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Discolored blood

Summary:

Gabby didn’t mean to cause the apocalypse, but she did and now the world fell into ruins. As society fell, however, new groups of survivors form, and with them they bring conflict and fighting on top of the virus that is already destroying people’s bodies from the inside out; turning them into grotesque and unrecognizable versions of themselves. Everyone navigates the chaos differently, but between the wars, the virus, the loss and gain of loved ones, and the possibility of
things being returned to normal being waved over Gabby’s head, the outcome can be anything.

(Also, there’s gonna be art for this AU)

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A total drama x disventure camp apocalypse/ infection AU that I’m dedicating all my time to for some reason

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New chapter every Wednesday and Saturday - Also, any comment that predicts a future plot or character death will be deleted, so if I delete your comment you’ll know why <3

That’s it ;-; 

Also, if either of you are reading this (you know who you are), go to the chapter titled ‘please don’t read this bro’, and never look at this fanfiction again.

Chapter 2: No longer a son, no longer a brother (1)

Summary:

Aiden was twenty years old when the world fell apart.
He was twenty years old when he lost everyone, lost his life, friends, and family. But he was also twenty years old when he gained a new one.
But nothing ever does last in this world,
does it?

Notes:

Warnings:
Gore, violence, death, angst, lots of cringe, ptsd, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, a bit of body horror, tonally inconsistent, swearing, bad grammar, written by a fourteen year old, I got lazy at the end, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

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The warm light of the spring afternoon bathed the cafe in beautiful rays of brown and gold, the warmth of the sun seeping onto Aiden’s skin, bathing him in light, filling every crack in his body and soul with pure warmth. It made him feel whole again, like he was made purely of the light. It was peaceful.

But peace never lasts when you have angry customers to serve.

He was torn from his tranquility as they poured in while the afternoon progressed, it was a Saturday in the springtime after all, so hordes of people were to be expected. Aiden was spending each second counting orders, and dealing with customers while his coworker, Tess, made all of the drinks. Despite how busy it always was it was just them two since their manager, Karol, had fired every other employee each time one of them even mildly displeased her, and now she dedicated her hours to desperately searching for anyone to hire, leaving Aiden and Tess completely on their own. It wasn’t a pleasant job for either of them. From the espresso machine that seemed to always break whenever it got busy, dealing with entitled customers who demanded everything be done their way, the unimpressive pay, and being hit on constantly, neither Tess nor Aiden kept the job for any reason other than free drinks and food as well as the lack of job openings anywhere else nearby.

The two wasted away the afternoon until it was 4:30, things had died down, and it was just five customers now, four of which sat at chairs in the cafe, working, chatting, and the such. He had finished taking an order from the fifth when Tess let out a frustrated groan.

”God dammit, not again!”

He turned around.
“What’s broken this time?”
“This stupid espresso machine! Why can’t Karol just get a new one?!”
Aiden rolled his eyes, he hated that stupid machine and the amount of times it had broken, he still had faint marks on his hand and wrists from back when he made the drinks and would constantly get burnt while fixing it back when he was the one making drinks. Before Karol made him and Tess switch positions out of both annoyance at the amount of times Aiden burnt himself, and an apparent soft spot for the quiet boy that he never really understood. The memory made Aiden put a hand to his wrist, rubbing the faint marks gently.
Aiden stared at the espresso machine for a moment, then back at Tess.

“I guess you’re just gonna need to fix it.”
His coworker only scoffed, brushing a strand of her dark hair away from her eye.
“After all the times you’ve burned yourself doing it? No way! Not unless I got something to protect my hands with.”
Aiden leaned his back against the counter.
“Well, figure it out.”
He knew he sounded like Karol but he didn’t care, he was way too tired to deal with this right now.

Tess sighed, with a roll of her eyes she worked on the machine, Aiden leaned his head back, his body against the counter and arms perched on it. An exhausted sigh escaped his lips. He closed his eyes and opened them again, looking around the cafe as the light of the late afternoon illuminated every object in the cafe.
Every object made of metal turned from dull silvers and bronze to a glowing orange, the light creating a golden halo around each metal straw, spoon, and machine in the cafe. On any other day he’d avert his eyes and grumble in annoyance. Today he appreciated the beauty of it all. He looked up at the ceiling as the light seeping through the window landed on him, bathing him in the same warm light from earlier.
He closed his eyes once more, taking it all in as the light warmed him, it felt like every worry in him was gently plucked away into thin air, he felt weightless, an overwhelming sense of affection washing over his mind. Not affection for anything specific, just, everything.
For the warm light that soothed him, the smell of vanilla and cinnamon and coffee beans, for the clicking of a keyboard and indistinct chatter, and even the frustrated mumbling of his friend tinkering away at that god damn espresso machine. (Did I mention he fucking hates the espresso machine? Yeah, that’s gonna be a reoccurring thing.)
A deep breath escaped his mouth as he continued to bathe himself in the comforting light. It felt like a warm hug.
It felt like his mother.
He could practically feel her gentle hands wrapping around his shoulders from behind like she always did when he was little, her long hair tickling his skin, her warm perfume, a scent he could never quite decipher; and her voice. In his mind it was indistinct gibberish, her voice was soft but he barely remembered exactly to what extent, or if it was even very soft at all. He could hear her tone, and it was soothing. He imagined her resting her head on his shoulder, whispering in his ear everything would be okay, that he didn’t need to worry anymore.
He could practically feel it, feel her.

“Ow- motherfucker!”

His eyes shot open, the feeling of his mother disappeared as he looked at Tess, who had just burned her palm on the espresso machine. She grumbled various curses under her breath as she clutched her right hand. Reluctantly, Aiden stood up straight and stepped toward her, he held out his hand.

“Let me see it.”
Tess did not. She continued holding her right hand, still grumbling from the pain, shooting Aiden a glare. He rolled his eyes in annoyance.
“I used to always take care of my little sister when she got hurt, I know what I’m doing.”
Tess gave a sigh, she finally extended her hand, and Aiden gently took it. He looked at her right palm for a few seconds, the burn wasn’t bad at all, a red mark that would probably only be there a few days, still, it’d be better to treat it than leave it alone. Aiden let go of her hand.
“It’s not bad. Let me get the first aid kit from the back real quick.”

Tess gave a nod and put her palm in her hand again as Aiden stepped into the back room. He wasted no time grabbing the first aid kit from a drawer, he had no time to take another step when the sound of a man screaming filled his ears.
He froze, his mind went back to that night, the night he had been woken up to the screams and grief filled crying of his father, the wailing of his younger sisters, and the agonizing silence of his mother.
He went to the door immediately, first aid kit in hand as the screams grew from one person to two, then three, then four, then five.
He gripped the doorknob, his mind going to the night he’d threw open his door ran from his bed down the hallway, to his parent’s room, how the door was wide open when he saw his father crying, a phone pressed to his ear as he called an ambulance, his younger sister at the side of the bed, grabbing their mother’s arm and screaming with everything in her as tears streamed down her face, and his mother lying in the bed; peacefully sleeping. He remembered how his own cries joined that of his family when he noticed she didn’t breathe, how he rushed to her side and shook her only to be met by cold dead skin.

Not asleep.
Not asleep.
Not asleep.

He threw open the door and came back to his senses when he heard Tess scream’s join the others. The scent of blood filled his nose as he stood frozen in horror. The customers ran out of the cafe as a man bit down on the corpse of another, a mix blood and organs stained the walls and floors. Tess stood against the wall behind the counter, wide eyed and silent aside from the horrified whimpers that escaped her lips every now and then.
The first aid kit fell from Aiden’s hand as he covered his mouth to keep himself from gagging, he felt tears sting his eyes as he watched, his body shook and his breath quickened. He couldn’t move, he couldn’t look away, he watched as the man continued to bite at and consume parts of the corpse on the floor, wide eyed and limp as he lay dead in a bed of his own intestines.

Only, something about this man seemed.. wrong.

The man was bleeding, but his blood was such a discolored red it seemed almost black, branches, roots, veins, and mushrooms protruding from almost every hole on his body. His left eye socket was empty, except for those black veins that had taken over his flesh. His body was far too long and far too thin for any human, you could see each of his bones, he looked like some kind of monster from a horror movie as he bit at the corpse beneath him.

This couldn’t be real.
This wasn’t fucking real.

He would have stood there frozen forever if it weren’t for the feeling of a hand grabbing his arm pulling him to reality, he didn’t respond as he felt Tess drag him out of the cafe and into the street, sprinting. The two ran a while before Tess stopped and turned to look at him. They panted and stared at one another, sharing in silent horror at what they’d just seen. Tess’ brows furrowed slightly, mouth agape, breathing heavily. Aiden was only able to move or speak when he saw Tess lean against the wall, throwing up all over the ground. He watched helpless and as she gagged and spat onto the concrete beneath them.

“What the fuck was that…?”
The words escaped Aiden’s mouth as barely a whisper, his voice was shaky as felt a tear forming in his eyes. Tess stood up straight, she wiped her mouth, leaning against the wall.

“Do you have your phone on you?”
Aiden nodded.
“Call the cops.”

She seemed even more in shock than Aiden, her eyes wide and voice low. Aiden gave a small nod and took out his phone from his pocket, he dialed the number and put the phone to his ear.
Nothing.
He tried again, each call went ignored. He swore under his breath, he was about to try again when he noticed his roommate and good friend, Kai, spamming his phone with news articles.
He was annoyed, expecting it to be the link to some article to do with climate change or the destruction of nature when he noticed.. they weren’t.
They were all about some ‘virus’, some disease. The words ‘infected’ and ‘cannibal’ caught his attention.

He clicked on one of the links, his blood ran cold as he skimmed the article which detailed some virus that infected people’s minds and bodies. His confusion and horror grew as the article detailed what happened to the infected so far, how a person’s body mutated and contorted with branches, mushrooms, and roots. How their minds rotted away while their bodies experienced the excruciating pain of it’s organs and flesh being skewered by these roots, how they’d began to attack anything that moved and seemed hellbent to destroy their own bodies too, but anything regarding later stages of this virus seemed to be unknown if the lack of information was anything to go off of.
Aiden felt sick, it was more like reading the summary of a horror movie than reading about any real life disease.

How could something like this even exist?
He texted Kai.

Aiden: ‘I think it’s real, I was at work today and some guy attacked someone, started eating him alive on the floor.’
Kai responded immediately.
Kai: ‘Come home, it’s prob safer there. I’m trying to find Maggie. I’ll bring her back once I do.’
Aiden was in the middle of typing his next message when Kai texted again.
Kai: ‘Doesn’t your family live nearby? Are they safe? It’s chaos right now where I am.’
Aiden’s face dropped, his heart sank.
His family, his dad and younger sister, they lived near where the news had said it was worse in the city, there was no way they were safe. He gripped his phone tighter.
Aiden: ‘I’ll find them, I’ll come home if I can but idk. Tell me if you find Maggie.’
Kai: ‘Be careful, come home if you can.’
Kai: ‘I love you bro.’

 

Aiden showed the articles to Tess, she seemed scared too. She didn’t have a family, but she still had friends and people to worry about. The two hugged, a tight embrace before they parted ways.

It was the last time Aiden would ever see her alive.

He bolted to his car, he didn’t bother buckling in, his hands gripped tight around the steering wheel as he sped down the street, barely avoiding other cars, God knows how many laws he broke in only twenty minutes.

He called his father.
No answer.
Then his sister.
No answer.

He called and texted them each repeatedly, over and over, spamming their phones with calls and messages only to be met with no response. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the steering wheel like he was holding on for dear life, he may as well have been. Everything in Aiden’s mind and body told him to turn back, to go home to the apartment where Kai and Maggie would be waiting for him to figure out what to do, but he didn’t.
Kai had been right, it was blood and chaos out here, but that wasn’t important right now, Aiden needed to find his family.

When he got there he stepped out of his car and approached the home he’d grew up in, the body of a teenage girl sprawled halfway out the open door told him all he needed to know.

There she was, his younger sister, laid halfway out the door, silent, asleep on the ground. He would have liked to believe that over the reality of the situation. This was worse than the night his mother fell asleep and never awoke. Worse than the night he’d been thrusted away from the comfort of a deep sleep by the grief filled cries of a man who’d just lost his wife and little girl who’d just lost her mother, worse than the night that at only twelve he’d watched his sister wailing with everything in her, begging for their mother to wake up.
No.
This was so, so, much worse.
He could barely force himself to move, but he had to. He ran for the door, falling to his knees before his sister, her face showed no trace of emotion she looked asleep.

Not asleep.
Not asleep.
Not fucking asleep.

Her body shook, he’d realized it was his hands shaking violently on her shoulder and head as he try to stop the bleeding of an already dead girl. The pool of blood on the ground beneath them mixed with tears, his tears. He couldn’t bring himself to look inside the house, the scent of blood and the familiar smell of death had confirmed all that he had feared be true.

No..”
“No.”
“No!”
“NO!”

He couldn’t tell if the words came out as screams or whispers, it didn’t matter. Everything in him ached as he gripped the cold dead hand of a girl taken too young, and clung to her body, sobbing with everything in him. Screaming until his eyes were sore with tears, his throat burned, and voice and lungs grew hoarse from the effort. He didn’t care, his body still found the strength to scream and cry and throw up and shake as he lay for god knows how many hours, clinging onto her, gripping her hand as tight as he could manage.

Even as he felt her blood seep through his clothes, staining his skin and hair he clung to her.

He was alone now.
No longer a son.
No longer a brother.
First his mother, now his father sister.

His screaming must have attracted attention, he barely looked up when he felt a sharp pain at his shoulder. It was one of them, one of those ‘infected’ from the news. Aiden felt its hand dig into his shoulder, stabbing him, the physical pain much worse than any injury he’d had before.

He knew in no more than five seconds he’d be dead for sure, he couldn’t bring himself to give a shit. He just lay there, bracing for the pain, bracing for death.

It wasn’t until blood that was not his own or his sister’s seeped onto his skin that he looked up fully. A different figure stood above him now. A pale girl with shoulder length blonde hair, grey eyes, a blue sweater, black skirt, and a rather odd flower hair clip that contrasted the rest of her outfit. She seemed young, no older than his now dead sister, the faint traces of girlhood still present on her round features, even despite the discolored blood that splattered her sweater and how she looked over Aiden with an expression he couldn’t quite place, she was a mere child.

She said something to him, but he couldn’t register her voice, he barely reacted as She looked over her shoulder, panicked, and shouted down at him. It was only when she grabbed his shoulder’s and dragged him to his feet, prying him away from his sister that he reacted. He barely had enough energy to slap the girl, and barely enough to crawl back to his sister, picking up her limp body and cradling her in his arms.

Just as he had when she was first born, when he held a sleeping little baby and promised to his parents that he would always protect her. That promise was broken now, she was broken. Her body stilll making a light crunching noice when he took her in her arms, her bones in pieces in some areas.

Aiden was too focused on her to pay mind to the blonde girl, who held her cheek in wide eyed shock, she must not have gotten slapped many times before if her reaction was anything to go off of.

Aiden’s chest hurt almost too much to breathe as he held his sister. The bright eyed girl who had always charmed everyone around her despite, or perhaps because of, her loud and occasionally obnoxious behavior, who’d look at him with admiration in her eyes, who had followed him wherever he went and who had always made a point to speak her mind regardless of who was or was not listening.
That sunny little girl.
She didn’t deserve this.
She didn’t deserve to die.
It should have been someone else.
Should have been Aiden.

When the blonde haired girl had dragged him away again, he didn’t have the energy to resist anymore, he leaned against her and stumbled as she kept on asking him random questions, her voice was muffled, the world was muffled. And he was tired. He was so tired.

He couldn’t register her voice even as she dragged him into a building and guided him against a wall.
He didn’t register her voice as she knelt next to him on the ground and shook his shoulders, shouting in concern when he collapsed to the floor from a mix of despair, exhaustion, and his injured shoulder.
He closed his eyes.
Not dying.
But at this point, he wished he was.
The world faded to black, the sounds of voices and his pain faded away as he slipped into unconsciousness.

 

Aiden wasn’t sure how Lake tolerated him.
As the months flew by and the virus only got worse, from failed quarantines, increased crime rates, and so many deaths, society basically fell apart. Yet, through it all, his one constant was Lake.
Aiden had learned that was her name the first of many times she would ramble to him about her own life, random things, and ask him questions. Through it all, he didn’t say a single word to her, he never even told her his name. Occasionally, she felt brave, asking a question regarding his family or what had happened the day she’d met him, it usually only took one sharp glare to shut her up and get an apology out of her.

Through it all, she somehow never gave up on him, practically forcing him to live. She forced him to walk when they needed to go somewhere, didn’t shut up until he ate and drank when he was supposed to, and never once took her eyes off of him. It was infuriating for Aiden, that a random teenage girl was dragging him around and acting like some sort of parent to him, he wished she would just go away and let him die, but she didn’t. They certainly weren’t doing a job job surviving, spending most of their time hiding in buildings to avoid the infected, or just wandering to look for food, they were in constant exhaustion and on the brink of starvation most of the time, but they were alive for what that was worth.

It wasn’t until three months had gone by, and the two were huddled over a small fire in some abandoned building that Aiden finally found it in him to say something.

“Why?”
It was a simple question really. Aiden watched Lake’s eyes widen in surprise, he’d never said a word to her up until this point. She opened her mouth, and closed it again, unsure how to respond.
“Why.. what?”
“Why did you save me? I don’t even know you, but you saved me, and now you’re just dragging me everywhere you go. I haven’t said anything to you since we met, I never help when you get us food or make fires for us, all I do is follow you around, I’ve been nothing but rude and a burden, so why haven’t you just ditched me yet?”
Aiden’s brows furrowed, his tone growing more aggressive and filled with annoyance as he spoke. It was infuriating, why was she doing all this? Why wouldn’t she just let him die?

Lake averted her eyes for a moment, seemingly not having an actual response.
“I had to.”
“Why?”
“I couldn’t just leave you behind to die, I had to help you.”
“No, you didn’t.”
Lake looked back up at him, seeming a bit defeated, sure, she’d finally gotten him to say something to her, but he seemed even more angry with her than usual.
She sighed, looking at the floor.
“I’m sorry.”
Aiden began to feel guilty, his glare faded, he turned his head to stare at the wall. Sure, he didn’t ask her to save him, but she’d been nothing but kind and patient up until now, he had no right to be this cruel to her.

“My name is Aiden.”
He turned to look back at her with an expression Lake couldn’t quite place. She smiled.
“That’s a nice name.” 

Notes:

Fun fact to make you sad:

Aiden’s father wasn’t actually dead. His sister was, but his father, although unconscious and bleeding, was still alive inside the house. If Aiden had just looked to see if his father was alright instead of assuming he was dead too he would have been able to save him. But, since his grief and horror in that moment clouded his judgement he failed to save his father when he easily could have. Aiden’s father died after a few hours thinking he’d failed to protect not only his wife but now both of his children, and Aiden lived the rest of his life not knowing he could have saved his father.
Hope this made someone cry.

Chapter 3: Bandaids and pill bottles (2)

Summary:

Hunter would cure her, somehow he had to. She was his mother after all, the woman who raised him, supported him, and never failed to make him feel loved. So how could he not help her in her time if need?
But.. then someone else comes into the picture.
A pretty woman named Tess.

Notes:

Warnings:
Gore, violence, death, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, a bit of body horror, swearing, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old girl, I got lazy, may be inaccurate, kind of short tbh (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple for official art and lore for this AU

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Hey ya’ll, sorry this chapter came out a bit late, my mother is making me take antidepressants and the side effects are really fucking me up tbh, anyway, I made an animatic about this chapter on my TikTok so go watch it or I’ll eat your hair. Also, GUESS WHO’S FIFTEEN NOW!!!!! (I decided to put this in the chapter instead of the notes because no one actually reads those.)

 

“Mom..?”
Hunter’s hand shook as he opened the door slightly, she’d locked herself in her bedroom for weeks now, ever since this whole virus started she’d been inside in her room. What was supposed to be a week long visit turned into almost three months now, given how unsafe it was to go out. He’d only left the house to get food and supplies, trying to be as quiet and nimble as he could manage to avoid the infected, so far he was doing good all things considered.

Still, it was worrying how his mother acted, she’d appeared sickly when this all began, but insisted it to only be a flu, she didn’t seem to have any visible symptoms, no discolored blood or plants growing out of her body so Hunter didn’t question her about it.
How stupid he was for that.

It was recently when things grew extremely concerning, around a month and a half ago she’d began to throw up anything she ate, she’d gotten thin, and seemed to be completely out of it most of the time. Then three weeks before now, she’d locked herself in her room, only answering the door for food and water but now not even that, after a week and a half she screamed at Hunter when he even tried knocking, and for the past five days she didn’t answer the door at all, the only noise coming from her room being pained groans and panting.

Hunter had to use a hammer to get the door open, dread overcame his senses as he opened it slowly. He called out again.

“Mom? Are you alright…?”
He froze when he saw what awaited him inside.

Oh, that’s why.

That was why she locked herself up in her room, why she had became so frail and sickly, why she screamed at Hunter to stay away any time he had tried to even come near her.
She was infected.

There she was, crouched on her bed in a pool of her own blood, next to her was a small knife and.. roots? The floor near her bed was littered with them too, cut out roots, open pill bottles, bandages, rubbing alcohol.. she was trying to cure herself? Clearly, it wasn’t working, given there was a large chunk of black wood and fungus growing out of her forehead and back, her eyes and mouth bled, the same blackish red that the news had talked about.

This couldn’t be happening.

The two made eye contact, she just stared at him with wide, empty eyes; her mouth hung open to the point Hunter wondered if her lower jaw may fall off its hinges, her flesh loose, exposing what was left of her teeth and gums to the point she looked more like a puppet than an actual person

He barely had time to react when she lunged at him, screaming. He stumbled onto the floor as she tackled him.
“Mom?! What the fuck is happening t-“
He was cut off by his own screams when she dug her nails into his skin, and slashed his face. He was barely able to kick her off of him, her animalistic shrieks filling the house as he slammed her bedroom door shut and locked it. Hunter stumbled back onto the floor, clutching his face. It was only when her screaming subsided that he realized through his own panting and gasps he was hyperventilating, tears of fear, pain, and confusion stung his eyes; clinging to his eyelashes and blurring his vision.

But, there was no time to cry, he had to cure her, somehow. It took some time barricading her bedroom door with as much furniture as he could manage, making sure she wouldn’t escape, and even longer to attempt to take care of his wound, he looked like a freak. The gash cut into his face exposed his gums and teeth in a frankly grotesque display that made him look like some sort of horror movie character or internet creepypasta, but once the bleeding stopped and the wound disinfected, he called it a day.

She had failed to cure herself, but from what it seemed, painful as her methods were, She had been able to subdue to effects of the virus for a short while. Hunter would cure her. He’d find a way to somehow save her.
Somehow.

 

When all of this had started, Tess didn’t exactly expect that she’d get a boyfriend out of it, but she sure wasn’t going to complain. Hunter was the first one she had met, three months into the apocalypse when she was out looking for some decent food. It was when she had failed to find any and accepted the fact she’d go hungry for the day, opting to go back to her hideout when she met Hunter.

The sound of screams had become familiar, both that of the infected and their victims, it had became seared into her mind that first day when she and Aiden had watched a man be eaten alive, the memory never really left her. Still though, if she allowed some poor man to be eaten alive without at least trying to help him, she would never forgive herself. So, against her better judgement, she followed the screaming.

There, out in the street, was a man and an infected, the man pinned down as trying desperately to kick the infected ‘person’ off of him, to no avail.

Shit.

She looked around, she had no weapons, something caught her eye, a metal pole, around five feet long. She wasted no time, sprinting to it and picking it up, it was heavy, but manageable. She rushed over to the man and the infected, who had no time to react before she attacked it from behind, hitting it in the side of its head with all her force.

It let out a surprised scream, the man backed up immediately, scurrying behind Tess, a few feet away from the infected person, who lay holding its head on the floor. Only, something was.. off.

Brown skin, short dark hair, green eyes, tacky ripped up clothing, was that..? No, it couldn’t be. Tess didn’t want to believe it, but what she saw was undeniable, it was Karol. She was infected. Tess’ old boss before all this started who, although stern and a bit of a Karen, wasn’t outright cruel to her and Aiden. A fair woman, even kind when she felt like it, and whose advice usually didn’t fail Tess in her times of need. Although, to be fair, Tess and Aiden were arguably some of if not the only people Karol ever really went out of her way to show kindness to.

Still though, she didn’t deserve this. It was an ironic fate, really. A woman who loved nature and who had a practically telepathic relationship with animals, to be infected with a virus that overtook her body with plants. She must have been in so much pain. Tess stared at Karol for a few moments in disbelief before the man spoke.

“What are you waiting for?! Kill it!”
He cower behind Tess clutching his scratched arm, his face bearing a grotesque wound over his mouth that exposed his teeth and gums in areas they shouldn’t be visible, a wound that nearly made Tess wretch up just by looking at it.

“W- she’s my boss! I can’t kill her!”
She looked over her shoulder to argue with the man, who scowled.
“If you don’t, we’ll both die!”
Tess opened her mouth to respond, only to be tackled to the ground before she could. Her back slammed against the concrete beneath her, she let out a sharp gasp as the wind was knocked out of her, she nearly dropped her pipe. Karol raised her arm to strike Tess, the sensation of her blood dripping down onto Tess’ face sent a chill down her spine.

Tess raised the metal pipe, blocking Karol’s attack. She felt her nails stabbing into her shoulders, causing her to let out a pained scream. Karol opened her mouth, about to bite into Tess, who in response, raised the metal pipe again, thrusting it into Karol’s mouth, (not like that) who dug her teeth into the pipe, glaring down at Tess with a wild and, frankly, animalistic expression.

(Haha, demon slayer reference)

“Karol, what are you doing?! Snap out of it! You can fight it! You have to fight it! Come on!”
Tess shrieked when she felt Karol dig her hand deeper into Tess’ shoulders, tears of pain escaped her eyes as she stared up at a woman she once considered almost a motherly figure. Almost.
“Karol! Please!”
She pleaded the hurt in her voice being evident. A shift in Karol’s expression caught her eye. From a twisted glare to something close to.. guilt? But just as quickly as it appeared, it was gone.

The sensation of Karol’s hands thrusting out of her (not like that) caused another scream to escape Tess’s lips, overcome by both pain and the relief of Karol’s weight being removed from on top of her.
She looked up, the same man whom she had just saved stood over her defensively, a wooden board in his hands. He panted before swinging at Karol again, quickly hitting her twice in the head and once in the abdomen before she finally ran off, leaving a trail of sickening black blood behind her. The man looked over his shoulder at Tess, swiftly discarding the wooden board and rushing to her side.

“Are you okay?!”
She clutched each of her shoulders respectively, her teeth clenched, pained groans were all that she managed to let out in response.
“Shit!”
The man looked around, before grabbing Tess by the waist and helping her up.
“There’s a pharmacy not far from here that I was planning to loot, there’s probably some medical supplies there for us.”

Tess nodded, the two hurriedly limped towards the pharmacy just two blocks away, leaning on one another as they navigated through the debris, dead bodies, and black vines that littered the sidewalks and street. When they arrived at the pharmacy, there was a pile of bricks and broken chunks of concrete in front of the entrance, the doors completely gone. The pair helped each other over the bricks and stepped inside. The sight of the rotting cashier’s body still behind the counter caused Tess to grimace, as the two walked down the aisles they tried not to look at the corpses that lined the floor. Tess gasped softly when she felt her ankle brush against the hand of one of the bodies, her new companion whipped his head toward her direction.

“What is it?”
His expression and tone conveyed genuine worry, Tess shivered at the sensation that still lingered on her skin.
“Nothing- it’s fine.”
He man furrowed his brows but he didn’t say anything. He’d found a few chairs near the back and made quick work of it, leaving briefly to get any medical supplies that hadn’t already been stolen. When he’d came back he had a few first aid kits, an old towel, and a bottle of water.

“So.. what’s your name?”
The man had attempted to remedy the awkward silence with small talk, glancing up at Tess as he opened one of the first aid kits. Deciding to humor him, she replied after a few moments.

“Tess, and you?”
“Hunter, it’s nice to meet you.”
“Nice to meet you too.”

The awkward silence returned almost immediately, Tess’ eyes shifted to a body on the ground, limp and with it’s skin melting onto the ground as black roots planted what was once a person into the Earth, an infected who’d at some point been killed and now was turning into a tree or bush just like the rest of them did at one point or another. The sight seemed upsetting to Hunter, who averted his eyes back to the first aid kit, which he handed to Tess.

“Are you sure we should be using these?”
She put some rubbing alcohol onto a rag, she felt her face scrunch up and a pained hiss leave her mouth as she brought it to her right shoulder, the sensation like someone had lit a fire on her. Hunter gave only a shrug, seeming either fully oblivious towards or willfully ignorant of Tess’ pain, opening another one for himself.

“It’s either ours or someone else will just take it.”
This was a good enough answer, Tess supposed, she couldn’t help but stare at the horrible wound on his mouth, her curiosity overcoming common sense.
“What happened to your face?”
Hunter furrowed his brows at the question, an angered look that told a lifetime’s worth of frustration. Just as Tess was about to apologize he answered.
“It was my mother.”
There was a pause, the tension grew in the air.
“If it’s okay to ask.. what happened?”
“She….”
Hunter paused for a moment, he opened his mouth then closed it again. They both knew what he would say next, a fact that undeniably would break him to admit.
“You don’t have to answer if it makes you-“
“She’s infected, and attacked me today, I was just checking on her to see if she was okay since she’s been locking herself up in her room for a while now, and this,”
He raised a hand to point at the wound on his face.
“Is what she had to say about it.”
He put his hand down.
“It seemed like she’d been trying to cure herself.”
Tess raised an eyebrow.
“She’s.. trying to cure herself?”
Hunter nodded, his expression turned slightly softer as he said his next words.
“She’s been removing the plant stuff from her body, and taking pills, and using bandages and-“
“You know that’s not gonna work, right?”
“You don’t get it though, she-“
“If trained medical professionals, the best of the best with endless resources at their disposal, failed at making a cure, failed to contain the virus, there’s no way some woman can possibly fix it with just bandages and pills-“
Hunter raised his voice just short of a yell, his expression turning into an angered glare that told Tess she definitely should have thought before she spoke.
“You don’t know that!”

There was a long silence as he turned his head away from her, the regret she felt almost made her forget how much her shoulders felt like they were on fire, almost. She wished she could snatch the words from the air before she’d said them and just shove them back down her throat like it had never happened. But, she could not. She let out a defeated sigh.
“I’m sorry..”

The silence was deafening, interrupted only by the squeak of a rat running past the two. She glanced up at Hunter, who did not look back at her, Tess picked up sone bandages, wrapping them over her wounds before an idea crossed her mind.

“When was she first infected? How bad is it?”
Hunter paused before answering, he still seemed angry, like he’d get up and storm off at any moment, but they both knew he wouldn’t. After all, even if he was offended by what she’d said, it was uncommon to find other survivors these days, even rarer to find friendly ones, it wouldn’t be worth risking returning to dull loneliness over one rude comment. So, he remained, still not looking at her as he answered.
“It was hard to tell, but she’s been sick since this whole thing began… but she didn’t have many plants on her, her face was all contorted and shit though..”
“If she’s been sick since this whole thing began, that probably means she’s been infected since the start, but….. she doesn’t sound nearly as bad as other infected I’ve seen before. All the ones I’ve encountered who were infected as long as her were a lot more grotesque looking than what your describing.”
Hunter finally looked up at her.
“Do you think what she’s doing is actually working..?”
“Well,”
Tess felt a twinge of guilt at the hope in his eyes, which she was undoubtedly going to crush with her next statement.
“I didn’t say all that.”
The small glimmer in Hunter’s eye faded just as soon as it appeared, it would have been comical in almost any other situation.
“But I think she has been.. delaying the effects of the infection, I think maybe.. I should see her?”
Hunter raised an eyebrow.
“Come see her? What good would that do?”
Tess finished bandaging her wounds, she shrugged, wincing as pain shot up her arms from the movement.
“I just wanted to see for myself before we decide what to do next about this.”

We. The word hung in the air, the two contemplating the implications of what she had just said. They would decide together what to do next? They were companions now? Tess looked up to see Hunter standing in front of her, extending an arm, her suggestion seemed to please him.

“Let’s go then.”
She took his hand, leaning on him as he helped her up.
“Follow me.”

Chapter 4: No fury like a mother protecting her child (3)

Summary:

It was just Rosa and Sofia now, a young mother with her even younger daughter, the two of them against it all. And Rosa would go through anything and anyone she needed to fit the sake of her child.
But after this day she didn’t take care of her daughter alone.
Now there were two more additions to her family.

Notes:

Gore, violence, death, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, a bit of body horror, tonally inconsistent, swearing, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Shit. Shit. Shit!

Those were the only words going through Rosa’s head, as she wandered searching for her daughter. She looked the other way for five god damn seconds and now her kid was god knows where, but what else could be expected from a girl so young? Sofia knew better of course, especially now when Rosa dare not let go if her hand for even a moment and never stopped reminding Sofia of the dangers of the world and of the infected, but Sofia was young and curious. So it should have been anticipated she would sneak off the moment the opportunity presented itself.

“Sofia! Sofia!”
She called out her daughter’s name through the abandoned department store she and Sofia had been looting for new clothes and supplies, the two had barely managed to even get in through the pile of rubble that surrounded the building, the only reason everything inside hadn’t been stolen already. Five months now, if Rosa’s estimations were anything to go off of, but estimations weren’t always reliable. But she had much bigger concerns at the moment than how long it had been since the world ‘ended’ as they say.

The sounds of voices in the distance caught her attention.

There are other people here?

The voices were to her left, it sounded like two people at most, a man and a woman but she couldn’t be sure. A third voice caught her attention as she walked in the direction of the two. Sofia. There was no doubt about it. Her walking turned into sprinting now, when she reached them, she hid behind a mannequin, waiting to see what would happen next, her hand reaching down for her box cutter, the closest thing she’s had to a weapon for the last five months. Her breath hitched as a man knelt in front of Sofia to be on eye level, taking notice of his strange hair, one side brown and the other blonde.

“Hey, uh.. little girl. Are you here by yourself? Where are your parents?”
“I’m not supposed to talk to strangers.”
Sofia responded immediately, her voice showed small bits of hesitation, but it was the response Rosa had taught her she must always use in situations like this, she would have smiled and been proud if she wasn’t so overcome by worry.

“Strangers..”
The woman spoke up, who Rosa now noticed wasn’t even a woman at all, but a teenage girl, tall and blonde with round features and an odd flower hair clip. No older than fifteen or sixteen. But why was she with this man? Half of his own hair was blonde like hers, both shared pale skin and light eyes, maybe they were siblings? But the girl’s thick accent, and her companion’s lack of one made Rosa consider otherwise.
“Well, I’m Lake,”
She gestured to herself.
“And this is Aiden.”
She gestured down to the man, Aiden, who smiled at Sofia.
“See? We’re not strangers anymore, so why don’t you tell us your name?”
Seeing Sofia’s hesitation, he softened his tone, leaning slightly forward.
“Don’t worry, we’re nice, we only want to help. So please, tell us your name?”
Her daughter answered immediately, all of her caution and hesitation gone in a moment.
“Sofia.”

Damn, this guy was good with kids.

“That’s a very pretty name!”
The girl, Lake, chimed in.
“Now, Sofia, are you here alone? Where are your parents?”
Lake’s smile faltered as she asked the question.
“I’m here with my mama.. but I’m not really sure where she is.”
Aiden spoke again.
“So, your lost?”
Sofia nodded, Lake and Aiden looked at one another, like they were having an entire conversation by just looking at each other. A few moments passed, a beat of silence filling the store, until both nodded, seeming to come to a decision. Aiden stood up with a sigh.
“Come on then,”
He took a hold of Sofia’s hand, an overwhelming feeling of dread curled in Rosa’s stomach, she took a firm hold of her box cutter.
“Let’s go f-“
He couldn’t get another word out before Rosa tackled him to the ground, Sofia stumbled back in surprise.

“Aiden!”
Lake shouted, her tone filled with concern for her.. friend? Brother? He shouted up at Rosa, attempting to shove her off of him.
“What the fu-“
He fell silent immediately when Rosa brought the box cutter to his neck, everyone went silent, Aiden’s fearful expression meeting Rosa’s furious glare. The threat of her slitting his throat at the slightest sign of resistance, although not stated aloud, was made clear to everyone. Aiden dare not move, Lake seeming both furious and terrified, like she wanted to attack Rosa, but knew she couldn’t.

“I will ask you both this once and only once.”
Rosa’s voice was laced with venom.
“WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING WITH MY DAUGHTER?!”
The silence was deafening, the only noises being Rosa’s angry panting, and Aiden’s shaky breath. Lake was the first to speak, coming to the defense of both her and Aiden.
“We weren’t doing anything!”
“Bullshit!”
Rosa whipped her head toward Lake.
“I saw him grab her hand and tell her ‘Let’s go.’ You were going to kidnap her!”
“What?! No!”
The voice came from underneath Rosa, Aiden was angrily shouting now.
“She said she was lost so we were going to help her find you! If we wanted to kidnap her we would have just taken her and ran right away!”
Rosa considered this, looking between Lake and Aiden, it made sense she supposed. Her response came when the blade of her box cutter slid back and she put it in her pocket. Aiden let out a relieved breath when she climbed off of him. She rushed to her daughter, cupping her face as she knelt before her.
“Are you alright? You’re not hurt, are you?”
Sofia shook her head, a sigh of relief escaping Rosa as she hug her child tightly. She could hear Lake asking similar questions to Aiden behind her, she felt a twinge of guilt, turning around to face them.
“I’m sorry.. I just…. needed to make sure you weren’t trying to take her, it’s happened before and especially these days you can’t really trust other people. You know?”
“No! No! It’s okay, we totally understand! Aiden and I would have done the same thing you did if one of us was being taken.”
Rosa’s gaze shifted from Lake to Aiden, the scowl on his face told her she wasn’t quite forgiven, but he did nod, giving a sigh.
“Yeah, it’s fine I guess.”
His tone of voice made it clear he would definitely be holding at least a bit of a grudge, but he was at least being civil right now for what that was worth. There was a beat of silence, no one dare speak, least of all Rosa. Until Lake broke the silence, this would be a pattern, Rosa could already tell.

“So.. what are you here for? We came to get new clothes and some supplies.”
Rosa snorted.
“Here for just about the same reason as you, you can already tell but nothing we’re wearing,”
She gestured to herself, who wore jeans and a green crop top, then to Sofia, who wore simply shorts and a t shirt.
“Is suited for the kind of stuff going on right now.”
“Well,”
Aiden began, his words directed at Rosa but his dry smirk at Lake.
“You aren’t the one who’s been wearing a skirt for the last five months.”
“Only because all of the clothing stores we checked so far have been completely empty until now, besides, you’re the one who still has those ridiculous earrings!”
She gestured to the large silver crosses that hang from each of Aiden’s ears, he put his hand up to one, his tone defensive but in a way that made it clear he was joking too, and not genuinely offended.
“The earrings are stylish and you know it!”
“Their emo is what they are.”
Lake grinned, raising an eyebrow.
“You shut up!”
Aiden laughed, planting his hand on top of Lake’s head and turning it, her hair doing an almost complete 360, startling Rosa and Sofia before they realized she was wearing a wig. Lake gave a loud laugh, taking it off to reveal very short fiery red hair was underneath, grown to the length of a pixie cut and slightly curly. Quickly it was lost when she put her wig back on, a dull blonde color now covering the vibrant red, to the disappointment of Sofia, who scrunched up her features in displeasure at the far more interesting color that had been lost.

Rosa couldn’t help but smile to herself at the two bickering like siblings, their banter was something she could already tell she would become fond of.
“I just realized,”
The other two turned to Rosa.
“I forgot to introduce myself.”
She laughed softly, from mild embarrassment mostly.
“I’m Rosa Maria, and you already know my daughter.”
Lake and Aiden smiled.
“I’d prefer to call you knife girl, but, Rosa works.”
Aiden said this with a rye grin. He let out a soft chuckle when Lake elbowed him, muttering at him that it wasn’t funny, as quite frankly it wasn’t, but at least he wasn’t too angry with Rosa to be making jokes, and jokes were almost always a good sign wether or not they were actually funny.
“It was a box cutter, I’ll have you know.”
Rosa turned slightly red from embarrassment, trying her best to stay humorous despite her genuine guilt.
“Sorry for that.. by the way.”
Aiden rolled his eyes.
“Oh, a box cutter.”
He said the latter half of his sentence in a mocking tone.
“Forgive me for getting it wrong.”
“I’m serious! I shouldn’t have-“
A hand on her shoulder made Rosa pause, Aiden chuckled.
“Dude, it’s fine, you had your reasons. I know I would have done the same for Lake if I thought someone was trying to kidnap her.”
Rosa glanced over Aiden’s shoulder at Lake, whose face showed genuine flattery at his words, smiling to herself like an idiot. Aiden turned his head to look at her, seeming to notice this.
“Oh come on, you know I would. I’d kill every last one of those infected to protect you and you know it.”
His tone remained playful, but it had an air of sincerity to it that Rosa knew, in the way all mothers knew, that these two were siblings to each other, even if not by blood.
“And I would do the same for you.”
Aiden gave a satisfied smile at this, he stood up, and so did Lake, who extended her hand to Rosa.
“We’ll be here for a while to get new clothes and supplies, you two could come with us if you’d like.”
Sofia looked up at her mother her with signature ‘Can we mom? Please?’ Smile. Her eyes glimmered in a way Rosa could never say no to. Besides, two new friends didn’t sound like a bad offer at all.
So, she took Lake’s hand.
“I’d love that.”

 

(Btw, they all got redesigns since they just looted the store for new clothes and all, I’m not going to go into detail about them in this chapter aside from a bit of Aiden’s, but they’ll be on my TikTok later this week, it’ll also give a bit of extra context for the story so yeah, be on the lookout for that whenever I post them)

 

Rosa wasn’t lying, so far Lake and Aiden were a delight, the three shared banter, Sofia had grown attached to the two quickly, never shutting up with questions for them, and they in turn seemed quite fond of her too. She hadn’t expected in the same day the people she’d threatened at knife point would be her new companions, but she wasn’t about to complain about it. What she didn’t like was hiding in book shelves from an infected while it hunted them down in an abandoned library. It had seemed like a genius hiding spot, after all, libraries offered not only shelter and protection, but knowledge, knowledge was power after all, and especially now reading up on surviving without things like running water and electricity were an essential. Plus, who the fuck thinks to loot a library of all places? It seemed they were the first given it was in mostly good condition.

What they hadn’t accounted for was the librarian still being there, which wouldn’t have been an issue if the librarian wasn’t infected, and wasn’t so far along in the infection. It was much worse than anything Rosa had seen so far, she couldn’t tell at this point if it was a man or woman, plants came out of every hole in this thing’s body, sharp claws made clicking noises, both of it’s eyes were gone, and it’d lower jaw missing. Still though, it was tall, and thin, and dangerous.

Everyone dropped their bags to the floor silently, they’d have a better chance of killing this thing without the weight holding them back, when it turned away and went off through another set of shelves for a few moments, the group let out a unanimous sigh of relief, until Sofia took this as a sign to run to the next row of shelves like they had been for the last twenty minutes in an effort to make it to the back area, which likely held office supplies that they would potentially use as weapons. Rosa gasped as her daughter left her embrace, reaching to grab her by her arm, but it was too late, Sofia only made it a few steps into the open area when Aiden jumped forward and yanked her by her arm, retreating back behind the book shelf. Aiden held Sofia tightly to him, a hand on the back of her head as she wrapped her arms around his body, burying her face in his stomach. Relief washed over Rosa, but it left just as quickly as it came when she saw the terrified expression on Aiden’s face as he brought his free hand to his mouth to silence his breathing. There was clicking against the tile floor of the library, Rosa realized the infected had either heard them or somehow seem then. Maybe it smelled them? But it’s nose was gone right with its jaw, so that wasn’t possible.

Rosa was torn from her thoughts when Aiden shouted.
“HOLY SHIT!”
“WATCH OUT!”
Lake yanked Aiden, and by proxy Sofia to the floor. All four of them, stumbled back as the infected, tore through the bookshelf with it’s arm, undoubtedly it would have taken Aiden’s head clean off if Lake had acted even a second too late. Sofia shrieked as splinters from the wooden bookshelf, broken books, and torn pages showered onto them. They scrambled to sprint away, the infected followed close behind. Rosa picked up a now crying Sofia, holding her with one hand and leading Lake with the other, assuming Lake and Aiden were running hand in hand like she and Lake were, not noticing his absence. The sounds of panting, shrieking, and the infected’s noises filled her ears, they sprinted through the library, running through every aisle and in every direction they could think of until..

‘Fuck.’
They were cornered. Rosa whipped her head around before leading them underneath a table, they crouched down in silence until something got her attention.
“Wait, where’s Aiden?”
Lake looked around, before gasping.
“Do you think he..?”
She trailed off, tears forming in her eyes, before Rosa could answer she was alerted by the sight of the infected running in their direction, shoving Sofia into Lake’s arms and going in front of the two defensively, readying her box cutter.

Just as she braced for an attack, squeezing her eyes shut in anticipation, nothing happened? She opened her eyes, gasping when she was met face to face not with an attack, but a slender piece of wood, the end sharp and splintered, a chair leg that had been forcefully removed, it went straight through the infected’s neck. The infected slumped down, before it was flung to the side, lying limp on the floor now. Standing over them now, panting, was Aiden. There was a few beats of silence as he caught his breath.

“Are you three okay..?”
The chair leg fell with a clatter as Lake tackled Aiden into a hug, the two sitting on the floor now as Lake sobbed into his shoulder.
“I thought you were dead! What the hell?!”
Aiden hugged her back tightly, Rosa shielded her daughter’s eyes as they walked past the infected and went up to Lake and Aiden, the two quickly hugging him as well the moment Lake let go, seeing this she laughed and promptly hugged him again, this time from behind. Not stopping until Aiden complained about not being able to breathe.
“I don’t understand, how did it not hear you?”
Rosa questioned, having to pry Sofia off of Aiden, the little girl crying profusely. Aiden grinned.
“I told you they were a good idea.”
He gestured down to the roller skates he now wore, black ones that had detachable wheels and doubled as both roller skates and as boots. Which Lake had said were Impractical, but Aiden had argued made him both faster and quieter. His point now proven given how he’d just saved their lives.
Aiden helped Lake up as Rosa and Sofia stood.
“Consider it a thank you for when you saved my life the first day we met.”
Rosa raised an eyebrow, not exactly knowing what they were talking about, but she smiled when the sentiment made Lake pull Aiden back into another tight hug.

“Once we leave this library we seriously need to loot a weapons store or something.”
Rosa said this with light sarcasm as she picked Sofia up, her new companions nodding in agreement.

Within only five months Lake, Aiden, and Rosa had all lost their families and then gained a whole new one, funny how things happen, isn’t it?

Notes:

I’m considering making artwork about the infection itself and it’s stages so you guys won’t be as confused since it doesn’t really get focused on until near the end of the story but idk, what do you guys think?

Also idk if the roller skates being quiet thing was accurate or not I’ve never owned a pair before.

Chapter 5: Hospital beds are very uncomfortable

Chapter Text

Ok, so good news and bad news.

Good news:
I'm not in trouble anymore
Bad news:
My leg got crushed by a fucking car.

 

So yeah, on Saturday I got in an accident and my leg was crushed by a fucking car. As I write this I'm in the hospital, I have multiple broken bones, internal bleeding, and a lot of trauma for very obvious reasons, so needless to say the next chapter won't be out for a while and neither will the redesigns. Sorry I guess?

Also heres some pictures of me in the hospital just because

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLdhU3j2/

Chapter 6: One lone survivor (4)

Summary:

They lost Miriam, they were surrounded.
And one of them.. infected.
What were they supposed to do now..?

Notes:

Gore, violence, death, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple for official art and lore for this AU

Chapter Text

Ok, so I know this isn’t the Alec and Fiore chapter you were expecting, but, there’s a good reason. I’m considering changing the chapter schedule from every Saturday or Sunday to every Wednesday and Saturday, meaning two chapters each week, this week will test that, today will be this chapter, then on Saturday it’ll be the one about Alec and Fiore. This chapter is heavily inspired by the mlp fan fiction ‘the cough’ which you should probably keep in mind before reading. Also, stick around for the end, you get to choose a decision that becomes VERY important to the later events of the fic 🤭

 

 


Moonlight seeped through the crack beneath the closet’s only door, contrasting the otherwise complete darkness within, lines of soft blues and purples danced along the floors and walls. Ashley stared in silence at the ceiling above her, huddled next to Jake in a corner, the firm wood and plaster embracing them not only from their backs, but also from their sides, giving the duo the illusion of protection.

 

Groups were supposed to mean protection, but the four who sat huddled in the cramped closet of this abandoned school, which was surrounded by infected trying their best to find them, had none at all. No weapons, no way out, just a singular flashlight, and each other. For whatever that was worth..

They had narrowly avoided death, just barely escaping the infected who chase them inside, the same couldn’t be said for Miriam. Even in the darkness, Ashley could tell Jake was still trembling, still crying, his face likely still morphed in the same horror from earlier when they watched those things tear Miriam apart. The sounds of her screams, the crunch of bones, and the sickening wet noises of flesh and muscle being torn still fresh in Ashley’s mind, each moment playing on repeat like a broken record. Maybe it was by instinct she extended her hand to Jake who took it, intertwining their fingers in a tight hold, giving her a slight feeling of comfort as the two friends shared in their terror, in their despair, if only it got to last even just a moment longer. Using her free hand, she ran a finger over her lips, so dry and chapped they felt like they were on fire, she then scratched a particularly itchy area on her scalp, shifting uncomfortably as her hair made contact with her skin, it was tangled, matted, and greasy, outgrown bangs blending in with the longer parts of her haircut. She flinched when she felt a sharp pain, looking down at her finger, there was a small wet and warm substance on it, likely blood. She’d been so itchy she scratched part of her own skin off. She sighed, wiping the liquid on her pants and returning her gaze to the void above her, she couldn’t wait to leave this place, to find a river or any body of water to bathe in. Silence reigned as she was absorbed into her own fantasies of cleanliness.

 

In the silence, there was a cough.

 

Ashley was blinded momentarily as Grett tuned the flashlight on, seeming to forget in that moment all about the infected that surrounded them. She looked down when the flashlight’s aim switched from the wall to the floor, her heart stopped when she saw it. On the floor, was a small splotch of blood. Blood colored black.

Ashley turned to see Jake staring wide eyed at the stain, as was the rest of the group.

“Who was it?!”

Ashley was blinded again when Grett pointed the flashlight on her face, then in Jake’s, then in Dan’s, then back to the blood on the floor. Colors danced in her vision as she blinked rapidly in an attempt to return her eyes to normal.

“Who’s infected?!”

Grett glared between each member of the group.

“Keep it down!”

A harsh whisper came from the side of the closet opposite to Jake and Ashley, where Dan sat giving Grett a pointed look.

“They’ll hear us.”

Grett scrunched her face into a hateful glare, but lowered her voice.

“Who was it, which one of you is infected?”

Silence. A long, horrible silence that spanned for what felt like eternity, the group looked between one another, the question lingered in the air: who was it?

“Well?”

Grett’s demanding tone returned everyone’s gaze to her.

“Which one of you is infecte-“

“Which one of us?”

Grett was cut off by Jake, who crossed his arms.

“Pointing fingers like that is suspicious, you know, how do we know it isn’t you?”

“I’m not infected!”

Grett dismissed.

“We don’t know that for sure, it could be any one of us..”

Ashley flinched when everyone turned to look at her.

“Well… what do we do then?”

Jake spoke up again, giving Ashley momentary relief when the attention fell away from her.

“Well, obviously, figure out who it is.”

“How? All we have to go off of is a cough and that pool of blood, that doesn’t tell us anything. We can’t identify someone by the sound of their cough.”

Everyone’s attention returned to, Ashley a second time, she raised a good point, there really wasn’t evidence pointing towards any one person.

“Well..”

Jake began, shooting a glare in Grett’s direction.

“It’s a bit odd how the first one to point fingers was Grett, that she’s been accusing everyone but herself.”

“What are you implying?!”

“I’m just saying, it’s suspicious how you’re trying to pin this on us, like you’re trying to get attention off of yourself.”

“Shut up, Jake! Your only acting like this because you still can’t get over what happened to Miriam-“

“What did you say?!”

“Guys, quiet!”

 

Ashley grabbed Jake’s arm, who opened his mouth to yell again, stopping when the sound of footsteps could be heard outside. The room was enveloped in darkness as Grett turned off the flashlight again, there were only footsteps for a few seconds, but no one moved for what felt like eternity. Finally, light returned to the room.

“We need to be quiet.”

Ashley whispered, earning a nod from Jake, and a guilty look from Grett. The silence was interrupted by a noise from the other side of the closet, everyone whipped their head towards Dan, who coughed violently into his elbow, trying his best to hide it, but it was too late. Black blood shot out from his mouth as he coughed, staining his shirt sleeve, a few drops falling to the floor, his silence beforehand made sense now.

It was Dan, he was infected.

 

Everyone stared at him in wide eyed silence.

“Well- well, what now..?”

Jake asked the question lingering in everyone’s mind, what would happen to Dan?

“We have a choice to make.”

As expected, Grett spoke up, her words aimed at everyone, but her head turned to stare Dan in the eye.

“Either we let the infected kill him, or one of us does it.”

“Hold on, what?! You’re seriously resorting to.. to that?!”

Dan looked to Jake and Ashley, hoping one of them would come to his defense.

“You guys seriously aren’t going to just kill me, right?!”

No one said anything, Dan’s face dropped, his next word came out a terrified whimper.

“R-right…?”

Silence, a long agonizing silence.

“One of us, it needs to be one of us.”

Everyone turned to Jake.

“If we leave him to the infected, he’ll be torn apart, like.. like Miriam. It needs to be one of us, it’ll be quicker that way.”

Ashley’s stomach dropped when Jake turned to her.

“It needs to be you.”

“Me? Wha.. why me?!”

“You’re the strongest one in our group, if you do it, maybe…. maybe it won’t be as slow or painful that way, Dan deserves that, at least..”

Jake trailed, his expression turning to one of pure guilt.

“But.. with what? We have no weapons, and-“

Ashley cut herself off when Grett handed her the flashlight. She turned to face Dan, who was standing now, staring at her with pure terror.

“Dan.. I’m so sorry.”

“Ashley..?”

Tears pricked her eyes as she clicked the flashlight off, no one would have to see this that way.

 

“ASHLEY!”

Dan screamed as she rushed toward him, grabbing a fistful of his shirt and pinning him to the wall.

“I’M SORRY!”

She sobbed out, raising the flashlight above her head.

“We’re sorry, Dan, but this is for the best.”

Grett’s voice rang through the darkness, with an air of sympathy that wasn’t like her.

“Just be strong, it’ll be over soon..”

Jake sniffled, his voice trembling.

“No! Please, please, please, please! Stop! Stop!

Ashley struggled to keep Dan pinned the wall as he thrashed beneath her, she raised the flashlight above her head, and brought it down with all her force. Jake yelped when Dan screamed at the top of his lungs. She raised the flashlight above her head once more, years of chopping firewood with an axe on her farm in her had honed her muscles, as if in preparation for this very moment, she brought her hand back down, earning an even louder scream from Dan, accompanied by a wet crunch that made Ashley want to vomit.

“JUST DO IT ALREADY!”

Grett screamed into the void, Ashley could see her silhouette in her peripheral vision, noticing that she was covering her ears. Ashley brought her hand up again, then down again, for countless minutes, as Dan’s screams turned to pained whimpers, then small groans, then silence, even as silence reigned, she still brought the flashlight down upon the poor man continuously, only stepping away when her entire arm was drenched in warm liquid, in blood. Dan’s body slumped to the floor with a light thud, the flashlight falling from Ashley’s hand, flickering to life when it made contact with the floor, exposing her sins in a ray of red and gold, caused by the staining of blood on the flash light’s lens.

 

Dan’s head had been completely crushed in on itself, remnant of bone, teeth, and eyeballs splattered the floor and wall, the tissue of his face completely exposed in a sickening visage of soft reds, whites, and pink.

“Oh god..”

Jake sounded like he could barely bring himself to speak, Grett hunched over, and vomited all over the floor in front of her and onto Ashley’s legs. Ashley didn’t even register it, too deep in shock to do anything but stare, she couldn’t even cry as she panted, drenched in the blood of the innocent man who lay before her. Dan didn’t deserve to die like this, to die at all.

 

Then there was another sound, and moonlight poured in as the closet’s door was torn off it’s hinges, Ashley barely had time to turn to face the door when she felt something. Pain. A sharp, and overwhelming pain. They had been too loud, the infected found them. She looked down, her mouth hanging open in shock, she couldn’t barely register the sharp limb blooming from her stomach, Grett and Jake’s terrified screams, and the tears that finally fell from her eyes as it all came to her. She had been stabbed, she was going to die.

It was all for nothing.

The pain intensified when the infected yanked its arm out of her stomach, she fell to the ground with a small, pained moan, everything fading into darkness as Jake rushed to her side, sobbing.

 

In the span of a single night, they went from a group of five, to one lone survivor.

Who that survivor will be, is up to you. Jake or Grett?

Chapter 7: I couldn’t leave you behind (5)

Summary:

Fiore was a burden to Alec, whether he would admit it or not, just a cruel little brat. But.. even so, he’d never get rid of her.
Would he?

Notes:

WARNING: Gore, violence, death, swearing, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one or season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple for official art and lore for this AU

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Alec wasn’t sure how long they walked for before they finally reached it, a small deserted town out there in the middle of nowhere. It wasn’t anything spectacular, a few businesses, a couple of homes, a playground consisting only of a rusted swing set, and metal slide, and a gas station, hardly even a town at all, it barely looked like it could hold twenty people. (Yeah, towns like that actually exist, I lived in one just like this for a while) How anyone could have lived up there in basically complete isolation puzzled him, what was even more confusing was the fact it was all in basically perfect condition, not a single corpse, the gas station and homes seemingly hadn’t been looted, it was rusty and all looked old as fuck, sure, littered with rats and bugs, but it was as if nothing had happened. Like the whole town collectively decided to just run off to god knows where and take nothing with them.

 

His attention went to a few old dolls discarded next to the swing set, he grimaced slightly as his mind wandered what could have possibly happened to the little girls who owned the dolls to cause them to abandon their prized toys next to an old playground and never come back to them. He didn’t realize he had instinctively held Fiore closer to him until he felt her shift slightly, glancing over his shoulder to see her looking around, her lips pressed into a thin line, her face scrunched up in confusion. They were clearly wondering the same thing, where everyone had gone.

 

His attention then went to the horizon. The sun was setting, it would be night time soon. His gaze shifted back to Fiore, then to the street. Two options, a random house, or the gas station. Alec chose the ladder, putting Fiore down once they stepped inside. The place reeked of rotting food, and was littered with both rats and spiders, Alec had just barely begun to get used to that even after so long. Still though, it was fully stocked, not a single item out of place, he could make quick work of it. The first thing he did was give Fiore some water while he try to find something they could have for dinner, he wasn’t expecting good food, but anything was better than going hungry. Anything with fruits, vegetables, or meat had gone bad months ago if the bugs and the smell was any indicator, but he would figure something else out.

 

Silence was awkward with Fiore. Like, really fucking awkward.

Usually Alec was fond of silence, it allowed him some time to his own thoughts, relaxation, and a break from the annoyingness of others. But silence with Fiore just felt.. weird. Maybe it was the fact she was so adult like that made it feel off, the fact she never played, never cried, cackled instead of laughed or giggled, grinned instead of smiled or beamed, and always made a point to insult everyone and everything around her, looking upon the most gruesome horrors the virus caused with an expression void of empathy, of compassion. And through it all she never even bothered trying to hide the fact she was using Alec for survival, to be fair though, Alec never bothered trying to hide the fact he took care of her only out of moral obligation, so at the very least they were on the same page.

Still though, as they sat in that abandoned gas station, once they were done eating they sat in silence, it was apparent that unless they were working towards some common goal there wasn’t really anything for them to connect over, maybe he was treating Fiore too much like a child but.. how else was he supposed to treat her? A small yawn tore him from his thoughts, he glanced over to Fiore, who rubbed her eyes.

 

“Tired?”

A childish glare was met with a raised eyebrow.

“No!”

Alec couldn’t help but smirk as Fiore covered her mouth to silence another yawn, her body in complete disagreement with what she had just said. Of course it was to be expected she’d be exhausted, after all they’d been walking almost nonstop for days and for the first time in a while she’d finally been fed enough to actually be full for once, so of course she would be sleepy. Alec zipped up their backpack, now filled to the brim with food, water bottles, batteries, medicine, and other supplies they’d stolen tonight. Rising to his feet he tossed Fiore a small flashlight.

“We can sleep in one of the houses, come on.”

Fiore yawned again, leaning against the shelf behind her stand up, he put a hand on her back as she leaned against his leg. The air was still warm despite the fact it was nighttime, but that much was to be expected for august. Alec made a beeline for one of the homes, small, and dirty, but not too bad. Just as he put his hand around the doorknob a voice stopped him.

“You really think this is a good idea?”

He looked down, his eyes meeting with Fiore’s.

“What if there are bodies in there? Or an infected or something?”

Alec pondered for a moment, she raised a good point. It was entirely possible, but still..

“If there’s any bodies we’ll go somewhere else, and if there’s an infected I’ll protect you.”

Alec removed his hand from Fiore’s back, wrapping it around his baseball bat. He opened the door, and stepped inside.

 

 

 

Fiore wasn’t sure what to be more scared about, the rotting corpses of a woman on the floor, or the infected that sat near her with its back turned to them. All infected were grotesque, but this one was in ways she hadn’t seen in the months before. It was small in size, but had three arms, four legs, each limb in parts of the body it shouldn’t have been in, knotted hair cascaded down its back, one side thick black curls, the other thin and blonde, it wore torn pajamas, and rather oddly, every limb Fiore could see weren’t the same color, some a pale peachy color, others a light brown. What was strangest was the sounds it made, incoherent mumbles, sniffling, and shallow sobs. She flinched slightly when Alec tightly grabbed her arm, she looked up to see his free hand was wrapped around his baseball bat, a bead of sweat on his brow, perhaps from the heat, but likely from stress.

 

They didn’t dare to move, infected usually had very precise hearing, or at least the ones they’d met so far. Alec took a step back, it didn’t notice their movement. They took another step back, collectively, hoping to inch out of the doorway, out of the house, and to safety. In the worst possible moment however, Alec’s elbow hid the wooden doorframe, sending a light thud through the room.

“Shit.”

He grumbled, as the infected turned around to face them, Fiore’s stomach dropped when she saw its most prominent features now. It had two heads, and now it made sense, limbs being too numerous, all of said limbs having differing skin tones, the different hair types and hair colors on a singular body, it was clear now. Somehow, two people were infected, and conjoined together in a grotesque jumble of exposed organs, plants, and sharp, narrow limbs.

 

They could mutate? Since when?! How was that even possible?!

 

Fiore glanced to Alec momentarily, seeing he was clearly wondering the same thing, her gaze fell back to the creature before them, who stared vacantly, occasionally letting out more incoherent mumbles. Then, without warning, it let out an unearthly shriek as it lunged forward towards them.

 

“SHIT!”

Fiore had no time to react as she was roughly yanked by her arm out of the house, and suddenly released, stumbling back and falling to the ground, just to her side, Alec smacked the infected in the head with his baseball bat, using all his force, knocking it to the ground momentarily before it lunged back towards him, the two engaging in a deadly dance. Alec turned his head towards her.

“Fiore! Go, now!”

Fiore’s head spun. On one hand, she could run away to safety, if Alec made it out alive he’d reunite with her and everything would be fine, but on the other hand, he could just as very well die. But what did she care if he died? Why did it matter to her? Her eyes darted to her side, next to the doorway, as an old, chipped red brick, decorated with cobwebs. It took all of Fiore’s strength to pick it up, and even more to run forward and throw it. There was a loud, wet crunch as it connected with the back of the infected’s neck, she felt an overwhelming feeling of dread as it whipped its heads towards he, all of her previous courage washing away in an instant.

“FIORE! I SAID RUN!”

“But I can’t leave you here-“

“NOW!”

His voice was demanding, the rage painted on his features telling her it wasn’t up for debate, she watched for another second as Alec tried to fight off the infected, before turning around and sprinting in the opposite direction. Her mind raced as she ran away.

Why did she care so much?

She never gave a fuck about anyone before this, what made Alec different?

 

She was torn from her thoughts by a sharp pain in her ankle that caused her to trip and fall, letting out a loud shriek. She whipped her head to look over her shoulder, the infected looming over her, it had scratched her ankle, and badly. Her heart stopped, and blood ran cold as she stared at it. For the first time in as long as she could remember, pure terror took over her mind. It raised one of its arms.

This was it, at only six years old, Fiore would die.

 

There was a loud crunch as Alec’s baseball bat made contact with the side of its head, knocking it to the ground. Once it was down, he waisted no time, smashing in every bone he could think to hit, torso, face, neck, arms, crunch after crunch, after scream after scream. She scooted away, shaking as she watched the scene in front of her, Alec raised his baseball bat to deliver a final blow when it said something. A small mumble Fiore couldn’t make out, and Alec paused, eyes widening and expression shifting to something unreadable, but only for a moment, he let out a low growl as he brought the baseball bat down a final time, crushing it’s skull in, ending it for good. There was silence, only interrupted by the sounds of panting and of grass blowing in the soft breeze. Fiore flinched when Alec turned towards her, ragged and labored breathes escaping him, his face filled with a rage she had never seen from him before. He dropped the baseball bat to the ground with a dull and loud thud, storming towards Fiore, who rushed to get to her feet.

 

“Why didn’t you run?”

Alec demanded, now staring down at her with a glare. Fiore didn’t dare to say a word.

“I told you to run, why didn’t you run?!”

Alec repeated, gritting his teeth, hands clenched into angered fists. It caught Fiore off guard how angry he was.

“I.. I couldn’t leave you-“

“Do you realize what you did?! If I wasn’t there to help you, you would have died! You did almost die!”

“But-“

Fiore cut herself off when Alec kneeled in front of her, the two finally meeting eye to eye, and roughly grabbed her by her shoulders, pulling her towards him.

“WHEN I SAY TO RUN, YOU RUN! YOU RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN AND YOU KEEP ON RUNNING AND IF I DON’T FOLLOW YOU, YOU GO ON WITHOUT ME! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!”

Fiore’s mouth hung open, eyes wide in surprise at just how angry she’d made him, no words came out.

“DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!”

He repeated louder this time, pulling her even closer to him, practically screaming in her face. Then she felt something, a warm and wet sensation that ran down her cheek. Fiore was crying? But.. this was different, these tears were real. Not the same fake tears she’d forced to gain sympathy from others, to manipulate adults, or to get what she wanted. For the first time in her life Fiore cried real, genuine tears. Against her will, it all poured out, and she cried. She cried for her life before that had been destroyed by this infection, for her parents, the two people who had called her a demon all her life and hated her, yet they were the same two people who died to protect her, and she cried for the fact she’d made Alec so angry with her. Her vision blurred with tears, and she let out a wail as she sobbed, for the first time in as long as she could remember she was acting like what she truly was, just a child.

 

Alec’s anger dissipated in an instant, turning to surprise, then guilt. Now it was his turn to be at a loss for words, as Fiore just sobbed. His grip around her arms loosened, and he took a breath.

“Fiore..”

He sighed, his voice gentle and ridden with guilt, but still firm and stern. He pulled her close to him, into a hug, wrapping his arms tightly around her back, Fiore’s own arms hung limply at her sides, not returning the affectionate gesture.

“I’m sorry, I- I already lost my wife, I lost my son… I’m not losing you too.

 

 

 

Alec didn’t sleep at all that night.

Fiore’s wound had been easy to take care of, they didn’t dare enter one of the other abandoned homes, opting to sleep in the gas station. Alec sitting against one of the walls, Fiore sleeping around a foot away from him, keeping her distance, clearly out of anger. He stared at the ceiling all night long. When day came, there was a noise, too loud to be caused merely by an animal, but infected were almost exclusively nocturnal. Against his better judgement, he picked up his baseball bat, and walked outside. Surprised when he saw a group of three people standing over the corpse of the dead infected, inspecting it and murmuring to one another. One of them, a young woman with brown hair pulled into a high ponytail, glasses, and wide blue eyes noticed Alec, a smile immediately grew on her features, she stood up straight, having formerly been bent over with her hands resting on her knees, and waved Alec over invitingly, practically beaming at him. Alec stared apprehensively, the other two on the group noticing him, staring at him. A voice caught his attention.

 

“Alec, what’s going on..?”

He looked down to see Fiore, who had just woken up, rubbing her eyes tiredly and watching the group, who seemed surprised by her sudden presence. Alec didn’t say anything, gently taking a hold of her hand, and walking towards the group with her at his side. The only man in the trio, who was tall with black hair and a mask covering the lower half on his face, was the first to speak up.

“You did this?”

He gestured to the dead infected on the floor, Alec nodded. The man stared at him and Fiore, eyes darting at each detail, sizing them up.

“You two hungry?”

The third woman spoke up, she had short choppy black hair, and wore a tank top with an orange sweater tied around her waist. Alec and Fiore looked at each other, considering the offer, before Alec turned back to the woman, giving a nod. The woman nodded in return.

“I’m Tess, this is Hunter,”

She gestured to herself, then to the man, then to the brown haired woman, who was still smiling warmly at Alec and Fiore

“And this is Ally.”

“Alec, and this is Fiore.”

He gave the short and plain answer, stepping closer to the three, the brown haired woman, Ally, looked down to Fiore.

“Is her leg okay?”

Her smile faded to a look of concern at the bandage wrapped around Fiore’s ankle.

“She’s fine, she just got scratched, but we took care of it.”

Ally’s smile returned, she stepped towards Fiore, reaching into her bag, while Fiore stared up at her with annoyance.

“Your daughter’s adorable, how old is she?”

Sh turned to look at Alec, pulling a few granola bars from her bag.

“He’s not my dad.”

Fiore answered instantly, brows furrowing, Ally’s smile faded again, an awkward silence reigning for a few moments.

“Oh.. sorry.”

“Alec.. right?”

Hunter spoke up again, Alec nodded.

“Can we talk for a second?”

Alec and Fiore shared a look, Alec turned to back at him.

“Sure.”

Hunter nodded, turning his gaze to Ally.

“Ally, can you stay with Fiore?”

Ally nodded, Hunter turned back to Alec before gesturing for Alec to follow him, Tess remained at his side, the two went out of earshot of Ally and Fiore, before turning back to face him.

 

“What is it?”

Tess and Hunter shared a glance, nodding to each other, Tess spoke up.

“Me, Hunter, and Ally are on our way to find a survivor group we heard about, supposedly it’s in the ruins of some city in that direction.”

She gestured with her shoulder down the road.

“From what we’ve heard, there’s a few dozen people, it’s basically a whole town, food, water, shelter, everyone looks out for each other. That’s where we’re headed, and we want you to come with us.”

Alec’s eyes widened slightly, his heart practically leaped out of his chest, instantly filling with excitement at the offer, before he thought deeper about it.

“What’s the catch..?”

Hunter spoke now.

“The kid, ditch her.”

“I- what?!”

Hunter sighed, taking off his mask and stuffing it in his pocket, revealing a gash on his mouth that, although healed, exposed his teeth and gums in areas they shouldn’t have been visible, even when his mouth was closed, catching Alec off guard.

“Look, the three of us could use another person to help out, if you come with us you’ll have food, water, and protection. But we aren’t taking that girl with us.”

“You can’t be serious-“

“I’d understand if she was your daughter, but she said so herself that she isn’t. She’s nothing but a burden, we saw what happened to you last night, she nearly got you killed.”

“Wait, you..”

Alec trailed, taking his words in, immediately becoming enraged.

“You saw what happened last night and you didn’t help?!”

“She nearly got you killed.”

Hunter repeated.

“She’s just weighing you down, can’t you see that?”

“You can’t seriously be asking me to just leave her behind to starve out here?!”

“If you don’t, that kid is just going to get you killed, she’s not even yours!”

“I know, but-“

“Do you even actually love that girl, or are you just projecting the image of someone you lost onto her?” (The first part of that sentence is referencing the love a parent has for their child, not romantic love, which I hate that I need to specify that) 

“I-“

“Because all that’s going to do is get you killed.”

Hunter spat, Alec considered his words for a few moments, he turned to look at Fiore, who sat next to Ally against a wall, stating at him intently, he turned back to Hunter, taking a breath.

“My answer is no.”

 

There was a long, tense silence that spanned for a few moments. Finally, Hunter put his mask back on.

“Ally!”

Tess called, putting a hand to her cheek.

“Let’s go!”

Ally looked up, giving Fiore one last smile, before jogging swiftly to Hunter and Tess, waving Alec goodbye as the trio walked off.

And that was that.

 

Alec watched for a few minutes as the three became smaller and smaller in the distance, and then not visible at all. Alec turned around, a bit surprised to see Fiore standing at his side now, she looked up, the two locking eyes.

“They wanted you to leave me behind, didn’t they?”

Alec gave an exhausted sigh.

“Yeah..”

“And you said no?”

“Yeah.”

“Why?”

Alec had no answer for her, his gaze falling back to dead infected, then to the rusted swing set, without a word, he walked over to it, bending down and picking up one of the old dolls, inspecting it, dirtied and worn with time, but still in relatively good condition, like whoever owned it previously took good care of it before it had been left behind. He walked back to the dead body, holding the doll. He kneeled down in front of the corpse, inspecting the grotesque remains of what were once just two little girls, then back to the doll in his hand, a reminder of what may very well happen to Fiore if Alec didn’t take good enough care for her. He lifted the limp hand of the infected, and slid the doll underneath it, returning it to it’s past owners, before he stood up and looked back towards Fiore, who stared with brows furrowed in confusion.

 

Alec walked to her, putting a hand on her back.

“I think we should go now.”

Fiore nodded, and with that, they continued walking.

Notes:

Words cannot describe how much I hated writing this chapter, omfg

Chapter 8: Your family to me (6)

Summary:

Aiden misses his family, but Lake helps him to realize he has a whole new one, one just as good as his last. Meanwhile, Lake is relishing in the fact she’s free from the restrains of both her parents and of society now.

Notes:

WARNING:
angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, tonally inconsistent, swearing, (kind of) bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Hey guys! So, recently, Charlie (aka, nosuchthingasdeadlanguages) got into a car accident, and since my chapters focused around Lake and Aiden have been their favorite so far, I wrote this chapter as a get well present specially for them! Thank you for your support so far pookie, you better get well soon, or else.
<3

 

Lake was torn from the comfort of a dreamless sleep by the sound of footsteps, with a groan she lled over to investigate the source of the noise. Adjusting her eyes in the darkness, she blinked in confusion as she watched Aiden walk away from the group, and to the balcony just ahead. Sitting down with his legs dangling over the abyss. Lake looked over her shoulder, on the apartment’s only bed, she lay with Rosa and Sofia, both of whom were fast asleep, with the young girl curled up in her mother’s arms. It hadn’t been unusual that Aiden was awake right now, it was his turn to be on lookout while the others slept, him and Rosa usually took turns with one sleeping through the first half of a night, and the other the ladder half, with Lake occasionally filling in when one couldn’t. What was strange was that he was walking away, and now sitting on the balcony. She rubbed her eyes, sitting up, careful not to disturb Rosa and Sofia, or to alert Aiden of the fact she had woken up.  Her ears perked up when she saw Aiden lower his head, his shoulders tremble, and purposefully low sobs escaping him, along with the occasional sniffle.

 

She wasted no time crawling out of the bed, making a beeline in Aiden’s direction. When she got to the balcony, she realized the railing had been completely torn off, a detail she’d failed to notice earlier, to her left, Aiden’s axe, which they had stolen from a random barn two weeks ago, lie next to him, unused. Her gaze returned to Aiden, who sat with his back turned to her, onlooking the empty street of the town below, still letting out quiet sobs. She took a step forward, flinching when Aiden whipped his head in her direction, eyes wide and puffy, with his face stained by tears.

“Did I wake you?”

He asked, hurriedly wiping away his tears, both the guilt and surprise in his voice evident. Lake shook her head quietly, closing the door that separated the room and the balcony gently so Rosa and Sofia wouldn’t be woken, and sitting down next to Aiden, letting her legs hanging over the ledge.

 

“You alright?”

Aiden sniffed, wiping away another tear.

“I’m fine.”

“No, you aren’t. Your crying.”

She put a hand on Aiden’s shoulder.

“What’s wrong?”

She cooed, her voice gentle, careful to keep her tone sympathetic rather than condescending. Aiden sniffed again, not meeting Lake’s eyes.

“I was just.. thinking.”

“About what?”

Aiden opened his mouth, then closed it again before answering.

“My family.”

He finally squeaked out, his voice cracking, and his eyes filling with more tears.

“Oh..”

Lake trailed, recalling the two dead bodies she’d found Aiden crying over all those months ago, his family. She moved her hand from Aiden’s shoulder, and ran it gently up and down his back.

“You miss them, don’t you?”

Aiden nodded his head, squinting his eyes as they released more tears.

“I miss them a lot.”

His voice cracked again, he reached his hand up, wiping away even more tears, which proved a futile effort when more continued to pour out against his will. There was a few beats of silence, interrupted only by Aiden’s quiet sobs, Lake glanced away from her friend to the empty street bellow them, then taking a breath, looked back to Aiden.

“What were they like?”

Aiden sniffed, attempting to take a breath, but all that came out were high pitched whines as he struggled to breathe through sobs, finally, he answered.

“My sister, her name was Lynette, she was.. around your age. She was a lot like you, she had blonde hair like you, but her eyes were brown, and she was so sweet, and she always had this smile..”

Aiden trailed, another high pitched sob escaping him, he raised his arm again, wiping away more tears.

“I think you two.. could have been friends if- if this never happened.”

Lake though for a few moments, continuing to rub Aiden’s back to comfort him, she scooted closer to him, leaning his body against her own.

“And.. your parents?”

There was more silence, another sob, and another sniffle. After taking yet another shaky breath, Aiden spoke.

“I was always close with my dad.. after my mom died things got.. hard. He had to work all the time to support us, and I basically raised my sister when I was a teenager, but.. he always tried his best. He always cared about me, and accepted me, and he always tried to spend time with us when he could.”

Aiden wiped away more tears, leaning more onto Lake’s shoulder.

“I miss them, Lake, I miss them so fucking much!”

“It’s okay.. it’s okay.”

She leaned in, pulling Aiden into her arms, raking her hand through his hair gently as he wrapped his arms tightly around her back, sobbing uncontrollably into her shoulder, dampening her shirt with tears.

“It’s okay.”

Lake flinched slightly when Aiden wrapped his arms even tighter, and let out a particularly loud sob. his shoulders trembling, and chest rising and falling rapidly.

“You’ll be okay..”

 

 

   

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“You think it’ll be cold?”

Aiden tossed his boot to the side where everyone else’s bags and shoes were, joining the rest of the group on one of the large stones on the river’s bank, giving a loud sigh as he found his place between Lake and Rosa.

“Probably, but honestly, I really don’t care, it’s way too hot to be out in the sun all day like this!“

Rosa raised an eyebrow, a mischievous smirk growing on her features.

“You really don’t care if it’s cold?”

Aiden scoffed.

“No, I feel like my skin is frying off of my body!”

Lake felt slightly confused when Rosa stepped closer to Aiden, her smirk widening.

“In that case, you go first.”

Rosa planted a hand on Aiden’s back, prompting him to look over his shoulder at her in confusion.

“Wait, what-“

Without warning, Rosa shoved Aiden into the water, there was a loud yelp for a split second, which was immediately replaced by a loud splash. Lake stepped back, covering her face as cold drops of water sprayed onto her, she lowered her arms to see Aiden standing shoulder deep in the water, hugging himself, with teeth clattering slightly, and a sharp glare pointed in Rosa’s direction.

Putain de merde- what was that for?!”

Lake giggled.

“You look like a wet cat!”

“Shut up!”

Aiden barked, with no real hostility behind his words, he shivered again.

“It’s cold..”

He grumbled, clearly struggling not to swear again in front of Sofia, the way his jaw was clenched showed Lake he would definitely being saying some very unsavory things to Rosa if not for the presence of her daughter.

“Swim around a bit, it’ll get warmer.”

Rosa teased, letting out a small giggle.

“Fine.”

Aiden bopped his head under the surface, disappearing from the clear blue waters and underneath the shadow of the large rock, prompting Rosa to lean forward slightly. Right on cue, a hand jumped out from the water, taking a grasp of Rosa’s ankle, the young woman letting out a shriek before being dragged into the water, landing face first into the river. Aiden rose back to the surface, laughing triumphantly as Rosa shivered profusely, earning uncontrollable fits of giggles from, both Rosa and Sofia, who stood at the edge of the rock, watching on in amusement.

“What was that for?!”

“Payback!”

Aiden grinned wildly, extending a hand and splashing some water onto Rosa’s face, adding insult to injury. Rosa opened her mouth to say something, only to turn to Sofia, who leaned against Lake’s leg, hunched over in laughter, a hand to her stomach. Rosa grinned, extending her arms towards her daughter.

“Oh, that does it!”

Rosa laughed, putting a hand on the rock’s edge and hoisting herself up, extending her free hand towards her daughter, Sofia giggled, burying her face in Lake’s leg, letting out whiny protests.

“Noo!”

Just as Rosa was about to grab her, Lake lifted Sofia up by her under arms, carrying her and stepping back, just out of Rosa’s reach.

“Sorry, the girl said no.”

“Lake, come on!”

“Nope, no can do!”

Lake closed her eyes and raised her chin high in mock superiority, walking off of the rocks and making it to the river’s bank, taking off her wig and setting it down by everyone’s bags, she smiled to herself as the girl in her arms marveled at the display of fiery red curls that had revealed themselves, the summer sun making her hair practically glow in the light like a halo. She stepped into the water, still carrying Sofia, once she was waist deep, she handed her to her mother.

“You were right..”

She mumbled to Aiden.

“It is way colder in here than I expected.”

Aiden gave only a shrug.

“Beats shriveling up into raisins under the sun.”

“I guess.”

Lake ran her hand through the clear, crystal blue water, smiling at the soft ripples in the surface that had been caused by the movement. It all felt so nice, so peaceful, the hot sun warming her body, the cold water on her skin, the the feeling of every rock and pebble shifting beneath her feet as she moved, the singing of birds and the gorgeous leaves on each tree that practically glowed green beneath the sun’s light, the sound of Rosa and Sofia splashing and giggling in the distance, and Aiden’s annoyed grumbles as he picked small leaves from his now tangled hair. It was all so perfect.

 

Lake wasn’t exactly sure how long they’d been swimming before Rosa gave an annoyed sigh.

“My skin is getting pruned, I’m getting out of the water, Any of you want to come with?”

“I guess I will.”

Lake said, looking down and frowning at the wrinkles now present on her fingertips.

“But I don’t wanna get out yet!”

Sofia whined, still in her mother’s arms, Aiden came over to the two.

“You two go ahead and get out of the water, I can stay in and play with her for a bit longer.”

“Are you sure?”

Aiden nodded, and Rosa gave an appreciative smile as she handed Sofia to him, gesturing with her chin for Lake to follow her, she got out of the water and towards one of the bags, pulling out the singular hairbrush the entire group shared, she sat on one of the large rocks and began combing the tangles from her hair, smiling fondly at Lake as she sat down next to her. She smiled back, turning away from Rosa and watching on as Aiden and Sofia played together in the shallow waters, Aiden chasing her around, arms raised above his head as he let out roaring noises, while the young girl ran from him, letting out excited shrieks and giggles. Lake didn’t realize how wide her smile was until she heard a chuckle from her side.

“He means a lot to you, doesn’t he?”

Rosa was grinning ear to ear, her head tilted slightly to the side as she struggled with a knot in her hair. Lake gave a sheepish grin.

“He does, he’s like a brother to me-“

She paused for a moment, contemplating her next words.

“He is a brother to me.”

Lake glanced to Rosa, who stared intently at her, clearly waiting for her to elaborate, Lake took a breath.

“Before this whole.. virus.. started, my parents controlled every aspect of my life, even when I came here to study abroad they still monitored me so closely, but after me and Aiden began bonding, it’s like all that stress disappeared. I used to be completely bald from how anxious I was all the time, hence my wig, but since being around Aiden, being around all of you, my hairs began to grow back for the first time in years, I feel genuinely happy now, you know? Don’t get me wrong, the state the world is in right now is terrible, but for me, personally, I’ve never been happier in my life.”

Lake turned back to face Rosa, fully expecting judgement, only to be met by Rosa’s signature warm, motherly, smile that never failed to make Lake feel better.

“I’m happy for you, Lake, I mean that. You’ve found true happiness in this situation, that’s more than most people can say, you, Aiden, and Sofia, are like the world to me, it feels like a family, I think of you two like my siblings.”

Rosa looked away, staring at her reflection in the water, giving a chuckle.

“I know that sounds stupid, but-“

“It doesn’t.”

Lake cut her off before she could even think about it.

“I feel the same way about you, and so does Aiden. Your like an older sister, I consider you my older sister. I consider all three of you my siblings if I’m being honest..”

Lake glanced back up at Rosa, who stared at her for a moment, before putting down the brush, and practically tackling her into a tight hug, which Lake quickly reciprocated, wrapping her arms around Rosa, the two embracing each other in comforting silence for a long time before someone spoke.

“Are we.. interrupting something?”

Lake and Rosa both looked up in unison, to see Aiden standing above them, holding Sofia in his arms, water dripping off of both of them. Rosa chucked sheepishly, flicking a happy tear from the corner of her eye, pulling away from Lake as she shook her head.

“No, no, not at all.”

Aiden grinned, handing Sofia to Rosa, who pulled the girl onto her lap, smiling down at her as she rambled on about the games she and Aiden had played in the water. Aiden, for his part, plopped down next to Lake, letting out an exhausted breath before leaning on her shoulder.

“Tired?”

“Extremely.”

Lake giggled, picking stray twigs and leaves from Aiden’s knotted hair.

“Your hair is a disaster.”

“I know.”

Aiden sat up straight, Lake moving behind him, picking up the brush that lay next to Rosa, and began combing out his hair.

“Once you’re done, let us use it, Sofia’s hair is a mess.”

Lake glanced over to Rosa and Sofia, seeing the girl’s hair just as knotted as Aiden’s, it too being littered with small twigs and leaves.

“What happened?”

Lake asked, frowning as she struggled with a particularly big knot in Aiden’s hair.

“This one decided to run through a bush by the shore during tag.”

Aiden pointed a finger in Sofia’s direction, who averted her gaze to the ground, muttering a single,

“Sorry..”

“Apology accepted.”

Aiden said, passing the brush to Rosa once Lake was finished, Rosa taking a gentle hold of her child’s hair and combing it out, next to her lay a pile of leaves, twigs, and a dead bee, presumably, all having been trapped in Sofia’s hair.

“Once we’re all dry, we should get going, forests are a hotspot for infected during the night time, so we should try to leave as soon as possible.”

Aiden have a shrug in response to Rosa’s warning.

“It may take a bit since we all swam in our regular clothes, but it’s only the early afternoon, getting out of here shouldn’t be too much of a challenge.”

Rosa nodded, putting down the brush and using her hand to ring water out from Sofia’s hair.

“Let’s just relax a bit more before we go, we shouldn’t have to worry about the infected 24/7.”

Aiden and Rosa both seemed to agree, Aiden leaning his head on Lake’s shoulder again, in return, she rested her head on his.

“About last night,”

Aiden began, making Lake wince slightly at the memory of how he sobbed in her arms.

“Despite everything that’s happened, this virus, my family, everything, I want you to know I’m glad I met you.”

Lake looked down at Aiden in surprise.

“Really?”

Aiden smiled up at her.

“Yeah….”

 

“You three are family to me.”

Notes:

Fun fact:
Originally, Riya and Maggy were also going to be part of Rosa’s group, but since I want Riya to eventually take up a more villainous role later on and in that version she’d have nothing prompting her to do so, and since I want Maggy’s relationship with Kai to have significance, which it wouldn’t if the two were apart for the whole fic, so the idea was scrapped.
(And also just because a group so large would make it harder to make the bonds between characters in said group have impact since there would be so many different dynamics, none of which could be explored in depth in the story)

Chapter 9: I didn’t know (7)

Summary:

Gabby’s guilt over what she’s caused manifests itself into multiple nightmares, one of which may be a warning for what is to come…

Notes:

WARNING: Gore, violence, swearing, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one or season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

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Hi darlings! So, this chapter is a bit short since I dedicated most of my time to making it’s art, which is posted to both my TikTok and Deviantart, both of which will be linked here, although.. I do encourage you to look after reading the full chapter, feedback and opinion regarding the art itself would be much appreciated since it is technically the first visible representation of the infection/ virus itself, and I want your opinions on it, and suggestions for how to improve the horror aspects of the fic itself, as it isn’t executed as well as I’d like, and the horror factor kind of depends on the art and not the writing for impact.

TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7351221037180128555?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7352049857476347434

Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/wackyklownn/art/Infection-AU-Karol-1036545065

 

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The warm sunlight reigned down on Gabby, warming her body as she walked through the forest’s path, in her hands, the last sapling she needed to plant. She looked up, her long dark hair blowing behind her in the gentle breeze, contrasting the bright greens of the forest that surrounded her. The leaves of each tree glowing a brilliant shade of emerald under the sun’s rays. Singing birds, the smell of the forest after rain, and the light croaking of both frogs and crickets alike, all so tranquil, all so perfect. She turned her head back to the path in front of her, searching for the perfect spot, she found it, a clearing near the side of the path, a good size, and mostly empty. She left the path, leaves and grass crunching softly beneath her feet with each step she took. Kneeling down, she retrieved a small shovel from her bag and dug a shallow hole, beginning to plant the sapling, each motion quick and efficient from a routine that had become so engrained in her mind.

“I’ve never seen a plant like that before..”

A voice caught her attention, Gabby looked up, standing over her was a middle aged woman, with brown skin, teal eyes, and short dark hair.

“What is it?”

Gabby paused, startled by the sudden appearance of this woman, fumbling her words, she rushed to answer her.

“It’s- uh.. it’s just a tree sapling.”

The woman kneeled in front of Gabby, looking at the plant quizzically.

“Why is it black? I don’t think trees aren’t supposed to be that color.”

“It’s.. artificially made, I’m a scientist, the lab I work in created a new species of tree and their having me plant it in the wild to see if it adapts well and doesn’t harm other plants.”

The woman raised an eyebrow at Gabby but did not challenge her claim, Gabby felt heat rise to her cheeks as mild embarrassment set in, it was a bad lie, sure, but if she was truthful, if she had told the woman what this plant really was and who had given it to her, she’d be called insane.

She got called insane often, she really did not want to have to deal with it today.

The woman lifted one of the small leaves with her hand, Gabby noted a paper cut on the woman’s index finger.

“It’s beautiful.”

Gabby smiled, just as she looked up again to say ‘Thank you’, the woman was gone. Gabby blinked, whipping her head around in confusion. She blinked again, and it was night time. She stood up, now terrified and confused, looking in each direction of the dimly lit forest.

“It hurts.…”

“What?”

Gabby turned around, wanting to throw up when she saw it. It was the woman, but she was different now. Her neck was abnormally long and bendy, same with her limbs, one of her eyes was completely gone, the other bloodied and sunken in. She was bald in some spots, and protruding from her mouth, nose, and back were twisting black branches and leaves, red and pink flesh exposed in many areas, but blood stained black, a shining void dripping from every wound. The woman’s jaw was completely gone, but somehow she still spoke.

“It hurts, why did you do this to me?”

Gabby took a step back, eyes wide, and a twig crunching beneath her foot as she stepped away from this creature, she was far too terrified to utter a single word.

“I thought it was safe…. I THOUGHT I’D BE OKAY! I WOULDN’T HAVE TOUCHED THAT THING IF I KNEW IT’D DO THIS TO ME! YOU LIAR, YOU BITCH, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!”

Gabby opened her mouth, then closed it, tears of horror and guilt pricked her eyes, blurring her vision.

“WHAT DID I EVER DO YOU YOU, HONESTLY?! I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW YOU, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, TO ANYONE?!”

The woman, the thing, screamed, slowly but furiously crawling on all fours towards Gabby, each step clearly painful and laborious, light crunches echoing with each movement she took, drawing more blood from her wounds.

“I- I didn’t know, I’m sorry!”

Gabby sobbed out, the tears finally escaping her eyes, the woman stopped, staring blankly for a moment, before letting out an unearthly howl, and charging towards Gabby, who didn’t have time to react before being tackled to the ground, and pinned beneath the woman.

“I’M SORRY!”

She screamed at the top of her lungs, her pleading made no difference, the woman raised her hand, and brought it down. Gabby squeezed her eyes shut, bracing herself. But, in the moment she should have felt pain from the attack, she felt none.

 

 

“Gabby!

A different voice range out, a man’s voice. She blinked her eyes open in confusion, now she was in some sort of a lab, or maybe a hospital room? White walls and tile floors surrounded her, she wore a lab coat and gloves, with her hair tied up in a loose bun, she looked around, she was hiding under a desk? Her stomach dropped as the voice called out her name, smoke was stinging her eyes, making them water, she had no clue who this man was, but half of her felt heartbroken by his mere presence, and the other half wanted to run as fast as she could.

“Come on out!”

Loud footsteps came down a hallway, then stopped abruptly, replaced by an angered growl.

“ARRÊTEZ DE VOUS CACHER, PUTAIN!”

There was a loud noise, and more smoke began to fill the building. Gabby clamped her hands over her ears, letting out a broken and terrified sob, smoke filling her nose and throat.

“YOU DID THIS, YOU DID! YOU CANT HIDE FROM ME FOREVER!”

Gabby curled up into a ball, squeezing her eyes shut as the footsteps grew closer.

”DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THE EXTENT OF WHAT YOU’VE DONE?! HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE DEAD NOW BECAUSE OF YOU?! HOW MANY MORE ARE SUFFERING?! WHAT ALL THESE YEARS OF WATCHING EVERYONE I’VE EVER LOVED DIE HAS DONE TO ME?!”

Then, abruptly, as if they were never there, the footsteps stopped, Gabby opened her eyes again, pure dread curled in her stomach when she saw them. Two gorgeous yet devilish emerald eyes shone in the darkness before her, eyes that belonged to the face of a person so familiar yet so foreign. The next words she heard were a harsh whisper.

I found you.”

 

 



And then, with a sharp gasp, she opened her eyes again.

 

The cool air hit her like a train as she jolted awake, sweating and shaking. She whipped her head in every direction, next to her, Ellie stirred, rolling over and staring up at her with tired eyes.

“Gabs? You okay?”

Gabby stared vacantly at the wall, processing what she’d just seen, blinking, a singular tear escaped her eye.

“Yeah, just- just had a nightmare..”

Ellie made a sympathetic noise, pulling Gabby so she laid back down, and wrapping her arms around her, nestling her head in the area between Gabby’s shoulders and chest.

“It’ll be okay, just come back to sleep. We have a lot of walking to do tomorrow.”

Gabby leaned into the comforting touch, Ellie’s warmth reminding her that even in the end of the world, in an apocalypse she caused, she was not alone. Even if Ellie didn’t know she was to blame.

“Your right.. I love you.”

“I love you too, Gabs.”

Gabby closed her eyes, drifting back to sleep, the rest of the night went on without any more nightmares.

 

 

 

Gabby’s second nightmare may (or may not) be very important near the end of the story, can you guess who it was about?

Chapter 10: The last good day (8)

Summary:

Lake finally lets go of her old family for good, families usually last forever, but in the state the world is in, forever may not be as long as one would hope for..

Notes:

WARNING:
light angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, tonally inconsistent, swearing, (kind of) bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Lake wasn’t sure approximately how long it had been since it all started, since meeting Aiden, then Rosa and Sofia, but she had counted since then at least two winters, two years or so. She was taller now, her round features had faded ever so slightly, the same could be said for Sofia, but to a much lesser extent. But now that would make Lake… eighteen? It felt wrong in a way, she was eighteen, a full grown woman now, but even despite that she still felt just as unsafe and vulnerable as ever. Maybe it was the virus, maybe it was the remnants of her parent’s control. Right now, both were irrelevant, right now, they had to focus on getting more supplies.

 

“You seriously think no one’s thought to rob this place before, it’s literally a mall!”

Aiden said, raising his axe, and in one swift motion, using its hilt to smash open a window.

“The doors are all blocked by rubble anyway, so getting in would be difficult, plus, most people probably saw this place and assumed it was already looted, and didn’t even go through the effort.”

Lake turned to Rosa, who lifted Sofia up carefully through the empty window, and set her on the ground, before climbing in herself, Lake followed, then soon Aiden.

 

The place reeked of mold and rotting food cobwebs covering many surfaces, something all four were used to by now, but that didn’t stop them from scrunching up their noses in disgust, Sofia raising a hand to cover her’s.

 

“You think there are any infected in here?”

Lake whispered to Aiden, her own axe brandished in her hand. Aiden looked over his shoulder, to the blocked off door just behind.

“Maybe at some point, but it’s probably long gone now, I can’t think of any other reason the door would be in such bad condition.”

Lake considered, this, turning to Rosa in a silent request for her input, the older woman chiming in.

“To cause damage like that, it would have had to have been big, or there were multiple, so we should still keep a lookout.”

“Maybe there was just an earthquake or something? I don’t see any dead bodies, and look at the floor.”

Lake suggested with a shrug of her shoulder, pointing with her axe to large cracks in the tile and piles of debris that littered a few places.

“That’s probably more likely, but we should still be careful anyways, just in case.”

Lake and Aiden nodded in agreement, before Aiden plopped down on an empty bench, careful to avoid a thick web on the side opposite to him. He reached into his bag, pulling something out, and attaching them to the bottom of his shoes, Rosa groaned.

 

“Again with the roller skates?”

“They’re cool, and they’re the fancy ones too, the wheels come on and off so they double as skates and as boots!”

“We know, you’ve told us, many times. Why are you so attached to those things?”

“Because their cool, and their fast, and I look good in them!”

Aiden lifted his head in pride, beginning to go back towards the group quickly, before one of his wheels went over a piece of debris on the ground, causing Aiden to fall right on his face. Earning loud fits of laughter from Sofia, that quickly spread to Lake and Rosa, Aiden glared up at the three, his cheeks a deep crimson from embarrassment.

“Trous d'âne.”

He grumbled, rising unsteadily to his feet.

“I think it’s time you get rid of those.”

Lake chuckled softly, putting a soft hand on Aiden’s shoulder, who crossed his arms in return.

“Seriously? But the-“

“Aiden, no one likes the roller skates except for you, every time you put them on you face plant and I have to take care of you, they’re really not practical.”

Aiden glared between the two, before storming back to the bench, removing the wheels, and tossing them into a nearby garbage can, now walking next to Lake, the group continuing on.

“If it makes you feel any better, the boots look better without them.”

Aiden rolled his eyes.

“I feel so much better, thank you.”

“Any time!”

Lake smirked down at him, raising a hand, and grabbing Aiden’s beanie, shoving it down over his eyes.

“Hey!”

 

Aiden pulled it back up, glaring at Lake, who was already running, off, laughing at him over her shoulder.

“Get back here!”

He yelled chasing after her, Rosa rolling her eyes, a smirk on her face, she looked down to Sofia abd gave a nod, the little girl chasing after immediately.

It took a while for Aiden to catch up with Lake, the first thing he did was grab her arm, the two tumbling down, Aiden reached to pull off Lake’s hair clip for revenge, Lake reaching for Aiden’s beanie again, both to little avail, the two wrestling on the ground like children. Sofia, for her part, chose to assist Aiden, trying her best to pry Lake away from him, barely making her move an inch.

“Get her, Sofia, get her!”

Aiden encouraged through laughs, the little girl continuing to try to pry Lake off of him, only to be sent tumbling to the floor when the older girl shrugged her off. Aiden took this opportunity, pushing Lake off of him, and reach out to snatch the hair clip from her, before someone from behind pulled his beanie off of his head again, it was Rosa.

“Hey!”

Aiden quickly rose to his feet, charging towards Rosa, only to be stopped when she lifted Sofia up and held her in front of her like a shield, the little girl giggling in delight at the game.

“That isn’t fair!”

“Sorry!”

Rosa said, raising Sofia up higher, both of their laughter echoing through the empty mall.

“First you take my roller skates, then my beanie?! Come on?!”

“Fine.”

Rosa scoffed, putting Sofia down, then tossing the beanie back to him.

“If you must guilt me, then here.”

“Thank you!”

Aiden barked, but without real aggression or anger behind it, putting his beanie back on, and adjusting it.

“I seriously need to cut my hair again.”

Aiden mumbled, walking over to a cracked mirror, and trying his best to make the beanie look good.

“We all do.”

Rosa said with a roll of her eyes.

“I don’t.”

“Because you wear a wig, those don’t grow.”

Aiden deadpanned, craning his neck to look over his shoulder at Lake.

“No way, I never realized.”

Lake said, her voice dripping with sarcasm she’d only recently adopted, clearly having been caused by Aiden’s influence, but it was better than the forced politeness of her parents, made her feel less stiff. She crossed her arms, looking around.

“It looks like most of the valuable stuff has already been stolen.”

She noted.

“No harm in checking anyways, might as well since we went through all the trouble smashing a window to get in.”

Rosa said, flicking a small bug off of her arm.

“Even if supplies are gone, we can get other stuff, new earrings wouldn’t hurt.”

Aiden gestured to the pair of silver crosses that hung from each ear, now rusted and dirty, hardly even silver anymore.

“Right, because that’s such a necessity.”

“Oh, come on!”

Aiden grinned, giving Lake a playful shove.

“There’s a hot topic right there, it wouldn’t hurt.”

“Isn’t that the emo store?”

“Nah, Spencers is way more emo, hot topic is kind of just nerd stuff.”

Aiden explained, motioning with his hand as he spoke.

“You’ve been in a Spencers? Wow, I never thought you the type.”

Rosa said, with a rye grin.

“Shut up, I never went for any of that stuff, just pins and earrings.”

“I’d hope so, I don’t want those images in my head.”

Lake looked between the two with a raised eyebrow.

“What did they sell?”

“Nothing you should be seeing at your age, or ever.”

Aiden said, furrowing his brows slightly, his tone being that of trademark ‘older brother protectiveness’ before his features furrowed in realization.

“Wait, how do you know even know that?”

Rosa shrugged.

“I saw it on social media before all this happened and went to one to see if it was true.”

“Can one of you just tell me what place sold, instead of talking like it’s some big, horrible secret?”

Rosa crossed her arms.

“If you really want to know, at the back of the stores they used to have-“

“Well, look where we are.”

Aiden interrupted immediately, just outside of the entrance to hot topic. (Writing that line made me want to kill my self)

“Rosa was right, this place is emo.”

“Shut up and help me find some earrings.”

Aiden rolled his eyes, taking out his rusted silver earrings and throwing them to the floor as he walked in, the store was dusty and filled with spiders like the rest, all the clothing was gone but no one had taken anything like jewelry. Lake looked around, already bored out of her mind as Aiden fawned over the many black, red, and white, earrings.

“Maybe I should get a necklace too?”

“You’re getting ahead of yourself.”

“Come on Rosa, let him have his fun.”

“Yeah, Rosa, let me have fun!”

“Fine, fine, do whatever you want.”

“Can I get something, mama?”

“Later, but not from here.”

“Why not?”

Aiden asked on Sofia’s behalf.

“I don’t want you turning my daughter emo.”

Rosa rolled her eyes, before Aiden pulled something from a shelf.

“Ooh! These ones, these ones are perfect!”

Aiden said worth glee, holding out his hand to show a piece of tacky red cardboard with two pairs of dusted earrings attached, one was silver, and one was a glittery black, both pairs were in the shape of crosses. Lake squinted in confusion.

“These- these are literally the same as your last pair.”

Aiden shrugged.

“Why fix perfection? Besides, they aren’t both the same as my old ones, this pair is black.”

He clarified, tossing the earrings in his bag.

“Right, that makes such a difference.”

Aiden ignored the comment, tossing a random crystal necklace in his bag and heading for the door, Lake and the others following at his side.

“Where to next?”

Aiden asked, looking over to Rosa, who shrugged.

“Anywhere, we have time to spare.”

At this, Aiden, Sofia, and Lake, all exchanged excited looks as they continued out of the store.

Lake walked beside them, but came to a halt, stopping at a dusty mirror in one of the clothing stores, examining her reflection. Slowly, her hand wandered up to her head, and she pulled her wig off, short locks of fiery red hair revealing themselves, she stared for a long few moments, removing her wig’s hair lip, and putting it on her natural hair. It felt freeing, it felt perfect.

“Lake, come on!”

Aiden’s voice called, she looked down between him and her wig, before tossing the wig into a trash can.

“Coming!”

She yelled back, running to catch up with the group, running to her new family, her real family, and leaving her old one behind, for good.

 

 

 

“What kind of tree is that?”

Aiden looked up at the gorgeous leaves above them, hanging in clumps.

“A weeping willow, I think.”

A weeping willow, in a way the name did fit, leaves that resembles tears, tears from a tree that weep for the poor family, the poor fools who stood bellow it, who had no clue what was to come.

“What kind of a name for a tree is that?”

“You think you could come up with anything better?”

“Undoubtedly.”

“Really? List three kinds of trees.”

“Uh, okay, there’s oak trees.. and birch trees… and.. uh…  baise, man I don’t know!”

“My point proven.”

“Do you two ever stop bickering?”

Rosa interrupted, crossing her arms in mock annoyance.

“I’d sooner die.”

Aiden said, sitting in a patch of soft beneath the tree’s looming shadow.

“Me too.”

Lake agreed, sitting down against the trees trunk, Rosa following suit, sitting against the trunk on the side opposite to Lake. Sofia, wasted no time kicking off both her socks and her shoes, and taking her hair out of it’s ponytail, wild locks of purple blowing in the wind as the little girl excitedly ran barefoot through the soft grass and flowers, rolling down hills, before climbing back up them, just to roll down again. (If you’ve never done this before you didn’t have a real childhood). The group watched on in a mix of soft laughter and smiles.

 

Aiden took a deep breath, absorbing the soft breeze, the smell of the air and the flowers, the ruffling of leaves, cool shade on his skin, the buzzing of bees, and Sofia’s laughter as she ran through the grass. He breathed out, looking to Lake and Rosa, then back to Sofia, affection filling his mind and soul. Affection, not for anything specific, but just everything and everyone around him, his family, his sisters. He soon snapped out of it when his beanie was yanked off of his head again, and someone yanked on his hair.

“OW-“

He yelled, looking over his shoulder, only to see Sofia holding his hair, giggling as she attempted to braid it.

“Sofia, I don’t think my hair is long enough to- OW- Rosa, get your kid!”

“She’s just having fun.”

Rosa hummed, closing her eyes leisurely and laying back against the trunk of the tree.

“But she’s- Augh!”

Aiden winced, the child ruthlessly tugging his hair again, then suddenly let go, relief pooling into Aiden’s senses, until Sofia walked around to be face to face with him, grabbing a lock of hair next to his cheek and making a small, but thick braid with it, less painfully this time.

“Perfect!”

She said, clapping her hands gleefully. Aiden ran his hand over the small braid, doing his best to ignore the stinging that lingered on his scalp.

“Yeah, it is.”

He smiled warmly at the girl, reaching up and ruffling her hair. The child gave a toothy grin, before running up to Lake, taking a moment to marvel at her fiery red hair, before grabbing her arms, and tugging her to her feet, demanding they play together. Aiden chuckled softly to himself, standing up, and walking to Rosa, sitting next to her against the tree’s trunk.

 

“She’s lucky, you know.”

“What?”

“Sofia, she’s lucky.”

“Why?”

“To have a mother like you.”

Aiden looked down at Rosa, who smiled appreciatively at him, a twinge of sadness present in her features.

“Have you been doing okay?”

“What do you mean?”

“Over these last two years, you’ve become a lot less relaxed than you used to be, your temper is a bit shorter, you worry a little more, you just seem… stressed. Is everything alright?”

Rosa sighed, looking from Aiden to Lake and Sofia, who run in the grass, chasing after beetles and butterflies, what looked like a small black vine coming from the ground caught Aiden’s attention, before being blocked by Sofia’s figure, their shared laughter echoing through the hills.

“How can I not be stressed? There’s more infected everywhere we go, more dangerous ones, Sofia is just a kid, this is no way for her to have to live! And you and Lake..”

Rosa trailed, sighing, lowering her head.

“I just need to protect you guys, I worry because I can’t stand the thought of ever losing any of you…”

There was silence for a few moments, the breeze running gently through Aiden’s hair as he looked on at the two girls playing in the grass.

“You won’t. The world may have gone to shit, but look at us. We’re still here, we’re together, and we’re happy. We’re family, Rosa, you three are my sisters, nothing will ever happen to any of us.”

Aiden turned to look her in the eye.

“I promise.”

Rosa opened her mouth to speak, interrupted by the two panting girls walking towards them. Lake plopped down onto the grass, leaning on Rosa’s shoulder, Sofia laying her head in Aiden’s lap.

“Tired?”

Rosa asked with a grin.

“No!”

Sofia said with a pout, but the young girl’s panting, paired with a small yawn, said otherwise.

“Maybe you should take a nap?”

“But I’m not tired!”

“Would you go to sleep is I sang you a song again?”

Aiden asked, smiling to himself when Sofia’s face lit up.

“Yes! Yes! Yes!”

“Okay, but you need to be mellow.”

Sofia nodded enthusiastically, leaning her face into Aiden’s lap, smiling up at him, Alden chuckled softly to himself, running gentle fingers through her hair, leaning his head on Rosa’s shoulder. He closed his eyes, and began singing a lullaby.

Sofia was the first to fall asleep, then Lake, and then Rosa. Aiden opened his eyes, still singing despite no one else being awake to hear, as the breeze flow through his hair, he smiled, his body warmed by the three sleeping girls around him, his sisters. He closed his eyes, then he too fell asleep.

 

 

It was the last good day.

Notes:

Fun fact: In Aiden’s original design he was going to have a lip piercing, but the idea was short lived since realistically it would have gotten infected, and writing around that just wasn’t worth the effort.

Chapter 11: I’m a monster, and I can live with that (9)

Summary:

The members of Krystal’s cult are starting to get a bit fed up with her.

Notes:

WARNING: Slight gore, violence, swearing, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one or season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

Chapter Text

“Krystal?”

 

A familiar voice called out, putting down her brush, Krystal turned to look at Derek, who looked a complete mess. Hair tangled and knotted, with clothes stained by both dirt and specks of blood. Krystal could immediately tell that whatever he was about to bother her for wasn’t going to be pretty.

“What do you want?”

“Remember how Trevor went out a few weeks ago to track down those three runaways?”

“Yes, what of it?”

“We..”

Derek looked over his shoulder, and swallowed hard.

“We never found the runaways, but.. we found Trevor.”

Krystal could already tell where this was going, stealing a glance down to her left arm, still wrapped in bandages and in terrible pain, a near constant for Krystal. She looked back up, and sighed.

“How bad is it?”

“Bad.”

Krystal rolled her eyes and stood up.

“Bring him in.”

Derek nodded, and walked out, a few moments passed, and he came back in, at his side were Emily, Oliver, and Marcus. Emily glanced at Krystal, then to the wall, her expression creased in boredom, Marcus, for his part, was helping Derek carry in an injured Trevor, Oliver standing behind the three, a large grey bag in his hands. Krystal looked to Trevor, he was in awful condition. His eyes muddied by both shame and sorrow, head hung low, and arms wrapped around Derek and Marcus for support. His left eye was squinted shut, it took Krystal a moment to realize the reason, black fungi growing from the empty socket, his face and clothes stained in black liquid, in his blood.

Trevor was infected.

 

“Will you.. be able to help him?”

Derek spoke up, his voice unusually shaky, beads of sweat trickling down his face. Krystal considered the five, looking between Trevor, and her bandaged limbs, so many injuries, so much blood already wasted. And in an instant, her mind was made up.

“No.”

“What?!”

Each of the four immediately became surprised, Emily’s expression turning from bored apathy, to wide eyed shock, Derek’s face became filled with both horror and rage.

“What do you mean no?!”

“He’s too far into the infection, there’s nothing I can do.”

“What do you mean he’s too far in?!”

Derek shouted, pushing Trevor into Marcus’ arms and storming towards Krystal.

“I’ve seen you cure people in much worse condition than him! It’ll only take a bit of blood, why won’t you just do it?!”

“This is different,”

Krystal lied, turning her head in the direction of Trever, Marcus, Oliver and Emily.

“I’ve healed him before when he’s gotten infected, my blood will have been useless by now, his body has gotten used to it.”

“That doesn’t make any god damn sense!”

Derek shouted, stepping closer. Krystal glared back at him, and stepped forward in return, making him recoil.

“I didn’t quite catch that, could you say that again please?”

Derek’s jaw worked, but no words came out, Krystal took another step in his direction, and he stepped even further from her, in fear, something Krystal would never get tired of seeing others do.

“I told you to repeat yourself.”

She took another step forward.

“Now! What did you say to me?!”

“Nothing!”

Derek spoke up, flinching when she raised her voice, almost making Krystal grin.

“I said nothing.”

“That’s what I thought.”

 

She turned away from Derek to Trever, whose face creased with worry.

“What’s.. going to happen to me?”

“Well,”

Krystal began, looking between each person in the room.

“I can’t heal you, and you’re infected now, you’re a danger to each person in our settlement. I do wish it could be any other way, but it’s better to lose one person than to risk losing everyone.”

“What?!”

Trevor’s eye widened, and he froze.

“Krystal, please!”

Derek pleaded, reaching out and grabbing her arm, sharp pain shooting up the limb, only serving to further motivate her decision.

“Isn’t there any other way? Please!”

Tears formed in Derek’s eyes.

“It’s okay, Derek.”

Trevor spoke up, paying him a weak smile.

“I was reckless and got infected, this is my own fault, and now I need to face the consequences. I couldn’t live with myself if I put any of you in danger, it’s.. it’s better this way.”

Trevor swallowed hard, trying his best to appear confident to the man he loved, but the shaking in his legs showed his fear.

“No…”

Tears fell from Derek’s eyes, he released Krystal’s arm, making his way towards Trevor.

“Marcus, you know what to do, make sure it’s quick and that his ashes be buried someplace nice.”

Marcus gave a weak nod, and began dragging Trevor out.

“WAIT, WAIT, STOP!”

Derek chased after, leaving Krystal, Oliver, and Emily alone in the tent. Emily’s expression sorrowful, and Oliver’s pure disgust.

“What is wrong with you?! You could have easily healed him and we all know it, and now you’re just letting him die?! He’s your friend, why would you do that?! How could you do that?!”

“My arms are sore.”

Krystal said plainly.

“These wounds need to heal, y’know. Unless you want your cure bleeding out on the floor somewhere?”

Oliver threw his bag down, glaring at her, Emily watched the two, not daring utter a single word.

“Are you serious?! You let him die because ‘your arms hurt’?!”

“Yes.”

Krystal turned away from him, sitting back down.

“Your selfish, your a monster! This is exactly the kind of thing your father would have-

Before he could finish, Krystal grabbed her hair brush, and raised it above her head, rising to her feet once more.

“SHUT UP!”

She screamed, throwing the hair brush as hard as she could at him. It connected, and Oliver stumbled back, blood beginning to drip down his forehead.

“GET OUT, NOW!”

Krystal screamed again, and Oliver scurried past Emily, not bothering to retrieve his bag.

 

A few beats of silence passed, and Emily raised her hand to wipe a splotch of sticky red blood from her shoulder.

“He doesn’t know what he’s talking about.”

Emily picked up the hair brush  from off the ground, flicking off Oliver’s blood, and walking to Krystal, setting the it down on her vanity. A worn down and scratched up thing, stolen from a random house, traces of its previous owner’s blood still present in some places on the faded white wood.

“He’s just some idiot who got lucky and now thinks he knows what’s right.”

Emily looked up at Krystal, raising a hand and cupping her cheek, her warm palm running over Krystal’s scars.

“Don’t listen to a word he says.”

Krystal couldn’t help but smile, leaning into the touch, and tucking a strand of hair behind Emily’s ear.

“We both know I never have. You and Marcus are the only people here whose opinions matters to me.”

Emily chuckled lightly, and put her free hand on Krystal’s upper shoulder, the only part of her arm not wounded and covered in bandages. Be it a calculated decision or a simple sign of affection, or perhaps both, Krystal didn’t know. She appreciated the gesture all the same. Krystal was a monster, she knew it, she couldn’t live with that, but she had Emily, and she had Marcus, and she cared about them. Maybe that somehow proved she had a bit of her humanity left, even if just a trace of it.

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

Okay, so I FINALLY finished a few of the character redesigns and information about Krystal’s cult. Please look at both slideshows as they are very important to the story. Feedback regarding the character designs would also be much appreciated so please leave your thoughts in the comments

 

Redesigns: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7354244531539234090?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7354893872794224171

Cult stuff: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7354887061293255979?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7354893872794224171

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 12: The sound of heartbreak (10)

Summary:

She never even had a chance.

Notes:

WARNING: Death, violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)
Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Before you read, just wanna say reading this while listening to ‘party favor’ by Billie Eilish is kind of a vibe, just putting it out there (you’ll understand why at the end) 

 

“Is everyone okay?”

Aiden’s voice echoed through the empty warehouse, only labored pants followed the question for a few moments, before nods were shared between each person in the group. Sofia buried her face in her mother’s chest, relishing in the warmth provided, leaning into Rosa’s touch when she wrapped her arms gently around her back.

“You think we’ll be safe in here?”

Lake whispered, huddling closer to Rosa and Sofia, Aiden joining them, shivering slightly in the cold.

“If we stay quiet.”

Sofia looked up as her mother whispered back, the sound of heavy rain falling upon the metal roof filling the long silence that followed. Sofia glanced momentarily to the door in front of them, wondering if what was outside had any chance of getting in. But the door was a sturdy metal, and the lock, although rusted, would probably suffice. They were safe, but.. it didn’t feel like it.

A loud crack came from outside, thunder no doubt, and Sofia couldn’t help but let out a small squeak at the noise, leaning even more into her mother’s hold.

“Shhhh..”

Rosa cooed, running gentle fingers through Sofia’s hair, a slight comfort to go against the danger right outside that door. Then there was a lump in Sofia’s throat, a familiar pain in her chest, and she began to cough again. She’d been sick for a few weeks now, a fever presumably, but she was coughing much more violently tonight than she had before.

 

“Sofia, are you alright?”

Sofia tried to reply, but she couldn’t speak, she couldn’t hardly even breathe, tears pricked her eyes from the pain, her throat felt like it was on fire.

“Sofia?”

Aiden spoke up, kneeling in front of her and Rosa.

“Is she choking?”

Lake asked, hurriedly whipping her head between her and Aiden. Rosa planted a firm hand on Sofia’s upper shoulder.

“Sofia!”

That’s when she threw up. It tasted metallic, her nose filled with the burning stench similar to a rusted coin, it was a thick, warm liquid. Hot tears flowed down her face as something else came up her throat, it felt jagged, and like it tore her throat open. When it finally came out, she squeezed her eyes shut, gasping desperately for air, relieved she could finally breath again. There were light gasps, never a good sign, she opened her eyes. Bellow her, was a small black puddle, like a liquid void, sitting in the puddle, barely visible through the liquid, was a small, bright blue blossom. She scooped it up in her hands, it was beautiful, had this really come out of her? She was close to becoming excited before the pain returned, and her throat felt like it was burning again, and more liquid made its way up her throat and trickled out of her mouth. All eyes were on her, every face painted with horror and dread. More tears escaped Sofia’s eyes, and she dropped the blossom.

 

“It hurts..”

She managed to croak out, before coughing again.

“Cela ne peut pas être réel….”

Aiden mumbled, his voice shaky, vouched barely above a whisper.

Lieber Gott.. how is this even possible, how did this even happen?!”

Lake asked Aiden, tears already filling her eyes as she grabbed onto her older brother’s arm.

“I think.. it was a few weeks ago now when she was playing under that tree, she had no shoes on, maybe she stepped on an infected plant, maybe it cut her foot or something?”

Aiden mumbled again, not looking away from Sofia, Rosa just stared in silence, eyes wide and mouth agape. It was too much for Sofia, the pain, everyone’s fear, it was all so terrifying.

“Mama….”

She took a breath, the effort making her let out a whine, more tears escaping her from the pain it caused.

“Will I be okay?”

“Oh, my baby!”

Rosa sobbed out, her voice an unusually high pitch. She squeezed her eyes shut, and clamped a hand over her mouth, shoulders rising and falling rapidly as she sobbed. Silence reigned on the group, until after a few moments, Rosa finally pulled her hand away from her face, and looked up.

“….Yes.”

Rosa leaned forward, wrapping her arms gently around her daughter, Sofia shook, burying her face in her mother’s coat.

“You’ll be just fine.”

Rosa slipped a gentle hand on Sofia’s cheek, and another on the back on her head, rubbing her hair softly. Through the corner of her eye, Sofia could see Aiden grab Lake, and pull her towards him, making her face away from them, and burying his head in her shoulders, eyes squeezed shut as tears streamed down his face.

“Don’t look!”

He whispered harshly to Lake, confusion filled Sofia’s mind, before her mother spoke again.

“I love you, I’m so sorry..…”

Sofia was about to ask her mother what she meant, before Rosa’s grip tightened. There was a jolt of pain for a split second, then everything went black.

 

 

 

 

 

There was a loud, hollow crunch as Rosa snapped her daughter’s neck, a small gasp escaping the young girl, before she went limp. Lake let out a yelp, burying her face into Aiden’s shoulder, and sobbing. And in an instant, Sofia was dead.

 

Her arms fell from her mother’s back to her sides, breathing halted, and body gone slack, she lay there limp like a rag doll in her mother’s arms, her embrace the one thing keeping her from falling to the ground, falling to the abyss. Rosa only held her tighter at this, clinging desperately to her deceased child, a child who, although spared from the horrible fate of becoming an infected, of being mutated and disfigured, didn’t deserve death. Sofia was dead, never to grow up, to be married, have a family, live a life, she didn’t even have a chance. She loved her family dearly, and they loved her just as much, that, she never once doubted. But now she was gone and there was no undoing it.

 

There was silence, and then there was sobbing.

 

It took two long weeks for Lake and Aiden to pry Rosa from her daughter’s corpse. Aiden took the bloodied flower with him.

 

 

 

 

 


WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

I made a little animatic about this chapter’s events and the events of chapter two over on TikTok, go watch them or I’ll eat your hair.

 

 

Chapter two: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7331832863576313131?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7356130289130915374

 

This chapter: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7356104783947697439?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7356130289130915374

before anyone asks, no the scream isn’t cannon, it was just for dramatic effect, anyway, feedback and opinions would be much appreciated!!

 

 

 

Notes:

Fun fact:
The day Sofia died was her birthday, of course, no one knew this since there wasn’t really a way to keep track of the date, but yeah, Sofia was killed by her own mother on her seventh birthday. I’m very kind to these characters you guys 😃

Chapter 13: All alone (11)

Summary:

Aiden loses it all.

Notes:

WARNING: Death, gore, violence, swearing, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

Chapter Text

I wrote this while listening to rainbow factory, and it shows.

 

 



Aiden stared nervously at the small yet looming figure of the factory up ahead, dull grays and blacks mixing well with the foggy night. He shivered slightly, a small cloud appearing in front of him as he released a breath. He hugged his arms, the cold of the night piercing his skin like tiny needles, he wouldn’t be surprised if it began to snow. He glanced to his side, Rosa, as per usual since Sofia’s death, had her head hung low in silence, Lake having a gentle hand on the older woman’s shoulder, holding her close. Aiden’s attention returned to the factory. It wouldn’t be warm, or comfortable, but any shelter was good enough. It hadn’t took much effort to hop the fence, and sneak inside through some back door, and so, they were in.

It was dusty, and much smaller and cheap looking than they had expected. It seemed to have once been some kind of a meat factory. Assembly lines littered with pungent stains from different cutlery long gone by now, devoured by mice and bugs ages ago. Aiden cringed, raising a hand over his mouth and nose.

 

“God, this is nasty..”

Rosa whined, covering her face as well.

“We should find so, replace to rest.”

Lake’s voice rang out.

“Yeah.. we probably should.”

There was a light, echoing thud with each step the group took, empty hallways that seemed to stretch on forever being all that surrounded. Aiden glanced up at the ceiling above, littered with thick cobwebs and large spiders, drawing a disgusted shiver from the young man.

“Jesus Christ!”

Aiden paused, looking down at Rosa, who cringed at the ground before her, where the rotted corpse of a factory worker lay, maggots and flies eating away at what little remained of the person’s flesh.

“God.. that’s disgusting.”

Aiden mumbled, putting a hand over his nose and mouth, walking around the body and continuing down the dark corridor, pulling out a lighter from her bag, a faint clicking noise filled the silence a few times, before dim light took over as Lake lit a kerosene lantern, one they’d stolen from the department store the day they met all those years ago. Aiden looked around, nothing else too peculiar resided in the hallway.

“Where do you think this leads to?”

Lake’s whisper echoed, why she was making an effort to be quiet was a wonder to Aiden, there wasn’t even anything there to hear them, still, keeping volume down just in case was a wise choice.

“I don’t know, I’ve never been in a factory before.”

Aiden whispered back, as if someone or something had heeded Lake’s question, just a few yards up ahead, Aiden could see the outline of a door.

“Should… should we go in?”

Aiden’s question lingered in the darkness for a few moments before Rosa stepped forward.

“Might as well.”

With that, she swung the rusted, metal door oven, and took a step inside. Lake reached the lantern out, what little the light revealed showed vast metal machines with assembly lines adjacent to them, likely for shredding up meat.

“Jesus Christ- nothings even been made in this factory in years, what the hell is that stench?!”

Rosa complained, scrunching up her face, simultaneously covering her nose and mouth with her hands.

“Maybe some kind of chemicals? I dunno..”

Lake trailed, using her free hand to raise the top of her shirt over her nose.

“Why the fuck would a meat factory need chemicals?!”

“Maybe to sanitize the products or something? I mean, companies put chemicals in everything they made, who knows what this is.”

Aiden shuddered.

“Whatever it is, it smells horrible, let’s go back!”

The others nodded, they began to walk back to the door they’d just came from before a loud thud stopped Aiden in his tracks.

“Did you hear that?”

“Hear what?”

“That- shh!”

Aiden’s ears perked up, the thud repeated.

“We should seriously get out of here..”

Rosa whispered, staring over her shoulder, there was another thud, this time louder and much closer. Lake whipped the lantern in every direction she could think,to, the light jerking and shifting sporadically,  there in the darkness, hunched over and staring wide-eyed was an infected.

“Shit! Shit! Shit!”

“Run!”

 

Everyone broke into a sprint, rushing back to the corridor. Rosa a few steps behind the other two, slamming the metal door shut and locking it. Everyone stared as the infected bang against the door, Rosa stepped back.

“Do you think it’ll get in?”

Lake asked, stepping closer to Aiden nervously.

“It’s metal.. but, the hinges are rusted, see?”

Rosa pointed.

“I think it’s safe, but we should keep going.”

Everyone nodded, and continued on, after only a few seconds, a loud band echoed through the corridor, accompanied by a wet crunch, and an ear piercing shriek that seemed to stretch on forever. Aiden’s blood ran cold.

“HELP ME! HELP, PLEASE!”

It Rosa screaming, Aiden whipped his head around to see Rosa laying on the floor, on top of her right leg, crushing it, was the door.

“HELP, IT HURTS AIDEN, LAKE, HELP ME! PLEASE!”

Rosa shrieked, reaching out her hand, the other two members of the group rushed forward, they only made it a few steps before the infected ran up to Rosa. It lifted its arm, and brought it down, blood sprayed onto the wall, and Rosa fell completely silent.

 

Aiden’s mouth went dry as he stared in wide eyed silence as he stared at Rosa. His companion, his best friend, his sister.

“AIDEN, WATCH OUT!”

Lake’s voice drew him back to reality as Lake screamed, he looked up to see the infected lundge forward, right on cue, Lake grabbed the back of his hoodie and practically threw him towards her, Aiden stumbled to the floor, writhing in pain. He looked down to see the infected had slashed his leg, and badly, warm blood running down his skin and seeping through his pants. He barely had time to react before Lake grabbed him again and broke into a sprint, running down the corridor.

“Lake, what are you doing?! Rosa, we can’t leave her behind! Lake!”

Warm tears streamed down his face, blurring his vision, Lake didn’t respond, only continuing to sprint down the corridor back into another room, loud sobs escaping her occasionally.

 

Beneath his foot, something shifted, and Aiden fell. He didn’t realize how long he was falling for, before he hit the ground, dull pain overwhelmed his senses.

“AIDEN! OH GOD, NO PLEASE, AIDEN!”

He could hear Lake screaming after him, but it sounded distant. His vision faded, and the world went dark.

 

 

 

 

“Ew, why does it look like that?!”

Adriana recoiled away, flinching when her mother swatted her hand.

“Don’t say that, she’s your little sister!”

“She looks like a potato!”

“She kind of does…”

Adriana couldn’t help but grin to herself as dad murmured in agreement.

“See!”

“You’re not helping! And she doesn’t look like a potato, she’s a baby!”

“She’s a very ugly baby.”

Adriana crossed her arms, glaring down at her sister, who looked more like a wrinkly bag of flesh wrapped tightly in a blanket.

“She’s a newborn, all newborns are ugly.”

“She’s not ugly!”

Mom snapped at dad, who only chuckled.

“Look, it’s our first day back from the hospital, just try to relax.”

“I’m very relaxed, thank you! I just don’t appreciate you encouraging Adriana to call her sister ugly!”

“Alright, alright, we take it back!”

Dad laughed heartily, planting a hand on top of Adriana’s head, the child leaning into the touch, and putting his other hand on his wife’s shoulder.

“Now, let’s get to bed, I’m sure we all need it.”

Mom sighed, leaning on dad’s shoulder.

“I am thoroughly exhausted.”

“Let’s put the baby to bed, then tuck Adriana in.”

“I’m not a baby! I don’t need to be tucked i -“

“Shush.”

Mom rolled her eyes, taking Adriana’s hand and leading her to the nursery.

“I’m too tired for your complaining.”

Adriana pouted, but didn’t dare object, following her parents down the hallway into where her new sister would be sleeping. She peered over her crib, resting a hand on the cool wood, running a finger over it’s curves and cracks.

“Do I still get to pick her name?”

“If you give her a real name and not suggest something from one of your silly cartoons, then yes.”

Adriana thought for a moment, staring long and hard at her new sister.

“Lynette!”

“Lynette?”

“Yeah!”

Mom hummed.

“Alright, that’s a good one, Lynette it is. Now let’s get you to bed.”

Aiden paid one last glance to her sister, who she still thought was quite ugly, then walked to her room, crawling into bed. Mom took a seat on the edge, dad standing at her side, watching.

“Comfy?”

Mom asked, pulling the blanket over Adriana, who nodded.

“Good.”

Mom kissed her on her forehead, leaving a warm sensation on Adriana’s skin.

“Good night love.”

“Get some rest!”

“Good night!”

Adriana yelled after her parents as they turned off her light, and left the room, after a while of tossing and turning, she finally closed her eyes, drifting off into sleep.

 

 

 

As Aiden jolted awake, the first thing that came to him was pain, an overwhelming, thudding pain that echoed through his whole body. He groaned, he couldn’t move, everything hurt so much.

“Rosa! Lake! Lake! Help!”

He screamed up, hearing no reply. His mind racing, he forced his body to move. He sat up and looked around, his head spinning. He’d fallen through the floor to a lower level of the factory, it smelled just as horrible as everywhere else did, bones he assumed one’s belonged to pigs hung from equipment lining the walls, a dusty air conditioner that had fallen from the ceiling lay in a crumpled heap next to Aiden. He looked down, suddenly grateful for his heavy backpack, which had broken his fall, saving his head from damage. He slipped it off his arms and opened it up, simultaneously taking his axe that was slung on his back from its holder and examining it, nothing had been too damaged, luckily, aside from some cracks on the axe’s head, and a broken flashlight. He tossed the flashlight aside and looked around, then to his leg, still badly cut. Taking the first aid kit from his bag, he disinfected the wound, and bandaged it up. Putting his axe and bag back on, he limped over the a metal pole that had been discarded on the floor, using it as a crutch, he explored his new environment. It didn’t take very long at all for him to find a staircase, climbing up with moderate difficulty, he considered the possibility Lake or the infected were still there, but an emergency exit being wide open, covered in scratch marks told him otherwise, it was likely she escaped, and it followed her out. He explored many rooms, searching for Rosa, before finally finding the room they’d initially entered, and the corridor they went down the night before.

 

He struggled, leaning his body against the pole, and making his way down the empty hall, he wished he could run, but the moment he put pressure on his injured leg, sharp pain coursed through his body, warning him not to follow through with those desires. Gritting his teeth, he carried on. He had hoped, despite how stupid the thought was, that Rosa was still alive somehow, hanging on for life, injured, sure, but they’d get through it as they always had, he’d patch her up, they’d go find Lake hiding somewhere, and they’d all be safe. His heart practically jumped out of his chest when he saw her, Rosa, she was right there on the floor.

 

“Rosa, oh thank god!”

He limped towards her, frowning at the metal door still crushing his leg, he knelt down.

“Oh god.. this is bad.”

He put his hand on her shoulder, than wrapped his arms around her body.

“It’s okay, I’ll pull you out! On a count of three! One.. two… three!”

He pulled, not registering the loud crack and flow of blood as Rosa’s right leg was ripped off of her body.

“There, that wasn’t so bad, now, let’s get you patched up, I’m going to disinfect the wound, so it may hurt a bit, but you’ll be okay.”

Rosa didn’t respond, she was probably just unconscious. Aiden sighed, talking to no one in particular as he pulled off his backpack and retrieved his first aid kit.

“We need to be quick, I think Lake escaped but that infected followed her, we need to make sure she’s okay, I’m going to check if your hurt anywhere else real quick, just in case.”

He turned her over onto her back, laying her down on his lap, she was limp and cold to the touch, her eyes were open but not particularly widely, a silvery white color washed over them, mouth slightly agape with blood trickling from it’s side, and on her neck, was.. a hole? Large, and bloody, going clean through her neck, right through her pulse, caused by the infected no doubt, a wound that should’ve been fatal.

 

But that was impossible, Rosa was fine, she was right here in Aiden’s arms, wounded sure but just unconscious. Why was her body still so cold? That’s not normal. Where was her leg?

 

Aiden looked back to the door and found his answer, the limb sticking out beneath the metal, detached from her body.

 

Okay, this is bad, but it’s only one leg! She’s not dead or anything! I just need to bandage her up and find Lake!

 

He looked back down at Rosa, who stared unblinking back up in return.

“Rosa? Come on, wake up, we need to find Lake.”

No response came, and Aiden grew frustrated.

“Come on, this is serious, wake up!”

He shook her slightly, nothing happened.

“Look, I know you like playing pranks and all, but this seriously isn’t funny, we need to go help Lake, come on, get up!”

He shook her more, panic began to set in.

“ROSA, COME ON, GET UP, THIS ISN’T FUNNY ANYMORE!”

He got angrier, shaking her violently.

“COME ON, GET UP! THIS ISN’T FUCKING FUNNY! ROSA! ROSA MARIA, GET UP RIGHT FUCKING NOW!”

There was a loud, echoing clatter as Aiden shook her, he looked down to see her box cutter had fallen out of her pocket, that same weapon she’d threatened him with the first day they met, all those years ago. He picked it up, tears pricking his eyes as he looked between it and it’s owner who lay dead in his lap.

Dead.

“Rosa? Rosa, please get up.”

Aiden whispered, holding her close to him, hugging her tightly to him, hot tears flowing down his face.

“Please wake up. Please, I need you, come on!”

Rosa didn’t wake up, she didn’t hug him back, she didn’t move, or breath, or stir even a little bit. She just laid there in his arms.

“Please, don’t go..”

His voice cracked, and he buried his face in her hair, sobbing.

“Please!”

 

 

 

 

He hadn’t wanted to let go of her body, to leave Rosa there, but he had to, he had to go find Lake. Reluctantly, he took the box cutter in his hand, and hobbled out of the factory, leaving Rosa’s corpse alone to rot inside, just another death among millions since this all began. He walked outside into the warm sunlight, for hours he screamed Lake’s name, he searched the streets, every building, everywhere he could think to look, the girl was nowhere to be found.

 

 

Standing alone in an empty street, it finally dawned on Aiden that for the first time in his life, he was completely alone.

Chapter 14: A little update

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Hi everyone! 

Sorry there hasn't been a new chapter in a while, a lot has happened in my personal life. Basically I've been ditching school with my friends for a while and I just got caught, my parents are PISSED and put me into homeschooling as punishment and to keep me away from my friends. Also, may or may not be sent to a mental hospital sometime this month. Anyway, yeah, I'm grounded for a really long time, in a huge amount if trouble, but it's alright I guess. I'll try to start releasing chapters on regular schedule again. 

I guess I slayed too hard 

Chapter 15: So many possibilities (12)

Summary:

Alec find some useful information and begins to make plans, Fiore isn’t so hopeful.

Notes:

WARNING: Death, gore, violence, swearing, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Hey!! Ik this is late as hell, but to make it up to you, I decided to make a chapter that finally explains the virus a bit! <3

 


Alec stared down at the desk in front of him, at it’s contents. A stack of papers, medical files in a dusty, yellow folder, and next to it a small device, one he couldn’t remember the name of, but he recognized its purpose, recording and playing audio. He went to the folder first, opening it, and reading the first page of it’s contents.

 

“March 2nd, 2022:

The following is a log of audio tapes maintained by myself, Dr Emilia Brown, in regards to a patient that has, thus far, had a very unique case. On February 24th, the patient visited her primary doctor regarding a strange illness. The patient, Lill Richards, reported experiencing the following symptoms:

-extreme thirst

-intense pain in the throat and chest

-nausea

-difficulty breathing

-extreme paranoia

-loss of sleep

-chest pain

-Itchiness of skin, particularly the hands and area beneath the eyes

 

According to the patient, she had been experiencing those symptoms for roughly two weeks before seeking a medical professional. Her primary doctor urged her to visit a hospital or emergency room immediately. After she had been admitted the following morning, her condition only grew worse. The patient began having panic attacks and difficulty consuming solid foods. I haven’t been a doctor for very long, only four years now, but this case is particularly unusual to me. From this day forward, I will be logging the patient’s condition regularly, and monitoring her closely.”

 

Alec’s interest piqued, he turned away from the papers, and to the small and dated black box next to them, pressing a button on it’s top, he jumped in surprise when actual audio came out.

 

 

“March 3rd, seventh day of hospital visit:

 

Currently, it is 9:30 in the morning, I am standing outside of the patients room and I am about to enter for an interview with her, which will be recorded on here, I am now going to enter the room.”

 

Alec’s eyebrow raised, the creaking of a door, and light footsteps echoing in the thick static.

 

 

“Good morning, Miss Richards.”

“Oh, please, just call me Lill!”

“Right, my apologies, Lill.”

 

The doctor let out a deep breath, the sounds of papers shuffling was audible.

 

“So, Lill, for the sake of this interview, would you mind telling me again when and why these symptoms began?”

“Oh, of course.”

The woman, Lill, cleared her throat.

 

“So, a few weeks ago, I was walking through a forest, trying to get my mind off things. I was just walking down the path when I tripped over something, it was some vines that had blossoms growing on them, but they were.. strange. The vines were dark, completely black. And the blossoms were this bright blue color, I’d never seen anything like it. When I fell, one of the thorns on the vines scratched up my arm a bit.”

 

“The patient is gesturing to a wound on her right arm, which is currently covered by bandages.”

“Do you.. need to say everything I do out loud?”

“Well, these are audio logs, not video recordings, every detail needs to be as clear as possible, for future analysis.”

“But.. who’s going to be analyzing this?”

 

There were a few bests of silence, and there was light scratching as someone jotted something down on a sheet of paper.

 

“Can you…… tell me more about this wound?”

“It was strange, that’s for sure. The pain from the cut wasn’t normal, usually when I get a cut like that it stings a bit but it isn’t that alarming. But, with this one.. the pain was terrible, excruciating, then I got all these symptoms, and it…. Oh, it was just awful.”

“I see, and, are the medication we’ve given you helping with these symptoms at all?”

“A bit, but it still hurts, hard to breathe too.”

 

There was more scratching as the doctor wrote something else down.

 

“And on a scale of one to ten, how bad would you say the pain is?”

“I’d put it at a-“

 

There was loud coughing, almost blending in with the static crackling of the low quality recording, be it caused by time or just by whatever product this woman used being trash.

 

“At-“

 

There was shuffling, and the coughing grew louder, almost violent now.

 

“Lill? Lill, are you alright?”

 

There was a wet splat through the coughing, earning a sharp gasp from the doctor.

“What the hell is… Shit! Shit! Lill?!”

 

There was loud beeping, and more shuffling, then, with a loud bang, the noise grew slightly more distant, the device likely having fell to the floor, then there were footsteps, and the audio cut for a moment. Rather than it continuing with the familiar voice of Lill or her doctor, the distant sound of various people mumbling to one another could be heard.

 

“Dear god..”

“What even is that?!”

“It tested as blood, but..”

“That can’t be blood, why is it black?!  Nothing like this ever happened before, and what she threw up.. a flower! How does that even happen?! This makes no sense!”

“We don’t know, okay! We have to do more tests, what do the scans say?”

There was shuffling, then another gasp.

“Jesus Christ.…”

“What- what are those?! We need to tell someone about this, this isn’t normal! This could be some mutation, some disease, higher ups need to be informed!”

“I know, and they will be, but-“

There was a pause.

“Hey, are you recording this?”

“I-“

“You can’t record something like this, give me that!”

“Wait, wait, wait!”

Footsteps, then the audio cut again, silence interrupted by a deep sigh.

 

 

“March tenth, fourteenth day of hospital visit:

 

“This morning, the patient went under surgery to have the organisms growing in her body both removed and tested. The doctors found many vine like objects wrapping themselves around the patient’s organs, the organs have maintained their regular appearance for some reason but the blood and the plants within her body were all black. Bright blue blossoms were also found growing on these objects inside of her.… how that’s even possible is unknown to us. Higher ups were told, they informed government personal, but, we haven’t heard anything back.”

 

There was another deep sigh.

 

“God help us.”

 

“March fourteenth, eighteenth day of hospital visit:

 

“Lill, how are you feeling after the surgery?”

There were a few beats of silence, then a shuffle.

“How am I feeling? How am I feeling?! How do you think I feel?! It hurts, everything in my body hurts! I can hardly even breathe, and I keep throwing up those horrible flowers! What is wrong with me?!”

“We are trying to figure that out, but we don’t know, your case is quite… unique, we’ve never seen one like it before-“

“This is a HOSPITAL! For Christ’s sake, you should know these things! YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW TO FIX ME!”

“Lill, I need you to calm down-“

“CALM?! How can I possibly be calm?! Look at me! Look at what I’m turning into!”

“The patient is extending her hand, gesturing to small vines growing from beneath her fingernails.…This is.. extremely abnormal, may I?”

“Fine, but make it quick! You better know how to deal with this!”

“I am holding the patient’s hand within my own, her fingernails themselves seem normal, but on her ring and index fingers, small black vines are growing from beneath the fingernails, causing the fingertips to look very irritated. The vines are a bit hard to see, almost resembling string or yarn. They are delicate to the touch, and smooth. This.. how is this even possible?”

“You’re the doctor, shouldn’t you know that?!”

There was a long, tense silence.

“I need to call someone.”

 

 

The audio cut again, there was no date being stated this time, however, just creaking and pained moans.

 

“Lill? Lill, are you in there?”

A man asked, knocking on a door.

“Lill, we know you barricaded your door, we know you’re scared, but you’ll be alright, we’re here to help you, just let us in.”

Silence.

“We’re coming in now!”

The man called out, there was a brief struggle to open the door, then, there were screams, and a loud thud echoed.

“Holy shit, what is that?!”

“Get it off of me, get it-“

The man’s words were cut of by an agonized shriek, paired with a wet crunch.

“OH GOD, OH GOD, GET HER BACK IN HER ROOM, GET HER BACK IN!”

 

There was more shrieking, footsteps, and a loud struggle, the audio cut again.

 

 

There was a long silence, interrupted by a light sob.

“Lill, she.. that wasn’t her, that couldn’t have possibly….”

She trailed, and sniffling could be heard.

“He’s dead, doctor Ramirez, he’s dead now, she tore his stomach open and.. tried to eat his organs..”

Her voice cracked, another sob escaping her.

“She was different, her body was covered in these vines, and blossoms, and her eyes, Jesus Christ, her eyes!”

The doctor took a shaky breath, there was shuffling, and a small thud.

“I mean, she was acting weird before, she was polite at first but as time went on she just got so angry and aggressive, but it was never anything as bad as this… I know what I need to do. Her room is sealed off, barricaded, it even has caution tape! She’s being isolated but.. I have to check on her. I can’t just leave her in there.”

The audio cut.

 

 

There were hollow crunches, and pained moans as a door creaked open, silence spanned a few moments.

 

“Lill….?”

 

A hollow groan came in response, before a prayer was mumbled.

 

“Our… f-father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done-“

 

There was a loud, unearthly shriek from inside the room, earning another loud sob from the doctor.

 

“On Earth as it is in heaven! Give us this day, our daily bread, and forgive us our-“

 

There was another shriek, this time from the doctor, loud footsteps approached, and the audio cut again.

 

“I expected her to be in bad condition, I expected her to maybe even be dead, but.. I didn’t expect.. THIS!”

There was a shaky breath, and then a tired groan.

“It was her in there, but she was.. different. So much different. Her eyes were gone, just vines and blossoms growing from the empty sockets, from everywhere on her body! Her hands were just enveloped, everything bellow her elbow looked like a bush! Her hair was gone, there were blossoms everywhere in the room, and her blood…. it was black, it was jet black, like a liquid void just there on the floor, I could barely even see her because she was just covered in so much of that blood!”

A weak sob echoed through the static.

“We informed the government, they know about this, they know about all of this, they’ve seen pictures of the patient, and they know she infected some of the hospital staff, they know this is a full on virus! They paid us.. they paid us all to keep quiet. They took Lill away, cleaned up her room, and paid us not to breathe a word about the situation. Their covering it up, this is a dangerous and deadly disease and we have no cure, anyone who’s been in contact with hospital staff or released patients may be infected, but they want to keep it secret! And maybe I just wanted to forget what’s happened, maybe I just wanted to go back to my normal life, but.. I took the money, okay? I accepted it. And.. maybe I could have moved on with my life if….. this morning, I had a coughing fit while I was getting ready for work, and I threw up, I threw up blood! Black blood! It stained everything! Stained my wall, my mirror, my sink, and at the end of it.. in the sink, there was a little blue blossom sitting in the liquid.”

The sobbing grew louder, desperate and uncontrollable.

“Dear god, what have we done to deserve this?!”

 

The audio cut again, nothing played from the device again.

 

Alec frowned, and picked up the folder, a voice interrupted him before he could take a look at it’s contents.

“What’s all that?”

Alec looked down to see Fiore peering down at the desk’s contents, eyes focusing between the recording device, and the yellow folder.

“Some very useful information…”

Alec trailed, only half focused on the girl as he looked back down at the folder.

“Wow, that’s real specific.”

Fiore said with a roll of her eyes, before her gaze shifted to the folder as well, expression turning from annoyance to curiosity.

“What’s in there?”

“We’re about to find out.”

With that, Alec tossed the folder open, inside were medical files upon medical files, as well as a few photos held together by a plastic blue paper clip. His eyes grazed over each word with impressive speed, flipping from page to page too quickly for Fiore to fully make out what they said.

“Slow down, Jesus, I want to look too!”

Fiore complained, giving Alec a pointed look.

“Sorry..”

He muttered, handing the stack of papers to Fiore while he examined the photographs, flipping through each one.

“This… this changes everything, Fiore!”

Alec exclaimed with enthusiasm, looking down to the girl, who raised an eyebrow.

“How so? It’s just some hospital files.”

“Yes, but of all the places we visited before, this recording of a person becoming infected is the oldest, so far the oldest information we’ve come across dates to late February and early March of 2022 so far, that must be when the virus itself originated!”

“You didn’t already notice that? It was really obvious.”

“Well- of course I noticed, but I tried not to assume, but the evidence is just overwhelming at this point!”

“Fair enough.. I guess.”

Fiore shrugged, tossing her backpack on the table, before taking a seat on it herself, pulling out an old notebook they’d stolen to keep track of information for the last two or so years.

“I’m assuming you want to go over everything again, maybe add some notes?”

Alec, nodded, and with a sigh, Fiore opened the notebook to its most recent page, reading aloud.

“Found a-“

“Wait, go back to the pages about the virus, it’s side effects, I want to be sure there’s nothing we missed or got wrong now that we have this new information.”

“Do we seriously STILL need to do that every time?”

“Yes, we do. Now go back.”

Fiore groaned in dissatisfaction, but obeyed.

“Fine!”

 

 

“First page:

First variant of infection: ‘abstract trees’. This variant is the most common out of all known variants thus far, symptoms have so far shown to be:

 

-black blood

-thirst

-nausea and vomiting

-itchiness and delicacy of skin

-enhanced hearing

-bleeding from eyes nose and mouth

-rapid weight and hair loss.

 

Typically, infected individuals of the ‘abstract tree variant’ experience growth of black branches accompanied by blue leaves coming out of their bodies, most commonly the stomach, mouth, nose, or eyes. Infected of the ‘abstract tree variant have also, thus far, been the tallest and thinnest out of all variations, with enhanced speed, strength, and hearing, but loss of eyesight and coordination.

 

 

Second variant of infection: ‘imperfect blooms’

 

Thus far, this variant had been shown to be extremely common among children or the elderly, young to middle aged adults rarely falling victim to this specific variant, but the reason as to why is something we are yet to discover. Symptoms so far have been shown to be:

 

-black blood

-high fever

-difficulty breathing and/or speaking

-pain in the lungs

-coughing fits

-intense sore throat

-vomiting of blue flowers

 

This variant is strikingly similar to the fictional ‘Hanahaki disease’ with infected individuals coughing up flowers much like ‘Hanahaki disease’. Infected individuals show extreme body change, entire limbs sometimes being so engulfed in flowers and vines, they themselves resemble entire trees or bushes. This variant has been noted to be uniquely painful, whereas the the first variant simply tears growth straight out of one’s skin, this variant shows thorned vines wrapping themselves around organs, slowly crushing them from the inside, causing extreme internal bleeding. They have also been noted to have the most agility, bring the fastest and most coordinated, out of each known variant.

 

 

Third variant of the infection: ‘glowing fungi’

 

Thus far, this variant is the most rare of the three, being the one spotted the least over these last two years. Symptoms have been shown to be:

 

-loss of energy

-hallucinations

-vomiting

-emotional outbursts

-tiredness

 

This variant of the infection, due to it’s rarity, has little known about it. However, what little we have seen of this variant shows it to be the most gruesome of the three, while proper study on the workings of this variant have not been performed, it is the most visually disturbing, the flesh of infected individuals seeming to decay and fall from their bodies, large black and blue fungi grows from body parts of infected individuals in sizable chunks, often exposing organs and bone.”

 

“Okay, there, I read it! Happy now?!”

“The next page.”

“Ugh! This is bullshit!”

“Just do it.”

 

Fiore rolled her eyes, but picked up the notebook again.

 

“Additional notes:

-infected people, although extremely rarely, are able to mutate in various ways, be it multiple bodies merging into one, or someone possessing features from different variants of the infection, an example being a woman sighed with a form of the first variant that included fungi growing on her wooden parts

-It has been seen there are many ways a person can become infected, be it an open wound caused by an infected going untreated, ingesting or being wounded by an infected plant, or any transfer of bodily fluids such as blood, saliva, or reproductive substances

-one trait that is constant within every variant of the infection is that the final stage ends the same, with the infected person mutates into the organism corresponding with the variant they possess

-Infected are almost entirely nocturnal, why is unknown

-Infection, in some cases, can be stopped, if infected through a wound of a limb, cleaning the wound within at least twenty four hours of infection should fix the issue, if this is not done, ampupating the infected limb should get rid of the issue entirely if it is removed in time

-Animals, strangely, are unable to become infected, they have been observed being wounded by infected people and consuming infected plants, yet they remain in good health.”

 

Fiore threw the notebook down

“There! I’m not reading any more than that.”

“That’s fine, I just needed to make sure there were no discrepancies.”

“But why did I have to read it?”

“Well, I wouldn’t want you becoming illiterate, even if we don’t need reading and writing now as much as we did before the virus began, it doesn’t mean we shouldn’t make a habit if keeping it a part of our lives.”

“I’m not stupid Alec! I’m not gonna forget how to read!”

“I’m just being safe is all.”

Fiore rolled her eyes, glancing over at Alec, who continued to shuffle between photos and papers, brows furrowed.

“What is it? I thought you’d be happy finding more information.”

“I am, but..”

Alec sighed, plopping down into a dusty chair.

“Look, Fiore. I want to know how this started, I want to find a cure, that’s our goal here, but this,”

Alec gestured to the papers scattered before him.

“Just isn’t enough. We need more than stalking infected, more than dissecting corpses, and stealing files from abandoned facilities.”

“You’re not suggesting…?”

Fiore trailed, her tone dripping with judgement.

“We know hardly anything about the virus beyond the initial infection and the final stage, we have no idea of its origins, of anything! We need to be more up close, we need living, breathing specimen, a proper lab, we need, to take a more hands on role here if we want to bring an end to all this.”

“Seriously? And just how on Earth would we accomplish something like that? We aren’t scientists, we aren’t anything close to that! And even if we were, it wouldn’t make a difference, if the top minds of the world couldn’t find a cure what are our chances, anyway? Not to mention, it’d take forever to find a lab and put it in the right condition for experimenting, but medicines will be useless, and how would we even get specimens? Capture infected? How would we possibly do that? Be rational here, Alec.”

“I am being rational! If we want to find a cure we need to take these risks. Maybe the only reason they couldn’t develop a cure is because they didn’t know enough. It only took a month, maybe two for things to collapse, we know much more now than they did back then!”

“Still though, what makes you think it’s possible? Society has collapsed entirely, and-“

“Not entirely.”

Fiore raised an eyebrow, deciding to humor Alec.

“Go on.”

“I’ve heard rumors going around, that a few nations are still standing strong, as strong as they could be, anyway. But I heard that Russia and Korea have been an intense quarantine the last two years, they aren’t doing well, but they haven’t fallen apart, and they are looking for a cure. If there’s hope for them, there’s hope for us.”

“And your just believing this? Where’s the evidence? Even if it’s true, how does that help our situation, it only proves me right! If entire nations are barely keeping from collapse, just how well do we fare? Just us two. There’s too many possibilities, Alec, don’t you see that?”

 

There was a few beats of silence.

“Fiore…”

Alec began, standing with a sigh.

“We need to at least try. I need to try. I don’t want you growing up in a world like this any longer than you have to! You’re a kid! You should be playing in a schoolyard, not fighting for your life every day!”

Alec stepped forward, putting a hand on her shoulder.

“Let me do this, if not for the world, then at least for you?

Fiore was silent for a few moments, considering his words.

“When this idea gets us killed, I’m blaming you.”

Alec smiled.

“I knew you’d come around.”

“Shut up.”

 

 

Notes:

Should the next chapter be centered around Aiden or the survivor from chapter four?

Chapter 16: My universe (13)

Summary:

Jake has some troubling nightmares, but he has Tom to help him.

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

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“Look, if you’re still and quiet, it won’t hurt as much… After your medicine we’re going to put you in a room with one of them, but we’ll have someone in there to protect you, you won’t be in any danger.”

“In a room with.. why?! That’s insane! No way! I am not doing that!”

“It isn’t a request. You know what the consequences are when you don’t cooperate. Stop being so selfish, and just do it!”

“There is no way in hell that I’ll-“

Jake was cut off when she grabbed him, dragging him back to his bed, and strapping him in.

“Let go! Stop it, please!”

Jake squirmed, but it was no use, his now frail body was no match for the cold leather straps that wrapped tightly around his forearms. Looking up, short fiery red hair danced brilliantly with each motion, a sight Jake would have appreciated in not for the woman these gorgeous locks belonged to.

“I told you, if you shut up and stay still it won’t be as painful! This is for you’re own good and you know it, you should be thanking me!”

“My own good?! I never agreed to this! This is torture, this is-“

Jake paused for a moment, flinching at the sharp pain on a needle being inserted into his arm, veins turning cold momentarily, his mouth tasted like metal, then pain set in, sharp and merciless, spreading up his arm and his whole body, setting every nerve on fire. Jake screamed, just as he always did, squeezing his eyes shut as tightly as he could manage, as if it would alleviate the pain.

“I told you not to move, you moron!”

Jake didn’t respond to the shout, barely audible through his agonized screams, which took minutes to subside. There was an annoyed sigh.

“I’ll let you rest for a bit, let the pain wear off, but then we need to do the experiment, we’ll leave you alone after that.”

The tone of the woman above him turned to one of slight guilt, relief seeping into Jake’s senses as the straps around him were unbuckled, then removed entirely, leaving red marks in their wake.

“I think Æ̸̨̨̨̭̗̞̩̙̹͇̠̅̏͆̇̈́͌́͗͒͛̌̄́͆̚̚̕͘͜ͅͅl̷̢̡̰̬̦̳̙͈̩͕͍͍̰̓̋̅̀͝ẹ̴̢̭͖̭͔͕̝̲̲̞̰̞͖͈̈͋̈̓̈́͑̉̇̏͋͂̓͘̕͝c̸̢̨̛͎̯͍̤̼͈̼͕͖̱̟̖̞̞̩͎͗͊͛͆̌̎͐̋̈́̓͘͘͜ said he found some old books while on a supply run, so you won’t be too bored for a while.”

She stood up, looking down at Jake pitifully.

“We don’t want to be hurting you like this, but it’s you’re obligation to help us find this solution, if you just comply it won’t be nearly as hard!”

Jake looked up, already exhausted. He glared, but gave no response.

 

“You sure this is a good idea?”

“Well, they don’t attack Ģ̴̢̬̻̗̜͈̱͖͈̙̩̠̭̗̖͖̙̹͉̳̜͍̤̮̞̠̦͍̓̔̇̈́̈́̓͌̅̔̑̿̃̄͂̈́́̾͐̌̿̈́͗̉̒̚͘̚ͅæ̶̛̛̹̹̝̙͐́̊̌̐̋̑̃̍̐̌͑̎͂̏͑̽̓́̚b̸̡̨͖̲͚̥̥̜̩͍͙͎̣̬͔͕̯̗͔̦̪̯̦̐̑̍̔̈̀̎̏͊̕͘͝ͅb̸̨̨̡̢͔̤̹̖͓̘̬̰͖̩͍̞̘̭̝͔̠͙̠̪̰̖̟̲̰̪̅̆̒͛̇̔́̃̂́͋̏̌͐̑͘͠͝y̴̢̧̡͚̺͎̳̦͕͍̭̦̤̣̖̥͎̖̜̪̼͎͔̝̥̣̔͝, it might be the same case for him?”

“Just because he’s immune?”

“Well, so is she.”

“But that’s different, they can’t attack her, who knows if they’ll react the same to him.”

“Don’t worry, it’s in an earlier stage, not all there as far as the conscious goes, but not much of a danger on a physical level, and we’ll have someone in there to keep things from escalating, he’ll be just fine.”

“You’re sure?”

“Positive.”

“…Fine then, do what you must. Only what you must.”

”Yes, yes, I know how guilty you are about him, but it’ll be fine.”

Jake heard one of the voices fade, accompanied by hollow footsteps, as he made his way down the familiar corridor, eyes glued to the ground, he contemplated making a run for it again, but shot the idea down immediately. He was desperate, but not illogical, not yet anyway.

“This is where you’ll be, we’ll bring an infected in, but it’ll be on a rope, and I’ll be in there with you, we’re only testing wether it reacts to you’re presence the same way they react to hers.”

Jake nodded, before finally looking up, before him was a door leading to a large white room, one of the walls being partially made out of glass, in front of it stood four familiar faces, all staring right at him, all in those stupid pretentious lab coats, as if any of them were actual scientists. He entered the room, walking to the left wall, and leaning on it.

“Wait here for a few minutes, I’ll bring it in a little bit.”

Jake nodded, only half paying attention, staring off into space, his eyes analyzing every speck of dust in the air as if it were the most interesting thing in the world. Then the door opened again, being dragged in on an old rope was an infected, a woman seeming to have been of middle age, she thrashed and struggled, chunks of Fungi falling from her body onto the floor. Jake watched as the door was slammed shut, and the woman was forced in Jake’s direction. She paused for a moment, staring at with an almost quizzical expression, taking a small step forward, before lunging, easily restrained by the other man in the room. Jake cowered against the wall, eyes darting from the infected to the group who watch him. A few moments passed before one raised a hand.

“That’s enough, get it out of there, take them back to their cells, and clean this up, thoroughly.”

The man nodded, dragging out the infected, then coming back for Jake. And just like that, he was alone in his boring, white room. He stared at the ceiling for a while, not touching his new books, hardly entertaining the thought. It was quite a lonely existence.

He hated it.

 

 

 

Jake awoke with a sharp gasp, practically shooting up at a perfect right angle, panting and gasping. For air, beads of sweat forming on his skin.

“Jake! What’s wrong? Is everything okay?”

Jake looked to his side, Tom stared down at him with concern. Jake panted, chest rising and falling as memories repeated, of the wet sounds of skin tearing open, of needles injected into flesh, of cruel experiments, the same nightmares he’d had for weeks now. He took a shaky breath.

“It’s fine, I’m fine. Just another nightmare.”

“Are you sure?”

Jake nodded.

“Alright, if you say so…”

Tom sighed, putting a gentle hand on Jake’s back, the other man leaning into the touch, resting his head on his lover’s shoulder. Silence spanned for a while.

“Tom?”

“Yes?”

“Can you.. can you keep a secret?”

Tom let out a strained chuckle.

“Jake, I was literally a spy, my entire job was keeping secrets.”

“Just answer me.”

“Okay, okay, I can keep a secret for you. What did you want to say?”

“It’s about the scar on my arm, the one I got hiding in that school a while back, before we met.”

“What about it? I’ve seen it plenty of times.”

“I mean.. how I got it.”

“You were attacked by an animal.”

“That was a lie.”

“..Go on.”

“I’m….. immune.”

“Immune? Y-you don’t mean..?”

“I got this scar when an infected attacked me that night, it bit my arm, I couldn’t treat it as soon as I needed to, I though I would die, but I didn’t. It healed like any normal wound. I tested it out, ate one of those blue and black flowers, nothing happened. The virus, I’m immune to it.”

Tom pulled away in shock, Jake didn’t dare meet his lover’s gaze.

“Why.. didn’t you tell me?”

“I just.. I’ve had nightmares for a while, where these people discovered I’m immune, and they.. experimented on me, I could feel every needle, every scratch, taste the food, water, feel the texture of each object I held, it felt so real, and it made me afraid. I know it’s irrational, but it’s the truth. I’m…. Sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. I was just…….. scared.”

“Jake, I- this is-  do you realize the implications of this?! Of you being immune?! This is huge! This could mean a cure-“

“That’s exactly what I’m scared of, don’t you understand? If people find out I’m immune, imagine what they might do to me! The things from my dreams just might happen!”

“I promise you, they won’t.”

“You don’t know that!”

Jake finally looked up, Tom displaying an expression Jake couldn’t quite decipher.

“I.. I’m sorry. I was just afraid.”

Jake gave a guilty sigh, looking away again before a warm hand cupped his cheek.

“Don’t apologize.”

Tom gave a weak smile.

“I understand, Jake. It’s alright to be afraid. But I promise you have nothing to be afraid about, I’m here, I’ll keep your secret if that’s what you want, no one will ever hurt you.”

“How do you know that?”

There was a long pause.

“I don’t. But.. you remember earlier tonight? You and I were looking at the stars, talking about planets, galaxies, the universe, all that stuff.”

Jake nodded recalling the time they’d spent together on the roof of an old building, staring up at the night sky, painted with silver stars and constellations.

“I do, why?”

“Remember what I was talking about then? About our galaxy’s distance to the one closest to it?”

“Yeah, the Andromeda galaxy I think, you said it was.. 2.5 million light years away, right?”

Tom nodded.

“You remember what I told you about how long it would take to get there?”

“Two million years, or something like that?”

“And you know what’s in between?”

“What?”

“Nothing Two million years of pure emptiness, just a black void. And that’s to the galaxy closest to us. And outside of that, the whole universe, a lot of it is the same, just vast emptiness.”

“What does this have to do with anything?”

“Well, think about it, the world fell apart, but that whole term ‘the world’ it implies we are the only significant planet out there, the world. But we aren’t. That storm on Jupiter, it’s bigger than the entire Earth, our sun is considered tiny compared to most other stars, we’re just a little speck in the universe, we don’t matter nearly as much as we think we do, none of this matters if you think it over.”

“That doesn’t answer my question though, all this is doing is giving me an existential crisis.”

“Look, the point is, we’re just two people among millions, on a planet, in a solar system, in a galaxy, among millions just like it, that stretch on forever and ever. So really, really, if our existence as a whole is so insignificant, does the fact your immune matter much either? Does this secret have as much significance as you think it does? After all, I’ll be here to protect you with my life, to keep this secret to my grave, so do you need to worry about it as much as you are?”

Jake chuckled.

“That was a really long winded way of saying not to worry about it.”

Tom made a noise of amusement, wrapping his hand around Jake’s waist and pulling him close,

“Well- it sounds more deep and meaningful if I talk about the universe and stuff instead of just saying it outright.”

“Oh, a philosopher now, are we?”

Jake leaned into Tom’s warmth.

“Even in the end of the world, you never fail to impress me.”

“It’s not philosophy, I just kept rereading that astronomy book we found a few months back and it made me think, y’know?”

Jake shushed him, laying down, and resting his head in Tom’s lap, smiling softly when gentle fingers ran through his hair.

“It’s hotter if you let me believe it’s because you’re smart.”

“Oh- uhm.. r-right!”

Jake’s smile grew bigger, he didn’t have to even look up to know Tom was blushing and getting flustered just as he always did.

 

 


Poor Jake, poor, stupid Jake. If only he heeded the warnings delivered to him things would have turned out better. But we both know that won’t happen, I’m not a fan of happy endings.

Chapter 17: Bad feelings (14)

Summary:

Aiden is still searching desperately for Lake, encountering old friends, and new challenges instead.

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, references to rape/sexual assault, attempted rape/sexual assault, transphobia (kind of) written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

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(Ok, I know most of you probably stopped reading chapter warning a long time ago because their basically the same every time, but this chapter’s events may be a bit more triggering to certain readers than simple death or swearing. That said, I encourage you to actually read the warnings this time if you haven’t already, I’ll add author’s notes at both the beginning and end of that part of the chapter for anyone who may want to skip. Stay safe!)

 

 

Everything hurt.

Aiden’s entire body ached of starvation, countless days of searching, lungs hoarse and sore from shouting Lake’s name into the abyss, throat stinging from going so long with little to nothing to drink. He honestly wasn’t all too sure what drove him to continue his search, his pathetic, fruitless pursuit for a girl who’d either long since moved on, or perished that night out in the middle of nowhere. Maybe it was the fleeting hope she was still living, that she searched for him just as vigorously as he did her. Or maybe his mind just needed a distraction from the grief, from the images of the dead bodies of a mother and her child he’d come to know and love as family, visions that came to him every time he dared blink, momentary void replaced instead by blood and cold flesh.

 

But, his body wasn’t as easily distracted from its pain as he’d trained his mind to be. He wasn’t sure how many days it had been since that night in the factory, when he lost it all, but he hadn’t eaten so much as a crumb since then, and his body was sore from days of walking, he yearned for sleep, for rest, for some kind of a break, for anything at all. But yet, he still searched, because Lake mattered more than all of that, plain and simple.

 

A cold fog bathed down on Aiden that late afternoon, on a tired shell of a man, hobbling aimlessly against a metal pole, his sad excuse for a crutch. Light crunches of pavement beneath his shoes echoing as he walked, in search for shelter, just to be safe from infected. He winced at a particularly bad ache from his stomach, glancing to his side, at rats and insects feeding off the body of a dead bird. It wouldn’t be hard to kill a rat, he’d killed much bigger, much faster things before, he almost took a step forward before the prospect of the various diseases the little devils may possess crossed his mind, and he backed off instantly, not humoring for even a moment the idea of resorting to the insects that accompanied the rats. He glanced up vacantly at the tall buildings of the city’s vast and empty roads, abandoned cars, bikes, and trucks, lining each and every street, some still barring the bloody remnants of the poor souls who’d once driven those vehicles.

 

Maybe that school bus over there would make a good hiding place…? No, there’s probably a bunch of bodies in there.

 

In all fairness, there were less bodies than Aiden had expected for a city, although, most people likely fled this place back when this began, then died someplace else. Aiden began considering other hiding places when a dim orange light caught his eye from inside an empty liquor store. Maybe a camp fire or a lamp of some kind? That must have meant other people there, maybe someone who could help him? In his subconscious, part of him was aware it was a horrible idea, but the prospect of food, water, and perhaps a few friendly faces, overtook his common sense in that moment. His mind raced with possibilities as he hobbled down the empty road, maybe Lake was there? Maybe she’d found someone to help her and she was perfectly safe, and they’d be reunited? He even felt a part of him become excited. It trickled away as soon as he’d entered the store.

 

Empty?

Not a person in sight. There were two backpacks and a lit kerosene lamp, the items put hastily side by side, as though the owners had somewhere else to be and simply tossed the bags off to the side, intending to return to them later. Aiden looked around, examining the area with scrutiny, no one else was there, in the building or the street adjacent to it. He looked down again, and before he could stop himself, knelt down, zipping open one of the bags, searching hastily for anything of value. Hurrying as to not get caught, God knows what would happen to him then, as if he was doing anything wrong. After all, these people had more than enough supplies on them, more than they needed, what did it matter if Aiden took a few of their things? At least, that’s how Aiden’s hunger and thirst ridden mind attempted to justify this. Just as he reached into the bag, grabbing for a bottle of water, there was a shout.

 

“Hey, hey you! What the hell do you think you’re doing?!”

He looked up, to see two men standing in the doorway, expressions contorted with fury. Aiden froze up, dread curling in his stomach. One of the men stepped towards him, he was tall, with dirty blonde hair.

“I asked you a que-“

Before he could finish, Aiden grabbed his metal pole, and swung it towards the man, it connected, and hr stumbled to the ground with a pained grunt.

“Troy!”

The other man rushed towards his companion, Troy, who clutched just now bleeding nose, glaring hatefully at Aiden. He wasted no time, leaning against the pole and limping away as fast as he could manage, his pace although intended a sprint was more akin to a light jog thanks to his injury. He didn’t get far, yelping in surprise when somebody tackled him from behind, and both his backpack and his weapon were torn off of his back. He looked up, dazed, seeing the metal pole had fallen a few feet away, laying useless on the ground. He rose to his hand and knees, reaching for it so he could flee, before a sharp pain from his scalp overwhelmed his senses. His beanie fell to the ground as he was yanked up by his hair, stumbling before someone grabbed him from behind.

 

 

(Okay, here’s where things get non consensual, it’s not as explicit as it was in earlier drafts of the story and not nearly as graphic but some readers may find it uncomfortable regardless.)

 

 

“Let go of me- fucking let go!”

Aiden flailed, trying his best to free himself from his attacker, before there was another sharp pain, he screamed as one of the men gave a hard kick to the wound on his leg, he gritted his teeth, legs going completely slack from the pain, leaving him vulnerable. Another pained sound escaped him as the person behind him gripped tightly onto both of his arms, pulling and twisting his left arm behind his back, with just barely enough restraint to keep from snapping his wrist, but still enough force to bring immense pain. His body ached now not only from starvation and tiredness, but from his new injuries. The man behind him cackled.

“Jesus Christ- you scream like a woman!”

The man in front of him, tall like the blonde, but dark haired, laughed alongside him. (This isn’t any cannon character unlike Troy, btw, this is just some rando I made up for the plot, he doesn’t get a name)

“I think it is, look!”

Aiden flinched as the dark haired man grabbed his face, and forced his head to the side, so he looked over his shoulder at Troy, who was grinning sadistically, blood still staining his face. Aiden was filled with rage at the comment but couldn’t utter a word as his face was yanked again, this time back in the direction of the dark haired man.

“You’re a pretty one! What are you doing stealing like this?”

He mocked, leaning down towards Aiden, who opened his mouth to give a curt response, before crying out again as the grip on his arm tightened. He gritted his teeth, and squeezed his eyes shut.

“I didn’t mean to cause trouble, look, I haven’t eaten anything in days, I’m tired, and hungry, and I’m just trying to find my friend; just let me go! Please!”

The dark haired man smirked.

“Aw, that’s so sad, Troy, we should help him!”

He suggested disingenuously, moving his hand so it rested beneath Aiden’s chin, rubbing his thumb gently over Aiden’s bottom lip. He flinched when the grip around his arm loosened slightly, and his right arm was released for a moment, before Troy’s grip returned, now on Aiden’s hip.

“You’re right, just look at him, injured and starving, he’ll die out here for sure!”

He laughed, squeezing slightly.

“Why don’t you stay with us for a bit, huh? You certainly don’t fare better out there on your own, we help you out, you help us out. Favors for favors..”

Tre tailed, moving his hand to grip Aiden’s inner thigh, too far up for comfort. His blood ran cold realizing what these men intended on doing to him was much worse than being robbed or beaten like he’d initially expected.

“Let go of me.. let go! Let go! Fucking let go of me!”

He thrashed kicking his good leg in every direction he could think to, panting from the futile effort. Swinging his free arm back, his elbow connected with Troy’s stomach, causing him to stumble backwards. Aiden’s freedom was short lived, his body colliding with the hard and unforgiving brick wall behind him as the dark haired man pushed him against it. Aiden shouted, tight hands wrapping mercilessly around his throat, and squeezing. His mouth went dry as he gasped desperately for air that just wouldn’t come, like a freshly caught fish, then, the hands around his neck went from two, to only one, Aiden gasped in slight relief, inhaling sharp breaths, chest rising and falling rapidly from the effort. He gritted his teeth, his relief dissipating immediately as his attacker’s free hand beg an to tug at Aiden’s pants, in some attempt to pull them down.

“Stop it!”

Aiden demanded, raising his good leg, and kicking his attacker in the knee as hard as he could manage, drawing an angered grunt from him.

“Fucking bitch!”

Aiden yelped, his body being yanked forward, then shoved back against the wall like a rag doll, dull pain overwhelming him as his head collided, the second hand returned around his throat, now squeezing as tight as his attacker could manage. Aiden struggled uselessly for air, colors dancing in his vision, it didn’t take long for his eyes to become heavy as he suffocated, on the brink of falling unconscious, his fate would be sealed then. After all, he’d be completely vulnerable if he was unconscious, he’d either he raped, killed, or both. He attempted to speak, to let out a demand, a plea, anything, all that came out were more sharp gasps as his body began to go limp, his grip around the arms of his attacker loosening almost completely.

 

 

(Alright, for anyone who skipped after seeing the author’s note, you can come back now, things are mostly back to normal now, as normal as this fic gets anyway.)

 

 

“Aiden?!”

A voice joined that of the two men, he barely registered it, not like he could respond anyway. Without warning, the hands around his neck suddenly released, and Aiden fell to the ground, gasping for air, his mind barely registering shouting and the sound of a struggle, blurs of pink and green dancing in his vision, before loud footsteps came and went.

“Aiden, is- is that..?”

A man’s voice was audible through the ringing in Aiden’s ear, cool and raspy.

“His hair, and the earrings- oh my gods! It is him!”

A woman’s voice rang out now, soft with a slightly high pitch. Aiden blinked, the ringing in his ears receding slightly, he hoped for a moment it was Lake’s voice he heard, but that wasn’t possible, this woman lacked the thick German accent Lake was easily recognizable from.

“Holy shit, Aiden!”

The man spoke up again, slight laughter leaving him as he pulled Aiden into a tight hug. Confusion raced through his mind as he wondered who the hell these two even were. He blinked a few times, vision finally becoming clear when the man pulled away. Aiden recognized him immediately, dark green hair put into a ponytail, brown skin, tired eyes, it was unmistakable who this was.

“Kai…?”

His former roommate, his old best friend, they hadn’t spoken since that first day, and here he was, alive and well.

“Kai, is that…?”

Aiden trailed looking up, a muscular woman with long ginger hair and freckles grinned excitedly down at him.

“Maggie? Holy shit! It- it’s you! I thought you both were dead!”

A smile tugged at the edges of Aiden’s lips, with an exasperated laugh he pulled Kai back into a tight hug, burying his face in his best friend’s shoulder.

“I thought.. oh god, it’s so great to finally see you again!”

Aiden gave Kai one last squeeze, before pulling away, smiling between Kai and Maggie.

“Still going strong I see?”

Kai chuckled and nodded, a small blush forming on Maggie’s cheeks.

“Yeah, we’ve been doing good, don’t think I can say the same for you…”

Kai trailed, frowning down at Aiden’s bloody clothing, injured leg, and now bruised neck.

“Gods.. well, I’m glad we got here when we did, were you being robbed or something?”

Kai asked with a raised eyebrow, Aiden’s smile faded, he looked down at his injured leg, then to his thigh, Maggie’s expression shifted immediately to one of realization.

“Wait- were they going to..?”

She didn’t finish the question, eyes glued to the marks on Aiden’s neck.

“Yeah.”

He mumbled, looking away.

“Oh shit..”

Kai muttered, he sighed, pulling Aiden back into a hug, softer this time, more comforting.

“I’m.. so sorry. I wish we got here sooner, you- you shouldn’t have had to deal with something like that. Did they-”

“No. They- they tried, but I didn’t let them, although, if you guys didn’t show up when you did…”

He sighed.

“The point is, I’m fine.”

“Good.”

Kai pulled away, his smile returning.

“Are you on your own?”

Aiden paused, feeling a twinge of pain as he thought of Rosa and Sofia, then of Lake.

“It’s.. a long story, but pretty much, yeah. I’m looking for my friend, but I think she’s long gone by now.”

“Do you want to come with us?”

Maggie chimed in, kneeling next to Kai, who was sitting with Aiden.

“We’ve been living in a settlement nearby for a while, we were actually out on a supply run just now, but it’s a good place. Plenty of people, good food, clean water, rules are a bit strict and you’ll have to contribute of course, but it’s much better than being out here alone, especially all injured like this, you should come with us, their always open to new people.”

Aiden considered the offer for a few moments, on one hand finding Lake was his top priority, on the other, he was injured and starving, he needed somewhere to stay, especially with two people he trusted. With a sigh, he nodded his head.

 

 

It was a long walk, but at least Aiden didn’t have to carry his stuff on his own, Maggie had volunteered to do it for him, and Kai was more than happy to let Aiden lean on him as they walked. The settlement was far more impressive than Aiden had expected, it was a few miles put away from the city, on what once seemed to have once been some kind of a farm. A large barn with warm yellow light seeping from it’s windows was at the center of it all, next to it was a shed and what looked like a water silo. To the right camping tents were packed neatly in rows, and small fires with makeshift chairs set up around them, adjacent to the tents and fires was piles upon piles of small logs, and baskets filled with objects Aiden couldn’t quite identify. To the left were large buckets and some kind of a rope attached to two tents, clothes hanging to dry from it, and a few large and important looking tents just right in front of a vast forest. As Aiden got closer, however, he could see it wasn’t a forest, but rows upon rows of apple trees, lit kerosene lamps hanging from a few of them, now that he noticed the lamps on the trees, there were lamps and candles almost everywhere.

“This used to be an old apple orchard.”

Kai began gesturing with his chin.

“They chose it as a location because it was close to the city, pretty large, and of course, all these apples as a constant food source. Plus, just a few more miles out is a big forest, so getting water and hunting animals isn’t too hard, all the candles and lamps are to keep infected away, they don’t like light much around here, but we aren’t quite sure why. This is where everyone sleeps, eats, all that stuff, everything is in different areas. Over in the far left corner is where things like laundry, medical stuff, and bathing get done, over by the tents is where we chop wood for fires, everyone has different jobs depending on what their good at. Chores like laundry and cooking are mostly for people on the younger or less skilled side, anyone with any form of medical experience is basically a doctor, most people are put in charge of maintaining the apple trees, going on supply runs, hunting for food, and chopping firewood, the strongest of us stay up at nights watching out for any infected, especially any that might be hiding in the apple trees.”

Kai explained, as they got closer, the indistinct chatter of each person walking around and doing tasks grew louder.

“You need to be approved before you’re welcomed in, just go along with what we say and you’ll be good.”

Maggie said, smiling down at Aiden. When they came to a stop, Kai left the pair, going up to a man, and beginning a conversation, the two glancing occasionally at Aiden, the man took one final look at Aiden before walking away, after a few moments, an important looking woman with long brown hair replaced him, speaking with Kai, before he went back up to Aiden and Maggie.

“Come on.”

He waved his hand for them to follow him, walking up to the woman, who looked Aiden up and down, frowning judgmentally.

“He’s injured, and…. absolutely filthy. You’re positive he isn’t infected? You said he told you he’s had that wound for a few days now.”

Kai nodded, and the woman sighed.

“Alright then, clean him up, get him some new clothes, and we can figure out what to do with him tomorrow.”

With that, the woman walked away, and Kai turned back to Aiden with a sheepish smile.

“That’s Emily, she’s… not the nicest, to say the least.”

Aiden shrugged as he was led down to one of the tents.

“This is the medical tent, I know you said you took care of the wound when you got it, but it still doesn’t look too good.”

Aiden looked down at his wound, which still stung from being kicked, and cringed.

“Yeah, I think that’s a good idea. So is this- like- an actual doctor, or…?”

“Livestock vet, but he’s pretty much the closest thing we’ve got to one. He’s good at what he does though.”

“I guess it’s better than nothing..”

Aiden trailed before hobbling into the medical tent, where his wound was rather painfully disinfected, then stitched up neatly. Not long after, Kai and Maggie ushered him into another tent, where there was a large metal washtub, filled with water, not exactly comfortable to bathe in, but it got the job done, and for the first time in weeks, he got to enjoy the feeling of soft, clean skin, and silky smooth hair, and the new clothes he was given, although a bit big, were comfortable enough and served their purpose well. He was almost able to push the horrible events of the day to the back of his mind, especially when he was welcomed with open arms and friendly greetings by many of the other residents.

 

“Listen..”

Maggie began, giving a nervous glance between Aiden and Kai, whose expression matched her own. Aiden looked up from his food, swallowing before he inquired.

“What is it?”

“There are some.. rules you’re going to need to follow if you want to stay here. A lot of the things people do and say around here may seem.. strange, but the important thing is not to question it, alright?”

“Okay?”

Aiden raised an eyebrow, every eye on him suddenly seeming malicious, whereas he thought it may have just been from people’s curiosity and excitement at a new person arriving, each look someone gave him now felt more scrutinizing than anything else. Kai spoke up.

“Just- whatever you do, don’t leave without permission, if you do, they’ll assume you ran away, and they’ll go looking for you. Nothing you say, truth or not, can help you if you’re found.”

“What happens if you’re found?”

There was a long silence, interrupted only by the crackle of burning wood.

“Just.. don’t leave without permission, don’t run away, and don’t get caught. Those are the most important rules, we’ll explain the rest to you tomorrow.”

“Kai, you’re starting to freak me out with all this.. ominous stuff.”

 

 

“Aiden.”

Kai said firmly, he rarely ever spoke in such a manner.

“Even though I haven’t seen you in a long time, I still consider you my best friend, I care about you. Everything I’m telling you is for your own good, so just listen, okay?”

Aiden didn’t respond for some time, gaze averting to the soft grass beneath him, he was beginning to get a bad feeling about this place.

“Alright…”

Chapter 18: Discoveries (15)

Summary:

Can you tell I stopped putting effort into chapter summaries? Yeah, those won’t be included anymore.

Notes:

WARNING: Death, violence, angst, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The sweet scent of apples was carried through the soft breeze, Kai breathed in, taking in the crisp aromas of the delectable fruit, looking to his side, through the leaves turned bright green by the sun’s rays shining through them, Kai watched as his best friend and his beloved collected the red treats. The taller of the two plucking them from their branches with ease and tossing them down to the shorter, who did his best to catch each one in his basket, cursing under his breath each time one ended up falling to the floor, landing on the soft grass and dry leaves with a light crunch each time, an auditory taunt at Aiden’s catching abilities.

“Quit throwing them so far to the left, I can’t catch that!”

“I’m trying, I don’t have good aim!”

“Nah, Aiden just can’t catch anything to save his life.”

At that remark, Aiden frowned, cheeks turning slightly pink.

“You shut up!”

Kai chuckled. He’d missed this, bickering with Aiden, wasting days off away talking about random things, teasing him, and making him try newer more interesting things than he usually would. It was always a wonder to others around them how the two had even became so close, let alone best friends, when one was so calm and sociable, and the other short tempered and more reserved, all they seemed to do was argue, and yet their bond was still strong as ever, even now after two years of being separated, it was as if nothing had changed.

Or, perhaps not.

Aiden was a bit different, in subtle ways, ones Maggie did not notice, but Kai did. The way Aiden smiled was much more labored than it used to be, his laugh wasn’t as vibrant, and although Kai would never point it out aloud, the shine in Aiden’s eye was ever so slightly dimmer. Or perhaps it was only a trick of the light?

 

“It’s great here and all,”

Aiden began as the three walked through a row of apple trees, Kai and Maggie going at a purposefully slow pace to stay in sync with Aiden, who still limped slightly due to his injured leg.

“But once my leg fully heals, I do need to get going, I need to find Lake again.”

Kai frowned.

“Didn’t you say you searched for days, that she was chased out? Wherever she is now, she’s probably assumed you’re dead, I don’t think there’s any finding her. If she’s even still…”

Kai trailed, not quite wanting to finish the sentence, he never liked having to be the one to suggest such horrible things.

No, Lake is strong. She’s survived much worse before, one random infected isn’t going to be able to kill her.”

Kai was silent at this, tempted to bring up Aiden’s other friend, the one he’d told them was killed that same night, but such a thing would no doubt anger him, it took only one glance over at Maggie to be able to tell she was thinking the exact same thing.

“Besides,”

Aiden continued, taking an apple from his basket, and biting into it.

“If I do find her, maybe I could bring her here and we can both stay? I think you guys would get along great with her, and she’d probably be pretty happy here.”

Aiden suggested through a mouthful of apple, neither Kai nor Maggie dare to call out how unrealistic of an idea that was.

“Yeah, maybe..”

Maggie trailed, avoiding eye contact.

 

Hours flew by as the three wasted away the afternoon in the orchard, picking apples, talking, and at one point napping at the base of one of the trees, a thick fog now blocking the sunlight and blanketing over them. It was then, when Kai and Aiden had just woken up, Maggie still sleeping soundly, that Aiden spoke again.

“You know, it’s kind of funny. I fully believed you were dead, I never thought I’d see you again, but… I still got you this.”

Kai raised an eyebrow as Aiden reached into his pocket.

“That day I mentioned, when I looted that mall, I decided to take earrings from a store and while I was there, and I saw something that reminded me of you.”

Kai looked down, as Aiden pulled out a cheap looking necklace, what was supposed to be amethyst, but was likely just stained glass or resin.

“I know it’s probably fake, but I remembered how much you like crystals, and I just… here.”

He extended his hand to Kai, a soft smile playing on his features.

“I saved it for you, I guess part of me just knew you were still alive, that I’d be giving it to you someday, and.. here we are.”

Kai smiled back, taking the necklace, and putting it on, the cold metal of the necklace’s chain touching the back of his neck sending a slight shiver down his spine.

“Yeah, this- this is fake.”

Kai looked back up at Aiden and grinned.

“But, I love it, I do.”

Aiden smiled bashfully. Silence lingered for a few moments, a cold fog bathing the apple trees and the three friends sitting beneath them. Kai glanced down for a moment, seeing a tear in Aiden’s sleeve, and chuckling.

“You’ve only had this shirt for a week and you’re destroying it already?”

Aiden looked down, seeing the tear, before his cheeks turned pink in embarrassment.

“Shut up!”

Aiden grumbled, looking away, with another soft chuckle, Kai reached into his bag, an old and beaten up tote bag he’d had since before the whole apocalypse, and pulled out a needle and thread, which he always had for these types of situations.

“You know how to sew?”

Aiden shook his head, and Kai gently grabbed Aiden’s arm, holding it up as he prepared his needle and thread.

“Here, I’ll show you.”

Aiden looked down at his arm, as Kai put the thread through the needle, and then put the needle up to the fabric of his sleeve, making swift but skillful movements as he sewed the tear back up, careful to not poke his friend with the needle. Calming silence reigned over the two friends, leaves glided in the air as they worked, carried by the soft breeze. After a little while, Aiden became relaxed, leaning back and closing his eyes, beginning to hum, his voice soft and smooth, the melody calming and warm like a lullaby. Kai smiled, not looking away from the task at hand, his mind going back to old memories, from before this all began. When the two would be cleaning their apartment, the melody of Aiden’s singing filling gaps of silence as they worked, making the tedium of it all much more bearable.

“You’ve always been a great singer, I think you’ve gotten even better since I last heard you.”

Aiden gave a sheepish smile.

“Well, I’ve sung a lot more in the last two years than I did before, no one else in the group was very good at it, so singing Sofia lullabies was always my job, and whenever anyone was sad, or injured, I’d sing for them and it usually helped at least a little bit.”

Aiden chuckled softly.

“I remember how excited Sofia would get when I’d sing her songs, it was one of the only ways to get that kid to stop talking and just behave for once. I remember, actually, the four of us were sitting under a tree, just like we are now, and I started singing a lullaby for Sofia, and everyone ended up falling asleep, she was so excited, it was…”

Aiden paused, his smile faded completely, and the calming silence was replaced by one of both awkwardness and sorrow. With a sigh, Aiden shook his head softly.

“Never mind.”

 

Awkward silence spanned for a while as Kai finished gingerly the sleeve back together.

“You.. know anything about Greek mythology?”

Aiden raised an eyebrow.

“Not really, why?”

“You kind of remind me of someone I read about in a mythology book.”

“Who?”

“Achilles.”

“The guy with the heel?”

“Yeah, you know how the story goes, a hero who invincible, never able to be killed, I mean, except for his heel.”

“What does that have to do with me?”

“Well, from what you’ve told us, you’ve gone through some really heavy shit, but despite all of it you somehow still survived, you just can’t seem to die?”

Aiden chuckled.

“Seriously, dude?”

He arched an eyebrow, grinning at Kai. He’d missed when Aiden looked at him like that. (Interpret that how you will)

“I know, it’s stupid, but it just popped into my mind, y’know?”

“Really, okay then, what’s my weak spot, my Achilles heel? Is it.. my hand? My back? My eye?”

Aiden put a finger to his bottom right eyelid, pulling slightly, drawing a snicker from his friend.

“Oh yeah, you’d be a pirate then, we’d have to get you an eyepatch and everything.”

“God no, I’d look like an idiot if I wore an eyepatch.”

“No you wouldn’t.”

“Yeah, I would-“

Aiden was cut off by a yawn, looking up, Kai could see Maggie had finally awoken.

“You’ve been asleep a while.”

Kai greeted her with a smile.

“Rest well?”

Maggie nodded, leaning down and giving Kai a kiss on the cheek, earning a mocking laugh from Aiden.

“What is it?”

Maggie asked, her large cyan eyes shining with her usual insecurity.

“Oh, nothing, nothing. You two are just a cute couple is all.”

Aiden quickly brushed off her concerns, inspecting his sewn up sleeve.

“Oh, thanks..”

Maggie looked away, her cheeks going pink at the compliment, earning a soft smile from Kai. Maggie was rarely given sincere compliments, she never knew how to react, always getting flustered, something Kai couldn’t tell if it was cute, or just kind of sad.

“Oh, do you mind settling a debate for us?”

“Sure..?”

“Me and Kai were talking about whether or not I’d look stupid with an eyepatch, I said I would but he insisted otherwise. What do you think?”

Maggie contemplated the question, staring long and hard at Aiden.

“Yeah, I have to side with Aiden on that one.”

Maggie mumbled, looking away, drawing a laugh of victory from Aiden, and a look of mock betrayal from Kai.

“How cou-“

 

Just then, a low growl emanated from deeper in the trees, cutting him off.

“Did you hear that?”

Aiden whispered cautiously, Kai and Maggie both nodded, Kai gesturing with his chin for them to go and investigate the noise. The group stood, walking slowly and carefully towards the noise, leaving their baskets of apples behind on the ground. They came to a halt, hiding behind a particularly large apple tree, and staring a few yards ahead, where an infected stood, faced away from the group. It was disgusting, branches protruding from it’s stomach, the skin was torn open, leaving intestines exposed, dangling from the body of the infected, and being devoured by maggots and insects, which crawled and bit at the intestines with audible squishes of fluid.

“Oh Gods..”

Kai mumbled, covering his mouth and nose to keep away the putrid stench, Aiden cringed.

“Jesus Christ- that thing is ugly.”

“Don’t say that!”

Maggie whispered harshly, pinching her nose.

“That thing is near death, I don’t think it cares.”

“Still!”

Aiden rolled his eyes dismissively.

“Alright, alright. Do either of you have any weapons? We need to kill it.”

Kai and Maggie both shook their heads.

“I think if I’m quiet enough, I can sneak up behind it and snap its neck?”

“What if it wounds you? You could get infected.”

Aiden furrowed his brows, looking between Kai and Maggie, surprised at Kai’s relaxation toward the ridiculous suggestion.

“It’s okay, she’s done this before and never got hurt too bad, if she gets infected we’ll just have Krystal take care of it.”

Aiden raised an eyebrow before sighing.

“Alright, just.. be careful.”

Maggie took a step forward, before Aiden grabbed her wrist, whispering.

“Do you think you could kill it some other way? Snapping it’s neck just.. reminds me of Sofia.

Aiden’s tone grew sorrowful, Kai and Maggie both stared with pity, but eventually, Maggie nodded, and snuck forward towards the infected. The struggle was brief, and she was able to tear off its head relatively quickly. Kai and Aiden stepped towards Maggie and the now dead infected, cringing.

“What do we do with it now? If we leave the body here it’ll rot into the ground and infect the apples, and we’ll all go hungry, but.. where are we supposed to put it?”

Aiden asked, looking between Kai and Maggie.

“Oh, that’s Marcus and Derek’s job, disposing of dead infected.”

Kai explained.

“Haven’t you ever wondered why there’s sometimes smoke coming from the top of that hill near the edge of the orchard? Where all the old withered trees are?”

“I never really noticed it..”

“Well, it’s a fire. Where they burn bad meat, dead infected, trash, all those things. They do it away from everything else so they don’t accidentally light something else on fire too. Point is, I’ll just go get Marcus, you two stay here, and he’ll take care of it.”

Maggie and Aiden nodded, and Kai walked off, there was a few bests of silence before Aiden looked up at Maggie.

 

“He’s different.”

“Huh?”

Maggie looked down deep cyan eyes staring with curiosity.

“What do you mean?”

“He’s just.. different than when I last saw him, y’know? I don’t know how to describe it, but…”

Aiden sighed.

“You.. get what I’m saying, right?”

Maggie merely shrugged.

“I guess so, I think we’ve all changed. Kai’s more serious, I’ve gotten more confident, with everything going on in the world, it makes sense we’re different than how we used to be, we had to change to survive.”

Aiden considered her response for a few moments.

“Yeah, I guess you’re right.”

 

 

“You.. wanted to see me?”

Emily called out as she stood at the entrance of Krystal’s tent, eyes grazing over each detail of her beloved’s bloody figure as she clutched her cut up arm.

“Would you mind taking care of this?”

“Of course not.”

Emily stepped inside, closing the tent flap behind her, and walking to Krystal’s vanity where she sat, beneath it was a large box, filled with heavy medical supplies, picking it up with slight difficulty and setting it down on the scratched up wood. She took out some bandages and a jar of grounded up turmeric, which they’d used to heal her wounds in the place of medical chemicals for some time now. Looking over her shoulder, she smiled at Krystal when she extended her hand towards her, Emily took it, and began to treat the cut, just as she almost always did.

“I still don’t get why you never just see the doctor for your cuts.”

Emily said with a chuckle, earning a scoff from Krystal.

“Like I’d trust some livestock vet to be treating my wounds, you and Marcus are the only ones I trust with that.”

Emily rolled her eyes, but couldn’t suppress her smile. It didn’t take long to take care of the wound, and put away the box of supplies.

“Is that all you called me here for?”

Emily asked with a raised eyebrow.

“It doesn’t seem either of us are busy right now, I was hoping maybe we could do something together? Talk, go for a walk, cuddle, just anything really. I’ve missed being around you, Krystal, you’re always so busy.”

Krystal smiled, raising her hand up to her veil, and removing it, showing her face, which only Marcus and Emily ever got to see. Emily’s eyes examined Krystal’s face with admiration, no matter what Krystal said, how she despised her scars and her disfigurements, Emily couldn’t help but find Krystal gorgeous despite them. Her eyes ran over each line, each scar, each ‘flaw’ that made Krystal feel a need to wear a veil, one Emily wore as well not as a sign of insecurity, but of love and devotion to Krystal. Smiling back at her, Emily put a gentle hand on Krystal’s left cheek, running her thumb on her scars, and with her free hand, removing her own veil.

“Actually..”

Krystal began, standing to her feet.

“I did have something I wanted to discuss with you.”

Emily watched with curiosity as Krystal walked to a large box of random items, pulling out a thick heavy looking binder, and a notebook.

“What’s all that?”

“Research, you could say.”

Krystal answered vaguely, setting the notebook down on a desk a few feet away from her much smaller vanity.

“I haven’t shown this to anyone, not even Marcus, it’s something I’ve been doing in private, but I was hoping to involve you both in it.”

Emily walked up to Krystal, peering over her shoulder at both the notebook and the binder.

“I’m listening.”

 

Krystal took a breath, opening the binder, and flipping to a recent page, on it was a drawing that depicted a humanoid creature, tall and thin, with bulging eyes, it looked like a regular infected, but lacked any plant features. Scribbled on the side of the page opposite to the drawing were various notes.

Emily arched a brow at the incoherent writing, and at the drawing.

“What.. exactly is this?”

Krystal did not say anything for a while.

“The answer.”

“To what?”

Silence reigned for countless minutes.

“Ask Derek and Marcus to fetch Oliver for me?”

 

 

Aiden’s axe went clean through the wooden log, splitting it into two, with a heavy sigh, he tossed the pieces off to the side with the rest of the firewood, piles upon piles of cut up logs covered by a large grey tarp, to keep the wood from getting wet, they would be completely unusable then. Aiden hated chopping firewood, it was tiring, and very tedious, a chore that seemed to last forever, and one he could rarely get out of doing. Still though, he didn’t have much of a choice in the matter, and so, he continued chopping. Until he heard a commotion, looking over his shoulder, at one of the big tents, he recognized two figures arguing either one another, Krystal and Oliver.

 

Aiden stood still for a few moments, axe in hand, debating whether or not to follow them and eavesdrop, or continue on with his boring chores. After what must have been five minutes or so, he chose the former, propping his axe up against the wooden logs, and following sneakily after the two, branches of apple trees enveloped by thick and winding tendrils of cold fog, threatening to grab Aiden and drag him into the cold abyss. Still, he followed for what seemed like forever, until he reached the edge of the orchard where the old withered trees lie, then to the final tree, he looked out, on the top of a hill some yards away was a clearing, in it a large fire and each of the still arguing friends, Krystal clutching an old bag to her chest, undoubtedly glaring beneath her veil as Oliver shouted at her. Aiden hid behind one of the larger trees peeking his head out just barely far enough to watch the scene in front of him.

 

“This is insane, Krystal! You have to see that!”

“Shut up! I don’t want to do this but I have to!”

“No, you don’t! This isn’t right, these are just dreams, delusions, none of these things are real! Whatever you think you’ve been told isn’t true! Krystal please, we’re worried about you, we care about you, stop this, it’s self destructive! Please!”

Silence reigned.

“You were.. one of my dearest friends Oliver, even if I never acted like it, I’m sorry.”

Krystal’s voice broke slightly, she almost seemed as if she was choking back a sob. She reached into her bag, grabbing a notebook and a kitchen knife, before tossing the gag to the ground.

“Krystal…?”

Oliver took a step back, face morphed with pure terror.

“If you stay still, I can make it quick. I’m sorry.”

“Krystal?!”

She charged towards him, knife raised.

“KRYSTAL!”

 

Aiden’s stomach curled at the wet slice of the knife embedding itself hilt deep into Oliver’s chest, a loud peircing scream echoed through the clearing, eventually Oliver fell limp and lifeless onto the grass beneath him, just in front of the fire. It all made sense now, Kai and Maggie’s mentioning of  strange rules, the weird clothing Krystal, Derek, Emily, and Marcus wore, the unwavering faith the other people seemed to have in her, talks of a ‘savior’, of a ‘cure’, it was all so clear now.

 

This wasn’t a settlement, this was a cult.

 

Aiden wasted no time, turning around and sprinting away as fast as his body would carry him, ignoring the burning pain in his wounded leg, and the branches of apple trees that scratched and grabbed at him as he sprinted through the endless rows, cold wind and fog blowing against him, the sharp chill almost distracting enough to keep him from thinking of his leg, and of Oliver. He had only three things in mind; find Kai and Maggie, tell them what he saw, and flee as far away from this place as humanly possible. And so, he ran with everything in him, as if carried by some invisible force, until he reached the other end of the orchard, back into the settlement, only broken out of his racing thoughts by the sensation of bumping into someone hard, two people to be accurate. Aiden fell to the ground, panting heavily, clenching a fistful of grass as someone groaned in annoyance.

 

“Hey! Can’t you watch where you’re going?!”

“Riya, don’t be like that, he didn’t mean to.”

Aiden looked up, to see a middle aged man with pale tattooed skin and grey hair, next to him, a dark skinned woman with a high ponytail, who glared down at Aiden.

“Hey, you alright?”

The man asked, extending a hand to help Aiden up, his gold tooth catching the light.

“Yeah, I am… s-sorry about that.”

Aiden muttered, taking his hand and rising to his feet.

“You sure you’re alright kid? You look like you saw something.”

The older man looked down at him with concern, putting a reassuring hand on his shoulder, Aiden blinked a few times before shaking his head softly.

“No, I was just in a hurry is all.”

Aiden looked around anxiously.

“Do you, uhm.. know where Kai is?”

“He’s the one with the green hair, right?”

Aiden nodded.

“I think I saw him by your tent, you two are friends right?”

Aiden nodded dismissively.

“Yeah, uh, good friends, really close, I just needed to find him is all.”

The man frowned, but put his hand back at his side.

“Alright, I’m Connor by the way, and this is Riya, you’re.. Aiden, right?”

Aiden nodded.

“Well, it was nice meeting you.”

“Uh huh, nice meeting you too.”

Aiden dismissed with a small wave before speed walking to his tent, the one he shared with Kai and Maggie, struggling to ignore the screaming pain in his leg. When he reached their tent, he rushed in, relieved to see Kai was indeed there.

“We need to get out of here, right now!”

“Why? What happened?”

Kai sat up straight, arching a brow as Aiden knelt in front of him so they were on eye level.

“This place, it’s a cult, it’s dangerous! They killed Oliver, I saw it! Maybe others before him! We have to escape!”

Kai’s expression was unreadable.

“You.. just realized?”

“You knew…? And- and you just stayed here anyway?!”

Kai sighed, speaking in hushed tones.

“Kind of.. look, we had a plan to go soon, but after finding you, we decided to wait until your leg was healed to do it.”

Aiden glanced down.

“It’s mostly okay, hurts to run, but it isn’t too bad.”

Kai nodded.

“In that case, let’s go find Maggie. I have a plan.”

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

I finally made the redesigns for Alec, Emily, and Fiore, as well as an illustration of Krystal’s notes.

redesigns plus notes: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7364237258473344298?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7364314409612690987

Notes:

Fun fact: Due to all the readers who want Aiden and James to just meet already and my own laziness as a writer, the whole ‘Aiden joining the cult’ plot line has been condensed down from four chapters to two.

Chapter 19: Left behind (16)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, violence, angst, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Has anyone been able to escape before?”

Kai nodded, him, Aiden, and Maggie, were deep in the apple orchard, speaking carefully in hushed tones despite being the only ones out picking apples at that moment.

“A few months ago, a group of three escaped, two women, and one man. They’d been here about a year or so before they ran off, Krystal sent some people after them, but they were never caught. There have been a few others too, but those three were the only ones successful at escaping in an entire group.”

“What happened to the groups who were caught?”

“They were k-killed.. all of them. Everyone who’s been caught trying to escape or been found after escaping has been dragged back and.. died. The only exceptions to this rule are children.”

Maggie stammered, looking around nervously through the trees, checking for anyone who may be spying on the trio.

“So, what’s the plan then? If we leave all at the same time then we’ll be found for sure. But if we all leave on separate days that’ll be difficult too, after the first person goes everyone will be looking for them, everyone will be on guard for anyone else trying to escape, it’d be near impossible for the other two.”

Kai gave a heavy sigh, leaning against the trunk of one of the trees.

“Well, escaping through the orchard isn’t an option, someone already did that and now Krystal usually has at least a few people at the edges, watching for anybody trying to escape. Hypothetically, we could escape during a supply run, just leave and not come back, but it’s a complete gamble when the next time we’ll be assigned to go on one is, and I think I speak for all of us when I say we’d rather not have to wait and stay here any longer.”

“So essentially, we’re fucked?”

Aiden grumbled, crossing his arms.

“Pretty much, yeah.”

“Well, everyone usually leaves during the night, that’s when everyone is most on guard, maybe if we just left in broad daylight we’d have a better chance?”

Maggie suggested.

“But where would we go? The forest would be brimming with infected once it becomes nighttime, the city nearby is obvious, everyone would look for us there, there’s people watching the orchard, and pretty much all of the exits! Where could we possibly go to escape, and where would we even escape to?”

Aiden argued, making Maggie flinch.

“In that case,”

Kai began, his voice more calm compared to Aiden and Maggie, strangely calm.

“Our best bet is to just wait it out until we get assigned for a supply run, then get as far away as we can once we do.”

“But that could potentially be weeks or even months from now, maybe longer! We have no way of knowing when the next time us three specifically get assigned for one!”

Maggie countered, voice dripping with both worry and skepticism.

“It’s our safest option.”

Kai repeated firmly.

“So long as we’re patient, don’t give anyone any reason to think we might be planning to escape, we’ll be just fine.”

“If you say so..”

Maggie trailed, glancing through the trees once more, Aiden gave an annoyed sigh, but didn’t object, no matter how much he already despised this place, and how he yearned for nothing more than to just get out.

 

Once again, like clockwork, Aiden’s axe cut clean through the chunk of wood like butter, his arms were sore from hacking away for hours, and he counted each second with bated breath until the sun would finally set, and he could finish his work. Of all the things he had to do daily, chopping wood sucked the most, a chore he’d resign himself to during the last hours of each day, spoiling anything pleasant to come before with the awareness of what was to come itching at the back of his mind constantly. Today was different however, he had someone to assist him, the middle aged man he’d met the day prior, Connor. He hadn’t expected a man of his age to be able to do such a laboring task so well, but Aiden couldn’t find it in him to care enough to question it.

“You’re holding it wrong.”

“Huh?”

Aiden looked up, to see Connor had put his own axe down and was now standing next to Aiden.

“Your doing good and all, but your holding it wrong, your hands are too low.”

Aiden arched an eyebrow, but brought his hands up higher on the smooth wood before Connor gave a nod, walking back to where he had been chopping wood earlier.

“Thanks.”

Aiden mumbled, going back to the task at hand, stiff silence spanned for a while before Connor spoke again.

“So.. your friends with Kai? I’m guessing you two are close?”

Aiden nodded.

“Yeah, we were best friends for a while before all of this happened, still are.”

Connor made a noise of acknowledgment.

“Yeah, he’s a good guy, he mentioned you pretty often whenever we talked with each other, he was really worried.”

“Was he?”

“Yeah.”

Connor chuckled.

“Honestly, the way he talked about you made it seem like he had a..”

Connor paused, blinking a few times.

“Actually.. nevermind. Just- forget I said anything.”

More awkward silence stretched on, Aiden glanced up, looking over his shoulder to see Kai talking with Derek at one of the large tents before going inside.

What was that all about?

 

 

Aiden was torn from the comfort of a dreamless sleep, by shouting. Rubbing his eyes and sitting up, he squinted, turning his head to look over at Kai and Maggie. Both should have been sound asleep, both should have been in the tent with Aiden, but they weren’t. They were gone. Confused thoughts raced through him as he left his tent, and walked out into the open field, cold air peircing his skin like hundreds of microscopic needles, cold fog obscured his vision, but blurs of orange light from lanterns shone through the thick moisture that hung low in the air. Looking to his left, he could identify the sound of shouting, following the noise, the argument grew more clear, as did the figures before him, Emily was yelling at someone, who was restrained by Marcus, Derek, and two others Aiden did not recognize, stepping closer, he realized with horror that the person being restrained was none other Maggie.

“What’s going on? Let go of her!”

Aiden demanded, taking a step forward to help his friend, the arguing halted completely for a moment, before Emily turned to Maggie.

“He was involved too, wasn’t he?!”

Maggie’s mouth worked, but no words came forth.

“Answer me!”

Emily shouted in a flash of rage.

“He was involved your plan, wasn’t he?!”

“No! H-he wasn’t! It was just us two!”

Maggie shouted back, voice cracking.

“What’s going on here?! W-where’s Kai?!”

Aiden shouted in confusion, rushing forward to help Maggie, before someone grabbed his arm, and yanked him back into place, he looked up to see it was Connor.

“What’s going on..?”

Connor stared down at Aiden with an expression close to pity.

“Kai is gone, he ran away. He and Maggie were going to leave together, but they got caught and he left her behind. He left both of you behind.

The words hit Aiden like a freight train, and his mind went completely blank.

“He.. what?”

He blinked a few times.

“No, your- you lying! That isn’t what happened! Where is he?!”

Connor hardly reacted to the outburst, the older man seemingly filled with infinite patience for those around him. Emily kept on yelling at Maggie.

“You were both escaping, he was close with you both, what reason do I have to think he wasn’t involved too?!”

Maggie stared at Aiden, neither dared to speak a word.

“Derek, go get Aiden’s axe.”

“His axe- why? I have a knife right here, what do we need his axe for?”

“Derek. Do. It. NOW! I won’t ask again!”

In a flash, Derek scurried off to retrieve Aiden’s axe, returning just as quickly,. Aiden’s mind raced with confused thoughts as Emily turned to him.

 

“I have an offer for you.”

“An.. offer?”

“You were involved, I know that for fact, Maggie is a shit liar, it was easy to figure out. Rules say all three of you should die, but since you’ve only been here a few days and may not know the rules about leaving, I’ll be merciful. You have two options, you both die right here and now,”

Emily gestured to the axe in Derek’s hands.

“Or, you can take that axe and do away with her yourself, and you’ll be spared, only one of you will have to die. It’s up to you.”

Aiden’s mouth went dry as she spoke.

“You.. can’t be serious-“

“I’m not in the mood for this tonight, with Krystal and Oliver going missing my patience is running thin, you can either accept my offer and kill her, or turn it down and both die. Twenty seconds.”

“Wha.. I- I won’t-“

“Do it!”

Maggie shouted.

“It’s better for one of us to make it out than neither of us!”

“You can’t actually be-“

“Just do it!”

“Times running out.”

Emily interjected in a singsong voice.

Tears pricking his eyes, and pure survival instinct kicking in, Aiden snatched the axe from Derek.

“Fine!”

Feeling his arm finally be released from Connor’s iron grip, Aiden’s fists wrapped tightly around his weapon.

“J'accepte.”

“Great, now get it over with, I’m not in the mood for any of your drama, just do it and go back to your tent.”

Looking back over at Maggie, who was being held down now, staring with wide cyan eyes marred by tears, Aiden’s voice cracked.

“I’m so sorry..”

“It’s okay, I forgive you… Just, if you’re ever able to, find Kai, tell him I love him. I know he didn’t leave us behind, it just isn’t possible.”

“I will, I promise.”

Aiden raised his axe above his head, taking careful aim, his vision obscured by his own tears.

“No, beheading her is too easy, anyone could do that. You want to be spared, then put in an effort. Don’t make it so painless.”

Aiden stared at Emily, dumbfounded for a moment, before turning back to Maggie, whose body now shook violently with fear.

“Aiden…?”

“I’M SORRY!”

And with a shout of effort, he brought the axe down. It connected at the center of Maggie’s head, and she let out an unending piercing scream. His own screams join her’s as he raised the axe once more, them brought it down, as fast and as hard as he could to end her suffering as soon as possible, he could feet his arms become drenched in sticky red blood, yet he kept hacking away, still screaming even when Maggie did not. That was, until he tasted something.

 

Warm, metallic, blood. Maggie’s blood. He opened his eyes, the corpse of his former friend was unrecognizable, just a bloody mess of flesh and tissue. Aiden was drenched in her blood, it coated his face, clothes, and hair, and most importantly, his mouth. That’s what he got for screaming so much, he supposed. He yanked the axe violently out of her remains with a wet noise, and threw it down on the blood soaked grass before him. Taking a step back, he stared slack jawed at his friend, his friend who he had just murdered.

Murdered.

Aiden had taken the life of another human, he was now a murderer. It wasn’t the same as killing infected, infected weren’t people anymore they were violent monsters, but Maggie was not, she was kind, and gentle, and shy, and generous, she was a good person, she was a human. And she was Aiden’s friend.

He wanted to run, to hide from what he’d done. He wanted to run away, to go home, back to Lake, Rosa, and Sofia, back to his father and sister, to hug them, feel their warm embrace and hear them say that everything would be okay, that none of this had really happened. More than anything else, Aiden wanted his mother.

Aiden just wanted his mother, to hug her tightly and cry in her arms like a child, he wanted so desperately to run. And so, he ran, he turned around and ran, but he didn’t get far. He only took one step before he collapsed to the ground, the bitter taste of acid overwhelming him as he vomited onto the grass, his mind still screaming as he spat bile out once he was done, yet the metallic taste of blood and sickly sweet taste of apples still lingered on his tongue. It was one thing to watch the people you love die, but it was another to kill them with your own to hands. He screamed, he screamed, and sobbed, burying his face into his hands and collapsing into a ball on the ground, and he screamed, and screamed, and screamed. A warm hand rested gently on his shoulder, then pulled him into a hug.

“I know.. it’s always difficult the first time.”

Connor murmured sympathetically, as Aiden continued to just scream and sob, his body shaking like a leaf.

He could still taste her blood.

 

Aiden was moved to Connor and Riya’s tent after that. When he’d gone to his old one to get his things, two objects in particular stood out, a stray hair band lying uselessly on the floor, Maggie’s no doubt. But more oddly, next to Aiden’s pillow, placed carefully was a cheap crystal necklace, the one he’d given to Kai, now returned back to him. He took only one of those items with him when he moved tents.

 


WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

I made some art of Aiden that kinda foreshadows his character arc, a lot of the elements in his design hint at future events in the story!


Aiden art: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7365338875423640874?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7364314409612690987

I’d like to hear if any of you have any guesses on what will happen to him based on the drawing in the third and fourth slide, also feedback on the art and the redesign itself would be appreciated! 

 

 

Notes:

Sorry this chapter was shit, I have the flu rn and I only spent, like, half an hour writing this, but yeah. Anyway, before someone calls out how out of character it was for Kai to leave them behind, that isn’t exactly what happened, but Kai won’t return until much later on in the story, so it won’t be explained properly for a while.

Chapter 20: Mama (17)

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, angst, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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When James had woken up this morning, he hadn’t anticipated this was how his day would go. He wasn’t sure what he’d been expecting, but it certainly wasn’t an axe at his throat. But, here he was, running for his life, all because Yul seemed to lack this little thing called common sense. Just James’ luck.

 

“You’re an idiot, you’re a fucking idiot!”

James shouted at Yul, dry leaves crunching beneath their feet as they sprinted through the city’s vast and empty streets.

“Says the one who dropped his weapon!”

Yul yelled back, struggling to cock his crossbow as he ran. (Yeah, that’s actually the terminology for putting an arrow into a crossbow, believe it or not)

“I wouldn’t have dropped it if I wasn’t busy saving your dumb ass, who thought it would be a grand idea to steal from a fucking cult! What the hell were you even thinking?!”

“It’s not my fault I got caught! I was in a hurry!”

Yul deflecting, still struggling with his weapon.

“Bullshit! It was a stupid idea, and you know it! Now I lost my weapon, and our only defense is that crossbow! And you barely even know how to use it!”

“I’m trying, okay?! At least one of us is!”

“Shut up! Now we’re going to die, and it’s all your fault!”

“Are you seriously blaming this on me?!”

“Yeah, I am! Because it’s your fucking fault! I told you not to try it, but you just wouldn’t listen!”

James continued his onslaught of insults as he and Yul rounded a corner between two tall buildings, to a narrow street.

“Whatever! I didn’t know they were part of that shit! I thought they were just three random people!”

“Even so, going against three people all by yourself was idiotic! This is why I don’t trust you with-“

 

James was cut off as someone tackled him from behind, falling forward onto the hard, unforgiving pavement. James thrashed, and without much effort knocked the person off of him and rise to his feet. Turning around, he had little time to react before an axe was pointed right at his throat, he froze up, not daring to make a single sound.

Hey! Hey! Get away from him!”

James and the man wielding the axe both turned to look at Yul, who was pointing his crossbow right at the man, he felt slight relief, until the axe was pressed further towards him, the cold metal pressed lightly against his skin, sending a shiver down his spine.

“Shoot, and I slit his throat open.”

The man threatened plainly, Yul glared for a few moments, before lowering his crossbow slowly.

“Take out the arrow.”

Yule’s glare deepened but he obeyed, removing it from his crossbow and tossing it aside so it lay uselessly at the man’s feet.

“Asshole.”

Yul grumbled, James felt overwhelming gratitude seeing the man seemed to not hear the insult, or just didn’t really care. If he had, James was sure he’d be killed. Now at a standstill James simply stared at the man, who seemed to be debating in his head what to do with him and Yul, he was admittedly pretty cute, James probably would have blushed at being close to such a man if not for the fact he was pointing an axe right at his throat with potentially murderous intent. After what felt like eternity of the man looking between Yul and James, the sound of loud footsteps seemed to grab his attention. He sighed, lowering his axe, before kicking Yul’s arrow in his direction.

“It’s not worth it, just- just go..”

James breathed deeply in relief, the man whispering as he stepped back, and the footsteps grew louder.

“Seriously, run!”

Yul certainly didn’t need to be told twice, grabbing James’ wrist and dragging them off, leaving the man standing alone in the street, watching after them. When they were at a safe distance, Yul spoke up again.

“I told you we’d be fine.”

“We got lucky.”

Yul shrugged.

“Maybe, but I was right. That’s the important part.”

There was a beat of silence, interrupted only by the sound of Yul fiddling with his crossbow.

“Why do you think he let us go?”

“Well Yul, there’s this little thing called basic human decency-”

“Oh fuck off, that isn’t a real answer!”

“..You think that guy’s okay? I mean, that cult thing is crazy, they kill people over any little thing. You think they’ll realize he let us go and that we didn’t just escape?”

Yul shrugged.

“Eh, he’s probably fucked, but… better him than us.”

“Jesus Christ Yul- can you go one minute without being a complete dick?”

“Can you?”

James gave an exasperated sigh.

“Look- I’m just saying, it feels wrong just walking away from the situation, y’know?”

“Then don’t think about it, problem solved. You’re welcome.”

“Can you ju-“

James was cut off by the sudden sound of a man screaming, stopping dead in his tracks, dread curling in his stomach.

“I think I was right..”

 

 

 

Aiden watched the two men quickly scurry off, overwhelmed with what he could only describe as mixed feelings. On one hand, a couple of stolen supplies wasn’t worth harming someone over, but on the other hand, if either Connor or Riya realized Aiden had just let them go, the consequences would be dire. Turning around, he felt unease when he saw Riya rounding the corner and approaching him, weapon in hand, a shovel, the edges of which had been sanded down into a sharp and triangular shape, turning the farming tool into what was basically an oversized spear.

“Did you see where they went?”

Aiden shook his head.

“No, I was checking here to see if they were hiding, but so far no luck.”

Rita thought for a moment.

“Hey, can I see your bag? I need some water and my bottle is empty.”

“Yeah, sure.”

Aiden took his backpack off, passing it to Riya, who set it down next to her on the pavement.

“Do you think we should look-“

 

Aiden was cut off when, without warning, Riya raised her shovel, and in a flash, brought it down upon Aiden’s face. His axe clattered onto the ground, as he brought his hand over the right side of his face, over his eye. Warm blood ran over his face and hands, a sharp pain overwhelming his senses. He shrieked in agony, stumbling back and falling onto his hands and knees, heaving in pain, staring up at Riya in a mix of confusion and terror.

“Riya, what the fuck are you doing?!”

Aiden screamed at her, but she didn’t respond, instead, raising her weapon again, this time bringing it down on Aiden’s back, methodically dragging the sharp blade over the flesh, ignoring Aiden’s continued screaming, putting her foot on top of the back of his head, stomping down firmly to keep him from getting up.

“Riya, what the fuck?!”

Aiden screamed again, barely able to even speak as he coughed up his own blood, overwhelmed not only by the pain of his wounds, but of his head being crushed between a dirty boot and bloodied pavement.

“You let those two go! I heard you tell them to run! First you tried running away, now you let those two go after they steal from us?!”

Aiden gritted his teeth, squinting his good eye open, he saw his axe laying uselessly nearby, and reached for it, only for Riya to stab clean through his palm, earning even more agonized screams.

“Riya- what the hell are you doing?!”

“CONNOR, HELP ME!”

Aiden pleaded through bloody choking. The dull aching his head being alleviated when Connor dragged Riya off of him.

“Riya, what the fuck are you doing?!”

“He let those two go! I heard it! He betra-“

Aiden wasted no time, crawling forward and grasping his axe, in one swift motion, he swung it as high as he could manage, and with a wet squelch it connected, embedding deep into Riya’s waist, Aiden’s screaming now being replaced by those of his attacker.

“RIYA?! RIYA! OH SHIT!”

Aiden pulled the axe out of Riya’s abdomen and let it drop to the pavement with a loud clatter, too weak and in pain to be able to carry the weapon for any longer. His vision grew hazy, but he could see in the blurs of Riya and Connor’s figures fade into the distance as Connor carry her away. Aiden’s breaths grew labored, and eye heavy.

 

‘Is this really it? Am I seriously about to die saving two random men?’

 

No, Aiden couldn’t die now. He needed to find Lake, he needed to make sure she was alive, to reunite with her. This couldn’t be it, he needed Lake, he needed someone, anyone to stop this pain. This sharp, overwhelming pain that made Aiden feel as if his entire body was set ablaze. He wanted it to end, for the pain to end, as he lay there choking on his own blood, he just wanted to go home again. He wanted to be laying in a warm bed with soft blankets and fluffy pillows as his father kisses him good night, to be sitting beneath a weeping willow on a warm day singing lullabies to Lake, Rosa, and Sofia, he wanted to be smiling down at his baby sister as they caught snails and play tag on a rainy day, to be standing in front of a bathroom mirror giggling as his father did his best attempt at giving Aiden a ‘boy’s haircut’ the night that he came out as trans, to be singing as the lead in a musical in his senior year pouring his heart out to an adoring crowd, hearing compliments of people swearing up and down that he would one day be a star.

More than anything, more than all of that, more than each of those sweet memories, Aiden wanted his mother. He always wanted his mother whenever terrible things happened, he wanted her to take away his pain, to hold him in her arms and sing to him.

Aiden wanted his mother, he wanted his mother so, so badly.

 

He was torn from his thoughts by even more footsteps.

“Shit- he’s really hurt!”

“Is he even alive?”

“Yeah, he’s breathing, see? He’s losing a lot of blood though, we need to be quick!”

“What?! James, come on, he’s going to die either way, let’s just leave him here!”

“Mama..?”

Aiden tried to turn his head up to look at one of the figures.

“Holy shit! His eye! His eye! Quick, help me get him up!

“There’s no helping this guy! Let’s just go!”

“He risked his life for us! We are not just leaving him here!”

“That was his own mistake! Let’s just go!”

“Mama.”

Aiden squeezed his eye shut, mumbling.

“Wait, hold on! What’d you say?”

“Mama... ça fait très mal…”

“He’s just babbling nonsense, come on!”

The person kneeling beside Aiden ignored his companion, attempting to carry Aiden bridal style, unintentionally touching the massive gash on his back, making Aiden shriek, coughing even more blood onto the man’s shirt, the man quickly changed his approach, gently picking Aiden up and carrying him on his back instead, like a piggy back ride. (Haha, episode 6 reference)

“You get his stuff!”

“James, he’s gonna die either way, what’s the point-“

“NOW!”

Aiden’s vision began to fade, he felt his body go limp, and eye fall shut.

 

“Mama, aide-moi.. aidez-moi s'il vous plaît….”

Notes:

Hey darlings! Sorry this chapter was also shit, I still have the flu.
Anyway, fun fact: I was stuck between James’ companion being Hunter or Yul back when I was working on earlier drafts of the story, ultimately, the decision was made by asking my brother to flip a coin for me.

Chapter 21: The truth (18)

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, angst, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

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Fire. Red, hot, raging fire.

Everywhere Alec looked there were flames, they engulfed his home, the neighborhood he lived in, everything as far as the eye could see was burning to the ground, turning what would have been a cool, serene night into an absolute hellscape. But the fire wasn’t Alec’s priority, or his wife’s priority, it was their son. Although.. Alec could hardly focus on him, on anything really. It was all a blur.

“It’s okay baby, it’s okay! Mama’s here! Mama’s here! Just hold on!”

The ringing in Alec’s ears didn’t subside a bit.

“Alec, help me! We need to get him to a hospital!”

He didn’t register her screaming.

“Alec!”

Not until she grabbed him, and he finally snapped back to reality. He was covered in dirt and soot, just sitting on the ground, he didn’t know what else to do. Looking down, he could see what his wife was screaming about, it was their son.. some version of their son. He barely even recognized the boy, not when he’d been mauled so severely, most of his organs spilling out of his stomach.

It was the first time in Alec’s entire adult life that he cried.

 

 

 

“I have to admit..”

Ellie began, looking up and down the old, long abandoned house, a home that had been in the middle of the forest, and was adjacent to a small shack.

“As great as it is to have cover, you sure you wanna be staying here? This place is creepy, just imagine it during night.”

Gabby sighed, opening the door.

“I don’t like it either, but we have to.”

Ellie nodded.

“You’re right, and at least it’s hidden we won’t have to worry about being attacked by any raiders or slavers or whatever, those bastards are insane, but not stupid enough to go hunting for people out in the middle of nowhere.”

Gabby paused, before walking inside.

“I hope this is the right place.”

Ellie blinked as they walked into the abandoned home, or rather, abandoned house. She found it odd there was no mailbox, no driveway, no path leaving the inhabitants to civilization, but inside was even more strange. It was empty.

No furniture, save for cheap looking curtains with a floral pattern, no proper floor, literally just the forest’s dirt and overgrowth, and there weren’t any halls or stairs or anything. It was just one large, empty box, disguised as a house.

“What the fuck…?”

Ellie mumbled, looking around, trying to reason with herself any possibility for why this’ house’ was just a glorified cube with a door and windows. Perhaps it was abandoned during construction? But, that didn’t make sense, the windows had glass and curtains. Why would they bother putting curtains before actual rooms? Ellie was torn from her thoughts as she heard strained groans of effort. Looking to her side, she could see Gabby tearing at weeds and overgrowth, clawing them out of the dirt with her hands.

“What are you doing, Gabs?”

Gabby gave no response, but Ellie could see the outline of something wooden beneath the torn plants and the Earth that clung to them. Was it a basement? Curious, Ellie walked up, and kneeled down, taking out the machete she and Gabby shared as a weapon, and sliding through the overgrowth like butter.

“Probably could have done this quicker if you just asked to borrow it.”

Gabby looked away bashfully, the two staring at wooden trap door before them.

“Think there’s anything useful down there?”

Gabby shrugged, pulling a kerosene lamp from her bag, and lighting it, opening the trap door that led to a set of metal stairs, descending down first, Ellie following close after. They were in a corridor, the walls made of metal, as was the floor and ceiling, at the end of this metal rectangle, however, was a large door that looked like the entrance to some kind of a vault. It was made of smooth metal, and hung wide open. Lying in the doorway and on the floor were corpses, rotting corpses, all had seemingly been fleeing from this bunker and to the stairs, none had made it. She turned to look at Gabby, who clamped a hand over her mouth, letting out a pathetic and muffled scream. The sight was bad enough, but the stench was unbearable, Ellie’s eyes and nose stung, and confusion ebbed into her as Gabby continued on.

“This is the right place.”

She mumbled.

“Gabs..? What is this?”

Ellie prodded, following closely behind.

Gabby sighed, walking over the corpses, and into the large metal door, the bunker inside barely illuminated by a their lamp.

“Back when the outbreak was still new, governments reused the bunkers they had lying around in case of nuclear war, and used them to be safe havens, away from the infected. Some are different than others, some were last minute, and they just ushered every person they saw inside, but this one was one of the special ones. This bunker was inhabited by scientists, and they were down here experimenting on captured infected, trying to find a cure. But…”

Gabby trailed, looking over her shoulder at the corpses and cringing before she continued.

“It didn’t end well..”

Ellie arched a brow suspiciously.

“Gabs.. how do you know all this?”

Gabby gave no response.

“Gabs!”

Ellie put a hand on Gabby’s shoulder, halting her, before she froze, hearing a low growl. Gabby set the lamp down on a table next to her, and looked around the darkness

“Shit…!”

Ellie whisper shouted, pulling out her machete.

“The infected.. they never left, they killed all of the people down here, that’s what the corpses were! They tried to get out! Oh, what do we do? What do we do?”

Ellie fell even deeper into panic, seeing the stress of the situation was triggering Gabby.

“Quiet, we have to be-“

Ellie was cut off an an infected ran towards her, it was large, monstrous, even, it wasn’t hard to believe this thing had killed so many people. Ellie raised her machete in defense.

“Gabby! Run!”

She swung when it was close enough, she slashed it’s face pretty deep, but the creature was undeterred. Shrieking, Ellie’s head ached with dull pain as she was thrown harshly down onto the floor like a rag doll. She squeezed her eyes shut, bracing for an attack, for pain, anything.

But it did not come.

She opened her eyes again after a few moments, to see Gabby standing protectively in front of her, wielding a machete, and having a stand off with the infected, which, for whatever reason, did not attack her. After a few moments of tense silence, Gabby lunged forward, but the infected remained still, just glaring at her. She raised the machete, hacking through the amalgamation until it was a bloody heap lying on the floor.

“Gabby.. why didn’t it attack you?”

Once again, Ellie received no answer, she stood up, and stormed towards Gabby.

“Gabby! Answer me!”

“I- I don’t know..”

“Yes, you do.”

“No, I don’t!”

“Gabby! I’m starting to get really sick of you constantly lying to me about everything! You know more than you’re telling me!”

“What do you-“

“You led us out to the middle of nowhere knowing what this place was when there wasn’t any logical reason for you to know, infected have never attacked you before, what is going on?! Just tell me the god damn truth!”

“You don’t want to know! You’d- you’d hate me if you knew!”

“Gabby, nothing you say will ever make me hate you! I love you! And I would have thought you loved me enough to tell the truth! Why won’t you just tell me the truth?!  What could possibly be so bad you think I’d hate you?! WHAT AREN’T YOU TELLING ME?!”

 

“I was the one who caused the virus!”

That was the last thing Ellie had expected to hear.

“What….?

Gabby choked back a guilty sob.

“I’m the one who caused the virus. That’s why infected never attack me, how I know about places like this, it’s because I’m the one who started it.”

Ellie’s mind reeled in shock and horror, she felt as of the Earth beneath her would crumble into nothing, releasing her into the void. That fate would have been preferable over what she was being told right now.

“It was an accident! It was! If I’d known what would happen I never would have done what I did! I’m sorry Ellie! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean for this to happen! Please don’t hate me! Please don’t go! I’m sorry! I am!”

Ellie couldn’t bring herself to speak, this was too much for her to process. Gabby, the woman she’d known for years, the woman she loved more than anything, the woman she planned to make her wife one day was the cause of the virus? Gabby, her perfect, sweet Gabby, she was the one who caused the outbreak? The end of the world? The deaths of millions of innocent people as well as the complete collapse of civilization, most of it anyway, it was all HER fault?

“Y- you…. This- this is…. Your lying! There’s no way! It’s not true! Gabby, tell me it’s not true!”

Gabby said nothing, just stared at Ellie with guilt and sorrow. Ellie could feel tears pricking her eyes and blurring her vision.

“Oh God…”

And at the worst moment possible, the worst moment in Ellie’s entire life, another infected revealed itself from the shadow. If there really was a God, he was laughing in her face right now, no doubt about it. Before she could shout a warning to Gabby, futile as doing so would have been given the fact infected couldn’t attack her, someone else had gotten to it first. At the dull thud of someone hitting the infected, Gabby turned around, the pair watching as a man with glasses beat the infected’s skull in with a metal baseball bat. Before they could get a word out, a second figure scurried towards the man, holding a flashlight, Ellie’s confusion peaked when she saw it was a little girl.

“Is that the last one?”

The man nodded to the girl.

“I think so.”

He turned to look at Ellie and Gabby, who stated in shock.

“Sorry for interrupting your, uh… private conversation.”

Ellie’s confusion took over again, she had no clue who these two were, or why they were here, the child especially, but more than that, he’d heard everything.

 

Alec and Fiore, those were their names. The four had made quick work of the bunker, astonished that after a few hours of tinkering they were able to restore electricity, which, according to Gabby, every one of these bunkers had. According to her, they were all connected, which made some sense. More shocking than that, running water that was actually drinkable, which Ellie had assumed came from some kind of purifier, but she wasn’t exactly sure, she was far from an expert on these things. It had taken hours for the adults to clear out corpses, rotting food, and other junk, in the meantime they left Fiore to the cleaning, and the child had done a decent job, even going through the hassle of finding every potentially useful item or snippets on information, and setting them on the tables in the bunker’s cafeteria to be sorted through later, everything else was stuffed and organized into random drawers just in case they would somehow, someday, be of use. Gabby and Ellie didn’t speak a word to each other throughout, and Alec didn’t particularly care to break the awkward silence, so for the hours that they worked, no words were exchanged. Not until they’d finished all they could in a single day, now they sat on a table in the bunker’s cafeteria, combing through items and information.

“So…”

Gabby began, her eyes glued intently to the floor, as if the dusty tile held the secrets of the universe.

“What are you two doing down here?”

“Same thing as you two, trying to find a cure.”

Alec answered, not looking away from the old files lying on the table before him.

“But.. how did you know about this place?”

“For the past few months Fiore and I have been finding whatever information we could, going through hospitals and government buildings and the such, we found some files regarding the different bunkers and followed the coordinated to this one, hoping to find people down here still working and researching, but we were only met with corpses. I think we only got here a few hours before you two. I must say, convenient timing.”

“That can’t be right, there was too many roots and dirt on the trap door in the house for someone to have used it today, it looked like it hadn’t been open in years.”

“There was a trap door on the house? We checked and all we found was dirt and weeds.”

“If you didn’t come in through the house, then how’d you two get in?”

“Through the shack.”

‘Multiple entrances, huh?’

Ellie thought, chin resting in her hand, still being the only one of the four who hadn’t spoken yet.

“So, you mentioned being the ‘cause’ of the virus. Care to elaborate?”

“You both are… much calmer about this than I expected you to be?”

Alec gave a sigh.

“While the virus has caused both of us suffering and was the reason we lost our loved ones,”

Gabby flinched slightly at this, but Alec continued on, undeterred.

“It wouldn’t do us any good to be aggressive towards for it, considering it was accidental. And we are trying to find a cure, or at least find out more about the virus. We have a potential answer to all of our questions right in front of us, it wouldn’t be wise to throw that away over our own anger. So, mind explaining how you caused the virus?”

Gabby was silent a few moments.

“It was accidental, it really was. You see, I’ve always loved nature, more than anything.”

Gabby glanced over at Ellie, who did not meet her gaze.

“Well, except for her.”

She paused, taking a breath.

“But, things were going bad. So much pollution, the extinction and endangerment of all sorts of species, overpopulation, and no one else seemed to care in the slightest! I just.. I couldn’t stand around and humans destroy everything. So, I tried fixing it.. myself.”

Alec raised an eyebrow.

“Go on.”

Gabby sighed.

“Well, I uhm.. summoned something. I know it sounds far fetched, but it’s true. I summuned something so that it could help me in my goal, protecting nature from humans, stopping all of the pollution and death that we cause. In a sense.. I got what I asked for, but not in the way I wanted. It gave me some things to plant, these black seeds, mushrooms, and saplings. I think those are what started the infection. I don’t really know what I summoned, but it still talks to me, it tells me stuff. It told me about this place, and what it was for.”

She fiddled with her braids, sighing.

“I know you probably don’t believe me, I wouldn’t either, but it’s the truth! I didn’t mean for this to happen, I never would have done it if I knew what it would lead to, I swear!”

Alec and Fiore considered her at length, Fiore opened her mouth, likely to say something bratty or rude, but it only took a sharp stare from Alec to stop her, and she remained silent.

“Well, you said infected can’t attack you? I’m assuming that’s because you caused the virus, does that also make you immune?”

Gabby nodded.

“I tested that out myself, I ate one of those black mushrooms and nothing happened.”

“I’m sorry, you what?!”

All eyes turned to Ellie.

“Why on Earth would you-”

“Let’s stay focused.”

Alec interjected, still strangely calm.

“Well, since infected can’t attack you, that means you could capture them without risk? Perhaps then we could bring them down here and use them to try and find a cure?”

“How do we know that would work?”

“Well, we have plenty of supplies down here, these files could have useful information, a safe way to get infected inside, and much more knowledge on the virus now than these scientists did. Judging by the amount of overgrowth you described on the trap door I’m guessing they went down here at the beginning of the virus and stayed isolated for months, perhaps even longer. They didn’t know the first thing about it given how new it was, but we have much more information to go off of now than they did back then.”

Gabby thought for a few moments.

“Ellie? What do you think?”

Ellie just glared, prompting Gabby to decide for her.

“Alright, let’s get to planning then.”

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

The redesigns for Yul, Ellie, and Gabby are done! Not sure when James, Jake, and Tom’s redesigns will be done though.

 

Yul, Ellie, and Gabby: https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/photo/7369410703091862827?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7369039071823775263

 

Feedback and opinions would be much appreciated! <3

 

 

 

 

Chapter 22: Advice

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Okay, so…. I kind of need some advice right now regarding the story for discolored blood.

 

Essentially, I have all the major plot points planned out already; character arcs, deaths, ships, and both the good ending and the bad ending. Everything major is already set in stone, however, here’s the problem:

The things in between these major events, how characters get from point A to point B, different locations, and world building are being worked on. The problem is, I’m running out of characters to use. Out of all the characters from both seasons I’ve killed off around half of them, with more deaths to come, and the ones who will live for the fic’s foreseeable future already have character arcs that are set in stone, so they can’t really be involved in certain plot lines I need more characters for.
Essentially, I’m running out of cannon characters to do things with, and certain world building aspects I plan to explore, the bunkers, raiders, different groups fighting, people trying to rebuild society, the conflicts between groups, those searching for a cure, how the virus spread so much over so little time, how people reacted when the outbreak first happened, those are things I really want to explore, but I just don’t have enough characters.

Now, the easiest solution would be to make ocs, but it would just feel.. weird. People don’t read discolored blood for ocs, they read discolored blood to watch characters they already know and love adapt to an apocalyptic situation. Now, these ocs wouldn’t really be more than minor characters, tools to give cannon characters certain reasons to do certain things, but it would still just feel weird, if that makes any sense.

 

I value the opinions of my readers very much, even though I don’t respond to most comments, I read every single one of them and take each into consideration when writing the story. I write this fic and make art for it not just because it’s fun, but I want to make a story that people in this fandom can genuinely enjoy, but I worry that making original characters, even if just as minor parts of the story, would just take the readers out of it.

I know this is just me rambling but, advice would be extremely helpful.

Chapter 23: Grey area (19)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, angst, lots of cringe, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one or season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Deviantart: @Wackyklownn for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Neither alive, nor dead.

That was truly, the only way Karol would describe herself. A monstrous thing existing in the grey area between life and death. An alien creature, truly, it was a wonder how something so unsightly was once human.

Was this what objects felt like? What puppets and toys expirience? To be fully conscious in a form not your own, thrown around and forced into motions you don’t want to do by some higher being?

Was this the way it always was? Had Karol’s existence been as this grotesque thing been the way she was from the start, and her life before this, as a human.. had she just made it all up in her head to cope? To come to terms with the fact that she had always been such an ungodly creature? Whether or not that was the case didn’t matter much, she was trapped after all. Her pain was constant, pulsing through each nerve and each muscle relentlessly, she could feel the hard branches protruding from her mouth and back, the way they wrapped awkwardly around her organs and stuck out of her body was excruciating.

What was worse than that, worse than the pain, was the hunger, it overtook her, eating was hard enough with the branches coming out of her body and filling her mouth, but because of eating so little for so long, the plants growing inside her began to feed on her organs and flesh. The stench of her decaying from the inside out was vile, all of this was, it was vile and disgusting, and so very painful.

 

Her hunger was all that drove her at this point, it was why she trudged around through streets, and desert, and now a dense forest. She needed something to eat. But whenever she caught a person, she couldn’t force any of their flesh into her mouth, she could technically drink the blood, but the roots overflowing her mouth and stretching out her jaw did not allow for eating. She wanted desperately to cry for help, to raise her head and scream at the top of her lungs, but no sound could escape her lodged throat.

However, if Karol had to rank one single aspect of her new existence as the worst, she couldn’t really tell you. She couldn’t do much of anything. Her consciousness was trapped inside this body, she felt every sensation, but her actions were not her own, it was like playing a video game, only you did not control the actions of your character, you merely sat in their body as they went through the motions, all while you watched, unable to change anything. Only difference was that, unlike a video game, Karol could not log off, she couldn’t opt out, she was stuck like this until her body physically couldn’t handle it anymore. She wanted death to take her, so badly she yearned to just die. But she was not afforded that luxury.

Not yet.

 

 

“Oh God!”

A female voice rang out, and footsteps approached. This was odd, most people ran away upon seeing Karol. She tilted her head up, as far up as it could go anyway, she couldn’t really move, her body was melting into the Earth, she could feel it, the sensation was sickening. She watched, as a young woman sprinted towards her, and kneeled down. She was.. beautiful, with dark brown skin, plump lips, and long braids that fell down her back in a loose ponytail. Karol just stared at this woman, perplexed.

‘Why isn’t she running away?’

The woman examined Karol, before giving a gasp, her expression something akin to guilt.

“I’m sorry! Oh God, I’m so sorry!”

The woman took Karol’s face in her hands, and scooting forward, placed Karol’s head in her lap, raking gentle fingers through what little was left of her hair.

“I’m so sorry! This wasn’t supposed to happen!”

Karol blinked as a broken sob escaped the woman.

“You must be in so much pain!”

Pain..

Yes, Karol was in pain. She was in unimaginable amounts of pain.

She leaned into the woman’s warm touch as much as she could manage, relishing in having finally found someone who understood her suffering and sympathized with her instead of being afraid, and attacking her or running from her.

‘Is this some kind of Angel? Is this god? Is this… death?’

Karol contemplated to herself, completely stumped on how one person could be both so infinitely beautiful and kind, that they could see something so unsightly, something that had taken so many lives, and cry for it, cradle it like a mother to her child, and stay with it as it dies.

“I’m so, so sorry..”

In that moment, it was as if all of Karol’s agony had been simply plucked out of her, and the only sensation that remained was the warmth of this angelic being. She wanted to reassure the woman it was not her fault, to wipe her tears, but her body did not move, and no words came forth. All her anger was gone in that moment, all that remained was peace. She was resolved to die, and resolved to do so in the warm arms of this kind woman.

 

 

Karol glanced back up at the sobbing beauty before her one last time.

What a nice girl.

Notes:

Fun fact:
When an infected person reaches the final stage and turns into a plant, they don’t die, and neither does their conscious! Their stuck on the limbo of being a plant and observing the world as nothing more for eternity, unless something happens to destroy their physical form. Infected killed anywhere prior to this stage are spared this fate sbd get to go on to the afterlife, but infected who live to see the final stage are not so lucky.

Chapter 24: Yeah.. shit is wild right now

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You know, I was starting to think my life is finally gonna be peaceful again. Got my grades up, healed from my accident, things have been going good.

 

So anyway, my mom tried to kill herself tonight.
Yeah, no more chapters for a while. I would apologize but, like, my mom nearly killed herself, so I can’t say I’m sorry for taking a break from writing after that. Shit was traumatizing. Anyways, by for a week or two, I guess?

Chapter 25: Twitter

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I broke a promise I made to myself and downloaded twitter. That aside.. I may or may not be working on an animatic right now.. sooo expect to see some sneak peaks of that on my twitter. Also I post art there unrelated to discolored blood. 
so.. yeah, here’s the link to my account: 

https://x.com/TheWackyklown

 

 

Chapter 26: Names (20)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, angst, lots of cringe, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Twitter: @TheWackyklown for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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(Hello darlings! Break time is officially over! Anyhow, quick life update before the chapter, basically my mom is going to a facility for somewhere between one to three months for intensive care, not sure on the details, but yeah. Anyway, this is where total drama starts to be incorporated into the story, so… hope it’s not a choice I’ll end up regretting. Anyways, enjoy the chapter, and leave your thoughts! <3)

 



Aiden’s eyes were heavy. Come to think of it, his entire body felt heavy. And the pain was overwhelming, to put it lightly.

If this had happened earlier on, say, a month or two into the virus’ beginning, he could have used stolen medicine to ease the burning in his muscles, but now, that luxury was long gone.

The pain was the first thing to register in Aiden’s mind, it overwhelmed him, making his head pound and ears ring. Squeezing his eye shut, he gritted his teeth, colors dancing in his vision whenever he would open his eyes again.

“Is he finally awake?”

“He’s been in and out… I can’t be sure.”

“I don’t see why you’re wasting supplies on this guy, he’s going to die, James!”

Aiden tried to say something, wincing at the flare of pain as he attempted to raise his head up.

“No, he won’t. He bled a lot, but nothing got infected. I think the biggest issue is his eye.”

“James- this guy was going to kill us!”

“But he didn’t, that’s the important part! He spared us, and now he’s severely injured because of it!”

“That was his own mistake! I don’t see how it’s our problem to deal with! How do we know he won’t attack us again after realizing he’s probably half blind now because of us?!”

“Yul, you’re being irrational-“

“Me?! I’m not the one wasting all of our supplies on some random….”

The voice of the two men faded into nothing, as they infinite weight of Aiden’s eyelids finally won, and he drifted back into sleep

 

“I get to pick the name though, right? Adriana picked mine when I was born, it’s only fair!”

Lynette whined incessantly to their father, her voice echoing down the hallway and into the bathroom, where their mother struggled with the never ending tangles in Adriana’s hair. Adriana rolled her eyes at her sister’s bratty attitude, before wincing dramatically as her mother pulled on a particularly difficult knot.

Ow!”

“Hold still!”

Mom yelled impatiently, struggling to bring the brush through the child’s locks.

“For the love of- how did it even get this bad?! When was the last time you brushed your hair?!”

Adriana merely shrugged, flinching slightly as her mother tugged at another knot.

“There’s so many tangles- at this point I may as well just cut it all off!”

Adriana thought for a moment. She certainly wasn’t opposed to having short hair. She hated having long hair, it was heavy, and dry, and tangled, and always frizzy. She wanted nothing more than to get rid of it.

“Think I’d look good with short hair?”

Mom sighed heavily, but have no response.

Raking her fingers through her now smooth and combed out hair, Adriana couldn’t help but eye the scissors on the kitchen counter.

“Remember, it’s a boy, so give him a boy’s name.”

Mom explained slowly to the small girl, barely past being a toddler herself, everything needed to be explained clear and simplistic ways.

“Hm….”

Lynette thought long and hard, at least, as much as a girl her age was able to, before she finally came to a decision.

“Aiden!”

Adriana’s expression changed from one of curiosity to bewilderment. Mom seemed to catch her expression, and singsonged.

“That’s.. just a boy version of your sister’s name.”

“I like Adriana’s name though. And it’s only fair you let me choose the name just like Adriana chose mine!”

Adriana raised an eyebrow, wondering to herself why her family even had such a bizarre tradition to begin with.

“Alright, alright. Aiden it is.”

Dad chuckled, ruffling Lynette’s hair. Adriana couldn’t help but grin pridefully at the fact she was getting a person named after her, even despite the fact she thought it was still a very weird tradition.

“What’s the baby gonna look like?”

“Hopefully not like you, you were a very ugly baby.”

“Adriana!”

“I mean.. she isn’t entirely wrong.”

“You two quit calling Lynette ugly!”

“Hey now, I’m not calling her ugly!”

“I am.”

Mom burried her face in her hand.

“For the love of God..”

She chuckled, even despite her annoyance.

“You two will be the death of me.”

 

When Aiden woke up again, he was still in immense pain, but it wasn’t as disorienting as it had been before. Blinking, he could see warm light emanating from a small kerosene lamp sitting on a night stand, next to it, leaning against a wall, a man sat, staring off into the uncertain distance, seeming not to notice Aiden was now awake. Looking around, he could see two backpacks, he recognized one as his own, his axe laying directly next to it. As he came to, he could feel a heavy but soft mass covering his body, bellow him was a firm but smooth surface, and his face was pressed against a pillow. He was… in a bed? He sat up, the blanket clinging onto him by his shoulders, he could see he was in the room of a house, it was dusty, and filled with random trinkets and framed photos showing a young couple and their infant, judging by the dull colors, he was in the bedroom of this child’s parents. The man sitting on the floor near him seemed to notice Aiden was moving, and looked up at him. He was a handsome, muscular man. Having dark skin, a bit of facial hair, golden eyes, a nose ring, and dreads tied up into a ponytail, two left out framing either side of his face respectively. He blinked, before standing up, his movements slow and cautious, as if approaching a wounded animal.

“Are you.. doing alright?”

He asked awkwardly, not seeming to know how he should speak to Aiden. Aiden opened his mouth to respond, before wincing in pain, reaching up, he could feel bandaged wrapped around the right side of his face where Riya had struck him, the bandages covering his eye. He could feel bandaged on his right hand, and wrapped tightly around his chest as well. He blinked, memories flooding back to him. Looking up, he recognized the man standing over him as one of the two he had spared.

“How… where the hell am I?”

Aiden looked around again, sitting up, and leaning against the pillows and headboard of the bed.

“Just.. some house that we found.”

The man rubbed the back of his neck.

“How are you feeling?”

Aiden furrowed his brow at the ridiculous question.

“Very lovely.”

He grumbled, feeling around the bandage over his eye. The man glance away again, not seeming to know what to say.

“You’ve.. been in and out of sleep for the past week, just… wasn’t sure you’d make it.”

Aiden blinked. It had been a week since Riya had attacked him? It didn’t feel nearly as long as that, but he had been asleep first most of the time, so perhaps that was why.

“I disinfected your wounds, but I didn’t stitch them up or anything. I didn’t have enough supplies and I’m not a doctor so I guess we should keep you in bandages for a while, uhm.. got you a new shirt since your clothes were covered in blood. I figured you’d rather change your pants yourself so I just left those on for whenever you woke up, there’s some clothes in the closet so you could take something from there, I guess..”

The man gestured to the closet. Aiden blinked, considering for a moment the fact that this man had bandaged his chest, had he seen Aiden’s scars? He felt tempted to ask, but held his tongue. Long, awkward silence stretched on. Tension so thick you could cut through it with a knife, according to the saying, but here it was different. You’d need at least a running chainsaw.

At least.

“Weren’t there two of you?”

The man paused for a moment.

“Oh, right. Uhm.. he’s out trying to find food. I’m James by the way, and the other guy who was with me is Yul.”

“I’m Aiden.”

Another stretch of silence.

“I’ll.. leave you to it. I guess..”

With that, James walked out, closing the door behind him. Aiden watched him go, blinking once, then looking around. The room was of medium size, white walls and furniture, drawers and boxes open, clear indicators that his rescuers had stripped the place of anything valuable. Glancing up, he could see picture frames covered in dust and spider webs, displayed in the glass and wooden frame were various depictions of families of vacation, Christmas mornings, and the such. It was just as dull and monotonous as one would expect.

Now alone, Aiden had some time to dwell on recent events. There were a great many, in the last month alone so many things had happened, none of which he wanted to think about.

The deaths of Rosa and Sofia, being separated from Lake, nearly being assaulted, being abandoned by his own best friend and forced to kill the other, and now potentially losing an eye. Aiden grimaced, his mind being bombarded with the gruesome images of death, the pain of loss, and starvation as well as injury.

 

‘̶̻̩̰̝͚̔M̵͇͍͚̠̼͈̓̽̓̊͆͂̇ą̴̝̙̺̯̣̭͚̎́͛̀̅͂͂́m̴̛͇̰͓͚̲̦͐̿͋̉̊͊̽ą̵̹̦̠́,̸̨̌ ̴͙̠̟͚̰͕̓͗̏w̸͚̤̭̫̘̰̻͛̂̇̍̋̏i̶͍̬̘̝͎̬̩̮̣̣̍͌͆̕l̵̦͔͍̰̆̒̽̕l̴͙̓̄̔̊ ̵̡̤̺̦̮͂̈́͊̀̄̓͝͝͝I̴̮͓̩̓̾̃ ̸͔̲̓̔̉̿̍̂͂̈́͛b̸̧̢̬̱̝̥̏̓̍̓̈́̍͝͝ě̶̞͔͇̞̻̘̥̪͈̣̾̒̿̀͘ ̸̘̜̔̇͋̌ỏ̵͇̘͎͇̻͓̞̼̖̪k̵̨̛̳̖̣͈̲͔̜̤̿̅͛̏̔̚͠ä̴̮̗́͝y̷̡̳̣͔̫͇̗̪̺͋…̷̛̹̪̯̣̣͖̭͎̮̯.̸͓̩̟͇̝̘͋͑̈̓̾̇̚͜?̴̟͙̲̫͖̘̘̐͑̒͆͊̚͜ͅ

 

Aiden gripped the blanket set on his lap.

 

‘̵̢͍̠̱̝̦͙͊̋͆̄̋͜͝H̵̛̪̺̫̼̦͒̾̿͌̍̇̆̈́̆E̶̡̖͓̟̥̒̈̒͝L̶̮̲̟̰̥͖̖̿̈́̈́̈̊́P̶̛̭̯̤͚̼̩̫̗̙̲̓͒͗́̄͂͛,̴̛̰̼̼̖͉̞̀̈́̈́̓̆̊̽̀ ̸͍̙̪͉̦̱̼̋̉̈́̈́͜I̵̧̞̙̹̠͇͕͊̇̎̀͂͆̏̇́͜͝T̶̡͚͇̞̘͎̞̑͊̾̾̌͘͝ ̵͍̝͕̟̝͇͙͇̍̌̾̔̅́̇̌͘Ḧ̸̠̻̱̣̭͙͌́̉̚Ű̶̧̧̜̗̮̥͇̝̞̎̍̐̕R̴̢̗̲̟̝̪͓͓͈̾̊̈́Ț̶̨͍͎̣̣̫͉̬͒̿͊̾͛́Ś̸̢͚͓͚̯̤͒̏̏̑̇̕ ̶̨͔̰͚͎͍̯̈͑̽̏̏̔͝Ȧ̸̛͈̻̥͔̖͔̬̿̑̽̈̓̇͘̚İ̸̢̢̛̺̠̘̼͎͓̘̃͊̂́͊̕͘͝D̶͚̣̓̔̑̐Ě̸̥͉̠̻̹̪̏͗̽N̵̡̙͈̖̊͛̈̋̈́͋͒͒͘̕,̶̡̲̹̱̲̼͕̠̝̯͛͛̆ ̸̬̩͚̩̣̮̒̂̂͘L̴̞̪̤̅̀͜ͅĄ̵̛̛̫̦͙̤͖̠̗̘͒̄͋̊̈̚Ķ̷̯͙̦͉͔̪͙̈́E̴͓͚̦̪̘̠͔̔̔̒̎̀͂͝͝͝͝,̷̨͍̱̦̤͖̪͋͐́ ̶͈͈̱̟̹̥̅͆̍̒͆͗̌̄̕͝Ȟ̵̻̳͖͚̦̮͑̿̀͒͌̃̕̕É̷̖͙̅͂̐͋͂̉̅͝L̶̙͇̩͖͔̫̞̩̊͆̇̍͗̚Ṕ̴̭̖͉̼̯̞͎̼̼͐̈́̇̌̉ ̷̻̻͉͚͖͔̩͕̗͗̈́͗͒͂̕M̸̤̗̰̤̱̤͗Ẹ̸̛̪̣̄̃̍́̽̚̚!̵̬̹͒ͅ ̶̩̲͈̽͑͐͊̈́͆̑̄̚P̵͔̱̀̈́́̔̌͠ͅĹ̴̤̮̘ͅḚ̷̙̠͔̟̫͈͈̰̜̑̎̎̏͐͘Ä̴̧̢̝͔̗̩̹́̃̆̈̈́͠S̸̻͇̖̺̞͚̞̞̃̀͛͊̓̇ͅĚ̴͉̟͈̬̘̺͚̗͙͓̎́͊̅̐!̷̺̙̑̈́’̸͔͉͕̝̭̪̹͔̖̽͂̒͑̊̍̇͝

 

Aiden gripped tighter, but the feeling of free falling did not fade.

 

Ẇ̷̩h̵͖̺̪̠͓̿̆̑͋͋̽͘ỵ̷̰̜̥͌͊̅͛ ̸͈̼̠͚̬̩̭̒̀̐̑d̴̝̳̃o̴̺̝̮͖̝̹͗ņ̶̗̟̬͎͕͉̈́̔̏̆̇̈́̿’̴̜͕̊́̑ͅt̴̪̘̖͊̽̍̈̕ ̶̡͓͍͚̭̇̚ÿ̴̢͍͉ǫ̶̝̙̈̄̆̽̄̑̾ṷ̶͖̓̏̒̆́ ̸̠̳̦͂̌̊̄s̸̱͊͐̈́͜ͅt̷̲̪͆̐a̸͔͉̤̠̘̓͑̇͊̅y̶̛̘͔͗́ͅ ̸̧̦͎̰͈̭̅͗͝w̷̘̪̃̅͋͠í̶̘̘̃͑́͗t̷͉͍̗̲̫͛̔͝ͅẖ̵̥̞͌͑̃͌̕ ̴͉̺͖͈͙̞̄͋̈́͐̍̈́͜ũ̸̧̺̱̣̻͗͠š̸̘̮̹͖̫̮ ̴̠̝̉̑͐̈́f̷͍̽̂͒̀̀̓o̶̜̐̓̔̈́͘͝͝r̸̡̧̫̝̜͂́͐͝ ̷̣̗͙̖͋̚͘̕a̶͇͍̠̜̬͉͛̈́̓̿̀͠ ̷̢̲̲̹̱̑̓b̶̧̫̖̘̯̉͛̎̔̈͝i̶̢̡͔̊ţ̸̠̩̗̯̱̻̿͛͗͒̈̆́,̵̛̛͈̜̙̺̝͉̉͐̓̉̕ ̶̲͎͖̠̐ḧ̶̖̼̏̾ǘ̸̢͖̱̦́́h̷̦̊̄̚?̴͕̯̱̻̹̥̺̌͛̐̀̓͝ ̷̲͇̭̥̓ͅY̴̳̓̓̒͐̌͘͘ờ̶͕̰̝̻̯̥͛̿ṵ̶̢̢̱̤͕̮͛̊̊͂̂ ̴͓͕̱̲̻͕͗͂͗̇̈́̕c̶̫̀͆̄ě̴̥̼̜͖̈́͐͋́r̸̻̘̞͖̿̏͂t̵̢̩̠͒a̵͓͉͗ȉ̷͚͓̟̃n̴͍̭̭̯̭̳̺̉̽͝l̷͉̭͐̏͂́̕ỹ̵̯̊̋̋͊̚ ̸͇̙̝̥̐͜͠d̸̦̐̿̕̕o̴̞̪̾͆̐̅n̶̮͉̰̺͖͛̋͑͘’̶̒͊ͅt̷̰̩̬̉͋͠ ̶͙̝̯͋͆͛f̸̨͔͔͇̌̇̔͆̕͝a̴̝̜̜͍̰͇͗͊͝r̴̨̰̖͙͊͐̓͊e̸͔̳̮͍͍͉͛̕ ̴̖͈̦̓̃̀̃̑͑͝ͅḃ̸̖̣͍̾͘e̵̻͗̈́̀͠ť̸̡́̐́ẗ̴̨̛̈́e̷̳͂̉r̵̗̽͌͜ ̵̢̮̜̖̯̘̳͐̽͝o̴̡͎͔̣͉̻͎͛͗̋ǘ̷̦̭̬̑͊̾̅t̸͓̎̉̇ ̶̜̞̤͘ṯ̷̨͍̅̎́̑̎h̸̟̗̞̟͇̕͜ě̷̪͇̼͕r̸̘̺͖̟̃̒͆̿̆̔͠ͅe̵̙̥̝̍̈́ ̸̧̰͐́̔͠o̷̺̯̅̔̀̾̽̀͘ṅ̵̜͙̳̼̥͎͑̒̿͂̕͠ ̸̮͔̟͈͆̀̃̾ÿ̸̞̤́̏̅ó̸̪̮̟̙̣̽̓͠ư̶̖͉̓̏̃̈́̈́̆r̷̨̲͎̼̻̠̽ ̵̥̝̟͕͋̐͐͛̐ò̵̢̈̈͂̐̕w̷̱̔̀̐͋n̵̛͇͎̋͑̈̈́̀,̸̢̰̠̘̣̮̲͊̀ ̷̳͕̓̏͛̅͌̚̚w̵̨̦͖̤̓̈́̊̄̂̀e̴͇͇͋ ̴̣͎̟̤͔̈́̽̍ĥ̸̛̺̩̗̺̍̑ĕ̸̝͍͔͙̥͜ͅļ̴̲̣̗̮̏͂p̶̘̙̈́͌ ̴̹̗̟̼̹̙͉̾y̷̳̯̠̘͓͊ö̸͔͎͉̺̟̣ủ̸̦̜̲͒͐̆͐̇ ̵̜̩̝̺͚̓̋̕͠ǫ̸̨̤̩͒̔͂̔͋͑u̸̧̹̤̣̜͖̐̃̾͗͜͝͝͠t̵̢̤̣̣̉̽ͅͅ,̷̛̱͒̐̊͛̕ ̴̠͎̜̝͎̊y̵̹̼͇̫̑͆͜ö̴̧́͝u̴̙̼̹̫͈̓͊͠ͅ ̷̬͕̦͈͛̄͋̿̆̿h̸̞̆̓̽̔̈́̿e̶̼̳̟͉̓͗̽͗̇l̷̛̬̂͂̃̆͝p̸̥̩̙͈̩̦̐̔̀͗̽̏̐ ̵͇̤̦͖̗̬͕̅̀̄̄̎̚ṳ̷̳̮͉̹͙̈͋̂͋̈͜ś̶̛̮̲̹͉̠̖͒ ̵̞̣̳̹̫͊͂́̑̋õ̶͖̟̳͉͓͎̂͜ů̵̞͉̖̼͍̿͐̈́̕͜t̶̢̯̪̭̉.̵̬͔̙͇͗̈ ̶̡͔̩͖̙͖͂̒͊̈́̃͑F̷̡̥̰̥̆͋͘̚a̸̳̝̥̔̓̽̈v̷̨̙̺͇̘̬̋̂̀͛͋̑o̶͎̮͇͛̆̽̿͗ŗ̶̙͚͖̟̪̟͋̇͂͝s̷̨̈͑̀̐̂̄ ̶̹̘͕̬̤̫͗͐f̵̟̑o̴͈͖̞̓͑̎r̴͉̫̘͉̼̊̚ ̴̡͔̞̹̼̑̌̅͆̾f̵̳͐̇̽̀a̵͉̬̱͌̀̌̋̕v̸̨̩̼͂̔̄̏̂̇̚o̸̻̦͌̌̏͋̏r̷̆̆͒͂̃͜͜ś̵̢͔̣͎̥̱̱̍̿͆.̴̘͓͐̂́̆͒͝’̶̠̒̏̉̈́

 

Aiden squeezed his eyes shut, but he could still feel hands roaming his body against his will, mocking promises of assault being echoed through a dirty alleyway.

 

K̷̥̆̏â̵̡̗̚i̸̢̖̪̰̿̽͜ ̷̡̡̡̙̜͙̋̿̃̄̑̋i̴̟̹̫͉̜͂̑͝s̵̹̏ ̵͎̭͛̓̆̀̈́͊͠g̵͖̪̦̥̗̤͛̊͘o̶̧̯̦͉͔̗͚̔͑̚n̷̨̖͆̒̈́̅̇ȩ̸͍͔̬̟̮̥̀́,̵̜̤̄͒̿̒̚ ̴̟̝̞̪̺̙̄́h̵̡̢̪̮̭̳͔̉̒͝͝ȩ̴̦̾͆̆̚͠ ̷̡͖̖̪̼̜̼̆͒̈́̏̋r̵̢̫̱̠̙̙͑͊̏̈́͋͋a̷͔̯̅̌̋̀̓̄̈ǹ̴̼̒̆̾̀͝ ̶̦̼̗̯́̽̆͗̒̒͒ą̷͔̹̭̲̲̝̃̂̀͘͝ẘ̵̛̲̈́́̆̕a̸̢̯͕̜̗̿̂̕͠y̴̢̛̫̗̖̜̌̄̇̇͝ͅ.̸̠̝̬̩̑̓̀͘͘͘ ̵̹̯̝̺͕̜̌̈͆̽͌͝Ḩ̸̞͓̞̻̮̳̏͊̇e̴̹̜̻̕ ̵̩̹͈̯̖̼̃̋̓à̵̧̡̙̠̩̻͗ń̶̻̹̄͆͌̐ď̶̟̆̿̇̓̚ ̴̨͎̈́̚͜Ṁ̶̡̭̩͓̳̟̕a̶̡̧̢̯̲̰̞͐̈̌̉͒g̸̯̬͑̉̃̎ǵ̶̞̙͓̪̗̮͗͋̈́͌̚̚͜ḯ̸̢̖̰̖͙ͅȩ̸̩̤̑̄̄̓̓ ̵̘̠͔̲͉̒̏̒w̷̘̲̳̠͚̪͋e̶̪̭̬̼͊̇͜r̷̡̡̦̼̻̿͒͝ë̷͚́̀͘ ̷̳̏̿́̇͂g̴̼͋̊̐̀o̴̧͉̝̩̜͗̐͜í̶̱͊̅́́̔̀n̶̳̽̂g̴̱͔̍̎̄́ ̸̤̘͎̉͌̾͋̊̒̚ṭ̶̛͍̺̱́̑̆o̸͎̣͖͉͂̄͛̄ ̵̢̛̹̘͚͕̘̌̐͑̈́̄̈͜l̸̩̠̆͗͒̾̓͘͜e̵̺̦͚͒̎ă̸͉͆́̈́̀v̶͖̬̟͔̻͂͛͌́e̸̛̮͇̲̯̦͕͐́͂̌ ̶̨̡̗̲̲̒̇̌͂t̸̖̫̤̄̔͗̒̃͆o̶͕̩̼͛͌͗̚͜͠ģ̷͚̯̱͉̦͊̕͜͝ȩ̶̗̰̱͕̿t̵͇̹͍͍̫̐͗̈́h̴̛͔̺͕̦ę̴̮̎̎ͅͅṛ̶͚̣̦͔̺̇̆́̉̏͠,̸̲̟͉̲̹̣̉̑͛̌̾̿͝ ̶͍̮͈͒̀̾̀b̵̺̂̿͋͗͑̚͜͠u̸̟̟͙̲͉̚̚t̸̠̪̻͗̔͗̄̋̚͜ ̸̧͉͔̼͔̘̳̄͒͝t̶̙̮͙̑h̴̘̙̘̎̽̃è̴̫̙̖̖͇̻ͅỷ̶̻̫̺̀̈́̈̓ ̶̮̭̥̓̓̎ǵ̴̡̢̟͚͎́ͅǒ̸͍̰͍̣͆̊̆̉͠ͅt̴͓̠̐ͅ ̷̡̝̥̥͕̄͑̈́͘͜͝͠͠c̷͚̍́̆̀͋͜á̸̝͚̲̖̀̔̅͝u̸̼̒̃̇̈́̂g̵͕̐̌̔̃̀͂ĥ̶̛͕̤͓̫̎́̾͘ṭ̴͈̫̼̈́̈́̂ ̸̢̭̞̐̎̕͝a̸͔̮̫̘̖̠̳̓n̸͖̞̮̹͓̞̑́̽͐͜͝d̴̨̧̫̫̏͠ ̵̛̺͚̱̟̝͈͋̔͗̾̀͐h̸̢̖͖̦̮͕̣̃̃̈́̂̔͝e̷̪̙͆̽́̌̔͝ ̸̳̲͓͎̮͋͐̎̏̀̎̋l̸̥̫̭͉͈̑̇̊̕é̶̛̼͖̻̉͝f̶̦̠͗̂̀̍̓͗̚t̷̲̫̘̙̅͊͋ ̸̧͙̅h̷̡̻͙́͋̔̋̿͊e̴͈̼̘͌̈̐̌̓͆͝r̶̞̰͊̔̊̌̽̐̽ ̴̯̱̰̬̃̌̓̕b̴̢̨̬̦͓̝̥̔̌̆̍̔͘e̴͎̞̳̔̐ḧ̷̨͔́͝i̷̘̹̹̮̘͍͕̇̓ń̴̠̂̍̂̉͝d̸̢̼̻̀̐̈́̔̕.̷̗̥̺̄͆͛̿͋͝ͅ ̵̼͓̈́̈́̔͛͠H̶̡͎͚͆̇͒̄è̶̺̯͇͚͉͜ ̷͕͌̋l̷̩̫̰̈́̀͝͝e̷̻̣̬̠̭͛̂̔͗͗͝ͅf̸̢̬͆̔͠t̴͖̦͕̜͐͗́ ̴̙̗̈́͠b̴̠̝̻̃̈́̀͊̿̕͘o̴̺͕̥̦͉͊̔̽ẗ̷̖̭̭́͐͒̑̉͐h̴̻͔̠̍̌̑̐̈͜ͅ ̵̯̇͜o̸̠̩͖̺̬̐͐̀̐f̵͔̦̲͚̲̼͆̈́̀̂̕͠ ̵̯̹͇̣̗̝̞̍̽̐͝͝y̶̹̣̥͚̥͑o̵̙̤̭͖̐̔̈́͋̇̅͒u̴͓̥̝̪͉͊ ̷̪͚͎̲̞̩̈́̔̉͐͂b̴̈́̏́͠ͅe̶̡͔̗̝͓͂͊̽̅͒h̷̘͍͉̱͚̓͋̋̍̚į̶͔̲͋̾͂͘n̷̛̰̘̘͑̎̔̕͝ͅd̴͕͕̯̬̀̿.̵̠͍̼̙̫̏̄͌͂̕̕’̶̛̯̯̝̓͌͂̒͝

 

Aiden clenched his jaw, but the taste of hot blood and sickly sweet apples refused to leave him.

 

It wasn’t fair, Aiden did not deserve all of the suffering he had been made to endure, and neither had those whom he cherished. He may not have been the same man he was before the outbreak, he’d stolen and killed, but it was only because of the circumstance he was in, he never enjoyed a moment of committing those acts. Sofia didn’t deserve to die, she was only a child. Rosa shouldn’t have been forced to kill her own daughter to spare her a fate worse than death. Maggie shouldn’t have been abandoned by the man she loved, and murdered by a friend she trusted. His father and sister didn’t deserve to die confused and afraid, not knowing if Aiden was okay or not. Most of all, Aiden did not deserve to lose them, the ones he held so dear to his heart. When had the world become this cruel?

Aiden opened his eyes again, feeling tears pricking at them, obscuring his vision in his untouched eye, and making the other even more uncomfortable with the new sensation. He whimpered, the young man curling up into a ball within his blanket and sobbing openly, his body trembling with grief, sadness, rage, and hurt. His cries and pathetic sobs echoed through the house, and there was no doubt James heard every last noise. Through his weeping, he checked his pocket, received Rosa’s box cutter was still tucked inside. He held it close to his chest, and began sobbing even harder, wailing like a scared child.

He certainly felt like one.

 

Leaves and branches crunched beneath Aiden’s feet as he and his new companions made their way through the bright forest.

He, James, and Yul had been walking for some time now in no specific direction, with only the vague goal of finding Lake, something the other two men only joined him for simply because they had nothing better to do, or.. anything to do for that matter. But, it was.. something to keep them occupied, even if they had no idea what they were doing or how they would do it, that was something they’d figure out later. They were walking at a painfully slow pace thanks to Aiden’s injuries, a setback James was only mildly annoyed by, while Yul on the other hand refused to shut up about. The first thing Aiden learned about the two men is that they bickered, a lot. Almost every minute they were arguing about some small thing, or laughing together over some immature joke Yul had made, and dear god was it insufferable. Aiden was almost tempted to go find Riya, and request that she finish the job and lodge her shovel straight through his skull to spare his ears of Yul’s annoying voice, although.. given the fact he’d nearly cut the woman straight in half, he’d be surprised if she was even still alive. And if she was, she certainly wasn’t in any condition for some homicide.

What a bummer.

 

“I mean, there’s no concrete proof I pushed her down the escalator! Those accusations came out of nowhere!”

“Weren’t there security cameras or something?”

“That was cgi! It was faked! I lost so many fans over some fake video made by haters! It wasn’t real, if it were, that old hag probably would have knocked someone over on her way down and gotten them injured.”

James rolled his eyes.

“Whatever you say, man.”

Suddenly the idea of a nice shovel to the skull from an annoying, spoiled, failed actress seemed very appealing. Aiden zoned out for a while as Yul and James rambled to each other about.. god knows what, until they suddenly stopped both their conversation and their walking, just staring to the left. Following their gaze, Aiden could see a black haired man sitting in the grass, covered in blood and surrounded by flies, to his right, a slaughtered infected, in his arms, two women lay, corpses littered with injuries invaded by maggots and rot.

“Damn.”

Yul mumbled with a bored expression.

“Should we, like… help him?”

James mumbled to Yul.

“Fuck no!”

He whisper shouted.

“Why not? I mean look at him, it’s just.. sad.”

“Oh, so we’re just gonna bring random people with us because they look sad? James, thats fucking stupid.”

“Yeah, but it would be shitty to just leave him behind.”

“Do you think….”

Aiden rolled his unbandaged eye as the two argued in hushed tones, but they weren’t fooling anybody, they were plenty loud. The man however, didn’t look up, he just stared blankly at the two bodies he clung to himself, looking closer, Aiden could see it was two women, one with brunette hair and cracked glasses, the other with short black hair, and….

“Tess?”

Aiden stepped forward, he recognized the orange sweater wrapped around that woman’s waist, James and Yul paused their bickering to watch. Upon hearing the name, the man finally looked up, locking eyes with Aiden, who slowly walked up to him.

“Tess, is that…?”

Aiden inspected the body, the face sustained little damage, it was her torso that had been heavily wounded, the hair, sweater, and features lined up perfectly with that of his old friend. That paired with the announcement of her name being the only thing that made the man acknowledge their presence, the answer was clear. Kneeling down in front of the trio, he stared at the lifeless body of his former friend.

“Tess.. I- what happened to her?”

The man gave no response, just staring blankly at Aiden.

“You know these people?”

James asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Her.”

Aiden pointed.

“Her name’s Tess, we were good friends before the outbreak.”

Turning back to them, Aiden reached a hand out to his old friend, before the man yanked her away from him, holding both bodies even closer to his chest, his neutral expression turning into a hateful glare. With a heavy sigh Aiden stood up, and turned to James.

“Hand me my axe.”

“Why?”

“Just let me see it.”

Reluctantly, James handed the weapon to Aiden, he’d been holding Aiden’s things for him to avoid further injuring his already wounded back. Aiden looked down at it, not a shovel, but it would do. Walking a few feet away from the man on the ground, he found a loose patch of dirt, angling his axe so it was flat against the earth, before he pushed down, then up again, beginning to dig.

“What the hell are you doing?”

Yul demanded.

“Burying my friend.”

“Aiden, come on, we don’t have time for this.”

“You’re free to go.”

He said, not averting his eyes from his handiwork for even a moment.

“I’m not forcing you to stay here. You can just give me my stuff back and be on your way if you don’t feel like waiting.”

Yul huffed, and took a step forward.

“Let’s go-“

“We have time to spare.”

Yul looked at James like he grew a second head.

“Your kidding?”

“It’s still morning, we can wait a bit for him to bury them, then go.”

“James, you can’t be serious, this is a waste of time…”

Aiden tuned them out as he continued on, digging a wide, shallow grave just barely big enough to fit both women. Turning back to the back haired man, he gestured to the hole. Without a word, the man picked up the brunette and placed her inside, followed by Tess, watching with a blank expression as Aiden buried the two. His muscles ached by the end of it, but that didn’t bother him too much, he hadn’t been able to give any of his loved ones a proper burial until now, Rosa’s grip on Sofia was too tight to bury the child, Aiden had been to busy running for his life, then subsequently searching for Lake to bury Rosa, and he hadn’t even entertained the idea of doing so for Maggie, Emily wouldn’t have let him. But, at the very least, he could give Tess’ body more respect than rotting in abandoned locations or being burned in a fire.

Silently, the man grabbed a metal pole from the ground, and drove it through the earth, tying an orange sweater to it, then setting a pair of glasses next to it, a tombstone of sorts. They stared for a while, in silence, before Aiden turned to the man, and offered him his hand, and after a few moments, he took it.

 

Two days had gone by, and the man still hadn’t said a word, they didn’t even know his name. James and Aiden simply referred to the man as ‘him’ or ‘you’, but Yul, being who he was, opted to calling him ‘#4’ given he was the sort of ‘fourth member’ of this group. He wasn’t exactly a burden, he helped gather food and water, defend from infected, things of the sort, but his silence was.. eerie, and the fact he wore a mask made it worse in a way, aside from his piercing blue eyes, they had no clue what he really looked like beyond the surface level things.

The terrain they were in now was vast and rocky, not necessarily a desert, but there wasn’t much to look at. Not to many plants, nor trees, but there were train tracks for what that was worth, tracks always lead to some sort of civilization, so the four opted to follow them in search of some abandoned city they could rest in.

The town stood out like a sore thumb. Where there was nothing but barren land, there was suddenly a collection of tents, buildings, pens, and plant life. As they approached, Aiden could see what he previously assumed to be buildings were.. train carts. Large train carts used formerly for transporting goods, were being used as homes and businesses, large holes cut out into the steel with the removed sheets being used as doors. How anyone could have moved such things was a mystery, but he had seen more unbelievable things before. Along with the train carts, there were large tents, wooden shacks, and brick walls with metal sheets covered in leaves as roofs, probably meant to be houses. There were many of these structures, not far from them was a massive barn with warm light seeping from inside, adjacent to the bar was rows upon rows of farm land, a garden, a few fruit trees, a chicken coop, and small pens for other animals. Aiden was starting to notice a pattern with the only communities he would find having something to do with farming.

“Should we.. try to see if they’ll let us in?”

“Why would they?”

“Maybe they’re friendly.”

“And if they aren’t?”

“We may as well try.”

Yul looked to Aiden and their new companion for backup, Aiden merely shrugged, while the other man remained frustratingly stoic as usual.

“It’s worth a shot.”

“That’s fucking stupid, James.”

“Do you have any better ideas?”

“Yeah, keep going!”

“Yul, Aiden still needs his wounds treated, I’m no professional so I doubt what I did was adequate, we’re short on food, and it could be a good change for bartering and trading the stuff we took from that house.”

“It’s a fucking stupid idea!”

“And why is that?”

The shovel was starting to sound really nice. Aiden glanced over to their new.. friend? How seemed equally annoyed with the two as Aiden, bright blue eyes met seaweed green, and they just stared at each other as Yul and James bickered like children. He wasn’t sure how much time passed before Yul and James began walking, and they had to follow.

This could either go really great, or really horrible for them.

 

The second major thing Aiden learned about James was that he was charismatic, really charismatic. It made sense, a charming and handsome man like him, he could talk his way into just about anything, but of course, charisma is only half the battle. Another key component is strategy. Aiden couldn’t help but feel perplexed as James scanned the area, staring long and hard at each person who was outside, some tended to plants and animals, others rushed in and out of the buildings. And James seemed so oddly fascinated by each and every individual he saw, looking them up and down, at their features, body language, facial expressions, like he was staring into the mind and soul of every person he saw. This went on for a while, before James finally came to a decision.

“That one, right there, in the green sweater.”

Aiden followed James’ gaze to a middle aged woman watering plants.

“Why?”

“Simple, look at her movements, she’s very gentle with the plants, and so far she’s smiled at every person who’s walked by, wether they acknowledged her or not, and she doesn’t have anything on her that she could use as a weapon, she’s perfectly relaxed. She seems the most friendly, so we’re going to approach her.”

Aiden blinked, he had just read this complete stranger like a book, he looked to Yul, but he didn’t even seem phased.

“Just follow my lead.”

With that, the four made their way towards the woman.

“Excuse me, do you have a minute?”

The woman looked up.

“Hmm? Oh, sure.”

“My friends and I, we’ve been looking for a place to stay,”

James gestured to Aiden speaking with a voice as smooth as silk.

“He’s injured, you see, and we’re running short on supplies. We were hoping we could find somewhere that would welcome us for a little while, we’re willing to earn it, of course, we’d hate to be a burden. But he does really need medical assistance, do you think there’s any way we can get some help here?”

The woman stood up, and looked to Aiden with an expression of pity.

“Poor thing..”

She gave a sigh, looking back to James.

“Well, it isn’t my choice to make, but.. I suppose I’ll see what I can do, come with me.”

The group exchanged glances, but not seeing any better options, they followed the woman, who led them to a train cart excluded from the others. The door was a metal sheet, ropes tied between holes in both the door and wall acting as hinges, and a doorknob secured in by a few nails. The thing didn’t even have a lock. The woman knocked three times, and was met by a ‘Come in!’ Turning to the four men as she opened the door.

“Wait out here for a sec.”

With that, she stepped inside, and after a few minutes, ushered the group in. Which is how they ended up negotiating with an abnormally tall Australian woman, and her not so tall… husband? Boyfriend? Lover, or something along those lines.

The room they were in was dimly lit, but cozy in a way. With a sofa, a desk, a few chairs, random trinkets strung from the ceiling and hanging on the wall as decorations, and various office cabinets used for storage.

“Well,”

Jasmine, the tall Australian began, paying Aiden a glance.

“Your friend here isn’t in very good condition, we could patch him up for you, give you guys a place to stay for a while, but you’ve got to earn it.”

“Earn it how?”

Yul prodded with a raised eyebrow.

“Well.. we need some supplies. Food, water, things like that. We’re going through a pretty rough drought in this area, and it isn’t looking good. Somewhere around here is a bunker, there should be some useful things in there. We’ve sent people out before, but they didn’t find it. If you can find it, bring back anything worthwhile, you can stay here. And if you can’t find it.. we’ll just give you something else to do, I guess.”

 

“This is fucking stupid.”

“We heard you the first time.”

“And I’ll say it again, because it’s fucking stupid!”

Aiden felt hid hands clench into aggravated fists. God, Yul’s voice was annoying. The moment he’s fully healed, he’s ditching those two and going to find Lake.. and, he supposed, their new companion could tag along as well, he certainly wasn’t enjoying himself either. They had been walking for hours, searching for this ‘bunker’ with barely any instructions. It was clear by how she talked about it that Jasmine probably wasn’t completely sure the thing actually existed, and didn’t want to deal with the issue herself. So hey, let the new guys handle it, right? A half blind axe murderer, an angsty mute, a spoiled brat, and an out of touch influencer, surely the most competent people for the job. At least she sent them off with some supplies to help, and by supplies, she just gave each of them a bag along with a singular rusted red racer wagon to make transporting things easier.

How thoughtful.

Watching Yul drag the pitiful wagon was pretty amusing given though, it clearly pissed him off, the thing was probably older than he was, or Aiden assumed, he hadn’t asked for James and Yul’s ages, but he guessed neither could be more than a few years older than he was. Yul opened his mouth to complain again, before he tripped on something, falling face first into the dirt, drawing amused chuckles from James. Yul scowled up at him, rising to his feet, before something stopped him from taking another step, his foot was caught in something.

“The fuck…?”

“What is it?”

Yul stepped away from the thing, and bent down.

“It looks like a handle.”

The others peered over Yul’s shoulder.

“Well, that’s convenient.”

James said with a smirk. Pushing aside the wagon, James and Yul pulled on the handle, while Aiden cut away and the dry earth and overgrowth that kept it sealed. Eventually, after another half hour, they got the thing open, surprised to be met with blue, artificial light emanating from inside.

“You think there’s someone in there?”

James merely shrugged.

“Fuck it.”

Aiden muttered, grabbing his bag, and descending down the ladder down to a tunnel, which led to a large vault like door, wide open.

“Looks like whoever was in here before is long gone now.”

Yul observed.

“Alright, here’s the plan.”

James began, looking between each of the men.

“Yul, you go try to find any medical supplies, I’ll look for weapons, Aiden try to find food and water, and you try to find anything else that could be useful, miscellaneous stuff, rope, batteries, lighters, candles, anything that can be helpful. When we’ve gotten everything we can carry, we meet up here then head back, if it’s already nighttime by the time we’re done we’ll just sleep in here so we don’t get lost or attacked by an infected trying to find our way back.”

Aiden, Yul, and their new companion nodded, and went their separate ways.

The place was eerie, dusty, damp, and empty. The lights above flickered, the only noise provided being Aiden’s quiet footsteps, and the light plip of water droplets falling from the ceiling, and onto the dingy tile floor. The place smelled perpetually of wet towels, bunched into a pile, thrown in a corner, and forgotten about. Which is to say it smelled moldy, gross, and generally very unpleasant. As Aiden navigated the winding halls, he stumbled across a few doors, the first was a janitor’s closet, then a bathroom, then a small office with a monitor, various office supplies and drawers, and even a coffee table with sugar packets, undoubtedly expired cream cups that smelled absolutely terrible, and an espresso machine, which Aiden promptly smashed into tiny pieces upon seeing it. The room at the end of this hall however, was quite promising, a large pantry filled with shelves upon shelves of canned goods. Aiden couldn’t help but grin to himself at his luck, walking inside, he took basically everything he could fit in his bag, beans, soup, fruits, vegetables, meats, among others. What surprised him was cans of water, and tins with candy. (Yeah, canned water is actually a thing believe it or not, an uncle of mine had his pantry filled with them for some reason)

Aiden however, wasn’t in the mood to be questioning things, so he took those as well, there was way more left in the pantry than he was able to pack, he supposed they would have to return sometime. Slinging the bag over his shoulder, he headed for the entrance where they had agreed to meet up. Luck was with him again, as everybody was there, bags filled to the brim.. except for James.

“I found a room filled with food and shit, but there was way too much for me to fit in here, so we’re probably gonna have to come back sometime.”

“Yeah, it was pretty much the same case for all of us.. except me. I couldn’t find the armory. I’m gonna look one more time for it though, okay?”

Everyone nodded, and James walked off.

“Oh shit.”

“What?”

“I got all the canned stuff, but I forgot to get any of the can openers.”

“Can’t you just use a spoon?”

“That only works for cans with tabs- look, I’ll be right back, just stay here!”

Aiden dropped his bag, and scurried down the hallway, Yul gave an agitated sigh. Aiden quickly ran back to the janitor’s closet and retrieved a trash bag, small, only big enough for one of those small office trash cans, and headed back for the pantry, filling the small bag with several can openers. As he tied the bag shut, he thought for a moment, James would be busy looking for weapons.. a bit of exploring couldn’t hurt, right? No, he decided, it would not.

And so, he made his way through the long, twisting corridors of the bunker, scraping his axe along the wall and leaving a marked trail in his wake to avoid getting lost when he needed to make his way back to the others. He ended up letting his mind wander as he walked, so much so that he barely noticed when his axe began scraping against a new surface, looking to his left, he could see it was glass. A glass window to be exact, which displayed a containment room holding a dead infected. Aiden cringed, continuing down the hallway, and seeing many more rooms like this, each with the corpse of an infected. Whoever was here before must have been experimenting on them before leaving, or rather.. who was here now.

 

The sound of humming was.. startling to say the least. That meant there was still someone down here, someone had stayed behind. Curiosity overtook Aiden, and against his better judgement, he followed the noise to a room opposite to the containment ones, the door slightly ajar. Aiden peaked, seeing a woman sitting at a desk, squinting into a microscope, before writing something on a note pad. He blinked, and leaned slightly forward, the bag of can openers colliding gently with the door, and making a noise, which the woman quickly noticed. Aiden cursed to himself as the woman looked up, and stared directly at him.

‘Oh, fuck me.’

She blinked a few times, startled, before tilting her head.

“You know I can see you, right? You’re not hiding very well.”

‘I am so fucked. God, I am screwed.’

Just what he needed, to be severely injured, and alone with a potentially dangerous woman as he ransacked her home. Christ almighty, Aiden was fucked.

“Oh, don’t look at me like that! Come in, come in! I’m friendly, I can assure you. It’s been a while since I’ve had any visitors, please come in!”

Aiden’s confusion skyrocketed when the woman smiled, and waved her hand to usher him inside. He took a step back.

“No! No! Please don’t go, don’t be scared! It’s been a long time since I’ve had anyone else down here with me, just please come inside!”

Her voice grew frantic, and Aiden began to feel bad.

“Fuck me..”

He sighed, and opened the door, against his better judgement, he stepped inside.

“Oh my gosh! What happened to your eye?!”

Aiden didn’t respond.

“Oh.. touchy subject, huh? Well, that’s alright, I won’t pry. Please, take a seat, make yourself right at home! Are you hungry at all? I can go fetch you a snack if you want, or some water?”

Aiden approached her slowly, and sat at the chair across from her.

“No need.”

There was an awkward pause.

“I’m.. sorry for intruding. I saw the door wide open, and assumed the place was empty before I saw you.”

“Oh, there’s no need for that! It’s fine, perfectly fine. I don’t mind at all. In fact, I’m quite glad you decided to stop by! I’ve kind of been on my own for a while, since all of my assistants left, I suppose they found better things to do, in any case, it’s gotten just a tinsy bit lonely down here, a new person to talk to is always a nice change of pace! So, what’s your name?”

“Aiden.. you?”

The woman paused.

“My name.. I, uh.. h-hold on, uhm… Something with an ‘s’.. Sarah..? No, no. Uhm.. Sam? No that was the blonde, uhm.. Scar..? Scar..? Scarlett! Scarlett! Yes, yes! That’s it! My name is Scarlett. It’s nice to meet you.”

Aiden raised an eyebrow, confused how anyone could just forget their own name, but.. he’d seem stranger things. Scarlett was.. unusually dirty for someone in a bunker equipt with electricity and running water. With dusty glasses, a lab coat and gloves, and fiery red hair tied up in a bun so tight it made Aiden’s scalp sting. He couldn’t help but be reminded of Lake by her hair, and those eyes..

“So, what are you doing down here?”

“Isn’t it obvious? I’m working on the disease, curing it, to be precise! And so far, I’ve made incredible progress. Here, come look!”

She slid a note pad towards Aiden, the writing was incoherent, random words bunched together hastily, now that he noticed it, nothing in her lab looked quite right. Counters showed vials of dirty looking liquids he couldn’t identify, stains and mold everywhere, and random equipment and items scattered on the floor. The place was a complete mess, hardly even a lab.

“I see..”

He muttered.

“And how long have you been down here?”

“How long? Uhm.. uh.. I’ll have to get back to you on that one, but not long, I’m sure! You see, I had to come down here to develop a cure, me and my assistants, everyone was counting on us! And down here is much safer than up there.. speaking of, how.. how is everything right now? Is everything okay? I can’t imagine things are going too well given the state you’re in, but.. have things gotten better, or…. worse?”

Aiden paused, glancing to the side.

“Certainly not good..”

“Go on.”

“Uh.. well, society is kind of.. collapsed. No government, no nothing. The infection has gone completely out of control, it’s hard to go anywhere without encountering one, people aren’t much better, there’s been a cult, raider groups, and a lot of people have died.”

Scarlett stared at him for a long while, before leaning forward in her chair.

“Well, that’s not good. I suppose once I finish the cure I’ll have to work on fixing that. But no matter, I can bring things back to normal, I’m sure! That’s what I’m good at, you see.”

“Out of curiosity.. why specifically are you looking for a cure?”

There was another pause.

“Well, I- hold on, I know this.. uhm, let’s see..”

She looked down, and began to fiddle with a loose strand of hair.

“You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.”

“No, no! I’ve got this, I just need to think, so just, be quiet for a little bit.”

Clumps of hair began to go loose from her bun, her expression grew almost frantic.

“Are you.. okay?”

“Yes! I’m fine! Just shut up for a moment, I need to think!”

She was practically tugging at the loose bits of hair.

“Scar-“

“I said shut the fuck up!”

With that, she rose to her feet, slamming both fists on the table, her bun came loose, and long firmly locks cascaded down her back, reaching to her waist. They curled at the ends in a way that made her look almost devilish, her furious expression didn’t help either. Aiden blinked in surprise at the sudden outburst, but just as quickly as her anger came, it left. And she sat back down, clearing her throat.

“Sorry about that.”

She gave an awkward chuckle, putting her hair back up.

“I just needed some quiet, and you just wouldn’t stop talking, so I had to make you stop. Now let’s see.. where was I? Oh yes, why I’m working on a cure! You see, early on a person I knew got sick with the disease, I remember we were close, or at least.. I think people said we should have been.. shortly after that some important people asked me to work on a cure and of course, to save that person I knew, I took them up on the offer, and now I’m down here! I’ve made incredible progress, and soon, in no time, the sure will be ready, and I can help my-“

She cut herself off, her smile fading.

“My… was it.. was he my friend? No, we- we lived together. Uhm.. a boyfriend- no, no.. relative.. brother! Yes, yes! Brother! I’m developing a cure to save my brother! Because of course, he’s my brother and I love him! I think.. no! No! That’s just ridiculous! How could I even think that, of course I loved- love my brother! I love him dearly! I mean,”

She gave a frantic chuckle.

“Everyone who has a brother loves their brother! You for instance, do you have a brother?”

Aiden considered the question, no brothers, but he did have Lynette, or rather.. he had her. He also had Lake, Rosa, and Sofia. They weren’t related by blood, but he considered them just as much just sisters as Lynette was, he loved all four so dearly, they were all his little sisters.

“No, four younger sisters.”

“Oh, sisters, of course! How could I forget sisters? Regardless, you love them?”

“More than anything.”

Scarlett nodded.

“Mhm! And that’s just how it is, everyone who has a sibling loves them dearly, adores them! The way you cherish your little sisters, and I cherish.. cherish.. huh, I.. can’t remember my brother’s name.”

Her smile faded once more, Aiden was starting to wonder how many more times this woman was going to forget key details of her own life before she realized how much this whole self isolation thing was seriously taking a toll on her. She blinked twice, then shook her head softly, her smile then returned.

“Well, that’s alright! I’ll see him soon, and cure him, and things will be back to normal!”

She outstretched her arms, gesturing to the entirety of her lab.

“You, my friend, are one lucky man! You’re about to witness history once I’ve finished my latest attempt at the cure, and this one will work for sure! And you’ll be here to see it! We’ll go down in history, you and I!”

“Right.. so what’s with those dead infected in the hallway?”

Scarlett raised an eyebrow.

“Dead infected? In the hallway? Show me.”

Aiden rose to his feet, and gestured for Scarlett to follow him, leading her out of the room, and to the corridor with the containment rooms. Scarlett’s eyes flicked over the windows, and blanched.

“My.. my specimens! Oh god, what happened?!”

She rushed to one of the windows, putting her hand against it, and staring wide eyed and mouth agape at the dead creature within.

“Did I…? Did my…?”

She blinked.

“Oh god.. what have I been doing..? I’m a scientist god dammit! How could I have allowed this to happen?! It’s this.. was this why my assistants left? Did..”

She looked back to her laboratory, the door was wide open, she stared long and hard at the mess within, random liquids in vials, equipment on the floor, mold, stains, and notebooks filled with gibberish.

“What have I been doing..? Did I kill them..? Am I the reasons my specimens died, my assistants lost hope? Have I been doing nothing this whole time..?”

She slumped to the floor, expression blank, body leaned against the wall.

“Dear god…”

Aiden stepped forward, unsure of what to do, he reached to put a comforting hand on her shoulder, only for her to slap it away.

“Don’t touch me! I don’t want your damn pity!”

She lowered her head again, murmuring.

“What have I been doing..? I’m a scientist god damnit! Everyone is counting on me.. I.. oh what have I been doing? What am I going to do?”

Her voice cracked, and her body began to tremble. Aiden glanced away, contemplating just leaving her behind, but.. that would just be plain cruel. Not to mention, he couldn’t help but see just a bit of Lake as he stared at her, maybe it was the pale skin, or the fiery hair.. regardless, he’d be a real piece of shit if he just abandoned her.

“I think we should go.”

Aiden reached his hand out towards her, Scarlett looked up, eyes wide and uncomprehending.

“Go?”

Aiden nodded.

“There’s nothing for you down here.”

She blinked, contemplating the offer. After five long minutes, she took his hand.

 

“Jesus Christ, what took you so long?!”

Yul shouted the moment Aiden came into view, they had all been waiting for him, James was now holding a machete in his free hand, but his bag was still empty, it seemed he still couldn’t find the armory, and just took whatever he could from wherever he had gone. Just as Yul opened his mouth to chastise Aiden once more, he paused, seeing Scarlett standing behind him, eyes downcast and silent. Everyone else noticed too, and James frowned.

“Who is she?”

“Scarlett, she’s.. been alone down here for a while. She wanted to come with us.”

Catching Yul’s expression, he added.

“I’m not saying we need to take her in or anything like that, we can leave her to be Shawn and Jasmine’s problem, but I don’t think we should just let her stay in here to rot.”

James glanced over to the pitiful scientist, and sighed.

“Fine.”

He grumbled, climbing up the ladder and opening the trap door, and climbed up, taking each of the bags, and loading them into the wagon. Surprisingly, it was still daytime by the time they were done, but the sun did seem like it would set soon. One by one, each person climbed out, before it was just Aiden and Scarlett. Giving her a reassuring smile, he went up the ladder and stepped outside, offering his hand when she too had finished ascending the ladder. Immediately, she yelped, stumbling back and putting her arm over her eyes, it struck Aiden that she probably hadn’t seen actual sunlight in years. Putting a hand on each shoulder to help steady her, Aiden watched as James grabbed a large tree branch from the ground, and lodged it into the dirt just in front of the trap door.

“What are you doing?”

“The door isn’t obvious, the branch us so we remember where it is when we come back.”

“Come back..?”

Scarlett raised an eyebrow, but received no proper answer. Aiden sighed.

“Come on, this place is depressing.”

 

Heavens bless whoever invented painkillers, because Aiden was popping the things like candies.

He was fully expecting getting his wounds disinfected and stitched up to hurt like hell, but the mountain of medicines and pills Yul was able to steal made it at least mildly bearable, albeit Aiden was taking so many of the things he wasn’t entirely sure if he was high or not, or if getting high off painkillers was even possible. If it was though, he wouldn’t be surprised if it turned out he was stoned out of his mind. He usually avoided such things, back when he and Kai were roommates seeing how he was always high as a kite on the most random things he could find, along with the generally unpleasant smell of weed and crushed up pills, he decided not to mess with that shit, ever.  Especially after a certain incident involving Aiden bringing a guy home on a night he assumed Kai would be at Maggie’s place, only to find his friend sprawled out on the kitchen floor high off his ass, needless to say Aiden unfortunately did not get laid that night, and it was the most awkward experience of his life. He had been bitter about the whole ordeal for a long time, but now it wasn’t something he cared too much for, he had other things about Kai to be pissed off about, such as the whole being left behind in a cult and forced to kill his friend because Kai decided to be a pussy. Aiden certainly wasn’t going to let that one go anytime soon.

But now as he stared at the ceiling in the infirmary, wondering why he could taste the color purple, he couldn’t help but feel lonely. He could almost imagine Lake, Rosa, and Sofia sitting next to his bed, comforting him through the pain of losing an eye, but.. they were not.

He was all alone.

He sighed, rolling over, and gasping at the pain it brought, he reached for more painkillers, but seeing rainbow dash from my little pony standing in the corner of the infirmary made him realize he most certainly was getting high off of these, and should definitely put them down before anything unpleasant happened. Pulling his blanket over his body, he couldn’t shake away this overwhelming emptiness, what he would give to just have someone sitting by his bed, to have Lake put a gentle hand on his shoulder, he would kill just to see her face again. He curled in on himself slightly, like a scared child, he wanted to cry, but nothing came out, which only served to make him feel worse.

God, his life sucked.

“You think you’re finally ready?”

Aiden sighed, staring in the cracked mirror at his bandaged face.

“May as well.”

The nurse nodded, and began to carefully remove his bandages, careful not to accidentally snag on any bits of hair. Aiden was scared to look, and when he did, he felt sick to his stomach. The scar wasn’t what worried him, he expected to have scars from the incident, but what was troublesome was his right eye, it wasn’t green anymore, but a milky grayish white color. He blinked, putting a hand to his right cheek, and gently touching the large gash.

“My eye, I can’t.. I can’t see out of it..”

He blinked again, as if expecting vision in his right eye to just miraculously return, but it did not.

“That bitch!

 

Aiden didn’t even need to ask to be able to tell James was guilty, it was written on his face the moment he saw Aiden’s.

“Hey..”

“Hi.”

James inched towards Aiden’s bed, before sitting awkwardly on the edge.

“Is this a bad time?”

Aiden shrugged, setting the hand mirror down onto his lap.

“Not really.”

He lied, meeting James’ sorrowful gaze.

“I.. wanted to apologize.”

“What for?”

Aiden asked rhetorically, knowing full well what the next words that would come out of James’s mouth would be.

“For running away. After you helped Yul and I, we just.. left you there. I- I’m sorry. I just- you got so hurt because we ran off, and.. you did it for us, for two people you didn’t even know, and we just left you there to deal with the consequences! I can’t..”

He looked away, and sighed deeply.

“I’m sorry.”

Silence stretched on for what felt like eternity, the infirmary was empty at this moment, there was no one else injured or sick aside from Aiden, and the nurse who had been tending to him had decided a few hours ago to give him some alone time, it was just him and James. Aiden sighed, placing the mirror on the nightstand, giving James his full attention.

“Yeah, I’m pretty pissed about it too.”

Catching James’ expression, he continued.

“Not at either of you, just at the bitch who attacked me. Don’t.. don’t feel guilty for initially running away, I told you to, after all. You came back to help me, that’s the important part. I’d probably be dead if you hadn’t. Thank you for that.”

James’ guilty look softened slightly, but he still seemed melancholic, Aiden could tell intuitively that James certainly wasn’t going to stop feeling bad anytime soon.

“The guys and I are going to take a look around, get some trading done, stuff like that.”

James’ eyes locked with Aiden for the first time in the entire conversation.

“Do.. you want to join us?”

Aiden thought for a moment, he didn’t have anything better to do, and he wasn’t seeing spots in his vision anymore, so he was pretty sure he was no longer high. Glancing back to James, he could tell it would probably make his new.. friend? Feel better if he accepted. And with a small sigh, he caved.

“Sure.”

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

I made a bunch of drawing of characters.. so yeah, here u go.

 

Dawn’s potential designs: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1799292499628003531

Ashley sketch: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1797535853503484370

Random sketches: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1794290755319836681 



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Notes:

Y’all, should I add mlp to the tags? 👀

Chapter 27: What are you (21)

Notes:

WARNING: Gore, angst, lots of cringe, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Twitter: @TheWackyklown for official art and lore for this AU

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Emily’s eyes scanned over Krystal’s body, and blanched.

What in god’s name was that? What in god’s name was she? Emily blinked once, then blinked again, half expecting that doing so would magically erase the horrors her eyes beheld, which of course, did not work.

Horrific.

The sight she beheld, was pure horror. Emily whimpered, her stomach curling with the unfamiliar feeling of pure terror, a feeling she hadn’t known in years. She fumbled for a few moments, her mouth just wouldn’t allow a single noise to come out. She took a step back, swallowing hard, before letting out a shriek Loyd enough to wake the dead, it made her own throat sting, and ears throb. Krystal, however, didn’t respond, she just continued her labored groans and breathing. This is where she had been the last two weeks, her and Oliver both. Emily trembled, when Krystal finally begin to move.

“Oh, Krystal…”

She took a step back.

“What.. are you?”


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Notes:

Hope one of you can decipher Morse code. I probably did it wrong but y’know, I tried my best

Chapter 28: Reunion (22)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, angst, swearing, lots of cringe, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Not a plot relevant chapter, but I needed to establish total drama’s existence to be cannon in this fic.

 

 

Lyndsay stared out the passenger’s side window at the cool night surrounding them, at the colorful glows of street lamps and stop lights. The comfortable silence in the car only interrupted by the gentle plip of the occasional raindrop.

It was a light sprinkle outside of her four wheeled sanctuary, which was cruzing leisurely down the road, through highways, and towns, all for one very special event.

Lyndsay glanced over to her husband, Tyler, who was driving with a bored expression. Neither of them enjoyed long drives very much, it bored them, and they found it difficult to keep still an occupied for such long periods. Regardless, tonight was a special exception, a night they would suck it up and continue on, because it was a special occasion.

 

The Total Drama reunion party.

Ah yes, a get together of all 84 contestants, including the cast of the Ridonculous Race, a spin-off Lyndsay never got around to watching; hosted by a few of the friendlier cast members from the first season. The best part aside from meeting old friends is that none of the hosts were invited, or even made aware of the reunion. So Chris McLean and his entourage wouldn’t be there to ruin the fun. She was excited to catch up with some old friends, she followed a few on social media and had text conversation every now and then, but none of them were particularly close to her anymore, except Beth and Tyler, of course. She and her husband had changed a lot since then, everyone had, they’d grown and matured but they were still far from being the sharpest tools in the shed, and were still clueless and clumsy, of course to a much lesser degree.

Growing up and starting a family tends to do that to someone, oddly enough.

 

Oh right, the kids. There were two of them, both girls Catherine, and Bethany, the ladder named after her godmother, Beth, who was to this day, Lindsay’s dearest friend. Lindsay and Tyler both adored them, Tyler especially.

He had initially hoped for a boy, but the moment he held his eldest daughter, his disappointment vanished, and he was enamored, when they found out their second was another girl, he was even more ecstatic and the idea that Catherine would have a playmate. Lindsay’s heart melted seeing him play with their girls, teaching Catherine different sports, playing ‘princesses’ with Bethany, and chasing them through the halls in games of ‘tag’ and ‘hide and go seek’. More than anything else, he spoiled his girls rotten, if they ever went out for errands, groceries, or any other excursion, their daughters never returned home without a belly full of sweets, or a hand filled by a new toy or trinket. The girls themselves were a delight too, they energetic, filled to the brim with joy and curiosity, but they were polite and respectful for their ages, and Lindsay loved the ocean of compliments she received for teaching her girls such good behavior.

Not to mention the two were attached at the hip, they did everything together, Bethany would make Catherine sit down for stuffed animal tea parties, and Catherine made Bethany play goalie in games of soccer, they watched Disney films together, played with stuffed animals, and would ‘slumber parties’ in the living room by building forts from pillows and blankets, and sleeping inside them.

Lindsay had the ideal family, the ideal husband and kids, she was truly living her dream life. And she couldn’t wait to tell everyone, to tell them how she’d changed, and hear how they had in turn, her mind was already buzzing with questions to ask her old friends (and foes, should they choose to show up)

Just as Lindsay was about to turn to Tyler and ask him how long it would be until they arrived, he cursed to himself under his breath.

 

“What is it?”

“My phone just died, I forgot to charge it. Can you let me use yours for the map?”

Lindsay nodded, and reached into her purse, only to realize she’d forgotten to bring her phone. They always forgot something. Lindsay sighed, and turned back to her husband.

“I think I left it on the counter.”

Tyler gave a heavy sigh, and parked the car on the side of the road. They were in a small neighborhood, dead sikence surrounding them as families slept away in their warm beds. Tyler turned to her, brows furrowed ever so slightly.

“Do you think we can make it the rest of the way there?”

Lindsay paused, contemplating this. They hadn’t memorized the address of the reunion, and had relied on google maps to get them there, but without it they’d just be going based on memory and hope for the best. They’d learned their lesson not to do this again when Tyler’s phone died on the way to one of Catherine’s soccer tournaments, Tyler insisted on taking them there the rest of the way without a map, and the family somehow wound up not at a soccer field, but the Mexican border.

Those were just the wonders of the couple’s pure stupidity.

“I think it’s safer if we just head home..”

Lindsay replied solemnly, she’d been excited for this night, and was looking forward to seeing her old friends again, and catching up with them in a rare break from her joyous, but albeit monotonous life, to be around other adults, drink together, and laugh about old stories. But, it just wasn’t worth the risk of getting lost in the middle of nowhere. And so, they resigned to head back home to the girls.

 

That was, until something caught Lindsay’s attention. She raised an eyebrow at the peculiar sight, a little girl, five or six maybe, standing alone on the sidewalk, just.. staring at the. Tyler saw her too, and exchanged glances. After all, what could a girl so young possibly be doing out alone at this hour? Lindsay saw the look in Tyler’s eye, and could tell he would say something avoid how ‘these things always happen in horror movies, and it never ends well’ so, Lindsay volunteered, and stepped outside, approaching the girl cautiously.

“Hey, little girl..”

She leaned down closer to her level.

“Why are you outside so late?”

Lindsay glanced around.

“Where are your pa-“

Without warning, the girl lunged towards Lindsay, and grabbed her wrist, digging her nails into the flesh until she drew blood.

“Hey! Let- let go!”

Lindsay pushed the girl gently but firmly away, and took a step back, clutching her wrist, which was scratched and bled ever so slightly. The girl gave an intense expression, but maintained her silence, Lindsay shivered, a feeling of dread creeping up on her, until a woman came rushing towards them.

“Jesus- why are you out here?!”

The woman grabbed the girl by her shoulder, then looked to Lindsay, then at her wrist, before scowling at the girl.

“You are going to get it when we return home!”

She sighed, and turned to Lindsay.

“I’m sorry if I caused trouble or anything, I just saw her out here alone, and got worried-“

“It’s fine, it’s fine.”

The woman reassured, putting her hand up.

“I’m so sorry about her, she’s just been acting so strange lately, I don’t know what’s going on.”

She sighed, and picked the girl up.

“Have a good night.”

She mumbled as they walked off, and went into one of the houses. Lindsay blinked at the bizarre interaction.

“You too…”

She muttered, before getting back inside the car, still clutching her wrist.

“What happened?”

Lindsay merely shrugged.

“Maybe she was sleep walking, I dunno.”

She wiped the few droplets of blood away, and continued the uneventful drive back home, and equally uneventful night that followed which consisted of paying the babysitter, telling the girls goodnight, and flopping into bed disappointed, the mood soured by their major inconvenience.

 

The next day didn’t seem like anything special at first, she’d gotten the girls ready for school, did some work from home, took a nap, nothing was remotely out of the ordinary. Until.. that evening, the mark on her wrist became irritated, it stung, and itched, like a particularly bad mosquito bite. Was that normal?

 

It was two days after the reunion was meant to have happened when Lindsay and Tyler were in the kitchen, making lunch for themselves and the girls, who were sitting in front of the TV, flipping through the channels as usual, until Catherine spoke up.

“Are those the friends you were going to see?”

“Huh?”

Lindsay and Tyler both looked up at the television, which was playing the news. A reporter was standing outside of the building that had been rented for the reunion, on the screen next to her, were a few photos of past contestants. Lindsay raised an eyebrow as the reporter talked about an attack of some kind, the screen cut to an interview with a contestant she recognized to be a guy named Shawn from one of the later seasons.

“It just.. it was a person, but they looked wrong! I think it was a man, but I’m not sure. He just.. barged in and started to attack people, he tackled some lady, Beth, I think. And.. I don’t know how but.. he just took a bite right out of her face, there was blood everywhere, everyone was screaming.. he just tore her apart!”

Lindsay’s eyes widened, and she could feel the bowl of food she’d made for herself and Tyler slip from her grasp, and shatter on the floor. Tears already began to form in her eyes at the revelation that her best friend had been killed so brutally. Tyler put a hand on her shoulder, steadying her as the reporter continued on, but Lindsay wasn’t processing any of what she was saying, her mind was screaming with a million thoughts a second as she struggled to process what she had just heard. They went into their room after that, the girls exchanging nervous glances as they heard their mother crying down the hall. The itching and pain in her cut only got worse.

 

“Both the urine and blood tests turned out negative, so it isn’t pregnancy.”

The doctor murmured, as his eyes scanned the words on his page.

“I’ve been saying that from the start, there’s no way.”

The doctor merely sighed.

“Well, we had to be sure. And, with all due respect, if your time on Total Drama is anything to go by, we need to take your words with a grain of salt.”

There it was, she just knew he was going to bring that up at some point. Everybody did, from doctors, to employers, you name it, they use it as an excuse to not take her seriously.

“Sir, I was a teenager back then, I’ve grown and matured a lot since the-“

“Oh, I’m sure you have, it’s been years since then, but as a medical professional I do need to have caution. Just in case.”

“Of course.”

Lindsay felt her eye twitch. On her time in that god damn reality show she was used, bullied, had countless jokes made at her expense, and was displayed on international television is a dumb, incompetent blonde. Even now after all these years it was still a reputation she couldn’t get away from.

“Alright then, what do you think it is?”

“Probably just stress, I hardly think your symptoms are related to that cut on your wrist, it’s probably just a regular infection, you can easily take care of it on your own.”

“Are you sure? These symptoms didn’t even begin until I got it.”

“Yes, but you told me that was only a day or two before the passing of your friend, I’m sure the grief and stress is what’s causing your symptoms and the cut itself is just a regular infection from neglecting the wound after immediately getting it, they just happened to have occurred in the same short time frame.”

Lindsay considered him at length, before sighing, and standing up, grabbing her purse.

“Thank you, have a good day.”

That was all she felt like saying before she walked out, examining her wrist. If the doctors couldn’t fix her she’d have to do it herself, after all, she was no expert, but she was sure black veins and pustules forming around such a small cut was not normal.

 

Something happened in Toronto, Lindsay heard about it on the news. Some incident similar to what happened at the reunion, people attacking and cannibalizing one another, all with symptoms of black blood. Lindsay glanced at her injured wrist, increasingly getting worried. It was only getting worse, there were small bumps and pustules around the cut, which oozed a black substance. She visited the emergency room, and was just given a few brands of soothing creams that may help, she sighed, looking up. She and the girls were at the park, and the two were running in the grass with other kids in a game of freeze tag. Any other day it’d be a sight she would smile and laugh at, but she didn’t have the capacity for anything of that sort right now. She was too worried about this cut.

 

This was NOT normal.

Lindsay had been right, of course she was right. What the doctors told her was bullshit, absolute bullshit. This wasn’t a regular infection, the nausea, migraines, itchiness, the weight loss, a clump of hair even fell out as she was brushing it! This was NOT normal, it was NOT okay! The coughing fits.. the blood.. something was wrong. Tyler knew it too, he kept calling doctors and hospitals, doing everything he could think to do.

But the visits didn’t improve anything.

 

Lindsay wasn’t fit to be around other people anymore, she knew that now. She was on the phone with Beth’s mother, the two mourning the loss together. It was after she hung up that she went downstairs that she realized how hungry she was, the girls were sitting on the couch watching a cartoon together, Bethany was right there, in arm’s reach…

She hadn’t realized she’d dragged her off the couch by her hair until Tyler screamed at her demanding to know what the hell she was about to do. Lindsay felt sick to her stomach, she was hurting her own child, she didn’t know why! It wasn’t her fault! It wasn’t her goddamn fault!

She was…. She was just hungry. No matter how much she ate she was still so hungry..

 

Tyler had been banging on the door for what felt like hours now, he was begging her to open it, but no! She couldn’t! No matter how much she wanted to run into the sanctuary of her husband’s loving embrace she couldn’t risk it! What if she hurt him too..?

What if she did worse?

It was the police who busted down the door and dragged her out of the bathroom, she kicked and thrashed, pleading to them.

She was too dangerous to be around other humans! She was too ugly to be seen by anyone, she was a monster! She had harmed her own child, and she was a monster for it!

Lindsay. Was. Not. Fit. To. Be. Around. Anyone!

But the police didn’t listen, and off to the hospital she went. Her condition must have gotten worse, it certainly felt like it.

 

She got out after a few days, she needed to get home. They tried to stop her of course, but she was so hungry. God, she was hungry. She just needed something to eat, something, anything at all.

Getting into the house wasn’t an issue, Tyler, being who he was, put the key under the doormat, so Lindsay had easy access.

She could feel herself deteriorate, but she was just so hungry.. even a little food would help. She stumbled into the kitchen pantry, she needed more than this. She needed more than just fucking bread! That wouldn’t be enough. She needed meat.

She walked right past the refrigerator and ascended the stairs.

She needed food.

 

Catherine awoke at the creaking of her door being opened.

She sat up, rubbing her eyes. Lindsay watched as she examined her room, wondering why her door was open. There she was, her daughter, her little girl. Her hair braided like it always was, she even braided it before bed. Her precious child.

Catherine saw her mother at the foot of her bed, and froze. Lindsay could feel the tears flowing down her face as she stared at her child, as she felt the last bits of control drip away like her tears dripped onto the wood floor. The primal instinct to eat was taking her autonomy away, her humanity away. Part of her mind was begging for her to stop, the other was fixated on how hungry she was.

 

Catherine barely had time to scream.

The rest of her family didn’t fare much better.



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Sketches n stuff, I guess?

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1814597872807236088

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1816406834774978707

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1818852198769737831

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1818853032739979348

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1818853919063417239

 

My art style has become painfully inconsistent and I personally blame Sad-ist and the entirety of demon slayer 

anyway, feedback and opinions are much appreciated

Notes:

I’m aware this chapter is absolute dog shit, but I needed to make something

Chapter 29: Please don’t read this bro

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You nosey assholes are the reason I had to rewrite this authors note, just go away. Please. 

 

 

Chapter 30: Ladies and life (23)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, references to rape/sexual assault, child rape/sexual assault, cannibalism, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Twitter: @TheWackyklown for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Aiden was much less angry than James had expected him to be all things considered.

He expected to be yelled at or ignored, or something else along those lines, but aside from a dismissive attitude and occasional glares, Aiden was mostly civil towards him and Yul. He wasn’t nice persay, but he wasn’t mean either, which, to James at least, was a win. And he humored James’ request to take a look around with him and the others, much to his relief. As the four of them walked through the makeshift town, familiarizing themselves, James couldn’t help but sneak the occasional glance. What odd hair, half brown, half blonde, so muted of a blonde it was almost white, large eyes, a milky grey and a gorgeous emerald. His appearance was.. unique to say the least, even with the scar he was really pretty.

 

“So,”

Aiden began as James led him and the others to one of the train car buildings.

“I’m kinda.. out of the loop. How much of what we found did Shawn and Jasmine take? And, how are we going to go about trading? It’s been a long time since I’ve had to do any.”

Before James could answer, Yul reached into his bag with a smirk James knew all too well.

“While we’re on the subject, I may have kept a thing or two that we found for us. I think we earned it, after all.”

With that, Yul pulled something from his bag that made everyone’s eyes go wide.

“No way..”

A grin crept up on Aiden’s features as he stared at the treasure in Yul’s hand, a portable water purifier.

“That’s not all! Also got a few lighters, first aid kits, medicine, all the good shit. Without them noticing too.”

He turned back to the group.

“Impressive, huh?”

Yul, seeming awfully proud of himself continued to gloat, earning an eye roll from James, who turned back to Aiden.

“Anyway, while you were in the infirmary, I got a good look around. And there’s a store nearby.”

Aiden blinked.

“A store? Money doesn’t mean anything anymore, how would that work?”

“Bartering.”

“Oh. Right..”

He glanced away in embarrassment.

“Anyways, I figured a quick detour wouldn’t hurt, so that we could visit a certain someone.”

Aiden blinked, thinking for a few moments.

“Oh! You mean Scarlet?”

“Yeah, it’s been a few days but I figured you’d want to see her, she’s doing a bit better now.”

Aiden nodded with a solemn expression as they neared the train car, James couldn’t be sure whether it was of sympathy or some type of guilt. James knocked on the makeshift door, met with no reply, he knocked again, harder now.

“We’re out here!”

A voice called from behind the train car, mildly embarrassed, James lowered his hand and went around the train car, Aiden, Yul, and their new companion following close behind. In a patch of grass, was Shawn and Jasmine inspecting what looked like some kind of an animal tooth, sitting in a chair, Scarlet listened intently as a blonde woman rambled to her about different insects and butterflies, one of the beautiful creatures perched on her index finger. Jasmine turned to the four, and gave a smile.

“Glad to see you up and walking.”

Her gaze turned to Aiden as she addressed him.

“Nice scar.”

She complimented with a small wave, earning only a small ‘Thanks.’ From the younger man, who seemed distracted. James followed his gaze to look at Scarlet, who locked eyes with Aiden. She certainly looked better than when they had found her, she was clean now, and dressed in new clothes, with her hair still up in its signature bun. Regardless, she looked solemn as ever. The blonde noticed the four, and gave a warm smile, either completely oblivious or willfully ignorant of Aiden and Scarlett’s shared melancholy.

“Oh, hello! My name is Dawn, and who might you be?”

James paused for a moment, the woman, Dawn was very beautiful, long golden hair that flowed freely, deep blue eyes, a slender frame, and soft features. She was dressed in a green sweater, dark grey skirt that reached to her knees, and tattered boots. She looked like she could be an actress, if she were, she seemed like she’d play ethereal characters, her appearance certainly gave her that sort of vibe, she seemed almost like a gentle spirit. James finally caught his voice after a few moments, and answered.

“James, this is Aiden, Yul, and..”

He trailed, hoping his masked friend would finish for him, and just his luck, he didn’t. Because of course he didn’t. There was a short, awkward silence, before Shawn clicked his tongue.

“Well anyway, nice to see you four again.”

James nodded, and the group engaged in some small talk, but James couldn’t help but notice the same guilty expression in Aiden’s eye.

 

James had to admit, he would never get bored of the impressed looks Aiden and their masked companion had exchanged while James bartered away the last of what they’d found in the house, Yul had put the role of doing the talking on James a while ago, which made sense given Yul had about the same charisma as a cactus, and James agreed it was for the better that such matters be put in his hands. Regardless, his sense of pride at how even now his looks and smooth talking could get him anything he desired was yet to waver even the tiniest bit.

“How do you do that?”

“Do what?”

James questioned, knowing damn well what he meant.

“That! You just- you can just talk anyone into doing practically anything you want.”

James shrugged.

“A magician never shares his secrets.”

Aiden rolled his eyes.

“Very helpful, thanks.”

James was about to continue, but stopped himself. Raising his head at the sound of footsteps to see Shawn, who had a rather sheepish expression.

“Mind doing one last chore for us..?”

 

As always, Yul was complaining, it had to be the only thing he was ever good at.

“I mean, we already got them plenty of supplies! Why the hell do they want us to go over to this place?”

“Probably don’t trust them, and figured since we’ve already proven we’re fine with earning our place here they want to make us do all the shit they don’t feel like doing.”

Aiden answered with a shrug.

“I can see why they wouldn’t want to do this themselves.”

James chimed in, still trying not to snicker at the red racer wagon Yul dragged behind him.

“I mean, a constant supply of meat that they trade with people no strings attached? It seems suspicious..”

Yul raised an eyebrow.

“Suspicious how exactly?”

“I mean..”

James sighed.

“I don’t know, it’s just a gut feeling, you know? Like we’re going someplace we shouldn’t.”

Yul shrugged.

“Why don’t we just sit around for a few hours to act like we really went and then come back?”

“They’d be suspicious if we come back empty handed and without a story. And making one up sounds like more effort than just checking this place out, doing some trading, and leaving. I just want to get this over with and take a nap.”

The look on Aiden’s face made it clear he wanted to say more, but was stopping himself for some reason.

James raised an eyebrow, but maintained his silence, as did their masked companion. James looked over to the pale man who, as always, stood next to Aiden, looming over him like a kind of bodyguard. Aiden had been the first of the three to show him kindness, so James supposed it made sense he was the first one he got attached to, or.. even cared about at all for that matter.

The four had departed early in the morning, going mostly off of directions from Shawn and Jasmine, who insisted it was alright if they couldn’t find the place since they had already gotten a lot of food from Scarlett’s bunker, so they weren’t under any pressure persay, which made the situation feel a bit better.

 

They reached the barn in the afternoon.

It stood out like a sore thumb, it was a dark, foreboding thing, with a horrible stench. Large too. One massive barn, surrounded by tents and a shed. The barn itself looked old, with chipped paint, boarded up windows, and visible spots of mold. Aiden stiffened the moment they saw the building, why exactly, James wasn’t sure, but he looked… disturbed. Perhaps he’d been here before?

“Is something wrong?”

James asked quietly, hoping to satiate his curiosity.

“No, it just…”

Aiden paused.

“Reminds me of a not so fun place…”

James nodded, that was all he needed to hear. He assumed Aiden was referring to the cult he’d betrayed for them, but he couldn’t be sure. Looking back to the barn, he took note of what surrounded it. Camp fires, tents, the shed, and a few people walking around, one of which, spotted them and started towards the men. It was a woman, of average height and dressed in a hoodie, jeans, black gloves, and an apron stained with blood. She looked like a butcher.

“Your the ones from that town with the train carts?”

She asked, looking the four men up and down.

“Yeah, we’re here to trade.”

The woman nodded.

“Right this way.”

She turned on her heel and led them towards the tent area in silence.

“How.. how many people live here?”

“Around nine of us, we trade with passersby, that there barn is where we keep our.. stock.”

She smirked slightly with the last word, making the group exchange glances.

“Anyhow, let’s give you a look around. Over here is our tents,”

She pointed at each tent respectively as she spoke.

“This is for supplies, storage, those and those are where we sleep. The shed is for storing meat and the such. Everything we don’t need to feed ourselves, we trade.”

She explained, sitting down on a lawn chair that was set up in front of one of the tents.

“Now, let’s get to it. Show me what you got.”

Yul stepped forward, still dragging the old red racer wagon behind him. On it was a bag, he pushed the cart towards James. With a sigh, he opened the bag up. He instantly knew he shouldn’t have trusted Yul to choose what they would be trading off to these people. A few old necklaces, pocket knives, a variety of other junk, and of all things a fucking Girl Scout tee shirt. James looked up at Yul in bewilderment, the Korean only giving a shrug in response.

“What, cat got your tongue? Get on with it!”

James snapped out of his confused state and cleared his throat, reaching into the bag.

 

As expected, the woman rejected nearly everything the group had offered her, the only exceptions being the knives, a lighter, box of matches, and for god knows what reason the Girl Scout tee shirt. But hey, who was he to judge?

“Well, I think that’d get you folks.. a pound or two.”

“What kind of meat do you trade anyway?”

The woman was silent for a moment.

“Just cattle.”

“Cattle..?”

Yul raised an eyebrow.

“Yes sir.”

“In a barn…?”

“Keeps ‘em from running away, we haven’t set up pens for them yet.“ (this physically pained me to write since my dad and the other farmers in his area don’t’ do that with their cows and I genuinely didn’t know people actually put cattle in barns before writing this, but whatever)

“Anyway,”

The woman stood up.

“I need to talk to some folks real quick, and then I’ll give you what you earned and you can be on your way.”

With that, she walked off, and so did Yul, heading for the barn.

“Where do you think you’re going?”

“Looking around.”

“Are you fucking stupid?”

“Oh come on, it won’t take long.”

“We need to-“

Aide groaned, following after Yul.

“Get back here!”

This left James and their masked friend on their own, the two looked at each other in silence.

“So, what was your name anyway?”

As always, he didn’t answer, and an awkward silence reigned for a few moments before he began to walk towards the barn after Aiden and Yul. He paused however, and looked over to the shed, furrowing his brows. He approached it, opening the door.

He immediately stumbled backwards, a hand over his already masked mouth, a look of horror was present on what little showed of his face.

“What is it?!”

James rushed over immediately, helping him up before looking inside himself, immediately feeling sick to his stomach.

The stench hit him like a freight train, and then it was the sight.

In the shed was a narrow table, a few buckets, and various tools. On the table was slabs of meat, in the buckets blood, fingers, and unusable parts, hanging from the wall, naked and butchered was a man, who both looked and smelled like he’d been dead for ages.

Cannibals.

These people were fucking cannibals.

James’ mind was reeling as he processed the revelation. That’s how they had a constant supply of meat, and why the woman was dressed like a butcher, she was a butcher in a sense, and she was giving her goods to unsuspecting travelers. She and her comrades were feeding people human meat. James looked to his companion, who seemed to be thinking all the same things, he turned his head away, taking off his mask, and vomiting all over the dead grass next to him. James was still frozen in terror when he heard a laugh from behind him.

 

“Well, look here! We got some folks snooping around!”

Fuck.

 

The barn was large and narrow, consisting of two stories when Aiden ran in after Yul, he was staring at the second story in bewilderment. Aiden followed his gaze, seeing next to stacks of hay people sat or lay on the platform. All bound and gagged. The stench was horrible, Aiden looked to one of the pens, snd immediately found out why.

“Holy fucking shit!”

He shouted, stumbling back, Yul whipped his head in the direction Aiden was looking, following his gaze. His eyes widened in disgust, his voice dropping to a whisper when he realized their shouting may draw the attention of these new enemies.

“Eugh! We need to get the fuck out of here!”

Aiden looked up.

“What about them?”

“We’re out numbered, we can’t help them. Let them be eaten or have someone from the town save their asses, I don’t care. It isn’t our problem, let’s go.”

“Dude- we aren’t just leaving innocent people to get butchered!”

The two were having a whisper argument now.

“I know you just love to play hero and all, but let’s save it for when the situation isn’t life or death!”

Aiden scoffed.

“I don’t play hero, jackass! I’m just a decent person!”

“I don’t give a fuck! The point is, we are going now!”

“No! We’re gonna help these people, and then go!”

“Do you have so sense of self preservation?!”

“Do you have no sense of humanity?”

“Okay, you listen to me, you fucking Oreo haired fa-“

“Hey! You two! Fuck you think you’re doing?!”

Aiden and Yul paused, seeing two of these butcher people stand at the entrance of the barn, both armed with axes.

“God dammit.”

Aiden drew his axe, and Yul his crossbow, the two stepping back and raising their weapons, pausing again when two more of the butchers appeared at the back door of the barn, trapping them.

“Oh, we’re so fucked.”

Yul murmured, as the four grew nearer, Aiden hated to agree with him, but he knew he was absolutely correct.

 

James immediately drew his machetes, and his friend drew his weapon as well, a metal pole with a sharpened tip of all things. There were two of them, the woman from earlier, and a man with a nasty burn scar, both wielded axes, similar to Aiden’s.

“What the hell is this?”

James demanded, taking a step back. He received no verbal response, instead, the man with the scar shrugged.

“Now, now. Let’s not get all confrontational ‘bout this. You came here for food, and we have it. Put your weapons down and we’ll do the same. Unless you want your little friends over in the barn getting hurt?”

God fucking dammit.

 

“Okay, what the fuck is this?!”

Yul demanded, whipping his head between each of the four who trapped him and Aiden, who was still absolutely horrified and furious simultaneously.

“Look now, we don’t want any violence. You folks put your weapons away and we can sort this out like adults.”

Yul scoffed.

“Yeah, or what?”

“Or your friends outside are boutta end up like the folks in here.”

Shit.

Aiden weighed his options, he and Yul could put their weapons down and avoid a fight, but he doubted that these people were genuine in their promise that they wouldn’t attack. But they were outnumbered four to two, not to mention James and the other guy were presumably in a similar position. He glanced to the corpses in the pen, then to the people tied up just above him. He certainly wasn’t enthusiastic when it came to murder, but he didn’t feel particularly ‘live and let live’ about a situation regarding cannibals. Not to mention there were others actively in danger not including themselves. Aiden and Yul locked eyes, having a silent debate over what to do next.

But really, what was there to do? On one hand, these people were insane cannibals who were actively hurting people, on the other, they were outnumbered, both them and their friends, and what help would they be to the people tied up people as corpses? Slowly but surely, they lowered their weapons in unison.

 

James looked up as Yul and Aiden were pushed to the ground next to him, just like him and their mute companion, their weapons and all other items had been confiscated, put in one of the tents.

“Ya’ll stay here and play nice While we decide what to do with ya.”

The woman from earlier said with a smirk, before walking off, leaving them guarded by a tall, lean man wielding an axe, he looked down at the four, brown eyes narrow as he analyzed each member of the group, eyes falling on Aiden.

“That’s a pretty scar you got there, how’d you get it?”

Aiden furrowed his brows.

“And that’s your business because…?”

The man shrugged.

“It ain’t, but a conversation is better than this awkward silence ya’ll seem so keen on. You boys don’t need to be on edge, I ain’t gonna do nothing to ya.”

Yul scoffed.

“Uh huh, totally. Just a friendly neighborhood cannibal, nothing to worry about here guys.”

Yul’s voice was practically dripping with sarcasm, James felt tempted to strangle the dumb fuck for being so bold around a murderous and deranged clan of cannibals, him and Aiden both.

“I mean it, I ain’t gonna lay a finger on you, not unless you do something that requires me to.”

He crossed his arms.

“Would you feel safer if I told you my name?”

James raised an eyebrow, wondering why he would care.

“Sure, go right ahead.”

Yul answered with a roll of his eyes. The man sighed, crossing his arms.

“My name is Caleb. Now I’d like to know yours.”

“Why?”

He sighed again, getting visibly annoyed.

“I don’t want y’all being so scared of me, I ain’t gonna do nothing to you. I’m only here to make sure you don’t pull anything.”

“Right, because a cannibal is just so very trustworthy!”

He glared, before turning away.

“Fine, go ahead and be like that. But don’t you expect any help if they decide they don’t want you around then.”

James couldn’t help but glare at Yul for his stupidity, how he’d thrown away their chance at help from the one person here who seemed at least somewhat close to half decent.

“I’m James,”

He began, hoping to salvage the situation.

“That was Yul, this is Aiden, and… we don’t really know his name yet.”

He muttered that last part, slightly embarrassed. The man, Caleb, turned back to the group, expression having softened from a glare to a frown.

“Why don’t you know his name?”

“He hasn’t told us, he.. hasn’t spoken to any of us.”

“Is he mute or something?

“We.. don’t really know. We haven’t asked, it’d be rude to just assume something like that.”

There was an awkward silence for a few moments, before Aiden spoke up.

“Why are you being so nice to us?”

Caleb shrugged.

“I don’t like people being afraid of me. I don’t want you thinking I’m gonna hurt you for no reason, I’m not.”

Yul raised an eyebrow.

“You’re a cannibal?”

“I’m aware.”

He shifted from one foot to the other, turning to the four.

“I ain’t like the other people here, you know. I didn’t join these people because I’m some sadist. I had a pregnant wife and a daughter who needed shelter and food, I wasn’t about to turn down that offer.”

“You had other options though, there’s a town just nearby!”

Aiden pointed out.

“Last I checked the folks there were starving, my wife needed food, and so did my little girl.”

James considered this, Jasmine and Shawn’s town hadn’t exactly been doing very well before they brought the food from the bunker, and this man had no way of knowing about that new development.

“But.. you still could have-“

“No, I couldn’t.”

Caleb cut him off, his tone was firm, a line being drawn in the sand.

“I couldn’t turn this down and you gotta understand that. I did what I had to for my family.

We all got women in our lives. Mothers, daughters, wives, sisters and friends; and when push comes to shove you gotta do what you have to to protect them. My wife was pregnant, and my daughter was just a little girl, they needed food, shelter, and protection, all of which this place was willing to provide for them. I did what I needed to for their sakes, despite how bad it was. You gotta understand that.”

James considered him and his words at length, what he was doing was horrific by all means, but.. would he do the same in the situation? What if it was his own mother and sister? He’d do anything in his power to protect them, so.. horrible as it was, would he really say no to this…?

James felt sick for even considering it, looking between his friends, he could see the same conflicted expression on Aiden’s face, and that of their mute friend. Clearly, Caleb did as well, turning to Aiden and James.

“I can tell you understand where I’m coming from. Like it or not, you both know you’d do the same in my situation. You both got mothers, maybe a sister? Tell me, and be honest, would you really put your own morals before them?”

There was silence, as James and Aiden both thought about his words.

“I have… four younger sisters.”

Aiden began, eyes downcast.

“And you’d make the same decision I did for them, wouldn’t you?”

Aiden was silent for a few moments.

“You had other options..”

He insisted, voice barely louder than a mumble.

“And that there is how I know you would.”

James thought for a few moments, he hasn’t seen any children while they were here.

“Where are they?”

He asked, slightly regretting the question when he saw Caleb’s eyes darken.

“A few months ago, we got some folks here to trade who weren’t as understanding as you. In a little act of heroism..”

He said that last word with cold, bitter mockery.

“They went on a rampage, killed four of us, including my wife and my….”

He paused, swallowing hard.

“And my little girl..”

He finished, eyes filled with both rage and grief, a look James was familiar with by now. No one dared speak as he turned back to Aiden.

“I wasn’t like you boy, I was you. I didn’t do all this for fun, I did this to protect my family. And so would you.”

“But you don’t have to keep doing this, you can just leave!”

“These people are all I’ve got left, I’ve made my commitment to this community, and I ain’t gonna just leave it.”

He sighed.

“You four have two options,”

He began, putting up two fingers.

“You can either join this community.”

He put one finger down.

“Or you can provide for it..”

He put the other down, his words earning a scoff from Yul.

“And by provide for it you mean get butchered?”

“Yep. And judging by the fact that one survived an injury like that,”

He pointed at Aiden.

“I can tell you four are strong, we could use that.”

He turned away.

“But that’s up to you.”

James looked between each member of his group, wondering if any of them were genuinely considering this. He locked eyes with Aiden, who was slowly and silently pulling something out of his pocket, standing up. James was confused, opening his mouth to tell Aiden making a run for it was a horrible idea, before he stopped himself as Aiden pulled a box cutter from his pocket, and slid the blade out. Swiftly, and without warning, he put the blade firmly against Caleb’s neck, the older instantly freezing.

“Put your weapon down.”

“You’re seriously doing this-”

“Now.”

Aiden out the blade closer to his neck.

“I don’t want to have to hurt you.”

Reluctantly, Caleb obeyed putting his axe down. Aiden turned to James.

“Go get our stuff.”

He ordered, James quickly rose to his feet, looking through each of the tents, before retrieving their weapons, and handing them to each member of the group, making a point to take Caleb’s axe off the ground, and holding onto it to keep him from getting it back. Yul put an arrow into his crossbow, and put the weapon to Caleb’s back. Aiden moved out of the way, putting the box cutter away, and picking up his own axe.

“We aren’t going to kill you, but we need to help these people. We don’t want to hurt you, but we have to make sure you won’t try to interfere.”

As if at the worst moment possible, the two butchers from earlier returned, immediately drawing their axes.

“You let go of him!”

The man with the burn scar ordered, stepping forward.

“Put your weapons down and no one has to get hurt!”

Aiden insisted.

“We only want to help the people in the barn, we don’t want to resort to violence!”

They didn’t listen, charging forward towards Aiden and Yul. James froze, his mind screaming in conflict, he had never killed another person before and never wanted to, but at the same time these were violent cannibals, they’d done unspeakable things.

His body acted before his mind made a decision, charging forward in return, he slit the woman’s throat using Caleb’s own axe, their mute friend, in turn attacked the man, who was going for Aiden, stabbing him straight through the neck. He could hear Caleb scream in protest at the death of his companions, but it sounded distant.

James watched the woman drop to the ground, clutching her throat as she struggled to breathe, he stared in wide eyed horror at his handiwork, until she went limp.

Dead.

“Holy shit! Oh god! Oh my fucking god!”

James screamed, dropping the axe and stepping away from the corpse as the reality set in that he had just killed another human being.

“What the fuck have I just done?! What did I do?!”

He took another step back, hands trembling as he felt nausea set in.

“She’s dead.. holy shit she’s dead! I- I killed her, OH FUCK, I ACTUALLY KILLED HER!”

He put a hand over his mouth to keep himself from throwing up on the spot, tears stinging his eyes.

 

“Fuck I’m sorry.. I’m so sorry!”

 

He wasn’t sure whether he was begging forgiveness from Caleb or the corpse, but he felt sick all the same. Silence reigned over the group as James sobbed in quiet horror and guilt. He looked up when he felt a hand on his shoulder, looking up to see his masked friend.

“You did what you had to, it isn’t your fault.”

The men, aside from Caleb, were collectively shocked at hearing him speak. James blinked away tears, mouth agape in surprise.

“I killed her..”

James repeated, his voice a mere whisper.

“You had to. You did the right thing.”

He reassured, removing his free hand from James’ shoulder and using it to remove his mask, revealing his face. The most striking feature was a wound near his mouth, that while clearly healed, left an open hole in the skin, showing his teeth and gums where they shouldn’t be visible. James blinked, staring at him. He’d broken his silence and revealed a part of himself he’d hid since he met them, such a vulnerable part of himself, all for the sake of bringing James comfort when he needed it most. James realized in that moment, silent and mysterious as he may be, this man was truly his friend. Silence continued on for a few moments before Aiden spoke.

“We can come to terms with this later, but right now the people in the barn need our help.”

Everyone turned to look at him.

“We need to rescue them before anything else.”

James let out a shaky breath, wiping away tears.

“You’re right, you’re right…”

He took a deep breath, steadying himself as best he could.

“Let’s keep going.”

 

The men began towards the barn, forcing Caleb along with them. James glanced over his shoulder at the corpse of the woman, before following after, hands trembling, the trauma visible on his features. Aiden noticed, giving James a look of knowing sympathy.

“It’s never easy the first time. You did the right thing. I promise you.”

James tried his hardest to believe his friend’s words, but he couldn’t get the image of her struggling for life out of his head.

She had a name, loved ones, family and friends who would miss her, and James just cut her down without considering any of it.

Cannibal or not, he had murdered another human.

They met another butcher by the barn, which Aiden took care of, while Yul forced Caleb along, clearly enjoying the power trip of having an arrow to someone’s back. When they finally reached the barn from the back door there were three waiting at the front door, all welding axes.

James was in a daze, too deep in his own shock to register most of what was going on, until the sounds of fighting and death was interrupted by loud footsteps. He looked up to see Aiden rushing up the ladder to the barn’s second story, being pursued quickly by one of the butchers, who grabbed him by the ankle, trying to drag him back down. On instinct, James charged forward to his friend’s rescue, with a swift slice of his machete, killing yet another butcher. The familiar regret and disgust returned to him, trying to distract himself, he followed Aiden up the ladder, wondering why he seemed so frantic to get there. James received his answer when he saw three women and a little girl, all bound and gagged.

In the corner was the young girl, trembling and crying after witnessing such violence, James felt the nausea in his stomach intensify at the marks that covered the child’s limbs, and the blood that trickled down her legs and thighs. He looked over to Aiden, who stared with a visceral fury in his eyes at both the mere sight, and each realization that came along with it.

He wasted no time, rushing to the child and using his box cutter to cut the zip ties on her limbs, and tearing off the shirt used as a makeshift gag. James snapped back to reality as the girl’s guttural cries became clearer as Aiden took her into his arms, doing his best to comfort her as she wailed and trembled, screaming for her mother. James turned to the other two women, undoing their restraints.

“Are you… okay?”

He asked, knowing damn well they definitely weren’t. One of the women, cute and with dark skin and silky looking black hair gave a tired smile.

“Well, we just got rescued by two handsome men so I’d say we’re doing just fine.”

She turned to the other woman, pale and a bit chubby with similar hair to hers.

“I told you we’d be okay.”

The other woman rolled her eyes, the two standing up, wobbling after being in the same position for so long.

“I’m not the one who nearly pissed herself.”

“I’m not the one who cried.”

The two bickered with each other like teenage girls in a clear effort to distract themselves, clearly very good friends. James glanced over to Aiden, who still held the girl in his arms, her wailing now soft sniffling and sobs, next to him, the third woman just stared silently at the wall, like she was completely oblivious to what was going on. James approached her slowly, putting a gentle hand on her shoulder as he removed the shirt used to gag her.

“Hey, we’re here to help you. Let’s go.”

The woman looked up, seeming a bit startled, she looked around, seeing the dead bodies of her captors and her fellow prisoners now unbound.

“Oh.. oh!”

She smiled.

“I was starting to get a bit worried.”

She looked back up at James.

“We can’t leave yet though, my husband, he just left the barn. He’ll be back very soon though, we need to wait for him before we go.”

“Do you know where he is? Did he escape or something?”

James was thinking, if he had escaped he’d easily find the town, surely he’d alert them of these people to save his wife, and knowing Shawn and Jasmine they’d burn this place to the ground if they knew the truth about it.

“Oh, no. They dragged him out but he said he would get okay and he never lies. He’ll be very back soon.”

James knew this man definitely was dead, but he needed to get her out of here.

“Come on, we’ll go look for him.”

He offered, helping her up. Everyone descended that latter, returning to the others, who watched on in silence, Caleb visibly flinched when he saw the little girl, looking away. James staggered back a bit when Aiden shoved the girl into his arms and stormed towards Caleb, delivering a hard punch to the throat that sent him to the ground, gasping for air.

 

“YOU TWO FACED FUCKING SON OF A BITCH! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO ACT ALL RICOUS AND JUSTIFIED FOR BEING A PART OF THIS GROUP WHEN YOU SEE SHIT LIKE THIS AND JUST LET IT HAPPEN?!”

He gestured to the girl, who began crying again.

“I never laid a hand on that child!”

He shouted in an attempt to defend himself, his words only serving to pour gasoline over the already raging fire that was Aiden’s anger.

“And just how the fuck does that make this any better?! You see people getting raped and murdered and tortured and you just let it happen?! What the actual fuck is wrong with you?! How sick in the head do you have to be to just let that happen and still think you’re a good person?!”

“My wife needed food, my daughter needed food! She was a fucking child, she needed to-“

“La ferme! Just…”

Aiden took in a shaky breath.

“Just shut the fuck up..”

He looked away, inhaling deeply, before turning to the rest of the group.

“Let’s keep going, there might be more.”

No one dared to oppose as they followed him out of the barn, looking for survivors. The woman had mentioned around nine butchers, of which they had killed six, leaving three to go if they included Caleb, which, judging by Aiden’s current state, he could tell the younger was considering it. The walk around the barn and through the other buildings was a tense and silent one, save for the soft crying of the young girl, who Aiden was carrying again. James drowned in his thoughts as he shuffled through the gravel and dead grass, looking between some of the people they’d saved, his eye catching the two women who seemed to be friends talking in murmured tones. They noticed James staring and giggled to each other quietly. He raised an eyebrow, but said nothing for a while, until the silence became too awkward for him.

“So..”

He began, looking between the two.

“What are your names?”

“Oh, well I’m Sadie.”

The shorter of the two began, before gesturing to her friend.

“And this is Katie.”

“I’m James. That’s Yul and Aiden, and we don’t really know his name.”

He pointed to each of his friends.

“How did you two get here?”

“Well,”

Katie began.

“We’ve only been here a few days, two or three, right?”

Sadie nodded, and her friend continued.

“Yeah, two or three days, and we were just here to trade like you guys, but we found a body in the shed, so… we tried to help the people in here but that didn’t do much since were were outnumbered, like, nine to two.”

“Yeah, it didn’t end very well for us to say the least. But we put up a good fight.”

“Yeah,”

Katie agreed.

“They even had to tie us up.”

James almost brought up the fact the cannibals had done that to everyone, but he held his tongue.

“Yeah, it sucked.”

“Absolutely terrible.”

Katie smiled softly.

“But we got three handsome guys helping us, so I’d say we’re good now.”

James glanced over to his masked friend, and could tell he was mildly offended at not being included on that list, even if for obvious reasons. James paused as they made their way to a few of the tents, meeting two more butchers, which their masked companion quickly disposed of. Inside the tent was a man, his body trembling, he whimpered in pain, eyes fixed on his mangled and broken leg, the bone protruding out of the limb, making James feel nauseous. He turned to the woman.

“Is this your husband?”

She shook her head.

“No, we need to keep looking.”

Yul rolled his eyes as Katie and Sadie helped the man up.

“Don’t think you exactly have one anymore-“

“Yul!”

Aiden glared, a silent warning to shut the fuck up, which, Yul thankfully understood wonderfully. James looked back to Katie and Sadie, taking the man from them, picking him up as they did their best to calm him down and stop the bleeding. Katie looked to the rest of the group after some time.

“I’m going to go look for our things. They were confiscated as soon as we found out.”

She stood up straight.

“I’ll be right back.”

“I don’t think that’s the smartest idea..”

“I’ll be fine, promise!”

And off she went. Wonderful.

James sighed, turning to the rest of the group as he and Safie kept tending to the injured man.

“What should we…”

James gestured to Caleb..

“Do with him?”

“Is that a serious question?”

Caleb spat.

“You shut up.”

Aiden snapped.

“Really, though, is it a serious question?

Yul raised an eyebrow.

“We killed all the other cannibals, why wouldn’t we do the same to him? Because we heard his sob story?”

“He’s right.”

Sadie agreed with a nod.

“I wasn’t here for much, but even if he didn’t participate in the worst of what these people did, he still allowed it to happen right in front of him. He’s just as guilty as everyone else who participated, so I say we give him the same treatment.”

Aiden was visibly conflicted, on one hand, furious of what Caleb had allowed to happen here, but his story has clearly struck a nerve. The two locked eyes for a few long moments, before Aiden sighed, and put the little girl into Sadie’s arms, drawing his axe, and lifting it above his head with a cold glare.

By the time Katie came back with everyone’s things, the group was ready to leave. The day had certainly not gone according to plan, and it would be a very long, very unpleasant story to explain to Shawn and Jasmine. For one thing, James was now thuroughly traumatized, for another, they came back not with food and supplies, but four random and even more traumatized people, including a child.

 

When they arrived, Shawn stared between each person, bewildered and concerned.

“What the fuck happened to you?!”

It really would be long story to explain, and James wanted no part of it.

 

Aiden wasn’t sure what time of night it was when he slipped out of bed. Well, their sad excuse for one. It was just a dingy mattress he shared with James in a train cart, filled with other mattresses with other people lying asleep. His hair was free from his beanie, he was in new clothes now, just a simple sweater and sweatpants to sleep in. His bloodied clothes had been washed thuroughly, and set to dry.

He stood up, maneuvering around the maze of beds and sleeping bodies until he reached the door, carefully exiting. He went around to the side of the train cart, he stood in silent rage for a few moments, before punching the wall of the cart.

“FUCK!”

He pulled his now bleeding fist away, and sat down, still seething.

“Dad..”

He muttered.

“I need to calm down.”

He felt himself practically panting in anger.

“Help me calm down.”

His body tensed, and he reached a hand up to tug on his hair.

“You were always so patient..”

He recalled his father, who hardly ever yelled, he was always the most calm out of their family.

“Help me calm down. I need to fucking calm down.”

He burried his face in his hands, trembling with rage as he struggled to control his breathing. He paused when he felt a hand on his shoulder, looking up to see their masked companion.

“Deep breaths.”

He ordered gently, removing his mask and sitting down next to Aiden.

“Did I wake you?”

“Deep breaths.”

He repeated.

“Calm down.”

Aiden reluctantiy obeyed, still frustrated. Once his breathing was steady, he repeated his question.

“Did I wake you?”

He shook his head.

“I wasn’t able to sleep after everything that happened.”

Aiden scoffed.

“You’re telling me, I just ripped a bunch of cannibals apart.”

“I saw.”

He reminded.

“What’s your name anyway?”

There was a few beats of silence.

“Hunter.”

He finally answered, taking in a deep breath as he looked up.

“How.. how… did you know Tess?

Aiden raised an eyebrow at the question which was a bit random, but answered.

“We worked at the same coffee place together, we were friends.”

Hunter nodded.

“I think she mentioned you a few times.”

“How did you know her?”

“Her, Ally and I were together. Like, romantically.”

“I see.”

Aiden looked away, assuming Ally was the other girl with the two when he’d found them. An awkward silence reigned over the two for a while.

 

“What got you so angry? I mean, more than the rest of us were? You were understanding to him at first, you said you didn’t want violence, but after the barn you seemed more than okay with going on a killing spree.”

Aiden thought about the question, it was a multitude of things. He was reminded of Sofia when he saw that little girl, when he saw how she’d been brutally mistreated. He supposed he saw every one of them in the girl and the women up there, Lake, Rosa, Sofia, and Lynette. He saw all of his sisters in that little girl and in those women.

And he supposed, having once been a woman himself, he understood deeper than any of his new friends could the pain that came with it, and the visceral anger he felt at seeing them targeted and hurt for being ‘weaker’, the same way he’d been targeted both before and even after transitioning. He sighed, looking away.

“She reminded me of my sisters. And the fact someone would let that kind of thing happen but still insist they’re a good person… it made me angry.”

He gave the simplest answer he could, one he was certain Hunter would understand.

“Are we worse than him for what we did?”

Hunter asked, putting his chin in his arms.

“We just.. went on a massacre, and.. we’re still trying to say we’re good. Does that make us like him?”

Aiden thought for a few moments, then shook his head.

“No, he stood by and let a child be raped, widowed a woman, mutilated a man’s leg, and killed and ate innocent people. We may have killed too, but it was to save people who needed our help.”

Hunter nodded, the two men sharing a collective silence.

“It just scares me that.. on a certain level I understand it. If Ally or Tess was pregnant like he said his wife was, I’m not sure I’d turn down the offer they gave him.”

He curled a bit in on himself.

“Does that make me a bad person?”

Aiden considered him at length, what if it was Rosa? Or what if Lake or Sofia got sick? He sighed.

“Not sure.”

That’s all he could say at this point.

“I think we’re beyond bad people by now.”

“You’re probably right..”

The two friend shared silence for a while longer, before they heard footsteps, looking up to see Shawn.

“I take it you couldn’t sleep?”

The two nodded, earning a sigh from the older.

“Tell you what, let’s go get some drinks, get your mind off things?”

Hunter and Aiden shared a look. It wasn’t like they had anything better to do, and they needed a distraction. Hunter put his mask back on and the two stood.

“Lead the way.”

 

Of all the things this makeshift town could have, Aiden didn’t expect a bar to be one of them. It was yet another train cart, filled with warm, yellow light from candles and kerosene lamps. There were tables where people played cards and drank together, wooden boxes behind the bar table filled with bottles of various liquor yet to be used, and a radio playing music.

Aiden raised an eyebrow as he walked inside, the place only occupied by a few people, two of which he recognized to be Katie and Sadie, who ushered him, Hunter, and Shawn over to where they sat. It wasn’t particularly impressive, the bar itself consisted of a foldable table and a collection of foldable chairs and stools, every other table in this bar was about the same, lawn chairs, foldable chairs, old wooden ones, in the corner was even a torn up couch used as a makeshift booth.

Still though, the whole thing was.. rather odd, just the fact that of all things this place chose to build, they felt a bar was absolutely necessary.

Glancing to Hunter, Aiden sat down with the two women, who seemed in a decent mood despite the day’s events.

“Couldn’t sleep?”

Aiden shook his head, making Sadie sigh.

“Yeah, same here. Today was.. fucked up.”

“Sounded like it.”

Shawn murmured, eyes fixed on the radio in the corner.

“I’m.. sorry we dragged you four into that. If we’d known that’s what was going on we would’ve taken care of it ourselves.”

“It’s fine I guess.”

“You sure?”

Katie raised an eyebrow.

“Your friend, James I think? He looked really messed up about the whole thing.”

“Yeah, like, really traumatized.”

Sadie agreed.

“I think it was his first time.. you know… killing.”

“Oh shit.”

Shawn’s eyed widened a bit.

“Yeah..”

There was a long silence shared between the five before Sadie spoke up again.

“Well, I’m just glad to be out of there.”

“Yeah, not to mention that cute friend of yours, y’know, the feisty one!”

“Please tell me you don’t mean Yul..”

“So.. that’s his name?”

Katie looked to her friend, the two giggling to each other.

“Trust me, you can do better.”

Hunter nodded in agreement as Aiden continued.

“The first time we met was when I saved him and James. I lost an eye for that douche bag and he insisted on leaving me for dead.”

“Oh, he just has a tough exterior! I’m sure he’s not all bad!”

Katie insisted.

“Just.. put in a good word for me, will ya? I think I could have a chance.”

“And why is that?”

“That James guy is traumatized right now, it’d be pretty insensitive to flirt when he’s doing so bad, you…”

She turned to Hunter, her face contorting as she tried her best to be polite.

“Are a bit.. too quiet for me.”

She turned back to Aiden.

“And as for you, you’re really handsome don’t get me wrong, but you don’t strike me as the type to be interested in women… no offense.”

“None taken, and yeah.. not into ladies.”

Aiden shrugged.

“You’re pretty blunt, you know that?”

Shawn raised an eyebrow, no real hostility meant behind his words.

“Yeah, we hear that a lot.”

Sadie said with a chuckle.

“But yeah, put in a good word for me?”

“Will do.”

Aiden glanced over to Hunter, who seemed offended that the two considered all his friends handsome but struggled to compliment him. His attention then went to the radio as the song playing faded out, and a man’s voice came, grabbing everyone’s attention.

 

“Well folks, for once we’ve got nothing but good news tonight! Earlier today, a group of cannibals got their asses handed to them by a few good samaritans and their captives all rescued and safe and sound in a nearby town. Like I’ve said, you reap what you sow, and those assholes are all six feet under now. Good riddance I say! In other news, a hoard of infected over by the New York City ruins got taken down, around thirty or so with only one loss to the group hunting them. Rest in peace, Tatsu. And to top it all off my assistant found me a box of Legos, so I won’t be bored while watching surveillance footage anymore!
Now for the survival tip of the day: the virus is spread through open wounds in lifted by infected as well as contact with infected plants, but also through contact with an infected’s bodily fluids, including reproductive fluids! So, for those of you on the kinkier side, I’d advise you to control yourselves, otherwise you’ll have one hell of an std to deal with! Now, back to all the same songs you’ve gotten sick of months ago! Thank y’all for tuning in, and have a good night or day depending on what region you’re in! I’ll see you with more tomorrow!”

 

With that, the voice left, and a new song began to play. As Aiden was processing everything he just tears, Shawn grinned ear to ear.

“Hey, you guys made in on the news!”

“Who the fuck was that, and how did he know about all that stuff..?”

“Have you been living under a rock?”

Sadie asked with a raised eyebrow. For all intents purposes, Aiden certainly had been living under a rock for the past two years. He, Rosa, Lake, and Sofia were rather vulnerable as a group compared to others. Him and Rosa were barely adults, Lake and Sofia were still children, none of them were ground breakingingly strong, and they were all female aside from Aiden, to call them vulnerable would actually be an understatement. And they knew this, they’d avoided others like the plague, especially men and large groups of people.

“Kind of..”

He admitted.

“But seriously, who was that and how the hell did he know what we did today?”

“That’s the thing, we aren’t exactly sure who he is or how he knows all that stuff, he kind of just.. does. Everyone has their own theories about him, but the general consensus is that he worked for some government agency or something, and has access to cameras and surveillance basically everywhere, even out in the middle of nowhere. There’s even rumors his subordinates actually put cameras in places without them so he can monitor everything. He watches what happens, and relays it through the radios.”

“That’s the most popular theory, but we don’t actually know anything know for sure.”

“How the hell does that even work?”

“Like we said, no one really knows. I mean, him and his whole team are pretty secretive about the nature of what they’re doing. The guy’s got a lot of enemies.”

Aiden raised an eyebrow.

“How come?”

“There’s lots of bad groups out there who aren’t too happy about their actions being made known.”

Shawn answered with a shrug.

 

“I guess that makes sense..”

Aiden murmured before sighing.

“As if I haven’t had enough to deal with already, now I gotta think about the fact I’m being watched on cameras and shit.”

“Pretty sure the government was already doing that before this started.”

Katie said with a shrug before Shawn scoffed.

“Pretty sure? Of course they were! We’re always being watched by someone!”

“No one wants to hear your conspiracy theories right now.”

“Whatever- I’m getting something to drink, you guys want anything?”

“I don’t drink.”

Aiden muttered.

“Why not?”

“Because alcohol tastes horrible. I’ve never been able to stomach the taste long enough to actually get drunk.”

“Come on man, you’ve been through a lot today, you need something to get your mind off of it!”

Aiden thought for a few moments, then gave a sigh of resignation.

“Fuck it, I’ve already done this much.”

“That’s the spirit. I’ll be right back with some good stuff.”

Aiden watched as Shawn stood and walked off towards the bar.

“Fuck my life..”

Notes:

So many people in this fandom have an aversion to letting James have any emotions aside from happy, mad, and horny. Not me though, I’m more than happy to piss people off by making this man cry.

Edit:
So.. I actually just learned there’s a character named Caleb in the reboot (never watched it and never will) yeah, the guy from this chapter is NOT him just to be clear. Sorry if I accidentally mischaractarised your fav, but this Caleb is an oc, not the reboot character.

Chapter 31: I HAD NO IDEA YOU GUYS

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It’s come to my attention there’s a reboot character named Caleb. I didn’t know this because I never watched the reboot and had no plans to. So… yeah, just wanna say the guy from the last chapter was a throw away oc, not the reboot character. I couldn’t think of any total drama characters who would become cannibals, so I made an oc. Kind of the reason every oc in this fic exists is because the wild shit they do is out of character for any total drama and dc character in cannon

I repeat, Caleb was an OC, I had zero clue there was a total drama character of the same name. Kinda explains why I got less interaction on this chapter compared to others since people probably thought I turned I normal teenager into a cannibal who turns a blind eye to sa and torture.

I did not.

I genuinley had no clue there was a reboot character named Caleb, so sorry if anyone who loves him felt insulted or weirded out. Consider this an official apology chapter. I genuinely didn’t know and I feel so fucking stupid and embarrassed right now. 

Unrelated but a friend on discord (not you Charlie) asked if I’s integrate reality resort characters or characters from any other tdi inspired show on YouTube. I probably won’t. Unless I run out of characters to use and you guys get sick of ocs.

 

In conclusion, Caleb from the last chapter was an oc, not the reboot character. 

Chapter 32: A dumb kid (24)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, minor violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

Go check out my TikTok: @murderous._.pineapple and my Twitter: @TheWackyklown for official art and lore for this AU

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Anne Maria wasn’t quite sure how she acquired such a pathetic girl.

She’d never been a fan of children, they were loud, destructive things that would suck your wallet dry like chubby cheeked little vampires. So when she found is freakishly tall teenage girl knocked out cold on the cliff side, she was more than tempted to just leave her there and return to the girls like nothing happened. Had it not been for Zoey’s annoying voice ringing her ears, yelling at her to do the right thing, she would have done exactly that. Yet, thanks to that annoying redhead, here she was rescuing another.

She sighed, signaling the German shepherd at the precipice of the steep, rocky slope to stay out, before carefully climbing her way down.

This girl looked nothing short of filthy, like she’d bathed in mud and gore then rolled around in motor oil for good measure. Not far from her, in the mess of trees the actual cliff led to was a dead infected that must have chased her to this area.

Anne Maria winced at the sight of the thing, a tree branch having stabbed right through its skull, then looked back at the girl. She had a great many injuries, her left leg alone was bent in a way that it shouldn’t be. She approached the girl, and put two fingers to her neck, not sure whether the subsequent sigh she released was one of relief or annoyance. Reluctantly, she tossed the girl’s backpack and weapon over her shoulder and picked her up.

For somebody so tall, she was surprisingly light, Anne Maria inspected her a bit more closely. She had very pale skin, fiery short red hair, plump lips, rosy cheeks, and a very round face that made her look younger than she probably was. She looked to be a mere teenager, just a girl. Carrying her bridal style, she signaled her trusted companion to follow her as they made their way back to the house.

 

Lake cringed at the delighted, high pitched gasp the first of the four gave upon seeing her finally wake up.

“She’s adorable!”

A blonde exclaimed with an excited squee.

“Just look at her! She’s an absolute beauty!”

The Second Lady, a redhead with pigtails, agreed with equal enthusiasm, swarming the teenage girl as she sat up, dazed and confused.

“Okay, calm down, seriously.”

A third woman, another blonde with a nasty burn scar grumbled, walking to the two with her arms crossed.

“What on Earth...?“

She mumbled to herself, looking around in confusion at the four women that surrounded her. She blinked, then looked down at the bandages on her injuries as memories of what had just transpired came flooding back to her. The factory, the infected, Rosa, Aiden…

Her heart sank, and without a second thought she threw the blankets off of her body, and rose to her feet. Only to fall right back down with a resounding thud, and a burst of pain. Lake looked down to see.. bandages? Her left leg was wrapped tightly with one, a short but narrow piece of wood attached, a makeshift cast. As soon as she noticed the injury on her leg, her body burst with pain. As if someone set off celebratory fireworks right inside of her body, the fiery sensation set in. She kept examining her body, she found bandage after bandage everywhere. Her legs, her shoulder, her arm.. everywhere. Even if an area wasn’t wrapped in bandage, it had a smaller wound covered by one.

“Woah there!”

“Hey, hey! Easy! Easy!”

Lake didn’t respond as the four women swarmed her, kneeling beside her, saying things she couldn’t register. She didn’t respond until one of them, the muscular blonde, scooped her up into her arms with ease, aiming to put her back onto the bed. Lake snapped, and with a screech she pushed herself out of the woman’s arms, only slightly wincing at the explosion in her muscles as she fell. As quickly as she could manage she rose to her feet again, grabbed a peice of ply wood off the ground and dashed as far and as fast as she could, ignoring the shouts of the four as they prepared to chase her.

She sprinted out of the house they’d held her in, not paying mind to them or the massive dog in the living room that she’d accidentally kicked in her haste to get out.

Throwing the door open, she ran down the road. Perhaps it was by sheer instinct that she knew where she was going, perhaps it was just dumb luck. It didn’t matter much either way how she got there.

After an eternity of running, ignoring the overwhelming pain in her left leg, one of the women caught up to her, grabbing Lake and forcing her to halt, it was the blonde who’d woken her up, who she now noticed was heavily pregnant.

This didn’t matter to Lake however, who, without hesitation, punched her square in the face with everything she had in her, sending her to the ground. She didn’t look back, and continued to run. Her mind raced, and she didn’t even notice she was crying until she tasted something salty in her mouth as she struggled for breath.

Tears.

Blinking rapidly, she continued towards the factory. Towards Aiden and Rosa, towards her hug brother and sister, towards all she had left in the world. They could be trapped, injured, dead… what was she without them? What was she in this world without her family? She had already lost Sofia, she couldn’t lose Aiden and Rosa too.

She wouldn’t.

The memories flashed in her mind over and over on a loop, the sight of Rosa clutching her dead child’s corpse so tightly it had taken them weeks to pry her away from it, Rosa screaming for help as the infected loomed over her crumpled body, Aiden falling through a weak patch of the floor down into the abyss.. her mind was a broken record. It wouldn’t forget, things would never be as they were before and her mind would not let her forget that. No, it would allow her no safety from the nightmare her life had so quickly turned into.

As the factory grew nearer, she could already tell what she’d find in there would do her no good. She would never get any of it back. Aiden’s gentle lullabies sending her to a blissful slumber, Sofia’s laughter as they ran and played together, Rosa’s loving embrace and motherly demeanor, it was being torn from her just like that. She felt like a child, a pathetic, helpless child, and she hated it.

She checked the hole in the floor first, she wasn’t sure wether to be relieved or horrified at the fact Aiden wasn’t there, but the trail of blood indicated he had escaped, injured but alive nonetheless. Then there was the hallway. She stared down the entrance of the corridor where she’d last seen Rosa, looking on in silent dread for what felt like an eternity.

And then she ran for it.

She knew already what she would find, but she prayed that she was wrong, that somehow by some miracle Rosa would still be alive. Her prayers, however, were not answered. She was unable to breathe, unable to think, unable to move. Rosa was dead. Rosa Maria, her big sister, her role model, her entire world was fucking dead. Lake stared long and hard at the corpse on the ground. She could tell Aiden had gotten to her first, she wasn’t under the door anymore, and one of her legs was gone. Her lip quivered violently as tears returned to her eyes. Her chest heaved, and she felt herself begin to scream.

Everything afterwards was a blur.

 

If Anne Maria hadn’t regretted saving this brat earlier, she certainly did now. As she ran into that factory behind the others, stringing along the symphony of curses sge would scream at the girl the moment she saw her, she paused, as did the others. They exchanged confused and concerned looks with one another at the sound of guttural screams that reverberated through the factory. Zoey, being who she was, rushed to go look, as did Bridgette.

Anne Maria sighed, taking Jo’s hand and leading her behind them as they searched the many halls and corridors of the factory. An old, cheap building that must have been left to rot decades before the outbreak even began if the rust and horrid stench was anything to go by. It wasn’t long before the four women finally found the source of the screams. There, in the corridor was the girl, who clung to the corpse of a woman in complete hysterics.

Anne Maria froze, her rage turning into understanding as she watched her scream loud enough to wake the dead, sobbing and trembling with an uncontrollable despair. There was a long, uncomfortable silence as they watched the girl, observing her pitiful state.

“Oh god..”

Zoey muttered, taking a few cautious steps toward the girl before Anne Maria put her arm out to block her path, keeping her from going any further.

“What are you doing?”

Zoey asked with a bewildered expression.

“Don’t interfere she needs to let it out.”

Bridgette and Zoey exchanged hesitant looks, but neither spoke up. Jo, for her part, was more confused than anything else, but she didn’t ask anyone to explain to her what was going on, she was too proud for that.

There was an eternity longer of relentless sobs before Anne Maria sighed, deciding that this had gone on long enough. Lowering her arm, she gave the other women a nod, and stepped forward.

“Kid..”

Anne Maria began awkwardly, reaching out a hand to grab the corpse.

“You hurt, we need to-“

“Don’t touch her!”

The girl screeched, slapping her hand away and holding the dead body closer to herself.

“Kid.. we need to take you back with us, your injuries need to be treated more.”

Zoey approached from behind, putting a hand on her shoulder.

“No! Stay away from me!”

The girl demanded through sobs as Bridgette and Zoey got to restraining her, and Jo and Anne to taking away the corpse. The girl flailed, kicking and screaming like an animal caught in a trap, the two women struggling to hold her back.

“GIVE HER BACK! GIVE HER BACK NOW!”

The girl was shrieking now, swinging her arms and legs in every possible direction she could manage.

“DON’T TAKE HER! DON’T YOU DARE TAKE HER, GIVE HER BACK!”

It didn’t take her long to realize her efforts were futile as the body was taken away from her, and Anne Maria began to walk away with it. Her chest heaved violently, turning from violent to desperate in the blink of an eye.

No.. No. No! NO! DON’T TAKE HER, I’M BEGGING YOU DON’T TAKE HER FROM ME! PLEASE DON’T TAKE MY BIG SISTER FROM ME, I’M BEGGING YOU!

The girl continued to flail, trying her best to escape, reaching out a hand to take the corpse back.

“DON’T GO! ROSA! ROSA, DON’T GO!”

She begged the corpse through tears.

“STAY WITH ME!”

Her chest heaved as she screamed.

“ROSA!”

 

 

 

Lake couldn’t help but recoil a bit as the wet, soaking rag was brought against her face again. She couldn’t help it, the thing was cold as ice.

“Hey- stay still!”

Zoey nagged, carefully angling the pair of scissors in her hand.

“If you keep moving I might make the wrong cut!”

“Sorry..”

Lake muttered, eyed going back to the floor, where a large German shepherd lay, fast asleep. Inhaling deeply, she then turned her gaze up to Zoey as the older woman carefully cut her admittedly very messy hair, determination and precision etched into her sharp features. Her mind, still tense and disparaged, was only slightly comforted by Bridgette’s smooth humming from over her shoulder. She still couldn’t help but be annoyed at the soaked rag she had used to clean the dirt from Lake’s features, but she didn’t dare complain, tempted as she was to do so. She’d just punched her, and even after all of her profuse apologies, she didn’t think she could ever quite forgive herself for doing something so wrong as punching a pregnant woman.

 

“There you are.”

Zoey said with a warm smile, using her free hand to gently lift Lake’s chin.

“Such a beautiful young woman, hidden beneath all of the dust and dirt.”

Despite the day’s events, Lake couldn’t suppress her blush, but who could blame her? Anyone would be red in the face at having a pretty woman compliment them.

“We need to give her a proper bath soon though”

Bridgette pointed out as she moved to check on Lake’s injuries, the other woman nodding in agreement.

“And new clothes.”

Zoey added, they’d given Lake some jeans and a sweater they had found, but given her height they were a bit small on her. Lake blinked as Zoey pulled her hand back, and took a deep breath.

“Well, I checked the bathroom and found a few bars of soap, we can use the washtub in the backyard since it’s already full of rainwater.”

“Is this.. your house?”

Lake asked, voice barely above a whisper.

“Nah, we just found it a few days ago.”

Bridgette answered with a shrug, standing up and inspecting Lake.

“Honestly, you did a lot better than I expected.”

She admitted to Zoey, who seemed proud of her work.

“I keep telling you guys, you should trust my abilities. Combat isn’t all I’m good at.”

Bridgette shrugged.

“Yeah, maybe you can do hair too but you sure as hell can’t cook.”

Zoey, scowled, but didn’t bother trying to argue, Lake couldn’t help wondering if they’d had this conversation before.

“Speaking of,”

Zoey began, the redhead jumping to change the subject.

“When’s Joe and Anne gonna get back? I’m hungry.”

“Soon, hopefully.”

Bridgette replied with a shrug, the bruise on her cheek from where she had been punched making Lake wince in shame.

“Uhm.. s-sorry about that..”

Lake muttered, head hung low. Bridgette sighed, the older woman clearly struggling to be patient with her.

“It’s.. alright.”

She dismissed, before turning back to Zoey.

“I’m going to rest a bit, tell me when they get back.”

Zoey nodded as Bridgette left the room, leaving her and Lake alone together in the awkward silence. Lake gave a long sigh, before leaning back in her bed, pondering the day’s events. Aiden was alive, he’d escaped the infected and made it out but.. where could he possibly be now?

 

(I’m begging you guys not to make this weird or interpret it in a weird way)

 

“It’s freezing!”

Lake protested, teeth already clattering from the cold water.

“There’s nothing I can do about that.”

Anne Maria replied with a sigh, sleeves rolled up and hands covered in bubbles as she took to thoroughly washing Lake’s hair.

“I can wash my hair on my own.”

She muttered in defiance, making Anne Maria scoff.

“Please! It’s so dirty I can’t imagine how Zoey was able to cut it properly!”

Wiping her forehead, he lifted Lake’s head back, before using a cup she’d found in one of the cupboards to scoop up some water and pour it onto Lake’s hair, washing the soap away.

“You know, just because fighting infected is gross that doesn’t mean you need to look gross doing it!”

“But I can still wash my hair on my own.”

“You’re too injured to stand, let alone bathe yourself, if you hadn’t ran off yesterday I wouldn’t have needed to help you in the first place.”

Lake scowled at this, falling silent. Anne Maria said nothing for a few moments, before she sighed.

“I’m sorry.”

She spoke up, her tone uncharacteristically gentle.

“I know you had to, but you should have asked for help instead of getting yourself even more hurt.”

She continued, her voice stern like a mother lecturing her misbehaving child.

“That aside, you’re gonna need to stay inside for a few days at the very least, we gotta find you some crutches and clothes that actually fit ya. Plus, your more shallow wounds gotta be stitched up.”

As she listed the tasks they’d have to perform before they could even consider looking for Aiden, she was squeezing excess soap from Lake’s hair, and pouring water over it.

“Keep your head up or you’ll get soap in your eyes!”

“I am, I am..”

Lake muttered in defiance, annoyance reaching her features, Anne Maria quickly noticed her expression and gave a scowl of her own.

“Don’t give me that look! You’re the stupid little girl who thought it’d be a good idea to run a marathon with a practically broken leg!”

“I’m not a little girl.”

“You look like one.”

“I’m way taller than you.”

“Yeah, but you still look like you’re fifteen at most.”

“I am not!”

“Then how old are ya?”

“Eighteen.”

“I don’t buy it.”

“Says you, you’re half my size!”

“Yeah, but I could easily beat you in a fight!”

“You’re tiny, you couldn’t.”

“You really wanna test that?”

Anne Maria challenged, making Lake fall silent.

“That’s what I thought.”

 

“We’re back!”

Bridgette singsonged as her, Zoey, and Jo finally walked in, arms full with stolen supplies.

“What took you so long?”

Anne Maria asked with an annoyed scowl as Bridgette dumped a pile of clothes and other items onto Lake’s lap.

“Well, we had to find her some clothes, of course! And while we were at it I figured a new pair of shoes..”

Zoey explained as she separated each of the many, many things they had found for her.

“And she’s gonna be bedridden for a few days anyway, so we may as well find her a few books to keep her busy! Oh, but then I thought about a good outfit for her, and some other things and look what Bridgette found!”

Zoey held out two rose hair clips with pride. Lake stared at them, putting down the book she’d been reading. She didn’t particularly care for any of these new things, aside from the crutches Jo head and the stack of books that had been hastily tossed onto the nightstand. The one they’d found in the house was no good, some novel about nobility and their drama filled lives. Lake hated it so far, but she didn’t exactly have anything else to do. (This is slander to exactly what you think it is, Charlie)

 

“Ok- ok, look! We can have your little fashion show tomorrow, right now she needs to rest.”

Anne Maria halted them with crossed arms. Bridgette and Zoey sighed, but obeyed, cleaning the items off of Lake’s bed as Anne Maria stood up and left to a different room.

“Is something wrong?”

Bridgette asked, examining Lake’s features.

“Is that a serious question?”

Lake grumbled, eyes downcast.

“Hey, look at me.”

Jo demanded, tone stern and hands on her hips.

“Is she looking?”

“Yeah, she’s looking.”

“Okay,”

Jo began, taking a deep breath.

“Look kid, we’re going to find your brother I promise you, but you need to stay in bed. You’re injured, really injured. And-“

“How would you know? You can’t even see.”

Lake muttered, she knew she was being cruel but she was too upset to care. A long silence stretched on, before Jo let out a sigh.

“You want us to leave you alone, kid?”

“No..”

Lake muttered, even quieter now. The last thing she wanted was to be alone. She sighed, leaning back in her bed.

“I’m sorry..”

“No, no. I get it, you’re going through some heavy shit.”

Jo reassured, sitting down and leaning against the bed. Zoey and Bridgette followed, taking seats at the edge of the bed and leaning against the wall a long silence followed before Lake spoke up.

“So..”

She began awkwardly, gaze fixed on the massive burn scar on Jo’s face.

“How’d you.. lose your vision?”

She asked, tone cautious and careful not to offend. Jo, to her surprise, gave a chuckle.

“This thing? Well, I got mixed up with some raiders, they’d taken a few people hostage. I got this while saving them.”

She pointed to her scar with pride, even despite how the thing disfigured her face.

“I see..”

Lake muttered, looking to Zoey and Bridgette. She stared long and hard at the two women, then spoke to Bridgette.

“So.. who’s the father?”

Bridgette winced at the question, immediately making Lake take the question back.

“You don’t have to say, I understand if you-“

“My husband.”

Bridgette answered.

“Where is he?”

Lake questioned further, although she already knew the answer.

“He.. he died.”

Lake was shortness for a few moments.

“How? Was it a sickness? Or.. an infected? Or-“

“I don’t want to talk about out it.”

Bridgette cut her off, speaking slowly and dangerously, each word felt more like a threat than a simple statement.

“Bridgette!”

Zoey snapped.

“She’s a kid, she doesn’t know better! Don’t be agressive towards her!”

Bridgette gave her a sharp glare, but held her tongue. A long, deafening silence followed, a silence Lake especially didn’t dare to interrupt. She hadn’t meant to push the subject, or to hurt her by doing do.

She supposed, it was her parents’ faults. She’d spent her whole life being more like their neglected little pet rather than their daughter. A colorful, pretty bird in a gilded cage, its beauty on display for all to see, but still confined to just that little cage.

Unable to fly.

And when there wasn’t anyone to display her to, her parents couldn’t care less about her. They’d just kept her in that little cage until she was old enough to marry, and hand her cage off to a new owner, to a husband.

It was Aiden, Rosa and Sofia who’d freed her from that cage, taught her to fly. She didn’t feel truly free for a while though, she still belonged to a family, she was still someone’s sister, someone’s daughter, she was never just Lake, never just a young girl figuring her life out. Because before her name was said, before she was spoken about, it was always prefaced with the word ‘someone’s’.

That had always been her mentality at least. And now she was alone, responsible for herself for the first time. Rosa and Sofia were dead, Aiden was nowhere to be found, Lake couldn’t hide in the false comfort of being someone else’s anymore. She supposed, after so long of her parents controlling her, she didn’t know how to control herself, it had never been her responsibility before.

Now.. she was just a dumb kid. She was a dumb kid who didn’t know how to control herself around people she didn’t already know well. She didn’t know how to function because there wasn’t a standard to follow anymore. She was a sad child all alone, just a girl who wanted her big brother back.

 

She hadn’t realized she’d been crying until the other two women sitting with her started to fuss over her.

“Hey- hey.. I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you…”

Bridgette apologized, her hand hovering over Lake’s shoulder as if she were a wounded animal that would attack at any moment.

“No, no it’s not that.”

Lake sniffed, wiping away tears.

“Then what is it?”

Jo asked, her expression colored by curiosity.

“I….”

Lake began, taking a shaky breath before continuing.

“I just miss my family, I guess..”

“Yeah, I get how that feels.”

Jo muttered, putting a gentle hand on Lake’s back. She sniffed, wiped away her tears, and took a deep inhale to calm herself.

“You.. haven’t told me anything about yourself.”

She suddenly said to Zoey in a desperate attempt to change the subject, the older blinked, caught slightly off guard.

“Honestly.. there isn’t much to tell.”

She shrugged, leaning back a bit.

“I was just wandering around for a while and then met the others.”

Lake blinked.

“That’s it?”

Zoey chuckled.

“Yeah, pretty much. Sorry I don’t have a traumatic backstory to tell you about.”

“Oh! No, no, it isn’t that! I’m just.. surprised you were doing so well. And.. Anne Maria?”

At this, the three women exchanged glances.

“She… doesn’t speak of it. We know that she was captured by raiders at some point but she doesn’t go into any more detail than that.”

“How come?”

“She was a beautiful woman captured by raiders. What more is there to say?”

“Oh..”

Lake muttered. Her stomach churned at the thoughts of what could have happened to her, possibilities she truly didn’t want to think of. Not for a moment.

 

“I…”

Lake trailed, not knowing how to continue this conversation.

“Where did she go? Just earlier, when she left the room.”

“To go make dinner I assume.”

Jo answered with a shrug.

“You hungry?”

Lake nodded.

“Well then,”

Jo began, standing up and heading for the door.

“I’ll go get you something then, sound good?”

“Yeah.. that sounds alright.”

Lake answered with a nod. As the door shut, Lake let out a small sigh, leaning back in bed. She wished she could just go already, go find Aiden and fix everything. But that wouldn’t happen, not for a while at least. Closing her eyes, she could almost hear the sound of his lullabies sung gently from somewhere far away.

She couldn’t wait to hear her brother sing for her again.

 

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

A quick sketch for this chapter

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1839147074303988014

 

 

 

Notes:

Sorry for the chapter delay, but I’m working on two VERY big projects for you guys, I hope you can be patient while I work on getting them done. 🤭

Chapter 33: A flame of hope (25)

Notes:

WARNING: Death, violence, angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Okay.. I think explanations are in order, to say the least. First and foremost, my life is, you guessed it, kind of chaotic right now. My step dad is making me take midterms two weeks early so I’m having to finish all of my classes in such short time. So needless to say, discolored blood has not been my top priority. That aside, I’m also very busy with some db related projects right now.

(only Noah and Charlie know what they are and keeping them secret isn’t exactly important to me so you can tell them in the comments if you want or leave it a surprise) While we’re on the subject of the projects, I was able to find a way to lighten my work load a bit so they may be done sooner than I anticipated. The writer’s and art block is still very much an issue, but I’m powering through it as best I can, I’m very sorry chapters have been so off schedule for so long now but I do have a (sort of?) solution for that. I have an instagram now, which I will link at the end of this chapter. I’ll post regularly on there, art, chapter snippets, works in progress, and stuff in my own day to day life as well. I’m still going to use twitter and TikTok to showcase my main art, sketches, and other stuff, but instagram is where you’ll be able to progress and other stuff you wouldn’t normally get to see.

Anyways, this chapter is a short one since I’m very busy at the moment but I’m going to be putting some art and stuff at the end so I hope it can keep you entertained until I can get a better, longer one out for you all. Thank you for your patience!

 

 

 

“Mama! Mama, look!”

Fiore exclaimed with a giggle, pointing at her handiwork. Warm rays of sunlight cast down over her, warming her body as she play outside. Her expression turning from glee to confusion at the way her mother’s face contorted with disgust and terror.

“Fiore! What did you do?!”

Mom screeched, grabbing her wrist with a painful grip and dragged her back a few paces, bending down before her.

“I was just kicking the ball and it got in the way.”

She answered plainly, pointing at the dead humming bird that lie in the grass before her. Mom clamped a hand over her mouth, her face transformed with a mix of anger and dread.

“Mom-“

Fiore was cut off by a sharp pain on her cheek. She blinked, reaching a hand to clutch her stinging cheek, staring at her mother wide eyed. She hadn’t expected mom to be mad at her, let alone slap her. What did she do wrong? The bird was in her way so she hit it, it was just a bird! It wasn’t her fault!

“You go up to your room now and you don’t come back out until I say so! Just you wait until your father hears about this!”

Without warning, mom put a death grip on Fiore’s wrist, and dragged her into the house. She was four then, and eight now.

The lesson must not have worked, because she still didn’t feel bad about the bird.

 

“Hey, Alec..?”

Fiore called out, setting her mop against the wall as she waited for him to come to her. She’d been cleaning one of the many rooms down in the bunker, wiping the floors free of blood as best she could. The entire room had been a mess, rotting corpse aside, all the furniture aside from a desk and chair was piled against the door to barricade it, making a huge mess of the place, not to mention the scattered, blood soaked papers and documents which lined the floor.

After a few moments, heavy footsteps began to approach the room, the source, Alec quickly appearing in the doorway.

“What is it, Fiore?”

He asked, clearly tired and not in the mood for whatever antics he seemed to suspect Fiore of planning.

“I found this.”

Fiore explained, holding out her arm to hand her discovery over to him. Alec’s gaze followed the outstretched appendage to find a camera. Alec raised an eyebrow, and took the deceive from Fiore, inspecting it.

“Where’d you find this?”

“Next to the desk, I don’t think we’ve explored this room yet. I think the camera belonged to the scientists who were here before us. Is there any footage on it?”

Fiore asked, getting on her tippy toes and craning her neck to see.

“Yeah, there is..”

“Should we get Gabby and Ellie?”

There were a few beats of silence.

“I think it’s best we look it over before showing them.”

“Why? You don’t trust them?”

“Not one bit, no.”

Fiore raised an eyebrow at the statement.

“You believed that demon summoning bullshit but you don’t want to show them an old camera?”

At that, Alec gave Fiore a deadpan look.

“I’m not stupid, Fiore. Of course I didn’t believe the virus was caused by a demon! Those two are crazy! I played along so they’d let us stay down here where we can conduct proper studies for a cure in a sanitary and protected environment. Plus, the infected we encountered didn’t attack Gabby, there must get a reason for that and I’ll be damned if I can’t find it.”

Fiore gave a snicker, shutting the door to the newly discovered room and taking a seat on the desk.

“Thank god, I thought you’d actually lost your mind! Come on, don’t be greedy. Show me the footage.”

Shifting into a more comfortable position, Fiore leaned forward as Alec lowered the camera, and began to relay the footage.

 

“Hey everyone! Sorry I’m late, I forgot my hazmat suit but look at what I found in the locker!”

A voice called out to a room filled with scientists, who’s faces under their suits must have collectively turned to those of either amusement, confusion, or annoyance as a man waddled into the lab wearing an inflatable dinosaur costume.

“What are you doing? Get out of that thing and put on a proper suit!”

A woman demanded, however, to her dismay the man in the costume continued into the laboratory, using the costume’s flimsy tail to shut the door behind him.

“Come on, Em! Lighten up a bit, I think I look nice in it!”

“You’re being ridiculous! How do you expect to be able to do work in that thing?!”

“It’s not a hinderance, see?”

With that, the scientist in the costume picked up a clip board and pencil, jotting down some notes.

 

“Are they..?”

Fiore trailed, interrupting the footage as she looked over to Alec.

“The scientists who used to live here.”

Alec confirmed with a small nod. Fiore looked back to the footage, all the scientists in the room were laughing as the woman in the hazmat suit tried to get the man in the costume to change. Fiore had to admit, the sight of an inflatable dinosaur waddling at top speed in laps across a laboratory was a humorous sight.

“They look so happy.”

Fiore muttered as the footage continued.

“They didn’t know better.”

Alec responded grimly. Fiore blinked, looking back to the camera as the footage cut to a different scene.

“I don’t think I want to watch this.”

Fiore muttered.

“Why? Nothing’s-“

“I don’t want to see it.”

Fiore cut him off firmly, the young girl turning her head away.

She couldn’t help it, she’d watched Alec and the others drag the mangled corpses of these people away. She’d cleaned the blood and viscera left behind from their gruesome, agonizing deaths. It disturbed her, traumatized her.

She had seen death so many times, she’d convinced Alec that she’d be fine helping out, she’d played the apathetic card so many times now that she had almost fooled herself too. Maybe it was the gruesome nature of it all, maybe her mind, sharp and impressive as it was, was still that of a little girl’s and so could not handle it.

Maybe if she were older, more mature she wouldn’t have the nightmares, or the panic attacks she had forced herself to suppress until she was alone.

It made her feel pathetic, but even she knew she couldn’t watch such intimate and personal moments from the lives of people whose horrific fates she’d all but witnessed, it’d be too much to bear.

Turning back to Alec, she was met with an understanding gaze. He knew just as well as she did that beneath each snarky insult, unsavory remark, and unnecessary swear word that she was just a little girl. A scared little girl who practically puffed out her chest and stood on her tippy toes to try to look intimidating, when she was only a measly eight years old. As mature for her age as she was, she was still a child. Alec had tried before to get her to open up to him, to let herself be vulnerable for once, but Fiore was equally stubborn as she was quick witted.

 

They remained that way for what felt like an eternity. Fiore staring silently at the wall while Alec watched over the camera footage. Fiore couldn’t help but peek every now and then, listening as the scientists laughed and worked.

“Fiore.”

Alec spoke, his voice uncharacteristically gentle.

“Yeah?”

“You can look again if you want, it’s all medical stuff now.”

Fiore considered the offer at length, before peering back over his shoulder to look at the camera. She had been a bit curious about the research they had been doing here, and it wasn’t going to be like the footage that came before it, this would just be professional stuff, nothing personal.

 

A female doctor stood in front of the camera now. A very pretty woman with dark brown skin, mid length black hair, and sharp fox like features. Adjusting her glasses, she spoke to the camera.

“Alexander keeps using this camera for recording mundane events when it’s supposed to be used strictly to document our progress..”

She began with an aggravated sigh.

“I’ll have to have a word with him about that. But right now, we have other things to discuss. My name is doctor Ellody Campbell, I was assigned to be lead nurse for subject five, who will be the topic of discussion for each data log I record using this camera. Each individual researcher has their own camera for the purpose of recording data. I am.. admittedly a bit late to using mine.”

The doctor, Ellody, cleared her before she began speaking once more.

 

“Patient name: Annalise Grant

Patient age: thirty three

Primary physician before outbreak: unknown

 

The following is a log of subject five, Annalise Grant. Subject five was thirty one at the time of the initial outbreak, and had just given birth to a healthy baby boy prior to her infection. The child is currently in the custody of his father, although his whereabouts are unknown, and thus both have been presumed deceased until proven otherwise. The following is an auditory transcript of the subject’s interview with one of our doctors upon entering containment.”

Ellody shifted her position, grabbing something to her right that was out of frame, and turned on some kind of recording.

“Mrs Grant-“

“Where is my baby?”

“Your husband and child are in a military compound on the surface, they are being protected and provided for. They are perfectly safe.”

“Can I talk to him? To my husband?”

“Once we cure you, yes. Until then communication between an infected person and a person on the surface is strictly prohibited for safety reasons. Now, could you please describe to the best of your recollection the event that led to your infection?”

“Oh, well.. it was just a horrible thing! I was at the grocery store getting a few things while my husband cared for our baby at home. I had just finished checking out and was walking through the parking lot when all of a sudden, a man attacked me! He tackled me to the ground from behind, and I dropped my groceries everywhere!

Now, of course, I was terrified. My mind was racing with every possibility, if he was trying to kidnap, or rob, or assault me.. it was a terrifying thought! I began to scream as loud as I could for help and sure enough other people came to help and managed to pull him off of me. By the time they were able to, however, he had already left a few cuts on my body from the struggle. He was horribly thin, with sunken in eyes and sharp, jagged nails. I dismissed him for just some drug addict who had been so out of his wits he attacked me. Of course, I know better now. He was an infected person, wasn’t he?”

“Yes ma’am, he was. I am not at liberty to disclose his identity nor his whereabouts to you, but please know that when he attacked you it was not of his own accord, the infection was eating away at his mind, giving a similar situation to locked in syndrome. The major difference being that he was both cognizant and mobile, but not in control of his own body. I’m sure he was a good man before he was infected and had he not been afflicted, would never have brought you such harm.”

“Oh, I’m sure of it too! And I pray for his poor family, although.. I can’t deny I’m a bit scared myself of if I’ll also devolve into such a state.”

“I see.. are the pain killers we provided helping your condition?”

“For the most part, yes.. but.. I keep having tooth aches.”

“Your top left molars, correct?”

“Mhm, the pain has become intense lately, like someone is taking a hammer to my teeth and hitting them with full force. It hurts to eat even the softest of foods.”

“I see. Doctor Alexander does have a bit of expirience in orthodontics, I’ll ask him to check it out for you and find a solution to your discomfort if he can.”

“Thank you, is that all?”

“Yes, thank you for your cooperation in this interview and for providing such valuable information. If you would step outside for me, one of our nurses will be escorting you back to your room.”

“Alright, is the-“

 

The audio cut off, and Ellody sighed.

“Subject five’s condition has been deteriorating rapidly as of late, for the past year or so we have been intensely but.. ineffectively treating her from her infection. I was planning to play another audio recording of the subject, but.. I think it would be more effective to show her current state first and foremost. This needs to be seen.”

With that, Ellody extended her hands to carefully pick up the camera, the footage shaking slightly with her footsteps until she reached window. The window displayed a room, in which an infected was strapped down to a bed, thrashing and snarling like an animal against both it’s restraints and the many wires that tangled around and clung to it’s body. Monitors displayed bright colors and alerts that seemed not to bother Ellody in the slightest, like conditions that would kill any regular person where perfectly normal for an infected.

“She’s been like this for a while, we’ve had to put extra restraints for months now. And sedatives are starting to become.. ineffective. I don’t think there’s anything left we can do for her at this point.”

 

Fiore blinked, inspecting the infected closely. She looked to be in way better shape than any other infected person she’d seen before, then again she was in a facility being taken care of by professionals, it’s a no brainer that she wouldn’t have the same plant growths and contortion as other infected. However, she seemed to deteriorate all the same as far as her mental state went.

 

With that, Ellody began back towards her office. Setting the camera back on her desk, she gave a long, exhausted sigh.

“I have nothing left to report today, it was a stupid idea wasting my time using this camera instead of making reports manually.”

Putting her head in her hands, the scientist took a shaky breath.

“I’m so tired..”

 

Once again, the scene changed. Fiore winced at the sudden blaring of alarms and confused, scared shouting. The camera, previously focused on the floor, turned up to look into a room. The person recording came closer to the room, and Fiore noticed that just like earlier, Ellody was not the one recording.

“He’s still going! How is that even possible?!”

The scientist shouted from within the glass enclosure. Fiore flinched again at the screams from within, and the sound of violent regurgitation. Inside, the scientists and doctors were struggling to restrain an infected, who was vomiting an unsightly mix of blood, plant matter, and chunks of what almost looked like meat, gore and viscera displayed itself in the footage. Fiore shuddered, wanting nothing more than to tear her eyes away from the scene, but she just couldn’t. She supposed she was desensitized to such extreme violence at this point, at least, when she wasn’t attached to whoever was being harmed. She couldn’t care less for a random infected on the street, but the thought of Alec coming to that fate scared her. Perhaps that was why she didn’t want to see the footage, she couldn’t bear to grow attached and charmed by these people knowing what would happen to them.

 

“Use more restraints! Get him down!”

One of the doctors ordered, but she was promptly cut off by pained screams.

“MY EYE! HOLY FUCK, MY EYE!

“It’s no use, just get out of the room! All of you get out NOW!

Another doctor shouted, as the three within the room fled, one of them clutching a now mangled and empty eye socket.

“Barricade the door, use double locks! Don’t let him escape!”

“Turn off the alarms! Turn off the fucking alarms, it’s making the other subjects panic! They attacked us!”

A group of doctors came down the hallway, practically screaming at their colleagues.

“Ellody! Ellody! OH FUCK, ELLODY! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!”

The person recording dropped the camera, and rushed to the doctor’s side, doing her best to hold her steady even despite how her efforts were proven to be in vain as Ellody collapsed, and began to vomit a black substance all over the floor.

“HOLY SHIT! IT’S BLOOD, SHE’S REGURGITATING BLOOD!”

The scientist next to Ellody tried to help her up, but she was painfully unsuccessful.

“STOP STANDING THERE LIKE IDIOTS AND HELP U-“

Before she could finish, someone picked up the camera and promptly turned it off. And just as it always did, the footage changed yet again.

 

Now, it was a woman, with blonde hair and a rather unsightly appearance. She extended her arms out to reach either side of the camera, adjusting it to her liking. With a sigh, she leaned back, and began to speak.

“My name is Mary, I was put in charge of subject two so.. I never used this camera before.”

She explained with a sniff, wiping away a tear. From outside, the distant sound of growls and pained groans could be heard. Mary looked at the door behind her, then back to the camera.

“They’re dead. All of them. It’s only me and Ellody left but… soon I think it’ll just be her.”

Mary flinched at the sound of a loud bang.

“You’re not getting in that way you beasts!”

She screamed at the heavily barricaded door behind her.

“Anyways.. as I was saying, our subject’s conditions grew.. beyond our control. Eventually, they escaped their enclosures and attacked us. I was the only one who managed to escape. Which.. leaves Ellody on her own. Although, I believe she is safe from them. A few weeks ago, she showed telltale signs of infection, black blood, boils, plant growth, we considered many options. Majority voted to kill her via lethal injection so she wouldn’t suffer, some wanted to study her like we did the other infected, and a few simply wanted to throw her out to the surface. I, however, wouldn’t take any of these as a solution, I wasn’t going to let my best friend meet such a fate. I was able to put Ellody into a medically induced coma, and run tests to try to cure her. Eventually, I came to success in.. mostly restoring her. I was planning to amputate her arm soon but it’s too late for that now. All of my findings are compiled in these files.”

She explained, holding up a thick folder, struggling to keep her composure even as her body trembled.

“If anyone is watching this somehow… please, I implore you to use the information stored here for the greater good. Wake up Ellody and bring my findings to the surface, create a cure from them, and save what’s left of humanity…”

She sniffed, wiping away more tears.

“Oh god.. oh god I’m gonna die here. I’m going to die, I’ll cease to exist, I’ll be gone! Those things will tear me apart! They’ll kill me just like they killed all the others!”

She suddenly wailed, burying her face in her hands as the banging against the door grew more numerous and even higher in volume.

“No! No! NO! I DON’T WANT TO DIE, I’M NOT READY TO DIE YET! I DON’T WANNA DIE! I DON’T WANNA DIE!

She began to tremble, wiping away tears futility as the door behind her rattled beneath the force inflicted.

“I can’t believe this is happening! What did I do to deserve this?! I was just trying to help everyone! I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die! Someone please help me, oh God, help me! I’m begging you! I don’t wanna die!”

Mary jumped, curling into a fetal position and clamping her hand over her ears as the door gave way.

“I DON’T WANNA DIE! I DON’T WANT-“

 

Alec quickly turned the camera off.

He knew what would happen next, and he didn’t want Fiore to see it. She’d been traumatized enough as is. They sat there in a long silence, Fiore instinctively inching closer to Alec. The older noticed this, and pulled Fiore into his chest, giving her a tight hug. They remained like this for a few moments, Fiore and her maybe father in a tight embrace. She inhaled deeply, her tiny body enveloped in the Alec’s warmth. She was torn between two halves at war with each other. One half hated this, hated the vulnerability of the situation, hated being coddled and comforted by someone else. Fiore didn’t need anyone, she was fine on her own! This is pathetic! Yet, the other half kept her from pulling away, kept her in place right where she was. It was the half that just wanted to let it all out, just wanted to cry. The half that just wanted to stop keeping this constant facade up and just let it out. Let Alec hold her while she cried, let herself feel the kind of love she never felt from her parents until it was too late.

Parents who hated her, yet died protecting her. A father who looked at her with disgust, a mother who called her a monster, yet, the very same father who fought until his last breath to protect his daughter and husband beloved. And the same mother who spent her last moments of life holding the daughter she had once called a mistake, telling her how she loved her so with the last breaths she took.

Adults confused Fiore in that way. How was it that the same parents who scorned and despised her, tried to fix her, and seemed to look at her with the pure heartbreak of believing that they’d created something evil, had died for her. All adults confused Fiore, really. Parents confused her too, and parental love confused her the most. Alec had been like that too, yelled at and scolded her, gave her almost no freedom, seemed perpetually frustrated by her mere existence. Yet he took her in for no reason she could decipher, protected her with his life, and now held her in his arms like a parent would, like her mother did before she became.. something bad. Did Alec love her? Or was she just a replacement to him?

A single tear fell down Fiore’s cheek, and she quickly pulled away from him to wipe it away.

Turning away from her, Alec looked back to the half mopped floor, some still covered in dry blood, then to his left. His expression plummeted even more at the scattered papers on the ground, all soaked through with said blood, rendered unintelligible. Of course this is how it turned out, of course they had been handed a cure handed on a silver platter, only for it to be snatched up by some sick force and rendered completely useless.

Just their luck. Just their fucking luck.

 

It took a while to search through all the rooms, even longer to clean them as they went along. By the time they found Ellody, hours had passed. The four of them stood in that room, staring in silence at her. She was lying in a bed, cords and tubes attached all over her body, and an oxygen mask over the bottom half of her face as well.

“How.. do we wake her up?”

Gabby asked, glancing between the others.

“I’m not sure.. maybe it says in one of the medical textbooks we found on the surface but we should try anything until we find out, we need to handle this situation delicately. After all, if she’s still alive and in such good shape she could be the key to finding a cure, so no harm can come her way.”

The other nodded in agreement with Alec’s statement. Fiore glanced to Ellody, who looked as though she was simply taking a nap. That was, however, until Fiore noticed a set of lumps beneath the left side of her blankets.

“What are those?”

She asked, pointing a finger. Ellie raised an eyebrow, ushering the others away before cautiously pulling the blanket down. She gasped, backing up a few paces.

“That’s impossible!”

She exclaimed, her voice dripping with pure disbelief. The others looked over her shoulder with wide eyes.

“She did it, she actully did it..”

Alex muttered, stepping forward and running hush hand over the smooth, pristine black branches that took residence where Ellody’s left arm once was.

“She stopped the infection from spreading to the rest of her body.. if she had amputated her arm, she would have completely cured her. She actually made a cure for the infection..”

Alec muttered, his voice nothing short of pure astonishment. Everyone shared in the collective shock at the news.

“Then that means..”

Gabby began, her voice barely above a whisper.

“We can actually end the virus.”

 

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Notes:

Don’t ask how Ellody didn’t developed bed sores from being left to her own devices while in a coma because I don’t know either. Fan fiction logic. Also, no, the Annalise from the chapter isn’t the same one from reality resort. I refuse to watch in on principle of hating the character designs and will not be adding any of its cast to discolored blood as mentioned before.

Chapter 34: Restless night to a tiring day (26)

Summary:

James is still traumatized over the events from the previous day, but nobody around him seems to quite grasp how much it’s affecting him. As he deals with his own mental turmoil and does his best to suppress it, his friends get into odd situations of their own.

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Notes:

WARNING: Minor angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, Yul being a dick, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

To say James felt like shit would be an understatement.

His body was sore from the previous day’s fight, and eyes heavy from hours of quiet sobbing. His head was pounding, and he couldn’t stop it. The guilt was by far the worst of it, however. How could he not be guilty? He’d just killed two people. Sure, they were cannibals and sure, they did attack first, that’s what Aiden continued to reassure him, but he still murdered two human beings.

How could anyone possibly expect him to be able to move on after something like that? He didn’t get a moment of sleep that night, not when Aiden and their mute friend left together, nor when they came back in, looking both exhausted.

Eventually he’d stopped seeing a point in tossing and turning, and used the rising sun as an excuse to get up and actually do something, hoping to be able to get his mind off things rather than waste away hours marinating in his guilty thoughts. Slowly, he forced himself from his mattress, careful not to wake Aiden who slept soundly next to him, and tiptoed outside.

 

The cool morning air wrapped around him quickly, sending a small shiver down his spine. Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he looked around for any signs of life. A few people walked about weapons in hand in case an infected or raider were to attack the town, a few residents went about their morning duties peacefully, and there James was, watching it all as he tried to figure out what to do now. It was while he was standing that he heard the distinct sound of distant conversation.

His curiosity now piqued, he followed it, walking through the gravel and dead grass for a few moments before he reached his destination, which James recognized to be the area behind Shawn and Jasmine’s cart. He wasn’t suprised to see the couple awake so early, but he was suprised to see the blonde woman from the day before accompanying them. Dawn, he remembered. She was sitting on a foldable chair near the couple, next to her, Scarlett sat, staring off absently in silence. He watched the, for a few moments before Jasmine noticed him, and smiled.

“You’re up early!”

She greeted, waving him over, wearily he came up to the group, standing awkwardly next to Scarlett.

“I heard what happened yesterday,”

Dawn began with a sympathetic look, approaching James and putting a hand on his shoulder.

“You holding up okay?”

James was slightly caught off guard by the gentleness of her voice, but collected himself.

“Yeah, I’m.. doing alright.”

It was a blatant lie, but James wasn’t really in the mood to pour his heart out to a person he’d had exactly one conversation to before. Everyone could tell it wasn’t true, but to James’ relief, they didn’t press the subject. Glancing over to Scarlett, he winced a bit seeing the sorry state she was in. Her head was hung low, eyes downcast and hands set into tight fists in her lap. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed her nails were short and with jagged edges from being bit, scabs and cuts on her fingers from the skin being picked at, dark circles under her eyes, she seriously wasn’t doing well.

“How are the people we helped yesterday?”

James asked, hoping to aleviate the awkward silence.

“It’s.. a bit complicated.”

Shawn admitted.

“Katie and Sadie are doing just fine, they actually were with me and your two other friends last night chatting.”

James nodded.

“The others…. not doing so well.”

He sighed, shifting from one foot to the other.

“I could have guessed..”

James trailed, eyes falling back to the dead grass next to him. He wasn’t sure how long he was there, chatting with the others, it must have been at least another hour or two before Aiden and their masked friend came out, Hunter, Aiden called him. James felt releived to finally know his name, he even spoke to them, but he still kept his mask on.

“Morning.”

Aiden greeted, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

“How long you been awake?”

He asked James through a yawn, the older man giving a sheepish look.

“A while.”

He admitted as his friends stood next to him, Aiden and Scarlett locking eyes.

“You.. feeling okay?”

Aiden asked, looking back down at James to give him a concerned look.

“Yeah, I’m doing better.”

James lied, fidgeting with his dreads, which he hadn’t bothered to put up yet. Out of the corner of his eye he noticed Aiden stare a bit, shake his head, and then look up again, this time at Shawn.

“I had a good time talking last night, it really helped get my mind off things.”

“We’re friends, don’t worry about it.”

He shrugged.

“You can talk with me anytime you want.”

Aiden blinked.

“Friends?”

Shawn glanced away, prompting his lover to chuckle.

“Well, that’s how we see you. You’ve helped us out a lot in such little time, your good people. And fun to be around.”

Aiden’s expression morphed into a small grin.

“You’re not so bad yourself.”

 

“And it’s our job to do this because…?”

Yul trailed, giving an expectant look. Although, James knew damn well nothing he told his brash friend would be a good enough answer for him.

“Because they don’t actually know the way and sure as hell won’t make Scarlett go back to that place. They just need to get the rest of the stuff, find the armory.”

James reiterated, having already told Yul twice now.

“We left a stick perched into the ground for that exact reason! They couldn’t find something so obvious?!”

Yul shouted, exasperated and angry at the inconvenience.

“Come on, we’ll be in and out in a few hours it’s not a big deal. We know the way around so it’ll be easier this time.”

Aiden interjected with an annoyed sigh.

“Look, it’ll be the three of us plus Shawn, it won’t take long.”

At this, James raised an eyebrow.

“I’m not coming with you?”

Aiden and Shawn exchanged glances, a silent conversation flowing between the two as they thought of the best explanation they could provide.

“Well..”

Aiden began, adopting a gentle tone.

“Yesterday was.. a lot. For all of us of course, but you especially. We figured you should just take it easy for today, y’know?”

James nodded, trying to suppress the pang of insecurity that crept into his mind. He was the strongest out of all his friends, he should be the one protecting them, not the other way around. His true feelings on the matter must have shown on his expression, as Aiden added onto the statement.

“It isn’t that we don’t trust you to do a good job or anything, we just think you deserve a break. That’s all.”

“No, no. I get it. Thanks.. thanks for caring about me.”

James said earnestly. He still felt embarrassed at being coddled by the friends he was supposed to look after, but at the same time, he could really use some relaxation.

“Uhm..”

James turned towards Scarlett, who began to speak up, stammering and tripping over her words.

“I.. I’d like if- c-could.. could you..”

She struggled to get the words out, her voice barely above a whisper before she turned away, clearly embarrassed. Dawn comforted her, and leaned close as Scarlett whispered something to her.

“Aiden,”

Dawn spoke up on behalf of her friend, turning towards the younger man.

“Scarlett would appreciate it if you stayed behind and spent the day with us.”

James turned his gaze back to Aiden, who blinked in surprise.

“I- sure, I guess. But.. who’d go in my place? I think they could use more than three people to search the bunker again.”

 

There was no better way this could have gone, at least in Katie’s opinion.

Sure, an underground bunker out in the middle of a random desert wasn’t the most romantic setting, but she finally had an excuse to interact with Yul and shoot her shot! Glancing over to Sadie, she could tell the small grin on her face meant she was thinking the exact same. Sadie had volunteered to come along, mostly to play wingman for her friend, and to say Katie was immensely grateful would be an understatement. Glancing over at her, the two friends exchanged hushed giggles at the situation, before Sadie ushered Katie towards Yul, who either didn’t notice their strange behavior or simply didn’t care.

“So..”

Katie began, doing her best to sound as nonchalant as possible. Admittedly, flirting never was her strong-suit.

“I really appreciate you and your friends helping us yesterday, I was really scared back there.”

“Okay.”

Yul muttered in simple response, Katie blinked, but figured he was maybe just shy.

“You were really brave, you know that? Going against all those cannibals to save us, you were just.. amazing..”

“I know.”

“I was so worried for you and your friends, that you’d get yourselves hurt or killed, but you didn’t seem scared in the slightest. And the way you fought so hard and kept so calm was so cool.”

“Uh huh.”

Katie felt herself grow a bit agitated at these one word answers, she knew she was bad at flirting, but did he really need to be thus dull and dismissive of her? Backing up a few paces back to Sadie, she leaned in and whispered to her.

“Girl, he’s barely engaging with me at all. Am I doing something wrong?”

“Maybe he’s gay?”

Sadie suggested with a shrug, making Katie narrow her eyes.

“That’s not reassuring.”

“It’s a possibility, I dunno. Go ask him.”

Katie nodded, walking back up to Yul.

“So.. is there anyone special in your life right now?”

“No.”

“Really? I’m surprised a guy as handsome as you is single! You really have no one? No girlfriend, boyfriend, anything?”

“Ew- no! I’m not gay!

“Got it.”

Backing up a few paces, she leaned down to whisper to Sadie.

“Okay, so he’s not gay.”

“I know, I heard. I think that’s the biggest reaction he’s had to anything you’ve said so far. Do you think he might be homophobic because that’s kind of a red flag..?”

“I hope not.”

Katie replied with a grimace.

“Well- he’s friends with Aiden and Aiden is gay, if he were homophobic he wouldn’t be friends with him!”

“Oh.. you’re right!”

Katie nodded.

“MaybeI I just need to try harder to get a reaction out of him. Quick, push me so I fall in his arms and he catches me! It’ll be so romantic!”

“Okay.”

With that, Sadie grabbed Katie and practically threw her at Yul. The two tumbling onto the cold tile floor with a yelp.

“What the hell was that for?!”

Yul demanded, Shawn and Hunter stopping to stare at them as Katie practically lay on top of Yul.

“N-nothing! I just tripped is all.”

Yul rolled his eyes at that, dragging Katie to her feet before continuing down the bunker halls.

“He helped me up! He’s so into me!”

Katie whisper shouted to Sadie, who gave a mischievous grin.

“Maybe I should arrange a little alone time for you two, eh?”

“Oh my God, stop!”

Katie gave her friend a small punch to the shoulder, the two exchanging hushed laughter, stopping themselves when they saw all three men staring at them. Katie turned red, realizing they may have been a bit too loud.

 

“So, how come you decided to stay behind?”

Aiden asked, giving Jasmine a curious look.

“Shawn just wants me to take it easy for a while.”

“How come?”

Jasmine glanced away, trying to suppress a smile but failing miserably.

“We’re keeping it a surprise.”

Aiden raised an eyebrow, looking over to James, who just gave a simple shrug in response. Glancing from Aiden to Dawn and Scarlett, he caught a glimpse of a knowing smirk on the blonde’s face.

“Well,”

She began, turning to Aiden and James.

“Have you gotten a good look around yet?”

“I guess so, we’ve been around the town, traded with people, it’s been good so far.”

James replied with a shrug.

“Why do you ask?”

“Well..”

Dawn trailed, a grin creeping its way onto her features.

“I just wanted to maybe introduce you to someone but I wanted you to know if you met them yet..”

“Dawn, we are not doing this right now.”

“Too late!”

Dawn announced, standing to her feet and taking Scarlett with her, the two hand in hand.

“Come on!”

She said to Aiden and James, ushering them to stand.

“I want you to meet my children!”

James blinked.

“Since when did you have kids?”

“She-“

“Come on, let me introduce them!”

“Dawn..”

“Please?”

Jasmine gave a long, exasperated sigh.

“God dammit- fine.

Turning to Aiden and James, she gestured for them to stand and follow her. The two companions exchanged curious looks, but did as they were asked regardless. The four made their way through the town, weaving between train cars and tents until they reached a massive barn. Dawn scurried to the door, unlocking it excitedly.

“Alright, here they are!”

She singsonged, swinging the barn door open to reveal her ‘children’. James blinked, then blinked again as he registered the puzzling sight, the barn filled to the brim with all manner of animals. Large windows illuminated the structure as each creature went about its business. Dogs, cats, bugs, birds, farm animals and- James’ eyes widened.

“Is that a fucking wolf?!”

He asked in surprise, taking a step back, Aiden noticed the animal too, and backed away a few paces, looking like he wanted to run away.

“Oh, he’s friendly, don’t worry!”

Dawn reassured, grabbing Aiden’s arm.

“Come on, let me introduce you!”

“No, no.. I’m good.”

“I insist.”

“Mm-mm, I’m fine. All good standing out here.. away from the animals.”

“They’re harmless!”

Dawn insisted passive aggressively, beginning to drag Aiden in with a surprising strength.

“No- no! I like it out here! I’m fine just watching!”

“They’ll love you!”

“I’d really rather not-“

“Too late!”

With that, Dawn shoved Aiden inside with the others, beaming ear to ear.

“These are my children! Aren’t they just the cutest little things you’ve ever seen?”

Dawn asked enthusiastically, pointing at the variety of critters compacted into a singular barn. Aiden shuddered at the sight, his eyes darting between large spiders, reptiles, and the mentioned wolf.

“Yep..”

James looked over to his friend, and gave him a pat on the shoulder.

“Let’s just get this over with..”

He muttered with a grimace, wishing he could have been anywhere else in that moment.

 

This hadn’t gone the way she’d hoped, at all. Katie and the others had been down there for hours and no progress had been made in charming Yul. They’d just been roaming the halls, filling their bag with supplies, putting said bags into the wagons they had outside, all on a continuous and agitating loop. The only thing that really made the situation better was Sadie’s presence, but she seemed to be growing impatient too. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be, she figured.

“….So yeah, medical school didn’t work out, but it could have been worse.”

Shawn said, concluding his rant that he had been subjecting poor Hunter to for the last half hour or so, although, he didn’t seem to mind. Nodding along to Shawn’s stories and rambling, he almost seemed invested in the conversation, even if he hardly spoke a word. Katie sighed, glancing around the dusty halls. It was cold in the bunker, smelly too thanks to the dead infected in the many laboratories.

“Did we look through this room yet?”

Hunter asked, suddenly speaking up and pointing a finger at a large door.

“I don’t think so..”

Shawn answered with an equally curious expression. The four made their way towards the door, Yul being the first to get it open.

“Looks like-“

Yul cut himself off, his eyes suddenly going wide.

“What is it?”

Katie asked, looking over his shoulder.

“No way!”

 

“Why are you shying away from them so much? I told you they’re friendly!”

Dawn berated with two hands on her hips, Aiden didn’t seem to mind her attitude, only the various animals he was too busy cringing at in disgust.

“I’m sure they are.”

He muttered, keeping his hands close to his body. James, for his part, wasn’t doing much better himself, practically shaking in his boots as a long centipede crawled up his arm and onto his shoulder. He shuddered, expression contorting with disgust, he wanted nothing more than to slap the thing away and stomp it to death.

“So..”

He began, attempting to distract himself from the feeling of pure disgust that took over every cell in his body.

“How come Jasmine and Scarlett didn’t come inside?”

Dawn’s smile faltered slightly at the question.

“Well.…. Scarlet gets overwhelmed easily, the poor thing had a panic attack when we brought her to the barn for the first time, all the noise and the animals moving around was just too much for her. And, we can’t really leave her alone either so Jasmine’s waiting outside with her.”

“She seems to trust you two the most.”

James pointed out, he’d only been there a few days but from what he had seen Scarlett practically followed the two women around like a lost puppy, only directly speaking to them, until this morning at least.

“You too.”

James added, looking over to Aiden, who was standing, arms crossed in annoyance as a dog gnawed on his leg like a chew tow. Aiden averted his gaze from the pesky canine to look over to his companion and raise an eyebrow at the statement, a signal to elaborate.

“Well, remember while you were in the infirmary for those few days?”

“Yeah, what about it?”

“She asked about you a few times, only ever reason she spoke to me. You’re really the only person aside from those two she’s really interacted with. Anytime someone tries to talk to her she freezes up or just whispers whatever she has to say to Dawn and Jasmine so they can relay it to whoever she was speaking to.”

He explained, motioning with his hand and abruptly stopping when it made the centipede crawl about once more.

“I guess since you were the first person in.. God knows how long to really show her kindness she’s gotten attached.”

Auden blinked, considering his words at length.

“Huh.. I guess so.”

He agreed, giving a sigh of relief as the dog stopped chewing on his leg, and trotted away, presumably having found something better to do with it’s time than harass the new guy. James sighed in relief when the centipede finally crawled off of his body and back to the floor. He scanned the ground, and picked up a nearby cat, holding the feline in his arms and petting it gently as he watched the other two.

“Hey Aiden, look who I found!”

Dawn called excitedly, extending her open palms, which held a large and horrifying tarantula. Auden screeched, backing away several paces away from it, then stopping in his tracks as the wolf in the corner stirred in it’s sleep at the sudden disturbance. He turned back to Dawn with disgust at the creature she held.

“Keep that thing away from me!”

He demanded, stepping away from the sleeping beast and back towards Dawn and James.

“Oh come on, he’s friendly! Just look at him, isn’t he cute?”

She asked with a demure squee, presenting the arachnid in all it’s disgusting glory.

“No, it isn’t.”

Aiden answered swiftly and bluntly. Dawn frowned, before walking towards him and grabbing his hand with a death grip.

“What are you doing?!”

Aiden demanded, immediately panicking as Dawn set the tarantula down in his palm.

“Quit that, I told you he’s friendly!”

Dawn insisted as the creature began to crawl about Aiden’s hand and up his arm, the man looking completely horrified.

“Get this thing off of me! Get it off!”

Aiden screeched, waving his arm about wildly in an attempt to throw it, much to his dismay, his new ‘friend’ seemed to take this as some sort of game, lifting it’s legs in random intervals, and hopping around his arm, which only made Aiden look even more distraught.

“What the hell is it doing?!”

“Aw! He likes you!”

“Get it off of me!”

James watched on in amusement, setting the cat down back on the floor when it began to squirm, and crossing his arms as he observed the ordeal. Aiden continued waving his arm about, until the tarantula crawled onto his shoulder and towards his face, making Aiden’s expression contort with horror. He froze, too scared to even move an inch, for fear the thing would freak out and bite him. It continued crawling, and tapped its front legs at Aiden’s cheek a few times, before settling down on his shoulder and rubbing against his neck slightly, as if to nuzzle him. Aiden blinked, still completely frozen, his expression turning from horror to confusion at the sudden development. He remained like that for a few long moments, before slowly reaching a hand up to the spider. After using its front leg to tap his hand a few times, it crawled into Aiden’s hand and settled down. Aiden was silent for a while, staring uncomprehending at the creature he held until a small grin crept its way upon his lips and he gave a small chuckle.

“I guess he’s not.. so bad.”

He admitted, putting a finger to the spider before giving it an affectionate pet on the abdomen. Dawn gave a self assured smirk, the words ‘I told you so’ practically radiating off of her.

“I think you were more emotional about having a spider on your body than you were when you lost an eye.”

James pointed out with a raised eyebrow.

“So do you want to hold him then?”

Aiden challenged extending his hand in James’ direction, who quickly shook his head.

“No, no. I’m good.”

Aiden rolled his eyes, turning his attention back to the spider in his hand.

“Does he have a name?”

Dawn nodded.

“Shawn named him Frank.” (Yes Isabel, I added your spider, and yes, I changed her name)

 

“It’s too heavy!”

Yul complained as he struggled to lift the bag over his head for the others to grab.

“Put your elbows into it!”

Sadie advised unhelpfully, prompting Yul to glare at her as she finally gripped onto the bag.

“Shut the hell up, it isn’t my fault your arm can barely fit through the hole!”

Sadie narrowed her eyes at the insult, and without warning, let go. Katie’s eyes widened as the heavy load fell right onto Yul and sent him tumbling to the floor in a heap. (Imagine Yul making the Roblox dying sound)

“Oops.”

She said disingenuously, waiting for the barrage of insults she already knew would come her way. However, Yul said nothing, he simply lay silent on the floor. Katie blinked, and stepped forward, bending down to inspect Yul. She gasped, putting a hand over her mouth.

“You killed him!”

She exclaimed to Sadie, who merely shrugged.

“He’ll get up.”

A long silence stretched between the two as they waited for Yul to snap out of it.

“He’s just being lazy.”

“I think you seriously hurt him!”

“He’ll be okay.”

“Sadie!”

Katie exclaimed in an exasperated and concerned tone.

“What’s going-“

Shawn began, approaching the ladder with Hunter at his side. Both froze when they saw what had happened, they stared long and hard at the sight bellow them in silence.

“….Do I even want to know?’

At that, Sadie merely shrugged.

“My hand slipped.”

 

The warm sun’s rays cast a bright glow onto James’ body as he sat next to Aiden and the others, his friend gleefully playing with his new pet of sorts. He intentionally kept his distance, wanting nothing to do with the tarantula, instead listening to Dawn ramble on about each and every animal she kept in the barn, telling the long winded tales of how and where she had found them.

“You really have a way with animals, huh?”

“Yeah, if I didn’t know better I’d say she could tame an infected.”

Jasmine agreed with a snicker.

“Oh, I tried that once..”

Dawn admitted, taking off her right boot to reveal a good half of her foot gone.

“It didn’t end very well.”

James grimaced at the sight.

“Jesus..”

He muttered under his breath.

“Yeah, it bit half my foot off in one go, wasn’t a very fun experience.”

She said with an air of mild embarrassment.

“I can’t imagine it was nearly as bad as whatever got you stuck without an eye.”

Dawn commented, glancing over to Aiden, who scoffed.

“Wasn’t just my eye, fucked up my back and hand too, now it’s always trembling a bit.”

Aiden said as he raised his right hand, which shook slightly. James raised an eyebrow, he hadn’t noticed before. Then again, the movements were subtle.

“You think that’s bad? I still got a chunk of my arm missing from an attack from an infected.”

Jasmine chimed in.

“And Scarlett? She went years without sunlight.”

She added on the red head’s behalf, who mantained her silence.

“I’m still pretty fucked up about what happened yesterday.”

James admitted.

“I get that, it’s never easy killing the first time.”

Jasmine said sympathetically.

“Tell me about it, I was forced to kill one of my best friends and didn’t even get a moment to process the ordeal before I was right back to fighting for my life again.”

Aiden said with a scoff, causing Jasmine to let out a whistle.

“Well, I think we got a winner.”

She announced sarcastically.

“Yeah.. I love animals with everything I have, but since the outbreak.. I’ve had no choice but to start eating meat.”

Dawn murmured, sounding as if she’d been forced to kill her own child.

“I don’t think giving up veganism is comparable to killing somebody.”

Jasmine pointed out with an eye roll.

“Yeah, but it still hurt.”

Dawn grumbled bitterly. James sighed, of course when he tried to tell the others how much what he did hurt they just had to treat it like a competition. He looked away, staring off into space as the group continued about their conversation, Dawn and Jasmine debating the morality of eating animals, while Scarlett came up to Aiden, sitting down next to him and muttering something. James’ interest piqued, and he began to listen to the conversation, trying not to seem as if he was eavesdropping.

“W-will it bite me?”

Scarlett asked timidly, eyeing Frank as he sat in Aiden’s palm.

“No, he’s nice, trust me.”

He reassured gently, taking her hand and putting the spider into her palm. Scarlett tensed as it crawled around a bit before jumping back onto Aiden, who chuckled.

“I guess he’s a bit introverted.”

“I- I think he’s cool..”

Scarlett murmured.

“I think.. I- uhm.. do you..”

She trailed, stumbling over her words.

“I’m sorry- I’m not g-good at this kind of stuff.”

“No, no, it’s okay.”

“I just wanted to- I..”

She stammered, tearing up a bit as she struggled to speak.

“I’m sorry, I- I haven’t talked to people in a long time..”

“No, don’t apologize, it’s okay.”

Aiden insisted to the red head, who started picking at the skin around her nail beds once more. James looked away, feeling as if he was invading the conversation somehow.

“Oh, I wanted to give you something.”

Dawn spoke up, fishing something out of her pocket. James raised an eyebrow as she scooted towards him, feeling a small blush form on his cheeks as she took his hand into her own.

“It isn’t much but you’ve done a lot for us these past few days and I just wanted to give you little something. As a thanks.”

She explained as she deposited a small box into his hand. He raised an eyebrow, opening it to find it was filled with nearly wrapped candies. He hummed, unwrapping one and popping it into his mouth, savoring the burst of artificial sweetness he hadn’t experienced in a long time.

“Thanks, it’s been.. forever since I’ve had anything like this. I was never big on candy and stuff before the outbreak but honestly, I’d kill for any kind of dessert.”

He admitted with a sigh. Opening his mouth to speak once more, he was interrupted by a familiar, obnoxious voice.

“Look what we found!”

Yul excitedly announced as he and the others returned.

“What?”

James asked, already fed up with his mere existence. Yul smirked, pulling something out of one of the bags, a pistol.  The group let out collective gasps. The only places left with guns were raider clans and large communities, they’d taken them all once the outbreak began, leaving everyone else to get creative with their weapons.

“How many are there?”

Jasmine immediately asked, bolting to her feet as her lover gave a sheepish look.

“..Three.”

He admitted.

“But it’s still a much better way of defending ourselves against raiders!”

He quickly added.

“You’ve had encounters with raiders here?”

James asked, noticing in the corner of his eye how Aiden cringed at the mention of them.

“Yeah.. a few months back a small group of them came in and tried to take over the place, we lost five people before we drove them out.”

Jasmine explained solemnly, and James felt a twinge of sympathy for the Australian, he could only imagine how crushing it was for her to lose so many lives, lives she was responsible for protecting. Quickly, she snapped back to a more cheery demeanor at the news.

“Let’s take them back to our cart, did you find bullets too?”

She asked as she, Shawn, Katie, and Sadie went off with the newly retrieved supplies, the ladder two seeming eager to run off. James looked back to Yul, before his eyes widened.

“What the fuck happened to your face?!”

He asked, watching as his friend felt at the black eye he had gotten since leaving.

“That fatass dropped a bag on my head.”

He grumbled, prompting James to burst into a fit of laughter.

“My God- that’s fucking awesome!”

“Yeah, it was really awesome when me and Shawn had to hold him back from gouging her eyes out.”

Hunter grumbled, looking over to Aiden, eyes widening at the tarantula on his thigh.

“You have a-“

“Is that a fucking tarantula?!”

Yul screeched, pulling out an arrow to swat Frank off of Aiden’s leg, before swiftly impaling him. Aiden’s eyes widened and jaw dropped, Dawn letting out a sharp gasp.

“You killed him!”

Aiden exclaimed, face painted with both rage and grief.

“It was going to bite you, you should be thanking me!”

“Don’t call him ‘it’- he has a name you asshole!”

Aiden yelled back as he pulled the arrow out of Frank’s body and gently lifted him up, holding him close as he squirmed around for a few seconds, then died. Aiden let out a small, devastated squeak as his new companion perished in his arms. (That’s right Isabel, I killed your fucking spider)

“What the fuck is wrong with you?! You killed him!”

“You mean her?”

Aiden’s rage turned to confusion as Hunter spoke up.

“Huh?”

“I had a pet tarantula in middle school, the males are more slender, that’s a female.”

There was a long, tense silence before Aiden spoke again.

“I’ve been misgendering her this whole time?!”

“Oh no..”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

He demanded, turning to Dawn.

“I kind of just assumed-“

“You’re a monster!”

Aiden screeched, whipping his head back in Yul’s direction.

“You knew that thing for half a day at most, chill out.”

Aiden opened his mouth, then closed it.

“I never had a pet before, okay? Why did you even kill her in the first place?!”

“Aren’t spiders poisonous? I thought it was gonna bite you, you should be thanking me for looking out for you and being such a good friend.”

Yul replied with a roll of his eyes. Aiden looked back to the dead arachnid in his hands, and sniffed.

“You’re a fucking asshole.”

He grumbled.

“Are you seriously crying over this?”

“I’ve never had a pet before, shut up!”

Hunter gave Aiden a small pat on the back before the two left together, presumably to go burry the poor thing.

 

“Tommorow?”

Shawn repeated, confused by the question.

“You just got here!”

“I know but..”

Aiden began, sighing.

“I seriously need to find someone and I seriously need to get going to find them! I don’t want to get attached to this place and I don’t want to be by myself again if the others decide they want to stay.”

“Aiden, you’ve done so much for us in such short time, we’d be more than okay with you and your friends making a home here!”

“That isn’t an option! I- look, we need to get going as soon as possible. Alright?”

Shawn sighed, putting a hand on the younger man’s shoulder.

“Fine. You can leave tommorow morning, but we’re not sending you off empty handed, not after everything you’ve done for us.”

“But-“

“Don’t argue with me, there are dangers everywhere and we will help you and your friends out to face them.”

“..Fine.”

“You’re always welcome here if you change your mind, remember that. Okay?”

Aiden nodded.

“Thanks, for everything.”

He said with a small smile as he went inside his train cart to go sleep. Shawn sighed, turning on his heel and making his way back to his own to finally get some sleep.

 

He wasn’t sure how late it was when he returned to the train cart he and Jasmine shared, but he must have been talking with Aiden for a while if his lover’s sleeping form was anything to go by. He couldn’t help but smile softly as he opened their makeshift door, and carefully closed it behind him, removing his shoes and coat before he approached the bed. Jasmine’s hair was out of its usual ponytail, the silky locks shining slightly under the dim light of the candle on their night stand. Jasmine was fast asleep by now, her chest rising and falling at a uniform pace, her expression calm and peaceful. Bending down slightly, he reached a hand down, caressing her cheek gently.

His beloved, even in her sleep, leaned into the affectionate gesture, seeming almost disappointed when he pulled his hand away so he could get into bed with her. Careful not to wake her, he climbed in next to her, getting comfortable beneath their shared blankets. He stared long and hard at his gorgeous lover, slightly concerned. She’d been sick recently, she was more fatigued than usual, with spikes of nausea, and.. something else she wouldn’t tell him. He knew for a fact there was something else at play, that she was hiding something from him. He could always tell when his lover was hiding something from him. But, on the other hand, he trusted that whatever it was she was keeping from him, she had a good reason for doing so.

He hadn’t even realized she’d awoken until she rolled over to face him, he must’ve woken her up by accident. He mentally kicked himself for disturbing her, but she didn’t seem to mind too much. They stared at each other for a while, the silence not awkward, but strangely comfortable. Silences with Jasmine always were, that was one of the many things that set her apart from every other person he knew, she was just so easy to get along with. Easy to look at, easy to talk to, easy to love.

 

“You’re smarter than people give you credit for, have I ever told you that?”

Jasmine spoke up, breaking the silence. Shawn raised an eyebrow at the statement.

“What do you mean?”

Jasmine shrugged, inching closer to her beloved.

“Well..”

She trailed, thinking of the best way to put her feelings into words.

“Everyone used to think you were crazy, your fears about the apocalypse, but.. you were right all along.”

Jasmine gave a short chuckle.

“I can’t even count how many times the research you did for years beforehand saved my life. People always treated you as ridiculous but now.. the place you helped to build is one of the few safe havens for miles.”

Jasmine gave an earnest smile.

“I always hated how nobody took you seriously, to a degree some people still don’t.”

Shawn nodded, recalling how his reputation on total drama followed him into his adult life, even now people were sometimes still skeptical to the validity of his words, it never ceased to drive him crazy with frustration.

“I think.. even you believe it too, to a certain degree.”

Now that caught Shawn off guard, he blinked once, then again, giving Jasmine an intuitive stare.

“Go on.”

“I mean.. it’s just that you never take yourself seriously. You’re self deprecating jabs and jokes, the way you hide your emotions around everyone else… even around me.”

Jasmine took his hand into hers.

“I can’t remember the last time I saw you cry, or the last time you seeked comfort, you just bottle all these feelings away, and I can tell you’re hurting, how much the responsibilities of running this town is getting to you. I hate seeing you suffer in silence like this.”

Jasmine continued with a solemn expression that made Shawn feel guilty, even if he wasn’t the only one hiding stuff.

“Please..”

Jasmine pleaded with a heavy sigh.

“Just talk to me, tell me what’s going on.”

 

Shawn considered her request long and hard before giving in with a sigh of his own.

“I feel weak.”

He admitted.

“It’s just.. there were so many times I’ve failed as a leader, failed to help people. Just yesterday there was a whole little camp of fucking cannibals a few hours away and I didn’t even know about it! By the time we found out half the captives were already dead, that man’s leg was mutilated, that little girl was traumatized, and that woman was widowed! If I had just known a little earlier, I could have done something! Instead, four random guys had to practically do it for us! I was such an incompetent leader that I couldn’t even do anything to help those people, it was four random men with no ties to us! If I had known earlier I could have saved those people before they were hurt and killed, but I didn’t! Time and time again whether it be against infected, raiders, drought, I’ve failed to protect the people I’m responsible for! I’m an irresponsible leader, I don’t deserve these people!”

Shawn’s voice cracked, and he looked away.

“I don’t deserve you..”

There was a long silence, before Jasmine reached her free hand up, and gently turned Shawn’s face so he was looking at her.

“We’re both equally responsible. You can’t put all this blame on just yourself. It isn’t your fault. Neither of us were qualified to run a community when this all started, but you refused to give up. Despite everything that’s happened over these years you never faltered. You’re not weak for having your own shortcomings, for failing every now and then, we all do. What matters is that never once have you given up on everything we built because you knew that we still needed to keep going and keep helping as best we could. You aren’t a bad leader, or a bad husband, and you’re not weak. You’re human.”

Jasmine’s gaze held a deep sympathy, and immense love. Shawn found himself turning a but red, blushing as if he were a teenager all over again, as if he was gazing at the most strong and gorgeous woman in the world for the first time again, realizing what love really was all over again. Shawn’s expression softened into a smile.

“Thank you..”

He whispered, leaning forward until their foreheads were touching.

“Jasmine?”

“Yeah?”

“What have you been hiding from me?”

Shawn suppressed a shudder at the way her expression plummeted.

“What do you mean?”

“Jasmine, I’m your husband, I know you. And I know when you’re hiding something from me, you’ve been sick lately, more tired, you’ve had a strange appetite.. you’re just acting strange. Please, whatever it is you can tell me.”

Shawn pleaded, squeezing her hand for emphasis.

“Please. Just tell me What it is. I told you what was wrong with me, it’s only fair you do the same.”

Jasmine sighed, and sat up, Shawn soon following suit.

“I wanted it to be a surprise..”

She began, staring down.

“I’m not sick, Shawn, far from it...”

Jasmine trained, a smile slowly but surely growing on her face.

“I’m pregnant.”

 

(Why you should give a fuck, I dunno. But I’m the author and I say you should care about these two so care.)

 


WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

The only fun I had making this boring ahh chapter 


https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7435473198470155550?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7425907073838269998

 

 

Notes:

I don’t care I never gave you a reason to give a flying fuck about most of these characters, I’m the author so therefore you care about the struggles of someone who’s only been around for a chapter.

Chapter 35: Help (27)

Summary:

James is feeling under the weather as both him and Aiden are forced to confront their recent traumas, one learning how to ask for help and process in a healthy way and the other not so much.

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, angst, PTSD, mentions of rape/sexual assault, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

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(This chapter sucks an absolute ass but I need to get back on schedule so.. the chapters for a bit may feel rushed or just straight up be bad. It’s a sacrifice that is only to your detriment and therefore one I am willing to make/j. Seriously tho, keep your expectations low.)

 

 

Aiden glanced over his shoulder as he walked away from Shawn, headed for the train cart he shared with James, Yul, and Hunter.. among many others who’s names he couldn’t be bothered to remember. He carefully opened the makeshift door, sighing slightly as he was met with the familiar chorus of snores, muffled conversations, and quiet sleep talking. He maneuvered around the maze of bodies, careful not to accidentally disturb or wake anyone. Finally, he made it to the small mattress he shared with James, carefully climbing into the makeshift bed beside him, back turned to his friend. He lay for a few moments, staring at the wall as he did his best to fall asleep, the haziness eventually dominating his mind as he closed his eyes and slipped into a dream.

 

Blood.

All around Aiden was slick, red blood dripping from every surface.

He blinked, looking at his surroundings, a simple hallway devoid of any windows, doors, or furniture. The wallpaper was peeled and the surface beneath cracked, blood oozing from the impurities. He breathed heavily, the disgusting metallic stench of the liquid invading his lungs as he took a step forward, followed by another, until he was running. He didn’t get far before he fell, crashing into the puddle of his sins as hands and faces reached up from the pool of red liquid, grabbing and clawing at him, expressions twisted in pain as they screamed. He fell back, hardly able to breathe, chest heaving as he struggled to scream along with them, pouring all of his might into his voice, but the only thing that came out were small, high pitched yelps and whimpers, barely even audible.

The laughter was the next thing he registered, low, mocking laughter as more hands grasped onto his body from behind him, keeping him in place. He squirmed, screaming even more now, but still nothing came out, his voice failed him as he shrieked and cried out for help, as he tried to anyway. He squirmed, twisting his body in every possible direction, but it was no use, he was stuck in place. Pain came to him in short, stinging bursts as nails dug mercilessly into his wrists, burrowing into his flesh relentlessly. His fear only intensified as a few of the hands began to roam around his body, leaving sharp painful scratches as they continued dragging him down. He squeezed his eyes shut, beginning to tremble as new wounds appeared all over his body.

“Stop it-!”

He meant to scream, but it only came out a pathetic whisper. Both the laughing and screaming intensified on volume and abundance as he felt a hand wrap his neck and begin to choke him. He shrieked, finally finding his voice as the hands used his body to drag themselves out from the pool, of blood, twisted versions of people he once knew, rotting and contorting in ways that should have been impossible. Rosa, Sofia, Tess, Maggie, Lake.. his father and sister. They were grabbing at him, screaming and begging him to help them. Aiden cried out, squirming even more as he struggled for both breath and for freedom, the stench of rot stifling the air. He looked over his shoulders, searching for the source of the laughter to find more familiar faces, the two men from the alleyway that Kai and Maggie had saved him from, the two men who’d attempted to rape him. He froze up in primal terror as they laughed at him, continuing to choke and grab at him, one of their hands tugging at the waistline of his pants. He turned back to the bodies before him, watching in abject horror as they crawled towards him, latching onto his form as they continued to beg for help. His heart slammed against his ribs, beating with a furious intensity as Rosa tugged at his right leg, dragging him deeper into the pool of blood she had emerged from. His father soon joined her, followed by Sofia and Lynette, dragging him down deeper and deeper. He squirmed, struggling for freedom as a new voice joined the laughter, that of a woman’s. He let out a scream loud enough to wake the dead as Riya emerged, using his legs as anchors to lift herself up into the surface. The bottom half of her body was gone, intestines spilling onto his lap as she climbed onto him, laughing like a madwoman as he was dragged beneath the surface. (Can you tell I’m only good at drawing horror and not writing it? Well you can now.)

 

And then he woke up.

His body jolted upright with a sharp gasp, his nightmare fueled adrenaline fading as he looked at his surroundings. He was in the train cart, James sleeping soundly next to him, as was everyone else. It was just a dream, he was perfectly fine. He panted slightly, still trembling in fear as a bead of sweat dripped down his forehead, still shaken up by the horrible nightmare. Struggling to compose himself, he stood up and exited the cart, only making it a few steps forward before he collapsed onto the ground, body shaking not from the cold, but from fear.

He took a trembling breath, inhaling and exhaling with laborious effort, cursing his mind for subjecting him to such a horrible nightmare. He slumped against the wall, slouching in a semi-fetal position. Before the outbreak when he had a nightmare or was scared he had his teddy bear to cling onto, when he’d had Lake, Rosa, and Sofia he would hold onto one of them for comfort, but right now he no one and nothing to hold, he was alone, that revelation only served to make him feel worse. He jumped as he felt a hand on his shoulder, instantly regretting his reaction when he saw Scarlett stagger away from him, seeming almost frightened.

“I- I’m sorry I didn’t mean to.. I..”

She stammered, pulled at her sleeve.

“No, no, it’s ok. You just startled me is all.”

Aiden said, gesturing for her to come sit next to him. She hesitated a bit, before walking back towards him again and plopping down against the wall next to him.

“Why are you outside so late?”

“I just- couldn’t sleep, you?”

“Nightmare.”

Aiden admitted sheepishly. An awkward silence stretched on for a few moments as the two sat next to each other, thinking of what to say next.

“I have nightmares too.”

Scarlett suddenly said, making Aiden raise an eyebrow.

“About what? If you don’t mind me asking.”

Scarlett pondered for a few moments, debating how to word what she would say next.

“My brother. I still can’t remember his name, I- I can barely remember his face..”

At that, Aiden nodded in understanding, giving a small sigh.

“Sometimes I have trouble forgetting what my mom looked like.”

He confessed, fidgeting with his sleeve a bit. The two shared in silence for a while more, not as awkward this time so much as it was.. comforting, to know he wasn’t the only one.

“I- I think he had.. green eyes like mine but.. his hair was darker. Or.. or were his eyes blue…?

Scarlett muttered to herself thoughtfully.

“My mom had brown hair and eyes, I think she was short like me, and..”

“And what?”

Aiden thought for a few moments.

“That’s most of what I remember, she..”

Aiden paused, sighing to himself.

“She had a nice smile.”

Aiden finished, it’d been years since he’d seen his mother alive, and years since he’d seen a picture of her. Her face pained him growing up and even as a young adult, he didn’t have pictures of her on his phone, any photos of her would be with his father, but he hadn’t retrieved any when the outbreak happened, he never wanted to return to his childhood home again, he never wanted to be met with decomposing bodies rather than hugs and open arms. Now he regretted never keeping photos of her on his phone or in his apartment. He hated that he was starting to forget more and more about her with each passing day.

 

“You sure you have everything?”

Shawn asked for what must have been the millionth time, Aiden gave a playful roll of his eyes as he and the others prepared to leave.

“Yes, we’ve got it all covered.”

Aiden reassured, Jasmine and Shawn had been kind enough to lend the group some things to help on their travels, including the rusty red racer wagon they’d used to haul supplies to and from the bunker, a convenient way of holding their backpacks and other things for them while they walked, of course, they still had their weapons strapped to their bodies in case of an altercation. And of course, they’d put Yul in charge of hauling the wagon around solely because they found both the sight of it and the fact it pissed him off to be mildly amusing. Aiden glanced up from the wagon in question as, out of the corner of his eye, Shawn passed something to Hunter, a strange metal card attached to a chain, the thing having carvings and indents on it, pointing to each of the peculiar designs and explaining their purpose, before Hunter put it around his neck, and slid it beneath his hoodie. Aiden shrugged, paying it no mind as he finished using a square they’d cut off of a black tarp and wrapping it around their belongings to hide them from onlookers and keep them dry and safe from the elements, securing rocks on top of it for good measure, keeping the thing from blowing away. He looked up, smiling as James approached him followed by Yul, who quickly turned his expression into a scowl. He was still pissed off about the previous day’s events after all.

“You got everything packed up?”

“Yes, you’ve made sure to check three times now, I’m pretty sure we have everything. Where were you two anyway?”

“Sadie apologized to Yul for dropping the bag on his head expecting an apology back for insulting her but instead he called her a bitch.. so she punched him again.”

He answered, gesturing to Yul’s black eye now swollen shut.

“Hey, now we match.”

“Shut the fuck up.”

Yul grumbled, looking away.

“I’m starting to think you’re more upset about losing a fight to a woman than you are losing a fight to begin with.”

“Come on, I had no chance against that ogre! She’s three times the normal size, she could probably eat one of you and still be hungry!”

“You shouldn’t say stuff like that.”

“But it’s true!”

“No, it isn’t.”

Aiden repeated, starting to get annoyed as he turned to look up at James.

“How on Earth did you put up with him for so long?”

At that, the Brazilian merely shrugged.

“He’s a surprisingly good medic.”

He answered simply. Aiden rolled his eyes, standing up straight and stretching his arms, it was still very early in the morning, the air cool and crisp against their skin.

“Don’t think you’re leaving us quite yet!”

Jasmine shouted as her and Dawn walked up to the group, Dawn holding a cylinder shaped bag and Jasmine a yellow folder, the kind you would find in an office.

“A spare camping tent, in case you find yourselves stuck outside at night.”

Dawn explained, awkwardly trying to shove the bag underneath the tarp and into the wagon with their other belongings.

“Please, this is too much-”

James spoke up, putting both hands up in front of him.

“It’s the least we could do, you practically saved us from starving!”

Dawn insisted, struggling to fit the bag into the wagon.

“And one more thing,”

Jasmine began, handing James the folder, which he opened to see a map of sorts, accompanied by many sheets of paper consisting of coordinates and notes.

“We’ve spent months making a map, we’ve used every radio broadcast that mentioned another community to try and pinpoint they’re locations, sometimes we got lucky when he’d mention coordinates for certain places while on the air. This is what we’ve got so far and we want you to have it.”

James’ eyes widened into saucers, at a loss for words.

“You can’t be serious, this is way too valuable to just give away!”

Aiden spoke up, reaching for the folder to return it to Jasmine before she gently but firmly pulled his hand away.

“Don’t worry, this isn’t the only one we have.”

Aiden gave a confused look, prompting the older woman to continue.

“I was telling the truth when I said we’d been working on a map and notes for months but when I heard you were leaving I copied down everything we knew onto separate pieces of paper to give to you. Figured it was the least we could do for you after everything you’ve done for us.”

She explained, making James give a small sigh of relief.

“Why didn’t you just lead with that?”

Aiden asked, annoyed that he’d been made to panic thinking he’d been given something so precious to an entire community.

“Because it’s funny.”

Jasmine answered with a shrug, smirking a bit as Dawn finally got the camping tent to fit with the rest of the group’s belongings, neatly placing the stones back over the tarp.

“Oh, and right here,”

Jasmine began, pointing to a specific page in the folder.

“Those are our coordinates, you ever need us or want to visit-“

“Or stay!”

Shawn interjected from the distance, making his wife roll her eyes.

“Or stay, then here’s where you go.”

James smirked, reaching under the tarp and tucking the folder into his backpack.

“I appreciate it, although, it’d take forever to get here on foot from wherever we might be in the future.”

“Yeah, the only ones left with cars are the raider clans and the big communities, the rest of us are basically like sitting ducks.”

She grumbled, crossing her arms.

“Not the sailors!”

Dawn interjected, making Aiden arch a brow.

“Who are they?”

“We heard about them on the radio, a couple communities that made home in ferries and cruise ships, there’s a lot of people living there but it’s a bit dangerous since they never really leave the docks, I think one of them got invaded by raiders at some point.”

James cringed at that.

“God help whoever was on board when that happened..”

He muttered, Aiden couldn’t help but grimace at the mention of raiders, they were a touchy subject for him of course after his encounter with the two Kai and Maggie had saved him from. He gripped tightly onto his sleeve, skin suddenly feeling a bit itchy before James put a hand on his shoulder.

“You okay?”

He asked, making Aiden snap back to reality, and nod.

“Yeah, just zoned out for a bit there.”

He muttered as Shawn, Hunter, and Scarlett approached them.

“You’re positive you don’t wanna stay?”

Shawn asked for the bajillionth time.

“We could really use your help around here and you’re all better off settling down in a community, it’s safer for you to stay.”

“We’re sure.”

Aiden swiftly answered with a nod.

“But we’ll make sure to visit.”

Shawn sighed.

“If you say so man, try not to die out there. Okay?”

“No promises.”

Aiden half joked as the older man pulled him into a hug, the two groups exchanged goodbye hugs with the exception of Yul because, well he was Yul, as well as Scarlett who stood awkwardly to the side. After they’d finished exchanging goodbyes, Scarlett nervously approached Aiden, before pulling him into a sudden and tight hug.

“I’ll miss you.”

She murmured as Aiden hugged her back.

“I’ll visit soon, be strong. Okay?”

Scarlett nodded as she pulled away from the hug, frowning as Aiden’s hand left hers, and he and his friends set off.

 

(For the record, no, Scarlett doesn’t have a crush on Aiden. Just throwing it out there because I feel like someone might interpret it that way.)

 

It only took one day for things to go to shit.

They had left in the early morning and walked until it was dark before they finally reached the nearest city, and wasted no time hiding in the first abandoned apartment they found. Really, it was a miracle they weren’t attacked by anything or anyone.

The first thing Aiden registered when he woke up was a pained groan. Rubbing his eyes and looking to his left, he could see James practically curled in on himself, clutching either side of his head. Aiden blinked, before putting a concerned hand on his friend’s shoulder.

“Are you okay..?”

He asked, earning a small sigh.

“I’m fine, just feeling a bit sick.”

“You sure? You look like you’re dying, what’s going on?”

After a few moments of silence, James gave in to telling the truth.

“I have chronic migraines, usually I can tell when I’ll get one but.. this one just came out of nowhere.”

He muttered.

“What do you mean, chronic?”

James sighed a second time, clearly annoyed thanks to both his pain and having to explain.

“Severe. Sometimes they’re so bad I can’t get out of bed.”

Aiden cringed.

“And is now one of those times?”

“Well, I feel like dying so yeah, probably is.”

He ground out through gritted teeth, he felt a little bad for being rude but he couldn’t help but be irritable.

“Anything I can do?”

“Yeah, I have my prescription with the other medicine, I keep taking it from pharmacies when this happens.”

Aiden nodded along as James relayed the name of the medication he took, and began digging through the bags, causing Yul and Hunter to stir awake.

“What are you doing?”

Hunter asked, his voice still carrying the weight of a freshly broken slumber.

“Where’d Yul put the medicine?”

“It’s in my bag.”

The Korean answered groggily. Aiden gave a quick ‘thanks’ rummaging through the pill bottles for what felt like an eternity.

“I can’t find it.”

Aiden stated, arching a confused brow.

“Just keep looking.”

“It’s not in here.”

“Yes it is.”

“No, it’s not.”

Yul groaned, getting up and storming towards Aiden, snatching the bag from his hand, after rummaging through it himself he turned red with embarrassment.

“Did you seriously forget it?”

James demanded, looking like he would have strangled the man if he weren’t in too much pain to stand up.

“Sorry.”

Yul muttered disingenuously, pulling out a bottle of painkillers.

“Can’t you just take a bunch of these? It’ll get the job done either way.”

“Sure, whatever.”

James now had a death grip on his sheets, as if imagining that instead of tugging on cloth he was ripping Yul’s hair out. Aiden sighed, standing up.

“I can try and find a pharmacy and see if they have any left, you two take care of him.”

“Are you sure you’re okay going by yourself?”

Hunter asked as he slipped his mask on.

“I’m sure, I know what I’m doing. I’ll be fine.”

“You don’t have to go alone, it could be dangerous. Besides, I can just take a bunch of painkillers instead.”

James spoke up, the irritation no longer present in his tone.

“I’m telling you guys, I’ll be fine.”

Aiden insisted as he got himself ready to go out into the streets, grabbing a tote bag and making sure to carry his axe by hand rather than keep it strapped to his back as usual.

“Just be safe.”

James murmured, covering more of his body in blankets. Aiden nodded.

“I’ll be back soon, by dark at the latest.”

With that, Aiden walked out, shutting the door behind him. James sighed, burying his face in pillows in a vain effort to suppress the pain.

It was going to be a long day.

 

Aiden made his way through the near empty streets, occupied only by the occasional survivor and standard animals wandering about. Axe clutched tightly in hand he searched the streets, hoping for any sign of a pharmacy or anywhere else he could get useful supplies. He was only partially telling the truth earlier, he really just needed an excuse to go to a pharmacy. He had to admit though, he almost regretted going alone, if there was one thing Aiden hated the most it was being by himself. The eerie silence, the constant need to look over his shoulder, the feeling of world crushing vulnerability, he hated it, despised it. Things never ended well when he was alone, something always went wrong.

Clutching his axe a bit tighter he thought back to the previous day, to the nightmare he’d had. He shuddered, trying as best he could to push the awful memories out of his head. Inhaling deeply and letting out an equally long exhale, he continued down the street, composing himself, even smiling a bit as a dragon fly flew past a few feet away. It was a nice day, he had to admit, it was cool and a bit foggy, but not quite gloomy nor cold. It must be autumn now, he figured. It was a nice change of pace from summer’s searing heat, the air now crisp and refreshing rather than hot and stagnant. The weather made him appreciate the way his hair seemed to wrap around and cling to his neck, as if to warm him. Soon though, he was torn from his thoughts as he bumped into someone, staggering back a few feet.

“Hey, hey, hey! Put the axe down!

A man immediately demanded, as he pulled out his own weapon. Aiden froze, going slack-jawed both from the sudden conflict and the dirty, mid length blonde hair the man possessed.

“I’m not-“

Aiden stammered, taking another step back away from the man, it wasn’t him, he knew it, but they looked so similar..

“I’m not a raider- I-I’m just looking for medicine!”

Aiden quickly said as he backed up a few more feet away from the man and his knife. His grip around his axe only tightened as he stared the man down, shuddering slightly, he felt vulnerable, alone. All of a sudden he was trapped again, he was afraid now.

“Why should I believe you? You came at me with an axe!”

“I didn’t mean to, I..”

Aiden trailed, his breathing becoming more heavy, the resemblance was uncanny but it wasn’t him, they had such different voices, and different weapons too.

“I- I didn’t notice you.”

Aiden finally said, the man considered him at length, gaze falling to Aiden’s face, and his bad eye. His expression softened a bit, probably assuming Aiden was almost if not completely blind from the injury and hadn’t bumped into him simply because he was distracted by his own thoughts, which Aiden was perfectly inclined to let the man believe. There were a few more moments of silence before the man sighed.

“Just be more careful next time, someone might kill you on the spot if they think you’re attacking them.”

Aiden nodded nervously as the man walked off away from him. He stood by himself in silence for a few moments, blinking away the initial shock. Taking a deep breath, he took another look around before continuing on.

 

James flopped back onto bed, chest still heaving.

“That’s the second time he’s thrown up, this is serious!”

Hunter said to Yul as he handed James a paper towel they’d found in the kitchen to wipe his face with. It was a miserable day so far, his head had been pounding unbearably, and since the world seemed to especially despise him lately he’d had horrible nausea accompanying his migraine, so no matter his much medicine he took it didn’t do anything to help since he couldn’t keep anything down without throwing up. To make matters worse, the entire apartment now smelled of vomit since they couldn’t wash the small trash can he’d been throwing up into and opening windows had almost no effect.

“Should we give him more painkillers?”

Hunter asked, snapping James back to reality.

“No, he’ll just throw them up again and medicine is valuable, we can’t waste it! He just needs to sleep it off.”

James almost scoffed, as if sleeping it off was so easy when it felt like someone was using rusty nails to give him a lobotomy.

“And it smells awful in here, I’m stepping outside!”

With that, Yul stood up, and stormed off towards the door.

“Hey- come back here! I need your help!”

Hunter called after, following Yul out of the apartment. James sighed, admittedly enjoying the newfound silence left behind in the absence of his companions. He burried himself deeper beneath his blankets and further into his mattress, the comforting warmth somewhat distracting him from the throbbing in his head. He closed his eyes, attempting to ‘sleep it off’ as Yul had advised, but the pounding in his head didn’t relent. With a frustrated groaned, he rolled over, opening his eyes once more, freezing in place the moment he did.

Her figure was illuminated by the open window, her form standing near the wall opposite to James. His eyes widened as they stared into the lifeless gaze of a woman whose name he didn’t even know. He glanced down at the sound of a plip, seeing drop after drop of blood fall onto the floor. He looked back up to meet her gaze as she stared blankly back at him, choking slightly on her own blood as it leaked from both her mouth and neck. James’ paralysis intensified as he spotted a maggot slowly but surely crawl out of her wound, more following it, burrowing themselves in and out of dead, rotting flesh. He couldn’t take it anymore chest heaving as he rolled over and vomited into the garbage can, half expecting to see maggots of his own writhing in the puddle of filth. He fell back onto the bed, having a near panic attack at this point. It was the man now who stood before him now, same dead eyes, blank face, rotted flesh, all of it. He didn’t need to roll over again to know they stood at either side of him. Curling in on himself, he put his hands back to his head, trembling slightly.

“I’m sorry..”

He whispered desperately, chest heaving and body trembling as he squeezed his eyes shut as tightly as he could manage to.

“God, I’m sorry.”

 

Aiden stepped carefully around the chunks of broken glass, looking around he saw, just as expected, empty shelves. It was no surprise to him that the pharmacy had been so thoroughly looted, all that really was left were the aisles themselves. Sighing, he continued into the store, searching on and beneath each shelf he saw, snatching up the occasional bottle of painkillers or nausea pills. After a while of searching, he furrowed his brows at the lack of results, that was until he reached a door labeled ‘employees only’. He raised an eyebrow, taking a step forward and trying at the handle, locked. He took a step back, thinking of a way to get in, where he would find a key. That was, until, he remembered he had an axe strapped to his back that could get the job done in five minutes or less. Feeling like a complete idiot, he pulled his weapon out, and took careful aim. It took a few swings before he got inside, pulling a small flashlight from his pocket, he scanned the room. It was a miracle he’d gotten to it first.

“Jackpot!”

He announced to himself as he found what he was looking for, quickly stashing away the pill bottles. He kept searching the room like a kid in a candy store (get it? because I work at one?) until he came across the other thing he’d been looking for, greedily snatching every bottle in the room, before pausing for a moment. He already took enough to last him many, many months but taking all of them might be a bit overboard, another guy might need them too. He sighed, pushing the thought to the back of his mind as he collected more bottles, the guilt progressively eating away at him before he let out a frustrated groan.

“Fine.”

He muttered bitterly, putting a few bottles back, leaving ten behind. Someone better need those damn pills or he just let them go to waste. He looked into the tote bag he’d brought along to carry what he found, and back into the surrounding shelves, snatching up rubbing alcohol, bandages, medical tape, disinfectant, gloves, first aid kits, everything he could find. Of course, being who he was, he did leave some behind for the hypothetical future survivors who may need the supplies too. He looked back into the bag and smiled, more than happy with his handiwork, it seemed luck was finally on his side. Glancing around one last time for anything else that could be of use, he made his way out of the room and out of the pharmacy, headed back to the others. He thought for a few moments as he strolled down the sidewalk, it was empty now, the man from earlier seemed long gone. He looked around at the signs and ads for businesses, at the faded pictures of models displayed alongside mannequins stripped of their clothing. He looked back ahead of him, smiling slightly at the colorful advertisements for a new ice cream flavor displayed outside of a parlor, the window showing to the world an overly excited little girl with a wide smile as she held a cone in one hand, the other reaching above her arm towards the sky, as if the sheer deliciousness of the treat was enough to make her cheer.

He chuckled to himself, but it soon faded as he continued staring in her permanently joyful eyes, eyes that belonged to a child who was most likely long dead by now. He looked inside the building, grimacing at two skeletons that lay on the floor, his grimace only deepening as he noticed one was particularly tiny. Hesitating slightly, he opened the door and stepped inside, flinching at the jingle of a bell that signaled his arrival to nobody but a few corpses. He made his way into the parlor cautiously, trying his best to avert his gaze from the dried blood that painted the walls along with the accompanying smell of rot. He stared at the two skeletons, clearly a parent accompanying their child, memories coming back to him of his own family. Of days when his father had enough money to take him and his sister for ice cream, a rare treat for them, the way he’d smile as they excitedly picked out which flavor they wanted, and the way that he never ordered any for himself just so that the two of them could get only the most delicious sundaes to enjoy.

He caught himself tearing up slightly at the memory, he could practically taste artificially sweet ice cream and whipped cream, the banana splits that he once insisted were in fact healthy solely because they included a banana, the sprinkles that all tasted the same but were painted in the most delightful colors, the cool feeling of the refreshing dessert and the childish desperation to eat it all up once you noticed it beginning to melt, and the even more childish activity of drinking said melted ice cream and calling it a soup. He reached a hand up, wiping a tear off of his cheek as he continued staring down at the two skeletons, kneeling down before them, he honestly wasn’t sure why.

He raised an eyebrow at the smaller skeleton, which held something, he leaned forward realizing upon closer inspection that it was a stuffed teddy bear. He felt his tears intensify at the mental image of a child clutching onto their prized toy in their last moments, moments spent in pain and fear, he reached for the plush, picking it up. It’s soft fur was marred by patches of dry, crusted blood, it’s face smiling eternally. He wondered when the last time it had been held, been played with, been loved. He found himself hugging the bear, holding it close to his chest with an iron grip, letting his tears drip onto it’s fur as he stared at the child who once held this bear the same way a long time ago. He remained like that for a while, before pulling away and wiping his tears. Sniffing, he put the bear back on the floor so it lay against the skeleton, making a mental note to bury the two when he had the time. Right now James needed him. So, reluctantly, he let go, and made his way out of the parlor and back to the others.

 

“What the hell took you so long?!”

Yul demanded, pulling James out of his sleep, he groaned, opening his eyes as Aiden stepped into the apartment, locking the door before taking a few steps inside, pausing to double check that he had, in fact, locked the door.

“I found some stuff I think you’ll like.”

Aiden answered, dumping the contents of his bag out onto the floor, the group’s eyes collectively widened at the array of medicine, medical supplies, and, for whatever reason, a teddy bear that was slightly damp. Aiden quickly snatched up the plush, putting it into his backpack as Yul began to sort through the pill bottles.

“Why are there so many te-“

“Those are for me.”

Auden cut off, taking the bottle from Yul’s hand and gathering a plethora of his own pill bottles which he stuffed into his backpack, giving Yul and by extension James and Hunter a look that said ‘don’t you dare even think about asking’. Yul muttered something under his breath, before continuing to sort through the supplies, excitement replacing his usual sneer.

“Where’d you get all this stuff?”

“Back room of a pharmacy.”

Aiden answered with a shrug, looking over to James.

“You feeling any better?”

James gave a small nod, his head still hurt but he didn’t feel nauseous anymore.

“My head still hurts- mind giving me a few?”

He asked, gesturing to a bottle of painkillers, to which Yul passed him the bottle.

“Thanks.”

He muttered, taking two and popping them into his mouth, washing them down with a cool swig of water.

“Sorry I came back so late.”

Aiden said with a nod.

“With all the supplies you found I’d say it’s more than okay.”

Hunter replied, stepping towards Yul with crossed arms as he watched him sort through the items. James watched his friends for a few more minutes, until his eyelids grew heavy as he eventually drifted back into sleep.

 

Aiden stirred out of sleep at the sound of footsteps, teddy bear still clutched in his arms, he rolled over as James quietly left the apartment. He sat up, a bit confused and worried simultaneously, he stared at the door for a few moments as slowly but surely the sound of purposefully quiet sobs rang out from outside. Aiden frowned, hesitating slightly before he got up and tiptoed towards the door. Pressing his ear against it, his heart clenched at the sound of quiet sniffling and crying. He looked back to Hunter and Yul, both fast as sleep before sighing, and gently opening the door to step outside himself.

“D-did I wake you?”

James asked, quickly turning his head away from Aiden to wipe his tears.

“No, I couldn’t sleep, figured you getting up was a good excuse as any for me to do the same.”

Aiden lied, closing the door behind him before sitting down next to his friend.

“What’s wrong?”

James gave a small scoff.

“What isn’t?”

“James-“

“Just go back inside.”

“James, some on, I can tell something’s wrong.”

Aiden insisted, reaching out to out a hand on James’ shoulder, jumping when James slapped it away.

No, don’t- don’t pretend you care now! Don’t pretend to give a shit how this is affecting me! I tried telling you, on the way back, and- and the day after and you brushed me off! You coddled me like a fucking child and you all started saying how much worse you had it! Showing off your injuries, your trauma, all that bullshit! Talking about how easy I had it compared to you but it wasn’t fucking easy! I fucking killed two people! Two! And none of you seem to care, Yul’s too busy being a douchebag, Hunter spends all his time wallowing in self pity, and you keep putting us in danger so you can play hero! None of you fucking care! You’re too busy obsessing over yourselves and I’m so sick of it!”

James snapped, chest heaving and expression contorted with both anger and hurt. Aiden froze, eyes widening in surprise at the sudden outburst. James panted slightly, his features softening at Aiden’s reaction.

“I didn’t- fuck, that came out wrong. I didn’t mean it, I’m just so.. I- fuck, I’m sorry.”

“No, no, no!”

Aiden swiftly interjected, putting a gentle hand on his friend’s shoulder.

“James, it’s okay.”

“No it’s not, just go back inside! I can deal with this by myself!”

Aiden shook his head.

“No, you didn’t- I should be the one apologizing. I didn’t realize I was hurting you I- I thought that by letting you take it easy the last few days I was giving you time to process, I didn’t realize you felt coddled. It’s my fault for not helping you through this, especially when I know how hard it is to take a life. When you brought it up to Dawn, Scarlett, Jasmine and I, I shouldn’t have said what I did, I should have been there for you. I just-“

Aiden sighed deeply before continuing.

“I’ve been so caught up in my own shit lately, I don’t know what possessed me to say something so stupid back there. I thought I was helping you, I’ve had so much going on in so little time, event after event and no time to process any of it, I thought that by letting you take it easy I was doing you a favor. I guess, it felt more like I was just dismissing you and leaving you behind, huh?”

James nodded, wiping another tear away.

“..My whole life everyone’s looked to me to be the strong one, to be the man, to step up and protect everyone else and now I just feel so weak.. I feel pathetic and I lashed out and I shouldn’t have- I just really needed you guys, I know we haven’t been friends that long but you three are all I’ve got. I mean- I’m just so torn between wanting help and- and feeling like I’m pathetic for needing it in the first place. I feel so horrible for letting this affect me so much but I can’t make it go away. You guys have been doing all the work these last few days- hell, you even went out completely alone today just to get me medicine despite knowing how dangerous it was for you to do that! Meanwhile Hunter and Yul spent all day taking care of me and- I should be the one doing that, not you guys. I just feel so torn and.. I don’t even know!”

“James, it’s okay to need help. No one’s expecting you to get over this immediately-“

“But that’s the thing! I’m supposed to be the one saying that, I’m supposed to be the one telling others it’s okay to need help, I’m not supposed to be the one getting told that! I mean, you nearly died saving me and Yul when you didn’t even know us and now you’re half blind, have hand tremors and- and.. do you know how awful that makes me feel?! I want help so bad, but I also feel awful for wanting it at the same time. I’m so frustrated, and scared, and confused, and- and I don’t know what to do Aiden.”

James confessed, before burying his face in his hands and letting out a frustrated cry.

“FUCK DUDE- WHAT DO I DO?!”

He shouted, tears of both anger and pain flowing down his cheeks.

“We’ll figure this out, I promise.”

Aiden reassured, squeezing his shoulder.

“We’ll talk to Hunter and Yul in the morning and we’ll figure this out.”

James looked away shamefully, wiping tears away, avoiding his friend’s sympathetic gaze.

“Fuck man, what am I going to do..?”

“We’ll figure it out.”

Aiden repeated, pulling James into a hug.

“I promise.”

James hugged him back, no longer able to suppress his simultaneous rage and anguish as he cried into Aiden’s shoulder, holding onto him as if he were the last thing left in the world.

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

A little comic I made of the teddy bear scene 

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1858127493644824746

A sneak peek of one of the two big projects I’m working on 

https://www.instagram.com/p/DCeQvaepCMo/

 

Chapter 36: A question

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This isn’t a chapter, but an important question.

so, the infection technically doesn’t have a name (each individual type does but Alec made them up so therefore they don’t count as the official names) so I’d like to fix that. Comment your ideas for the official name of the virus and whichever one I like most (or we can do a vote) will become cannon! I want as many of you as possible to participate in this because it’s very, very important! 

Get creative! <3

Chapter 37: You guessed it, more complications!

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Normally I’d use sone excuse from my personal life to explain my absence but honestly, aside from losing my voice I’ve got nothing. I keep running into the same problem when writing discolored blood over and over and over again:

I have a shit ton of half written chapters, half made artwork and videos, and I have no clue what to do. So, this brilliant pea sized brain of mine decided to come up with a solution, that being to ask your opinion. I know that all the (probably, like, five) db readers are sick of this routine by now and yeah, I get that. I cooould use the big projects I’m working on as an excuse but no one seems to particularly care about those aside from exactly two people (you know who you are, and you know your not welcome here, and we both know I’m not referring to Charlie. GET OUT.)

Anyways, yeah, remember when we did a vote on which chapter would come after chapter three? Yeah, we’re doing that AGAIN. Here are your options:

-A chapter focusing around Lake and Anne Maria bonding (kind of?)

-The introduction of Heather, Alejandro, Duncan, Izzy, and Lucia as well as a very important new addition to the story (yes, I’m aware her and tatsu are technically the same person but I was told not to retcon Grett’s death like I wanted to for months so this is the next best option)

-Tomjake smut (with a twist)

-Ellody waking up and having a crisis as she realizes everyone she loves is fucking dead and she’s a plant now (lol)

-The introduction of two major antagonists with very unique abilities relating to the infected

-Analog horror type animatic thing to explain the aforementioned ‘very important new addition to the story’ 

-The main four kind of just.. doing stuff 

-The introduction of a much larger more advanced community 

-A civil war in an abandoned IKEA that may or may not include Tom and Jake, I haven’t decided yet 


Pick your poison, or don’t, I’ll pick it for you if there isn’t a proper vote. Anyways, love you guys!!! Bye!! 

Chapter 38: I promise (28)

Summary:

Lake reminisces on unpleasant memories as she’s faced with an unavoidable choice, one that will lead her to a life completely alien to the one she lived before.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, PTSD (kind of but not really, idk), child marriage, emotional abuse/ manipulation lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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This chapter is short as hell because my deadlines for the projects I’ve mentioned are right around the corner and I need to get that shit done on time.

 

 

Lake went down with a yelp as her body collided with the cold, unforgiving tile floor. She whimpered as she felt her body being lifted up, and set back down in her bed.

“You made it all the way!”

Zoey exclaimed with excitement for the younger girl, who let out a whine for the pain in her leg.

“Chin up, you did amazing.”

Bridgette chimed in, helping Lake lay down, pulling the covers over body as if she were a child. They’d been practicing her walk all day, having her stretch her legs too, to say she was exhausted would be an understatement. It was a normal routine for her, one they’d been doing for a while now, and one Lake wasn’t particularly fond of.

“When do you think I’ll be ready?”

She asked, a twinge of annoyance in her voice, she hated the lack of autonomy after all.

“A few days, but I’ll probably have to carry you when we hit the road again.”

Jo answered with a shrug. Lake nodded, fidgeting with the edge of her blanket.

“Where are we going?”

“To a warehouse, the four of us and some others, we work for communities.”

Lake raised an eyebrow at thar, prompting Bridgette to continue.

“You know how all the big places got cars and stuff? Well, some guys found a warehouse filled with equipment and put it to good use, we repair cars for communities and restore old ones, and other odd jobs too of course in exchange for supplies, food, water, protection, all that jazz.”

“There’s actually a few people your age there, there’s these two girls who do work for anyone who’ll have us, oh you’ll love them!”

Lake perked up at the possibility of a few friends before another thought crossed her mind.

“Well- couldn’t places just kidnap them or any of you? They’ve got vehicles, so how do you ensure safety?”

“We’ve got vehicles too, that and some high quality stuff for long range communication. Plus, the people around there have enough common sense not to try anything with us, we’ve made it clear why that’d be a stupid idea.”

Lake nodded along at Zoey’s explanation.

“Well then.. what are you doing here?”

“Nothing important, just.. deliveries.”

Zoey answered dismissively, her tone giving the impression of a secret being kept. Although, Lake didn’t pry. She nestled deeper into her bed, letting the tiredness consume her, the other women, aside from Jo, sensing the gesture and standing to leave. Zoey flicked Jo’s forehead to tell her they were leaving, which the blind woman didn’t appreciate, seeming as if she were suppressing a string of curses directed at her friend. Lake watched on, exchanging good nights before they left her alone in the room with the dog, Lulu, she’d been told was her name. She and the canine stared at one another for a while before Lake turned over, shutting her eyes to let herself rest.

 

Laughter, artificial laugher.

Lake knew it well, any child from an affluent family would. The sound of rich men and women pretending to care about each other, asking about children they could never quite remember the names of, laughing at jokes they wanted to scoff at, and eating bland, fancy food that made them want to just go home already.

Tonight was one of those nights. Personally, Lake never understood her parents or their rich friends. She’d only dare to ask once why her father was so close with these men in public, but behind closed doors say the most unsavory of things behind their backs. Building connections, he said. But she still didn’t understand. Why did her family need to build connections? They already had success and money to burn, yet they restricted themselves to this stiff, elegant life style of fake laughter, fake love, fake friends, fake everything. It was just one big game of pretend, but of course, Lake couldn’t say that. She could only think it.

“Oh, but this soup is absolutely delicious! So authentic!”

Lake snapped back to reality at the fake praises of one of mother’s companions. A woman she called her best friend, but would also call an ugly hag whenever mother had one too many drinks and Lake just so happened to be around. Resisting the urge to sigh, Lake gave a small sip of her water and looked back down at her half eaten plate in silence. She tried her best to entertain herself with her thoughts and tune out the sound of the dinner party, waiting with bated breath for the moment she’d be excused, and could finally just go to bed.

“…And your daughter, how old is she again?”

Lake looked up as she was mentioned, trying her best to look like she actually cared about this conversation.

“Oh, you mean Lake?”

Father questioned with a smile, as if he had any daughters aside from her.

“She just turned fourteen a few months ago. A bright one, our girl! We’ve gotten her the best tutors there are, she knows three languages and has an impressive understanding of math and science!”

Father bragged gesturing to her every now and then with enthusiasm he never showed her in private.

“Nice to look at too, you know I have a son just a few years older than she is, he’ll be looking for a wife soon.”

Lake froze, whipping her head around to look around her father so fast she was surprised she hadn’t snapped her own neck. The father and daughter locked eyes, one silently pleading, the other refusing to listen.

“Your youngest, right?”

Lake’s stomach dropped, her father shooting her a sharp glare at her expression, which she could only assume had turned into a horrified grimace.

“Yes, he’s quite an ambitious young man, he takes after his father!”

Mother’s ‘friend’ chimed in, earning fake chuckles from everyone but Lake. She looked to her older brother, pleading for help, the older boy returning her horrified look.

“Well- isn’t he a bit too old for her? He’s almost twenty now.”

He spoke up, earning a sharp glance from father.

“Oh, well we’ll wait a few years of course, once Lake has finished school and started a career for herself.”

“But don’t you think-“

“Don’t be like that, it’s good that we get her a husband as soon as possible. After all, I can only imagine how many boys will be fighting tooth and nail for her affection if she’s on the market, saves the hassle, don’t you think dear?”

Mother dismissed, looking over to Lake with a warm smile that contradicted the borderline predatory look in her eyes. Lake was silent for what felt like an eternity, all of her protests dying on her throat. She wanted to scream her objections, to run away from them all, to jump into her brother’s arms so he could protect her from all this, but she said nothing. She took a deep, shuddering breath before nodding, too afraid to show any objections for fear of the consequences of doing so. Her parents smiled, her brother giving a look of sorrow, and Lake herself stared blankly at the wall, registering this new fact of her life. Her parents just gave her away to someone else as if she were nothing more than an animal, in just a few years she would be married to a man she barely knew, at fourteen she was already nothing more than a bride.

 

“Don’t ignore me like that, he’s a nice boy!”

Mother insisted through the door as Lake dried herself. She’d been yelling at Lake for the last twenty minutes while she showered. Lake sighed, wishing she could yell back, but she knew better than to do something so moronic. Wiping away the condensation on her mirror she stared at her reflection. Her roots were coming in, she noted, long blonde hair clung to her body, dripping onto the floor the smallest bit of fiery red peeking through where her scalp ended and hair began. She already knew mother would make a fuss about it and have her hair be bleached again immediately, after all red hair ‘didn’t suit a girl like her’ and nobody else in the family had it. Her hair had always caused her problems, she could practically hear clear as day her parents screaming at eachother while her brother tried his best to comfort her, father shouting that there was simply no way a child with red hair could possibly be his while mother profusely insisted upon her innocence. In the end, father had gotten a paternity test done and she was indeed his daughter, but it never quite stopped the sideways glances he’d give Lake whenever somebody pointed out his daughter’s peculiar hair.

“Are you listening to me? Young lady, I know you can hear me, come out this instant!”

Mother’s voice snapped her back to reality as water dripped from her hair and down her face.

“I’m coming!”

She called out, using a towel to dry her hair as quickly as she could then hastily throwing on a robe. She exited the bathroom, the cool air hitting her like a freight train, to find her mother standing with her arms crossed.

“Your roots are coming in.”

She pointed out before Lake could even say a word. Mother sighed, giving an annoyed look as if this were somehow Lake’s fault.

“I’ll schedule you an appointment to get your hair redone, you could use a trim anyway.”

She announced, grabbing a tuft of damp hair and sifting it through her fingers with an almost disgusted stare.

“Honestly, I’m not sure how you live like this, you’re starting to get split ends! We’re lucky that man even looked your way tonight!”

Lake watched on as her mother berated her while marching over to her closet and fishing out some pajamas, practically throwing them in Lake’s face, then walking into her bathroom.

“I understand that at your age things may feel awkward and your body is changing, but we have reputations to uphold! I can’t have my only daughter wasting the beauty I gave her to go parading herself around looking like some plebeian!”

She went on as Lake changed, the girl’s expression nothing short of bewilderment at her mother’s ridiculous words.

“And don’t even get me started on your horrible attitude tonight! You didn’t have to look so disgusted when he suggested a marriage, are you trying to insult our guests?!”

Mother barked, snatching the robe from Lake’s hands and shoving a mountain of hair and beauty products into her arms before storming back into the bathroom to put her robe away.

“I was just surprised, that’s all.”

Lake muttered in defense as mother shoved her into her vanity’s chair, prodding at her face, scalp, neck and hair, searching her reflection for imperfections like an artist would their latest masterpiece.

“Then why didn’t you smile? It was a good surprise, a happy surprise, you should have been overjoyed!”

“But I-“

“And again with your complaining! Do you ever think of anyone but yourself?! This family, our reputation, it all lies on you! Your brother is already shaping up to be a lazy failure, I can’t have the same happening to you! Look at yourself, you’re a Müller, we can’t have you acting like this.”

“I didn’t mean to, I just.. I got scared, I’m sorry.”

“I know, and I understand but you should have bounced back from it much sooner than you did, I never would have gotten all wound up like that at your age! Besides, what do you gave to be scared of?”

“I barely know him, the last time we saw eachother was years ago-!”

Lake cut herself off with a pained noise as mother plucked a stray hair next to her left eyebrow.

“So? Your father and I didn’t meet until a few months before our wedding night and we still found happiness together!”

Lake nearly scoffed at the blatant lie, she knew the truth about her parents, about her father. It was a secret she’d kept tucked away for years, one she’d told nobody before, least of all her mother.

“But..”

“I understand it may seem intimidating at your age dear, but you have to be strong for us, for your family. Don’t you love us?”

“Of course!”

“Then act like it, we’ve done so much for you! We raised you in a large, warm home, you’ve always gotten everything you asked, the best education, nice food and clothes! Do you know how many children there are out there who would kill for the life you have? We’ve given you everything a girl could possibly want and all we ask is this one simple request, why can’t you do this one thing for us after we’ve given our lives to make yours as amazing as possible?!”

“I’m not ready! I have so much I want to do and-“

“Lake, this isn’t the end of the world, least of all your life! You can still do all your silly stories and whatever other nonsense you think you can make a living off of in your free time but that isn’t our family, it isn’t the life your meant for! No Müller wastes her life to be an author, you’re meant for so much more than that, for much greater things!”

“But- mother, please!”

Lake pleaded, tugging at her mother’s sleeve, eyes becoming glossy from unshed tears.

“I’m scared! I don’t know this boy, I don’t want to get married, I’m not ready! I want-“

“This isn’t about what you want, Lake! We all make sacrifices for the sake of this family, and this is your sacrifice! Now stop it with those tears, they won’t do you any good, it’ll only make you feel worse!”

“Please! I don’t want to-“

“I SAID NO!”

Mother snapped, the anger in her voice surprising Lake to the point she jumped in her seat.

“You listen to me young lady and you listen good! I am sick of your complaining and whining!”

Lake flinched back as her mother grabbed her wrist in a death grip.

“You are so ungrateful! Do you have any idea everything we’ve sacrificed for you?! To give you such an amazing life?! I was never like this at your age, I’ve done everything for you! I’ve given you everything you ever asked for, the best life any person could possibly desire! I understand this is scary for you but that is not an excuse for you to be selfish and hurt this family! Now wipe those tears away and grow up before I GIVE you something to cry over!”

Her last command only worsened the sobs Lake released as she rapidly wiped tears from her eyes and cheeks, sniffing and struggling for words like an idiot as she stared at her mother in fear. A few minutes passed like this, mother glaring at Lake as she trembled and cried, her whimpers being the only noise that interrupted the silence. Eventually, mother’s eyes softened, and she released Lake’s wrist with a sigh.

“I understand you’re afraid, but you have to do this. For your father and I, your brother, your grandparents, your aunts and uncles, and cousins, and everyone in this family that’s put you in this life that so many people would do anything to have. We all need to make sacrifices for the sake of this family.”

She reiterated firmly, wiping tears from Lake’s eyes.

“And this is your sacrifice.”

Lake nodded along, more out of fear than agreement, and leaned into her mother’s chest, the older woman softly yet distantly hugging her in return, the affection clearly artifical. Lake wrapped her arms around her mother’s shoulders as she silently cried, positioned her head to face the ground as not to stain her mother’s shirt with her tears. Sniffling as she cried in her mother’s arms, in the arms of the woman who was the reason she was crying to begin with, she still couldn’t fathom just how unfair it was. Her parents had given her a good life, a life so many people would do anything for, but was all of her fancy clothes, expensive belongings, and extensive education worth any of it if she wanted allowed her freedom? To do anything with these privileges? It was a selfish thought, she decided, she had no right to be upset. Yet, the tears didn’t cease.

 

Lake brushed her hair absently as she sat before her vanity, staring her reflection in the mirror. Her brush flowing seamlessly through her already thoroughly combed hair, long since free of tangles. Setting her brush down, she examined herself more closely, raking fingers through her hair and tilting her head to get better views of herself at different angles. She wasn’t sure she liked the way she looked, if she was completely honest, she didn’t like the color nor length of her hair, how thin she was to the point of looking near sickly, her abnormal height, her large eyes and round, childish face, everything. She stared at herself for a while longer as she grappled with this realization.

She.. didn’t like anything about herself.

Lake frowned, feeling tears return as she picked up her brush and put it back to use, if for nothing else than to distract herself. She blinked the tears away, aggressively combing through her hair until she felt something odd, a light sensation. She looked down and nearly choked on her own breath as she stared at the large clump of hair that now sat on her vanity.

Was that normal?

 

 

Lake inhaled deeply as she sat up in bed. Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she looked around. Everything was just as it was when she had fallen asleep, crutches leaning against her nightstand, a pile of already finished novels, a snoring German shepherd in the corner, and an otherwise empty room. She couldn’t help but wonder to herself why she’d been given so much privacy lately. She’d tried her best to be more polite of course, help out where she could, but a lot of the time she had been left to her own devices. She supposed there wasn’t much else for her to do and she was a teenage girl so of course they decided to give her her own space, but she had to admit, it felt a bit lonely. She looked to the dog in the corner of the room, fast asleep. She he’d been following Lake around a lot, taking it upon herself to protect the girl, wether it be because she was young or because she was injured Lake wasn’t entirely sure. She shivered slightly, pulling the blankets over her shoulder for warmth, she never was too fond of the cold. Grabbing her crutches, she stood up, careful as to not wake Lulu, and made her way out of the room, to do what, she didn’t know, perhaps, if nothing else, to walk just for the sake of walking. Lake cringed at the noise her crutches made against the floor as she approached the living room. She stopped, blinking in mild confusion as she saw a soft glow coming from the bathroom. She crept up to the door as stealthily as her crutches would allow her to and peered in the doorway. Anne Maria stool in the bathroom, a kerosene lamp perched on the counter next to her as she stared at her reflection, admiring herself, Lake naturally assumed. She watched for a moment or two, jumping slightly when the older woman fixed her gaze on the younger girl.

“You’re not very quiet.”

She stated dryly, lifting the lamp and turning to face Lake.

“Why are you awake?”

“I.. just woke up and couldn’t fall back asleep.”

Lake explain sheepishly. Anne Maria hummed in acknowledgement, examining the girl, making her shrink back slightly, suddenly very self conscious.

“We’re gonna have to leave soon, you think you’re ready to walk?”

Lake contemplated the question, they’d been staying here for quite some time while Lake’s injury was healing, but she wasn’t all too sure she was quite ready.

“I.. don’t know.”

Lake admitted as Anne Maria walked into the living room, setting the lamp on the coffee table table, before making her way back to Lake.

“Then let’s practice.”

Lake blinked.

“Right now?”

“Why not? Come on, walk to me.”

Lake hesitated, setting her hand against her wall for support, then her crutches. She took a deep breath as she took a step, wincing at the pressure put on her leg.

“Keep going.”

Anne ordered, her tone firm, but encouraging. Lake let go of the wall, standing up straight as she took her next step, unable to suppress the small whimper triggered by the action.

“Come on, we both know you can.”

Lake nodded, continuing to slowly make her way towards Anne Maria, flopping onto the couch in a tired heap when she finally made it, feeling a hint of satisfaction with herself.

“Good.”

Anne said, sitting on the chair adjacent to Lake. There was a few moments of silence before Lake spoke again.

“What were you doing in the bathroom?”

“Thinking.”

The older dismissed with a shrug.

“About what?”

“Stuff.”

“Well, what kind of stuff? I’m good at.. stuff.”

“Unpleasant stuff.”

“Oh.”

The silence returned for a few more moments.

“Do you play chess?”

Lake suddenly asked, prompting Anne Maria to raise an eyebrow. Lake pointed over to a bookshelf in the hallway adjacent to the room she had taken up residence in. Anne Maria stood up, making her way over to the bottom shelf, which had been filled with various board games, and fished out a chess set.

“I’ve never played before, you’ll have to teach me.”

She explained, setting in down on the coffee table.

“It’s pretty easy when you get the hang of it.”

Lake reassured as she opened the box and arranged the pieces in their designated places.

“Heres what you do…”

 

“Today?!”

Lake repeated in both surprise and anguish, this was certainly not the ‘news’ she had expected nor wanted to hear this morning.

“No, no! We can’t leave today, we haven’t found him yet!”

“The others are waiting for us, we have our responsibilities and we have to go.”

Anne Maria insisted, Lake only growing more upset when she looked at the other three to see that they agreed with her.

“But what about Aiden?! We can’t leave without Aiden!”

“He’s long gone by now, you know this. We have to go, it’s too dangerous to stay here when the place is teeming with those violent cultists! Haven’t you seen them killing people and setting stuff on fire? We can’t stay here!”

“Then go without me, I’ll find him myself!

“No you won’t.”

“I’m going, there’s nothing you can do to stop me!”

“Lake, you’re being an idiot! You’d be as good as dead going out there alone with your injury! How will you feed yourself? Defend yourself? What if your being chased, what would you do then? You can’t run, you can’t climb, and your crutches make too much noise for you to hide anywhere! You’re as good as dead out there on your own!”

“But he needs me, please! I have to find him, you can’t ask me to leave him behind! Please!”

“We aren’t asking, Lake.”

“I’m not leaving without him!”

“Lake.”

Bridgette put a gentle but firm hand on the girl’s shoulder, giving her a sympathetic look.

“We have to go, it’s too dangerous here. If he’s anything like you say he is then he’s fine, but we won’t be if we don’t get out of here. You have better chances finding him out there.”

“But-“

“He’d want you to be safe, wouldn’t he?”

“You- you don’t get it!”

“Yes I do. If anyone here understands what you’re going through it’s me.”

Lake sniffed, shaking her head.

“I can’t leave him behind, I won’t.”

“It isn’t up to you.”

“Please!”

She begged, the tears she’d resisted finally falling down her face.

“I know, Lake.”

Bridgette reassured, pulling the girl into a gentle hug.

“I know..”

Lake sniffed, squeezing her eyes shut as more tears escaped.

“Let me visit Rosa.. let me visit her and then I’ll go.”

“Lake..”

“Please! Just let me see her one last time, and then I’ll come with you! I promise!”

She opened her eyes again as she pleaded, the years continuing their unmerciful onslaught.

“I promise…”

 

 

Originally this chapter was gonna be accompanied with a comic of the events from the flashback scene, but I realized the visual foreshadowing was way too on the nose and you NERDS would immediately see it and realize the future story events I was hinting at so it’ll never be posted. Only saying this because it was a supreme waste of time in heinsight (I DEFINITELY spelled that wrong) but I figured since this is the only chapter in, like, a bajillion years that didn’t come with art of some kind I owe you an explanation as to why.

Notes:

Fun fact:
So.. remember back in chapter 17 when Riya attacked Aiden and Connor walked in on it a bit too late? Well, since Connor didn’t see the conflict and only heard it, from his perspective Riya was attacking Aiden because she wanted his water bottle. The entire time Riya was fucking Aiden up and Aiden nearly chopped her in half Connor thought it was over a fucking water bottle.

Chapter 39: All for nothing

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I spent.. five months on this. FIVE. MONTHS.

Just for this to happen.

Basically I literally finished editing TODAY and got a pretty good final product, it had subtitles, transitions, all that stuff only for me to find out CapCut charges money for BASIC FEATURES now and I can’t export if without making those purchases. I get pissed off but that’s okay, I undo all the editing and it’s.. a lot more mediocre but it’s FIIIIINE, I mean you guys are used to awful quality so it’s okay!! Now, to make animatics is a long process for me, basically I use my tablet for all the artwork, send each frame to myself and edit on my phone and usually upload straight to TikTok, but obviously for a three minute animatic I need to upload it to YouTube and therefore, send the finished product back to my tablet to upload it since, due to restrictions my parents set up on my phone, I can’t upload to YouTube there. So I email the finished product to myself only for it not to go through because the file size ‘exceeded the limit’ or some bullshit. I try a bunch of different ways to send it but, of course, nothing works. I try to post it to TikTok, it immediately gets muted for copyright. I try instagram, same thing happens. Twitter, same thing.

As I right this I’m fighting the urge to drown myself in my bathtub because holy fuck I am pissed off. I mean, I prioritized this over chapter releases, spent a shit ton of time on it, hyped it up, and this is what happens. Anyway.. only expect small amounts of artwork for a while because my focus is going right back to actually writing this thing. 

Fuck my life.

 

Hopefully I can find a way to fix this and get it out there but my priorities return to writing rather than artwork. Thank you all for your patience and I could use some support right now because Jesus fucking Christ is this just the worst possible outcome I could have gotten. Knowing my luck I won’t be able to salvage this but oh well.

 

By the way, the song was ‘my lullaby’ from the lion king two. 
Feel free to make fun of me for that.

Chapter 40: The tiktok ban

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Well, we've all heard the news by now. I'm not going to waste your time with a needlessly long author's note so I'll get straight to the point. Basically, I made a rednote account and I'm moving all my db content over there. Everything else however, I'm letting it become lost to time so to speak. When the account is ready I'll link it and business will go on as usual. If you want to save any of my other art and stuff over there today is your only opportunity to do so. I also might unprivate some of my older stuff just because so there's that I guess.

 

 

 

 

Nevermind.

Chapter 41: Attack of the monster shaped disco balls (30)

Summary:

Alejandro and his friends(?) go on what they expect to be a short, simple mission to hunt some infected only to be met with something much, much worse.

Notes:

WARNING: Violence, sex jokes, freaky Aleheather, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a fifteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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I know that Lucia and Tatsu are technically the same person but I started liking her now that she has a personality so she gets to be a character since I can’t retcon Grett’s death so this is as close as I can get to doing that. Also, THANKS FOR 10K HITS, IT’S BEEN MY GOAL FOR SO LONG!!! ALSO ALSO, HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF DISCOLORED BLOOD!!!

 

“During the day?!”

Heather repeated in bewilderment, staring at the man before her as if he were completely insane. Which, as far as she was concerned, he very likely was. After all, who could possibly testify to a claim so outrageous?

“No, that’s impossible! Infected are almost completely nocturnal and even when they do come out during the day they rarely attack anyone, especially to this degree!”

“I know what I saw!”

The man insisted, gesturing behind him to the destruction that his camp had beheld. Heather glanced over to her equally confused partner, the two exchanging apprehensive looks as they pondered the possibilities. Perhaps they’d been struck by raiders and threatened to keep quiet, but.. that didn’t make much sense either, there weren’t any here and they’d searched the whole place, so none could be hiding. There might have been validity to the outlandish claims but that would be even harder to believe. Even with the land thick with fog, the sun obscured, no infected would be active on such a level, perhaps an early stage one sure, but those couldn’t cause this much damage, even in a group. Not anymore, anyway. The infected adapted into more uniform stages of evolution so to speak, as if stabilizing where as before, in the early months, it was much more random.

“So.. you mean to tell me that two infected came in the middle of the day and attacked your camp?”

Duncan spoke up, an eyebrow raised skeptically.

“Yes!”

The man repeated in exasperated frustration.

“That’s what we’ve been saying this whole damn time!”

The two exchanged even more glances at that, then looked over their shoulders as footsteps approached to see two familiar faces.

“The other residents have been saying the same thing.”

Alejandro immediately stated, not bothering with any sort of greeting as Izzy trailed closely behind, judging by her small pants, she’d ran after him.

“You’re supposed to be helping the other survivors.”

Alejandro returned her concerns with a careless shrug.

“They’ll be fine.”

“And you’re supposed to be helping Lucia track down the infected!”

Her attention was then turned to Izzy, who just chuckled.

“I was, but she’s got it figured out! Besides, she’s on her way back too, she just stayed behind for a bit to leave a trail or.. something.”

“A trail?”

“So we remember which way to go!”

Heather gave a sigh, fed up with the antics of the other woman.

“Alright- whatever.”

She turned back to the man she’d originally been conversing with who looked angry now, Heather couldn’t help but stare at the man’s head, nearly devoid of hair, and grimaced slightly. After her time on Total Drama she’d grown a bit of an aversion towards the bald, admittedly.

“Can’t you just do your damn jobs and go hunt them down?!”

“Woah there man, you can’t get like that with us when you don’t even have anything to pay us with! We can just cut our losses and leave you to your delusions if we wanted to!”

Duncan returned, eyes narrowing.

“Gentleman, gentleman.”

Alejandro separated the two with a placating tone, as if they were children having a petty argument.

“We can settle this like adults.”

An ironic suggestion given the way he was speaking to them, but neither chose to argue further.

“Fine. We’ll go catch the infected, if there are any to begin with.”

Duncan said in a steady but still bitter and accusatory tone, and with that turned to walk off, not stopping to see if his friends would follow.

“Let’s go.”

Heather said with a sigh as the group began to depart after him.

 

 

 

Now standing over the precipice of the narrow gorge, Alejandro frowned.

It was the same routine he was used to, they’d done it for at least two years now, it was second nature to him at this point. Yet, something about today simply felt wrong. A primal feeling at his gut that whispered ‘Go!’ ‘Turn back now!’ And although he usually trusted that little voice in his head, today, for all he cared his gut could go fuck off and die. He didn’t need all this paranoia on his plate, he had enough to deal with as is, better to get this over with and move on.

“This the place?”

Duncan inquired with a raised eyebrow, earning a nod from Lucia.

“Yeah, I followed one here. Shouldn’t take long.”

Duncan nodded, then turned to Izzy, and smirked.

“Best of two out of three?”

Izzy returned his smirk with a manic giggle.

“Oh Duncan,”

She singsonged, the woman who looked more akin to a walking arsenal than actual person unsheathing her mace.

“You seriously overestimate yourself!”

Alejandro glanced to his left as Heather sighed.

“How long do you two plan on treating this like a fucking game? You’re gonna get yourselves killed if you keep acting like this.”

“Heather, since when did you care about our well being?”

Duncan raised an eyebrow, unsheathing two machetes he kept attached to his belt.

“Well- I don’t, but replacing you would be more work than it’s worth.”

“Nah! It’s because you love us!”

Izzy called over her shoulder, making the other woman cross her arms in annoyance.

“Just go kill the infected.”

She grumbled, prompting the other two to remember their little competition and begin to climb down the rocks that led to the narrow gorge. Alejandro caught her scowl, and smirked.

“Amor, can’t you let them have their fun?”

Heather turned her gaze to the taller man, unamused.

“Literally how is any of this fun to you? How did I even let you drag me into this shit?”

“My sexy voice and charisma, of course.”

“If you keep gloating I’m going to take Izzy’s mace from her and shove it right up your ass.”

Alejandro smirked.

“Oh, Heather! I didn’t know you were into pegging! Even so, I would be delighted!” (Kill me)

“Oh my God- you’re so gross!”

“You know you like the idea.”

Alejandro mused.

“I think Izzy and Duncan might need my help!”

Lucia interjected, her expression nothing short of disgust as she walked away from the two and climbed down towards Izzy and Duncan, who were having a screaming match over God knows what.

“So, where were we?”

Alejandro turned to Heather with a smug look, the other opening her mouth to speak before stopping herself suddenly. She looked down to where the others stood with wide eyes.

“What is it?”

Alejandro asked, following her gaze to see Izzy mounted on one of the infected, practically riding it like a horse. The two stared at the scene in bewilderment as Izzy simultaneously rode on and bludgeoned the thing while Lucia tried to coax her off and Duncan simply stared, equally as dumbfounded. Alejandro had thought he was through with questioning his logic-defying companion for good but apparently not. He supposed she would always find a new way to surprise him, for better or for worse.

“How, the fuck, is she even doing that?”

“How does that woman do anything?”

They stared for a few more moments at the scene before them.

“Whatever, they’ll be fine.”

Heather crossed her arms, turning back to Alejandro.

“Anyways, do you think we’ll be staying in the camp tonight?”

“Most likely, we need to rest anyways.”

“I guess, can’t imagine our next mission will be any less of a chore than this one.”

“At least someone’s having fun.”

Their eyes returned to the scene bellow them, Izzy had successfully killed said infected it seemed, and was taunting Duncan for his ‘failure’ at the task. He turned back to Heather, the two sharing in silent eye contact for a few moments before he spoke again.

“Well then, I guess that’s-“

 

“What the fuck is that?!”

Heather cut him off with a shout, making Alejandro whip his head back towards his friends, who were scrambling vigorously up the rocks back towards them, being pursued by…

Alejandro blinked, trying to get a closer look at the thing. Immediately he regretted doing so and reeled away, squeezing his eyes shut, the blinding light of this thing overwhelming his senses.

“What are you doing?! Kill it!”

He recognized Lucia’s voice as she barked the order with a desperate cadence that was near unrecognizable in contrast to her usual confidence. He opened his eyes again, reaching instinctively for his gun only to be met with empty air. He cursed at himself in his mind, he’d left it and the others back at the camp to be cleaned and repaired, they’d only taken one with them, and currently it was in Heather’s possession. It seemed she realized that at the same time too.

There was a gunshot, then another, then one more. Finally, the thing fell, tumbling down the rocky expanse, screeching as it made it’s way down, only dying on impact. The group stared down, this was.. beyond strange. The fog was nearly gone by now, why would an infected be out and attacking anything in broad daylight like this?! The only reason they came to hunt for them now was because it’d be easer with them cowering in dark caves and the such. This.. this was unheard of, not to mention how.. shiny it was?

 

They climbed down the rocks, approaching the thing, up close it was still blinding, practically a monster shaped disco ball lying in a pool of blood, but they could make out more features.

“Are those…?”

Luca trailed, not even needing to finish the sentence. This infected was different. It wasn’t covered in fungi, or flowers, or any other plant matter.

“Crystals?!”

It was covered, head to toe in where plants should have been in fucking crystals. Immediately, Heather darted towards the the corpse to inspect. It too had the same bizarre features, significantly less growths, to the point you wouldn’t even notice at first glance, but they were there. Tiny crystals poking out of it’s skin.

“What the fuck..?”

Duncan whispered in a breathless shock, even Izzy was serious for once, staring at the creatures with wide, uncomprehending eyes.

 

“We need to get these to him.”

Alejandro quickly announced.

“How would we even-“

“Now!”

His tone, uncharacteristically determined and authoritative, shut down any more questions immediately.

 

There was a new type of infected, and it wasn’t nocturnal.

Notes:

In celebration of the one year anniversary, there’s going to be a vote/ poll for what I should make/ do for it. Drop recommendations here so I can include them as options in the next chapter!! (I didn’t notice that mistake at the end, I’m so embarrassed holy fuck)

Chapter 42: HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY (PLEASE READ AND VOTE)

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It’s been an entire year since I uploaded the first chapter of this fan fiction and… wow I did not expect it to go anywhere and yet, here we are.
Genuinely so much has changed since then and honestly I think I’ve changed a lot too. I know that only ten thousand hits isn’t a lot and there aren’t that many people who are actually fans of this thing, but still. I’ve improved my art a lot, formed friendships thanks to discolored blood, A few readers made a tribute fic (still waiting for another chapter on that), one of my friends made a playlist, I improved my writing.

I could go on for hours about how much making this cringey fan fiction had genuinley gotten me through a lot of rough times, for the months I was most absent in actually updating the fic I was severely depressed and had to up my dosages multiple times. What got me through it was the thought that if I just let myself go I’d never finish this story, for myself or for any of you. Im still very shit when it comes to regular updates, something I hope to rectify since this story is nowhere near finished, but since this is a new year I think it’s as good a resolution as any. It’s been a wild ride and it’s nowhere near done, and I can’t wait to see where it takes us. 

Alright, now that the mushy stuff is out of the way onto the fun part!!

I’ve had a few different ideas for a while, so the following options consist of things myself and a few of my friends came up with together, please vote on your favorites, if there’s any chapter to interact with it’s this one since it means a lot to me and it’s be vey anticlimactic t have written this thing for a year, come up with these ideas, and ge, like, five comments. Anyways, onto the options, which I’ve divided into two sections, big projects and small ones. One big project will be decided accompanied by two smaller ones. PLEASE vote.

 

-A more polished version of the playlist my friend made that will include songs recommended by readers

-Official cover art, sketches have already been made and readers would decide which one will be used 

-A voiceover parody of one of the chapters the readers can choose

-Reader submitted plot line and lore ideas that can be voted on to decide which will be cannon to the story 

-An analog horror style of video or slideshow focused on the reveal of the last chapter and how it happened 

 


-posting old character designs, scrapped artwork, and three scrapped animatics I never posted because I didn’t like how they turned out

-going in depth on story ideas I never used (including the two cult chapters that were scrapped to get onto Jaiden) and how discolored blood came to be (genuinely, the reason this thing exists is for a comically unrelated piece of media that has nothing to do with infection aus or anything in this fic)

-a small Q&A

-another attempt to post the my lullaby animatic (I’ll take any suggestions you have for doing so) and if that fails then screenshots and general description of what was going to happen in it 

-a re-upload of the original second chapter and the first (deleted) half of chapter five

-a short teaser for the short prequel fic that’s currently in the works (if you liked the cult chapters you’ll like this) 

 

PLEASE participate and have fun!!! (if basically no one interacts with this chapter I probably won’t make anything) 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Oh yea, and the vote ends by the end of Wednesday, so you should probably vote for multiple

 

Chapter 43: Paint me in your essence and never let go (31)

Summary:

Tom is woken up by Jake, distraught over yet another nightmare. Attempts to comfort his partner quickly escalate into something he didn’t see coming.

Notes:

WARNING: Gay sex, swearing lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Making chapters while the anniversary stuff is being worked on. Originally I was going to include Jake’s nightmare are the start of the chapter but I doubt gore and torture is a good segway into gay sex. Anyways… kill me.

 

 

 

“Jake…?”

Tom rubbed his eyes, stirring awake at the sound of soft crying.

“Jake?”

He repeated, louder now, finally catching the other man’s attention.

“Shit! Did- did I wake you?”

He asked, wiping tears from his face as Tom sat up to meet his gaze.

“Kinda.. what’s wrong?”

He reached up a hand, wiping away a stray tear.

“Just..”

He sighed, voice laced with embarrassment.

“More nightmares.”

“The lab ones?”

Jake nodded sagely, eyes downcast.

“It was really bad tonight, there were..”

He swallowed hard, taking a moment to find his words before continuing.

“There were, like, maggots in my arms, they were covered in wounds and there were bugs and maggots just crawling in and out, eating me alive. I could feel them, I could feel every movement, every bite- it was.. awful.”

Tom’s frown deepened as he looked to his lover’s arms, seeing the usually pale skin an angry shade of red.

“And.. what’s this?”

He gingerly touched the irritated skin, careful not to cause any pain to his lover.

“I.. I think I was scratching them in my sleep.”

“It felt that real?”

Another nod.

“They’ve only been getting worse.. it’s seriously freaking me out. I’ve tried those breathing exercises you told me about, thought about pleasant things before going to bed, nothing seems to work, I still get those goddamn nightmares and I still freak out when I wake up and now even in my sleep!”

He gestured to the scratch marks on his wrists.

“I feel like I’m going insane..”

 

Tom was quiet for a few moments, taking it all in.

“Jake, I know this might be a stupid question but.. what do you think is causing these nightmares, what are you so scared of?”

He knew that it was, in fact, a stupid question. Mostly he was asking in hopes it would send Jake into one if his ‘I need to explain every little detail and possibility’ rants that would eventually end in him accidentally explaining to himself why he doesn’t really have a reason to be so afraid and finally calming down. He had a tendency to do that, go into illogical rambles that eventually turned into logical explanations and solutions for whatever he was freaking out about.

However, judging by the look on his face, he may have had a suspicion this is what Tom was intending to happen.

“You’re trying to get me to calm myself down again, aren’t you?”

Tom gave a sheepish smile at that, looking away.

“You finally caught on?”

“It got pretty obvious after the third time, it just didn’t bother me until now.”

“And why’s that?”

Jake shrugged.

“I dunno, I guess it just got repetitive. You know, me calming myself down because I know ‘there’s nothing to worry about, and I’ll be perfectly fine’ even though you couldn’t make me believe it if I tried no matter how true it probably is.”

“Jake..”

“I know, I know, it’s completely ridiculous that I’m so scared over a few bad dreams and I know you’re sick of it by now.”

“No, no.. I could never get sick of you, never!”

Tom reassured, putting a hand on Jake’s shoulder.

“Jake, when I would get nightmares about the things that happened to me as a spy, you never judged me, you always held me, comforted me, you were always patient. Why do you think I’d be any different with you?”

“Because you actually experienced fucked up things while you were in that job, you’re face literally got sliced up like someone used a fucking cheese grater on you, and me- I’m freaking out over things that never actually happened to me and we both know never will happen!”

“So what? You’re scared and that’s all I care about, it doesn’t matter why.”

“Doesn’t it? I can’t afford to fall apart over a few nightmares, not with the condition the world is in, I can’t afford to be that weak.”

Tom could practically feel a chunk of his heart breaking off. Jake sounded just like him, the old him. A scared, traumatized young man who lived in fear that one wrong move would send him face to face with a grisly death. A young man, a boy almost, who spent his time looking over his shoulder at every turn, contemplating every move he made, and evaluated simple acts like preparing himself food as if they were a battlefield. As much as he hated hearing Jake echo his old habits and ways of living a part of him felt angry at him, for getting so worked up and falling apart over silly nightmares. That small part of him wanted to shout, to berate his lover for crying and falling apart over things that never happened when he’d gone through hell and back and still stayed as strong as ever.

But still.. that part of him was exceedingly small, and it didn’t affect his resolve to help his beloved in anyway. And he knew it wouldn’t be fair to Jake to take out his past traumas on him, that wasn’t what he needed right now. Not at all.

He needed love, support, and above all else comfort and reassurances. Raising a hand he gently turned Jake’s face to meet eye to eye with him.

“You know I would never let anything like that happen.”

Tom reeled back slightly, surprised as Jake practically threw himself at him, wrapping tight arms around his body and squeezing in a tight, near suffocating hug. Tom leaned into the touch, noticeably gentler than his companion as he held onto him. They remained like that for a while, simply holding onto one another until Jake pulled away only to lean back in and give Tom a deep, tender kiss. The other was taken aback at first, but quickly accepted the gesture, closing his eyes and placing a hand on Jake’s cheek, the other wrapping his own hand around the outstretched appendage lovingly. Just as he began to pull away however, Jake leaned forward, not wanting the kiss to end quite yet. Tom, accepting this, leaned back into Jake and into the kiss, which was griwing more passionate by the minute.

“Tom..?”

Jake murmured after pulling away, a string of saliva connecting their lips. (Kill me.)

“Anything you need.”

Jake considered his words for a few moments, before nodding to himself, seeming to have made a decision.

“I want to try something.”

 

 

 

How.. on Earth.. did it go this far?

That was the only thing Tom could think to himself as Jake practically smothered him in wet kisses. Well.. he’d agreed to do anything to make his lover feel better but Jesus, time and place. Of course, bewildered as he was Tom wasn’t complaining. If Jake wanted this he wanted this, plus he hadn’t gotten much action in a while so he wasn’t necessarily opposed to the idea. Still though, he would be a liar if he said he wasn’t at least a little taken aback by the sudden turn of events.

“Shit-!”

Tom yelped at the sharp bite to the side of his neck. Jake had been surprisingly dominant this time around, and he was suddenly very aware of how much more this turned him on than their normal routine.

“Too rough?”

Jake asked, pulling away.

“A little.”

Tom admitted, quickly backpedaling on his statement when he saw the look of slight guilt on his partner’s face.

“But I’ve faced way worse. Actually, I kind of like it when you take control.”

“Really?”

Tom nodded.

“Yeah, it’s really hot.” (Please kill me)

Jake, being who he was, decided this was permission to go absolutely wild. Which.. Tom really should have expected.

“The safe-word is ‘red’.”

He suddenly announced. Before Tom could question him any further two eager hands reached the waistband of his sweatpants and began to yank.

“Jesus- someone’s excited..”

“Too much?”

“No, please! Go ahead!”

Jake shrugged, continuing his cruel assault and discarding of Tom’s favorite, and only, pair of sweatpants, which were tossed aside without a care. Tragic.

“I’m going to try something a bit different.”

Jake began, using his index finger to make circular motions on the insides of Tom’s thighs, occasionally grazing his boxers, grinning at Tom’s reaction each time he did so.

“Go on..”

He felt himself growing aroused, realizing with misery that Jake didn’t intend on making this easy for him.

“I think that this time around..”

He trailed, drawing his explanation out for suspense as his fingers approached his groin.

“Jesus Christ Jake, just say it!”

Tom blurted out desperately, good god he hated being teased and Jake knew that.

“Patience.”

He grinned at the comically miserable look on Tom’s face, contrasting with his very enthusiastic erection. (God, I hate myself)

“As I was saying, I think.. this time I’ll top.”

Now that caught him by surprise. Tom blinked, a but confused as to where this had come from.

“Really?”

Jake nodded, his grazing fingers turning into generous groping.

“You said you’d do anything.”

He singsonged, his teases becoming downright torturous for the other man.

“I did.”

Tom agreed.

“And I will.”

Jake smiled at that, finally pulling down his boxers to reveal his embarrassingly hard cock.

“Someone’s excited.”

Jake mused, poking at the tip already dripping with precum.

“Tired of waiting?”

“God, yes!”

Tom threw his head back in despair, willing to beg at this point if his lover ask him to. Jake, seeming to take pity on him, gently grabbed the lower shaft of his cock, giving a light squeeze. Tom jumped slightly at the demand for attention, being met with a shit eating grin. Tom leaned forward into the touch, a request for further action. Graciously, Jake answered his plea and began to stroke the throbbing member, staining it with precum. Personally, Tom would rather it be covered in saliva but seeing how he was going to bottom this time around he doubted he was going to be getting any head. Tom groaned, a deep grateful noise as Jake continued his ministrations. (Wowza, fancy words)

Just as Tom was on the verge of asking for more Jake lowered his head. Tom closed his eyes in relief, fully prepared to revel in the ecstasy when, to his surprise, Jake’s tongue met not with the tip of his cock but instead sliding up the crack of his ass. (How did my life come to this)

Tom barely suppressed a surprised gasp at the unfamiliar feeling, but was unable to suppress his small moan at the second kitten lick. It’s when Jake began to lap at the hole that Tom became more vocal.

“Shit- Jake!”

He barely got the words out through his gasps and groans, it certainly helped when Jake quickened the pace of his hand, jerking him off even harder now. He gave a disappointed noise as Jake pulled his tongue away, but it soon returned, wetter now, coated in as much saliva as Jake could have mustered and fuck did it feel good. Jake continued lapping at his hole and jerking him off simultaneously, the sensitive ring of muscle quivering at the shower of love. He gave a near cartoonish gasp as Jake slid the tip of his tongue into the hole, before quickly pulling away, panting.

“Do you.. like it?”

Tom nodded gratefully, a silent plea to continue. Soon Jake’s face was once again buried in his ass, furiously jerking him off while desperately thrusting his tongue in and out of Tom’s ass. Needless to say, for such an unfamiliar sensation it felt absolutely amazing. Tom was in a trance of pleasure, practically seeing stars as his body tensed, not even realizing what he was doing until it finally happened. The thick ropes of cum finally escaped, staining Jake’s hair, which he would probably end up being upsetted by. Tom, meanwhile was practically in another dimension, still panting and gasping from what had just transpired.

“Holy shit..”

Was all he could get out as his body slumped into a heap of exhaustion.

God dammit Tom- you got it in my hair! Why didn’t you warn me?!”

He looked down to be seen with a very angered Jake prodding at the mess of semen in his locks, which only amplified his arousal.

“I can make it up to you if you want?”

Tom mused, being met with an eye roll as Jake climbed up and lay down next to his partner, snuggling into his body.

“Kind of ruined the mood..”

Jake murmured, seeming equally as tired by.. whatever I just wrote.

“Your helping me get this out tomorrow or I swear to god-“

“We’ll get it out.”

Tom reassured, reaching to inspect the damage done. He frowned, grabbing a blanket and using it to wipe away the mess as he pondered the fact he’d just had sex in a, probably dead, stranger’s bed. That aside he couldn’t say he regretted it at all, and if it weren’t for the fact they were both throughly exhausted he probably would have wanted to keep going. But this was all for Jake and since he’d opted to stop and go to sleep, so for now Tom could only look forward to next time.

 

Why did I make this?

Notes:

Happy birthday to me

Chapter 44: Water (32)

Notes:

WARNING: Minor angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season one in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

I’m sorry for the gap between chapters, still getting back into the flow of writing and working on the anniversary stuff. 

 

Yul crossed his arms in annoyance as the sound of muffled sobs finally retreated.

“Thank God someone finally decided to do something.”

“Who did what?”

Hunter asked with a yawn, clearly still half asleep. Yul rolled his eyes, leaning back in the couch he’d been using as a bed.

“James has been crying all night long and I haven’t gotten any sleep.”

“Oh. What was he crying about?”

“How should I know?”

“Aren’t you his best friend or something?”

“I wouldn’t go that far.. Anyways, Aiden’s outside with him and finally got him to stop.”

“Why didn’t you try to help him first?”

“Because I probably would’ve just yelled at him to shut up- and why are you saying it like that as if you weren’t also doing nothing?”

“Because I was asleep..?”

“There’s no way you slept through that! He sounded like a wailing toddler!“

Hunter shrugged.

“I guess I just tuned it out?”

“Whatever.”

Yul settled back into the couch, glaring when Hunter sighed.

“What’s your problem?”

Yul snapped finally.

“I.. what?

“Don’t even- that’s gotta be the fiftieth time you’ve sighed today.”

“You.. you count my sighs?”

“No, obviously not dumbass! I just meant- forget it!”

“What did you mean?”

Yul gave an annoyed sigh, for someone so quiet Hunter could be seriously obnoxious.

“One.”

“Don’t do it to me!”

If there was any light in this room, Yul was certain he would see Hunter rolling his eyes at his behavior.

“So, are you gonna tell me or not?”

Yul huffed, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“About the sighing? There’s nothing to tell you other than you do it a shit ton and honestly, it’s annoying. Like you’ll keep just huffing and puffing until someone gives you their sympathy for the rest of your life!”

Hunter was quiet for a few moments.

“That was the plan, yeah.. Whatever, I’m not going to bother you with it anyway, so what do you care?”

“I care that it’s annoying.”

“You probably don’t even want to hear it.”

“Yeah, you’re right.”

Yul rolled over to go to sleep, but Hunter continued, blurting his words out.

“You remember the day you met me? When you guys found me in the forest?”

“Eh. Vaguely.”

“And you remember the girls that were with me?”

“Not really.”

“It’s just.. we were really close, all three of us were a thing-“

“A thing? You mean to tell me you, a discount Jeff the killer, pulled two women? Now I know you’re out of your mind.”

“I’m not lying, look.”

Hunter pulled something from his bag and handed it to Yul, a photo of Hunter and two women, both very beautiful at that. One had short choppy black hair, and the other glasses and a ponytail.

“Holy shit you’re ugly when you smile. And you say you were all polyamorous or whatever?”

“Uh… yes?”

Yul stared at the photo, processing his words.

“And did the three of you get together before or after your face?”

“My face?”

“You know what I meant.”

“Uhm.. after?”

Yul blinked in utter shock, staring at the other man as if he’d just claimed thst two plus two equaled twenty two.

“You- how?!”

“How?”

“Look at you and look at them! They are both hot as hell and then you’re missing, like, half your face? How the hell were you banging these two simultaneously when you look like that?!”

There was a long silence between the two friends.(?)

“Is.. is that really your main takeaway here?”

“Yes?! What else would I gather from all this?”

Hunter stared at Yul in silence for a few moments, making the other shudder slightly. Not because he was particularly intimidated but because of the exposed decay of the other’s teeth and gums through the wound in his face, which made Yul suddenly very grateful for his own.

“I’m just saying, why would two women like that go for.. well, you?”

Hunter continued to stare blankly at the other man.

“Wow.. you’re a real peice of shit you know that?”

“And I’m proud to be one.”

Hunter snatched the photo, turning away with a dramatic sigh.

“I shouldn’t have expected you to understand.”

Yul groaned at that.

“Okay, you really want some advice?”

“Uhm sure?”

“Okay, here you go. Stop bitching and moaning and feeling sad for yourself about this. Fixating on the past and who you lost isn’t going to bring them back, it’s not going to make you feel any better, and it sure isn’t helping anyone. My family is probably all dead but you don’t see me crying! If you keep acting like this all you’ll do is hurt yourself and the people around you.”

There was a long silence between the two.

“Is.. is this you trying to be nice?”

“Yes, and you better appreciate it. Now leave me alone so I can sleep!”

With that, Yul rolled over away from the other giving an agitated sigh.

“Two.”

“Shut the hell up!”

 

 

“….And then what? She was just gone?”

Aiden asked with a raised eyebrow, earning a nod from Hunter. They’d been walking for a while now trying to find a place to stay the night and mostly just needed a way to pass the time, and Aiden supposed that talking was as good a distraction as any.

“Yep, nowhere to be seen. My guess is she broke the door down and escaped.”

“That sucks. And afterwards you didn’t try.. you know, stitching up your mouth or anything?”

He inquired, raising a hand to his cheek and making a circular motion for emphasis.

“No, not really. Neither of us had medical experience so we sort of just wrapped the area up in bandages and called it a day.”

Aiden nodded along to his explanation.

“And why didn’t you anytime after? Or when we were at Shawn and Jasmine’s?”

“Because by the time we reached a place with medics it had healed, and we assumed the skin would just grow back on it’s own. Wasn’t anticipating that the hole would only close up a tiny bit more then just stay the same.”

“Yikes..”

“Yeah, it’s not fun to say the least.”

Aiden nodded, glancing to James and Yul, who were deep in their own conversation. He thought back to the previous night, where he’d spent the majority of it comforting James, he had to admit he still felt bad for having given him such a hard time the last few days, accidentally or otherwise. But that was then and this was now, and he’d promised to be a better friend to him, a promise he more than intended to keep.

“Do you mind if I ask you something?”

Hunter asked, pulling Aiden from his thoughts.

“Shoot.”

He replied, looking back to the other, who had a familiar look of sorrow on his face.

“What was Tess like before all of this?”

Aiden blinked, slightly taken aback. Although, knowing Hunter, he should’ve expected a question like this. He looked ahead to the other two, still deep in conversation as he pondered the question.

“Sweet.”

He finally said.

“She was a bit stand-off-ish when we first started working together but the closer we got the nicer she was.”

He glanced back to Hunter, who was nodding along, then continued.

“She was an amazing artist, and she had the most gorgeous hair I had ever seen. A good sense of humor too. I remember this one time some lady came in with her baby and just left the place without the stroller while the kid still in it! He was just sitting there in the cafe for a solid ten minutes before his mom remembered came back, and the whole time Tess was just waving a spoon in it’s face to keep it from crying since we had other customers.”

He chuckled a bit as he recalled the memory, it was certainly one of the weirder things thst had happened at work, but it certainly didn’t best being burned countless times by their crappy espresso machine, which he still very much despised. (This actually happened to me at my work once, my coworker just stood next to it the whole time so it wouldn’t get kidnapped while I just went on with business as usual until the mom came back.)

Hunter’s eyes squinted into the familiar shape a smile would cause, although the majority of the fond expression was covered by his mask.

“Seriously?”

“Yeah man, the kid was just staring at her the whole time with this terrified look, it was weird. Honestly, I never realized how bad some parents really are until then.”

Hunter nodded.

“Yeah, like, who just forgets an entire stroller with a baby inside it?”

Aiden shrugged.

“You’d be surprised just how dumb some people are.”

“I guess you’re right. I’ve kind of forgotten since, you know, most of those kinds of people are dead now.”

“Yeah, can’t really afford to be stupid in the apocalypse.”

“I mean, you almost died saving James and Yul when you didn’t even know who they were and you’re still here.”

“Okay Mr ‘I decided not to do anything about the literal hole in my face’.”

“Rude.”

 

Hunter rolled his eyes, but it was clear neither party took actual offense to the playful jabs. Just as Aiden opened his mouth to continue speaking, James’ voice cut him off.

“I think this is a good spot.”

He announced, leading the group into an abandoned salon set atop another business, a large staircase leading up.

“Why here?”

Aiden asked, raising an eyebrow as he and Hunter picked up the wagon and followed James and Yul, the ladder smirking.

“Little James here wants to get a makeover.”

He singsonged, bringing his hands to the ends of his hair and fluffing them for emphasis.

“Because I need to re-twist my dreads and I’ve yet to find anywhere with equipment to do so. I’m hoping this place will have it. Besides, it’s high off the ground so we have a good vantage point if any raiders or infected try something.”

“Fair enough.”

Aiden shrugged.

“Seriously though, if there are corpses in this place I’m out!”

Yul barked, prompting James to sigh.

“I told you earlier, I saw the ‘closed’ sign on the door, there won’t be any.”

“You said the same thing about the preschool we tried sleeping in that one time and a dead kid fucking fell off a chair onto my shoe! It was disgusting!”

Aiden shuddered slightly at the mental image of a classroom filled with the rotting corpses of children, something he would never dream of encountering. (Insert joke about America here)

“It’s not gonna be like that.”

James dismissed as they finally approached the door, peering inside.

“Empty.”

Yul nodded, and reached for the door knob, jiggling uselessly.

“You seriously thought it’d be unlocked?”

James asked with a raised eyebrow as Yul reached into one of his jacket pockets, fishing out a lock-pick.

“Shut up man. Just let me-“

Before he could finished, James slammed his body into the door, which quickly gave way, nearly falling off its hinges. Aiden blinked at the display of strength, suddenly very grateful he hadn’t gotten the same treatment when he’d put an axe to his neck the first time they’d met.

“Show off.”

Yul grumbled, stuffing the item back into his pocket and following after the other man, who grinned contentedly.

“You’re just jealous I’m actually strong, unlike you.”

Yul rolled his eyes, ignoring the jab as they entered the salon. It was dusty but nice overall, certainly a big step up over other places Aiden had slept before. Immediately, James rushed over to different drawers, pulling out various supplies and tools, eyes gleaming like he’d just won the lottery.

“Well, while we’re here we should get dinner started.”

Hunter announced, setting their bags and supplies out of the wagon.

“Alright, the canned stuff is in th-“

“No.”

Aiden cut off immediately, turning to Yul.

“We need to save them for the worst case scenario, we can’t just use them fragrantly.”

“Aiden’s right.”

James concurred with a nod, checking different drawers and storage areas.

“We shouldn’t use them unless we’re somewhere we can’t get any other kind of food.”

“But-“

“Just go catch us something to eat, like a squirrel or a rabbit. You’re good at hunting.”

Yul groaned, picking up his crossbow and arrows and walking back outside. Hunter, meanwhile went back to the porch of the salon, setting up a small camping stove to cook their food.

“Think you’ll need help?”

Aiden asked, peering over his shoulder.

“No, just keep an eye on James before his excitement causes an aneurysm.”

Aiden looked back to his other friend, who was grinning happily at a bag of what looked like gold beads. Aiden walked up to him as he sat at one of the salon chairs to get to work.

“So how are you going to go about this?”

He inquired, examining the various products and supplies.

“Well.. it’ll be difficult since I won’t be able to wash it but I’ve learned to make do. It takes forever these days but it’s worth it.”

He said with a shrug as he began to part his hair. Mostly out of curiosity Aiden approached one of the sinks and turned it on, expecting nothing to happen. To his surprise however a small stream of murky water burst from the faucet before evening out into a consistent, pitiful flow. He turned to James, who was already walking towards him.

“Are you sure we trust that with your hair?”

He asked, he normally wasn’t particularly picky when it came to bathing but he usually did so in natural water sources, rainwater, or water that had been boiled beforehand. He wasn’t particularly sure he trusted the current state of any water that came from pipes or sewers.

“I’ve bathed in worse.”

James shrugged, not seeming as skeptical as Aiden.

“Would you mind helping me out?”

He asked, picking up a few products from the table.

“Sure, but you’ll have to walk me through it. I’ve never done this before.”

Aiden said with a nervous chuckle, almost completely sure he’d fuck this up somehow.

 

 

“Yeah, it’s a lot different than doing my sisters’ hair.”

Aiden said as he continued to work on James’ hair. They’d made good progress, very good progress really. He was nearly done by now, and James’ hair certainly looked much better now than it had when they’d started.

“You’re better than Yul at least, when he heard ‘fix my hair’ he decided it meant ‘chop it off and start fresh’.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, he didn’t actually do anything but try to use scissors on me but still, not asking for his help with this again.”

“Well you have mine now.”

Aiden shrugged.

“But don’t you think the beads are a bit impractical? They’d stick out in the dark.”

“I mean, I could say the same about your blinding earrings but they haven’t caused problems yet.”

Aiden rolled his eyes.

“Rude. So how do I put these in?”

James leaned forward as the other man released his hair, picking up a tool.

“You use this, I can show you.”

Aiden nodded as James explained the motions to him and handed it back.

“Got it.”

He took the thing back, a ‘beader’ as James called it, and began to put the shiny accessories in specific places as the other instructed.

“What do you think’s taking Yul so long?”

“Knowing him he’s probably hunting something big to prove a point, he’ll be back soon.”

“Are you sure?”

Aiden asked, turning to look at Hunter who waited on the porch.

“It’ll be dark soon.”

“Yul’s a lot of things but he isn’t stupid. Trust me, he’ll be fine.”

Aiden shrugged at that, he supposed he trusted James’ judgement enough to have faith that Yul would come back safe. Only a few more minutes of braiding went by before someone began to triumphantly stomp up the stairs.

“Told you.”

James smirked as Yul appeared in the doorway, holding a large rabbit by the ears, his face plastered with a proud grin.

“This little bastard thought he could outrun me.”

He mused, gesturing to the dead thing.

“We’re eating good tonight!”

James agreed with a grin of his own.

“Fuck yeah we are, better than any of the canned stuff we have, thanks to me of course.”

He turned to Hunter, dropping the dead animal before him.

“Now help me skin this.”

“Save the fur.”

James suggested.

“It could come in handy.”

“I was going to anyways, I’m not stupid.”

Yul rolled his eyes, pulling out some knives (don’t ask from where) for him and Hunter to use. Aiden turned back to James, putting his focus back to the task at hand. James certainly looked amazing now, and the beads were definitely helping. He could imagine how Katie and Sadie would have swooned over this new look, and he couldn’t say he would’ve blamed them for it.

“You think this is good?”

Aiden asked, taking a step back to admire his work. James examined himself in the mirror, nodding.

“Are you kidding? I look awesome!”

He stood up, still fiddling experimentally with his braids, before turning to Yul.

“Hey, you remember that water purifier you stole?”

“Yeah, what about it?”

“Finally found a good way to put it to use!”

 

“I think this might be the first time in years I’ve eaten until I was full.”

Hunter murmured, leaning back against the wall behind him.

“Why? Is Hunter not good at hunting?”

James asked with a chuckle.

“Very funny.”

“Maybe his face just scared the animals off.”

Yul mumbled, being rewarded with a light smack to the arm by Aiden.

“Seriously man?”

“Just saying what we’re all thinking.”

He dismissed, taking another bite of his food.

“Before you started using long range weapons you would litterally jump on squirrels and wrestle birds, I don’t think you’re one to talk.”

Yul scoffed at James’ jab at his previous hunting abilities.

“Whatever man, I’m not the one who tried to flirt his way out of a raider attack.“

“Hold on- you what?”

Aiden and Hunter simultaneously whipped their heads in James’ direction, the other reeling back in embarrassment.

“That was an isolated incident.”

He grumbled, not taking kindly to the roaring laughter the other two men gave at the mental image of James trying to charm a gang of blade wielding murderers into letting him go.

“Seriously? What- did you just do fucking finger guns at them while they were chasing you down?”

“It was early into the outbreak okay?”

“Oh no! Mr psycho murderer, please don’t kill us! I love you!”

Aiden singsonged in a mocking voice, making Yul and Hunter erupt into laughter.

“Oh Mr raider, my love! Forget everyone else, let’s run away together!”

Hunter mocked in a dramatic voice, puffing out his chest and putting a hand over his heart.

“Shut up!”

James barked, but he himself was barely suppressing a grin.

“Mr raider! I can’t live without you, we were made for each other!”

Aiden put a hand to his eyes, wiping imaginary tears.

“Seriously, cut it out..!”

James finally broke into chuckles, at least he could take a joke.

“And then what happened? Did they just start attacking you or did they consider the offer?”

Aiden asked through his remaining laughter, turning to Yul.

“He didn’t take it well.”

Yul smirked as James rolled his eyes.

“At least I tried something.”

He grumbled, looking back down at his food.

“If it makes you feel any better I went the first two years on roller-skates.”

“Seriously?”

Aiden nodded.

“It did help me get around fast and all but I did skate over a pebble a few times and went flying.”

He admitted, cheeks reddening.

“I thought it looked cool, okay?”

“Yeah, I’m sure everyone was amazed seeing Scar from the lion king charging at them on skates.”

Hunter teased with a roll of his eyes.

“This was before the scar..s.”

“Right, make it the lady from… what was the one with the dogs?”

“I’m not going keep to tolerating that comparison.”

“Just saying, the resemblance is uncanny.”

“Okay Jeff the killer.”

“Is that really the only one you guys can come up with?”

“No, it’s just the funniest.”

Hunter grumbled at that, glancing over his shoulder and staring at something.

“Is something there?”

Aiden asked, immediately on alert.

“Huh? Oh, no. It’s just a cat.”

“A cat?”

Aiden raised an eyebrow but Yul simply shrugged.

“It doesn’t matter. I’m gonna go to bed now so be quiet.”

James nodded in agreement, yawning.

“Yeah, it’s been a long day. Let’s get this cleaned up.”

Aiden got up, helping James put their things away as Yul began to set up makeshift beds on the salon furniture. Hunter, meanwhile, was busy feeding scraps to the stray he’d seen. It was a small white cat with two dark spots above each eye and stripes at the end of its tail that resembled a raccoon, a gorgeous feline really. (Come on, you know I had to pay homage/ref)

“Why are you feeding it?”

James asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Look at it, it’s skin and bones.”

Hunter gestured to the feline, who gave a demanding meow at the lack of incoming meat.

“Alright.. just don’t get attached, the last thing we need is another mouth to feed.”

“Seriously? You were fine with Aiden having a spider.”

“Don’t bring Frank into this.”

Aiden snapped.

“There’s a big difference between a spider that can take care of itself and an entire cat.”

“Well it’s still alive, so clearly it can.”

James shrugged, not seeming to care enough to push the matter further. It wasn’t that he disliked the idea of having some kind of pet but it just wouldn’t be practical. At least a dog could attack enemies, the most he figured a cat could do was maybe scratch you.

“Alright, but if you decide to keep it it’s your responsibility.”

Hunter nodded, continuing to feed his new and already demanding little friend as the others settled down to go to sleep.

“Since you’re already busy you’ll be taking first watch.”

“Fine by me.”

Hunter nodded, perfectly okay with the arrangement.

 

As Hunter continued to occupy himself with the cat Aiden turned to James, admiring his handiwork.

“You really like them?”

James nodded.

“You kidding? I look awesome. You gotta do my hair from now on.”

“Deal, so long as you keep this little guy a secret for me.”

He gestured to the small stuffed bear tucked under his arm that he was always keen on hiding. Honestly the fact that Aiden, a man who’d torn a bunch of raiders apart just a few days ago also slept with a teddy bear was nothing short of hilarious.

“Deal.”

James nodded, more than happy with how the day had went. It seemed luck was, for once, finally on his side as of late.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

I tried to be accurate with James’ hair scenes, but I, being Mexican, don’t know much on the topic lol. If any of y’all are more knowledgeable on the subject let me know if I got anything wrong.

Chapter 45: A bed of flowers (33)

Summary:

Lake sees Rosa one last time to say her goodbyes and make a promise before continuing into an uncertain future.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time) overuse of the word ‘nodded’

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Really sorry for the wait pookies, in my defense I thought I indirectly killed my parents and it’s kind of fucking me up. (Don’t worry gang, they’re okay) Anyways bear with me on the anniversary content, it’s a mess right now.

 

 

 

To say Lake was embarrassed would be putting it lightly.

After all, who wouldn’t be in her shoes? Being carried with ease as if she weighed nothing more than a grape wasn’t the most flattering experience, especially if you’re going to be doing it for hours. But alas, here she was being carried on Jo’s back as they made their way to see Rosa one last time. She knew under any other circumstances she probably would have been made to walk but the group as a whole knew she probably couldn’t handle it, not something like this. She wondered to herself what state she would find Rosa in. She doubted Anne had seen to burying her, but surely she wouldn’t let Lake see if she was out in the open rotting.. although maybe she would let her, as another lesson….

Lake shook her head slightly, banishing the thought from her mind. Anne was hard on her, yes, but she had limits. Still though, she wasn’t sure if she was quite ready for what she’d be seeing, but Zoey’s purposefully excited rambling was helping a little bit.

“Oh, and Tristan! Oh my God, they are such a sweetheart! You’ll absolutely love them, nicest person you’ll ever meet. And let’s see.. oh! The girls, of course! They’re both the same age as you, you’ll get along great!”

She continued on, bubbly as ever. Of course Lake could tell it was an act to make her feel better and get her mind off of Rosa but it did help. Although she knew the dreadful experience that was to come, the lighthearted conversation was welcome.

“It sounds amazing.”

Lake murmured in response, trying her best to keep her expression pleasant. She glanced over to Lulu, the canine none the wiser to her woes as she trotted at Anne Maria’s side, occasionally stoping to lick something she shouldn’t. Lake couldn’t help but chuckle at the dog’s silly nature, all the dumb stuff she did. She wondered what it would be like to be that dumb and happy, probably better than her current situation she figured. Eventually however, she felt Jo’s steps slow down and knew to brace herself.

‘I need to do this.’

She reminded herself, holding onto the other woman a bit tighter.

‘I have to say goodbye.’

She wasn’t sure if it was for Rosa’s sake or because she needed a sense of closure but this had to be done, she had to see tell her sister she loved her one last time.

She owed her that much at least.

 

“Do you want me to show you where she is?”

Anne Maria asked, handing Lake her makeshift crutches as Jo set her down.

“Yes.”

Lake nodded, standing up straight in an attempt to seem collected despite the situation. Anne nodded in turn, raising a hand to signal the others stay behind as she led Lake towards the side of the factory, where Rosa must have been. They continued in silence for a while, Anne keeping a slow pace as Lake limped along before coming to a sudden halt.

“What is it?”

Anne asked, looking to the younger woman, who took a deep breath.

“I want to walk to her.”

“Lake-“

“If this is the last time she’ll see me.. I want her to see me be strong.”

Lake insisted, already handing her crutches over. Anne Maria gave a sigh of reluctant approval as she took them, putting a hand on Lake’s back to steady her. Lake winced as she took her first step, squeezing an eye shut in pain.

“I know.”

Anne Maria muttered, guiding her forward.

“Be strong, she’s not too far away.”

Lake nodded at the reassurance, taking unsupported steps through pained gasps and whimpers, her knees buckling with each movement. She felt as if at any moment she would fall right over but she was determined to do this. To walk for Rosa, to show her she was strong and she would be okay, and that she would find Aiden. She needed to prove to her that no matter what happened she would stand strong for her. And so, she walked and kept on walking until they reached a small mass covered in rocks and a tarp that she assumed must be Rosa. The smell only served to confirm her suspicion as they came closer. And there she was, blanketed on the grass. Lake stared for a while at the concealed, unmoving body bellow the coverings. Although admittedly, she was grateful that Rosa’s condition was hidden away, she couldn’t handle seeing the person she looked up to most rotting. Slowly she sat down next to Rosa, putting a hand on the tarp.

“Is this to keep animals and infected away?”

Anne nodded.

“Mostly. People too.”

“People? What would they want with her?”

“Her stuff, her body- or whatever’s left of it. Whatever hasn’t rotted away they might try to eat.”

She answered bluntly, the explanation leaving Lake close to nausea. She could never understand why someone would treat another person like that dead or alive. And especially Rosa, sweet, tiny, loving Rosa who was the best mother and sister she’d ever met. Maybe she was just naive, but she still couldn’t comprehend how the world had devolved to such a state.

“Can I be alone with her?”

Anne Maria nodded, stepping away.

“Tell me when you’re done saying goodbye.”

Lake watched as she walked out of earshot, facing away from the pair to give the illusion of privacy. She turned her gaze back to Rosa, staring long and hard at what had become of her. She contemplated her options for a few moments, if she should say something, a proper goodbye perhaps. Or if she should continue in silence. She pressed her hand more firmly against tarp and closed her eyes, feeling around until she found what she was sure must have been her Rosa’s hand. Lake could feel the emotions erupt in her chest, grief, sadness, anger, despair, hopelessness. She inhaled deeply, before releasing an equally long exhale, determined not to cry. Opening her mouth, her jaw worked, and throat tightened but no words came forth. Instead a small, high pitched sob climbed up her throat and escaped into the air for all to hear. Before she could stop herself tears began to escape and she was now crying, her resolve crumbling as did her body, which fell into a heap atop of Rosa’s dead form. She sobbed, her sorrow raw and palpable, like spoiled meat as she lay atop of what remained of her beloved sister. She desperately wanted to speak, to give Rosa any kind of reassurance that things would be okay, that she’d find Aiden, but all she could manage were mangled sobs and murmurs of apology. At the end of the day she’d left Rosa as she was dying, she failed her. And although she knew in her heart Rosa would have wanted her and Aiden to run she still couldn’t help but despise herself for it.

“I’m sorry..!”

She wailed, shaking like a leaf.

“Oh Rosa, I ruined everything! I’m sorry!”

She burried her face into her arms, staining her sleeves in tears and mucus.

“If I’d told her to keep her shoes on it never would have happened! I’m so sorry!”

She continued to wail and sob, tears streaming down her cheeks in rapid succession.

“A-and Aiden wouldn’t be missing.. I’m sorry!”

She was near incoherent by now as she begged repeatedly for forgiveness, as if her mountain of apologies could undo the damage done, and bring back all she had lost.

 

After an eternity of this she sniffed, lifting her head to see a patch of daisies not far away. She stared at the flowers, showing signs of being near death thanks to the impending cold, considering them at length. She then looked back to Rosa’s form and wiped a few tears, now determined. Standing up, she limped towards the flowers, ignoring the pain each movement caused her as she collapsed before them, examining and plucking the most beautiful of the patch to be used. She couldn’t help but think the daisies very closely resembled the hair clip she wore now, and chose to take it as a positive sign, that Rosa and Sofia held no hostility towards her. It was a silly thought, stupid even, she knew that, but it was still nice to have a bit of hope. Finally, she crawled back over to Rosa, her legs in too much pain by now to stand. She examined her form before carefully beginning to place the daisies atop her makeshift grave, arranging them the way one may hypothetically arrange a bouquet of flowers, meticulously preparing each individual blossom where they most fit. By the end Lake was satisfied with her work, wiping her face free of tears.

“I’ll find him.”

She murmured, her voice still shaking.

“I promise, I’ll find him.”

She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath as one final tear escaped. But before she could call out to Anne Maria for them to go, a large mass came barreling towards her, followed by shouts. As the mass and the figures chasing it came into view she nearly jumped out of her skin realizing it was Lulu, charging full speed at her.

“No! Lulu, stop!”

Zoey screeched, chasing close behind the dog. Lake yelped, getting on her knees to run only to be tackled to the ground by the canine, who began to quite literally jump all over her, smothering her in licks. Her previous sorrow nearly evaporated as she was suffocating in kisses, the dog bumping its face into her repeatedly. She wasn’t entirely sure what she was trying to accomplish by doing that but the good intentions were there.

“Lulu, stop that!”

Before Lake knew it she was giggling, trying and failing to push the dog away, who responded in turn with loud yips and even more kisses of aggressive affection.

“Lulu- get off of her!”

Zoey and Jo had to basically pry the dog off of Lake, who sat up wiping her face clean, now not of tears but of slobber.

“Augh- gross!”

She chuckled as she wiped her face, the women standing above her all trying their hardest not to smile.

“She must’ve heard you crying.”

Anne said, bending down to wipe Lake’s face.

“I can only imagine how much this’ll make you break out..”

“Oh, look who’s fussing over looks again.”

Jo remarked, chuckling.

“Oh, look who can actually look.”

Anne shot back, the other woman’s smile disappearing immediately as the group burst out into laughter.

“Oh! She got you good!”

Zoey exclaimed through laughs as Jo crossed her arms, grumbling.

“Don’t you think that was a bit much?”

Bridgette asked, raising an eyebrow.

“No, no. That was a good one.”

Jo murmured with a nod of approval at the jab.

“But I’ll get you for it.”

“Sure you will.”

Anne Maria said with a dismissive eye roll, grabbing Jo’s hand and leading her to Lake, who she immediately scooped up.

“You ready?”

She asked, turning her head to Lake, who nodded.

“Yeah..”

She looked over to Rosa, now in a bed of rock and daisies.

“Yeah… I think so.”

“Good. We have a lot of walking to do.”

 

 

“A.. truck?”

“Mhm, a working one too! Ain’t that neat?”

“But.. how? We’ve been walking forever, why now?”

Lake was.. beyond confused. They’d been walking for the better part of the day, presumably to the warehouse they’d mentioned. She hadn’t imagined they’d randomly get picked up by a truck and driven the rest of the way, it just didn’t make sense.

“That would be because we agreed on a meet up spot, we walked as far as we can and what we can’t walk through, they’ll drive us.”

Bridgette explained, the vehicle, a rusted red truck typical of what you’d see in a movie was waiting a just a few yards ahead of them.

“And before you start worrying, they know about you. They’re fine taking you in since you’re so smart and all, we could always use that.”

Anne Maria stated, as if reading Lake’s mind. She’d seen the others with a sort of radio before, they must have been using that to communicate.

“Plus, we found some good supplies and parts while you were recovering, so there’s some icing on the cake.”

Zoey chimed in, giving Lake a smile as a large balding man and a young redhead emerged from the truck, both waving enthusiastically.

“Yo! Zoey!”

The redhead shouted, pulling something from his bag and waving it in the air.

“I found more!”

Zoey gasped in delight, quickly abandoning the group to sprint to the man that very well looked like he could be her cousin.

“Who are they?”

Lake asked, raising an eyebrow as Jo smiled soley on recognition of the voices.

“The old one’s Richard, and the other guy is Logan. They’re a couple of bastards but you’ll love them. Especially Logan, he’s quite the charmer. Or so I hear at least.”

“Don’t like redheads?”

Bridgette raised an eyebrow as they grow nearer to the pair, Lulu seeming to cease to care about the others as she began charging full speed towards Richard.

“Eh. Kind of forgot what the color red looks like. So..”

“Oh. Right.”

She murmured in embarrassment, turning to the others as they finally grew near enough to speak with them.

“So this is the new girl!”

Richard boomed excitedly, gently pushing away Lulu, who was attempting to suffocate him with affection.

“Come on, let me get a good look at her!”

Logan, who was fussing with Zoey over what looked to be a Lego Star Wars set turned to look at her and grinned.

“Right, she’s supposed to be super smart?”

Anne Maria nodded, keeping a slight but respectful distance as Jo carefully put Lake down, steadying her with her makeshift crutches. Richard beamed at her, looking her up and down as if cataloging every last iota of detail. She couldn’t help but fix her posture at this, slightly intimidated.

“She’s tall!”

He finally concluded with a wide smile.

“I like it, she’ll become strong that’s for sure! Not to mention she’s a little genius, huh?”

He reached up, ruffling her hair excitedly, making the girl jolt slightly. She was certainly not used to people being this friendly.

“I like her hair, it’s so red!”

Logan nodded, examine her in turn.

“You know, she’s kind of like you but better in every conceivable way.”

He noted, turning to Zoey who didn’t seem very flattered.

“Oh, hah hah!”

She deadpanned, smacking him with the box of Legos.

“Hey! Those are valuable, treat them with some respect!”

Lake observed the banter awkwardly, locking eyes with Anne Maria who simply shrugged as Richard  turned his attention to Bridgette, pretty much smothering her in a hug.

“There she is! How’ve you been? We were all worried!”

“I can handle supply runs and deliveries, Richard..”

She rolled her eyes fondly.

“And how’s the baby? Babies maybe?”

“I’d hope not. Anyways, so far so good.”

She smiled down at her stomach, to which Richard nodded.

“Decided on any names yet?”

Bridgette sighed, looking away.

“I’ll know when I get there but for now my priority is keeping it alive.”

“Fair enough, so long as it isn’t anything stupid.”

“Hey! My name suggestions were fine!”

Jo countered defensively.

“Right. And I’m still young and charming.”

Jo scoffed, crossing her arms.

“Whatever man, at least I’m trying to come up with something.”

“Right.. So, what was that about these new supplies?”

 

And that was how Lake ended up in the backseat of a cramped truck, squished between a pregnant woman and different car parts and who knows what else whilst being interrogated by two very excited men.

“So, how’d your leg end up like that?”

“Long story..”

She murmured, basically code for ‘I don’t particularly like you enough to tell’.

“Looks pretty bad. Well, Tristan can get it fixed just fine! They’re our medic, nicest person you’ll ever meet.”

Richard reassured as he drove the truck, the rest of the women and Lulu seated in the cargo bed.

“Right.. you seem to be pretty close with everyone, they’ve told me about some of you guys.

“Have they now?”

Logan grinned.

“What’d they say?”

“Oh.. you weren’t mentioned until I actually saw you.”

At that his expression immediately plummeted into something you’d expect to see from a wet cat.

“Wa- I was just kidding!”

She backtracked, fully prepared to lie in order to salvage this potential new friendship.

“Zoey mentioned your uh… building.. stuff.”

“Oh, the Legos? Yeah, we get bored so we made a competition out of constructing things. Sometimes we build funny stuff and leave it around places to prank people! Like one time Zoey built a giant-“

“She’s a kid.”

Bridgette reminded sternly, making Logan clear his throat.

“Oh, right. But yeah, it’s kind of our thing.”

Lake nodded, fiddling with her shirt sleeve, suddenly having a question.

“How come Anne was the only one not talking to- ow!”

She cut herself off as Bridgette smacked her arm, the mood suddenly becoming tense.

“Oh.. she’s uh… it’s complicated, kiddo.”

Richard dismissed, glancing away uncomfortably.

“I heard she was the one who found you?”

Lake nodded, glad to change the subject after she’d nearly destroyed the conversation.

“Yeah, I fell down a small cliff running from an infected.”

“So she’s fast too? You just keep getting better and better!”

Logan said with enthusiasm, making Bridgette chuckle.

“Right. For as smart as she is though I really wish some of that genius went into giving her common sense.”

“Strictly book-smart is she?”

“Extremely. She could tell you the entire rundown of human history but when it comes to social situations she’s completely clueless.”

“I’m not clueless.”

Lake muttered defensively.

“I’m just not as good at that kind of thing.”

“Come on, cut the girl some slack. Most bookworm types aren’t the best with people. Nothing wrong about it, just how it tends to be.”

“Yeah, besides I think she’s in good hands with Axel and Mariana, she’ll make friends fast.”

Logan chimed in as Bridgette gave a skeptical look.

“Mariana maybe, but having that much hope in Axel is reaching.”

“Are those the other girls my age you talked about?”

“Mhm, there’s a few other kids but we figured you’d be easier friends with the girls.”

“Ah.”

Lake considered this for a few moments. Friends would be nice, she decided.

“And.. what will I do when we get there?”

“Plenty of things, I don’t doubt we’ll find a way to put that brain of yours to good use. And once your leg is healed you’ll have plenty to do to help around.”

Richard assured cheerfully. Lake nodded, leaning back in her seat.

“How much longer until we arrive?”

“Just a few hours probably.”

Logan shrugged, fiddling with his hoodie string. Lake nodded, slumping back in her chair and dozing off for the ride ahead.

 

“And here we are!”

Richard announced as they drove into what seemed to have been a run down college now converted into a base.

“This- this is all yours?”

Lake asked in astonishment.

“How many people are there?”

“Not as many as you’re probably thinking, we mostly use all the space for our supplies and projects and whatnot.”

Logan shrugged as the truck slowed, a few figures seemingly waiting for them. Lake peered out the window, seeing people at work and going about their tasks. Work stations, fences, and a few gardens had been set up surrounding the perimeter of the school.

“Who are they?”

“Just the folks we mentioned to you and who wanted to meet you after the girls told you about them. We get pretty excited when we get new faces around here.”

Lake blinked at Richard’s words. People wanted to see her? Meet her? Either these people were seriously bored or Anne and the others had over-exaggerated her positive attributes. Not that she was particularly opposed to being viewed in high regards, if she was going to be staying here she at least wanted to make a good first impression. As the truck entered the parking lot, (bet you didn’t expect to hear that in an apocalypse fic) Lake only grew more anxious that she would ruin this somehow. She looked to Bridgette for reassurance, the older giving a comforting smile.

“You’ll do fine, loosen up a bit.”

Lake nodded, letting her body relax. She seriously needed to stop overthinking this, meeting new people wasn’t the end of the world, that had already happened. Picking up her crutches, Bridgette opened the door and helped her outside as the others got off as well. She looked over to Anne Maria and the others who were approaching her and Bridgette, then to the group who had seemingly been waiting to meet her. There were five people, three of which seemed to be around her age, and the other two who were likely older.

“I told you they were excited to meet you.”

Bridgette murmured in encouragement, putting a hand on Lake’s back as she steadied herself on her crutches.

“So this is the genius you told us about?”

One of the adults, a man with glasses, asked with a grin.

“I guess it’ll be nice not to be the only egghead around here anymore.” (The fact he actually talks like this in cannon only barely makes me feels less like wanting to jump off a cliff writing this dialogue)

“Egghead?”

Lake repeated, confused by the statement. She lifted a hand to feel the top of her head, suddenly feeling very insecure. She knew she had a round face, but she never expected to be told she looked like an egg.

“Oh, no! I didn’t mean it like that! I just..”

He trailed, a soft chuckle following his embarrassed stammering.

“It just means you’re smart.”

The other adult, a somewhat gothic looking person with a medic’s uniform, put a reassuring hand on the man’s shoulder, who now looked like he wanted to throw himself into the void and disappear from existence entirely.

“Benji here is a lawyer, so he’s just excited to have someone else who can keep up with him.”

“Oh.”

“I’m Tristan by the way, this is Benji, Mariana, Axel, and Damien. And you already know Richard and Logan?”

Lake nodded, looking over to the three her own age. She gave a weak smile, hoping to insight a sense of friendliness, but the mirage of quizzical and stand-offish looks made her falter. Every atom of her being shouting that she was the dumbest girl in the universe right now for having thought a simple smile would earn their trust. Catching her clear shyness, Tristan adopted a more gentle attitude, voice softening at the girl.

“You must be tired. Let’s fix your leg up, yeah? We can show you around and get you introduced tomorrow.”

Lake gave a nod of agreement, following after as they led her into the building, the rest of group falling into conversation as they begin to unload the truck in the distance. The pair continued on into the campus, the older putting a supportive hand on Lake’s back to keep her steady as they led her down various halls into what she assumed was the infirmary.

“Just sit down right there, okay? I need to examine your leg.”

Tristan said, coming up to Lake and guiding her to a cushioned bench against the wall.

“So, tell me how your leg ended up like this.”

“I was running from an infected and fell down a small cliff, I also tried running a few days after which made it worse.”

Tristan nodded, gently removing her shoe.

“I’m gonna have to roll up your pants to examine the injury, is that okay with you?”

“Yeah, it’s fine.”

Tristan nodded gently folding up her left pant leg up to her thigh.

“Now tell me if anything hurts, okay?”

Lake nodded as the other began to carefully examine the appendage, poking and prodding at certain spots to see how she’d respond before coming to a conclusion.

“Yeah, that’s definitely fractured.”

“It’s not broken?”

“Doesn’t seem like it, it should heal on its own if you just don’t use that leg too much.”

“Well it hurts like it’s broken..”

“Yeah, bones tend to do that. I think.”

“You think?”

“I’m not exactly a professional.. I only became a medic when the whole apocalypse thing started. And I’m more used to treating wounds and illnesses than broken bones believe it or not.”

They admitted bashfully, looking away. Lake couldn’t help but feel a bit worried at the fact that this, kind as they might be, entirely incompetent doctor would be playing the role of midwife for Bridgette any day now. She could only imagine what a disaster that would be.

“But there’s a first for everything and I’ve been reading a lot on the subject so I’ll get you fixed up just fine, no need to worry!”

They reassured, fixing Lake’s pant leg, and putting her shoe back on for her.

“I’ll be right back, just hold on a moment!”

They said, going across the hall to a repurposed office that they probably resided in. She peered past the wall, craning her neck to see Tristan scrambling through stacks upon stacks of medical textbooks stored on every peice of furniture you could imagine. It was a bit funny to see them constantly putting books back on and off of shelves, desks, and chairs as they searched for whatever it is they thought would help Lake. Finally, they emerged victorious, holding a medium sized book and striding back to the infirmary.

“Is that where you sleep?”

Lake asked as they took a seat next to her, flipping through the book.

“Might as well be. It’s where I do all of my studying, I’m practically in there every second of every day.”

They admitted, which would explain why they were so pale if they always had their head burried in a book. Lake certainly admired their resolve to improve their skill as a medic, thinking back to when she would spend all of her time studying. At least, she figured, if she wasn’t able to make friends with the three her age Tristan would be a good candidate.

“Here we go, you can borrow this until you’ve got them memorized.”

They presented her with a collection of specific pages consisting of guides and illustrations for what looked to be exercises.

“Some physical therapy to help you get better faster.”

They explained, pointing at an illustration of a featureless man stretching.

“Thanks, I want to get back on my feet as soon as possible.”

Lake said gratefully, looking through the pages they had marked for her, examining each exercise.

“So if I do these I’ll recover faster?”

“Mhm.”

“What about recovery?”

Jo asked, her and the others suddenly now standing in the doorway as if they had materialized into existence just then.

“We were talking about her leg. It’s fractured but it’ll get better. She mostly needs to rest and when she can do some exercises. I bookmarked them so… you think you could help her out?”

“Well, I can’t read but I’m sure they’d be up to it.”

Jo said with a shrug, gesturing to the others who gave various nods of agreement.

“Oh, Bridgette! While you’re here we should probably talk about the baby. Can the rest of you get Lake to bed in the meantime?”

“Yeah, no problem. Thanks for the help.”

Zoey stepped forward, taking the book from Tristan and helping Lake to her feet as Bridgette took her place on the bench where she had previously sat.

“Alright, so last time you mentioned...”

Tristan’s words were cut off as they closed the door behind the rest of the group, who were now walking off into the long, windings halls that must have led to the dorms.

“Nice, aren’t they?”

Zoey asked with a smile.

“Yeah, they were really gentle.”

Lake agreed with a nod, glancing to Anne Maria, who seemed to agree.

“I’m amazed how someone can still be so kind with how things are now. I guess that’s why I thought you two could be friends, you’re a lot alike.”

“You think so?”

Lake asked, a bit surprised by this.

“Well, you’re both.. ridiculously nice.”

Jo agreed, supporting Lake’s side as they made their way up some stairs.

“Wouldn’t the dorm rooms be in a separate building?”

Lake asked, raising an eyebrow.

“There aren’t any here, we just put beds in the largest rooms and sleep there.”

“Oh, I see.”

Lake had to admit she wasn’t thrilled by the idea of having so little privacy, but it wasn’t exactly that much of an issue, she had bigger things to worry about. Soon, they reached a classroom occupied by mattresses and cots, each separated with a makeshift nightstands and drawers for personal belonging.

“This is where we sleep, so you’ll be staying here.”

Zoey explained leading her to one of the beds, towards the left side of the room.

“Rest up, okay? We’ll get you something to eat when you wake up.”

Lake nodded setting her crutches against the wall and removing her shoes, crawling into the bed as Anne Maria put the rest of her belongings down next to her.

“We’ll have some work to do before we come back. Do you need anything in the meantime?”

“I don’t think so.”

Lake shook her head, nestling under the thin blanket, already dozing off. She was beyond exhausted by the days events by now, mourning Rosa, meeting all these new people, not to mention all the walking she’d done. Needless to say, sleep was a very welcome guest right now.

“Thanks.. for everything.”

She murmured with a yawn.

“Sleep well, you have a big day tomorrow.”

Anne Maria said, giving her a pat on the shoulder before leaving with the other two as they gave their good nights in turn. Lake watched on as they closed the door behind themselves, letting her body relax as her eyes grew heavier and heavier. Yawning, she finally surrendered to sleep, a distant lullaby coming to her as she fell into a dream.



WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

 

A silly sketch of that one scene from chapter 24

 

https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1900429975691395392

 

 

 

 

Notes:

Can you tell I just want to write the fun stuff already? Also don’t ask why the word ‘nodded’ was used so much this chapter it just was. Also, also, don’t blame me for the inclusion of pets, you can blame all the friends who told me they’d be good additions and who I listened to against my better judgement.

Chapter 46: This is it.

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I’m sorry.

You read the chapter title write, discolored blood is being canceled.

 

I’m not going to waste your time with any rants, so let me keep it simple.

I guess.. I just lost interest to be honest. I’ve been getting less and less engagement, more bored while writing, and I want to do other things. I want to branch out beyond doomed apocalypse yaoi and yuri. I want to do more. By extension the anniversary content is canceled. The my lullaby animatic will not be re-uploaded, all the other stuff I’m making/made for it won’t be finished, the scrapped animatics I was gonna post, none of it will happen. I appreciate you all for following me on this journey of bad grammar, ocs nobody wanted, and an author who at sixteen has yet to learn the difference between ‘their’ and ‘they’re’. As the trend of infection aus has died, so has discolored blood. It’s been a wild ride, fun too, but all good things must come to an end. And for my friends reading this who may be wondering why I didn’t just tell you, it’s because I didn’t know how to honestly. I will not be quitting fanfiction however, far from it. I will now be putting my time and passion into new fics for the many other fandoms I’m apart of that aren’t dying. I hope you will all join me in this next chapter of my creative journey, and I hope you had as much fun reading as I am having abandoning this ugly, deformed child of a fanfic.

 

Before you go, I do have one last thing to ask of you as one of my valued readers.

 

Check what day it is today.

Chapter 47: Pretty please??

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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I seriously need you guys to bully me into writing chapters, I can’t keep doing this. 

On another note here’s some stuff I made to keep you guys entertained until either the anniversary chapter or next chapter to the actual story is finished.

 

https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7492721547107470635?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7475294440568751659

 

https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7492722461218196778?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7475294440568751659


And something else I don’t feel like saying myself 

 

https://www.tiktok.com/@murderous._.pineapple/video/7492724455811108139?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7475294440568751659

Notes:

Watch this get zero interactions

Chapter 48: Lies over lullabies, yet you sing to me still (34)

Summary:

Scarlett knows she’s making bad a decision, and Dawn only reinforces this. Yet.. she knows better than to be honest.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, mild swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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If you were to ask Scarlett what she thought of the place, she’d have to agree with Aiden.

Depressing.

  Maybe that was why Dawn was so insistent she remain with the rest of the town, not that it was much better now that Aiden, and.. she supposed his friends, had left. Dawn herself was nice enough, but Shawn and Jasmine were taking a bit more time to come around to her since she had sort of tried to get them killed during a mental breakdown. They’d been pretty forthcoming with this reason to be.. apprehensive of her. It didn’t help she was being treated like a glorified prisoner, her mental instability keeping her under strict watch and care from Dawn, who had taken a liking to her quite fast somehow, but that was neither here nor there. Of course, she was better now, after all she’d dedicated herself to a cure and everything! But perhaps that just wasn’t enough to redeem herself in their eyes quite yet. Well, it’s not like it mattered much now given that, for the second night in a row, she was about to go right behind their backs to do stuff she wasn’t supposed to.

 

She looked around, the nighttime air crisp. Most of everyone was asleep by now save for the guards. Although, she had escaped their field of vision just fine the night before, so it wasn’t like she couldn’t do it again. Looking up, she could see the bright, full moon at its zenith, illuminating the Earth bellow more than well enough for her to navigate the area. She inhaled deeply then exhaled, taking a step forward only for a voice to give her a heart attack.

“And where are your going this late?”

Somebody asked, making Scarlett practically jumping out of her skin. Looking in the direction of the sound, she could see Dawn staring at her with an unamused look, arms crossed.

“I- was just taking a walk..”

She muttered, doing her best to collect herself.

“Right. With a bag full of items?”

Dawn inquired, entirely unconvinced. Scarlett looked away, rubbing the back of her neck.

“Believe me when I say it’s not what it looks like.”

“To me.. it looks like you’re running away.”

A twinge of hurt seeped into her voice as she examined the other woman.

“No, no! I wasn’t..”

She trailed, searching for the words.

“I just.. wanted to visit my lab.”

At that, Dawn blinked, very clearly caught off guard.

“Your lab?”

She repeated, eliciting a nod.

“But- but you hate that place? You were trapped there in confinement for years, why would you come back to it?”

It was a fair enough question, one Scarlett had asked herself many times as she was deciding whether or not to go through with this abysmal plan.

“Well.. I still have a lot of valuable equipment down there, and I want to be of use to this place. I’m still a scientist, you know. I can make medicines, poisons, anything we could possibly need. Not to mention the bunker itself could be useful if we ever get attacked, so cleaning it up wouldn’t hurt. The point is, I want to be useful to this place and I want to continue my research.”

Well, it was partly true, which made this feel mildly less shitty. Dawn considered her words for a few moments, gaze softening.

“In that case,”

She began, taking Scarlett’s hand scraped, calloused hand into her own.

“Some help wouldn’t hurt. And I don’t want you in that place alone.”

Scarlett, to her own surprise, felt.. grateful for this. Last night she’d accomplished absolutely nothing returning to the lab aside from have a panic attack upon entry and scrambling back to the town immediately. So needless to say, some company couldn’t hurt.

“Thank you..”

 

 

“Are you sure you don’t wanna just go back?”

“Yes, I’m sure. Infected almost never come out on nights this bright and we’re armed, it’ll be fine.”

“I just don’t drag you along to this- it’s a waste of your time-“

“You’re never a waste of time, if you’re doing this I’m coming along and that’s final.”

“But-“

“Is there some reason you don’t want me to be here?”

At that, Scarlett ceased talking. Silence was better than admission anyways, and Dawn was accustomed to her being quiet anyway, so she doubted she’d see through her.

“We’re getting close.”

Dawn spoke up after a few moments of silence. Scarlett looked ahead to the tree branch protruding from the ground, a pitiful marker Aiden and his friends had left.

“We should probably replace that.”

Scarlett commented, earning a nod.

“Not exactly the most.. permanent marker. I’ll have to talk with Shawn and Jasmine about that.”

“Must be nice to have them wrapped around your finger instead of always being suspicious..”

“They still hold what happened back then against you?”

“Why wouldn’t they? I mean, I was kind of going to kill them for money.”

“Maybe, but you were on the brink of insanity there.”

At that, Scarlett scoffed.

“When am I not?”

“Well, I may not have been there but just know I forgive you for your past mistakes.”

“That makes one of us.”

She thought for a moment, then continued.

“Say, isn’t it weird so many former contestants are all in one place?”

“Maybe.”

Dawn shrugged.

“But I guess mutual experiences can help out in situations like these so it’s no surprise we’ve joined forces.”

“Wonder if any of the others have teamed up..”

“Maybe. But I think we have more important things to attend to.”

She gestured vaguely to the marker as they grew nearer, Scarlett giving a sigh of anticipation.

“Well.. I guess we’re doing this.”

She muttered, walking up to the latch.

“I’m surprised they didn’t already take your lab equipment.”

“What good would it be to them? They sure as hell don’t know how to use it.”

Scarlett pointed out with a shrug as she lifted the door to her once prison, her body tensing.

“I can go first if you-“

“No. I have to do this.”

Scarlett interjected firmly before the other could even finish her sentence. Using the light emanating from the lamp in her companion’s hand she inhaled deeply before taking a deep, shuddering breath as she began making her descent. Immediately, the familiar stench of rust and mildew hit her, making her cringe. Looking up, she could see that even Dawn seemed to be disgusted by the stench, grimacing slightly as she followed after Scarlett, raising the lamp as Scarlett began down the familiar halls to the maintenance room. With the flick of a few switches, the generators kicked in, and dingy light filled the expanse.

“Wow..”

“What is it?”

Scarlett asked, bristling nervously. Suddenly, she was extremely self conscious of the crappy space.

“Oh, nothing. I’m just.. not used to electricity by now.”

She nodded as Dawn extinguished the lamp and examined the area, analyzing each detail Scarlett’s eyes barely touched. She knew this place more than she’d have liked to already.

“Well, the plan was to retrieve my equipment and clean up a bit.. since you’re here would you mind..?”

“Oh, of course not, not at all! I’m always glad to help.”

Dawn answered instantly, a smile gracing her perfect face.

“You’ll have to lead the way though.”

“Oh- right.”

Scarlett muttered, catching herself in embarrassment at her own forgetfulness. Turning, she began down the familiar halls, trying her best not to let her mind wander to the bad memories of the place. After a while, her and Dawn had finally reached the laboratory, it smelled of familiar chemicals and rot to a level Dawn could barely suppress her disgust towards.

“Trust me, I know.”

Scarlett murmured, approaching her desk. Dawn soon followed, eyes locked curiously on her various notes and observations. She stepped forward, leaning closer and squinting her eyes to read the text. Tiny cursive handwriting, not a letter out of place.

“You make my writing look like something from a preschooler.”

She commented with a chuckle, a lovely sound that reminded Scarlett of birdsong. Dawn tended to have that sort of effect on people, about half of the town was smitten with her. Scarlett could see why, she was the antithesis of beauty and kindness wrapped up into a neat package with a sparkling bow added for good measure.

“It’s mostly mad ramblings near the end, but the earlier stuff has much more merit to it.”

She said, stuffing her bag with important notes and equipment, she had so much left down here it was no doubt she’d have to make multiple trips. Dawn, for her part, decided to take a load off her legs and sit down in the adjacent chair. The one Aiden had once sat on the day he took pity on her doomed soul. She couldn’t help but wonder what he might be up to right now, something cooler than what she was doing probably. She continued packing in a tense frenzy, wanting nothing more than to leave the place as soon as possible until Dawn’s voice filled the gap, not in speech but in song of all things.

 

“In the dead of night, under the moon’s soft glow..”

She began, voice soft and smooth. Scarlett raised an eyebrow, not quite expecting this, but it was a welcome surprise.

“Rest your little heart, let these troubles go. For know you’re not alone in this dreary night, let this heartache go let your soul take flight. And underneath the moon, dream of better times. Dream of days when the skies were clear and clean, where you and I play beneath sunlight’s gleam. Dream of all these memories, and know it in your heart that you are not alone, here wrapped up in moon’s soft glow.”

She wasn’t sure if Dawn was singing to pass the time, or if it was to comfort her in someway, but it helped all the same. She could feel her muscles and mind alike relax, letting herself fall into the soft lullaby. A small part of herself wanted to find the fact she was being sung to like a child patronizing, but that negative little voice was quickly silenced.

“Dream in my arms, sleep. Let the world be still. And in my arms let your heart again fill with these memories of better days, just you and me. For when the sun returns tomorrow daylight will gleam, so let the moon shower you, let her shine away. And when the sun rises let your soul be at bay.”

As Dawn’s song neared its end, Scarlett couldn’t help but think of how much she’d missed music. It was a part of life she’d taken for granted before the outbreak, but now that she’d gone so long without it she suddenly appreciated it much more than she once had.

“So close those weary eyes, beneath my whispered lullabies. Let your sorrows go here under moonlight’s glow. And when you wake, I’ll be there by your side. And hand in hand we’ll dream together of those better times.”

 

 

 

“I’ll keep it a secret for as long as you’d like, I will, but I still think you should be honest.”

Scarlett sighed, setting her bag next to her makeshift bed. She and Dawn had been sleeping in the same room of one of the train cars for a while, really just a corner with a curtain added, giving them a small amount of privacy.

“I know,”

She began, voice a mere whisper. Most of the others were asleep now after all.

“But they wouldn’t approve, and on top of the baby I think Shawn and Jasmine have enough to worry about as is.”

Dawn gave a sympathetic look at that, although clearly she didn’t approve.

“I just think you should tell them the truth, they’ll see you just want to help. People here don’t view you as useless and pitiful like you think they do, Scarlett.”

A slight twinge of guilt seeped into Scarlett’s mind, however, honestly wasn’t an option.

“But.. if you insist on keeping this a secret, then your secret’s safe with me.”

She concluded, giving the other’s hand a reassuring squeeze. An unfamiliar feeling came over the scientist, something warm yet confusing. Although, she supposed, she’d never been very used to affection. Her parents had let that ship sail years ago when, at seven, she’d knocked a bully’s tooth out and nearly broke his nose after he pulled one of her braids she’d spent all morning preparing. Thinking back on it, she couldn’t say she regretted it. Didn’t matter much anyway since the guy was probably long dead by now, same with her parents.

That, she hadn’t thought of until now. She’d been so caught up trying to find a cure for her brother and now in getting her life back together that she genuinely couldn’t remember what happened to her parents. Come to think of it, she couldn’t remember what happened to her brother either. The sick possibility he might be one of the rotting infected dead in her lab made her want to tear her skin off, but then she had no way to know until she reread these old notes. She did remember they’d had an awful relationship most of her life, she thought at one point she’d gone too far with one of her revenge plots and did something that got him put into therapy, but it was all too fuzzy. Catching her inner turmoil, which must have shown in her expression, Dawn spoke up again.

“What’s the matter?”

“Huh? Oh, it’s nothi-“

“Don’t lie to me.”

Dawn interjected firmly, her tone catching the other slightly off guard. Considering her options for a few moments, Scarlett sighed before finally fessing up.

“It’s just... it’s weird. I don’t remember what happened to my family after the outbreak. I hardly even remember a thing about them from before it happened.”

There was a long silence after this, and she could tell Dawn wasn’t sure what to make of this.

“I can remember a few things, about you then.”

She murmured, catching Scarlett’s attention immediately.

“You didn’t show up to the reunion and no one really expected you to. But your working on a cure was pretty public news, it was a big surprise to everyone who still thought of the old you.”

Scarlett blinked, as if on cue memories began to resurface. Blurry, unclear things but they were a welcome replacement to the empty spaces that had once took every attempt to draw from her past.

“Thank you.”

She finally said, probably the most sincere she’s been in years. Dawn smiled, giving her hand a light squeeze.

“It’s nothing.”

 

 

Notes:

My art style is going through an identity crisis. Anyways, be patient with me you guys I just got out of midterms :(

Chapter 49: Sweet mischief (35)

Summary:

Lake continues to explore her new home and meet new people, some bonds forming along the way that lead her to places she’d never have expected.

Notes:

WARNING: Mild angst, mild swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The first thing Lake woke up to was a soft thud, that gave her bed a shake. Then there were the hands. A pair latched into her shoulder without warning, and began to shake her with a borderline violent enthusiasm.

“Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up!”

A cheery voice commanded, Lake’s eyes flew open, her gaze meeting that of a beaming girl.

“Hey- stop that! She’s still injured!”

Another voice reprimanded, putting a hand on the girl’s shoulder. Tristan.

“Wha…?”

Lake began, beyond confused as the girl scooted back, careful to avoid her leg, and sat crisscross at the edge of her bed, still grinning. She was a bit small, with delicate features and two loose braids trailing down her chest.

“Well she hasn’t responded to anything else! She needed the enthusiasm.”

The girl protested, shoulders slumping as Tristan helped a still half-asleep Lake to sit up.

“You’re such a child. I said you could shake her a bit, poke her at most, not tackle her.”

“I’d say it was more like a pounce.”

“That isn’t any better.”

Lake blinked, still dazed. Before she could get a word out, the girl began speaking rapidly.

“Anyways, as you know I’m Mariana, I already know your name so no need to to introduce yourself- basically Anne Maria said to wake you up so we could show you around and get you introduced to everyone but you weren’t walking up so I took creative liberties on those instructions. Anyways your up now so we’re gonna introduce you to everyone and.. yeah! Also, you’re my new best friend now, by the way.” (She’s a complete nothing character in cannon you guys, let me have fun with her)

She finally concluded, leaning forward to gauge Lake’s reaction.

“Nonnegotiable.”

She added. Lake stared at her blankly for a few moments, not sure how to respond.

“Oh.. t-thank you?”

“You’re welcome!”

She smiled, taking Lake’s hands into her own and depositing something into her fist with a knowing wink. Lake began to look down at whatever she’d been given, but the girl gave a small pinch of warning to her knuckle, a demand not to. Not yet anyways. Lake obeyed, slipping the small package into the pocket of her sweatpants. She wasn’t sure what sort of gift would warrant such secrecy, especially around Tristan, but she didn’t dare ask. If anything was going to help her make friends here, it wasn’t being a snitch.

“Come on, we gotta get you dressed and ready!”

Mariana announced, bouncing off the bed towards Tristan, who was getting Lake’s clothes from her bag.

“Are you able to on your own, or do you need help?”

They asked, gathering a few articles of clothing into their arms.

“Bridgette helped me figure it out so, I think I’ll be alright.”

At that, the medic gave a nod and deposited the outfit onto the bed next to Lake, turning to Mariana.

“Come on, we gotta give her privacy.”

Mariana rolled her eyes, heading for the exit after Tristan.

“Well obviously. I wasn’t gonna stay here.”

She grumbled, following Tristan and closing the door behind herself. Lake blinked, equal parts intrigued and bewildered by this strange girl. Finally taking out her new ‘gift’ from her pocket, she saw it was a small bag of what looked like caramels. Candy. Lake smiled slightly, unwrapping one and popping it into her mouth. She let it melt on her tongue, the sweet, comforting taste giving her a warmth she’d missed for a while.

Caramels, Sofia’s favorite…

 

‘Mama!’

She had whined one night, begging for more of the candies they had found. Caramels, stale but still chewy enough for her to handle. She’d had almost an entire bag and been on a sugar high for hours, talking her little head off to Aiden until she couldn’t breathe.

‘Just one more, please!’

‘No, Sofia. I don’t need you getting cavities on top of everything else.’

‘But mooooom-‘

‘No.’

Sofia gave a whinny of protest, crossing her arms and slouching in dissatisfaction. Rosa rolled her eyes, returning to the task at hand, turning a winter sock into makeshift mittens for the cold. Aiden had smirked, discretely snatching one of the candies and passing it to the little girl, who became giddy upon sight of the forbidden offering, silencing herself when Aiden put a finger to his lips.

 

 

Lake froze, thinking of the memory. Harmless fun at the time but now..

“Hey, you okay in there?”

Tristan called from the other side of the door. Lake hardly even realized she had began tearing up.

“Oh- yeah, just give me a moment!”

She called back, hastily wiping her eyes dry and getting dressed, trying not to fixate too much on the subject. That was then, and this was now. She could cry whenever she wanted, but not now, it wasn’t the time.

Turning to the outfit next to her she began to undress, slowly and carefully removing her makeshift pajamas and slipping on her clothes for the day, a simple sweater and jeans. Once she was done, she looked again to the candies she’d set aside, stuffing them under her pillow and climbing onto her crutches, hobbling to the door. She was met with Tristan’s soft, warm smile and Mariana’s bright grin.

“I got Axel and Damien at the stairs to greet you, took a bit of convincing but they’ll adore you!”

She announced, practically jumping with excitement as Lake carefully made her way down the stairs towards a waiting few. The boy and girl from yesterday, presumably Axel and Damien. Lake looked away as she made her slow, wobbly descent down the steps until, finally, Axel seemed to have enough. Without warning, she grabbed Lake by the waist and yanked her to the ground beside her, nearly making her topple over.

“She’s slow.”

She said plainly, setting Lake down and straightening her posture.

“And scrawny. She’s dead meat.”

Harsh.. Lake averted her gaze in a mix of shame and embarrassment.

“Don’t mind Axel, she’s just.. shy with new people.”

The boy, Damien reassured, putting a hand on Lake’s shoulder and shooting Axel a look.

“What? It’s true.”

“Alright, let’s not-“

Tristan began, only to be cut off by Mariana, who hopped down the remaining stairs with a huff.

“Yeah, don’t listen to a word she says. She’s just jealous because you’re way smarter than she’ll ever be. She hates Benji for the same reason.”

At that, Axel whipped her head to look at Mariana so quickly Lake almost thought she’d snap her own neck.

“The hell did you say?”

“Guys!”

Tristan snapped, silencing the rest of the group. Tristan sighed, pinching the bridge of their nose

“Enough, all of you. Lake just got here, she doesn’t need you guys acting like this.”

Well this was going just perfectly... The four looked between each other wordlessly until Tristan spoke again, calmer now.

“Come on Lake, let’s show you around. Everyone’s dying to meet you.”

The girl could only give a weak smile in response as the group began walking again. Damien approached her in a hushed voice, wrapping a friendly arm around her shoulder.

“I wouldn’t worry about it, that’s just how they show their love.” (I wrote multiple words in that sentence with my eyes closed because I was bored as hell writing this, just putting it out there)

“Is it really?’’

She asked, grateful for any attempt to lift her spirits.

“Yeah, totally. Don’t sweat it.”

Lake glanced away doubtfully, the two girls still bickering in her peripheral.

“Pepperoni face.”

“At least I don’t look like a man.”

Looking back to Damien, her jaw worked, searching for conversation.

“So.. your Damien?”

“Uh.. yeah?”

    Idiot.

“And your Lake?”

“Mhm.”

“Sweet. So, Tristan told me you’re a genius or something? Like, super smart?”

“I guess you could say that..”

“Awesome, rock on! We could use some brains around here.”

“Is there not a lot already?”

“Between you and me, not really. Plenty of angry people with muscle, but not too many with smarts to back them up.”

“Ah.”

She looked away, unsure of where to go from here. It was too bad that social interaction hadn’t been one of her studies back home. Looking back to Damien, she examined him more closely. He was a bit taller than her, with scruffy dreads and no shortage of facial hair. But truly, he was just a boy and it showed. It was almost funny, how his soft features contrasted with with his bulky stature and decently athletic build. In a way, Lake supposed, one could say it was charming in a.. strange way.

“So, genius girl. How many of us have you met so far? I mean, aside from Anne Maria’s crew.”

“So far.. Richard, Logan, Tristan, Benji, and.. you guys.”

“Cool, cool. Everyone’s been talking ‘bout you.”

“They have?”

“Yeah! Everyone is excited to meet you, we don’t get new people often. Well- ones who stay anyways.”

“A lot of travelers?”

“Yeah, they’re kind of who we serve most of the time. A lot of guests too. People who come and go, be it for business or whatever else.”

“Business? Like traders?”

Lake asked, recalling one of the few times she’d seen a working vehicle in years. She’d been walking with Aiden, Rosa, and Sofia on the side of the road when a school bus had pulled over next to them. They’d just about booked it when the driver, a kindly middle aged man had waved them back reassuringly, offering news and goods. It was when Aiden had brandished his axe to protect the girls when a toddler, a bit younger than Sofia, had waddled off the bus excitedly waving at the group. If it weren’t for the child, Lake was certain Aiden might’ve have launched that axe right between the man’s eyes. The two children had instantly became best friends, and the adults had traded a few items, exchanging the tidbits of whatever information they had. They’d even camped the night together, and separated in the morning with friendly smiles and satisfied bellies. They hadn’t invited the four to come along with them, and they hadn’t asked. One of the few times they’d came across other people.

 

“Mhm.”

Damien replied, pulling Lake from her thoughts.

“Get a lot of those, refugees too here and there. People escaping from raiders, slavers, and a bunch more demented kinds of people looking for a safe haven for a day or two.”

“Sounds awful..”

“Yeah, I haven’t encountered any groups like that myself, but seeing the type of condition they leave people in doesn’t exactly make me want to.”

“Ignorance is bliss.”

Lake agreed as they neared a bustling room, filled with sing-song conversation.

“Amen to that girl. I’d tell you more but uh.. I’d rather not scare your appetite away.”

“Appetite?”

Lake raised an eyebrow as they turned the corner and found themselves at the door of a kitchen. Tristan swung it open, revealing a busy scene. Richard, Bridgette, Zoey, and two people she didn’t recognize were making food. Richard and Zoey were cutting up meat Lake recognized to be a deer, while Bridgette and the two strangers were cooking food over a stove she assumed they’d had to have lit manually. Catching sight of Lake, Zoey put down her knife and made a beeline towards the girl, arms wide to embrace her.

“Eh- no! No! No! No! No!”

Tristan stopped her, pointing to her blood soaked hands.

“Oh.. right.”

She murmured sheepishly, earning a giggle from one of the strangers, a pretty lady with a buzz cut.

“Woah there Zoey, don’t turn her wardrobe into a crime scene here!”

“Yeah, whatever.”

Zoey dismisses with a wave of the drenched appendage, returning to her task as Bridgette left hers, crossing towards Lake and hugging her with blissfully clean hands.

“Nice to see you up and moving, sweetheart.”

She said, cupping the girl’s cheeks affectionately before taking her hand and leading her to the two strangers. The woman striding towards her with a chipper smile.

“Oh my god, is this the new girl?”

She asked Tristan, beaming at Lake as if she were the most wonderful thing she’d ever seen.

“Sure is. Lake this is Ivy, and that’s Zaid.”

Tristan said, Damien letting go of her shoulder as the woman, Ivy, came close, gasping.

“She’s so adorable! Ahh!”

She squealed, earning a scoff from Axel, who went past the two to go butcher the deer with Zoey and Richard.

“Zaid, look at her! She’s an absolute cutie!”

Ivy turned to the man at the stove, who looked up momentarily to give Lake a smile, before turning back to his handiwork.

“So, your the new girl I’ve heard so much about? Nice to finally put a face to the name! River, was it?”

“Lake, actually.”

“Right, right. That’s my bad.”

He apologized, stirring a pot of something that smelled delicious, addressing the group as a whole.

“Go fetch everyone for lunch! It’ll be ready soon. My world famous deer and onion stew!”

He announced to a mix of excited ‘oohs’ and ‘ahs’.

“Ooh! One bite? Just a taste test?”

Mariana asked, practically bouncing over to Zaid, who shook his head.

“You’ll get your fix, now go gather everyone!”

“Come on! Please?”

She pleaded, being joined by Damien, who assisted in her begging and whining.

“It’s valid.”

Tristan muttered to Lake, smirking.

“He’s a pretty awesome cook.”

“Alright- fine! Here!”

Zaid snapped, lowering a spoon into the pot much to the pair’s delight, extending it towards them.

“Wha-…. This is empty.”

Mariana pointed out to a grinning Zaid.

“Precisely. Now shoo! And you three,”

He began, turning to Axel, Zoey, and Richard as Damien and Mariana trudged off alongside Bridgette to get everyone, the chef giving a cringe.

“…Go wash up, you’ll catch a disease.”

He then turned to look at Lake, shrugging.

“I’m the resident chef, if you couldn’t tell.”

“And the resident heartbreaker!”

Tristan added in a musing tone, giving an eyebrow wiggle for emphasis before giggling.

“Oh, hah hah!”

Zaid rolled his eyes, then beckoned Lake forward.

“Here, give a taste.”

He said, dipping the spoon into the pot and pulling out a generous amount of meat and broth, blowing a bit before extending the spoon to Lake. She stepped forward, taking it from him and giving a sip. The wonderful flavor burst in her tongue like fireworks, the tender meat practically melting in her mouth, spicy broth delighting her tastebuds with flavorful explosions on her tongue, chunks of onion adding the perfect crunch… it was the best thing she’d tasted in her life. Zaid smiled at her expression, which no doubt told him exactly what she thought of the meal.

“Not bad, huh?”

Lake didn’t want to swallow the delicious bite, but ignoring Zaid would be impolite. And with a saddened cry from her tastebuds, she swallowed, the stew warming her throat as it went down.

“It’s the best thing I’ve ever eaten.”

She said earnestly, in a life filled with the most luxury foods, this thrown together stew topped everything she’d ever once eaten. Now more than anything, she’d wished Zaid had been her family’s chef growing up.

“Yeah, well I take pride in my work.”

“Who wouldn’t?”

Ivy asked with a giggle. In the blissful daze of her food, Lake hadn’t even noticed Zoey, Richard and Axel leaving. Ivy leaned forward, whispering something flirtatious into Zain’s ear, only to immediately be chided.

“There’s a kid in the room.”

Bridgette said, putting a hand on Lake’s shoulder.

“Come on. Let’s get you out of here before this escalates.”

Lake obeyed gratefully, not in any mood for those two to scare her appetite away with gross remarks to one another, not after that glorious sneak peak of the delicious meal to come. Leaving the kitchen, Tristan and Bridgette led her to the cafeteria, conversing with eachother.

“Not any recent false alarms I take it?”

“Nope, I guess the little shit’s calmed down.”

“Good to hear. You mentioned some new pains though, my textbooks say I should have a look at that.”

“If you must, can’t be too safe. Especially with how things are now.”

Tristan huffed, guiding Lake to sit at a table.

“Yeah.. I’ve been reading day and night about how I’m gonna deliver the kid… not looking forward to it.”

“It’ll be gross and miserable for both of us.”

Bridgette agreed, putting a hand on the medic’s shoulder.

“But hey, trauma brings you closer together.. or something.”

“Or something.”

Tristan replied with a chuckle, looking up as few people filed into the cafeteria, one, the man with glasses who’d called Lake an egghead, headed for them, beaming.

“Tristan!”

He shouted excitedly, waving his arm.

“Oh, Benji! Hey man!”

Tristan stood, pulling Benji into a hug, laughing briefly about something.

“You remember Lake?”

Tristan asked as Benji sat down next to them, the two locking hands. Lake raised an eyebrow at that, was every single person here in a relationship? But then again friends hold hands too, her, Rosa, and Aiden had plenty of times when they needed support.

“Oh yeah, how have you been? Leg getting any better?”

“I’m good, uh.. my leg’s doing fine.”

“Glad to hear it! I’m so excited to have you here, we have so much to discuss!”

Lake blinked, a bit taken aback by the notion.

“Like what?”

“Well, firstly, I have to ask.. what’s your favorite subject?”

“Literature.”

She answered swiftly, earning a grin.

“Favorite book? Show? You like anime? If so, which is your favorite? Ooh, your favorite superhe-“

“Benji.”

Tristan interrupted, much to the gratitude of the now overwhelmed girl.

“She’s a nerd, not a geek.”

“Oh.. aw man.”

He looked away, disappointment clear on his face.

“I.. know superheroes.”

She offered weakly, if for no other reason than to salvage the conversation.

“There’s uh…. The one with the bats? He’s uh.. he’s cool.”

Benji gave her an unimpressed look, shaking his head.

“I’m assigning you to my comic stash.”

He announced, earning a chuckle from Tristan.

“What? She needs to be enlightened. So while you heal I’ll be educating you on all the best media in my spare time. And I expect you to do your homework.”

Lake wanted to sigh, but held herself back. Of course just being in the apocalypse wasn’t enough, but she was about to have studies piled onto her again.

“You’re taking this way too seriously, babe.”

Tristan mused as more people came in, well that confirmed her suspicions. Honestly, she thought Tristan could do better, but she certainly wasn’t gonna say that out loud. Soon, everyone was in the cafeteria, Mariana, Anne Maria and the others taking seats at Lake’s table. A few new faces greeted Lake, and Mariana was quick to begin ranting to her about everything she’d been up to for the past twenty minutes since they’d last seen each other while Lulu sat dutifully on the ground beside Lake, returning to her self assigned body-guarding task. Ivy and Zaid started passing out bowls of the stew paired with chunks of bread, and that got Mariana to finally stop talking. Not that Lake didn’t like her rambling, but it was getting a bit overwhelming. Turning her own attention to the food, she ripped off a peice from her stale chunk of bread and dipped it into the soup before taking a bite. She practically sung with joy at the wondrous flavors as they melted onto her tongue, and she made quick work of the meal, scarfing it down with gusto. (I fucking hate that word)

“Woah there, don’t be so hasty, you’ll get a stomach ache.”

Tristan chided with a soft, airy laugh.

“Sorry.”

Lake muttered after swallowing her current bite, looking away.

“It just tastes so good.”

“I know! Zaid is the best cook this side of the New York ruins, and that’s coming from a guy who used to live in the radio towers!”

“He is pretty awesome.”

Jo agreed, speaking up.

“The best stuff I’ve ever tasted, sure beats anything Zoey tries to make.”

“Hey! My cooking is exquisite!”

“Yeah, and your ‘cooking’,”

Anna Maria began, making quotation gestures with her hands as she decided to put her two cents into the debate.

“Also involved setting a pot of soup on fire. Soup! You managed to put a liquid in flames!”

“Yeah.”

Jo agreed, Mariana giving a loud ‘ooooh’.

“I’ve seen enough of your cooking, and I can’t even see!”

“Hey now, I’m sure your cooking isn’t that bad!”

Benji interjected with an awkward chuckle.

“No, it’s really that bad. Not only did she set fire to a goddam liquid, she burnt off an inch of her own hair in the process.”

“Holy crap.. really?”

“Yep, that’s why she wears those ridiculous pigtails, to hide how uneven her hair is now!”

“Hey! It’s just until my hair grows back!”

Zoey crossed her arms, shoulders slumping slightly.

“Hey now, chin up. I think the pigtails are cute.”

Tristan reassured.

“At least someone here can appreciate me. Lake, back me up here.”

“I’d… rather not get involved.”

She muttered, taking another bite of stew as an excuse to not speak, the delicious taste helping to ease her nerves.

“Whatever..”

Zoey grumbled, seeming to accept her defeat in the conversation.

“So, what’s the plan for the rest of the day?”

Lake asked, taking another bite from her near empty bowl.

“Show you the rest of the place, we all got chores to do but otherwise that’s kind of it.”

Lake nodded, satisfied with the answer. A boring day was always better than a bad one.

 

 

“…….So then there’s Atom Eve, she’s super awesome. She’s actually a redhead, like you. So anyways, she shows up and is all like-“

“Benji.”

Tristan interrupted, seeming almost as sick of his ranting as Lake was.

“I think we can put a pause on this? It’s gonna be night soon, and you have first guard shift.”

“Oh, right.. bummer.”

Benji muttered, dissapointed to have to put his comic ramblings aside.

“Whatever, I’ll continue educating you tomorrow. Make sure to reread everything before then, I’m still gonna quiz you.”

“How could I forget..?”

She muttered, already dreading another three hours of him talking his head off about so many different superheroes and anime. It was better than being glared at by Axel, sure, but after Mariana and Damien left the ‘conversation’ an hour in it had become agony. Giving Tristan a peck on the cheek, Benji stood and headed for the door. Once he was gone, Lake couldn’t help giving a sigh of relief.

“Aw come on, he isn’t that bad.”

Tristan said with a chuckle, helping to settle Lake into bed.

“I didn’t mean it like that.. I’m just tired, that’s all.”

Lake protested, setting her crutches against the wall next to herself.

“Chill, I’m only kidding. You rest up now, okay?”

Lake nodded, watching as Tristan left the room. She tossed and turned for a while, not even noticing someone had snuck inside until she was snapped out of her half-sleep by a whisper.

“Hey!”

Lake jolted, being met with Mariana’s smiling face only inches away from hers.

“…Hi.”

She whispered back, feeling like she’d just had a heart attack.

Mariana stood up, sitting on the empty cot next to Lake.

“Watcha doing?”

“Well I was trying to sleep, but I guess that ship has sailed.”

She murmured, rubbing the grogginess from her eyes.

“What are you doing?”

“We’re sneaking out.”

She announced with a simple shrug, kicking her legs back and forth.

“We?”

Lake parroted, being met with a nod.

“Yes, we.”

Mariana bounced off the bed, grinning.

“You know, you’re not the only smart one here. I’m a bit of a genius myself.”

“Really?”

Lake raised an eyebrow as Marianna collected Lake’s shoes, tossing them to her.

“Yep! I’m actually quite the inventor, the best one this side of the New York ruins!”

Must’ve been a phrase around here, Lake supposed as she slipped her shoes on.

“An inventor? What do you make?”

“Bombs! I’m the only girl you’ll ever meet who can turn a bottle cap into a landmine, guaranteed!”

Lake blinked at that, astonished by the mere thought.

“Woah. A bottle cap.. into a mine?”

“Mhm, and we’re gonna sneak out so you can see my brilliant creations!”

“Are you sure? It’s nighttime, and I just got here. I don’t wanna be getting into trouble so soon..”

“It’ll be fine! I do this all the time and nothing bad ever happens! Now come on, we need to get going.”

Mariana took Lake’s hand and shoved a crutch into it, leaving no room for debate. Well, if it cemented their friendship then so be it. A little mischief wouldn’t hurt, right? Standing up, she haphazardly threw on a hoodie, but Mariana couldn’t be bothered, deciding to brave the cold autumn night in her pajamas.

“You ready?”

She asked Lake, who shrugged as she began to follow Mariana as she weaved through the halls and corridors, careful to avoid any people.

“Where are we going?”

Lake whispered as they crept past a room where Richard, Logan, and Zaid were listening to a radio over a game of cards.

“Just to a building out back, you’ll see.”

Mariana whispered back.

“Dammit! You slid extra cards in the deck again, didn’t you?!”

Zaid shouted, a chair scraping the floor as he abruptly stood up.

“Crap!”

Mariana whisper shouted, herding Lake towards the nearest door.

“No, you drew four eight turns in a row because you stuck at uno, not because of cheating!” (Someone get the reference)

Logan protested, Richard trying and failing to calm the two as Zaid stormed out of the room. Hastily, Mariana yanked Lake into a room and plowed in close behind, closing the door. Lake stumbled a bit, landing against the wall where she finally found her footing. The room was tiny and cramped with supplies. An old janitor’s closet? Before Lake could decipher what the purpose of the room was precisely for, Mariana stumbled and fell into her, a few supplies crashing down, a broom handle jabbing Lake in the shoulder. The two gasped at the loud noises that would surely give their positions away. Lake held her breath as voices approached, briefly inspecting the door before deciding it wasn’t worth investigating and returning to argue over uno. She let out an involuntary sigh of relief, looking down to Mariana and tensing slightly as a mop fell. Mariana’s stepped away towards Lake to catch it, cramming the two girls together like sardines. Lake looked away to face the floor, beyond embarrassed as she tried to hide the growing redness in her cheeks.

They remained like that for a while as the three men argued some more about uno, before finally taking their leave. Lake relaxed as Mariana shoved the mop away carelessly and stepped away from where she’d been squishing Lake into the wall. She put her ear to the door, then turned the knob and stepped out. Lake could notice now in the hallway, illuminated by moonlight, that Mariana had gotten red in the face too. But she didn’t comment on it. She’d never been that close to anyone before, least of all a girl… was it supposed to feel so scary yet exhilarating? Well, she couldn’t figure that out later, she had more important things to think over, mainly what a bad decision she was about to make. Following along without further issues, her and Mariana finally reached an exit, stepping out into the cool night. The moon illuminated their path as they snuck around foliage to a different building a few dozen yards away, hidden in the trees.

“So.. does anyone else know about this?”

Lake asked as they neared the building.

“Just Axel and Damien.”

Mariana replied with a shrug, bending down and lifting a large rock to reveal a key hidden beneath.

“How come? If you’re so skilled why keep it a secret?”

“Because nobody would approve of someone my age tinkering with explosives.”

She unlocked the door and switched on a light.

“Fastened it myself.”

She said with a smirk, walking into the glorified shed, which was decked out with a table, chair, crates of supplies and various creations, homemade bombs hanging from the ceiling, and a beanbag stuffed in the corner.

“These are decorative.”

She reassured, gesturing to the makeshift grenades above them.

“They don’t actually work.”

“Thank goodness.”

She murmured, inspecting the space.

“Aren’t you.. afraid you might accidentally blow yourself up?”

Lake asked wearily, arching a brow.

“Nah, I’m an expert. My bombs detonate when I say, no question.”

Lake shrugged, plopping into the beanbag and setting her crutches down onto the floor next to her as Mariana began rummaging through a box.

“These ones are my best yet!”

She announced giddily, pulling out a handful of discs, holding them out.

“Mines?”

Lake asked, earning a nod.

“I’m hoping to plant them around the base for defense in case any raiders or infected try something.. it’d take some convincing though.”

“I think you should do it.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, if you’re as good at this as you say then you should then you should go for it. I can help to convince them, make a whole list of reasons why it’s an awesome idea.”

“Great! We’ll show them my skills and add it to our defenses! Oh, and check these out!”

She put the mines away and reached into another box, opening it carefully but not removing it’s contents.

“I call them… Hail Mary.

She announced, crouching to show Lake what looked like gas bombs.

“Why? What do they do?”

“They’re a sort of last resort against raiders, I found a dead infected practically baking in the sun and cut up the plant junk off of it, some skin and fingernails too. I dried the parts up and ground them into a fine powder to put in these guys. I had to use the whole corpse to make enough for them. The high concentration of infected material means they’re pretty much a death sentence to whoever is on the receiving end, especially if their face is exposed. I added a few natural toxins in there too. Deadly stuff.”

Lake blinked, jaw dropping in complete awe. Mariana hadn’t been lying, she was a total genius!

“But.. but how did you pull all that off without getting infected yourself?”

Mariana shrugged, standing up and pulling a gas mask and thick gloves out from another box.

“I did it all outdoors too so the rain would wash it away, and to keep remnants of the infected cells from getting in here. You wouldn’t believe how many times I had to wash these..”

She chuckled, tossing the mask and gloves away. She snatched the box up again carefully, and set it back in its place.

“Only for the worst emergencies. Too dangerous otherwise.”

“No kidding..”

Lake trailed, a thought coming to her.

“Hey, did you use any of the blood?”

“Not really, why.”

Lake clicked her tongue, giving a head tilt.

“Poison darts!”

Mariana considered this, then grinned widely.

“This is why you’re my best friend.”

She pulled out a notebook and pencil, along with what looked like a shoebox before plopping onto the ground across from Lake, sitting crisscross. She opened the shoebox, which contained candy, then the notebook, filled with sketches and ramblings.

“Alright Lake, you’re officially my new assistant!”

She gave a mock trumpet noise for emphasis, grinning as she made the hand gestures. Lake giggled, the sound unfamiliar in her own throat. She hadn’t felt this at ease or had this much fun in so long..

“Now, ideas! Go!”

Mariana pumped one fist in the air, the other diving into the pile of sweets.

“Gimme a minute! I have to think!”

“No thinking, the clock’s ticking! We’re at war here man, there’s no time for dilly dally!”

She tossed a lollipop at Lake’s face, which she unwrapped in a continuing fit of laughter, popping the sweet into her mouth, holding it like a cigarette to play into her role.

“We can give exploding candy a try?”

She mused, Mariana putting a quizzical hand to her chin, rubbing it as she nodded.

“Candy explosives, I like it!”

She leaned down, jotting the idea onto a clean page if only to indulge the joke.

“Candy…. bombs… There! What else? And be quick!”

Lake hummed, opening her mouth before Mariana tossed another candy at her, a peppermint this time.

“Too slow! The enemy has won!”

“Quit that!”

Lake protested, picking the mint up and throwing it back at Mariana, who gasped dramatically.

“Mutiny!”

With that, she took a fistful of treats and chucked them at Lake, who jolted as if shot by a spray of bullets before slumping against the beanbag.

“If I go.. you’re going with me!”

She declared, grabbing the box and dumping the remaining contents onto Mariana, who gasped, clutching her heart. She fell back onto the ground, gasping and convulsing for a few moments before going limp with a groan. Lake burst into hysterical laughter at that, doubling over. And in that moment, that rare.. beautiful moment everything else faded away. The infection, the death, the worry, the grief.. all gone. It was only her, Mariana, and this room as they shared in laughter. And for that moment, they were just two girls. Two girls throwing candy at each other like kids and laughing away, hearts full, cheeks red…. Happy. Truly, blissfully happy. And no one could take that from them, not now, not ever. It was their moment, their new bond, their joy… and by night’s end it was their kiss.

 

Nobody else’s.

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

 

Design sketches: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1926886901652332628/photo/1

 

Chapter sketch: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1926887583885246706

 

Sofia drawing that took an hour and still looks like hot shit: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1926887895287091551

 

I’m trying to change my art style to be more unique so things will look a bit weird for a while..

Notes:

Chat, could you guys please actually check out my db art? I spend a lot of time on it for you guys and I would love feedback.. and if you could boost it too that’d be awesome. Anyways I just got a new job and might be getting another cat so things are pretty hectic right now. Is that how you spell it? Hectic?

Chapter 50: Uhm.. guys?

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Chat, how do I introduce Ellody? I’m genuinely at a loss here, half the reason it’s taken so long is because I have, like, six versions of this chapter for an introduction of her and all of them are ASS. I actually need help here bro. I can’t.. I cannot do this you guys, I’m going INSANE.

Anyways y’all want next chapter to be Aiden and the gang, Heather’s crew, or Priya debut? All are half written and I haven’t committed to any in a specific order yet. Could use help…

Or don’t, I can’t make you do anything. I’m pretty sure most of you left months ago anyways. Hell, I don’t even know why I’m still here to be honest.

 

:/

Chapter 51: Sparring (36)

Summary:

James and the others decide to have what at first are harmless sparring matches, that is until things so wrong, and James can’t help but think he’s to blame for it.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Mom..?”

Adriana furrowed her brows, confused and worried. She stood tiny in the hallway, the dim light of the living room’s only actively working lamp illuminating the space in a dreary yellow. Mom’s eyes were ever so tired, her frame sickly aside from the mass of her pregnant belly, and her hair a tangled mess. Next to her on the couch, barely touched was a reheated plate of the night’s dinner. She’d been skipping more and more meals lately, and even now when taking the initiative to try to nourish herself retroactively; she could barely get a bite down and keep it there.

“Why are you still awake? It’s a school ni-“

Mom cut herself off with a pained gasp, hunching over, she clutched her stomach. Adriana rushed to her side, putting a hand on her shoulder.

“Mom, what’s going on?”

“Nothing! I’m fine- it’s.. it’s fine..”

She trailed, struggling to keep her voice down. After a few moments, mom sighed.

“Aiden is just.. a difficult one so far. That’s all.”

Adriana looked at her heavily pregnant mother with concern as she leaned back on the couch.

“Now.. what are you doing still awake on a school night?”

“I couldn’t sleep..”

Adriana glanced away.

“I could hear you throwing up, and.. coming into the living room. Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Of course I am dear, your brother is just being.. difficult.”

Mom repeated, looking down to her stomach with a tired attempt at a smile, gently rubbing it.

“Is the pregnancy hurting you?”

At that question, mom was silent for a while.

“..Yes.”

She let out a shaky breath, pulling her daughter closer to herself.

“I don’t know if.. either of us will make it. The doctors said…”

Mom began to tear up, clutching her child to her body.

“Oh baby, I don’t know if you’ll ever meet your little brother.”

Adriana blinked.

“Why? What’s going on? What did the doctors say?”

Adriana demanded, tugging on her mother’s sleeve a bit.

“Be quiet, you’ll wake your father and Lynette.”

Mom sighed, still staring at her stomach.

“Adriana..”

Mom patted the spot on the couch next to her. She climbed on, and leaned into her mother.

“I thought… I thought my health was improving. We thought it would be okay if I got pregnant again.”

Mom held Adriana just a bit closer, as if at any moment she’d be ripped away from her.

“Even if I make it, your brother…”

 

Her brother.

 

Adriana’s mind went back to an old memory at the mention of the baby. Dad had been walking her to the bus stop on her first day of school, making sure she knew where she was to be headed every day. It had been a sunny morning, her hair tucked back into twin braids, tied with two bright red ribbons. Her outfit was simple, a striped sweater, boots, and her favorite pair of overalls. Of all the items in her meager wardrobe, this was undoubtedly her favorite outfit even despite how the overalls, a hand-me-down from some garage sale, barely fit her and pooled around her tiny legs like a blanket. ‘Boyish’ mom had said, but as far as Adriana was concerned she looked awesome.

At some point in the walk however, they’d stumbled upon a bird. A dead baby chick crumpled on the side of the road, eyes still wide with fear, wings shattered. Roadkill. She remembered how she’d burst into hysterical sobs at the sight of the dead thing, kneeling to try to pick it up, only to be stopped by dad for fear of catching a disease, which only made her cry even harder. Oh, how she’d wailed until her little face was bright red, her nose was so runny and throat so burning that she could hardly breathe. Eventually, dad scooped her up and practically dragged her to the bus, still in hysterics. Even through the entire school day she didn’t make a single friend nor learn much of anything, continuing to cry softly for the creature. Her first exposure to death.

Her little brother, just like that baby chick never to take flight. And mom…

“Does this mean.. you’re gonna die?”

She finally asked, the words bitter and disgusting on her tongue, the mere thought making her want to vomit. A long, dreadful silence stretched out between the two as mom contemplated both the question and her response.

“You should go back to bed.”

She whispered. Adriana looked up to see her barely suppressing tears, lip quivering.

 

And that was that.

 

 

 

“Aiden!”

A voice said, pulling him from his dream. Someone was shaking his shoulder in annoyance, repeating his name.

“I’m up, I’m up..”

He grumbled, pushing the hand away. Aiden yawned, sitting up in his bed. They’d taken shelter in an old summer camp for the last few days, and it’d been a decent enough place. Plenty of game to catch, edible plants, perfect really.

“Come on, you said you’d catch breakfast if I let you take the night off.”

“I know what I said.”

He rolled his eyes, willing himself to kick his feet off the edge of the bed, and stand up. Hunter and James were both asleep. The group had found a steady arrangement of whose responsibilities was whose. Night watches switched every night, one night, two would take one shift each for half a night each, then the next they’d switch with the other two. Aiden and Hunter were the only ones who could cook anything decent, Yul and James usually hunted the food, although any of them were perfectly capable of doing it themselves; Aiden usually foraged, Hunter skinned game, Yul was the medic of the group, and James typically took on the role of lookout or defense during the daytime. (Holy run-on sentence..) Of course, these weren’t the only responsibilities they had as a group, and each of these were things any one of them could do on their own; but whoever was the best at something usually got the task of taking care of that certain thing. And, of course, Aiden needed to go catch some breakfast. Yul had taken on his watch shift the night before if Aiden took on the responsibility of getting food, a task Yul hated for.. whatever reason. Perhaps, Aiden guessed, Yul just couldn’t stand the thought of not being able to talk his stupid head off to somebody for more than five minutes, and food wasn’t usually a group effort.

With a final yawn, Aiden climbed out of bed, getting himself ready in the cabin’s bathroom and slipping on his trusty boots. Picking up his axe and two bags, one for game and one for plants, he stepped out into the crisp morning, the air prickling at his exposed cheeks like tiny needles. He took a deep breath, then stepped out onto the damp grass and through the campsite. The resources the place had to offer were wonderful and abundant, but the environment itself creeped Aiden out. There weren’t any corpses at the place, thank god, but the signs of what the place had once been remained. Brightly painted rocks that line the sides of the paths, initials carved into trees, poorly made birdhouses hanging from branches, markers lining rocks on the trails, and too many ‘*blank* was here!’s written on every surface to count. He’d never been to a summer camp as a kid, that kind of thing was far too expensive, but he’d seen them on tv before. Enough to know all about the s’mores, and the ghost stories, and the summer romances, all of which occupied his daydreams as a child.

Once, when he was eight, he’d spent the school year doing odd jobs for as many neighbors as he possibly could to save up to go to summer camp, but as it turned out… thirty dollars wasn’t nearly enough. In the end, he’d drowned his sorrows and meager earnings on candy and gave up on the ridiculous notion. It had been the first and last time he’d wasted his money like that, but at the time he figured he’d earned the right after such a massive disappointment. He supposed now he’d technically got what he wanted, his long awaited summer camp, and with friends to boot, but he couldn’t say he would have wanted it to play out like this. Either way, the place was undeniably creepy, it almost felt haunted in a way, despite how Aiden knew better than to think something like that. As he made his way through the paths once occupied by happy children, he half expected a kid to pop out from behind a wall.

Out of the corner of his eye, he spotted a flash of white. That cat that had started following Hunter everywhere they went for a few days now. He briefly considered cooking it, but quickly banished the idea from his mind. That’d be like if Hunter ate Frank, and although the feline only stared at them and hardly even interacted with Hunter himself beyond taking scraps of food, it may as well have been Hunter’s equivalent to Frank.

“You’re getting fat.”

He said plainly to the thing, to which it walked off lamely. It liked him, he decided.

 

 

 

“I’m back!”

Aiden announced, stepping into the cabin, a dead rabbit in one bag, and some plants and the such in the other. James was the only person inside, occupied with a mirror on the wall, styling his hair as if anyone but them would see it.

“Hey!”

He greeted, shooting Aiden a smirk before returning to his reflection.

“Yul went out to forage, and Hunter’s….”

He trailed, shrugging.

“Doing something.”

Aiden blinked at that, confused.

“I was just foraging?”

He lifted the dead buck in his left hand for emphasis.

“You know how he is.”

James dismissed, clearly more acclimated to Yul’s antics than the other two were.

“I will never understand how you’ve tolerated him for this long.”

Aiden murmured, setting the bags down and sitting on his bed with a huff.

“You get used to him.”

“I’d rather kill myself than get to a point in my life where I’m used to Yul. That’s hardly a step above trying to befriend an infected.”

“Wow! Didn’t have to say all that, you’ll hurt my feelings.”

James chuckled, Aiden backtracking at the realization of his accidental insult to his friend.

“Well- I didn’t mean it like that! I just meant, well..”

“Chill out, I’m not serious.”

James dismissed, tying his hair up into his signature ponytail.

“Oh. Thank god.”

Aiden gave a sigh of relief, a grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.

“I was afraid I’d offended you.”

“Nah, but give Yul a chance. He isn’t as bad as you think when you get to really know him.”

“That isn’t a high bar.”

“You guys talking shit about me?”

Speak of the devil. Aiden hadn’t noticed him until he spoke, a bag in one of his hands, and arms crossed in dissatisfaction.

“Actually,”

James began, voice lined with a fake peachiness.

“I was telling Aiden how awesome and lovely you are.”

“Oh, hah hah.”

Yul grumbled with a roll of his eyes, tossing one of the bags at James.

“Eat up, dickhead.”

James caught the bag, smirking.

“So you were right, huh?”

“Of course I was right! I’m always right.”

“How could I forget?”

James gave an eye roll of his own, reaching unto the bag and pulling something out. An apple. Large, red, and ripe just as Aiden had remembered. His body tensed involuntarily, bile rising to his throat at the mere sight of the thing. The taste of blood seeped into his mouth, mixing with the sick sweetness of the fruit. His mind began to scream of death. Of fear, and betrayal, and every other kind of hurt that god forsaken place had put him through. And the sigh of James, his friend holding the vile fruit, excited by it.. it only served to make Aiden feel even more sick.

“You want one?”

James asked, voice somehow so distant, and yet pulling Aiden back to the present.

“No!”

He blurted out, more intensely than he’d meant it to be. James raised an eyebrow, Yul seeming equally as confused.

“I’m.. allergic.”

Was the best explanation he could come up with, swallowing hard and willing himself to calm down despite how much he wanted to run, and how weak that impulse made him feel.

“Suit yourself.”

James replied with a shrug, slipping it back into the bag. The look in his eye told Aiden loud and clear James saw right through him, but he graciously kept his mouth shut about it, for which Aiden instantly adored him. He couldn’t be so weak right now, James was still struggling, same for Hunter, and he needed to be there for them. God knows Yul wouldn’t be, and if he wouldn’t then Aiden had to.

 

 

“Men are confusing.”

Aiden whispered to Hunter as James tackled Yul to the ground. The two had been sparring for a short while as Aiden and Hunter watched on, giving commentary and murmuring to each other, while also occasionally shouting useless advice. James didn’t register Hunter’s response as Yul kicked him away, and the two tumbled all over the grass trying to get an advantage. It’d started as a proper match, but over time Yul turned it into a glorified wrestle, even including name-calling for good measure. He was aggravating like that.

“Hey- hey! Not the hair! Let go!”

James protested wildly as Yul began to tug on the dreads, setting his perfect hair out of sorts.

“Alright, alright.”

Hunter said, approaching the two with both palms displayed in a placating manner, followed closely behind by Aiden.

“Break it up, I can take Yul on. No point if we don’t take turns.”

Aiden gave a nod of agreement, helping James up.

“I wouldn’t take it to heart.”

Aiden murmured, leading James to the patch of grass he’d been sitting in and plopping down.

“Wasn’t planning on it. Did my hair get messed up too bad?”

Aiden inspected him for a moment, humming as he reached a hand up and adjusted a few braids and beads.

“There. Just a bit messy.”

He reassured, withdrawing his hands and resting them in his lap.

“I think you look much better with them down.”

He added as James had began to gather the dreads in one hand, a hair tie in the other. He paused for a moment, considering his words.

“You think?”

Aiden nodded, looking away to observe Hunter and Yul. Hunter threw a punch, Yul blocked and gave one of his own, which Hunter parried.

“He’s.. oddly graceful.”

“Well, he used to be a dancer before the outbreak, so he knows his stuff.”

Aiden blinked, surprised by that.

“Yul, of all people? A dancer?”

James nodded.

“K-pop, music videos I think. He worked as an extra.”

“Really? I took him for a ballerina.”

James gave a small chuckle, pocketing his hair tie and following Aiden’s gaze to watch Hunter and Yul. Hunter dug his heels into the dirt as Yul gave an onslaught of punches, most of which Hunter was able to block. He launched one of his own, which Yul dodged with ease, near gliding across the ground as he move. Hunter swung again, going on the offensive and this time barely giving Yul time to dodge. It was clear to both who was the stronger, and who was the faster of the two.

 

As the day ebbed away lazily, morning turning to noon and then to the afternoon, they made more such discoveries. Aiden was quick and quiet, good for sneak attacks. Yul could evade well, dodge attacks in an eternal dance until he tired his opponent out. James could anticipate his attacker’s next move to a t, every tick of the eyebrow or clench of a fist told him clear as day what he would be faced with next; and he had the strength to back his predictions. And Hunter’s strong suit was, surprisingly enough, weak spots. He was observant like James, but rather than anticipating the attacks themselves, he anticipated their shortcomings, the spots an enemy would fail to protect in the motion of an onslaught. It also helped the group to asses who was strongest and who was weakest. James won in that regard, followed by Hunter, then Yul, then Aiden. It had turned out far more productive than he’d anticipated from what had started as a day lazying away in a rare safe-haven.

“We should save the coordinates to this place.”

Aiden suggested as he tossed a long, wooden walking James’ way for their match. He hadn’t been the best at hand to hand, but he’d sworn up and down that with a weapon he could tear any one of them right in half.

   ‘Done it before.’

He’d said with an air of grim amusement and bitterness in his voice. The idea of Aiden, his Aiden, splitting a person in two unnerved him. He’d seen the other man kill back at the barn, seen his rage, and it disturbed him. He’d supposed, that’s just the person he’d needed to become given the way things were headed, and he found curious as to who he was before. Before the infection, the scar, and whatever else had plagued his life. Yul would probably say it didn’t matter, and maybe it didn’t, but James still made a mental note to breach the subject if he got the chance.

“What for?”

James asked, distracted with his thoughts as he inspected the walking stick, covered in faded stickers and carved signatures.

“It’d be a good place for a community.”

Aiden shrugged, twirling his own walking stick in his hand.

“I’ll try not to break anything.”

He mused with a smirk, striding towards the patch of grass they’d been using for sparring.

“Don’t go easy on me, I wanna see what you can do.”

James chuckled, he knew Aiden was lethal, but the notion he could not only win a fight with James, but break a bone too? It amused him, admittedly. Aiden nodded, spotting James’ wariness at his abilities and frowning. Once they got into position, Aiden shook his head before James could even move.

“That’s not correct.”

James raised an eyebrow at that.

“Does it matter?”

“A lot. But if you’re so determined to lose…”

He trailed, a singsong tone ebbing into his voice. Without more preamble, he charged at James, and delivered a precise blow to his stomach. James stumbled back, the air knocked out of chest.

“Jesus Christ- you could have warned me!”

James sputtered indignantly, catching his breath. He recovered quickly, but Aiden was much stronger than his stature would suggest apparently.

“Last I checked, when you’re getting attacked by raiders or infected you don’t get head-starts.”

Aiden mused, stepping back.

“Brute strength isn’t everything you know, strategies are important.”

With that, he took another charge at James, who had the foresight to swing this time. Aiden crashed his stick against his with a force that let out a loud crack. James blinked in surprise as the mock blades pushed against each other, Aiden barely wavering beneath James’ push. He’d been right about weapons. Without them, James had won nearly every match, but now he was getting a run for his money.

“Where’d this come from?”

He asked with a bewildered laugh, pushing his weight at the other man.

“Your position still sucks, so that helps.”

Aiden dug his heel into the dirt, pouring all his might into maintaining the upper hand.

“And I was telling the truth, if I had my axe you’d have been six feet under ages ago!”

As if to emphasize his point, he suddenly ducked beneath James’ walking stick and side stepped him. James stumbled forward at the development, the momentum he’d been building nearly launching him face-first. He barely caught himself before Aiden raised his own stick, and delivered a few quick blows to his ribs, shoulder, and the back of one of his knees. James finally broke, stumbling to the ground, to which an observing Yul chastised him immediately. James stood up, a bit shaky, letting out a breathy, disbelieving laugh.

“Seriously, where’d this come from?”

He repeated as Aiden gave a proud grin.

“Well, you didn’t spar me with these earlier, so I don’t think you could predict my moves quite as well. And of course, I’ve picked up some new tricks as of late.”

“From where?”

Aiden’s expression faltered a bit at that, but he continued.

“The barn, how they handled their own axes. And I read on the subject whenever I can. Oh, and Shawn gave me some tips during one of our conversations, showed me a few moves.”

Despite how he tried to brush over it, the detail that Aiden took inspiration from people he’d murdered, cannibals no less, it brought back that feeling of unease. That there was something darker to his friend that he couldn’t see, but knew it was there. Aiden seemed to catch this, and backtracked.

“Well, I just mean- any knowledge is good knowledge, you know? And I learned a lot practicing on my own time and while hunting. And from the early days, I never-“

“I get it, it’s fine.”

James reassured, at least Aiden realized how fucked up it sounded, but James supposed he had to learn somehow. He and Yul hadn’t had much trouble nor faced many hardships surviving thus far, unlike Aiden and Hunter clearly. He may have been stronger, but the two of them were tougher. And he had to understand that.

“How about you teach me some tricks using this, and I can help you with hand to hand?”

Aiden nodded, his smile returning.

“Deal.”

 

Soon, Aiden had showed him the proper foot placement, where he’d best strike, and better ways to swing. And in turn, James had shown Aiden where to hit to achieve certain goals, be it incapacitation or death. He’d shown him better ways to throw a punch, different kinds, and advice for kicking too.

 

“Okay, try to disarm me.”

James instructed, to which the other swiftly obeyed, grabbing the stick and jerking it out of his hand.

“That’s good, but try a little more like this.”

James passed the stick to Aiden before grabbing his arm and twisting it behind his back, Aiden froze, giving a sharp, near panicked gasp. Quickly, he tried to pull away, to which James kicked his feet out from beneath him, sending him to the ground.

“Like that, I didn’t hurt you did I?”

He asked, extending his hand to help Aiden to his feet. Aiden didn’t respond, curled up on the grass he clutched his wrist, panting like a freshly caught fish.

“Hey, are you alright?”

Worry ebbed into James’ voice, kneeling down beside his friend.

“Did I go too far? I didn’t mean to hurt you if that’s what I-“

Aiden cut him off, slapping his hand away with a grunt and scooting back, still clutching his wrist. His gasping turned into hyperventilating, eyes wide and blanched as he struggled to catch his breath.

“Hey, hey! What’s going on? Aiden!”

James demanded, growing panicked. Hunter, who’d been watching from the distance while patching up a rip on Yul’s sleeve, quickly abandoned his task and rushed to Aiden’s side.

“What did you do?!”

He barked at James, more emotion in his voice than he had ever seen, catching him off guard.

“Nothing! We were just sparring and I was showing his how to disarm someone and- and he..”

He trailed, he wanted to say Aiden had freaked out, which he did, but it seemed too harsh.

“I don’t know, he just started panicking!”

He decided as Hunter tried to calm Aiden down, the latter shoving him away.

“What’s going on?”

Yul demanded, stepping closer, which only seemed to overwhelm Aiden more.

“Shut up!”

Hunter snapped, then turned back to Aiden, an iron grip catching his wrists.

“You’re alright, calm down!”

He ordered firmly, finally getting his full attention.

“There. Calm down, breathe.”

Aiden gave a final, shuddering gasp, inhaling deeply and exhaling. He continued like that for a few moments, inhaling and exhaling until he finally calmed down. Hunter let go, and the group was silent for a while. James wanted to apologize for whatever he’d done to spur this on, but he had the feeling that would only worsen things somehow.

“What happened?”

Hunter repeated, to Aiden this time, his voice calmer, soothing.

“I don’t know, I- I’m sorry.”

Aiden sputtered, blinking rapidly.

“Panic attack?”

Hunter guessed.

“I- I don’t know..”

Aiden’s voice was weak, small. The vulnerability was unfamiliar.

“I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

James spoke up, uncertain if he should even be speaking.

“No, this had nothing to do with you.”

Aiden reassured, standing shakily.

“I- I’m gonna go clear my head.”

With that, Aiden hurried away from the rest of them. They were silent for a while more, before Yul repeated his question.

“The hell was that?”

“We were sparring and- he just..”

James sputtered, confused. Hunter stood up, watching on as Aiden disappeared.

“If I had to guess, ptsd or something. Gives you panic attacks like that, I get them too. Lots of people do these days.”

“What from?”

Hunter crossed his arms.

“A lot, probably.”

James thought back to their first meeting, Aiden drenched in his own blood, muttering incoherently. Or to earlier that day, how the sight of an apple had shaken him. But what could it all mean? His mind raced with the possibilities, each of which made him feel sicker than the last. Had he lost someone? Been betrayed? Abandoned? Starved? Attacked? Raped? All of those? None of those? Something worse? The mere thought of such awful things happening to him made James livid, sad, worried, and guilty all at the same time.

“I didn’t mean to do anything.”

He repeated, not knowing what else to say.

“I know.”

Was all Hunter said in return. Yul watched the two, blissfully quiet, then weighed in.

“Should we go after him?”

Hunter shook his head at that.

“He’ll come back when he’s ready.”

He said assuredly, like it was the most obvious information in the world.

“I didn’t mean to hurt him..”

James repeated for what must have been the millionth time.

We know, it’s alright. Just give him some space.”

Hunter reassured, putting a hand on James’ shoulder. But despite his words, he couldn’t shake the feeling he was ruining everything, just as he always did…..

He just hoped Aiden would accept his apology, that Hunter would still trust him, that Yul wouldn’t look down on him.

He hoped.

 

Notes:

Working two jobs and about to enter exams so.. I’m pretty busy right now. Expect shorter chapters for a while. (Also any suggestions for Ellody’s introduction would be awesome cus I’m stumped)

Chapter 52: I met Frank

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A spider got into my hair tonight.

 

So, after hosing my hour out and waking up my stepdad to look through it and find the now drowned spider, I’ve taken it as an omen from Frank to get my shit done on time. So, here’s some sketches until I finish proofreading the next chapter 


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Also, Isabel, if your reading this, I’m not sorry for adding that god damn tarantula to the story and killing it, I always hated her.

 

 

Chapter 53: Bloody doves (37)

Summary:

Priya embarks on a hunting trip, and is met with an unexpected danger. Now she’s left to fear everyone around her, and hope she can save herself and those she holds dear.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, death, swearing, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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I’m more than willing to bet 99% of you completely forgot who the fuck the two villains of this side plot are, I’m very good at turning the most nothing characters into major antagonists apparently. Bear with me on the anniversary stuff, I’m cooking. In the meantime I guess if you have any questions about.. anything you can ask. Or don’t, I can’t make you do anything. I’m pretty sure most of you left months ago anyways.

 

 

 

 

 

“My dear friends, rejoice for we are rebuilding! Yes, the infection has plagued our world into a wasteland; raiders, wars, and death scar our our flesh and our hearts, but there is hope! As your friend and as your leader, I tell you with my fullest gratitude that we are healing! The foundation for a glorious new era is being laid as we speak, a world where our children no longer fear the abominations that hunt us today! Humanity will rise! We. Will. TRIUMPH!”

 

                                                                                              


Beds were considered a luxury these days, that much Priya knew, but lying in the hard creaking mound bellow and next to countless other girls and women, she couldn’t help but think she’d be better off on the ground. Or, really, anywhere else in general. The males and females were separated of course, the men taking the auditorium and the women the gymnasium. And that was just in the high school building.

It wasn’t any easier to sleep tonight than it had been before, the towels and thin rags they used as blankets weren’t of any help with the cold, and sharing a bed with another person was almost never allowed. How she wished she could take her blanket and pillow to Millie’s bed, curl into a ball in her best friend’s arms, and maybe even get a good cry in. Of course, this wasn’t a worthwhile risk for either of the girls, even if it would greatly improve her rest for what was to come the next day.

Turning over to her side, she gave three delicate taps to her metal bed frame, it was her and Millie’s sort of code. It meant many things. ‘Are you awake?’ ‘Can we talk?’ ‘I’m not doing okay.’ General requests for comfort or conversation. She felt herself breathe out in satisfaction when the other girl turned over, meeting eye to eye with her. They mostly stared at eachother for a few moments before Millie extended her arm, offering a hand that Priya gratefully accepted. Maybe she would get a good night’s rest after all.

 

Priya shivered slightly, a brisk chill striking her frame, growing smaller and more frail with each passing day. She should have expected to be working in the harsh cold, but usually in weather like this she’d be assigned some other task. Now though, as she led a small group of other girls through the woods she couldn’t help but wish she was anyone else but her in this moment. Of course since she was the most physically capable out of the girls her age it was natural she’d be put in charge of hunting trips, but that’s didn’t mean she particularly enjoyed it. On one hand it was nice to be respected and listened to, but watching newcomers get mauled to death by infected or accidentally stepping into a lethal trap wasn’t exactly too much fun, nor was it outweighted by the meager benefits. Shuddering a bit as she led the others, her mind wandered back to an incident where on a stormy day, not unlike this one, they encountered an infected. One of the girls, not heeding anyone’s warning or cries, ran away from the group to escape the creature. This of course didn’t end well for her.

She still cringed whenever she thought about the way they’d had to strip her of her belongings, including clothes so they could be reused, her mangled corpse tossed aside and left to the animals. She wasn’t sure if the death and subsequent robbing and abandonment of the corpse was the worst part or when another girl, Lauren, had ‘called dibs’ on her boots as she yanked them right off her corpse. She’d been shockingly okay with witnessing the death of one of her so called friends occur since her own shoes were practically falling apart and a new pair wouldn’t hurt.

‘After all,’

She had said as she sat down to remove and replace her the raggedy old things.

‘It’s not like she needs them anymore anyways.’

To make matters worse, she’d decided to plaster them in hello kitty stickers after she’d found some at an abandoned dollar store, and without even bothering to clean off the blood stains.

 

What a freak.

 

On the bright side, if one could even be found given her current situation, Lauren wasn’t here at the moment and wasn’t of any danger to her. Right now anyways. And luckily, she had Millie with her, since she’d apparently been of no use helping with defenses.

“Be careful checking the snares!”

Priya ordered as they trekked further into the woods towards marked trees and bushes where they’d set traps the day before. They hadn’t been having much luck in the way of food as of late, the weather hadn’t exactly been merciful in the region, but any suggestions to relocate were met with swift, unapologetic rejections; and sometimes worse.

“If any are still empty you can get yourself hurt!”

She cautioned to the other girls as they began to check the marked traps.

“Oh- oh! Priya!”

In the distance one of her companions held up a large, fat rabbit, strangled to death by a snare.

“Let me see that.”

She said, crossing the distance between her and their potential dinner. She examined the buck, large and plump in the smaller girl’s wobbly grasp. She could practically feel her mouth water at the idea of rabbit stew.

“This is amazing!”

She finally exclaimed with a delighted squee, untying the dead animal and tossing it into one of their game bags. At her praise, the other girl smiled. She was the youngest of the group, and looked even more starved than everyone else.

“Anyone else find anything?”

She called, turning her attention to the rest of the group who mostly came up empty handed aside from a few squirrels, but meat was meat and she wasn’t exactly picky about these things. A virtue these days. Where the luck ended however was in foraging, aside from a few edible roots they weren’t able to come up with very much. She knew they ran the risk be punished for bringing back such meager amounts of food, so actively hunting whatever they could find walking about couldn’t hurt. As expected, they were loud. She could feel her patience wearing thinner as they made their way through the woods. Their footsteps, their breathing, everything was so loud it was scaring off every animal within a ten mile radius.

“Okay, look.”

She spoke up, addressing the other girls, trying to hide her agitation.

“You guys just stay here and try foraging some more, alright? I’ll go hunt by myself.”

“But- aren’t we supposed to stick together?”

Millie asked, raising a concerned brow.

“It’ll be fine, just- don’t go anywhere. Okay? Watch over them, alright Mils?”

With their muttered, unsure permission she set out into the woods further away from the group. It wasn’t that she thought they were burdens persay, but they were loud, and they were weak. And that was dangerous. As far as she was concerned she was doing right by them to hunt on her own, their clumsiness was a liability that, until overcome, put them in danger they weren’t suited for. Shivering slightly, she continued down the fallen logs, patches of moss, and foliage, keeping an eye out for anything edible; plant or otherwise.

The crisp air bore into her, sending sharp pokes of cold through her skin despite her coat, her fingertips were already turning red, and she wished only to be able to come inside already. stopping in her tracks, she looked beside her, where a small raccoon stared from a rock. It was young and clearly stupid too, it made no effort to be cautious in this encounter, and Priya found herself in awe of the pure idiocy of this creature, who seemed to have all the survival instincts of a wet towel.

 

She stabbed it straight through the face before it could even blink.

 

As expected, she performed much better in collecting food alone than she had with the others weighing her down. The raccoon, two squirrels, an additional rabbit, and a few more edible roots, along with some berries found their way into her bag after a while. All were considerably small, nothing to write home about, but it would help fill someone’s stomach and keep her well away from punishment. Slinging her bag over her shoulder, the heavy load pulling at her spine, she began back towards where she’d came from, letting her fingers graze gently along the branches and foliage of the forest.

 

The autumn leaves crunched and crackled beneath her feet as she made her way back to base with the group, the campus was huge just by itself, but apparently not big enough since about half of this stupid city was where they called home. Because, apparently, just being in the apocalypse wasn’t bad enough, she had to be in the custody of slavers on top of it. At the very least, she wasn’t at as much of a risk of being punished for not bringing in enough food now as she’d been earlier. And it wasn’t as if her group was the only one bringing in food.

The forest was finally beginning to thin out back into civilization when a person came barreling in through the bushes towards them. One of the girls let out a small shriek at the state of the person. A man who looked vaguely familiar, with black hair, cracked glasses, and bloody cuts all over him, a small bit of metal wiring protruding from his right knuckle. He’d scaled the barbed wire, he was escaping.

He’d must’ve been one of the adults, because they got far less freedom and far worse treatment than the younger people did, and he looked like he’d been through hell. His body collided with Priya’s abruptly as he fell through a patch of bushes, clearly not having even noticed the girls. The two tumbled across the unforgiving forest floor, both giving a cry of surprise. Priya landed next to a pile of pine ones, the wind knocked out of her for a moment.

“What the..”

The man dashed to his feet, breathing hard and heavy, staring wildly at the group, as if the half dozen tiny girls would tear him to shreds. Priya barely got to her knees before he began whipping his head around to look over his shoulder, registering shouts.

“Run! Hide! Before they see you, run and don’t look back!”

He ordered breathlessly, before taking off again, fading into the foliage. Just as his form disappeared and Priya finally caught her breath, a spray of bullets shot through the trees. The girls, Priya included, began to scream, dropping to the ground as low as they could and curling into balls. Priya’s mind raced with thoughts so quickly she hardly registered the fact she herself was apart of the shrieking chorus, and barely the distinctly male shout that rang out from deeper in the woods.

After what felt like an eternity, the bullets finally ceased, and even more footsteps came charging towards him.

“Where did he go?!”

Someone demanded, looking up, Priya could see four of the guards in front of them, panting and furious.

“I ASKED YOU A QUESTION!”

One of the men grabbed Priya by her hair and yanked, forcing her to stand. A few of the girls cried out at that, terrified.

“WHERE. DID. HE. GO?!”

“Let go of her! Let her go!”

Millie protested, standing to her feet. Before she could get another word out, a second guard raised the butt of her rifle, and struck Millie in the forehead, sending her to the ground.

“Mi-“

“ANSWER ME!”

Priya could feel the tears welling in her eyes, squeezed shut in fear. Before she realized what she was doing, she raised her hand, and pointed east. The exact opposite direction he’d fled to.

“East?! Why the fuck would he go east?!”

The first guard demanded, earning a scoff from the third.

“Because we wouldn’t expect it. He thinks he’s some genius, escaping in the way no one would expect. First climbing the fence, then going in the direction where there’s the most infected?! Of course he would, he thinks we’re all idiots!”

The first guard considered the explanation, and shoved Priya roughly to the ground, the girl releasing a small, fearful whimper. Her scalp felt like it was on fire.

“We’ll catch him, you take them back!”

The first guard ordered to the fourth, a lean man who’d been silent until then. The first three took off with that, the third fiddling with his gun as he rambled on about all of the awful things he’d do to the man once they’d found him. Priya looked up to the last remaining guard, still trembling with fear.

“Are you deaf?! He said let’s go!”

He barked, and the girls all stood to their feet, exept for Millie. She lay in an unconscious heap of the forest floor, blood trickling down her face.

“Millie! Millie?!”

Priya cried rushing over to her friend and shaking her shoulders, as if to rouse her from a deep sleep.

“You can carry her back, let’s go!”

Tears breached Priya’s eyes now, not of fear, but this time of anger. She clenched her fists, wanting nothing more than to beat the man senseless, but knowing it was an impossible hope. Seething with anger, her and another one of the girls picked Millie up carefully, and began back towards the base. The rest of the walk was dead silent, aside from the small, muffled whimpers that occasionally escaped one of the still crying girls. Priya tried to keep her gaze low, avoiding the uncomfortable presence of the last remaining guard, hoping he wouldn’t see through her lie. Soon, they reached the outskirts of the base, where a crowd had formed. A group of guards surrounded a beaten looking woman, screaming at her. Priya turned her head away immediately, before the guard escorting him grabbed her face roughly, and jerked it back towards the sight.

“I want all of you to know,”

He began, addressing the group as a whole now as they watched on. Priya recognized the woman, she was one of the medics, not much of a talker, but nice enough. She cringed as a man struck her over the head with his weapon, barking a question at her. She stumbled, and likely would have fallen if not for the two guards restraining her by her arms. She took a few moments to steady herself, and opened her mouth, as if to answer the question.

 

She then spat right in the man’s face, and he put a bullet right through hers.

“That your age doesn’t protect you as much as you think it does.”

The guard concluded, finally letting go of Priya. She fell in almost perfect unison with the woman, bile welling in the back of her throat, her knees turning limp in shock.

“And that the only way you leave this place for good, is dead.”

 

 

 

“Laurie’s going to kill you!”

A voice singsonged from over Priya’s shoulder. Her expression instantly turning to a glare, and she looked up to see Lauren bouncing from one foot to the other in twisted glee.

“What do you want?”

She spat at the other girl, still hunched over Millie’s sleeping form. Lauren shrugged at the question, gaze fixing onto Millie.

“A little birdie told me you and the other girls got caught up with that guy who escaped, and the girl who helped him?”

That at least confirmed her suspicions.

“So?”

“So… everybody’s talking ‘bout it! They didn’t find him, so either he’s dead or your in big big trouble!”

Lauren giggled, clapping her hands together.

“Be honest, did you help him?”

“No!”

Priya answered a bit too hastily.

“I’m not stupid.”

“Maybe not, but he sure was.”

She plopped down onto the bed next to Millie, continuing.

“You know, I hear the guards were real mean to that guy! I overheard one of them talking about how she’d-”

“I’m not in the mood for this, Lauren!”

Priya snapped, her glare deepening.

“Don’t be like that! I’m trying to help you, you know. We’re friends after all, it’s what we do!”

“You are NOT my friend! Just go away.”

Lauren’s smile wavered momentarily, before she composed herself with a shrug.

“Fine. But when Laurie feeds you to one of her doves don’t go crying to me for help!”

With that, she skipped off. God, Priya hated that girl. And if it weren’t for everything she’d already seen that day, she undoubtedly would have beaten her into the ground. Or… no, she wouldn’t have. All that fight got beaten out a long while ago, now just reduced to fantasies of standing up for herself. Sighing, she looked back to Millie, her forehead bandaged haphazardly, without much thought put into it. She was lucky to receive even that.

“I’m sorry I got you hurt..”

She mumbled despite the fact Millie wouldn’t hear her apology.

“I should have done more.”

She took the other girl’s hand into her own, leaning onto the bed for support.

“I-“

“You there, girl!”

Someone shouted from behind her suddenly. Craning her neck to look over her shoulder, she could see that it was yet another guard, a different one, thankfully.

She wants you.”

At that, Priya’s stomach churned, and her body was stricken by bolts of pure dread.

“Which-“

Laurie. Come on.”

Priya looked between him and Millie, squeezing her hands before letting Millie’s go, and standing up to follow him. The moment she got within arms reach, he grabbed onto her shoulder and he yanked her out of the room, practically dragging her along through the halls. Priya hung her head low, mindful not to look anywhere near him, he wasn’t hiding the fact he was staring, and no part of her wanted to know why. As he led her through the halls of the school out into the courtyard and onward, she maintained her avoidant attitude, her mind wandering back to what had transpired earlier. That man… had they found him? Had he been shot? Escaped succesfully? Where could he be now? And if he had been caught… what was going to happen to him? She thought back to that one guard, the youngest of the group and by far the angriest with the runaway, the kind of anger that suggested some level of familiarity. Had he kept good on all those awful promises? She sighed, trying to push it out of mind, she had enough to worry about already, and his fate didn’t concern her. Pondering it wouldn’t help either of them, she had already risked enough helping him before, she needed to focus on helping herself now. And, by extension, helping Millie.

‘Focus!’

She thought to herself, eyebrows furrowing involuntarily.

‘This isn’t about him, or the guards, or stupid Lauren; this is about keeping Millie safe!’

And Millie.. oh Millie, she’d made this so much more difficult when she’d tried to resist. Priya trusted Laurie had gotten testimony from the guards, she’d know Priya as a whimpering, scared little girl. But Millie? She’d fought back, and she’d made everything far worse than she could have possibly imagined.

 

Before Priya knew it, she was standing in front of that door, behind which the devil was waiting for her.

“Good luck.”

The man next to her muttered Insincerely. Priya, stupidly, shot him a glare and regretted it instantly as he met her hateful look with a predatory smirk. With that, he gave her a demeaning pat on the shoulder, and walked over to stand next to the door to wait. Presumably to escort her back afterwards, but the notion there would be an afterwards barely soothed her nerves. Priya clenched her fist, fear and anger in a coursing battle through her, fear ultimately winning.

‘Pull yourself together.’

She thought. Keeping her waiting wouldn’t do Priya or Millie any favors. Taking the deepest breath she could manage, she lifted her hand, grasped the doorknob, and turned it.

 

“Darling! Come in, I’ve been waiting for you!”

And there she was. Standing in the flesh before Priya’s was a doe-faced killer, with a warm gentle smile that ended at her cold dead eyes. For once, she wasn’t accompanied by one of her ‘doves’, and Priya wasn’t sure if that made things better or even worse. At the very least, she didn’t seem intent on bringing her harm. Or so she hoped.

“Although, I’d appreciate it if you knocked.”

Her voice was low and cool, her hair displaying a slightly wilted flower, and the scent of blood heavy upon her form.

“Of course.. sorry about that.”

Priya murmured. She’d only had the misfortune of interacting with Laurie once, and once was enough for her. Closing the door reluctantly behind her, she took a few cautious steps into the room, body tense.

“You wanted to see me?”

“Observant as always, Priya!”

And that. The fact that the two of them had every name and face memorized down to a t, from guard to prisoner, they knew everything about everyone in their ‘care’.

“And, yes. I did want to speak to you. I heard you and your friends had an unfortunate run-in with an escapee?”

Priya nodded, hands clenched into tight fists at her sides. Laurie clicked her tongue at that, shaking her head gently.

“Must’ve been awful. And I hate to bring it up, but I do need to ask you a few things.”

“What do you wanna know?”

Priya stiffened as Laurie took a step towards her, her gaze cold and intense in the blink of an eye.

“That man, you said he went east?”

“Yes ma’am.”

“But they didn’t find him. They went east, and searched for miles, but he was nowhere to be found.”

She took another step forward, only a few inches away from Priya.

“Are you sure he went that way?”

Priya’s stomach churned with dread, beads of sweat rolling down her face.

“Yes.”

“Are you lying to me, little girl?”

Priya’s flinched slightly as Laurie leaned down, and rested both hands on each of her cheeks, holding her face with a fabricated gentleness. She had to bite back a whimper as Laurie tilted her face up to be eye to eye with her.

“N-no ma’am… he went east after he ran into us. I’m certain, I saw him, we all did.”

She stammered out, unable to suppress the trembling that began to wrack her body as Laurie tightened her grip ever so slightly. Laurie’s eyes were wide, pupils near pinpricks, and lips pressed into a thin line; searching for any sign of a lie like her life depended on it. Priya realized just then that she hadn’t blinked even once since the conversation began.

“The guards said they overheard him shouting. Did he say something to you? Tell you something? Ask for something?”

“He… told us to run. Like he was.”

She blurted out, the first truth she’d given this entire conversation.

“And yet you didn’t.”

“Of course not.”

“And why’s that?”

‘Because you’d kill me, or come up with a worse punishment.’

“Why would I? Everything I could ever want is here. My friends, food, a warm bed, community. I’m happy here.”

She forced a smile for good measure, her fists clenching so hard that her fingernails broke the skin of her palm where they were pressed on it. Laurie stared at her for a while more, before leaning forward, and giving a gentle kiss to Priya’s forehead with lips as cold as ice.

“I’m glad to hear that. Not everybody here appreciates what we’re doing for the world, rebuilding it that is.”

She pulled the girl into a hug, moving her hands to rest on the back of her head and the small of her back. Priya raised two trembling arms in turn, wrapping them around the older just barely.

“We’re creating something special here, child. It may be ugly at times, but these things take work, hard work, and some people just get left behind or lost in the process. I hope that you’ll stay with us?”

Laurie ran her fingers through Priya’s scalp, with an intensity closer to a gnarling scratch than anything meant to soothe.

“Yes ma’am.”

Her hand paused abruptly, still mid motion, and Priya’s mind flew into a panicked frenzy. She’d failed, this woman was going to kill her, her and Millie both.

“But what about your friend?”

“My friend?”

She parroted, if only to stall for the sake of buying time. She needed to come up with a solution, and fast.

“Yes, Millie I think. The guards told me she insighted an act of-“

“That isn’t true!”

Priya blurted out far too hastily than she should have. She just interrupted her- god what had she just done?

“Oh?”

Laurie pulled away, arching a brow.

“Then please tell me. What did happen?

“One of the guards grabbed me by the hair, he hurt me. It was when they were asking where the man went, I have the marks to prove it!”

Priya bowed her head, and pointed to a patch of red skin near her scalp, and a bruise her arm had received when he’d pushed her to the ground.

“Millie wasn’t trying to insight anything, she was only trying to protect me, and just… did it in the wrong way. If you let me set things straight with her you’ll never have to worry about her doing anything like that again! I promise.”

Laurie considered her words at length, and just as Priya was convinced she would die, her expression softened, and smile returned.

“In that case, neither of you are in any trouble at all. I’ll have a talk with the guards about being violent with you and the other kids. You’re free to go, dear. Thank you for speaking with me.”

Priya nodded vehemently at the dismissal, nearly sighing in relief when Laurie let go of her. She turned around, making a beeline for the door before Laurie’s voice rang out again, stopping Priya in her tracks.

“Oh, one more thing.”

Her footsteps came towards the younger girl, who didn’t dare to look back as Laurie grabbed her shoulders with a tight, bruising grip, and leaned down to whisper in her ear.

“Lying isn’t a good habit, for any reason, even if you mean well. Lose it while you’re young, will you?”

At that, her blood turned to ice. Did she know? How did she realize? Or was she just bluffing?

“Y-yes m…m-ma’am.”

The words barely escaped her throat, and she nearly collapsed when Laurie released her.

“Give your friend my regards.”

Priya nodded, and nearly threw herself at the door to leave the enclosure. As soon as she closed the door behind herself, she collapsed to the ground with a gasp, erupting into violent anxiety induced shudders.

“Woah there! She really scared the shit out of you, didn’t she?”

The guard yipped from above her, chuckling at her misfortune. Priya gathered herself, lifting her head up to glare at him.

“Why don’t you say that to her face?”

At that, his smirk fell, and morphed into a bitter scowl.

“Rotten little brat.”

He growled, grabbing her arm and yanking her to her feet, herding her back to the gymnasium. Priya stumbled a bit, struggling to catch her footing, before falling into an equal pace with the guard. She could hardly be bothered this time to be thinking about him, her mind was too busy going into overtime with worry for herself and Millie. Either Laurie saw right through her, or she just wanted to scare her. Either was plausible, but one far more so than the other. Before she had even realized, they were at the doors to the gym, and she received a harsh shove into the door by the guard. She gave him a deep, hateful glare, not caring at this point how he would react.

“Watch it!”

He barked at her, taking a step forward.

“You aren’t going to be in there for much longer, so I suggest you be a bit more friendly than that before you become fair game.”

His smirk returned at the manner in which her expression plummeted, and with a satisfied step backwards, he straightened up and walked off. Priya shuddered, adding him to her ever growing list of people to be afraid of, and hastily entered the gymnasium.

 

Sitting upright on her usual bed was Millie, waiting anxiously. The moment Priya’s walked in, she stood up and practically tackled her into a hug.

“Someone told me Laurie wanted to talk to you! Are you okay? Did they hurt you? What did she say?”

She asked in rapid succession, examining and grabbing at every inch of Priya’s body with worry.

“Oh, your arm.. and your scalp! And- and what happened to your shoulder?! Oh god… it’s my fault, I shouldn’t have-“

Priya cut her off, pushing her hands away and collapsing into her arms, breaking into sobs.

“P-Priya!”

Millie wrapped her arms around the smaller girl, guiding her back to her bed. She climbed in beside her, and once comfortably ensnared in the meager covers, returned to soothing a crying, trembling Priya.

“Hey, don’t cry… it’s alright. We’ll be okay.”

Millie reassured, taking the other into her arms, and holding onto her like a lifeline. Everything was sore, and Priya was so very afraid. But the world wasn’t going to show her any mercy, not soon anyway. And for the first time in so long.. she finally let herself be the one held in another’s arm. She supposed caring for the others was getting to be too much now…

How had it gone to this?

Notes:

Exams tomorrow, wish me luck

Chapter 54: Blood trails (38)

Summary:

Spencer, mid escape, runs into yet another group, more inclined to help than the last. But should they?

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, descriptions of gore, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

His entire body felt like it was on fire, but he still ran. Through bushes, trees, and foliage he practically flew through the forest, his blood staining the plants, leaving an obvious trail in their wake. He could only hope those girls hadn’t told them where he was really going, or that if they had, rain would wash away the evidence that he’d been there. He clutched his abdomen, the blood flowing freely through the gaps in his fingers. How long had he been running? It was nightime now, that much he could tell, and the adrenaline was finally beginning to wear off. His legs buckled and shook as he willed them to keep moving. He refused to die like this, and he refused to be brought back to that hellhole. His mind wandered briefly back to his accomplice, and he uselessly hoped they hadn’t found her out. But then, worrying about it wouldn’t put her out of danger. She was a smart woman, she’d be fine.

Suddenly, his foot smashed against a stone and his body lurched forward, sending him sprawling down a hill. He screamed, free hand grasping desperately for anything to grab onto, to stop the fall, but he couldn’t keep a solid grip on anything. He finally retracted his hand, palm gnarled and scraped from the stones and branches, and reached it up to shield the back of his head, his other hand still uselessly clutching the wound on his side. Finally, something broke his fall, and two voices joined in his shouting. Just as he’d knocked into one of the girls before, now he’d landed on another person. The guards? The ones who’d hunted after him, shot him, had he seriously ran straight into them? It figured that he’d done his hunter’s jobs for them, that was just his luck. As he rolled past the two into a patch of fern, his mind returned to what would face him once they realized who he was. His vision was blurred, and he could see the outline of his glasses beside him, probably destroyed completely now. Then his gaze rose to the two figures, blotchy silhouettes of a tall, muscular man, and a small more delicate looking woman. He’d landed on the man, evidently, and the woman was helping him to his feet.

‘This is it.’

He thought to himself, breaths shallow and ragged. He was going to die. Whether to his injuries or their cruelty was the only thing left to contemplate. No freedom, no escape, they had been telling the truth. The only way a traitor leaves is dead. He let his eyes close, trying his best to swallow the whimpers of pain from his many injuries as the adrenaline finally abandoned him entirely, and he was left to fester in the agony. He wouldn’t give them that satisfaction.

“H-Hannah what…”

The male voice began, and Spencer realized he didn’t recognize it. He opened his eyes again, and immediately regretted it as the woman let out a shrill scream at his condition. And then it hit him, they weren’t guards, none of them would have been so horrified by the sight of him, they’d revel in it. Survivors, they were survivors! Not guards, or raiders, they were survivors! Maybe… he had a chance after all?

“¡Santa mierda!” (Yeah, I’m a no sabo kid, you got me. Laugh it up.)

The man shouted, and Spencer could vaguely make out that he was approaching.

“Hey- hey can you hear me?!”

“Is- oh my god! Is he dead?! Dying?! Diego- what- what do we do?!”

The woman cried, most of Spencer felt relieved, hopeful even, but a small part wished they would shut up. Hadn’t he earned a peaceful, quiet death? A wheezing cough escaped him, and he could taste the hot, metallic blood that was pooling from the back of his neck and into his mouth. It trickled down his chin, and he could feel his vision go dark.

“FUCK- HE’S DYING! HANNAH!”

The man shouted, and Spencer gave a weak, smack to the man’s hand as it reached towards him. Of course he couldn’t die in peace, he had to listen to them scream and grab at him.

“We have to help him, come on!”

At that, Spencer almost wanted to scoff. Couldn’t they see he was dying? For God’s sake, he’d been shot! Trying to help him would be like trying to put a band-aid on a bullet wound, which, now that he thought of it, they just might attempt it. But then, the fact that they might try to, of all things, help him finally registered in full. No, he must be delirious, the blood loss was getting to his head. Nobody just ‘helps’ another person for nothing anymore, it was a ridiculous notion. Even he had had to earn help to escape, work for it, unless they wanted something from him they wouldn’t even try. And then that thought threw him right back into his earlier fear. That was it, they wanted him for something! What would they do to him? No, he couldn’t let this happen, he needed to run! He needed to get up and run!

“Is- can we even do anything?! What do we do?! How do we-”

“We have to try, you know we have to!”

But… he was so tired. And in so much pain..

“No! No! No! Keep your eyes open! You’re gonna be alright!”

“I can try to stop the bleeding, get him to the truck!”

The woman suggested, and finally, Spencer slipped into the void, and it all mercifully faded away, at least for now.

 

 

Should they help, or is he already as good as dead? It’s your call. (Also until I get an answer I’m not going to do anything cus I can’t make my own decisions)

Notes:

The day I get an ACTUAL piece of advice or help for Ellody’s introduction is the day I die in peace.

Chapter 55: Daydreams (39)

Summary:

His name is a prophecy, but fate isn’t kind to him.

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, descriptions of gore, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The apocalypse really did have a strange way of working, didn’t it?

He’d been known beforehand, of course, every contestant was, but it was almost funny how it took a world ending virus to turn him from an ordinary man to a beacon of hope to the remaining few. Hope. It was a curious thing, how something as simple as radio broadcasts and news reports could light a fire in people, restore something within them. And the fact he was the one who brought it? Well, that was just-

“If you’re thinking about some philosophical shit while playing with that stupid rubix cube again I’m gonna have to ask you to stop.”

A familiar voice called out, and his door swung open.

“Knew it. Get a hobby, man. Jesus.”

He gave a small sigh, turning to the doorway where his assistant stood, leaned against the wall with crossed arms.

“This is why I’m the one who does the talking.”

He set the half-solved cube on the desk, leaning back in his chair.

“What is it, Noah?”

“We got visitors, old friends.”

At that, he raised an eyebrow, perking up slightly.

“Benji and Tristan?”

“Nah, they aren’t coming to see us until the kid’s delivered and healthy.”

“Makes sense. They decided on a name yet anyway?”

“Not ‘til it comes out apparently. But- that’s besides the point. Now, if you can take a break from stalking…”

Noah reached a hand up, gesturing vaguely to the walls of cameras, radios, letters, and transcripts.

“..You need to see them.”

“And are you planning on telling me who ‘them’ is?”

He mused, getting up from his chair and following Noah out.

“Was told to keep it a surprise.”

“Think I might have an idea who it is.”

“Good for you. Come on, it’s been ages since you’ve seen the sun anyways.”

He rolled his eyes as him and Noah trekked down hallways and stairwells until they reached the ground. The two were immediately joined by a familiar face.

“Still taking your bodyguard job pretty seriously, huh?”

Nosh raised an eyebrow as the woman joined them, her permanent glare as prominent as ever.

“A lot of people want you guys dead.”

She responded plainly, guiding them through the sprawling city that was their base, arguably the most impressive community left, it almost felt normal sometimes.

“Right. And how long were you standing at the door just waiting around, exactly?”

“Long enough.”

Noah rolled his eyes at that, and he wondered vaguely if there was ever a happy thought in that man’s mind.

“I appreciate it, Eva.”

At that, she gave only a curt nod.

“You have some visitors.”

“So I’ve heard.”

“Did Noah tell you who yet?”

“Said it was a surprise. But I’m guessing you know?”

Eva merely shrugged at that. He glanced away, an awkward silence filling the gap. God, these two were hard to talk to. What conversation could even be had that wouldn’t end after three sentences? He hoped that, at the very least, whoever was coming to see him wouldn’t be so difficult to speak with. He turned his attention to the scenery around him, grateful that no one here actually knew who he really was. Groups tended to their tasks for the day, children running amuck, pretending to be infected and chasing one another, all while never paying the trio a second glance. He had to admit, his anonymity really paid off, he couldn’t imagine having to deal with any prying eyes again. He inhaled deeply, the crisp autumn air a refreshing change of pace to say the least. Rude as he was, Noah was right, he really could use more time outdoors, rather than just.. staring at projected images of it.

“Alright, quit daydreaming, we’re here.”

His voice disrupted the cool flow of thought, and he felt himself get slightly annoyed.

“So, by ‘here’ exactly what do you mean? Because we ain’t at the gates, we’re at the la-“

He was cut off by a shrill, excited squeal, and before he had time to react, a woman had launched herself into his arms, enveloping him in a suffocating hug.

“Wha-“

He blinked, then came to recognize the person immediately, giving a chuckle and returning the embrace.

“Nice to see you too, Izzy!”

The smaller pulled away, grinning.

“We’ve been listening to your broadcasts our whole journey here! I’m so, so, so, so, so…”

He looked up to see the rest of the group approach as Izzy continued repeating the word ‘so’ for at least a million times.

“…So, so, so, so excited to see you!”

She finally concluded, fishing something from her pocket and shoving it into his hand.

“I brought you a souvenir!”

She announced, and he opened his palm to look, cringing at the gnarled, jagged tooth thst rested in his palm, gum tissue still clinging to the root.

“Tore it out of an infected with by bare hands!”

She said proudly as he pocketed the gift, barely managing a ‘thank you’ before the rest were at his side.

“Missed you, man!”

Duncan greeted, giving a punch to his arm.

“You’re losing muscle, how much time are you spending watching these days?”

“All of it.”

Noah chimed in, earning a frown from Duncan.

“Seriously? I get your broadcasts are a daily thing, but you’ve got a crew for a reason.”

“Agreed. You really should be focusing on your own health if you plan on helping the outside in any way.”

Alejandro concurred, an arm wrapped around Heather’s waist, which she slapped away the moment she noticed the others had seen. She looked up, then gave a smirk, since she was apparently incapable of anything but that or a smug grin.

“Good to see you.”

She said simply.

“Where’s Lucia?”

He asked, the four exchanging glances.

“With our stuff. We.. aren’t here just for pleasantries. We actually need your help.”

Duncan said, expression faltering.

“What’s going on?”

“The infected.”

“What infected?”

“You don’t know?”

“Know what? What’s going on?

A long silence formed at that, before Alejandro turned to Eva.

“Guard the door, don’t let anybody in or out without our word.”

She gave a nod at that, curiosity in her eye, but her loyalty to her duty overriding any questions she might have wanted to ask.

“It’s in the lab. Come on.”

Heather pointed towards the building with her chin. Noah and him exchanged a weary look, before following them to the building, where Eva already stood at attention next to the entrance. He slipped inside after the group, holding the door open for Noah, then letting it close behind them. The duo stepped inside, being met with the concerned faces of the lab’s staff, and the hardened expressions of his friends, everybody gathered around a table.

“There’s.. no way.”

One of them said, putting a hand over her mouth.

“What is it?”

He asked, stepping forward as the group huddled around the table made room for him.

“It was at a camp some ways away from here. Hard as fuck to kill, and it was right in the open during the daytime too.”

Lucia said gravely, not bothering with pleasantries. It was so unlike her, and it made him feel uneasy. He looked down to the table itself, and froze.

 

 

There they were, two dead, decaying creatures. Their bodies thin, long, and contorted like an infected. But.. they weren’t. They couldn’t be. There was no fungi, no flowers, no branches, nothing. Crystals, they were… crystalline formations protruding from the skin in every which direction. They shimmered and oozed with a familiar black puss.

“What.. what am I looking at?”

He asked breathlessly, looking to Duncan, who had his gaze fixed on him.

“Infecteds, that’s what.”

“No- that’s… that’s impossible!”

Noah objected. He felt the breath leave his lungs, and he staggered back in shock.

“How..”

“We were hoping you could figure that out. You have all the best minds in your place.”

“But..”

Alejandro began, chiming in.

“It seems even they are stumped.”

Alejandro’s gaze fell on him, and soon the others followed.

“What do we do?”

He didn’t answer, struggling to breathe at the revelation.

“Sir?”

Their voices grew distant, and everything seemed like it would disappear in the blink of an eye. It was all falling apart.

“How do we tell them?”

“How can we fix this?”

“Would the outside world even believe us?”

“Sir?”

“Sir!”

 

“Dj!”

He felt Noah grab him by the shoulders anchoring him back to reality. He blinked, the other pulling away.

“Dj… what do we do?”

He looked to the others, taking a deep, shuddering breath as he tried to steel himself.

“I don’t know.”

 

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

 

Debating my design for Anastasia’s eyes, so I’m hoping you guys would choose which is better: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1937770847835713663

 

Lake redesign and Marissa design: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1937771682409906625

 

Priya design (my Shayla): https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1937772434616385826

 

Tristan art (yes, I use kny as a reference, sue me): https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1937773460618641475

 

Aiden sketch: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1937774013146882370

 

I’m still working on my art style, so bear with me here. (Watch these get zero interactions)

Notes:

This chapter is really short since I’m cooking with Aiden and Lake while also still making fifty different versions of Ellody's introduction and having seizures over it because no one seems to want to help me figure out how to even write that shit.

Chapter 56: Shattering kindness (40)

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, descriptions violence, mild gore, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“…And can you try lifting for me?”

Tristan continued, kneeling before Lake and examining her leg. Lake nodded at the request, and raised it as far up as she could manage.

“Good. Now bend.”

She complied, bending the injured limb to the best of her ability.

“Awesome! Looks like you’re healing up pretty nicely.”

Tristan stood to their feet, passing Lake her crutches.

“When do you think I’ll be okay to walk?”

“Mm… I’d venture to guess a few weeks or so. And even once you can, don’t overexert yourself too fast. Otherwise this’ll just go on forever.”

“And until then?”

She asked, Lulu opening one eye and giving a huff, rousing herself out of her sleep and getting up.

“Keep managing this little attitude.”

Lake chuckled at that, turning her attention to the canine’s dramatics.

“She’s acting like she has responsibilities.”

The dog gave another huff, as if taking offense to the quip.

“Alright, alright. We’re sorry.”

Tristan stretched their arms, then headed for the door.

“Come on, let’s go get lunch. I’m starving.”

Lake looked away uncomfortably at the mention of starvation, which Tristan caught immediately.

“I- fi-figuratively. I meant it figuratively!”

They backtracked, raising both hands in a placatingly manner.

“It’s okay, just a sore spot. That’s all.”

Lake reassured with a smile, and Tristan breathed a sigh of relief, opening the door and exiting the clinic with Lake, dog in toe.

“Didn’t mean to upset you, I just make jokes to deal with bad stuff that happens to me is all, keeps things manageable.”

Lake nodded at that, the pair heading down the hall towards the cafeteria.

“Makes sense.”

She shrugged. Soon, they had reached the main foyer where the halls intercepted, then merged. Benji came running to them excitedly, followed by a less excited Mariana. Lake looked away immediately, and the other girl did as well.

“Tristan!”

Benji panted, extending his hand, and opening it.

“Acorns! And some mint leaves, for you!” (If you didn’t watch Tristan’s exit interview you won’t get this)

Tristan gasped, then practically launched themself at Benji, pulling him into a hug.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!”

They pulled away, taking one of the mint leaves and examining it.

“I can’t wait to make tea with these!”

They squealed, Benji beaming ear to ear in pride.

“Oh, and then we can leach these and help Zaid make some flour with them!”

They added, gesturing to an acorn as they returned the mint leaf.

“How many did you gather?”

“A few bags of each!”

Benji announced proudly, pocketing the gifts.

“That just might be enough for bread! Oh, can you imagine? Fresh bread!”

Lake’s mouth watered a bit at the idea, but it was quickly squandered as Tristan leaned in, and kissed Benji on the cheek, murmuring into his ear.

“I’ll have to give you a proper thanks tonight.”

That made Lake grimace in disgust, and Benji turn a bit red. Tristan let out a breathy laugh, leaning away.

“You two put them away, alright? We’ll save you each a seat.”

Benji nodded, and took off, followed by Mariana. Her and Lake locked eyes for a second, but Lake immediately turned away, cheeks reddening. Tristan noticed this, arching a brow and surveying the two, speaking up when the other pair disappeared past the hall.

“What was that all about?”

They asked, giving Lake an inquisitive stare. Lake bit her lip, unsure of whether or not to share.

“Look, you don’t have to tell me if you don’t-“

“I kissed Mariana!”

She blurted out before she realized what she was saying. She gasped, launching a hand up to cover her mouth, as if to grab the words and seal them back into wherever they’d come from, but it’d been too late. Tristan’s eyes widened at that, clearly not expecting that kind of answer.

“You… you what?”

“Last night her and I were hanging out until one thing led to another and we… kissed!”

“Woah, woah, woah! What kind of kiss are we talking here?”

“On the mouth! I even held her cheek!”

“Oh shit..”

Lake groaned, covering her face with her hands.

“I ruined everything… now she probably hates me!”

“Woah, hey! You didn’t ruin anything.”

Tristan reassured, grabbing her wrists and guiding them away.

“She doesn’t hate you. If she did, why would she kiss you? It’s probably just a bit awkward for her too is all. Hell, it was awkward for me when I was your age. It happens.”

“You think?”

“Of course, trust me. It’ll be fine.”

Lake nodded, echoing their words.

“Yeah, yeah.. it’ll be fine. Everything is alright.”

She took a deep breath, calming herself, then sighed, lowering her arms.

“Thanks.”

“Anytime. Just.. don’t worry so much. It’ll be okay, she’s a sweet girl, just talk it out with her.”

Lake nodded, and Tristan stepped away, a grin creeping up on their features.

“So… do you like her?”

They mused, and Lake turned bright red, stammering.

“I- Tri-Tristan!”

“Oh, your face is priceless!”

Tristan giggled, and Lake swatted their arm.

“Ooh, Lake’s in love!”

They singsonged, and Lake whipped her head around, panicking.

“Shut up! Someone will hear you!”

She snapped, swatting at and hitting Tristan’s arm continuously.

“They grow up so fast!”

“Shut it!”

“Don’t break my baby’s heart now, alright? I fixed that leg and I can ruin it again!”

“I swear to god-“

“Alright, alright!”

They lowered their voice, still chuckling to themself.

“I won’t tell anyone, your secret’s safe with me.”

“Promise?”

“Cross my heart.”

They nodded, making the gesture of crossing their heart.

“Hope to die.”

Lake finished.

“Eh… let’s not go that far just yet.”

The two two shared a laugh at that.

“Come on, let’s eat. And once we’re alone I fully expect you to tell me everything.”

“Tristan…”

“Come on! You could stand to gain a few, it’ll help you heal.”

The medic gave her a pat on the shoulder, and they began back on their path to the cafeteria.

“What do you think we’re having today? I hear Logan caught a turkey.”

“For real?”

Lake nodded, and Tristan grinned.

“I dunno, there’s a lot of possibilities with that. Honestly, I’m more excited that we might have enough of our existing flour rations plus flour we can make from the acorns to make bread. Ooh! Or better yet, something sweet!”

“Can you imagine? A slice of warm bread with berries and nuts..”

“And maybe even butter if we’re lucky! Bridgette and Richard have been trying to make some from the cows out back. Ooh, or cheese from the goat?”

“I don’t think I’ve met any of the animals aside from Lulu..”

Lake admitted, giving the dog a pat on the head.

“Well, I’ll have to fix that then. We have a good amount, I treat them too when they get sick or injured.”

“I’d assume as much. How’s being the resident doctor anyway?”

“It’s not as bad as it would seem on paper. I technically get my own room. But it’s pretty exhausting. Especially with the fact any day now Bridgette’s gonna pop out a baby that, if it dies, it’s my fault.”

“You know, between you and me I think it her getting pregnant now of all times was pretty….”

“Stupid? Yeah, everyone here thinks so too, she hasn’t heard the end of it since we found out.”

“I bet, it’s just… in the middle of an apocalypse? Really?”

Tristan chuckled at that, then shrugged. Soon, they were in the cafeteria, Lake and Tristan taking a table together, to which the others joined them.

“God, I’m exhausted!”

Logan exclaimed, leaning back with a huff. He had a few scratches on his face, and his hair was a mess.

“What happened to you?”

Lake asked cringing at the sight of him.

“Today’s food fought back. Hard.”

Richard explained on the younger man’s behalf, chuckling a bit.

“Let me see those.”

Tristan demanded, standing up and grabbing Logan’s face, examining him.

“Oh- Logan, why didn’t you come to me? We need to bandage these up.”

“Can’t it wait?”

“No.”

“Please?”

“No.”

“Come on Tris, let him reap the fruits of his labor before you go sewing his face back together.”

“Wait- I need stitches?!”

“Look, just quit fussing.”

Tristan crossed their arms, and sat back down in between Lake and Benji as Logan continue to panic at the possibility of stitches.

“I gave the acorns to Zaid, he said they’re enough!”

Benji announced, and Tristan gasped, pulling him into a hug.

“Oh, thank you! Thank you! Thank you! You’re the best!”

They leaned forward, embracing the other into a deep kiss. Lake practically gagged, and averted her gaze.

“Okay, we get it. You’re happy. You can stop.”

Logan chided jokingly, arms crossed. Tristan pulled away, grinning in embarrassment.

“Sorry..”

Tristan looked to Benji, and smirked.

“Supongo que guardaré el entusiasmo para esta noche..”

They murmured, and Logan gave a surprised look at that.

“Woah! I didn’t know you speak Mexican?”

At that, Tristan’s expression dropped, and they turned to stare in complete disbelief. (Tristan is one of us, idgaf)

“What?”

All eyes turned to Logan, staring in baffled silence for a while, before Tristan suddenly burst out into hysterical laughter, doubling over and wheezing as they struggled for breath. Lake couldn’t help but giggle as well, and soon the others joined in.

“What- what did I say? The hell did I say?!”

“He said… that you-“

Jo barely managed to choke the words out, clutching her stomach.

“He, Logan! Heißt das, ich spreche europäisch?!“

Lake asked, before bursting into another fit of hysterical giggling.

“What does that mean?! What did I say?!”

Logan repeated, near panicking at this point. Tristan began to smack the table, tears falling from their eyes at how hard they were laughing. Logan whipped his head around in every direction, mouth agape as he tried to comprehend what was so hilarious.

“I don’t- I…”

He began, confused out of his mind, which only made it funnier.

“Richard!”

He turned to the older man, eyes pleading for help.

“Alright, alright. I think he’s had enough.”

Richard chided, barely suppressing chuckles of his own.

“I’m sorry, but that was just too good.”

Tristan wiped a tear from the corner of their eye, still suppressing laughter.

“I still don’t- what did I say?”

Logan insisted, looking between the group.

“Nothing, it’s fine.”

Tristan reassured with a weak thumbs up. Logan frowned, unsatisfied, and opened his mouth to ask another question, but was stopped as Lulu began to bark at the top of her lungs before he could even get a word out.

“Hey, what’s-“

Anne Maria began, but Lulu was already bolting by that point, Anne, Richard, and Logan rising to chase her as she dashed towards the door.

“What the hell’s going on?”

Jo demanded, more confused than everyone else there.

“I don’t know, she’s never like this..”

Bridgette muttered, rising with unease, followed by a few others who went to investigate.

“What’s going on? Is it bad? Do you think they need me?”

Tristan asked, rising to their feet as shouting began. That put everyone into a frenzy, and nearly everyone in the room began to rise as well.

“Tristan! Where’s Tristan?!”

A voice called distantly, from down the hallway.

“I- here! I’m right here!”

Tristan shouted back, breaking into a run towards where the voice had came from, flanked by a few of the adults.

“H- wait!

She called out, and began hobbling on the crutches behind them as fast as she could, overhearing the yells. At some point, Damien grabbed her by the arm, and began leading her outside, Axel and Mariana following. Suddenly, the door burst open, and the shouting intensified.

“How do we know they aren’t raiders?!”

“Do we look like raiders to you?!”

“Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit!”

“Someone find Richard, and Tri- where the hell is Tristan?!”

“We have to help them!”

By the time Lake got to where the shouting had originated from, she was a panting mess, hardly able to stand. There, at the door was a man and woman, the man covered in blood, with an unconscious body held on his back, the source of the viscera. Tristan what also just gotten there, inspecting the bloodied newcomers, while the others argued amongst themselves.

“Everyone shut up!

Tristan snapped, voice rising over the others.

“He’s losing blood, get him into the infirmary! I’ll take care of it!”

“What about them?”

Logan asked, pointing at the duo.

“Richard and the others can decide that, now help me carry him! He’s gonna die!”

Logan nodded, scooping the man up, and sprinting to the infirmary, Tristan in toe. Lake took a step forward, but Anne Maria blocked the path.

“You three stay out of this!”

She turned to the man, who was protesting at being separated from his companion.

“And you stay where you are!”

“But, we can help!”

Axel argued, speaking up.

“I’ve been a survivalist since I could walk, I know everything about this kind of stuff, let me help!”

“You heard the woman, get out of here!”

“But-“

“Come on.”

Damien said, then lowered his voice.

“To the shed?”

Mariana nodded, and Lake followed suit. Axel huffed, but gave in. The three scurried off, Lake watching over her shoulder until they were outside. The four snuck to the shed carefully, doing their best not to be seen since the place was still a secret, of course. After a while, they had arrived. Axel snatched the key from it’s hiding place, unlocked the door, and threw it open angrily. The other three exchanged looks, but followed her inside.

 

“What was that about?”

Mariana asked, taking a seat on her desk, pulling out her candy-filled shoebox.

“Don’t know, but they should’ve let me help. I’m perfectly qualified.”

Axel huffed, sitting down next to a few boxes and rummaging through them.

“I don’t know.. you weren’t exactly very.. good with people when you were Tristan’s apprentice.”

“What does that matter?! I don’t have to be ‘good with people’ to patch them up!”

“Wait, apprentice?”

Lake raised an eyebrow, her and Damien sitting on the bean bag.

“Oh, yeah. Tristan’s been needing help with their job and Axel gave it a try.. didn’t end well.”

“I was a perfectly fine medic!”

“You made everyone think Bridgette was going into labor when she had a cramp. I’m not so sure about that.”

Mariana snorted, popping a bonbon into her mouth.

“Hm.. you think I’d make a good nurse?”

Lake asked, earning a few surprised looks.

“What makes you ask that?”

“Well…”

Lake trailed, rubbing the back of her neck.

“I guess I just feel guilty, y’know?”

“What on Earth for?”

Damien raised an eyebrow, urging Lake to continue.

“Well, since I’ve gotten here I’ve just been a burden. Sure, I’m smart, but that’s hasn’t really come in handy yet. I haven’t contributed to this place, or helped anyone, I’ve just been a deadweight..”

There were a few moments of silence at that.

“Lake, be so for real right now. Your leg is injured, literally what could you do?”

Damien deadpanned, and she rushed to stammer out a response.

“Well- I don’t know! I could… I..”

She trailed off, cheeks growing pink with embarrassment.

“Yeah, Lake. You can’t walk without crutches right now, no one’s expecting you to be Superman.”

“Yeah, but… I just want to feel like I’m helping, you know? Like.. I dunno.”

She looked away, falling silent, and Axel rolled her eyes.

“Then go be a medic. Help with repairs when you can walk. Help with defenses, and food. Literally just ask for a job if you want one so badly. It’s really not that deep.”

“You think so?”

“Yeah, so quit being a pussy.”

“Wow. Didn’t have to go that far..”

Lake grumbled, thinking for a few moments.

“What do you think will happen to those three anyway?”

“Don’t know. What was their deal?”

Mariana asked through a mouthful of sugar, earning a shrug from Damien.

“I think they escaped from somewhere or maybe got attacked? I dunno.”

“What do you think the adults will do with them?”

“If they’re useful I’d venture to guess take them in. If not, then heal the one guy and send them on their way.”

Axel shrugged’ and a thought hit Lake.

“Hey, Damien?”

“Yeah?”

“You mentioned you think they might’ve escaped something or been attacked. You.. think they could’ve been followed?”

“God, I hope not.”

The boy cringed, then turned to Mariana.

“Well, if they were and we get attacked you might be able to use Hail Mary?”

“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that..”

“Oh yeah, speaking of you and I still need to make the pitch for using your mines as defenses.”

Lake said to the other, the first time since the kiss they’d spoken to each other directly. Mariana turned red, and looked away.

“Oh. Y-yeah.. we should.”

She murmured, and Lake turned a bit red herself, lowering her gaze. She could feel the other two watching them, then exchange a look.

“Alright.. well it’ll make a fine enough distraction. Let’s do it.”

Damien spoke up, and Mariana nodded.

“Yeah. Yeah, let’s do it.”

She grabbed her notebook and pencil in one hand, and held out her candy box with the other. Each of the group took a few, before looking to Mariana.

“Any ideas?”

 

 

 

A breath.

    Another breath.

         Alive!

Spencer’s eyes flew open, consciousness flooding back to him. He was alive! But.. how?

“Hey there sleepyhead.”

A pretty voice called out, belonging to an equally pretty person who loomed above him with a worried but relieved expression.

“I was afraid you wouldn’t wake up. Here, lemme get you some water, I’m sure you could use some.”

The person turned away, and Spencer’s eyes darted around the sterile white room, decorated with a stack of textbooks on a table, a few posters sun damaged beyond comprehension, and various medical supplies. A clinic, and a nurse.

“You know,”

the stranger began, opening a can of water;

“Really wasn’t sure if you’d make it. Thank god, you seriously had me scared, you know?”

Spencer blinked, then looked down, surveying himself. His torso was wrapped in bandages, as were his hands and various other spots where he’d been scratched. He felt a pulling on his skin that told him he’d undergone stitches in a few places. Looking to his left, he could see a table adjacent to his bed. On it was..

“Your friends brought your broken glasses, I have a stash just in case so I picked out the one that looked the most like the pair you were wearing. Although.. I’m not entirely sure they’ll work for you. But, like I said, I have a stash. So...”

Friends? Who was this guy talking about? Spencer rolled over, and put on the glasses. His vision cleared, and he inspected the nurse as he came back, holding a can of water. He was somehow gothic in a way, a haunting sort of beauty, and in a makeshift uniform with a nurse’s cross decorating his chest.

“Do you think you can sit up for me?”

He asked gently, voice light and airy, as if untouched by suffering. A foolish notion, of course. Spencer groaned as he tried to rise, and his newfound caretaker was quick to his aid, setting the water on the table and helping him sit upright, setting his pillow against the wall and leaning him against it, guiding his legs to hang over the edge of the bed. Spencer panted slightly, and the nurse held the can out.

“Here, drink.”

They ordered, and Spencer lifted his less injured hand, taking the water and drinking. It was by far the most heavenly sensation of his life, and he closed his eyes, chugging the liquid down.

“Do you want more?”

The medic asked when he was done.

“You must be hungry too, I’ll get you something to eat. Okay? Or, maybe some tea?”

“Anything.”

Spencer rasped, and the nurse nodded.

“Sit tight, okay?”

With that, he left Spencer to his own devices. He took a deep, shuddering breath, thinking over his situation. So, the two he’d ran into had saved him after all.. where was he now? In a clinic with a nurse, he knew, but that didn’t tell him much. He looked down to more closely inspect his injuries, cringing at the sight of them. His right hand was in the worst shape, and it hurt like all hell, as if set ablaze. The bandages that wrapped around it had been set on in thick, continuous layers. His torso, where he’d been shot, was also wrapped tightly and thickly with gauze, and majority of his limbs had some level of bandaging as well. He raised his head again, and got to wondering. Why were these people helping him? He thought back to his earlier theory, from when he’d initially ran into the pair, and realized why. They wanted something from him. This medic was just trying to get him to lower his guard, and then they would… what would they do? Just as his mind began to race, the door swung open again. The doctor came in, using a piece of wood as a makeshift tray.

“I brought water and mint tea, some food and painkillers too. I hope you’re alright with Turkey.”

He chuckled, setting the meal down on the table. A trap, this was a trap!

“Anyways, how are you feeling? I imagine you’re in pain of course, but aside from that?”

Spencer ignored him, eyes darting around the room until.. a scalpel. Unguarded on the counter, a sharp, shiny scalpel.

“Hey, you still with me, uhm…?”

Spencer looked back to the doctor. He wasn’t going to fall for this fake kindness, he wasn’t stupid!

“Oh, I never actually got your name. Well, mine’s Tri-“

He cut him off, getting to his feet and throwing him to the floor.

“Hey- you aren’t well enough to-“

Spencer grabbed the scalpel, and cut him off with a tackle. Immediately, he began to scream bloody murder, thrashing and struggling, or trying to at least. He was scrawny, weak, and even in Spencer’s injured state, no trouble at all to overpower.

“Where am I?!”

He demanded, shouting at the now panicking doctor.

“Get off of me! Help! Benji! Someone, help me!”

“ANSWER ME! WHERE AM I AND WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME?!”

“Nothing! We’re only trying to help you, honest! Now stop, you’ll tear your stitches!”

“Liar! Tell me the t-“

Before he could finish, the door flung open, and a few people stood in the doorway.

“Tristan!”

A man with glasses screeched, rushing forward but being held back by another.

“Get off of them!”

The man demanded, while the other continued protesting his restrainment.

“No, sweetheart!”

“Tell me where I am and what you’re doing to me or else!”

“We’re helping you, idiot! Now let them go!”

A woman, tiny and with curly hair demanded.

“You let them go or I’ll tear your head off!”

“Take another step and he gets it!”

Spencer warned, pressing the scalpel to the doctor’s neck. He let out a terrified whimper, tears welling in his eyes. Spencer gave a momentary pause at this, and in his split second of distraction, was tackled.

“No! No, no, no, no, no! Get off of me!”

Spencer screeched as the pair twisted his arms behind his back, and held him down. He cried out in pain, feeling the snap of a stitch being torn.

“Please, stop it! You’re hurting him!”

The doctor protested, sitting on the ground in the hold of the man with glasses, who both held him back and clung to him in relief.

“He tried to kill you! I don’t give a fuck if I hurt him, he has to go!”

The woman shouted, and Spencer screamed as another stitch tore.

“Zaid, stop her! She’s gonna kill him! Make her stop!”

The doctor shouted, and the man considered his options, conflicted, until he finally let go of Spencer, and pulled the woman away. Spencer gasped, falling limp to the ground, clutching his torso, where his stitches had torn, and wound reopened. He felt the blood seep into the babdages and he struggled to get up, but failed. The doctor stood, much to the protest of his lover and companions, and rushed to Spencer.

“Oh no, no, no, no, no…. Anne Maria what did you do?!”

“I saved your life! Get away from him, he’s dangerous!”

“He needs my help!”

He reached out, but his hand was slapped away harshly.

“Don’t touch me!”

Spencer spat, and the man, Zaid, grabbed the doctor’s wrist trying to pull him away.

“No! Stop being an idiot, Tristan! He nearly killed you!”

“He’s just afraid! Anne Maria was the same way when she got here, he’s just scared! He needs my help!”

“He needs to calm the fuck down but he won’t!”

“I don’t care! He’s my patient, under my care, and it’s my responsibility to help him! Get his friends in here, it might calm him down!”

Spencer wanted to point out that the two who’d brought him here were complete strangers, but that wouldn’t have helped his case. He rasped out for air, finally giving in. He wasn’t sure about the rest of them, but the doctor, he decided, could be trusted; and he was hurt. That, he couldn’t deny.

“I’ll stop.”

He muttered, looking away.

“Just- please?”

He wasn’t sure what he was even asking for, but it was enough for the doctor, Tristan, to snatch his wrist away, and help Spencer back to the bed. Spencer groaned in pain, coughing a bit, and he realized just how exhausted he was, and how much everything hurt. When he got onto the bed, he collapsed against the wall, gasping and panting in agony.

“I need you to move your hand..”

Tristan said gently, putting a soft hand on Spencer’s.

“I’ll survey and fix the damage, get some food and medicine in your system, and we’ll all leave you alone. Okay?”

Spencer gave a weak nod, and pulled his hand away reluctantly. Tristan made quick work of him, the rest of the group watching intently, ready to pounce at even the slightest hint of aggression on Spencer’s end.

“There, all done. Your meal and medicine is right where I left it, you don’t need to worry. We’ll all leave you alone, okay?”

Spencer nodded again, and Tristan added,

“I’ll be back later, holler if you need me before then.”

With that, he left, and two of the others filed out too, but the man, Zaid, lingered behind, looming over him with crossed arms,

“I get you probably been through some fucked up stuff, but you don’t ever and I mean EVER put your hands on Tristan again, you understand?”

He growled, grabbing Spencer by the collar.

“Please, he’s the only reason I didn’t slice your throat open when you grabbed me.”

Spencer shot back, if only for the sake of hiding how afraid he was.

“They.”

Zaid corrected, glare unwavering.

“They were only helping you and you attacked, even after you threatened them they wanted to help. So believe me, the only reason you’re still breathing is because they’re hellbent on taking care of you regardless of you not deserving it. But you listen to me right now, and you listen good. You so much as look at them the wrong way, raise your voice, or ever put your hands on them again, their kindness won’t be saving you a second time. You understand me?”

Spencer returned his glared, but nodded.

“You have my word.”

“Good.”

Zaid shoved him back onto the bed, heading for the door, stopping to add;

“Same goes for the rest of my friends. You don’t harm any one of them, you hear?”

Spencer only responded with a curt nod, and Zaid left. Spencer looked over to his discarded meal. A second can of water, mint tea, a bowl of roasted meat and vegetables, a few figs, and pills that must have been painkillers. Spencer reached for the tea first, warm and comforting, soothing his nerves a bit. He swallowed the pills, washing them down with the tea, and his aching muscles relaxed ever so slightly. Putting the tea back, he reached for the bowl of meat, and scarfed it down, hardly taking any time to savor the admittedly delicious flavor of it. The figs soon followed, and then the rest of his tea and the water. He leaned back against the wall, sighing and looking over to the door. More likely than not, he wasn’t permitted to leave. And he wasn’t sure he could run anyway. Soon, he was left to his own thoughts, which was arguably worse than being lectured more by Zaid. He had to admit, he felt bad for attacking Tristan. It was rare to find anyone who was even remotely close to decent these days, let alone kind. He worried briefly that he may have ruined any chances of being shown that kindness by them again, but considering the way they’d still insisted on helping him just moments after he’d threatened their life, he came to doubt it. Still, if they held a grudge against or showed fear of him, he wouldn’t be surprised…


 

 

“Can I come in?”

Spencer awoke to the gentle question, accompanied by a knock to his door.

“Uh- yeah!”

He said, trying and failing to sit up. Tristan and a man with red hair came in, the man with a tray that must have been his food.

“Here, let me help.”

Tristan insisted, and in the same way they had earlier, helped him to sit upright. Spencer took a breath, looking to the man and raising an eyebrow.

“They.. don’t trust you to be alone with me.”

Tristan explained with a chuckle, taking the tray from the newcomer, who gave a wave.

“Hey! Name’s Logan.”

“Spencer.”

The man, Logan, glanced away awkwardly.

“So.. how are you feeling?”

“Well, I got shot. So that’s a clue.”

“Oh. Right. And.. how is that?”

Spencer gave him a deadpan look for a few moments, then responded.

“You ever been shot, Logan?”

“I brought you some breakfast!”

Tristan spoke up, in a weak attempt to diffuse the tension. They set the tray in Spencer’s lap. More water and tea, some fried eggs, a slice of the previous night’s turkey, a bit of rice, and a few berries.

“Thank you.”

Spencer said, turning to Tristan.

“I’m sorry for.. attacking you.”

“No, no. It’s okay, I’ve been through much worse. Besides, you were just afraid. You’re a fighter, I like it. You’ve got uh..”

They put a hand to their chin, trailing.

“Spirit!”

They finally concluded, nodding to themself.

“Yeah, that’s it. You’ve got spirit. I like it, means you’re tough.”

“Thanks.. I guess?”

Spencer raised an eyebrow, not sure how else to respond. Tristan stood up straight, and turned to Logan.

“You wanna..?”

“Yeah, okay. I’ll be waiting outside.”

Tristan nodded, then turned to Spencer.

“Eat up. I’ll have to do a full body examination to see if there’s anything I missed or need to further investigate, then I can let your friends in. They’re dying to see you.”

Spencer decided again to ignore the fact they weren’t his friends and nodded.

“Great, tell me when you’re done.”

Tristan turned to leave, and Spencer blurted out.

“Wait!”

“Yeah?”

Spencer bit his lip, looking away, then sighing.

“I know I hurt you but.. can you just stay with me? You’re…. you’re kind.”

He managed, struggling to find the words. Tristan blinked, then gave a soft smile.

“Yeah. Yeah, I’ll stay.”

 


WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

Running into the same problem redesigning Gabby that I was having with Anastasia. Which is better? I’m actually gonna make stuff with the two of them so I need an answer: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1939180908646748376

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

The curse of the espresso machine is real, the one at my new job just turned my hands into a barbecue.

Chapter 57: Trust (41)

Summary:

Aiden tries and fails to bury his guilt about the previous day’s events, and after a heated argument with Hunter, finds himself wishing the emotional tension was all he had to deal with.

Notes:

WARNING: Mild angst, swearing, mild descriptions violence, sex jokes, sexual tension (if you look at it a certain way), lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Guys, I’m eating pizza rolls. Anyways, this chapter’s really short because I may or may not be a high school dropout now, but I sprinkled in some Jaiden to appease you for what it’s worth.

 

 

 

 

Aiden cringed slightly as he dipped his toe into the threshold of ice cold water. The shallow river ran lazily beneath the full moon, illuminating the space so brightly that Aiden hadn’t even needed to bring a lamp with him. He looked around briefly, inhaling for a considerable amount of time, then exhaling. Kicking off his other boot and setting it on the rock where he sat, he followed suit with the rest of his clothing, setting them neatly next to where his axe lay, in case an infected came at him; but on bright nights like this it was a rare occurrence. The cold autumn air engulfed his exposed form, and he shuddered slightly, willing his body to adjust, to suck it up. Then, propping himself on his hands, he let himself fall. For a moment, he was weightless, and then everything stung. The coldness of the water struck him like a train, and for a few seconds as his body acclimated, he went still. It was only when he realized that he had forgot to come up for air that he finally lifted his body and reached his head above water with a gasp.

He backed up until he could feel the river floor again, and began to breathe, greedily taking in the equally cool nighttime air. His hair clung to his face, water dripping down his features, disturbing his vision slightly. Taking a deep, shuddering breath, he closed his eyes, and dipped back underwater; once more becoming weightless. He let himself sink down, lower and lower. Soon, the steady stream began washing away the dirt and soot, the bruises that never left, the guilt, the pain. He let the cold encampment swallow him, drag him down, claim him as it’s own. And slowly he opened his eyes, gazing up at the swirling moon and bright stars, their forms dancing and swaying in the muddied perception the water flow caused. If there was one thing the infection had been good for, it was nature. Forests had began to expand back to their former glory, endangered species repopulated, and the sky had grown significantly clearer thanks to the absence of light pollution. It was beautiful, a rare and treasured thing for Aiden and his nightmare of a life.. But then, he needed to breathe again. And, with a kick of his feet and arms, he rose back to the surface, and took a deep, steady inhale.


 

 

At the very least, Aiden was grateful for the apologies, but there wasn’t much to be said on his part. What could he even say? That he freaked out? That he’d panicked at the slightest amount of aggression? In any case, it had been weak of him, and weakness was the feeling he undoubtedly despised the most. By the time they’d gotten back to the road his throat burned with half-baked ‘don’t worry about it’s and ‘it’s okay’s. It was repetitive and useless, he could tell they saw right through him, but they didn’t point it out, which he had the capacity to be grateful for. Now, as they made their way down a random path, walking aimlessly, his mind wandered far away. His footsteps behind that of his friends, he thought over his decisions that had led him to this point, how stupid he’d been, and then the fact it didn’t matter all that much. It was when he thought of the future that he had reason for pause. He glanced up to look at them, James, Hunter, and Yul, and caught Hunter’s eye. He’d been staring, of course, because he could tell Aiden wasn’t doing okay and he wasn’t planning on just letting it go. The two locked eyes, and remained gazing at each other for a while.

Was he really going to just ditch them once he found Lake? That’d been the initial plan, to find her, and leave them in the dust, maybe bring Hunter along if he felt inclined to come, but that was before everything that happened. And while he couldn’t say he necessarily held the same love for them that he did for Lake, he wasn’t sure he had it in himself to just abandon them without a second thought. He’d grown to care about them, like it or not.. Aiden looked away, fixing his gaze onto the ground in front of him and holding it with such intensity that he may as well have been staring into the soul of the universe itself. He needed something to think about that wouldn’t send him into a spiraling depression after all, and dirt was as good a distraction as any. But, as luck would have it, Hunter didn’t seem to be in the mood to just let it go, and he let himself lag behind the other two, footsteps falling in line with Aiden’s until they were side by side.

“Alright, what is it?

Hunter demanded, lowering his voice if only to give the illusion of privacy.

“I- what?”

“Don’t avoid the question, or play dumb, what’s going on with you? We can tell you aren’t okay, so what is it?”

“Hunter, I’m fine.”

“Aiden, you’re the worst liar I’ve ever met, you’re not fooling anyone.”

Aiden sighed at that, pinch the bridge of his nose, not bothering to keep his voice down anymore.

“Well, maybe I’m not lying, you ever considered that? I’m fucking fine, Hunter.

“People who are ‘fine’ don’t get pissy when someone asks how they are.”

“Well then, maybe I was fine until you started asking stupid questions!”

“Why won’t you just tell me what’s wrong? It’d certainly make things way easier.”

“Right, because you’re one to talk about being open.”

“Look, I’m trying to be there for you, but you’re making it way harder than it needs to be. Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?”

Aiden wasn’t sure he even knew the answer to that question himself.

“I just want to be left alone.”

“Tough shit, something’s going on and I’m not shutting up about it until you spill.”

“Then this conversation’s over.”

“Well, it won’t be the last time one of us asks so you’re better off just telling. You know James is going to be begging for forgiveness and worried out of his mind about whatever he might’ve done to make you freak out like that. Don’t you owe him an explanation?”

“Don’t use him against me, Hunter.”

“I’m not. We’re worried about you, we’ve been worried about out you. Ever since that day at the barn you’ve been acting strange. I didn’t notice at first because of how awful James was doing, but you need to let us help you too.”

At that, Aiden scoffed.

“Acting strange? You’ve known me for what, a month? Get over yourself. You don’t know shit about me!”

He regretted the words the moment they left his mouth, and he could see in the flash of pain that registered in his friend’s gaze that they cut deep. He glanced ahead to see that Yul and James had both stopped in their tracks, staring at the two. He briefly wondered how much they heard, but given how heated the discussion had gotten, it was safe to guess they’d heard everything. He looked back to Hunter, whose expression had returned to one of barely suppressed anger. He wasn’t sure whether or not to say something, what was there to say? A ‘sorry’, obviously, but he wasn’t sure he could quite give Hunter that. Not yet anyway.

“Look, I-“

“You can tell us when you’re ready.”

With that, Hunter strode past him, continuing down their path. Aiden winced slightly, but didn’t respond. Looking over to James and Yul, his jaw worked, but he couldn’t seem to get anything out. Finally, averting his gaze to look back at the ground, he continued walking. After a few moments, the other two followed suit, exchanging uncomfortable looks at the newfound tension. Aiden lagged behind the group slightly, cursing himself internally. He wasn’t even so sure himself why he was acting this way.

 

 

Soon, after hours and hours of walking, the road finally led them somewhere. How lucky. It was a sprawling city, and filled with people no less. At least, the barbed wire fencing, patrolling guards, and all the such would suggest that. The four watched, hidden behind a mass of rocks.

“Are they raiders?”

Yul whispered, asking the question they were all wondering. James narrowed his eyes, staring intently.

“Doesn’t look like it..”

He murmured, then looked to the others.

“Any suggestions?”

They each considered their options, before Aiden spoke up weakly.

“Just.. move on? Avoid them entirely?”

“What? You want us to just ‘go around’ an entire city? Don’t be stupid.”

Hunter snapped, making Aiden flinch slightly.

“Hunter-“

James began, voice firm.

“No, he’s right.”

Aiden interjected, avoiding eye contact with the group as a whole.

“We should just see if they’ll let us through.”

James shot Hunter a look, and nodded.

“I’ll do the talking.”

He turned to the group, looking between them, then to Yul.

“Alright, on my back.”

“I- what?!”

Yul squawked, earning a sigh.

“Your face is bruised from our sparring, if you can act the part, we might be able to convince them you’re injured. If they believe that, they won’t think we’re a threat, we’ll be in and out by the day’s end.

“Well I’m not going to have you give me a piggyback ride to trick some assholes, that’s fucking weird!”

“Well it’s not like I can carry Hunter, or like any of you could carry me instead.”

“Then carry Aiden! I’m not doing that shit!”

James glanced over to the other man, then shook his head.

“I’m not sure he’d.. want to.”

He murmured. James was right, Aiden most certainly did not want to, but they didn’t have many options. And maybe, just maybe, it’d be enough to start making up for how he’d been acting.

“I’m a good actor.”

He spoke up, and James raised an eyebrow.

“How good?”

“The best. You’ll see.”

James and the others shared apprehensive glances at that, before James shrugged.

“Alright, get on.”

He said, and Aiden climbed onto his back.

“What am I?”

James thought for a few moments.

“Hmm.. you’re not bruised like Yul.. can you play sick? Blind?”

“I can do both just fine, but that’d be a bit extra.”

“Sick it is then.”

James decided, and Aiden wrapped his arms weakly around the other’s neck, letting his body go limp, and head lull.

“I’m.. dying….”

He rasped, earning a chuckle from the other man.

“Okay, you’re good. I admit it.”

“Can we get on with this? I don’t wanna have to keep watching… whatever weird stuff’s going on between you two.”

Yul spoke up, and Aiden dropped the act.

“Yul- ew! What the fuck?!”

James looked to Aiden at that, offense written across his features.

“Ew? Ew?!

“No, I- I didn’t mean it like that! Your- your great, really great, I just meant- that he meant.. it was… sexual…”

He trailed, looking away. James narrowed his eyes, then smirked, his payback ready.

“I mean… do you want it to be?”

At that, Aiden delivered a hard kick to the back of his knee, earning a shout.

“Ow! Kidding! I was kidding!”

“I’ll slice your throat open!”

“It was just to get back at you- I swear!”

“Can you both shut up?!”

“Yul, get my axe!”

“All of this time bonding and I’m an ‘ew’! Is our friendship that meaningless to you?”

“Don’t even try-“

James ignored him, diving into a fake hysteria.

“Oh, my friend, my best friend, my Aiden thinks I’m ugly! What will I do with myself?!”

“Wait- he’s your best friend?! The fuck am I?!”

“Now don’t be jealous Yul, there’s plenty of me to go around.”

He murmured, then continued.

“God, my life is over! How could you do this to me?!”

He wailed, looking over his shoulder at Aiden, who was still on his back.

“I swear to-“

“All of the.. two times I saved your life, when you did my hair, the spider we raised together, that time you put an axe to my throat, did all of that mean nothing to you?”

His voice cracked, and a single fake tear slid down his face.

“Will you shut up?!”

“Apologize first and I’ll consider it.”

“Apologize for what?!”

“For saying ‘ew’ at the notion of us.”

“Yeah, that is not happening.”

“Pretty please?”

“I will murder you where you stand!”

 

“That can be arranged.”

 

The mood dropped at the sound of an unfamiliar voice above them. The four looked up to see a gun trained on their collective form.

“I told you to shut up.”

Yul grumbled as a person, one of the guards, loomed above them.

“I’d expect no less from a group of Scott’s men. Really thought you were slick, huh? What, that we wouldn’t notice you shouting amongst eachother just a few dozen yards away?”

Aiden blinked at that, and James slowly and carefully put him down, then stood back up, arms raised placatingly.

“We don’t know who that is. We’re just coming through and saw your town hoping we could get refuge. Nothing more, nothing less.”

He put on a serious tone, all levity gone. The person raised an eyebrow dubiously, looking between each of the four.

“The wagon, lift the cover.”

They ordered, gesturing to it. With a glare, Yul obeyed, lifting the stones off the tarp, then the tarp itself.

“Empty it.”

“We don’t have guns-“

“Empty it.”

Yul muttered something under his breath, and Hunter joined him in emptying out their belongings, setting everything on the ground for the guard to see.

“See? No guns.”

“Your bags.”

“Are you seriously-“

“Shut up and do what you were told!”

Hunter hissed and he dumped out the contents of his own bag, slowly approaching James and doing the same, then he came to Aiden.

“Hand it over.”

He said, jolting him back to reality. Aiden shrugged his bag off, still on the ground, and Hunter emptied it. He then turned to Yul, shooting him a look, and the other finally obeyed.

“See? We aren’t armed.”

James said, and the guard considered them at length. They took a step forward, and James stepped in between the, and the group, Aiden coming to his feet as well.

“We aren’t armed.”

He reiterated, the two shielding their friends. A long, tense silence stretched out, before the guard lowered their weapon.

“Follow me.”

They simply said, and that was all they needed to hear. They stuffed their things back in the wagon and bags, and began after the guard as they led them into the city.

“I don’t trust this..”

Aiden murmured, body tense, until James put a reassuring hand on his shoulder.

“I’ll take care of it.”

He said, and Aiden bit his lip, looking away.

“I’m sorry about ye-“

“Don’t worry about anything. Okay? I’ll protect you, just follow my lead.”

Aiden gave a weak nod, taking a deep breath.

“Well.. if they decide to slaughter us, remember that I don’t actually find you hideous at all.”

“Much appreciated.”

 


WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

 

A peek at the updated James redesign to better suit my current art style (that’s right, I’m making slideshows again bb): https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1940345203174650027

 

 

Notes:

I just wanna get on with Lake’s yuri love triangle already chat

Chapter 58: I can’t do this anymore you guys

Chapter Text

The summer art/writers block… it’s hitting hard, god it’s hitting.

 

I CABT DO THIS AGAIN, I CABT GO MONTHS NOT MAKING ANYTHING FOR THIS AGAUN YOU GUYS PLEASE BULLY ME!! IM BEGGUNG YOU, I CANNOT KEEP DOING THIX, I NEED TO GET MY SHIT FONE PLEASE UPU GUYS

Chapter 59: Alarm (42)

Summary:

After a false alarm with Bridgette and the baby in the morning, the day goes on expecting no issue, until nightfall brings trouble..

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, descriptions violence, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

This chapter’s ridiculously short, but it’s kind of just filler anyways.

 

 

 


“The baby!”

A woman’s screams echoed through the hallway outside the clinic, jolting Spencer awake.

“What the..”

“The baby, the baby! It’s coming!

She shrieked, and more voices joined her’s.

“Oh my god, oh my god! It’s happening! Benji!”

Tristan’s familiar voice called out as they dashed into the clinic, still dressed in their pajamas.

“I’m on it, I’m on it! Get her in here!”

Spencer watched as the medic scrambled around the room, preparing everything for..

“What the hell is going on?!”

Spencer demanded, sitting up and putting on his glasses. Tristan paused, staring blankly at him for a few moments, before calling back out to whoever was in the hallway.

“Get Spencer out of here!”

They ordered, just as Zaid and an unfamiliar man burst in, half dragging, half carrying a heavily pregnant woman inside; Logan trailing close behind.

“Get him out of here!”

Tristan repeated as the pair set the woman down on the only other cot in the room.

“Is she- is she going into labor?!

Spencer ‘s eyes went wide as saucers as the situation dawned on him. Was he seriously about to get shot, attacked, and watch a woman give birth all in the same week?!

“Logan!”

“On it!”

Before he could get another word out, Logan grabbed onto the dingy metal bed frame holding him, and began to unceremoniously drag the entire bed out. Spencer yelped, clinging onto the mattress as the woman began to scream and curse at the top of her lungs, Tristan giving soothing reassurances to her, and the two men hurriedly exiting behind Spencer.

“What the fuck is-“

“What’s going on? Where’s Bridgette?!”

A younger voice cut him off, and he looked over to see a redhead on crutches shoving through the crowd, three other kids flanking her.

“She’s gone into labor!”

Logan explained in a huff, wiping a brow.

“She what?!

A woman, the tiny one, Anne.. something; exclaimed from further down the hall. Logan nodded, then gestured to Spencer.

“Oh yeah, this is Spencer. Everyone say hi.”

He ordered, addressing the unfamiliar newcomers. He stared at the strangers, who stared back, until one of the kids, a girl with two braids spoke up.

“Hi!”

Spencer stared blankly t her for a few moments.

“Hey..”

“Did Tristan remove the bullet? Can I have it?”

“Mariana!”

One of the other kids, a boy, smacked her at that, the other two giving their own judgemental stares.

“Ow- it was just a question!”

Spencer blinked, unsure of how to respond to that, before turning to look to Anne Maria and two other women, who were demanding to be let into the clinic for the delivery.

“She needs us at her side! Let us in!”

One, a redhead with ridiculous hair, insisted, pointing a finger at Zaid.

“Nobody but Tristan and Bridgette are allowed in there!”

“I could help if-“

“No! I am not doing that again, Axel!”

The arguing continued and Spencer looked up at Logan.

“Is it usually like this?”

“Loud?”

Spencer nodded.

“Yeah, it can get a bit… dysfunctional around here. But hey, all the best places are! That reminds me, where are you from anyway?”

“Stonehaven.”

At that, Logan’s expression plummeted.

“Oh- you mean the..”

“The slaver town? Yeah.”

“Oh.. right.”

He looked away, rubbing the back of his neck.

“That’s uh… that’s.. yeah.”

“Uh huh.”

A long silence stretched between the two, and Spencer was more than okay letting Logan marinate in the awkwardness.

“Heard the mad ramblings on the radio I take it?”

Logan nodded.

“Yep. Always a little before or a little after the news.”

Spencer blinked at that.

“News?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah. From some mystery guy- pretty much knows everything. It isn’t important.”

He waved his hand dismissively, searching for any way to change the topic.

“So.. those two friends of yours?”

“Not my friends.”

“Right- where are they from?”

“Beats me.”

“Oh.. okay.”

The conversation reached another brutal death, punctuated by a screech from inside the clinic, which only made Anne and the other women fight harder. By now, everyone was somewhere huddled in the hallway, confused and worried.

“Oh, Spencer!”

A somewhat familiar voice called out, as Hannah and Diego pushed through the hallway to his bedside.

“Are you alright? What’s going on?”

“Someone’s.. giving birth, I guess. They kicked me out.”

He explained gesturing to the bed he sat on, then to the man who’d dragged it out.

“Hi!”

Logan greeted with a small wave.

“Wait, someone’s what?!”

“Hey there!”

“Oh, you mean Bridgette? Yeah, I guess she’s going into-“

Logan was cut off as the door swung open, and a disheveled Tristan staggered out. No more screaming, no crying from a baby, nothing. The lack of any kind of activity immediately sent a current of worry through the crowd.

“Oh god, what’s wrong?! Did she lose it?! Is- is she okay?!

One of the women, a tall blonde with a nasty burn scar asked, her panic spreading. Tristan didn’t respond, shoving past the crowd into their office. Spencer watched on from his spot by the door as they grabbed a pillow off the matress on the floor, and began to scream into it.

“What..”

“False alarm, everybody!”

Benji announced, stepping into the doorway of the clinic.

“Just a false alarm, you can go back to what you were doing!”

He then turned to Logan, and added.

“You can bring him back in now.”

“On it!”

Logan nodded, ignoring the annoyance of his companions and grabbing onto the bed, and once again dragged it, and Spencer, back into the clinic. Spencer covered his ears as the metal legs of the bed frame screeched against the floor, until he was finally back into place.

“There, comfy?”

Logan asked as the pregnant blonde scurried out of the room sheepishly, closing the door behind herself. Spencer stared blankly at Logan for a few minutes, then sighed deeply.

“Sure.”

He grumbled, leaning back in bed, and crossing his arms. He certainly wouldn’t be getting any sleep now.

“So, how often can I expect this to happen?”

“False alarms? Yeah.. Bridgette’s had a few. Quite a few. A lot, actually.”

“Right. And what kind of idiot is she to get pregnant in the middle of the apocalypse anyway?”

“Hey! She’s not an idiot, just..”

Logan trailed, searching for the right words before giving up.

“Whatever.”

He murmured, crossing his arms. Spencer looked at him for a few moments, then leaned back in bed to stare at the ceiling.

“Like fire.”

“Huh?”

“You asked what it’s like to be shot. It feels like fire.”

Logan seemed a bit surprised by the sudden subject, blinking a few times, then giving a slow nod.

“Not a fan then, I assume?”

“Can’t say I am.”

“Me neither. I hate fire.”

 

 

 

“…And I just wanted to know if you had anyone matching the description pass through is all.”

The stranger finished, looking between the small group. There was silence for a while, then Richard spoke.

“I’m sorry, but nobody like who you’ve described has come by. You said the girls insisted he went east?”

“Well- yes, but it’s entirely plausible he changed course and seemed sanctuary at the first place he could find.”

“Look, I trust that you’re well- intentioned, but if he’s gone east he’s wound up in Stonehaven and is either dead, enslaved, or worse by now.”

A frown flickered across the stranger’s face for a moment, then quickly passed.

“We understand. Well, if that’s all there is to it I’ll be on my way.”

Richard nodded, exchanging a look with Zaid, before heading inside quickly.

“Keep an eye on him.”

He ordered hastily to Anne Maria, the two men setting their course straight for the clinic.

“I knew we shouldn’t have trusted them..”

Zaid murmured.

 

“With a bad leg?”

Tristan asked, earning a nod. Their collective footsteps crunching down on the autumn leaves, crickets chirping in response to each disturbance.

“Well, how severe?”

“Not too bad, just need some help bandaging it up and disinfecting the wound. We don’t have a medic of our own, you see.”

Tristan glanced back over their shoulder at the laundry line they’d been working on, the crisp nighttime air concealing their forms, making the situation even more eerie. The general building of the campus growing distant.

“I think this would be a lot easier if you brought your friend to the clinic.”

At that, the stranger paused.

“The clinic, huh? Do you have anyone in there currently?”

Tristan raised an eyebrow at the question.

“Why do you ask?”

“Well, we had a man who attacked our camp, a raider. We think he may have came through the area. Black hair, glasses, British?

Tristan blinked, stopping in their tracks.

“I- no, we don’t have anyone here matching that description. We don’t do work with raiders.”

The stranger paused too, examining the medic for an uncomfortable amount of time.

“Look, I’m sure you only want to do what you think is right, but you aren’t fooling me. I know a lie when I see one, I know you have him.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Listen to me. He’s dangerous, and he attacked our kin and we need to bring him to justice, you- I don’t think you realize what you’re doing by protecting him.”

The stranger stepped closer to Tristan.

“You should leave now.”

“I’m not going anywhere until I get that man, he needs to be punished for what he did.”

“There’s no one here that matches your description, please leave.”

“I’m not going to ask again, tell us where he is and give him back, then we’ll go.”

“I’m going back inside, they’ll start getting worried.”

Tristan turned on their heel, before they were yanked back by their wrist.

“You aren’t going anywhere until you tell me where he is!”

“I don’t have him!”

“Yes, you do!”

Tristan tried to pull away, efforts painfully unsuccessful in the merciless hold of their new assailant.

“Just tell me where he is!”

Tristan paused for a moment at the man’s rage-filled words.

“Wait a minute..”

They trailed, the realization dawning on them.

“Slavers!”

And then they realized truly, just how far away the others were now.

 

“What is this?”

Zaid demanded, barging into the clinic where Spencer sat with Logan and the two pair who’d arrived with him, who seemed surprised at his outburst.

“I.. what?”

“Don’t play dumb, someone just came here looking for you saying you’re a raider. How exactly do you explain that?”

“Your what?!”

One of the unfamiliar faces, a built msn with an accent burst out, seeming shocked.

“I- no the fuck I’m not, I-“

Spencer cut himself off.

“There was one?”

“Yes.”

“No, they travel in pairs…”

He trailed, gears turning in his head.

“And they know I’m here, I- where is Tristan?

“Tristan? What do they have to do with anything?! Stop deflecting!”

“They said there was someone who needed help, they were doing laundry.”

Logan muttered nervously.”

“You’re an idiot, you’re all goddamn idiots!”

“What are you talking about?”

“Where’s the one you spoke to?”

“With Anne Maria-“

“So you seriously left your strongest woman and only doctor alone with slavers, are you stupid?!”

Zaid blinked at that, exchanging a look with Richard.

“What?”

 

 

“You’re seriously fucking us over, you know.”

Tristan distantly made out the sound of the voice, foggy in the haze of their fading mind.

“Figured it out, was gonna go running to the others, where’s the woman?”

“Unimportant. Come on, he’s dead. Let’s go.”

The other voice said, giving an uncaring kick to Tristan’s arm. At that, the first stranger grunted, and released their throat.

“They might come after us.”

“Nah, anyone with half a brain would know better.”

“And what do we say about the fact we didn’t get him?”

“Might not even be here after all.. just keep searching and head home, before these idiots come looking.”

The voices continued, fading into the foliage.

“You seriously didn’t need to do that, you know.”

“Maybe, but it’s not like it matters now. In any case, we’d best..…”

Tristan couldn’t make them out anymore, opening their eyes once, then they fluttered back shut, mind too hazy to even think.

 

WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO:

 

Tristan fullbody, I guess: https://x.com/TheWackyklown/status/1949310915381526750

 

 

idk

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

The full bodies are taking up a lot of time so bear with me here. And I’m still in desperate need of a co author, just to put it out there.

Chapter 60: Dirty (43)

Summary:

James and the others learn more about their tremulous situation, sharing stories and secrets in the process.

Notes:

WARNING: Swearing, descriptions violence, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Dumb bitch..”

Yul grumbled as they were led into the city. James shot him a warning look, but their captor didn’t seem to hear, thankfully. It was an impressive place, the residents dressed in decent clothes, faces round like his had once been before he’d known starvation. They were thriving. But, judging by the fact that merely being within a vague proximity of the place was landing them with a gun aimed at their heads, it came at a cost.

“Impressive place.”

James spoke up, putting on his most charming voice in a weak attempt to salvage the situation. The guard turned to him, and gave a deadpan stare. Only the person’s eyes were visible, their lower face covered by a mask, head by a helmet, and dressed in an almost militaristic outfit. They stared at him for a few moments, then spoke.

“That’s not going to work on me.”

They said plainly, clearly unamused. James looked away, thinking over his meager list of options. Charming his way out wouldn’t work, so he only had bribery or the sympathy card left in his arsenal. Although, seeing the cautious, rigid, and even hateful looks of these people, he doubted that’d work. Which left bribery, and as far as that went, they didn’t have much to go off. No guns, nothing pretty aside from Aiden, nothing inherently valuable. Nothing he could trade with.

 

They

   Were

        Fucked.

 

 

 

“…And did Scott send them?”

The woman asked their escort, eyeing them suspiciously. They were now stationed outside of what looked like a casino, a towering building, just as most in this place were. In front of them was a tall, muscular woman with long braids and who looked straight out of a military advertisement.

“For the millionth time, we don’t know who the hell that even is!”

Yul insisted, exhasperated and angry, as always.

“So, what? You were just.. walking by?”

The asked, raising an eyebrow. This was only the second time they’d explained the situation, and it was already getting old.

“Yes!”

The woman considered this for a few moments, then shrugged.

“Checks out, let ‘em go.”

“What?!”

The guard protested, taking a step towards the taller.

“Marissa, you can’t be serious! They’re obviously playing us!”

“Anastasia-“

“Can we go now?”

“Yes.”

“No!”

The two spoke in unison, then turned to each other, clearly this would turn into an argument. James barely suppressed a groan as the two began debating what to do with them, words getting more heated by the minute.

“Anastasia, you always do this.”

“They have ‘raider’ written all over them! Just look at the mask, the scar! They’re clearly his men!”

“You can’t say stuff like that. You should know better than anyone else not to judge based on appearances!”

“Don’t use that against me, Marissa!”

“I’m not, I just-“

“I’m sick of this, come on guys. Let’s just go.”

Aiden interjected, crossing his arms.

“You aren’t going anywhere!”

“Stop it-“

Aiden ignored the woman, Anastasia’s words. And strode right past her, bumping her shoulder on his way.

“Aiden-“

James began in a placating tone, but was cut off as Anastasia grabbed Aiden by the collar and practically threw him back to the ground. He gasped, but quickly recovered, grabbing her by her throat and squeezing, hoisting himself up as he tried his best to pull her off. She responded to this with a harsh kick to his stomach, one that sent him sprawling back onto the ground.

“Crazy bitch! Let go of him!”

Yul shouted as the two continued struggling. The other woman, Marissa, came forward and started prying her companion off of Aiden, and James followed suit, struggling to separate them.

“Woah! Woah! Calm down!”

“The hell was that for?!”

Aiden demanded, thrashing as James pulled him away.

“For trying to trick us! You think I can’t spot a raider when I see one?! That innocent act isn’t fooling me!”

“Raider?! You son of a- how dare you?!

Aiden lunged forward again, only to be pulled back.

“Both of you shut up! You’re acting like children!”

The other woman ordered, stepping in between the two.

“But Marissa-“

“Stand. Down.”

Anastasia looked between them with a bitter scowl, but didn’t make any further moves. The group stared at one another for a while, the pair catching their breath before Marissa spoke up again.

“Now, if you two don’t mind, I’d like to handle this like civilized adults.”

She began, looking to James.

“Wouldn’t you agree?”

James gave a curt nod in response, letting Aiden go with a shove.

“Assuming you can calm the hell down.”

Aiden shot him a glare at that, but didn’t respond.

“Great. Now, we’ll get you out of here.”

“Marissa, we should at least check with them to be sure!”

Anastasia protested, and Aiden opened his mouth to say something, only to be met with a smack to the arm by hunter before he could get a word out.

“Okay, fine. We’ll check with them, and then get them out of here.”

She turned to James and the others, gesturing forward with her chin.

“Follow me.”

She ordered, beginning down the road to.. wherever her boss was.

“Can I speak with you for a moment?”

James murmured to Aiden, pulling him aside before he could answer. He practically held him in place until they were a comfortable few paces behind the rest of the group, then turned to him with a glare.

“Talk.”

Aiden sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose at the demand.

“I already did this with Hunter today, I’m not doing it with you-“

“I wasn’t asking. You’re being weird, and you’re going to say why.”

“James-“

“I’ve given you more than enough space, Aiden. I deserve to know.”

He insisted firmly, but something in his cadence softened slightly at his friend’s expression.

“Since we left Shawn and Jasmine’s you’ve been off. The day I was bedridden, your freak-out yesterday, and you picking a fight with some random woman who could probably snap you in half just now- what is up with you?”

“James-“

“Tell me. You avoided it with Hunter, I have no doubts you’ll avoid it with Yul if he cares enough to ask, you are not avoiding it with me.”

At that, Aiden averted his gaze, sighing.

“Let’s just.. get out of here first. Okay?”

James stared at him intensely for a few moments, before letting him go.

“That’s a promise.”

 

 

Marissa’s boss were Nick and Dakota, and they were their new ‘guests’.

“…And, that’s why I just have to ask;”

Nick finally drew to his conclusion, an idiotic grin plastered across his face.

“That you do this for us. And by ask, I mean tell. Because unless you want bullets through your skulls you’re gonna have to prove to us that you aren’t raiders, or with Scott!”

Dakota finished for him with a smirk of her own. The two stared with an almost predatory enthusiasm as they awaited the response of their glorified hostages.

“What?”

“No need to thank us! Safe passage on your way out, bed for the night, the whole shebang! Do this tiny thing for us of course, and you’re all good to go whenever you feel, I feel, it’s good to let you! Okay? Okay! See you in the morning!”

 

“What the fuck just happened?”

James asked incredulously as Marissa led them to a glorified shack. Being met with a mere shrug.

“They’re… eccentric.”

She murmured, clearly accustomed to the strange behavior of the pair.

“‘Means they like you.”

She reassured, giving him a pat on the shoulder.”

“Uh huh.. and does their definition of friendship usually entail blackmail and threats?”

“A lot of the time, yeah- look, I never said it wasnt screwed up okay?”

Yul rolled his eyes at that, but didn’t prod any further.

“Anyways, here you are. I’ll come get you at dawn and we can discuss things further.”

With that, Marissa walked off, giving a wave over her shoulder.

“Is.. is she just gonna leave us here?”

“Looks like it.”

Hunter clicked his tongue.

“No point running, guards.”

He gestured vaguely around them.

“Looks like we have exactly no options.”

Yul sighed, running a hand over his face.

“What the fuck did they even mean with that vague bullshit anyway?”

“Wish I could tell you.”

Aiden grumbled, then a thought came to him.

“Could they be slavers?”

At the suggestion, the others shifted uncomfortably.

“What? Like, they’re trying to trick us?”

“I dunno, maybe? I’ve never encountered any before.”

“It’s a possibility, but these people’s conditions seem too good for that to be the case.”

James pointed out.

“Well fed, and there weren’t any bodies lying around or anything. So, I think we can count that out.”

“Then.. what do you think is up with this place?”

“Not sure. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”

James murmured, turning to the shed and opening the door. It stood out like a sore thumb among the tall city buildings and businesses that had been made into homes and bases, so it was clear this place had been constructed after the outbreak began. Inside were a few piles of straw lining the ground with little regard, and just about nothing else.

“Not the worst place I’ve ever slept.”

Hunter murmured, heading inside.

“Well?”

Aiden spoke up, a bit nervous to be doing so.

“Well what?”

“What’s the worst place?”

Hunter considered the question for a few moments, then answered.

“Once me, Ally, and Tess had to take camp in an abandoned zoo during a storm, to hide from infected. Only, it wasn’t fully abandoned.”

“Oh?”

Hunter nodded, then continued.

“There was a meerkat, tried to bite my face off.”

“Damn…”

“Yeah, then we cooked it.”

“And is that how your face ended up looking like that?”

Yul asked, smirking.

“No- what is your obsession with my face?”

“It distresses me on a personal level.”

He shrugged, sitting down on one of the straw piles and cringing.

“Ugh.. they can’t seriously expect us to sleep on these can they?”

“They can and they are.”

James said in response, sighing.

“This day has been a total mess… what are we even supposed to do now?”

Aiden shrugged, crossing his arms, seemingly getting comfortable being his usual sarcastic self again.

“Hey man, I said we should just avoid them altogether.”

“Yeah, and then you decided to try to strangle someone who had us at gunpoint. You’re not exactly in any position to be criticizing us.”

That remark from James shut him up quick, and he averted his gaze to the ground. James sighed, then grabbed him by the arm.

“Come on.”

“Hey- what?”

“We made a deal, come on.”

James cut off his protests, Hunter and Yul watching in confusion as James dragged him out of the shed.

“James!”

Aiden’s voice, almost a demand, barely registered as the other walked over to the side wall of the building. Finally, he released his freind with a shove, crossing his arms.

“I’m not doing this right now, Aiden.”

“I- doing what?”

“This! Keeping secrets, you can’t just start acting all weird and putting yourself in danger without an explanation!”

“James-“

“No. You’re my friend, and I care about you but I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong, what’s making you act like this!”

Aiden looked away at that, rubbing his arm tentatively.

“Look,”

James began, sighing.

“I told you what was going on with me, it’s only fair you do the same. If we don’t work this out now it’ll only get worse and complicate things further. I care bout you, and I can tell whatever’s wrong with you is tearing you apart inside. Just.. talk. If not to Hunter, then to me. You need to get this out.”

Aiden considered his words for a few moments, hesitating.

“You barely know a thing about me, where would I even begin?”

“I don’t need to know your life story to know I care about you.”

James paused, then added.

“But, we can start with yesterday.”

“What do you want to know?”

“Why did you panic all of a sudden? Are you sure I didn’t hurt you or something? You know I would never intentionally-“

No! You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Aiden cut him off, then fell silent again.

“Then what happened? I’ve been worried to death thinking I did something to you, I can’t stand wondering anymore and I can’t stand the way you’ve been avoiding me.”

“Avoiding you?”

Aiden blinked, as if surprised.

“I’m sorry.. I didn’t realize.”

“It’s fine, Aiden. Just.. please, tell me what happened to make you freak out like that?”

Aiden’s grip on his own arm tightened. He opened his mouth, then closed it again, jaw working as he tried to find the words.

 

Yul raised an eyebrow as he poked his head out the door, Hunter at his side.

“What is it?”

He whispered, only to be shoved away.

“Shh!”

He put a finger to his lips, then leaned forward to get a better view.

“Their.. hugging.”

He observed, seeming almost surprised.

“Hugging?”

“Yep.”

“Okay- move your ass, let me see.”

Hunter squirmed past the other, peeking past the wall to see he was telling the truth. A few yards away, Aiden and James were embracing. Or, more accurately, James was clinging onto Aiden as if any moment he’d shatter.

“Huh..”

He blinked, watching the pair. Both were trembling slightly, crying no doubt, and Aiden buried his face into Jame’s shoulder, to which he squeezed him closer. He raked a hand through his hair, settling it on the back of his head and rubbing his thumb soothingly. Words were being exchanged, but Hunter couldn’t make anything out.

“Does this mean you and Aiden are done fighting?”

Yul whispered, watching with a perplexed stare.

“Depends.”

“On what?”

Hunter shrugged at that.

“If he tells me what’s wrong with him or stops being a prick.”

Yul seemed to take that as an acceptable answer, continuing to watch the two.

“They better not fucking kiss.”

“Aaaand you ruined the moment.”

Hunter rolled his eyes, pulling away and grabbing Yul by the shoulder.

“Come on, we should-“

He cut himself off, looking down as a flash of white came trotting towards them. A grin crept up on his face at the sight of the… whatever gender it was.

“Well, hello little stalker.”

He greeted, the cat coming to his foot, and dropping a dead, soot covered fish onto his heel.

“Ew.”

Yul sneered behind him, and Hunter couldn’t help but grimace slightly.

“Oh.. thank you.”

That got him a meow, before the thing ran off, disappearing behind the wall.

“How did it even get in here?”

“I dunno.”

Hunter shrugged, pricking up the saliva drenched fish with two fingers, cringing.

“Are we supposed to eat it?”

“I think that was the intention, yeah..”

The two looked at each other, before shaking their heads in near unison.

“Yeah, no.”

“Definitely not.”

Hunter set the dead fish on the ground, a twinge of guilt pricking at his conscious, and stepped back inside.

“Well- now I kind of feel bad.”

Hunter admitted, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Do you wanna eat it?”

“I’m not currently starving, so I’ll be picky and pass on that offer.”

“What, did you used to eat dirt?”

“Close, slugs. I’d crush them up and lie to the girls saying they were entrails.”

“What the fuck- that’s disgusting!”

“When you starve, you tend to push taste to the back burner.”

Yul scoffed at that, plopping down against the wall.

“I’d rather starve than eat a slug.”

“Insects too. Again, lied to thd girls about it. I’d grind them into a powder, add some water, and you have a nutritious lunch.”

“I think I’m going to be sick.”

“Yeah, kind of why I lied about it. Don’t think they would’ve kept it down if they knew..”

“Jesus Christ- can we just talk about something else?”

“Alright, alright. Pipe down.”

Hunter rolled his eyes, sitting in turn.

“So… what was being a stripper like?”

At the question, Yul practically choked on his own breath, sputtering for a few moments before squawking out a,

“WHAT?!”

“I- James mentioned you were a dancer, he said you did that kind of thing.”

Yul blinked, registering the words, face turning bright red.

“That bastard..”

“Did I say something wrong?”

“Oh no, Hunter. You didn’t but he..”

Yul trailed, chuckling in an almost crazed manner, waving his pointer finger around.

“Oh, he certainly did.”

“You’re starting to freak me out, man…”

“Good!”

Yul stood up, fuming.

“I swear to god when I get my hands on him-“

Yul was cut off as the door almost silently cracked open. As if an intervention from god himself, there stood Aiden and James, looking surprised.

“You’re awake.”

Aiden blurted out, almost more a question than an observation.

“You piece of shit!”

Hunter stood as Yul began charging for James, nothing short of furious.

“Yul, no!”

 

“It was just a joke..”

James muttered, holding his left cheek in his hand.

“Shut the hell up.”

Yul snapped at him, arms crossed.

“Man, you ruined my gorgeous face..”

“Good.”

“You got your payback, can we all just calm down now?”

Aiden spoke up, rolling his eyes.

“Oh, I’m very calm. And you’re not exactly one to talk.”

“Yul..”

Hunter began, already sick of this.

“Fine, fine. Whatever.”

He grumbled, leaning back. There was silence for a few moments, then Aiden spoke.

“So, why was there a dead fish at the door?”

“Hunter’s little stalker brought it to us. I think it wanted us to eat it.”

“Well, why didn’t you? It looked like a perfectly good fish before you left it in the dirt.”

“It was filthy already, and covered in saliva.”

Hunter admitted.

“Besides, I don’t really eat fish anymore.”

“How come?”

“I used to have a goldfish when I was seven, his name was Finsley.”

“Oh.”

“I ate him.”

“Oh!”

“By accident.”

“..Oh?”

“Yeah, I took him out of his tank to play with him, or try to anyway. He began flopping around like fishes do, I tried to put him back in but he jumped into my mouth. I accidentally swallowed him.”

“Jesus Christ..”

“Yeah, I think he was trying to commit suicide.”

“And he succeeded apparently…”

James spoke up, grimacing.

“Ever since then, I can’t eat fish without thinking of him.”

“That’s.. that’s kind of fucked up, man.”

“Yeah, that’s my life for you.”

“Oh my god.”

Yul groaned.

“We get it, you’re sad! Quit yapping about it.”

“That wasn’t what I- whatever, man.”

Hunter rolled his eyes at the other, looking away.

“Okay, let’s not get into any more arguments, my face has already suffered enough.”

James said in a placating tone, holding up his hands as if in surrender of a battle he wasn’t even a part of.

“Yeah, and it’ll suffer a lot more if you try to talk to me for the rest of the night.”

Yul snapped, glaring. James rolled his eyes, turning to Aiden with a fake whimper.

“Aren’t you gonna defend me? He’s being a bully.”

“Nope.”

He answered simply, popping the ‘p’.

“Wow. After all our bonding? You’re breaking my heart.”

Aiden rolled his eyes at that, but there wasn’t real annoyance behind it. Yul and Hunter exchanged a look, the ladder arching a conspiratorial brow.

“Anyways…”

Hunter spoke up, regaining the pair’s attention.

“We should discuss our plan. Or at least sleep.”

James sighed at that, shifting where he sat.

“Well, there isn’t much to discuss. We need to do whatever shit they tell us to and get going the moment we can.”

“What if there’s an opening for escape in the job?”

Aiden spoke up.

“I wouldn’t count on it. Besides, more likely than not they’ll demand collateral.”

“Collateral?”

“Someone to stay behind or put in some sort of danger, to ensure loyalty.”

“You really think so?”

Hunter asked, arching a brow.

“People like that? No doubt about it.”

 

Hunter nodded at that, accepting the answer. Honestly, looking back he wasn’t sure how on earth Krystal never thought of that.

 

 

 

Notes:

I WAS going to include Aiden and James’ conversation but it felt so awkward. Idk, if someone asks I’ll add it back in I guess. Anyways, bear with me on… everything. Also, the hunger games au getting a second chapter is entirely dependent on if people want me to make it so let me know so I don’t waste my time on it if no one wants it.

Chapter 61: Fog (44)

Summary:

Anne Maria finds Tristan and tries to piece her situation together, but everything feels too confusing..

Notes:

WARNING: Angst, swearing, descriptions violence, lots of cringe, my own head cannons, bad writing, bad dialogue, bad grammar, written by a sixteen year old, may be inaccurate (I haven’t watched season two or any of tdi in a long time)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Tristan?”

Anne Maria huffed, clutching her arm in search for her friend. The night air was cool, sharp even. A star, contrast to the blood wetting her body.

“Tristan!”

She repeated, calling out their name as she ran.

“Tristan, where are you?!”

Her voice was nearing a scream now as she began to fear the worst, darting her head in every which direction until-

She looked down as her foot collided with something, and she gasped. There, crumpled on the ground, was Tristan, beaten to a pulp and…

“Oh my god, Tristan!”

She dropped to her knees, forgetting her own injuries in an instant as she examined the younger. An eye swollen shut, lip bleeding, various bruises, and on their neck the familiar, angry marks of strangling hands aiming to kill.

“Tristan?”

She reached her hand out, hesitating slightly before putting it to their neck. There was a pulse, weak, but present. She breathed a sigh of relief, then shifted the hand to their forehead, the other gently shaking their shoulder.

“Tristan?”

Nothing, and then a sharp gasp as their eyes flew open. Tristan bolted upright, chest heaving in shock to even be alive.

“Tristan- I heard you screaming, what happened?!”

Tristan didn’t respond, struggling for breath as Anne Maria balanced them. They rasped, hand trembling as they brought it to their neck, blood trickling down their chin. They looked over, gaze falling to Anne’s arm, and tried to reach for her.

“What did he-“

They cut themself off with a sharp, pained cry. Falling forward into the other’s arms.

“Hey, it’s okay. It’s okay, I’ve got you. Don’t move.”

Anne Maria pulled the, close as they trembled, examining their injuries.

“Just.. take me home.”

They rasped out, voice frayed and labored, as though the way of speaking itself brought them agony.

“I will, I will.”

She reassured, wincing at the pain in her arm as she scooped them up, stumbling a bit as she began to carry them back. Tristan shuddered, clinging to her like a lifeline. She looked up, not entirely sure at this point where they were. She’d chased the man into the woods, then Tristan screamed, then he attacked… where did that leave them? She cursed internally as blood dripped both off of her and Tristan’s bodies, which would undoubtedly leave a trail in their wake. If she stayed here, they’d attract infected, but if she ran, how far could she carry them in the darkness, injured and with no way to see? She looked back down to Tristan, still shaking in her arms, and made a decision. She looked back up, examine her surroundings and looking to the ground. Following the trail of her own blood from where she’d been attacked earlier may be a bit morbid, yes, but it meant a chance at getting back safe and she couldn’t refuse that. Slowly, stumbling a bit thanks to the weight of the other person in her arms, she began through the woods, hoping they would get back before they’d be eaten, or bled out.

“Spencer..”

“I’m sure he’s safe, don’t try to talk.”

She cut them off, almost knocking into a tree as she trekked through the foliage.

“Your arm-“

“I’ll be fine. Just be quiet, please.”

Tristan obeyed, resting their head against her chest, a soft whimper escaping them. Already, she was plotting all the ways she’d curse out the others for being so stupid as to let this happen to Tristan. Although, really.. she wasn’t entirely sure herself what had transpired.

‘Think.’

She told herself, searching her memories for what had happened. She’d been keeping an eye on the man, and… he was acting suspicious and he tried to leave but she followed him, then Tristan started screaming, and he attacked. Stabbed her. First, she decided, she would beat up Zaid. Then Logan, then Benji, and at this point maybe even Richard. As a matter of fact, she just might murder every single one of those stupid men who’d left Tristan to the wolves without even realizing it. And, perhaps, a bit of revenge for herself since being stabbed hurt. A lot.

“Tristan! Anne Maria! Where are you?!”

She shout cut her from her thoughts like a chord snapping, Zoey.

“Here!”

She screamed, making her best attempt to run forward, ignoring the way her arm burned in protest.

“Here, we’re here!”

She repeated, hobbling forward, her breath coming in quick, ragged huffs. They were looking for her and Tristan.

“Where are you?! Zoey, where are you?!”

“We’re coming, stay where you are, conserve your energy! We’ll follow your voice, just keep talking!”

Zaid’s voice rang out this time, and suddenly the need for violence returned to Anne Maria. Was he first,not second on the list? First, she recalled. Definitely first. And, although she liked Ivy well enough, she didn’t think she was above making a widow out of her over this. Reluctantly, she followed his instructions, stopping in her tracks and leaning against a tree. She waited as soon, figures holding flashlights and lamps alike bound through the forest towards her. The third on her hit-list was the first to reach them, Benji. He took one look at Tristan and practically screamed.

“Oh god, no! No, no, no, no! Please!”

The plea escaped him before he was even within arms reach. He threw his flashlights aside as the rest of the group came.

“Benji…?”

Tristan croaked out through a wheeze, and the other practically sobbed at the sound of their voice, as if he’d seen their limp, battered form and assumed death.

“What happened to you two?”

Zoey demanded as Benji took Tristan into his arms, the freedom of their weight nothing short of mercy for Anne’s arm.

“Attacked.”

Was all she could get out, nearly collapsing into Zoey’s arm as more and more blood gushed from her wound.

“She’s bleeding, stabbed! Quick, we need to get them inside!”

“On it, Benji!”

Richard ordered, and a now hysterical Benji began sprinting back towards base with Tristan in his arms.

“Zaid, help Zoey get her in!”

Zaid. That bastard was here after all. Pushing Zoey away, she rushed towards him as he came over to help her.

“Wait- what are you…”

Zoey’s voice faded out, and she landed one, hard punch to the man’s face before collapsing, the world going black.

 

When she woke up, Lake’a worried face was the first she saw.

“Oh- oh! She’s up!”

The girl announced, looking around the room.

“She’s up!”

In the blink of an eye, Zoey, Jo, and Bridgette appeared above her with worried gazes.

“Where the hell-“

“Don’t try to talk! Or.. can she talk?”

Lake asked, looking over to a part of the room Anne couldn’t see.

“If she has the strength to.”

A voice, Axel’s, answered. Anne groaned, and the other helped her to sit upright against the wall. She was in the clinic, now incredibly crowded, on a makeshift cot on the ground. Tristan and, as usual, Spencer, each lay in their own. The ladder putting himself to use, stitching something together with scraps of cloth. Benji half sat-half lay next to Tristan, head in their lap, and holding their hand, both asleep. In the light, Tristan looked even worse for wear, right eye purple, swollen and bruised. Instead of their usual uniform, they were dressed in a simple sweater and sweatpants.

“Their uniform is washing.”

Lake explained.

“If you have the energy, we have fresh clothes for you.”

Anne Maria nodded gratefully at that. No matter how injured she was, even if she were on the brink of death she’d rather rot in her injuries until she could dress herself. She’d never allow another person to.

“I will, in a bit..”

She looked over to Lake, blinking in surprise.

“Y- your clothes!”

The girl seemed a bit confused at first, then caught on.

“Oh! Well- with Tristan injured, aside from Axel there isn’t really a proper medic.. she said she’d train me. So we could fill in until Tristan’s okay and maybe help them after.”

She explained, gesturing to the other girl, who was conversing with Spencer.

“You? A medic?”

Her voice was skeptical at best.

“Give the girl a chance. Come on, you can get changed in Tristan’s office.”

Bridgette cut in, handing over an outfit. Anne Maria grunted, standing on wobbly feet.

“Are you okay to walk on your own? We can help if-“

“I can walk fine.”

She cut her off, trudging out of the clinic and straight into Tristan’s office. She slammed the door shut and locked it, changing into a pair of soft pants and a tank top, doing her best to ignore the pin in her arm at the movements and effort. Just as quickly, she speeded back in, ignoring.. someone who tried getting her attention on the hallway. She wasn’t sure who, couldn’t really be bothered to look, nor listen. She tossed her bloody clothes aside, and flopped down onto her cot, groaning.

“Your arm-“

Lake sputtered out, as if surprised. Hadn’t she treated it herself? What was so shocking for her?

“Yes, that’s my arm. Congratulations for spotting that.”

She deadpanned to the girl, unamused.

“No, I just- it looked a lot less… severe with your jacket.”

“My jacket?”

“Well- I had to keep it on you, the others said you wouldn’t like it if I-“

“You don’t have a clue what you’re doing.”

At that, Lake cringed, reeling back.

“Anne!”

Zoey chided, earning a sigh.

“Just.. whatever. Do what you need to do.”

She muttered, too exhausted to care at this point. If she were in a better state of mind, she might have been asking questions. But as of right now, thinking was out of the question. Everyone was safe and alive, and that’s all that mattered in the moment. Staring at the wall as Lake tended to the wound, she briefly wondered what she was meant to do next. Scream at someone of course, punch Zaid and the others a few more times, but the entire situation felt too foggy for her to make any concrete plans. Really, as she lay there listening to Lake ramble on about the severity of the wound and all her blood loss.. she didn’t know what to believe anymore.

Notes:

If this chapter feels weird and unorganized in its writing and narration, that was intentional. Just to put it out there. Anyways, I got a lot of medical stuff going on so be patient with all the short chapters lately. I can’t be fucked to write anything long right now.

Chapter 62: Heads up

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Hey, just a heads up but things will be slow for a bit. My cat’s really sick right now and my baby takes priority. I won’t be stopping updates or anything but things might be slow for a bit. Actually, if any of the 2 people still reading care I guess let me know if you’d prefer shorter chapters on a regular schedule or longer chapters once a week. This isn’t a very important question as I won’t be using this format in the long run, just until I get my shit together.