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  1. District 12 by

    Fandom: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)

    30 Oct 2025

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  2. Strange Things Did Happen Here by

    Fandom: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)

    24 Jun 2025

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  3. The Cruel by

    Fandom: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, House of the Dragon (TV)

    21 Apr 2025

    Summary

    Rhaenyra was immortalized in the Annals of the Seven Kingdoms as The Cruel and Maegor with Teats, let's prove them right.
    All stories under this series is about Rhaenyra going back in time. In different times.

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    The Dancing Girl by

    Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins  

    08 Nov 2025

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    Adventures in new parenting for Katniss and Peeta and their little dancing girl

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    08 Nov 2025

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    The Jabberjay And The Mockingjay by

    Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins  

    27 Jun 2024

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    They’re only scared, broken children when they’re alone, Katniss thinks. Damaged and weak and unsteady.
    Together, though...together, they are unstoppable.

    When Peeta returns to District 12, Katniss resolves to help him in the only way she knows how: by answering his real-not-real questions. Together, they play a game piecing their pasts together, but this time, maybe there can actually be two victors without any bloodshed. This time, maybe they can find their way to each other once and for all. (A Growing Back Together story because you can apparently never have too many)

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    07 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “I’m not…I’m not what you see when you look at me.”

    “And I’m not who you want me to be.”

    “That’s not true!” she spits. Her hand balls up into a fist atop his (she darts a look up, wary of dilating pupils).

    Peeta smiles at the fire (not his usual smile; a cynical, jaded thing). “We both know that what District 13 pulled out of the Capitol is not at all what you were hoping to get back.”

    “Peeta…”

    “He died, I think.” His hand is warm under hers, his pulse steady beneath her fingertip, and she has to remind herself of those things when all she can see is the dull, plastic cast to his face. “Sometimes, I’m his ghost. But other times I’m just a mimic. Like a jabberjay recorded with things to say, some of them right, some implanted lies. Like nightlock picked and left on plastic to be confused with blueberries.”

    He tilts his head and studies her, orange and red gleams flickering over his face. “That’s all I’ve ever been. Even before the Capitol, I’ve only ever been regurgitated dreams and copied hopes. My dad’s the one who loved and lost your mom, and so I looked and I saw you and I hoped. My mom’s the one who wanted me to be more, to be better, to be worth something, and so I tried to find something greater to hold onto through the Games. All those interviews, the speeches, the parts I had to play—none of them were me.”

    Katniss can’t breathe. Smoke taints her nostrils.

    “Snow recognized me for what I am. He’s the only one who ever actually used me for what I am: a mutt. One that should have died off a long time ago.”

    “Everyone always talks about the mockingjay,” she says. “The rebellion made it their symbol. Cinna turned me into one. Anyone brave enough to fight back or to run carried an image of it around with them, baked into a small cracker. But you can’t have a mockingjay without a jabberjay.”

     

    “The mockingjay,” Katniss whispers. “It only lives, only exists at all, because the jabberjay decided not to die and chose instead to live for love. For a future it was denied but that it won for itself anyway. Because it refused to be just a piece in the games of monsters.”

    His hands soften around her wrists, his thumbs caressing tiny patterns over her skin so that Katniss shivers and presses even closer into his side.

    “If you’re a jabberjay, Peeta, and I’m a mockingjay, then the only reason I’m here at all is because of you.”

    “I thought maybe you left.”

    There’s a bird outside, somewhere, singing a melodic trill. It’s repetitive, and a bit shrill, but it’s something she can latch onto, something to distract from the doubt peeking out behind Peeta’s bright eyes.

    “You never came back with the supplies, and when Thom dropped them off, he said you’d run into the woods.”

    And Peeta’s always waiting for her to leave him behind, isn’t he? He’s still trapped beside the train as her hand falls away from his. Still frozen in that moment with a gunshot echoing through a bloody square in District 11, his fist dripping shards of a shattered lamp, secrets spilled out between them that he’s had no part in. Still playing chess with Haymitch and watching the door and imagining her and Gale beyond the fence. (Still left behind, abandoned, waking alone in a cell with no idea where Katniss is and how much she knew and if this was the plan all along.)

    He's always so unsure about her, and for all she tries, she’s never able to make him see how much he means to her. Even before Snow (before hijacking and a suicide mission), this (her) has always been a question, a a doubt, in his mind.

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    the birds were singing of you by

    Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types  

    11 Sep 2021

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    AU. Gale and Delly are reaped. Katniss and Peeta find each other anyway.

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    11 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gale died in the bloodbath, katniss blamed herself c9z she's the ine who told him to get a bow
    Delly made it to final 8 but died the day after the interviews.
    Peeta came to have a burn treated, 3x burn and he cannot go to the apothecary anymore coz people will talk. Before he used to go to delly's so he us out of his momm sight but cannot do it now so katniss offered for him to go to her house instead. He tutored her in maths and charmed prim even thought her how to bake the tessaerae grain better.
    Katniss found out he was spending time with rilla and git jealous and they fpught
    Apparently he was going around asking for donations so everyone could have something to eat in the harvest festival
    They got together

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    Blooming in the Spring by

    Fandoms: The Hunger Games (Movies), Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins  

    13 Jun 2023

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    I am empty and want nothing more than to drown it all out--all of the fear, the guilt. The guilt. There is so much of it, all the time. Guilt for those I've killed. For those who I could not save. They haunt me every second of every day, always there, always in the back of my mind clawing their way forward. Today, it is Finnick. Yesterday, Cinna. The day before that, Castor. Prim. Always Prim.

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    In the months following the fall of the Panem's Capitol, Katniss Everdeen is continuing to fight a battle-this time against herself. After surviving two Hunger Games and leading a revolution, losing countless loved ones along the way, Katniss is forced to learn how to live on with her trauma and how to navigate a new life with the boy that saved her life.

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    An after Mockingjay fanfiction.

    Based on The Hunger Games trilogy written by Suzanne Collins, who owns all original characters and plot lines.

    Also can be found on Wattpad.

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    06 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So growing back together.
    Peeta had a flashback and asjed katbiss to go.
    Course she wont lol her hand got hurt and peeta trued to distance himself but katniss wont allow him
    He brought him to a pond in the woods just outsude of VV , girl climbed a tree to get some eggs and fell, dislocated hip, bruised ribs broken leg. Peeta had to put her hips back and then had to carry her back to the hospital
    Mrs E came and katniss read her for filth abandoning her. Sge did not leave tho until katniss was ok
    They said i love us and they went to the capitol to see the tributes for the dead in the games

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    Lord Draco Malfoy by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    30 Oct 2025

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    Draco Malfoy is one of the two living members of House Malfoy, with the death of his father at six years old he seeks to regain the power his father's death lost his family. In pursuit of regaining his family's power. He works with the Hogwarts Board of Governors to Implement the Malfoy Education Fund, singlehandedly paying for all Muggleborn students supplies and admission fees to Hogwarts. After securing influence in Hogwarts Draco moves to procure politicians in the Ministry to further secure his position.

    When pureblood ideology has to become more and more 'progressive' to buy back the publics interest Draco becomes the face of change pushing reform after reform.

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    05 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So draco at six was speaking like an adult giving speeches lol
    He is more on business. Writing to companys buying shares, accepting bribes lol
    There is no regency here
    Ron was push put coz he a bitch
    Theo is being abused by his dad
    Like just because theo does not want to go to the auror they dec8ded to just kill the guy.
    Hermione is even thinking of ways like poison and things
    Like he wanted the statute of secrecy repelled
    And wanted to make a wizarding city like new york.
    He had different ministries write their proposals for bidding.
    Chamber was opened Burbage was killed and immediately narcissa was apprehended. Harry, Hermione and Draco was allowed to go to Malfoy Manor and draco locked down the manor to war time wards but narcissa asked jim to lower it down coz she needs to go. Apparently killed nott. Dont know why draco was arrested as well. They attacked the manor but the ward held but for a day only. When draco went to the ministry he was hit by multiple stunning hex
    The hearing saw the evidence of abuse sentenced narcissa to 6months in azkaban