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when he arrives back in his own room at some too-early hour of the morning, he finds felix, soft and asleep, under the covers of his bed.
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- Part 4 of songs of innocence
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Felix moves under the magenta light, hips swaying, laughing, handed off from one person to the next. And when he gets thirsty, or tired, he retreats, endlessly, back to Chan—Chan, who always already has somehow procured an ice water for Felix, who has it in hand, it seems, the second Felix turns his way.
Or: Felix, Chan, and a night out.
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it’s been two weeks and he’s still not used to getting kisses from felix, still not used to the loving heat of them, their slow, searing warmth. sometimes chan finds himself zoned out, eyes hesitating, sometimes shyly and sometimes with bold intent, over the plush cupid’s bow of felix’s upper lip, the full curve of his lower one, from across the rooms they share.
felix’s mouth is, objectively, a masterpiece, and chan has never felt more blissed out than he is by the thought that he has felix’s permission to touch.
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- Part 3 of songs of innocence
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from that day on, it becomes clear that felix has a problem. the problem isn’t that his best friend and years-long crush made a move and had taken it back. the problem isn’t that chan is acting distant or awkward with felix the morning after an unplanned night of intimacy.
no, the problem is that the gentle kissing, the kind of affection that felix has only ever dreamed of receiving from chan, has become his new normal. and chan doesn’t seem to think anything of it.
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- Part 2 of songs of innocence
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“lixxie,” he murmurs, daring to ghost his nose back and forth across the strands lightly enough that felix, hopefully, won’t really notice him doing it. “you okay?”
“nightmare,” felix mumbles. a beat and then, without preamble, he’s jamming his face into chan’s exposed neck.
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- Part 1 of songs of innocence
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When Seonghwa slowly emerges from the depths of sleep, he notices three things.
- The sun is piercing through the gap in the curtains, shining directly into his eyes.
- There's a thin layer of sweat clinging to his back and chest.
- San is hard against the curve of his ass.
(or, after returning from Europe, San and Seonghwa spend some time getting reacquainted with Seonghwa's bed.)
Bookmarked by SarahP
10 May 2025
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Seonghwa is bent over tidying their shoes in the closet when there’s a jingle of keys, a mumbled ‘excuse me,’ and a hold so steady and firm on his hip it has Seonghwa jerking upward and spinning on his heels to face the shorter man, who’s startled by his sudden movement.
“What is wrong with you?” Seonghwa erupts, his eyebrows knitted and lungs heaving like it had taken all of his breath to finally get it off his chest.
Hongjoong’s expression twists into one of confusion, his hand retracting from the doorknob and dropping back to his side. “What? I told you I was gonna go out to the convenience store. Did you wanna come or something?”
“What?” Seonghwa asks like he can’t believe his ears. “No! That’s—that’s not what I’m talking about.”
Hongjoong stands there, waiting, and the longer he waits, the more seconds that pass, the crazier Seonghwa feels.
“You—” he starts, cutting himself off.
“What?” Hongjoong pries, his eyebrow kicking up to his hairline. “I didn’t do anything.”
“Yes, you did!” Seonghwa exclaims. “You—you touched me.”
Bookmarked by SarahP
16 Apr 2025
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On the balcony of his apartment in the largest dome city on Mars, Seonghwa watches the night sky, waiting for his space soldier to return and take him to the stars.
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- Part 1 of Beneath an Infinite Sky
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25 Mar 2025
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“It’s just an old reel of me and Hwa,” Hongjoong said, flipping the phone around and proving it. His hyung looked at it for a moment and then shrugged.
“Whatever. If you wanna look at photos of your…best friend,” he whispered, keeping his voice down, though he waggled his eyebrows. “I won’t stop you. It’s cute, honestly. I also look at pics of my wife when we travel. But only the innocent kind. She’d kill me if I had anything else where someone could find it.”
“Hyung,” he whined, thunking his head back against the seat and groaning. “I’m getting some sleep for real this time,” he stated, serious now. His hyung shrugged and got up to go find the bathroom leaving the producer to click off his phone and close his eyes.
Wife… He snorted, pulling his hoodie up around his face to block out some of the light. He’s not my wife.
But the thought stayed there, latched onto his brain.
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- Part 2 of Ateez Smutty Shorts
Bookmarked by SarahP
15 Nov 2024
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Seonghwa asks Hongjoong to cut his hair before they enlist feat. self-reflection, emotional upheaval and confessions.
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13 Nov 2024