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A sixteen-year old Chuuya finds himself falling for the new twenty-five year old executive at a vulnerable time in his life. The relationship slowly reveals itself to be controlling and bad.
Dazai, seeing it for what it is, tries to
helpsabotage, but things keep getting worse.____
"Chuuya should not date him." Dazai glares up at him stubbornly.
"I don't get it. What the hell's your problem?"
"Chuuya is my dog! He should not go to another person!"
Chuuya's face crumples in rage and he bongs Dazai hard on the head. "I'm not a fucking dog!"
Dazai winces and yelps, rubbing his head. "Chuuya hit me too hard."
Somehow the conversation ends up going back to Chuuya speaking with his eyes far and fond about Takumi. Dazai drops his chin to Chuuya's chest and just watches him yap on and on about him, his smile and bright eyes. He looks beautiful like this; he almost looks as beautiful as he does when Dazai makes him angry, flushed pink and neat brows furrowed tightly, eyes ablaze.
Dazai only does not like what is causing this happiness.
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16 Oct 2025
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"Open it," Kunikida tells Dazai, nodding at the file.
Dazai eyes him in bemusement. Slowly, after a few seconds, he does, pulling up the lip of the file and reaching inside. He takes the contents out slightly, only for himself to see.
He stills at what he does see.
Kunikida snatches the file out of his startled hands and upends the contents all over the table for everyone to see.
The reaction is absolute silence, except for a small gasp from Naomi. Junichirou is asking, "Is that…"
"Nakahara Chuuya," Yosano answers, her eyes fixated on them with shock.
They are pictures.
They are pictures of him and Chuuya, together.
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The ADA finds out about Chuuya and Dazai's relationship, which leads to Kunikida saying some deeply hurtful things to Dazai. Chuuya takes care of Dazai in the aftermath.
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16 Oct 2025
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Dazai, for the first time ever, feels like celebrating his birthday with Chuuya.
But things don't really go as planned.
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"What do you want, mackerel?"
"Am I not allowed to check in on my doggy?" Dazai asks as if affronted, with a hand to the chest.
"Shut up and get to the point. Do we have a mission or something?"
"No," Dazai says, and then sort of trails off and goes quiet, blank. It's not something he is very prone to. His hands are sweaty and he doesn't know why. His arm jumps a little at his side.
"Then what? If you're not gonna talk, I'm gonna -- "
"Does Chuuya know it's my birthday today?"
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15 Oct 2025
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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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