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    "When I woke up after that night, I felt disappointed," he began, not looking James in the eye. "not at Sirius or at Snape. I felt disappointed because.. because I woke up, I guess," James reared back, his heart sinking to his stomach. "I felt disappointed because, after years of trying to convince myself that I wasn't like other werewolves, that I was still good, that I wasn't a monster... I was proven wrong."

     

    OR: After The Prank that Sirius plays on Snape, Remus decides to leave Hogwarts. He spirals into self-hatred, doing anything to forget about his former friends and "monstrous" self. Eventually, though, his friends find him. Things only worsen after that.

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    Rising from the ashes like a phoenix sounds so beautiful, but the reality is grim. Nezu sees that first hand when he's not the only one being experimented on by the humans for their quirk; when they break free, he can't help but feel a kindship to them. A sibling in all but blood and a friend. So it is only natural that he invites her to work at UA.

    [Previously titled Phoenix]

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    Ena wanted to draw so badly, it was her passion. So why couln't she draw no matter how badly she wanted to?

     

    or, Ena breaks down becauss well school sucks and artblock is a bitch (and school makes artblock worse so)

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    Inspired by the BBC TV series 'Sherlock' and the exquisite ‘for all that bitter delights will sour’ by fanfic author Darcy Lindbergh.

    This is a partial retelling of her story, branching off halfway at a moment when another path might have been taken. I've tried to write it in a manner that stands alone but avoids excessive repetition.

    The referenced/implied SA and domestic violence does not refer to John and Sherlock's relationship, although theirs at the start has been (unintentionally) mildly emotionally abusive and involved imperfect consent. They're both very much good ones and soft boys at heart!

    This contains brief mention of Mary as a villain, and no Watson baby, as per Lindbergh's original.

    My story does include a lot of upsetting ideas, so please heed the tags. Feel free to message me on Tumblr or Twitter if you'd like more info.

    Further content warning: dead animals, animal bites

    Constructive criticism is welcome, especially regarding the writing of dialogue. However, this is my first proper fanfic and first published fiction so please be gentle with me! ;-)

    This is a (mostly finished) work in progress updating all the time.

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    Since the future foundation gave the remnants of despair a second chance they decided they should give the kids one too.

    4 future foundation employees volunteer to take care of the Warriors of hope. Trying to help them somewhat heal from the mistreatment of their parents and break from the manipulation of Junko Enoshima. It proves to be quite difficult considering these kids still aren't too fond of adults.

    (First fic still figuring this out so be patient w me)

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    This is an artbook with art made for Goretober.

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    “I think I’ll go to the audition, just to… Check things out.” So Jake’s made his mind up, then. You can’t help but wonder why he called, maybe he needed to rationalize this and you just made things a thousand times worse. You swallow and breathe in a square to calm down, which never works for you.

    “Yeah, uh, okay. Cool. Good luck, man.” Smooth, Strider. Jake won’t suspect a thing, you really are amazing.

     

    Nepo baby Dirk Strider is trying to date the love of his life without getting to wound up in Jake's newfound fame. Dirk's dad adds fuel to the fire.

    Updates every other week! (probably)

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    While King Rhaegar I "The Dragon Prince" was successful in putting down Robert's Revolt, his troubles were only just beginning.

    A multi-media project.

    Now with 100% better formatting! (Sorry for anyone who'd tried reading this prior.)

     

    Cross-Posted from Space Battles (with additional author's notes and commentary)

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    Using The Book comes with consequences, a truth Dazai understands all too well. Since he uncovered the cursed thing, its toll has etched itself onto his body; bit by bit, the Book transforms his wounds into glass.

    As the mirrors on his skin begin to spread past their limits, though, only Chuuya notices the effect it's having on Dazai. This sparks a series of long drives, frantic searches, and unspoken emotions, as he desperately fights to prevent the inevitable death Dazai seems destined to face.

     

    AKA: Dazai's turning to glass. Dazai is dying. But Chuuya won't stand by and watch that happen. Not without a fight.

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    Turning into a god had been painful, but turning back into a human being felt much worse.
    What hurt Higgs the most, was that in hindsight, he never had any control about what happened to him. He grew up as someone’s pawn and he would die as one in the end.
    And now there was Fragile, saying she would give him a choice. But he knew it was a lie.
    After all, there was only one thing left to do for him, one last try to take fate into his own hands.
    But you should be careful what you wish for, right?

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    Next to him, Ben pipes up, “You two know each other?”

    “Well, I don’t think Adam here remembers me, but— Sam Denby. Adam interviewed for me once.”

    “The world is a truly strange place,” Ben says, shaking Sam’s hand while Adam is busy crashing out. “Ben Doyle. I met Adam here five minutes ago, but now we’re trauma bonded in our attempt to leave Denver.”
    Of course, Adam remembers Sam Denby now.

    OR: A YouTuber, a Finance Bro, and a TV Writer walk into a bar--- oh, no, they walk to a car. Because, sometimes, that is the only way to get to New York.

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    Himi, overly exhausted from the death of Haurchefant, Azys Lla, and everything else that lead up to those struggles, has decided she doesn't want to be a hero any more. Taking off without a word or a clue, Jacke Swallow is determined to find his friend. His searches lead him to meet Leofard Myste - an Ishgardian sky pirate who upholds a code much in the same way Jacke does. The Rogue assumed this would be a simple mission, blissfully unaware he's about to go on more adventure than he bargained for...

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    Obviously Porchay grew up in a happy loving home.
    Which makes Kim even more suspicious.
    Typically, the paranormal entities that Kim is used to working with find people as miserable as they were in life.
    Spirits who bother the living feed off pain. Off agony.
    Off of any negativity they can get their hands on.
    They don’t gravitate towards boys who shine so brightly they resemble a pair of high beam headlights while driving in the middle of the night.
    Kim turns around to give his brother a deadpan look.
    “You promised,” Kinn whispers as they follow Porchay and Porsche into their living room.

    Kimhant Theerapanyakun has been able to interact with the dead since he was six years old.
    Now, at twenty-one he has made a career out of helping people who are being haunted by the paranormal.
    He quickly learns how one boy can change everything he thought he knew about how his life was supposed to play out.

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    A week before former nomad V met Jackie Welles, she was turned into a vampire. V struggles to cope with this while also starting a new life in Night City.

    Part of her wonders if she made a mistake seeking a new life, but she finds a new clan in the process.

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    A boatswain joins the Straw Hat crew. No Devil Fruit, no Haki, and zero knowledge of canon.
    Her main weapons? A razor-sharp tongue and tactical bullshit.

    This is a translation. The original fic is here: https://ficbook.net/readfic/018ae605-69be-7c10-80a6-4e80f4058c53

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    A 16 year old boy, with mild PTSD wakes up one night to see his father in the basement, he gets thrown in for punishment he struggles with the loss of his mother and abusive father and just wants to die, but a voice tells him not too..

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    A collection of shorter stories for this year's Whumptober
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    Includes:
    Day 3 - Soos & Stan
    Day 4 - Ford & Bill
    Day 5 - Dipper & Mabel
    Day 7 - Ford (& Stan)
    Day 8 - Stan (& Ford)
    Day 10 - Stan & Bill
    Day 11 - Stan, Ford, Fidds, Bill
    Day 12 - Fidds
    Day 13 - Ford (& Stan)
    Day 14 - Stanley
    Day 15 - Stan & 'Ford' - “You can take a break, if you just tell me that it hurts.”;
    Day 16 - Mabel - Permanent Marker
    Day 17 - Stanford - Redemption
    Day 18 - Stan & Ford - Environmental Whump
    Day 19 - Jimmy Snakes - Dehumanisation
    Day 20 - Jimmy Snakes - "That's new"; Resignation

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    if stu macher couldn't be with billy loomis in life, he was going to make damn sure that he was with him in death.

    title from join me (in death) by HIM.

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    Two years after the events of the game, Neve frees a 4-year-old child from slavery, but she has a problem: the little elf only speaks elven and she can't talk to her. Thankfully, Bellara can help her.

    At the same time, Neve and Rana are working together on a murder case.

    Neve decides to temporarily host the little girl, but, unbeknownst to her, the child and the case aren't as unrelated as she thinks.

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    Set in Republican China, Chi Cheng has spent his life behind the walls of guilt and grief. Scarred by his mother’s suicide and haunted by his father’s words— “It was all your fault”—he has vowed to forever be afraid of touching another soul.

    When his uncle arranges a marriage to Wu Suowei, a gentle, innocent boy from a modest family, Chi Cheng expects only duty and distance. He does not expect the quiet persistence of a man who sees past the cold mask, who leaves tea by his door, hums in empty halls, and reaches without forcing.

    Bound by obligation, they navigate a house heavy with silence and echoes of the past. Slowly, small gestures and stolen glances crack the walls Chi Cheng has built around himself. In a world where love was never promised, two men must learn that desire, trust, and warmth can be chosen—even when everything else is arranged.

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