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    Soap is the long forgotten god of death. His name once held reverence, but had become obscured by blind hatred.
    Ghost is his first follower in a very long time, even if he didn't really mean to be. Or want to be. In fact, he kind of wished the god would leave him alone... even though he kept giving the thing offerings. Yeah, maybe Ghost brought this on himself. But he's still going to complain.

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    Soap is a god and gets real attached real quick and Ghost is a little hater and very confused

    Title from You're at the Party by Lemon Demon

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    09 Aug 2025

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    He’s usually the one calling the shots, not Johnny, and the turnaround leaves him feeling belly-up and vulnerable. The guilt that’s simmering low in his stomach doesn’t let itself go unrecognized, however; Ghost is self aware enough to know that he’s at fault this time - that he’s finally gone and fucking done it, pushing too far past the alpha’s tolerance and good graces.

    For the first time since- well. For the first time ever when it comes to Johnny, Ghost doesn’t feel welcome to step any closer. He loiters in the shadows that just kiss the center of the rooftop, moonlight blocked by the nearby watchtower, and he waits.

    It’s a tired sigh that eventually makes its way to his ears, and Ghost grits his teeth against its assault.

    “What do ye want, Ghost?”

    Or,

    Ghost struggles with being an omega, having feelings, and the mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    07 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    This is a story about Simon and you, and this is a story about Simon. This is mostly a story about you, though, and about a brisk day in October when your F-15E fell out of the sky.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    Ghost pulls the damp keffiyeh down and tips his chin back until his glazed eyes meet his. “Clothes, Sergeant,” he presses, tapping a bracing smack to his cheek and even through his glove, he can feel the chill clinging to his skin. “I need you to focus. Copy?”

    Johnny’s jaw chatters in his hand and he almost shakes him as his eyes close a long blink. “C-copy,” he slurs out, voice weak and thready.

    It locks Ghost in place for a heartbeat, maybe less; this reduction of the brightest man he knows to this meek, shivering thing. A pup wearing his father’s boots and his mother’s rosary; waterlogged and tangled, dragging him down to the bottom of a fucking lake on Ghost’s watch-

    His lip kicks up, baring a snarl at himself, and he strangles it; burying it back in the useless dirt where it belongs.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    Omegaverse where omega's regularly produce milk. It's like ambrosia to alphas.

    "Soap has always been an omega with healthy milk production. Before suppressants, he'd really only leak during heats, with very rare instances of lactating between heat cycles. After starting suppressants, it seemed his milk production kicked into overdrive."

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    22 Jul 2025