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    Kevin and Neil grow close in the aftermath of Riko's death. It absolutely does not bother Andrew.

    It doesn't.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?

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    17 Oct 2025

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    In The aftermath of a vicious nightmare, Andrew accidentally cuts Neil with a knife. The night from Aaron's pov and Andrew's.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Andrew knows he treats Neil different. So why is it so bothersome that everyone else seems to know it, too?

    Five times Neil gets boyfriend privileges, and one time it doesn't piss Andrew off.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    28 Sep 2025