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The Unclaimed Corner Of Your Heart by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power (TV 2022), The Hobbit - All Media Types
30 Oct 2025
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You had loved Elrond all of your life.
You had loved him when you were young and the world still felt new. When the sunlight was blessed and your toes on the grass were worth lingering over for minutes. Hours.
You had loved him when horrors had ruled. When tragedies were fresh and unusual and each one felt like the end of days. When every touch of hope felt like a burn.
You had loved him when peace was something that had been built from scraps. When it was nailed together with stubborn persistence and painful promises spat through gritted teeth.
You had loved him when peace was something that was woven into your souls. When it had settled into this world and taken root. When leaves covered the scars. When the only way to remember the pain was songs.
You watched him love another and you never once resented her, regretted him.
And then she was gone and you did everything you could to hold him together.The words 'I Love You' constantly threaten to beak free.
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Kaia had nowhere else to go when Martin became a statue and the world became safe.
She goes to her guild. To her friend. To Raminus.He makes it his life's work to save her.
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Kwazii wears an eyepatch because it makes him a pirate.
Or at least, that's what he lets everyone think.
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In Your Own Way And With Your Whole Heart by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
11 Dec 2024
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Reality folds around you and, through every cliche in the world, you end up in Middle Earth, at the mercy of Lord Elrond's care and hospitality.
Which would be quite enough on its own, if your time in Rivendell didn't also manage to coincide with the presence of a certain company of dwarves, wizard, and hobbit.
Old feelings are reawakened. A teenage crush on one doomed to die.
And you're not allowed to save him.
What's the point in being in the world of your dreams if you're bound not to save anyone? To save the one who has always mattered most.All that's left is to accept the things that cannot be changed, let go of the person you'll never be again. Find love where you never would have looked for it.
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I Don't Want To Love You by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
06 Aug 2024
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“I’m falling in love with you, Raph. And I think you might be falling in love with me.” It was a bold statement. Brash. Full of hoping. Full of the need to stop the madness of not saying it.
Raph was shaking his head. Clenching his fists. Trembling. It took every ounce of his self-control not to run away.
“I know it’s… it’s scary. And unpredictable. And our friendship is on the line but I think… I know it’s worth trying.” Your forged on. He was still here. That was a good sign.
“I don’t want to love you!” His self-control snapped and lashed out. He shut it down like he shut down everything he couldn’t bear to feel.
The world stopped. Every single possible future you had dared allow yourself hope for, even for a moment, shattered. Burned. Was stomped under the foot of an uncaring universe and thrown back into your face.You and Raph have been ignoring your feelings for too long. On one unassuming day they all come tumbling out.
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No one left God's Acre unscathed. Some are affected more than others.
Or, Edie got struck by lightning and there have to be some lingering effects from that, surely?
"She was clambering down from the carriage before she even registered what she was doing. Somewhere in her periphery she heard Nate doing the same, followed swiftly by Silas slamming the door to the prisoner transport open and stumbling out.
She realised her mistake when her legs refused to hold her upright and she lurched sideways. The only thing that stopped her face getting friendly with the ground was a strong grip on her arm."
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08 Nov 2025
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“The phone call came in the middle of the night, because of course it did. Not for the first time, Hawkeye woke up and had trouble remembering where he was.”
Hawk is woken up by a phone call from Peggy, who tells him BJ has been in a terrible motorcycle accident. Hawkeye travels to California to figure out why Peggy seems to blame him for the accident. Oh, and he’s also gotta wrestle with how much he loves the man.
Bookmarked by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
30 Oct 2024
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a soft epilogue by orphan_account for unsealee
Fandoms: Elder Scrolls, Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion
06 Jun 2023
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You never expected to survive. You went in with the knowledge that this is what you had to do, for your people, for her. You couldn’t let Dagon win, and you didn’t.
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08 Jun 2023
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"Get some sleep, okay? I'll just be right over there, in the bed beside yours."
"No." Teddy opens his eyes just long enough to give Chuck a pleading look. "Stay."
Bookmarked by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
10 May 2023
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you talk like a man and taste like the sun by sharknosed
Fandoms: The Martian - All Media Types
08 Jun 2022
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“No matter what happened, he was never going to have Mark. It just wasn’t written in the stars.”
In which Chris Beck struggles through his feelings about his crewmate over the course of his journey home.Bookmarked by Self_Indulgent_TMNT
19 Nov 2022