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    𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓎?
    𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉
    [j.kirsteinxOC College!AU fanfic] [slow burn romance || second chances || learning to trust]

    Violet Ackerman is the enigma of Paradis State University. Silent with a presence that demands attention, bearing scars without a story to give and a smirk that holds together a carefully crafted facade of control. She doesn't discuss family or mention a childhood; she answers questions in riddles and observes more than speaks. Stepping foot on campus for her second year of college studies, her impact isn't unknown. A start athlete, a smile that doesn't reach her eyes, and a strange familial bond to History Professor Levi Ackerman, she pulls the attention of hockey captain Jean Kirstein.

    Golden boy, with a laid-back attitude and easy smile, he slips easily into the life of others, but never the first choice. Voilet's secrets, her avoidance, and unspoken bond with others drive more questions than answers, and he finds the in he's desperately been searching for.

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    ©𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐀𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐌𝐀

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    after the upheaval Hyrule gets right back to rebuilding, but after a archeological team goes missing and zelda has a unique idea for restoring the divine beasts things get complicated again.

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    Derry, Maine.

    A town that was known to be complete, utter shit.

    Or, that’s what many people passing through would tell you. There was nothing in Derry, only a small town that would easily be forgotten if it just happened to disappear off a map. Not even people who grew up there had much to say about it, claiming that it was better to leave while possible or just entirely not remember that they had even grown up there. For some though, it was home, or at least the closest thing they had to it.

    And that’s how it felt for Ray Garraty.

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    You'll have to read to find out!! (sorry i just suck at summaries)

     

    Also trigger warning
    ~Slight language
    ~Detailed injuries
    ~Blood

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    Across the four realms of Lustra lies the enchanted Bangtan Forest, homeland of the southern Foxglove pack and a place whispered about as the “land of magic.” It is also the domain of the Bridd, a line of witches bound by an ancient curse and entrusted as the forest’s sacred guardians. Y/N, the newest Bridd, inherited her role far too young. Now grown, she is honored by the wolves as the most powerful witch they have ever known. Yet beneath the reverence and power lives a woman who must choose between the weight of her destiny and the longings of her heart.

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    What if Midoriya took bakugous advice and he never got afo, oh yeah his mother is also dead.
    But hey atleast Eraserhead finds the kid and does his best to help despite the difficulties it comes with.

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    Jax is exhausted. Keeping up his "funny" facade day in and day out is finally taking a toll on him, especially after his huge fight with Pomni, the last person in the circus who gave him the time of day. So when he finds a strange new friend, who offers him a curious way out of his anxious predicament, he takes it - only to start slipping away in front of everyone's eyes.

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    Pure vanilla has a REALLY bad day (more like a couple of days.)

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    soul misses his friends

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    This story follows the loving relationship of Charlotte Heywood and Alexander Colbourne after their wedding takes place. They come to know each other much more intimately in every way as they navigate the many joys and challenges of life. The Colbournes support each other through sorrows and struggles, make big decisions together, and create so many happy memories.

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    The Charon Collection is an anthology of lyrics written to songs found within the games/visual novels of the eponymous author CHARON (Studio Charon) but work as standalone prose or poetry in their own right. Each chapter will list the game, song name and composer that inspired each piece of writing. The themes of the prose reflect similarly the themes of the games: that of existential dread, helplessness, tragedy, mental health and death. One could also assume a double entendre with Charon being the ferryman of the ancient Greek underworld although I'm sure CHARON were aware of that when naming themselves after it.

    If you want to listen to the song while reading the lyrics, the syllables of the lyrics go with the melody (usually along the lines of the piano notes).

    Edgy, cringe, "teenage", poorly written or whatever is added as a warning. This is just to put out my stuff...

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    With everyone in the Batfamily married except Jason Todd, the family is rightfully concerned for Jason's wellbeing when he leaves a family dinner enraged. However after a near death experience by the hands of Black Mask, Jason receives a second chance from an unlikely source.

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    Rusty is excited when he joins the clans and gets his new name "Firepaw", almost immediately other cats notice something's off about firepaw, his lack of attention to his own hunger and literally needing to be reminded that he needs to eat, firepaw begins struggling with a craving after he smells something amazing, something that he might be able to eat with it tasting good but to his horror a familiar scene plays... tigerclaw coming out of the bushes carrying redtail's body... and redtail's body is the source of the smell.

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    This is the story about Neil, a guy who lives under different names, hides from his father, moves from a place to a place and dreams of freedom. About Aaron, who hasn't lived a week without drugs since he was 13 and now thinks only about where to find money for his next dose. About Andrew, who first knew about his brother at 23, but only because they both ended up at a deadly game by terrible chance. And about Kevin, who, without understanding why, agreed to help his friend.

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    There was no need to run—races as well as any form of communication through cellphones weren't operating. Many students already accepted the fact they wasted their careers just to survive during the societal collapse. There was seemingly no purpose to live. No races, no achievements to be won. Every uma was stuck trying to make their own meaning of the world around them.

    Until the first reports of a strange infection surfaced, causing infected Umamusume to become 'like walking corpses'.
    Chaos ensued, further fueled by Umamusume already questioning survival and life itself. Every uma all has different objectives to make it through the infection;

    To stay sane? To pray it all away? To protect others? Who knows. Every Uma's dreams were crushed long before the infection anyway.

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    if anything in the tags turns y'all off this fic, please read the notes first because they might fix it

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    When the kings of Greece come to conscript Odysseus for the Trojan War, Penelope of Ithaca knows one thing: she will not lose her husband to war, and she will not let her son be used to take him. In a desperate attempt to save her family, Penelope offers herself to the war effort in Odysseus's place.

    Penelope is whisked away to Troy with her army, and a devastated Odysseus is left to raise his infant son alone. Even when the war ends, their trials do not. Penelope faces gods and monsters while Odysseus struggles to rule Ithaca and protect himself and his son from the malevolent suitors seeking his hand.

    Essentially, the plot of EPIC, but Penelope and Odysseus's places are switched, and the Ithaca side of the plot is quite a bit darker.

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    A random villain-of-the-week makes Robert late for work. It's only by a few minutes, yet the encounter that hardly lasted a few seconds instills a sudden chill in Robert's bones. Its persistence is matched only by the Z-Team's stubbornness as they force their dispatcher to join them in activities they think will warm him up.

    But none of it matters if Robert can't learn to believe he'll ever be warm again... or that he deserves the warmth this team brings him.
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    Post-Episode 8 (Good/Pacifist/No Romance/Everyone is Forgiven ending)
    Trigger Warnings: Self-destructive/self-harming tendencies, suicidal ideation/thoughts, near-death experience(s)

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    The rain was coming down in sheets, and Kaeya could hardly see the figure in front of him.

    Or

    One forest, two brothers, three moments. A story told in snapshots

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    Minerva had died that night on the bridge full of walkers, yet she had been reborn. She didn’t know if it was a second chance or dumb luck. But, after that day, the walkers ignored her. They listened to her. She heard their whispers, and she spoke back.

    When Minerva finds a dying mother one day, she is entrusted to take care of the child. Will her sanity hang in long enough to ensure the child's life? Or will her past come back to devour her?

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    the worst meanest cruelest thing ive ever written and im in so much karmic debt rn theyre killing me tomorrow they killed me yesterday too and im currently dying

    DISCLAIMER
    i tried to write deakins personality as the opposite of how it actually is so thats why he is .like.. that.... deakin if youre reading this feel free to sue me for every cent to my name i will gladly do anything in your favor im grateful indebted and in love with you and writing this is an act of self harm

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