Zanhhh



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    Very few things in the universe are definite. The sky is blue, the grass is green, and Ivan and Till are a buy-one-get-another package—the stuff that comes with THIS IS A SET; DO NOT SEPARATE taped in all bold. Terrible together, worse apart.

    In Ivan's week-long absence, Till makes a few discoveries, all of which somehow lead to kissing his childhood best friend-roommate-something in a car.

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    [ Lately, my best friend (M22) has been constantly avoiding me (M21) and I find him on dates with another man. I don’t know who this guy is which is the problem, my best friend hasn’t told me a thing but he always does.

    I thought I was homophobic until I found that I didn’t mind seeing gay couples.

    But I can’t stand seeing my best friend with any other guy despite supporting his sexuality. What should I do?| ]

    Ivan is tasked with doing a promotional photoshoot with another uprising celebrity. Consequently, Till wonders if he is homophobic (He's gay and infuriatingly jealous.)

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    And at this moment Ivan realizes that his war is over. Once and for all.

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    A black haired child, clutching at the hand of his alien owner, watches Till with inky sable eyes. He’s wearing white, pajama-like clothes, seemingly one of the new students of Anakt Garden as they once were. He seems to be awestruck by Till’s performance, and he has a polite, small smile on his face as though he was trained not to let it stretch his lips any wider.

    Luka’s gaze flicks back to Till and his eyes are blown wide, holding more emotion in his verdant irises than when his beloved Mizi had lost it. From what Luka could decipher; the main emotions swirling around chaotically was surprise, sorrow, and… grief?

    And it clicks.

    Ah,

    Luka’s chosen the wrong one.

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    In which Round 7 happens, Till is coping terribly with losing Ivan, Luka is an insecure creep who is actively failing to manipulate Till, and the resistance has to restrain Ivan from rioting.

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    27 Apr 2025

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    “I could have loved you as bright as the stars. I hope, in another universe, that you’ll let me.” Ivan murmurs, and Till is pointedly not looking at the other boy. He glares at the sky and dares not breathe, words hitched because any sort of response might destroy him.

    He feels small: there’s no other way to put it. Till is not a prize, not a reward, not a trophy; he is the remnants of shattered stars and scrapes on the concrete. He is nothing, yet at the same time he is grief. The angels must stay silent so demons can scream twice as loud. They scream twice as loud to reach God– it seems Ivan screams three times as loud to reach Till.

    (or: angels have always been till's type, but there's a fanged boy who saves his life despite being undeniably human.)

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