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you brought me in, my best friend (so touch my skin and tell me where you’ve been) by blcksrw
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
03 Aug 2025
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After waking up from the worst seven-year-long sleep of his life, a not-so-dead Ivan is met with the rude awakening that are the consequences of his actions.
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rebel ivan because in my head he’s alive and kicking ass and no one is gonna take that from me.
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04 Aug 2025
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“Till.”
“What?”
“It’s time to ask yourself what I was to you.”
The question lands strange on his ear, unusually participative for the apathetic ghost that enjoys digging the knife into wounds that never really started scarring. But Till has had years to think it over, and although the answer he can produce stems from imaginary scenarios and memories that are agonizingly starting to blur, he feels like he knows his heart a bit better, now.
“My friend. My family. My—”Series
- Part 3 of rebel AU
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03 Aug 2025
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Ivan wasn't entirely sure what he had done to gain Till's ire.
Ivan meticulously thought back to the happenings starting from earlier in the week which wasn't as arduous a task considering he was a man of routine; wake up, exercise, read, go to class, football practice, dinner, personal time, study, sleep.
Rinse and repeat.
Ivan makes it up to Till
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03 Aug 2025
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till wakes up in the middle of the night. he's having pesky, nonsensical nightmares again. lucky thing ivan is there to help lull him back to sleep.
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03 Aug 2025
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Till thinks back to those women, sharing heat on each other’s laps. He remembers Ivan’s chest pressing against his back on that hospital bed, his chilly palms soothing the burning ache of his bruises until Till’s warmth slowly seeps into his skin. He wonders if there could be a common ground to be found between the two.
So what if he wants a little comfort? And what if he can’t take it from anyone else?
Is that really so wrong?
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Set after "Scars" and shortly before "Remember Everything". An exploration of Till's lingering queer desire, Ivan's own, and what they could have been to each other, had they been a little braver.
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01 Aug 2025
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Post-Strikers, Joker gets pulled into Eorzea and somehow becomes the Warrior of Light. And experiences a slew of new ways to be traumatized. Also he kisses a catboy eventually.
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30 Jul 2025
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“骗子。”十岁的Till哭得稀里哗啦，脸颊通红，鼻涕水都要淌进嘴巴里，他冲着面前的黑发小鬼骂，“你这不是也在哭吗，干嘛装没事的样子？”
十岁的Ivan则哭得文静些，眼泪濡湿了脸蛋，盯着Till点评：“你哭得好脏。”
Till一吸鼻子，大叫：“少管我！我是来跟你说对不起的，别给我挑三拣四的！”
Summary： 这是一个Till想要学会好好道歉的故事。
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27 Jul 2025
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Till gets his nipples pierced.
Ivan decides to make Till cum once for every month he couldn't touch Till's nipplesBookmarked by LupaAltrecation
27 Jul 2025
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Sometimes you need to take a step back in order to be able to move forward.
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27 Jul 2025
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phosphorus in our blood (stardust in our eyes). by eriii_lian
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
03 Jul 2024
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“They say that a large amount of phosphorus was found in the traces of Halley’s comet, you know. And phosphorus is sometimes considered by scientists to be the backbone of our DNA. We’re all just stardust and wonder. Born to light up like comets. Blaze a path through life. Light the path for others.”
“Stardust and wonder, huh? I think I can believe that.”
(or: ivan tries to navigate a friendship with his childhood friend, till, when he holds unrequited feelings for him.)
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27 Jul 2025
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Till is completely entranced by Ivan's white wings. Ivan will gladly fall to whatever depravity Till takes him.
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27 Jul 2025
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Were Your Teeth Always So Sharp or Are You Just Reeeeally Happy to See Me? by fflyhigher, pinecow
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
24 Jul 2025
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Till’s sharp eyes land on him, distrust clear in them. ‘You’re up to something bad, and I won't like it,’ they basically scream. Ivan has to contain himself from openly grinning at that.
Instead, he keeps on talking.“You’re hungry; it’s factual. Because of this, you need blood; real blood, human blood, not those substitute pills you insist on taking.”
“Tell me something I don't know, you jackass,” Till practically growls. Patience has never been one of his virtues, after all.
For his sake, Ivan chooses to cut the formalities short.“Well,” he says then, “I don’t think you’ve noticed you have a human right here.”
Because Ivan is a terrible friend first and a man without any sense of self-preservation second, he ends up pinned on the floor with Till's canines stuck in his neck.
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26 Jul 2025
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Ivan has it all: he's the top fighter in his agency, the third best in the country, and he's got more wins under his belt than anyone. The only thing he's missing is a guide. For fifteen years, he's never matched once until the day Till suddenly returns to his life and everything starts to change. A guide is supposed to make him stronger so why does he feel as if his life is starting to unravel?
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26 Jul 2025
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Guides and Espers gave each other worth. It was only natural for Ivan to crave that connection, to desire an Esper of his own. There was one he had set his sights on years ago, but he'd accepted that things rarely worked out like that for him. When Ivan hears other Guides whispering about an unfortunate Esper in need of a new Guide, a lot of what they say matches up to the Esper he longed to see again. He'd gained a troubling nickname in their time apart, one that Ivan is determined to get to the bottom of.
Guideverse AU, ivtiiv switch.
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26 Jul 2025
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Ivan and Till are forced to entertain the segyein before Round 6. After, they try again, just the two of them.
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24 Jul 2025
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Ivan and Till are rescued in the midst of Round 6. Horrified by almost losing Ivan, Till holds onto him tighter than ever before. It isn’t easy, at first, but eventually the tension snaps and they come together to deal with their feelings in the only way they know how.
OR: they fuck because they can’t say ‘I love you’
Written for Tiiv week, day 4 (emotional sex)
There are two gnarly scars on the left side of his ribs, and another through his bicep. They are the only marks on Ivan’s perfect body, and they glare up at Till when he drinks in his form. His heart aches, and it feels like his chest is boiling over from all the different emotions crashing together inside it. He almost lost this. He almost lost Ivan, forever. Till thought he had. He doesn’t know how he got so lucky to have him again, but he refuses to let him go now.
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- Part 4 of Tiiv Week 2025
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23 Jul 2025
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或许从这个房间出去后我会对你说，又或许不会说。
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23 Jul 2025
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"Why are you doing this?" Ivan’s voice sounded muffled and slightly hoarse. Not using it often was taking its toll.
"Peeling apples?"
Ivan’s brow furrowed in clear frustration. "All of this!" His outburst seemed to startle even himself, judging by his expression.
Till pondered the question for a moment. "Sympathy?"
Ivan’s face darkened. "Of course. It makes sense my personal hell would involve being forced to look at a fake version of him," he muttered bitterly.
Or Till meets a stranger in the most peculiar way possible, nearly dragged ashore by the sea itself. And it’s only later that he learns what it means to love someone who slips through his fingers like grains of sand.
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- Part 1 of The space between Earth and the Sky
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23 Jul 2025
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ivan's guide to falling out of love with your best friend by clovercoast
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Aug 2025
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Ivan's Guide to Falling Out of Love With Your Best Friend
- Stop calling him your husband
- Try new hobbies
- Stop daydreaming about him
- Try dating again
- Acknowledge his faults
- Distance yourself
(I want to laugh with him until we're both breathless and my face is red. I want to go skating with him and hold hands on the ice. I want to spend my 23rd birthday with him. And then the rest of my life too. My everything. My angel.)
Or: Ivan's attempt to break out of his lifelong yearning arc. Keyword, "attempt"
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23 Jul 2025
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you’ve got me dreaming foreign words: by lunatea (phantomile)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
23 Jul 2025
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He resents them before he can even fully comprehend who they are and what they are doing. All Ivan knows is that he was carelessly plucked from the precipice of oblivion and hurled back into a world of noise and light and a disorienting amount of pain. There had been an end in sight, but they had gone and moved the goalposts on him right at the finish line.
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23 Jul 2025