wandering_tides



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  1. Rec 8

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    Chuuya’s days used to be normal. Missions, bickering with Dazai, the usual. But ever since that strange day in the rain, something isn’t right. Dazai looks at him like he’s already lost him. Time shifts. Memories blur. And in between it all, Dazai won’t stop saying—

    "I’ve seen you die, over and over again.”

    A story of love tangled in timelines, where fate is a curse and finding each other is the only thing that stays the same.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    "You're not allowed to talk to me,” Dazai mutters.

    This time, it’s Chuuya’s turn to blink in confusion.

    "Whuh?" he blurts out intelligently, expression warring between flustered and pissed off.

    Like a stubborn, indignant child, Dazai crosses his arms and turns his nose up.

    "You can’t talk to me.”

    “And why the hell not?” Chuuya barks, anger winning out only for the sake of preventing him from thinking about the fact that Dazai Osamu just called him pretty.

    It doesn’t help, because the next words out of Dazai’s mouth hit him like a punch to the chest.

    “I'm married."
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    OR: Dazai gets drunk and accidentally reveals his and Chuuya's secret, forgotten, illegal marriage to the entirety of their friends and family.

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    26 Apr 2025

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    Nakahara Chuuya is beautiful.

    He owns a flower shop. He has a deep, sweet voice, a worn-out leather jacket and azure eyes that glisten under the spring sun.

    “Oi, hang on. Are are you hitting on me?”

    “I could be,” Dazai says, putting the pen down. “Am I allowed to hit on you?”

    [Or: Dazai meets a handsome stranger in a park and decides to write his story.]
    Russian translation: here

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    08 Apr 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I hate you,” Chuuya mutters angrily, his voice almost shrieking at the end. His eyes roam over Dazai’s face, not finding a spot where to stop.

    He wonders how he looks, all red and beaten. He wonders if Chuuya likes his work. He has to. He used to.

    “No, you don’t,” Dazai calls the bluff. There’s a rasp in his voice that he expects, but there’s also a desperation he didn’t think would be there.

    Chuuya huffs a curt, rough sound, his eyes finally settling on Dazai’s lips. Not eyes, he thinks to himself. Perhaps some things did change over these years. His hand slides from the abused cheek, opening the skin for the coolness of the air. It slips down and settles at the base of Dazai’s neck.

    Then comes gentleness. Another thing that he didn’t expect. He doesn’t squeeze, just holds it there, and then—

    “No, I don’t,” Chuuya whispers back, and that’s when his eyes land back on Dazai’s.

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    Chuuya is furious that Dazai went to meet Fyodor again and nearly died in the process. He’s determined to make it clear that he’s the one to kill Dazai.

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    04 Apr 2025

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    smut.
    top!chuuya
    agressive!chuuya
    🤌

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    His life is perfectly fine as it is, but sometimes, just sometimes, he feels an integral piece of him missing. This tiny brick from the scaffolding of Nakahara Chuuya. Not big enough to make him collapse, only to waver from time to time; like now, wandering the hallways, a little lost, a little mystified.

    Maybe that’s what living is with something like Arahabaki harbored inside of him. No matter how deeply he submerges himself into this great and devastating world, a part of him will always feel disconnected. Trapped in a fish tank, watching people come and go, leaving him with nothing but grainy memories.

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    04 Apr 2025

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    amnesia- well not exactly.