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    At once Louis misses it—misses being looked at at all, truly commanding Hythlodaeus’s attention again even for a moment—so much it hurts, the open wound of his yearning aching for relief even as a wave of nausea tightens his throat.

    Pathetic, he thinks, though in the moment he’s not sure which of the two of them it describes better.

    Six years after the attack on the prince, recently promoted Colonel Louis Guiabern is reluctantly invited back to the royal palace. He tries to make the most of an unexpected encounter.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    It's not like they haven't discussed the fact that Spite is, essentially, a constant audience to everything they do, in public or private. After some gentle cajoling from Rook, he's generally behaved himself in the bedroom.

    But then… there have been a few times, more recently.

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    17 Dec 2024

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    A legal loophole after "Alone" results in Hawke inheriting the entirety of Danarius's estate, including all his slaves—and Fenris. But Tevinter is not friendly to foreigners or fugitives, and as Hawke and Fenris struggle to save both his freedom and her slaves, they find themselves mired in political and magical intrigues whose sinister depths extend beyond anything they've faced.

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    18 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    His ghost is dragging us around by our necks. Through the snow. Through the mud. Through this rancid heat. And yet we can never touch him or even have any true sign that he’s a man at all. Sometimes I think I am the only one that remembers the reality of him, others I believe myself to be the only one capable of understanding that he is just a specter, nothing but the culmination of what this wretched kingdom needs from him, all of its hopes and failed aspirations, embodied by a beast. Perhaps he’s alive – I have said myself I think he is – but what damned difference does it make in the end?
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    The personal log of one in search of the fugitive prince Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd during the war years, digitally recreated and archived.

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    18 Feb 2024

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    24 Jan 2024