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    Set post-Sinsmas :

    The bird goes to therapy. Things sure do happen!

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    Rumi leaned in, grabbing Zoey’s arms and pulling them outward into a stretch. Her breath grazed Zoey’s neck, sending a shiver down her spine. “Besides, if someone really is my competition for captain next year… I should keep that person rather…. close. Don’t you think?”

    She tugged Zoey’s arms harder, stretching them to their limit. A small grunt escaped Zoey before she could choke it down.

    Her pulse pounded like a drumline. Every inch of her body betrayed her, locking up under Rumi’s touch. And Rumi’s eyes—dear Lord—those eyes stayed fixed on hers, sharp and unrelenting, drinking in every twitch and flinch like she was savoring it.

    God. Was she a sadist? Was this her kink? Watching Zoey suffer?

    …Why was that kinda hot?

    WAIT. NO. BAD ZOEY. STOP.

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    A child of Fate. A slave to destiny.

    Quinn is a quintessence ghoul, cursed with seeing visions of the future. Rather than succumbing to the madness that comes with seeing death and destruction daily, he reluctantly uses the visions to save the lives of those within them.

    Tragedy strikes when he interferes with Fate one too many times, and Quinn pays the ultimate price.

    He is determined to follow a course of self-destruction, but Fate still has plans for him.

    Just as he thinks all is lost, Quinn receives a summons to a meeting with Papa Emeritus II, which changes the course of his existence.

    PLEASE READ THE TAGS AS THERE IS A LOT OF DARK STUFF IN THIS STORY.

    Don't be put off by the huge word count! The story is broken up into five distinct parts, so just think of it as a series 🖤

    If you like angst and slow burn relationships, then you're going to love this 😅

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    i keep telling myself it wasn’t that bad. that nothing bad happened. that you were just a nice guy, that maybe i overreacted. but then it plays in my head again and again. i should have said no. i should have done something. i should have fought or screamed or run. but i didn’t. i froze. i just let it happen. i hate that i made it so easy.

    why me? why you?

    was it something i wore? hoodies and jeans was that somehow too revealing? or maybe it was just me. me being there. me existing in the wrong place at the wrong time. maybe that’s all it took. maybe i made it happen just by being there. i saw the signs, didn’t i? i stayed. i stayed and smiled and pretended it was fine until it wasn’t. so how can it not be my fault?

    i don’t even know who i am anymore. i keep looking in the mirror and wondering if anyone else can see it. the stain of it on me. i keep scrubbing, but it won’t come off. i keep thinking if i could just go back, just one second before it happened, i’d be braver this time. i’d say no. i’d scream. i’d stop you. but i didn’t. and i can’t. and now i have to live with this forever.

    "Rumi. It wasn't your fault."

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    A girl who struggles with isolation,self-harm, and despair during her senior year,until one day everything changes....

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    Cass and his group of close-knit university friends gather at their usual pub, engaging in their playful traditions and banter. As the night unfolds, Cass notices a mysterious newcomer, Theo, who seems intrigued yet uncomfortable with their dynamic. Later, Cass finds Theo drunk and reluctantly accepting his help, setting the stage for a connection neither of them expected. They attend Aberswitch University, one of the British counterparts to RBU - Rosie Baughm University across the pond.

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    Perfection, elegance, discipline, torture. Choi Jiwoo is expected to be perfect. There was no room for mistakes, no blemishes, no redundancies, no freedom. Her parents have this image of what their daughter should be but Jiwoo knew deep down inside that this wasn't her. She didn't want to be trapped like this. But what could she do?

    Then comes Dahyun, or what she wants everyone to call her, Stella—the one who changes Jiwoo's universe.

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    Eighteen-year-old Dean Winchester lives a tired life in District 9, slaving away in the grain fields, taking care of his younger brother Sam and trying to survive an impoverished life. The Winchester brothers dream of making their escape one day, starting over somewhere where they never have to fear the Hunger Games again. But when Sam nearly gets voted as District 9’s male tribute for the country's first ever Quarter Quell, Dean volunteers in his place.

    Seventeen-year-old Castiel Novak is the favourite to win the twenty-fifth Hunger Games, expected to come out a victor like his brother before him. While reluctant, he goes in believing he’ll easily emerge as this year’s winner. What he can’t predict is the alliance he’ll make with a tribute with a knack for rebelling and a need to break free of the cage that contains them both. Or how this new partnership will change him.

    This is a revision of my work of the same name that I wrote from 2014-2018, heavily edited and fully complete.

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    The sirens pierce through the night like holly berries lying on top of fresh snow, a bright crimson against a dull background. Screams radiate as Neil’s mother cradles her son’s body, he seems to be grasping onto the last fraying threads of a lifeline being slowly pulled apart, onto dwindling drops of life’s marrow- Neil slips out of consciousness.

    A continuation of Dead Poets Society because this fandom is allergic to joy, whimsy, and fun. (And because the last thirty minutes are Todd and Neil living happily together I don't know what you're talking about.) Basically, Neil survives.

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    hey so twotime fucking commits by slitting their throat but it lwk doesnt work bc they still in forsaken.. chance finds them ig.. killers are alerted/eavesdrops on chance and elliots convo about it and stuff..

    also two did it due to stress, disorders, guilt, HEAVY guilt, and thinking about azure.

     

    TW!!! TW!!! READ THE WARNING HEAVY FOCUS ON SELF HARM AT THE START!!!!!!!!

     

    WIP!!!!!!!!!

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    Reed Richards had made it all the way to senior year without feeling any need for human companionship. The last thing he wanted was a distraction from his goals that were just within his reach.

    Sue Storm had enough on her plate with school, dance, and taking care of her 14 year old brother to even think about anything else. All she wanted was to get through senior year without a mental breakdown.

    But when they meet each other in their English class, neither of them could seem to remember their carefully constructed plans

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    People would call her the Professor’s Guard Dog. A moniker Van took with pride, a moniker that sparked something bizarre in her chest. A fluttering joy, a spreading warmth. Comfrey’s mutt. That’s who she was. When out on voyages by sea to gather the materials necessary for this project Van made sure to shield the professor. Sure, she’s younger than the professor, but she’s been battle hardened since the day she was born. That was the way of the Chapman’s. For this Comfrey made sure she was fed and kept warm at night.

    When Comfrey barked an order, Van obeyed, no question about it.

    OR: The foundation of the Zephyr is filled with messy entanglements, all stemming back to those sleepless nights Van spent with Comfrey.

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    After leaving his previous company, Seungmin joins pre-debut group Oddinary for a fresh start. When he begins to develop feelings for Hyunjin, the group's stylist, both of their pasts resurface in a dangerous way.

     

    Warnings will be posted at the beginnings of chapters, but expect:
    -Smut
    -Violence
    -Language throughout
    -DV
    -Discussion of r*pe

    *Reminder that this is NOT meant to directly represent the irl people and their personalities/sexuality/decision-making. These are FICTIONAL versions and should be read as such.*

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    Luna Snow is suffering from success, if you will. This Kpop Demon Hunter movie came out and people see her as the real life counter part. She can't dissapoint her fans, right?

    So she aks her local Vampire Hunters if they could add ehr to the team. Give the people what they wanted.

    If only she understood the Pandora's box she unleashed.

    Blade The Vampire Slayer and Morbius The Living Vampire.

    Khonshu guide this poor woman....

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    Humanity has been living for a century behind the protection of three 50m walls... Being on the verge of extinction, they hide and protect themselves from horrifying humanoid creatures called "titans". However, hope has not yet been lost, while some live in ignorance, others have decided to seek freedom in the world. But... What exactly is freedom? And when is one really free?

    This asian girl, like not many others, survived the great tragedy of Shiganshina. She will meet new people and lose old friends. But she, together with Eren Jaeger, a brown-haired man with green eyes, will search for the truth of that world.

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    It's been a month since the events at Namsan. The Honmoon is back up and the demons are gone, but Huntrix is struggling with how things went down. Then Derpy and Sussie show up with a note that reveals the Saja Boys aren't dead, but they need help from Huntrix. And if Jinu can reclaim his soul, why can't they?

    If Huntrix wants to save the Saja Boys, they will have to travel to hell and back to find them. While in Hell, they learn how the Saja Boys became demons and how Gwi-ma rewards failure.

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    During the day, omegas are shinobi who serve Konoha. At night, however, they return to The Pools, underground caverns where they serve Alphas. And when they are in heat, omegas born to clans are sent to the omega heat barracks, where they are bred by Konoha-approved Alphas in the service of their clans.
    Hatake Kakashi, a jōnin, a teacher, and an omega, has always managed to avoid the heat barracks. But he cannot avoid every Alpha. Nor can he, ultimately, avoid the truth of his own life and experience in Konoha.
    Now, he must find a way to forgive, to care, and to accept the precious connections in his life. No matter how hard it gets.

    OR, in which K tries to write an actual summary instead of just lifting a passage from the story, and the summary is just not as cool as the story. Sorry, everyone; I tried!


    Updates Wednesdays (~16:00 UTC, depending on my personal schedule): updates may be sporadic until I get my new meds/life/everything (and setting up a silversmithing studio!!) worked out.

     

    A significant departure from my normal (relatively fluffy?) writing style...

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    Celebrating the WataOshi anime anniversary with the server event in the WataOshi Discord server.
    Rae x Misha content.
    Each chapter is a different dynamic unless stated otherwise in the summary.

    1. My Words in Red - Abundance
    2. It's Only Just Started - Party
    3. She's Still Rae - Comfort
    4. Auntie Misha and Mama Rae - Ralaire
    5. Rae's Favourite - Oshi
    6. Beneath the Cracks - Mask
    7. Proving My Ownership - Royalty
    8. My Misha - Hope
    9. Finding You Here - Perfect
    10. Misha's Favourite - Familiar
    11. The Seed in my Heart - Sick
    12. Your Voice, My Heart - Reward
    13. She's Not Claire - Villainess
    14. Sanguine Desire - Delicious

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    A long time ago, Four created a new world in their head out of boredom. Earth. Little did they know, that world would evolve into something much more than the tiny little project it began as.
    After the Zero's kicked Four out of their group, Four decided to pass time by visiting some of their old creations. When they came across an old world they had long forgotten about, they begun exploring what the world had came to over the years they left it alone. They started spending more time in the new planet than in the playground, making themselves a whole life there, with friends, family, and even school. But what happens when the two universes start colliding? What happens when problems start piling up in both worlds? What happens when they lose control of their own creation?
    Four knows they can fix it.
    They can make everyone happy again.
    They can bring everyone together.
    Forever.

     

    This fic is inspired by (Or an AU of) Integers of Another Understanding by Swis_Cheez. It's not required to read it before reading this one, but it is a good fic that I would recommend!

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    What really made Jay Halstead walk away from Chicago—from his badge, his team, his wife? Was the Army his answer… or just another escape? Did he really go straight to Bolivia? Or was there a detour? And what if Erin Lindsay ever crossed his path again?
    This is a Linstead story about love lost, love found, and the long road in between. A deep dive into messy minds, old wounds, and unfinished business. An emotional journey of soul-searching, rebuilding, and the kind of connection you never really let go of.

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