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“I thought that I could… It could make me feel more in–in control I suppose, but it's…” Arthur let out a horrified breath. “It's wrong. I keep just… Stumbling and, and losing everything and—”
“You haven't lost me, Arthur,” John murmured, pulling one leg up on the bed to fully face Arthur. “Come here.”
With a bit of help from John, Arthur sat up, and John embraced him tightly. He felt Arthur's hands on his back, careful, like it was the first time they were close. John hid his face in the crook of Arthur’s neck, taking in Arthur’s smell and warmth. He pressed his lips softly to the skin to feel his pulse under his lips.
It was still so new. And yet, so familiar.
“I love you, Arthur,” John whispered into his neck. “I love you.”--
Initial idea was life-affirming sex to follow This Too Shall Pass, and it still is! But there are some added BenefitsTM. Please mind the content warnings.
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- Part 2 of This Too Shall Pass
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20 Jun 2025
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"No, no, it's nothing, there's nothing there," John says quickly, seeming to finally realize what Arthur was so nervous about, "I just..." he trails off. "I just wanted to see the stars"
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14 Jun 2025
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Spoilers for Intermezzo
Kayne doesn't fully hold his end of the deal. John ends up with Arthur's body and Faroe, with Arthur nowhere to be found. John takes on the role of Arthur and raises Faroe, dealing with the emotional turmoil of being a new parent and feeling guilty that his friend isn’t the one here.
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- Part 1 of Arthur's Replacement
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14 Jun 2025
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“According to everyone who knows about you, you are a voice in my head, yes?”
As is typical when Arthur says something abruptly, John has absolutely no idea what direction this is going. It isn’t exactly a poignant observation.
Yes. That sounds right.
“Why my head, specifically?”
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13 Jun 2025
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“I am not stupid, I got that you killed her.”
He swallowed “So?”
“So what?” She said as if he was starting to bore her with the insistence.
“I killed my own wife and you just have that to say?”
Her face scrunched “What am I supposed to do, judge you?” Yes, a part of him rejoiced “I killed my own dad too.”
“But he deserved it.”
“And what your wife did to snap a guy sweet like you?”
His body flashed in cold sweat “She got sick.”
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- Part 3 of F L 🔺U R O S
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25 May 2025
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The tie is overkill, but to say as much would open the door of Arthur's mind to uncomfortable questions. This is a fragile enough arrangement.
John and Arthur do their best to maintain a bit of polite fiction.
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13 May 2025
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The King corners Arthur in his garden, determined to take his body by any means necessary.
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07 May 2025
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Dream a little dream of me by veritaaas (SunnseanicArts) for SeerOfTime
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
23 Jan 2025
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Post "The Suspects" - while recovering from Horig's illness and a murderous night within Evrard's castle, Arthur finds himself waking earlier than John does. He lets him sleep in and spends some time chatting with Yorick to fight the boredom. John's hand twitches as he sleeps. John might be dreaming. What about? Now that's a question Arthur can't wait to ask him.
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28 Apr 2025
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John and Arthur Get Divorced (Again) [Trust me guys this isn’t a silly thing I just cant name shit] by Televison_Addict
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
02 Dec 2024
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The girls are fighting
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John and Arthur talk in the Prison Pits (despite Arthur’s attempts not to)
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27 Apr 2025
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John hesitated. “I’m not human, Arthur.”
“I know, that, John.”
“By human standards, I… Arthur, I’m not something you want to look at.”
“Then good thing I’m blind,” Arthur said impatiently, “and good fucking thing I don’t give a shit.”Bookmarked by Nevasca_Azul
27 Apr 2025
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They are on a walk and forgot their gloves. Arthur warms their hands.
Short and sweet.
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27 Mar 2025
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All Over Bouquets of Roses by Charliegolightly for vmprsm, IchthyOccult, mrsdarcy20, Flamia, AKTrashPanda
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
16 Nov 2024
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Arthur awakes to an urgent insistence from his new "friend", Hastur the Tentabulge to help it take care of some business. John's asleep, but clearly part of him is very much awake. Who is Arthur to deny them both some fun?
Part of the Poetry in Motion (or Roses) series.
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- Part 4 of Poetry in Motion
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12 Mar 2025
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John hears something he shouldn't have.
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09 Mar 2025
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There's something remarkably intimate about washing another's hands and body.
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08 Mar 2025
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"Go on, describe it like you always do. Don't leave out a single detail."
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05 Mar 2025
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John can no longer stand to see Arthur drive himself to exhaustion pretending to be healthier than he is. And he gets a bit... possessive about it.
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05 Mar 2025
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After Arthur has killed Uncle, the adrenaline pushing him forward wears off and his bodily needs catch up with him. John is here to help make sure he's taken care of.
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05 Mar 2025
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The King has found a new angle, a fresh wound to prod, another dark corner of Arthur’s mind to haunt.
Night after night, he slithers into Arthur’s dreams. Night after night, John is helpless to do anything but watch, but listen, as Arthur writhes and moans, sleeping mind poisoned with foreign desire.
It’s not real. John knows it’s not real.
No matter how much he wishes otherwise.
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26 Feb 2025
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John's endless curiosity is peaked when Athur's usual violent and/or depressing dreams take an unexpected turn
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26 Feb 2025
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Arthur could lie and say it only became a habit when John took over his vision. It would be a comforting lie. One he could start believing himself if he gave it more time to sit.
Or, Arthur indulges in prolonged holding while trying to convince himself it isn't a kink he's always had. See the tags.
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23 Feb 2025