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1. Aster by SourDoughNoodles629

   Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen, Multi, Other
   • Complete Work

   01 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Ava Starr/John Walker
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Yelena Belova & Robert "Bob" Reynolds & Alexei Shostakov & Ava Starr & John Walker
   • John Walker (Marvel) & Everyone
   • John Walker & Olivia Walker (Marvel)
   • John Walker & John Walker's Son (Marvel Cinematic Universe)
   • Lemar Hoskins & John Walker
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds/Joaquín Torres (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova/Kate Bishop
   • Kate Bishop & Kamala Khan
   • John Walker & Kate Walker
   • John Walker & Hoskins Family
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Ava Starr
   • Yelena Belova
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Joaquín Torres (Marvel)
   • Kate Bishop
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Mel (Thunderbolts 2025)
   • Valentina Allegra de Fontaine
   • Lemar Hoskins's Mother
   • Lemar Hoskins's Father
   • Lemar Hoskins's Sister
   • Kamala Khan
   • Kate Walker (Marvel)
   • John Walker's Family
   • John Walker-centric (Marvel)
   • John Walker Needs A Hug (Marvel)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Developing Relationship
   • Minor Bucky Barnes/Sam Wilson
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Angst
   • Minor Character Death
   • Mentioned Lemar Hoskins
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Yelena Belova and Robert "Bob" Reynolds are Like Siblings
   • Protective John Walker (Marvel)
   • John Walker has PTSD (Marvel)
   • John Walker Whump (Marvel)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Post-Movie: Thunderbolts (2025)
   • Thunderbolts Team Members Live in the Watchtower | New Avengers Tower (Marvel)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Not Beta Read
   • No Beta We Die Like Taskmaster
   • Road Trips
   • Panic Attacks
   • Emetophobia
   • John Walker is Bad at Feelings (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova and John Walker are Like Siblings
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Protective Ava Starr
   • Ava Starr Has Chronic Pain
   • Soft Ava Starr
   • Soft John Walker (Marvel)
   • Developing Friendships

   Summary

   Sometimes it sucks, but it’s starting to suck a bit less.

   OR

   John Walker struggles to feel any belonging with his new team, but once a couple strange encounters with some random scourge out to kill him plagues his thoughts, he can't help but look back at his life and feel more lost.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Thunderbolts* Floriography

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   33,138

   Chapters:

   15/15

   Comments:

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