Archive of Our Own ^beta

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A girl rises from her bitter bed,
With thoughts of sadness in her head,
She idolizes being dead.
Facing the day with never-ending dread.

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> Marbles

| Marbles: Anne?

| Marbles: you okay?

| AnnaBanana: I’m fine, lol

| AnnaBanana: Why'd you ask?

| Marbles: [sent an image]

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| Waybright4u: I’m trying to help you, Anne

| Waybright4u: but how do I fucking help you if you keep lashing at me like this?

| AnnaBanana: help?

| AnnaBanana: Have you ever considered me not needing your help?

| AnnaBanana: for god sake, Sash

| AnnaBanana: I’m not a kid

| AnnaBanana: I don’t need your help, I’m doing perfectly fine on my own.

| Waybright4u: perfectly fine? I saw your wrist yesterday, Anne

| Waybright4u: Are you insane?

| AnnaBanana: I don’t know.

| AnnaBanana: Maybe I am and maybe I’m not?

| AnnaBanana: how the fuck am I insane for wanting to die?

| AnnaBanana: life sucks, can you blame me for that?

| Waybright4u: No but why the fuck would you do that?

| Waybright4u: you know, I’m always here for you 

| Waybright4u: So why aren’t you talking about it to me?

| AnnaBanana: you say that as if I’m obliged to do shit for you.

| AnnaBanana: it was 1 week ago

| Waybright4u: 1 week ago? that still doesn’t excuse it

| Waybright4u: you’ve been harming yourself for how long?

| AnnaBanana: It's none of your business.

| Waybright4u: how is it none of my business? You’re my friend, Anne

| Waybright4u: and you’re so much more than that, you know that.

| AnnaBanana: I’ve done it before Amphibia happened, I only started doing it again 2 months in school.

| Waybright4u: why?

| AnnaBanana: I don’t know.

| AnnaBanana: I just feel complicated.

| AnnaBanana: I really wish I could tell you but I can’t

| AnnaBanana: I can’t tell you

| AnnaBanana: sorry.

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| Marbles: Anne, be honest with me.

| Marbles: you aren’t hurting yourself, right?

| AnnaBanana: …

| AnnaBanana: ask Sasha about that, Marce.

| AnnaBanana: I don’t have the time or energy to talk about this.

| AnnaBanana: bye.

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Anne sighed as she glanced once again at the messages just now.

She doesn’t have the energy to deal with this right now so without any second thoughts she slumped herself on her bed, shutting her eyes closed.

Hoping that didn’t happen and that the two would just forget it sooner.

It’s for the best that they forget it because Anne doesn’t know what to do or what to tell them.

She really doesn’t.