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When thirteen-year-old Sammy takes a time journey, he is thrown into a future where the world is ending — and his big brother is colder, angrier, and more of a stranger than he’s ever known. Betrayed by the man little Sammy will become, Dean struggles to distinguish the boy in front of him from the brother who chose a demon over his own family. As the weight of the apocalypse bears down, Sam must face the guilt of the mistakes he will make in the future, and the sadness that his brother doesn’t believe in him anymore. Can they find their way back to each other before it’s too late?
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Sam finds out he likes to be electrocuted. Turns out? Dean does too.
Set during the plot of 7x16.
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Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse.
But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this.
Spoiler: No, he can't.
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<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 comfort fic
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Some things, Sam supposed, never changed. No matter how hard he tried to be better, to be good, they would always end up here.
Or: How Dean should have handled Sam's demon blood detox, because locking up a struggling addict alone in a room is not the way to do things.
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Sam woke abruptly to his phone blaring his ringtone. He groaned and reached for it blindly. His fingers latched onto the thin device and he brought it in front of his face to see who was calling. The bright light blinded him for a second, but once his eyes adjusted Sam saw that it was just before two in the morning and the number was unknown. Sam didn't normally answer to unknown numbers, but the lack of sleep must've clouded his judgement because he pressed the answer button and pressed his phone up against his ear.
"Hello?" Sam asked, wincing at the grogginess in his voice.
"Is this Sam Winchester?"
"Yeah." Sam yawned. He pushed himself up and rubbed at his eyes. "Who's asking?"
"This is Gabriel Novak." The voice replied, sounding shaken. "I'm calling because you're Dean Winchester's brother."
Immediately, Sam was wide awake and sitting up straight in bed. "I am." He hadn't heard from Dean in years.
What's happened?"
"Look," Gabrie, hesitated, "I know you two had a falling out, but Dean's in the hospital, and I won't lie, it's really bad."
"Is he going to live?"
Gabriel let out a long, pained sigh. "The doctors have suggested we say our goodbyes."
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- Part 10 of Destiel deserves better
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Really, Sam wasn't even supposed to be in this small-as-fuck town in the middle of nowhere, he was just unfortunate enough to be driving when a major snowstorm was due to hit. It was sheer dumb luck he even walked into the café.
It was as he was ordering that he caught an achingly familiar and omega scent: apples, baked dough, vanilla, with just a hint of cinnamon, and he looked from the menu to the barista, eyes processing brown-blonde hair, freckled skin, and green eyes. Sam stared in surprise, and the barista looked equally shocked.
"Dean?" Sam gasped.
Sam hasn't seen his brother in thirteen years and hasn't heard from him in ten. All of his efforts to locate Dean have been in vain, but it seems that fate favors Sam, because Sam has just found his brother. Sam is wildly unprepared to discover what Dean's life has become.
To put it mildly... it's not at all what he expects.
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- Part 7 of Destiel deserves better
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After the so-called Civil War, Tony Stark disappeared.
Captain America's team returned victorious with no one standing in their way.
And then the cracks start to show.
Where is Tony Stark?- Language:
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When Dean tells him to walk away, he does it. There's nowhere to go this time. Sam should know better.
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I can't keep doing this man. *sobs into hands*
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Sam and Dean saved Lucifer from Amara. They just assumed that meant they’d saved Cas too…
(Author needs to vent some angst, but there’s still a happy ending)
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Southern Comfort......with more comfort by AO3_thisismylife
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Aug 2025
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Specter: ghost that possesses people and forces them to act on whatever betrayals they're feeling.
In 08×06, Dean is under the influence of that ghost, and his words hurt Sam more than he would have ever thought.
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Sam chalked it up to habit. He figured, despite the friction between them, Dean was still bound by childhood instincts. Some things he could override, especially when he wanted Sam dead, but some things remained under all circumstances. So, when Sam woke up in the middle of the night and bolted for the toilet, it really shouldn’t have surprised him that after a mere ten seconds of retching, his hair was being pulled back.
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A slight AU for Season 5 (starts at the end of 5.02) in which Sam's guilt about the events of Season 4 has him obsessively focused on self-discipline and self-control. Sticks close to canon but with even more angst!!
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"Dean... I made a really big mistake."
For a second, Dean actually thought things were going okay. He was out of Hell, Sam agreed to stop drinking demon blood, they had just wrapped up a successful hunt... for once, everything was okay. And then it wasn't.
"I overdosed."
Not at all.
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Dean didn't think Sam would take it seriously when he had said they should pick a hemisphere and stay away from each other. After nine months of searching he has finally found his brother, but he was just a shell of the man he once was, separating himself from the rest of the world in a self-made prison of solitude. Dean has no idea how to put him back together again.
Sam knew he was a disease that destroyed everything around him. He has spent a long time trying to convince himself otherwise, but now after the starting apocalypse and Dean kicking him out of his life, he has finally accepted who he was. He gets as far away from humanity as he possibly can with plans to live out the rest of his unworthy existence in isolation. The world would be better off without him.
Dean disagrees.
Dean POV. Canon divergence from when Sam calls Dean at the beginning of Episode S05E04 The end.
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- Part 1 of Better off without me
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After Jessica’s funeral, Dean is eager to get on the road as soon as possible so he and Sam can search for their father. But what he really wants is to take Sam away from Palo Alto and all the bad memories. Sam says he needs to do something before they leave. Dean agrees, but something about the request doesn’t sound quite right. He decides to follow Sam and find out what his brother is up to.
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After seeing Metatron in 11x06 Cas starts to act differently. Sam and Dean finally find out what really happened when Cas lost his grace.
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Different Ways Castiel and Sam Winchester COULD Have Met by MisfitLoner101
Fandom: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
20 Jun 2024
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Sam and Castiel could have met in a number of ways that would have been far worse or far better than how they originally met.
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Your Baby Is A Monster; You Don't Know The Things I've Done by Biromantic_Nerd
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Nov 2024
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Or, rather, it's right and Sam is the one that's wrong.
"Why?" Dean asks and Sam sighs. His brother's not going to like this.
"I think... I think I know what happened to your Sam. I think he's in the future. And I think..." He's pretty darn certain at this point. Sam winces. "Well, I think I'm in the past."
(Or the one where I throw S!5Sam at s2!Dean)
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the pain makes you feel like you earned it (and i probably deserved it) by loveinourowngrave
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jul 2025
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“I’m sorry,” Sam says, limp on the bed, bracing himself.
Dean thrusts in like he’s saying: and I don’t forgive you.(Since coming back from hell—and since Sam let the devil out of his cage—Dean doesn’t fuck the same way.)
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