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God, if only he knew. If only his wolf were here, Stiles would’ve run and told him everything, because this? This was huge. This was something you’d share with the love of your life.
He remembered the phone numbers he didn’t delete. The contact he didn’t text. The same one that remained silent for months. It could have been refreshing and easy to hate him. And Stiles was angry — so angry at his wolf — but hating? No. Derek was invincible from that.
Love weakened Stiles. It turned his bones into sludge, and he could do nothing but sink to the floor and lie there, rotting. Left all alone with such tremendous love, Stiles imploded and curled under its weight. He wasn’t supposed to bear it alone. They weren’t supposed to be apart, and certainly not go for so long without contact. This bond was bigger than him, but… just enough for the two of them.
Come back, he repeated like a mantra in his head. He screamed it once that cursed night and hadn’t been able to stop. Come back.
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- Part 2 of Twilight AU
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28 Jun 2025
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They recruited him right out of high school. He doesn't know why he accepted, he. He just did. Maybe because at eighteen he'd already seen more death than a lot of people did by eighty, and maybe this was a chance to get around it, get ahead of it, put an end to it. Some of it. Death itself can't be stopped, not without something worse. Maybe he thought they'd show him how to be the something worse.
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24 Jun 2025
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Lots of thoughts are racing through his head. Many of them are about Miles, and what he is liable to say or do when they’re together in a room again, and many of them are about the Vikings as a franchise, an entity, what they have come to mean to Stiles and those like him, and about Chanel, and if he will see her again and be able to explain himself, and about going to Minnesota and being in the crowd and if anyone would have the nerve to say something to his face, and what the rest of Green Bay will think, if they will consider him a traitor, if they'll hate him, and then, most importantly, Derek.
Derek.
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- Part 4 of Down by Contact
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20 Jun 2025
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“It’s October first.”
“So it is.”
Stiles taps his chin a bit dubiously, and then sips his pumpkin spice nice and slow, as if he’s considering all his possibilities. Across the room, an old man frowns at the two of them sitting there – maybe because they’re homos, or maybe because Stiles is the local witch doctor. Either way, Stiles pays it no mind and simply winks in the old man’s direction before turning his eyes back onto Derek. “My witchy powers are in full force in this dark month.”
“Can’t we just carve pumpkins and put decorations up like everyone else?”
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30 May 2025
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Everything is different, now. But he still hesitates. He watches Derek slide out of the car, watches the cameras flashing across his face and people screaming his name, and then Derek is turning back and holding his hand out for Stiles to take.
Before, Stiles was all alone. Everything he did and everywhere he went, he had to face the monsters all by himself, and he wasn’t equipped to do all that alone. He isn’t alone anymore. Now, he has Derek.
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- Part 2 of The Standing Dead
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29 May 2025