Genderfluid_jester
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The Nein were a very close group who gave touch and affection without a second thought. Usually it was a refreshing change of pace from the reserved and stuffy environments that I was used to in the dynasty; even with my own general repulsion for physical contact usually if through clothes it's fine, enjoyable even and it doesn't come with the same discomfort as skin to skin touches. Unfortunately today I could already tell that a layer of clothing wasn’t going to matter.
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Essek has autism and has trouble with physical contact, the Nein invite him to a party where he learns that its ok to ask for accommodations.
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“You too have noticed that our relationship is a bit more than a friendship at the moment but I believe we should go back to where we started.”
Esseks face fell. “Are you suggesting that we ah- break up?”or
Caleb has a ton of internalized acephobia and thinks that he cant be in a relationship with Essek because he doesn't want to fuck him, Essek amends this belief
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Ikithon left caleb with alot of scars, not all of them physical. The ghost of his memories comes back to him one night.
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Caleb is having a bad night and has a really bad panic attack
Tw: ptsd, disassociation, self harm, suicide attempt, slight unreliable narrator
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Caleb blames himself for nott almost getting hurt and has a shitty night
Pre cannon, c2 e48 spoilers
Tw:self harm, disassociation, subtly implied suicide (only once)
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The moment I turned around and Chuuya could see my chest and arms. Riddled with hundreds of scars, ranging in size and age, a patchwork of pain and suffering.
Dazai has been tortured and experimented on from mori since day one and chuuya finally discovers the truth.
Tw: suicidal idealiation/thoughts, torture(not on screen just described in detail)
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Merlin's mother raised him right when it comes to food: you finish your plate and you don't eat other people's food. He knows this. He isn't about to go back on it.
Coming to Camelot is no different. He just has to figure out what food he can eat and he'll be alright. After all, he can't exactly expect the luxuries he had in Ealdor, now can he?
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- Part 112 of Quarantine Drabbles
- Part 1 of Hungry
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27 Jul 2025
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'The damage seemed to spread out from him like ripples on a pond, and it felt like a gift, like a blessed reprieve to find something that affected only him. The hunger was the one choice he could make that hurt no one, endangered no one, nudged no prophecies with clumsy elbows. Besides, having a secret was nothing new. The revelation was having one that didn’t matter.'
Merlin doesn’t eat properly, but he doesn't think it's a problem. Arthur disagrees.
(Scenes on a theme, before, during and after Arthur finds out.)
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27 Jul 2025
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Merlin and Arthur go shopping for outfits for the school dance. It’s easy for Arthur. For Merlin, it’s price tags he can’t afford and the fear that everyone will see how much he doesn’t belong next to Arthur—and that Arthur could do so much better than him.
Arthur is determined to prove that’s not true.
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- Part 18 of The Series of Merthur Fluff
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27 Jul 2025
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Klaus is staying with Diego for a few days after an overdose once he is released from the hospital. Unfortunately, that leaves his body susceptible to a case of strep throat. There isn’t much that Diego can do to make it better, but he tries everything that he knows just to make it bearable for his brother.
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28 Jun 2025
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Klaus has not had the best luck when it comes to dating. When Diego realises Klaus' new boyfriend may not be up to his standards, it is up to him to protect his brother.
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27 Jun 2025