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He gets so excited after getting the okay from their manager he literally runs to tell Matthew, lifting him up and spinning him around the living room.
Matthew laughs. “Congratulations, Gunwookie!”
“Thanks, hyung,” Gunwook says. He puts Matthew down and, looking into his bright sparkling eyes, can’t help but ask, “Do you want to write the song with me?”
or: Gunwook and Matthew write a song together. They realize some things along the way.
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“Would you pat my head?”
Hanbin blinks, surprised.
“What?”
“It’s just something my mom used to do,” Matthew is blushing, his cheeks and ears a deep red, visible in the moonlight that comes through the window. Hanbin is immediately fascinated. “I usually sleep better if someone pats my head.”
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“I’m gonna do it,” Matthew tells Taerae, lazily lounging on his bed while Taerae plays video games. “I’m gonna fuck Hanbin-hyung and Hao-hyung.”
“You’re absolutely insane,” Taerae snaps back, fingers never once pausing on his keyboard.
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- Part 4 of love pentagon
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the other kim taerae by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), TEMPEST (Korea Band)
29 Apr 2025
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“Where’s Taerae?” Matthew asks. It’s not like him to be late, and practice started twenty minutes ago.
“He’s right here,” Gyuvin points behind himself, mouth open in confusion.
He’s pointing to Tempest’s Taerae.
Or: There's a different Kim Taerae in the practice room.
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“Rwicky,” he says, poking Ricky’s cheeks. Ricky lets him. “There’s a weird rose on your balcony.”
Ricky scoffs. He actually pauses the drama he’s watching on Gyuvin’s iPad and turns his head to give Gyuvin a holier-than-thou stare.
“It’s called a succulent,” he says, like a know-it-all. “Are you stupid?”
or: Ricky owns a garden. Gyuvin is not jealous of his garden, thank you very much.
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on my knees, beggin' please by hellodeer for lovecubed
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
19 Jun 2024
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One minute you’re crying about your frustrations and feelings, next thing you know you’re eating a boy’s ass in the Planet Camp laundry room.
Funny how these things happen to Hanbin.
or: 4 people Hanbin got on his knees for
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He’s wide awake, bouncing with nervous energy, curious. Could Matthew want—?
“He’s coming over at 3AM on a Monday,” Eunseok deadpans, after Wonbin tells his flatmates he’s expecting someone. “Wonbin-ah, what do you think he wants?”
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Matthew’s smiling. He’s beaming, his whole body shaking with joy as he leans against someone who’s not Jiwoong, peals of laughter leaving his lips as his arms come to circle around the other man’s waist, and Jiwoong is—
Jiwoong is jealous.
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- Part 3 of love pentagon
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Hanbin is the one who suggests the rings.
“Oh, yeah, let’s do it!” Matthew says, giggling as he wraps his arms around Hanbin’s waist. He tilts his head to the side like a curious puppy. “Why, though?”
Hanbin could give him multiple answers. Because I’m scared. Because I want us to debut together. Because there’s going to be ninety boys there, and the audience is going to adore you, but what if they hate me. Because I want something concrete, some proof that we’re in this together. Because that’s what wedding rings are for.
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Matthew has a theory, and the theory is this: Taerae wants to touch him.
And Matthew, science expert, Pre-Med student for a full six months, knows just what he needs to do to prove he’s right.
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- Part 2 of love pentagon
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Matthew’s had sex with Jiwoong. He’s had sex with Taerae. He’s just minding his own business, drinking a protein shake after a light workout session, when he’s enlightened by the idea that Jiwoong and Taerae should have sex with each other.
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- Part 1 of love pentagon
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until tomorrow comes by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
14 Jun 2023
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“Why are the parts changed, Hanbin-ah?” Jiwoong asks.
“Like we agreed yesterday,” now Hanbin’s the one frowning. He thought they already went over all of this the day before. “We moved Matthew to Sub-vocal 2 and Seungeon to Sub-vocal 1.”
“When did we agree to that?” Matthew asks.
“Yesterday,” Hanbin insists. What the hell is going on?
“No, we didn’t,” Matthew argues.
or: Hanbin gets stuck in a time loop, repeating the day they changed the Say My Name parts over and over again. The only way to make it stop is to sit down and talk to Matthew. Which is easier said than done.
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my heart gets hot always by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), CIIPHER (Band), EVNNE (Band)
28 May 2023
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“Keita,” Matthew says, in awe. He blinks a few times to make sure this is real. It is. “You’re here.”
Keita nods. He opens his arms, and Matthew immediately goes to him, sinking into his embrace.
“Happy birthday, Matthew-yah,” Keita whispers in his ear, nuzzling his nose against Matthew’s temple. “I’m sorry I didn’t text you all day. I was busy preparing your surprise.”
or: it's Matthew's birthday. Keita has a gift for him.
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“I feel like you’re never really with me,” his boyfriend says, eyes kind. Ex-boyfriend now, Kitae supposes. “Everywhere we go, you’re always looking for someone, in every face that walks by. You get this hopeful glint in your eyes when you think you found them, but when you realize it’s not them, it vanishes and you’re just… sad.”
or: Kitae’s version of the years without Wan.
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“A jet?” Hanbin asks, voice weak. “As in a… private jet?”
“Hm,” Ricky confirms.
“Your family owns a private jet?”
“Yours doesn’t?”
or: Five times Ricky was too rich to understand his friends, and one time he got them.
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mirror, mirror by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
16 May 2023
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“Close your eyes,” Kuanjui says, after he’s done working Matthew into being hard. Kuanjui is, too, the weight of him heavy and hot on Matthew’s hand. “Imagine I’m your Hanbin-hyung.”
Matthew whines low in his throat. “That’s crazy.”
But Kuanjui just shakes his head.
“I’ll do the same.”
or: Matthew is in love with Hanbin. Kuanjui is in love with Zhang Hao. Sadly for them, Hanbin and Zhang Hao are in love with each other.
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i'm all right for you baby by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
04 May 2023
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“Oh my god, Matthew, we’re talking about how Jiwoong has a crush on you,” Haruto says. In English, for Matthew’s benefit. He’s kind like that, Haruto is.
Matthew laughs.
“Jiwoong-hyung doesn’t have a crush on me,” he says, shaking his head with a smile.
“Correction, then,” Woongki rolls his eyes. He points at Matthew, his finger so close Matthew has to go cross-eyed to see it. “This is about your refusal to accept Jiwoong-hyung’s crush on you.”
or: Matthew's friends stage an intervention to talk about Jiwoong's painfully obvious crush on him. Matthew doesn't want to listen.
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we blossomin' some more by hellodeer
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
15 Mar 2023
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“Hyung,” he says, sleepy smile bright like the sun at the sight of Hanbin.
Hanbin smiles, too, a soft thing. He gently brushes Matthew’s hair back from his forehead — it’s orange now, the color of tangerine, and it’s a good look on him. He rests his hand against Matthew’s cheek. “Hi.”
“Hi,” Matthew breathes, nuzzling into his palm. “I hope it’s okay that I let myself in.”
or: 5 possible versions of what can happen, and Hanbin and Matthew through it all.
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lonelier version of you by hellodeer
Fandoms: Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV)
01 Mar 2023
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Li Ming scoffs. “So what? You want me to stop being gay? I’m sure you know that’s not how it works.”
“That’s not what I’m saying,” his uncle sighs.
“What are you saying then?”
“It’s just. Does it have to be Heart? He’s—” Oh, don’t you dare say shit about Heart, don’t you dare pity him, don’t you dare— Li Ming thinks, suddenly filled with more rage than he’s ever felt in his life. Some of it must show on his face, because uncle Jim takes a careful step back. “He’s from a different world, Li Ming. He’s not like us.”
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“So,” Yangyang says, cocking his hip against the wall in a move that looks too staged to be casual. “I heard it from Renjun, who heard it from Jeno, who heard it from Doyoung-hyung, who heard it from Johnny-hyung, who heard it from Mark,” he says all of this in a single breath, then stops briefly to get some air in his lungs. “That you’re a shaman. And you have, like, incredible powers.”
Or: Shotaro can see ghosts. He helps WayV with their ghost problem.