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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Heeseung sighs and continues avoiding Jake’s gaze. “It’s just… There's something about me that they have complaints about or dislike. Every one of them…” Heeseung trails off.

    “That’s not true, no one dislikes you. It’s just hard,” Jake tries. Heeseung shrugs next to him.

    “I know it’s hard, I feel it too. It just makes me think…” Heeseung sighs again. “To continue dealing with this, it just might be too hard.”

    or- Heeseung finally has his chance at debuting with his time on the survival show, I-land. It ends up being much harder than he thought. Jake tries to help.

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    10 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    They’re sitting there, t-shirts laid out across the rocks to dry, when Jongseong announces that he'll attend a high school in Seoul and is leaving already in August.

    “Oh,” says Heeseung. He’s never been to South Korea before. He hasn’t really gone without Jongseong for any long stretch of time since they’d befriended each other, but tries to be enthusiastic, like a good hyung would. “Cool. Like, for a few months?”

    Jongseong doesn’t say anything, just picks at a piece of rock, and Heeseung’s stomach sinks like a stone in water. "A year?"

    “For the entirety of high school,” Jongseong finally mumbles.

    They both fall quiet. The only sounds are the squawks of seagulls and the far-away crash of waves meeting the shore. They’re so quiet Heeseung tells himself he can hear the critters living between the rocks crawl around amongst each other.

    Heeseung is what some would call a nonparticipant in life. It isn’t a problem, most of the time.

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    28 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    1) Overlapping speech, red lights on recording cameras

    2) The script he'd rehearsed looping in his head

    3) His own image on the monitors

    4) The familiar weight of a microphone

    Heeseung is pretty sure he's in a slump.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Heeseung is allowed to be someone who one day, might be able to speak both truths and be honest: he is not in love with Jake. And he will always be in love with Jake.

     

    or, heeseung and jake are best friends. heeseung falls in love.

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    17 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Don’t be such a spoilsport, Heeseung.” Jay tells him, even though his voice holds no heat to it. He stalks over to his closet and pulls out some perfect, coordinated outfit that smells of money. Before he slides into the bathroom to change, he calls, “It won’t be just me! Jake will be there, too!”

    Then he slips into the bathroom, completely oblivious to how Heeseung’s heart is beating quietly, pitter-pattering in his chest. It’s a light, sweet, quick sound that reminds him of the flapping of a butterfly’s wings. Or the gleam, brightly white, of someone’s smile, so happy that it hurts to look at.

    “Fine, Jay. I guess that I’ll come.” He shrugs. “I could use a break, after all.”

    a look into the downwards trend of heeseung lee's life.

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    06 Oct 2025