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    A Breaking Dawn rewrite where Bella realizes her relationship with Edward was solely bloodlust, co-dependency, trauma bonding, low self-esteem, and predator/prey physical and mental hypnosis. She runs at the altar, goes through hell with trauma, learns to love herself, chooses humanity, and chooses Jacob. This is a character-focused and wolfpack-focused fic that leans into the psychological horror potential of Twilight. It is an angsty, agonizing slowburn. The Cullens are not cast in a good light. Dual POV of Bella and Jacob. This is what Breaking Dawn SHOULD HAVE BEEN, to me, anyway. There is no pregnancy or baby imprinting. **JACOB X BELLA, QUIL X EMBRY, LEAH X FEMALE OC, SAM X EMILY, PAUL X RACHEL, JARED X KIM.**

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    I grieved for my future self. Now that I felt this kind of relief flooding my body, my resolve cracked on the floor like glass, the pieces skidding under my own feet. I didn’t know how I would ever put it back together. But even more distressing, I didn’t know how I would be able to deny him. Our bond. That instinct within him and that had been growing in me infinitesimally each day I saw him, touched him, thought about him…

    Because even though Emily had said theirs was triggered by a single moment, I had had a growing suspicion, no matter how much I tried to deny it, that ours was different. Gradual.

    That, without even realizing it, I had stumbled into something I hadn’t meant to and was now caught in it. Like a web that fused to my own skin, indistinguishable.

    And, finally, that any more than one more weekend with him would kill me, if I ever became a vampire. Would kill us. Swifter and harder and more agonizing than death at the hands of the Volturi could ever be.

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    OR an Eclipse re-write with everything we love: slow burn, angst, fluff, smut, and a new take on imprinting that isn’t gross. The first few chapters pull heavily from Eclipse, but the writing after those is primarily all my own!

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    Bella Swan is fully recovered from James' hunt, and has enjoyed a pleasant summer with her boyfriend, Edward Cullen. Troubles weigh on his mind, and deep fears rise to the surface for them both.

    This is a canon-divergent reimagining of New Moon; I have always wanted to see Bella heal from the trauma of Edward leaving, and to bring light to the frankly abusive tendencies he has. The first big change happens in the second chapter, but I am aiming to create a more horror-centralized theme. It was right there, Meyer!
    There will be a lot of pack content later on, and lots of twists that I wish were explored in the original. The ending will be VERY different from canon, and Jacob will be the sunshine boy we all know and love.

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    Edward leaves Bella thinking it’s for the best, but when he makes a trip to Forks to see if she’s safe and happy she has moved on with Jacob.

    Will he leave again now that she’s doing fine without him?

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    A retelling of New Moon from Jacob's POV. Permanent HIATUS

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