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Remember This Cold by Lise
Fandom: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
- Teen And Up Audiences, Explicit, Mature, General Audiences
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
- Gen, M/M
- Series in Progress
23 Mar 2020
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Major Character Death
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki & Thor
- Loki/Steve Rogers Proxy
- Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov
- Steve Rogers & Thor
- Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
- Steve Rogers & Tony Stark
- Pepper Potts/Tony Stark
- Loki & Thor (Marvel)
- James "Bucky" Barnes & Loki
- Steve Rogers & Sam Wilson
- James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
- past Clint Barton/Bobbi Morse - Relationship
- (very briefly) - Relationship
- Loki & Natasha Romanov
- Bruce Banner & Loki
- Loki & Odin (Marvel)
- Loki/Victor von Doom
- Loki & Victor von Doom
- Odin & Thor (Marvel)
- Thor/his feelings
- Frigga & Thor
- Minor or Background Relationship(s)
- Jane Foster/Thor
- Loki & Wanda Maximoff
- Frigga & Loki
- and a whole bunch of other relationships variously
- James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson
- T'Challa & Sam Wilson
- Sam Wilson & Avengers Team
- Loki & Steve Rogers
- Wanda Maximoff & Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers & Avengers Team
- other relationships though less prominent
- Brunnhilde | Valkyrie & Loki (Marvel)
- Brunnhilde | Valkyrie & Thor (Marvel)
- Brunnhilde | Valkyrie & Wanda Maximoff
- Loki & Shuri (Marvel)
- Clint Barton & Loki
- Tony Stark & Thor
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- a few others in cameo roles
- Natasha Romanova
- Thor (Marvel)
- Tony Stark
- Clint Barton
- others briefly
- Victor von Doom
- Bruce Banner
- cameo appearances by other Avengers
- and a cat - Character
- Loki
- appearances by all other Avengers
- Sin
- Hydra Agents
- Original Male Character
- Natasha Romanov
- and a guest appearance from
- James "Rhodey" Rhodes
- Sam Wilson (Marvel)
- James "Bucky" Barnes
- Sam Wilson
- Sif (Marvel)
- Frigga (Marvel)
- Odin (Marvel)
- Original Characters
- Other Avengers
- various others but so briefly I feel bad using their tags
- Bobbi Morse
- Phil Coulson
- Melinda May
- Skye | Daisy Johnson
- Jemma Simmons
- others only briefly
- Loki (in absentia)
- Wanda Maximoff
- Pietro Maximoff
- Ultron (Marvel)
- the gang's all here!!!
- Lila Barton
- Cooper Barton
- Laura Barton
- others in background mostly
- Jane Foster (Marvel)
- Vision (Marvel)
- Peggy Carter
- Maria Hill
- Nick Fury
- Brock Rumlow
- in absentia others
- mostly being
- T'Challa (Marvel)
- Thaddeus Ross
- look at that cast
- brief appearances from others
- characters I'm not tagging because spoilers
- the fugitive avengers basically
- Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
- others but don't want to clog the tags
- Team Cap - Character
- Amora (Marvel)
- Brunnhilde | Valkyrie (Marvel)
- brief appearances from many others
- others less extensively
- honestly the gang's all here though
- Other Marvel Characters
- (everyone tagged in relationships basically plus a few others)
- the gang's all here - Character
- Background & Cameo Characters
- Shuri (Marvel)
- Avengers Team (MCU)
- Thanos (Marvel)
- edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Hurt/Comfort
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- beating up Loki as an excuse for interaction
- this fic says nothing good about me
- Whump
- self-indulgence at its finest
- Post-Movie(s)
- Aftermath of Violence
- beating on characters as an excuse for interaction
- Awkward Conversations
- bonding sort of
- Steve is just a good person
- still edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Loki sleeping in other people's beds is a thing now??
- what the fuck am I doing
- Pre-Slash
- in which Loki rants a lot but Steve is stubborn
- Loki's desperate for company
- talking to a skull just isn't working out
- if by awkward you mean
- conversations with a god of borderline sanity
- who has more issues than the new yorker
- getting closer to Steve/Loki but still gen
- unexpected friendships sort of
- Rescue
- Steve's still a good person
- Loki's kind of a bitch sometimes
- hurt/comfort ish for a little while
- this is working out better than anyone thought it would
- though still not great
- Steve is nobody's dancing monkey
- Steve is too patient for his own good
- edging slowly closer to Steve/Loki
- (we'll get there eventually)
- Conversations
- by god what has happened to me
- Loki admits nothing
- don't look at me like that okay
- Avengers get more involved
- severely unintentional redemption arcs
- weirdest friends ever
- Steve's still too decent
- Loki's still a goddamn mess
- but might be getting better
- or at least trying
- Slash
- Boys Kissing
- Dinner
- accidental redemption arcs are the best redemption arcs
- somewhat gratuitous whump
- Blood and Injury
- Sexually Aggressive Loki
- Steve's into it though
- Post Avengers (Movie)
- facing consequences for your choices sucks man
- Flirting
- just a little chaaaange~
- the gang's all here
- Aftermath of Torture
- yep still some things don't change
- no kissing in this one awww :(
- is it a redemption arc if it's unintentional
- dear diary Loki has issues
- in other news the pope is Catholic
- Thor and Steve talk about their Feelings
- Protective Steve
- Nightmares
- I could probably tag this more things if I felt like it
- Loki's Trust Issues
- are basically another character
- emotions are hard
- Porn
- Porn with a little bit of Plot
- First Time
- Oral Sex
- Kissing
- Hand Jobs
- Loki talks a lot
- during sex
- it's okay though Steve likes it
- Voice Kink
- (a little bit)
- Surprise Kisses!Steve is a turn on
- Steve might be in over his head
- it's okay though he's enjoying himself
- do you even know how long I've been waiting to write this
- Explicit Sexual Content
- probably other tags I am forgetting
- Established Relationship
- intimacy issues
- Arguing
- loosely in the Remember This Cold-verse
- Post Avengers (2012)
- Steve is a very patient guy
- Implied Sexual Content
- hopeful endings wait do i do those now
- working things out on so many levels
- it's complicated - Freeform
- there is also a kitten
- Emotional Baggage
- Three Steps Forward Two Steps Back
- Naked Cuddling
- 30 Day OTP Porn Challenge
- Masturbation
- Clothed Sex
- Dressed/Naked Sex
- Telepathy
- Dirty Talk
- Verbal Sex
- Wall Sex
- Doggy Style
- Light Dom/sub
- Anal Fingering
- Rimming
- 69 (Sex Position)
- Emotion Porn
- Public Sex
- Floor Sex
- Morning Sex
- Morning After
- Outdoor Sex
- Shower Sex
- Desk Sex
- First Time Topping
- Loki Has Issues
- Body Dysphoria
- Wax Play
- Genderplay
- in the most literal way
- Dream Sex
- Rough Sex
- Painplay
- Self Confidence Issues
- Developing Relationship
- Roleplay
- Food Sex
- Light Bondage
- playing with this relationship through porn
- with some plot
- Complicated Relationships
- Anal Sex
- tony's role is minor don't get excited
- Kink Negotiation
- Minor Sexual Content
- Bad BDSM Etiquette
- Frank Discussion of Sexual Preferences
- specifically with sex
- conversations that have been a long time coming
- Steve is a really good boyfriend and probably too tolerant
- the I'm Just Not That Into That conversation
- what do I even tag this
- Masochism
- Not Really Healthy Attitudes About BDSM
- Canon-Typical Violence
- a lot of dead mooks
- borrowing comics villains shamelessly
- Protectiveness
- Bonding Under Duress (Sort Of)
- Thor and Loki talk for the first time in like 75K
- Implied/Referenced Torture
- no sex alas
- now you made Loki mad
- Loki takes care of his own
- Steve Rogers: Damsel In Distress
- Sexual Content
- using someone else as a proxy to exorcise your desire for captain america
- is there a tag for that
- like really though
- Sex With A Proxy
- Gore
- Friendship
- Major Character Injury
- Hurt Loki
- Steve is a sad panda
- Protective Thor
- Steve's relationships with the other Avengers
- the other Avengers deal with the Loki problem (or don't)
- BAMF Natasha
- I'd feel bad about villainizing Doom but he does it to himself
- i did a thing
- beating Loki up is like my favorite pastime
- Loki on Painkillers
- this fic also has a "suddenly Clint Barton feelings" moment watch for it
- Comfort Sex
- Steve really would like Loki to stay in one piece for a while thank you
- oh no it's cute
- (sort of)
- Panic Attacks
- (well borderline)
- Captain America: The Winter Soldier Spoilers
- Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier
- a lot of men crying
- Bucky's a goddamn mess
- Steve is also a goddamn mess
- Sam mostly has his shit together though so there's that
- Jealousy
- is this a plot or something
- Rescue Missions
- Sort Of
- Track Down Your Brainwashed Friend Missions
- Emotional Hurt
- Everybody Suffers
- this fic will probably get a follow up dramatic sighs
- Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
- Praise Kink
- this is really important to the verse
- Makeup Sex
- well sort of I mean
- Steve doesn't really do dirty talk but he can do effusive compliments
- Loki doesn't know how to take compliments really
- sometimes I get nervous when I can't think of tags for a fic
- Flashbacks
- Psychological Trauma
- Healing
- Injury
- Injury Recovery
- the fic where I fix what I broke (sort of)
- Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
- Protective Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers' PTSD
- Feelings
- so many feelings
- in which Thor and Loki have a civil conversation whoa
- in which Steve is very worried a lot of the time
- moving forward maybe
- (or rather my version of it)
- what do i tag this it's basically people talking about things
- short breathing room fic before diving into the next long installment of this verse
- Weird Friendships??
- Post-Avengers Asgard
- Ásgarðr | Asgard (realm)
- Trials
- Politics
- Aesir Politics
- Trouble In Paradise
- Remember This Cold
- Complete
- Thor Is a Good Bro
- Steve Rogers & Thor Friendship
- Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov Friendship
- Meeting the Parents
- this fic has a lot of feelings
- Loki's overall lack of self preservation
- Odin's B+ Parenting
- Fantasy Racism
- Sexual Fantasy
- Voyeurism
- the Tony Stark Thinks A Lot About Steve's Sex Life fic
- BDSM
- Sadism
- someone else's view of a presumed bdsm relationship
- what else do i tag this
- feel kinda bad about this fic but I wanted to write it
- One Shot Collection
- Porn with Feelings
- Exhibitionism
- Semi-Public Sex
- Steve and Loki having an active sex life
- what do you want from me sometimes I just wanna write porn
- Blindfolds
- Rough Oral Sex
- Simulacra
- Light Masochism
- Verbal Humiliation
- Drunk Sex
- Asphyxiation
- Breathplay
- Sexting
- Nipple Play
- Counter Sex
- Warm and Fuzzy Feelings
- Warm and Fuzzy Porn
- Massage
- Mild D/s
- Possessive Loki
- Aftermath
- Homecoming
- back to the conversations and feelings model of fanfiction
- Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
- Loki Feels
- a little bit of angst and a lot of introspection
- Self-Hatred
- Identity Issues
- there is also a cat
- Not Really Character Death
- Dark
- Dark Steve Rogers
- Torture
- New Years
- New Year's Fluff
- Fluff
- Hurt Steve
- Fantastic Racism
- Angst
- Fluff and Angst
- Mental Health Issues
- Depression
- Anxiety Attacks
- Secret Relationship
- Steve Rogers Feels
- Loki isn't insecure about literally everything
- Steve kind of craves normal sometimes
- Interviews
- being careful about tags because spoilers
- Revenge
- Revenge Roadtrip
- set between Cap 2 and Age of Ultron
- Dysfunctional Friendship
- (can that be a thing now)
- Suicidal Thoughts
- please trust me
- Sad
- Hydra (Marvel)
- Bucky is also a mess
- Disaster Friends
- Tissue Warning
- Alternate POV
- what Steve was doing during portions of that one fic
- Steve Feels
- Steve Angst
- very little plot mostly just people fretting
- not enough hurt Steve but some hurt Steve
- Kidnapping
- Light-Hearted
- realized belatedly I left out most of the male agents
- oh well that's okay
- Loki being kind of a dick
- a brief breath of fresh air before back to the drama
- Guilt
- Memorials
- in which Loki feels bad about that stuff he did
- Loki-centric
- not a very happy fic
- Implied/Referenced Suicide
- not one of those fics where everything is resolved and okay in the end
- in which I deal with Loki's suicide attempt even if Marvel won't
- Heat Stroke
- but mostly hurt I mean
- Originally Posted on Tumblr
- Loki Angst
- look at all those Loki tags
- that's the kind of trash I am
- POV Outsider
- Accidental Voyeurism
- poor Steve did not ask for this
- 5 Times
- Embarrassed Steve
- Alternate Point of View
- Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie) Compliant
- (well semi-Age of Ultron Compliant)
- the Barton family
- a fic with a plot
- a lot of feelings and some plot but yeah you know
- in which Clint and Loki have a conversation
- Pietro Maximoff Lives
- shit begins to get real
- Cabin Fic
- (wow I had no idea that was a tag)
- Snowed In
- this is the nicest thing I have written in months
- some talking about Issues but mostly just
- Things Are Okay
- look I owed you guys some happiness
- consider this a Christmas present
- talking about The Big Question
- (no not marriage the other one)
- Post-Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie)
- but in this verse not the canon one
- I think I've decided I'm going to roll with this being verse-canon
- Loki Redemption
- is a vexing question indeed
- Clint and Laura Barton's Family
- POV Child
- based on another fic
- Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie)
- writing another POV of a very very short scene in another fic
- That's just how I roll
- had a lot of fun doing this though
- Background Relationships
- Creepy
- Horror
- Vivisection
- (fantasies of)
- well been meaning to write this one for a while
- Obsession
- the tag is Creeper von Doom for a reason
- this is not a very nice fic but I had a lot of fun
- it's sexual but there's no sex
- or rather it's erotic but there's no sex
- this is who I am okay I'm sorry
- Thor Feels
- Dysfunctional Family
- but also not that dysfunctional?
- this isn't so much sad fic as melancholy fic
- nothing actually happens in this fic but shhh
- that's what happens in this fic
- Grief/Mourning
- Minor Jane Foster/Thor
- everything hurts and nothing is fine
- or well?? things will be fine but
- at the moment they are not
- Loki's even more of a goddamn mess than usual
- Thor is really trying to take on too much at once
- Mind Control
- oh whoops this is a problem
- kind of a countdown to Civil War fic but not really
- That Thanos Dude
- Loki's a goddamn mess and I am not helping
- more of Bucky and Loki's weird friendship
- this won't create new problems down the line at all
- Past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers
- (but not what you think)
- what do I tag this?
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- emotional negotiation
- Sad Steve Rogers
- Loki does okay (for once)
- Pre-Civil War (Marvel)
- squishes everyone in this fic
- Steve trying to carry the world on his shoulders
- but like things are sort of okay in the end
- POV Maria Hill
- Maria's not sure she's totally on board with this
- Loki is very good at making people unhappy with him
- this fic is mostly just people talking
- and me continuing to explore the universe of this fic verse
- Nick Fury Keeps Secrets For Good Reasons
- or at least not for bad ones
- Dancing
- Slow Dancing
- total fucking sap
- (sometimes I write nice things!)
- Steve & Loki 5Ever
- making things nice before things get ruined forever
- (not forever but sort of)
- okay that's enough
- Magic-Users
- Condescending Bullshit
- in which Loki gets told
- BAMF Wanda Maximoff
- for some reason the interaction between Loki and Wanda is really important to me
- I feel like there are other tags
- Loki is not necessarily a bad person but kind of a dick sometimes
- how is that not a tag I think it's catchy
- a very nasty fic
- okay I think I have covered all my bases there
- Creeper von Doom
- vivisection as a metaphor for sex
- or is that the other way around?
- Truth Spells
- Graphic Description
- Self-Indulgent
- tropey self indulgent madness
- look loki is being excruciatingly honest here
- that probably says a lot of what you need to know
- Sleep Deprivation
- Insomnia
- this is really very self indulgent
- but hey it was fun
- I keep making them worse
- Anxiety
- Psychological Torture
- Drowning
- (or fear thereof)
- mostly just a lot of being very mean to Steve
- Hurt Steve Rogers
- Hurt No Comfort
- at least not in this fic
- that's enough tags I think
- Family
- Family Drama
- Family Feels
- I described this one on my tumblr as
- basically a paean to Lise's Feelings about Loki's Family Relationships
- Frigga (Marvel) Feels
- POV Loki
- everyone cries a little
- this is Remember This Cold verse
- Captain America: Civil War (Movie)
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- it feels a little funny to tag this that way
- I mean at this point this whole verse is canon divergence start to finish
- The Raft Prison (Marvel)
- Things Fall Apart - Freeform
- (possibly)
- Drama
- Explosions
- Astonishingly Plotty
- (because she is)
- feels like there should be other tags I can't think of right now
- Steve Rogers Has Some Bad Days
- Sickfic
- Sick Steve Rogers
- Delirium
- Mild Hurt/Comfort
- Post-Captain America: Civil War (Movie)
- leaving off some tags because spoilers
- feelings????
- Caretaking
- it's holiday fic without any of the holiday tropes
- wrote possibly the sappiest scene of my life for this fic
- maybe cried a little
- Post-Civil War (Marvel)
- the aftermath of that mess
- Steve has some stuff to work through
- Loki gets a chance to be a supportive boyfriend
- something short to tide you (and me) over
- feelings and dialogue is what I do best
- Pre-Relationship
- "Oh No I'm Into It": an autobiography by Steve Rogers
- POV Steve Rogers
- this is about as fluffy as it gets kids
- Marriage Proposal
- seriously it's cute and sappy and I'd apologize but well
- Steve gets stressed about things sometimes
- Frigga isn't perfect but she's good
- Parent Frigga
- Loki's Family Issues
- discussion of self-destructive behavior including indirect suicide
- there's some pain but mostly it's sweet
- generally not nice stuff happening
- Imprisonment
- coming back to some old plot points
- Pre-Thor: Ragnarok (2017)
- definitely I am forgetting some relevant tags
- POV Sam Wilson
- Teambuilding
- teambuilding through stress and upset
- playing with some new and exciting character dynamics
- Sam Wilson is a Gift
- Bucky & Clint don't get along very well
- Wanda Maximoff Needs a Hug
- in which Sam Wilson finds himself in charge of a bunch of human disasters
- POV Natasha Romanov
- 5+1 Things
- fumbling toward something or other
- happy anniversary to my own fic verse
- Steve has some stuff to sort out
- Vacation
- (well day trip vacation)
- Steve and Loki have a nice day
- Steve gets to visit another world
- so sweet I rotted my own teeth
- not everything is angst all the time
- Interlude
- Sokovia Accords
- what's a plot we don't have those here
- Redemption Arcs Are Harder Than You Think
- Redemption
- this ended up not quite being the fic I thought it would be
- Mind Games
- Hallucinations
- Blood and Gore
- Medical Torture
- a lot of really bad shit
- Steve Rogers Angst
- POV Loki (Marvel)
- POV Alternating
- (a new thing for me!)
- there is sort of a plot I swear
- Bucky Barnes & Sam Wilson Friendship
- Awesome Wanda Maximoff
- Steve Needs a Hug
- Recovery
- Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
- lots of feelings
- Past Brainwashing
- everyone in this fic's got issues
- some are dealing with them better than others
- things are mostly okay though actually
- holiday parties are more fun like this
- some feelings snuck in there
- Loki's got some dumb ideas
- on all sides here
- things get a little rough in this place
- Emotional
- Loki (Marvel) Has Issues
- Steve is going to get an ulcer
- Thor: Ragnarok (2017)
- Not Thor: Ragnarok (2017) Compliant
- (i mean at this point is any of this canon compliant)
- Bisexual Brunnhilde | Valkyrie (Marvel)
- it's the end of the world and everyone's invited!!!
- (the canon divergence was a while ago)
- Thor (Marvel) Needs a Hug
- Sakaar (Marvel)
- references to dubious sexual encounters
- Steve trying to hold it together
- Loki's tenuous sense of self preservation
- there's a lot here
- Post-Thor: Ragnarok (2017)
- Necessary Conversations
- Thor (Marvel) is a Good Bro
- Brothers
- it's emotional but not angsty I'd say
- one of those "emotional fallout sequels to plotty fics" that I love so much
- everyone's got feelings
- Jötunheimr | Jotunheim
- Jotunn Loki (Marvel)
- Casket of Ancient Winters
- addressing the giant in the room
- this is probably not the fic you think it is
- Emotions
- Family Issues
- Sexual Roleplay
- Stranger Sex
- (that's the roleplay bit)
- it's really just porn y'all
- Not Canon Compliant
- (i mean OBVIOUSLY)
- we're 700k deep into not canon compliant at this point
- everyone cries a little in this one
- Weddings
- Loki (Marvel) Gets a Hug
- (or several)
- this may be the sappiest thing I've ever written and I'm sort of embarrassed but YOU KNOW WHAT
- Developing Friendships
- this is basically a lot of people just kind of talking with each other
- character and relationship building essentially
- feelsy but not angsty if that makes sense
- Feels
- POV Thor (Marvel)
- POV Valkyrie
- Minor pining
- POV Wanda Maximoff
- POV Tony Stark
- everyone's got an opinion
- this is just character work with no plot
- Artist Steve Rogers
- quiet and plotless feelings fic
- (for two out of three anyway)
- I actually don't have a lot of tags for this
- Angst and Feels
- but like minor
- I guess???
- Angst and Hurt/Comfort
- Hurt Loki (Marvel)
- Fever
- Steve's very stressed right now
- celebrating seven years of this verse with a return to my roots
- which is to say: making Loki suffer
- what's a plot I don't know those
- Coughing
- Somewhat Less Than Graphic Depictions of Illness
- But Still Pretty Intense
- Major Illness
- Headaches & Migraines
- one of those rare 'nice fics' from me hoo boy
- set early in Remember This Cold verse
- oh no there's feelings. dangerous
- Relationship Negotiation
- (sideways. without talking about it)
- obliquely Christmas fic
- LIKE HOO BOY
- Infinity Gauntlet
- Canon Divergence - Avengers: Infinity War Part 1 (Movie)
- Hurt
- i promise it's gonna be fine
- started at the bottom now we're here
- Additional Warnings Apply
- I fix what I break (mostly)
- Heavy Angst
- You might cry
- Uncomfortable Conversations
- Protective Thor (Marvel)
- Established Background Relationship
- Thor's not terribly pleased at the moment
- dealing a little with the events of Civil War as they appeared in this verse
- Not Tony Stark Friendly
- i tried to be fair though
Summary
The series where Loki and Steve Rogers start orbiting each other, and it gradually turns into a thing, and then into another kind of thing. Or, the author's long and complicated method of making Steve/Loki make sense as a pairing, and then exploring how it would work.
Spoiler alert: a lot of the time, it doesn't.
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