ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
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Grey and Yellow by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
25 Dec 2018
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She loved him.
Definitely.
But she wasn't in love with him. -
Sleep to the Freezing by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
10 Nov 2018
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Connor used to lose his mind through other people's words, now he's writing his own.
Zoe hadn't seen her brother in years, then a painting drags him back into her life.
Evan never thought he'd amount to anything, but music makes him feel just a little bit better.
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- Part 1 of Anywhere But Here
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Last Cigarette Before I Get A Bad Idea by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
01 Sep 2018
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Connor and Jared weren't together. But you can't blame a guy for dreaming.
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This Isn't A Healthy Coping Mechanism by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
02 May 2018
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"I'm saying this because I care about you," Jared finally turns to face Connor, just in time to see a single tear slip down his cheek and onto the pillow, "This isn't a healthy coping mechanism"
Connor knew that. And he knew that this was only making him feel worse. But in those moments they shared together, when they were so close they could be one, he could pretend.
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Anywhere But Here by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
10 Nov 2018
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It started with an agreement.
One Roy regretted moments after making, mind you, because it came paired with a metric fuckton of physical, mental, and as much as it pains him to admit it, sexual, frustration.
But he’s currently attributing those feelings, the sexual ones, to his most recent break-up and the eyeful of Jamie’s junk he wasn’t expecting to see at 4 AM.
How it's going now… is a rapidly evolving story.
The folded piece of paper taped to the front door of Jamie’s flat could have been, in theory, left for anyone. But since it wasn't there last night after Roy left, and only a sum total of 5 hours has elapsed since then, he has to think it’s been left there on purpose. That Roy is the intended recipient.
There were only two words on the paper, and yet they plummeted his heart and kickstarted his libido faster than Keeley in her sexy Christmas outfit did.
Cum inside.
Roy yanks the note off the door and shoves it into his pocket before he can convince himself to leave.
Bookmarked by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
04 Aug 2023
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Steve and Robin get a two bedroom in Hawkins. It's perfect, except for all the ways it isn't. Drafty windows, clogged drains, shitty landlord. But it's got a couch. A couch that's often occupied by Eddie Munson. Home isn't really the kind of thing Eddie has much of anymore, ever since his trailer became the primary source for all his nightmares. Luckily, he knows of a semi-comfortable couch where he's always welcome.
Despite all it's problem, the house has perks. Primarily, it's somewhere Steve can actually call home. Secondarily, it's somewhere he can share with the people he loves.
AKA: The fruity four live in a convoluted roommate situation, and romance happens along the way.
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Bookmarked by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
04 Aug 2022
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Theo didn’t fly home right away; he stayed in Antwerp and together, he and Boris flew back to New York. They start over, two troubled teenagers all over again. They’ve replaced scorching Vegas summers with chilling New York winters. It was never about the place anyway.
They’re together-- they’re something-- but Theo still struggles to be open to strangers passing by.(PLUS an extended part two/epilogue to give us more comforting boyfriends and less internalized homophobia for Theo!)
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Bookmarked by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
02 Jan 2020
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“You agreed to be a designated driver,” Klaus says, because of course he’s as good at this as he is at every other thing he and Dave have done in bed together. “All your stupid Varsity Lacrosse friends started annoying you, so you were looking for someone else to talk to. And lo and behold, a sad twink in a crop top, alone on the couch with a half-finished vodka cranberry.”
“What’s a twink?”
“Me,” Klaus says. “I’m a twink.”
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- Part 3 of sleep to the freezing
Bookmarked by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
03 Apr 2019
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i'm sick of all the small talk (if you're sick of pretending) by euphrasiefauchelevent
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
10 Sep 2020
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(alternate title: i'm astounded and nonplussed! i am filled with calculust!)
Jared Kleinman gets roped into tutoring Connor Murphy.
Connor Murphy is mysterious, and standoffish, and moody, and downright confusing.
Connor Murphy is also frustratingly attractive.
Jared is absolutely screwed.
**ON INDEFINITE HIATUS**
Bookmarked by ItIsTheSpaceJam (fallenkilljoy4)
01 Jan 2019