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    Atsumu loves two things in this world and they both hate each other. Atsumu helps his friends and unpacks touchy topics in his boyfriend's life. See how Kiyoomi's mental health affects their relationship

     

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    Bokuto and Kuroos' infidelity has left permanent damage not only to their lives but the lives of their friends as well. While Osamu and Akaashi seem to be fitting together wonderfully, Atsumu isn't sure that Bokuto will ever recover from his mistakes. And Kiyoomi wonders how all of this becomes their problem. This is somewhat a continuation of Onigiri and You with a different perspective on major fuckups.

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    Bokuto: There's a fucking oul outside
    Ouwl
    Owul
    Houl
    Oul
    How the fuck do you spell it
    Hoot Hoot
    Theres a hooter outside my windoe

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    Miya Atsumu has an eating disorder and gets lazy about hiding it, this leads to Sakusa Kiyoomi finding out. But Atsumu refuses help, Sakusa is terribly stubborn and in love, not wanting to lose him. Recovery isn't an option in Atsumu’s mind, Sakusa changes that.

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    On the seventy-second day of Miya Atsumu's stay at Ōsaka Psychiatric Medical Center, a bitter newcomer, Sakusa Kiyoomi, is assigned to the empty bed beside his.

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi is quiet.

    Atsumu Miya is loud.

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    Sakusa trusts his instincts. His instincts never fail him; he can't really put into words what bothers him so much about the man in his thirties sitting across from him, next to Atsumu, his hand resting on his thigh.

    He can't name what he's feeling, he can't explain or prove why.

    But he trusts his instincts; and, right now, his entire body is sending him signals to flee, to escape while there is still time, to run away before the cataclysm.

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    The world’s gone to hell. Surviving an apocalypse was never on Bokuto and Akaashi’s life plan but hey, they have each other so it can’t be that bad…right?

    Right?

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    Interpersonal relationships had always been fascinating to Kiyoomi. She had always somewhat been obsessed with them, so while this was not that common anymore since she had become a teenager, it was something she knew how to navigate. It was something she had gotten used to during her childhood.

    She struggled falling asleep that night.

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    Kiyoomi goes to the winter break training camp two years in a row. The first, she cannot figure out what Miya's relationship with Suna and Ojiro is, the second she cannot figure out why her girlfriend wants her to let it go so badly.

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    AO3 had no warnings suitable for my fic so... Here we go!

    TW: Psychiatric Illness / Mention of child neglect / Mention of OC death / Mention of child death / Mention of domestic abuse / Mention of child abuse / Gaslighting / Homophobia.
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    Sakusa Kiyoomi is a cautious man, who prepares, who anticipates the worst. Miya Atsumu is his complete opposite: impulsive, full of surprises.

    After reuniting and unearthing his feelings for the -currently-, MSBY Black Jackals’ setter, Kiyoomi is affected by the unasked opinions he receives when he makes public his sexual orientation and relationship. Is the love they have for each other enough to get out unbeaten from the chaos?

    Or Miya Atsumu is too dumb to notice the very-much-obvious feelings Kiyoomi harbours for him and vice versa.

    But, what else were we expecting? They’re volleyball idiots.

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    Half-brothers Sakusa and Suna have one job this summer: survive working at their family’s chaotic ice cream shop without murdering each other.

    Add in a house full of grandparents, two moms in a poly relationship, multilingual shouting matches, neurodivergent chaos, and maybe—just maybe—a pair of flirty twins who change everything…

    It’s going to be a long, sticky, kind of summer.

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi doesn’t do mess.
    Not in his apartment. Not in his routines. And definitely not in his feelings.

    But then there’s Miya Atsumu. He’s loud and golden and impossible to ignore — and suddenly Sakusa is breaking his own rules, lingering too long, looking too close, wanting things he’s spent years pretending he didn’t want at all.

    It’s wrong.
    Or at least, it’s supposed to be.

    But Atsumu is kind in ways Sakusa isn’t ready for, soft in the spaces that hurt the most, and relentless in his honesty. And Sakusa starts to unravel.

    A story about repression, jealousy, firsts, and the terrifying beauty of letting yourself be loved anyway.

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    There, in the dark hotel room, his mind and body practically tingling with fatigue and stress, Sakusa finally understands. His freshman year of college. His transition to the professional volleyball circuit. His first away game for MSBY. The sudden change in room arrangements. Big changes. An increase in symptoms.

    It should make sense. It does make sense. But it doesn’t really make it easier.

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    A quiet shuffling of blankets and a confused, husky baritone. “Omi?”

    Sakusa tenses, and his mind is suddenly, inexplicably quiet.

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    There were choices to be made in this life, safeguards and protections one could use, yet most people chose to ignore them in favor of something they called "fate". He called it stupidity.

    Kiyoomi doesn't want his decisions made for him. Soulmates are just another line on the list of things he didn't choose and can't control. There is nothing that can change his mind: he absolutely doesn't want a soulmate.

    Atsumu always liked the idea of finding his soulmate, at least until he started talking to them. Despite his convincing he is positive: his soulmate hates him.

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi and Miya Atsumu are rivals, from what Kiyoomi believe that is. They reconnect as Kiyoomi joins the black jackals, and are faced with the fallout from their last interaction (a messy kissing incident that left kiyoomi aggravated for years) read more to find out!

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    after Osamu's death Atsumu has (in his mind) no other choice but to join him, the miya twins had only ever known eachother so whats the point of carrying on if one of them was gone. the night on the bridge he had never felt more sure that it was the right thing until a warm gloved hand pulls him back over the railing, sits with him as he cried and silently tells him to go home. he re joins volleyball with the MSBY BLACK JACKALS and theyre loud and affectionate apart from one, Sakusa kiyoomi. the bitch didnt even say hello, or welcome to the team

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    Atsumu gets saved by a gloved individual in many ways, Sakusa doesnt know why but the voices in his head that normally go "dont touch that its contaminated" are now saying "miya Atsumu is not ready to die" all while his heart is giving all the signs of a panic attack whenever hes around the blonde setter, Fast heartbeat, sweating palms and the instinct to run.

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    Pick.
    Pick.
    Pick.
    Pick.

     

    Sakusa Kiyoomi, on fancy names for mundane activities, and plucking petals out of himself.

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi is a child of God. From his baptism to his confirmation he has lived by the word of the lord; attending mass regularly, offering himself at the alter as an alter boy, leading the youth group prayer spaces and abstaining from all sin.

    But how will he adapt when he suddenly gets tainted by someone dripping sin? When he doesn't feel God in his life? When he turns on his own beliefs?

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    On the second day, the entire department knows that the new patient and one of the interns are supposedly dating.

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi, grappling with OCD, religious guilt, and his repressed feelings of attraction towards men, particularly Miya Atsumu, a teammate he meets at 16. Raised in a strict religious household, Sakusa struggles with the belief that his feelings are sinful, leading him to self-harm and isolation. Despite his struggles, he and Atsumu reconnect, and after a long emotional journey, and Sakusa comes to terms with his sexuality.

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    Everything Atsumu knows is falling apart and it's getting harder for him to hide it. As the days go on he's not sure if it even matters anymore.

    Sakusa knows something is going on but can't seem to figure it out with old wounds resurfacing

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    Atsumu & Sakusa are fighting mental health battles and maybe along the way they find it's not so bad to have company on the misery train

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