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Evan Hansen has worked really hard to get where he is today. Therapy, honesty, and building a support network has been a lot of work but he's done it! Now he's ready to enjoy senior year with his budding friend group and his boyfriend, Connor Murphy.
But Evan's been having weird dreams, dreams where he's alone again, where he hasn't even begun to get his anxiety under control and he's in love with his friend, Zoe.
What happens when he wakes up in a hospital bed and his mom tells him that everything he's worked for is gone?
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Sincerely, Me by JuliusCaesarBitches
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
17 Nov 2025
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A huge misunderstanding and a chance encounter are all that really tie Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy together, so why do they seem to care about the other so much?
Basically DEH (musical), but no one dies, and it's gay. Enjoy :)
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Connor Murphy tiene un accidente automovilístico y entra en coma. Rápidamente todos asumen que se trató de un intento de suicidio por no poder proclamar su amor a los cuatro vientos por Evan Hansen, porque... ¿por qué otra razón escribiría una carta trágica dedicada a Evan?
(O... los sucesos se desarrollan de forma similar al canon solo que no es como el canon en lo absoluto porque Connor no muere y todos piensan que Connor y Evan son increíblemente gays).
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dear connor murphy, by deadbitchwalking
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
14 Nov 2025
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_____'Notoriously troubled' Connor Murphy had always struggled to fit in, or even just tolerate… much of anything.
But when his mother makes him have this new therapist, who ends up wanting him to write letters to himself, weirdly enough, he actually does it.
Now it looks like him and the kid who took his own life were best friends.
Over them taking eachother’s letter.At first, with extreme reluctance, he leans into the lie, helping the poor woman who had now lost her son; and maybe he wasn’t so invisible anymore.
He knows this isn’t the best thing to do.
That thought only increases when everything starts to go wrong…_____
Basically, a better rewrite of my old Dear Connor Murphy fic, but way better.
Sorry I'm really tired hi.
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Deserve to be Forgotten by JellyfishPuppet
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
08 Nov 2025
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Evan's lie grows bigger. So does his fear that Connor Murphy will find out.
Maybe lying about being friends with the kid who killed himself wasn't the best decision; But how was Evan supposed to know he'll have to deal with ghosts now?
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"The most popular boy in school does WHAT!?" by Aspookedpotato
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
07 Nov 2025
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Evan Hansen, the cutest boy at school 's deepest, darkest secret was discovered by none other than the emo, loner kid Connor Murphy. If the night goes right Evan might have another accomplice.
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Jared realises he’s been harboring some not-so-platonic feelings for one Evan Hansen, and handles them catastrophically.
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Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want by hatsunefucku
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
29 Oct 2025
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Shit – he tried scanning the room for a hiding spot, but he didn’t have time to hide as the door came swinging open.
Thankfully, it wasn’t the girl who had invited Jared or her dad or something. It was worse.The door swung open, and an intoxicated Connor Murphy stumbled into the room.
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Evan gets invited to a party, and while he plans to just hide, he runs into Connor Murphy. Things go further than Evan could ever have expected… much further. Now, he's on a chain of events that may spiral his life out of control... and what was that Connor said about wanting to 'help' him?
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One effect leads to another, eventually if you go back far enough one small event could have changed everything about the world, one small rock being kicked might change who is president in the next decade.
In this case, one momentary Wi-Fi disconnection caused the cannon of Dear Evan Hansen to completely shift, Evan and Connor may just be able to live what their past fantasies were. -
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Evan has been ignoring his boyfriend Connor. So when he finally asks him to come over, they get drunk and...
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Yes, I also miss our talks by yungb0is
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Oct 2025
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“Can I— Jesus, I know how this sounds. I’m so sorry to ask this. Please know I’m so sorry, Connor.” Connor took a deep breath. Then another. Then another, waiting to hear Evan's request. “I mean, nighttime is when I feel the worst. Can we just— can I just stay on the phone? Fuck.” There was the light tap of skin on skin near the receiver, maybe Evan touching his forehead or temple, putting his hand over his eyes. “I promise I won’t be weird or pervy or something. Like, I don’t even need to hear you. I promise I’ll just do my work and study and stuff. I just want to have you on the other end.” Connor blinked several times, his teeth clenched. “Like, I just want to know you’re there, literally immediately, in case I need something. I just—”
“Don’t want to be alone. Yeah. I get it.” Connor ran a hand through his hair and collected his soup bowl, starting to run hot water over it. “That’s fine. As long as you’re quiet by the time I go to sleep."
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Connor and Evan haven't spoken in six years. Evan needs someone to talk to. Connor needs to get his head on straight.
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I wish it was me. by Illi_istheprotag
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen (2021), Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
15 Oct 2025
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Zoe Murphy -- who would've thought that she had inside struggles that lead to this? And who would've thought that Connor Murphy cared this much about his sister?
Literally no-one would've thought that.
Connor's parents find a letter in his jacket pocket when they were about to wash it -- signed to Evan Hansen. Who better than his "best friend" to help him get over his sisters death? or at least speak about his problems.
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The Feared and the Forgotten by RavenDaCat
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
15 Oct 2025
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After Evan Hansen decides to try to fix things with Connor Murphy, he suggests they try to be friends. At first, Connor declined but once he agrees neither of the two boys know how far this friendship may go.
"This idiot thinks we can be friends. Wow. It's pathetic. He's so desperate for company he comes to me. Connor Murphy."
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Like a Map of a Place I’ve Never Been by Jayyyy_52
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
12 Oct 2025
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What if Connor Murphy was Alive and happy. What if Evans story remained the same. What if Connor was the One person to save Evan when he was falling.
Follow along the boys as their love grows and flourishes into a fresh start for Evan.
This is a gift for my Darling Partner.
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Sincerely Me, Your Future Self by DearEvanMurphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
09 Oct 2025
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Evan Hansen wakes up to find mail for him, and opens it up to find a letter from his future self.
It says he'll change the future. He'll fix problems. Mend relationships, start relationships, and break relationships.
He has no choice but to believe it.OR KNOWN AS: Evan fucks up everything twice
**Now updating again 7 years later lol**
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The Right Thing by BlueNailGuy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
06 Oct 2025
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After his last talk with Zoe Murphy, Evan Hansen moved away to begin a new life at college. Now, six years after revealing his lie to the Murphys, he’s finally back in his hometown, drawn back into the shadow of a lie he never outran. But when a group of student journalists begins digging into the Connor Project, Evan finds himself on a collision course with Zoe and her family once more. What follows is a series of arguments, confrontations, and a search for the truth.
This isn’t a story of a hero’s redemption or a villain’s punishment. This is a story of accountability. One of a flawed man and the flawed people around him finally trying to do the hard thing, because it’s the right thing.
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You will live through it, that's life by Spring_will_come
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
01 Oct 2025
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Evan writes poetry,
Connor does too.Connor is impulsive,
Evan hides in the shadows.Connor’s poetry is dark and sorrowful,
Evan’s poetry is comforting and hopeful.Evan is not the type of person to befriend Connor Murphy.
Connor is not the type of person to befriend Evan Hansen.But it happens.
And the rest becomes a tangled mess.Series
- Part 1 of That's life
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The last thing Evan remembered before he died was the cold. But then he woke up—more than healthy and far from dead. The world has changed and time has passed. He never expected to wake up, and certainly not in a new century.
Connor can’t help but be suspicious of his new bodyguard. With all he has to lose it’s hard not to be. Zoe is gone, everything rests on his shoulders. And now his new babysitter is equally the most frustrating and most attractive man he’s ever met.
Will the two ever get along? Or will threats and secrets keep them as cold and distant as the ice once kept Evan from his own time?
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- Part 15 of Weakness
- Part 1 of Weakness DEH
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It begins with a summer-long planned visit to Colorado with his father and step family at the beginning of the summer between his junior and senior year. The other involved isn't even in the same state when it begins, but it begins there all the same.
Or a story about finding love in unexpected places.
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Conner wasn't expecting to go to the hospital that day. He had no intention of ever walking foot into a hospital ever again but there he sits in one of those gross chairs, staring at the boy who lay in the bed next to him. Eye's closed and breathing steady. He still can't believe he saw Evan Hansen drop 4 stories from a tree, and from what he can remember, it wasn't an accident. Having quickly calling for an ambulance the teen waited by Evans side until the emergency respondents showed and put him in the back. Conner got in with them.