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  1. Summary

    After years trapped in an abusive idol contract under GM Entertainment, the five members of the popular group Saja Boys are finally freed. Transferred to the studio that houses the world’s top KPop idol group, HUNTR/X, they now face a different kind of challenge: recovery.

    This is a series of stories exploring trauma, abuse, artistic expression, fandom, and the long, non-linear path to healing. Told through social media posts, personal scenes, original lyrics, and more.

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    A Sova losing time story as he tries to cover his tracks with the rest of the agents breathing down his neck.

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  1. Rec 1

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    You should come home, he thinks. His fingers toy with the end of the knitted blanket covering the bed, the yarn soft and worn. His eyes dart around the room again; no tea-stained mug perched precariously on the edge of the desk, no discarded sweater slung over the chair. No sign of life, except for the little cactus on the desk. It’s the same every time he checks on the tether, blatantly disregarding the armed guards flanking the doors; no one has ever been able to keep him out of anything. And he’ll keep coming back, but it’s starting to feel like a futile effort. It doesn’t look like Jamie has been home in weeks. He hopes that wherever they're sending him to, they are at least feeding him well.

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    08 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my heart :’)

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    After a mission gone mysteriously wrong, Chamber is suddenly turned into a five-year-old version of himself with no memory of his life as an agent. The other members of the Valorant Protocol struggle to navigate taking care of their newfound charge as they rush to find a way to revert him to his former self.

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    10 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Aha when the fic so good it's helping you heal your inner child

    Left off at 13.

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    Soap likes to sleep around for a little stress relief, but it gets him into a sticky situation with a superior officer. It's not easy feeling whole again even once it's all over, but Ghost helps.

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    12 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    It’s my coping mechanism and I get to choose the healing methods.

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Pocket takes some time to learn about people who helped them.

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    25 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I LOVE POCKETS DADS I LOVE POCKETS DADS I LOVE

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    “Steamin’ bloody Jesus,” Soap breathes. “How often does he do this?”

    Gaz turns, then, and meets his eye. “Us, and Price… We’re the only ones who’d live to talk about it,” he says. “It’s a last resort.” He reaches out, then, and puts his hand on Soap’s arm. “Being his handler means being the one to call the shots, Soap. We’re the only bloody things he cares about. Everything else is fodder. If you ever have to make this call, you better be damn sure you don’t care about survivors, because there won’t be any.”

    Price had been so eager to give the order. Imagine holding the nuke in your hands, knowing that you’ll be the only thing to survive its detonation. Imagine being Noah, but with the power to call the Flood whenever he wished.

    Soap shivers, something not altogether kind or good curling around his brainstem at the notion.

    Whether Gaz clocks it or not, he can’t say, but he eventually murmurs, “You’ll need a psych eval after this. We all get one after Ghost smokes out. Even him.”

    Soap frowns. “Why?”

    Gaz shrugs. “You’ll have to ask him. Personally, I think we all like it a bit too much.”

    Soap blushes, and doesn’t have the words for why.

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    05 Jun 2025