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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    "Yoshiki and Hikaru had always been an almost. He almost told Hikaru the main reason he felt so out of place in that small town. He almost told him what he felt. He almost considered insisting on asking Hikaru what he would do on the mountain, the same day he'd said he was going there. He almost had a future where he could grow up alongside him. Not in the way he longed for, not with that feeling he could only describe as a mix of desire, guilt, and something he couldn't know. But still, it was almost something.

    He almost achieved it, with his arm stretched out and touching it with his fingertips, never quite able to grasp it.

    Every morning he woke with this feeling of having almost achieved something, anything. And every morning, a kind of ravenous fear built in his stomach, wondering if sooner or later someone would discover the abomination walking beside him - worse, the one he'd let walk beside him. The creature wearing his best friend's face like someone wearing clothes that are too tight."

    Or Yoshiki doesn't know the feeling of grief as well as he thought he did. 'Hikaru' shows that maybe he doesn't know "yearn" either.

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    20 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    SaneGiyuu series. Giyuu is healing and Sanemi is falling in love

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    15 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    Toge was quiet today. Maybe, because no one heard him speak loudly in the first place, it wasn’t noticeable. But to him, and to Yuuta, he was quiet.

    His best friend would be in Africa by the end of the week. Four more days. Neither knew when he would return. If the higher-ups weren’t so nauseatingly stupid, maybe Yuuta wouldn’t be forced to evacuate the place he now called home. Maybe he wouldn’t have to leave Toge behind. He was waiting for the world to end, because kids in the Inumaki Clan always waited for the world to end, and Yuuta leaving was Toge’s end of the world.

    (or: if there was an end to the world, toge’s would be yuuta leaving.)

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    12 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    "Hold on. Toge. How long has this been going on? How long have you been like this?"

    "After the first mission, me and Yuuta were sent to when he returned."

    "Toge, that was almost a month ago! And we didn't know?"

    "You weren't supposed to. I didn't want you to know."

    "What? You've said a lot of shit Toge but this has got to be the shittiest of all your shits."

    "This is why I didn't want you to know. I don't want any of you to worry about me. We have enough on our plate as it is!"

    Maki's laughter cut through the heavy air, her amusement echoing across the room they were in.

    "My God, Toge! Do you think so little of us? When will it get through your pretty little head that you don't have to always put yourself first!"

    "You know that's not my intention, Maki. But really what is there for me to do? I can't just curse Yuuta to... love me back."

    "But we can't just do nothing!"

    "Inumaki Toge. This is killing you. Literally killing you."

    "Then so be it."

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    11 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Satoru,” he says slowly, “how long has it been since you deactivated Infinity?”

    Or: Suguru takes care of an overworked Satoru, learns to let Satoru help him in turn, and ultimately makes a different choice.

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    08 Oct 2025