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  1. Rec 89

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    “Due to your… mistake, I'm currently at a disadvantage for survival.” You gesture vaguely to your throat, watching as Sebastian's gaze follows your hand. “I think a discount is in order.”

    Discount.” Sebastian echoes. “You want a discount.”

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    details of the expendable's tenure as Sebastian's unenthusiastic business partner.

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    21 Jul 2025

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    i don't think ANY words can ever describe how much joy i got just from reading this like ougjghghss you did SO GOOD at writing them I ESPECIALLY LIKE HOW YOU WRITE SEBASTIAN and also THE SURVIVOR GUILT???? ENEMIES TO LOVERS??? (spy agent's voice) boss i'm in. no but seriously thus is so amazing, got me giggling and being SO invested over them like wow i can never truly be free from the fish man

  2. Rec 70

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    It’s a Sunday afternoon and Akechi Goro is in his shitty apartment, sprawled on his couch, when he makes a horrible discovery.

    A re-run of Featherman is playing on his thrifted TV. Mid ad-break, he turns on his phone and sees a very familiar app, sitting there on the home page innocently as though last time it had appeared out of nowhere it hadn’t ruined Goro’s life. He had been sipping on disgusting instant coffee, which he spills all over his pants from the shock.

    Not because he’s clumsy, obviously.

    His right eye twitches. He opens the app, and reads the words: Amamiya Ren, Tokyo, Shrine.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    the way i immediately speedran to read all of the chapters when it's midnight just proves how GOOD this is. op i'm losing my mind you wrote akechi so good it's like seeing a chihuahua biting his owner whenever he met ren BUT ALSO. love the angst. THE CHEF'S KISS ANGST IS TOP- TIER !1!1!1! AND THE KISS. THE WAY I GOT SO RELIEVED AFTER 14 CHAPTERS OF TORTURE IT'S LIKE SEEING THE END OF A NEVERENDING TUNNEL. THANK YOU THIS IS THE BEST FIC I'VE EVER REAS TODAY!!!!!

  3. Rec 23

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    He’s always hoped for unreasonable things.

    Dazai is dead.
    Fukuzawa does not want to accept it.

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    22 Apr 2025

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    full.blown sobbing. no kidding this fic hurts a lot. whenever i come back to read this masterpiece, it always hits hard. the ADA as family will always be precious to me :(( i love how you wrote fukuzawa's pov!! his stage of denial and how he still hoped that dazai would come back... it's heartbreaking esp the scene with how he ended up arguing against yosano and seeing chuuya in the room with dazai... ough op, i will never forget about this fic. it left a huge impression on me. i will always love dad fukuzawa and now, i shall let my tears fall.

  4. Rec *

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    Dazai looks down at his hands that held the power to bring any kingdom to its knees. He thinks of fire and ashes and smoke. He wants to cut them off.

     

    (On Dazai Osamu, black holes and Fukuzawa Yukichi)

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    13 Apr 2025

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    LITERALLY cried the whole time i'm reading this, like my heart shattered into tiny pieces that's all over the place. IT'S JUST THAT PHENOMENAL. I LOVEEE every scene when fukuzawa hunted him down it's like. fr telling dazai that he won't back down no matter what and i think it's beautiful to see his dedication on helping dazai in his journey of discovering the joy of life. what stabbed my heart the most is def the nightmare with oda in it. the horror of it... like when odasaku said "but your hands are so bloody, dazai. how will you ever get rid of all the blood?" LIKE IT REALLY JUST HIT WHERE IT HURTS. this fic is fr a rollercoaster of mixed emotions because even when they're having bonding moment, i couldn't stop crying because ough... dazai finally knew how it feels to be loved again... thank you author for creating this masterpiece. i will never forget rhis.

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    Shadow Milk Cookie tries to teach Pure Vanilla Cookie to be more assertive in their relationship. His lessons would probably be more effective if Pure Vanilla Cookie knew they were dating.

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    15 Mar 2025

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    MASTERPIECE. i love oblivious pure vanilla so bad and the way op wrote their characterization is so WONDERFUL!!!! you will literally be in tears 5 secs in like they're just that good. shadow milk's pov will never fail to make me cackle. good job bro at bagging that ancient boy lmao