Written by: riseofthefallenone
Artist and co-author: pappcaveSeries
- Part 1 of Hunting for Faith
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18 Feb 2020